Pozguyinchi

I have experienced this for a long time. Outwardly I present myself has a masculine man. Others perceive me as a top. My dick is not huge 7.5. My size is not big 5’4” and my weight is not over the standard for my size 135#. I am not sure why but I get asked to top a lot. I am poz so maybe that is why.

I prefer anonymous breedings. I would say 95% of the sex I have is anonymous. This is where I don’t know the man and we have little or no conversation prior to him breeding me. I have about 7 regulars that treat me like a cum dump and I like that too but just going into a video booth or bending over a tree in a park and receiving a mans precious gift is the best.

I remember back when I started high school. I met a hot senior that seemed to like me and we started dating. I was also in a relationship with my step dad and knew that was my primary. BTW it’s a long story that I have shared on here several times. Because it was just my dad and me I didn’t want to let him know I had a boyfriend at school. When my school relationship turned sexual I started to feel dirty. I would go from one man to the next servicing them and started to know it was my purpose. I am still like that today but in a much larger scale.

I agree with you totally. As a total bottom in chastity I always feel like I need to be bred.

I feel the same way. I think we have a bond I will never have with any other man.

It looks fun!

Schaumburg IL. Total bottom. Love anon,fb,ltr. I only bottom will not top. Into most scenes. Not always available. Hit me up.

Lol spell check. I have had a lot of pipe in me but none were iron.

I am a total bottom and have been fully vaccinated during to my poz status. I take anonymous loads now because I feel the rust is very low. Prior to my vaccinations I was only bred by regulars.

Yes always have. I am not hairy anyway so it’s easy for me to add it to my routine.

I have been poz since I was 19. If prep was available back when I converted I would have gladly taken it. Being poz has not been hard. I have been lucky. I know that my sex life would be the same with prep as it has been without it. For a bottom there is nothing better than having a mans cum inside you. Weather it is medicated poz or neg cum it all feels the same. Trust me on that. Lol

Honestly with me it is most likely no load refused or cumdump but sometimes I want something specific. Like most bottoms I am visual I need to see a man prior to getting bred by him. Men without pics scare me. I don’t know what they are hiding. He could show up and be Donald Trump or something. Lol. Bottoms also need to know there is truth in advertising. If they put it out there that they will take my and all loads they need to own it. I have been fucked by many men that I just wanted their load. I would not want them in any other way.

I also was fortunate to get fucked again by a younger more attractive man after. He didn’t cum though.

I was at the video store last night and was cruising the booths when a guy walked into a booth next to where I was standing. At about the same sine a regular came up to me and said...have you seen that? Pointing to the guy that had just gone in. I said no and pushed the door open to see a unattractive guy with a big blond bush and big dick stroking and waving me in. I turned to the regular and asked him if he wanted it. He said no it was too big for him so I said ok and stepped in the booth. I locked the door behind me. He asked what do I like and I said everything. He asked if I like to get fucked. I said of course. He asked if I could handle him and I said.....easily. His dick wasn’t more than 8 or 8.5 but it was really thick. As you true bottoms know it’s the best kind. I asked him if he had any lube and he said no. Just spit. He told me to turn around and of course I do as told. He spit on my ass and used his fingers to rub it into my pussy. He didn’t give me much time to adjust and slid inside me. I winced a little and started to squirm some. He said come on...you said you could take it? At that point I remembered I had poppers in my pocket and took a couple of hits. That seemed to do the trick because he was pounding my pussy within seconds. At one point he seemed to be lightening up and I thought he might want to pull out and move on. I pulled him out of me and turned around to suck him in effort to get him closer to cumming. As I was sucking I asked if he had cum already and he said no. I asked if he had a big load for me and he said yeah. Then I it my tow in the water and said do you want to knock me up? And he said yeah. I bent over again and he slid back in me. This time he seemed to have purpose. He started grunting louder and said...you want my load dont you? I moaned yes please. He said you want me to charge you up? I said yes please re charge me. That got him going because he really picked up the pace and within a minute he was cumming in me. He pulled out of me without saying anything and pulled up his pants and left. I didn’t ask if I could clean him. I hope I see him again.

Not usually but if the guy has a lot of girth to his cock I can feel him pulse inside me. It’s rare but it happens. Most of the time I just know by them pulling up their pants. Lol

I think there may be men that feel shame for bottoming but it is not me. I actually feel more whole when I do. It makes me understand that at least sexually I know my place in the world. For me it’s whatever connection you can make with a man. He may just want to use your cunt to get off. That is perfect for me because it’s what it is for. Pleasing men. In turn it pleases me.

Sounds a lot alike. I am glad it worked out for you both.

My mom and step dad divorced when I was 9. Through a series of circumstances I ended up going to live with my step dad in another state. My real dad died when I was 4 so I really thought of my step dad as my bio dad. We moved into a small apt that only had one bedroom. My dad said we could sleep together and I was happy to do that. Over weeks and months we slowly started getting closer. I really didn’t know anything about sex but I started to assume a submissive role and found any reason to be close to my dad. It went slowly from me brushing up against his cock at night to actively holding on to it while I fell asleep. It slowly progressed to me sucking and then him fingering me. When I was 13 we made love for the first time. Although he is a big man it seemed easy to take all of him. I guess I have always been a natural. He and I continued a relationship until I went to college. We still have a great relationship but no longer have sex.

Mine had to be close to 30 seconds as well. He was a hung guy that was rock hard. He may not have had much experience because he just rammed it in without easing. I am a little on the loose side (lol) so it wasn’t a big deal. He pumped a few times then pulled out. I was like what’s wrong? Thinking he didn’t like it or something. He said he was done and pulled up his shorts and left. I thought he was kidding until I Felched his load out.

I was at the video store again yesterday. It was a normal Monday with mostly old overweight guys aggressively looking for younger. I have gotten to know a lot of the men there and they know for the most part we are looking for the same thing so they leave me alone. They will often direct me to someone new that has come in to see if I want to hook up. Yesterday I was walking f around and one of the regulars pointed to a booth that had the door cracked open a little. I peeked in and there was a young Latino with a nice cock. Probably 9”. He waved me in so I walked in and he locked the door behind me. It was a larger booth and he had some porn playing. I turned around to see he had another guy in the booth with him. The guy was older and had his dick out stroking it. I naturally dropped my sweat pants and got to my knees to suck the younger guy and with a free hand started stroking the other guy. The younger guy gave the universal sign that he wanted pussy by reaching for mine and sticking a finger in. I know what to do at that point and turned myself around so that my pussy was facing the big dicked Latino and started sucking the other guy. The Latino guy wasted no time and he spit on my pussy and drove in. He was a good top knowing how to position himself to get deep and make it count. I continued to go to town on the other guy sucking him like it was the last cock I would ever have. The Latino inside me was moaning loud and I am sure we had a group outside of the door. When I came up for air I could see The two men using me were kissing and playing with each other’s nipples. I could feel the guy inside me pick up pace and pound harder. He gave the sign that he was about to cum by grabbing my hips and holding me tight. He started to cum and was moaning loud. The other guy kept saying yeah breed him. When the Latino finished he said to the guy I was sucking...let’s switch. The switched places and the other guy started to fuck me. I was cleaning up the Latino making sure I got every drop. The second guy didn’t take long and he unloaded in me within a couple of minutes. They both pulled their pants up and started to leave the booth. I send to the guy that just fucked me last.. do you want me to clean you? He said no and they both left. I was happy to get two big loads. It was a great way to start my week.

I was bred for years first by a 9.5” cock and then moved on to a 10”. I unfortunately never lost my ability to get hard. It has taken me a long time to not get hard while getting bred.

I don’t regret any of what has happened. It really has made me who I am today. I’m great full.

I have never been a fan of porn. I just never saw sex portrayed the way I have had it on screen. Since I have been home more during the pandemic I have started watching more lately. I have been seeing sex shown more and more the way I have it. Bottoms are open about their role and more submissive like me. I think you are correct in that if every bottom and little boy top could see how real sex between men is they would be much farther along when they actually have it for themselves.sex education for gay boys.

For me cumming is the least important thing. I want to make sure my top cums though. That is very important. If a top can make me cum from fucking me it’s nice. It is starting to happen more and more since I have been locked. Seeing the satisfaction of an alpha males face during and after orgasm is enough for me.

Yes I agree.