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I've had several, most notably the late great Bryan Knight, who was 6'6" with big fat meat hooks for paws. I was his first on screen fisting because I could actually take his hand fully in me. Another notable experience was at CLAW '24 on the last night. I had bene in the sling taking cock and was getting fisted by a hot red head bear. It was about 1:00am in the morning and one of the dozen people watching me getting used was a Hispanic guy with a thick powerlifter type build. At one pint he help up his hand and said in his thick accent "you should try my hand." I was feeling VERY good and the poppers were keeping me in piggy headspace and I said "sure!!," so the bear stepped aside. This huys hands were massive and when he popped in me the first time the onlookers applauded while I writhed in the ecstasy of sensory over load. He pulled his fat paw out and then back in and out and in and out. When he was finished using me and pulled out the last time I instantly began pissing all over myself and couldn't stop. When I got back to my room at 2:30 am I took a selfie pic of my super gaped hole and was shocked to discover I was actually bruised from the experience. It didn't hurt and my hole was a massive gape, but it really added to the battered appearance of my hole. I have had other huge hand experiences but these are two standouts for my sloppy ass.

The first thing to catch my eye on awaking was Louis’ beaming face and twinkling eyes. This new day I was greeted by the sweetest kiss before he spoke; “Thanks for last night. It was incredible!” “Incredible indeed. I had the best sleep and the most wonderful dreams. Thank you.” I offered with a smile. Louis; “Where shall we go for breakfast? Or I could cook. I have eggs and bread.” “Oh my, that’s so sweet, but I have to get back to my hubby. He’ll be worried, I haven’t stayed away the night since coming here.” Louis; “But I thought you have an open relationship?” “We do. But it is mostly for me and my needs, so I try not to rub it in his face. I try to keep my sexual dalliances discreet. This is going to take some delicate explaining having changed the rules. It’s always just been sex before, little to no emotional involvement. I suspect he’ll notice the shift.” I was correct. Hubby was already in the hammock when I got back to our room. He was first to speak, there was no tone of anger in his voice, just a hint of sadness. “Good morning. What’s his name?” “Louis.” I decided to let him keep the lead. After a bit of silence he spoke; “So will you and I be going home separately?” “I don’t want that. Do you?” I now felt sad and guilty. “You’ve never gotten emotionally entangled before.” “You are correct. I’m so sorry. I didn’t see this coming.” I confessed. “Is he Mexican? Are you going to stay here with him?” “No. We have our shared life back at home. Louis is just a fling and a crush. A vacation romance at the most. But if that’s not ok with you I’ll have to end it right now with him.” “Can I meet him? Let’s the three of us have lunch.” Louis agreed to this, and he and hubby got along like ‘long lost friends’. I wasn’t totally surprised, but I was awe struck. After lunch hubby and I found a private place in the shade and had a long talk. Better than we had had in years. He spoke freely of things I had lived in fear of bringing up for a long long time. When he learned how much energy my commitment to discretion had cost me he actually apologized. He had not realized and felt badly he’d not thought to talk about how comfortable he’d gotten with our lack of sex and open relationship over the years. He had also anticipated that this time would come that I would become emotionally involved, that some guy would fall for me like he himself had. He’d sort of been dreading it, but now it had arrived, and now he’d met Louis he was actually relieved. For both our sakes he hoped this would be more than a vacation fling. He liked Louis and was now hoping we could find ways to invite him into our lives. It also helped that the relationship he pictured between Louis and myself would be a long distance relationship. Much like my relationship with my French fuck buddy that I had traveled with on occasion. I confessed I had not been giving hubby nearly enough credit. For the rest of our vacation Louis and I settled into a wonderful romance and shared much of our social time with hubby. Louis continued his message and escort business and frequently shared intimate details of his encounters as part of our pillow talk. Our hearts were breaking as we frantically fucked on my last day in Mexico. We promised each other we would find ways to get together frequently but we both knew the distance would prove to be too great a beerier. Hubby gave me my space as I grieved during the five-hour flight back to Toronto. To Louis and my surprise, we were able to have zoom sex once per week over the course of the next year. Part of the surprise was how satisfying it was. We learned that 90 % of sex is in the mind. One night we zoom linked when I was visiting my favorite bathhouse. It had been Louis’ idea. We were both naked, talking dirty, and jerking ourselves. It was all getting quite hot and heavy when he asked if the door to my room was open. “No!” I didn’t know what to think of his question. “Open it!” he encouraged. “But?” “I want to watch you have sex. Let’s share that. Please.” I could never turn down a request from him. I opened the door, and we continued our zoom sex. I was so into Louis and our sex chat that I didn’t see the two-muscle bear’s standing in my open door. One was darkly tanned and the other a freckled red-haired beauty. They were both fondling the cocks under their towels. The red head spoke first; “That must be some great porn you’re watching.” “Zoom sex with my boyfriend in Mexico actually.” It was the darkly tanned guys turn. “And with your door open! That’s an open invitation if I ever saw one.” Louis shouting; “Absolutely! Let me see them.” I turned the camara of my laptop so they also got a view of him in all his naked sexually aroused splendor. Without another word they were in my room and pulling the door closed. I took a moment to position my laptop for maximum view of the action on my bed. As I did this I checked with Louis, “Are you sure about this?” “Nothing could make this night better than watching these two beautiful bears breed your ass Phil.” “So, Phil’s a bareback slut. Stu, we’ve won the lottery tonight.” It was the redhead speaking. I wasn’t sure how I was feeling about this moving so quickly but it was pretty clear for the bears and Louis that this was game on. I was soon on my back with ‘Red’ chowing down on my hard on while Stu was reaming out my ass. Stu only stopped long enough to address Louis; “So lover, I have your permission to raw dog your bitch?” “Bare fuck and breed him. Give me a real show.” Stu’s cock was not only long but thick. The pain of penetration was intense and I thought I’d have to call this off but poppers were placed under my nose. Without thinking I inhaled deeply, my body flooded with an incredible warmth, my ass relaxed, and Stu’s man meat sunk into me balls deep. I was soon fed Red’s average size cock and I was now too busy to try and assess my comfort with the speed of this sexual transaction. I was also too preoccupied to even notice that Louis was receiving the show of a lifetime. I was eventually moved onto all fours and the bears switched places. Red’s average raw cock pounded my guts as I devoured Stu’s mammoth meat. I don’t know how many times they traded positions before Stu addressed Louis once again. “I’m getting ready to explode. Are you sure you want me to breed your boyfriend bitch?” “As he would say, Absofuckenlutely!”, Louis Stu collapsed on my back and I could feel a dozen spasms as my inner gut flooded with warmth. When Stu pulled out and lifted off Red took his place and without warning my second load of the evening was being delivered. Louis; “Show me your wet ass Phil. … yeah that’s it. I so wish this was joining these two bears loads up your ass right now.” His cock was volcanically spewing. Three blasts hit him in the face. Stu to me, “What’s your generous boyfriend’s name.?” Me, “Louis.” Stu, “So Louis, you ok with us taking your silver daddy to the public sling? We need to be sure he’s knocked up and needs help walking before he leaves this place tonight.” Louis; “To late to knock him up but be sure he gets a good raw gang bang. He’s wanted that for a long time.” Red, “That would be our pleasure. Besides maybe he could knock up some of our chaser friends.” Me; “To late for that too, been undetectable for decades.” Stu: “Shame, but let’s go. Less talk, more action.” I definitely needed Stu and Red’s assistance to walk four hour’s, 15 strangers’ raw fucks, and seven more load’s later. Louis had nailed and facilitated one of the top items on my bucket list, and he had done so from a couple thousand miles away.

Part 21 (Finale) It was moving day. Master Eddy provided a truck with two burly guys. “Leave the mattress. I got you a new one” had said Magoo before disappearing. It took a little more than an hour for the guys to load everything in the truck. While waiting for Magoo, one of the guys pulled a nice average cock. He asked me to suck him with the promise of a big reward. “Damn faggot, I bet your mouth of yours will feel good on my cock.” It was tempting but I declined. I was not in the mood, starting to feel the heat of another hot summer day in Montreal. Magoo reappeared with a large duffel bag, and a nice leather suitcase. I looked at him with curiosity. What? I need to move too." he said. I was so preoccupied with myself in the last few weeks that I completely forgot to ask Magoo if he found a place to stay. “You found an apartment?” I asked “Well, yes I did” he said “Oh great! Where?” I asked naively. “With you, dumb ass! He replied I was flabbergasted. Never in the last few weeks, since we visited the place (and pissed in my ass), has he ever mentioned moving with me. “Where will you sleep? There is only one bed! “With you, dumb slut! He said, laughing. Epilogue Magoo had bought a double mattress and got it delivered to the new place. My desk was fitting well against one of the walls, giving enough space to go by. All in all, it was small, but we made it work. The weather remained hot and humid throughout the night. The open window didn’t provide any relief. I was laying naked on top of the bedsheets with a naked Magoo next to me. I was sweating but for some reason the old man’s body against mine was refreshing. “Too hot for sex” I told him Magoo wrapped an arm over me, his hand at my crotch, caressing the base of my cock. “I got you” he simply whispered, kissing my neck just behind my ear. “You look like shit”, the bartender, told me when I show up at work the following day. I just shrugged and started emptying the trash. It was just before noon when the bartender found me cleaning the restroom. Another man was with him. “This is Azar. Go with him in the office and do everything he tells you.” Azar was a doctor. He confirmed what I suspected, and what Magoo already knew. I listened to him and did everything he told me too. “Now that the risk is out of the equation, you need to learn how to live again” Azar told me. The week went by in a slow-motion. Magoo took care of me with a welcomed gentleness. “Let’s threat ourselves tonight. You surely deserve it” Magoo said. Getting out of the apartment was a good idea. I felt better already. We ended up at the sauna which put me down a little. “If you wanted to fuck me, we could have done it at the apartment and save the money” I told Magoo. It was late and a noisy-busy crowd celebrating Pride week was actively – well, just that – celebrating. A sling was installed in the common place where the crowd had gathered. The sling was currently occupied by a man about the same age of my father. “No load refused” it was said. We did the tour to see what else was going on. I took advantage of the spa, relaxing with insipid porn videos playing on the screen. Magoo found someone of interest and was dragging him in the darkroom. Two guys walked by. The first one was lean, brutal. He stopped a few seconds and looked, gauging me. I recognized the second man, Ben, a guy from college. Rumors were that he was abducted in a bar the year before. They went to the wet sauna. Few minutes later, another guy came. “Do you mind?” asking me if he could get in the spa. “Sure” I smiled to him. He was about my age and nice-looking. “I’m not gay” he blurted out as he stepped in, covering his junk with one hand. “Wrong place to be” I replied. “Not my choice really” he said looking around like he was hiding from someone. “I am part of a filming crew. I came here with some other guys. They locked my clothes to make sure I stayed” "Filming?” as I looked around. I didn’t want to be recorded. “No, not here, he said rapidly. We shoot some porn earlier today” “You do porn?” He laughed. “No, not me. I’m only the assistant. I’m Alex.” He told me his story and this Caio guy, one of the porn actors, trying to fuck his cherry away. And also, the story about the man in the sling. We left the spa and went to the room Magoo rented. He was already there with his conquest. “Just chatting”, he had said. As I explained the situation, Magoo was ogling the assistant, making him uncomfortable. “You need clothes?” Magoo repeated pensively. He left the room pushing out the other guy. He came back almost immediately with a yellow shirt and a skinny pair of jogger’s shorts. “These are Matthew’s. He won’t need them, and they should fit”. Fit was inappropriate. Obscene would have been the right word. “We are going back to the apartment until he can figure out what to do” I told Magoo. That night, I slept with a straight guy. Magoo came back in the afternoon. He told me that Alex can stay, and he would go live with AJ. “Why?” “You and me, it would have never work. You know it. Besides, Alex needs a place to live, and you can provide him with a safe place.” That’s how Alex and I ended up together. It was July 2021. Doctor Azar has been good to me; he keeps me healthy with a strict regimen (food and medication). We became friends. He is now married to a lovely wife, and they have a beautiful girl. I keep in touch with Master Eddy who found another pet to play with. He is a good listener. Jesus bought a farm and produce cabbages. He texts me every year for my birthday. AJ lives alone and struggles with Bob's legacy. He is a well-renowned designer and travels a lot. Stanley, aka the wicked Magoo, is now in a specialized retirement home, going on his 84 years old this fall. His health has declined significantly. He is still a phenomenon, and my best friend. I graduated last year and now work for a law firm. The firm partners agreed to give some time to look into Ben Schultz case. Another case was brought to my attention, likely another abduction, the one of Elio Riley. Alex and I are still together. Alex went back to school full-time nursing. His dad died last year. Our sexual life? Well, that will be another story. The end. ps. I threw away the box.

Dave's awareness of his situation suddenly became clear; he'd just been fucked by his boss, here he was on a couch, naked and cum filled as his boss' buddy was stood above him, slowly stroking his own engorged member waiting to have sex. Dave began muttering, "I...I think I'd better go." Tommy could see what was happening, he'd once been there and seen this situation before. Young guy gets spun, has fun but instantly regrets it, knows he's straight. In one way Tommy felt sorry for his friend's young apprentice, "Shhhh, I get it", he said softly, "This is all confusing and you're head's fogged up, let's chill a bit and get you fixed up." With that Tommo pushed Dave, now trying to get up from the couch, back down. "Sit down and breathe, I'll help you out", Dave began to do as Tommo suggested while the older man went and got them some drinks. Eyes closed, Dave breathed deeply, slowing his mind, still processing what had happened with Niall. "You asleep?" Dave opened his eyes, jerking his head up to see Tommo holding out a glass of coke. "Coke?" Dave queried, "Would water not be better?", " Nah lad, you need the sugar" Tommo casually responded. Dave took the glass as Tommo sat next to him. "Drink up, trust me, dehydration is a bitch" Dave knew what Tommo said was true, His mouth was dry and the combo of sugar and caffeine in the drink was bound to help, he had half tuned out when he realized Tommo was still talking. "I remember what it's like, first time I did this craic was with one of my older cousins friends after a night out. Was a right head fuck. How are you feeling about it?" Dave was unsure how to respond. Here was this man, who only a few minutes ago be planning to have sex with Dave, now showing concern for his well being. "I'm...I'm not too sure. I mean, I'm straight. Or I thought I was..."Dave paused, he was becoming slightly choked up; between his thoughts, feelings and the drugs he was all over the place. Suddenly, Tommo threw an arm around Dave, pulling him closely, "Hey buddy, don't get upset, this is all natural. Just drink up, you'll be fine mate." "Here", Tommo reached for the pipe, maybe we should each take another couple of puffs, you know, just to mellow us out a bit". "I dunno" Dave replied meekly, "I don't think I want to do all that again." Tommo chuckled, "Nah lad, don't worry about that, it'll just help us chill". With that Dave downed the remainder of his drink, took the pipe from Tommo who then proceeded to hand him the lighter with his free arm as the other remained around Dave's shoulder, alternating between slow, reassuring strokes and gentle grabs. Dave began to clam a bit as he inhaled the white clouds of the pipe, each time feeling a bit more relaxed. He giggled, "Christ" he said to Tommo, "I'm starting to feel warm all over again". Dave was about to hand the pipe to Tommo but the older man refused, "Nah lad, you need it more than me. You've had a big night, let's get you sorted." "Cheers" Dave replied, he took a few more puffs, definitely feeling more relaxed, lighter even. While doing this, Dave hadn't fully realized that Tommo had moved his face slightly closer to his own, quietly egging him on, "Go on, that's it, nice deep breaths." Tommo moved quickly taking the pipe and lighter from Dave, "Here, down this, get more sugar into you" said Tommo, handing Dave another coke that appeared out of nowhere. Dave did as he was told and, once again, Tommo took the glass, his grasp on Dave's shoulder becoming more subtly firm than before. "How you feeling now?" Tommo whispered into Dave's ear. "Better", Dave said, "kinda warm though". "Oh yeah? where abouts? All over or is it rising through you?" Tommo's response seemed suggestive as he reached his free hand on to Dave's stomach, "You feeling hot right now?"

**Rob is a 30 year old Hispanic man dressed in a wifebeater and some shorts. He stands 6 feet tall, has a muscular body from working out in the backyard. He has his head shaved, has a light dusting of chest hair the tunnels down to his happy trail. He keeps his pubic hair trimmed but neat. Under his boxers, he has a 3 inch flaccid uncut dick that grows up to a thick 8.5 inches that sticks straight out from his body. He is straight but an opportunist. He fucks guys and girls depending on what’s available when he is high.** Rob sat at his kitchen table hitting his water bong. He was weighing and breaking down product into 8 balls. He receives a text on his phone. It is one of his guys coming to reup. A knock at the door, followed by a sequence of knocks. Rob stands up as he knows it is one of his guys at the door. Rob opens the door for a nervous looking guy named Jose. **Jose is a 20 year old Hispanic young man with a twunk body. He has a slim body but is filled out with some muscle. He was definitely smaller than Rob as Jose only stood 5’8’’ with pale brown skin. He has shaggy dark brown hair that he whips constantly to get out of his eye site. Jose has a slightly noticeable happy trail but shaved smooth past the trail. He starts off with a 2 inch uncut dick that grows to a 7.5 with medium thickness; curves up slightly. He’s dressed in a button up short sleeve shirt with a wifebeater underneath with jeans. Jose is a virgin and hasn’t had any sexual experience.** Rob closes the door behind Jose and directs him to the living room couch. R: okay calm down man. You haven’t even started anything yet. Here calm down a bit. Rob goes to the kitchen table and picks up his water bong. He hands it to the worried looking man on his couch. Jose takes a big hit and holds it in. He blows it out and takes a second hit. He was visibly calmer after that. J: Sorry, I’ve just never done anything like this before. I’m cool now. R: How about something to drink? Rob disappears into the kitchen and returns with 2 Gatorades. He asks Jose which he would like red or blue? He chooses the blue and is handed the drink. Jose opens the drink and takes a big gulp. R: Hey not too fast. That has G in it. J: oh my bad. Its cool, I need something to help calm me down anyways. You don’t mind do you? Jose picks up the water bong again and finishes the bowl off before any answer could be given. Rob was upset that the man just finished off the bowl without a thought in the world. But cool heads prevail. R: It’s cool. I’m gonna go refill this. Rob walked up to the kitchen table and opened up a baggie with picked out a shard. He drops in the bowl. Rob melts the shard and takes a big hit. The passes the water bong to Jose. R: I’m gonna go take a piss. Do not run off. Do not touch any of my shit. If you do, I will find you and cut off your balls. And don’t break my water bong. Rob disappears down a hallway. He got to the toilet and pulls his dick out and starts a stream of golden piss. After the last drip, he shakes the tip and puts himself away in his shorts. He walks back to the living room and everything looks alright. Jose still sitting down on the couch like he never moved. He walks over to hit the bong and notices that the bowl is already depleted. R: WTF man, again? J: Sorry I’m just nervous about keystering those baggies for you tomorrow. I’ve never done anything like that before. Rob picked up the water bong again and walked over to the kitchen. As he is cursing up a storm in his head and refilling the bowl, an idea takes shape in his head. R: (internal) this asshole owes me money and still has the balls to come over, chill, and smoke up my shit. Maybe it’s time to pay the tax man. An evil smirk grew on his face. With his back to Jose he starts talking. R: We could always do a dry run now so you will know what to expect and how it feels. Rob puts his game face back on and turns around to face Jose. He handed the water bong over to him and says go ahead. Calm your head. Jose melted the shard and hit the bong, blowing out a huge cloud. J: You don’t mind helping me. It would really calm me down. R: oh I don’t mind. You should know how it feels so you can get comfortable with it. Go jump in my shower and clean out. My stuff always stays clean until delivery. There is an enema under the sink. J: Wow, thanks man. I’ll be real quick. Rob walked Jose over to the bathroom and showed him the shower. Jose started to throw off his clothes and was oblivious to Rob just standing there, watching the twunk undress. Jose dropped down his boxers and turned around to ask where there the enema was again. Rob just stared at the man’s round ass and started to salivate. R: (internal) I guess the G started kicking in. Rob closed the door behind him and lets the man have shower time. He put away his merchandize and scale. He walked down to his bedroom and started to set up. He dropped his shorts and pulled off his wifebeater, leaving him in only his boxers. He pulled out a tin from his drawer. Inside is some lube premixed with T, condoms with pin holes in the tip, and a vial with his personal supply of A grade T. He finished off the bowl of the water bong and refills in the top tier stuff. He took one hit and was satisfied. Jose walked into the room wearing only his towel. Rob hands him the water bong and Jose grips it with both hands. His towel dropped and Jose was oblivious to being naked in front of the other man. Jose takes a big hit of this new stuff and blows it out. His teeth start to chatter in his mouth. J: oh wow, that’s fucking good. Ever the over indulger, Jose took another hit and then offered it back to Rob. R: just set it down there on the dresser. Now come over here and sit next to me. Okay, good. Now that you are cleaned out, I will start to penetrate you with my finger and work up to baggies. Oh, and I didn’t have the balloons yet so I’ll use a condom with some T inside instead but should be the same experience. Now come bend over the edge of my bed. Jose walked over and bent over for the alpha male. Rob starred down at the price directly in front of him willingly. Rob brought the tin over. Rob squeezed some laced lube on his finger tip and pushed his finger up into the stupid twunk. A mild whimper escaped Jose. The finger met with a little resistance but luckily the enema tip had opened him up a bit to invading objects. Rob used his finger to find the man’s prostate and made Jose moan very low. Rob pretended not to hear it so as to not embarrass him too early. Rob added another finger and slowly fucking him with his index and pointer fingers. J: oh man, it kinda burns. Is that normal? R: yeah, that is totally normal. The burning will go away as you get used to the object inside you. It’s your hole stretching to accommodate my fingers. It will pass and start to feel really good. Rob picked up a shard and placed it between his fingers and reinserted them into the twunks hole. Again the burning caused Jose to gripe a bit but once the T melted he began moaning. Rob pulled out his fingers and picked up the bong and took another hit. He offered it to Jose and both let out a cloud. Rob went back to his box as Jose snuck another hit. Rob placed 2 other shards in between his 2 fingers but this time covered a by a condom. The condom covered his entire hand with the 2 fingers at the tip of the condom. One of the shards was piercing the premade hole in the condom ever so slightly. R: ok we’re gonna try a baggie. Get ready bitch. Rob pushed Jose stomach flat on the bed and used his legs to spread Jose’s legs, leaving his hole wide open. A bit more lube placed on his hole and threw some T powder on the fingered condom. Rob pushed his fingers back into the man’s hole. Once inside, the 2 fingers snapped up the shards and pushed them through the tip of the condom into the deep end of the man’s ass. J: Ahh, its burning R: Don’t be a fucking bitch. Just get used to it. Once both shards had been crushed and pushed through, Rob pulled his fingers out and pealed off the condom and threw it aside. His fingers returned to the man’s hole and Jose moaned out with relief. As Rob finger fucked him, Jose was starting to moan like a good little whore. This made Rob get hard and made his dick bounce just thinking of how tight this man will be around his dick. J: oh yeah, keep them in. the fingers feel amazing. Rob moved his fingers inside the man and made him squeal in delight. R: Do you feel good? Yeah? Want to feel even better? Get up and turn around to me. Jose turned around and was hard as can be. His 7.5 uncut cock turned up at the tip. Rob thought to himself (internal) Damn, precumming already and no Tina dick. That’s real good. R: Good boy. Now take this bong and take the biggest hit you can and blow it on my dick. Rob drops his boxers off and kicks the underwear aside. The straight Jose was lost in the moment and not thinking. He processed really slow. Big hit…blow on his dick… Like so many straight men that are addicted to Tina, he was not stranger to sucking a dick once and a while to get what he needed. But he usually just stayed on the tip of the dick until they came. He starred right down at the 8.5 thick dick in front on him and he hoped that was how this was going to go. R: Go ahead and take a big one and blow it on my big one, stupid fuck. Jose told himself (internal) fuck it! He when down to his knees, grabbed the bong and took the biggest hit of the night and placed his mouth on Rob’s dick. Once his mouth opened, Rob pushed the entire head into Jose’s mouth. Smoke came out of the corner of his mouth. The dick was almost too thick to put in his mouth. This did not stop Rob from pushing it down his throat. Jose felt like he couldn’t breathe with the fucking in his mouth cutting off his air. As if he knew, Rob pulled out of Jose’s mouth R: Again. J: oh this is fun but it’s getting a little too gay for me. R: Again. I’m not gonna tell you a third time. Rob starred right into the Jose’s brown eyes so he knew he meant business. Rob’s eyes were jet black and filled with lust. Jose took another big hit and returned his mouth to Rob’s dick. Again Rob pushed his dick even further into the throat. Smoke came out of Jose’s nose. Rob pulls out. R: Go ahead and take another. Jose immediately took the hit but was pushed away when he tried to put his mouth back on Rob’s cock. R: Okay, so this is how we can go about this you asshole. 1. You can drink the rest of your Gatorade, close your eyes and wake up sore assed and still owe me my money. 2. You can get a bit higher and take my dick. Every inch you take I’ll forgive $50 of the money you owe me. You leave here a straight man that was tricked. Or 3. You can get even higher on my good stuff, take my cum like a good gay boy, and if YOU cum for me while getting fucked, you get invited back to work off more debt. So what is your decision? J: Help me get higher and I’ll let you fill me up with your cum and work off my debt but I don’t think I can cum. R: leave that to me gay boy. Assume the position and take your hits. J: Hey, I’m bi; not a gay boy. I don’t bottom. R: That hard dick says otherwise. Now turn around and show me that nice ass of yours. Jose turns around and bends over at the edge of the bed and spreads his legs. Rob gets behind Jose and grips his left ass cheek with his left hand and jerked his dark brown dick with his right hand. Rob starred at his prize. He starred at the tan lines the young buck had on his light brown body. From just above where his ass started to curve down to halfway past his thighs was a lighter shade of brown. It was almost comparatively white against his dark brown skin of his hand. (Smack) Jose jumps a bit as Rob pulls his hand away from the smooth ass with a hand print on one side. Rob stands up right behind Jose and moves forward until the tip of his dick touched the quivering hole. He did not advance but let the tip just sit there touching the hole. Jose started looking back at Rob starting to get scared. R: I told you to continue hitting the bong. (smack) Now both butt cheeks had a hand print. J: Ah, ok. Yes, sir. R: That’s right bitch. Flickering of the lighter told Rob that Jose was indeed hitting the bong once again. R: ok, now take another big hit and release it when I signal you to. J: what’s the signal? R: oh, you’ll know. Flicker, flicker, bubbling sounds. Rob went down to his knees behind the bottom and started licking his hole. Jose almost choked on his smoke and let it out with a moan. Rob was going to town eating that ass. It wasn’t long before he had his whole tongue going in and out of the wet hole. Once Jose finished the bowl, he handed the water bong back to Rob. R: Still finishing my shit I see. That’s okay. Today you earn it. Rob stood back up and got right behind Jose and grinded his dick against the smooth crack. J: I don’t know about this? Can I still get the Gatorade and black out? R: oh no baby. That ship has sailed. You can have a little bit but you are gonna work off your credit tonight. Tonight you will beg for my cum like the little gay whore you are becoming. Rob placed his head right at the entrance to the hole. J: I’ve never done this before. Please don’t make me do this. I’m not a bottom man. R: Not anymore! Rob shifted his weight forward and his tip popped into the tight virgin hole. Jose tried to buck to get away but Rob used his weight and strength to hold the fucker in place. Letting gravity pull him down into the bottom, slowly, he took an inch. Then another inch sank into the him. Jose was howling at Rob to “stop” and “take it out”, only to be answered with “just get used to it bitch”. At halfway into the tight ass, Rob stopped and went forward to speak to Jose’s ear. R: It all good. You’re almost there. You are half way. If I round up for being such a good sport about this, that’s $250 bucks you just got violated for. You ready for more? Rob pulls his dick almost all the way out and then slowly pushes back to his previous position. His dick hits resistance at the halfway mark again. Rob pulls almost all out again and slams it back in. He gets 2 more inches into the tight hole. Jose has tears in his eyes but does not cry out loud, not wanting to give his host the satisfaction. He had stopped pleading with this man that was in total control. Once again Rob is at Jose’s ear. R: you’re doing great. I’m almost all the way in. Jose’s hole gripped the length of Rob’s dick like a glove. It lets loose its grip and the invading dick takes the opportunity to push again. Jose gives a yelp. Rob bottoms out. Jose feels Rob’s balls against his skin. He cannot believe that he has that monster dick in him. He thought it would never fit. He reaches underneath himself and finds his dick. He is horrified to feel his full length hard and leaking precum. Rob reaches under the new bottom and feels his hard dick too. Still at Jose’s ear, he chuckles. R: Damn. You must be a natural to be that hard still with all that T. Relax, it doesn’t have to be unenjoyable for you. I like my bitches to cum when I fuck them. Jose’s dick throbbed at the little pep talk. Rob’s torso is now against Jose’s back. He pulls out and pushes back in. He slowly long dicks the new bottom. Rob starts to nibble at his Jose’s earlobe as he slow fucks his new bitch. This only makes Jose’s dick bounce with every nibble. Rob worked up a good sweat fucking and pulls all the way out. Jose moans as he feels so empty without the big dick in his hole. Rob just walks off and returns with a towel in one hand and the blue Gatorade in the other. Jose turns around and finally faces his new owner. He knew that he was now his property. He was the alpha. He was transfixed with Rob’s naked body. His muscles, his barely noticeable tan line from wearing tank undershirts. Then his spun mind took over even more and could not look away from his dick. It was standing straight out and him, pointing out the new bottom. Rob noticed the man’s gaze and chuckled to himself. R: I see that I’ve created a good little bitch that knows what he wants. He finished toweling off and throws the towel at Jose. After using the towel, it is thrown aside. Rob took a drink of the Gatorade and then throws it over to the his new play toy. Jose takes a gulp and another before throwing it back at Rob. R: hand me the bong. (received the bong.) Thanks. Rob refills the bowel with his top grade T again. He melts and hits is. Then hits it a second time. He hands it over to Jose. R: Here, you’ve earned it. My dick is not easy to take and you did it so fast. I thought I was gonna be here all night getting into that virgin hole. Well, not so virgin anymore. You’re doing great. Jose was once again transfixed on the hard dick in front of him. He hit the bong once, twice, and a third time. Each time Rob walking over a bit more. At the fourth hit, he knew what to do. He took a huge hit and leaned forward and blew it on the monster dick. This time more of the dick got in his mouth and down his throat. Rob tried to bottom out in his mouth but to no avail. So close he thought. Jose pulled off and takes another hit and blows on the brown meat. Rob pulled Jose up so they are standing face to face with their dicks grinding on each other. Rob took a big hit and pulled Jose into a kiss and shotguns his cloud to him. Lost in the moment, Jose started making out with his controller. Rob put his hands on the bottom’s chest and touches his pecks. He lingered his touch on the nipples and flicked them. This makes Jose moan. After a second shotgun, Rob pushed his bottom down on the bed. He lifted Jose’s legs up with one hand and puts his thumb into the bottoms hole. His thumb sinks in like a knife into butter. He bended down and spits on the hole. He lined his dick up with the hole and pushed right in past any resistance the hole was giving. Jose felt Robs balls on his taint and knew he was in balls deep. Rob slow fucked the light brown skinned man while holding his ankles with his left hand and jerked off the bottom. J: I’m close to cumming. Gawd, this feels so good. R: Not yet you aren’t. Rob released the ankles and placed the bottoms legs on his shoulders. He lifts his knee up on the bed so he can slam into the hole at an angle. This new angled thrusting pushed Jose off the edge and sends his dick into a twitching frenzy. Three spurts of cum shoot out of the twitching dick and the some cum just dribbled out, running down the side of his slightly curved dick. Rob used 2 fingers to scoop up the warm cum off the bottoms chest. He pulled his dick out and smeared the thick cum on the tip and down the topside. He pushed back into the bottom using his own cum as lube R: See told you you were gay. Just gay enough to cum for me. My turn. He returned to the same angle and fucked, harder this time. The sound of his balls slapping against the man’s ass echoed through the room. Without warning he pulled out and throws the bottom further up on the bed and turned him around. He pushed Jose head down ass up and got behind him. He spread the smooth legs apart until the hole is down to the right height. He thrusted in and out increasing in speed. After what seemed like an hour, Rob gripped the hips of the man in front of him and pushed in as far as he could go. Streams of cum shot inside Jose. He could feel the liquid coating his insides. Rob told Jose to stay put and pulled out. He walked over to his dresser and came back. Still somewhat hard, he pushed back into Jose. J: I thought we were done now. Jose started to feel warm inside. This was an unfamiliar feeling. It was kinda like cum but warmer. R: yeah, take my chem piss. Now you get really spun. I’m gonna pull out but you clinch down with your hole. … Now Rob pulled his dick out and replaced it readily with a butt plug. With the plug firmly in place, he got off the bed and looked down at his conquest. Jose turned over and faced the man that just fucked him. All that he could think about is how warm his insides felt, the tingling in his balls, and the twitchy emptiness of his hole. He starred up and met the gaze of Rob. R: oh yeah, look at those solid black eyes. You are really fucked up now. Rest up, if you can. (chuckles) Rob turned on some porn on this big screen tv on the wall. He sees Jose take notice of the porn and how mesmerized he became by the action on the screen. He watched how Jose was instinctively playing with himself and starting to get hard again. R: A natural. A fucking natural. You don’t mind if I call a friend over do you? Okay? Jerk your dick if you say yes. (chuckle) okay yes, it is. Rob walks over to his dresser and picks up his phone. He opens up a hookup site and places an add for "a newly bred straight man looking for all the cum he can get up his sweat little hole. ParTy Time." R: Hey sweet cheeks. You earned $500 to pay off your credit. I honestly thought you'd bitch out on me. But it’s gonna cost you to keep this party going. You don’t mind if you work that ass for more favs. It’s top shelf stuff. (chuckles) Jerk your dick and nod your head for yes. Jose is lost in a haze. The porn in front of him is taking almost all his attention. He hears Rob far away. He wants more favs and he just made some money. Sure he thought, more please! Jose licked his lips and continued to jerk his dick, watching the porn. He managed to nod his head yes before returning his attention back to he porn. R: okay great bitch. Haha, you cant even hear me right now you are so in the zone. I feel kinda bad because you were not prepared for the good stuff I brought out. You got pretty fucked up. You are gonna get even more fucked up.

Goddamn this was a good fuck!

BBRT was being good to for for a short while. I was sending messages to men whose profiles listed their status as HIV Positive. These pics are results of those messages.

The HIV meds today are very effective and forgiving. I started on the first 1 pill med 18 years ago, Atripla and was undetectable within 3 months. I switched to Biktarvy about 6 years ago and have been healthy and undetectable the entire time

I've enjoyed men from all over the globe. It matters much more to me who the man is attached to the dick, than the dick itself. I've enjoyed exquisite pleasure from modest dicks and huge dicks. And I've experienced crappy sex from modest dicks and big dicks. Skin color was never a factor in our interest with each other.

Update on this stud: Yesterday I reconnected with him. He moved out of town just before COVID was ramping up, and came back about a few months ago. I have been trying to meet up with him but it hasn't worked out until this week. He's not the brightest guy, and he needed help with applying for a program (nice pretense to meat). I agreed, and he came across town to my place. Remember how I said he wasn't the brightest, well, he got off the bus a block from my place and couldn't figure out where to go (he's only been to my place each time we've played.) When he called me it took me five minutes to figure out where he was. I even got dressed and left my building to go pick him up at the bus stop, but he came around the corner as I got outside. Anyway, we worked on his application for a little bit, I printed it out for him and he seemed happy allowing us to move to the good times. We started making out, and if there's one thing he knows how to do it is how to make a guy feel good. It doesn't take long for his hand to find its way to my ass in my shorts, and play with my hole. We strip down and he gets stuck in his hoodie (can't make that one up) meaning I could have really taken advantage of him. When we make it to the bed I get to servicing his uncut monster dick. Missed it for all these years. As I mentioned above he's at least 8" uncut, and more importantly beer-can thick. While I'm servicing him, he plays with my hole a lot more than he used to (learned to open guys up better?) I'm really enjoying servicing him as he works on my ass, and I start to wonder if he's going to insist on condoms or not this time. We had been keeping in contact via FB messenger so not on any sex apps to see what his current preferences are. Since he's fucked me raw before, hoping he's going to keep that up. I eventually make my way to sitting on top of him, both of us nude, his cock throbbing underneath my ass as we kiss and caress each other. As we get closer to fuck, he stops and asks if I'm "clean" still (yes I showered). We talk a little about this, he's not taking PrEP recently (I keep up with my meds). I ask him if he wants to use a condom. His response says it all he "didn't bring any," implies he had them at home, and doesn't ask if I have any. Needless to say, I end up sitting on him raw. The last time we met, when I sat on him raw he came very quickly. This time was definitely a little different. I rode him like a human dildo, I just wanted my pleasure from his huge dick in my hole. He did a great job opening me up before I sat on him, and there was no pain in taking his dick, just that wonderful full sensation when you have a big dick inside you. I end up cumming while riding him, and thought he was close then. Boy was I wrong. This was when he started changing positions on me. First he throws me on my back, ass over the corner of the bed so he can piston into me while standing on the floor. Next, I'm doggie ass over the same corner and he pounds away, looking at us in the mirror nearby. We were in missionary, doggie, cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, and a few positions I have to look the name up for. The guy has built up stamina for raw fucking over the years. When he came, it felt so good to take his huge load. As I'm writing this he texts me saying he needs to come over again for a correction to his application. Looking forward to seeing him in a couple days.

As he left the stall, I saw another man enter. He unzipped, pulled out his cock, and stepped up to the hole. It wasn’t quite as big as the previous cock, but it was a nice thick eight incher and was already dripping pre-cum. I immediately stood up and pressed my asshole back against the tip of his cock. Instinctively, I paused giving the man the choice of entering my rear end. "Go for it, fag." I pushed back and heard the man sigh, in pleasure, as he entered me. “Nice cunt, faggot. Tight, warm and wet, just like a glory hole should feel.” I felt a sense of pride, that this total stranger liked the way my “cunt” felt wrapped around his cock. What was wrong with me? An hour ago, I was a straight man who stopped by this rest stop to drain my bladder, and now I was pleasuring a random guy’s cock with my jizz filled cunt. The man in my asshole grabbed the top of the toilet partition and started punching into me hard and deep. “Want my load…faggot?” I quickly replied, without really thinking about it. “Yes sir, please cum in me. I want to make you bust a nut.” “You asked for it, here it comes!” His pace picked up and soon enough I could feel his scalding hot jizz blasting into my guts. After what felt like nine shots his cock stopped twitching. I slowly pulled off, feeling his cum leaking out and running down my thighs. “Clean off my cock…faggot!” I heard from the other side of the partition. I immediately spun around, dropped to my knees and took his meat into my mouth. It was still fully engorged and was covered in a mixture of his cum and the cum of the previous man, who took my virginity. The taste was surprisingly good, sweet and salty with undercurrent of copper flavor. I sucked and licked his cock to get every last drop off, not wanting to disappoint the stranger in the next stall. The mouth action got him worked up and he started pumping his cock deeper. Pushing his dirty dick deep into my throat, he quickly realized that he had still had semi-full balls in need of draining. What was supposed to be a quick cleaning turned into a full blown cock washing. As my tongue moved up and down his shaft, I understood that cleaning his cock was no longer the goal. I was now sucking another load out of his hairy nut sack. I took his cock to the root, my nose once again smashed into the dirty toilet partition. His cock was stretching my throat and I heard him sigh in pleasure. "I'm going to cum in your mouth," the stranger growled. I nodded, my mouth full, and felt his cock throb and then the warm, salty fluid shoot into my mouth and down my throat. I swallowed it all, then worked to suck the last drops out of him. "Good boy," he grunted.

Part 8: Robert As all eyes were looking at me with hunger and lust Daddy stripped me completely naked. Daddy then instructed me to get on all fours. The doors were locked behind us so I knew this was not going to be a normal workout. Daddy attached a leash and collar around my neck and led me over to a bench. There was a gentleman sitting on the bench and as I approached him he quickly undressed. I would learn his name is Robert and he was skinny. I thought it kinda odd that he didn't have any muscle tone considering he was a member here. What I would soon come to know is that this gym I had joined was mainly for POZ men to go and not feel ashamed. Robert was not a bad looking man. He had a nice 7 inch cut cock that was covered in sores. I knew a little bit about HIV and AIDS so my guess was that Robert had AIDS. And by the look of his balls he hadn't cum in quite a while. Now most normal people would have been scared shitless by his appearance. Me on the other hand I couldn't wait to drain his balls. As everyone looked on to see what my reaction would be I surprised everyone, including Daddy, as I asked Robert for permission to suck his cock. Robert looked down at me and with a wicked grin he told me to start sucking you filthy faggot. Oh fuck there was that word that made my own cock twitch. As my lips wrapped around the head of his beautiful cock everyone else started recording the spectacle in front of them on their phone. Knowing I was being filmed I knew I had to put on a great show. I started just sucking the head and licking the sore that was on the tip. I stuck my tongue down his piss slit. As I was pre occupied with the cock in my mouth Daddy removed the plug and started fingering my hole and I could feel him scratching my insides. It hurt a little bit but not enough to take my mind off the task at hand. I started working my way down Robert's cock and soon I was deep throating his cock. As I was sucking his cock every time I got to the base I would lick his balls. I worked on Robert's cock for about ten minutes before he stopped me. He withdrew his cock from my mouth and Daddy stopped fingering my hole. Robert got behind me and with very little effort buried his cock in my ass. Fuck I needed him to fuck me like a cheap whore. And damn he did just that. He fucked me with long strokes. He was damn near exiting my hole before plunging back in. I couldn't help but moan. This must have been a hell of a workout for Robert because I could feel his sweat on my back. I was so happy to provide my holes for him because he needed to release his beautiful load before it was too late. After several minutes Robert said he was about to cum. Everyone got as close to my hole as possible in order to capture the moment a dirty faggot accepts his fate. Robert said he was cumming and as he started my own cock erupted as well. Robert sent huge ropes of cum into my waiting hole. I didn't want his cum to stop either. Once Robert finished there was a round of applause as everyone congratulated Daddy for finding me. I felt good being the center of attention. Daddy thanked everyone for their approval and then bent down to kiss me. Once he broke the kiss he said he was so proud of me. All I could say was thank you Daddy. As Robert withdrew his cock I could feel some of it running down my thighs. If everyone else fucked like Robert then this would be a workout I hoped Daddy put into my routine.

Chapter 18 My hole gave way and my head struggled to catch up. This couldn´t be, right? Those two cocks inside of ME? This was something you saw in porn and not… I was quickly focused back on reality, as Taron pushed more and more of his cock inside and my mind tried to comprehend. “Fuuuck Jakey, you´re doing such a good job!” Taron said, one hand stroking my back, the other at my hip for leverage. I loved his praise. But then he hit a point where my hole couldn´t take anymore of his giant dick and I moved away from him. “Ahhhh…” Or I tried. Jamal´s arms around me tightened to a steel tight grip. He had both his arms around my upper body, so my chest was pressed against his, my ass stuck out, my face next to his. “Open your eyes slut!” I hadn´t realized that I had closed them. He looked directly into my eyes, mere inches away from me face, his eyes as hard as his bulging arms around my body. “You will take our cocks, you have no choice in that. And you are not allowed to move away from them. The only direction you´re allowed to move is backwards. Impaling yourself further on Taron´s cock. Otherwise you hold perfectly still and open that sweet hole for our pleasure. You will become and even better cockslut by doing that and that´s what you want, right? So stay still or move back and accept our cocks into you. There is no choice here for you to make. Do you understand?” I was terrified by his words, but… They also made my cock strain in my cage This was crazier than anything I had ever imagined. “Answer me!” Jamal demanded. “Yes… Sir.” I meekly replied and let go of the tension in my muscles who had tried to escape their fate. Let go of the thought that I could get away from even a small part of what they wanted. I sighed and laid my head down on Jamal´s shoulder. And with that my hole relaxed enough for Taron to slowly insert his cock further and further. I whimpered a bit, but that seemed to turn them on even more. It hurt a bit, but I loved the feeling of their hands on my body, Jamal´s muscles under my, his soft skin… And the thought of what just happened at and in my ass. “Give in Jakey…” Jamals whispered in my ear and started kissing my neck. I shivered and did what he said. Gave in to being their fucktoy. Again. Taron stopped and I could feel his short pubic hairs against my ass, his full balls resting on my cheeks. “You did it Jakey! We´re both fully in! You did so well!” With that, he leaned down and also started kissing my neck, which caused his cock to move inside of me., I shivered and I didn´t know from which of these sensations. But before I could ask myself that, Taron started moving up again and then slowly withdrew his cock before driving it back in. It was hard, but Jamal fed me more poppers and eventually my hole gave up any resistance and they could both move their dicks inside of me. Sometimes alternating, sometimes penetrating me as one. They called me names. They held me by my harness for leverage and fucked me even harder. They fed me more smoke and poppers. And I just accepted all of it. Finally, Taron started to pound erratically and I knew what was coming: After a few thrusts, his cock pulsed his seed deep into me again. I would have loved to see his face, but I was staring at Jamal below me in that moment, who was grinning. “Getting your hole seeded again by a perfect cock. Feels good, doesn´t it?” he asked. I could just nod, overwhelmed by the pulsing in my hole and a feeling of becoming even fuller. After a few moments, Taron pulled out. “Phewww… wow. I saved that load up for the last five days. Hope you appreciate it Jakey!” Fuck! That was… hot. “Thank you, Taron!” “For what are you thanking me, Jakey?” “For your cum.” “And?” “For… all of this happening. It´s so crazy and hot!” Taron laughed and tussled my hair, which was sweaty and clinging to my forehead. “You are welcome baby. And what will happen with that cum now?” I looked at him, confused. I mean, it was inside of me and… Jamal started fucking me again, hard. I almost yelled from the surprise. “Jamal is gonna fuck it deep inside of you, of course. So it stays where it belongs.” He winked. “Right? And maybe, he´ll add his own, too, if you ask him nicely! Wouldn´t you like that? How did it feel last time, to have the our cum mixing inside of you? From two guys you couldn´t get enough of? Felt great to know our babies were deep inside your hole, right? And I´ll tell you something…” he came closer, whispering in my ear “We also love that thought. You´re making us very proud, when you do that. And horny…” he added, licking at my ear and taking my hand towards his cock, which was semi hard again. “So Jakey, what do you say to Jamal?” Through those words and the continuous pounding Jamals was still giving me, I couldn’t think. But my instincts kicked in. I pushed my ass against Jamal´s cock and asked him “Please, fuck Taron´s cum inside of me and add you own! I really want that, it´s such a fucking hot thing to do!” There, it was out. They really had coaxed the cumslut out of me. Jamal grinned widely, with an evil glint in his eyes. “Will do baby! Here it comes!” I felt his cock pulsing inside of me. It was different than before, with both of them in me. But an almost luxurious feeling nonetheless. When Jamal finally pulled out and slowly slid me sideways onto the bed so that the cum wouldn´t come out with his cock, I sighed contentedly and closed my eyes for a moment, enjoying the bliss, the feeling of their cum in me, the leather on my skin and the moment of pause. It should just stay a moment, because when I felt the mattress move underneath me and opened my eyes, Taron had already gripped my ankles and started spreading them. He threw me a sly smile, positioning my legs on his shoulders, looking at my hole and perfectly aligning his hard cock with it. “I also want to pound that cum into you again. It feels great to use cum instead of lube… and I assure you, we don´t need lube right now, cause there is plenty of cum in your hole and on my cock still!” With that, he pressed forward and his cockhead slid quite easily into my hole while Jamal took my head and gave me a shotgun. I knew better than to try and resist. And… Really, I didn´t want to anymore.

Part 2: Have you ever heard the tale of the Two Wolves? We all have two wolves inside us, trying to control differently and the wolf that you feed is the wolf that wins. I sat there with my hands on the keyboard, torn. My mind vs this carnal desire. Everything I had ever wanted vs a physical, emotional desire that would take everything I had ever wanted away from me. I tried so hard to remove my hands from the keyboard, but I felt powerless to do so. I saw the warning signs, I knew that this was not just sexual, it was so much more, so much more dangerous. I must have sat there for what seemed like an hour letting my two wolves battle, with neither wolf seeming to gain an edge, but then something happened that pulled the dark wolf ahead, he messaged me. Dan: Hey, you’re online Me: (fingers on the keyboard shaking with nervous excitement) Me: Yeah, I just had a couple minutes free and wanted to say hi Dan: It’s been a long time, I wish you had more than a couple of minutes Me: yeah, I just came home early, and my wife will be here soon Dan: Well, I’m glad you did Me: me too Dan: glad you still think about me Me: I do Dan: I still think about you too, a lot Me: Dan: I think about that night in your car and how I should have taken you by the hand and led you inside my apartment Me: you think I would have followed? Dan: I think you would have been nervous, but I think you wanted me to take you inside Me: maybe so, I was incredibly scared though Dan: you really were! You were shaking when I touched you Me: lol Dan: but I think you would have relaxed once we got inside, and we were alone Me: maybe, but I was scared half to death Dan: I would have been gentle with you Me: I believe that Dan: who knows what that would have started. I think if we had made love that night, it would have changed a lot Me: how so? Dan: We would have been closer, more connected, and you would want it more than you can imagine so you would have come back Me: I can see that being true Then during the chat something happened that I didn’t expect: Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat) Me: ignores it Dan: please Me: I don’t know Dan: don’t turn your camera on, I just want you to see Dan: (Dan is requesting to video chat) Me: (accepts) I have my video off, but he can hear me. I see him lying in bed, its dark the bed is a mess as he is laying there on the sheets with no shirt. Dan: Are you there? Me: (nervously) yes Dan: it is so good to hear your voice, I wanted you to hear mine and see me, all of me He points the camera down to his rock hard cock and starts slowly stroking it Dan: Do you like it? Me: (my voice cracks) yes Dan: it likes you Dan: it wants you and only you I find it almost hard to breath now Dan: Do you want it? Please PLEASE tell me you do Me: I do! Dan: Good baby, I knew that you did Dan starts stroking a little faster and moaning. My cock is rock hard and I pull it out and start to stroke it with him, trying not to cum, but being so turned on. Dan: FUCK! It feels so good to be inside you. Finally, we are together Dan: Tell me you want me raw Me: I want you! Dan: Tell me you want my bare cock inside you Me: I want you inside me Dan: come on baby, please take me bare. I need it, I need you Me: I want you to fuck me raw Dan: Fuck yes babe! I slide my huge bare cock inside you, you feel so much better than I had ever dreamed. I whisper in your ear that we are together now. Tell me you want it! Me: I want it babe! I do! Dan: I start fucking your faster and deeper, I hear you moan with pleasure as I get deeper and deeper. I tell you that we are going to be together forever now, there is no going back now, it’s just you and me baby. I know you want it. I am so close to cumming right now, and I am so caught up in the story I would do whatever he wanted, I have fully lost control! Me: I do want it babe: Dan: tell me you want me to cum inside you! Tell me you want cum flowing through your veins! Tell me that you belong to me now! Tell me that I am yours and you are mine! You’re going to leave your wife behind to be with me. Please baby! Fuck please! Me: Cum inside of me baby! Cum deep inside of me, I am yours! Dan: Fuck, I can’t hold it back anymore! I am going to cum! I push as deep as I possibly can inside of you trying to ensure my cum is injected directly into your veins. And I lean over and whisper in your ear, my poz cum is my wedding vow to you, there is no going back for either of us as my cock starts pouring a river of poz cum inside of you. Me: I want it! I see dan on camera shooting out a huge load all over his bed and I do the same, cuming all over my office chair. I sat there for a minute trying to regain my composure. That is the most intense sex Ive ever had and it wasn’t real. But now I am starting to come down from my high and reality is sinking in. What the fuck have I done! If I thought I had created a dangerous situation before, what I have I done now! Dan: Oh my gosh! You’re the best fuck I’ve ever had! And I am SO happy that you feel the same way about me! Me: Dan: Babe, I promise you that I am going to treat you so good. I am going to make you happy, trust me. Me: Dan: We need to make this happen soon! I know you’re ready too! Me: Dan: you still cleaning up after that great fuck? Lol Me: Me: Gotta run, wife just walked inside!!! Sorry Dan: What? Tell her about us, its time! We are together now! Dan: She needs to know about us so we can start with our life. I logged off without responding to the last two messages. I sat there thinking to myself, what have I done. I have no control over myself and I’m going to throw my life away. I just told him I wanted to divorce my wife and marry him. I cannot be trusted. The next day I thought to myself, ever since 9th grade, I have worked towards 1 goal, become a lawyer, have a successful practice, have the hot trophy wife that everyone wants, have a membership at the country club, take vacations to Aspen, the Bahamas, nice places. And I have all of that right now, but I am trying my best to throw all of it away. And don’t be mistaken, it will ALL be taken from you. If your wife finds out, you will get a divorce and her father will drag you through court so long that you won’t be able to take on other cases, not that any other cases will come to you. Your father-in-law will be sure to spread it to the far corners of the earth that you cheated on your wife with a homeless HIV drug addict, whatever he can say to ruin my reputation and he is well enough connected to do so. If you cannot control your desires to have a guy fuck you, you can easily find another guy. A guy who isn’t infected with every std possible, a guy who isn’t trying to own you and keep you locked in a cage. There must be some guy out there like me, that wants something secret. If the urges ever get that bad, that is what I will do, Dan is no longer an option. For almost a year and half, I hardly thought of dan. I forced myself to believe that it wasn’t an option, and if the urge ever occurred, I just told myself, well you need to try something different, dan isn’t an option anymore. Most of the time, I would just go and jerk off and occasionally I would watch a little porn and then JO, but that seemed to work, it satisfied the craving. Over the next year and half, my business grew, I had 2 other attorneys working for me and not to mention a very sexy assistant. And my relationship with my wife got better, I honestly believe this happened when I hired my assistant. She got a little jealous and more interested in me. Things were going good. Right around the year and half mark, I got a pretty big case, back in my college town, back where dan was, and I had to go back there for the first time since I graduated, over 12 years ago. Our first in court appointment on the case was on Thursday morning at 9am. Now, I live two and half hours from there, so leaving at 6:30am isn’t that difficult, but I thought it would be best to drive up the day before and get a hotel room, just so I’m prepared you know. My wife actually offered to come and stay with me, but I told her that I wanted to go over the case material in the hotel room, so she decided to stay back. The nostalgia of being back in your college town, what can i say, it felt great. Something inside you makes you feel young again, young wild and free! But none of that was true, it just felt that way. First thing I did was I went to the gym, then I came back to the hotel and ate dinner at the hotel bar. I sat there for almost 2 hours having drinks, flirting with the bar tender. She was younger, in college, tattooed up and just looked sexy as hell. I have to admit, I was very tempted to invite her up, this is probably the first sign that I’m letting college nostalgia effect my head. But, you can never tell with bar tenders, is she flirting with me because she wants a tip or something more, and there was no way I was going to stay down there another 3 hours until they closed. So I left her a $100 tip, (yes, I was definitely trying to show off) and told her it was fun talking with her and left. I got up to the room and took a shower and then with just a towel wrapped around me sat on the bed and turned on the tv and grabbed my notes, time to go over the case material. But, I was buzzing pretty hard from the drinks and found it hard to concentrate. So I thought I would jerk off really quick and the first thing that popped in my mind wasn’t the sexy bar tender, it was Dan. I told myself that Dan wasn’t an option, but I’m not going to talk to him, I’m just going to Jerk off thinking about him, the guard then came down. That is where it all changed course. It put dan back on the table, it no longer was “Not an option”. I allowed myself to think about him, about our last conversation, and right now my mind wasn’t focused on the part about me losing everything I had ever worked for, it was focused in on the part with his extremely long cock. I was already getting hard, but there was something inside me that wanted more, like just going to jerk off was drinking a diet soda, I didn’t want diet soda, it wasn't going to satisfy this craving, I wanted more. I almost immediately had my laptop open on the site ready to log in and then there was this subtle howl, the other wolf was trying so hard to change my mind but I didn’t even take the time to think it over. I pressed the “login” button. Immediately I see that I had almost 35 messages from Dan since the last time we spoke, this did bring me back down a notch and alarms started going off Dan: Last night was so fun! Love you (a few days later) Dan: I can’t wait to see you baby! Love you so much! (the next day) Dan: Just thinking about last night, I am so happy that we feel the same. Love you (a week later) Dan: Hurry back on here, I miss you! (another week later) Dan: ok, this is starting to make me mad. I need to talk to you (The next day) Dan: Look, you and I both know how you really feel. You want this more than I do, quit being an ass. (a few weeks later) Dan: I guess you decided to stay with your whore wife. Who cares about me huh? What about you? You know that you want me, you crave me, I am the only one who can make you happy! (the next day) Dan: ok, I guess I will have to call your wife and tell her about us. I guess you’re not big enough of a man to do it, so you need me to come do it for you. (a month later) Dan: You should see the guy I fucked last night, he reminded me so much of you in college. He took a huge load! (a month later) Dan: What are you going to do when I come to your office and just walk into your office and bend you over your desk and fuck you raw as everyone hears you begging me to cum inside you! (several months later) Dan: omg! I can’t believe I sent that message; I was so drunk and was out with this really hot college guy that I’m dating now and I didn’t even remember sending that. Sorry, hope you’re ok. (6 months later) Dan: Hey! Just wanted to say hi, haven’t talked to my husband (lol) in a while so thought I would say hi. Hi hubby. Lol remember that night haha (1 month later) Dan: sends video message of him jerking off and as he is cumming he says “Oh fuck, I can’t wait until I get to cum inside you again babe” (the next day) Dan: sorry I meant to send that to someone else. Hope you’re ok (a few months later) Dan: Funny story, I was talking about you last night with my boyfriend and he totally wants to meet you! (a few days before now) Dan: Hey just think about you, wanted to catch up and say hi and see how things are going. I read them all several times, thinking it all over carefully. This guy is not stable, he is dangerous. He would do anything possible to infect you, rape, stealth you, anything. He sincerely believes that by doing this, we will essentially be married because where else can I go? I can’t go back to my wife, and who would start dating me when I have HIV+, Hepatis, and Herpes, whatever std he has. I would have nowhere to go, so I guess I would just marry him, and he would move in with me and I would buy him a car and we would take vacations all over and he wouldn’t have to do anything. So, he will do anything possible to get his toxic load inside you. That brought me down, but I still wanted to Jerk off thinking about him, so I pulled up that video he sent me and watched him stroking his long cock and shooting his load and hearing him say he was cumming inside me. I watched it over and over with my hand on my cock, but I couldn’t bring myself to jerk off, I didn’t want to cum. I wanted more! Me: Hey man, things are good, how are you? I see you have a boyfriend now, I am happy for you. Within 5 minutes: Dan: Just working, great to hear from you. Me. Work, work work, lol all work no play Dan: lol, you never let me play! Me: you have a boyfriend to play with (not believing he has a boyfriend) Dan: he doesn’t have to know Me: Dan, you don’t want to cheat Dan: You don’t tell him, I won’t tell your wife, I little secret Me: lol, secrets can be dangerous Dan: I like that Me: I know you do! Dan: so do you! Me: I do? Dan: What are you doing online? Me: Sitting in a hotel supposed to be working but doing something else Dan: I wish I was something else 😉 Me: lol, I didn’t say letting something else do me Dan: You should say that Me: really? Dan: Yes Me: Your boyfriend is going to be mad at you Dan: He knows about you, about us Me: what does he know Dan: he knows everything Dan: why are you in a hotel working? Wife kick you out? Me: lol, no. I’m here in town for work. Dan: You’re in town right now? Me: for tonight, I have a court early tomorrow Dan: Where are you staying? Me: The Montgomery Dan: Of course, the nicest hotel around Me: Lol, business expense Dan: what are you going to do when I come over Me: how are you going to get here? Dan: call a cab Me: you don’t know what room number I’m in though Dan: are you really there Me: (sends picture out of window) Dan: You can’t tease me, let me come over! Me: I can’t I have to study, you have a boyfriend, I have a wife Dan: We broke up last week Me: oh, I’m sorry (still not believing he ever had a boyfriend) Dan: Please! We don’t have to have sex, I just want to hang out Me: Really? You think you could come over, be alone in a bedroom and just talk? Dan: Yeah, I mean hopefully you will give me a hug and maybe a kiss, but we don’t have to have sex unless you want to. Me: I really need to study for this case Dan: I’m taking $20 out of the register now to get a cab, that’s enough to get me there, someone else will have to bring me back 😉 Me: you cant steal from your work you will lose your job Dan: I will pay them back somehow, you can loan me $20, right? Me: and now you’re talking about staying the night, you just said we wouldn’t have sex Dan: Just called the cab Me: you still don’t know my room number Dan: That means I have 10 minutes to get it from you before I get there. Me: Dan, hold on a minute! Dan: Already called the cab Me: Really hold on, lets think about this Dan: too late, what is your room number Me: Dan: I guess I could ask the front desk Me: Dan, come on. Lets talk this through Dan: we have been talking for years! If you don’t want to have sex, we won’t. Me: Dan: Getting in the cab Me: 5 minutes later Dan: (sends photo of the hotel) Me: what the hell! Dan: Should I ask the bar tender or the front desk for your room number? Me: hold on one second Dan: They’re really going to be “why is he going up to his room” Me: Dan, seriously hold on one second. Dan: Front desk it is Me: Ok! Dan: Ok what? Me: NO sex, right? Dan: up to you! Me: 412 I am pacing through the room, not knowing what to do before I realize I am still just wearing a towel. There is a knock at the door, “hold on one second”. I turn off the lights except the tv and the lights coming in the window and grab some shorts tee shirt and throw them on really quick and go to the door. I slowly open the door and see dan, much older and skinnier than I remember, but it has been over 10 years, and he isn’t the healthiest person I know, so he hasn’t exactly aged well. He walks in and the door shuts, he hugs me and kisses me, and I pull back a little. Dan: I’ve missed you so much! Me: I missed you too, but I cant…. Dan: I know, but you would have just talked all night Me: did you really steal from your work Dan: yeah, I had to, what else could I do. I had to see you Me: Dan: give me a hug! Dan steps in gives me a hug, as his arms wrap around me, he pulls himself in close and lingers, as he slightly pulls back and say’s I’ve missed you so much and leans in and kisses me. He sits down on the bed and taps beside him, come sit down! I hesitate and he grabs my hand and pulls me to him. He is sitting on the edge of the bed, and he pulls me to where I am standing directly in front of him, he then puts his hands behind me, on my butt and pulls me in and hugs me, with his face right next to my dick. He slowly turns his face to where his face is directly on my cock with nothing but a thin pair of shorts between us as he takes in a deep breath. He then lays back on the bed holding onto my hands pulling me on top of him, he puts both of his hands behind my knees pulling my legs to his side, so I am straddling him. Dan: this feels so good Me: I thought we were just going to be friends tonight Dan pulls himself up close to me and puts his right arm around me and twists to the left rolling over on top of me between my legs. Dan: you said we could hug and kiss As he leans over and starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat, for a second I kiss him back but then reality awakens me as I push him back. He pulls back and smiles. He then leans down and kisses me more forceful this time, again I kiss him for a second, but then stop, but he doesn’t. He starts kissing my neck and with his right hand he moves it below my left knee, pulling my knee up as he starts grinding on me. I feel his cock getting harder and pushing through his pants and pressing up against me. Completely out of my control, my cock starts getting hard, but I still try and stop him. Me: hold on dan Me: Dan! Hold on a second Dan just moans and keeps kissing me and grinding more forcibly. Me: Dan STOP! Dan gets up and with both hands pulls my shorts off, I try to stop but it happens so fast I didn’t even see it coming, he unbuttons his pants right in front of me as I am laying there on the bed. Me: Dan we need to stop now Dan: it’s ok, I promise, I will keep my underwear on, I just want to blow you like I did before. Me: Please, we need to stop Dan pulls his pants down and is standing there in his dirty white underwear, he drops to his knees and takes my cock in his mouth. I gasp for air, it feels so good, I am convincing myself that I will let him blow me and that’s all. It feels so good, my hips start to move. That movement you feel when you know the other person really wants it, I couldn’t control it. Then I feel his finger pushing inside of me, he must have had lube in his pocket, but he is pouring lube inside of me pushing more and more into me with his fingers, he goes from one finger to two to 3. I actually start to moan, then I feel him mouth leave my cock and go to my stomach, my chest my neck, my mouth and I kiss him back. Then I feel him pushing his bare cock towards me, I turn my head and say “NO!” Me: we can’t do that, ok? Dan: its ok baby, its ok As he keeps pushing it towards my lubed-up hole but I am blocking him. Then dan puts his hands around both of my wrists and holds them down as he continues to try and push his cock in me. Me: Dan, stop! We can’t to this. Not like this, we have to use a condom stop! Dan: its ok babe, I know you want this Dan removes his right hand from my wrist and puts it behind my knee pulling my knee up towards me giving him better access, with my free hand I try to stop him so he takes his left hand and puts it on my throat, with one hand holding my knee up and the other directly on my throat, leaving all of his wait pushing down on my throat, it’s hard to speak or even breath. Then I feel it, his bare cock is pushing in me, with one more push, his hard bare cock is about 1/3 of the way in me. He then removes his hands from my leg and throat and collapses on me and starts to kiss me. Dan: You feel so fucking good! I knew you wanted this As he starts taking slow strokes getting deeper and deeper. as he continues to speak under his breath with every stroke Dan: It's ok babe Dan: You know you want it, i know you really want this His breathing is getting heavier and heavier Dan: You know you fucking want this I am lying there in shock at what is happening, but at the same time this is the first time I have ever had anything inside of me, ever! So, I am also feeling this feeling. Dan keeps going harder and harder and getting deeper and deeper until he finally gets his entire bare cock buried inside of me, he then looks me right in the eye and kisses me and says Dan: you feel so good! I am already about to cum Me: dan, don’t cum inside of me please. I’m not ready Dan: It’s ok baby! I love you, I wouldn’t do this if I didn’t love you. This is the only way As he starts fucking me again, I try to push him back, but he just grabs my wrists again holding me down and fucks me even harder until he takes one last thrust that makes me grunt, and then I feel his cock exploding inside of me. Dan: fuck! i'm cumming baby, i'm cumming I just lay there feeling his huge cock pumping over and over again pouring his poz load inside of me. He collapses on top me and I hear him say “I love you baby” as he rolls off to the side and lays there trying to catch his breath. I am just lying there, and what is kind of funny is that I’m not thinking about his poz load inside of me. I just keep thinking “was I just raped”. I honestly don’t know. I feel like I was saying no, and tried to stop him, but at the same time he was saying stuff like “I love you and I miss you”. And, I was rock hard and my clock exploded too. Do you cum if you’re actually getting raped? I honestly didn't know if this was actual rape. I laid there thinking that for about 20 minutes before it dawns on me that his toxic load is still inside of me. I get out bed without waking him up and go sit on the toilet for 30 minutes hoping it will just all come out of me. This is when I realize what has just happened. There is no going back now, everything he wanted he may have just got, everything I have ever wanted I may have just lost. I went and laid back down, trying to sleep, but that wasn’t possible. A couple hours later he woke up and went to the bathroom, I tried to pretend like I was sleeping, but I hear him walk out of the bathroom and comes lays back in bed beside me. He lays right next to me, and I continue to pretend to be sleeping, as he starts kissing my neck and then he starts rubbing my cock again. I just lay there as he continues on, but soon my cock starts to get hard, and I hear him say “there you are” I kind of moan from pleasure and move my hips as he starts to kiss me, shoving his tongue down my throat. It feels so good, I kiss him back and he climbs on top of me, between my legs, I feel his cock getting hard and rubbing against me and he is grinding his rock hard cock up against me. Dan: I fucking want you Me: Mhmmm Dan: do you want me Me: (I open my eyes, no longer pretending to be asleep and look him in the eyes. Here I am in my thirties, in my prime, with a $100k car in the parking lot, and here he is, old, sickly, doesn’t even have $20 dollars to his name, and he wants to own me, he wants me to give him everything I have and how do I respond, I bite my lower lip, looking him in the eyes and shake my head yes, yes I want you. You can have me, you can have everything!) Dan: (smiles) tell me Me: I want you Dan: No, I need to hear it all. Do you want me to fuck you raw, do you want us to be one Me: yes, I want you to fuck me raw Dan: you want me to cum inside of you, my toxic poz load inside of you Dan: you can’t go back to your old life now, you will be mine. Is that what you want? Me: yes, I want you so badly Dan: (Grins so big) Dan: If you want us to be married, grab my bare cock and slide it in you I do as i'm told, looking him in the eyes the entire time, I reach down between his legs and grab his bare cock and aim it towards my hole. As I am doing this dan looks me in the eyes and says: Dan: be careful here, if you do this, I am going to poz you. You can’t go back to your wife, if you try to run, I will find you and ruin you. If you put my cock inside you, we are together forever and if you even think about leaving me, I will ruin you! Im laying there with his huge bare cock in my hand aiming it directly towards my hole and I hear him say all this and I realize that he isn’t going to force himself on me this time, its my decision and it's totally up to me. If I do it, I have to leave my wife and essentially be married to him, or he is going to ruin me. He is giving me an out. He is letting me stop and say goodbye to him. He always thought if he got the chance to fuck me, that I would be the one to give it all up for him, and now he is giving me the option to stop it and let him go or to choose a life with him. It is all running through my mind, what do I do? I know what i have to do, i look him right in the eye: Me: I do! Me: Your load has the power to make us one. I don't want you to use a condom, I don't want you to pull out. If you infect me now, I will be yours forever. Dan smiled really big - everything he had wanted for 12 years was about to be his Dan: This is our wedding, you're mine now He then stuck his finger in my ass and started fingering me without lube and doing it very rough, I could feel his fingernails scratching my inside. I clenched up and grunted from the pain, but he didn’t stop, he just went harder and harder. When he finally finished, he pulled out his finger which was covered in blood. Dan: there is no chance you won’t get infected now, you ready? I reached down and grabbed his cock and aimed it towards my hole. I was his.

I was out in the woods with a group of friends for a two week camping trip. Everyone was having a good time, but my buddy Steve looked a little stressed, which was unusual, since he was such an easy going guy. I asked him if anything was wrong, and if I could help. He looked at me, and said no, it was something he needed to deal with on his own. I respected his privacy and told him that I was there for him, and if there was anything I could do to help him out, I would be happy to do it. That caused Steve to pause and look me up and down. I could see on his face, that he had come to some sort of decision. “Maybe you can help me out, after all. Let’s go for a walk.” Steve took the lead and we went out, deep into the woods. Steve kept a good pace and I was always seemed to be a few steps behind him, trying to keep up. After about thirty minutes of walking in silence, Steve decided to open up to me. “Angie and I broke up three weeks ago.” “I am sorry to hear that.” I said sincerely. He and Angie had looked like a perfect couple. They were really into each other, and seemed very happy together. “Yeah, it’s been hard. We were together for three years and she was great. She was the first girl I had met that liked sex as much as I do. Her appetite never seemed to wane, she was horny all the time. We fucked a couple of times a day.” “Really? That’s amazing. What happened?” I asked trying to get him to open up. “We realized that while the sex was amazing, we really had nothing else in common. We weren’t moving forward, we were just using each other to feel good.” “And you wanted more?” “Yeah….we both did. The break up was mutual and there are no hard feelings. The problem is after years of fucking several times a day, it has been hard to go cold turkey. My cock is hard twenty four hours a day. I am so horny I can’t think straight.” “That’s what’s going on? You are horny? I laughed a little. “It’s not funny, my balls hurt.” “So jerk yourself off.” “It’s not that simple.” “Sure it is. Trust me, I masturbate all the time.” “Believe me, I have tried. After years of pushing my cock into Angie’s tight, warm, wet pussy my big, rough right hand doesn’t feel good. I can’t get off.” “You could try getting a Fleshlite. It feels pretty realistic when you stroke yourself, might help you get off if it feels like a pussy you are pounding your meat into.” “Great idea, except that we are out here in the middle of nowhere for another ten days, and I don’t see a sex-toy shop nearby.” “Alright, so you will need to make-do for the rest of the trip, try something new and different, to help take your mind off your blue-balls and the complete lack of pussy nearby to dump a load into. It’s not that long. You can do ten days, can’t you?” “Like I said, I am so horny, I can’t think straight. I need to bust a nut or I will go crazy. So, I am going to take your advice and “make-do” for the rest of the trip. I also like the idea of a Fleshlite to simulate a woman’s pussy.” “Yeah, it’s not the same as the real thing, but it sure beats a rough hand. When you get back to civilization, pick one up, watch some porn, and go to town.” “Here’s the thing…….I can’t wait that long, I need to bust a nut now.” “Alright, go ahead, I’ll give you some privacy.” “Haven’t you been listening, my right hand ain’t going to cut it. My cock needs to penetrate and fuck a hole, nothing else is going to satisfy it. I need get myself a Fleshlight….a substitute pussy, a fuck hole.” “Like you said, no sex shops nearby.” “Yeah, and like you said, it’s time for some out of the box thinking. I think I have a solution to my problem. You are going to help me out.” “You want me to jerk you off? I’m not really comfortable with the idea of stroking another dude until they cum.” “No, I don’t want you to jerk me off. Your hands will most likely be softer than mine, but still not the same as plunging my cock into a warm, wet hole.” “What are you saying?” “I’m saying that I am going to use your mouth and your ass as Fleshlites….. substitute pussies. After I pound a load or two into your mouth-cunt, I am going to bend you over and fuck you, again and again, until my balls are fully drained.” “No way am I letting you fuck me!” “You have no choice. I need this. Quite frankly, I am much bigger and stronger than you. We are out in the middle of the woods, where no one can hear you scream. And trust me, you are going to scream. Not to boast, but my uncut cock is massive, and it’s going to hurt going in……well it’s going to hurt you, It’s going to feel great to me. You are just what I need….a set of warm, tight fuck holes existing to service my cock.” “I don’t want to be a hole for you or your cock!!!!” “Yeah, too bad. I don’t actually care what you want.” “Wait, I’m your friend….please don’t do this to me. I’m…I’m not a faggot. And I don’t want to be your bitch. I don’t want to be any dude’s bitch. We’re supposed to be bros. Friends don’t do this to each other.” In response to my plea, Steve opened his belt and undid his jeans. He was going commando, so his thick cock was immediately exposed. It popped out, already mostly hard. While I stood there stunned by what he proposed and the sight of his massive meat surrounded by a pile of bright red pubes. Steve grabbed my shoulders and roughly pushed me to my knees. He then rammed his thick cock into my mouth with no warning. “I have enough friends. What I need right now is a warm, wet hole to pound my cock into. I don’t need you as a friend, I need you as a Fleshlite, a substitute pussy, I need you to be a hole.” His cock is too much. He’s too big, too thick for my inexperienced throat. I pull off him, coughing and gagging. When I stop coughing, he rams his cock back past my lips and deep into my mouth. His dick is leaking pre-cum like crazy and I could taste it, salty and sweet. So much precum spills from his slit, I feel like I’m drowning. It filled my mouth and reflexively, I swallowed. The action of my throat muscles contracting caused Steve to moan above me. “Yeah, just like that. Swallow my cock and make me feel good. When you swallow, it’s like your throat muscles are stroking my cock. Just like when I punch my meat into a pocket pussy. This is amazing, I am using your face like a fuck toy. You’re taking my cock like a real Fleshlite now. You were born to be a cock sleeve.” As he spoke, he started thrusting his hips, pushing himself deeper into my oral cavity. In and out, over and over until he was literally skull fucking me. This was not a blowjob. Steve had no need for me to suck or lick him, he just needed me to cover my teeth and let him jerk himself off. He was literally using my mouth as a Fleshlite. A warm, wet hole, existing only for him to use to masturbate. I was crying, spit and drool dripping down my chin. My breaths were gasps for air, each time his cock left my throat. He was gripping my head tightly while fucking my face harder than I thought possible. Suddenly he thrust in full depth. With my nose buried in those ginger pubes I felt him unload his balls directly into my stomach. “Take it, hole. Take my load! That’s three weeks’ worth of my built up man-seed being unloaded into you.” It felt like he had opened a fire hose inside of me. I could not keep up with the amount of semen he was blowing down my throat. I started choking. He yanked his still hard cock out of my mouth, while I tried to catch my breath. Before I could fully recover, he flipped me over and pushed me to the ground. He sat on my legs, grabbed my ass cheeks and spread them apart. Then he leaned forward and I could feel the head on his big cock pushing right against my puckered anal opening. I was just about to start begging him again not to fuck me when I felt him begin to force his big fuck-stick up my ass and the pain….oh my god, the pain! The pain was simply unbelievable. With no warning or preparation, he punched his massive fuck stick into me, lubed by whatever spit and cum was left on his cock from my forced skull rape. "AARRRRHHHHH...!!!" I screamed, just like he said I would, feeling his thick fuckstick break through my virgin rectum. I seized up, clamping my buttocks together to try to force the dick from my painfully stretched out hole. But Steve counter acted by gripping me up around the neck, with his forearm, in a headlock, then shoved his hips forward harder working its way into me. My hole was way too small, tight and virgin to take a cock as big as his in one deep, hard stroke. It felt like he was ripping me in half. My asshole felt completely raped open as his massive cock buried itself inside my throbbing and convulsing bowels. Even using his muscles to press forward into me, my hole was way too tight to open up fully and accept this intrusion. He managed to bury about half of his cock inside of me on the first stroke, before the friction and tightness brought his forward progress to a halt. “Wow, your fuck chute is gripping down on my cock hard. This is the tightest pussy I have ever been inside. Oh, yeah, I am sure it hurts you right now. I’ve got a big cock and your virgin ass is tight as shit. But give it a couple weeks and that little twat of yours will stretch out nicely and you’ll be squealing, with pleasure, like a bitch in heat, when I pound my meat up your hole. Hell, boy, by the end of this camping trip, all you’ll have to see is my hard cock pointed in your direction and your pussy will start lubing itself, getting wet in anticipation of being used, your thighs will start quivering, and your little fuck hole will start twitching with desire. Just wait. You’ll see. You’re not only gonna be my substitute fleshlite, you’re gonna enjoy it. You are going to crave having my thick cock in your cunt.” I screamed out in pain, again. “Please, please, please stop! I don’t want to be your fuck toy. I can’t take it. It’s too big.” He was using my virgin hole with no preparation, Just a hard thrust into my dry fuck chute. I guess, I had hoped, if he was going to use me, there would be some attempt to reduce the pain, at the very least he would try to open me up a little, make it easier to take his cock. Maybe some lube, to assist in reducing the skin on skin friction. But he was way to horny to deal with niceties like prepping me. He needed to be buried in a tight hole. He was feeling the need to breed, and, it was quickly obvious, that he simply did not care how this felt to me, this was about his needs, his desires and his pleasure. I was simply a means to an end. A hole for his cock. I don’t think it even occurred to him to try and make it easier on my hole. “Oh my god, take it out! It’s too big, your ripping me in half.” “Nah, it ain’t to big! No cock is too big for a fuck toy, even mine. Your cunt-hole is just too small, right now. But don’t worry, I’ll have it stretched out in no time. Soon your ass will be a huge, gaping hole, perfectly sized take my cock.” I continued to scream and beg him to stop as he forced more of his massive cock into my tight, little asshole. He grunted loudly as his cock inched deeper and deeper into my body. Each downward stroke opening me up a little further. I tried to pull away from him, to escape the pain and humiliation of being used like a sex toy. I did not want to accept what was happening. He grabbed my hips, his fingers digging in and holding me in place. His huge cock moving in and out of my butt. I could feel his cock stretching me out and making my fuck chute conform to its size and shape. He was re-configuring my hole to be a perfect fit for his meat. He was as lost in the pleasure of getting off as I was lost in the pain of being used to help him get off. He looked down at me. Reflected in his eyes I could see myself. I had the unmistakable look of a boy, who obviously had never even considered that this could happen to me, taking a hard dick up my tight asshole for the first time. I am shocked and horrified, realizing that I have now become a bitch and that there’s no going back. Everything I thought I was, everything I thought my future held is literally being fucked away, as my asshole is being turned into a cunt, into a pussy for another man’s use and enjoyment. I am being fucked like a girl and bred like a bitch. There is no going back, I will always know that another man has used me for his pleasure. Each stroke of his cock, felt like it was fucking the manhood out of me. I would never be able to walk around and pretend that I was a man again. In my mind, and his, I would forever be a bitch, a fuck bitch. “Fuck yeah, now you are starting to loosen up a little. Letting my meat up inside of you. Making me feel good.” He had a firm grip on my hips as he pushed and pulled my body, back and forth, to better take his cock. He was doing exactly what I had suggested, he was using a Fleshlite to jerk himself off. My problem was that my formerly virgin ass was now that Fleshlite. I was nothing more than an object for him to use to make his cock feel good. Over and over he punched his massive cock into me, forcing my tight, formerly un-molested ass to stretch out to accommodate his tool. It was incredibly painful, yet he did not slow down or show any sympathy for my pain. He was fucking me as hard as he could, punching deeper and deeper into my guts. I was nothing more than a hole for him to jerk off into. As I writhed in pain, unable to get away or stop what was happening to me, my mind started to wander. The pain had caused me to try and blank off what was happening to me. My thoughts went to Steve and how he could do this to me. I thought we were friends. It was as though he was trying to hurt me, although I know that is not the case. He simply needed to feel good, fuck a hole and get off. In order to do that, I was forced to endure some pain. My pain was simply a byproduct of his needs. I realized, his indifference to my suffering made sense - when using a Fleshlite, you don’t care or even consider what the Fleshlite is feeling while pounding your hard cock in and out of it. It’s just an object to be used. Just like me now. I was being used to provide his cock with pleasure. Steve is an aggressive fucker. His cock is rearranging my insides, stretching me out and making my hole into his personal masturbation tool. He is not doing it to hurt me, he is doing it to make himself feel good. “Fucking take that cock. Yeah bitch, I am opening your cunt up and re-sizing it to fit my meat.” In and out. Over and over. With each inward thrust he manages to get a little more of his massive cock into me. In and out. It feels like someone is pile driving a two by four into my guts. Then Steve grabs my hips and pulls me fully into him. I feel those ginger pubes smashing against my butt cheeks and I know he is inside me fully, he is balls-deep. He lets it sit there for a minute, enjoying the feeling of being fully hilted. “Now I want you to start clenching your cunt muscles, make me feel good. Just like you were doing with your throat muscles. Yeah, just grip my cock with your hole. That’s better. But you need to milk it. Open up and relax as I punch into you, then grip down as tight as you can as I start to pull out. There you go, just like that. Now you are getting it. You are a good little fuck toy, aren’t you?” Steve was pounding the hell out of my ass. He was really throwing it to me and even though I begged him to slow down, to take it easy on my sore asshole, he just laughed at me. “Get used to it, bitch.” Him calling me bitch, made me understand that my friendship with Steve is over. He no longer sees me as his friend, or even as another guy. I am nothing more than a cum rag to him. A thing to take his loads and wipe his cock off on when he is done jerking it. He pounded my ass for over an hour. The friction from his mostly dry cock, felt like sandpaper inside me. Occasionally he would add some spit to minimally lubricate my fuck chute. Eventually I was begging and pleading with him to cum in me, just to end this torturous assault on my ass. Then I felt his cock engorge a little more and push as deep as it could go. He unloaded his nuts into my ass, finally providing some lubrication. He fucked me for another ten minutes to insure his cum was pushed deep inside, where it would not drip out. “Ahhhh fuuuuck! That felt amazing. I made the right decision in turning you out. You are much more useful as a Fleshlite than you ever were as a friend.” I lay there on the ground looking up at Steve. He looked down and grinned. “You took my cock like a pro. I just knew you had a pussy down between your legs. Any hole that can take a cock as big as mine in the first go, with only minimal bleeding, was made to take cock.” “That was rape.” “No, it wasn’t, it’s not possible to rape you. The rest of this trip is going to be great, we can relax and not spend every waking moment thinking about busting a nut. Whenever we get horny, we can just bend you over and take care things. It’s going to be great couple of weeks now that we have a place to dump our loads.” “What do you mean we? You can’t tell the guys!” “Of course, I am going to tell the guys, what kind of friend would I be if I did not share my toys. Now that you are officially a Fleshlite, the other guys might want to use you to jerk off into. It would make me a selfish bastard, if I tried to keep your new role as my personal fuck toy, a secret, and did not share your holes with them. I am many things, but selfish is not one of them. I am happy to share my toys with my friends. I am a nice guy, after all." “I was your friend too! You did not seem to have a problem treating me like a solution for your needs, regardless of what I wanted or did not want. You just raped me and dumped your cum loads inside me.” “Raped you? You can’t rape an Fleshlite. Its sole purpose is to take cock. After all, you are the one who suggested that I find an alternate pussy to use. It was your idea. Then you opened your mouth and showed me what a perfect fuck toy you actually are. You massaged my thick meat with your throat muscles and thru your actions, encouraged me to cream your tonsils. Then as I was plowing your tight, little asshole open, like you suggested, you were begging me to shoot my load in you. You ceased to be my friend the second you swallowed my creamy cum load and you ceased to be a man when you begged for my cum inside of you.” “Please, just don’t tell the guys.” "I believe that it’s important that they know, if only so we don’t have to sneak off somewhere private to have you drain my balls four or five times a day. It will be much easier if it’s out in the open. Everyone shares your holes. Besides, my real friends, the ones that don’t take dick and swallow jizz, are going to be curious. It’ll be interesting to see how the guys you grew up with and hung out with, as equals, are going to react to the fact that you are, in reality, a cum guzzling fuck toy. I wonder if any of them will be surprised? I imagine it will be very embarrassing, for you, to beg them to use you for their sexual gratification. Pleading with your former buddies to feed you their cocks and cum. It will be awkward, at first, but once they have seen, and felt, your holes in action, I bet every one of them are going to want to jerk themselves off using your mouth and your pussy instead of their right fist. And once they actually get a feel of your cunt muscles clenching around their hard cock’s, I bet they are going to want to have a “release”, like you, around, all the time.” “Since your true purpose in life is to take cock and assist men in getting off, it would be a criminal waste not to tell them, so they can use you. They are men and have cocks, that’s all you need to care about. I am sure that even though they will cease to be your friends, once they have cum inside of you, they will see the advantage of having a fuck toy, like you, around to use. You will still get to "hang out" with them, just in a very different role.” The idea of my friends finding out that I have Steve’s cum loads in my stomach and in my ass was terrifying. I grew up with these guys, I have known them for years, and now they were going to be told that I am Steve’s personal Fleshlite and that my holes are available for them to use. Steve tucked in his still semi engorged cock and zipped up his pants. He looked down on me with cold eyes, showing no compassion for the violent transformation he just put me thru. “C’mon, hole, lets go” I jumped at his command and pulled on my underwear, pants and shirt. Steve pulled out his knife. I looked even more shocked and backed away from the giant redhead with a knife that had just raped me. “Relax, I am not going to cut you. Just bend over.” Steve spun me around and bent me over at the waist. He fingered my ass thru my pants. I felt him grab a fold of fabric and pull it towards him. He then used the knife to cut a hole in the ass of my pants and underwear. He ripped it a little and rammed a thick finger into my well fucked ass. “That’s better, now there’s nothing covering your hole. A fuck toy, like you, should be easy to use. Now when I get horny, I can just bend you over, exposing your tight little fuck hole and ram my cock home.” He stood up, unzipped and punched his cock into me again, just to show me that he could. “Ohhhh, fuck yeah, I am going to be using this hole a lot from now on. You were obviously made to serve. You are whining that you don’t want to be my fuck toy, and yet you are clenching your cunt muscles on my cock making me feel good.” He was right, I was squeezing down on his fuck stick. The muscle memory from my recent cunting, just kicked in. He had already trained me to make him feel maximum pleasure while inside me. He held me there for a moment, while he enjoyed the clenching sensation my chute was giving his meat. Then he started stroking in and out again. He was jerking himself off, using me as his cock sleeve. After about twenty minutes he shot another hot, creamy load in me. I could feel my ass overflowing with his jizz. Wet globs of cum dripping down my taint and thighs. “Wow, I made a mess out of your back end. Looks like you will get your wish. I won’t have to tell the guys about your new role in our group. My cum loads dripping out of your crotchless jeans will tell them everything they need to know.” On the walk back to the cabin, Steve fucked my butt, again. He must not have been kidding about how horny he was, going without for the past three weeks. We came upon a fallen tree, and Steve forced me to bend over the trunk with my ass in the air. With the hole cut in the rear of my jeans and underwear, he did not even need to pull down my pants, he just rammed his cock right in as soon as he had me bent over. This being the third time he had fucked me, my ass was still stretched out and full of his jizz, so he slid in with a lot less resistance than the first time. He pulled out fully, then punched his way in again, and again, over and over, destroying my sphincter. His cuntbuster punching into my abused, sperm filled, hole sounded like a plunger working on a big clog. Wet, sloppy, sucking sounds as my well lubricated cunt, attempted to get another load inside of it. The guys were not in the cabin when we returned, they must have gone down to the lake. Steve opened the front of his jeans, and pushed me to my knees and once again I found my mouth full of his thick cock. “Might as well jerkoff, since we are alone, with nothing better to do.” With his hands gripping my head tight to his crotch, he backed up and sat down in one of the lounge chairs, I was positioned between his thighs, with my head bobbing up and down on his meat, with my back to the door. I could hear the door open and they guys coming in, but could not see them. My field of vision was completely occupied by Steve’s flat stomach and his thick bush of red pubes. “What the fuck is going on here? Is that Peter sucking your cock?” “Yeah, little pete here, volunteered to be my fuck toy and help me jerk off.” “Pete’s gay?” “I have no idea……the subject of whether he preferred guys to girls never came up. However, he made it very clear that he was a faggot, cum dump, available for use as a hole.” “How can he be a faggot and not gay?” “Gay guys want what straight guys want, someone to love, good sex, a relationship, but with another guy. But fags, they are different, they aren’t in it for love. Fags want to be used. To give pleasure to those using them. It’s not a mutual interchange, like sex, It’s more like a service. Fags get pleasure from serving those superior to them. Fags allow themselves to be penetrated with a man’s cock, because it helps the man using them bust a nut. It’s not really sex, its masturbating with a fag’s holes instead of your right hand. “What do you mean? I don’t get it. It looks like you are having sex with him right now. Oral sex anyway, although it looks like pete has jizz dripping out of those crotchless jeans. So how is this not gay?” “Again, I’m not having sex with him, I’m just using one of his holes to jerk myself off. I’m not gay, there are no emotions, like love or lust, involved with this act, it’s just a way to get off.” “You are going to have to explain this to us. Tell us the whole story on why pete has your cock in his throat.” So, Steve tried, again, to explain my new role to our friends. Although, I guess Steve was probably right, they would no longer be my friends once I started serving them. I listened while Steve convinced my former friends to use me for their pleasure. The whole time, bobbing my head up and down on Steve’s oversized cock. “We were out in the woods and I was telling pete how horny I was since I broke up with Angie and how fisting my cock did not feel as good as Angie’s sweet pussy. I told him how good her tight warm hole could feel wrapped around my meat. pete suggested I just needed to find a substitute pussy to use. I just needed a better way to masturbate, he explained. He said that since I wanted a warm wet hole to get off in, I should use one of his. Suggested that I could jerk myself off using his holes instead of my right hand. He asked me to use him like any real man would use a pocket pussy or a Fleshlite." This was not the truth, it was not how it all occurred, but I was unable to give my version of events, since my mouth was filled with Steve’s cock. “So you are just using him as a place to dump your loads and he’s OK with you using him without a condom, and cumming in him?” “When I was masturbating myself with his ass, he literally begged me to cum inside of him.” Again, not the truth, or not the whole truth anyway. I did beg him to cum inside me, but only so that the brutal fucking he was throwing me would end and my ass could get some rest. “Go ahead try it out. I jerking off in this end, but the other hole is open and ready to be used. I even lubricated it for ya.” “It feels a little weird using pete as a fuck toy. I mean we grew up together, hung out as equals, he’s on the team.” “I understand your feelings, and may have a solution for you. Stop thinking of it as pete. Pete no longer exists, this is a Fleshlite, a pocket pussy, a substitute cunt. Only it’s better, cause it cleans itself up. Think of it as an object, like a frying pan or a toilet, use it when you need to, then forget about it when you don’t. Even better, think of it like that old crusty tube sock under your bed in junior high. You would pull it out when you were horny, jerk a load off into it, wipe of any excess jizz with it, then toss it back under your bed until the next time you need to empty your balls. Did you ever worry about how that sock felt when you wrapped it around your meat, pounded it hard and busted a nut into it? Of course not, it was just a place to dump your sperm. That’s what pete is now.” “You’re right, it does make it easier to think of it that way. But it still seems strange to call it pete, after all pete was a friend. Shouldn’t it have a new name to better fit it’s new position in life? To use your analogy, why don’t we call it tubesock from now on? “I like it! Come here tubesock, I need to jerk off.” One of the boys got behind me and placed his cock against the opening of my ass. I could not tell who since my face was buried in Steve’s crotch. Without a second of hesitation, whoever it was shoved his rock hard prick up my ass so hard and so fast I didn't have time to scream around Steve’s cock. He fucked my ass as if I was his personal slut. He didn't care how I felt or how painful it was as he tore my asshole open, none of them were going to care. I was going to be used by this group of men for their pleasure and their pleasure alone.

Grindr Gone Wrong —----------------------- So about 6 months ago I took the fateful step of installing Grindr on my phone. My fiance was away for the weekend visiting her parents and I was home alone, a little drunk, a little high and very horny. I’d consider myself 90% straight but whenever I’m under the influence I can definitely stray from the typical, narrow path. I fucked a couple of femboys in college and I’ve always found trans girls with fat cocks fascinating. I’d occasionally jack off to gay porn if I just wanted to see some big dicks slamming into hungry holes, so I wasn’t exactly straight set. Plus, I’ve often found it’s way easier to chat with horny dudes about nasty sex, especially when you just need to fire a quick nut off. I’ve been engaged for 2 years so it’s not like I was actually going to do anything. I was just curious and horny and I definitely wasn’t thinking it through at the time. Hopefully I’d get a few compliments, have a bit of sleazy chat with some horny older dude, shoot a nice big load all over myself and pass out. Easy peasy. It was a Friday night, around 11pm. A good time to harvest some potential wank material I thought. I fired up Grindr and began to throw together a basic profile: I’m 26, 5’11, 7 inch dick and a swimmer-body, otter-type. I scrolled through my phone for my hottest ass pic, set it as my profile photo and hit upload. I set my profile status as “Looking for a hung older top” and jumped in the shower. As I soaped up my lean muscular body I could hear my phone chiming away with the sound of horny dudes that probably wanted to fuck me. I closed my eyes and couldn’t help but picture big juicy cocks twitching in front of me as I cleaned out my tight young hole. Maybe I could invite one of them over for some mutual wanking and we could shoot a big load together. Pure fantasy, I thought, but I might not get the chance again and it would be pretty harmless fun. I stepped out of the shower and toweled myself off. I began scrolling through the messages and there was one that stood out immediately. “56 TOP DADDY RAW ONLY!” followed by an attached image. I was struck by the image of a sexy older guy laying back on a bed, proudly displaying a dangerously hard cock. He looked 50ish like he described. Shaven head, a few tribal tattoos and fairly muscular for his age. He was clearly quite fit and his dick was definitely bigger than mine. It was at least 8 inches long, thick and very vascular. He was sporting a hefty silver cock-ring around the base of his tool and it made his bulging sack look heavy with cum. As I stared and I could feel myself begin to drool. My hole was throbbing and before I knew what I was doing I had sent him a response: “Free now Daddy? 😈” He replied almost immediately: “Yes boy. You play bare?” “Sure. I’m clean so if you are too then no problem 😉” “I only fuck raw.” was all he responded. I was so hypnotized by his virile looking prick that I didn’t stop and think about the potential warning signs. Half of my brain was thinking about how his cum might taste, while the other half had already typed out and sent him my address. “I’ve just popped a blue. I’ll be at yours in 15 minutes.” he said, then vanished offline. I immediately started to sweat behind the ears. Shit, what have I just done? I was expecting more of a chat first. He only asked me one question. What have I just agreed to? Well, nothing yet. I didn’t technically agree to anything. No need to panic. But on the other hand, a big dicked daddy was en route and was likely expecting to fuck me. I’m sure we could just wank together over some porn, and he wouldn’t be too bothered, right? I didn’t really have time to think about it. I gave the place a quick tidy and threw on some clean clothes. Before I knew it, the buzzer for the front door went. I checked my door camera and it was definitely the same guy as in the picture. An image of his rock-hard member flashed into my mind and a wave of heat flushed around my hole. Fuck. My heart was pounding in my chest. I took a few deep breaths and buzzed him in. He stepped inside and the door loudly latched itself behind him. “Hi Daddy” I said, accompanied with a cheeky smile. “You got here fast!” I was nervous but trying to hide it by being coy. “Hey sexy boy” he smirked. “Yea, I just came from the gym and this was practically on my drive home.” He looked me up and down and bit his lip. I could tell he liked what he was seeing and he wasn’t even trying to hide it. “You’re a lot cuter than I was expecting, son.” I stood in the doorway to my bedroom and motioned for him to come closer. He was still wearing his gym gear and I could smell his post workout musk as he approached. He was more muscular than I was expecting, even more so than in the picture he sent, and I definitely noticed a few new tattoos on his arms. I glanced down and he had a very large, visible bulge in his shorts. He definitely caught me staring at his growing package because when I looked back up he was staring right at me and grinning. “So do you have much experience with guys then son?” he laughed and playfully tugged at my waistband like he already knew the answer. I didn’t lie. I told him I’d sucked an older guys cock before when I was really drunk and that I enjoyed it, but that was about it. “So you’re an anal virgin then?” he said inquisitively. “Well no... sometimes, when I jerk off I put my fiance's dildo in my ass… so I wouldn’t exactly say a virgin…” He smirked and stifled a laugh. I could see his eyes light up wickedly. I knew exactly what he was thinking. He was starting to look at me like a predator looks at prey. My fight or flight instinct was kicking in and telling me to abort, but my lust for his cock was completely countering it. “So… are you sure you want to try this real meat?” he said, glancing down and massaging his thickening package through his shorts. Somehow it didn’t sound like a question. His dick looked so alluring now that we were up close and personal. I could clearly see the hefty outline, even his cock-ring was visible. We were close enough that his musk was drifting straight up my nose and shocking my brain into submissiveness. Even his pheromones made me feel like prey. I stood there momentarily stunned as he leaned in close and gave my firm, young ass a hard squeeze. It quickly turned to groping and as he manhandled my cheeks I could feel my uninitiated hole flush with waves of heat. I couldn’t stop staring at his powerful looking cock and I swear I could see it twitch. Fuck it looked good. I needed to know what he tasted like. It was too much. I stuffed my hands into his waistband and wrapped my fingers around his heavy, swollen prick. I couldn’t believe how hard it was. He moaned in approval and we locked eyes as I gently massaged his thick daddy meat. I don’t know how else to explain it; but it felt like in that moment, an unspoken contract was being written and signed. It felt like I was making a deal with the devil. I wanted what he had, and he wanted what I had. We both absolutely NEEDED it. Time seemed to unfreeze. We both lunged at each other, kissing frantically. He was much more aggressive than I was used to but I loved it. My head was in the clouds as we tore at each other's clothes and began tongue fucking each other in a frenzy of saliva and lust. We practically levitated to the bed and when we pulled ourselves apart my eyes could properly drink in the reality of the situation. “Holy shit Daddy that thing is fucking huge!” I gasped, as I looked down at his fully primed, twitching cock. He had a smug look on his face as he leaned back on the bed. He tugged on his heavy sack and I watched in awe, as a few thick globs of precum oozed from the tip of his cock. His veiny branch jutted out proudly as it trickled down his meaty length. I was completely hypnotized. “It’s time to taste it boy.” I couldn't tell if the words came from him or from inside my own mind. I couldn’t believe what was happening. My brain was locked-up but my senses were absolutely on fire. Without thinking, I climbed onto the bed next to him and began lowering my eager mouth towards his twitching prick. I felt like I was being mind-controlled. I gently licked up the pearls of precum that had spilled out of him. It was like I instinctively knew not to waste his precious seed. He moaned as I ran my hot tongue underneath his glans and slowly licked him from tip to balls and back again. I stared up at him and smiled seductively as I used my fingers to massage his thick shaft while I gently kissed his balls. He grunted in delight as a few more pearls of precum oozed from the tip and I greedily used my tongue to smear it all over his beautiful cock. His precum tasted incredible and the fact that he was already dripping like a faucet turned me on immensely. My lips were slick with it and every now and then he would lean down and grab me for a sloppy cum-laced kiss. It was completely intoxicating. “Mmm that’s it son…now you’re starting to taste like me.” he quipped as he licked his own precum off my face and looked pleased with himself. We kissed passionately for a while before he guided my eager lips back to his cock. I dutifully continued to work on his impressive meat as he steadily forced his way into my throat. I desperately wanted to see how much of him I could handle. I gagged and drooled on his viagra-fueled girth for a good few minutes, my jaw was starting to ache but I was mostly blind to my own discomfort. All I wanted to do was service his cock. “That’s it slut…get plenty of boy-spit on Daddys meat…get it ready… ” he growled. He showed no signs of slowing down and he was grunting and moaning with pleasure as he continued to rape my mouth. My lack of technique clearly wasn’t bothering him as he forcefully inserted himself deeper into my throat, making me gag each time he did so. All I could do was cover him in spit, try to relax and take it. My eyes were watering as he grabbed my head and bucked into my bulging throat with animalistic purpose. Through the tears, I caught a glimpse of a number of fresh tattoos along the inside of his wrists, they looked kind of like black circles with spikes coming out of them. I didn't have time to examine further because suddenly he pulled me down onto his leaking weapon and completely choked off my air supply. His cock was probably half-way down my throat and his fat mushroom head was already blocking off my entire windpipe. There was no way I could take him all the way to the base, at least not at this angle. My hypothetical worry about deepthroating him turned into a very different, very real fear when I suddenly felt a warm, wet pressure at my back passage. Since I was on my hands and knees and gagging on his dick, I had completely forgotten that my twinkish young ass was up in the air and fully exposed. I glanced back to see him, lust burning in his eyes, as he spat on his fingers and started feverishly slathering it all over my boyhole. The new sensation made me snap out of my dick-slurping haze. My eyes shot wide as I watched him reach down into his gym bag and pull out a large white jar and a small brown bottle. I wasn’t totally naive; coconut oil and poppers if I had to guess. He opened the jar and scooped some out and began smearing it all over my exposed, quivering hole. Holy shit that felt good. I arched my back instinctively and greedily choked myself on his big dick while he slowly worked the lube into my ass. “That’s right, keep sucking faggot… mmm get that cock ready for this tight little fuckhole. Jesus son, we’ve got a lot of work to do.. This ass can barely handle two fingers, even with lube!” “Please Daddy… I need you to stretch me.” I moaned. I was zoning out on his dick as he worked my hole open like a pro. I could feel myself open up for him as he alternated between gently probing and then lightly slapping my hungry ass with his fingers. I slapped his beautiful cock against my face in retort and I was consumed by the thought of how good it would feel to be stretched open by it. “Mmm it’s been a while since I’ve claimed an untouched boyhole. I hope you know what you’re getting into, son…” “Oh you want to claim me Daddy?” I questioned innocently. He yanked me away from his cock and stared me dead in the eyes. “I need to hear you say it son. Tell me that you want me to claim your ass.” I looked down at his ferocious cock, dripping in my saliva and precum and throbbing with anger. “I want you inside me Daddy.” I whimpered. “I NEED you to claim me with your seed.” I couldn’t believe what I was saying, but it was the truth. He grinned wickedly. “Get on your back boy.” he ordered as he pointed to the center of the bed. I lay on my back and watched as he stood at the foot of the bed and applied some oil to his engorged, powerful dick. His thick veiny shaft glistened in the light and his balls looked heavy, taught and ready. “Last chance son,” he said with a serious tone. “Are you sure you want this?” He slapped his dick against the palm of his hand and it made a loud thud. It looked like he was cocking a shotgun. “Because once I start fucking I don’t stop until I cum. And I never, ever, EVER pull out. Understand?” My mind was blank and my hole twitched greedily. My defenses were completely gone. I couldn’t be more ready and I’m sure he sensed it. “Please. I want you to breed my ass Daddy!” There was no more hesitation. He climbed onto the bed, lifted my legs back and shuffled closer towards my ass. He smacked his hefty pipe on my hole like a truncheon and I felt a combination of fear and excitement like I’ve never experienced before. The heat of his engorged prick slapping against my raw hole felt so good. He probed at my entrance a few times and it dawned on me how much bigger he was than my fiance's dildo. I WAS practically a virgin. I instinctively grabbed behind my knees and pulled my legs further back. He now had full unfettered access to my oiled up boyhole. I still couldn't believe this was happening. It felt like some sort of dream. I held my breath and watched as he licked his lips and began pushing and probing at my hole with his dripping fuckmeat. As he tried to break me I noticed a scorpion tattoo on his hip and my mind began to race. Doesn’t that mean something? I was contemplating my choices leading up to this moment when he pressed into me with his full body weight. The tip of his fat bellend pushed into my hole and he held it there. He leaned down and grabbed the bottle of poppers and held it to my nose, while at the same time he began applying pressure with his drooling rod into my ass. “Breath in deep for me faggot” he commanded as I inhaled the amyl nitrate into my lungs. My ass was starting to yield. It felt like I was right on the edge of being torn apart. My mind was floating when he suddenly grabbed my ankles and shoved them down either side of my head with force. My arse shot up into the air and I watched helplessly as he slowly and forcefully sank his raging meat into my whimpering hole. “That’s it… ugh take it my little whore. Mmm Daddy is gonna fucking knock this dumb virgin hole up tonight!” I watched in shock as he fed every divine inch into my body and bottomed out roughly with a grunt. Holy fuck. This was it. The moment of no return. If only I realized how true that was at the time. He leaned down and we kissed passionately as my hungry hole spasmed around this new, fleshy intruder. I swear I could feel his heartbeat through his cock, now buried within me. “Are you ready son? Daddy isn’t gonna be gentle.” I picked up the bottle of poppers, nodded and took a hit. “Give it to me.” I demanded. He withdrew his shaft halfway and slammed it back forward, hard. I lay there helpless as this big dicked daddy loomed above me and plowed his raw length into me with no mercy. I could feel his thick, swollen bellend punch into my guts and it felt so fucking good. At the same time my ring was being stretched and altered by the thick trunk of his unyielding cock. It felt like he was carving his initials onto my insides. “Rape that young hole Daddy. Holy FUCK!” I shouted out without even realizing. “Oh fuck yes boy! Push back on Daddys cock! Push that hole out like you're trying to take a shit! NOW!!” I didn’t really understand it but I was in no position to argue. I held my ankles and pushed with my hole as much as I could. He tore into me with vicious strokes and completely hilted himself to the root with every demented stroke. He slammed and roared and I finally felt his heavy balls twitch against my shattered hole. “OOOHHFUCKKK….Oh yea fucking take it boy. Take every fuckin’ drop of Daddy’s nasty poz spunk! I want it deep…” He pulled out half way and dropped back into me with such force that it sent a shockwave from my prostate straight to the pleasure center of my brain. He smiled and ground his hips into me as I winced with dull pain. I could feel him throbbing and pumping deep in my guts. My hole had totally given up all resistance at this point and was feebly twitching around his girth, milking it gently. I was too focussed on the mammoth invader twitching inside me to immediately register the words I had just heard. What did he just say? I froze in fear for a second as my mind processed those words. “Are.. are you.. Poz?” Time stopped. His eyes glimmered like the devil. “Ofcourse son… I thought you knew?” I tried to push him off but I had zero leverage in this position. I was completely powerless as he held me down and pinned me to the bed with his huge poz cock. “Wait… wait…stop..please! Take it out!” I begged. My fear and panic seemed to make him stronger. Every time I tried to pull away or push him off he just surged back into me harder. I tried to clamp my hole down on his dick to force him out but I was way too lubed up and he was way too deep inside me for it to matter. All I was achieving was adding extra friction and milking him with my ass, making my now-rape even more intense. I noticed my own cock was rock hard and drooling cum as he violated me repeatedly. My cock was bouncing and leaking in time with every deadly stroke from his ruinous shaft. I couldn’t believe what was happening. He spanked my ass hard and my hole was on fire as he drilled his potent sperm into me. It felt so wrong, but it also felt so good knowing to be claimed by another mans seed” “Please Daddy! I’ve got a fiance!” He started laughing and I swear it just made him fuck me even harder. “It’s too late now boy..” he grunted as he churned his heavy nuts against my abused hole. “You might as well just enjoy it!” “Wh..what do you mean it’s too late?” “My toxic seed is already inside you son. I dumped a load into you the first time I went balls deep. I’m amazed you didn't feel it.” Oh I definitely felt it. The problem was that I couldn’t tell it apart from everything else that was going on at the time, not to mention my head was spinning with poppers. “Don’t believe me boy? Well let’s take a look..” He released his grip slightly, tilted me back and slowly withdrew his glistening shaft from my guts. His swollen helmet emerged from my now gaping hole, shortly followed by some pale pink fuck-slime. “Ohh well would you look at that.. Looks like Daddy tore you up a bit. All the better for taking my poz babies though…” he smirked. My freshly ruined boyhole was defeated, twitching and oozing cum. I could only lay there and watch as he gathered up his deadly seed and eagerly pushed it back into my hole, then suddenly, he fully impaled me on his entire rock-hard prick. “OOFFUCKKKkkkuuughh…!” I wheezed as he knocked the wind out of me and buried himself back into my guts. “We can't have you wasting Daddys precious poz seed, now can we boy?” he smirked. “Oh Fuck Daddy… please impregnate me! Please fuck me with your poz seed! Don’t stop!” I couldn’t believe the words coming out of my mouth. We kissed as he shoved me into the bed and thrust into me deep and hard. He gave me another hit of poppers and I wrapped my arms around him and surrendered totally. I could feel every inch of him stretch me open and my no-longer-virgin boyhole was completely molded to him now. God it felt so good to be Daddys slut. He pounded my cum filled hole and pummeled my prostate into submission. Millions of toxic kisses being fucked into my guts. I could feel him corrupt me with every stroke as he fucked his poz sperm into the walls of my rectum. With his seed burrowing into me and his tongue raping my mouth, I really couldn’t hold back any longer. “That’s it son… I can tell you’re getting close! Get ready to shoot your last ever neg load for Daddy!” He pressed some more poppers to my nose and slammed into me even harder. I was in absolute heaven. My eyes rolled into the back of my head and I started firing thick ropes of cum all over my own chest. He was pounding the neg cum out of me from the inside like it was his mission and I’ve never shot so hard in my life. “Ohhh fuck I’m gonna cum again son! Get ready…this is the one! I’m about to flood and implant you with Daddys toxic DNA!” My ass was going into spasms around his cock as I was still cumming hard, it finally proved too much for him. He groaned into my mouth and began slamming into me balls deep. He plowed me hard and rough and I could see our combined fuckjuice spluttering from my asshole and coating his cock. This time he really made me feel it. He buried it deep and just held it there as deep as it would go. His girth throbbed and pumped inside me as his heavy nuts pulsed against my hole. I felt them twitch with every spurt. I held onto him and did my best to count. 6 or 7 huge ropes nuked into my wanting guts. “Fuck Daddy... You really loaded me that time! You really do wanna knock me up huh.” I sighed and went limp. He collapsed into me, cock still buried as I wrapped my legs around him. I could feel the after-jolts twitching through his cock. I tried to relax my hole and allow every drop of him into me. I could feel the warmth of his hot toxic spunk spread inside of me. He gently pumped his hips into me and it made me squirm with delight. It felt amazing to be finally claimed. All I could do was lay there and think about all his deadly little tadpoles that were currently burrowing into me and making me his. I really was Daddys boy now. Hopefully for life.

It's always hot when you meet a new master that turns out to be the real deal rather than just a fantasist that is all talk. Been chatting to a guy on Fabguys for a while who seemed to want exactly what I was offering and wanted to give me just what I needed, hot anonymous gangbang breeding sessions. It took a while for our schedules to line up but fuck was it worth it. We'd discussed everything beforehand including limits, safeword, and requirements. The session was to be totally anonymous and I wasn't permitted to see Sir at all until I'd taken the loads of all the guys he invited over and his fist was deep inside my cumfilled cunt. With the rules set I was given the address and I let myself in and got ready in a bathroom. When I was dressed as agreed (chastity cockcage, vest, jockstrap and white sport socks) I waited on my knees in the corridor with my eyes shut and my cage key presented for Sir. He came out, praised me for my obedience and offered me a drink, making sure I was comfortable and telling me in detail what was going to happen to me over the rest of the day. After this I was led into a bedroom and made to blindfold and hood myself to make sure that I couldn't see anything before taking some big hits of poppers, some foreplay from sir, and waiting for the first guy that Sir had invited over to fuck me. I'd been ordered not to refer to anyone else as "Sir" and to call the men using me "Uncle". When my first uncle arrived I was not disappointed, as it was the biggest thickest dick of the night to get me started and my hole stretched out. It must have been about 9 or 10 inches big and thick but he slid into my well trained hole to the base with little effort which really turned him on and let him know how rough he could be with me. He fucked me long and hard, with Sir fucking my throat and other uncles using me as they arrived. I lost track of how many loads were shot up inside me while I tried to keep track of the men moving around me and the cocks sliding in and out of me. After much begging from me because of how much I wanted it, I got doublefucked by Sir and the first uncle and was in cumdump bliss feeling two huge cocks slide into my hole at once while another was shoved in my mouth from a stranger. I think I came twice in my cage (I couldn't see but I felt my hole tighten and clench once or twice during the session which usually means I've orgasmed) but the guys kept fucking me, making my hole feel sore after hours of pounding which only made me feel more slutty and turned on knowing that my comfort didn't matter. Thanks to my Sir I was fucked and used for hours before the uncles started fisting my well used and cum filled hole. At this point I was allowed to take the blindfold off and see the guys that had been using me. It was so hot seeing these guys knowing that they'd already shot multiple loads up inside my guts and gotten to use me as their eager fucktoy. After the session Sir unlocked my cockcage and sent me on my train home, well used and full of cum. It was so hot and just how a submissive cumdump like me needs to be treated. Sir enjoyed me so much that he's organising another session for me this weekend too. Mmm.

The only time I've ever measured the circumstances of a fist was with a man I met 3 years ago. He is into elbow deep ff so I measured the length from his finger tips to elbow, circumstances of his clenched fist, 10 inches around the knuckles and 13 inches around his forearms. I had bigger hands than his and he works out a lot so his forearms are even bigger now. I took him half way to the elbow easily when we first hooked up and it took 6 months of regular play dates till I took him elbow deep.

Last load I gave was to a slut I met on Grindr . Fuck him and his roommate and breeding both pussies . Sadly couldn’t record tho. One roommate has a loose pussy and the other slut was tight . But I enjoyed creaming both bitches 💦

I agree with others that stated if you have to ask others, the answer is no.

What an amazing story and simply the best and horniest I've read for quite a long time so well done @Baresub

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That was me every week, when I lived in another city. We have sex clubs here in Portland, but it's not worth the frustration to go that often, last night, like many nights was completely sexless, so I'm super horny with no good outlet to do something about it right now. So I have to really take advantage of the situation when I'm in an active city. If I go to a gay sex mecca, I think nothing of getting my dick in 150 or more holes for at least a few strokes. I'm 99% sure that's how I caught it, since I was super paranoid about not letting anyone cum in my hole and severely limited bottoming especially bareback bottoming. I didn't feel the need to go that crazy when I lived somewhere I could find 30-40 guys to have sex with every week.

@pupHawaii I suppose it matters whether the dick is in an asshole, or if it is an asshole.

THIS - who it's attached too .. fuck yeah! .. well sometimes .. ;->

Yes, I thought of that too. I tend to love to do multiple holes! As you say, I will take care.

Great Sunday here in Oz, warm day went to a top’s place off BBRTS - he barrelled me good and proper. still horny so I headed into the back room, three more loads. Cunt is still a bit sore and puffy from my week’s holiday in Singapore, but a cumulus is what a cumulus is.

About 20 minutes ago! Have been playing since Saturday morning and into Sunday taking dick and loads but the guy I just had was awesome! Super hot and hung OSU Soccer Guy that literally fucked seven loads into me in about 45 minutes without even having to pull out! Glad we traded numbers!!!!

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If you need to ask total strangers what to do involving a life altering decision, the obvious answer is, “NO!” That decision must come from deep within yourself. Good luck.

A loose pussy bareback bottom gives me what I crave. I don’t want to have a negotiation. I don’t want to discuss who is going to top who is going to bottom. I want it to be instantly known. i don’t want to deal with lube. That’s the bottom’s job. I don’t want to see or think about condoms. I only fuck raw. I don’t want to be around that stupid shit. I don’t mind a little grip from the ass when I slide in. But I should be able to slide in with no resistance. There’s a difference between resistance and grip. I should be able to slide in and get balls deep in 1 or 2 thrusts. If your hole can welcome me in like that, we are gonna PLAY.

Indian lad breeds anon I had a Grindr a message from a 26-year-old Indian lad looking for a hole he could plow and dump a load into with his hot raw brown dick. I told him my ass was available and he replied that he was on his way. 10 minutes later he messaged to say he was outside. I was upstairs with my ass in the air on the bed wearing just a jock a harness and my pup hood along with my ‘fuck me breed me’ socks. He let himself in and made his way upstairs. I had the biggest butt plug inserted showing my hole was open and ready for use, he asked me to remove it. Without speaking i did as I was told. It now presented him with a gaping hole and he wasted no time in filling it he stood behind me and gently pushed his dick inside me. The advantage of the butt plug means the gape is perfect for a dick to slide straight into Balls deep. A couple of quick thrusts and he settled into a gentle rhythm. I could feel him getting harder as he pounded away in my hole. It didn’t take long before he told me he was ready to come and asked if that was okay. I replied I needed him to breed me and pump his spunk into my Cunt. He duly obliged filling me up with his hot Indian cum. He paused there with his dick inside me as he flexed his balls to make sure they were fully emptied, then slowly pulled out. I reminded him to grab the pen and tag my ass as proof of use. He slowly pulled out to leave my cunt with his load dripping from my fucked hole. He pulled his trousers back up and left. I had well and truly been cum dumped anon!

Oh my god, there is another dude's cock coming thru the hole in the partition. Why is he shoving it thru into my stall? Does he expect me to jerk him off? It's starting to stretch out and engorge. It's huge! It's not even hard yet, that monster must be ten or eleven inches. "Go ahead faggot, start sucking on it." He expects me to suck him off. I can't do that. I am not a fag, but I also can't look away. His cock is mesmerizing. It's like the subtle bob of his meat up and down is hypnotizing me. Maybe if I just rub it for him? I get down on my knees and wrap my fist around his rapidly hardening shaft. It is so thick, it feels very different from jerking myself off. His cock is much bigger than mine. Not that I have anything to be embarrassed about. I am sporting a nice solid seven inches of cock between my legs. But his sausage puts mine to shame. My thoughts tell me that this is the cock of a real man. A cock like this deserves to be worshiped. As my hand moves up and down his dick, I hear a moan of pleasure from the next stall. He likes the way my hand feels stroking his cock! I am doing a good job! As I massage his meat, I notice that he has become fully erect. His cock is pointing straight at my face, and is dripping pre-cum. I can smell his masculinity. He smells like a man. Irish Spring and ball sweat. The scent was affecting my mind. I was staring at the dripping head of his cock, and like a reflex action my tongue slipped between my lips and extend out to lick his pre-cum. "Ahhhh fuck yeah, That's it. Lick my dick head, slurp up my love gravy." I continued to lick the tip of his meat, each time a new blob of pre appears at his piss slit, my tongue is there to catch it. My mind is almost totally blank, focused entirely on his cock and the amazing juice leaking from its head. When the owner of this throbbing god, I am worshiping, speaks, I am powerless to disobey. "Enough playing around. Open up and start sucking." The voice from the other side of the partition is commanding and I am too far gone to even think of disobeying. My head pushes forward towards the partition, allowing his monster cock to slide into my mouth. I am overwhelmed by the sensation of this flesh covered steel rod forcing it's way into my face. My tongue is moving back and forth over the underside of his shaft. My head is bobbing up and down on this stranger’s fat cock. Each time I push forward I am forcing myself further. I find myself working his cock deeper into my throat with every downward push. After a few minutes, i feel my forehead bang against the partition. My nose is pushed hard against his hairy groin. "Nice job cocksucker, you got the whole thing in you now!" I found myself swelling up with pride. I had his whole cock in my mouth, all eleven inches. This was an accomplishment to be proud of. I was properly servicing this man's meat. I felt good, because I knew he felt good. "Now keep your head right where it is, faggot, don't pull back. Keep your face smashed against that dirty toilet partition, while I fuck your face." He proceeded to pull his man meat out of my throat and my mouth, until just the flared head of his cock remained inside. Then he thrust his hips forward re-planting his cock in me balls-deep. Pulling out again, he started to build up momentum, pounding his manhood into my skull with each thrust. I was straining my neck muscles forcing my face tight against the hole. I covered my teeth with my lips and worked my tongue along the bottom side of his throat buster. I was determined that this man was going to leave here satisfied. I needed to do everything in my power to ensure his pleasure. Suddenly he pulled out fully. I knelt there and caught my breath. After approximately twenty minutes of thick cock pounding my throat, it was suddenly empty. I tipped my head down slightly so I could look thru the hole. His rock-hard prick was pointing straight forward, framed by the fly of his jeans. I felt drool dripping from my lips, my mouth hole was all lubed up and ready to accept his cock. I needed to be used by this man. "Stand up and turn around. I want to see your pussy." I found myself standing with my ass pointed towards the hole in the toilet partition, before I had time to even process the order. Some portion of my brain, must have just regained consciousness, as I found myself hesitating to push back against the hole. In the recesses of my thoughts, I realized that this man in the next cubicle wanted to fuck me in the ass! Despite what had been occurring in this rest stop over the past half hour, I still thought of myself as a straight man. I was hesitating to offer up my virgin ass for this man to use. but then he spoke... "C'mon, give me your ass. You know you want to. Any dude who drops to his knees and sucks a stranger's cock, like you just did, is made to take it up the ass. You are a hole, who exists to serve real men, so stop fighting it. Give into to the natural order of things. You are here for the express purpose of catching cum. You were willing to take my load in your stomach, I could hear the moan of disappointment as I pulled out of your mouth. If you were already going to take my cum load, what difference does it make which hole I use? Either one will give you the pleasure of serving a real man." I found myself whimpering, hoping to keep my virginity intact, while still serving this man properly. "Please sir, I have never had a cock in my ass." "Really? You're a virgin? Then we are definitely doing this. You need to be fucked. I can't believe a glory hole fag, like you, has not had his cherry popped until now. Bend over and show me that virgin ass." Knowing it was inevitable, at this point, I gave up the last shred of my manhood and pressed my ass tight against the hole in the partition, giving this stranger total access to my hole. I felt his fingers work their way between my ass cheeks and push against the ring of muscle protecting my virginity. He whistled out in approval of what he found. "Alright faggot, this is going to happen. You are going to properly serve another man for the first time in your life. You are offering up your precious virginity to bring me pleasure. This is going to hurt...you, but that does not matter. You need to accept that any pain you feel is worthwhile, because of the joy it will bring me. I need you to bend over and press the palms of your hands against the wall opposite you. Push back as hard as you can against the partition separating us. No matter what you feel or how much it hurts, you are to keep your ass cheeks tight against the hole. You understand me faggot?" "Yes sir, I will keep my ass pressed back, allowing you full access." I could tell he wanted something else. So I gave it to him. "Please use me for your pleasure." "Nice! You learn fast. Don't worry, before we are finished you will love this. It will hurt at first, but before I fill you with my jizz, you will be addicted." "Wait, you are going to use a condom aren't you?" "Fuck no! You are getting dicked by a stranger thru a rest stop glory hole. This is meant to be raw and dirty. No man ever uses a condom for a glory hole slut, it would just be a waste. You are a cum dump, made to take loads. Trust me, you need this to be raw." I heard and felt him spit on my hole. Then his enormous cock was pressed tight against me. "Push back hard, bitch, here it comes." The pain was unbelievable. My screams echoed around the men's room and probably could be heard across the parking lot at the diner. He thrusts forward and pushes his full length into me. "Fuuuuckkk! Your virgin hole feels amazing wrapped around my meat. You have the tightest little cunt hole I have ever used. Your fuck chute is gripping and massaging my cock. It feels so good." He let it sit in me for a moment, before pulling back and punching back in, full depth, Then the fucking picked up speed and force. He was fucking me hard. After about ten minutes of his thick cock thrusting in and out of my newly christened fuck chute. He started to talk to me over the partition. "You are a fucking natural. Your cunt is taking my eleven inches without complaint. I can't believe you actually kept your ass cheeks pressed tight against the partition while I roughly harvested your cherry, using only spit for lube. That's proof that you were made to service cocks. You have just become an official glory hole cum slut. From now on, I bet you will be in here, bent over, taking loads, from anonymous men, during every free moment you have. From this point forward you will only feel true sexual satisfaction when a stranger's raw cock empties its load deep inside of you." With that, I felt his cock stiffen and grow, before shooting off in my new cunt. After a couple of additional strokes to make sure his hot cum is deposited deep up in me, he pulled out. I fell to the floor exhausted, my gaping hole allowing this stranger's huge load to drip out onto the piss stained tile floor. Thru the hole in the partition I could see the massive cock that had just popped my cherry being tucked back into his jeans. He walked out without any further acknowledgment of me or what he just did to me. He had dropped his load and now he was done with me. I never even saw his face. I would never know who the man was who took my virginity and turned me out.

It seems there are some assumptions afoot that should be addressed. 1. A "bottom" - used as a descriptor - indicates one thing, and one thing only: he likes to get fucked. There are any number of permutations, however. Is he a "BdSm" bottom, and thus willing and able to enter into a negotiation regarding the Top's needs as well as his own? Is he a "Leatherboy" bottom? Is he a cumdump bottom? A bossy mouthy bottom? A quiet, speechless bottom? The permutations can be not quite endless, but seem so. 2. Just because a guy prefers/most needs to bottom, that fact in no way assumes he's anything close to either of the above examples. Maybe he's just a regular guy that loves a hard, raw Cock breeding is Hole. Maybe he'd prefer 20, maybe only 1. This is why, when anything more spicy than a fuck is in play, a "negotiation"* needs to take place, before the action begins. That will obviate any misunderstandings, clear up any mistaken (false) assumptions, and each guy will get a better fuck out of it. For Whatever's sake - don't merely assume, talk to the guy. Tell the guy what your preferred parameters are. This wouldn't be necessary in the case of a cumdump taking load after load - it's already clear what he's interested in. *that word - "negotiation" may imply something to some guys that it's simply not. It's only when one man (Dom) is planning to "take" a boy as his own, care for him, deepen his sexual Lusts, abilities, care for his welfare, in short, "adopt" the boy in a non-legal arrangement that an extensive negotiation simply must take place. A pre-fuck (i.e. in some fuckjoint) negotiation can be as brief as a few words, just enough to make clear what's desired and what isn't. Example: (bottom) "I need Cocks pumping their loads up my Hole, and that's about it". Or "I need to be disciplined" or "I definitely need to be respected as your equal", or whatever is appropriate. I realize that in the heat of a roomful of breeding men, that kind of laying out boundaries may not be needed, That said, when there aren't a roomful of men, maybe it should be exercised. Guys can get injured at worse, and disappointed at best when there's no communication prior, and there's no reason that should happen.

Hmmm.. love the story. I had a similar expirience when I was a young boy at a public toilet. It had 2 cubicals with a gloryhole in the wall. At that time I was still a virgin, I never had any sex expirience than only the wanking I did. And I did that a lot.. 3 till 5 time a day shooting every time my load. I was bussy with sex 24hours a day. Dreaming fantazising over pussy, ass cock, blowjobs, and fucking fucking fucking. Never thought I would lose my virginity at a dirty smelly cum stained gloryhole in a public toilet. I visited that toilet for the first time to take a piss and was flabergasted with what I found everywhere. Fresh cum, dried cum and the potend piss smell. I did not know at that time but found out that day that that toilet was used as an cruising place for gay men to meet and have sex. I got sooo horny when I saw all that cum that I also wanted to see how the inside of a cubical would look like and if I could wank get off there. Did not know that the other cubical was occupied by a senior over 60+ guy. Also did not noticed that there was a gloryhole present. To make a long story short. this guy caught me wanking and got me wiggeling his tonge thought the GH towards me to stick my hard cock through the hole. What het than did to me was amazing starting with a blowjob and than telling me not to pull my cock back... and just enjoy. What he did... he went all the way and without asking backed up onto my bare cock with his very sloppy and slippery asspussy. He fucked/milked my cock through the golyhole untill I came.. i shot my cum full up his ass. That first time fucking and unloading was sooo intens. I still remeber it as if it hapend yesterday. That is why I am still hooked on GH sex...... anonemous sleazy, dirty, smelly bare gloryhole sex. That is my cock having a gloryhole fuck. This asspussy also backed up onto my bare cock. My cock slipped in very easy because it was cum prelubed, sloppy and it was smelly.

All I really want, is a guy that loves hard, raw Cock up his gut. Loves it more than almost anything else, needs it more than almost anything else, and not only is unashamed of it, but will gladly tell any man who asks him. Cumdumps are my hero's.

Most weeks are non memorable. This week was starting out the same. I was at my usual place. The video store and it was the walking dead. Just guys walking around looking at each other. There were a few prospects. One guy that was skinny not attractive but a potential breeder. Others that thought they were hotter than they were and lots of older guys that may or may not be hung. I did end up sucking a couple of guys . One had a big cock. Probably 70’s with a skinny build. I have played with him before so I knew what I was getting. He has about an 8 “ cock with really big balls. His negatives are that he never cums and he does not top. I sucked him for awhile then my jaw got tired and I was over it. The next guy has wanted to fuck me for a long time. I sucked his cock and he said he would fuck me but we needed to use condoms. I chose to just suck him off. I ended leaving and going to another location. It was lame with only glory hole booths and nothing interesting. I decided to go back to the first place to see if anything had changed. It hadn’t much. Some of the same guys. The skinny guy was still there. I was running out of time so I thought I would lower my non existent standards and make a move on someone. I went into a booth and put in a dollar. The skinny guy peaked in my booth and I showed him my dick. He came in and pulled out his. It was beautiful. Fat and had a big head. I did eat instinct has taught me and I dropped to my knees and started to suck him food. I had a feeling he would have been content with me sucking him to completion but I wanted him to breed me. I stood up and reached for some lube in my pocket. I put some on his beautiful cock and aimed it toward my pussy. He slid in easily because I am a whore. He started to fusck me with purpose. He pounded me repeatedly for about 30 minus. He finally came and I was so proud that picked me to breed. He did ask me before we bred if I wanted a condom. I just acted like I didn’t her it.

No. My gay life is hidden from my real str8 life. and they are 2 completely different worlds. The likelihood of someone from my str8 world seeing any.of my gay videos is very low.

Chapter 17 “I´m glad you´re so honest with us, Jakey! Now, let me give you a reward for that…” he said with a satisfied voice while going over to a bag beside the sofa, digging in his hand and pulling out several items. He threw them on the sofa in front of me: White socks stating “cumdump” at the top, a black and white jock with just a tiny pouch in the front, a black leather harness, black wristbands and a larger band made of leather as well, a black facemask covering everything except the mouth, several toys… My eyes got bigger and bigger with every item (and maybe because I couldn´t breathe around Taron blocking my airflow). When he released his grip on me, I pulled back, wiped my mouth and started to say something like “Wow man, I don’t know, that´s a lot…” – but Jamal cut me off within my first words. “Doesn´t matter that you think now about this, Jakey. We´ll just try, explore and then you can judge afterwards. You said you wanted to have us, satisfy us, do things. This we do now. Understood?” I was a bit dumbfolded, but nodded. “You liked the rest that we did last time, right? So go along. Put on the stuff, you have three minutes! Oh and…” he pulled a needless syringe from underneath the table “before, you´ll take this, so ass up!” I did as I was told. That part I really didn´t want to resist. Jamal pushed the syringe inside of me and quickly got the solution into me. “Keep it in for a moment, let it soak… Get into your system.” I did and slowly, a warmth started to rise, that quickly turned into burning. When I started to wriggle because of it, Jamal ordered me again to get into the gear within three minutes. They both stood and sat there, stroking their dicks, while I Struggled to get into the gear they wanted me to. When I landed at the bigger leather band, which I wasn´t sure what to do with, so I asked. Jamal just grinned at me. “Looks like you won´t make it within the time, hm?” I looked at him. I was taken aback for a second, but then I got it. And it made my cock strain in my cage. “Well… I guess not then.” Jamal stepped towards me. “You couldn’t do it. That means punishment. You know that, right?” I just nodded. “Good.” He took the leather strap out of my hand and put it around my neck, fastening it there. “Ohhhhh….” “Yeah Jakey, we make sure you look properly like the sub slut you are all around, right?” He grinned, then proceeded to put the hood over my head. I had never been in one of those and it felt weird at first. A padded thing at eye level made sure I saw nothing, but the mouth was cut out. Jamal immediately grabbed me and led me towards somewhere. The heat in my ass had dissipated and had left a tingling behind. A tingling, that lent a spring to my step and that wanted to be scratched. So while I was led through a guys house I barely knew, fitted into leather gear, blindfolded and in a cage, I was so horny and carefree about it, I could barely understand myself. Before I could think further, I was put onto the bed, with a body already under me. I was taken aback at first, but then recognized Taron´s body. And his cock knocking at my ass. “Don´t worry, it´s just me who is gonna open your hole and deposit my load there… Nothing that hasn´t happened before.” Oh right, condoms! Shit I needed… But before I could voice any concerns, hands gripped my head and a cock was pushed between my open lips quite roughly. I needed to adjust my throat and that gave Taron time to pierce my hole. I struggled for a second around their dicks, but then… Fuck, everything just gave way to pleasure flooding my brain and body and I couldn’t hold onto my thoughts. They fucked me thoroughly, switching places. And then, when Taron withdrew from my mouth and I thought they´d switch again – they didn´t. Instead, a hand held poppers under my nose. “Three deep breaths, slut!” he commanded. I did as I was told, of course. The poppers hit me hard and I sank onto Jamal´s chest, who gripped me hard and held me close. I loved the warmth of his body, his sweat and muscles against my skin…. And then Taron´s cock pressed against my hole, too. I was too astonished for a seconds to really realize what was happening. They didn´t really think I could fit both of them, could they? Well, they could. And as my protests were cut short by Jamal´s tongue assaulting my mouth, my chemmed up hole gave way to a second giant dick, forcing its way into me.

Stopped by an ABS after work, had several booths, some with gloryholes. Also a couple mini theaters showing porn with a couch. Went into a booth with gloryholes on each side. Slid my jeans and underwear down around my workboots. Sat down on the chair and started stroking my cock. A white guy slid his cock thru the gloryhole, was soft and I sucked it and go iit hard. Continued sucking and after a couple minutes he shot his load in my mouth and I swallowed. I looked over at the other gloryhole and saw a black guy watching me suck. He saw that I finished on the other side and he stood up and stuck his cock thru the gloryhole. I moved my mouth over to his semi hard black cock and started sucking. Average thickness and within a minute his cock was rock hard about 7 inches. I wanted this cock in my hole so I smeared some lube on my hairy hole and turned around and slowly pushed my hole against his cock head. He knew what was happening and started to do mini fucks to push his head in my hole. Didn't take long as his cock head was solidly in my hole and kept fucking deeper as I grabbed the other side of the wall and pushed and impaled myself on his cock. Once my ass was against the wall he was picking up the pace and fucking me raw n deep. I was getting verbal tellin him his black cock feels great in my hole and keep fucking. After a minute I heard him grunt and push deep one last time as he bred my hole full of cum. Kept his cock still in my ass for a bit and slid his cock out. He zipped up and left. Sat back in the chair and my cock was leaking precum from the raw breeding. Was kinda slow so I zipped up and walked around for a bit. A bit later made eye contact with another black guy and I walked over to the theater section. He walked over a minute later and I grabbed his crotch. He unzipped his pants and pulled his cock and balls out. I started sucking him right there in the theater section and other guys were watching our action. Once his cock was hard and spit lubed, was a hard thick 6". I turned around and dropped my jeans and underwear and bent over the couch facing the screen. The black guy immediately got behind me and pushed his cock into my cummy hole. He didn't know there was cum in there but definitely didnt need any more lube. He pushed in balls deep and started fuckin me raw. Started calling me a bitch for taking his cock and told him fuck yes im a bitch for cock and cum. That got him riled up and he fucked harder for a minute and said bitch take my load and he bred my hole with load #2. He pulled out of my ass and slapped my ass and said hot hole and zipped up. I was there for a minute bent over but the other guys watching just enjoyed the show but didn't want to fuck. I zipped up and cruised around for a bit. Was kinda slow so I went into a single booth with no gloryholes and just chilled on a chair with the door open. Several minutes later another black guy entered the store. We made eye contact as he walked down the hall but he kept walking. He wanted to scope out the place, but about 5 minutes later he stopped by my booth door and paused as he looked in. I waved him in and he walked into my booth and closed the door. He said what's up? I tugged at his bulge and said I'll suck his cock. He immediately unzipped and pulled out his cock. Started sucking his cock and he was getting harder. I tugged at his underwear and he pulled his underwear down letting his balls flop out too. I licked and tongued his sweaty balls and back to sucking his cock. He was now rock hard and asked what else am I into? I told him I like to get fucked too.. He asked if I was clean.. yeah said i was clean and ready.. I stood up and turned around and undid my belt and slid my jeans and underwear down and bent over. He was ready to fuck and immediately stepped forward pushed his cock against my hole. Told me it's a hot slick hole, I told him fuck yeah im ready for a raw fuck. He started fuckin with his balls slappin against my ass. Told him im gonna drain those low hangers, keep fuckin and don't pull out. He started fuckin faster and rougher and he said what a hot big ass I got... told him feels even better when my ass makes u nut deep. He said fuck yeah and said he was gettin close. Told him keep fuckin I want that cum. 30 seconds later he started to moan and did deliberate deep fucks as he shot his load up my ass. Then pushed balls deep to let my ass milk the last of his cum. He pulled out and I turned around to lick up the remaining drops of cum. He said thanks will have to fuck again and he zipped up and left.

Then there is double-ff and foot-ing ..

It was on my bucket list last year to get a sling room at a bathhouse, and be blindfolded. Did it 3 times and now I’m addicted to it, I love the sensation of not knowing who is fucking me, the anticipation of men feeling my asshole then plunging right in.

Thick dark cock on him! There's a few young Indian guys who work at a local restaurant who I've made eye contact with several times. Hella sexy guys. I'm trying to figure out how to suck their cocks, hehe.

I popped online the next morning, and the jock immediately messaged that he wanted to breed the ass again. 😳 Gotta luv the younger fuckers stamina.

Pigs that know they want poles up their holes and freely and openly offer themselves for fucking are the bottoms that get my loads. I'm all about the sex act, and can take or leave (mostly prefer to leave) the rest of it.

The biggest danger is if I accidentally send an incriminating picture to a friend or to my wife. I've managed to avoid that successfully so far.

Yeah...not gonna lie. I am a sex addict. Need it all the time. Kind of ashamed about what I'll say and do to get sex, but also not really. I have needs.

Paul's Continuing Seduction, Matt at the Bar Matt is out for a run. It’s a hot day. He’s wearing running shorts and his sneakers. He is running past one of the gay bars when he hears his name. It’s Travis roommate, Paul, calling him. Matt slows down and leans in the window of the bar to say hi. The roommate invites him in. Matt demurs – no ID, just wearing shorts, etc. Roommate says he looks fuckable. Matt laughs and says thanks. They chat another minute before Matt takes off to finish his run. During his run, Matt remembers how good Paul’s long dick feels fucking his ass, how Paul likes to see Matt take his load after Paul has been fucking other guys, and Paul likes to watch Matt get fucked by other guys. It’s been just over two weeks since Matt took 6 loads from four guys in Travis and Paul’s apartment. Travis asked Matt to get tested after that night because Matt’s been getting barebacked a lot. Matt went to the clinic with Travis the next day and then both got tested. After they got tested, on the sidewalk outside the clinic, Travis also told Matt he wanted to take a break from seeing each other. Matt has been in a funk since Travis broke it off. Matt got his results a yesterday – negative. He hasn’t been fucked since he got tested because he and Travis had broken off and Matt knows, like all young guys raised in this era, not to put other guys at risk by fucking around before getting the results back. Thinking of Paul’s cock got Matt hard during his run which was difficult. He stopped to stretch and think of other things. He stretched his calves and hamstrings, and when his dick softened, Matt took off again for home. Matt decided to head out to the bar and meet up with Paul. He quickened his pace on the journey home. Matt showered and cleaned out. Matt was definitely hoping to get fucked tonight, so he didn’t eat at the house – probably get some fries at the bar. Matt slipped on clean running shorts, jock strap, and a tight tee shirt. He looked in the mirror and decided to do one last thing – he pulled open the side seem of the old running shorts so they showed more skin. Matt looked again – not obviously slutty, but just enough skin at the seem so anyone paying close attention could see almost all of Matt’s bare leg up to the waistband. Matt smiled – I’m definitely getting fucked tonight. He grabbed his ID, some cash, and his keys – which barely fit in the pocket of these shorts – and headed out. As Matt arrived at the bar where he saw the roommate earlier, he saw the gay men’s health clinic folks were set up inside handing out condoms, lube, safe sex info, and getting folks to sign up for appointments. Matt saw the guys he had interacted with on his trips to the clinic. He blushed. They said hi and gave Matt a packet of condoms and lube. When Matt showed his ID, he got a wristband and noticed other guys had black X’s on their hands. Matt asked a bouncer he knows what was up – bouncer said it is an 18+ night because there is a drag show and the health clinic thing tonight. Black X means no alcohol. Wristband means your old enough. Matt joked and said, “Old enough to what?” The bouncer smiled and said, “To get the ass fucked off you” and he swatted Matt’s pert ass. The bouncer says, “Seriously though, everyone in here is over 18 tonight. No jailbait in here. We card hard tonight for this event. The clinic is a great resource, but on night’s like this it can make our jobs harder.” He hugs Matt and says, “You do look fuckable tonight. When was your last test? I know you aren’t perfect about condom usage.” Matt laughs remembering the night the bouncer and his friend bred Matt after the bar closed. Matt says, “This week. Negative.” Bouncer kisses Matt on the check and moves on to checking the next ID. The bar is crowded. Matt got the special - a long island iced tea, hoping to catch up to Paul who had been drinking for two hours already, and looked around for Paul. Paul bumped into Matt on his way to the bar, pointed to the table and asked Matt if he wanted another. Matt said yes. Matt went to the table. He introduced himself and realized that all the other guys had black X on their hands. Being 22, almost 23 now, he did feel older than these guys but not by much. Paul comes back with drinks. They are all laughing and joking. Matt feels the guys flirting with him and he flirts back. The conversation turns to the gay men’s health clinic – has everyone signed up to be tested, been before, been tested, etc. The guys are all talking about their experiences, etc. All the guys have their safe sex packets of condoms and lube on the table. The drag show starts and guys turn their attention to the show. Matt is drinking his second drink when he feels a hand rubbing his side. He sees Paul negotiating the open seem on Matt’s shorts. He slides his hand up and inside. He whispers, “A jockstrap. Nice. You looking to get fucked tonight?” Matt leans in and says, “Are we going to use one of the condoms in these packets?" Paul smiles at Matt. Matt stands off his stool and positions himself so he is between Paul’s legs. Paul slips both hands inside Matt’s shorts. Paul starts rubbing Matt’s ass and hole under his shorts. Matt moans slightly. The other guys at the table notice. They can see Paul’s hands under Matt’s shorts. Matt reaches for a safety packet on the table, fumbles but gets the lube packet out successfully. He hands it to Paul. Paul takes it from Matt. Matt spreads his legs some and leans on the table as if he is watching the drag show. Carefully so not to be seen by the entire bar, Paul puts some on his fingers and rubs it on Matt’s hole. Paul slides a finger into Matt’s hole. Matt pushes back taking most of Paul’s finger in the first push. Paul fingers Matt while the performers sing. The MC comes on and says, “Taking a short break. Back in 10 minutes.” Then laughs, grabs the mic again and says, “More like 20 minutes. Beauty takes time sluts.” The undergrads at the table with Paul are no longer watching the stage and are watching Matt get fingered in the bar by Paul. Paul now has two fingers in Matt and he asks Matt, “Who is the biggest slut at this table?” Matt looks back at Paul and says, “You.” Paul rubs a third finger on the outside of Matt’s hole, two other fingers in his hole rubbing the inside of his ass and Paul asks again, “I have two fingers in your ass in the middle of the bar. Who is the bigger slut?” Matt says, “I’m the bigger slut.” Paul says, “How long has it been since you got fucked?” Matt says, “Couple weeks.” Paul says, “When my roommate and I and three college boys fucked you silly?” Matt feels Paul’s fingers rubbing the inside of his ass slowly and it feels so good. Matt doesn’t want Paul to stop. Matt says, “Only two of those college guys fucked me. You and Travis turned out the other one.” Paul chuckles, “Your right Matt; you only got fucked by 4 guys that night.” One of the under 21 guys at the table says, “Wow. You got fucked by 4 guys in one night. You are a slut.” He laughs, so do the other guys Matt just met. Matt says, “Don’t knock it til you try it.” They all laugh, even Paul. Paul now pulls his fingers out of Matt’s ass. He says, “Gotta go get cleaned up. Another round?” Matt agrees to a third long island. While Paul is gone, one of the under 21s face lit up and said, “Wait a second. Are you the guy that slept with Tyler, Jason and Dave?” Matt honestly doesn’t know. He blushes a bit and looks at the guy who asked and says, “I don’t remember their names.” The guys all laugh good natured laughs. The guy who asked says, “Tyler is a blonde guy, thin, good looking, about 5’9”, a twink. I guess Dave looks almost the same. Jason has black hair, a nice ass, and has more muscle than Tyler and Dave.” Matt, hoping to end the interrogation before it gets too detailed, says, “That sounds right. That’s probably them. Nice guys. It was a fun night.” The guy questioning persists, “Tyler says they walked in on you riding Paul’s roommate’s dick and watching him cum inside you. Tyler says he thought you and the other guy were dating until Paul fucked you in front of them in the kitchen. Then it kind of turned into an orgy.” Matt blushes deeply hearing the story told to him by someone who wasn't there. Before he can answer, the MC is back on and Paul is back with the third long island. Matt finishes the second drink and switches to the third. Paul leans in and softly says, “Sorry. Your ass feels great. My fingers were starting to get messy with the lube and your wet ass. I hope you kept the guys entertained.” Matt leans back against Paul’s chest and whispers in his ear, “They know the guys who we fucked around with last week.” Paul rubs Matts back and says, “Don’t worry Matt. You were a slut before they knew you. You’d already let me finger you in the bar in front of them tonight. I think they thought you were slutty before they put two and two together. Paul puts his arm around Matt's shoulders, leans in to his ear and says, "And I like you slutty.” Matt is quiet, somewhat watching the drag show, but also absorbing what Paul said. Matt is clearly upset at the situation. He excuses himself for a bit and goes to the bathroom. There is a small line. While in line, Matt is thinking about his life and the sex he’s been having. In the last 7 months, he’s been fucked bareback by 40-50 guys, most of whom he hasn’t seen more than once. Matt loves the sex. He feels that he’s starting to be judged for barebacking though – Alexander and his friends avoid Matt and call him a slut; he’s been caught getting fucked bareback by his friends; Chris (the law student) isn’t returning calls; he’s been scolded in his city’s AOL m4m chatroom for taking it bareback; and at least three groups of guys have watched him get fucked bareback. Matt drinks his drink. This is not a very big city. Matt thinks he must be getting a reputation as a bareback bottom. Matt is worried. He knows that bareback bottoms get treated like sluts. Tops are considered studs; but, the “bottoms are too slutty to know better.” That’s what guys think. Matt really wants a boyfriend and he’s worried that no one wants to date the guy that everyone has cum in. He doesn’t want to be known as a cum dumpster. Matt drinks some more. The sex is fantastic. Matt loves getting fucked bare. It makes him hard thinking about it. He is dressed to get fucked tonight and wasn't imagining using a condom when we got fucked tonight. He is struggling because he wants someone to breed him tonight, but he also wants someone to want to date him. Matt is confused. Amidst the mental confusion, Matt hears a voice behind him say, “You’ve got a great ass.” Matt turns around. It’s John, the guy with the 9”cock that Matt took home from the bar last year - Geek chic’s best friend. Matt giving it up bare to “Geek chic” started this slide into sluttiness. Matt says hi and looks past him to see if John’s boyfriend or “Geek chic” are with him. Matt says, “Alone tonight?” John says, “Yes. Came out after I got drinks with work friends.” John reaches out to touch Matt’s bare arm and says, “You look good.” Matt says, “Thanks. I was just thinking about you.” John puts both hands on Matt’s waist and says, “Oh yeah. What about?” Matt looks around to see if anyone can hear them, leans into John and says in his ear the truth, “How I gave it up bareback so easily when you fucked me. How slutty that was of me. But also how good it felt.” Matt looks into John’s face searching for a recognition of the internal conflict Matt feels. John smiles at Matt and says, “Oh yeah. I remember that too. Also remember you telling me how much better it felt taking cock raw.” As John says this, his fingers find the split seem in Matt’s shorts. John’s hands slide inside his shorts onto his bare ass. John says, “Jockstrap. That’s hot.” Matt allows himself to lean into John. John kisses him. John’s hands play with Matt’s ass and find his hole as they kiss. The bathroom door opens. Matt is next in line. John guides Matt into the bathroom, closes the door, and says, “I am going to fuck you. Get your clothes off.” Matt drops his tank top on the sink, lowers his shorts and jock to the floor and bends over the sink. John pulls out his cock and rubs it on Matt’s hole. He says, “You have lube on your ass.” Matt smiles at John through the mirror’s reflection and says, “Long story. Did you get one of those safe sex packets tonight?” John says, “Yeah. Why? Are you going to ask me to put on a condom this time?” Matt says, “No. Just use more lube. You have a big dick. I’m going to need it.” John says, “Fuck yeah.” John opens the lube packet and rubs some on his dick. Matt feels the big head push at his hole. He moans remembering how good John’s dick felt in him last time. Matt groans and says, “Fuck me. We need to be quick.” John puts one hand over Matt’s mouth and his other hand guides his bare cock into Matt’s pre-lubed ass. Matt groans loudly into John’s hand as his cock slides almost all the way inside his ass. Matt moves John’s hand and says, “Give me a second to adjust. You are so big.” Matt puts John’s hand back over his mouth. Less than a minute later, Matt slides back on John’s cock until he can feel balls on his ass. Matt feels impaled on John’s cock. John starts to rock back and forth into Matt’s unprotected ass. The rocking becomes slow short strokes, then slow long strokes. Matt’s ass accommodates the invading cock and Matt moans appreciatively. John starts to pull his cock almost all the way out and jam it back in. He does this a few times. John says, “My raw cock looks so good fucking your ass. It’s so hot.” Matt looks in the mirror at the reflection of John fucking him. John’s clothes are mostly still on. Matt is naked except for his shoes and is bent over the sink. Matt hasn’t seen John in months but John’s bare cock is in Matt’s hole. Matt moans and strokes his cock as he watches this hot image in the mirror. John is fucking him faster now. Matt is moaning into John’s hand. John says, “Fuck you have such a great ass. If my boyfriend had an ass like this, I wouldn’t be balls deep in you right now.” Matt pushes his ass back to meet John’s thrusts now. Matt turns his head and says, “Are you going to cum in my ass?” John says, “Fuck yes slut. You want my load deep in your sweet boy cunt don’t you?” John says, “Breed me please. I want it.” John is looking down at this hot 22 year old twink with a runner’s body and an amazing ass. Matt is naked for him, bent over the sink in a bar bathroom, taking his raw cock. This twink’s ass opened for John’s cock so easily but the ass is still so tight. John wants to roar as he breeds his slutty boy. He wants the world to know he’s marking territory. John remembers that he is in a bar bathroom. Instead of screaming as he cums in Matt, John bends over his back and bites down on Matt’s shoulder, grabs Matt’s hips, jams his cock in a few more times and cums in Matt’s ass. Matt is cumming on the floor as John cums in his ass and bites his shoulder. John is still bent over Matt and Matt is still full of John’s large cock. John’s hand no longer covering Matt’s mouth, Matt’s groan as John removes his cock from Matt’s ass is loud. As John’s cock comes free, cum slides out of Matt’s ass with it. John cleans the lube, cum and ass off his cock. Matt cleans his ass, but leaves the rest of the cum inside. John asks for Matt’s jockstrap. Matt says, “A trophy?” John says, “Payment for services rendered.” Matt laughs out loud, remembering John works in finance. Matt hands him the jockstrap and pulls on his shorts and tank top. The whole fuck took less than 5 minutes from Matt bending over the sink to taking John’s load. They leave the bathroom. Guys in line look annoyed. Matt blushes a bit. John isn’t phased. Matt says, “Now I can’t sit down.” John says, “Yeah I have a big dick.” Matt chuckles and says, “Yeah, but I meant I can’t sit down in these shorts while I’m going commando. Everyone will see my goods.” John says, “Isn’t that the point of this sexy outfit. To get guys to notice you and fuck you. Sit on a bar stool and let everyone see.” John kisses Matt, thanks him for the fuck and heads out. Matt goes back to Paul’s table and sits on a bar stool.

To my knowledge, I have now been fucked by every major race of Man except an Australian Aborigine, and possibly a Polynesian. I cannot, however, speak with certainty about the last two; so many times, I don't ever see the color of the cock that's fucking me. I'm like a blind man fucking - I've learned to gain so much information about the man simply by what my ass can tell me. It's length, its girth, its weight, its heft, the size of the cockhead, whether it's pointed or heavier on the front end, how rigid it is, whether it's straight or curved, its temperature, whether the corona flares when it passes in and out of my ring, whether I can feel the pulses when it breeds its load into me. I learn about the man by the feel of his hands on my ass and hips, my waist and back, around my neck or pulling my head back by my hair. By the speed and angle of his thrusts. By the way he mounts me. By the shortness of his breath, and the sounds he makes, even if he doesn't speak a word. Race is a meaningless metric. The color of his organ matters not at all. It is Top-colored. Its is Need-colored and Lust-colored and Sex-colored. It is Man-colored. What a ridiculous question.