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“What is it, boy?” Even over the cell line his voice is deep, soft. Mesmerizing. “You’re afraid. Admit it.” His voice is soft and urgent. Compelling. “I am.” “What is it you’re afraid of?” My cock throbs with need, urgency. My hand absently caressing the soft hair of my stomach, wandering to my hard, hungry cock. ”Say it, boy. Admit it.” Yes. Now. Say it. ”Of you. Of admitting it to you.” ”Admitting what to me?” ”I’m afraid of what I want.” “Of what you need. This is deeper than want. This is your blood talking. This is who you really are.” “Yes.” Yes. “Of what I need.” So good to admit it. So damn good to say it. “I can give it you. I can take you where you need to be. All you have to do it say it.” Yes. The word is all I can hear, blood rushing in my ears, my hard cock, wet with sticky precum, throbbing. “I need it. Take me, please. Take me.” ”We both need, boy. I can taste your need in your voice. We’ll surrender to it, together. I’m going to take you inside it, going to split you open and we’re going to bathe in it. Do you want that, boy?” “Yesssssss.” The sound slides out of me on its own. Dripping of need. Of hunger beating under my skin. His voice pulling me in, enveloping me, smoke, wrapping around me. Warm. Expansive. My hand slides across my head, across the stubble of my freshly cropped skull. I imagine his rough hands there, guiding me. Caressing me. ”I’ve texted you the address, boy. Come here now. Jeans with no underwear, sandals, a t-shirt. Bring nothing else. Understand? No wallet, no money, no ID. No phone. You’ll pay the cab fare and throw away any cash you have left over.” His voice. So smooth, so knowing. I can feel myself relax into him, into his need. My need. “And boy-don’t shower or clean yourself up in any way. I want you raw. I want to taste your sweat and your fear. I want to taste your hunger for it. For surrender.” My cock twitches with his every word. My blood thrumming under my skin with it, with desire. I can barely breathe. Barely think. God, yes. Jesus, god, yesssssss. you ready for this, boy? Ready to give yourself over to it, to me?” ”Yes.” I hear myself say, my voice a ragged whisper. Urgent, desperate. “Yes, so hungry. Yes. Please.” I say. “I need.”

Hi, I found some drafts I wrote a few months ago that I thought would be nice to share with you all while. Hope y'all enjoy. The summer I came home from Ithaca, I had some troubles sleeping for the first few weeks. The constructions were still going on next door & I had to open the window to let in the cool summer draft. I woke up in the middle of the night to see how anyone could drill at this hour. I went to my window and saw a man, only in his jocks hammering some planks and placing them on the wall. There were also chains on the floor that he was now drilling to the ceiling. All this in a candle lit room. This man had a firm ass and I could tell he was packing. He was bald but his head was defined, as well as his body. His thighs were smooth and large. I could see his furry chest too while he drilled, packing firm pecks. Don’t get me started on his arms. It was clear that he’s experienced in construction. I starred for what must have been 10 minutes, taking the role of a pepping tom. He then stopped and got to the window and looked at me and took his jock off, jacking his 9 inch off. I looked at him straight in his eyes. He was now smiling. He opened the window and then came, blowing his load out of the window. He put his index finger on his nose to signal secrecy and turned back to blow the candles off, without acknowledging me any further. Before the candles were blown off, it looked like he was prostrating in a circle that the candles were positioned in. I closed my curtains, going to bed with a hard on I couldn’t contain. I woke up in my boxers, stained with cum. I haven’t had a wet dream in ages. I went down and asked Mom and Dad who moved in. Mom told me that it was a man name Robert Costa whose taking over the construction company that went bankrupt last year. Dad then said that “He doesn’t seem like the kind to play for the other team.” Mom told him that he’s only saying that because he’s more muscular than Dad and knows more about tennis when Dad lost his bet on him that Federer was going to lose. I didn’t want to hear them go on so I went out for a jog. I missed running around my neighborhood, going through the parks at night sometimes to cruise. I remembered when I turned 18 three years ago, I sucked my first cock at this very tree I just ran by. The balls I relished on was that of Mr. Courtois who was one of the consulate workers at the Belgian embassy. Mr. Courtois was friendly with my family. He had a wife and his daughter who I did AP Chem together with. I can still recall the moment he realized who I was after blowing his load in me in the dark. “Putain” Was the first thing he said, before asking me what I was doing. “Don’t worry Mr. Courtois. Or is it Monsieur? I wanted it. We don’t have to tell anyone.” I looked at him, with his cum still on my lips. “You should not be here, it’s unsafe for young boys of your age.” Talking to me like a child. “It’s you who shouldn’t be here. Does your family know?” I asked, before he gave a worried look. “Of course not. We must not tell anyone. We cannot. I’m going home now, let me send you home.” In the car, I was playing with his dick while he drove. It was long, hard and bushy. I then told him that if he took the next right, the exit would merge us on Connecticut Ave and that there was a motel that wasn’t too far away. It didn’t take long for him to agree. A little s’il vous plait & j’te veux was all I needed to convince him to fuck me. Thank you Estelle for making me pass 10th grade French. The thing about Mr. Courtois was that he had the perfect dad body. It was not too big nor too muscular. His hair was grey too and he had blue eyes. He was well endowed with a cock length of about 7 inch. And he had some pubic hair. Must be a man who takes care of himself. He was talkative but pensive when he fucked me. I can still remember those words that made my hole wet when he rimmed me. “C’est bon ouais?” Every time I hear those words now, I would get hard like I was Pavlov’s dog. When he inserted his cock into me, I was in heaven. The first cock I’m taking and it belonged to my lab partner’s dad. He said those three words again ramming me non-stop. “Ton cul, c'est extraordinaire…ah putain, tu vas gagner ma bite et l'accueillir.” I don’t even know what he’s saying but I knew it made me flush. I asked him to go faster. For some reason, Mr. Courtois couldn’t stop speaking in French. I had to learn the word vite from him and repeat it like I was yelling feet. I don’t think it’s even in one of my fetishes. “Tu veux mon foutre, oui? Oh putain..“ was his last words before coming into me. Filling my ass and sloshing his cum in me, pulling out and letting it flow like the Pontemac. We cuddled and he said his first comprehensible sentence of that night, in English, “Thank you. I didn’t know you were gay…does Estelle know?” “Je vous en prie” I teased in a high pitched voice. “And yes she does. I think everyone does. Does she know her dad is though?” “Bah.” was all he said and told me that we should go home. Mood killer. The time was almost 5 and I entered the house telling both my parents that I was at Justin’s playing video games and didn’t realize how late it got. This all happened a year ago before I left for college. How inexperienced I was. Last I heard, Mr. Courtois was back in Bruxelles, having his charity co-sponsor bxl pride. Maybe he’s out, maybe he’s not, but I knew I must have affected him in some ways when I saw photos of him clad to a semi muscular twink in harness on Estelle’s Instagram. While standing in front of the fountain at the park now, I could see a man wearing overalls and a white tank top walking towards me. He also had a helmet on. It was the one and only, Robert Costa. “It’s nice to see that ass out in the day.” He said, clearly recognizing me as last night’s voyeur. “Nice to see someone in clothes too.” I joked, transfixed on his eyes now. A dark shade of olive when refracted under the sun. Gorgeous. I can also take a peek of his chest. He then smiled. “Would you like to come over tonight? I just built something and I need to show someone. I don’t know anyone around here. Besides, all that construction must have make you a bit curious.” He asked, full of confidence. “Yeah, sure. 8 sounds good? I think mom and dad are going to be out for dinner at Bourbon Steak. I told them I would go watch the movies instead of mingling with some diplomats I’ll forget but whatever.” “Great.” Was all he said as he left, heading to the pickup truck parked across the bench where we stood. I wore my jock that night and the same pair of joggers with just a hoodie on. By now, I was thinking of whether I would call him Robert or Mr. Costa. Both sounded hot. Robert opened the door in an apron without anything underneath it. “Oh, I’m sorry. I’ve been used to walking around the house nude. Haven’t had any guests since I moved in. You’re the first! Come in.” He came in for a bear hug and I could feel how huge his balls were underneath the apron. Robert walked back to the kitchen and on his naked back, a bio hazard symbol was tattooed centered right below his nape. Interesting. Robert then showed me his kitchen where he was preparing some drinks. Campari spritz. With the heat that was going on, it was only necessary. “So…I want to try out something.” He said, going to the freezer now and taking out a tray of ice cube but instead of it being cubical, it was cylindrical, like a tube. “How would you like to have a cocktail of cum in your ass?” Wow. How direct. Cut right to the chase. I think my fixation on him last night was all that he needed to know to gauge the kind of a slut I am. I agreed immediately and pulled my pants down and hoodie off, with Robert now being impressed with my jock. “Get up here,” he called me when he went to inspect my ass. He took off the jock and looked at my cock, squeezing it with his other hand choking me now. I didn’t sign up for this, but it made me harder than I was before. “There we go..” he smiled now while gripping my hard cock while inserting one cube in my ass. It felt cold and melted easily in me. In his eyes, I can tell there’s a desire to corrupt and use me. It’s as if he wanted to destroy me and fulfill his dark fucked up fantasies. I hate to admit that I was willing to let my inhibitions go away & fully submit to him. “I still haven’t showed you what I was telling you about.” He then held my hand but this time with care and lead me upstairs into the room he was fixing up. It was a sight that I thought I wouldn’t see. I doubt there were any other houses in our neighborhood that had a room like what Robert had made. To call it a sex dungeon would be dishonest because it wasn’t like its aim was for sex but for something even darker. It was like a shrine. The chains he drilled up were a part of a leather sling. And behind the sling was a tapestry that bared the Sigil of Baphomet. The room was only lit by candles placed on the floor around the sling and that the sling was placed in a circle which Robert had carved. There was also pentagram carved in the circle. If one were to put themselves in the sling, they would face a floor to ceiling mirror that had quotes of Divine Comedy painted black in acrylics. In Italian even. To divert my fascination, I joked. “What’s the font, Hellvetica?” “Funny. You know what these words mean?” I did classics as an elective during freshman year so my memory didn’t serve me well but I can only recognise one stanza which was "Ritorna a tua scïenza, che vuol, quanto la cosa è più perfetta, più senta il bene, e così la doglienza.” “The more a thing is perfect, the more it feels pleasure and pain..” or something along those lines from what I could recall. What does this even mean? Clearly I didn’t pay attention much. Robert recited the quote in his native tongue before I told him the meaning. He was surprised and said, “You are perfect. You want to feel pleasure and you want to feel pain. In this room, we’re all sinners. We’re destined for destruction during judgement day. Our sins are set as our aberrations called for it.” I can tell he was into Dante and must have grown up in a religious family. He was Sicilian after all by looking at his Apron that had the words PALERMO printed like something off a postcard. Robert then began to tell me that he’s a part of a covenant that sins and punish themselves. “Aquinas said that we can know things without any form of divine intervention…that God’s light would shine on us naturally to inform us what we must do. When I strayed off the path of God.. I was stung to realize my sin. I then thought that God wouldn’t punish those who went on the beaten path and that I must do it myself..” Fuck. This man is a cult leader, I thought. I was still intrigued given that I had a hard on and melted cum in my ass. “Then God shined another light…that we sinners deserve a second chance. Medication. What a way to deny God’s plans. But it also give me more opportunity to punish others.” What a visionary. I don’t think highly of Robert but his speech and the way he brought himself not only convinced me otherwise, but also convinced me that he sees himself as some sort of a prophet. I can see how he could manage his cult with the way he spoke. “I’m giving you the opportunity to learn more about me. To learn more about yourself. To participate in it. When I looked at you last night, the moon was full and I felt God’s light shined again. I can tell that you’re not religious, but the rituals and the aspects of this covenant make it hard for you to be dissuaded, am I right?” “Yes... but this is too much Robert, I think you’re thinking way too deep on this. It’s not even right if you’re going to just ruin people’s lives in the name of God.” “Well, I’m not ruining their lives and anyone who joins voluntarily does so. You think I’m a man who would rape? Most of our brothers are in on their own will. God’s will. I used to think that I was the only one who felt this way but there are many like me. I can see it in your eyes that you want it too.” He was right. Human beings are irrational and as much as we’d like to live our lives according to reason and truth, it is impossible for us to function in that way all the time. I wanted to join my neighbor’s cult that might affect me for the rest of my life. Was it because of boredom? Fascination? I don’t know. Words really can’t explain why some people do the things they do and my interest in joining Robert only proves it further. I didn’t need him to persuade me any more so I walked toward him and held his face and kissed him. He threw me on the floor and began rimming me. He pushed a finger in me and I groaned a bit. “Yes, don’t stop.” I said while he was pulling it in and out. “You’re very tight. Don’t move.” He commanded. I felt my hole exposed to the humidity and without any warning, he pressed into me with his cock, releasing a scream from me. I should’ve asked him to put more cum in me in the kitchen. I had fully submitted myself to him now. He took long strokes and pressed my nipple hard, telling me that I was beginning to open up. I rocked my hips back to him, accepting his potent cock. He also went slowly at times and fast, making me moan and groan like never before. My head was on the floor with my ass up, with the candles as my only source of light. Without the mirror, the room would be darker but with it, I can see Robert fucking me flat on the floor. As he rocked me deeper, I could feel another part of my hole opening, accepting more of him. He then said, “There it is, we’re just starting to have fun now.” All I could remember for the next half an hour was me being in a state of euphoria. My eyes were rolled back and my arms were shaking. I couldn’t even feel my legs as he rammed into me. I also noticed that every now and then when we were fucking, he would take a pause to breathe heavily. The last time he did this, he held me with his arms and squeezed me tight, not letting me go as he whispered, “Into the eternal darkness, into fire and into ice.” It then registered to me that he had came in me about 7 times. When he was done, we were on the floor, panting while he jerked me off. When I was about to come, he sucked me and ingested all my cum. He then came up for a kiss and I could taste the saltiness of my cum while his and god knows who else’s was flowing out of my hole. While he leaned beside me on the recently varnished oak floor, I broke the silence. “Tell me more about this covenant.”

Part 3 Jimmie was naked when he stepped inside and saw Eddie and me making out on the bed. Our tongues were frantically lashing each other's, our bodies pressed together, and our hands roaming freely. Jimmie said he came over to make sure everything was going okay. I let him know that everything was fantastic. My ass was bloody, it had poz loads from Marco and Eddie in it and a plug sealing sealing all of it inside of me. Eddie informed Jimmie that he and Marco were about to try double anal on my butt and Jimmie was welcome to stay and help. Jimmie grinned and said he could probably stay awhile since Al was sleeping after fucking Jimmie again following our departure. Eddie climbed into the bed and made out with Marco and me while Jimmie sat nearby and watched us. Marco got up and started fucking his cock in and out of my mouth. Eddie told Jimmie to remove the plug from my ass to get me ready for fucking. I felt sharp pain in my hole as Jimmie twisted the plug back and forth while removing. It was finally out after some agonizing moments only got me to immediately feel Marco's dick filling my ass. Marco thrust slowly but forcefully in and out of me. I felt great pleasure and enormous pain as he did. Eddie took his dick out of my mouth and climbed behind me. My ravaged ass was getting no letup as I felt Eddie's pierced tool pressing to join Marco in fucking my ass. Jimmie chastised the poz couple for having no poppers available as they attempted their dual invasion of my ass. Eddie reached into a drawer nearby and tossed a brown bottle to Jimmie. Jimmie uncapped it and passed it under my nose. I was flying and at ease for the dual dicking to continue. I became a stammering mess begging for those two studs to tear my ass apart and flood me with their poison jizz. I commanded them to knock me up, to give me their dirty gift, to mark me as worthless cumdump. Marco remained mostly stationary while Eddie pile drove me. My ass felt stuffed as their poisonous dicks assaulted my ass. Marco again stated that if I wasn't going to be poz after our earlier fuck, this second round would definitely do it. Eddie continued to ravage my butt. I imagined his PA ripping up my insides even more making me more receptive to their toxic cum they would soon be unloading in me. Marco could not withstand the friction that Eddie's rod was creating against Marco's own tool and he shot his second potent load inside me. Marco pulled his softening cock out of me and Jimmie remarked how red it was with blood. Then to my surprise, Jimmie dove down to clean up Marco's bloody dick with his mouth. After a little cleanup by Jimmie, he then moved up to my head and starting making out with me. Jimmie snowballed the blood, cum, assjuice mixture into my mouth. We swapped it back and forth a few times before I swallowed most of it. I looked over at Marco's tool and saw that it was bleeding. Apparently it had been cut by Eddie's PA while they were both inside me. Jimmie saw the same thing and exclaimed, "Holy Shit! Marco was bleeding inside you!" That meant that I was getting Marco's poz blood mixing with my own inside of me. I yelled out, "Yes, yes. Knock me up with your poz cum and your toxic blood. Share it all with me. I feel like such a dirty slut who deserves this!" Jimmie was getting aroused by this and I grabbed his growing cock and started giving him a a blow job. All three of my lovers were certain that I was going to be in the HIV brotherhood in no time and repeatedly let me know this. Jimmie was harder than hard now. Eddie saw this and asked if he wanted to join him in invading my ass. Jimmie pulled out of my mouth and positioned himself under me to join Eddie in his double anal assault. Jimmie's thick tool shot into my ass causing some massive pain that subsided after I got acclimated to this latest stretching of my abused hole. Eddie and Jimmie alternated thrusts inside my stretched ass.This was the best feeling I've ever had during sex. I was opened like never before waiting to take another poz load from Eddie and for Jimmie to add his own jizz to my growing collection. This continued on for what seemed like hours. My ass began to get numb when Eddie finally poisoned my butt with his second load. Eddie pulled out and Jimmie continued on in my ass. My butt felt loose without Eddie's cock in it, but there was relief as my opening shrunk down to accommodate only Jimmie's thick rod. I begged Eddie to let me clean him off. The coating on his dick was mostly blood and some assjuice. The combined effect of all the fucking must have caused all of their poz cum deep up inside of me.I was going to be able to incubate and absorb their highly toxic loads to get their gift. Jimmie slowed down his pace and then suddenly picked back up to a jackhammer pace as he unloaded in me again. He stayed inside of me after climaxing as we made out with madly darting tongues. Jimmie told me he was so glad to be around for what were probably some of my last moments as a HIV- man. Jimmie asked if I would like to fuck him and shoot what could be my last negative load inside of him. I had not cum yet and had a throbbing boner. I got off of Jimmie and his dick was finally free of my stretched, bleeding, and poz cum-filled ass. His cock looked to have a coat of blood on it. I cleaned him up and his own dick was not bleeding as Marco's had been. That meant the blood was either my own or Marco's. I moved my rock-hard dick up to Jimmie's ass. I started entering him and Jimmie gasped to handle my thickness. I observed this and slowly worked my was inside. I wanted this to last as it would probably be one of the last "clean" loads that I would ever shoot. I was slowly fucking Jimmie and he was moaning with pleasure. I made him tell me that I was a better fuck than Al. I let him know that he was welcome to take my poz cum when the time came. Jimmie was in heaven as I was fucking him. He agreed to get knocked up by me after I became poz. He would have agreed to anything just to keep my fat cock inside of him. In the middle of fucking Jimmie, the door opened and Al came inside the trailer. He saw me balls deep in his boyfriend and remarked that it looked like we were enjoying ourselves. Sensing the tension, Eddie informed Al that Jimmie had not been fucked by either of the toxic pair He didn't mention the fact that Jimmie had cleaned up Marco's bloody dick and had probably swallowed some poz blood in the process. Despite Al's seeming unease at the situation before him, I continued to fuck his boyfriend. Al seemed relieved that neither Eddie or Marco had fucked Jimmie. He came up to the two of us fucking on the bed, dropped the towel draped around his waist, and began caressing the two of us. Al saw how thick my cock was and observed that Jimmie must really be enjoying getting fucked by me. Jimmie grunted in agreement. Al began making out with me and encouraged me to continue fucking his boyfriend. He began fingering my ass and felt the blood inside of me. Al asked Eddie and Marco if they had fucked me yet. Eddie said they both came twice inside me and that Jimmie also planted a load in me. Al didn't seem angry about that last detail. Eddie also let Al know that my ass was torn open by Eddie's PA. Al responded by caressing Jimmie and me and telling me that I was probably to going to be poz whether I wanted it or not. His words made my cock even harder and I only lasted a few more strokes before shooting a massive load inside of Jimmie's ass. Al gave me a deep French kiss as I was shooting indicating his approval of me loading up his boyfriend's ass. After the rush of my orgasm finally died down, I pulled out of Jimmie, rolled over, and collapsed on the bed. Jimmie got down to clean up my cock. He came back up to me to share some of the last HIV- cum I would ever shoot with me. Al joined us for a brief time to mark the occasion. I looked at a clock and saw that it was 4:30 a.m. I was completely exhausted. Sensing my physical state, Eddie suggested we get some sleep. Al agreed it was time to turn in for the rest of the night. He asked if I wanted to go home, stay with Al and Jimmie in their trailer or stay with Eddie and Marco. I REALLY wanted to stay with Eddie and Marco. Not wanting to hurt Al's feelings, I told him that I was too exhausted to move from where I was. Taking his cue to leave, Al wished me a good night and left open an invite to join them later if need be. I thanked them for all they had done and returned the good night wishes. After a quick exchange of kisses, Al and Jimmie retired to their trailer on the next campsite. After they left, Eddie and Marco crawled up on either side of me on the bed. They let me know that I was going to feel completely liberated when I converted, that being poz was the ability to feel powerful. Marco let me know how glad they both were that I had so eagerly taken their poz cum and Marco's poz blood inside me. I thanked both of them for the best sex session I ever experienced. Marco asked Eddie whether they should tell me about what was going to happen later in the day. Eddie responded that I was welcome to stay with them through the weekend and join in on the fun and games with the company that they were expecting. Seeing my quizzical look, Marco said a couple of friends were coming to visit. One of them had recently gotten Eddie and Marco's gift. Marco then grabbed the beaded butt plug and worked it into my ass to seal up their poison inside of me. I barely had the energy to kiss them both goodnight before falling asleep in between the two of them. (To be continued)

I fucked a guy this weekend dry. I hooked up with him using fabguys and I was very horny. We played for a bit and I eat his hole. Funnily he then came which was rather sudden and I think he thought our now very quick session was over. However I had a different thought, I scooped up his cum, rubbed it on my rock hard dick and his hole and used it as lube as I slammed it up his arse. With his legs on my shoulders I fucked him hard and deep. He mumbled something about not being fucked and his wife would be due back, I just ploughed on as I needed to cum. I kept going until I unloaded. I’m not sure if he wanted to be fucked or even fucked raw but he now was with my load trickling out of his arse. I put my cock back in my shorts and sat back on the sofa. At which point I heard keys in the door and the fellas wife walked in the house. “Oh you must be phils mate from work” she asked. Phil looked horrified as he told me he was called ian but I calmly said “yeah, you know Phil, always on the job”. She offered me a cup of tea but I declined and made some dumb excuse about needing to get back to sort out my car. I quickly left, got in my car and drove off. Funnily I have now been blocked by “Ian” but my dna May still be in him 🤔😈😈

The drawing for the car was at 10 pm at the casino. I showed up at 9 pm to get my entries in the barrel and to use their Wi-Fi that was way faster than the shitty DSL I had at home. I was tapped out of cash after playing slots earlier in the day. I got a drink from the bar and then went to the waiting area near the Player's Club desk. I sat down on a chair in the corner and got my phone out. I glanced to my right and saw a handsome bear who looked to be in his mid-30s wearing cargo shorts and a white wife-beater shirt. Close-cropped hair and a thick black beard. Just then a thinner brown-hair guy came up and sat on the armrest of his chair. This guy was about the same age and was wearing jeans and a black t-shirt. He had a Tribal tattoo going up his right arm. The two talked for about a minute and then the thinner guy left. I leaned over towards the bear and started up some small talk about the crowd, whether to keep the car or sell it should one of us win it, the weather, etc. After a few minutes, the thinner guy came back and again sat on the armrest of the bear's chair. My small talk came to an end. I was looking for some sign of intimacy between the two but couldn't detect any. A couple minutes went by and the thinner guy again took off. Small talk resumed between us. The casino was on an Indian reservation in the middle of nowhere. I let him know that I was glad I didn't have a long drive home after the drawing as I had a place 15 minutes away. The bear informed me he was camping on one of the sites behind the casino. He's come from about 2 1/2 hours away and was camping with his "friend". Names are exchanged. I'm Jay, he's Jimmy. It's getting closer to 10 pm. The thinner guy came back again. Jimmy introduced us to each other. The thinner guy is Al. I asked if they're sticking around after the drawing. Jimmy said they're going back to their campsite. Jimmy asked my plans. I gambled all I had wanted to for the day and was planning on heading home. I was curious about the campsites and relayed that to them. Jimmy invited me to take a look at their setup. The winner of the drawing was announced and it was not any of us three. Jimmy inquired if I was ready to leave. I said I was. I took a peak at Al's phone and saw him checking out Grindr. I asked if he saw anyone interesting. He blushed and held his phone up to his chest. I told him that I didn't bother with Grindr up here as we're in the middle of nowhere. Nervous laughter ensued among the three of us. It's time to leave. I walked back to the campsite with them and let them know I've been out for nearly 30 years. They tell me they've been together 5 years. They were introduced to each other by a former coworker of Al's named Eddie. As it happened, Eddie and his husband Marco were camping on the site next to Jimmy and Al that weekend. We walked all the way to the end of the campground to get to Jimmy and Al's site. They had what looked to be a 20' travel trailer set up. Next to them on the very last site was a 28' or 32' trailer that I would later find out belonged to Eddie and Marco. There was no one else setup nearby. The mosquitoes were really bad so I eagerly took up an invitation to go inside their trailer. After a quick tour, I felt Jimmy come up behind me and squeeze my ass. He then moved an arm around me and moved his hand all around my chest. Al came up in front of me and moved in to kiss me. I opened my mouth wide and our tongues started twirling around each other's. His hands dropped down to caress my hips and moved closer to my rapidly-hardening dick. I started rubbing Al's crotch with my hands. Jimmy started grinding his crotch into my ass as I pushed back on him. This makeout went on for a while before Al put his hands on my shoulders and forced me to my knees. As I'm headed to the ground, he stepped out of his jeans and a 8" cock sprung out. I started kissing the tip and then began to work more of the shaft into my mouth. Jimmy was working his hands on my shoulders and I could feel him taking off his shorts. I was working on giving Al the best blow job I could by taking him deep and then running my lips up and down the sides of his cock. I heard Jimmy fapping his dick right behind me and felt the knuckles of his hand occasionally making contact with my neck and shoulders. Jimmy then turned me around so I was facing his dick. It's a wonderfully thick 7" rod. I opened my mouth wide so he could shove it in. He quickly started to fuck my face moving in and out at a mid-tempo pace. Al got down on the ground next to me and freed me from my shorts. He didn't remove the gold lady's thong I was wearing. Al saw it on me and remarked that they're going to treat me like a huge fairy before they get finished with me. I started moving faster up and down on Jimmy's dick as he and Al spewed insults about what a fagot cocksucking whore I was. My own dick was rock hard and springing out the side of my frilly thong. Al then got me to my feet and started moving his dick between my ass cheeks. I'm bent over as I continue to get face-fucked by Jimmy. Jimmy soon pulled out if my mouth as he announced he didn't want to cum yet. Finally able to speak now that my mouth was no longer full of cock, I let my aggressive new lovers know that I had not cleaned out down below. Jimmy laughed and said they might have something to help. He opened a cupboard and pulled out a couple of disposable enemas. He moved me towards the toilet in the bathroom, bent me over, pulled off my panties and shoved one of the enema nozzles up my hole. He apologized that they were reusing enemas as storage space was limited and that they were also firm believers in recycling. As Jimmy was flooding my bowels, Al placed his still-stiff dick in front of my face. He told me to take it easy and not make him cum. Jimmy laughed again and told me he wasn't cleaning my butt out in order for them to cum in my mouth. Jimmy refilled both of the enemas and then shot them in me again. I could really feel the liquid sloshing inside me and I pulled off of Al's staff and stood up straight. Al pulled off my shirt, rubbed my belly and told me to hold it all in. Jimmy massaged my ass cheeks telling me he couldn't wait to feel the insides of my ass with his cock! A couple minutes later, I could no longer hold in the liquid. I squatted over the toilet bowl and emptied out. Jimmy asked if I wanted to repeat the process and I nodded yes. Jimmy shot another 2 1/2 bottles in me and things came out pretty clear. Al gave me a container of wet wipes so I could clean up. After I was all fresh, Jimmy grabbed me by my raging hard on and led me to the bed. He pushed me on my back onto the bed and climbed on top of me. Our tongues were probing each other's mouths and our hands were all over each other's dicks. Al came up on his knees by my face. His stiff cock was hitting my cheek. Jimmy and I unlocked our tongues and we took turns sucking on Al's tool. Al produced a bottle of poppers and ran it under my nose. Fuck that was good as I took a deep hit. Jimmy got up off of me and pushed my legs up against my chest. He put his face down by my ass and started probing me with his tongue. Al kept alternating feeding me his cock and hits of poppers. Jimmy was really getting sloppy with my hole. Jimmy decided it was time to put more than his tongue inside my butt. I felt him rise up off the bed and pull my ass to the edge of the mattress. I glanced at him and saw him put some lube on his index finger and then work it around my hole. A last bit of lube on his rod and he was ready to enter me. I was secretly hoping that Al would fuck me first with his thinner dick, but I was not about to object to Jimmy's thick shaft taking me first. Jimmy took his time working into me. He would work in a bit at a time and then pull out a ways before working in a bit deeper. Al was still up by my head instructing me to breathe deeply as his lover's tool was moving in and out of my ass. It felt so good to be opened up the way I was. Jimmy was able to get his entire day cock in me and I felt his pelvis grind against my ass. Rather than start to move in and out, he started to move his tool around in a sideways motion opening me up even more. Al kept the poppers handy for me to use and it felt amazing as Jimmy slid around in my butt. Jimmy and Al complimented me on what a hot slut I was. Al was encouraging Jimmy to load me up in order to provide lube for Al to fuck me. Jimmy again put his weight on me and stated kissing and tonguing me deeply as he thrusted in and out of my ass. I was moaning and begging him to keep going. Jimmy said I had to be a real whore to be so enjoying his thick cock the first time I got fucked by it. I agreed that I was quite a whore. Jimmy was picking up the pace he moved his fat rod in and out of my slutty ass. I knew he was going to cum soon. Jimmy commanded me to beg for his load. I needed it in me so bad and I pleaded for him to not pull out. "Please, please, please, give this lousy slut your cum. My whore ass needs it in me. Make me your bitch." Jimmy was pleased and sped up, pounding me even faster. Finally, he pushed in deep, held still, and started blasting my ass with cum. "Take that, you filthy bitch." Jimmy stuck inside me to empty his entire load up my butt. When he was done, he pulled out and was wobbly when he stood up. I told him to bring his cock over to me so I could clean it up. Upon seeing me go ass-to-mouth with his dick, he remarked that I truly was a filthy whore. While Jimmy was pounding me, Al kept feeding me his dick to keep him hard, but not so much that he would cum. Now that Jimmy was done, Al got up and told me to get on my hands and knees on the bed. Al moved behind me and starting sliding his dick up and down my asscrack. He remarked that Jimmy had done a great job of opening me up and that my ass looked so sloppy that he wouldn't need any lube. Al quickly slid his cock all the way inside of me. I moaned and begged Al to push Jimmy's load deep inside me. Al started thrusting in and out of me. He was rougher than Jimmy had been. He was slapping my ass while he was fucking it and would reach around to pinch my nipples hard. I was in agony from being manhandled and ecstasy from being fucked hard and deep. As he was doing this, I was bathing Jimmy's dick with my tongue to get every last bit of the mixture of his cum and my ass juice off of it. Al remarked that only a dirty whore likes the taste of his own ass. Jimmy's dick was showing signs of getting hard again from the attention I was giving him. Al slowed down his assault on my hole, drawing his dick slowly and almost completely out of me and waiting a beat before giving a sudden thrust all the way back in. Al was a magnificent fuck and his long cock felt perfect in my butt. I began begging for Al to add to Jimmy's load. I needed it more than anything. Al teased me by keeping his pace at the slow withdrawal, waiting, and quick thrust back in. Then he pulled out of me completely. I yelled for him to put it back in, that I was a cockslut destined to have his cum in me. Al added to my agony by just putting the head of his cock in me before pulling out completely and doing this multiple times. I grew impatient and tried flinging my body backwards in an attempt to impale myself on his pole. Al violently pinched my nipples and ground his fingernails into them. He told me that he was in charge of when, where, and if he would cum. I whimpered like a baby and promised to be a good little bitch for him. I promised to do anything for him if he would just continue to fuck me. I pitifully acknowledged that he could go at whatever pace he wanted. Jimmy was laughing at my groveling. Al told me he would think about whether to keep fucking me, but first he wanted me to clean up his dick. I sprung down to take him in my mouth and eagerly started sucking. Al jammed his tool all the way into my mouth and I gagged. He laughed and told me choke on his dick like a whore. He stayed inside my mouth and I was able to stop my gag reflex. Al then complimented me on being a good slut and that maybe he would go back into my ass after all. He commanded me to get on my back. He wanted to see the look in my eyes as he was filling me up. He went inside me in one stroke and then started an even in an out. Al said he was getting close. I thanked him for giving me another change to be his cumwhore and how lucky I was to have been fucked by him and by Jimmy. Al apparently was pleased and announced he was about to cum. He grunted and kept fucking me as he said he was nutting in me. His thrusts and grunts continued for what seemed like another two minutes before he stopped. Al said he did not give me as much cum as Jimmy because he had already shot a load up Jimmy's ass a few hours before. His cock then slid out of me and I begged to be allowed to clean him up. Al chuckled and seemed pleased by my servitude towards him. He granted me permission to be a good cumslut and clean him. I thanked him profusely and started my task on his wonderful dick. Jimmy was pleased with my performance and stated that my status as a whore was sealed. He then wondered what they should do when Eddie and Marco came back to the site. I was puzzled by this as I had in the back of my mind that they might come back and join us for some expanded group fun. Jimmy could see my confusion and started to explain the situation. Eddie was Al's former coworker and mentor. Eddie was also friends with Jimmy's former roommate and played matchmaker to Al and Jimmy. Eddie and Al had hooked a few times, but Eddie was in a long-term relationship with Marco. Eddie was HIV+ but was on meds and his viral load was undetectable. Eddie and Marco were registered as domestic partners so that Marco could be on Eddie's state employee health insurance plan and get a prescription for PrEP. When gay marriage became legalized nationwide, they tied the knot. A few years ago, Eddie was in his early 60's when his mother became ill. After receiving assurances that he and Marco would continue to be eligible for health insurance coverage, Eddie took early retirement and he and Marco moved to Minneapolis to tend to his ailing mother. In short order, his mother died and he was informed that his health insurance would no longer be subsidized as a retiree benefit. Eddie was unable to find an affordable plan that would cover his meds and Marco's PrEP. So both ended up going off of their prescriptions. Not surprisingly, Eddie's viral load took off and Marco recently became HIV+. Al and Jimmy learned that Marco also picked up a Hep-C infection. Al and Jimmy had not seen Eddie and Marco for a couple of years prior to this afternoon. They had known about some of their issues, but were fully briefed on their situation only a few hours ago. Though Al and Jimmy were both HIV- and on PrEP, they were conflicted about how far they should go with Eddie and Marco. Sensing their apprehension, Eddie and Marco went off on their own in the casino and were apparently still there. Al and Jimmy then asked for some of my history. As the three of us were laying in bed naked with me sandwiched in between them, I started stroking their dicks as I filled them in on my life.As a now 50-something gay man, my life had gone through a number of cycles. My 20s were spent as an underemployed underachiever. There were no serious relationships as I felt too constrained financially. I fucked around, but usually played safe. By age 30, I had a good job and was able to spread my wings and travel. Making up for lost time, I fucked around wherever and whenever I could. Trips to the baths, adult theaters, video arcades, and nude gay resorts led to lots of anonymous or no-strings sex. Increasingly, it was bareback sex. I never ended up catching anything that a prescription couldn't cure. My 40s were largely spent in a mostly monogamous but increasingly unhappy relationship. We split up for good 2 years ago and I was getting back into a carefree sexual lifestyle. I was still HIV- as far as I knew, but I hadn't been tested since the early days of my LTR. I left out some of my recent experiences delving into the world of PNP as that didn't seem to be their scene. Al and Jimmy said I would have a decision to make when Eddie and Marco came back. Al and Jimmy were leaning towards not fooling around with them without giving themselves more time to put things in perspective. Meanwhile, Al and Jimmy were interested and growing more horny as I told them some of my travel stories.Jimmy as biting my neck and my nipples as I continued. Al would force me to keep stroking his dick and would play with my ass, dick, and mouth. I was super stiff and had not cum yet, but was really wanting to have one or both of them fuck me again. My desire was granted as Jimmy announced he wanted another go at my ass. He told me he wanted to fuck my doggy-style so I assumed the position. Since Jimmy's dick was so thick, he worked a little more lube around my hole and on the tip of his fat cock. Then he began the process of plugging me up again with his fatboy. He took his time, but he was all the way inside me much quicker than the first time we fucked. He established a steady rhythm for fucking me. I saw Al get off the bed and move behind Jimmy. Stroking his shoulders and back, Al got into position to invade Jimmy's ass. Fuck, it had been over 10 years since I had been in a fuck-sandwich scene. Even though I wasn't in the middle of it, it was an incredible turn-on.Al and I held still as Jimmy rocked back and forth to determine whether he or I was getting fucked at any particular time. Jimmy and Al were grunting as their dicks worked on fucking holes. I was moaning and exclaiming how great I felt. Once more they both taunted me about being a complete slut and cumwhore. They told me I would probably even take Eddie and Marcos' dirty loads if given the chance. Right then and there, they were right about that. I wanted all the cum I could get to be shot up my ass, damn the consequences. We stayed fucking at a steady pace for what felt like a long time. Jimmy once again informed me that I needed to beg for his cum. I was going to start pleading for it anyway. I quite honestly told Jimmy that I had to have his cum. Jimmy asked what I wouuld do to get it. He asked if I would take Marco's load as it probably had a sky-high viral load. I agreed that I would gladly let Marco shoot his lethal cum in me later if Jimmy would just give me his now. I said Eddie was more than welcome to fuck me with his deathstick as well. I was willing to be a bugchasing bottom whore bitch just to get another load from Jimmy. Jimmy decided that I was willing to debase myself enough to get another load from his thick tool. He sped up his pace between Al and me and started grunting as he left another cum deposit up my butt. The quickened pace had the effect of making Al ready to cum inside Jimmy which he did. Jimmy almost screamed as he blasted inside of Jimmy. Jimmy was spent and collapsed on top of me. Al followed him down onto the bed and I had these two hot studs laying on top of me. I caught my breath as best I could while being at the bottom of this pile of naked manflesh. While attempting to recover, I heard clapping, hooting, and cries of "encore, encore" coming from two voices outside the trailer. The door opened and two men came into the trailer. One, a handsome gray-haired man in his mid -60s introduced himself as Eddie. The other, a cute Latin guy about my age introduced himself as Marco. Then Marco chuckled and said, "Now, about taking my lethal cum..." (To be continued)

(Disclaimer: All characters are fictional, including the narrators. All resemblance of anyone alive or dead is purely coincidental.) I have been chatting with Bubba online for a couple days. He found me from an ad i put up on a hookup site, advertising my pig hole for raw cock. Bubba is a building super who wanted to fulfill his fantasy of catching and fucking a slut in his building and i am happy to oblige. After a couple of emails, he sent me his address and instructions. The street was dark, the streetlamps unlit at this late hour. I walked down the deserted sidewalk to my destination. The address turned out to be an older apartment building, the entrance lit with spotlights and a intercom pad next to the door. I punched in the code and waited as it dials. "Yeah" "Hi, is this Bubba?" "Yeah, you slutboy?" "Yeah" "OK just follow the instructions" buzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. I pushed through the entrance gate and find myself in a plain lobby. As instructed, i got into the elevator and rode to the top floor. Down the hallway i pushed an unmarked door to enter back stairway. The stairway is unventilated, the air hot and moist. The walls were littered with crude graffiti and a faint smell of sweat and piss filled the space. I walked all the way up to find a small landing at the top of the stairs, right next to the roof access door. As instructed, I strip off my clothes, leaving only my jockstrap on, and put on the clamps on my swollen nipples. The heat made me sweat as i sat down on the bare concrete floor and waited, my cock grew within the confines of the jock pouch. Slowly, i begin to stroke my hard on, pulling lightly on the chain that connects my clamps. I took a deep huff on my poppers. Feeling the urge to piss i aimed my cock at my stomach and watch as a stream of piss slowly trickle out of my boner and onto my chest and stomach, flooding the concrete floor. I rub the piss all over myself and moaned as the warm liquid covers me. I reached down and slowly stroke my lubed hole, getting more and more turned on. Suddenly i hear a door opening and closing in the distance, followed by heavy footsteps on the staircase. Could it be Bubba? or just another resident on their way out? The foot steps got closer and closer as the person walk up the stairs. Finally, a large man comes into view. Despite the darkness, he is wearing sunglasses along with tank top and track pants. "What the fuck do you think you are doing here, faggot? look at yourself, fucking jerking off in my fucking staircase. i should call the fucking cops and have you fucking arrested" "please sir please don't call the cops, i will do anything, i swear" "yeah i bet you will you fucking cock sucker" he said as he gropes his crotch. "I am gonna fucking use you like the bitch you are. get on your fucking knees" I got on my knees as he took off his clothes, revealing a thick, beefy body with a fine dusting of blond hair across the chest. His pubic area is shaved completely, his 8 incher growing hard. He leans against the graffiti covered wall across the landing as he strokes his cock slowly to full hardness. "get over here and suck my fucking cock" I crawled in front of him and started sucking on his hard cock. He roughly pushed my head down, forcing me to swallow his entire dick. I gagged slightly as he face fuck me slowly, pulling out slowly before pushing it all the way in. I can barely breath as he force his cock down my throat. "Fuck yeah cocksucker, suck my fucking cock... oh fuck yeah take it all the way in bitch swallow that fucker." Using one hand on the back of my head, he reaches down with the other and pulled roughly on my nipple clamps. My cock returns to its full hardness as he yanked at the chain, sending lightning jolts through my sensitive pig tits. "Yeah you like getting your tits worked on huh. Look at you, fucking boned up like that Oh fuck yeah" He abruptly pulled his cock out of my mouth and pushed me back, my ass falling on the floor. I look up as he towers over me, his hard on pulsing to his heartbeat. "You like my cock faggot" "Yeah i love it" "you like piss faggot? Actually, i really dont give a shit if you like it. You are my fucking bitch now." As he is talking, his hard cock start pissing, raining warm salty liquid all over me. I rub my body with it, opening wide to catch some of it in my mouth and pulling on my tit clamps. My cock is so hard it feels like ts gong to rocket off my body, and in response to the piss shower i unleashed a torrent of my own, aiming it on myself with even more warm salty fluids. "Fuck yeah look at yourself, pissing on yourself like a fucking degenerate. get up bitch and bend over" I got up, my body wet with sweat and piss, my jock soaked through, my hard on filling the pouch and leaking precum, and bend over the railing. "Show me your hole" I reach back and spread my cheeks, showing Bubba my ass, lubed and ready. I hear him spit and felt it land on my ass crack as he run his fingers up and down, caressing my ass lips, before rubbing his spit all over the rim and making my hole twitch in excitement. "Nice hole you got here faggot, yeah nice fucking hole..." Bubba groaned as he fingers my ass, sticking one , then two finger into my cunt and probe deeply. I moaned as his fingerfucks me faster and faster, his digits ramming against my prostate so hard i feel like i was going to cum even without stroking myself. He must have felt my ass twitching hard because just before he brought me over the edge, his pulled out his fingers. Instead, he pulled my head back and growled in my ear "not so fast you fucking fag, you think i am gonna let you fucking nut? No boy, i expect you take my fucking cock first you fucking bitch. I bet you want it huh" "yes sir" "no shit right. I want to hear you fucking beg for it" he growled as he pressed his body against my back. i can feel his cock head right against my hole, not quite entering it, but nudging on my ass ring, "beg for my cock bitch" "please sir please fuck me please let me feel that big thick cock up my faggot hole I need it so bad please i need you to fucking rape my hole and breed it with your cum please make me your fucking faggot cumdummmmm" Without warning, he clamp his hand over my mouth in the middle of the sentence and ram his cock all the way in. I screamed in pain and pleasure as his big cock settles inside my ass cunt. "Fuck yeah bitch you feel it? you feel that hard cock all the way up that hole? yeah you are getting it all bitch" he growled into my ear as he start fucking me hard, his cock jackrabbitting into my ass without mercy. I moaned loudly into his hand as he pound away, his other hand pulling hard on my nipple clamps. After a minute he finally moved his hand away from my mouth, letting me take a deep huff of the poppers. My hole is starting to get used to his cock and i moaned as he ram it in and out of me , and in no time he is pushing me over the edge "Oh god thank you oh fuck... you are going to make me cum sir oh please let me cum oh god..." i moaned as he hammers away "yeah fucking cum bitch yeah fucking faggot you love cumming with a mans cock up your ass huh you fucking faggot oh yeah i can feel you ass twitching now fuck yeah let me fucking see that fucking fag clit bust comon" he growled into my ear as he reaches down and roughly rub my cock head while covering my mouth with the other. That did the trick as my whole body tense up and i cum hard, blasting load after load into his hand and the jock, gobs of cum dripping onto the bare concrete floor mixing with piss. All the while he keep hammering at my ass, unrelenting, keeping me on the verge of cumming again. He pulls out his hand and sure enough its coated in my fucking cum. He pulled off my tit clamps and rubs it all over my hard sentstivie nipples as he groaned "yeah you fucking cunt look at how much your fucking nut you must be loving this huh " i nodded and moaned in his hand as he hammers away, his hands now pinching and twisting my nipples to great effect "Fuck yeah you are a good faggot hole fucking so tight i am getting fucking close already you want my load faggot" "yeah please fucking shot your load in me please you are meake me close too oh god i need to cum again" "damn right you are cumming again. I always make fucking faggot bitches cum fuck yeah here it comes you fucking bitch FUCKKKKK" I feel Bubba's cock rammed all the way in as his cock swelled and waves of cum fills my hole. At the same time, my own faggot clit twitches and cum floods my jock strap, sending me bucking and clenching on the pulsing fuckpole. In a few seconds it was over. He pulled out of my ass as i collapse on the floor in the puddle of piss and cum. Bubba non chalantly pulled up his pants and is gone without a word, his footsteps receding as he trot down the steps. I lie there on the warm concrete floor, i reach back and feels his load dripping out of my hole. Unable to control my lust i push my fingers in and slowly fuck myself until my cock is hard again in my slick cum filled jock. I grabbed my cock and start jacking out my third load of the night when the sound of footsteps pounded on the stairs...

Spontaneously set up a motel ass-up scene yesterday after work - my favorite kind of play. Reached out to some top friends to see who was available, and lined up three who each said he could stop by my motel between 4:00 and 5:30 pm. I use a short-stay place near where I work, so I made an excuse about and appointment and left a bit early. I knew I didn't have a lot of time to play, so I only got the room for a couple of hours. I got things set up and sent them all the room number. While I waited, I douched to make sure I was clean, then liberally applied lube to my hole. Leaving the door ajar, I assumed the position and waited. The first guy arrived within 5 minutes. No talking, he just undressed, climbed on the bed in front of me, and stuffed his cock in my mouth. I felt him grow and stiffen as he slid in and out. He moaned as I took his entire length in my mouth and tongued his balls at the same time. It's not a long cock, maybe 5.5-6 inches, but it's nice and thick. Once he was hard, he withdrew from my mouth and came around behind me. Hes started to tease my hole by rubbing it with the head of his cock. When I couldn't stand it any more. I eagerly thrust myself backwards, impaling myself and feeling my sphincter stretch to accommodate his girth. He grabbed my hips and slid in and out of my hole, slowly at first, savoring the sensation of my tight ass clinging to his shaft. Then his pace quickened, and he was pounding me hard. My own cock and balls swung wildly as his hips slapped against my ass. I tightened and loosened my muscles to milk the load from his balls, and I was soon rewarded as he made one mighty thrust and held his cock deep inside. I tightened my muscles again and felt the telltale pulsing of his cock that told me he was pumping his load into my guts. He pulled out and I spun around to suck the combination of his cum and my ass off his shaft before he got dressed and left. I got back into position on the bed to await the next visitor, checking my email before he arrived. There was a note from one of the other guys (a young mid-20s kid with a killer long, thick BWC) saying that he was stuck at work and couldn't make it, after all. I was disappointed, but excited at the next email I read - a note from the third guy, an early-30s BBC top, saying he would arrive in 10 minutes. Not long after I heard a car pull up outside, and then the door opened. Unlike the first guy, the second simply dropped his pants and began rubbing the tip of his dick up and down my ass crack, getting it hard and slick at the same time. Then I heard him whisper, "Suck it,", and I obediently spun around, slid off the bed and onto my knees on the floor. I could taste his musk mixed with my ass and the previous guy's cum - delicious! I worked that cock like I hadn't sucked one in years, taking his full 8-inch length down my throat. As I did, he bent down and fingered my ass. I don't know if he realized that I already had a load inside me, but I didn't care. Once he was rock-hard, I stood, turned and bent over the bed. He explored stretched-out hole with his fingers some more, then I felt the pressure of his cock head on my sphincter and he slid inside in one motion. He worked my ass for what felt like an eternity, hitting my prostate and almost sending me through the roof. At last I felt his cock pumping its thick load inside me as well, adding to the brew I had collected. As he pulled out, I spun back around and cleaned his shaft with my mouth. Two loads, my ass, his musk - intoxicating. He zipped up and headed out the door. Once he was gone I cleaned up, dressed and left, holding both loads inside me until just before bed. I was shocked by the amount of cum two men had deposited - it looked like it could have come from four or five! I was so turned on that I've emailed both of them, and some other friends as well, to see if we can do it again on Thursday.

This may become my favorite story.

I only like spit as lube 😛 feels amazing

My bf returned from the capital to country to my weekend house. I was waiting him at the railway station. He messaged me that he was horny, which was understandable because he didn’t fuck since Saturday and he fucked me on Friday last. Needless to say I was also fucking horny, I was bred last time in Thursday and my last fuck was on Saturday (a guy on the nudist beach). So, we went to the house and after some morning staff, like coffee, etc. he announced his claim to fuck me. While he was taking a shower I dressed out and was waiting for him naked on my knees pushing my ass up in the bed. He came out and gave me his amazing rimming and pushed me down. Firstly he took his semi hard cock into my mouth till I deepthroated it rock hard. Then he pushed into and fucked me for a while when he unloaded me. After having some rest he asked me whether I would be in a threesome or group sessions. Silly question, I am always in a bareback party. Both of us refreshed our headlines in planetromeo and grindr waiting for the applicants. He tapped and messaged someone who he was interested in. There were some fakes but a 20 year old geek from the near wrote me. As a versa guy wanted to fuck and nut a hole and being fucked. He was a barebacker. We agreed and he came when he wrote. Guy was extremely tall and handsome. We were chatting for a while, while my boyfriend tried to organise others. Finally a thirty something guy wrote me, if I wanna know eachother. I replied that actually we were in a beginning of a threesome. The guy was getting enthusiastic. When he answered me that the bareback was okey for him I was enthusiastic too. It was a hairy muscle guy with small belly, totally the opposite of the geek guy but versa too. It is important because as I want more and more cock in my hole, my boyfriend wants more and more ass to fuck. We went to the bedroom and began to stroke each other. As the guy was tall his cock was large. Soon we were naked and sucking each other. When my boyfriend joined came the sweet chaos. I don’t remember what happened exactly. I was sucking them, the guy was sucking us. Me and my boyfriend were licking his hole, the guy was licking mine. We were fingering each other. Then he pushed his long thick cock in me and was fucking until my boyfriend asked his hole. Then the guy was getting the rock hard cock. After a while all of us needed some break. The guys were smoking. I don’t smoke, so I got their hard cigar into my mouth. I varied the cocks I was sucking. We were in the terrace and it was exciting being totally naked and having sex there. When I was sucking my boyfriend (while he was smoking and checking his phone) the guy began to fuck me. He was also smoking during this fuck turn. I loved it. When we went back, the geek was riding my boyfriend and I was sucking him. Soon the fourth arrived. He liked to find three naked guys having sex. He joined, and the sweet chaos I mentioned before increased. I can’t describe it step by step but the point is that my boyfriend fucked both guys. Both guys fucked me. Everyone sucked everyone and except my boyfriend everyone was rimmed by all of us. Although our guests didn’t like poppers we sniffed it continuously. For me it was a must because of the geek guy’s long cock and the fourth guy thick tool. The fourth guy noticed he had to finish because his girlfriend was waiting for him but before leaving he wanted to cum. My boyfriend declared he could leave after he fucked him. So, he rode my bf and after a while he pushed his cock into my hole while I was on my four and gave me a hard attack. Finally he nutted me. We said good bye and we continued in three. Geek guy also wanted to go but before he wanted to be in the middle. So, I went to my four again, he pushed his cock and my bf pushed his into him. It was hot. He moved like a crazy, sometimes my bf pushed both of us. It lasted for ten minutes when the geek guy unloaded me. His cum arrived beside the other guy’s. Geek guy sat beside us and was watching us as my boyfriend fucked me. We were fucking for four hours but it was the first time during this party my boyfriend fucked me. It made the geek guy so horny that he asked a bonus turn in my hole. My boyfriend last him and after a quick fuck he unloaded me twice. My hole was destroyed and full with three doses cum. I was in heaven. The best thing is that it was organised with my boyfriend, my love. I’m happy to find a guy who understands that the monogamy is not our way to happiness but the free sex guarantees the stability of our relationship. I never forget how exciting was to see my boyfriend’s cock in the other’s hole or mouth, or their cocks in his mouth and to see his exciting, enthusiastic and horny face watching me having sex with the other guys.

I believe in the here and now. Tomorrow may never come, so go out and breed or get bred. Do not regret anything. We are all here on these sites as we are all sleazy pigs. Does not matter if you are top or bottom or versatile. We are all pigs.

I’d not been fucked for 3 months and although i’d topped and bred a guy last week my arse was itching to feel a raw cock inside me and get flooded with spunk. It was Sunday afternoon and raining heavily outside and I was at a loose end. I’d logged into my usual apps and sites when I got a message from a guy on fab guys, sending me his face and cock pic. He was 37, top with BB on his profile, so all good. He was a bit chubby, hairy with a shaved head, which I was all very much into. His cock looked a decent size with a nice deep piss slit (something else that turns me on). I douched out and went over to his place wearing my leather jock (he was into leather). Told me to let myself in, lock the door behind me and make my way to the bedroom. He was already naked under the covers so I stripped to my jock and joined him. He was nice n sweated up and I was getting horny and hard on his smell. We snogged and I licked out his pits and he was rubbing his cock against my leather jock pouch. I reached down and wrapped my hand around his cock, wow it was aerosol thick, about 8” and his cut cockhead was even thicker (the pic he sent must have only been half hard). My hole has been gagging for a cock inside it for the past few weeks, but the size of this guy was giving me second thoughts. The last 2 cocks i’d taken a few months ago were average thickness and i’d managed them no problem, but this guy’s cock was a beast. I started sucking him but was having trouble getting past his cut cockhead, I took a few deep hits of poppers and managed to get him a bit deeper. His cock had started leaking and in between trying to get him deeper in my mouth I tongued his deep piss slit to lap up his precum. The poppers were getting me well horned along with his dirty talk telling me how he was gonna fuck my hole raw and fill my cumdump hole with his spunk. Regardless what my brain was telling me (i’d not been fucked for 3 months, my hole is usually v tite and i’d Not taken a cock this size for a long time), my horniness took over and I was determined to have his thick beast of a cock deep up my hole. I lubed up his cock and my hole, managing to get 2 fingers in me and twist them around, but by no means stretched enuff fo him. I straddled him and directed his fat cockhead at my hole, took a deep hit of poppers and very slowly started to sink down on him. I’d only gotten the top of his cockhead in me when the pain started so I slowly moved up and down on him, trying to gradually stretch my hole around him. After applying a bit more lube, another deep hit of poppers and him now holding my hips and slowly pushing me down, his thick cockhead eventually popped into my stretched hole. Pain shot through me as my hole was stretched way further than it’s been for ages. I gasped at the pain and feeling of my fuckhole being stretched beyond what felt like breaking point and put my hand on his chest and told him to hold it there for a bit. I took another deep hit of poppers and gradually felt my hole relax round his fat dick. I lent down and snogged him, feelin him throbbing in me as I slowly pushed down his shaft a bit at a time. I stretched back and he reached up to play with my nipples telling me my cunt felt tite and wet. My nips are wired to my hole and cock and both started to twitch as he played with them. The pain in my arse was subsiding and I was now able to feel the pleasure and fullness of his thick cock stretching me open. I took another deep hit of poppers and pushed right down, bottoming out on his cock, feeling it pushing against my second hole. Once i’d managed to take him up to the hilt I knew I could start taking a proper fuck from him and he grabbed my hips and started thrusting in and out my well stretched fuckhole, pushing down to meet his raw cock trying to get him as deep as I could. We were both building up a pace and sweat was dripping off both of us, while he was thrusting up my increasingly wet hole i’d bend down and snog him and lick the sweat from his pits and chest. We both took another deep hit of poppers and worked into an animal frenzy, my arse bucking on his cock as his thrusts got faster and rougher. Nothing mattered more than his cock deep up my hole and the feeling of his load flooding my well fucked cunt. The poppers had brought out his dirty talk again and he started calling me a slut, how I was loving his cock up my cumdump hole and telling me to beg for his spunk up my cunt. He couldn’t last much longer after working each other into a frenzy and he told me he was going to spunk. I pushed back deep in his cock and he jack/hammered my arse. Usually when a guy is about to shoot I clamp my hole down on his cock and try and milk it but my hole was so stretched and wide I had no muscle control at all round his throbbing fat cock and he gave one final thrust and pumped his spunk deep up me. I pushed back with his thrust and could feel his cock throbbing with each injection inside me and I rocked back and forward to encourage every last drop into my well stretched cunt. I stayed on top of him feeling him flex in me, savouring the slick wet feeling and fullness of his fat cock and load in my hole. I lent down and snogged him and licked his sweaty pits and chest and eventually felt his cock start to slide out me. As best I could I clamped my hole round his cock as he slid out, wanting to keep as much of his spunk in me as I could. I got up and held his cock in my hand, wet with our fuck juices and some cum still oozing out his piss slit. I put my head down and licked our fuck juices off his still hard shaft, working my way up to his fat cockhead, licking round the rim and working my way up the deep ridge to his piss slit and licked the last remaining drops of cum out. I lay back with that well fucked exhausted glow that feels so good, my hole felt so stretched and wet. I reached round and although i’d squeezed tight round his cock as I slid off, his fuck had caused me to gape and I could feel some of his thick load leaking out. I fingered myself and savoured the taste of his spunk and our fuck juices on my fingers. i didn’t cum then, but to be honest I didn’t have to, the whole intense experience of taking such a thick cock in me since god knows when was satisfaction enough. I drove home feeling my hole starting to leak into my jeans, my half hard cock throbbing in my jock. when I got home I put some porn on, got my poppers and had a long slow wank, fingering his spunk out my hole, tasting it and using it as lube round my cock as I wanked. By the time I was ready to cum my foreskin was bubbling with a mix of his load, my arse juices and my precum. One final hit of poppers and my cock exploded, shooting thick juicy spunk up my chest and over my face, I was well and truly fucked!

My Boy’s Open Hole I was out of town for work, and bummed as I’d be missing me and my boy’s anniversary for business. I texted and video chatted with my boy every day while out of town, promising I’d make my absense up to him somehow. He was clearly upset but promised to find a way to keep himself occupied so he didn’t stew over it. I was overjoyed when I wound up closing a big deal a few days earlier than expected and able to catch a flight home a few days ahead of schedule, so I’d make the anniversary after all! I got reservations at our favorite restaurant and headed to the airport to fly home. I called my boy and left a voicemail saying I’d be home early. I called again from the gate and texted him just before they closed the doors. I was in my suit and tie right from the final meeting and caught a cab home. I got to our apartment and found the door cracked open and unlocked. The lights in the living room were off and the door to our bedroom was open with light spilling into the hallway. I peeked in and saw my boy on his knees wearing a stretched-out jockstrap. His ass was up in the air, his hole gaping, and his cheeks streaked with fresh cum. There was a puddle on the sheets leaking out of his butt and streaming down his hairy thighs. I should have been pissed, but I was instantly hard. I pulled my tie off over my head and lowered it around his head, essentially blindfolding him. He moaned and reached for a bottle of poppers on the mattress. He took a big huff as I tore my clothes off. I lapped at his ass and was amazed at the amount of cum leaking out. I ate his hole as I jacked off. I placed my unlubed cock right at his ass and slapped it against his cheeks. He groaned and took another hit. I noticed there was a marker between my boy’s legs, covered in cum. I noticed there were hash-marks on his left ass cheek. He’d already taken four loads. ‘Fuck me, man. Give it to me!,’ he shouted as he reached for my hips. I rammed my cock into him and felt zero resistance. Without speaking a word, I pummeled my cheating boy’s hole. My balls slapped his wet ass and were sticky with frothy leaking seed. I heard the door creak behind me and an old troll oinked behind me. This stranger must have been over sixty in saggy dirty jeans with a mesh tanktop over a pot-bellied hairy body. Even his shoulders were furry. The guy grabbed my shoulder and oinked louder. My boy groaned realizing that a new guy had entered the room. The troll asked me, ‘Gonna breed that slut? Gonna POZ him up? I hear he’s only taking POZ cum today?’ I grinned, realizing my boy’s sneaky plan. Even though I’m NEG, I nodded so my boy wouldn’t know that I was the one fucking his slutty cunt. I pointed to my boy’s ass as the troll whipped out a gnarled seven-inch thick uncut cock. He asked if he could take a turn. I nodded and pulled out. A stream of likely-POZ cum oozed out of his open hole. The troll replaced me and slid right into my boy. He reached forward and grabbed my tie, using it like a leash raising my boy’s head. He pistoned into my boy and was close to cumming relatively quickly. He threw his body forward and pressed his hairy wasted belly into my boy’s slim back. ‘POZZING you up, slut! I’m off my meds, you whore. Take my filthy seed!’ And he did. The troll picked up the sharpie and added a slash mark. Five loads, at least the last one POZ. The troll pulled out with a squelchy plop and I took his place cumming a few seconds later. I added another slash to my boy’s cheek, his sixth, and possibly only NEG load of the night. The troll patted me on the shoulder saying, ‘one of us is going to bring him into the Brotherhood, man…’ Another stranger walked into our bedroom and just smiled. He was tall, dark, muscular, and very handsome. The troll nodded to him like he knew him and they shook hands. ‘Good to see you again, you pig…’ He gestured to the handsome stranger who had just entered. ‘We took turns filling him up a few nights ago… The slut was mad at his man for missing their anniversary so decided to take some POZ cock to get back at him…’ I grinned to keep the illusion up that I wasn’t the man in question… I got dressed as the new stranger got undressed. The troll helped spread my boy’s cheeks as the handsome stranger lapped at our loads oozing out of my boy. I knew I had to leave or they’d figure out that I was familiar with the room, my eyes looking around to spot a photo of me and my boy together. I casually put it face down on our dresser as I took my leave. The guys were so busy playing with my boy they didn’t notice. I grabbed my suitcase and let myself out just as a lanky younger guy with a buzz cut and messy boots and jeans and work clothes passed me in the hallway… We nodded, knowing I’d just bred a cheating slut, and that he was about to do the same. I texted my boy saying, ‘change of plans. Bad weather system here. See you tomorrow as planned. I’ll get a hotel and see you tomorrow. Hope you enjoy your evening…’ I went to a hotel, hopped on the apps, and found a guy to come over and fuck me as I thought about the filthy scene taking place in our apartment. A really sick fucker, with a furry belly and no face pic. He told me he loved POZZING NEG hole and had just bred a guy and was horny to cum again. I wasn’t at all surprised when the troll showed up at my hotel and fucked his toxic seed deep into my own slutty cheating hole.

PART 3 I stopped wanking Dad and Uncle Paul said to Dad I wanna fuck Steve. Dad agreed instantly and so I kneeled on the bed , squatting over my Dad who had a great eyefull of my balls and arse and watched whilst uncle Paul stuck his cock in my arse with force and started fucking me with slow motions but going faster as I felt my dads beard and tongue licking my arse and uncles cock whilst it was sliding in and out of my lubed arse, who's cum is this Stevie, Paul asked, both my Grandads i replied, you mean my Dads cum and ur Dads Dads cum? Yes I replied but for some reason i felt shy about it. Uncle Paul went faster behind me and told me to bend further over and kept going deeper, seeming hornier. I felt his cock going in deeper and harder as I groaned as he kept going and he put all he had in me and it felt good. He was fucking me full force.I turned my head around and gave uncle Paul my tongue in his mouth, Dad was telling him to fuck me hard , one of the horniest fucks I've ever had. Dad got up and turned around and opened the arse of my cheeks further so Paul could go at me from behind deeper. Uncle Paul and Dad were also talking about Grandads and Uncle Will, Paul was saying he had been away that long in prison and that although he had sex in prison, it was never with family, he asked about Robbie, Cal and Jake, Dad admitted he had fucked Callum ,Pauls son the previous evening, Fuck said uncle Paul, Dad further told him that Uncle Will had fucked Jake too. Uncle Paul was in my arse rockhard. But they were living with my Dad, he said whilst I was in prison, he was their guardian. Yes said Dad, but both our Dads, used to take them to special places to meet other Dads, I kept Steve with me at home until Stevie showed some interest and its what it is, but noone answers the Grandads back, we have to do what they say.noone Fucks them either, they are the Alpha Dads. We will see said Uncle Paul angrily. I want you to fuck me harder. Uncle I said. He put me on my back so I could kiss him, bring him out of his temper and watch Dad jack off whilst I licked his big bollocks. We kissed as his cock began to fill my arsshole deeper ,We kissed and kissed until Dad came over and I sucked his dick. When Uncle Paul groaned so loud and came in me filling me with his cum and Dad came over my face and both Men were breathing heavy and drained. We all lay there motionless in bed and we all drifted into sleep, It was only an hour or so later so I grabbed their dicks and jacked them off. I heard a moan from Paul who soon woke up. He leaned in and we kissed for like what seemed ages. Dad soon woke up and joined in and soon each of us came. I hopped off the bed and headed for the bathroom motioning for them to follow which they did, Downstairs at the table was Robbie, Callum, Jake, Uncle Will and Grandad and Grandpa. Been busy Stevie, said Grandpa abruptly abd further said Will, Jeff, Paul, we are taking the boys to an event next week, so lay off their arses, they need to be tight, they are going to be busy. If you need to use them, use their mouths or each others arses!!!. No discussions, we are all going to the stocks event in the dungeons club weekend, your boys are the stars. We all looked at each other...........

Thanks for the very much needed orgasm ! And yes, definitely keep the reading material flowing- so my balls will tooo LOL

@NewBottom90 is right... There is a lot of nonsense going on right now. I think that social media has had the effect of polarising opinions - people surround themselves with people with the same beliefs - which only ever affirms them - then there is no grey area in the middle or sensible debate - you're either for something or against it. "With us or against us". I used to take more of an interest in what's happening - but the past couple of years it feels more and more futile as you can't have a sensible debate about anything. We need something to change and for the time being at least I've unplugged and disengaged from politics and current affairs, especially online and am focusing on enjoying the bits of life I can enjoy. That said, the one thing that worries me for the future is how the venues we enjoy are closing at an alarming rate and are not being replaced. Another five years and I reckon the only place that will have darkrooms and clubs where play occurs will be Berlin - and even that is under pressure (look at Quaelgeist for instance). I'm making the best of these places while they are still around and encourage others to do so.

First night with wife out of town. Took forever to get a hosting top to respond. But once he did we were quick to admit we wanted bareback. Drove to his hotel and he was not entirely my type but he had a nice uncut dick and he said it had been a week since he came. We sucked each other a bit then I took the reigns and climbed on top of him to make out and let his cock tease my hole. Did not take long for him to slide in and start us moaning in unison. We switched positions with me on my belly and him entering me from on top, he got low enough we were kissing while he was slowly working my hole. Finally he sat up some and took a hit of poppers and I knew he would not last much longer. His pace picked up and I immediately started begging for him to breed me deep. He obliged, thankfully he stayed in me for quite a bit and laid on top of me and made out as my ass teased every drop of cum from his cock. Just got home and his week long load sprayed out of me suddenly soaking my underwear. 2 more nights with wife gone wonder where it will lead.

I'm not American. Your president locks children in cages. Supporting the president because he is the president, is a dangerous ideology. Your country was founded on the right to disent. Blindly following that racist piece of shit orange cunt is sickening and has lowered your countries standing in the world. Patriots, those who love what America used to stand for would never support that prick.

Finally gave my first load and love it!! Wife has fallen asleep last weekend and I was horny so I got on Grindr and meet some one who lives 2 blocks for me . Gave a great head and I return the favor he has a great think dick love sucking it . When to put a condom on and it broke right away so I fuck him bare and left a huge load in him in was dripping out when I pull out. Kind of want to asked if he want to be fuck buddies but nervous That he’s so close and worry my wife will run into him. What do you guys think?

Hooked up with a guy yesterday on BBRT, who I didn't think was going to show. I was so in heat and desperate to be bred, but had the usual flakes along the way. Then he arrived. I think he was partying cuz he was sweating and asked if he could take a shower. Sure, I said, and then he was in there for 30 minutes. WTF?? Finally he came out and started working my tits - damn did he find out how they're wired and need to be worked: hard! I didn't think he'd be able to get hard but, when I started sucking his cock it kept growing into real beauty. Woof! After about an hour of playing, poppering, sucking, titwork I was literally begging to be fucked. He kept saying, "In a while, you'll get it". I was sure he was going to bail. Then I told him I only had 15 minutes left. Well he was up and mounted me in a flash - damn he was a great fuck. Stamina, power, depth. After about 10 minutes of me being in hog-heaven I begged him to breed me. He had made a short video of him fucking me and told me to watch it. What a fucking turnon that was - watching yourself getting fucked while you are being fucked. I then kept telling him, "Breed me, BREED ME"! And fuck did he blow - he kept fucking another 5 minutes making sure I was seeded deep. Oink!

Yesterday I was in my empty office waiting for a delivery that never came and saw a profile on bbrts not too far away, asked if he was looking he said yeah, so I gave him the address. It suddenly struck me that even though his profile was faceless I might already know him and sure enough this really hot guy who fucked me once before turned up. we went downstairs and I sucked him hard and then he fucked me really well over some old work benches in the storeroom. Turns out he has moved literally ten minutes away form my office which could be very hardy as hes hes really hot, fantastic cock and cums like a fountain. I did think this this was going to be a rare actual 'real' BBRTS hookup and I guess it was..............

First time post. Love reading these when I’m edging and sniffing poppers. Gets me going so much. Been talking to a sexy bttm daddy near by for a couple months and our schedule’s are always bad. Well, saw him on Bbrt and sent him a message. He said he was heading to cumunion at steamworks, so I suggested for him to stop by and get my load first. I def wanted to take the opportunity to rim him for a bit. 20 mins later he’s walking in, sexy beard and running shorts with flip flops. I’m standing naked stroking my cock. Drops to his knees and starts sucking off my Uc cock. Moaning loud and making my cock feel good. Rimmed his ass for a bit and love that he kept pushing his hole out for me to suck on. Fuuck, drove me wild. Threw some spit on my cock and fucked him on his belly. Can’t tell you how much I love watching a sexy ass being pounded from behind. Didn’t take me long since I was really into him. The second I nut in his ass, I felt him clench just enough to make me go wild. Man, def a great fuck. He gave me his number and def will be fucking this silver fox again.

Keith arrived at 1:45 nervous and horny. He was pacing outside and he had a hard on in his sweats, I made him wait till two to enter and his hard on never went down. I opened the door and towered over the kid at 6'3 and 195 with salt and pepper hair and deep blue eyes I looked right at this cute little boy and said you must be Kurt. I can tell with a little training you will be very popular. Come in and have a set on the sofa till I can set up the room. Running a little late today, He watched as I entered the first room on the right and he was still looking at the door when I came back out and turned the video on the tv on. He immediately started watching the porn and rubbed his dick through his sweat pants. I went to the kitchen and grabbed him a soda with a little g in it. I came back and sat next to Kurt pretty close and it made him pull move over a little. I held my glass up and told him this was the beginning of some great sex for him and tonight would change his life with what he learned. Would you like that I asked? Yes so much, drink up my friend we have a lot to learn starting tonight. You will be able to take more classes right? Kurt drink the entire glass and said yes, of course. Good I echoed, I stood up and started to undress as I started telling Kurt when he was comfortable to get undressed. Your first lesson is resistance. Kurt said I ain't having sex with no man, no son that is not what we are doing. Need to see how long you can go without touching your dick or cumming without even touching yourself. This lesson also helps you build confidence for group sex later if you are ever invited to a gang bang. ( I already knew he was going to be invited so this lesson would come in handy) Kurt reluctantly slipped off his sweat pants and underwear and lost his t-shirt. He was so cute and tight, hot little ass on that boy and big dick for such a little body. He grabbed his dick and I said no, Kurt today is endurance and control. Resisting the temptation to jack off and dump your load. Women do not like guys who cum too quickly and a woman needs a man who can stay hard and fuck her for a long time before unloading in her pussy. I want to do that, I know you do boy that is why you are here. Kurt shook his had and every so often I would have to tell him to stop touching his dick. I then said, it is all part of the lesson, hand tight and do not touch your dick or balls boy and I came back with restraints and told him to give ne his right hand and put on the first and then the second and told him the last trainee needed these to get past the first session and he connected them behind Kurt's head and then tied it to the eye hook he had behind the sofa. He kept watching the porn and said I am not sure about this and I put a blindfold on him. I can not see anymore, I know you have to also learn how to resist when you are just hearing a women get fucked and picturing it in your mind. I left him like that for a minute and in walked Justin and I turned the porn up and stood behind him. I then whispered, I have a girl here, his big dick bounced. She is gonna help you, I am going to stay right here while she does. Just got in between his legs while I whispered spread our legs apart. More I said and Kurt complied while his dick bounced and leaked precum like crazy. Justin kissed the kids hairless legs and then worked up to his balls and licked his balls while Kurt moaned and bit his lip and then Justin licked the head of Kurt's dick. OMG Kurt said and once Justin licked and sucked his cock head the kid erupted in Justin's mouth. Justin swallowed the boys cum and then went back to sucking his dick. Before it was over Justin and swallowed three loads from the boy and got up and left. I asked Kurt how it was and he said that was fucking amazing man, omg I want to do it again tomorrow. Okay boy, this is just the start, your scholarship includes ten more sessions so there is plant of time. His dick was still rock hard so I text Justin to come back and fortunately he was just down the block and turned around and parked and coma back in and I told Kurt he was such a good student she was going to give him an extra lesson. Justin crawled in between his legs gain and began to lick and suck the kids balls and lick and suck on his big dick. The boy was moaning like crazy and then Just went down all the way on the kids dick and the boy shot again omg that is so fucking awesome. Do it again! Just was not going anywhere and he went back to licking and sucking on the kids balls. I bent down and grabbed Kurt's right leg and pulled it up and told him to bend it as he did I told him good boy. Now the left side and I pulled him back so his hole was facing Justin and he started to lick under the boys balls at his taint and the boy was moaning and then Justin licked the hole gently and bathed it with his tongue as Kurt moaned and whimpered and then Justin started to tongue fuck the boy and Kurt said holy fuck that feel so goo. I think I am gonna cum and the boy shot his load and I let go of his legs while Justin took his cock in his mouth and clean it and then licked his wash board abs clean and got up and left. I Untied Kurt and took the blindfold off and he said is she still here, no boy did you like that. OMG please when can we have another lesson, does this mean I am not a virgin? No boy you are still a virgin but in due time boy. Be here tomorrow at 2 PM for your next lesson. With that boy got up and got dressed and headed out the door and I stopped the cameras from videoing him from the front, side and ceiling. Bet that virgin hole was tight as fuck! I test Justin and confirmed the boy was tight and sweet tasting!

Part 2 There was an awkward pause finally broken when Eddie observed that it looked like things started without Marco and him. Jimmie and Al seemed unsure what to do given their reluctance to hookup with Eddie and Marco because of their respective HIV statuses. Al then stated that he and Jimmie were probably too tired to get it up anymore for the night. All eyes turned to me as Jimmie asked, "Well Jay, we're turning in. What do you want to do?" I took a long, lustful look at Eddie and Marco and replied, "I think my ass has room to take plenty more loads. Plus, I haven't even cum yet." "That's just the attitude we like," said Marco. "You're welcome to come over to our place." "Yes, let the fucking continue. I'm ready." Looking at Jimmie and Al, Eddie informed them that they were welcome to join in later if they changed their minds. Eddie pulled me up off the bed and then ran his hand up my bare ass. He stuck his index and middle fingers up my ass and led me out the trailer. Marco then left and closed the door behind him. We stood in between the two trailers with me totally naked with three loads of cum and two fingers jammed up my ass. It had to be well past midnight and no other nearby campsites were occupied. Eddie remarked that Jimmie and Al had done a good job of preparing me for the main event. He wanted to know if I was ready and I assured him that I was. He pointed to a picnic table at the empty campsite across the road. He told me to get on top of the table on all fours facing away from their trailer and wait while he and Marco got ready. He further instructed that I keep looking straight ahead. With that I walked over to the table and assumed the position as I heard Eddie and Marco enter their trailer. A few minutes later, I heard a door open and footsteps coming closer to me. I heard Jimmie ask what I was doing out there and I recited what Eddie had instructed me to do. Jimmie asked if I was sure that I knew what I was doing. I told him I was sure and that this was not the first time I had done something like this. Jimmie then confided that he wanted to join in with Eddie, Marco, and me but that Al completely disapproved of the situation. With that, he gave me another deep, wet kiss and stroked my dick a while before heading back to his trailer. More time passed before I hear a door open footsteps. Eddie and Marco walked around the table to face me. Eddie was wearing a leather harness and leather kilt. Marco had a leather cap and leather jockstrap. Marco asked if I still want their poz dicks. I responded that I've never wanted anything more than to take as much poz cum as they could give me. With that, Eddie and Marco pulled me up and we had a three way makeoutsession in the open. Eddie broke it up by announcing that he was going to burst if he didn't get a chance to fuck me soon. He then pulled me along towards his trailer. We stepped inside and I realized that he and Marco had put the extra space in it to good use. A sling was set up in the living room area. I knew my place and instantly started to climb into it. Eddie and Marco helped with my legs and feet and I'm then ready to be fucked in no time. Eddie flipped up his kilt and I saw a stiff and thick 8" cock with what looked like a 0 ga. Prince Albert. This was the dick of my dreams and I expressed my wish to worship that awesome tool with my mouth. Eddie let me know that there would be ample opportunity for that, but first it had an appointment with my ass. "Are you ready to take my poz cum, boy?" he asked. "As much as you can give me." came my reply. "I can give a lot. Are you bugchasing boy?" "Maybe, After you're done with me, I hope I don't have to chase any more." "My cum is pretty dirty boy. And Marco's is extremely filthy. Are you going to beg us to knock you up? "Yes, yes. I want you to knock me up. Mark me forever. Change my destiny. I want your gift. I want your toxic cum. And Marco's. And whatever else you want to give to me. Give me everything. I'm a whore, a bugchasing, wannabe std infested slut. A tramp. Use me, use me, use me." Eddie was working his deathstick into me as I was pleading. Fuck, he was thicker than even Jimmie was. Eddie informed me that he and Marco have probably knocked up 4 guys in the last 3 months. With so many sluts on PrEP these days, that was quite an accomplishment. Eddie worked his way in fairly quickly, adding a little bit of lube to help the 3 loads of cum already in my ass. Eddie's PA felt great rubbing along my insides. I imagined it ripping me open to make me more receptive to getting pozzed. Eddie worked his dick in and out of my butt while letting me know that I was going to get knocked up for sure. Eddie assaulted my ass for a long time. He said he was trying to tear me open with his PA so that I would definitely catch the bug. Eddie pulled out of me and pointed to his dick that had streaks of red on it. "Let me see it, please sir." I begged. Eddie came up to my face and presented his blood-coated tool to me. I moved my mouth to it and took it inside. "That's it, suck the blood, ass, and cum off my cock." It was pure bliss as the realization that my chances of becoming poz were skyhigh."The countdown to your infection has started" Eddie said as he went back to my ass and resumed plowing me. He was moving really fast. "MMM, I'm really tearing you up. Are you ready for it?" I squeezed my ass muscles as tight as I could. Eddie continues thrusting in and out of me. With the resistance my ass was providing, it was painful but pleasurable at the same time with the knowledge that he was probably really damaging my insides. "Get ready for it, I'm going to give you load number one of pozcum. I've got three days worth for you." Eddie tensed up and his dick spasmed out a stream of toxic cum in me. "Take it all, bitch." Eddie stayed inside me to shoot every last drop of his poz cum into me. Eddie pulled out of me when he was finished, and Marco was at my hole lining up his dick. It was 6" and almost as thick as Jimmie's staff. He had no trouble entering me. Eddie brought his dick back up to my mouth for cleanup. His cock had a LOT of my blood on it along with a cum and assjuice mixture. I greedily lapped it all off of his cock and Eddie was very pleased by my eagerness. "That's it. Clean it up like a good little poz tramp We'll get you a biohazard trampstamp tattoo to let the world know what you are. Marco is super-toxic right now. I bloodied up your hole real good for him. Watch as he moves his dick in and out of you. He's intentionally poking the sides of your ass to cause more damage to you. Did you know you might get an added gift of Hep-C from him? How would you like that?" I was out of my mind with bliss at that moment. I pleaded with them to fill me with their cum over and over to be absolutely sure I was getting pozzed by them. Marco pulled his fat shaft out of me and brought it to my face for inspection. His dick was even bloodier than Eddie's had been the last time! While I was cleaning Marco's dick with my mouth, Eddie moved to my ass and buried four of his fingers into it. He took special care to scratch my bowels with his fingernails. Marco was cleaned up and ready to go back to assaulting my ass. Eddie pulled his hand out of me and started working it into Marco's butt while Marco was fucking me. Marco told me that he didn't know who knocked him up. It might not have been Eddie. He said how lucky I was to know the couple giving me HIV. I was a moaning mess, turning my head side to side. This was the best time ever. Marco then came without warning. He said he was so overwhelmed that couldn't hold back any longer. My ass felt it was sloshing with cum, much of it toxic! Marco began licking my ass with his tongue and sticking it inside to collect some of the gooey mixture it contained. He then came up and started kissing me deeply sharing the dirty treasures of my butt. Clean up of his rod was next, and a mixture of dried blood, cum, and whatever else awaited me. Marco said I was a fine puta and was going to get much more poison in me before they let me go. Eddie produced a thick buttplug with little knobs protruding from its shaft. Eddie worked it inside of me and started twisting it around. It caused significant pain as he did. Eddie remarked that they wanted to make sure I didn't lose any more of their poison cum. Then he and Marco started making out at the foot of the sling. They let me know they were elated that they got to be together to convert me. Eddie whispered something to Marco and Marco responded by nodding. Eddie told me they were going to take me out of the sling because they had something in mind for what they wanted to do next. They assisted me out of the sling and gave me a moment to stretch. The plug in my ass felt really huge now that I was on my feet. After collecting myself, I knelt down and starting eating Marco's ass. Marco started moving it around so that I would give it full coverage. When Marco had enough, he reached back and helped back up. He led me to the bedroom on the other end of the trailer where Eddie was waiting. I climbed in next to Eddie when there was a knock on the door. Marco went to the door, looked out the window, and opened the door to let Jimmie inside. (To be continued)

Rolling off of Alex and stroking his furry chest, Blackie said, "Honestly, I'd rather sniff sweaty pits and pubes than poppers! A man's musk gets my cock harder than artificial chemicals and you got a potent musk that's downright intoxicating! I think it's a good time for booty bumps! Do you like it from a rig without a point or some shards up your ass? You're my guest, so the choice is yours!" With a broad grin, Alex said, "I totally agree with you in sniffing sweaty pits and pubes! Poppers fuck with my sinuses, so I haven't used them in years! Aside from toilet paper and the cleanout hose, I don't like anything artificial up my ass, so feel free to put some shards up there. Of course, when I'm bumping a guy, I like to taste his ass on my finger after I remove it! Before we bump, there's something you need to know! I love eating ass and it's earned me the nickname Rimbo in piggy circles! Look at this tongue!" He said, sticking it out and wagging it suggestively. "I've been known to rim guys to climax, so if you feel you're about to cum, get your ass off my face and your cock in my mouth! Cum should never be wasted!" "Having a long tongue is like having a long cock, unless you know what to do with it, it's useless!" Blackie said. "Given the way you kiss and what you do to my pits and feet, it's obvious you got mad skills! Lift your legs up and get ready to be bumped!" He said, licking his index finger and dipping it in the bag of shards. "Five should do the trick!" Alex grabbed his legs behind his knees and Blackie squeezed his finger up Alex's ass, gently twisting it as Alex's butt muscles contracted, absorbing the meth. The all too familiar burn was actually a comfort to Alex, knowing what he'd feel soon. Removing his finger from Alex's ass, Blackie brought it to his mouth and sucked on it briefly. "Damn, that tasty ass is gonna be fine to eat and fuck! My turn!"

"Damn, the things you do with that mouth of yours!" Blackie said as Alex released his foot. "This is the first time a guy has done my feet and thanks to you, it ain't gonna be the last! Is this something you always been into?" Licking his lips as he snuggled up next to Blackie, Alex replied, "Some guy I hooked up with told me he's into getting his feet and toes worked and since I'll try anything 3 times to be sure I'm doing it right, I did it and I found out I like doing it, but only when a guy has sexy feet, so you can expect more of the same!" Blackie rolled on top of Alex and said, "When you said your mouth was good for more than just kissing, you weren't kidding and I'm looking forward to experiencing everything your talented mouth can do! Right now, I need your mouth on mine! Let's swap spit!" Parting his lips, Blackie practically sucked Alex's tongue into his mouth. They kissed with lustful passion, taking turns with each other's tongues in hungry mouths as their cocks leaked precum. Reluctantly breaking their kiss, Alex announced, "I'm ready to empty my ass! Don't worry, Blackie, there's so much my mouth is gonna do to you, along with more kissing, hot lips! I'm only as good as the guy I'm kissing and you're a fantastic kisser!" "Need to empty my ass too!" Blackie said. "As far as kissing is concerned, I responded to you and it's like nothing I've ever felt! I have plans for your sweet mouth and all your other sweet parts! Let's hit the toilet!" He said, rolling off of Alex and off of the bed. On the toilet, Alex was pleased and not surprised that what he expelled from his ass was more liquid than solid. He did a thorough wiping to be sure Blackie wouldn't encounter anything unpleasant. Snuffing out the candle, he returned to the bedroom and found Blackie waiting for him. Patting the bed, Blackie said, "I hope you don't mind, but I closed the a/c vent and opened the terrace doors, so we can sniff each other's manstink!" He reached into the upper drawer of the nightstand and took out a large leather case which contained his party supplies. "While we build up some stink, I'm thinking we should chill out and blow clouds!"

*****WRITER'S NOTE: This story contains bits of cross-dressing/sissy hypno stuff. I know not everyone enjoys that sort of stuff, but its one of my kinks, and it comes out a bit here. Other than that, enjoy! If you want to see more of this tale, let me know, since I have a lot more scenes I wish to write to add to it. Also note that as this progresses, I took the wrote of 'unreliable narrator' , so as my character progresses through what you'll see happens, just note that I'm writing as he understands it. Hopefully its creative and you like the style. ***** "Bottom seeking top for fun tonight. Newish to the scene, but willing to learn and enjoy male on male fun. 6'3" 180lbs geeky build, white, 35yo, 7" if that matters. Have no hangups on race or age, though I tend to like older tops. HMU." This was the ad that I posted, on a very boring afternoon. I was horny, having split from my wife nearly a year ago. I had fantasies about sex with men, and watched a lot of porn and really got into it. I felt more at ease wanting to get fucked, even playing with toys. As much as I enjoyed fucking girls, I just didn't find fucking another guy all that interesting. But seeing a cock sliding in an ass, wishing it was me, really got my horniness up. But other than some fooling around in high school with a guy at work, I never messed with guys. I was on a4a and a couple of other sites and apps. I cruised through profiles, as I waited for someone to respond to my ad or even my various hints of attraction. After a half-hour, I got a few replies. I checked the messages and then looked at the profiles. One interested me. A black guy (which was a fantasy all to itself), in his 40s, who said he was all top, loved white bottom bois, and could host. His message was brief, just wanting to know if I might be interested and to know a bit more about me. His pics were hot, with him being bald with a little bit of a goatee. Not a lot of body hair. And what looked like a sizable 8" or more cock. My horniess got to me and I responded back, explaining "I hadn't been with a guy in ages, and that was just some mutual jerking off and sucking the guys cock. I was bi-curious, just because I had been with plenty of girls and had been married, though now divorced. I had been fantasizing about being with another man, and had been watching lots of gay porn. I saw myself as being the bottom, and wanted to try doing that with someone, especially if they could teach me the ropes. I was pretty open-minded to a lot of stuff sexually, and that I was used to playing with toys on myself. But really wanted to feel the real thing, though safety first. I'm Keith btw." A few minutes later, he responded. "CeeCee. Not sure if you like black men or not, but as your profile and ad said, you have no hangups. I really like white bottoms, and love to teach them how to enjoy sex with men, especially black men. I hope you really don't have racial hangups, cause you're cute and I can see having a lot of fun with you. I can host at my house, got toys, lube, all sorts of porn, both gay, straight, whatever. I'll teach you everything you want to learn and probably some stuff you never thought about. Just want you to have an open mind." My dick got hard reading that. I wasn't sure what all he meant, but it was exciting me. I replied back. "Definitely interested. I just need an address and a phone number. I'll start to get dressed and such." A minute later, I got his response of his address and phone number. I popped it in my phone and sent CeeCee a message. I asked if needed me to bring anything, besides my toys, lubes, condoms, and poppers. He said that was fine if I wanted, but he had everything we'd need at his place. Just to come on over. He was excited to meet me, and hoped I was too. I told him that I was, as I was rock hard and really wanting to play. He just sent back a smiley face. It took me about 30 minutes to get to his place. He had messaged me a few minutes before I got there to park on the street outside his house. His house was just a regular run of the mill house in the suburbs, with not too many neighbors, lots of trees and such blocking views from what I could tell. I quickly got out and walked up to the door. I nervously knocked and then waited. I heard him unlock the door and open it. And there he was. He was just slightly shorter than me, but very much as his profile and stats said. And was very handsome. He had just a tank top and a pair of basketball shorts on. I could slighly see his bulge through them. He greeted me with a handshake. "Keith?" "Yep, CeeCee?" I stupidly reply, shaking his hand. He ushered me into his living room, closing and locking the door behind me. "Wow, you really are cute. Yeah, gonna have some fun with for sure." CeeCee said, eyeing me up. I slightly blushed, not really used to being called cute, but this was a whole new experience for me. "Come, let's go to my bedroom, get comfortable, talk a bit, and see what happens." "Sure." I meekly said, as he directed me through his house. Down a short hallway past a bathroom, was his master bedroom. He had a large king sized bed, with the covers off it, along with a mountain it seemed of pillows. A large 50" TV was mounted across from it with some interracial gay porn playing on it. I saw bottles of lube, poppers, and toys out on a dresser by the bed. "Sit." I put my bag down near the bed, and then got on the bed. He slid in next to me, and put his hand on mine. "So, let me get this straight. You've never really been with another man, and you want to bottom? You're bi, bi-curious, been with girls, been married, now divorced?" "Yep, divorced. Been alone and well horny for almost a year now. Started watching porn to past the time, slowly going from straight to gay, and just wanted to finally experience it." "Well hopefully you'll experience a lot today. So let's just go over some stuff. I want to figure out what your limits are and to know what all you want to get into. I mean, we don't have to do anything you don't, but I'm very willing to teach you." "Sure, what do you want to know?" "Kissing, making out?" "Yes." "Sucking? Getting sucked?" "Both, though I'll be honest, its been a while since I did any sucking, and well my toys don't look as thick as yours." "No worries. Rimming, eat ass?" "I'm game to have it done to me, and I used to love doing it to several girls that let me." "Well you said you want to try bottoming, and that you don't really want to top, which works for me, I don't ever bottom to guys." "I love using my toys of myself, so wouldn't mind feeling the real thing. THough condoms." He kinda smirked a bit at the condom comment. "If you want me to use condoms, I will, but I prefer the real thing. I'm sure you barebacked plenty of girls, including your ex-wife. Trust me, its like that with guys too, even for bottoms." "Well you know, just worried about catching stuff, HIV and what not. I mean I saw on your profile that you were negative, so I trust you." He smiled a bit. "Yes, I'm negative. But just know if you're gonna put up ads and such online, you'll find not everyone tells the truth, and if you're gonna bottom, you'll run the risk regardless." "True." "Okay...let's see. How about dominant, submissive stuff? Think I could be like your master, you my little submissive fucktoy?" I kinda got hard with that last comment. It had been one of my fantasies, especially just thinking and believing that's how bottoms should be. "Yes. I'd like to try that. Though just don't be like overly mean. I hate those aggressive types that just hurt their slaves if they disobey. I want to obey you and serve you, so maybe like an even hand?" He chuckled just a bit. "Gotcha, gotcha. Cool. What about being tied up or restrained?" "SUre, I guess. I did a bit of that with my ex, kind was hot. So yeah maybe see what it's like the other way around." "I guess you're fine with any type of porn, so don't really need to go into there." "Yeah. I guess my only real limits I can think of is no scat, cause ew, maybe cbt, cause ouch, and maybe not leaving marks?" "That I can agree with. I'm glad to see you have an open mind, and well there's always lots of thing people don't think about doing sexually right away. I'll always ask, and if you don't want to try stuff, I won't force you." "Works for me." CeeCee got up from the bed. "Come, why don't you take a shower and get cleaned out, and then we'll have some fun. You do know how to clean out right?" "Yeah, I've done that before with kits and such." He ushered me into the bathroom. He got a towel out of the closet, pulled out a shaverazor and pointed to the soap in the tub. Attached to his showerhead was a long metallic hose. "Okay, cool. Well this is a showershot. It'll really clean you out, but be careful with it. Just turn the water pressure low using that nozzle, and also cool the water down, don't want it too hot. So do you mind shaving your cock, balls, and ass? I like my pretty bois to be smooth." I laughed. "I actually tend to shave it anyways, but couldn't hurt to make sure it's fully done." He laughed with it too. "Good, good. Oh yeah, lots of fun we're gonna have. Okay Keith, take all the time you need, and make sure you clean up afterwards for me, okay?" "Will do." I started to strip as he went to the door. As I got fully naked, I saw him checking me out with a grin on his face, before he shut the door. It took a bit to get used to the showershot, and once it was done and I felt I was cleaned out, I shaved as CeeCee instructed. He had a bigger tub and shower than I did, so I was able to reach a lot of places better. I then finished my shower, dried off, and made sure the tub was cleaned. I saw he had some mouthwash, so I did a quick swig. I was definitely horny to try kissing a guy. I put my clothes back on and went to his bedroom. He was laying on his bed, propped up by the mountain of pillows. He had taken off his tank top, and was showing a very smooth chest. He had also taken off his short and was wearing a very constraining pair of briefs. The outline of his cock was very visible, and definitely made me drool a bit just thinking about what I was about to start playing with. He smiled as he saw me enter. "Feel better?" He pointed to my bag. "Go ahead and strip down. If you want to be naked, you can. Up to you?" I blushed a bit, but did as asked. I made it a point to bend over as I pulled off my boxers. He could hear him slightly whistle, and it made me smile. I then crawled into bed next to him, feeling slightly nervous but excited. CeeCee put his hand on my hand. "So, let's just be clear on things. I think you're very cute and I definitely want to have some fun with you. I love that you want to be submissive, as I love dominating white bois. And the fact that you are inexperienced is icing on the cake. Cause I have such wonders to introduce you to. First, no means no if I ask you twice, got it? Second, if you're going to be my sub, are you willing to do whatever I ask or order of you, barring saying no if I ask twice?" I leaned a bit back, thought about it, and then agreed. "I'm fine with that. I feel that's my place, to be a submissive bottom boi for a hot dominant top. I'm willing to do what you want, and if I'm not comfortable, I'll say it." CeeCee smiled. "I just want to be clear about things. I have a lot to show you, and I hope you'll agree to trying everything we do today, and hopefully tomorrow. Got any plans?" I was a bit confused, since I figured this was just sex, which might be a few hours. But I didn't have anything planned for the next few days, since I was off from work. "I'm game. Sir? Master?" He chuckled. "Sir is fine. Alright, then one last thing. Ever done any type of drug?" I was taken back a bit. I hadn't even thought of stuff like that. I barely drank alcohol, and mostly just vaped cigs. Hell I hadn't done pot since high school, with my first girlfriend. "You mean like pot? I haven't done that since high school, and while I haven't been drugged tested for work, they do have random ones, though again, never had one." "Well see, I love to do some stuff that really enhances sex. Really brings out the lust, the horniness, and makes you feel amazing. Can even really show you what your hiding from yourself. Who you truly might be, sexually. I know you mentioned poppers, which aren't really a drug. Basically the stuff I have, its like being on poppers constantly, though using them with this stuff can be really fun too." I was a bit curious now. I hadn't really had sex with anyone since my ex-wife and I split. And I was horny but nervous. But here this handsome man wanted to teach me new experiences, even enhance those experiences. I was a bit conflicted about work, but since I appeared straighlaced at work, doubtful I'd even be tagged for a random drug test. "Okay Sir, I'm willing to try. I mean if you think it'll make my first time more memorable, then yeah let's do it." He smiled at me, and then pulled me in for my first male-on-male kiss. It was a basic kiss, but still hit a button. "Okay boi, that's what I'm going to call you. I'll ask again, are you willing to try some drugs with me? I'll explain how they work, and I'll make sure you're handling them well." "Yes Sir, I want to try." Ceecee clapped his hands. "Ooh we're gonna have some fun for sure." He opened the drawer to his side table. He pulled out a small black leather bag, a small mirrored-top tray, and then sat it on his bed. He then got up, opened a drawer on another cabinet, and pulled out another bag, along with a couple of glass bongs. He then sat back on the bed, pushing his stuff in the middle. He opened up the smaller bag and pulled out a small bag which looked like it had some white crystals in it. He also pulled out some pills. "Okay boi, see that mini-fridge over there? Go get some of the Gaterades I have in it, along with some bottle water." I did as he asked, as he pulled out more stuff from his leather bad. I handed him the bottles, which he put on the side table. I sat back down, watching him in awe, though my heartbeat in nervousness. I even thought to myself, what am I getting myself into? "So obviously you know about weed. I got some good stuff here that will defininitely wake you feel horny as hell, and slightly mellow you out. I'll pack it in a bit." He grabbed a couple of pills. "This is Molly, or Xtasy, MDMA. I'm sure you've heard of it too. Pop these okay?" I nodded, popped them in my mouth, and took a swig from the gaterade. "In about 20-30 minutes, you'll start to feel them. You'll feel a small little rush, like little waves of horniness hitting you. Kind of like how poppers can hit you. Then it'll start getting a bit stronger, till you peak out, in which you'll probably be very very horny. Trust me, it's great. You'll love it." He smiled. "MMm...that does sound fun. How long does it last?" I could feel a slight tingle happening, but was probably just placebo effect. "Bout a few hours, though you'll peak hard for maybe an hour or two. If you like it, I'll give you another one to top it off." He held up the baggie with the white crystals in it. "This is Tina. I'm sure you know it by another name. But before you start to back away, just know you agreed to this. Tina can be addictive, but you control it, not it controls you, understand?" I had heard the name. Tina or meth. But he was right. I agreed, and nodded. "It's meth, I get it. So what does it do, besides keep you up for days." CeeCee laughed. "It can if you do a lot, if you don't take care of yourself. But I will watch how you react to it, and I'll watch how much we do. But as to what it does...it gives you a lot of energy, makes you feel invincible, and really opens you up. You think you're open-minded now? Tina busts the door down in your little dirty mind and lets out all those things holding back your true self. When we get through, you'll have a new appreciation for life, for sex, for who you are. And Tina's gonna show you the way." He took out a few crystals, and loaded up into a chamber on one of the glass bongs. "Now you can do Tina in a few ways. You can eat, which most just do for that extra energy kick. You can snort it, which gives you a quick high, but it can hurt your nose if you do it wrong or don't crush up the crystals enough. You can smoke it, which we're going to do. You can also do a booty bump, which is when you insert some in your ass. Burns slightly, takes a few minutes to melt, unless we melt it in some water and squirt it up there. But once it hits, you get a stronger effect. You'll get super horny real fast. And the other way is slamming. That's when you shoot it up. Depending on the dosage, you get a rush that is heaven, and you'll...well maybe one day you'll try it. But for now, we'll smoke and see how you like it." I was a bit scared, but was slowly coming around. I also could slightly feel something going on. "Sounds fun." "Oh it is boi, lots of fun." He opened up the bigger bag and pulled out a small bottle and a small needless syringe. "This is the last thing we're going to try. Its called G or GHB. Basically its like having some of the feelings that alcohol gives you with a good bit of horniness to it. It'll slightly ease down the edge that Tina will give you, but it'll also loosen you up as well. Since you're new to all this, I won't give you a lot. Just becareful in the future. Too much and you'll pass out, even stop breathing. And never do it with alcohol, it'll kill you." He pulled a bit into the syringe, checking the measurement. "It's got a slight bitter, almost soapy taste. So you'll want to chase it down with the gaterade. Open up." I leaned over, mouth open. He placed the syringe and slowly squirted in my mouth. He was right that it had an odd taste. I quickly did a swig of my drink. "Ewk, yeah that's got a weird taste. So when should I feel this?" He did a shot himself, and then took a sip of his drink. "Maybe 20 minutes or so. Bout the time the molly will kick in, give or take. You'll kinda feel a bit drunk, but definitely will feel a bit more relaxed. But once we do some tina and some of weed, you'll be in heaven period." I purred. "Mmmm...well let's keep going." I was starting to feel more horny, so the molly was starting to hit a bit. He put the bottle of G on the bedside table, along with the tray and bags. He took out a larger lighter, and clicked the flame to life. "So with smoking tina, we have to heat it up a bit. Now you can smoke it with a pipe, which I don't like to do. I prefer bongs or bubblrs. You get a smoother hit and the effect is much better. Now I'll do the first hit to show you how do it, and then I'll have you do a few hits, okay?" I nodded. "Now, when you're about to take a hit, I want you to push all the air out of your lungs, got it? Just breathe out. And then you'll put your lips on here, and then I want you to slowly inhale and don't stop until you feel like you can't inhale anymore. Then let it out quickly, don't try to hold it in. You'll kind of waste it, in a way. It's not like pot." He waved his torch around the bulb, and I could see the crystals making a puddle, little clouds starting to form. He pulled off, letting in cool, then back to heating it, as he took a bit. He then exhaled a cloud towards me. "Ready?" I emptied my lungs, reached to help hold the bong, and pressed my lips to the shaft. Slowly I inhaled, feeling the tina hitting my lungs. I kept going and going, and heard CeeCee say "Exhale." I let out a big cloud. And felt a small rush of energy, like my head was sparkling. "Good job. Again." Exhale, inhale. He pulled off, as I let out another big cloud. "Doing good boi, doing good. Sir is gonna bring out the slut in you tonight." He did a hit, longer than his first one. I watched in awe, as the horniness and energy kicked in. He then waved me to come closer, and he kissed me, opening my mouth to exhale. I inhaled and then let it out once he pulled away. "That's called shotgunning, which Im sure from smoking weed you've done." "Oh yeah. Whew. Oh I can definitely feel that. Like I'm tingly and horny, and just wow." My cock was starting to get hard, and I could slightly feel the waves coming on as well. "I think the molly is kicking in as well." "Good, good. Let me pack this weed real fast then." He pulled out a packer and a small bag of weed and started on that. I turned my attention towards the porn. My hands unconsciously feeling up my chest and nipples. I hadn't been this horny ever, even with doing heavy hits of poppers. My energy was through the roof, like I could run a million miles an hour. And I was really focused on the porn. Was a black guy with a very large cock pounding away at a white guy. My thoughts drifted to wanting to be that guy, and I whispered to myself 'soon, soon you'll be fucked by a big black cock." "And that's the other effect of Tina. You'll talk a bit, but its okay. Let it out. Nothing you say will weird me out, I love hearing guys on tina talk about fantasies, kinks, things they'll never really say out loud. That's the power of tina. Here, do another hit for me." CeeCee said, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Yes. sir. I want to do anything for you." I purred out. I could barely believe I said that, but I wanted it. I truly felt it. I crawled over to him, as he held the bong up. He lit the torch, and told me to hit it. Exhale, then the slow inhale. I wanted more, so I kept on a bit more, before pulling off to exhale out a large cloud. The lighter clicked again, so I did another hit. CeeCee smiled, and in my mind, he looked like a fucking onyx god. I felt more aware of his presence, his masculinity. He didn't even seem gay, like I couldn't picture him wanting to be with men. But here he was with me, this boi who wanted to experience sex with him. His chest was starting to sweat, his nipples hard which I wanted to play with. And his cock...I could see it hardening as it desperately tried to be contained. "That's what I'm talking about. You're going to be such a slut for me and you don't even know it." He put the tina bong down on the table, and picked up the bong for the weed. I started to touch his legs, the first time I actually made a move. I was horny and I was wanting him. I could feel the molly kicking in, as the waves were getting stronger and I was lost in various erotic thoughts. I started to kiss up his legs, which he spread his legs a bit for. I kissed and licked up his thigh, as I knelt in between his legs. I brushed my lips against his bulge, smelling his manly musk. I kissed and licked along the outline of his cock, and just wanted to free it so I could suck on it. I could tell he was getting hard, and he was going to be thick and large. I licked and sucked along the head, back down to his balls. "Yeah, that's my slut. You're getting there. All nice and pliable. I'll have you sucking my cock, my big black cock, and you'll be in white boi heaven. I'm gonna make you feel like the gurl you know you want to be." His words hit a button in my head, and I knew him to be right. I had watched popper videos that talked like this though it didn't quite do a lot to me. But now I was craving that. Yes, I wanted to be his gurl, his bitch. I wanted to worship this man, suck his cock, taste his cum, let him fuck me. Let him fuck me. Yes, let him fuck me, let me feel his cock inside me. Let him pound away at me. I want to feel him in me. Yes, I want to feel him breed me. My thoughts were all over the place about this. I wanted to be safe, but in my lust-driven mind, I didn't care. I wanted to be whatever this GOD wanted me to be. I wanted to be his. "Anything you want CeeCee, sir, master. I'll do anything you want. I am yours." My words came out slightly slurred, probably the g from what he was saying would happen. I pulled myself up a bit, though I kept one of my hands rubbing his cock, while the other was tweaking my own nipples. I was so fucking horny, just lost in thoughts of sex sex sex. "Oh I know slut, I know. And I'll have you doing a lot of things you probably didn't think about wanting to do, or fantasizing about. I'm gonna keep you high and horny and I'm going to turn you into a white fucktoy cumslut. I may even take you out and have you enjoy other men using you. Sound hot to you?" "OH fuck yeah sir, oh that sounds hot. You want me sucking other cocks, getting fucked. Fuck yeah, I want all the cocks. All the cocks fucking me. I want yours fucking me master." The words just rolled off my tongue. I knew them to be true, to be what I wanted. I was so fucking lost in horniess. CeeCee hit the bong, then held it, before pulling me into shotgun it. I held it for a bit, before letting it out. He then turned the bong to me, lit it, and I did a deep pull. I held it before having to cough. I could feel it hit really hard. He did another hit, then shotgunned me again. "One more my slut, one more." I hit it again, and held it longer, before letting it out. I rolled over to lay back a bit, as I felt the molly, tina, g, and weed hitting me hard. I was extremely horny, slightly drunk, very energetic but mellowed, and I just felt amazing all over. My hands were all over my body, my cock hard, my nipples electric. Every part of me just felt like I could just burst with everything going on with me. CeeCee put the bong down, chuckled, and he got up off the bed. He pulled out a tablet, pressed a few things on it, and then handed it to me. It was starting to play a video. He then handed me a bottle of poppers. "I'm going to go get a few things, so I want you to do a few heavy hits of those, then just watch the video till I get back." "Yes sir." I slurred out, as I set the tablet on the bed. I unscrewed the top, exhaled, put the bottle to my nose, and slowly inhaled for a good 10-12 seconds. Exhaled, then again. And again. I put the top back on as the poppers began to hit me. I focused on the video. It was one of those popper videos that dealt with the sissy lifestyle. Of basically being a girl for a guy. Dressing up, being sexy, being a slut, being used. Flashing words, technobeat music, while scenes of various sex acts accorded. Mostly white females and white guys sucking and getting fucked by black men. I focused hard on it, hitting the bottle as instructed. I was so lost with everything in my system. I didn't even realize that CeeCee had come back until the video ended, almost 15 minutes. My mind was gone. Replaced with this new personality. This white cumslut fucktoy who needed to be sexy and dress up and worship her man, be used by him and other men. "Slut, I need you to put these one." CeeCee surprised me, as he stood at the edge of the bed. My black GOD was back, and he was commanding his slut to do his bidding. He pointed to some panties and stockings he had put on the bed. I didn't hesitate, I knew I had to do this. It was even easy to put on, like I was born to know to do it. They were lacy and black, with a hole in the middle, obviously for fucking my fuckhole. I rolled the stockings up and attached them to the garter belt. "Now stand up and come before me." I quickly got off the bed, though slightly stumbled due to balance being off. I walked over to my black master, and clasps my hands behind my back, meekly but lustly looking at him. He looked me straight in the eyes, into my soul. "Yes, there's the slut Im wanting to make. I told you I would bring her out, and I'm going to help you experience everything. Im going to teach you how to please a man, how to worship him. You're going to be used tonight. You want that slut?" I was so horny. Everything was taking over, controlling me. I wanted this. I truly did. I wanted to be his slut, to worship him, to be used. Whatever he wanted. "Yes my master. I want it. I want you. I want everything you want to do to me. I am yours." "You didn't have much a choice now." He smiled, evily. He went over to his dresser and pulled out what looked like clamps. He then walked back and attached them to my very hard nipples. The pain was bearable, but it nearly made me cum. "Oh you like that huh? Yeah tina and molly tend to make bitches nipples sensative. These will do the trick for you. Plus you have those nice perky ones anyways." I still stood there, not moving, just lost in horny thoughts, even slight whispering some begging to do something. CeeCee leaned in close, caressing my check with one hand, as his other hand roamed my body. "You look damn sexy in those, especially with that little cute ass of yours. Your pics don't do you justice. But I'll handle that later. I know what you want and need to do now. You know what that is slut?" "Sir? I'm so fucking horny, I'll do anything. I want to please you, suck that big black cock of yours. I want to rim you if you want. Anything master, please." "That you will. Get those poppers, then come and kneel before me." He commanded. I quickly grabbed them from the bed, and knelt on the floor in front of him. He still had on his briefs, but they were barely containing his cock. "Take a hit, then another, and then beg for what you want. Like a proper slut." I hit the bottle 3 times, before putting it down. I looked up at him, picturing the most slutty girl look in my head. "Please my master, my god, may I please suck your cock? Let me worship this big black rod, please?" CeeCee smiled. "Yes my slut, worship this god's cock. Show me how a good gurl does it." He spread his legs slightly apart, as I reached up to feel it still encased. I kissed it, licked it, before reaching to pull it, It was thick, almost like a beer can, and nearly 9" long. The head was glorious, as I held the shaft in my hand. I leaned into lick it, as I pulled his briefs down, his rod slapping me in the face. I took hold of it and wet it with my lips and spit, before finally sucking it in. I was in lust, in love, with this cock. It was my world now. Suck it, lick it, worship it. I don't even know how long I was doing it. He held my head a few times, pushing me further down on it, while encouraging me to open my throat up. He somehow pushed me back against his bed and fucked my mouth. I licked and worshipped his balls. He even let me rim him which I loved doing, making him moan. We eventually switched to him on the bed on his back, with me laying in between his legs just drooling all over his cock. He encouraged me with words, belittled me, made me feel sexy and slutty all at the same time. I was his and he knew it. This was what I wanted, what I needed, who I truly am. After a bit, I could tell the drugs were starting to wear off a bit. He noticed, and asked me how I was doing. I told him I was good, great. He suggested a small break. Drink some water. Chill a bit. He switched the tablet to another video that he made me watch, though without doing any poppers. Same type, with a very hypnotic type feel to it. This was more catered towards getting fucked and used, and it really turned me on. He got off the bed and left the room, coming back a few minutes later with a couple of towels. He spread them on the bed, and told me to lay on top of one, on my back, but still to watch the video, and not pay attention to him. I obeyed like a good slut. As I laid there, I could feel him get between my legs. He start sucking my cock, while playing with my hole. I then felt his tongue, and he started to rim me. I moan in pleasure, not realizing just how much I would enjoy this. He told me to relax and just let him get me warmed up. He was going to rim me for a bit and then put in a toy start stretching me out a bit. He wanted my first feel of a real cock in me to not be too painful, considering his girth. He kept at it, occasionally finger me, and coaching me through letting him penetrate me. After a bit, I felt him slowly slide a toy in me. There was a slight burn to it, but I figured that was lube. He worked it in me for a few minutes, before switching to a slightly thicker one. I moaned as he pressed them into me, and I felt a sense of horniess coming back. He saw the reaction and told me he had slipped in some molly. He eventually left the last toy, a very thick plug, in me, before coming back to his side of the bed. "I think you're definitely enjoying yourself. How do you feel slut? Feel good? Feel good for your black god?" He smiled at me, as he picked up the weed bong. I was tweaking my nipples, staring up at him lustfully. "Very much master. I love this so much. I just want to feel this all the time, want to serve you, worship you. I want you cock in me so bad. THis toy is a bad tease." I could feel the molly hitting a bit faster, adding to what was already in my system. "Well we have some options. First though, we'll do a couple of good hits of this wonderful stuff here." He did a decent hit, and then shotgunned it with me. "Do a hit, hold it." I did as instructed, and held it a good long bit before finally having to let it out. Again he commanded, and I obeyed. "Now, we could smoke some more tina, get you pretty spun up. You'll be really horny, as you've seen." He sat the bong down, and reached into the leather pouch, pulling out two needles. "Or, we can really ramp this up. I told you about slamming, and I see that you really enjoy the tina. If we do this, you'll be under her spell for a while. You'll be so horny, especially if I time it just right as that molly I bumped you hits, that you'll be more than ready to get fucked by me. I will make you feel every bit that gurl that you know you want to be." I thought to the video he made me watch. The imagery was burning in my head. Be controlled. Let go my manhood. Be a gurl. Be used. Be fucked. Be bred. By black men. By all men. By master. I saw his cock, rock hard and solid, and I knew I had to give him my hole, his hole. There was no turning back. I was enthralled and wanted more. Needed more. "Please master, slam me. Take me, use me, whatever you want. I want this, need this." He grinned and then kissed me on the lips. "Like you had a choice my slut." The way he said it made my entire body tingle, with excitement and even more lust. "I already prepared these. So here's how it works. I'll tie you off, get your veins raised. Swab it, and I'll prick you. I'm sure you've had shots before. I only need you to tell me if it burns more than a second. Once I'm in, I'll draw it, make sure I get a register, and once that happens, I'll slowly push the slam into your vein. When it's all in, I'll pull out, pop off the tie. You'll put the swab on it, and then raise your arm above your head, got it?" I nodded. "Yes sir. And then what happens? How does it feel?" "Remember how after the first few hits of smoking tina, you got a ton of energy and got horny? Its like that but tens, hundreds time more intense. It'll start to rise, especially after you raise your arm up a bit. Everything will feel faster yet your more focused. ANd then when the rush hits, its bliss. You'll be overwhelmed with lust, you'll be begging for cock. You'll do anything I want to you because its pleasure and that's all you want. And well with the molly I bumped you, you're going to be in a whole other world." I was already feeling the molly kicking in, the waves of pleasure rolling over me. Now to know that I would be lost to even more of this, I knew I wanted to try it. And I knew it would lead me to getting fucked, which I desperately was craving at that point, especially with the thick plug he had in me. I stuck my arms out towards him. "Please slam me sir." "As you wish slut. No turning back anyways." He got up, went to his dresser, and pulled out a keyboard. He changed the porn on the big screen to straight interracial. He selected a long video of several black guys fucking a couple of very beautiful girls. I was enthralled, mesmerized. My brain wanted to be the girls working those big cocks. I also started to get up to start working his cock, but Ceecee stopped me before I could. "I know you're horny for my cock, but just you wait my fucktoy, just you wait." He had me sit up, and tied off my left arm. He turned on a lamp on his bedside table, and checked my arms for my veins. He had me make a fist a few times, and then felt up one he wanted to use. He took out a swab and handed it to me, and then used another one to clean the site. He then took one of the needles, popped off the top, squirted a bit to make sure no air was in it, and then looked at me. "Now once I slam you, and the rush hits, I know that you'll probably be a bit twacked out. I just want you to relax and let it take you. I'll be watching to make sure you're fine before I do mine. And once I do mine, I'm going to do everything I want to you, and you're going to love it. You're going to feel like one of those bitches up there, and that's all you need to be. Right slut?" "Yes my master. I'm just a slut that needs to be fucked and used." "Damn, I found a good one to turn." I really didn't understand what he meant, as the molly was getting stronger, and I was getting hornier. He pressed on my vein again, and then I felt the prick. I didn't even tense up, nor did I feel any burning, and he saw that I was fine, as he registered the hit. He started to push the tina into me, as he undid the clasp around my bicep. I felt him pull off, and I did as asked, placing the swab on the site, as I lifted my arm up. I coughed. My lungs felt a slight burn, and I coughed. I felt my energy spike up. My eyes started to slightly wiggle, as I watched the porn infront of me with heavy focus. Time felt like it was slow and yet I was aware of everything. I was speaking fuck fuck fuck, but it didn't even feel like it was coming from me. My entire body felt electric, and I could feel the toy in my ass, the clamps still on my nipples, and his fingers as he touched my chest. I looked into his eyes with lust and want, of obedience and submission. "That's it slut, ride the rush. Play with yourself, think about all that you want, and focus on the bitches on screen." I turned my gaze to the screen in front of me, transfixed. I watched as these huge black cocks just pounded into tiny white pussies, tits dangling and bouncing. I moaned that I wanted to get fucked, I wanted black cock in me, that I was a white bitch. My hands played with my cock that barely seemed to even be there. Every jerk felt electric all over, and I was just lost in the entire situation. I heard the snap of the clasp, and Master's moan as his rush hit him. He slid into the bed next to me, and pulled my lips to him. We started to make out, hands exploring. My hands went down his sides to his thighs, and finally on a very rock hard cock. His grabbed and kneaded my chest, pulling a bit on the clamps. That sent an amazing feeling of pleasure and pain through my entirety and I moaned in his mouth. I pulled off, looking at him like he was everything to me. I started to kiss down his neck, across his chiseled chest. I licked and sucked on his nipples, getting a moan out of him. I kissed further down, across his ab, as his thick dick twinged for me, precumming. I lapped it up, like it was the only thing I could drink from now on. I slowly moved my body around so that I was kneeling in between his legs, worshipping his cock, his balls. I licked and sucked, moaning like a true bitch in heat, as I took care of my Master. I seemed to have no problems getting it all the way in my throat, taking his nearly 9" beer-can thick cock all the way down without gagging. I looked at him for approval, and was met with equal lust. As I worked his cock, I could hear his words echoing in my ears. That he knew he had found the right white boy to turn into a black cock worshipping cumslut. That he would keep me high the next few days so that he could enjoy his new hole to pound out. THat he was going to call a few of his friends over later to tag team me. That I would never be the same after this and that today was the first day of my new life. I moaned as I heard all this, as I accepted this, as I wanted this. All I cared about was this cock in front of me, wanting to feel it inside of me. The begging for wanting to get fucked came gutterly from me, as I kept on working his rod. I was even absent-mindedly fucking the plug with my other hand. "Time for you to feel your Master's big black cock. Time for you to become a gurl for me." I heard him command. He pulled himself up off the bed to grab lube. He handed me a different bottle of poppers. He then started arranging the pillows in middle of the bed. "I need you to lay on top of these pillows, and then lean down, arching your back up, legs spread." I did as Master told me. I had a full view of the screen. He was changing the porn. THis time it was of just a black guy who looked some what like my Master, and a white guy, though he was wearing stockings and a garter like me. As the actors fooled around on screen, I noticed that the white guy actually had tits, and I was actually watching a black guy with a white shemale. I was really turned on suddenly by it. I felt Master climb back on the bed, getting behind me. He adjusted me a bit to match the slight differences in height. He then pulled out the plug, which left me feeling totally empty, which I moaned as he withdrew it. "Soon enough slut, soon enough..." I heard a bottle being opened, and then the slight cold of liquid being poured around my hole. Fingers pressed in a few times, more lube. He pulled himself a bit closer, slapping my ass with his cock, rubbing it up and down and teasing my hole. I was even slightly wiggling my hips in anticipation. "Slut, it's time. First, you're going to take several heavy hits of those poppers. You stop when I say to stop, and you hold that last inhale in. Then you're going to feel me press against your hole. your Master's hole." His thick head slapped across my hole, his bitch's hole, sending a buzz through my body. "Now start huffing bitch." I exhaled, pressed the bottle to my nose and inhale slowly for a good 10-15 seconds. Let it out, did the next nostril. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. Repeat. On my eighth inhale, I heard him stay stop, as the first hits started to want to take hold. I knew from experience this was gonna fuck me up, but I was in a whole different situation. I felt that head press against my hole, and I started to exhale slowly, as my ass opened up. Master's cock pushed in slowly, expanding my ass a bit more than the toys he had used on me. He slid back and forth a bit, inching further and further with each thrust. My horniess was kicking in exponentially between the slam, the molly hitting it high points, and the heavy hits of these stronger poppers Master made me us. Master pressed further and further in, with each thurst of his black rod making me moan. "That's it baby, take that cock for Master. Oh yeah this ass is tight and so good. Master's going to teach you how to use it. So good.." Master moaned, his fucking starting to get faster. He held one hand on my hips as he thrust into me. I was only able to moan out incoherent words, my brain so melted by everything in me. Faster his pounding sped up, deeper into me. I held on dearly to the bed as his fucking got stronger. I was lost in time with how long this pounding Master gave me. "Fuck me...harder...more..." I could barely utter the words, but its what my body wanted. I wanted to feel his black god cock inside me, as deep as possible, as hard as possible. I wanted to be like the stupid white bitches in the videos, because I knew in my heart, that was my fate. Fuck toy. Cock slave. White bitch for black meat. "That's what Master likes to hear. You even sound like a bitch now, so sexy my little sissy." He slowed his fucking of me and leaned down, grabbing a bit of my hair to pull my head back. He turned my head towards him, and I could see the lust in his eyes. "Now I want you to hit that bottle hard. Heavy hits. Deep hits. I'll tell you when to stop, and when I do, put down the bottle, reach back with both hands, and grab your ass. I want you to spread your cheeks so Master can deep fuck you like the bitch you are." "Yes my Master..." I moaned out, my brain overjoyed. He let go of my hair, and I took hold of the poppers once more. Master's cock was still inside me, every so slowly fucking me. I heard the bottle of lube open, the icy wetness applied by his hand to my ass and his rod. Slight burning, but I could have cared less. One deep hit, almost 10 seconds. Another deep hit, 11 seconds. Another. I hit them hard and deep as Master ordered. I was starting to almost passout at 12 hits, when Master ordered me to stop. I held the last hit, as I put the bottle down. My brain was already feeling the first few hits, but now I was seeing stars. I exhaled as I reached back, grabbing my ass. I held on dearly as the lustful waves of the poppers hit. Master pulled all the way out, wiped his cock around the lube he had squirted down my crack, spat on his cock a couple of times, and thrust back in, all the way, even deeper as before. There was a very noticeable burning sensation, but I was so lost in the poppers and chems. Master pulled back almost all the way out, spat again, and thrust even harder. Every thrust seemed to push further and further into me, and was sending me into even more of a lustful state. It felt like he was hitting my very soul, my being, with the hard pounding he was giving me. My face was buried in the bed as I moaned from his assault on my ass. I felt Master grab my head, pulling it up so that I could watch the porn on his big screen. He growled intently as he fucked my ass like a piston. "WATCH THE VIDEO YOU STUPID WHITE CUNT! THAT'S GOING TO BE YOU SOON! I'M GOING TO TURN YOU INTO FUCKING TRANNY WHORE AND SELL YOU OUT LIKE SO MANY GURLS I'VE TURNT. WHAT DO YOU SAY, WHORE?" "THANK YOU MASTER! ANYTHING YOU WANT MASTER! USE ME! FUCK ME! BREED ME! I'M A WHORE!" "WHOSE'S WHORE?" "MASTER'S WHORE!" "YES YOU ARE..." Master continued to furiously fuck my whore ass. I was lost in everything, as more drugs hit my system. Time lost all meaning. I watched countless females get fucked, guys getting fucked, gurls like me getting fucked. I laid there staring wide-eyed, twacked out, sniffing poppers, as this ebony god, this beautiful fantastic tyrant, this amazing handsome Master, fucked the ever living hell out of my pussy. Occasionally he would pull out, make me suck his cock off with his cum from breeding me, and then flip me over on my back and fuck me more. He pulled on the clamps, he'd slap my face, he'd choke me. He made me cum by fucking me and hitting my prostate. He had me so enthralled, and I loved every minute of it. At some point, I seemed to have been so far gone between everything he gave me, that I passed out. I woke up to a nearly dark room, laying in bed. A collar was placed around my neck, and I had restainsts on my wrists, though I could still move my arms. Master was sitting in a chair, watching porn, though I could barely register what was going on the screen. I was feeling very sore for the most part, slightly groggy, with a massive headache. "There's my little gurl. I was a bit worried after a bit, but you seemed to do fine." He got up from the chair, came over to the bed, and laid down next to me. "I hope you had fun, though there's more to come." My mouth responded before my brain. "As you wish my master. I am yours." My brain screamed in shock that I would say that, but the rest of me knew my place. Master leaned in near my ear, whispering "Prove it." EVen as my brain tried to tell my body to stop, I leaned over, my hand grasping Master's thick rod, and I easily took it into my mouth. Moaning, as I worshipped it. Loved it. Needed it. As I tasted his precum, my mind started to sync with my body, and I knew my place. Cock slave. Cumslut. Whore. "That's it baby, that's it. Know your place. Yes...worship that cock. Be a good gurl, make Master cum." I did as told, as good gurl. The mantra of my fate echoing in my head. My mouth was his to enjoy, to use. I was his. My fate...sealed. It didn't take long before I felt his warm cum hitting the back of my throat. I eagerly drank it down, not even letting off his cock. Once he stopped squirting this nectar, I pulled my mouth off and then became to lick his rod clean. All while moaning as this pleasured me inside. I leaned back, and looked at him for approval and next command. "I am yours." The words echoed from my mouth. "Yes, yes you are." Master said, smiling at me. I was his.

This took place in Topeka, KS., at the adult video store on North Kansas Ave. I was really horny one morning, it was a slow weekday, and I was really craving a hard cock to service. I'm attractive, very fit & tan, and rarely have trouble satisfying this craving, but weekday mornings in Topeka can be really slow, and for some reason, I really needed a hard fucking that day. Even though I work as a professional bdsm escort, I ccasionally have an itch that needs scratching also. Don't we all? I decided to try something new. I went into a large video booth, taped an 8.5" x 11" sign up inside the booth which said: "COME IN AND USE ME, FUCK MY MOUTH OR ASS". I stripped down to nothing but my cock ring, put on a blindfold and a pair of handcuffs (behind my back), opened the booth door, knelt down, and waited. Before to long, I heard someone walk to the door, and pause. He conferred in a whisper with someone else, and then I heard two sets of footsteps entering the booth. From their voices, I assume they were black, but with my blindfold on I really couldn't tell. Imediately, I was raised off my knees, & bent at the waist. I heard two zippers, pants dropped, and then A very large cock was slid into my mouth. At the same time, his buddy started fondling & fingering my ass. He immediately applied a generous portion of the lube which I had laid out on the bench, then, jammed a second hard cock deep, hard, and painfully up my unstretched asshole, and started fucking my ass, faster & faster. One grabbed my ears and hammered his cock down my throat while the other grabbed my hips and hard fucked my tight ass. These two waisted no time with pleasantries. They grabbed me, and starting using both my orifices at once to satisfy their two hungry cocks. My hands were handcuffed behind my back, so I had absolutely no choice but to take it. Before long the cock in my mouth erupted, shooting hot spooie deep into my throat, squirt after delicious squirt,overflowing my mouth and running down my chin. Shortly thereafter, the cock in my ass made a passionate, deep thrust, and just stayed there, shooting squirt after squirt inside me, until my bleeding asshole had milked him dry. I could feel the massive warmth spreading deep inside me, and eventually drain out my ass and down my balls, as he slowly slid out his softening cock. The two men quickly zipped up, and left. They simply left me there in the booth, naked, blindfolded, handcuffed, and dripping, wearing two loads of hot, sticky, cum. I never knew their names or saw their faces. God I enjoyed that.

Back in high school my best friend and I had been fucking for awhile. One night after a foot ball game, I ended up staying the night with him. Typical weekend fun. We drove around drinking some low alcohol beer, then snuck into his room where we commenced our usual fuck session. As my buddy has a huge, nine or nine and a half inch cock, which is thick and uncut, I let him fuck me first, so I wouldn't lose my horniness. At that age I didn't know there were tops, bottoms and versatile guys. I just thought I had to let him fuck me if I wanted to fuck him. However, as a consequence of playing with him I eventually learned I was definitely a top, and remained so from college on through today. But back to this night, he was overly aggressive, he had my face pushed down into a pillow and was ramming his cock in and out of my hole incredibly hard. It hurt so bad, that each time he pulled out I found myself hoping he would miss the mark when trying to ram it back in. Thankfully, he missed several times and so I was, in some measure, spared at least some of the pain associated with being brutally rammed balls-deep by such a huge cock. We had the radio on and were in basement, and knew his grandma was sound asleep two stories above, so we were being as loud as we wanted to be. Finally he came. Afterwards I fucked him as hard as I could - if only for revenge. Truthfully I was kinda pissed he had pounded me so hard. The next morning, his grandma was at church and he had just left for work. I took a shower and was going to lock up when I left. I got out of the shower and went into the basement to get dressed. Standing naked in the basement bedroom, pulling my clothing together, I heard a discreet cough. It was his older brother, a football player who was one grade above us. He was standing shirtless near the bench press in the dark corner taking a break from his workout, which is why I hadn't registered his presence. I grabbed my underwear to cover my cock saying "Sorry. I didn't know you'd be here." "It's fine," he replied, adding "I actually got in late last night quite late, after the football guys went out drinking. I decided to crash at my grandmother's house rather than run the risk of being questioned by my parents." I gave a neutral reply saying "Oh, cool. Let me get dressed and I'll head out," pausing for a minute for him to leave, but he didn't move. Instead he commented "You know when I snuck in last night I heard a lot of noises and thought my brother was fucking his girlfriend, so I tip-toed down the stairs and saw him pounding the shit out of your ass. You gotta be sore from taking such a big dick." I was scared shitless at this point. No one was really 'out' back then, and if you were gay in small town you certainly wanted to do everything you could to keep it a secret. I just stared at him and stammered "Please don't tell anyone. I don't let him do it very often. I was just drunk, he usually just lets me fuck him to get off." Approaching me he responded "Don't worry man, I'm not telling anyone. But you really took a beating up that ass." He grabbed the underwear I was holding in front of myself, tossed them aside, suggesting "Lay back on the bed so I can make sure you're not bleeding," guiding me back onto the mattress. By the time he sat me down I was already hard. I tried to hide it, but he pulled my hands away murmuring "Don't worry, man, no big deal. Just lean back and lift up your legs so I can see your butthole and make sure it's okay." I just kindof mumbled,"okay," not knowing what to do. He was a few inches taller than was I, and some fifty pounds heavier with nothing but football muscle on his frame, so I complied when he said "Grab your legs and pull them up and hold them steady." Once I was in position, he crouched down at the level of my butt where he appeared to be visually examining my hole. Then he began ever so delicately sliding his fingers up and down my ass crack, his thumb occasionally seeking out and massaging my hole. Naturally all the while I was super hard, thoroughly turned-on by the thought of taking orders from a straight football jock with multiple girlfriends, who was now handling my naked little body as if it were a common every day thing. "Man, your hole is a little red. I better put something on it. Stay right there," he ordered as he stepped into the bathroom, returning immediately with some vaseline. I was still holding my legs up in the air when he got on his knees and started to look at my hole closer. I could feel his breath on my hole now and I was so hard I thought my cock was going to pop off. "Yeah, it's really red," he reiterated as his thumb again began exploring my hole. "Does it hurt?" he asked. "No," I whispered. This was a type of naked sexual thing I had never experienced and I my mind was racing, but before my head could explode my attention was diverted by an incredibly pleasurable sensation centered on my ass. Looking down, I saw his eyes on mine even as his tongue was buried in my hole. Now, my best friend and I had only sucked and fucked. We hadn't explored anything outside of the that two course sex menu, so a tongue-licking and a general massage of my asshole was an indescribable feeling. I involuntarily moaned like a girl. I couldn't help it. It was absolutely fuckin' amazing - and it was an utterly unexpected experience. He continued licking and laving my hole. I found myself closing my eyes and drifting off to a land of bliss, but when I occasionally opened my eyes to check out the tongue in my hole, each time I found his eyes were fixated on mine. I could also see he was stroking his cock - and fast, although given his position all I could actually see was a glimpse of his cock head, - and, of course, his hand shuttling to and fro. After several minutes he paused, stood, and presented himself to me: to my amazement his cock was quite like that of his younger brother, except signicantly bigger. His cock was at least ten inches, and had the circumference of a beer can. I couldn't believe it. My first thought was to go down on it, but was still under his spell, so I simply stood there, marveling at his tool as he meanwhile had begn lubing his throbbing cock with a generous amount of vaseline. And, when ready, he gestured for me to turn around and bend over. His mushroom head was laser-focused on my hole. It felt amazing, but I was scared to death he was going ram it into my ass. He, however, did no such thing, but rather rubbed his cock head over my hole, applying a bit of pressure on each pass, using one hand to guide his cock, and the other guiding my ass and legs, as well as providing a slight distraction. Again reaching for the vaseline, he began lubing my aching cock, telling me to jack myself off while he jacked off on my ass. I did so, as did he, but at no point did his fat cockhead leave my hole, so it was hardly surprising my ass was continually relaxing, so when at some point his cock head penetrated the outside ring of my ass. The sensation was a new level of 'amazing'. His massive, slicked-up cock head was opening my outer ring, each time hitting the inner ring. And yes, each time he pushed hard I was in some serious pain, but he was quite considerate, and he backed-off each time he came against my pain limitations. This went on for 15 or 20 minutes. I was barely able to contain myself. I was leaking precum and had to stop jerking every minute or two because he kept urging me not to blow. While I was young and dumb and knew nothing about edging, he certainly did. After several minutes of tentative fucking, he intensified the pressure on my inner ring, . Now and this time when I would find myself tensing-up, wincing in the process, he would gently urge "Breath slow and push out." He knew what he was doing because the second my inner ring relaxed just a tiny bit, he pushed his cock past it. I felt like a baseball bat just got pushed inside me. Tears started coming down my face, and he wiped them gently saying "Easy, buddy, you're taking it. Girls don't let me fuck them in the ass cause I'm so big, so I really need this. I f you let me finish off, I promise I'll never tell anyone you're a faggot." Gritted my teeth I muttered "Okay. Go for it." He was extremely gentle with me, and after about ten minutes he was all the way inside me. Even though he was bigger, it wasn't nearly as painful as when he brother fucked me, but again, we didn't know about lube or taking our time, we just fucked in order to cum. I had this straight football jock balls deep in me now for a little while and he was fucking in and out of me when I got hard again. He told me to stroke myself. After a few minutes of stroking my own cock, I was feeling pleasure from every inch of my ass inside and out, - through my taint, balls and cock. I was breathing like I had run a 5k. Everything felt so good. He started to fuck my hole faster and faster and telling me he was getting close. I was so turned on I started jerking faster and felt a burning pleasure inside my hole, ten inches and all around. I felt like my asshole was having an orgasm. My cock may have gone a quarter limp, but I was still plenty hard enough to continue jerking and could feel my cum boiling up as my asshole was shaking and felt like it was about to explode. He noticed as he was fucking me harder and said,"Yeahm shoot your load, man." That set me off and I moaned louder than I ever had before and exploded! I was cumming all over myself, my neck, face, and in my wide open moaning mouth. My asshole was quivering and clenching when all of a sudden I heard him yell,"FUUUUCKKK!" He started blasting his load inside my ass. It took him a minute to empty his balls inside me. I was soaked in sweat and cum, he was dripping sweat onto me from above. We stayed like this for a bit before I slowly started to pull out. I felt completely empty now. He told me to go sit on the toilet then shower again, he'd use the upstairs shower. Before he walked up the stairs, he said,"I've never cum so hard in my life. I needed that man, you took it like a champ." That night I jerked off eight times in a row to the memories of him fucking me that morning. The next day at school I was amazed at how easily we acted like it never happened. Not even a knowing look between each other. I became a top, but for a year in high school, I got fucked about once a week by a straight football player with a huge cock who made me cum like no one else ever has.

The future is an abstraction.

Had a hot cub straight up tell me. "I fuck raw only, precum a ton so no lube's needed and only cum inside". A few minutes of knocking at the door...he slid right in for a nice long fuck. It was awesome and my ass felt great afterwards. Heavy pre-cummers are now a thing for me. 😉

The oath I swore on entering Federal service is to defend the Constitution from all enemies foreign and domestic - not the President. And the Prior Restraint of speech you are advocating in your post is unconstitutional under the First Amendment. It is among our most cherished rights as Americans that we may freely and openly criticize our leaders, including the President. Men and women have died to defend that right. It is the fact that so many Americans take advantage of that right to openly protest the actions of the orange loon and his craven supporters that gives me any hope for the future in this bleak time. And, on a practical level, “rallying round” is what got us saddled with SESTA/FOSTA. We’re not going to get that repealed by going be-e-eh like obedient sheep.

Newish bottom here, so I'm still figuring things out. I like on my back with my legs on his shoulders to see the guy (especially a bearish guy grunting away), but doggy has tended to feel better (less discomfort/pain).

Amazing! I totally agree with you.

I was referring to Norwegian, Holland, carnival, and Royal Caribbean.

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Weekend camping was made fun by hooking up with a young bear couple around their fire one evening. Seemed they both were into my daddy vibe, and after raw dogging one while his partner went to shower, I rested up and then fucked the freshly showered one after we had some bourbon shots. I left em both with my poz seed running out of their holes. Hooked up with one of them again the next afternoon. Was a bit rough on his ass and he tore a bit, but my load still went in deep. He thanked me before he left- he said they always wanted to try bareback but hadn't found anyone they were comfortable doing it with. I didn't really understand as I never told them my status and they didn't ask. But I nodded and smiled. Here's hoping I got two new sons over the weekend.

I’ve created my first version of a piss mask that will allow my face to be submerged in piss. A mouth hose is used to breath and still allow the piss pig to drink some of the piss while wearing it. The nostrils are open, so the nose stays filled with piss. The eyes stay closed voluntarily. I may try wearing clear swimming goggles. I’ll also add a funnel for studs to piss in to fill the mask. If the piss pig doesn’t drink the mask will overflow. Maybe the overflow could be gravity fed to the pig’s ass as an enema. Thinking about an open faced rubber hood also. I collected 48 oz of anon urinal piss to test the mask with. The feeling was incredible. Having fresh warm piss in the mask will be even better. Possibly kneeling beside the urinal at the local club or an organized event. Have a look Piss Mask Test

losolent....he must be as passionate as his stories.

I know 100% how I got pozzed. About a month and a half ago, I answered an online ad where three young tops (19, 20, and 22) were looking for a bottom to fuck. The ad said that they wanted a bottom who was negative and liked to be tied up. I would like to add that I love to be tied up. Being tied up makes me feel helpless and unable to stop someone's actions and I love that feeling. Anyways, the next day I went to the house of the 22 year old and when I arrived, I was asked if I was sure that I wanted them to fuck me. I was told that once I said yes and stepped into the house, I wouldn't be able to back out. I told them that I wanted them to fuck me and that I was 100% sure. When I walked into the house, I was immediately tied up so that I couldn't go anywhere. The first top then prepared to fuck me. When I first answered the ad, I didn't know the status of any of the three tops and I didn't ask. I very quickly found out the three were HIV+. The first top started fucking me and a few seconds before the first top cummed in me, he slowed down slightly and whispered in my ear. He told me that he was HIV+ and before I could react, he thrusted one last time and shot his load into me. After the first top pulled out, I was told that all three of them were HIV+. I was told that all three of them had recently been infected with HIV and that they wanted to share the gift with others. Now I realized why I was asked at the door if I was sure that I wanted them to fuck me. I knew that when a person first gets infected, their viral load is very high. Since the first top had just shot their poz load into me, I knew there was a high chance that the load had already infected me. Looking at the other two tops, I knew that if I wasn't pozzed yet, I was about to be. There was no way I was coming out of this and staying negative. Plus I was tied up, so even if I wanted to fight back, I couldn't. (Not that I wanted to fight back.) So I then just waited for the other two to fuck me. I knew my fate was already sealed. For the next several hours, the three tops took turns fucking me. A week and a half later, I came down with the flu. I knew this wasn't any ordinary flu, I knew it was the fuck flu. I didn't get tested immediately. I waited to get tested at first, but I soon went and got tested because even though I knew I was HIV+, I wanted documented proof. I got my results back a couple days ago and it proved that I am HIV+.

I like to hear their breathing increase knowing they are about to cum in my mouth.

My first slam was from a Meth Dealer I lived with when I was in my 30's. I only smoked or Stacey would Booty Bump me. But he told if I let him Slam me he'd let me do what ever I wanted to him. So I said yes. At first he didn't tell me the amount of the Slam. He let watch him do everything. Then it was time for the needle. He explained the cough and other things I would feel. So I watched him tie a band around my arm, stick the needle in my arm, draw the blood in and give me the liquid in the Point. Yeah, coughed and felt like I was going to puke. Then felt like I had never felt before. Stacey put everything away and people started coming by the house to buy Crystal. Finally Stacey asked what I felt like doing to him. So I rolled over and put his 9" Cut Kentucky Redneck Cock in my mouth. I Sucked him for a couple of hours, he told me to keep at it even when someone came by. The guys would always make dirty comments about what some guys would do for Meth. Stacey would mostly tell them it was my first Slam, and Cocksuckers became Insatiable for the Cock when Spun. I spent four hours sucking Stacey's Cock, then he said it was time for me to get another Slam. After that I Sucked him off until the sun came up the next day. He finally fed me his Load and I rolled off of him and tried to go to sleep. I lived with Stacey for almost a year and when I wasn't cruising bars to sell Crystal for him. I could always be found Spun and sucking his Cock for total strangers to watch. It was a very happy time in my Life.

"I don't know if you've ever had the pleasure, but Blackie's hole is the sweetest I've ever tasted!" Alex said, giving Blackie's butt a playful squeeze. "Of course, the night is young and there's so much more to do! You're more than welcome to join us, Katt! Before you answer, you should know that I'm POZ, undetectable and strictly bareback!" "For me, the sweetest ass I've ever eaten is my husband's, but Blackie is a close second!" Katt said, stroking Alex's chest. "Trust me, pig, it fucks as good as it tastes! Like you, I'm POZ, undetectable and I've NEVER had a condom on or in me! Before we move onto other things, Blackie and I need to conduct some business! Let's go to the red zone!" He said, picking up his backpack. In the bedroom, Katt set the backpack on the bed and began taking out the merchandise while Blackie opened the top drawer of his dresser and took out an envelope with cash. There were 2 dozen bags of meth, a vial of G, a large bottle of Viagra and 2 dozen syringes in sealed packages. Blackie gathered up the merchandise, putting it in the dresser drawer and Katt took a large bag of meth from his backpack. "My cooker has outdone himself! Let's do a sample! Do we blow some clouds or bump it?" "Clouds will do for starters!" Blackie said, patting the bed. Alex and Katt sat on the bed, while Blackie loaded the glass cock. "Pig, show him that magic tongue of yours!" Sticking out his tongue, Alex wagged it teasingly and Katt pulled him in for a kiss. Alex thrust his tongue between Katt's parted lips and there was a faint taste of tequila as he explored Katt's mouth. Minutes later, Alex parted his lips and sucked Katt's tongue into his hungry mouth. Breaking the kiss, Katt moaned, "Mmmmm, pig! Blackie was right about you! I swear you could take my tonsils out with that tongue of yours! Long and talented and you kiss with piggy passion!" "Half the credit goes to you!" Alex said. "My piggy passion needs inspiration and you provided that! You've only had a sample of what my tongue can do and being a nasty pig, I take requests! Was that tequila I tasted in our kiss?" Katt squeezed Alex's thigh and said, "Yes, it was. I did some body shots with Javi before heading here! We have a piggy way for me to to body shots! He puts the lime between his upper leg and his crotch and he sprinkles the salt on his cock!"

Like the true, nasty, ass eating pig, Alex slurped Blackie's butt juices, savoring the flavor as he tonguefucked Blackie's ass, giving into his hunger for butt. Rather than remove his mouth to tell Blackie what a sweet tasting ass he had, he went into a rimming frenzy, increasing the pace of his tongue lunges and going still deeper. "Oh fuck!" Blackie shouted, moving his ass off of Alex's face and shoving his cock in Alex's mouth. "I'm cuuummmming!" He grunted, as his cock spasmed 8 times. Alex swallowed the first few spurts and kept the rest in his mouth. Rolling over, he pulled Blackie into a kiss, snowballing the sweet, salty, creamy jizz. Their kiss lasted 3 minutes until Blackie pulled away and breathlessly said, "Alex, you're amazing! I've been fucked to climax many times, but you're the first guy ever to rim me to climax and I can say that I never came so hard before!" "You have the sweetest, juiciest, most responsive ass I've ever eaten!" Alex said, licking his lips for emphasis. "Blackie, as long as I have a face, you'll always have a place to sit! I also need to add that you have a sweet cock and yummy cum aside from being bootylicious!" Tracing his finger around Alex's lips, Blackie said, "Given my complexion, you can't tell when I'm blushing, but I am! I'm looking forward to more of that and before the night is over, I wanna feel your cock in my ass, fucking me with the same piggy passion!" Just then, the phone chirped. "Let me take this," He said picking up the phone. "Yo, double k! I was busy until a few minutes ago! Come up, there's someone I want you to meet!" Hanging up the phone, Blacke said, "That's my dealer! Best meth you'll ever find and one sexy stud to boot! Let's go greet him!" Alex followed Blackie to the entry where he used his smart phone to unlock the door. When the door opened, Alex saw what can be best described as a Latino God, with a shaved head and a thick stache. He wore cutoff sweats and a huge cock was clearly visible along his left leg. There was a leather backpack slung across his right shoulder. "Let me take that while you get comfortable!" He said, grabbing the backpack. "I know this sounds like a pickup line, but I've seen you somewhere before!" "Peabody Gardens." The man said. "We're neighbors! You're in unit 15 and I live in the last private home in the back of the complex with my husband! I saw you unloading boxes and I said to Javi, my husband, if that guy's gay, he needs to meet Blackie!"

Thank you for the love for this story with plenty more to cum... 4. The reveal That shock paled into insignificance when I opened the toilet door only to find my brother Ben laughing, with another guy about his age at the hand basin, talking about the dumbfuck they had just Pozzed. “Ben!” I screamed, “was that you…..?” I couldn’t finish what I was saying as a tsunami of emotions hit me. “Fuck! Liam what the fuck are you doing here, in there, Oh shit, fuck, fuck, fuck. Bro I’m sooooooooo sorry I never…..” He too couldn’t speak, red faced and too angry to get the words out. Ben turned to his mate, “Dan you better go. Liam you have to come home with me…we have to have a talk.” We didn’t say a word to one another on the walk to his car and “Get in” was all that was said before we got to his house. My brother quickly ushered me indoors and sat me down in one of two black leather settees, “Beer?” he asked I simply nodded yes. While he was in the kitchen I scanned the room, white, bright and minimalistic with everything in its place, the total opposite of when he was at home. “Here drink this, you’ll need it.” And before I could finish one sip the front door opens and in walks the man I know to be Olly. “Hi Love, home early for once" then scanning the room looking for Ben says, "…Oh Liam….I didn’t expect you to be here too! Sorry I didn’t mean it the way that sounded! Oh shit, let me start again…Good to see you and welcome to our home.” “Well done loverboy you managed to insult my brother and ‘out’ us all in one go!” snapped Ben to Olly. “I’m sorry. Ben what’s up? It looks to me like something is seriously wrong by the looks on your faces, d’ya want me to leave so you two can talk about it?” “No, I think you had better stay and hear this.” Then turning to me confessed, “Just in case you hadn’t got it, Olly is my boyfriend, my partner, so yes I am gay just like you. I love Olly….” And then smirking says, “I’m a size queen, so maybe soon you’ll see why I love him so.” Then Ben proceeds to tell Olly about our toilet adventures with Dan. I was surprised that Olly wasn’t angry but appeared to be turned on by the huge lump that was showing in the front of his suit trousers. “Other than keeping it in the family…the problem is?” a smiling nonplussed Olly asks. “We’re all Poz and unmedicated but it was Liam’s first time.” Ben spelt out. “Wow! You took your own brother’s cherry you lucky bastard” replied Olly totally missing the point. Ben’s protective feelings for me broke out once again as he dropped into the seat next to me, gave me a hug and said, “You OK with this?” I didn’t know what I thought, it was all too much; getting fucked for the first time, getting fucked by my own brother, not only that but by someone I had for years fantasized and wanked off over, finding out he is gay too, finding out he has a boyfriend, finding out they are both HIV positive all as I sit here with two Poz loads soaking in my ripped-up guts. It was too much and I snuggled into his chest and burst into tears, sobbing loudly. “Hey, hey, we’re here to support you.” Olly said reaching over to rub my shoulders, “We can get you to the medical centre for some emergency Prep to stop your exposure to HIV if you decide that’s what you want to do, we didn’t, but it’s up to you, your choice.” Truth be told I didn’t know what I wanted, my red eyes smarted but I pulled myself together and asked about their life, how they got Pozzed and how they live with it. I also was intrigued as if they were together why Ben was in a toilet with this Dan chap. I sat enthralled by their tale of how Ben got infected, gave it to Olly when they got together and Dan was a mate of theirs who was chasing the bug to get it and move on so he can enjoy fucking whom he wants, when he wants. I took it all in. “Is it wrong that that’s what I want too?” after hearing all about this made my cock throb, swell and leak a huge wet spot in my trousers…it didn’t go unnoticed. “Looks like your little brother likes the idea of being knocked-up, see his cock has made his mind up for him” as a big shit eating grin spreads across Olly’s face, “Am I right, or am I right?” “You got me, yeah I think that’s what I want, but only if you help me through it.” I said lightly punching him on the arm. A collective “Yes!” erupted from both Ben and Olly as they caressed and cuddled me as for the first time I literally felt brotherly love.

3. the fun continues... Reality came back in a shock. A finger was jabbed in my well lubed hole to send yet more tingling waves of pleasure through my body keeping my cock rock-hard. I feel him add two fingers that are now scissoring apart with his tongue now in between. “Ummmmmm sooooooooo good” I whimper despite the scratchy feeling which I guess is normal when being fingered like this for the first time, right? “Gonna stretch your hole beyond belief” a he scratches and digs further in my virgin hole. “Oh yessss” I hiss not really knowing what I’m letting myself in for, “Yes I want this!” “Good boy, good answer, you were going to get it whatever the answer was bro’” I could feel precum oozing out of my dick and I couldn't help but smile…bro, if only it was…And then nothing, no fingers and no tongue until I feel a warm bluntness of his dick-head pressing at my entrance. He took no time splitting me open rearranging my guts as he bottoms out in one go. “Fuck, fuck, fuck” I scream out loud as pain explodes throughout my fuck canal straight to my brain, he eases back to set the fire within my bowls off again and presses forwards once more. He groans as he slid himself in further, stretching my ass walls as they had ever been stretched before. “Yeah, Good boy, so tight, I’m enjoying this, God your ass is like a vice clamped around my dick” says the disemboweled voice from the other side of the wall as he picks up his rhythm, “Yes! Gonna make a man of you and wreck your hole” as a slap, slap, slap sound comes from his balls repeatedly smacking the wall and in no time at all he was pounding the shit out of me. So much so I was barely able to keep upright. I winced a bit in pain but kept taking his cock. “Yeah, take my dick, bro. You’re my little bitch, right?” “Fuck yeah,” I moaned. “Say it” “I’m your bitch.” “Louder, they can’t hear you outside!” “Oh yes! I’m your bitch! Fuck me, yeah fuck me HARDER!” He increased the intensity of his thrusts and I moaned louder as his dick rapidly pumped back and forth as sounds above alerted me to the skanky old guys leering over the top of the partition watching me lose my virginity below. Now he was the one letting out low guttural growls as he pounded me peppered every now and then with snarling dirty talk. “Fuckin’ dirty little freak,” he said, laughing. “Positively take IT.” Encouraged by the audience with a chorus of “Knock him up” , “Mark him with your cum” and “Hope it takes” all left me bewildered with what they were talking about. Out of nowhere, excruciating pain shot through my ass, as his cock popped through to another level within my guts and began pounding me harder and faster than ever before! I screamed in agony as he tore into me. The pain so intense that I was forgetting where I was. The only thing that existed was that giant cock brutally raping my hole and the pain I felt. Now he was screaming at me, shouting profanities as our flesh slapped together with wet, sloppy smacks. He had stamina like I didn’t think possible as he was able to pound long and hard until his breathing became ragged and I felt his dick swelling inside me. “Oh yeah, HERE IT FUCKIN’ COMES, BITCH! HERE IT FUCKIN’ COMES! Enormous jets of red-hot cum blasted out of his cock and as I closed my eyes I heard him groaning loudly as several more ropes of sperm spewed out of him. Finally, his breathing slowed, “That was so hot bro, something to remember me by for the rest of your life eh?, Buddy.” He pulled out but I was too exhausted to move only to be surprised as another cock pushed in, “Ummm sloppy seconds…..you are a right little slut, you're the fucking whore, aren't you? Chasing any cum loads, as many as you can get" as he too began to thrust in and out, after a few minutes he shoved as deep as he could and shouted "I'm gonna cum! Gonna be knocking you up good!” I felt his cock throb and throb as he spurted the second cum load ever in me, then is telling me “what a good boy I was”, and as he continued with tender little thrusts a sense of euphoria hit me knowing I did a good job taking their cocks and cum. I’d found my place in life as a bottom boy. I was spent. They were spent. I cleaned up with toilet paper and saw smears of blood in with the excess cum leaking from my hole and as I looked shocked at the red stain it was only then that I though, “What had I done?”

So fucking hot

3. Nathan The drive home was quick and easy. Jason and I were going against the flow of families still jockeying for positions close to the dorms, and the streets heading away were all clear. At home, Jason disappeared into the bedroom and packed a gym bag while I went into my office. With the weeklong trip out here, I had been neglecting work, and it was past time to catch up. "See you around six?" Jason asked before he headed out. "I'm going to study a bit after the gym." "Sounds good," I said. It was just barely two, so I had a few hours to work through my inbox and plan out the next week. At least my balls were now completely drained so I didn't have that particular distraction to deal with. On the other hand, my phone was now constantly vibrating with new texts from Greg and even some from Clint. The two boys were hitting it off, possibly more than just hitting it off. Every message seemed to be about how hot the other boy was. "Greg just took of his shirt. He's damn hot," read one from Clint. A few moments later, one arrived from Greg. "Fuck. Clint just took off his shirt. Perfect creamy muscles." Finally, I texted both of them "Go for it." I wanted them to get the past the messy formalities and start exploring each other, getting the fucking out of the way. It gave me thirty minutes of peace, before a "Too late," came from both of them, nearly simultaneously. Greg quickly followed up with a quick text. It was obvious that Clint would be his first "project" at college. Now, all that depended on Jason and I having given Greg enough sperm over the past few days. He would need it to make this project a success. I couldn't do much else, other than to give Greg one last suggestion. Right as I left campus, I had slipped Greg several of the movies Jason and I had done together. There was one I was thinking of. It had been done almost exactly a year after Jason had become poz and it was just the two of us. We talked about our relationship and had long, slow, raw sex. We talked about how barebacking had been a crucial part of us coming together. I hoped that it would help pave the way for Greg and Clint. Despite all of the sex I had over the past few days, just thinking about the two boys together was getting me aroused again. I didn't even need to fuck. I just wanted to feel Jason next to me again. I just wanted it to be the two of us once more. But, I forced myself to focus on work. Between the driving, the heat, and the adventures of the past few days, I was a bit tired, and a nap seemed like just the thing. Once done with work, I stripped down, and crashed, naked, on the bed. I must have been more exhausted than I realized, because I was passed out within moments of lying down. "You owe me. Big Time." It was a cross between a whisper and a growl and the man's weight was holding me down on the bed. His breath was hot on my ear. Suddenly awakened and barely able to think, my stomach did a flip. "Huh?" I managed to grunt, even with the man's arm tight around my neck. He was just on the edge of choking me. It was a long, terrifying moment before he finally let me inhale. The familiar scent of Jason's sweaty body filled my nose and I could relax. At least a little bit. "You were fucking him the entire trip? And you didn't send me a single picture?" With his free hand, Jason reached down and pulled his gym shorts out of the way. "Or even tell me?" His cock sprang free, slid into my crack, and immediately started to search out my hole. I arched my back, making it even easier for him to line up his cock. "You think you deserve any lube for that stunt?" I nodded furiously. Jason might have been perfectly average in the cock department, but he knew how to use it. I had never been sorer than the mornings after he decided he wanted to show off his talents as a rough and intense top. "It's been a while," I said, hoping he would take mercy on me. "I guess," he said. "After all, you did have the common decency to share him with me once you guys arrived." He reached for the bottle of lube from the bed table. As he slicked up his cock and dribbled just a tiny bit of the lube on my hole, Jason kicked his shorts off the bed. We were now alone and naked, with our cocks erect. This time, there were no distractions, no horny nephew demanding to be fucked, and no obligations for the rest of the evening. It was just the two of us, aroused, engorged, and ready. Jason flipped me onto my back and wrestled my legs onto his shoulders. "Ready?" he asked. His cock was right against my hole. I could tell that he was definitely ready. "Always, love. Always," I said. He pressed against me and his cock slid into my hole. The last time I had been fucked had been over a week ago. Jason had pounded me right before I had left for the east coast and the long drive back here. His hard shaft was a nearly unfamiliar pleasure inside me but I quickly acclimated to it. "Fuck. I needed this," I said, as Jason pressed all the way into me. "I've missed you," he said, leaning in to kiss me. "I've wanted to be back inside of you the entire time you were gone." He finally slowed down his penetration when his balls hit my ass. "I'm all the way inside of you, babe." He slowly pumped in and out of my hole, letting his soft skin rub against my delicate hole. There was nothing that came between us and by the end of the night, we would have shared everything with each other: our thoughts, our love, and, of course, our sperm. "You going to give me a big load?" I asked, in between the long, slow kisses. "If you have any left over from Greg?" "Of course, boo. You must have given Greg plenty. Now its time for me to give you a recharge." He was staring at me, his brown eyes examining my face for any changes over the past week. He stroked my temple tenderly, contrasting with the powerful thrusts of his hips. "You're so beautiful, my man. And such a hot, welcoming hole." "I love you on top of me. Inside of me. And dripping into me," I said. It had started as a rough encounter, but it was quickly turning into something very different. This was quiet and intimate. "Melding with me." "I'm not going to leave you, love. Ever. You know that,” he said. We kissed again, and deep in my body, his cock twitched. He was leaking precum, and my hole was hungry for every drop of it. "I'm going to mark you as mine. And I'm always going to keep you close." "Of course," I said. We were quiet, just making out and truly making love, rather than just fucking just to reach an individual orgasm. Instead, both of us were working together to get Jason off. We both wanted him to explode inside of me, to drain his balls and to fill me with his sperm. We were a perfect team. Long experience had taught both of us what we needed to do. His cock was dripping a steady stream of pre-cum. We didn't need any further lubrication; what the two of use were making was more than enough. "Cum in me," I said, finally breaking the silence. "I want to feel your sperm inside of me. It's been too long." "Miss it?" he said, smiling. "I can never get enough." It was the truth. Ever since that first time, when he first came back from the doctor with the news, I was never satiated with just a single load from him. Even after a long weekend of partying and playing, after uncountable men and my hole dripping and sore, I was always ready for Jason to fuck me and get another of his loads injected deep into me. "Fill me." "You want my poz cum? My deadly seed?" "Fucking right on," I said. "Fill me up, my toxic boy." "Damn right, my sexy poz father." I knew he was going to cum soon, and it was going to be a big one. He was my poz son; I had infected him, and we were now both permanently inscribed with the signs of that exchange. Our two tattoos were a more intimate and binding reminder of the depth and permanence of our relationship than the silver bands we wore on our fingers. "Breed me boy. Fill me with your toxic sperm." "Oh fuck," Jason moaned, his cock sliding deep into me once more. There was a familiar pulse and a comforting spurt as a hot sticky mess bloomed in my ass. I squeezed tight and milked out every drop as Jason continued to pound my raw hole. "Take it, my poz daddy. Let your son recharge you. Give you what you need." As his cum filled my hole, there was a sense of happiness flooding my body. It was the happiness of getting bred, of having a man fill me with his cum and of having the man I loved more than anything else in life fuck me raw and re-infect me with his virus. Although now less intense and more common, it was the exact same warmth that Jason had first experienced those many years ago. It was the warmth that announced his entry into the brotherhood of the infected and the biohazardous. "I love you boy," I said, as my own cock quivered and pulsed, spewing my own toxic load onto my furry stomach. "Fuck yeah, Nathan, cum for me. Shoot that hot poz daddy sperm for me." He bent over, and took my cock in his mouth. Between his dick in my ass and my cock in his mouth, I was in heaven. My dick was dribbling a steady stream of sperm, which he greedily swallowed. He made sure to get every precious drop. "Can't let it go to waste," he said. He leaned in further and licked up the long slash of cum that was spread across my stomach. Unfortunately, as he tried to lick it all up, his hips shifted and his cock popped out of my hole. I was suddenly empty: I had shot my load and had lost his cock from my ass. "Damn," he said and pulled my head up to kiss me. The taste of my sperm was still strong in his mouth. He had been a greedy boy, and swallowed all of the cum. Despite that, my tongue still explored every corner, seeking out the last few drops. "I needed that, boy," I said, breaking off our kiss. Jason nodded in agreement, as he curled up next to me on the bed. He rested his head on my chest, playing with the still wet hair on my stomach. We lay there for a bit. We didn't have to talk; what we wanted to say had been expressed in our raw, intimate fucking and the loads we had given each other. Jason slowed down his gentle circles on my stomach. He was drifting in and out of the light sleep that accompanied a hard orgasm. My phone buzzed. Reluctantly, I turned my attention away from Jason and our post-orgasmic cuddling and to the small electronic dictator of my life. "Who is it?" Jason asked, obviously annoyed at the interruption. "Well, Greg and Clint have been tag-teaming me all afternoon," I said. "I'd pay money to see that," he said, with an evil smile on his face. The mention of a tag team had roused him from his sleepiness. "You may just get your wish," I said. "We know how Greg feels, and apparently, Clint thinks I'm hot as well." "I was right about him. He's definitely got good taste in men." Jason flipped me over, nestled himself between my legs, pushed his face into my ass, and then started to rim me. He licked out the fresh load he had just deposited. "Very good taste indeed," he said and resumed his probing. As his tongue explored my hole, it was hard for me to hold the phone, much less try to find the text I had just received. "And both of them have telling me how hot the other one is. I want them to just get it over with and fuck already." "And what did you tell them?" "I told Greg to try one of our videos to get Clint in the mood, but haven't heard back if it was a success." Despite Jason's efforts, I managed to get the text open; it was from Greg. But then, I let myself get lost in Jason's probing, teasing tongue. Before I could even read it, I put down the phone and spread my legs wider. Jason pressed his tongue deeper into me and my toes curled in pleasure. He scooped out more of his cum from my ass, before pausing. "And what do the boys have to say for themselves, interrupting us in such a critical moment?" He rested his head on my ass, and traced out my tattoo. "I don't know. I got distracted before I could read it." "Oh yes. Put the blame on me," he said as he reached the very last bullet on my tattoo. "You're going to need a new entry on this list soon," he said. "It's always hard to know," I said. There had been men that had only needed a weekend. But there also had been men that had been defiantly negative years later, and not for want of trying. "What do you think?" "Just between the two of us?" he asked. "We're going to have a sick boy on our hands by the end of next week." "That soon?" I said. "I'm not so sure." Modern drugs were frighteningly good, and made the process much harder than it once had been. Accidental pozzings were almost unheard of and even intentional ones could now take a lot of enjoyable effort. "Small wager?" he asked. "Winner picks for an entire week." It was our currency for small bets: we would no longer flip a coin before our evening meds, and instead, the winner got to choose the night's sexual adventures. "My nephew is worth only a week?" I asked in mock indignation. "Two weeks, and we're on." "Deal. And you will regret it," Jason said, and spread my ass cheeks once more, diving in. His wet tongue worked back into my hole and he slurped out a little more sperm. But, eventually, he gave up. "I think I got all I can," he said. He rested his head back on my ass. "So, what does Master Greg have to say for himself?" No longer distracted by Jason's rimming and felching, I picked up phone again. "Success," was all that the text from Greg said. There was also now a text from Clint since Greg's message. "Thanks for the push. This is going to be a fun year," he had said. "Greg fucked Clint. And Clint seems to have enjoyed it." "Bastard," Jason said. "What can I say?" I replied. "In my family, we move fast, and we get what we want." I gently dislodged Jason from my butt, and pulled him up to my face. "And what we get, we keep," I said, kissing him. Between the nap and the sex, evening had come. "Dinner?" Jason asked me as we ended the kiss. "Definitely," I said. We pulled on some sweats and went about making dinner. It was a quiet evening. Both of us had had enough adventures over the past few days and needed some down time. It was nice to be alone, together. We headed towards bed earlier than normal; I won the coin toss for meds, and Jason got his cock sucked. He had shot most of his load in me earlier, but I was still able to coax out a few mouthfuls of his semen. I shot another load myself, jerking off as I sucked him. It was a perfect nightcap and we both fell asleep quickly. As always, Jason was in my arms. The sun woke us up the next morning. Because neither of us had anything to do, I had turned off the alarm. It let us sleep in. I woke up first, and my shifting in bed woke up Jason. "How did you sleep?" he asked me. "Good. And you?" "Fine," he said yawning and stretching. "I'm sorry," I said. "I should have warned you ahead of time about Greg. But he wanted to be the one to tell you." "Yeah, probably. It was a little awkward there for a moment, sandwiched between the two of you. And being naked. And hard. But it worked out just fine." "Still. That wasn't the easiest place. And I had no idea if Greg was going to be your type." "Boo, love. You're too close to him to see it. Greg is everyone's type. Especially once he pulls out that fat, long Telemann dick. And you know, the reason it worked out so well is that you've got the awareness to be worried about it. About us." "Thanks, I suppose." I closed my mouth for a moment, and Jason took the opportunity to grab my cock. "And I've got a Telemann dick of my own," he laughed as he started to stroke it. "And I'm going to have so much fun with it when you loose that bet." "Bet?" I asked. "You don't remember? I bet that Greg would get the fuck flu by the end of the week. Two weeks. Two weeks of you doing whatever I want." With the clarity of a night's sleep, and the hard morning erection, it now seemed like a bad bet. Between Jason and myself, we had pumped uncountable loads of poz cum into Greg. There was no way my innocent nephew could avoid the inevitable. "Two weeks? What was I thinking?" "I think I was distracting you there. It's part of my evil master plan to keep you naked and horny. And any news from our boy?" I picked up my phone, but it was mercifully blank. "Nothing yet. I think we're going to be a weird combination of fathers, lovers, and friends to those two." "Yeah, I was thinking about that last night. At least we'll be able to fuck them," Jason said. "Yeah. But right now, I need to fuck you." "Ok," Jason said, as he rolled onto his back, and grabbed his legs. "You know I'm easy that way." I took that as my invitation to defile his hole one more time.

Yeah, it was quite odd... even if I think at it now, I am not still able to realize how it happened. But it did. I had spent the days in the dunes having fun (and dumping a pair of loads, too)in what is probably the best known crusing area of the island. But I was still horny, it was not enough for me. So I went to the Yumbo, the big gay commercial centre of the island. Before going on, what you should know about me is that I always go bareback, but I usually top. However... ... there was that gay, sitted alone, and looking around. We share a brief look to each other, then a longer one. I stated to move towards him, and he smiled. I know I had understand well what is thoughts were. We started to talk a little bit: he was German, 5 years younger than me, taller and bigger than what I am and I got really caught by his look. He suggested to go to some pubs in the commercial centre, and we were in a couple of them drinking quite a lot. At the last one, he started to french kissing me and asked if I want to fuck with him. I thought it would have been very good to pound his ass, so I say "YES. Let's go to my hotel room". You can tell he was more than happy too, and along the road he started to pull down his shorts in a dark corner of the streets asking me to blowjob is already hard dick. He had quite a big one (I am about 18 cm when hard, and he was a little bit longer and also larger). Another corner, and another taste of his already wet manhood. As we were approaching the hotel, he asked me for one last "taste" but this time, as I was sucking his stiff beast I feel a few drops of piss oozing out. He said to me: and this is only the beginning, now in the room I will fuck your ass like crazy. I got terrified... I had already bottomed before, but only very few times and with guys that had a quite short cock. He was huge ! But I was also excited by his dominant mood and I thought: "Well, let's see what happens". As soon as I opened the door we were naked, and I started to blowjob me very hard hoping he will cum in my mouth and no longer think at fucking me. But he was too determined. He pins me on the bed, and started to lick my ass... wow, I definitely lost all my ideas of not being fucked. Soon his cock was pulsing against my hole, but all of a sudden he took out a condom. I was really disappointed, and he probably notice that. But he said that he only fucks with condoms and so that was the case. At that time, I was so horny that i want to be fucked by that huge german dick, but being an addicted barebacker I did not want to feel the plastic cover in my ass. So I started to close the hole, and to resist hoping that he will pull it out. I also said that latex made my ass sore, and probably that's what he needed to finally loose the last barrier. He take out the stupid condom, and started to fuck me bareback moaning like there was no tomorrow. At first it was painful, but soon I started to feel good and I beg him to cum inside me as deep as he can. He was in that fuck so much !! He pounded me hard, but as soon as he heard me saying that I wanted his german cum in em he stopped. He pull out and said he was making a mistake, and take out a second condom cause he said he was near the climax and did not want to cum inside a guy he had know only 2-3 hours before. This time I did not talk: I sitted up on the bed and start again to suck his cock at a very fast pace, begging him to cum in my mouth. But probably that was not his idea... he said he did not want to cum that way, and if I wanted his cum... well, I would have taken right inside my ass and bareback ! Wow... I was so drunk and excited that I immediately fall again on my back and beg him to do like he said just a few moments before. He did it, and his last thrusts were so strong and intense that even my hotel bed moved. And then he shooted inside me, and I felt at least 5-6 sprays of thick cum... and at every drop he was saying to me "bitch-bitch". I also cummed almost without touching my dick. That was the most fantastic fuck I have ever had ! Thanks Daniel

On the plus side: In general, guys who are poz tend to be a lot more fun than guys who are neg. Of course, that's because what makes them fun is what got them infected. But once you convert, you've got access to pretty much as much slutty guilt-free sex with poz guys as you like. It's also pretty much a complete license to never use condoms again. When I was neg, there was the little voice telling me that letting complete strangers breed my ass all the time probably wasn't too smart (I never listened to it...as a bottom, I craved guys unloading inside me, and as a top, I almost never could maintain a hardon with a condom). Once I converted, there was absolutely nothing at all restraining me from barebacking all the time (with the caveat that I'm open with potentially neg partners prior to sex so they can make an informed decision). I'm happy and healthy and completely free of the hysteria surrounding sex we've had to deal with since the mid-80s. The downside: Meds are expensive. I have to make sure I always have health insurance. Occasionally, the side effects get to me. A few people, even in the gay community, still to this day freak out when they learn you have HIV. And bug chasers (as opposed to guys who don't know and don't care about their status), I have learned, can be really fucking annoying, pressuring you to breed them at every turn.