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i'm glad Hawks didn't go under (so to speak), it seemed they might during the pandemic. Also glad that they are doing som building. A real dark room would be worth a visit, the former "dark room" was little more than a walk in closet and wasn't dark, just dimly lit from the door. Perhaps a real dark room will set more guys free to breed? idk, hope springs eternal. i haven't been in several years. Prior to the pandemic i found the local ABS in Corvallis and Albany to have a LOT more sex going on, so why waste a drive up to Pdx? i like the idea of a bathhouse better, if it's populated by horny guys. Toys? No thanks. i have a drawer full of toys at home that never get used. i cannot get into fucking myself, i don't have enough top in me to top even myself.

Yay you! Where did you go? i've been to Hawks several times, never been to Steam. Hawks has been hit or miss for me. i always get something, but not always what i waat. Their 'darkroom' is more like a dimly lighted closet. i've had my best success on the saw horse.

Couple of hours ago. my FB who i've written about several times now. i was going to the gym, but paused to clean out before going. It's Saturday evening and often empty. There's a Guy who's been flirting with me (i think lol) and you never know, so wanted to be prepared in case.... i have no idea if He's even gay or flirting, but He keeps showing off HIs body in front of me. i put my yellow jock on under my sweats after prepping. and my phone vibrated and my FB messaged me: "free RN?" FUck yeah. He was here in 10 minutes. Came in, casual talk, me naked and ass up as always. He straddles my legs and says: "i think i have 3 loads," and slides in. my hole offers no resistance as i moan and He opens me. He fucks, deep, hard, kisses my shoulders, which drives me wild. Such sweet, gentle kisses along with slamming deep into me. He doesn't let me know when He cums, He's been giving my ass some hards spanks, but i barely feel it i'm so caught up in His energy, pleasure.... mine too. When He pulls out and smiles, heading for the shower, i slide my finger in my opened hole, very creamy. i don't usually do this, but i smell and suck His cum off my finger. Damn, i am filled. THere's a wet spot on the bedspread. He asks for water, saying He's thirsty after that fuck. i dress back in my yellow jock and sweats. i don't think He knows what yellow means. He drives off and i go to the gym holding HIs cum inside. There's only 2 other people, the flirty guy isn't there. i start with glut extension. i always start with that, and am proud to have His load in me while i firm and shape my ass for Him, for Tops. i want it to be round and fuckable, inviting. i kept His load in me though my whole skinny white boy routine, still have it in me 5 hours after. i'm sleeping with His seed inside of me tonight, hope to absorb all of Him.

lol, sigh damn carpets. This is why god made wood floors. i put my finger in the tip where the cum is, put the whole condom in my hole then push till it's inside out. if i have a choice, i always want cum in my hole vs eating it. it makes me crazy when a guy cums on the outside, i desperately want Him to put His orgasm and cum inside of me.

RIght? Probably not one devoted member of BZ that doesn't think condoms are cruel... all that semen wasted. And how many of us bottoms have found used condoms with seed in them and inserted them deep in our hole? (waves hand)

damn, that looks hot, idk why, i' not masochist, maybe it's the cock inside of it?

all condoms are cruel

i don't think i have ever tried to arrange a cumdump group, for all the above stated reasons. Way to discouraging. When i am in a multiple cock mood, i go to the ABS or a place like Palm Springs. If i hit the ABS at lunch or quitting time (for the working guys probably on DL), i've gotten 4-6 cocks in a short time, like an hour or so. I've had some feeding frenzy experiences at an ABS. Though it's hit or miss, it's a lot less frustrating than online. Palm Springs is different. i've read that 40% of the population in PS is gay, not sure how true that is. i go to a gay resort and leave my door aja, lay on the bed ass up. i usually do that at night, but have had some great nights that way. Usually spread out over hours, but have had good success that way, especially on a weekend when a lot more guys not staying at the resort will get a day pass looking for sex.

i'm not sure if i've gotten any sluttier? When i was religious and trying not to be gay, i still spent hours a day at cruising places receiving anonymous cock. i watched my older gay brother die of AID's back in the 80's, it was awful for him, but it didn't put a damper on me taking raw cock. i was afraid, but still driven to receive a Mans cock and seed. The thing that has changed as i have gotten older is i'm not inhibited by my or other guys kinks. i've also gotten more holistic adding the whole Man/man to the experience.i think there are infinite ways a Top can express His need/desire to put Himself in a bottom, and vice versa. i connect a lot more with the energy and intent that goes with the physical act. i'm a lot more self aware, and aware of the person inside of me. i don't know if that is "sluttier," but sex is a lot better, deeper, more fulfilling.

There's a parking lot just off of Lexington Road. i haven't been there since 2013, but the parking lot then was one where guys would pull up to an opened window to cruise. The lot butts up against a inclined, wooded area of the park with a well worn path. Get out and walk on that path and it'll scream cruisy pretty quickly if it's still the same. 🙂 i've bent over several conveniently downed trees and received loads there. Watch out for cops, they go there too.

This. You are seeing the point now. i do not see half of US voters on the extreme end of the spectrum, i do believe a large enough portion of the voting population will blow in the direction of the wind that fills their sails at the time, and times change. Not the kind of bj i'd want to see happen. This has some interesting info. [think before following links] https://news.gallup.com/poll/1651/gay-lesbian-rights.aspx

Louisville seemed a liberal Mecca to me when i lived there, in an otherwise very conservative state. Most of my sex was anonymous walk in at my house in the Highlands off Bardstown Road. CL was still active in 2010 and i used it to hook up most of the time. The times when i wanted more instant sex i'd go to Theatair X in Clarksville, just across the river from Louisville. When i look them up in Squirt, that location is on again off again, Battling the sex police who seem controlled by local religious zealots, sometimes the GH are open, sometimes they're closed. i had some great sex there, for the most part. i'd also drive out to Radcliff and go to Dixie Video. i also lived within walking distance of Cherokee park. There's a cruise area in part of the park where i've had open air sex. i moved to Oregon in 2014 and found out having sex in ABS type venues is legal in Oregon. The local ABS shares a parking lot with the Oregon State Police and has "buddy booths" as well as glory holes between booths. The laws protect minors and forbid prosititution, but otherwise are liberal and allow sex. i went to a theater in Portland that had a bed on a sort of stage, obviously made for exhibition, and a man and woman were openly having sex when i was there.

"Simultaneous Immunizations In most cases, you can get a JYNNEOS vaccine at the same time you get other vaccinations, except possibly COVID-19 vaccine. COVID-19 vaccines may be delayed by 4 weeks if the JYNNEOS vaccine is given first." [think before following links] https://www.cdc.gov/poxvirus/monkeypox/vaccines/jynneos.html

i will bow to the numbers you quote as accurate. my purpose was to point out that a large enough majority voted for the ticked to put them in office. i do not mean to imply that anyone is asked to vote for Pence separately. The VP is the next in line for the white house, and VP's are often chose to pick up votes where a presidential candidate may need help. my point is i believe there is a large number of voters who i believe would be fine with making gays and what we are and do illegal. i should have been more exact, thanks for the correction. 😉

"If a conservative is a liberal who's been mugged, a liberal is a conservative who's been arrested." Tom Wolfe From where i sit, the notion of "rule of law" is often an almost romantic misnomer when it goes beyond stop signs and enters the arena of social 'moral' standards. To me, we seem more ruled by the politically appointed judges that interpret law. Those rulings can have opposite impact on society, depending on the (double entendre) 'ruling' courts. Roe v Wade strikes me as a recent example of this. Anyone who thinks that the hard won rights of gays in the US are now a given, has not lived very long or is very unaware of where we came from. We recently had a Vice President (Mike Pence), voted for by more than half the US voters, who would, citing religious belief, endorse this judges decision... and more. Let the climate change, and those who believe "God hates fags" will resurface and undo or reverse any protections we have gained, arrest and even imprison us for living as we are. i was arrested in 1998 for asking a cop pretending to be gay in a well known gay park if he wanted to fuck me. i was charged with a felony using a 100 year old law.

Published August 17, 2022 in "Scientific America" "Can monkeypox be transmitted by people without symptoms? Many cases have involved close contact between people with visible lesions or other symptoms, but there have been some reports of people testing positive for monkeypox without any obvious symptoms. In a study published in August in the Annals of Internal Medicine, among 200 anal swabs tested for monkeypox at a routine sexual screening clinic in France, 13 were positive (6.5 percent). All of the subjects in these cases were initially asymptomatic, and two subsequently developed symptoms of monkeypox infection. It’s not yet clear whether asymptomatic people who test positive are “shedding” virus that can infect others. If so, that could have implications for the current monkeypox vaccination strategy. Other researchers published a case study of a man who developed monkeypox after traveling to the U.K. and attending a crowded outdoor event involving dancing and close contact with others who did not have obvious lesions or other symptoms. He did not report any sexual contact but said he had shared an e-cigarette with a woman at the event." [think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/monkeypox-explained-transmission-symptoms-vaccines-and-treatment/

For those looking for scientific info: Published August 11,2022 in "Nature" "As global monkeypox cases continue to soar, researchers are learning more about how the disease is spreading. Early predictions that the virus transmits primarily through repeated skin-to-skin contact between people have largely borne out, according to a tranche of new studies." “When you put all these studies together, we see that the clinical presentation everywhere is similar — but also surprising,” says Oriol Mitjà, an infectious-disease researcher at Germans Trias i Pujol University Hospital in Barcelona, Spain, who co-authored one of the recent studies in The Lancet1. That’s because the symptoms and pattern of spread don’t look like what researchers had observed in West and Central Africa, where the monkeypox virus has caused isolated, persistent outbreaks for decades." "Whether monkeypox is sexually transmitted in absolute terms — passed from one person to another through blood, semen or other bodily fluids during sex — is still unclear. But several studies have found that DNA from the monkeypox virus is present in a person’s semen for weeks after they become infected2,3. One study also isolated infectious virus from a single individual’s semen six days after their symptoms appeared." [think before following links] https://www.nature.com/articles/d41586-022-02178-w

Thank You. The truth is, i think He accomplished what He set out to do. Personally, i could have seen it going on, and deeper, but it didn't seem mutual. i'm grateful for what we had. i'd love to have that with someone, but know it cannot be forced. i would love to have a deeper, ongoing something with a Man, but meanwhile i experience getting and giving pieces of want/need with Men. All stuff i know You understand.

Ha, i never thought to count, but you are right about the number of times. i consider myself very fortunate to have had that kind of chemistry with a Man, and He with me. Balance is vital to me in relationship. The time factor was important to His nature because He was what i have come to think of as a 'subtle Dom." There was never any use of words like "Dom" or "sub," etc., but i can see it clearly retrospectively. Part of the "subtlety" was how He molded me without my being aware of what He was doing until i was mostly molded. It was a profound dynamic of mutual nurturing as i see it. Probably the longest lasting relationship i've had where there was symbiosis. He left His signature on both my physical and psychological 'hole,' and the experience helped me learn just how deep and intense a bond can be. Going by feel, i don't think i would have been visually attracted to Him, but that interferencewas removed by my never seeing Him and seemingly strengthened the places of mutual attraction that were there.

Great topic, thank you for posting BlindRawFucker1. From a total bottom/receptive place, for me it's touch with hearing as a close second. i had a FB who i've written about here in various places. We got together every 5-7 days for about a year and a half before relocation separated us. He approached me from CL saying He liked to give massage. i'm a touch magnet, so after chatting, i bit. Once He hooked me, He added that He wanted me waiting naked, face down and blindfolded. And that is how it was the entire year and a half, i never once saw Him. His massage was hypnotic, and looking back, i think that was intentional. He kept up a sort of monotone monologue along with this simultaneously relaxing and sexually stimulating massage. i realized about six months in that one of His primary goals was to open and mold my hole, which He did slowly, subtly and with intent. He used touch in several ways, not just massage. He'd bring 'toys' that He'd use on my hole. When He came in, i'd feel what felt like a cloth sack that He'd lay on my legs while He unpacked what was inside. He'd line the contents against my outer legs, the feel kicked in my imagination and i pictured dildos. He's never scrimp on the massage part, it was sort of repetitious each time, almost like it was how He tranced me? Idk, it always made me very receptive and very horny at the same time. He was Masterful at making me feel craving need in giving just enough touch to make me want more without satisfying me. i never had an orgasm with Him. Sound, i'd hear Him opening containers that i imagined were various lubricants. Mainly, He used a monotone voice that was continuous sort of 'dirty' talk as best i can explain. It was more like leading me along a path, opening my psychologically while HIs hands opened me physically. Not seeing Him definitely enhanced my other senses and not seeing required trust on my part, which He handled very well and never violated, still, a feeling of vulnerability was there that never went away, sort of a dependent feeling.

i can't speak for anyone else, but technique makes a big difference for me. A slow grind vs punching is the difference between agony and ecstasy (well, not quite, but i like the way it sounds, so i'll keep that). i'll take either, but Top who slowly opens and then stays there and grinds is likely to hear "i love You" escape my lips. It's a much more powerful and seductive fuck, like He is taking possession and the final planting His seed where it will be absorbed finishes me and makes me His. It's not just the physical factors, there is a different emotional feel and intent that fucks and impregnates my head as well as my gut. And pretty much my whole body is an errogenous zone, some areas more than others. That goes back to "technique" for me. Using the 'second hole' as an example, a Top who opens and grinds in my second hole turns it into a hyper erogenous zone, the one who punches it does not. "Erogenous" is both physical and psychological for me.

FB just left. He want's to fuck a lot more lately, it's a great arrangement, almost routine. i say "almost" because i've never had a routine fuck, it's always awesome. What's great about a FB arrangement is not having to go through all the preliminary stuff. He needs to fuck, i need to get fucked, He wants to fuck me, i want Him to fuck me. He texted me with only a little time before work, so i did a quick prep and was ready and lying ass up on my bed. Last couple of times He's gotten into some spanking, which is pretty hot, the surprise of it makes me clench His cock, which may be why He does it? Feels so good to have Him (His seed) in me so often, been several times this week, just makes the whole day better, i feel so warm and happy in my gut, no other feeling like it, lasts for quite awhile.

For me, the length of the fuck depends on more than one thing. It's not just physical for me. If a Guy is mostly disconnected and just looking to relieve Himself, of course i want Him and will receive Him, but if i feel like He is having a hard time cumming, i start to feel His angst too and want it to end. As long as i sense His lust and need, i want Him in me fucking. How long is dependent on that energy of His need/desire, because that is the primary connection for me. i've had Tops who fucked me for a few hours (rare) but were obviously into it the whole time. One Man stands out, He came three times and was pissing in me in between. One of the best breedings i have ever had, both physically and psychologically. But i've also had fucks where the Man barely gets in and is already shooting His load. It's different, but still very fulfilling for me to connect with Him, have His need, lust, orgasm and seed transferred from Him into me.

Fuck, i got pregnant just reading this. For me, one of the really awesome things about a Top breeding me beyond that bend is He deposits His cum deep in a place where i seem to absorb it. i got bred yesterday by a FB i love, i held His seed for about 14 hours, but when it doesn't go beyond that bend, it eventually comes back out... which is sad to me, i never want to lose a drop of what comes out of a Mans cock and goes into me. For me, that's an advantage of piss, the quantity and consistency ensures it flows beyond the bend and deep into my gut where i absorb Him and i can always smell the difference in my pee after because His piss has impregnated me. Also, not all anatomy is the exact same measurements, some guys bend is closer than others. Here's a pic of what we are talking about:

About 20 minutes ago, my FB. He came in my unlocked back door as usual, sees me lying naked and face down, as usual, sighs and says: "I won't lie, I'm probably gonna nut really fast." i told Him any way He fucks is awesome, that i love having His cock and seed in me anytime, anyway. About 10 minutes later, He was dressing and leaving, my ass creamed and both of us happy. He asked if i'm going to be around tomorrow.... yep.