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Last Friday was my last night in Paris before flying back home so I decided to hit the Bunker again (which is now called XKboys) as I remember having the craziest nights there. My AirBnb was literally on the same street, less than a five-minute walk away from my door. I always make sure I’m wearing comfortable clothes, and most importantly, clothes that allow easy access to my hole. I just slip on some sweatpants, no underwear, stuff some poppers in my pockets and head out. I walk the short distance to the place, pay the cover, and just drop my jacket and my wallet in the locker and head down the stairs to the basement. The basement is dark, large with lots of corridors, some little booths, larger rooms, and mattresses scattered throughout the place in dark corners. I’m super disappointed as the place is pretty much empty, with maybe 5 or 6 guys roaming the basement. I decide to stay in s dark corner, in one of the larger open areas in the back, right by the sling. Despite my disappointment, I’m really horny and I just rest my back to the wall, pull my cock out and start stroking it while sniffing poppers and hoping for the best. It didn’t take long for 2 dudes to spot me. One of them just grabs my ass while the other just pushes my head down to his cock. I end up with both my mouth and my ass getting fucked at the same time. One of them grabs my poppers and takes a deep sniff before passing it to his bud. At this point, I think the action has attracted the few guys left in the place and there are 2 guys behind me waiting for a turn in my ass, and I’m sucking on 2 dicks at the same time. I end up with 1 load in my mouth and 3 in my hole. I haven’t been able to see any of them clearly at any point but we all meet in the locker room on the way out and it was weird to know that every guy in that room has dipped his cock in me at a moment tonight. I just walk back to my AirBnb, my cock still hard and showing as I’m on wearing underwear. I just crawl into bed like this only to wake up the next morning with the cum dripping out of my ass.

Part 9 As I've said in earlier posts, I've always been surprised by how many apparently straight guys like to have sex with other guys and even more surprised by how many of them want it up the arse and are happy to do it without a condom. I had a really unexpected and horny experience in the mid 90s at a family party for one of my cousin's 30th birthday. We were all at a restaurant for a meal and drinks and my cousin, whose birthday it was, had a friend from work staying with him and his wife. Tom was a good-looking Irish guy, blond and stocky and I learned that his girlfriend and young child were over in Ireland visiting family. During the meal I noticed Tom look up when my cousin made some reference to me being gay. After that, I saw Tom looking at me a few times and I couldn't help wondering if he had some sort of problem with me being gay. After the meal other people started arriving for the evening party and it turned into a really good evening. I had seen Tom looking at me a few more times and I when I saw him going outside for a cigarette, I decided to take it up with him. He was standing in a shaded area, smoking a cigarette as I went up to him and told him I had seen him looking at me and asked him right out if he had a problem with me being gay. I think I was a bit too direct, because he looked really shocked and I could see I had really embarrassed him. "I'm sorry," he muttered, "I shouldn't have been looking at you." I wasn't sure what to say as Tom added "And it's not that, it's not that I have a problem with you." He took a draw on his cigarette and added "The thing is, I've done it with a few blokes myself." I looked at him. "I like it," he said "I like doing it with blokes". I certainly had not expected this - and a few minutes later we had moved to a wooded area behind the bar and Tom's pants and trousers were down and his cock was in my mouth. I sucked him for a while and then he went down on me. He sucked me really well and then, to my surprise, he turned me round and pulled my cheeks apart and I felt his tongue pushing up my arse. He licked me for a while and then stood up. "Do you fuck?" he said "Yes" I said He grinned and then looked serious "I have no condom," he said. He produced a small pack of lube "I have this," he said "But I have no condom." "Oh," I said "Is that a problem for you?" said Tom. I had recently started fucking without condoms and really enjoyed it. Although I had told myself I would not fuck without condoms again, I was really tempted to let Tom do me and cum in my arse. I pretended to think about it for a moment and then I shook my head. "It's not a problem." I said Tom grinned at me and opened the pack of lube. I assumed he was going to hand it to me and was genuinely surprised when he bent forward and started rubbing the lube into his own arsehole. I realised he was expecting me to fuck him and, sure enough, he leaned forward against a tree and pushed his arse out. I didn't hesitate - I moved up behind him, pulled his cheeks apart, positioned my cock against his hole and pushed. He grunted as I slid up him and then I began to fuck. His hole was tight, but not as tight as I thought it might be and I began to fuck him harder. He was really into being fucked and I didn't hold back. I fucked him as hard as I could and shot my load right up him. When I decided to challenge Tom, I had never thought for a minute that I would end up fucking him, pants down against a tree, with no condom! When I had finished cumming in him, he pulled off my cock and took hold of his own, which was rock hard. He began to wank and after just a few strokes, he shot his load out against the tree. We were both out of breath now and Tom grinned at me. "Thanks," he said "I really needed that." A few minutes later, we went back into the party, with no one any the wiser. I met Darren in the mid 2000s, not long after I had split from my partner. He messaged me on Saturday around lunchtime and said he was working in the area and would be finishing shortly and was horny to be sucked off. He had no pictures on his profile and didn't have many details either - just that he was in his early thirties and liked to be sucked off. I was feeling horny and messaged him back saying I would be happy to suck him off. He asked if he could cum in my mouth and I messaged back saying certainly he could. He sent me a smiley face and said he would be with me in about half an hour. A few minutes later he sent me a picture of his cock, which looked to be quite long and thick. I showered and, as I waited for him to arrive, I wondered what he would look like. I preferred a picture on a profile for obvious reasons, but I had already learned that some guys did not have face pics on their profiles because of their jobs, or because they just wanted to be discreet and didn't want their friends to see their profiles. I also knew, however, that quite often it was because they had a boyfriend or partner at home. Darren arrived as short time later and turned out to be a really good-looking young guy, stocky with dark blond shaggy hair, blue eyes and an arse that really filled out his trousers. He was wearing a dark polo shirt and work trousers and I could see that his cock was already hard. He grinned at me and asked me if I was still up for sucking his cock. I pulled him towards me and we kissed. My hand went down to his cock and he groaned and kissed me harder as I began to wank hi through his trousers. I pulled away and he unbuttoned his trousers, pulling them down to his knees along with his pants. His cock was long and thick and sticking straight up and I took it in my mouth and began to suck him off. He groaned loudly and his cock seemed to grow even harder in my mouth. I sucked him for a while and then I could tell he was getting close. I didn't want him to cum just yet so I stopped sucking him and began to lick his big, hairy balls. He groaned again as I licked him and then I took his cock back in my mouth. I sucked him for a bit longer and then motioned to him to turn round. He shook his head and I told him I just wanted to lick his arse. He shook his head again and said "I can't......I've.......you know, been at work all day." I told him that didn't matter and, after a moment's further hesitation, he slowly turned round and bent over. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue right into his hole. "Oh fuck!" he moaned loudly as I began to lick his arse. His hole was quite hairy and a bit funky, but I didn't care about that and I pushed my tongue right up him and licked him hard. I continued to lick him until he warned me he was getting close and then he turned round and pushed his cock back into my mouth. I sucked him for a couple more minutes and then I felt the head of his cock grow in my mouth and a few seconds later I was rewarded with a big mouthful of cum. He kept shooting more and more cum into my mouth and I swallowed the lot and then licked his cock clean. He pulled up his pants and grinned at me again. He told me he worked for a firm of landscape gardeners and tree surgeons who carried out work in the ara every few weeks and asked if I would be up for meeting with him again. I said I would definitely be up for that and he said he would message me the next time he was in the area. I wasn't sure if I would hear from him again, but one Saturday morning a few weeks later he messaged me and asked if I would be up for meeting him again. He arrived a short time later and within seconds his pants were down and his cock was in my mouth. I sucked him for a while and then I motioned to him to turn round. He didn't hesitate this time - he pulled his trousers and pants right down and bent over. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his fit, hairy arsehole. I rimmed him for a while and then I stood up and began to rub the head of my cock against his wet arsehole. He looked over his shoulder at me. "Do you want to fuck me?" he asked. I said I would love to fuck him and then he asked me if I had a condom. I shook my head and he was silent for a moment. "I don't normally fuck without a condom," he said "We don't have to fuck," I said "It's up to you." He was silent for another moment and then he bent forward and pushed his fit arse out towards me. "Fuck it, Let's do it!" he said I fingered some lube into his hole, moved in behind him and pushed the head of my cock against his hole. He was very tight, but I pushed my cock slowly into his arse and soon I was right up him. I gave him a moment to get used to my cock and then I began to fuck him. He groaned, "Oh fuck, that's good!" he said "That's so fucking good!" I was fucking him harder now and he seemed to be really into it. He was playing with his cock as I fucked him harder and before long I could feel myself getting close. I fucked him for a bit longer and then I shot what felt like a nice big load of cum into his arse. When I pulled out, I went down on his cock and almost immediately he shot his load into my mouth. I met up with Darren quite a few times over the next six months and he never mentioned condoms again. He seemed to be quite happy to take my cock up his arse without a condom and let me cum right up him each time and I enjoyed every minute of barebacking and breeding his tight arse. We met up one Saturday morning and, as usual, I sucked his cock, licked his arse for a while and then fucked him, depositing a nice big load of cum deep inside him. As I pulled out, I noticed that he was wearing a wedding ring. I commented on it and he went brick red. He told me he was actually married with two young children and, though he had fooled around with guys when he was younger, he had only started doing it with guys again recently. He said he normally took his wedding ring off but had forgotten today. He then told me I was only the second guy to fuck him since he'd been married and the first to do it without a condom. I could tell he was really uncomfortable talking about it, so I didn't ask him any more questions and he left shortly afterwards. Darren never contacted me again and I was not surprised. I think he was just really uncomfortable with me knowing he was married. I had enjoyed every minute of fucking his tight, married arse though and was really turned on to learn that I was the first to breed it. I suspected I would not be the last. I had another very horny experience a few years later in Germany when one of my friends asked me if I would mind translating a document from German into English for one of his neighbours. My friend's English was excellent, but he felt a native speaker could do a better job and asked if I would mind. He told me the document was for his neighbour Ali, who had come to Germany from Syria as a refugee. I said I'd be happy to help, and it was arranged that I would meet Ali that afternoon so that he could explain what he needed. He arrived at my hotel around 5pm, accompanied by his wife and two young children. They bought me a drink and we went through the documents. I didn't see any difficulties with translating them and estimated it would take me a couple of hours. Ali needed it the following day, so I said I would do it that evening and we arranged that he would call for it the following morning after breakfast. I had arrived in Hamburg in need of a rest, which I had now had, and I was also feeling extremely horny. I had been busy at work and not had much time for anything else. I had not cum for over a week and was looking forward to taking care of that by going cruising that night after I had finished translating the documents. In the event, I was tired when I finished the translation, and I decided to stay in that night and save my load for the following day. I met with Ali in the hotel bar the following day around lunchtime. He was on his own this time and, as well as bringing me a present, insisted on buying me a drink in the bar. He was a good-looking guy - dark haired and dark eyed and looked to be in his early 30s. He was keen to practice his English and we talked for a while and then had another drink. He told me how much he liked my friend and how helpful he and his partner had been. He then said he thought it was great that men could live together openly in Germany, and this led on to him asking about me. I wasn't sure quite where the conversation was heading, but I was beginning to get the feeling that Ali was coming on to me. After I had told him a bit about myself, he grinned and asked me if I like to have fun and I said I loved it. I didn't realise at first that he was asking me if I would like to have fun with him, but a short time later we were upstairs in my room and Ali was kissing me and feeling my cock through my trousers. He kissed me really well and then he unbuttoned my trousers, pulling them down to my knees along with my pants and then took my cock into his mouth. I had certainly not expected anything like this when I had arranged to meet Ali that day. He sucked me for a while and then we changed places and soon I had his cock in my mouth. He did not object when I turned him round and he bent over the bed as I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue up his arse. A short time later, Ali pulled his trousers and pants off and soon he was kneeling on the bed in just his polo shirt and socks. I pushed my tongue back up his arse and licked him and after a while he said "You fuck me?" I couldn't wait to fuck his fit arse and I got some lube and rubbed it on his hole and then I positioned myself behind him and pushed my cock against his hole. He pulled away, "No condom?" he said. He looked really shocked and I realised that he was not going to let me fuck him bareback. "No condom?" he said again, and I shrugged my shoulders. He was silent for a moment and then a grin spread over his face. "No condom!" he said "Sexy! No condom!" I pushed the head of my cock against his hole and this time he didn't resist. My cock slid up him easily and I began to fuck him. He gave a few little moans as I fucked him and I heard him moaning "No condom - sexy!" I continued to fuck him and then he moaned and saidd "Hard......hard!" At first I thought he was saying I was fucking him too hard, then I realised he was telling me he wanted it harder, and I took hold of his hips and began to really fuck him. I fucked Ali really hard and a short time later I was ready to cum. I kept fucking him and soon I was shooting what felt like a massive load of cum right up his unprotected arse. When I had finished cumming, I pulled out and Ali got off the bed, grinning. He pulled me towards him and kissed me as he wanked himself and a few minutes later he shot his load. I met up with Ali again early the following morning when he was on his way to work. He didn't have much time - he just pulled his pants and trousers down to his knees and bent forward, pulling his cheeks apart as I pushed up him. I fucked him and shot my load in him and then he pulled up his pants and went off work quite happily. The last thing he said to me was "No condom! Sexy!" Part 10 to follow

Moderator's Note: You can't get pozzed by skipping 2 doses of PrEP, so this is being moved into fiction. I'm 30. I've always been super health-conscious. I remember being super scared of HIV before I moved from a small town out East. Now I live in San Francisco. I volunteer in HIV prevention for crying out loud but I've always been thirsty for poz men and toxic cum. I would jack off to videos of neg men verbally getting pozzed all the time. One day I was walking home from work, not a great neighborhood, this older black guy is walking past me, a little roughed up but cleaned up enough. I've seen him walking around on the streets before. I was so fucking horny unknown to him, I hadn't had sex in a month. I felt the energy off him right away, but I knew that had I missed a couple doses of my PrEP that week... "Having a good night?" I tried to be nice. "Yeah, it's nice." "You have a boyfriend?" I laughed, "No I wish!" "...Take me home with you." he said. "Sorry I don't live alone." I followed. "Oh ok." We then walked with each other to the corner. While waiting for the crosswalk he just asked me straight out, "You wanna follow me?" Without hesitating, I said yeah. We walked a block away to this kind of open empty ally way, behind an Office Depot. It's like 9pm. He walked behind a dumpster, I walk up to him. He pulls his pants down and he had a nice healthy looking cock. Not the biggest but thick, thank goodness, I knew I was going to get *something out of this. I got to my knees, and sucked him off. He tasted good, not dirty, clean enough. He was really enjoying himself. I suck him off for like five minutes. We pause for a moment and he asks, "Can I fuck you?" "...Yeah." I said. I then get up, pull my pants down and lean against the dumpster, he then does his best to adjust himself and we both try to just force him in, only my spit to help him. And fuck, he was in and he dirty cock felt like a real presence. He started to fuck me.. raw..this quasi-homeless guy in an ally way, a block away from the shit-hole I lived in. He wasn't too fast, but damn he felt good. A guy probably like 10-20 years older than me. About near the end, we see these car lights behind us. I freak out and look back hoping it wasn't the police. It was this random van at the end. It stalled there for a few seconds before it drove off. The homeless guy keep going fucking me against the dumpster. I then hear these ridiculous moans from him and he cums in me. He sounded ridiculous but I was so turned on. He catches his breath. Pulls out of me. Pats me on the shoulder and walks off, "Thanks kid." Nearly four weeks later, I got my routine checks like I do every three months. They said they wanted to see me.. I was in the middle of changing clinics I completely spaced out what happened a month before. I hadn't had sex since then. I sat on the clinic bed as the doctor came in with a second guy I hadn't seen before, "Your tests came back as reactive.." For a split second the world just froze. I never thought I'd be blindsided like this. They took additional tests and just as they told me, I was now positive for HIV.. all because I missed a few doses and one random night, I said yes to being fucked raw by a homeless guy behind a dumpster. This was months ago now. And you know what? If I saw him, I'd do it again..

I had a guy from BBRT come over and shoot a load in my. Then I just got dressed and went to Thanksgiving dinner. With the load still in me.

So after my Thanksgiving dinner and cleanup it was about 9pm all my guests left I shot a text to my much older FB to wish him a happy Thanksgiving. He texted me back he just got home from a family dinner. He asked if I wanted to come over and have some of the leftovers with him. I said sure let me tell my wife I'll going out to a friend's place for a little. She said ok she is going to bed. I thought nice I'll have some free time! I went over and we sat in his bedroom against the wall and of course he had to turn on some porn. We chatted for a little and I asked where are his friends. He said laughing on ther way. We watched aome more porn he leaned over and put his hands down my sweats and I was already hard. He smiled and pulled my sweat pants down and started to suck then flipped me over and licked my ass pulling my hips up started to eat my ass. He reached over to the nightstand and grabbed a black bottle and had me sniff it. With my sweats to my knees and ass up and the porn playing kinda loud I was hot as hell! I said fuck me i need it now. He said not yet. Are you cleaned out i said not yet. He said go to the bathroom and cleanout. I got up and went to the shower and cleaned up with his attachment. I made sure I was ready and got out of shower dryed off walk out to find there was one of his friend was already there. He lives very close by. They both were naked and laying in the bed sucking each other. I got so hot i almost jumped on the bed. I got in between them and started to suck and felt my ass get played with. I shoved some pillows under me to get my ass high and felt a little lube then a plug went in. Hurt a little but as it finally went in felt great they pushed my head down hard as one sat on my face backwards they were massaging my ass. I almost couldn't breathe with him sitting on me and they kept pulling on the plug not out but just pulling on it and moving it as I felt a tongue licking around the plug then they flipped me over and one pit his ass in my face and I started to suck his balls and hole and the other played with the plug and was sucking my cock. As he pulled and pushed the plug I blew such a huge load In his mouth he pulled the plug out and spit the cum in my hole that was wide from the plug I bet. I was being a savage eating the hole that was on my face i had my arms around him pulling him on my face. Then felt my leggs get lifted hight and the one sitting on my face held them I felt a cock enter me. He was thrusting hard and fast. It felt like an hour dont really know but damm he was thrusting hard for an old man! He then blew a nice load and heard him moan. He didn't pull out and he asked the other guy he wanted to piss. The guy on top said go for it. I then felt a warm feeling then he shoved the plug in me. The bed got a little warm wet feeling under my ass and was told to go to the bathroom and remove the plug and clean up.. I got in the shower and pulled the plug out and almost blew another load from the feeling of the plug coming out and the piss dripping out of my hole. Got all cleaned up and came back to the bathroom and they changed the sheet and was laying there watching porn and smoking stuff. I heard the doorbell and one of them answered it. It was another friend. He came into the room and said I liked fucking that hole last week. He was one of the guys I didn't see fuck me. He started to strip as I was still standing by the bathroom watching all this. One of them told me to go to the garage you know how to get there and get on the bench face down. I got excited and did that. I was laying on the bench with my ass just waiting. Then i heard them come over and felt my ass getting rubbed. Then pne of them put a wet rag over my face and told to breathe hard as i felt lube go on and a cock slide in. I was so into the mood I got so hard. He dumped in me then another cock slipped in he pumped me for some time then heard him moan and he pulled out. Got flipped over pulled up and got stroked my dick was so hard then one of them straddled me and sat on my cock it when in deep till he was completely sitting on me and he was sucking their cocks. He wiggled as he was sucking then i saw a cock by my face to suck. I sucked a bit as the guy on top was sucking. This was hot. Then the guy on top start to move up and down and I felt a rush as I exploded in him. He slid over and made me suck his hole for my cum. Got some and he got up and then they pulled me to we walked over to the bedroom and we layed there and talked for a while. I was there for a few hours and said I have to get back. They gave me a kiss and I got dressed and left. My hole was dripping when i got home. Great Thanksgiving day

After family left on Thanksgiving, I decided to go to the baths. It was slow, as I might have guessed, but there was one super hot Asian dude--ripped and inked. I was pretty sure I wasn't his usual type, but oh man, did he fuck and fill me. I've always wondered what it would feel like to have a big load pumped deep and then need to hold it from leaking out and making a mess of whatever I was wearing. It felt awesome, and the smell of cum was intoxicating. Guess I'm well on my way to becoming a cumdump, thanks to an Asian thug I wish I could hook with again.

The new Brazilian lad I had a message from a fit 26 year old Brazilian lad. He explained he had just arrived in the UKand needed to blow his 10 day load into a wiling cunt. Several of his m8s had recommend my cumdump cunt for use, several of them apparently using me u til they find boyfriends. Some continue even when they do! After such a glowing testimonial I willingly offered to take his load as his first uk fuck. This guy has just got off the plane and needed to release. He had warned me he was a heavy spunker and I told him I wanted every horny drop. He asked if he bred me could he just carry on and cream it. I told him I didn’t mind, if his dick was in me he owned it. Sure enough 15 minutes later he arrived to find me ass up and hooded in my jock. His dick was rock solid and teasing my hole before he even stripped off. He was a very impressive 8inches and he made me take it straight away. He inserted his raw cock into my hole. I could tell he was mega horny and needed my cunt to unload into. In his limited English he asked, ‘is it ok to cum now?’ I told him, ‘fuck yeah, breed me!’ So he did! A few final thrusts and he exploded his cum fountain deep in my hole. He stood there, balls deep seeding my tattooed cunt. Without doubt I could feel his cum gush, the biggest single load I’ve ever taken. When he’d finished pumping his nutt into me, I told him he clearly needed that. He replied, ‘is it ok to carry on? Hell yeah! I told him I absolutely love a guy creaming his own load. His dick remained rock solid even though he’d just cum. He started to fuck me again. This time fuelled by cum. He was fucking into his own load. This time he fucked harder and longer, treating my cummy hole to a sloppy workout. This was unrushed and purposeful. Now he knew why his m8s had all used me to get off. I was pounded for 20 minutes before he was ready to top me up with his hit thick spunk and when he did… wow! Another generous load. This guy is like a spunk machine! He kept his dick as deep as possible as he pulsed it, dripping his Seed deep into my hungry cunt. He tagged my ass and left. Amazingly, 2 hours later he was online again. Incredibly he asked if he could come back and dump his 3rd load in me. This guy has an insatiable appetite for breeding and is perfectly matched against my cumdump cunt. He was straight into my cummy cunt where he used his previous loads as lube. He fucked me good and hard… like it was his first time. He fucked with real passion and my cunt was punished good for being so easy. It was hot to hear him cream my hole as he groaned at the sight of his cum flooding my hole, that with the sound of me having cum fucked out of me was as horny as fuck. Sure enough it worked as he stood on top toes and forced his 3rd load in. Creamed and topped up! Fucking amazing. When I had his full load he pulled out, grabbed the pen and wrote ‘Lula Liver’, a Brazilian phrase, as proof of use! He’s welcome back anytime!

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He turned around, pushed his shorts down and bent over, his cummy hole winking at the mustachioed man. Already hard the man wasted no time. He walked into the stall, closed the door and slid his cock into Luke’s hole. “Have fun kid,” Dallas called as he went back out into the bar. Luke groaned as another cock slid deep inside him. The new man was not as thick as Dallas had been but his cock was long and it pushed past Luke’s second hole. They both let out a long appreciative groan and then the man started to buck in and out of Luke’s ass. Once more the sound of skin slapping against skin filled the bathroom. Luke’s panting and groaning was clearly audible threw the door. Even more audible was the mustachioed man saying “Fuck yeah slut, take my fucking cock. I’m going to breed your hole.” Luke thought about Nick and the pier. Having already sucked Brett’s cock publicly and was about to suck four more. He thought about the freedom Nick described. With this strangers cock deep inside his ass, another strangers load sloshing around the invading cock, he felt like he was reclaiming a part of that freedom. The sexual heat that pervaded Nick’s writings now drove Luke’s own sexuality. He needed to feel that freedom and that heat. He needed to get as close to that moment as a he could. As the mustachioed man growled and started to unload inside him Luke felt like he was there. For a brief moment as another stranger filled him with cum Luke felt the massive amount of time between his present and Nick’s past contract. In his mind he was there, in the 1970s before all the fear and turmoil of the coming crisis, a sexual paradise. The older man kissed the back of Luke’s neck and pulled out his cock. He smacked it a few times on Luke’s butt cheeks and then he pulled his pants up and left Luke still bent over the toilet. Luke waited for a moment, and then stood up again. His back was stiff. He pulled up his shorts, pushed his hair back off of his forehead, and then walked out of the bathroom. Anyone standing close to the bathroom door knew exactly what had just happened, and anyone who had been paying attention had a pretty good idea. Luke walked proudly over to the bar, and sat down again. The bartender grinned at him, and handed him another beer. “This one’s on the house,” he said. “Oh, um thanks.” “It’s not often a guy your age come into this bar, takes two loads in the bathroom, and then sits back down at the bar like nothing happened.” “Maybe nothing did happen,” Luke said cheekily. “That seems unlikely.” “Why is that?” “Well from the little bit I heard through the door… I’m certain you’re sitting there with two loads in your ass right now.” “Ah, see that’s where you’re wrong.” “How’s that?” “Your count assumes I didn’t have at least one load in my ass before I came here.” “Give me your phone kid.” Luke pulled out his phone and handed it to the bartender. “That’s my number, and I sent myself a text. Next time you’re looking for some raw daddy dick text me.” “What time are you done with work tonight?” “Eleven.” “Text me, we’ll see if we can meet up.” “Even after getting fucked twice in the bathroom you’re still horny?” “You have no idea.” With that Luke finished his beer and left, heading back up to the hotel.

Bottom here. Turned on by: Irrelevant. My state of arousal has nothing to do with who fucks me. What arouses me is the feeling of fingers testing my cunt for readiness for breeding. Let them fuck me: I let anyone fuck me. Judging by their behavior, I think some of them have “hate-fucked” me, though I don’t think it’s ever been personal. I’m mostly fucked by strangers, so none of them would know me well enough to like or dislike me. There have been a few, though, that I’ve had the feeling were taking out some racial, political, or societal hate out on me as a token. I can think of three particular instances then I had the strong impression that I was bearing the weight of a black man’s anger over injustice, one in which a Native American was venting his anger, and one in which a man of Middle Eastern origin seemed to be waging jihad on my hole. There have also been any number of Tops who have voiced their naked contempt for me and spat on me even with their cocks buried balls-deep inside the pleasurable warmth of my body - I still have a hard time wrapping my head around that, but it’s not my job to psychoanalyze them, just to be their release. I’m not going to hate them back. What would be the point of that? Even if someone did want to hate-fuck me for a personal reason, I would let him. If using my body helps him get some demon off his back, that’s the least I can do for someone. The way I see it, if someone wants to strike out at me by fucking me, I’m simply following the instruction set down by Christ - I turn the other cheek.

Chapter 21: The Reception The waiter told us that once i was over the flu, he wanted to throw a party, or "Reception" as he called it at his dad's place. As the pizza boy apparently hadn't converted, we decided to take him with us. being sure that he would be receiving plenty of attention. It was a bit of a let down for me, as I truly wanted him to be the first that I converted. But hey we were in a college town, and I was confident that there were other chasers there. In the back of my mind, I wondered if my old roomie would like to be converted? The night of the reception couldn't come quick enough. We picked up the pizza boy, who hadn't had any signs of the fuck flu yet, but after tonight he was sure to become poz if not already. We arrived at the house, and found several guys. The doctor was somewhat suprised as we had the pizza boy with us All of the guys were extremely hot, hung and marked with either a biohazard tat or a scorpion. Most of them wearing some type of leather, even if just a harness or boots. I was happy that I wore my leather studded jock with the butt plug. The most impressive thing that night was the waiters father. He was dressed in a leather hat, a harness with spikes on it and leather boots. The harness showed off his amazing pecs and the biggest nipples I'd ever seen. I was overjoyed when he pulled my face to them and told me to chew on them. His nipples were like nothing I've seen before. Much bigger than the diameter of a pencil eraser, and easily 2 inches long! On one side of his body, he had a tat of a giant scorpion. On the other, there was a biohazard symbol with many lines around it, kind of like a sun symbol. As i would later learn, they represent all of his known pozzings Most impressive was the huge piece of uncut meat swinging between his legs, and his pierced bull ball sack. Although he wasn't hard, his cock was dripping. The waiters father announced that we had arrived, and should all head to the Dungeon. It was the most impressive Dungeon I'd ever seen. Not only did it include a huge walk in shower, which i guessed could accommodate 20 guys, but a huge "theater" area showing poz porn on it. He instructed everyone to get naked and head to the shower for me the "Baptism Party." He instructed me to get on my knees in front of the group. He explained that they would be welcoming me into the Poz Brotherhood, just as my partner was after he first became poz. After being baptized, my partner had the honor to be the first to breed me. My partner decided to breed me in the sling, and it was the most intensive fuck I'd ever had. In addition to that, he was a verbal monster! The guys were watching and cheering him on encouraging him to breed me like the poz pig I was. Once he unloaded deep in me, the waiters dad led me to a stockade, and locked it around my neck and wrists. By now his cock was rock hard, and I'd say at least 12 inches even though his uncut cock was still in its shell. He presented his cock to my lips. He then pulled his foreskin down and instructed me to clean his cheesy cock. Now I didn't really care for cheesy uncut cocks, but this turned me on. After he was satisfied he walked behind me and started breeding me. Once he finished inside me, he said next up was the doctor. Of course the doctor took me directly to the exam table. He said his gift was a new strain to add to my body. Once he finished inside me it was the waiters turn. He led me to, and restrained me onto a padded fuck bench, explaining his gift to me would be the gift of love. By now my ass was flooded, stretched and sore, and the pizza boy was obviously super horny. Someone that I'd never seen before had his eyes on him though. He led the pizza boy to a dog cage, and said his gift to him was the gift of desire, and depravity. He first grabbed a chastity cage and locked his cock up, and then he reached for a rig, and tied his arm off, injecting Tina into him. Once he released the rubber strap, the pizza boy coughed profusely and he told him to get in the cage, and watch everyone else fuck. The pizza boy was truly a caged animal in heat. With his chastity device on, he couldn't even play with his cock which was straining inside it. Now the pizza boy had slammed with us before, but not at this level. Although our reception was enough of a high, i too took a slam. The rush from Tina had been unlike any rush I'd had from it before. It felt as though it was floating through my body, just as my partners HIV was flowing through me.

Chapter 20B: Giving Thanks part 2 With that, my partner went next. He first thanked me for becoming his partner, and deciding that he would be the one to gift me. He proclaimed that it was a dream come true for him. He said that he loved to fuck any and all ass he could, but went on meds until he found THE one he wanted to first gift. He continued by saying although it was time to give thanks, he did have some regrets that he thought were important to get out. He started by saying he somewhat regretted getting both of us into using Tina. He did say that he gave thanks that we both realized the potential consequences and had limited our use of it. He also said he regretted not being TOTALLY open with me in regards to not telling me that he was actually in the fuckternity, that the waiter was the one that pozzed him, and that he didn't tell me he had stopped his meds a week earlier than I had thought. Although he had already told me all that by now, it was great to hear him say he regretted it. We embraced each other kissing, and grinding our cocks together as we embraced The waiter was up next. He really didnt have alot to say besides he was thankful that my partner let him be the one to gift him. He continued by admitting that prior to meeting my partner, he was just a cum craving dump, but thankful that my partner convinced him to become start topping. With that my partner embraced him and planted a deep kiss on him. Finally up was the pizza boy. After hearing all of our atories, he was actually tearing up. He first thanked the doctor for having a frank discussion about wanting to be pozzed. The highs the lows and preventative or meds available regardless of his choices. He said he had had several opportunities to play while making deliveries but this was the first he ever acted on. He continued by saying that the two huge cocks and the tat sent him over the edge. He then walked over to me, kissing me and grabbing my cock. He then thanked me for saying that I helped him realize that size was not everything. He then said breed me now! The doctor intertupted and said dinner was almost ready, and plenty time for breeding after. The doctor then encouraged us to grab a drink and mingle for awhile while he took the turkey out. Although none of us fucked, we all either jacked or sucked each other. The doctor stuck his head out and said dinners ready! We all retreated inside for the feast! The doctor explained that he had a tradition that his guests stick their cock up the turkeys ass! He said you don't have to cum in it, but that's a bonus, and based on on precum dripping cocks, figured at least a few of us would bust inside! Not sure how many actually nutted in turkey, but definitely a few! We all enjoyed our dinner and then had a fun fuck fest after! And now my personal thanks to all of you following along and liking or commenting on it! May you all get stuffed, or stuff someone today!

Yeah, I love my cocksucker on his knees looking up at me as I stare into his eyes. I love his wide-eyed pleading look as I tell him I'm gunna cum in his mouth - especially when he's a young cocksucker. I love to see him nod his head when I ask him if he's ready for my sperm and his dilated pupils when my seed hits his tongue as I'm pumping my load into his mouth. Then tears rolling down his cheeks as he chokes on my cum.

Sorry for the delay! I looked up at the guy from where I sat at the edge of bed, my eyes travelled up past his slightly sagging belly, over his tattoo and into his face. He gave me wicked looking grin as I met his eyes. "Why don't you let me show you something. Why don't you turn round and kneel on that bed, I'll make you feel something you've never felt." "Uhm, if we have sex...we should use condoms, have you got any?" I said. "Sure I could get one, but that isn't what I had in mind. I hesitantly turned around and knelt on all fours. I was torn, this seemed off, but at the same time I was so fucking turned on by this guy who was older than my father. "That's it" he said. I felt his hand, it felt warm but slightly rough as it traced up my inner thigh. I shivered as his hand grazed my tight balls and firmly grasped my cock. I couldn't help but gasp as he slowly began to pump his fist up and down. I'd never had a guy do anything like this to me before! "Now, lets see boy, you ever had that tight ass played with before?" "Uh..uh...no..." I felt a cold slimey feeling on my puckered asshole, then flinched slightly as I felt one of his callused fingertips press gently against it. But his slowly pumping fist on my cock kept me in place. After 5 minutes I was head down, ass up on the rubber mattress, moaning like I don't think I ever had. "Well, I think he likes it", I'd almost half-forgotten the guy behind me, I'd been so focussed on the waves of pleasure coming from my asshole. "Well boy, was that a first?", I nodded with my head still pressed into the mattress. "Well, how about a little bondage? You ever tried being tied up? Most bottom's like you love it." Was that what I was? I'd heard of bottoms before, had never thought of it as a label for me, but despite this thought, all I could do was nod my head, hoping to increase the pleasure coming from the finger in my ass and the hand round my cock. "You'll love it." I could almost hear the grin "Just put your hands up there, no, bit further." I reached my hands up, when he grabbed my wrists and wrapped them in what felt like leather, tight. I moaned as I felt the finger leave my ass, unconsciously thrusting my hips backwards. In it's place, I saw a small brown bottle put in front of me under my nose. "Take a deep sniff, you might need it." I was a bit confused, but was so turned on I did it without thinking. I took a deep breath and held it, as I exhaled I felt my head start to spin. Just as I peaked, I again felt the finger slide into my asshole and moaned as the pleasure was so much more. He grabbed my hips with one hand to steady me and I rocked back slightly further onto his finger. I then felt his other hand spank my ass hard, the sudden sting shocking me but also blending with the pleasure from my...wait.... "Is...fuck, is that your finger in me?" I stammered. "Nope." He said. Holy shit, was this saggy older guy fucking me? "I..what..do you...fuck..have a condom on?" The whole time I spoke I could feel his cock slide even further into my asshole. This was going way too fast for me to keep up, but at the same time the feeling of fullness as I felt his wiry pubes graze my ass was like nothing I'd ever felt. I was again shocked by a sudden flash of pain from my backside as he simultaneously withdrew and then stabbed his cock deep into my ass in one go and spanked my ass hard, much harder than last time. "You don't ask questions, boy."

Part 8 Over the years I have been consistently surprised by the number of apparently straight guys who have sex with guys and even more so by the number of straight guys, including those in relationships, who have been happy to fuck without condoms. I've also been surprised by the number of straight guys who have made the first move and even more so by how many straight guys take it up the arse. In the mid nineties I was working for a very large distribution company in North London. The workforce was predominately male including almost all of the drivers and, although I was quite discreet, the guys mostly all knew I was gay. I never really had any problems, despite the male dominated, macho culture of the time, and being known as gay led to quite a few horny encounters. There was quite a bit of rationalisation going on at this time and a few of the depots had closed which meant a number of us were moved around and I was moved to a different location. I got on quite well with the lads on my shift and concentrated on getting on with my work. One night I was working late cover in the office with one of the lads on my team. Two of us had to work late cover each night and I was quite often on with Jeff. Jeff was a typical straight lad, blond, late 20s, into cars, football and girls and played on the works five a side football team. He had been quite friendly when I joined the team and had helped me settle in and I got on well with him. That evening he told me that the guys on the team had heard I was gay and asked me if it was true. I said it was and Jeff nodded. We talked about other things for a while and towards the end of the shift, the conversation turned towards sex and Jeff was telling me about his girlriend and how much he enjoyed it when she sucked his cock. I had a good idea where this was leading and sure enough a litle later we were in a quiet corner on the top floor of the office. Jeff unzipped his trousers and pulled them down to his knees along with his underpants. His cock was hard and he sighed and closed his eyes as I got down on my knees and began to suck him off. He had quite a nice sized cock and surprisingly big balls and I enjoyed sucking him very much. After a while I could tell he was getting close and he told me he was going to cum. I kept sucking him and soon I was rewarded with a mouthful of cum. When Jeff had finished cumming he pulled up his pants and grinned at me. He asked me if I would be up for doing it again and I said yes. I sucked Jeff off regularly after that when we were working late together and as far as I knew nobody at work was any the wiser. One night after I had sucked him off Jeff asked me if I would be up for doing the same for one of the other lads. I looked at him he quickly assured me he had not told anyone about what we were doing. He said that one of his mates on the five a side football team, Craig, had told him his long term girlfriend wouldn't suck his cock and Jeff was fairly sure from the conversation they had had that Craig would be up for me doing it. I was hesitant - I didn't really want word to start getting around the depot, but I was definitely up for sucking Craig - he was also in his late 20s, small, dark haired with an amazing arse and I had always thought he was really fit and so, slightly against my better judgement, I said to Jeff that I would be up for it. The following week, Jeff told me that Craig was going to come in towards the end of our shift. I had already sucked Jeff off and swallowed his cum when Craig arrived and soon Craig and I were in the same quiet corner on the top floor of the office. Craig had not said a word since he arrived and his face and neck were brick red. I could tell he was up for it though from the bulge in his trousers and he didn't stop me as I got down on my knees, unzipped him and pulled his trousers and pants down. He looked at me. "Suck my cock," he said softly. His cock was semi hard but I could tell it was a really big one and soon it had reached its full size and Craig was giving little grunts as I sucked him . I was really turned on at getting to suck this fit straight lad's cock and I enjoyed every minute of it - Craig's cock was much bigger than Jeff's and the load he shot in my mouth was one of the biggest I had swallowed in a long time. When he had finished cumming, Craig leaned back against the wall and then mopped his brow with his shirt. "Thanks," he said "I really needed that." I was now regularly sucking off two fit straight lads and enjoying every minute of it. I had hinted to Jeff that I would be up for going further but he wasn't really interested - he just liked having his cock sucked. I was soon to learn, however, that Craig was up for going a bit further. One time I was sucking Craig's cock and I had my hands on his arse and he didn't stop me as I began to rub my finger gently up and down his arse crack. I kept sucking him as my finger found his damp, sweaty arsehole and I began to push it against his hole. He grunted and filled my mouth with cum as my finger went up his hole. He never said anything as he pulled his pants up and the next time we got together he let me finger him again and then, to my surprise, he turned round and pushed his arse out. "Lick me," he said. I pulled his arse cheeks apart and soon my tongue was right up his hairy arse hole. I rimmed him for a while and then I stood up. He didn't move and I began to rub the head of my cock against his wet hole. I pushed a little and he didn't resist. I pushed again and the head of my cock went into his hole. He pulled back then. "No way," he said. "Not here." This was getting very interesting and a week or so later Craig came round to my flat after we had both finished an early shift. He seemed more relaxed out of the work situation and soon I was down sucking his cock. After a while I motioned to him to turn round and he didn;t hesitate. He pushed his pants and trousers right down and bent over, pulling his cheeks apart and exposing his hairy arsehole. I pushed my tongue up him and began to lick him as he moaned softly. I rimmed him for a while and then stood up. Craig reached round and took hold of my cock, pulling it towards his arse. I rubbed my cock against his hole a few times and he moaned again. I had some lube and I took some and rubbed it on his hole. I wondered if he would ask me to use a condom but he didn't say anything as I pushed my cock slowly up his arse. He grunted as I pushed all the way in and then I began to fuck him. I couldn't quite believe that I was up Craig's arse and that I was doing him without a condom. I knew I wouldn't last very long so I fucked him slowly at first and then began to fuck him a bit harder before shooting what felt like a massive load right up his straight boy arse. When I had pulled out he turned round and I sucked him off. I met with Craig quite regularly after that and each time I fucked him, came in his arse and then sucked him off. By the time we both moved depots a year or so later, Craig's girlfriend was expecting a baby and they were getting married later in the year. He never referred to what we were doing and never got undressed or came into my bedroom - we always fucked in the living room, pants down at our ankles and when we were finished he would pull his pants and trousers up and leave to go home to his girlfriend. He never mentioned condoms. I had a similarly surprising and horny encounter with a guy I would have said was totally straight at a family wedding not long after I had split with my long term partner. One of my cousins was getting married in north Yorksire and I travelled up for the wedding and decided to stay a couple of nights and spend some time exploring the town and its surrounding countryside. At the wedding I was seated at a table with one of my other cousins and his wife and another couple, who were relations of the bride and lived nearby. I learned in the course of the conversation that Thomas and his wife had two young children and they had got a babysitter so that they could enjoy a night out at the wedding. I got on fine with Thomas and his wife and the conversation flowed easily. Thomas was in his mid 30s and was quite an attractive guy in a very ordinary straight looking kind of way. I had the feeling, however, that Thomas was flirting with me, especially when we went to the bar together to order another round of drinks for our table. Later on I was in the toilet having a piss when Thomas came in. He stood next to me at the urinal and chatted as he fished out his cock and began to piss heavily. I couldn't help noticing that Thomas had quite a big cock and that he appeared to have a bit of a semi. He saw me looking and grinned. We had both finished pissing now and Thomas stood back a little and began to play with his cock. I watched as it grew fully hard and he began to wank then we were interrupted by someone coming into the toilet. I was really turned on but fairly sure that things would not go any further - in the evening Thomas and his wife were sitting with some friends and I was with some of my cousins and I didn't really see much of Thomas. Much later in the evening I went to the bar and Thomas was there. He had clearly had quite a few drinks now and, checking that no one was looking, he leaned forward and asked me if I fancied getting some air. I nodded and soon we were outside. The wedding was being held in a country hotel with quite extensive grounds and soon we were walking into the wooded area at the back of the hotel. After a while we stopped and Thomas pulled me towards him. I could taste the alcohol on his breath as we kissed and soon his cock was out and I was down sucking him off. He groaned and pushed his cock into my mouth as I sucked him. After a while he told me he was getting close and pulled out of my mouth. He kissed me again. "Do you like to fuck?" he asked me. I nodded and he grinned and then said "I don't have a condom, is that a problem?" I shook my head and he grinned again. I had totally assumed he wanted to fuck me and I was just about to bend over for him when, to my surprise, he turned round and leaned against a tree, pushing his arse out. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his arse. I licked him for a while and then spat on his hole a couple of times, pulled his cheeks apart again and lined up my cock. I went up him surprisingly easilly and when my cock was fully up him he bent forward and told me to fuck him. I didn't hold back and I enjoyed every minute of fucking Thomas. It was so unexpected and so horny to be fucking this fit married guy bareback against a tree, his pants and trousers at his knees while his wife and most of his family were nearby enjoying a wedding reception with no idea of what Thomas was up to. I fucked him hard and fast as he gave little grunts and before long I was ready to cum. I hadn't cum for several days and I knew I was shooting a really big load up his uprotected, married arse and I enjoyed every minute of breeding him. One summer I was staying in a hotel up in the north of Scotland and was going out to a meal to celebrate a family member's birthday. I had travelled up the evening before and enjoyed a great night's sleep. I woke up late, had breakfast and then showered. I still had plenty of time to spare and was feeling very horny so I decided to go online and see if anyone was around. I knew that this could be very hit and miss in this area but I got messaged almost immediately by a guy in his late 30s. He didn't have any pictures on his profile but we chatted for a while and he told me he was a farmer and was married with children and had to be discreet. He said he just wanted to be sucked off and would be happy to suck me off too. He send me some body pics and some of his cock and his arse but wouldn't send any face pics. I didn't care though - he sounded like a nice guy and the pictures he sent showed a fit, hairy, stocky guy with a fair sized cock. We arranged to meet and he sent me a post code for the last building in the nearest village and then gave me directions of where to go after that. I set off and soon I was driving through some really beautiful countryside, through villages and past farms and soon my sat nav told me I had reached my destination. I looked at the directions he had given me and carried on deep into the country. He had told me to pull in when I saw a disused white building with a sign on it and soon I saw it up ahead and pulled into a country lane where I was to meet him. There was no one about so I waited a moment and then saw someone coming towards me. He smiled at me and introduced himself. We shook hands rather formally and then he led me into the woods and soon we were kissing and feeling each other up. He was a really nice guy and obviously horny - his cock was rock hard and soon it was in my mouth and I was sucking him off. He said he was close and didn't want to cum yet so we swapped places and he went down on my cock. He sucked me really well and soon I was getting close so I went down on him again. As I sucked him he suddenly asked me if I wanted to fuck him. I said yes and he grinned. "Good," he said, and added "I've come prepared." I assumed he was going to produce a condom but it turned out his idea of being prepared was a small tube of lube. He rubbed some into his meaty arse and bent forward and I pushed my cock up his arse and began to fuck him. He groaned "Oh yeah, fuck me....fuck me!" He was quite vocal, urging me to fuck him harder as I took hold of his hips and began to really fuck him. I told him I was getting close and he moaned "harder, fuck me harder!" I kept fucking him and then told him I was ready to cum and he moaned "Do it, cum in me, cum in my arse!" I began to shoot my cum right into him as I felt his arse tighten around my cock and he wanked his cum out in front of him as I shot a big load of cum deep into his arse. When we had both pulled our pants up we chatted for a while. He told me he didn't get the chance to fuck with guys very often but liked to do it when he got the chance. I told him I had enjoyed every minute of it and he grinned and said he had too. I said I had especially enjoyed cumming in his arse and he grinned again and said he knew he should use protection but he really liked to feel guys cum in his arse. As I drove back through the countryside I thought of him working on his farm and then going home to his family- another married straight guy that nobody would suspect had an arse loaded with cum. Part 9 to follow

Part 3: Cherry popped Once inside my life forever changed. Tom asked me to call him Daddy from this point on. And I had no problem with that. Daddy and I kissed passionately while we undressed each other. That's when I noticed a scorpion tattoo I had not noticed before. Daddy explained what it meant that he had HIV and said he wanted to share his gift with me. Instead of being scared I got excited and involuntarily shot a load of cum on the floor. Daddy then kissed me again as we made our way to what was to become our bedroom. Daddy laid me on the bed on my stomach and started eating my ass out preparing me for his huge cock. Daddy took his time and slowly worked his fingers in and out until I was taking four fingers with ease. My cock was rock hard again and so was Daddy's. He lubed up his cock and slowly slid it inside my aching ass. It hurt like hell at first but after a few minutes I was moaning like a cheap whore. Daddy went slow and was hitting my prostate perfectly. Since Daddy had already cum once he had great stamina. He would alternate between slow strokes to fast strokes which was driving me insane. Before I knew it I shot a load of cum into the mattress without touching my cock. This caused my asshole to tighten and Daddy shot a huge load in my ass. I was now injected with Daddy's gift. I used my ass muscles to milk Daddy's cock clean. Upon doing so I kept Daddy hard. Daddy got off of me and laid on his back while I got on top and rode his cock. I took my time enjoying every delicious inch of Daddy. I positioned myself so Daddy's cock rubbed my prostate at all times. I shot my third load of the night and still hadn't touched my own cock. Again this made Daddy's cock explode inside my ass and again he shot another huge load of cum. I fell against Daddy's chest exhausted. We kissed again and without asking me to I went down and cleaned Daddy's cock before snuggling up next to him for the night. I had taken three poz loads from Daddy in a few hours and I was so happy to receive Daddy's graduation gift to his new son. Saturday morning brings more sex and facing mom looking like a slut.

It is officially Schoolies week, where 18 years old have just finished high school and are partying, so I went do my local sex club and it was busy with horny 18 year olds. So I found a spot I like striped off and got on all fours, I would have waited probably 30 seconds when I felt a cock enter me, 2 minutes later the guy was cumming inside me, as he pulled out I suddenly felt another cock spear my cunt and start to fuck me me, he lasted all of minute before he was cumming, I lost count after the 8th cock that fucked me today, all I know is my cunt was full and sloppy with cum, it was actually leaking with my butt plug inside me. I love horny 18 year olds that just want to get there nut inside a hole. I will be visiting the club again tomorrow afternoon for my fill. I will also be writing on my ass No Load Refused.

Part 1: First Time Meeting The Jelous Daddy After I became sexually active things escalated quickly. It didn't take long for me to start seeking out strangers online to fuck me. I was freshly 18 years old and was still in high school, living with my parents, and couldn't drive. So, most of the guys i met were older guys who were able to pick me up and bring me back to their place. I had been chatting with an older daddy type for awhile. He'd send me pics from time to but was always to nervous to agree to meet. But his pics were fantastic. He was good-looking, muscular, and had a nice 8in cock (I could tell from the pics it was thicker than any cock id taken up to that point). Eventually he relaxed enough to agree to meet. So I gave him my description and asked him to pic me from a store just down the road from my school at 3:30. When the day finally came I rushed to the meeting spot to wait. Even though I was early, about 15 min, I didn't have to wait long because he had been waiting in for me to show up in a black pickup truck. He pulled up in a flash and took off as soon as jumped in. The truck was a practically brand new and looked like one of the more expensive models. I was sitting across from him on the trucks bench seat. We chatted a bit as we started driving to his place. He still seemed quite nervous and kept remarking about how young I looked. So I decided to help him take his mind off things. I undid my seat belt and moved closer to him. He stopped mid sentence when I reached over and started rubbing his cock. He quickly got the idea and adjusted his position slightly so could undo his belt. I undid his pants and pulled cock out of his briefs. He was already a bit hard, but not enough to stand upright if I let go. It was about 6inchs in this state but still thicker than almost, but not every, cock I'd had. I started working my hand up and down the length of his shaft. I looked around while I was rubbing is dick and noticed we were still in town with alot of cars on the road. We pulled up to a red light and another truck stopped beside us. When I realized he would see everything that was happening if he just glanced over at us, I got excited. I got on all fours with my head between daddies belly and the steering wheel and ass visibly in the the air (in plain view of the guy stopped next to us). I started to work daddies cock with my mouth. He was focused on driving and still not fully erect, but he was a little harder and was now probably about 6.5 inches. Thile light must have turned green because we started moving again. I wasnt very experienced with oral and kept gagging whenever we hit a bump. We hit two more stop lights leaving town. I was too focused on sucking cock to notice if there were people around us at the lights. Given the time of day there was probably someone next to us at every light. Although people in cars would have be too low to see into the cab However, because I was on all fours they probally could've still seen my ass in the air. When we arrived at his place he pulled into driveway and put the car in park. I tried to finish strong by pushing him as far into my throat as I could. I barely got past the half way point before I gaged and pulled off. A strand of my saliva hung off my lips and connected with the head of his cock. He was pretty hard now and had grown to about 7 inchs. I took two deep breaths and tried again. I only made it a little further on the second attempt but managed not to gag. He pushed his dick back into his underwear and buttened his pants. We got out of truck and walked to the front door. Overall the drive only took about 20 minutes. He had a big house in a new subdivision (the kind where all the houses kinda look the same). We went inside and I followed him to the kitchen. He asked if I wanted a drink. He listed off a few things he had and I settled on asking for a beer. As he handed me the beer he smiled "Im pretty sure you're not old enough to drink." I took the beer and replied "I'm old enough to drink, I'm just not old enough to drink legally." He laughed as he poured himself a glass of bourbon and took a sip. I took a swig of my drink and set down the bottle. Then got on my knees and undid his pants again. His pants fell down to knees and I started to rub the large bulge in his underwear. With his free hand he reached down and pulled his cock over the his underwears waistband. He held it by the base and moved it to be level with my lips. I opened my mouth and started gently sucking him again. He took another sip of bourbon and set down the glass. Still holding the base of his cock he reached down and ran his fingers through my hair while my head moved back on forth on his cock. After a minute or two of gentle sucking he grabbed the back of my head and started to move my head himself. He was still being pretty gentle, just moving my head at a slightly faster pace. I gagged a bit and pulled away to take a few breaths. He gave me a second to catch my breath before he grabbed me with both hands and pulled me back onto his dick. He was going a bit faster now and was almost fully erect, about 7.5 inches. He started to move his hips in rhythm my head. I was focusing on trying to gag to much. After a few minutes, he looked down at me said, "you think you can deep throat this cock boy?" Cock still my my mouth I mumbled that I'd try. He grabbed the back of my head pushed me towards him while he trusted his cock forward into my mouth. My eyes started to water and I immediately started to gag while he held my head in place and pushed his dick further. He held me there for a few seconds while I tried to push away. When he let go I fell backwards onto my butt and started coughing. I quickly regained my composure and returned to my place on my knees in front of him. He said "That was three seconds and you didn't even make it all the way" He paused a moment and sipped hi bourbon. He said "I thought you said you were slutty teen boy" I looked up and said, "I can take it deeper in ass than in my mouth" He grabbed the back of my head again, "I guess you're gonna need to practice." He pushed his cock back down my throat. "Five seconds this time, try to go deeper." I fell back again when he let go, coughing with tears starting to run down my cheeks (I wasn't crying but my gag reflex was making my eyes water). I got back into position and opened my mouth. "You're not gonna pull away this time. Were gonna do three seconds deep then three seconds deep and if my dick comes out of your mouth between between counts were gonna jump to thirty seconds" He pushed his cock back down my throat (I was still only taking about 3 quarters of it). After 3 seconds he let go and I pulled back but kept my lips wrapped around the head. He quickly grabbed again and pushed his cock back in for another 3 seconds. I started coughing when he pulled it out "Good, now 5 seconds deep then 5 seconds deep and if my dick comes out of your mouth between between counts were gonna jump to thirty seconds" He pushed his cock down my throat again and held me while he counted. I gagged as he withdrew his cock and pulled all the way off. "I told you there would consequences if that cock left your mouth." He grabbed me and moved me so my back was to the kitchen island. "Now you're really gonna take it deep." He pushed in hard. I couldnt pull away with my head sandwiched between his pelvis and the kitchen island. He started counting. I tried to take it all the way but after 5 seconds he started rocking in and out a bit. I started gaging on his cock. By the time he got to ten I was gaging and coughing on his cock. Each cough blew saliva from the corners if mouth which stuck onto his public hair and ran down my chin. When he got to 15 I started trying to push him away but he grabbed my hands and pinned them against the edge of the counter top. At 20 seconds he started aggressively fucking my face. I was still trying pull away but thought my throat fuck was almost over. Finally he reached 30 seconds. I was relieved it was almost over, then I heard him count 31 as he pushed in all the way to base and held it there. He pulled out when he hit 40 and I fell to the floor limp while he stood over herking his massive cock. "Get up and open you're mouth slut" he commanded and I did as I was told. I opened my mouth and waited. He grabbed me with his free hand and pushed me head lower whike tilting my head back. Within a few seconds he shot a burst of thick white cum across my face with most of it landing on my left cheek just under my eye. Three more spurts went into my open mouth. I stayed still in case more was comming. I continued to jerk for a few more seconds before pausing. There was still a glob of cum sticking his cock head. He gave it a quick shake and it landed on my chin. He examined his handiwork for minute before telling me not to swallow. He pulled up his pants and led me out. I kept his cum on my face and in my mouth the whole ride back to the store he picked me up from. Before I got out he had me open my mouth to show the cum was still there. Finally he had me gargle it before swallowing. He took off as soon as was out and I quickly wiped the cum from my cheek into my mouth and swallowed again. I scooped the glob off my chin and sucked my finger clean. It was about 5pm when he dropped me off so still had to wait an hour and half to get picked up. To be continued...

Two days ago. Drove to spend the holiday with the folks. Stopped halfway and got fucked by daddies - one married. Hopped in the sling and they both bred me. They took a vid just need to wait for him to edit it.

Food for thought... Hope you recover fully soon. Thanks for sharing and take good care of your butt. It's "RealCute" and looks hungry. =}

I recently got fucked hard up the arse by a guy I know through work who has a girlfriend and who I have always assumed was straight and this got me thinking about some of the straight guys I have fucked with over the years. Over the years I've encountered a lot of guys who have claimed to be straight - and I haven't always been convinced - but some of them did seem to be straight guys who just liked having gay sex occasionally. It's often hard to tell and I'll leave it to you to judge as you read the post. For obvious reasons I have changed all the names in this story. I first became aware of that not everyone was as straight as they seemed when I had just turned 19 and I was at a family wedding in the north of Scotland. The reception was held at a country hotel and during the meal I had been cruised by one of the waiters. A little later on I was in the woods behind the hotel sucking his cock when I thought I heard someone approaching. I stopped sucking and listened for a moment, but there was no one there. I took his cock back into my mouth and started sucking him again. He was pushing his cock into my mouth and I knew he was close and after a few more thrusts he shot a nice big load of cum into my mouth. When he had finished, he pulled his cock out of my mouth and disappeared, leaving me on my knees with a mouthful of cum. I was just getting up when someone stepped out of the bushes. It was my cousin Simon. Simon was the same age as me but I wasn't particularly close to him. I was shitting myself - our family was very strict and I knew that Simon could get me into a lot of trouble if he wanted to. I was soon to learn, however, that Simon had something very different in mind. Before long his pants were down and I was back on my knees sucking his cock. He sighed contentedly as I sucked his cock and didn't object when I started licking his balls. I kept sucking him and after a while he gave a little grunt and I felt his cum spurting into my mouth. He didn't say anything as we walked back out of the woods but when we got back to the hotel he bought me a drink and rather shyly asked me if I would be willing to do it again some time. Of course I said yes, and I continued to suck him off regularly for the next few years - even though he had a regular girlfriend. We stopped when he got married, but after he had been married for a few years we were at a family function and Simon asked me if I fancied a walk. It wasn't too long before we were somewhere quiet and Simon had his cock out. He sighed loudly as I began to suck him and before too long I was rewarded with another big mouthful of cum. Simon has been married for over 25 years now and in all that time his wife has never sucked his cock. I cant tell you though how many times I've sucked him off during that time - whenever we've been in the same part of the country - I've sucked him off in hotel rooms, in his car and one time when he was in hospital for a minor operation I sucked him off in a side room just after his family had left. We almost got caught once when his teenage son came looking for him minutes after we had both pulled up our pants. I still suck him off when we get the chance - most recently a few months ago after a family party - he still likes having his balls licked and still gives that same little grunt just before he shoots his load. My next experience with a straight guy came about six months later with an older guy who was a friend of my parents. I had known Mr C for many years and had been friends with his son when I was at school. He was quite a big, hairy guy and although I didn't know the term then he could best be described as a bear. I had always found him attractive - and one time when I was at his house waiting for his son he had come into the room in just his pants and a T shirt looking for something. I tried not to make it obvious that I was looking at him but I thought at the time he might have noticed..... At the beginning of my second year at university I ran into Mr C in Glasgow. He told me that he came down to Glasgow on business every couple of weeks and usually stayed over. He invited me to join him for something to eat that evening and we went out for a meal and then a drink. I enjoyed his company and he genuinely seemed to enjoy mine. I still found him really attractive - and calling him by his first name, Carl, was a bit of a turn on. We arranged to meet up again a couple of weeks later when he was back in town. He took me for a meal and then we went for a drink. After we had both had a few drinks he started asking me a bit more about my life. I really liked him and I sensed he had already guessed about me - so I knew it was safe to tell him the truth. We started talking about things and after a while he leant forward and told me that he liked to do it with guys too. It wasn't long before we were in his hotel room pulling our clothes off and when we were both naked I wasted no time in going down on his cock. I enjoyed every minute of sucking his cock and licking his balls and soon he was sucking me. We sucked each other for a while and then I pulled his arse cheeks apart and began to lick his hole. From his reaction I didn't know if anyone had ever done that to him before but he clearly loved it, groaning "Oh you dirty cunt....you dirty fucking cunt....lick my arse....lick my fucking arse!" It really turned me on to hear Carl talking like that and I couldn't wait for him to fuck me. Soon I was kneeling up on the bed and Carl was pushing his cock up my arse. Being fucked by Carl was one of the best experiences of my life. He fucked me from behind for a while and then had me on my back with my legs in the air. He was playing with my cock as he fucked me and when he got close he began to wank me. I had never experienced such an intense fuck. I shot a massive load all over myself just as Carl filled my arse with his cum. When he pulled out I sucked his cock clean. "You are such a dirty cunt," he said with a grin. I met with Carl regularly for the next year or so and loved every minute of it. We would go out for a meal and a drink and then he'd take me back to his hotel and fuck me. I would spend the night with him and drift off to sleep with his big strong arms around me and his cum deep in my arse. In the morning I would suck him off or kneel up on the bed so he could fuck me again and dump another load up me before he went off to work and I went in to uni. Sometimes he would ask me to fuck him - and pushing my cock up Carl's meaty arse and fucking him until I shot my load up him was one of the best experiences of my life. When I had shot my load up him he would bend me over and fuck me. Sometimes when he wasn't staying over I would meet him for a drink after he finished work and a couple of time he fucked me in the toilets of a bar and one time he fucked me in the toilet of a Pizza Hut in the centre of town. It was in my final year at university that I first got together with Ewan. He was in the same year as me at university although in a different field. I liked him but didn't know him that well - I knew him through mutual friends including his girlfriend who was studying the same subject as me. He was really attractive, tall, slim and red haired. He seemed totally straight and to be really into his girlfriend but I couldn't help wondering about him. At this time I was regularly cruising public toilets for sex and a couple of times when I had been walking towards a notoriously active public toilet in the north of Glasgow, I had seen Ewan coming out of it...... That particular toilet had several cubicles and two of them had glory holes - the second cubicle from the end was the best one - as it had a hole in each wall and you could really have fun in there. One afternoon I was in there waiting my turn for one of the gloryhole cubicles and when a guy came out of one of them I went in. The hole was uncovered and I pulled my pants down and sat on the toilet for a moment before leaning forward and looking discretely through the hole. In the next cubicle I saw Ewan - backed up to the glory hole with his pants at his ankles and it was obvious he was being fucked. I was really turned on as I watched Ewan playing with his cock as he pushed back on the cock that was fucking him through the hole. He had realised that someone was watching by now although he couldn't see me and he motioned to me to put my cock through the hole. I did and soon he was sucking me off while the other guy continued to fuck him. I was so turned on it was all I could do not to shoot my load into his mouth. After a while he pulled off my cock and I looked through the hole again - the other guy had obviously cum and was just pulling his cock back through the hole. Ewan turned round and bent over I pushed my cock through the hole again and felt him taking hold of it and guiding it up his arse. I was so turned on I didn't last long and shot what felt like a massive load right up Ewan's arse. I left the cubicle just as Ewan came out of his. He looked at me with total shock on his face and without a word he was out of there - I don't think I've ever seen anyone move so fast. Ewan avoided me for the next few weeks and it was only when I ran into him on his own that I managed to have a word with him and told him there was no way I was ever going to tell anyone I had seen him. He took a bit of reassuring but after a while he relaxed a bit and I invited him for a drink. We got on well and enjoyed each other's company and one drink turned into several. I ended up back at his flat where I fucked him hard up the arse, with him bent over the bed begging me to fuck him harder and cum in his arse. After that we met regularly and he would suck my cock and then I would lick his arse - which he loved - before sliding my cock up him and fucking him until I shot my load up him. We would often go to his flat at lunch time for a quick fuck when his flatmates were not around and he would pull his pants down and bend over and I would fuck him hard and fast until I dumped a load up him. Ewan was clear that he was straight (!) and was not interested in anything more than sex and at the end of our final year he said he wanted to concentrate on his relationship with his girlfriend and we didn't see each other again. It was about ten years later when I encountered Ewan again. It was now the mid nineties and I was now living in London when I was invited to a friend's birthday lunch in a restaurant in north London. There was about 12 of us at the lunch and, to my surprise, Ewan was sitting at the table just opposite me. It turned out he was working down in London for a year and knew my friend through work. He was now married and had a child. As he was working in London for just a year, his wife and child had stayed in Scotland and he was going home to see them regularly. We got chatting and after the meal Ewan came back to my flat. It wasn't long before he was bent over the settee and I was fucking him from behind. His arse was still really tight and I enjoyed every minute of fucking him. This was in my safe sex period - although I was now starting to fuck occasionally without a condom - so I played safe and fucked him with a condom. We started meeting regularly and after we had met a couple of times he told me I didn't need to bother with a condom. I fucked him bareback and shot my load deep into his arse and after that condoms were not mentioned again. We fucked regularly after that and, although Ewan insisted that he never had gay sex with anyone else, I wasn't convinced. I was fairly sure I could taste cum in his arse a couple of times when I was rimming him - but if anything this just turned me on even more and made me shoot an even bigger load than usual up his married arse. At the end of his period working in London Ewan went back to Scotland and made it clear he wasn't interested in keeping in touch. This was pretty much what I expected and I wasn't really bothered - although I really liked him I knew perfectly well that we wanted completely different things. It was about ten years later when I ran into Ewan again. I was on a two day management course in a hotel in Manchester and late in the evening I had joined some colleagues from the course in the hotel bar for a few drinks. A group from another course were drinking at the bar and when I went up to buy some drinks I found myself standing next to Ewan. We chatted briefly - he was still married and now had two teenage children - and then I went back to join my colleagues from the course. I could see that Ewan was drinking quite heavily as the evening wore on and I saw him looking over at me a few times. I had a feeling he might be up for a fuck and took my chance when he went to the toilet. I wrote my room number on a piece of paper and headed in the same direction. I had timed it perfectly - Ewan was coming out of the toilet as I went in and as we passed each other he looked at me and I slipped the paper with my room number into his pocket. He was still drinking in the bar when I went up to my room but about ten minutes later he was at the door. I pulled him into the room and he pulled me towards him and kissed me. It was as if no time had passed since I last saw him - he was clearly up for it and soon he was wearing nothing but his polo shirt and his socks and I was sucking his cock and licking his arse. I rimmed him for a while and then stood up and began rubbing my cock over his wet arse. He moaned and I began to push my cock into his arse. He pulled back "You have to use a condom" he said. I told him I didn't have one and he groaned. He had been drinking heavily but I knew he knew exactly what he was doing. I pushed my cock against his arse again "You want this, don't you?" I said as I pushed the head of my cock into his arse. He moaned "Yeah..... I want it....... I fucking want it!" I rubbed some lube into his hole and then pulled his cheeks apart, lined up my cock and pushed. He was still very tight but I slid up him easily and began to fuck him. He was moaning now "fuck me...fuck me..." as I began to fuck him harder. I enjoyed every minute of the fuck and I wanted it to last as long as I could but the fact that I was so turned on and the fact that his arse was really tight meant that I was soon close to cumming. I fucked him as hard as I could and after a while I began to cum in his arse. I hadn't cum for over a week and I knew I was shooting a really big load up his unprotected, married arse. When I had finished breeding him and pulled out he pulled on his pants, trousers and shoes, kissed me and left the room. I haven't seen him again since. Part 2 to follow

There's a lot to unpack in this post. You kind of pussyfoot around what your actual question(s) is/are, so I'm going to make some assumptions and respond accordingly. If I misunderstand feel free to correct me. It sounds like you find this guy attractive and want to either (a) possibly date or (b) have sex with. For either one you'd have to know what his proclivities are. You don't say where you live - which is highly relevant. I get from your description that it's not the most gay-friendly place in the world, but that could be anything from a somewhat less-enlightened part of the United States to man places in western Europe to a lot of places in other parts of the world. Different places have different protections for gay people, so hiding behind an anonymous account where you don't even disclose your country, much less your city, leaves a huge hole in whatever help can be offered. It sounds like this guy may be in a supervisory capacity over you, in some fashion, even if he's not a professor. Regardless of where you live, that presents ethical issues you'll need to check into. Someone in an administrative capacity at the hospital and at the medical school should be able to explain what policies exist, if any, regarding socializing/dating between a hospital employee and a medical student. You can ask for general policies without naming names or revealing your sexual orientation. If I were you, I'd be trying to find out more about him without committing to anything. He's invited you to his house; ask him about coming over for some specific, time-limited event (watching a TV show or movie, watching a sports event, dinner, whatever). Make sure it's time-limited so you have a good reason to leave after a reasonable amount of time, and pay attention while you're there. If he's got pictures of himself with other people, ask if they're family or friends. He may have some decor (like something with a rainbow) that conveys that he's LGBT-aligned, or maybe not. You can ask how long he's lived there. You can ask whether dating was difficult for him during medical school and has he found it easier since he's out of school and working as a doctor. In other words, ask questions that give him the opportunity to volunteer more info to you - he's in the position of power (so to speak) so you want to let him set the pace. If he's gay or bi and has an interest in you, it'll come up at some point. If he is just interested in mentoring you, that should become clearer over time, too. The point is, you don't HAVE to come out to him to get a lot further along in understanding what's going on. But you do have to do the homework.

Part 19 I was in heaven. All those guys, with their attention on me. I know it sounds so egocentric to say, but at that specific moment, I felt I was the centre of the world. I had one dick in my ass, one in my mouth, and a few others just waiting for their turns. I could taste the precum and smell the sweat and excitement from all the men surrounding me. The guy behind me was thrusting in and out of my hole like a maniac while all the sudden I felt an intense pain. He had rammed his cock so hard, it felt like I had been punched in the guts. I screamed from the pain, almost choking on the cock I had in my mouth and falling down to my knees. I had never felt that before and all the excitement disappeared. It had been a promising beginning to the night, but I could not continue. The mood had passed so fast, I just left the group and made my way to my room, got dressed and ordered an Uber. Back at my hotel room, I just climbed into bed, trying to regain a bit of comfort. After a little rest, I checked myself in the bathroom. There was some blood staining my underwear, but I didn’t feel any tear around my hole. To this day, I don’t know what happened, and I still have no idea about where that blood came from. But all I knew is that I could not get fucked anymore at that moment, decided to call it a night and go to bed. While lying down in the dark, I started thinking about what was to happen the next day. Would I be able to get fucked tomorrow? What if I was still hurting? What if my excitement had gone for good this weekend? With the thought that I would be voluntarily taking a poz load again soon while I wasn’t able to find my PrEp, my mind was just bubbling. I thought I was going mad. Something inside me had been cut somehow, hence the blood. What if the guy at the bathhouse had converted me? I got scared again, thinking about ways for me to get out of seeing that poz guy the next day, or maybe get PPE - even if I knew it was already too late anyway. I kept tossing and turning in my bed, trying to put my mind to rest, until my stomach finally felt better. The pain I had had for the past few hours disappeared, and my brain finally calmed down. It must had been 1AM when I finally went to sleep. I woke up the next morning without pain, and with a big boner. It was 10AM, and a text message was waiting for me. Just two words “Good morning” with two pictures, one of his dick, one of a biohazard sign.

I'm thinking about doing a sequel... The more I think about it the more interested I am. I will work on it this week and see what happens.

The "fire in a crowded theater" bit needs to be completely retired. First, the case in which the phrase was used wasn't about fire, or theaters. U.S. v. Schenck was about whether an anti-draft pamphlet distributed during World War I was protected speech or not. In a dreadful decision, the Supreme Court held it was not, under the theory that the pamphlet created a "clear and present danger" to a nation at war. This was what's known as an "as applied" challenge/ruling - where the Court said, in essence, in this particular set of circumstances, this law is constitutional, but this is not a blanket approval of a law banning any speech, any time, any where, that criticizes the draft. Second, the phrase about the crowded theater was not any part of the holding in the case. Rather, it's what is called "dictum" - expository language in the opinion that helps illustrate a point, but which is not actually part of the ruling. Justice Oliver Wendell Holmes (who wrote the opinion) noted (again, in dicta) that "[t]he most stringent protection of free speech would not protect a man in falsely shouting fire in a theatre and causing a panic," which is where we get that notion - in other words, it was cited as another example of speech causing a "clear and present danger." Third, and perhaps most importantly, the central holding of Schenck has been effectively overturned. Rather than a "clear and present danger" test - one with which the Supreme Court grew increasingly uncomfortable over the decades - Brandenburg v. Ohio outlined a new test: the language in question is presumed protected speech unless the speech is "directed to inciting or producing imminent lawless action and is likely to incite or produce such action". In other words, inflammatory language, by itself, is still protected - that's why flag-burning, which is inflammatory in multiple respects, is still protected speech (in this case, because it's a form of expression). The "fire in a crowded theater" example might well inspire people to flee, and they might get hurt in the process. But the speech, by itself, did not "incite imminent lawless action" because the action incited - trying to get out of the theater - is not lawless. Accordingly, this is (since Brandenburg) a bad example because now such speech is, in fact, protected.

Silver fox daddy released the video the next day on his Squirt and Twitter accounts. It went viral with thousands of likes and many hundreds of retweets. He made sure I was kept up to date, which wasn't necessary as a couple of my closest friends saw it on both social media networks and contacted me every 1/2 hour with news of the viral spread. I couldn't help but fear that the virus was taking hold and spreading in my system just as quickly. I was too embarrassed to go to a sexual health clinic and ask for PEP yet again. Two pivotal things happened within days. First someone sent the video to my mom. The friend had made no attempt to hide my face and she called me devastated! At first I tried to calm her down; but, the more she insisted I needed to stop this deviant behavior or at least refrain from sex until the PreP protected me the more defiant I grew. 'No fuckin way my mother was going to tell me what to do.' Second, I got a call from Paul Morris, from Treasure Island Media. They loved the video and wanted to film me taking multiple viral loads from a number of their guys, on the stipulation that I was still negative and not protected by PreP. I was instantly horned up by the idea but reminded him I didn't want to get infected. He responded that was the genius of the film with the silver fox, that's what made the video so hot and made it go viral. I admitted that I was more than intrigued with his offer but wanted to stay on PreP, at least for a few weeks and until I could get tested again. He kept me talking and I ended up telling him about my annoyance with my mom trying to tell me what to do. That's when he had me; "Fuckin right young man. Your mom has no right to tell you what to do or not to do. You're a fuckin man, you can make your own choices." He assured me he understood I didn't want to get knocked up. He also understood the adrenaline rush of risk taking. "Just one more time kid. If you get tested in a few weeks and are negative then come down and let us film you taking the risk, just one more time. It'll take us that time to set this up anyway. Think about this offer over night, don't let anybody make up your mind for you. " I irrationally gave him my answer right away; "Fuck everyone, especially my mom. I'm going to do this Mr. Morris. I love the idea, and I know this will be the last time. Then PreP protection for this promiscuous cum slut ass of mine. Thanks Mr. Morris." Within two weeks the fuck flu hadn't hit and I gave blood samples. Another two weeks and the miraculous negative result was announced. I called Mr Morris and his first question was if I was taking PreP. I assured him I had only taken the first three pills, I hadn't taken any in weeks. In fact I had given them to a friend so I wouldn't have them around and collapse in a moment of doubt. His next question was, "How many guys have fucked and bred you in the meantime?" I could answer truthfully that I was uncharacteristically only having sex with one guy. He was negative, committed to my desire to be negative for this movie and restricting himself to monogamy at least until after the movie. I was instructed to follow this coarse of action for two more weeks, if my results were once again negative the filming was a go. I had never had such a hard time raining in my libido, but I so wanted this opportunity. Many chances came my way but I found the strength to hold off. I was so thankful for my fuck buddy friend that pumped me full of his negative cum sometimes as many as three times per day. Thank God the test came back negative miraculously and I was on a plane the next week for the warehouse Treasure Island Media rented for my 'pozzing gang bang' as they billed it. The shooting began with Paul interviewing me. He wanted me to confess that I was really chasing taking so many risks. Further, I had asked to be knocked up in the viral video. I assured him I was not chasing. I had only asked silver fox daddy to knock me up to get his load. Yes I had done so three more times the night with daddy and his friend; but yes, I had no desire to get infected with HIV. He next showed me pictures of the seven high viral load tops that would breed me in this Treasure Island Media film. "Come on, confess you really are chasing. Or you have cheated and you really are on PreP. " "No I'm not. I'm not chasing and I'm not on PreP. I'm fuckin addicted to the risk, that's all. I thought the time with silver fox daddy and his friend was the end of my addiction. The one last time. Then that video went viral and you offered me this opportunity. I wanted to, but I couldn't pass it up. Let your guys do their best to knock me up, but I believe it won't happen. I'll be fuckin scared to death, and I'll take each of their toxic loads. That will be my last time. Then it will be PreP for me. " "You swear you aren't chasing?" "I swear I'm not When does this start?" The seven guys I'd seen pictures of, now clad in only jock straps, grabbed me and towed me across the warehouse to strip me and strap me into a sling.

Moderator: Part 4 takes a detour into the bisexual zone. You can read it in the straight/bi forum, here. Here's the first bit as a teaser... Part 4: Between Meetings, Caught Being A Slut. The next few days were fairly typical for me. On Tuesday I got picked up by construction worker. He had a big work van so we just pulled around to the back lot. He was decent but didn't last long enough. I think he was just a little too excited about shoving his bare cock into my litte butt. Wednesday I sucked a guy off on his car. 30 minutes after he fed me his cum, another guy picked me up for the same thing. I loved sucking his cock with the taste of the first guys cum still in my mouth. Thursday a guy drove me to a wooded area and parked in an empty opening. We got out and he popped his trunk. I bent over the back of the car as if I was looking for something in the trunk while he dropped my pants to my knees and shoved his raw cock in. A few minutes later I heard a car coming and said to stop. But he said he was close and kept fucking my tight hole. He announced he was cumming and pushed deep just as a red minivan came into view. The minivan came to stop as the guy gave the last few trusts, draining the rest of his cum into me. The minivan started to move, turning around in clearing before starting to drive away. There was no way they didn't see what was happening. The top stayed in his position until his dick softened to the point that it was pushed out by my ass...

Part 3: Second Meeting With Jelous Daddy After a few messages to set things up, we agreed to meet at the same time and place on Monday. The weekend drug on for what seemed like forever and each night I thought about the cock he had relentlessly shoved down my throat. Eventually, Monday arrived and I went to the same spot we had met the previous week. I also brought the little black bottle I had been at the hotel on Friday. He arrived and I immediately assumed the position on his trucks bench seat to suck his big cock during the ride. Like the last time, I was turned on knowing that we could easily be seen by other drivers. I had been practicing controlling my gag reflexes in anticipation of another possible face fuck. As a result, I was taking him much deeper in my mouth this time, even managing not gag when we hit bumps with the cock in my throat. This time he parked his truck in the garage. When we got back to his place I expected to get right to business. But, much like our first meeting, we went to kitchen first where he offered me a drink. "I don't supose you'd like something stronger this time?" he asked. "I think I can handle that" I replied, "in fact it might might make things a little easier." He turned around and quickly mixed up a drink for me. As he handed me the highball glass he said "Straight whiskey or bourbon is a bit of an acquired taste and I'm guessing from your age you're not an experienced drinker." I agreed and he said "I made you a whiskey sour. Its a bit sweeter but there are still about 2 shots worth of whiskey in it." I took a sip and decided I really liked it. We stood there making small talk for a bit. I hadn't come to talk but I liked it when guys made the first move. I drank quickly to try to hurry things along and had finished in about 10 minutes. At the time I was 6ft tall, 130lbs, had no alcohol tolerance, and was drinking on an empty stomach. As a result, I was already feeling a bit light headed and dizzy. I think he sensed I was already buzzed and didn't want me to over do it before we could have our fun. He gave me a can of coke and brought me to the living room to sit down. Our conversation quickly turned to sex. He started to ask me questions like how old I was the first time I had sex and how many people I had fucked. I think I surprised him with how low the first number was and how high the second number was (fucking total strangers from the internet builds up your body count pretty fast). He asked me to stand up and when I did I almost fell back down from the head rush. He guided me to center of the room and began to undress me. Soon I was standing naked in the center of room. The living room was quite large and stepped back to take a look at me. He was still fully clothed and I felt very exposed as he started walking around me checking out my naked body. He told me to get on my knees as he continued to walk circles around me. Obediently, I dropped to the floor. He was behind me checking me out for a while but soon gave his next command, "Bend over and let me see your ass." Again, I quickly complied. He walked around me one final time before coming to a stop behind me. He was still fully dressed as he knelt down behind me. He put his hands on my butt cheeks and gave them a squeeze then started running his hands up the center of my back, exploring the rest of my naked body. After reaching my shoulder blades his hands started to work their way back down the sides. He pause briefly when he got to my hips, and again when he got to to my butt, and again when he got to my thighs. He took his hands off me for a moment and gave my ass a smack before grabbing both cheeks and pulling them apart to expose to little pink hole. Over the weekend my ass got a much needed break. I knew from checking the prior night, while I wad getting to ready to meet, that my body was smooth and my hole was the size and shape of a button. He admired it for a moment before withdrawing a bottle of lube from his pocket. He put some on his index finger and began to gently rub my hole. He ran his finger up and down several times. Applying just enough pressure to barely penetrate each time his fingertip slipped over the opening. He positioned himself behind behind me and undid his pants. I could feel his cock was already fully erect as started to rub the head up and down my ass. Like with his finger, he applied a steady pressure and pushed in slightly on each up and stroke. The excitement was killing me as he teased my ass with cock. He was thicker than I was used to and after taking the weekend off my ass was extra tight. It stung a bit when he put his hand on my lower back and started to push his cock in. The feeling of his girth slowly moving into me and my ass expanding to take it was pure bliss. I reached into the pile of my discarded cloths in pulled out the black bottle. The room was already spinning from the alcohol. The sting of taking the thick cock melted away as soon as took a deep hit from the bottle. Immediately after exhaling, the dizziness and pleasure overtook me. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the gentle thrusting of his cock. He continued fuck me, building up his pace and gradually working deeper as my ass adjusted to accept his girth. I could feel he was building towards cumming. But at the same time, I was feeling something building in me. Something I hadn't felt before. I suddenly felt like I had to go the bathroom but I was sure that wasn't really the case. A moment later I pulled away away, legs shaking and spasming. He pulled me back on to his dick and said "Dont pull away from it boy, just let it happen." He started to fuck me harder and I took another hit from the bottle. My vision was blurry and everything seemed to fade away, until just the pleasure of being fucked remained. The feeling I had before quickly returned and continued to build. I realized I was moaning loudly, I wasn't naturally very vocal durring sex. My legs were shaking and I reached out and grabbed my my shirt from the cloths pile, I just needed something to hold onto. The feeling built more and more until I felt like I couldn't take it and tried to pull away. But he kept his hands on my hips and held me in place maintaining the same steady rhythm. I convulsed, twitched, and spasmed, it was like nothing I'd ever felt before. Then it happened. I started to scream as my cock twitched. The most intense waves of ecstasy shot through my body. As soon as the first wave had passed the second began. My cock twitched again as I tried to to collapse onto the floor. But daddy held me by the hips to keep me from falling. He continued to maintain his rhythm as my cock twitched again and a third wave overtook me. As the final fourth wave hit, my cock twitched again and I felt as if I might pass out. Daddy continued to fuck me as the intense orgasmic waves subsided. As I started to come to come back to my senses I realized that I had shot a large load of cum onto the floor between my legs. This was the first time I had ever cum hands free. Still fucking me, daddy pulled me back about two feet so that the puddle was directly under my face. I took another hit from my bottleas he started to pick up pace. "Clean up your mess boy he said." I put my lips to the floor and started to slurp up the cum. As I continued to suck and lick at the pile, daddy cried out that he was cumming. A few deep thrusts later, just as I had finished licking the floor clean, I felt the first spurt of cum. He cried out slightly and a gave a few more pumps adding more cum to my ass with each trust. He held position for a moment to catch his breath before pulling his cock out. He admired my hole again for a moment. Im sure my hole no longer looked like a little pink button. In fact I knew exacly what it looked like. There were other times Id taken at it a look after being freshly fucked. I knew the opening was now slightly gapped, that the pink ring was now purplish and was puffy and slightly swollen. I also knew it was glistening from the mixture of cum and lube that was slowly starting to leak out. The daddy put his hand on my my lower back and pushed my ass lower. "Push it out for me boy." I pushed and felt a squirter of cum drip out. I relaxed for a moment then pushed again expelling more cum. I repeated until nothing else came out. Daddy then put two fingers in and scooped a little more cum onto the floor. He put his fingers in front of my face and I instctivly silucked the cum off it. Daddy got to his feet and and moved in front of me so I could lick his cock clean as well. I sucked and licked until all the cum was gone. Daddy buttoned his pants and said "now clean up your mess boy." I slid back and started to suck and lick at the cum puddle I had just pushed out of my ass. After I finished cleaning it up he told me stay naked. I waited a moment while he walked to the kitchen area and mixed me another drink. "I only made half this time since you have to go soon, you should be able to finish in 2 or 3 gulps." I downed the drink, still feeling light headed. Daddy picked up my cloths pile from the floor and instructed me to follow. He led me to the garage where he tossed my cloths on the passenge side floor board before climbing into the driver seat. I climbed in and assumed my position as he pulled out and began driving me back. Being naked and exposed while feasting on cock turned me on so much I thought I might cum again. If anyone had seen us in traffic, they would have seen everything. Me gorging myself on cock. My freshly fucked ass in the air. Daddy's cum still dripping from my hole. About 2 minutes from the meeting place I started to getting dressed. As he left I was hopeful he'd want to see me again. He was the only guy who had ever made me cum from just anal. After my mom picked me up and drove me home I checked my computer. Daddy had sent me a message. It simply said to be at the same spot next Monday. I was disappointed I'd have to wait a while before getting a chance to take his cock again. But I had to make do. I started messaging other guys and making arrangements for the rest of the week. To be continued...

For me… and I’m only speaking for me. I believe it starts with zero desire to top at all. I tried it once and couldn’t stay hard. Next it’s a need to please. I get satisfaction from seeing a man get off using me. That’s what drives me to the next man or load. As for douching… I have been douching since I was young and it’s almost like brushing my teeth now. I don’t think a true cum dump thinks of it as a chore. I think your special gift is that you can be versatile. You should embrace that. As a bottom I have to seek out men that want to breed me. You have the best of both worlds. I guess what I am saying is I do not feel true cum dumps are made. They are born.

This is based on something that happened to a lad I knew, but for various reasons I've changed the details. ************************************************************** Alan was a new guy at work, recently graduated and moved down from his native Aberdeen to work in the city. He was a good looking lad, not quite six feet, naturally lean and with a cheeky grin. He was slowly growing out of being a hot twink, with a hot body and a cute, perky arse. He had dark hair and eyes, and turned a few of the girls' heads in the office, so I had no objections when he was put in the desk opposite mine. One day, I had to go out to see a client, and our chat finished about six o'clock. As it was a nice, warm evening, I decided to walk home, cutting across the park. It was about 6:30 PM when I looked up and saw Alan. I knew this wasn't his usual way home, but then thought it might be cool to take him out for dinner in a pub nearby. Not only would dinner in a pub save cooking, but one never knows what else might occur. I was some distance behind him, not sure whether to jog and catch up or send him a text, when just then he went into the toilets next to the footie pitch. I sat on the bench outside and waited. He was taking a long time. Other men were coming and going, and still Alan didn't reappear. I was sure it was him, yet had I been mistaken? Eventually I thought 'What the hell. I'll go in and check'. It took a few moments for my eyes to adjust to the dim light, but when I could see, I saw three guys at the urinals: one was a tall guy in his 40s, and two were younger lads who, I guessed, were from the local college. The eyes of all three guys quickly checked me out, then returned to what was making their cocks stiff: despite trying to be quiet, the wet sounds of fucking and the occasional grunt were audible from one of the cubicles. The door of the cubicle was open, and I could see the thrusting arse of a man as he plunged his cock into another man, who was bent over, and who's trousers were round his ankles, while he took it like a champ. Even unseen, I knew the guy getting fucked was Alan, I was sure of it. I went into the adjoining cubicle, in which, as I hoped, there was a glory hole that gave me a good look at the bottom's face. No doubt about it: it was Alan, and he was in bottom boy heaven. I caught the glint of lust in his eyes as he looked back and hissed "Cum in me, breed my hole." His body took the impact of his fucker's last few thrusts and, through gritted teeth, the unseen man moaned as he spunked Alan's ass. Alan, meanwhile, had shut his eyes and a smiled a cat-who-got-the-cream smile. I heard the top pull-out, and then chuckle as he zipped-up, saying as he left, "Go easy with that, mate." I briefly wondered what the guy meant, but then I saw it in Alan's face as the next cock pushed into him. "Too much, mate, go easy," Alan whispered, his eyes watering from the anal assault. "Take it, slut." "Easy! Go easy!" "Plenty of spunk in here to lube it up." Alan gritted his teeth and took what I could tell was a hard fuck from a big cock. A very big cock. I stood up on the toilet and looked over the top of the cubicle. There was Alan, bent over getting raw fucked hard by the biggest cock I had ever seen. It looked like a baseball bat was disappearing up Alan's boycunt, almost as if his boycunt sucking on the fat shaft as it made it's way into him. It must have been agony, but Alan clearly wanted it. Then I had a brainwave. I didn't want Alan to know I was there, but I had pity on him, and remembered the bottle of poppers I kept in my shoulder bag. I tapped on the partition, and passed them through the glory hole. Alan took them without a word. I heard the snap of the bottle open, followed by frantic huffs. Then Alan put his head down and ordered the top "Go for it." Looking over the cubicle wall, I saw Alan getting fucked very hard by a massive, relentless pounding cock. At first it was only half way in, but with the poppers, and Alan's say-so, the whole thing went in up to the balls, rearranging the poor kid's insides. I decided I wanted to get my cock taken care of too, but how to fuck Alan without him finding out it was me? And yet... I did want him to know. I had another idea, and again reached into my shoulder bag.

I woke up the next morning feeling much better although my ass was still tender and sore. Daddy had left for work already so i began to go thru my new daily routine. I put on the nipple suction cups and pumped and they got huge. I cleaned my chastity cock cage and put the urethra plug back in. I then went to attached the anal pump and placed it up and on my hole and turned it on. My cock was dripping due to the stimulation of my nips and my pussy. I ate breakfast while i waited for the pumps to work. After about 20 minutes i removed the anal pump and played with my hole. Daddy also left me a douche bulb with a new mixture in it. It was a water with aloe and a bit of baking soda. After putting a little I noticed my ass was wet and leaked a little. When i stuck my finger in it was slick and wet. It made my cunt even wetter than just doing the anal pump. My cock was now hard, straining against the lock and leaking precum thru the small hole in the plug. I removed the nipple pumps and replaced them with Elastrator Rings which were really small tight rubberbands that i applied with a clamp and made my nipple push out, make them bigger and more sensitive. Daddy also left me my pink butt plug to keep any cum i had gotten from the day in me. I got dressed in a pink satin thong, and then my scrubs as i had class later this morning. I left and ran errands and then went to class. Today was part lecture and part practicum. During part of the practicum Aaron the young 19 year old and i partnered. We were learning and practicing putting on bandages and tourniquets. We did arms and then legs. Aaron and i chatted and made some small talk and started to get to know each other. He asked how why i moved to PS. I told him i met this guy and now he was my Daddy and he lived here so moved in with him from LA. "Cool. What do you mean by Daddy? Is he your bf?", Aaron asked curiously "He is more than my bf. In fact we have an open relationship. He has helped me explore my sexuality and give into my desires and his.", i replied Looking at his response he was very curious and my gaydar was going off. He was a little femme but not outwardly. I also noticed he was getting hard as his cock was pushing against his scrubs. Our instructor Richard came over to see how we were doing. I was applying a bandage on Aaron's arm. As we were sitting down we were at eye level to Richard's cock. He wasnt rock hard but he was semi hard and i could see Aaron gaze at our instructors crotch. Slowly he was stare. I applied the bandage and looked up at our instructor. "This look ok", i asked He said it looked good just needed an adjustment. He got closer moving in his crotch closer to both of us and grabbed Aaron's arm and pulled it towards him making his arm brush against his cock. Aaron blushed and i could tell he got excited. "There you go thats better. That feel good Aaron", said Richard smiling "Yes, yes it does, thank you." Aaron said looking up at him Our instructor walked away to go to the next group. "You like him dont you" i asked forwardly "What do you mean?", he responded nervously "Its ok, i am gay. You ever been with a guy before?", i asked "Only once in high school. It was with a classmate, we were drunk one weekend and just jacked off together. But nothing else. ", he responded He went on to tell about the one time with his substitute teacher. He was in his early 20's and Aaron was in his senior year. He would help Aaron with a project and they became close. He felt comfortable with him. There was a tension between them but nothing happened as he wasnt at his school very long. Now it was Aaron's turn to apply a tourniquet to my left leg. He was struggling a bit. Our instructor walked over and see how we were doing helped Aaron apply it. "You need to be forceful and not worry about hurting the patient cause if you dont do it they will bleed which is worse for them", Richard said Richard leaned in and made the tourniquet tighter. In doing so his hand brushed against my cock cage. He smiled doing it again and again. "How does that feel" he asked me "Very tight", i said "Good, things should be very tight and keep things locked in", he said smiling at me ask he walked away. Making it tighter caused my scrubs to tighten around my crotch and my cock cage showed a bit now. I saw Aaron look at me aroused but also curious as it had a unique shape. You could also see the pink if you stared and looked closely. "My Daddy has me locked up", i said smiling and proud to Aaron "You mean your dick is in a cage", he asked "Yes", i replied "Why", he asked urgently "My Daddy doesnt want me to have pleasure or orgasms thru my cock. He wants me to be a pure bottom. Only for taking loads and giving men pleasure. The only way i orgasm is thru my ass". i replied The look on Aaron's face was priceless and also hot. You could see his mind churning and wanting to learn more. Hungry to feed his unknown sexual desires. I looked down at his crotch and he was rock hard now. It looked nice too, maybe 7" which is big for someone his body frame size. It was now break time. "You wanna go get something to drink", Aaron asked "No maybe next time. Im tired i am going to rest here, thank you.", i replied. Aaron got up and with the rest of the glass and left. I still had some body ache. I just put my head down on the desk and rested. Richard our instructor came over and asked if i was ok. I said yes just tired. He said i looked like i had the flu. I said no it didnt, although thinking to myself i did but just not that type he was thinking about. He got a temperature reader and ran it over my head. It read 99.8. "I think you should go home. You dont want anyone else to get sick" Richard said. "I am not going to get anyone else sick i am ok", i said "Oh so you think cause you have completed a bunch of courses you are a doc now?", he asked "No i just know what i have you cant catch by being around someone", i said back looking at him with a coy look "Oh your converting? You took dirty seed", he asked understanding what i meant "Yes", smiling back "Did you know? Were you stealthed?", he asked as i could see his interest and arousal "No i knew. I even begged for it", i said softly and seductively I could see the bulge in his scrubs grow. It looked fat and meaty and a nice size. "Yeah, you a dirty bottom...guy" he said pausing as he reminded himself that he is an instructor and i am a student. "Yes i am", i said smiling I told him that i actually got converted a while back but met up with my Daddy's gifter and his friend who has full blown AIDS and isnt on any meds. Richard's eyes grew and i could see his bulge get even bigger. "I think his AIDS cum just infected me more and knocked me up. i have his babies in me now, he made me pregant", i said smiling proud Richard couldn't help him self mesmerized with my story he reached down and rubbed his huge rock hard cock which looked like he had a PA too. I looked back and licked my lips. I stood up and walked back towards the back of the classroom where there was an office. I walked in and got on my knees. He came in shortly after closed and locked the door and i pulled down is scrubs. He was wearing a hot jstrap. I pulled it down and a nice 8" thick cock popped out with an 8 guage PA. My mouth went to work sucking on his meat and savoring the precum oozing out of his cock. I was just getting started.

I wish there were designated nights where the bathhouse would allow recording or a wristband to acknowledge you want recorded. Probably a libility issue for the bathhouses, at least in the states, with vids out on the web.

If that’s the case then they need to fake it. This is showbiz after all. They are ‘actors’ of a sort. That reminds me of another peeve, probably already mentioned, but guys who look bored or vaguely in pain while getting fucked is a turn off. Again the porn star is being paid to act in a video, then act like you want to be there and that dick in your hole is the best thing in your life since you binged the third season of Buffy.

Definitely love amateur porn. There is something edgier about the angles of the video and sound. The guys are more like 'normal guys' and some of them are damn HOT! I have a couple of FB's who really enjoy video recording our fuck sessions. It makes for great bate material if you can't find a real cock or hole... kinda kinky watching you fuck or get fucked while stroking one off. Attached file is from 5 different home made amateur flicks at my place....

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Ah, Ed Lugo is a bit more upscale from what I understand ( a local, so really no rational reason to rent a room in a gay guesthouse 1 mile from my own bed lol) If you check, I think Lugo might also permit women. If you just want a hotel room , the Link Hotel on Sunrise and US 1 ( Federal Hwy) is often used by guys who are hosting cum dump parties The Cabanas are another gay mens resort on the river, about 1 mile east of the heart of Wilton Manors. I can attest there is clothing optional around the pool, but since homes across the water could see in, I believe nudity is only in specific areas of the property. A big downer here is parking, if you want to line up Grindr tricks. There is almost no parking here, so this might not be your best shot. Calypso Inn is 2 blocks off the main gay bar and restaurant strip in Wilton Manors, and is made up of 2 or maybe 3 former homes that have been converted into guest rooms. It has a pool, and once hosted a Cum Union party in the early days of those events. There is another option. Right next to Inn Leather is a motel called Crown Inn. I guess some people rent it for more than a night time fuck, but by and large a large part of their business is overnight romances. In the past when Fist Fest had weekend long events at the Inn, the Crown worked out a deal and a bunch of guys rented there. Inn Leather does day passes, so you could stay next door at Crown Inn, and then walk nexxt door and do the day pass at Inn Leather and be as naked as you want in the property. If you want some sun, and nakedness, and a break from the sexual frenzy in Ft Lauderdale, this area has a wonderful nude beach 18 miles away near Surfside /Miami Beach called Haulover. Just be aware, this is a nude beach, not a bath house, so the vibe is relaxed, and out and out sex is not permitted, and could get you a set of stainless steel bracelets and a stay at the jail. But the eye candy and the openess of everyone is honestly refreshing, and there is a concession company on the beach renting umbrellas, chaise loungers, and cabanas. And there is a food trailer as well.

Found this app a few months ago before I had to go on a sex hiatus for a bit. It’s called “bigger blacker book” you can add partners, even “anon” guys. Just thought you guys might be interested as I know we like to count out loads given and received. [think before following links] https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bigger-blacker-book/id1342451565

We arrived at the bar we had been to a month ago. It was crowded Sunday night. Daddy and I sat at the bar and ordered some drinks. "Hi Brian longtime no see. Your boy still with you", the bartender said "Yeah", said Daddy A few other guys came by to talk to Daddy and i could feel their eyes raping me over. I could see the hunger as they looked me over. This made my clit really hard and my cunt wet. As Daddy was talking to one of his friends a guy came on the other side of me and put his arm on my back. "Hi i am Will. You Brian's new boy", he asked I looked up at him. He was late 50's about 6ft medium build. He had a beard and moustache, loops in each ring and a nose ring, nipple rings and he was wearing a leather vest with no shirt and ripped jeans longboard type shorts. He also had some arm and chest tattoos. He was hot and he smelled incredible. "Me and Brian go way back", he said stroking my back and going lower "Yes i am his boy. I belong to him", i said in a matter of fact way "Hmmm you belong to him. Like you are his property", he asked. His hand was now at the waist of my shorts in my panties. I sat up in shock how low he was going. He just stayed in the top part of my ass softly stroking it. "Yes i am", i said smiling looking at him with attraction and looking at his body. He could tell i was attracted to him "Hello Brian. Is your boy ready to be taken" I have been waiting.", Raymond said coming in between Daddy and I Daddy looked back at me and Raymond and could see Will's hand down my shorts. "You can take him in the back Raymond. He's converted so you can have him. Serve him good boyl", Daddy said. Raymond looked at me with his hungry eyes. "Lets go boy i want to tap this sweet pussy of yours. I got something good for you, you are going to beg me for more", he said He reached over and pulled Will's hand out and put his hand down my shorts and lifted my ass off and stuck his finger in me. It was his middle finger and he went right to work on my prostate. With his other hand he started to tease and pull my nipples which were jutting thru the holes in my tank top. I was in heat. My eyes closed and i let out a soft moan. I looked over at Will and he could see how horny i was and his eyes were looking at me with hunger. "You are one little horny slut arent you. Just a little fingering and your pussy is dripping and look at you so in heat. You want my cock dont you", he whispered in my ear while still fingering me and playing with my nipples "Yes", i moaned softly and looked down in shame Using the finger in me he pulled my off the bar stool and used it guide me thru the crowd to the back of the bar. It was packed so it took us a while to get in the back. As we were walking thru guys could see he had a finger in my ass. A few buys groped my cock and my tits. One guy even twisted them, i yelped and moaned at the same time. "You are a really horny whore arent you. I felt your pussy grab my finger when he pulled on your nipples", Raymond said as we slowly pushed through the crowd. We finally made it to the back of the bar and the dark room. I was an area of the back of the bar that was partially portioned off and had tables and chairs. It was kind of dark with only a couple of dim lights. In the back corner there was another area of long leather benches like those in a dining booth but no table. There was also a couple of leather ottomans. Planters and a partition hid this area. It was even darker and had a very dim black light. When we got in the back there was a bottom being bent over with a top fucking him and another waiting in line to fuck him. Raymond took out his finger out of my ass and told me to strip for me while he pulled down his pants. I turned around and took off my shorts. He told me to leave on the jock strap. The pink letters "whore" glowed in the black light. I could see the other tops stare at me. They could also see that i had on a pink chastity cage thru the mesh front of the jstrap. He presented his cock and i got on my knees and sucked his huge cock. It was a good 8 inches and thick. Not as thick as Daddy but very thick still. He had a PA piercing and with what looked like a horseshoe ring thru his cock. I was as good thickness. I had never been fucked with one before and i was not sure how i would take it. Although as i was deep throating his cock and his piercing was banging against the back of my throat i started to get an idea. Raymond picked my up and threw me on the leather booth bench and got up behind me and stuck his huge head and piercing in me. For an aggressive guy i am glad he took his time especially since he had the PA ring on. Once he got his head and PA ring in me he started to push into me. I put my head down and arched my back taking more of him in me. "Ohhhh you slut, Your cunt is so hungry its eating up my cock", he yelled and then slammed hard into me gripping my hips like handles. My head flew back in pain as his penis ripped thru me and hi piercing was wrecking my hole. He started fucking me hard and with a steady pace Turning my guts to mush but i didnt care it hurt but it also felt good. He is right i am just a slutty whore who is a bitch in heat. He started aiming as my prostate and pounding it and caressing it with his PA ring. This sent me into overdrive and moaning out loud. The way he stroked me and used his PR ring on my prostate made me crazy. "Ohhh yeah someone likes my cock and PA huh. I can feel your cunt pulse on my cock bitch", he said ramming me "Uhhhh yes", i moaned We were attracting a crowd at this point. There were 4 tops with their cocks in their hands stroking and watching. Raymond kept fucking me for the next half hour pounding the shit out of my pussy. And he started kissing the back of my neck them my shoulders pulling me up and back against his chest. "You want my poz cum in your cunt?" he asked in my ear "Yes", i said soflty He had his hands on my tits twisting my nipples really hard. "Awwwww", i yelled as he tried to pull my nipples out of my chest and in doing so i moved off his cock. He pulled me back to him and on his cock and just expertly worked my nipples. I had both pain and incredible pleasure. My ass was pulsing around his huge meat. I leaned back and opened my mouth and let his tongue take control of my mouth in and hot wet kiss. He then went to my neck while still playing with my nipples and started sucking and biting me. It was incredible. He pulled out. Turning back to him I looked sad and frustrated wanting his cock back in me. "Beg for it bitch. Tell me you want my cock in your pussy and filling it with my poz cum", he said "Please stick your huge stick in me and fuck me good and breed me with your poz cum please i need it", i begged as i tried to back onto his meat and metal but he held me there for a bit. He teased my hole not sticking his cock in then in one motion rammed into me. He fucked my like that for another 5 minutes then he turned me over and put my legs on his shoulders and rammed back in me. He leaned over and we kissed and exchanged our spit and tongues. I grabbed my legs and pulled them further back and open so he could offer more of myself to him and he could go deeper and he did. He was in my 2nd pussy rearranging my insides. "Here comes" he yelled and he started to shoot huge hot loads in me. He must have shot 6-7 spurts in me. He grinded in me for another 5 minutes while we were chest to chest our lips intertwined and my legs wrapped around his waist keeping him in me. "Your cunt is so amazing. Brian is a lucky guy" he said in my ear. We parted with another wet intimate kiss and he got off of me. I grabbed his cock and pulled him to my mouth and cleaned him off. Without ten seconds going by another top got on the seat and lifted my legs and stuck his cock in me. I jolted in surprise at how quick it was but took it as the whore i am. After cleaning and sucking as much cum out of his cock he pulled out and kissed me and left. I could see more guys lining up to fuck me. They guy on me now had an average size cock and could feel him getting close. After 5 minutes he shot his load. The next guy who was a tall burly guy with a good size cock flipped me over and rammed my doggie style. HIs cock was thick and had a ring on it too but smaller. He fucked me good and hard. No kissing just fucking. He pounded me for 10 minutes hard and doing short strokes wrecking my prostate. "Your cunt is so hot and tight. You like when i hit your gspot dont you", he said as he reached under to play with my cock. "Ohh Daddy has your clit locked up", he said in my ear I was focusing on his cock in me pushing against my prostate, "Yes i do it feels sooo good", i moaned back at him. "Daddy locks up my clit to remind me only my cunt provides me pleasure", i said "You are one fucking slutty whore who knows her place. Your cunt is for our pleasure", he said ramming into me. He fucked me good and i felt him expand and shoot a huge load into me. I pushed back on his cock trying to get all of him in me and squeezing it to suck out all of his cum. I felt all the cum start to slush around in me. "Ohhh bitch your cunt is pulsing on my cock. You are a dirty whore", he said pulling out and leaving me to the next guy. Another 2 guys who were ok fuckers came and dump more cum into me. Other stuck their cocks in my mouth and came while others just watched, jacked off and came on me. I was covered in sweat and cum. The last one when he pulled out and i moved a huge blob of cum fell out of my ass. One of the guys watching got down sucked it up and ate my ass. It felt good and soothing to have my ass eaten out. But it felt like almost 2 hours being fucked like a piece of meat and i was tired and my hole was sore. I felt my hole and my lips were puffy and cum was oozing out. Then I saw Will walk up pull down his pants and pull out his cock. It was huge 9" thick and with a PA ring on it. I got my knees and sucked his gorgeous cock. It was thick and meaty and had a tattoo of a scorpion on it. He lifted my up put me on all fours and entered me from behind. He did it slowly and carefully entering me. He knew he was big and the PA ring was thick. I finally felt him fully in me. I felt full and my cunt being stretched by his meat. He started to fuck me in a slow but deliberate pace. He put a bottle under my nose and i took a deep breath. My head started to spin. "I am going to take my time and enjoy your cunt. You are mine right now" he whispered in my ear. He kept up his steady rhythm and fucked me for what seemed like a good hour. I know it was less but it took long. After fucking me doggy he sat down and pulled me on his cock as i bounced on his lap. Our lips intertwined in a passionate kiss swapping spit. He then started to suck, lick and chew on my nipples. My head flew back as the way he did it sent shocks down to my cock. I got energized and started bouncing hard on his cock. Wanting a good fuck from his meat. He started kissing and biting me on my chest, neck and all my wet spots. "I am going to leave my mark in you and on you bitch", he said as he bit and suck my neck. I pulled his head into my neck as he did that and rode his cock. Then he lifted me and put me on my back while staying in me and started to fuck me pushing my ankles at me ears. He pounded me hard and steady and aimed at scraping and beating my prostate. My head fell back and my eyes rolled back into my head. I was in heaven. This stud was fucking me and hitting all the right and deep spots, working my nips and he was hot and he smelled incredible. He had that manly body odor i haven't washed in a day or two smell. He could tell i was intoxicated as he grabbed my head and stuff it in his armpit. That deep whiff started to make my cunt convulse around his meat and i started to cum. He yelled out as i gripped his cock like a python around its prey. I felt his cock expand and shoot huge loads in me. "Take my charge bitch", he yelled as he came in me. He kept pounding me. "I am going to make sure my strain takes bitch", he said After a few minutes he slowed down put my legs down and leaned in and kissed me. He kept grinding his meat deep in my guts and i wrapped my legs around his waist and put my hands on his ass and pushed him in. "Please keep fucking me and stay in me please", i whispered in his ear "Your cunt is so tight and wet. I am not done with you yet", he said He kept his word. He got hard again and started to pound me. He turned me on my side and lifted my leg and fucked me that way. He was hitting a spot deep in me no one else had. It was still massaging my prostate but also hitting my 2nd ring like none other. He started to kiss the leg he was holding and sucking and biting leaving another hickiey mark on me. He fucked me like that for another ten minutes then i felt his pulse and expand and shoot another huge load in me. As he came so did i again, my cunt squeezing his stick. My insides were mush and it felt like a gallon of cum was in me. He pulled out i climbed over to him and licked him clean. He then moved my heads to his balls and i licked more. I couldn't stop licking, smelling and tasting him. Then he lifted up and sat on my face and made me eat his ass. It was pungent and stink and unwashed but i ate him like i hadnt eaten dinner. I ate his ass and balls for another 10 minutes when i noticed he was jacking off and came in my mouth shooting a small but tasty load in my mouth. He leaned over and gave me a sensual soft kiss. "I am going to find you again and you will be mine. Your cunt and my cock are made for each other", he said He got up and left. I lay there spent with another guy climbing on me and fucking me. I had not energy to push back or even engage. I lay there like a piece of meat as this guy fucked my pussy. Another guy came up to me and stuck his cock in my mouth. I just lay there sucking him with the little energy i had but in a minute he shot a nice load, 4 spurts in my mouth. I swallowed of course while another just shot his load on me. I was a messy used up whore. As i looked over i say my Daddy sitting down watching all of this smiling. I hope i have made him proud.

I was degraded one year at Folsom Street. I was put on my knees naked and used as a urinal. A device was attached to my mouth and people would come by piss into it or my face.

I love being verbally humiliated, having real men talking about me, instead of too me. Being called names, told what to do, and having too listen to the men talking about me as if I were an inanimate fuck toy.

I've been chatting on and off with a young guy attending the local college. He's 21 and wants to fuck someone bareback. Describes himself as fit with an above-average sized uncut cock aching to breed a willing hole. We've been chatting for a few months now. At long last he agreed to meet on the condition of complete anonymity - dark room ass up face down. I immediately agreed and gave him the address. He said he was less than 5 minutes away. I begged for a little extra time to clean up and get ready but not enough to scare him off. I wanted his load and he's been a long time cumming. Ass up on the bed he texts me that he's here. I text him to come in and I take a hit of poppers. I've clean up and my asshole is lubed and ready. I hear him fumbling with his belt and his pants fall to the ground. He climbs up on the bed and while he lubes his cock I take one more hit of poppers just for good measure. I groan as he works his cock into my asshole. I love the feeling of the weight he's using to leverage his dick into my hole. When he's in and starts fucking he pushes my ass down into the bed and tells me in a low growl to "get down". He fucks me slow but deep with an unpredictable rhythm. If my move my ass up to meet his thrusts he growls at me to "get down and stay down". He finally settles into a rhythm and fucks the shit out of me. Picks up speed and dumps his load in me. Pulls up his pants and he's gone. Never saw his face. Can't wait for the next time.

Part 7 Blake rolled off the ottoman and onto the floor and laid there in a quivering heap. Red cum oozed out of his gaping hole, while spit and vomit ran out of his gasping mouth. He coughed and cum shot out of his nose, coating his lips. My new whore was certainly starting to truly look his part as a pathetic, niggah cumdump. But there was no time to rest. I grabbed the bitch and threw him on his stomach over the ottoman. Watching my boy's brutal rape for the last hour or so, had my fat, ebony snake wanting to spew more venom. I grabbed another nice chunk of T, and shoved it into the bloody cunt in front of me. Blake moaned as his hole burned again. "Damn Jesse." Said a voice. "More of that shit?" "Fuck yea." I replied. "Told y'all I wanted this slut fucked up. I ain't gonna let this whore sleep for a week." I threaded a spiked ring through my plum coloured cockhead. "I'm gonna keep his hole plugged the entire time. A week of no sleep, constantly high, with never an empty pussy is gonna fuck up this rich little bitch royally. He'll be LUCKY to not end up in the hospital! All he'll crave is drugs and cocks, and he'll do ANYTHING for them!" With that I shoved my pierced cock deep and hard into Blake's bloody cumhole. He let out a guttural moan as the spikes rammed into his battered prostate. I motioned a guy to film Blake's face as I grabbed his hair, pulling his head back, giving the camera a good shot of his cum covered face. Cum hung out of his nose and spit clung to his peach fuzz as his baby blue eyes rolled back into his head. "Talk to me cunt!" I ordered him. "Tell me what a whore you are. Tell me you love being a niggah cumdump." Blake's drug addled brain let loose. "Yes Sir!" He croaked from his cock shredded throat. "I'm your fucking whore! Give me you big, black cock Sir! Fuck me! I'm your filthy little pig! Please cum in my worthless holes!" "They are worthless, bitch. Only good for one thing after tonight. Taking cum. How many loads have you taken today boy?" He didn't answer. "Over 20 so far. 20 cocks have cum in your faggot, white ass! 20 anonymous cumloads have been dumped in you. You fucking pig!" Blake groaned hearing this. "There are still 4 men here who haven't cum yet, slut. You want their loads?" "Yes Sir! Give me more!" "Why boy? Tell me why. Beg!" "I'm a whore Sir! I need cum! Please let them fuck me! Please let them dump in me! It's what I'm for! Please! I'm a faggot slut! I NEED THEIR COCKS SIR! FUCK ME! FUCK ME!" I laughed as I pulled his head back farther, opening his mouth wide. A cock started pissing into his mouth. "DRINK IT BITCH!" I commanded. "You're not only a cumdump, your a urinal too! A niggah's piss bucket!" Blake did his best as more men pissed into his mouth, but it spilled as he gagged. One guy put his cockhead against Blake's nostril, and let loose a strong stream right into his sinuses. The men laughed as Blake struggled for breath. I buried my cock all the way and shot another load into the gagging white boy. After I pulled out, two men grabbed Blake and pulled him away. One laid down and pushed the whore onto his fat, black monster while another guy lined his cock up next to it. Placing his cockhead at the oozing opening, he grabbed Blake's shoulders and rammed his cock into the teenage boy as hard as he could. Blake howled like a wolf as his ass was ripped open wider by the two, dark poles. Both men held the boy still while their huge cocks plundered his hole, that had until today been virgin. They fucked the boy with rage, pounding his fuckhole as hard as they could while Blake wailed in pain. To make it worse for my new property, I clamped the alligator clamps onto his nipples, right on the very tips of his little, pink buds, where it was the most sensitive. He screamed as much as his ragged throat would allow, as the clamps pierced the skin, drawing blood. The two men deep in his cunt both shot their loads as the teen jerked and spasmed in pain. Two more big, black cocks found their way into Blake's ruined hole, brutally fucking it. Blake moaned and babbled nasty shit while the last two guys at the party to cum, added more to the ripped, bloody mess that was formerly an asshole. As Blake lay on the floor, a fucked up mess, one of the guests entered carrying a round hair brush. I smiled cruelly as I took it from him. Poor Blake may have thought he'd get a rest, but he was wrong. "Pick him up!" I told a couple guys. "Throw him on the ottoman and spread his legs..."

What I'm about to tell you is 100% true. I know this is a "fiction" forum, and I have written several stories on here. But something is driving me to share my real story. The story how I became positive. I need to confess my behavior, for posterity, so that at least some people will know what happened. To believe me or not is entirely up to you, but I know I'll feel better getting this down in print. I started off as any good, self-respecting, midwestern gay boy who came of age in the late 80's did. I was scared shitless by the AIDS epidemic and always used condoms. Always. With a couple girls, and then even with the few boyfriends that I had when I finally came out in the mid-90's. It was just what was done-- unless one was in a long term committed relationship and both parties had been tested. Fast forward to the later 90's and I had a long-term "committed" relationship with a guy who eventually got me to drop the condoms. And I LOVED it. He was younger than me, with a big, curved, 8" cock and I really got off on feeling him cum inside me. But then that relationship ended. I moved away to the Carolinas and he stayed. It was a good thing, because it turns out that neither of us was particularly faithful in that relationship. During my time In the Carolinas is when I started my descent into barebacking. Early on I had a few boyfriends... always fucked with condoms with them. And then suddenly I was single... perpetually single. And perpetually horny. It started innocently enough. I would have hookups and we would "mostly" use condoms. If the guy was married, I would let it slide because he "was safe". And fuck how hot is it to let a married guy fuck you bare, right? At first I always asked them to pull out when they came. Most of the time they did. But then I just finally stopped asking, and they stopped pulling out. And I found out that I really loved feeling the throb, the wet heat, of their semen pouring into me. I began to crave it. So I started letting "partnered" guys fuck me bare. I figured they were a pretty safe bet too. And then it was married, partnered, or guys who said they were negative. Granted there was still condom use here and there, but it was much more sporadic. This was in the era of those home HIV testing kits. I was far too scared to go to a clinic or my doctor, so I would buy the test kits every 6 months and dutifully stab my finger and mail in my sample. Waiting for the results was nerve-wracking, but it was always the same. Negative. As the years progressed during my southern tenure, the lure of barebacking got stronger and stronger. Condoms were a rarity now, and I was starting to let anonymous guys cum in me raw. And I found I really got off on it! I can still remember the first time a complete stranger came in me at a bookstore in the city near me. I was in a dark alcove watching a guy taking turns blowing the three guys surrounding him. I was jerking off and a guy snuck up behind me and started playing with my ass. And before I knew it he was lubed and pushing into me. I just let it happen as the other guys stopped getting blown and started to watch me take dick. They all egged the top on, to "breed me". And he did. I was simultaneously so turned on and so mortified that as soon as he was done, I dashed out of there. And then jacked off a huge load later at home! That session sort of flipped a switch in me-- if I was willing to let a complete stranger cum in me, then fuck it. My inhibitions about taking raw cock were completely gone, and I would take multiple anonymous loads at that same bookstore in my remaining year in the South. I started going to sex parties and letting guys breed me. I started taking cock at the Y. And I even went to a leather party where I was roofied and ended up in a sling with guys taking turns and tallying up their loads on my stomach with a sharpie. I left that party with 18 hash marks-- but only remembered like 4 of the guys. I tested myself again... and still was neg. Even after all that, I was negative. Then I moved back to the Midwest. I dated a poz guy for awhile and we fucked bare all the time. But he refused to cum in me, even when I begged him to. He had too much guilt and didn't even want to fuck me raw in the first place. He said he didn't want to be the one to infect me. We eventually broke up. And I resumed my slutty ways-- taking lots of raw cock and loads. Going to sex parties. Etc. A friend involved in the AIDS community discovered I was being reckless and so he dragged me to the clinic to get tested. I figured I MUST have HIV by now, right? So much unprotected sex. Nope. Still negative. And then I met Steve. I met him online under one of his screen names "BarebackerMn" or "BarebackerMan" or "StevenToTheNuts". I think this was back in the days of gay.com still. Anyway, if you are reading this on this forum, you may know him (or of him). I found out later he was quite the "gifter"-- lots of conversions to his credit. Lots of videos. But I get ahead of myself. Steve and I chatted online quite a bit. I mean, his cock pics alone were a big draw for me. He had several pictures of a big, beautiful 8 inch dick. Naturally my ass was begging for it. But Steve was positive. To backtrack a little, yes I was being a slut. I hooked up with lots of guys and attended sex parties and went to bookstores and such. But really not very often. Oh, every so often I would get cum crazed and do the bookstore thing, and then leave with several loads in me, and a huge amount of guilt. And sex parties were few and far between. And my online hookups were with guys who said they were neg, or were partnered... still. I didn't actively seek out guys who said "don't know" or "poz" because even though I craved feeling a man cum inside me, I really didn't want it to be poz cum. Not in the back of my mind I didn't, because I knew it would seriously impact my life. So I tried to be a bit selective-- not letting guys who "looked" poz fuck me bare. Only letting proclaimed "neg" guys breed me during one on one hookups, etc. Yeah, I was that naive, but it had worked so far, right? Anyway, back to Steve. Like I said, we chatted a lot, and I was VERY tempted by his cock. But his profile (and his chats) let me know that he was DEFINITELY positive, and that he ONLY fucked bare, and he NEVER pulled out. He also warned me that he was charged and that if he fucked me, I'd probably get "knocked up". Because he'd done it before. All this talk scared me. And titillated me. But mostly scared me. I kept looking at his dick and thinking, "I really wanna feel that inside me. I wonder if he'd pull out if I asked?" I probably should have just avoided him... but every time I saw him on, we chatted. Little did I know I was being inexorably drawn into his web. And then one night, it happened. It was late fall and cold outside. I was in one of those cock hungry moods and had been online for hours trying to find dick. All to no avail. And then Steven logged on. And we started chatting. It was late and fuck I was horny and damn I needed some dick and fuck I'd probably already taken poz loads unknowingly and ok I'll drive over what's the address? Before I knew it, I was standing on his porch and knocking on his door, thinking "what the fuck am I doing?" He answered wearing sweats and a t-shirt. I left my boots by the door and followed him downstairs to the basement, my stomach in knots and my heart threatening to beat out of my chest. (My stomach is actually clenched while typing this). When we got down to the basement, it was.... almost too much. My apologies to Steve (if he ever reads this) but he and his husband were not excellent housekeepers. And the basement was, well, the best way to describe it is "seedy". There was fake panelling on the walls, a ratty, plaid 70's couch in front of the TV, and a carpet with stains from god-knows-what. There were also vodka bottles and full ashtrays and ... you get the picture. I almost turned around and left. But I didn't. We sat on the couch, and there was bareback porn playing on the TV. I'll give him credit, he sensed my nervousness and he didn't pressure me into anything. He just sat there and put a hand on my thigh. I reached over and touched his cock through his sweat pants. It felt huge, and he was definitely hard. He played with my hard cock through my jeans too and we watched porn for a few minutes in silence. "Hey bud, we don't have to do anything you don't want to. But maybe you could suck me a bit, if you want?" he said. And then he played his ace. He stood and slowly shucked his sweats, and that big cock flipped and bounced just inches from my face in all it's glory. He sat back down and started stroking it, and before I knew it I was on all fours in front of him with his big meat in my mouth. He was very appreciative- because he knew that as soon as he was inside my mouth... my ass was his. I sucked him a bit longer, and then he told me to get undressed. I did. I was so horny at this point, nothing was going to stop me from getting that cock in me. My dick was drooling precum all over that godawful carpet and I didn't care. "Get on all fours in front of the TV," he told me. And I did. "Take a hit of those poppers," he instructed. And I did. And then I felt his raw dick slide into my ass. Alarm bells were going off in my head, but my cock was rock hard and I NEEDED to be fucked SO DAMN BAD!! And damn if his cock didn't feel INCREDIBLE! Just like his screen name, he went in my hole "to the nuts". And then he started slow fucking me. He paused with his dick half in, and I saw a flash. He had pulled out his phone and was taking pics of his raw dick in my ass. I asked him not to show my leg tattoo if possible. "Don't worry," he said. As he fucked me, he started talking. Dirty talking. Filthy stuff. Stuff that noboby had ever said to me before. Stuff like "You know you have a poz dick in you, don't you? And you like it! You're ass is gripping and loving my big cock! You're gonna take my poz load and I'm gonna charge you up. Make you convert, like I've done to dozens of guys. You're just a fucking pig bug chaser, aren't you? A dirty fucking whore that's gonna let me put my toxic load up your cunt." A litany of filthy poz talk poured out of his mouth while he fucked me. I can safely say, at that time I was NOT a fan of this kind of talk. In fact, it made me nauseous and I wanted to stop. But the poppers were doing their job and in my haze I let him continue. "Guess what boy? No going back now-- you're getting my dirty load," he shouted as I felt his cock start throbbing inside of my ass. He pounded me hard as he came, trying to push his load as deep in me as possible. And I took it all. As soon as his load was shot, he pulled out and went for a cigarette. I started getting dressed in silence, not having cum, and not comprehending what I had just done. He showed me to the front door, and I drove home in a daze. I think I stayed up another hour just thinking about what I had done. I had just let a VERY poz guy cum inside me. I felt a bit sick to my stomach and cursed myself for allowing it to happen. Until the next time. The next time Steve and I fucked was about a month later. This time his partner was there and they both fucked me. I sucked Steve while his partner fucked my hole first. And let me just say this, Steve's partner had an even BIGGER cock and it fucking HURT! But I took him, and his load. There was no filthy talk when Steve's partner was fucking me-- I don't think he liked that scene. But as soon as he was done, he left to go to their sauna, thus leaving Steve and me alone. That's when Steve ramped up his poz talk and dumped his nut in me too. Then we sat in the sauna together. I took Steve several more times after that. Once again on all fours as he took more pics. The fourth load was video recorded. That recording ended up on a bug chasing website (much to my dismay). I had asked him not to post it. It had LOTS of poz talk and it was clear that I was neg and he was gonna poz up my ass. We made a few videos at my place too-- one shows him mugging evilly for the camera as he uses a finger to "prime" my hole before he sides in and breed it. I didn't understand what he was doing until much much later. Later that winter I got sick. Like really sick. But it was also the year that the H1N1 or whatever flu was hitting hard, so I didn't think much of it. But damn if that flu didn't take it out of me. I found that I was fatigued more and often tired. It took me a long time to recover, but even then I never felt "good". Steven and I sort of lost touch, and I really didn't see him online much anymore. I was finding plenty of other dick to keep my ass satisfied, and I was hitting up a local sex party more and more frequently, taking as many loads as I could get. Then about a year later, I got a call from the clinic that summer informed me that I had been exposed to Syphilis and that I needed to come in to be tested. So I went, and naturally they performed all the testing. And that's when they came in and told me that I had tested positive for HIV. Subsequent testing would show my viral load was pretty high, so I'd been poz for awhile unknowingly. I know to most people, the initial diagnosis probably comes as a shock (although really, how much of a shock can it be if you are having unprotected sex?) Upon hearing the news, I didn't get angry or cry or go numb or anything really... I just rationally processed it as a fact. I think I mystified the counsellors with my calmness about it. I mean, heck. I'd been having unprotected gay sex for years, was almost exclusively a bottom, and I'd let a known poz guy breed my ass. Repeatedly. It really was just a matter of time. And that's it. That's my story. I'm on meds and healthy, I'm doing well, and taking more cumloads than ever. PReP has made it so that EVERYONE barebacks-- it's so fucking hot! And EASY! And now? Now I sorta get off on poz talk. I've had more than one hot session where I pretended to be neg so a poz guy could get his rocks off on "knocking me up". I think I posted one of those stories here. And if you read my other "stories" no doubt you'll recognize parts of this one in there. Write what you know, right? Do I regret allowing myself to be careless and become positive? Sometimes. But it is what it is, and there's no going back now.

Part 6 I grabbed Blakes collar and dragged him across the floor on his stomach depositing him next to a large ottoman before pulling the next toy out of the bag. Placing my fingers in his mouth, I pried his jaw apart and shoved a mouth spreader in it, quickly buckling it behind his head. I turned the screw on the side, stretching his jaw painfully apart. Blake moaned in pain. I picked him up and placed him on his back on the ottoman and attached his wrists to the rings on the side of the leather collar to keep them out of the way. Then I took a couple of chains and attached them to the ankle cuffs, raising his legs up and also attaching them to the collar leaving his already sloppy cunt open and vulnerable, then pulled his shoulders so his head hung off the ottoman. "There you go men! Two available cumholes. Unable to resist what you've got for him! Just a couple more things." I tied a bandana over his nose and grabbed a little baggie, taking out a nice sized rock, pushing it deep into the wet, open cunt, causing Blake to moan from the burning. "Damn Jeese!" exclaimed Buck. "Giving him more?" "Fuck yea man! I told you I want this little bitch royally fucked up and wrecked. When I'm through with him he won't be nothing but a worthless piece of used up gutter trash. Now whose up? Line your cocks up to the holes but wait till I say go, then show this slut no mercy!" Roy and Brad stepped up next. Brad had a respectable 8 inches and moved to Blake's head while Roy chose his pussy to receive the wrath of his very thick 10 inches. "Hold on Jesse." said Roy. If you really wanna ruin this crackers hole, I got just the thing. With that he pulled a fat ring out of his pocket and put it through his pierced cock head. It was covered with short, sharp spikes. "I never get to use this thing. This little bitch is about to be ripped to shreds!" "Fuck yea brother!" I exclaimed. "This cunt is about to be brutalized!" With that I took the poppers and poured some on the bandana over the bitches nose and grabbed a pair of alligator tit clamps that had sharp, needle like teeth. "Get ready to suffer, bitch!" I hissed in Blakes ear as he whimpered in fear, unable to stop the brutal attack he was about to recieve. "Ready.......Set........Go!" I shouted as I released the clamps on the sluts tender nips as two cocks plunged in his two fuck holes deep and hard. Blake screamed and convulsed as pain tore through his entire body. He choked and gagged on the cock buried in his throat as spit and puke poured out of his mouth. The men cheered as the teenager helplessly had his body pulverized by the two pounding cocks. You could see the cock in his throat stretch it wide as it slid in balls deep. Fresh red oozed from his ripped cunt as the spiked cock shredded his insides. Brad would occasionally pull all the way out so Blake could quickly gasp for air before burying himself down the boys throat again, grabbing the chain on the clamps and pulling on Blakes tender titties, causing the clamps to dig in harder. Tears flowed from Blakes eyes as the men reduced him to nothing more than two wet holes. Roy would pull his cock out and rub the spikes around the boys tender inflamed ass ring before plunging it back it, mercilessly scraping his insides. Before long, Blakes screams subsided as the pain and drugs transported him into another realm. Soon both men buried their throbbing cocks as deep as they could while cum was pumped into both ends of the cumdump. No time was wasted before two more men stepped up for their turns. Roy generously loaned his pierced ring to another man with a piered cock to continue further wrecking the already bleeding cunt. The new man had a very visible bio hazard tattoed on his chest. I raised up Blakes head so he could see the tattoo as the man roughly shoved his spiked cock into the already damaged fuckhole. "See that bitch?" I whispered into Blake's ear. "After tonight you wont be anything more than my whore. I'll sell you to anyone I want, any time I want, any where I want. And there wont be a thing you can do about it. Your diseased cunt will barely be worth the money you'll make for me. Nobody else will want you. Your parents wont want an infected, drugged pussy fag for a son. You are mine now. And I'll keep you as long as your usefull, then sell you for what I can get. Say good bye to the life you knew! Watch as he fills you with his poison! Feel his dirty cum seep into your ripped up insides. Tonight you fufill your destiny!" As I said those words, the man fucking him bellowed as he filled Blake's ass with more cum. I just dropped Blakes head back down as a cock slammed down his open throat. Blake was used like this for over an hour before I released him and removed the mouth spreader. But his night was far from over.

Part 3 After Logan had swallowed his first load of cum the man took Logan into the living room of the house where there were about half a dozen guys sitting around waiting for him. He was told to get on his knees and crawl over till each guy and suck each guys cock and swallow each load of cum. One by one Logan sucked each guy and swallowed every drop if cum and as the meth I his system began to fade. The man knew that Logan would need another slam before he was going to be fucked for the first time. They took Logan back to the bedroom he woke up in and told him to sit on the bed. He was given some Gatorade to drink that was laced with GHB as 'the chemist' entered the bedroom. As he drank the Gatorade he saw 'the chemist' load a syringe with crystals then add some water to get the meth to dissolve. Logan was finishing up his Gatorade as the GHB began to take effect. He didn't try to resist as 'the chemist' placed a tourniquet on his upper arm. Logan watched as 'the chemist' found a good vein and slipped the needle in, drew back getting a flash of blood before emptying the contents. When the tourniquet was removed Logan began to cough harder then he had the first time. Through his coughs Logan heard 'the chemist' tell the man as he requested, thus one was stronger then the first slam. Logan was breathing really fast as he rode a rush that was much stronger than his first slam as he laid back on the bed. The man stood over Logan as a naked guy came into the room. The guy looked closer to his age as the man left then in the room alone. The guy climbed on top of Logan, looked into his eyes and told Logan to relax as he leaned in for a kiss as he heard someone say that the kids newly poz and his vial load will easily convert the new meat. Once again Logan was lost in the drugs as he willingly accepted his kiss as Logan felt the guys cock stiffen between their bodies. Logan was quickly giving into the drugs and sex not knowing if he'd ever see his family or friends again. As the two were sharing spit and tongues he maneuvered Logan so that Logan could suck stone cock while he got his ass ate for the first time. This was all the lube Logan would get before he had his cherry taken. Once the young guy thought he had a minimal amount if lube for Logan's as he repositioned Logan where he could hook his legs under his arms as he pointed his cock towards Logan's ass. Logan felt the tip hit his ass as the guy moved his hips enough to get his cock right at Logan's hole. The guys pushed his hips forward as his cock began to slip inside his body. Logan couldn't resist the pleasure he was starting to feel as the cock inched its way home until Logan felt three guy's pelvis bump up against his ass. They kissed again as Logan began to not only get his first fuck, but a poz fuck. Logan had no clue what he was getting but the guy fucking him was nicked named 'the gifter'. He was an addict that needed his fix and agreed to get pozzed and become a member of the crew. He'd get the 'fix. He'd need as long as he took as much cum as possible, never went on meds and when he was needed to 'gift' someone he would only be given a small slam and drugs to keep his cock hard. With all that he was known for cumming multiple times and usually big loads. He knew after he was done with the 'deed' he'd get a larger slam and get fucked all night long. Logan felt the chock inside his ass begin to swell as the guy kissed him before looking into his eyes and telling him in broken English that he was giving Logan his first charged load. Logan didn't comprehend the meaning at the time, but once he got the fuck flu, as well as being addicted to the drugs he was being given, he'd understand. In the few hours Logan was fucked by this guy he took 5 loads when the guy pulled out. The guy looked at Logan's hole as a little but of cum seeped out before he roughly stuck a dildo inside his pozzed filled ass. The dildo would force the poz cum deeper inside Logan's body. After a good 5 minutes of the dildo it was roughly pulled out. It was replaced by a brush that would scrap the walls of locks ass mashing sure the bug would get inside his blood.

Part 2 Logan woke up without a clue where he was. He could tell he was naked and tied up. As he laid there be hard voices but couldn't make out what was being said. Actually what he heard was Spanish. Logan called out wanting to know where he was, where his father was when this guys walked into the room where he was being kept. Logan looked up at the figure, he had to be over 6 feet tall, muscular build with call features. Logan was only 5 foot, 8 inches, with a slim build that he was trying to build muscle into, with no success. The guy looked down at him letting him know exactly why he was know their property. Logan was shocked at what his fatter had done to him and he now knew that he was their to work off his father's debt, he had no clue how he was going to do that until they were joined by someone this guy called 'the chemist'. While 'the chemist' was working the man standing over him told him that he was going to be trained to serve and please their clients, and if he didn't want to get hurt he do as he was told. While listening to the man, Logan felt something being placed tightly on his upper arm as the man told him the details of his training. The man told Logan that he was going to learn to suck cock, swallow cum and learn to get fucked. As Logan began to protest that he wasn't gay he felt a pinch as the needle of his first slam was betting administered. He looked over to 'the chemist' as the tight band on his arm was pulled off. He felt the warmth rush up his arm and into his chest. He felt like he couldn't breath as he began to cough hard. He felt his heart beat fast as he was released from being tied up. All he could do was say, "OH FUCK!" as 'the chemist' left the room being told that he would be needed again in a couple hours. As Logan laid there riding his rush the man removed his shirt and dropped his pants revealing a good size, uncut cock. Logan felt strange, it was feeling he had felt before with his girlfriend, a horniness that he couldn't fight. The man placed his hand I the back if Logan's head guiding him to his growing cock. Logan tried to resist but with the drugs clouding his mind he could not resists as the cock came closer to his mouth. Logan shook his head no, but when the cock reached his lips he opened his mouth letting it slid across his tongue. The man coached Logan giving him tips that helped him become a cock sucker. Logan could taste the man's precum as it coated his tongue. As Logan tasted the man's precum he thought he'd be disgusted at what he was doing, but he felt good and was starting to enjoy sucking cock. The fact of tbs situation was that the drugs had him leaning to enjoy sucking cock. With the drugs and the man's coaching Logan was taking the cock without gagging. The man knew this boy could bring them some good cash as he got closer to giving Logan his first taste of a man's cum. The man made sure to have a good grip on the back if Logan's head as the 17 year old was enjoying giving his first blow job. The man let Logan know that he needed to swallow his load that he was about to feed him as he grunted. Logan felt the man's cock pulse in his mouth as he began to feel his mouth filing with cum. Logan looked up at the man as he slurped down the cum being deposited I his mouth.

Part 2 Alan took a hard fuck for nearly ten minutes from this mega-hung stud. The two students were still at the urinals, wanking their hard cocks in awe that this lad, not much older than were they, was able to take such hard abuse. Eventually, the frenzied fucking climaxed when the hung guy dumped his load in the boy. I realised my opportunity, reached into my bag again and pulled out a bottle of cologne and gave my wrists a quick spritz. I had a wicked idea in mind, and so did the hung guy, who ordered Alan to "Clean my cummy cock, bitch,". Then I heard them moving around next door. Sneaking a peek, I saw the guy who had fucked Alan was now seated on the toilet, and Alan's face was buried in the crotch of the big dicked man. That left Alan's arse up in the air, the hole open slightly, two loads of fresh cum slowly trickling out, only to be soaked up by the fabric of his jock. A nice touch, I thought, and wondered if he'd been wearing the jack all day around the office. I made a mental note to look out for it in future. I unzipped, pulled-out my cock, and got into position behind Alan. While I couldn't compete for size with the monster that had just been up him, still I knew my cock head juts out from the shaft in a way most guys love when it's pounding them, so I squished it into his wet hole. Leaning forward, more shaft went in, and I held Alan's head so he wouldn't look around, and to give him a good chance to smell my freshly-applied cologne. As if he could smell anything through the poppers and the cock now pushing insistently past his tonsils. My hips started bucking. I thought about the girls in the office who batted their eyelashes at him, eyed his buttocks as he went to lunch and giggled to each other when he left the room. If they could see him now - so cock-crazed he hadn't realised the guy using his hole as a cum dump was the same guy who sat opposite him at work. No names, no faces, even. And no condoms: the boy wanted the load, and no giggly media studies graduate who worried about her pedicure was about to give him that. I didn't want to risk going for the long haul and being discovered. In addition, I figured Alan was more into the load than the fuck, so I didn't hold back from squirting my pent-up spunk into his arse. After I blew my load, I quickly nipped back to the other cubicle to wipe down with some toilet roll, rather than run the risk of being identified. A student, meanwhile, quickly took my place. I actually wondered if Alan had noticed the switch. The kid was huffing on the poppers so hard I thought it was a possibility - I hadn't made a big deal of cumming, and we were all moving as quietly as we could. Just then, the furtive atmosphere was broken by the crackle of a walkie talkie. Into the toilet walked a policeman in full gear. As he took in the room, everyone froze. He was heavy built, mid thirties, and bearded. He looked at me, then Alan, sandwiched between the hung guy and one of the students. "Ok," he said into his microphone, "I'm in the ******** park men's toilets. Nobody here." The policeman batted the student who was fucking Alan away, saying "Move out, son. I haven't long. I'm on duty." I watched the cop pull-out a thick cut cock with a heavy PA through the helmet, and heard Alan cry out as it went in deep. "This your boy?" the cop asked the man on the toilet. "Nah," said the hung man, "I just found him taking loads today. Gave him mine a minute ago. He's a good sucker, getting me ready to fuck one of those lads." The look on the students' faces was priceless: lust meets apprehension. The cop grunted, came, and pulled-out, ordering one of the students to "Clean this. I got to get back." The younger looking of the two students went down on his knees and quickly cleaned the cop's spunky cock. The first student got back inside Alan and pushed the cop's load deeper. t looked like he'd rather be there than have to take hung guy's cock for round two. The policeman left, saying, "You've got forty minutes until the next patrol, and they might not be as much fun as me." He left, and the other guys rearranged, so that hung guy was pushing the student who'd sucked the cop against a wall, trying to get his thick cock into a very tight hole. I stayed long enough to watch him get it in - with a lot of pushing, spit, and complaints from the kid. But if you don't want ten inches up the arse, don't flash it in a cottage, I guess. I was a bit disappointed that Alan didn't offer the kid the poppers: we might have to talk about him being a team player in his next skills review. Just as the cop's motorbike purred out of the car park, I stepped out into the fresh air. It was still pretty light, and I continued my walk home, thinking 'So, the new boy at work is a bareback bottom slut. This could be interesting'. I wondered if I could keep a straight face when I saw him the next morning. Then I wondered if he'd be walking straight after that massive cock. I also wondered if he'd recognise the smell of my cologne.