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**This is fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~ Chapter 1 - Sam's New Job Sam's money was gone and he definitely needed a job. His latest rent was still unpaid, so now any place had to be accepted. Sam's daily route passed the window of a sex shop, where Sam had already seen an advertisement a couple of weeks ago. The advertisement was looking for an organizer for a part-time employment relationship. Sam decided to go and ask if the position was still open and what skills would be needed. Sam was a 24-year-old, slightly overweight and medium-sized young man. Sam studied mathematics at university and he had only had sex with a few of his boyfriends. Always safely. The last relationship had already broken up half a year ago, so no one had been inside Sam for more than half a year. Sam is 100% bottom. Sam arrived at the sex shop and nervously went in to ask what was expected of the organizer. George, the owner of the sex shop, studied Sam and asked a few questions. In the end, George concluded that the role of organizer is a good fit for Sam. The task requires precision, so Sami, as a university student, will definitely succeed in it. George said that the task of the organizer is to participate in the organization of the weekly Thursday Roulettes. Sam already had time to think that perhaps studying mathematics is also useful in the roulettes organized. George asked Sam if he could start right away. Today is Tuesday, so Sam has plenty of time to join this week's Thursday roulette arrangements. George showed Sam the back room where the computer is used to manage the arrangements. The registrations will be sent to the email, which Sam should follow up. The registration period ends every week on Wednesday at 12 noon. Sam must always list the registered people in two different columns, one for bottoms and the other for tops. Sam must contact all the registered people personally and confirm their HIV status and make sure they are not using prep. The age of the bottoms must also be recorded in the list of registered participants. All HIV positive and using prep bottoms should be rejected. Sami must also confirm the HIV status from the top and those who are positive must be asked if they are taking medication. For positive unmedicated patients, Sam should record in the list what their viral load count is. At this stage, no top is rejected, but the accompanying information must be accurately recorded in the list. Next, George said that after the registration period ends, 8 bottoms will be selected from the list in order of age, meaning that the 8 youngest can always join. The next two are notified that they are on reserve. Choosing tops is a bit more complicated, but 10 are always chosen. First, 8 negative ones are chosen, but if the number is not full, then more tops are chosen that are medicated. Finally, the two tops with the two highest viral load counts are selected. When all the choices have been made, Sam should inform all the chosen ones that they have to come here to take an HIV rapid test on Thursday between 10 am and 2 pm. Sam should ensure that only the two selected positive tops show positive test results. If the test result of someone selected is incorrect, then Sam must look at the alternate person on the list and ask him to come and be tested immediately. When all the tests are done and show the right result, it's Sam's job to make sure that everyone knows to come to the right place, at the right time. Thursday roulettes are organized on the outskirts of the city in an industrial area, where a small industrial hall is rented. Thursday roulettes always start at exactly 18:00, when everyone must be there and ready. There are two doors in the hall, of which the bottoms use the one with the big 0 and the tops use the door with the 1. Sam's job is to receive the bottoms. Bottoms must take off their clothes completely. No more than socks and jockstraps can be left on. There are 8 fucking benches in a row in the room. Sam's job is to tie the bottoms to each one of the benches. The order of the bottoms does not matter. Meanwhile, the tops come off in another room. Naturally, the tops get to choose what to wear. But if someone has any tattoos or other marks that reveal their HIV status, they must be hidden. The idea is precisely that all tops look equal. When the clock strikes 18, the tops are let into the room where the bottoms are waiting. After that, all the tops can freely fuck the asshole that is free and that they want to fuck. There are only two absolute rules: 1. no rubbers. 2. the sperm must always go into the bottoms asshole. Roulette continues as long as even one top can fuck. It is desirable that each top inseminates at least two different holes, but that is up to the tops themselves. Sam stared at George with wide eyes. "But doesn't that run the risk of the virus from the viral tops moving on and infecting an innocent bottom?", Sam asked George. "What innocent bottom? They're all chasers," said George.

**This is fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~ Chapter 2 – Sam´s first Thursday roulette When George went away for a while, Sam immediately googled what George meant by 'chaser'. Sam was shocked. Is he now organizing sex parties where young men let HIV positive men fuck their unprotected asses on purpose. Sam had always practiced safe sex and always insisted, even tested partners, to use rubber. At the same time, however, Sam was already calculating the odds of how many of the eight bottoms could get a powerful seed inside. The thought of this being some kind of competition made Sam's cock harden a little. However, Sam's work started to go really well. George had been right that Sam would be good at holding all the strings in his hands. Sam handled the registrations, interviews, testing and informing the participants smoothly. On Thursday evening, George and Sam were the first to arrive at the warehouse. The sight of eight fucking benches next to each other excited Sam, even though the place looked very dirty in Sam's opinion. The first bottom arrived and George said he had to go prepare the tops. Sam followed the bottoms taking off their clothes and started tying the first one to the fucking bench. The youngest man was 19 and the oldest 27, so practically everyone was very close to Sam's own age. Some of the boys left their jockstraps on and some stripped completely naked. The young men's bare cocks and jockstraps bulging turned Sam on. Sami started to feel a little outsider when he got the last bottom attached to the bench. When everything was ready, he peeked through the door to the tops side to tell George that everything was already ready. George was in the room on his knees in front of one man, sucking the top's cock. George motioned Sam into the room and told him to help him get the tops ready. As soon as the doors open, it's important that the men are immediately horny and the cocks are wet with saliva. Without thinking, Sam knelt down and opened his mouth to the first cock. At a fast pace, all 10 cocks went in between Sam's lips. Each man took a moment to fuck Sam's throat until they pulled away. After that, George opened the door and said that now the floor belongs to the tops. Sam watched in amazement as a top walked behind each bottom and immediately pushed himself into the bottom's ass. The tops immediately started to fuck the bottoms. George pulled Sam over to the two waiting tops and told Sam to kneel next to him. Our job is to serve the tops while they wait their turn, said George, taking top's cock in his mouth. Sam did the same to the other. After a while, a hole in someone's bottom became free and the top that Sam was sucking moved to fuck the bottom. The top that fucked the bottom came for Sam to suck. The man said that the boy's tight ass had felt very good, but he hadn't wanted to give up his first load yet. His goal is to go inside as many holes as possible and seed at least two holes tonight. Sam tasted cock for the first time, which tasted like bottom ass juices. The cock also tasted a bit salty, which Sam assumed was the man's pre cum. The next hour and a half continued so that the men in Sam's mouth changed and very quickly Sam noticed that the cocks no longer tasted like ass juice but clearly like sperm. Sam greedily cleaned the men's cocks before they were thrust into the new ass again. Excited Sam had completely forgotten that there were also two tops with a really high viral load count. Only after the end of the evening did Sam realize that their sperm had definitely ended up in Sam's mouth and Sam had swallowed it along with the saliva. All the tops had already left for their own room. Sam followed along as the bottoms put on their clothes. They all looked satisfied and happy. Sam felt a little jealous and an outsider again.

**This is Fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~~ Chapter 23. It was well past midnight when Tom, Dan, Mark and Peter arrived at Mark and Peter's house. The men led the boys directly to the bedroom and they all undressed completely. Mark and Peter placed the boys on all fours on the bed. Mark carefully removed Dan's butt plug and Peter did the same to Tom. Both holes were wide open and very slimy from all the sperm injected into the holes. The men began to greedily felch the brothers' young holes. After Peter got his mouth full of cum from Tom's hole he moved over to Dan and fed him the cum. Dan hungrily devoured everything that was fed to him. Mark fed Tom. The same was repeated so many times that the boys' asses were empty again. Finally, Mark pushed his cock into Tom and Peter Dan. The men passionately fucked the brothers and eventually both cummed into the young holes. After that, everyone fell asleep. The next morning, Tom and Dan had a long sleep. Eventually, Peter came to wake them up and told the boys to go wash up and then have brunch that Mark had prepared. Breakfast was laid out on the sunny backyard patio. The backyard also had a barbecue kitchen, several couches and sun loungers, and a large hot tub. The yard looked like it would be nice to have a summer party there. The boys ate with good appetite because they hadn't eaten anything other than the sperm they had been fed last night. Mark and Peter asked how the brothers felt yesterday and especially how Dan felt about losing his virginity. Mark said that the men from yesterday's special group were really grateful when they got to fuck the boys first. They were especially impressed by opening Dan's virgin ass. It's rare that a young, perfect-looking footballer wants to give his boyhood to a group of toxic old men. The men had assured that for a long time they had not experienced orgasms as strong as when Dan and Tom were willingly riding their cocks. The brothers listened shyly and with red cheeks to the men's praises. In the end, Dan said, "I'm really happy that Tom found you. I finally know what my life is to. I'm happy when I hear me fucking man emptying his bags in me. Now I know it is not my job to choose who can use my ass. My ass is open to anyone who wants to use it. I've realized that I'm nothing but a cumdump. Same as my little brother. I love you my little bro. I'm happy to share this journey with you". "Actually, we're happy to share this journey with you both," said Mark. "Peter and I have been thinking about it and we thought we'd suggest one thing to you. We have a big house here and lots of space. It would be wonderful for us if you moved here with us. We could start a family together," continued Mark. "We could live here together and work together in the sauna and elsewhere. We have already received many contacts that they would like to have you perform at various events. We would like to have the insatiable cumdump brothers on site for many events. For birthdays as a gift, for bachelor parties, as a party favor... You have is also starting a promising career in the porn industry. Starting next week we will finish editing your debut film "TOXIC INNOCENCE". All of this would be easier to handle if we lived together," continued Peter. "How does this sound? Of course, you don't have to decide this right away. Take your time to think about what you want," reminded Mark.

PART ONE "Just so you know it's hardcore porn right? We can't say it on the ads that we put up of course coz the cops'd be onto us." "Yeah, sure" I'd figured as much when I saw the "Young men wanted for modelling work" signs stuck up around campus. I was at a loose end as I needed some extra petrol money for Katie & my drive across country to meet her family. "OK you'll get $500 cash, now you know of things called blowbang scenes?" Shit, OK doesn't get more hardcore than that. The idea of being around a bunch of guys while a hot girl sucked me off was a little weird but the money was too good to refuse and I likely wouldn't be on screen much. "Yeah definitely" "Great, well you send a pic to this mobile & if you get the A-OK from our talent, I'll let you know when & where for the scene!" That was fair enough, it made sense that the girls'd want some idea about the guys involved. I hung up & sent a pic to the mobile number & they replied that they'd let me know ASAP. I was pretty shocked when they rang back within the hour. "Really happy at our end so if you could be at the address I'll text you 2:15 Wednesday afternoon that'll be great!" The timing couldn't have been better as Katie and myself were intending to take off on the Friday. I had to admit that I was a little nervous when Wednesday came around, it's not every day you're in a porno after all! I couldn't eat breakfast or lunch and I drove to the house which ended up being a pretty big place on the other side of town. There were plenty of cars parked which I took as being all of the other guys and I was welcomed at the door. "Cody right? I recognise you from the photo, I'm Cade, I'm the make-up artist." He shook my hand, pretty limply. I figured he must be gay, I can't imagine there's too many straight make-up artists! "Follow me, we'll just get you ready." I walked into what must've been like an ensuite bathroom, "Sorry it's a bit cramped but we do what we can! Just leave your clothes on the bed there & sit on this seat." He said it so matter of fact it threw me a bit but obviously he was a bit numb to it all. I could it tell he was sizing me up as I made my way over to the chair which didn't help my nerves. "First time, am I right? Don't worry, they'll have stuff if nerves get the better of you. And don't worry, I won't be femming you up or anything here, it's just to make sure you look OK on camera." I could hear a lot of excited male chatter from the other rooms and I had to admit I was getting a bit excited myself thinking who the girl might be. "Looks like you're getting a bit more comfortable about it all!" Cade laughed. "I'll let Seth know you're ready." "Did I hear my name?" I recognised the voice from the phone call as an older guy, around 50, stuck his head round the corner. "Wow Cody, you're a real looker aren't you? We're all set up & ready." He said looking me up & down which I guess was something he just did being in the porn industry. He put his arm round my shoulder & we started walking to the voices. "Now it's $500 cash as I said but you don't get any of it until the end of the shoot which I'm sure you understand because we don't want any funny business, now do we..." "No Seth......not at all...." "There's a good guy, and here's where the magic happens" we entered the room with a couple of cameramen, a sound guy and what looked to be about 10 or 15 guys of various shapes & sizes including some with tatts and some in hoods for anonymity (why hadn't I thought of that?). "Guys, please welcome Cody here to Cum Guzzlers 8!" The guys turned round to me, cheering & clapping, well the guys that weren't stroking their cocks anyway. Still no girl though, I guess she must've been running late or something. "Just make your way to the centre there Cody & I'll explain the ground rules for everyone before we start." I looked at him quizzically. "They're all gonna take advantage of you Cody, I just don't want things to get too out of hand." Wait.....I was the one to suck all of these guys off? END OF PART ONE

**This is fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~~ Chapter 24. Tom and Dan went home on Sunday afternoon. On the bus ride, they had considered Mark and Peter's proposal to move in with them. The thought that they could even make money letting men fuck their ass made them giggle. From the bus, Tom texted David that they had both heard what David said yesterday in the sauna. David suggested that the boys could come through them on the way home so they could talk in peace. The rest of the family is visiting relatives and they don't come home until late. The brothers arrived at David's house directly from the bus terminal. David opened the door and was wearing only very tiny lycra sports shorts. The outline of David's big cock was clearly visible through the shorts. David led the boys to sit on the couch and offered them a drink. "It was a really exciting sight to see both of you there in the sauna with your asses on offer," stated David. "Is it so you don't refuse any load," asked David. The brothers nodded shyly. "Then you must be eating prep regularly," continued David. The brothers looked shyly at each other and Dan said that they are not medicated. "Holy shit, you've got to be really careful. That place is always full of all kinds of sick bastards. I'll never fuck holes in there that you can be sure don't carry diseases." "But how can you be sure of that," asked Tom. "Usually I only fuck young holes. For example, Dan was a virgin yesterday and you Tom was a week ago. It's pretty unlikely that your holes have had time to corrupt yet," said David. "But you fucked us both in the sauna and our asses were full of strangers' cum. We hadn't asked about anyone's status. And in fact we started day 8 with the cocks of an unmedicated poz man," said Tom, looking David hard in the eyes. "David, you better be careful yourself if you're so afraid of getting STDs," Dan continued. Tom stood up and took off his shorts in a one quick motion. He turned his backside towards David and pulled the plug out of his ass. "Are you still in the mood to fuck me? I still have sperm in my ass, the status of which you don't know," said Tom. Dan did the same as his brother. Soon both had climbed onto the couch and the brothers' asses were available to David. David couldn't help himself. He took both boys by the hand and led them to his son Luke's room. He told the boys to climb onto the bed on all fours. David lowered his tight shorts and thrust his cock in one powerful thrust into Tom's ass. David took turns fucking Tom and Dan and finally released his seed with a loud grunt into Dan's ass. After orgasm, David collapsed on top of Dan. David, Tom and Dan lay spent in Luke's bed. "Thank you David," said Tom. "If you want, we can organize an event in the sauna where you get rid of that fear. I've never felt such great freedom as I did on the first night lying blindfolded in a sling. I think you'd enjoy that feeling too," continued Tom.

Chapter 16 The POZ guy smiled to himself thinking he was about to pop a cherry on a NEG guy and them send him home with a little extra in his tank. He kind of hoped he was read for this but at the same time didn’t really care, you come here, you get what you get. With that he rammed deep in the Guy’s unprotected ass, splitting his hole open like never before. He felt the rush of adrenaline as his cock pulsed and shot rope after rope of hot cum in the guy’s newly deflowered cunt. The guy whimpered with the sudden intrusion and sharp spike as his hole was pried open more that any toys he had used on himself. The Brutality caught his off Gard but, in a moment, he was shooting off in the bent over guy that was bound to the point he couldn’t move. A couple guys saw what was happening and what surprises the guy might be taking home and started to cheer. The guy that was heading home thought it was for him and smiled. The POZ guy pulled out and the guy started to pull back when another guy came up and slid a couple finger up the guys now sloppy ass. He tasted the rich cum dripping out of the guys ass and then did something the guy never felt. He started to rim the guy as he stood there with his cock softening but still lodged in the bent guy’s ass. His cock started getting hard again. He never felt so hot, so intensely turned on and wanted more up his ass. He couldn’t figure out what was happening, but it was something he definitely would try to repeat again. He was sweating and his legs started giving out on him. He pulled out and the guy that was riming him grabbed the guy by the cock and lead him over to a ouch to sit down. The guy started sucking on his cock. It was tender and not real hard but he wanted to shoot again, he desperately needed that final release. He looked over at the ass he just shot in to see another guy was already using that messy hole for his pleasure. Even though it was dimne in the room, he could see the slippery shine on the guy’s butt cheeks. The guy that was sucking his cock was also fingering his ass again and it was really getting him hot. The guy mentioned he had to get going soon and that is when another came up behind the couch and started rubbing the guy’s nipples. It felt like electricity was hitting his skin, it wasn’t intense, but it was definitely there. The guy was memorized by the feelings he was getting. He felt the finger pulled from his ass, he was disappointed, he desperately need this to continue but he also knew he was late and needed to get home. All of his senses seemed to be amplified. A moment later he felt the guy sucking him push something hard up his ass. It felt lie a small rock or something. It almost felt sharp and he was going to say something when there was burn he had never felt before. He said “ That burns”. The guy kept fingering his ass and now was taking the guys cock to the root. He had never felt that and he wished he would get hard so he could shoot. The warmth seemed to spread to all parts of his body, especially his groin. Someone got a damp towel and started drying the guy’s chest and legs, it felt cool and it was very welcome. Someone asked the guy how far he had to go to get home and he said only a couple streets over and that he had walked over on his normal afternoon exercise. He had no idea how much exercise he had gotten or how much more he might get tonight. The guy stood up and stared getting dressed, he was a bit wobbly on his feet but he figured it was from all the excitement and it would pass. A guy handed him a sealed bottler of water and said you best start drinking some fluids, you really got hot. The guy thanked him and said to please let him know when the next get-to-gether was going to be. He wanted to see if he could arrange more time to stay. With this group if he came back he would probably end up tied in on one of the benches with his ass hanging out and spun. Either way that water wasn’t exactly sealed as he thought, it had a dose of an experimental potent Viagra, He would not only be Horney with all sorts of energy but would also get an erection that should last for a while. He would want to fuck for hours and probably with the Tina in him would have problems getting across the finish line.

**This is Fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~~ Chapter 21. Peter directed Dan to get up on the couch and squat on the oldest man's lap. Peter guided the man's throbbing cock straight into Dan's hole. All the men encouraged Dan to squat down more and open his virgin hole for the first cock. This sperm stick would change Dan's life forever. Dan squat some more and the hole entrance started to give way. Dan's eyes were wide open and a muffled moan came out of his mouth. After a while, Tom pushed Dan down hard so that Dan sank completely on mans lap and his cock sank deep into Dan's unprotected virgin ass. "Take it deep inside you. Big brother, you've been waiting for this moment for years. Now, finally, your unprotected virgin ass will get it all," said Tom with lust in his eyes. Tom himself climbed into the lap of the man next to Dans stallion and squatted so that he buried the man's cock inside him with one strong thrust. Now both young men's asses were full of hard cocks. The men all around looked at the brothers with lust and jerked their rock hard cocks. Both brothers side by side started riding hard cocks. Both men moaned happily as the young brothers' tight asses rubbed the men's dicks. The video cameras accurately recorded the sinking of the cocks into the young meat, as well as the faces of the toxic Tops and the brothers. Dan's stallion began to breathe more heavily. Peter asked Dan if he was ready for the first insemination of his life. Dan shyly said yes. Peter asked, making Dan aware that this load would likely change the rest of Dan's life. Yes, whispered Dan. Peter told Dan that he needs to say what he wants out loud. "I want to fill my ass with cum. Breed me," shouted Dan. The man under Dan grunted loudly and pumped his sperm into the young virgin's ass. "Take my poisonous seed you greedy little slut," said Dan's first stallion. For the next two hours, Dan and Tom greedily squatted on the men's laps, taking more and more men's sperm up their asses. Load after load. All the men filled the brothers' holes with their fluids. Tom was a little jealous when he noticed that the men were more interested in Dan's virgin ass than Tom's. Dan clearly got more sperm than Tom. However, Mark comforted Tom and said there was nothing to be jealous about. He is sure that both holes will receive enough loads today.

New Year’s Eve. In local motel, hadn’t had much luck. Sucked 2 guys off. I enjoy anon, hooded, light out, etc. got a contact off of Doublist. Wanted it anon, with me bent over the bed already lubed up. I used but plug with mix of silicone and water based lube, to make sure I was ready. I heard the door close behind me and rustling of clothes. Usually guys want me to suck them hard so I be got an idea how big they are, but not him. I felt a hand on my ass and a finger checking to see if I was lubed. Held my cheeks apart and I felt him against my ass and he just shoved in balls deep. He had moved his hands to my hips holding me so Imcouldnt pull away. After a second he started fucking, long steady strokes and after a bit he would pull all the way out and jam it back in again. I was in heaven. 5-1- min maybe and he started jackrabbiting and then shoved it in as far as it would go and I could feel him twitching. All,the time he hadn’t said a word. He pulled out and I felt empty. Heard the rustle of clothes and the door and he was gone. Got no more action that night, and I’m not sure I could have taken any more. Felt like one of the thickest I’ve ever taken. He hasn’t responded to follow up emails though. Glad I ended 2022 with a bang.

Part 4 My alarm goes off bright and early Monday. I've never been so excited for the weekend to end. I hop in the shower and scrub down with some girly soap that Hector recommended, then do a thorough cleaning of my hole. Once I'm out and dry, I attach my chastity cage. I got a pink one so it will remind the men of a clit. Next, I put on fresh panties and one of my new outfits that screams slut. When I arrive at the trailer, I'm happy to see a small bed in the corner, as my uncle promised. I start to lay out the supplies on the table when I hear the door open. It's Luis and he looks pleased. I share the rotation plan with Luis and he is fine with it. But he demands that his shift be over lunchtime every day. I'm guessing that's so he can have more time with me. Good thing there's a privacy curtain to divide the bed and the eating area. As Luis compliments my outfit, I lower my skirt to show him the panties underneath. "You got a boner?" he asks, pointing at the hard intrusion underneath. "No...we'll kinda, but look," I say as I drop the panties to reveal my locked away boy cock. "Fuck yes, White Whore!" Luis exclaims. I'm not even sure if he remembers my name at this point, and I don't care. "Where is they key?" "Oh, it's in my pocket. But don't worry, I won't..." "Give it to me," Luis says. I obey and hand it to him. He removes the gold chain from around his neck, threads it through the key ring, and puts it back on. "You belong to me now," Luis says with a smirk. As hot as this is, I'm not sure how long I can go without cumming. I planned to be locked up at work, then go home and release my sexual feelings. But I'm not about to argue with the king of Mexican cock. "See you at lunch time. And be ready!" Luis says as he heads out the trailer door.

**This is Fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~~ Chapter 22. Both boys' legs were really tired after two hours of squatting when Mark started to lead the boys out of the room. Sperm poured from both of their fucked holes as the boys went after Mark. Mark led the boys to the largest room in the sauna, where a performance stage had now been built in the middle of the room. There was no performance stage when Tom went to the sauna every week. There were two similar fucking benches next to each other on the stage. Mark led the boys to the benches and ordered the boys to take off their leather jockstraps. The brothers removed their jockstraps and revealed their caged penises. After that, Mark said that the brothers have to go face down on the bench and place their hands and feet on the designated stands. Under both benches were wide bowls into which the sperm from the boys' asses can flow. Mark fastened the boys' hands and feet to the bench with leather straps. After that, both were blindfolded. Mark praised the sight. 18 and 20 year old brothers asses readily available. For any man to use. Holes already slippery with potent seeds. Mark shouted to Peter that everything is ready. These little bitches are so horny that they don't even protest being tied up or blindfolded. These guys just want sperm and they don't even care who is fucking them. Peter opened the doors and a large group of men of all kinds started pouring in. Very quickly the first cocks were already in the boys' ass. Mark's "Double Hole Saturday" ad had worked better than they had expected. More than 80 men had already bought the entrance ticket, even though the sauna had just opened. Tom and Dan's asses were in constant use all evening. When one man emptied his bags into one of the two cum holes, the next one immediately replaced the empty space. Pumped and emptied. Pumped and emptied. Pumped and emptied. Suddenly the boys heard a man speak, whose voice seemed familiar. OMG that must be Luke's dad David. "Maybe your dad should be proud that both boys are cum buckets. Does your dad know you're here with your asses on offer and your useless cocks caged?", asked David. "Don't be afraid, I won't reveal your little secret. But you must always be available when I need a hole," continued David. Tom and Dan's fucking continued for 8 hours straight. Eventually, though, it stopped. Tom and Dan heard Mark and Peter come up to them and moved the cups out from under the fucking benches. The men told how there was a lot of spilled sperm in both bowls. After a while, Tom felt something hard in his hole, which pushed a little way inside. After that, he felt a liquid being pushed into him under pressure. He realized that the cum that had spilled into the bowl was injected into Tom's ass with a syringe. After a while, the same was done to Dan. Big ass plugs were crushed for both of them. "Now the sperms stay properly where they belong. Men have given you their precious gift so it is important that you keep them inside you as long as possible," said Peter.

**This is Fantasy and fiction. And the purpose of the article is not to encourage unsafe sex. Any resemblance to someone's life is purely coincidental. Nothing in this work should in any way be construed as medical advice or instruction.** ~~~~~~~ Chapter 20. Tom and Dan both woke up from Dan's bed early in the morning. After a quick breakfast, they left for the bus station and the journey towards Mark and Peter's town began. Dan had been keeping Tom's plug up his ass since the night before. Dan in particular was nervous the whole way. Would he let both Mark and Peter fuck him without rubber. Mark came to pick up the boys from the bus station and told them they were going straight to the sauna where Peter was waiting for them. Once there, Dan looked at everything with wide eyes. In Dan's opinion, the sauna looked filthy and arousing. There was a note on the front door saying that the sauna would have a private event during the day and that the sauna would not open to the public until 4 p.m. Mark led both boys straight to the bathroom where he ordered both brothers to undress completely, he also undressed himself. Peter also came into the bathroom and undressed. Both boys looked at skinny Peter, who had a biohazard tattoo above his cock. Mark pulled the plug out of Dan's ass and both men studied Dan's virgin ass with interest. Peter rinsed both boys' holes thoroughly and Mark shaved both boys' pubic hair and put Dan in a chastity cage similar to Tom's. When everything was ready, Mark and Peter admired the naked boys and the result of their work. The brothers were otherwise very similar, but Dan had more muscular legs and a bigger ass than Tom, but Tom's balls were bigger. The balls actually looked huge under the caged tiny penis. Peter brought both boys black leather jockstraps and leather harnesses. Both men helped the boys put them on. Perfect, said Mark after seeing the end result. Mark told the boys that they have arranged a special event for the afternoon and the men are already waiting. They have wanted to offer certain men the first opportunity to meet Dan and Tom. The occasion is so special that they have also asked videographers to attend. The day will be memorable for both Tom and especially Dan, so it is important that the day also be recorded as a memory. The men led the boys to a room where 8 leather men were sitting on 3 different couches. The men were sitting on the sofas with everyone's cocks exposed. Mark introduced Dan and Tom to men and men to boys. Mark told the men that Dan is a virgin and Tom was fucked for the first time a week ago on Friday. In other words, first-class meat is available today. And most importantly, the meat is offered completely without any protection and the meat is also unmedicated. The leathermen cheered and clapped. From the last moment, all the men's cocks were standing hard. Tom and Dan looked at each other in confusion as Mark told them that what made the occasion special was that the unprotected young asses now got to milk the raw cocks of these eight men themselves. All eight dicks would be toxic and unmedicated. Tom and Dan looked at the horny older men sitting on the couches, the big helmets of their cocks glistening with precum. Now Tom and Dan also noticed that almost all the men had biohazard tattoos.

I like getting fucked on my back and having my legs spread open as far as they will go to get in deeper. I don't like is 2 things A is not using lube or not enough and B is when going in and opening my hole really fast and it hurts like hell. First time going in should be slow to stretch my hole open and then you can go fast. At first my hole is really tight then it will open up to take those big Dicks!

Don’t judge me please….. it wasn’t like I didn’t not love my BF, we were engage for fucks sake. But out sex life was just mediocre and down right boring. When my BF did try and fuck me it was frotting because he would think he would be inside me when he wasn’t and was only rubbing his lubed dick over my hole. I missed getting fucked hard and taking loads. I missed being a filthy cum pig. As I said its only cheating if I cum right? Its not like I’m the one getting off here. So as I’m upstairs cleaning myself out, thinking back on the few times I get fucked these days. Wondering what the guys cock is like, did we discuss rubbers? Fuck I don’t have any…. Maybe he will bring some. Before I knew it I was back down stairs watching the porn waiting for my anon guy to show up. ‘Ding’ went the phone, logging in I check the message “Im here, are you facedown arse up faggot?” Typing in my response, “Yes Sir, come in front door, down hallway you can hear the porn playing” shaking as I hit send and place my head down, spreading my legs. Bottle of lube beside me, my breathing ragged and sharp. I hear the door open and close, footsteps. Suddenly the sound of a zipper being pulled down hard. Pants falling to the floor, shuffling as I feel the air around me move, he kneels behind me as I hear him spit and stroke his cock. I can smell his sweatiness, hearing him grunt as I feel his cock between my arse cheeks. Whimpering I beg “do you have a condom?” I can instantly tell how he recoils as I ask. “Nope didn’t bring any, you told me you were a pig.. Pigs don’t use rubber…. I fuck you raw or I leave” he growls as he rubs his leaking cock over my hole bare. Shuddering “oook, please don’t cum in me, I have a bf and he doesn’t know” I barely get out as I feel his thick cock pressing against my hole forcing me to grunt as I get violated. He growls as he pushes hard, I try to pull away but he grips my hips and pulls me back snarling “don’t you fucking dare pull away faggot, you wanted this your gunna get it, havent had a fuck in weeks” he grunted as he shoved hard and buried 2 more inches in me as I yelped. Fuck it hurt he was thick….. Feeling this random guy fuck me hearing him grunt my cock was bouncing under me I could feel the precum leaking out of my cock. Whining I begged him “please don’t cum in me” over and over I could feel his thrusts picking up the room smelling of his sweaty body sex and cum. He doesn’t answer me, only continues to fuck me. Fuck he feels huge I can feel every bump and ridge on his cock, he starts pulling all the way out as I groan loud and whimper even louder when he forces himself back into me. I can smell his sweat as it fills up the room. The sweat dripping from him as it hits my back. The longer he fucks me the more I want it. The thought I’m allowing a anon guy to bb me hits home when I feel how slick I am, its either blood from being torn up or he is precumming an obscene amount. “Ppppllleeassseeee don’t cum in me sir, mmyy bf doesn’t know” I whimper meekly Hearing him grunt as he fucks harder snarling as he pushes deeper into me and pulls me tight as he roars. “FUCKKKK YEAHHH PIG TAKE MY LOAD FAGGOT” his loud growling shaking me as I whimper and don’t even bother trying to pull away. I don’t even say anything, I hear a click as I look back and see him snapping pics. Trying to hide my face he laughs. He pulls out hard as I yelp, slapping my arse he gets up and pulls his jeans up and shirt he grabs and starts walking out. I hear the door open and slam shut. Laying there I start to sob…. Fuck what have I done. FUCK….. seriously what the fuck have I done. I let a anon guy fuck me…. Fucking bareback….. I didn’t even argue with him, I didn’t even try to pull away. Here I am….. fuck I can feel his load dripping out running down my nuts. Fuck I didn’t want this… Didn’t I? I was the slut who advertised and invited them over. “DING” went my phone as I grabbed it…. It was a message from him with a clear picture of my self on all fours looking back at him with his cock in the frame, my arse dripping with pinkish cum. “That was fucking hot loved blowing my load inside you, let me know when your available in the next week. I wanna fuck you again…. Have some friends who would need your services too. Ill keep ahold of the pic for now, do as your told and we will have fun” the message read. Shaking I didn’t know how to take it. I laid down on the soaked pillow and messy floor my hole stinging. Porn playing as I put my phone down and shut my eyes. Maybe this is just a dream I told myself trying to take the focus of my stinging hole….. Maybe it is who knows.

Part 25: A Three-way and a Secret (Jay's Perspective) “You’re so big,” I moaned, my ass feeling as if it was being torn in two. Since I’d taken Will’s monster of a cock in my ass, I’d managed to find other men of equal size, though none of them had been able to open me up as much as Domonic was. Alan’s dick was fat and filled me, but Domonic filled me and threatened to move my organs around. I could feel every vein of his cock, his heartbeat felt against my hole as the throbbing continued in my ass. He was the type of man you’d see in porn, and here he was fucking my ass and fucking my brother’s hole every other second. I could feel Will’s heartbeat too as my finger explored his ass, pressing down on his prostate and causing his body to shiver. I watched as my brother’s body shook, sweat collecting beneath his chest hair, goosebumps rising along his skin. His dick was hard, sticking straight out and dripping pre-cum onto my arm. I scooped some up and ran it along my tongue, tasting his sweet seed. His mouth opened in awe as I played with his ass, giving him the same pleasure he had given me not so long ago. “Sit on my face,” I told Will, pulling my finger from his hole. “I want to eat you out.” “You know, brothers don’t normally say that kind of stuff to each other,” he said, giving me that classic Will smile which had a tendency to make people weak at the knees. I knew Will had never realized just how many girls in school liked him. I knew of a few guys who had wanted to fuck him, too. Will had always been too focused on religion to care. Now, he was finally exploring his sexual desires like I had been doing for years. I was just happy to be a part of his journey. Who knows, I thought, maybe one day he’ll be a bigger deviant than me. Will straddled my head, his hairy hole staring down at me. I breathed in, smelling his musk. I admired his hairy ass, the curling hairs, dark and covered in sweat. He lowered himself down, his hole pressing into my face. I stuck out my tongue and lapped him up, tasting my brother’s hot hole which I could feel throbbing. “Oh, fuck, Jay,” he moaned, pressing down further, opening even more to my intrusive tongue. All the skills I’d gained from eating pussy came into play here, eating his ass, devouring him. Will moaned, his hands reaching down to my chest where he squeezed my nipples, sending shocks throughout my body. “Fucking eat him out,” Domonic growled, his cock slamming into areas of my body I never knew existed. “You two are so fucking hot.” “You just have an incest fetish,” Will told him. “I’ve never fucked brothers before,” Domonic said. “With Pastor Kline, we may be fucking a father and son.” “Here’s hoping,” Will said, his ass squeezing my face. “What are the odds we can get your other brother to join in?” Domonic asked. “Zero,” Will told him. I pushed Will’s ass off my face. “I don’t know.” I told them, wiping sweat from my face, “I would have bet all my money on you dying a virgin, and here you are sitting on my face while your poz boyfriend fucks me.” “The day Zack fucks me is the day the world ends,” Will said, though I saw his cock jump at the thought. “Never say never,” Domonic laughed. “Who knows, maybe I’ll get all the men in your family before I’m done.” “That will never happen,” Will said. I thought of our dad and how strict he had been when we were growing up. He’d been a tough man, one who showed little emotion. He raised us knowing we were to always act proper, being examples to everyone else. I fucked that up fast. Will’s on his way. Our father would die if he knew what we were doing. Father and son relationships have always been difficult in our family. It’s been a multi-generational problem. I knew our father’s relationship with his own father had been bad, our dad even changing his last name to his mother’s maiden name after college just to rid himself of the fucker. Uncle Michael did the same. We never knew what happened. The men in our family aren’t exactly open. I laughed at the irony as Will’s hole opened slightly to my tongue. “Well, Jay,” Domonic said, thrusting his dick far into my hole, hitting my prostate, my dick jumping and leaking pre-cum, “if you get a desire for a paternal fucking, Pastor Kline, I hear, is a good substitute for your dad.” “I’ll keep that in mind,” I said. Will climbed off my face, moving back until his balls ran over my tongue and nose, stopping for a second on my closed eyes, one ball on each eye. “Pastor Kline’s a bottom,” Will said. “I think Jay may be the same.” “I’m up to fuck a horny old man,” I told them. “But for now, I need my brother’s cock in my mouth.” “Actually,” Will said, lifting off of me and looking me in the eye, “I have to piss first. Unless…” I smiled. “We must be in sync,” I told him. “Your boyfriend is about to fuck the piss right out of me.” “69 and swallow it all,” Domonic said. “Let’s see who has the fullest bladder.” Will moved down until his dick was directly over my mouth with my dick under his. He lowered his dicked down into my mouth, taking mine, sucking me in between his soft lips. I could have cum right there, having my brother’s lips tasting our family seed. “On your marks,” Domonic said, easing up on his fucking. “Get set. Go!” I unleashed in Will’s mouth as my mouth was flooded by his warm piss, nearly causing me to choke. I started swallowing as quickly as I could, feeling Will’s mouth latch down on my cock, gravity trying to pour my piss out. I felt as if I had been swallowing forever when mine ended, Will’s still flowing for another ten seconds. “Fuck,” I moaned, Will’s cock slipping out of my mouth, drops of piss splattering over my chin. “You’re a full boy.” “You too,” he said. “I don’t always drink piss like that. That’s more of Pastor Kline’s thing.” “Unless it’s mine,” Domonic said, winking. “Well, Will’s the winner. Time for Jay to suck a load out of him.” “Gladly,” I said, opening my mouth again and sucking Will’s dick inside. He pushed into my throat, my body fighting off my gag reflex. I wanted Will to fuck my throat hard, the kind of fucking you watch and think, “How the fuck did he do that without passing out?” “Ready?” Will asked. I grabbed his ass and pulled more of his cock into my throat. “I’ll take that as a yes,” he said. Will started fucking my throat, his balls pressing down over my eyes and nose, the smell of his hairy body an intoxicating rush to my senses. “Fuck, you might be better than Pastor Kline.” “That’s high praise,” Domonic said, grabbing my legs and spreading them out farther. “You know, if I close my eyes, I’d swear I’m fucking your brother’s ass.” “I’m not nearly as muscular as Jay,” Will said, shoving his dick hard into my throat. It almost felt as if there was some anger in the thrust. My cock jolted. “Looks like someone needs attention,” Domonic said, his hand reaching down and grabbing my dick, sending chills throughout my body. “Should we see who cums first?” “Sounds like a good challenge,” Will said, raising his hips up and looking down at me, his balls lifting from my eyes. “How about it?” “Let’s go,” I tried to say, my voice lost as my throat hugged Will’s cock. “That was a yes,” Will said. “I could feel it.” “I can feel it,” Domonic said, my cock harder in his jerking hand, my pre-cum dripping down his fist. Among the three of us the room filled with the moans of sweaty men, the bed creaking, our naked skin slapping against each other. It was the greatest sound I’d ever heard. Never had I been in a three-way this hot, not even with Alan. No women could compare. Few men where as hot as Will and Domonic. The fact that we were all poz made it the best fuck ever. “Fuck,” Will moaned, his breathing labored, “I’m getting close.” “So am I,” Domonic said, his thrusts harder. I tried to tell them that I was ready to burst, but Will’s fucking of my throat caused only spit to pour out of my mouth. “Fuck, I’m glad I met you,” Domonic said, leaning down and kissing Will, his grip on my cock tightening, his thumb running over the tip. “Fuck. Fuck. FUCK!” Will shouted, slamming his dick into my throat. His balls lifted from my face, legs hugging my head, cum shooting straight into my stomach. As Will’s cock jumped in my throat, my hips pumped wildly. My balls rose into my body, my cock shooting out thick ropes of cum, splattering Domonic and Will before dripping down onto my writhing body. “Fuck!” Domonic growled, his hand still pumping my cock as my hole tightened around his cock, pulling him further into my body. He did one final trust before he burrowed himself into my ass, shooting his poz cum into my body. I now had poz cum in my ass, down my throat, and across my stomach and chest, solidifying my new status as a poz slut. Will pulled his cock out of my throat, spit dripping down my chin and collecting in Will’s pubic hair. He looked down at me and smiled, his hand reaching down and smearing his cum and my spit over my mouth. “Fuck, I love you,” he said. He looked up at Domonic and waved him forward, kissing him deeply. “I love you, too,” I said, watching as these two powerful men made out, their sweaty bodies above me. Never could I have imagined something like this happening to me. As Will broke of his kiss, he looked down at me again and smiled. In that moment, I knew I had made the right choice lying to Will. None of this would have happened if he knew he was the one who pozzed me. __________________________________________________________________________________________ Hope you enjoy the twist. There are a few plot points "seeded" here that I hope to pick up in the future. There won't be a post next week, but I'll pick up either the next week or the week after.

I drove home from Nashville Sunday morning - a 90-mile drive - having spent the last night taking cock in a hotel room. I still had nine loads inside me as the result of my night of service. I don’t know anyone in Nashville, but an acquaintance from Chicago I met at IML last May had had come down to visit family, so I made arrangements to come down and take a hotel room so he could fuck me again. He also offered to be my doorman as I hosted. It was a successful night of hosting, especially for a Saturday - I usually avoid Saturdays because I find I have less luck then than any other day of the week, but this was the only day my acquaintance could meet. Aside from him, nine other complete strangers showed up to breed me. Between them all, I ended up being loaded nine times. As I drove, the number stuck with me for some reason, and I couldn’t shake the realization that my body now contained - and was actively absorbing - the reproductive fluids of nine other men, eight of whom I had largely not even seen, and one of whom was a mere acquaintance. I had, essentially, allowed nine strangers to insert their penises inside my body and ejaculate. (The first of them had a cock roughly nine inches long - I could tell by the way it threaded through my second ring.) In a general public sense, a man’s penis is considered a feature to keep hidden, at best a private, intimate thing; at worst, a thing considered unclean because of the fluids it produces. We don’t walk around in public with them hanging out (for the most part) and anyone who does is usually arrested because it isn’t considered decent. Of course, countless tomes have been written on the nature of the phallus as a designator of power and influence, and undeniably so. It is the single most defining token of masculinity. For all the protestations that a bottom isn’t any less a man because he receives cock, there is persistently, undeniably, something significant about the statement made when a man penetrates another man. Sometimes the point is made openly, but the subtext is always there due to humans’ binary reproductive nature - in that moment, the one is being less a man than the other. I never penetrate. I’m always the one penetrated. I not only allow it, I make it possible. I spend my money to arrange it. I endure discomfort to experience it. Yet I’m not ignorant of the way most people would perceive what I do, or their likely opinion of me if they knew. What, then, does it mean that I have allowed myself to become this? Yes, I was trained by a man who sought to draw out this part of my nature, but the nature was there to be drawn out. Who have I become that I would let nine strangers use their cocks to rut me like a breeding animal and inseminate me? Nine of them in a night. Nine, though, isn’t that significant a figure, actually. I had already passed the 999 mark in men who have fucked me, a while back. You can’t be un-fucked once you’ve taken a cock, so how much more completely far gone am I now? There is no denying it - I am not a man in the way the men who seeded me are. I know that a breeding doesn’t actually combine a man’s DNA with mine, but the fluid he pumps into me is a product uniquely of his body, and some of that fluid, and the compounds it contains, are absorbed into my flesh to become part of me. I know that my body has fused with the products of over a thousand men, the vast majority of whom are complete strangers, and many of whom I never saw at all. I now have difficulty framing a rationale why any man should not fuck and seed me, when I have accepted so many indiscriminately. I have accepted that my anus and my mouth are receptacles for what society considers unclean organs and the sexual fluid they emit, and done so so often that there’s no point in thinking otherwise. So what does that make me? What can people legitimately think of me? Obviously, some would say ‘you faggot’ and I have no grounds to dispute it - and I have to appreciate the irony that that phrase contains 9 letters. Nine feels like a heavy, weighted number because it’s incomplete, not quite ten. It leaves the sense of something lacking, something unfinished. Perhaps that’s why these nine loads resonate within me - they seem to call out for more, and I know that there will be more. Because I’ve become a cumdump, and there’s no going back.

My name is Tyler. I'm am a 20 year old gay college kid. Since I don't have a lot of money, I'm home for the summer in Texas. Not only do I not have to pay rent, but my uncle runs a construction business and as a favor to my dad, he's letting me work there to earn some cash. The problem is, I'm not exactly that useful on a construction site. I'm skinny and can barely lift a hammer. It's also hot as hell and I can't stand to be outside very long at a time. I don't exactly look the part of a construction worker either. I'm short, dirty blonde hair, diamond studs in my ears, and two chains around my neck. My clothes are tight and leave little to the imagination. But since my uncle promised me a job, he finds something for me to do: support the workers. You see, he hires a lot of these big, strong Mexican guys to come over the border for a few months. He says they're the best workers and they never complain about the heat. He pays them well and they stay in motels while the construction projects are going on. My uncle told me that my job is to help these guys out. If they ask for something, I give it to them. This is a challenge because many of them don't speak English, but we find ways to communicate for things like food, water, etc. While the job is going okay, it's not that exciting. I spend a lot of my time in the air conditioned trailer while these guys work their asses off in the summer Texas heat. After a couple of weeks, it seems like the guys are starting to get depressed. They are still working hard but something is wrong. My uncle notices too and instructs me to fix the problem. After all, keeping them happy is my job. I notice Luis, one of the guys who speaks English decently, sitting alone in the trailer on a break. So I join him and start a conversation. It takes some prying, but I get him to admit what is bothering the guys: they are lonely. They're here working long days and not seeing their girlfriends and wives. But missing their faces isn't the real issue. When I suggest FaceTiming their women every day, Luis says that wouldn't solve the problem. Bottom line: these men are horny. They haven't had any sex since crossing the border, unless you count their hands. Hmm. This challenge will be harder than finding them food and drinks. What am I supposed to do? Hire some hookers? That would be expensive and illegal. If only they were gay, I'd help them out myself. I have a thing for the strong masculine type. I text my college friend Hector about the problem. He's gay like me but also Hispanic. After beating around the bush, he comes out and says it: I should let them use me. Hector knows I'm always horny for cock, so why not? Hector tells me something I didn't know: in Mexican culture, it's not considered gay to fuck or be sucked by a man. Only the man taking the cock is considered gay. Luis is still breaking alone in the trailer. It's time to test what Hector told me. I get down on my knees and climb under the table Luis is sitting at. He hasn't noticed because he is scrolling through his phone. He nearly jumps out of his seat when my hands begin to massage his crotch. He quickly looks down and smiles with approval. It takes mere seconds for his cock to grow rock hard. I am afraid his jeans are going to burst open. I gently unbutton and unzip his jeans. I am shocked when his massive meat springs out. No underwear! I put my face near his crotch and soak it all in. His cock is big and thick, attached to two meaty balls that are surely full of cum. He smells like a combination of testosterone and sweat. Luis' hands reach under the table. One grabs his meat and the other pushes the back of my head toward it. I know what to do. Since he only has a few minutes left in his break, there is no time to waste. I put my mouth around his cock head and begin sucking him down, inch by inch. He moans and says some things under his breath. I can't make it all out, but I hear "white whore" at some point. I bob my head up and down as his breathing and moaning pick up. He pushes my head all the way down on his cock. Then he lets out a roar as his cum begins splashing the back of my throat. I swallow every drop and continued to suck him until he goes soft and removes his hand from my head. He fastens his jeans, stands up, nods, and heads out the door. I smile and climb back to my feet.

I find that the single biggest problem I encounter while taking cock isn’t accommodating the size of the cock - it’s the strain on the tendons in my groin, particularly the adductor and gracilis muscle tendons. Most Tops take me from behind, and very frequently they either A) force my legs apart; B) put their weight on me; or C) press my ass down to the mattress. All of these splay my legs sideways and put a lot of strain on those tendons. I’m usually pretty sore there by the end of a night of fucking. I don’t complain about it or try to maneuver to a different position, because Tops seem to favor such open, flattened positions when they’re ready for breeding - at least in my experience - possibly because pinning the ass down allows for more stable leverage for intense rutting. But even though I’m pretty much used to it, the strain still becomes uncomfortable at times. Do others have a similar issue, or other practical/technical/anatomical problems when it comes to physically taking cock?

PART 6: The Days After Robert I left Robert's house early the next day as I had to get to work, let alone go home and clean myself out. That day I thought a lot about Robert, and what had transpired the previous day. I would like to say it was because I was high, or intoxicated, but it was neither. It was pure lust and happiness. Throughout my day, and evening, I reminisced about yesterday, about Robert, about John, about being bred contentiously. I reached out to Robert several times to let him know how much fun I had and how it was such a great day. Of course, Robert invited me over that evening, or anytime, to hang out, and fuck obviously! Because he is also very sweet, Robert wanted to know how I was doing with all that happened, both mentally and physically. This was all over email and after a while Robert asked if I wanted to come over and talk. I told him I would love to, but it would have to be the day after as I had plans. He said sure, he was open and we agreed for me to head over tomorrow after work. When I arrived at Robert's house, I didn't have to wait at all as he was waiting by the door. Robert was wearing a t-shirt and loose shorts this time, and I didn't necessarily see his cock outline, which I did the first time I arrived. I walked in and immediately hugged Robert as he shut the door behind me. "So good to see you Tim, thank you for stopping by." Robert said as he held me close. I felt so at ease now. We parted and Robert asked me if I wanted to change into shorts and a shirt. "I would love to" I answered. I followed Robert to his bedroom, upstairs, remembering the other night and sleeping in this man's bed. Robert went to his closet and returned with shorts and a t-shirt. "I will be downstairs Tim, no rush. You can shower if you like." "Thank you, sir,". Robert walked out and down the stairs. I undressed and placed my clothes on the bench at the end of the bed. I walked into the bathroom, thinking about taking a shower, but decided I just wanted to dress and head downstairs. I found Robert in his office sitting at the computer. No fucking sounds coming from the computer, damn, so he must have been working. I sat down in one of the chairs and watched Robert work, focus on whatever he had going on. Robert turned to me, "Tim check these out" and he motioned me over. I stood and walked around the desk to see what Robert was focusing on. As I rounded the desk and could start to see what was on his monitor, I immediately recognized the scene. There were several pictures of Robert fucking me from behind, the pictures John must have taken the other night. I couldn't move, I was soaking them all in. As I leaned in to closely see my red puffy hole taking this man's massive black cock, I felt Robert's hand running up the inside of my leg to touch my hardening cock head. "Isn't that fucking hot baby?" Robert asked. "I have been looking at these all day, just the way my black cock looks in your fuzzy ass, oh man Tim, it is perfect". "It is baby, I can't stop looking." I turned to look at Robert, "your cock is so fucking big and gorgeous Robert". It is then I looked down and saw Robert had pulled back his shorts leg and his cock was fully exposed to me. I felt his fingers find my hole and I immediately stood up...I wanted him to finger my ass again, but knew I needed to shower first. "Robert, can I shower and clean out?". "Of course, baby, the shower is yours. There is a wand already attached, put it on today, just in case". He smiled I grabbed his big cock really fast, and then headed back upstairs to shower. Robert was right, I opened the big glass shower and turned on the water. Attached was a wand to clean out my ass. I stepped in the shower and felt the warm water running over me. I soaped up all over, cleaning my entire body and then soaped up my ass and the wand really good. I turned changed the water flow to the wand and slowly inserted it into my ass. I was still a little sore from being fucked two days ago, but the feeling was a lot more pleasurable than not! I let the water flow into my guts until I felt everything had come out of me. I pulled the wand free and let the water run out of me. It was then I noticed Robert leaning against the wall, big cock pulled out of his shorts and slowly stroking. "Robert!" I shouted. We both laughed. "Not nice sir, I didn't know you were there:" "Sorry Tim, I just came up to check on you and saw you cleaning your ass. It was just too hot to not stop and watch". Robert pulled his shorts back over his throbbing cock and asked if I needed anything. "No thank you, I am good. Be out in a minute: Once Robert left, I ran the wand inside of me again one more time and then let it drain out of me. I stepped out of the shower and grabbed the nearby towel that was there for me. I looked in the mirror taking in my hanging semi hard cock. Playing in my ass always gets me going. I got dressed in the shorts and shirt again and headed down to find Robert. Robert was again at his desk, but this time his cock was out of his shorts leg and clearly aroused, and leaking. "Still admiring our pictures, I see", I said moving in next to him. Immediately Robert's hand found my leg and moved up under my loose-fitting shorts, fingers running under my balls to my ass. "of course, I can't stop looking at them, they are so sexy". "You should use some of them in your BBRT profile", I suggested. "I was actually going to take that down, or thinking about it". Why baby? I think you should keep it up, add those pictures, and reference me in your profile. Well, that is my thought", I said smiling. "We will probably get a lot of tops asking if they can 'help'" Robert said laughing. "We can only hope", I said biting my lip and getting hard. Robert stood up and removed his shorts in one move. He then sat back down and pulled my shorts down too exposing my clean ass and swollen cock. Now he was squeezing my ass firmly, letting his fingers run around my hole. Robert then guided me in front of him and pulled my ass apart with both hands. his tongue found my hole and I bent forward more so he could probe my ass! "Fuck baby, that feels so good", I said. "Baby, we didn't get any pictures of John fucking me, that sucks". Robert pulled his face away from my ass for a moment, "oh I know, John has reminded me about a hundred times since Sunday". "Does he want to fuck me again and make it right?" I asked. "Yes...he talks about it a lot, about fucking you, and how you felt on his cock. Tim, you can honestly tell me, did you enjoy John fucking you?" I turned towards him, knelt between his legs, held Robert's big cock in my hand and said, "yes I really loved John fucking me, but only because you were there to enjoy it to, that made it special. I fucking love your cock the most Robert, I find my cunt needing you more and more". I then lowered my mouth to his huge leaking cock. I am no expert cocksucker, like other gay men, but I did my best to keep up with his precum and stroked his cock at the same time. Robert was moaning now and rubbing his hands up and down my back...gripping my ass cheeks to pull me open. "Suck my cock baby, fuck that feels good. do you like my precum?". I just moaned my approval. "Good, I want that precum in your ass". I took Roberts cock out of my mouth and looked up at him, "do you have lube in here baby?". Robert slid open a drawer and there was and a cock ring. Robert handed me the bottle. I popped the top and squeezed a good amount over Robert's cock head and started to stroke his cock while lubing him up. I then squeezed some into my hand and applied it liberally to my ass and hole. I then stood up, turned around facing the screen and squatted over Robert’s cock while holding my ass open for him. Robert put his leaking cock head right at my hole and I eased down a little and felt his cock head pop in past my tight ring. Robert's hands moved to my hips to support me as I slowly lowered myself a few more inches, then off, then down more inches. I kept this up until I felt Robert pushing deep into my guts. I wasn't sure if I could take him completely in this position, but I kept trying. Robert said, "Fuck Tim, take all of my big cock, put it deep in you". Finally, I was able to lean back on Robert and put my feet up on the desk to brace myself. he continued the motion for us, sliding in and out of my ass. I loved this position after all, so fucking deep. I kept looking at the pictures of us fucking. "Tim, I want to take pictures of John fucking you, us both fucking you, multiple times in a day. What do you think about that?" "Mmmmm...baby, I want you that way. I want you both to breed me multiple times and please capture him breeding your boy deep". I think I felt Robert swell a little bit when I said that. Robert slapped my ass cheek once and pushed me forward to the desk. "I want you in my bed, now!". He then continued pushing me off his big cock. I had that feeling once again, my hole gaping open from his thick cock. I got up and moved out of the way to so Robert could lead me to his room and bed. After entering his room, I immediately went to the bed and climbed on, waiting for him on up on my knees. Robert hesitated so I could take in his body and huge leaking cock. He knew I loved watching his cock and his motion. I laid down on the bed on my back, spread my legs, and said "please come fuck me" That was all the invitation Robert needed. He joined me on the bed, immediately falling between my legs and laying on me, his big cock between us leaking all over my oozing cock. Robert leaned in and kissed me deeply then raised up between my legs, pulling my legs up and apart, resting them on my shoulder. He was rubbing my hole and applied more lube to give me comfort. Robert guided his big cock to my hole and told me, "I am going to breed you so deep Tim". He then started pushing in me again. Those initial inches of his big cock made my cock ooze cum, without me shooting. Fuck he was so sexy! "You are taking my cock Tim, all of it. I am going deep and going to fuck you full". Robert then pulled out several inches before going back in deep again, I know he was pushing on my second sphincter now, pushing deeper and deeper, then pulling out, and pushing deep again. his pace started becoming very steady with long slow strokes deep into my cunt. I wanted to stroke my cock so bad and cum hard, but every time I touched my cock Robert pushed my hand away and told me "Not yet". This continued for what seemed like forever, but was probably closer to fifteen minutes, when I felt Robert picking up his pace, in and out, and growing even harder. "Tim I am close. I am getting harder. I am going to push deep into your guts and cum." and he moaned again. He pushed in deeper than I have ever had a cock and told me "Take my load baby" and started pulsing his big heavy load into my stomach, I knew he was trying to impregnate me. My cock throbbed all by itself and started shooting on my stomach at the same time! It was at this time I knew I wanted to be his and converted by him. With Robert putting his poz seed past my second ring, I am sure I would sooner rather than later. Soon Robert was lying next to me on the bed, me on my back and he next to me, leg over mine and his wet cock on my thigh, still oozing. "Tim, I do love fucking you, it is so intense, what is with that? I mean I get so deep in you and your ass just milks my dick, I can't help but cum hard and even cum in you. I do love cumming in you, but you do know at some point, odds are I am going to convert you Tim." I looked Robert in the eyes, reached down and squeezed his cock, and said "I know baby, believe me I know. I have thought about it so much since Sunday and can't stop thinking it will happen and I will always carry you in a special place in my heart for that." "John could also convert you Tim, which I am ok with, but that is a possibility". "Yes I know, and if you are ok with it, I am too. Right now, it is only you two putting your poz loads on me, you more than him, and way deeper, so we have to live with that, the not knowing." "Tim, should we plan a day this weekend for us to fuck you again"? "Yes, please baby, I want that really bad." Soon we drifted off, me dreaming of Saturday. I left Robert's later that night, making it home to my bed and some great rest. The plan was to confirm with John about Saturday and making it an all day, night, event. Robert and I agreed to not masturbate at all the remainder of the week, and keep our distance so nothing could happen. Robert would also suggest the same to John. I awoke for work and texted Robert while getting ready. "I loved last night, thank you baby. let me know if you hear from John today! EXCITED" When I got out of my shower and getting dressed, I had a response from Robert. "Tim, you are so amazing, thank you for coming over yesterday, loved it too. heard from John already, he is in and no cumming this week" I immediately got excited, this was going to be a tough week. 🙂

Nice work so far! Keep it up!

Agree with you a hundred percent on the fact we are less of men by being pentrated I love being a faggot

Just left.. my regular sweet Latino Fuck Buddy that i'm always writing about on this thread, usually a couple times a week. Really love Him, just a sweet, simple ongoing fuck relationship. He just got off work and can be spontaneous, so this time i prepped in anticipation and was ready for Him. He was tired after a long day working, pouring concrete, which i know is tiring work, been pouring sidewalks at my house a section at a time. But He's young and horny all the time, and i love being there for Him. i'm always waiting naked and ass up on my bed, He comes i says "Hi" and undresses, climbs up on my bed, straddles my thighs and lubes and wastes no time sliding in. He always alternates between hard and soft fucking, likes to press His hand oni the small of my back when He is fucking hard. Then He stretches out on me, gently kisses my back and shoulders, which for some reason turns me into a totally opened craving sub. He came pretty fast this time, i think He really just wanted to nutt... which suits me fine, i hate the feeling of a Man ever feeling like He has to perform, i get my deepest satisfaction when He is obviously happy and stated after. He was and i am. What could be more perfect?

Nah, i don't want literally "torn." i had an anal fissure when i was younger, and that was before Men had permanently molded my hole and made it for receiving vs expelling and retaining. Anal tears are very painful, and as downtownswallow notes, leave you wide open to infection, you don't want what comes out of your ass going into your blood. With a tear, good luck being able to receive a Mans cock while you have it? i don't see that as a realistic scenario for most guys, more fantasy material? That said, for me the power dynamic between Top and bottom is not ever expressed by force, meanness or bullying. Those kinds of attitudes come across to me as weakness, not power. They seem compensatory, like the Man doesn't really know who he is and what he has with a 'bottom' guy like me. He doesn't have to do any of those things to make me who i am, i'm already that person. To me, the art and beauty of opposites attracting and bonding is natural. Personally, i love when a Man purposely and purposefully opens and molds my hole, not in a destructive way, but a creative way. i have a slash where i used to have a pucker and that is the 'mark' that Men have left on me. my hole is open and receptive, that is the power and mark of Men using it for Their need and pleasure, not because They are vicariously trying to destroy some inner demon by trashing who they want and need, but rather They are exercising Their very real natural power and position to mark and possess those who need/want to be marked and possessed by Them.

The Party Guest 3 So the past couple months I've attended a bareback party "for negs" that as I told you is really a conversion party for negs to poz. I found out the first time that the host was really poz and charging up all the guests, including myself. The second month I found out he had doctored my test and allowed me to attend and seed and be seeded even though I had been pozzed at the first party. Well, the host was right. I haven't been able to stop fucking my wife. In fact, quite the opposite, she's actually wondering what's got into me because I am horny all the time. I don't know anything for sure yet but the other day she mentioned she felt like she was coming down with the flu. So anyway I just got the invite for this month's party and as soon as I saw it in my inbox I was definitely boned. When I got to the party it was the same setup as usual, 9 guys including myself and the host. This time they were all guys who had attended in past months. Pedro, Jordan, Bill, Nguen, Tyrell, Juan and Mark. He said like in past months that if a guy tests neg he can attend the party but if it was poz he couldn't. The host proceeded to test each of the guys and once he had swabbed us all he announced that this had never happened before, but we had all tested Poz. All the other guys but me looked surprised, with wide eyes, dropped jaws and flushed... I tried to put on a show of mock confusion even though I knew. The host then said, "Well, I guess this is now a POZ only party" as he showed that his test too was Poz. I was surprised when none of the guests left... Instead the host turned on the music and before I knew it, Tyrell and Pedro came after me, pushing me down, Tyrell behind me and Pedro in front... spit roasting me. The whole room was full of full on wanton bare man sex the whole night. Nobody had to worry anymore... I went home later that night with my ass torn up worse than even previous parties... but all the more excited to see my wife... and all the more ready for next month's party... It should be interesting to see who shows up now that it will be a poz only party from the beginning.

The Private Party 2 So I've been going to a private sex party for a few months. I wrote about it back in October. It's been a lot of fun. Every time I go I clean myself inside and out with lotion and fully lubed up. Then I lock myself in a chastity cock cage and when I get there I am stripped and locked into a spreader bar that holds my hands and ankles together, forcing me face down and ass up, my hole exposed and helpless for anyone to use until I'm set free. I wear nothing but a jock that allows full access to my hole. All the regulars know me and take turns using my hole and shooting load after load of risky cum deep inside me while they grunt away their pleasure and cause me to moan out mine. I know some, maybe even most of the loads I've been taking are charged and it is pretty much inevitable that sooner or later my ass will be knocked up. Some of the guys have even told me they are high VL and a few even that their loads were med resistant so even if I am on PrEP (which I'm not, so my ass is very fertile) I will still get charged up by their strain. Well, I'm going to the January party tomorrow, but this time I know I don't have to worry about getting pozzed. Last week I wasn't feeling well so I went to the free sex clinic and got tested... Sure enough. Poz. The doctors want to put me on meds, but I think I will hold off until something happens. Well, I'm still looking forward to continuing to attend the parties... Maybe one of these times I will go to the party and be looking for bottoms instead of taking more loads...

Chapter 4 As evening approaches Jake holes has already taken several loads of Tyler’s poz cum and eagerly waits for what is to come next. “I’ve got a treat for you tonight. A surprise visitor. I figured your hole is too good to keep all to myself so I’ve decided to share you with friend.” Tyler explains “He a very special friend so you’re to do exactly as you’re told. To ensure your obedience you’ll start out tied to the bed and blindfolded” Tyler continues. “Do you understand”, Tyler asks. “Yes sir”, Jake responds “That’s my good boy” Tyler says and proceed to guide him to the bed. Jake lays down and Tyler ties one wrist then the other to the bed post. Tyler puts on the blindfold and then steps back to admire the sight. Jake is still in the stained jockstrap . His smooth muscle chest moves up and down with his breath. He adjusts Jakes lightly hairy legs apart slightly and as he does this he finds Jake’s wet hole. As he lightly messages the hole Jake lets out a soft moan. Tyler slowly pulls his finger out and brings it to his lips and tastes it. Perfect he thinks to himself. Jake waits quietly on the bed. He thinks he is alone in the room but is unable to be certain because of the blindfold. He hears a voice or voices coming from the inside the cabin and waits. Shortly after he hears footsteps and the feeling of someone getting on the bed. There is a feeling of breath on this body and strong inhale around his jockstrap. Then gentle kissing and licking. His body is filled with excitement. The feeling is intensified by the kissing and biting of his erect nipples. The stranger sniffs and licks his jockstrap pouch and the releases Jake’s erect dick and begins licking and sucking it until he is rock hard. He takes off the jockstrap and the stranger works he’s way down to Jakes balls and taint and the finally lifts Jakes ass up with and inhales deeply at Jake’s wet cum sloppy hole. “Somebody has been a very bad boy”, the man says. The voice is strangely familiar. “And there is only one way to punish a boy who has been as bad as you.” The man continues. The stranger proceed so finger the cummy hole and Jake lets out a moan. “Damn that hole is flooded in poz cum. how many loads do you have in you boy?” The stranger asks Jake thinks quickly, “five, sir” he responds “Such a slutty boy” the stranger says sternly. “And now you are gonna get even more” With that Jake begins to feel the massive mushroom head try to enter his sloppy hole. His sore hole struggles to take it. His whimpers turned to screams as the invading dick inches its way in. Then he hears Tyler’s voice “It a big one but you can do it, take a deep inhale” Jakes smells a strange chemical smell and inhales. His whole body feels warm. The invading dick gets deeper and deeper. “I’m almost half way in”, the stranger states Shocked that the dick is only half way in, Jake exclaimed , “please no, I can’t take anymore” “Wrong response” the stranger states sternly as he pushing more of his dick inside “Inhale again” Tyler says and Jakes complies. His hole loosens but the strangers cock only seems to get bigger and fuck him harder until he can’t take anymore. “Please stop” Jake screams “Inhale again” Tyler says and Jakes complies again “Shove that jock in his mouth and shut this faggot up!” the man yells and he continues to pound his massive member in. Finally the combination of popper and brute force gives way and with one finally thrust the strangers huge dicks sinks balls deep into Jake’s cum filled hole. Jake muffled screams turned into ecstasy as he feels the strangers dick bottom out in his hole. His hairy bush tickling his taint. Jake feels light headed and his eyes roll to the back of his head. Jakes dick is now hard again and leaking. “Now he likes it” the stranger says and the spits in his hand and the begins stroking Jake’s dick as he fucks him. “That’s it, show me what a little faggot you are, I want to see you cum with my dick deep inside you and your hole flooded with cum.” the stranger said. The Man fucks him harder and harder as Jake’s dick and balls swell. The man’s massive dick is pounding his p spot pushes him and closer to the edge. “Give me that load boy”, the stranger demands pounding him even deeper. This send Jake over the edge and him dick begins shooting ropes of cum. The first hitting his face then his smooth muscular chest and defined abs . “That’s my boy!” The stranger exclaims. He then scoops the cum from Jake’s body, pulls his dick completely out, lubes his dick with the cum and then slams the dick back in balls deep. “Now it’s my turn!” The man growls and again starts pounding Jakes hole furiously “You’re gonna beg for my charged load fag!” The man states. “Yes sir, please give me your poz Load sir” Jake responds. “I’m getting close boy! You want me to covert that neg hole? The man asks. “Yes please, flood my jock hole with your poz cum and convert me!” Jake replies. Tyler interject, “Get ready for the reveal”. Jake feels Tyler’s hand by his blindfold and begins to anticipate the identity of stranger. “BEG FOR MY TOXIC LOAD CUNT!!!” the stranger demands as his breath get heavier and heavier. “Please sir shot your toxic cum in my muscle ass!” Jake replies and with that Tyler quickly removes the blindfold and reveal the stranger to be non other than Jake father! “TAKE MY POISONOUS LOAD SON!!!” Jake’s father yells as he begins to shoot Jets of cum into Jake’s stretched hole. “FUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKK!!!!” Jake’s father continues and the cum sloshes inside him and oozes out Jakes hole. Jake complete shocked by the revelation that his poz father is fucking him forgets that he’s restrained and struggles to get free. This effort cause his body to tense up tightening the muscles around this hole cause his father even greater ecstasy extending his orgasm longer and shooting even more toxic cum into his son’s hole. As Jake’s father comes down off of the greatest orgasm he’s ever had. He gently take the used Jockstrap out Jake’s mouth goes in to Kiss Jake. “That’s my good boy. I’ve wanted that jock hole for a long time. I’m so proud of you. You took daddy’s dick like a champ”. The shock of moment fades for Jake with his father’s tender words and he begins to kiss his father back. His dad’s semi hard dick slips out of Jake’s hole and his father fingers his flooded hole. Cum leaks Jake’s hole. His father scoops it up and feeds it to his hungry boy in between kisses. Tyler unties Jake and positions himself between Jakes legs. “Now it’s my turn” he says simply.

Chapter 3 Later that afternoon Jake cuddles up next to Tyler as he enjoys a few beers. Both enjoying the view of the lake from the cabin. Tyler is still in his cum stained jock and Tyler still completely nude. Later, Tyler gets up from his seat and exclaims, “ it’s time for your next lesson boy. Get on your knees.” Jake, confused, gets on his knees and says, “But I’ve already know how to suck your dick” Tyler laughs and say , “ Yes you do but the beers has filled me up and now I’ve got to piss and I haven’t taught you how to take my piss. Now open up”. As Jake waves he dick at Tyler Jake does as he’s told. Tyler’s heavy dick rests on jakes lower lip and the flow of piss begins slowly. ‘Don’t loose a drop’ Tyler insists as Jakes mouth fills up and he struggles to swallow it all. Jakes guzzles down the warm golden liquid until the steams stops. Tyler rings out his dick allowing Jake to enjoy the last drops. “That’s my good boy”, Tyler says with a grin and meets him with a kiss tasting the piss on the boys breath. He tells Jake to go clean up and prepare for the night ahead. Tyler has invited a friend over to enjoy his new boy.

I have loved this story at the time I read it, and, let me come out... I have long fantasized of my own doctor to be like the characters of this. Especially when I took my current man there, who at that time had his ass still unfucked. He was afraid of AIDS, he had the tendence of considering HIV a death sentence, despite he has known me first neg, then poz. Yes, I've fantasized of my doctor asking me to stop meds for a while with an excuse then us both breeding my man. Well, beyond personal fantasies, I love these stories where a guy -or group of guys- invite another to join a special club where the virus is the bond for them all. Stories of this kind are turning me on both sexually and emotionally.

PART 5: John I honestly didn't know what to think. In a very short order I had met an incredible man, huge cock and poz, then taken two of his loads deep in me. Now I was about to venture into what had only been a fantasy until this moment. My man's good friend John was heading over put his bare poz cock in me while my man takes pictures. I was ecstatic. After cleaning up a little Robert and I settled down on the couch and watched some porn. We both had our robes on still but my legs were spread apart, with one leg over Roberts leg. Robert's hand was down past my balls with a finger slowly touching my hole. this kept me slowly moving my hips. We were both fully engrossed in the fuck scene we were watching when the knock on the door came. "That must be John", Robert said as he rose to get the door. I could see his cock sticking out of the front of the robe. No doubt John will notice as well. John and Robert hugged briefly then John pulled back and pulled Robert's robe apart showing his big cock. "Been having fun while I was on my way?" as he laughed. "Not really, just watching some porn while we waited. Want to join us and would you like a glass of wine?". Robert asked. "Yes to both". I stood up and extended my hand to John. "fuck that Tim, come on in" is all John said as he pulled me in for a close hug, his hand went immediately to my robe hem line and cupped my ass cheek. I quickly looked at Robert. Robert just smiled and headed off to the kitchen. John and I finally parted and I stepped back to allow John to get by me and sit on the couch. As I moved back I saw John entirely. He was wearing a tshirt and loose fitting gym shorts. I could see his cock getting hard in his shorts and a clear wet spot of precum. John sat down on the couch, near end and I sat in my middle cushion where I was with Robert. "Thank you for the pictures Tim, incredible ass you have", John said all the while there were fuck scenes playing in front of us. It seems our attention was drawn to John's cock in his shorts. "you are welcome" is all I could say. Robert returned with John's glass of wine and said, "I see you two are getting acquainted", while looking at John's shorts. John thanked Robert for the wine and adjusted his hardening cock in his shorts. "Thank you so much for inviting me over. I was just telling Tim how hot I think his ass is, you are one lucky fucker Robert". Robert was back sitting by me on the couch and I had opened my robe and put my leg over his leg again, and once more Robert's finger found my aching hole. "oh I know for sure John, but thank you" John asked how we met and asked we not leave any details out. Both Robert and I elaborated on the day, our view points on what happened. Some times there were very intimate details shared, almost enough to make me blush. By the end of our story I was staring at Robert while he talked to John. my hand had his big cock out and Roberts finger was in me. John then asked the obvious, "Tim are you poz?" I turned to John now, and suddenly noticed his big cock was out, hard, and leaking profusely as we talked. His hand was slowly stroking his cock so my focus went immediately there. without even looking John in the eyes, but rather staring at his cock and precum, "No, I am still neg John". John continued, "I hope you don't mind me asking, but did you let Robert cum in you today?" "yes, twice so far". at this point John had to stop stroking his cock and he let go as I watched it just jerk all by itself, so fucking hot. "again, you lucky fucker Robert". John wrapped his hand around his cock again and slowly milked out a flow of precum. I looked at Robert, "can I baby". Robert just smiled and said yes. I swung my leg off of Robert and bent down towards John's big cock. I had to start sucking on that cock immediately to catch his flowing precum. While I put my mouth on his swollen cock, my other hand reached down to hold his full big balls. I took my mouth off of his cock, "are your balls full John." "yes Tim, very fucking full of my hot cum" I went back down on John immediately hearing that. Soon I felt something cool being applied to my ass and hold, more lube. Robert was behind me naked now and guiding his hard black cock towards my hole. As Robert's thick cock penetrated me again I moaned while swallowing John's cock. I took my mouth off of John's cock so I could moan out loud and tell my man what I needed! "oh fuck baby, I love your cock, please fuck me.". I reached back and pulled my ass open more so Robert could get further in me! John got up and undressed completely and leaned over to help me spread my ass open further. "You can really take Robert's cock, can't you boy?" I looked John in the eye, "I love it so much". Robert slowly pulled all the way out of me and I could once again fell that open sensation only he can give me. "get on all fours for John baby, give him your pussy, for me". I quickly got on all fours for John, very close to where I was before when Robert fucked me and used my ass. "Tim, do you want a condom with me?" "no, please fuck me raw, please now" "good boy" is what John said as he moved in close and guided his hard cock towards my wet hole. John slid his cock head past my ring and unlike Robert, kept on going until he was balls deep in me! Here I was in my fantasy position. John had his hands on my hips, cock buried all the way in me and my man was pulling my ass apart and sharing every detail about my ass taking John's cock. It was so fucking amazing. John continued to slide in and out of me, not fucking me hard, but not slowing. Robert spoke up, "fucking amazing Tim, John's cock is covered in precum and my load. I can't wait to slide in after John is done using your ass." I just moaned in response. "Fuck Robert, your boy's ass feels so good. I really need to fuck tonight and this is more than I needed, so fucking good" John said as his big balls were slapping my balls. "I need to cum Tim, are you ready for my big load?" "yes sir, please give me your hot cum, I need it deep in me" "that's it boy, take my big cock. I need to go deep and give you my poz seed, are you ready? mmmmm...here it comes." John pushed as deep as he could and I felt jet after jet, after jet, of his hot cum explode in me. Normally while being fucked 'feeling' cum for a man is something you imagine, as it rarely happens, but with these two gorgeous top men I have felt every load in me, especially John. John kept pumping in me.I reached under me and held his big balls as he came. So hot. He was actually shaking while emptying his balls in to to me. "ready to get in here Robert?". John slowly pulled his deflating cock out of my cunt. I felt them shifting around as Robert got behind me for one more fuck. "Tim, I can see John's load in you, I am going to fuck it in deeper" as Robert slid in just as John did, one long slow stroke. Robert's big cock automatically got my cock leaking...which is just amazing! John moved around towards my head on the couch. I looked up and saw his soft cock, which was still leaking, and I looked into John's eyes and opened my mouth. John understand and bend to slowly feed his cock to my mouth. I loved the taste of his cum, Robert's cum, and my ass juices. I slowly kissed and licked him clean. "Thank you Tim, fuck you are hot". Robert continued to slide in and out of my worn ass, big cock plunging in deeper and deeper. I could hear the wetness now over my moans and Robert's heavy breathing! John asked, "Robert can I take pictures of you fucking him?". "fuck yes" is all Robert could say John got his phone really quick and started capturing Robert making love to his white ass! mmmm my head was turned and I just stared at John's swinging soft cock. amazing. Both of these men were so amazing and my ultimate fantasy in men. "damn I got some good ones Robert, you should cum in him and pull out so I can capture that", John said "fuck yes Tim, I need to cum again". Robert started really fucking me hard now, long strokes with his massive cock. I felt ass though my second ring was being spread open over and over. Robert moaned loudly, drove his cock in deep and came again. Instead of leaving his draining cock in me, Robert pulled out all the way leaving my hole open for John to take pictures of. "fuck that is hot" as John took pictures and pictures. After a few more pictures, John patted my ass and thanked me for allowing him to watch that. I was still panting from my fucking, but managed to get out "of course John, thank you for taking them for us, I can't wait to look at them" We sat around and had more conversation. Talking about what just happened and how we felt about it, turns out everything was perfect and these fine gentlemen knew exactly what they wanted and completed respected each other. I loved that. Soon it was time for John to go, as he got up and got dressed. I had to watch that swinging cock once again as he got dressed, all the while leaning into Robert feeling his heat against me. "Well you two, I will let you be, but I want to thank you very much, first to you Robert for sharing Tim with me". John reached down and squeezed his now semi hard cock. "and Tim, you have such a hot ass, I hope we can do this again one day". I stood, still naked, and hugged John tightly, feeling his growing cock against my leg. "Thank you John, for coming over and sharing yourself with me, I know we both loved it". I felt Robert's fingers tracing through my still wet ass. John patted my ass cheek and smiled. That night I stayed with Robert and we actually slept very hard that night. My ass was a mess after taking Robert three times and John once. Four loads of poz cum in me, something serious to contemplate.

This past Friday I went to a sex party at Rainbow Playground. I wanted to go the night before to the CumUnionNYC party but couldn't. So with an empty hole and a hopeful heart I went to Queens, NY. Once there I stripped down to the evenings theme of The Locker room. My outfit, a black jock, football jersey, black tube sock and sneakers. At first things were good with two guys with average dicks trying to fuck me, but they soon lost interest because a thinner white guy came into the space rendering me invisible. Oh well, all's fair in sex and war. Then I noticed a shocking amount of guys following a very nice looking latino guy. I soon understood why. His cock was long and thick. If you were small, thin and remotely fem he had his sights set on you. I being tall, black and not very fem didn't have a chance. He had the sexual stamina that I equate to either clean living or Cialis. I didn't make a move toward him because I'm not what he wanted. But I did enjoy watching him escort guys into rooms with closed doors and watched to guys walk out well fucked and I assumed satisfied. I was about to give up but a botha caught my eye, and I caught his. He followed me into an open room without a door. Apparently he didn't want to do anything publicly but showed me his achingly hard dick. I then led the way to a closed door room and let him fuck my mouth with angry thrusts. He had a thing of positioning my head sideways and slammed his dick down as far as it would go. I loved his take charge thick cock. I looked up with hope in my eyes and drool on the side of my mouth and asked if he'd fucked. He pulled my jersey off, pinched my pierced nipples hard and turned me around. I was still lubed up with silicone so he slammed his throbbing veiny cock into me with an authority I craved. He pounded into me and slapped my ass for a few moments before slowing down and then pulling out. Sadly he was finished. I wanted more. He smacked my ass and left. As I was walking out the room, hot latino guy was escorting another lucky small waif into a room with is dick at attention. That lucky bitch.

I messaged a cute 19 year old with a great bubble butt on Grindr one night, and after chatting for about an hour or so, we agreed to meet up. We didn’t specifically mention having sex, but I was pretty sure it was going to happen. We lived kinda far from each other so we arranged to meet up halfway at a park near where he used to go to high school. I got there and I saw him on a path by the baseball diamond, he was even cuter than his pictures. It was a warm night and we were both wearing just shorts and t-shirts. He took me along the path to a bench that was secluded by trees so it was pretty dark, and no one could really see us unless they were really close. We talked for about 5 minutes before we started kissing. He sat on my lap and ground his ass against my crotch as we kissed. I knew I was going to fuck this twink’s ass. He slid off me and knelt on the ground and pulled my cock out of my shorts and started sucking it, it felt perfect. After about 5 minutes he turned around, pulled his shorts down, showing me a jock strap on his perfect bubble butt. He bent over so I could see his hole. Still sitting on the bench I started rimming him. I stuck my tongue as far as it could go in his ass and I could tell he had cleaned out well. This boy wanted to be fucked. “You want this ass?” he asked. “Fuck yeah,” I said. “You have a condom?” My heart sank. I usually don’t have a condom because most guys are willing to bareback these days. “No," I said. He sat back down on my lap still facing away from me. My cock was nestled in his crack and was still wet from his blowjob. He slowly started rubbing his crack on my cock. He kept getting a little higher until the bare head of my cock nestled against his hole which was still wet from my rim job. “Fuck I need that cock,” he said and started slowly sliding down my naked dick. He sighed as he bottomed out and started riding me. He bounced on my cock for a couple minutes, then got off me and knelt on the bench, holding on to the back rest and jutting his ass out. I rimmed him some more until he said fuck me til you cum. I sank my cock back into him and asked him if it was alright to cum inside him. He said yes, I want your load. I fucked him slowly for 10 minutes and then felt my orgasm coming. “Fuck I’m gonna cum in you,” I said. He moaned as I emptied my balls into his willing ass. I slowly pulled out and spread his ass cheeks apart so I could watch my load dribble out of his ass onto the ground. The next time we met up at the park he was lubed up and ready to go and I just sank my bare cock into him. No mention of condoms.

Cum as Lube When I was in college, sex with condoms happened a lot more than bareback sex. It was before PrEP, and taking cum in your holes was risky. That risk thrilled me, and still does. The story I’m about to tell may be the first time I shared a boyfriend’s holes on purpose. When I was a junior, I started dating a relatively naïve freshman. We went on three dates before he let me kiss him. He was sexy, tall, slim, blond bangs down to his eyes. The first time I blew him, he put a rubber on first. Ugh. I liked him and figured with a lot of persistence and trust, he’d let me fuck him bare. After a few times topping him safe, he complained that it hurt. I told him spit and drugstore lube were not enough to match the same glide as precum and spunk as lube. My boy asked me how I knew that, and I told him about a guy I dated the summer after my senior year of high school. He wasn’t honest with me about sharing his ass with other guys, but he did let me fuck him raw. I was topping him once, and gobs of cum squeezed out around my cock. I realized he’d been lubed up with someone else’s fresh seed. What should have disgusted me got me so hard. I came in him way too quickly, and stayed hard. I fucked him with now at least two loads oozing out of his hole. It felt amazing. Needless to say, that sounded hot and raunchy to my boy. He had an idea. A couple of days later, we went back to his dorm room. He went to his shared mini-fridge and pulled out a baggie. He grinned and told me he’d shot three loads into it, ready to warm up and lube up with. He’d still make me wear a condom, but he’d be lubed with cum. I knew he was starting his way down the slippery slope of begging for cum in his ass. I rubbered up and squirted the lukewarm globs of seed into his ass and onto my sheathed cock. It did feel better for him, and the nastiness of it got me off. I told him I was glad it felt better for him, but wanted to feel his ass bareback. A few days of prodding wore him down. We repeated the nasty freezer cum trick, and he was pre-lubed with three of his own loads before I slid inside him raw for the first time. I told him it felt so good mixing our seed deep in his guts and I bred him well. I was cumming so hard that I hadn’t realized that his hot jock ‘straight’ roommate had come home into the small room and was jerking off to the raw gay sex show in front of him. The jock slid his cock into his roomate’s / my boyfriend’s mouth and then leaned forward to finger his cummy freshly-bred hole. The guy looked at me and said he’d never fooled around with guys before, but he wanted to try it. So, my boyfriend took the second raw cock of his life that night, and his roommate bred him, adding his seed to the loads stirring around in his guts. The next weekend, we went to a nearby city with a proper gay bar. I was 21 so could drink, but my boyfriend had to wear a wristband and wasn’t allowed alcohol. I had a few beers and got flirty with a tall swarthy stranger at the next stool. When my boy went to the bathroom, the stranger told me we were a cute couple and asked me if my boyfriend and I shared each other. Not quite understanding his question, I grinned and told him about our cum play. He asked if he’d want to fuck a stranger’s load deeper into my boy’s ass. I told him I’d really like that. The guy switched places with me and started flirting hardcore with my boyfriend, telling him how lucky he was to have me as such an understanding partner to indulge his cumplay fantasies. My boy blushed, knowing his secret was out. Minutes later, he had his hands down my boy’s shorts and was playing with his hole. The guy suggested we go back to his place, so we did. Minutes after walking in the stranger’s apartment, he had me and my boy naked on the sofa making out with each other. He asked me to eat my boy’s ass and get it good and wet; he’d only have my spit to lube my boyfriend’s raw hole, but I’d get sloppy seconds. It sounded so hot that I didn’t think to look up as the guy stripped. I ate my boy’s ass as the man tore off his t-shirt revealing a furry chest, with a noticeable biohazard tattoo on his left pec. I knew what it meant. Maybe my boy did too, but he didn’t ask. Instead, he suckled the man’s thick cock and got it wet and hard to fuck him. The man eased me out of the way and had me spread my boy’s cheeks as he slapped his tool against my boy’s crack. I was drooling at the sight and spit on the man’s cock as it split my boy open and sank inside. My boy moaned and I scooted underneath to suck his cock and balls as the man pounded him raw. The man’s hairy balls were in my mouth when I felt them contract and heard him grunt, knowing he was breeding my boy. The man pulled out with a splat. I smeared his seed off my face and onto my dick as I slid into my boy. The fresh cum felt so good sloshing around on my cock, so did his stretched out opened hole. I’d felt the cummy squelchiness before, but never when he was opened up and freshly fucked, let alone by a total stranger with a biohazard tattoo. The whole scene got me so hot I didn’t last long and bred my boy. The stranger asked if we wanted to stick around, but my boy had an evil grin. He made me take a pic of his used slutty hole and texted it to his roommate. The ‘straight’ jock told him to hurry home and he’d add his load to the mix. We got the stranger’s number and promised to keep in touch. On the ride back to my boy’s dorm, I asked if he knew what the guy’s tattoo meant. He thought it had something to do with a video game he must have played, and I just nodded, not wanting to acknowledge that he may have just taken his first POZ load, and I may have just fucked it deeper into him, or that I was about to share his ass with a well-hung jock. In just a few weeks, I’d turned my safe-only boyfriend into a cumdump, taking loads, no questions asked.

This post & replies are important for Tops to read and understand. We don't want to hurt you bottoms, we want to make you feel like a million. If there is some particular position/arrangement of limbs that will make it better for you, then by all means let us know. Conversely, let us know if there's something we should avoid. Yes, there may be some Tops that actually like to make things uncomfortable, but they're in the minority, and that urge is founded in something other than fucking. The better it is for the bottoms, the better it is for the Tops, the better it is for all guys - which is the whole damn point, right ???

To me being "torn up" means being "closed for business". I wouldn't deliberately damage an area that can take months or years to repair if it is damaged in all the wrong places. I don't encourage tops to try and rip my hole open, if anything I appreciate a few kind words like "does this position work for you?" It just takes a few seconds to find out what is comfortable for one guy as opposed to another. I noticed in earlier postings how it appears some guys can just literally sit on a giant dick (or two) or some huge dildo with little effort. I have often wondered about that as well. Sometimes I think it is anatomical, i.e. they have never had any anal issues in their life, or their anal cavity is larger. The negative side of me wants to say "oh he's high" but I have seen guys in person do it, and I was there when we all started to play and I know for a fact they (well, one in particular who is amazing) were sober. I think it is a combination of factors. One area is just how often is a guy getting fucked - every day, more than once a day, being fucked on a continual basis by someone extremely large????? Or are they practicing with dildos, toys, etc???? I believe all of this comes into play. I know this comparison may seem like a stretch (no pun intended) but it's almost like a piercing. If you leave the piercing out for an extended period of time, the hole closes up. I think the same can be said for the ass. If it is not being used, the next time it runs across something close to ten inches it may take a while to open back up. These are just things that have gone through my mind over the years. But when I hear a guy say "I am going to tear you up", I am not sure if he is overly confident about the size of his dick or if he is determined to hurt me. I usually ask for clarification.

honey, have you decided to turn me on today? With a story like this ... ☣🦠😘

This story is so hot! Can't wait for next chapter

Absolutely when you are in the moment. I find myself really loosing my inhibitions when i can tell, feel and see the guy fucking me is loving it. Hehe

No spoilers! I am an author so I'm quite against spoilers... It's because I have no longer too much time for writing extended contents here, but I have created a character who cannot be forced to shut up in any way in front of a guy cheating on his boyfriend. the talking HIV virus is the spy for every cheater who carries the same strain

That night I sucked him off and swallowed .... Next day he managed to get it up and into me and lasted a minute before he bred me ....he got hard again 30 minutes later and rode me longer this time . I have been over several times since but never same night as other daddy. One day I will get the spit roast

Hi..back after a break .... I did go to his and had some drinks and the conversation was directed (by me ) to sexual things. He moaned about his wife not being into sex since menopause years before I took this as a cue ...We had quite a lot of drink by this time.. so I said you need to get a discreet piece of ass to fuck ...he laughed and said any ass would do at the minute as long as his wife didn't find out ...so I outed.myself and asked would you do mine if no one knew ?? He was a bit shocked at first but I said I would be his little secret and no one would suspect a thing. He sat for a minute after a couple of questions and then asked what did I want him to do ..

Two CumDumps taking loads. There isn't anything better than being beside another bottom bud, ass up, both being bred together. Oink! [think before following links] https://xhamster19.com/videos/cumdump-party-xhLFiTb

I think it comes down to the top's skill set. I've been "meh" fucked by someone with 7 inches, and I've been fucked into ecstasy by a cute, confident top with about 3 inches. The common theme was how they used their dicks. The hung top had his face buried in my neck and was panting into my ear so hard it was almost painful for my eardrum. The smaller dicked guy pinned my shoulders down and aimed his dick right at my prostate, then he put in a 5 star effort. The cherry on top was the way he looked into my eyes - it was almost enough to bring me to orgasm alone. But when he leaned in and kissed me, I shivered all over and my taint legit overheated from the inside out.

More loads like this please 💦❤💦❤ xx

Sucked a construction worker off in portable toilet

Met up with the young guy who had asked for my number at the sex party (see previous post). Oh virile young sex obsessed guys! Very horny fucker. Hard throbbing meaty cock. Fucking hot ass too btw. Tops would drool LOL. He loved me worshipping and sucking his dick. We fucked for a very long time without even a break. He pumped two loads in me. Bottom Bliss! Made me cum so hard! Pretty verbal too without the audience of the sex party. Smacking my ass when he fucked me doggie calling me a slutty Daddy. He was still half erect when he got dressed. He needed to go. I'm sure I would have gotten another one if we had more time. Next time 😉 He is definitely a keeper!

I prefer cum to go in my mouth or ass. But if the top or tops wish to cum on my face or hair I will proudly wear it in public .

I wouldn’t gloat too much. There are provisions of this law that usurp the “free exercise” clause of the First Amendment. I expect those provisions to be challenged and likely tossed. If you’ve ever actually read the full opinions of the justices you mock, you’d probably find yourself mostly agreeing with their reasoning, at least if you are intellectually honest. As a rule, so-called “conservative” judges generally apply the law as written and that includes application of the plain text of the Constitution as written. They do not start with an outcome and then come up with some justification to support that decision. They start with the law and arrive at the opinion. Frankly, I much prefer legal documents doctrine that isn’t subject to the whim of the judge(s)’ political leanings. Using to courts to make law rather than just make sure it is applied fairly and blindly (without regard to color, creed, or social status) and that laws are not unconstitutional is all the courts *should* be doing. While I’m somewhat in favor of the end result of Obergefell, the judicial reasoning is as deeply flawed as was that of Roe. Marriage is not a right, it is a civic sanctioning of a religious ceremony. It achieved this status because the family unit that produces children is one of, if not the, underpinning(s) of the civil society and is necessary for the survival of such. I have long been an advocate/supporter of civil unions that recognize a legal status the same as marriage for same sex couples. The rights of hospital visitation and inheritance, and health insurance, among others, should be absolutely protected and in line with those of married heterosexual couples. Enough legal philosophy/discussion for the night. I have some dick to suck and then get my pussy fucked and seeded deep. 💦💦💦🤤🤤🤤

hapter 19: Pizza Boy Delivers. The night FINALLY arrived, and the doctor placed the order for pizza. He only ordered one, but eating wasn't what we had in mind. The pizza boy delivered quickly, and found us all naked on the sofa. He quickly stripped, and was rock hard. The doctor led him to the shower to make sure he was clean both inside and out. Pizza boy apparently loved his first experience with a shower shot, when they returned the doctor told him that if he loved that, just wait until our toxic seed was up his ass. The doctor told him he was confident that he was ready and willing to be gifted, and that my cock would be both the first and last to breed him. He continued by saying before that, he would have to breed me to prove his worthiness as a top. He then told him if he didn't seem worthy, I would be the only one to breed him tonight. I positioned myself on a fuck bench and simply said breed me bitch. Pizza boy spit on my hole and shoved his cock in me balls to the wall. Surprisingly he was a great verbal top, saying things like take my last negative load. He fucked me for around 20 minutes before unloading in me. After finishing I cleaned his cock, and instructed him to get on the bench with his ass up. He immediately complied, and I put a cruel condom on my cock. At first I teased his ass by just slipping the tip of my cock in. I wasn't sure if he could feel the probe on top of the condom, but moved my cock head around hoping he did. Before I went balls to the wall in him, I made him beg and convince me he wanted to be converted by me. Once I was confident he was, I gave him the fucking of his life! I was a fucking monster! I slapped his tight ass making it deep red. I'd pull my cock completely out of him when I thought i was close to cumming. I made him beg for it, telling him I wasn't convinced he wanted my toxic load, even though I knew he did. After about 30 minutes of intense fucking, I blew my toxic seed in him. He thanked me then cleaned my cock. I was somewhat of an ass, and said he meant nothing to me, just my first conversion. The pizza boy was overcome by what just happened, and we all had to laugh when he said I fucked just like the doctor! He then started begging the others to breed him, but the doctor kept him waiting. He told the boy he knew his ass was tight and needed some stretching first. The doctor reached into his trick bag which contained a number of various size dildos, and we all took turns on him until he shot a huge load. With that the doctor asked who he wanted to be the next to seed him. The boy indicated he wanted all of us to do it, but wanted the waiter to do it, as he was marked. The doctor said stupid fag. You are a dump, and have no choice! My partner then slammed his cock deep in him, saying that we had the sane DNA, and he was just a chasing whore to us. After my partner nutted deep in him, the waiter mounted him. The waiter told him that although he was a dump, he hoped that he would spread his seed to others once poz. Pizza boy just said yes Sir. After he nutted in him it was the doctors turn. After watching the doctor was super horned and dropped his load in him in less than 10 minutes. As I was the first, I would be the last to breed him. I was about to mount him, and the doctor told me to put the cruel condom on again. Granted i wasn't fond of using one, but I was conflicted. I knew it would tear his insides up, yet it would also make my cock raw and bleed. After I seeded him, the doctor suggested we head to the pool for some cocktails and our now cold Pizza. We headed to the pool and the doctor put the pizza in the oven to warm it. The doctor returned to the pool where we had a drink waiting for him. Luckily the doctor ordered an extra large pizza as we were all hungry. After finishing, the doctor told the boy he wanted his HONEST thoughts on the night first. The doctor then asked the boy if he was friends with Tina and the boy said yes, but didn't have a reliable source. The doctor said he now did! After a few hits, the doctor again asked him on his thoughts about the night. The boy said he truly desired huge cock I ike my partners and the waiter, but still enjoyed my cock and the doctors. He said it wasn't the size of the wand, but the magic in it. After a few more smokes the doctor said it was time for bed, and I agreed. The doctor and I were going to sleep together, yet room for another. The pizza boy said he'd join us, much to our surprise. He got in bed between the doctor and I with my cock positioned at his ass, and his at the doctors. It wasn't long before both our asses had a cock in them!

Chapter 10 Dr.Poz. Both the waiter and my partner took me to the doctor. He was an older grey Haired gentleman. He wasn't physically built, and his face was somewhat sunken in. After being introduced, he suggested that the waiter and my partner go into the next exam room and have some fun, as he knew they both enjoyed having their legs up in the exam table stirrups. The Dr took me into the exam room, and told me he knew of my situation and was here to answer any questions that I might have. In addition he would also give me an exam. The doctor started by saying that choosing to become poz is a major decision. He continued by saying that many, like him, were not given the choice, and simply stealthed by someone. He continued by saying that he was stealthed in the same fuckternity that I was in and added that there were several current undetectable brothers there, and at least one that refuses to go on meds. RInteresting as I'd taken loads from every guy in the fuckternity, and most of them multiple times! I told the Dr that my partner answered most of my questions but I had one that I was afraid to ask him. What is it really like to live being poz? He said that was a great question and I was the first to ever ask it. He said that most guys he saw were there to go on prep, but understood that I had already pretty much made up my mind on becoming poz. I indicated that I had and that my partner also showed his commitment by flushing his meds last night. He said he knew I was a pig, and that it was likely to happen eventually. He continued by saying that i was presented with a unique situation. He continued by saying that becoming poz can be both a good and bad experience. He started with the bad by saying he had lost his partner to Aids. He said that it was his partners choice to avoid meds to prevent that from happening, and he respected that. I asked what about him. He said that he too resisted meds for quite some time, as it was his desire to become full blown. He then took off his shirt to show me how his body had become wasted. He explained that many younger poz guys were gym rats and were on prep and keeping their bodies in top shape. He explained that they would often take med holidays, similar to what my partner had suggested. He continued by saying that there was also a good side to it. I asked how so? He said in some cases, like mine, it created a closer bond with their partner. He continued by saying that he had spoken with him, and assured me that he told him that he would love me regardless of my final decision. I then asked what it was like after becoming poz? The Dr stated that he wasn't sure what I meant, but would try and answer. He said that many guys made the decision to chase HIV, and offer their asses to every and anyone who would take it. He said chasing cumdumps never asked a guys status and would take any and all the cum they could hoping they woukd become infected. He said he didn't consider me a chaser, just a random cumdump. Not someone who was chasing HIV, but someone who knew he would eventually get it. I told the Dr that he started to hit the nail on the head, but what happens to the chasers once they poz? He explained that the chase never ends. Some guys wanted different strains, and some even chased becoming full blown. He stated that if i continued to want to see him, it was on the condition that i never become full blown. He continued by saying that i had a long life to live, but AIDS would shorten that significantly. With that, he suggested that he get naked and begin the exam. Although I thought it was odd that he wanted to get naked, I agreed. Next Chapter: The Exam

I love verbal degradation-giving and receiving. It pushes me to become even more unhinged during sex and to seek out edgier encounters. I bask at being a total slut seeking risky acts and being with total sluts into the same.

It wouldn't be a problem for me. I'd be on Prep. And if he wanted to poz me, then I wouldn't have a problem with that either.