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I took another load last night...the guard lets them into the building, leave door apartment ajar, walked in, fucked me and seeded my hole without speaking a word. This is in Santiago, Chile, and this leaving door open is not done very much here for security reasons. So guys love it. Tonight I have a guests staying for one night so no sex tonight.

Pump & dump last night. Left door of apartment ajar, guy came in, rimmed my hole, fucked me, loaded my hole with his cum, cleaned up and left.

This last year I've slowed down and maybe have only taken 5 loads since February. But I also sucked a few cocks. Last time having a lot of anon sex, at least one load per day for the first 20 days of January 2013, was while I was in Chile staying at an apartment in the gay area of Santiago rented by one of the moderators of this site. Great location but the more Spanish you know the more sex you will have. You need Spanish in the chatrooms and in any of the profiles guys will be reading. While in Chile I went to sauna Metro in Santiago where they have, in my opinion, the best public sling, best lighting, surrounded by a semi-curtain allowing some privacy. I've taken up to 5 anon loads on that sling. They also have an awesome darkroom, the best breeding place in that sauna. Not much for private spaces which is what some guys complain about. I may be immune but I'm not counting on it. I will be going to Santiago, Chile again for the month of September so again I may take a lot of anon loads. It's hard not to when at not more than 3-4 blocks there are (1) several Cyber Cafes with private booths, gloryholes and darkrooms, (2) Theaters showing straight porn while guys suck and fuck each other (3) 2 saunas (4) Lots of hookups No, I've been someone you would call "careless" when it comes to HIV.

If I'm going to have sex with other guys (not just masturbating) it has to be as anonymous as possible, otherwise I'm not interested. I love to cuddle and share a lot of physical contact with someone I have a strong connection with, but it would never get to a sex act. Simply not interested in mixing sex with any other emotional experiences. I like to keep sex either for myself (jerking off watching porn) or anonymous, such as sex in saunas, a gloryhole or pump & dump in my apartment, outdoor sex, darkrooms.

I have been barebacking since the mid 90's, 99.99% of the time bottoming and many times taking anon loads. I've estimated that I've taken at least 1,500 loads and I'm still HIV-neg. I would have to agree that it's not easy for the HIV virus to infect someone. I think of myself as being lucky because I know that many HIV+ guys never had the amount of sex I've had but at the same time I know that if I keep barebacking I shouldn't be surprised if I pozed.

Something else I think it's important. A cumdump should not be picky about size of cock, race, or age of the top.

I've done anon pump & dumps and taken videos. It's so hot!

I like getting fucked but I also enjoy organizing a gang-bang for a bottom at a sauna. And when I do that I always ask the bottom to shoot his load before getting on the sling so his horniness won't interfere with the gang-bang. I once met a young inexperienced bottom at a sauna who wanted to try a gang-bang. Once on the sling he was so horny that he shot his load while getting fucked and he wanted to get off the sling and go home. After that I insist that before starting the gang-bang the bottom shoots his load. If he's a total bottom I then insist he jerk-off or if not he can first cream a hole. That way the bottom can last longer.

Clean, clean, clean....

For you the desire to have sex with men makes a man gay. But not everyone thinks this way. Being "straight" is a self-identity and when a man says "I'm straight" he means that he doesn't self-identify as gay, but it doesn't mean "no sex with men." The problem with this is that many gay men perceive this as a rejection to the gay identity and they take it personally: "calling yourself straight but seeking sex with men makes you a liar." Just let everybody choose their own self-identity. If wanting sex with men makes you gay, that's fine. But don't impose that on others. I have never been able to self-identify as gay simply because the gay identity doesn't do anything for me. Most gay men would say something like "I always felt different to other boys". I never felt different to other boys, or felt victimized by them. On the contrary, I don't like the way many gay men treat each other as women. I'm not a woman. Check out "Sambia People" and the research done my Gilbert Herdt in Papua New Guinea. Boys had to drink semen from the older men in order to produce semen as adults. But guess what, none were "gay". I would say that all men, at some point or another in their lives, are turned on by the fantasy of sex with men. But the idea that this makes them "gay" keeps them away from experiencing those fantasies.

It's interesting how opinions can vary so much and the Internet and forums like this one allows us all to become aware that there are other ways of looking at the Universe around us other than the way we look at it. I strongly disagree wih bobbie and instead what I find ridiculous and over the top is the wole idea that human beings are "attracted to" either male bodies, female bodies, or both. I've always found this concept of Sexual Orientation illogical and making no sense at all. Comparing "liking pusy" with "liking cock" as if one were choosing an icecream flavour is absolutely ridiculous. When a man tells me that he's not interested in "pussy" I believe him. Why should he be interested in a part of the body that is not part of his? But when a man tells me that he's NOT interested in "cock" I never believe him and I know that he's hiding something. How can he NOT be interested in cocks when his cock is what defines him as a man? "Straight" men lie when they say they only get turned-on by pussy. Furthermore, when confronted with images of cocks and cum "straight" men would not only tell you that those images don't turn them on, but that they find those images disgusting. Disgusted by your own body? That's being fucked up. I admire mtmattan's courage to tell his story. The bodies of men have different features when it comes to arousal and sex because of the erection and the powerful experience of orgasm which bring men, in terms of arousal, from infinit to zero in seconds. Women's bodies are different in terms of the their relationship to eroticism and arousal. Arousal in women is a private experience. Orgasms are totally different. So it's my opinion that given these differences there are body dynamics that are exclusively male-male, such as comparing hard-ons and cock size. Currently, because of the need for men to constantly defend their love for pussy and disgust for cock, they use women: "Honey, how big is my cock compared to other guys you've had sex with?" Remember that public showers allows men to compare flacid cocks, never hard. And hard is what really counts. Particularly for "straight men" who are sexually active in monogamous relationship, maintaining the sex going can be very stressfull. Women get very offended when their man fails to achieve an erection, which is why it is quite common for many "straight" married guys to jump from a regular sexual relationhip with his wife to wanting to bottom with another man. Very common. Anyobdy can call themselves gay, or bi, or straight. But that's it, it's self-identification which cannot be imposed on anyone else. No one can decide that a guy is gay because he gets fucked in saunas and in darkrooms. Maybe he's married and self-identifies as "straight" and no one has the right to say that he's not straight. What exist are self-identities but not Sexual Orientation.

fuckboy, that was a great fuck session. And I don't see any reason for you to feel bad about because the guy knew you were poz and it was his choice to have raw sex. Or, maybe the bottom is already poz. It's hard to really know.

He's extremely hot but he's also what I would consider to be the poster boy for dumb jocks. It's clear that many young celebrities have a hard time with fame and money. So I can understand DUIs and the occasional misbehaving. But for Aaron Hernandez to start killing people and to think that he can just do it, he must be pretty dumb. I hope he has fun in jail with his cellmates. It will do him good.

I advertise barebacking by using glow-in-the-dark paints for quite a while and they work extremely well in combination with black light. The paint charges best with black light. I make signs and t-shirts with short barebacking messages: "Cream my hole". But I will investigate black light inks and maybe incorporate them into my collection of tools to advertise barebacking.

In theory, what you're saying makes a lot of sense. But for me shit anywhere is a complete turn-off, my own shit and definitely someone else's shit. And I would say that most men are turned-off by shit. I've had long-term fuck buddies who have been coming over to fuck me for years (10+) and I attribute that to the fact that I worry about being clean, no unpleasant surprises.

This is the audio I don't like in pornos, when the bottom moans like a girl. Can't stand it! For me a good audio in porn is hot talk from both the bottom and the top. Moans coming from the top while he seeds the hole is hot too.

I think this is one of the reasons why I don't like to fuck, afraid of finding a dirty hole. And having a dirty hole it's a big turn-off for me and I can't get fucked. Did our male ancestors find ways to clean their holes?

I'm sure that when the law was drafted what most likely legislators had in mind were "normal sexual encounters", where the couple will relate to each other as two human beings and would spend some time talking. I doubt anyone who participated in drafting such law had anything else in mind. Gloryholes, darkrooms, group sex in saunas is still taboo. Some people may be ready to accept same-sex relationships and sex between the couple, but the real fun stuff that goes on out there we pretend it doesn't exist. A guy at sauna with his ass up in the air waiting for horny guys to come into his room, fuck him and let them cream his hole, no questions asked. Or, a guy in a darkroom letting guys fuck him bareback. No legislator would ever think or admit to thinking of these scenarios. This is quite different from a situation where the bottom asks for a condom. I agree, that choice has to be respected. But in this case, not being a case of stealthing, neither the bottom or the poz top discuss HIV status or condoms in an anonymous situations. It's unreasonable to expect poz guys always disclosing their status. How about a gloryhole? The concerned guy can always avoid high-risk activities and bring up the HIV-status issue.

Reading fuckboy20's experience he's been having as a poz top made me think that if I were poz I would sometimes get tired of discussing HIV status or having to take my HIV status into consideration before getting involved in sex. I would like to feel free so I would most likely search for anonymous settings where I'm not forced to disclose my status. I'm sure Fuckboy20 would enjoy going on a weekend night to a sexclub/sauna where nobody knows him or his HIV status. Walk around looking into the rooms with the doors half open, lots of hot asses and hot cocks, play with a few cocks, maybe get fucked and take a few loads and never have to talk about his HIV status, until someone brings it up but then fuckboy20 can simply walk away without responding a word. And then when fuckboy is ready to go home he can just cruise around for some hot ass, and with his hole full of cum he can unload, get up leave the room without saying a word, take a shower and go home. If a guy does not bring up HIV status, then it can't be stealthing. Or is it?

I had a shower shot for heavy cleaning but I switched to a "plastic tube" that connects to shower. I came across this system at the sauna Steamworks in Toronto. They have 3 toilets each with an attachment for a tube that you can buy for $5 in the machines at the sauna. A good sauna has to have toilets with douching attachments, especially the Leather/S&M type of saunas, like GI-Joe in Montreal, which also has a private bathroom with douching attachment. But I know of too many saunas with no douching facilities.

I can understand this because I live in Canada but it would still be hard for me to deal with being HIV+, having to disclose it to doctors, dentists, etc. One reason I prefer not to poz is because of the innumerable situations where being poz would be a "pain in the ass." I've had the same eye doctor for years and every year I see him there's always the question "Has your health situation changed in the past year?" I'm glad I don't have to tell him that I'm now poz. How do guys who poz deal with their eye doctor or dentist? One possibility I guess would be to change eye doctor or dentist.

I met a former fuck-buddy at a local sauna Sunday afternoon. We talked for a while but I couldn't tell if he wanted to fuck me or not. Then we decided to walk around on our own. A few minutes later I walked into a room and he's fucking a guy bareback. It really turned me on and I helped him shoot his load into the bottom's hole. After that my friend left the sauna. I decided to clean myself and go back to my room, I put on a mask, a T-shirt with a painted sign ("Cream my hole") and shorts with a hole, and turned off the light. A few minutes later I see the same guy who my friend had just bred walking by my room, I think looking to unload in order to go home. He came into my room and started playing with my clean lubed hole, but did not recognize me as I was wearing a full mask. While he fucked me I managed to play with his hole which was still leaking my friend's cum. The guy quickly shot his load an left the room. I was so horny because I had in my hole the cum of the guy who my friend had bred. I jerked off and soon left and went home myself.

I think that what happened to you was definitely rape. That said, I think it was a fucking hot experience, which you seem to agree: "I do get a boner when I think about it now." My only problem with rape is the possible physical pain. Jail rape may seem "hot" but the truth is that it can be a terrible experience. I once met a hustler who had been raped in jail, he ended up in Emergency and his ass went through a few operations in order to fix his asshole. norcalraw's rape experience at the sauna wasn't too bad in this respect, and one which many of us would welcome.

OK. I agree with respecting the choice of a bottom to always have the top wear a condom when he get's fucked. But I'm divided when it has to do with the fact that it happened in a darkroom. Stealthing, that is, secretly shooting cum inside a bottom's hole, NOT INFECTING, it's a pretty hot scene for many guys. And, as it is with many other fantasies, we want to be able to realize them so we go to sex clubs, darkrooms, gloryholes and saunas to explore, watch, and maybe experience all kinds of fantasies. neg4poz says: Then, he reiterates: Let's assume that this bottom in the bench did get stealthed and went to the sex clinic weeks later to get tested because he was worried that he may have been infected. I doubt he would tell the nurse at the clinic the truth of where and how the stealthing happened. And if he did tell the truth to the nurse, being in the fuck bench in a darkroom, I'm sure the nurse would suggest to stay away from these high-risk activities. What is the answer to neg4poz's and my question: What are the places then for X-sex, where everything goes, where fantasies run wild? Darkrooms in saunas could be one of such places. Although I can understand that a bottom who wants condoms may also want to use the bench in the darkroom. I'm divided on this issue.

I once hooked up with a young guy in his early 20's. When I opened the door I couldn't believe how hot he was. I thought he was going to turn around and leave. But instead he approached me and started to kiss me and we made out. We spent a good two hours together. Before he left I asked him why did he like older men when he was so hot and could get any man he wanted. His response was "Young men play too many games." I think that life experience makes a difference in attitudes towards sex. But also most people as they get older care less about what other people think of them and thus, are able to be more "themselves". It's not that young men "play games" on purpose but simply that they may feel like hooking up but then something "scares" them and they may change their minds. I think it's because young men have more difficulties "being themselves" and too worried about what people may say about them, that slutty young bottoms are so much in demand. The world is full of slutty older bottoms so when a young one shows up he becomes the centre of attention. On the other hand, aging men who like to top don't seem to have any problems finding bottoms, including young bottoms. Many young guys can be very offensive to older men, but at the same time there are many older men who behave very inappropriately with young guys. Some of the anger may come from having had the experience of older men being very annoying. Yes, some men like older and some men like younger. But there is a big difference. Men who like older men may not be drawn to younger men but don't find younger men disgusting as is the case of some men who like younger men and who find the idea of sex with older men disgusting. Older men have to keep this in mind and try not to impose themselves on younger guys. Personally, I never chase younger men unless they show interest in me. To the younger men I tell them not to spit to the sky because if they are lucky and they don't die soon, they will be old too. Also, show some kind of compassion for older men who when they were young, never had the same opportunities to explore their sexuality the way young men can do it today.