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I find the volume and strength of orgasm depends on how long I have been fore playing and anticipating - if I keep excited for a couple of hours or usually more then I produce an nice large load. A quicky and its just a small one. Maybe someone knows the science.
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ASIANS being barebacked (X Tube link collection)
slowfuck replied to bbfan74's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
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I'm pretty proud of you too, the way you help educate people through your experience. I agree that many are proud of who they have become through the experience of becoming and being poz, and the strong light it shines on what is really important in life. Living it boldy rather than simply existing timidly through a suffocating layer of fear. Not for everyone but a point of view that resonates for me. I imagine as intimated by the OP that there are plenty of strong younger guys for whom becoming poz is seen as a rite of passage to a hedonistic sex life. I suspect they will be proud of being poz and joining the poz community when the messages from elsewhere is one of fear and rejection. My views as ever. An interesting thread.
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ASIANS being barebacked (X Tube link collection)
slowfuck replied to bbfan74's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
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Excellent, get stuck in! That's some claim to fame about bottoming for Jarrod. Some here are going to be very jealous!!! He's one of my favourites - I'm sure it was a pleasure! Was it on camera or off?
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Welcome to the Breeding Zone young man. No, just add a bit in your profile about yourself, spend a bit of time looking round and when you get the feel of what's where and what's appropriate where then start adding your views to discussions. While reading the fictional stories, the true stories, and the xtube and RawTop's Raunchy Fuckers videos, please try to pace yourself. We don't want you wanking yourself into a coma! I am sure others will be along in due course to welcome you but meanwhile enjoy!
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I feel for you. Our minds create such possibility in us to live a wonderful life. Sadly it seems it can also cripple us too. Now I am you size, I guess, no professional at psychology and have no easy answer, but to some extent experience similar triggered shame, except it is about cumming. The more someone expects and begs me to cum, even fucking raw, the more difficult it becomes. Seems I have shame about cumming - unless I am with other what I could call 'shameless' people also bare fucking and dumping loads in mouths and arses - analgous with your ease with similarly-sized people but not alone. It seems it is fear of disapproval (ridicule) which triggers the shame / self-loathing you have learned to replay when these conditions appear. The question is how to disconnect that learned trigger. I wish I knew for both our sakes.
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Good luck to you I hope there's plenty of hot studs ready to breed you - enjoy every hot load!
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I get a fair number of messages from faceless guys. Not always (though often) a waste of time - mostly they seem frightened of being recognised and someone telling their families (or partners) or whatever. In the instances you quoted I guess they could be poz themselves, or chasing, or just contact you based on your pics and haven't read the profile info - which seems remarkable common in my experience.
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Yes, it helped me to understand myself, and inform my decisions on where I set my own limits. Others have their own agendas and their limits are sometime wildly at odds to mine. Where else can people explore the 'dark' side and ask the questions that elicit such informative answers many people offer. Where people encourage more challenging behaviours it could be fantasy and bravado which may not happen in fact, but knowing the potential makes us less naive and so allows us to shape our responses to real-life situations. It seems that here we have a wide range of people from those whose priorities are not sexual and are living out secret sexual domination and submission fantasies, but who could not allow themselves to make them real for the potential impact on the rest of their lives, through to people for whom sex is a priority and who live vicariously from one pleasure to the next. An invaluable resource.
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I have no idea where you are, or whether this is relevant in your case or your location, but in the UK some ISPs, but especially mobile internet providers, block 'adult' content by default. However you can request access to adult content so long as you can prove you are an adult. I went into my phone providers' store with a bank card and they unblocked access to adult content there and then. I guess that only works if you are the bill payer though. Did you try the Opera browser which I understands acts as a proxy server?
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I would echo what Einathens said about letting things ride until you know what YOU want to do - the only person giving you any pressure on this is you, so give it time - your life as you knew it has been literally upset so its natural to be disorientated for a while. Perhaps try to be open and honest with possible sexual partners and start to build trust with those who are earning it by being open and honest back, then you can build a group of fuck buddies who can bring different things for when you feel in the mood. If guys disappear when you try to engage in dialogue then they wouldn't be right for you anyway, those who do engage will be worth exploring the future directions your life could go and when something feels right then go for it. Fixed expectations are the ones that give you grief when they don't play out as you hope. Being happy in your self and a flexible outlook helps a lot. My thoughts anyway! Best wishes.
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Does it perhaps align more to cultural stereotypes than anything else? To me Latin triggers a specific image in my mind visually, but also triggers thoughts of him being a fun-loving, sex-loving, hottie of whatever age until proven otherwise. My limited personal experience has proven that as being quite accurate...
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Described it to perfection. It has left a huge gap. Almost said 'hole' then...
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XTube link collection - breeding videos
slowfuck replied to bbfan74's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
Brilliantly engineered breeding, bbfan Great set of vids there, loved them all. -
Happy for you, ultrafuck. I certainly picked up the elation you were expressing in those words!
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No, you're not alone. Best places to get bred are bath-house darkrooms over here in the UK, or at BBRT parties if they're not all tweaking...! The downside of the bath-house is that they may fuck you bare but keep the load for 'later'. My take on what's happening with the hook-up sites is that the chocolate-box nature of online cruising gives people to ability to pick their favorite fantasy sex buddy to explore the idea of raw sex and squirting their hot loads inside hot asses with, but it's largely that - fantasy play, never quite important enough or safe enough to actually follow through. When they do meet some seem to cover up or pull out to avoid the risk of someone having post-breeding regrets and throwing a tantrum or worse. One guy told me - I want you to cum inside me even though I tell you not to. Hmmmm, thanks for the reassurance, bud! The online sites also seem to reinforce the fear of rejection since its so easy to feel inferior with all this hot stud big cock worship - and indeed they could be avoiding you as they fear you'll reject them too - and online rejections don't usually get done gently so people are very wary. Those who can't cum can be trying too hard to deliver the cum load that they tense up and never cum - more fear of disapproval at work. These porn and cruise sites have their down sides it seems. But occasionally there comes along a good one who does it all right and makes it all worthwhile. I hope you meet plenty of those this year!
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Experience tells that you can't rely on a good up-for-it session when just when you want it. A certain amount of patience is required, but anywhere dark usually so somewhere with a darkroom - be seen to go in and kneel on the benches when you find them in the pitch dark - depends where you will be but there are darkrooms in Chariots Shoreditch, Pleasuredrome Waterloo, E15 at Maryland Stratford (afternoon mainly, older guys mainly), and Vault 139 near Warren Street / Euston Square - Thursday 3rd Jan is usually naked night from 7pm (shoes on, but nothing else) so a potentially good place to assume the position in the dark alleys / rooms there. I expect there are others. Good luck finding what you want!
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Opportunity to look at AIDS up close
slowfuck replied to NiceHard1's topic in What's It Like To Be Poz?
Big hug to you too. Just be there, someone who he can turn to, scream at, cry with, and laugh with. I expect it will be as vitally important for him as it is for my 30 year old buddy - a slow-reactor HIV+ buddy - who has been through hell battling with liver cancer for the past year and now finds he has lymphoma and has to go on chemo and radio-therapy. Be strong - sending more positive energy and best wishes to you and to your buddy. -
Yes, I have had that too. Liked the 'up for it' attitude of guys especially dom/sub roleplay, and oral was fine but wanted to fuck safe which threw me because I had assumed a raw fuck. Had a good time though anyway.
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ASIANS being barebacked (X Tube link collection)
slowfuck replied to bbfan74's topic in Bareback Porn Discussion
Mmmm. I especially loved the last minute or so - seeing the tops hole spasm in time with each squirt of cum being pumped into the obviously happy bottom's hole, and we get to see after. Made my cock twitch too -
I'd think he wants to fuck bare but is afraid of disapproval. His comment on the unused condoms was so you wouldn't think he does it all the time. A plain talking chat should clear it up. My opinion anyway.
Best wishes.
