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I had hoped for more loads than I got in April- I went to CLAW ( Cleveland Leather Awareness Weekend) at the end of the month-my 1st time going, and I was picturing it more like MAL or IML, with hotel room doors ajar and pigs roaming the halls looking for open and anon hole to use. What it WAS, was an educational weekend with seminar and classes back to back to back on every kink topic imaginable, but not a single roaming man poking his head or more into the room .Even BBRT, which usually is bursting with ads when MAL is happening, only had, at the busiest point, 6 hook up ads up- and at least half of them were not for hotel play, but locals just looking for their own neighbors to play. So In April I took 7 loads in my ass, 5 fistings, and 2 loads down my throat. Brings my Jan1-Apr 30 totals now to ( all taken or received) 26 loads anal, 20 fistings, 10 oral loads, and 3 piss loads ( in either my mouth or ass) As a side note- now on a 4p start at work, so I can be avail for your loads if you are in Ft Laud and looking for a nooner, or anytime Friday thru Sunday. Just hit me up and lets set something up for a hit and run, or a regular time for your orgasm

Insatiable- 1st, if you have not booked a room yet, check out Berlin.com. When I was over the last time, I was hunting and hunting a room in the Schoneberg area, one, at Quentin Design Hotel, was about $700 for a 6 night stay, when I went onto the Berlin.com site, I saw the same room for $400 USD . So, while you may need to hunt and seek a bit- you might find a GREAT deal there. And, BTW- the Quentin is a wonderful hotel- gay friendly;ensuite toilet and shower, so no dragging all your douche equipment down the hall 10 times a day. Modern room, but still has that old Europe feel with windows that can be opened and "functional" room, very modern bathroom. If you look at it on a map- it is right next door to CODE leather and rubber clothing store, across the street from the KitKat Club, 3 doors from Scheune, and 1 block over from Mutchmanns ( had a really piggy Wednesday night there, BTW- in case you are looking for a slut house Wednesday night_) ONE word of caution- at the corner from the bar Mutchmanns and just around the corner from Quentin there is a late night Italian/pizza shop right on the corner--my 1st night in was a Wed, I was a slut in Mutchmanns, and at closing stopped in and got a small pizza on the way back to the room at 2a. Thur morning I had the shits, just assumed it was the jetride over and the beer and cum .Fri evening I went back there and had a bowl of pasta, and within 4 hours I had full blown food poisoning for the rest of my stay. If you are smart, you probably should avoid this place-- there are other food options I did LAB on naked Thursday, and it was amazing ! And I had not even the slightest rebuke from anyone at the door-- so maybe the original poster had a bad day himself or the door man was having one, or both and it just went up in a mess.

Slow start to 2017--maybe some of the men doing CLAW will be able to help up my load counts?? Or if not add to them, any tips or pointers about CLAW in Cleveland would be appreciated-- this will be my 1st time to this event. So, at the end of March, I have gathered and taken - 19 loads in my ass, 8 down my throat, 15 sessions of fistings ( lasting at the minimum of 10 minutes) and drank or had piss in my ass 3 times

I think I need another chapter to this story! And quick- my balls have been backed up for a while ! <g>

Unknown at this point, I checked in at noon today <Thurs> and the reception desk is giving out pink wristbands embossed with MAL 2017, so I am guessing the security dept will be monitoring or trying to, who goes on the elevator

All my breeders her and around the world-PLEASE do 1 thing, if nothing else- today. A friend died this past week.He was at a bookstore, and like most, he had taken all his valuables out of his pockets and stashed them in the car ,going in with some cash, and his car keys and lube. While there he had a massive cardiac event,which would prove fatal. Before losing consciousness, he was able to let the clerk know his wallet and phone were in the car, and keys in his pocket- so when EMS rushed him to the ER,he did have a name ( but for some reason,it was never entered into the data base, or was in one that people calling in the hospital to see if he was a patient did not get a yes to -prob since he never was admitted- it was an ER mortality) They HAD his info, and his phone.Problem is- now adays, fewer and fewer have home phone numbers and answering machines. And,smart phones now all are password protected, so a nurse in the ER is not able to open it and look at ICE- the emergency person to reach out to.So many of us are single, or may head out cruising while the spouse is out of town for several days or weeks. So even if the hospital calls the police, and they swing by and knock on the door-- no one will answer. In my friends case, he languished at the Medical Examiners 3 days before the corporate security department from work dig their own digging and found him. Here is the thing. What happened can happen to all of us. Out cruising a dark path in the park. Sucking dick in a book store. Sitting in our car in traffic, or at our desk at work. And the wall these people could have been so easily overcome, if only there was a card in his wallet with his emergency contacts name and number .Or, since he was lucky enough to be able to say where his ID was- ideally- that contact info should be in your pocket or in someway ON you all the time. Tuck in into your spandex shorts if you are headed out for a 10 mile bike ride--a car smacking you and fleeing with you impaled on the hood is just as real as a heart attack in a dark booth. Make it easier on your friends and family-- And by all means--have as much, as wild, and as energetic sex and fun in the years to come,just think of others before heading out

December may as well be put in the books, and look forward to a greater 2017. Between back issues this month, and a missing coworker (please read the footnote), sex was all but non existant. I had 2 back to back days when the back was not screaming,to play, and only got anally bred twice, ate 2 loads on a bar patio, and was fisted 3 times--2 of those fistings were on that very same bar patio,bent over the bar in the back corner,by 2 different guys. A 3 came along a little later-obviously a witness to the earlier action, and tried, but he had XL paws, and no where enough lube, so that eventually ended up being one of the oral deliveries of the night So now- at the end of 2016, my bottoming scores are - Anal loads recvd-83,oral feedings recvd 44, I was fisted 59 times , and had piss play on 6 occasions. ..... NOW_ please--read on A co worker left work late Christmas night, and did not report for work the next day. His husband was in the next city, and rushed home to find the dogs had not been let out, and obviously the coworker was not there,nor had been. Police were called, hospitals were contacted, and no signs of him. For 3 days no one knew what had happened.His husband was the obvious immediate suspect by the police and by his coworkers. Countless hours spent driving routes he could have driven, canal banks along the way searched for skid marks. In spite of on line searches of the Medical Examiners office, hospital lists, nothing. Then, when a detective sent a photo of him to the medical examiners office, they said he had been there for 3 days,waiting for next of kin. He had been at a bookstore cruising, suffered a cardiac event, and as so many of us will do- had all his ID and valuables, including his phone, locked in the car. Before losing consciousness, he was able to alert someone his ID was in the car and the keys in his pants, and in fact he had all that when EMS transported. The hospital obviously did very little to try to find next of kin and fumbled things. BUT-in todays age, looking up a home phone number for him would have been futile-he only used a cell phone. And with todays phones locked and password protected, there was no way to get in to the ICE listing. ( why they did not contact the police in his city is still a question,but at this point it is water under the dam or the matter of lawsuits) LONG STORY SHORT--- guys- we are always in danger cruising-from others and ourselves. A trip and fall, a weak heart or diabetic episode. A punk with a bat. Make it a cruising must that whenever you go out, you have,-on a card or piece of paper, an emergency contact WITH phone number.I thought I was covering my bases with a wrist wallet and an old drivers license in it- but obviously- they could call my home number- and living alone- no one would ever answer. A cop could come by 100 times, and no one would answer the door. Make a 2017 resolution to do this now- and even when you are just going out jogging, carry this one piece of information at the very least with you ,always. Live well and cruise hard- but think with more than just your cock

Hey all- just wanted to.let anyone looking for a room , like me, know that I DID get a room today from the link SirEast put up in the orig msg in this link. Just be aware it will take effort- I bookmarked the res button page on my laptop, phone and tablet, and about every 2 hours of waking hours would try to reserve a.room. Finally this morning, after coming home from crotch cruising at Starbucks, I tried again, and instead of the rejection screen, my requested dates produced a room!! If you really want a room, keep trying till it comes to you < and from prior years experience, hit it often the night of Christmas and the day after, and the New Years eve/day timeframe- seems to be a good time for guys to cancel out>

Damn! Been a bad month- wrecked my back at work sliding and bouncing off a piece of equipment, not enough to take me off schedule, but enough that by the time I was done with my work week, I was done--no sex of any kind--and for me , that was worse than having to have sex with a woman ( still a virgin in that department, thankfully ! LOL) So, yesterday I woke - and no back pain, no sudden shooting bursts of pain- nothing! And it was the 1st of my 3 days off. Got hosed out and began hunting at noon, and nothing was rolling my way. Then, one of the anon FB's hit me up around 8p, wanting up my ass. All was set, he should have been over in 5 to 10 minutes. After 20 minutes I took the blindfold off and sent another msg to him, he was online and no answer, waited another 10 mins, and again msgd to see if he was coming or not- still no answer, so I killed the play date and packed a few essentials, and went south to Miami and the Latin gay bar. Got there just before the door cover kicked in, grabbed a beer, and went to the back patio. A quick walk around, then moved into the back dark corner, slid my shorts down, and waited. As a guy neared, I pushed a gob of vaseline and fist cream mix into my hole. He felt my cock all up, then slipped a finger in my ass, felt around, then pushed his cock in me- fucked me for about 4 minutes as others gathered to watch, one ass wipe kept trying to do a reach under to grab his cock as he pulled out, so i pulled off, spun around and went deep throat on him. After a bit of that, I got back up and bent over the counter, and he began fingering my ass again, then with 3 fingers in, pushed his cock in too, fucked a bit then pulled out his cock and pushed his fist up in me, felt around the hole with his fingers abit, then did a few minutes of mild punch fucking - as I discovered- he was ass fucking the ass wipe next to me as he was fisting my ass! . Decided to break up the 3 way, and walked out of the corner, and connected with a shorter older guy who went right for my tits--love a man like that ! Before he chewed them off completely, I dropped to myy knees and took him deep in my throat, he only lasted a minute before unloading somewhere down my gullet. Went back to the corner, and one of the guys who had been on the edges of the play earlier came up behind me and went straight into my ass with a few fingers--gobbed some more lube on the hole, and he was in- and the hole was opening up nicely, so it was obvious the way it was slopping what he was doing. Ended the night early, taking another load down my throat. And the back has never felt better !

Just watched the video, and the guy is scared--fuck, he even admitted it. 24, and sick-- I think EVERYONE in the 15-25 age range is immortal, in their own minds- be it raw sex, or wreckless driving; speeding; casual sex or just wild adventures--sky diving or back packing thru a foreign country or --- whatever ! It is that "I am smart and strong and can go forever, not like those old fucks who are 40 and up" mentality. Some wrap their car around a tree and maybe live. Others end up with a child to care for before they have even finished high school. And when they get away from the initial event, then the bargaining and attempts to do good karma flood in-- somehow to redeem themselves for all the shit they have fallen into. And that is pretty much what I see this guys video as being-- he is trying to warn all the other smart assed, never happen to me kids in his age range , that,Yes, it can, or will , happen, and learn from me--because as a group we sure as fuck do not listen to the older ( and sometimes world wiser) old farts. I hope it helped him mentally to do this- and if he is tossing in a religion card as one of the posters said--again, thats just him bargaining with the Universe-- just like he bargained when he took loads in his ass. ( and like the guy at the poker table in a casino , we know how it turns out for him_)

If anyone else has to cancel out their room, I just ( finally ) got my vacations scheduled for next year- and have MAL week free now-- def would love to hear back from you if you need to unload your room at the Hyatt-- either here by msg, or on BBRT where I am using the screen name FuckMeDeep ( and where I tend to dwell more often than here)

Damn man, great story-- now, let me get my Google maps fired up and look for that bar...

Happy Early December guys- November was a slow month ( again) for me, so I am blaming it on the election year here in the US ( and NOT on my back that has been fucking screaming at me off and on all month long) So- I got 7 loads up my ass, 1 only down my throat, had 4 fisting sessions as the receiver ( I did fist a couple of guys, but that really is not my thing and so I do not track it) And, my favorite pig came by mid month after a 6 week hiatus and hooked up his cam and laptop and we Zoomed our play- I glanced at the screen a few times and saw a guy from Boston and a Londoner watching us- but really was more focused on the pig in me. He was packing his balls and cock and fist up inside, then at one point had inserted the logging chain links in me along with his cock, he stopped still, and proceeded to fill me up with his piss- hard to hold it all in with the links of the chain in and out of my ass, so I ended up with my ass almost straight up to the ceiling, which def caused the piss to flow up inside me deep. Rank piss indeed- had to burn the leather candle extra long to clear the smell out. So, mark 1 piss down for the month too- bringing the YTD numbers to 81 Anal, 42 oral, 56 fistings taken, and just 6 piss loads/sessions ( I only count the piss ass 1 even if the guy pisses up my ass and then 30 minutes later is pissing down my throat-- since piss is sort of a never ending stream ) And for those who are thinking about tracking your loads in 2017-- time to get that month at a glance wall calendar and put it up- and track what you want to- I track A O F P ( anal, oral, fist, piss received) but no reason you could not track B (bondage) or T ( partied out) or whatever else you want--it is your chart-- but do see how you do this year- and have fun fucking ( or fucking fun!!)

In my 45 years of sex, I probably have actually FUCKED less than 20 times. The first few were awkward and too fast, and not really all that satisfying for either of us. So I focused on being a totally committed bottom. But, there have been a few stray gentle fucks along the way- with a friend, a lover (well, more on this in a sec) or a pushy "top" who just insisted. But, as someone eventually would screw me over or in the case of the ex, just royally push every button to piss me off ( and that takes a lot) I flipped the role and topped the person- used liquid dish soap on the ex as lube one time- horrible at breaking friction and really burns. I did not give a shit. He whined and complained ( my cock is thick, and slightly over average) but I just kept pounding him until I shot. After that relationship ended ( 19 yrs, and prob only fucked him 5 times total- 3 happy fucks, 2 grudge ) I made the mistake of moving in to form a triad with an established couple- both so fukkin co-dependant and addicted that I quickly felt like I was in a Jerry Springer show taping 23 1/2 hours a day. And the top, who wanted to be a master- was a total train wreck, so one night, after working with him and dealing with his raging and bi-polar swings, when we got to the house he wanted to fuck me. About halfway into the fuck, I began playing with his hole, and before he came and before he connected the dots, I had him on his back on the edge of the bed and was pushing my cock into him. He kept trying to push me back, but I was a foot taller and had much better leverage, so I just kept on pushing in to him. Once I was in all the way, I just pumped in trying to make sure I moved at a different angle each thrust- I knew my fuck skills sucked and my ability to delay was even worse, so I wanted to hit as many spots as I could, as hard as I could. When it was all done and over, he had pink leaking out, adn about 10 days later I packed up all my things and moved out to a cheap motel-- better living conditions at a no tell motel than that place

October year to date results-- well men, things finally began to pick back up- slow but an improvement- in October I can count 10 loads delivered up my ass, 2 down my throat, and 4 fists taken. Not really what I had hoped for- but for reasons I cannot explain, the sex energy has chilled in this town ( Ft Lauderdale)- at least for me. And yeah, there was a week of sinus crap that knocked me right off my play- that pseudo ephedrine head makes sucking and fucking a lot less of an appeal. So, at the end of 10 months, I now have recorded 74 loads in my ass, 41 feedings of pure protein, 52 fistings ( tho really I think any session over an hour ought to get 2x points- 3x if it is more than 4 hrs LOL) and 5 piss play events. For those of you who have the energy, time, and availability to get into the bookstore or truck stop or stage door every day- I am so envious. And for those who are looking at any of these counts and wishing for just a few a year for yourself-- I wish you all the luck and good fortune in getting them. About time to find a fire department selling month by month calendars for 2017, so I can get it in and ready for Jan 1 and the new load tally for 2017. C'mon Roughfuckboi- get out to the office supply store and get yourself a 2017 calendar too- really easy to track- I use a basic system of A for anal loads taken,O for oral, F for fist and P for piss in each days box for the month- each night b4 taking my meds and heading to bed, I mark down the loads taken for the day based on the 4 categories-- if you have another fetish to track- track it too! Hope a lot more of you men will begin tracking in 2017 and posting your successes monthly

Faggot Hole or Medicchris-- can I loan my hole out to either one of you?? /please//// Had a gut -flu bug early Sept or late Aug that killed play for the month- got over the bug in 3 days but just never had a happy hole,and the load count shows it. I even had a FF bud from San Francisco in town and staying with me-and we went to a fist party one night while he was here- and my action count is still damn near virginal. For the entire 31 days of September, I played 3. And one of those days was the fist party- all I can count is 3 loads delivered up my ass, and 4 fistings taken ( tho- and no one better repeat this- I DID fist a guy a couple of times--but really--I am 110% bottom ) As October and pumpkins begin to roll around- my YTD totals are 64 loads in my ass, 39 loads gobbled ( or deep throat delivered) down my throat, 48 fistings where my ass was stuffed no less than 10 minutes with a fist ( tho those 4 hour sessions still ought to be worth double credits ) and just 5 piss play events Looks like I will be on vacation from 27 Oct thru around 4 November-- if anyone reads this and has any good suggestions of where to go--esp for loads and lots of play-- I am eager to hear--drop me a private msg ( since this topic is about loads taken- don't want to clog it up)