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******2****** A few weeks have past. I have no signs or symptoms to suggest his seed has impregnated me. I'm convinced the bug hasn't taken. I'm disappointed as I was sure he was massively toxic. He told me he felt he didn't have long left and wanted me to carry his dna and pass on his seed. I'm very busy at work and have had no time for any sex. I'm gagging for some intimacy, cock and a fuck. My usual sauna, in Brick Lane, is always busy on Friday nights. Loads of guys who want to start the weekend off with a bang! It's summer and the building is crammed with guys and it's hot. There's a strong smell of sweaty testosterone and cum. I leave my clothes in the locker and put the towel round my waist. There are a few guys sucking cock in the cinema and in the jacuzzi. All but one of the dark rooms have their doors closed. In the one remaining room there's a young guy lying on the padded bed face down with his towel covering his head. From his firm arse I deduce he's in his mid twenties. I enter and run my hand over his firm buttocks. There's a light covering of fair almost blonde fur on his arse cheeks. He groans a little as I pull his firm cheeks apart and look at his hole. It's beautiful and his starfish is pink. My cock is already creating a tent in my towel. Thoughts are racing through my head. If I was fertile with poz seed now and bred him I would have been able to keep the promise I made to my, wannabe, gifter. I lick the middle finger of my left hand and gently probe his hole. He moves his legs apart intuitively and I insert my finger in past his sphincter. He moans a little. He's very tight. Fertile or not, I'm going to fuck him. I take one of the sachets of lube from the bowl in the corner of the room and drip it onto his gorgeous opening. The cold fluid makes him flinch and draw breath. I'm pushing two fingers into him now. His hole feels like it's trying to suck them inside. Even if I'm not poz I can fantasise what it would be like to seed him with my toxic sperm. I pull the towel from me and throw it to the bottom of the bed. More lube in his hole and I get on the bed and lay ontop of him. He hasn't mentioned using a condom so, I mount him, sliding my cock into his tight hole. It feels so good. He sighs as I begin to fuck him slowly. The hot, wet walls of his arse are caressing my penis. He feels like a virgin. I'm laying right on top of his body, my arms underneath his arms and my hands on each side of his head. We haven't seen each others faces so, have no idea what each of us looks like. Sweat is dripping off my body onto his. I plough his are for five minutes then lift myself onto my arms so I can see my cock sliding in and out of his cunt. I do not believe in god, ghosts, or the supernatural, although I do know a few fairies but, none of them have wings. However I can actually hear a voice telling me to breed him, impregnate him, ejaculate my gifters dna into him. It's as clear a sound as I've ever heard. I must be hallucinating. I don't care. I'm in automatic fucking mode now, losing all control. My only focus, purpose in life is to fuck this young guy full of my seed, to empty as much of my seamen into him as I can. The pressure is building up. I'm fucking him as hard as I can and he's moaning, squirming, breathing hard. I have an overwhelming feeling that I'm really going to knock him up, impregnate him. The pressure is just too much. My ejaculation feels magnificent. Easily the best orgasm I ever had. My balls have been drawn up to my body and my cock is continuously pumping my sperm into him. I'm in ecstacy. My testicles must be empty by now but my cock is still pumping. Slowly, very slowly my body begins to relax. I roll onto my side, completely spent. The receptacle of my seed casually gets up and without looking at me thanks me and leaves the room. I need to recover and have just enough energy to stand and bolt the door. I crash on the bed for, I don't know how long. I'm aware that the attendant guy is banging on the door telling me the sauna is closing up and whoever is in there needs to get dressed and get out. I know the place closes at 4am on Saturday morning. That would mean I'd been asleep for at least five hours. It's now three months since my attempted conversion and a good few weeks since I fucked the young guy in the sauna. Sitting here in the clinic waiting for my test results I'm bored. It's just my regular six monthly check up. I'm not expecting anything out of the ordinary. The Dr is standing at his office door asking me to come in. This isn't unusual. He usually gives me the safe sex talk, some condoms, lube and a card with prep info on it. "I'm afraid you've tested positive for HIV" He continues talking but I can't really hear what he's saying. It's muffled and completely unintelligible. My mind is going back a few weeks, to the young man I fucked in the dark room at the sauna and the voice in my ear.

"Cheating", like sexual monogamy, is a concept manufactured by religions like Christianity, Islam and Mormonism. It has zero basis in reality or nature. The sooner males embrace this and live by it, the better their relationships will flourish without a cloud of jealousy that hangs over most monogamous relationships. Sex is the ultimate male Pleasure sport in my view. My other half and I both play and he not only encourages my promiscuity, he is often the camera guy on my porn shoots. There's none of those toxic behaviors of going through each other's phones when the other isn't looking and so forth. It's just sex. We can focus on our commitment to each other without having to worry if the other might be "cheating" sexually with someone else because the concept is rendered null.

In my experience it just takes time and honest communication about what you want... After 25 years, I'm still completely in love with my husband and we have an awesome live-in boyfriend that we share. Plus, we are fully open to have sex with anyone else we want -- but we started out Monogamous the first 8 years, then started having 3-ways and small groups, and some cheating on the side. But, we chatted about the jealousy, saw a counselor a couple of times too and worked it out so that we have security, support and emotional side together and are free to play otherwise. Men are hunters, I don't know a straight or gay pal that hasn't had sex on the side after 8-10 years in a mono-relationship. As gay men we get to define our lives, relationships and sex a bit more openly perhaps? Maybe start with fantasy talk -- when your guy is super horny and had a drink or two, watch a video where two tops share a bottom and get him thinking about how fun/hot that would be to share you... evaluate the outcome and try again 😈 No pushing or rushing -- Best o Luck and have fun!!

I've been doing it with this guy Brian for a while and had a hot experience with him at the weekend. He's a pretty big guy, about 6', slim, kinda hairy and has one of the best beards I've seen. Thick, dark, soft and a bit wavy. I've had a lot of fun kissing him and running my fingers through his beard. We mostly meet when his truck route takes him through my area. He's a bit of a odd guy, he's not much good for talking and he's always been shy about getting his clothes off for some reason. He doesn't mind being touched, grab his butt, even pull his t-shirt up a bit and play with his treasure trail, no problem, but until the weekend I'd never seem him fully naked and he'd always been pretty clear his dick was a hands off place. He'd move my hand if I got near it. I've always wanted him naked though, he's a sexy lean otter and totally my type. Usually we hang out a while kissing then he'll blow me until he's got a big load in his beard and then we're done. Sometimes he wants to be fucked though. It's always kind of down to business when we do that, he just pulls his jeans and boxers down a bit to expose his hairy butt and lie face down, or on his back with his legs up for me to enter him. I like getting intimate usually, kissing and stuff when fucking, but he just wants to lie there and take it. He's got a super fuckable butt though, and he moans and grunts a lot. Never asked for a condom, takes it as hard and as long as I want, and is cool with me shooting in him. So I can't complain. Sometimes he shoots a load in his boxers too, I can feel that familiar clenching in his hole and he's making the noises. I wonder how many other guys he's letting fuck him. On Friday, I told him he's a sexy guy and if he ever wants it's cool to top me, and I tell him how I'd like to make him cum too. After a while he says guys never want him on top because he's small. Eventually he gets it out and he's about 2.5" hard. Big nuts though. He says that other guys just ignore it mostly and never want to bottom for him, he's never topped. Took some convincing but it was about time he got in a guy's butt. I expected to have fun, he's a hot guy and I've got a pretty sensitive hole. Having the entrance teased with a dick feels great. But I had way more fun than I expected when Brian did it. He was rock hard and when he was pumping at my hole he was bumping and teasing it great, just dipping the tip of his dick in and out and leaking precum. A few times when I was really getting in to it and forgetting I pushed my hips up and expected to feel him enter me fully. Thing is, I loved being that dick hungry with him teasing my hole and never getting completely filled. He teased the hell out of my hole. He eventually cum with his tip pushed just inside me. I was relaxed and open so his shots went deep. I really felt the hot pulses of cum entering me and filling me. No prostate orgasms, but I definitely felt something happening with it when his hot cum filled me up. So, I'm wondering, do other guys ever bottom with small tops, and what does it feel like for them?

two reflections: brotherhood and belonging: this the the justification I'm most suspicious of. when i first came out i found my tribe with the act-up crowd and formed life- changing bonds w men i no longer speak to. brotherhood is fleeting. also, joining the chaser brotherhood seems a slap in the face to the silence=death brotherhood i was once so committed to. loneliness and apps: this cuts both ways. after 20 years of monogamy the acute loneliness i felt as my marriage crumbled before my eyes was overwhelming. just to be able to text with some random guy in another state going thru a similar fate probably saved me from offing myself. it certainly helped me be seen and feel connected and hopeful. and let's be serious, anyone who's gotten all of their courage up to go out on a sat nite only to be snubbed and ignored by snooty gays.. all alone in a packed queer bar.. knows the destructive loneliness of belonging to a group that refuses to acknowledge your validity.

Today I was naughty lol Daddy (original Daddy) messaged me this morning, asking if I wanted some fun. I never turn down Daddy. He says he will be over at 9.30am. I get ready, lube hole, find poppers, pull on booty shorts he likes, start teasing a little.... 9.20am, new Daddy messages saying he has a break from work, and wants to fuck me. I say he can't, as *Daddy* is here in a minute. He says the second *Daddy* goes, he's fucking me. Daddy arrives at mine, groping me as always as we walk upstairs. I hit poppers as his filthy cock is pulled out. Sucking it clean, I begin to turn so he can fuck my hole. He stops me, and just pushes is deep into my throat and holds it there. I keep still, begin gagging and coughing over his cock while looking him in the eyes, hearing his moans. Over and over he repeated this, pulling out for a moment so I breath, and then making me gag again for a while. Finally, he relents, turned me, and buries his cock deep. I'm gasping for breath as he fucks me, my throat sore, but I'm absolutely happy as anything. He finally shoots in my ass, moaning how he loves me. He leans over, kissing my neck telling me he loves me. I tell him I love him too, and kiss him before tucking his cock away. We share a sweet moment where he lies with me, telling me I'm his boy, and Daddy loves his boy. I'm happy as he stands, and he then leaves me on the bed. I hear the front door shut, and I immediately pick up my phone "Hello *new Daddy* he's just gone, and I'm in the bedroom." "Cheating cunt" says new Daddy"your a slut. Be there now" I stay on the bed as I hear the door shut. He walks into the room to see me on the bed, 2 of my fingers I. My cummy hole. I being them to my mouth and then suck them clean as he's stripping. "You worthless little whore" he moans, I'm on my back, legs held high as he just slides into my well fucked hole. "What are you slut?" He asks. "I'm a worthless cheating whore Daddy" he smiles before spitting in my mouth. I eagerly swallow as he spits over my face and chest, He's too turned on, barely lasting 2 minutes before adding a second load to my hole. He spits in my mouth again, before telling me I'm not allowed to clean myself off or swallow anything until he's left. I nod, lying there as he dresses, and then leaves. I swallow, look at myself in the mirror. I'm a cheat, and I am happy.

I can feel the warmth of his boney body. The downy hair of his legs and chest and course pubic hair against me. His boney hands holding my head. My hands are around his skinny waisted torso feeling his warm skin and the hair on his back. The weight of him pressing me into the soft bed. We're urgently pressing our lips together and his soft wet tongue is in my mouth exploring everything within reach. He tastes and smells of mint from the toothpaste he's used before my arrival. His cock is hard and laying between our stomachs. It's feels hot and there's a slightly wet feeling of his pre-cum on my belly. My own penis is soft and laying downward, his testicles resting on it. His right hand moves slowly and gently down the left side of my body. He has hard calluses on his boney fingers and hands. The hands of a manual worker. He reaches my left buttock and intuitively I lift my leg so he can slide his hand and probing fingers underneath me and find my hole. My breath quickens as he finds it and rubs a finger over the around the rim. He pulls his tongue from my mouth and lifts his head slightly to look into my eyes. He has dark brown eyes, almost black. They are smiling and gazing into mine. I feel a finger probing inside me. I am totally his. I move my left leg a little further to my left and away from my body, a signal that I want him to explore further inside me. He understands this and slowly inserts a digit as deep as he can. I'm incredibly aroused. My mind blank, except for the here and now. He lifts himself off me and I open my legs, bend my knees and pull my feet up towards me. He takes hold of his member and I feel the head at the entrance to my body. Precum is leaking heavily from it and he rubs it around the rim. He's still looking into my eyes as he says gently "Your sure" I'm unable to speak. The want, need, excitement and trepidation has made me unable to reply so I nod my head. He pushes himself slowly inside me. My sphincter is still tight and causes me pain as he pushes past it and further inside me. He's big. I'm not used to anything this big. It's stretching the walls of my arse. He pushes it all the way inside me and holds it there, leaning forward to kiss me. The passion in me reaches a new high. I'm breathing deeply, I feel hot, my body craves him, my mind is totally captivated. I want his sperm inside me, to fertilise me, make me pregnant. I know that this can only happen once between two men and its going to happen now. He begins to move inside me. All the way out then all way inside. There is no lubricant other than his precum which has little effect on the friction between his cock and the soft walled tissue inside me. The friction is good. It was cause abrasions that will allow us to procreate more easily. Allow his seed to enter my body. He picks up speed. Fucking me, breeding me as it should be done. My arse feels wonderful sore and full. We're both sweating. He's working hard at his task, ploughing into me, the need to plant his seed is his only purpose in life. He knows it maybe his last chance to pass on his dna. He's is very thin, boney and his face is gaunt. Physically he doesn't look capable of the fucking he's giving me. It's obvious all the energy he has left is being used and its pure determination to reproduce is all that's driving him on. He fucks me for at least ten minutes then his eyes widen and he looks into mine. I can't tell if he's smiling or crying as he cries out and thrusts his cock as deep as he can and ejaculates a huge wad of thick creamy hiv infected sperm into my guts. He collapses onto me and we frantically hold onto each other tightly. I'm overwhelmed by the feelings I have and ejaculate my negative sperm between us coating our stomachs. We kiss passionately and lay still recovering from our orgasms. We lay like this for a time reflecting on what we've done. We have both achieved our goal. Rest is what we need. We both fall asleep.

This problem is surely true, and it's made all the worse by dependence on the sex apps. Depending on a "virtual" connection with one's peers is in no way comparable to physically interacting with other human beings. Folks become isolated, alone with their apps, and can't figure out why they're not happy. We depend on interactions, in-the-flesh contact with other folks for our sense of stability, human-ness. We are not very good at insularity, we don't thrive when we deny ourselves physical interaction with other folks, whether it's friends, neighbors, service-providers, on and on. It's entirely healthy and useful to be a part of the community, and not just the gay community. I belong to a number of organizations (community, activism, cultural, interest-specific organizations), and those are all in-the-flesh interactions with others who share the same interests. It's healthy to physically be a part of something. Even if it's only sex-related, it's healthy to take part in activities, causes greater than ourselves. For instance: every time I hit Slammer, I stop in the darkroom first, and the same bottom is always in the same place taking loads. He doesn't even need to look around - he knows it's me. Even that small measure of connection is a healthy thing. I caught a little bug over there a while ago, and had to abstain for a while. After I was cleared by the doc, the following night I went over there, and as soon as he felt my mouth on his Hole he asked where I've been, etc etc - this in the pitch-black of the roomful of breeding men. It was more that his normal pattern had been disrupted, and he wondered. Regardless of what connects us, when it's disrupted for some reason, or not entered into in the first place, it's no wonder that folks get lonely. Human, in-person interaction with other humans is important to our sense of well-being. Being hiv positive is a health-related state of being: it has nothing to do with a "brotherhood", which requires personal interaction in a social/cultural setting; i.e. participation in groups organizations not focused on wanton sex. More, dependence on the ether to supplant physical interactions with our peers will inevitably fail to satisfy our need to "belong". I know some on here will read this and be offended, which is not my intent. Rather, it is to encourage everyone to take part in the wide array of interests/organizations that include group, in-person interactions with other like-minded folks.

He sounds cute AF! My experience has been that smaller penises get a lot harder than bigger ones. I certainly bottom for smaller guys. If I can convince them to top. A lot of times it seems they're bashful (certainly sounds like "Brian" is), and my rather large endowment aggravates that. But I'd much rather get a small dick in my ass than no dick at all, and sometimes (like the time the OP had) they can actually be a lot more fun. Not so much that size doesn't matter as that other things matter a lot more. Attitude especially.

Shawn was getting ready to head to the orgy he had been looking forward to for weeks. The organizer was a hot otter guy. There would be 5 other guys there. All either Vers or bottoms. He was strictly a top. He was 28, 6’1, 185 lbs of muscle with olive skin he got from his Italian heritage. He had a fat 8.5 in uncut dick. He never had a problem finding a hole to seed. But his true passion was pozzing neg hole. Especially stealth pozzing. That is why he was looking forward to this orgy so much. He knew 2 of the guys were not on prep. And the rest he wasn’t sure but hoped they were not. All participants had to send negative tests within a week of the party. Shawn worked in a lab and had fake documents to share no problem. When he got to the party the otter, Steve - 23 Vers bottom, welcomed him and lead him to the room where he could strip and then told him to join them in the living room across the hall. Shawn stripped and walked across the hall already half chubbed. He was then introduced to the rest of the guys. Max - 21, bottom, no prep, twink Luke - 23, Vers, twunk Sumner - 29, Vers, no prep, jock Jason - 25, bottom, cub Shawn knew sumner and Max were not on prep as he had talked to both before the party and they confirmed it. The other 2 he had not talked to before tonight. And Steve did not say when they talked. With the introductions out of the way Steve worked on making drinks for everyone after he pointed out the lube and poppers on the coffee table. Shawn zeroed in on Sumner and started to chat him up and kiss him. He lead him to an over-stuffed chair in the corner. They proceeded to more deep kissing and making out. Then he pushed the jock to his knees to start to suck on his big fat poz dick. He loved seeing the big muscle jock suck his meat. After a few minutes Shawn pulled Sumner up and bent him over the back of the chair and started to eat his hairy hole. Sumner moaned from the tongue assaulting his hole. He reached for the pooper bottle next to him and started ti inhale. Shawn stood and bent over Sumner to make out with him as he was still bent over the chair. His big fat uncut dick leaking poz precum in Summer's neg ass cracker and hole. Summer moaned as the leaky head and spit allowed Shawn’s dick to enter this hole. Shawn could tell sumner took a lot of dick with how easy it went in. He was tight, but that’s just because of how big his dick was. To an average dick the hole would have felt looser. He was amazed his was still neg. But he wouldn’t be for long. He continued to work Summer's jock hole open as he fucked deeper and deeper. Then started to pick up speed. The moan coming form Sumner was so hot! The fucking continued, with ocassional stops to switch positions or east his ass. Making sure to use his finger nails to scratched his hole as he ate it and fingered it in between fucks. Finally Shawn decided it was time to impregnate his first hole. He started to make out deep with Sumner as he pounded hard into his hole. Finally shooting a huge load of poisonous cum balls deep in the neg hole. All while the jock begged for his cum! As they rested and recovered Sumer said, “Fuck that was hot! Thanks so much, I have been craving a load. i am so glad we did tests before this, I love raw dick but never take it. I can get anything cause I have a girlfriend. I am so glad I know taking your load was safe. I can’t wait to get more from the other guys!” “No problem man! I am glad I got to fill your hole. Maybe do a another round later tonight!” With that Shawn got up and moved to the bar to get his drink and rest a little as he watch the other guys go at it around the living room. More to follow.

Just curious for those of us in relationships of any kind, whether just dating or married, how many cheat and how do you not feel bad about it? my current partner has cheated on the past but has been to my knowledge faithful. (i unknowingly go through his phone. ) yesterday however, i was on sniffies out of pure curiosity and ended up letting some college kid cum in my hole understall on campus. i feel horrible but i also want to do it again. any tips for having the best of both worlds?

Both my husband and I have previous experience being in purportedly monogamous relationships. We created our own "rules" for the two of us. And mostly it is quite simple; we each want to see how each other winds up; until one of us dies. We have few if any "expectations". We have developed patterns with each other. We enjoy each others "sexploits". We are each others immediate family. We co own everything we have in every country where we have stuff. We have our contracts which we put in place when we weren't allowed to marry. As we don't view our right to be married as a state we can rely upon, we keep our contracts current. I don't need him to "make me happy". He doesn't need me to "make him happy". We are happy with each other. Perhaps most significant' we don't worship imaginary beings we think provide us with magical outcomes. So there is no entity above or below we fret about displeasing; that which is the foundation of "social norms".

I was on Biktarvy, switched to Juluca. Just talked to my doctor, and she’s put me back on the Biktarvy. We’re just going to have to watch the kidney function carefully, and I’m going to need to be drinking water like a fish. They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. I ought to be goddamn invincible by now. So much for that theory.

This latest is great. I love the way we know intuitively what's happening, even before we hear from the doctor.

Sorry to hear this--but I'm glad you posted. It needs to be said on this forum.

A classic video from TIM. Watching Billy Wild get fucked is nothing short of perfection. This why most of us gay men view sex as incredible sport to participate with all men. Being a bottom I can literally feel the pleasure Billy is receiving as well as giving. [think before following links] https://thisvid.com/videos/riding-billy-wild/

Similar to @atlfukbud @Konrad @MuscledHorse. I've been in my open, respectful and loving relationship for 23 years. We encourage each other to enjoy sexual pleasure however we find it. We had both experienced mates who insisted on absolute monogamy; we eventually discovered were anything but.

Just one time i had this chance, forced by my former master in a bdsm scenario. Was ugly but i was extremly horny and wet.

Yes, ill bottom for any size cock. Want that cum in my hole. Smaller cocks are great to start with, working opening my hole, get their cum inside ready for the next cock. Just use cum as lube for the next guy. Works great at gloryholes and adult stores.

Some commentator once referred to Grindr as the world‘s largest collection of 10 year old photos. These days I send that to an all the sex apps, and I’m guilty of it. Well, maybe not 10 years old, but only a couple of the photos on my Scruff sites are up-to-date. It just doesn’t mean to me to constantly update. To me, the sites are a frustrating amusement. Too many people a thousand miles away looking for, what, pen-pals? Or love (I’m ten inches, hungry bottom, mild-to-wild. And a ripped body-builder, but not interested in hook-ups). I love those. All those salacious details - Sure sounds like they wanna hook up. But you know, they’re only looking for love, not sex. I should pitch a television series based around this stuff.

Had that happened to me a month ago. Guy hit the right spot. It was an interesting feeling. He had a perfect stroke, hitting my prostate on every stroke. As an almost 65 yo man, my prostate isn't in the best condition. As he was fucking, I actually came and pissed at the same time. Was happy I had put down a waterproof mattress pad.

Broadly speaking, I agree with you. But here's the thing: I get messages on the apps from people 5,000 miles away. I get messages from guys who describe themselves as "sissy bottom looking for rough Top Daddy" even though my own profile says I'm a bottom - not versatile, a bottom. I get messages from people whose first question is "where are you from?" even though every profile I create lists my city and state. I get messages from people who open with "Looking for tonight?" even though my profiles always state "I plan ahead for sex, almost never looking for "right now". I don't respond to those idiots. If they can't bother to read a fucking profile and UNDERSTAND the words before sending me a message they've forfeited any claim to a polite response declining what they're offering, so to speak. It's a mystery to me how people that stupid don't drown looking up at the rain wondering where all that water is coming from.

i was 8 years old when i had the first cock in my mouth i stayed over one of my first friends house one night and we slept outside in sleeping bags just exploring at that age but it came narural... i think its in our genes at least for a lot of us because i this friends sister and her friend pulled their pants down in his treehouseout in the woods one day and i remember being repulsed by the look of their cunts but althogh i had a few experiences over the years i didn't get into it in a big way till i was marrked a few years and found i hated fuking my wife..things were diferent back then in the little rural area i lived in 1970's by the late 80's i was in the rest areas all the time suking cock and getting fucked.. i ended up being married 3 times qnd it was always the same.. one year in between wife 1 and 2 i kept track of how many loads i got..the count was 112 , they were all different MEN maybe some of that was from experiences but i truly believe its in our DNA

Chapter One The more I stood there looking at the black steel door in front of me, the more I got pissed. He disappeared in the evenings during the week many times, only to show up with some lame excuse to where he had been. Tonight, I followed him. I was going to find out what the fuck was going on. I expected to see him go into one of the many adult bookstores in our area, but he went passed them and down this alley. I wondered if he knew I was following him, because at the top of the stairs leading down to where I was now, he paused and looked at the entrance of the alley. A smug grin came across his face and then he descended to the door. With a loud bang, he was gone. My anger grew and without thinking about it I kicked the bottom of the door. The thud echoed through the alley way. I heard some loud clicking and the door swung open. “What do you want” a deep commanding voice said from the darkness inside. “I, um, I’m not sure……”I stuttered out. “You the fresh meat?” the voice asked “I……” Without starting my second word, a large muscular arm reached out of the dark, it’s hand grabbed my arm and pulled me in. The door slammed shut with a loud thud, then a click and I knew I was trapped inside this place. Before I could say anything or even protest, the man pushed me into a room and order: “Strip” I was shaking with fear and without even thinking, I pulled my shirt over my head, stuffing it in one of the large brown bags on the floor. I kicked off my shoes and tossed them in. “Hurry the fuck up, the clients will be in soon” I undid my jeans and pulled them off, tossing them in the bag. There I was standing in my underwear, with this huge muscle man looming over me. “Underwear too,” he said, “Fuck are you shy?” Hooking my fingers in the waistband of my briefs I pushed them down my legs. His had went to my ass, rubbing it, then sliding his fingers in my crack. They moved up and down, teasing my hole. I was too scared to pull away and allowed him to play with my ass and hole. “Okay, lets get you strapped in and hooked up” he said. He grabbed my arm, around my bicep and pulled me down a darkened hall. As we moved I looked around, trying to see if my cheating bastard of a boyfriend was lurking around. I got a good look at the first room we past. It was full of glory holes, about 4 on each wall. I tried to get a better look, but the brute pulled me along. He pulled me around a corner and opened a hidden door. I could see a padded bench about waist high in the room. A black piece of leather covered an opening in the wall, blocking my view of what was on the other side. “Get up there and slide through” the brute ordered me. I quickly, got up on the bench on my knees. “Wait, stay just like that and relax” I was too scared to move. He grabbed a bottle off a shelf. It had a long thin tip on it. He squeezed it a bit and a clear liquid oozed out the top. Using his thick finger he rubbed that liquid up and down the tip. He positioned it at my hole and slid it in, squeezing it. I could feel the warm liquid coating my insides. Once he was satisfied, he pulled it out and put it back on the shelf. “Okay slide through” I laid down on the bench and slide my legs through the opening, lifting the leather just a little. “Keep going until I tell you to stop” I slide more and more. My legs were hanging out in the other side. I kept moving until the top of my ass was just past the edge of the bench outside the leather. “Right there. He positioned the leather up around my belly button and clamped it down on each side of me. He put my arm down beside me and strapped me in, then moved to the other and did the same. He pulled another strap over my chest and pulled tight. What ever was going on, I wasn’t going anywhere. He grabbed a clear plastic tube, that looked exactly like what you would see in hospitals to get oxygen. He hooked two hoops around my ears and then positioned two tips coming out of the tube up my nose, one in each nostril. “I don’t think this is right….” I said finding my voice. “Yeah they all say that the first time” “But….” “Relax and enjoy” he said leaving me in the room, turning off the bright light above leaving me in the dark. A few minutes later, I felt a hand around my ankle, raising my leg up. I could feel cold leather around my ankle shortly after. The slack in what ever was holding my leg was pulled tight and I was left with my leg in the air, unable to move it. Before I could even say anything my other leg met the same fate. A rough hand started to explore my ass, feeling my smooth cheeks and then my crack. The fingers pushed against my hole. I felt a sharp nail scratching the sides of my hole, then press inside. “Prep him good” a voice said. As the finger slid inside and started to scratch at my insides, I breathed deep through my nose. Poppers were flowing through the clear tube and I immediately felt the relaxing wave run through my body. The finger nail continued to scratch up my insides. “You’re going to love this” another mysterious voice said through the walls. I mumbled something, even I couldn’t understand. “Been coming here for weeks” the voice said. Even in my popper high I recognized the voice, it was my boyfriend David. I fucking knew it. “Just keep huffing and you will enjoy it too” My mind wondered if he knew it was me. I hoped not. The finger pulled out and I started to hear ominous music playing. In the darkness of my little room my mind began to wonder, what exactly was this place. Soon there were noises in the hall that brought my mind back to the situation I was in. Voices were talking, some I could make out what they were saying, others I couldn’t. “Look they have fresh meat” someone said rubbing my ass. “I will try that soon, but I am going to slid into the one that’s been here before” “Yeah, guess he’s not infected yet” “Been taking all the loads and haven’t turned” David said. “You need more then” a voice said. “Yeah, been giving it to the boyfriend too, want to pass it to him” David said. “Huff deep” a voice said. I heard a grunt and then David moaning. What the fuck was happening? Was he getting fucked right now? I felt a finger play with my hole and slid in and out. I tensed up a bit. “The more you tense up the rougher it gets” a voice at my feet said. The finger was replaced with a cock head, pressing against my hole. I huffed deep from my “popper line,” as the head push in and went balls deep. The pain was intense, yet dulled a little from the huffs I was continuing to take. “Just popped the new boy’s cherry” the man said, “going to open him up and seed him deep” Fuck, even through the popper fog my mind was in a panic. This man was fucking me raw, I only ever fucked raw with my boyfriend. I tried to move and I couldn’t, the restraints were too tight. I squeezed my hole, trying to force out the raw cock, but that only encouraged the man. “Yeah you bitch in heat, squeeze that ass around my cock” “Fuck, sounds like he wants to milk out that spoiled seed” “First time chasers are so fucking eager” My mind raced to come up with ideas on how to escape. I tried to focus on not breathing through my nose, but as the cock continued to pump in and out of my hole, the more I huffed the poppers. “Wish y’all were infecting my boyfriend” David said. What the fuck, I thought. Not only was he cheating and taking loads and trying to infect me with what ever disease he caught, but now he wants me here getting infected. My anger grew thinking about how fucking twisted this was. Yet, I hadn’t cried out for them to stop, nor did I expose to my boyfriend that I was in the dark room next to him. “I get that hole next” I heard a voice say. “It’s yours” It wasn’t the man fucking me responding. It was David’s top. “Heard the shit shot up there hadn’t taken, so they called in the big guns” “Yeah?” “Full blown, med resistant” There was a loud cheer from the other side of the wall. David was moaning loudly, could even hear him over the slapping of flesh as the two tops pounded our holes. “If that don’t take, I will go the blood route” David said. “Oh it will take” the man said. The cock in my hole was thrusting in and out at a fast pace. His balls were swinging and hitting my back when he thrusted in. They must have been so low hanging nuts. The head of the cock would meet the inside of my hole, pull it out just a bit and then his cock would be shoved back in balls deep. My pulse throbbed in my temples and I could hear my heartbeat in my ears, drumming out the rhythm of the fucking that I was getting. “Full blown huh?” someone asked, “you look like death is trying to beat down your door” “I take that as a compliment” the man said, “plan to infect as many as I can before I meet the grim reaper” David was moaning louder and louder as the slapping of flesh got louder and faster. Who ever was up his hole was pounding him like there was not tomorrow. The man up my hole was still pounding me at a good pace. “Here comes your first load of the night” someone said. “Shoot that cum up my hole, breed me you diseased fucker” David shouted. “Ohhhh fucccckkk” There was cheering as the man came up David’s hole. This encouraged my top who started to pound my hole harder and faster. I was grunting with every thrust in. “Cherry boy is about to get his first infecting” the man said. “Break his cherry, breed him deep” someone shouted. “Hold on buddy, it only gets better from here” David said. The man slammed into me deep. I could feel his cock pulse as his load shot out of his piss slit and splattered the walls on my insides. “Virus ho!” he shouted. There was more shouting and cheering as the man shot in me. I closed my eyes and felt my warm tears run down the side of my face, cooling as the moved away from my eyes. My mind was twisting in the guilt of what just happened. I was beating myself up for allowing this to happen. for not stopping the muscled brute from strapping me to this bench. “Beg for my disease” voice said, “Beg for my death” “Please gift me with your disease, your death. Shoot your mutated virus in me, to spread” David said. I heard a loud grunt and knew that the man had shoved his cock up David’s hole. “Oh fuck yeah Daddy,” David yelled, “deep dick me” I listened close as the man pounded David’s hole. My cock was hard and standing up, supported by the leather. A hand slapped my ass hard, making it sting and warm, then a cock slid up my hole. I moaned. A hand wrapped around my cock and slowly jacked it as the cock started to move in and out of my hole. “Milk that last untainted load out of those balls” someone said. The man started to jack my cock faster and faster, while his cock was pushed in deep, his crotch against me. I could feel my cum building. “Anyone wanna eat a virus virgin’s load” the man jacking me asked. “Oh fuck no” someone replied, “waste that shit on the floor” I felt a new hand take over jacking my cock as the cock in my ass started to move, pumping in and out. Soon they were moving at the same rhythm. Each time the hand slid down my shaft, it crushed my nuts. I wanted to cry out that I was about to cum, but did’t want David to know it was me on the next bench getting seeded by anonymous men, just like him. My muscles began to tense up as my cum load got closer and closer to shooting out of my piss slit. My ass muscles squeezed the cock in my hole, only to have it pump harder and rougher. “He’s about to blow” the guy fucking me yelled. “Jack him harder” someone yelled. “Milk that vanilla load” another voice yelled. “Empty those nuts, so they can fill up with poison seed” David said. My body tensed up more and I felt my muscles twitch and my cum shoot out. I could tell this load was shooting high. The men cried out as my piss slit opened and my load flew high in the air. The hand on my cock continued to jack and my cock continued to shoot. Until it to too sensitive and began to deflate. Once limp the hand dropped it and it fell on to my crotch.

Speaking as someone who isn't big, generally I'd say yes. The exception would be if it is so small it wouldn't actually go inside me properly. The other consideration is guys with small cocks who jab. I've been put out of action for a couple of weeks, by a guy who pulled out and then went to ram it back in, but missed, catching the edge of my hole and tearing the skin. It hurt like hell. I've come across a few like that. Ironically guys with big cocks don't tend to do it.

I'm so sorry, ErosWired. I hope they can find one that works for ya. What were you on and what did you switch to?

If the cock hard and can find my hole, I’ll take the fucking and the cum. Some of the biggest loads I’ve gotten have been from small cocks.

😆agreed - show some love to small dicks and earn some good karma

Sounding with actual sounds - that is items made of steel intended as medical instruments for the purpose of urethral insertion - bears little risk of causing bleeding through abrasion, tearing or puncture, as the surface is extremely smooth. You can do it, nevertheless, if you misuse them, applying them at an angle, too quickly, or with too much force. If sanitary protocols are not rigorous, it is very easy to introduce bacteria into the urethra even with genuine sounds. Using any other rigid object stands the risk of damage to the urethral wall, which is extremely delicate. Rough, rapid, or forceful sounding is not recommended. A little bleeding may occur if there is some scratch or abrasion, as may occur if sounds are cheaply made and not absolutely smooth. You may also feel burning when you urinate. In my experience this generally resolves overnight. You should not, however, be peeing clotted blood, torn tissue, pus, or anything other than red blood, and it should not continue bleeding. If it does, that suggests significant damage and/or a urinary tract infection. A UTI is not going to resolve on its own, and will require medical care. Before you sound again (if you ever do after this) be sure to read up on all the do’s and don’ts - you really need to know what you’re doing to sound safely.

I know guys sit around not committing and ooking for a better offer. I give them up to an hour of chat before I log off. I also find it frustrating guys sit on cam sites the same, not naked, not stroking, doing nothing! 😞

The whole point of piss drinking is not to have it dribble back out of your mouth but to swallow it. It's another part of the bottom's role of accepting everything the top presents him with.

YES!

I started sucking dick around 10. Had a cousin a few years older who had a BBC. We use to suck each other and then another cousin my age joined in.

I will let anyone who is who long enough to reach my hole and can get hard enough fuck me. I have tried with a few guys that weren't long enough to reach my hole unfortunately.

I played hooky on Thursday, and drove to my favorite adult theater. It's about 65 miles away, north of Seattle, but it's almost always good for some dick. I'm a cocksucker, and when I get into the right headspace, I am not picky at all. I've been going here for 20 years or more - started out as the cute twinky type. Now I'm older and grayer, but still in decent enough shape. There are three, maybe four guys there when I walk in. There are three rooms - straight porn, gay porn, and trans porn. Within two minutes, one of the guys (probably 50-60, decent dick) puts his dick in my mouth. I take my shirt off, and start alternating between sucking his dick, chewing on his nipples, and making out. It doesn't take long, and he blows a load in my mouth. He leaves, and I walk around. One of the other guys grabs me and takes me into the straight room, where there's a decent couch. He's maybe 40's, black, skinny, and needs head. I get on my knees, and suck him good and slow. After a few minutes, he busts down my throat, says thank you, and heads out. 2 loads in 20 minutes, before 11 am. I hang out, and over the course of three hours, I end up with a total of six loads in my tummy. I got to swap some cum with another cocksucker. I watched two bottoms get bred, and shot my load. Way better than sitting at work. Definitely worth the car ride! Please be kind.. I'm a longtime lurker, but I rarely, if ever, post a full story.

As of October 2023, toxic is proudly locked bya Boss with the potential for ownership within the next six months

I’ve experienced that feeling… being fucked so well that I could feel my bladder needing to release my piss with one guy that would regularly come by my place on his lunch hour. Every time he fucked me I could feel it until I finally just let it flow. When he saw me pissing, he just went harder.

Tantalizing tale of dick and ass

I'm 6" on the dot and reasonably thick. While I would rather have 8", I'm not unhappy with what I have. Not a single sex partner has ever complained and I have only received compliments when a comment is made.

I arrived in Vienna today. I stopped by to see a platonic friend before I headed to my hotel. As soon as I had gotten settled in my room and showered, Grindr started pinging. A guy close by asked where I was. I said "my hotel, to which he replied, "I thought you were in the IKEA." I told him I would prefer to get fucked in my hotel and we left it there. The angel on my right shoulder was proud😇. Then, suddenly, the devil appeared on my left shoulder said, "Douche your cunt and take it to that breeder". So I did😈. He texted me exactly where to go. Once I was in the bathroom, I texted him which stall I was in. Luckily, the stalls in that IKEA go from the ceiling to the floor so no one could see us. I sat on the toilet and sucked him before he signalled for me to turn around and face the wall. Looking him in the eye, I took a huge huff of poppers and assumed the position. He fucked me with strong, quick thrusts. I took his dick in silence. There was a guy in the next stall that had to have heard my breeder's belt buckle swinging back and forth. My hole was hungrily grabbing on his cock and it wasn't long before he started breathing hard. He whispered that he was cumming. I took his load, pulled my pants up and waited for him to leave the restroom before I opened the stall door. I walked past him on the way out the store. He was already back at his station and talking with his colleague about something. That co-worker likely has no clue what that quick "bathroom break" was all about. I stopped by the grocery store to get some wine and cheese to celebrate the fact that it's not every day that a hoe takes a load in a busy IKEA store. The breeder later texted me, "That was amazing. Thanks for coming." Devil:1 Angel: 0 😂

JUST A SLUT PART FOUR I must admit that I have been too naive when starting this thread. Somehow I thought it would be possible to provide detailed account about all of my experiences after turning a bb slut, but after just three weeks of enjoying myself, I discovered that I don’t remember If it happened on Sunday or Thursday. It turned out that I have too much sex to be able to remember such details. I’m afraid that from now on, I’ll be only able to provide some summary of my fucks...maybe with some exceptions of really memorable dick in my pussy. In just a month, I took around 70 loads in my pussy and around 30 more in my mouth. Around 20 other guys had their cocks either in my pussy or in my mouth, but did not give me load. The numbers are just indicative, maybe it was slightly more. I soon started going cruising on daily basis, but I’ve cut that down to just 6 nights a week as Sundays turned out to be way too quiet...I don’t see a point of spending half a night outside just to blow one cock. I established my crusing minimum to be 3 dicks in my pussy and at least one big load. For last 16 days or so, I took no less than 2 loads a day in my pussy, and at least one in my mouth. Overall since my last update, these interesting experiences are on my list...except lots more good, but not that exceptional sex 🙂 1) I met just 16yr old slut on cruising place who turned me to the top mood after very long time. I had to fuck him. Used some of the cum from my ass as lube. This cute young slut bragged about having hundreds of dicks in his pussy already, less than year since his first sex. It was so hot to hear that while fucking him, but what made me cum immediately was when he suddenly said: „You’re one of the few guys who fuck better than my father!“ I shot my load in just a second after hearing this. I wish I could fuck with them both! 2) I met the beer-can thick black guy who I mentioned in one of my former stories again. In no time, I had his ultra-thick dick in my pussy. He was so pleased that I had some loads in me already! I think it excited him a lot...he felt much harder than when we fucked first time (had no loads inside back then). Again I just wondered how is it possible that my pussy can take such monster dick with no lube other than saliva (and cum this time :)) and how come that I can’t feel the slightest pain. I mentioned this in former story as well – his balls are freaking huge. You can’t even see it ‚divided‘ to left-ball and right-ball halves, you can only feel both balls upon squeezing his huge scrotum. By huge I mean like orange-sized huge sack. Not even one half of that can fit in the mouth. I was curious about his load size on our first meeting already, but he didn’t give me load back then. Now he did and I ended up speechless. It literally felt like entire beer can of cum being unloaded in my pussy. It was so hot. My pussy was leaking cum for entire night and half of next day, not a single leakage could be considered a drop. 3) Yet another „after the long time“ experience happened. My married straight friend who I would never consider to be interested in gay sex literally seduced me while we were chilling one night. We ended up fucking entire night. When daylight came, I had four his loads in my pussy. We slept for like two hours and then he fucked me for the fifth time. 4) Just two days later, I met his 65yr old, also married, father in a gay sauna!!! Just upon seeing me, he came to me immediately, saying „I wanted to fuck you for a very long time...I’m happy the time has come.“ He was balls deep in my pussy in a around a minute. Immediately, he started rough-fucking me. It took like 15 minutes of this before he gave me huge and nicely warm load. 4 other guys lined up behind us while we were fucking. I had no issue offering my pussy to all of them. I then sucked one more random guy on my way back home. My friend and his father are not aware of each other having sex with men I'd say. 5) One odd chubby man with beautiful decent-sized cock fucked me bare two times on crusing place one night. Two other strangers gave me loads between the two fucks. The odd guy kept saying during the fucks that „We’re both sinners…“ and „The Devil manipulates our minds to keep doing this“ repeatedly. I just thought that it’s just some kind of dirty talk what gets him off. Next day, it was beautiful afternoon so I decided to go have some beer in nice Monastery brewery near my home. While I was there, enjoying my beer, I noticed the odd chubby guy walking nearby. It turned out that he’s the priest here! The thought of that made me rock hard right there in a crowd of people. I had to discreetly disappear to take care of that. I wanked my dick behind the nearest quiet set of bushes. In broad daylight. 6) During what was probably the last really warm Friday night of this year, around 13 guys shot their loads in my pussy. I kind of lost count after 7th load as few more guys were fucking me, but gave me no load or wanted to cum in my mouth. My record so far, but honestly I am not sure how did that even happen 🙂 I just kept getting new and new anon dicks in my hole. I expected my pussy to be sore the next day, but no...at 1PM I had a dick inside again and it felt amazing. 7) I was on lunch one day and the place had open kitchen. I realized that I know one of the cooks...it was one of the guys who fucked me on my first or second cruising after I’ve decided to be cumdump. He noticed me and apparently recognized me, too. I am not hundred percent sure, but it seemed that there was some cum on top of my meal when I got it. So hot. All of my fucks during last month were great, but the rest is not so memorable...just „standard“ great sex :) My lucky streak continues as most of the dicks which I had were of L size or bigger. I am still not dismissive to condom-tops, especially If they are sexy, but I only had two over last month and I have to admit that It was little boring. I managed to get a condom with load of one of the guys, pretending that I’m just about to throw it in a bin on my way, but I took it home where I emptied the condom in my pussy, to mix it with two other loads which were in already. Overall, my first bb slut month hugely exceeded my expectations. I love having anon guys cum in my pussy so much! Thanks for reading and stay tuned for next updates ;)

The author clearly understands the elixir of watching someone enjoy blowing clouds with a pipe and torch. Yum! And then enjoying it themselves! Double yum!!

Same here. Love having my balls licked,

This is extraordinarily hot, the feel of the embers and hot cum... ooof

I have been fucked, bred and pissed on by a LOT of homeless men and I love it. just took a load dt in an alley behind a dirty dumpster with my shirt off and my shorts around one ankle. big dick, big load. gave him a joint. he left an 8 day load dripping out of my guts and trickling down my leg.

My kinda guy...love to share a smoke with you and feel that PA 🐷😜

I rushed to the store and purchased condoms and headed to Bryce’s place feeling a little guilty that David convinced me to take loads for him. When I arrived, Bryce answered the door in a great mood. Boy you now have two more shoots. The first will be much like what you have already done, and the second will be a little different. You need to be at the first shoot in two days and your final shoot in five day and I leave two days after that. I wondered when the best time would be to ask when I would see some money. I decided he would tell me when he wanted me to know. He came over and kissed me with more than just lips and it was amazing. Fortunately, I purchased breath mints with the condoms, and he did not taste the cum on my breath. He told me that he had heard from the dad and son, and he would let them, and the big hung guys fuck me before he left town. He had me sign the papers for the two shoots. I was signing the one had nothing odd but the second had a second, I had to initial that stated that the bottom is neg and is aware and the rest was blocked off. Another second had me initial that the bottom is not currently on PreP. I thought that was odd, but I signed it and then he kissed me deep again. Then he said, will you let me make love to you? I said Yes! He looked at me funny and I said Yes Sir! I went home and cleaned out and up and came back in 30 minutes after he had scanned and faxed the papers for the shoot and when I got back, he was naked except for some shorts with no underwear. He met me at the door and made out with me and led me to the bedroom and kissed my body all over and slide into me and fucked me so lovingly. I was loving his dick while I rode him and he asked me if I asked you to go with me and me my boyfriend, would you leave Jeff and go with me? I was still bouncing on his dick, and I said, yes! Be my boy and take my cum every day and anyone else I pick to fuck you? Yes, Sir that is what I want Sir. He pulled me down and fucked my ass hard and came inside me. Then he became cold again and said I better get back to Jeff before he founds out what we are up to. I do not want him to get in the way of our plans. I got up and got dressed and headed home. I felt like something was off, but I liked what he said. My evening went well, and Jeff fucked me since I got the condoms, and we feel asleep. The next morning went like all morning, but I got a text from Bryce that he needed to see me. I went over and he said, there is one more paper for the second shoot, he kissed me hard, and I signed it without looking but got a glance after signing. He had a release and hold harmless for converting to HIV positive. I had to ask; he said no that says if you do not that you will. I was relieved and he made out with me again. This is the first time he did not get mad at me ; I had to believe him. He grabbed my hand and led me into the bedroom. He made love to me again and shot another load inside me and told me we would be together for ever. Then he kissed me and told me no more fucking till the porn shoots. I went home and finished more schoolwork; I was behind. I was making great progress, but that paper kept creeping back into my thoughts. I wanted to believe him, but I was having some doubts. The next morning after Jeff left, we had an interview at Fraternity x, I passed the HIV test and the screen test, and they said I was perfect for the double penetration scene they could not get one of the guys to do. They set it up for tomorrow and asked if I wanted to be a fluffer today and do screen test with some tops they were screening for another porn group. Bryce said he would love to, and the director said great. Let’s get him into something more fitting and we have guys coming the next several hours. He will be paid $300 each top he helps screen. I heard him say as I left the room that the kid may not be able to take them all but see what he can do, they are huge. They took me clean out and then to wardrobe and gave tight jock straps and a tank top. The first top would be there in 20 minutes and as soon as he passed his HIV test the screening could start. Forty minutes later I entered the room with this beast of a guy. He had to be six foot seven inches and he was all tatted up they told me to go unleash his dragon. I went over and rubbed his crotch and unzipped his pants and then unbuttoned them and his underwear were already tented, and it looked huge. I pulled them down and out came a thick 11-inch dick. It was thick like a beer can. I sucked him as he held my head and pressed me down on his big dick. I could only take seven inches He fucked my mouth, eventually getting 8 inches inside. Then he pulled out and picked me up and I was soon in his arms while he made out with me and had his fingers in my hole stretching it. He brought one of them back and took a break from kissing to have me suck his finger and then he went back to my hole. Soon the other hand and I suck those, and he went back to my hole while he made out with me, I could feel him sliding two fingers from each hand inside me. He was finger fucking me with four fingers. The director had to speak up and remind him that this is not the fisting audition just fucking. He broke the kiss and said OKAY but he would make a great fisting bottom. The director agreed and he went back to kissing me. The beast broke the kiss and laid me on the couch on all four and he got behind me and began to eat my hole. Fuck he had a huge tongue and tongue fucked me deep and spit all over my hole. Some staff handed me some poppers and sprayed impact on a rag and after lining up his huge cock, I inhaled the impact and he slide inside me slow and deep and when I came around, he was almost all the way inside me. Fuck I was so full, he pulled out a little and pushed back in. He pulled out slowly and told me to hit the poppers and I did and lubed up some more and rubbed some elbow grease on my hole and inside it. Then he lined up and pressed his big dick back in my hole and got almost nine inches inside me. This continued until he was balls deep inside me. He fucked my ass and told me what a great cunt I had. He called me his boy, said he loved fucking his boy cunt and twenty minutes in he shoved in deep and came inside me. He had me lay on the couch and he fed me his cock to clean off as he pulled my legs up and there, I was spread eagle with my little cock rock hard and he reached down and slide four fingers in my hole. He finger fucked me for three minutes and I shot my load all over my stomach. He pulled them out and made me suck them clean. He turned to the director and told him I needed to be his fisting bottom for a film. I will make a note of that the director said, I will need to clear it with his agent. Now you two go hit the showers. I hopped up and the tall guy and I went to the showers. I clean up and when I came out, he was standing there. He leaned down and kissed me and told me how beautiful I am. I want you to come to my place sometime. Like a date. I said really. He said yes, you are so fucking cute, and you have the best ass in town. Text me right now so I do not loose contact with you, I left my number on your jock next to your phone. I plugged his number in my phone while he watched but I did not have his name. Lincoln is my name. I put it in and send him a text and he leaned in and kissed me and told me we were going to have so much fun together. He left and I headed back into the director's room, and he asked if I was up for the second, I took huge dicks four of them in all that day. It was hot but my ass was a little sore. All in all, Bryce was happy with me; Bryce made $1,200.00. We headed home and I got a text from Lincoln, and he wanted to have me over for a date on Friday. Text him back and told him I would have to check and get back to him but yes, I wanted a date with him. Bryce asked who that was, and I told him it was Jeff and he seemed to be okay with that. When we got back Bryce kissed me and told me he was glad I was going with him, and we could build a new life together. I again loved the words, but they did not seem true. He kissed me and asked me if I loved him, I did not know it, but I said yes! It came out so quickly. OMG boy, all this time I thought you were playing hard to get, he kissed me and held me for thirty minutes and talked about all his plans for us. When I left, I thought maybe it is true. I jacked off thinking about that big beast who fucked me and fingered my hole making me cum when I got back to my place. Jeff and I had a great night and he told me he would be gone Sunday through Thursday. I had the shoot tomorrow on Tuesday and the other shoot on Thursday and Bryce said he would leave on Saturday, and he wanted to take me with him. My head was so confused and there was David. Fuck, what am I going to do? We feel asleep and holding each other and woke up a little late. Jeff showered first and then I did and cleaned out, he said goodbye through the door. I toweled off and headed to Bryce’s place. I ended up being right one time. He kissed me hard and said we had to go, we drove to the studio, and they had me right back and said the test from the other day would be fine. Bryce seemed relieved. They took me to wardrobe and soon I was on stage with some hung guys, and they were fucking me; it turned into a double penetration gangfuck and they all came inside me. The entire event was less pleasant the first one, but they paid $3,000 for the event. I showered to get ready to leave and I came up to Bryce and the director talking and Bryce told him I was scheduled for the risky event. Bryce sent me to the car, and I later found out that the director asked if I was on PreP and Bryce told him no. They had two shoots, one with a guy on PreP and one without. The one without paid three times as much. The kid is getting $12,000 for the shoot. Does he know, the director asked? Fuck no, he signed all the paperwork but did not read it. Fuck dude, love to watch that in real time if you are good with it. Sure bud, I will tell him you are scouting him out for another porn. The director said, yea the fisting one. They both laughed. Bryce got to the car, and I asked him what they were talking about. He said you, beautiful. The director has taken a liking to you and wanted to come to your next shooting and watch you to see if you are a good fit for another film he is doing. OMG really? Yes, he thinks you are a star. All the way home I was on cloud nine. Bryce even held my hand; I really do love him. We made it back and he told me he was really looking forward to the next shoot, he said that I should rest my hole, so he unzipped and let me suck him off gently and show him my skills and he came in my mouth. He kissed me gain and sent me home to rest. I received another text from Lincoln telling me he could not stop thinking about me. I text him back that I too had been thinking about him, but it looked like Sunday would be the best night or even Monday. He texts back and said Sunday it is. He texts me his address and I said what time? He said how about 6PM and I said I would be there. Here I was making a date when I told Bryce that I would leave with him. Fuck, I have no idea what is going to happen. If I leave with Bryce, I will just have to cancel, I guess. Soon Jeff came home with flowers, we kissed, he wanted to go for a swim, so we did, and Bryce came out to join us. Bryce was far flirtier with Jeff this time and they were chatting a lot more. I thought I saw Bryce put his hand on Jeff’s ass in the pool. We all went in for the evening and had a drink together and played a drinking game and I soon was drunk off my ass and about to pass out and Jeff helped me into bed. When I woke up at 2 AM Jeff was no in bed and when I went outside to see if he was Bryce’s place, they were both by the pool talking. I waved and Jeff said good night and came back in. We curled up in bed and went to sleep. We woke up late again and I went over to Bryce’s place to say Hi. I was a little lost and horny. I asked him if the dad and the son would be up for some afternoon fun. He said, I like the initiative. Let me find out, I love a horny boy. He said, they are harmless supper thing dicked guy so you can take them but no other dick before tomorrow’s big event. You excited? Yes, Sir and a little nervous. No need to be boy, you are a pro, you have had more then 50 men have fucked you. You are an amazing bottom now. Thank you, Sir. Now go home and get some schoolwork done before I break our rule and fuck the shit out of you. I went home and did schoolwork, Bryce text at 1 PM and said the dad and son were available. I was excited, I tried to stay focused on my work. He texts me they would be there at 2:45 so come at 2:30 boy. I told him I would be there, and I looked the clock continuously making sure I was not late. I got in the shower at 2:00 can leaned up and out and headed over. When I got there, I undressed, and Bryce put the cage on me. Handed me a jock and the blindfold and told me to enjoy myself. It will be the last time these guys can fuck you since we are leaving. Lol I thought the lol was odd but was still excited. It seemed like it was the kids first time and wanted to see how he was the second time and if he could last longer. I was on my knees at 2:40 and two minutes later they were there. This time the son went right for my ass and began to eat it. His dad fed my mouth and fucked my throat. The boy ate away and slipped his tongue in my hole. He seemed to love it, then he lubed up and pressed his dick inside me and fucked me for ten minutes and shot his load in me. He pulled out and came around and said fucking clean my dick you faggot. I sucked his cock clean, and he fucked my throat. They switched off and on and the boy kept calling me a fag whore and fucking slut and he gave me four load that time and his dad three. It was so hot; all their loads went in my ass this time. They paid up, $400.00 again ad they left. I took off my blindfold and told Bryce how hot that was, and he agreed and fed me his dick and fucked my throat till he came. Then he said babe, you need to get home and be ready for Jeff. I like the guy and do not want him to find out about us. I went back to my place and waited for my boyfriend and while I was waiting, I got a text from David and Lincoln. Fuck, this was crazy. I text David and he had some guys who need an ass and I had to decline but told him next week, Lincoln sent me a picture of his dick and the huge load he shot thinking of me. Fuck, that was hot. I text him back that it should be inside me and his reply was when you are my boy it will be!

I think I have mentioned my relationship with my dad in other topics but I will tell my story here as well. I was 9 when my parents decided to divorce. Through a chain of events I ended up living with my father. It was just me and him in a one bedroom apartment. We slept in the same bed every night. Over the course of a couple of years I slowly took the place of my mom. I really fell in love with him and to this day it was the most meaningful relationship I have had. Being able to get your dad off is a great gift I feel. Unfortunately when I went off to college I was pozzed by a guy I met and my dad no longer wanted an intimate relationship with me. We still love each other but it’s not sexual. I find myself seeing out men that are at least 30 years older than me now. I guess I am for ever trying to get our relationship back.

I met him on manhunt, I never thought I had a chance with him but I was forward and contacted him. He was a partnered total top who indicated he was into more than vanilla, he was also six foot and four inches tall, above average body and a big thick 9" cock. Kind of a dream for me. Someone who says he is a total top, is alpha, hung, and can physically dominate my 5'9" frame makes me loose my mind. Most of the time here in Seattle guys say they are total tops but are not which is why it had been a year since I had last hooked up. I am bi and mostly into women, however with guys I get a craving and I want to be used by an alpha top. Something about a confident stud who likes to fuck another man into submission turns me on. I love how a man like that can open me up and create intense feelings throughout my whole body with his attitude and his cock. I have had some good experiences that have lead me to this understanding of myself. I also knew that i loved being bred by that type of guy. i had a good fuck buddy that understood this about me and prior to moving west i saw him a few times a month and took his load. It had been a while since I'd been fucked by a dominant top, let alone bred so when I went looking for a fuck buddy I was not expecting to get both. We did the extended online get to know each other game. We chatted via the site for a while, slowly testing each other out, then emails, then instant messenger, the more we communicated the more clear it was that we had mutual interests. I was an open book, when he asked me to write out my sexual history with guys I did. I included my journey from my first encounter to my last fbud. I wrote out all the things I think about, my limits, my fears, the secret things I would try if the right guy made me. He got a good idea of who I was. I got a sense of him as well. There was a lot of explicit chat and emails and in retrospect it was peeling away each layer of inhibition to the point where I was willing to do anything he said. At one point I admitted I would love to be breed again and that I craved feeling a man shoot his load in me and eventually admitted I wanted him to do it. I couldn't believe I had gone from just looking to get laid to being owned and bred! When we made a time to meet, then I got this text: So... To be clear... You are willing to have me breed your holes, as well as start of our session with an intense introduction to my cock however I want. That would involve my fucking your throat deep enough to coat my cock with your spit without regards to how you like it or how you gag and choke when I am happy with the level of spit coating my cock I will flip you over and fuck your ass hard and raw until I come. I won't stop no mater what you say. Can you commit to that? We arranged to meet in the morning, I had cleared my schedule so I could visit him at his home. The word from his messages racing through my head and making me scared for what I was about to do. I wanted to flee and flake out but a combination of humiliation and lust drove me on. I was craving this kind of breeding. was shaking as I knocked on the door. He opened the door and looked me over and invited me in. Standing before him I was even more intimidated, but I walked in. That act of walking into his place was a giant leap, an admission that I was as he described and I was giving myself over in a way I had never done. There was more to come but just being there after all that build up was a big deal. I didn't have much of a chance to think. He pinned me against the door and pushed me to my knees. I knew this would happen but his strength and quickness caught me off guard. He looked down at me and said "stay down bitch and take off your clothes!" He said it so forcefully I was scared but excited, I was shaking as I pulled off my clothes. I was hard and dripping pre cum like crazy. He had removed his clothes and his massive cock was at half mast and was in my face before I could gasp out my appreciation his cock head was at my lips and his hands on my head. "Now suck" were his only words. I opened my mouth and he pushed me onto his cock. I strained to take him all but as his cock grew harder I felt like I was drowning in dick! I gagged and choked but he would not let me off his cock. He pushed into my mouth, I gasped for air and let myself be entered. I tried to suck and slurp him the best I could. There was much gagging on my part with him laughing and barking out orders to take it if I wanted him to fuck me. I wanted him to fuck me, he was glorious, there was no way I wouldn't do what it took. I took it, but I don't suck like guys in porno, he kept telling me to do better if I wanted his cock up my hole. I was getting overwhelmed. I wanted to please but his cock was bigger than anything I hade sucked on before. I started to panic and forgot my submission and tried to get up and away. He noticed this and forced me back on my knees, he wouldn't let me get away, he kept a firm hand on my head and pressed his cock into my mouth, I started to panic, but he told me to look up at him. I did and I locked eyes with him, I could see his desire for me in his eyes as he pushed his dick into me and I relaxed a bit, I could also see an intensity in his eyes that made me want to take him in me. I don't know what he did to be but whatever it was it worked and I found myself taking him deeper than I had any other man's cock. I was not getting all of him in me but his cock was down my throat getting off on the way my body frantically tried to take him. Mentally giving myself up to him was easy, physically I was a mess, gagging and gasping for air a lot as my body tried to regain control. It was a struggle but his strong hands and harsh words kept me on my knees as he fucked my face. I was being torn down crying and gasping form a combination of desire and panic. When his cock would leave my mouth I would feel a rush of relief followed by an intense ache to have him back in me He pulled away from me and walked away, I stumbled to my feet and ran after him. He led me to his bed room and with a hand behind my neck he pushed me face first into his bed and with one hand in behind my shoulder blades he pinned me down. I felt his cock between my cheeks and gasped. His head pushed into me and found its way to my hole. I thought he would stop but he slid into me and just kept going. I tried to struggle and I cried out but he just laughed. He went full hilt in me and quickly pulled out and did it again. I was struggling against him but his body dominated mine and there was nothing I could do to get out from under him. I was sweating, crying and moaning all at once, I couldn't tell if I was having a good time or not. I became aware of how hard my cock was and then I knew the truth. I relaxed and let myself feel his power over me. That must have translated into how my ass was taking his raw cock because he shift into pinning me down to encasing me with his body, he replaced the long impaling with deep humping, his cock pushed into me and stretching my hole. I am a cum slut. I have tried to deny this but right then and then there was no denying how I was feeling. I had given myself to this man and as I felt the power of his body over me I felt a craving grow in me. He was fucking me raw, his cock was in me making all my pleasure radiate from where he was inside me and I knew that when he came I wanted it in me. I wish I could say that I fucked back and that my ability to milk his cock matched my desire but I couldn't, he was taking me how he wanted. I could feel myself resist with each contraction but surrender and open up with each thrust. He was breaking me down and I loved it. As my resistance grew weaker my desire grew stronger and I felt myself open up fully to his cock. I could feel his pace pick up and his thrusts grew more and more frenzied. He was taking to me, calling me bitch, slut and all sorts of hot things but I was too into feeling his cock throb in me. I answered him with "yes, yes, yes" and then instinctively said "Yes cum in me". That became my chant as he worked himself into an orgasm. He stopped and slowly slid all the way in me and pushed me into the bed, everything was quite and then I felt him shooting deep in me. I went blank with ecstasy. His load filled me, warming me, soothing that ache I was having. I would feel his cock spurt and throb in me and my whole body would quiver. I had to admit that feeling was what I craved. He came a lot, each spurt causing tremors through out my body, each spurt filling me with his warm cum. I love that moment when a top is coming in me and I still feel how hard my cock is in response. It shows me how much I love this. As he finished he pulled out of me and I slid backward with him, I slid down the side of his bed and my cock was pressed between my sweaty body and the bed and in just that moment started to turn around I started to shoot my load. He saw happening and the look he gave me was of complete understanding and lust. I knew at that moment that I would do whatever he wanted if it meant he put his load in me.