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It's completely meaningless to. stalwartly remain one or the other and I get it that so many men see masculinity and identity as being a sexual component when it's almost totally unrelated. I have no idea how many bi men aggressively top to redress their 'faggishness' for playing with other men but unless you are being raped day after day against your will you can retain your manliness and suck multiple cock rent out your hole, you are who you are. If that inner sense is so shakey it manifests externally then you are not a 'real' man at all but a wannabe. The point is being a total top who won't go further because of his shakey maleness might be fun for a while but until he is the one being reamed and used by another he won't fully get it. I've been there, I'm bi not a fucking gay and the first time was with my old friend I had been riding him all. night long and after dozing woke to feel something over me as he forced my hole and pushed it in deep, I was fucking fuming and for some reason couldn't muster my strength to resist with vigour. His heavier bulk pinning me. down hand clamped. over my mouth as his manhood was pushed deeper a 16th an 8th of an inch at a time. It burnt, I felt mu hole was burst and he pushed it ina bit at a time. He whispered that he was gonna fuck me. slow and deep I resist or open myself right up for his full use which I eventually did and very slowly being fucked made sense to me and understood why bottoms are crazy for cock Give it up, take it and be free at last ??

252......... wow.looks like I'm a perverted n dirty sort of b*****d..... Well, I've always known that lol. Seen some top 300, that sounds like a goal worth pursuing

I've been fucking this fellah at work, he's a 35 year old guy who's finally discovered or admitted to himself more likely that he' s gay. Last night was the 3rd time anything's happened and the 2nd occasion I've had his wonderfully tight virginal arse. He was somewhat more relaxed than the previous time when I took his cherry, knowing what to expect helped plus I'm breaking him in slowly and training him properly right from the start. I'd located his prostate while slipping my fingers up him the first time and tried to drill in on it while fucking him slow n deep last night. It worked a treat and I had him coming twice without either of us going near his cock. The intensity and totally different nature of his orgasm blew him away. The first time he was rock hard and I hadn't been inside long but when I brought him off for a 2nd time he was limp n flaccid so when he had a true orgasm AND began spurting thick ropes of come from his soft little pecker I thought he was going to scream the house down lol. Now truthfully was it my skill as a top or the intensity of his arousal and how fully in the moment he was...... who knows, a bit of boty I suspect but I do love to bring a bottom to a wild, powerful climax and feel those anal muscles grip my cock like a third hand lol

I love the thrust of the last section particularly the parts about your mental attitude and state of relaxation. Your brain and your mind are your most important tools here. Or should I say more accurately you can have your brain/mind 100% with you even if it's idling away in the background which is fine n cool but you sure as fuck don't want those cunts working against you or you will get fucked but not in a good way lol. Might sound kind of weird talking about your brain and mind as if they're a 3rd party that's seperate from you but in some senses they are. Your brain n mind work on a number of levels so you just really want to get right into what you're doing. Enjoy it, have fun with it,totally get into your anal routine for it's own sake n worry less about being prepared for some guys cock lol. Keep it up though. I've not had as much as the tip of a male member attempt to stretch it's way into anus for over 4 years.... that's a personal choice though, am predominantly a top and whenever I get to feeling a little versatile I seem to hook up with some dickhead who wants me to be his bitch or sissy boy. At the point I just want to punch the fuckers head in,it has come to that once or twice. Hey my arsehole isn't there for some bi guy to tear up so he can appear manly compensating cos he still can't quite handle the fact he fancys men lol. Anyway, sorry was rambling. Yeah, I gotta use toys n fingers every few days to keep my hole remotely opened at all. If I stop for as little as 2 weeks I guarantee my hole would be tighter than some wee teenage girls virgin pussy and harder to break into. Am not joking. Leave it a week and that single first finger at the start needs worked in with care lol

Well said, there is a huge difference between a man's hole and a woman's pussy. As predominantly a top and bi I can tell you from plenty of experience they are not the same Besides she has an arsehole just the same as any man although it's incredibly rare to find a woman's shitter that feels as good as a man's anus.The majority of true pussy n cunt aren't as hot and sweet as a man's rear end They generally can't suck cock as good either but they are a lot prettier I often find myself in the opposite predicament as the topic of the OP. I'll be stuck with a raging hard on that pulses, spasms and twitches like crazy and so fucking rigid I can barely keep it from bursting out in public. At that point I really, badly need a hot, sexy bottom to fuck senseless,make. him come over n over until I blow my massive load deep inside him. If I've no choice than some dirty hooker's arsehole will do at a pinch but nothing beats a real masculine bottom to unload in Anyway SpermMyCumhole I'm not pretending to be gay,can't claim to be straight either. Not for over a decade now. I'm cannot be fucked pretending nor make any claims except one, you plant yourself on my cock n you won't be wanting to get off it mid way through nor will I be mentioning anyones cunt of pussy lol. In fact, if you go around punching tops that piss you off then you're my kind of bottom

Damn,you've made me so hard reading about your exploits.I'd love to 'host' you in my hotel room for a much longer visit. I have a suspicion you would be wonderfully creative

Wow, what an incredibly hot read. It must be really difficult for a guy in his condition to get real good sex short of paying a hooker for it, which to be fair is an option for anyone of us if we're prepared to go down that road but I could see how he finds it hard to find a sexy woman who'd be prepared to fuck him for the pleasure and not out of pity. That as a straight guy he's had to resort to hooking up with men to get a decent blow job shows how difficult it is for him but the truth of it is by taking that road he's gonna end up getting some of the best sex of his life I love how you've focused on how good looking,muscular and sexy he is, it's clear you enjoyed it as much as he did. When I saw the title it piqued my interest in the same macabre way a car crash or photos of an assassination victim would but I was delighted reading your post in how positive,honest and downright dirty n hot it was ?

I m8 m8m8Mmm,ok your OP was nearly 3 weeks ago now. Supposing it happened just as you described and there's no particular reason to assume it didn't then have you taken any action or actually decided how you feel about it yet? Certainly by every traditional and legal definition it is absolutely a case of serious sexual assault or rape. Many of the responders above have either suggested it sounded like great fun or that it's ok because you secretly enjoyed it and encourage you to go back for more. Confucius says - "when rape is inevitable lay back and enjoy it.". I cannot remember where I heard it but I highly doubt he did say that seeing as he talked about doing right, justice, virtue etc but that seems to be the opinion of many who replied;you had a 9 incher in both holes what are you complaining about.I'm paraphrasing of course but that's the overall sentiment as far as I can tell. Regardless of whether you enjoyed some of what happened it doesn't change the fact you were basically trapped deliberately and forced into it.Who cares whether you were hard while it was carried out or not it wasn't remotely consentual therefore rape,therefore the stronger man praying on the weaker. Some would say that's how life is and to a large extent they are right but we have laws within society to discourage people from acting this way and/or making the perpetrator pay after the act. Yoy need to decide first of all how you feel now, how you truthfully feel. It's more than possible you are prepared to forget about it as best you can but remember that this guy will more than certainly rape someone else.It may be argued you have a moral duty to go to the police and tell them what he did. I suspect he's a lifelong bully and gets off forcing himself on those weaker and intimidated by his size and bluster. Women aswell as men maybe children, who knows. Personally,I've known several people who were raped and it takes people in different ways but unless addressed tends to bubble away under the surface erupting unexpectedly from time to time. I had a cousin that was raped, we grew up together and were very close so when she was raped at 18 I went and found the guy that did it and beat the fucker to a bloody pulp.He's still in a wheelchair now and I doubt he could get an erection from that day to this.Not after I pureed his balls ??. Another was a guy I know well,biblically you could say so again on hearing about it my temper slowly percolated until I found the guy. This time around I kept my cool and 'accidentally' ran into him in a locally known club that's unofficially a gay club and got to talking with him. Not explicitly saying it I gave him the impression I was a sex mad bottom and hot for his cock so. we went back to his. When the door was shut and he turned to me no doubt drooling at the thought of fucking he found out, let's just say, I'm a top and not remotely intimidated by diaplays of aggression or violence. I don't think he had ever intended to take it up the arse before nor did he seem like it was what he wanted much but his cock was massively hard (though massive it was not, not at all lol) and constantly dribbling all the time. I have no idea whether the others who replied to this topic would agree or not but I think in strictly physical terms it is very difficult for one man to force another to take it either way. That's from purely a physical strength perspective but clearly the threat of violence and the fear one man can cripple another with that allows this to happen. The rapist almost has the victim helping him,or the fact he's too terrified to either fight back or put up much of a struggle is as good as helping him out. If he had to physically restrain you enough to hold you down and actually rape you,i.e physically get access and then penetrate you it would be an almost impossible struggle. Unless he either beats you half senseless so you cannot put up any resistance or cripples you with the fear of violence so you don't resist then door locked or not he would have some task on his hand. The exertions involved would almost definitely have had the fat greasy bastard struggling to catch his breath and even more so to get a hard on. Again,it comes down to how you feel about it and do you want to be a victim.If you just accept it you are as good as saying to yourself and more importantly to every strong man you meet in future you're a plaything for any man that wants to fuck you. What has happened will unconsciously make you act intimidated and fearful around other men like that guy and there will be some who sense it off you and take advantage. If it was me (and sorry it wouldn't be unless the c**t got a seriously lucky blow in and knocked me semi or totally unconcious because that's the only way it would. happen??) or should I say if I was you I'd settle the score. Am not advocating anything at all just stating what I'd do in your shoes but I'd go back and kill him and take my time doing it. Obviously that's an extreme response and one very few people would remotely agree with let alone understand but as far as I'm concerned he has asked for whatever reaction comes his way by raping someone. Am not a christian,don't believe in any god, have never seen any form, of cosmic karma that makes things fair or sees that the bad people pay. The law,even if it does get a conviction doesn't do much for the victims.It's down to men to see that scores are settled and those that deserve it are made to pay fully. Besides as I said if you do nothing he'll without doubt rape someone else.Are you prepared to just stay quiet and allow that to happen or nothing to do with you, it's their problem. If you are happy to live knowing you're there for any fat fucker to use who feels like it and that future victims wouldn't have to go through it if you had had the balls or guts to do something about it then that's fine. I may feel some pity for you but very little respect I'm afraid. It's ultimately your choice how you decide to move on after what happened.If you accept it then it's yourself you have to live with when you look in the mirror every morning. You may well find that easier if you report it and let the police deal with him and at least he will have to answer for it. Can you ever feel the same when your husband enters your arsehole or in your mouth or does it remind you of him?? Doesn't your husband deserve to know the truth,can you hide it forever or are you hoping to bury it down deep like it never happened? Or was this guy able to shove it down your throat and hold you down, bare your arse and slam his stinky dirty cock inside you didn't struggle much not just out of fear but also you wanted it? Maybe calling it rape and your narrator based around assault and being forced is your way of justifying cheating on your husband. Well, if it wasn't what you wanted or chose, if he violently forced you into it then it's not cheating is it?? I'm making no moral judgements here.You have to decide how to slot this event into the wider story of your life. You can remain a victim if that sounds good to you, admit to yourself that you let it happen because you wanted it to if that's how it was or you can take some sort of action to redress the balance. But ultimately, if it was rape then it's not what happened that will affect your life until it ends but how you deal with it that will define who you are as a person, the ball's in your court ??

Very, very well put. What I think everyone is missing though is that all the evidence from biology, psychology and the simple fact even when it was illegal and a labelled a mortal sin (haha, whatever lol) you couldn't stop men fucking men because it is natural,it is a fundamental part of our underlying make up. 200,000 years of evolved behaviour is too deep within us to be suppressed by 2,000 years of mental conditioning by society and religion. Also the psuedo-macho image of the 'real' man we've all been brought up to believe in as the moral,natural and proper way for a man to be takes a high degree of cognitive flexibility to be able to get out from under the shadow of. The majority of straight men haven't the integrity, honesty, or inner strength to admit to either themselves but equally their peers that they secretly love gay sex. I've hooked up with 3 or 4 married men who by claiming they're straight,were expecting to go on top like a proper straight man obviously would. Simply saying stating you are straight when you can't get into my bed quick enough when tearing at my clothes crying how badly you want me naked doesn't actually make you a masculine top. Oh aye, my clothes came off real fast and in heart beat I'm in bed with you but I'm the one intent on taking the lead and dictating the pace aswell as who is taking what. It's amazing how little they resist when they find themselves with a real top this time. They may suddenly have lost that bold bluster and confidence when they find they aren't able to take control of the situation but they knew fine what was coming and had every opportunityto say no if that's what they truly wanted yet they never do. When you take a married straight man and he came home with you intent on acting the 'real' man that who fucks the brains out of sissys and subs and fuck him like a silly little teenage girl it's funny how at first he doesn't complain but later that night he's hollering with pleasure as he's used like a dirty wee slut ?? The default sexual nature of the human nail is somewhere on the bisexual curve. The binary polar opposites of absolutely str8 or absolutely gay for that matter are the exceptions that prove the rule ?? *************************************** Also what many have said about married men seeking out what they don't get from their wives is also very often true. Women just don't crave being fucked up the arse outside the porn industry.I've met maybe 1 or 2 that truly wanted my cock in their dirty brown. All the rest who did it agreed mostly for my benefit, some not that bothered others that wouldn't ever do it al all if it wasn't to please me. Half of them won't do it al all. Blowjobs kind of fall into a similar groove as anal sex but generally more of them actually enjoy it, most do it for the sake of it but quite a few feel resentful because they feel like they have no choice which is crazy because no isn't a hard word to say and sliding your lips over the head isn't a good way to avoid doing something you real don't enjoy. Men feel by nature sex starved even if we're getting it 3 times a night, every night. So if you're looking for a high degree of energetic, physical great sex with someone who actually does crave your cock badly needing your seed filling their mouth and hole then you really do have to find yourself a cock slut bottom. I'm not gay, I'm not straight either. I absolutely adore women and find them highly attractive in a way I could never feel about another man but...... .........but sex with othet men just feel so. much more exciting, satisfying, deeply pleasurable that ends with the loss of physical strength and not a drip of fluid left in your balls. I'm beginning to believe, actually am as near as possible absolutely sure that in evolutionary terms the old fashioned claim that sex is only between a man and women for the sacred purpose of procreation. Where as sex with your mates, dirty horny cock slut males and masculine bottoms aswell as sex from sheer lust, passion and crazed desire for a monumental orgasm is when you go looking for another man for sex ??

Am English but I lived in Scotland during my teenage years. Have flitted and roamed btwn England & Scotland ever since. I suppose it depends, have found a 'strata' of British (Eng, Sco, Welsh and Irish) that are a little more reserved,a bit uptight,are likely to mention condoms when things start getting down to business. 99% of the time, and this stands for 99% of bottoms regardless of origin simply saying 'oh sorry m8 haven't got any or I don't use them' then cram my hard cock back into my trousers or start pulling them back up. The prospect of not getting royally reamed especially when they're hole has felt my head pressing the entrance or maybe starting to slip between their cheeks is enough to persuade them to risk it this one time.lol. There's also a more uninhibited, earthy,confident,pleasure seeking, dirty, lustful kind of British male who basically couldn't give a fuck as long as it feels good. Europeans also seem less uptight. or concerned than the typical American or Canadian

I really prefer nailing a man that is a bottom but who is a man rather than a sub/fem/sissy type. Not all men will become hard as I'm working my plump, fat head into their arsehole, Some will be rock hard already and will spasm wildly during penetration then very quickly lose it while others remain rigid until they come (it's been 4 years now since I had a cock plunged deep inside my anus but I always got rock hard from before my socks come off until his cock was working itself deeper. Then I became even harder until brought off by hand or through skillful fucking). Some continuously leak precome or genuine thick creamy seed spews from their flaccid organ while others don't even lose one drip. I love nothing more than a man who has a big, thick rigid dribbling erection that leaps and bounces to the rythym of my fucking him. To slowly deep fuck him while stroking that engorged member n staring into his eyes as you not just own him completely but are playing his body like a fine instrument. With a bottom it's no different than sex with women. It's my job to please them, to give them the best sex they've ever had. If they don't achieve an erection I'm seriously failing in my duty to my current lover (even if he's just a lover for 15 mins and never again he is for the time the clothes come off until we pass out empty and dry lol).

Well that's 3 more loads than I've taken so far this year, or in the past 4 years. If we were counting the loads I've dumped into a selection of bottoms I've encountered since the start of 2017 then we're talking somewhere between 30-40. That doesn't include the 15-20 loads left in hole of a female as well. Scotland?? yeah am in Scotland too, am maybe 150 miles north of you but I used to travelling up and down the country anyway (work, social and sporting reasons not for sexual ones but......). If you did want your score to grow a lot more then maybe I'll have to visit the borders much sooner than I imagined ??? Btw,I'm not full of shite.If you badly need that hole plugged give me a shout cos it looks likea hole that need my cock filling it deep