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I was out in the woods with a group of friends for a two week camping trip. Everyone was having a good time, but my buddy Steve looked a little stressed, which was unusual, since he was such an easy going guy. I asked him if anything was wrong, and if I could help. He looked at me, and said no, it was something he needed to deal with on his own. I respected his privacy and told him that I was there for him, and if there was anything I could do to help him out, I would be happy to do it. That caused Steve to pause and look me up and down. I could see on his face, that he had come to some sort of decision. “Maybe you can help me out, after all. Let’s go for a walk.” Steve took the lead and we went out, deep into the woods. Steve kept a good pace and I was always seemed to be a few steps behind him, trying to keep up. After about thirty minutes of walking in silence, Steve decided to open up to me. “Angie and I broke up three weeks ago.” “I am sorry to hear that.” I said sincerely. He and Angie had looked like a perfect couple. They were really into each other, and seemed very happy together. “Yeah, it’s been hard. We were together for three years and she was great. She was the first girl I had met that liked sex as much as I do. Her appetite never seemed to wane, she was horny all the time. We fucked a couple of times a day.” “Really? That’s amazing. What happened?” I asked trying to get him to open up. “We realized that while the sex was amazing, we really had nothing else in common. We weren’t moving forward, we were just using each other to feel good.” “And you wanted more?” “Yeah….we both did. The break up was mutual and there are no hard feelings. The problem is after years of fucking several times a day, it has been hard to go cold turkey. My cock is hard twenty four hours a day. I am so horny I can’t think straight.” “That’s what’s going on? You are horny? I laughed a little. “It’s not funny, my balls hurt.” “So jerk yourself off.” “It’s not that simple.” “Sure it is. Trust me, I masturbate all the time.” “Believe me, I have tried. After years of pushing my cock into Angie’s tight, warm, wet pussy my big, rough right hand doesn’t feel good. I can’t get off.” “You could try getting a Fleshlite. It feels pretty realistic when you stroke yourself, might help you get off if it feels like a pussy you are pounding your meat into.” “Great idea, except that we are out here in the middle of nowhere for another ten days, and I don’t see a sex-toy shop nearby.” “Alright, so you will need to make-do for the rest of the trip, try something new and different, to help take your mind off your blue-balls and the complete lack of pussy nearby to dump a load into. It’s not that long. You can do ten days, can’t you?” “Like I said, I am so horny, I can’t think straight. I need to bust a nut or I will go crazy. So, I am going to take your advice and “make-do” for the rest of the trip. I also like the idea of a Fleshlite to simulate a woman’s pussy.” “Yeah, it’s not the same as the real thing, but it sure beats a rough hand. When you get back to civilization, pick one up, watch some porn, and go to town.” “Here’s the thing…….I can’t wait that long, I need to bust a nut now.” “Alright, go ahead, I’ll give you some privacy.” “Haven’t you been listening, my right hand ain’t going to cut it. My cock needs to penetrate and fuck a hole, nothing else is going to satisfy it. I need get myself a Fleshlight….a substitute pussy, a fuck hole.” “Like you said, no sex shops nearby.” “Yeah, and like you said, it’s time for some out of the box thinking. I think I have a solution to my problem. You are going to help me out.” “You want me to jerk you off? I’m not really comfortable with the idea of stroking another dude until they cum.” “No, I don’t want you to jerk me off. Your hands will most likely be softer than mine, but still not the same as plunging my cock into a warm, wet hole.” “What are you saying?” “I’m saying that I am going to use your mouth and your ass as Fleshlites….. substitute pussies. After I pound a load or two into your mouth-cunt, I am going to bend you over and fuck you, again and again, until my balls are fully drained.” “No way am I letting you fuck me!” “You have no choice. I need this. Quite frankly, I am much bigger and stronger than you. We are out in the middle of the woods, where no one can hear you scream. And trust me, you are going to scream. Not to boast, but my uncut cock is massive, and it’s going to hurt going in……well it’s going to hurt you, It’s going to feel great to me. You are just what I need….a set of warm, tight fuck holes existing to service my cock.” “I don’t want to be a hole for you or your cock!!!!” “Yeah, too bad. I don’t actually care what you want.” “Wait, I’m your friend….please don’t do this to me. I’m…I’m not a faggot. And I don’t want to be your bitch. I don’t want to be any dude’s bitch. We’re supposed to be bros. Friends don’t do this to each other.” In response to my plea, Steve opened his belt and undid his jeans. He was going commando, so his thick cock was immediately exposed. It popped out, already mostly hard. While I stood there stunned by what he proposed and the sight of his massive meat surrounded by a pile of bright red pubes. Steve grabbed my shoulders and roughly pushed me to my knees. He then rammed his thick cock into my mouth with no warning. “I have enough friends. What I need right now is a warm, wet hole to pound my cock into. I don’t need you as a friend, I need you as a Fleshlite, a substitute pussy, I need you to be a hole.” His cock is too much. He’s too big, too thick for my inexperienced throat. I pull off him, coughing and gagging. When I stop coughing, he rams his cock back past my lips and deep into my mouth. His dick is leaking pre-cum like crazy and I could taste it, salty and sweet. So much precum spills from his slit, I feel like I’m drowning. It filled my mouth and reflexively, I swallowed. The action of my throat muscles contracting caused Steve to moan above me. “Yeah, just like that. Swallow my cock and make me feel good. When you swallow, it’s like your throat muscles are stroking my cock. Just like when I punch my meat into a pocket pussy. This is amazing, I am using your face like a fuck toy. You’re taking my cock like a real Fleshlite now. You were born to be a cock sleeve.” As he spoke, he started thrusting his hips, pushing himself deeper into my oral cavity. In and out, over and over until he was literally skull fucking me. This was not a blowjob. Steve had no need for me to suck or lick him, he just needed me to cover my teeth and let him jerk himself off. He was literally using my mouth as a Fleshlite. A warm, wet hole, existing only for him to use to masturbate. I was crying, spit and drool dripping down my chin. My breaths were gasps for air, each time his cock left my throat. He was gripping my head tightly while fucking my face harder than I thought possible. Suddenly he thrust in full depth. With my nose buried in those ginger pubes I felt him unload his balls directly into my stomach. “Take it, hole. Take my load! That’s three weeks’ worth of my built up man-seed being unloaded into you.” It felt like he had opened a fire hose inside of me. I could not keep up with the amount of semen he was blowing down my throat. I started choking. He yanked his still hard cock out of my mouth, while I tried to catch my breath. Before I could fully recover, he flipped me over and pushed me to the ground. He sat on my legs, grabbed my ass cheeks and spread them apart. Then he leaned forward and I could feel the head on his big cock pushing right against my puckered anal opening. I was just about to start begging him again not to fuck me when I felt him begin to force his big fuck-stick up my ass and the pain….oh my god, the pain! The pain was simply unbelievable. With no warning or preparation, he punched his massive fuck stick into me, lubed by whatever spit and cum was left on his cock from my forced skull rape. "AARRRRHHHHH...!!!" I screamed, just like he said I would, feeling his thick fuckstick break through my virgin rectum. I seized up, clamping my buttocks together to try to force the dick from my painfully stretched out hole. But Steve counter acted by gripping me up around the neck, with his forearm, in a headlock, then shoved his hips forward harder working its way into me. My hole was way too small, tight and virgin to take a cock as big as his in one deep, hard stroke. It felt like he was ripping me in half. My asshole felt completely raped open as his massive cock buried itself inside my throbbing and convulsing bowels. Even using his muscles to press forward into me, my hole was way too tight to open up fully and accept this intrusion. He managed to bury about half of his cock inside of me on the first stroke, before the friction and tightness brought his forward progress to a halt. “Wow, your fuck chute is gripping down on my cock hard. This is the tightest pussy I have ever been inside. Oh, yeah, I am sure it hurts you right now. I’ve got a big cock and your virgin ass is tight as shit. But give it a couple weeks and that little twat of yours will stretch out nicely and you’ll be squealing, with pleasure, like a bitch in heat, when I pound my meat up your hole. Hell, boy, by the end of this camping trip, all you’ll have to see is my hard cock pointed in your direction and your pussy will start lubing itself, getting wet in anticipation of being used, your thighs will start quivering, and your little fuck hole will start twitching with desire. Just wait. You’ll see. You’re not only gonna be my substitute fleshlite, you’re gonna enjoy it. You are going to crave having my thick cock in your cunt.” I screamed out in pain, again. “Please, please, please stop! I don’t want to be your fuck toy. I can’t take it. It’s too big.” He was using my virgin hole with no preparation, Just a hard thrust into my dry fuck chute. I guess, I had hoped, if he was going to use me, there would be some attempt to reduce the pain, at the very least he would try to open me up a little, make it easier to take his cock. Maybe some lube, to assist in reducing the skin on skin friction. But he was way to horny to deal with niceties like prepping me. He needed to be buried in a tight hole. He was feeling the need to breed, and, it was quickly obvious, that he simply did not care how this felt to me, this was about his needs, his desires and his pleasure. I was simply a means to an end. A hole for his cock. I don’t think it even occurred to him to try and make it easier on my hole. “Oh my god, take it out! It’s too big, your ripping me in half.” “Nah, it ain’t to big! No cock is too big for a fuck toy, even mine. Your cunt-hole is just too small, right now. But don’t worry, I’ll have it stretched out in no time. Soon your ass will be a huge, gaping hole, perfectly sized take my cock.” I continued to scream and beg him to stop as he forced more of his massive cock into my tight, little asshole. He grunted loudly as his cock inched deeper and deeper into my body. Each downward stroke opening me up a little further. I tried to pull away from him, to escape the pain and humiliation of being used like a sex toy. I did not want to accept what was happening. He grabbed my hips, his fingers digging in and holding me in place. His huge cock moving in and out of my butt. I could feel his cock stretching me out and making my fuck chute conform to its size and shape. He was re-configuring my hole to be a perfect fit for his meat. He was as lost in the pleasure of getting off as I was lost in the pain of being used to help him get off. He looked down at me. Reflected in his eyes I could see myself. I had the unmistakable look of a boy, who obviously had never even considered that this could happen to me, taking a hard dick up my tight asshole for the first time. I am shocked and horrified, realizing that I have now become a bitch and that there’s no going back. Everything I thought I was, everything I thought my future held is literally being fucked away, as my asshole is being turned into a cunt, into a pussy for another man’s use and enjoyment. I am being fucked like a girl and bred like a bitch. There is no going back, I will always know that another man has used me for his pleasure. Each stroke of his cock, felt like it was fucking the manhood out of me. I would never be able to walk around and pretend that I was a man again. In my mind, and his, I would forever be a bitch, a fuck bitch. “Fuck yeah, now you are starting to loosen up a little. Letting my meat up inside of you. Making me feel good.” He had a firm grip on my hips as he pushed and pulled my body, back and forth, to better take his cock. He was doing exactly what I had suggested, he was using a Fleshlite to jerk himself off. My problem was that my formerly virgin ass was now that Fleshlite. I was nothing more than an object for him to use to make his cock feel good. Over and over he punched his massive cock into me, forcing my tight, formerly un-molested ass to stretch out to accommodate his tool. It was incredibly painful, yet he did not slow down or show any sympathy for my pain. He was fucking me as hard as he could, punching deeper and deeper into my guts. I was nothing more than a hole for him to jerk off into. As I writhed in pain, unable to get away or stop what was happening to me, my mind started to wander. The pain had caused me to try and blank off what was happening to me. My thoughts went to Steve and how he could do this to me. I thought we were friends. It was as though he was trying to hurt me, although I know that is not the case. He simply needed to feel good, fuck a hole and get off. In order to do that, I was forced to endure some pain. My pain was simply a byproduct of his needs. I realized, his indifference to my suffering made sense - when using a Fleshlite, you don’t care or even consider what the Fleshlite is feeling while pounding your hard cock in and out of it. It’s just an object to be used. Just like me now. I was being used to provide his cock with pleasure. Steve is an aggressive fucker. His cock is rearranging my insides, stretching me out and making my hole into his personal masturbation tool. He is not doing it to hurt me, he is doing it to make himself feel good. “Fucking take that cock. Yeah bitch, I am opening your cunt up and re-sizing it to fit my meat.” In and out. Over and over. With each inward thrust he manages to get a little more of his massive cock into me. In and out. It feels like someone is pile driving a two by four into my guts. Then Steve grabs my hips and pulls me fully into him. I feel those ginger pubes smashing against my butt cheeks and I know he is inside me fully, he is balls-deep. He lets it sit there for a minute, enjoying the feeling of being fully hilted. “Now I want you to start clenching your cunt muscles, make me feel good. Just like you were doing with your throat muscles. Yeah, just grip my cock with your hole. That’s better. But you need to milk it. Open up and relax as I punch into you, then grip down as tight as you can as I start to pull out. There you go, just like that. Now you are getting it. You are a good little fuck toy, aren’t you?” Steve was pounding the hell out of my ass. He was really throwing it to me and even though I begged him to slow down, to take it easy on my sore asshole, he just laughed at me. “Get used to it, bitch.” Him calling me bitch, made me understand that my friendship with Steve is over. He no longer sees me as his friend, or even as another guy. I am nothing more than a cum rag to him. A thing to take his loads and wipe his cock off on when he is done jerking it. He pounded my ass for over an hour. The friction from his mostly dry cock, felt like sandpaper inside me. Occasionally he would add some spit to minimally lubricate my fuck chute. Eventually I was begging and pleading with him to cum in me, just to end this torturous assault on my ass. Then I felt his cock engorge a little more and push as deep as it could go. He unloaded his nuts into my ass, finally providing some lubrication. He fucked me for another ten minutes to insure his cum was pushed deep inside, where it would not drip out. “Ahhhh fuuuuck! That felt amazing. I made the right decision in turning you out. You are much more useful as a Fleshlite than you ever were as a friend.” I lay there on the ground looking up at Steve. He looked down and grinned. “You took my cock like a pro. I just knew you had a pussy down between your legs. Any hole that can take a cock as big as mine in the first go, with only minimal bleeding, was made to take cock.” “That was rape.” “No, it wasn’t, it’s not possible to rape you. The rest of this trip is going to be great, we can relax and not spend every waking moment thinking about busting a nut. Whenever we get horny, we can just bend you over and take care things. It’s going to be great couple of weeks now that we have a place to dump our loads.” “What do you mean we? You can’t tell the guys!” “Of course, I am going to tell the guys, what kind of friend would I be if I did not share my toys. Now that you are officially a Fleshlite, the other guys might want to use you to jerk off into. It would make me a selfish bastard, if I tried to keep your new role as my personal fuck toy, a secret, and did not share your holes with them. I am many things, but selfish is not one of them. I am happy to share my toys with my friends. I am a nice guy, after all." “I was your friend too! You did not seem to have a problem treating me like a solution for your needs, regardless of what I wanted or did not want. You just raped me and dumped your cum loads inside me.” “Raped you? You can’t rape an Fleshlite. Its sole purpose is to take cock. After all, you are the one who suggested that I find an alternate pussy to use. It was your idea. Then you opened your mouth and showed me what a perfect fuck toy you actually are. You massaged my thick meat with your throat muscles and thru your actions, encouraged me to cream your tonsils. Then as I was plowing your tight, little asshole open, like you suggested, you were begging me to shoot my load in you. You ceased to be my friend the second you swallowed my creamy cum load and you ceased to be a man when you begged for my cum inside of you.” “Please, just don’t tell the guys.” "I believe that it’s important that they know, if only so we don’t have to sneak off somewhere private to have you drain my balls four or five times a day. It will be much easier if it’s out in the open. Everyone shares your holes. Besides, my real friends, the ones that don’t take dick and swallow jizz, are going to be curious. It’ll be interesting to see how the guys you grew up with and hung out with, as equals, are going to react to the fact that you are, in reality, a cum guzzling fuck toy. I wonder if any of them will be surprised? I imagine it will be very embarrassing, for you, to beg them to use you for their sexual gratification. Pleading with your former buddies to feed you their cocks and cum. It will be awkward, at first, but once they have seen, and felt, your holes in action, I bet every one of them are going to want to jerk themselves off using your mouth and your pussy instead of their right fist. And once they actually get a feel of your cunt muscles clenching around their hard cock’s, I bet they are going to want to have a “release”, like you, around, all the time.” “Since your true purpose in life is to take cock and assist men in getting off, it would be a criminal waste not to tell them, so they can use you. They are men and have cocks, that’s all you need to care about. I am sure that even though they will cease to be your friends, once they have cum inside of you, they will see the advantage of having a fuck toy, like you, around to use. You will still get to "hang out" with them, just in a very different role.” The idea of my friends finding out that I have Steve’s cum loads in my stomach and in my ass was terrifying. I grew up with these guys, I have known them for years, and now they were going to be told that I am Steve’s personal Fleshlite and that my holes are available for them to use. Steve tucked in his still semi engorged cock and zipped up his pants. He looked down on me with cold eyes, showing no compassion for the violent transformation he just put me thru. “C’mon, hole, lets go” I jumped at his command and pulled on my underwear, pants and shirt. Steve pulled out his knife. I looked even more shocked and backed away from the giant redhead with a knife that had just raped me. “Relax, I am not going to cut you. Just bend over.” Steve spun me around and bent me over at the waist. He fingered my ass thru my pants. I felt him grab a fold of fabric and pull it towards him. He then used the knife to cut a hole in the ass of my pants and underwear. He ripped it a little and rammed a thick finger into my well fucked ass. “That’s better, now there’s nothing covering your hole. A fuck toy, like you, should be easy to use. Now when I get horny, I can just bend you over, exposing your tight little fuck hole and ram my cock home.” He stood up, unzipped and punched his cock into me again, just to show me that he could. “Ohhhh, fuck yeah, I am going to be using this hole a lot from now on. You were obviously made to serve. You are whining that you don’t want to be my fuck toy, and yet you are clenching your cunt muscles on my cock making me feel good.” He was right, I was squeezing down on his fuck stick. The muscle memory from my recent cunting, just kicked in. He had already trained me to make him feel maximum pleasure while inside me. He held me there for a moment, while he enjoyed the clenching sensation my chute was giving his meat. Then he started stroking in and out again. He was jerking himself off, using me as his cock sleeve. After about twenty minutes he shot another hot, creamy load in me. I could feel my ass overflowing with his jizz. Wet globs of cum dripping down my taint and thighs. “Wow, I made a mess out of your back end. Looks like you will get your wish. I won’t have to tell the guys about your new role in our group. My cum loads dripping out of your crotchless jeans will tell them everything they need to know.” On the walk back to the cabin, Steve fucked my butt, again. He must not have been kidding about how horny he was, going without for the past three weeks. We came upon a fallen tree, and Steve forced me to bend over the trunk with my ass in the air. With the hole cut in the rear of my jeans and underwear, he did not even need to pull down my pants, he just rammed his cock right in as soon as he had me bent over. This being the third time he had fucked me, my ass was still stretched out and full of his jizz, so he slid in with a lot less resistance than the first time. He pulled out fully, then punched his way in again, and again, over and over, destroying my sphincter. His cuntbuster punching into my abused, sperm filled, hole sounded like a plunger working on a big clog. Wet, sloppy, sucking sounds as my well lubricated cunt, attempted to get another load inside of it. The guys were not in the cabin when we returned, they must have gone down to the lake. Steve opened the front of his jeans, and pushed me to my knees and once again I found my mouth full of his thick cock. “Might as well jerkoff, since we are alone, with nothing better to do.” With his hands gripping my head tight to his crotch, he backed up and sat down in one of the lounge chairs, I was positioned between his thighs, with my head bobbing up and down on his meat, with my back to the door. I could hear the door open and they guys coming in, but could not see them. My field of vision was completely occupied by Steve’s flat stomach and his thick bush of red pubes. “What the fuck is going on here? Is that Peter sucking your cock?” “Yeah, little pete here, volunteered to be my fuck toy and help me jerk off.” “Pete’s gay?” “I have no idea……the subject of whether he preferred guys to girls never came up. However, he made it very clear that he was a faggot, cum dump, available for use as a hole.” “How can he be a faggot and not gay?” “Gay guys want what straight guys want, someone to love, good sex, a relationship, but with another guy. But fags, they are different, they aren’t in it for love. Fags want to be used. To give pleasure to those using them. It’s not a mutual interchange, like sex, It’s more like a service. Fags get pleasure from serving those superior to them. Fags allow themselves to be penetrated with a man’s cock, because it helps the man using them bust a nut. It’s not really sex, its masturbating with a fag’s holes instead of your right hand. “What do you mean? I don’t get it. It looks like you are having sex with him right now. Oral sex anyway, although it looks like pete has jizz dripping out of those crotchless jeans. So how is this not gay?” “Again, I’m not having sex with him, I’m just using one of his holes to jerk myself off. I’m not gay, there are no emotions, like love or lust, involved with this act, it’s just a way to get off.” “You are going to have to explain this to us. Tell us the whole story on why pete has your cock in his throat.” So, Steve tried, again, to explain my new role to our friends. Although, I guess Steve was probably right, they would no longer be my friends once I started serving them. I listened while Steve convinced my former friends to use me for their pleasure. The whole time, bobbing my head up and down on Steve’s oversized cock. “We were out in the woods and I was telling pete how horny I was since I broke up with Angie and how fisting my cock did not feel as good as Angie’s sweet pussy. I told him how good her tight warm hole could feel wrapped around my meat. pete suggested I just needed to find a substitute pussy to use. I just needed a better way to masturbate, he explained. He said that since I wanted a warm wet hole to get off in, I should use one of his. Suggested that I could jerk myself off using his holes instead of my right hand. He asked me to use him like any real man would use a pocket pussy or a Fleshlite." This was not the truth, it was not how it all occurred, but I was unable to give my version of events, since my mouth was filled with Steve’s cock. “So you are just using him as a place to dump your loads and he’s OK with you using him without a condom, and cumming in him?” “When I was masturbating myself with his ass, he literally begged me to cum inside of him.” Again, not the truth, or not the whole truth anyway. I did beg him to cum inside me, but only so that the brutal fucking he was throwing me would end and my ass could get some rest. “Go ahead try it out. I jerking off in this end, but the other hole is open and ready to be used. I even lubricated it for ya.” “It feels a little weird using pete as a fuck toy. I mean we grew up together, hung out as equals, he’s on the team.” “I understand your feelings, and may have a solution for you. Stop thinking of it as pete. Pete no longer exists, this is a Fleshlite, a pocket pussy, a substitute cunt. Only it’s better, cause it cleans itself up. Think of it as an object, like a frying pan or a toilet, use it when you need to, then forget about it when you don’t. Even better, think of it like that old crusty tube sock under your bed in junior high. You would pull it out when you were horny, jerk a load off into it, wipe of any excess jizz with it, then toss it back under your bed until the next time you need to empty your balls. Did you ever worry about how that sock felt when you wrapped it around your meat, pounded it hard and busted a nut into it? Of course not, it was just a place to dump your sperm. That’s what pete is now.” “You’re right, it does make it easier to think of it that way. But it still seems strange to call it pete, after all pete was a friend. Shouldn’t it have a new name to better fit it’s new position in life? To use your analogy, why don’t we call it tubesock from now on? “I like it! Come here tubesock, I need to jerk off.” One of the boys got behind me and placed his cock against the opening of my ass. I could not tell who since my face was buried in Steve’s crotch. Without a second of hesitation, whoever it was shoved his rock hard prick up my ass so hard and so fast I didn't have time to scream around Steve’s cock. He fucked my ass as if I was his personal slut. He didn't care how I felt or how painful it was as he tore my asshole open, none of them were going to care. I was going to be used by this group of men for their pleasure and their pleasure alone.

Last time, when I visited Brazil, São Paulo in 2023, I hooked up with a super hot stud who came to my apartment at Largo do Arouche near Praça de Republica. He loved breeding my poz ass and sharing his special load. But he wanted me even more nasty. So he asked if I would take any dick he chooses … I said yes and we went down to the streets. Republica and around is quite dangerous due to many drug addicted homeless people. But when you are with locals it is always better. So we walked around some corners and under the highway where many lived in tents. I was wondering … he approached a group of tents directly - I am sure he knew what he was doing. Three black guys were out , smoking. He approached one guy specifically, seems they knew each other , pointed to me and simply asked him if he and his friends wanna fuck. We went around the corner to a somewhat abandoned house in the entrance hall. It was super dark and smelly and honestly I got scared. You never know and I just met this guy who tried to whore me out now. But he calmed me down. As soon as we entered this rubbish place all 4 had their monster dicks out and seconds later I was bending over and the shortest guy of them just used his spit and shoved his thick dick inside me … I screamed , it hurt but my new fuck bus kissed me gently while the first homeless man fucked me hard. I felt his throbbing dick and knew that he pumps thick dirty loads inside me. The other two guy were already waiting and quickly bred me as well. Without taking any drugs, I felt I am high from the sensation , craziness and druggy dirty cum in my hole … loved every thrust … highly recommended … my fuck bud loved to whore me out and couldn’t wait to bring me back to my apartment where he had his hard dick ready to give me a good night load after eating my cummy hole – I love Brazilian men ! No doubt!

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As he left the stall, I saw another man enter. He unzipped, pulled out his cock, and stepped up to the hole. It wasn’t quite as big as the previous cock, but it was a nice thick eight incher and was already dripping pre-cum. I immediately stood up and pressed my asshole back against the tip of his cock. Instinctively, I paused giving the man the choice of entering my rear end. "Go for it, fag." I pushed back and heard the man sigh, in pleasure, as he entered me. “Nice cunt, faggot. Tight, warm and wet, just like a glory hole should feel.” I felt a sense of pride, that this total stranger liked the way my “cunt” felt wrapped around his cock. What was wrong with me? An hour ago, I was a straight man who stopped by this rest stop to drain my bladder, and now I was pleasuring a random guy’s cock with my jizz filled cunt. The man in my asshole grabbed the top of the toilet partition and started punching into me hard and deep. “Want my load…faggot?” I quickly replied, without really thinking about it. “Yes sir, please cum in me. I want to make you bust a nut.” “You asked for it, here it comes!” His pace picked up and soon enough I could feel his scalding hot jizz blasting into my guts. After what felt like nine shots his cock stopped twitching. I slowly pulled off, feeling his cum leaking out and running down my thighs. “Clean off my cock…faggot!” I heard from the other side of the partition. I immediately spun around, dropped to my knees and took his meat into my mouth. It was still fully engorged and was covered in a mixture of his cum and the cum of the previous man, who took my virginity. The taste was surprisingly good, sweet and salty with undercurrent of copper flavor. I sucked and licked his cock to get every last drop off, not wanting to disappoint the stranger in the next stall. The mouth action got him worked up and he started pumping his cock deeper. Pushing his dirty dick deep into my throat, he quickly realized that he had still had semi-full balls in need of draining. What was supposed to be a quick cleaning turned into a full blown cock washing. As my tongue moved up and down his shaft, I understood that cleaning his cock was no longer the goal. I was now sucking another load out of his hairy nut sack. I took his cock to the root, my nose once again smashed into the dirty toilet partition. His cock was stretching my throat and I heard him sigh in pleasure. "I'm going to cum in your mouth," the stranger growled. I nodded, my mouth full, and felt his cock throb and then the warm, salty fluid shoot into my mouth and down my throat. I swallowed it all, then worked to suck the last drops out of him. "Good boy," he grunted.

Grindr Gone Wrong —----------------------- So about 6 months ago I took the fateful step of installing Grindr on my phone. My fiance was away for the weekend visiting her parents and I was home alone, a little drunk, a little high and very horny. I’d consider myself 90% straight but whenever I’m under the influence I can definitely stray from the typical, narrow path. I fucked a couple of femboys in college and I’ve always found trans girls with fat cocks fascinating. I’d occasionally jack off to gay porn if I just wanted to see some big dicks slamming into hungry holes, so I wasn’t exactly straight set. Plus, I’ve often found it’s way easier to chat with horny dudes about nasty sex, especially when you just need to fire a quick nut off. I’ve been engaged for 2 years so it’s not like I was actually going to do anything. I was just curious and horny and I definitely wasn’t thinking it through at the time. Hopefully I’d get a few compliments, have a bit of sleazy chat with some horny older dude, shoot a nice big load all over myself and pass out. Easy peasy. It was a Friday night, around 11pm. A good time to harvest some potential wank material I thought. I fired up Grindr and began to throw together a basic profile: I’m 26, 5’11, 7 inch dick and a swimmer-body, otter-type. I scrolled through my phone for my hottest ass pic, set it as my profile photo and hit upload. I set my profile status as “Looking for a hung older top” and jumped in the shower. As I soaped up my lean muscular body I could hear my phone chiming away with the sound of horny dudes that probably wanted to fuck me. I closed my eyes and couldn’t help but picture big juicy cocks twitching in front of me as I cleaned out my tight young hole. Maybe I could invite one of them over for some mutual wanking and we could shoot a big load together. Pure fantasy, I thought, but I might not get the chance again and it would be pretty harmless fun. I stepped out of the shower and toweled myself off. I began scrolling through the messages and there was one that stood out immediately. “56 TOP DADDY RAW ONLY!” followed by an attached image. I was struck by the image of a sexy older guy laying back on a bed, proudly displaying a dangerously hard cock. He looked 50ish like he described. Shaven head, a few tribal tattoos and fairly muscular for his age. He was clearly quite fit and his dick was definitely bigger than mine. It was at least 8 inches long, thick and very vascular. He was sporting a hefty silver cock-ring around the base of his tool and it made his bulging sack look heavy with cum. As I stared and I could feel myself begin to drool. My hole was throbbing and before I knew what I was doing I had sent him a response: “Free now Daddy? 😈” He replied almost immediately: “Yes boy. You play bare?” “Sure. I’m clean so if you are too then no problem 😉” “I only fuck raw.” was all he responded. I was so hypnotized by his virile looking prick that I didn’t stop and think about the potential warning signs. Half of my brain was thinking about how his cum might taste, while the other half had already typed out and sent him my address. “I’ve just popped a blue. I’ll be at yours in 15 minutes.” he said, then vanished offline. I immediately started to sweat behind the ears. Shit, what have I just done? I was expecting more of a chat first. He only asked me one question. What have I just agreed to? Well, nothing yet. I didn’t technically agree to anything. No need to panic. But on the other hand, a big dicked daddy was en route and was likely expecting to fuck me. I’m sure we could just wank together over some porn, and he wouldn’t be too bothered, right? I didn’t really have time to think about it. I gave the place a quick tidy and threw on some clean clothes. Before I knew it, the buzzer for the front door went. I checked my door camera and it was definitely the same guy as in the picture. An image of his rock-hard member flashed into my mind and a wave of heat flushed around my hole. Fuck. My heart was pounding in my chest. I took a few deep breaths and buzzed him in. He stepped inside and the door loudly latched itself behind him. “Hi Daddy” I said, accompanied with a cheeky smile. “You got here fast!” I was nervous but trying to hide it by being coy. “Hey sexy boy” he smirked. “Yea, I just came from the gym and this was practically on my drive home.” He looked me up and down and bit his lip. I could tell he liked what he was seeing and he wasn’t even trying to hide it. “You’re a lot cuter than I was expecting, son.” I stood in the doorway to my bedroom and motioned for him to come closer. He was still wearing his gym gear and I could smell his post workout musk as he approached. He was more muscular than I was expecting, even more so than in the picture he sent, and I definitely noticed a few new tattoos on his arms. I glanced down and he had a very large, visible bulge in his shorts. He definitely caught me staring at his growing package because when I looked back up he was staring right at me and grinning. “So do you have much experience with guys then son?” he laughed and playfully tugged at my waistband like he already knew the answer. I didn’t lie. I told him I’d sucked an older guys cock before when I was really drunk and that I enjoyed it, but that was about it. “So you’re an anal virgin then?” he said inquisitively. “Well no... sometimes, when I jerk off I put my fiance's dildo in my ass… so I wouldn’t exactly say a virgin…” He smirked and stifled a laugh. I could see his eyes light up wickedly. I knew exactly what he was thinking. He was starting to look at me like a predator looks at prey. My fight or flight instinct was kicking in and telling me to abort, but my lust for his cock was completely countering it. “So… are you sure you want to try this real meat?” he said, glancing down and massaging his thickening package through his shorts. Somehow it didn’t sound like a question. His dick looked so alluring now that we were up close and personal. I could clearly see the hefty outline, even his cock-ring was visible. We were close enough that his musk was drifting straight up my nose and shocking my brain into submissiveness. Even his pheromones made me feel like prey. I stood there momentarily stunned as he leaned in close and gave my firm, young ass a hard squeeze. It quickly turned to groping and as he manhandled my cheeks I could feel my uninitiated hole flush with waves of heat. I couldn’t stop staring at his powerful looking cock and I swear I could see it twitch. Fuck it looked good. I needed to know what he tasted like. It was too much. I stuffed my hands into his waistband and wrapped my fingers around his heavy, swollen prick. I couldn’t believe how hard it was. He moaned in approval and we locked eyes as I gently massaged his thick daddy meat. I don’t know how else to explain it; but it felt like in that moment, an unspoken contract was being written and signed. It felt like I was making a deal with the devil. I wanted what he had, and he wanted what I had. We both absolutely NEEDED it. Time seemed to unfreeze. We both lunged at each other, kissing frantically. He was much more aggressive than I was used to but I loved it. My head was in the clouds as we tore at each other's clothes and began tongue fucking each other in a frenzy of saliva and lust. We practically levitated to the bed and when we pulled ourselves apart my eyes could properly drink in the reality of the situation. “Holy shit Daddy that thing is fucking huge!” I gasped, as I looked down at his fully primed, twitching cock. He had a smug look on his face as he leaned back on the bed. He tugged on his heavy sack and I watched in awe, as a few thick globs of precum oozed from the tip of his cock. His veiny branch jutted out proudly as it trickled down his meaty length. I was completely hypnotized. “It’s time to taste it boy.” I couldn't tell if the words came from him or from inside my own mind. I couldn’t believe what was happening. My brain was locked-up but my senses were absolutely on fire. Without thinking, I climbed onto the bed next to him and began lowering my eager mouth towards his twitching prick. I felt like I was being mind-controlled. I gently licked up the pearls of precum that had spilled out of him. It was like I instinctively knew not to waste his precious seed. He moaned as I ran my hot tongue underneath his glans and slowly licked him from tip to balls and back again. I stared up at him and smiled seductively as I used my fingers to massage his thick shaft while I gently kissed his balls. He grunted in delight as a few more pearls of precum oozed from the tip and I greedily used my tongue to smear it all over his beautiful cock. His precum tasted incredible and the fact that he was already dripping like a faucet turned me on immensely. My lips were slick with it and every now and then he would lean down and grab me for a sloppy cum-laced kiss. It was completely intoxicating. “Mmm that’s it son…now you’re starting to taste like me.” he quipped as he licked his own precum off my face and looked pleased with himself. We kissed passionately for a while before he guided my eager lips back to his cock. I dutifully continued to work on his impressive meat as he steadily forced his way into my throat. I desperately wanted to see how much of him I could handle. I gagged and drooled on his viagra-fueled girth for a good few minutes, my jaw was starting to ache but I was mostly blind to my own discomfort. All I wanted to do was service his cock. “That’s it slut…get plenty of boy-spit on Daddys meat…get it ready… ” he growled. He showed no signs of slowing down and he was grunting and moaning with pleasure as he continued to rape my mouth. My lack of technique clearly wasn’t bothering him as he forcefully inserted himself deeper into my throat, making me gag each time he did so. All I could do was cover him in spit, try to relax and take it. My eyes were watering as he grabbed my head and bucked into my bulging throat with animalistic purpose. Through the tears, I caught a glimpse of a number of fresh tattoos along the inside of his wrists, they looked kind of like black circles with spikes coming out of them. I didn't have time to examine further because suddenly he pulled me down onto his leaking weapon and completely choked off my air supply. His cock was probably half-way down my throat and his fat mushroom head was already blocking off my entire windpipe. There was no way I could take him all the way to the base, at least not at this angle. My hypothetical worry about deepthroating him turned into a very different, very real fear when I suddenly felt a warm, wet pressure at my back passage. Since I was on my hands and knees and gagging on his dick, I had completely forgotten that my twinkish young ass was up in the air and fully exposed. I glanced back to see him, lust burning in his eyes, as he spat on his fingers and started feverishly slathering it all over my boyhole. The new sensation made me snap out of my dick-slurping haze. My eyes shot wide as I watched him reach down into his gym bag and pull out a large white jar and a small brown bottle. I wasn’t totally naive; coconut oil and poppers if I had to guess. He opened the jar and scooped some out and began smearing it all over my exposed, quivering hole. Holy shit that felt good. I arched my back instinctively and greedily choked myself on his big dick while he slowly worked the lube into my ass. “That’s right, keep sucking faggot… mmm get that cock ready for this tight little fuckhole. Jesus son, we’ve got a lot of work to do.. This ass can barely handle two fingers, even with lube!” “Please Daddy… I need you to stretch me.” I moaned. I was zoning out on his dick as he worked my hole open like a pro. I could feel myself open up for him as he alternated between gently probing and then lightly slapping my hungry ass with his fingers. I slapped his beautiful cock against my face in retort and I was consumed by the thought of how good it would feel to be stretched open by it. “Mmm it’s been a while since I’ve claimed an untouched boyhole. I hope you know what you’re getting into, son…” “Oh you want to claim me Daddy?” I questioned innocently. He yanked me away from his cock and stared me dead in the eyes. “I need to hear you say it son. Tell me that you want me to claim your ass.” I looked down at his ferocious cock, dripping in my saliva and precum and throbbing with anger. “I want you inside me Daddy.” I whimpered. “I NEED you to claim me with your seed.” I couldn’t believe what I was saying, but it was the truth. He grinned wickedly. “Get on your back boy.” he ordered as he pointed to the center of the bed. I lay on my back and watched as he stood at the foot of the bed and applied some oil to his engorged, powerful dick. His thick veiny shaft glistened in the light and his balls looked heavy, taught and ready. “Last chance son,” he said with a serious tone. “Are you sure you want this?” He slapped his dick against the palm of his hand and it made a loud thud. It looked like he was cocking a shotgun. “Because once I start fucking I don’t stop until I cum. And I never, ever, EVER pull out. Understand?” My mind was blank and my hole twitched greedily. My defenses were completely gone. I couldn’t be more ready and I’m sure he sensed it. “Please. I want you to breed my ass Daddy!” There was no more hesitation. He climbed onto the bed, lifted my legs back and shuffled closer towards my ass. He smacked his hefty pipe on my hole like a truncheon and I felt a combination of fear and excitement like I’ve never experienced before. The heat of his engorged prick slapping against my raw hole felt so good. He probed at my entrance a few times and it dawned on me how much bigger he was than my fiance's dildo. I WAS practically a virgin. I instinctively grabbed behind my knees and pulled my legs further back. He now had full unfettered access to my oiled up boyhole. I still couldn't believe this was happening. It felt like some sort of dream. I held my breath and watched as he licked his lips and began pushing and probing at my hole with his dripping fuckmeat. As he tried to break me I noticed a scorpion tattoo on his hip and my mind began to race. Doesn’t that mean something? I was contemplating my choices leading up to this moment when he pressed into me with his full body weight. The tip of his fat bellend pushed into my hole and he held it there. He leaned down and grabbed the bottle of poppers and held it to my nose, while at the same time he began applying pressure with his drooling rod into my ass. “Breath in deep for me faggot” he commanded as I inhaled the amyl nitrate into my lungs. My ass was starting to yield. It felt like I was right on the edge of being torn apart. My mind was floating when he suddenly grabbed my ankles and shoved them down either side of my head with force. My arse shot up into the air and I watched helplessly as he slowly and forcefully sank his raging meat into my whimpering hole. “That’s it… ugh take it my little whore. Mmm Daddy is gonna fucking knock this dumb virgin hole up tonight!” I watched in shock as he fed every divine inch into my body and bottomed out roughly with a grunt. Holy fuck. This was it. The moment of no return. If only I realized how true that was at the time. He leaned down and we kissed passionately as my hungry hole spasmed around this new, fleshy intruder. I swear I could feel his heartbeat through his cock, now buried within me. “Are you ready son? Daddy isn’t gonna be gentle.” I picked up the bottle of poppers, nodded and took a hit. “Give it to me.” I demanded. He withdrew his shaft halfway and slammed it back forward, hard. I lay there helpless as this big dicked daddy loomed above me and plowed his raw length into me with no mercy. I could feel his thick, swollen bellend punch into my guts and it felt so fucking good. At the same time my ring was being stretched and altered by the thick trunk of his unyielding cock. It felt like he was carving his initials onto my insides. “Rape that young hole Daddy. Holy FUCK!” I shouted out without even realizing. “Oh fuck yes boy! Push back on Daddys cock! Push that hole out like you're trying to take a shit! NOW!!” I didn’t really understand it but I was in no position to argue. I held my ankles and pushed with my hole as much as I could. He tore into me with vicious strokes and completely hilted himself to the root with every demented stroke. He slammed and roared and I finally felt his heavy balls twitch against my shattered hole. “OOOHHFUCKKK….Oh yea fucking take it boy. Take every fuckin’ drop of Daddy’s nasty poz spunk! I want it deep…” He pulled out half way and dropped back into me with such force that it sent a shockwave from my prostate straight to the pleasure center of my brain. He smiled and ground his hips into me as I winced with dull pain. I could feel him throbbing and pumping deep in my guts. My hole had totally given up all resistance at this point and was feebly twitching around his girth, milking it gently. I was too focussed on the mammoth invader twitching inside me to immediately register the words I had just heard. What did he just say? I froze in fear for a second as my mind processed those words. “Are.. are you.. Poz?” Time stopped. His eyes glimmered like the devil. “Ofcourse son… I thought you knew?” I tried to push him off but I had zero leverage in this position. I was completely powerless as he held me down and pinned me to the bed with his huge poz cock. “Wait… wait…stop..please! Take it out!” I begged. My fear and panic seemed to make him stronger. Every time I tried to pull away or push him off he just surged back into me harder. I tried to clamp my hole down on his dick to force him out but I was way too lubed up and he was way too deep inside me for it to matter. All I was achieving was adding extra friction and milking him with my ass, making my now-rape even more intense. I noticed my own cock was rock hard and drooling cum as he violated me repeatedly. My cock was bouncing and leaking in time with every deadly stroke from his ruinous shaft. I couldn’t believe what was happening. He spanked my ass hard and my hole was on fire as he drilled his potent sperm into me. It felt so wrong, but it also felt so good knowing to be claimed by another mans seed” “Please Daddy! I’ve got a fiance!” He started laughing and I swear it just made him fuck me even harder. “It’s too late now boy..” he grunted as he churned his heavy nuts against my abused hole. “You might as well just enjoy it!” “Wh..what do you mean it’s too late?” “My toxic seed is already inside you son. I dumped a load into you the first time I went balls deep. I’m amazed you didn't feel it.” Oh I definitely felt it. The problem was that I couldn’t tell it apart from everything else that was going on at the time, not to mention my head was spinning with poppers. “Don’t believe me boy? Well let’s take a look..” He released his grip slightly, tilted me back and slowly withdrew his glistening shaft from my guts. His swollen helmet emerged from my now gaping hole, shortly followed by some pale pink fuck-slime. “Ohh well would you look at that.. Looks like Daddy tore you up a bit. All the better for taking my poz babies though…” he smirked. My freshly ruined boyhole was defeated, twitching and oozing cum. I could only lay there and watch as he gathered up his deadly seed and eagerly pushed it back into my hole, then suddenly, he fully impaled me on his entire rock-hard prick. “OOFFUCKKKkkkuuughh…!” I wheezed as he knocked the wind out of me and buried himself back into my guts. “We can't have you wasting Daddys precious poz seed, now can we boy?” he smirked. “Oh Fuck Daddy… please impregnate me! Please fuck me with your poz seed! Don’t stop!” I couldn’t believe the words coming out of my mouth. We kissed as he shoved me into the bed and thrust into me deep and hard. He gave me another hit of poppers and I wrapped my arms around him and surrendered totally. I could feel every inch of him stretch me open and my no-longer-virgin boyhole was completely molded to him now. God it felt so good to be Daddys slut. He pounded my cum filled hole and pummeled my prostate into submission. Millions of toxic kisses being fucked into my guts. I could feel him corrupt me with every stroke as he fucked his poz sperm into the walls of my rectum. With his seed burrowing into me and his tongue raping my mouth, I really couldn’t hold back any longer. “That’s it son… I can tell you’re getting close! Get ready to shoot your last ever neg load for Daddy!” He pressed some more poppers to my nose and slammed into me even harder. I was in absolute heaven. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and I started firing thick ropes of cum all over my own chest. He was pounding the neg cum out of me from the inside like it was his mission and I’ve never shot so hard in my life. “Ohhh fuck I’m gonna cum again son! Get ready…this is the one! I’m about to flood and implant you with Daddys toxic DNA!” My ass was going into spasms around his cock as I was still cumming hard, it finally proved too much for him. He groaned into my mouth and began slamming into me balls deep. He plowed me hard and rough and I could see our combined fuckjuice spluttering from my asshole and coating his cock. This time he really made me feel it. He buried it deep and just held it there as deep as it would go. His girth throbbed and pumped inside me as his heavy nuts pulsed against my hole. I felt them twitch with every spurt. I held onto him and did my best to count. 6 or 7 huge ropes nuked into my wanting guts. “Fuck Daddy... You really loaded me that time! You really do wanna knock me up huh.” I sighed and went limp. He collapsed into me, cock still buried as I wrapped my legs around him. I could feel the after-jolts twitching through his cock. I tried to relax my hole and allow every drop of him into me. I could feel the warmth of his hot toxic spunk spread inside of me. He gently pumped his hips into me and it made me squirm with delight. It felt amazing to be finally claimed. All I could do was lay there and think about all his deadly little tadpoles that were currently burrowing into me and making me his. I really was Daddys boy now. Hopefully for life.

Part 20 That night, Magoo got sloppy second, feeding me all the cum running out of my hole. In the shower, he decided to piss in my throat again. Sunday morning, Magoo helped me pack a few things until he came across Bob’s box that AJ gave me. I had completely forgotten it. It was still unopened. Magoo was all excited. “You open it now or do you wait at the new place?” “Let’s see what it’s in it and then decide if it worth moving it.” I didn’t have many belongings, but one box less to move was appealing. Magoo was already at work. “Holy Grail!”, Magoo exclaimed “Fuck it’s stink!” I said Something must have died in that box… “knowing Bob, don't get too excited before you open the box. And make sure to be home when you open it", AJ had warned me when he gave it to me. “You have to love Bob! You inherited his dildo collection, lucky bastard!” Magoo said. A peek in the box convinced me that the lucky bastard would get rid of it. The toys have been thrown in unwashed, thus the smell. “No, no, no, don’t even think about it” I informed Magoo. “Come on, it will be fun! he said and was already undressing. No more boxes were packed that day. And, no, we didn’t make it to the bed. Magoo lubed me up with a first fresh load of poz cum before shoving in me a thin and long dildo, pushing it in inch by inch, frotting the cum in my guts until it got all absorbed. The toy was more rigid than a hard cock and was unforgivably realigning my ass interior. Neither of us knew the last use of it, but it was still sticky. Pubic or ass hairs of different colors (AJ’s ones?) and other unidentified particles were glued-like to the object. “You’re going to wash it up?” My question was left unanswered. Magoo raised the dildo and spit toward it, lending on my balls and completely missing its target (or not?). If there is something that I learned is that Magoo doesn’t like to be told what to do. He had a satisfied look when he pulled out the toy after a good half-hour. “See? All clean. Washed by your ass and my cum” Well, this is where you learn that cleanliness is subject to interpretation. The dildo was now shining from a wet whitish-translucent film. Gone were the hairs and everything else. Magoo straddled me, knees on each side of my shoulder, nudging my head. “Open up” His shaved balls, playfully bounced on my chin and all I could see was this long cock and Magoo smiling down on me. Magoo was jerking his cock. He was hard again, eager to release another load. He grabbed his balls and shifted up slightly until I felt his nuts on my lips. “Lick them gently. Feel my poz babies’ factory.” He reached down and pulled my mouth open and dropped his nuts inside my mouth. I knew what he wanted. He was actively stroking his cock. Finally, at his great pleasure, I started licking each nut. I bathed them with saliva, rolling them on my tongue carefully. It was a peaceful moment as he let me worship his nuts at my pace. Droplets of precum felt on my face. Lot of precum, but at this moment I didn’t care. I sensed Magoo sliding back and before he did, I grabbed is ass with both hands, four fingers of each hand in the cleft of his ass, with my forefingers probing at his hole. I continued nursing the precious balls for a few more minutes until his nuts popped out of my mouth. Magoo leaned over me, aiming the flaring piss slit at my mouth. The cock head was glistening with precum. I smelled the cock seconds before I felt the warmth and the wetness of his cock head prying my lips open. He pumped his cock in push up motion, feeding me his cock a little more each time. Magoo switched position. He inserted a finger from each hand in my mouth, stretching it wide and started pushing his cock further down. He wanted it in my throat. I didn’t know where he got the idea that I can deep throat him. I pushed him back enough to talk. “I can’t do that” I said “Sure, you can” “I don’t want…” “... No more talking....” He slapped the side of my head and started face fucking me, pounding the back of my throat which make me gag on each thrust. I tried to take control by sucking harder. Magoo grabbed my head and starts making small rapid jabs, his cock at the entrance of my throat. He was relentless. This time I puked and was forced to swallow everything back as his cock head prevented any exit for the acrid vomit. I was holding the back of his thighs in an effort to restrain his assault. Magoo never stopped pumping his cock in my mouth. A hand at the back of my head, the other one pinched my nose, he pulled my face toward his crotch with each of his thrusts. My cock was hard and pulsed at the same rhythm of the fuck. I was gagging each time his cock hit my bruised uvula. My throat was so sore. “Relax your throat. Open up, nutlicker” I wish I could say that I watched the last inch of his cock pushed in my mouth, but there were still a good four ones to go. I needed to breathe, but Magoo tightened his grip in my hair. He was close, his entire body tensed. With one last thrust that seems to go further in my throat, my mouth got flooded with a full-flavored load of hot thick cum – fuck, he just came an hour ago – dangerously close overflowing my mouth. “You are getting there, cocksucker, but by far, you are not the best, yet” In one exaggerated gulp, I swallowed everything. He let go of my head and nose. I took one large breath, swallowed another jet of cum and kept sucking the hot cock, getting any remnants of his load. The cum was like a balm to my sore throat. The respite didn’t last. Although Magoo did all the work, I was really exhausted from the face fuck. Magoo picked another of the filthy dildo and pushed it in my now slack mouth and resumed pushing the boundaries of my ability to deep throat. He kept at it for a while. Then Magoo pivoted in a 69 fashion. The devilish old man was hard again! I was hard as well! I was about to receive one of his amazing blowjobs. Not sure how long I will be able to hold before I shoot my load, but I was ready to bust a nut. I took his cock in my mouth, and I sucked on the head, slowly stroking the base of his cock and caressing his balls. My eyes were at the same level of a small scorpion tattoo reminding me of his poz status. I closed my eyes and focus on my goal to suck every drop of this new load. I realized that Magoo was not going to suck my cock as I felt him pushing a thicker dildo in my ass, stretching me again. The toy was short and ribbed and made me feel good, hitting my love nut inside me, but not hard enough to make me cum. He was edging me. I kept trying to grab my cock, but Magoo was refusing me an overdue release. “Keep your hand off your cock” I kept nursing on the cock. It took a long time to stir another load from Magoo, but he never went soft. Wasting no time, Magoo pulled the short, ribbed dildo of my raw ass and did an ass-to-mouth maneuver with it. “Keep your legs raised” In one swift movement, he buried his cock and giving me no time to adjust, started pummeling my already abused hole in a missionary position. My mouth and my ass stuffed, I submitted to Magoo prowess to coordinate this spit roasting. Magoo’s stamina was incredible. It was when he was long dicking me that I came. Fireworks! “Savor this pitiful negative load while you can, because after today it may be your last” he said, feeding me my cum with two of his fingers. Time seems to stand still. I dozed off. Magoo kept busy. Another dildo, longer with the largest girth I ever took (nothing monstruous, but fairly thick), seesawing it in my ass slowly. My hole was not quite closing as fast as it used to. In fact, it didn’t close completely that day. I woke up with a yelp as the old man was going for four fingers up my ass – with the ultimate goal to fist me, I suspected - which made him stop. “Good! You are awake. I’m starving. Let’s get you some solid food”. I explored my wet hole carefully, sliding two fingers easily. They were soon covered with a slimy and undefined color mixture. Another five or six dildos were on the floor beside me, showing evident signs of recent use. I had any doubts that my ass has been the end receiver.

You are on your back, the dude with the huge dick is pumping your ass like he is possessed. You have no idea if he is poz or not, all you know is that his massive pole feels great going balls deep into your negative ass. New to barebacking, you quickly forget about the risks when you see a cock and start think how good it will feel slipping into your ass. But tonight is different. Tonight that magic dick is going to spew a toxic load into your tender ass and start your conversion. You are ten seconds from taking the stealth poz load that will change your life. And now, the process is launched and there is nothing you can do to reverse it. You are not poz yet, but you are seconds away from infection. At P (poz) minus 10, the process starts. All of the efforts of the top ramming his cock into your ass are about to pay off. The level of arousal is such that the orgasm that will convert you has started. Wham, the rear most sphincter in his piss tube slams such. This seals the tube on one and and keeps the piss out of the cum. P minus 9 sees the prostrate (with the piss tube running through it) begin to stir up the toxic stew that will deliver the virus to mucus membrane in you shit chute. P minus 8 and the front piss tube sphincter slams closed. Now, the prostates mix of sperm, virus, fluids and sperm food fills the sealed tube. The top knows the feeling of his cock swelling for orgasm. As the tube fills with that potentially lethal mix, his breathing deepens, his thrusts become my animalistic and he may start groaning as he enjoys the feel of his ever more engorged cock. P minus 6 and the tube is nearly full. While only 5 percent of the volume is sperm, there are as many as 500,000,000 of the little baby makers ready to make the swim of their lives----but will only die in the dark dank reaches of you queer asshole. There are a number of different fluids that are present as well---most of them are carrying the virus that will soon infect your body. P minus 5 and the top shouts OH GOD, and moves into the second phase of his virus inserting orgasm. The pressure in the closed off piss tube has reached the maximum and it signals the front sphincter to open suddenly. The built up cum pressure forces the poison wad to start moving toward your cock head. P minus 4 and the jizz is near the glans....the top's very meaty, mushroom cockhead. The state of overall arousal and the sensation of the dollop of cum reaching the glans combines for more action. The muscle like parts of that glorious piece of man meat start contracting. The top's work is nearly done. The tensing of the those cock control system expel the shot with great force.....as much as 80 miles per hour. And all you know is that you are enjoying a great fuck and you know Mr. Top is about to explode into your willing ass. The virus that causes HIV+ has been launched and will soon be residing you that ass you think is just being used for fun and sex. T minus 3 and the filthy load is out of the tip of the cock and free flowing towards the lining of your rectum. Splat and it hits you.....the virus is now yours and no longer just a theory it is in your ass. The top continues to spasm and shoot parts of his gift. The continual thrusting of his meat smears that load up and down your hole. He is increasing the points of contact---so the virus has more opportunities---and you are just wiggling and squirming in the delight of being well fucked. T minus 2 and the top is nearly done. HIs strokes are not as deep, his cock is softening, but his deed is done, he has mixed a toxic wad of white sticky goo and shot it deep into your ass. He then smeared it for maximum effect. T minus 1 and he with draws. Now it is up to the virus and the receptiveness of your ass. The brutal fucking had damaged the lining of the very thin membranes of you ass-cunt so you are ready for accepting your fate. T minus ZERO--blast off. The virus containing cum that is smeared inside you begins offloading the passengers. The poor sperm are condemned to die in your shit hole or will be expelled with the next dump you take. But the HIV causing virus is very happy, the warm dark hole is a good place for them. The thin and damaged walls of your rectum make it easy to move in. And they begin gathering together and replicating and preparing to wage a war on your immune system. A war they will win. You may feel the battle if you develop the fuck flu. You may never know there was a war until, you get that test result you are not expecting. But for now, you have no idea that the war was started, all you know is that you are simply laying there, cum in your ass, happily and thoroughly fucked. It is just a mater of days until the war has been won and you are HIV+. You have no clue what happened in the past 10 seconds. You have just been pozzed

Dave's awareness of his situation suddenly became clear; he'd just been fucked by his boss, here he was on a couch, naked and cum filled as his boss' buddy was stood above him, slowly stroking his own engorged member waiting to have sex. Dave began muttering, "I...I think I'd better go." Tommy could see what was happening, he'd once been there and seen this situation before. Young guy gets spun, has fun but instantly regrets it, knows he's straight. In one way Tommy felt sorry for his friend's young apprentice, "Shhhh, I get it", he said softly, "This is all confusing and you're head's fogged up, let's chill a bit and get you fixed up." With that Tommo pushed Dave, now trying to get up from the couch, back down. "Sit down and breathe, I'll help you out", Dave began to do as Tommo suggested while the older man went and got them some drinks. Eyes closed, Dave breathed deeply, slowing his mind, still processing what had happened with Niall. "You asleep?" Dave opened his eyes, jerking his head up to see Tommo holding out a glass of coke. "Coke?" Dave queried, "Would water not be better?", " Nah lad, you need the sugar" Tommo casually responded. Dave took the glass as Tommo sat next to him. "Drink up, trust me, dehydration is a bitch" Dave knew what Tommo said was true, His mouth was dry and the combo of sugar and caffeine in the drink was bound to help, he had half tuned out when he realized Tommo was still talking. "I remember what it's like, first time I did this craic was with one of my older cousins friends after a night out. Was a right head fuck. How are you feeling about it?" Dave was unsure how to respond. Here was this man, who only a few minutes ago be planning to have sex with Dave, now showing concern for his well being. "I'm...I'm not too sure. I mean, I'm straight. Or I thought I was..."Dave paused, he was becoming slightly choked up; between his thoughts, feelings and the drugs he was all over the place. Suddenly, Tommo threw an arm around Dave, pulling him closely, "Hey buddy, don't get upset, this is all natural. Just drink up, you'll be fine mate." "Here", Tommo reached for the pipe, maybe we should each take another couple of puffs, you know, just to mellow us out a bit". "I dunno" Dave replied meekly, "I don't think I want to do all that again." Tommo chuckled, "Nah lad, don't worry about that, it'll just help us chill". With that Dave downed the remainder of his drink, took the pipe from Tommo who then proceeded to hand him the lighter with his free arm as the other remained around Dave's shoulder, alternating between slow, reassuring strokes and gentle grabs. Dave began to clam a bit as he inhaled the white clouds of the pipe, each time feeling a bit more relaxed. He giggled, "Christ" he said to Tommo, "I'm starting to feel warm all over again". Dave was about to hand the pipe to Tommo but the older man refused, "Nah lad, you need it more than me. You've had a big night, let's get you sorted." "Cheers" Dave replied, he took a few more puffs, definitely feeling more relaxed, lighter even. While doing this, Dave hadn't fully realized that Tommo had moved his face slightly closer to his own, quietly egging him on, "Go on, that's it, nice deep breaths." Tommo moved quickly taking the pipe and lighter from Dave, "Here, down this, get more sugar into you" said Tommo, handing Dave another coke that appeared out of nowhere. Dave did as he was told and, once again, Tommo took the glass, his grasp on Dave's shoulder becoming more subtly firm than before. "How you feeling now?" Tommo whispered into Dave's ear. "Better", Dave said, "kinda warm though". "Oh yeah? where abouts? All over or is it rising through you?" Tommo's response seemed suggestive as he reached his free hand on to Dave's stomach, "You feeling hot right now?"

Big enough to hurt like hell, but beautiful enough to let me know at the age of 14 I could never go without cock inside me again! Luckily he fucked me for over six months (he was married) and pumped gallons of baby batter in me during that time. Each time he fucked me I lived for the next time.

THANK YOU all for your patience, I had started another story in between this and got caught up in that, but leaving that in park for time being. Here is Part Two One of them speaks “Finally he is here, I get to go first” he states as he looks at me. I stare back stunned as I look at the guy who spoke. He would have had to be in his 50s, thick build hairy all over and was another obviously homeless guy. Watching him undress as he took his shirt off revealing his hairy chest and large gut. He shucked his pants as they dropped showing off a very heavy bulge in a very well-worn jockstrap. The first guy that fucked me, got up and said “Listen Mate, I had some favours to pay back and thought the very least you would help. So, my buds here, Jerry and Trevor need some relief and when I told em you had taken me raw and what a good pig you are they wanted to cash in their favours I owe em. Come on over and be a good pig and maybe we won’t hurt you too bad” the guy spoke to me gently in a commanding tone and put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me Infront of the guy stripping. “Now kneel Infront of Jerry here and start cleaning his cock up, none of us have really showered recently and could do with a tongue bath.” He smirks as he pushes on my shoulders as I kneel in front of Jerry. His stained jockstrap covering his hairy crotch, I feel Jerry grab my head and push my face into his mound as he starts grinding against me. Breathing his sweaty scent in, I get lightheaded, all I smell is his cock. I stick my tongue out and start lapping at his jockstrap tasting his sweaty stained pouch, stained with piss cum and sweat. Moaning softly in lost pleasure, I place my hands on his thick thighs and continue tongue bathing his jockstrap tasting the ripe pouch. Hearing him grunt in approval as the other two guys sit back on the stretcher as they rub their own crotch as they watch the show in front of them. Jerry moves his hand over the back of my head and guides me licking up and down on his thickening pouch. I keep licking but move my hand up to Jerry’s waistband and pull the jockstrap down, his thick 6-inch uncut cock springs up as it hits my nose. Breathing in his cock as I look up at him and open my mouth as I take his greasy cock and guide him using my tongue past my lips. Groaning as I close my lips around his cock and start sucking. His thick foreskin covering his cock stayed in place as I took him to my throat, hearing him grunt in satisfaction. I start bobbing up and down on his greasy cock tasting the cock juices flowing out of his foreskin, I pull back and stick my tongue under his foreskin and taste his cheesy cock head. I also feel ruff edges around the inside of his skin as I keep tonging, I look up as he smiles perversely at me. “Like the taste of my cheese covered warts pig?” he huskily speaks to me, noticing what I had gotten into I went to pull off as he grabbed my head and started fucking my mouth “Where the fuck do you think your going faggot, you got two more diseased cocks to service after mine” he growls at me. With him fucking my mouth his foreskin retracts as I get a mouthful of his cheese build up. Gagging which seems to only turn him on I started slobbering over his thick prick and cleaning his filthy cock. His warts scratching the inside of my mouth. On my knees I start to sweat as it pours down my back. My own pathetic cock hard against my jockstrap as I reach up and cup his sweaty hairy nuts. Pulling on them as he grunts and fucks my mouth harder. He suddenly stops and pulls out telling me to turn around and bend over the seat. Baz got up and handed the bottle of cheap alcohol to me reaching out shakily, I accepted not so graciously as I chugged a few times gasping as each swallow made me shake and shiver. Not even noticing Jerry pulling my pants down just under my chubby arse cheeks. Baz leers at me and takes the bottle back saying something about getting back to watch the show. I suddenly realised Jerry was behind me spitting on his cock, not even bothering to ask about using rubbers I let myself go as I spread my legs and pushed my arse back at him. “Look at the whore, he wants this filthy toxic wart covered cock guys!” as he proudly makes his thick cock jump, the other two laughing as they egg him on to knock me up. “Not fucked anyone under the age of 50 for at least a year, gunna enjoy this and bareback too, you are so fucked pig” he laughs at me. I feel his cock prod at my hole as I push out cum leaks out of me as he snarls and shoves his cock in, I suddenly see starts the warts on his cock scratch my ring and forces me to clamp down as I yelp and try and pull forward but his powerful grip on my hips holds me in place. No words are exchanged for the next few minutes, I Hear Baz telling Trevor that when I bought him here, he loaded me up a few times and my dumb ass thought he hadn’t cum at all until the last load he announced. Blushing as I whimper, I look back at Jerry his face red, sweating huffing as he fucks me harder. My hole feeling scratched up as he starts grunting louder. Wanting him to finish up so this can be over. I push back and squeeze my tender hole around his cock harder. “Fuck yeah faggot tighten that pussy up for your homeless pig daddy” the sweat dripping off him. I feel his balls slapping my own making me whimper but apparently turning him on as he digs his dirty fingers into my hips causing me to yelp as he slams deep inside me and holds as his face screws up, I see the vein across his forehead as he opens his mouth in what looked like a silent scream, until… “FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YEAHHHHH TAKE MY DISEASED LOAD YOU FILTHY PIG, UHHHHHH FUCKKK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS” shaking as I feel his cock throb as it fires his potent toxic seed up my arse. It felt like an hour we stayed in that position, but I felt his cock soften as he started to pull out. Hearing him whistle and moan when his cock popped out “Fuckk yeah look at this whore all filled up, his taken so many loads he can’t hold em in” Grinning obviously please with the job he had done. I went to get up myself, but I felt hands on my shoulders holding me down as I look up and see Baz, “Your not done yet pig, got to let Trev have his way with you, he is a bit slow but he won’t take long” he smiles at me as I look behind and see Trevor naked, with a massive thick cock it had dark lesions all over it, but it was easily 8 inches. I went to get up as both Baz and Jerry held me down as they told Trevor to go for it. Baz grabbed the jockstrap of the floor and pushed it in my mouth gaging me as I whimpered loudly. Feeling Trevor poke at my battered and bruised hole, I lay my head on the chair as I shook. Trevor was only concerned about himself, he slammed into me balls deep as I screamed into the jockstrap, Baz and Jerry holding me tightly. As Trevour pounded away at me, not making a sound I didn’t even realise he had cum until he pulled out and Baz and Jerry cheered him on as they left me drooped half on the chair as I collapsed. Ignoring me fully as they finished the bottle off as Jerry announced his and Trevor’s departure if they wanted to make it to the shelter. Jerry laughing saying he no longer needed to clean his cock as it’s been done now. Both stepping over me as they left the garage as the door shut behind them. Baz not saying anything, as he sat in the bed frame and lit a smoke and smiled at me as he laid back. “When your ready to come to bed, you can ride my cock first” as he laid on his back, I saw his cock rock hard pointing directly up at the ceiling. Whimpering I try and collect myself as I think of my next move…….

Four years ago I had traveled to my favorite Mexican beach by myself. This romantic story starts there. I had been married to my husband for about 10 years by then. This coupling was far from romantic for me. Not the case for him, but that’s another story. Even though I had misgivings I went ahead with the wedding and marriage. I was in my late 50’s and figured he might be the best I could do. We had shared values, similar friends and got along fairly well despite his being a fire sign to my water. This created a lot of steam for me, but unfortunately never as sexual chemistry. A few years before the above mentioned solo trip to Mexico he had unenthusiastically agreed to opening our relationship so I could get my sexual needs met. I had learned that one of the clerks at the clothing store in front of our hotel gave messages on the side. I was very intrigued learning he had given one to an acquaintance which had culminated with a ‘happy ending’. I screwed up my courage and approached this clerk to book a message. He wondered who it was for and seemed shocked when I told him it was for me. He got over this quickly and we set a time for the next day. I suspect he was in his late twenties to my mid sixties. I’m fairly fit, a bit bearish and have been conistantly told I have a handsome face. He was a cute smooth Mexican with just the slightest remnant of baby fat on his otherwise fit body. On the way to his room had told me how much he loved his work. Once his hands went to work on my naked body this statement proved true with no words needed. He was soon out of his baggy shorts and his semi cock was placed where my hand could pleasure him as he expertly deeply worked my muscles. When it came to the hand job happy ending he was amazed that a man of my age shot such a volcano of cum. After I showered we each jerked off watching each other with delight. I gave him a generous tip. A year later I would bump into him on the naked beach. He had buffed up a bit, added a couple tasteful tattoos and he was clearly with a boyfriend that he was deeply enamoured with. I was both happy for him and disappointed for me. He made it clear that he remembered me and told me which resort he was now the masseur at. As tempting as it was I did not book an appointment. Fast forward to this winter. The first time I saw him was on the naked beach. He was preoccupied with picking up after his dog. He clearly kept up his gym routine, added more tasteful tattoos and adopted a mod haircut. I almost didn't recognize him and didn’t interrupt. My next sighting was at night on the street. My husband and a straight couple were at a table in front of an excellent fish barbeque restaurant. He walked past with his dog, but this time saw me and greeted me from a distance with a huge smile. Of course I smiled back and hoped I would be alone the next time we bumped into each other. I got my wish. He came up and joined me as I was having a morning coffee in front of my favorite coffee shop. We had a pleasant chat about his dog, our lives, and our work. I learned he was now single, had left his position at the hotel, and now combined message with his gay escorting business. This news was delivered with a wink! I was only wearing a sarong and worried that my hardening cock would make a fool out of me in this public setting. I lowered my voice and asked if he had any openings in the next few days. “I could fit you in tomorrow.” His usual smile, now muscle bulked body, darkly tanned skin and tattoos were a huge turn on. “How much, for an old guy like me?” “That all depends on what services you want. Do you want a simple hand job like last time, or might you want more?” Again, with his seductive wink. “More.” I shyly responded. “Do you want to top or bottom?” he casually asked. “Bottom.” I owned. “Great. I’d love to fuck you silver daddy!” I had to move my hands to cover my rock hard boner. “What about your safety practices?” I asked. “Anything goes.” He didn’t hesitate for even a split second. “So how much for you to bareback and breed me?” “1500 pesos. And believe me, once I’m in you I couldn’t pull out ‘til I load you up.” I was afraid I would shoot my wad right then and there. The next afternoon he met me naked when I arrived at his door. I was soon naked and receiving his expert message. It was as expert as usual. However, this time his hard cock was in my hand much sooner. The message of my butt cheeks now included deep penetrative fingers working oil into my hole. His full body message of my back with his bare chest progressed to his 6.5 inch raw errection continuing the job of his fingers. I knew I had died and gone to heaven. “Is this ok daddy?” he asked even though he knew the answer. “Absofuckenlutely!” my enthusiastic response. He didn’t need any more encouragement and gave me the greatest pounding of my life. After twenty minutes he sent shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear, “I’m very close. I don’t need to ask where you want my load do I?” I just nodded. To my surprise he pulled out, hopped off the table, tuned me over pulling my prone ass to the bottom of the table, mounted a foot stool and plunged his raw cock back into me. Smiling and winking he was soon blasting away deep inside me. I was now in an ecstatic place beyond heaven. I had a shower and paid him his 1500 pesos with a 500-peso tip. He tried to decline the tip, but I insisted. I didn’t see him for the next four days. Then he was at the same coffee shop when I arrived. He was not alone. In fact I could overhear him giving his sales pitch to a very fit mid-fifties gym bunny type. As they left he winked at me and I knew his new customer was in for a very good time indeed.

Update on this stud: Yesterday I reconnected with him. He moved out of town just before COVID was ramping up, and came back about a few months ago. I have been trying to meet up with him but it hasn't worked out until this week. He's not the brightest guy, and he needed help with applying for a program (nice pretense to meat). I agreed, and he came across town to my place. Remember how I said he wasn't the brightest, well, he got off the bus a block from my place and couldn't figure out where to go (he's only been to my place each time we've played.) When he called me it took me five minutes to figure out where he was. I even got dressed and left my building to go pick him up at the bus stop, but he came around the corner as I got outside. Anyway, we worked on his application for a little bit, I printed it out for him and he seemed happy allowing us to move to the good times. We started making out, and if there's one thing he knows how to do it is how to make a guy feel good. It doesn't take long for his hand to find its way to my ass in my shorts, and play with my hole. We strip down and he gets stuck in his hoodie (can't make that one up) meaning I could have really taken advantage of him. When we make it to the bed I get to servicing his uncut monster dick. Missed it for all these years. As I mentioned above he's at least 8" uncut, and more importantly beer-can thick. While I'm servicing him, he plays with my hole a lot more than he used to (learned to open guys up better?) I'm really enjoying servicing him as he works on my ass, and I start to wonder if he's going to insist on condoms or not this time. We had been keeping in contact via FB messenger so not on any sex apps to see what his current preferences are. Since he's fucked me raw before, hoping he's going to keep that up. I eventually make my way to sitting on top of him, both of us nude, his cock throbbing underneath my ass as we kiss and caress each other. As we get closer to fuck, he stops and asks if I'm "clean" still (yes I showered). We talk a little about this, he's not taking PrEP recently (I keep up with my meds). I ask him if he wants to use a condom. His response says it all he "didn't bring any," implies he had them at home, and doesn't ask if I have any. Needless to say, I end up sitting on him raw. The last time we met, when I sat on him raw he came very quickly. This time was definitely a little different. I rode him like a human dildo, I just wanted my pleasure from his huge dick in my hole. He did a great job opening me up before I sat on him, and there was no pain in taking his dick, just that wonderful full sensation when you have a big dick inside you. I end up cumming while riding him, and thought he was close then. Boy was I wrong. This was when he started changing positions on me. First he throws me on my back, ass over the corner of the bed so he can piston into me while standing on the floor. Next, I'm doggie ass over the same corner and he pounds away, looking at us in the mirror nearby. We were in missionary, doggie, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, and a few positions I have to look the name up for. The guy has built up stamina for raw fucking over the years. When he came, it felt so good to take his huge load. As I'm writing this he texts me saying he needs to come over again for a correction to his application. Looking forward to seeing him in a couple days.

About 20 minutes ago! Have been playing since Saturday morning and into Sunday taking dick and loads but the guy I just had was awesome! Super hot and hung OSU Soccer Guy that literally fucked seven loads into me in about 45 minutes without even having to pull out! Glad we traded numbers!!!!

1992 The early 90's were so liberating for me -- in some ways. I'd accepted that I was a gay man, but had no idea what to do with that information. I went to the adult bookstore and bought porn mags and porn videos...and that was pretty much the extent of my sex life. I was barely in my 20's and could beat off four to five times an evening back then. Like most of us, straight and gay, I developed a special devotion to one or two porn stars in particular. There was one spectacular guy who I guess was one of the most famous gay idols of that period. I won't even use his initials here because some of you would know exactly who I'm talking about. He made some great videos and was mostly a top, but occasionally bottomed. Some of his movies were strictly 'safe sex' and some were as raw as could be. He did a lot of magazine spreads at the time. I'm sure the "profiles" were pure fiction, but I bought into the fantasy. My favorite photo was in a magazine called "Inches" and it just showed him sitting bare-ass on a couch with his huge, fat boner pointing straight up. The accompanying quote said something like "I love to feel a guy's throat muscles work on the shaft of my dick." I looked at that pic all the time and tried to imagine how in the world that would even fit in my mouth - let alone down my throat. I found out through one of the alternative newspapers they stacked in the lobby of my apartment building, that the guy I'll just call "Star" was in town for the weekend. He was going to be "dancing" at two different places. One was a porn movie theater on a street where two or three murders happened each week -- the other was at a gay bar I drove past all the time. I immediately called my friend Benjamin and told him the news. He knew already. Benjamin was a little short queen with a huge personality. He knew everybody and had been everywhere -- including the scary porn theater. I admitted how much I loved "Star" and really wanted to see him in person. "And what do you think will happen?" He was going to lecture me. He had that tone. "Do you think your eyes will meet and he'll quickly whisk you off to his hotel and fuck your brains out?" No, but yeah. I didn't know what I expected...maybe at least an autograph? "Let me tell you about these guys. Most of them are fucked in the head and on every single drug you can name. They are smaller in person than they look on film. They all take steroids and that causes acne which they cover with heavy makeup. Some of them are straight , but your guy isn't. They are all out to hustle for a buck. Oh, and they have major STD's in every hole." Is it crazy that none of this phased me in the least? I kept him on the phone a little longer and begged him to go to that bar with me Saturday night. "Can't. But I CAN share a little tidbit with you even though I probably shouldn't...." I waited. He sighed and then reported that Star was staying in town a few extra days to do escort work. Benjamin had no idea how much he charged or any other details except a phone number which I wrote down as he said each digit over the phone. "I have to go now. Do what you think you have to do, and call me afterward", he said as a goodbye. Click. So Saturday came and I went out to tan, get a haircut and buy a few new shirts. I still imagined I'd be going to the bar that night. I even bought a few bottles off wine to chill. Around 8 pm, I got dressed and combed my hair several times. I still wasn't ready to do this so I poured a glass of wine and turned on some music. Nope. I couldn't make myself leave. I poured another glass, sat down with phone and called the number. Oh God, what if HE answered? No. He was probably out already. I got a messenger service and the very pleasant lady took my name and number. "Are you calling about having a meeting?". she inquired. "No. Yes. Yes, I am." "I'll make a note of that", she said sweetly. We hung up and that was that. I'd never sleep now. I finished the bottle of wine and watched MTV until bleariness forced me to bed. I woke up with a slight headache the next morning, but some coffee and a few aspirin cleared that up fast. I looked at my phone like it was a bomb ready to explode. What had I done? I just wouldn't answer it if it rang...I'd take a shower, do some work and get myself collected for a new week. That's pretty much what I was doing when the bomb went off.... RING, RING, RING "Hello?" "Uh...is this Rodney?" "Yes it is." "If you don't know the voice - this is Star. You want to meet up pretty soon?" My brain was connected directly to my crotch when my mouth said "Absolutely!" "You sound young, Are you of legal age?" He sounded tired. "I'm almost 23". "OK. Here's the deal. You can come to where I am and stay for an hour-long date that'll cost you 150 dollars....or I can come to you for the same amount of time and it'll be 200 dollars. No checks. Cash only". I was unprepared for any of this. "I'll come to you!" He gave me the address and I was sort of surprised that it was very close to where I lived. Walking distance. "I got poppers,grass and liquor and other assorted things. If you want rubbers, bring them yourself. 7 pm work for you?" "Sure. I'll see you soon". "Don't forget...cash only." I knew just where he was. It wasn't a hotel -- it was a building full of furnished apartments. I also knew there was an ATM on that corner. Swell. Now I just had to make myself do it. Wine! I had a full bottle that I could finish off in the next 90 minutes. A lot of my friends took Xanax and bragged about how wonderful it was, but my doctor was a mean old lady who would never prescribe something like that. I turned my insides purple with wine that I quickly gulped while watching CNN. People were starting to talk about this Bill Clinton guy quite a bit. After emptying that bottle, I was cruising down the sidewalk. Condoms! I'd forgotten I was supposed to bring some. Oh whatever. Here was the ATM. I withdrew 300 bucks (that was my bank's limit) and just shoved the bills in my pocket. And then I was there at the building. Usually you have to be buzzed in to these places, but the door was open. Apartment # 14.... knock knock And there HE was. The eyes and hair color was the only things I recognized. He looked somewhat obliterated. His face was sunken in like he was starving and his body was not nearly as Greek God-like as I imagined. He was just as tall as he looked on film. He looked like he'd just got out of bed. He was wearing a ratty Styx t-shirt, striped pajama bottoms and flip-flops. He hadn't showered in a day or two. But I looked at him brightly as if he were the idol I'd always imagined him to be. My face betrayed nothing. He broke into a smile of jacked-up yellowish teeth. "Rodney??" "Yep. That's me. I'm probably early. Sorry." "No, no". he shook his head, "I was expecting anything except a normal guy". He led me inside and closed the door. "Let me make you a drink." I sat down on the brownest couch in the world and watched him futz around with drinking glasses and bottles in the kitchen. He was downright jovial at this point. He asked me a few questions about myself and listened like he was interested. And then I couldn't help but ask about his career in porn. Why did he never kiss any of his porn partners? Why did he always demand guys lick his ass but he never licked any ass? Was it really different fucking with a condom? Who was his favorite costar? He made a hand motion for me to back off a little. I guess I was being a little too intrusive. "The truth is that none of that matters because I can't get a contract with any studio now. I'm done". "Why?" He looked at me like I was slow, and simply said "I'm retired." "Oh". I took a sip from the powerful drink he'd concocted. I stared at the floating ice cubes and asked him about that particular photo spread in "Inches" that I loved so much. He was confused and so I tried to describe it a little...including the quote about being deep-throated "I probably had over a thousand photos taken of me during the good old days and they paid me shit for them. And I never said those words. First of all - you can't fit a really big dick down some dude's throat. You can maybe get past the gag reflex a little, but not all the way down his fucking throat". Oh. I took a deep swig from whatever kind of drink he'd given me. I didn't want all of my fantasies to crumble in the first ten minutes. Maybe he sensed my disappointment. "Why? Would you like to try?", he said teasingly. He pulled his pajama bottoms down a little to reveal that magnificent penis in all its hard glory. He kicked off his flip-flops and stretched his long legs out, waiting. I could do it. I wanted this legendary cock all the way down my throat and thrusting toward my lungs. So i bent over his lap and started kissing the head, lapping up as much of the taste of him as I could. I moved lower down on his shaft when I felt my gag reflex protest and the wine in my stomach start to boil up. I fought onward, determined to feel his weapon in my actual throat. But then my air was cut off and I thought I'd pass out. I pulled away and started gasping. "That was an excellent try, little man!" he was sniffing a little brown bottle of what I knew where poppers. "I know what would make it easier for you", he said as he led me to the bedroom. The bed was unmade and he pulled off all the sheets and told me to lay down the opposite way with my head hanging off the end of the bed. I took off my shoes and complied. He then stood behind me and hunched over a little> He drilled my mouth from that position, but the breathing problem kicked in again. I decided to just endure it as he moved deeper down. His pubes were on my chin when he announced,"You did it!" I half-wondered if he'd cum when he was down there, but I doubted it because he still had a swinging hard-on. And still sniffing from his little brown bottle. He removed what little clothes he still had on and told me to do the same. Of course I did and, soon, we rolling around on the bed naked. My instinct was to kiss him on the mouth, but he kept dodging my attempts. OK. It was nice enough just to feel that giant dick slide up and down my chest and stomach. I felt I had already got my money's worth, but it wasn't over. He got up and stood at the foot of the bed again and then pulled me all the way down to the end. My bare ass was at the edge and he lifted my legs up and started tonguing my asshole. What?! He'd never done that on film before. It felt great but alien somehow. I was unsure how to process the sensations. It didn't last long, and then he was rubbing oil into me. Baby oil? Hand lotion? I had no idea because I was looking up at the stained ceiling and never saw the bottle or tube or whatever it was he had. "Bareback OK with you?", he asked. I'd never heard that phrase except when it came to horse-riding, but I said "Yeah". Then he pushed that famous head into me. It hurt like hell and I sat up to protest, but he held the poppers under my nose and told me to breathe deep. I did. My face got warm and my whole body seemed to relax except for my boner which got even stiffer. "One more". He help it out for me to take another huff. I inhaled and got very dizzy and wondered if this stuff was addictive or if it would give me a stroke or something. While I was wondering that, he was working that dick even further into me. It started to feel good...really good. And then he was thrusting in and out and my whole body reacted -- including my brain. "You want my dirty cum, Little Man?". His breathing was heavy and I didn't have time to answer because he started jerking and deep thrusting and groaning. He was spent. His seed was now a part of me and that was worth way more than his escort fee. We lied in bed for awhile, just talking. He said, "You bled a lot". "On the bed??" I was so embarrassed. "Shhh. It's fine. I'm flying back to LA tomorrow. Let someone else worry about cleaning it'. He seemed on the verge of passing out on the bloody bed, so I got up and got dressed. I wanted to go go home so badly. I thought he was passed-out as I left the whole three hundred dollars on his coffee table. I'd skip my cable bill that month. As I made sure my keys were in my pocket, Star got up and crossed the room to see me out. Before he opened the door, we kissed. A long kiss that was like something out of the movies. "Good night, Rodney". "Good night, Star". That's when he told me his actual first name. I left, saying his name in my head over and over again. Of course I got sick about three weeks after that. I knew what was happening to me. I was being consumed with my idol from the inside out.

Ever since I was stealth pozzed, I toyed with the idea of stealthing someone, as a sort of a pay back kind of thing. But never realllly got the nerve to be that devious till I met Chris online. He was a 29 year old who hit me up one late night while I was searching for some ass to fuck BB. ALthough Chris had never experienced BB, he had fantasized about doing so. We chatted on and off for about a month, dicussing BB sex, and a whole array of deviant behavior including threesomes and rape scenes. Not once did he ever question my status, even after a brief dicussion on HIV. We talked about getting together, and playing around and what we would get into, and it always ended in him getting bred. However, every time I pressed to meet, he had some sort of excuse - until last Friday. He emailed me, and we chatted for a while. I could tell he was leading up to something. Finally he finally asked if I would come over and fuck around. I had a few things to do, so I told him I would, but it might be late. He was ok with that, as he wanted to shower, and lay down for a while. He told me he would leave the door unlocked and I should just let myself in, and come up to his bedroom. I didn't really have anything to do, but I wanted some time to plan. My head was whirling with the possibilities. I telephoned one of my POZ buddies, Mike, and described the situation. He agreed to come along. After a short drive, Mike and I pulled up to the address Chris had given. It was late, about midnight or so, and no lights were on in the house. As he promised, the door was unlocked, and we quietly made our way to the bedroom. Although, it was dark, we could see Chris laying on the bed. Nice, hot ass, well toned, tan, and sound asleep. I motioned Mike to head back out into the hallway so we could devise a plan. Devious minds think alike, so we went back into the bedroom, looking around we found some silk neck ties... perfect to tie Chris up. While Mike slowly put Chris' hands behind his back and carefully tied them up, I slowly, slid Chris' boxers off to expose the hottest bubble ass I had seen in some time. Chris stirred a little so we stopped briefly so he would drift back to sleep. As he started snoring again, Mike and I undressed. We were both rock hard and oozing precum like mad, so we carefully took turns dipping our cocks in and out of Chris' open mouth. Then, as Mike dipped his cock head in and out of Chris' mouth, I start slow and easy rimming Chris' ass. He stirred a little, a few moans, and his ass started to gyrate as I opened him up with some finger play. Of course Chris awoke about then and Mike slid a pillow case over Chris' head. Not surprisingly, Chris thrashed about, trying to get loose, so I reminded him of his invitation, and suggested he simply relax. He apparently took me to heart and I was able to go go back to rimming his hot pink hole. He moaned even louder. Mike meanwhile adjusted the pillowcase and uncovering Chris' mouth, slid his cock down Chris' throat. Obviously he was a little freaked out that there were two of us, but again I whispered for him to relax and enjoy. After licking his hot hole for a while, he was all wet and open, so I slid his ass over the edge of the bed and put his feet on the floor... Chris was moaning and begging me to fuck him, to breed him raw, and to give him his first BB experience. How could I resist? I asked him several times, "Are you sure?" and he was BEGGING me to fuck him. When my cock head was pressed against his hole, Mike put his two hands on Chris' shoulders to hold him in place. In one stroke I slid my seven and a half-inch bare poz cock in his ass - deep. He winced with the pain. Again I asked him "Are sure you want this?" And again he BEGGED me to fuck him. Without a further word I began to fuck his NEG ass - as hard and as fast as I could, only stopping to pull out once in a while, only to plunge back in deeper. After about 30 minutes, I pulled out and let Mike take a turn. I got down and whispered to Chris "This is Mike's cock. Take it deep, it's huge." Mike drove his cock balls deep. Chris let out a cry, which I answered by saying "Stop being a damn pussy boy. You've been begging and teasing me for weeks, with all sorts of excuses of why you couldn't meet. Now we are here. Shut up and take it like a bitch." Mike and I took turns fucking Chris' ass for over an hour, and eventually decided it was time for him to get what he so wanted: a load of cum up his raw ass. Before I blew my load I briefly explored Chris' ass, my fingers played with his hole. He was a little bit bloody after all the fucking, but I still fingered him up a bit, deliberately scraped him up a little more - just for effect. My cock pressed against his swollen hole, I asked him if he was ready for his first BB load. Again he BEGGED me "please breed me." I slowly slid my cock in him and said "you sure?" He gave an unqualified reply "Fuck YES!" so I resumed fucking him with all I had to the point my balls were swelling, ready to unload, Chris was bucking his hips against me, moaning with desire to be bred. I stopped, and leaned down and whispered "You sure you want my load in your ass?" He moaned "uh huh." My cock still sliding in and out and I said "Mike and I are both POZ. Toxic poz. If I cum in your ass you will be too. You want my TOXIC CUM?" At first he was shocked, scared, and started to try and wiggle out from under me, but Mike held him in place, all the while my cock slid in and out of him, although admittedly somewhat slowly. Within 30 seconds he calmed down, his hips arched up to meet my strokes. Again I asked him if he was ready for my raw load. He replied "CUM IN MY ASS PLEASE. I WANT YOU TOXIC CUM IN MY ASS. POZ my ass up like the bitch I wanna be. PLEASE GIVE ME YOUR LOAD." That was all the encouragement I needed. I fucked the shit out of his ass and my balls aching to release that toxic cum breeding this ass with POZ poison. As I blew, wave after wave of poison into his neg bare ass, Chris cried with pleasure, cum streaming out of his cock. Then Mike took my place and fucked him again and gave him a SUPER STRAIN that was sure to knock-up his ass. When we were finished, we dressed, not saying a word, and left him blindfolded and tied. About eight weeks later I saw Chris online. We chatted and he said he had fun and would love to get together again. I said "Cool, how about today?" Chris begged off, however, saying he was sick with the FLU.....hahahahhahhaha......

If you need to ask total strangers what to do involving a life altering decision, the obvious answer is, “NO!” That decision must come from deep within yourself. Good luck.

A loose pussy bareback bottom gives me what I crave. I don’t want to have a negotiation. I don’t want to discuss who is going to top who is going to bottom. I want it to be instantly known. i don’t want to deal with lube. That’s the bottom’s job. I don’t want to see or think about condoms. I only fuck raw. I don’t want to be around that stupid shit. I don’t mind a little grip from the ass when I slide in. But I should be able to slide in with no resistance. There’s a difference between resistance and grip. I should be able to slide in and get balls deep in 1 or 2 thrusts. If your hole can welcome me in like that, we are gonna PLAY.

All cock is for taking loads. But black men are more Racist when it come to fucking outside of that culture. Many times at the bath house black guys are just ass holes. White dick and cum is highly recommended and preferred. In my opinion.

Spontaneously fun weekend here. I was used as a hotel cumdump over the weekend. Got fucked 6 times up the ass. I'm no power bottom so had to stop after getting sore. I wish there had been a cum swallow for me to taste but 5 loads shot up my ass instead, LOL! I put up typical ads online and started a party/group. Despite that prep, only 1 guy who setup the day before shoed. The rest flaked. All the guys who showed were spontaneous same-day fucks. #6 guy - fit tall mid-20s Asian jock was last. Save the best for last! He shot over his 7" dick pics and was blunt about using some ass. "How many loads have you taken?" was his hello. When I told him the #, he quickly replied that he was "heading over now to add a fat load". Then I asked what he wanted (suck 1st? meet at door? etc), he was direct: "I just want that ass up ready for me when I get there. Need to dump a load before I go out". He arrived and got verbal. Told me to spread my cheeks and he spit on my cummy hole. No rimming but he liked watching his raw cockhead pop in and out of my gaping hole. He repeatedly told me to push the loads out of my hole. The jock guy was really into dicking cummy hole! He sloshed the cum around talking dirty for a decently long anon fuck, then went into rabbit fucking rough, I urged him to breed my hooe, and dumped his load. His dick was a throbber! I clamped my hole down tight to feel each pulse as his deep grunts sounded off. #5 guy - 30-something married white bear type who dropped by on the way to dinner. I met him at the door and we got undressed. I sucked his small, thick cock hard while he laid on his back; then he fucked me doggy until his cock nutted deep. His dick was also a throbber. #4 guy - late 30s stocky goatee white guy who was very verbal about fucking. But he couldn't keep his dick stiff. The stiffest I got his dick was sucking, but then that faded. I asked when he last came and he said he had fucked a guy earlier that day! A fuck wasn't going to happen, despite the hot verbal, and he admitted as much so he left. #3 & #2 - a tag team! Both these guys were sexy: a 30-something Native American beefy guy, and a young white slim college twink. They wanted their cocks sucked, to fuck, ass-to-mouth, and cum play. We quickly got naked. Native guy really liked me sucking his balls. The twink really liked shaking my butt and me tweaking his nips, and telling me what to do. He took out his phone and made porn vids of his buddy fucking me. His Native buddy flipped me on my back, looked into my eyes, and fucked me legs up eagle until his dick blew in my ass. He got up to catch his breath and twink rolled me on my stomach and bred me right after. One vid was him fucking me telling me to push out his buddy's load from my cumhole. Very hot to see the cum ooze out of my hole! #1 - early 30s beefy & scruffy white guy was 1st, and he came fast! He demanded rubbers, and because he was 1st I wasn't going to be picky. I'm glad he came because he arrived from work in his construction work gear! He went right to mounting my ass doggy, his cock felt great despite the rubber; and it was very hot hearing him bust his nutt. He busted very fast! Afterwards he asked if he could cum back for Round #2 ... but I got busy 😉 I fingered his cum out of the used condom and shoved it in my asshole anyways. 😄 For an impromptu hotel cumdump that I hadn't planned out, it was a good time. All the guys had a blast, literally. Now I'm horny to fuck a cumdump myself!!!

Each morning after this I saw him on my early morning walk of the beach. He was usually picking up after or playing with his dog. I would smile and wave but didn’t want to reveal just how happy I was to see him. I hadn’t had a man crush in years! Bad boys had all created a magnetic draw, but a gay escort. I was embaraced. On the fourth day he was coming out of the water from a naked swim. The water dripping from his dark skin in the sunshine was intoxicating. He came directly over to me, pulling me into an embrace. “Hi stranger. Why have you been avoiding me?” he casually asked. Before I could respond he spoke again; “Do you have lunch plans? Why don’t we meet at “Q”? 12:30?” I didn’t even have time to answer before he bound off. Despite my concern about the agenda, I was at the restaurant by 12:20. As great as sex had been with him, I didn’t want to make paying for it a habit. Especially with a much younger guy from whom I was trying to hide my inappropriate feelings of attraction. He arrived at 12:35 wearing only a sarong. His body looked amazing. His first words stunned me, “I’m so glad you came. I really like you and want to get to know you.” “Um … ok” I stammered. Our lunch lasted two hours and the conversation was incredibly casual and natural. We talked about politics, religion, our childhoods, almost anything and everything but especially comparing notes on the male eye candy wondering down the main street of this beach community. As we got up to leave, he suggested we meet tomorrow for dinner before giving me a peck on the lips. This dinner date went better than the lunch and I wondered if I should offer to pay for a romp. It was tempting but I gave it a pass. The parting embrace and kiss was more passionate than the day before and we agreed to where we would meet for breakfast the next day. Once again, I was sure to arrive early, and I confess I was jealous when I saw him coming down the street with the hunky customer I’d seen him head off with about a week before. They parted with a passionate hug and his customer squeezing the escort’s ass cheeks. When he joined me at the table, he showed no self consciousness about what I had just observed. “Hi hon. Well, that was one long work night.” “He hired you for an overnight?” I don’t know why I repeated this and wondered if the jealousy sounded in my voice. Showing no concerns, he shared, “Yes, and boy he got his money’s worth. I’m exhausted.” I decided to be bold, “He needed to breed you that often? Sorry, you are a professional so don’t ‘kiss and tell’.” “Not at all, I love talking about my work. No, he was breeding me. Him and a couple of his friends.” “Fuck, so you really do have an ‘anything goes’ policy. Are you more top or more bottom, active or passive?” “I’m actually completely vers. 50/50. Love them both. Love breeding guys like you, and love mornings like this where I’m carrying a number of loads.” “You are going to have to stop talking or I won’t be able to continue to hide my hard on.” I warned. “Well than let’s go, and I can help you do something about that.” Said with his seductive wink. When I didn’t respond as I desperately tried to figure out the best response he again shocked me as if reading my mind. “I like you. I like you a lot. Don’t you like me.” “More than I care to admit. But I’m not the sugar daddy type.” I couldn’t keep a touch of anger from my tone. He tipped his chair over standing and hissed before bolting. “Fuck you! You think I just want your money!” I didn’t see him over the next week. I wasn’t avoiding him, but I suspect he was avoiding me. Then one night after the outdoor movie I came around the corner from an alleyway onto the main street and ran into him. Neither of us had been looking so this was a literal full body run in. As I tried to pull back, he wrapped me in a bear hug and planted a deep kiss on my lips. Before I could think our tongues were dancing. He took my breathe way. Without another word he grabbed my hand and towed me to his place. I must confess I didn’t put up a fuss or fight. As soon as the door was closed, he was ripping my clothes off. Literally ripping. Every fastened button of my shirt was now scattered across the floor. Naked I was tossed on the bed. Legs raised and his tongue recently dancing with mine was now probing my hole. Opened with tongue and fingers I was soon penetrated by his lovely raw cock. We kissed passionately as he made love to me. I loved the sight of his tattooed body possessing me missionary. I knew as I watched the blush of his shoulders and listened to the shift in his breathing that he was getting close. “Umph, funkin my cum into you Silver Daddy. Planting my love juice deep!” Had he really used the “L” word. I was too shocked to say anything. Eventually he pulled out and rolled over on his back. We lay side by side silently for the longest time. He was the first to break the silence. “I’m sorry I stormed off the other day. I guess it hurt so much because I have tried to seduce potential sugar daddies in the past. I have to be honest. But that’s not the case with you. Sorry, fuck, I don’t even know your name.” “Phil” I replied, “Your’s?” “Louis” “My turn to apologize Louis. I shouldn’t have said that.” I confessed. Louis; “No need to apologize. You had every right to be suspicious. I was mostly angry at myself. And that internal anger has just grown all week every time I saw you and was certain I had totally fucked up any chance to get to know you better.” “I haven’t had a man crush like I have for you in years, decades. I’m sorry.” Again my confession. “Wow! Again, no need to apologize. I’m totally flattered and wholeheartedly share the crush for you.” He followed this with a gentle full lipped kiss. When he pulled away; “Do you ever top Phil daddy? I need you to claim me.” I was on him in a flash. I was in him almost as quickly. “Hmmm, I see you are well lubricated. The best natural lube I assume?” “Awe … umm … yeah?” the first time I had experienced him as self conscious about his work. “How many guys have dumped in here where I am right now?” “Ever? Or just today?” he questioned. “Today?” “Four.” He wasn’t boasting, just stating a fact. “Ever?” I knew this was none of my business but couldn’t hold the nosy question in. He laughed; “A thousand, fuck, may two. I’m not just an escort, I’m a fuckin slut.” “God, I hate how much that turns me on.” Did I just blurt that with my outside voice? “I don’t want to keep any secrets from you Phil.” “Thanks, I’ll try and do the same for you Louis” We just shared a naked cuddle for the next five minutes. I was about ready to fall off to sleep when I heard Louis’ gentle voice. “Any questions? About my sexual past or my work?” “I hadn’t really given it any thought. I suppose I do wonder about PreP. I assume you must be on it.” “Then you would assume wrong Phil. This is Mexico and I don’t make that much. Although even if I could afford it I’m not sure I’d give up the excitement of playing Russian Roulette.” “That many guys have bred you, and you still aren’t poz?” “Honestly I don’t know, never been tested. Oh God, are you concerned I might have infected you? Of God, I’m so sorry Phil.” “Wow Louis, calm down. I’ve been poz, medicated and undetectable for about 20 years.” We melted into our third love making session of the night. I don’t know how often we played both rolls. He loved riding my big raw cock. I was spent but received another load from him before we fell asleep.

Snake’s Saturday Morning Snake is pleased. Matt’s performance last night is the talk of the camp staff this morning as they changed into work clothes before the morning assignments. After years of Snake corrupting a different dude into public sex almost every weekend, the campground staff are jaded about public sex. This morning’s chatter was different. Words and phrases like, “best fucking show ever,” “that twink made being a whore look like fun,” “inspirational,” “exceptional,” and “awesome.” The campground workers weren’t the only ones affected by last night’s performance; Snake found himself thinking about Matt all morning. There is something infectious about his confidence and his amazing ass. Snake’s first summer working at the campgrounds, at 22, he fell hard for a guy who then ghosted Snake once the summer ended. The next summer, the same thing happened. Snake fell for another guy and when the summer ended, so did that guy’s feelings for Snake. Tired of seeing Snake mope around winterizing the campgrounds, Richard (Snake’s boss and part owner of the campground) took Snake aside and gave him the facts of life. The basics were these: 1. These guys are here for summer fun and don’t want summer fun to become winter boyfriends; 2. You work FOR these guys and many of them can’t see you as dating material. It sucks, but it is true; 3. Snake should take these guys for what’s on offer and not get caught up in the emotions of it. Save your feelings for someone who is worth your love. Four years ago, as the camp opened for the summer Snake began his “weekend outreach program.” It got more involved over time, but the plan had a few basic elements. First, Snake would spend his time courting one guy each weekend. Second, there had to be enough time. The guy had to arrive on Thursday or Friday to give Snake enough time to fuck the guy multiple times. Third, minimize the drama where possible. He wouldn’t fuck the regulars (well that was kind of a given since so many of them were sick these days) but also to minimize the drama. Fourth, make it fun for the other campground workers too. This helped keep him employed and minimized drama. That year, Richard watched Snake repeat the same pattern each weekend in May and June. He sat Snake down again. Richard wanted to make sure Snake was ok emotionally after the last two summers and wanted to make sure Snake’s behavior wasn’t going to fuck up his return clientele (a sadly shrinking group since 1989). After Richard heard the plan, he told the younger man to be careful for a variety of reasons – physically, emotionally, health reasons, etc. Snake feeling emboldened by his conversation with Richard and the sluttiness of the July 4th weekend conquest, initiated the first public fucking in the field. That Friday night, the newly out, but very experienced, recent college graduate gave up his ass in front of a small crowd in the fields behind the fire pit. Not only did this blonde haired, blue-eyed ex-frat boy give up his ass, but he also surprised Snake and the guys watching by sitting on Snake’s cock bareback. In 1995, at the height of the AIDS epidemic, a college graduate who looked like a grown-up version of Jonathan Taylor Thomas, riding a cock bareback in a field surrounded by other men was a rare sight to behold. Some men walked away in disgust or anger. One threw a condom at the boys fucking. A few paired off for their own sex. But about half stayed to watch the boy ride Snake’s cock. They stayed and watched as Snake came inside the ex-frat boy who clearly loved getting cum shot in his ass. The next morning, and almost every Saturday and Sunday summer morning since, Snake has been assigned to trash detail around the pool, firepit and field. His main job is picking up the items from men engaged in sex from the previous night. Sometimes he finds money, watches, etc. But it’s mostly cigarette butts, beer cans, wine cooler bottles and condoms/condom wrappers. Usually a lot of condom/condom wrappers. Snake smiles to himself. He wonders if Matt’s performance last night influenced the crowd’s behavior. Usually, Snake’s conquests take him and other men bareback, but then the men go off and fuck safely. After Snake fucked Matt last night, he wandered through the fields for a bit for some voyeuristic fun and curiosity. The area was busy with about 80 guys, out of the 300 or so visiting the campgrounds this weekend. He saw about 17 pairs/groups fucking around last night. The rest were jerking off, watching, or giving head. Snake has only found about a dozen condom wrappers so far this morning. He looks around. That is low given the number of guys he saw in 3somes and group scenes last night. Matt also wasn’t the only bottom with multiple partners last night. He saw that masc bottom getting railed by his friends and he saw a group around that another twink. There would usually be about 30-40 condoms out here with that much fucking going on. Not today though. Snake’s thoughts return to Matt. Matt called him Adrian as he asked him to cum inside. It made Snake feel warm thinking about it. As he is thinking about it, he sees the masc bottom dude crossing the grass toward the campgrounds. He is basically standing on the spot where a lot of the action happened last night – a bunch of guys fucking this very dude. There are no condoms or condom wrappers anywhere near this area. Snake smiles to himself and calls out to the guy……..

I fucking love when my bottom performs only for my pleasure. Like my Boy, Drew, he hates eating arse but will eat my hole on command. I’ll text him on my way home after work when I’m hot and sweaty to tell him to get ready to eat me out before I seed him. Like the obedient Boy he is he’ll be waiting naked for me in my bedroom. he will undress me and I will lie on the bed on my belly with my legs spread. Even though he hates eating my sweaty arse he will bury his face in my sweaty crack and eat me out from my ballsack to my hole. He knows I expect him to force his tongue deep inside my so he does that and won’t stop until I tell him I’m ready to fuck and seed his hole.

I found the address easily enough then sat in my car feeling horrendously nervous, so nervous I was physically shaking with fear, apprehension and excitement. I had nearly turned the car round and headed home a few times but, I knew deep down this was what I wanted, needed and that it was my destiny. The instructions were simple. 'The party is for poz tops and neg bottoms. The purpose is to spread 'The gift' I trust that your status falls into one of these two groups. I also trust that no-one is taking prep or any other oral precaution. Furthermore, it goes without saying that condoms are strictly prohibited. Do not bring any valuables with you as there is no safe place to secure them. When you arrive at the apartment door it will be unlocked. Enter and make sure it's closed behind you. Remove all clothing and place in one of the bin bags. If your a poz top breeder take a red wrist band. If your neg for breeding take a green wrist band. Then enter through the inner door. Lastly, I hope you all have a very productive and enjoyable experience. I will be attending but incognito' So, I stood naked inside the front door wearing my green wrist band. I was still nervous but more excited than apprehensive now. My cock was dripping precum but still flaccid due to my nervousness and my hole felt sensitive and ready for what I expected to be subjected to. I was at the point of no return. I opened the inner door and entered. There was very little light inside the apartment but, I noticed my green wrist band was still just about visible. The windows must have been covered with something to block, as far as possible, the lights of the city. I could see people, or at least the shapes of people. I would say there were at least a dozen guys in the main room. I could make out a couple of guys on their knees sucking cock and a two guys on the floor. One kneeling and another behind with a red wrist band rimming his hole. I saw the one behind lift his head and insert a finger into his hole and quickly push it in and out a number of times before rimming him again. One of the guys who had been sucking cock stood and the other guy turned him around and began fingering his arse. It was then a tall man, well over 6ft approached me. He was wearing a green band and, now that my eyes were adjusting to the light, I could see disappointment in his eyes as he swa the band I was wearing. Even so, he cupped my balls in his hand and moved to kiss me. His mouth was soft and his lips wet. As we kissed the door from which I'd just entered opened. A tall skinny guy entered. His face was gaunt and his ribs were clearly visible through taught flesh. His cock was already hard, pointing out from his body and upward. He was wearing red. The guy I was with immediately lost interest in me, turning toward the new arrival who took the few steps between us. He looked at us and smilled "Ah, fresh meat" My companion reached forward and placed a hand around the newcomers hard pulsating member. At that exact moment I felt a hand cup my left arse cheek. I turned and saw an older black man. Probably in his late 50s with a grey goatee and shaven head. He was fairly well built too, a type I'd always found attractive. I turned and he took my left hand, showing green, in his right hand which had a red plastic band around its wrist. He pulled me close to him and I could feel his cock, hard, between us. "You come for some seed boy. Want to fornicate with a big fertile black man who will fertilise you, impregnate you. Is that what you want" My knees went week and blood rushed from my head to my hole and my cock. I actually felt faint and thought for a second I was unable.to stand. Luckily he was holding me tight. All I could do was nod and mumble "Yes" He kept hold of my hand and lead me to a small bedroom off to the side of the main room. There was a guy fucking another over the end of the bed. The guy being fucked was snivelling asking the top to stop as it was too painful. My guy pushed me down on my knees and offered his cock to my mouth which I greedily took inside. He was big, maybe 9 or 10 inches and thick. He tasted great. "I fucked another guy just now but didn't cum. You can taste his arse on my cock" It was a statement rather than a question. Whatever, I lived the taste and the smell. I looked up at his body and into his eyes. I thought, I want this guy to be the one who breeds me positive and to carry his seed. I cradled his his heavy balls as I sucked his member. By the weight they must be full of his poz sperm. As if he could read my thoughts he said "I haven't cum for five days so I have a big load and I'm going to fill your guts with it. Going to make you pregnant" With that he lifted me under my arms and pushed me back on the bed just as the guy on the end of the bed orgasmed into the other guys arse who was saying "oh god oh god you've really done it, oh god" My partner lifted my legs onto his shoulders and I could immediately feel the tip of his poz cock at the entrance to my neg hole. My hole seemed to realise what was about to happen and opened slightly to let him enter. Without any lubricant he pushed himself into me, past my sphincter and into my guts. It was painful. My body wasn't used to anyone with his girth. I feel his stretching my hole deep inside. I could envisage his cock tearing at the soft flesh, creating small fissures that would increase the liklihood of a successful insemination. He began to fuck faster now. He smelt wonderful. Testosterone sweat dripped off his head and body onto mine. Occasionally he would find my mouth with his and explore mine with his tongue. Suddenly he stopped and breathlessly to me to turn over. I did as I was told. Then as he pushed his cock hard inside me he grabbed both my wrists a pushed my arms up behind my back. "No escape now, daddies going to knock you up" His thrusts became even more intense. This was what I'd wanted, dreamed of fantasised about for years and it was finally happening. I was completely surrendering my body, my life to this man and his seed. He fucked me for at least another ten minutes, hard and fast. His cock like a giant piston at full RPM. Suddenly he said "I'm going to cum in you now, you ready for my load" "Yes please poz me, fuck me up, infect me" At that moment with one final thrust he ejaculated deep inside me. Rope after rope of his thick fertile poz seed was pumped into me. I can still remember exactly how it felt, that moment that changed my life.

What's the biggest fist you've encountered and taken so far? Any huge paws that have left you gaping afterwards? On Friday I had a guy round for a ff session, never met him before but he was super keen to get inside me and I was so horny and desperate that I invited him round. He'd warned me in advance how big his paws were with photos of them being like as wide as a coke can is long but I wanted to try. He was honestly incredible, really receptive and listened to me when I asked him to slow down or pull out (this is the distinction between good and bad fisters I find, bad fisters just go "oh you can take it!" and push on rather than respecting that you wouldn't be saying something if you weren't at your limit or something was wrong). Eventually he managed to work his huge paw inside of me and while it hurt, I felt such a sense of achievement. Over the next half hour and through different positions he got my hole used to it sliding in and held it there for longer and longer periods. It was amazing just lying there on my back looking up at him while he held his huge clenched fist inside my hole, gently moving it around before ordering me to do a 10 second long hit of poppers while maintaining eye contact before pushing his hand deeper into my guts. Eventually I had to accept defeat and say that my hole was getting too sore to go on much longer and so he got his dick out and started jerking it while punching his other fist into me, when he came he pulled his fist out and shot his load all over my gaping hole (it was a huge cumshot) and then gathered it all up and fisted it into me. Then he wanted me to cum, using my key to take off my cockcage while his fist was still buried in me and ordered me to jerk off and cum. Because of how big his fist felt in me I couldn't get hard, so I just jerked off my limp little dick while he moved his hand inside me until I shot a load over my chest. I was sore, wrecked, and so proud of my cunt for being able to take all of that. After we were done he showed me how big his fists were and they were around like 5 inches wide. Excited to meet him again.

Tops aren't a monolith, if any of us were, we wouldn't want to fuck as many of us as we can. Since I get off on giving pleasure (often at the expense of my own), I often fantasize about what act gives a top what he needs, in the best way. If you like the feeling of ownership, domination, satisfaction, closeness, humiliation, etc--what act maximizes that feeling for you? My ex loved blowjobs and making me feel cheap. One of his favorite things was to make me suck his cock and finish on my face in public. I had to be the one to jerk him as he came. I've worn his cum at the mall, at restaurants, to parties. Whenever friends would come over, I knew I was getting a facial. I've spent a night in jail because of it once. He really loved that. I suspect, being where this is, that most will say pumping cum into his guts, but is that only because it feels the best there?

Fuck yeah. How far are you prepared to go to serve me. My only limits are shit n blood.

Two years ago, I wrote "In Sickness" and published it here: I posted it from my previous account, which I deleted after some impulsive purging. When I decided to come back, especially after writing this prequel, BZ was going through its confirmation email issues, so I had to wait for them to be resolved. Now I'm back, though, and I'm excited to share this one! "Scorpioned" happens before "In Sickness" and while "In Sickness" is narrated by the character Casey, "Scorpioned" is narrated by Brett. There's only three parts to it, and don't worry, there is a sex scene. I've also decided to write the sequel, and that'll come soon! It's up to you which one you want to read first, but if you've already read "In Sickness", I'm sure you'll like some of the callbacks! Please enjoy. ☣️❤️ –––––––––––––––––– Part -2 (minus 2): We don't go by names around here “Damn, babe, your hairline’s receding already.” “How flattering of you.” I responded. That was my ex-boyfriend, James. In hindsight, he was a cunt. In hindsight, I kinda hated him. But in hindsight, I was too scared to be alone to let go of him. James was my first boyfriend. We met in college, but we didn’t hang out until someone invited both of us to a party. He didn’t pay attention to me very often in the party, and kept on misnaming me “Brent” for the whole night, but he talked to me more once he got drunk. He convinced me to have sex with him; originally I didn’t want to, but I caved. I was still a virgin at the time, but I didn’t tell him that. The sex was good, despite him being drunk. We kept on talking afterwards and eventually started our relationship. I loved him, but subconsciously I could tell he wasn’t as interested anymore. He respected me less, hung out less with me, he’d stay multiple nights with “friends” (he was cheating on me) instead of at our apartment. But I couldn’t bring myself to accept that the James I met in that party wasn’t here anymore. “I’m just being honest with you, princess. I can help you pay for the hair plugs if you want.” “What if I don’t want that? And I told you I don’t want you to call me princess.” “Yes you do, it’s not like anyone likes a balding dude. Good thing the lights won’t be bright over there.” “I still don’t know if I want to fuck just about anyone. Do you wanna get fucked by just about anyone?” “Don’t be a prude, dude, it’ll be fine! Or are you getting cold feet, princess?” “Stop it with the princess.” “If you’re ready get in the car, unless you’re a pussy.” I got in my car as a passenger and he drove us to this large house in the suburbs, where the music was loud. The door was open, so I guessed the orgy hadn’t started yet. We got in, got some drinks, and talked with the guys that had already arrived. Soon enough, the door and blinds were closed, the music volume increased, and some men were making out in the horizon. The orgy was starting. “Aww, you’re nervous, princess?” James asked. “A bit, but we’re here already, so why worry?” I answered in the middle of an eyeroll. “That’s the spirit, babe! Let’s do it!” I got close to him to kiss him, and he… just walked away to find another top. That shook me a bit, and I kinda retreated back. I felt a bit hurt. I stayed by the bar for a bit, until one of the other guys came up to me. He was this hairless, brown twink wearing an orange jockstrap, with medium-length black hair and hazel eyes. He was holding a glass pipe with some shard of Tina in. I don’t do that stuff, but I don’t mind if others do, I guess. “Hey handsome, why you so serious?” He said flirtatiously while rubbing my arm. “Oh, I’m just, uh, enjoying the view…” “You’re the only one remaining fully clothed, you come here alone?” “No, I came with my boyfriend. He’s over there.” I pointed at James. “Oh, him? He’s popular with the tops, isn’t he? You bagged a nice piece of ass! Look at him gobbling all those cocks. He was just like that last time.” “Last… time?” This shocked me. I thought, he must be talking before we were dating, right? They might be friends, right? “Yeah! I’ve never talked to the guy since I exclusively bottom, but I’ve seen him around. Anyway, why don’t you let your man have his fun and come to the other side with us? You can leave your clothes over here with the barman.” He said while groping my dick through my underwear. I didn’t know what to think at that point, I had so many emotions running though my head. But I didn’t want to think about that stuff at all anyway. I downed the cocktail I was drinking, took off most of my clothes, and mindlessly followed the guy. I’ll deal with that shit later. “What’s your name, by the way?” I asked the bottom. “We don’t go by names around here, prince. Let that big cock do the introductions.”

i'd agree: what many people overlook is that abortion is also an economic issue as well giving the right of women to work freely

Thick dark cock on him! There's a few young Indian guys who work at a local restaurant who I've made eye contact with several times. Hella sexy guys. I'm trying to figure out how to suck their cocks, hehe.

Friday night at the sauna in Amsterdam. Being Fucked 11 eleven times all different tops, only two confirmed loads. Pushed the loads out of my ass. Love this feeling.

No......Stay on your PrEP, enjoy raw sex and be glad PrEP is around. I've been poz for almost 20 years, before PrEP was available. I wasn't chasing but loved bareback and always thought it was inevitable and was actually relieved that I never had to worry about it again. Fuck without that anxiety

That was amazing! I’m so tempted to stop Prep and get pozzed.

As a 60+ year old guy single guy, I'm lucky to have 3 pretty steady fuckbuds......a 50 y.o. married teacher in a sexless relationship with his husband, a 25 y.o. Asian poz cumdump and a 25 y.o. black guy with a big dick who likes sex with unshowered dirty guys. All are bottoms or versatile bottoms, love raw, like older men and love foreplay including some passionate making out. I'm not into the daddy thing and I'm glad they aren't, but they are all verbal, two are into poz play all of them have at various times come over, already loaded with another man's semen for me to felch, snowball and use as lube. That being said, I like younger, I love kissing, making out, mutual oral and especially rimming. I want them to be verbal and ultimately take my load

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People have often called me a pessimist. I prefer to call myself realistic or a fatalist. Optimists often get disappointed. We pessimists expect the worst, and do receive a nice surprise if something works out in our favor. Otherwise, the hurt is expected when things go south. It might be a horrible way to exist for some, but a coping mechanism for those of us who follow this prescription.

Please, please post the next chapter. I’m dripping wet with anticipation

I love this, and totally agree. I just LOVE to get fucked. No I mean I really love, love, love getting dicked and bred and the rest is negotiable for me and up for the top to decide. I just like to go with the flow, and try to accommodate into whatever the top guy wants to do and feel. Those are the best moments when you feel each other and go with it instead of trying to control it too much. 🐽😈

You have a point! I can also top more! Have let that part of play take second place in the sex clubs in Amsterdam recently! The Eagle have a Naked party this afternoon! I’ll just top at that. Thanks again.

Because ANY illegal law targeting a minority group eventually ends up targeting the majority. Besides, it’s cruel and discriminatory. BTW, there’s NO majority anti-MTF/FTM platform on this site. If so, whoever it is should be ashamed of themselves - and they need to be reported.

Oh my god, there is another dude's cock coming thru the hole in the partition. Why is he shoving it thru into my stall? Does he expect me to jerk him off? It's starting to stretch out and engorge. It's huge! It's not even hard yet, that monster must be ten or eleven inches. "Go ahead faggot, start sucking on it." He expects me to suck him off. I can't do that. I am not a fag, but I also can't look away. His cock is mesmerizing. It's like the subtle bob of his meat up and down is hypnotizing me. Maybe if I just rub it for him? I get down on my knees and wrap my fist around his rapidly hardening shaft. It is so thick, it feels very different from jerking myself off. His cock is much bigger than mine. Not that I have anything to be embarrassed about. I am sporting a nice solid seven inches of cock between my legs. But his sausage puts mine to shame. My thoughts tell me that this is the cock of a real man. A cock like this deserves to be worshiped. As my hand moves up and down his dick, I hear a moan of pleasure from the next stall. He likes the way my hand feels stroking his cock! I am doing a good job! As I massage his meat, I notice that he has become fully erect. His cock is pointing straight at my face, and is dripping pre-cum. I can smell his masculinity. He smells like a man. Irish Spring and ball sweat. The scent was affecting my mind. I was staring at the dripping head of his cock, and like a reflex action my tongue slipped between my lips and extend out to lick his pre-cum. "Ahhhh fuck yeah, That's it. Lick my dick head, slurp up my love gravy." I continued to lick the tip of his meat, each time a new blob of pre appears at his piss slit, my tongue is there to catch it. My mind is almost totally blank, focused entirely on his cock and the amazing juice leaking from its head. When the owner of this throbbing god, I am worshiping, speaks, I am powerless to disobey. "Enough playing around. Open up and start sucking." The voice from the other side of the partition is commanding and I am too far gone to even think of disobeying. My head pushes forward towards the partition, allowing his monster cock to slide into my mouth. I am overwhelmed by the sensation of this flesh covered steel rod forcing it's way into my face. My tongue is moving back and forth over the underside of his shaft. My head is bobbing up and down on this stranger’s fat cock. Each time I push forward I am forcing myself further. I find myself working his cock deeper into my throat with every downward push. After a few minutes, i feel my forehead bang against the partition. My nose is pushed hard against his hairy groin. "Nice job cocksucker, you got the whole thing in you now!" I found myself swelling up with pride. I had his whole cock in my mouth, all eleven inches. This was an accomplishment to be proud of. I was properly servicing this man's meat. I felt good, because I knew he felt good. "Now keep your head right where it is, faggot, don't pull back. Keep your face smashed against that dirty toilet partition, while I fuck your face." He proceeded to pull his man meat out of my throat and my mouth, until just the flared head of his cock remained inside. Then he thrust his hips forward re-planting his cock in me balls-deep. Pulling out again, he started to build up momentum, pounding his manhood into my skull with each thrust. I was straining my neck muscles forcing my face tight against the hole. I covered my teeth with my lips and worked my tongue along the bottom side of his throat buster. I was determined that this man was going to leave here satisfied. I needed to do everything in my power to ensure his pleasure. Suddenly he pulled out fully. I knelt there and caught my breath. After approximately twenty minutes of thick cock pounding my throat, it was suddenly empty. I tipped my head down slightly so I could look thru the hole. His rock-hard prick was pointing straight forward, framed by the fly of his jeans. I felt drool dripping from my lips, my mouth hole was all lubed up and ready to accept his cock. I needed to be used by this man. "Stand up and turn around. I want to see your pussy." I found myself standing with my ass pointed towards the hole in the toilet partition, before I had time to even process the order. Some portion of my brain, must have just regained consciousness, as I found myself hesitating to push back against the hole. In the recesses of my thoughts, I realized that this man in the next cubicle wanted to fuck me in the ass! Despite what had been occurring in this rest stop over the past half hour, I still thought of myself as a straight man. I was hesitating to offer up my virgin ass for this man to use. but then he spoke... "C'mon, give me your ass. You know you want to. Any dude who drops to his knees and sucks a stranger's cock, like you just did, is made to take it up the ass. You are a hole, who exists to serve real men, so stop fighting it. Give into to the natural order of things. You are here for the express purpose of catching cum. You were willing to take my load in your stomach, I could hear the moan of disappointment as I pulled out of your mouth. If you were already going to take my cum load, what difference does it make which hole I use? Either one will give you the pleasure of serving a real man." I found myself whimpering, hoping to keep my virginity intact, while still serving this man properly. "Please sir, I have never had a cock in my ass." "Really? You're a virgin? Then we are definitely doing this. You need to be fucked. I can't believe a glory hole fag, like you, has not had his cherry popped until now. Bend over and show me that virgin ass." Knowing it was inevitable, at this point, I gave up the last shred of my manhood and pressed my ass tight against the hole in the partition, giving this stranger total access to my hole. I felt his fingers work their way between my ass cheeks and push against the ring of muscle protecting my virginity. He whistled out in approval of what he found. "Alright faggot, this is going to happen. You are going to properly serve another man for the first time in your life. You are offering up your precious virginity to bring me pleasure. This is going to hurt...you, but that does not matter. You need to accept that any pain you feel is worthwhile, because of the joy it will bring me. I need you to bend over and press the palms of your hands against the wall opposite you. Push back as hard as you can against the partition separating us. No matter what you feel or how much it hurts, you are to keep your ass cheeks tight against the hole. You understand me faggot?" "Yes sir, I will keep my ass pressed back, allowing you full access." I could tell he wanted something else. So I gave it to him. "Please use me for your pleasure." "Nice! You learn fast. Don't worry, before we are finished you will love this. It will hurt at first, but before I fill you with my jizz, you will be addicted." "Wait, you are going to use a condom aren't you?" "Fuck no! You are getting dicked by a stranger thru a rest stop glory hole. This is meant to be raw and dirty. No man ever uses a condom for a glory hole slut, it would just be a waste. You are a cum dump, made to take loads. Trust me, you need this to be raw." I heard and felt him spit on my hole. Then his enormous cock was pressed tight against me. "Push back hard, bitch, here it comes." The pain was unbelievable. My screams echoed around the men's room and probably could be heard across the parking lot at the diner. He thrusts forward and pushes his full length into me. "Fuuuuckkk! Your virgin hole feels amazing wrapped around my meat. You have the tightest little cunt hole I have ever used. Your fuck chute is gripping and massaging my cock. It feels so good." He let it sit in me for a moment, before pulling back and punching back in, full depth, Then the fucking picked up speed and force. He was fucking me hard. After about ten minutes of his thick cock thrusting in and out of my newly christened fuck chute. He started to talk to me over the partition. "You are a fucking natural. Your cunt is taking my eleven inches without complaint. I can't believe you actually kept your ass cheeks pressed tight against the partition while I roughly harvested your cherry, using only spit for lube. That's proof that you were made to service cocks. You have just become an official glory hole cum slut. From now on, I bet you will be in here, bent over, taking loads, from anonymous men, during every free moment you have. From this point forward you will only feel true sexual satisfaction when a stranger's raw cock empties its load deep inside of you." With that, I felt his cock stiffen and grow, before shooting off in my new cunt. After a couple of additional strokes to make sure his hot cum is deposited deep up in me, he pulled out. I fell to the floor exhausted, my gaping hole allowing this stranger's huge load to drip out onto the piss stained tile floor. Thru the hole in the partition I could see the massive cock that had just popped my cherry being tucked back into his jeans. He walked out without any further acknowledgment of me or what he just did to me. He had dropped his load and now he was done with me. I never even saw his face. I would never know who the man was who took my virginity and turned me out.

Here's my input if you stay on PREP and don't become positive you retain the option of being able to stop PREP in the event of another health crisis that the treatment will interfere with. If you become positive you will have limited options especially in the event of liver or kidney problems.

God that was fuckin hot wish I could wake up with magoos fist in my boipussy after he stuffed each of the filthy toys in me

This is a tough one. My first cock was white. He showed me who I was sexually. He is large 9.5 and thick but was gentle and loving as he bred me over the 5 years we were together. He is pure masculinity and gave me an appreciation for older men that I still have today. My second is a black man. 10” thick and again all man. He showed me my inner pig. He is my gifter (Poz) and took me into a world I never knew existed. Celebrating my gift to please and molding me into who I am today. In my everyday life now I seem to gravitate toward black men. They seem to be more free sexually and know what they want. I do however have a white man that surprises me every now and then.

Hmmm.. love the story. I had a similar expirience when I was a young boy at a public toilet. It had 2 cubicals with a gloryhole in the wall. At that time I was still a virgin, I never had any sex expirience than only the wanking I did. And I did that a lot.. 3 till 5 time a day shooting every time my load. I was bussy with sex 24hours a day. Dreaming fantazising over pussy, ass cock, blowjobs, and fucking fucking fucking. Never thought I would lose my virginity at a dirty smelly cum stained gloryhole in a public toilet. I visited that toilet for the first time to take a piss and was flabergasted with what I found everywhere. Fresh cum, dried cum and the potend piss smell. I did not know at that time but found out that day that that toilet was used as an cruising place for gay men to meet and have sex. I got sooo horny when I saw all that cum that I also wanted to see how the inside of a cubical would look like and if I could wank get off there. Did not know that the other cubical was occupied by a senior over 60+ guy. Also did not noticed that there was a gloryhole present. To make a long story short. this guy caught me wanking and got me wiggeling his tonge thought the GH towards me to stick my hard cock through the hole. What het than did to me was amazing starting with a blowjob and than telling me not to pull my cock back... and just enjoy. What he did... he went all the way and without asking backed up onto my bare cock with his very sloppy and slippery asspussy. He fucked/milked my cock through the golyhole untill I came.. i shot my cum full up his ass. That first time fucking and unloading was sooo intens. I still remeber it as if it hapend yesterday. That is why I am still hooked on GH sex...... anonemous sleazy, dirty, smelly bare gloryhole sex. That is my cock having a gloryhole fuck. This asspussy also backed up onto my bare cock. My cock slipped in very easy because it was cum prelubed, sloppy and it was smelly.

I enjoy it all the more cuz he doesn’t like doing it. He really goes at it and gets his tongue deep inside my `arse. I love lying on my belly while he eats me out. His reward is my load deep inside his guts.

Most weeks are non memorable. This week was starting out the same. I was at my usual place. The video store and it was the walking dead. Just guys walking around looking at each other. There were a few prospects. One guy that was skinny not attractive but a potential breeder. Others that thought they were hotter than they were and lots of older guys that may or may not be hung. I did end up sucking a couple of guys . One had a big cock. Probably 70’s with a skinny build. I have played with him before so I knew what I was getting. He has about an 8 “ cock with really big balls. His negatives are that he never cums and he does not top. I sucked him for awhile then my jaw got tired and I was over it. The next guy has wanted to fuck me for a long time. I sucked his cock and he said he would fuck me but we needed to use condoms. I chose to just suck him off. I ended leaving and going to another location. It was lame with only glory hole booths and nothing interesting. I decided to go back to the first place to see if anything had changed. It hadn’t much. Some of the same guys. The skinny guy was still there. I was running out of time so I thought I would lower my non existent standards and make a move on someone. I went into a booth and put in a dollar. The skinny guy peaked in my booth and I showed him my dick. He came in and pulled out his. It was beautiful. Fat and had a big head. I did eat instinct has taught me and I dropped to my knees and started to suck him food. I had a feeling he would have been content with me sucking him to completion but I wanted him to breed me. I stood up and reached for some lube in my pocket. I put some on his beautiful cock and aimed it toward my pussy. He slid in easily because I am a whore. He started to fusck me with purpose. He pounded me repeatedly for about 30 minus. He finally came and I was so proud that picked me to breed. He did ask me before we bred if I wanted a condom. I just acted like I didn’t her it.

Non-consentual consent. Rule One: I get what I want how I want it. If that gets you off, too, fine, but see Rule One.

Naill's pace was still as steady as it had been but by now he was beginning to sweat. The T, the heat of the room, the energy he was exerting, all adding to his perspiration. He had a grin on his face as he looked at the man he was mounting. "Fuck, you're beautiful" he moaned, "such a sexy body and hot ass." Niall turned and kissed the legs resting on his shoulders, running his tongue up and down the shins. Suddenly he grabbed Dave's right foot, brought it to his face and kissed the sole before sucking the toes. Looking down at the young man beneath him Niall was in no doubt he made the right call when he decided to make a move. Dave's hole felt so tight and warm as it squeezed his cock when he thrust. The boy was breathing heavily but Niall kept reassuring him how much of a tough man he was, "takes a real man to take it" he repeated, "good lad, you're a natural". Dave loved the praise he was getting from Niall, it made him feel special. He was so spun and horny, all he wanted was to make Niall feel good, to impress the older man. "Fuck!", he moaned fixing his eyes on Niall who was now increasing the pace and tempo of his thrusts. All he could think was, "God, I could ride this whore all night". Both men were now visibly wet from sweating, Niall was relentless in his pounding of Dave's hole, he was becoming more and more aggressive as he kept his apprentice pinned down beneath him. Dave was clearly on board at this point so Dave was able to really let loose. "Yeah, that's it boy, you take cock so well, gonna train you up properly". Looking up Dave could see drops of perspiration steadily drip from Niall's hairy torso, feeling them as they landed on his own smooth, moist skin. The high he felt was amazing, seeing the stud he admired looking down at him with an animal lust, no woman had ever made him feel this way. As Niall was now jackhammering into him Dave was starting to feel a bit more discomfort, "Aghhh, slow down he pleaded". Niall had no time for this, he moved his hands, his left moving on top of the younger man's chest while his right made its way to his throat, "Shhh, don't worry buddy, you'll be okay, you're a big strong boy. You can take it". "Oh yeah boy, you're so fucking sexy", Niall was moaning and breathing heavily now, he was close. Dave was taking slow, quick breaths, the hand around his throat making it difficult to fully catch his breath as his hands grasped the cushions under him. "Niall, man please, slow down" he managed to get out in between gasps. His words fell on deaf ears, Naill's eyes were blank, staring down on Dave, he was completely lost to horniness now, his teeth were gritted and sweat was flowing down his face, "Oh god you're so sexy, I'm so close". His breathing became shallower and this thrusts almost violent as he was reaching his finale. The room was near silent, Tommo watched wordlessly now, slowly stroking, the only sounds were Dave's groans and skin slapping skins as Niall moved back and forth into his younger apprentice. "Shit, I'm gonna blow", Dave's eyes widened, he suddenly sobered up realizing he hadn't considered the endgame of what he had gotten into. Niall's movements suddenly slowed but became harder as he neared his climax, his grip on Dave's throat tightened, preventing the nineteen year old from begging him to pull out. "Oh fuck" escaped Niall's lips as he blew. He stood rigid as his cock spasmed; multiple shots erupted into the apprentice's guts, filling him up. Niall fell on top of Dave, his head landing on his apprentice's shoulder, his cock still half hard, still inside the younger lad. Both men were breathing hard, Niall exhausted from his efforts, Dave in shock at taking another man's load inside him. Niall turned his head as he was catching his breath, "Fuck" he gasped, "not shot like that in a long time". With that he started nuzzling Dave's neck slowly bringing his lips to it, kissing it. This continued for some time as he alternated between kissing the younger lad and whispering praise to him, "You're such a good fuck", kiss, "Can't believe how well you take cock", kiss, "I'm so glad I got you over", kiss, "Don't worry buddy, I'm gonna take care of you", kiss. Dave was in a daze, he could hear Niall speaking, feel his lips on his neck, the older man's hands on his body, the cock inside him, feeling less full as it softened. His own cock was trapped up against Niall's stomach, still soft from the T but his horniness was real. His mind was cloudy, he knew he liked what had happened but at the same time he felt he shouldn't have. His thoughts were suddenly interrupted as Dave, finally recovered enough, rose himself up and out of the man lying beneath him on couch. Stepping back Niall gave Dave another look, "God, what a sexy little fucker" he thought as the other man lay there, sweat drenched, cum slowly dripping from his ass. He turned to Tommo, "right, I need a break" he declared, gonna have a shower and a quick lie down. Need to recharge". Dave was regaining his awareness by now, he watched Niall's hairy ass exiting the room and began to sit up. "Oi, Oi, whatta boy", Dave turned his head, suddenly aware that he had forgotten about Tommo. "Alright Davey boy, my turn" Tommo said, giving Dave a wink while licking his lips.

Abortion is one area that the polls indicate that the Republicans are out of step with the electorate, except in the most very, very red places. Democrats would be foolish to cede ground on that issue.

What you're describing here is not a "typical sub" in my experience, it's a bossy BDSM bottom (not at all submissive) who has confused what he wants with actual power exchange. Nor is the performative domination you describe what actual power exchange usually looks like. These bottoms are either ignorant, manipulative, or fundamentally misunderstand what submission is. A typical submissive bottom is there for whatever experience the top requires. Good alignment in interests can make the experience better for both, but it's not usually what drives a submissive bottom. They want to please the top as the first order goal. Wilde was right, "Everything in the world is about sex, except sex. Sex is about power." Meaning there are power dynamics at play in all sex. What you describe as using a bottom definitely has elements of your control and your desires being met your way. Lots of bottoms who don't identify as submissive will *love* that energy from a top. How you deliver that use determines whether it's read as demanding, selfish, piggy, dominant, etc. You can be a cumdump without being submissive and vice versa, but plenty of bottoms become cumdumps because of their submissive journey.