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Hello So I call myself a part time bug chaser even though I know this is a lifestyle that counts on 100% commitment. I will tell you my case. I find pozzing, bug chasing etc hot I have had each three main STIs such as gono, chlamydia, syphilis multiple times. I have never had herpes and am vaccinated against at least one of the hepatitises. My main point of this post though is I keep going back and forth on whether I should intentionally become Poz. I know plenty of poz guys. They are all undetectable and non are chasers or lifters. One near punched me in the face when I asked him if he was a chaser/gifter. I have tried taking PrEP in the past but I have pill dysphagia, undiagnosed but it's there. For those that don't know, it's a condition where I am mentally or physically unable to swallow pills. Which is weird cos I can swallow massive fucking cocks with no issues. I am able to take my mental health pill each day but it's smaller than a a speck of dust but PreP tablets as many of us know are massive. I had tried multiple forms of taking PrEP such as crushing, eating with food, watching tutorials online of easier ways to swallow. Nothing has helped. It tastes absolutely rank and call me selfish but I am not putting myself through the taste of it daily cos it's all you can taste for the rest of the day. I get tested regularly but I do not use condoms or PrEP so I know for a fact that at some point I will likely be pozzed and this is where my issue is. I have come to terms with the fact I will likely be poz at some point in the future. For those of you that are poz either by accident. From friends I know that are poz and on meds, they say the poz medication is the same size or in some cases bigger than PrEP. Believe me I hate having this condition and I have tried many ways to overcome it. My question is or I should say questions are: 1. Is there anyone out there in the same boat as me with a condition like this where they are unable to swallow tablets 2. How did you know you were sure you wanted to be poz?? 3. Did you have any fears or regrets? I have fully considered being poz so I am not constantly worried and/or in stress about it but then I have the added pressure of potentially not being able to take meds if I do get pozzed PS: I do know the US has done tests on a PrEP vaccination and there has been major less in the cure of HIV in recent times with some people already being fully cured (should that be what they desired) No such advancement (that I know of) has been made in the UK yet and had there been a PrEP vaccine or injection over here I would have zero issues. I guess thats all I need to say. Thanks for allowing me to rent Please keep it kind and respectful in the comments Everyone has an opinion and every opinion is valid
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Hey everyone, Had my gay cherry popped early this year - 3 guys banged me on Grindr. Been wanting to do it for years and always fantasized about becoming a cumdump after watching my first Treasure Island video. But after taking my first loads I became addicted. From that point I immediately got on PREP because I couldn’t hold out anymore. I’ve been on prep for 5 months now and since that time I have taken over 400 loads - multiple gangbangs a week, regular trips to the bathhouse (sitting in a sling getting pounded), and several Cumunions a month. In short, I have become a complete and total cumdump whore, and I love it! My only concern is HIV - I can’t get it. Is PREP 100%?
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Hey, I’m new to this forum, but you are my inspiration. For years I’ve wanted to become a cumdump, but have been terrified of taking raw loads. I‘ve always wanted to be the woman in porn who gets pounded in a gangbang and have dreamed of being one of those bottoms from a Treasure Island movie. The strange thing is I’ve always considered myself to be straight and am attracted to women. However, I have to face reality that I’m a submissive beta that women aren’t really interested in and that my role in life is to service alpha men and their cocks. My lust to be used by raw cocks and filled with loads become overwhelming and I finally gave in and got on Prep. I bottomed for 3 guys recently and it was the first time I’ve ever been bred. The feeling of complete submission and being used for the group’s pleasure was so incredible that I crave it everyday. This weekend I finally went to an adult theater and had 7 men use me - they all came in me. There was a woman there watching me moan during it (I was moaning more loudly than the woman getting gangbanged on the movie) and I’ve never felt so slutty in my life, but it was incredible. Sexually it is my role to service dominant men, and it feels like my life is just beginning. Next thing is booking pig week - I’m shooting for 500 loads throughout the week. Clearly once you are bred for the first time, you are forever addicted, but I love it! I’d like to find a master for pig week, if there is anyone who would like to see a new cumdump become a total whore please let me know!
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I started having gay sex last year and after taking my first loads, I had to do it again, and again, and again. I’ve always liked girls romantically, but crave cocks, and since I started barebacking all I can think about is cocks pumping sperm into me by the buckets. Since starting this journey I immediately got on PREP, so I could become a total cumdump. I wanted to do this badly, but now that I’ve started, I realize I’m taking at least 20 loads a week, and I can’t stop. Literally, I cannot go a day without craving it, and it seems that the more loads I take, the more it takes to satisfy me. I always wanted to get married and have a normal life, but this is so addicting I’m not sure I could ever stop. Is this forever, and to everyone that started this, was it worth it?
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Hey guys, I started barebacking for the first time late last year, and now I’m completely addicted. I’m on PREP, and want to become a total cumslut. To that end I’m going to be visiting Fort Lauderdale before too long and was wondering if someone could tell me how to take as many loads as possible? I’m staying for 4 days and would like to take more than 100 along with doing a few gangbangs. I’m a young guy and craving it! Thinking about staying at Inn Leather and will be visiting Slammer. Any help/advice to get that number as high as possible is welcome! Thanks!
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I've been married for 18 years, my husband and I are both Poz. Back in the day when I was diagnosed most Negative guys I met wouldn't consider having a long term relationship with a Poz guy. After many years of conversations with other Poz guys i found that my experience wasn't unique. I wonder if PrEP has changed that? -
I'm about ready to start taking PrEP. I've thought about it so long and I see it will be a great release for me, however, I have these intensely strong feelings that I am intending to start PrEP to go raw, but I feel in my own mind I'm going to the deliberately 'forget' to take it once I'm on it. Is this feeling familiar to anyone?
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I had unprotected sex today with a top who was HIV positive since 2003 and he told me he cannot transmit the virus now. He said once he was taking 38 pills but now only takes 1. I said no to him for sex but while foreplay I lost control of my mind and let him fuck me for like 5 strokes. I'm sure he didn't cum but I'm a virgin and know my asshole is a weak sucker for diseases. I'm very stressed. Shall I take PEP? If yes, where can I get it in a Berlin, Germany? I'm new to Germany and don't know German. -
Hey. I will be in Tel Aviv 21 to 23 February and would love to hook up with some local top/s
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I just saw a story in HuffPost that a judge in Texas ruled that requiring employers who provide insurance to include coverage for PrEP violates the religious freedom of employers.!!!! Oh and the judge also ruled that they don’t need to provide the HPV vaccine either because of course by providing these essential health care miracles- they (the employer) would be complicit in encouraging sexual activity outside of the marriage of one man and one woman this is why we need to all vote this November- if the Republicans gain back control of the senate in November Mitch will make sure that Biden is not allowed to get even one more judge approved - creating more vacancies for the next republican president to fill - and these are the types of judges they will be looking to nominate
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Hi, A couple of years ago I tried PrEP for two months, and in the process educated and pissed of a medical 'professional' or two for calling out their biases against homosexuality and gay- and homosexual men. Because I couldn't handle some trouble sleeping at the time and experiencing feeling mentally more vulnerable as a result; AND because at the time the cost of the pills weren't covered and this was beyond my financial means I stopped. I am lucky now to - finally - enter the Dutch test-program rolled out through the public sexual health clinics (GGD's) and am now trying again (at € 7.50 a month) and taking it daily on the advice of the doctor I spoke with. Still feel it's almost criminal that there are people in my country, not being able to use PrEP for any reason, financial ones among them. I'm happy to receive your support on this second try. 💃 Also open to suggestions and advice on preventing having trouble sleeping again.
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Several months ago, I posted a thread in the General Discussion section in which I shared some of the internal tension that I had been experiencing. On the one hand, I had (and still do have) a strong desire to go to graduate school and pursue academics. On the other hand, I am extremely slutty, and the riskier the sex, the more that I enjoyed it. There were some very thoughtful responses, contributions, and input from many of you, and as a consequence I decided to begin PrEP. This post is an update... I started taking PrEP, and all was going well for the first month or two. I was having sex as usual and getting bred as much as I could. The more that time went by though, the more dissatisfied with the sex I became. The sex just didn't seem to excite me in the same way that it had used to (even though I was more or less having the same amount of sex as I had been before). It just seems as though there is something about very risky sex that energizes me in a way that I can't really explain (and maybe don't really understand either). I had been feeling that way for the past several months, thinking that the feeling may just go away - but it didn't. Basically, I've decided to stop taking my PrEP now (in reality I stopped taking it a few days ago). The sex that I had since stopping was fantastic, and I just feel amazing after. I know that what I am doing is extremely risky, but it is beginning to look like I need that sort of risk to feel fulfilled and satisfied. While it will probably sound silly, I do a substantial amount of demanding work which can be quite stressful; the risky sex that I have been engaged in has always been a source of release for all that tension and stress, and I was not able to find an outlet for it while on PrEP. Essentially, I think part of the secret to my success academically has actually been my risky, slutty sex life - and I think I need to embrace it. So, again, I've stopped taking my PrEP now and honestly I have to admit I'm a lot happier because of it. I guess, part of me still wants to know what you all think though: am I being ridiculous, or selfish? Can any of you think of any alternative explanations, or maybe other outlets? I'd honestly appreciate your input again, as I really appreciated it earlier when I was struggling with all this.
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Today I lost my virginity to two men I met on Grindr. I just couldn’t fight my urges anymore. I drove to their house. Almost immediately dropped to the ground and started sucking their cocks and giving them handjobs. They removed my clothes except my jockstrap and proceeded to pound me for about 45 minutes raw. I begged them to shoot their loads inside and they did. I have been craving this for a long time but the feeling of being bred was so much pleasure all I can think about is doing it again. I have always fantasized and craved to be a submissive cumdump. But now I’m really struggling to not drive to my local bathhouse, climb in a sling and become a total whore. I don’t know what it is about taking raw loads but now I think I’m about to be an insatiable cumdump. I am not on PREP and am making an appointment to get it. But this is my question: if I start whoring out in back rooms and Cumunion, taking several hundred loads, will PREP work? I crave to be a cumslut - the feminine feeling of being submissive and bred is so hard to deny and I really want to used and gangbanged. But will PREP work and am I making a mistake? Jayden
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What are the chances of getting HIV using only the 2-1-1 plan for PrEP (assuming you're bottoming bare and getting bred)? Is it just as effective as taking PrEP daily for HIV prevention? Any recommendations on daily use or intermittent? From what I understand, the intermittent method works by taking 2 pills 2-24 hours before sex, then 1 pill 24 hours after and 1 pill 48 hour after. If you have sex within 7 days of your last sexual encounter doing this you just take 1 pill for 2 days following the encounter. If you have sex after 7 days of your last sexual encounter, double dose and start the process over again. Is that how it works?
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PREP for UK people (This is not a dig at non-UK!) if you are in the UK you can get PREP free through your local sexual health services. if you have any issues 1. prepster has info [think before following links] [think before following links] [think before following links] https://prepster.info/free-prep-uk/ 2. I want prep now has info [think before following links] [think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.iwantprepnow.co.uk/prep-on-the-nhs/ 3. let Greg Owens at THT [think before following links] [think before following links] https://www.tht.org.uk/contact-us know the details, even confidentially; this is a battle (mostly against ignorance) they and he are well equipped to fight.
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I’m a chub bottom that’s going to be visiting Austin March 13-20, wanting many loads in me as possible. Vaxxed, Undetectable friendly (if you don’t know what undetectable means please Google it), STD free and on prep. If you’re interested please hit me up either here, on Telegram @joejo210, or on Snap @jrodgersatx2014. Pics will be provided upon request but will not send first.
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Hey guys, Since early this year, after getting on Prep, I have become a total cumdump. I’m talking about 10 loads a week through Grindr, BBRT, and bookstores. While a lot of the loads come from familiar people, 10 times 52 is about 500 loads a year. I can’t help it, and ever since I took my first load last December all I can think about is being a submissive fuckboy, who lives for raw cock in my mouth and pussy. Every day I wakeup and dream of being in missionary, legs in the air, begging men to cum in me. Gangbangs, Double penetration, being whored out by a friend (who knows I’m a slut) - these things now define me and I love being a whore. I figure if it’s 400-500 loads this year, it will be more next year. My question is, do you think Prep will work for such a total cumdump?
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Just started PrEP, how many days i have to wait so the PrEP have effect? Im in my 5th day, i need to be a cumdump soon Any recomendations?
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Drew was very sexually frustrated as he'd a month to wait before he was going on PreP. He was getting more and more desirous of a good bareback fuck. He wanted to feel flesh on flesh: a dick pistoning in and out of him and the feeling of his dick forcing its way into a willing tight hole. He spent quite a bit of time perusing bareback sites to try to alleviate his feelings. He was on BBRT when he was propositioned by a well endowed guy to swap loads with him. He was sorely tempted, but the propositioner was poz not on meds so he realised how stupid it would be in his circumstance. Nevertheless the invitation remained lodged in his mind as his sexual frustration grew. The next day Drew thought it wouldn't matter replying to him since he'd be able to meet up after he'd gone on PreP. So he replied and told him about when and where he was able to meet up, believing it would be some time before the guy would get back to him anyway. To Drew's surprise he got a reply the next day suggesting they meet up at the local cruising spot the following Monday. Drew couldn't possibly agree to this and risk infection. However, he delayed replying straight away instead of just suggesting a date the following month when he'd then be on Prep. Drew found his desire for cock growing, he had a hunger to fuck. So instead of replying negatively, a couple of days later he replied that he was willing to meet up. Drew rationalised he would just be able to play around with him, not go the whole way. In the late afternoon of the Monday straight after work he popped over to a nearby pub to get some Dutch courage. He found himself both turned on and very scared of meeting up with this man, Nevertheless after a couple of pints he headed over to the rondez vous point. The guy was slightly older than he expected, but very presentable. They went into the woods together. Drew very much hoped it would involve just playing around but at the same time craved for much more. They found a sheltered spot and started stripping off, The man's cock was something to be envied. but at the sight of it, Drew's started to rise to the occasion. On seeing this the man came over and started sucking Drew's cock to its full manhood. Drew's worries started to evaporate. Drew was really enjoying some sexual action for the first time in a while and his dick sprung to attention, but he both feared and craved more. Having sucked Drew to a good 7 inches and primed with saliva, the man turned round and obviously wanted Drew to take him bareback. With only a moment's hesitation, because of the sexual tension building up, Drew obliged, rationalising that it wouldn't be too risky fucking him. As Drew ploughed the man forcefully, he noticed that they had attracted attention and another man was watching from the bushes. Since Drew didn't mind others enjoying watching him fucking, he made no protests and carried on. The tension built up and quicker than expected Drew blasted his load inside his arse. Drew thought it was only right to relieve the man's tension too. He thought he would give him a blow job and not swallow so he wouldn't take his toxic load into his body. So Drew bent over and started to suck the man's wonderful cock that soon responded to Drew's attention. Drew enjoyed giving him a blow job and the man responded by giving grunts of appreciation. The onlooker was also obviously enjoying the show as he wanked himself off furiously. Drew was giving him a long lasting intensive session that would shortly finish him off soon. But as Drew continued to enjoy sucking the man off, he found himself wanting his hole to be filed with cock. The man, too, had other designs on Drew. He passed Drew the new good poppers he'd brought with him. As Drew inhaled so his inhibitions relaxed and his desire for cock grew. Before Drew knew what was happening, the man had pulled his cock out of Drew's mouth, turned him round and was pressing his large cock against Drew's hole. Then with a thrust his bare cock was inside Drew. Drew continued to try to rationalise the situation and thought it would be fine to let the guy thrust in and out of him for the enjoyable feeling he was now experiencing, but would ask him to pull out rather than come inside him. But before Drew could say anything, after but a few thrusts, the effect of Drew's fellatio had had its effect on the man and he squirted his poz load up Drew's arse. Before Drew could properly react to the situation, a feeling of shock had come on him, the man had beckoned the onlooker over to join in. Whilst Drew looked on, he saw the cum-stained cock, just withdrawn from Drew, now being sucked by the onlooker. Drew decided to join in by sucking this newcomer's cock. It didn't take the onlooker long to get the man's cock back to full tumescence, at which point once again the man withdrew and returned to fuck Drew bareback a second time with his poz cock. Drew by this time was resigned to his situation, believing that getting a second toxic load would make no difference. The man now fucked more slowly and easily with the lubrication provided by his first ejaculation. Drew started to enjoy the feeling of bare cock thrusting in and out of him. It really turned him on and he slurped more appreciatively on the other man's cock. The sucking and fucking got more frenetic as they enjoyed each others' bodies. They all built up to a climax with the onlooker shooting his cum into Drew's mouth as another toxic load filled his arse. Drew's sexual cravings had been satisfied, not quite as he'd expected. He left the man now, amazingly still hard, forcing himself into the onlooker's arse. He like Drew had been playing with fire and were now burnt! Drew would not have to start on PreP after all.
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I can't understand why there is still stigma surrounding barebacking.. Hep A & B and HPV can be prevented through vaccination... HIV can be prevented through taking prep and everything else including Hep C can now be treated. Why is there still stigma surrounding barebacking??
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I just got a text message from a clinic in central London reminding me to restart PreP and warning that they were diagnosing more people with HIV because they'd stopped using the medication over lockdown.
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Hey, Started having gay sex about 2 months ago and it was bareback. Ever since then, all I can think about is taking loads. I’m talking all the time. After having sex with 2 guys on GRINDR I had my first gangbang with about 8 guys - all bareback. I had another gangbang last weekend and have been hooking up with about 5 guys every week through GRINDR or BBRT. It’s almost like the more loads I take, the more I want, and it keeps escalating. I’m worried about what will happen when COVID ends, because I keep on researching Cumunion, MAL, and the US horse festival (want to be the one in the red hood), and I don’t think I can control it. I’m on PREP and have my vaccinations, and I love the feeling of being a submissive slut and having my holes filled and pumped with cum. But, this seems out of control. Has this happened to anyone else? Thoughts? Lucas
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My man told me about this dream he had. He woke up dreaming he was fucking me. In two+ years, he’s had his dick in me once. It was in a four way . . . everyone was swapping. Other than that I fuck HIM. . . as often as I can. Usually that is every other day, by my own choice. I’m big. He’s 63. I can fuck hard and rough and often long and/or repeatedly. I worry every other day is too often. When we first met, erections were hard to come by for him. Although he was usually a blowjob top, he was open to other ways to play. He’s poz. I am not. Prep is what allowed me to bare fuck and breed him on our first ‘date’. He is six years older than me, and damn! is he sexy! Crix belly. His ass looks the same as it did when he was a 25 yo Russian River bartending hottie, I believe. He has 30+ tattoos. Anyway, what we do together we do together well. We also share our deep, spiritual belief that GAY SEX IS DIVINE. I mean really a higher plane, not in a Bette Midler sort-of-way. We are sluts. We go to orgy parties. We go to gay campgrounds. Did. I mean we did. Until covid. Thank dog we have each other. Every other day. Still - we both have been going squirrelly from the lack of other men. I’ve asked myself why I am taking the prep every day? Me top. Him undetectable. And I have gotten very careless about taking it. Maybe I skip a few days. A “few”. Oops. Because he told told me about his dream. HOT idea, him fucking and breeding ME. I tell him YES anytime . . . let me know so I can clean. Haha yeah, sure. And days past and it’s forgotten. Except then like a week later. It’s still lockdown around here. We are still distancing. And I overindulge quarantine style . . . a little too much alcohol . . .a little too much cannabis tincture . . .and I am passed out in bed. I wake up groggy as fuck. I wake up in a face down dream. It’s wonderful. Breath on my neck. Weight holding me down. And I am getting fucked. I have not fantasized getting fucked in SO long! And I am dreaming of the feelings . . . the fullness of a dick inside me . . .the nastiness of lube and precum squishing. Me pushing my ass back towards it. Me squirming around because it feels good in every direction and at every angle. FUCK nice. Something about the effort to push back on his dick makes me realize I am actually doing this. I AM flexing my ass. Wait? What? Am I dreaming? I realize I am not but it is such a wonderful dream I am tempted to drift back off without thinking too hard. My head is in this sleepy miasma of fantasy . . .am I at a bathhouse? . . . a Craigslist style anonymous stranger? . . .getting a hot load . . . DAMN this is fun I think to myself . . .but his FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK starting to speed up makes me aware a little so I push back giving him whatever access he wants and before I know it theres that PULSE PULSE PULSE shooting his cum in my ass. I love cum in the ass so much, usually from the other side- -giving my loads. AMAZING My man came in me, and it wasn’t even really even “on the menu”. That dick of his used to have problems getting hard when we first met . . .and he just came ROCKETS in my ass! I have never taken POZ cum. FUCK yes! Then I realized. I am not telling him. I haven’t had prep in over a week. Ten days maybe. He just shot a poz load deep in my almost-virgin-again ass. Sure he is UD, but what if not? What if that load has stored up all his potency, and all of that went deep inside me? It’s burning in me. In a good way. If I get sick in ten days, I will have to tell him the truth so he doesn’t think it is the COVID.
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Thanks for giving me the time of day years ago RawTop, I was very unsure of where I fit in and I found this site and saw your blog and videos and emailed you. You were very kind and I knew then there was a place here among this group even as fem as I was, I knew it was ok for me to be a man, and yes, I like wearing panties and thigh highs, a little makeup, but it doesn’t mean I’m trying to be a woman or pass as a woman. I’m a sissy, I’m a very weak and submissive male, I have a small tiny cock, but I’m male. Another person who gave me the time of day who gave me a boost was Drew Sebastian. He almost fucked me and my wife But I was too fucked updated on adderall to answer back. Knowing I didn’t have to compete with CDs and TVs etc. and just could be me I found the best method of meeting men. Now I’m taking prep and I’m super excited. I will ask for a condom, but before prep that wasn’t enough to overcome my fear. I now suck without a condom and yes I will swallow loads as often as I can. I have this desire to suck homeless guys lol. I can also feel free to be pissed on and in my mouth which I’ve wanted, of course I make out often, lick my top’s butthole and be fisted without a glove. so thanks RawTop without this site I wouldn’t have known there are real men who drop loads for real. If ever I have a chance I would love to give you my ass. Love always Sissy Chrissy
