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I get hit on all the time by young guys, I love being a Daddy and a boy calling that while I'm fucking a load into his ass. I'm 54 with a 26 yo boy living with me, and he's cute as fuck!

I was surprised to get the call from the Marina staff. The sailboat had been in the water for three weeks but I couldn't use her because of Covid restrictions. I couldn't even put her mast up. But, then the surprise call. "Mr. C, we are bringing people in one boat at a time to crane on the masts. After such a long wait we want you to be able to use your boat A.S.A.P. when the restrictions are lifted. " I cleared my calendar, pulled on kawki shorts commando and a cut down T. Deep cut v-neck and sleavless deep cut arms. Finally we had nice enough weather to be as close to naked as decency aloud. A 30ish tall slim dark haired man and a handsome early twenties red head assisted me hoisting the mast into place and securing it. The redhead stayed on board, accompanied me back to the slip and helped me tie her in place. With the boat safely secured I dug out my wallet and tried to hand the redhead two crisp new twenty dollar bills. Pulling his shirt over his head he revealed nicely developed freckled shoulders, a well defined lightly haired chest and six pack. He declined my tip and with a seductive wink said; "I had something else in mind Mr. C." Up to that moment I hadn't noticed any hint of sexual flirting. In my surprise I stared back in total silence. He could be all of 24 and I'm a 64 year old hairy otter in decent shape but no gym bunny. I did not see the next words coming from this younge god; "I want to fuck you, that's tip enough." With no more warning he pulled my shirt over my head . I finally stammered something about 'now ' 'here ' and he nodded. I'd had my first Covid shot three weeks prior so thought; 'why the fuck not?' We no sooner hoped down into the cabin and he had my shorts around my ankles and my growing cock in his mouth. Every now and then he would look up it seemed seeking my approval. My soft moans of pleasure told him everything he needed. His hands started messaging my butt cheeks and before long a finger was toying with my hole. He looked up into my face once again and I nodded. The first finger penetrated me. I was grateful for 'PURE'. I hadn't specifically cleaned out for this but chances were good I was pretty clean up there. He stood, removed the rest of his clothes and revealed a thick eight inch beauty surrounded by a short cropped fiery red bush. I just had long enough to take this all in before he spun me around and bent me over the bed in the bow of the boat. He was soon eating out my ass and giving me the most delightful tongue fuck. Every now and then he took a break from my hole and sucked the head of my now engorged cock. Clearly he was not worried about getting back to work as this went on for the next ten minutes. When he stood and teased my hole with his naked cock head I expected him to retrieve a condom from his shorts. He didn't and soon his raw cock head had penetrated my hole. When I pulled away and turned around he looked surprised and apologized. I assured him there was no need, I just needed to be able to watch. I laid down on my back, hoisted my legs and left my ass easily accessible over the edge of the bed. A broad smile crossed his face and he stepped forward to once again tease my ass with his naked cock. "Do you want this Mr. C?" "You fuckin bet I do." "You want it bareback naughty Mr. C?" "Uh hun", as I nodded my head. "You want my young raw cock in your eager hairy hole Mr. C?" "Shut the fuck up and do me already!" His big mushroom head penetrated my ass and he slowly and gently fucked into me little by little. I watched as his thick boner disappeared a quarter to a half inch with each thrust. I just kept breathing deeply reminding myself to relax into the pain. When he was submerged four inches it was as if my ass sucked in the rest of him balls deep and the sharp pain subsided. He leaned forward and planted a deep passionate kiss on my mouth. Our tongues danced for a few moments before he pulled off, returned to a steady fuck and asked me; "Is this the way you like it Mr. C?" All I could manage in response were moans of pleasure. I was glad there were no other boaters around. I hoped the pedestrians on the boardwalk couldn't hear me and dismissed the thought when his pace and intensity increased. Soon his body was giving that delightful 'thwack, thwack, thwack' as he pounded into my ass. I didn't want this to ever stop as I felt the sweat drip from his body and his red hair wick sweat into his eyes. He just kept smiling and offering sweaty kisses from time to time. Too soon I could see the signs he was getting close and he informed me; "I'm just going to assume you want my big load inside ... argh... argh ... to late to protest ...fuckin loading your hole Mr. C." He was in so deep I couldn't feel the hot cum I knew was flooding my guts. His whole body and cock convulsed for a long time. Again I didn't want it to stop. He eventually collapsed on top of me and our sweat mixed as our heavy breathing slowly subsided. He eventually lifted himself, looked me in the eye and smiled; "Now that's a decent tip Mr. C. I know your hungry ass enjoyed it as much as I did." "You're fuckin right young man! Fuckin A!" He slipped off me quickly sucking at my hole. He returned to passionately kiss me again. He tasted as sweet as nectar. When he broke the kiss he directed me; "Stay right where you are. My work mate will be here any minute to receive his tip. Or is he giving it? Maybe both knowing that fucker." With that he slipped on his shorts and disappeared.

I was finally able to do some traveling last weekend; I was about 5 hours from home and stopped for the night. That morning I was scrolling through Scruff and BBRTS; chatted a few guys on and off while I showered and packed up. One guy was really engaged in our conversation, and we started making plans to meet. I was looking to bottom; he was versatile and was good with whatever. I needed to check out of the hotel, and he wouldn’t make it to my hotel before then. Instead he suggested we meet at some conservation land about 15 minutes away. I had my doubts, but figured it wasn’t a terrible use of time before hitting the road. I threw on flip flops, a T shirt, and jeans. I drove over, had some trouble finding the parking area (it was on a nondescript road) and parked. This place was really secluded, and I could see what he picked it. I waited about 10 minutes, still scrolling through Scruff and chatting up a couple guys. The messages were a bit sporadic, but were still coming. I told one about the conservation area and he seemed intrigued. A car pulled in then. The guy was a hot daddy, mid 50’s or early 60’s, with a thick build. We headed down the trail into the conservation area. We walked a short ways to be sure we could hear anyone else parking or walking through. We started making out, running our hands over each other’s chest and ass, then started feeling each other’s cocks through our pants. He started tugging mine down, so I just slipped my pants right off, and pulled my shirt up and behind my neck. He growled and bit my nipple, running his hands over my chest and abs. “Nice and furry,” he growled. My cock was rock hard, and I started rethinking my fuck plans. He went down on my cock, deep throating it right away. It felt amazing against the cooler air. I moaned and egged him on, “That’s it. Suck that boy dick.” After a few minutes he stood up, presenting his own cock to me. It was long with a slight curve, and thick. I knelt down and started sucking on his rod, working my way up and down the shaft. He was growling, pulling my head in against his body. Feeling my cock was still hard, I reached beneath his balls and started caressing his hole. He growled, so I fingered him more deliberately. I fumbled through my discarded jeans and pulled out my poppers and silicon lube. I spread some on my fingers and inserted one into his hole while I blew him. “Oh fuck yeah, boy!” He reached down, grabbed beneath my arms, and pulled me to my feet. We made out again in the woods, stroking one another’s cocks. Then I stepped behind him and applied lube to my thick dick. He bent over, leaning against a small tree. I slide inside, enjoying the pressure of his sphincter as it wrapped around the head of my cock, and feeling it travel down the length of my dick as I slid deeper inside. The morning air was cool and damp, and his ass was sooooo warm. “Fuck. Daddy wanted some boy cock this morning.” He growled yes as I started fucking him. I didn’t waste time, just in case someone came along. I was fucking him with a good rhythm, and he was moaning and egging me on. “Fuck daddy’s ass. Come on, boy, fuck me!” ”You want boy’s load?” I asked. His ass felt amazing and I could feel my balls tightening up. “Oh fuck yeah! Breed daddy’s ass!” I started fucking harder, letting the juices build as we both enjoyed the intense feeling in his ass. I let my load go without warning, feeling it pump through my shaft and spread inside his tight ass. I hadn’t bred anyone’s ass in a long while, and I relished the feeling of unloading in that warm hole. He was relishing it, too, obviously in no hurry to pull off my hard cock. When he finally did, I stepped back panting, and stroked my dick. It was still rock hard. He turned around, kissed me, and then started to finger my ass. There were no words exchanged at this point; his face and fingers said it all in the moment. He reached down, picked up the bottle of lube, and squirted some onto his thick fingers. I grabbed my poppers and took my first long hit. His slippery fingers roughly probed my hole while his other hand explored my abs and chest, grabbing handfuls of muscle. “Fucking hot boy,” he growled. I tried to say something but couldn’t; I was totally caught up in submitting to this guy as he claimed my body. Other than his pants pulled down to his thighs, he was fully dressed, while I was naked except for the shirt pulled behind my neck. He glazed his curved cock with silicon lube and stepped behind me. I assumed the position and took another long hit of poppers just as I felt the pressure of his clock head pressing into my hole. My ass became even more hungry and he popped past the sphincter and fully impaled me. His cock was girthier than I thought, and I groaned as my hole stretched for him. “Fucking hot boy ass,” he said as he started pumping long strokes into me. “Slutty boy taking my cock and you don’t even know my name.” ”No, sir. I don’t.” ”You like daddy’s raw cock in you, don’t you?” ”Yes, sir!” ”You’re gonna take daddy’s load, boy. It’s gonna fill you up.” “Yes, sir!” He started pounding my ass. I reached out and grabbed a small tree in front of me for balance. He was relentless, stretching me open and pleasuring himself inside me. I was groaning. It wasn’t a fast fuck — no, he was intent on enjoying himself. I felt the slap of skin on skin as he plowed into me. At one point I looked back and saw he was recording our fuck with his phone. That just turned me on more. I started fucking myself on his cock, which made him growl loader. “That’s it boy. Ride daddy’s cock. Fucking hot boy!” His strokes got shorter and faster, and I knew he was building toward cumming. One hand grabbed my shoulder, keeping a tension between us so he could fuck me hard. I moaned. “Breed me.” He unleashed with a deep growl that anyone nearby would have heard. He pumped each burst of cum into me, planting it deep. All I could do was take it. I felt amazing, his cock plunging deep inside, and I felt his body quake with the release. He stepped back, pulled up his pants, nodded to me, and walked off. Before I could even fully stand, he was gone.

Part 4 is on its way. I have finished it. but I need to fix a few bits up. Will be out later this week, or early next week. thank you for all the positive comments. Keeps me motivated to write more 🙂

Sometimes big things comes in small packages; the size of something does not always reflect its worth. Think of a great big old empty cold house compared to a little cozy homey cottage. So yes, it's true that big things come in small packages. This is the case when it comes to Rich. At the time A4A was my app of choice and that’s where I ran across Rich. His screen name was Debauchery69 and at first glance his profile seemed very reserved and his photos weren't really that impressive; face, chest, ass. He was a small guy; thin and short. He wore a leather harness and a leather jock strap. There were no nudes at all. I would have to fill in the rest on my own. I, on the other hand, had the kind of pictures in my profile that would have made a porn star blush. Rich is the one who reached out to make contact first. His initial contact was a simple, “Hey.” After a few one-word exchanges I found out that he was a top and was into leather and basically liked to call the shots. My ears perked up a little. I sensed that he was a quiet type of a guy as the chit-chat continued. We delved a little deeper into our perspective preferences and then there was a lag in messages. I took note that he wasn't crude or slutty in his any of his responses. I figured he'd lost interest especially since my responses were a little on the tepid side, too. But then, I received this message: “I would like to come over, walk into your house and find you in a darkened room on all fours ass-up, blindfolded and wearing only a jock strap.” Now that got my attention. The scene he conjured was so erotic and cryptic to me. I was immediately intrigued and reread his profile. I have to admit I wasn’t sure what his screen name meant so I looked it up: Debauchery69. de·bauch·er·y NOUN 1.excessive indulgence in sensual pleasures synonyms: degeneracy · corruption · vice · depravity · immodesty · indecency · perversion I couldn’t help myself. I wanted him immediately. Anyone who could describe themselves like this in such a quiet passive way all the while exuding confidence and sexual prowess and without any of the vibrato and theater that so many dominant men display has got to be a sexual knight. So not to scare him off, I demurely replied that I could make that happen and asked him when. He responded Friday after work around 10:00 p.m. Okay. it was on. I still had no idea what he looked like or what he was truly into, but he created an intrigue that wanted to find out. Friday night rolled around and I took my time getting ready. I put my shower shot into high gear and stripped my bed and replaced it with a black leather fitted sheet. I turned off all of my lights except a few strategic ones that would help him find his way. I put on soft fuck music to set the mood and chose to forego playing porn. He didn’t seem like the kind of a guy who appreciated porn. For some reason, I wanted to connect with him without disruptions. I lit a few candles, readied my bedside with lube, poppers and a few hand towels. About 9:30 he texted, “Looks like I’m getting off work on-time. What is your address?” I replied with the address and told him to enter through the side door, come up the stairs and down the hall. Mine would be the only bedroom with the door opened.” I wore my favorite jockstrap and cock ring and sat and waited. The anticipation was starting to get me a little anxious. What does this guy look like? Is this safe? Am I crazy? This could be seriously dangerous. But I did have his cell number and he has responded and therefore he could be traced. I erased those thoughts and focused on the positive. I hoped he would have a nice size cock but not too big. I want to really relax and not tense up. While sitting on my bed fantasizing about Debauchery69, my phone lit up, “I’m here. Remember blindfolded, ass up on the bed, dark room.” I had everything in place. My room was dark with the exception of the two small candles on opposite sides of the room so that he could navigate. I grabbed my dark blue paisley western bandanna and rolled it up then tied it around my head covering my eyes. I adjusted my white BIKE jock and got up on the bed on all fours with my chest down and ass up. I waited. I was intently listening for him. The wait seemed to go on forever even though it had only been a few minutes. As I focused on sounds in the house listening for the door to open, my dick started hardening. Wait, was that him? No, that was the ice-maker. I continued to listen. Suddenly I heard the creak of the door hinges and then the closing of the door. I heard the steps creaking as he navigated the run of the staircase. I could hear that he was in the hallway and moving closer to my bedroom. Suddenly, I smelled him in my room. I felt his presence. He said nothing. My hole started to twitch giving my self-control away to him. A t-shirt was being pulled over his head. A belt buckle was unbuckled and the unmistakable sound of a zipper descended followed by denim being dropped to the floor. My nipples started to harden. His hands were a little cold when he put them on my butt cheeks and massaged them like only an ass-man would. Occasionally he spread them letting a cool rush of air graze my hole. I cooed and arched my back. He climbed onto the bed and moved around to the front of me guiding my head to his crotch which was encased in a well-worn leather jock strap. I inhaled the leather and his musk permeating from his crotch. Pheromones were practically oozing from his body causing a me to get closer. The smell was intoxicating. My physiology changed as I inhaled and I began wanting to devour his jock and everything it concealed. But he restrained me. Being blindfolded intensified everything. I was on heightened alert trying to second guess everything he was doing. I felt wetness coming from the pouch of my jock and realized I was leaking precum from the anticipation. He leaned down and whispered in my ear, “My name is Rich and I’m going to take good care of you.” I started to say something but he shushed me, “Shhhhh. Relax. Everything I need to know you’ll tell me with your body.” He was very intimate, very sexy and very much in charge. I reached up and grabbed a hold on his hips. He was small; really small. My hands moved up and roamed his upper torso. This guy was only 135 – 140lbs, completely hairless with a chiseled chest complete with sumptuous protruding nips. He let me wander all over his body almost as if he were compensating me for my lack of sight. He had the tiniest bubble ass that easily fit into the palm of each had. He reached down to unsnap his jock strap and fished out his cock and balls. The aroma made my blindfolded eyes roll to the back of my head. Rich had a very pungent, yet alluring, masculine scent. I inhaled deeply as if I were taking a hit of poppers and held it in. He still had his hand on the back of my head, but not necessarily directing me where to go. I started at his thick wiry bush by pushing my face into the center of his pelvis and began licking and matting his hair with copious amounts of saliva. Once his bush was soaked, I dropped down to his tight walnut-sized balls and popped both in my mouth and sucked. His nut sack was smooth perfectly sized for my mouth. I could feel his cock rising from the attention I was giving his nuts. I slowly let them escape half-way only to draw them back into my mouth. I did this several times before bottoming out and sucking his balls deep into my mouth and then using my teeth to ever-so-slightly bite down, letting him know that yes, I had his entire nut sack in my mouth. Between Rich grinding his hips forward, me pulling his ass-cheeks toward me and the suction I was causing, his nuts were in nirvana. It was so fucking hot to be ‘deep throating’ his ball sack. Rich grabbed me by the hair and pulled me off his balls and guided me to his cock. I hadn’t yet felt his cock and was so wrapped up what was happening that I all but forgot about his cock. First he let me have just the head; he was circumcised and didn’t appear to be fat. He pulled my head back teasing me. Then fed me the head again which I sucked and tried to get more. He repeated this a few more times before slowing letting me glide down the length of his cock. His cock wasn’t fat nor was it thin. It was actually quite perfect for me. But length is where he surprised me. He continued to feed me. When I thought I must be at the base, he continued to slide in further and then even further until he hit the back of my throat. Seriously, how long was this guy’s cock? I was slobbering quite a bit while trying to get his cock further into my throat. I reached up and took hold of the base of his cock and realized that I only had two-thirds of it in. There was no way on my knees that I would be able to go any further. Rich was very wet at this point so that wasn’t the problem. Keeping his dick in my mouth, I turned over onto my back, took a deep breath, grabbed his butt and pulled him all the way into my throat. When he hit the back of my mouth, my esophagus open up and his cock continued all the way into the back of my throat. “Ahhh,” was all I heard followed by a long, slow, lust-driven exhale. Rich grabbed me under the shoulder pits and drug me to the edge of the bed leaving my head hanging off the end and his cock still buried balls-deep. Gripping his ass cheeks, I forced him to fuck my throat. He only needed a little help and soon took over from there. Precum, spit and mouth goo were seeping everywhere. He started pulling all the way out and plunging back in to his balls. Again, and again, and again. He fucked like that for quite a while grunting each time he bottomed out. My jaw and cheeks muscles started to ache and Rich sensed it was time and slowly withdrew. After giving me a moment to recuperate, he dropped his balls in my mouth again. I sucked them all the way in and went to work. Teabagging this dude was putting me in a trance. I wanted to swallow his nutsack. Rich started tweaking my tits adding more and more pressure. I squirmed and groaned when I felt his nails pinching and digging into my nipples sending vibrations through his balls and out to his entire groin area. He spit on his hand and reached between my legs and found my hole. I spread my legs further giving him as much access as he needed. He inserted one finger and played around the rim making me horny for more. He added a second finger and slowly started to penetrate further. Rich withdrew his fingers from my ass and then his balls from my mouth and walked around to the other side of the bed facing my ass. Still on my stomach, I lifted my ass off the bed and arched my back. Barely audible he whispered, “Good boy.” Grabbing my ass cheeks again, he spread them apart and buried his face in my ditch. His tongue was what I was secretly craved. My ass reflexively pressed backwards and he got a little deeper. All I could do was whimper. I wanted this guy to devour my hole. He continued to eat and was actually softly growling into the depth of my hole. I felt a finger tracing around the perimeter of my asslips and massaging the rim. Rich removed his face from my ass and got off the bed and walked around to the other side of the bed again. He squatted down in front of me, lifted my head, pressed his lips to mine and inserted his tongue. He started making out and I felt his tongue everywhere inside my mouth. While we made out, I heard the unmistakable sound of the screw cap being removed from a bottle. I knew what was coming. He retracted and closed my left nostril and held the bottle to my right one. Instinctively, I inhaled deeply. Then he switched and did the other. He didn’t partake and returned to the opposite side of the bed. He spread my cheeks, spit into my hole and inserted two fingers and fucked them into me. He finger fucked me with intention and just as I began lift-off added a third finger. I cocked my head as if trying to listen to what he was doing, but all I could depend on was my sense of feeling. I was on hyper alert yet pushed my ass back a little further. A fourth finger was added. I was so glad I was fucked up on poppers because this was getting intense. Again, I pushed back and Rich ground the palm of his hand all around the inside of my cunt causing me to moan like a cheap whore. It was at that moment that I realized he was going to try to fist me. I was kind of stunned because that possibility never downed on me. Yes, these four fingers were causing me to purr and arch my back like a cat in a yoga pose, but I cannot take a fist. Impossible. Rich continued his magic on my ass and hitting me with poppers from time to time and I continued to moan and squirm. I could feel him adding a little pressure here and there, but he couldn’t make any more progress than he had already made. I was tense and nervous. He withdrew his palm leaving me with emptiness and feeling disappointed. I felt his body crawl up on my back and his breath on my neck and he whispered, again barely audible, “Not tonight, you’re not ready, but soon, baby, soon.” He fed me another double hit of poppers and positioned his cockhead at the walls of my cunt and pushed completely in to his balls. The feeling of his long cock buried deep inside me was spiritual. He started to fuck me and I fucked right along with him. He picked up the pace and lifted his torso off my back to gain more leverage. I had to bunch up the sheets in each hand to give me traction to take such a hard pounding. I got the perfect grip allowing me to fuck him back with the same force he was using on me. There was lots of heavy breathing, grunting and groaning between the two of us; the kind of sounds that can only be made with a hard serious fucking. He would stop to give me poppers and to spit on his cock but then fucking would resume full force. By this time his cock and my ass was dripping with ass juices mixed with cock snot; gooey and slimy. I love nasty fucking like this. The sounds bring out the animal in me. He started piston fucking me by pulling his cock all the way out and without needing to touch it, slammed it back in to the balls. Rich suddenly pulled out, jumped off the bed and came around grabbed me by the hair and forced his cock down my throat. It was so warm from the friction and wet and greasy. It slid, once again, past my esophagus and traveled to the end of my throat with absolutely no resistance. He fucked my throat for about ten strokes while I opened my throat to take whatever he was prepared to give me. He fed me more poppers and jumped back around and slammed his cock into my ass. I could feel a film of sweat between us and Rich’s breathing increased. He slowed for a second and I could hear the click of his camera snapping pictures. His cock and my hole created a magnetic field that kept attracting and repelling cock and ass over and over again. Rich continued his relentless assault stopping or slowing every few minutes to prolong his orgasm. I could feel his cock pulse each time he edged. Sweat was now dripping onto my back profusely and I could tell the sheets beneath me were getting wet, too. He pulled out and turned me over, lifted my legs, grabbed both my arms and restrained me by locking both my wrists above my head. Then shoved his cock back where it belonged; in my hot, fucked, wet hungry cunt. “Dude, fuck me, please keep fucking me,” I heard coming from somewhere deep inside me. I was moaning and being unconcerned with my own masculinity at the moment, began to beg, “I love your fucking cock, fuck me, man.” I could feel his breathing getting faster as he leaned down and kissed me. I moaned and made out with him. Rich lifted his head and started punch fucking me with his cock; faster and harder. I swear we were banging bone against bone, his pelvic bone against my tail bone. Still blindfolded and soaked with sweat, I began having an almost out of body experience. Without touching my cock, I felt my balls tighten, my asshole constrict and felt a tingling sensation travel from the center of my balls and up through my cock. “Oh fuck! I’m fucking shooting!” I shot load after load onto my stomach and chest merging it with the sweat we had created between us. Rich pulled out, froze and grunted in a deep lustful rasp that came from the core of his soul and rippled throughout his body. I felt the first splatter of liquid silk spray across my chest, face and hair. The second came immediately followed by the third. I realized that Rich was aiming his cock at me because by the fifth volley I was being covered in cum. I could actually hear each volley land on me. The smell of cum dominated the room. He collapsed onto the bed next to me to catch his breath. I was speechless not knowing what to say. I wanted to offer a shower, but needed to catch my breath first. I wanted to see if he needed water because this had been one of the most intense workouts I’ve ever had. The jism began to change from a gel to a liquid and ran down the sides of my face, chest and torso. Rich got up from the bed and went into the bathroom. I heard water running indicating he was cleaning up a bit. I should have offered a shower but somehow the words didn’t come. Without saying anything, he started getting dressed. A t-shirt was being pulled over his head. Jeans were being pulled up and zipped and a belt was clanking and then buckled. When he was finished, he knelt down and whispered into my ear, “That was hot. Let’s do this again.” And he walked out of the bedroom, down the hall, down the staircase and out the side door. He was gone. The house was silent. I remained on the bed bathing in the afterglow and sweat until I heard his car drive off. Only then did I take off my bandanna off and look at my body. I was completely glistening in cum. It was everywhere. I scooped cum from my hair, chest and stomach and grabbed my cock and jacked off with Riches load. Rich actually became one of my favorite fuck buddies. Every time we met it was the same; after work, me in a jockstrap, him in leather and me blindfolded. I finally got to see what he looked like on our second visit. He was exactly like I imaged small in stature with pale white skin and black hair. He was neither handsome nor ugly, yet I was very attracted to him. We remained constant fuck buddies for about 3 years. He was never able to fist me but we had fun trying. He stopped messaging me one day, removed his profile and disappeared. I never heard from him again. What I learned from Rich was how to be a gentleman and practice debauchery; they can coexist. I loved him as only a gay man could possibly understand.

Day 1 of 3 in Tulsa OK. I had previously stayed at this cheap sleepy motel near the Woodland Hills mall. Last time proved fruitful. After early dinner with friends I checked in. As soon as I got in the room I updated my Grindr profile to be anonymous bb ass taking any and all loads. as I showered to get my hole ready, got a few messages instantly asking, room #? Among the responses was a beautiful black dick. Sent him room#. min 10 mins in walked a guy. I was on all 4s ass spread. He lowered himself and ate my ass out deep and lots of spit. he then slid his 9” thick cock and started pounding. For the next hour we tried all positions ending up face to face and my blindfold off to reveal this trollish older black man, missing teeth and balding. knowing my fetish for getting pounded by ugly men, my hole was on fire. He proceeded to unload 2 massive creampies in my shaved cunt. as he left, a guy had messaged saying he works next door to this hotel. Told him I was loaded. Said great. From my window I watched this far ugly Asian guy walk into the motel. it was my visitor. After 5 mins of sucking him, he mounted me flat on the bed and proceeded to call me a faggot whore whom he’s gonna breed. I now have 3 loads in. nkght ended with a Latino guy, sexy as hell, ask me if he wear a condom. I said no at first but said he fucks very hard. I gave him. in he walked about 10 mins later and he proceeded to deep pound my cunt on all 4s for over an hour. He finally shot in my ass by removing the condom and sliding in before he shot. after he left I payed there with 5 loads in my used wrecked shaved hole. And this was day 1 of my 3 nights there.

For me anonymous sex means being in a gloryhole setting (on the inside or the outside) and in any form of darkroom. Anonymous sex is simply experiencing real joy of/in SEX -- fucking/getting fucked, rimming/getting rimmed, sucking/being sucked. We choose to be in them to have hot bb fun. On the inside of a gloryhole it's limited light; in the darkroom, it's pretty well very low light to pitch dark. As some have said earlier, you rely on your other senses (hearing, touch, taste, smell) to guide you in having sex. After 12 midnight to around 6 AM on a Friday/Saturday night in a bathhouse (pre-COVID), guys cram in any darkroom to cum, before they must leave to go home to bed. Or sometimes they cum earlier because they have work or others obligations next day. Guys stick their hard cocks through holes in a slurp ramp to be serviced and eventually cum. Anther important point for me: I love anonymous sex in darkrooms because my age disappears. I'm just another in-shape dude craving sex. I'll be honest, at 56, I have been passed up for sex because of my salt-and-pepper hair and goatee or younger guys don't want to play with an older daddy like me (I'm in reasonably good shape too!). So, guys who haven't tried gloryhole or darkroom sex are missing out on a ton of fun and lots of cumloads. Anonymous sex brings excitement/anticipation and joy for me and for so many others on here. And please, don't judge a book by its cover! We're sexual beings meant to explore each other's bodies and fluids! Dare to explore a cock or ass in a gloryhole/darkroom.

I went to a friend's house this morning and as usual he fucked me raw for hours. No lube, he has a huge cock, and he gave me three loads. Plus piss and other fun. Then I was driving down to the shore and I stopped at an adult bookstore that has a theater. I stripped down completely, put a blindfold on and knelt on a sofa with my ass back and exposed. I got two more loads. The first guy was before I put on the blindfold so I saw him. Young, built, handsome. I started sucking him but then that's when I got naked and he said do you want to get fucked and I said oh yeah. So he stands up and pushes his cock in me raw. After about 10 minutes he cums in me. After he leaves that's when I put the blindfold on and I had another guy fuck me and breed me. I didn't see what he looked like but I know he enjoyed it and so did I. Not bad for a day I wasn't expecting anything.

It's been a while since I have given my last load but I remember it quite well. I met a Fireman off of DL and we split a hotel room. He got there first. I walked in, instructed him to get on all fours, pulled his shorts down and proceeded to tongue his hole. He moaned and quickly became hard, as did I. I took down my pants, entered him and we fucked for 45 minutes, I nutted, waited five minutes and flipped him over and pounded him missionary until I came again. Fun times.

busy bathhouses, on busy nights at busy times is the solution. and be willing to be patient. sometimes nobody is fucking for 30-40 minutes but then I get a run on my ass with 5-10 loads in a row, back to back. Plus there are certain times when guys are just looking to blow their load before they leave. thats when I like to be that super easy fuck, just waiting there with a cumlubed hole that they can just slide into, fuck, breed, and leave. it also helps to put up ads and message guys telling them when you will be there taking loads. I also find I get more loads dumped in me when I'm blindfolded, like some guys don't even want the cumdump to know they fuck trashy cumdumps like me. also helps if you have a hype man there getting guys to fuck you, or go around the bathhouse gathering tops to bring to you. some guys love it more when they know my boyfriend or my uncle is standing right there watching them fuck me. and just be a fucking whore. beg for loads, tell guys you're trash and let men strangle you and spit in your face and ALWAYS thank men for cumming inside you

I’ve always had a busy sex life but ever since I hit my 50s and embraced my Daddy identity I’m getting more younger men and boys than ever before who are willing to take my raw cock. I’ve got a regular, almost permanent live-in “son", Drew and hook-up regularly with other boys, either just me or me and Drew. I look after myself, hit the gym regularly and have a decent sized cock but my balls are kinda big so I rock a jockstrap. I live in a big city but it’s never seemed easier to find a “son” who’s willing to be barebacked and seeded by me. What so other Daddies and Sons think.

I want to get fucked with a cruel condom

Since I was young....I've loved going restrooms,ABS,gyms, and bathhouses to fuck and get fucked....one of my favorite memories is when I just got outta college and I was driving home....I stopped at ABS, got my coins, and headed to the booths....I went in a started to watch porn....long story short...a hand offered poppers through the gloryhole....I took a huge wiff and backed my hole up to it to get some stranger's dick!.....that stud fucked me for twenty minutes and filled my ass up.....afterwards I wanted to see who fucked me...so when the stud left his booth, I left mine....I followed him out into daylight.....He was a young man...early thirties...had an athletic coach look and TWO cars seats in the back of his SUV...I was so happy I had his baby yogurt up my buttcunt!

Stranger in my Room – Part 2 It seems like we both passed-out; for how long I don’t know. I just woke with this wonderful feeling of someone’s fingers running up and down my ass crack. It felt so good I just naturally shifted my hip to give the fingers better access. The digits were deep in my crack and brushing my warm, wet hole. Then a pause at my rosebud, and the middle finger starts probing the opening. It’s gone for a moment, then back again, but now it’s wet. Again I shift and give total access to my butt hole. The wet finger enters my wet chute. With ease the stranger’s middle finger is sliding in and out of my fuck hole. It’s really feeling good and my hole is warming up. Then the finger in replace by a fatter thumb. “Fuck yeah…” I sigh. Fucking LOVE being thumb fucked. The perfect shape, and how the pad of that digit presses against the prostate. Fucking heaven. After some gentle rubbing of that favorite male gland, the stranger pulls his thumb out. He says to me, “You’re so very warm and wet in there. I think my dick needs to revisit that.” With that, he lifts my left leg slightly into the air. Then his big, round dick head starts running up and down my crack, looking for that warm, wet spot. It’s not long before he discovers it and starts pushing in. Because I still have such a tight ass, he feels resistance. He lifts my leg higher and I push to open my hole for him. With that, his head pushes in, past the ring. I sigh with extreme pleasure as he pushes the rest of his dick’s length into me. “Oh fuck! This feels good. Your dick is now hitting that spot, better than your thumb was. Fuck this is awesome. I’ve never been fucked in this position. Feels amazing. Oh, Fuck Yeah…damn that feels so fucking good!” “So, you’ve never been dicked like this before? Well, you’re going to like it.” He lifts my leg over his hip and drives his dick in, balls deep. He then twists my shoulders and face around to meet his. With that, he plants a big, wet, open mouth kiss on me. While we’re swopping spit, his hand runs down my belly and finds my hard cock…dripping pre-cum of course. He wraps his fist around my boner and starts stroking. I think every bottom would agree that having a Top stroke your dick while your ass strokes his, is an amazing feeling. My arm is around his neck, his hand is pounding my meat, and my hole is milking his cock…once again. Does it get any better? “Oh, fuck my ass man! Oh, fuck this feels amazing. I could cum man, I think I’m about to shoot!” Hearing that, he slows down, lifts my leg back over his hip and starts to roll me over on my stomach…all the time, keeping his stiff rod inside me. He lays his hairy, manly body on my back and says directly into my ear. “I know from your profile; you really like to take dick in this position. In fact, I think I read from you several times, this is how you like to get bred. Well, you nasty fuck, we’re going to fuck a while like this, before I seed your cunt again. Then maybe I’ll let you cum. But you either cum with me, or after me. Understand? You tell me when you’re too close.” With that he lifts himself off me and pulls his cock out. He then takes his strong hands and parts my thighs and firmly rubs them up and down. He reaches up and pulls my cheeks apart and starts rimming my ass. He’s dragging the length of his tongue up and down my crack, then stops and sticks it in me as far as he can. He does this several times and I’m writhing in horny bliss. Then he rises to his knees and uses them to force my thighs further apart. Then I feel that wonderful, bulbous head of his cock pushing against my opening again. “I’d suggest you take a hit from that bottle before in force myself into you again.” No one who needs to be told twice the hit some poppers, I take a long draw up both nostrils. As I slowly let out the air, with one forceful thrust, he’s back in, balls deep. I raise my spinning head and groan in pleasurable. It didn’t really hurt…just had a lot of force behind it. Once again, the weight of his body in press on top of me. And again, he’s breathing heavy words in my ear, while he starts full force thrusting in and out of my hole. “Your fucking cunt feels so good around my dick. Fuck. Your hole’s so creamy already it feels incredible. I could fuck you for days.” As he’s fucking me, pinned between his body and the mattress, my wet dick is rubbing beneath us. I’m so fucking turned on by this guy’s manly body pressed against me, his amazing boner fucking my hole, and my dick rubbing the sheets. I guess my breathing started to give that tale-tale sign of reaching climax. Because, without saying a word, he reached under my hip and pulled my stiff rod behind me. No longer rubbing against the sheets. “Don’t want you cumming prematurely.” He says. “We have some serious ass pounding to do. I’ve yet to plow your ass doggy style.” Fucking hell. I didn’t even realize we hadn’t done that yet. Then in a moment, he withdrawals his bone from my butt, grabs my hips and lifts them off the bed. Again, he buries his tongue deep in my fuck hole and just eats me out. In a flash, his tongue is replaced with his stiff, now pounding cock. He pushes all the way into me in one thrust. Hits bottom and twists my face around to kiss me with the taste of my ass on his tongue. “We got some serious fucking to do. I’ve yet to really pound your ass. You need to feel what it’s like to fuck like men.” He pulls his cock out with a ‘POP’ and drives it back in again. Holding my hips and pushing my face in the sheets he starts F U C K I N G me. Fucking in and out and in and out – slamming into my cheeks with a slap each time. I’m fucking moaning with forceful pleasure. I don’t think I’ve ever had someone fuck me so hard. But, because of all the earlier work, and a load of wet jizz already in me – this felt, other worldly. He was really liking it too. He was up on his knees, ramming his shaft deep. Pulling it out to look at it, then back in again (got to love those full-length mirror hotels have). “Fuck yeah! Your hole is working my cock so good. I’m gonna fuck’in cum man. I’m gonna grease your insides again. Oh fuck yeah. You ready for another hot load of sperm?” The question was rhetorical, but always HOT to hear. So I answered. “OH GOD YES! That’s what you’re here for. I need your seed man. I want your fucking man load planted as deep as it will go. Fuck me man. Mark this ass!” With that he pushes me flat on the bed. With his knees he forces my thighs together, making my hole tighter. He’s fucking hard, but his cock doesn’t leave my chute. He drives in all the way and the moment he lands on my back I feel his dick surge. “Fuck you man! FUCK I’m cumming! I’m breeding and seeding your cum hole. Take it man. Suck-in all my seed – my DNA is now deeply imbedded inside you.” “Oh fuckin’ thank you man. You came here to deliver, and you did. I love having your sperm swimming inside me. I feel so wet with your thick, rich cum. Thank you.” He’s now laying on top of me. His chest pressing heavy with his panting. Calming down and winding down, but still on top of me. I’m loving it. Then I realized, when he laid me down again, my dick was under my belly…but I didn’t cum. I was so focused on my ass getting truly fucked I just didn’t care. “Man! That was some amazing sex. Did you like that?” He asks me. “Are you crazy? Of course. It was the best sex I’ve ever had. You are a great fucker. I’m glad I invited you over. Was scared to death at first, but I think that made it hotter.” “Right-on. Should we take a shower and clean each other up before I leave?” “Yeah…I’d like that.” We go into the bathroom and I start the shower. Luckily being a higher end hotel, it had a sizable shower. We step under the water and I soap-up his sexy body. His dick is still half hard, and I can’t help but stroke it. Looking me in the eye, he says, “You haven’t really showed me how subservient you can be. I think you need to get on your knees and suck my cock.” Now I’m not too much into sucking cock, but he was right. And, I hadn’t cum yet myself. I was kind of excited to see that amazing fuck tool up close. I put my lips around his head and suck it. Circled my tongue around it, then stuck the tip of my tongue into his piss slit. “That’s nice boy, but I think you need to suck the whole thing.” With that he takes both of his hands to the back of my head and forces my face into his bush. I do like the different feeling of his dick in my mouth. We get into a rhythm and I start stroking my dick. After a few moments, he notices me whacking my dick. “Hey boy – haven’t you cum yet?” I look up into his face, dick still in my mouth and try and say, “No.” “What the fuck kind of rude Top am I. We need to take care of that. Do you think your pussy could take another load?” “Fuck yeah.” I say. With that, he grabs me under my arms and pulls me up. He then tells me, “Put your foot up on the edge of the tub.” I then feel (once again) that amazing dick head pressing into my ass. “Oh fuck. I love to stand and deliver. Oh God, I can’t believe I get your dick again.” “Keep working it like this and you’ll get more than just my dick.” “Do you want to cum while I fuck your hole?” “YES! I LOVE to cum while getting fucked.” With that, he pulls me back against his chest. Then he pushes my hand away from my dick and wraps his fist around my aching bone. His dick is pounding my butt and his fist is pounding my pud. I feel so subservient. This Top is controlling everything. He then pushes the brown bottle under my nose. I sniff deeply and he does so after. At this point, we’re both flying high. “You feeling good boy? You ‘bout to shoot that juice? Hold-off a second and I’ll plant mine in you at the same time. You close? You ready? I’m about to shoot man. Here comes number three.” Again, he dives in balls deep and holds it there. But his fist is still quickly pounding my dick. As I feel his head expand as he starts to deliver his third load. At that moment… “FUCK YES! Thank you, Sir. I’m gonna shoot – FUCK I’m cumming. AUGHHH FUCK YEAH. FUCK YES….AUGHH! My first shot came out like a canon. I could feel it as it left the slit. My stranger’s dick buried deep within me, again. Him holding me tightly against chest and pounding my dick and causing it to explode. I’ve never had a better orgasm. “WOW Boy! How long you been holding that load?” “I don’t think it’s how long I held it…it was YOU driving it out of me. Fucking AWESOME! By that time we were both spent and the sun was raising. I went and laid on the bed, and played with my cummy ass and semi-hard dick while the stranger dressed, waved good-bye, and left. After he was gone, I fingered my soaking wet hole, and stroked my boner to another orgasm thinking about what just happened. Can’t believe I actually did it…but so glad I did.

Thanks for the feedback!! I have to admit that when I do not wear the wig, or bra or whatever that the costume feels "incomplete". I appreciate the encouragement to do what feels right. I guess I am curious if there is any interest or demand out there for fucking a guy in a cheerleading skirt? Anyone? LOL Perhaps I also need to accept that it is a niche thing and not for everyone, despite how much it arouses me personally.

I moved recently to Orlando and have been having been fucking and getting fucked raw the last few months. It’s been so hot and It’s my first time really encountering so many poz men around here. The idea of a real man using me and breeding me and knowing he is poz gets me so hard. Recently got tested and am neg. a part of me wants to just keep fucking like wild and go to the bath house every weekend. On the other hand I’ve been told to get on prep. What do we think ?

thats amazing... for more guys topping... it feels great to cum in someone's ass

Looking for anon ass up breeding sessions. 420 and poppers are ok but not interested in meeting anyone who’s been using hard drugs. Your first name LoadTakerNYC Your cell number (646) 653-4800 Location Brooklyn NY 11222 Times you're generally not available: weekdays before noon Age: 38 Height: 5’8” Weight: 180 Ethnicity: white

I got to top for the first time few days ago. I've been a full bottom for few years, but starts to enjoy being sucked and was tempted to top. Few days ago, I was really horny, like, I needed to get fuck. I was supposed to work, but then I started to play with my ass with my plug, and thought "fuck it, I need a cock". So I went on grindr, and hit back this guy which I talked to few weeks ago. He was older than me and seemed nice. Good looking and his profile advertised "tbm (yeah, even though I'm asian)", and indeed his cock was pretty decent. I said I was looking, and he asked when, and I said "now?". I told him I was looking to be fucked, but was open to try to top. He was fine by it, asked if I was on prep, said no, that I was playing safe most of the time (I still fool myself), asked if he was, said yes, no more talking about that issue. I still prep some condoms aside, but well, I knew I wanted it bare. He told me he would be there in 30-min or so. Once he arrived, we talked a bit, he was nice, was looking exactly like the picture, then started to make out. Once we got naked, I got on my back, him above me, and he started to rub his cock against my ass as we kissed, he fingered me a bit, got his cock head wet and resumed at rubbing his cock against my ass. "You're already ready to get fucked ?", he smiled, I said yes (I usually am, I prelube most of the time), it was not difficult for his cock to get in even without me or him guiding his cock in. I gasped, had a thought for the condom on the bedtable and said "fuck I needed that" once he was full in. He gave me a decent fuck for 30-min or so, said I was testing his limits. I noticed I was not perfectly clean, and asked if he was ok for me to clean up again. He agreed. Once I was done, we resumed kissing, we were both soft, but he sucked me so I got hard again. That's when I asked if he wanted me to fuck him. He told me he liked ttbm, so I asked he that was okay for him, he told me I was definitely tbm (think I was a bit bigger than him). He lubed me up, and I just start rubbing my cock against his ass, I usually came pretty fast when playing with my cock, so I took my time. He was very patient, which was nice as I was nervous. I got fully inside of him, of course bare, I didn't ask, he didn't protest. I fucked him a few minutes before I could not resist anymore and started to cum in him. I could feel my cock pulsating inside him, that was so hot. As I was in him, I sucked him until he came too. When I pull out, some of my cum went out. My only regret is that I did not eat him out after cumming in him, but otherwise, loved the experience ! Think I'll be definitely up to top more, and hopefully became more resistant. Feel free to give advice 😉

Love this topic. I'm a versa top so occasionally would /will get topped in the right scene. Several years ago I was traveling back home from remote work activities on a Friday and hooked up with a gay couple in a medium sized city about 2 hours from my home area. They were older than me and were an obvious bottom man and top man couple. We ended up fucking including my first sandwich fuck of me between both of them. In the end I fucked and bred the bottom and the top fucked and bred me. I showered afterwards to get the sweat and sex smell off myself including trying to push out his cum. Got back on the road because I had to attend a relative's youth football game that friday evening that was about 30 minutes from my home. I drove straight to the game. As I was sitting watching the game I felt the unmistakable feeling of cum leaking out of my hole into my underwear and unfortunately through to my khaki pants. I went to the restroom and wadded toilet paper to catch further leaking but I knew that I had to meet my relatives soon after the game. Luckily I had purchased a water bottle so I "accidentally" spilled it on the bleacher seat and then sat back down on it when sitting back down from standing to cheer the teams. It was fun after the game later meeting up with my relatives with cum up inside of my hole and leaking out although I was embarrassed that I had "sat in spilled water" and got my pants damp.

100% - I second this. I am lucky to be blonde so my hair is not abrasive, rough, scratchy, or otherwise and most guys (even those who ask me to shave it) end up loving it (when I do not shave) once they finish.

I love anonymous sex. I often go to ABS video arcades and theaters to suck or get fucked by strangers. No names, no talking. Just sex. I also love to hold anon breed and seeds in hotels. Just my ass up, door unlocked. They come in, pound a load into me and leave. Often I never even see who's DNA was just deposited in my ass. Love it!

too late for me. (and I'm such a slut, I have no clue who pozzed me or when. could have been anybody of 100s)

Two stories I don't think I've shared. 1 - Years ago I'd fuck around with a neighbor a floor up from me. He had a nice long cock, and fucked like a jackhammer and was one of the first guys that bareback fucked me. We hooked up after he picked me up at a bar, and went to his place. A few years later he moved into my building and we fucked fairly regularly. This one night he invited me up because he had company visiting, and he wanted me to meet the friend. Went up to his place for dinner and drinks and chattting. He said they were going to go out to the bars, but for whatever reason I wasn't able to go out that night. My neighbor, got a work call, or something, and his guest was asking me if my condo was the same as his, and I said no. He asked to see it. So we left my buds apartment. He yells to my bud he was going to check out my place. We go downstairs, open the door and immediately he's on his knees swallowing my cock. He seemed pleased, and we made our way to the bed. Even though I knew he was friends with a bud I BB'd with, for some reason I pulled the condom out of the nightstand and put it on. At the time I would say I did BB about half the time, and generally assumed that most guys wanted safe. I think I got three or four strokes in him doggy, when he dropped to his stomach so I slid out, reach backed with his hand and ripped the rubber right off. I of course had to drop down to missionary, this time fully raw in him. After I dumped my load in him he thanked me and said it was a good start to the night. He left my place, and went back upstairs to my buds. Not sure what they did after that, I was happy and went to bed. 2 - I had this fuck bud that kind of introduced me to anon ass-up. He always loved getting fucked that way, leaving the front door open. Interestingly, we previously worked together at a horrible themed restaurant a few years earlier (like 2000). I always thought he was cute, but I was wait staff and he was 'talent' that had to help create the atmosphere by being in character. I was very shy at the time, was just finishing college, and my sexual history with men was relatively limited still. I never got the courage to chat him up, and another coworker had mentioned he had a husband, and as I was naive to think I needed a BF/husband, I never pursued anything with him even though he was always smiling at me when I ran into him in back of house, especially when he was on break waiting for food. A couple years later I came across him on Manhunt or some site like that. I didn't realize it was him, and I really don't know who initiated the meet at first. He told me he was a bottom, I was a total top at the time, and he had me come over, said he'd be waiting to suck me and for me to fuck him. His profile is very clear in that he only played safe, and I would not even consider going bare at that time. For a couple years I'd go to his place to fuck him, anon, with condom. One time he invited a third, the other guy and I tried to tag team him, and while I was in him the other guy tried to push his cock in me without changing condoms, I was definitely not bottoming yet and stopped him more for that than anything else. I did think it interesting he was willing to switch between two asses with the same rubber. Even though not bare, it would have put me at risk I'm guessing seeing my ass had only been fucked a couple times and always with rubber. This fuckbud turned into a bit of a friend as well, and I'd go to his place for social gatherings as well. The entire time, he still had his boyfriend, whom I never actually have met. Well a few years ago, he relocated out of state. We kept in contact though, and every now and then I'd see him on Manhunt (when I had it still) or Adam. He'd come back to town every year for a week or so, and it never seemed to work that we could meet. A couple years later, I saw he was in town off Adam. At this time I was BB 90% of time, and fully verse. His profile still indicated safe and even said 'NO BAREBACK EVER.' My profiles at the time were all vague, or still said safe on them. He hit me up and said he wanted to get together, and this time I was actually free when he was. We made the arrangements, he came to my place, and immediately stripped to his jock and began sucking my cock. His ass felt so nice when I fingered it, he had lubed up already (yes actual lube) and I couldn't wait to get in. We went to the bed, and I rubbered up like normal, his ass was waiting for me doggy, inviting me in. I slid in and it felt great in spite of the rubber. I love fucking this guys ass. I think I'm in his ass for only about a minute, and he reaches under, grabs the condom by the tip, and pulls it until it snaps off the cock. There's something magical about when the bottom pulls it from the tip, it takes longer to come off, and you savor each moment. I need no further invitation and plunge my cock into his raw hole. I breed his ass after a few minutes, and we lie in the bed after chatting about life etc. Sadly we have never repeated a raw fuck, though I have tag-teamed him since then. These two stories are what brought me to this site. It was me looking to see how common something like this was, that eventually led me here. Before those two encounters, I never knew how much guys wanted raw sex, and that many would go raw in spite of saying safe on their ads (even though I was one of them) Hope you enjoyed

If it was the 1992 version - "The New Joy of Gay Sex", I was one of the models for that - I'm in 2 one on one panels and a couple of group panels - and you're right, the fisting panel in the book was very hoT (I worked for the artist that summer as well, so got to be at other modelling sessions beside my own). This was the most recogizable one of me - the bathroom stall where the photo the artwork is based on was at The Crown and Anchor in P'Town and was shot during the slower afternoon - the owner and the bartender watching and jerking... I was 29 and appear as the bottom in the panel and truly the Daddy gave me a nice fuck as we did, but despite appearances, I was top/vers and he was bottom/vers in "real life", so to the delight and a bit of consternation of the onlookers, when the camera shoot was done we switched places and I banged him for all I was worth... leading to him taking my fist, then both fists, back at his place... and we got PAID for that! (artwork by Fowler, NJofGS, 1992)

Thanks for all the feedback guys and for your patience. Hope you enjoy this newest addition: The black stud stood just inside the door and moved his hand down to the already-thickening bulge in his tight jeans and began massaging the growing lump. He turned his face toward Leather Daddy and said, “Damn man you told me you had a couple fucked up pigs here but this is hotter than I'd expected!” His voice was deep, kind of a baritone, and was full of lust and masculinity. “His ass tight on your fist boi?” he asked, looking into my eyes. “Yes, Sir,” I answered. “Tight and warm and hungry.” I inched my arm forward slightly, causing Trevor to moan deep and push back immediately onto my fist and wrist filling up his fuckhole. The black god chuckled and stepped forward a couple feet. “Sounds like you like your pig bro's fist inside your pussy pig,” he said to Trevor. “Do you?” “Oh gawd yes I do Sir! It feels amazing! Need my hole stuffed with something all the time!” The visitor stood right in front of Trevor, grabbed a handful of his thick curly sweaty black hair and pulled his face right into the obscenely packed crotch of his pants. Trevor moaned hungrily and began licking the full crotch of the jeans and rubbing his face against it. “Would you like to feel my big black daddy dick stuffed up your cunt slut? It's huge as fuck. Can you take this much up in your hole boi?” Trevor was sucking on the covered meat pressed against his lips and panted, “Yes, Sir, Please!! I can take it Sir! I have to feel your big black daddy dick stretching my pig hole open. Fill my ass with your huge fucking cock Sir then fuck me until you give me your cum and mark me! PLEASE!!” “Hungry cock whore aintcha? Don't worry slut, Daddy Mason is going to feed you.” Trevor groaned with anticipation when he heard that. Daddy Mason stepped back and dropped his massive frame in a leather chair a couple feet out of the reach of Trevor's mouth. He looked at me and ordered me to ease my fist out of the bottom pig's hole. As I began pulling back slowly from Trevor's gripping chute Daddy Mason took the loaded pipe and torch Leather Daddy handed him and began heating up the bowl, watching the need for more smoke clearly showing on Trevor's face. “You look like you're hungry for more than just Daddy Mason's cock in your hole pig. You're hungry for more of this fucking awesome white smoke too aren't ya?” “Yes Sir, Daddy,” Trevor answered, his voice husky from all the smoke he'd inhaled already. “I fucking love sucking down the white smoke. It makes me hungry for more cock and cum and piss. It gets me so ready Sir to take all 3 of you in my mouth and ass and be your cumdump and urinal.” Daddy Mason took a long draw from the pipe looking into Trevor's sweaty face and black eyes. Just as he exhaled a massive cloud of smoke in Trevor's face I freed my fist from the tweaked up pig's ass with an audible “pop” and a moan from Trevor. “Now that your ass ain't filled crawl over here slut and get Daddy's black monster out of these pants and start worshipping it with your mouth. Do a good job boi and you'll get to suck down more smoke too.” Like the meth-and-cock bottom whore he now was, Trevor didn't need to be told twice. With a deep animalistic sound out of his throat the tweaked up knocked up sexy fucking pig crawled quickly between Daddy Mason's spread legs and pressed his tongue against the covered nuts full of the sperm he craved, lapping hungrily at the area as his hands and fingers worked quickly to unsnap the button and pull down the zipper, the only things separating Trevor's drooling mouth from the massive meat he was eager to impale his throat on. “It's fucking huge, Daddy!” Trevor moaned. “Beautiful fucking huge black daddy dick!” With the last word I watched the cock whore run his tongue across the wide piss slit lapping up a big pearl of precum as he began tugging at Daddy Mason's pants pulling them down his muscled thighs and freeing the entire shaft and cum-heavy nuts. The BBC exposed to us was the longest and fattest cock I had ever seen! It had to be 11” long and easily 5” to 6” around. “Holy fuck!” I moaned as I felt my mouth water and my partyed up ass twitch in hunger and desire. From behind me I heard Leather Daddy laugh softly as he whispered erotically in my ear, “Yeah, boy, my sexy black friend has an awesome fucking piece of black meat, doesn't he? I knew you'd like it, you and your bottom pig brother both.” I groaned and pushed back against Daddy as I felt him pressing his sweaty hairy chest against my back and felt the thumb and forefinger of each of his hands grab onto my hardened nips and begin pulling and twisting them. “Do you think the slut will be able to take all of that black fuckpole down his throat or up his sloppy boicunt?”, Leather Daddy continued as I felt his tongue, lips and teeth working on the side of my neck. “I want to see that Daddy,” I moaned softly. “It'll be hot as fucking hell to watch Daddy Mason's fat hard raw dick disappear inside both of the pig's holes! Hearing him scream getting stretched wider than ever and at the same time begging for Daddy Mason to give him more!” We were watching and slowly grinding against each other as we saw Trevor pull off Daddy Mason's pants leaving him totally naked before the groaning cock pig between his wide spread legs. “Lick Daddy's nuts boi,” he ordered the whore. “Let me feel your tongue working on my nuts and getting them ready to unload the first load for you. The first of many. Show Daddy Mason how bad you want what he has to give you.” With a growl Trevor buried his face in the black stud's groin and began noisily slurping and licking and kissing the orbs of flesh that held the essence he needed. Daddy Mason took a huge hit off the pipe as Trevor feasted on the full balls and Leather Daddy continued to work my nips and rub his leaking toxic cockhead around and onto my hungry fuckhole. “Fuck yeah, you damn little cock pig!”, Daddy Mason cried out exhaling a huge white cloud of sex smoke down on Trevor. “That's it pig! Work those nuts. Make 'em give up what they're carrying and flood your fucking throat. Feed you Daddy Mason's thick special cumload filled with what you need boi!” Turning my head slightly so I could watch the scene before me but still whisper into Daddy's ear, I asked him, “Special cumload? Does he mean what I think he means, Daddy?” Leather Daddy ran his tongue up my neck to my ear, using the tip to tickle just inside the ear, and whispered back, “He sure the fuck does, son. Your pig brother is about to get another strain of poz cum dumped down his throat! And then some!” (to be continued)

Yes, because I feel the cocks better

Trent, nude and with cum and lube in and out of his asshole climbed into bed and soon drifted off to sleep. It was dark when he woke up again. Jesus, what had he done? He hopped up and took a long shower. He frankly struggled with the memory of what he had just done. Heidi had been his rock through some tough times. They'd certainly had some fun in bed, too. However, as he reflected on what had just happened, Trent's cock hardened. He jerked off to the memory of his breeding, shooting a load on the shower floor. Trent got out of the shower and checked his phone. He had messages from some other guys who wanted to fuck him and like 20 from Heidi. It was 750pm. Trent called Heidi back. It was not pretty. She wanted to give it another try. Trent said that it wasn't going to work. Heidi wanted counseling. Their problems were more fundamental. Heidi said maybe, but they could work that out in counseling. Goddamnit said Trent. I had sex with men today. Heidi swallowed and said well I don't have a problem with being married to a bisexual man. Finally Trent spelled it out in detail. Heidi was silent for a minute. Finally, "please get a prep shot." Disconnect.

My step dad caught me with my uncle when I was 15, Both started using me and I liked it. Uncle started when I was 12, playing with his dick when I stayed over there, which was often because mom worked afternoons and step dad was "too busy". Uncle paid attention to me so in turn I payed attention to his dick. It started with jacking him off, I remember watching his dick get rock hard and throbbing just before he shot his load, I got so excited as he shot that I took him in my mouth and swallowed the rest of his cum. Of course, this became a regular thing, over the course of he next couple years he taught me what he liked done to his cock and I was a good learner. One night he started playing with my ass and told me he was going to fuck that hole, he took me to the shower and taught me how to use an enema to be really clean down there. All the time uncle was watching his dick was dripping precum. He took his time opening me up with mouth, tongue and fingers, each new experience brought on more pleasure and me moaning for more. When he cockhead was positioned at my hole for the first time, I realized this is what I have always wanted and needed. He worked his big dick deep into me and I felt no pain, I took him all and loved it, Fucking became a regular thing, he would let his buddies use me too. When I was 15, step dad came over to uncles house to pick me up, we didn't hear him so he walked around back to the patio, where uncle was building up to a huge orgasm, step dad let him finish then walked out of the shadows with a hard cock and pushed in my hole before any of us said a word. From then on step dad and uncle used my ass and taught me how to be a good sub. Many years later and both are gone but I still remember like it was yesterday. If anyone wants to chat about their experiences, I am open. I love learning.

Yes, I was in San Diego and I was staying at hotel that was paid for the week anyway. The establishment had several homeless men and the usual that crawled out of hidden spots. Anyway, their was this one guy that was kind of dirty but not filthy if you know what I mean. He wore these grey sweats and I would walk by his tent some nights. What caught my eye is his body, and the occasional bulge that he had in those sweats. Fast forward to the middle of the week. I am passing by and happened to have a few beers heading to the hotel. He of course hits me up for one and I strike up a conversation. He tells me that he’s not into men. But that he does get his dick sucked on occasion when he needs some cash for crank. Anyway, I invite him up to my room to hangout. He declined! But ask me if I would like to hang in his tent and smoke and chill. We hang for a spell and once in the tent I step my game up because his dick is obviously very hard. So eventually he’s fucked up on his favors and I partake a little. And I get him to finally show me that pipe. And he didn’t disappoint. This man had a beautiful cock with a big fat head on it. A solid fat 8 inches! So we both end of jacking for about 30 minutes. His tent was secluded with this fence area that was back from the street. It got dark and I was feeling good. He was Good looking, big dick, nice nipples, hot body, sweaty but actually not stinky. So we watch some straight porn on my phone in the tent. I am telling him how I like to get fucked in the ass. He ask me do I have a condom. I say no, but I can get one. Fast forward, I end up laying on the floor in the tent with my ass propped up. He then after much hesitation. Ask me if he can cum on my ass. I say sure ! So he starts to Jack off with the intention of cuming on my ass. It was dark and we were mess up. Out of nowhere he takes off his sweaty boxers briefs and puts them in my face hard. Then forcibly pushes his big fat head white dick in my black ass. It hurts like hell at first but then he puts some coconut oil that he had in a jar on his throbbing cock. And he fucked me like a pig in heat. He was a angry nasty fucker. He was balls deep in my hole for the next hour. He fuck me so hard that I thought I was bleeding. My ass was sore and full of cum when I left his tent that night. It was so hot being in a dirty tent, getting my ass plowed raw. I get wet when I think of smelling the crotch of his briefs in my face while he slid that big dick in and out of me. I didn’t care about anything at that moment except pleasure. And he came twice in me . I just think of his sexy nipples while he was pounding my ass like a pussy. Good is dick is good once it’s inside your hole. No walk of shame here.

I finally did it! I've been a huge fan of this site for years and this is my first posting. Today, I woke up horny AF and downloaded Grindr. My boyfriend is out of town so my plan was just to chat up a few guys, exchange pics fantasize and jack off. I don't have a profile pic and don't want anyone on Grindr knowing who I really am or that I'm on there....not to mention, I don't want anything getting back to my bf. A blank profile saying 'discreet' messaged me 'what's up' and I asked if he was a top or bottom. Top... yes! I send him a pic of my ass and he sends his cock. It's nice and thick, about 7 inches. He says he is 28 and I'm 35. He asks if I can host... and my brain is starting to race. After some nervous thought, I say yes ( after all...the bf is out of town 😈). I ask him if he wants to just walk inside, find me bent over the kitchen counter, fuck my ass then go. At this point, I'm still toying with the idea that I'm not going to follow through with this. He says I'll be there at 1:15, what's your address? I need to be quick. I'm thinking FUCK! Am I really going to do this? Then he adds that he wants to find me naked and blindfolded. I take some time to think and he asks again...need address can come now. My head is spinning and my heart is racing. I type in my address then hit send before I can give it another thought. Fuck! What did I just do? He says to me, feel free to have a toy inside and just be naked and blindfolded. By the time I go get a tie to blindfold myself and a dildo from the bedroom, I see a car pulling up. Shit! I quickly take my pants off and wrap the tie around my eyes and bend over the counter just as I can hear him open the front door. I can barely breathe at this point! and my cock is rock hard and my hole is twitching with excitement. He walks up to me, feels my ass, rubs his hands up and down my back and mumbles to himself 'nice'. Then he takes the dildo, puts some lube on it and proceeds to press it slowly into my hole. I'm in heaven! My mind is racing and I can't stop thinking about how this stranger's cock is going to be next! After a few pumps of the dildo, he is ready. He pulls the dildo out and replaces it with his long, hard, warm cock. My mind is spinning out of control! I'm bent over my kitchen counter and have an absolute stranger's cock inside my butt! I can't freaking believe it, I am SO turned on! I don't know anything about this man except that I've seen a close up picture of his cock and I take his word that he is 28. I have no idea what he looks like, his weight, height, his name, nothing. And here I am with his cock buried deep inside me! WOW! This is SUCH a head rush! He is moaning and enjoying himself using my hole and I am dripping precum, afraid to even touch my cock! After a few minutes, he moves me over to the couch and has me on all fours with my ass hanging off the chaise lounge part. Slowly, he sinks his big, hard cock back inside me. I know he said he didn't have much time so I figured he would be quick. We didn't really talk about it but I figured he would ask me where I wanted him to cum or pull out and blow his load all over my back. All of the sudden, he stops pumping, groans and I feel his cock expand and a torrent of his cum starts shooting HARD inside the walls of my ass. I have never been so turned on in my life! He didn't ask me permission to cum inside me at all, he just took what he wanted. I was so turned on that I immediately came without touching my cock (first time in my entire life!). He slowly pulls out and says thanks, pats my ass and heads for the door. My head is spinning! What the fuck did I just do!?!? I freaking LOVED IT! He was in and out in under 7 minutes. A few minutes later, I message him on Grindr to tell him thanks, that was so HOT! He said "I agree! Lets do it again sometime". I reply with 'what about tomorrow'? He said 'same time?' I'm in heaven!

Part 3: Brrrrup. The sound of grindr notifications were echoing through my mind, as the sound of a person disrobing came from behind me. I couldn't see the person, as my head was locked and forced me to look forward at the screen that my captors were using to broadcast my future. I couldn't control what was going to happen to me, but I could see what was being planned and what was happening to me. It was an out of body experience in the best way. I was so turned on. I love seeing Grindr messages and emails and communications from others that were short, sweet, and dripping in sexual energy. My high mind and used hole were twitching with anticipation. The image of me in black & white on the right hand side showed a top down image that was cropped to show my ass, my lower and upper back, and all the way up to my face. The screen showed a bit of empty space in front my face and behind my ass, but not for long. I could hear the other person in the room approaching me and from the screen I could see the hard dick appear first. It was rock hard, pointing upwards towards the ceiling. Meanwhile, on the other side of the screen I could see the messages and notifications coming, with my captors responding. The message that was currently on the screen read, "Yeh. Someone is fucking him right now, just arrived. You can join if you want, or you can have him after?" The other person replied back, "On my way". I was too high to know where to focus. Do I stare at the screen, the video footage of me getting used, or do I close my eyes and focus on the sensations? Was I scared? Did I agree to this? Did that matter? I couldn't really ponder these questions, but as I failed to take the thinking much further, I felt the cock enter my hole. As he did, the top groaned just as he bottomed out. I couldn't stop watching myself being fucked. There was a bush sprouting up around my ass cheeks where the tops cock met his body. He was fully impaled in me and it was amazing to look at. I would know it was me and then forget, then I would realize again, and these realizations came in waves just like the feeling of the drugs. The top pulled out and plunged back in and started up a rhythm. I started huffing on the poppers. It had been a few moments since I had taken any poppers, too lost in thought about my previous fuck-escapades. The high of the drugs and the poppers met with a furious warmth and my brain lost as much control as my body had already experienced. I was so happy to be used. The top didn't say anything else except for his first few words when he entered and the initial groan. I just started at the video image of him pumping me deep and fast. He leaned forward over my body and the image was slightly obscured as he reached his arm around the front of me and pulled me back by the neck. The room was still dark, even with the screen portraying the messages and live footage. I could barely make out the shape and size of his arm as he pulled it around me, tightening on my neck. I heard the door open again and suddenly the screen shut off and the light in the room was gone. The top inside me kept plowing with an intensity that would have broken me if I wasn't high. The light in the room switched and suddenly everything took on a deep red glow like I was in a seedy darkroom at a bathhouse. My captors knew what they were doing. The top inside me kept plowing me as I heard the sounds of someone or some others enter the room. The top inside of me released my neck and let me fall down again a bit. My whole body was moving with his thrusts and my dick and balls were being slammed against the furniture I was strapped over. I was getting used to the rhythm and had my eyes staring aimlessly at the ground. I didnt want to look up, I barely could look anywhere anyway. I saw two pairs of bare feet lit up by the dark red light appear in front of me. I felt a dick swat my cheek followed by a command. "Suck me". I felt the dick on my face slide down my cheek and across my mouth. It came from the right. The pair of feet in front of me approached closer as well and I felt a second dick on my face from the other side. I opened my mouth and took in the dick from the right. The man inside me growled. Now I was being spit roasted with a dick on the side, my whole purpose to be in service of others. I was high, out of control, not knowing what day it was, who I was being used by, and what the rest of this day had in store for me. The dick in my mouth pulled out and was replaced by the dick to the left. This was a smaller uncut dick, with a dripping wet head. My mouth was smeared with precum. Again, another command was issued from my right. "Suck him. Get him ready for your ass fag". The top on the right moved away out of my limited sight, towards the back. I felt him trail my body with his hand as he moved towards my ass. The top inside me moved from being mostly on top of me to standing and plowing me in an upright position. His breath and movements became more intense, less rhythmic and more lost in my body. He made a few guttural noises and I felt a deep and hard slap on my ass as he bottomed out and spasmed. He held his jerking dick inside me while I had the smaller wet uncut dick in my mouth and another dick next to my body, waiting to use my hole next. The top inside groaned, "fuck" as he pulled out of me. I felt my asshole stay open, as if to invite the next top in. It didn't take long. I heard the sounds of shuffling and the dick that was in my mouth moments ago was now at the edge of my hole. I heard soft sounds of clothing being put on as this next dick was shoved in. The scene played itself out exactly as you could imagine. The top in my ass was loving my used and wet hole. The dick in my mouth was building up energy and intention for when it was the owner's turn to use my ass. The drugs kept me as high as ever. The two men who were left didn't talk, barely interacted, just the odd "fuck yeah" and grunt of encouragement to each other. The top inside me didnt last long. He pulled out and jerked his cockat the edge of my hole, cumming on my ass and then shoved it back in. "Yeh, take it bitch. Fuck". He plowed a few more times, milking his cock in my hole, and pulled out. The owner of the cock in my mouth paused, pulled out half way before saying, "you ready? Im not pulling out all like he did and Im gonna cum quick". I could feel cum leaking down my ass cheeks and cross my balls. I was mounted again quickly by this third top. His dick was already wet, engorged, and ready to use my hole from having some prep time from my mouth. As he fucked me I couldnt hear the other guy and I assumed the guy before him had already left. I felt ravenous. The top inside me didn't last long, a few minutes at most. As he built up to his climax he put his fingers in my mouth and pulled my head back. His fingers tasted awful, like they were covered in something acidic and metallic, but the flavour was soon replaced by warmth in my ass and in mouth. He was giving me more drugs while he was seeding my ass. He didn't linger in my asshole. A few shudders and gasps and he pulled out of my gaping hole. I heard him mutter a few words, then silence for a few moments, followed by the sound of a door opening and closing. I waited for something else to happen, some indication that I was going to be used again, but nothing. I waited in silence for a few moments. I was so horny that I couldn't stop grinding my dick into the furniture. By now everything under my hips was soaked with lube and cum. I was a wreck. I was fuzzy and had trouble focusing. The light in the room changed again as the screen came back on with black screen and white letters spelling out, "You get a break now. Enjoy it, because more men are on their way. Soon you will have some decisions to make. Till then, enjoy the show. Our subscribers surely will". The video changed again and I could see the footage again, except this time there were three different screens. There was the top down image from before, but also there was a wider shot showing more of the room, and a shot from what looked to be right from the screen in front of me highlighting my face and shoulders. I watched myself take a hit of poppers as a man approached me from behind. I realized, I was watching the scene from a few minutes ago. I was going to relive it. I took a hit of poppers and decided I would take this opportunity to enjoy it. At the bottom of the screen I saw messages coming in. "Fuck, this video is hot. He is going to get used." "What a fag" "Best videos on the web" I was being streamed. The people who had invited me over and put me in this position, were not just whoring me out, they were filming it and making money off of some sort of live stream. I took another hit of poppers. I guess I might as well enjoy the show before I become the show once again.

This is the funny thing about fetishes: You're never alone. There's always someone else out there that's into it or willing to give it a try. I'll agree with the statement that this is more Cosplay, rather than full CD. Your fetish is for a specific outfit, rather than just dressing in feminine clothing altogether. Also, never feel like any fetish is a "slippery slope." If you don't want to wear a wig/make-up/bra, then just state that to your partner. You're perfectly within your rights to define the limits of your fetish; however, if you are ever curious about that other stuff, by all means give it a go - life is too short for regrets. BTW, I do like that pic of you in that gear.

Thanks for the feedback Samanthads! I do appreciate it. I am not necessarily looking for a label per se, but I don't want to offend others by referring to myself as a CD if I am not. I obviously enjoy channeling my inner-slut...it´s a good time. I have only recently started to dress-up. I guess it is more of a costume than anything at this point. I would make myself MORE feminine with a wig or bras and breast fillets if that is what the team of tops wanted in order to make the cheerleader fantasy more realistic...but it's more for them than me. Perhaps this is a slippery-slope and I will be wearing wigs, make up, and bras in no time...?

Same. Keep checking

I service a lot of married men in my area so they definitely don’t want me to see their face and I love having their babies inside me

Total bottom here in Orlando looking to host a sadistic top for a long rough fuck session. I love being used and abused hard while taking a nice cock and I'm open to most things usually the kinkier/rougher the better. Please hit me up if you're interested would love to get together today but future sessions are also cool.

A lot more pic collectors or people who have no desire to meet online lately due to Covid I think. I’m over it.

After a Saturday night of partying with myself, Sunday was dedicated to taking as much cum up my ass as possible. The guys here in Athens here aren't as open about their status as in other countries. But with 10 separate guys shooting inside me, I'm pretty sure I'll have a good mix of poz and neg loads in there.

It's a big and permanent decision. I would say take the PreP and go be a slut. You seem to enjoy it, and until you're sure what you want, you shouldn't deny yourself. Or you can go chasing bugs and see what happens. Just be sure it's what YOU want.

awesome gash!! That's what happens to size hungry guys like us. Here is how my "hole" looks at rest from all the stuff that gets shoved up it on a near daily basis. And yes, I want it even larger.

Chapter 2 - Playing with Himself It didn’t take long after that first night of getting off on gay porn for Brian to fall down the rabbit hole. A mere two months later, as the last spring break of his high school career was fast approaching, Brian had already done things he never would have imagined, although to this point, only from the privacy of his bedroom. It started the same way it starts for so many gay teens as they start to figure things out. First it was looking at pictures of dicks, but not videos. Then he relented and found his way to gay side of Pornhub, and from there the cheshire cat just kept turning the page for him, site after site, dick after dick, boy after boy, fuck after fuck. Every night was another erotic session in his first floor bedroom, blessedly far away from the rest of his family sleeping upstairs. And yet, the feeling of liberation Brian was beginning to realize as his sexuality dawned on him was tempered by an emotion a little deeper down- that of being trapped. He was pretty sure most of his friends wouldn’t give a shit, his family would probably not even care that much either. Times were fast changing, and while his parents weren’t exactly enlightened, they never expressed any feelings of hatred or judgement towards gays. Nor did they ever caution their kids about being gay, and his mother had even let a “or boys” slip to Brian and his brother once when talking about their future girlfriends. That had been years ago, but Brian didn’t realize how vividly he remembered it until now. The person that paralyzed Brian the most was himself. Despite the fact that he was aching to run his hands across another boy’s abs, to taste cum and see if it was as salty as he imagined, to feel the pressure of a cock entering him, he still wasn’t sure he was gay. Or bi. Or was this a phase? Or was he just being rebellious? Or was this not attraction but jealousy? If Brian had looked just one layer past his nervous conscious, he would’ve realized what he already knew, but he wasn’t ready to go there yet. Now, this feeling isn’t unique. It happens to a lot of us in our coming out process. But many of us grapple with it either by starting to experiment with friends, subtly cozying up to the gay boy in class, desperately finding a girl to fuck to see if it changed anything, or just thinking it through until we figured it out. Brian’s path took a different road, one littered with more risky decisions. Simply watching porn gave way to chat rooms, and soon more. Brian was beginning to realize he was particularly attracted to two rather different types of men: young twinks like himself, but also something that would be a little harder to explain to mom and dad: older men. He blew a whole lot of loads thinking about his friend Jake or whatever sexy boy he found on TikTok. But he also began chatting with daddies online. At first, just casually, not letting it get that far. It wasn’t long before he was role playing and asking to be owned. The phone sex was the next step, and it came quickly. Then, he was snapping pics of himself and sending them when asked. Finally, the webcam became his best friend. He was lying in bed at night with old kinky men marveling at his teenage body as they egged him on to blow his big load for them. And then he’d shut his laptop, returning to reality. Through all of this, he began to realize something interesting: the guys he let see him kept drooling over him. Again, Brian didn’t think he was hot. He was a small, skinny, nerd with floppy brown hair, scrawny arms and legs, and the pale white skin of someone who spends way more time studying then playing sports. But these guys, they kept telling him he was amazing. Skinny became lean, scrawny became toned, floppy became cute. He never chatted with anyone who told him he wasn’t hot enough to fuck. After enough of that attention, he finally began to buy it. He was actually starting to turn himself on. He noticed that, yeah, he was really in shape. He did actually have muscles in his arms. They weren’t those of a linebacker, but they had some definition. He realized his legs weren’t chicken-thin, he had been a runner for a long time and it showed. He didn’t think he was Adonis, but he doing something he never had before: looking in the mirror and thinking “damn, I look good today”. It didn’t take long for the attention and the confidence he was getting for what was plainly visible about him to encourage him to show off what was inside the blue boxer shorts he wore every day. And, what do you know? The guys loved it. He didn’t have much frame of reference before, as he didn’t spend much time in the locker room, but he was stoked to realize he was kind of hung. As he showed it to them, men constantly complimented him on his 7.5 inch cut cock. At first, he would even brush the guys off; they were just trying to turn him on. But eventually they convinced him that no, he did in fact have a big dick. It wasn’t huge, but for a 5’7” 120lb guy, it was impressive. And then there was his ass, which wasn’t really something he ever thought about before. Again, the years of cross country and tennis paid off, and even though he felt really weird doing it, showing the men his smooth asshole was winning rave reviews as the horny fuckers he chatted with explained just how they would pound that twink hole. As his confidence, and his lustfulness, grew, so too did the aching need to actually have sex. He wasn’t sure if he was a top or bottom, but he knew he needed to try something. He needed to feel another man’s cock in his hand. He needed to know what it tasted like. He needed to experience what it was like for one man to be inside another. He needed to confirm to himself something that he already knew: he was gay. But, he was still too scared to do anything that might out himself before he was ready. He shied away from the gay boys in his school, and resisted the urge to download Tinder or Grindr. It was too public for him. But finally, he caught sight of a screename in the chat room he’d been visiting that caused his heart to sink into his stomach and then blast back out again into a nervous burst of excitement: 52 m Boston. This was it. Someone close. He couldn’t have stopped himself if he tried from hurriedly clicking on this guy, opening a chat, and writing “Hey man. 18 here, also from Massachusetts. How’s it going?”

the thing that I find disconcerting is that it was a 14 year old. of for no other reason than the legal quagmire that speaks of!

That's one way to explain the medicine he is going to inject.

This has happened a few times, most recently in January. I was at work and it was early afternoon. I had been out to Steamworks the night before, until about 3 am and had taken five loads. I had to piss and went to the mens room where there are four urinals and five stalls. A couple of the stalls were occupied, but the urinals were free. I stepped up, unzipped and started to piss. At the same time I felt my ass relax a bit and a small fart emerge. Except instead of a fart, a gush of cum slid out of my ass. I was surprised as it had been about 10 hours since my last breeding and I assumed all the cum had absorbed or leaked. Judging by the pool in my shorts, my assumption was incorrect. I clamped up and pulled my pants up and shuffled into an empty stall. Sitting down on the toilet, I could see my underwear was flooded with cum, probably two or three loads worth, and as soon as I loosened my sphincter the rest flooded out of my ass into the toilet. The stall smelled like cum and I quickly tried to mop up the cum from my underwear and wipe my ass clean with toilet paper and flush the evidence away. When the other guys left the mens room I quickly removed my pants and took off my cum soaked underwear, got cleaned up and returned to my desk to finish the day commando. I do love the feeling of walking around with last night's load in me. I just get surprised when it stays with me that long.

If you enter into it, you must do so under the assumption that you will be found out, and prepare for the consequences. I don’t mean ‘have an alibi ready’, I mean, consider what you will do if you have to face up to it. Assume a worst-case scenario in which everyone who knows you sees a photo of you with another man’s cock in your mouth and you’re smiling. How will you react to family, neighbors, friends, boss, colleagues? How will they react to you? Some may feel shame, some may feel disgust, some may feel confusion or betrayal, some may feel anger, thinking that you’ve deceived them in everything they thought they knew about you. Weigh their potential reactions against what you stand to gain from becoming a clandestine cumdump. Having a “secret life” - especially one of which mainstream does not approve - is to live a risky lie, and falsehoods have a nasty habit of unraveling. I’m a solitary, private person, I’m retired, I live alone, and my family doesn’t talk about sex, so I’m in a relatively comfortable position to cumdump. A person with a job, with friends and roommates and coworkers and (shudder) siblings who like to talk about sex - that person is going to be found out quicker than you can say “oh fuck”. Plus, there’s the stress and worry and looking over your shoulder all the time and constantly looking in mirrors to make sure you don’t have cum on your face. One possibility is to be straight up with certain select people you can trust to cover for you, but that sharpens a double-edged sword... if one turns, you’ve suddenly got a well-armed blackmailer. All of which is to say, if you’re looking for a foolproof way to have your cake and eat it too... there probably isn’t one. Be realistic.

Evaluate whether it's tenable - if you're a public face, school teacher, executive, LEO - you may be intrinsically limited. Low-key understated jobs, especially where you can be a single-contributor and have independence are key. Examine evidence: never have pictures with your face and dick in them, never have video with your face or your voice. It really helps to have long-term stability in your job. The time you gain back by having years of experience can allow you to engage in extracurricular activities without looking absentee. Have strict ground rules and stick to them. Never shit where you eat. Understand that in small towns, everyone in your cadre will know your business - but you will know theirs, and none of you want that out in the open. Always avoid arrest - and this is controversial, but I'm going to be honest: it helps to be white, male, middle-aged, well-dressed, educated, and moneyed - privilege is real. Remember your manners - you are not in a position to create enemies, and bad manners mean you don't get invited back. Make time and space for yourself - consider getting a motel room once a month or season or whatever. Be serious about your schedule. Understand when your sex addiction (I love mine) has interfered with the rest of your life to a point that cannot be maintained...

CHAPTER FIVE DRACULA Fuck, fuck, fuck! Did the skeleton just die after I milked his seed into my hole? Worried set in, not for the infection that I was collecting, but what could happen to me when it’s found out I was that man’s last fuck. I moved through the maze, back in the dim light. I started thinking. Dracula would not be in the light, but in the dark. I turned back around and headed into the darkness. I didn’t even think of looking for the opening where the skeleton was. I turned right and went down a narrow path in the stalks. I soon came to a sign with glowing letters. It read: “Blood lust ahead!” Fuck, was this my end? Four fucks and now a bashing until dead? My craving was intensifying and my cock was leaking more. This was more of a mind fuck the deadly sex. Even before my mind could understand, my feet were moving. I came to a black coffin in a small dark clearing. It was closed, but soon started to slowly open, creaking as it did. My cock throbbed as I saw a man sit up. He was nothing like any Dracula I had seen in the movies. He was bare chested, but was covered with tattoos. He lifted the bottom lid covering the bottom half of his body. He was completely naked and his tattoos covered the lower half as well. He stood and I realized he was wearing just a black cape with a red liner, held in by a black chain. His identity was not hidden. “I’ve been waiting for you Eric!” He said with a horrible Dracula accent. “I know you” I said “Does that really matter?” “You’re the mechanic at the gas station” He stepped out of the coffin and as he walked toward me. His cock was slowly growing, inching more and more as he got closer. My lust for him was growing as well. He stopped inches from my face. I could feel his breath on me and smell the alcohol on his breath. Suddenly, he spit in my face! I jerked a little bit left it there. “Bend over my death bed” he ordered I hurried over, shut the lids of the coffin and bent over. He moved quickly in the dark until he was behind me. His cold fingers gripped the sides of the rip in my jeans, pulling them and ripping it more. I felt his hot breath on my hole, then he spit on it. I soon felt his cock pushing in my hole. It was a good eight inches. He slid in balls deep. I could feel his cold body on my exposed ass flesh. He grabbed my hips and started tucking me hard and fast. “No medications will help your strain once our mutations take effect” He hissed out, as he fucked be harder. “Death will be quick and swift! How it should be faggot” I moaned and squeezed his cock with my hole. The air was getting colder and I could see my breath in the night air. My cock was pressed against the top of the coffin and with each thrust was pressed harder. I moaned more and more with each thrust. His breathing was rapid and was more like hissing as he fucked me. He slowed down on his thrusts. “No need to cum too fast, your craving must take over” “Give me your death” I pleaded An evil laugh escaped him into the night air. He pulled his cock out and rammed back in. Then started to fuck me harder and faster. As much as I wanted the fuck to last, the craving was growing and I wanted his deadly infection. His cold flesh hitting my exposed flesh made it actually feel like I was getting fucked by Dracula the undead. He suddenly pulled out. “On your back” I flipped over quickly and lifted my legs up in the air. Again his cold finger ripped at the fabric of my jeans, opening them up more. He reached into the gap and pulled my cock and balls out, exposing them to the cold air. “Want to see your eyes as I infect your hole” He gripped my ankles, pushing my legs back and then rammed his large cock into my hole. I gasped as his lust for my death took over and he began pumping my hole. His balls were swinging and bouncing off my exposed ass. “Fuck my cock is covered with bloody cum” I lowered my head and closed my eyes, trying to imagine this cock in my hole with the mixture of cum and blood. I opened my mouth and moaned. The cold night air chilled my cock and balls making the pre-cum peaking out and running down as hot as lava. Dracula pulled out and quickly moved around the coffin and slid his cock deep in my throat. I eagerly sucked it, tasting my ass, the cum and my blood. He drove his cock deep into my throat until his balls were against my forehead. Pulling out with a laugh he pushed back in deep. I was losing my balance and tried to lower my legs. Seeing that he grabbed them and held them up. I gripped at the edge of the coffin, which was cold to touch. He drove his cock in deep and held it there, laying his naked body on top of mine, hooking his arms around my legs. His fingers invaded my ass, as he held his cock in deep. His fingers would thrust in and out then pull out. I heard slurping then the fingers would go back in. I was starting to gag on his cock and fight for air. He pulled his cock out a little and I took a deep breath and the. He pushed back in again all the while his fingers were working my hole and eating the cum off his fingers. “Bleed for me!” he demanded. Angered he pulled his cock out and slap me, then spit in my face. He moved quickly to my ass and rammed into my hole. He grabbed my ankles and pulled my legs apart, pulling them wider than the jean would allow, ripping them more. His cock fucked me hard and fast. “My virus will find a way” He rammed into me harder and harder. The slaps of flesh echoed in the cold night air. The pleasure was mixed with pain. I was lost in our fuck. “Here comes my bug” He dug his fingers into my hips and rammed his cock in deep, after the first pulse of cum shot out of his piss slit, he thrusted in and out, then another shot, repeating this over and over. My cock had a long string of pre-cum hanging from the head. “Contaminating your body” he hissed. I had just taken my fifth load of man’s sickness, adding to my craving. I milked his cock with my hole as he slowly pumped in and out, mixing his cum with the four others. “You still have more monsters to find” he hiss, pulling his soft cock out of my hole. I moved off the coffin, adjusted my cock and balls back into my ripped jeans and started to move out of this area. “Your next creature is mummy” I looked over my shoulder to see him laying back in the coffin and closing the lid. I could feel the cold air on my ass, which was hidden by my shirt, but I could feel the air creep in cooling my balls. As I walked my nuts popped out and I left them. No one looked at me now, it was as if I was invisible to everyone.

This afternoon I stopped by the Bathhouse. A guy came in after I was there about 6 foot 230 lbs. Thick wavy hair a little heavier than I normally like, but he was hot. Took him into one of the video rooms, and started making out with him. I asked him what he liked, he said he didn’t understand what I was asking. I asked him if you wanted to suck or fuck? He said he didn’t know because this was his first time with a guy. I asked him if he wanted to fuck me and he said yes and started putting on a condom. He entered me, and started fucking. I told him he could take the condom off if he wanted. He replied, “can I?” He sounded like a kid on Christmas day. I suggested that we move to the sling, He thought that sounded like a great idea so we did. He fucked and bred me in the sling. I asked him why he had come in the bathhouse and he said he was stuck in traffic and thought he would explore. One straight guys cherry taken

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