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I've been getting myself on a habit of working out four days a week, trying to maintain my pleasantly cub-esque form, and have been fairly happy with the results thus far. The gym is in San Francisco, and while it's not a 'gay gym' officially, about 90% of its members are the same guys you'll see at the Eagle Tavern donning their leather and smoking their cigars later on. As a result, I've always found this gym to be a fucking turn-on with the ripe mansmells, the beards and chain collars, and the almost mandatory eye-fucking of one another. The place is sexually charged. I normally work out Monday-Thursday after my office closes. I've tried going to the gym with my coworkers who basically do all cardio, no lifting, and the place is filled with early 20's girls in their yoga pants and the gym "bro" type grunting to show off to the aforementioned girls. That place wasn't for me. This week I found myself too busy with work on Thursday so that I wasn't able to make it to the gym before it closed. Friday and Saturday are usually a night of drinking with a few friends, or slutting around by some means (which I did end up doing, by getting my hole bred by a hot Latino bear both nights into the wee hours). Therefore, I found myself waking up early to get there on Sunday before it got busy. I was still pretty tired from the long nights before, but could either sleep for the rest of the day or go find something (someone?) else to do. As I had anticipated, the gym was fairly empty when I got there. A few older men on the cardio machines, not even watching each other but rather watching the news. I figured I'd be in and out within an hour. Getting changed in the locker room, tumbleweeds could've rolled by, it was empty! I stripped down to change and enjoyed a free moment to just let everything hang out. The smell of this locker room always made my dick chub up a bit, and my hole pucker. I stuck one leg up on the bench so that I could reach back and finger my hole a bit. Still wet with cum from the night before, still loose. I started with two fingers, then worked up to three fingers; This was heaven. I started to hear footsteps on the tiled floor so quickly quit my shenanigans and started getting into my gym garb. The footsteps approached me and I looked to my left to see a beautiful, mid-40s man opening his locker. He sported a full, dark beard, huge biceps and a baseball cap that basically said "I don't give a shit". I tried to be subtle while I glanced down to what he was sporting below the waist. Some mighty toned calves (friends don't let friends skip leg day!) and a sizeable package pushing the front of his shorts forward. I stood up, locked my locker and caught his eye, at which point he gave me a smirk. My hole puckered again. The gym floor was still empty and I had access to all of the weights I wanted. I decided it should be chest day and made my way to the rarely-empty press bench. Racked em up, got down and started to pump. After my third set I saw the same daddy from the locker room approaching, and dead stopped in front of me. I unplugged my earbuds and looked up at him stuttering something like "uh, s-sorry, 2 more sets, I promise". His voice was just as sexy as he was, deep and confident when he responded "No, it wasn't that. I used to be a trainer and I think you could be benching more...." I thought about what he said and he was right. I had planned on taking it easy today since my coffee hadn't even kicked in, but I should've been taking it seriously. "You're right. I can handle more" I responded. He grabbed two nearby 35 pound weights and slid them onto the bars, adding about 15 more pounds than my last record. "Think you can handle that?" he inquired, looking me dead in the eyes. While nervous, I wanted to impress this guy. "Sure, no problem" I said, trying to hide the trepidation in my voice. This would be a challenge, I knew. I think he saw right through me and added "I'll spot you, just in case." He positioned himself above my head and I caught a smell of his ripe balls, which made my cock jump. I had hoped he hadn't noticed. FOCUS, I told myself, but it was hard. Halfway through the first set I started struggling, but Daddy was right there to cheer me on. "You got this, keep breathing. Three more, almost done. Two more. One aaand done. Nice job kid." I was sweating already, probably half from the workout and half from this quintessential man hovering over me. "Take a few minutes and then we can finish your last set". I didn't know if I had another one in me but I wasn't about to say no. When I got back down under him I could see his shorts slightly tenting... and then I caught it. He had positioned himself just right so that I could somewhat see up the leg of his shorts and what a sight it was. A veiny, uncut cock, semi-hard that looked wide enough to tear me open. My heart was racing, but I took a deep breath and tried to get back to the task at hand. I made it through five of my eight reps and that was all I could do. I was a bit embarrassed failing in front of him but he just gave me this picture-perfect smile and said "Good job!", which made my heart flutter again. We introduced ourselves, me and Chris and him as Tom, I said thanks, and we parted to finish our workouts. Through the rest of my workout, he was always somewhat nearby on another machine or bench, working those massive biceps. I couldn't help but continue to steal glances, and caught the fact that I wasn't exactly being subtle about it. I was redeemed by the fact that I caught him doing the same thing a few times. After a pretty hefty session, I called it quits since I could barely lift my arms at that point. Daddy was nowhere to be found so I couldn't say goodbye, and I headed for the showers. I crammed my sweat-drenched jock and clothes into the locker, grabbed my favorite soap (gym-provided soaps always suck) and made my way, towel wrapped around my waist, to the showers). Two of the six shower stalls were occupied when I arrived so I took my favorite one at the end. They had plastic walls and doors so there was, unfortunately, no peeking. A few minutes into my shower I found my dick would just not go down, and my hole needed some fingers crammed up there to play with that load of cum from the night before. I started to furiously jack my own cock, while ramming three fingers in and out of my battered cunt. This wouldn't take long, especially after Tom's obvious teasing. I was lost in the moment on the verge of orgasm when I heard my door open and shut, and tried to cover myself to turn around when I saw Tom in his naked glory coming in behind me. My heart was nearly beating out of my chest but he wasn't about to play the hey, will you wash my back for me? game. Instead, he grabbed my by the back of my head and forcefully kissed me. Wow this man could kiss, and his beard brushing my face felt so good. When we broke off the kiss, I just looked at him unsure of what to say. "C'mon boy, I saw your mouth watering when you looked up my shorts. I knew exactly what you wanted. I saw you fingering your hole in the locker room before getting dressed." Shit, he saw that? Well, no harm I guess if this was the result. I looked down at his cock, and damn! At full mast it was even more impressive: veiny, thick, uncut and about nine inches long. I definitely hadn't seen one like that in a long time. When he noticed me looking down, he chuckled. "Yeah, I knew you wanted it," and with that he pulled me in for another deep, wet kiss. I felt his hand creeping down my back to my furry ass, and then felt one of his fingers prod at my hole. "Well, looks like someone beat me to the punch. How fresh is that load, boy?" I could feel myself blushing. "Last night..." "Hmmmm, so it's not from this morning? Well, we'll just have to fix that. Push some out for me." Flushed, I pushed out as much cum as I could into his waiting hand. He brought it up to his face and took a quick lick at it. I saw his dick throb harder when he did that, and he brought his still-cummy hand down to his cock, smearing that slime all over it. WIthout another word, he pushed my hands up against the wall and lined up his cock with my hole. I was glad, at that moment, that I had been fingering my hole all morning because a cock like his was meant for destruction. "You want this, boy?" "Mmmmmm" was all I could mutter out, getting the feeling he was going to give it to me whether I liked it or not. Hi lined up that foreskin-lined-head of his cock right up against my hole, and I pushed my hole out to try to ease the entry. As he pushed forward a bit, I felt the head pop in and I shuddered. It hurt a bit, but nothing unbearable. Then he shoved in a few more inches, brushing hard against my prostate, at which point a giant gob of precum decided to puddle around and drip off of my own rod. "Ready for the rest?" he asked. "Yes, please give it to me" I whimpered, lost in the ecstasy and taboo of getting fucked in the shower. And he did, he gave it to me, all of it. In one long stroke, he bottomed out in my hole, making me gasp loudly into steamy air. Quickly, he used his right hand to cover my mouth, quite tightly, and stayed perfectly still. "Shhhh boy, we don't want to attract any uninvited attention. I don't want to lose my membership here, I just started!" With that, he began thrusting in and out, slowly. My ass felt so full, so perfect at that time. The way my ass should always feel. This is what I needed, something more intense and primal than just pump 'n' dump from the bar. He started picking up pace and really battering my swollen hole. Every time his head brushed my prostate I shuddered, and more precum leaked out of my cock. This was bliss. He began long-dicking me, all the way out, then all the way in. Every time he pulled out my hole was left gaping, which just made him getting back in that much easier. "God boy, that load in your hole feels so good oozing around my cock. I'm gonna blow soon. You want that?" "Yes!" "Yes what?" "Yes SIR" I whispered, ready to do what EVER this man wanted. "You like servicing men?" "Yes!" "I'm not going to say this again. Yes what?" "Yes SIR, I live to service men!" "Good fucker. Your hole is meant for it." He started to furiously thrust his cock all the way into my guts, causing a pleasure/pain that was indescribable. I couldn't stand it anymore and reached down to stroke my own cock. Suddenly, his hand flew down to my wrist and snatched it away from my poor neglected dick. "If you like servicing men, you need to learn that that's your job. Your dick doesn't have anything to do with that!" Like a dejected puppy, I just whimpered "Yes, SIR." My cock was so hard that it hurt, but he was right. He grabbed my other wrist and crossed my arms behind my back with a deadly grip. "Just be quiet boy, I'm almost there." Using my restrained arms for leverage, he pummeled my hole until I felt his cock growing even fatter. My hole was making sloppy sounds around it and then his arm flew around my neck and held me there while he emptied his balls into my guts, as deep as his cock could go. He held me there, my slightly choking around his massive bicep while he shot volley after volley of seed into my swollen hole. After several minutes of sitting just like that, my own cock still straining for attention, he slowly slid out. His load went so deep in me, nothing could possibly fall out at this point. Tom turned me around and looked me in the eye before pulling me in for a no less passionate kiss than before. "I want more of that hole." I nearly jumped with excitement at the prospect of getting another intense session like that. "Yeah? When?" "Later today." Well there we go, I had plans for the afternoon. We wandered out of the shower, drying off, and heading back to our neighboring lockers. While getting dressed, I had to ask. "So when?" "Give me your phone." "Okay" I said, handing it to him. "You're a slow learner, aren't you?" It took me a minute, before realizing the error I had made. "Yes SIR," I responded, taking pride in the fact that I had figured out what he meant. "Better. We'll work on that. Here," he said, handing my phone back to me. He had entered his contact information and an address, not far from the gym, and a time. "You come take care of this cock again, and then you can come to my Superbowl party." "Yes SIR, sounds like fun." I figured a few beers and hotwings after a wild day would be a good way to relax. "You mind helping out at the party, boy?" "No, not at all SIR." "Good, I can always use a bit of help at these things." "Yes SIR, I can do that." "Good. It was nice to... um... meet you, Chris" he said with a wink. All dressed, he grabbed his duffel bag and headed toward the exit. He stopped in his tracks and turned around: "I don't want you touching that cock, or emptying out my load. Got it?" "Yes SIR, got it. I'll just go find some clean clothes and get something to eat, and then I'll head over." "Just wear what you've got on, it's nothing fancy" he responded, with a little evil in his eyes. "But my jock is pretty much soaked fr-" he cut me off at that. "I know, boy. Do as I say, and you'll be rewarded." "Yes SIR, understood." "I'll see you then." He grabbed a muscle milk from the cashier and headed out the door. I was close to follow and I caught a glimpse of him getting into the passenger side of another man's truck, who must have been waiting for him. From inside the truck he caught my eye and I smiled, and then he turned over to talk to the other man and pointed at me with a big grin on his face. The driver grew his own big shit-eating grin and they drove off. I couldn't help but wonder what he said to the other guy, but I imagine it was something along the lines of "That's the dumb slut I just bred in the shower who was whimpering like a fag as I fucked him."., just a few hours to get something to eat before I head over to his place to ride that dick again, and enjoy some Superbowl festivities...

Last summer I had been through a stressful few weeks at work and I really needed a break. I took a couple of days annual leave and booked myself a long weekend in my favourite place in the world - Hamburg. I have quite a few friends there but this time I didn't tell anyone I was going to be there - I just wanted to spend some time on my own relaxing. I also had not had much sex for a while and fully intended taking advantage of all that Hamburg has to offer in terms of clubs and cruising grounds. I flew in to Hamburg on the Friday morning, checked in to my hotel, had a freshen up and went in to town. I wandered around the shops for while and about four o'clock I went in to a Starbucks in the centre of town. The lad who served me was a fit young blond lad with floppy hair. He smiled engagingly as he served me and I took my drink upstairs and settled in a comfortable chair. I was beginning to unwind now and I was in no hurry to move as I listened to the chilled out music they were playing and enjoyed my drink. It wasn't particularly busy in there and after a while the lad who served me came upstairs and began to clear tables and tidy up. He was a fit lad and as I watched him bend over tables to clear them I got a good look at his arse and as he bent over further, his shirt rode up and I could see the top of his pants and his arse crack. My mind began to wander and I began to imagine pulling his pants down and bending him over the table. I had just got to the point in my fantasy where I had finished rimming him and was just pushing my cock up his tight arse when I suddenly felt someone was watching me. I looked across and met the eyes of a smartly dressed dark haired guy who was sitting on his own with a laptop and a coffee. . He looked to be in his early thirties, dressed in a smart shirt and tie, dark trousers and smart shoes. He was looking straight at me, a knowing look in his eyes and as I looked back at him, he looked at the lad's arse and grinned at me. I had been well and truly busted, but I didn't really care. The lad finished clearing the tables and went back downstairs. By now the place had thinned out and there was no one else near us. I looked over to the dark haired guy again and he smiled. He leaned back a little and spread his legs, giving me a good view of the outline of what looked like a fairly big cock through his dark trousers. No one else could see him and he took hold of the bulge in his trousers and began to run his hand over it. I looked at him and ran my tongue over my lips. He grinned again. I didn't really think it was going to go any further but then he closed his lap top and put it in his bag. He got up and as he walked towards me he looked right at me. He then indicated behind me and I realised he was heading for the toilets. He looked at me again just before he entered the toilet and the look was unmistakeable. I waited a minute or two and then I made my way in to the toilet. There was no one at the urinals and I could see the first cubicle was empty. The door to the second was open and I pushed it. He was in there, standing as if he was pissing - but I knew he wasn't. Within seconds I was sitting on the toilet and he was standing in front of me. He unzipped his trousers and pulled them down along with his smart designer pants. I had guessed his cock was pretty big when I saw the outline through his trousers but it wasn't just big - it was fucking huge! I leaned forward and took it into my mouth and he sighed as I began to suck him. I sucked him for a while and he was really getting into it. I could tell he was fairly close to coming and, although I knew we had to be quick, I didn't want it to be over too quickly. I pulled off his cock and motioned him to turn round. He turned round and tried to bend over but it was too cramped to get my tongue up him so he bent over the toilet and I pushed his shirt up over his back, pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue up him. His arse was hairy, but his shit hole was even hairier and I enjoyed every minute of licking his hole out, moving down every now and the to lick his big hairy balls. After a while he stood up and reached into his bag. I thought he was going to produce a condom but it was a small sachet of lube. He looked at me questioningly and indicated that he wanted me to bend over the toilet. I nodded. I am mostly a top and to be honest I had hoped I might get to fuck him but I was so horny now I really wanted that big hairy cock right up me. Soon I was lubed up and bent over the toilet and he was pushing his bare cock against my hole. I hadn't been fucked in a while and I won't pretend it didn't hurt as he pushed slowly but surely right up my arse. He began to fuck me and soon I was enjoying every minute of it. The fact that we were fucking in the toilet of a coffee house in the centre of a busy city made it even more of a turn on. He was thrusting his cock up me hard and fast now and I knew he wasn't going to last much longer. Just when I thought it couldn't get any hornier, he pushed me forward and I bent right over the toilet as he banged me even harder and groaned and I knew he was shooting his load right up me. He kept thrusting and I knew I was taking a big load up my unprotected arse. We were both out of breath as I stood up. He kissed me and then pushed my head down towards his cock. It was clear what he wanted me to do and I bent forward and took the cock that had just been up my arse into my mouth and licked it clean. There was no one about when we left the toilet and he winked at me as he went downstairs and out in to the street. I went downstairs and ordered another drink and as I sat upstairs sipping my drink they were playing "Waterloo Sunset" by the Kinks. I could feel the stress of the last few weeks melting away. I could also feel the nice warm sensation of a big load of spunk up my arse.

PART FOUR I was enjoying being in Sam's arms and us kissing so much that it didn't even register that the lights had been turned on. "CLOSING TIME GUYS!!" came the announcement and I couldn't help but feel a bit disappointed that our time at the bar had come to an end. As I looked into Sam's eyes I asked, "Is it OK if we go back to yours tonight?" "What about your wife?" "I told you, she's away for a few days at a conference." "I was more referring to the fact that you have a wife" I rubbed his rock hard cock through his pants & whispered in his ear, "What wife?" He took my hand and we went outside and hailed a cab. Even though I was still high, being away from the security of the bar made me a little more cautious while we were in the cab. Whenever I saw the driver's eyes look away from the rear view mirror I stroked Sam's cock with a cheeky smile on my face, making sure he was staying hard the whole trip home. I couldn't help but feel proud that I was such a good cocktease on my very first time with a guy. Even though it was only about a 10 minute ride, it was torture for both of us. I wanted Sam's cock so badly, and he wanted me on his cock so badly! Even though I should've been nervous, I was beside myself with excitement when we finally got to his place. He fished in his pocket for his keys, while I couldn't help but do a little fishing myself and put my hand in his other pocket! He opened the door and I couldn't control myself, my tongue deep in his mouth and unzipping his pants to get a proper grip on his cock. Between kisses he managed to get out, "Are you sure you don't want a drink of water or anything?" "There's only one thing I want right now" I replied and pulled both his pants & briefs down in one motion. I could see a couch out of the corner of my eye and pushed him towards it, him stumbling with his pants round his ankles and shoes & socks still on. He sat down and leant forward to take them off, but I pushed him back wanting a proper look at the hard cock I'd been anticipating. It was like something I'd seen in the (many, many) porn movies I'd watched in my time. It would have been 9 or 10 inches uncut and even though I should have been intimidated I was so excited to suck my first ever cock, and that I'd have so much to work with. All I could say as I looked at it was "Wow". "That's usually what most guys say when they see it" Sam replied with a smile. I smiled too looking at the head, glistening with precum, knowing that I'd turned on my first guy so much. I started licking all round the head, lapping up & savouring the taste of both his cock and the precum leaking from it. Knowing how much I loved eye contact from Jessie when receiving a blowjob I looked deep into Sam's eyes as I started to really suck his cock, working my hand up and down his shaft. It was only then that I realised he was more or less still fully clothed, but with his pants around his ankles. It didn't worry me though as I was too busy enjoying every inch of my first ever cock, courtesy of this sexy older man. As I sucked him, Sam reached into a drawer next to the couch, pulled out a little glass bottle and started to unscrew the lid. He took a deep sniff out of the bottle in each nostril & I felt his cock get even harder (as if that was even possible!) "What are those?" I asked. "They're called poppers. A lot of guys use them to make the highs even higher" he replied between moans. I snatched them off him and inhaled them deeply. Immediately I was flying and there was only thing I could think of, wanting Sam deep inside me. I pulled my clothes off as quickly as I could until I was stark naked in front of Sam. "My god Adam, you're amazing" Sam said as he looked up at me. "I want you to fuck me Sam" I sighed as I straddled him. I coated my hand in spit and ran it up & down his cock, lubing it up as much as I could because I knew it would be a bit of work to get him inside me. "Take another hit of the poppers" Adam told me, "They'll loosen up your hole & make it a lot easier". I took a massive hit and aimed his cock at my virgin hole. My eyes widened as I felt the head of his cock inside me and moaned in a mixture of pain & pleasure. "Just gently ease your way down" Sam told me and I started to work his cock inside me, holding it as I tried to control things. Before I knew it he was halfway inside me and I already felt so full! "You're doing great baby" Sam said, looking into my eyes. I knew then that it was my job that night to do everything I could please this beautiful man. I took one more hit and sat down on his cock, feeling his balls rubbing against mine. "Ooooh yes" I moaned in delight and kissed Sam deeply. "You like being inside me, my sexy man?" "You're so tight and beautiful" he replied as I rocked on his cock. "The only thing is, you've got me so horny, I don't think I'll last very long. That's alright my man, we've got all the time in the world" and I started to ride him, taking another hit before handing them to him. He took a massive hit & seemingly within seconds screamed "OH MY GOD, I'M GONNA CUM!!!!!" Knowing what I liked when I was about to cum, I held his face in my hands and kissed him like I'd never kissed anyone before. It should've been strange to me that I was so willing to take on the female role in this situation but I just wanted to make my man happy. The moment I felt the first spurt of cum paint the inside of my ass I was so happy that this sexy guy wanted to plant his seed inside me. I rocked gently on him, milking his hard cock before it flopped out of me. I let out a little groan of disappointment "Turn around and let me look at you" Sam said. I eagerly turned round & bent over to present my ass to him as he adjusted his pants, pushing them all the way down, hands in his pockets. "Ooops, little bit of cum seeping out." He said and quickly pushed a couple of fingers inside me to get it back in while I giggled. I felt a sharp pain but just figured it was due to my ass getting fucked for the first time... END OF PART FOUR

I’m going to start by stating that what I’m about to reveal is all true. Any inserted pics are real and are of me. I’ve been an avid reader and part-time participant in the hook up section of this site for years, but I’ve never posted a story, even though I’ve unloaded countless times reading those of others. Many of the stories are about a single event that guys focus on as their transformation, their conversion; they use words like being impregnated, bred, seeded. Don’t get me wrong they’re all hot and fuckn sexy words to use, and I relate to the impact of how words impact and enhances our sex. But I’m going to be honest and say that for me, becoming a poz’d cum hungry, cock worshiping fuckn bareback bottom pig that wants the let my animal out, was no single event. It was what I like to think of as an evolution over many years. It started with the first man’s cock I saw at the age of 6 and from there the journey started. It was my oldest brothers, 14 years older than me. We stripped down to put on swimming trunks, and from my vantage point sitting on my bed, him standing in front of me, all I saw at eye level was his masculine, hairy, meaty thick cock and heavy hung balls swinging in front of me. To this day I can still see it. When I saw my brothers cock, I distinctly remember a tightness in my mid-spine, I remember my hands began shaking and I felt flush all over. I was light headed and then I became warm all over. That feeling still strikes me today when I’m presented with a full meaty man cock, the only exception is that now I know that signal is my instinct, my animal, now my mouth drools and my fuck chute starts to expand from the inside and contracting. Through this journey I opened some doors myself, others were opened and I walked through, some I ran through. Sometimes eyes wide open, sometimes eyes wide shut. There wasn’t a single path I took that I was forced down by anyone other than my growing desire for cock and my growing insatiable need for more. More cock, more cum, more sex, more connection, always more. Before I focus on the single event that I know poz’d my fuckhole, you need to know that until 10 years ago I was a total top. I spent 8 years in the military; I’m 5’11” and average 180 lbs. I’m masculine, buzz cut, goatee, nice pecs 46” chest, hard nips, and hung thick about 7 ½. For years I lived just beneath the surface of the gay lifestyle. Yes, closeted. I had a girl friend, her daddy was the mayor of the town my military base was in, but I had my fuck buddies, most were military, some not. Some were the sons and brothers of guys I served with, but I was always the top. Always bare. Every roommate I had in the military, I “had”, except for one. I made a game of seducing the military hotties, getting them stoned, or drunk The scare of the 1980’s didn’t stop me because in my mind I was the one seeding hole. I was the one getting some twink to swing on my lob and swallow my jizz through some greasy glory hole. I picked up tricks in arcades and hitchhikers downtown and used their mouths and holes in my truck or at their places. I wasn’t concerned. By the mid to late 1990’s however, the number of willing cum junkies was diminishing rapidly. I was now out of the military and my source of fresh young and easy inexperienced drinkers and stoners was cut off. It was a new game. I came out to my girlfriend, and she came out to me. A lipstick lesbian.. ah well.. who could ask for anything better when we both needed a “date”, we were set. All these years later, we’re still best friends. It was in the late 90’s when it hit me like a ton of bricks. Condoms were on the menu and I didn’t want any. I thought I was destined to a life of yanking off or glory hole blowjobs. It was during that time that I acquired a taste for glory holes, and within a year, it was me on my knees sucking some amazing cocks. It was me licking my lips through an open hole in the plywood at arcades in Houston to entice my next load. My appetite grew to where I literally went to the arcade every day for lunch, and after work I was there until nearly 11pm at least 4 nights a week and longer on weekends. I had sucked cock in grade school and high school and ate my share of teen cum loads, but nothing like this. I began using the Internet more and more, and over time I had a steady train of men, gay, bi, and married coming to my place for head. Then I started secretly filming it. I filmed myself giving blowjob after blowjob to these unnamed men. So many that I have two four-hour tapes of myself sucking and swallowing sperm. I’d transfer the film to tape and spend hours watching myself, but more I was focused on the faces of the men I was sucking off. What worked, what was it I was doing that made them go over the edge and feed me their spunk. Over time, I started referring to these tapes as my training aids.. I was learning how to be a better cock sucker, a better provider.. and today, I am still told my mouth is amazing. I simply reversed my role and became the cock sucker I had always wished I had. Sucking cock was and still is a passion, but that too transformed to worship; to using my mouth only without hands ~ licking, tasting, suckling and nursing on a man’s nads until he feeds me. That rapidly became my reward. It was late 1999 when my lust for more grew greater. I was chatting with several guys on line through various sites. One in particular caught my attention. He was a masculine, built hot top man with a massive cock that he would occasionally pump. He got into my head. He was a master at getting what he wanted, and even then I thought I had my shit together. He coached me with his words, asked me pointed questions about my sexuality, made me start questioning why I hadn’t given up my hole. He had me send him pics of myself finger fucking my ass, then over a short period I surprised him with a pic of a plug in my hole. We chatted for about 3 months, and then he informed me that he’d just become single again and wanted to hook up. Knowing he was a full top gave me some hesitation but I wanted to taste his cock and let him get off in my throat. I toyed with the idea for a few days, and then responded that I’d be there on Friday night. I arrived on time and we had some small talk while he offered me a drink. He invited me upstairs to his loft over looking Puget Sound in Seattle. Once in the loft I saw two large king size mattresses raised up off the floor about thigh height, covered in black play sheets. Three of the walls had large mirrors on them with stands of white Christmas tree lights strung all through the rafters in the ceiling. On the far wall was a large 40 some odd inch screen with bareback porn playing on it mixed with some serious hole stretching and toys. On the lower tier of the wall, extending the full length of the room were shelves packed with an arsenal of hole toys, gear, leather, straps, chains, bottles of liquids, jellies and other oils. I was amazed, my spine began its contractions sending my brain the message that this was not going to be a typical night of suck and swallow. As we sat down on one of the mattresses, we began to undress. It took little time for us both to be naked and I was pleasantly impressed by what I saw. I reached out to him and he fell on top of me and began to lick every part of my body. I felt his cock grow rapidly as it pressed into my thigh sending its own heat to my groin. I grabbed his ass and it felt like marble and as hard as his cock. He stuck his tongue down my throat and pinched my nips… “ouch man, take it easy…” He looked me in the eye and said, “hey boy, no problem, let’s relax before I show you a few things.” I sat back on the mattress with my head against a pillow on the wall and admired his body as he walked across the room to flip out the lights leaving only the strands of lights showing in the room. He offered me another drink he’d taken from a small refrigerator and I drank it slowly at first because although it was only a Sprite, the glass must have been dirty. It tasted salty. I figured being a good guest, I’d just swallow it faster and that the liquid would eventually wash off anything on the glass. He sat back down beside me on the bed and began to kiss me gently, making out with me, darting his tongue in and out of my mouth. My eyes were closed. A few moments went by and I opened my eyes and felt nauseous. I told him I thought I was going to puke. He put me on my stomach and began rubbing my back, telling me to take deep breathes, that it was okay, that I was just starting to feel the buzz. “The buzz?” I asked, “yea man, I gave you a little G to settle our nerves. I’d never used anything other than pot in my life. I had no idea what this shit was, but I know I was, as he said, relaxing. That night was spent with him eating my hole, fingering my hole, me swallowing his cock and eating his cum. The entire time he was telling me what a “good boy” I was, and how he loved licking and tasting my “pussy”. He said it so many times that I began to respond to his comments of praise. Telling him how good my pussy felt up against his goatee and tongue. Mentally I went to a different place. I found myself being encouraged to expose a part of me I knew existed but had always repressed and hidden. He cupped my cock and balls as he tongue fucked me, and milked my cock of my load and smeared it all over and into my hole.. and he ate me. It was with this man that I spent every single weekend for the next 3 months. He never put his cock in my ass, but before our time was over, he had introduced me to a sling, to receiving a booty bump of Tina, and most importantly, he transformed my physical and mental being from a top with an asshole, to a curious bottom with a pussy. He ended up getting back with his ex, but on our last visit he told me that he had taken me on a journey that he wouldn’t forget. That he hoped in someway he’d helped me realize that I was meant to take cock in my pussy, and my pussy was meant to be transformed further into a whore’s cunt. In truth I sort of understood what he was saying, but only from what he had been telling me and from the porn he’d been flashing at me in my drugged induced states of mind. It was right about this same time that the man who took me the rest of the way walked in my life. His name was John. I met him about a year prior in the park cruising and I’d had the pleasure of blowing him from time to time. One afternoon John called and told me he wanted to see me and about an hour later he was pulling up in my driveway. We had a drink, smoked a few cigarettes and we caught up on what we’d being up to. I shared with him, at least in parts, my recent adventures and the fact I’d found out I had a pussy after all. He grinned and told me he’d love to try it out for himself sometime but that the real reason he had come over was to ask if he could rent out a room from me. He and his partner were splitting up. We discussed it and came to an agreement. Since we were both in construction, I told him if he’d help me with finishing off my basement, I’d give him a lower rent. The following weekend John moved in. John was four years older than me. He was tall, smooth muscular swimmers build, shaved head and brown eyes and about 8”. He was a top. About 2 weeks after moving in and getting settled, I came home to find that the sling I had ordered arrived UPS. I took it to the basement and told John that my project was beginning. It took about a week before the play space was done, as was the adjoining ‘party room’. The sling was hung and I immediately began the process of buying my own toys. John asked if he was allowed to use the room as well and of course I agreed. He added his own toys and gear to a shelf on the far wall. The weekend approached and as I got home from work a car was leaving my driveway. I didn’t’ recognize the guy but found out later that it was John’s connection. John showed me what he’d purchased. Two eight-balls of Tina, 8 vials of G, some E and something called “Special K”. I was amazed and wanted to know about the K. He put his arms on my shoulders and looked me in the eye and said, “I’ll show you if you want, but it’s your pussy I want this weekend, are you up for it?” There went my spine again.. and he knew I was up for it. He told me to clean out good, that I should use his shower attachment in the guest bath. He asked me if he could freshen up my buzz cut for me and I agreed. He told me that he had laid out some things in my room he’d like me to wear. I felt a feeling of being taken care of, like he was primping me, and I said, “man, no one has ever gotten this into a scene with me before.” He came in my room, me standing there naked, and he said “hey buddy, this isn’t a scene, I want to experience your sex, and I want you to let yourself go for me. You’re always the one in charge at work, you’re in charge at everything all the time, but now I want you to be my pussy boy and I want you to FEEL like my boy.” I blushed and told him I was beginning to get real excited, but was a little nervous too. “We’ll fix that soon enough.” I went down to the basement naked with the gear. He had me go to the restroom and there he proceeded to buzz my head. When he was finished, he asked me if it would all right to take digital pics from time to time of our playing and I agreed. He handed me the gear he wanted me to wear, a leather collar, ankle high black leather work boots with low rise red socks. Then he told me to go to the sling and get in. I went in the new play space, and saw on the black charcoal painted walls where he’d written with a white grease pencil lude comments like “take my pussy” and “seed my cunt”. Over the top of the sling on the wall behind it and the section of chain link fence was an arrow pointing down with the words, “poz my cunt”. I climbed in the sling and waited, music began to fill the room. It was Butt Boy. I’d heard it before but somehow in this space it seemed surreal. A moment later John entered the room and set a large tray down on the stool under the sling out of my line of vision. He had put a towel over the tray so I couldn’t see what was on it. He took my feet, one at a time and put them through the leather stirrups. The toe of the boot made it tough to fit through, but he was able to get them in saying, “you won’t be getting out of these without untying the boot.” Then John leaned forward and, rubbing my pecs gently and making my nips rise, said, “Do you trust me?” From somewhere deep inside I knew I did. Here was a man I hardly knew that I let move into my house. I’d given him a key. He’d been there just over 3 weeks, and I knew somehow I wanted to give myself this experience with him. I said just that, but not quite in those exact words. He smiled and then left the room, returning with a standard kitchen chair and my camera to take a few pictures. After the pics, he sat down in the chair and leaned forward. He told me to scoot down in the sling, to let my ass hang off and just over the edge… “come on boy, show me your pussy for the first time.. let me see how beautiful your boypussy is before I transform it into a cunt.” I did as he asked and he met me with his mouth. He started slowly, tasting me, saying words to me that made me feel like a virgin bitch about to loose her cherry. I squirmed and wiggled my hips and flexed my ass cheeks. From time to time we’d share intimate sexual fantasies. Then John sat back and I saw him focusing on what was under the sling. I saw the towel in his hand as he draped it over the seat of the chair and sat back down. Then he told me he was going to give me a booty bump of T. But before that, he wanted me to do a small shot of G. He handed me a shot glass, the G was mixed with coca-cola. “Go ahead, take it.” I asked him if he was going to do any and he said not to worry, he’d be following me along shortly. I took the shot and swallowed it quickly. I liked this method and used it from then on when doing G. I didn’t have to fight a long ass drink of shit I couldn’t stomach. This was a direct shot. John reached over and began to put some kind of locking device on my cock. “What’s that?” “I don’t want you touching yourself. You need to focus on your pussy and what I am doing to it. You need to listen and respond (laughing) as best you can.”. I was in a chastity device. My cock locked in a metal tube and handcuffed around my ball sac. I couldn’t jack off, but I was able to piss through it which he had me do to use my chem’d piss later. I began feeling Johns fingers on my ass, he spit on his finger and probed my ass. “you are fuckn tight boy! Making my cock throb, fuck!” I grinned and he told me I was going to be bumped. I saw a syringe, not like one you’d get a shot with, a little larger, like one you’d use to give a baby liquid, except longer. I felt the length of the tube enter me, and then he paused, “look in my eyes boy, keep looking in my eyes until I say you don’t have to.” I did as he asked. Then he squeezed the plunger, and I felt a warm rush of liquid. It wasn’t a lot of liquid, just a small amount, but the warmth grew until it was hot and I wiggled around in the sling.. “oh fuck John, is it supposed to burn?” “Relax boy, just sit back a second, let me sooth it for you… and with that he spit on his finger again, and it disappeared under the sling, then back up my hole.. it burned more and I thought it was from him inserting his finger without enough spit. “John, it’s burning all over now.. “, he stuck another finger in and began to massage the inside of my pussy. I kept my eyes locked on his, he on mine.. and I began to spin. “yea fucker, you’re feeling it aren’t you?” All I could do is moan and my eyes began to flutter in my skull. “Your fuckn daddy gave you a big bump of T boy, and I rubbed more in there bare with my finger. You’re already getting real wet and opening up for me boy.” I closed my eyes and he began his magic. My pussy was expanding to his touch, sucking at everything he put near it or in it. Over the next hour he coached me, telling me when to relax, when to clamp down, asking me what I was feeling, praising me, telling me I was a good boy, how much he loved my pussy and asking me if I wanted to be made a poz cunt. I knew I wanted it and told him so. I took a broken deep breath and blurted out, “yes, please, help me be who I am, please.” He smiled and had me open my mouth, he spit more G into my mouth and I swallowed it pure. More pictures, more porn playing but this time it was extreme hole stretching porn. I watched the screen as skilled holes took large and then larger toys and fingers and hands, and feet and cocks. John asked me what I needed, “I need to get fuckn chemed hard and have my pussy taken Sir like that!” pointing at the screen. That’s all he needed to hear. “You want me to turn you out boy? You want a gaping cum dripping cunt don’t you boy?” he asked. “Yes, I want to be a cunt that you’ll be proud of, that men will want to use.” John blindfolded me and strapped one hand to the sling, locking it in the wrist cuff. With the other he drew it out straight to the side and strapped my wrist to the handcuffs bolted to the sidewall. He introduced me to Special K. He took a straw and put it up my nostril, pinching the other, “snort it for your dad boy.. show dad how much you want your pussy taken.” I inhaled thinking it was T. In no time my teeth felt numb like coke does but it spread through my body and beneath the blindfold I was “seeing” an array of swirls and color.. I moaned and smiled and felt suction on my nips. “you need some swollen pig nips to adorn this cunt I’m gonna give you boy. Something for dad to fiddle with and suck on when I fuck you”. He placed nip pump tubes on my nips and pumped them up and then I felt him begin to probe my hole again. Large amounts of lube went in my hole and I heard something pumping it in like a caulking gun sounds, followed by a substantial plug. All the while, he was praising me for being a good boy. Then after a few minutes, I felt him strap my extended bicep down to something, and he asked me to breath real deep and not to move.. I did as he said. He asked me how my hole felt and told me that if I hadn’t noticed, it was actively sucking on the plug all by itself. The image hit my brain and I felt I was where I belonged. Then I felt the prick in my arm.. “deep breath boy”.. and the strap removed from my bicep. I coughed hard, not once or twice but three times.. “what do you say boy?” “what the fuck?” “I just slammed you boy.. now what do you say to your dad?’ All I got out was “thank y….ssrr” I was spinning in no time and yet somehow I was still connected to his voice. John sat back down and removed the plug from my ass and then continued to coach me, talk to me, praise me, and replaced one toy after another, fucking me, opening me, telling me how beautiful my pussy was. He put most of his hand in my pussy and began fucking me that way. He shoved a vibrating fat dildo up my ass and that is when I had my first anal orgasm, followed quickly by my flaccid, caged cock, spewing my load of cum out. John cheered “fuck yea pigboy, you’re doing so great!” and congratulated me on cumming with my “boy cock”. He took my load in his mouth, licking it up and spit it in my mouth and fingered the rest up my warm cunt. He continued working my begging eager cunt until I was in total abandon mumbling, begging and asking him to open me more. “boy… I want to breed you.. do you know what that means?” I could only mumble “more please, more”. He removed my blindfold, wiped my face with a towel and had me drink some water. I want to make your cunt a poz cum dump, are you okay with that? “Yes, please, more I want to learn more and make you happy.” I meant it, I had one moment of contemplation and then I felt him touch my open cunt with his thumb and I pushed down until, as he said, my “rosebud just invited him in”. John spent the entire evening from the time I got in that sling around 7pm until the next morning late hours working my cunt. Spreading my lips, rubbing k on my cunt lips until they drooled and hung free and wrapped around whatever he put in there. He stopped calling it a pussy and referred to it as a cunt. He said it was because it was now holding itself open, was wet and drooling and had a nice set of swollen lips hanging from it. He would “diddle” in my hole and tug on my lips to show me. He sucked and chewed on my open cunt. He took pics and showed me what had become of my “top man asshole”. I was born again, and proud of my cunt. He told me to show it off whenever I was around him. We rested some on Saturday afternoon and were back at it Saturday night. This time however, he had me using mostly K, and within about an hour had me taking the biggest toys he had. It was then that he finally put his cock in me with a toy at the same time and unloaded his poz cum in my cunt. From then on, he loved seeding me in any fashion he could. He kept me naked and squatting or in some fashion that he could have easy access to my exposed swollen cunt. We spent the next 7 days naked and converting. He called into my work and took vacation days claiming I had to go out of town. I was chemed up most of the time. He took me to parks to take cocks in my cunt, to arcades and one night we went to the baths at club Z where he let the door open and any walk ins could fuck me bare. On the 5th day he got on line and invited 9 other guys, versatile and tops over, all poz to share his freshly transformed cum hungry poz cunt. He was as proud as I was, bragging about it in the hallways at the baths. It was about a year later I ended up in the hospital with PCP pneumonia. A viral load of over 380,000 and Tcell count of only 30. I had full blown AIDS and was put on AZT. I recovered in time, am on meds, non-detect now with Tcells about 800, but John was around to see me through that too. He died of AIDS in 2005, his body refusing any cocktail combination. From my first time with John, that experience, my stepping off into the place I knew I belonged, trusting a man, and pleasuring one with my cunt, I began a ritual of nearly every weekend for 2 ½ years of being a cum dump for him and others, spreading my cunt to take cock and seed. I continue that journey now and it has been full of perversions, carried out in bath houses and sex clubs, bars, house parties and alley ways. John took me to Palm Springs, LA, New Orleans, Chicago. We attended large group barebacking parties, one in Laguna where I was the only bottom chemed and strapped in a sling for a group of 17 men for a full day while they enjoyed partying. He whored me out in Palm Springs at resorts, and achieved yet another transformation as my cunt fully excepted full fists for the first time. To this day my hunger continues to be fed by those things I have yet to enjoy, those men I have yet to pleasure with my cunt and those I enjoy repeating. My conversion has been an evolution, and one I would not change.

First Time with Hard Drugs It started out as any normal night with me on line looking for a hook up. I had no idea I would end up here, in this house about to do hard drugs for the first time. May name is CJ (that stands for Christian John), I am 27, 5’ 11”, weigh about 145 pounds with brown hair and eyes. I had always considered myself to be a straight lace guy only getting drunk on occasion and never touching drugs of any kind. Then I met Chris. I was on one of the usual hook up sites when he messaged me. His pics didn’t do him justice. He was just over 6’ tall with a lean, swimmers build, long blond hair (surfer like) and blue eyes. But what really grabbed my attention was what he was packing between his legs. Let’s just say there are 2 things I hate, size queens and guys with small dicks. We exchanged the usual messages about what we were into, what we were looking for, positions and such. I never thought I had a chance with this guy till he invited me over to party. I was a little skeptical but he gave me his phone number and I called him to finalize plans. I cleaned myself up (and out) really well and was out the door. He lived relatively close to me along the bus line I used to get to work. I hoped the next bus and in 15-20 minutes I was at his building. I buzzed him half expecting to be told that no one by the name Chris lived here, but he answered the buzzer and buzzed me into the building. I found my way up the elevator and to his door. The usual pleasantries were exchanged and soon we were getting down to business. He was a great kisser. In no time we had our clothes off and were in his bedroom. He had some porn already playing on the TV there and we resumed kissing. Then he stopped and said that he’d be right back. He headed into the bathroom, I assumed to pee, but came back with a couple of needles filled with a clear liquid. He said I’ll do your first then myself. To say I was a little scared would put it mildly. I was so hot for this guy I thought what harm could there be in trying what he had to offer. I sat there silent and let him do his thing. Here I was about to try hard drugs for the first time. He put a belt around my left bicep. Took one of the needles and stuck it in my arm. I watched as he drew back a little bit of blood and then it all disappeared into my arm. He loosened the belt and I felt a warmth rush up my arm into my chest and throat. I suddenly felt as if I couldn’t breathe when I coughed really hard. All I could do was say “FUCK!” and “WOW!” I felt as if my senses were in over drive. I watched as he did himself and noticed that his cock was super hard where mine was shriveled up. Chris leaned in a kissed me. He was all over me like an animal. AS the drug took a hold of me I felt an increasing need to get fucked. And when Chris began to rim my hole that need increased 100 times. I found myself moaning and begging for his cock inside me. What I didn’t expect was that he was going to stick it in raw. When he moved up me and positioned his cock at my hole (no wait he just slid it in) I was a little shocked. But the feeling was overwhelming I couldn’t resist it. I just yelled out, “Give it to me Chris, fuck me.” Chris was balls deep in side me in seconds. He just held still while I tried to wiggle my ass for movement. I looked him in the eye and begged him to pound me. He had this shit eating grin on his face as he began to fuck me in earnest. It felt incredible. I had never been fucked like this before. He knew exactly how to make me feel good in all the right places. I don’t recall how long we had been fucking, but I remember looking at his alarm clock. It was around 1 am when his breathing became heavier, quicker and he began to fuck me quicker. I watched his face as he began to grunt. Then I felt him tense up as his cock spasmed in my ass. I swore I felt a warmth deep inside me and knew he was cuming. After he came down from his orgasm I noticed that he was still rock hard. He commented, “Thanks to Viagra I should be hard all night.” He fucked me missionary, doggy style, standing up, laying on our sides. We fucked in the shower, out in his living room and he even fucked me on the kitchen table. He gave me a couple more ‘shots’ over the time I was there, 4 shots in all. I left late on Sunday with a sore ass. As I rode the bus home I could feel his cum leaking from my hole. I knew when I stood up to get off the bus everyone would see the wet spot. At that point I didn’t care; I was just looking forward to getting with Chris again next weekend.

To all you bottom sluts out there, do you still do sleepovers and walk of shames or do you leave right after coitus? I must admit, I often like having another round in the morning and love walking home in the morning with a fresh load...

---continue--- Life’s been hectic for a few days and forgot about the app. Me and my bf were messaging back and forth on a day he was bored at work but couldn’t get away and I was home alone. I was horny so thought I’d check the app. I logged on and had a few messages, one being from my very own bf. BF: So, I see you are on here. Shit, he saw me on here. Why didn't he say anything and waited for a reply here? Me: Just chatting to people and such, say’s right in my profile hun. You? I asked him wondering what he’ll say, wasn't long before he did message me back on the app BF: The same, interesting people on here. Me: defiantly, keep having to block people wanting to hookup only. BF: I hear you, back to texting babe. With that he resumed sending just text messages about whatever we were talking about. I checked other messages, mostly from other people I did just chat with. Caught up with them when I noticed I was growing hard. I knew my bf wouldn't be out of work for several hours. I decided to contact that guy again. Me: Hey. The guy: Hey, how are you feeling? Me: Pretty good, but bored. You? The guy: Horny as fuck. Me: Cum over. I need cum in me now. The guy: Sure thing stud. Be there in 15 minutes. With that he went offline; I kept texting my bf while I got ready. I unlocked my door, cleaned out, took my clothes off. I was lying in my bed when the guy came in. Surprising he brought two new guys with. I put my phone down ignoring my bf for the now 3 cocks that were going to go inside of me. Each guy got dressed and slowly jacked off while I went and got face down in my bed. The guy who’s fucked me before teased my hole with his cock head. I started to moan and wanted to remember this moment for some reason. Me: Hey, mind if we video this with my camera? *I point to my webcam on the desk* The guy: Do what the cheating slut asks. *one of the guys turns it on* The guy: for your boyfriend slut? the guy asked as he slid his cock in me/ Me: When the time is right. Yeah, fuck me. And that’s all that was said for over an hour and a half with the exception of moaning and grunting. Each guy must have blown two loads in me each. I only knew of the one guy’s status. One of the guys mounted me for one last amazing fuck. He was going slower than he did the other few times and more verbal which then I found out his status too. Guy: Yeah take it pig. Me: mmhmm. Guy: Take my toxic nut to your boyfriend. *he slams into me* Me: fuck yeah! Guy: Will you share my poz cum with your bitch?! *he starts fucking faster* Me: FUCK YES! *he’s going balls deep with what I just can only imagine is a beer can thick 9” cock* Me: HE’LL ACCEPT YOUR GIFT THROUGH ME! Guy: HERE’S MY TOXIC SEED SLUT!!! He again came inside of me. He slowly moved his dick out of my cummy hole. He then goes and fingers me a few times, lightly scratching the walls of my ass. I felt helpless laying in a pool of my sweat enjoying the glow from an amazing fuck session. Soon, he stopped and got dressed. He left shortly after with the rest of them. I still haven’t cum and went back to my phone. A few messages from my bf where there and I told him I ran out of juice and didn't notice till a while ago. He bought it. I asked what his evening plans were, he said just chilling at home playing games. I suggested we go out to eat to a nice restaurant and get a motel room for the night. He liked the idea so I went to book it. He sent me a text to forget the condoms. Pfft, like I was going to bring them. I then remembered something while getting off my now sweat drenched bed. I went to my computer, smiled to the camera; and then stopped the recording. I got out my butt plug and put it in its right place before I went to my shower to get cleaned off for the night. =====that’s it===== I'm very busy so don't expect another chapter soon. I have a few other ideas’ I want to write. This probably wasn't the best chapter. Oh well. : P

This is very unlikely unless you are in a fuck party or you are fucking someone who just got fucked. Even then it would be a really low risk event and then PrEP would be there for you. If you did this over and over again then you may have a problem, but the occasional one off event it's fine, like in yes, there is the minimal chance of getting HIV even on PrEP but if that chance if lower that you getting killed by lighting you may want to take the risk. The way to get HIV for gay men is taking poz unmedicated loads in your ass that come from the negs, negs don't know, or unmedicated poz. Staying on top and with PrEP is very low risk regardless of everything else.

Amazing vid from this guy. Two of the comments: - Fucking dirty cum whore!!! Bellisimo - my god TIM has a run for its money in italy http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=l70N7-G496-#.VNYMenl0zIU Gangbang italiana Ten pigs fuck my ass and my mouth with no mercy. Final cum gift starts at 6:08

Took the day off and normally wake at 5:30a for work so logged on and immediately found two straight men who needed a hole to breed so scheduled two anonymous pump and dumps then joined a group of 4 guys that were looking for a cummy pig btm to breed. Ended up with 6 loads before 10a.

When I woke up, I was on the basement floor with dried cum on my ass, legs and mouth. As I started to stir, Sam came downstairs and noticed I was awake. He then took me into the bathroom to shower and get cleaned up. As I started to shower and wash my body, Sam joined me in the shower with his hard cock and pushed me under the shower head and then pushed his cock into me. As he slowly fucked me in the shower he was using his hands to soap up the rest of my body including my rock hard cock. He was slowly rubbing my cock as he was fucking my ass and as I began to shoot ropes of cum against the shower wall, he was shooting ropes of cum inside of me. After the shower we dried off and went into the kitchen where my dad was. Dad says that I should know what happened between him and my mother. He begins to explain what happened. Before he left us he explained, how he and my mother hadn’t had sex in months and one night after work he went into a new bar by the office. He didn’t realize at the time it was a leather bar as it was only about 5:45 at night and the place was mainly empty. He said that he was drinking jack daniels and Sam noticed him and started talking to him and buying him more drinks. Sam realized that my dad didn’t know what type of bar he was in or that my dad was gay at the time but Sam decided to change both of those things that night. So has he continued to buy my dad drinks to get him drunk he slowly got closer to my dad. After a few drinks my dad felt the need to take a piss and Sam told the bartender to save their spots as Sam showed my dad to the bathroom. When they got to the bathroom, my dad saw two guys making out in one of the open stalls wearing only leather jock straps. My dad stood there in shock at the scene before him and slowly Sam walked up behind him and asked if it excited him. My dad said he had never seen anything like it before. The two guys noticed my dad and Sam watching them and they motioned for them to come over. My dad was stunned but Sam knew these two guys and as he nodded he pushed my dad over to them. The two guys then proceeded to give my dad his first man on man kiss and as the two leather clad men alternated kissing my dad, Sam slowly undid my dad’s suit pants and they fell to the floor. Dad was was only wearing a jock and Sam took full advantage and slowly started to lube my dad’s ass as the guys slowly started working on his cock. Before my dad knew it Sam had put his bare cock into my dad and slowing took his anal cherry. After Sam deposited his load in my dad, the two leather clad guys did the same. After an hour my dad and Sam finally made it back to their chairs to close out the tab. Sam took my dad back to his apartment near the bar as my dad was in no condition to drive. Once back in the apartment Sam proceeded to fuck my dad all night. When my dad woke the next morning he was being spooned by Sam with Sam’s semi-hard cock still inside my dad’s ass. My dad asked what happened and Sam proceeded to tell him that my dad was his best fuck in years. My dad said he wasn’t gay but before he could finish the sentence Sam started kissing him and fondling my dad’s cock to hardness. Before he knew it, my dad gave in to the temptation and proceeded to fuck Sam for the first time. When my dad blew his load into Sam’s ass he knew that he was no longer straight and preferred fucking a tight ass over my mother. Sam and my dad continued to flip fuck the rest of the day until they realized how much they fit each other. My dad started spending his time outside of work with Sam fucking each other and playing with others. All of their sex was bare as my dad said it should be and one of their sessions at that leather bar left a lasting result on my dad. He and Sam were cruised by a couple of leather bears and the four of them ended up at Sam’s place flip fucking all night and into the next day. What the leather bears left Sam and my dad was the gift that keeps on giving and a few weeks later both of them got the fuck flu. Once the doctor confirmed my dad had HIV, my mom threw him out of the home and left my dad homeless. Sam said he and my dad should move in together as they had a shared connection now. to be continued (next time I learn how James got involved and what's next for me)

there is nothing hotter than a masculine guys getting fucked

Anyone from the central Pa. area?

Getting My Poz Freak On What the hell did I get my 30 year old ass into this time? Here I was strapped in a sling in leather restraints in my black boots and jockstrap, horny as hell for pig play. A handsome, leather, bearded, muscled daddy-type was preparing a rig to slam into my arm. I woke this morning with a morning wood, horny and looking to cruise. I logged onto my favorite gay site and browsed the profiles. One headline caught my eye. It read, “Dominant Leather BB Pig!” His stats read: “Age: 45” “Height: 6’2” “Weight: 155 – 160 Lbs.” “Position: Versatile/Top” “Build: Muscular” “Body Hair: Hairy” “Cock: Large/Uncut” “HIV Status: Unanswered” “Drink: Socially” “Drugs: Yes” “Smoke: Yes” His description read, “Masculine man here, intense, and likes to go with the flow. Looking to smoke, slam, and perv out with like-minded pigs. Let’s get twisted and breed.” My cock sprung to attention. I unlocked my private pics and sent him a message that read, “Hi, hot profile. Pig boy here looking to expand my limits and do some serious piggin.” He replied, “Hot pics, boy! DOM, BB, pig, daddy here. Love to get you in my sling, get twisted and breed that hole. You like cum and piss? Want to parTy?” I replied, “Yes, I want your cum and piss. Let’s parTy.” “I only BB. You cool with that, boy?” “Yes!!” “Come on over, boy. The sling is up and ready.” He sent me his address and we set up a time to meet. I jumped in the shower and prepared for an afternoon of pig play, then slipped into my dirty jock stinking of piss, got into my boots and headed to his house. I knocked on his door. When he opened the door there stood one rugged looking, hot man in a leather jock and boots. The twists of his curly beard hairs ended around his nipples. He was muscular, with a hairy chest, and treasure trail that disappeared into his jock. I looked into those dark brown eyes and must have sprouted an instant boner. This guy was so fucking hot!! “Damn boy, get that sweet ass in here, and get those clothes off. Let’s get to piggin’.” I stripped down to my jock and boots, and he led me to his play room. He had leather gear hanging from the walls, a bench full of dildos and toys, and pics of hot naked men on the walls. There was a sling hanging in the middle of the room, and the moans of sex could be heard from the porn playing on a big screen tv. My heart was pounding so hard I thought it would explode right out of my chest. What an erotic play space too. He pulled me to him and slipped his tongue down my throat as he kissed me with the most erotic, passionate kiss I ever had. I was putty in his arms. “Woof….you’re going to be fun!!” He grabbed my ass with a firm grip, and turned and walked to his wall of gear. He returned with a collar in hand, and strapped it tightly around my neck; then locked it in place with a pad lock. “That’s better, boy, now let’s get your ass in the sling and play.” I flipped myself into the sling, and he put my feet into the leather stirrups, then went back to his wall of gear and returned with leather wrist restraints. My cock was rock hard. With each throb my rod stood at attention and again dropped to my belly. He wrapped his hand around my cock and stroked the full length of my shaft, working precum to the end of my piss hole. With one finger he wiped up the precum from the head of my cock and made me lick it up. He then strapped the restraints around my wrists and secured them to the sling chains. “Now we’re ready to get started, boy. Trust me you’re going to love this as much as me.” He turned back to me again and pulled out a syringe. “You like to slam, boy, when you parTy?” I told him I smoked T in the past, but never slammed before. “It’s amazing, boy. You’ll crave to be an even bigger pig after slamming.” Smoking T made me a big pig, but I was totally excited after hearing how much more intense a slam would be. My cock throbbed hard at the thought of the pig play ahead, and my first slam. I was almost shaking I was so excited. He finished preparing the rig and turned and placed it on the table next to the sling along with a tourniquet. He then grabbed a catheter and lube and placed them on the table next to the rig. “From the looks of your cock all boned up, I think you’re ready for the ride, huh, boy?” “F….U….C….K, Yes!!” “I’m going to breed you good, boy. You ready to take my cum too?” “Yes, I want your cum and piss. Please!!” He chuckled and grinned, “Are you sure, boy?” “Yes, give it to me!!” “Are you poz or neg, boy?” “Neg, why?” He put the tourniquet on my arm, then grinned again, “Welcome to the club, boy. I’m going to poz your ass tonight.” My eyes widened and jaw dropped as I gasped, “You’re poz?!!!!!” He just grinned again, grabbed his already hard cock, and nodded yes. I struggled to get free from the restraints, “No!! Untie me!! Let me out of here!!” “You’re saying no, boy, but your cock is saying yes!!” I looked down and my cock was raging hard and pulsing. He turned his back to me, “Let’s just seal the deal, huh boy??!!” “Just untie me, please.” He grabbed a belt from his table and tightened it around his arm. When he turned back to me he had an empty syringe in his hand. He looked into my eyes. “You’re going to love this, boy!!” My cock again throbbed, saying yes, but my head was telling me no. He extended his veiny arm for me to see, then pulled the cap from the needle with his teeth, and lined the needle up with his vein. I watched him slowly poke the needle into his arm, into his vein, and he drew back half a syringe of blood. I again struggled to get free, as he wiped my now protruding arm vein with an alcohol swab. It was an easy find. He grasped my arm firmly to hold me still. All I could do was watch in terror and excitement. My heart was beating fast. He lined up the needle to my vein, and with a slow jab I felt the needle poke into my arm. He drew back on the plunger, mixing our blood together in the syringe. “Here is comes, boy!! And I’m not on meds, so I’m highly toxic. This is your conversion!!” His cock was rock hard. Precum oozed from the head of his shaft and dripped from his PA ring. (More toxic juice). I watched as he slowly injected his poisonous blood into my arm vein. “There’s no turning back. You’re mine!!” My cock again throbbed, and I stopped struggling. It was too late, but at the same time, it was so erotic. His toxic blood was now shooting through my body, and I found it turning me on, not off. “Fuck……yes!!!” “I knew you wanted it, boy. I want to give you all of me.” I let go of all the desires that burned in me for so long, “Yes….breed me. Poz me.” He again wiped my arm with an alcohol swab then pulled the cap from the rig with the T. He lined the needle up to another vein in my arm and grasped my arm. “I wanted you fully sober for my blood, and your cock tells me you are as excited about it as I am. Now let’s go for a ride.” He again slowly poked the needle into my arm, and drew back on the plunger. My blood flashed back into the syringe. “I’m in, boy.” I watched as he slowly emptied the syringe into my vein. He popped the tourniquet from my arm, and pulled the needle out. Blood trickled from my arm, and he wiped it with his finger then licked it up as my body felt the rush. My neck felt hot!! My heart raced!! Tingly sensations filled my body, and my cock again throbbed with excitement. My hole begged for attention. I wanted all his piss and cum. “FUCK!! It feels amazing!! What a rush!!” I felt an erotic sensation throughout my body. I wanted to be a total pig with this man. I wanted all his toxic cum in me. “Fuck me. Fill me with your poz cum.” “Easy boy, you’ll get all of my DNA and more. We’re going have a great time!!” He again tightened the belt on his arm, cleaned off his forearm with alcohol and picked up another rig of T. “You watching, boy?” He walked to the side of the sling so his extended, veiny arm was in clear sight. I watched intensely as he again popped the cap from the syringe with his teeth and aligned the needle to a protruding vein in his arm. With a slow advance he slid the needle into his vein and drew back on the syringe. His toxic blood shot into the syringe, and he slowly injected the blood and T mixture into his arm. He removed the empty syringe from his arm, and blood trickled down his arm from the injection site. He dropped the belt to the floor and put his arm to my mouth for me to lick up his blood. It was all so hot!!! He closed his eyes and grinned, “Fuck, yes!!! I’m going to enjoy pozzing you tonight, boy!!” His cock was rock hard with more precum leaking from its piss slit onto his PA ring. He walked toward the table next to me and opened the lube and catheter package. After lubing the tip of the catheter he grasped my hard cock and lined the tip of it with my piss hole. I felt the catheter spread my piss slit open, and he slowly advanced the tubing down my urethra. My cock again throbbed rock hard, and as the catheter reached my bladder urine shot from the end of the tubing onto my belly. He quickly clamped the tubing off, then leaned over and smeared my piss all over my chest and abdomen. The smell of piss filled the air. It was so erotic. Then without delay he stood up again and aimed his hard shaft up in the air. A piss stream shot from the end of his cock, dripping from his PA ring as he sprayed his piss all over my cock, body and face. I opened my mouth and he filled it with his piss. The taste was strong and salty as I gulped down mouthful after mouthful of his golden urine. Piss dripped from my stache and beard and teased my nostrils. I loved the smell of piss. Even walking into a men’s bathroom and smelling piss made my cock rock hard. My cock again throbbed and danced with each pulse as he soaked me with his scent. The last of his piss dripped and splashed from his PA ring to his legs and the floor. He again smeared piss all over my soaked body with his hand. He then leaned over and licked piss from my chest, running his tongue up my chest and across my lips as he buried his tongue deep into my mouth. I could taste his piss on his tongue as he again French kissed me. His tongue was buried deep in my mouth with his lips pressed firmly to mine. This man brought out every animalistic desire in me, and I craved for more. The catheter tubing stuck out from the head of my boned up cock, and he reached down and unclamped it. My piss started to spray out onto my belly, and he took the end into his mouth and drank every last drop of my piss then again clamped the tubing. He leaned over and again kissed me with a mouthful of my piss and fed me my piss while again slipping his tongue deep into my mouth French kissing me. Fuck, I was in heaven. “Now let’s work that ass of yours, huh boy? You want that ass opened up to take my poz seed?” “Fuck, yes, I want all your fluids in me. Charge me up!” He reached for his toys and lubed up a dildo that was about 8 inches long. It was smaller at the head, but widened as it reached the base. “Let’s stretch that ass open, boy.” He point at the base of the dildo, “This is 6.5 inches around.” My ass was begging to be used. He took the head of dildo and pressed against my hole. My ass quickly engulfed the head of the dildo with ease. I was flying high, and with just a little pressure I watched in the mirror above the sling as my hole took the full length of the dildo. I moaned with pleasure and tightened my ass around the toy as he worked the dildo in and out of my hole. “Fuck, yes…..work my hole.” “You like that, boy?” “God, yes….I love it!!” “Let’s step it up a bit. I want to open you up wide, get my fist in you before giving you my poz load.” He grabbed an even bigger dildo. “I’m going to wreck that hole, boy.” “Yes!! Give it to me.” He again lubed up the dildo and my ass engulfed the head with ease. “This one is 9 inches with a 7 inch base. I’m going to have that ass gaping when I’m done.” He worked the dildo in and out of my hole until my ass stretched tightly around the base of the dildo. I took the full length in me and he again began to work my ass harder and faster; each time slamming into my prostate, sending waves of pleasure throughout my body. After stretching my hole wide open he removed the dildo. My ass was gaping open, and he took a large butt plug and lubed it up. “Here boy, this will wreck your hole for my fist.” He pressed the head of the butt plug to my open hole and applied pressure. My hole stretched even wider, and I watched in the mirror as the butt plug began to disappear into my guts. I thought my hole would tear open, but with one final pop, my hole wrapped around the butt plug and pulled the last of the wide, bulbous base inside. “Now keep that in you for a bit, boy. Feel good?” “oh….yes!!” “Are you thirsty again, boy?” He once again unclamped the catheter sticking out of the head of my cock and soaked me with my piss, only to lick it up and smear it on my body. The smell of piss teased my nostrils and made my cock throb rock hard. “I have more of my toxic fluid to give you, boy; time to point again.” My body was full of erotic, tingly sensations, and I craved to be a total sleazy pig for him. “Are you watching, boy? I like you to see me inject you with my poison.” “Fuck, yes….give it to me. I want your poz blood in me.” He took the same syringe he used earlier, and the thought of some of my blood entering his body made my rock hard cock stiffen even more. I watched him tighten the belt around his arm again, then clean a spot on the protruding veins of his rugged looking arm. He lined the needle up to his vein, and I watched the tip slowly poke into his arm. He advanced the needle into his vein and pulled back on the plunger, filling the syringe half-full with his blood. “The site of you slamming me with your blood turns me on so much!!! Give me your virus!!” He pulled the needle from his arm, put the tourniquet onto my arm, and cleaned off a spot on my forearm. I again watched him take the syringe and line it up to my arm vein. He grasped my arm to steady my vein, and then poked the needle into my arm. Seeing our blood mix together as he drew back on the plunger was hot. He then made sure my eyes were fixed on the syringe as he emptied another dose of his blood into my veins. Something stirred in me so erotic, so sensual. He was sharing every part of himself with me. He nudged toward the syringe, “Are you watchin, boy?” He again pulled back on the plunger filling the syringe with blood. The needle slipped from my arm and a trickle of his poisonous blood ran from my arm. He again lined up the needle to his arm and advanced into his vein. After getting a blood flashback, mixing our blood again in the syringe, he slowly injected my blood into his vein. He leaned over and again French kissed me with his tongue twisting with mine. At the same time, he pulled the butt plug from my ass, and worked three fingers into my gaping hole. “I want to feel my fist inside you, boy. Your hole is ready, and the sensations will feel incredible.” He lubed up his fist and arm, and began to finger my hole with three of his fingers, working them in and out; twisting is fingers around the rim of my hole. Then a fourth finger slipped inside with his hand cupped; and soon his thumb entered. He again twisted and worked his hand in and out. I was still flying high from the T. He worked his hand deeper and deeper into my hole, until his knuckle was ready to slip in. With a quick thrust, he opened me up and in popped his hand to the wrist. The feeling was total pleasure, sending tingling sensations throughout my body. He again worked his fingers farther into me, slowing searching and guiding their way in as he opened me up. He slowly withdrew his hand past my inner ring, and again opened it up, repeating back and forth, before fully withdrawing his fist from my gaping hole. “Your hole is wide open, boy!!” He slammed his fist into my hole more forcefully, and burning pain quickly turned to pleasure again as he repeatedly pushed his fist into me to his wrist and withdrew it again. I watched in the mirror as my hole squeezed tightly around his fist. He continued to work his fist in and out of me. As he pulled out for the last time my hole remained open. My ass lips were swollen and hung open and I noticed a trickle of blood dripping from my hole. “Fuck, boy, you’re ready for my poz seed now,” as he licked up the blood dripping from my ass lips. He then unclamped the catheter one more time and as piss started to spray from the end of the catheter tubing, he soaked my abdomen and slowly pulled the tubing out of my cock. Piss sprayed onto my chest and face as the end of the catheter slipped from my piss hole. I began to piss on myself and into my mouth, and he opened his mouth to lap up the piss from my tap. I emptied my bladder onto both of us. Piss dripped from his stache and beard onto my cock. He licked piss from my abdomen, then rubbed my soaked body, smearing my piss all over my chest, abdomen, and cock. He then engulfed my hard cock into his mouth, tasting my piss one more time. He stood up and stroked his raging hard, poz shaft twice, then with one quick thrust slammed his cock into my ass balls deep. He worked his death stick in and out of my hole ramming in harder and harder. When he pulled his cock out, it was tinged with ass juice and blood. My cock was rock hard watching him seed me, knowing he was leaking his poz precum into my wrecked hole. “You want my poz cum now, boy?” “Yes, give it to me.” “Beg for it!! Beg for me to poz your hole.” “Please, please give me your poz seed, sir. Charge me up!!” He again slammed his cock into my ass, and thrust in and out harder and faster, burying deep in me with his balls slapping my ass. “I’m working my poz precum into your bloody hole, boy. My virus will definitely get in to convert you.” “Yes, give me your cum!! I want every drop of your poison.” “Fuck, are you ready for it, cause I’m very close to seeding you?” My cock was pulsing with excitement, and he pushed me over the edge as I started to shoot my cum across my abdomen and chest. “Fuckin, hot, boy….here it comes!! “ He thrust in me one more time, and buried into my ass. I felt his cock throbbing and pulsing, filling my ass with all his toxic cum. His body jerked with each shot of cum from his cock. “Fuck yeah, boy. Take my poz seed.” “Fuck yes….I want all your DNA.” He held his cock deep in my ass until I felt his pulsing shaft stop throbbing. He then started to slowly plunge his cock in and out of my hole, working his poison deep in my guts. When he pulled out, his cock was tinged pink with poz cum and blood. His cum leaked from my hole, and he walked over to the side of the sling. “Clean my cock off, boy. Lick up that seed and blood.” I engulfed his cock into my mouth, and sucked every drop of blood and cum from his shaft. I then licked the head of his cock clean. “Fuck, that was amazing!!” “There’s no way you are not charged up now, boy. You’ll be seroconverting in no time. You’re mine, boy!!” Over the next two weeks, we swapped blood, and he seeded my ass with his charged cum 7 more times. And he was right, a week or so later I was seroconverting. I didn’t get all the classic flu-like symptoms so many guys get. I had a lot of night sweats, headaches, odd looking abdominal rashes, was very fatigued, and ran a fever. Knowing I was pozzing excited him and boned me up too. To celebrate we again swapped blood, but now we were swapping poz blood in our slams. We also swapped toxic seed, recharging my hole. After 5 years, we still pig and slam together, but now have converted 10 more chasers wanting our diseases. We continue to take all the toxic seed and blood we can get. My dad acquired gonorrhea, and he gladly gave it to me. We both had syphilis as well. We share all of our diseases with each other. Guess we are now in a daddy/son relationship, since he asked me to move in with him and continue exploring our twisted, taboo desires together. I of course said, "Yes!!"

Charlie & Peter (part 1) Jamie was a little surprised when he answered the door and saw his brother Charlie and his brother's friend Peter standing there with duffle bags in hand. Jamie quickly learned that their father found Charlie & Peter in bed together 69'ing in Charlie's bed. And just as their father did to Jamie when he came out, he kicked Charlie out on the street. Charlie packed his things and as he walked over to Peter's house to find him packed up and kicked out by his parents as well. The two high school seniors made a quick walk to the closest ATM and withdrew as much cash as they could before their parents could freeze their back accounts. They tried to make calls from their cell phones only to find their service were blocked. Charlie came up with a plan, to get out of their little Texas town and here they are in Tempe, Arizona at Jamie's door. After Jamie, and his roommate Miguel, welcomed then inside and heard their story Miguel began to think of how he could use these two young studs. It was only a year ago that Jamie meet Miguel and feel under his spell, was introduced to partying and willingly was pozzed by his more superior and dominating partner Miguel. Miguel stood 6' 4" with a muscular build, dark hair & eyes which were a stark contrast to Jamie's 5' 9", slim, runners build with his bond hair and blue eyes. Charlie looked a lot like his older brother while Peter was slight taller with brown hair, green eyes and a nice summer's build. Miguel excused himself and asked Jamie to join him in their bedroom leaving the two teens in the living room. Miguel shared his thoughts about using the teens as delivery boys. Jamie knew he had no choice in the matter as he watch Miguel get out a couple meth pipes and made sure both had an ample supply in the bowl. When they returned to the living room Miguel laid out the ground rules if the two teens were going to keep living their. Number one they had to do exactly as they were told, no questions asked. Number two they were going to go to work for them making deliverIes and running errands. And number three they were to start smoking with them and let things happen add they may. Miguel and Jamie light a could touches and were heating the pipes keying tnt smoke build in the bowl before slowly sucking in the white smoke before blowing it out. Miguel then instruct the teens to take the pipes and do as they had just done. Peter was the first to grab a pipe as Miguel light a touch and heated the bowl. Charlie was a little hesitant but slowly followed his friend lead as his brother headed the bowl. Peter was already sucking in the white magic while Charlie was right behind him in sucking in his own pipe. Miguel had them hit the pipe half a dozen times till he knew they were good and high. Miguel signaled Jamie to make his nice as he moved in to kiss his own brother. Miguel moved in and quickly got Peter sucking on his 8" uncut cock. The teens were to high to know what they were in for until Miguel Suggested that they move this to the bedroom. Once in the big king size bed there was enough room to allow each couple to being to move things along. Miguel watched lot of the corner of his eye as Jamie began to chow down on his brother's neg ass. Miguel already had a lounged finger inside Peter's ass and was ready to start adding some nice shards of Tina. Jamie knew he had to follow Miguel's leed and began to work some Tina into his brother's ass. Both boys complained of the burn only to be quieted by a deep kiss. As the teens were being kissed each was slowly being impaled on a raw cock. Peter was pinned to his back as Miguel's 8"chock was slowly driven inside balls deep. Jamie began to penetrate his younger brother with his own 7"cut cock as Charlie began to moan on pleasure. Soon enough both teens were being fucked slowly by each poz cock inside each of their neg holes. As the fucking progressed the teens had no clue as to the nature of the fuck since this was their first fuck. Each teen was willing enjoying their fuck. Miguel had the ability to cum while non-stop fucking. So after his first load inside Peter's neg ass he grabbed his bottom's hand, guiding it down so that Peter could feel his raw cock sliding in and out of his hole. Miguel then began fucking Peter a little harder delivering a second load while Jamie deposited his first load inside his brother. Miguel quickly pulled out of Peter abd pushed Jamie aside sup that he could now fuck Charlie while Peter was feeling very empty needing anger cock inside him. He pulled Peter over and pushed Peter's head into his crotch so that he could suck his cock clean and get it hard again. Miguel showed no mercy as he hammered away making sure he deposited a couple loads. Like he did with Peter, Miguel pulled Charlie's hand to let him feel his hard, raw cock fucking away at his ass. Charlie was shocked and worried about being fucked raw unlike Peter who accepted the raw cock fucking away inside him.

I'd always been a pretty straight laced guy. At the age of 30, I'd done my share of partying, but had never lost my head. I'd been safe, responsible. I was proud to reach 30 without ever contracting an STD. Don't get me wrong, I wasn't a stiff. I'd experimented with drugs (weed, coke, Tina, g, e) but nothing too major. And I drank. Man, could I toss back the booze! On the particular February night this story takes place, I'd done just that. One drink at eight had turned into multiple drinks at different bars. I'm a fairly decent looking guy, so I've always been able to flirt at least a shot out of a bartender. By the time I stumbled into my apartment, it was 3:00 A.M. and I was trashed. So, I did what any drunk horny homo does: I got online. Usually, I dirty chat until I pass out but, tonight was different. Almost immediately I saw someone I knew: Justin. Justin was a very hot guy I'd fooled around with a couple of times and then lost track of - the way you can with tricks. He had a huge cock, but was always kind of boring in bed. He was pretty vanilla and never had the throw-down that I wanted. So, you can imagine my shock when he typed "Come over. I'm going to slam for the first time and I want you here." Now, I'd never slammed before, in fact I rarely did Tina. I didn't like the fact that I had difficulty getting hard and cumming when I partied. But, to watch a friend get slammed and party who I didn't know particularly well intrigued me. My rising cock sealed the deal. I was out the door and on the way to his house within five minutes. When I got there, the door man buzzed me into the building without even checking with him. I guess I was expected. I got on the elevator and I thought, I'm not going to party even if there's smoking. I'm going to watch him get slammed, see how slutty he gets, and jack off. That's all. This plan was confirmed when the door was opened not by Justin, but by someone else, who introduced himself saying "Hi, I'm Mark." "Hi Mark. Where's Justin?" "Oh, he's in the bathroom getting ready. Come in." Mark had answered the door shirtless and as i looked at his face and body all I could think was, Mark is poz, probably with a high viral load. He had defined muscles, but the were very pale with veins prominent everywhere. When he shook my hand, I noticed his nails were really long and looked kind of sharp, which was weird. Well, I thought, I'm definitely not partying. Do not want to loose my inhibitions with this guy. I walked into the apartment and found Justin getting out of the shower. "Hey, bro!" he said. "Glad you can make it! I really want someone here I can trust." His body was just as amazing as I remembered. t was hard not to stare, he was so beautiful. His dick, even soft, hung longer than my dick when hard. "No worries. The idea gets me hard, man! Watching you get chemmed!" "It does?" He reached out and felt my rising cock in my jeans. "Fuck yeah, dude. I didn't even know you partied!" "Only on occasion. In fact, I'm taking a hiatus to Tina for awhile, and want to end it with a bang." He started unzipping my jeans. I grabbed him and kissed him hard. "Let's get you fucked up, man!" We went into his bedroom. Mark had laid out three full needles in a tray. "Oh, Mark" I said, "Just in case one of those is for me, I can't tonight. I have work early and can't get fucked up - I'll watch you, 'tho." "Really?" he asked, "cause your dick seems to say otherwise" as he extracted my now hard cock out of my boxers. "I know, man. I wish I could, but really, I have to be responsible tonight." "It's cool. I understand." Justin sat down on a chair, worked a belt around his arm and started pumping his fist. His cock looked like it wanted action, so I started stroking it. "Yeah, Ryan!" he moaned. "Keep doing that. I need a distraction if I'm gonna do this." I knelt down and started sucking his now hard cock. It was so big, I had to concentrate to get it in my throat. "Just keep thinking about him, bro, and enjoy it!" Mark said. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Mark prepare a point, and ever so slowly he inserted it into one of Justin's now prominent veins. I knew Justin was hit - he sucked in his breath, held it, and coughed. This had the mark of a good session. Mark undid the belt and pushed Justin's newly pointed arm up over his head. I sucked his cock down to the pubes and forced myself to hold steady, notwithstanding I really was on the verge of gagging. While I was not interested in any chem involvement, I was very interested in satisfying my slutty tendencies by pleasuring myself (and Justin). Justin leaned back, head against the wall, arm resting on his head. All he said was "Oh, fuck!" "You sure you don't want one?" Mark leaned in and asked me. I shook my head no, Justin's cock still in my mouth. Then, quite abruptly, Justin pushed my head off his cock and stood up, swaying a little. I got to my feet and moved to balance him. "You okay, bro?" "I need to go to the bathroom" as he stumbled into the bathroom and slammed the door shut. "How much did you give him?" I asked Mark. "Not much. Certainly not enough that he should have a bad reaction." "I'll go check on him." I walked to the bathroom door and I knocked. "Justin? You okay?" The door opened and Justin gestured me in. "I'm fine" he said. "More than fine." He grabbed me and pushed me up against the door, shoving his tongue into my mouth. I was stunned. Justin had never been aggressive before, but this new behavior was what I wanted. I moaned my approval of the animal the slam had brought-out in him. "I was just pretending" he whispered, continuing "I just met that guy online and, between you and me, I think he's poz." "I thought so, too" I replied quietly. "I think he might be full blown." "Really? Fuck. That crossed my mind. That's why I did this. Go out there and tell him I'm sick. I'll come out in a minute and tell him I just need to go to bed, that I got too much T. Then, you tell him you'll stay to make sure I'm okay. After he's gone, we'll fuck like sluts!" He shoved his tongue into my mouth again, grinding his dripping cock into my crotch. Pulling back, he grabbed my shoulders and flipped me around, bending me over the sink. Pushing my head into the mirror, he ground his cock into my ass crack, which, I thought, was a whole lot more interesting than if I blew him and simultaneously jacked-off. Just as long as I didn't party. Roughly pulling my head back up, he whispered "Get out there, bitch - and get rid of him." Pushing my cock back into my jeans, I zipped up and left the bathroom to find Mark was sitting on the bed. "Everything okay?" he asked. "Naw, man. He must be a light weight. He's really sick. It was kind of gross." "Fuck. Does he need to go to the hospital?" Before I had to come-up with a reply, the bathroom door opened and Justin stumbled over towards us, and unsteadily moved to crash on the bed, only to slide off the edge of the mattress and end-up sitting on his ass at the foot of the bed. Damn, he's good, I thought. For a second even I was convinced by his act. "I'm so sorry, Mark, I've gotta crash" said Justin as I moved to help him onto his bed. "It's okay. It happens - even to those with experience. It's just a matter of chemistry." I felt a little guilty, doing this to Mark. He seemed like an okay guy, especially for a dealer. And as for his supplies, well, at least some were now wasted. But, at the same time, I needed to feel Justin touch me again like he had in the bathroom. I liked his aggression and was happy to play along if I got a good fucking out of him. "I think I need to rest. Ryan?" Justin weakly asked. "Yeah?" "Will you stay in case I get sick again?" "Sure." "I think I should go," Mark said as he started to put his shirt back on. As he turned from me, I saw a bio-hazard tattoo on the small of his back. Yep, definitely a good thing he was leaving. "Sorry, Mark" Justin continued. I could not get over what a good actor he was. I almost believed he was sick. "I'll talk later." "No problem, really. Don't get up. Rest." "I'll walk you out," I offered. When we reached the door Mark turned to me saying "Glad you're here to watch him." "Yeah, it's no trouble" I said, thinking about how I hoped to be taken care of as soon as he was gone. "If you need anything, or if you want to party sometime, here's my card." He slid his card into my front pocket, letting his hand slide down and then up my hard on. "Thanks, Mark. I might take you up on that." He smiled and walked down the hall. I closed the door, waited a second, locked it, and rushed back to the bedroom. Justin had put on some porn and was standing up, stroking his eight inch cock. "Damn, I thought he'd never leave!" he said. "Come here, boy." Eagerly, I walked up to him. He grabbed me, and planted another intense kiss on my mouth. "Strip!" Without thinking, I dropped my trousers and pulled my shirt off over my head while I kicked off my shoes. "Faster, bitch" Justin said, lightly slapping my face. Damn! Dominate too? This had all the markings of a hot session, particularly as both times Justin and I had had sex, I'd fucked him and our experiences had been very vanilla. This was a whole new side of him, a dimension I liked - a lot. I stepped out of my boxers and stood before him naked, as I reached for cock, only to have him slap my hand away. "Did I say you could touch me, faggot?" he (almost) snarled. "No." "No, what, bitch?" "No sir!" "That's right! Are you going to do what I say?" "Yes sir!" "Everything I say?" "Yes sir!" "You better, faggot, or I will punish you. Believe me!" My hard cock was dripping pre-cum. This was exactly the kind of scene about which I'd fantasized, but hadn't had the guts to actually investigate. I knew I would do anything he said, no question. I felt the part of my brain that made rational choices slowly disappearing. "On your knees, bitch!" I quickly sank to my knees, opening my mouth and moving towards the beautiful cock I was prepared to worship. Justin slapped my face away. "Did I say suck it, faggot? Huh?" "No sir." "Did I even say open your mouth?" "No sir!" "If you can't obey, boy, I'll tie you down and make you obey." Th thought made my cock (and asshole) twitch. Would I let Justin tie me up? I'd never been tied up before. The copious stream of pre-cum seeping down my shaft and onto my balls told me all I needed to know. "Now, stand up." I did as I was told. Although I suspected it might get get me in trouble, I couldn't resist taking scooping up and tasting some of my pre-cum. Fuck! I love the taste of cum! Justin let me suck my finger dry before the punishment came. "Stupid faggot!" he yelled. "Too addicted to cum to listen to simple instructions?" "Yes sir." "Lay down on the bed." I had never tasted Justin's cum. When we fooled around in the past, it had always been very safe. I wondered if I'd get to taste his cum tonight. Now in his dominate, uninhibited, tweaked up state, anything was possible. I wasn't moving fast enough. Slap! Again I was ordered "Lay on the bed, you fucking faggot bitch!" Justin slammed me to the bed. Part of me wondered if his neighbors could hear us, but another part of me couldn't care less. It wasn't my apartment. "Stretch your arms out," he ordered. I did what I was told. Justin pulled ropes out from a night table and tied my hands to the bed posts. Ropes in his nightstand? Had he been planning this all along? Surely not, but what other explanation was there? Had Justin's range of sexual interests changed? For that matter, the question briefly crossed my mind Just how good of an actor was Justin? Had I walked into an elaborate scene he had concocted to get me tied up and helpless? I had come to his apartment thinking I'd be in charge. How wrong my expectations were. In any event, any worries I had melted away with the thought of his amazing cock, and the possibility that I might get to swallow his cum. I wanted to taste him so badly, to feel him shoot his load down my throat. I hoped he'd pull out a little, letting a blast or two land on my tongue so that I could savor it before swallowing it. "I'm going to breed you tonight, boy." Quickly I was pulled out of my fantasy. Breed me? I had never had a bare dick in my ass before, let alone had anyone cum in my hole. I was negative and proud of it. Breed me? This had gone too far. "No, man. No unsafe sex." Justin slapped my face, harder this time. Much harder. I was stunned. "You don't get to say no, boy. In fact, I'm going to make sure you beg for it!" It was then that I heard footsteps coming down the hallway. Shit! Someone else was in the apartment. My heart started to race. I pulled on my ropes, but they were too tight. I couldn't get away. It was then that it finally sank in just how helpless I was. I started screaming. Another slap. "Shut up, bitch!" Just slid his belt over my arm. I was trying to absorb Justin's intentions when I saw Mark who said to Justin "Hold his arm down." But how had he gotten back in? I had seen him walking down the hall and had locked the door. Then I began to understand what was at issue: Mark wasn't merely Justin's dealer. Whatever the relationship between the two, Mark apparently had a copy of the key to Justin's apartment. I'd been played. Justin looked down at me and told said "Have you figured it out yet, bitch? Huh? Mark is my master, the way I will be yours. After tonight you will not only be my slave to do with as I please, when and where I please, but you will also have the glorious gift he has given me." I felt the coolness of an alcohol swab on my arm and felt a needle stick me. Mark was inserting a needle into my arm, he draw a small amount of blood, and then the contents of the needle disappeared into my arm. Before I knew what happened a surge of warmth invaded my arm and quickly moved throughout my entire body. For a second I couldn't breath and then coughed, and again coughed harder. Then the transformation commenced: my mind moved from its normal plane of existence and I found myself to be a new man, a different man. Not a man. A boy. A bitch. A hole. And I needed to be used. I needed to be filled. I heard myself moaning uncontrollably as the slam hit me. Wave after wave of it. I couldn't stop moaning the word Fuck. "See?" Mark said. "I told you this would be good." "Oh my god!" I moaned. "Fuck!" I felt a hunger inside me I'd never felt before. I needed to be fucked and I needed to be fucked now! I wiggled my ass around on the bed. "That's it, you fucking whore! You aren't going to fight me anymore, are you?" I shook my head no, still riding the uncontrollable waves of pleasure the slam had brought me. Why hadn't I done this before? "Even when I want to breed your cunt?" I shook my head again. "Say it, cunt!" "No sir!" "You'll beg for it, won't you slut?" "Oh, god! Yes Sir! Please breed me sir!" "Even when I tell you it's a positive load I'll be dumping in you?" "Yes sir, I want your poz load!" "When my master dumps his load in you, you'll beg then too, won't you, faggot?" "Yes sir, I want all the cum I can get!" "That's right. And you were right, boy. He is toxic. His viral load and cell count make him almost full blown. But, that makes you want it even more, doesn't it, bitch?" But, before I could let the thought really take hold, I smelled something under my nose. A hand held my mouth and one nostril shut, forcing me to inhale deeply from my only open airway. Poppers. English, by the strength. I was flying. I knew I'd let and do anything for these two. Even if they untied me. At this point, I wouldn't leave. "Yes sir!" I responded as the poppers traveled to my other nostril. "Good boy!" My new master said. He grabbed my ankles and pushed them over my head. I felt my neck strain as my body was bent in half. Without lube, without warning, what I'd been craving since the needle left my arm was given to me. I felt the head of his dick push into my hungry asshole. The pain was excruciating. But, it only turned me on more. Mark leaned down to my face, held it towards his, spit in it, and said "You are starting to feel it, aren't you? Pain is becoming pleasure to you, isn't it? That will increase. In time, we will teach you to feel even the most intense, brutal pain as pleasure, but your mind and your cock will scream from more. You will need pain to become aroused. Pleasure, sex, your body, your soul, your life. After tonight, none of it will be the same." Justin's cock was all the way in at this point. He had slowly pushed the full length into me, massaging my prostate. I thought I might shoot my load right then, no touching. But, as quickly as that pleasure and gentleness came, it was gone. Justin pulled all the way out of my ass in one quick move that made me gasp. Nothing happened for a moment. I heard a noise to my side. It sounded as if something was being sprayed. "That's it, slave" Mark whispered. "Feel it." Justin slammed back into me, his full length going in so far, I screamed in pain. A new rag was put in my mouth. There was something on it, a chemical. I could tell right away because it was cold. "Breath that in through your mouth," Mark said. "Deeply." I did what I was told. My head started to spin. Between the Tina, the poppers, and this new cold chemical, I had never felt so overwhelmed. Tears streamed down my face from pain, yet my lust and desire were never stronger. I needed more. I wanted more. I moaned for more. "What do you want, bitch?" Justin asked me, as he continued to power fuck my twisted, bound body. Mark pulled the rag from my mouth. I heard the spray sound again. "Everything, sir!" I cried. "You want to be my boy?" Justin asked. "Yes sir!" I moaned. "You want me to use you? Hurt you?" "Please, sir!" "You want me to own you, cunt?" "Oh, god! Yes, Sir!" "Well, you know what you have to do, don't you?" he asked. In another sudden move, his cock was out of my ass. I felt empty. I expected a sudden power thrust that would send me back to the wonderland where pain was becoming pleasure. But, it didn't come. I got nothing. My ass squirmed, seeking blindly for my master's dick. "Oh no, bitch! Not until you tell me. Do you know what you have to do?" "Yes sir." I said, still squirming. I had never felt this empty inside. "And what is that, boy?" The chemical rag was back in mouth, stronger than before. Mark plugged my nose. I had no choice. I inhaled deeply. He removed the rag. "I have to take your master's cum, sir." "Good boy. And why, faggot?" I felt his hand brush against my gaping asshole. I shivered, wanting it to slip inside, needing anything to fill me, replace what was missing. "Because he will give me the gift, sir." "So you do listen, boy. Very good. And you will take this gift from my master?" "Yes sir." "Knowing that we will not stop using you, abusing you, until we are sure you have the gift?" "Yes sir!” "You have pleased your master and my master with this. You quickly have learned that you are not important, just as I am not important to him and he is not important to his master." "His master?" I asked, excited at the possibility of even more men using me. "Yes. His master: AIDS. He is it's bitch. And, soon, you will be it's bitch, too. But, first, you have to ask for it. You have to want it. Only then will I own you." I didn't think. Beyond want, I knew what I needed. I asked. "Please, sir!" "Please what? You have to say it, bitch!" "Please infect me with AIDS. I need it. I need it inside me. I need to be owned by you, master. Please! I'll do anything!" "That's all you needed to say, boy." I heard some movement on the bed and I wondered what was happening. Even though no one was holding my legs, I still kept them wide in the air, hoping. I didn't have to wait long. I had never been this turned on in my entire 30 years. I wanted everything from these men. I needed it. In the matter of one hour, I had changed from a guy valued his negative status, one who never took risks, a guy who fundamentally wanted a regular relationship into a moaning, pleading, bitch who would do anything to make my master happy, even if it meant taking highly toxic loads in my ass. I didn't care anymore. I just wanted more. I felt the head of a dick brush my hole. I moaned. I was going crazy and they new it. From between my legs, I heard Mark say "You stupid fucking faggot!" He pushed inside me, all the way. I moaned in pleasure. His cock was not nearly as big as Justin's, but it was definitely thicker. Feeling my hole stretch in a new way drove me even wilder. "Oh, god, yes! Fuck me!" "You like that poison cock, bitch?" "Fuck yes, sir! I love it!" Mark pushed two fingers into my ass, along with his cock. I had no idea why, but I knew I loved be filled even more! "There's no turning back now, bitch" I heard Justin say. He had taken Mark's place as the devil whispering in my ear. "Do you know what he's doing to you? He's digging into you with his fingernails. Those long nails of his. They are sharp. There's no way it won't take now!" Knowing that Mark was cutting into me, mixing his precum and soon his cum not just into my asshole but directly into my blood caused a lust in me I can't explain. This was happening. Up until know, it wasn't just talk. It would happen. I trembled. An orgasm greater than I've ever experienced rocked my entire body. I shook and moaned uncontrollably as shot after shot of my cum flew, hitting me in the chest,face, and hair. I could feel cum dripping under my blindfold, starting to burn my eyes. "Holy fuck, boy! You're making me-" Mark began to moan. I realized he still had one hand inside me, scraping and scratching me, while his free hand gripped into my leg. His long fingernails sank into my skin, causing me to moan and convulse in pain and pleasure along with his orgasm. I felt shot after shot of his toxic seed shoot into me. With each shot, I knew I would never be the same. Finally his orgasm subsided. I felt his cock begin to slide out of me. My exhausted legs began to fall back to the bed. "Oh, no you don't, faggot!" he said, slapping me sharply where he'd just wounded me. I knew I'd have marks for a while from his claws. "You keep those legs up, boy! Let that cum and blood flow into your body, becoming apart of you." I imagined his virus slowly moving through different parts of my body, taking over. Soon it would be everywhere throughout my body. "I am apart of you now" Mark said. He stood up and crossed to my head, removing my blindfold. "Look," he ordered. "See what I've done? There's no escaping now." I looked down at his thick cock. It was coated in my blood. "Clean it, faggot. Taste what I've done to you." I had no time to protest before they both grabbed my head and forced Mark's blood-covered cock into my mouth. I gagged. "That's it," he said. That's it." Slowly I started to lick his cock. Leftover cum was still seeping out of his piss slit. My desire took over. I started to suck. The more cum I tasted, the more I wanted it all. "That's it, boy. Become one of us." They continued to roughly push my head into Mark's pubes, but they didn't have to. I had surrendered. The taste of his cum, my blood, and my dirty ass became intoxicating. I wanted it all. When all the flavor was gone, I still continued to suck, hoping for just one more little taste, but, I had gotten it all. Mark pulled his cock out of my mouth and inspected it. "You've pleased me, boy. I think you are ready for the final steps." With that, Justin was back between my legs, forcing his long cock to the hilt. I could feel my hole ripping even more. The pain made me moan, I couldn't take anymore. My orgasm was just as powerful. My drained balls pumped and pumped, but little came out. My dry orgasm rocked my balls with pain as if I'd had blue balls for weeks. This pain caused even more pleasure, making me shake and convulse more. "Do you love it? "Yes" I moaned. "And do you love your master?" "Yes!" "Tell him." I looked right at Justin. Our eyes locked. "I love you, Master." "I love you, too, boy." Justin came, shooting his load into my torn up ass. He fell against my chest, moaning into my chest. I felt his tongue tracing my chest and I'd never felt anything like it. The pleasure was coursing through me along with the virus. Justin raised his head up to mine, his red lips moving towards mine. "Now I own you. You belong to me. I control you. You will never again do anything unless I tell you to, do you understand?" "Yes, Master." Justin kissed me. It was the roughest, most passionate, violent kiss I'd ever experienced. "Cleaning my cock binds the deal. Once you clean the cum, shit, and blood from me, we are bound. Do you understand?" "Yes, Master." His cock entered my mouth. I knew what I wanted. All of my lust and longing went into licking and sucking him clean. The taste had the same intoxicating effect, causing my cock to stiffen and drip. As I lay, exhausted, bound to my new masters' bed, I knew that I would never be able to leave, escape, even if I wanted to. I was theirs.

A FB recently told me that I had great legs, and would make a hot CD ...... from the shoulders down, that is. I am masculine, and like masculine men. Nothing turns me off more than an effeminate man. Don't take offense, that's just a preference. I like men, and I like my men to be manly. But when Steve said that, I was intrigued even though I laughed it off. A few weeks later, when I was at the drug store, I bought a pair of thigh-high stockings. I was a little twisted up at the time, and I blamed it on the fact that my head was so high in the clouds. When I got home, I did a quick half-shave on my legs, pulled on the stockings, and went to my mirror. Not bad. Probably would look better after a smoke, so I took a few hits, put on a tank top, and looked in the mirror again.....and I did look better. Over the next few weeks, I added to my collection: a few undies, a black lace cami, more stockings. I had never considered going CD, but I was enjoying it. I grabbed a hotel, got my goodies, and put up an ad on CL. Within minutes, I had a slew of responsesl I set them up one by one, and by the time the night was done, I had taken over 25 loads. Amazing. I dont CD often, but when I do, I can be sure of plenty of breeding, Last week, I was in Bowling Green and put up my ad - and got 12 breedings. Not bad for a small town. I will never be passable, but you can put a pillow over my head and go to town if you are in the area. My pics are in my gallery.

Planning an overnight in DC during February or March on a Saturday night. Wondering if someone can suggest the best neighborhood and/or hotel for taking loads. Looking for one in close proximity to a lot of gay men (or str8/bi men) who are into raw sex and a hotel that is easy for tops to get in and out of. Preferably not one where they need a key card to get on the elevator. Any advice appreciated.

Interestingly over the course of several years my intense fear of becoming hiv+ turned into a fear/fantasy/mindfuck which I cant seem to let go of. In the past I have always been basically into oral only, and occasionally topped in relationships. I have never gotten physical pleasure from bottoming and still dont. However, lately the intensity/fear/lack-of-control of bottoming (for a dominant guy) is really exciting for me: so far in the last 4 months I have taken 5 loads. All bare, no lube just spit, from guys 20-30y/o. Twice I bled so I realize there was some risk involved, especially given one wanted to "roleplay" that he was pozing me. .... Anyway to the point of my post. I think I want to take the step of actively looking for an aggressive/rough/young top to convert me but I'm afraid of a few things: 1. Is asking for it even legal? 2. How do I go about finding people to do it? It seems like most poz guys (albeit kindly) will not admit to topping bare. 3. I dont exactly want to just say "looking for bare" and wonder when it happens. I want the experience of knowing that it could happen this time etc. Any suggestions on how to proceed? I'm in new orleans and could travel but not far.

A twink has been messaging me for a while on BBRT and NKP. Thought he was just a timewaster, but he messaged me earlier tonight and thought I'd call his bluff. Asked for his address and phone number, which he gave me. He didn't ask for my number so I didn't offer it. He's only about 10 minutes from my place so I figured no harm in testing him out. I got to his place, pushed the buzzer and he told me to head up. We hadn't discussed any scenes apart from loading him up, but the door was open and I heard some porn on, so i just went in and closed the door. I looked through and he was on his knees with his arse in the air. Bingo :-) I went in, stripped off behind him and had a good look at him. He was true to his word. Early 20s and nice furry arse. Figured I'd eat him out for a bit, which seemed to hit the spot. I had a bit of precum by then, which i figured was good enough. Put my cock head on his cunt then he just pushed back. His cunt felt great. Had to do my best not to shoot my load right away, but as it turned out I managed to dump a couple of loads up him. Right little cumdump. I'll be going back for more and will try to get some pics next time.

some will certainly care if you are bleeding and it make you feel even worse if they stop fucking you and express disgust let your body heal is my vote

A walk of shame usually takes place in a dorm, a frat house or if you share your appartment with a few roommates. If a sex date / booty call stays for the night, in the morning he or she usually needs to get home asap, sometimes even feels some regret for what happened the night before. So the overnight guest usually just wants to sneak out of the building discretely. Often that's not possible, so all the dorm dwellers and flatmates get a good look at you, even though you try to avoid them. Now everybody knows that you fuck around and that's why it's called the walk of shame.

the walk of shame is a huge turnon for me.... love it !

In 2015 many guys out there just don't care about getting HIV. It's not like they are bug chasers or anything, they have simply made the decision that if they get it, so be it, 'there are pills for that now'. Specially older guys that age group 40+. It's really tough to ask a whole generation of gay men to have sex with rubbers and do away with the natural way. For guys over 40, they've gone through the first/second decade of the crisis with pristine condom use, but then as we move forward and HIV becomes less of a problem a lot of people are reassessing. PrEP is great! for this people but will take time to get the word out. It's also particularly involved and lots of folks are not going to bother. People will fall through the cracks. In your case. If you don't feel like you can have an honest conversation about this stuff with someone then don't fuck with them. It's a very good attitude to have.

I was on my way home from a birthday party, and I was thirsty so I stopped to get a soda. I happened to check my growlr messages and lo and behold, I got a message from an old fuckbuddy. He and his bf were in town, and their hotel was across the interstate from where I was. How could I refuse? After drinking a little and smoking some pot, they led me into the bathroom. I sucked both of them to hardness, and then fucked the bottom but didn't come cause I wanted to get fucked too. The top, with a giant cock, tried to put it in me without any lube. I asked if his thinner-girthed partner could fuck me first. He fucked me for a while. He warned me he was going to come, and I pulled him deeper into me with my legs. He came. Then his partner mounted me. It hurt, even with the loosening and the cummy hole. I had to take a break for about a minute, but then he slid right in. He stretched my hole wide open. He fucked me for a good twenty minutes, alternating with my fucking myself on his giant rod, before blasting a load to join his boyfriend's. Both of them are still inside me as I write this.

Hi guys...latest update... Went to club Ottawa for blackout thurs jan 28. Got there early to get my favorite room and, of course, simce i get really slutty when i drink, i had about 8 shots of vodka on the way So i get there around 11 AM, head to my room and start loosening my hole with this nice triple ripple butt plug i have along with my fav poppers. I head to the gloryhole booth leaving tje door wide open and presenting my ass to all cummers. BTW guys, when you see that the dude wants to get FUCKED - not fingered, not massaged - so if you don't want to fuck my hole please move along!!! So i swallow a few loads and i love that but was really there to get fucked. So i headed to the dry sauna and started sucking this older guy with a really nice cock. While i was deep-throating him some anonymous stud slid hos hard cock inside me hole. He was gentle at first but tjat quickly changed and i got my first pounding of the day! Omg i love getting fucked! He shot his load in me tje same time i got the load in my mouth - perfect! I kept my ass in the air and waited a few bit sadly no one else took up my offer At club Ottawa there is this back room with a kinda of double bed - i made way back there. A guy was laying on the bed with his hard cock right at the edge so i started sucking. In no time i felt someone move up behind me and start fucking me! I kept lips wrapped around that hard cock while my ass was getting used. My fucker said he was gonna cum so i stood up and leaned back into him telling him to cum in my ass. He was more than happy to unload in me. When he finished i bent back over and resumed sucking cock. Believe, it took mere seseconds for the next cock to slide in me. I really love this shit! One cock dumping in my ass and being quickly replaced by another! The next guy took about two minutes before he unloaded in me. No problem for me though - i was there to take load after load. The guy I was sucking came in my mouth and another guy took his place. By this time i had both an audience and a lineup! I heard guys saying what a slut i was and that just made me even hornier! I love being a slut! After each guy came in my ass someone else quickly took their place. I stopped "counting" after 10 loads. I must have been there for a couple of hours when i needed a break. I stood up and said "Thank you" and headed back to my room. A guy named Ivan followed me into my room, layed me on my back and kissed me as he slowly fucked me. After he came in my ass he asked for my number and i gave it to him. I had a couple hours nap then headed home with cum leaking out of my ass! I truly can't wait for the next blackout thurs!

I was so fucking horny yesterday, during lunch went to a video booth near Times Square and was blessed enough to get two big dicks to suck on and swallow. First guy was a good looking mid 40's black guy. Nice sized cut dick all the way around, about 7.5-8", big longer type of balls, nice pubes. When it came through the slot, I was very happy and grateful. It was tasty, sucked it up and down, suck on his balls, I was all over his dick the best I could until I heard the sound, I'm gonna cum, and sprayed a tasty nut down my throat. He could definitely tell I was hungry and thanked me as he left. Waiting a couple minutes, shorter, stocky Italian guy in a blue worker outfit comes in. Did the eye contact, went into the booth. He puts on straight porn, drops trou and pushes through a nice fucking FAT 6.5-7" cut cock and BIG fucking hairy balls and his fucking cock smelled like a man's dick. I attacked that fucking dick like a man starved for oxygen. The more I sucked it, the fatter it got and between the straight porn playing, his intense moaning, mixed with bucking his hips, it was intense. Finally he pulled his dick out of my mouth, put his head down and tell me he can't take much more and is about to cum and if I wanted it. Hell fucking yeah I want your cum I told him. I thought the man before him came a big load, when he finally came, he fucking filled my mouth and covered my tongue in nice sweet tasting cum. And he fucking came and came and came. After I was truly grateful, felt so satisfied and was able to face the rest of the day, meetings and all, happy and focused.

Got 2 today. One totally anon hookup came over, had door open, blindfolded, ass up in a jock. He rimmed me, then shoved in raw and shot his load after a few pumps. Was still horny so went to a local cruzy public bathroom and had another totally anon random guy load me. Loved it.

Sometimes when you least expect it, magic happens. Love it when it does. Hope you have a lot of fun with him.

No you are not crazy. I have a gay doctor and I am open about everything with him. He is better able to treat me because i don't hide anything from him. He knows what to look for and doesn't waste time and money on useless tests or medications. Keep searching until you find a doctor you can have a solid relationship with. Your health is too important not to. Good luck!

The Turkish cab driver texted to see if I was free and if I wanted sex.love the bluntness of these guys it's really animalistic. He said he had two people to bring with him if that was ok . cool by me. I was ready anyway; always am.he arrived with two real hairy foreign looking guys and introduced one of them as his brother??? And the other bloke was I believe Algerian.i was spit roasted fucked hard and the Algerian bloke had a very Can thick dick which surprised me by sliding in me so easily.i was fucked and took all their loads so greedily. One thing that is similar with the Pakistanis and Turkish is non of them are interested or touch my cock.its just my hole they want which suits me just fine.i asked if he was really his brother he said Yes yes.if that's true that made me hornier.

Another good place is Washington Plaza Hotel in Thomas Circle. And the Crew Club (baths) is just up the street

For January: Anal loads taken = 28 Oral loads taken = 2 Total for January = 30

January --- Gave 11 loads, took 10

I prefer masculine men. I don't have anything against effeminate guys. I'm just more interested in dudes who look and act like typical dudes.

I like fucking men, real men. That's not to say I don't enjoy fucking slender/smaller guys. I really enjoy both mounting and breeding an immovable side of beef, or manhandling and holding down a smaller dude while I pound him. But an actual flaming homosexual is a turn off for me. Though if he's just bent over and presenting, a hole is a hole and I'll go for it.

Mnversguy81 on barebackrt, need to either bus to your place or get picked up. Rode down with friends, staying right off of Hwy 169 and Cedar Park Rd. Lkg for a host to put my ass to use at his place or at the Warehouse party, or a twisted perv to go online and pimp me out to anon men that pick me up on the street or in the parking lot, and take me wherever... use me along the way then drop me at another's... Lkg to have vid taken of my tight neg hole getting torn up by a spit-lubed raw poz cock, while restrained... being told what a sick horny fag I am, and since I was such a dumbfucking slut for cum, that he's going to give my hole what it's asking for and convert it with hot toxic loads to turn me into a dirty poz cumslut to be used anytime anywhere, and eager to please dirty diseased cocks and keep my hole getting bugged up more and more... One on one is fine, or a neg guy that is just turned on by the fantasy is more than welcome to set something pervy up, for that he can watch me peform his dark desires... Up for meeting up in a public area, rest room or parking garage, or stairway for a risky anon raw pump and dump. Let me know.

If you don't want to get POZ what the hell are you doing on breeding zone is my question. This site is all about bug chasing getting & giving toxic seed, if you were not into baresex you would not really be here in the first place.

If I cant get it in my ass, then I want it in my mouth! I can definitely feel it, but I don't take the cock deep when they shoot (I always ask that they tell me when they cum though). I usually pull back until just the head is inside my mouth, and I brace my tongue under their glans. I can feel it spasming in my hand and across my tongue as they fill my mouth. I don't like deepthroating when they cum because I love tasting the cum! That's the best part!

I think guys who prefer bottoming have a natural inclination to submit. I think a lot of tops have a natural inclination to dominate. It's just a primal, subconscious thing. I like rough, hard sex, and I can be demanding. I might want you face down on the bed with your arms behind your back for a minute or two, then I might want you to ride my cock, then I might want you to suck it until I figure what I want to do to you next. And you're gonna do it, otherwise we're done.

I agree everybody has limits mine is more in line with atlbtmpig. In the end I like pleasuring my Top and as long as he respect my limits anything goes. I prefer setting the limits before we go as nothing kills the mood more quicker than a whining bottom.

not really. I have had them tie me up, gag me, blindfold me, piss on me, piss in me, push me over in a dark room after nutting in me - as long as they don't get violet or it involves scat and blood I am pretty kewl with any position, any time, any where as long as the top fucks me

Only restrictions I have are: no scat, blood play, no children, no 'major' pain (although I seem to have a high tolerance) and no permanent markings. pretty much almost anything else is ok or at least up for discussion and if it sounds like fun to me, hey, let er rip.

Any time you put "food" in your stomach...in this case pure protein...it stimulates the digestive tract. Simple biology. That's one reason I have to make sure that my hole is deep-cleaned before going out for a piggy night at the baths.

The following is purely a work of fiction from my perverted mind and any similarities between anyone living or dead is purely coincidental also any statements made to the benefits of having HIV or taking meds is totally fictitious as well. The trip across five states was interesting, to say the least, as the boys and I took turns driving to our new home. It took us just shy of two weeks with several stops on the way to fulfill our lust. Nary had a night gone by when the boys would go out and find a hot guy (or guys) to come back and party with us. Most were anxious to to get fucked or fuck my two protégées. I’m sure many were unaware that our team was going to knock them up with our demon seed. About two states into our journey Lenny had been playing on his phone while I was driving and asked in what city we would be stopping for the night. There was a rather large city coming up, so I told him we would stop there, and that he locate a cheap motel on Google. Within about half an hour or so he said he had found one in a nicer part of town, and he grinned widely as he casually mentioned the motel was just down the street a few blocks from the local bath house. With this I knew this could only mean he was planning a adventure, so I smiled back at him. We pulled into a rest stop around noon, Billy arrived a few minutes later where we found a picnic table to spread out our lunch. We made peanut butter and honey sandwiches and had some soda to wash them down. Billy got honey all over his hands and had to go wash up, Lenny and I put the stuff back in the car and headed over to the wash room to catch up with Billy, only to find him in the last stall, on his knees, taking a big cock down his throat. Lenny wasted no time and got behind the stud being blown and started rubbing his drooling cock up and down the guy's crack. Then Lenny knelt down and rimmed the guy, getting his hole nice and wet and slippery. As Lenny worked the guy's hole with his tongue, I stroked my hard cock and stepping up behind him, straddled Lenny and plunged my cock into the slick hole, fucking the guy raw and shooting my load deep in his bowels as the guy simultaneously shot his load all over Lenny and Billy. I went to wash up and noticed Billy and Lenny fucking their seed into the guy, presumably their loads destined to join my baby makers. Billy and Lenny cleaned up and we headed back to the cars. We discussed the next leg of our journey and Lenny took over driving the Camaro as Billy jumped into the SUV next to me. As we pulled out we saw the guy loading up the family: wife, two teenage sons, and a couple little ones. I wondered briefly how he would, come Christmas, explain that he tested positive for HIV. We pulled into the motel around 5:30 that night and got our room two double beds, for appearances sake, and Billy unloaded our overnight bags from the SUV. We settled in to what turned out to be a very nice, clean room in a moderate neighborhood, we began discussing dinner plans when a knock on the door interrupted us, I looked at the boys and they just kind of grinned at me, I knew what was coming or should I say Cuming. I opened the door to find two strapping boys of maybe 18 or 20, “ is this where the party is “ I smiled as I let the boys in. I opened myself a beer and noticed Billy was wasting no time and groping the older of the two while Lenny was still nuzzling the younger guys’ ear while rubbing his chest. I took a swig of my beer and approached the foursome, Another boy showed up at the door maybe early twenties and said he must be in the right place as he removed his shirt and began to kiss my lips, as we randomly undressed each other and soon we were all naked and fondling each other the blowjobs began and I had my hands full of hot young cock. There was little small talk although they did introduce themselves I couldn’t remember their names I was too caught up in the foreplay. Billy was rimming a guy and being rimmed at the same time, he scooted forward and placed his drooling cock on the pucker of the youngest boy and asked if he was sure this is what he wanted, the boy cooed yes give me your demon seed as Billy slid his cock into the boys hole. The other two stopped and looked at the rest and asked if this was a conversion party, I looked at Billy and Lenny and they nodded and I said yes if you came for demon seed that is what you will leave with. They started sucking and wagging their asses at us as Lenny and I slid our venomous cocks’ deep into their waiting holes the room soon began to smell of mansex as the three locals each tried to take our seed into their hot holes, we took turns passing them around and dumping our toxic loads in their holes. We took a break after about an hour and one of the guys ordered pizza to be delivered. Twenty minutes later the pizza delivery boy showed up and the youngest boy paid him for the pizza, then kissed him hard and groped the guy, his pants were soon down and he had Billy and Lenny taking turns fucking his tight hole, while I took on the other three begging to ride my love stick again. We eventually dumped a load into the pizza guy and found out he was best friends of the youngest guy and knew the other two as well. We sent pizza guy on his way and the boys told us they were starting or returning to college in a month and wanted the gift to spread around at their schools. Billy and Lenny thought this was hot and began fondling the guys again and ended up dumping a couple more loads in them. It was still kind of early and having been fed and sexed I wanted some relaxation time when one of the guys suggested the bath house down the street for some spa time and anything else we wanted to do, wink wink. We put our clothes on and headed down the street, it was a short walk and the evening was still quite warm so shorts and tank tops were all we really needed. We each paid our fees to go in and it was affiliated with one of the bath house chains so it was just the locker fees. We all striped down to just our towels and the boys went off to play, I headed to the steam room for some relaxing steeping. I entered the steam room and it was almost empty, the better to relax, just as a thirtysomething guy came over and began sucking my cock I leaned back to enjoy the slow suck he was giving me, he turned around after about ten minutes of sucking and slid his ass over my pole and sucked me with his hole gripping tight around my base, a couple young guys came in and offered up their cocks to be sucked, as the guy sitting on my cock blasted a load into another’s face, one of the boys shot a load onto mine. The spent guy lifted himself off me to be replaced by the other then sliding down my cock. After being the center of attention in the Steam room I exited to sit in the Jacuzzi spa, the jets caressing my body and soothing my muscles, I made out with a couple other guys in the spa and then went to see how Lenny And Billy were faring. I found them in the maze taking loads and occasionally dumping a load into some twink who needed refilling. I let them know that we had another long day of driving so 11:30 was the cut off for getting off. I went back to the play area and had a couple more guys suck on my cock before returning to the steam room and fooling around some more. At around 11 I called it quits and headed back to the motel room, I stripped off my shorts and top and crawled into bed, about 35 minutes later the boys returned with a couple cute twinks who wanted to spend the night with them. I slipped in and out of sleep as the boys fucked and sucked into the early morning hours, occasionally sucking my hard cock or having one of the twink’s slid his ass over my tool as I spewed more loads up their hot holes. In the morning as they were bidding the twink’s good bye the told them they had taken Poz seed and to go spread the gift.one of the boys sort of freaked but then calmed down when he realized he had been taking raw loads all night at the bath house then came here and received several more hot loads, at which he began to suck me off again and just as I was reaching that point of no return forced his puffy red ass hole down on my cock as I exploded into his gut. He thanked me for the gift and promised to spread the rewards around his college when he returned in the fall. We packed up the cars and headed out onto the next town, repeating the scene in many of the bigger cities we came across. We pulled into our new town a week later and stopped by Andy’s to pick up the keys to the house. To be continued – unpacking and setting up

The following is purely a work of fiction from my perverted mind and any similarities between anyone living or dead is purely coincidental also any statements made to the benefits of having HIV or taking meds is totally fictitious as well. I arrived home to find my house a bit dusty and very quiet, I decided that cleaning the house was kind of ridiculous since it would all be packed up soon and I had left it mostly cleaned before I had left. After having almost 2 week where I had a sex partner(s) every day and night made my home feel lonely so I hopped on-line and pulled up A4A and scanned the guys on line. I clicked on near me and two profiles over from me was a hot 19 year old torso shot, I clicked on the profile and found the description rather fascinating. 19 6’3 170# white blond hair blue eyes, all his pics were locked so all I got to see was his body shot with pair of skimpy briefs covering the cock and ass and only 4320 feet away, Damn I had a hunk in my neighborhood and had no clue, I smiled at him and wrote a brief message saying only in town a few days as was moving soon would he like to play around and hang out. A few minutes later he wrote back that he couldn’t host but would love to come over and meet me. I told him I’d have to take a shower and change clothes, and he replied don’t bother he had just been working out in his garage and he was hot and sweaty himself and really enjoyed manly smells. A hunk and a pig and so close, have I been blind, His last message was sent from his smart phone so I hit refresh on my screen and suddenly he was like 500 feet away I had just enough time to walk to my front door when I heard the knock. I opened the door to find one of the former wrestlers from the school I taught at standing on my doorstep in his wrestling singlet with basketball shorts thrown on to hide what was sure to be a nice bulge. I invited him in and he exclaimed gee Mr. Parrot you have a nice home, told him to call me Frank as I was no longer his teacher or at least not in the scholastic way. He chuckled an told me he had a crush on me since freshman year , and here he was standing in my entry hall with a massive hard on leaking precum on my tile I looked down and sure enough he had a large wet spot on his shorts and I imagined an even larger one on his singlet. He stepped forward and planted a hot kiss on my lips and I cupped his cock and balls with my free hand. I took him into the living room and we grouped each other on the couch his shorts falling on the way over and my pants and shirt somehow coming off as well. I lay there under this hot boy with just my boxers on his singlet rubbing my naked chest and torso. We made out for a good half hour and I realized I hadn’t eaten since breakfast as my stomach grumbled between us. We both laughed and I said I really should eat something but there wasn’t anything in the house except dry or frozen food, would he like to go to dinner with me. He said it was ok but he would have to run home to get some clothes, he was about my size although thinner but was all muscle. So I said I could loan him some clothes to wear to dinner, he smiled and said ok, but we stunk of perspiration and man sex. I got up reached down and pulled him up and stripped off his singlet we both stood there naked other than socks and I pulled him into me and hugged him our cocks battling for supremacy. I lead Lenny into the bathroom and reached in to turn on the shower as he bent down and sucked in my cock. I grabbed his head and skull fucked him while the water warmed up then pulled him up again to deep kiss his tender lips. I took his hand and moved into the shower his body pressing into mine as we hugged again under the cascade of water, I soaped him up and he did me as well. I shampooed his golden locks and he washed my close cropped brown fuzz. His cock was unrelenting and worked itself into my soapy crack then started probing my inner workings. Lenny fucked me in the shower and shot his load deep up my ass. He then bent over and let me enter his love canal. I told him I was poz and he said it didn’t matter. I screwed his ass till I saw specks of blood flowing down his legs and into the drain. It had been a while since I last fucked dry (I know it was in the shower but all the soap had been rinsed away and his ass), so I really ripped up Lenny’s ass, and eventually I shot a huge load into him. At that point we both collapsed against the tile seat. I turned the water off and handed him a towel, I apologized for such a savage fuck but he said he enjoyed every moment. We got dressed and were about to leave when I asked him why my status didn’t matter to him. He replied he already was poz, and that he got it from a former 18 year old swimmer (who, as it turned-out, I had fucked after his graduation from high school a year earlier). They had been best buds and have been passing the bug back and forth for the last six months - as well as breeding anyone who answered their ads on A4A and BBRT and CumHunt. So I had created two gifters from my stable of boys I had bred since getting the bug. We went to dinner and he asked if he could spend the night since his Dad would have locked him out it being so late. I said sure and we went back to my house and played around for another hour or two before falling asleep in each other’s arms. The next morning he had fixed me breakfast and had it waiting when I came into the kitchen. "Good morning, Frank just wanted to thank you for last night." With that he pulled on his singlet and shorts and departed, adding that if I needed any help moving give him a call and he and the swimmer friend would come help me. (wink) I used the next couple of days to pack into boxes those items of my clothing and other items around the house I wouldn’t be needing any time soon, labeling them for shipment. I made quite a few phone calls to have services disconnected and arrangements for final bills to be sent. I almost had everything packed up and was ready to get to packing my personal stuff into the car when I got a case of the hornies. I sat down at the laptop again and started scanning and came across Lenny again. I picked up my phone and dialed his number, he answered on the third ring. “Hey Frank was wondering if you were going to call.” I chuckled and said I needed some relief from all this packing and he replied "Oh wow, Dude. Wish you had called me sooner, but I have plans to go to a CumUnion party up at the Steamworks with Billy." This sounded like a hot plan so told him don’t worry about it I’d see him around as I still had a few days before I left town. Hanging-up the phone, I went into the bedroom and looked in the drawer of my dresser. Darn - I had already packed my 'hunting' clothing. I scanned the pile of boxes, only to realize for the one marked with 'XX' wasn’t in the bedroom. Then I remembered I had left it in the den, and, upon finding it, was pleased to note I hadn’t sealed it. I dug through until I found my Nasty Pig jock strap and my cock strap along with my stash of Viagra. I stripped down and slid the jock onto my torso and then found my tank top that read 'Catcher' on the chest and 'Pitcher' on the back. Changing into that tank top I looked at myself in the mirror and thought "Damn I am a hot fuck." I threw some street clothing on, grabbed the car keys and was out the door. Steamworks it was. I drove the hour or so to get to the Steamworks for their Fourth of July Cumhunt party and parked the car. I entered the building about 15 minutes after the scheduled start and received some Spunk lube and a video. I got a room and they buzzed me through the door and I slowly walked down the rows of lockers and surveyed the guys stripping down to their party gear or just the towel provided. I strolled past open doors and looked in to find guys sleeping, stroking and being inviting. I continued to my room and went inside, stripped off my outer clothes and stood there for a second, slipped on my sandals and exited my room. I roamed to the back where I knew the action would be going on and sure enough I was lipped locked with a hot daddy type and another was feeling up my ass and getting ready to push his cock into me. I felt a mouth on my cock and another on my ear I was being assaulted from all angles. I let my body dictate what it needed and soon found myself the object of a mass orgy. I was used for the first hour as a cumdump and loved every minute of it. I needed a break so I pulled up the next time my cock and ass weren’t in use and wandered out to the showers where I ran into Lenny and my former swimmer who were making out in the shower. I came up behind the swimmer and slid my cock in his sloppy hole. He jumped at first, but as Lenny began kissing me over his shoulder he realized it was me. Our lips parted and I whispered in my swimmer's ear "Surprise." It wasn’t the first time I had seen him here as this is where I had knocked him up and bred his ass after graduation. We went around the rest of the night together breeding and being bred by dozens of guys the awesome trio we were being called by the end of the night. I had taken at least a dozen loads or more and had shoot out another half dozen into willing if not knowing holes. And quite a few mouths as well. I went home sated to be sure. The following days I arraigned for my furniture and boxes to be picked up by a moving company and my cable and phone went dead I called Lenny and Billy over to help move some stuff into a trailer and my SUV for the journey out to my new home. When we had everything packed up other that a sleeping bag and an air mattress I took the boys out for dinner. It was at dinner that the boys sprung their situation on me. Billy’s Parents found out he was poz and wanted him out of the house. He had already packed up his few treasured possessions and was storing them over at Lenny’s but his parents wanted the two of them out as soon as possible, unless Lenny went to college but the local colleges suck for what he wanted to study. He had checked out my new college and they had an awesome program for his field of study. They wanted to come with me to the Midwest and were both willing to go to school there. I thought about it and told them I’d let them know in the morning. We finished our dinner and they threw stuff like they could help drive out and stuff and they already were packed and wouldn’t be too much of a bother, I was thinking distraction, and Lenny was already driving Billy’s car and had just gotten it tuned up. About half way home I said enough I said I’d think about it and let you know in the morning. They both became quiet and kind of pouty I thought it was real cute. At the house they helped empty out the freezer by scooping up three large bowls of ice cream and bringing me one they sat on the floor across from me and ate silently poking each other every now and then. The Ice cream finished they popped up and took the bowls into the kitchen and washed them then they came back and started caressing me and I soon had cock in my mouth. They pulled me up and lead me to the bedroom and lowered me to the bed where they took turns sucking my cock and rimming my ass. Then they both got on all fours and presented their sweet holes to me and said at least breed us one last time before I leave them forever. I slid my cock into them alternating between the two back and forth until I blew a load into Billy’s hot hole. I then laid down and pulled Lenny on top of me and slid my still hard cock into his ass and invited Billy to enter him as well. Billy slid his cock in next to mine in Lenny’s hole and started rocking back and forth giving Lenny a good ride. Billy shot first and filled him with his demon seed then I added to the mixture. We all fell asleep shortly after. I was awakened the next morning by clanking and clunking in the kitchen, I wandered out to find the boys packing up the remaining table ware and kitchen stuff in boxes. They offered me some cereal and what little milk there was left and a plastic spoon to eat it with. Now I had been contemplating taking them with me and last night while pumping my seed in them what Ed had said kept cumming back to me that they needed more demon seed in the bible belt. Andy had texted me a couple days earlier that he had the flu and was anticipating my return. I figured my seed had finally taken hold in Andy and he had the fuck flu for sure this time. Billy’s Camaro was parked alongside my SUV and trailer and the backseat was full of his stuff and it looked Like Lenny’s as well. I smiled If I was going to tell them yes they were ready. I called the boys over and looked them in the eyes and told them although I Was technically only a little older than them I was in charge and they were to follow my lead. They nodded and swore by the bug flowing through their veins I was their daddy and forever more I would be. I smiled and said Ok you can come along, they hugged me and each other. They threw the Ice chest in Billy’s car and tucked the sleeping bag and air mattress in the trailer. Billy wanted to ride with me and Lenny was to drive his car the first leg of our journey together. I told Lenny to meet me at the Rest stop just outside of town and I would meet up with him shortly. He drove off towards the outskirts of town and Billy and I went to drop the keys off at the title company. As we were leaving the Electric company technician came and shut the power off. Good timing on our part. To be Continued – Long trip halfway across country

I don't think it's fair that we can't do it, i don't want to be on this site anymore and i should be able to delete my profile

So if you’ve read parts 1 and 2, you took the fast track pretty much from high school through today and know I’m a masculine bottom with a poz’d up, cock hungry, insatiable and willing cunt. This, and other parts will be specific experiences along that path. It was the early 80’s and I was finishing up high school. Since I was into sucking cock at a young age, I especially enjoyed watching these boys grow into men, their bodies changing as mine was over time. From showing off our first pubes to each other in the locker room, waging our cocks at each other in the showers, to playing grab ass while the coach wasn’t around, all rights of passage for a boy. For me, a sexual arousal, time after time was providing endless jack-off material during my teens. One kid, Randy, was one of the kids that would change clothes quickly. Wouldn’t drop his underwear in front of anyone, least of all be seen in the shower. He wasn’t anything special, meaning he wasn’t drop dead gorgeous or anything, but he was good looking, and had always towered over us through the school years finally topping out at 6’3”, 190 lbs. Our senior year we got a new gym coach. He impressed upon us that we were 18, most of us fast approaching 19, and the importance of good hygiene and it was his standing rule that no teenager was going to leave his locker room after class without having showered, especially since we were his first period class and would pretty much stink the rest of the day. He made sure of it. He walked the main corridor of the locker room after class making sure that every one of us hit the shower. For me it was a gift from the Gods, and on the second week I noticed that Randy was one guy I hadn’t seen completely in the buff yet. I decided that the next class session would be different and laid out my plan. When we got to the gym locker room that morning I walked the main corridor looking down the rows until I found Randy. He was in a back corner area and had already put his shorts on and was in the process of tying his shoes, one foot up on the bench. I walked up near him, about 4 lockers down, and pulled my shirt off, opened my locker and opened my pants allowing them to drop while I kicked off my shoes. We had talked a few times, so it wasn’t like he didn’t know me. We exchanged a few words and as I chucked my jeans and briefs, I stood up and faced him while I managed to unravel one of my tangled jock straps from my over stuffed gym bag. I had a habit of continually stuffing my used jocks in there and never taking them home to be washed. I felt a rush in my back a Without another reply, he reached for my shorts and up under my right leg opening pulling my cock and balls out in one full swoop and was down on me pushing me back against the wall. I was no contest for his strength or size. I didn’t resist, partly from fear, partly because I wanted head. It was then I looked at the screen, and saw my first bareback porn scene. Jeff Stryker burying his beautiful cock in some squealing fags asshole. I ha gone into a gay porn booth. Thoughts of my roommate finding me this way flashed in my head. Then my manly assailant pulled my shorts down to my knees threading my meat back through the shorts, then reaching up with one hand and rubbing my bare smooth chest, he draped the other around my ass stroking my hairless quivering cheeks and stuck a finger in my virgin hole. It made me jut forward, more of my cock head went in his throat and I lost control of my knees as they were visibly shaking and my thigh muscles were in overdrive forcing me to lean more against the wall and use his pressing weight to balance myself. Within no time, I was flooding this strangers throat. In my mind, he was my first real man and definitely my first public gay sex. He made me give him my cock to suck and it felt good, it felt right. He had stuffed his finger in my ass and that didn’t feel too good, in fact I felt that for another day or so afterwards. Oddly enough though, I began fingering my own asshole not long after that when I jacked off privately and found that it made me shoot harder. My blonde cock sucker stood up afterward, licking his lips saying how much he loved the taste of chicken and left. I settled down for a moment wondering if he’d just insulted me. Did I taste like chicken? What was he talking about? I took a few minutes to wipe my cock off on a paper towel I found on the floor. I found it was wet, but that it didn’t clean me off much. I gathered my wits and left the booths to go outside and wait for my roommate. I spent another year and a half in the dorms, but before my 19th birthday I bought my first car, and I had a new roommate, and then another, and then finally moved off base with two other guys sharing a 3 bedroom house. I had sex with all of them, one became a fuck buddy for over 11 years, including after he got married and had kids. One got drunk and wanted to shoot me and then shoot himself for having “molested” him as he called it. I walked in the livingroom with him holding a loaded handgun and he told me to "sit down and don't think about moving." Good thing room mate number 3 was there to protect me.. but little did either of them know I was boning the other. I cruised the military clubs on base and the ones right off base for the first 5 years in Arizona. I cruised the bookstores almost nightly letting cock suckers swallow my cum and eventually poking their tight holes to dump in. Before ending my tenure there, I fucked my first sergeants 20 year old son, and for fun, fucked his daughter once too. I was glad he asked me to help him move giving me the chance to meet them both and later to party with. One summer I was sent on a TDY, temporary duty assignment to a joint military exercise in Barstow, California on a Marine base. All branches of service were there supporting the military exercises being held in the desert. I was living in a tent-city. 10 guys to a tent in the desert with outdoor showers. It was here I began a new game where I decided it would be hot to have sex with at least one dude from each branch of service. I won’t lie and tell you I got all 4 plus the Coast Guard (DOT) boy on this TDY, but I started my jaded conquest here in the back of a passenger van with one hot army boy named Frank. He loved being stuffed with my bare cock every chance we got over the 60 day exercise. We’d hooked up the second weekend there, driving out to the desert drop zone at midnight runs to pick up pilots to bring them back to camp. It’s a long dark road out to Fort Irwin, some 70 miles into the desert and you can see shit coming from miles off. I impressed my senior civilian manager so much that she requested me by name the next year where I spent 3 months on a Navy base in Virginia Beach and bagged my first muscle bound Marine in the ass raw in his barracks bunk, and the sailor in his hotel room bed. The following year I was banging another Marine who had a huge set of nuts, was married with kids, and a Coast Guard boy in a condo outside Camp LeJune, NC., and finally, I had plenty of Air Force hole since that was where it all started. I chuckle to myself now thinking I even had my Eagle Scout at one point. I was transferred to Houston finally, on my request of a special duty assignment so I could be near my long-term fuck buddy and was granted the assignment. We fucked another 3 years, as I said through his marriage and shit. Houston removed me from a military base, but it opened a whole new world of young fucks wanting their holes filled. I had to oblige. Then along came Hot Love III as we called it in the service.. a term for HTLV III, the original term for HIV. We started testing in the service, and I began thinking again about all the cocks I’d sucked and the holes I’d been bare backing since my enlistment. I figured I was safe.. at least for now. Then bare backing wasn’t in my vocabulary. Fucking was. Fucking without a condom because I didn’t need one with a dude, it wasn’t like I was going to knock him up. Condoms weren’t in my life, and as it turns out, never would be. My first five years in the military, starting at the age of “just barely legal” to 22 were spent in Arizona. Assigned to a unit of just over 220 men. I was what most could relate to as the Radar O’Riely of the unit. Administration. I supported the senior support staff, the first sergeant, the commander, and provided personnel administration for the entire unit. To make it easier for those who have never been in service, your admin person (guy or woman) was essential to making your life easier. We were the ones that processed your leave requests, made your medical appointments, made sure you were taken care of. We were the “go to” person for most anything you may need or want. This position gave me a great deal of access to everyone in our unit. I was like the ‘best friend’ to the new recruits, helping them get set up, get their dormitory assignments, escorting them around base on their first day. After that, if anything came up they needed help with; it was me they came to. The fact I lived in the dorm with them for the first 1 ½ helped. They’d come to my room all times of the day or night for things from being locked out of their rooms, to needing a ride into town. This also gave me opportunities to answer my door in little or no clothing and invite them in. My exhibitionist was in full swing. (no pun intended). Initially my assignment was a challenge in itself for me, just to keep my commander, 220 some odd men, and his staff happy. My supervisor had been in the service 35 years, a Chief Master who had a flat top, smoked a pipe and I can tell you over my time serving with him, I saw junior officers leaving his office in tears. This guy was no one to fuck with. He was responsible for all 220 of us and made sure we kept in line. My first introduction to him was “Welcome aboard. I’m your sponsor. You and I are going to have a conversation. It’s going to be a one-way conversation. I’m going to do the talking and you’re going to do the listening.” I wanted to piss myself. He didn’t turn me on; far from it, he scared the living shit out of me. When assigned to a new unit, everyone was assigned a sponsor, someone to show them around, get them set up and basically be their “buddy” through the first month or so. From there I gained a wealth of respect for that man and he became one of the men who helped to shape my young life in becoming a respectable, honest man. I had initially been assigned to a room in the dorm with Ray. Ray was a complete slob. He chewed tobacco and spat it into empty pop cans. He never did laundry and never picked up after himself, including the pop cans and empty pizza boxes and Jack In The Box bags. We were subject to room inspections and try as I might to get him to help out to keep us off the duty roster as punishment (you had to report to weekend duty) I could not get him to cooperate. I finally went to my Chief and asked that he help get me assigned to a new room and explained why. He told me that Ray was due for reassignment and would be leaving us soon for overseas. I told the Chief I couldn’t wait and that I didn’t want the chore of having to clean that entire room when Ray finally left. Chief said he’d think about it. About a week later I came in at my scheduled 7 am, sick to my stomach. Chief asked me what was wrong and I told him that I had mistaken one of Ray’s empty soda cans of spit and chew as my open beverage and had swallowed a mouth full the night before and had been feeling sick. Chief patted my shoulder and said, “Okay son, I’ll take care of it.” Next day I had a new room, all to myself, at least for the time being. Chief told me that I’d end up with a roommate eventually so not to get too comfortable. I was out of my room with Ray in less than 2 hours. About a week went by and as I was sitting at my desk one afternoon, in comes the Chief with someone in tow and I see this cocky strutting, well built, but well mannered guy, about my age saunter up behind the Chief. He sat at my desk and provided me with his large yellow envelope containing his orders and assignment documents. “I want you to be this young man’s sponsor.” Chief said. He was being assigned to the unit having just finished his technical school. His name was Bennett. Not his last name, his first. I found that intriguing. He said his mother was a hippy from the northwest and he’d been raised on a reservation. He was part Native American that explained his dark features and chiseled nose, cheekbones and jaw line. He had deep brown pools for eyes with the longest lashes I’d seen on a guy. He was about my height and weight but obviously more muscular and through his green cotton fatigue pants, I could tell he wore boxers since the head of his cock was outlined nicely in the leg of his pants hanging just right to get a good idea of his thickness. He was impressive. He had a bubble ass that rose up and the seam of his cotton fatigues disappeared between his cheeks making me think of a manly camel toe I’d like to explore. I could tell his ass cheeks were mounds of solid meat. A real treasure to look at and a major distraction. I did my job. We got in a government truck and I took him to finance to get his payroll setup as well as to the post office to get a box. The afternoon ended with us going to the chow hall and finally the dorm and I introduced him to the dormitory desk sergeant. The guy reminded me a bit of Ray, disheveled and a bit messy, but a nice guy. He told us there were only 2 rooms left, one on the first floor and one on the third that was with me. I turned to Bennett and wanted to offer up my room to share but before I could he turned to me and said, “You mind if I share your room. We’re about the same age and all and from our conversations sounds like we would get along okay?” I said “sure, give him a key and I’ll take him up.” Over the next week Bennett and I discovered that in fact we were 3 weeks apart in age. That he had gone in the service because he had gotten his under aged girl friend back home pregnant and the judge gave him an option. He took the military. I also discovered he had a great body but not once in the first few months did I catch a look at his bare ass or cock. He was careful not to expose himself from the waste down. I also discovered he was a sex hound. He wanted to fuck and do it every chance he could get. All he talked about was pussy. Either way, what I got from all of his stories and the way he carried himself was that he was sexually experienced, far more than I when it came to girls, hell I was still a virgin in that category. He was cocky in some ways, too cute for himself in others, but overall a real sexual being. That is what I liked most. His confidence, although be it a little over confident, turned me on. To me he was all male when it came to sex. Masculinity is what turns me on, and does to this day. I am not attracted to effeminate men. Shy is even okay, but they have to be masculine. I also discovered that he liked to beat off; sometimes twice a night. If he didn’t do it in the shower he’d do it in his bunk. Our beds were bunk beds and in the night I’d not only hear him slapping his cock, but felt the bed rocking in a slow rhythm. I’d hear his breathing change, and a muffled “umph, uh” followed by silence. In time, I too would wave my spanking for bed to rock in the same rhythm as his, jacking off separately, but together. We never mentioned it. I would seek out his cum rags when he was out of the room, and never found any signs of his wasted loads, much to my disappointment. As for me, I’d let it fly, or use a sock. I offered to drive into town one Friday night stating that we could hit a few clubs near ASU to pick up some girls. He jumped at the chance telling me that if he hooked up not to hang around and wait on him, and vise versa. In my mind, I had no worries about “hooking up” with any college girls. The evening went well. We went to a club with a live band, which to me made no sense because you couldn’t talk without yelling. The place was packed with young, tanned, big tittied co-eds and Bennett was real pleased. I was pleased to see how his attempts to score his evenings pussy was failing because although he was confident, he was flat out a pig toward women. He didn’t have a clue how to treat a woman other than to start out by looking at one, catching their eye and going “Ppssst” and motioning them over. Never failed, they gave him a look of “ya whatever” and looked the other way. He did this enough that I was getting embarrassed. Keep in mind that although I was a virgin to woman, I still had the proper upbringing to know how to swoon and date someone. Who knew you could meet someone and then fuck them in the same night.. especially a woman. The evening ended with us climbing in my car. Bennett grumbling how all the “bitches in this town are stuck up.” I could only agree and say things like “I know, I’ve never seen it like this” and followed it up with some imaginary girl I’d fucked during technical school in Mississippi and how easy it was then. I will admit I embellished my experiences of being with women when talking with guys to make a point or to work on their heads just to get in their pants. If he’d known I was a long-term cock sucker, that I swallowed cum and that I enjoyed stuffing my cock up guys asses to dump my load, there wouldn’t be much of a reason for me to bother being where I was. Having a long drive ahead of us and both of us bordering and likely over legal levels of intoxication I decided to suggest we get a hotel room close by and head back to the base in the morning. He agreed. “I got some weed on me, lets get some more to drink before we get there” he said. The weed caught me off guard and asked that in the future he let me know if he had it on him or in my car. The last thing either of us needed was an inspection of the car when we got back to base. He apologized and from then on always told me when he was carrying. We got the beer at a “U-Totem”, my nick-name for them was U-Scrotum since they were so convenient for me to prime my victims over the ensuing years. We got a room with two full sized beds, turned on the tube to Elvira Mistress of the Dark and watched some B rated horror flick. Bennett stripped down to his boxers and socks and lay on top of the bed rolling the first of what was to be many joints of the evening. I popped two beer and offered him one and stripped down to my tight whities and sat up against the head board. We passed the joint back and forth, drinking our beer when he started rolling two more joints. All the while he was commenting on Elvira’s tits. “fuck man, there’s enough cleavage there for both of us to titty fuck her. I laughed, coughing on my smoke and said, “maybe for you, but I think my cock would take up most of it.” “Fuck you!” he laughed. After handing me my own joint he said, “You think you can over take this huh?”, grabbing the front of his boxers he quickly stood up, lowered the waist band of his boxers, revealing his nice patch of black hairy pubes and slab of meat directly at my eye level. He swung his hips side to side allowing his nads to swing freely and slap against his thighs making a “flap, flap, flap” and then he pulled the band up landing back on his bed. I said, “you tell me.” And from my sitting position yanked down the front of my briefs allowing my growing chub to lay across my right thigh in plain view and with my left hand reached down and pulled my sac out for his approval. He looked. His right hand rearranging his own cock and sitting up on his bed across from me said, “it might be a shower not a grower.” He was testing me, almost in a tone as to dare me. I pulled my briefs back up and as I took a drag off my new joint, I rubbed my cock through my briefs leaving my hand over my growing mound. He lay back on his bed again lighting his joint and left his hands off his crotch. His pubes still visible through the stretched opening. A few moments went by and I stood up to go across the room for more beer. As I stood with my back to him, I opened his beer and pulling my cock through my leg opening, I milked a strand of pre-cum onto the top of the can into the rim of the mouth opening. He on the other hand continued rambling on about the movie. Rearranging myself I walked back over and handed him his beer and lowered my briefs in his face as he had done to me, my cock springing out at full attention pointing the piss slit straight at his face. “Fuck man.. what the fuck?” he asked. “I never saw another dude’s boner like that!” and he began to laugh uncontrollably. I was relieved that he was cool about it but knew that I was “safe” since he’d exposed himself first. To me this was the “sport” of it. You had to play the game. Some guys were straight forward about it, others you had to work on. Sometimes it took one night and a 6 pack, other times it took months of manipulation, careful planning, setting up situations, but in the end, the reward was always worth the price. I laughed and said, “Just wanted to show you the business end buddy.” I pulled them back up and went back to my bed. From my view I could see the length of his body, from his pecs to his toes, but not his face. He too could see my body and because of the lamp table between us, neither of us could see each other’s face because of the lampshade. What he didn’t know, or didn’t figure out was, that if you looked across the room at the TV (like we should have been doing) you could look up over the TV into the mirror on the dresser and see each other just fine. I took great pleasure in watching him draw on his joint and continue to look over at my crotch. My cock remaining stiff in my briefs, I openly allowed it to throb forcing the material up and down from my thigh. From time to time I saw his eyes grow larger and the material tented and I felt like a snake charmer except I was using the snake to charm the man. After a few more beer and I think about the 3rd or 4th joint. He lowered his boxers. I didn’t say anything. With his face still hidden from my immediate view his voice was deeper than normal, and he said, “dude I need to jerk-off. I know you jerk-off because you and I have been doing it in the dorm so this won’t be much different. Just ignore me.” And with that I heard him spit and looking into the mirror I watched with heated passion as he focused on his cock and occasionally closed his eyes, flexing his chest and arms as he pumped and tightened the muscles of his legs. I reached down and slid my briefs to my ankles, spreading my legs and let my cock slap against my stomach. In the mirror I saw him turn his head and look at my cock. I spit in my hand and began to pleasure my own cock, looking in the mirror at his face as he continued to stare focusing on me pleasuring myself. I’d look back at him stroking his hard 7 ½” cock. Our rhythm matched stroke for stroke. He’ speed up, I’d speed up. I’d slow down, he would. Finally, we both blew our loads. Mine landed on my stomach and pecs, and as I looked over, he cupped his free hand and caught his load in his open palm. As I finished pulling the last drops of cum from my cock, I looked into the mirror again and witnessed him bring his free hand up to his mouth and let its contents drop onto his tongue. He swallowed it and then licked his palm just once with his tongue flat against it. He remained in the spread eagle position with his cock laying across his pubes and draining its last bit of cum out onto his torso. Now I knew why I never found his cum rags. He was eating his own seed. That was something I hadn’t considered. I stood up and a strand of cum still hanging from my piss slit dangling, I used my briefs to wipe my stomach and knob off in front of him. I tossed my briefs on the chair and lay back down letting my cock remain in view as it softened and my balls sank back down to the mattress. The evening was winding down as I saw Bennett begin to doze off. He crawled under his covers and said his good night. I did the same. Several weeks later I was in the shower at the dorm getting ready to go out on another “pussy excursion” with Bennett. As I stepped into the room, towel around my waist, I saw that Gary, another of the guys from the unit, was sitting in the chair and looked as though he’d been crying. Bennett was busy talking to him and as I entered the room, Bennett put his arm around my waist and pulled me over to him so that we were side by side, skin to skin my right side pressed against his bare torso. “But Gary, you don’t understand, sometimes he and I need our special time alone.” I had no idea what the fuck he was talking about; I had a moment of fear go up my spine that he had told this guy that we jerked off together. But being as good natured as I am, I said, “ya, Gary.” Bennett let his hand run up my bare back to my left shoulder and rest there, his barearm fully draped now across my back. I felt my cock stir under the towel, fuck this felt good. Gary was 27, nearly a decade older than us. He was what I call portly, short and chubby. What today I know to be a cub. He had a stuttering problem that when he got nervous or upset made it both painful and sometimes comical to hear him go on. He was stuttering now. “But maybe I’d like to join you guys.”, he said brokenly. “No, really Gary,” Bennett continued, “we like our special time with each other without anyone else, so come on, what do you say, can we borrow your car tonight?” “But you can go in his.”, was his reply. “Ya, but come on man, you got a Corvette, and we could score better with that than with his Duster.” I quickly got past the remarks on my car thinking the arrogant fuck should go buy one himself, but then fell back into the game he was playing. It clicked. Bennett was a smooth talker, a self-diagnosed master of manipulation. Little did he know I was better, but I digress. He was trying to talk Gary into letting us two teenagers drive off in his new Corvette for the evening. “Well, what do you say?” Bennett asked again. “Well, you won’t tell anyone what I said will you?” Gary asked. “No, fuck no man, I won’t tell anyone your gay, neither of us will, but you have to let use your car.” Holy fuck! I missed a heavy conversation obviously. I felt a little hot and horny by the fact that Bennett had told Gary that he and I like to “get it on” as a ploy and “needed time alone together” but I was a little uncomfortable with him blackmailing the dude into making him let us take his new Corvette. Finally through tear soaked eyes, Gary agreed and gave the keys to Bennett with a list of stern warnings about taking care of his car. Gary left the room and Bennett gave me a high-five. “Fuck ya, I’m good!” he said. “Had him to rights when he confessed he was gay and had sex with guys and I used the story that you and I were buddies and had sex from time to time to get him to give me the car.” Part of me was flattered, part of me was thinking this fucker had no scruples. As I climbed in the new Corvette, T-tops removed and felt the red leather against my shirtless back, and saw Bennett climb in the drivers seat, I just let it all go. My mission was before me, fuck Gary. We went to a club on the west side and long story short, Bennett picked up on a girl named Casey. During the course of the evening I could tell I was soon to be replaced by this college bitch and as she left the table to go “powder” I pulled Bennett aside and said, “how’s it going?” He said, “not too good. She wants to get high and shit but told me she’s not into one night stands and said that if we go out a few times then maybe.” I told him that sucked and I sat back, my mind working and said, “Hey, I got an idea.” “What’s that?” “Let’s take her to the hotel, get high, drink some. You can start making your moves on her and if she wants me to leave I will. If she flat says no, then it’s no. But one thing we can try is both of us offer to have sex with her, a threesome.” I was putting myself out there because as I said, my cock had never been in a pussy. I’d made out with a few girls, felt their tits, but that was it. His eyes grew wide and I could see his wheels turning. I knew he’d trade his mother if he could fuck a pile of rocks. “Fuck that’s a great idea, I mean guys always want two chicks, we should tell her we want to fulfill a fantasy for her.” “sure man, but get her stoned first or she’s likely to laugh in your face.” I had to give him some kind of advice after all. We left shortly there after and went to U-Scrotum, got the beer, got the room and in no time were laying back watching music videos and passing a joint. Both Bennett and I removed our shirts and shoes. Casey removed her shoes and lay beside Bennett. He began his techniques and I had front row viewing. He whispered in her ear and rubbing her breasts softly kissing her cheeks and lips. They’d look over at me and he’d whisper again in her ear. I used the mirror again to remain as aloof as possible, didn’t want to scare her off and miss my chance of seeing Bennett fully naked with a hard-on, even if it was going into a girls pussy. She sat up suddenly and removed her top and bra. “Dude, strip down, Casey thinks it would be cool to be naked with us. I pretended to not know what was going on and asked her if she was sure. She came over to me and opened my jeans and tugged on them until they fell over my thighs. I took her wrists and said I’d do the rest. She took off her top, skirt, and panties and got on the bed next to Bennett who was now fully naked sporting a respectable 7 ½” hard on. He scooted to the far side of the bed, Casey got in the middle, and I lay down on the opposite end next to her. “Turn out the lights guys please.” She said. I reached over and turned off the light. “The TV too?” I said sure, and got up and turned it off, returning to the bed, Bennett was already making out with her his hands running over her back and down to her ass. From what I could see in the dark, he had one eye on me and motioned with his hand to join. I wrapped my arms around her, and him, pulling them together. I heard her moaning as he manipulated her pussy. She didn’t say no. . I continued with the foreplay including kissing her and sucking her nipple but allowing my hands to brush against his ass while I was pretending to stroke her thighs. With him doing most of the work, and me being the supportive coach, touching her but only so that I could make sure my hands were touching him I figured that in some way we were both getting what we wanted. I’d reach down to her belly but in truth it was so I could feel his cock that was fully hard and humping the back of my hand from time to time leaving his thick pre-cum streaks there between my fingers. I brought my hand to my mouth and licked his sweetness from my fingers and hand. This aroused me more and I wanted to take his load so badly. I knew he would taste good. Finally he entered her and I got a fantastic view of his cock entering her as I swung around and she made a feeble attempt to suck my cock. , At one point, after she had given up on providing lousy head and as he was fucking Casey I felt him reach down and grab my hard cock and squeeze it several times and I in return allowed it to throb in his hand as he released it. I heard him chuckle. He thought he was getting away with this act because it was dark in the room, that I wouldn’t know it was him. I know a mans touch, something he probably didn’t consider. “You need to swap with me man.” Before I could come up with anything and politely decline, Casey said, “No, don’t stop, I’m so close.” The bitch helped save my face or I’d have had to loose my virginity to a woman for the first time. I would have fucked her, but only because I knew Bennett would be watching. Then I witnessed her orgasm, which frankly seemed theatrical to me, lacking the animal I come to look for signaling true pleasure, abandon and release. It seemed practiced to me. Then Bennett drove his hips hard and grunted and drool escaped his lower lip landing on my forearm across her mid-section. I pulled back and licked his spit off my arm while he was focused on his spasming cock. To me, I was only trying to savor as much of him as I could. Moments later as the three of us lay side by side again I felt a hand on my face in the darkness, I knew it was his hand again. I felt two fingers brush my lips and I parted them and then both fingers went into my mouth deeply and I openly and liberally sucked on his fingers. I licked and sucked them like I would a cock. He began to chuckle and as he rolled on top of Casey as if pretending to hump her, he leaned his head over into my right ear and whispered, “you just licked my cum and her pussy juice off your fingers man.” At first I was like any other homo thinking that was just nasty.. but came to realize the taste in my mouth was much more predominant of a mans seed than anything else. I knew that familiar taste. Problem was, for me, it wasn’t enough. Casey left the hotel shortly afterwards begging that she had to be at her parents early. In the morning Bennett had other ideas. “We have Gary’s car, lets take advantage of it and cruise Central Ave. We put on our jeans, and jumped in the car letting the Arizona sun shine down through the t-tops onto our bare torso’s. We talked about the night before, how hot he thought it was that I would help him out so he could get laid but felt bad that I didn’t get “any”. I told him it was cool; I’d get my chance sometime soon. We spent the day driving around, stopped by a few bars and went back to the hotel with full intentions of going back out that night. We’d stopped off at a shopping center and each bought a new shirt. We both showered and since we’d seen each other naked the night before, and I figured since we’d seen everything short f each other taking a shit, I didn’t bother worrying about being naked in front of him. It was a good thing as I noticed he seemed to enjoy seeing me that way. He made no comment about it, other than he thought I had an impressive prick. I told him it was a real ass splitter. “Ass spliter? You fuck chicks in the ass before?” “No man, just saying is all….” He grabbed a joint and I sat down on the end of his bed. He passed it to me and after a few drags he said, “you ever fuck around with a guy before?” “Why?” “I don’t know, just a question.” “have you?” I asked. “No, but after last night, I think it wouldn’t be too far off, I mean, that was my first 3 way, and not sure I’d tell anyone it was with another guy. But it was cool wasn’t it?” I smiled, passing him the joint and said, “yea, and you feeding me your cum wasn’t anything we should brag about either.” He laughed. “Fuck, I have to tell you, the way you were sucking my fingers I had mixed feelings.” “What do you mean?” I pushed on. “I mean, it was sexy, it felt hot, but at the same time I was just trying to be nasty and when it was done, I felt kind of turned on by it making a dude eat my jizz.” I told him if it had been anyone else I would have decked them and patted him on the back, letting my hand fall short of he boxer clad ass on the bed, close enough that he could feel it there. By this point my cock began to stir. I didn’t try to hide it from him. “Man, you’re making me horny with all this talk.” “Me too.” he said and pulled his cock and balls out of the front opening in his boxers. It stood tall and there was precum forming in his piss slit. “You want to try it?” he asked. “What?” “You know, getting it on with me?” I played the part, “I don’t know man, it isn’t something I thought about.” “Come on man, we nearly did last night, or could have. We’ve jacked-off together, and even after last night..” he hesitatd…” and we’re still cool today with each other, aren’t we? Are we cool?” I looked at the floor and back at him passing the joint again, “ya man, sure, we’re cool, but I don’t want you pulling any shit on me like you did Gary.” He laughed. “Fuck man, he’s gross, and besides, I can fuck with him because he has nothing on me.. in this case I’d have no room to say anything since I participated”. I let him take on the role of the party doing all the convincing. This was more than I could have asked for. I stood up and grabbed another joint from the bag on the night stand and lighted it, my cock stiffening in front of his eyes. “Fuck, see you’re as bonded up as I am over the thought of it.” “Okay fucker, let’s try it.” I said, acting as unconvinced as possible. I lay down on the bed next to him and he says, “you need to suck my cock.” I asked why I had to suck him and not the other way around. “Come on man, just do it, you tasted it already last night, and you need to give me time.” I went down on him, I acted as unskilled as was possible but my instincts took over and soon I was deep throating him, tasting his salty precum relishing in the 19 year old’s taste, knowing, hoping how good the final reward was going to taste. He grabbed the back of my head and was commenting on how great it felt, that he never knew how good it could feel to have another dude sucking his cock. I took my mouth off and swung around, presenting my own cock to him. “okay, shut up and suck my cock too, you’re making me nervous” I told him thinking he wouldn’t want me to stop now. We began to 69 each other. This made him turn on his side and expose his ass. I put my hands back around his waste and felt of his ass and gently guided him into a slow fucking motion. He picked it up quickly, sliding his hard cock in and out of my mouth leaving his precum from my lips to the back of my throat. His bush was against my chin and I watched his balls rise and fall as he mashed them into my nose and eyes. I began to slowly fuck his mouth too, although he kept one hand on it so I couldn’t sink it in his throat. I didn’t mind. I was getting my prize that I’d worked for and manipulated my way through for the past 7 months. I ran my hands over his ass some more and focused on it, and it was so fucking fine. Smooth, muscular and as he probed my throat with his cock, I felt his ass flex. I spit on my finger and began to gently touch him there, right in the center of his virgin fuckhole. He jumped at first and I massaged it allowing him to see I wasn’t going to stick my finger in it. “Oh fuck man, that feels weird.” I took his cock out of my mouth, “but does it feel good?” I asked. “Ya, it does.” “Want me to lick it man?” I asked. “I dunno dude, the blow job feels good.” “Well, if were going to try it, I want to try to lick your hole too, see if it’s like a pussy.” That got his attention. “Okay he said and flopped over on his belly in a quick turn. As he did he reached up and took a drink and lights another joint. Smoking his joint, I went back down and spread his ass cheeks to reveal his beautiful untouched and perfect pink pucker. I pulled his hips up so his ass was up in the air, face level so I could truly enjoy him. I rested my hands on his ass spreading his mounds and stuck my tongue directly onto his hole. I licked it gently, produced spit and forced it out and into his hole. I sucked on his hole gently. I licked and ticked it, and I felt it begin to relax. I felt his tightness give way to swollen lips to him pushing outward as I suckled him and to quivering anticipation. He was getting relaxed. It is no exaggeration to say that I spent over an hour lapping at his hole. That between us we smoked more weed than usual. That he was opened enough to allow my tongue entry and he was loving it, moving his hips gyrating, allowing his head to rise and fall back into mattress. I needed him to be comfortable, I needed him to enjoy it. He moaned and commented on how awesome it felt, that he’d never imagined anything like it. I told him at one point that if he’d let me do this for as long as I wanted, I would swallow his cum load and that he was under no obligation to swallow mine if he didn’t’ want to. The bargaining continued. He agreed saying, “sounds like a one-sided deal, but you got it!” I was playing on his personality. He was selfish in many ways, but used to my advantage it was a masterful weapon. I turned him over on his back and placed his ass on the edge of the mattress. I rolled his knees back up to his chest and I said, “fuck yea, looks like a pussy needing attention to me.” He chucked and said, “eat that dirty tight pussy fucker.” I dove in some more and after a bit I rose up to lean over him asking him to give me a hit of another joint, he reached over his head to relight one and as I leaned into him, I aimed my cock head for his hole. He was taken by surprise as the head of my cock rested against his wet swollen as lips. “Yo man.. wow.. that felt weird.” “What?” I asked, “your cock tried popping my hole, be careful.” He held the joint to my lips at first and I took a drag and allowed my cock to trob in place. He felt it and wiggled his hips.. “damn that thing has a mind of its own.” He took the joint to his lips. He motioned me forward again holding the smoke in his mouth, he grabbed the back of my neck and put his mouth to mine. I opened my mouth and he exhaled the smoke from his lungs into mine. I inhaled deeply. I had never had this done before. “Fuck what was that?” “What you think I was gonna kiss you?” he laughed. “It’s called a shot gun man, a rush huh?” he asked. “Yea, do it again.” He inhaled on the joint, I leaned forward, again being sure my drooling piss slit was pressed against his hole. I opened my mouth, he opened his and exhaled. I inhaled, and was immediately rewarded with his tongue exploring my mouth. We pressed into each other, openly kissing and holding each other. As he pulled back and I looked in his eyes glazed he asked if I was feeling good. “Not completely, no, not really I think we need to go one step further.” Through his coughing his ass ring opened and closed on the tip of my cock, “Try what?” he bolted back. “Well, sex with a dude includes fucking right? I didn’t get to fuck last night it’s only fair.” He smiled, “you fucker, you’re messing with me”. “Look, “ I said, “I’ll be careful and if it hurts I’ll stop or we’ll figure out how this should work, but you’re the one who got us here, and if you want me to finish sucking you off, you need to let me at least try.” “On one condition,” his wheels were turning again and I sensed some form of negotiation was about to play out, yet again. “I let you fuck me in the ass, you have to swallow my cum and if I need head from now on, you’ll give me head.” I didn’t have to think too long on that, but had to continue the game with him. “Whenever you want it?” I said. “yup”. “No one can know about it I replied and you can’t hang it over my head and you have to let me fuck you now and cum in your ass.” “Okay, you win.” He said. With that we had a few more preliminary acts of eating his hole some more, leaning into him and openly kissing him and finding that my cock was hurting him. I had him to get on all fours and this seemed to be better for him. I told him to put his shoulders down on the mattress and he obeyed. He began stroking his cock, which I had to tell him to stop or I wouldn’t be able to blow him good and proper after I fucked him. He seemed to like that reminder and stopped touching himself, his cock was fully erect, and drooling on the sheets below him as I finally sank my full length into his virgin ass. From time to time I’d gather up his precum as I fucked him and eat it or rub it on my cock or his ass. His head rose up from the bed and his face contorted, sweat began to form on his forehead and he shook his head side to side. “mother fucker, that stings” he said. “I need more weed or something dude, fuck!” I slowly pulled back and slowly moved forward being sure to leave the majority of my cock in his hole. It was tight and warm. Gradually his breathing became steady and he was accepting me more and more. I pulled out further, looking down to see blood and small strands of shit along the shaft of my cock. I bore back into him. I put my hands on his shoulders and pulled him back onto me, he seemed to get the idea and then began to fuck himself on my cock. I stood still as he plowed his asshole onto the girth of my hard on. He rode my cock forcing himself to take it. I had been leaking my own precum for a while now, and his ass was getting slicker. “Fuck man, it feels good… fuck I can’t believe this, oh fuck yes… “ I pulled his cheeks apart, marveling at the beauty of his muscled ass and his body working itself back and forth on my cock. My balls were rising in my sack, and new this was the moment. “I’m going to cum Bennett. I’m going to cum in your ass.” “Oh man, that is fuckn nasty.” He replied. “No man, it’s fuckn beautiful.” I replied and pulling his hips hard against me driving my cock as deep as it would go, his head rising up again toward the ceiling, I unloaded 2 days worth of cum into my buddies virgin hole. “Fuckn outrageous man, I can feel it, I can feel your cum in me.. awe dude.” I emptied my balls into his ass and stayed motionless for a moment until he slowly removed himself from my cock. Looking over his shoulder he could only see my wet cock. The shit and blood had been replaced by my cum and his ass juices coating my cock. He reached back, squeezed the last drops out onto his hand and tasted my cum. “phew.. that shit is like frosting.” Laughing laying back on the bed, he spread his legs. I could see his moist hole from that angle and it was no longer pink and small, but ruby red with beautiful ass lips, he grabbed his hard cock and said, “okay man, my turn to blow my wad.” I wasted no time crawling over him lowering my mouth over his hard cock, licking his balls and tasting him. I ran my tongue under his balls and he raised his hips.. “fuck man, lick out my hole some more.” I did as he suggested, tasting his freshly fucked asshole and my own cum. I ran my hands up his hips and cupped his ass before finally deep throating his cock again. I reached up between his ass checks and inserted two fingers in his freshly fucked hole and massaged his prostate feeling my own cum swirl around in his hole. “Oh fuck… what the fuck…” he said. He held my head down over his cock and fucked my face furiously. He held off for a short while, but then pushing my head to one side, he watched his cock going in and out of my mouth, “fuck that’s turning me on man, I’m going to cum down your throat if you don’t’ stop, you still want to eat my cum?’ I moaned an approving yes and pressed my fingers against his prostate and then he began to throb in my mouth, I felt the thick underlying tube of his shaft pulse at least 7 times in unison with his hole sucking and collapsing on my inserted fingers and I finally tasted his jizz, thick, sweet and more than a mouth full. Bennett and I remained friends for over 4 years until he was sent to Korea. We continued our game, playing one another from time to time. We moved off base but he moved in with Gary. I moved into a 3 bedroom with Roger and Terry, two guys Bennett hung out with as they were all into muscle cars. Gary had more money and could afford a place with less roommates and a nice car. It was obvious to me anyway why Bennett moved in with Gary and he always swore he never got it on with him but just used him for what he could offer. I believed him. He would call me on some nights and offer to take me to dinner. We’d go for steak and we’d always end up back at his house after he’d banished Gary to his room. I’d suck his cock always eating his load, and he let me fuck him up the ass depositing mine. He couldn’t explain it to me, how he liked fucking woman, that he loved my blowjobs when he was “in need”, but how he especially loved being fucked in the ass. He thought maybe it was because from time to time he felt he needed to be controlled and that was the closest he’d come to feeling that way. I saw Bennett years later after we both had been discharged when we were in our late 20’s. He’d just gotten divorced. He moved in with me for a short period of about 9 months. He was still a player and couldn’t play me like he did others. I fucked him a few times then, but for me those games were past and I was onto new things. He’d progressed into swallowing loads but only from guys he “knew.

I got 5 loads last night at Slammers in Ft. Lauderdale! First one was almost as soon as I walked in the door by this TOTALLY hot top! Took a load in the mouth in addition to the 5 in my ass!

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