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  1. claireannet
    I am also picky.....I pick that one and that one and that one. Then I pick that one and that one and that one. Actually I have really worked to promote the idea that it is just sex......don't be so picky and enjoy more of that skin on skin sex we all seem to enjoy. At one time I traveled great deal (internationally) for my work. I was very picky about food at that time of my life. I soon learned that I needed to be more open to new foods or I would go hungry. I ended up learning to love so many different cuisines/styles that it really added to my life. I would encourage you all to be less picky and just enjoy the sex. You may just learn that the picky methods of selecting partners really prevented you from experience sex in ways and with men that are even more exciting.
  2. claireannet
    I too have been surprised at the anti-PrEP comments. While I chose to chase (and convert) it was just that MY CHOICE. And, it is a quite serious decision---literally a lifetime of consequences. The decision to use the drug is no different than the decision to go raw without out latex or chemical protection....an individual choice. With a site like this, it would be nice if we were all supportive of each other...regardless of the decisions we make. Few other places allow the open discussions we have, allow the open disclosure of our sexual extremes and allow the sharing of the "real" experiences of raw sex, enhancements and hiv+ fetish. Lets embrace that freedom and allow each other guy to find their place in our more fringe universe of sex.
  3. claireannet

    Always a bit sad when I have to pull out the ass plug and feel what remains from the prior night's fun drain from my well fucked hole.  Two good ones last night, both toxic.

    1. BBFloridaguy

      BBFloridaguy

      Toxic loads in my hole always feel good.

  4. claireannet
    I still have so many great memories of my sexual awakening. Still several years prior to getting my driver's license, I was "recruited" and eventually tutored by a wonderful man about 25 years older than I was. I was in that "phase" of trying to figure out why my own thoughts and feelings about sex seemed to be at odds with all my friends. This man helped me sort out my thoughts and accept my homosexuality. But more than that, he helped me develop as a sexually confident bottom. The skills and attitude he helped me develop have allowed me to live a very happy and very out and very very queer life. I suppose in the growing politically correct/nanny state we seem to live in I was molested, probably raped, certainly sexually abused. I consider it the finest thing another person (other than a relative) has ever done for me. When my younger brother came to me with questions (at about the same age as when I was recruited) I tried to do for him what was done for me. In this day and age, I am guessing few men would take the risk to help someone successfully develop as a queer. Perhaps all the internet and porn and hook up sites have made that adjustment easier for guys. But, when you read some posts you see that many young guys really have no clue about being queer other than liking M4M sex. And, as a society we must protect those who are unable to protect themselves. But, elders mentoring the more junior guys still has some validity.
  5. claireannet
    I most likely got my tranny ass knocked up by a BBC. A very high percentage of the men I was with while chasing were black. While I do not know for sure......I really think that I do know the night I got POZZED. I was fully femmed up and he was the first guy to "prep" my ass with a brush and we shared a point a couple times as well. A couple weeks later---fuck flu. I am glad the dude in the story got converted. Being a POZ tranny is my dream cum true. And as a tip for all the "wanna-be" chasers out there.....do some research on HIV infection demographics. If you are going hunting...go where the game is.
  6. claireannet
    First of all....if you are converting.....I hope your experience is what you hoped for. My own conversion symptoms lasted about 15 days---from the first night sweat until I was largely symptom free. A number of days were pretty bad, but not debilitating to the point of preventing work or other life's obligations. And, other than a couple days, I remained sexually active the entire time. At about day 5 I did go to a doc and that is when I tested POZ (not a surprise). As you mentioned, everyone's experience is somewhat different. But you should be nearing the point when you can test and be certain.
  7. claireannet
    Everyone's experience is a somewhat custom event. My own fuck flu was very much noticeable and lasted about 15 days from first night sweat until I was clear of the symptoms. About half way through that, I tested POZ (was NOT a surprise). But, I know some guys who had only a day or two, some guys who felt nothing and a couple who claim to have been debilitated for most of a month. But, kudos to your bud for knowing what he wanted and going after it.
  8. claireannet
    I spent years as a real condom NAZI. I never let a dick near my hole without being wrapped. But, about a year ago, a dude stealthed me. Later, when I found out what he had done, I learned he was POZ as well. Several months later I had become a dedicated bareback only guy. Five weeks after that, I tested POZ myself.
  9. claireannet
    I tested POZ in late February of this year. For most of my life I had been a real condom NAZI, but a stealther changed my view. After I had that "risk event", being with POZ guys was all I could think about. Started as an active (VERY ACTIVE) chaser some months later and converted within 5 weeks of that start. No meds in the 5 months since my new status was confirmed.
  10. claireannet

    Made my first post where I refer to my "transition" this morning.   Kind of funny, I had no problem being out as a gay man as soon as I knew I was not straight.  I have written a fair amount about what I did to transition from condom nazi to POZ dude.   But, the actuality of "adjusting" my body to meet my self-image seems more difficult to discuss.  Would be interested to hear of others who are POZ and transitioning and would like to know if others want to hear more.

    The trans section of this site is kind of disappointing.....mostly chicks with dicks stuff.   

     

  11. claireannet
    Some may suppose, based on my screen name, that I am fairly fem. Although I do not talk about it much on this site, I am actually in transition. Both my doctor and my therapist have been huge help. And despite your comment, their goal is to HELP not to label, blame or discourage. Rather they are focused on assisting me with my mental and physical health as I make some significant changes. Even as I ***** ******* (*** converted to POZ) they were helpful (although very straightforward in their thoughts and beliefs on that subject). If you are serious, find a good supporter in the medical community. I believe it is an important part of figuring out a complicated path.
  12. claireannet
    I guess I was surprised by my own thoughts here. I believe that while I do have a preference, in practice I do not use my preference to screen potential partners. I am smooth---totally (other than head) and like the way I feel and look. Further, I enjoy the feel of other smooth guys and I appreciated the effort it takes to maintain that attribute. But I have been with many hairy guys---and never can remember it being "BAD" for any reason. In fact, one guy during my **** joked about using hedge clippers and a yard rake for his body grooming....and that wolf-man dropped a nice load as well as any smooth guy. Of the four guys I have had longer term relationships with over the years, two were smooth (one taught me how to groom fully, quickly) one was fairly "normal" hair, little grooming and one was hairy as fuck. Other than with the guy who taught me so many tips of the smooth trade, I do not recall even much conversation about hair.
  13. claireannet
    As a reformed condom nazi, I had little chance to experience anything close to any type of STD. I did have oral Gono 20 years ago, and that was nothing to clap about. I got rid of it quickly and avoided any sex until I was super sure it was gone. Fast forward 20 years and I went raw and was quickly infected with HIV. Time from date of decision to go raw and my POZ test was about 6 weeks. During my ***** and since, most of my partners have been POZ, so perhaps they are sharing other things that I am unaware of. Not specifically ****** other bugs, but understand they are a bit of the package of being a raw poz guy. No doubt, time plays with our memories. But, I have NO memory of having GONO other than the fear and the doctor visit to rid myself of that disease. I also know that HIV will be a part of the rest of my life, but the thoughts of ****, **** and living as a POZ guy are vivid and I am sure will stay with me.
  14. claireannet
    I have run into several. One was a guy who worked for me at the time (last fall). I did not mention anything to him since he was an employee and I did not want him to think I was trying to trade favors for anything work related. Kind of sad, since he was hotter than hell. I also found one profile from a guy I had met and dated for a while "off line". I was in full "condom mood" when we were together, so the sex was good....but safe. His profile said "poz not on meds". I reached out to him and told him of my recent status change.....great laugh over "wishing we had known then". Anyhow, we got together and I experienced him as a RAW, ** partner over the weekend.....quality of fuck had gone up a huge amount since our wrapped encounters a couple years back. I have also run into some folks I know when in more public places....(bookstore, Cumunion, nude campground). Sometimes, there seems to be an agreement that we ignore each other and never speak of it, and sometimes it can be a lot more fun!
  15. claireannet
    My load count is growing again. An amazing weekend and good start to this week means that I have added 15 loads to total out at 103 for the year. I have not counted blow jobs (and there have been plenty). And, I do not count UD or known NEG. I started chasing on New Years of this year---so it started out only being the loads that could help with my case. I was knocked up quickly (tested POZ in late February).....but have kept looking for and taking those delicious POZ loads. I did not fuck for a good part of March. The combo of not feeling great (minor fuck flu symptoms) and some up and down thoughts regarding the consequences of my chasing kept me out of action. But last weekend, most of that was past and I started looking for men again. Cannot wait to add even more......POZ or not. I have a feeling that 2017 will turn out to be a great year for my ass.
  16. claireannet
    I have felt the knot twice. A fuck bud had a friend who raised dogs for fighting (a nasty concept...but basic part of story). He also was training some to fuck humans. First time I went there I just watched the proceedings as a guy got his ass hammered. A few weeks later I was invited back to "help out" with a "demo" (He had some customers in to consider buying one). Anyhow, I had barely stripped and gotten into position when they brought the dog in....and beautiful boxer. That dog was there to fuck and I was hardly prepared. But he mounted me and found my hole like a master. Once he found the mark, he fucked like the animal he was. He blew a load kind of quickly and swelled up his knot to seal the dog cum in my ass. The knot was intense and he was bored. He kept trying to pull off---and seemed to be intent on ripping my asshole out with each movement. Eventually he settled down and we stayed tied for almost 20 minutes. Once his knot was less intensive, he went back to fucking and gave me a second load of puppy seed. A month or two later I got invited back. Another demo, but I was more prepared. The dog this time was not as well trained. It took him some time to find my hole and even longer time to find a way to get his dog prick inside. Once he got hooked up in my ass, he gave me a nice fuck.....compared to the boxer. Actually, for whatever reason (maybe my own preparation) it was a pretty great experience. He started to knot once he flooded my ass with his seed, but never really fully tied into me like the first one. Not sure it is something I need more of, but am glad I experienced that in my past. Would still like to do a donkey show sometime.
  17. claireannet
    Mine is kind of simple. I was a lifelong condom nazi. Then a dude "accidentally" used the wrong lube and the condom tore apart. He became my first raw cock and first actual load in my ass. Was terrified, went and got PEP and swore off dick for a while. But, the feel and memory of that raw meat was overwhelming. I asked a couple of very safe fuck buds to do me raw....and the complied and it was near magical Went bareback only on New Years (best resolution ever) ******.
  18. claireannet
    I am real new to this......just had my "poz card" a month or so. I have to admit that the first thirty days was kind of rough. I was just not sure I had done the right thing. But, as I learned to accept my status...and to look at why I **** in the first place, it got through that. The last week has been much better and I am becoming much much happier being POZ. I had some regret, but that has passed and I am thrilled with my choice. I am fucking POZ and I love it.
  19. claireannet

    Really great experience this weekend.  First weekend since converting that I focused on sex.   Starting on Friday, I had all the cock I could take and everyone POZ.   Sunday night, I finished off with load 12 for the weekend.   That was great, but the amazing part was how the enjoyment/fulfillment of raw POZ fucking really was.  No thoughts about the bug, just amazing sex.   

    I was fairly sure of my decision to chase.  But my chase was short (but intensive).   And, once converted, I have to admit to some second thoughts.   But today, it all came together and I became fully aware of how right my decision was.  No doubt there is consequence down the road, but I think that it is appropriate to claim that I am PROUD to be POZ.   

    1. toad2

      toad2

      sounds great you got what you wanted

  20. claireannet
    a great story underway. hope he has an interesting path to the second half of the brand
  21. claireannet

    Nice load from my weed connection....so got some great green, great creamy cum.....and best of all, he is a true aidsbone........nice warm afternoon.....nice fuck...nice weed.....near perfect for me.

    1. Fistulike666

      Fistulike666

      Sounds idyllic  xx

    2. claireannet

      claireannet

      fucking is great....just moving on past blazed into stoned right now.......and one more possible cock stopping by later....life is fucking good.   i hope you are getting some too...life is to short to go without dick

  22. claireannet
    glad to help organize....in WNC...but near the border.....live about 40 minutes from Timberfell.....
  23. claireannet
    I am very new to the world of being a cumdump. For so many years I was a bottom, but too uptight to really let myself go as a cumdump. Fast forward to March 25, 2017 and I am POZ and have not said no to any available cock this year. My responses to the times on this test confirm for me that I am FULLY a cumdump now. I am loving the dick like never before.
  24. claireannet
    Took two nice loads last night. Both were delivered by a beautiful brown Caribbean dude. Both skilled and endowed, he bent me over the arm of a chair as soon as he walked in, second eruption was in bedroom, me legs up, him balls deep. Had his toxic cum during my case and it felt great to enjoy that again. Really becoming soooo attracted to dark meat....and seems easier to find black and brown guys who are POZ.
  25. claireannet

    Been a little hard to work due to fully assimilating the reality of my status change.   Seems like my cock has been drooling now toxic precum ever since.   Have a three way celebration fuck with two of my gifting top guys tomorrow.  Newly POZ  and ready to fuck

     

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