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I don't know- cut off circulation will cause the blood to clot, when you unband, isn't this a good way to throw a clot and end up with a stroke- might render more than just your balls useless

May be dragging my fingernails over the chalk board , but I went thru a "slave heart" phase some 16 or so years ago- as a long term partnership was ending and I was hunting a way to escape that . I even spent a few days visiting a Master who ran a S & M slave training facility- curious if I was really a slave or if I was just escaping the hurt of the relationship. HE felt I was indeed a slave at heart, and I returned home, made life changes over the next year ( left the partner, transferred to a new city, and moved in with a "Master" and his boy) What I soon realized, was this guy who wanted a slave was NOT a Master; but a bi polar, paranoid addicted person who needed more guiding than he was providing. After a few "Jerry Springer"type months, I packed up and left his house, and have not been back, and after reporting his stalking, he has stayed away as far as I know. The training facility Master--sold off the property, moved a few times, and is now a Monk up in the Pacific NW, his slave became a Wiccan Priest. So, I guess what I am trying to illustrate- your fantasy is to be a slave, but the reality of it is--too many men may call themselves Masters who are not--play, explore, and live your life-- but do not think you will be able to let go of all that you have become to this point-- I found out quickly I could never become a "Yahs Mahster" robot- esp if the Master was a fucking idiot. I still identify as a sub bottom- but by fuckin god- do something stupid or show no regard for MY care and safety, and your ass ( and cock!) are out the door and off the dance card. "Just because someone TELLS you to do something and you do, you are NOT his slave"

Well, late posting my September numbers-- and in fact there may be no October, maybe even no November numbers to post- after a very vigorous fuck a thon on the 29th ( 5 hours) which was preceded by a 6 hour session with the same guy on the 24th, I woke up on the 30th and was experiencing atrial fibrillation ( and no, I really doubt fucking brought it on) Anyway- the A Fib is not reversing, so I am now doing a bunch of pills including a blood thinner/clot fighter until the cardiologist gets me on the table and shocks my heart dead, then restarts it with another shock ( he really promises to restart it, but fuck, if he does not- I will never know and really- at that point, I guess I could care less ! ) ANYWAY <g> in September, I was fucked in the ass and loaded 16 times, fisted on 10 separate occasions (tho a lot of the fistings were in the long sessions and were multiple insertions over 4-6 hours--but counted only as 1 event) Had men feed me their load 4 times, and had piss 5 times this month ! AND , that more than doubles my piss year to date number ! So, as September was being put away and my ass was stuck in a cardiac care unit bed of the local hospital, my year to date loads taken are now ( and may remain) Fucked in the ass- 135, shot down my throat 29, fistings 74, and piss taken in either end 9. Been pissed about the fibrillation, but after being put on the blood clot prevention/thinner today- and the dire warnings about how easy I can bleed on it--really pissed about the meds fucking with my getting fucked !!

I was out last Tuesday night at ramrod for underwear night ,here in Ft Lauderdale, and there was a twin pair wandering around-Puerto Rican, similar in looks,but still each had their own personna and style. Sadly, all I ever got was a glimpse of the shaft and base of the one - the other was always busy cruising around. And, next day I began having A-Fib issues ( a 1st time event for me) so it looks like I will not get much of a chance of seeing them anytime soon- out of the running for at least 5 weeks

I ended a long term relationship about 15 years ago, and thought I had the "slave heart". I moved out, quit a job and moved in with a guy who said he was a Master. I identified as a slave- until I actually was living in his house with his boy-- and realized the guy was the next guest on a Springer show-- fucked up, not a leader but a totally addicted and fucked up person. I managed , thru some trauma- to extract myself from that house- and since then I have allowed myself to really explore- a process that allowed me to identify as a sub bottom. That said, i am not the "doormat" and only go as far and as perverse as I feel comfortable going that day , that moment. today I played with a dom top who has been perverting and pushing me- while he thought he was being challenging by putting a latex glove on his foot and teasing my hole-- i was determined to show him i was more than capable of taking his tests and probes- and ended up fucking myself on his foot- to his shock/astonishment. Part of it was a personal test- could i- would I - take it.And part of it was admiration that he was willing to put in some effort to push me to do more- that made me ride that foot= to fuck my own ass on it - to his pleasure/shock / amazement. I view him as a dom, yet when we are sexing, I am always focused on his pleasure- maybe the sub side of me-- but often that requires me slipping a butt plug up his ass as he is fucking me with his balls and cock, or pissing his piss out of my ass after he has loaded me- back onto him ! Am I suddenly a dom? No, not really- even as i am doing it- i am doing it for his pleasure ( and 90% of the time, mine as well)

Same pig top from Thursday's 6 hour fist and fuck session hit me up today for my ass. I had a bad weekend- 2 different bath houses, and both left me without even a single load. And then yesterday-not a single fuck all day long. So I was in a bad mood and had actually eaten a big meal last night, and then he calls today.FUCK! Worked like a SOB to hose out as deep as I knew I would need to be- he was coming in 2 hours. I scrambled, and had some disasterous flushes, but then--it flushed clean, the crampy feeling was gone, and I knew I was ready. He showed up right on time,i ate his cock as he undressed. Moaning and content with my efforts, he began in on my hole, and quickly had his cock and balls all up inside me. Over the next 5 hours, I had just about everything he could find in my hole- his fist to mid arm, cock and balls, piss, at one point his foot ( in a latex glove--don't think he was expecting me to take him up on it--but I had the pleasure of watching his eyes as I ate the toes, then slid on down onto the arch of his foot--once it was seated, I began fucking myself with it--he just had this huge ,wide eyed look on his face. At another point, about 3 hours in to play ( and a rum and coke and some water later) he needed to piss- I was already in the sling and he had been fisting and fucking me- so I had him unhook the leg straps from the front end of the sling and winch my legs way up and back to the rear chains-pointing my ass to the ceiling.Once in position, he then pulled a chair up to the sling, stood on it, and pushed his cock into my gaped hole, and let it flow. When he was done, he pushed an inflatable butt plug up into my hole, pumped it as large as it would go, then got side tracked and left me upside down-his piss running deeper and deeper into me. Finally let me down, and we headed out to the outdoor patio so I could let the piss out and onto him--except---when the plug came out and he was under me waiting for the piss shower--nothing came out. i was finally able to spray him with my own piss. He used my hole for another 45 minutes before having to head back to his home. And I still have not had his piss stream out- I guess it is absorbed into my guts now-- so it is time to head to the local leather bar for underwear night.. and maybe an offer to top me off some more

Um, well, its like, - all the people who now answer any question along the following lines . Q. How old were you when you 1st had your eyes opened? A. So, like, um, I dont really remember. You know. So, but I do think the price of coconut oil is all about Oprah... people have reduced their minds to the current trend and buzz words. So, how do we break it ( Now, start listening to the raido or TV talk, and see just how often that damned SO will infiltrate your head LOL)

So what about this-- the guy writes that this story is fictional, etc.... but in reality it actually happened! ?? Ya know- a lot of people used to go to the movies to see some genre of movie- and before the movie started there was a series of coming features shown- not even in the same genre of the movie people went to see-- but fuck if the actual movie wasn't just as good once it started. I think too much is being focused on one or two lines ahead of 200 or 300 more lines. Do you also get turned off so easily by a guy who is about to give you his cock when you notice he is wearing black socks and white sneakers, or the guy with a "fashion" jock strap instead of a basic Bike white one?? Exhale, and get over the small stuff men. Life is too short to be so sensitive

Well, began vacation today, had toyed with flying somewhere, but decided to stay in town and try my luck--a piggy top bud hit me up today and was in my ass by 2p, got fisted, ball fucked, fucked, pissed in and on, and then more fisting and fucking- went on for 6 hours, and I think we were on just about every piece of furniture in the bedroom, ( sling, fuck bench, bed, floor, end of the bed--) played on the patio for the piss scene, and even played out in the back yard with the garden hose after all the pissing was done ( and then started back up as the water began spraying) Sitting here now trying to decide if I am really done, or if I ought to head out to the tubs for a while and see who is hard and willing to breed--AND I still have 9 more days to get bred up

I believe a BJ time frame of 5 to 10 minutes is about right in public or group settings- places like baths, saunas, sex clubs, back rooms and such. If I have begun sucking a guy, especially in one of the mentioned venues, and he edges it out and drags it on and on, I will do my damnedest to make him cum, but really, he knows I am there to have cock and cum- and to monopolize my mouth is a little selfish on his part. ESPECIALLY frustrating is working and nursing away on a guy for eons, as other guys come and go- then 45 minutes or more in to sucking him, he pulls out of your mouth, steps down a glory hole or two, pushes it in thru the hole and nuts in a minute into someone who has no investment in his load ! In a one on one setting, I can see 15 minutes as a fair amount of time to suck a guy to completion, or to get him aroused and ready for a longer session of fucking or fisting ( or both) - with the occasional return to sucking as he takes a break from fucking or fisting- knowing he will return to my ass for at least 3x as long as I blow him

Oh hell-- I can jump right into the club and save them a step in the process- already have my bio tat LOL

Hey guys- this is sort of left field, but for any of you who enjoy having your tits worked hard during sex, or enjoy having them pinched and stretched in general-- I was at Home Depot today getting a few things , and happened upon a new nipple sex toy--in the pest control section!! Seems there is a "Better" mouse trap- instead of a metal bar snapping down on the rodent, this one has a thick elastic band that "humanely" rolls onto the rat as it enters the trap. Well, since you really don't want to roll off the elastic after the rat dies, they sell replacement elastics- 20 in a pack for about $4 USD . The name of the trap is NOOSKI - a New Zealand item. If any of you are familiar with the elasticators that some S & M shops used to sell, these rings are pretty similar- I found them easy enough to spread using my fingers to roll them over the nipple and then release the ring back up behind the nipple-- and, more importantly- they WILL roll off with a little effort, so removal will not be a problem ( or trip to the ER)

I do heavy lifting at work, and I do regular fisting sessions at least 2 , or 3 times a week, and all I can tell you is my hole has never been better , and I do not worry about my guts or crap flying out as I heft 80 pound packages! While I am not able to fist and fuck all the time, when I have my days off, I DO focus on having my hole used and pushed to the limits and then beyond. And while some of the guys who fuck me also fist me, many do not--but more and more they mention what a hot hole I have. I suspect the openness of the entryway and inner chamber gives their cock more sensation and freedom than a tight hole that is trying to cut off circulation to their cock. And as others have posted, I have developed the ability to tighten up or loosen up my hole far more than I ever had as just a fuckee. One pig who ball fucks me and then pushes his cock in alongside his nuts loves it when I clamp down on his junk and try to keep him from pulling out.

Ahhh, August and I am smiling !! This has got to be one of my better months. The night at CumUnion up in DC was a HUGE boost to my load count- but the month all in all was a much better load month than has been the case this year. So, the down and dirties : I took 36 loads in my ass, 3 loads down my throat, was fisted 10 times, and actually had piss twice- this has been a very rare event for me this year for some reason! With Augusts numbers, I am opening the calendar for September with 119 loads so far in my ass, 25 loads down my throat, 64 fistings received ( and a fisting only counts if it goes more than 10 minutes , the same guy fisting with a break/ rest is still just 1 in my count) and, 4 piss scenes no matter how many loads of piss were swapped in any one setting. Now, how can I keep the tally racing along? I have a week off ( again) the end of September- probably will be from 24 Sept thru 2 October- so if any of you know of a pure pig play event during that time, hit me up- I would love to wallow in the cum pit, and thanks to slinging bags for an airline for way too many years, I can probably figure out a way to fly most anywhere for use

Thanks for the long overdue orgasm !! Next chapter--on the bus ???

Funny thing- rentb-y got busted last week, and at least here in Ft Lauderdale, suddenly BBRT and their quick connect ads had a surge of escorts posting availability- even a guy posting as a bottom escort !! Here, of all places- a town more often referred to as Ft Bottomdale !! I guess the rentb-y guys are getting short on their cash and are putting it out there anywhere they can in order to afford their lattes in the morning <g>