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So I was 20 and vacationing in Provincetown for my first time. I certainly was no angel and had had plenty of sex before. In fact, I was a bottom extraordinaire. I could take big dick, I had been fisted, I was kinky – I loved dom/sub play and piss play and spanking, etc. I thought I could play with the big boys. I was pretty big myself. I mean, I was 6’, lean and muscular, thick 8” cock that I never used, and nice round bubble butt from playing soccer throughout middle school and high school. People said that I looked like Ashton Kutcher right down to my mop of hair. I was hoping for some hot guys to really work me over in Ptown. I had never expected him. It was late one night…I had already been out to whatever dance party had happened that night. After the bars closed at 1:00 A.M. (Massachusetts state law), and I had hung around outside of Spiritus Pizza. I didn’t eat any, of course. I mean, I had gone out already prepped to bottom hoping to be taken home and get my brains fucked out. I still held onto that hope and didn’t want greasy pizza fucking with my stomach. But no one that I was meeting or talking with was doing it for me. I contemplated hitting the Dick Dock –a place in Ptown where you go to have anonymous sex – but I didn’t have the courage. As much as that kind of dirty sex seemed hot, I didn’t want to catch anything. So I hung out with my friends for a little bit longer and then headed back to where I was staying. By now it was about 3:00 A.M. As I walked, I opened Scruff on my phone to take one last look around and that’s when I saw his pic. A tight torso in a leather harness giving the thumbs up with a goofy smirk on his face. A face that was rugged and cute all at the same time. His body was jock built – large pecs cut into his chest and eight lean ripped abs covered with a dusting of brown hair; thick biceps and cut triceps totally defined even just giving a thumbs up. My cock stirred in my shorts as I read his profile: P4N Age 38 Height 6’2” Weight 195 I’m the top, you’re the bottom, that’s the end of the discussion. If you say yes on here and show up, you take it the way I give it to you. It’s big and there will be no whining. If you tell me you say you’re into something, be into it cuz we will be doing it whether you chicken out or not. Be hot, be ready, and be real. Now don’t be a pussy and hit me up. I couldn’t type fast enough… Me: Hey sir, hot profile and pic. What’s going on? No response. I unlocked my pix, still no response. It had been almost 10 minutes, and I was almost home. Ugh, I wanted dick. I had almost given up, when there it was…1 message from P4N. P4N: tight hole? Me: Very tight. P4N: can it take 9? Me: Yessir, no problem. P4N: you have ff, piss, and being submissive in your profile Me: Yessir. P4N: you neg? Me: Yessir, tested right before I came here. P4N: host? Fuck, fuck, fuck!! I couldn’t host. And clearly, neither could he. I was going to lose this hot fuck to not having a place to go. Shit! Me: I can’t, sir. Nothing. No response. I was home, but I wanted to stall. I sat down on the front steps of my rental house and waited. Finally – P4N: i’ll fuck you in the parking lot of my b&b Me: What? P4N: take it or leave it. sending you the location. let me know your eta. And with that, he sent me his location. I had never done anything like this before…but isn’t that what I wanted? A guy to really challenge me and work me over. I had to do it. Me: 10 minutes. P4N: see you then. I started walking, butterflies in my stomach stirring as I approached his inn. I found the place and walked around the building to get to the parking lot. It was a small gravel parking lot and I couldn’t see anyone else there. There was only one street light about 50 feet away from the cars. That’s when he stepped out from behind a pick-up truck wearing nothing but a harness – a different one from his pic. He was stroking his cock already and it was huge. I realized I had never asked for a pic of it, but he hadn’t lied. It was a solid nine and really thick and veiny. He gestured me over to him with his head. I quickly walked over to him and said, “Hi. Glad this worked out.” He took me by the shoulders and pushed me to my knees saying, “Shut up. You’re here to take dick, not make friends.” My knees hit the gravel but I didn’t have time to think about the scrapes because he moved one of his hands to my head and lined his cock up with my mouth with his other hand. Before I knew it his fat cock was jammed into my face, skull fucking me. It all happened so quickly but he wrapped my hair into his fingers and roughly pulled and yanked my mouth on and off his cock. His cock tasted funny. I couldn’t place it and I didn’t mind, but it didn’t taste like what I was used to. My throat struggled to keep up with his assault. I gagged and sputtered, saliva flying everywhere and soaking my shirt. His big balls swung and hit my chin over and over. I looked up and saw him tweaking his own nipple with his head thrown back, eyes closed. He had no concern or regard for me. He was probably thinking about somebody else. He was really just using me. I loved it and was rock hard. “That’s right, bitch. Open that mouth cunt, you stupid whore.” He slammed harder into my face and felt my uvula bruise. It wouldn’t be until the next day when I looked in the mirror and saw it hanging there all black and blue that I would realize that that’s what happened. Finally, he threw me off his cock. I landed on my ass, my hands scraping the gravel. I didn’t realize how much he was pulling my hair until this release and my head hurt. He aggressively approached me and pulled my shirt over my head, discarding it next to the tire of the car we were in front of. “Get up, cunt,” he ordered and I scrambled to my feet. He easily lifted me up and plopped me on the trunk of the car, my loosely tied tennis shoes falling off my feet to the ground. “Is this your car?” I asked, unaware of how ridiculous that question was. The problem was that I was still under the impression that I was a person to him. I wasn’t. I was a bottom. “Fuck no,” was his only response, and with that he yanked my underwear and shorts down to my knees. So there I was on some car in a parking lot on my back with my legs up, my shorts and underwear at my knees. He spit a few times on my hole and rubbed his saliva soaked cock against it. I had never been fucked without lube before. He started pushing in and I tried to relax. I started to moan and wail as he ripped into my pucker. Most guys loved my ass and reveled in licking and playing with my young pink hole to open me up, but he was only interested in getting his dick into it. His hand clamped over my mouth and he continued to impale me with all 9 inches. “That’s right, slut. That’s what it’s for. It’s for cock. It’s for cum.” My eyes widened and I looked up at him … or rather, the part of him I could see around my shorts and underwear. I had never let a guy cum in me before. He saw my look. He chuckled, “First time getting bred, huh?” I nodded furiously under the hand over my mouth. “Tough shit, not your choice. You read my profile.” And with that he stabbed my wrecked guts with a two extremely deep thrusts. I was in shock and extreme pain, but this guy was fucking me in a way I can’t describe. I could feel my ass being pulled out of my body every time he withdrew and I could feel my insides being tossed aside when he rammed it home. He hit spots that I didn’t know I had. I was didn’t know how much I could take but I never wanted it to stop. Suddenly, he pulled his cock out of me. I squeaked with agony, but didn’t have time to think about my throbbing asshole because he threw me to my knees again and shoved his slimy cock into my mouth. I sucked and slobbered, tasting his precum and my innards all over this beautiful cock. “Fuck yeah, eat your ass off my dick, bitch. All those ass juices. Taste both of those asses on my dick. Fuck yeah.” Both of those asses? I didn’t have much time to think. He pulled my up by my arms and bent me over the trunk of the car. In one thrust, he buried his nine inches in my bubble butt and clamped a hand over my mouth, muffling my scream. He went back to fucking me and once my screaming had subsided, he moved the hand to my hair and used my shaggy mop as reins, fucking me like a whore. “Goddamn, yeah. You are tight but it’s a big ass once you get inside. You know that? You have a whore’s ass once you get past that pucker. Not like the slut I fucked before you got here, he was tight through and through.” “W-w-what?” I stuttered in between thrusts, my voice shaking. “That’s why I can’t host, he’s still in my bed sleeping. Didn’t want to wake him up. Could you taste is ass on my dick? Feel his ass juices inside your ass? His ass was all over my dick this whole time, cunt.” I couldn’t believe I had allowed this. I was just another hole…and I had no idea who this other guy was…and I had juice from deep inside of him in my mouth and in my ass. “You didn’t tell me that,” I said. He slapped my ass hard. I yelped, knowing he left a red mark. “You didn’t ask, slut. In fact, you didn’t ask much. I asked all the questions and now you’re getting what you wanted. I’m gonna’ knock you up and tag you, you stupid cunt.” I moaned and whimpered as he sawed into my ass cunt harder and harder. “Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck…” I started to chant as I felt him balloon inside of me. “Do you know what that means, faggot?” he asked me. “Yes,” I whined. “It means you’re going to cum in me, sir.” “More than that, little boy,” he growled. “I’m going to poz you, you fucking cum catch.” I started to panic and claw the car, but he held me firmly in place, fucking into me like a dog. “But – but – but – you said you were neg!” “No, I didn’t,” he started slapping my ass repeatedly. “I asked YOU if YOU were neg. I never said I was.” He was right. I remembered the conversation now…I had assumed he was asking to make sure I wouldn’t give him anything, but he was asking to make sure that he WOULD give me something. I kept clawing the car but there was nothing I could do. His voice went to almost a whisper, “You’re not tight any more, cum dump. You’re so fucking loose now, so fucking loose. Like a loose cunt. And I’m going to impregnate you with my fucking strain. And you’re going to love it. Say it, say it.” “I’m going to love it,” I cried. “I don’t believe you,” he slapped my ass some more – I was definitely going to be bruised. “Tell me you want that toxic seed.” “Please don’t. Please.” “Doesn’t it feel good?” he asked. Slap! Slap! Slap! “Yes, I love it! It feels amazing! But I don’t want to get sick, please…” “Beg me to keep fucking you!” he barked. I just grunted and took his violent pounding. He pulled my hard and spit on my back, “Start begging or I stop fucking you and go back inside.” I couldn’t let that happen. He was giving me the fucking of my life and my ass was loving it. “Please,” I offered. “Please what, bitch?” he barked. “Please, please keep fucking me.” “Fuck you, I’m gonna’ stop. Grab your shit and go.” He started to slide out of my hole. “No, please. Please sir…I’m begging you. I love your cock in me. Please keep fucking me. I’m a worthless piece of shit faggot that wants your cock in me, please!” He slid back in, knocking through my second sphincter, “That’s better, slut.” I was still scared to death of his cum so I added, “Just please, I don’t want you to cum in me.” Slap! Slap! Slap! I yelled out as he wrecked my hole and smacked my ass. “Who fucking cares what you want, cock sleeve. Get ready for my poz nut, bitch!” And with that he punched me on the ass, making me clench and pulled me back by the hair close so that my ear was by his mouth. He let out a series of guttural grunts and I felt his cock pulse against my sensitive ass walls. I counted six, seven, eight, nine shots as his cum hit the deepest parts of my hole. And this was his second cum shot in just a few hours??? Jesus! As he continued to fuck his load into me, I felt my own dick jerk and shoot all over the trunk of the car. Another first. I had never cum hands free before. “Yeah,” he whispered. “Feel that poisonous cum drench your pussy. It’s giving you my babies, cunt. You got my sick in you now. You’re mine, all mine.” As our breathing started to even out, he said, “Now hold still…” I felt warmth rush into me. “W-what—“ “You said you were into piss. And I need to piss.” He was peeing in my ass, bloating my insides. I moaned and cooed feeling his steaming urine fill me up. “Okay,” he said. “I’m going to pull out. Clench your ass so you don’t lose a drop.” I did as I was told and squeezed my hole as he pulled out, keeping his piss in me. Once he was fully out, he gently pulled up my underwear and shorts so that they were back on me. Then he turned me around and for the first time, kissed me, pinning me against the car. I loved having his mouth on mine but something seemed off. Then I realized what it was. He had me pinned and as he kissed me, he used his hand to press against my abdomen. My eyes shot open, bulging as he continued to cram his tongue into my mouth. I tried to fight him off, but he was too powerful. All the strength from his huge bicep and tricep was focused on my bloated insides. I moaned and whined trying to make him stop but his eyes just locked on mine viciously. He smiled as he continued to kiss me and push on my stomach. I was clenching my ass and trying to keep from letting all of the body fluids in my cunt from pouring out, but he wasn’t having it. He just kept pressing and then suddenly he drew his hand back and stabbed it forward catching me off guard. All of his piss and his cum shot out of my wrecked ass, drenching my underwear and my shorts. He stopped kissing me and stepped back to watch my shorts turn darker from the explosion and see his piss and cum drip down my bare legs. I let out a mortified moan and looked at him with teary eyes. I looked up at him and he was just smiling smugly, laughing at me. “So pathetic…” he laughed under his breath. I thought he was done humiliating me, but he wasn’t. He took aim at my shirt on the ground and started to piss all over it. “That’s my shirt, man!” I squeaked out. “I know what the fuck it is,” he grabbed me by the arm to prevent me from getting it out of his line of fire. “You said you liked piss, I’m giving you piss.” And with that he stopped his stream and then fired his urine into both of my shoes that had landed on the ground when he first lifted me onto the trunk of the car. Finally, he stopped peeing and he said, “Get into your shoes.” I just stood there so he repeated with more force, “Get into your fucking shoes, bitch.” I stepped into my piss-soaked shoes. They were drenched, squishing with his piss every time I changed my weight from one foot to the other. “Now get your shirt, cum dump,” he ordered. I picked up my shirt, completely wet and dripping with his stinking urine. “Wait, before you put it on…wring it out over your head.” “No sir, please…” He scoffed, “You bitches are all the same. You say you’re submissive and that you’re into shit, but you just chicken out in the end. So fucked up.” And he started to walk away. I felt like a failure. “Wait sir,” I said. He turned back and I lifted my shirt above my head and twisted it until cascades of his rank urine fell over me drenching my hair, stinging my eyes, and running in rivulets down my torso. I wanted to cry. This was the most used I had ever felt. “Stick your tongue out, cunt,” he said, dissatisfied. As I continued to ring the shirt out over my head, I stuck my tongue out and tried to catch some of his piss in my mouth. I turned my head up and let it fall directly into my swollen lips and drank him. When the waterfall of urine finally stopped, I looked back at him for approval. He nodded and said, “Put your shirt on, fuck hole.” I did as he said and slid the shirt on which much difficulty. There I stood, covered head to toe in piss and cum, my ass walls covered in poz seed, and without having cum myself. “Now you can go home,” he told me. “Can I clean up first…just a little?” I had always assumed he would let me use his bathroom after all of this. “Fuck no. I don’t want to wake my buddy.” “But what if I run into people. Or my housemates when I get home or—“ “I could give a shit, you stupid cunt. So what if they know what you are. You shouldn’t do it unless you’re willing to own it. Now go walk through the streets covered in my cum and piss and take whatever humiliation comes with it. Pretty good cunt by the way.” And with that, he turned and walked back to the house. I never saw him again. On my walk home – which thankfully, it was almost 5:00 A.M. so I only had to deal with two or three guys passing me and laughing when they thought I was out of ear shot. I tried to find him on Scruff to say that I had a good time and would love to do it again, but I couldn’t find him in my messages or in my views…which only meant one thing. He walked back to his house and immediately blocked me. I had been treated like a whore before but this was extreme. I immediately opened Grindr to see if he was there, and sure enough he was. I messaged him: Hey sir, I had a great time. Would love to do it again. Within a minute, his profile disappeared from my screen. He had blocked me there too. He was done with me. As I would find out a month later, he had pozzed me, and he was done with me. And I haven’t stopped thinking about him since. The end.

This is a completely true story, guys. I've been on vacation all week, and have had pretty good luck getting fucked bare by everyone with whom I've hooked up, including this occasion. I received a promising reply to an ad I had put out. He wasn't bad looking and was horny to fuck. I was up for that!!! Then in one of his messages, the dreaded C word came up. As I keep a few on hand, I told him I had condoms, thinking to myself they might be a bit old now since I seldom use them, but I do have them. He arrived at my place, and I thought he was kind of white trash cute: lots of tattoos, dirty jeans and workboots on. Most importantly, however, he was already hard and eager to empty his balls!!! We exchanged pleasantries, and I was immediately on my knees undoing his belt and fishing out his hard tool. I licked and sucked on that shaft, licked his balls, all while he got undressed. I sucked and sucked, waiting until he would want to put his seven inches in my other hole. As if he could read my mind, he asked "Do you want this in you?" I sure as hell did, so I bent over the bed. "Do you have a condom?" Urrrgh... I've usually found that if I can get a top to point his tool at my ass, he will forget all about a rubber, but in this case, apparently not. I rode his plastic covered tool for about 15 minutes, until he asked "Do you want this load in your ass or your mouth?" Of course I said I wanted it in my ass. "Do you want me to take this condom off?" I responded by sliding off his cock, which he took as a 'yes'. He ripped the condom off, threw it on the grouund and I jumped right back on his dick. After about ten additional thrusts, he was dumped his load in my ass where it belonged.

Ah, hows that for a title. Soooo where do I begin. Well I was in utah for about 2 weeks or so going to school. Nothing but studying, notes, and sleeping. Until my day off on Sunday. I got together with a guy who was local. Cute sexy bear of a man. He picked me up and we went to the mountains and went sight seeing and I saw the ski areas. He grabbed my dick a few times while we were driving and I grabbed his too. When we got back to his place we went to making out, sucking, and just having fun. He seemed very versatile, which I like. When we got to the bedroom we both rolled around on the bed making out and I sucked his cock and his nipples. He got hard quickly and put me on all fours. No lube, no poppers he just shoved his cock in me. Fuck it hurt, but it also felt really damn good. He wasn't pushing it in easy either. But I'm experienced I have guys fuck me dry or just with spit regularly. But just the aggression, domination, and lust of this guy who seemed verse was such a turn on. I backed on his dick and he really fucked me. He fucked me on my side and my back too. Every time he just popped out and just shoved it back in. I was loving every minute of it. We made out a bit too while he was fucking me on my back. Finally, I jacked my dick and came, and so did he. And afterwards I realized he had poppers. He wanted me to fuck him. He's neg but apparently doesn't mind getting fucked raw as long as he doesn't get cum in his hot ass. I fucked him raw and we both took poppers. It was really hard not to but I pulled out right before I came. But damn his ass felt great. We both made out a bit afterwards, chatted, and just bullshitted. It was fun. I like guys like him who seem calm, cool, and collective yet when fucking they turn into an animal. It's hot as hell. We showered and he took me back to my hotel afterwards and we planned to meet again. Although, he was in town yesterday we couldn't because I already made plans with a certain leather top. Now for the other part. By the way I consider that guy someone who "Used" me in a rough and fun way. The other experience was similar to one I had in Atlanta which I haven't written about actually.. The following week on a Friday I got a growlr message from a fucking sexy muscle bear. He told me he wanted to be more dominant and was looking for a submissive boy to use. So we talked and decided to get together. Since last time I got dropped off too close to the hotel I walked a bit away from it to get picked up. I saw him pull up and saw he was a pretty hot looking guy. We chatted a bit in the car until we got to his place. He seemed laid back from talking to him. Not overly friendly but just an average guy. Until we got into the bedroom. Ordering me to strip he grabbed my balls, slapped them, spanking my ass, slapped my face several times, and even punched my stomach a little. My dick was fucking rock hard. He then forced my head on his dick and skull fucked my throat. My dick was dripping pre-cum. He slapped my face a few times too. He then threw me on the bed and put my legs in the air. I was a bit worried at this point but I knew what was coming. No lube just shoved his dick in me. He fucked me extremely aggressively. I didn't even have a chance to relax at first and it actually hurt a bit. But I still took it. All the while he called me a bitch, whore, slut, and other names. He flipped me over on my belly and continued fucking me. His hand came up to my face so I couldn't even moan or groan I just muffled into his hand. I could tell he was loving it but so was I. I was tightening my hole while he fucked me and it didn't take long for him to breed me. While he was milking me I continued working my ass muscles on his cock and he bred me again. After he bred me he forced me on his dick, slapped my face a few more times and squeezed the fuck out of my balls too. From there it was basically rinse and repeat. Slapping, heavy pain on my balls and cock, spanking my ass, raping my ass, breeding me, and sucking him. He grabbed my throat once while fucking me which was fucking hot as hell. But this was the entire night. He didn't kiss, didn't cuddle, didn't do anything like that. I was truly just his bitch cumdump and my dick was rock hard the entire time. I don't believe he let me cum and I had no problem with that. Eventually we did go to sleep but I slept on my side. In the middle of the night or morning I felt a sharp pain as he entered me dry fucking me. I had no choice to take it so I did. Fortunately he shot several loads in me which helped for lube. He humped me a bit until I worked my ass muscles and he bred me again. He repeated a few times too. I got a bit horny in the middle of the night myself and tried to finger his hole but he pushed my hand away. He had me suck and choke on his cock some more and fucked and bred me one last time before he said he had stuff to do. I grabbed a quick shower and he took me back to my hotel. It was hot I'll admit that. I didn't get any sleep really, face hurt a bit from all the slapping and so did other parts of my body. But I felt like I was fucking shinning. I grabbed some coffee from a coffee shop that morning and it made for a great day. The experience I had in Atlanta was similar to this except bondage, watersports, and a bit more physical pain. I was actually quite scared in that situation. This one, not so much just a little at first. But I was really happy to learn that there are dominant and aggressive fuckers in Utah. Definitely warrants a trip back. Also it was nice learning and comparing even more guys that use you rough and guys that rape you. There is a difference and they are both hot in their own ways and have pros and cons. But as I've confirmed (knew all along though) from last night passion and the desire to please the fuck out of the top you're with is also hot. I might not have as much sex as I used to or get out much. But when I do, it's fucking memorable and worth it.

Just because we're all twisted pigs, here's a picture of me immediately after doing my biggest-ever slam just a few hours ago.

Tonight I traveled to the tops' apartments - Got fucked by 5 guys in about 3 hours and got 4 loads... By the last two fucks there was a puddle of cum under where we fucked I had so much in my ass...

Many years ago, when I was still in my late 20's, I was dating this guy (kid really) named Josh. He was several years younger than was I, and several degrees less mature. We had been dating smoothly for about a year when I finally introduced him to a couple who were friends of mine, Rob and Erik. For better or worse, prior to meeting Josh I had had three-ways with them once and a while, and I had told Josh about some of these encounters. Rob and Erik lived about two hours away and they invited us up to spend a weekend in the city, drinking and having a good time. Now, knowing Rob and Erik, I knew that their idea of a 'good time' would probably mean all having sex together, and I knew it would be hard for Josh to resist. Hell, it would be hard for me to resist! Rob was defintely the whore of the couple: he was very outgoing and very handsome and very much a bottom. All with the body of an Olympic swimmer. Erik was the smaller of the two guys. He was also more reserved, frankly he was a bit nerdy. He was also a top with a nine-inch cock. While Rob was a fun bottom who really got off on being fucked, it was Erik that I enjoyed making cum, because Erik shot like one of the fountains at the Bellagio. He always launched several spurts, usually hitting the wall and ruining sheets in the process. I always wanted feel Erik shoot in my mouth, but was not allowed to. You see, Erik was poz while Rob was not. And Erik was always very cautious. Josh and I discussed the prospects of an invitation from Rob and Erik and had agreed we were content to remain a monogamous couple and we would politely decline any sexual offers - if they were presented. On that Saturday evening, we had been out drinking and having a grand old time and we all probably had a bit too much. We got back to their place and I decided it was time to get ready for bed. When Josh finally climbed in and we were laying in the dark, he told me Rob had kissed him while he was in the bathroom, and had invited us to have sex with them. "Josh, we talked about this. We said we were not going to do anything wth Rob and Erik." "But you have, and you liked it! Why don't we? It could be fun" Josh whined. "Josh, this is precisely why we talked all this out beforehand. So that it wouldn't become an issue." "But it's still an issue!" "Let's just go to sleep. Night." I could feel Josh stewing next to me while I was trying to relax. About five minutes later he sat up and announced, "Well, I'm going to go fuck Rob and Erik." "Have fun with that," I said and rolled over. "You're being an asshole," Josh spat as he left the room. My stomach churned into knots. My boyfriend had just left me to go have sex with two of my friends, after we expressly talked about NOT doing that very thing. I was seethingly mad, and hurt and upset. I tried my best to go to sleep, although it was difficult when I could hear noises start coming from the other room. After about five minutes I heard someone walk in to my bedroom. I initially hoped it was Josh, but it was Erik. "Hey, are you okay?" he asked. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just tired" I answered. "Are you sure it's okay that Josh is in with us? It feels... awkward... without you there too. This was so like Erik, always the nice one. And the one I liked best because of it. "Yeah. He's a big boy. It's his decision. Go. Have fun. I'll see you in the morning." Erik hesitated, then slowly left. Try as I might, I just couldn't fall asleep. Notwithstanding my conversation with Erik, I grew more and more upset with Josh with each passing minute. How could he be treating our relationship this way? Is this how little he thought of me? Of us? Probably ten or fifteen more minutes went by, when I heard someone enter my room again. Again it was Erik. "So, um... is Josh neg?" he asked. "Yeah, why?" "Well, because Rob is riding Josh's raw cock right now and I was just curious" he said, as he sat on my bed. "I see. Yeah, I could have predicted that. I figured Josh would be angling to fuck Rob if he got the chance. And they'll be at it for awhile. Josh takes forEVER to cum." I knew Josh had a thing for Rob. For that matter, EVERYONE had a thing for Rob. He was quite charming. And I knew Rob would like Josh, because Josh had a thick eight inch cock with a wicked left curve. Plus Josh was in his early 20's and fucked like a demon. "I guess that leaves us out," Erik sighed. And that's when I decided. Fuck Josh. Fuck all this. I was going to have Erik fuck me. "Go get your supplies. We're gonna fuck," I told him, sitting up and giving him a deep kiss. "You sure?" he asked. "Go. Now. Hurry!" Erik was back in a flash. "I don't even think they noticed me come back in the room," he told me when he got back. We started making out, and soon I was going down on Erik's enormous rod. I had always felt extremely lucky to have Josh's big cock to play with, but Erik put Josh's dick into perspective for me. Erik is massive. Easily every bit of nine inches, and the thickness of his cock was verging on ridiculous, especially the middle of it. Toward the middle his cock flattened out, and it was wider than four fingers across-- then it tapered again to normal size at the base. I could only get about half his cock in my mouth before I couldn't fit any more in without the risk of teeth. Or tearing the corners of my mouth. While I worked on Erik, I could hear Josh and Rob ramping up in the other room. They were getting loud, and Rob was starting to vocalize a bit. I wanted to get Erik in me so I could add to the fuck noises and let Josh know that a REAL cock was nailing me. But I was nervous as fuck. Before when I used to have sex with Rob and Erik, it was mostly blow jobs, and me fucking Rob. Erik had tried to fuck me twice before, but I could never get him past the midway point. It just hurt too damn much and I always had to make him stop. And Erik, being the nice guy, would lose his hard on if he felt like he was hurting me. But I needed him to fuck me tonight. All the way fuck me. To permanently wreck my ass for Josh's cock. I told Erik I was ready, so he grabbed a condom and lubed up. And I generously lubed my butthole. "Here, I brought some poppers," Erik announced, adding "They're fresh, and should help." Erik lay on his back, and I straddled his monster cock. I hit the poppers and started easing down onto him. I did pretty well at the start, but then I hit the thick part, and my ass would slide no further. Not even with poppers. I tried sliding off, lubing, and reinserting. I tried bouncing a bit, and easing my ass downward on each stroke. Still no good. Then I just tried forcing my ass downward which made me gasp and cry out a little in pain. "Damn! I'm hurting you. I knew it wouldn't work," said Erik despondently. I could feel his hard on slipping away. Fuck. I desperately wanted his horse cock inside me, but it just wasn't working. I was angry at myself for tensing up and not being able to take it, and I felt bad that I was once again going to disappoint Erik. I quickly pulled off of his cock, ripped off the condom, and started sucking him again while stroking his shaft. This got him going again, and soon he was oozing precum. Josh and Rob were really going at it now. We could hear the rapid slaps of groin against ass while Rob was desperately (and rather loudly) urging Josh to fuck him harder. I wondered how much of this verbal display was for our benefit. That's when I made the decision. I was drunk, horny, and very angry with my boyfriend, so I grabbed the lube, re-lubed Erik and my asshole, and got back on top of him. Erik's cockhead was at my hole before he came to his senses. "What are you doing? I don't have a condom on!" he whispered loudly. "I'm getting this fucker inside me NOW. At least once all the way." "We can't... we shouldn't...." "Just don't cum in me," I said as I began to work him inside my ass. In he slid, but once again, I was stopped at the midpoint of his shaft. But damn it, I was going to take him regardless of the pain. So I hit the poppers hard, waited for the wave of euphoria to hit, and then I squatted down. Hard. It hurt. Man, did it hurt me. I think I could feel my sphincter tearing a little as the thick part forced inside of me. I instantly broke out in a sweat, and tears stung my eyes. But then suddenly with a painful pop he was inside, and I slid down to the base. And now along with the pain in my ass, there was a dull pain deep inside my guts where his head was stabbing up into my colon. Erik grabbed my hips and steadied me as I sat impaled on his massive pole. "You ok?" he whispered. "Oh my god, that's a lot of cock," was all I could get out as tears ran down my cheeks. "This feels amazing," he said. "You know how long it's been since I've fucked a guy? Nine months. And I had to stop fucking that guy before I came because he was in so much pain. Rob always picks up other tops for us to mess around with, and even though some of them see my cock and want to try, they never manage it." I bent down and kissed Erik. And slowly lifted myself so I could start to ride him. I only ever pulled halfway off him, because the thick part of his cock was knotted inside me and wouldn't pull past my protesting butt hole. But I must say, the tug on my hole from the inside was an amazing feeling. Slowly we worked up a rhythm, and between that and poppers, I suddenly found myself getting fucked steadily by Erik's dick. Even though my asshole was still on fire, the pain was slowly giving way to pleasure. Incredible pleasure. The thick part of his cock was like a Mack truck driving over my prostate with every stroke, and the sheer volume of cock moving in and out of me was making every inch of my body quake and tingle. We eventually, slowly, rolled over so that I was on my back, legs spread and in the air and he was on top. We did this maneuver completely without disengaging his cock from my hole. Erik liked the leverage he could get in this position and we could also kiss more easily-- which we did. Erik set up a steady rhythm of pumping my hole while we kissed and sucked each other's tongue. If I listened, I could hear Josh and Rob really putting on a show now. Josh was shouting things like, "Take my cock, bitch!" as Rob answered with the scream "Oh God! Oh God! Ah! Ah! Ahhh!" over and over. I thought that once Erik was in me, I would give them some verbal back in return, to get some revenge on Josh. But it just didn't feel right anymore. What Erik and I were doing was far too intimate, and I was content to stay quiet. So was he. From the angle that Erik was fucking, and from the size of his cock, he was edging me closer and closer to orgasm with every thrust. I could feel it building slowly... from the inside. Deep inside. I wasn't even touching my cock, but I knew that I was minutes, perhaps seconds, away from cumming. I was trying to delay it with snorts of poppers, but to no avail. Thankfully at about that time, I hear Josh shout, "Fuuuck, I'm getting close! Your ass gonna take my load, bitch?" I whispered "Erik, you are getting me really close. You keep fucking me, and I'm gonna cum." Rob meanwhile shouted between grunts, "Ugh! Fuck me! Ugh! Give me that cum!" "I'm really close too," Erik said as he kept fucking me. I heard Josh's now-familiar, animalistic "rrrrrRRRRR-UGGGH! UGGGH! UGGGGGGHHH!" as he started cumming inside Rob's hole. "Oh God, just don't stop fucking me, Erik!" was all I managed to say grunt as the cum started spewing from my cock in streams across my belly. "Oh FUCK, I can feel you cumming! It's gonna make me shoot!" shouted Rob as he starts grunting repeatedly. I was staring up at Erik, as he looked down at me with a mixed look of sexual passion and concern. "Oh no... I can't stop. Oh God, I can't stop it. I can't..." Erik stopped pumping, his breath caught, and that's when I felt it. I felt Erik's ridiculously hard and thick cock start to throb as it was parked motionless inside my ass, stretching my hole even further with every pulse. His prodigious, positive load filling my guts. He shuddered, his breath ragged as his cock charged my insides. "Oh shit! Oh I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry!" Erik kept repeating. I hushed him with a kiss as his cock occasionally still twitched in my rectum. As we kissed, I heard the shower start and I knew that Rob and Josh were getting cleaned up. We stopped kissing, Erik looked at me and said, "What are we gonna do?" "About what?" I said. "This never happened. They fucked, we didn't. We just talked and waited for them to finish. Sound good?" "But... I came in you. And I'm poz. What about you? What about Josh??" "You let me worry about me. I begged you not to stop fucking me. And that thick cock of yours wasn't coming out again til you went limp. Besides... you liked fucking me raw, didn't you? Tell me the truth." "It was fucking amazing," he said. "I felt so... connected... to you. I kinda want to do it again." "And I gotta admit I loved feeling you cum inside me. I think I've wanted it for a long time. How about we leave you inside me, pretend to be asleep, and make those two sleep together tonight so we can fuck again" I suggested. So that's just what we did. We rotated around so that Erik was behind me, spooning, and we covered up. Josh came in a few minutes later and we pretended to be asleep. Josh tapped me to wake me up. I groggily said Erik was passed out and that I was pissed, and I wasn't waking him up. Then I told him to go crash with Rob. Josh said "Whatever" and walked out. Erik bred me twice more-- never pulling out his cock til the very end. Once later that night after we dozed a bit, and once in the morning before Josh and Rob got up. By the last fuck, Erik was long dicking me with his whole cock - the thick part punching past my hole and driving me wild with the most intense fuck pleasure I'd ever experienced. When Erik finally did pull out of me I felt so empty inside. And I don't mean just my ass. I felt like crying. Plus, my asshole hurt like it had never hurt after a fuck session; I was totally torn up. The sheets could attest to this fact, as they were a blood and cum stained mess. And even though Erik was positive, I was bound and determined to keep as much of him inside me for as long as I could. We all had a tense, hung over breakfast and said our terse goodbyes soon after. I broke up with Josh after our drive home, citing his immature behavior, but knowing it was because I didn't want to be the one to infect him. As I knew my negative days were probably over.

A TOP TURNED INTO A PIG BOTTOM FOR THE NIGHT Like a lot of people at the time, when 9/11 happened, I went to a dark place and made some questionable choices. I have no regrets. I am who I am today because of myself then. And I had a TON of fun and memories...WHEW! I was living in NYC at this time. I had good looks, a hot body, and a thick dick that I loved to open and fuck hole with. I would sometimes fantasize about being a bareback top prostitute. Eventually, at the same time as holding down 2 regular jobs, I started hustling on Rentboy.com and did well. I treated myself to leather chaps, a leather codpiece thong, a harness, and some biker boots at the Leatherman. I'm actually wearing the harness and codpiece in my profile pic if you want to see. And I had a great time with the guy fitting me in the store, too. But that's another story. I also planned on hitting the Black Party that following March in my new gear. A few days before the party, an out-of-town client from San Francisco emailed me and asked for a session the same night as the party. I decided it could be fun to get the juices flowing before the party, so I agreed. The night arrived and after a good gym session and cleaning myself up, I changed into my leather, smoked a few hits of tina out of the glass pipe(also a new thing for me at the time), put a long coat on over my party clothes and grabbed a cab to meet him in his room at the W Hotel. At the time, I was almost all top and didn't enjoy getting fucked very much. When I got there, we traded amazing kisses and spit, and then Bob started eating my ass and opening up my hole. He was set on fucking me. The conquest game. I caught on pretty fast. But I wasn't in the mood to put up a fight. The tina was hitting and I was ready to enjoy the ride. The way he ate ass and spread me open made me think he'd be a good top. Bob would rim my hole with a steady pressure, then pull away and flick his tongue on my ass as my hole got hungrier. He got me on the bed and threw a great fuck into me, using the mirrors to watch himself pump his dick in my hole still in my leather chaps. He knew how to open me up. Bob fucked me all over the hotel room and shot his cum deep when he reached the point of no return. We both had a great time and after a quick shower, he sent me to the party with a hole still full of his DNA. Bob had "conquered" me and I was happy about it. And horned to get more raw dick in me. I met friends at the party and spent a while dancing before deciding to leave them and heading to the dark hallway on the second floor that was being used as the back room. I went down the hall slowly looking for a piece of thick dick. I was on the prowl. About halfway, I had a hot man with tribal tats go down on his knees in front of me. I opened up the codpiece and let him suck my dick while other guys started feeling up my ass and trying to get their fingers around the leather strap covering my hole. I was getting into the hot, wet mouth sliding on my bone when a pnp fuckbud of mine tapped me on the shoulder and told me to follow him and two really hot guys that were with him. Steve was a young stud with a smooth body and a big bulge in his leather chaps, and Al was a tall, beautiful bald man with a sexy clipped goatee and thick, full lips. Dave led us to the end of the hall and out a door onto a wide staircase landing. We all started to kiss and suck each other's dicks. Dave was sucking on Steve's uncut dick while Al got my strap unsnapped and starting licking my hole. When he realized I was loaded with Bob's jizz, I heard and felt him hum on my hole and he went to town. Al's moans were vibrating his tongue buried deep inside me and it felt awesome. Then Al stood up, turned me around and snowballed some of the cum back to me. Dave turned to me and asked if I had ever slammed tina. I told him that I'd seen it done and I was willing to try. Dave told me they had slammed earlier, but he had an extra rig he could shoot into me and send me flying. As Dave's friend Al continued to trade spit and cum with me, Dave pulled a loaded syringe out of an inside pocket of his leather vest. He unsnapped one of the leather arm bands he was wearing and put it on my left arm, snapping it on tightly. He took the needle and pushed it into one of my veins that was popping out. He pulled back on the plunger and got my blood to register in the needle before he slammed the plunger down and filled my body with a warm rush. My mind exploded with lust and my hole felt wet and hungrier than ever before. Dave said he wanted to fuck me. Something Dave had never done before. In the past, we had always tag-teamed bottoms and sucked each other's dicks. I gave him a wink, a deep kiss and told him to bury his bone. He bent me over the railing and sank his warm, thick cock inside me. I was a happy camper. He grabbed hold of my chaps and started long-dicking me into heaven. We were having a hot orgy using the stairs and railings before Dave began to really pound my ass and he dumped his load in me. Dave set off a chain reaction and Al came in Steve's smooth hole right after, fucking his jizz deep while Steve was on his back with his legs spread wide. After we finished and were talking, Dave said he knew a few of the porn guys putting on the live sex show downstairs and he could get us into the backstage area to fuck around with them. We all started back through the door we came in from and down the dark, crowded hallway. We got about halfway down the hall when I ran into a man that stopped me in my tracks. He had this intensity about him that was a total turn-on. He looked kind of dangerous. He had great blue eyes, was topless with a great body, and was wearing jeans and a bowler hat. He looked like a handsome, but sketchy, carnival worker. After we stared at each other for a moment, He reached out, grabbed the back of my neck and brought me to him for a hot kiss. My friends had continued walking by now and I decided to stay and see where this might lead. He kissed me with his eyes locked on mine and everything started to fall away around us. The focus was very passionate. I hadn't seen his cock yet, but I knew I wanted him fucking me RIGHT THEN AND THERE. I unsnapped the the codpiece again and turned around. He opened up his jeans fast and within seconds my ass was getting fed his 8" thick, hard dick. The nearby crowd was watching us bareback and were sharing in this hot moment of pure lust. The heat was spreading to the men around us and they began to fuck around with more intensity, too. The man in the bowler was pounding my hole and I was bent over in my chaps with my hands on my knees to brace against his dick and hips slamming into my ass. Every now and then I raised up to look at this man opening my fuckhole even wider. I would get a wet kiss, then bend down again to let him fuck me deep. He started to grunt above the loud music and I could feel him start to shoot his warm cum inside my hole. My ass was glowing and open like it had never been before. The guys around us started to cheer. I raised up, smiled and kissed him again. We left the hallway and stayed upstairs above the dance floor talking for a while before exchanging numbers. I had just been bred by my new boyfriend from Baltimore named John. I ended up moving to Baltimore and tapping John's gorgeous ass every chance I got. The man was built for getting fucked. And he would throw a fuck into me again sometimes when we partied and my hole got hungry for his thick dick and baby batter. But that's another story, too.

I am never more content and happy then when I have another man's cum in my ass after being fucked. I just want to snuggle against him and feel his skin against mine. I guess there are endorphins and other chemicals in a man's semen that promote this. I love being fucked, but it is this full of cum feeling that is the best part. Unfortunately it doesn't seem to have the same effect on the top and the best I can hope for is that an orgasm will act as a good sedative on him to keep him next to me. Do other bottoms feel this way after taking a load, or is it just the romantic in me?

1. Cum dripped out of my swollen, gaping hole as I pulled my briefs up and stood to crack my back. It’s funny, I thought as I felt the backside of my briefs become damp with sperm, three weeks ago I never would have thought to let a man cum inside me, and now, I couldn’t get enough. That was before I had met Simon; however, before Simon had told me how hot I was, how much he liked me; before he had eaten out my hole till he could slide three fingers inside of me without resistance; and before he had charmed me to let him slip, just the tip of his fat cock into my hole raw. I slid my hand down the backside of my briefs and felt my wet hole. The sounds of the others came through the closed door clearly; there were still plenty of me out there. I can go just a few more rounds, I thought, and kicked off my slightly damp underwear. My name is Justin, I’m twenty five and just finished my last year of grad school. At five foot ten I’m not the tallest of men, but I’m what my ex-girlfriend called “Nerd hot.” The short of guy you see with unkempt hair, dark rimmed slightly unfashionable glasses, and a tweed jacket with elbow patches and you think he’s sort of cute but nothing special until they take their clothes off and you realize that tweed jacket and button down shirt were hiding a tight six pack, broad chest and a sizable amount of chest hair. I had one girl actually laugh in surprise when I took my pants of the first time and she saw my seven-inch soft cock. For the past twenty-five years I have identified as 97% straight, every once in a while I’ve come across a guy that does it for my but that’s pretty rare and rarer still would be the circumstances under which anything would happen. I am, however, a liberal man of the modern era and so when I was in London visiting my Stepbrother and he invited me to go to the gay bar with his friends, I was more then happy to attend. Ryan, who had always been the more athletic masculine of the two of us, had come out to his mother and my father when he was fifteen; I was sixteen at the time. Most of my friends thought that I should be weirded out by this (“What if he’s checking you out after you get out of the shower?”) but I never was. Ryan was not one of the 3% of guys that I’m attracted too although I did find out after catching him in bed with one of his boyfriends over a summer break in college that he had a massive cock. After college Ryan had started working for a publishing company and soon after was transferred to their offices in London. At twenty-four he already had a massive flat near to the city center and a damn nice office in their high-rise office. When I graduated for grad school I decided to fly to England for the summer before looking for work and visit Ryan for a while. Two nights after I got there Ryan invited me to join him and his friends at a gay bar downtown. Having just finished a long semester of school I was down for drinking where ever. So we got dressed, Ryan in a pair of tight jeans and a black wife beater that showed off his broad football player chest and his massive arms, he honestly looked like Rugby Ken; and I in a slim fit button down shirt and loose fitting jeans. It was at the bar that I met Simon. He came in late, a little bit after all of the others, and took the only available seat in the little booth (next to me) that six of us now occupied in the corner of this bar. The six-foot three, black haired, blue eyed, pail skinned god smiled as he slid in next to me. “Ayope, ‘o’s this then,” he ask in a gruff south London accent. “My step brother Justin, he’s straight so put your cock back in your pants,” answered Ryan, a slight twinge of a British accent had started to color the edges of his words in the years sense he’d moved here. “Eh, he’s aright. Ain’t yeh Justin?” Simon asked me. I laughed a little and nodded trying to remain calm, I had never been so attracted to a guy in my entire life. He wore no shirt, claiming it had had gotten soaked in the rain just a little bit ago. His small pink nipples stood erect out of a thick coat of dark hair all across is massive pecks. Tight blue jeans hugged his muscular legs, and the outline of his cock running down his left pant leg was obvious. He was stunningly masculine in his appearance and domineer. The rest of the party continued to talk and Simon quickly jumped into the conversation. I didn’t know what I wanted from him but I wanted something. I wanted him somehow. As he chatted with his friends his hand slid from the table and slowly made it’s way to rest on my leg just above the knee.

How does someone find a guy to do this to them. I want to be pissed in or on or whatever and can't find anyone to do it to me. You know someone around my area that will come and do me let them know to get ahold of me or contact me somehow and I am ready. I have done myself before but really want someone else to do me.

While traveling on business to Dallas this week, I was able to catch a couple days of vacation. Being the horn dog that I am, I quickly logged onto bbrt, cl and a4a and started looking for a guy or two to breed me. Not having much luck with anon walkin, pump and dumps in the past I was skeptical that I would have much luck. I only recently have gotten back into anon bb fucks; not having done so since my college days. Before I knew it, there were messages in my email. Who knew that there could be so many available horned men on a Tuesday morning? Guy one: 47, 6'4, 205#, hairy blond. Just the type that gets me going!! After a couple emails, I gave him my hotel and room number. At the agreed upon time, I was face down and ass up for him to walkin, pump dump and go. From the time he pushed the door open and was balls deep in my pre-lubed asshole wasn't over 10 seconds. Did he have his cock out and lubed in the hall? Good thing i was eager and horned as hell for a hard rough dicking.....i never even asked his cock size. He was easily 8 inches and quite thick as well. He was on a mission to drop a load and methodically pumped my ass for about 10 minutes. ..and then pumped a hot load deep. Rarely can i feel a cock pulse during a load, but his I could. He unceremoniously pulled out, tucked it away and left. I fingered my ass after he left, and pushed down to feel his slimy load in my hole....and got even more horned for more jizz. I thought that was enough playing with my hole by myself, guy 2 messaged that he was parking....i wonder if guy 1 & 2 saw each other in the parking lot.... Do you guys like this so far? If so, let me know and I will write up about a couple other of the guys that dropped a load into my hole.

Treasure Island just released a pre-release scene for its next video from Liam Cole called London Underground and the scene is sure to be controversial I imagine. But then what TIM video isn't? Here is the scene description: #TeenageTruvadaWhore If there is one thing we have in London, it's uncut cocks. LONDON UNCUT brings together some of the hottest studs Europe has to offer, including muscle pigs JEFF STRONGER, PRIAM and LUCA BONDI, with UK favourites SAM PORTER, YURI and "Brit-Pig" BRUCE JORDAN, joined by cut guys CHRISTIAN MATTHEWS and RAY DALTON.This scene is inspired by an email sent to director LIAM COLE by a young fan calling himself #TeenageTruvadaWhore. Little JOSH TAYLOR doesn’t know what’s hit him, as he gets tag fucked by seven hung uncut blokes from across Europe. The gang queue up to get inside his tight boy hole, taking turns pounding the living daylights out of him. The trailer for the whole video is also posted on thier website at: http://www.treasureislandmedia.com/cart/LONDON-UNCUT-Pre-Release-Teenage-Truvada-Ho.html

Going to be at Southern Decadence filming all weekend. And having fun of course. Looking for a cute younger bottom to take loads on film Sat 30 4pm. Must be able to take a pounding and big cocks. Contact me at casting@dickwadd.com Tops needed also.

I had the most unbelievable time last night! Hell, I'm still having a hard time believing that it happened, but am so thrilled that it did. Let’s back up about a week. A regular fuck buddy of mine was coming back into town, and suggested that we try and get another part going like last time. Naturally, I was all for it, but told him that I would be the one planning and organizing it because the last time he did it spur of the moment we only wound up with about four guys coming over. Not bad, but not that great either. This time I decided to get word of the party going early and posted my ads almost immediately after discussing it with my buddy. The requests for invites came almost immediately. Fast-forward to last night. I wound up getting to the hotel room that I had reserved specifically for the party around 1 PM, getting naked almost immediately and settling in. After about three days of sleeping on the couch, just lying on a real bed again felt incredible. Still, I had work to do and I wasn't going to let it pass me by. I got my laptop out and started testing it out with the TV in the room. Both were HDMI compatible, so I decided to have some T.I.M. porn playing while everyone was fucking. I also got to sending out the invites and telling everyone that I had gotten the room, also telling them the room number so that they could get there asap. It didn't take too long before the first party-goer other than me showed up. Sadly, it was just the other bottom, so he stripped down to just his jock and sat down on the couch while I finished up sending out the invites. There were a lot, and I was having trouble keeping track of them all. I even tried using the list I had made earlier last week, but was still getting invite requests so I wasn't sure who all had already been confirmed or not. Eventually I just said screw it and went with the people that I knew were coming for sure. It wasn't long after that when the first guy showed up, actually. He was a pretty handsome guy and nicely built. I'd say about 6' with a somewhat toned body, and about 160 pounds to boot. He had a pretty nice cock on him too at about seven inches or so, as both me and the bottom soon found out. He fucked my bottom buddy first, as I wanted him to get some more action than last time. He started hitting the poppers before the guy got in his ass, and was moaning loudly when he entered. I had forgotten that it had been a while for him since he last got fucked, so this was a great way to open him up a bit. I ended up getting under them and watching as the top's cock pumped in and out of my buddy's hole, licking at the top's cock as it pumped in and out while doing the same to his balls on occasion. After a bit, however, my buddy seemed to get tired and offered me the chance to try out that cock as well. I jumped on that thing almost immediately, and was flying on poppers as well by that point when the top suddenly started shooting in my ass. Turns out that he was a fast cummer, and he apologized for doing so. Both my bottom buddy and I didn't care, as we'd both had fun. Before the top left I got out a sharpie and made a mark on my ass to show how many loads I had taken so far. That would be a good idea, as after the first top left the night truly began. I forget the exact order that they showed up in, but about three more guys showed up almost immediately after the first top left. One was very tall and looked like he could have been a line-back if he'd toned up more. He had that bulk look to him, you know? One of them was a black guy I'd been chatting with on A4A for a while now who, after talking with him later, apparently did play football some, and had a similar body type. The final guy out of the group was a daddy-type in his late 30's that was a bit thin, very hairy, and had his left nipple pierced. I have no idea what the cock of the first guy I mentioned was like, as he was exclusive with my buddy's ass to the point where he blew his load in him after a bit. After he finished he left, and the black guy decided it was his turn for some ass and mounted up on my buddy. Meanwhile, the daddy was getting fully hard and surprised the hell out of me with his cock, it going from being somewhat small in size to about 8.5" long and possibly almost as thick around. I was glad that I had decided to bring my Max Impact along, as I don't think I would have been able to take him without it and the poppers. I quickly did both while he was lubing up and then found myself almost humping back against him. I didn't realize that a combination of the two would make me feel so relaxed and giddy. Of course, I still felt it when he entered my ass and decided to do a few more hits of poppers. Not because it hurt, but because it felt pretty good. Eventually it got to the point where my buddy and I were being traded by the tops and I got to ride the black cock while he rode daddy. Even he needed to combine his poppers with Max Impact to be able to comfortably take him. Of course, the black cock was almost as thick and longer, so I kind of needed them as well. After a little while longer we switched back again, and I had daddy plowing my ass hard once more. It was then that I noticed another guy had shown up and was jacking off while watching things on the bed. He had a bit of a biker beard going on, and had some tattoos over his body. I told him to have at any open hole which made him and a few others in the room chuckle before he came over and stuck his dick in my mouth. His dick, while soft, wasn't anything that impressive. In fact, it looked like it would have been somewhat pitiful. However, after face-fucking me for a while it eventually grew into an impressive 6.5 to 7 inches long. My ass was still being used by daddy though, so my buddy took that cock up his ass. The guy was brutal and was practically jackhammering my buddy's hole as he sat in his lap. It was an impressive sight to behold until daddy pulled out of my ass. He'd been in there for what felt like an hour, and announced that I now had two more loads in my hole. A few of us were surprised, including me, and I wanted more. The black guy mounted up again after that and started fucking me hard enough to where I decided to do my Max Impact and popper combination again. Sometime after the daddy left another guy with bad teeth and a short but thick cock came around. My bottom buddy and I decided to try giving him some special treatment by using both of our mouths on his dick to try and get him hard. He got pretty hard and was able to fuck my friend for a while, but anytime he tried to fuck me he went limp. I didn't mind since I had the beard guy shooting his load in my mouth and the black guy pumping a load into my ass. After he was done the bearded guy left but the black guy stayed. He had some impressive stamina, and stayed around until the very end. Sadly, bad-teeth wasn't able to shoot so he left. It was a little while before the next guy came, and we were glad that we had stayed for him. He was a nicely build middle-eastern-looking guy with what looked like the biggest and thickest cock of the evening. I don't know how big it was, but the only thing I can think to compare it to is a can of Monster energy drink. He was that fucking huge! I took him first and had to take several hits of both Max Impact and poppers before I was able to even get him in me. After a little while I asked my buddy if he wanted a shot at it, and he reluctantly agreed. I got a big squirt of Max Impact for him on the underwear we had been using to spray it into and fed it to him. He was also hitting the poppers hard and was still groaning some, but he took it like a champ. I also decided that I was going to let him have this one as I had already gotten five loads by that point, and sure enough the top eventually blew a huge load in his ass. And when I say huge I mean I could see it leaking out of his hole. After that both monster-cock and my buddy left, leaving me alone with the black guy. He tried to fuck me on my back for a bit, but eventually a knock on the door came and another guy came in. Daddy had come back. By this point my hole was feeling raw and sore, but my cock actually started to get hard again when I saw daddy walk through the door once more. And since I was the only bottom left I had an obligation to take his cock and load(s) in my hole. So, my new black friend sat back in the chair over in the corner and watched, apparently having been worn out some from all the fucking he'd been doing, while daddy forced me to suck him and get him hard again. It didn't take long before he was too big to fit down my throat and I got up on the bed again, setting the lube next to my feet while taking huge hits of both my own poppers and more Max Impact. I have a new respect for the stuff, as it made taking huge cocks easier for me. But this was when something weird started happening. I don't know if I had taken one too many hits of the stuff or something, but I swear I started to feel like daddy had an extra set of arms for a moment as he was plowing into my hole without mercy. It wasn't a bad thing, however. In fact, I kind of liked it, and was very turned on by how out of it I was getting by it all. Hell, I thought that the music and light show that seemed to be going on was in my head, but after the stuff started wearing off I realized that it was the club scene of the Man-Cunt video from T.I.M. that was actually going. I thought it was Slammed at the time, since I had that playing earlier as well, but I guess I need to try watching more than a few minutes of each one to really appreciate them. Still, I was so turned on by the fact that I had practically been hallucinating that I decided to do it again, but with a bigger hits each time I did it. Eventually it got to the point where I couldn't hear anything and could barely feel when was going on. I just knew that my ass was being pounded by a hot, thick-dicked guy and I didn't want it to stop. Sadly though, it did when he shot load number six in my ass. It felt so good to have a fresh load in my hole, and even better still that it had come from a stud like him. And I hadn't noticed until after I finally came down from the rush, but the black guy had gone into the bathroom and finished his second load there. A bit of a waste, but I was too fucked up to care. By this point in time it was a little after 8:30 PM, and when I checked my messages I didn't see anything that indicated anyone else was coming. So, we all got dressed and left separately. I got the daddy's information and plan on having him fuck me a few more times, maybe even by some of his buddies as well. He is local after all, and said that he knew a few guys who would be into using me.

-bottoms that don't clean/douche when it's available for them right there to do so. -guys that follow you around. -guys that come up to you and touch you, but they are not looking for sex...they are only looking to "touch" (probably my biggest turn off). -guys that hand you a condom when your right about to fuck them (that's my cue to leave and find someone else that is into REAL fun).

I have sucked many cocks over the years that shoot heavy loads to the back of my throat. And yes there are some that just dribble a little. It's all good.

I like being trimmed & like trimmed men too, i don't like completely shaved reminds me of a plucked chicken every time, That is a turn off, Sometimes i like a man to have hair, it's natural & that appeals to me much more.

Just had a four way in a bookstore theater. two white guys and a hispanic dude with a nice thick uncut cock took turns riding me until they squirted in my ass... all told four loads there as the younger of the white guys squirted twice. Nothing like a dark room theater breeding...

Friday I was at work and got a text from a fuck bud. He was chatting me up and getting me all hot. I told him I'd come over about 5 and let him load me up with his poz loads. As I was walking out of work at 4 another fuck bud hit me up and told me his bf wasn't home and he wanted me to stop by. So I stopped by on my way home and he took me into his room and handed me the poppers and lubed my ass and shoved in. He's pretty thick so I had to really huff the poppers and take it like a man. He pumped me for about 10 minutes and had me beg for his poz load. I was begging and moaning as he nutted deep inside me. He pulled out and I cleaned him up and got dressed and left. I then headed over to my other buds house and he was hot to hear I got another poz load. He didnt even want me to suck him he just pushed me on the bed, ass up, and slide inside my sloppy hole and pumped me full of his poz loads too. It was so fucking hot, two poz loads from two tops within an hour.

NEVER had a condom on/in me.....NEVER will!!!!!

I hate it when guys come into my room to use my hole and they close the door. i want the whole world to see what a cum dump I am. Willing to take any raw cock and load.

I like the look of hair on a hole all matted down with spit and cum and how it clings to the skin. When the guy goes home and feels how stiff the hair on his cunt is, he know's he's been well fucked. And some spit on the stiff hair rehydrates the sperm for him to play with and enjoy again.

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Went back to the baths tonight because it seems it's the only way for me to get any action since all other options haven't been working. Sucked off good looking older thin man, he was semi verbal so that's always a plus. Wanted him to fuck me and I think he wanted to but he didn't say anything and I'm sick of innitiating things so I let it be. Another guy I was sucking stopped me and started to suck me and it was great. Usually I don't like people using their hands while sucking me but he had the right touch. I shot a huge load in his mouth as he was still doing a fantastic job at sucking and I felt another orgasm coming right after I finished cumming, so he got to loads from me. Unfortunately he spit it all out, I was upset cause it was a huge fucking load both times and the bitch should have swallowed

You have no location in your profile. I have luck finding guys into WaterSports on both BBRT and Asspig.

I'd rim, breed and felch your hairy HOT ass!!!!!

wow Been over a month since part 8 and I am really wanting to see part 9 and see when he gives up on his 'perfect' guy and gets fucked good.

I think it did define me...more than I knew at the moment. There was only one other man in the room when I lost my virginity and I had no idea how big my cock was or wasn't. I had told him I wanted to be fucked--I loved the idea of giving myself to a man. I was rock hard from the moment the door closed. We got naked. He took one look at me sprawled on the bed, palmed my penis and said, "This is a waste." He promptly spat on it and sat on my cock. I figured out in the next few minutes who I was---watching the amount of pleasure I was giving him as he rode me. I did try to get fucked later in the evening. Hated it. And never looked back--though I still like the idea of it...

2. We spent a good long while in the club, my stepbrother and some of his friends eventually going off to dance somewhere, and I staying behind in the booth drinking what would turn out to be a few too many beers. Simon was with me almost all night and the more I drank the more I found my gaze drifting to his pale blue eyes. Sometime later Ryan returned and suggested that we all go back to his place for a few more beers. As the little party gathered their things and headed towards the door I felt Simon’s hand gently graze my ass as he past, my cock leapt. Back at Ryan’s place the drinks continued to flow and the guys stated to drop off steadily, and eventually I excused myself to the guest room I was staying in to turn in for the night. I stripped off my clothes and ran my hand down my tight furry abs to my semi stiff cock thinking about Simon. Never before had a guy effected me the way that he did, I fell onto the bed my cock now completely hard and started to jerk myself off my free hand roaming all over my body. I didn’t hear the door open, in fact I didn’t hear anything till in his thick South London accent Simon said, “Well that’s a much bigger cock then I would have guessed.” I scrambled to cover myself but as I was laying on top of the sheets there was nothing much I could do but try and his by rock hard eight and a half inched behind my hands. “Dunny try and hide it,” said Simon, “looks like you could use a hand in fact.” He clambered up onto the bed a wide wicked smile spreading across his face. I froze not knowing what to expect as Simon crawled up between my legs, pulled his shirt off over his head to expose his muscular dark haired torso, and swallowed my cock. No girl had ever sucked my cock like that, it was as if Simon had unhinged his jaw and swallowed my cock whole. I groaned and tried to mutter, “No, I’m straight,” but the words died in my mouth, instead I put my hands on the back of his head pulling him down onto my cock. My breathing had quickened and I was seconds away from cuming when Simon let my cock spring from his mouth. “You ever had a bloke suck your cock before?” “No, I’m… well… I’m straight,” I said lamely. “Doesn’t matter to me, what matters is if it felt good.” “It certainly did, I almost came just then.” “That’s why I stopped.” He shifted his weight slightly and shucked his jeans, now wearing only a pair of tiny brightly colored briefs. “You have an amazing cock,” he continued kissing my cock head, “and balls.” He drew first one nut and then the other into his mouth before sucking the both in. I rocked my hips forward giving him better access to my balls, my ass lifting slightly off the bed as I did so. In one swift motion before I really knew what was happening Ryan had my knees pressed into my chest and his slightly stubbly face buried in my hole, his tongue swirling around my virgin home. No one had ever eaten me out before and I moaned loudly. It had never occurred to me how amazing this could feel and Simon was certainly an expert at these things. His tongue flicked and darted of my hole sending bolts of electricity through my whole body as I relaxed into him. He pressed his tongue into me, lapping at my hole and slowly my hole began to open for him allowing his probing tongue inside. I gasped as my ass was penetrated for the first time by his tongue. Simon shifted around a bit, his mouth never leaving my hole and I could tell he was taking off his tight pants. Something new touched my ass; his hands spread my cheeks wide as he slid one finger next to his tongue and carefully slipped it inside of me. It was like nothing I had never felt before, and nothing like I had imagined it would feel like. He slowly penetrated my hole with his finger still lapping about the invading digit with his talented tongue. My cock was throbbing, and I felt hornier then I had in my entire life, loud lust filled moans escaped my mouth without me being conscious of doing it. “You’ll have all the lads in here you keep moaning like that,” Simon said taking his mouth off my hole for the first time in almost ten minutes. I was panting, sweat glistened on my chest, and precum dripped from my cock like a leaking faucet. “You ever sucked a cock before,” he asked, his finger still knuckle deep inside me. I shook my head no. “Why don’t you get mine down your throat then, least way it’ll keep you quiet.” He shifted so that his body was now over mine, his cock dangling over my mouth, my knees still bent into my chest and his finger still deep in my ass. I had never been this close to man’s cock before, although I had thought about it. His uncut, thick, veiny, still swelling cock hung before me a little glint of precum slipping from the slowly retracting foreskin. My mouth watered. Slowly I lifted my head and opened my mouth taking just the tip in. He tasted salty and sweet and I loved it. I opened wider and took more of his cock into my mouth. Simon slowly lowered his hips so that my head once again rested on the pillows but his cock was firmly lodged down my throat. I moaned around his cock as Simon’s mouth returned to my hole and he quickly prepped me for another thick finger. Only about half his cock would fit down my throat as it grew and Simon slowly fucked it in and out of my mouth occasionally making me gag. As he throat fucked me he worked two, then three, and then four fingers inside me hole. I was so horny I was practically fucking myself back onto his stretching fingers. After the fourth finger was in for a few moments he pulled them all out, pulled his cock from my mouth and spun around. He now lay on top of me, or noses almost touching, his body keeping my legs pinned to my chest, and his cock resting between my spit slicked cheeks. He rocked his hips to and fro a little rubbing his cock up and down my crack as he stared at me with those brilliant blue eyes. “You have the most amazing ass, and your hole is so fucking hairy,” he said, and then after a long time he looked right into my eyes and said, “I want to fuck you.” I had been so over whelmed by what had been happening I hadn’t even thought that this might be coming, but as soon as I heard the question I knew my answer. “I want you to fuck my virgin hole.” Simon needed no more permission then that; he lined up his cock head with my well fingered hole and pushed slightly. He kept a tight grip on my ankles as he did so. It hurt a little at first but then it changed and it was like the fingers. I felt him stretching me out, forcing my hole even wider as he slid deeper and deeper into me. Precum was poring from my cock, and lighting bolts of pleasure wrapped through me. “I’m half way in, how do you feel,” he asked. “Give me all of it.” There was none of the pain I had expected and now I longed to feel him fuck me. It took several more minutes before Simon’s considerable length was all pressed into my gut, and then several more minutes before we moved again. Once Simon was sure I was used to it he pulled back out again and pressed in faster, he did this several more times each time getting a little faster until there was no doubting that he was fucking me. I grunted with each stroke trying to keep quiet say Simon wrecked my hole. He shifted so that he was sitting up more, holding onto my hips for leverage he pounded his big fat cock into my virgin hole. “Fuck you’re tight, I’m not going to last long,” he said. I didn’t care though so long as he would make me feel like this again. “I’m gonna blow my load inside of you. Do you want that? You want my load?” “Yes cum inside me,” I said without thinking. The rhythmic thumping of flesh on flesh had replaced my heartbeat as the rhythm of my driving force and sweat pored off of each of us. “I’m so close,” he whispered, his face contorted with the effort to stave off orgasm for a few moments more, but it was too much. He slammed as deep into me as he could and fired off his load. I groaned much to loudly as I felt his hot seed spill into my guts, knowing in the back of my mind that I should be scared, that I shouldn’t be doing this, but I wanted it so badly. Simon shook a little as he came and then held still, his cock still inside of me for a long moment. Then he kissed me hard on the lips and pulled out of me. We fell asleep in each other’s arms, Simon's cock nestled between my ass cheeks as if ready to leap back inside as soon as possible.

That's where a man's load belongs, deep in another guy's guts.

I'll be at Steamworks on Thursday around 11pm. Let's have some fun in the glory holes. Let's make out. Touch ourselves a little bit. Suck some cock and ride some of it too. I'll top you. .

i was fucked by a homeless guy once, in a park where i had met some random guy from craigslist who wanted to pound my hole in public, it was night time & i was so caught up in enjoying the dick i was riding i didnt notice to guy walk up on us. he asked if wanted to take another dick & the guy fucking me then told him my cunt was all his after he finished. a few minutes later he was busting his nut inside me & as soon as he pulled out of my hole the homeless guy shoved his bare dick inside me, he smelled pretty bad but i was so turned on by the situation i just let him fuck my ass too. he ended up only lasted a few minutes but he was jackhammering into my cunt hard & fast & combined with how much of a slut i felt like, i ended up cumming myself from just his dick pounding my ass... always wanted to do it again ever since, the sheer sluttiness of letting a homeless man breed my ass turns me on so much...

Love the sound of my balls banging against a bottoms ass as I give him a no mercy fucking !

You might be surprised, but I actually like it natural, guys just being themselves. Of course there are other guys who have a fetish for dirty talk or begging as part of dom / sub play. So if you discussed it and both like it, sure, why not indulge in it? But under normal circumstances, please: Stop the play-acting! That will only fool inexperienced tops. Moaning has it's place during sex. If I hit the right spot or push a bottom to his limits, it's normal that he will moan, and it's appreciated feedback. But not ALL them time, that just sounds like a cheap prostitute putting on a show. Same as talk during sex. If you like what is going on, feel free to say so ("Oh yeah, right there"). Also nothing wrong with suggestions / encouragements ("Fuck me doggy style".. "shoot that load in my ass"). But not too much. If it's too exaggerated, it will just sound fake. Also, a top worth his salt usually doesn't like to be bossed around. Same about being loud during sex: It's normal if you're in the throws of passion to get loud once or twice. But screamers are rather annoying. If during the first few thrusts you're just finding a nice rhythm together and the bottom already pretends to be climaxing, it's not only unbelievable, it's also keeps you from getting into that enjoyable pace that feels oh-so right. Personally, I'm self-confident and mature. That's why I go for manly bottoms rather than needy bottoms. Begging as part of domination play is fine, so it depends on the roles and dynamics that have been established up to that point. But out of the blue it's just that: NEEDY. And that's NOT attractive. So: Just BE YOURSELF and do what comes natural.

Other than being a reliable cum provider, this guy doesn't seem worth your time. Don't let him slut shame you. Nothing wrong with being a cum dump. Be proud of who and what you are.

The next scene in the video showed what in my experience was a more typical older guy hitting on a twink.* They were at a party and the guy was being very aggressive and finally convinced the boy to go to a bedroom with him.** Henry said that boy is cute but the guy is an asshole.* He asked if that was the kind of tops I had previously been with and I nodded and he told John to put a different disk on. The next movie was one I knew very well about two guys in a ski lodge and I loved pretending I was the boy role whenever I watched it because he looked so happy and he even sucked his thumb while getting rimmed and again when being fucked.* We were still at the beginning of the movie though and the guy had the boy on his knees and was holding his head and sliding his cock in the boy's mouth.* Henry told me that he reminded him of me and I saw his cock was hard again and I asked him if he wanted me to get on my knees again.* He told me he'd love to see me on my knees again but he had other plans and he stood up and went and prepared some more lines. He called me over and told me to do two of them then he did two and told me to do two more.* When I finished he took my hand and led me back to the table and again lifted me up on to it.* He positioned me so that I was on my belly and I could see on the TV that the boy in the movie was basically in the same position and then Henry started to lick my ass just like in the video.* I felt like I had become that boy and I remember putting my thumb in my mouth and sucking it and Henry telling me I was so cute.* I started dreaming about Henry fucking me and then realized he probably knew this movie and was planning on doing so at the same time as the movie but I also remembered the guy breeding the boy and was worried about Henry doing that to me. Just then Henry started to finger my ass and told me I had a hot tight boyhole and he then told me that he wanted it and he asked me, "Bobby, Daddy wants this, will you give Daddy your boyhole?" I knew I couldn't deny him and told him he could do anything he wanted. He pushed a second finger in me and slowly fucked my boyhole and by then the lines had me flying and I started pushing against his finger but he told me to stop and I should let Daddy do what he wants. I stopped and just watched him and hoped this never ended. He added another finger and told me soon my boyhole would be his and then I'd be his little boy and I started moaning as he was tapping my prostate and I felt so fucking good. He pulled his fingers out and told me I was ready. I stopped sucking my thumb and he took my hand and moved it down and then he pushed my thumb into my boyhole and moved it around then he pushed it back in my mouth and told me I should enjoy my sweet boyhole while he does too. I couldn't believe I was sucking my own ass juice off my thumb but I loved it and knew I'd be doing that again. And now I felt his cock pushing into me. I was letting him fuck me raw and I wasn't scared and he told me that this was now his boyhole and that I was his little boy and I realized then that I never wanted to top again and that I was a bottom boy and between that realization and him getting his entire cock in me I started to shake and sucked my thumb as hard as a could and had an orgasm that ran from my boyhole and spread out to my entire body but didn't stop a few seconds later like a normal one but just continued and I could feel Henry starting to pound me making me shake more. He was saying something but I couldn't hear anything but the feeling throughout my body was getting stronger and then I felt it and my cock started shooting as I went crazy with my body shaking. The next thing I heard was Henry calling my name and asking if I was OK. OK? I was great. He told me I passed out after we came. I asked what happened to me and he told me I had an orgasm from him fucking me and that when he told me he was going to cum in me that I screamed and my cock blew and he held he as a shook and finally I collapsed and past out. He then leaned over me and kissed me and again conquered my mouth, body and soul. Finally his cock softened and slipped out and he walked around the table and held me head and kissed me again. He then told me he wanted me to keep kissing him and he was going to have John fuck me now. What I thought he wanted me and I didn't want John to fuck me but then Henry told me he wanted to hold me while his little boy was fucked and did I want my Daddy to hold me and kiss me and I looked at him and knew I couldn't say no and nodded and he lowered his mouth to mine and a few seconds later I felt John move my legs and my body tensed but Henry whispered to be a good boy and I relaxed and felt John enter me. John started fucking fast and he was saying how much he has wanted to fuck me and how great my ass is. Henry then looked at me and told me I was such a good boy for letting Daddy and Uncle John have my boyhole and then he asked me if I liked being their little boy and I nodded. We could hear John getting close to cumming and Henry told me I should tell Uncle John to fuck me as hard and as fast as he wants and that I wanted his cum in my boyhole. Before I knew what was happening I heard myself begging John to fuck and breed me. Henry put my thumb in my mouth and told me to watch Uncle John's face as he cums in me. As I looked into his eyes he yelled that he was cumming and I loved the look on his face and was happy to know that I was bringing him so much pleasure.

John put his hands on my head and guided me up and down his cock as he told me and Henry what a good cocksucker I was.* I was so happy because I knew I was making him feel good.* Just as the last couple of lines were reaching my brain John started to push into my throat and when I gagged and tried pulling away he held me head tight and let me back up no more than an inch and a few seconds later pulled me forward and this time I didn't gag.* John fucked my throat for a few minutes until he blew his load straight into my throat. After he came he let go of my head and slumped back into chair. Henry walked over and pulled me off of John. Henry stood me up and then pulled my briefs off of me. He told me I looked so cute in my briefs but it was time for them to go. I just stared at him as he got me naked. He then led me to a table and lifted me up and sat me on the table and started kissing me. His kisses were unlike any I have had before. He wasn't forceful but I knew he was conquering my mouth with the way he kissed me. When he was finished kissing me he laid me down and positioned my head off an edge. Saying nothing further he walked over to my head and holding me he pushed his cock into my mouth. He moved very slowly but didn't stop until he was fully in me. He then pulled back just as slowly and then pushed into me again. Just like his kissing he didn't force me but I knew I had surrendered to him. He made a few moans and each time I heard them by body would shake in pleasure. I realized my enjoyment was linked to his enjoyment. Before all sexual pleasure was linked to my cock and right then I didn't even know or care if I was hard, I knew I just wanted to give him whatever he wanted. Henry started to pick up speed. Soon he was pounding my face. It started to hurt a little and was uncomfortable but when he told me to swallow I didn't care because he was about to cum and wanted it to be so good for him. He started to moan louder and squeezed my head harder and fucked my face so fast that really hurt but hearing his moaning made me want more. He yelled as he started cumming and my whole body shook as he came in me. I nursed on his softening cock for a few minutes until he pulled out and bent down and kissed me. He pulled me off the table and hugged me and held me head to his chest for a moment. John got up and made us drinks and Henry set up more lines again and we sat down and started to watch the video again. Henry held me as we watched and I felt awesome.

Rawfuckr: Excellent question! I am on PrEP and have changed my status to Neg + PrEP on BBRTS. Just like those who lie about status, I would have to assume that liars will be present for PrEP. Like you, I am unsure of what their motivations would be however the mind is complex and who knows what the liar is truly thinking. What do I know? Since being on PrEP, my sexual activity has dropped enormously. I've had considerable blow back. I have also thought about lying about my status just to get laid. Sad but true.

I would rather his mouth be kept full of dick, but do not mind him talking. In fact, I will engage him in a conversational manner that doesn't necessarily prevent him from verbalizing his enjoyment. If he becomes demanding, I'm done. If he has the hottest or tightest ass i've ever entered, i'll tell him - he doesn't need/should not ask. Moaning/groaning/etc is fine as long as it does not seem like overly dramatic acting or forced, and as long as it's not so loud that the neighbors are going to call the police.

I like to hear the creaking leather of the sling, the rattling of the chains it's hanging on, ideally with a bookend partner on the other end feeding the bottom ts the same time. Oh, wait...maybe I'd rather hear him panting and moaning into the pillow while I'm on his back with my arms wrapped around his chest, fucking and breathing heavily or licking down the back of his neck. Who am I kidding, I want to hear porn and the guy fucking the other bottom slapping his ass and telling him that he's a worthless dog for gagging while deepthroating a 9 inch cock that just came out of my ass. Hmmm, maybe it's the sound of approaching footsteps in the leaves in the dark wooded park where I'm fucking a guy that drives a pickup truck against a tree along the dirt path running by the creek. Ain't sound amazing?

I'm still on the fence about it some days. Some days I'm like, "Fuck yeah I'm poz. I don't have to take shit from anyone and I can have all the raw sex I want and I'll do whatever because shortened life span and such." And other days I just feel kinda meh and wonder if things would be any different if I was neg. It's probably more of not realling having "positive" friends or guys I know. Most guys I know are neg some are poz. I'd like it more if there was a poz community. If you're able to go out and slut around and be a cumdump then yeah being poz is hella fun. Even better at a cumunion, although there really status doesn't matter to anyone. It's what I love the most about it. Some of the annoying things about being poz are places like clubs or bath houses where guys like to have dark room sex but stress a condom, make you wear a condom, or wear one themselves. They want to have anonymous or unknown sex in seedy places but the condom makes it okay. Could be sort of spoiled from cumunion where bending over, wearing a jockstrap, or hell just standing gets a raw cock in ya and not always a load but a good fuck. Or any ass that's open or bottom in a sling is free game and a nice hole to breed. It's not like that everywhere unfortunately. And some have mentioned this but the bar thing is really a bitch. I get turned down quite a bit when I tell guys I'm poz. Honestly, it seems the only time guys are really okay with me being poz is when they're fucking me in a dark room raw or at a bar and no mention of status I'm just a hole to them and I have no qualms with that. I can honestly say, I wouldn't recommend anyone becoming poz (despite popular vote and fantasy) but for those who are poz or become poz there are some things that make it okay. But I believe everyone who becomes poz finds something a little extra that they didn't have when they were neg. I might not be living the best right now but I am kinda living free, travelling sometimes, and having fun sexual encounters when I have them. For those who are poz, just live.

I always leave the use of rubbers up tot he top. 95% of guys I have hooked up with just shove it in and never ask for a rubber. This guy, who knows what was going on in his head. The important thing is his cum did eventually end up in my ass!

The worst reaction i have received is never hearing from him again. At least not yet. It's been over 2 years. He'll call, right?

I had a long relationship with a homeless guy. I sucked him and he fucked me - this went on for about 10 months,never used protection of course and we both loved it. He was an older black guy and a great partner/kisser. He took me to the homeless hangout and let his friends have their way with me one summer night. Getting fucked under the stars,all of us totally naked. It was lots of fun but otherwise it was me servicing him alone which was just great. I have had a few homeless men through the years as well. They are very horny and enjoy getting their needs met.

Perhaps my initial statement was poorly worded. Let me rephrase. There is more to life than being a cumdump piggy whore. HIV has tendrils that creep into other aspects of your life. There are unintended consequences to HIV that a young Bug Chaser may not have considered. Major purchase often require that you buy disability insurance **1. Disability insurance usually has a few health questions. Policies with health questions usually specifically mention HIV as one their preexisting conditions. For example: Life Investors Insurance Company of America Term Life and Disability Insurance Application -- Question 1. Sometimes it may not be in the questions, but is listed in the consent to release information. For example: Assurity Live Insurance Company: Ohio Application for Mortguage Disability Income Insurance - Page 6. It may also be on the disability insurance Claim Form, in the consent to release information. For example from my bank: Mortgage Disability Insurance (AIMP) Claim Creditor Insurance. Policies that include a provision for HIV, usually limit it to occupational exposure. Regardless of a specific example, I think we can all agree that an HIV diagnosis creates complications for "normal" things like life insurance, travel insurance, or employer required medical exams. Many states have enacted specific laws that criminalize sex while Poz. Some are vague enough that any body fluid is considered a contagion. There are people in jail for zero risk activities like mutual masturbation, or incarcerated for something as stupid as spitting. The day after he shoots his load, an online hookup may regret his "heat of the moment" decision, and decide he want's PEP. A well meaning nurse or doctor may call the police, resulting in charges. It has happened, and the young Pozzie involved felt his life was ruined, and eventually hung himself in jail. Former fuck buds, or jilted lovers may decide to start legal proceedings, claiming you never informed them. Since the discussion happened verbally, a Poz guy has no proof. The Pozzie is considered guilty, until proven innocent. Many Neggies do not react well when you advise them of your status. Some are just rude and insulting, while others get hysterical and say "You're trying to murder me!" Lets not forget all the online profiles with "Clean U B 2" and "D & D Free." They wear you down over time. My worst experience with disclosing my status, was a pup I chatted filthy with for several months. He asked - I revealed - He freaked. Figuring there was no chance, I switched to education mode. After a good discussion on safe sex, he said he wanted to meet, for meat. I went, but it was a set-up for a bashing. (I was aware enough, that I saw it from afar and avoided it.) He was afraid of a little cum in a condom, with the load not even shot while inside him, but he and a bud were perfectly willing to beat my head in with a tire iron. Which would have put him at more risk? I can at least understand the mind set of a bashing when status was disclosed AFTER sex. But Before Sex? Some Neggies are insane. There are countries that do not allow people with HIV to visit them. They require a visa, and it's approval is dependant on a doctor's examination, blood tests, and medical form. Some countries with an HIV embargo don't require a visa. But say you have a cut that requires stitches, and go to the hospital. Your status will be reported to the authorities, and upon completion of your treatment, you will be immediately deported. My diagnosis happened long ago, when death was considered a certainty. As a result, I did not follow some carer paths, set inspirational life goals, and did not plan well for retirement. Being Poz can defiantly change your outlook on life. Poz guys are twice as likely to experience erectile difficulties, and are five times more likely to have low testosterone for their age. A couple of examples of the "early aging" some Poz guys are experiencing. Just a few of "these things you had no idea about." The list is endless. Being Poz isn't romantic. It DOESN'T set you free. It's a ball and chain that shackles you for the rest of your life. **1 From Wikipedia: "In the United States, subject to the Homeowners Protection Act of 1998,[5] a borrower who provides less than 20% down payment up front may be required to pay for private mortgage insurance until the outstanding mortgage is less than 80% of the value of the property" **1 - Canada Mortgage and Housing Corporation (provides protection should the financial institution goes bankrupt): "Mortgage loan insurance is typically required by lenders when homebuyers make a down payment of less than 20% of the purchase price. Mortgage loan insurance helps protect lenders against mortgage default, and enables consumers to purchase homes with a minimum down payment of 5% — with interest rates comparable to those with a 20% down payment." **1 -- CIBC (Canadian Imperial Bank of Commerce) - Mortgage Disability Insurance - Key Benefits: "You'll receive simple and fast approval when the mortgage amount plus the outstanding principal balance of all your other disability insured CIBC brand mortgages is less than or equal to $500,000 and you answer "No" to the Health Questions on the insurance application and your mortgage is approved." Term Life Insurance - From Wikipedia: Because term life insurance is a pure death benefit, its primary use is to provide coverage of financial responsibilities for the insured or his or her beneficiaries. Such responsibilities may include, but are not limited to, consumer debt, dependent care, university education for dependents, funeral costs, and mortgages. Term life insurance may be chosen in favor of "Permanent" or "Whole Life" insurance because Term insurance is usually much less expensive, even if the applicant is an everyday smoker. For example, an individual might choose to obtain a policy whose term expires near his or her retirement age based on the premise that, by the time the individual retires, he would have amassed sufficient funds in retirement savings to provide financial security for the claims. In a guaranteed level premium Term Life insurance, the premium is guaranteed to be the same for a given period of years. The most common terms are 10, 15, 20, and 30 years.

I have recently started trying to have guys record while I suck then off. I have been able to get a couple ok videos of me sucking on a Gloryhole, which was amazing. If you are in northern Cali and want to shoot some video of me sucking your cock hit me up. Always up for taking cock and.loads.

Willing to dump my poz in both of you. Hit me up

The next two month seem to drag on forever. Steve had me working with Marc and Mike on video production. They were telling me I had had a knack for this work. I looked over some of the raw footage from past work and was surprised at some that weren’t used. During that time Ryan spent time working on the basement (in secret) as we discussed the guest list for the party. Typically the Halloween party was a company only event but since this was also our house warming party we were told we could include other guests. There was only person I thought of to invite, the twink from the fourth fuck-fest. Steve told me he would be good to have at the party. Steve loved the videos he was seen in but without a signed released we couldn’t use any of it. Steve wanted him for production value. I told Steve that I could deliver him and gave him a call. When Robert (the twink) answered we caught up on what had been going on since we had last seen each other. He was excited for Ryan and I and even more excited when I asked him to the party. He asked if he could bring a friend. I asked if he meant the guy he came to the fuck-fest with, to which he replied that it was someone else. Robert told me that that guy brought him to the fuck-fest and wasn’t really his type. Robert went on to tell me that right after the fuck-fest he met another twink on line. He told me that this twink’s name was Paul and that the two of them have been chatting ever since they met. I asked if he had fucked Paul yet to be told a definite no since Paul lives in a small town a couple hours away. He went on to tell me that Paul was a chaser and looking to party for the first time. It sounded like this would be a perfect event for him to party and get knocked up. I let Steve know of this development and an evil grin appeared on his face. I had an idea of that Steve was thinking as we went into the production room. Steve pulled a box off the shelf and told me to give it to Ryan when I got home. We had just one week till the party and Steve was guessing that any video shot would be good as gold for a new production. I gave Ryan the box and he disappeared into the basement as I relaxed watching TV. The rest of the week dragged on slower than the previous 8 weeks. When I got home from work on Friday Ryan had a romantic dinner waiting for me on the table. As we ate he handed me a Viagra as we both swallowed our blue pill Ryan said we would need these for later. After we finished eating he told me it was time for me to see the basement. Ryan blindfolded me and led me down the stairs. When we reached the bottom of the steps he took the blind fold off. Ryan had built us a play room equipped with a sling, fuck bench and a bed. Ryan told there used be full bathroom down there but he converted it into an open wet area for cleaning up and for water sports. The sight of all this had me very excited as I could feel the Viagra starting to work. Ryan kissed me as we both stripped down. He suggested we get comfortable on the bed as we kissed and stripped. Once we were naked and on the bad Ryan pulled out two already filled points with everything we needed. I took mine as he kissed me and we both prepared to slam together. Ryan then had a thought that we’d administer to each other as we fixed our tourniquets. As I took the point in my hand and hit a prominent vein on Ryan he did the same with the point in his hand. We both registered the familiar flash and counted down as we emptied the contents. We kissed as the slam hit us and we were lying back on the bed. We began to fuck on the bed, taking out turns inside each other. We made sure to use the sling and fuck bench before we noticed the sun beginning to peak through the block glass windows. We knew it was time to rest up for that night’s party.

When the dick and my mouth are not a perfect fit I can get tired of it. Anyone know what I mean? The worst is sucking an unexciting guy who is way too passive. I like to know what I'm doing is appreciated.

I being a bottom expect that the top will fill my hole with his load since I let him in me raw....any bottom that let's a top in raw should expect the same. If you don't want the load then always use a condom..it really is that simple.