SuccessfulChaser

I too fucked raw all through the 80's without condoms. I am sure I had risks (got fucked by a former Hightower school fab just six months before AIDS KILLED HIM in the early 80's, for example). But, I was not seeking POZ cock and never converted. But a couple of years ago I started riding POS guys with the desire to get knocked up. Finally, met my destiny in 2015 when I got converted. most guys cannot go back once they feel all do the emotions related to POZ fucking. Freeing, authentic, sensual, hot...mother fucking so,so,fucking hot.....are all ways it is described. Once you fell all that, you realize what a bunch of controlling bullshit is spewed by the gay hating safe sex nanny state morons have been pumping into your brain. Their toxic virus of hate is damaging millions. I am proudly pro POZ. THOSE OF US WHO LEAN WHAT THAT REALLY MEANS ARE PREPARED TO ENJOY TO DELIGHTS OF CUM FILLED SEXUAL,ADVENTURE. the fears are false...drummed into you brain to get you under their control. Seize the opportunity to define you sexual wants your self.

Oh the bullshit that is driven into people's brains but the freight end, pathetic pussies who are responsible for all of the safe sex-AntiQueer messages. Your own very natural and authentic desires have been corrupted by years of hearing how wrong it is. fucking...regardless of whic side of the cock you are on...is a wonderful experience. Humans have evolved to be able to enjoy sex as a pleasure and not just the mechanical part of reproduction. But those who would control us, have tried to take a natural thing and turn it evil and terrifying. your conflict has nothing to do with you level of being jhorned up. It is fully a manifestation of that mental (and artificial) war of good vs. evil. my own choice to get knocked up included a desire to take an action that would prove to me that I had finally fully accepted the truth. i can only encourage you to fuck more and worry less. If you can go to a Cumuniom or other type event you can start getting multiple loads and learn to over come your "flight" reflex. Be open to any type of sex you can find. Your body will respond to lots of different types of arousal. Stop thinking of gay/straight and try to see yourself without gender labels. Learn to be a sexual rebel....and let's take the messaging related to fucking away form those trying to control and shame us. Good luck...and keep,on reading and posting here. Lots of great guys and good,so ties,here to help you reclaim your own sexuality..

just keep fucking raw and shut up about what you are exposed to OR join the safe sex pussies and stop getting fucked or only take cock wrapped in latex. It is that fucking simple make your choice and fuck like a man or fuck like a wimp. Don't bitch 'cause you can't have it both ways. the time to understand your own risk acceptance should be done well before you drop your shorts. Once a rock solid dick starts poking your hole, you ARE a bare backer.....and what you get is what you get. don't get me wrong, I love raw sex and have the + sign to prove it. What I can't figure out is why so many guys ger all horned up, get fucked raw and then whine if the get a sniffle. Pick a side and embrace....don't act surprised that your faggot ass is NOT a special snowflake and the basic facts of std transmission do not apply to you.

keep in mind that hep c is blood borne.....where a variety of fluids can support the HIV virus. So it might be possible to POZZED for HIV and not HEP C....otherway around ----getting only HEP C from blood and not HIV is highly unlikely......(assuming both are well developed in the donor. Given my experience, I would have no issue in getting POZZED up on HIV again....but I would avoid the HEP C as much as I could.....it is nasty crap. So if your question is about just having great sex...and taking a risk....I would not do it.....if it were a partner where I had a longer term love interest, I would likely engage....

Your comments are spot on. I never had any type of STD prior to getting knocked up. Since then, I have been a magnet for damned near anything that can be transmitted at the tip of a cock. No doubt, Hep C made a near expected appearance. Where I have had zero side effects from being POZ (including no fuck flu), my experience with HEP C has been much more brutal. A very well hung top with a huge PA was my likely source. But, he was a real man, and not just a fantastic top. He actually contacted me and told me of my possible risk. When we fucked, he had not been diagnosed, and as soon as he was he contacted me. Anyhow, the treatment is on going and I am hopeful to have that one clear by the middle of first quarter 2017. Syph I treated as well and it is gone now. Gono, herpes and warts are all still keeping the HIV company. Did have them all active at one time. Perhaps that indicates that not only my immune systems is indeed compromised by the HIV, but that I am finding a more interesting group of fuck buds since getting POZZED. I do not recommend it to anyone. The general nausea and joint pain have been the worse. More frequent diarrhea is a real pain as well. I have good insurance, but still have had nearly $2000 out of pocket so far. I will never deny being a bug chaser....but that one I was not chasing, nor would I ever suggest it to anyone else.

Always amazes me when I see or hear of queers getting too picky about partners----especially in a group sex/sex event type venue. If you wanna fuck then shut and take some cock. It is not a life time commitment, it is simply a cock in the ass (or mouth). If you have to have a perfect cock, stay home, look at "pretty boy" porn and choke your chicken. Cumunion and similar places are for those of us who understand what man to man fucking is all about. I suspect somewhere, at some time, that same guy complained about not getting much cock at Cumunion. It is always about someone else with those types. I am not really into treating people rudely, but guys like that give faggots and free fucking a bad name. They need to be called out on it.

Feeling a hand go deep inside you the first time is a strange but wonderful feeling. No doubt, it leads to wanting more and wanting ever increasing size of toy and tool rammed deep into your hole. I was fisting hot and heavy (both giving and getting ) for a couple years. One of the things that I noticed was that I started loosing any desire for cock. All I was thinking of was trying to get opened wider and taking an arm deeper. It became an obsession. But one day, trying to take an arm to the elbow, I realized that while I was enjoying that, I had not had any cum in months....it was all about getting parTied up and fisting. I backed away.....and started enjoying cocks again. I still fist from time to time, but I am careful. As much as I enjoy feeling someone deep inside me, I do not want to give up on that wonderful meat known as cock. I am not able to take what I once did while fisting and I do not fist with any major frequency......rather it is just a nice experience when it happens. I only offer this as a caution. Other guys have told me the same thing........taking a fist can quickly become all you want. For me, the intimacy of getting a cock up the ass or giving a blow job is more important than fisting......but if you really want it.....you can do amazing things----but soon even a nice sized cock will have little importance to you. Be sure that is what you want.

I have waited a bit to respond to this post. I found I had very conflicted reactions to that video. Perhaps not a popular view, it is still my opinion. I do have some capacity of concern and support for those who are really suffering with the disease we share. For many of us----like that hot little slut in the video---becoming infected was a lifestyle choice. But for those who have become infected when it WAS NOT their choice, compassion is the right response. But so much of what he had to say seemed self-serving or an outright attempt to refuse to take full responsibility for his own action. When he said that he never thought it would happen to him. FUCK, does he have a "special snowflake" ass that has magic powers to ward off evil cock? No, like all of us know.....if you fuck raw long enough you are gonna catch something. And if you like to play on the wild side, getting knocked up is a reality.....not a myth. He tried pushing some blame to a PORN production company. Anyone who would put their sexual health decisions into the hands of a sketchy for profit business is a fool. News flash buddy, did you not think there was maybe some risk in taking it raw on camera? Some of his other comments seemed to be disconnected from the reality I know as a bottom faggot. He appeared to have little knowledge of the transmission and progression of HIV. He did not seem to be aware of the risks that raw POZ sex brings to your life. Yes he was very sick in the video. But he needs to put on his big faggot drawers like a man and manage his life...not WHINE about it. He fucked raw and got caught. Big fucking deal....happens ever day. To have enjoyed the cock and cash, and then second guess that when it gets serious is just plain narcissistic. Too bad more people do not have a clue about sex until they are lying on their backs with their feet in the air getting their prostrate massaged by a massive cock. That is not the time to make your decisions about sexual health. There are those who do not understand while some of us will gladly take diseased dick in our own effort to know knocked up. Most of us are men about it and fully accept the fate that goes with our choice. While we face the same future as was shown with this young man, we do so not as victims, but with the confidence we made the decision that was right for us. There may be a day that I curse what the virus is doing to my body.....but I will never do anything other than fully own the responsibility.

momma always said to be careful who your friends are, you might get a "reputation". You can fuck 20 women and you likely will not be called a cocksman, but you suck one guy off and you forever have the reputation of being a cock sucker. In my case, that was a reputation I worked hard to learn and still work hard to keep valid! on here the reputation are the same as "likes" and thumbs up signs on other sites.....a quick way to let someone appreciate their writing or that you agree with their position (bottom in my case---but no pun intended). If you enjoy someones writing let them know. If they have a position that you live by....let us all know. Write some good sleazy shit and you too will get that reputation manna warned about.......in this case by hanging out with a bunch of horned up, raw sex loving faggots......it does not get much better than that.

for me, being nude and being gay are just long time pillars of who i am. many visits to nude campgrounds (gay only), resorts etc. Been part of a couple of local clubs later. Just seems quite natural that men who enjoy men should enjoy being nude together. I still visit a local nude campground quite often (on 30 miles away). I am always nude at home and have some nudest straight friends (couples), so being clothes free is intertwined into my life. Additionally, is is in its most simple form an appreciation of the male figure (regardless of shape and size). I love all aspect of queerness and the male body is center to that.

did an on-line cam demo for a dude last week..long dildo.....and went directly from ass to mouth and it was clearly not pristine when I did that. guy on line shot his wad hands free at that.....he had never seen that before........not something all the time...but when it is right....and the right cock...it is great......

Ok now for a word from the PRO-Raw, PRO-POZ segment of our population. Men were intended to fuck raw. Queer identifying men need to know that sharing raw, poz cock is the most sensual and intimate fucking any species or combination of genders will ever enjoy. So there are a few risks. People smoking knowing the risk of cancer, people eat a bunch of Big Macs knowing the risk of obesity......but while they may be shamed for their activities, only queer raw sex seems to be singled out for being a horrible activity. Perhaps if we were more open and honest about our practices, we could rest the conversation regarding sexual healthy and healthy sex. Less worry about gender, less worry about taboo, less worry about the ideal partner----just more happy people sharing cocks and cum. Before I got knocked up last year, I was somewhat certain these thoughts were misguided and taboo. I took the step to chase and soon found out there are others who feel the same way as I do. I know that as I have become more open and focused on good fucking....not on the crap that others often associate with sex, I see that we have been manipulated for years to think that sex is bad and gay sex is worse and POZ sex is the very worst of the most evil. Reality is quite different, open minded, joyous free and unlimited fucking is a key part to a healthy human existence. For some of us, it is time to talk about that and to change the dialogue. FUCK....and FUCK a lot.....it is all good. And all the crap you worry about, you will soon see how little that really matters. It really is about the cocks and the cum.

I have been fucked on top of a 90 foot concrete silo, in abandoned buildings, on top of a crypt in an abandoned cemetery, on the ground, on the beach, in the ocean.....in more cars/trucks than I care to recall, on chairs, sofas and beds. I am sure there are countless other places.....hayloft of old barn, picnic table in a national park, somewhat in a canoe....... Bottom line....it has not matter what the environment was....or was not...the key was getting more cock in my ass. Never had a bed that made a great fuck better, or a poor fuck worse. They just are what they are a place where I happen to be having a fuck. I kind of look at comments about beds a bit like I do comments about finding your "perfect type" of fuck partner. Hell, it is one fuck......not gonna last forever......so concentrate on the FUN of the FUCK and ignore the rest of the stuff and soon you will be getting more cock and cum---that is what is important. The rest is all just accessories.

My anal cherry got busted at 13 as well. Had blown the guy a couple earlier ( much older). When asked if I wanted fucked, I could hardly get a yes out...I was that excited. No doubt, that first one was not all that comfortable, but damn, I knew as he started massaging my prostate with his cock, I was gonna be a bottom whore my entire life. With only a few random pussies and a few topping stories, I have been true to that for nearly 40 years. I owe that guy a lot, he taught me a lot about how to enjoy queer sex, he gave me the confidence to accept being a faggot in a time when queers were more hated than today. He taught me that being a slutty bottom is a calling and you have to work hard to get good at it. I often wonder how long it would have been until I figured out all that on my own.

There are bad examples in nearly every avenue of life. While none of us really enjoy experiences like the OP described, it is something of a an occupational risk. I got raped by a BBC who wanted more after we had fucked a few times. We had enjoyed a couple of really nice fucks, but the dude was not satisfied. I ended up beaten, raped, robbed and perhaps more. But I was fucking another cock the next day. I showed up for an "in shape guy", who had to weight 400 and was less than 5' 10". The only way to find his dick was to roll him in flour. Only point being is do not get wired up on one bad experience. Those dudes are out there. Rather remember every good cock and scene you have. Recall each cock that made you thrilled to be a queer. Perhaps revisit the bottoms that took your load of jizz, even if they did not find you a compelling top. It is all about the learning and experience we gain from our adventures. That is why I have (and highly recommend) an any cock any time attitude. I am getting fucked more and enjoying a lot better sex. The few disappointments are minor when compared to all of the great (and sometimes fully unexpected) cock that I scare up. Hell it is just sex. Even the worst cock is better than doing with out. Even a bad one---like haircuts---does not last long. Fuck and fuck often......one of the real joys that makes life worth living. Old Waylon claimed there were only two things that make life worth living...guitars that tune good and firm feeling women. I get the first one, and have traded the second one for a POZ cock in my ass.......now that is something to LIVE for.

DADT = don't ask don't tell. it this case it is referring to the case of poz guys fucking. You neither tell your status or ask a status, you get what you get. There are plenty of other bugs to go around. in my own case, I never had anything else until I got knocked up. Now I have had about everything that can be transmitted via sex or shared points. A number of other POZ guys have told me the same story, once your immune system is compromised, it is each to catch other stuff. In something of a monument to raw fucking and lots of cock, I enjoyed HIV+, HEPC, Herpes, Gono, SYPH and anal warts all at the same time. The syph is gone now, but the other bugs are sticking around a bit it seems. I am a bit more radical in my thoughts about disclosing status in the pre-fuck part of fuckarama. My status is well know by anyone who fucks me in a one on one or small group setting. I am quick to tell them. I do not ask partners status. I accept a no cock refused policy and will take your cock even if it is shooting radioactive tic tacs. I am also not much of a fan of PREP. Thinking one small shield against one virus does not make you bullet-proof. WHats is wrong with fucking like the animals we are......raw and very natural. Perhaps if more had that attitude we would have a brand new conversation on HIV/AIDS. Lets fuck more and whine less.

hell yes to that. i enjoy many of the darker elements and believe my sexuality and sexual behavior is driven by and focused around my connection with the darker forces. While some my not agree with all of my choices, I will NEVER accept any of it as sin. First, sin is a construct of organized religion who use their power and control to cause the behavior that keeps the "believers" in sync with the demands of the leaders. I am not about to let anyone tell me that my beliefs and actions are "bad" in the eyes of some made up fairy tale of goodness and light. Second, I see my actions as very natural....a very authentic way of living my life. Being true to yourself cannot be wrong. Third, I take responsibility for my life and actions. I accept the consequences of my actions. To me that is more honest than to be made to feel bad because some of what I enjoy and am driven to experience are not what others might want. In summary......fuck...fuck a lot and enjoy. Explore the edges and corners of human sexuality. Your will grow as a person. But never let anyone tell you it is a sin.

Should have been one more option.....I HAVE ONE!. I do have one.....#BBBH tramp stamp. Has been modified a bit since I got converted....and now includes both a scorpion and a bio-hazard in the design. The stinger of the scorpion was done in ultraviolet ink....so under black light, it looks like a glow in the dark arrow pointing to my hole. No doubt, I get lots of comments.....and at things like cumunion, tops can easily see what they are getting into. I HIGHLY recommend it.... Of course, I have a ton of other tats.....and 100% are very queer and tell the story of my life as a bottom faggot/sex addict. Running out of premium space...but still getting more tats----as I add more chapters to my fuck life. Glad I have a very cool chick for a tattoo artist and she understands my HIV status but still very gladly adds to my art.