How Old Were You When You Took Your First Load?

[Guest BBBoyfromTN]

It's funny when I hear the term molested as it makes me think of a guy forcing me to do something I didn't want to. For me it was more having to do something to him I didn't want to do. I was 10 and an older neighborhood boy forced me to suck his cock until he came in my mouth and he made me swallow it. I was utterly terrified...I didn't know that guys did that to each other consensually, let alone forced. He threatened me not to tell anyone and he was the kind of guy who believe me, you feared. I had to come by his place every day after school to suck him off. And while I love sucking cock now, I hated it then. More than a few times he slapped me around or beat me for getting too rough or my teeth getting in the way. It went on for months until he finally got arrested for brutally taping and beating an 8 year old boy. I realized I got off lucky compared to that kid, but never said anything about it. Appatently he had quite a few kids sucking his dick and who he was fucking as well.

[Subbtmaus]

I was first ‘raped’ in some pub toilets at 13... then got fucked by my older brother until I was 17. He was hung... wish I still lived close enough to take him now. Did bb since then... so it probably did make me a piggy cumslut :-)

[FJLinNYC]

I wonder how many men were molested by me as a teen. I came on to everyone and anyone with a cock. I did everything from hang out in public showers at campgrounds, to adult book stores long before I was legally allowed, to gloryholes at truck stops. Came on hard care to more than a more couple of teachers, landing a 7th grade art teacher the first time. Made me feel powerful, as these men seemed powerless not to give me their cocks

[Guest mdog9000]

was never molested but often wondered what it would be like to have been and i got this kinky meeting guys while at university and took my first cock bare at 18  and never looked back

[richmondass]

Never molested but took my first cock at 9. A friend. I was always aware of cocks at a young age and would have been a willing participant. Would have loved to have offered my ass up as I started sticking things up there at 9 or so. Fooled around with a cousin at 12 or so, would love to take his cock again.

 

[chargedodger]

On 3/26/2017 at 9:35 AM, chargedodger said:

Not really much of a pig...but was a bit of a slut when younger.Was molested the first time at 11 years old.First blowjob and first time getting fucked,remember him grunting as he shot his load in me deep.Was scared and heart pounding...and this set me and maybe most of you up for future expectations of what sexual experiences should feel like.Soon got known as a boy who could be had by men interested in such contacts.Maybe we keep looking for the intensity of those early experiences and that leads us to try drugs,risk,inappropriate places...anything that leads to a more intense sexual experience.Add to that the sexual awakening of a sex drive that maybe otherwise would have remained dormant for many more years and you see an acceleration of sexual contacts way out of normal for a young person.Starting early has its consequences.Bisexual but really find women very boring.Do not think getting molested as a boy was a criminal act in its effect on me,but do think all such contacts between kids and adults should remain crimes and prosecuted accordingly.

Wanted to add a bit to this because maybe a few others went thru the same thing.If I had not had my eyes and body opened sexually at 11 then it would have happenned at 12 or so anyway.Many of my early contacts were with older men who said they had been watching me for years.Maybe being an irresistably cute boy was just what I was meant to be,a natural and pre-ordained path for my life.have spoken with mose than a few men who had similar experiences growing up,some didn't handle it well at ALL and gave in to drugs and alcohol,or became perverts themselves and pay the legal consequences for those acts.Why do some boys go thru this and integrate these early experiences rather well into adult life plan and others just fail so miserably?

[Guest]

i was molested by 2 of my brothers friends for a long time they went on to live married lives and i ended up a slut cum dump

[Tuffenuf]

Yep, and no complaints here.  :-)

[claireannet]

I still have so many great memories of my sexual awakening.  Still several years prior to getting my driver's license, I was "recruited" and eventually tutored by a wonderful man about 25 years older than I was.   I was in that "phase" of trying to figure out why my own thoughts and feelings about sex seemed to be at odds with all my friends.  This man helped me sort out my thoughts and accept my homosexuality.   But more than that, he helped me develop as a sexually confident bottom.  The skills and attitude he helped me develop have allowed me to live a very happy and very out and very very queer life.

I suppose in the growing politically correct/nanny state we seem to live in I was molested, probably raped, certainly sexually abused.

I consider it the finest thing another person (other than a relative) has ever done for me.   

When my younger brother came to me with questions (at about the same age as when I was recruited) I tried to do for him what was done for me.

In this day and age, I am guessing few men would take the risk to help someone successfully develop as a queer.  Perhaps all the internet and porn and hook up sites have made that adjustment easier for guys.  But, when you read some posts you see that many young guys really have no clue about being queer other than liking M4M sex.   And, as a society we must protect those who are unable to protect themselves.   But, elders mentoring the more junior guys still has some validity.   

[DylanDaSilva]

Deputy Head Teacher, Elementary School.

[MuscledHorse]

Was never molested that I know of though i discovered masturbation at age 7. I knew what i wanted when i looked at a guy even though I didn't understand it yet. When I was 15 I had my first experience with a guy and I was a slut from that moment on. Masculine intimacy is the most amazing sexual pleasure there is. I just wish I had started younger than I did.

[Kayne]

On 8/3/2017 at 11:16 AM, FJLinNYC said:

I wonder how many men were molested by me as a teen. I came on to everyone and anyone with a cock. I did everything from hang out in public showers at campgrounds, to adult book stores long before I was legally allowed, to gloryholes at truck stops. Came on hard care to more than a more couple of teachers, landing a 7th grade art teacher the first time. Made me feel powerful, as these men seemed powerless not to give me their cocks

Fuck, sounds a lot like my teens there ! 

[beanna]

was molested as young teen by a middle aged guy, he had a wonderfull 9 ins and  very thick and rock hard, he rubbed me hard then rubbed our erect glans against each others, then I was told to masturbate him, never forgot his throbbing massive gleaming tool and the force of his ejaculation, we met 7 times overall until caught by my mum. ever since addicted to satisfying guys and giving pleasure

adore making guys rock hard,teasing them and encouraging them to fuck me raw

[GloriHoleLover]

I wouldn't call it "molested." I call it "mentored"...and it was the best thing that ever happened to me! 

Even as a preteen, I instinctively knew I liked men (not even boys my own age), although I would have been unable to articulate my growing homosexuality at that point. I just knew i was strongly attracted to men, especially much older men. Then, at the dawn of my teen years, I began to overhear the whispered behind the hand stories that my dirtier-minded classmates giggled derisively at...the ones about "those" males...the guys who actually enjoyed sex with other men...the "queers," "faggots" and "cocksuckers." Strangely, hearing about these faggots excited me and made my young cock hard and, before long, I found myself longing to join their ranks! I became increasingly fascinated by men's cocks and really desiring to suck and lick and kiss a Cock.  I knew how much pleasure I experienced when I masturbated and climaxed and thought of what a thrill it must be to give that kind of pleasure to another man! In a very short time, I found myself eagerly desiring to actually become a cocksucker and a pleasure-giver for men! 

So, when an elderly neighbor lady's sixty-something brother came to stay for a summer to help his sister in her convalescence after surgery, he recruited me to do yard work. It was long before we discovered that our homosexual desires were mutual and we became lovers! I gave myself completely to him with absolutely delighted abandon, and 1968 became my own personal "summer of love!" And our utterly passionate and uninhibited lovemaking was pleasure beyond my wildest fantasies!

And, when he began sharing me with his mature, very horny friends, well...I just became the eager cock-hungry cumslut I had always dreamed of being! And I am grateful to those wonderful lovers to this day! ?

Edited August 6, 2017 by drscorpio
Edited to meet rules for discussion of underage sex

[Bicycledude]

Very well written and intensely erotic!