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This question isn’t actually pro-bugchasing, and is targeted at non-chasers, so I’m asking it in this part of the forum. If you are Undetectable and on ART and are propositioned by a bugchaser who has seen that you are HIV+ and wants to be exposed to your “toxic fluids”, would you encourage and go along with his fetish in order to get the fuck even though you know that U=U and it’s not possible for you to transmit the virus to him? Or do you explain that you’re Undetectable on meds and aren’t “toxic” and potentially miss a fuck but score another point against Poz-stigma? If you wouldn’t mislead him, would you just say “Sorry, bro” and leave it at that, or would you suggest to him that he look into getting on PrEP and explain the reality of having the virus?
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Does anyone know if there's a video showing the steps from start to actually having the infection?
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If you do a Google search on “HIV” and “Undetectable”, right now you will likely find a mishmash of both governmental and medical official sources that explain that an Undetectable viral load is a value less than 50 copies/ml... or, less than 40 copies/ml... or, less than 20 copies/ml. Depending on the test. What’s more, some sources refer to <200 copies as virally suppressed, and indicate that virus is not transmitted when the virus is suppressed. When I got my first Undetectable result a few years ago, it was with the <50 standard. In January, I got an Undetectable result with the <20 standard (new doctor, different test). Last week, I had a viral load of 38. If I were tested with two of the mainline tests, the <40 and <50 standards, I would have an Undetectable result. Under the test actually used, with its <20 standard, I don’t. So... am I Undetectable or not? Until now, I’ve been Undetectable for about 3.75 years and haven’t missed one single daily dose (believe it or not) of ART since I started it in 2014, so that puts me firmly in the “durably Undetectable” category - until now? Or not? I realize that an occasional blip in the data is not unexpected, and I had just changed meds, and my CD4 count is now 40 points higher than it’s ever been. So I realize that an upward drift of about 20 copies to a result that still lies within the mean for Undetectable among all currently used tests for viral load should be no cause for concern. But - by the standard of the test given, it wasn’t Undetectable. What do you all think? What standard are you tested under now? -
Looking for the worst of the worst to flood my hole at Parliament in Orlando on July 13. No load refused so if u like to charge, come use me! I will be the only bttm. Check my party details on bbrt. Username there is AnonBttmSlutOrl.
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Would if asked take a quick HIV test before have fun. Also what about test first and use condom? Or just use condom and not test. Ask for can be stressful going just by one say are clean when not know for sure or not in test later on. Also who agree to buy test kit or kits? Ideally both test so know. The person not want to take test even though said negative. My guess is negative as said and not want to take test as delay fun. Or not open, or know own status. I would prefer to know before playing. Topic may create a debate but do wonder if one agree to test before fun. Or just go to next person? -
Bitch keeps begging for more hiv infected big black cocks, don't make love to this bitch use it with the homies than toss it out naked.
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I just want to place a link about the health benefits of Cannabis for HIV positive people... https://news.weedmaps.com/2019/07/how-medical-cannabis-eases-hiv-symptoms-reduces-disease-progression/
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Looking for the worst of the worst to flood my hole at Parliament in Orlando on July 13. No load refused so if u like to charge, come use me! I will be the only bttm. Check my party details on bbrt. Username there is AnonBttmSlutOrl.
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Looking for the worst of the worst to flood my hole at Parliament in Orlando on July 13. No load refused so if u like to charge, come use me! I will be the only bttm. Check my party details on bbrt. Username there is AnonBttmSlutOrl.
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Looking for poz loads. I go to Club Orlando to BB. Hoping to meet a guy with a high VL there.
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I’m HIV negative but have been engaging with a partner who is Poz. Is there a cut off or number where transmission is more definite? Just found out sexual partner is not actually undetectable, but has, what he calls, a low viral load of 6350 and a cd4 of 310. What are my chances of transmission after multiple hookups?
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So guys, here I am 52 and finding I have never been really true to myself sexually. I am a cock lover and have done my share of sucking cock and been to sauna’s and parties but I have never just let myself go to be fucked or fuck. I love semen and really enjoy bareback when I do it (which is rare) but hold back. I talk the talk and but when it comes to it I stop. I go to sauna’s and suck, get sweaty but as soon as a guy gets his cock near my hole I pull away. I don’t even mind the HIV thing and am fully prepared to go poz. But think my problem is I know I can be a true slut if I start following my innner desires, and would bend over or top all the time if I could. But I can’t get over this barrier of just letting go, it’s been like it all my life and now at 52 realise I am getting to old. I have also put on a little weight which doesn’t help. But love the thought of barebacking all the time and living free of this barrier. I live in East London, UK so can meet guys if I need to, but for some reason I stop, it might be the STI thing other than HIV. Just wondered if any of you feel the same?
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Just created this account tonight, my boyfriend tested HIV positive on September 10th. I tested negative on September 11th, however I did get sick that night and have been ever since with symptoms of seroconverting so I'm still unsure of my status. It's not something I'm at all worried about or afraid of. In fact I want him to convert me for multiple reasons. I'm not at all bothered by the possibility of becoming poz, I know that it's something I'll have the rest of my life but I know I'll be fine regardless of how my body reacts. I also don't want sex to become awkward or uncomfortable or something either of us are scared of in the relationship since both of us are very sexual people and we haven't used protection once, so I know I already have a very high chance of being poz. I understand there are other options such as Prep if I'm not converting after all, but I don't really want that because the risk is still there and that's where the awkwardness comes in if I'm not fully willing, which I am. The last thing I want is for us to be living as if we're scared of something neither one of us are scared of (if that makes sense). I also really enjoy the idea of knowing I would be the first person he converted. -
I started hanging out with some guys I just met last Christmas and since then one was diagnosed with a rare ocular syphilis infection. His eyes were swollen and red on the top eyelid but I had no idea it was a side effect of his condition because he remained undiagnosed until recently. Then I started fucking his roommate. Well actually, his roommate fucked me on Christmas Eve when I was invited to one of their parties and got too high and drunk to defend myself. He just lined up his cock, stuck it in and went at it until he busted inside. Then he flipped my anxious and unresponsive body over and started sucking my hard cock before pulling up the front of my pants hard enough to give me a wedgie and slapping me across the face calling me his breeding bitch. Long story short, since then he's got me incoherently high and bred my hole with a cock I enever realised has a clear sore on it that I thought nothing of. Now I'm being told anonymously by the health unit that I've come in contact with someone infected with HIV and Ocular syphilis and there's a good chance I'm knocked up with both now because my eyelid is fucked and the guy that fucked me has a new sore on his lip and he made an excuse saying he cut himself because the wind blew the soffet at him and it scabbed over. FML I feel so naive.
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So much looking to bee seeded. Free any weekend to meet in London. Want it all. Tight ass if you like that x
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Hey guys I've been away from the forum but come back every once in a while to lurk. It's been a fantasy to be fucked by someone off of this forum, someone who's into the same shit as me or someone who read my blog and liked what goes on. Does anyone else have this fantasy? The last guy I hoped up with dug his fingers into my asshole after he bred me and rubs the cum into my insides. I found it so hot. Other than that no great sex news. Just keeping in touch ?
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I joined BreedingZone a year ago this month. A year ago I considered myself a committed sexual submissive, because that's what I've been trained for, but I didn't think of myself as a cumdump, nor did I think about barebacking as a choice - it was just something Men did or didn't do when they fucked me. Once I became HIV+, I didn't have any sex at all until I became undetectable, and then I let Men know I understood if they wanted to use a condom. At that point, I was glad they were still willing to fuck me at all. Finding this site showed me that I could still thrive sexually given my status and my age, even as a total bottom. The input from the members here gave me the inspiration to go out and actually live a life that so many Men post about in fantasy but never have the courage to act upon. Looking back over this year, I realize how much more conscious I've become of my sexuality and sexual habits, and how much more open I've become in talking about it. Yesterday my bisexual son was telling me about the possibility that another boy interested in him might come to his party, and I was attempting to advise him how to manage the situation. After a minute he looked at me and said, "Is my dad trying to be my wingman?" I was not. There are some things I do not. want. to. know. About my own sex life, on the other hand, I've begun keeping closer track than I ever have. There have been several topics on these boards concerning load tallies and load counts and who has taken the most loads in a year, or in their lifetime. I don't count loads because 1) Sometimes you can't tell whether you got it or not, 2) If the Top mostly cums on your ass crack and then sorta pushes some of it in, does it count? Yes? No? There are too many variables, and in any case I wholeheartedly agree with @PERVERSATILE when he points out that "The load is the prize". What I count, instead of loads, are fucks. I keep track of them on my cell phone, in a simple ongoing page in the Notes app. Since Tops sometimes seem to enjoy keeping score by making hash marks on my ass with a pen when they finish with me, I adopted that as my sort-of standard. (In the not-so-good image accompanying this post, you can just make out a faint set of hashes on my right ass cheek; even "permanent" ink markers are no match for a good steam room.) The score I've kept looks like this: March (F-S) ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ |||| April (F-S) ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ ||||\ ||| May (Th-F) ||||\ || (S) ||||\ ||||\ ||| June (F) 0. (S) ||||\ ||~|\ ||| July (F) 0. (S) ||||\ ||||\ ||~|\ | August (F) ||{++} (S) |||{++} ~~~ Sept 13-14 (Th) |||| (F) ||||\ (S) || October (F) ||| ff (S) |{+}||\ |~||\ |||| f Oct 19-20 (F) ||||\ \ = a crosshash, or fifth mark that crosses four |{+..} = the Top returned to fuck me again for the number of times indicated by the plus marks ~ = I gave credit for the fuck even though the guy was a little too soft or a little to wasted to penetrate me very well. As long as he thought he was fucking me he got credit. It's the Top's pleasure that counts. 0 = zero fucks. What the fuck was up on Fridays in June and July? f = recently I've started keeping track of the number of times guys flake on me. Obviously, I didn't start keeping this record until March, when I started attending CumUnion in Indianapolis and hotel hosting regularly in Louisville, so it doesn't include fucks from October 2017 - February 2018, and obviously, I don't count the flakes. But the tally above right now stands at 142 fucks for the year - a dismal reckoning that reflects the fact that I'm stuck in the back of beyond in rural Kentucky and have to drive over an hour just to get to somewhere I can be a slut. If I lived in a metro area, that count would be much higher. That count, however, isn't the only count I keep in my Notes app. I have another one on another page, and it's been going on longer, since August 2014. It looks like this: 8/29/2014 CD4: 49 VL: 85,000 11/11/2014 CD4: 160 VL: 840 2/11/2015 CD4: 188 VL: 50 (Damn. So close.) 6/1/2015 CD4: 250 (Dr. not pleased) VL: 65 (me not pleased) Quitting Atripla, starting Triumeq 9/2015 CD4: 285 VL: Undetectable 3/2016 CD4: 315 (I had hoped for better, but Dr. is pleased, so I suppose I should be satisfied) VL: Undetectable 2/1/2017 CD4: 218 VL: 65 (Dr. says this is a normal blip, not a concern) Quitting Triumeq, starting Genvoya 3/28/2017 CD4: 293 VL: Undetectable 2/27/2018 CD4: 249 VL: Undetectable 8/26/2018 CD4: [not checked] VL: Undetectable 10/23/2018 CD4: 300 VL: Undetectable I have a new HIV doctor now I suppose you could say I'm keeping score against the Enemy Virus as well. I take a sort of pride in both of these lists, in ways that are different, but also in one way that's the same. I take pride in my fuck count not as an accumulation, but as proof of the number of Men to whom I have been able to give an ecstatic moment of pleasure. I know little or nothing about their lives - I may never even see some of them - but for the short time they are with me, they are safe, and warm, and made to feel incredibly good, and I have accomplished that, by my certain count, 142 times in a year. If I could have made it a thousand, I would have. I take pride in my CD4 and Viral Load count as wayposts along the road of my fight against AIDS, and my struggle back from the edge of death. The marks denote a long, narrow, rocky road, but I have kept on it without missing a step, and I'm proud of my determination. I take a pride in both of the lists because they're both, in their way, celebrations of life continuing in spite of age, in spite of disease, in spite of doubt, and in spite of fear. They are proof that I am very much alive.
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So, I've been in a relationship with this guy who is poz, medicated, and he's been using his seed shot deep into my pussy, while getting me high on t and g to be a good cumslut and obey his nasty wishes. About 9 months ago he admitted he was turned on by the idea of me being pozzed. I was at first mad and felt very betrayed. Later, when he got me spun on t, he showed me some vids of toxic loads being pulsed into neg holes, one toxic cock after the next. I was really turned on by the idea, but still wanted to remain neg. I told him I was not mad anymore, and I see why he thought it was hot. Just tonight, he admitted to me that since that moment, he stopped caring I didn't want to be pozzed, and was determined to make sure my neg pussy is tagged with poz seed. He's fed me more and more of the magic pussy-quivering drug to make sure I submit to serve him as his obedient party cum slut. And it's worked. He's gone off his meds so that he can be the one to gift my hole. But once he told me he didn't fucking care if I wanted it or not, and that he is determined to use t and g to make sure I submit my pussy quivered even more. I am so fucking turned on knowing that he wants to poz my hole even if it's against my will. He would be willing to knock me out, force his poz load in me, and invite more gifting tops to flood my reluctant gut with their toxic seed. I feel no amount of anger or worry. Instead, I am so turned on knowing that he has deceived me and got me more spun out until I gave in to what he wants. On top of that, my neg hole will give him so much power. I love knowing that I've been transformed into such a hungry party bottom, that I feel proud he still wants my hole pozzed, and doesn't care if I want it or not. My need, as a cumdump to gape my pussy for poz cum as he commands, is more important to me than wanting to remain neg. And I especially love that my raw pussy can give poz cocks the raw fuck-hole all cocks deserve to empty their nuts into.
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GIFTED BY A GUEST! I’m Jimmy, 18, and on the varsity swim team at school. My older brother, Jeff, had this acquaintance named Chris that needed a place to stay. Apparently, he was HIV-positive and his parents had tossed him out. He was gonna stay with us until a bed in the local shelter opened up. The thing is…the only spare bed in the house is in MY room, so he got to sleep with me. I remember…as I was getting undressed for bed, he was staring at me kinda funny…like a wolf looks at a lamb! I woke up suddenly! My bedclothes had been pulled down and this guy was tugging off the briefs that I sleep in. I jerked upright. I blurted, “What in the fuck are you…?” He clamped a hand over my mouth and pushed me back flat on the mattress. “I’m sorry!” he hissed. “I just GOTTA do this! I’m SO FUCKING HORNY. Ever since I saw you get undressed, I just KNEW that I had to have you.” He stuffed my briefs into my mouth and his hands roamed my body, stroking and kneading my flesh. I didn’t really know what to do, so I just lay there. “Fucking SWEET,” he breathed! His mouth descended on first one nipple and then the other. I couldn’t help but feel turned on. He moved down my chest and belly until his lips grazed my cock! Naturally, my dick began to swell. Chris took it in his mouth and brought me to full erection. Chris looked up at me and grinned. “Now comes the GOOD PART!” Gifted by a Guest! He placed his hands under my knees and hoisted them up, pushing them back toward my chest. His face dove into my exposed hole and his tongue did wonderful things, making me moan & squirm. He crawled up between my legs, forcing them apart, until I could feel the head of his cock poking at the entrance to my hole. It felt wet and slippery so he must have been leaking quite a lot of pre-cum. He gazed in my eyes and said, “I can’t wait any longer. Just relax, Baby! You’re gonna love it!” He pulled the underwear from my mouth and began kissing me passionately. He hunched his hips once, twice, then three time and he was all the way inside me. I could only look up at him questioningly as his dick began a slow piston motion…in and out…in and out. He crooned in my ear, “It’s gonna be OK, Baby! This is gonna be the best fuck you ever get!” With that, he settled into a steady fuck pace for a while and I got lost in the rhythm of his stroking and the hushed sounds of two men in heat! I had accepted my fate and was just enjoying the myriad sensations coming from my first poz fuck. Eventually, all good things come to an end, and so Chris shifted gear, picked up his speed and soon was gasping, “I’m gonna cum! I’M GONNA CUM!!!” I got scared and cautioned him, “Quiet! You’re gonna wake the house up!” I grabbed a pillow and held it in front of his face. His hips locked against me ass and he yelled triumphantly into the pillow, “YES!!!” He bucked repeatedly and then collapsed on top of me, exhausted. At some point I must have shot my load, too, because there was a wet patch of sticky sperm between us on our bellies. My eyes filled with tears as I thought, “What have I done? How did I let this happen to me?” Chris looked down at me and said, Thanks, Baby! That was GREAT! I really needed to do that!” I noticed that, in addition to being dismayed by the events, I had been turned on. So much so that wondered if this might happen again. Chris must have been reading my thoughts, for he said, “Tonight we can take our time, Baby! How does a long, slow poz fuck sound to you?”
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Has any major porn studio ever stated that it does not discriminate in hiring models who test HIV-positive? I know bareback studios such as Treasure Island Media, Hot Desert Knights, Lucas Entertainment and SX Video do not test models prior to their performance, so everyone works there at their own risk. I know some legacy studios such as Falcon, Raging Stallion, Titan, Icon Male and GayRoom still insist on condom use on set, alleviating the need for HIV testing of their models, although RS recently released 1 bareback video. What I ~am~ asking is of all the bareback studios that do test, are there any studios that refuse to hire any POZ models whatsoever, even if they are undetectable, thus discriminating against them? Are there any bareback-only studios that do not discriminate against POZ models in hiring, even if the studio "serosorts" models into scenes that match POZ models, other scenes that pair neg models or even bareback scenes that match a POZ undetectable model with a neg model on PrEP who has agreed to the match? Can we draw any conclusion from the few studios such as Helix and Badpuppy that currently release mostly bareback but some condom scenes? Is that condom use because the studio knows the models are serodiscordant and the studio insists on safesex because of that? Or is it because one of the serodiscordant models insists on condom use? The perfect example of this is Travis Stevens: https://www.gayeroticvideoindex.com/S/5/97685.html He began his porn career doing bareback scenes in 2014 for JasonSparksEntertainment, and he continues to appear in JSE bareback releases this year. He did scenes for condom-only (at the time) studios MEN.com, GayRoom.com and ManRoyale, so he did not have a choice of barebacking. Then he began appearing in scenes for Helix Studios in 2015, but every single one of them was a safesex scene, even though Helix was releasing more and more bareback scenes at the time. Since Travis appeared with multiple different models in every Helix scene, and a condom was used in each one, then it's implausible to think that Travis insisted on safesex with each Helix model. Likewise, it is implausible that every single Helix model who had sex scenes with Travis insisted on safesex with him even though most of them had appeared in bareback scenes at Helix earlier. There are only 2 logical conclusions: (1) Helix disclosed Travis' different HIV status to each of the other models, and the models all elected to do a safesex scene with him; or (2) Helix, knowing and concealing Travis' different HIV status, mandated Travis only appear in condom-only scenes. -
Neg Straight Guy Looking For First Poz Load
Promiseyoullpullou posted a topic in New York Metro Area
A little bit about me... I'm 39, white, 6'5, athletic, and consider myself straight. Except when I've found myself wrapped in the body of a naked man. Or men... I don't know my status. I've barebacked with maybe 200 girls and most of the guys I've either fucked or been fucked by. I know that I have had bareback sex with at least a dozen poz guys. I've topped some, loaded them. I've been topped by several. None of them came inside me, to the best of my knowledge. Some I stopped before they came because I chickened out. Some didn't like when they found out I was neg (probably) and they stopped. I have had at least 3 poz guys cum in my mouth, stomach, eyes. I've had a lot of bareback sex in bathhouses and spas. I know at least 2 guys have cum inside me. Neither of which I know their status. I've waged that internal battle with my straight pussy loving side, and my darker bareback poz cum craving faggot side. I tell myself that because I haven't been fucked or fucked a man in 5 years, I must have outgrown that phase... Though I did suck two cocks in that time... What is true though, is I spend A LOT of time on A4A, BBRT, and this site. There is nothing more I love than reading pozzing stories, or chatting with poz tops. So there is my conundrum. I'm not gay, but like an addiction, I rave and desire letting myself go and taking poz loads in my ass. I live in New York City, in Greenwich Village. I've been here almost 5 years. The last time I was fucked, was 5 years ago in another state. That last guy had told me he was neg. I swallowed his load that night. He may or may not have cum or leaked cum in my ass when he fucked me. A couple weeks after him, I had a nasty flu. Sick as a dog. Then I recovered. Sometime after that, I received an email from him. he told me he was actually poz, and that I was probably poz too. So maybe I'm poz, maybe I'm not. But for 5 years, I haven't allowed myself again to give into my desire and get fucked. I did try twice, hooking up with guys, who couldn't get hard. B-O-R-I-N-G. I'm ready to do it and then it doesn't happen. In the 5 years, I've bareback fucked a dozen girls. Some I've known forever, some I met that night. One was a girlfriend for a year and a half, and another was even a married woman... But no guys. But it hasn't strayed from my mind. All I think about at night and sometimes during the day is getting fucked by a poz top. I want to feel his cock pulse and throb as he breeds me with his toxic seed. And once I do it once, fuck it, I know I'll do it all the time. Maybe that's what has kept me from doing it. I know what I'll become. A poz cum loving pig. And it's almost guaranteed if I'm not poz already, I will be then. But I can't stop the desire and cravings. So fuck it... Here's my idea. I want to find an HIV POZ bareback top, who wants to give me his bug. I want you to want to do it. I want you to tell me you are giving it to me. I want you to make me tell you I want it. I don't need crazy dark rituals, or pain, just a POZ top who will get off as much as I do that he is the one to give me my first load of charged, hiv, hot, bugged, poz, diseased, dirty cum. I can't change the way I feel, so fuck it, I might as well enjoy it. I know the risks. I have made a decision. Will it change my life? Yes. Maybe for the bad, maybe for the good. But certainly it will be fun and freeing. It will also be terrifying and exciting. Everything I've been looking for. So are there any POZ TOPS in NYC who would want to be the one? Any Poz Tops who will be visiting NYC soon? Any Poz Tops who will enjoy gifting me with their bug? I am 100 percent serious. Let's make this happen. My ideal situation is I show up at your place. You're already naked. I promise to waste no time getting naked myself. I will worship your cock with my mouth. I love sucking cock. We can kiss, or we don't have to if you don't want to. You can use lube on me, your spit, or you can dry fuck me. Talk dirty to me when you are fucking me. Tell me how you're going to give me your poz cum. How you are going to make me yours. Change me forever. Fuck me slow if you want. Fuck me fast. Hard or soft. And as you get closer to cumming in this straight guy who hasn't been fucked in 5 years, pull me closer and infect me with your hiv dna. When you cum, I'm sure my heart will skip a beat, and a fear and excitement will shoot through me. But as I said, once it happens the first time. If we can get you hard again, give me my 2nd poz load. Or third. Then maybe we'll call one of your friends. I just want my first time to be one on one with a guy who knows my name and knows he is pozzing me. and is happy to do it. Contact me through here or email me: promiseyoullpullout@gmx.com Fuck it. Let's do it. I'm Will. -
I'm a type 1 diabetic, so for me, cuts take longer to heal than normal people. I jerk off A LOT and i have a few small tares around my cock, even though i use lube. would PrEp still protect me from HIV even if i have small tares around my cock? -
A guy on Facebook has recently related his recently HIV+ diagnosis that occurred as he was taking Truvada. Per his post: "My doctor told me (and I could hear the shock in his voice) that I had proper levels of Truvada in my blood, hower I had indeed contracted that rare, one in a million strain of HIV, you know, the one that we think, "oh that won't happen to me" strain. Truvada failure is rare but not unknown or unreported. It's like wining the PowerBall or getting struck by lightning ... but it does happen. Of course, my question would be, does this recently-pozzed guy also carry the Truvada-breaking strain of HIV?
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I will be attending a conference in Atlanta at the end of this week. Want some guys to breed and knock this negative bugchaser cumdump up! Poz me and make sure I go home with your hiv and aids loads
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my first post got over 60 views bt only one reply. tryna do bttr tgis time. I'm 32yrswhite 220lbs good mouth nice phat round ass cute face hairy body and discrete. looking for hiv and aids tops to fuck your raw charged up loads into me. I want it bad. fuckin give me that hiv. I will beg u for it. Here is my digits 480-228-1501 If ur serious about meeting hmu by txt.
