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Part 4 A few months later I was feeling much better. I was still not on meds and I knew that I was still highly toxic but I was super horny all the time and I was regularly cumming more than once in the same day. I was wanking frequently and fucking lads pretty much every chance I got. It felt like my dick was super charged - in more ways than one. I was hooking up on line, visiting the Vault regularly and fucking guys through the gloryholes or bent over the barrels and generally taking advantage of any opportunity that presented itself. I was also working out in the gym two or three times a week and the gym I went to was quite cruisy. Not much ever happened on the premises but quite often I would take a guy home and fuck him after I had cruised him in the showers or the changing rooms. One night after I had been working late I fucked the lad who delivered my Domino's pizza, a slim blond lad of about 19 or 20. He had delivered to me before (I love pizza - one reason for the need to work out at the gym!) and I thought then I had noticed him checking me out. This time I was just out of the shower and answered the door in my T shirt and pants and there was no mistaking his interest. Seconds later he was in my flat, my pants were down and my cock was in his mouth. He sucked me for a while and then stood up. "We have to be quick," was all he said as he pulled his pants down and bent forward. I went up him bareback and fucked him right there in the hallway as he gave little grunts and soon I had hold of his hips and I was fucking his tight young arse hard and fast. Before too long I could feel myself starting to cum and I pushed my cock right up him and held it there as I pumped a big load into his arse. When I had finished cumming I pulled out and he pulled his pants up and grinned at me. "I need to get back." he said. I enjoyed the pizza almost as much as the fuck and I had a feeling the pizza lad would be back for more. I was continuing to build up my business and things were going well. I had now hired an assistant to help me run the business so that I could concentrate on expanding it and Jonny turned out to be a really good appointment. He was quiet and serious, but very efficient, well organised and reliable - just what I needed. I was also continuing to have some horny fun at work and was surprised how often the opportunity presented itself. We managed a flat which was rented to three young guys who had been students together and now all worked in the city. I really liked the three lads and enjoyed managing their tenancy. I sometimes had to give them a warning about the mess in their flat after the quarterly inspection but they always took it good naturedly and after that the flat would be kept cleaner and tidier, at least for a while. It was a typical lads' pad - dirty plates and mugs, pizza boxes, beer cans and dirty clothes everywhere and I never quite knew what I was going to find when I did their quarterly inspections. They were all good looking lads - Connor was dark and quite stocky, Alex and Daniel were both blond and quite slim. I mentioned that I was doing quite a lot of wanking at this time and I have to admit that one of my wank fantasies involved the three lads. I would imagine them with their pants down at their knees, all wanking together and then imagine myself sucking on all their cocks, moving from one to the other and letting them all cum in my mouth. I would also imagine the three of them bent over together, arses in the air as I rimmed them all, moving in my fantasy from Connor's dark hairy arse to Alex's smooth hole and Daniel's hairy blond one. Of course I also imagined myself fucking them - with the three of them bent over together as I pushed my cock up each of them in turn and fucked them all before dumping my load deep up one or other of them. I did actually have a wank in Connor's room one afternoon. I was carrying out their quarterly property inspection and on this occasion the flat was relatively tidy. Connor's room was, as usual, the least tidy and on the floor beside the bed I noticed a pair of dark blue Calvin Klein pants and saw that the front was wet and sticky with what looked like quite a big load of cum. I guessed that Connor had had a morning wank before he went to work and had used a pair of his dirty underpants to wipe up his cum. I could feel my dick beginning to harden and I thought back to a few months before when I had seen Connor coming out of the shower. He had not realised I was in the flat and had come out of the bathroom naked, his towel slung over his shoulder. I had a really good view of his cock which looked to be quite long and thick and then as he passed me, I got a good look at his chunky, hairy arse. My dick was fully hard now and, thought I knew I shouldn't, I unzipped my trousers and pulled my cock out. I had a brilliant wank, imagining myself bending Connor over his bed and pushing my cock right up his hairy arse and fucking him. I imagined how tight his straight boy arse would be and how good it would feel to fuck him as he groaned and pushed his face into the pile of dirty clothes on his bed. I imagined fucking him as hard as I could and then shooting the biggest load of cum deep into his unprotected arse. Just a few weeks later I did get to have some horny sex in the flat but, as it happened, it wasn't with one of the lads. I had arranged the quarterly inspection with Alex and, as usual, they were happy for me to carry it out without them being there. Alex mentioned that Daniel's younger brother was staying that week with his friend from university and said he would tell Daniel to let his brother know. In typical Alex fashion, however, he must have forgotten to mention it. I didn't notice anything at first when I entered the flat and assumed it was empty. Then I heard a groan and the unmistakeable sound of flesh slapping on flesh as I heard another groan. At first I thought one of the lads must be in the flat and I was just about to discreetly leave when I heard a male voice groaning "Oh yes, fuck me, fuck me!" I moved quietly down the hall and looked quietly into Daniel's room. A slim young guy with dark hair and glasses was bent over the bed being fucked from behind by a taller, blond lad. Both lads were wearing only a T shirt and were naked from the waist down as they fucked and I could tell from the likeness that the blond lad was Daniel's younger brother and the other guy must be his friend from university. It was quite a horny sight but I didn't want to interrupt them and was just about to turn round leave when the blond lad seemed to sense I was there, turned his head and saw me standing there. I don't think I've ever seen anyone look more shocked than these two did as the blond lad quickly pulled his cock out of the other lad's arse and tried to pull the duvet over them both. I apologised and explained who I was and what I was doing and it turned out that, as I had guessed, no one had told the two lads I was due to inspect the property that day. The ice had broken a bit now and the blond lad introduced himself as Cameron and told me the other lad was Andrew. I could see that both Cameron and Andrew had noticed that my cock was getting hard and Andrew in particular was staring openly at the bulge in my trousers. I apologised again for interrupting their fun and said I had better go and leave them to it. It was then that Cameron asked me if I would like to join them.......... Seconds later I had unzipped my trousers and Andrew had taken my hard cock into his mouth. He sucked me really well as Cameron pulled my trousers and pants right down and then joined Andrew and the two of them took turns sucking me. I didn't think it could get any hornier but then Cameron asked Andrew if he wanted me to fuck him. Andrew nodded and Cameron told him to kneel up on the bed. I could see that Cameron was really turned on by the thought of watching me fuck his boyfriend and I could see that Andrew really wanted it too but was a bit nervous. Rather shyly he asked if I could take it slowly and told me that he had never been fucked by anyone other than Cameron. I promised to go easy and Cameron fingered some lube into Andrew's arse as I moved in behind him. "Wait," said Andrew suddenly, "Shouldn't we use a condom?" I had wondered if anyone would mention condoms. I had noticed that they were fucking without a condom earlier but I had suspected they might want me to use one. Before I could say anything, Cameron said it would be more fun to do it without one and, after a moment's hesitation, Andrew nodded and turned around again, pushing his slim arse into the air. I went up him very slowly and he groaned and asked me to stop for a moment. After a few more pauses to let him get used to my cock, I was fully up him and I held my cock there for a moment or two and then began to fuck him slowly. Cameron was wanking now as I continued fucking Andrew "Oh yes," he whispered "fuck him... fuck him.." I could feel that Andrew was wanking now and I began to fuck him a bit harder. I could tell from his moans that he was starting to enjoy being fucked now and I started to fuck him a little bit harder. Cameron was watching closely as I fucked his boyfriend bareback and I could see how much it turned him on. I was getting close now - Andrew's hole was so tight I knew I wasn't going to last much longer and soon I could feel myself starting to cum in his slim young arse. Cameron was now urging me on and telling me to cum in Andrew's arse and Andrew was moaning for it too. I shot what felt like a massive load into Andrew and when I pulled out, Cameron went straight up him and shot his load after just three or four thrusts. It was a very horny experience and I could see that both lads had enjoyed it as much as I had. They asked me if I could come back round the following day and the next day we fucked again. It was very horny having two good looking young lads sucking my cock and licking my balls and even hornier when they both knelt up on the bed together and I rimmed them both, moving back and forward between Andrew's smooth hole and Cameron's which was slightly hairier. Cameron was keen to get fucked this time and soon I was taking turns on them both, fucking Andrew and then moving over to push my cock up Cameron's arse. He was just as tight as Andrew and it was not too long before I was ready to cum again. I was up Andrew's arse as I started to cum and I shot a little bit of cum into Andrew and then went up Cameron's arse and shot the rest of what felt like a massive load deep inside hm. I had already given one of my loads to Andrew so it seemed only fair that I give one to his boyfriend too. A few weeks later I got the chance to spend a week in Scotland when one of my friends invited me to join him and a group of his friends in the north of Scotland. I needed a break - I hadn't had a holiday for more than two years and I was now feeling confident enough to leave the business in the hands of Jonny and my sister so I happily agreed. I had been friends with Michael for a number of years, although we came from completely different backgrounds and moved in very different circles, he was a really good and supportive friend and I was looking forward to seeing him. I was also looking forward to taking some time off and, as I had never been there, to seeing something of Scotland. Michael and his partner had hired a large lodge in the north of Scotland and invited two other couples, a couple of single guys and me. I only knew one of the others and I didn't really like him - I had always found him very judgemental, but I was really looking forward to the trip and set off in good spirits. It was a long way from London to the north of Scotland so I decided to spend a night in Edinburgh on the way up. I got to Edinburgh early in the afternoon, checked in to my hotel and had a shower and a rest and then went off to explore the city. I enjoyed strolling around the city very much and then I had a nice meal in an Italian restaurant and went for a drink in a gay pub that someone had recommended to me. I enjoyed the evening a lot - there was a good atmosphere and I got chatting to a few guys. I ended up chatting to two guys in their mid 30s. I had thought they were a couple at first but it turned out they were just friends and the smaller, dark haired guy, Chris, had a partner who worked in the evening and the taller guy, Charlie, was single. I fancied both of them but didn't really think anything was going to happen but after another few drinks they said they were going to visit a cruising ground and asked if I wanted to come with them. I was well up for that - it was a warm summer evening and I had not been cruising outdoors for a while and I was well up for getting my pants down in the open air. The cruising ground was a short taxi ride away and soon the three of us were entering a park and walking deep into some woods. It was pitch dark but after a while I could see some shadows moving around in the woods and, as my eyes got a bit more accustomed to the dark, I could see some of the guys who were cruising. It was a mixed group as always, but some of the guys were really good looking and soon we had joined a group of guys who were wanking and sucking each other. It was not too long before my pants were down and I was joining in the action and I noticed that both Chris and Charlie had also now dropped their pants and were joining in the action. We all joined in the sucking and wanking and after a while the group had dispersed and the three of us had been joined by another guy and soon we were all sucking and wanking each other. It was Chris who bent over first and I watched as the new guy pushed his cock up Chris's arse and began to fuck him bareback. Charlie grinned and bent over next to his mate and soon I was up him. Neither Chris nor Charlie had mentioned condoms and both seemed happy to bend over and take it bareback. I fucked Charlie for a while and then me and the other top changed places and I went up Chris's arse and fucked him for a while. I really wanted to get up Charlie's arse again and soon we had swapped and I was cumming deep in Charlie's arse as the other guy bred Chris. I was still horny and a little while later I bent over and took one up the arse against a tree as Charlie and Chris watched. The guy who was fucking me shot his load up my arse and disappeared and then we made our way back out to the road and they got me a taxi back to my hotel. I slept well that night, having enjoyed a few drinks and feeling the pleasant sensation of a cum filled arse. I had an excellent full Scottish breakfast the next morning and then went for a walk around the city before checking out and going to get my train to the north of Scotland. I enjoyed the views as the train pulled out of Edinburgh and headed north - the scenery was amazing and I was now looking forward to my break even more. I was also feeling horny as usual, but there was no one on the train that sparked my interest. A little later I noticed the train guard - he was dark haired and quite stocky, with an arse that really filled out his dark blue trousers. I think he sensed me checking him out and as he passed a bit later and checked our tickets, I could see he was checking me out. A little later he passed again and I spread my legs a bit to let him see my semi hard cock through my trousers and I could tell he was interested. A little later he came and sat down just opposite me and opened a bottle of water. We were blatantly checking each other out now and he too had spread his legs a bit so that I could clearly see the outline of his cock in his trousers. After a while he finished his water and got up. He moved towards the next carriage and very discreetly motioned to me to follow him. I waited a moment and then casually got up and walked in the same direction. He was waiting for me in a recess area just inside the front carriage and a few minutes later we were in the train toilet. He produced some kind of key and locked the door from the inside and grinned at me. He went down on me first and soon I was enjoying a really good blowjob. I didn't want to cum too soon so after a while I stopped him and he unzipped his trousers and got his cock out. I took it into my mouth and sucked him and he sighed. I sucked him for a while and then licked his balls. I really wanted to get my tongue up his fit arse but he was a bit reluctant at first as he said he had been working all day and might not be very fresh. I told him I didn't care and, after a little hesitation, he was bent over the toilet, his dark blue trousers and white underpants at his ankles as I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hole. His hole was quite hairy and, to be honest, not as fresh as it might be, but I didn't care. I love rimming fit lads and I got my tongue right into his hole. He was really into it and began to wank as I pushed my tongue as far up his arse as I could and licked his hairy hole. After a while he stopped me and stood up. "I'm so close," he said and then added "I really wish you could fuck me right now!" I said I was up for that but he shook his head and said "I'm really sorry, but I don't have a condom." He asked me if I had one and I shook my head. He asked me if I ever fucked without one and I said yeah, now and then. "Do you want to?" he asked and when I nodded, he grinned at me. Like so many guys I had encountered who initially wanted to play safe, he did not take much persuading to go bareback and soon he was bent over the toilet again and I was pushing my cock up his now lubed arse. I was really turned on - his arse was one of the fittest I had fucked in a long time - and I was also turned on by the fact that we were fucking in a train toilet while he was supposed to be at work. The train was going faster now and we had to be careful to keep our balance as I fucked his fit, hairy arse and he wanked himself off. I shot a big load up him and then pushed my cock right up him and pulled him up as he shot his load out in front of him. It was another very horny experience with another guy who asked no questions and happily took my bare cock and my load up his fit arse. A little later I was stretched out in my seat once more enjoying the scenery and I was feeling good. I had crossed the border just 24 hours ago and I had already fucked and bred two very fit Scottish arses. I had a feeling it was going to be a good week.

(It is going to take a while before this gets to gifting and quarantine, I want to set up some information about my 2 protagonists. ) Jack and Stu had been together for 18 years. It would be more accurate to say they had been together apart. Jack lived in a four story walkup apartment in sleepy little Brighton Ontario Canada. Jack lived in an 18th story condo overlooking the city of Boston Massachusetts. They first met on a gay Cruise ship on the Mediterranean. They both agreed it wasn't love at 1st site but magnetic lust at 1st fuck. You've seen the t-shirt 'I fuck on the 1st date ' their meeting took this further. ⁰ Jack was in a lounge chair on the deck soaking up sun wearing a skimpy speedo. This handsome blue eyed blond, also in a speedo took the next lounge. After exchanging a few pleasantries the blonde stood announcing he was going to the public washroom by the forward observation deck. He subtly motioned for Jack to follow him. Jack was hesitant but couldn't resist this muscle hunk. Once they knew they had the bathroom to themselves the blonde pulled Jack into a stall pinning him to the wall, forcing his tongue down Jack's throat and reaching into the front of Jack's speedo. Jack was in awe, he had never been so aggressively drawn into a sexual encounter, and he had had many. The blonde was impressed with the growing erection in his hand guessing it would reach about 7.5 inches with an average girth. Both speedos were soon on the floor and kicked aside as the blonde pushed Jack to his knees and inserted his thick 9 inch cock into Jack's mouth. This was a challenging size but Jack had considerable experience and fairly good control over his gag reflex. A good thing 'cause the blonde progressed to an aggresive face fuck and deep throating without delay. As the 9 incher rammed on Jack's tonsils the blonde licked his index finger, bent over and started to play with Jack's hairy hole. Jack picked up the suction action and soon the blonde was removing his dick and deeply breathing to keep from cumming. Jack stood up turning to face the wall and presented his ass. The blonde quickly established he was a consummate tongue fucking ass eater. Spitting into Jack's ass and knowing his cock was well lubricated by Jack's throat juices he stood and lined up his monster cock with it's ultimate target. At this moment the bathroom door opened and three guys came spilling in with boisterous voices and laughter. The blonde put his hand over Jack's mouth, whispered 'keep quiet ' in his ear and started teasing Jack's hole with the head of his naked hard cock. Jack looked back with horror and the blonde just kept teasing and pushing in with more pressure on Jack's outer ring. Sounds of pissing from the rowdy intruders, footsteps, and faucets and the jovial banter signaled that the intruders had not noticed the stall sex. Soon the washroom door opened and the three were heading out. Before the door was fully closed the blonde pushed his big naked cock balls deep into Jack, his hand muffling Jack's painful gasp and cry. With only a moment for the impaled Jack to catch his breath the onslaught bareback fuck began. Jack was soon moaning, a signal this fuck had moved from painful to pure pleasure. The blonde took this as encouragement and was instantly pistonning into Jack causing that wonderful ass slap rythm that alerts all within ear shot that someone is getting a good pounding. And that is exactly what the next guy through the bathroom door said to his friend who was following. The new intruders giggled and quickly made their way to the stall finding the door wasn't even lached. They had no intention of leaving when they saw the pistoning cock had no condom. ⁰ The blonde didn't miss a beat keeping the pace of the fuck frantic. Overcome by the excitement of an audience the blonde 's balls churned and he howled as rope after rope of hot cum pumped into Jack's ass, triggering Jack's huge hands free orgasm to splatter on the bathroom tile. The pump and dump complete the blonde and Jack exited the stall carrying their speedos. The audience high fived the pair as they headed to wash up at the sink. The observes relieved themselves at the urinals and were not the least bit shy joining the blonde and Jack at the sinks. One slapping the blonde's ass and the second bent down to lick cum from Jack's ass. "Let's get out of here " Jack cried and he and the blonde fled barely remembering to grab their speedos. Thankful the hallway was empty they slipped into their swimsuits and casually made their way back to their chaise lounges. Jack sat down assuming his gorgeous rapest would to, but the blonde just grabbed his towel and walked away. Not even a goodbye or Thanks, just walked away. Jack didn't even see the blonde on board for the next three days and tried to convince himself he was okay with this. It had been an utterly fantastic pump and dump with a stunningly handsome stranger. Yes it would be great to entertain that beautiful thick 9 inch cock again, but he knew he just needed to let it go. He was not at all prepared when the time came for the blonde to see him next.

In case you were wondering why all the videos you uploaded to [insert big tube site here] were deleted, here's what happened… The History Behind What's Going On Going back a ways, there are groups who are dedicated to getting rid of porn on the Internet (or at least as getting rid of as much of the porn as possible). Exodus Cry is one of the main groups trying to get rid of porn. A couple years ago they did a campaign to get state legislatures to declare porn a "public health crisis". A few states signed on, but overall it wasn't terribly successful. So now they've changed strategies and they took aim at PornHub saying that PornHub was being used to traffic underage girls. There was an article here and there with those claims but it didn't get traction. Then they got Pulitzer prize-winning journalist Nicholas Kristof at the NY Times to write an article on it. Apparently they spoon fed him information and he didn't really check the general validity of the claims before publishing his article. (Read more about it here.) But once that article was out things started happening. The other piece of background that you should know is that PornHub is owned by a company called MindGeek. Today MindGeek is an an enormous company, but it has a very shady past. It started as Manwin back when tube sites were just coming out as a thing. Manwin operated out of countries that had no extradition treaties and they encouraged/enabled people to upload videos they didn't have rights to. So their tube sites were filled with illegal content (illegal for copyright infringement mostly). Those tube sites decimated the porn industry. Suddenly people didn't have to pay. Lots of producers went out of business. People like me who sent traffic to sites run by producers went out of business. Anyway, their business was so illegal that the owners would get indicted and around that time the business would be sold to someone else. They they would get indicted and the business would be sold again. Some of the owners later went to prison, others are still on the run or out of reach of the law. Anyway, about the 3rd or 4th time that happened the company was sold and renamed MindGeek. The owners of MindGeek decided to clean up their image. So they hired an army of lawyers and stayed (just barely in some cases) on the right side of the law. Anyway, Manwin had bought up a lot of the big tube sites that they didn't already own. And MindGeek continued buying. Last I knew they owned 5 of the 8 top tube sites. Then as the producers who were having problems and were going out of business because of all the illegal content on MindGeek's tube sites started going out of business, MindGeek started buying them up. The producers were in a constant battle to get illegal copies of their videos off the tube sites, but once the same content was owned by MindGeek all that illegal content magically disappeared giving MindGeek a huge advantage – they didn't have to fight the big tube sites, because they were the big tube sites. These days MindGeek owns most of straight porn, and some really big names in gay porn. Men.com, Sean Cody, Reality Dudes – they all belong to MindGeek (and many many more). The other thing to know is that there's what's legal, and then there's what MasterCard and Visa (and their shareholders) want to be associated with. The Visa/MC standard is stricter than what's "legal". By having a "premium membership" for PornHub, MindGeek was agreeing to be held to the higher Visa/MC standard. The problem was that when customers bought a PornHub Premium membership it allowed them ad-free access to PornHub. PornHubPremium.com is a "clean" site – MindGeek has vetted every person and company that's uploaded to the premium site. And those people are contractually obligated to have signed model releases and age verification documentation on file. But none of that is the case for PornHub.com – MindGeek has no clue who's behind the random email address the person provided. Yes, their terms of service probably say the person has to own (or have a license for) the video and everyone has to be 18+, but given that they don't really know who the uploader is, there's no way to enforce any of that. Because the premium membership included benefits on the non-premium site, what was going on on PornHub.com became Visa and MasterCard's business. If that hadn't been the case then it might have all blown over since the premium site was clean. What's Happened In The Past Couple Weeks The shit started hitting the fan when Kristof's article appeared in the NY Times. That got MasterCard and Visa to start investigations. Within a few days MasterCard terminated their relationship with PornHub, and Visa followed suit later the same day. Because of those investigations MindGeek is in crisis mode – they need the money they get from credit cards. Visa and MasterCard are continuing their investigations and they're looking at more than PornHub – they're looking at everything MindGeek owns. If Visa/MC isn't happy MindGeek could lose credit card processing for all their sites – including their paysites (Men.com, Sean Cody, Reality Dudes, etc.) MindGeek has been working hard the last few years to change their image. They're now so large and have so much legal content that they don't need the illegal content that made them into a huge company. And that illegal content is what got them in trouble with Visa/Mastercard. Unfortunately they can't tell the difference between your personal video (that's legal), and the illegal video that someone else uploaded, so they just deleted everything that wasn't uploaded by someone who they've vetted. And because they had put all their tube sites under the umbrella of the "PornHub Network", this is also affecting PornMD, RedTube, XTube and YouPorn. Oh, and GayTube got shut down completely! All in all they deleted just under 80% of the videos on their sites(!!) It was a massive purge. Final Thoughts – Putting Things In Context 1) For starters this all started because some people said that there was Child Sexual Abuse Material (CSAM) on PornHub. And yes, mixed in among the millions of videos they had on their sites, there was a little bit of it. BUT we need to put that into context. The Internet Watch Foundation has documented the following number of cases on the various big internet platforms… Facebook – 84.1 million cases of CSAM Instagram – 4.45 million cases of CSAM Twitter – 1.47 million cases of CSAM PornHub – 118 cases of CSAM In other words, the "big tech" social media platforms have a MUCH MUCH bigger problem with child porn than PornHub. But Exodus Cry didn't go after those platforms, they went after PornHub, because none of this is actually about child porn. Child porn is just the pretext to go after porn in general. The problem was the publicity got Visa/MC to re-examine the other (non-CSAM) illegal content on PornHub's sites (e.g. pirated porn). Once they were under a microscope for one thing, everything had to be cleaned up. 2) Another takeaway is that this wasn't about you. It wasn't about PornHub not liking a particular fetish, or whatever. This is about the commercialization of formerly free tube sites by a large corporation and what happens when you start using Visa/MC to sell memberships (or products) on your site. This is about Visa and MasterCard's rules. 3) Another thing to remember is that, while this may be painful for a time, ultimately it's really good that PornHub deleted all those videos. The big tube sites decimated the porn business. Lots of producers went out of business, and most of the people like me who got commissions by promoting sales on legal porn sites just went out of business and disappeared completely. 10 years ago there were three gay webmaster forum sites that were all really active with discussion. Today there's one and it's lucky if it gets 1 or 2 people posting comments in a day. By deleting all those videos the playing field is considerably more level. So it sucks that your videos are gone, but ultimately this means a better, healthier porn industry.

I was 20 living in Bonn, close enough to Cologne. Very happy with how i pictured live as being gay would happen for me. Having a successful career, doing my thing and then meet a MAN: he would be dominant, masculine. We would stay together and then on night of my wedding he would cum inside me and make me his. All of that had been working for 3 years now. Don't think I was 100% innocent. A lot of men had already fucked me. But always SAFE and I was always watching for them to put a rubber on (and keeping it one). Porn wise I would only watch raw sex. But that was different. So when I met Enrique: a guy who clearly hot and nice, but not a future husband material I was definitely making sure that condoms would be used. That is until he once during sex turned me around spat on his hand and slid his dick inside me. It happened so quick and it did feel good so I just let it be. And I wasn't too worrried, until he started moaning and then stopped. The latter happens in three seconds. "did you just cum inside me?" "yeah, that was hot" "wtf man, you didn't even ask" "shut up, you loved it. And btw I need to get some stuff done, so do you want to get a shower before you leave"? In my mind I was raging inside. what an freaking A**h*le. Enrique had quite a reputation. My dream of my future hubby making me HIS was gone. And now I had... THAT. Ohh man. this was really NOT how things were supposed to go. Don't ask me why and how, but It activated something in me. So next thing that happened, was me heading out. (I did not that the proposed shower). And there I went went, feeling dirty and used catching a train to Cologne. Wait, Cologne, I didn't live there. As I am entering Pullermanns bar, I am asking myself: what are you doing. It was such a big blur, but here I, go walking in as the twinky slim guy with bright green eyes. Naughty, but also naive and shy. Ordered a drink, not much conversation at the bar., so I finished my 7up almost immediately. Had never been to this place. But was drawn to go to the back. A big guy looks at me, not really handsome, but still attractive. We kiss and slowly I go down on him. He turned me around eats my ass out and after some minutes goes inside. He goes slow, but deep. It's quite a big cock. But I'm taking it well. After three minutes I just say. "Give it to me" "Dump it inside" He stops: "are you sure" "yes, give it to me" He stops, pulls my hair: "you filthy slut" and starts pounding. Within two minutes he is done. There is no time for me to think, so another guy has moved me more central and has already started fucking me. I can't even see his face. 5min max and he is done. Another guy is putting his dick inside my mouth. "suck me" he is really not my type. But I realise if I suck him my ass will be up. I turn him towards the wall and bingo within 10 seconds I hear someone undoing their belt and shoving his dick in. It's half hard. He asks me "how many" I mumble "two" That gets him hard. He fuck me for four/five minutes but doesn't cum. Another guys is taking over. I turn around there's a circle around me. I can only think of getting cum, getting poz seed inside me. I yell, "give me poz seed". That doesn't work, most guys walk away. "shit what did I say" I think in my mind. The guy who earlier didn't came is still hard and standing next to him. Before I realize what I am doing I already slid my hole over his cock. "cum inside me.... [[...]] 40 minutes later I walk out. The old guy at the bar says: "your poor little pussy" whilst shaking his head. When I get home I'm shaking, how many loads do I have inside me 7, or 6. Or maybe 8, I couldn't really see if that one guy came inside me. And then there was that other guy that came in my mouth. That was gross, not something to repeat well unless for the future BF. Cum need to be in my ass. Especially hiv seed. All is this is turning me crazy: WTF is wrong me with? Why am I doing this. I decide until the tests come through I won't do anything... [[...]] Couple of weeks later the tests come in it's a Friday, all negative, pfff. What are relief, but how further. That same day, I'm off to Cologne. Met his through Romeo: what was his name again, something like PozTopXXL Profile status "needs discussion" I had to take his load. He hadn't even shared a facepic and I already said yes. When I walked in it was good to see he looked alright. He was more than double my age. But fit. I instantly felt good already about taking his load. He was being friendly, but it was hard to be social I could only think about taking his poz seed inside me. "How long have you been positive already" "I am actually negative" "really?" "yeah, I got my results awhile ago and I haven't had sex" I lied (not having sex was the truth, but my results only came in today) I judged myself. WTF was I doing. He looked at me and his eyes opened up. "even better" "Are you taking medication?" I asked, a bit nervous. He laughed a bit mean. but he didn't reply. Instead he said: "Take your clothes off" somehow I didn't feel as horny anymore, but I complied. He took his top off and kept his green track pants on. I think it was Nike, but it could have been something else. He cock was huge, I started suck it. I could definitely enjoy myself with that for awhile. Too bad through, 2min max, was enough for him. He wanted to get inside: aggressively his put his wet from precum and saliva fingers in my ass. And then he stick his dick inside. That really hurted. I asked him to stop." I might bleed" he stops takes out his dick a bit and put some poppers under my nose. "shhhh" he starts to kiss my neck and tells me to relax. The poppers help: I feel more relaxed. We kiss and I actually start to relax fully. He fucks me until he cuma. When he takes out his dick I feel how open my ass is. His cum is dripping outside of me. I start to stand up, and bring my hand to my ass. Catching some cum. Damn, it tastes so good. He laughs and says: "ur a real piggy" On which take my fingers out of my mouth. I laugh a bit awkwardly and start picking up my clothes. "What are you doing?" "I'm picking up my clothes, to get ready" "Oh no... I am not done with you yet" "Or, do you want to leave" "ehh no" "good... so stay" .... "I got some friends who will be very interested in a guy like you." "you mean other tops to fuck me" "yes other tops shooting their viral loads inside you" "that's what you like right" My dick is giving the answer, I can't remember it ever being so hard. There's more to the story, but I can say the evening was rough in the best way possible. Three daddy tops fucking me, chatting with me and shooting their toxic loads inside me at the end. Who pozzed me I dunno, but that night was fucking awesome. Thanks Enrique, for waking the true cum whore inside me that I was destined to be 😛 Pics: me in 2004 vs me now

I pulled an old t shirt on and sat down across from Josh, who was say on my low sofa, clutching a beer. My legs were wide open so my tackle was able to hang loosely, forming a nice big bulge in my briefs, my cock resting right on my balls, soft, and my PA pushed up against the fabric. My thighs framed the whole picture nicely, inviting anyone to look in and Josh certainly was taking the occasional glance, though no more than most straight guys. We talked about his ride, work Covid, Brexit - you name it - and I warmed to Josh. he was quite a different character from his twin, more confident though only a little cocky. Eventually we got to talking about Sarah and Josh let slip that she was pregnant. "We thought she was a month or so back but something went wrong and we got a bit worried. we still aren't telling people because it's early days but it looks like she definitely is now" "That's great news mate!". I got up, leaned over him and clinked my bottle on his and gave him a little punch to his lycra clad tummy "Good work stud!" He blushed and laughed. "I bet she can't get enough sex now though, they say that pregnancy makes you horny" He looked crestfallen all of a sudden. "No mate, she's always tired now. Not interested most of the time" I wonder why - I thought, remembering the last time I had reamed her. "And when we do, it's just not the same, it doesn't feel as good for either of us" That'll be my man-sized cock ruining her for your maggot, I thought. "oh fuck man, sorry to hear that. So you must be choking your old man non-stop?" "No way. She hates me masturbating and I never really get the place to myself. She's got porn blocked on the internet too" "What the actual?!!" I was genuinely shocked. "Porn's a human right, mate" "I know" he laughed, clearly glad to find someone he could talk to. "You know, you are welcome to borrow my laptop and bedroom mate..., no restrictions....I trust you aren't into anything too weird.."

I have topped raw for the first time last week. As my dick entered, it felt so tight and warm. I could feel the inside of the bottom like a real man in a natural way. It felt so great and I never wanna put a condom on again. I definitely get hornier thinking about bareback as time goes on. I need to fuck raw again and breed in my load, and use my cum as lube to fuck again.

Cheers guys for the love, I thought was going to be able to edit the post throughout, but now we even have a RAW version of the story 😛 I'll consider doing another story at one point if you guys are interested to hear more

Just keep going, after a session at a club 100 miles away, I had to sit on a towel driving home as the loads, so many loads were seeping through my jeans. Had a quick wipe when home went to bed, could smell spunk and sex in my bed, so horny.

Absolutely, got loads of vids there with loads dripping out of my hole check www.twitter.com/bbareguy

PART 7 Someone had pulled out the bed part of the sofa and Jake was on his knees, getting nailed by Ben when we came back into the living room. Tony sat back down in the chair he’d been in before and Gabe immediately climbed up on his Dad’s lap and began to kiss him. Tony had another loaded point and I soon heard Gabe coughing, and looked over to see him sliding his furry little ass onto Tony’s massive cock while shoving his tongue in his Dad’s mouth. They were lost in a haze of lust and daddy/son bonding with Gabe easily taking Tony’s cock down to the root. I knew what it felt like and was jealous of him, but just for a moment, since I knew I was in for the treat of my life. Dad and I laid down on the bed next to Jake who was on his knees getting spit roasted by Ben and Tommy. They were both leaned over Jake’s back, making out and passing the pipe back and forth, while Jack was on the floor with his cock balls deep in one of the younger guys I didn’t know. Jack was leaned over the boy’s back whispering in his ear, and alternating between slow all the way out and quick deep thrusts up the boy’s gaping pussy, making him moan and beg to be fucked harder. I turned to Dad and smiled and looked into his eyes, wide with lust and pride. “You ready for me, baby boy? I’ve been wanting this for a long time.” I laughed, pushed him down on the bed and straddled his chest, saying “am I ready? I was fucking born ready for this. Rape me like the dirty little whore I am, Dad. I want my cunt pounded into next Tuesday. I wanna be treated like the faggot cumdump I am. What about you? You ready for that?” I gave him a smirk and he spat in my face, so I returned the favor. Then he wiped the spit off my cheek where it was running down, wiped the loogie on his cock and pushed me down on it. “Oh, you think you’re hot stuff, huh faggot? Fucking dirty little whore,? You think you’re awful cute? Letting strange men breed your pussy in public toilets like a $2.00 whore.” He slapped me across the face, hard. I could feel the blood rise in my cheek I moaned loudly as I sat down on Dad’s huge, fat, uncut dick slowly, feeling it slowly sink into my tweaked out pussy. Suddenly, Dad got a dirty look on his face and loudly said “hurry up, FAGGOT!” Then he pushed down on my shoulders and impaled me on all 10” of his fat daddy cock at once. Despite the slam, having his cock open my cunt up so quickly knocked the wind out of me. I yelped loudly and all the other fuckers in the room stopped to stare at us. Tony was still sitting in the chair with Gabe loudly riding his cock, begging for cock. Gabe was so small, Tony just picked him up and plopped him down on the sofa bed next to us. I wasn’t sure it was going to hold all seven of us, but Jake took Ben out of his mouth, then deftly backed up all the way onto Tommy’s cock saying “come on boys, let’s get on the floor and give them the bed.” He pulled Ben by the cock while backing up with Tommy’s dick still inside his cunt. They rearranged themselves on the floor with Jake on his knees, Tommy behind him fucking him doggy style and Ben relaxing, sitting against a chair fucking Jake’s face with his fat boy cock. I looked down at Dad and just grinned at him. I couldn’t believe that the one person I’d always wanted inside me was actually there. I leaned down to kiss Dad and he slapped me again, hard, across the face. He smiled at me and said “I love you Sport. Now I’m gonna fuck ya.” I smiled and swooned inside. He’d always called me Sport since I was a little kid, tousling my hair and taking me fishing or to the movies. I’d been in love with him since I was old enough to get a boner. And I’d been jerking off fantasizing about his cock since then too. Dad put his hand on my chest and pushed me onto my back. He quickly rolled me over without his giant dick ever leaving my fuck chute. I looked to my left and felt Tony doing the same to Gabe. I reached over and made out with Gabe while our fathers proceeded to fuck our slutty cumdumps with their huge Daddy cocks. Dad has a big ass that’s covered in dense hair and I grabbed onto it for dear life. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled his ass toward me to get his 10” all the way into my hole as far as humanly possible. I could feel him knocking on my second sphincter inside my pussy and I wanted him to breed me as far inside as he could. He pulled me away from Gabe, and reached down and kissed me hard on the mouth and whispered “I’m so fucking happy right now, Sport. I don’t think my cock has ever been this fucking hard.” He continued to pound my hole, periodically spitting in my face, slapping me and kissing me hard. At one point, he sat down on the bed and maneuvered his legs straight without his cock leaving my cunt. I knew he was strong, you couldn’t miss his thick pecs covered in beautiful circular swirls of chest hair, but I couldn’t believe how easily he was able to throw me around. Dad sure seemed to know his way around a man cunt. He was going to breed me every day from now on if I had anything to say about it. After we’d been fucking for about 15 minutes, my hole was getting really warmed up and open. I felt an intense lust for Dad’s cock, and my brain was starting to ache for his load. I desperately needed my Dad to breed me full of the cum that had made me. I started to egg him on. “Come on Dad. Give me that fucking load. I need you to flood my guts with cum. Give me a load of my little brothers in my cumdumpster. Fuck me harder!” He got a big grin on his face and said, “you’re so fucking sexy, Sport. I’ve been wanting to breed your pretty ass for as long as I can remember. Now I’m going to get to do it!” He started to speed up and after a minute or two of slamming his cock in and out of my hole, he started to breathe heavily and shoved his cock all the way inside me. I could feel his beautiful cock spitting inside my hole, throbbing with pent up lust and a huge load of sperm, deposited exactly where it needed to be. In his son’s pussy. I wished Dad could make me pregnant and knock me up with his babies. I grabbed onto his ass again and held his cock inside me as I felt it continue to throb, depositing its precious cargo of cum as far inside my ass as it could go. Dad was breathing heavily and rolled onto his back so I was sitting on his cock. I leaned down and kissed him as hard as I’d ever kissed anyone. Bred by my sexy Dad! Achievement unlocked!

Saturday afternoon, I planned to meet up with a fuckbuddy who has a huge cock, probably 9.5 long, and thicker than a red stripe bottle. I arranged for us to meet at this incredibly sleazy, by-the-hour motel where the rooms reek of stale cigarettes and sex. While I was waiting for my fuckbuddy, I was on the apps, NKP, BBRT, and doublelist. There was a guy less than 1000 feet from me with some SN like BBC looking for fun. Of course, I hit him up, since his profile said that he likes thick guys. He comes over, and I let him in. He was a thick guy himself, but his cock was decent. Fuck, I don't care what your cock looks like, so long as you have one. He pulled out his hardening cock, and, after I took a hit from my poppers, I felt him shove his whole cock deep in my mouth. I got him a bit wet, and then he turned me around and slammed me on the bed. I stuck my ass up, and, with only spit for lube, he slid in me. He fucked me for 15 minutes, dropping 2 loads deep in my hole. He pulled out and made me clean him up. By that point, my big-cocked fb was on his way, so the first guy, who's definitely going to become a regular, left. My fb got there, and when I told him I was pre-lubed with 2 loads from another guy, he literally slid in me balls deep and began to destroy my hole. After 15 minutes of his cock in me, having fucked me rougher than I had been fucked in a decade or more, he blew a huge load in me. As is polite, I cleaned him off. The other guy returned and spent another 45 minutes dumping 4 more loads in my ass, which was farmed by my camo jock, which turned him on so much. He also brought a friend who dumped 2 nuts in my hole, and whom I properly cleaned off. All-in-all, a very successful day taking 3 big, black cocks. At least one was poz detectable. I know that much. 9 loads. Not bad for a 2 hour span l.

Hi, Im Lee, and this is my story. I should say up front that I'm not a writer - so please don't expect everything to be themed and told in any sort of order. I started writing this because I was bored out of my fucking mind during lockdown, and I've just written encounters down as I've thought of them. Like I said, my name is Lee. I'm 32 years old and I run a lettings agency in west London. I've owned the business for about seven years now and, though I say it myself, I've made it into a really sucessful business. Outside work I play sport and I volunteer for a couple of charities. Oh, and I'm HIV positive and not on any meds. That's a bit of a long story and I might tell you about that another time. I was diagnosed about seven years ago - just after I had taken over the business. I suppose I felt a number of things when I was diagnosed - some expected and some unexpected. The most unexpected thing was how horny it made me. It seemed like my dick was permanently hard and I just wanted to fuck as many lads as I could - and actually that's more or less what I did and and pretty much what I've been doing ever since. Here's the deal. I don't stealth anyone - any guy who gets my load up his cunt knows he's going to get it. I don't lie either - if anyone asks me about my status I will tell them - but if they don't ask, I don't tell. I'm a top, I love to fuck and I don't like condoms. That's about it really. Well, let's say I'm mostly a top - if the truth be told, the more I've had to drink, the more likely you are to find me with my arse in the air, but I'm a top most of the time. I think I'm an ordinary looking guy but, though I say it myself, I do have quite a sizeable cock and I pack the front of my trousers out pretty well, even when my dick is soft. That's led to a lot of opportunities when I've seen guys checking out - I'm not shy about going for it and pretty soon one thing leads to another. That's true at work too. The business is quite a small business and so I do a lot of the property viewings, inspections and end of tenancy visits myself. We act for a number of landlords and the property portfolio consists of a lot of student flats and houses, some very high end flats and various other properties in and around west London. I know a lot of people think you should't mix business with pleasure but I have to be honest - I've had so much sex through work. You'd be surprised how often I find some lad checking out my crotch when I'm showing a flat. Sometimes its one of a group of students, sometimes it's the father of one of the students and very often it's one half a couple who are viewing a property together - and this applies to both gay and straight couples. When I've finished a viewing, I always give out my card and say if they have any questions or want a second viewing or anything they just need to call me. If I've noticed anyone checking me out, I give them a card with my personal mobile number written on it and you'd be surprised how many calls I get and how many times I get to enjoy a horny bareback fuck with no one any the wiser and more often than not, no questions asked. One time we took on the management of a flat just outside our area in south London. It was a nice flat but the parking around about it was terrible - London parking at it's worst. The first few times I went there I had to park miles away and then I noticed that there was a council estate just on the other side of the block which, unlike everywhere else around it, didn't appear to have controlled parking and I started parking in there. I got a couple of dirty looks from the residents and knew I probably shouldn't continue parking there but it was so convvenient I did - and then one day I got challenged. The guy who challenged me looked to be in his mid 30s - he was slim, dark haired and actually quite good looking. He was obviously nervous and had clearly taken his courage in both hands to challenge me. He was brick red but explained that the parking was for residents only and when people from outside parked there it made it harder for people who lived there. He told me he was a nurse who worked shifts and said it was really inconvenient if he couldn't get parked. When he finished tallkng he looked at me and I could tell he was nervous about my reaction so I smiled at him and told him he was quite right to call me out and I apologised for being selfish and told him I wouldn't park there again. He was a bit taken aback. "Oh, well.....I suppose it's not that big a deal," he said, with a smile. I held out my hand "I'm Lee," I said. He shook my hand. "I'm David". I had noticed him checking out the front of my trousers by now and I could feel my cock growing in my pants. There was no mistaking it now - he was definitely checking me out so I decided to go for it. I spread my legs a bit to give him a better view and he asked nervously if I would like a cold drink as it was such a hot afternoon. I said that would be great and soon I was following him up to the second floor of one of the blocks. I could tell he was nervous as he handed me a (very welcome) cold drink and guessed I would have to make the first move so I pulled him towards me and soon we were kissing. A few minutes later, my pants were down and he was sucking my cock. It was just what I needed and I must say he did it really well. I could easily have let him blow me until I unloaded in his mouth but I wanted to see if he was willing to go any further. I pulled him up and soon I was going down on him. I sucked his cock for a while and then turned him round. He bent over the kitchen counter and I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his arse. Along with fucking, licking arse is definitely my favourite thing. I love pulling a guys cheeks apart and pushing my tongue right up him, knowing that I'm soon going to be pushing my raw cock up there. David's arse was a little hairy and I enjoyed licking it and judging by the moans he was giving out, he was enjoying it as much as me. I stood up and began to rub my cock against his hole. He pulled back then. "Oh...." he said, "I can't....I...I've got a partner..." His voice tailed off as I pushed the head of my cock against his arse again. "I really want to fuck you," I said and he moaned. I knew he wanted it too but then he said "We have to use a condom." I told him I didn't like condoms and he moaned again. "I....I can't,,,,,not without a condom." I told him that was fine and said I totally respected his decision and said we didn't have to fuck. I've found to this to be a very effective strategy over the years in getting lads to fuck without a condom - especially when they're really horny for it as this guy was - I've found that so many safe only guys will fuck bare rather than miss out on a fuck if they're horny enough and this guy was no exception. He said hesitatingly "Well, maybe just for a little while...."and a few minutes later he was bent over the kitchen table and my bare cock was pushing up his arse. He pushed his arse out further and moaned as I began to fuck him. "Oh fuck!" he moaned, "Fuck me.....fuck me!" I could tell he was really horny and guessed that his boyfriend probably hadn't given him one for a while. He was still moaning as I began to fuck him harder and I guessed that he hadn't expected to end up bent over the kitchen table with his pants down and a bare cock up his arse when he came out to speak to me about parking on the estate. I was enjoying every minute of the fuck, expecting him to ask me to pull out soon but he didn't. I was getting close now and told him so but he didn't react and I kept fucking him. After another ten or twelve thrusts I could feel myself starting to cum and I told him so. "Do it..." he moaned, "Fucking do it!" I hadn't cum for several days and seconds later I was pumping what I knew was a massive load up his arse. It felt like I was never going to stop cumming - I really bred him. When I had pulled out he stood up and mopped his brow with his T shirt. "I really needed that!" he said with a grin. Then he reddened a bit and said he didn't normally cheat on his partner like this. I said we're all human and he grinned again. I don't think it occurred to him that I had just pumped a toxic load up him. I didn't have to visit that particular flat for a while after that but a few months later I was doing the property inspection and I parked on the council estate again. When I returned to my car, a group of four lads in trackie bottoms and T shirts who looked to be in their late teens or early twenties were drinking in an entrance way just beside it. As I approached my car they started shouting at me and calling me a posh cunt and telling me to fuck off out their estate. I'm not easily intimidated so I tried to ignore them and got into my car and started it up. They were making wanking signs now and as I moved off one of them, a dark haired lad in a football top, turned round, dropped his pants and bared his arse at me. I grinned - he had a nice arse - and then just as I had pulled away there was a crash as one of the other lads threw a full can of beer at my car with some force. I was not grinning now and kept driving. I stopped a few miles away to survey the damage - the rear light of the car was smashed and the bodywork dented quite badly. I was really pissed off - I was proud of my car and I had bought it when the business started to make some money - but much as I love cars, I understand they are inanimate objects and can be repaired so I just booked it in to a body repair shop. It wasn't cheap. I didn't park on the council estate again - I guess you could say I had finally learned my lesson - and I found somewhere to park a bit further away on the edge of some woodland. It was about three weeks later that I was walking back to my car when I heard someone calling to me. I turned round and saw it was one of the lads from the council estate - a tall blond lad. I didn't want any trouble so I started walking faster. "Wait," he called and then added "Please." I turned round and he caught up with me. "I'm sorry," he said "I just wanted to say I'm sorry." he said. "It was stupid and I'm really sorry I did it." I realised he was telling me it was him who threw the can at my car. I was really tempted to tell him to fuck off but I could see in his eyes that he genuinely seemed to be troubled about what had happened. He was a bit nervous now "Look," he said, "I don't have any money, but maybe I could buy you a drink or something?" I looked at him and he reddened "Just to say sorry, you know." I relented "How about I buy you one?" I said and a few minutes later we were in a bar on the main road near the estate. I bought him a lager and myself a soft drink (I was driving) and we talked. He told me his name was Robert and he was 20. He was employed part time but didn't earn very much money and he had recently split up with his girlfriend. On the second drink he told me that he had a two year old daughter but his ex girlfriend was being difficult and not allowing him proper access. He told me he was really sorry he had behaved like such a prick and wished he could pay for the damage to my car. I told him not to worry about it - It was repaired and I was not concerned about it. On the third drink he asked about me and did not seem particulary surprised when I told him I was gay. He asked if I had a partner and I told him I didn't. Robert picked up his lager which was half full and downed it in one. He grinned and said he needed to go for a piss. I said I did too and we made our way to the toilet. Soon we were standing at the urinal together and I could see Robert was checking out my cock as he pissed like a racehorse. A short time later we were in a cubicle and Robert was sitting on the toilet and I was standing in front of him. He unzipped my smart work trousers and pulled them down along with my pants and soon he was sucking my cock. He sucked me quite well and I couldn't help wondering just how straight he was. He certainly did not resist when I pulled him up. I wanked him for a while and then motioned to him to turn round. WIthout a word, he turned round, pulled his pants right down and bent over the toilet. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hole. It wasn't very fresh, but in fairness he probably hadn't been expecting anyone to stick their tongue up it and I didn't really care anyway. I licked his arse for a while and then reached into my pocket for the little pack of lube I always have somewhere about my person. Robert did not resist as I pushed my cock into him - he just gave a little grunt and soon my cock was right up him. I began to fuck him - turned on by the tightness of his arse and the fact that we were fucking in the toilet of a run down straight pub. The toilet was not very clean and it smelled very strongly of piss, but somehow this just turned me on even more and before long I was getting close to cumming. "I'm close," I panted and he asked if I was going to cum in him. "Do you want me to?" I asked and he nodded. I didn't hold back and soon I was pumping a nice big load of cum into his arse. When I had finished cumming, Robert stood up, took hold of his cock and began to wank. I fingered his cummy hole as he wanked and before long he was shooting a big load of cum down the tiled wall of the cubicle. He griined at me. "You've done that before!" I said and he shrugged "Now and then" he said. "Do you like it?" I asked and Robert nodded and grinned at me again. I didn't have cause to visit that area for a while after that and the only other time I visited the council estate was one afternoon when I badly needed to piss. I remembered there a little wooded area behind a brick shed on the estate and I figured that it wouldn't do any harm just to quickly take a piss there on the way past - and to be honest it was either that or wet my pants and I didn't want to do that. A few minutes later I was mid way through a much needed piss behind the shed when I sensed that I was not alone. I turned and found a dark haired young lad of about 18 or 19 watching me. He was dressed in a polo shirt and work trousers and I saw from his badge that his name was Reece and he was part of the council's Estate Services Team. I had seen members of the team on the estate now and then, cleaning and tidying the garden areas. Reece was staring openly at my cock and I pulled back a bit to give him a better view as I finished pissing. It wasn't long before my cock was in his mouth and I was enjoying a really good blow job. This lad may have been young but he certainly knew what he was doing - it was one of the best blow jobs I had had in ages. I let him suck me for a while longer and then pulled him up. He didn't take much persuading to drop his pants for me and soon he was leaning against the brick shed, his work trousers and his white underpants at his knees and my cock up his arse. He told me he wanted it hard and I gave it to him hard, before shooting my toxic load deep into his unprotected young arse. Shortly after this encounter, the landlord put his flat on the market and I had no cause to visit that area again - but I certainly had some horny fun when I was there and, as always, enjoyed every minute of it. I've also quite enjoyed writing this - if you like it, I'll write some more.

I totally agree, that would suck from the bottoms perspective. I'm just giving the logic not condoning it.

I was back at my Alma mater a few years ago for a football game. We finished up tailgating and everyone had gone home. I was still too drunk to drive. So, I decided I would stroll along campus, and revisit the bathroom where I gave my first ever blow job. I was not disappointment. I took the last stall and waiting for the "foot tap". I got one a beautiful near 7in white hot cock. I swallowed him whole and had him moaning in no time. I pulled off and whispered if he wanted some ass. He leaped to his feet and joined me in my stall. He had me bent over the toilet in no time flat. He pit on his cock and added some to my bare hole, and he very slowly sunk that this 7inch bare cock. He pumped his thick dick in my cunt and grunted out he was going to breed me. I pushed back as I could feel his cock throb in my pussy. He zipped up and told me thank you. When he opened the door there stood a specimen of a black god. He asked for seconds. He told me he was watching over the top and he had to have some hot daddy ass. I was 38 at the time. He unfurled his thick 8in black dick and slid in me with ease as I had spit and um in my well fucked hole. He fucked me hard with vengeance and I gripped the toilet for support. He had to fuck me for at least 10 minutes before he added his thick cum to my cunt. When he zipped and left. I closed the door and locked it. I sat for moment as cum dripped out of me. I cleaned up a little and left the evidence sitting in the toilet while I decided to go check a few more of cruising haunts.

Not every top can cum multiple times so those that cannot, at orgies they tend to fuck and not cum as to maximize the number of bottoms they can fuck.

This past Saturday at a gay bar and then the sex club. One guy fucked me in the semi darkroom at the bar with others watching. Then went to the sex club and took at least 12 (lost count) different cocks and loads in my slut ass! My ass got wrecked good and was sore for a couple days but felt great! Will be going back tomorrow night to get fucked and filled some more!

"i'm deep in your guts, Luke, feel me slicing you up inside?" Luke, the son of one of my fitness clients couldn't answer of course, since my hand was clamped over his face. His slender young body writhing under me told me he knew exactly where I was though I'm sure he wouldn't feel me turning his insides to a gooey, receptive mush. "this time, I'm gonna knock you up, plant my goodness in you" Luke had quickly turned into an eager chaser since our first fuck, just after his birthday, but his body was proving surprisingly resilient to my strain. We both wanted it in him and to see it take him over. I was slamming into him hard now, always surprised at how much punishment he could take, my balls slapping the fitness mat below us each time, eager to inject liquid death into this dumb fuck. My tongue was in his ear as I whispered "so close.....my seed needs to feed off you...let me in" At that, I felt him milking my shaft as his own young cock ejected its weak load into the mat, tipping me over the edge ad causing me to wrap my bicep round his neck, flexing it round his throat, only to be released a minute later as the last of my load found a safe home in its new host. I released his flaccid head from my grip and let my body slump on his, my cock surrounded in the delicious soup that it had made within him... ----- A few hours later and Luke had shuffled off home and I was working out at home, stripped to my briefs when there was a knock at the door. Josh, my new neighbour, was stood outside looking nervous and sexy as hell. We'd barely exchanged a few sentences in the month or so that he had lived in his late twin brother's flat with his wife Sarah. The fact that I was fucking Sarah a few times a week and had a pair of Josh's sexy little boxer briefs by my bed was nether hear nor there! I opened the door wide, lounged against the frame filling the doorway with my size. At 5'5'' and skinny as a rake, I towered over Josh, at least twice his weight. He looked hot in his cycling gear, a tiny bulge in his black shorts. "oh, sorry,... i've disturbed you", he stuttered, staring at somewhere between my stomach and pecs. "Nah, just working out. You ok bud, been out for a ride?" "Yeh, but Sarah's out, dunno where and I'm locked out" "oh shit" "I couldn't come in, use your phone could I?" "hmmmm. not sure about that bud....lockdown rules an' all..." His face fell until he finally looked up and saw me grining. "I won't tell if you don't!" he laughed and I stood aside, though not fully, so that his lycra clad arse brushed my thighs as he walked past.....

Room 1107: Round 2 My phone rang and it was Tim. I gave him the room number and when I opened the door, there stood Tim, his dad and a nerdy twink. "Hey, this is the guy I told you about, Cole. He's mostly a bottom but was eager to try topping a chaser" Tim said. His dad looked at me a little suspiciously but didn't say anything other than a somber "Hi." "Hi Cole. Only two rules tonight, have fun and drop at least one load in the guy" I said. "Thanks..." Cole replied, staring at me intensely. A few seconds later he added "Uh... you look familiar." I thought I knew what he was talking about but I played coy. "Tim said you live in our building, so you've probably seen me heading in or out whenever I get out of my cave" I said chuckling, trying to break the ice. "Yeah, must be" he replied but the look in his eyes told me it was from another time. Maybe he did remember me walking down the hall after I fucked his dad. The three came in and started to strip. I spent most of my time watching Cole. He wasn't the type of guy I ever hooked up with. At 18, he was too young. His face was still covered in peach fuzz, not a beard or any real facial hair. His light brown hair was a little long on top with the sides closely cropped. A small stud earring adorned his left ear and as he got naked I found that was the only decoration on his pasty, white, thin body. The only other hair I saw was under his pits and his pubes. Thankfully he didn't shave those too and look even younger. For a moment I thought about asking for an ID, just to make sure he was legal, but decided to take Tim's word for it. His cock was soft and small and I hoped he was going to be able to get hard and fuck. I hadn't noticed Tim's dad head toward the bottom guy and only realized he was taking the first turn when the bottom grunted as the dad pulled the butt plug out of the bottom's ass. Seconds later, Tim's dad's bare cock was sliding into the slightly sloppy hole. I watched a moment and then glanced over at Tim and Cole. They were standing there watching Tim's dad fuck, stroking their cocks and soon Tim was egging him on. "Breed the fucker, dad. Knock his neg ass up" Tim called out. I wondered if Tim found it weird to watch his dad fuck, but then remembered Tim saying he had fucked his dad a few times after he converted so probably not. Most of the time I had seen Tim's dad in the bathhouse, he was bottoming. There were only one or two times I could remember seeing him top. It looked like he was having fun fucking the bottom guy, though. He drilled hard then softer, fast then slower. I watched the dad's butt flex which made the biohazard tat on his ass contort. We had a couple hours to get the four of us to drop a load or two, so there wasn't a rush but Tim's dad seemed to have a sense of urgency to his fuck. Sure enough, a few minutes later he was emptying his balls into the bottom with just a few grunts and groans. There was no drama to it, he just did his job and saved the emotion for someone he actually cared about. Tim pushed Cole gently towards the bed and I could see the nervousness in his whole body. His dick was hard, though, and the bottom had plenty of lube. He looked around and saw the three of us watching him but the bottom still had his face buried in the bed. "You got this. Poz his ass up" Tim said, trying to reassure him. Cole lined his dick up, took a deep breath and shoved his cock in. The moan that came out of Cole was surprising since it had a little bit of a sinister growl to it. All of his unsure demeanor when he walked in seemed to melt away once he felt that neg hole wrapped around his cock. He started plowing, going slow for the first few thrusts and then picked up his speed quickly after that. Moving closer to Tim, I asked in a whisper "first time topping?" and Tim shook his head no, and then showed two then three fingers while shrugging his shoulders. With the guy's loose hole, I could tell Cole was pulling all the way out and then driving back in to the root each time. Many inexperienced guys have problems lasting before they shoot and Cole was no different. From the moment he slid his dick in to the point where he yelled out "FUCK!" and pumped his newly charged seed into the guy was less than ten minutes. The twink that walked away was a very different twink that nervously dipped his cock into the bottom. He had done his first group fuck and proved to himself he wasn't too nervous to perform. Cole walked back towards us exuding confidence and had a huge grin on his face. Tim high-fived him as he went to take his turn. I saw Cole's cock hard for the first time and he was one of those in the "grower" category. Hard, he was at least six and a half inches, uncut, plump and veiny. Tim was not lacking in confidence and started by stuffing a pair of fingers into the bottom guy's ass and coating them with slime. Moving up to the bottom's head, he fed the cum covered fingers to the bottom who eagerly licked them clean before muttering "oh fuck." I guessed that the coppery taste told him just how fucked he was at this point and the day was only half over. Tim chuckled and took his place and then grabbed the bottom's legs and twisted, barking out "On your back, pig." The bottom rolled over and raised his muscular legs which Tim positioned on his shoulders. He stared down and smiled just before he pushed his cock in. Unlike the two before him, he took his time fucking the bottom. Tim and I had never talked about what he liked to do for sex. I assumed at our first meeting he was just a bottom that wanted to get pozzed up like his buddy from college. But I'd seen more of his top side once my bug had taken hold of his body. He must have been versatile all of his short sex life and all I had seen was him getting what he wanted. I wouldn't call him selfish, but he knew what he wanted and made sure he was satisfied and less concerned about his partner. Tim's movements were that of a seasoned top, with confidence and determination. In fact, he looked to be a lot more comfortable fucking the bottom than his dad did. "God, all that poz jizz feels so good on my dick" he said, slamming his cock into the bottom. "It might even be swimmin' in your blood right now" he continued. A few more hard thrusts and he added "No turnin back now. In a few weeks you're gonna have poison in those balls." Tim gave the guy's balls a firm squeeze before thrusting in hard. The bottom whimpered and if he didn't know his fate this morning, he did now. Tim began to pound the guy's ass, leaning forward and pushing his legs back. Their eyes were locked and the bottom began to whimper and whine louder. "oh... fuuuckkk... oh my god... oh shit... Please..." the bottom cried out. "Please what? Pull out?" Tim asked quietly. "No... Nooo... Please... Breed me... Breed... Me... HARD!" the bottom begged. On cue, Tim planted his cock in deep and let his toxic cum flood the guy. Both of them moaned loudly as Tim's balls emptied their viral juice into his gut. He had fucked longer than his dad and Cole combined and looked ready for more. He stayed inside a few moments and then pulled his cock out and walked back towards the rest of us with a look of satisfaction on his face. No one said anything and it was then that I saw the tattoo on Tim's pec for the first time. It looked really good on him and I liked the symbolism of the black widow spider instead of using the standard scorpion or biohazard symbol. It looked even more sinister with the fresh black ink and the marks indicating each of his victims. I looked at it a moment too long and Cole nudged me to break me out of my trance and head to add my second load into the bottom. Runninbkbb laid there on the bed, holding his legs back and offering up his well bred pussy for another fuck. I slid in easier this time than in the earlier session, no doubt aided by more cum and the other cocks that had stretched him out. Once inside deep, I hammered him for half a minute and pulled out, shoving three fingers into the gaping hole. Twisting them around, I let my fingernails dig in, giving another entrance for our bugs to invade his helpless body. He groaned loudly but didn't fight me off. A half dozen twists of my wrist later and I drove my cock back in. My body leaned over him, my hands braced on his legs while my hips began to roll. The strokes got longer and harder and the bottom started to grunt each time I slammed into him. I kept drilling him like this for fifteen or more minutes, varying the speed and going from hard to harder with my thrusts. When I felt my balls start to tighten, I slowed down the pace but rammed in even harder. I leaned in, getting my face less than a foot from his and snarled. "What you want, fucker? More of this dick or the virus inside my balls?" I growled. "Both, sir!" he yelled back. I chuckled and replied "Right answer, pig" before pounding him fast and deep. The bed was squeaking and he was slowly moving to the center of the bed. I was following him though and when I couldn't wait any longer, I drove in to the base and let the cum fly. The bottom let out a cry as my cock throbbed and added to the demon seed already inside him. Each spurt shot in deep, past his battered inner ring. The bottom's cock was oozing cum all over his stomach and his ass was milking as much of my jizz as he could get. All of my fears of him canceling or not being able to take it were for naught. He was just as committed as we were. I pulled my still hard cock out and backed away. Tim's dad moved in for his second fuck and I found myself next to Cole. He turned to me as the dad grunted while bottoming out. Cole grinned and said quietly "I'd love to watch you fuck my dad like that. He's into darker guys." "Oh, how do you know what he likes?" I asked. "He's forgotten to close all the browser windows and clear the history on the laptop. It's kinda hot to see what kind of porn he watches and sites he visits" he replied with a wicked grin. Tim's dad growled out, seeding the bottom a second time. Cole licked his lips before he walked over to the bottom and shoved his cock in, pounding him right away. Like before, he didn't last long and in less than five minutes was dumping more of his fresh poz twink seed into the bottom guy. With the last pulses finished, Cole slapped the bottom's ass and said "Enjoy the flu" before walking back to our group. Tim pulled the bottom back to the edge of the bed, stuffing his rigid shaft back inside. He drilled with renewed energy, jabbing his cock in one direction for a few strokes then changing it up. Like before, he lasted longer than Cole and his dad, but this was shorter than his earlier fuck. With another load planted inside, Tim laughed and said "That's one hungry poz cumdump." He pulled out and walked back to us, giving each a fist pump. With no one coming over to fuck him again, the bottom let his legs down and then rolled on to his stomach in the middle of the bed. Tim and Cole went into the bathroom and I heard some giggling over the sound of the shower. When they came out I had just finished brushing the bottom's hole for the second time. The bristles on the brush were now dark pink as was the cum dripping out of the hole. The three of them got dressed and I tossed on my pair of shorts before glancing at my phone to see how long we had before the next guys would be there. I plugged the bottom's phone in, having drained a lot of battery while filming the action. So far I'd gotten pics and videos of each dick that went in the bottom's hole and the cum filled hole that they had wrecked. I needed to recharge too and I laid back on the bed for a quick nap.

Went to Buena Vista Park last night to try my luck. Been there twice and nothing happened, but three time's a charm. The action mainly happened on a wooden path with a row of railing. I grabbed the first cock I saw, kneeled down and sucked it passionately. Couldn't really tell the identity of the guy, but he had an average cock that's just right to start off. After a few minutes, I dropped my pants and turned my butt to him, leaning on the railing. He put his cock inside my pre-lubed ass easily. A big crowd gathered to us, as we were fucking alongside two other guys. Line was formed, as tops were waiting for their turn. The first guy stopped and moved on to the bottom next to me. A shorter middle aged white guy walked up to me, held my hand to his cock confidently. It was a rock hard fat 8.5. I sloppily sucked his fresh tasting meat, then shoved it right into my ass as I took a few deep hits of poppers. He penetrated my hole for about 15 minutes, then pulled it out and said he needed a break. A younger Asian guy with a 6 inch quickly put his dick inside me right after the 2nd guy pulled out. While not being nearly as big, he made it up with skill and passion. The crowd grew bigger as we both made a lot of noises. He moaned loudly as he flooded my hole with the first load of the night- the cum flow onto my legs and pants like a stream. I was about to wipe it off and take a break, but a taller, fit asian guy held me against the railing, pressing his thick 7 inch into me. He was the most aggressive top for the night, calling me a dirty slut and names. "You like being raped like this don't you?" He said, while raping my hole like a mad dog. He lasted pretty long and was wearing me out, until he donated his sperm inside my hole. I pulled my pants up and was ready to leave, a tall older white guy came and politely asked if he could fuck me. I touched his cock and felt a big 8 inch, so I dropped my pants again and let him claimed that ass. In about an hour, I took 5 dicks and 2 loads. Before I called an Uber, a handsome blonde, blue eyed doctor on BBRT said he would love to use a wet used hole like mine. I went to his place, he was waiting naked with a hard nice average cock. I get naked and get on all four, as he aggressively fucked me in doggy. He came pretty quickly, we cuddled for a bit. We started kissing, his cock got hard again. We fucked in missionary for the rest of the hour.

As a bottom / cumdump I often get the question. Are you smooth or just hairy? Recently I started having a mix of both hairy butt with a smooth hole But how do you prefer a bottoms pussy? Or if you are a bottom, what works best for you?

I remember when I came out as a barebacking slut, I did it by including it in the postscript of my Christmas card yearly update. I put it at the bottom of the letter, so I could find out who was actually reading my letter each year....... o_O

I came out a shockingly long time ago (I'm 56 and was 16 when I came out, it'll be 40 years next May, 2021). When bareback wasn't a thing because it was just called "fucking a hot guy up the ass." Basic Coming Out Stuff (Be a good boy and listen to Daddy OK!?) 1. Be true to yourself. Be honest with yourself about who you are, what you want out of life (to remain single, be partnered, be poly, whatever). Realize that these things WILL change as you get older. I used to be MUCH more of a slut than I am now (before Covid) and I have to accept that I'm not as active as I used to be. This is partly because my interests have changed and partly because my body is different than it was when I was 20. I also didn't discover kinks until I was almost 30. 2. Be open and honest with people who care about you. If someone rejects you because you're queer, don't make time for them in your life. And tell them why you're cutting them out of your life. Then do it. Set limits with difficult people. This can sometimes be a family member and be very painful, but it's necessary for your own sense of self and well being. Create a chosen family around you. I have friends now that have been treasured parts of my life for 25-30 years (my oldest friend and I have known each other since 1977!) and I can't imagine them not being in my life, even if we live far from each other now. 3. If someone rejects you, they may come back and apologize to you later. Let them do this graciously unless they're toxic in other ways (sociopathic, narcissistic). If they're toxic, accept their apology but don't let them back into your life. Again, be firm, set limits. 4. Find someone a bit older (maybe a lot older) who can help mentor you. I wish now that I had had someone to do this for me when I was a young adult. I made some questionable choices (as many young adults do) and knowing someone with more experience might've tempered my rashness and poor decision making. Sex Stuff 1. No one but the people you're fucking need to know your sexual predilections, kinks and preferences. Tell them you're gay, but they don't need details. Particularly family members. They'll figure out quickly enough what your type is when you come home with similar people (looks, age, etc) four times. 2. Run people (especially your family) on a need to know basis. Your parents and other family members have a right NOT to know certain things, like your kinks. Do you really want your Mom picturing you getting pissed on? I love piss play but that was absolutely not necessary (and she's now dead). In other words, your family doesn't need to know you're a barebacker. It's simply not relevant to your relationship with them. If you have a sibling or cousin near your age consider that they don't tell their parents/family about how they like to fuck or what they're into. If they routinely tell this sort of information, they lack boundaries and good sense. 3. If someone rejects you because of your kinks and sexual predilections, they're not worth your time. People WILL do this, and you can't get too worked up about it. It's just not worth it. Say, for example, a hot guy wants to fuck you but you insist on bareback and he says "condoms only." You have a right to make that choice for yourself, as does he. Say goodbye, and let it go. 4. If a family member discovers (or pries into) your kinks and sexual preferences, read them the riot act. You have a right to privacy and as queers our sexuality is what distinguishes us from straight people. BUT straight people don't have a right (even family members) to ask questions like "are you a top or a bottom?" It's NONE of their business. If someone asked me that I would say "which are you?" It'll throw them for a loop. Hope that's helpful. You sounded dejected about people's responses which puzzles me. I thought the responses were useful if short. So I'm going to send this to you in a DM in case you didn't see it here. Much of what I've said here is my experience written down. But I would also encourage you to listen to Dan Savage's podcast "Savage Love," (it's also a column in alternative papers and online at www.thestranger.com). Dan is smart and funny and empathetic and has helped me shape what I think about sex and relationships. Finally, if you think you need help sorting this stuff out, find a queer positive/sex positive therapist! Therapy is the BEST THING I ever did for myself, hands down! (This is a useful resource for finding a therapist: [think before following links] https://www.aasect.org/referral-directory)

Thanks very much for your info Sir, which is very informative. Likewise, all of the vids I've posted to Pornhub and xTube over the years have been deleted. I wrote them and received this reply: "Thank you for contacting us. Please be informed that we only accept content uploads from verified users." That being said I'm not sure what a "verified user" is or how to achieve it, unless it's meaning that I have to pay for the site now in order to post. Some of my vids were as lame as me hanging tit clamps and showing people how to work nips. I'd hardly find that to be porn, but then again in today's world... Thanks again.

As you may know GMail has had a couple of outages the past few days. This has resulted in email bounce notifications from my mail server, which then got ingested by a script I run to turn off emails for email addresses that are bouncing. So if you're on GMail, you may see a notice here that you need to reconfirm your email address. If you don't do that you won't get any more emails from Breeding Zone.

Mmmmm yasss! Love no limit Tops that understand that it is not just about fucking and cumming. Tops that understand that it is about owning the boi pussy and making it yours by emptying every last drop of nut in a bitch until your dick is dry heaving.

At the beach which is known for cruising and for gay couples to hang out. I was n my stomach, sunning my back, with my speedos off. An older gentleman, guessing 50s-60s, came up to me, sat down, and started talking. He had a dad bod, but like a fit dad bod, looked like he lifted weights, all muscle-y in the right places. He looked to be about 6ft, 200-something lbs. He was bald and had a full, silver colored, goatee. He sounded like a tourist, with his gravelly, southern drawl. As we’re talking, he reaches into my open gym bag, takes out my tanning oil, and starts applying it to my back, working down to my ass. Next thing I know, he has two fingers buried to his knuckles in my hole as he’s playing with my p-spot. I couldn’t stand it any longer so I grab my shit, and quickly go behind some large rocks and bushes. He follows me and grabs me by the back of my neck and starts fucking my throat. He had me choking and gagging until my eyes are blood shot, tears streaming down my face, my stomach churning ready hurl my iced mocha. He stands me up, leans me over a Boulder, and pours more oil on my ass and all over his cock. He pretty thick but not super rigid. He places the head of his cock against my hole and leans into me. I let out a whimper and bite my lower lip. When he doesn’t make much progress, he grabs my hips and pulls me in hard until he’s buried balls deep in me. He holds himself in me for a minute, then starts slow fucking me. As he slowly builds speed, he stands me up. I push my ass out as he has his has my neck in a loose choke hold in the crook of his elbow. With his other hand, he starts stroking my semi-hard dick. I try to swat his hand away but he’s insistent on playing with me. The whole time, he spitting the most vile, racist shit at me, and it made me so sexually hot. He growled in my ear about how he raped his first skinny small dicked Asian boy when he was stationed in Thailand with the Air Force and he was hooked on Asian boys ever since. He more he talked, the harder he fucked until my feet practically left the ground every time he slammed into me. His fat cock churning against my p-spot and his oiled hand working my had me cumming in no time. He stopped for a second has he squeezed out my nut, the threw me down on the towel on the ground and got on me. He put my ankles on his shoulders and fucked me like he was trying to pound me into the sand, the whole time he kept going on about his Asian boi fetish. It was like he was trying to relive every fuck he ever had in his head while his dick was wrapped tightly by my guts. Finally, his eyes clenched shut and I felt his dick explode inside me. His cum was hot, like scalding hot. I felt his cock spasm inside me about a dozen times before he collapsed on me. It took him about 10 minutes to catch his breath. We trade numbers and we meet up again at his hotel later that night. But that’s a story for another time....

I'm up for fucking and breeding an ass hole whether its smooth or hairy; what matters is that the bottom is wanting to be fucked, and fucked for a very long time

I read on a few blogs that Xtube has been removing vids from regular posters without their consent. Also a few said they could only upload paid content. Which isn't entirely true as I still see some free uploads. But quite a few of my favs have announced they will stop uploading and refer to their OF or other paid platforms. As I see it Xtube is shooting itself in the foot. Pity.

Thank you very much. I appreciate the kind words. Even thou I was injured and made sick, I didn't want to let a stupid reckless top stop me from learning about fisting. I bought several books on anal fisting and ass play / anal sex to learn. I talked to experienced people that have been topping and bottoming for many years and share experiences and best practices. I want to share a few things so people stop and think... #1 When stoned, drunk or high you will have no idea you're hurt or injured until it is too late. You need to have a clear head to call 911 and get an ambulance. #2 When injured seeking immediate medical help will help you survive your injury. Be honest with medical professionals. Lying to a medical professional means they are left guessing what is wrong and it will slow you being treated. #3 Alcohol and drugs will thin your blood a lot and make you bleed and bleed. You will not clot like you're suppose to. #4 There is NO home treatment for a ruptured bowel. If you ruptured your bowel or have an intestinal tear you need SURGERY immediately. #5 No body cares at the ER that you're gay. They just want to save your life and help. Is it embarrassing ... yes but so what and who cares... #6 Can you rupture your bowels from a large or long toy? YES. Be careful, don't rush. Use LOTS or lube then use more. Being numb from drugs just means you're gambling with your life. Moving up in toy size either length or width means do it with a clear head, when you have plenty of time and you have taken the time to prep. #7 A clear and calm head space will let you enjoy your play session and let you take more and do more when you body says "ok" and is ready. #8 Moving up in size on toys is a slow process (and I mean slow). Allow yourself the chance to relax, expand and enjoy the new feelings and experiences is very important. I have been in the fisting community for over 12 years and make it a point to share knowledge and experiences to help others learn. I have posted under an thread on here about some of the best written material on fisting. Please feel free to ask me anything and I will respond as quick as I can.

Yes, impale the little bitch from both ends. Or break his tiny cunt wide open with both cocks at once.

Thanks, for the ride, I just loved the story from the beginning to the end, understand it had to end sometime but will miss the life on Hibiscus Drive. Just to put a bit pressure on you. I am looking forward to your new story because you will start a new one right.

Part 30 - The Mists of March Two years after brought everyone to back together for the wedding of Dexter of Alberto in Atlanta where Dexter had now set up home with Alberto. Dexter had sent two flight tickets to his parents inviting them, he was unsure initially if they would come but here they were sitting in the front row more out of curiosity than anything. The unconventional ceremony where Dexter and Alberto would walk together behind the two ring bearers, Nathan who was 9 years old and the 7 year old Mateo. Carrington acting as Alberto's best man and Conrad as Dexter's. Reaching the top Mateo turned and waved to his father and took his other father's, Carrington's hand. Charlie smiled and waved back whilst Nathan walked round and held hands with Charlie his other father, he turned and waved to his uncles Conrad and Harry whom he adored so much. Adopted by Carrington and Charlie six months ago and the process helped along by Charlie's involvement at the Children's hospital. Joyce had approached Charlie one evening asking if they were considering adoption and the following day he and Carrington went with Joyce to the foster home and took the boys a couple of weekends then every weekend and finally six months ago they formally adopted them. It wasn't all plain sailing, Nathan would sit there quietly half expecting any day to be moved on to another home. When the boys were taken to England Nathan spent much time with Conrad helping him in the gardens of the manor whilst Mateo learnt to swim with Charlie in the pool. Nathan had been in foster care all his life moving from one family to another or spending time at the home and he ad given up on a family adopting him. The transition to a family life really only hit home after spending time with his uncle that Conrad insisted he should call him did Nathan realise that this time it looked like the real deal. He had always remained a little distant with Charlie and Carrington shying away from affection. When Carrington returned from work he would send Mateo in to the gardens to find his brother. Mateo had immediately bonded with his new parents and even though Nathan found him a little overbearing at times they soon became close and he loved having a little brother. On the the return flight from their first visit to England Carrington and Charlie were still anxious about Nathan settling in. He sat next to Carrington on the flight and glanced over at Charlie and Mateo who were playing games on the in flight entertainment system. Slowly unbuckling his seat belt he climbed over the seat sitting on Carrington's lap cuddling him, Carrington smiled and kissed him on the head then put on some cartoons that they watched together until Nathan fell asleep snuggled up against Carrington. Charlie looked over and Carrington and smiled then down at Mateo who was stretched out on his seat fast asleep. The two boys loved their Friday night sleep overs with their grandfathers and would play for hours around the grounds of Barclay House with them. Charlie and Carrington would turn up on Saturday morning joining them for breakfast then spending the day all together. Keeping them grounded was a challenge since Mason and Rico loved to spoil them as did Charlie's parents whenever they took them over to Australia. Life as everyone knew it settled down in to routines and time floated by, Adam and Jamal were married but there was still a little bit of bed hopping going on with the exception of Carrington who still only had eyes for Charlie. Alberto fell in love with England on his first visit with Dexter especially Hibiscus drive and they would often form a foursome with Harry and Conrad. It was early March two years after Dexter and Alberto got married that events took a turn. Simon and Sean had brought a little place in San Francisco having fallen in love with the city and spent much of their time between there and Sardinia. Caught up in an incident Simon took a bullet in the crossfire and fell instantly to the ground, Sean was by his side when he passed away late Thursday evening. Conrad stepped out on the terrace looking at the mist that lied low over the manor grounds, the sun just visible through the mist he kissed Harry good bye on his way to the office. Conrad shivered dressed only in a t-shirt and boxers. Felix walked outside with Beth who was in tears, he studied the look on Felix's face and suddenly going all cold he knew something bad had happened. Before Felix could muster up to tell him Moham's helicopter suddenly appeared making a dangerous landing through the mist. Conrad looked back at Felix 'Simon?' he asked and Felix nodded wiping his eyes. Moham came running up on to the terrace, Conrad dropped his cup going numb from fingers to toes, Moham rushed over putting his arms around Conrad holding him tightly. Mason answered the phone sleepily and listened sitting up in bed, Charlie in the background was obviously distressed concerned about Conrad. Rico realised something was wrong and quickly up to speed he called for the private jet and to prepare for a flight to the England. He was called back within half an hour advising they had a slot secured at Farnborough airport. Within two hours Carrington, Charlie, Dexter and Alberto were in the air having dropped the boys off at their grandfathers. Back at Hibiscus Adam and Harry had arrived back and found Conrad being comforted by Jamal, Moham was busy on the phone and walked in telling them the body was being flown home as they spoke and Sean is accompanying him. The call that Moham dreaded he would have to make to the solicitors was made and he took over power of attorney until the will was read. He now faced the task of calling Simon's mother Sally to pass on the news. Simon had pre-warned Moham that his family would show up. The next couple of days were hard for everyone but Conrad was fairing okay having gone through this Jack he was made of sterner stuff despite only being 25 now. Conrad and Charlie spent many hours walking and talking in the gardens, his words almost signifying this was the end of his life at the manor and doing the work he loved most. It was strange since the manor had become a focal point where everyone met up or stayed when they got together. They walked back up to house hearing several cars pulling up in to the driveway. Inside the front doors opened and Sally walked in with her interior designer, dressed in a black dress with a small hat and pathetic attempt at a veil. "Start drawing up plans to make this more like a an opulent house" Sally said. "What are you doing in my sons house?" Sally demanded to know looking at Conrad and Charlie. Conrad stared at her "I live here I am, was his gardener" he replied. "Yes was, get out of my house now" Sally said walking past him, "And take any others that are here". Charlie took his arm and led him upstairs quickly packing his and Harry's clothes they left the manor heading back to number 8. Despite all the arguing that went on between Sally and Simon's solicitors over where he was to be buried she had no say in the matter and he was to be laid to rest next to Jack in the church yard down the road. Moham gave instructed Sally that she was not to touch anything in the manor until after the reading, he was also keeping them all updated and things moved pretty quickly. She acted with a little more dignity at the funeral with her two daughters and son all in their 50's by her side. Only Simon's brother appeared to be upset, the others showed no emotion and immediately turned to leave after the coffin was lowered waiting by the car impatiently to talk to Moham who stood with the guys. Conrad laid fresh flowers on Jack's grave and kissed the headstone then dropped several Hibiscus flowers in to Simon's grave, just as he done with Jack, one for every year they had known each other. Sally wanted the will reading done but Moham was not playing ball with her and she got more and more irritated the longer he took. She sat through the wake which lasted several hours before the solicitors gathered everyone ushering them to the dining room. Sally stopped Conrad at the door reminding him he was the gardener so not welcome at the will reading. Moham coaxed her aside allowing Conrad in, he didn't take a dislike to people that often but Conrad could see why Simon had no time for his mother and how she walked around so smug, his sisters pushing past everyone else taking seats around the table. Conrad sat on a chair at the back of the room with Harry and everyone else. Moham handed over to the solicitor who started the proceeding "I am instructed by Simon Burge on the event of his death to hand power of attorney to Raheem Mohammed Jazeer until the will reading and his assets have been distributed. It is the with diligence and medical evidence as witnessed by Raheem Mohammed Jazeer and my solicitors that my bequests are made in a sound state of mind. Contesting any element of my will will result in said benefactor stripped of any entitlement of any part of my estate or claim upon my estate with immediate effect, the stripped asset will return to my main beneficiary. As part of this and prior to any distribution of assets my solicitors will now hand out a declaration prohibiting them from raising any legal challenges, until these are signed the reading will not commence". The solicitor stopped whilst his assistant handed out the declarations to Simon's immediate family, Conrad, Carrington, Sean, Charlie, Adam, Dexter, Jamal, Felix and Beth. He looked at Simon's mother reminding her that the reading was dependent on them agreeing to the declaration. With reluctance she signed pushing the document over. The assistant collected and verified all the documents then nodded to the solicitor. "No doubt my family were last to sign but what I have done is protect those I love dearly and those who have become friends and part of my life. To my brother Eric I leave £10 million, my sisters Louise and Amy I leave £1 million each. To my mother I leave you with the same amount of love you gave me over the years which is hard to put in terms of value so I bequeath you £1 million that I have donated on your behalf to a HIV charity as I know that will upset the hell out of you". The solicitor stopped reading at the gasps in the room as she stood up shouting that this was an outrage, Eric told his mother to shut up and sit down. The solicitor picked up the next page. "To Felix and Beth who served me faithfully over the years I leave £10 million and hope they will stay on and care for the new owners and look after them much as the did for myself. To my gardener Jamal £5 million, to Dexter the only person I know who had ever made to my two favourite people quiver I leave £5 million. To Charlie who I admired for his brave decisions the sum of £50 million plus an additional £1 million to Nathan and Mateo to be held in a trust until they are 21. To Carrington I leave my equity in IntecSolutions making you co-owner with Moham along with all my numerous other share holdings. To Adam my trusted friend the sum of £50 million. To Sean who I had grown to love so much I leave you our house in San Francisco and £50 million. To Harry I leave £50 million. Hibiscus Manor I leave to Conrad and Harry, two people who gave me so much happiness and friendship over the years. A housekeeping fund of £50 million to be available for the management and maintenance of the manor. The villa in Sardinia I leave a housekeeping fund of £50 million and ownership split between Conrad, Adam, Charlie and Dexter. I expect that each year on the anniversary of my death you will all meet here at the manor to celebrate my life and retain the friendships you have all built together. Finally to Conrad who annoyed the hell out of me but I loved him like my own son I leave the remainder of my assets including my personal wealth and belongings as my main beneficiary". There was silence in the room as the solicitor finished reading and Conrad sat there stunned for a moment trying to take in what it meant, he noticed Simon's family were all looking at him, only his mother and sisters looked angry. "The fucking gardener" Sally stood up angrily, "He left everything to the fucking gardener!". Eric stood grabbing his mother's arm "Enough it is done" he said. "Oh this is not over" Sally said shaking her arm free, "We will contest it, I want what is ours". She looked at her children. "No mother we won't" Eric replied and his sisters agreed. Banging her fist down on the table she screamed "Dirty bunch of fucking cock suckers". Eric stood up "That is why he left you nothing" he said angrily. Picking her bag up and storming out of the room shouting profanities at Conrad and slamming the door behind her that was one person Conrad was glad to see the back of. "I'm so sorry" Eric said walking over and shaking Conrad's hand, "She has a bit of a temper". Conrad stood up embarrassed by it all "I didn't ask for any of this" he said. Eric smiled "I know, Simon already warned me who he was leaving everything to". "Oh" Conrad replied, "He never really talked about his family". Eric nodded "Simon loved you so much Conrad, I'm glad I finally got meet you in person" he said. "Sorry" Conrad said fighting his emotions and leaving the room. He walked out on to the terrace taking a deep breath to steady himself, he had naturally assumed that the bulk of Simon's wealth was held in shares so didn't dwell on things to much. He looked up at the manor feeling a massive wave of sadness running through his body and unable to believe that Harry and he now owned it. His thoughts interrupted seeing Moham walking out the terrace in his direction. "The money has been transferred to your bank account in Monte Carlo" Moham informed him. "Money?" Conrad asked slightly confused at Moham. Moham patted Conrad on the shoulder "His personal wealth was over £2 billion Conrad". Conrad just stood staring at Moham who smiled "Conrad you are disgustingly rich" he laughed. Conrad gulped hearing those words "Why Moham, why did he leave it all to me?" he asked. Moham smiled "You meant more to Simon than anyone after Jack died" he replied. "I see" Conrad said looking up at the manor again. "What will you do?" Moham asked, "Are you going to live here?". "Yes" Conrad replied immediately looking at him, "It is the only place I could ever consider home". "Good, Felix and Beth were a little worried" Moham advised him. "But they are wealthy now as well" Conrad said, "They could do anything they want". Moham put his arm around Conrad "True, but like you their life is Hibiscus Drive". "Oh shit" Conrad said sighing, "What the hell do I do with all that money then". "Come on lets go inside, firstly make sure your family is taken care of" Moham said. Felix and Beth were overjoyed when Conrad expected them to stay, plus he figured he might need a bodyguard like Simon had in Felix and he also gave them instructions to recruit one person each to help take some their workload and enjoy and little more downtime. The following day Conrad went up to the church still trying to make sense of the previous day. He saw the lonely figure of Sean sat there on the damp grass his devastation clear to see. "Sean!" Conrad said sitting down to him. He put his arm around Conrad "Why Conrad, everything was going so well" he said. Conrad kissed him on the lips and hugged him "I know" he said. "Harry and I want you to come and live at the manor with us" Conrad said holding his hand. Sean looked at him "Are you sure, I mean it is your home" he replied wiping his eyes. "Yes" Conrad said, "I mean we spent so much time together when you was here with Simon". "Thanks Conrad" Sean said standing. Harry walked up behind them "Come home you two" he said. Life just seemed to tick on, despite everyone wealthy in their own right it was like nothing had changed. Conrad was down in the grounds creating some new flower beds with Jamal, Charlie and Carrington had flown over with the children and Carrington had taken them to Thorpe Park for the day giving Charlie some much needed time with Conrad. Charlie was sat on the grass watching his twin and Jamal reminding him to leave a patch for his nephew Nathan when Moham's helicopter suddenly appeared and touched down. Conrad walked over to greet to Moham and he could still see two people sat in the helicopter. "Conrad, Sorry to drop in like this" Moham said kissing him on the cheek. "That's okay" Conrad said, "You are always welcome". "Someone in the helicopter needs to speak to you" Moham said carefully gauging him. "Oh, who?" Conrad asked. Moham waved and the figure of Joshua appeared followed by the man he saw in Ireland, Tanner. Moham touched Conrad's shoulder in a don't worry gesture. Charlie and Jamal stood up immediately walking over and Sean who had been cleaning the pool appeared, seeing the worried looks on Charlie and Jamal's face he strode across the lawn with a purpose. Conrad stared at him, his hair longer and his body seemed even more fitter than he remembered. Moham held his hand out to stop the others watching Conrad take a few steps forward. "Conrad" Joshua said stopping a few meters away. Conrad eyes him cautiously "Who are we today Joshua or Gary?" he asked. Joshua lowered his head slightly "Joshua I have formally adopted the name" he said. The kids came screaming across the lawn arriving back from their day out and seeing the helicopter, Carrington calling after them to stop. Charlie turned and walked over to his sons holding them back for a moment telling them to wait. Joshua looked on a little perplexed to children being here. "Can we talk?" Joshua asked, "I owe you a massive apology" he said. Conrad looked around then back at him "You lost your accent" he said inviting Joshua to walk. Conrad lead the way up to the manor and Joshua nodded to Charlie passing him by and looking at the children, his face expressionless and almost in shame he lowered his head turning away. "Never thought I would see this place again" Joshua said looking up at the manor. They entered the lounge "I came to see you in Ireland" Conrad said sitting down. "You did?" Joshua asked sounding surprised. Conrad nodded "I had to make sure that you was okay" he replied, "Hell knows why though". Joshua sat down "You care to much about people" he said, "I really did love you". "Did you?" Conrad replied, "I was in love with you Josh, but my heart was always gone to Harry". Joshua almost smiled. "You seem so different Josh" Conrad said studying him. "I feel different and importantly I understand what drove me to do the things I did" Joshua replied. Felix walked past the door every 10 minutes to listen and could hear them talking. Beth had taken the children and was cooking them some dinner keeping them out of the way, the others sat in the formal room on edge listening and being reassured by Tanner and bringing Sean up to speed on who he was. After and hour talking Conrad stood up "Will you stay for dinner?" he asked. "I don't think you want me in your life again Con" Joshua replied, "I just wanted to apologise". Conrad looked at him "You are part of me Josh, it was you who converted me". Joshua looked down shaking his head. "I don't hate you for what you did" Conrad said, "Hate is not in me". Joshua smiled finally relaxing and Conrad walked over and hugged him "Thank you Con" he said. "You still spending the nights in this place?" Joshua asked. "Ah, sort of" Conrad replied, "Harry and I own the manor now" he said. There was no doubt in Conrad's mind that this was a completely different person who seemed to have let go of whatever had been hiding inside him. Joshua stayed for dinner with Moham and Tanner meeting everyone and being brought up to speed on how things had changed since the night he was taken away. He was genuinely pleased for Charlie and how he had made a completely new life for himself with Carrington and their children. Charlie and Joshua patched things up and he joked with Carrington that he never wanted to get on his bad side ever again. Joshua walked down to the helicopter and Sean ran up to him handing him his number. "Hey if you are interested I would like to take you out on a date" Sean said. Joshua smiled and kissed him on the cheek "Yeah I would like that" he said. Sean stepped closer and quickly kissed him on the mouth "God you are sexy" he said stepping back. Joshua turned to wave good bye then stopped smiling at Sean before stepping up in to the helicopter. Conrad looked at Sean who had a very genuine smile on his face for the first time since Simon's death. Conrad held Sean's hand squeezing it firmly, Joshua became a regular visitor and finally moved to San Francisco with Sean building their own lives but always coming back to the manor several times a year. Nathan and Mateo watched from the window as the helicopter flew off and Carrington called them back in to bed so he could finish the bedtime story before uncle Conrad and Harry came in to say good night. The boys rushed over jumping on to the bed and flinging themselves at Carrington. Charlie walked in and tucked Nathan up then sat on his bed whilst Carrington carried on reading. Sean went off to the lounge and Harry grabbed Conrad's hand "Strange year so far" he said. Conrad looked at Harry and smiled "Sometimes it is still hard to believe". Harry kissed him "Do you think it is going to change anyone?" he asked. "Nah" Conrad replied, "I think everyone is happy just as they are, even Sean looks happier". Harry laughed "Yeah, I mean that Joshua is fucking hot" he said dreamily. "He is, but that is one person I never want to sleep with again" Conrad said. They walked up the stairs together and entered the boys bedroom just as Carrington closed he book. Mateo jumping up and standing on the bed holding his arms out. Conrad and Harry grabbed an arm each and swung him back and forth then finally in to bed giggling, they kissed him good night on the head. Conrad went round to Nathan "Get some sleep you have a busy day tomorrow with your bit of garden". "Ah neat, my own bit the garden. Thanks" Nathan said smiling and hugging Conrad then Harry. They walked out of the bedroom and Harry looked at Conrad "You want one don't you?" he asked. Conrad chuckled "What about two boys?" he replied half expecting Harry to freak. Harry shook his head then smiled "I think 3, put a bit of life back in to this place". "I still haven't forgot that you punched me Harry" Conrad said smiling and looking in his eyes. Harry chuckled rubbing Conrad's arse "Stop being such a cock tease then". Conrad pulled Harry in to his arms and kissed him standing at the top of the stairs framed by the grand arched window that looked down Hibiscus Drive.

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Part 3 It was six months after my diagnosis and I was in a bad way. I'd really been struggling with meds and, very much against the advice of my doctors, I had come off them some time ago. I knew my doctor was trying to get hold of me but I didn't want to deal with it. I would at some point, but not yet. Then I took a really bad dose of flu. I'd had a severe flu a few months before my diagnosis and this was every bit as bad. I stayed in bed for three days, alternately shivering, sweating and sleeping. I felt like shit. After a couple of days I woke up feeling horny. I was still quite feverish, but my dick was rock hard and wanted some attention. I took hold of it and began to wank, thinking back to some of my recent encounters and playing out a few of my fantasies. A couple of weeks before I had been at a two day business training conference. It was quite expensive but it turned out to be a really good investment and I learned a lot to help me in the early stages of my own business. 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After a few more drinks I discovered that, not only was Ryan up for a bit of fun, Paul was too! The three of us ended up in my room with some more drinks and it wasn't long before our pants were down and Ryan was on his knees sucking first my cock and then Paul's. It was all very horny - before long we were kissing, sucking and rimming each other. I love rimming and one of the highlights was when Paul and Ryan were kneeling on the bed side by side and I was alternating between licking Ryan's smooth arse hole and Paul's dark, hairy one. It was Paul who took it up the arse first - nobody had mentioned condoms which suited me fine - and before long I was taking my turn up Paul's arse. We spent the next hour or so fucking each other bareback - we all went up each other several times and I enjoyed every moment of fucking both of them. 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I really fancied this guy but any time I had seen him he always played safe. I heard him tell the barman that he had been drinking with colleagues after work and I noticed that he looked a bit unsteady on his feet as he picked up his drink and wandered off towards the dark room. I cruised around for while, sucked a few cocks and got sucked myself a few times. I noticed the ginger guy at the bar a couple of times and I could see he was getting a bit drunk. A short time later I met one of my friends and we chatted for a while and then I made my way to the glory hole cabins. They were all occupied but in the recess area beside the cabins the ginger lad was bent over being fucked hard up the arse by an older guy. Two other guys had their pants down wanking as they watched them fuck. I watched for a while as the guy doing the fucking's breathing got heavier as he took hold of the ginger lad's hips and began to fuck him harder. After about ten or twelve more thrusts he pushed his cock hard up the ginger lad's arse and held it there, obviously shooting his load. I had seen this fit ginger lad being fucked in the Vault a few times and, as I said, he had always played safe. I had seen him refuse to get fucked without a condom quite a few times and when he did get fucked he always reached round to check that the guy fucking him was still wearing his condom. The guy finished cumming and pulled out the ginger lad's arse. I was really surprised (and turned on) to see that he was not wearing a condom. One of the guys who had been watching, a tall, dark haired guy with a thick cock, stepped up behind the ginger lad and pushed his cock slowly right up his arse. He gave the ginger lad a moment to get used to it and then began to fuck him. I was next in line and when the dark haired guy shot his load and pulled out I went up the ginger lad and began to fuck him. 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I really liked Neil - he was responsible for training me when I joined the company and I really learned a lot from him. He was straight, but completely cool with me being gay and when we were working alone in the office we used to tell each other about our experiences. After we had been working together for about a year, Neil met a new girlfriend. He was really keen on her and told me that he was sure she was the one. A few months later when we were working late in the office together, he told me that his new girlfriend didn't really enjoy sucking his cock. He could tell that she was only doing it to please him and did not really enjoy it. Neil told me he loved having his cock sucked and his balls licked but he didn't want his girlfriend to do something she didn't really enjoy. I asked him if he wanted me to help him out and rather shyly he said that would be awesome. A short time later we were in a little recess area at the back of the office. A little nervously, Neil unzipped his trousers and pulled them down along with his underpants. His cock was pretty impressive - long and thick, and it was fully hard as I took it into my mouth and began to suck him. He was sighing contentedly as I sucked his cock and then moved down to lick his hairy balls before taking his cock in my mouth again. I sucked him for a while and then he put his hand on my shoulder and warned me that he was about to cum. I kept sucking him and soon I was rewarded with a nice big mouthful of cum. When Neil had got his breath back he grinned at me "Thanks mate," he said "You have no idea how much I needed that!" After that I sucked Neil off quite regularly and after a while he let me lick his arse. Like many straight guys, he was very reluctant to expose his arse hole at first, but once he did he loved it. I had sucked him for a while and then he had nervously pulled his pants right down and bent over for me. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hairy arse hole. "Oh fuck...fuck" he moaned as I began to lick his hole "Fuck yeah...." He was wanking now as I continued to lick him, pushing my tongue as far up his arse as could "Oh fuck!" he moaned again "I can't believe you've got your tongue up there!" He was ready to cum now and he turned round and pushed his cock into my mouth just as he began to shoot what seemed like an even bigger load than usual and I swallowed the lot. After that he couldn't get enough of being rimmed whenever I sucked him off. It was about a year later that Neil first asked if he could fuck me. His girlfriend was pregnant with their first child and I gathered that for one reason or another he wasn't getting much at home. I was more than happy to take Neil's cock up my arse and a few nights later he came round to my flat after work and, after sucking and rimming him I knelt up on the bed so that he could fuck me. Neither of us liked condoms much so we didn't use one. Neil was a great fuck - he started slowly and then built up and soon he was giving me the fuck of my life. Even then I didn't bottom very much but I loved every minute of being fucked by Neil and when he shot his load up my arse I shot mine out in front of me. After that I helped Neil out whenever he was horny and enjoyed every minute of it - letting him use my mouth, my tongue and my arse whenever he wanted to. We both started running to get fitter and sometimes we would find a quiet spot in a park or in the woods and I would suck him off and lick his hairy arse before dropping my shorts and pants to let him fuck me against a tree. When I was diagnosed HIV positive a couple of years later I knew I would have to tell him and I guessed he would probably want to stop. I didn't want him to stop but I knew it was the right thing to do - so the next time we were out for a drink together I told him everything. He was quiet for a while and then, like the amazing friend he is, he asked what he could do to support me. We talked for while and then I asked him if he was ok with the fact that we had been fucking unprotected. He said he was fine with that and added "but I suppose we had better start using condoms now." I was sure he was going to say we had better not fuck anymore and was happy to agree to him using a condom. We carried on pretty much as usual for the next six months and, although we fucked a few times with a condom I could sense that neither of us was enjoying it as much as we enjoyed doing it bareback and most of the time I just sucked and rimmed him and he came in my mouth. I enjoyed this very much every time - but I did miss him fucking me. On this Sunday afternoon we went out for a run in the country and I could sense that Neil was super horny. He asked me what I had been up to and I told him about how I had fucked ginger boy at the Vault and cum in his arse. Soon we were in a quiet spot by a stream, Neil's pants were down and I was sucking his big thick cock once more. He groaned and his cock seemed to get even harder in my mouth. He turned round and pushed his arse out and I pulled his cheeks apart and began to lick his arse. He groaned again and after a while he turned round. He pulled me up, turned me round, pulled my shorts and pants down and spat on my arse a couple of times. I bent forward and felt the head of his bare cock pushing against my hole. I pulled my cheeks apart and bent further forward as his cock pushed slowly but surely up my arse - without a condom. He was fully up me now and began to fuck. "Oh yeah, " he moaned "Fuck yeah...fuck yeah.!" He fucked me hard and fast as I leaned against a tree and before long he was shooting what felt like a massive load of cum up my poz cunt. He pulled me close to him, his cock still up my arse as I wanked out my cum and then he pulled out. When we had both got our breath back he asked me if I was ok with what we had just done. I said I was fine with it if he was and he grinned. After that we fucked regularly and condoms were not mentioned again. Two years after this, Neil got married and he asked me to be his best man. Neil's family were staying in a hotel the night before the wedding and I had a room there too. We all met up for dinner that night and then had a couple of drinks at the bar. Everyone agreed that an early night would be a good idea and the others all went up about 10pm. Neil asked me to stay for one more drink and as we sat together he told me he was feeling really nervous and stressed and asked me if I could help relieve his stress. A little later we were in his room and I was sucking his cock. I had assumed that he just wanted me to relieve his nerves by sucking him off but after I had sucked him for a while and rimmed his soon to be married arse, he asked if he could fuck me. He fucked me hard and fast - we started off with me kneeling on the bed as Neil fucked me from behind and then I laid on my back with my legs in the air as Neil fucked me even harder and shot a load of cum into me. To my surprise he asked me if I would spend the night with him and, after a quick trip back to my room to get some things I needed, we got into bed together. We talked for a while and then drifted off to sleep. It was strange waking up next to Neil - especially as it was his wedding day. Neil grinned at me and said he was glad I had stayed with him and it had really calmed his nerves. We both showered and then Neil told me he was still horny and ended up fucking another load up me before we joined his family for breakfast. I still had Neil's load up me a little later when we were standing at the front of the church and I couldn't help wondering what the rest of the guests would think if they knew that the best man had the bridegroom's load up his arse. The weekend after Neil and I started fucking bareback again, I bought myself a new car. It wasn't as good as the one I have now, but it was definitely a step up. The car salesman, Adam, was a good looking, dark haired lad in his early thirties. He was very chatty in a straight bloke kind of way and as we went for a test drive he told me he lived with his girlfriend and their two children. On the way back to the showroom he asked about me and I told him I was gay and happily playing the field. "Cool," he said. He was silent for a moment and then, reddening slightly, he said "As a matter of fact, I like to do it with blokes now and then." I was surprised as he went on "Yeah, I like it...you know, just now and then.....get a few things the girlfriend can't give me." He grinned at me and then added "Of course, I always play safe." We were back at the showroom now and I knew Adam was checking me out as we got out of the car. I was making no effort to hide my cock, which was now semi hard in my trousers and it was clear he liked what he saw. We went into the showroom and completed some paperwork. The car was to be ready in a couple of days and we arranged an appointment for me to pick it up. As we completed the paperwork, Adam suggested that I might want to take the car for another test drive before I picked it up and I said that would be a good idea. Two days later Adam and I were back in the car for a second test drive. We both knew where this was heading and Adam was slightly nervous as he suggested a route for our test drive. About ten minutes later we were parked up in a quiet spot on the edge of some woods and Adam was down sucking my cock. After a while, we got out and soon I was leaning against the car, my pants at my ankles, enjoying the best blow job I had had in a long time. After a while I could feel myself getting close so I pulled him up and we changed places. I sucked Adam's cock for a while and then motioned to him to turn round and soon my tongue was up his arse. I rimmed him for a while and then stood up and began to rub the head of my cock against his wet arsehole. "I want to fuck you," I said and he groaned. Then he said "Did you bring a condom?" "No," I said "Did you?" Adam shook his head. I looked at him - he had obviously planned for this to happen and I figured that if he was really concerned about using a condom he would have brought one. I suggested that I fuck him without one and he hesitated and said he didn't normally fuck without a condom but as I continued to push the head of my cock against his arse he said "Let's do it!" I rubbed some lube on his hole as he bent over the car seat, his smart trousers and his white Calvin Klein pants at his ankles, noticing as I did so that his hole felt really tight, and soon I was pushing my cock up his arse. If he was having any doubts about barebacking, they seemed to have disappeared now. He was moaning and telling me to fuck him harder as he pushed his arse back on to my cock. His arse was incredibly tight and I knew I wouldn't be able to last too much longer so I fucked him slowly for a while and then took hold of his hips and began to fuck him harder. I was close to cumming now and I told him so. "Do it.." he moaned, "Fucking do it....cum in me!" A short time later I was pumping a nice big load of cum into Adam's arse and he moaned "Oh fuck...fuck yeah...I can feel you cumming in me!" When I had finished cumming I pulled out and Adam moaned "Suck me!" I got down and took his cock in my mouth and almost immediately he shot his load into my mouth. Adam chatted happily as we drove back to the showroom and a short time later I was driving my new car home. I liked Adam - he was a really nice guy and I was glad I had given him a sale, but I couldn't help wondering if I might have given him something else too....

CHAPTER 3 The 45-minute trip was a life time to me. The car was on my uncle's lot and locked tight. I had registered at the Y’s front desk, and been given a key to my room. I had carried my meager items into my room and looked around. Real dull and boring . . . but, I was eighteen-years-old, away from my family, and unsupervised for the first time ever. I had things to do. I took a quick stroll down to each end of the hallway of my floor. I found a door marked "SHOWERS" and went in. I found indeed a common shower room just like the one at my high school in the boys’ locker room. There were also lavatories and toilets. I decided to try out a toilet and went in the stall. As I sat there with excitement, I heard the hall door open and close. I waited. Soon, I heard a shower head sputter to life. I slowly got up, pulled up my shorts and secured them, quietly opened the stall door, and stepped out. I walked quietly to the corner of the row of stalls and peeked around the end of the wall. I saw a young guy lathering himself up. Quickly he rinsed himself. He then began adjusting the water nozzles until just a small stream of water was dribbling out. He next reached up to the shower head and flipped something. (I learned later it was a diverter.) Water began coming out of a small hose that was attached some way to the shower head. He took the hose, leaned himself against the wall, and began slowly to insert the hose into his ass. I watched in amazement and wonderment. Hell, I was shocked. He left the hose inside him but slowly he began shifting about on his feet. Water was filling him no doubt much like an enema bag. I waited to see what he would do. With great urgency, he quickly yanked the hose from his ass, pushed off the wall, turned and headed quickly toward me. I had no time to react and was caught spying on him. He smiled broadly as he sped past me to the nearest toilet stall. He closed himself in, and I heard a great splash of water followed by several smaller gushes of water. I was dumbstruck. My fellow resident soon came out of his stall naked and smiling. He looked to be in his early 20's, about five feet ten inches or so, weighed maybe 150 or 160, had blond hair, blue eyes also, almost no body hair, fair skin, a big smile on his face, and the owner of a cock about seven flaccid inches that swayed from side to side with each step he took. "Hi. I'm Ian. I'm betting this is your first time here if I'm reading your face reaction right." "Yes . . . first time. I'm Bill." I said. "Nice meeting you, Ian. Sorry I was spying on you," I said sheepishly. Ian stood there and looked at me. "I'm now going to bet you don't know what I'm doing. I bet you're here because you heard a rumor about the Y and came to check it out." He stood there smiling up to me with no shame at all at being naked in front of me. "Well, no, I don't know what you're doing. Yes, a rumor I wanted to check out," I said after coming out of my coma. Ian smiled big again. "I'm cleaning out. I want to be ready for tonight. Obviously, I'm a bottom and can't have problems back there. Tops don't like that at all. You a top?" Ian looked at me closely. I stood there not knowing what to say. What does an 18-year-old say to a naked man at the Y standing in the men’s rest room? "I don't know what you mean by top or bottom for that matter," I finally said quietly. Ian frowned, then, quickly beamed and said, "You really are a first timer then. Come on over to the shower and let me work some more." We walked over. As Ian stuck the hose tip into his ass once more, he said, "Bill, a top is a man like a husband. A bottom is a man like a wife. One fucks and one gets fucked. I'm a bottom which means I get fucked." He smiled widely again. "I'm getting my colon all cleaned out for obvious reasons. When a man sticks his cock in my ass to fuck me, neither he nor I want his cock coming out all covered in shit. So, I clean out." That made sense to me now. But I did have a worry now about learning men actually fuck men. Ian held on for a few seconds more before once more dashing off to a toilet. I stayed where I was inspecting the hose as a slow stream of warm water flowed out splashing on the floor. The tubing had been attached to the showerhead by a diverter valve on it allowing the water to go through the showerhead or through the hose for cleaning a bowel. Ian stepped up next to me. "Listen, I don't mean to be so nosy but I always am. I'm not putting a rush on you either. But the wolves will be after you for sure. If you want to ask anything of me, feel free. You won't embarrass me and will make me feel good that I helped you out. No charge. Just free unsolicited advice if you want." I thought a moment and watched Ian once more begin his ritual. "Ian, I do appreciate your information. I feel a bit confused and at a loss of what to do. You seem to know all about being here. I have no clue. I heard a rumor that men could be picked up in the steam room to get a blow job. Is that true?" "It sure is true. But, this floor on the weekend is almost exclusively guys who want to hook up. The front desk knows about what goes on and sometimes come up during a break to join in. No doubt they put you on this floor ‘cause you would definitely liven things up when the other residents see you. This place will be hopping all weekend. So, you can have as much fun as you want or as little as you want. It's all up to you. I can give you information but what you do with it is up to you," Ian said and smiled. I thought more as I watched Ian begin a slower twitching around. I noticed that my shoes were a little wet from standing in the shower with the water splashing around. My thoughts turned to what Ian had said earlier. Was I a top or a bottom? I thought about it. Seeing Ian naked was now affecting me. I now noticed that my shorts had a slight bulge in them from where my cock was pressing against the inside. "Well, Ian, seeing you all naked has had an effect on me. You're hot looking for sure. So, maybe I'm a top. At the same time, I'm also thinking about what you told me about cleaning out so a man could fuck. That sounds at least interesting, too," I said quietly. Ian turned around and looked at me. He laughed. "Don't take my laughing to be at you. You're just so naive and new. You do need someone to help you. Nothing more than get you through to finding yourself is all though. So, for now, we'll just treat you as both top and bottom or versatile until you decide what you enjoy most. There's no hurry to decide." Once more Ian dashed off calling back to me, "Bill, go back to your room and strip. Bring your key with you when you come back naked. We'll get you started." I stood there for a few more seconds then left. I returned as Ian had directed. Ian was heading once more to a stall and motioned me to follow. "Hold on." he said as he entered the stall. I heard the discharge once more and a couple more smaller amounts. Soon, the stall door opened and Ian was standing there with his cock standing straight out at me. He winked and held out his hand. I reached for his hand, and he gently pulled me in the stall with him. Ian knelt down and took my now rising cock in his mouth. I felt his tongue gently running up and down the full length. He also would stop and move his tongue in a motion attempting to go around it. I was heating up and having a shortness of breath. Ian didn't stop but continued until I thought I was going to explode . . . but I didn't. Just as I reached the point where I was going to cum, Ian stopped totally and came to a dead halt. I was about to scream. Quickly Ian pulled his mouth off my cock, adjusted his and my stances so that his legs straddled the toilet and I had my back to the stall door. Ian reached behind himself turned his head to me and said, "Step up to my ass and shove that cock of yours in me." I hesitated only a few seconds but did what I was told. There was some resistance but in his ass my cock went eventually all the way to my balls. "OH, FUCK! DAMN! THAT IS FUCKING HOT, MAN!" I was confused and yet my cock felt great. Without any coaching or encouragement, I put my hands on Ian's hips now firmly grasping him. I made slight adjustments to my stance and knew without coaxing what to do. I pulled my cock slowly out of Ian's ass now until just the head remained. I held still. Then, slowly, I pushed my cock deeper into Ian's ass. The sensation was almost unbearable. The nerve endings on my cock were in hyper drive of excitement. As I bottomed out, I realized I had broken out in a sweat. I steadied myself and once more began my withdrawal. Once more when I was still connected by only the head of my cock, I knew that I was no longer going to move in slow motion. Ian turned his head to me and said, "Yeah, Bill. Fuck me now good." My face looked on Ian's face. He smiled as did I. I drove my cock as deep as it would go slamming into his cheeks causing him to lose balance momentarily. I hastily withdrew and began a pounding of his ass with a determination. Ian moaned heavily with each thrust of my cut eight-inch cock that was now as hard as I had ever remembered it being. I felt the warmness and smoothness of his insides sliding up and down on my cock giving me such great feeling. I slammed into him harder and harder with each succeeding stroke. I had never fucked a man before but I knew now what I needed to do. I was determined not to disappoint. I felt my lungs heating up as my tempo increased. Sweat began to show more and more on me. I grasped Ian's hips harder still as we both made mini movements adjusting our positions one to another. More and more I drove my now fully hardened and stretched tight cock into Ian's ass. I began panting louder until I could no longer stand the feelings any more. I gripped Ian's hips like two vises slamming those hips full length on my eight-inch cock as I pile-drove my cock as deeply as I could into his ass where the first salvo of my DNA goo splattered onto his intestines after racing out of my balls and through the long piss tunnel. I shook and trembled heavily gasping in great gulps of air. More and more I felt my familiar white glue-like baby-making fluids fill Ian's ass. I could feel him squeezing his sphincter around my cock milking me for all I had. Ian began straightening upright but not so that my cock slipped from his ass. I wrapped my arms around him to steady us both. We both felt my cock slipping slowly from his body. Ian resumed his upward lifting as I wrapped my arms closer around him. My cock made a final quick exit allowing us to fully be upright as I held him close to me. We stayed that way for several minutes. "Well, we now know for sure you can fuck," Ian said quietly. "I guess I need to find out about getting fucked, too," I said equally as quiet. "I'll need your help on that as well if you're willing." "We better get started on prepping you then just in case. Can't have you making a mess your first time," Ian said. "You watched me using my shower shot. Just a word of instruction and caution: Take in as much water as you can just do not overfill yourself. It will take a few times to figure out; it's all in the pressure. Then, get to a toilet and discharge completely. Repeat the process as often as is needed to do the job. Just remember that each succeeding time you shove the hose up your ass there is a larger area that will need water to fill it up. Don't be surprised that by the end of your cleaning it will take a long time to fill your intestine. You're looking for clear water--total clarity. I'll stay with you for a bit just to help. And, don't worry about the hose and diverter--I leave it up all weekend. I take my tip with me though. I don't have an extra with me but you're welcome to use mine if you're okay with that." I told him I was, and he told me where to get my own. We departed the stall and walked to the showers. I mentally thought through what I had seen Ian do. To say that I made a good insertion the first time would be very less than truthful. But I did finally accomplish pushing the tip up inside me. The sensation of the tip sliding in my ass felt very strange . . . and very good. Ian stood close by. I felt a slow warm feeling filling me until I felt completely bloated and a great urgency to expel. I checked myself and decided enough. Off I went to a stall making it just in the knick of time. Ian stayed in the showers. As I returned to the showers, I noticed that Ian had returned the hose to inside his ass. He felt my presence, turned and smiled saying, "Just topping off." He pulled the hose out of his ass and handed it to me. He walked away, and I watched him go. As he rounded the corner to the toilets, I turned to face the wall inserting the hose like a pro this time and waited. Ian and I traded places several times until he finally was satisfied with his cleaning. I continued. Many minutes and numerous trips more I continued with Ian patiently waiting. At long last, Ian went with me to the toilet. Once I had discharged my water, Ian told me not to flush. I obeyed and stepped out of the stall. "You're as clear as a mountain spring now. You've got some residual in you that you'll want out but you're as clean now as you'll get. You catch on fast." Ian said. "By the time tonight is over, you'll know if you're a top, bottom, or versatile." He grinned big. "I'm hoping you choose top or at least versatile." I grinned equally as big. "Time will tell."

CHAPTER 2 School went on as usual with the passing of months. In fact, it went on for over a year without my being able to prove or disprove what I had learned about the local Y. Memorial Day weekend was coming up, and my family was preparing for celebration by having all my aunts, uncles, cousins, and especially grandparents over for the weekend. There were tents and campers everywhere as well as the usual cots and pallets made up for sleeping. It all came off like all the previous Memorial Day weekends including our Sunday night of sitting around a bonfire with everyone staring into the flames. Per chance, I was sitting near two of my uncles who were comparing notes of how their companies were doing. I half listened until all of a sudden something wasn't sounding right. The topic no longer was their work. They were quietly talking about their memberships at the local YMCA. They spoke about having had a rough week of stress and had thoroughly enjoyed the workout that they had gotten playing basketball at the Y, swimming laps, and running the track. They hit the topics of who were good players on the pickup games, who had fouled whom, who had been out of bounds, and so on. Finally, I asked them about the Y membership. They told me that it was a full gym with a running track, weights, parallel bars, swimming pool, three basketball courts, three handball courts, showers, and steam room. They said that I could benefit from a membership by using the pool for practice instead of the ponds. I knew that such a membership was out of the question. I'd have to get downtown, swim, and then get back somehow and that didn’t even broach the cost of such a membership. My work on the farm would not get done, and it had to be done. The three of us continued to talk about it with me reluctantly telling them the problems that would come of a membership. The two of them knew best for me and called my dad over for a talk. They broached the topic with my dad. I slightly protested and said that it wouldn't work as I couldn't do my homework and my work on the farm as well as have someone take the time to drive me to and from and swim for practice. My dad listened to it all and said that it sounded like a good idea to get to swim in a pool instead of the ponds for practice. My uncle Bill said that it was settled. He and his brother used their memberships during the day through the week and on Tuesday and Thursday nights. I didn't need a membership as I could use their cards to get in. It seemed that there was an honor system. Each member had a card that looked like a time card. The card was picked up out of a rack, handed to the clerk who dispensed towels and locks, and the card was returned to the rack when the towels and locks were returned on departure. Clerks never checked id's to be sure that the card handed to him was in fact the member. Super! My dad said that as long as I got my homework done as well as my work on the farm, he had no problem with my using their memberships for swimming and arrangements could be worked out to get me there and back. I immediately thought about it myself and thought to be sure I'd go on Friday or Saturday night. Also, with summer coming, there would be a lot more to do on the farm. There were three more days of school so homework wasn't going to be an issue. I resolved that whatever work I had for the farm I would get it done period to free me up for my first Y visit. I looked at the calendar. And, my birthday was only a week away. I didn’t know how but I was going to give myself a super eighteenth birthday present. I was like a whirlwind each week doing my work by starting a little earlier than usual, taking shorter breaks and meals, and working a little longer each day. I really appreciated what my parents and uncles were doing for me. I was determined to show my appreciation for their sacrifice. Still, I occasionally did remember what I had heard about the steam room but had no opportunity to find out. Anyway, I thought I was improving on my turns and come fall I found out that indeed I was. One early Friday afternoon, I was clearing out part of a woods. My dad came out finding me hauling another load of underbrush and told me that I had been a good kid, always volunteering to do work on the farm, kept up my grades, and always made them proud of me. He and my mom decided to give me a birthday weekend. He reached in his pocket and pulled out his wallet. He took out a wad of bills handing all of it to me. "There's four hundred dollars there for you to use. It should be more than enough. You take the Chevy. Do your swimming practice at the Y. I’ve called your uncles to let them know you’re going to use their membership. Then, eat downtown and take in a movie. Your Uncle Bill said to park in his lot. Tell the attendant who you are and there won't be a charge. Just be sure to lock up the car. Bill also said that the Y has rooms for sleeping. Get one for the entire weekend. You're a good hard-working son and your mom and I think you deserve a reward. Just be careful on your own." I was stunned. My mind reeled at the unexpected birthday present and opportunity that I was facing. It was more than perfect. I thanked my dad, shoved the money in my jeans thinking of the additional money I had stashed that I knew I would take with me, stumbled out of the field, and began walking to the house. I walked in to face my mom beaming. She kissed me on my cheek and told me to have fun and be sure to take my toothbrush, toothpaste, and deodorant. My practical mother strikes again. She handed me the car keys as I headed to my room to pack. I tossed together what I thought I'd need including my toothbrush, toothpaste, and deodorant. I stood in the middle of my room going through in my mind everything that I had packed and decided I was ready. I had packed some special things to take with me. I walked out of my room with the money from my parents and my own stash carefully secured in my bag and wallet. I didn't know what my expenses would be except the room, food, and gas. I knew I would not be going to a movie. My mind raced through the possibility that what I had heard was a lie. I was going to find out if at all possible, though. I headed to the front door where my mom was and banished my evil thoughts. I kissed her on the cheek and out the door I went. I was ready for the adventure that lay ahead.

Moved to NYC in August but between moving, the pandemic, etc. I just haven’t gotten fucked. I also went off Prep for a while and had to find a new provider here. And I have a roommate now due to NYC being so expensive, so no more just leaving the door unlocked and laying out for dick. Am finally back on Prep and needing to be a cumdump again. Just hit a boiling point today and couldn’t take it anymore and got back on the apps. Started talking to a heavyset daddy on Growlr. Told him how horny I am and he says he hasn’t cum in a few days. He says I’m cute and that I should come over. So I go to his place, we go to his bedroom and get naked, and immediately start kissing. We kiss for 5 mins or so until it reaches its end. I lay out on the bed on my stomach and he gets on top and starts pounding away. I’m moaning, he’s moaning. His thick dick feels so good. I keep saying “yeah” over and over again. It’s been too long. Soon enough he’s breeding me and from his grunting I can tell he really hadn’t cum in days. He gets up and sits back in the chair that’s in his room. I ask him if he thinks he can go again, and he says he can. I tell him “well this is all yours when your ready”. I just lay there and don’t bother getting up. When he’s ready he gets up and back on top of me. He’s owning my hole again. I think I’m moaning even louder this time. He lasts longer this time too. That thick raw dick feels so good inside. He’s picking up the pace and blasts another load in me. And we were done after that. Need to end the year on a high note and start taking dick regularly again. Find guys who can host (hard in NYC), check out the bookstores, etc. Even thought of taking a quick trip to Philly or another close by big city and getting a hotel. And I have to say that Growlr is a great resource for finding thick dick, which I prefer. What older guy wouldn't want to fill a smaller younger bottom. I wish it wasn't a pandemic and the NYC bear party was running right now, totally up my alley. Could really use a gangbang.

Was 12 or 13 Friend of my mam organized summer camp for teenage boys and invited me for 6 weeks to go with him On summer camp he told everyone i was his son so i did sleep on his room he used me in full four nights a week and slept every night with him in one bed Early in the morning up and skinny dipping together in a nearby lake It did go on for i think 4 years then i was to old for that camp Guy is later convicted as a sex offender and a pedophile Sorry but i didnt had any problems with him i loved the games we played and never talked about it even in court i kept my mouth shut

Chapter 1 Looking at the church door, I froze. It felt odd being there. You see, I hadn't been to church in years. Growing up I went every Sunday because as a kid I thought it was what I was supposed to do. Plus it made my parents happy. By the time college came around I only went to church on special occasions. Before long not even then. So why was 30 year old me here? Although I'm not very religious, I never stopped considering myself a Christian; I just got to a point where attending church services didn't have much meaning for me. I had found myself wondering if now that I was older, going might give me something I had been too immature to previously appreciate. With that in mind I picked a Sunday to test out the nearby church and committed to go. Opening the door and seeing the regulars congregate in the lobby, I instantly regretted not delaying my visit like I had been toying with. You see, my ass was full of cum . It wasn't on purpose though! Having made the plan to come to church, I had pledged to be a good boy and spend Saturday night abstinent instead of taking loads from strangers like I usually do. But a regular hit me up and teased me with pics of his dick, and I soon found myself at his place, ass up, face down, and getting loaded. I figured since I took one load it wouldn't hurt to take another, which ultimately led to a night at the baths. Walking in and looking around, I felt so out of place. Almost everyone there, with the exception of a few couples, was over 60. Every step I took made me aware of how well-fucked and tender my ass was, which made the level of guilt I felt nauseating. Maybe the regulars could tell I was nervous, because before long people kept walking up to me. Most just gave me general welcomes to the church. A few were especially chatty, like this one woman who wouldn't stop babbling about how the church was looking for ushers. Finally, just when I couldn't take another "God be with you," the sanctuary doors opened. I started following the crowd into the sanctuary when I noticed a set of stairs to the left. A sign above said "balcony." Score! Hardly anyone was going up, so I figured I might be able to avoid being around too many people. And I was right! When I walked onto the balcony, there were only five people there. To my surprise, there was a guy about my age sitting up there. Best of all, he was smoking hot. As I passed by the guy we momentarily made eye contact. Perhaps it was wishful thinking, but I swore he licked his lips as he gave me the once over. I felt my cheeks turn red as I almost came right there on the spot. Mortified, I scurried to the back and away from the others. Settling in my seat I took another look at the guy, and even the back of his head was sexy. Needing to calm down I took a deep breath and exhaled. This wasn't the time or the place. I felt so fucked up being horny in church. That was wrong, right? Soon the service started, and thoughts about the hot guy stopped. Instead, my mind was consumed by one thing: boredom. This was absolute torture! First a hymn. Then a prayer. Then another hymn. And on and on it went. Half way through, I couldn't help it. I had to check out grindr. I knew it was fucked up to do in church, but I needed a distraction. Without one I'd fall asleep and fill the sanctuary with snoring! Opening the app, I was shocked to see who was only a few feet away from me. In a shirtless pic with his face fully shown was the hot guy sitting in front of me. Oh. My. God. I looked through his pictures and practically died. Not only was he jacked, he was also tatted up! One in particular caught my attention: the biohazard sign on his right pec looked so hot on his caramel skin. I was practically drooling as I stared at his picture. Not only was this hot Christian guy gay, but he was poz too! Mindlessly I started rubbing my crotch and biting my lip. Thank god I was not only in the pew farthest to the back but alone too. I was debating whether or not to message him when my inbox pinged. I opened my inbox and couldn't believe it. Hot guy messaged me! "Hey cutie. Looks like you're not paying attention to the service either." I looked over and he was looking back at him. With a wink he held up his phone, showing me my own profile pic. Chuckling I replied back. "Nah. I don't know what I was thinking coming. This is so boring!" "I know! Can't deal with this shit anymore. Got a way to make it more entertaining though. Want my cock? Know a place we can escape to." I gasped when I got his dick pic. He was huge! Without hesitation I replied back. "Yes! I need your big cock up my ass!" "Lol thought so. Wanna know my status?" I paused not knowing what to say. Despite today's church excursion, I was without a doubt a whore. I loved taking loads from strangers, but I knew it was a risky lifestyle. I tried to be good about knowing other guys statuses, and when it came to online hook-ups I was. Bathhouses were a different story. The first couple of times I went I'd ask about status here and there, but eventually it seemed pointless. I knew guys could lie, especially in the heat of the moment. And besides, when you're face down, ass up, you're not exactly in the position for asking questions. Still, normally in positions like this I make an effort to know. Eventually, I came to a decision. "Nah. Don't care. Just want your load." The biggest smile filled my face when I hit send. For the first time when given the opportunity, I chose not to ask about status. I actually said I don’t care! "Good cumdump," the guy texted. "I'm gonna get up and go down the stairs. Wait a bit and then follow." "Yes Sir." With that set I sat back and waited. I couldn't keep my eyes off him as the hot guy got up and made his way towards the door. He was so tall! After he went through I waited about 30 seconds before following. I met up with him on the stair landing. With a wicked smile he winked and started making his way down the stairs. My hunger for his cock only grew as I followed him. I had no idea where we were going, nor did I care. At the bottom of the stairwell the guy stopped suddenly, causing me to slam into him. "Opps!” I said. “Sorry dude!" "Hey no worries buddy," he said smiling. "I like it rough anyway." He smiled and I instantly froze; I couldn't believe this was happening! I had come to church today with the intention of reconnecting with my Christian roots, and somehow it had led to hooking up with a hot guy. Never in my life had I felt like such a perverted whore. I liked it! Things got even better when he grabbed my head and forced me into a passionate kiss. My knees buckled as his arms enveloped me. Our hands roamed over each other, and I got lost in the growing hunger for his breath and lips. If this guy hadn't pulled away I never would've stopped. "I'm Marco by the way," he said, grabbing my arm. "Follow me." Marco opened the stairwell door and pulled me through with him into a hallway. Besides being well lit, the hallway seemed a bit neglected. Folding tables and chairs lined the hallway, as did boxes filled with random items. "They used to have Sunday School down here," Marco said as he pulled me down the hall. "At least until there were no more kids to teach. Now it's just old people who - Ah! There it is." We stopped at a door with a window built in. Looking through, it seemed we had stopped at a classroom, which I thought was odd. My hot stranger didn’t though. He reached into his pocket, pulled out a key, and looked back at the door. "Yep, B-4." Using the key Marco unlocked the door, opened it, and pulled us in. Once inside Marco let go of me and locked the door. I watched as he went from cupboard to cupboard, until ultimately stopping at one and pulling out a large blanket. Blanket in hand, Marco walked to the center of the room, pinching my ass as he walked by me. "Get naked slut," Marco said. Watching Marco lay out the blanket, I was suddenly very aware that not only was this a classroom, it was a classroom for kids. Posters with Bible verses lined the walls, as did drawings clearly done by kids. While some of the tables and chair sets were normal sized, some were also small. Toys filled boxes along the walls and were littered around the room. The more I looked around the more shame and guilt filled me. What the fuck was I doing? Did this guy really expect to fuck around in here? "Well, what are you waiting for?" Looking back at Marco, I saw that he was now naked. Seeing Marco naked took my breath away. It was way better than the pictures. As he slowly walked towards me, bottle of poppers in hand, all I could do was stare at his biohazard tattoo. When Marco got in front of me he opened the bottle of poppers, and took two long hits in each nostril. I realized that yes, he did expect us to fuck around in here.

Part 4 The next morning, Jake was keen to get back to his place and check in with his parents' doctors. I gave him breakfast, still just dressed in my briefs and enjoyed him snatching glances of my bulge. I could see him trying to make out the outline of my PA, the object of his attention. He changed back into his clothes and left, seemingly ok health-wise, though obviously worried. I couldn't help shoving the discarded boxer briefs to my nose as I picked them up off the floor and blood engorged my cock as I drank in his innocent smell. I knew I'd be hitting Grindr later but decided to hit the weights hard first. By midday, I was pumped and the sweat was running off me but Grindr was quiet as hell. Early days of this lockdown and my usual prey, the young twinks were obviously trying to behave. I hadn't logged into BBRTS in a while as it hadn't been necessary but I gave it a try. ignoring any messages from offline profiles I quickly zoned in on three local guys, all neg and all local. "RunnerBtm" turned out to be a fairly hot 40 something guy, working out of London (away from home) and basically isolated in a local hotel when he wasn't at work. we quickly established that he needed cock and liked it rough and raunchy. He was married with kids which made him hotter, in my book. My profile says "ask me", he didn't, but I did tell him I don't pull out. As instructed he was naked in his dark hotel room when I arrived. I had him strip me and then tongue my pits as he stood there. His head was at the perfect height and he knew better than to play with his "pathetic little cock" (actually the best part of 6'', but who's asking?). After he'd done a good job I pushed him to the floor on his back and squatted over his face, His facial hair tickled my swollen nuts as I teabagged him and he licked me clean and pretty soon I was rubbing my musky trench over his whole face. I was really getting into him tonging my manhole and he was doing a great job. Occasional smotherings kept him keen for air but what I really wanted was to plant a baby in his middle aged tummy, so after a while I chucked him face down on the bed and climbed aboard. I was rock solid and found his douched and pouty hole without the aid of my hands and I was quickly balls deep. His guts were velvety warm. caressing their invader and he only struggled as I pressed home into his inner sphincter, which gripped my PA on each outward stroke. "mmmm fag....you want my babies don't you?" "yes sir" he groaned in response "gonna plant them in you...a real fucking man. you fuck your wife with your maggot cock?" "yessir, but it's so small" "from now on, it will be my DNA that you fuck into her" "mmmm...yes sir" "so close...gonna poz you so deep" "what?" "poz you up dumb fuck" "no!!...pull...out..." Mmmm. The inevitable struggle. Sure fire way to milk my dick and sure enough I felt myself blasting inside his inner hole as he struggled weakly beneath me. I growled in his ear, staying in him to massage my essence into his being as he struggled, whimpered, gave in and then climaxed himself beneath me...but i was still thinking of Jake

I pulled on a pair of briefs and shoved Soccer Boy out of my door, patting his arse on his way out "top you up sometime, maybe". "Eh?" he mumbled in confusion as he slipped away. I'd barely got myself sat down when there was an urgent tapping at the door. It was Jake, stood there in his baggy jeans and t shirt looking panicky and worried. "What's up matey, you want to come in?". He rushed inside, taking in my almost naked state but still on the edge of some sort of attack. It was some minutes before I had him calm enough to find out that he was stressing about his lack of meds and that his parents were now too ill to speak to him on the phone. Horniness forgotten, my big brother instinct kicked in and I quickly agreed to let him stay over. Another beer seemed to calm him further and I showed him my shower while I put clean sheets on my only bed. I could see his partially obscured body in the en-suite as he showered and I got the bed ready. There really was nothing to him and his skin was so pale and delicate. I couldn't help licking my lips as he emerged wrapped in one of my hand towels, the dumb twat (though I was glad of his mistake). I found a pair of my boxer trunks and an old workout singlet for him to wear. Reluctantly giving him some privacy, he emerged, trunks hanging loosely on his thin thighs, half way to his knees with ample loose material around his unseen package. On me, those were hipster length, the leg hole stretched around my thigh which was surely much bigger than his waist. pulling the crotch tightly around a large cock and ball bulge that had nowhere else to go. The singlet hung loosely, like an old fashioned night dress. We shared another beer, Jake telling me more about himself and his illness. It seemed to be a little like HIV in that his immune system struggled to cope with anything out of the ordinary though the meds were different and much less effective. It was clear that they had a psychological effect on him too, hence his stressed state tonight. Finally, it was time to turn in. with Jake insisting we should share the bed. In two minds, I agreed, knowing I needed to be close to this hot little man but also knowing it would be torture for me...

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We wandered back to the bar, going in the back door this time. Joey had seen us so by the time we got to the bar two pints were waiting for us. "You like that hoppy shit as I recall" Joey said and I nodded. "Good crowd tonight. Judging by the cars and the campsites most are staying here?" I asked Joey. "Mmmhmm. Should be a wild weekend" he replied. "Hey, can we grab a couple burgers, Joey?" I asked after taking a gaze around the bar. "Sorry, ran out of em a few hours ago. Pizza is all that's left" Joey said not waiting for a reply as he unwrapped one and tossed it in the little oven. Most of the guys in the bar were older than Louis and I but a handful were about our age. There really wasn't a single type of guy - tall, short, thin, thick, hairy, smooth but most had a beard and were evenly split between wearing shirts, mostly tees or tanks, and those just in their jeans or shorts. A lot of eyes were looking us over as we drank our beers and waited for the pizza. We got another beer and chowed down on the pizza as we scoped out the crowd. Once we were done guys started coming over and saying "hi." Some would chat and then ask if we were staying in the campground and seemed to be happy that we were going to be there for the weekend. Just before midnight Joey rang the bell and yelled out "Last call" and most of the crowd grumbled. Louis looked at me and said "What the fuck?" "This isn't some club in the city. They close early up here. It doesn't mean the fun ends... it just moves somewhere else" I replied. I grabbed a six pack to go and gave Louis a nudge. "Come on" I said and started to walk back towards our tent. We got back to the tent and I opened a couple bottles, handing one to Louis. I pulled my t-shirt off and threw it in the tent and held my hand out for Louis to give me his. Digging in his bag, I handed him his harness and then grabbed my own. Now properly dressed, we started to wander around the campground which was filling up as the bar emptied. We followed the path around and got to the back of the campground where only the moonlight that made it through the trees kept us from being in total darkness. I should have known better because almost immediately a couple guys jumped out from behind a large bush and pulled a heavy cloth bag over my head and cinched it tight. Louis screamed out "FUCK!!" and I knew they had got him too. I tried to struggle but without being able to see, I was just wasting my energy. My hands got pulled behind my back and bound. We got led about 50 yards and then we stopped. I could sense a bunch of people around me including the two that were holding on to me tightly. "Get their boots and jeans off" some deep, gruff sounding voice said. I felt someone grab my left boot and then muttered "Fuck... laces" before he unlaced and pulled off my tall boots. The right boot was dispatched and then my jeans were tugged off. A few hands rubbed over my exposed furry ass and a couple guys made some appreciative comments. My hands were untied and heavy leather cuffs were placed over each wrist. I was pushed a few more feet and my hands were placed on a horizontal steel rod before the cuffs were secured with the clicks from a padlock. I felt a large tree right in front of my face and gave a tug with my hands to confirm they were connected with some rope or cable on the other side of the tree. A few seconds later I felt another pair of hands on the steel rod and figured it was Louis. "Welcome to the Pig Poke, guys. You're the pigs that were selected and the rest of us get to do the pokin'" the same deep voice said followed by a hearty laugh. I braced against the handle and quickly had someone kick my legs apart. My ass got spread open, lube was dripped over my hole and a few fingers roughly pushed it inside. Another squirt of lube and the fingers were replaced by a thick cock pushing in. I heard a loud slap in front of me, followed by "Loosen up, motherfucker!" A few seconds later I heard Louis groan and knew he was taking his first dick of the night. The guy fucking me had quickly built up a firm, fast pace and I doubted he would last much longer. It seemed he hadn't fucked anyone in a while and needed to get off ASAP. I mumbled "Enjoy the ride" to Louis as the guy behind me slammed into my hole a few more times before shooting what felt like a gallon of cum up my chute. The grunting in front of me didn't sound like Louis and the growl that came next definitely wasn't his so it was probably Louis' fucker unloading inside of him. My guy pulled out and was replaced right away. The new guy had a bit more girth but was a little shorter and soon I felt his large belly and chest on my back and his heavy breath on my neck. He knew how to fuck, though, and his cock felt good in my now cummy hole. A loud groan next to my ear told me I was getting another stranger's load. Another cock was soon driving into my hole, this one feeling thinner but much longer. Someone pulled the cloth bag tight over my face and held some poppers to my nose. I took a few hits and then felt my hole relax some more. A slap to my head told me to work my ass on the cock that was plowing me. This guy lasted longer than the other two and I heard him getting some grief from the other guys for hogging my hole. He started hammering and then dumped his load in me. This continued for a couple hours, I think. We were buzzed with beer when we started and the poppers, cigar and pot smoke I was inhaling while getting fucked had me flying. I totally lost track of time and how many guys fucked or bred me. Guy after guy took turns fucking my hole until it was sore and gaping. Some took a couple minutes and others much longer. I know a few guys came back for very sloppy seconds. At the end my legs were sticky and cum had dried in the hair on my ass and legs. Finally, when there was no one else wanting our used up holes a couple guys unlocked us from the tree and led us back to our tent. They left the cuffs on our wrists and when I heard the zipper on the tent door stop, I reached up and pulled the cloth bag off of my head. I helped Louis get his bag off too and we laid there motionless for a few minutes. My body hurt and I could still feel cum dripping out of my ass. "What the fuck just happened" Louis asked. "Sorry, that's not what I had planned, Louis. We got royally fucked" I replied. I pulled Louis close to me and wrapped my arm around him as we faded off to sleep.

I’m going to give this another try and see what happens… ———— I was beat when we got back into town so I told Louis that I was just going to go home. He nodded and headed towards his place. I got home just after sunset and kicked back on the couch, a beer in one hand and a joint in the other. I loved the smell wafting off my body - sweat and cum was the best cologne a guy could have as far as I was concerned. I finished off the joint and rubbed my fingers through my beard. Parts of it were crusty from the dried cum in it. I relived the afternoon’s events and picked up my phone. “Did u leave a big 1st load in Ben or did he have one in already?” was the text I sent to Louis. A few minutes later I got a message back “loaded or a lot of lube, not sure.” I thought about it a bit and the loads I tasted sure didn’t taste like lube. I started to wonder who bred him before we got there. Did they know he was going to get fucked after? Did he taste our loads after we left Ben? There seemed to be more to Ben than just a lonely, horny, queer farmer. In the end I was happy that Ben’s sex life wasn’t just the occasional random hookup. I didn’t hear anything from Louis the next week or over the following weekend. By the next Wednesday I was concerned and sent off a message “up 4 a beer?” A couple hours later I got a response - “love to. not today. mañana?” I replied - “Sure. Where?” “Chaps? 6pm?” Louis answered. I was surprised that he wanted to meet there but I wasn’t going to argue and sent back “ok.” I got home from work and changed into a different pair of jeans that weren’t covered in mud. I pulled on a tank top and grabbed some leather wrist bands. I walked into Chaps just before six and said ‘Hi’ to the guys I knew before getting a beer and sitting down at the bar. About five after, the door creaked open and in walked Louis. Right behind him was one of his co-workers that I’d seen at the Spoke & Spike several weeks before. It was the one that I had hooked up with. Louis came up to me and gave me a big hug and a kiss. I could feel he had something under his t-shirt. I guessed that he was now out to his co-worker, but the guy still seemed surprised at the long, deep kiss. After we swapped some spit, Louis called over the bartender and ordered a couple beers. While the bartender was drawing the pints, Louis said “So, Brandon here says that I should watch out for you… that you’re just a hookup guy. Oh, he says you get a bit rough, too.” I saw Brandon blush. It was nice to know his name, finally. “Well, Brandon. It kind of depends how I meet the guy. A guy I meet on an app looking to suck and swallow I treat differently than someone I meet in a non-sexual place” I replied. The beers arrived and I saw the bartender smirk. I wasn’t sure how much Louis had told Brandon about our relationship, so I was being careful with what I said. Brandon took a sip of his beer and looked back at me, unsure what to say. “If I get a bit too rough, I expect a guy to tell me, not bitch about it later. I’m not one of those guys that expects the bottom to take whatever I give. But, unless you say something, I don’t know. I gathered you didn’t like our hookup since you ignored me the next time I messaged you” I said. If Louis didn’t know that Brandon and I had hooked up before, he did now. “He can be a gentle puppy too” Louis said with a laugh. I turned to Louis and said “You can be an aggressive bastard when you want.” He smiled and nodded in reply. I could tell that Brandon was a little confused. He obviously knew that Louis and I had fucked and probably more than once. I turned to Brandon and asked “So which was it? Was I too rough or was there just no chemistry for you?” Brandon stared back at me. I could tell he didn’t want to have this discussion in front of Louis, but I didn’t care. If he came here with Louis and knew that we would meet, then any topic should be fair game. “Maybe we should head to the back and find a table” I suggested. We went to the back side of the bar to one of the tables against the wall. We were out of view of the door and most of the other customers. A few tables down my bud Stoney had his boy kneeling at his side in just a jockstrap while he talked to a few other friends. At the bar two other guys were aggressively kissing each other and one had his hand down the back of the other’s low cut jeans, fingering his hole. I could tell that Brandon was a little uncomfortable seeing the blatant displays of gay sexuality around us. “I’m still waiting for an answer, Brandon” I said after taking a sip of my beer. Louis was now staring at him too, waiting for his response. I leaned in and Louis quickly did the same. I said “It’s just between us… I won’t say anything or think less of you. I just want to know so I don’t scare off any more sexy guys, like you.” Brandon looked at me and then at Louis and then back at me. He swallowed hard and then said quietly “I was fuckin’ scared. I don’t hookup with many guys and you just seemed to use me as a fuck toy.” “Brandon, I’m sorry. You seemed to enjoy sucking my dick… Most guys that don’t have much experience freak out at the piercing and you didn’t. As I said, if a guy gets too rough with you, you need to tell them. Hookups are different than Stoney and his boy Chris over there. Chris has spent a while getting trained and knows he should do anything that Stoney says and take it no matter how hard things get, knowing that Stoney will respect his limits. On a first time meet, you need to tell a guy if you don’t like where things are going. Shit, I face fucked you and pounded that tight ass of yours and didn’t get a whimper or complaint. I thought you liked it” I said. Louis’ eyes got big and I could tell he was imagining what Brandon and my fuck was like. He wrapped his arm around Brandon’s shoulder and smiled, giving him one of those “been there, done that” wordless acknowledgements. “Just remember to say something from now on, ok? Friends?” I said, raising my glass. It seemed to shock Brandon that I was so nonchalant about the whole thing. We clinked our glasses together and took a drink. “Uh… I did like it, but I had never done anything like that before. I guess most of my sex has been pretty tame compared to you” Brandon said, staring into his glass. “Dude, you have to try new shit. Figure out what you like and what you don’t. Hell, before I met Ryan I thought I was straight” Louis said, laughing hard afterwards. Brandon was shocked hearing Louis’ comment, but a smile slowly came over his face. I think he had found someone he could relate to and it wasn’t me. We continued to talk, but not about Brandon’s and my fucked up hookup or my meetings with Louis. Well, not until he told Brandon about meeting me here and how turned on he was about the guys in leather. Brandon laughed and he said that he had watched a lot of porn and thought guys in leather either looked really hot or really cheesy. Louis smiled and then grabbed the sides of his t-shirt and slowly pulled it over his head. I grinned, looking at Louis standing there in just his leather harness, jeans and boots. His chest hair had fully grown back in, the left side full sleeve tattoo looked really good and I could see the fresh outline of the beginnings of his right side ink. Brandon’s eyes bugged out but then he licked his lips. I’m not sure if he ever had thought of Louis in a sexual way but I knew he was now. So did several of the other bar patrons and I heard a few catcalls. Louis had set the tone for the rest of the evening and I was proud of him being so… confident. I pulled off my t-shirt off and tucked it in the back of my jeans. “Well?” I asked looking at Brandon. It took a few moments and then Brandon caught my drift. He shrugged his shoulders and pulled his t-shirt off too. I had forgotten how good Brandon looked. He wasn’t muscled, but his thin body was nicely shaped. His hair was cut short and faded to nothing as it got to his ears. His pale skin was devoid of any decoration but he had a little fur on his pecs and a thicker line down the center that got wider as it passed his navel. His nipples were the “small but with hard eraser nubs” kind that felt good under my tongue and were easy to nibble on. I remembered that he had a nice bulge in his pants of the “show’er” variety that got thick and hard instead of growing longer. We gazed back and forth, checking each other out while we finished our beers off. I got up and went to the bar, ordering another round. When I came back with Louis and Brandon’s beers, I put my hand on Brandon’s shoulder as I reached around to set his beer down. I took the long route and rubbed the cold glass over each of Brandon’s nipples with the beer in my left hand. I could hear him moan and saw him close his eyes. I leaned in and let my beard brush over his shaved face while my right hand wrapped around his body and I pulled him tight to my chest. “See, I can be soft, too” I whispered in his ear. I set the beer down and slipped back to the bar and got my beer and the change. Louis and Brandon were talking but stopped as soon as I got back to the table. We chatted and scoped out each new bar patron, comparing how each of us liked them. As we finished the third beer, Brandon looked at me and said “Did you really want to meet up with me again after that first time?” I furrowed my brow and looked over at Louis, wondering where this was going, but got nothing but a slight smile. “Of course. You’re hot, gave good head and seemed to like a hard fuck. That’s what I look for… in a hookup” I replied, with an emphasis on the hookup part. “I… Uh…” and then Brandon gave a long pause with both Louis and I staring back at him. “Uh… I have never done a three way” Brandon said. “With guys or girls” he continued. His head swiveled back and forth between Louis and I. “Do you two want to show me how?” Brandon finally asked.

“Is that the guy from the park?” Louis asked me quietly. I just nodded yes and pulled off my jacket, laying it over the seat of my bike. Louis grinned and pulled off his t-shirt. He strutted over towards Ben and I heard him say “Ready to get fucked?” I realized that Louis had taken my comments at lunch to heart and was making sure Ben knew what his intentions were. I hoped that this didn’t scare Ben off, but it was nice to see Louis get more assertive. “Yes, sir” Ben replied. I pulled off my shirt and followed Louis over behind the truck. Ben seemed a bit nervous and I could understand. We were two strangers and he was out here alone with any help at least a mile away. I figured I would calm the vibe a bit and said “Hey Ben. I’m Ryan and this is Louis. I hope you’re up for some fun.” “Yes, sir. I am. I really didn’t expect you to take me up on the offer but I’m glad you did. You guys looked so hot fucking in the woods behind the park” Ben replied. I walked up next to Louis with Ben facing us. We were both looking Ben over and I’m sure he was doing the same. Ben was just under six foot tall, his frame was slender but his body had muscles from working every day in the fields (not just driving a tractor) and tanned from rarely wearing a shirt in the sun. His hair was buzzed short and was a dirty blond color and his face had a few days beard growth with more on his chin. He had a large tribal tattoo on his left upper arm and both of his ears had smaller black plugs in them. I moved behind Ben and I put my hands on his shoulders before I leaned in. Quietly, I asked “Is this a good spot that we won’t get interrupted?” “Mmhmm” he replied. “Good, cuz I’m not looking for a quickie today” I said as my hand rubbed his chest and then down over his rippled abs and my hips ground against his ass. I heard him moan lightly before I unbuttoned his shorts and then unzipped them, letting them drop to the ground. I nodded at Louis and he came closer before opening his jeans and pulling his cock out. I moved my hands back to Ben’s shoulders and pushed him down gently. He took the cue and was kneeling on his shorts seconds later. Ben reached out and stroked Louis’ cock as I walked over next to Louis. Ben licked over the head of Louis’ cock while I unbuttoned, unzipped and pushed my jeans and trunks down. I stroked my already stiffening cock as Ben devoured Louis’ shaft. I looked over and Louis had his eyes closed and his head tilted back showing a contentment that men know when their cock is being expertly sucked. “Oooooh yeah… Ooooh fuck yeah” Louis kept saying. I hated to break Louis’ mood, but I needed to feel that warm mouth wrapped around my cock too. I reached over and wrapped my hand over the top of Ben’s head and pulled it towards my dripping cock. I heard the pop as Louis’ dick exited Ben’s mouth and a moment later felt Ben’s lips around the head of my cock. Ben didn’t seem to be surprised as my pierced shaft slid into his mouth and enter his throat. Now it was my turn to be in that Zen state. Ben was no stranger to sucking cock and he was one of the best I had ever had. His tongue, lips, throat and suction seemed to be just about perfect to keep my arousal level up but not to the point of shooting my load into his throat. I got a few minutes of pleasure before Louis pulled the same move and guided Ben’s mouth back to his cock. We took turns a few times and when Ben went back to my cock for the fourth or fifth time, Louis moved around behind Ben. I wrapped my hands around the back of Ben’s head and pushed my cock as deep into his throat as I could. I held it there a few seconds and then fucked his face for a minute and deep throated him once more. This time I held him down until I could tell he needed to breathe. I kept him there a few more seconds and then pulled his head off my cock. Ben gasped for air and I watched spit drip off his chin and off my cock too. Once Ben’s stopped gasping, I pulled him to his feet. I looked into his eyes, grinning and said “You’re a damn good cocksucker.” Ben seemed surprised at my compliment, but replied “Thank you, sir.” I had watched Louis kneel as I pulled Ben up and knew what was going to happen next. Ben gasped again, but this time from being startled as Louis pried his muscular butt apart and buried his face in. The smile that grew on his face told me he was enjoying Louis’ rim job and I knew from experience that his tongue knew how to pleasure a man’s hole. I pulled Ben’s head in for a sloppy, deep kiss. My other hand pinched and twisted his nipples, one by one, before roaming down his body and cupping the pouch of his jockstrap. Based on the feel of his package, Ben was nicely endowed. I freed his cock from the confines of the cloth pouch and grasped his shaft with my paw. I squeezed a few times and then slowly stroked his cock. When I reached the end I was surprised to feel the thick ring in the end of Ben’s cut cock. I tugged on it as I forced my tongue deeper into Ben’s mouth. I felt Ben push against me and realized that Louis was probably tongue fucking his hole I wish I had set up a camera to capture the action, but I would have to just use my imagination. A few minutes later I was looking at both Ben and Louis’ faces. Louis leaned in and whispered “Ready?” Louis was rocking his hips and rubbing his hard dick along Ben’s crack. I could tell he stopped and then pictured the precum leaking head planted against Ben’s puckered hole. “Oh god… please… give it to me” begged Ben.

Another popper whore here, in So Cal. Would love to get poppered up and have my tight little ass and mouth whored out. Only tried them a few times but I definitely want more