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10. The next day was a late start at work, so after Mike dragged himself out of my bed and went to work himself I lay in bed for a few long minutes. My hole felt tender, and there was dried precum on the end of my caged. I got up and took a quick shower, feeling how puffy and well used my hole felt to the touch. I was still horny. I was more horny. The cage was clearly working. I groaned, there was no way I could be as distracted at work as I had been the day before. I had mountains to get done that afternoon. I stretched and gathered my work clothes and gym stuff into my duffle bag. I threw on some jeans and a shirt, and headed to the gym hoping a work out might burn off some of my energy. At the gym I swiped in, and made my way to the locker room. I went over to a bank of lockers I usually used, and opened my bag. It was then that I realized I hadn’t thought about something. The shorts I usually wore at the gym were small with built in underwear and didn’t leave much to the imagination. There was no hiding my cage through the thing fabric. I was unsure what to do for a minute and then thought about Mike parading around the apartment, and changed into the shorts. I started a normal circuit, treadmill, some bench press, curls. All the while I found my concentration drifting. I was checking out every man who came near. I lived in a pretty queer area of town, so there were lots of gay guys around, but it wasn’t usually a gym for cruising. Today though I felt like the sexual energy in the gym was quadrupled, but maybe that was actually just me. I finished my work-out and felt no less horny. It hadn’t helped. If anything, I was even hornier than before. The smell of sweat in the locker room made my cock twitch in its cage as I walked back to my locker to get my shower things. Rounding the locker banks, I noticed there was someone standing just a couple lockers away from mine. I felt suddenly bashful knowing he would almost certainly see my cage as I stripped off for the shower. There was really nothing for it though if I didn’t want to go to work wreaking from the gym. Up close I realized the guy was hot, a tall blonde, with big broad shoulders, a heavy five o’clock shadow. He pulled off his sweaty work out shirt revealing thick sweat matted chest hair covering his round pecs. One nipple had a silver bar through it, and he had a small equal sign tattooed on his ribs under his arm: a gay. He smiled at me as I unlocked my locker. “Good work out,” he asked. “Yeah. You?” “I worked up a pretty good sweat.” He stretched his arms above his head, and the thick sent of sweaty man wafted from his exposed hairy pits. My cock twitched. I smiled and pulled my duffle out to get my shower things. I tugged my own shirt off, just as he pushed his shorts to the ground revealing a white Bike jock. His ass was covered in thick blonde hair, and the pouch of his jock looked heavy even just at rest. Fuck, I wanted him inside me. He pulled out a towel, shower shoes, and a little tote from his locker, and seemed to be getting ready to head to the showers. I could wait till he left to take off my shorts, I thought, and then I could change alone. He didn’t leave right away though he just stood there, “You going to hit the showers?” “Yeah,” I said a little nervously, “In a minute.” “I always wished this gym had a steam room.” “I know, that would be perfect.” I felt awkward now just killing time for him to leave before getting undressed, so I decided to just move quickly and hope for the best. I turned away from him and quickly took my shorts off and put them into my locker, grabbing my towel to cover myself as fast as I could. “Now you’re going to be shy,” he said. “What?” “I said now you’re gonna be shy? Now after you spent all that time on the treadmill running with your cage bouncing for all of us to see?” “I well, I… I guess there’s no use hiding it if you know.” I dropped the towel to hang at my side and turned my fully exposed body to him. “You know, working out always makes me horny as fuck.” “I was hoping it would burn off some of my energy but me too.” “You know the last two showers at the back have full length doors. No one can tell who’s there… or how many” I stepped forward and grabbed his growing bulge through his jock, “Lead the way then.” He smiled, grabbed his towel, and started off for the showers. I shut the lockers and followed behind him. He was right the last two stalls were larger with full doors and a little changing space before the shower. We walked in, and closed the door. He tossed his towel on the bench and then dropped his jock. His cock was thick and half hard already jutting out from dense blonde pubes. He turned the water on before turning to me and saying in a soft voice, “get me hard so I can breed your hole.” Then I was on my knees in the gym shower. I had come to the gym to try and make myself less horny and I had ended up in the shower with a guy who was about to breed me. I knew nothing about this guy, and that was ok. I just wanted to get fucked. I slurped down his dick, the sound of the shower drowning out the sound of me gagging on the thick shaft I hoped. I bobbed up and down, slathering it with spit, slowly pulling blood into the thickening member. He hardened fast, and my mouth was soon stretched around what felt like a soda can. He pulled me to my feet, his cock pressed hard into my stomach above my own dripping caged cock. He planted a hard wet kiss on my lips, and then spun me around. I landed on the changing bench, and braced against the wall, knelt with my ass presented to him. I felt his warm breath on my cheeks and then the stubble of his beard in my crack. Then his tongue found my hole, darting across the abused pucker. He let out an appreciative moan as my hole quickly bloomed open for him, inviting his tongue inside. With all the cock I had taken over the past two days my hole knew what to do, what it needed. I felt relaxed and taken care of, he wanted this to feel good for both of us. He worked his tongue around my hole, pressing the lips further apart till I felt almost gaped open. Only then did he get up and hawk a big wad of spit onto his cock and move to start fucking me. He was big, but I was practiced, and his cock slid easily into my cunt. I felt the stretch, but it was only pleasure and he was able to just slip right up to my second ring. He wasn’t quite long enough to break past it but I felt the thrilling and intoxicating pleasure of a cock pushing against my inner hole. He moaned and whispered in my ear “fuck your pussy feels amazing.” We were trying to be quiet but it was hard when his cock felt so good. He warmed me up a little before really starting to fuck me, but soon he was slapping hard into my hole. I felt certain the sound of the shower running wouldn’t be enough to cover all of the noise but I also didn’t care. He felt amazing. I slammed my ass back against him, making him fuck me even harder. I gripped his cock with my hole to milk his load out, and he just kept growling in my ear. It was a great fuck. We both clearly needed it, and wanted to make sure the other got everything he wanted. When he finally grunted that he was going to cum, I was slightly out of breath. I panted, “please breed my cunt,” as he picked up the pace. He didn’t need my encouragement, but it seemed to tip him over the edge. He shook a little and held tight to my hips, his breathing ragged and his cock spasmed and pumped hot cum deep inside of me. I sighed in satisfaction as I was once more filled with a stranger’s load. He stayed there for a moment, till his breathing came back to normal. When he pulled out and I looked back at him he looked happy and satisfied. We stepped into the water together to wash the work out away, and I sucked the cum from his cock. He kissed me again as we toweled off, and said “I’ll go out first, you wait a moment and then follow so it’s not quite as obvious.” I laughed, I felt certain anyone close by would have known. I stepped back from the door as he unlocked it and left. I heard him bump into someone, and mutter an apology, and then I heard him say, “Oh, well um there’s still… there’s still someone in that shower.” Then another person said something I couldn’t hear, followed by my top saying, “A hot bottom actually.” “Fuck yeah,” said a new voice, closer now. “I just fucked a big load into him, don’t know if he wants more but…” I didn’t hear any more from the blonde, but a young-looking jock appeared in the shower doorway with a massive grin on his face. He looked maybe 20 at the most, but definitely college age. He still had the round face of a boy but the body of a man. A thing waft of chest hair was starting to grow across his nice pecs, promising to grow into a nice thick pelt as he aged. He had on only a towel, into which plunged an ample treasure trail. He closed the door behind him, and locked it before saying, “Got time for one more?” It was and earnest question. He wasn’t one of the aggressive Dom older men I’d been meeting with, he was a horny college boy hoping to blow his load. “Lets see what you’re working with,” I said. He dropped the towel which had started to tent revealing a nice uncut cock. It wasn’t the biggest thing I’d ever seen but it was wide, and that’s what always got me. “I think I’ve got time.” I turned the water to the shower back on, grabbed the jock by the waist and moved him to the changing bench. I got on my knees and sucked him hard while he sat there, his hands on the back of my head. He had to hold one hand against his mouth as I started blowing him, running my tongue around his foreskin, enjoying the salty sweat that clung to his skin. His unkempt pubes tickled my nose as I dove deep. His balls rested lightly against my chin, and I flicked my tongue down the base of his shaft. He let out a loud grown that the water could never have covered and then giggled a quietly. “Sorry,” he whispered. “Don’t worry about it.” I got up and straddled him on the bench his cock now hard as a rock. I sat down slowly, his head missing my hole a few times before finding its mark and sliding inside. He let out another groan, and I kissed him hard on the mouth. “If you cant keep quiet I’ll just have to shut you up.” I whispered in his ear as I started to ride him. He moaned into my mouth as I rocked up and down on his cock, kissing him all the while. His hands played across my back, sometimes on my shoulders, sometimes cupping my ass. He didn’t seem to know where to put them. It didn’t seem like he was going to last long. The horniness from his work out and warmth of my slick hole where fast sending him over the edge. He was writing under me as I bounced harder and harder. Till suddenly, he grabbed my shoulders and forced me down on the full, not unsubstantial, length of his cock. I felt his ball tighten and the shaft pulse as he unloaded. His face went totally blank for a long moment, then his eyes rolled back almost sleepily as ecstasy washed across his face. For a long blissed out moment he held me there, his cock still throbbing as it pumped a few more spurts into my cunt. I kissed him again and, careful not to lose his load, got up. “Thanks man, that was amazing,” he panted. I left him to his shower and went to get dressed with two big loads in my hole.

Part 5: The Gift With my ass in the air Daddy applied more lube to my hole and his cock. Daddy slowly inserted his cock into my hole driving me crazy. Because of the preparation Daddy did his cock was sliding in easily. But damn he was taking his time giving me his whole cock. My penis was steadily leaking precum from Daddy's slow and methodical entry into my hole. Goddamn Daddy was good. As slowly as Daddy was penetrating my hole it felt eternity before I even had half of his cock in my hole. My whole body was convulsing from the pure pleasure and excitement Daddy was causing by slowly inserting his cock into me. Goddamn as much as I wanted and needed to be fucked like a whore this was way more intense. After what must have been an hour of Daddy slowly and deliberately sliding his cock in my hole he finally bottomed out. God it felt so good to be completely stuffed by Daddy's cock. Daddy held his cock in place for several minutes before he slowly started pulling his cock back out. Again he pulled out just as slowly as he did when he entered my hole. The way his cock was just dragging across my prostate was too much. I exploded all over the bed underneath me. Daddy didn't stop at all as my body was shaking from the powerful orgasm. He just slowly kept backing his cock out of my hole. After 2 orgasms I was still hard. And I hadn't once touched my penis. After about an hour of Daddy slowly pulling his cock from my hole he had his cock completely out of my hole. The emptiness I felt was unbearable. Daddy applied more lube to my hole and his cock and repeated the same process. Daddy repeated this process over and over all night. Each time he was slowly withdrawing his cock I would have an orgasm but remain hard. After I don't maybe the seventh or eighth time, I lost count, of Daddy doing this he guided me to my stomach and laid on top of me with his cock entering my hole again. With his cock buried all the way inside my hole Daddy started kissing my neck while he then just barely lifted his hips from my ass and coming down giving me short strokes of his cock in my hole. I was completely exhausted by this point but the way he was slowly fucking me felt really great and I just relaxed. After about 30 minutes in this position Daddy asked me if I was ready to receive his gift. I was so weak I just shook my head yes. Without picking up any speed Daddy just kept his same pace and a few minutes later I felt my hole being flooded by Daddy's cum. And damn did he cum. He kept coming for a while. No doubt I would get Daddy's gift with the amount of cum he was putting in my hole. After I know a good five minutes Daddy finally stopped moving and just laid on top of me with his cock still in my hole. I must have drifted off to sleep because when I woke up Daddy was on top of me with his cock still in my hole even though he had went soft. I heard Daddy snoring a little bit so I didn't move just enjoying the feeling of having Daddy's cock still in me. I drifted back off to sleep with a grin on my face. Daddy's weight on me felt like a nice warm blanket and I didn't want to move. I could lay forever just like this with Daddy's cock in my hole. I was looking forward to seeing what Daddy does for an encore. What a wonderful surprise I had when I woke up.

PART FOUR I was kneeling in front of David, cleaning his cock when his phone rang. "HEY! I hoped you'd be watching......did you enjoy the show? I thought you would......hold on I'll put you on speaker.." and he put the phone next to the table where I was kneeling. "Is this your new boy James I've been hearing so much about?" the voice said from the phone. "No...it's actually an even newer one!...." David said. "And better!" I giggled, interrupting "His name's Josh and he'd never even been with a guy before he'd been with me so he's my good boy. Can you see the guy over there Josh?" He asked me, pointing at a nearby apartment building. I could see a guy waving & I waved back. "That's one of my very good friends Jerome." "You sure know how to pick 'em David." Jerome said. "Would you like me to fuck you as well my new friend?" He'd barely completed his question before I shouted, "Yes please!" in reply. "What an eager young man you are, and have you been fully converted yet?" It was funny, I kept hearing about being converted. I wasn't sure what else I needed to do to prove that I loved being fucked. "I think I have!" "Well, you definitely will be by the time I'm finished with you. Now David and I need to talk about when I can come over, can you get him hard while we talk please my good boy?" David took Jerome off speaker as I knelt in front of him. It was such a great feeling to be sucking cock in the sunshine and I positioned myself so Jerome could check out my arse as I sucked David. I was too busy sucking (& loving it!) to be paying attention to what David was saying to Jerome: "Yeah......real pleasant surprise....nah no chance he can get any, he's here for the week....told him I had COVID....course not!.....he's so fucking high he won't be paying attention to any of this....few loads but can't hurt to try yours too...probably an hour or so before it wears off? So bring some if you've got it.....piss mainly.....nah, no idea...yeah, the lube's got it too....don't worry about it, the kid's a dirty fucker....I know! See ya in 10" It was then he tapped me on the head, I looked up his dick still in my mouth. "Jerome was so excited seeing you in action, he's gonna come over OK? He'll probably wanna fuck you today, is that alright with you?" I was so excited by the prospect, I smiled through David's dick but wanted to make sure he was alright with it. "Are you OK with it though David, I don't wanna do it if it'll make you unhappy..." "My boy, nothing makes me hornier or happier than seeing other daddies fucking you OK? Just think of it a special gift I'm making sure that you're getting. Now get your daddy good & hard before Jerome arrives..." END OF PART FOUR

Thomas and Roger were the next two gentlemen who entered the room. Both of their cocks weren't very big but looks can be deceiving. They both stood in front of me while I would suck one cock and jerk off the other. I repeated this process for a while before Thomas laid on the floor and had me mount his cock. Just when I got his cock all the way in me Roger pushed me slightly forward and then slid his cock into my pussy along with Thomas'. With Roger sliding his cock in my pussy I could feel my pussy stretching to accommodate both cocks. It hurt to be stretched out but I knew I didn't have a say in the matter. Once Roger had his cock in all the way both gentlemen stayed still for a couple of minutes while my pussy adjusted to it's new position. With me being a little over 5 feet tall and each of these gentlemen being well over 6 feet tall I was in perfect position for them to start fucking my pussy in unison. The feeling of having two cocks sliding in and out of my pussy in unison was pure bliss. My little clitty was soon spurting out cum onto Thomas' stomach. Thomas had sores everywhere and I started licking as many as I could while being fucked. The blood on my lips had dried up so I begged Thomas to slap me to get my lips bleeding again. He happily obliged and soon my lips were cut open again. With my new cuts I continued licking Thomas' sores. With their cocks rubbing together in my pussy both men didn't last too long. After about 10 minutes of fucking my pussy Roger said he was about to cum. As soon as he started Thomas soon started cuming right after. Feeling one load of cum erupting in my pussy is one thing. But 2 cocks at the same time is out of this world. These men gave me so much cum that I could hear the slurping noises coming from my pussy. Once Roger went soft he slipped his cock from my pussy. But Thomas stayed hard. He started thrusting his hips hard into my pussy. Roger came around in front of me and started fucking my mouth at the same time and it wasn't long before he was hard again. Roger must have read my mind because he took his cock from my mouth and rammed it back into my pussy along with Thomas's cock. Fuck I was loving being double penetrated. I was moaning so loud it drew my Mom's attention. As I'm getting my pussy fucked hard by both of these cocks she entered the room and just watched her son being a dirty whore for these men. Everyone knew she was my mom so it didn't surprise anyone. She was encouraging both men to fuck me like the dirty nasty whore I was becoming. Both men obliged and really started fucking me much harder and making my pussy so fucking sore. It wasn't long before both men were coming again in my pussy. Thomas came first followed by Roger. I don't know where these gentlemen had the energy to fuck me like they did in their condition but I loved it. As each of their cocks went soft and they pulled out of me they both collapsed. Mom rushed me out really quickly while they attended to them. I was led to a private room away from everyone. 30 minutes later Mom came in and told me they both passed away. I was saddened by hearing this. She comforted me and told me that it was their wish to go out like that. She said she was proud of me for making their last few minutes on earth enjoyable for both. She said while they are taking care of cleaning up the area this room would be my new play area. She said that I still had more men to satisfy. I confessed to Mommy that each of them had cum twice in my pussy and both times I it was from double penetration. She kissed me on my forehead and said that's good to know because the next two men coming are thicker than any cocks you have had so far. My clitty got excited and squirted in front of my Mommy. She just laughed and as she was walking out the door she said Goddamn you are such a dirty little faggot.

It's fairly common for me not to come, depending on my mood and on if anything has been consumed, and I often outlast my bottoms anyway. Last weekend I went to the sauna in Dublin for the first time in a long while. Some interesting guys there, got a blow job from a cute early 20s guy but that ended up being just the appetiser. Eventually I saw this build, lean muscled mixed race guy. He walked past me a couple times and turn and looked back and I got the little thrill you get from knowing he's interested. He's wearing a baseball cap. Into the cabin and I was pretty hopeful I could fuck him raw, condoms are increasingly rarely used there. He sucks me for a bit and we kiss, then he grabs some lube and starts to put it in his hole and I know I am in. I fuck him bent over the mattress/rest area, then we get up on our knees on it and I'm half lying on top of him and fucking downwards. To my surprise, fairly soon after that I start feeling like I'm going to come. I decide to just go for it because I want to load a guy as it's been a long while, but being the gentleman I am ask him if he wants the load first. Of course he answers enthusiastically and I fill him up. We chat for a bit. He says he is Italian: his mother is, but his father is Brazilian and he seems a little ashamed of that fact. There are Brazilians everywhere in Dublin so maybe he encountered some hostility from some local. We fuck again, and this time he comes as he is riding me. We wander around for a bit and agree to swap numbers. Later that night I give him his first fuck in a sling. At first he was shy getting fucked in front of other guys, but later he is asking me to open the door so others can come and watch us. A fun night! You never know how these nights are going to go.

Full cock definitely, ideally to have no control of what happens😈 Forced deep down my throat

I do--house parties, motel parties, anywhere I want to breed guys . It also goes to leather weekends like CLAW or IML for my hotel room. It has gone camping and been used in gay campgrounds. I live in a smaller sized town. Having a sling (and fuck bench and rimseat) makes my home playroom a 'destination' for bottoms to come to from the more urban areas near by.

In a parallel universe there is a post from the pissed off cumdump whining that he's been fucked but not bred!

I saw him three days later. Again the cum dump in the middle of the beach orgy. He'd never made it to a clinic. A month later he came up to me one morning as I was nude sunbathing. I didn't get the super friendly welcome he'd offered when we met. In fact he was clearly pissed. "You fuckin knocked me up you bastard. Who the fuck do you think you are? Pozing unsuspecting guys! Get a biohazard tattoo for fuck sake! " I knew there was no sense in trying to reason with him. I just reached up and stroked his semi hard cock. He pulled away and bolted. The next night he was again at the orgy. As usual his sexy otter energy had him recieving lots of creampies, but he was also serving up toxic cum to at least three asses. I was close enough for the entire second pump and dump that I know he didn't breath a word about his newly acquired toxic status. Once again I was having a slow night. A few guys groped me, front and back. Two guys offered to suck me and had good oral skills, but if I wasn't going to get any up my ass I was determined to breed some cute young thing. The crowd had become quite a crush, I couldn't move without bumping into guys. A hand took hold of my semi hard cock. It was an attractive, slim young man wearing a leather chest and crotch harness. As he fondled my crotch he kept looking around the crowd, never once looking at me. He began to pull me through the crowd by my now fully hard erection. He stopped to talk to a tall handsome young German lad. As they made small talk I felt around the harnessed guys hole. Wet and sloppy for sure. I slid my raw cock in and he never even interrupted his conversation with the German. The German winked at me and told the guy I was fucking how hot he looked. Asked him how many loads he was carrying from the orgy. "Not sure. Maybe two, maybe five? I'm never sure if they all cum ." "How many cocks been in there?" "Haha, at least a dozen. " "You take any precautions?" "No way, totally natural for me. This brew in me could be pozing me as we speak. I don't care, it's gonna get me sooner or later. " I was silently depositing as he spoke. The German again winked at me and said to him; "Fuckin hot man. Love your leze fair attitude." Although my orgasm was silent, it was one of the deepest most satisfying releases I had ever experienced. I pulled my cock out and stuck a finger in to enjoy the toxic mix. It tasted fantastic. I didn't say a word, I just shuffled through the crowd and headed home down the beach. Three nights later I had better luck. A big bear, a slim black man and an old man (70's) had bred me. A cute young Mexican twink had watched at least two of them cum in me. When the old man finished the young twink pulled me to the side away from the crowd. He played with my cock as he leaned in for a passionate kiss. As we broke our lip lock he whispered, "Eat my ass " then turned and bent over. It was a sweet tight hairless rose bud. So tight my tongue could hardly fuck in. He was moaning with deep pleasure. He didn't say it but his moans begged 'fuck me.' I stood and teased his hole with my substantial cock head. I was waiting to see if he would say or ask anything. He just kept moaning so I started to push in and he definitely pushed back on. When I was balls deep I gave him a moment to adjust. When he reached back and tapped my thigh I began a slow and steady rutting motion. His moans just grew in volume, "Oh yeah fuck me daddy, claim my virgin ass." I thought, 'holy fuck, I wonder if he has any idea what he's got himself into?' But the hole situation was just too smoking hot and my poz balls exploded and painted inside his no longer virgin guts "Don't cum in me." "Fuck man, too late!" He pulled off, stood and faced me. "Did you just cum in my ass? Please tell me you didn't! Please tell me you were wearing protection. " "I .... awe .... um" As I stuttered he reached around to check and came back with a dripping finger. "Fuck man, you better be clean. You shouldn't have cum in me! I can't get pozed from my first fuck man!" "Then you better get to a clinic or emerge." "Fuck you're toxic? You just knocked up my virgin ass without warning me?" "You didn't ask, and your virgin hole was to tight and inviting for me to last, especially when you confirmed it had never been breached before. Sorry " "Sorry, sorry? You had no right. ... Suck it out, suck your poison out of me. " If this was to be my punishment I was all in. I feltched out as much as I could. "Don't swallow yet, I want to be sure you cleaned me out. Show me your mouth. " I opened wide, he moved in for a close look and spat in my face. I decided this was my invitation to leave, turned and found three young guys had been watching us. They moved in to lick my face clean and each received a snowball of my toxic cum. The tallest was bent over and backing on my fuck stick in no time. I asked the three how much they had seen and heard. "Everything! It was so fuckin hot. We need your DNA. We're on PreP, the guy your cock is in is chasing. "

this story is pretty much based on a true story, - it was my first time, and we really did fall in love... sadly our paths took us different directions many years ago - and although we are still in touch, I've been without a soulmate since. At first glance you would assume I am just an average, conservative kind- of –guy, and I would tend to agree with that assumption. But after my last “ordinary” relationship with my boyfriend failed, I decided it was time to break my boring routine and try to enjoy some of the more adventurous things in life that I had always passed on. Now that I was spending my nights alone, I was relying on my computer more for sexual stimulation. Thank God there is no shortage of porn on the internet. I would surf for any hot movie that caught my eye, usually with some hot muscled jock. I’d recline back in my chair, and start to lazily play with my cock while the stud in his jockstrap got his hole licked and fingered and slowly stretched open. Buy the time his pink pucker was quivering for some dick, I would usually have a finger or two up my own ass, and my own dick would be hard as a rock and leaking drops of precum that would mix with the lube I was using to stroke my shaft. I always tried to match my speed and intensity with the hot fuck session that was on the screen, so that I would cum at the exact same time as the guy in the movie shot his load deep in the ass of the jock stud he was fucking. After my own ass finished clamping down on my fingers and the aftershocks of shooting an intense load wore off…I would clean up, shut off the computer and climb into bed …alone…and realizing that computer porn would never make up for the 'real thing'. As time went on, I noticed that my taste in movies was starting change, and those muscled jocks I had watched were now replaced with hairy muscled leather guys. I also started looking in the local chat rooms for some actual “real” connections. I felt myself being drawn to scenes that involved a lot of ass play…guys in harnesses that were stretching open the holes of other guys in slings. Soon it wasn’t just hot dicks plowing pink holes...it was dildos and fists stretching open hot hairy butts. I was mesmerized, and my ass was starting to take on a mind of its own. After years of vanilla sex, my hole was starting to get hungry for more. I bought some toys...and some poppers...and began to start mimicking what I saw in the movies . I also started popping into some of the local chat rooms, and found out there were a lot of guys online that were really heavy into the leather scene. I posted a profile, but was always to nervous about ever starting a conversation with anyone. Here I was…just an average conservative guy, who was starting to feel the pig awaken. These guys were already knee deep in the pigpen, and I knew I’d be a disappointment to them when they realized I was just a newbie. I didn’t own any leather, and I only had one jockstrap…that I used for my online photo. So one night, I was feeling especially horny, and logged into the chat room, got my toys, lube and poppers out, and settled in for another solo session. Within a few minutes I suddenly got an IM from another guy in the chat room. He was a hot hairy muscle daddy, and he introduced himself by letting me know how much he loved the photo of me in my jock. He was hot, and sexy, and I started to wish I could muster up the courage to give in and let myself go, and be the perfect pig boy he surely was looking for. After some online flirting, he invited me to come over. I was horny as hell, but scared to death, so I politely declined his invitation. I told him the truth, that I was brand new to this, and way too inexperienced to be much fun for him. He immediately replied, asking if I was into PnP. I hated to admit, I didn’t even know what that meant. Pain and Pleasure? Piss and poop? Christ..what was I getting into? He responded with a “LOL” and explained it meant party and play. Using recreational drugs to take the edge off, or enhance the pleasure. I told him I had done poppers…but never had tried anything else. He asked if I was interested in experimenting a little, and told me that he would love to be the one to introduce me to the wonderful world of Pnp Pig Sex. Wow….all of a sudden my cock became instantly hard..and I could feel my ass twitch with excitement. I didn’t know what it would be like, but suddenly I had a hot leather daddy wanting to take me under his wing, and show me all the mysterious pleasures that had become so intriguing to me. In one last effort to stall…I asked him what exactly he had in mind. He told me that I would need to come over, and that I would need to trust him. He promised to walk me thru everything once I was there and ready to play…but he didn’t want to waste time writing about it when he knew it would be more fun to experience it. He gave me some simple instructions…take a shower, clean up…and out, wear my jock, and pick up some Gatorade, or water, or whatever I wanted to drink. He promised I’d need to replenish my fluids because he was going to make sure we had a long hot sweaty night. I got directions to his place…and I was burning with excitement. I couldn’t believe this was actually going to happen! I hopped in the shower and hopped in my car and within 45 minutes, I found myself knocking on his door. He opened the door…and looked even hotter than his pictures. His head was nearly shaved with a military style buzz cut. He was shirtless, except for a leather harness, and his tribal armband tattoo. His nipples were pierced, and his hairy pecs were hard and muscular, and shadowed over his flat abs. A thick treasure trail of hair disappeared into his black leather pants and silver studded belt. He looked just like one of the guys from the movies. He immediately smiled at me...which made me feel immediately more relaxed…and he invited me into his place. As soon as I stepped inside, he reached around me to shut the door, and immediately put his arms around me to pull me in close to him. He rubbed his hands on my chest thru my t-shirt, and pressed his pelvis up against my jeans. It took me by surprise..a little, but it immediately broke the ice, and I wrapped my arms around him, and ran my hands over his muscular shoulders and arms. As my hands reached his, he took them, and smiled again, and pulled me into the entryway. “Come In, stud” he growled…get comfortable, take your clothes off, and let’s get to know each other. He led me to a room off to the side, which had all of the things that you would need to film leather porn. “Welcome to my playroom!” I was speechless, and took a long deep breath to try to slow down my heartbeat. I think he could sense my nervousness, because he pulled me close once again, kissed me, and pulled me down onto the couch. “Just relax..I promise, I will make sure you enjoy every minute of this, and if you ever want to stop…just tell me…we won’t go anywhere that you aren’t comfortable going.” We kissed again..and I was immediately turned on. He took my shirt off…pinched my nipples, rubbed my crotch…and I was instantly hard as a rock. My hands were all over him as well…and I started to let my inhibitions go. “Let me go get something to help us relax, and you get out of those jeans and shoes. I’ll be right back.” He left for a second, and came back with a little travel shaving kit. He pulled out a bag of weed, and some rolling papers, and a lighter. As I got undressed, he rolled a really thick joint, lit it, and took a hit. He held the smoke in his lungs for a very long time, and then let it escape his lungs in a low growl. “Okay…your turn…it’s just pot…and it will help take the edge off, help you relax, and get you a little horny.” I took the joint, and followed his instructions. I took a deep inhale, and worked really hard to fight the urge to cough as I felt the smoke burn inside my chest. I held it in until he told me to let it out…which seemed like 10 minutes…but was really only a few seconds I’m sure. “Good boy” he said, and rubbed my neck. He took the joint back for another hit and we both sat back on the couch and started feeling each other as we passed the joint back and forth. It wasn’t long until I was feeling the effects. It was a fuzzy, drunk kind of feeling, but it felt good, and I WAS really relaxed, and starting to get a really deep new feeling…it was horny…but a whole different kind of horny. I started to really get into our touching and kissing, and before I knew it we were done with the joint, and greedily sucking each other’s dicks in a 69 position on the couch. Next thing I knew, I felt his fingers and tongue start playing with my hole. It felt so good. I knew it was the pot…but Damn! This was awesome. I was sucking his huge dick, and moaning, and grinding my ass against his face and fingers. He spit in my ass, and started working in two of his fat long fingers. God it felt so good. “Good boy..you like that don’t you…there is a little pig in there just dying to get out isn’t there?” “Yes sir” I muffled between taking breaths from sucking his huge cock. “Nice” he moaned, and began working my hole into a frenzy. “I think you’re ready for my next surprise” he said as he reach over to his travel bag, and pulled out a tiny little baggie, with some white powder, and a tiny little silver bullet. “Coke?” I asked. “Nope, Tina" he replied. “Tina?” I repeated. “Yep. It's sort of like coke, but better for sex. You can smoke it, snort it, put it in your ass, and even inject it directly into a vein - but it goes right to your ass. And you will want more than my tongue and fingers up there.” “So, how are we doing it?” I asked. “We’ll go easy at first, just a little bump off the silver bullet…and we’ll make sure you have some time to let it kick in. You’ll probably feel a bit of a rush at first..like a jolt of caffeine, but in about 20 minutes, you will feel it start to warm up your ass, and I bet your hands won’t be able to let go of your dick." "Okay" I replied, adding “ although I think the pot has already done a pretty good job of that.” We both took a hit from the bullet, and the instant effect was just as he described. I was really starting to realize I was in very good hands. He was letting me know what to expect, before it happened, and his description was very accurate. We went back to exploring each other’s bodies, and before I knew it, my ass was tingling, and I was pulling on the head of my dick like I was pulling taffy. I was groaning a low guttural groan that I had never heard myself make before. We did another hit off the Tina bullet, and I was really starting to feel the effects. “Okay, boy. I think we’re ready for some more serious play. Your ass is really getting hot, and I want you to get in that sling, so I can open you up, and fuck you.” I hopped up so fast, I think my brain was now in my ass and following his instructions. He helped me get into the sling, and then lubed up my hole, and his cock, and I moaned in ecstasy as his beautiful thick cock slid into my hungry hole. We started out slow, and his fucking gradually grew in force and intensity. Getting fucked had never felt so good. He gave me another bump of tina, and then grabbed a bottle of poppers, and held them under my nose. “You said you have done poppers before..right?” “Yeah.” “Good…then take good hit, so I can pound your ass really hard.” I inhaled deeply, and he did the same, and no sooner had he recapped the bottle, he grabbed the sling and started pounding my ass with wild abandon. “FUCK…YEAH…” we both screamed. I was pulling on my dick as hard as I could, but noticed it wasn’t getting as hard as I usually do…but I really didn’t care. It still felt good..but it was my ass that was feeling amazing. I felt it squeezing and clamping down on my hot leather studs hard dick as he pounded my ass, and arched his back while his eyes were rolling back in his head. This was incredible. It was better than any fantasy I could imagine. He gave me another hit of poppers, and then reached under the sling and started banging the shit out of my ass….I could tell that he was about ready to cum. Between the pot, the tina, the poppers and the fucking…my head was reeling. I had never felt so turned on. I was suddenly brought back to my senses as I heard him shout and yell, and felt his hard cock slam deep in my ass as is shot the hottest, most forceful load I’d ever taken. My ass involuntarily clamped down, and made sure that every drop of cum was worked out of that amazing dick, and not a single drop was spilled. He immediately slumped forward, drops of sweat landing on my chest, and kissed me passionately and deeply. My hips were grinding involuntarily, not wanting to let his dick escape my ass as we kissed. Finally, his dick slid out, but I was still pulling on mine, soft…but sensitive. He saw my face register a bit of disappointment – both for my failure to get hard, and also for the sudden emptiness in my well fucked hole. He immediately reassured me that the soft dick was often a result of the Tina, but not to worry…all the pleasure was going to become more and more intense in my ass. He asked if I was ready to try some toys, and if I was ready to try a different way to do a hit of Tina. I must of looked a little nervous again, because he immediately kissed me again, and with his lips still pressed to mine, he whispered with a hot breath "Trust me.” And I did. Once again, he reached into his black bag. This time he pulled out a thick syringe. My eyes widened with fear, because I was not real fond of needles. “Don’t worry” he said. It’s not a needle. Just a water syringe. But it’s got dose of Tina in it, mixed with the water. I’ll squirt it into your ass, and within seconds you’ll get the effect. Just hold it in, and when I get your first toy, it should be absorbed. You'll love it..and you’ll be ready for some bigger toys than the ones you have. Cool?” “Okay…I said…you haven’t let me down yet.” He pulled the cap off the syringe, and showed me that indeed there was no needle on the end. He put a little lube on the edge of the syringe, and gently worked it into my hole. “Ready?” he asked. I nodded. “Okay…here we go.” I suddenly felt the liquid slowly start to fill my ass, and I envisioned it mixing with his load. I was suddenly hit with an amazing rush of warmth that nearly took my breath away. “See…it absorbs pretty quick. You should be flying by now.” My heartbeat suddenly picked up, and my breathing became quicker. He pulled the syringe out, pinched my nipples, and then took my hand away from my dick as he sucked my soft cocked like a vacuum. I yelled in absolute pleasure! Oh my god it felt so good. FUCK YEAH…DAMN…my ass was on fire…I needed cock bad. It felt so good. “There’s my little piggy” he smirked as he stepped away. My hand went back to my dick, and I started pinching one of my nipples as he back away. He reached over to a table and pulled away a black cloth, and revealed a table full of all kinds of dildos and sex toys in all sizes. One of them was just as big as mine at home…but they got bigger and bigger as they lined up along the table’s edge. He grabbed one, and smeared it with a generous dose of lube, and then started slowly working it into my ass. I couldn’t believe it…it was like my ass had a total mind of its own. I was no longer in control..and I suddenly felt my hole stretching open further than I’d ever been opened up before. But it felt so good. I took a deep breath, and moaned again. He got it about halfway in, and then held it in place as he reached over with his other hand to grab the bottle of poppers. I took another deep hit of the poppers, and suddenly, I was in a whole new world. My eyes rolled back in the back of my head, and then I felt my entire ass open up as that huge dildo slid right in to its giant rubber base without any pain or resistance. HOLY SHIT….It was so fucking deep …OH FUCK! I could feel that giant rubber dick deep in my guts and it felt so good! He started to work it in and out. Slowly at first, and gradually picked up speed. I got lost in the pleasure…and closed my eyes and floated in that sling as that giant dick stretched my ass. Every now and then he would touch my chest, my dick, my face, and give me occasional hits of poppers...all the while giving me deep low groans of encouragement. He soon went for a bigger toy…but I was too lost in my ecstasy to really notice. I did feel a little bit of pressure as he eased the bigger toy in, but it was soon followed with another deep hit of poppers, and I was off in my own world again, as that giant invader laid claim to my open hole. I have no idea how much time had passed, and hour…maybe two. I gradually started to feel like I was coming down, and my senses were returning to normal. I looked up…like I had just regained consciousness, and smiled at my sexy teacher. He smiled back…and we didn’t even need words at this point to share the mutual pleasure we were both feeling. He slid the toy out of my ass..and I was shocked…somewhere in my soaring high…he had upsized again to a third, even bigger toy. I never would have believed I could take something that huge…but he showed it to me from between my legs, just to prove to me that I was more pig than I realized. We laughed a bit, kissed some more, and then he grabbed my bottle of Gatorade and a towel. I was sweating profusely. Took a deep drink, toweled off a bit, and started to catch my breath. At this point I thought things were winding down. He was standing closer to the table, taking a drink of his own bottled water, so I started to sit up in the unsteady sway of the sling. “Where you going boy…you had enough?” “Oh…I thought we were winding down” I sheepishly said…immediately feeling slightly worried that I gave the wrong signal and disappointing my new leather daddy. “Well, I have one more surprise for you, if you want. I thought I’d try to take it up one more notch…that is if you want to” I couldn’t possibly imagine what he had in mind. I was absolutely in awe of what we had done so far, so if we still had one more level to go, I wasn’t sure I could take the overstimulation of my senses. “You want to really let go of your inner pig…this is the best thing there is.” He reached into his black back again, and pulled out two thin syringes with an orange cap on the end. I was puzzled, because the last syringe was much bigger, so I didn’t know if it was a smaller dose to just bring the action back up a little, or if this was something totally different. “Okay, let me tell you about this, and then you can tell me if you want to keep going or not”. This syringe has a needle. So this dose of tina will go right into a vein. It’s called “slamming.” It’s just like getting a shot at the doctor, or giving a blood sample. “That doesn’t sound too bad” I timidly replied. “Well…this will definitely take you one level higher than the booty bump. You will feel this rush in your entire body, you will immediately feel the Tina take effect, and I guarantee, you will be amazed at how fast you let go of all your inhibitions….do you still trust me?” “Yes” I answered. “Then trust me, I think you will like this a lot. I will make sure that it’s quick, painless, and I will be here to make sure you stay calm enough to truly enjoy the amazing rush.” “Okay” I said…but I might not be able to watch, I don’t do so well with needles. “No worries”, he said. “You do whatever you want. Let’s get you out of the sling though, because I want to do you first, and then I want you to go kneel down over the arm of the couch with your ass in the air. I will then do my slam, and come over and take good care of your ass while you ride the rush,. “Okay…I’m ready” He went back to his back bag one more time, pulled out a black elastic strip for a tourniquet, and 2 small white envelopes…alcohol prep pads. He came back over to me, with the syringe, pulled my arm out and looked in the crook for a vein. He quickly tapped the large vein, and then started to wrap the black elastic around my upper bicep. My vein started to bulge, and my heart was already racing with a little bit of excitement, and a lot of nerves. He opened the alcohol prep pad, and gently wiped it over the inside of my arm. I was scared to watch…but I couldn’t help it. I was fascinated. It was like my leather daddy was getting ready to give me a shot…like a nurse. It was somehow, very touching, like he was taking care of me…and all of a sudden all of my worry melted away. I kept watching as he took the orange cap off of the syringe, and exposed the tiny thin needle. He turned the syringe upside down, and flicked it on the side to knock the air bubbles out of it. He looked at me deep in my eyes, smiled again, and asked “ready?” I nodded yes. Okay..turn your head if you want. “I’m okay” I said. “I trust you”. He gently placed the tip of the needle at the edge of my vein, and I took a deep breath. He gently eased it in, with only a slight pinch, and then I felt a little pop as the needle went into the vein. I kept watching intently. He pulled back slightly on the syringe, and I saw a wispy red cloud rush into the syringe. He took the tourniquet off my arm with his other hand in a single soft pull, looked at me one more time, and said, “Here you go baby, this is gonna be intense…you might have a cough..But that’s normal…it’s the tina hitting your blood and your lungs, don’t be scared…just enjoy it.” “Okay…go for it” He slowly started to push the plunger downward, and the reddish liquid started to disappear into my vein. I immediately started to feel a tingle all over my body…like when you put your tongue on the end of a nine volt battery. The more of the slam that went in, the more I tingled...I got this warm all over rush, and my chest started to expand with a heavy breath. I felt my eyes open wide, and my ass squeezed so tight, if there had been anything in there I would have snapped it in half. The last bit of liquid in the syringe went into my arm, and then I suddenly felt the uncontrollable cough. Two coughs…and then I WAS SOARING!!! SHIT! SHIT!!! HOLY SHIT!!!. He pulled the needle out and immediately covered the skin with the alcohol pad. He lifted my arm above my head, and then reached around the start digging at my ass with his giant meaty paws. OH GOD!! I NEED YOU IN MY ASS! “Feel good Baby?” “FUCK YEAH” OH SHIT..that’s all I could say. I started to feel my legs go week. “Go kneel over the couch, get your ass lubed up real good…I’m on my way” I staggered over, reached for the giant bottle of lube, pouring out more than I could control. I leaned over the couch and started shoving lube into my hungry hole, stretching it open, shoving fingers in, and trying to get my whole hand in. I was in ecstasy…I was finally out of control, feeling piggy as all hell, and ready for anything. I didn’t even notice my leather daddy administer his own slam, until I heard his own cries and groans of pleasure suddenly shout from behind me. “Oh, yeah….piggy….let me work that ass” “Yes sir!” He came from behind be and I saw his had come over my head; he handed me the bottle of poppers, and then reached for the giant bottle of lube. “Take a good long hit…you are about to be sent into a whole ne w world.” I took the deepest hit of poppers that I had ever taken…and I held it deep in my lungs…like the pot smoke from earlier…and suddenly I felt my entire ass just relax and open up like molten lava, and I felt my daddy’s hands working to stretch my ass open. First it was three fingers….then four…..then another mind numbing hit of poppers, and then I lost all awareness of anything…all I know is that my ass had never felt more full. I was gyrating my hips, and wagging my piggy tail like I needed to get my hungry hole filled with a buffet of anything that was in reach. I suddenly felt my ass stretch just a bit far..and then a soft pop, or suction sound. I had his whole FIST! HOLY SHIT! I WAS IN HEAVEN!! I screamed in pleasure, my daddy was yelling encouragement… and I had never been so wildly out of control. He flipped me around to the front of the couch, laid me on my back, held my feet above my head with one hand, and handed me the poppers again with the other. I took another hit…and then so did he…and I couldn’t get his fist in my ass again fast enough. I was riding his fist, and then his forearm, and then suddenly I started to let go with a *******ial spray of piss all over my chest…he grabbed my dick with his free hand, and held it up so that it sprayed all over my face, and then his. It had a bitter taste…the first time I’d ever tasted piss. “”That’s tina piss boy..It’ll keep you flying high too…but I’m not taking my hand out of your ass yet ..but when I do…it will be so I can shove my dick up your hungry hole, and piss my tina right back into you” He kept his word…he fisted me to the point of an uncontrollable orgasm…I didn’t even touch my dick..and it was still soft…but I was coming all over myself. It was mixing with the damp piss stains on my stomach. He gently pulled his fist out of my hot hungry ass, and then shoved his dick in. He looked down at me, and with an amazing softness, he stared right thru to my soul, I started to actually tear up, and cry with absolute abandon. It was the most beautifully hot and touching closeness I had ever felt to another person in my entire life. I trusted him, and he took me placed I never knew existed. And then, just as I was catching my breath, and stopping my tears…he leaned in close, whispered once again…”good pig”, and then kissed me gently on the lips….it was then that I started to feel the warm tina piss filling up my hot hungry ass…and my soul nearly left my body, and floated up to my new slamming soul mate.

I've always liked older hairy guys, just just how it is, love to puff up with em and breed them. So here I am a daddy to a hot boy and loving it... How did this happen? Well a couple months ago I was driving home from work, it was winter, pissing down with rain and dark early because of it. The rain was so heavy that I was driving slowly in the medium traffic so when I got to the main intersection that leads out of the city and to my small town, to find it jammed up I wasnt surprised and just settled back for the long wait. Then inching forward I noticed standing in the pooring rain a guy absolutely drenched and shivering, I watched him for a bit and he didn't seem homeless, if anything he seemed lost. I watched an asshole pull a move that sprayed water from the road across the kid and that's when I was sure he was crying. A softie at heart I pulled up close wound down my window and said "hey kid... You OK?" He didn't know what to do so I reassured him im a nice guy who just wants to help, and after some coaxing he finally came to my window. I asked again if he was alright and he burst out crying, "my parents just found out I'm Gay and kicked me out, I dobby have any money or anywhere to go, I dont know what to do". So I opened the door and told him to get out of the rain, he did it instinctively, not thinking about how dangerous it could be, but luckily I had no plans on hurting just helping. Once inside I threw him my gym towel which couldn't have smelt that great after a week, but he gladly used it to dry off and I'm pretty sure he took awiff of two. Gary boy for sure I thought. Right then the light changed and my time to get on the freeway came, so I took it, "sorry kid I had to go out I would have caused more of a jam ". I told him he could come to my place and get warm tonight and it is help him to work out what to do in the morning. I could tell he was well brought up when he said thank you sir, and was very humble. On the way home I told him i too was Gay and had been kicked out when I was a kid and that it gets better. I hoped he would see I wasn't going to harm him and genuinely just wanted to help. He slowly opened up about how he had been seen kissing a boy age his Mormon parents had freaked out. How he had nothing but the clothes on his back and a credit card his mom had slipped him as he was leaving. So I said in the mourning keys to get ya some necessities then and we'll look for somewhere for you to stay. The boy got a little more comfortable and I told him my name was Adam Jones when he said his was Billy Turner. Then he started to ask about me, my job, did I have a boyfriend, where I lived, was it alone, and I happily answered including I was single since my husband had died 4 years ago and that I lived alone. He asked what my husband was like and I happily described my hot otter hubby and how we were the same age of 41 when he had died from cancer. The boy looked sad, but I wasn't sure it was for me or for himself, so I moved the conversation on, asking if the boy he kissed was his boyfriend. He giggled and said no, he didn't really like him but wanted to kiss a guy so bad since he was 18 and still hadn't done it. "so you're a virgin?" I asked a bit too directly and he turned red ages said yes. I reassured him some more and he was just admitting that because of his sheltered upbringing he didn't know very much about Gay sex at all, when I turned into my drive and we ran inside. Once in my my nice modern bungalow I showed him around and where the spare room and first bathroom were. Told him to give me his clothes so I could put them in the dryer while he showered and I made some dinner. To my surprise without hesitation he stripped buck naked and did just as he was told. That was the first moment I had a real good look at him, athletic little lean muscular twink otter with a hairy chest and fuzzy ass. My cock twitched, this is not my type at all I thought as he turned and headed to the bathroom. I dismissed the thought with it must have been too long since I got laid as I put his stuff in the dryer. 20 minutes later id decided not to cook and to get pizza delivered when the kid came back out wearing what was clearly a pair of my far too big shorts and a tshirt. I laughed at the cute look and said what are you doing. "I didn't think mine would be dry yet and yours seemed so comfy" "fair enough" I agreed and told him about the pizza then I grabbed two beers and we headed to the living room. I offered him one and he was surprised, he'd never had alcohol before, but after telling him to take it slow he was quick to sit on the couch seat closest to my recliner. What followed was a little awkward silence until the alcohol started to hit the kid abs he started telling me all about his fucked up family and religion, and how all he knew was when he looked at guys he got hard and and not once with girls even with his girlfriend that he convinced he wanted to wait for marriage... Until they broke up. The pizza soon arrived and once we were back in his seats the kids questions started to come out. Starting from simple things like where to meet guys and losing, it slowly got more graphic as I answered honestly. Soon I was explaining about blow jobs and anal sex, top and bottom, and then he asked what I liked. I explained I'm a top and that I like bareback sex, about how condoms made me go limp, about how i was poz undetectable and what that meant for bottom guys, and how I loved to breed guys. I told him I was usually into men my age and that it had been a while since I'd been with someone. Billy was curious to know how to tell if he was a top or a bottom and I happily explained sometimes you don't know until you do it, sometimes you sorta have to be bottom because your dick is small, and sometimes guys work it out buy playing with their own asses when they wank. The alcohol had the kid being far too honest when he admitted that his dick was only four inches and he loved to play with his ass... And that didn't just make my cock twitch... It grew a little. When he asked I proudly answered 10"uncut and thick, and that bottoms loved it. He was quick to say he'd love to see it and I laughed, saying maybe someday. Soon the conversation was back on him and what it was like to bottom for the first time. I explained how it usually hurt a lot the first time, but that if you had the guts to keep it inside until the pain passed it would start to feel good soon after. I explained how big cocks hurt more but felt better because they get your prostate. And how bareback with silicone lube felt the best because rubbers and water based lube would easily dry out and start hurting. I offered how lots of guys would drink or use other things to help them take it, like pot or meth or poppers. And although his first response was "I don't want to do drugs" he kept asking n more now details including if I ever did them and what I liked. I explained how I enjoyed a little puff with someone nice as long as I had a viagra because it would often screw up a tops hard on. And how I was careful not to do it too often but that it was a huge amount of fun when I did. And then came the big question... "do you think I'm good looking... Sir?" My cock stirred some more and I thought, fuck it, let's see if I can get this virgin ass. "yeah, you're cute as hell, not my normal type, but very hot. You wouldn't want this old guy though especially not to puff up and loose your virginity". Billy turned red. I smiled and was about to change the subject when he blurted out "yes I would, you're like my dream man". I smiled a big smile, and said "why don't you come sit on my lap here boy... And we'll talk about it some more". To be continued

When I was on prep, I didn’t get pozzed. When I stopped taking prep, I got pozzed.

I absolutely love my hubby to be fucked by other guys I can be a cuckold at times , I love to come home to hear a guy pounding his arse upstairs in our bed and love to sneak upstairs to watch , once a guy tied me to a chair pissed on me and made me watch as he fucked my hubby and verbally humiliated me while he did , then got me to suck clean his cock after . Hubby has an ex boyfriend who also fucks him when I am at work and I love to fuck his cum filled hole when I get home from work while my hubby tells me I graphic detail how he enjoyed his ex fucking him makes me cum so hard

I'm ok with all those options as long as the cum is going inside. I guess technically, with the wanking into open mouth option, there's the catastrophic possibility of him missing your mouth which is just a complete waste. Have you ever watched those gloryhole porn vids where during the cumshot the sucker behind the wall basically misses like 70% of the cum? It's kinda like, he's worked so hard at this task only to just piss away most of the prize imo. Honestly, I'm such a cum fiend, I have no reservations about licking it up almost anywhere I see it. Out of condoms, on bed sheets, off skin, off the towel used for cock wiping, everywhere. It's so subconscious that I think one day I'm gonna get myself in trouble if I spot like a drop of coconut jelly or something similar, and just automatically lick it up like the depraved animal I am

It's interesting speaking from the other side. I have been on cancer treatment from just before COVID started and was reviewed regularly before for a number of years. I often speak to my doctor and nurse about the fact I consider they are talking in terms of probabilities not predictions and my outcomes are far more positive than the diagnosis suggested a few years ago. As it is so positive and my doctor has seen this, I joke I'm one of his successes that help him through the days when those he treats are suffering far more than I. One day in the waiting room a family came out in utter tears having heard the worse, admittedly with what looked like a 95 year old. It was telling that my doctor and his nurse had to break for a few minutes elsewhere as their faces clearly showed they were equally as upset. Personally I grappled with my mortality and am quite comfortable about a possible end, and part of that came from discussions about the pluses/negatives with the team about declining treatment and the pathway to death. While I discounted quite quickly the route of declining, it left me with the feeling my doctor was actually a good healer looking at me holistically, and since he's only relatively young, comes across with a sense of confidence and warmth.

I love it as a guy cums he pushes my head all the way down so his cock is as far down my throat as it will go !!

Your style isn’t annoying at all - you write well. Had you dressed this up as a fiction story and posted it in the story section, I think it would have been well appreciated as such. As a ‘confessional’, though, it sort of asks people to look at it in a different light. And as you can tell, you’re not the only one with a ‘needlessly overthinking personality’. I might as well have that tattooed onto my forehead. Actually, I can relate to it very much, because if I’m being completely honest, that’s exactly the kind of Top I take the greatest gratification from servicing. I want the Top using me to be totally focused on his own desire and pleasure, and to feel free to achieve the fullness of his sexual expression and aggression through his enjoyment of my body and mind. I usually find it a bit tiresome if he’s not being selfish. I’m perhaps a bit different in that way, though, than a cumdump bottom who is less a dedicated service bottom and more in it for his own gratification; it’s harder to victimize someone like me when I consider the ability to use me that way as simply a service I offer. The Top can enjoy indulging in his aggression on me, without doing harm to someone who might be more easily traumatized by it. I totally recognize that there are such Tops out there, and perhaps that’s why I’m instinctively drawn to them - I’m the symbiotic outlet they need. If it had been me you took instead of the Viking dude, I wouldn’t have blocked you afterward. No, catfishing is not acceptable, and if the anon guy really did commit some egregious false advertising, you could reasonably be put off by it. Enough to go full psychopath? Maybe not so much.

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Chapter 5 He discovered many different feelings, both physical and emotional. He had one last new feeling to discover tonight. He had the Pig put a towel on the foot stool. He then instructed him to kneel on it and then put his hands on the floor. In this position his ass was at the perfect height and being head down like that gravity would pull any liquids into his bowels. Plus, it would enable his cock to get deeper and hopefully hit new spots to torment the Pig’s insides. He got behind the Pig and stared penetrating his very vulnerable ass. The Pig said “ This feels weird “. The Top said “ Yes, but I think I am hitting different areas in your hot little cunt “. This was the first time he referred the Pig’s ass as a cunt. He slipped and didn’t know how he would take to it. The Pig replied with “ Yes. Fucking knock my cunt up “. He was really into the act now. The Top started Pushing deep, hearing the whimpers and grunts of the Pig. This just spurred him on more. He felt on the brink and asked the Pig “ You want my baby makers in your cunt Pig ?” The Pig said “ Yes. Rip up my cunt. Impregnate me “. With that he pushed as deep as he could get. He knew at this position the Pig was feeling him bang against his second ring. The Pig was grunting loud saying “ I can feel you pulsing in me. Fill me up, every last drop “. When he was done cuming he stayed in the Pig’s ass and told him to stay still. The Pig was in heat and needed to get his nut but in this position he couldn’t get to his cock without falling. Suddenly he felt a warm flood filling him up. His bowels seemed to be getting filled with something warm. It was then that he figured his Top friend was pissing in him and at this angle with his ass elevated t was going deep, very deep. He was excited at first then concerned that it was beginning to feel uncomfortable. The Top said “ Another new thing for you tonight. Couple loads of cum in your ass and now piss”. The Top started pulling out and aid “ Don’t spill a drop Pig “. He knew that at that angle the Mix would be pulled deeper than normal. He hadn’t told the Pig that earlier this morning and right before he arrived he was hitting the glass pipe. He was sure that there would be some Meth in the piss an the Pig would feel it sooner than later. The Top grabbed a butt plug and worked it into the Pig’s ass. All the Pig said is that it felt like it was pushing the mix deeper. The Top told him to keep it in longer. To help him he stared rubbing the Pig’s butt cheeks and then he reached around and massaged the Pig’s belly. He wanted to give the chem piss a good chance to be absorbed. He figured after 15 minutes enough would be absorbed to really get him on his first Meth trip. This was part of his plan to make sure the Pig would be hooked on anal play and crave more. The Top reached between the Pig’s legs and stared slowly milking the Pig’s semi hard 6” cock. The Pig stared saying how great that felt but that the pressure in his guts was getting stronger. The Top said “Concentrate on the Feeling on your cock. How sensitive it is “. The top grabbed the poppers and put them to the Nose of the Pig and instructed him to inhale deeply and hold it. After a few hits the pig said he was getting dizzy. The Top wasn’t sure if it was from being upside down, the Poppers or the ‘ magic ‘ piss that by now had to be being absorbed. The Top wasn’t sure if he could get the Pig off. His cock was softer and he knew that the Chem piss was starting to work in the Pig. He started milking the Pig’s cock like a cow’s udder. The Pig said his cock has never felt so sensitive. To help the Pig get off the Top reached up and stared manipulating the plug in the Pig’s ass. That seemed to help because the Pig started rocking his hips to fuck the plug in his ass. It was at this time the Top wished he had brought a bigger plug. He wondered how much more the Pig could take in his cunt. He saw precum start dripping out of the Pig’s cock. He knew the plug in the Pig’s ass was hitting his prostate and that when he bent the plug. It had been over 20 minutes since the Top pissed in the Pig’s ass. He knew the chem piss would be working it’s magic by now. Everything he felt so far will drive him to crave anything up his ass by anyone. It will eventually drive him into some of the most depraved actions that can be had by a true Bottom pig fagot. He had no idea how far or where these cravings would take him, he just knew he needed more. He was now truly addicted to anal play and soon submission.

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THE CHEATING BREED I had only just taken a load off a horny Indian lad when a 26 yr old messaged to say he was close and needed to dump a load. When I told him I’d just taken a load he was def up for sloppy seconds. Apparently he had just dropped his bf off for an eye test, so didn’t have long. It had to be quick, anon and totally discrete. Sure enough, less than 10 mins later he was stood behind me. I heard him unzip then felt his semi 8 inches slap against my ass. He took my poppers off me and took a couple of hits. Then he was pushed up against my hole, another hit, and he was in. He didn’t waste any time in giving me a good hard pounding. It was clear he needed to dump a load and the clock was ticking. His forceful thrusts were constant and perfectly timed. He pounded like a machine and only paused to take another popper hit. He was working any frustrations he had out inside my cunt. His speed picked up and it was clear he was close and then came the release. Some extra hard thrusts has him dumping his load inside me and I felt his hot spunk unload. He finished off with a few gentle final thrusts and he was done. He added, ‘BIG SLUT’ to my already tagged ass and left as he headed back to collect his boyfriend!

Had to do a late drive the other night…I’d been to seen my brother and left his bout 11.50pm …its only a 2.5 hour drive home and I wasn’t rushing. Got to a services on and needed coffee and a piss. Was at the urinal when I noticed a bloke three down was just stood there dick out looking at me. …I wasn’t sure he was after some so went to my wash hands ..this time he stood right next to me …it was now bout 01.10 and there was no one in the place …I said “alright mate” …he said “yeah and was I looking?” …I’m proper slow sometimes but I finally was like “yeah mate could be” He then looks round see if the coast is clear and grabs my arse..leans in and snogs me. He’s in his 40s I think ..bit chubby and looks hairy …beard balding but good daddy vibes 😜 Great kisser …any how he takes me in to one of the shower rooms (its a services that cater for a lot of HGV drivers) …its a bit damp but clean in there and we strip …both bollock naked snogging and wanking …he says “you want fucking mate?” …im a bit hesitant cos I haven’t cleaned out but think im prob good to go …so say “yeah” …”nice one” Bit more wanking and bend over to suck his thick dick …bit musky …nice …loads of pre-cum and his foreskin slides back easy …he’s reaching my hole with a wet finger …”turn round mate” I do and brace myself n the shower cubicle …he rubs his wet dick on my hole “you clean mate?” He asks ….”yeah think so” …”what it bare?” He asks …all the while rubbing my hole …im like “fuck yeah mate” …but still he’s not going for it …still rubbing and really turning me on…”you on prep mate?” …”yeah …why you poz ?” …that’s when he finally pops the head of his cock in me and slowly pulls me on to him …”yeah mate i am" …he fucks me slow and steady for a good while …and I'm proper getting off on it …my cock is drooling pre-cum and cum he’s hitting the spot …then picks up the pace …”bloody hell mate your arse is fantastic”…im wanking and about to blow when he pulls me on to him and blows a big load in me and it make me shoot my load on the wall …he slowly pumps my are a couple more times and pulls out. I wipe my arse with a tissue pleased to see just cum …and we get dressed …he’s like “your a hot lad ..thanks for the fuck mate” …and other small talk …find out he’s been poz for about 6 months and so far I was the first lad to let him cum inside since he started telling people …he’s not long been telling them …nice bloke …very nice fuck we swapped numbers

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First, CONGRATS on regaining your health, and what sounds like a prognosis full of hope for a long, productive life. It sounds like you were able to make the right decisions, given the correct information. Your relative also had a far longer life than he might have - your family must possess very strong genes - and he too lived a long life, with the ability to choose how and when he left this plane of existance. How very, very fortunate for him, and the rest of his loved ones. Most fortunate of all, it seems as though the medical people were caring and compassionate of their patients first and foremost, and worried about other, ancillary issues secondly. I'm very glad you experienced these medical folks that put humanity first, and understood how crucial that is to the patient and the survivors. Thanks for the reply.

There have been tissue samples from the early 1950's that tested positive for hiv.If this virus has been in animals for centuries then why did it explode into human population in the 1980's?Given that humans have been dressing game and exposed to blood during this process for thousands of years this hypothesis doesn't hold up.There must have been some sort of mass exposure event,like contaminated vaccine or something to explain the more recent infection timeline.Polio vaccine development and trials by Belgian scientists in the Congo?And if that were true would we ever find out?(monkey tissue was used as a growth media for the polio virus)

THE WEEKEND I figured Zeus and Sleeper had gone off for some private time, but was happy to see them return. I didn’t think either one of them would be careless but I couldn’t help the worry taking up a small space in the back of my mind. They returned subdued and I wondered what had happened because Sleeper wasn’t walking with his usual swagger. “What’s going on, guys?” I asked. Sleeper looked at Zeus and although he remained expressionless there was a deep undercurrent of uncertainty and sadness that radiated from his posture. “We need to talk to you, buddy.” Sleeper replied. I nodded. If Sleeper wanted to talk, this wasn’t something minor. My best friend wasn’t someone who found it difficult to sort out his own head. “Somewhere private then. We don’t have a lot of time. How about outside on the benches? Less chance our voices will carry.” Walking out the door the brothers all glanced at us. I made a motion with my hand to let them know I’d handle it. I could tell they’d noticed Zeus and Sleeper’s odd behavior and wanted to help. I selected a spot far enough away from the group of smokers getting their final cigarette of the night. Until Airborne it hadn’t occurred to me that the Bravos didn’t have a single smoker which I found curious. That defied the odds. After sitting down, I asked Zeus first. “Buddy, what’s wrong?” Zeus’s broad shoulders sank, his eyes refused to stray from the ground in front of him. The uncharacteristically quiet night was chilly. “I’m being bad again.” The fog from our breathing seemed to linger longer than it should as if it held the weight of our feelings. Sleeper shook his head and an angry look crossed his face. It passed quickly. He reached out and put his hand on Zeus’s shoulder. “I’m sorry, Gabriel. This is my fault. We shouldn’t have taken our walk.” Of course I was curious. But I didn’t need to know the particulars to understand that Zeus’s issue wasn’t what happened on the walk, it was deeper. I read the signs: Sleeper was upset on behalf of Zeus, not because of him. Zeus was dealing with something that he would never blame Sleeper for and it sounded like he was blaming himself. “Gabriel, look at me, please.” I said. When Zeus looked up, his eyes glistened with unshed tears. This giant, capable soldier looked like a lost little boy and I couldn’t understand how someone who was so much larger than life could shrink himself down to appear so pitiful. “You aren’t bad, Gabriel. What do you want? What does your heart tell you?” Zeus shifted his gaze to Sleeper, and tears fell silently from his eyes. I had to force myself to breathe through the overwhelming wave of sadness that bordered on despair that hit me. “You love Sleeper.” I said and sighed. I knew this was coming. I didn’t think Sleeper would break this gentle man’s heart, but I hadn’t had a chance to have that talk with my best friend like I wanted. I studied Sleeper’s face, his body language. He wasn’t holding back from Zeus, in fact his hand had moved up to stroke Zeus’s handsome broken face, his thumb wiping the tears that fell. No, Sleeper hadn’t broken Zeus’s heart. He cared deeply about Zeus. “And you, Sleeper? What are you thinking?” Sleeper shrugged, his eyes never leaving Zeus’s face. “I love him back. I figured that out tonight. I’d do anything for him, but I don’t know how to fix this.” He said softly. I tilted my head. “Fix what? Nothing needs to be fixed. You love each other.” “Assmunch, the Army -“ Sleeper started. “So what?” I interrupted him. “Do you think you’re the only ones who have to hide? This isn’t about a stupid policy. Look, at some point there’s always going to be a conflict with what the Army wants and what you want. My dad had to face that decision more than once. Sometimes he chose the Army. Sometimes he had to choose his family. That’s something you figure out when it comes up. This… this is about something else for Zeus.” Sleeper took a breath. “It won’t work, Andrew. And Gabriel doesn’t want to break the rules.” Maybe it was my recent reconciliation with Kevin, maybe it was because I was still basically a kid, but I felt they shouldn’t just give up. A wiser, older me may have agreed with Sleeper’s assessment. Yeah, Sleeper was just Sleeper about it, rolling with the punches and recognizing when he was out matched. In sports you learned to accept defeat without internalizing it and used it as a lesson to correct your mistakes so that you could come back and fight better the next time. But Zeus didn’t seem to have learned any of that. In fact, Zeus appeared to give up the fight before he even stepped on the mat. “Zeus, why do you have scars all over you?” I asked him. Zeus looked down at his big hands which were gripping his thighs. “I was bad. I had to be punished.” That much I figured out already. The real question was why… and who. “What did you do?” It didn’t seem possible, but Zeus shrunk down even further until he looked small and helpless. I could swear he was a child in that moment, no older than 12, weak, uncertain, his voice was no longer broad and deep, no rumbling vibration caressed my body when he spoke about growing up and his brother. Sleeper and I exchanged frequent alarmed stares as we listened to what had been done to our friend. He quoted Bible verses often as a way to explain, but the worst part was the slow progression of how his spirit had been torn apart and crushed which he related without understanding what had been stolen from him by his brother’s ever increasing cruelty. Zeus remembered every strapping. They began with legitimate but minor infractions (still not worthy of being whipped by a thin leather rein, even so). Then gradually they occurred for things Zeus couldn’t help or had no control over. After a few years Ezekiel began whipping him for things that weren’t mistakes or misbehavior and it became apparent Zeus was simply a target on which Ezekiel could express his anger and cruelty. “I wasn’t supposed to…” “A man should always…” “The Bible says…” “It was my fault….” “I didn’t listen…” “It was his job to teach me…” “I had to learn…” With every repetition it became clearer and clearer that Zeus’s brother Ezekiel was an angry, bitter, cruel man who didn’t actually care about Zeus at all, in spite of his insistence that it was for Zeus’s own good. The events Zeus described were ordinary kid things, not a single one of them were actually bad or malicious. Not closing the screen door all the way… or letting it slam… Zeus got ten straps for that. He interrupted his brother’s work when he was 12 to tell him he’d gotten an award for being the fastest to complete his math tables in the contest that day for his class, so excited and happy that Ezekiel would be proud he’d done so well. He’d gotten 15 straps for stopping Ezekiel’s work, and for not immediately getting to his own chores when he got home. He got whipped for giving his favorite horse a half a carrot one day. He got whipped for not wanting to be whipped. Holy. FUCKING. HELL. I don’t know how Zeus had survived all that without being completely broken. I wanted to kill. I’d always wondered if the time came when I saw real combat if I had it in me to actually kill another human being. Some soldiers don’t, you know. Some soldiers never fire a single round in combat. Others will fire, but deliberately miss. Look it up, it’s a common battlefield problem. But now, I had no uncertainty. Oh, I fucking had it in me, I could absolutely put a fucking bullet right through the center of Ezekiel’s skull. I’d gladly watch his black, oily, evil brain splatter as the round exited the back of his worthless head. A bullet was too good for him, though. The words of Gutter, the Army Ranger who’d instructed us for that week in Germany came back to me. “Your kill should be cold, it shouldn’t be personal. Your enemy is an obstacle, that’s all. If you’re angry, if you want him to suffer, you care about him too much.” I couldn’t be cold about this. I felt like throwing up. What kind of person could whip a little kid until he bled? Sleeper was furious, and tears were coming out of his eyes at the same time. His breath was coming in deep, shaky, heaving snorts like the whuff of a bull about to charge. I felt that tingling flush across my body as I finally put the last piece of Zeus’s puzzle together in my head. If I had admired Zeus before, now I felt what I can only describe as a righteous, protective love that raged through me like a violent thunderstorm mixed with an intense pride at the strength it must have taken to come out the other side as probably the most upright, decent man I’d ever met. That he could still feel anything good was a miracle and it only emphasized that Zeus was greater than us all. He’d endured years of abuse that was worse than torture. I understood how Puppy Dog Zeus could share this massive body with serious, quiet, masterful Zeus. What had been done to him froze a part of his mind at a child’s age before it formed adult thoughts, the happy part before the pain. There was no happiness for Zeus after his father died and Ezekiel took over. Every piece of happy in him was a child’s version of happy. In spite of his brother’s insistence that he become a man, Ezekiel’s actions ensured Zeus would never fully become one. Zeus was faking it all, doing what he’d been told without understanding why men acted like men. Knowing the rules, and knowing WHY there were rules were two very different things. The former you followed blindly, the latter you reasoned through so you could judge when the rules were appropriate and necessary, and when they didn’t serve the situation. This wasn’t about being good, and being bad. Zeus would never truly know the difference until he saw it from a different perspective than he’d been brainwashed through torture to learn. “Gabriel. Do you love Addison?” I asked him, struggling to keep my anger hidden from my voice. Zeus nodded. “If Addison did something bad…something truly bad, like stealing, would you give him a strapping to teach him a lesson?” Zeus looked up in fright. Then he looked at Sleeper. Shaking his head fast, he said “No, I could never hurt Addison. Never.” “What about me? Would you give me a strapping if you caught me stealing?” Zeus didn’t answer as fast, which was good. I needed him to think about it. I watched his eyes roam off. I wanted to actually chuckle because I could see his face screw up like a kid’s when they tried to think their way through something difficult. Ah, it was good to find some joy in all this darkness. Puppy Dog Zeus was just that - pure joy. It just made me love this big man more. So many of us lose the habits and mannerisms of youth, or learn to suppress them. I saw it happening in my little brother Tim. I felt another wave of understanding come to me about my parents and my Dad in particular. How you want your kids to grow up, but have to watch the exuberant joy of youth gradually fade, and how it becomes a battle inside you between wanting that joy to stay around as long as possible and resigning yourself to teaching them to bury it or hide it so the harsh realities of life won’t hurt them too badly. You have to walk a razor thin line balancing your love of who they are with what you want them to become. Once again, I found myself thanking my Dad for the lessons he taught me while letting me decide how to manage and control my youthful impulses. And through it all I knew my Mom and Dad loved me, even when they were angry at what I’d done. That time when we’d first moved to Texas and were in base housing and I’d accidentally put a hole in my bedroom wall play wrestling with Tim. Dad was angry, that would cost us money and this was Army property. You didn’t damage someone else’s property with carelessness. We fixed it, together. Dad made me do most of the work which seemed like a lot when I was 10, but I understood now it wasn’t really that difficult. The funny thing was it ended up being one of my favorite memories of Dad and I working together. And he told me when the paint was drying how proud he was of me, how I’d done an excellent job. “No, Andrew. I wouldn’t strap you even though you know stealing is bad.” Zeus finally replied. I wanted to ask him why, but it wasn’t time for him to see that yet. “Okay, but I did a bad thing. Would you let someone else give me a strapping?” Zeus scowled. “No. But I would make you give it back and I would tell you not to do it again.” “So, you wouldn’t strap Sleeper for doing something bad, and you wouldn’t strap me, and you won’t let someone else do it. Is strapping someone a good thing?” I asked. “I mean, hitting people is bad, right?” Zeus screwed up his face again. “You shouldn’t hit people, unless they deserve it.” Ah, good, I thought. Zeus COULD distinguish subtleties. “So, if Sleeper and I did something REALLY bad, REALLY deserved it… then you would give us a strapping?” “Andrew, no. You and Sleeper are good. I really like you. I couldn’t hurt you like that, even if you were really bad.” And my giant God sighed. Now. Maybe. “Gabriel. I don’t think Ezekiel liked you at all. If he loved you, like you love us, he wouldn’t have been able to do that to you, even if you were really bad. What Ezekiel did was bad, Gabriel. It was very bad.” “But…” Zeus trailed off. “Sleeper and I would never, NEVER give you a strapping no matter how bad you were, Gabriel. No one deserves that. Especially a child. You could do the worst thing you could possibly imagine, and we wouldn’t do it. Because we love you. You don’t hurt someone you love. When you love them, you do everything you can NOT to hurt them. Was your brother ever nice to you? Was he ever kind? Did he tell you he loved you?” Again, Zeus was lost in silent thought. His face became more and more troubled. He began blinking rapidly, and I saw his chest start to heave with short, shallow breaths. I think he was starting to panic. Thank God, Sleeper saw it too, and he immediately straddled the bench and pulled Zeus into a tight hug. “I love you, buddy.” I heard Sleeper whisper to him, nuzzling his face into Zeus’s head. “You’re a good man. A very good man.” And Sleeper kept whispering to him, in gentle soothing tones, much of which I couldn’t hear. At possibly the worst time, I heard the crunch of boots on gravel. “Hey boys!” Lance Corporal Potter announced. Something about the Marine’s complete obliviousness to what was happening irritated me. Refusing to read the situation was unforgivable. I shot up and spun around. Private Battles was with him. “No.” I said, staring them down. “Go inside.” “Corporal. Go inside, please, Corporal, I think you meant to say.” I looked at him, letting my eyes blink slowly. What a fucking dickhead. I gave Lance Corporal Dickhead, who could probably pick me up and break my back over his knee, a half grin. “Interesting. I don’t see a uniform. I don’t see a rank insignia. I could check my watch, but I’m going to take a guess and point out we aren’t on duty and it’s after duty hours. Which means if he isn’t in my chain of command I can tell a Marine Lance Corporal anything I want. With respect, Potter, this is Bravo business. Go inside… please.” I gave him credit for letting it go, even though I’d given him the out he still had the presence and grace to take it rather than puffing up. Maybe he was only half a dickhead. A baby dickhead. Like a nub. Lance Corporal Nub. Fuck yeah, he might never know his nickname but I was entertaining the thought of making sure the brothers knew it. He darted a look at Sleeper and Zeus. I thought I read a brief puzzled look of concern cross his face. “Okay. Let us know if you need our help. I don’t know what happened, but it doesn’t look good. If you need us, we’ll be with you.” I reluctantly gave him credit for finally reading the situation and actually being a brother about it. Dammit all to fucking hell. I wanted someone to hate right now, someone closer than Zeus’s brother Ezekiel. Potter and Battles could take it, wouldn’t bother them at all if I was to be a dick right back. But then Corporal Nub had to go and be a decent human. I was still going with the nickname, I decided. I’d keep it to myself, but his pathetic attempt to pull rank… a Corporal pulling rank… seriously? That earned him the honor of keeping his nickname. Maybe it was the Lance grade in front of his Corporal, maybe it was that Marine blood. I wasn’t going to waste brain energy trying to figure it out. “Thanks, much appreciated. Zeus is going to be okay. We got his back.” “You know Brickmann, I didn’t get it before, why they’d choose you to be the leader. I think I do now.” And he nodded his head to Battles then went inside the barracks. Battles hung back a moment longer, staring at me with a considering look that reminded me of Kevin taking me apart. I think Battles had the same gears in his head. Hmmm, smart Marines. How unexpected. I think I liked them just a little bit more. I turned around and found Zeus and Sleeper in the same position. Zeus appeared a little less small, less shrunken in on himself. Sleeper was still nuzzled up against his ear with his eyes closed, his legs sandwiching Zeus’s larger hips and thighs. I unbuttoned my uniform shirt and took a quick look around, marking the building, the corners, the roofline, the other tables which were empty. A look behind me indicated no one was coming up the path. “All clear, Sleeper. Go ahead.” And I raised my arms in a big stretching yawn which opened up my shirt and covered three quarters of the view as I stood above them. The kiss I saw almost made me cry. ********** It was a couple minutes to bed check when we got inside. I bobbed my head in a nod to the Bravos at the unspoken question in their looks. They all immediately relaxed and if they weren’t already in their bunks under the blankets they quickly climbed in. I noticed Potter and Battles down the bay and gave them a nod of thanks. Nub and Gears. Maybe I’d let them in on it if we bonded during this course. I was pretty sure they would see the humor in it. Zeus seemed more himself as he walked to his rack. For the first time since I’d known him, Zeus undressed by his rack, hung his uniform in his locker, stripped off his undershirt and pulled out his pajamas. He stood there in just his white boxers. Again, the entire bay came to a stillness. I refused to look away from Zeus’s magnificent body, but if I did I knew I’d see everyone staring eagerly with looks that varied from complete adoration to lust. Just the way his muscles rippled and bunched when he moved was like a siren song that called to you and urged you to sink beneath the waves of his masculine strength. I felt like he was pulling me towards him yet I wasn’t moving, I couldn’t move if I wanted to, not until he told me to. Zeus pulled out his puppy dog pajamas, the ones his mother had sent him. I felt a smile come to my face. Now that I knew a bit more about how Zeus grew up, it was obvious that at least his mother loved him and that she probably hadn’t bought those pajamas for him. She’d probably made them, sewed them herself, which solved the mystery of how you get German Shepard puppy dog pajamas for a beast like Zeus. I’d never seen him put them on before, only ever seen him wear them, but somehow I felt this time was different for him. He paused for a moment and looked at them. He put a hand on one of the puppies that frolicked, stroking it with a couple fingers. He smiled, like a little boy on Christmas Day, lost in some memory of happiness. I had held myself together until then spurred on by anger and determination for my friend. All that left me suddenly as my tears started to fall. I couldn’t help but think that little boy was free now to become a man. We’d have to guide him there, teach him the things that his brother SHOULD have taught him instead of crushing his spirit but this was something the Bravos could do for our God. I knew I would have to stay on my toes. Some of the brothers had some stupid idiot ideas about what men should do. After Zeus dressed he climbed into his bunk. The duty Sergeant had done a bed check and turned out the main lights before leaving. I was almost asleep when Zeus’s voice echoed through the bay. “Good night everyone.” We didn’t say good night in the Army. Not like that, not to everyone. It felt weird, but then I questioned why. There’s nothing wrong with being nice. But then I remembered, if this wasn’t Jump School, we’d have a Sergeant screaming from the end of the bay to shut the fuck up and knock ourselves out or he’d come do it for us. That made me chuckle. “Good night Zeus, go to sleep.” I said back. “Good night John Boy.” Demon called out. Some smart ass from the randoms called out. “Good night Mary Ellen.” Which made everyone laugh. Yeah, like we were The Waltons. Zeus and Holler probably came the closest to being a Walton. Everyone laughed again when Zeus asked “Who’s Mary Ellen?” ******* TOWER WEEK The second week of the Army Basic Airborne Course was Tower Week. Everyone in the Bravos had made it through Ground Week. That’s not to say it was easy, we were just at the top of our game. Four of the randoms either dropped or cycled out for one reason or another - injury, unconquerable fear of heights, or lack of physical fitness were the most common reasons for soldiers to fail Ground Week but I couldn’t believe some of the failures were the result of lack of preparation and studying. Part of the course was knowing your equipment and procedure and the Black Hats constantly evaluated your proficiency and knowledge. Where were your hands? What was this part of the harness called? Were you paying attention to your Jumpmaster? We ran everywhere back and forth, barracks, chow, classroom, field. The 34 foot tower was no joke because it was high enough to put the thought in your head that if your equipment failed you’d plummet to your death. Stepping out that door the first time was a moment of faith. The first lesson of the day after our PT run of 3 miles (up from the 2 &1/2 miles during Ground Week) and breakfast was the Suspended Harness and Swing Landing Trainer, or the SLT. On the Suspended Harness were were clipped in to mock parachute riser slips, those two straps that came down from your parachute canopy that you used to guide your movement in the air. Our group and one other, about a hundred troops were all lined up under an open sided metal roofed building that contained overhead lines and hanging lift assemblies from which descended the mock riser slips that we were taught how to attach to our harnesses. Our Black Hats explained where to put our hands, how to grip, how to position our bodies and once again the repetition of keeping our knees and feet together and keeping our head down chin to chest. Frequently and repeatedly we pulled ourselves up from the ground using our grip on the riser slips to hand suspended using only the strength of our arms while the instructor pointed out corrections or what we should focus on. And while it wasn’t exactly groping, no body part was safe from a Black Hat’s hands so you got used to being touched everywhere. The Swing Landing Trainer was next. This was an apparatus similar to the Suspended Harness only with movement. From an eight foot high platform we individually stepped off to swing suspended as we moved horizontally down a zip line that was maybe 20 feet long. Again, we were reminded to keep our feet and knees together. You’d be surprised how easy that was to forget when you had five other things to focus on. That was deliberate, we were told. It had to be ingrained, unconscious, automatic. Feet and knees together was what kept you from a stupid avoidable injury during landing. And we practiced that PLF, the Parachute Landing Fall, again on the SLT but it was different because this time were were actually moving sideways rather than just falling vertically. It was kind of cool, I thought, because you hung swinging back and forth four feet off the gravel pit while the Black Hat called instructions to you and you had no idea when the drop would come. You had to be ready the entire time to execute your PLF. Everything was geared toward muscle memory and being able to do it in your sleep. And trust me, you dreamed about it at night. Over and over again we moved through the line to jump off that platform. By lunch time my groin hurt from the harness straps, and my hips ached. You didn’t always roll when you hit even though you tried. About half the time your feet hit and instead of rolling calves to knees to hips to shoulders you just went feet to hips. We were definitely doing massages again tonight. But after a while I was looking forward to stepping off that platform even though I hadn’t yet been able to ignore the jolt to my groin I knew was coming. Some of the guys were leaning forward to go off instead of a lean and step so they wouldn’t have to experience that jerk at the bottom. Of course they were corrected by the ever watchful Black Hat. We were taught how to detach ourselves from our canopy after laying on the ground. The rest of the morning was ground practice for the mock door mass exit, which thankfully gave our abused bodies a break from the punishment of harness chafe and hip and shoulder beating from the PLF. Fucking hell. The mass exit training involved attaching your static line clip to the anchor line, internalizing the timing of the Airborne Shuffle (that interval of shuffling that your entire line moved at towards the door) which was one second for each soldier, do not rush the door, do not pause at the door. The mock door was just three feet off the ground and it was a free standing actual C-130 door we’d eventually be jumping out of if we made it to Jump Week. The mock door was at the end of a 10 foot long wooden platform with steps and that was where we lined up. It started to feel real. We practiced handing off our static line to the Jumpmaster which was the strap that pulled our parachute out of our packs after we left the aircraft. Lean, step, feet together knees together, hit the ground with both feet, knees and feet together, no PLF, hop away keeping your feet and knees together. Did I mention keep your feet and knees together? Yeah, you should keep your feet and knees together. One of the big lessons was how to hold our static line and position of our arms while doing so. In class we were told a few horror stories of jumpers who got tangled in their static line and it wasn’t pretty. And we finally had our combat gear, our rucks, clipped to our harness below our reserve chute. “You will not pause at the door.” The Black Hat said to the group gathered by the platform. “Move forward in a smooth controlled shuffle. Follow the instructions of the Jumpmaster exactly and watch for his go. Your secondary Jumpmaster will control you with his hands towards the exit door.” The Jumpmaster was the Instructor who manned the exit door. There were actually two, one at the door to grab your static line and a secondary three steps away to do a final visual equipment check and verify you were clipped onto the anchor line properly with your arm in the right position and keep you moving. “It helps if you keep time in your head as the soldiers in front of you move - shuffle, step, exit. Shuffle, step, exit. Shuffle, step, exit. Do NOT touch or adjust your equipment as you move towards the exit. Keep your left hand firmly on your static line until the Jumpmaster pulls it from your hand. RELEASE your static line when he grabs it, NOT BEFORE. Your combat gear will feel unbalanced and awkward where it hangs from your harness down in front of you as you climb the steps but YOU ARE NOT TO LIFT IT OR MOVE IT IN ANY WAY. By this time you should know not to talk as you move toward your jump.” This would be the first time we practiced with our rucks clipped to the front of our harnesses and they hung in front of our thighs down just below our knees. The taller you were, the fewer problems you had, so Weeble was going to have a tough time of it. Between his helmet, main chute pack, his reserve and his ruck you almost couldn’t see a soldier. We were positioned in line in no specific order. I was in the rear of our group, not dead last but five men away. The morning was cold but it had warmed up to 42 degrees and it was grey and overcast. Everyone seemed eager for this. This was the last piece of the process of jumping. We’d been trained and practiced landing, moving, and exiting. After this we’d put it all together for mass exit training from the 34 foot tower. And after lunch, that was the rest of our day until 1600 hrs when we had to inspect then secure our gear and equipment and return it to the building where we’d pick it up again the next day. In spite of the amount of time we spent standing around waiting to practice our exit, we were all pretty exhausted. In the Airborne course we were of course free and at liberty after evening chow and some of the students went off for various fun or activities on the base. We’d all learned the first week that timing was important. The base gym was busiest just after 1700 hours, up until 1900 hours. So the Bravos tended to barracks duties until then. Our two Marines and the Navy Corpsman attached themselves to the brotherhood and had started to become unofficial members of the Bravos. Even though we were dragging ass, we still ran the mile and a half distance to the gym in our workout clothes. Half of the Bravos were focused on keeping up their general fitness and endurance, like Bootlicker, Wanker, Holler, Demon and Shark. They played half court basketball, did full body exercises on the mats along with pushups and sit-ups. The rest of us did weight training to build size and strength. We all started with some deep stretching using the buddy system to really push to full extension. Currently, I knelt behind Dumbo hugging him to twist his torso while he sat on the mat, holding the stretch. “Breathe, Dumbo.” I reminded him as I pulled him around just a little bit more. “Slow three count in…three count out. Okay, other way.” I let him rotate around to his left, grabbed him again and pulled. “Hold it, breathe…there you go. A little more… good.” I moved my hands to his ribs. “Left arm up, cross it behind your head to your right shoulder.” I grabbed his elbow with one hand, kept my other on his ribs. I pulled him over. “Ooooooohhhhh, yeah…”. He groaned as his sore muscles stretched. “Breathe.” I reminded him. While I was manipulating his body, I saw the Charlies walk in. I had a strange feeling come over me seeing the Charlies, like I was in two places at once. The time before we pulled our mutiny and thought the Charlies were all jackasses, and my recognition now that they were like an extension of the Bravos for me, my brothers. It was hard to reconcile. I wondered how much of our initial aversion to the Alphas, Charlies and Deltas was deliberately imposed competitiveness spurred on by the Sergeants. No, it was something else. Yeah, they definitely pitted us against each other. The Charlies were our main pain, Sarge letting us know every time the Charlies beat us in some qualification or task. We traded top rank with them over and over again, the Alphas and Deltas fighting it out for 3rd and 4th. The Charlies would take the lead, then we’d seize it back, then they’d outdo us, but we’d crush them again. We ran faster to beat the Charlies. We disassembled our various weapons and reassembled lightning quick to knock them back down to sniff our asses in second place. They’d never beaten us once in marksmanship. Navigation was always back and forth. We were champs at Comms and Intel because of Wanker and Bootlicker. We felt short in recon and mechanical. Strategy was a toss up, always, but I think that was because the Sarges got together to fuck with us, they loved fucking with us. It made the Bravos stronger, made everything an Us vs. Them situation. I got that tingling flush again. When you had an enemy, competition, doing well was not enough. You had to win. I had an idea. “Lamont!” I called to him. We didn’t have a chance to talk after we met up the evening of our first day. I hadn’t actually seen them during our training every day, and every evening I had the Bravos studying or doing barracks business. This past weekend would have been the first opportunity, but again I had a ton of shit to do. Thank God Sleeper and Zeus did my laundry waiting their turn in line. Who knows what the randoms did, most of them left the barracks to run amok on the base and enjoy themselves. I hoped the Bravos wouldn’t lose their focus like that. Time enough for fun and games after we accomplished whatever little game the higher ups in Command had in store for us. I knew there was a plan, you couldn’t miss the signs of our special training, keeping us as a group. I still wasn’t sure how we’d been selected or why, only that we were selected as individual soldiers from a diverse occupational background. We might never know. Lamont and the Charlies came to the mats. “How’d Ground Week go? Did everyone get through?” I asked him. “Hey Assmunch. Yeah, of course. Didn’t seem that hard. Hell, after Graf and Sergeant Horvath driving us to near collapse I’m not sure anything could take one of us out. How’d the Bravos do?” “Same, brother. Every now and then I give them a taste of our Sarge so they don’t get complacent.” I replied. Lamont chuckled. He leaned in and whispered. “Me too. I’ll never forget that hairy bastard.” “Want to stretch with us? I have a proposition.” I told him. “I’m intrigued. Sure.” “Sleeper,” I called to my best friend. “Go get the Bravos. We’re going to have a competition with our brothers, the Charlies.” I helped Lamont do his stretches, outlining my plan. “What are the stakes?” He asked. “I’d like to make it Platoon stakes, but can’t think of a prize we can all do easily as a group. So what about individual stakes? Match by match?” I offered. “Yeah, I think the guys would go for it. Good workout, too.” He responded. “Okay, you and I will choose the match ups, try to keep things even. Laundry service next weekend is the prize. Whoever loses has to do their winner’s laundry.” “Perfect. You go talk to your guys, I’ll talk to mine.” I went over to the Bravos and told them the plan. They were seriously hyped up. I figured they would be, it was the Charlies. Just then an older soldier, maybe in his late 30’s, came up to us. He was wearing marine silkies that showed his thick powerful bare thighs. “You guys done with the mats?” He asked. “Uh, not exactly. We were just about to start some hand to hand matches between our two groups.” I explained. “We can wait a bit if you need to use them, or give you some space. We only need a little for the matches.” “Actually,” he said looking around and taking us all in. He lingered just a little longer on Zeus and Sleeper. “I think I’d like to see this. Need a ref?” That was a relief. It was better to have an outside ref, otherwise Lamont and I would have to argue. “Absolutely!” I agreed. “Glad to have you. Private Brickmann, Airborne Course. Army.” I stuck my hand out. “Major Collins. Marines.” He shook my hand. Now, you might think because we were out of uniform, at the gym, outside of duty hours it would be first names and casual. And it would have been if our rank had been anywhere close. He wasn’t being a dick, and I certainly wasn’t bragging about being an Army Private. But you avoided mistakes if everyone knew where they stood. He didn’t want to hide his rank because there were certain things he HAD to report if he saw them, and he wanted me to know. I needed to let him know I was a trainee at Jump School. “A pleasure, Sir.” I said. “You ever do one of these?” I asked him. “Oh, here and there.” He said evasively. I chuckled. “Lamont, come meet the Major”. I called. Lamont came right over and stuck out his hand. “Private Lamont, Airborne Course. Army.” “My pleasure Private.” Major Collins said. “Lamont, Major Collins has offered to ref for us. Major, we usually do submission rules. Is that satisfactory?” “You’ve matched before?” He asked. “Yes, Sir. Many times. We don’t mess around, and everyone knows when to call it. You won’t have any idiots holding out too long here.” “Good, let’s keep it fun, but intense. Don’t want anyone to get dropped because of some off duty injury. ” “That’s the plan, Sir. My guys are the Bravos. Lamonts are the Charlies. Lamont, let’s get Zeus out of the way first. It’s never fair, no matter who you select to go against him.” “Yeah, it’s just sad to watch. I may as well send my weakest, Kilpatrick. Maybe he’ll just hug the big guy to death. I swear he’s got a crush on him.” I laughed. “We all have a crush on Zeus, bro.” Major Collins broke in. “Zeus is the big guy over there?” “Yeah.” I answered. “No one can even give him a challenge. He sits out most of the time.” “How about you two? Will you participate?” The Major asked. “We weren’t going to because we had to ref. But if you’re doing it, I’d like to. This is the first time we wouldn’t match in a Platoon challenge.” “Good. You guys go last then, against each other.” He suggested. “Give your guys one last chance to get some payback no matter which side has more losses. Seeing their leaders go head to head is good for them. And if you’re throwing away the match with Zeus, maybe I can start this off with some excitement.” He grinned and raised an eyebrow. Now Major Collins was absolutely in prime physical shape. Six feet tall, just slightly taller than me. He had to be 230, definitely knew his way around the weight room. His thighs alone could probably crush a man’s skull. The Major’s experience and Marine training would negate most of Zeus’s advantages of height and strength, which meant Zeus would have to be smart. “I think you might find it harder than you’re expecting, Sir. He’s a beast.” I warned him. “Outstanding.” The Major grunted. Just like a Marine to think getting the piss beaten out of him was a fun night out. Oh fuck, this was going to be good. “Zeus! You’re up first.” I called. “Sweats off, Zeus. This is going to be a real challenge. The Major respectfully requests that you don’t hold anything back.” Zeus took off his sweatpants and sweatshirt and stood there in his tee shirt and PT shorts. “Well fuck me.” Major Collins mumbled. “You get used to it.” I said. “Mostly.” “Submission rules, just like before. Let’s give them some room, brothers.” “I’m fighting a Major, Andrew?” Zeus questioned. “I’m not a Major in the ring, soldier. I’m your enemy. If you hold anything back I will crush you.” Major Collins said. He gave Zeus an intense stare. Zeus blinked, then looked at me. I nodded. Sleeper clapped him on the back and whispered something to him. Suddenly Zeus’s eyes changed, and I could swear I saw a predator sizing up his prey as he looked at the Marine Officer. “Start!” Lamont called out. Right out of the fucking gate Zeus took three steps and went into a grapple with Collins. Without a pause Zeus dropped his left shoulder suddenly, slipping free of the Major’s grip and drove his shoulder into Collins’ midsection, wrapped his arm around his waist to lift him off the ground and then arched back to throw the Major to the mat behind him. Zeus immediately flipped over and dove to try to pin the Major, but Collins wasn’t having any of it. He rolled away and was on his feet in less than two seconds. Zeus had sprung to his own feet right after failing to get Collins under him. “Nice move. It won’t work again.” Collins taunted. “I don’t need it to.” Zeus said calmly. Dangerously. Collins moved fast, way too fast. He was inside Zeus’s defense too fast for Zeus to grab him or hit him, and he got his left leg behind Zeus’s knee just as his forearm struck Zeus’s chest. Zeus began to tilt back in a fall. If Collins got him down it might end because I was pretty sure the Major knew about 50 ways to immobilize an opponent on the ground. But Zeus wasn’t a pushover… literally or figuratively. He twisted his torso opposite Collins’ position while grabbing the arm that struck him, using his own backwards momentum and body weight to drag the Major off his feet and over his body to throw him to the mat. Zeus learned his lesson from the first throw and this time he didn’t let the Major go from his grip. By now, our large group on the mats had drawn some attention, and others from the gym were coming over to watch. “Is that the Major?” I heard someone say. The Major had wisely flung his legs away when he was pulled over and he kicked his feet on the mat to flip himself back over on top of Zeus. Now they were face to face with the Marine on top. “Mount! Don’t let him inside, Zeus!” Sleeper called out. “Guard! Guard!” Zeus’s feet were planted on the mat and he managed to bring his right elbow in before Collins could wedge his head and shoulder. Zeus lifted his hips while forcing the Marine’s chest away with his right elbow. At the same time Collins was attempting to lock Zeus’s legs with his own. Zeus thrust up and forced Collins to disengage and they both scrambled back to their feet. Collins immediately tried for a head strike but Zeus turned into the attempted blow, brushed it aside with his forearm, spun and delivered an elbow to the Marine’s midsection. Collins was too savvy to let him get full contact and he danced back, abandoning his try to wrap Zeus’s chest with his other arm and bringing his knee up for a kidney shot which Zeus easily deflected with the arm that was in position from his elbow shot. The action happening was so rapid it seemed like each of them knew the other’s move before it happened, like a choreographed dance. I felt my pulse racing. I’d never seen Zeus go full out like this. They separated, studying each other. Neither was even breathing hard. Without an indication or warning, the Marine spun and kicked high towards Zeus’s head and my stomach clenched. It happened in the blink of an eye and I knew Zeus was going to get slammed. Fuck the Major was fast. Zeus’s right hand shot up just as the Major’s heel got within a foot of his head and the Marine’s ankle smacked into Zeus’s hand. The force of the kick had to be incredible but Zeus’s hand barely moved from the impact. Zeus’s huge hand gripped the Major’s ankle, Zeus ducked, twisted under Collins’ leg yanking his foot around and he pulled, hard. The Major was flung spinning face down to the mat and Zeus was already falling, his fist still wrapped around his opponent’s ankle. It was going to be a pin. Before Zeus made it down Collins flipped onto his back using Zeus’s hold on his leg to pull his knees in. If Zeus hit, Collins was going to deliver a double knee right to Zeus’s stomach. Zeus dive rolled, releasing the Major’s ankle, and somersaulted to his feet, facing away. Collins didn’t waste the opportunity having rolled to his knees he dived towards the back of Zeus’s legs but Zeus was already moving, dancing away. He allowed Collins to get to his feet. “I thought someone like you might be more accustomed to offensive moves and neglect defense, but you grab offensive opportunity from your defensive moves.” Collins said to Zeus. “You’re very fast, Sir.” Zeus replied. “But you’re not strong enough.” “I don’t need to be stronger than you, soldier.” Collins replied mysteriously. Their match had drawn a large crowd, and I think just about everyone that was in the gym had come to watch. Even the Charlies were cheering Zeus on, and the rest of the gym crowd was cheering on the Marine Major. “Then you should probably start fighting for real, Sir.” Zeus said. Huh? I didn’t see the Major holding back at all. Every attempted move or strike seemed intended to disable Zeus completely. Collins smiled at Zeus. “I’ll give you the same advice. You won’t hurt me too badly, and if I land anything on you you’ll have to cycle back through the course because you won’t be able to move for the next few days. So it’s up to you. Take me out in the next five moves or you lose your place in the course. I have nothing to lose. You have everything to lose.” The worried look on Zeus’s face when he heard the Marine’s words was quickly replaced by determination. The crowd had gone silent, most likely thinking the same thing I was thinking - they hadn’t been fighting all out? They’d just been toying with each other? And then the blows started, too fast to figure out, each movement, spin, punch, knee, kick, turn, dodge and block became another move, another attack. Blows were landed but neither of them allowed the full force of the blow to be absorbed. A turn to the side to avoid a head shot became a return knee to the midsection, which was blocked and became an attempt to grab the knee or waist, which opened up the opponent’s neck and shoulders for a drop elbow. Kicks were flung, blocked, countered and leveraged for opportunity to seize, twist or make a strike to a joint. Now both Zeus and the Major were grunting and sweat was pouring. I looked at my watch, this had gone on for 10 full minutes. Each of them had been knocked to the mat where the other tried for a submission, but neither could immobilize the other. Hell, I was sweating just watching this. It stopped being fun and easy and seemed like they were seriously trying to hurt each other. I nudged Lamont. “Should we stop this?” I whispered to him. “I think they are both loving the hell out of this, Assmunch. Let’s just trust them to know where to draw the line.” He answered. That was fine for him to say, it wasn’t his soldier at risk. The last thing I wanted was for Zeus to be cycled because he got hurt sparring. I’d give it another minute or so. It didn’t last that long. Collins began with a series of moves that seemed designed to flow into each other, and elicit specific defensive moves from Zeus. Zeus did not disappoint, but I got the distinct feeling I was watching a chess match. I knew a sacrifice was coming up, one designed to create an opening. Collins was leading Zeus, moving him exactly where he wanted him. Zeus was doing well, predicting every one of the Major’s moves. A puzzled look crossed Zeus’s face. I think he was figuring it out, but I didn’t think it would be in time. Collins would make his move soon, I could feel it, see his body getting ready. He was going to let Zeus hit him with everything, leave Zeus an opening he couldn’t refuse, but it would leave Zeus open to some trick or counter that would put an end to him. Just what the fuck was the Major planning to do? I almost couldn’t take it. I’d started out figuring the Major would win, but over the course of the match it looked like Zeus stood a chance. But now I was tense. I was back to concluding Zeus would lose but I feared the loss would be something brutal. Anything less and the Major would fail to submit him. Suddenly, it was there. Collins left his right side exposed, daring Zeus to take a shot. I begged him silently to miss it. I saw a resigned grin flash on Zeus’s face and he took the shot. Which allowed the left side of Zeus head to be open. Collins’ fist was already halfway to Zeus’s face when Zeus’s fist made contact with the Major’s ribs. I gave the Marine credit, he never flinched. He was committed to his plan. A half second after Zeus rocked him in the ribs, he was struck in the jaw by the Major’s knuckles. Zeus went down like a demolished building.

I want to chat about it because I've experienced very similar events/emotions with my ex.

Being stealth slampissed is fucking hot. Had a top do it to me last July and I ended up pleading for him to wreck my hole. Took me a couple of hours to close it after we had finished.

@ErosWired Oh yes, that's a very fair assessment of a shade of my personality. It's not like 'asshole' mode just emerged out of nowhere. I'm not at all perfect, and even though I generally try to be a good person, there are definitely dark twisted spots in my personality. I definitely have a cruel streak that I think is related to a certain aggressive sex frame of mind - I can't describe it well but I'm sure there must be guys here that can relate to it and are more self aware than I am. And you're right, but as much as I'd like to be a kinder and more sympathetic person, if I'm being completely honest, I am very selfish, incredibly so, and it's not accidental that I prioritised my own sexual gratification over the well being of anon btm and viking dude. On a fundamental level, I think that a basic hookup is supposed to be an arrangement based on mutual benefit, with clear expectations of how things are supposed to go and expectations of how the other person looks to some degree. Anon dude definitely misrepresented these expectations so I do think resentment on my part is understandable. Pic faking is hardly rare but I still don't take kindly to it and perhaps if anon btm was clearer and more honest with communicating expectations, I'd be more understanding and react less psychopathically. And oh yeah, I definitely had some creative license with this, in reality, things werent as extreme as I made them out to be but the main story really happened though albeit less intense, maybe 70-80% true. I think a certain amount of creative embelishment for this kind of thing is acceptable to make it more interesting It's because it felt to be such a bizaare series of events from what I'm used to, even though objectively the sex was still on the relatively tame side that I wanted to write it down, even though I knew clearly it didn't show me in a good light and some ppl would probably hate it. I can't help the elaborate prosaic style, that's just how it comes out and I'm too lazy to edit it. And if you perhaps think that this annoyingly wordy style stems from a complicated and needlessly overthinking personality, then you'd indeed be very correct.

Not being personal, but yes - a lot of you do. Go ahead - you're allowed - you can say none, and I won't blame you. You're still one of the sweetest boys on BZ. Iconoclasty is cool. But you try. You do your best, in the worst circumstances. You're caught up in it, and trying to do what little you can to focus on the patient's well-being in a holistic way. Why don't you become Surgeon General of the US ??? Nah - that's a bad idea - why sacrifice someone actually caring for the whole patient to the will of Big Medicine. They'd swallow you whole - bones and all.

It's the top's preference, but if left to my own devices I'll take as much of his cock into my mouth as I can. If I can get his cock head into my throat even better, and if his cock buried in my mouth makes me choke on his spasming load well that is icing on the cake.

A big thanks to @drscorpio for reverting those weird edits. The "Gales of laughter" (and several other oddities) are now gone!

Well. There’s a whole lot we could unpack there, my friend. But I think the crux of it lies in this: You complain that the guy faked his stats, but what difference did it make - you created not just a set of imaginary ideal stats for him to live up to in your horny, overimaginitive head, but a whole fucking backstory… for an anon cumdump you were supposedly going to be fucking in a darkened room. His cunt wasn’t the only thing with a loose grip on the situation. He might not have been entirely accurate in his profile stats, but was how far off was he really? Be fair. Try to be objective. Compare him to what he wrote, not to what you imagined. No, he might not have had the tautest twat you ever fucked, but dammit, man, you passed the previous Top on his way out still zipping up his pants - for all you know he jackhammered that bottom’s cunt without mercy for an hour before depositing that load. I work hard on making sure I keep my cunt muscles in shape for strategic gripping, and I can take cock with the best of them, but a Top can still leave me so rough-fucked that there’s no grip left; and that makes me neither lazy nor loose. The guy hadn’t even had time to recover, but he was still willing to service you then and there, like a champ. So it wasn’t dark enough for your taste? Do you have any idea how difficult it is to fine-tune the lighting in a ratty hotel room for just the right gloom? The lights (sometimes there’s only one working) don’t have fucking dimmers. So you have to either drape a towel over the light, or go with the bathroom light on and the door cracked open, and even if you do manage to find some sort of level, the next Top who comes in says it’s either too dark or too bright; and then the next one says the opposite. Sorry he didn’t set your dream scenario up just exactly right - he actually might have, and Mr. Ginger before you may have fucked it up by insisting on more light. Ah, so his ass hair was shaved, and not the perfect bespoke length to tickle your skin? Here’s the deal with body hair for cumdumps, man - we’re damned if we do, and damned if we don’t. No two Tops have the same taste, and in my experience, it’s pretty much split down the middle. There’s no way to please every anonymous guy who walks in, and there’s no point in trying. You pick a mode and you go with it. He wasn’t face-down, ass-up when you entered? Did he even have time to collect himself between the two of you? Get himself ready for you in any way? Did you allow any time for the ideal presentation, or did you just tag-team it with Ginger-Top before his cum had even stopped dripping off the guy’s cunt? If you want personalized service, you have to allow time for prep - we’re cumdumps, not magicians. You want absolution? Oh, you’re going to have to do penance for that, my man. You think you disrespected him by calling him a whore, hate-fucking him (unjustly) and faking your orgasm with an Oscar-worthy performance 🙄? No. You disrespected him by checking out Grindr for his replacement while you were still inside his body taking advantage of the gift of his intimacy. I don’t even think there’s a Circle Of Hell specifically tailored for that. They may have to make one. What makes this whole sordid tale and your appeal for sympathy so absurd is that although your butthurt is grievously inflamed by the fact that the anon cumdump didn’t match your imagined ideal of a straight, brown-haired, blue-collar, suburban football-fan hockey-coach dad who also takes loads as a cumdump 🤔, you are then, without missing a beat, delighted to fuck a sketchy Viking who bears no resemblance to that description whatsoever. I kind of have to ask - if your imagination is all that, couldn’t you just have closed your eyes and imagined that the room was dark and the anon cumdump was everything you wanted? I call shenanigans on the whole thing and recommend you go soak your head. Maybe you’ll feel better.

This boy is in for a big eye-opening surprise. I hope his boy hole does not get to wreck.

great start

Fuck! Nice start.

So what now!

I hate fucking virgins at a sex club as you don’t have the tools to stretch them out so they can Enjoy getting fuck. This bitch is screaming like I'm killing him as I enter his hole.

So sorry for the delay fellas. I started to write this yesterday and had a couple reach out for a bi threesome. I couldn’t delay that opportunity. Friday night ended up having ten guys total. All but a few claimed to be vers. Well that didn’t end up being true. I was the focal point of 7 of the guys attention throughout the four hours we played. One of the surprise additions to the group was an extremely well hung black man with a nice thick cock. He didn’t come over to me right away. I was ass up with a guy under me 69ing as a another guy was pumping my hole. The black man walked in and our eyes met. I could see the hunger he had, but he didn’t come over. Instead he played with a few other guys for awhile. The whole time I kept having my hole loosened up and eventually bred by a few of the guys. But still the black gentleman stayed away, but he kept making eye contact with me. This whole time I was sniffing away at three different bottles of poppers that the host had set it n the bed for people to use. I was in heat from them and started throwing my ample round booty back on the various average to above average cocks that were fucking me. After what felt like a lifetime, and at least four loads in my ass later the black guy came over. He asked if my hole was sloppy yet, I told him to peck back there and let me know. He knelt behind me, spread my cheeks and began rimming my now slit like hole. He stood up, came around and kissed me unexpectedly in order to feed me the menagerie of loads from my ass. We tongued passionately while I reached out greedily to feel his cock. When my hand found it’s target my breath caught in my throat. He felt the reaction and asked if it was too big. I said no, just go gentle at first. Wrong thing to say. He punched my seeping brown eye with his engorged member in one quick thrust. It didn’t hurt but I felt full to the point that my eyes felt pressure behind them. For the next however many minutes I was his cum dump bitch and he let me know it. When he finally came and pulled out I felt cheated of his cock. I felt so empty back there. I quickly found out why. I was gaping in a spastic way. The other guys were in aww and commenting. No body bothered to take a picture to show me, but I quickly felt a hand start working my hole. Lube was pored all over my ass and for the next thirty minutes I was opened up until I took a small hand up my ass. When he closed his hand to make a fist I came so violently I thought I was having a seizure. My mind was blown, my load was blown, and my ass was wrecked. We are doing it all again next month!

Well had a day off yesterday and decided I needed to be fucked so went online to see if I could find a lad or two that would do me bb Ended up chatting to a lad from a couple …both in to top topping younger lads …bit of horny chat and I headed over to their place …was well excited they said they were well both hung in their 40s bears ..they had asked me if id take it bare and if I was on prep , I said yes to both but haven’t sorted my prep out again (I do keep meaning to) He said that he and his BF was poz but undetectable if I was cool with that Any how …I turn up and they are both just in Ts and boxers ..could barely get my coat off an one of them had his tongue down my throat (ace kisser) …I was hard an wet in no seconds flat As im snogging his BF is stripping me…id kicked off my trainers and he was taking my belt off and getting a feel of me standing behind me …kissing my neck wanking me playing with my wet foreskin. They backed off and let me get naked …they were hard and ready to go …and now naked too Dragged me in to the bed room and asked if I was still up for shagging bareback with two older blokes …I was like fuck yeah 😜 both must have been 8 to 9 inch one thick and straight one thinner with a curve that put his cock head in his belly button 😜 Had me on all fours sucking the thick cock …I was loving that …the other bloke wast eating my hole …could feel his beard on my arse …he wasn’t holding back and was really eating me out …fucking lush. Then he’s lubing my hole pushing his fingers in …fucking heaven …he then starts to rub his cock on my hole …im well in to swallowing his bfs cock …when he leans down as asks again “gonna take I bare baby boy ?” I come of his bfs cock long enough to say “yeah fuck me…please” …he said “good boy …going to enjoy you” Felt his fat cock head slowly press in to me and he BF holds poppers under my nose …those first few inches were a tight fit but then he was in …got balls deep and stopped letting me get used to his size. Im snogging and sucking daddy bear 2 while daddy bear 1 is fucking my hole …im fucking amazed at how he’s doing me …id expected it to hurt …but god he was good …asking if I liked his bare cock. They had me get on my back and 1 pulled out so 2 to have a go on me hole …he fingered me awhile more cold lube …his BF 1 had my mouth full of his cock and balls …felt cold fingers in me and felt like I was fucking flying …prob the poppers …then his thick cock slowly slid in …never felt so full lol 2 fucked me hard and deep …saying he loved my arse …and “you love two dirty daddies fucking you don’t you ?” I was streaming pre-cum and dribbling cum too as he bounced off my prostate …then he went deep and stiff and shot balls deep in me …”fuck lad that was good”…he bent over and snowed me BF1 then took his place and as they swapped I felt cum dribble out of me …he scooped it up and lubed his cock with it and slid in …he fucked me so hard I had to ask him to back off …then “oh baby boy…im going to get you pregnant” blows his load deep and fucks it hard in a few times… I couldn’t hold back any more and shoot my load …first jet on my face , then chest and belly …daddy 1 still balls deep in me licks the cum off my face and snogs me. So fucking good defo going back

Yes you should. Get him pregnant.

Cross my heart. This wasn't me.

Chapter 4 I got home and went straight for a hot shower. Again I needed to clear my head. I came out dried off and looked in the mirror. The piercings and my new tattoo looked good, they were showing who I was. My phone pinged. There was a message from a number I didn’t recognise. ‘Hi it’s Luke, Sally’s friend. She told me you had joined Team Boy but hadn’t come out properly yet? Would love to help you with that sometime’ it read. ‘er yes that’s right’ I replied, trying not to sound too keen. ‘Cool, I’ll take you to the Queen Molly in the village tomorrow, it’s a good place to start, I’ll call at 9’ It appeared I was continuing my journey, without even trying. Luke called for me spot on 9 the next night. We sat together with a drink each. ‘So, she says you’re single and definitely looking for cock’ Luke said. I was aware of his hand on my thigh. ‘Erm well I’m single and I suppose a guy would be good’ I replied. ‘Come out with me and Joe sometime, you’ll have a good time’ he continued. ‘By the way, like those piercings’ . I had a tight t shirt on and the outline could be seen through the material. It made me feel hot. We chatted a while more and an hour quickly passed. I had work the next day so didn’t want to be back too late. Luke was kinda hot as well. As we got home I thought I would take a calculated risk. ‘Fancy coming in for a quick coffee? ‘ I asked. ‘Thought you’d never ask!’ Luke sat in the centre of the sofa, ‘I’ll make the coffee later’I said as I sat next to him. We kissed straight away, his hand moving to my belt. He pulled it and opened my jeans. My cock sprang free. ‘Mmm nice cock ,we can have fun with that! I would love to fuck you but I haven’t got any condoms’ he said. ‘Sshhh’ I replied. I wanted to see his and again pulled his trousers open until I could see his stiff cock. Not as thick as Phil’s but still a good 6 inches. I went to suck it straight away. I knew I was becoming a bit of a cock queen, I just loved it. After a couple of minutes frantic sucking, and Luke still playing with my cock, I knew I wanted him in me. I shrugged my jeans down, pulling them off. Before Luke could move ,I had straddled him on the sofa. I tried to lube my hole with saliva as best I could, and positioned his cock next to my hole. I lowered myself slowly down. ‘I need to tell you something ‘ Luke started. ‘Ssshhh!’ I said again, now working my arse up and down on his cock. It felt tight and good. ‘Just fuck my arse’ I whispered. He didn’t need asking twice. ‘’Get up’ he ordered’ I want to fuck you from behind, I can get in deeper’ he replied. I bent over on the sofa, allowing him full access. ‘ Well, that is a hot tattoo! Definitely won’t be using condoms now’ Luke said’ gonna give you my full load’ as he slid his cock in deep. ‘Fuck yes just cum deep in me, I want your cum’ I blurted out as Luke started pounding my arse hard. After a few minutes of hard fucking..’ Here it comes, take it all’ Luke breathed in my ear as he unloaded in me. I knew from what Sally had said there was some risk Luke may have not been taking his meds. I got off on the risk as I walked my cock and came just as Luke was pulling out. ‘Fuck, that was hot’ Luke said’ you have a great ass, will definitely be seeing that again, and loading it with my seed’ ‘Anytime!’ was all I could say. We kissed again as he left. I wanted to sleep with his cum in me. I-was just finishing my sandwich at lunch the next day when my phone pinged again. It was Sally. ‘ Hi Neil, Luke told me you went for a drink at the Molly last night, but you both behaved yourselves? ‘ ‘yeah that’s right’ I said’ Cool, that won’t last long with Luke, you can tell me to mind my own business, but I’ll go with you to the Health clinic, I think you should get on Prep, you don’t want any of Luke’s little poz swimmers in you when you’re unprotected’ she went on. If only she knew. I wanted to keep her onside. I would go, after all I didn’t have to take any….’ok ‘ I replied ‘he didn’t tell me he was poz and I wasn’t going to ask’ . ‘ He will tell you soon enough I guess. I’ve arranged an appointment tonight after work, they have a Drop in session on Thursdays.’ I walked in with Sally. ‘I’m a big boy I’ll be upfront with them’ I said. The nurse asked,’ Are you in a high risk group for hiv? Do you have unprotected sex with other men? ‘ ‘yes’ it was very matter of fact. ‘Ok, we have to do a quick test as you have to be negative to have it .’ She took a quick thumb prick test and some more blood. I felt a little faint, but also a rush. It was my first test. It came back negative. They would do a full test on the blood but subject to that they would prescribe me Prep. ‘Remember, you can pick this up on Monday , but it isn’t PeP, so if you have just had unprotected sex or have sex this weekend with someone who is viral, then it won’t protect you. It takes seven days to be effective’ I tried not to look guilty, I had a good idea what may be happening tomorrow……

For me, absolutely not. I'm not into blackmailing guys for sex, or facilitating that. I also think that abusing the knowledge is likely to blow back on the snitch, who deserves everything he gets. It's rarely a good idea to meddle in other people's private lives.

Part 25 - The London Arrival Artem was so excited and kept running around his own bedroom with the open suitcase putting clothes in then taking them out, turning to his phone to check the weather forecast yet again for London and changing his mind what to pack. He closed the lid and ran his fingers over the black hard shell of his suitcase adorned with the royal coat of arms. These suitcases were provided to royal household who travelled with family members and even looking at this had Artem all extremely proud at his position in the palace. The reality of their trip soon hit home hard when Liam called them both for a meeting the evening before their departure to run through the security protocol and what signals were to be used by Alex, it was important for Artem to understand these as well to keep himself safe and to know what to do. "Artem have you packed your royal dress?" Alex asked looking at him. "No" Artem replied, "Do I need to, thought I was going sightseeing?" he asked. Liam and Alex laughed "We have dinner with the ambassador!" Alex informed him. "Oh right, so we have to dress up for that?" Artem asked and Alex nodded. "You will need to accompany me at the conference to take notes as well" Alex informed him. "What about my sightseeing?" Artem asked looking at them both. Alex stood "We will have time Artem don't worry. Did you think this was a holiday?" he asked. Artem nodded "Kind of" he replied getting up to pack his royal dress as Liam laughed away. "What are you laughing about?" Alex asked turning to Liam, "Pack yours as well!" he said. "What?" Liam asked dropping his happy face. Alex smirked at him "We are all invited as guests of honour, the three of us in royal dress" he said. "Why?" Liam asked, "I have to protect you" he added thinking that would knock this on the head. Alex smiled "Because the ambassador has invited you to dinner". Liam put his phone in his pocket moaning that he was going to have to unpack his suitcase now. Alex arranged for the three of them to have breakfast in his apartment at 6am, there was a lot of bustling around as footmen arrived to take their luggage down to the royal car. The police in place to whisk them off to the airport for their early flight to London. The chief purser lead Alex to his seat closely followed by Liam and Artem at the rear. It was a short three hour flight to London and travelling in business or first class was something Liam was getting use to but Artem was doing and trying everything during the flight much to their amusement that helped the time speed by quickly. Artem was checking all the details one more time that he had made with Lady Trasilion's help, she had managed to secure the three bedroom royal suite at Claridges free of charge with the help of some name dropping. The Monrovian Embassy official car was waiting at the foot of the airbridge to take them to the VIP terminal for clearance and on to the hotel. Despite this being a non official state visit, Alex was still royalty and as such the embassy provided every thing and was shown usual courtesy on his arrival in to Heathrow where the ambassador was in the terminal to greet Alex. They were quickly on their way to the hotel arriving outside just before lunchtime. The hotel manager and concierge all lined up outside to greet the prince and take them to the royal suite to quickly freshen up before the three of them joined Lady Trasilion for lunch. Alex had found out that Felipe was staying in the same hotel and his eyes constantly darted around during lunch at any movement hoping it was him, his looking failed to secure any sight of the famous actor. In any case he didn't know how Felipe would behave seeing him again and would it have been one of those meets where they were destined never to speak again. The embassy limousine arrived to take them all off to the opening of the conference and giving Artem a chance to view some of the sights as they drove towards Westminster and the conference venue. The opening speeches completed and the conference officially started with Artem and Liam sat next to Alex who was glancing over at Felipe Morales who in turn was sneaking glances at his prince. It was becoming so obvious that Liam nearly burst out laughing seeing the sexual tension between them both across the room. During the afternoon coffee break their paths eventually crossed. "Your royal highness" Felipe said bowing his head, "Such an honour to see you again". Alex held out his hand "Mr Morales how wonderful to see you again" he replied. Felipe shook hands with Alex staring him in the eye "I hope we get some time to talk" he said. Alex nodded "We will indeed Mr Morales, you know where I am staying" he replied. He looked just as stunning as he remembered and could definitely see that Felipe had been working out for his latest role in a major film production. With little time to talk and as patron of the charity all the foundation partners wanted to say hello to Alex and he glanced over the shoulder of the partner being introduced to see Felipe turn and smile at Alex. It was a long afternoon and Alex returned to the royal suite by 5pm to quickly shower, Artem would not let the butler touch the royal tunics and personally pressed them to his standard before returning to help Alex change in to his royal dress. As soon as he finished Alex helped Artem kept looking at himself in the mirror still unable to believe he had been awarded such an honour, it only became reality when he was dressed so smartly and official. Artem walked over to Liam and adjusted his sash so that it sat correctly, when finished Liam returned from his bedroom carrying his gun as usual and placing it in the holster under his tunic. Artem tutted and walked over adjusting his sash again. "Is that really necessary?" Artem asked still scared to be around Liam carrying a gun. Liam nodded "My duty is to protect the prince Artem, you know that" he replied. Artem stepped back and nodded "Promise me you will chill out a bit this evening, for Alex?". Liam smiled and nodded then looked over as the butler informed them that the hotel security was here to take them to the limousine. Outside the hotel the flashy limousine with the Monrovia flag and royal flag on the front wings was parked waiting, the appearance causing a crowd to gather on the pavement in anticipation. The hotel security team flanked Alex who stepped in to the limo followed by Artem and Liam. It was a short drive to the embassy in Kensington and the ambassador was waiting at the steps to greet Alex. Enjoying a pleasant dinner and evening the royal entourage left the embassy at 10pm. Artem undressed the prince and bowed his head before leaving him, Alex looked around the sumptuous bedroom wishing Felipe was here right now. He walked over and picked up his private phone and smiled seeing he had a message from Hollywood, his contact code for Felipe, it was short but highly arousing for Alex to read 'Tomorrow night I bang the hell out your royal arse for keeping me waiting so long'. Alex knew that Felipe was good to his word and he slipped on the bathrobe and padded in to the lounge of the royal suite where Liam and Artem were sat joking around watching a bit of late night television wearing only t-shirts and underwear. "Where was my invitation?" Alex asked appearing at the door, Artem immediately stood up bowing. "Drop it Artem" Alex said immediately, "How about this champagne?" he suggested. "Not sure" Liam replied, "Artem do we want the prince here spoiling our fun?" he asked. Artem laid back on the sofa "I guess we can let him join us common folk" he replied. Alex returned from the bedroom in a t-shirt and underwear to fit in and ended up having an amazing few hours polishing off the bottle of champagne. Artem soon found out that there were no secrets with Alex who talked openly to them about his date tomorrow with Felipe indicating that they should disappear as it might get noisy. By 1am Artem took his leave and went to his bedroom, Liam stood up and looked at Alex who stood and walked to the master bedroom closely followed by Liam. Quietly Liam stripped off and climbed in next to Alex, he kissed the prince on the head then turned the light off and wrapped his arms around Alex holding him. "Thought you might need some company tonight" Liam said softly caressing Alex's back. Alex snuggled up "Not really but I can never get enough of cuddling up with you" he replied. Liam's hand wandered down to his arse "Oi" Alex said smiling, "Stop that". "I can touch surely" Liam replied holding Alex tighter in his arms. Alex giggled "You know you might make Artem jealous if he keeps finding you in bed with me". "Shut up and go to sleep" Liam replied kissing Alex on the head. Liam reached over turning the alarm on his phone off and kissed the back of Alex's neck who snuggled against him, his fingers running along Liam's bicep moaning softly feeling the power in those arms again. Liam shuffled pushing Alex to the edge of the bed until he nearly fell out, giggling until they were interrupted by a coughing sound as Artem stood at the door. "What is it with you two?" Artem asked walking over. Alex shrugged "Don't ask complicated questions in the morning" he said wrestling with Liam's arms. Liam jumped out of bed putting his underwear on "He gives one hell of a blow job" he remarked. Before Alex could speak Artem laughed and Liam left the room "Come on" Artem said patting Alex. Alex stood up "What you want one?" he asked raising an eyebrow. Artem blushed "Err no, you need to shower and leave in one hour" he said. It was along day of meetings reviewing the event planning with Artem sat beside Alex noting all the dates down, Alex was relying more and more on Artem who seemed to be completely at home and adept at managing his diary and keeping the prince on track. The one item on the agenda that Alex couldn't understand why it was there was called The Arts partner. Despite him eagerly wanting to ask what that was about his mind constantly veered off track when ever he glanced at Felipe sat across from him at the large conference table. So dignified and focused doing his part they only managed to chat during the short breaks and lunch. Alex and Artem mingled around for a half an hour at the end of the day until Liam appeared to take the prince back to the hotel. Alex sat in the bedroom that evening looking pensive and staring at the door. Liam had gone to Felipe's suite to bring him to the royal suite, there was just a hint of jealousy running through him right now. There was still no question that he wasn't gay yet there was something so special with Alex, so ingrained on him that he couldn't get sex with him out of his mind, even whilst having sex with Polly back at the palace he had imagined Alex under him when reaching orgasm. Liam brushed it all away and knocked on the bedroom door and opened it and Alex stood and smiled seeing the handsome Spaniard entering his room, Felipe rushed passed Liam and swooped Alex up in the air kissing him frantically. Alex pushed him away slightly 'Thank you Liam, I owe you' he said, Liam smiled and winked closing the door as he left. Few words were exchanged before Felipe stood naked already his cock was standing erect glistening at the head with precum. The familiar working of Felipe gently coaxing Alex backwards until he fell back spread eagled. Felipe leaned over and kissed him hard then started moving lover and lower, Alex's anticipation had his legs quiver knowing how this Spaniard made love and he was not disappointed. He felt the warm moistness of the tongue running along the shaft of his hard cock, his back arching slightly staring up at the ceiling with a big smile of his face. Alex moaned loudly as the tongue moved lower, his legs being hoisted in the air before letting out a squeal of pleasure. Unlike the first time where Felipe took his time, his tongue delved in straight away prising Alex's hole open, his hands clutching at the sheet for support his hips wriggling side to side, he was fighting to stop himself touching his cock. That sensation where his whole body was buzzing at every nerve ending took over then the sound of Felipe spitting at his hole then working the saliva in with his tongue, raising himself the leaning over Alex he kissed him whilst guiding his cock to the hole and penetrating Alex gently. His hands held on to Felipe's shoulders pushing him back a little to go easy but he felt his hole expanding pushing past any resistance until his balls pressed up against Alex's arse, gasping he looked up at Felipe and they kissed again. Felipe looked down and slowly withdrew a couple of inches then pushed forward repeating this over and over until the prince finally relaxed. Felipe resumed kissing Alex whilst his pelvis provided the movement, Alex wrapped his arms around Felipe's neck intensifying their kissing. Controlling his own orgasm and excitement of being with Alex he teased and made love with deliberate sensuality. Felipe began repositioning Alex full on the bed until they were in a missionary position, locked in each others arms and mouths they continued making love. Felipe reared up no longer able to hold his orgasm, he stopped kissing and looked Alex in the eye crushing his pelvis hard against Alex's arse releasing multiple ribbons of his cum in to him. The force of his orgasm had Alex pushing his head back 'Argh, yes, oh Felipe' he cried out, his heart thumping in his chest. Quickly his mouth was attached to Felipe again in a frenzied kiss, they rolled on to their sides with Alex's legs firmly secured around Felipe's body, his cock still intensely hard and buried as deep as he could get it in his prince. Felipe pulled Alex even closer wrapping his arms around the young body. His hips moving back and forth already in to fucking Alex for a second time. Almost in unison Felipe was reaching his orgasm again, his arm held Alex in the kiss, he could sense the subtle change in Felipe's body. Without even thinking Alex squeezed his legs around Felipe's waist pulling him in deeper, the actions triggering his own orgasm. Felipe built his momentum quickly surprising Alex and battering the prince's arse until he started releasing his second load. Instead of stopping he continued the rampage going even harder until he was sure every last drop of cum had left his balls. It took almost half an hour for them both to calm down until they laid perfectly still and kissing. Felipe rolled on to his back "Sorry this is such a short visit" he said warmly. Alex leaved over and kissed him "I know, we are both busy this time" he said. "I go on location next week for a couple of months maybe you come see me?" Felipe asked. Alex contemplated a moment "Text me the details and I will see what I can do" he replied. Felipe put a finger to Alex's mouth "I understand how difficult it is for you" he said kindly. Alex kissed him on the lips "Thank you Felipe" he said staring in to his eyes. Felipe tongue lashed Alex making him giggle during an intense kiss "Stop teasing" he said. With that it was over, Felipe dressed and sneaked out back to his room. Alex showered cleaning himself up, sex was great but yet again the person was gone leaving Alex alone. The shadow of loneliness shrouded him leaving him feeling incomplete. Alex hung the towel up and crept out of his bedroom in to the dimly lit lounge then headed over to Liam's bedroom. His hand held the doorknob for several minutes deciding if this was a good thing, right now he needed Liam's company. Quietly he opened and closed the door and crept over to the bed standing there looking a dark mass that was his body, even in the dark he could see the impressive outline of the muscles and body. Suddenly Liam turned over and pulled the sheet back. "Get in and stop staring at me" Liam said sleepily. Alex climbed in and cuddled up to his protection officer "Thanks" Alex said timidly. Liam pulled the sheet over their heads and he kissed Alex full on for a several minutes 'Now go to sleep' he said said softly stroking Alex's back, something he had discovered that was Alex's weak spot that relaxed him quickly. Alex woke finding himself in that precious spooning position with Liam, he kissed Liam's hand and slipped out of bed to make his way back to his room. Closing the door quietly he strode across the lounge getting a whiff of fresh coffee. "There you are!" came Artem's voice, "Can't believe you did that again" he said. Alex stood there slightly embarrassed "Don't judge me" he said walking over to him. Artem chuckled "Here join me for coffee" he said watching Alex sit opposite him. "Do you think there is something wrong with me?" Alex asked taking Artem by surprise. Artem shook his head "No Alex, you are horny all the time" he said genuinely then giggled. "It is just Liam seems to get me, understands me" Alex tried explaining away. Artem smiled "He is the closest person to you, besides me. I am not here to judge you". He could see Alex was slightly nervous "I owe you so much Alex" Artem informed him. Alex contemplated him for a moment "No you don't Artem, I took a fancy to you" he admitted. Artem chuckled "I know" he replied reassuring him, "If I was gay we would definitely do it". Alex smiled and nodded, "Can I kiss you Alex?" Artem asked straight out. "Oh" Alex replied looking at him, "I am not sure we should" he trying to let him down gently. He could tell Artem went all weird "Why do you want to kiss me?" Alex asked. Artem shrugged "Want to see what it is like" he replied almost spilling his drink from nerves. Alex pondered him for a moment and looked behind to make sure Liam was not around, he was not about to question Artem's reason. Alex leaned forward and gently pressed his lips against Artem's without physically kissing him. It was Artem who was more responsive to the sensation parting his lips by mere millimetres. Alex diligently watched him for a few seconds before leaning in repeating the action only this time he made a kiss sound to see how he now reacted. Artem opened his eyes and looked at Alex "Is that it?" he asked unimpressed by it. Alex laughed "What do you want?" he asked, "A full on kiss with tongues?". Artem looked blankly at Alex and then nodded his head a couple of times "Okay" Alex replied. If it was anyone else Alex would have laughed it off and walked away, inside though he had always had a fancy for Artem ever since that day he argued with Lipscombe and first clapped eyes on him. The last thing he needed was things getting awkward between them, having known him for quite a while now he figured that Artem wouldn't let this get in the way, good or bad. Alex acutely aware that Liam could come of his bedroom or the butler might turn up suggested they go in to his room so he could shower and change. Artem nodded despite looking like he had been turned down, he followed Alex and closed the door then walked towards the wardrobe but Alex gently took his arm turning him so they were face to face. Artem gulped silently and this time he leant forward to initiate the kiss. Softly he brushed his lips against Alex's mouth, the tender response from Alex moving his lips performing the perfect first kiss. Artem kissed him again with his lips slightly more parted with Alex matching him, it was Artem who slowly explored pushing his tongue against the inside of the warm lips. Their mouths slowly parting more with Artem leading the kiss and Alex responding tentatively. The sound of a kiss filled the air as Alex pulled away and smiled. "Well?" Alex asked studying him carefully. Artem stared at him silently for a few seconds then shrugged "Don't know, I mean it was nice". Alex laughed "Nice!" he replied moving in and giving Artem a hug, "You are a good kisser!". Artem grinned slightly embarrassed by the compliment "Did nothing for me" he said. "I hope not!" Alex replied chuckling, "Come on I need to get ready". Liam walked in to the bedroom carrying his cup of coffee wearing only boxers "Morning". Alex chuckled "Such a flirt" Alex said nodding at Liam. Artem turned "I would be if I had a body like that" he replied. "Shut up the pair of you" Liam said sitting on the bed, "What time we leaving?" he asked. "Thirty minutes" Alex replied, "We were discussing how much of a tart you are". "You wish" Liam replied drinking his coffee, "Prince Tart" he said mocking Alex. So some days really turn out to be weird and as duty comes before self Alex was getting ready for another day of meetings then dinner with Lady Trasilion and the foundation partners. Tonight they were to be guests of two members of the British royal family, this meant royal dress yet again for him and Liam accompanying him as his protection officer. Alex was dressed and ready for his day ahead, Liam had offered to take the notes for Artem allowing him a day to explore the city under his own steam and pace, promising he wold sort his royal dress out before he left and would be back in time to help Alex. Liam popped his head around the bedroom door advising the car was here and Alex kissed Artem on the cheek more of a reassuring kiss that they were good and Artem smiled and nodded. On his return to change Artem had everything prepared so it was a quick change before Alex and Liam left leaving Artem to a quiet night where he was going out again exploring London. Arriving at the Ritz there was a throng of photographers and television reporters that generally followed British royalty. They were taking pictures and a few of them shouted across 'Your highness this way please' they were pleading with Alex to face them. As usual Alex was too kind to ignore them and walked slowly facing the cameras and waving before he disappeared inside with Liam by his side, this was one dinner where Liam couldn't attend and he stood with the British royal protection officers. For Alex it was hard going watching Felipe down the table and Liam over to one side, he was vaguely aware of the London foundation partner talking about an art showing in Knightsbridge by the aspiring artist whose name he heard that day in the conference but tuned out halfway. "Your highness" Lady Trasilion interrupted Alex's thoughts, "Would you like to attend?". "Yes Lady Trasilion, sorry attend what?" he replied unsure what was now happening. "The art showing in Knightsbridge, tomorrow evening?" Lady Trasilion recapped. "Oh.. I am not versed in art as such" Alex admitted, "But for you yes I will" he replied. "Can we make sure it is a low key thing though?" Alex now asked. "It will have to be, the artist is very casual" she replied, "Your protection officer will need to dress down". Alex chuckled "Good luck there" he said making her laugh. Now everything seemed to be fitting in to the puzzle about the aspiring artist, Alex was putting the sums together realising that they were trying to get the artist involved with the charity. He had an idea he was not going just as a guest but more to impress the artists and show him off. A few streets away in the Dirty Duck wine bar Gareth sat there with Max enjoying a drink and having a catch up. Just above them the TV was playing with the late evening news being aired and the middle segment of the broadcast with the headlines 'The Duke and Duchess and Dorset host a dinner at the Ritz for the International HIV Foundation, amongst the guest were the famous Spanish actor Felipe Morales and European royalty Prince Alexander of Monrovia who is patron of the charity'. The volume on the TV was drowned out by the noise of people talking, Max noticed several people nodding and smiling watching the television above them. The article ended just as Max looked up to see what they were looking at then engaging back with his conversation with Gareth telling him about the disastrous date he had been on a few nights earlier. Nothing or no one was coming anywhere near to what he had felt for this Alex guy in Mauritius. Later that night after doing a little research on this Asa guy that he knew why they wanted Alex to attend, he was definitely being pimped out as a showpiece to entice the artist who was gay. Alex put his phone down and turned off the light giggling away to himself until he fell asleep with the image of the artist in his head.

Part 24 - The Palaces Secret Passages Behind the internal thick walls of the palace were the secret passageways leading off in all directions. Accessing them from public areas you would never know they existed, discreetly hidden and blended in to the normal décor. When you found one you pushed it open in to a small room with a door and keypad, knowing the combination you could enter in to a maze of passages running behind the rooms, staircases going up and down it was a maze that was easy to get lost in. It was not uncommon for people to appear in a room simply to find out where they were before disappearing back inside. Only the royal apartments were listed with numbers, 1 for the monarchs residence, 2 for the dowager, 3 for the crown prince and 4 for Alex's private quarters. To the ordinary the numbers meant nothing but to insiders they knew who they numbers belonged to. It was a clever design that allowed the royal family as well as household staff to move around the palace without being seen, the only security was towards the outer passageways that lead to the underground garage, security cameras, motion sensors and key pad access alerts were all part of the protection towards the main two security doors that lead in to the palace. Two factor authentication was required to access the final door in to the palace passageways, keypad and fingerprint recognition. It is what kept the palace secure and sometimes was a little overkill since there was hardly any security threat to the royal family. It was common knowledge that the passageways kept many sexual exploits hidden away, bumping in to a household staff could happen at any time and more frequently in the evenings. It was the assignation point for lovers trying to keep their sexual liaisons or relationships secret, a blind eye was turned since the monarch had deemed the passageways private to household staff. Growing up Alex and Alden would play for hours in the passageways playing hide and seek, some passageways that lead to residences and public rooms had store rooms off them where equipment, linen, clothing and tableware was kept. In fact once Alex had got lost and ended up appearing in the great hall whilst a tour was going on and surprising the visitors at his sudden appearance then disappearance. Today was just another day where Alex had no engagements and he decided to lead the first tour of the palace with the tour guide by his side. Liam hated it when Alex did this now as it meant he was out of protection range and having to monitor him on the security cameras, behind the walls in the passageway two protection officers moved hidden from view between rooms following the tours progress and ready to spring in to action. The tour party mostly made up of families from all over the world were enjoying their tour, after all the Balenciaga palace tours were renowned since you never knew if you would be guided by the prince. It was often hit and miss now since Alex had entered into public life, yet he always made time when he was free to do one tour a day at least. For him it was still a moment of enjoyment and he considered it part of his royal duty to prevent the family from being aloof from the public view of them. Today though Alex had a spring in his step since tomorrow he would be off to London with Liam and Artem for the charity conference and the chance to at least spend some downtime with them both despite Artem going on and on about sightseeing all the time. Alex wanted to take Liam and Artem to Harrods and buy them something as a thank you for putting up with him. At 11.30 the tour came to an end at the front entrance of the palace where their coach was waiting to take the party away. In the security room Liam waited until he saw Alex move in to the passageway then he radioed the protection officers standing them down. Liam stood and went off to the household dining room for lunch passing Nick on the way who was returning from the gym. "Everything go smoothly?" Nick asked. Liam nodded "Yes" he replied, "Going to the gym later this afternoon if you want to work out". "Might just do that, I need to get some running in" Nick replied, "Your off tomorrow?" he asked. "London, can't believe it been looking forward to this trip" Liam replied smiling. Nick chuckled "I wish Alden would do a trip to London, still never been!" he said with envy. "Well if doesn't happen we should go when we can get time off together" Liam suggested. "Deal!" Nick said patting Liam's shoulder, "Have fun in London" he said walking off. Nick entered the passageway heading back up to his quarters that were across from Alden's private apartments. Up one flight of stairs heading down a corridor then turning left then right up another flight of stairs, he was positioned behind the staircase the royal family used to move up and down to their private family rooms and royal apartments. This part of the passageways was hardly ever used by the royal family and he was about to turn the corner to head down the wing where his rooms were and bumped into Alex. "Mother fucker!" Alex said holding his chest, "Shit you scared the hell out of me!" he said. "I do apologise your highness" Nick said bowing his head, "What are you doing in here?". "Mind your own business" Alex replied calming down and giggling, "I am allowed to walk in here you know". Nick chuckled "You might give off the wrong impression by secretly moving around like this". "Very funny!" Alex said, "I just finished a tour and heading back to my apartment" he added. "Very well your highness" Nick said bowing his head but this time keeping his eyes on Alex. Alex stared at him for a moment nibbling on his thumb trying to distract himself from looking at Nick. The protection officer had other ideas and swooped down on Alex pinning him against the wall, Alex made no sound as his eyes focused of Nick's face looming closer. He had two choices here turn his head away or the kiss the living daylights out of this hunk of a man, if he did that he knew this would spiral out of control again. No contest Alex thought moving his head forward hoping to get the upper hand in the kiss but he was too slow. Nick thrusted his tongue deep in to Alex's mouth almost making him swallow it, his arms flew around the muscular shoulders and down the arms squeezing the steel like biceps then tracing down to the forearm to his hands that were planted on the wall preventing Alex from escaping. His succulent moans floated in the air around them, his body moving up and down the wall in a most unusual highly erotic state. Alex moaned and pushed Nick off "Oh fuck!" he said throwing himself at Nick and kissing him harder. Nick lifted Alex off the ground so easily "Number 4" Alex said between mouthfuls of Nick's tongue. Nick bit Alex on the chin "I know dumbass" he said, "Are you sure?" he questioned staring at him. "Yes" Alex replied kissing Nick furiously and biting on his lips between exchanging tongues. Nick groaned squeezing Alex in his arms "Going to wreck your royal fucking arse!" he whispered. Alex chuckled running his tongue up the side of Nick's face "Bring it on!" he said. They bumped in to the wall multiple times with dull thuds making their way along the passageway to Alex's apartment, his legs squeezing around Nick's waist, their angry kissing was bordering on cannibalism in a hunger for each other, the animal in Alex was surging fast and hard. How Nick did this was beyond his thinking, his body simply wanted and craved this raw and rough sex that Nick was so expert at delivering. Stumbling in to his dressing room and quickly making their way over to the bed where Alex was dumped without ceremony where they started stripping naked, Alex could see the damp precum patch on the lycra shorts just about containing the beast that was heading in his direction. Alex stark naked knelt up nipping and kissing all over Nick's body, growling in desperation to be taken and frantically trying not to touch himself for fear he would cum. Nick grabbed Alex under the arms and flung him back on the bed then grabbing his legs twisting his body over. His legs and arse bouncing up and down like a mad man on the bed. His body flattened out by the weight of Nick's arrival on top, covering him completely, biting his neck whilst rubbing his cock between the sweet cheeks of the prince's arse. Each movement drawing the head closer to his hole until it hit, Alex moaned gripping hold of the muscular arms for support then cried out a deep pleading moan as Nick lifted his hips and pushed penetrating Alex. The force of his penetration was nothing compared to the girth as his arse opened wide accommodating everything Nick had to offer. Sinking balls deep Alex raised his head unable to cry out is excitement, he tuned and reached to aggressively kiss Nick, but he held his head preventing from making the move. Alex's mouth partly open his tongue reaching out needing Nick, he bided his time making Alex wait until he could see the desperation shine in the eyes looking at him. So many miles away from the type of men Nick liked was the puppy eyes staring deep in to his, he wanted to desperately go to town on Alex but he had to remember who he was fucking. The eyes now clearly showed his desperation and he held on firmly to Alex's head as he slowly guided his lips over those of the prince, the pitiful moans escaping Alex and he sunk his tongue in deep kissing Alex hard and giving him what he sought. Releasing his arms from Alex's grip he worked one under his chest and the other around his neck providing gentle support yet firm enough so Alex understood who was in control. Slow deep movement from his cock, his arse cheeks clenching to push that little bit deeper, teasing with his cock to make sure Alex could feel every solid inch of his meat. Alex pushing back wishing he would go harder 'You need to learn to control yourself' Nick whispered in his ear and kissing his neck, his head drooped forward allowing Nick to be in total control. The constant pressure of Nick inside his body served its purpose as Alex could feel everything his movements did, in a surreal tender moment he turned his head so their lips met and he kissed Nick slowly, tasting him running his lips over Nick's. His body calming down and the animal became docile then hibernating, they slowly continued kissing sensually. The way his hips slowly moved delivering a pace that was constant until Alex began to be in tune and loving their sex, a startling reminder to exactly how sex had become with Liam, finding their natural tuning to each other began to reap rewards for them both. The way Nick was holding Alex meant he could not move and he loved the feeling of his dominance over him. Their kissing extending in duration each time, their mouths locked seamlessly sometimes lasting fifteen to twenty minutes, Nick would then pick up the pace and fuck Alex a little harder and faster giving him a taste. He was edging and holding back each time he went in for another kiss with Alex, copious amounts of precum providing natural lubrication now allowed Alex to enjoy his cock even more. Nick kissed him again and adjusted his arm slightly to prop Alex's head up higher, closing his arm pulling Alex head close up against his he picked up the pace and power in his thrusts. Alex responded by moaning louder and Nick kissed him again, harder and faster Nick was now moving, face to face their lips almost touching as Nick pushed down and moaned taking a sharp breath in feeling his balls familiar ache as they flushed their load out. The warm stream of cum moved quickly and effortlessly up his shaft, he grunted tightening his hold on Alex as the first pulse ejaculated his cum, his cheek clenched hard as the second pulse came and went just as strong as the first. Then the third, fourth and fifth that was lack lustre in effort to signify it was over. All the time they looked at each other their lips never more than a breath apart, his eyes were open wide when he felt the first strong pulse beat against his anal wall, his mouth open in the biggest smile Nick had ever seen. Small high pitched moans followed every pulse from his cock. Nick groaned feeling the last depleting pulses then he kissed Alex deeply with slightly more fore than he expected. Alex was overcome with a sense of euphoria, that same feeling he had experienced the first time Liam had fucked him. Nick was a completely different type of sex though, it wasn't anything to do with his cock size, it was the way he used it and man did he know how to use it to great effect. The arms around his body and neck seemed to tighten even more the longer they kissed in their post sex after glow. Outside dusk was punctuating through the air as Alex laid on the bed under Nick looking out of the window across the room, three times Nick had now fucked him that afternoon and his arse was paying the price, the third time the aggression returned in a get the job done mode. He was a little sore and still unable to move to give his arse a rest, Nick had not let go of him since they started and now nick had his head on a pillow laying half on top of Alex with his arm secured around his chest preventing him to slipping away. His fingers lightly played with the flexed bicep holding his chest, he was still unable to believe the size of it when flexed like this compared to his own. That reminded him of Liam, the tattoos adorning the perfectly muscular body reminding him of Max and a shadow of sadness quickly washed over and passed by. Moving his fingers along the arm until he managed to entwine them with Nick's squeezing them for comfort, Nick kissed him lightly on the neck realising it must be late. Slowly he moved extracting his now flaccid but still ample sized cock out of Alex. He looked down as the head slipped out and the hole began closing, the contracting hole forcing a dribble of cum to escape until it squeezed tightly shut again. Alex rolled over on to his back "You need a boyfriend Nick!" he exclaimed giggling. Nick leaned over kissing Alex "Do I?" he asked teasing Alex with his tongue. "How come you don't have one?" Alex asked sitting up. Nick chuckled "Surely you can guess I like it rough, finding someone compatible is hard". "Talk to Francis. He told me he had a few rough mates" Alex replied then laughed. Nick shook his head "No, anyway I got my eye on someone" he said dressing. "Oh! Who?" Alex asked sitting on his knees, "Come on who do you fancy?". "None of your business" Nick replied smiling then walking over and sitting on the bed, "Thanks". "For what?" Alex asked. "For allowing this to happen. I was a bit unsure at first" Nick replied looking at Alex. Alex chuckled and straddled across his lap "Incredible" he said running his hands over Nicks' arms. Nick smiled "You like a bit of muscle then" he stated staring in his eyes. "Not really" Alex replied then smiled, "I don't know what I like, well I do but that is history" he said drawing a sad look. Alex sighed lovingly feeling those arms going around his body pulling him forward tight up to Nick's chest. Their lips danced against each others for a moment then locked together for a slow long kiss. Nick's phone pinged interrupting their special moment and he reached over and looked at the message. "Your brother, I have to guard him tonight at a function" Nick said putting the phone down. Alex kissed him one final time "You better go before he finds us together" he said giggling. Alex stood to let Nick stand "Are you going to tell me then?" Alex asked. Nick laughed "He is new, that is all I will say" he replied planting a kiss and turning to leave. Alex stood there scratching his head and immediately thought of Tom, he was about to say before realising Nick had already slipped out through the passageway. Alex smiled as he walked to the bathroom to shower the smell of sex off him before Artem got wind, all the time thinking to himself that it must be Tom that Nick has a fancy to. He stopped and looked down at the trickle of cum running down the inside of his thigh and calve until it hit the floor gradually pooling. Alex laughed at his sudden thought around Nick, and how he seemed to a combination of Jackson who cums a lot, Liam for his muscles, Max for the tattoos and Marty for the rough streak. Oh! Alex thought have a brainwave, maybe it is Marty he fancies he told himself. He quickly cleaned up the mess on the floor and jumped into the shower and emerging just as Artem appeared carrying the diary and plans for London and their quick meeting to finalise everything.

Chapter 2 As I sat through brunch with my folks and relatives late the next morning I was an internal flood of emotions that I couldn't share with anyone. Joy and delight were huge. I'd fuckin lost my virginity finally. And the sex had been epic! A gorgeous silver fox hadn't just penetrated my virgin ass; but, I had removed his condom and encouraged him to breed me five times. Further, I pumped my young load deep into his ass. There was no doubt, I was no longer a virgin. But, at the same time I was flooded with fear. How could I have let it get so out of control? Not one but five suspect loads! Why had I allowed him to continue when he confessed he was "probably poz" and didn't care? Why had that declaration made me so fucking horny? I was terrified I might have allowed myself to be pozed my very first fuck. I was even more terrified by my asses lust for poz cum. I knew I desperately needed to get to a sexual health clinic A.S.A.P.. I also knew I didn't have a clue where to find one in this strange city and that family obligations would consume my day. I presume the wedding went off without a hitch. I really hadn't followed any of it. My imagination was consumed with images of having sex with all the handsome men in the bridal party. All four looked amazing in their classic tuxedos and I spent the entire service disrobing each of them and engaging in all forms of sexual activity. The waiter that brought us champagne for the toasts was a Draven Torres look alike. Even his quirky hair style. His tailored white shirt set off his v-shaped torso to perfection. One too many buttons undone showed off his strong olive skinned chest. His casually rolled sleeves betrayed a hint of sexy arm tattoos. And, his tight black dress slacks framed his gorgeous bubble butt. I couldn't take my eyes off him and just kept ordering more. After my third champagne I ordered a double scotch on the rocks. I didn't see him approaching from behind. I just felt shivers through my spine as his lips touched my ear and he whispered; "Meet me in the handicap stall of the men's room. " Quickly he was gone. As I entered the stall his shirt was already open and he was dropping his pants and sexy underwear. I was on my knees with his nine inch erection deep down my throat in no time. But, he pulled out of me, hoisted me to my feet, spun around, bent and presented his ass. "We don't have time to waist. Just fuck me. " "Should I use a condom?" "You probably should; but, I'd rather you didn't." "Lube?" He hoarked on his hand and rubbed it on my cock. "We're good." I lined up my raw cock with his perfect hole thinking 'I shouldn't do this.' His hole just sucked my bare erection into the hilt. I was amazed. My cock was immersed in warm, wet silkiness. It felt so wonderful and like it grew by three sizes. "You sure are wet. Has someone already bred you?" He laughed; "More than one ... four actually. The entire bridal party ... the men. It's a little game I play at these events. The two ushers and best man were easy. The groom took a little more work but he filled me about 15 minutes ago right here in this stall." "Holy fuck! You are one fuckin cum whore!" "Yup. Pick up the pace. Less talk more cum. I gotta get back to work. " It only took me a couple more pumps to blast my load into the ejaculat soup already deep in his bowels. When we had redressed he kissed me passionately and encouraged me to watch for his buddy. Another waiter. "He'll be very interested to sample you in this stall before the night is finished."

Part 19 - Lakeside Buttock Whipping Francis ran down the stairs doing up his uniform, he was on breakfast duty and certainly should not have drunk so much at the dinner party. He knew Lipscombe would be there ready to berate him again as soon as he entered the large kitchen. At 23 Francis had been a footman for 1 year and only recently had he been promoted from assistant footman to footman, he was a sturdy athletic build with ample muscle and stood six feet with blond hair and weirdly brown eyes. As a keen fitness fanatic he was often found swimming in the pool or running around the estate when not on duty. Being gay he was quite open about his sexuality and had chased Jackson around the palace trying to get him in bed, having given up chasing him, Jackson was the one who got worried and started chasing Francis who in turn played hard to get teaching Jackson a lesson. Francis rushed in to the kitchen only two minutes late and Lipscombe was already standing there looking at his watch before he started barking angrily at Francis for being late. The months that passed since he started he had liked Lipscombe but he soon found out he was obnoxious and not very friendly leading to Francis taking a dislike to him. He nodded and kept his mouth shut knowing Lipscombe would get over it in a few minutes and be all nice to him again. He busied himself in the family dining room preparing the table and putting the coffee pots down just as the king and queen walked in dead on 8am for breakfast. Usual courtesy prevailed when they entered the room and Francis bowed addressing them both by their royal titles, from now he could refer to them as sir and mam in the less formal manner. Alex sat on the edge of his bed feeling worse for wear sipping his coffee that Artem would still deliver without fail. Feeling a bit more human he grabbed some shorts and a t-shirt then looked out of the window, it was a beautiful September day and he decided that after lunch he would go for a ride down to the lake and sit there peacefully for a few hours with a book to read and swim. Alex rubbed the sore spot on his thigh and glanced down at it, the redness looked even brighter this morning and he chuckled away to himself at the reminder. His father was busy for the next two days and had promised at the weekend they would go riding and swimming in the morning before the Greenacres country fayre. Alex had forgot all about this event which was held in the expansive grounds to the front of the palace where the locals were invited to a traditional harvest fair full of cakes, jams and other artisan products all locally made, it was a very popular annual event. People from all the surrounding villages and nearby town of Kinshale would descend on the palace and a chance to meet and talk to the royal family. Alex wandered through the palace towards the dining room he noticed that the marquees were already being erected along with the stalls. Suddenly his mouth watered remembering that one stall holder made the most amazing apricot jam, racking his brains as he walked trying to remember the ladies name and her teenage son that always accompanied her. The footman bowed 'Good morning your royal highness' he said opening the door to the family dining room. Alex replied and smiled walking in to see his mother and father already mid way through their breakfast. Francis put down the coffee pot "Your highness good morning" he said pulling a chair out for Alex. "Good morning err..." Alex said not sure of his name. "Francis" his mother said helping him out, "Good morning Alex" his mother and father said as he sat. "Sorry good morning Francis" Alex said politely paying slightly more interest in the footman. Francis smiled at him "What would like for breakfast sir?" he asked. "Oh... yoghurt and fruit oh and coffee please Francis, plenty of coffee" Alex replied. Alex discreetly watched Francis "What are your plans today Alex?" his mother asked. "Exercise in the pool then I may go riding to the lake" he replied. The queen nodded "Who is the lady that does the apricot jam?" Alex suddenly asked. His mother laughed "Goodness Alex I am not sure, she comes from Woodvale village though". "Ah yes" his father said looking up at them, "We must secure several jars of it this year". Alex looked curiously at his father "Why has she not been given a royal warrant?" he asked. The king looked at Alex "Oh, I never thought of that" he replied mulling it over. "Well we eat her jam when here, so technically she supplies the palace" Alex said. The king sat there tapping his chin "Well why don't you present her with one" he said to Alex. His mother laughed "Then the price will shoot up and you two will have to cut back on it". "No chance" the king replied laughing, "I have some warrant papers in my office Alex". "Right" Alex said looking at them both, "What do I do?" he asked. The king explained that Alex would need to obtain her proper details, complete the warrant order and then invite her to the palace to present it to her, from then she would be able to use the royal crest on the labels. Alex went with his father to quickly look over the paperwork then returned to his bedroom to change and go for a swim. Francis finished clearing breakfast away then grabbed something quick in the kitchen sitting in the kitchen staff dining room hidden from Lispcombe until tomorrow morning. After a quick change he walked through the servants corridor to the pool terrace and out in the blazing sunshine, he noticed one person in the pool busy swimming lengths and only when they turned at the far end of the pool and headed in his direction did he notice it was Prince Alexander. Unsure if he should go in the pool with a member of the royal family he was about to leave when Alex spoke. "You going already, you haven't even swam yet?" Alex called out to him. Francis turned "Apologies I didn't know you was going to be here" he replied bowing his head. "Don't be silly you know you can use the pool" Alex said swimming around in circles. Francis smiled and took off his shirt and shorts laying them on the sunbed "Thanks err..." "Alex" Alex said, "You can call me Alex" he said kindly. "Alex" Francis said smiling again, Alex though was preoccupied by his fine athletic build. Suddenly he noticed the red welts on this thigh "That looks like it hurts" Alex said. Francis blushed and looked down at his thigh "No it is okay, just a little accident" he said. Alex chuckled looking him in the eyes "Looks like a mark from a riding crop" he said. "Really!" Francis replied in shock and going even redder in the face. Alex swam over to the side and hoisted himself out of the pool "I should know I got one as well". Alex showed Francis his red mark from the riding crop "How did you get that?" Francis asked. Alex got back in the pool "Probably the same way you got yours" he replied smirking. Francis dived in and surfaced close to Alex "I was playing horsey" he said cryptically. Alex giggled and floated on his back "You mean you was getting ridden like a horse" he said. Francis swam closer "Did you make a lot of noise, is that why you got whipped?" Francis asked. Alex smiled "Not really I think he just wanted to break me in" he replied flipping on to his front. "I think he seduced and took advantage of me" Alex said then burst out laughing. Francis chuckled "It was his voice and looks that made me crumble at the knees" he said. Alex dived under the water then surfaced looking at Francis "Our secret?" he asked. "Totally" Francis replied nodding, "I don't want people knowing the stable hand had me". Alex nodded slowly "So it was you I caught tied to the saddle rack then?" he asked. Francis winked "That was one of many positions he got me in to" he said smirking happily. Alex laughed "Come on swim with me" he said swimming off. Francis swam after the prince easily catching him up then they both slowed down in to a steady swim chatting away like old friends. Alex loved learning all about Francis as they swam up and down the pool enjoying the late summer weather now the humidity had dropped a little. Alex coming to a stop after realising he had done over twenty laps and needed to catch his breath and rest his limbs. Francis swam two more then stopped by Alex just as Artem and Liam appeared dressed for a day of sunbathing and carrying lotion and water. "Well look who it is Liam" Artem said putting his things down on a sunbed. Alex glanced at Francis and smirked "Haven't seen you like that since Mauritius" he said to Liam. "Dam that is one fit guy" Francis said quietly with his mouth opening watching Liam. Liam glanced over "I can hear you Francis" he said smiling, "How is your head?" he asked. "Fine" Francis replied, "Tired and 2 minutes late for work and got a bollocking off Lipscombe". "Was you trying to get him drunk Liam?" Alex asked grinning at him. Liam stuck two fingers up at Alex "Thick as thieves these two" Alex said to Francis. Francis chuckled "Reckon they are doing it on the quiet" he said quite loudly. "Two straight men trying to bonk each other" Alex replied laughing hard and bumping Francis. "Ignore them Artem" Liam said, "They are jealous they don't look as hot as us" he said. "Definitely in love with each other" Francis said and Artem stood there shaking his head smiling. "Good thing I like you Francis or there would be hell to pay" Liam said with Artem agreeing. Liam and Artem dived in to the pool whilst Liam went off swimming Artem stood there giving back to Alex and Francis until two more household staff arrived to sunbathe. Peace eventually ensued as they relaxed. Francis disappeared just after lunch for a run and Alex headed off to the stable with a book where Gary prepped his horse, Alex had a good look around but Marty was no where to be seen. Heading off he took a gentle ride across the estate then down through the dell to the lake side where he sat on the bank reading his book. The humidity of the late summer rose sharply in the afternoon and Alex checked no one was around before stripping naked then going off the small jetty diving in to the lake. The cool water refreshing his body instantly and felt amazing, then from the corner of his eye he spotted movement and turned in the direction. There was Francis wearing a baseball cap, shorts and trainers running around the banks of the lake in his direction. Even from this distance he would see the glistening sweat shining off his body in the sunlight. Alex waved and Francis turned his head and waved back still running until he reached the jetty close to Alex. He took a swig from his water bottle and stripped off then ran along the jetty and dived in to the cold water. "Man I needed that" Francis said surfacing and sighing in pleasure. "How far did you run?" Alex asked swimming towards him. Francis dipped his head under the water again "About 5 miles" he replied, "So humid again". "Gentle swim?" Alex suggested and Francis nodded. "You are so like your brother, except he doesn't get horse whipped by the stable hand" Francis said. Alex burst out laughing "In what way are we alike?" he asked curiously. "Prince Alden is nice and always chats, just like you, but you are more chilled" Francis replied. Francis stopped "So what is it like having Artem and Liam around all the time?" he asked. Alex stopped and looked at him "We have a very trusting relationship" he said. "They treat me normally when in private" Alex added, "No formality if you get my meaning". "Yes" Francis said, "Is it nice to have that bit of normality then?" he asked. Alex nodded and swam a little more, unknown to them both Marty had ridden down the dell on Brandy and spotted Alex and Francis swimming in the lake, the opportunity was to good to pass he thought dismounting quietly and walking along the jetty. "You two comparing notes?" Marty called out taking them both by surprise. Alex waded forward "Now why would be comparing notes?" he asked pretending he didn't know. Marty laughed "Barn 5pm and I will tie you both to the saddle rack" he said arrogantly. Francis edged forward "No riding crop" he whispered to Alex. Alex smiled "How about we get out and take advantage of you right now" he said moving forward. "By the time you get out I will take your clothes and ride off" Marty replied confidently. "Both of you" he added, "Leave you naked by the lake" Marty said in his deep voice. Alex and Francis looked at each other both of them figuring it would probably be best not to cross Marty otherwise they would suffer the consequences. Marty instead sat on the end of the jetty watching the prince and footman swimming around until they had finished and climbed out. Marty walked back to Brandy and collected his riding crop and strode over to them both indicating for them both to bend over. They both chuckled and held hands bending over hearing the swoosh of riding crop before it fell on the left buttock of Francis, he yelped with tears appearing in his eyes from the sharp sting and burning. Swoosh in the air then contacting with Alex's right buttock. Alex bit his lip but still cried out gripping Francis's hand harder before Marty told them to stand and face him. The uncontrollable need to look him in the eye and that devilish face had them both obeying instantly. Marty smirked and leaned in to kiss Francis deep making his knees buckle until he fell down, he turned to Alex and kissed him hard forcing Alex's knees to buckle and fall down next to Francis. Marty stood looking down at his two boys looking up at him, he smirked then turned around mounting Brandy and trotting off back up the dell. "How does he do that?" Francis asked still all flustered and partly confused. Alex stared at Marty ascending the dell until his disappeared "His arrogance and looks". Francis looked at Alex "Can't explain Francis, he just has it, what ever it is" Alex said. "Yeah I can see by your cock" Francis said then looked at his own, "Mine to". Alex glanced at Francis "I can't go to the barn today my thigh still hurts" he said rubbing it. Francis nodded "Takes a few days and now my arse cheek is sore" he said laughing. It was the way Francis looked at Alex making eye contact "Sort each other out?" Alex suggested. Francis smirked and quickly raised his hand putting is behind Alex's head pushing him down to his cock. He was prepared and quickly engulfed the seven inch cock in his mouth, his tongue moving the foreskin back revealing the saltiness of the precum Francis already had produced and the freshness of the lake water. Alex moaned softly feeling his hand move down his back and over his arse, one finger tracing between his cheeks until it rubbed against his hole. Francis removed his finger and laid down shuffling on his side urging Alex to move forward. His fingers gripped harder on Francis's arse as he felt the warm silkiness of the mouth taking his own cock all the way down in one movement then back up. There was no rushing as they both took their time enjoying an unhurried relaxed pace working each other, apart from Danbury munching on grass the only sound was the occasional gag, slurp and deep moan from their chests. For Alex he found Francis quiet unassumingly sexy and loved his athletic build that suited the guy down to the ground. Francis could already feel his orgasm growing at the mouth expertly working his cock, the tell tell signs of more precum and the gradual moving of his hips that started to quicken. The movements exciting Alex who was himself peaking feeling the cock starting to pulse moving faster and rapidly hitting the back of his throat, softly he moaned and closed his eyes enjoying the sensation in his own cock then pushing his hips forward holding his body still. The rampant strength of his ejaculation quickly fired several ribbons of cum in to Francis's mouth before even realising he was in orgasm mode, it was so sublime his body relaxed acting like it was totally natural. Francis closed his eyes as the cum flooded in to his mouth triggering his own orgasm, his leg swung over Alex's head holding his head still and firmly in place as he unleashed a hefty quantity of cum that easily filled Alex's mouth. His finger found Francis's hole and he massaged the rim of it gently, his action causing Francis to push his cock forward and his leg to tremble, Alex gagged several times trying to keep his mouth closed but his gagging caused him to splutter the cum out. Francis removed his leg and flopped on to his back sighing succinctly his hand caressing his still erect cock. Alex rolled on to his back staring up at the sky giggling softly more so to himself, Francis turned his head and glanced at the prince and seeing him like this he looked incredibly sexy. With diligence he moved his hand and touched the the bare chest of Alex, in turn he raised his own hand and entwinned his fingers with Francis. "Can I ask you a question?" Alex asked turning his head to face Francis who nodded. "Is it normal to keep wanting sex?" Alex asked, "I mean I just keep wanting it" he added. Francis smiled "I have never thought about it like that" he replied, "I suppose it is attraction". "What do you mean?" Alex asked rolling on to his side and stroking Francis's chest. "Men" Francis said, "A gay man is naturally attracted to other men and wants sex" he suggested. Francis sighed "Really I have no idea, men just turn me on when they get close" he said. Alex nodded "Yeah I get that" he said, "And I am still exploring being gay" he added. Francis rolled on to his side facing Alex "Can I kiss you?" he asked softly. Alex smiled and leaned forward until their lips touched tenderly and their mouths parted exploring each other with their kissing. It was only suppose to be a kiss but it progressed with their wrapping around each other intensifying the kissing. Rolling on top of each other in the grassy banks of the lake forgetting about the world around them. Right now it was the two of them and that was all that mattered. Alex suddenly pulled away "I am sorry" he said apologising profusely. Francis sat up "About what?" he asked looking concerned. "I like you Francis but this could get dangerous, I have no control over my emotions" he explained. Francis nodded "You mean if you develop feelings for me?" he asked, "Footman and prince". Alex nodded "It could jeopardise your position in the palace" he said being concerned for him. Alex stood up "Fuck you are sexy Francis, fuck!, fuck!, fuck it!" he shouted. Francis stood grabbing Alex and kissing him again quite aggressively this time "Sexy" he said. Alex stood grinning "I understand nothing can come of us Alex" Francis said putting his shorts on. Alex started dressing "As long as you do understand, I would like to do this again with you". Francis looked up and smiled "I will be discreet" he said. "Come on" Alex said, "You can sit behind me and we ride back to the palace" he suggested. Francis looked a little uneasy "I don't know not been on one before" he said nervously. "Wear my hat, we will go slowly and hold on tight" Alex said helping Francis on to Danbury. "Shit" Francis said, "Not sure Alex. I might play with your cock" he said laughing. Alex smiled and looked over his shoulder at Francis "I don't mind if you do" he said winking. Francis kissed him on the neck "My fucking arse cheek is hurting sitting like this" he said. "Mine too" Alex said laughing. Alex guided Danbury along the shore going the long way round rather than up through the dell, chatting happily to each other non stop all the way back to the stables. Francis had his arms wrapped around Alex quite tightly who was getting an immense buzz of pleasure being close to him in this manner. After an hour of riding Danbury came to a stop by the paddock and Francis dismounted losing his footing and landing on his arse laughing loudly in the process, he admired how effortlssly Alex dismounted with perfectly then put Danbury in the paddock and the saddle over the paddock fence. Helping Francis back to his feet they both leaned on the paddock fence and watched Danbury getting a drink. "That was quite exhilarating" Francis said, "Never been on a horse before". Alex smiled as Danbury walked back towards them "Do you want me to teach you to ride?" he asked. Francis looked at Alex a little unsure at first "Actually yes, I would like that your highness". "Francis call me Alex in private and drop the protocol" Alex said glancing at him. "Thank you" Francis he replied, "If the situation was different I would love you as a friend". Alex looked at him "Don't let this stand in our way Francis, I would like you as a friend" he said. Francis chuckled "We have got one thing in common already" he said reminding Alex who laughed. "Yeah better we don't let on about that or what we did at the lake" Alex said grinning. Alex put his arm over Francis's shoulder "You going back for seconds?" Francis asked. "No" Alex said shaking his head, "We was amazing but not ready for round two with him". Alex glanced at Francis "No" Francis replied, "Let him fester a bit, I am not that easy". "Hmm" Alex said grinning again, "That's not what I discovered at the lake" he said teasingly. "Oh really!" Francis replied, "You were just as easy, probably way too easy and eager". "Fuck you!" Alex said laughing trying to get Francis in a headlock. All of sudden the two of them began play fighting and wrestling each other to the ground rolling around on the grass getting stains all over their clothes and skin. The laughter coming from both of them filled the air around the paddock. Francis got on top and rubbed Alex's face in the grass 'Eat grass' he said mockingly before Alex managed to push Francis off, his face streaked with tears laughing his head off uncontrollably as he gained the upper hand and did the same to Francis. The dowager queen arrived at the paddock on her horse and knew the laughter was her grandson, a noise she hadn't heard since he went off to military school. "Alexander!" a voice called out from a few meters away, "Are you all right?" his grandmother asked. Francis jumped up to his feet with Alex grabbing on to his leg "Your majesty" he said bowing. "Help me down if you will" the dowager queen asked summoning him. Francis quickly walked over after Alex let go of him and she dismounted "Hands are dirty" she said. "I do apologise mam" he said looking down and hearing Alex still laughing away trying to stand up. "Well?" the dowager queen asked, "Were you winning?". Francis looked up "I believe so mam" he replied uncertain what to make of this. "Word of warning, he is taking lessons from his protection officer" she said winking at him. Francis smiled "Thank you for the warning mam, I shall remember that". Alex walked up to his grandmother and bowed then kissed her on the cheek "Hi granny". "Is that all you have to say for yourself Alexander, look at you!" she said holding a smile back. Then she turned to Francis "And you, how am I suppose to look at you at breakfast tomorrow?". "Your majesty I am so sorry I didn't know you were back" Marty said rushing over to the paddock. She handed the reigns to Marty "Thank you Marty brush her down please" she said. Marty bowed and glanced at Francis and Alex "She needs mucking out as well Marty" she added. "Marty" Alex called out, "Danbury will be ready to go in soon" he said. "Yes your highness" Marty replied bowing his head with a smirk that the dowager queen noticed. "That will be all Marty" she said waving her hand dismissing him. Alex watched Marty walk off "Enjoy your ride granny?" he asked casually focusing back on her. She nodded "Yes. Nice lad that Marty, dab hand with a riding crop so I understand" she said. Alex's mouth dropped open "What do you mean granny?" he finally managed to ask. "Oh, he had a liaison with one of my footmen, tied him up to the saddle rack" she advised. Francis shifted uncomfortably "Took me by surprise when he told me" she added. Alex studied her a moment "He has mischief written all over his face" he said looking at Francis. "Indeed, but a very good stable hand never the less" she said taking her gloves off. "Well I must go and freshen up. Stay out of mischief you two" she said walking off. Francis looked at Alex "Do you think she knows?" he asked. "Oh yes" Alex replied nodding, "Why do you think she used the word mischief after I said it". "Fuck!" Francis said quietly, "Will her majesty say anything?" he asked looking a little worried. "No" Alex replied, "She is alright my grandmother, she knows you have to let your hair down". Francis laughed "What about us being friends then?" he now asked. "Yeah we are good, she didn't say no and trust me she would have" Alex replied. "Come on we should go and clean up as well" Alex suggested, "I am not done fighting you though". "Bring it on Alex" Francis replied happily, "I will be ready for you when ever". Alex scoffed and smiled "Challenge accepted!" he said as they laughed walking off. Avoiding the stable yard they both walked around the buildings back up the short pathway to the palace, their plan was to go via the pool terrace and in to the servants entrance to avoid making a mess in the palace rooms. Their idea in principal was good considering they thought no one would still be by the pool as it was getting late. Coming through the large wooden gate shielding the pool terrace they were surprised to see the majority of the household staff playing water polo, or attempting to. All eyes suddenly turned to Alex and Francis, covered in grass stains and dishevelled beyond belief a deathly silence fell and Liam swaggered across the terrace holding a plastic cup of beer that he was drinking. The staff in the pool all laughed then quickly turned back to their game. "What the fuck have you two been doing?" Liam asked quietly not to be overheard. Alex held his hand out for the cup and Liam handed it to him "We had a fight at the paddock". Francis laughed and Alex handed him the cup of beer "Dowager Queen interrupted us" Francis added. "Don't worry Liam" Alex said assuring him, "We were play fighting and Francis is my new friend". Liam grabbed his cup back before Francis finished it "No poking my prince!" he warned Francis. "Too late" Alex replied smirking, "No honestly we didn't" Alex cried out. Liam picked him up so easily then dumped him in the pool "You will pay for that!" he called out. Liam laughed loudly amused before Francis called out "Liam!" with an annoyed look. "Oh you are not immune either" Liam said wrapping his arms quickly around Francis lifting him up. "Liam no!" Francis cried out just before he was released in to the pool next to Alex. It took several minutes before every one in the pool stopped laughing and they got bored going back to their game and trying to pick up where they left off. Francis climbed out of the pool then helped Alex out, sopping wet in their clothes they went on the hunt for Liam who saw them heading in his direction and darted off inside the palace.

First off, I simply love your mentality. I love the disgrace and deception that you take pleasure in. Its intoxicating at the least, and just reading your words makes me shake - thats how much my horniness overtakes me. I've been cheated on multiple times in two different relationships. The first was an overly piggy partner, we were both in our early 20s, and the amount of cheating, the type of cheating, was madness. While he was wild in the bedroom with me, what I found out he was doing behind my back, much later on, was monstrous. While I had a kinky side at that time, it was pretty much just fantasy, and I was very big into monogamy (go figure) and therefore me finding out about what he had done was devastating to the core. I was concerned since he had started using drugs, and i knew there was some unprotected sex, but I was just more concerned with the deception and the hardcore nature of it. He ended up leaving me at 23 to be with a 70 year old, and while I'm sure there were gold digger purposes to it, in the end, he was nasty, and he loved the age difference (I ended up finding out) and it brought him sincere pleasure sleeping with the oldest of men. That relationship devastated me to the core. I eventually found a much quieter, more well-put together guy, and experienced a pretty mundane and monogamous relationship with him. After what i experienced with my ex, he certainly checked all the boxes for faithfulness decency. He wasn't very horny a lot of the time, and he was very vanilla. As a way to spice up our sex life (I have an absolutely insane sex drive), we started talking about threesomes, and ya know, setting all the ground rules about being open and honest, blah blah blah. I started playing around with this ultra skinny bi polar guy, he was hot, his dick was huge (im not a size queen, just saying though) and he had a much healthier sex drive. I had kissed him as hard or harder than my boyfriend, but I knew it was all lust. My bf had never gotten involved due to his lack of sex drive overall. Finally one day my bf admitted, since he had been talking to the guy this whole time via messaging apps and stuff, that he actually liked him and wanted to go on a date with him, thinking we would make a good thruple if things worked out. I was fine with that, our dinner was fine and we took him back to our place. To my knowledge at that time, it was the first time my bf and him had met. Sitting on the couch he played the "its getting kind of hot in here card" and started to strip. My bf eyed me because he know i could be uncomfortable about this, with my past relationship (yes, even though I had been with his guy a handful of times, it had always been one on one). I went for it, kissing him, and my bf immediately approached and took him from me and that part of me inside snapped as I watched them make out. We got into the bedroom quick, stripping totally, me kissing every part of his body while my bf went down on his big dick (my bf IS a size queen and a cocker sucker through and through). Normal play ensued until we all came, there was no fucking. Throughout all this however it was becoming apparently clear, even minute by minute, that I was enjoying them too together more than I was enjoying being involved. And it was specific things too - i mean i certainly had no problem watching my bf's eyes roll into the back of his head sucking that big dick, but i was more turned on seeing their arms wrap around each other, how their fingers grabbed each other, and how heavily they kissed. We didn't hook up after that for a long time. The episodes of mania that this guy went through were pretty bad, and while I wanted to see him and my bf every night in our bed together, that wasn't happening. A year or so later this guy texted me out of the blue telling me that he had had my boyfriend hundreds of times without me knowing, half of that before we all met in the threesome described above. Based on this guys mental history I kinda scoffed at it and thought nothing of it. I texted my bf saying "oh here he goes again about some BS" and my bf broke down and said it was true. Here i was on my way to work, with no face-to-face, and im hearing my bf admit that hes cheated, monstrously. He kept saying he felt really bad, etc, etc., and while I expect many of you who read this will just say thats bullshit, knowing my bf the way I do, it was partially true. Hes an overall good person in a lot of ways, sensitive, caring, etc. However, he couldn't escape this boys grasp. THAT dynamic, the good mixed with the uncontrollable lust, is what did it for me. The guy told me he never wore a condom with my bf and the amount of loads in him eclipsed absolutely anything I've ever done. My bf was texting me asking if I was mad at him, and to be honest, I wasn't even at all. I felt...pride maybe? Contentment? at the very least i was stupid horny over it. I was dying to know what was said, how they loved each other, how crazy the sex had been, but I really only did get half answers. When I got home that day I demanded my bf fuck me and tell me every single detail from every single time he had gone over there, but alas, again the half answers continued. I think in some way this was because my bf couldn’t believe I was this turned on by it, and didn’t want to get caught in some entrapping situation, and then also, its because my bf doesn’t do well with begin verbal, at least with me at least. We had the guy back over multiple times after that. I got to watch them together understanding their history much more intimately. I learned that while Im extremely horny and love sex, in the end, seeing them together, how they kissed, how they loved, how they couldn’t keep their hands off each other, was more euphoric and blissful for me than anything else. I even got to hear my boyfriend whisper lustfully that he loved him, in the midst of the sex multiple times. I took many pictures of the events, pictures I still masturbate to daily, if not multiple times a day. I watched that raw cock enter my boyfriend without any questions ask, and I watched this guy try to impregnate him like it was his only mission on earth. I didn’t interact much. I wasn’t tied up or in another room, just watching and taking pictures. I would overwhelmingly, however, middle of the sex get under my bf and start tonguing the cock of the bull who had him in his grasp, as it went in and out of my bfs hole. And I would also clean his cock once multiple loads had been inserted. I really don’t know whats gone on since then, the guy hasn’t been around, off in mania again Im sure, but who knows if they have continued to do anything. He swears he hasn’t, even though Im practically chomping at the bit to hear THAT HE HAS. Nonetheless, I guess I don’t care. I want this shy meek and mild bf of mine giving in monstrously in any way he can. I’ve come to the realization that what my ex had done to me had come full circle, whereas back then what he had done was horrible, now, it was bliss. I found myself reminiscing about my ex and how much more pleasure I could have extracted from that situation if I only felt the way I do NOW, back then. Nonetheless I agree with @twinkhunter. Cheating should be deceptive, it should be destructive, and it should ALWAYS. BE. BAREBACK. Lust is the greatest of all emotions to me, and man that are bent to its will like my bf should be revered. Since then my bf and I have been very slutty together, on SOME occasions, (again with the low sex drive thing) but if Im honest doing anything with him has about a 10% euphoria feeling to the 100% I got finding out hes cheating. Its crazy how wrapped up in it I am. I masturbate nightly thinking of watching my relationship fall apart, watching lust destroy it, watching my bf become someone elses, and I love every feeling I get from it. I certainly have no issues, in fact would love, to chat about this more. If anyone wants to chat please message me.

^ In a nutshell. All these ethically bereft replies justifying and encouraging you to cheat (mostly by, it must be pointed out, cheaters) with explanations that it’s natural, or inevitable, or exciting, or whateverthehellexcuse utterly ignore the scruples of it. @BootmanLA above outlines the situations in which violations of personal fidelity you have made with a person whom you presumably love may have some justification, and it might be argued that even in these cases cheating should be a last resort after communication has failed. Any other rationale marks the cheater as a selfish, disloyal, untrustworthy, betraying motherfucker in the eyes of the hurt partner, and the partner is right. Whether or not you find the idea thrilling, whether or not it makes your “cock rage”, is irrelevant. You’ve basically opened a topic here asking us to give our blessing to you shitting on your partner. You’re not getting it from me. If you can’t keep your promises, own it up front and give your partner the chance to cut you loose and find someone who will. Then you can go fuck whoever whenever without being a complete douche.