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******2****** A few weeks have past. I have no signs or symptoms to suggest his seed has impregnated me. I'm convinced the bug hasn't taken. I'm disappointed as I was sure he was massively toxic. He told me he felt he didn't have long left and wanted me to carry his dna and pass on his seed. I'm very busy at work and have had no time for any sex. I'm gagging for some intimacy, cock and a fuck. My usual sauna, in Brick Lane, is always busy on Friday nights. Loads of guys who want to start the weekend off with a bang! It's summer and the building is crammed with guys and it's hot. There's a strong smell of sweaty testosterone and cum. I leave my clothes in the locker and put the towel round my waist. There are a few guys sucking cock in the cinema and in the jacuzzi. All but one of the dark rooms have their doors closed. In the one remaining room there's a young guy lying on the padded bed face down with his towel covering his head. From his firm arse I deduce he's in his mid twenties. I enter and run my hand over his firm buttocks. There's a light covering of fair almost blonde fur on his arse cheeks. He groans a little as I pull his firm cheeks apart and look at his hole. It's beautiful and his starfish is pink. My cock is already creating a tent in my towel. Thoughts are racing through my head. If I was fertile with poz seed now and bred him I would have been able to keep the promise I made to my, wannabe, gifter. I lick the middle finger of my left hand and gently probe his hole. He moves his legs apart intuitively and I insert my finger in past his sphincter. He moans a little. He's very tight. Fertile or not, I'm going to fuck him. I take one of the sachets of lube from the bowl in the corner of the room and drip it onto his gorgeous opening. The cold fluid makes him flinch and draw breath. I'm pushing two fingers into him now. His hole feels like it's trying to suck them inside. Even if I'm not poz I can fantasise what it would be like to seed him with my toxic sperm. I pull the towel from me and throw it to the bottom of the bed. More lube in his hole and I get on the bed and lay ontop of him. He hasn't mentioned using a condom so, I mount him, sliding my cock into his tight hole. It feels so good. He sighs as I begin to fuck him slowly. The hot, wet walls of his arse are caressing my penis. He feels like a virgin. I'm laying right on top of his body, my arms underneath his arms and my hands on each side of his head. We haven't seen each others faces so, have no idea what each of us looks like. Sweat is dripping off my body onto his. I plough his are for five minutes then lift myself onto my arms so I can see my cock sliding in and out of his cunt. I do not believe in god, ghosts, or the supernatural, although I do know a few fairies but, none of them have wings. However I can actually hear a voice telling me to breed him, impregnate him, ejaculate my gifters dna into him. It's as clear a sound as I've ever heard. I must be hallucinating. I don't care. I'm in automatic fucking mode now, losing all control. My only focus, purpose in life is to fuck this young guy full of my seed, to empty as much of my seamen into him as I can. The pressure is building up. I'm fucking him as hard as I can and he's moaning, squirming, breathing hard. I have an overwhelming feeling that I'm really going to knock him up, impregnate him. The pressure is just too much. My ejaculation feels magnificent. Easily the best orgasm I ever had. My balls have been drawn up to my body and my cock is continuously pumping my sperm into him. I'm in ecstacy. My testicles must be empty by now but my cock is still pumping. Slowly, very slowly my body begins to relax. I roll onto my side, completely spent. The receptacle of my seed casually gets up and without looking at me thanks me and leaves the room. I need to recover and have just enough energy to stand and bolt the door. I crash on the bed for, I don't know how long. I'm aware that the attendant guy is banging on the door telling me the sauna is closing up and whoever is in there needs to get dressed and get out. I know the place closes at 4am on Saturday morning. That would mean I'd been asleep for at least five hours. It's now three months since my attempted conversion and a good few weeks since I fucked the young guy in the sauna. Sitting here in the clinic waiting for my test results I'm bored. It's just my regular six monthly check up. I'm not expecting anything out of the ordinary. The Dr is standing at his office door asking me to come in. This isn't unusual. He usually gives me the safe sex talk, some condoms, lube and a card with prep info on it. "I'm afraid you've tested positive for HIV" He continues talking but I can't really hear what he's saying. It's muffled and completely unintelligible. My mind is going back a few weeks, to the young man I fucked in the dark room at the sauna and the voice in my ear.

"Cheating", like sexual monogamy, is a concept manufactured by religions like Christianity, Islam and Mormonism. It has zero basis in reality or nature. The sooner males embrace this and live by it, the better their relationships will flourish without a cloud of jealousy that hangs over most monogamous relationships. Sex is the ultimate male Pleasure sport in my view. My other half and I both play and he not only encourages my promiscuity, he is often the camera guy on my porn shoots. There's none of those toxic behaviors of going through each other's phones when the other isn't looking and so forth. It's just sex. We can focus on our commitment to each other without having to worry if the other might be "cheating" sexually with someone else because the concept is rendered null.

In my experience it just takes time and honest communication about what you want... After 25 years, I'm still completely in love with my husband and we have an awesome live-in boyfriend that we share. Plus, we are fully open to have sex with anyone else we want -- but we started out Monogamous the first 8 years, then started having 3-ways and small groups, and some cheating on the side. But, we chatted about the jealousy, saw a counselor a couple of times too and worked it out so that we have security, support and emotional side together and are free to play otherwise. Men are hunters, I don't know a straight or gay pal that hasn't had sex on the side after 8-10 years in a mono-relationship. As gay men we get to define our lives, relationships and sex a bit more openly perhaps? Maybe start with fantasy talk -- when your guy is super horny and had a drink or two, watch a video where two tops share a bottom and get him thinking about how fun/hot that would be to share you... evaluate the outcome and try again 😈 No pushing or rushing -- Best o Luck and have fun!!

I've been doing it with this guy Brian for a while and had a hot experience with him at the weekend. He's a pretty big guy, about 6', slim, kinda hairy and has one of the best beards I've seen. Thick, dark, soft and a bit wavy. I've had a lot of fun kissing him and running my fingers through his beard. We mostly meet when his truck route takes him through my area. He's a bit of a odd guy, he's not much good for talking and he's always been shy about getting his clothes off for some reason. He doesn't mind being touched, grab his butt, even pull his t-shirt up a bit and play with his treasure trail, no problem, but until the weekend I'd never seem him fully naked and he'd always been pretty clear his dick was a hands off place. He'd move my hand if I got near it. I've always wanted him naked though, he's a sexy lean otter and totally my type. Usually we hang out a while kissing then he'll blow me until he's got a big load in his beard and then we're done. Sometimes he wants to be fucked though. It's always kind of down to business when we do that, he just pulls his jeans and boxers down a bit to expose his hairy butt and lie face down, or on his back with his legs up for me to enter him. I like getting intimate usually, kissing and stuff when fucking, but he just wants to lie there and take it. He's got a super fuckable butt though, and he moans and grunts a lot. Never asked for a condom, takes it as hard and as long as I want, and is cool with me shooting in him. So I can't complain. Sometimes he shoots a load in his boxers too, I can feel that familiar clenching in his hole and he's making the noises. I wonder how many other guys he's letting fuck him. On Friday, I told him he's a sexy guy and if he ever wants it's cool to top me, and I tell him how I'd like to make him cum too. After a while he says guys never want him on top because he's small. Eventually he gets it out and he's about 2.5" hard. Big nuts though. He says that other guys just ignore it mostly and never want to bottom for him, he's never topped. Took some convincing but it was about time he got in a guy's butt. I expected to have fun, he's a hot guy and I've got a pretty sensitive hole. Having the entrance teased with a dick feels great. But I had way more fun than I expected when Brian did it. He was rock hard and when he was pumping at my hole he was bumping and teasing it great, just dipping the tip of his dick in and out and leaking precum. A few times when I was really getting in to it and forgetting I pushed my hips up and expected to feel him enter me fully. Thing is, I loved being that dick hungry with him teasing my hole and never getting completely filled. He teased the hell out of my hole. He eventually cum with his tip pushed just inside me. I was relaxed and open so his shots went deep. I really felt the hot pulses of cum entering me and filling me. No prostate orgasms, but I definitely felt something happening with it when his hot cum filled me up. So, I'm wondering, do other guys ever bottom with small tops, and what does it feel like for them?

two reflections: brotherhood and belonging: this the the justification I'm most suspicious of. when i first came out i found my tribe with the act-up crowd and formed life- changing bonds w men i no longer speak to. brotherhood is fleeting. also, joining the chaser brotherhood seems a slap in the face to the silence=death brotherhood i was once so committed to. loneliness and apps: this cuts both ways. after 20 years of monogamy the acute loneliness i felt as my marriage crumbled before my eyes was overwhelming. just to be able to text with some random guy in another state going thru a similar fate probably saved me from offing myself. it certainly helped me be seen and feel connected and hopeful. and let's be serious, anyone who's gotten all of their courage up to go out on a sat nite only to be snubbed and ignored by snooty gays.. all alone in a packed queer bar.. knows the destructive loneliness of belonging to a group that refuses to acknowledge your validity.

Today I was naughty lol Daddy (original Daddy) messaged me this morning, asking if I wanted some fun. I never turn down Daddy. He says he will be over at 9.30am. I get ready, lube hole, find poppers, pull on booty shorts he likes, start teasing a little.... 9.20am, new Daddy messages saying he has a break from work, and wants to fuck me. I say he can't, as *Daddy* is here in a minute. He says the second *Daddy* goes, he's fucking me. Daddy arrives at mine, groping me as always as we walk upstairs. I hit poppers as his filthy cock is pulled out. Sucking it clean, I begin to turn so he can fuck my hole. He stops me, and just pushes is deep into my throat and holds it there. I keep still, begin gagging and coughing over his cock while looking him in the eyes, hearing his moans. Over and over he repeated this, pulling out for a moment so I breath, and then making me gag again for a while. Finally, he relents, turned me, and buries his cock deep. I'm gasping for breath as he fucks me, my throat sore, but I'm absolutely happy as anything. He finally shoots in my ass, moaning how he loves me. He leans over, kissing my neck telling me he loves me. I tell him I love him too, and kiss him before tucking his cock away. We share a sweet moment where he lies with me, telling me I'm his boy, and Daddy loves his boy. I'm happy as he stands, and he then leaves me on the bed. I hear the front door shut, and I immediately pick up my phone "Hello *new Daddy* he's just gone, and I'm in the bedroom." "Cheating cunt" says new Daddy"your a slut. Be there now" I stay on the bed as I hear the door shut. He walks into the room to see me on the bed, 2 of my fingers I. My cummy hole. I being them to my mouth and then suck them clean as he's stripping. "You worthless little whore" he moans, I'm on my back, legs held high as he just slides into my well fucked hole. "What are you slut?" He asks. "I'm a worthless cheating whore Daddy" he smiles before spitting in my mouth. I eagerly swallow as he spits over my face and chest, He's too turned on, barely lasting 2 minutes before adding a second load to my hole. He spits in my mouth again, before telling me I'm not allowed to clean myself off or swallow anything until he's left. I nod, lying there as he dresses, and then leaves. I swallow, look at myself in the mirror. I'm a cheat, and I am happy.

I can feel the warmth of his boney body. The downy hair of his legs and chest and course pubic hair against me. His boney hands holding my head. My hands are around his skinny waisted torso feeling his warm skin and the hair on his back. The weight of him pressing me into the soft bed. We're urgently pressing our lips together and his soft wet tongue is in my mouth exploring everything within reach. He tastes and smells of mint from the toothpaste he's used before my arrival. His cock is hard and laying between our stomachs. It's feels hot and there's a slightly wet feeling of his pre-cum on my belly. My own penis is soft and laying downward, his testicles resting on it. His right hand moves slowly and gently down the left side of my body. He has hard calluses on his boney fingers and hands. The hands of a manual worker. He reaches my left buttock and intuitively I lift my leg so he can slide his hand and probing fingers underneath me and find my hole. My breath quickens as he finds it and rubs a finger over the around the rim. He pulls his tongue from my mouth and lifts his head slightly to look into my eyes. He has dark brown eyes, almost black. They are smiling and gazing into mine. I feel a finger probing inside me. I am totally his. I move my left leg a little further to my left and away from my body, a signal that I want him to explore further inside me. He understands this and slowly inserts a digit as deep as he can. I'm incredibly aroused. My mind blank, except for the here and now. He lifts himself off me and I open my legs, bend my knees and pull my feet up towards me. He takes hold of his member and I feel the head at the entrance to my body. Precum is leaking heavily from it and he rubs it around the rim. He's still looking into my eyes as he says gently "Your sure" I'm unable to speak. The want, need, excitement and trepidation has made me unable to reply so I nod my head. He pushes himself slowly inside me. My sphincter is still tight and causes me pain as he pushes past it and further inside me. He's big. I'm not used to anything this big. It's stretching the walls of my arse. He pushes it all the way inside me and holds it there, leaning forward to kiss me. The passion in me reaches a new high. I'm breathing deeply, I feel hot, my body craves him, my mind is totally captivated. I want his sperm inside me, to fertilise me, make me pregnant. I know that this can only happen once between two men and its going to happen now. He begins to move inside me. All the way out then all way inside. There is no lubricant other than his precum which has little effect on the friction between his cock and the soft walled tissue inside me. The friction is good. It was cause abrasions that will allow us to procreate more easily. Allow his seed to enter my body. He picks up speed. Fucking me, breeding me as it should be done. My arse feels wonderful sore and full. We're both sweating. He's working hard at his task, ploughing into me, the need to plant his seed is his only purpose in life. He knows it maybe his last chance to pass on his dna. He's is very thin, boney and his face is gaunt. Physically he doesn't look capable of the fucking he's giving me. It's obvious all the energy he has left is being used and its pure determination to reproduce is all that's driving him on. He fucks me for at least ten minutes then his eyes widen and he looks into mine. I can't tell if he's smiling or crying as he cries out and thrusts his cock as deep as he can and ejaculates a huge wad of thick creamy hiv infected sperm into my guts. He collapses onto me and we frantically hold onto each other tightly. I'm overwhelmed by the feelings I have and ejaculate my negative sperm between us coating our stomachs. We kiss passionately and lay still recovering from our orgasms. We lay like this for a time reflecting on what we've done. We have both achieved our goal. Rest is what we need. We both fall asleep.

This problem is surely true, and it's made all the worse by dependence on the sex apps. Depending on a "virtual" connection with one's peers is in no way comparable to physically interacting with other human beings. Folks become isolated, alone with their apps, and can't figure out why they're not happy. We depend on interactions, in-the-flesh contact with other folks for our sense of stability, human-ness. We are not very good at insularity, we don't thrive when we deny ourselves physical interaction with other folks, whether it's friends, neighbors, service-providers, on and on. It's entirely healthy and useful to be a part of the community, and not just the gay community. I belong to a number of organizations (community, activism, cultural, interest-specific organizations), and those are all in-the-flesh interactions with others who share the same interests. It's healthy to physically be a part of something. Even if it's only sex-related, it's healthy to take part in activities, causes greater than ourselves. For instance: every time I hit Slammer, I stop in the darkroom first, and the same bottom is always in the same place taking loads. He doesn't even need to look around - he knows it's me. Even that small measure of connection is a healthy thing. I caught a little bug over there a while ago, and had to abstain for a while. After I was cleared by the doc, the following night I went over there, and as soon as he felt my mouth on his Hole he asked where I've been, etc etc - this in the pitch-black of the roomful of breeding men. It was more that his normal pattern had been disrupted, and he wondered. Regardless of what connects us, when it's disrupted for some reason, or not entered into in the first place, it's no wonder that folks get lonely. Human, in-person interaction with other humans is important to our sense of well-being. Being hiv positive is a health-related state of being: it has nothing to do with a "brotherhood", which requires personal interaction in a social/cultural setting; i.e. participation in groups organizations not focused on wanton sex. More, dependence on the ether to supplant physical interactions with our peers will inevitably fail to satisfy our need to "belong". I know some on here will read this and be offended, which is not my intent. Rather, it is to encourage everyone to take part in the wide array of interests/organizations that include group, in-person interactions with other like-minded folks.

He sounds cute AF! My experience has been that smaller penises get a lot harder than bigger ones. I certainly bottom for smaller guys. If I can convince them to top. A lot of times it seems they're bashful (certainly sounds like "Brian" is), and my rather large endowment aggravates that. But I'd much rather get a small dick in my ass than no dick at all, and sometimes (like the time the OP had) they can actually be a lot more fun. Not so much that size doesn't matter as that other things matter a lot more. Attitude especially.

Shawn was getting ready to head to the orgy he had been looking forward to for weeks. The organizer was a hot otter guy. There would be 5 other guys there. All either Vers or bottoms. He was strictly a top. He was 28, 6’1, 185 lbs of muscle with olive skin he got from his Italian heritage. He had a fat 8.5 in uncut dick. He never had a problem finding a hole to seed. But his true passion was pozzing neg hole. Especially stealth pozzing. That is why he was looking forward to this orgy so much. He knew 2 of the guys were not on prep. And the rest he wasn’t sure but hoped they were not. All participants had to send negative tests within a week of the party. Shawn worked in a lab and had fake documents to share no problem. When he got to the party the otter, Steve - 23 Vers bottom, welcomed him and lead him to the room where he could strip and then told him to join them in the living room across the hall. Shawn stripped and walked across the hall already half chubbed. He was then introduced to the rest of the guys. Max - 21, bottom, no prep, twink Luke - 23, Vers, twunk Sumner - 29, Vers, no prep, jock Jason - 25, bottom, cub Shawn knew sumner and Max were not on prep as he had talked to both before the party and they confirmed it. The other 2 he had not talked to before tonight. And Steve did not say when they talked. With the introductions out of the way Steve worked on making drinks for everyone after he pointed out the lube and poppers on the coffee table. Shawn zeroed in on Sumner and started to chat him up and kiss him. He lead him to an over-stuffed chair in the corner. They proceeded to more deep kissing and making out. Then he pushed the jock to his knees to start to suck on his big fat poz dick. He loved seeing the big muscle jock suck his meat. After a few minutes Shawn pulled Sumner up and bent him over the back of the chair and started to eat his hairy hole. Sumner moaned from the tongue assaulting his hole. He reached for the pooper bottle next to him and started ti inhale. Shawn stood and bent over Sumner to make out with him as he was still bent over the chair. His big fat uncut dick leaking poz precum in Summer's neg ass cracker and hole. Summer moaned as the leaky head and spit allowed Shawn’s dick to enter this hole. Shawn could tell sumner took a lot of dick with how easy it went in. He was tight, but that’s just because of how big his dick was. To an average dick the hole would have felt looser. He was amazed his was still neg. But he wouldn’t be for long. He continued to work Summer's jock hole open as he fucked deeper and deeper. Then started to pick up speed. The moan coming form Sumner was so hot! The fucking continued, with ocassional stops to switch positions or east his ass. Making sure to use his finger nails to scratched his hole as he ate it and fingered it in between fucks. Finally Shawn decided it was time to impregnate his first hole. He started to make out deep with Sumner as he pounded hard into his hole. Finally shooting a huge load of poisonous cum balls deep in the neg hole. All while the jock begged for his cum! As they rested and recovered Sumer said, “Fuck that was hot! Thanks so much, I have been craving a load. i am so glad we did tests before this, I love raw dick but never take it. I can get anything cause I have a girlfriend. I am so glad I know taking your load was safe. I can’t wait to get more from the other guys!” “No problem man! I am glad I got to fill your hole. Maybe do a another round later tonight!” With that Shawn got up and moved to the bar to get his drink and rest a little as he watch the other guys go at it around the living room. More to follow.

Just curious for those of us in relationships of any kind, whether just dating or married, how many cheat and how do you not feel bad about it? my current partner has cheated on the past but has been to my knowledge faithful. (i unknowingly go through his phone. ) yesterday however, i was on sniffies out of pure curiosity and ended up letting some college kid cum in my hole understall on campus. i feel horrible but i also want to do it again. any tips for having the best of both worlds?

Both my husband and I have previous experience being in purportedly monogamous relationships. We created our own "rules" for the two of us. And mostly it is quite simple; we each want to see how each other winds up; until one of us dies. We have few if any "expectations". We have developed patterns with each other. We enjoy each others "sexploits". We are each others immediate family. We co own everything we have in every country where we have stuff. We have our contracts which we put in place when we weren't allowed to marry. As we don't view our right to be married as a state we can rely upon, we keep our contracts current. I don't need him to "make me happy". He doesn't need me to "make him happy". We are happy with each other. Perhaps most significant' we don't worship imaginary beings we think provide us with magical outcomes. So there is no entity above or below we fret about displeasing; that which is the foundation of "social norms".

I was on Biktarvy, switched to Juluca. Just talked to my doctor, and she’s put me back on the Biktarvy. We’re just going to have to watch the kidney function carefully, and I’m going to need to be drinking water like a fish. They say what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. I ought to be goddamn invincible by now. So much for that theory.

This latest is great. I love the way we know intuitively what's happening, even before we hear from the doctor.

Sorry to hear this--but I'm glad you posted. It needs to be said on this forum.

A classic video from TIM. Watching Billy Wild get fucked is nothing short of perfection. This why most of us gay men view sex as incredible sport to participate with all men. Being a bottom I can literally feel the pleasure Billy is receiving as well as giving. [think before following links] https://thisvid.com/videos/riding-billy-wild/

Similar to @atlfukbud @Konrad @MuscledHorse. I've been in my open, respectful and loving relationship for 23 years. We encourage each other to enjoy sexual pleasure however we find it. We had both experienced mates who insisted on absolute monogamy; we eventually discovered were anything but.

Just one time i had this chance, forced by my former master in a bdsm scenario. Was ugly but i was extremly horny and wet.

Yes, ill bottom for any size cock. Want that cum in my hole. Smaller cocks are great to start with, working opening my hole, get their cum inside ready for the next cock. Just use cum as lube for the next guy. Works great at gloryholes and adult stores.

Some commentator once referred to Grindr as the world‘s largest collection of 10 year old photos. These days I send that to an all the sex apps, and I’m guilty of it. Well, maybe not 10 years old, but only a couple of the photos on my Scruff sites are up-to-date. It just doesn’t mean to me to constantly update. To me, the sites are a frustrating amusement. Too many people a thousand miles away looking for, what, pen-pals? Or love (I’m ten inches, hungry bottom, mild-to-wild. And a ripped body-builder, but not interested in hook-ups). I love those. All those salacious details - Sure sounds like they wanna hook up. But you know, they’re only looking for love, not sex. I should pitch a television series based around this stuff.

Had that happened to me a month ago. Guy hit the right spot. It was an interesting feeling. He had a perfect stroke, hitting my prostate on every stroke. As an almost 65 yo man, my prostate isn't in the best condition. As he was fucking, I actually came and pissed at the same time. Was happy I had put down a waterproof mattress pad.

Broadly speaking, I agree with you. But here's the thing: I get messages on the apps from people 5,000 miles away. I get messages from guys who describe themselves as "sissy bottom looking for rough Top Daddy" even though my own profile says I'm a bottom - not versatile, a bottom. I get messages from people whose first question is "where are you from?" even though every profile I create lists my city and state. I get messages from people who open with "Looking for tonight?" even though my profiles always state "I plan ahead for sex, almost never looking for "right now". I don't respond to those idiots. If they can't bother to read a fucking profile and UNDERSTAND the words before sending me a message they've forfeited any claim to a polite response declining what they're offering, so to speak. It's a mystery to me how people that stupid don't drown looking up at the rain wondering where all that water is coming from.

i was 8 years old when i had the first cock in my mouth i stayed over one of my first friends house one night and we slept outside in sleeping bags just exploring at that age but it came narural... i think its in our genes at least for a lot of us because i this friends sister and her friend pulled their pants down in his treehouseout in the woods one day and i remember being repulsed by the look of their cunts but althogh i had a few experiences over the years i didn't get into it in a big way till i was marrked a few years and found i hated fuking my wife..things were diferent back then in the little rural area i lived in 1970's by the late 80's i was in the rest areas all the time suking cock and getting fucked.. i ended up being married 3 times qnd it was always the same.. one year in between wife 1 and 2 i kept track of how many loads i got..the count was 112 , they were all different MEN maybe some of that was from experiences but i truly believe its in our DNA

It’s Christmas morning, I’m too excited and can’t sleep so I'm the first out of bed. I am super excited this year. Usually, I get shipped off to Mom’s place for the holidays. But this year I finally get to spend Christmas with the guys. It is the stipulation of their divorce. Mom got me until I turned 18 and that’s when I could decide where I want to spend the holidays. I bury my nose in my Lucky Charms, searching for the various hidden marshmallow shapes on the box as I scoop spoonfuls of sugary goodness into my mouth. We opened gifts last night. My Christmas fleece robe feels so comfortable, snuggling my body as I eat. Every now and then I glance out the panoramic windows lining the north side of the log cabin we’re vacationing in. Another snowstorm is moving in, adding even more snow to what already blanketed everything last night. I look up and see Dad walk down the stairs, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He walks over and starts up the coffee machine. It’s one of my favorite smells – the scent of freshly brewed coffee mingling with the crisp, pungent aroma of the Christmas tree next to the fireplace. I swirl my cereal, chasing bits of milk-drenched cereal with my spoon when Dad walks over. “Merry Christmas, Baby Boy,” he says as he tousles my hair. “I’m not a baby anymore!” I pull my head away from Dad’s hand. “Well, you sure couldn’t tell by the lack of hair on your chest,” Robbie ribs, reaching into my robe to rub the smooth skin of my chest before opening the top of his robe and puffing out his pelt of chest hair. “You’ll always be my Baby Boy.” Before I can protest, Dad pulls my head back and gives me a kiss above both of my eyebrows then heads to the refrigerator to pull out the container of half and half. “I’m so glad to have you with us this year!” “Me too, Dad.” Coffee-to-cream-to-white-mocha-syrup perfected, Dad leans against the kitchen counter and grabs his phone to start the day’s Wordle. I turn my head, drawn by the motion of Dad mindlessly scratching his crotch. Dad has a habit of letting his robe’s belt go loose, so I’m not unfamiliar with seeing the fur that covers him. However, this morning it went really slack, providing more than a peek. I could see Dad in all of his glory and I must say – it was mesmerizing. But what was gleaming amongst his fur? Dad looks up from his phone, the side of his face raising in a smirk and a wink of the eye. I dart my eyes back to my bowl and busy myself scooping up the last bits of cereal in my bowl. Out of the corner of my eye, I catch a giant grin on Robbie’s face as I upend the sugary milk into my mouth. Outside, the wind begins to pick up, howling. The blizzard conditions makes it nearly impossible to see the evergreens across the way. Dad walks over to the window and pauses to appreciate the beauty of such extreme weather conditions. He then turns his attention to the glowing embers in the fireplace. Some newspaper and a handful of kindling bring the fire back to life, flickering against the newly added logs with red and orange flames. I hear clanging as Dad pulls out a long, black duffel bag and places it in front of the growing fire. From inside of the bag, he starts pulling out a series of silver-grey pipes; connecting pieces to erect a frame. “Ho Ho Ho – Merry Christmas!!” We all turn to the voice at the top of the stairs. It’s Santa! Well…Grandpa in his Father Christmas garb: burgundy, full-length overcoat trimmed in brown faux fur, black pants, olive green vest, and of course, his black pair of brightly polished harness boots. I’ve seen him work gigs over the holiday season. He is a sight to behold. Grandpa much prefers the folklore version of the holiday gift-giver over the commercial red and white Coca-Cola Santa. It’s fun watching grown-ups turn into giant kids at the authenticity of his look. I must admit, with that trimmed white beard, rounded belly, and jovial smile, he always captures my attention. Dad greets him at the bottom of the stairs. Lifting a twig of mistletoe over his head, he cheers “Merry Christmas, Pops!” He lifts his hand under Father Christmas’ beard, cradling his chin to lean in and give him a deep, sultry kiss. My head twitches and I blink hard. My eyes dart over at Robbie who has made his way over to Grandpa for his own passionate kiss. “What the fuck is going on here?!” “Merry Christmas, Baby Boy.” Grandpa leans over me, gloved fingertips flicking my nipples as he reaches inside my robe for a hug and kiss on the forehead. My eyes close and I shudder. “Ummm…uhhh....Merry Christmas, Grandpa.” I feel my cheeks ignite as my face reddens. Yeah, sure…who hasn’t fantasized about sitting on Santa’s lap. But Grandpa?!? He reaches into his pocket and pulls out a small, rectangular box wrapped in metallic red paper with sparkling, silver glitter. “I have a very special gift for you this Christmas morning that will make your holidays merry and bright.” “I know what you’re getting! I know what you’re getting!” Robbie gleefully rubs his hands together before helping Dad hang a sheet of thick leather from the corners of the poles. Grandpa takes off his jacket and hangs it on the coat rack near the door. When he turns in my direction, I notice that he isn't wearing his usual black, oversized shirt. White tufts of fur spill over the top of his vest and escape around the laces tying it together. I have always wanted to rub my face in that beard as white as the snow blustering against the windows. Again – Santa fantasy. *shrug* Even if my own grandpa. “Come, sit on Santa’s lap.” I feel a bit silly, thinking I have outgrown such a silly tradition but I play along. It’s Christmas after all. Tis the season and all. It is only when the head of my dick pokes through my robe that I became aware of how aroused I am. I quickly cover myself hoping no one saw. Scanning their faces – they saw. “Your dad tells me what an extra special little boy you’ve been this year, Billy Boy, and that you hit a milestone birthday last week.” Grandpa hands me the glittery package. “He may now be 18, but he will always be my Baby Boy.” Dad tousles my hair again before I swat it away and turn my attention to the gift. I open the small, white box to find an orange-capped syringe nestled in white tissue paper.

wishing u the best

cheating can be a fetish with the guilt trip afterward being part of the kink. only u know if this is true for you. ive tried open relationships but without much success but that might just be the particulars of those situations. i may try again in future. but i can say that i love the thrill of cheating and also find cheaters very sexy so i suspect it's just one of my kinks

Indeed @tallslenderguy It is easy to conflate the idea of an open respectful relationship with 'cheating'. They are very different things.

I agree 100%!

Well said!

yes, some have just put their hand in my slack ass instead, some have put penis and hand in me and jerked off in me, while some get off on fucking a hole so loose they can barely feel the sides of it.

ErosWired- I am so sorry to hear the news. I guess that explains why there are so many different meds out there… if our little friend was so easy to contain there would just be one cheap generic. I hope you don’t have to experiment with too many to find a new med that works and is kind to your kidneys (and your liver and all the other organs that our meds can do real damage to) Good luck! Onlyraw

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I don't refuse. I prefer raw, and l let my top know it, but I accept if he wants to wrap his dick. I also find sexy to think that a top started fucking me with a condom and decided to ditch it later. Makes me crave for his cum even more.

I had to reset my password about two weeks ago. I did what you have probably tried already. I clicked on the "I forgot my password " option. I was prompted to type the email address that I used for Thisvid, I was also asked to verify that I'm not a robot and within 3 minutes I had a new password delivered to my email account. If you have several email accounts, make sure to use the right one and that you check all inboxes in case the message is sent to your spam or junk mail folder. As the new password is randomly generated as is a series of alphanumerics, I recommend copying it. Follow the link on the email to the email to reenter you username and paste in the new password. You'll be asked to verify that you're not a robot and you'll access your account. I was reconnected in second. Hope it helps you get back but if it doesn't, open the thisvid page and at the bottom of the page there is a tab for support. I used it to contact a site moderator when the reset password option didn't work. They came back to me within a couple of hours.

I love the psychological thrill of being penetrated by a man much more than the physical sensations. I’ve talked a lot of hookups with small dicks into flip fucking and breeding each other when I explained the psychological dynamic.

I bottom for guys with hard dicks.

1st Story on here so hope you lads enjoys. Was chatting to this English lad who lived in Dublin. I was in Belfast but told I can travel up only takes about hour. We were both about 25 at the time so up I went one afternoon found his house easily and knocked on door he opened it Naked took he in and almost straight away took out Glass pipe I never really had done any hard drugs but a couple shotguns and I was up for anything asked me if I would fuck raw which I always love doing then asked if I would do him live on Internet Cam4 of course been so high I was game had him on bed and only lasted about 5 mins before breeding him then held up his legs and rimmed my load out of his ass and feed it to him then we started to suck each other could feel him hold my head and seconds later I felt him start to fill my mouth with his chem piss within seconds I was hooked lots more to come

This ^. The mark of an inexperienced Dom is to go too hard, too fast. The mark of an idiot who has no idea what he’s doing and has no business in control of a scene is to use full force on the first stroke. On one visit to camp there was to be a flogging demonstration and I, being accustomed to the business end of a flogger, agreed to let the guy have a go at me. His first stroke nearly knocked me off my goddamned feet, and I cut him off. The point of a flogging is to find out how much the submissive can take before he asks for it to continue in spite of the pain - not to find out if he can take it at all.

It’s not just you. Anymore I’m not sure whether to call them hookup apps or cockblocking apps. But of course it’s not the apps, but the people using them that are making things difficult. I used to think that men would gladly fuck given an opportunity - now I think that men who want to actually have intercourse may be a minority.

Club Ottawa should put one in in the open play area. If they did it right you could get spit-roasted while on your back.

Part 14 At Chad's and Greg's urging I filled them in on some of the details of my previous encounter with Robert, the trucker. (I didn't share all the details knowing the time for that would come later after Robert arrived.) After explaining to Greg that I had met Robert during the same time Chad had been out of town and had his first dp fucking, I told him that Robert was the guy who had introduced me to crystal and how much I quickly learned to love using it with sex. With Chad out of town, I told them, I was horny as hell. I'd already fucked my wife three times the day I ended up meeting Robert but it didn't satisfy my lust. I loved fucking her and always got off with her but I was needing something that she could never give me. I needed some hot no-strings-attached raw man-to-man fucking and sucking and breeding. It was about 10:30 on Friday night. Jess, my wife, was working a double shift at the hospital where she was a nurse and I knew I had plenty of time to indulge my dark cravings. I'd heard Chad and others talk about a park not too far from my house where pretty much anything and everything took place after dark especially on weekends. Letting my hard cock lead the way I made my way there and parked close to one of the two entrances, noticing quite a few other cars and trucks already there as well as a couple of 18-wheelers. I took a couple of quick hits on the joint I'd brought with me then got out of the car and started walking in no particular direction. After a couple of minutes, with my eyes more adjusted to the night's dark light, I noticed a couple of guys slightly to my left emerging from the edge of trees. As they neared me I could make out that they were both very hot men and both were bare-chested. Probably late 20's I guessed. Passing me the shorter guy grinned at me, looking me up and down. “You're hot dude!” he said, as they both stopped. “If we didn't have to leave we could have a good time tonight.” Not sure what to say I quietly asked where I could find some fun there that night, explaining I hadn't been there before. The taller beefier guy had pointed back in the direction they had walked from and told me there was a path there and to follow it, assuring me I'd find what I was looking for very soon. The younger one blatantly grabbed my crotch in one of his hands and whispered, “The guys'll eat you alive tonight stud!” Then they walked off toward the parking lot. Trembling I took a deep breath and started walking again. After only a few feet I was able to make out the path entering the wall of dark trees and feeling my cock surge I'd started following the path. Sure enough within minutes I started encountering a number of guys – some alone, against a tree, stroking a hard cock, some in pairings of two-or-three or more with mouths and asses being filled with cock as moans echoed through the wooded area. My mouth went dry watching and listening to the activities going on around me as I slowed my pace and kept walking further along. After five or ten more minutes I stopped to watch two naked hard-bodied guys spit-roasting another guy between them. The one guy that was facing me was black and at least 6'3” tall and built like the proverbial brickhouse. His smooth chest had a sheen of sweat all across it and he was pummeling the ass of the white guy bent over in front of him, who from his grunts and mumbled groans was enjoying the dicking he was getting. At the same time his mouth was impaled on the third guy's dick. He was white, with broad shoulders and a narrow waist, probably about 6'. He had his back to me. It was obvious from what both tops were saying that I had walked up on the final minutes of the hot 3-way. The black guy slammed mercilessly against the white guy's ass, the sound echoing off the trees. “You ready white boy?” he growled. “You ready for my black dick to breed your spun white ass?!” The guy being fucked managed to pull his mouth off of the dick in front of him. His face was a picture of sweaty eagerness and readiness. “Fuck yeah!” he answered. “Give me your fucking nut man! Breed my white ass with your dark seed and knock me up!” With that the black guy thrust hard and held still as he obviously was giving the white bottom exactly what he'd asked for. I had at some point dropped my shorts and was stroking my meat and felt like I might cum at any moment. The black top pulled his cock from the hole he'd just bred and stepped back and the guy who'd been getting sucked took his place, ramming his own dick inside the offered hole. The black stud was catching his breath when he glanced up and noticed me. He grinned a sexy grin and walked over to me. Without a word he put his big hand on my shoulder and pressed me down until I was on my knees. In front of me was a massive slab of dark flesh still hard and covered with cum and ass juices. I knew what was expected of me and with no waiting parted my lips and slid them down over his cockhead using my tongue to start washing his cock clean. It had to have been 10” at least. (I found out later it was just over 10.5” and thick.) I'd never had any kind of sex with a black man before but the idea of it was always a big turn on for me. I felt his hand at the back of my head as he eased more of his thickness toward my throat. I'd never had a cock that big and only managed to get about seven inches in my mouth before I started struggling to get my mouth open wide enough. He finally let me ease off of his cock and pulled me to my feet, shoving his tongue hard into my mouth. After making out a few minutes he pulled back and grinned again at me as I stood there panting. “Never had a dick as big as mine have ya?” he asked. I told him no. Leading us to a nearby log he reached out and picked up a pair of shorts put his hand in a pocket and pulled the hand back out, now holding something. “I got something here that'll help you take every motherfucking inch man. You want it?” Not even knowing what I was agreeing to I nodded my head, knowing I wanted this black stud's entire cock down my throat. He brought his hand up and I could see he had a glass pipe in it and the pipe had a bowl at the end of it. He was also holding a lighter and when he flicked the lighter to life placing the flame under the bowl I could see a pile of small white rocks in the bowl. They immediately began to melt filling the bowl with a thick white vapor. The black adonis grinned at me again and said, “I'm Robert and this is Tina,” indicating the smoke-filled pipe. “Smoke some of this with me man and I promise you'll be able to get my whole black cock down your throat and up your ass. How about it?” I moaned and let Robert give me my first ever hit of tina leading to a night I'd never expected. (to be continued)

Part 8 After the flip fucking and breeding we had done, made even more intense with the chems running through our blood and in our brains, we took a break to catch our breath and to smoke more weed and tina and drink some more of what was left of the liquor we'd had when we started out tonight. In my drug-hazy mind I wasn't sure how or when it had happened, but I noticed we were getting low on the booze. It was just a little after 11:00 P.M. and I knew we'd be wanting more for the night. I'd made arrangements when I booked the room to have all the beer and booze we wanted so I reached for the hotel room phone on the night table to call the front desk to order more. A deep sexy voice answered on the third ring and as I started to give the guy my name, room number and order, Chad slid 2 fingers into my cum-soaked hole and began twisting them around, making me moan softly. “Stop that!” I hissed quietly as I looked at Chad and saw the devious grin on his face. “Excuse me, sir?” the guy at the front desk asked on the other end of the call. “No, not you,” I replied trying to regain my composure as Chad added a third finger and began to slowly fuck them in and out of my hole. “My brother is being an ass!” I said by way of explanation. Chad grinned that beautiful seductive smile at me as he continued to torture me while I was on the phone. The desk clerk laughed at my explanation and seemed to let it pass as I wrapped up my order. At that exact moment Chad entered my hole with a fourth finger causing me to gasp and moan loudly. The desk clerk hesitated a moment and asked if I was all right. I assured him I was and asked him to hurry with the delivery, then quickly hung up the phone. I lay my head back on the bed and spread my hairy thighs wider, moaning continually from the hot sensation of having my little brother's fingers in my cummy and partyed-up hole. “You little shit!” I groaned at him while at the same time pushing against his fingers every time he pushed them into me. I heard Chad snicker. “You're liking it though, aren't you big bro?” he asked in a husky whisper. “Fuck yeah I am!” I'd never been fisted before but I'd seen Chad fisted twice in a couple of 3-ways we'd had and it had been obvious he'd enjoyed it. He had tried to talk me into giving it a try but it never appealed to me. I'd rather have his cock (or someone's cock) in my ass instead of a fist. But now, as high and horny as we both were I was not resisting at all as he slid his four fingers in and out of my pucker, stretching me wider than I'd ever been stretched. I wasn't consciously thinking of him fisting me but at the same time I was wondering if it felt this good or better. Chad scooted up so that he was kneeling on the bed, pushing my legs higher and back toward my chest. This position allowed him to move his fingers in and out at a faster smoother pace while I moaned louder than I probably should have (I didn't know how thin the walls between the rooms were), squirming on the bed in lust-filled pleasure. “Feels good doesn't it Lance?” he asked seductively. “Feels good having your little brother's fingers sawing in and out of your fuck-hole, huh?” “Yes! Oh fuck bro it feels fantastic!” “Now you can understand why I enjoy getting fisted from time to time,” he continued teasingly. “Right?” I spread my legs even wider and agreed with him that, yes, I understood. “Do you want me to fist you, Lance? Do you want your little brother to fist-fuck your horny hot married hole?” I was just about to answer him when suddenly there was a knock on the door making us both jump. “Fuck! It's probably the booze I ordered from the front desk”, I whispered. “Pull your fingers out, Chad!” I instructed him in a low voice, then saying in a louder voice to whoever had knocked, “Hold on. I'll be right there.” Chad cork-screwed his fingers once more inside me then slowly slid them out, smirking at me. Before I realized it or could stop him, Chad jumped off the bed and headed toward the door, glancing back at me and quickly said, “You better cover up big bro!”. I grabbed the bedspread and pulled it up to my waist at the same moment Chad grabbed the knob and opened the door. Standing there was a very handsome man who looked to be maybe early 30's, with a crew cut, a chiseled face, and wearing khaki shorts and a tight sleeveless pull-over shirt. Chad had positioned his lower body behind the door (thankfully!) but his bare torso was visible to our visitor, as was my own bare sweaty chest. He looked back and forth at us each a couple of times, a look of surprise and interest on his suntanned face. “Uh, I've got the beer and liquor you ordered,” he said, trying to sound professional but not really succeeding. “Great!” answered Chad. “C'mon in!”, and pulled the door open wider but remaining behind it, hiding his nakedness. The guy at the doorway hesitated a moment then stepped into the room, pulling a cart on wheels behind him carrying the good-sized order I'd placed. “Chad!” I said loudly, but it was too late. The man was already inside and Chad was closing the door. “Where do you want...”, he started as he turned around, stopping in mid-sentence as he saw my sexy hard-bodied little brother totally naked, his mesmerizing smile covering his face and his dick more than half hard. “Oh, sorry”, he stuttered. “Did I come at a bad time?” he asked. Chad didn't miss a beat. “Not at all, man. Me and my big brother were just having some fun waiting for the booze. I'm Chad and that's my brother Lance”, he said indicating me. “I'm Greg,” the man answered, unable to take his eyes off of Chad's hunky naked body and growing dick. Chad stepped closer to Greg. “Good to meet you, Greg. Thanks for the booze. Do you want to hang out and have some fun with me and my big brother?” I couldn't believe Chad was standing there naked, with an almost total hard-on, asking this gorgeous man to stay and play. My mind was screaming, “Chad! Wtf?!!”, but I felt my own dick growing quickly to full stiffness. I couldn't deny the thought of a 3-way with this hunk was turning me on. Greg was looking around the room like he didn't know what to do or what to say. Then he stopped as if he had seen something. A smile began covering his face as Chad and I watched him move a hand to the crotch of his shorts and he started fondling a quickly growing bulge. “Are you guys partying?” he asked, and I realized he was looking directly at the glass pipe and lighter sitting on the table next to the bed. “Aw crap!” I said, sure we were going to be tossed out at best, if not have the police called on us. But Chad answered in an even voice as he stepped right up to Greg and put his hand over Greg's own hand caressing himself through his shorts. “Yeah, just a little. Is that okay, Greg? We'll share, won't we Lance?” They both glanced over at me and I nodded and said, “Yeah, sure, we'll share.” Greg was grinning widely now as he looked from Chad then to me then back to Chad. He moved both of his hands to Chad's bare body giving Chad complete access to his stuffed shorts. Greg began running his fingers across Chad's lean tight flesh and Chad unsnapped Greg's shorts and let them fall to his ankles. He was wearing a snug fitting yellow jock strap, the pouch already becoming soaked, and the back of which framed two solid globes of man-butt. “Are you going to share everything?” Greg asked in a sexy voice, which I recognized as the same voice I had talked to when I ordered the booze. Chad had already dropped to his knees, pulling Greg's jock strap down as he knelt, revealing a thick hard cut cock at least 8” long and dripping precum. “Oh yeah, we're definitely going to share everything with you man,” Chad answered, slipping his mouth over Greg's rigid meat making Greg and me both moan. (to be continued)

Chapter 6. Two weeks later 6.1 Ted It was our fortnightly weekend playtime. Jim and I started hitting the pipe the moment we got home from work on Friday getting ourselves in the mood for our long and high session. Feeling the crystal coming on nicely, I asked, “Should we check if Zack is online?” “Yea, why not. Ralph said that he was going to tell Zack he has to work late today, but he is off to the sauna instead,” said Jim. We opened Zack’s profile. He was 23 years old, 5’7 with a pretty slim build, even slimmer than Jim. My type of guy. His profile did say that safe sex is “always”. Well, most barebackers often had their profiles proclaim that too. Got to hedge their bets not to alienate the condom crowd after all. Ralph seemed to think Zack would be quite a condom nazi with others though. It looked like Zack was online. I flicked him a message from the profile Jim created for me. We had our profiles linked together as boyfriends. Both of our profiles did say “safe sex” only. Didn’t want to scare Zack off afterall. Me (Ted): Hey, sexy pics Zack: Hey, nice pics too. What are you up to? Me (Ted): Nothing much. Partner and I have been hitting the pipes. We are both pretty horny. We’ve been thinking of experimenting with 3somes. Jim grinned at the lie. We had our first 3some with Zack’s boyfriend 2 weeks ago after-all. Zack: Just checked out your partner’s profile. He wouldn't normally be my type one on one, but would be hot in a 3some. Me (Ted): Keen to come over and smoke some crystal and play? 😉 then Zack: Sure. Do you guys have condoms? We only play with others with condoms. Me (Ted): Well, my partner and I don’t use condoms with each other. This 3some thing is a spur of the moment thing so we have no condoms at home. Why don’t you bring some. I am Ted and my partner is Jim. Zack: I’m Zack. “Ugh, do we really want to play with condoms? Looks like Ralph is right, Zack is diligent with condoms. I rather just play with the two of us, than to have to use condoms,” Jim asked. “Well, the main thing is to get Zack here first. We’ll get him really high and see how we go. And if he still wants to use a condom, we can tell him to fuck off.” “That’s… rather mercenary.” “Tell me you disagree.” Naturally, he didn’t. — We answered the door dressed in our boxers. Zack was dressed in t-shirt and running shorts. Jim led Zack into the living room. I walked behind Zack, leering at the view from the back. His running shorts exposing his slim smooth legs and emphasizing his small arse. We sat in the living room and offered Zack the pipe. He took a few puffs and took a box of condoms out of his bag and placed it on the coffee table. After several puffs, he offered the pipe back to us. “No, you have some more first. We had a head start after-all,” I told Zack. Zack hit the pipe some more. Excellent. “We noticed that you had a boyfriend linked to your profile, is he away this weekend?” I asked, even though I already knew the answer from the horse’s mouth. “Nuh, Ralph is working late tonight.” “Do you guys play with others together or separately?” “We have played together with others before and also separately. We have only played together with others a few times but not recently though. I think Ralph prefers playing with others separately more,” Zack responded. I could hear a hint of disappointment in his tone though he tried to hide it. Well, Ralph would have loved to play with others together with Zack if they could go bare. Ralph felt that this was something he could not approach Zack about. “What About you guys? You mentioned you are experimenting with 3somes? Just opening up your relationship?” “That’s right. Jim here never tried a 3some before and we have been talking about it,” the lie came easily. Jim looked at me with a smirk. “The idea of watching Ted fuck another guy really turns me on,” Jim said. Zack had been puffing away for some time now. I gestured for him to pass the pipe to Jim and I to puff some more, then suggested we get a booty bum. Zack looked slightly hesitant and mumbled, “That would get us really high.” “That’s the idea. Come let’s get naked.” “You guys will play safe, right?” “Zack, Jim believed that bare sex is something special to be shared between boyfriends only,” I looked over at Jim with a knowing look. I was not sure if Zack caught that I used the past tense. “I think you feel the same way about bare sex with you and your boyfriend, what did you say his name was again, Ralph?” Zack nodded. We undressed completely. Jim and I administered our own booty bumps first while Zack undressed. When Zack was completely undressed, I told Zack to bend over. I put my hairy paws onto his smooth small arse and spread his cheeks. His hairless pink hole greeted me. I sank my tongue into his hole to tease it and to get it to relax. Jim sat back against the chair, stroking his 6” cock watching his boyfriend eat another another boy - another man’s boyfriend. I grinned at Jim when I removed my face from Zack’s arse and administered Zack’s booty bump. I sat back on the chair with my legs spread apart with my hard cock protruding from my hairy crotch and legs. “Suck me,” I commanded Zack. Zack got onto his knees and skillfully took my cock into his mouth. Pleasure from a warm eager mouth surrounded my cock. I looked briefly at Zack’s young face sucking me eagerly, eager to please and then looked at Jim who was obviously enjoying the show. Jim stroked his cock in jerky movements and we shared an evil grin. “Ted has a nice big cock, doesn’t he?” Jim said to Zack. Zack half nodded as he skillfully moved my shaft in and out of his mouth. “Is Ted or your boyfriend bigger?” Jim asked. I gave Jim a sly grin. We already knew the answer to that. Zack came up for some air and said, “Ted has a longer cock. Ralph is thicker.” “I think we should go to the bedroom. I want to watch you suck Jim while I eat your hole some more.” We got onto the bed, bringing the pipe along with us. Zack brought the box of condoms into the bedroom and placed it on the side table. Jim sat on the bed with his back leaning against the bedhead. His legs spread apart with Zack lying stomach down between his legs. He eagerly sucked Jim’s 6 inch cock. I took in the sight of two naked young men, both young enough to be my son. Jim and I shared a quick look and I watched his eyes move from my hard cock to Zack’s small arse. I pushed Zack’s legs apart and moved in between his legs. I cupped his tiny arse with my hands before pulling his cheeks apart. Zack moaned when I stretched his cheeks apart. I leaned forward, and pressed my bearded face into his smooth crack and started eating his hole, all the time my eyes were locked with Jim, while I played with my rock hard cock. Jim’s face was filled with lust and desire as he watched me push my tongue as far as I could into Zack’s hole. Zack squirmed, jerked and moaned as he sucked on Jim’s hard cock. Jim lit the pipe again and gave Zack a few puffs before returning him to suck his cock. He then passed me the pipe to have a few more puffs before he had some himself and put the pipe aside, just beside Zack’s box of condoms. I pushed my tongue as deep as I could go into Zack’s hole, before withdrawing and spitting a big glob of spit onto his smooth pink hole. I angled Zack’s arse upwards and kicked his smooth legs apart with my hairy legs and leaned forward and let my knob slide up and down his crack. Jim’s eyes could not take off my cock and Zack’s crack. Everytime my knob rubbed past Zack’s hole, I heard Zack gasp. “Please wear a condom and fuck me,” Zack begged as he sucked Jim. I smirked, “I’ll fuck you at my own time. Close your legs tightly together.” Zack obeyed. This time I moved my cockhead all across his crack until it was inbetween his thighs. His cracked and insides of his smooth legs getting smeared with my pre-cum. I felt Zack’s body freeze in anticipation everytime my cockhead rubbed across his hole. I simulated a “fuck” in that manner to get Zack feeling more at ease about my bare cock being so close to his bare hole. Jim was practically drooling. His cock rock hard. He whispered, “It looks so good. Can’t wait for you to fuck him.” “Yea? That really turns you on, doesn’t it?” I propped myself up and positioned it so that my dripping cockhead is right on Zack’s entrance I gyrated by cockhead against Zack’s hole, half breaching and stretching it. Zack moaned and his hole twitched involuntarily on my kob. As Jim often told me, the feeling of a bare knob felt much nicer than the cold rubber. “Oh, this feels so good. But please wear a condom before you go any further,” Zack whimpered. “I told you, Zack, Jim believed that bare sex is sacred and something special between boyfriends. Besides, I shouldn’t be risking Jim fucking bare now, would i? Not especially when he is here watching.” I said, never slowing down my cockhead teasing Zack’s hole. “Just the tip doesn’t count, does it Jim?” Jim grinned evilly, “No the tip doesn’t count.” I leaned forward and pushed, and my knob breached the entrance of the hole, Zack’s warm hole pleasured my knob. I withdrew my knob immediately after I penetrated and then breached his hole with just my knob again. Zack moaned in delight and pleasure. “We shouldn’t be fucking with just the tip either. We should be saving bare sex for our boyfriends only. It's sacred,” Zack protested. Though his arse still arched upward in the perfect angle for me to sink my shaft into him completely if I wanted to. “I don’t feel that the tip is a betrayal, and I am Ted’s boyfriend. I am sure Ralph would feel the same,” Jim responded. It was a heady mix staring into each other’s eyes as we tried to seduce Zack into debauchery. “Let me help you spread his cheeks,” Jim said as he leaned forward and pulled Zack’s cheeks apart while Zack’s head was bobbing up and down his cock. Jim and I now had a clear unobstructed view of my knob half sunked into Zack's boyish hole. I kissed Jim as my knob moved in and out of Zack’s hole, my pre-cum leaking into him as I fuck. We broke apart from our kiss as I grinned wickedly at Jim. I said to Jim in a mock disappointment, “Honey, his hole wouldn’t feel as good as your hole if I had to wrap up.” “I hate to have my boyfriend disappointed,” Jim returned my grin. “Maybe just half your cock? So you’re not completely unfaithful.” I pushed my cock half way into Zack’s hole and started fucking it at the half way point of my shaft, “We're still saving half my cock and your hole for our boyfriends. Does it not feel so much nicer without a condom, Zack?” “It does,” Zack moaned, “but we should wear a condom before you fuck me completely. We need to save ourselves for our boyfriends.” Though Zack was verbalising his protest, his arse pushed back and forth in rhythm to my thrusts. “His bare hole feels as good as your bare hole, Jim. I don’t think I can stop fucking him raw, Jim.” “Your raw cock sliding into his hole bare looks so hot,” Jim’s gaze was locked onto my hard meat half penetrating into Zack’s small arse, “Looks so hot your older hairy muscular body contrasting his smooth, slim young body. Pinning him down and fucking. I would love to watch you pound his arse raw.” "Yea? You don't mind your boyfriend desecrating his body and becoming unfaithful to you?" I asked looking in Jim's eyes, almost forgetting Zack was in our bed. "Would love you to. Be unfaithful to me over and over again," Jim said and I pushed myself slowly and completely into Zack. My hairy crotch pressing against his smooth small butt. Zack whimpered, “No, no, we got to stop. I’m poz. You don’t want to fuck me bare. You need to protect yourselves.” Of course we already knew that from Ralph. I lowered my chest onto Zack’s back, and held him tightly as I pushed my cock into him as deep as I could and whispered into his ear, “Protect ourselves? Jim and I are poz too, Zack. You are as much at a risk from our strain as we are from yours. Besides, I’m already all the way inside. You don’t need to save yourself for Ralph any more. You’re a cheating slut like two of us. Even if we stop now, I’ve reached an inch deeper than Ralph would ever reach. We might as well enjoy ourselves. You don't have to let Ralph know - it can be our secret.” I pushed his legs apart with my legs and started pounding Zack. Ralph had violated my boyfriend with his toxic cock. Now it is my turn to violate his boyfriend with my toxic cock. 6.2 Jim I watched Ted slam into Zack over and over again as Zack slobbered all over my hard cock. I never thought I would ever have the chance to watch my boyfriend fuck another boy bare. Knowing that my boyfriend was hard and aroused because of another boy. Zack moaned as all protest seemed to have evaporated. I was transfixed by the sight of Ted’s cock sliding in and out of Zack’s hole. My boyfriend having his “revenge” against me and Ralph. Ted pounded Zack for sometime before he pulled out and ate Zack’s hole. “Mmm I love eating a fucked hole and tasting hole juices and pre-cum.” He pulled me forward and guided me in between Zack’s legs. “Why don’t you eat his hole and have a go?” Ted said. I rarely topped. I looked at Zack’s stretched hole, no longer pink but an angry red from the friction. It looked slick and slimy. I leaned forward and pushed my tongue into Zack’s stretched hole, tasting Ted’s salty pre-cum and hole juices. Ted moved to sit in front of Zack and pushed his slick hard cock into his mouth to eat, “Suck my cock and taste your hole juices on my cock.” As Zack’s head bobbed up and down Ted’s cock. Ted looked over at me eating Zack’s hole, “Dip your cock into his hole.” I got up and positioned my cock against Zack’s hole and pushed. It slid in easily as Zack's hole has been stretched by Ted's bigger cock.. Zack’s warm slimy hole wrapped tightly around my cock as I slid in. It was a good thing I was on ice, or I would have cum almost immediately. Zack wasn’t the type that I would normally go for. I liked older beefier men like Ted, Ralph and Ray. Zack was more like me. Slim, smooth and younger. In fact, he was younger and smaller than me. Where I was used to feeling hairy naked flesh against me, it was a completely different and novel feeling of smooth skin against smooth skin. There seemed almost so much less friction as our hairless sweaty bodies rubbed against each other. I started fucking Zack. Pounding him. Fucking the hole that my boyfriend’s cock had just been in a few moments ago. I was a little concerned that my 6” cock would be too small for Zack, but he moaned with pleasure as I pounded him. “That looks so hot, watching my bottom boyfriend fucking a cheating bottom boy,” Ted leered at Zack and I fucking, Zack continued sucking Ted’s cock. I imagined it must be like watching the twink porn that Ted liked but live. “We lied to you, Zack. Jim used to want to save his hole for his boyfriend. But after we found out we had cheated on each other with other people without even practicing safe sex, we agreed never to restrict each other again and share our risks. You’re actually the second threesome we had. The first threesome we had, we played with this cheating poz top who also didn't use condoms when he cheated either too. Maybe we should invite him over right now to make sure that both you bottoms have at least a cock each to fill your holes. You’ll have a third cock fucking you bare tonight, Zack and he can give you another strain. We’ll turn you into a proper bare slut. Do you want me to invite our fuckbuddy, Zack?” “We shouldn’t,” Zack said with Ted’s cock half stuffed into his mouth, his arse kicking back against my thrust. It would be so horny to have Ralph watch Ted fuck his boyfriend. “”Shouldn’t” only makes it hornier, though, doesn’t it?” I said. “Howabout I send him a text to see if he is available? You can always say no if you aren’t interested when he is here. I’ll let him fuck Jim while I keep fucking you,” Ted said as he grabbed his phone and text. When he was done, he passed the phone over for me to read. It was a text message to Ralph. “Success - We got him to cheat on you raw. We are all still pretty tweaked - told him we’re inviting a fuck buddy who played raw with us. He thinks you are someone else to take his hole. Join us? :)” A response came as I was holding the phone, “Fuck, I’m coming over now.” I passed the phone back to Ted who grinned when he read the text. “Our fuck buddy will be joining us,” Ted announced to Zack. Ted looked at his hard cock, slick with spit from Zack and then at the two of us fucking. Looking at me, he said, “I want another go at that cheating ass. Bring your ass over to my mouth so that I can eat your ass while I fuck his ass.” I made way for Ted to get between Zack’s legs who promptly penetrated him again with his cock. My boyfriend joined bare with Ralph’s boyfriend.I stood in front of Ted and leaned forward so that my arse was in his face. I pulled my cheeks apart with my hands to give Ted easy access to my hole. I felt his beard between my smooth cheeks as he ate my hole. Zack and I watched in the mirror as Ted fucked Zack’s hole, while he ate mine. “I want you to lie on top of Zack so that your arse is stacked on top of his.” Ted guided me into the position he wanted me to take. My chest on top of Zack’s back. Ted spit a glob of saliva onto my ass and rubbed it into my hole. “Your hole must be feeling very empty, Jim. Want me to wash my cock before I fuck you?” “Fuck me with your dirty cock, please,” I begged. Ted pulled his cock out of Zack’s hole and in a smooth thrust his cock breached my hole, “there you go baby, Zack’s poz hole juices been fucked up your hole with my unfaithful cock.” While fucking Zack felt great, I definitely leaned more towards being a bottom and it felt great to have my hole filled with Ted’s cock. “Going to fuck your hole now, Zack,” Ted pulled out of me and plunged into Zack, “So much hornier and dirtier fucking raw, isn’t Zack? Don’t need to worry about lube or cleaning up as we swap partners? What would your boyfriend say seeing his cheating boyfriend taking such risks and fucked by a top with a longer dick?” Zack was obviously turned on by Ted’s filthy talk, “Feels so good and is so dirty and wicked. So natural. I wish Ralph would love this, but I cannot let him find out. He will hate me.” “But if you let him find out, maybe you might learn that he might love it too. Imagine you can watch Ralph fuck Jim bare too. Watch him get pleasure from my boyfriend’s bare poz hole, mixing their strains as they fuck while you and I enjoy each other.” Judging by Zack pushing himself back against Ted’s dick, I’m certain he loved the idea. Zack and I watched in the mirror (and felt) as Ted slipped out of Zack, and plunged his dick into my hole, casually swapping from hole to hole at his leisure. It was so horny watching my boyfriend, relishing having two young bottoms here to pleasure his cock bare. There was nothing sacred about the bare fucking we shared. The doorbell rang. “Looks like our fuckbuddy is here. Why don’t you answer the door, Jim?” Ted said.

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Chapter 2 - Ted POV I admired Jim’s relaxed naked body after we both came. He was probably a finger taller than me, but had a slender toned smooth body. He was totally my type. It felt amazing to be able to cum in Jim’s hole. I normally do not tell guys that I am poz - and certainly do not expect to be able to cum into their hole immediately after telling them I am poz. Jim is sweet and naughty. The perfect combination to get juices going literally. I actually enjoyed our chats in between our play time. Most guys I hook up with don't seem to want to even have a chat much even with the ecstasy - most are more focused about the sex or getting their hole filled, and the chats normally seemed polite and superficial. I felt an easy connection chatting with Jim and in a spur of a moment, I turned into a softie and changed my initial plan to ply Jim full of drugs so that he would let me fuck him with my bare poz cock without any question. But wanting the opportunity to meet Jim again, I decided to tell him about my HIV status, even if it meant ending my session. The wicked darker side of me nearly kicked me the moment I told Jim. -Foolish,- my dark side told me, -you nearly wasted a perfect opportunity to fuck a bare hole.- It was fortunate things worked out in the end for me to satisfy my desire for bare raw sex. Nothing was worse than having to have sex and anaesthetising my cock that has been made extra sensitive by the drugs. Nothing can beat the feeling of a warm moist hole wrapping and twitching around my throbbing cock. When Jim told me he was positive, all my promises I spoke to him about “protecting him” from my viral load went out the window. The plan to ply him with more drugs so that I can ravish him with my bare cock was immediately back on. No doubt, that was the same plan his ex, Ray used. A pity I had not met Jim when he was still going out with Ray. Just as Jim and I had spoken earlier, the forbidden fruit gets my juices going. I’ve cheated on all of my previous boyfriends/partners. I loved fucking cheating bottoms, especially if I get to fuck them bare the way their boyfriends/husbands fuck them. Violating the sanctity of their (and mine) “marriage”. Especially if my sexual partner for that evening and I were attached with someone else. Still, the thought that my bare cock is sliding into the same passage Ray’s bare cock has been into was very titillating and an immense turn on for me. We basked in the afterglow of our first orgasm. Jim asked, “So do you fuck bare… regularly?” I almost told him what I tell most of my other hookups. “No, I rarely fuck bare. Just tonight.” Unusually, I wanted to be honest with this young man. Perhaps because I feel like we have the beginnings of a connection. Or maybe I have taken 2 whole pills too quickly. “Whenever I can,” I said truthfully. “Are they poz guys too?” he asked. “Honestly, Jim I don’t always know. I only told you about my status because I wanted to see you again. I do not usually ask guys. Sometimes I know they are poz. Most of the time, we never discuss safe sex. Especially if I get the bottoms so high they just want my bare cock,” my cock started stirring as I said this. I loved getting bottoms so high, they would just give in to their lust and pleasure and accept my bare cock without any question. I noticed Jim’s cock stirring as well, and I said, “I’m terrible aren’t I? And I think your cock likes me terrible.” Jim remained silent for a bit before continuing, “On the hand, I feel like I should be appalled. But I find the idea of an evil mature man having his way with a bottom without caring for the bottom’s safety quite a turn on. The mind is a strange thing.” “Is that why you gave yourself to Ray? That there is an element of him prioritising his pleasure instead of your safety?” Jim shrugged, “Subliminally, maybe. I tried not to think about it at that time other than it felt so good.” “So what happened to you and Ray? Why did things end?” “Well, he wanted an open relationship and I wanted a close relationship. We tried for a year being in an open relationship, but you know, the contrast with the other guys fucking with condom just pale into significance really cannot compare to bare fucking with Ray.” -Damn,- I thought, -so much for my fantasy of meeting him in the past and having my wicked way with him. Though, he has a naughty side, maybe we just need more drugs to bring out- “Ray played safe with others?” “I suppose - those were the rules of our relationship.” -It may be your rules, but I somehow doubt Ray would limit himself, Jim- I thought to myself, thinking it was best not to share that train of thought. “So when did you find out you were poz, Ted?” “5 years ago. I was in a relationship at that time.” “You got it from your partner too?” Jim asked. “Well, it isn’t as straightforward as that. Ben left me for another man. When he left me, I found out that he had been cheating on me the 5 years we were together. I got a test just after that and found it.However, I will be honest with you Jim, I wasn’t a good partner either. Ben and I had an agreement that we only played together with someone else. But I was also cheating on him the entire time, playing on my own with other guys. I have cheated on most of my previous partners as well, in some cases where we had agreed to be monogamous. Some have cheated on me too, not that it made what I did right. I definitely wasn’t playing it safe all the time and fucked bare every opportunity I could. I know Ben wouldnt have as well as 90% of the time, when we invited someone over, we end up fucking bare unless the person insist on condom. As you said earlier, fucking bare with your partner and then having to wear condom with other guys? Stifling. So back to your question - maybe I got HIV from Ben, or maybe I got HIV from someone else,” I told Jim. In my mind I wondered why am I sharing so much with Jim. I don’t want to scare him away. “Were you surprised by your diagnosis?” “I was in shock, even though it was not something unexpected. I suspect you might be able to relate with that, Jim,” I said and I noticed Jim nodding. “You mentioned before that you moved here recently. What brought you into this town? Most people try to get out of this town.” “I made a lot of dumb decisions in my life, Jim. I used to make good money. When I was with Ben, we lived beyond our means. The people that used to hang around us were either from money or trying to leech money from us. When my business failed, Ben left me for another guy. That stung more than him cheating on me. Not that I’ve any right to be upset about him cheating on me. There are too many memories where I came from. I moved here to get a fresh start. Howabout you, Jim? Why did you come back to your hometown if it is so terrible?” “Well, most of the friends Ray and I had were Ray’s friends. I don’t really make friends easily, I’ve always been an introvert. I moved back here to be close to friends and family, but I think I’m realising I’ve grown apart from my friends. And I can’t tell my family about my HIV, so I’ve been avoiding them. Gosh, verbal diarrhoea” I chuckled. There was a comfortable silence as we slowly and gently felt each other's body. Noticing Jim’s cock growing, I asked, “So what is getting your cock excited?” Smashed as he was, Jim still had a slight look of embarrassment as he responded, “Er nothing.” “It’s not nothing, Jim. Come on, don’t be shy, share with me. No judgement here. If you can’t share while you’re smashed, you’ll never be able to share it.” Jim squirmed a little and said, “I was thinking about you telling that you fucked a lot of guys bare. It really turns me on that your cock has fucked so many guys raw. Silly isn’t it?” “No, it isn’t silly, Jim. It is horny. Mmm, I like that you are a naughty young man. So, after hearing that I’ve had my cock into all these other men, do you still want it in your hole, bare?” my cock was so hard, it ached. “Yes,” Jim responded and my cock throbbed. “It is risky, Jim - exposing yourself to a stranger you know is a slut.” “Yes, it is so bad, yet I want it.” I stood and brought my cock to his mouth. Jim got onto his knees and sucked my cock, his hands holding onto my thighs before running his hands through the hair on my thighs. I loved how he is into my hairiness the way I am into his smooth skin. I angled us in such a manner that Jim was kneeling with his back facing the mirrored wardrobe. I watched the sweet young man sucking my cock in the mirror while I tried to perve on the crack of his slim small arse. I wetted my finger with my spit and bent over, trying to reach for his twitching hole while keeping his mouth on my cock. It was a bit of an awkward position but I was able to reach his twitching hole and tease it with a light touch of my finger. Jim moaned with his mouth stuffed full with my cock. It all looked so hot in the mirror, I had to eat his hole, “Lie on your stomach, Jim.” Jim released my cock and laid flat on the bed, face down. I watched him and stroked my sore cock gently. The soreness added to my arousal. “Lift your arse up a little, Jim. Spread your cheeks and show me your hole.” Like a good boy, Jim did as instructed, moaning. His smooth pink hole, now a little red, exposed to the air. I felt my mouth salivating as I watched this nerdy, slim, sweet young man in such a slutty pose, offering himself up to me. A part of me felt protective and paternal towards this young man who I seemed to have an easy connection with. Another part of me, the monster inside of me, wants to violate and corrupt him completely. Infect him with my strain. I knelt between his legs and ate his hole. My tongue probed as deep as I could into his now stretched hole. At least most of the lube seemed to be gone. I hate lube. I don’t really have a choice when we were using a condom, but for raw fucking, just spit, pre-cum and if I’m lucky, another man’s cum - especially if the bottom is filled with his boyfriend’s cum when he is sneaking off to meet me. Jim moaned in delight as his hole twitched against my tongue. Deciding to share my wicked fantasies with him, I stopped licking his hole for the time being and said, “So you like wicked older men huh. Imagine if you were still with Ray, and he decided to blindfold you and invited me to take turns fucking you while you were lying on your stomach. We are both similarly hairy and built, with the same size cocks. You wouldn’t even know I was fucking you would you?” Jim moaned at me sharing my filthy fantasy. “Did you like Ray fucking you on your stomach?” “Yes,” he moaned in response, “I liked how I can feel his hairy legs pushed open my thighs and fuck me. Normally when I am not high, I find it hard for tops to pull their cocks out completely and push it back in. But when I was high with Ray, he was able to pull out completely and ram it back in. It feels so slutty and good.” “Mm , you wouldn’t be able to tell whose hairy legs were pushing your legs open if you were blind folded,” I put my thighs between his and gave it a hard push to push his legs apart. “You’ll feel a familiar sized bare knob pressing onto your hole. You will think it is Ray’s but he had invited me to enjoy you without you knowing,” I plunged into his hole in a single stroke just the way he said he liked Ray fucking him. I pulled my cock out completely with a slutty plop sound and plunged all the way till my balls slapped against his cheeks. I whispered into his ear, “Can you tell the difference between Ray and I?” “No,” he moaned, “you’re so bad.” “I know,” I slowed my fucking into a slower and gentle pace. Jim tilted his head back towards me and I kissed him, not stopping my thrusts. “You told me that the idea of my cock being in another hole turns you on. Well, I also like the idea of another cock being in your hole. Imagine if we met when you were with Ray and I was still with Ben? And we met for a bareback couple swap? You and I will watch Ray fuck Ben, while they will watch us fuck each other? Both Ray and I agree to share our boys without a condom. I know Ray would love to fuck Ben - he is slim and smooth like you - only he doesn’t look as nerdy.” “That is so bad,” Jim moaned, “Bare fucking between boyfriends is supposed to be sacred and special. You’re perverting it.” “That’s right, Jim. That’s what turns me on. Sex acts that are considered [banned word]. Casual bare fucks. Desecrating another man’s boy while I watch my boy get desecrated by him. Ray and I will take turns swapping between you and Ben without cleaning our cocks or your holes. I will fuck you knowing that Ray’s cock has just been in you. Fucking on his pre-cuum and cum. Or maybe we’ll bring you boys loaded with our cums first before we swap. I’ll churn his cum in your hole with my sore cock, while he churns my cum in Ben’s hole with his sore cock. We’ll have each other’s cum frothing all over our shafts and caking our hairy pubes. You’ll let me fuck you knowing that Ben’s hole juices are all over my shaft. Four of us swapping strains against our doctor’s orders.” We fucked and sharing our filthy fantasy. This nerdy young man turned on by the filthy scene painted in our minds, my cock deep inside him, leaking my pre-cum. I slowed my fucking and Jim immediately turned his head back to kiss me. “You want us to fuck face to face don’t you, Jim?” I couldn’t help smiling as I kissed him, sensing he craved affection. “Yes, I do love being fucked while kissing.” I got off of Jim and flipped him over. Lifting his legs onto my shoulders I pushed my cock back into his hole. There was a slight sting on my knob as it was pretty chafed. That added to the pleasure and excitement. We looked into each other’s eyes, feasting on our smashed, euphoric and pleasured expressions as I slowly slid my cock slowly and gently into Jim. As I bottomed out, I leaned forward and kissed Jim gently. The feel of our tongues dancing against each other, mixing our spit. Even though it was a bit crossed-eye, we both kept our eyes open, looking into each other as we kissed as I thrust in and out really gently and we held onto each other tightly like we would never let go. We broke our kiss and I held myself as deep Jim as I could go. Jim said, “That fantasy is so horny. It is so filthy and bad. It really turned me on, and I loved how it turned you on, and yes, I probably would have loved how decadent and perverse it all is if it had happened. However, I am glad that isn’t how we met, Ted. I am glad tonight is the night we met. And that I met you after I was diagnosed with HIV. I know you said that you would like to meet me again, but even if we were only just meeting tonight, it really made my day. The best I can describe is that our meeting gave me some hope after all that I’ve dealt with recently.” I felt a tremor in my heart. It really touched me that Jim felt that way. He may be a wicked young man, but he is a sweet young man. Here we were, two men somewhat lost and alone seeking comfort and connection in casual sex. It isn’t everyday you meet someone that you feel like they would touch you. I kissed him on his lips gently and said, “I am glad we met tonight too, Jim. I really hope we’ll see each other again. I would like us to get to know each other and become friends, but definitely friends that keep fucking.” “And you’ll keep wanting to pass your new friend your strain?” Jim asked in a teasing manner, “Quite an irresponsible friend.” My cock throbbed and pulsed at that thought inside Jim’s hole. Jim’s hole twitched in response to my throb, I pushed myself up, and angled myself better. On the one hand, I feel really protective over this lost young man and fuck him gently with my cock. On the other hand, I had the urge to mark him, fuck him hard, use him, breed him and infect him with my strain. The contradiction of protection and harm caused my cock to ache. I had a gut feeling that JIm was experiencing the same contradiction. He wants me to be nurturing and protective. Yet, he also wants me to use him for my own pleasure. “I’m not just going to pass you my strain, Jim. We’re going to mix our strains and mark each other. I want us to enjoy the pleasure of bare sex with enjoyment notwithstanding the risk to each other” With that I gave Jim another pounding before I blasted my second load deep into him.

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Chapter 4. The following day, my boy thanked me for setting everything up. He told me he’d never have been brave enough to take POZ cum without my help. I told him I looked forward to seeing how piggy he wanted to be. I asked him if he really wanted to push his limits. He nodded and I asked him if he’d rather have ten new raw cocks in his hole or ten loads from strangers in his hole, squelching two raw cocks. He thought for a few seconds and said, ‘loads. Loads from ten strangers.’ ‘POZ loads?’ ‘If they’re POZ, then, yeah.’ He confessed that it had long been a fantasy to get fucked and used by multiple POZ men but that he’d need to work up the stamina to take on ten men at once. I asked if lots of loads on two bare cocks might help him get used to more. He nodded and headed off to work proud of him for giving in to what he wanted, and for trusting me to help him. I messaged Sam, thanking him for a hot session, and telling him my boy wanted to get double-fucked with ten strangers’ loads, working up to a POZ gangbang. I also told Sam that my boy had been able to fist himself. That got Sam going, and he asked me to meet him for lunch in a park bathroom he knew of nearby. I snuck away from my desk and was in the appointed stall at the appointed time, fisting my cock as I peered through a sticky gloryhole. A few minutes later, Sam walked in and greeted me by name as he unzipped and fed his POZ cock through the gloryhole. I heard him talking to another guy who must have just walked in. I heard him say, ‘Yeah, he’s collecting loads for his boy. No questions asked, POZ loads too.’ I felt his pace pick up as he fucked my throat, banging against the wall, ‘Like mine! This cocksucker is gonna get his boy POZ bred with my POZ cum! Again!’ He filled my mouth with a big juicy load and pulled back. I spat his cum into the jar as the next stranger slid his meat through the hole. ‘You’re sick, you fuck. Sucking cock to bring loads home to your boy! Bring him here sometime, and I’ll breed him myself!’ He shot his cum in my mouth and pulled out without a word of thanks. It tasted so good, I nearly swallowed it, but remembered why I was there. I only knew Sam was still there when he lowered his face to the hole and spit through it, I swallowed it down. He grunted that he had a few more friends coming in a few minutes and to hold tight. I heard the door open and close and waited a few minutes. Sam came back with two uniformed cops. I freaked out until I heard their zippers drop and they both took turns feeding me their dicks. I saved both their loads in the jar. When they’d gone, Sam let himself into the stall. He suggested we ask the cops over sometime to double fuck my boy for me to watch. The got me turned on. Sam asked if I wanted his load right in my hole and I told him that I rarely bottom. He grinned and said, ‘I’ll get my babies in you one way or another.’ He dipped his finger into the jar and ran it up and down my ass crack. If another stranger hadn’t just walked in, I’d have had to jerk off imagining those two beefy cops stretching my boy apart and feeling Sam smear his POZ cum in me. I’d sucked out four loads and had a cummy butt and was late for work. Back at my desk, I messaged Sam to thank him. He replied that he didn’t know the first guy really but had seen him taking raw POZ cock in that stall regularly, including his own. The cops were both POZ too. That night, Sam came back over. I blindfolded my boy before we took turns fingering fresh cum into his ass and then planting it deeper until we both fucked him again. This time, Sam was sitting on the sofa with my boy straddling his cock, facing him. I was able to squat and slide in; this meant I got to do most of the pounding this time. Sam reached into the cum jar again and fingered some of that filthy seed into my own butt. It all felt so good, but the sensation of Sam squirting his toxic seed into my boy’s guts was what pushed me over the edge. He took pics of our cummy cocks reaming out my boy’s hole, and then of my own tight ass covered in dirty seed. I kept sucking off strangers daily and getting that cum into my boy. And now, I fingered my ass with their seed as I sucked them off. By the following week, my boy had been filled up with at least ten strangers’ loads and wrecked by me and Sam together multiple times. My own tight hole had absorbed some of that toxic seed too. I told my boy that Sam was planning something for the weekend to take things a step further. My boy begged for a hint, but I kept quiet, telling that it would start with him being blindfolded and end with him more stretched out and more cum-filled than he’d ever been before. To be continued...

Chapter 2. The next morning over breakfast, I asked my boy if he wanted me to stretch him out some more and try out some more cum play. He smiled across the table with that same shy mischievous grin, and then asked what I had in mind. I told him we’d be taking a few days off from rawfucking to get his hole relatively tight again, but we’d jerk off daily. Each time we came for the next few days, we shot our loads into a jar and kept it in the fridge. I know I added a load more than once a day and I’m sure he did too. By the weekend, the jar was obscenely splattered with a good half inch of our combined milky seed. I got my boy to lean back and lapped at his puckered ass, savoring its tightness. With no abuse, he was tighter than he’d been in months. I tongue fucked him as his hole began to relax and then dipped my fingers in the cum jar. Fresh from the fridge, the goo was cold and thick, but it did a great job of lubing his ass. It tasted so good and I loved how his greedy hole seemed to suck it in. In that moment, savoring the sight of his cum-lubed hole, I grabbed my phone and shot a few pics. I snapped as my raw cock, slimy with cum, slid into his hole. I got a great pic of his hole clinging outward as I reared back, then sucking in as I slammed forward. I shot a big load into him, but with his hole already so wet, it hardly made a difference. I knew I would stay hard for bit and pulled out to replace my cock with the dildo. I slid it’s full length into him. As he tried to dig his fingertips into his hole, I swatted them away and slid my own hard cock into him alongside that fake dick. He wailed, loving the sensation of having his ass split open by two cocks. He shouted out that he wanted to feel two real raw cocks in his ass. I got him to talk dirty and confess he wanted to feel two real raw cocks in his ass. ‘What about the lube,’ I asked. He moaned back begging for me to keep his ass full of cum. Of course, that made me come immediately and he blasted all over his chest without even touching his cock. As I smeared his seed onto my cock and fucked it back into him, I asked him if he was really sure of what he wanted. He almost seemed ashamed to admit it, but I smiled and told him that I was loving his piggy side coming out more and more. Her hung his head and sighed that he was afraid he’d keeping wanting more and more and not be able to stop, going as far as taking POZ cum. The thought of that clearly freaked him out as much as it turned him on. I hugged him and told him I’d be there to make sure he was safe, more or less, and could just enjoy the sex. Besides, taking two cocks at once wasn’t really so filthy. Now, ten, that’d be a different story. He just grinned at me playing with his sopping pussy, saying how hot it would be to take a load from a stranger and not even see his face. I asked how he’d feel about taking a load without knowing the guy’s status. His cock sprang right back to life and I slowly massaged his balls saying that guys who fuck raw are bound to take POZ seed sooner or later. I kept talking dirty until he came again, his thick load dripping down his shaft. We held each other as we drifted off to sleep, his ass leaking loads into a cool puddle on the bed, and me hatching a plan to get another guy’s cum and cock deep into my boy’s guts. To be continued...