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DELIVERING HIS FANTASY FUCK I had a Grindr message from a 27 yr lad asking if I needed fucking. When I told him I did he offered to head over and fuck his poppered up anon load in. He also asked if he could bring his own lube to use. That wasn’t a problem, saved using mine. I was hooded and ass up in my jock and CUM DUMP socks when he arrived. He just whipped his shorts off and stood there in his white T-shirt, white Nike socks and AF-1 trainers. He was already semi and slapping his 8inches aginst my hole. He continued to popper up. He pressed his precum oozing head against my hungry hole and I moaned with pleasure. I thought It odd when he said he couldn’t wait to use this lube on me. I felt the cold liquid as he poured it over my hole and down my crack. He teased my hole open with it. He poppered up some more. He was clearly lubing his dick some more with his lube. Then he pushed his raw dick inside me. He started pounding away, giving me a good hard fucking. I loved how he occasionally gave me a verbal reminder he was in charge. I got called a cum whore, faggot and a worthless cunt. I loved it. He pulled back to just leave the head of his throbbing dick in me as he took another popper hit. He asked if I wanted the rest of this load and I wasn’t sure what he meant. When I asked He told me that he’d been out cruising at some toilets and watched a hot guy get fucked by a fucking ugly but well endowed top. The guy used a rubber and shot a huge load while fucking the guy. When they were done the used and filled rubber was thrown to the floor. My guy apparently stepped in to rescue the discarded strangers load with the intention to use as lube on a willing cumdump, as it had been a longtime fantasy of his. My hole was twitching with excitement knowing this guys cum was already lubing my cunt! He was pouring the last drops of this anon strangers cruising load into his dick. He took another popper hit and slid back in. We were both well lubed and completely turned on by it. I loved that I’d agreed to not knowingly taken this sleazy cum load. He was rock solid inside when he asked, ‘I’ve one more fantasy request, can I fuck this used rubber into your hole? Fuck that’s slutty I thought. It’s not the first time it’s been done either. So I agreed and begged him to cream my hole and fuck that sleazy rubber into my slutty cunt. He wasted no time, he pulled out and placed the rubber over my hole then slowly pushed his dick back inside me taking the rubber with it. Once it was inside me he had his fantasy and he fucked away hard and fast. It wasn’t long before he was ready to dump his load and by then I was begging him to breed my slutty cunt. He did just that and shot his hot load deep inside me with the rubber too! When twisted horny fukka!

When I'm fucking a guy, if i don't get bred at some point, i feel like i miss out. I love to get bred, and love to hold in the cum as long as possible so that the top's DNA gets absorbed into my guts. I don't know how common this is for other bottoms so I'd like your opinion. Where do you like tops to shoot?

Chapter 1 - So it begins My friend Dave decided he wanted to do something special for me for my birthday. We’ve played together a lot in the past and had only recently started partying together. The last time we met, we smoked a good amount, and he fucked me, bred me and played in my ass. For the birthday event, he told me to plan for a few days of time off since he wanted to get me really spun. I was able to get a few days off from work, so I told him we’d be all set. I did a deep clean in the morning and a touchup later. Dave told me to show up at his house around 8. He has a playroom in the basement, with a sling and fuck bench, lots of toys, and some fetish clothing. The basement has a door to the outside at the back of his house. I got there, and Dave and I went down to the playroom. I stripped down to my Nasty Pig jock. Dave wanted me to wear one of his harnesses, so I slipped that on too. He had a pipe packed already so we lit the torch and started taking some deep hits. Dave can get hard even when he’s spun, so I hopped in the sling and put my feet in the stirrups. Dave rimmed my ass for a while, getting me ready for his cock. He has a great cock for my ass. It’s not really long, about 7”, but it’s really thick. He knows how to get my ass ready for his thickness before he shoves it in and then he can fuck for a long time. He has a nice hairy chest and a trimmed beard so I like that I can watch him as he fucks me deep. After a good rimming session, Dave decided that we should get a few more hits in so that I was really horny for his dick. He propped up my head so that I was able to stay in the sling while we smoked. After a few hits, we were both flying high. Dave put down the pipe, slid a freshly opened bottle of poppers within my reach, and stepped between my legs. While we gazed into each other’s eyes, he slowly slid his well lubed cock in my ass. Since he had rimmed me before, I was pretty opened for him. Dave really knows how to fuck. His cock has a nice mushroom head, so he’ll pull almost all the way out, then hold it there to stretch my hole before driving it back in to me. He changes the rhythm, and I can switch up my position in the sling so that his cock hits the walls of my ass differently. One of the other great things about getting fucked in a sling is that it lets me ride cock easily too. I was swinging back and forth on Dave’s dick and getting it in as deep as possible. I had reached down to let him in as deep as possible while sliding back and forth on his cock. I didn’t hear the door open, but I heard the distinctive click of the torch behind me. Then, a mouth was on mine, shotgunning a hit to me. I took in the hit, shared some back and started making out with the new guy. Still didn’t know who it was but I was feeling good and welcomed another guy to the party. When he pulled back, it turned out it was our buddy, Chris. We had all played before but never partied together. I smiled at him, and he gave me a knowing look that was also full of lust. Chris was wearing a chest harness that connected to his metal cock ring. He looked hot as fuck in the gear, with the harness nicely framing his pecs. He has a hairy chest and ass and loves to get his hole eaten. His hard cock was sticking straight out, with a drop of precum on the tip. I motioned him over and licked the head of his dick to taste the sweetness. Lucky for me, Dave had taken over control of the fuck and was still filling my hole with his thick cock. I got Chris’s cock all the way into my mouth so now I was being spit roasted by two hot studs. Dave and Chris started to make out when I realized that they were also sharing some smoke. On one of the hits, Chris pulled his cock out of my mouth and shared the smoke with me, followed by another passionate kiss. Dave pulled out of my ass and lowered my jock to suck my T dick. Even though it doesn’t get too hard, it’s still great to get it sucked. Chris then moved down and knelt before my ass and started rimming my well fucked hole. Now, I was getting sucked and rimmed at the same time, so I just laid back and enjoyed myself for a while. Chris had started to finger my ass, getting 3 fingers in. He was really working around my ass, in and out, and working around the hole. He pulled out and his relubed fingers worked back into my ass. This time, I felt a burn since he deposited a shard in my ass. Getting booty bumped is a favorite of mine but I’d never played like this with Chris. Then, Chris stood up and started teasing my hole with his cock. He has a longer and only slightly thinner cock than Dave. He usually cums pretty fast after getting in my ass so he likes to play around the hole, sticking the head in, then swirling around the outside. He worked around and just inside my hole, spreading lube and precum, then slowly slid all the way in. He got in easily since I was well fucked and relaxed. And spun. Chris had been fucking me for a surprisingly long time. Dave had moved up to feed me his cock which I happily cleaned off and sucked. He moved behind me so that I could also work his balls into my mouth. He likes having his balls sucked and I think the view while I’m doing that is awesome. Eventually, Chris pulled out. He still hadn’t cum, which was kind of odd for him. He helped me out of the sling for a brief rest and some hydration. Dave poured out some sports drink for us all and we sat on the sofa to take a break. I was in the middle and both of them took turns fingering around my hole. We smoked a little more and then I got back in the sling. Dave had lowered the head a little bit. This meant that while he was fucking me again, Chris was able to come around to my head, turn around and feed me his ass. He has a really hot ass. It’s got just the right amount of fur, and he has a hole that reacts to my tongue. I’ve managed to work my tongue really deep into his ass in the past, but this position didn’t allow for deep penetration. One of the other fantastic things about eating Chris’s ass is that he has an amazing natural smell. It’s a little musty and sweet and I love burying my face in his hole, knowing that his smell will stick to my face and beard for a while. My neck started to hurt from the weird position, and I was getting some crazy head rushes too, so Chris moved away and helped to raise my head back to a normal position. Dave decided to pull out and play with my ass again. Once more, I felt the burn of a shard that he deposited in my ass. Chris got back between my legs and started to finger my hole. Dave came up to let me suck his dick, but I needed to take some breaks from his cock since Chris was making my ass feel great. He was working in and out, and spreading his fingers when he was inside me. I was enjoying the sensations and reached down to spread my ass wider for him. I worked my hands over to my hole and was surprised to find that Chris had all his fingers in me and was working my hole with his thumb. We locked eyes and he checked if I was OK with what was going on. I nodded an enthusiastic yes so he kept working his thumb around my hole.

I fuck bare. I shoot deep inside. No pull outs ever. I turn down covered fucks and guys wanting bb but pull outs. I want you to take my seed and keep it inside as long as possible. The bottoms I fuck desire seed. They work for it and will get it from me. Sometimes more than one load! It’s so natural!

I’m just curious how you guys see yourselves and your penis. For me my dick controls my life haha not in a bad way but more in an extension of my primal being. I have never and will never wear a condom because I believe that shooting my seed in someone is such a primal and natural act. When I go on a hike I’ll stop in a clearing and jerk off, same for if I’m staying in a hotel. I need to leave a piece of me everywhere I go. In everyone I fuck. I would genuinely fuck anyone and anything, and I fucking love doing it. If the aliens came to earth tomorrow I’d probably want to shoot my load in their alien cunts haha. My seed is a little part of me that I feel needs to be shared with the world. Any other dudes feel the same?

Part 1. First, some background information. Me and my husband Max have been together for 8 years, 6 of which have been married. We are both around 30 years old. I am 30 and Max is a year younger. Our life is really good and we have fun together. We have a lot of friends and we travel a lot during the holidays. We spend a lot of time together and do a lot of different things together. But... There is one thing that is not perfect. My sperm hunger. For the first 4 years I was able to keep it quiet, but the need for strangers' sperm only got stronger. It grew inside me. I realized that I always looked first at the man's crotch. Ohh, what a big bulge that man has. I realized that I was jealous of every bottom boy in a porn movie who got a raw cock and loads of cum in his ass. I had tried to subtly talk to Max about it, but he didn't want to hear me. He was definitely of the opinion that marriage is only an agreement between two people and does not include other people. My cheating started unintentionally 4 years ago. I was at an optometrist and a 50-year-old male optician gave me vision tests. Every now and then my eyes strayed to the man's crotch, which seemed to be bulging out nicely. After the tests, the optician rested his own hand on his bulge and rubbed it lightly, looking me straight in the eye. Finally he asked if I liked what I saw. I nodded shyly, and admitted that I liked it. The optician said that if I want, I can also examine in more detail. Timidly, I reached out and felt the optician's hot bulge. "Open the buttons," the optician commanded. I obeyed. I opened the buttons and the big pouch of the optician's underwear was sticking out of the pants. "Lick it," was the command. I obeyed again. I greedily licked the pouch of the optician's underwear and bit through the fabric with my teeth on his hardening cock. "Take it out," ordered the optician. I did so and immediately took the man's hot cock straight into my mouth. I started sucking cock like there was no tomorrow. "Oooh, you greedy slut," said the optician. The man fucked my mouth hard. The cock wasn't terribly long or thick, but the man's testicles were big and juicy. I held the bags and caressed the testicles as the cock moved in and out of my mouth. "Get up and turn around," the optician commanded me again. I obeyed like a sheep. When I turned around, the man would pull my sweatpants and underwear down to my knees with one jerk. Immediately he placed his raw cock on my hole. Without asking anything, he pushed inside me. The man's raw cock was inside me. He hadn't asked if I wanted a condom. He just thrust into me with his bare cock. I screamed in pain, but the man growled at me "shut up bitch". "We don't want the whole house to find out what a whore you are". After a while, the man picked up the pace and squirted his sperm into my hole. I felt several injections in my gut. After emptying himself, the optician pulled away from my hole and buttoned his pants. "Well, now lift those sweatpants up and you can leave so I can continue my work," the optician said coldly. I pulled up my pants and left the optician's booth with my ass full of sperm. It was the first time I cheated on my husband.

Stopped by the bookstore after the gym and got seven loads. As soon as I walked in and got in a booth, even though it was dead and not many in the store, I heard the door close. I put my ass against the hole and had a ten inch dick buried in my hole immediately. He worked me for about five mins and I think came twice in me, definitely once though as he pulled out and I was dripping. After a bottom tries to put his ass against the hole to get me to top him, I was about to leave before I felt his rock hard dick against my hole and slid in. I guess he gave up me breeding him. He started pumping my hole and shot another huge load in me. After a few other guys heard the wall movement from fucking, I ended up with another couple hung dicks and some smaller ones that shot huge loads. Left me dripping when I left. Definitely worth the 45 minutes.

My last load was Wednesday. It was a rematch with a super sexy (well, I think he is...) big hairy bear top, about my age (we've each got just a bit of gray), married on the DL. Our chemistry is fucking amazing... I let him in and we kiss and I can feel it instantly. I hope he can, too. I'm hard as a rock in seconds. I get him upstairs and he offers poppers, which are just the dregs, so I make a quick run to the fridge to get mine. And we're getting naked and on the bed ASAP. Kissing and heavy body contact - he's really a big guy, but all over, not just in the belly - maybe 6'1" and 250# or a bit more, and lots of fur. My cup of tea. And I've lost some weight this year so I actually feel enveloped in his hug, and we're playing with each other's nipples (his are wired), and, yeah, more of that! I suck him for a while - he gets hard nicely even without a cock ring (lucky him), and then we flip around and he sucks me... and puts his hand around back, which makes me melt. So he rolls me over and plows me... And fuck is that good! Just a little lube to get him in - I'm tight but very hot for it - and then he's inside and fucks me on my belly for a good while, and then on my side. Then he comes out and we're kissing some more. At some point he says, "how does your boyfriend ever let you out of his sight?" - so I guess the chemistry is good for him, too. He's on his back, so I climb up on top and ride him. Ride him hard, leaning back, and he's super into it, and I love this because I can look at his face (looking into a guy's eyes when we're fucking is one of my hot buttons). And I lean into it and I'm so wanting his load but I'm not getting him over the edge, quite, and then suddenly I'm the one who's going over the edge and I'm cumming. Hard and long, all over his belly and chest, in fountains. He tells me to lick it off him, and I do... bitter tasting. And we're kissing some more and he's stroking and suddenly he's getting close and I try to hop back on and take his load, but I'm too slow and he shoots it all over where mine was. So I lick that off, too, and it tastes very different, rather sweet. Fuck, I needed that! It was a little disappointing not to get bred, but hell, I'll take it - fireworks sex is always good! We agreed that we must do it again soon. Hope he remembers (he won't give me his number).

It's got to be deep inside me. I want to be bred and seeded. And his seed stays there too.

To be clear: I agree, but I consider the rise of apps part of the shift away from bathhouse culture. In other words, the two broad factors I see are (a) the headwinds that bathhouses have faced externally - increasing rent, gentrification, HIV/COVID/Mpox restrictions, etc., and (b) the decline in demand because the product is no longer as broadly wanted as it once was. I think pretty much every reason for the decline can be grouped into one of those two baskets, even those not yet mentioned, if any.

Ok, so 99% of the time I’m just a horny insatiable bottom that wants and needs an anonymous fuck. But funny enough I find myself just wanting to eat ass for hours on end. (Not while being topped or giving or receiving head). But just going to a guys house finding him ass up and wanting to dig my face and tongue into hiss ass for long periods of time then leave. And if his ass is pre-loaded even better. Is this common or just me being piggy.

The Private Party So I was on that barebacking site, you know which one. I just happened to look at the Private Parties section. Usually these are organized by a bottom guy who is looking for tops and doesn't really want any other bottoms there. This time I was pleasantly surprised to find a party where not only was the organizer a versatile top, most of the other people signed up to attend were or were tops or versatile. And it wasn't just a couple of attendees, there were already 8 people signed up. I started to look at the profiles of the organizer and the other attendees. Very hot. I could already feel my little cock start to tingle in anticipation. I've always had a fantasy about showing up at a party like this and when I get there being locked into a chastity device and then into the kind of bondage spreader bar which leaves a guy ass up and helpless to prevent anyone from using him as they see fit. I messaged the host for an invitation and asked him if it was OK if I was locked in a chastity cage and a spreader bar, He messaged me back saying I was invited and that would be great. I went to the toy/lingere store near where I live that carries a fairly large assortment of bondage toys. I picked out a spreader bar that looked sturdy. The lady at the counter gave me a wink and a smirk as I paid. So now I'm getting ready for the party. Taking a shower, shaving myself in all the right places. Applying good smelling lotion. Thoroughly cleaning myself out with many enema bottles. Lubing up my hole and sliding a large plug in. Putting on my cage and locking it securely in place. Putting on a jock so my ass will be exposed and ready. When I get there the host greets me at the door and recognizes me since I am carrying a spreader bar. When I am inside I strip down and remove the plus. He takes my clothes and the plug, putting them in a bag for safe keeping. tells me I can go set up in a corner and he'll have someone help me get locked up. He motions over a guy dressed in leather gear and asks him if he'd give me a hand. He says he would love to. We go over in the corner and I get down on all fours and he fastens my arms and legs to the spreader bar. I am now ass up and totally helpless to stop anyone from having free access to my hole. Other guys are milling around, a few are making out and I hear the moans and groans of others as they are sucking each other off or fucking. The guy admires his handiwork and gives my ass a smack. Other people seem to notice and soon a group forms. The leather guy starts to slide his hard, thick dick up and down my crack until the tip catches my hole, then he slides it in making me groan out in pleasure. He starts a slow in-out motion and his dick is long enough it is hitting my prostate and soon it is making my little cock confined in its cage drool pre cum. Someone notices and says "Look at that sissy clit drip!" while he reaches down and wipes some up with his finger and then puts it to my mouth making me taste my own seed. After a while the leather guy fucking me starts to pick up his pace, his low hanging balls which had been slapping my taint pulling up tight to his body and I know I'm about to take his load. As I feel his cock throb and his cum blasting deep inside me he bends down to my ear and says "did the host tell you that this isn't just a bareback party, it is a conversion party?" I cry out "No!", but I should have known because so many of the attendees had status "Ask me". He rests for a second and says "Well, now you know, and there was your first poz load". He barely has a chance to pull out before another guy starts sliding his big dick into my now well used hole. One by one guys pound my ass and fill it with their hot loads, many of them telling me things like that they had stopped their meds weeks ago in anticipation of this party. I can feel lube and cum dribbling out of my ass and down my leg every time one of them pulls out. I lose track of how many loads I take, but it has to be close to a dozen. Eventually I hear the host tell me the party will be ending soon and it is his turn. I feel his dick slide into my now stretched out hole, but he has to be one of the biggest I've ever taken because it still stretches me out more. He pounds me long and hard and then groans out as he cums, telling me he had been waiting to seed me all night and that his VL was very high so it was the guarantee that I'd be knocked up for sure. He and the leather guy then release me from the spreader bar and I am handed the bag with my clothes in it. I dress, my little cock still trapped in its cage and then drive home. When I get there I unlock my cage and as I'm pulling my little cock I get an email from the host inviting me to next month's party. I can't wait.

I know, I know, it’s all about getting our dick off. And I love the feeling of an intense orgasm, especially with my dick buried balls deep up ass. But my absolute favorite is eating ass. I can block out the rest of the world and give that man pleasure using only my tongue up his ass. I can spend hours with my face buried up an ass crack. Yet I always feel guilty because I know most guys consider rimming to be foreplay and they are hungry to get mounted and pounded. And don’t get me wrong, I enjoy fucking. But munching on an asshole is my ultimate. And when I’m jerking off to porn, that’s the scene that usually puts me over the edge and gets me to blast a huge load.

When I started fucking, everyone fucked raw; hiv had not yet arrived. There were a handful of guys that had fetishized using rubbers, but they were few and far between. Everyone fucked everyone else - it was totally commonplace, it was just the next step after shaking hands, saying 'hi, let's fuck' ...... and it was all raw.

Its gotta be in the ass... sperm should always be deposited in the ass !

My last loads happened just over a week ago at a local leather party. I had been excited for a bit as it was my first leather event in honestly almost a year, I spent the day getting ready, caught up with one of my friends who I'd never seen without a shirt off, let alone in a leather jockstrap like he planning was tonight, we arrived an hour into the event, and spent some time catching up with some other mates. after enough time for things to get busy I broke away and headed down to the play space that was set up, at first I sat on one of the couches and let a gorgeous daddy fuck my mouth and work over my gag reflex for a bit. Once he moved on I met eyes with a cute scruffy cub and worked on making sure he was hard before turning around and presenting, he slowly worked his way in before taking his time, his cock was about 6 inches long and just a bit above average, just perfect to open me up, he held onto my harness and about 5 minutes into it he pulled me tight against him and shot as deep as he could. I felt a few guys play with my cummy hole before someone an otter with a swimmers build pushed into me and turned my body so his who looked like a wrestler could fuck my face for a bit, the one who had pushed into me had a nice cock that I swear felt like all the veins were bulging so much I could feel with them with my ass, and his mates cock was thick and I could barely wrap my lips around it. The otter bred me within a few minutes before leaning in, "My friend is going to take a turn and plans on breeding you, but I wanted to make sure that you had enough lube to handle him, once you finish cleaning off my cock I want you to suck my nipples til I'm hard again. I'm going to start feeding you poppers as you need, just tap my thigh, just a warning if you stop him he won't start back up." I made sure to gag a bit more on the cock in my throat to try and get a bit more spit on it before nodding, before long they swapped ends, I started cleaning the otters cock and felt the wrestler get behind me and start probing my hole. I felt pain for the first time that night, he slowly and inexorably pushed his way in over the next minute and it felt like I was tapping morse code on the otter's leg and huffing the amyl as much as I could. Once they were in the waited for a moment before starting to work their way in and out, before too long they where pushing into me with a good speed, the otter moved me to his nipples, telling me what a good boy I was and how well I was doing, this continued on making me push back wanting to prove him right. The wrestler eventually started to speed up, I knew what was coming and wanted to be nothing but a good boy at that point. Before too much longer he started slamming into me with such force I almost tapped out before he held me painfully tight against him and grunted pulling me off his mate and kissing, biting and licking my neck. He thrust in me lazily after he finished loading me up for another half a minute churning his load, before abruptly pulling out and diving his face in for a taste, he then spun me round and made out with me, I could taste the loads I had taken and nearly came from that, both of them left shortly after. Once my eyes could focus again, I saw the cub from the beginning balls deep in my friend I had come with, my friend waved me over and congratulated me on my accomplishment, the cub stepped out and asked if I wanted a turn, my friend nodded so I let my aching cock lead the way and barely took 2 minutes to bust, especially after the cub pushed back into me and bred me again. My friend then got up and said it was only fair if he fucked me, I told him only if he bred me, which he enjoyed my ass for a bit before loading me as well. I ended the night with 5 loads, two from the cub, and one each from my friend, the otter and the wrestler. Honestly my most successful night ever and honestly not sure if I'm ever gonna be able to top it.

The sauna on Wednesday. I was at the back of the darkroom, leaning forward to play with a guy's cock in the hope I'd get it in me. In the meantime, someone else came up behind me and started playing with my arse. He had a bit of a fuck then moved away. Meanwhile, there was a guy to my left, watching all of this. I could just make him out, with the little bit of light that was in there. The guy was short and a little stocky. As soon as the guy who had been using my arse moved away, this guy came right up behind me and went to position his cock to fuck me. I grabbed it from behind, to help him find my hole. His cock wasn't particularly long, but it was really thick, uncut and had a curve to it. Once he was in, he fucked hard for a good few minutes. I could tell from his breathing he was getting close, so I begged him to load me up. In no time he was pumping his load into me. I held him in place for a bit, so I could milk his cock with my arse and drain every drop of cum from his cock. As soon as he pulled out, I clenched as quickly as possible, but a stack of cum still flooded out. It was obviously a massive load. I fucking love it when I reach underneath to check my hole and it's dripping. I was thinking of having a break from the sauna tomorrow, but now I figure the thought of getting lots more raw cock and cum in me is too hard to resist.

I’ve been barebacking ever since I lost my virginity back when I was in high school. I only learned how good bareback sex was from a 29 year old that I hooked up with on the regular. After that I pretty much fucked only raw with a few exceptions. I honestly got hooked to it pretty early on, and I don’t think I could use condoms on the regular.

There is nothing new under the sun, as the saying goes. How common this is, of course, varies, but I don't think it's especially rare.

I like in my cumdump

How about y’all fuck me and then we vote on which feature is best?

From a top's perspective.... I want you to concentrate on the guy in your ass. I do love the look of a spit roast--but that guy in your mouth is really just getting his dick wet for his turn in your hole. I also really get off on the rotation of holes--so you can taste your ass on my cock, while the one you just got wet, is now pummeling you. And a note to tops who add their cock to your mouth as I'm fucking: Don't pull the bottom towards you and off my dick. It's not about you...yet. Move closer to us. Get your dick wet and then give him a load for me to fuck in on round two or three.

After hitting 30, the covid lock down hit hard and I gained a bit of weight. At the end of 2021, and coincidentally the end of Covid restrictions, I decided to eat healthier. Especially since my colleagues, who are in their 20's, are all buff and work out regularly. This comparison was even more glaring once we all went back to the office. I didn't rush though, I lost about 40 lbs in those two years by portion control for meals and occasional stationary biking. I'm back to my old weight of 120lbs. I'm a short thing and I've always been attracted to men who are taller, and usually older. My college days were spent hooking up with older tall men into tiny Asian boys. It was always safe though. I have been in a relationship with the man I love for several years now, but very soon into the start of it I realized I can't get everything sexually I wanted from him. For example, he is a total bottom. And while I love fucking him, sometimes I crave the days of being manhandled by someone and going balls deep in me. My boyfriend and I fuck bareback, so over the years, if I hook up with someone else it was always with a condom. And these hook ups were very few and far between and usually someone who I've hooked up with before. I don't have much trust in dating apps. About a several months ago, I hooked up with someone who kept insisting to fuck me raw. While I find the idea super hot, I declined. He tried to fuck me with a condom but he kept going limp. I can't blame him. I can't remember topping with a condom and I'm almost certain I'd go soft too. I started looking into PrEP as a just in case. I talked to my doctor about it and he agreed that while condoms are still the best choice, it won't hurt to add PrEP into my daily prescription/vitamin regimen. I've been taking it ever since but honestly haven't thought much about it. I haven't really had the urge to get fucked recently. Now at the present, I'm finally confident enough to go to a gym and get my body toned. I signed up for a membership close by, with my only intention being getting healthier. I checked in on a weekend at around 3pm and the place was relatively dead, which I like because I'm a total introvert and still a bit self-conscious. I did my thing for about two hours, very proud of myself and headed for the locker room. There was only one other person in there who I didn't pay much mind to. As I was getting undressed, I noticed from my peripheral vision that this person kept glancing at me. I wrapped my towel around my waist so I can pull off my shorts and boxer-briefs without going full monty. I gave him a quick glance and we made eye contact for a couple of seconds. He was this tall black guy about 6'4" with short hair, a set of wireless headphones around his head. He was probably early to mid 40's, I can't be sure. He was wearing a shirt with the sleeves and sides ripped to his torso. I can see his enormous pecs and I felt a slight tingle in my pants. As I was pulling off my underwear I lowered my gaze to his grey sweats and saw that something massive was bulging. I felt my hole twitch. I quickly turned around nervous cause I didn't want to get in trouble in case I was misunderstanding the situation. I tried to clear my head of all these thoughts and grabbed my toiletry bag and shoved my duffel in the locker and locked it. I kept my eyes down with one hand on the towel around my waist as I walked towards the shower. When I was about to get into the small hall with the showers and dressing room, I heard movement behind me and a deep voice says "Hey..." I turned and put on an indifferent expression and replied "Hey." He looked me in the eye and said "Do you go black?" My mind was racing now. Did I hear him correctly? Does he mean what I think he means? I asked "I'm sorry?" Pretending I didn't hear so he'd repeat it. My heart felt like it was gonna jump up my throat. "Do you go black?" he said again. I heard myself say "I'm not sure what you mean." I think I wanted him to tell me exactly what he meant so there was no room for misinterpretation. He gave a small smile and shook his head and said "It's ok. Nevermind." He turned and started to walk back to the lockers. I guess my acting dumb made him think he misread me and that I wasn't gay or something, cause if I was, how would I not know what he meant? I kinda started to panic cause his sexy body and that bulge in his pants made me crave getting pounded. I blurted "I do... I do, though" He smiled and walked closer towards me and glanced at the entrance, then his eyes swept the bottom of the stall doors to make sure there was no one else there. When he was satisfied that we were in fact alone he turned to me and whispered "Show me." I tentatively grabbed the ends of my towel with both hands then slowly peeled it off. I was embarrassed cause my dick was already precumming. But it seems he wasn't at all interested in my dick anyway cause he whispered "Turn around..." So I turned and show him my ass and I heard him take a breath. He glanced at the entrance again and said "Go into that one at the end" then walked back towards the locker rooms. I turned and knew he meant the big dressing room with the handle bars for the disabled. The shower stall doors are translucent frosted glass while the dressing rooms have solid black ones. And even though they have gaps between the door and the floor, the big dressing room has its wall with the bench obscured so even if people glance at the bottom of the door, they wont see legs as unless they actually stick their heads in and look to the side. I slowly walked towards it, my hands shaking. I put my toiletry bag on the bench, wondering if he wanted me to wait long, but as I turned around he was already entering the room with his duffel bag and locking the door behind him. I was so nervous I couldn't think. He bent down and placed his duffel on the floor then turned to face me. Being this close to him just drove home how much bigger he was than me and I thought that maybe this wasn't such a good idea. This man can split me in half. Especially after seeing his bulge this close. He put his hands on my shoulders and had me sit on the bench. His crotch is almost to my eye level as he pulled down his sweatpants. It fell out and I heard myself audibly gasp. It was huge. Lengthwise it was probably around 8-8.5 but it was the girth that scared me. I swear it was thicker than my wrist. He pulled my head towards it and I began to lick. I was afraid it wouldn't fit in my mouth. After some licking of the head, I certainly tried. It was a challenge to just get even half in my mouth cause of the thickness... but I knew I was loving it. I couldn't throat it but I did my best to give him please anyway I could. I looked up at him as I was vigorously sucking the head. He smiled down at me and whispered "Too big?" I nodded but kept on sucking. He motioned for me to stand up and turn around. Now I obviously wanted this but I started having second thoughts... not only because of his size but also because I didn't prep my ass for this as I was not expecting anything like this to happen on the first day I went to the gym. I honestly didn't really think this type of thing happen except in porn or movies. I stood up and whispered "I'm not really prepared for this down there... should I go prep first?" He had bent down to get a magnum from his duffel and whispered "It's ok, I just wanna feel it." He put his hand on my shoulder and turned me around, then put it on my back to lower it so I'm bent over the bench. I didn't see him get lube from his bag so I got even more worried I'd be taking that dick dry. I spat on my hand and rubbed it around my hole. I looked back and he had his condomed dick in his hand and spat a large amount of spit on it and spread it on his dick. He rubbed the head on my hole for a few seconds then slowly pushed it in. The pressure was intense. It felt like I was getting stretched to the limit and the spit didn't help at all. He felt me trying to run away so he held my hips tight with both hands. I wanted to scream. I can hear him whispering "Relax, you can take it, Relax." There was something about his girth and the plastic feel of the condom that was just creating friction, making the pain unbearable. He got about half way in and I jerked my ass away cause I couldn't take the pain anymore. I gasped and was breathing heavily. I quickly turned and plopped my ass down on the bench, afraid he'd try to stick it again. He looked down at me stroking his cock. "Too big?" he whispered. "Might be..." I said a little guiltily. He gave a sad smile and removed the condom and threw it on the ground. I was afraid he was too disappointed that he'd leave so before he could pull his pants up, if that was his intention, I grabbed his dick and started sucking on it again. We did this for a few minutes until he broke the silence. "Do you want this dick?" he whispered. I took his dick out of my mouth and said "Yes, sir" then went back to sucking it. "Stand up. You can take it. This is what you wanted." It really is. So I gave his prick one final suck, took a deep breath then stood up and bent over the bench again. He reached down for another condom and put it on. Then I realized I have conditioner in my toiletry bag. I pulled it out and squirt some in my hand and rubbed it around and in my hole. I felt the tip of his dick press against my hole. He put his right hand on my hip and put his left arm around my chest, probably to keep me from pulling away. I felt him slowly enter and gradually got most of it in. The conditioner definitely helped but there was still that plastic feeling friction but I endured through it. He nibbled my left earlobe as he works the last inches inside and then whispered "Does it hurt?" I nodded with a pained moan. He was all the way in now but barely moving. He pulled a couple of inches out then shoved it back in. I let out a hiss of pain and my body instinctively tried to pull away. But with how he was holding me there was no escaping. He licked the back of my neck then whispered "Are you clean?" as he gave another thrust. Breathing heavily I replied "Yes... I'm on prep. My doctor tested me for everything a couple of months ago before I can be on it..." "I see..." He said as he pulled out half way then gave me a hard thrust. I can feel my eyes start to water, and then I suddenly felt empty. He had pulled out. And I heard a snapping sound then saw him throw the condom next to me on the bench. I felt him spat on my hole and then heard him spat again, assuming to lube up his dick. I felt the warm head as he placed it against my hole and started rubbing it. It felt so fucking good. He then stuck the head in. No friction this time.., I just felt my hole widening to accept him. He shoved it all the way in and as it hit my prostate I let out a moan. He covered my mouth with his left hand as he slowly starts a rhythm. "Is this what you wanted?" he whispered in my ear. "Mmhmm" I mumbled through his hand on my mouth. He started to pick up the pace. "Are you sure you're clean?" he asked again as he moved his left hand to my hips and now using both hands to pull me into him with every thrust. "Yes" I replied. I was in a fog of pleasure. Every time he hit my prostate my legs wanted to buckle. "You wanna do a threesome? Get fucked by two guys?" he whispered. My eyes widened and pulled me out of my stupor for a moment. "Now?!" I whispered in shock. He gave a deep scoff and said "No... maybe next time we meet here again and I'm with my buddy." Before I can even answer he started to go even faster and I was lost to pleasure again. I could hear him starting to breathe faster and heavier. "You just wanted this dick raw didn't you?" he whispered. I couldn't really answer. I know in my head I wanted it raw. But everything that happened after I entered the locker room was totally unexpected. "You wanted to feel me raw didn't you?" he asked again when I didn't reply. "...yes, sir" I replied quietly, almost ashamed. He kept pounding me and asked for the third time "You're sure you're clean right?" "Yes." He nibbled on my neck and whispered "I'm gonna nut in you." My head went into overdrive of pleasure and panic. I wanted to push him off, or rather I knew I probably should've pushed him off., but I was in total ecstasy and just let him pound me even harder. He moved his hands from my hips and wrapped his arms around my chest. "Tell me you want it" he whispered short of breath. I was quiet for several seconds as he fucked me fast and hard and finally said "Please, come inside me" I heard him say "Yeah, beg for my nut." Then I felt him tense and felt his dick inside me uncontrollably throbbing. His dick felt so hot in my ass. It was the best feeling I have ever felt. I could hear his stifled grunts and I loved it. He gave me a few more deliberate thrusts, emptying everything in his balls inside me. He slowly pulled out flinching here and there cause of how sensitive his cock currently is. When he was all the way out I felt a drop of cum rolling from my hole down to my taint and balls. He was breathing heavily as he bent down and pulled a shirt out of his bag and carefully wiped his dick, grunting. I slowly turned and sat on the edge of the bench on my tailbone. I didn't want to plop my cum smeared hole on the bench. He threw the make shift rag back into his bag and pulled up his sweatpants. He looked down at me and smiled as he picked up his bag and said "I'm usually here weekends." Then opened the door, peeked down the hall for a second, and walked out closing the door behind him. I was stunned. I didn't cum but I felt fully satisfied. It's never happened before... I put the conditioner back in my toiletry bag and re-wrapped my towel around my waist. I walked out of the dressing room and into one of the shower stalls. I turned on the water and stood in the corner away from the stream. I then gave my hole a small push and his cum started to leak out and roll down my legs in earnest. It was a lot. And as I watched, I got hard again and jerked myself to completion. It seems my first gym trip was a total success. I'm definitely gonna be going every weekend now, and I'll be sure to clean my ass before leaving the house.

This happened in October 2016. I was getting nicely tweaked with a guy around 9 at night who I found on CL (remember when it was a wonderful site for piGs like us?), when we decided to advertise for a third. The guy had never seen anyone in bondage before, so the guy who joined us tied me to the bed, and flogged my T dick (but not very hard). This proved a little too much for our less experienced friend who bailed. After the new guy had let him out, he came back to finish his business, turning me over and dropping a load in my ass. I jokingly told him that I might leave the door unlocked as he had to attend to some business, but that I was off to sleep in the meantime. Sure enough, at around 2 in the morning I heard the door being opened. He growled: “you shouldn’t have left your door open, whore”, then grabbed me by the throat, hauled me off to the shower where I had cleaned off a 10x8 dildo that I had lubed (in those days I had a tin of menthol lube which felt VERY nice once it had been lined my rectal walls) and had been fucking myself on while watching a college-age chick get their holes destroyed (I loved xvideos.com at that time!) before I invited the first guy (the one who had bolted). My new friend told me that he had something special for me. Put a blindfold on me, a hand around my throat, then handcuffed me, forced me to open my mouth, and rammed his cock down it. Started to unleash a torrent of chempiss down my throat while I was grinding against the dildo. He finally pushed me down all the way on it (talk about a way to get instantly filled!), and came in my throat. Then he dragged me into the bedroom (no idea why he didn't use the sling that I had set up for occasional entertainment of some of my filthier friends), threw me on my back, ripped the blindfold off and the dildo out (felt empty but fucking great!) and had me watch footage of him fucking his 18 yo niece (obviously the “business” he had to take care of as the video was timestamped) while he kept me high (smoke and booty bumps) and raped me for a couple of hours with a couple of he toys, his cock, and ginger crushed on a nice big cucumber. After he had cum 4 times and given me a couple of loads of chempiss, he left. He mentioned that he wished he could bring the girl and watch me fuck her then join in, but would the next time. Sadly, I never saw him again.

I don't know how common it is among other bottoms, but I love eating ass and crave it when I'm horny. I've even hooked up with other bottoms just to be able to eat some ass.

It wanes a lot in Oregon. Seems like it's always waning.

My last load was this morning in a public restroom cubicle, I was in cubicle opposite urinal looking through hole a guy there kept flashing his cock to the toilet doors I soon opened mine ajar was waiting bent over loo spit n shove dumped his load then left me bent over loo and was soon gone

Classroom time! What is “R mini bottoms?” Short republicans? I ducats me, please.

The only people that know I’m a cum pig are the complete strangers that have pumped my mouth and ass full of cum.

Hot story! Can I wear the spreader bars next month?

I'm going to reject the options presented, for the following reasons: 1. I agree that escorts and porn stars are sex workers, just as are cam girls, cam boys, guys with sexually explicit OF or JFF or whatever accounts, street hookers, and more. They're all involved in businesses (as workers) where sex (be it physical contact with the purchaser, or stimulation via imagery and/or sound) is part of the product or service provided. But I don't put sex work into the category of "degrading or dehumanizing" - it CAN be, but that's not inherent in the work. It's inherent in the society in which the workers live. 2. I don't think the second option describes all sex workers. Some do it because they're broke. Some do it because they like the supplemental income it can provide. Some do it because they're substance addicts and need cash to feed their habit. I do agree that people who judge sex workers are wrong, but I don't think it's always sour grapes; sometimes it's just plain old disapproval, sometimes it's resentment that they can't control other people's sexuality. 3. I'm not sure that there is an inherent difference between gay and straight people. Perhaps between the *typical* or *average* gay and straight person - the former probably has more lifetime sex and more partners than the latter, for instance - but I don't see gay sex workers as any sort of ambassador for the gay sex experience (except, of course, in the literal sense that a straight person can satisfy any curiosity he might have about gay sex acts by watching porn). I think gay people bringing home partners to their families, and integrating gay partners into families, goes much farther to show the world what's important about being gay - we're pretty much just like you - than anything else.

Met up with a kinky poz guy from grindr, drove to Orlando and took his piss and cum in my ass, my view in the pic

Fuck yea man. Although, I don’t see straight dudes as breeders, they hardly ever get any ass and they almost always wear a condom unless they have a wife/gf. My straight guy friends actually get very jealous of me when we go out because I always go home with a piece of ass and most of the times they don’t. I know for a fact I’ve gotten more girls and guys pregnant than they have combined

Part 4. A few summers ago, my husband Max and our friends Donald and John were spending a warm summer day at the beach. Donald and John are also a couple. It was hot and it wasn't all because of the warm sunshine. All the hot men around me in speedos and their big bulges. I've never understood swimming shorts. Why do men wear them? Fortunately, most of the men on the beach wore speedos. The circling of the bulges made me hot though. It was a nice day, but watching the bulges made me incredibly horny. At some point I told Max and the guys that I had to go to the bathroom. Fortunately, no one else wanted to go along. Of course, I didn't head to the restaurant, which also had a toilet, but instead to the bushes behind the beach. I had read online that the bushes had become a well-known cruising spot for gay men. Soon I found three men in speedos in the bushes, who were jerking off in a circle. I crept up to them and they nodded in agreement. I took out my own cock and a 50-year-old man grabbed it and started jerking. The men's hard cocks looked lovely, so I knelt down in front of the men and took the nearest cock into my mouth. The cock tasted salty and smelled of sweat. I also tasted two other cocks. But since I was in a hurry to get back to the beach, I decided to be straightforward. I stood up and lowered the speedos to below my buttocks and turned my ass towards the men. Immediately I felt hands on my buttocks and hole. One of the guys said "you greedy slut. Do you have condoms with you"? "No," I replied. "There's no way, I'm not going to stick my bare dick in a hole that offers itself to completely unknown men in the bush," said the youngest man, about 30 years old. "Me neither," said another younger man as well. The older one, about 50 years old, said that he is not interested in rubbers. "Raw feels much better and it's always a pleasure to seed young greedy cumdumps". The older man pressed his bare cock in my ass and the younger ones took turns in my mouth. All three of them fucked me like a bitch, which was good because I should be hurrying to the beach next to my husband. One of the young men shot in my mouth and I swallowed all the sperm. The 50-year-old also sped up and whispered "take my sperm". One of the younger guys jerked furiously and started spraying his sperm into my mouth, face and hair. I'm sure I looked like a really horny slut in the bushes. The men stuffed their used cocks back into their speedos and set off on their journeys. I too began to rush back to the beach. I put on my speedo and on the way I tried to clean my face and hair from the sperm. I wiped my face with my hand and licked it clean. I really hoped I could clean up all the sperm spills. When I arrived on the beach with our towels, Max was already worried about where I had gone. I told him that I had bumped into my co-worker Karen on the way, with whom I had been talking, and that's why I was late on the way. When I had settled on my towel between Max and Donald, I noticed that there was a wet spot on the front of my own speedos. The head of my cock had been wet with precum when I had pulled the speedos on. I quickly turned over to lie on my stomach so the wet patch wouldn't show. At the same time, I was hoping I could keep my hole tight so the older man's sperm wouldn't leak out and wet the back of my speedos. After I had laid on my stomach on the towel for a while, I felt Donald's fingers in my hair. Donald took something from my hair between his fingers and then put his fingers in his own mouth. I looked at Donald in shock. It had to be sperm, I was caught. But Donald looked straight into my eyes and winked at me.

Long shot big any tips around this morn (thursS21) Im not starting work till later...plus indulged last night so I'm feeling very cum hungry. Hmu if you can host around the Hess village area.

Well fuck! I bred a lot of ass there!

There’s no greater joy than focusing on relaxing your ass to get that strangers cock as deep up inside you as it can possibly go. Feeling the head of some mans prick in the core of your body, knowing that if He decides to pump harder into you you may get tiny tears in your tender fuckhole while you picture his dickhead expending as it splash’s hot semen onto your excited membranes. As he slips out of you, you pray it won’t be long before another man enters you and uses the cum that’s still hot in you to get his seed in you even more deeply. It’s the greatest joy there is to give your body to men for their pleasure. If you’re a good bottom you will please many many men and they will come back and se you often as you get better with every load you receive.

Flights booked!

Someone on here posted "A BiG DICK MAKES UP FOR A WHOLE LOT OF UGLY". Truer words were never spoken (or posted).😁

Hello, I hear all these Bottoms saying that it's there responsibility to receive his seed and they worship him. That's not the case for me. When I am horny and wanting dick I don't care what's driving the dick. All I want is his First load deposited balls deep inside me. After that I get a warm (almost hot) feeling deep inside me and then an overwhelming sense of satisfaction. When that passes all I want is more, more, more. Then if the top can get it up again he can put the remaining loads anywhere he wants to for as long as he can. After that I am done with him. I don't give him a second thought. This is an absolutely true statement.

Brock returned to school the next day. His first week back was pretty uneventful. Everyone believed Brock had been out with the flu, but he found himself wishing he could tell some people the truth: that he had been out because he was seroconverting under the care and attention of his uncle, who had infected him with HIV. That he had begged his uncle to do it without a second thought. He realized he was rock hard. His massive member stretched across his left thigh. The precum was beginning to flow. His new clothes did nothing to hide his anatomy. He knew uncle Dale had picked underwear that would specifically accentuate his bulge and leave nothing to the imagination. But it seemed his new jeans wanted to do their part, too. "Earth to Brock!" Mr. Bryant called. Brock had never been happier to be sitting at a desk. He'd had a hardon for Mr. Bryant since he started last year. At the present moment that was quite literal. "Does next week work for tryouts, cap-ee-tan?" "Oh. Um. Yeah I think so..." Brock responded pulling his attention away from his dick and out of his daydreams. Mr. Evan Bryant had taken the advanced math position at Park Village High School as his first teaching gig. He was a bit older than most first year teachers at 28. Rumors circulated about what he had done before becoming a teacher. He'd been Spec Ops in the military. He'd been training to be an astronaut but dropped out. He was a CIA analyst. He was in witness protection. He was touring in a band but they broke up. The sheer variety was comical. The truth was much less exciting than any of the rumors. He'd grown up in the next town over. He did spend 4 years in the navy and he had spent a couple years after touring the country, camping and backpacking. After a couple years of that. He decided teaching was his calling. And he was likely right. He was a damn good teacher. His AP Calc class last year had 95% pass the exam for credit. He stood 5'4" and was about 180 lbs of muscle. He had sandy blond hair that he grew out just a bit past his old navy crew cut, perpetual stubble that often was bordering on a scruffy beard, and dark blue eyes. His shoulders were broad, tapering to a narrow waist. You could tell he was muscular, even under his Oxford shirt and chinos. "Where's your head at today, Brock?" Mr. Bryant looked so kind and a little concerned. "I know you were out all last week but if we are going to make nationals, we need to start now." Brock chuckled. He couldn't exactly tell his teacher that his head was already swimming with the possibilities of what his uncle had in store for him tomorrow. He also definitely couldn't tell him that for the last 20 minutes he'd been picturing every position he could fuck Mr. Bryant in using the desk he was currently sitting at. His dick throbbed, oozing a large glop of toxic precum which quickly soaked into his new boxerbriefs. ----------- Dale sat in his office. On the big screen TV played the recording of his session with Brock - the video of him pozzing his nephew. His 8" cut cock was standing straight up out of the fly of his jeans. He was leaking a constant flow of precum while he watched himself fucking his nephew on screen. It dripped slowly over his hand as he stroked his member. "So that's him, huh?" the man beside Dale asked. He had the waistband of his athletic shorts pulled down. His 8" dick stood painfully hard, precum flowing freely and pooling in his bushy pubes. He seemed to be too distracted by the video to stroke his dick. Part of an orange scorpion tattoo was visible on the exposed part of his thigh. "And your certain you got him?" "We see Dr. Shah tomorrow afternoon." Dale responded coolly. "But if he comes back negative, we will just have to try again." Dale fished a coin out of his pocket and casually flipped it. "Call it in the air." "Heads." Dale revealed the coin heads up. "Fuck you. You always get to go first, Rod." Dale sputtered. The two of them exited the office and headed toward the stairs down to the basement

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For a second I was wonder if you're my partner that opened an account here 🤣 he loves whoring my hole and organizing gang fucks on me so he could eat my cum filled hole

As a married to a woman vers guy there’s a kink to coming home to your family with your ass full of a strangers cum and the taste of cock on your mouth. I’ve done all that and when i tell tops that’s my plan they usually fuck me even harder. Just love it.

What I found was that if CumUnion is being held on a Wednesday or any weekday night, it’ll never achieve a high number of men nor the same vibe. Additionally I’ll add that if it’s held during week you can count on it being an early night since a large number will be working the following day. I’ll be in Ft. Lauderdale on June 3-6 so I’m going to hit SLAMMERS that Saturday night, June 3 and see how it goes. Thought I’d have something good to drink right before I get there and climb into a sling. Woof !

Part 25 - Ben's Week Monday morning came around like any other Monday, Adam picked Ethan up and they headed off to college. Angelo went off to his office to conclude some important meetings which could potentially lead to a massive upscale the software usage by 2 companies that Raffa had put in a good word and got them in touch with Angelo. On top of that Ethan's parents were coming to dinner on Wednesday as Angelo wanted to use his father to finalise the contract negotiations. Ethan and Adam sat in the cafeteria having coffee when they saw Ben walk in, Ethan watched as he seemed pretty much like the Ben he knew for years heading in his direction. He joined them at the table just as Franco walked in and wandered over. "Franco how are you, you were pretty drunk on Saturday?" Adam asked as Franco sat down. Franco shook his head "Bad day yesterday but okay today" he turned to Ben "What happened with you and Mark?" Ben grinned back Franco "Nothing really, we have agreed to go on a date" he replied and Franco smiled. "Actually they slept together Saturday night" Ethan offered knowing that was what Franco was aiming for. Franco laughed "Good job Ben" he said holding his fist for out for a fist bump from Ben who obliged. "We didn't get up to anything though" Ben said sitting back in his chai as they others began chuckling. The bell sounded signalling the start of lessons in 5 minutes, they all clambered out and headed off in their respective directions. Monday lunchtime saw Franco and Ben meeting in the grounds as they both came from the same lecture building, Franco had to run to catch Ben up as they walked together towards the cafeteria. They were halfway across from the building when Ben swore he heard his name being shouted so he looked around but couldn't see anyone familiar who would be calling him. Franco looked at him "I heard it as well, but maybe it was another Ben". "Probably" Ben replied as they carried on, then unmistakably he heard his name called again. Franco looked to the right "Ben someone is waving coming towards you" he nodded. Ben turned and saw his face "Oh fuck I don't believe it". Franco snickered "What?". "He was working in the store yesterday, when Ethan and I went to get Milk" Ben said looking worried. Franco patted his shoulder "Don't worry I will look after you" he said nodding. "I thought you were ignoring me Ben" Joshua said catching up. Ben grimaced "Sorry Joshua I didn't know you were at this college". Joshua laughed "Yeah but I knew you came here, seen you around. I had no idea you were gay". "Oh" Ben looked flustered. "So I kind of was wondering if you wanted to go out with me?" Joshua asked looking at Ben. Ben look at him cautiously "As in friends?". Joshua smiled "Yes if you like, to start with". Ben shook his head "Sorry, but I am errm kind of seeing someone" feeling strange as he said the words. It was evident Joshua was not happy "Oh, well think before you flirt with someone in the future". Joshua turned and walked off muttering under breath and Ben caught the words 'fucking wind up', he knew Joshua was not impressed but he also feared that he may talk about it and word would spread and get back to his family. They finally got to the cafeteria and met up with Ethan and Adam, he told Ethan about Joshua who was somewhat surprised to the point of being gobsmacked. Ethan could sense Ben's worry and tried reassure him. Franco left for another lecture whilst the boys remained since they had a free period before they resumed, it was during the extended break that Ethan spotted Joshua coming in and sitting down on his own head firmly in his phone. Ethan watched him for a good few minutes and he seemed to be quite alone sat there in his own world. Ethan told Ben and Adam to wait there as he was going to see if Joshua would join them, he stood up and walked to the other side of the cafeteria where Joshua sat, he looked up seeing Ethan standing there. "Come to gloat and wind me up even more?" Joshua said then returned to his phone. Ethan sat down "Joshua sorry about yesterday it wasn't meant to lead you on". Joshua looked at Ethan "Okay" he returned to his phone. "We didn't even know that you were. Joshua do you want to come and sit with us?" Ethan said in a genuine manner. "Josh" Joshua replied "my name is Josh" he looked up at Ethan. Ethan smiled "Well Josh, why don't you come and sit with us" Ethan pointed over to where Ben was sat. Joshua looked "You know Adam" nodding over to where he sat. "Do you know him Josh?" Ethan asked nodding his head. Joshua shook his head "No, know of him but never had the nerve to speak to him or anyone else here". Ethan stood up "Come on Josh us boys need to stick together". Josh smiled and thanked Ethan and joined them at the table. The four of them spent the period talking and getting to know Josh and he them, as they parted Adam told him that they always meet here in the morning and at lunchtimes and he is always welcome as a friend if he wanted to sit with them. He thanked them for being friendly and disappeared off to his lecture. Ben looked at Ethan and Adam "You think he is lonely, maybe a bit scared like I was?". "Definitely" Adam replied "hopefully he won't say anything about yesterday" feeling a stirring in his briefs thinking about Josh. Wednesday came around pretty quick for Ben and he spent most the day as a nervous wreck thinking that Mark may not turn up, has he had second thoughts, did he like him... anything and everything was flashing in his head as he finally got changed to meet him. He left his house at a quarter to six so he could walk casually and slowly to steady his own nerves. He turned the corner on to the main street and his eyes instantly drawn to the parked car, leaning against the car head buried in his phone was Mark. Ben felt a sense of elation seeing him there early waiting his steps never faltering as he got closer. It was the short walk when Ben realised how much he was looking forward to seeing Mark, the memory of them laying in bed together naked, the closeness of their bodies. A warmth unlike which he had never felt before spread through his body, the short sleeved shirt Mark wore accentuated the muscle in his arms, when Mark turned to look down the street Ben was completely captivated by his handsomeness. Seeing Ben he put the phone in his pocket and smiled still casually leaning back against the car watching him draw closer, the innocence on his face and cuteness was overwhelming for Mark. Never did he think he would find the right type of guy and one that was clearly so in to him as well, such was his excitement for Ben he had to stop himself from rushing down to kiss him. "Hello Ben" Mark smiled at Ben as he came to a stop. Ben smiled leaning against the car next to Mark "Hello Mark, you haven't lost interest then". Mark slid his hand into Ben's "No, I know what I want, any regrets from the weekend then?". Ben squeezed Mark's hand "Absolutely not" he replied starring down at the road. Mark glanced sideways at Ben "God I want to kiss you badly". Ben chuckled and looked at him "Yeah me to, I do have a confession though I am wearing your underwear". Mark laughed and lifted the band of his underwear up "And I am wearing yours". Ben chuckled again "I hope you washed them" he said looking at Mark who just winked. Mark nodded for Ben to get in to the car "Where would you like to go?". Ben sat in the passenger seat waiting for Mark to settle "Don't know where would you suggest? "Are you hungry?" Mark asked starting the car. Ben nodded "Yes, been saving myself" he said without realising the connotation. Mark laughed "I bet you have". Ben smiled leaning his head back "I guess we could go to Mel's Diner in town". Mark nodded and asked Ben to guide him where it was. They walked in to the diner side by side but not holding hands as they didn't want to attract any attention, after all they were two guys out for dinner. For a Wednesday evening the diner was pretty quiet, taking a seat in a private booth sitting opposite to each other Ben looked at Mark as he settled in. He was nervous but at the same time excited being with Mark, unlike Angelo who struck a very different chord Mark was more just an ordinary guy who could fit in anywhere but he happened to be very good looking, he exuded calmness and likeability by the dozen and a few heads turned to look at him as they made their way to the booth. "What's good here Ben" Mark asked browsing through the menu. Ben didn't even think before he spoke "You" then went bright red thinking how much of a slut he must sound. Mark chuckled "Careful I am hungry" he replied without looking at Ben. Ben smiled "How hungry are you Mark?" he said feeling somewhat braver. Mark looked up "Silly question Ben, I thought my hunger for you transparent" winking as he said so. Ben looked down at his menu smiling "Good" he replied "Burgers are very good here". "Burger it is then" Mark closed his menu to focus on Ben. There they sat enjoying each other's company, dining and laughing for several hours until Ben broke the evening up as he had to go home before curfew on a college night. Mark resided himself to this although it did feel strange dating someone who was still in college and on the other hand he also knew that obeying parents was part of the package with Ben. Those few hours of privacy brought many things out that they both had in common which made the conversation flow seamlessly and bringing them closer together. "Thank you for dinner I really enjoyed myself" he said standing up. "Me to Ben" Mark stood and walked out with Ben to the car. Ben looked at Mark as they pulled away from the diner "So are we going on a date Saturday?" he asked. Mark glanced at Ben "Yes of course we are, why?" he replied with a concerned look on his face. "No reason, what are we going... I mean what sort of date?" Ben asked a little tongue tied. Mark smiled and patted his leg "Though we would go in to the city if that's okay with you?". Ben nodded "Yeah, I would like that, don't get to go in to NY very much". "Great, we will go around lunchtime and spend the day there and catch a movie" he said seeing a happy looking Ben. Ben looked down the dark street "Well I ought to get going" he turned and kissed Mark on the lips. "Enough of that, or you will end up being late in" Mark said stroking the side of Ben's face. Ban walked down the round watching the headlights of Mark's car as it turned in the road then plundering him in to the darkness as Mark went in the opposite direction. He made it through the door just in time for curfew and headed upstairs to his room. Margarite watched as Ben skipped up the stairs humming to himself, curiosity was getting the better of her as she had to know why her son was so happy the last few days. She contemplated and wondered if Ethan's influence on him was part to blame, shaking her head as she knew Ethan well enough and had never suspected a thing about him in the first place and plus she heard he only had eyes for this Angelo man. Ban came out of the shower and dried himself off, he got the Mark's briefs and slipped them on. He pulled his journal out of the closet and laid on his stomach on the bed turning to a the next blank page. He wrote Wednesday 31st October and underlined it "Well journal my quiet but listening friend I had a Wednesday unlike any other, mostly as the day dragged on and on listening to the lecturers droning on about computer sciences. Oh I hate Wednesday at college but then I'm not as smart enough as Ethan to go down the legal route but sharp enough to indulge in to technology and software. But that was the worst part over with, I jiggled and fiddled from late afternoon until 6pm trying to keep my mind busy and focused on other things. You would be right in assuming what I wrote in you about Sunday, I am going out to dinner with him and before you get cocky it is no date, just dinner. I felt somewhat turned on when I put his briefs on earlier and yes I am still wearing them, it is as if I am as close to him as if we were in bed. He told me he had mine on and I am almost certain he hadn't washed them from when I unintentionally shot cum in them, is he a dirty gay bloke or just like me? I often question that when he stole them from me. Anyway dinner was great we chatted for well over 2 hours and more and more I got to know and like him. Ethan told me I will know in my heart if I love him and that I would see it in his eyes, I can't explain my feelings or emotions about him but I feel like electricity runs through my body when he is near. Maybe that is what loving someone does to my body, loving someone, I can't believe I just wrote it or even if I meant it but I am no longer ashamed to admit it anymore. Anyway it is bed time and college tomorrow." he closed the journal and rolled on to his back hugging the pillow. Ben woke up and realised he had dozed off laying on the bed, it was 2am, he put the journal back in the closet and went back to bed. His thoughts on one thing only a feeling of emptiness in his bed. Earlier that evening Ethan's family had joined them for dinner it was in face a very ordinary family dinner, Jack had fell in love with Angelo in his own way, Ellie and Sophie just adored him. Angelo and Jack had been discussing some work for the past half an hour in the dining room and Ellie was serving coffee with Ethan's help who was keen to show he was becoming helpful around the house. Ellie sat down next to Ethan "Is Angelo teaching you to be more self reliant?". Ethan nodded "Yeah, he is teaching me how to cook and eat healthily". "You know Margarite and I are speaking again, think she is jealous about Sandra and me" Ellie said chuckling. "Well she didn't do herself any favours I still don't like her" Sophie interjected in to the conversation. Ethan put his around his sister "I know but don't hold it against her Soph" he said to her. "Ben and you are getting along again? Ellie asked Ethan. He nodded "Yes better than ever, a lot of things have become clearer" choosing his words carefully. "He is gay you know" Sophie said playing with her phone and looking up. Ellie looked at Ethan then Sophie "What on earth makes you think that?". Sophie looked up "He has never had a girlfriend and... well have you never seen the way he looks at Ethan?". "Hell Sophie is there anything you don't know?" Ethan asked her laughing. Ellie looked at Ethan "Well?" she asked and Ethan gently nodded his head. "Please do not say anything, let Ben do this in his time" Ethan appealed to his mother and sister. "Only because you asked Ethan" Ellie said nodding her head "I won't say anything and nor will Sophie". Sophie raised her head from her phone "So you two never did anything then?". "Sophie" Ellie exclaimed sounding cross. Ethan laughed and shook his "No Sophie, but I did kiss him Sunday morning". Ethan watched as for once his mother actually laughed and joined in the conversation, obviously having Adam's mother Sandra as a friend was rewarding as she was showing much more compassion and openness now. Angelo and Jack came back in to the room both very happy and telling them the news that Jack was going to help Angelo as Legal counsel for the next few contract negotiations. Angelo sat down next to Ethan who cuddled up next to him in front of his parents who didn't even flinch and carried on in conversation. The last few days of the week went by quickly and Josh was fast becoming part of their group, Adam had already told Tony about him describing him as your standard college football jock with mousy blonde hair solidly built and the current college wrestling team champion that he had held for 2 years now. The one thing Adam liked was how he was always attracting the girls and seeing their disappointed faces but it didn't stop them trying it with him. Josh on the other hand fancied Ben, he also had a thing for Ethan and he knew about Adam's notorious sexual antics from campus gossip and dreaming of sexing him in a very big way. Franco on the other hand was well out bounds he didn't quite know where he stood with him sometimes but he had to admit his biggest crush was now Franco, he was just happy though being included in the group. Ben slipped on Mark's briefs again and stood in front of his mirror, well Ben he thought to himself, I guess this is it and no going back now, you are gay so deal with it. Turning in the mirror looking at his reflection before continuing to dress for his day out with Mark on their first official date. He walked outside to the sunny but chilly day, rumours were abound about a snow storm but it's exact trajectory was still unknown but they had put a warning out of heavy snow fall if it hit. He was dressed warmly enough walking up the road just before 11am, turning the corner he saw the car and Mark leaning against it watching him as he appeared. There no mistake about the smile that appeared on Mark's face seeing him approaching. The car was parked at the station as they took the train into the city. Up the Empire State building round to Rockefeller plaza and finally Greenwich Village by 4pm where they grabbed a bit to eat. Ben was in awe at the whole gayness of the area it was as if he had walked in to a perfect utopia, his eyes working like radars picking everything up from his surroundings. Leaving the bistro Mark took hold of Ben's hand as they walked around the village. "Where to now?" Ben asked squeezing Mark's hand. Mark nodded "Here I want to see this film how about it?" he asked. "Sure, is it on Netflix?" Ben asked. Mark looked at him "No here in the cinema". Ben looked slightly confused "Oh you have to watch it with other people?". Mark laughed "Yes, have you never been to the cinema before?". Ben laughed "No" he read the poster for the film currently showing Call Me By Your Name "Strange title". Mark smiled as he escorted Ben in side, they sat in the middle row still holding hands throughout the film. Both quiet and watching the film unfolding, Ben wiped a tear from his eye at the closing credits and the lights came on. "What did you think?" Mark asked leaning over to kiss Ben and cuddle him. Ben cleared his throat "Beautiful film but sad at the end". Mark smiled "Wasn't it!, I will buy you the book to read it goes on much further than the film". "Really, thanks I would love to read the full story" Ben sounded excited. Mark looked at his phone "Nearly 7pm what time do you have to be home?" Ben looked at him "No curfew tonight" Ben shivered as a cool draught rushed in from where people where now leaving, many hurrying. They walked out to the foyer which was still crowded trying to make their way to the exit. Mark spoke to one person asking what was going on and found out that the snow storm had hit full on from NY along to Boston. They finally exited to the cold wind howling and the snow falling heavily, some 6 inches had already fallen. "Now what?" Ben asked as they made their way to midtown. Mark looking at his phone said to Ben "Trains cancelled no way of getting home tonight". "I better call my mother to let her know" Ben said and they stopped in a office front recess for shelter. Mark called in a favour from a friend who worked as duty manager for a hotel in Times Square "Come on he have a room". Ben put his phone away "Roads are all blocked in Harrison". They walked the 15 minutes through the blizzard condition cold and wet until they reached The Chatwal hotel, Mark's friend was in the foyer with the key to the room, they had a quick conversation then he escorted up to the room apologising that he had to give them a suite. Mark shook hands with his friend who looked at Ben who was clearly feeling the cold and said he would send some hot chocolate up and then left them alone. Ben sat there stunned how amazing the room was, he had never been in a 5 star hotel or in the top suites he was inspecting everything as Mark sat on the bed laughing at his detective work. "Come on Ben you need to get out of those clothes, there are robes in the bathroom" Mark said taking his coat off. Ben came back from the bathroom wearing the robe giggling "Feels amazing" causing Mark to smile. "Won't be a minute" Mark said disappearing in to the bathroom. There was a knock at the door and a muffled voice "Room Service" Mark called Ben to get the door. Ben opened the door and let the guy in who was carrying a tray as he passed by Ben he took a glance and went over to the table in the suite to set up the drinks. Ben watched the room service steward whom he guessed must be around 25, packing a tight body within his shirt and his ass just looked amazing in his work trousers. Ben wandered over and sat on the sofa looking at his name badge which read Darius, he suddenly remembered the Joshua incident so decided to keep his mouth shut. "Your hot chocolate and cookies sir, definitely needed on a night like this" Darius said warmly. Ben almost giggled but kept his composure "Thank you, and yes didn't see this coming". Darius continued in his professional way "We never see snow like this where I am from, but it should pass in a few hours". Ben just couldn't help himself "Where are you from?" he asked. Darius smiled "Venezuela, to hot for snow" his eyes flitting between Ben and the tray. "Is that the hot chocolate?" Mark asked coming out of the bathroom drying his hair wrapped in his own robe. Darius turned to see Mark "Yes sir all ready for you" he turned back to Ben smiling and winked. "Great I need this to get the cold out of my bones" Mark replied sitting next to Ben on the sofa. Darius smiled again at Ben "If you need anything else please call, have a great evening gentlemen". Mark watched Darius leave turning and nodding as he did so with a smile "So obvious" Mark said. Ben laughed and sat back "You think he is?". Mark put his arm around Ben "Clearly, he was looking at you with some perverse thought of getting you in to bed". Ben laughed and play wrestled with Mark until he got him on his back and savagely kissed him hard on the mouth. Ben laid there giggling as horny as hell and just loving being with him. Mark put the TV on and the cuddled up to Ben on the sofa with the hot chocolate and curtains open watching between the TV weather report and the snowfall. Ben sipped his hot chocolate with one eye on Mark "This is bliss" he said. "What is?" Mark asked. Ben smiled "You, me, hot chocolate and no one else". Mark nodded "I like having you to myself". Ben stroked Mark's chest "So I get to sleep with you again" he said kissing Mark's neck. Mark smiled and glanced at him "I think some force is pushing us together this time". Ben looked at him "Is it what you want?". Mark kissed his head "Yes it is". "I know it is what I want Mark" Ben said resting his head against Mark's chest. Mark stroked Ben's head "I knew it when I first clapped eyes on you Ben". "Good, I am happy being with you" Ben voice slightly muffled by Mark's robe but he knew what he said. "You can see me a lot more when I move to Larchmont next week" Mark looked at Ben. Ben smiled "You are?" he tightened his arms around Mark and buried his head deeper against him. They finished the hot chocolate and used the complimentary toothbrushes cleaning their teeth together, walking back in to the bedroom they slipped into bed turning the lights out with just the glow from the street lighting and snowfall coming through the window. Ben turned and kissed Mark on the chest crossing over to his nipple which he tenderly licked and sucked ever so sweetly, Mark's hands roamed across Ben's head and he arched his neck back and moaned softly at Ben's gentle movements. There was no doubt that Ben was turning him on he could sense the anticipation in the air and knew that tonight would see them venturing alone together. Mark felt the hardness in Ben's cock rubbing against his leg as he moved higher towards Mark's neck and mouth where finally their lips came together and their tongues met, sensually caressing their saliva melding. Ben manoeuvred his body on top of Mark whilst his legs slipped between Mark's, a look of genuine surprise flashed across Mark's face as his legs caressed around Ben's legs gradually working their up until they settled around his hips. Ben kissed Mark's lips and looked at him 'Can I?' he said crooning his words tenderly from his lips. Mark stared back at Ben and nodded what mattered was that they were going to have sex and he wanted to on so many levels. Mark felt Ben's cock pressing at his hole gradually feeling his legs being pushed higher, Ben kissed and licked at Mark's calves and thighs then in between his legs until his tongue finally met with Mark's ass. He gasped and pushed back against the headboard feeling Ben's tongue swirling around his hole and then diving in prising his hole open. Ben was completely lost having no idea where this was all coming from, yes he had seen on line videos of gay sex, but there was more it was an instinct telling him what and how to do it. He spat at Mark's hole and worked his saliva in and around it moistening it and all the time flickering in an and out of his Mark's hole who was moaning and gasping at this young guy so tenderly seducing him, and to what end he had no idea instead he levelled in his head and just floated away in his own excitement of being with Ben. His legs came to rest around Ben's hips as his mouth touched his and they began to devour each other in a heated passionate kiss both of them moaning and grabbing at each other not wanting to let go, a need burning to touch each other as they kissed. Ben looked down at Mark and positioned his cock pressing gently as Mark grabbed Ben's shoulder and moaned and winced as he felt the head of the cock pushing inside him slowly but purposefully, his legs shaking slightly 'fuck, slowly Ben' he said as he felt more and more of Ben's cock penetrating him. He felt pain, no wait was it ecstasy, he cried a little and gasped, no it was pain, oh god he cried out pulling Ben forward forcing the full length of the cock to penetrate him deeply. Ben groaned and moaned feeling a little discomfort but realised he was fully inside Mark who was panting quick breaths trying to adjust in between agonising spasms in his ass at what he had forced on himself by accidentally grabbing Ben. He stayed still looking in to Mark's eyes unsure for a moment if he had gone to fast but he saw a happiness staring back at him 'Do you want me to stop' Mark heard Ben asking. Mark just stared in to Ben's eyes for a moment 'No' he whispered back as he hands moved to Ben's hips assisting and guiding Ben for a few minutes until he found the rhythm. Ben's senses were overloaded, his cock was hard and at best was just over eight inches with the right girth to provide an immersive experience, it felt so good being inside Mark who was moaning and calling his name as Ben began to speed up, his balls hitting against Mark's ass caused him to shudder several times thinking he was going to orgasm, so many feelings and sensations ran through his body, all the time he watched Mark's face and stared in to his eyes. Ben felt his balls aching and but it felt to good he didn't want to pull his cock out. Mark reached up and kissed Ben harder causing him to slam his hips deeper in to Mark's ass as he began to orgasm and shoot his seed inside Mark's ass, Mark's arms wrapped around Ben's neck and shoulder firmly as his back arched and he groaned and cried in pleasure and pain that morphed in to a multitude of sensations. Ben collapsed on top of Mark panting and moaning under his breath as his balls settled back down from their own excitement. His arms went around Mark as they cuddled whilst Ben calmed down and his breathing settled returned to a normal state. "You okay?" Mark asked stroking his back. Ben laughed "God yeah, that was the first time I have even done that" he nuzzled in to Mark's neck. Mark kissed his head "Pretty darn good for a virgin then". Ben slowly pulled his still rock hard cock out of Mark and rolled on to his back "Thank you" he laughed. Mark kneeled up and kissed Ben's chest "My ever so sexy Ben". Ben ran his hand through Mark's hair "Can you umm... fuck me?". Mark looked at him "I can and want to but I don't have any condoms with me". Ben sat up "I don't care Mark, I love you to much to worry about that". Mark shook his head "Do you realise what you just said?" he stroked Ben's chest. Ben nodded "I am not worried about you being poz" he said. Mark smiled "Not that, you said you love me." he looked Ben in the eye "Did you mean it?". Ben looked back at Mark a little shocked "I think so, it's crazy in my head still". "But you did Ben" Mark's smile disappeared "I think you know how I feel about you". Ben reached over to touch Mark's face "Are you the one for me?". Mark kissed Ben's hand "You tell me Ben". Ben laid back down on the bed "Yes" he replied in manner of fact way. Mark was in no doubt about Ben's feelings towards him as he kissed his body "Are you absolutely sure Ben?". "Yes" Somehow Ben knew what Mark was talking about. Mark kissed him on the mouth "You won't regret or hate me if I gift you?". Ben looked at him "Gift me?" he asked in question. Mark nodded "If I fuck you without a condom you may end up poz, it is called gifting when you do it knowingly". Ben realised this was not a game and very real "Do you mind if we wait?" he sounded nervous and unsure. Mark laid down on top of Ben and kissed him gently "No, you need to be very clear about that decision". Ben stroked Mark's back "I.. you won't love me any less if it never happens?". Mark smiled and looked at him "No, I will love you in just the same way Ben". Mark sat up and kneeled at the side of ben and nodded to his cock "Blow me". Ben saw it was not a question but a command smiling up at Mark, he moved his head closer and his tongue ran over the head of Mark's cock who took a sharp intake of breath and shuddered in delight, his hand pulled Ben's head forward and his mouth went around and down on his cock. Mark made quiet moaning sounds as Ben learnt the art of sucking cock with Mark's guidance. He was enjoying the feeling of Mark's cock in his mouth sometimes going to deep and gagging slightly, he tasted a slightly salty slime in his mouth and Mark's toxic precum leaked and Ben used his tongue and mouth to coat the shaft of Mark's beautiful cock which stood proud and thick just under eight inches in length. He was engrossed in his work when he felt Mark's cock jump and sharply withdraw from his mouth as he began shooting his load over Ben's chest, Ben was rubbing his own cock and began shooting his second load of the evening over his stomach, watching Mark orgasm had caused Ben to do the same. Ben's chest was coated in huge wads of Mark's cum and he looked somewhat surprised whilst Mark chuckled and told him 'That's a normal size load'. Ben breathed heavily laying back on the bed his finger rubbed over the cum surrounding his left nipple that Mark had coated him with, he coated his finger and moved it slowly to his mouth and sucked tasting Mark's cum. Mark smiled and leaned down licking the cum then moved his head to Ben's waiting mouth where he kissed him with more roughness than usual, Ben's cock still raging hard began bouncing in the air as he got more and more turned on by Mark's more dominant and aggressive manner, by the fourth kiss Ben wriggled and arched his back as he shot his third load. The scene continued for several more hours until Mark collapsed on top of Ben and kissed him lovingly and smiled, Ben was laughing 'oh my god' he commented feeling as though he didn't have a care in the world. Tired from so much making out Mark let him roll on to his side and Mark took up position but instead of his cock parked between Ben's ass cheeks it was nestled up against his hole. Ben pulled the sheet over them and felt Mark's arms working their way around his body, within minutes they were both asleep. Ben woke startled at the knock on the door hearing the word 'Room Service' coming from the other side of the door, Mark pulled Ben back down in to his arms as Darius came in with a tray of coffee and pastries. "Good Morning sirs, I will set this up on the table" he said walking across the suite giving Ben a smile. Ben replied "Morning" and pulled the sheet up to try and cover his face. "Thank you" replied Mark as he rubbed his hand across Ben's chest and kissed his neck. "Storm hasn't quite cleared but trains will start running in about 3 hours" Darius said as he looked out the window. Mark leaned up "Still snowing lightly" his hand moving round to Ben's ass. "Luka has extended check out time until 3pm if you need it, do you need your clothes drying?" Darius asked Mark stopped fondling Ben "Oh yes that would be great just in case they are damp still". Darius put the clothes in a laundry bag "I will leave you breakfast menus if you want to order something hot". "Thank you Darius, and thank Luka for me" Mark replied. "Good day sirs" Darius said and Ben glanced out from under the sheet to see Darius wink at him again as he closed the door. Mark cuddle up to Ben "Me thinks Darius got a thing for my baby". Ben chuckled and rubbed his ass against Mark's cock "Me thinks me got a thing for you" he said trying to mimic Mark. Ben was rewarded with a slap on the ass for his cheek as Mark jumped out of bed naked to pour coffee, Ben sat up in bed watching him and smiling the only thought running through his head was how much he was falling in love with him. Mark handed him coffee and sat on the bed besides him. "What?" Mark asked looking bemused. Ben smiled "Can't believe I did you last night". Mark laughed "Don't worry I am going to get you back" he replied sipping his coffee. "I look forward to it, well I think so." Ben replied smiling. Mark patted his leg "Are you that much in love with me?" he said thinking it might just be a throw away comment. Ben nodded "I am" he turned and kissed Mark. "So you want to do this then, be my boyfriend?" Mark asked putting his cup down. "Yeah, I would love that" Ben grinned looking at Mark "Kiss me". Mark smiled shaking his head "You horny bitch!" he said pushing Ben on the bed and attacking him lovingly. Finally they arrived back at Harrison station at 4pm, the snow was still thick but the roads were clear now and traffic was moving as they got in the car to drop Ben off. They arranged to have dinner on Wednesday again and Mark would see him Saturday in Larchmont as he was moving in to his new house on Thursday. Ben walked through the snow carrying his bag of hotel toiletries as a souvenir he knew the rest of the family were out visiting relations on the other side of town. He went up to his room and pulled his journal out and picked up the pen and sat down at his desk putting pen to paper. He wrote the date and underlined it then began "Incredible weekend so many things to say and thoughts running around in my head, but most importantly I have a boyfriend, yes closeted computer nerd me went a bagged myself a seriously sexy boyfriend. Let me tell you though if the force of nature had not blown the storm in it would have been very different words I am now putting down. Firstly we went around the gay part of NY and then watched a movie, the first time I ever went in to a cinema and enjoyed it. The film I figured was about a coming of age and unspoken love, in so many ways just like mine has turned out to be. I cried a little at the end as it was quite sad but it had a truthful meaning and allowed the young guy to be himself, does it sound familiar?. The snow storm had blown in and we found ourselves trapped in the city but fortunately through one of his contacts we got a superb room in a 5 star hotel and that was where the magic happened and realised am I truly in love with him?, it's not something I can explain or understand. Some of the things I did I cannot write down, but you know I am no longer a virgin in one particular area so much so that I did it twice, he turns me on no end with just him touching me and kissing me. Seeing him naked walking across the room was just filled me with delight, he says he feels the same way about me and I hope this will be longer than just a horny person at a spring break rampage. There is one decision that has played on my mind since last night for a while but I know now and need it to be closer. I am happy, in fact I have never been happier." He put the pen down and looked out at the snowy scene sighing as he thoughts went to Mark, he closed the journal and went downstairs just as his family arrived home. Margarite could sense something changing about her son but couldn't put her finger on it, she was probing with questions but the answers Ben gave didn't give much away or shed any light. It had not passed her by about the lack of girls in Ben's conversations, he seemed only ever to talk about Ethan, she mused this over tidying the kitchen and wondered if Ben was hiding a bigger secret.

Part 22 - Turning The Corner Dinner with the Camacho family was as expected very noisy with animated loud talking and an abundance of food. Ethan walked in behind Angelo and in front of Mark not quite knowing what sort of reaction he would get but as Maria came out of the kitchen she kissed Angelo then Ethan and hugged him saying how pleased she was to see him again and how the family were looking forward to seeing him at last. Mark had already wandered off after saying hello to Maria as if he was one of the clan. Maria grabbed Ethan by the arm and escorted him in to the kitchen where he was promptly introduced to Angelo's mother Esme. "Ethan, so you are the one who has tamed my son at long last" she said beaming and came forward to kiss him. Ethan smiled "It is such a pleasure to meet you Senora Camacho" he said relying on his proper upbringing. Esme looked at him "You are family Ethan, you must act like family now and call me Mama" she smiled. "Thank you for welcoming me to your family" Ethan responded. "I hoe you are looking after him Elo" Esme said kissing Angelo on the cheek. Angelo laughed "No te preocupes mama" Angelo slipped in to his mother tongue answering her. Esme smiled "Puedo ver que realmente te ama Angelo". Angelo nodded "We both do mama" he said putting his arm around Ethan. Ethan smiled understanding a little of the conversation after all he was adept at languages and use to try his Spanish around Javier when ever he could, something he had never revealed to Angelo since they never conversed in Spanish. Angelo turned as his father entered the room strikingly similar to Angelo "Papi this is Ethan". Julio walked over to Ethan smiling "How nice to finally meet you Ethan. Usted es Bienvenido en nuestra casa". Ethan smiled and hugged Julio "Gracias por ser tan amable y agradable conocerte a todos" he said in his best accent. Esme came over and cupped his face "escuchar habla español también". Angelo punched Ethan lightly on the arm "You never told me you spoke Spanish". Ethan blushed "Oh it's not very good but I try, hopefully your family will help me speak better". The whole evening could not have gone better and Angelo's parents had fallen in love with Ethan both as a person and that he has a grasp of their language. Ethan had hit it off with Maria's children who were constantly dragging Ethan away to play until Angelo signalled it was time for them all to leave. Mark surprisingly spoke Spanish pretty fluently and was obviously loved by the family as well who had all gathered outside in the front garden to say goodbye as they set off back to Larchmont with Mark since he was staying over for the night. Angelo was beaming as they pulled away "You do realise you are now part of the this family Ethan" he glanced at him. "Yes and your parents are lovely and good hearted people" Ethan replied looking at Angelo. Mark laughed from the back seat "It is hard to get away from them Ethan once they are in your life". Ethan nodded "Can I ask if they know about the you know?" he looked at Angelo. Angelo nodded "Of course they know" he smiled and patted Ethan's leg. "And me" Mark said confirming but unsure if Ethan knew about his status. The evening Mark and Ethan sat on the sofa almost naked and talking whilst Angelo finished up some work. He kept glancing up and Mark and Ethan watching them chilled out and just mindlessly talking, he did have great affection for Mark and it was a blessing to see that he got on so well with Ethan. It wasn't long before Mark put his arm around Ethan who cuddled up whilst they continued their mindless babbling. The week sped by as Saturday late afternoon arrived and guests started arriving for the small party they were holding to celebrate their engagement. Margarite stopped the car outside of the address in Larchmont "Here we are, if you drink don't overdo it". Ben knew that was a warning to behave himself "I won't mother, thank you". "Well go on then, call me half an hour before you want picking up" she leaned over and kissed him on the cheek. Ben got out of the car and waved as his mother pulled away and he walked up the pathway leading to the front door. Truly he thought it would have been a small house in a grubby suburb but to he astonishment it was quite the opposite. He braced himself unsure what to expect as he knocked on the door, there was no load music emenating from the house so he wondered if it was the right place. Franco heard the knock at the door and went to greet the guest, Ben watched as the door opened and released his breath when he saw Franco appearing from behind it. "Hello Ben, glad you could make it come in" Franco said with a beaming smile. Ben was taken off guard seeing how different Franco looked and acted "Thanks Franco" he stepped inside. Franco closed the door and put his arm around Ben "Come on let me introduce you to everyone" guiding Ben to the lounge. Ethan and Adam come over seeing Ben with Franco "Ben" Ethan gave him a hug "Thank you for coming". Franco guided Ben around "This is Angelo, Ethan's husband to be". Ben was stunned by his looks and obvious muscle build "Oh, hi" he held his hand out. Angelo smiled and hugged him "So you are Ben, so pleased to meet you". Franco moved him along "This is straight Mark or so we think, Angelo's closest friend and assistant at work". Mark turned "Enough of that.. hello and who are you?" he looked Ben directly in the eye. "This is Ben, Ethan's friend from college" Franco said laughing as he caught the glint in Mark's eye. Ben's eyes looked directly into Mark's catching his breath, he couldn't distance himself from the piercing eyes and he didn't understand what caused him to react in such a way, Mark obviously worked out and he carried it off beautifully along with his looks, Ben's eyes looked down trying to avoid looking at him without it appearing rude. Mark was however instantly attracted both by his shyness and looks muttering under his breath the word perfect. "How nice to meet you Ben" Mark spoke holding his hand out. Ben's face was flushed "And you" he stumbled over his words and shook hands with Mark. In Ben's mind time just seemed to stop and go in slow motion as he saw Mark putting his arms around him for a hug, Ben felt alive and didn't want him to let go, it was the first time another man had hugged him so strongly, he could feel the muscles in Mark's arms as they circled his body. Quickly Ben came back to his senses and pulled away as he fleetingly caught a whiff of freshly laundered clothes and the lightly scented cologne he was wearing, my god he smells divine he thought to himself. Franco grabbed Ben's arms whisking him away to meet the others before he had time to process everything. Angelo watched smiling to himself, he saw a spark ignite in Mark that he had only seen when Ethan was introduced to him. Judging by Ben's body language he was also taken by him if not for his shyness, he saw some of the same qualities in Ben that so reminded him of Ethan. Ben spent a good part of the party mingling but his thoughts were elsewhere seeking to sneak a look at Mark whenever the opportunity presented itself, it meant he had to work harder trying to engage in conversation. As the evening wore on Ben found himself standing alone in the lounge looking around at everyone else who was in deep conversation within little groups, he did feel a little like the odd one out as he only really knew Ethan, Franco and Adam to talk to. His mind instantly putting him down for being gay, but it was a rash thought, he wasn't the only gay person in the room. He stood nursing his soda trying to be quiet and keeping a low profile but his eye kept wandering over to Mark who was chatting away with Ethan. Several times Ben had to avert his eyes as he thought that Mark was looking directly at him over Ethan's shoulder, but surely he must be mistaken as Mark was introduced as Angelo's straight assistant. And then there was Angelo who Ben found hard not to look and stare at, how lucky Ethan was he thought to himself watching this tall drop dead gorgeous Latino guy. His attention was interrupted when Tony tapped him on the shoulder. "You look a little lost Ben" Tony spoke handing him a small glass of wine. Ben looked at the glass "Oh, I don't know if I should" he said. Tony laughed "It's just a small one and you need it to loosen up and stop being scared". Ben hesitantly took it "So you and Adam are together?" Ben asked. "Yes for several years now" Tony replied smiling looking over at Adam. Ben looked in the same direction "I had heard that you two were gay but didn't know that". "What about you?" Tony returned his gaze to Ben "I hear you are gay as well". Ben nodded looking towards Ethan "Yes". Tony knew where he was looking "Ethan is a great catch and Angelo got very lucky, so are you Ben". Ben blushed and didn't know where to look. Ethan laughed which caught Ben's attention and saw him patting Mark on the shoulder. Adam came over and apologised and dragged Tony off leaving Ben holding his glass of wine alone. Mark was enjoying his catch up with Ethan and they had agreed to see each other when they can to hang out, but his attention was drawn across the room to the lonely figure that all he knew was his name was Ben and he was Ethan's friend. Something changed in Mark as he watched Ben and he was almost certain that he caught him looking over several times, weather at him or Ethan he was yet unsure. Mark on the outside was straight but he was also in touch with his other side where he found other guys interesting and sexy but never really crossed over and only kissed other men on occasion, but watching Ben he was mesmerised by him. Could it be he thought to himself before returning his conversation to Ethan. "Has the wound healed up now?" Mark asked Ethan leaning in closer to avoid being overheard. Ethan nodded "Yes and fortunately no scar". Mark smiled "So tell me about your friend, Ben is it?" he asked trying to be nonchalant. Ethan looked him in the eye "We grew up together, fell out when I came out, friends again and he came out". Mark glanced in Ben's direction "Is that it, so has he got a boyfriend or partner?". Ethan shook his head "I don't think he has even been with a guy, well he use to sleep with me". Mark pulled away and looked at Ethan "You dirty little slut" laughing as he spoke. Ethan laughed loudly and patted his shoulder "Nothing like that and get your head out of the gutter". Mark looked at Ethan and shook his head "I would have if I was in your shoes". Ethan smiled "So why aren't you gay?". Mark looked seriously at Ethan "Apart from you, I haven't found anyone until today.." he trailed off. Ethan looked him in the eye "So who have you found today" he asked and saw Mark's eye wandering over his shoulder. Mark looked back at Ethan "Doesn't matter" he said shrugging his shoulders. Ethan kissed Mark on the cheek "Just don't push to quickly" he said wandering off knowing who he had an eye for. Mark watched Ben disappear in to the kitchen unnoticed by everyone else, carefully he walked around the lounge without purpose making a line for the kitchen. Ben put his glass down and walked over to the refrigerator to get a bottle of water, the wine was okay but he was happy with just a soda or water. Ethan noticed Ben was missing and out of the corner of his eye he saw Mark going through to the kitchen and smiled to himself. Mark silently walked over to the refrigerator seeing Ben opening the door and reaching in for water. "Grab me one as well please" Mark said startling Ben. Ben nearly dropped the bottle of water "Oh shit, don't creep up on people like that" he turned thinking it was Ethan. Mark smiled "Sorry, can I get one as well please". Ben felt like he was burning up embarrassed that Mark stood before him "Sure, here" handing him the bottle. Mark reached out to take the bottle and caressed Ben's hand "Thanks Ben". Ben turned and retrieved another bottle "You remembered my name" he suddenly blurted out. "Of course, are you enjoying the party?" Mark asked. Ben closed the refrigerator door "Well yes, it's the first sort of adult party I have been to". Mark smiled "Can be a bit daunting if you don't know that many people". Ben found himself staring at Mark uncontrollably "Do you?" he mumbled. Mark looked curiously at him "Do I what?" he replied. Ben just couldn't take his eyes off him "Know many people here" he struggled to get the words out of his mouth. Mark "A few of them and there is one I want to get to know" he was now staring back intently in to Ben's eyes. Ben dismissed what Mark said "Oh I see" he said still tongue tied. "Do you?" Mark replied smiling at him. Ben shifted on the spot and shook his head "Well not really". Mark laughed "Why are you so nervous Ben?". "I don't know, maybe you being so close to me" Ben replied looking down at the floor. Mark placed his hand on Ben's shoulder "Does it bother you, that I am so close?". Ben strangely felt calmer at his touch but was rooted to the spot, he didn't like awkward situations and to him this was fast becoming one of them, strangely though he did not want to move and felt compelled to stay. He saw Mark's hand take his bottle of water and put it down on the counter with his, his eyes followed Mark's hands as he completed the task, by the time he looked up Mark had moved closer to him. Ben's senses awakened feeling the back of Mark's hand stroking the side of his face 'Are you feeling it to?' he spoke quietly. Ben's gaze was transfixed on Mark as he gulped with no time to think or react, the heat building inside him as he felt the breath of Mark tingling over his lips before they touched his own. Without processing or thinking Ben's mouth parted in a natural reaction and he felt the warm moist tongue of Mark caressing the inside of his lips before it pushed in to his mouth. Ben pushed Mark's shoulders "Sorry no" he struggled to free his mouth. Mark looked at him "What's the matter?" he said with his hand holding the back of Ben's neck gently. "I.. not sure, I thought you were straight?" Ben replied trying to avoid his gaze. Mark caressed his neck "I was undecided until this evening". Ben looked at the muscled arm straddling across his shoulder his mouth dry "Why this evening?" he asked. "Because of you Ben" Mark spoke softly as he looked in to his eyes. Ben shook his head "I feel so stupid I didn't mean to lead you on or anything" he said quietly. "You didn't lead me on Ben, tell me if you want me to go?" Mark asked with his face moving closer to Ben's. Ben did not hesitate and shook his head, he closed his eyes feeling Mark's tender lips rubbing against his own until his mouth parted and they locked together gently kissing each other. Ben's arms moved and held on to Mark's hips as he was being kissed, gradually his mind stopped ticking over and let himself go of any resistance he had left in him. He wanted Mark and had secretly known it since they first shook hands, he opened his eyes slightly half expecting to freak out at another mans face being so close, his own tongue dancing around Mark's like an Argentinian tango. He felt a twinge of pain from his cock struggling to break free of it confines in his underwear, his senses overloaded were combusting and he couldn't work out if it was the kiss, Marks roaming hands over his body or his cock that was controlling his thoughts. Mark increased the intensity of his kissing as he went deeper forcing Ben's mouth open wider as he held him still in the deepest kiss. Ben's nerve endings were firing on all cylinders and sensed everything, his body shook slightly and he moaned in to Mark's mouth as he felt his cock erupting in his underwear. The sensation was overwhelming and threw Ben off completely, he struggled to free himself from Mark then ran out of the kitchen.

Ironic, isn't it. The virus must take hold and replicate itself, and when it controls you to spread it around, it is doing its job. You become not only its host, but also its manufacturer. And the gift goes on. And on and on and on. Venom was right. This must be part of the allure of conversion. The control. The lack of control. The monsters dwelling inside us. The toxic spew that is continually producing itself.

Part 5 Chris was a tall gray haired thickly built guy who I had seen a few times before at the baths. The thought of his beer can thick cock made my hole twitch and as it twitched I felt the wet warm load slowly dripping out. I clenched my ass tight not wanting to lose a drop, wanting desperately to keep it as lube for Chris’s massive cock. “Hell yes,” I head Chris respond, and turned my head to see where the voice was coming from. I watched Chris pull his cock from one of the other bottoms in the slings and walk over. I had never thought about how hot Chris was until this moment, before when we were both tops he didn’t much matter, but now that my hole was primed with a load and ready for his cock to stretch me further and further he looked like the god of all Daddies. His cock swung from side to side in front of him slightly as he walked over to me, ass juice glistening on the broad mushroom head from the hole he had just been fucking. He smiled at me, hunger burning in his eyes. “Fuck,” Chris said turning to Tony, “Thought this boy was a top only how did you finally get inside his hairy little fuck hole?” “Flipped him on his back and eat his cunt out till he begged for my cock.” Something about having these two stunning men talk about me as if I wasn’t even there turned me on even more and my hole gave another powerful twitch. Tony stepped closer and ran his hand across my sweaty cum covered crack. As his fingers touched my hole he pressed gently on my hole and I willingly opened my hole to take four of his fingers inside me. “And now,” Tony added, twisting his fingers around inside my hole, “This total top’s been turned into a nice loose open fuck hole cum dump ready for breeding.” “I’m going to enjoy stretching out his hole even further.” Tony pulled his fingers from my hole with a soft plop, and Chris stepped up between my legs a wicked smile on his face. His thick mushroom head pressed against my hole and after a few long moments steadily began to stretch my hole wider and wider as it sunk inside me. My heart quickened with lust and my stomach jumped into my throat as I felt him slide with only a little discomfort balls deep inside of me. Chris groaned as he sank deeper and deeper inside of me his smile widening clearly enjoying my warm cummy hole. “How old are you kid,” he asked as his balls came to rest on my ass. “Twenty-four,” I moaned in reply. “And tonight’s the first time you’ve been fucked?” “Yes.” “Jesus you’ve been waiting this sweet cunt. You should have been on your back with your legs spread for cock sense you turned eighteen. That’s alright though, we’ll just have to get you bred extra to make up for lost time.” Chris started to pump his cock in and out of me slowly. “You would like that wouldn’t you boy, you want a load from every top in the bathhouse willing to give you one?” “God yes. Please fuck me! I need more cock.” The words surprised me even as they came out of my mouth but at the same time I knew they were true. At that point I wasn’t sure I would ever want to top again, my whole world was centered around the overwhelming extract of having my ass stretched and penetrated by tick meaty cocks.

Part 4 Tony was much more gentle with me then I had been with the blonde who was taking yet another cock in the sling next to me. He slid his cock slowly but steadily in and out my hole making sure I felt every inch sliding through my recently virginal hole occasionally flexing his did as it reached one of the extremes causing me to whimper like a bitch in heat. My hole burned as it stretched to accommodate his cock but there was pleasure there too, and a hunger that could not be denied; and as he slowly built up the pace the pain ebbed away and all that was left was the pleasure. “For a total top boy, you’re sure handling my cock well for your first time.” “Thank you.” “But now it’s time for the real fucking.” He grabbed hold of the chains for the sling and slammed his cock balls deep into me. I cried out in lust and joy. From my left I heard the blonde boy giggle and call some sort of encouragement to Tony even as he was being emailed on another cock. I looked up into the mirror above me and saw Tony’s fat cock vanishing into my hole over and over again my sphincter clinging to his cock as he pulled out. I couldn’t believe how good it felt, I wanted him to never stop. I had been horny before but this was different, being horny is being in need of a release this was a hunger a hunger for something I had never craved before: cum. “Fuck me, oh Jesus fuck me,” I cried as his cock hammered in and out of my hole. Sweat dripped from Tony’s muscular hair covered torso on to mine and I felt my eyes rolling in to the back of my head. “You ready for my load boy?” “Yes, fill my hole with your cum!” “Good answer.” Tony sank his cock balls deep in me once more and held fast to my hips as he grunted and his cock bucked inside of me spraying his load all over my guts. I could feel his cock pumping inside of me emptying his balls. My hole was flooded with a magical warmth that I never wanted to be without again. I was no longer a top, hell I wasn’t sure in that moment that I was even versatile, for that night at least I was a bottom. As he slid his cock from my hole my mind was consumed with one though: I need more cock. Four thick fingers were quickly slid into my hole, replacing Tony’s cock. He smiled as he twisted them around in my now wide-open hole. “ How do you feel boy?” “Amazing.” “How does your hole feel?” “I never thought it could feel this good.” “And my load?” “Perfect.” “You want more cock don’t you boy? You want to spend the night like this little bitch take load after load in your stretched out cunt?” “Yes.” “Right answer. He Chris, wanna try out my new fuck hole?”