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This really happened to me. Since I started to take PREP I have been toiling with the idea of having unprotected sex. I had only had unprotected sex so far with my boyfriend of many years but always with condoms when having sex with other people. Even on PREP I could not get to the idea of having unprotected sex and putting myself at risk, however each time I had sex I started hating condoms more. If I was the top, putting on a condom was guaranteed to make me limp. When bottoming, because I have such a tight asshole, I always felt it hurt more when a condom was involved. Therefore, I decided I would start considering raw sex now, but only as a top, where the risk is much lower. In the last month I fucked a couple of hot guys, and did not even consider putting a condom. With the first guy, he asked me to wear them, and I said that I was clean but that I had no issue. He asked if I was sure and upon my confirmation he just went and sat on top of me and rode my dick with no mercy till I came on him. The second did not even bring up the topic. While I was usually versatile and often bottom, I actually started liking my new raw power top role. I also knew that my risk was really low so I finally was letting myself enjoy casual sex. However, this would change yesterday. I was walking on the street yesterday and saw this really cute twinkie asian, smile at me. He was about 5 inches taller than me and much younger. I smile back at him and he says "Hi". We start talking and it turns out he is a 21 year old thai kid who is in college in NYU. He then asks "Do you live around here?", to which I answer that I lived three blocks away. My boyfriend was away for the weekend visiting his sister so the apartment was empty. He grabs my hand, smiles again, and says "Let's Go". I was very excited, I knew I was going to fuck this hottie without mercy. We get home, and before I can even say "welcome" he is already grabbing my crotch and kissing me passionately. I really love young asian men, so I almost feel I am in heaven. I put my hand in the back of his pants and start touching his hairless hard bubble butt. Less than 5 minutes later we were totally naked and in bed, he had a young innocent face, but his body was amazing. Six packs, not an inch of fat, and nice small but toned muscles everywhere. I start sucking his dick and it was actually much larger than I thought it would be (based on my mental stereotype), and he grabs my head and starts getting rough. It was actually a surprise too, as I would assumed he was going to be submissive and let me take care of him. After a while, he starts liking my dick, then my balls, my thighs, and finally, his tongue starts to rim my ass. I said, kind of surprised, "Hey! I am going to stick my dick in your ass very you soon so don't get to carried on". He laughs and keeps licking my ass, and I think that a little rimming of my ass before fucking him would not bother me at all. I get in all fours and he keeps licking my ass, and it is probably the best rim I have ever had, his tongue kept getting inside my ass, while I was enjoying some poppers. I just felt I was in heaven. Suddenly, he stops rimming and with no notice, he sticks his dick into my ass which was already so wet and relaxed that I felt no pain, and of course, I opposed no resistance. He got from behind and then pushed my body down so I was laying face down, legs open on the bed with his cock inside my hole. I knew he was entering raw but I thought, "It won't happen anything if I let him stick it in for a short time, I will not let him come inside". It was very nice but after a couple of minutes, I asked him to stop. He totally ignored me and keep pounding me. I tried to get his dick off my ass, or to push him out. Unfortunately I realised that I was not strong enough to get him out of me without putting a major fight. And also, I was actually enjoying his warm dick inside me. Finally, he was too good looking, and I did not want to annoy him and put on a fight. As I saw his rhythm get faster, again I tried to get him out of me, and when that failed I tried to entice him by asking "Please come on my mouth, I want to swallow your cum". He covered my mouth with his hand and I can tell that he is starting to cum as his dick gets warmer and my ass starts feeling a warm sensation too. He actually says "take my load now and shut up"! I was so fucking turned on by the situation that I just turned back my face and smiled back. After that, he did not even wait for me to jerk off, he got on his clothes, kissed me quickly on the mouth ,and left my apartment without even saying anything else. As I walked to the shower, I felt at the same time dirty, confused, excited, overpowered, hot, worried... my mind was in total turmoil. Today, each time I think about it I get hard. I guess I liked it more than I want to accept. Who knows, if next time I decide to play around I will look for a tight bottom or for a dominant top.

I was in the abs late afternoon yesterday & got fucked silly by a arab guy with a huge cut cock, I first was sucking him hard when he pushed me down & fingered my ass i knew it was time to get fucked by him & boy did he fuck me, within 10mins i was being rewarded by a huge load.

CHAPTER 9: Dad: Waking up I realized it was almost Noon. I remember fucking Cod earlier this morning while we were both half-awake but I suppose I passed out afterward; apparently he decided to get up and let me sleep. I went looking for him but he was gone, a text on my phone read, “Dad going to run errands, back in a while, Love you”. I decided this was the right time to text Sam. “I’m horny, come over” is all Sam’s reply said. I swished with mouth wash and threw on a t-shirt and some sweat pants and was out the door. I don’t know why but I was hornier than normal and Sam never disappoints me, he always scratches that itch lurking deep in my ass. We’ve been fuck buddies a long time, there are no pleasantries when I show up to his place, I let myself in, I get naked, we fuck. The biggest difference now, versus when we first hooked up, is that he’s not taking his hiv meds, and we are both trying to see me get infected. It was clear to me, I’m a bugchaser and Sam is meant to be my gifter and that’s the way I wanted it. Hooking up with Sam always feels great, I love the way he fucks his cum into me. He always makes a point to be nasty and verbal and let me know his intentions -- to infect me. Looking up at the ceiling, relaxing, all I can think about is the huge load of poz cum Sam literally just fucked into me; I can feel it. I can hear his labored breathing, smell his arm pits, my ass feels so used, so good. I look over at him, he’s in ecstasy too, and that poz cock harder than steel. I need him. I can’t control myself, I wrap my fingers around his dick and started stroking him slowly. Sam rolls onto his side to face me, smiling. He reaches between our bodies and wraps his hand around my slippery shaft. Sam’s staring at me; we lay like that for a bit as we simply jerked each other off. Feeling Sam's hot breath on my shoulder really turns me on. He starts making small thrusting motions, forcing his cock up and down through my fist. I’ve noticed that Sam always seemed to have control of when and where he cums – we both knew he wasn’t going to blow his load this way. Sam pulled us a bit closer and let go of my cock. I squeezed our dicks together, jacking both cocks with my left hand. Sam put his arm around my back and pulled me still closer, his poz cock grinding against my own (soon to be poz cock). We were so close to each other, eyes locked; right now, I can’t help but think, I feel as close to him as I do to Cod. Sam and I have this connection -- I want Cod and I to be this way. Instinctively, Sam places his hand on my shoulder and gently pushes down. I stopped stroking our cocks, not really surprised by Sam's touch, but I took the cue he was giving me. I slowly moved down his body until I reached his cockhead. My heart was beating fast in my chest; I think, this is going to be the cock that infects me with HIV. Maybe it already has? I lifted his heavy cock from his stomach; the broad, flared cockhead staring me in the face. I loved sucking cock, but had never sucked Sam. I took a breath, opened my mouth, and wrapped my lips around him. Sam's right leg flexed against my crotch. My tongue brushed along the head of his cock; Sam let out a low groan and squeezed my shoulder. We may have only fucked but Sam loved being sucked it seemed. Sam filled my warm, wet mouth with his cock. I pressed my tongue against the underside of that hot poz deathstick and sucked, hard; keeping a hand wrapped around the thick base of his dick. Sam, just like a top, is pushing his hips up, trying to drive his dick deeper into my hole. His cockhead pressing against the back of my throat hoping to orally rape me; unfortunately, I gagged a bit and he pulled back. Seeing me gag, Sam’s cock seemed to swell larger. Sam put his hand on the back of my head, running his fingers through my hair, encouraging me to not let up; I gagged again, but I was determined to get his poz cock in my throat. I came up for air and gasped a bit. Looking up at Sam, our eyes locked, we both knew this was the right place for me. A poz load of cum wasn’t likely to infect me orally but being with him like this, it just felt right. I started licking his cock again, dragging my tongue up and down the length of it. I buried my face between his legs, tasting his wrinkled nut sac, sucking each of his balls between my lips. I grabbed his cock and pressed it against my face. I looked up at him, cum hungry, the desire, the power, the control he has over me; I wanted Sam.. no, I needed Sam. I rubbed more of my face against Sam’s cock, getting his poz precum on my cheeks and lips, I wanted to be sure he knew his cock owned me. Cock worship always gets me hard, and for his part, Sam moved his leg against my cock to make me feel good. I used a hand to press my wet meat against his calf, I moaned. I took his head back into my mouth, repeatedly swabbing it with my wet, rough tongue. I started stroking Sam's thick pole while sucking the glans -- I wanted cum and I wanted it now. I can feel Sam’s orgasm building; every time I stroke his cock, I knew that poz load is working its way out of his balls and up his shaft; his nuts pulling up close to his body. I thought, Sam and I have always fucked, this is our first sexual experience where his cum is going to go somewhere besides the insides of my ass. "Oh FUCK! OH FUCK! Mark!" he grunted. "I'm close." That kind of encouragement only made me hornier, I sucked harder. "I'm going to cum ……Mark. You’re getting another poz load." I kept sucking him, his dick seemed to get bigger as the first ribbon of his poz cum spurted from his long, fat prick into my accepting mouth. I never really realized how much cum Sam was dumping into my ass until just now. How in the hell am I still neg?. Two more ropes of his cum squirted into my mouth as I swallowed; his eruption finished with a river of cum and I swallowed all of it without missing a drop. I can see Sam’s face contorted, we relaxed and laid like that for several moments as Sam caught his breath and came back down. “That was so hot.”, “You’re telling me”, I said. Sam kissed me, his tongue rooting around in my mouth for his cum, but he didn’t find any, I swallowed all of it. “You’re a pig”, he said, “Yell … well, what does that make you?”, we both laughed. “Do me a favor, can you keep from cumming for the rest of the week… is that possible?”, he asked. It was Sunday, I thought about it, was he kidding, “Uhmmm.. why?” (thinking Cod will be very annoyed), “It’s a surprise actually, and I want you wound up…. just trust me.”, he said, “Hmmmm… “, I thought about it, “Ehhh… ok.. I’ll try, but whatever it is, … it better be damn good, Cod will be pissed if I’m not fucking him”. “Fuck him if you want, just don’t cum in him”, he said. Cod: Dad was sleeping hard this morning so I decided to message Adam. After his reply, I tried to be very careful as I got out of bed with Dad and put on some clothes; as far as I know, I got out of the house without him noticing. Adam, was waiting for me naked, at his apartment. A quick look at each other and I undressed as quickly as I had dressed, and we went to his bedroom. Adam greased his fat hardon, and I took some pillows and placed them under me. "I want you to breed me face to face Adam! I want you to look into my eyes and my face and see how hot it makes me to have that cock of yours inside my butt!", I nearly stammered, thinking he’s poz, but Adam clearly liked my words. "Come on stud! Mount my hot little ass and fill me up with poz cock!" Adam looked down at me, it seemed clear, he felt nothing but lust for me. He knew I wanted him inside of me and he wanted to be inside of him as well. He climbed between my legs and positioned himself so that his dick was parallel with my winking hole. Tentatively, he pushed forward so that the head of his greased poz cock can enter my tight canal. "Aaaaah," I moaned as he felt the coolness of his stiff rod pushing inside of me. This feels so good and fulfills my darker fantasies… I wanted this feeling to go on forever! “Do it Adam!”, I moaned. Seeing the pleasure he was bringing me encouraged Adam to slide even more of his cock inside my hot hole. "Damn", Adam thought. 'I can cum right now it feels so fucking incredible! I feel so connected to him like we were Siamese twins!", and indeed we were connected. Connected by nine inches of his hot poz fuck buddy cock. I reached around and grabbed Adam’s butt cheeks and pulled him forward so that the last half inch of his fat cock slid up and inside of me. That was it, i had all of him. I would have taken more. Any and all cock Adam could feed me will make me happy! Slowly, Adam began to thrust that poz dick in and out of my hole, I can feel his big balls bouncing against my butt cheeks on each downward thrust. I can feel the load of my life building up in my own balls and hoped Adam did, too. Adam stared down into my face and saw the look of ecstasy. He leaned forward and pressed his lips on mine, we were now connected another way. Adam pumped away mercilessly as I fought to take every inch of the thick cock he was giving me. My own cock was rubbing against Adam's belly and streams of my pre-cum oozing out of the slit. I knew that I might shoot my load just from having Adam massage my prostate and my dick rubbing against his warm, hot flesh. Then, I felt it. That feeling in your balls you get when you jack your cock real slow and work yourself up. My head felt like it was going to explode as we broke the kiss. "Shit, Adam. You got me there, man. I'm so fucking close to busting my nut. I want you to cum in me bro' I wanna feel your hot macho spunk filling my butt as I shoot. Can you do it, Adam? Are you ready to fill my tight butt with poz cum? Fill me full of hot mancream til it's cumming out of my ears?", I moaned. That really made him crazy, "Oh, Shit, I'm so fucking close. Gonna lose it babe…. Gonna do it any second! My cock feels like it's on fire, it hurts so good… I feel like I'm gonna cum from the bottom of my toes! Gonna fill that tight butt with my juices. Gonna do it right now. Shit man, oh shit! I'm there! Oh shit! FUCKING CUMMINNGGGGG MY GUTS OUT RIGHT NOW!” Adam again planted poz seed inside my tight orifice, I’d swear I can feel it splattering against my anal walls. I was so caught up in the moment that I didn't even feel my own cock explode, sending streams of jizz all over both our bellies and chests. When Adam’s cock finally stopped shooting, his body came to rest on top of mine; we were still connected, but out of breath. Sweat covered my body. Dad: I finally got home, Cod still wasn’t around, that seemed weird… then I heard his car pull up and he came inside. “Hey sexy!”, I grabbed and kissed him as he came in the door, “Hey Dad”. It wasn’t like Cod to not be home, “Sorry I was gone most of the day, running errands, went to the Mall and tried on clothes, its been a busy day”. “No problem… I had a jog with Sam, then stayed around the house the rest of the day, had lunch, watched tv, I knew you’d be back whenever you got done with your errands.”, I kissed Cod again. It was getting late we stripped and cuddled on the couch, we both seemed exhausted, and I knew there wouldn’t be any sex tonight which fit perfectly with Sam asking me not to cum for the next five days. I took Cod to bed, we cuddled close, and drifted off to sleep.

Part I My parents had separated when I was young. My dad moved to Gainesville, Florida and took a job as a professor at the local university. I was left living with my mom, and my two younger brothers and two younger sisters. There was always commotion in the house and never a moment of privacy. When I got to my senior year of high school I received a scholarship for swimming to the university my dad worked at. When I told my dad he was extremely happy for me and told me if I didn’t want to live in the dorms I could live with him. I jumped at the chance to live with him and reconnect. I would also have much more privacy. I moved in with my dad that summer and found I was loving my freedom. Dad let me come and go as I please without having to answer to him. School started and I fell into a regular routine of classes, swim practice and swim meets. I knew from a young age that I was attracted to guys but had never acted on it. I loved seeing my teammates in their speedos and in the shower. I would fantasize at night about them and jack off to them. At my first swim meet I came in fourth in the butterfly stroke. I was not pleased with this and decided I needed to practice more. So on Sunday evening I went to the pool to practice more. The pool was open to all. Part of the pool had designated swimming lanes and the rest was for swimming as you pleased. There were several families there with their kids. The swimming lanes were empty. I swam a few laps and was feeling warmed up and ready to practice hard. As I swam to the end of my lane and began to execute my turn, I kid jumped into the pool and landed on my back. My back began to instantly hurt me. The kid apologized and the mother ran over to make sure I was ok. I told her I would be fine. I got out and headed to the hot tub to soak my aching back. When I got home I rubbed down with muscle relaxer and took some pain pills. The next morning my back was still killing me. I went to the coach and explained what had happened. The coach immediately sent me to one of the universities sports doctors. I arrived at the doctor’s office and they took me back to the examination room immediately. Dr. Kirst walked in and introduced himself with a firm handshake. I couldn’t take my eyes off him. He was young for a doctor I thought. I stood about six feet tall and looked about 180 or so. He had light brown hair neatly parted at the side and deep green eyes. He told me to disrobe and put on the gown. He left the room for a few minutes and returned. He told me to lay on my stomach so he could look at my back. He began to pressing on different areas and I yelled out in pain when he touched my lower back just about my ass crack. He then asked me to stand up and drop the robe. He began to feel my balls and asked me to cough. I tried not to get hard but my cock began to stiffen at his touch. He asked me to sit back down on the table. He explained that I just had a serious muscle pull in my back and needed to take some pain medication and begin physical therapy. He said I should be back to swimming in two weeks. He handed me the prescription for the pain medication and said he had one other medication that was experimental and wanted to try out. I said that was fine that I just wanted to heal as fast as possible. He reached into his lab coat pocket and pulled out a syringe with a clear liquid in it. He explained that it would be injected into a vein in my arm. He placed a tourniquet around my arm and found a vein. He inserted the needle and pulled back the plunger and blood appeared. He told me I would feel a warm sensation and that I would need to cough. With that, he pushed to liquid into my vein and took the tourniquet off. I began to cough very hard and felt very warm. I felt another sensation as well….I was very horny. The doctor excused himself a minute. When he left I couldn’t help but begin to touch my cock and rub my hands all over my body. I wanted sex and I wanted it now. I slid my finger in my ass and closed my eyes and began to moan quietly “Dr. Kirst please fuck me.” I was so into the sensation that I did not know that Dr. Kirst had reentered the room. Suddenly I heard a voice in my ear that said “I will gladly fuck you Adam.” I was startled at first. The doctor grabbed me and told me this was a normal reaction after taking the experimental drug. He began running his hands over my body and leaned in and kissed me. I had never been with a guy I confessed to him. He said he would teach me all about man on man sex. He told me he did not have much time now since he had other patients to see but he would give me and introductory lesson on man on man sex. He bent my over the table and began playing with my ass. I was extremely turned and began wiggling my ass and moaning softly. He undid his pants and dropped them to the ground. I looked and saw his erect penis. It was a monster. It had to be nine inches and thick. He rubbed it against my ass and said “This is want you want isn’t it Adam?” I mumbled “Yes but it is so big I don’t think I can take it.” Dr. Kirst replied, “Trust me Adam, you can. After all I am the doctor.” With that he reached over to the counter and took a tube of KY and spread it on my ass and on his huge throbbing cock. He slid a finger in and I moaned in ecstasy. He removed his finger and placed the tip of his cock on my warm hole. He leaned over and placed his hand on my mouth and said “here comes my cock stud.” He slid in with all his might. I screamed with pain and pleasure into his hand. “Relax you will love it.” He began sliding in and out of me with greater force and I actually relaxed and got into him fucking me. “Fuck doc, fuck me.” He picked up the pace and whispered in my ear “ready for my hot cum?” “Yes please give it to me!” With that had straighten up and began trusting harder and he pushed in as far as he could. I felt a warm sensation flood my ass and felt his cock pulsating as he shot load after load into my ass. The doctor pulled his pants up and took out his note pad and wrote something on it and handed it to me. He told me that this session was not over and that he still need to explain more about the experimental drug. He told me to get dressed. After I dressed he walked me out and told me to make sure I got my prescriptions filled. Once outside and opened the note. It simple read “8:00 pm 1212 Oakton street”. I was confused but intrigued and still horn as fuck. As I walked home I couldn’t help but get turned on by every hot guy I saw. I wanted them to fuck me too. What was going on?

For me, A fuck buddy is someone I have sex with on some sort of regular basis, we may know basic facts about each other, but the entire basis of our relationship is to get together for sex. we may be cordial to each other when we meet out and about, but don't necessarily talk about our relationship. they can sometime end when one or the other ends up in a monogamous relationship, but can start back up easily when we are free to fuck again. There can be pillow talk after sex, but it is not about us having a future together as Boyfriends or Husbands.

I've been on PrEP for 16 months, still neg, no side effects. For those with questions about PrEP, I highly recommend joining the Facebook group "PrEP Facts" (it's a private group -- your Facebook friends won't know you've joined or see your posts). It's based on science, not speculation or anecdotes (such as this thread is full of). It's full of smart guys and very open discussion. I still sometimes fantasize about getting pozzed but I'm very glad it's JUST fantasy now. Best decision I ever made.

The Talk just confirmed how ignorant people are. They have no clue. My local news opened with the teaser last night stating that Charlie was going to reveal he has a disease that will be the cause of his death. I wrote the news anchor. Educated her. She wrote back and said she was forwarding it to the producer because he wrote the line and she realized after it came out of her mouth that it was wrong..... Who knows. But it's great to see ignorance is alive and well...

I answered a craigslist ad by a couple. They had been a couple for awhile and the top said he wanted to watch his buddy get fucked. I've had a few threesomes and definitely aren't shy and like to put on a show so I was in. The plan was the top was going to sit back and watch. The bottom guy said he like to be sucked for a bit before he got fucked. When I arrived I found two nice looking guys. After an introduction and a handshake, we went immediatly back to the bedroom. The top, Tim, sat back with a beer. The bottom dropped his pants, revealing a very nice 7 inch cut cock that was already rock hard, and laid back on the bed. I got naked too. After handling the guys cock for a minute I bent over and started sucking him. I liked the noise he made. I'd lick and stroke and then take him as deep as I could. Everytime I took him deep, he groaned loud which I liked. I was really getting into sucking him when I felt a tongue on my hole. I looked back and Tim was kneeling behind me giving me a really good feeling rim job. I went back to sucking and stroking the nice cock in front of me. He was rubbing my shoulders and telling me how good it felt. The tongue disappeared from my hole for a second and at the same time the bottom guy pullled me forward by the shoulders. Because of the way I was bent over the bed, this pulled me completely off balance. At the same time I felt two hands grip my hips and a cock being pushed into my spit lubed hole. I hadn't exactly planned for this and started to struggle. The guy on the bed just keep pulling on my arms, keeping me off balance and the grip on my hips kept pulling me back towards the cock at my hole. Within a few seconds, the guy behind me had worked his cock all of the way in me. I was now bent over, still off balance, with a cock in each end. The guy fucking me was just going to town. His cock was pretty thick and with just some spit for lubrication, the friction was riding the fence between pleasure and pain. I tried to ask him if he had a condom on but it only came out as a mumble since the bottom guy had sped up working his cock in my mouth. The two of them got the timing just right so that as I rocked forward, the dick in my mouth went deep, and as I rocked back, the one stretching my ass went deep. I struggled a little a second time, trying to get my feet under me to stand up but with both of them holding onto me it just didn't work. The fuck got a little rougher for few minutes and then the guy behind me slammed deep and got still. I could feel his cock jerking as he pumped his load into me. Within a few seconds, the guy in my mouth did the same in my mouth. After it was over I was a little pissed but the top guy, Tim, named a buddy I had met on the same website that I met these two. During a hookup with my buddy, I had talked about a fantasy of being held down and used by a couple of tops and he had set it up. I was so angry about the whole thing that I'm going back this weekend and let them repeat the whole thing with another friend of their's there who's a top too.

CHAPTER 10: Cod: Things seemed a little odd around the house, not bad really, just different. Dad was plenty playful, we were making out more than ever, practically drooling over each other, and I was deep in love with him. Admittedly, I was also in lust with him… my own father, I need his cock and cum. Over the last 3 days, though, he hasn’t fucked me once… I was taking his cum literally every day and then nothing, its weird. Come to think of it, I’m not even sure Dad has even blew a load the last few days unless he’s jacking off without me -- I can’t even imagine that. Focusing on all this just makes my need worse, I thought about bringing it up, but decided I wanted and needed cum in my ass … this hole is going to get fucked today, if my Dad’s not going to do it then another guy’s dick will. I immediately texted Adam, but got no reply, he was probably at work so I decided to get on BBRT again and look for trouble. Looking through the “Quick Connect” ads I found a vers/top, 28, nice pics. Inside of 10 minutes I knew his status, that he was interested and really close by… I thought, “…it seems like all these guys are poz, but this site makes hooking up easy…”. He said his name was Sam, it never even occurred to me this might be the same Sam who’s been fucking my Dad, it didn’t matter, my cock was in charge right now and when Sam texted his details I was out the door almost immediately. “Back door unlocked.. come in, get ready on all fours”, he said. I knew Dad was outside working in the yard he wouldn’t miss me. Sam lived really close, it took me all of 5 minutes to get to his house, of course the thought of raw sex had me driving faster than normal. Somewhere in my head, I knew Sam was HIV+, but he’d be on meds like Adam, and all I can think about is a hot bare cock fucking me and taking a man’s cum. As I pulled up I got another text, this time from Adam, “Yeah.. come over, horny”, is all it said, I replied, “Give me a few minutes”, “Ok” he replied back. Just like Sam said the back door was unlocked and I let myself in.. for a young guy he had a nice house and I didn’t waste time, I found his bedroom, undressed and was on all fours. I heard him walk in, “Mmmm… that’s a hot ass Cody”, “Thanks”, I said. He walked around and put his cock right in my face, my mouth opened as a natural reflex and I started licking and sucking him, “Yeah… get me hard and wet, I want in that ass”. Sam: Since I stopped taking my HIV meds my viral load is way up, my immunologist was fairly concerned on my last visit, I told him I just need a break and he agreed as long as we monitor it closely. I didn’t need a break though, I needed to poz neg hole and I intended to infect as many guys with my strain as I can until I need to go undetectable again. Lucky for me, I can’t seem to please enough of them. When I got an email from a hot 22yo named Cody, I nearly blew my load… I thought, was this my fuck bud Mark’s “Cod”, the same boy he means to infect after I convert him? I kept that all to myself, “Suck me”, I demanded, feeling his mouth on my cock, I didn’t care if this was Mark’s boy or just another hot young neg guy with a hole I meant to infect, I was going to get inside his tight ass and I was going to pump a huge load of HIV+ cum inside of him; if I’m lucky, he’ll test poz. “Yeah Cody likes that big, poz cock doesn’t he?”, he moaned, I knew he was all mine. I’ve had 3 different guys tells me they converted since I’ve been off meds, not entirely it was my doing, Mark is the only one who’s been exclusive with me, but I like to think that my baby batter knocked at least one of those holes up. I removed my 9” cock from his mouth, he looked up at me, we just glared into each other eyes for a minute then I moved my cock on his lips and slapped his face a bit with it. I wanted Cody to see me controlling him, letting him know this cock is in charge, it might well be the cock infects him with HIV. He smiled a bit as I did this -- I knew his ass was mine to bug. I moved behind him and used spit and a little lube to get him ready before sliding in. “Ohhhh… fuck,… ohhhh that’s sooooo good”, he said, “Yeah … that’s my bare cock filling you up”. I pushed in slowly, he groaned, and I pushed further, “almost”… “almost”.. and just like that, “all inside you baby, my poz cock, balls deep inside you”. I felt his ass tense a bit and squeeze down on me as I said the words “poz cock”; part of me wondered if he had any clue what he had gotten himself into. I didn’t move for a minute to let him moan and adjust to my cock size, if this was Mark’s boy, my cock was bigger than Mark’s by about an inch. I intended to be rough with him to increase the chance that my semen will get into his bloodstream. I felt my cock slip a little and looked down, Cody wasn’t waiting for me to fuck him, he was slowly moving his ass encouraging me to fuck him, he wanted this as much as I did it seemed. Cod: “Your ass is mine boy", he said, and with that he really laid into me; his hips moved and he plowed his cock in and out of my ass. He would pull all the way out and for a fraction of a second I felt almost empty before he slammed it back into me. Sam was a piston, he was a hot relentless top, I was in heaven. I think once he realized I wouldn’t break, he picked up the pace, nearly fucking me with the force of a machine. It was as if he was built to fuck, as if he was on a mission or something. Sam was using my ass and I knew I’d be full of his cum soon; I didn’t care, poz or not I just wanted his assault on my ass to continue. I groaned, “Breed me Sam … Seed my ass”, "That’s right Cody beg for it I want to hear you beg for my cum. You love this big, poz cock deep inside you... don’t you?. It's what you fucking deserve. Hell, it's what I deserve. You don't fucking matter to me. I don't fucking care about what you want. What I want is what matters, and I want to breed your ass. FUCK! Cody… damn… your ass is so tight and my cock feels so great." I knew this was all just talk, he was getting more violent with his words, and at the same time he was getting rougher with his fuck. Sam was using my ass, and I knew bareback sex with a partner who is poz is risky, but at this moment I honestly didn’t care, "This is so hot. I’ve never felt this good Cody.", he said, his balls were really tight and slapping against my ass. "I’m really close Cody, its coming, I bet you can't wait. You are so lucky to have a piece of this body, you’re gonna be connected to me. FFFFUUUUCCCCKKKK!!!" he said as he held his cock into me up to the hilt. I can feel his cum pumping into my bowels. "YES, YES, YES so fucking good. ", I can barely breathe, his orgasm is so strong and feeling his body jerk as he dumped his load is exactly what I needed. Then he fell onto me. I can feel his chest breathing heavily on my back. His chest and body crushing me into the bed. That huge cock of his still hard and buried deep inside me; me stilling hoping for release. “That was so good he said, kissing my neck and breathing heavy on me, I can smell his sweat. My cock is still rock hard but I decided I’d cum later, right now I only wanted to focus on Sam’s hot poz dick. After he pulled out, he went to the bathroom and returned with a towel, I wiped some of the lube off of me, while we talked. When he asked if I wanted to go again sometime, “Absolutely” was the only word that popped out of my mouth – this guy really knew how to breed an ass. I got dressed and was back in the car when I got a text from Dad, “Hey Cod! Going to run errands hope you’re back in time for dinner.”, I didn’t reply, instead texting Adam, “I’m coming over now if its still cool”. “Yeah its cool… I’m so fucking horny, hurry up”, I wondered what Adam would think when he finds that load of cum already in my ass, I felt like such a slut taking poz cum bareback, I grinned and drove towards Adam’s place. Dad: “Wanna fuck?”, a simple “yeah” was all I got back from Sam and I knew it was cool to head to his place. I let myself in and he met me naked with a kiss. I felt his cock, it was wet, “You’ve been busy?”, he smiled. “Yeah….”, all he said, “Neg?”, Sam grinned again. I looked him in the eyes we didn’t need to say anything I knew Sam liked topping neg guys; I knew I was the only guy he was fucking and was hoping will test poz. We went to his bedroom, “Get on your back”, and just like two well acquainted lovers we took our positions and Sam’s cock was deep in my hole. We fucked for at least 30 or so minutes, not normal for Sam, before his words and his groans gave way to those tell-tell signs that he was about to pump another huge load of his special toxic cum in me. “Give it to me Sam… convert me”, I started squeezing down on his cock with my and that set him off – Sam was breeding me again. Sam kissed me as he came, I nearly came but tried to hold off, my mind reeling. In my mind all I can think about is that every time Sam fucks me his strain might enter my bloodstream and I’d be an HIV+ man; all done intentionally. We stayed like that for a while, Sam was very sweaty and I can smell his arm pits. “Are you gonna tell me why you don’t want me to cum? Its making Cod crazy he’s been bumming around the house the last few days like a lost puppy.”, “Friday. It’s a surprise. Trust me.”, “Okk… ok, but much longer and I think Cod will start looking for other guys to breed him”, I said, “Yeah…. He might”. I about to drive home when I realized I hadn’t messaged Chris or Jake, from the testing center, since the day I got tested. I decided to text both, hopefully they were both still interested – Sam was definitely rubbing off on me.

WEST PALM BEACH - He's 18, tall, slim, and has beautiful dark skin and he found me on Jack'd. We chatted for a week and finally the day came where I drove the 30 minutes to go breed him. He couldn't host today so he told me to meet him at his storage unit. This would be a first for me. He told me the unit number and I drove around the storage facility until I found it. There he was, with the garage door up on his unit, pretending to be sorting thru stuff. I walked in, we shut the door and I turned on my phone's flashlight and layed it on the ground so we could see a bit. He started by sucking my cock, which he was fair at. Then he stood and dropped his shorts and underwear, revealing his gorgeous ass. Being 5'8" and him several inches taller I was hoping we could make this work, and it did. He took my dick better than most guys and rode it for a good 10 minutes before I shot my load up in him. He is neg and the poz thing really turns him on. I was happy to give him my babies. Hopefully we can meet up again as he told me next time he wants to do it in a bedroom so we can do several positions!

Its interesting that you list saunas/bath houses with a bunch of apps and sites. Nothing gets me more dick than going to a bath house, sex club or party. The guys there came to get off and I don't usually have any problem getting them to breed me raw. I also have pretty good luck with Craigslist. Lots of married guys looking for daytime action. I'm always surprised but most married men love raw fucking.

For me it was the first time I'd fucked 5 guys in a single day and not in a sex party/bath house setting mind you. This was 5 individual hook ups where I fucked and came in the bottom's holes. As I was sliding into guy #5 all I could think of was what a pig I was and how my raw dick has been inside 5 different men shooting my baby makers deep in them.

So. This is another true story. A few weeks ago, my husband had just left for work and I was horny as hell. Note for those who didn't read my earlier post: I'm a 27 year old whore. 5'7" and about 150lbs. Hairy and love bottoming. My husband is a sweet adorable man who doesn't have much of a libido and I'm always horny as hell so I fuck around when he is away at work. Bored out of my mind, I decided to hit up some of my regulars to see if they were free. Nothing there. I hit up A4A and BBRT and small town that I am in, nothing. I finally resorted to Grindr. Posted a note saying I was horny and looking for now. A few minutes later I was hit up by a blank profile. No pleasantries. Just a simple "address?" Being a good slut I gave him my address. He asked, "std and HIV?" Me, "Clean. You?" Him, "Squeaky clean." That's all he said. I quickly showered and cleaned up and prepared the lube and condoms. Fifteen minutes later he sends me a message, "Here." Buzzer didnt work so I went downstairs to get him. At the door I literally stopped short. I saw a fucking hunk of a man. Handsome as fuck. White guy. Late twenties. Built like a football player (big and beefy). Black beard and the deepest blue eyes. The guy seemed too good to be true. I thought maybe he was there to meet someone else. I walked up and opened the door. He looked at me and said, "this is gonna be fun." I led him upstairs slowly. I was so in awe of him I couldn't walk any faster. I finally ushered him into my house and he asked where the bedroom was. I pointed it out weekly. He held me by the neck and led me into my own bedroom. I knew who was in charge. Once inside, he said, "Listen faggot. I'm straight so don't even think of trying to kiss me. Understood?" I weakly replied, "Yes Sir." I quickly got to my knees and untied his shoes. I took them off and took a big whiff of his sweaty smelly socks. I licked his smelly socks and rubbed my face all over and under his feet. My submission to his superior self got him hard. He motioned me up to his crotch and I obliged by quickly unbuckling his manly texas style belt and jeans. I pulled down his pants to his ankles and he stepped out of them. All the while my face was buried into his sexy grey boxer shorts as I was aiming for that hard on. He slapped me on my right cheek on the face and pulled off his shirt. For the first time I saw his sexy hairy chest. He had the perfect chest. Big and burly. His chest hair thicker and blacker than mine (which can be hard considering I'm brown). He had a sexy Tattoo on his left pec with his name on it. We will call him Brandon. He had another sexy complex mechanical tattoo on his left shoulder and upper arm. Basically with his shirt off, this Addonis went from a 9 to a 13 out of 10. I feel it is a bottom's duty to ensure that the bottom slut is undressed faster than its top. So I too quickly took off all my clothes down to my birthday suit left in just the work socks that my baby daddy had given me and told me to wear every time I got fucked by another man. Anyway, my sexy straight top then went to lie on the bed on his back. He made himself comfortable using my husband's pillows. And then ordered me with those Godly eyes onto his crotch. I politely obliged and took a big whiff of his sweaty crotch before begging him for permission to remove his boxers with my mouth. He permitted me. I did the finest and fastest job of doing so considering the practice I'd had. His cock was a beer can thick 9" member oozing precum. It was covered at the base by a thick growth of the densest public hair I had ever seen. This white man, whoever he was, was the finest specimen of a testosterone filled man I'd ever seen. I quickly started to lick his hairy balls and work my way up to his thick uncut cock. His crotch was pungent. And he was sweaty. Maybe he had worked earlier. It got me even more horned up. I took his cock in my mouth and tried to deep throat it. Gagged. He laughed and pushed me down on it. I choked and gagged for a few minutes before he let go. And then my throat became used to him and I wored his thick dick deep into my throat over and over. "I dont want to cum this way faggot," he said. I knew what he meant. I squirted some lube on my ass and positioned myself on my back. I grabbed a condom and started to open it. He laughed. "I'm gonna breed you raw faggot." With that he forced his thick cock onto my hole. It was too big. I screamed a "No. Condom please." He slapped me hard across the face. So hard it hurt. Angrily. He grabbed my face and chin with his hand and pushed his face into mine. "I will do as I want. And I will fuck your ass raw. Understood?" I started to cry. He spit on his thick cock and forced it in. I screamed in pain and he held his hand over my mouth and pushed my face down as he forced his way into my ass. He was pushing down on my face so much and so hard into the mattress, I could feel the box spring hitting the back of my head. My ass was higher than my face and completely at his disposal. He kept forcing his cock in till he was balls deep. And that's when the rough thrusting began. My screams were muffled by his sheer force and his loud animal grunts as he raped my ass raw. Twenty minutes later I had lost all strength to fight back and he was still strong and powerful destroying my sore ass. The pain was slowly starting to feel good as I knew I would probably never be raped like this by real man ever again. He moved his hand from my mouth to my neck and pulled me up to his hairy pit. I took a big whiff and as soon as I smelled his manliness, my limp dicklet sprung to life. This seemed to please my sexy bear rapist and his thrusts started to get deeper and faster. He kept hitting my prostate and after five more minutes, he had me cummings hands free. I shot all over my chest and face. He smiled and continued to grunt as my hole automatically became tighter after I had just come. It started to hurt more and more. I started to tear up again and whimpered. Finally he announced that he was getting close by grunting loudly and started to deposit volleys after volleys of his baby juice into my ass. I counted thirteen thrusts and volleys. I finally took a deep breath as he pulled out of me. My ass felt empty. He brought his dick close to my face to clean off. I could see pink splooge on it. I knew he had ripped me up good. I lapped up everything that was on his dick as he laughed for some reason. He looked at me handsome as ever and said, "You're such a faggot." As he wore his clothes and I lay there exhausted with my ass sore and bleeding, I said to him, "Thank you Sir."

I get out it of the cab at the host hotel of IML and I see all this hot meat in front and I can feel there eyes raping me . It started as I was coming home from the lake witch is about 6 miles from home and I would go every chance I could to see if one day I could get into some girl pants but it never happen. At the time I started think I was a human freak by having a dick that is big 11 X 7. Well, on the way home my Bicycle chain broke again and being over 90 degrees with 4 more miles till I get home and needing a drink you don't turn down a helping hand. Rocky pulls up in his truck and offers me a ride home. I have seen Rocky around and new very little about as he kept to him self very much on his farm. He offers me a drink and boy I am thirsty so I gulp it down fast and then the lights went out. When I wake up it's very dark I'm naked with my hands in hand cuffs above my head and my legs are spread wide on some type of bed. When Rocky enters he turn on the lights and I see what's on the walls and I know my life is in a lot danger and scream and Rocky says I can make all the noise I want. He comes and sits on the side of the bed and looks me in my eyes and says all the stories about my dick are true as he grabs it and starts to jerk me off and says I bet you are still a virgin. The truth is I am as the few times I tried to fuck a girl they would say no way. Being 5 Ft 7 120 lb. my dick does make me a freak but Rocky says to me I'm just looking at the wrong place to get my dick in a hole. He says that will change when his friends come over to show me but for now I have to get you ready. Rocky give me a drink and it taste like heavy chemicals are in it then the real shock hits me as he takes out a hypodermic syringe and takes out the alcohol cleans my arm , Rocky puts a rubber band around my arm. I tell him I don't do drugs ever and I don't want to be an addict, the needle goes in my arm I see a flash of my blood , he pushes the plunger and lb. I can't breath I feel like I'm going to die. After the rush Rocky gives me a kiss and says this will help me when his friends get here and the Medicine he just gave me will let me enjoy what they have planed for me. When Rocky friends show up i’m really scared as they look like some motor cycle gang with tattoos in all their leather. They tell Rocky that he found a nice piece of meat for them. One says they have not had the pleasure of taking someone so young into the brotherhood. I tell them I have to get home and their leader says this is my new home and if I don't do as they say I will be beaten. The leader takes me off the bed and cuffs me the wall with me on my toes. He takes his belt off and starts to hit me and says this is just the beginning. When he stops he runs his hand over my body, I can feel him sticking his finger in my ass , he says to Rocky you did very good job with finding this new prospect as he is very tight and never took a dick in his hole yet and my body is perfect for what they have planed and I could be a big money maker for them as a cum dump or taking care of chasers once I become a member of the brotherhood. Rocky basement is full of all kinds of scary equipment whips, floggers , cattle prods I and some medical equipment that we use on the farm to impregnate or to help with birth of cows. They take me over to a bench and strap me down and I see Rocky with a tray with syringes some with needles and the bigger ones without. Rocky says I have given him a small slam and I should be given a bigger one before they get to work. The leader says also give his hole a good booty bump as I'm very tight. Again that needle goes in my arm and I feel the rush , next I feel my hole being force up and it's BURNING. Once it stops the leader comes in front and stick his dick with a large PA and tells me to start to suck , I refuse and he takes the cattle prod off the wall and gives me a ZAP. He comes back in front and says for me to open my mouth and I do and that prod HURTS. It does not take long before he is hard , I feel his dick by my hole and he yells IT HOLE WRECKING TIME. With one thrust he goes balls deep on me and it hurts and he is pulling out and then back in again. I guess he is finish as he comes in front of me and tell me to suck his dick and I can see blood and his cum on it and I don't to be zap again so I start to suck it. He tells the other 2 who he calls his sons to start helping me become a member of the brotherhood with their babies in me.

I've progressed a fair bit since the post I made last year about topping bare my undetectable poz fisting partner. https://breeding.zone/topic/30071-should-i-have-unprotected-sex-with-an-undetectable-poz-fisting-partner/ Now, I regularly top him, bareback. (I've occasionally bottomed for him bareback, but only briefly, never close to the point of orgasm.) I've also ended up cultivating something very hot, and again bareback, with another undetectable poz guy, a handsome older leather daddy. I wrote about our last encounter this Sunday past in the "Your Last Load" forum. https://breeding.zone/topic/34645-a-sling-in-the-afternoon-at-steamworks/ That's it; that's all the barebacking I'm doing. I'm consistently using condoms with other people, whether ones I know or don't know. I've no intention of changing this, unless I manage to get onto PrEP. (Maybe.) I trust the two guys--both are open about their status, both are guys I've known for a while, the daddy for a year and the fisting guy for four years. It's possible that they're misleading me, but I don't think I'm such a poor judge of character as to miss that. It's possible, I suppose, that they are mistaken, but both are on top. Knowing their status, and perhaps also knowing what I've done, I don't think I've particular reason to think I've become HIV positive, It's still a possibility, I suppose, through these two guys or other people, that I've become HIV-positive. I'm not looking forward to my HIV test for that reason, but unless I've made a huge miscalculation I expect I won't be. The science of TaSP is sound, I trust these guys, and so I don't think I've anything to fear. Does this make sense to you guys?

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(This is a 100% true story). I was at an fb's house one morning getting poppered up and fucked every which way. This good looking guy in his mid 30s loved to popper me up, use my hole and unload his cum deep inside me...especially when I already had a load (or 12--but that is a different story) in me. After his first quick cum we took a break and checked bbrt. An amazingly good looking African American man in his early 20s messaged me asking to hook up. I asked my fb if he could come over, and he eagerly agreed. 15 minutes later Brian showed up and stripped down. In addition to good looks and a great physique, his cock was amazing. 9 inches long, 7 inches thick. It is the one penetrating me in my profile photo. I quickly bent over and presented my cum lubed hole for him. Cum is my favorite lube by far! The great thing about young cock is hardness. It felt like an iron rod slamming into me, and stretching my hole. The bad thing is how fast they often cum. Turns out Brian was a fast cummer, but no worries because he came in me twice without pulling out. My fb was very turned on while this was going on, feeding me poppers in my nose and his cock in my mouth the whole time. When Brian pulled out, my fb immediately mounted me and after a few thrusts coated my hole with another load of cum. He then announced that we needed to leave because he needed to go to work. As we walked out the door I turned to Brian and asked if he wanted to play some more. He said yes, and off we went to the bathhouse. I got a room, got on my hands and knees, and Brian fucked me for another two hours, unloading 4 more loads of young cum in me. It was still morning, so not too many people there, but still managed to take a few other cocks and loads in between my loads from Brian. Brian's cock was so long and his cum shots so deep that it wasn't until we got up to leave the bathhouse that his six loads plus the two from my fb and the couple other ones started oozing out of my very satisfied hole....

While the other is factual (under my old user name) this same story has more detail now, I hope you enjoy... Chapter 1 I had spent 2 days posting ads on Craigslist to market my hot little twat and that I was the sexiest little Cum Slut around. I got many lucrative responses, but you never know who will show? The night came and I went to the bookstore dressed so Slutty it may have been illegal in public! 6" heels, corset showing off my little tits, t-back panties, garter belt, black stockings, and a skirt so short it showed of my tiny hiney!!! As I walked through the door I saw several guys were browsing the videos, and they're heads instantly turned towards me as I smiled and went inside the theater. It took me a few minutes from my eyes to adjust to the darkness, and I thought it was a nice crowd. Several guys had the cocks out and stroking themselves ; nice! As I walked by them, I felt their hands grabbing and probing my 'lil ass and horny hole! I was so turned on, my heart was racing and my little twat quiverd. I saw a bench out in the middle of the theater; I went to it and bent over it.I pulled of my t-back panties flipped my skirt up exposing all that I had! I held my panties up over my head, leaving little doubt why I was there; and I said outload, "I want to be Fucked!" While I was getting Lubed I felt the first hard cock sliding inside my hole with a good stretch of my twat it was so good! I was in ecstasy as he sped up his thusts, I knew he was going to cum so I pushed back on to him. I started shaking and grinding my hips pushing my twat further onto his cock!!! I felt his hot cum explode into me as my slutty little hole worked all the cum out of this first of many cocks to come. As he pushed deeper and deeper finishing dumping his load into me; I glanced around and could see more guys watching with their hard cocks out ready to fuck me!!! This was what I've wanted for some time! I then got really Fucked! After about the sixth one, I could feel the cum leaking down my legs, I was loving it! As the next one approached me, he flipped me over on my back and pushed my legs back over my head. I was opened up and exposed for all to see; gawd I was such a little Cum Whore, wiggling my litte ass begging for more! I didn't realize how big this next Cock was until he buried himself into me in one thrust, I could hear the Cum squishing out of my hole as I felt it running down my ass. I felt deliciously wicked!!! As I felt his cock swell inside me, he started fucking me harder and harder. I wanted his load inside me so bad, at that moment I wanted nothing more! He started shaking and I could feel him unload into my hungry twat, as I felt more hot cum running down my crack; I scooped it up and rubbed it all over my face and in my mouth groaning saying, " give me more!". By now my twat was wide open, wet, and needing more!!! So much more...

Sometimes I think there is too much focus on how someone contracted the virus. People are just itching to point fingers and label poz people as dirty diseased whores with low morals. Why are people such hypocrites? Sheen could post a Craigslist ad saying he's DDF and a good many of the folks condemning him would go right to his house and have unprotected sex with him. But now that he has told the truth, here come his former sex partners with lawyers wanting his money, when all they wanted before was his raw dick. Every bitch that's screaming he put her at risk should be asked if she is suing the dude she met at the bar last weekend who she let skeet in her.

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I'd say it depends on the kids and the kind of relationship you have with them. Chances are, the guys on this site who have kids had them in another life (i.e., before they were out as gay). I, like others here, was born in an era when being gay was considered a sickness. Add to that, I grew up in a fundamentalist religious culture that taught me I was broken (at best). As a consequence, it didn't even seem an option to live as a gay person, I believed being gay was something to be cured of, or at least something I had to overcome or resist. As part of that, like many gay guys my age, I got married and tried to live as a straight person. I was so religious as a kid I even got up and in a church gathering and "confessed" my attraction to guys, everyone circled around me and prayed for me and nothing was ever said about it after. My wife to be was even present. Nobody, including myself, really understood what it meant to be gay, we thought it was something you could choose against. My gayness was something to protect the kids from. After years of processing, I finally got past my upbringing and beliefs (I was a slow learner!). I came out to my kids in 2006. Both were adults, and both were shocked. At the same time, I left fundamentalism. Not sure which was more shocking to my kids. Both of my sons are smart guys, one's an electrical/nuclear engineer, the other has 2 masters degrees. Each was headed the direction of losing their religion, but it's almost as if my coming out pushed them back in and deeper than ever. Because of their religious beliefs, one of my sons hasn't spoken to me in years, the other reminds me in birthday cards that he and his family are praying for me to 'repent." I haven't figured out which which response I like less. To me, there was no way around it (coming out to them). It was a part of living honestly after a lifetime of almost literally living in a "closet." It ended up costing me my family... but did "I" ever really have a family if they didn't know who I was? I think if ones kids are accepting of them, then the kid will kind of guide how much you tell them. They may ask, though even in the 21st century, sex is still an awkward topic for some. I think the important stuff to be open about is how being gay affects you as a person, things that might never occur to a straight person, like how you may have hidden while growing up-just to survive. These are things that molded us and can offer a lot of insight into the why and how we are/were. It's a part of being known in relationship... if your kids are interested in knowing you.

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If I'm in a 1-1 with a hot Top and the chemistry is good between us, I can leave satisfied. At least temporarily. Having a cumload percolating in my ass usually whets my appetite for more loads. So I will usually get back on the hookup sites and advertise my "cum lubed" hole. If I'm in a group setting like an ABS, dark room, sauna, sex party, then I'm continuously hunting for cock to seed me. Once I start taking multiple cumloads, I usually can't stop voluntarily. The more loads I take, the harder it is for me to be satisfied. But it's a nice dilemma. All things considered, I would opt for having sex with multiple partners.

People tend to not tell their kids the truth. It depends on the age of the child, of course. If you are bringing men home for sex and they stay the night, they're not stupid. Tell them before hand if you can and don't be dramatic about it. Nothing to be ashamed of. Sex is a natural part of life.

I dont have kids, but I admire the way you are handling things. The bottom line is that kids always know more than you think, especially in the internet age. I don't see the problem with being honest, especially if it is consensual sex between two people. Discussing things like PNP and group sex, are IMO different, and should be treated with more discretion

To regularly frequent bathhouses. That's about it.

Couldn't have said it better.

Wow, this has turned into a fascinating exchange. I love this community. I land somewhere in the middle on this. For me, sometimes it's hot when a top refers to my ass as a "cunt" or "pussy" and sometimes it's not. It all depends on the person and situation... which indicates to me that it's not so much the words being used, but the person using them and how he uses them. For me it's about another person taking charge of my pleasure. I think socially these are roles that have been generally assigned as male/female, masculine/feminine, so there is some part of our psyche that associates the role with gender (even though the notion may not reflect reality. i.e., it's possible to be male and sub, female and dom). I've had some tops who, while fucking me, referred to my hole as a "pussy" and I had to keep myself from laughing. Their voice and even demeanor struck me as funny because it was opposite of what they were trying to convey with words and it became ironic. But that was my personal perception. Physically the guys were indeed in the "dominant" position, but their attitude came across to me as trying to be something they were not. But what is it that makes my idea of right correct and theirs wrong? Do our ideas of right and wrong keep us from seeing reality? I was married (to a woman) most of my life (over 30 years). It was a lot of work (and pain) for me to get free of religious and other cultural stuff that kept me from accepting who I am, but the processing left me comfortable in my own skin and usually comfortable with other peoples 'skin' as well. I honestly don't think there is a 'right' or 'wrong' side on this (really. I'm not trying to be PC). To me the wrong side is disrespecting another because they are not like me. That's the kind of ego/ethnocentricity that got gays thrown in prison not to long ago (and still does in some parts of the world), so why would we adopt that practice? Not that I am suggesting that there is no such thing as attraction and preference, but I think the reasons for that are part of our individual construct, there's not a superior or inferior, just different. To me, bad is when there is not mutual consent, or we violate a persons volition (yeah, I know there are even guys who want that... but the key is "they want that" and as such are still exercising their volition to be violated lol). Sex is both an emotional and physical need/want and the two seem very intertwined. It seems human nature to want to standardize behavior and need/want as "normal" or "abnormal," when in reality both behavior and need/want seem very individual to me. Though there can be lots of overlapping similarities between our wants/needs, and thus similarities in our behaviors, we're still all different. WTF, lol. Simply put. I think the most successful interactions involve some form of communication. I may really love calling an anus a "pussy" or "cunt," but I don't want to call yours that if you don't want me to, or especially if it offends you. So, after communicating, I may look elsewhere or simply not use those words with you. And vice versa. If I'm a bottom whose buttons get pushed by such words, I may look for that in a top. Yeah, I know, communication can take some of the magic and spontaneity out of sex, but that's why god invented profiles.

Yes, I've felt the same that one load is never enough for me. Usually one load just gets me started. I need multiple loads or multiple fucks in order to get off.

I like as much cock and cum I can get, but I know some guys are only into dump and go. If I am still horny, then I go online to find another hook up.

Guy on Growlr invited me to come over and fuck his boyfriend. When I got there, there were three guys; older with dude, younger Pakistani dude, and a hairy balding cub. The cub sucked me hard and then I fucked the Paki while the older dude watched.

No doubt, for me satisfying as many cocks as possible is always the goal. In my experience, many guys are just not into long one on one sex sessions. Certainly there are some....but it seems as if more guys just want to dump a load and be done. as a result, group stuff seems to be a very good avenue to get to better play times...

the best kind of top is the one who fucks and uses your hole dumps a load deep in your cunt then offers to drop you off at the bathhouse at least for me

I had a lover in Chicago who was poz.At the time I was neg. We use to go to Poz only parties. There I got to witness real barebacking.Once there was a couple barebacking right in front of me . It was such a turn on to see that bare cock go in and out. When he finally started to cum in him ,I was hooked.I now love to bottom and have never looked back.

It's scarey and then finally the needle is in. http://www.positivelife.org.au/images/560x300/slamming.jpgThe plunger is pulled back to show a good draw of blood. Now that Tina and you have mixed, the plunger is pushed in and you feel the rush building in your vein. You pull the tourniquet and raise your arm: Warmth, Dreaminess, Amazement. Your erotic brain is on and free of needless constraint. You are fully alive and sensual. You are there to be held, to be touched, to be bitten, to be kissed, to be a fierce lover, to be electricity, to be totally on. I am finally alive. That self-critical part of me is finally set far back in the rear of the bleachers to watch but not interfere. I can give myself fully to the moment. When I top, I am both lover and rapist with my partners. I am free to give them all of me or to take everything they want to give me with Tina's permission. Together we fly and we soar. We are Gods of Sex! We are what we were meant to be. We celebrate who we always were and what we were meant to be. http://pnphiker.tumblr.com/post/132805619184

Very hot....I once experienced an orgy and in that group there were 2 brothers who liked to pnp, fuck and get fucked.

The dick shots have disappeared from my home computer. I need to get some new ones made, maybe with a Red Bull can beside it as a comparison. Would like to find someone to take the pics for me. Maybe some action shots afterwards... Any interest contact me here.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck yeah i hope he gets sold to a family with a farm or something like that loads of dirty possible stories there fuuuck pervinmt i wanna let you take a crack at my ass and make it into a story

The only thing better than raw fucking using just spit as lube is using sperm as lube. Once the the guy has been group bred and filled with cum, his cunt goes into overdrive for more and more and more cock and loads.

I guess when I was at Good Time Charlies in the theater and I was sitting on one guys cock as another fed me his cock in front of me. Sounds pretty tame compared to these others so will have to work on it!!

One those moments where I felt exceptionally piggish was at the Melrose Spa in LA when I lived out here. It was the first time I got double fucked. Two latino men, who were friends and didn't speak much english. Having both their dicks up my ass and the fact they were friends really turned me on in a true piggish way. Even today, getting fucked by a couple of buddies is so hot to me. I love that feeling of being "part of the entertainment" and friends love showing off their fuck skills in front of each other.

jdman, I'm not sure why some of the previous responders felt the need to be assholes because this is a legitimate question. Where else can you go to ask? Cumunion is not a holy place. It's where guys go to fuck. They do provide rubbers, so asking what the odds are of guys fucking you with rubbers is appropriate. (It's always low odds and very rare at a fuck party.) Check out PrEP. Also clarify with your gf the level of risk she's willing to accept, including HIV and all other STIs, and the level of risk you're willing to accept for her extracurriculars, including disease and pregnancy from a random guy. Just because you bb with one guy doesn't mean you're required by the Laws of Gay Sex to bb with every guy. Dan Savage has covered open relationships and his site may be helpful. Good luck and happy fucking!

I don't know if this video has been posted before, but fuck it is hot, very hot top fucking a very hot btm in a sling. http://www.xtube.com/watch.php?v=wPkXv-G173-

I’m not sure how long it took us to get to the campsite where Bob and Ted had set up; I was still in a daze from the realization of what exactly had happened. What? How? What? It was still hard to grasp. I had vague memories of walking behind the other guys as they chatted but it was all a haze until, we were standing in their campsite waving goodbye as they continued on along the trail. “They said we could make use of their tent, since we really don’t have privacy.” David said with a smile. “They have that lube that looks and feels like cum.” He winked as he grabbed my dick. “I didn’t think you’d object.” I was semi-hard. At first I was shocked until I remembered that I hadn’t gotten off when I had mistakenly had sex with Chad. He grabbed my hand and backed into the tent, stooping to lower himself to the ground. He let go of my hand he quickly removed his shorts and lowered himself back on the sleeping bag putting himself and his meat on display. I never was one to be able to resist a big piece of meat so I fell on it practically swallowing him whole. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted his cock as much as I wanted it right then. “Got it!” David had been frantically trying to find Bob & Teds lube in their bags. Not an easy task when you have cock hungry boyfriend attached to you. He sat up pulling me off of him and flipped me over onto my back. Instinctively I pulled my legs back as David grabbed the butt plug and gave it a twist and slowly pulled it out. David puckered his lips and squinted his eyes as made an audible ‘oooooo’ sound. “That’s hot.” He said followed by a pause. “You’re gapping a bit.” He pumped the lube bottle twice into my hole and once onto his palm. David looked at the lube and eventually exclaimed that it did indeed look like cum as he rubbed it all over his cock and popped the head of his cock into my hole. I should tell him what happened. David had his eyes closed as he plunged every inch of his monster cock into me. His mouth was open in ecstasy as he lifted himself out of me and dove in again. He fell into rhythm fucking me, pulling all the way out except the head and then filling me once again. “Oh my god. You just would not believe home much this feels like cum.” It is real cum. Several times in our relationship David has given multiple loads. David always exclaimed how much he loved fucking me after he had already cum in me. “We are definitely getting some of this.” He buried himself in me hard, grabbed my knees and just started slamming into me for a few seconds. “It feels like just I’m fucking someone else’s load into you.” You are. All I could do was moan with pleasure. I couldn’t tell him now. “You’d like it if I was, wouldn’t you?” He was thrusting into me. “Uh-huh.” I mumbled through a kiss. “I knew you would.” He broke our kiss and went back to a steady, strong, rhythmic drilling. “You want me fucking someone else load deeper into you don’t you?” “Yes.” “I’m coming…” And he came, just like that. He grabbed my hips and slammed deep into me and held himself there while he pulsed inside me adding another load. He pulled out of me and came nearer so I could suck him clean. God did it taste good, I touched my ass hole and with my finger pulled some leaked and fucked out cum from around my asshole and spread it on his cock before once again cleaning it off. I sucked his cock until we heard Bob and Ted returning, then we got dressed and met them outside. I even absentmindedly put the butt plug back in.

The next couple visits to the survey site were the same routine: check in, answer questionnaire, go fuck like rabbits get sex hormones. Several of the guys we saw on campus had become our friends and fuck buddies, always willing to give a guy a helping hand when the need arose. Matt and I were becoming more than casual friends and Pete was becoming our regular third - when he wasn’t out fucking one of his buddies. Mid-terms came and went and the holidays were fast approaching. Matt and I had just finished one of our post mid-term exams that one of our Instructors had thrown in just before the holidays. We were taking a break in the dorms when Pete came in with Toby and they flopped down on his bed. We all just kind of shot the bull for about a half hour. Toby had been fondling Pete and it looked like the two had begun getting closer as Matt and I made out on my bed. Toby asked if we had gotten a survey party invitation recently as he was beginning to feel slutty again. We all laughed and said only one party had been planned for that weekend that we knew of and it seemed everyone who had been attending had been invited to this huge party. Toby then dropped a bomb on us when he mentioned that he was suspecting that the survey was just a rouse to have conversion - bareback parties near the college and get as many boys/men breed. We all looked at Toby like what the fuck you talking about? and Toby explained that he knew some of the guys were bug chasing and that there were others who had been gifting. We all were in denial but upon reflecting we all knew he was right and that our behavior was probably going to land us in the plus column. We put it out of our conscious thoughts and fooled around and had a mini orgy in the room as we helped Toby get over his need for seed, each of us making deposits to fill his sperm bank. Now, having had the validity of the survey called into question - at least in our minds - almost lead us to decide not to go to the party, which was to be held on Saturday starting at 2:00 P.M., but, like lemmings drawn to a cliff, we all ended-up going en masse to the warehouse to see what would happen. We each entered and signed in and were told to go to a interview room very much like our first visit. Unlike our first visit there were no questions to answer just a examiner and a second person available for unknown purposes holding a clip board. I entered and sat next to a small table. The examiner walked up to me and asked me to sign a consent form for a swab test just inside my cheek. I signed the consent form and he swabbed between my gums and my cheek for a couple seconds then placed the swab in a vial and said it would be a few moments, the guy with the clip board then approached and asked me questions about my outside sex habits and discussed my sexual activity while at the parties. He also asked me questions such as Was I aware that I had had over 150 sex partners in the past 10 weeks mostly at the parties? and Most of my sexual partners had likely been exposed to sexually transmitted diseases? I sort of shrugged and responded "It's kind of a thrill to play this Russian roulette sex game and, yeah, I somewhat knew the risks." It then about 20 minutes later that the examiner whispered in his ear and then he looked at me sternly and asked if I was going to participate in the evening’s festivities now knew that I was now HIV positive. I knew the risk and the probability and also knew that most of the other participants tonight were getting the same results. I replied "I'm gonna fuck like there is no tomorrow" and asked "Would you like my first load of the evening?" They both chuckled and replied merely "Enjoy my new freedom." I walked out to find Toby, Pete and Matt along with several other of our gang bang party undressing in the locker room. I approached Pete and Matt and Asked “So, what were your results?” They both got a shit-eating grin and answered “What do you think?” We all laughed and looked over at Toby. He said “Still negative, boys. You’re going to have to try harder.” We all knew who was the first to get our loads that night, and so it was: Toby was a bigger cum dump than we had ever seen him be that night. As we fucked and sucked through the crowd, most of our group having tested poz, we wasted no time seeking-out fresh asses to fuck and cocks to by which to be fucked. Many of the faces and were familiar, although some fresh new faces were present. While Toby was taking a brief break at the bar he mentioned that the survey people had brought in some fresh negative meat for the party, guys who, like he, were hot bug chasers, trying to get knocked up. This salacious tidbit turned me and I eagerly felt-up Toby’s ass to find that, even with a but plug was place, cum was seeping out. I knelt down and rimmed around the plug tasting the sweet cum of at least a dozen men mixed together. When his hole was clean-up, I slapped Toby’s ass and told him "Go forth and be seeded, man!" As I rose up and turned around there was Matt. I gave him a huge wet kiss, sharing the some of the cum I had obtained from Toby. I managed to be breed by at least a dozen men myself before pumping my seed in a hot 18 year old who I had seen on campus. His ass was tight and it felt like I had popped his cherry. As I was about to exploded into his hole he suddenly asked me to stop and to pull out. I told him "Fuck no - this is why you're here - now, take my demon seed like a man." He begged me to not seed his hole, but I ignored his pleadings, thrusting all the way into his ass. What had been a trickle of precum was about be a white wash of the real stuff. I told him it was too late that I had dribbling my precum into his ass for several minutes, and that my seed was already sneaking past his ass walls, giving him with the gift of barebacking freedom. He wimpered some more and I was getting ready to pull out when he suddenly began begging me to seed his ass and give him the gift of my poz cum. I plunged forward burying my cock to the hilt and driving past his second hole when I shoot my first volley deep in his gut. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Matt and Pete coming up upon me as I pulled out of the boys wreaked hole Pete slid in, where he made his deposit before Matt took over and pounded the boy good for another load. I had been fucking the boy in a corner near the steam room and as Matt began to shoot the boy began to piss on himself. Pete and I joined him and began pissing into his open mouth as the boy began to drink down what was being offered. The night began with a bummer but soon I was turning into a pervert whose job it was to cum and piss on and in as many guys as I could. I wanted to be a 'Prime A Gifter' and make the dreams of the bug chasers come true. I also wanted to be recharged by as many guys as I could. We found Toby later that night, a total mess and fucked up. He apparently had put out the no-loads-refused, fuck-me-as-rough-as-you can' sign because his ass looked like a Mack truck could drive into its bloody confines. We found his butt plug and shoved it into his dripping orifice and slid some rubber panties on him as we dressed and walked him home. Someone had obviously gotten him drunk as he was totally out of it. The next day Toby came over to our dorm room and apologized for his behavior the night before. We naturally gave him the that’s what good friends are for, speech, adding he was right that the survey was an elaborate cover for a series of conversion parties, although I added that they were collecting data on the animal nature of man-to-man sex, and that no disease was going to stop the raw need to breed and to be bred. We all laughed as Toby dropped his trousers, bent over and removed the plug from his ass, taking care not to spill a drop of what cum remained inside. As we admired his hole he asked if anyone wanted to contribute to his cause and fuck him, providing yet more poz cum. We all jumped in and slid our cock deep in his hole and unloaded our seed, uniting with the cum he had taken the night before. I might add as Pete loved to felch, he sucked out some of the fresh cum, of course mixed with the blend from the previous night, snowballing it back to Toby.

You may try all 3 on me until i convert, then I'll tell ya which one was my favorite.. (bet it's nbr 3)...

Matt and I had coordinated our party invites so we would end up at least one of the parties together and Pete was about to go to his first survey party. The parties were still a couple weeks off when we sent Pete to the survey, Matt and I stayed up to await Pete’s return to the dorm room to see how he enjoyed himself. Pete wandered in around midnight, quite a bit earlier than we expected , to find Matt and me in a 69 position sucking on each other’s cock. He walked in with a big smile on his face and said he was home because he had already seeded 10 guys and had took 23 loads himself. We all laughed and as Pete climbed in bed with us we hugged him and cuddled him close to us. We were becoming more than roommates and fuck buddies - we were becoming a true threesome relationship. Later in the week I began feeling blah and Matt and Pete would bring food back from the commons for me and would pick up my homework assignments from my instructors. A few days later Matt became ill as well and Pete took on the task of playing nurse to both of us. It was getting close to the first call back survey party and I was beginning to worry I would not be well enough to go when I started feeling better. Matt was still sick as a dog and couldn’t keep anything down for long, and was beginning to lose some serious weight. As the day quickly approached I considered not going If Matt could not go as well. Just as Matt began feeling better Pete started coming down with the same symptoms and I had to nurse him back to health. The date for the first party was finally here and although Matt and I both still had occasional stomach cramps and sniffles we decided to go anyway just to relieve our blue balls from not having any sexual activity during our convalescence. It had been almost two weeks since I last jacked off or had any sex and I was starting to have wet dreams - which I hadn’t experienced since I was 14 when discovered the joys of jerking-off - several times a day, if need be. We got to the warehouse and went to the secondary entrance as instructed. The door entered into a shorter hallway and then into a larger room after the check-in window, I was again checked in by a handsome co-ed who handed me a familiar envelope and a short questionnaire of which he instructed me to fill out at one of the seats in the waiting area. I took my envelope and proceeded to a student type desk which were scattered around the room with adequate distance to provide privacy. Matt did the same after receiving his package. I opened the envelope and there were the bands like last time and a scantron in which to enter my answers I opened the questionnaire and read the Instructions: Thank you for your participation. This is your return visit to our surveying process. Please answer the following questions after entering your unique ID in the name space. Also please enter today's date for comparative purposes. Thank you 1.) How many return visits have you made since your initial survey a. 1 b. 2-5 c. 6-10 d. 10+ 2.) How many sexual partners have you had since you last visit a. None b. 1-5 c. 6-10 d. 10-20 e. More than 20 3.) Since your initial visit have you had any health problems a. No b. Yes 4.) Have you had any flu like symptoms a. No b. Yes 5.) Have you seen a doctor a. No b. Yes 6.) Are you currently healthy a. No b. Yes The health questions kind of took me off guard but I figured it in line with the kind of activities we had been engaging in. I took my completed survey back to the window and the attendant buzzed me in to a door which leads directly to the locker room. Matt joined me shortly after and he stripped and wrapped the towel around his neck. He was already rock hard and was advertising his wares. I laughed at the sight and planted a wet sloppy kiss on his full lips. I was also on the verge of a raging hard on so did the same as we walked out into the juice bar then into the maze behind. It didn’t take too long to find a willing recipient for my first load of the evening, a hot 30 something nerdy guy. As he seemed to be drooling at each guy who passed-by, I assumed he hadn’t had much cock in ages. I brushed his chest and slid my hand down to his crotch to find a nice thick slab of meat hanging there. I kissed him passionately as he slid his hand over my massive boner. He sank to his knees and took my hard member between his lips and began suckling my penis, making it wet and slimy. At the same time I fingered his ass - which I might note appeared to be dry. As I worked my fingers into his hole he suddenly turned around and implanted my now wet and slimy cock into his man hole and started bucking back and forth on my throbbing phallus. I took over and began fucking this starved soul and as I hadn’t cum in a while, shot my load deep in his guts. As the cum began leaking past my cock I knew I had filled him up and lubricated his hole for the next cock to make a deposit. Moving on, I ran into Matt and Toby, the 18 year old twink boy who had hosted the party a few weeks earlier. Several times at the earlier party Toby and Matt had managed to both take and give several loads of seed. On this occasion we all ended up full and in the steam room where it seemed like everyone was dripping cum from his ass, consequently the floor was slick and raunchy. As many of the inhibitions floated away and piss began to flow over many of the bodies, we all started a piss-fuck-frenzy to rival the nastiest of pig parties. I wasn’t sure if I had more cum up my ass or if someone had given me a piss enema there in the steam room, but I was covered in cum and piss. Suddenly the lights came on and the cleaning crew arrived to hose down the room. We exited the steam room and ended up having a orgy in the showers as multiple guys then used my hole as a cumdump. I had run out of bands and had almost 50 bands on my ankles - a new record for me. I found Matt and he was a mess so I lead him back to the showers and washed him off as another couple of guys fucked us some more under the running waters. We went back to the locker room and got dressed. It was 4:00 o’clock in the morning, as, fully sated, we drove back to the residence halls. To be continued- more visits

Dr Mike Part 4 –The Venom Takes, Scotty’s Gift, the Death Fucks – I take it and I give it Parts 1-3 posted previously - As I lay face down on the table with the whirring of the tattoo needle making its mark, branding me with my new identity, and the hands of the tattoo artist guiding his brush, painting his latest work onto my skin, I thought back over the past several months since I had met Dr Mike. Dr Mike was…. Wow, hard to put into words. Biohazard – yes. A healer – yes. Brutal – yes, but also caring and just the sounds of his voice excited me, and I found I could resist him nothing. He had taken me, shaped me, molded me, made me into his creation as he said he would. My first treatment with Dr Mike was intense, my second, when I first submitted to Charles (well, not like I had a choice) was brutal. By the time I got home in the cab Dr Mike had given me money for me, he was right, I was still bleeding a little with cum and other juices fighting to get out. I did as Dr Mike instructed and held it all in and did not take shower. Like him, I now wanted it to take. Before I was afraid, and guess I still was, but now I knew I wanted it – badly. Dr Mike’s last words before I left were, “We must make sure everything takes, and I will do whatever is necessary to ensure you become toxic. You will continue to obey and serve as your ass is mine. Now, go home, do as I said, and remember, my venom is burning in your veins, I am part of you now, and always will be.” I hoped Charles, Big Ben, and Hank were too. A toxic stew of venom, AIDs, and more. Dr Mike called me the next morning at 8:00 a.m. sounding so professional and not like the demon fucker he had been the night before, “Good morning. This is Dr Mike, yes, I am fine thank you. I wanted to follow up to see how my patient was doing this morning? Hurts to piss? Hmm – promising. What about bowel movements? Had any? No? Good, good. I expect when you do it will be painful, just do not strain or push, and do not worry if it is covered slightly in blood as you will have some raw spots in your rectum for a few days at least.” Holy fuck, Dr Mike was right. When I finally did have to take a shit it felt like glass and I had to grip the toilet with my hands to steady myself, got hot and sweaty, and thought I might pass out. But it passed – and the next time hurt less. I did have to call off work that Monday and Tuesday. I could barely walk and figured if I took it easy, maybe the venom would take better. Dr Mike called every couple of days as he said he would to check on me and beyond my body aching, I felt generally fine, except the sores in my mouth got worse and it still hurt every time I took a shit. I did not see Dr Mike or Nathan that weekend. Luckily Nathan was on travel a lot for work these days, so I did not have to make up an excuse of why my ass hurt. But Dr Mike did give me some homework. The weather had turned colder, and he said my ass needed to be used and while he had no openings in his schedule, he wanted me to go visit the local library. What? Apparently the main library downtown was a place that a lot of homeless guys hung out when the weather got colder. More importantly for Dr Mike’s purposes, there was a cruisy bathroom in the basement and a stairwell where guys fucked. When Dr Mike told me this he said, “You have agreed to do as I say, and Saturday, I want you to go down to the main library at 9th and G Streets, and visit the reading room in the basement. I have a patient, he is homeless, a vet, who will be there as well and I have told him about you and what I expect. His name is Carl, he will meet you in front of the library at 9:00 a.m., and always wears a raggedy, long, blue trench coat. He also has an incentive as I promised him you will pay him $5 for every load of cum in your ass or mouth, but they better be mostly in your ass, so take a roll of bills with you, say $100. Anything more than that and you can make it up to him how you wish. You will serve him as you serve me. No questions, understand? Good. I will call you Monday once Carl reports in to me.” I will tell that story another day, but that Saturday at the library I took a number of loads as the homeless guys took turns using my ass and mouth and getting it ready for whatever Dr Mike had in mind next. My ass was still sore before I even went down there, and afterwards it was only worse, and felt swollen, tender, and painful. I went to work Monday, but by late Monday afternoon was feeling like hell. My head hurt, I felt like I had a fever, I was nauseous, the sores on my gums were worse, it hurt to swallow, and I just needed to go home and lay down. I had been home a few hours when Dr Mike called, “Good afternoon. I just met with Carl who was quite pleased to report that he made a nice little sum of cash on Saturday. More importantly – for me and for you – is that he said while it was clear you were uncomfortable and maybe even sore, you did everything and everyone he asked. Excellent! Very good. We can’t have that hole not being worked, and while I would have preferred to have taken care of this week’s treatment myself, well… I do have other patients I must attend to.” “Now,” Dr Mike asked, “How are you feeling. Be specific, and as detailed as possible.” “I’m not sure doctor, not very well I guess, I had to come home from work, head hurts, stomach hurts, mouth hurts, damn, feel like I got beat on.” “Hmm, sounds like my treatment may be working, let me check my notes here, yes, yes, we are in the right time frame for several things to have occurred. Very good. Let me note that. Now, what other symptoms and don’t just say you hurt, be specific.” So I went through the list with Dr Mike, he asked if it hurt to piss – it didn’t, he asked if it hurt to shit, - yes like hell, he asked several other questions then said, “I will need to see you of course, but not tonight in case this is just a 24-hour bug or you ate something that did not agree with you. Yes I know you feel bad, but you need to embrace this. This is a critical stage of your treatment and we must proceed as I say. Now, call me first thing in the morning. If you are still not feeling well, I will come see, and I will take care of everything.” I tossed and turned all night, had sweats, my piss smelled wicked, and I did not feel any better – actually worse – by morning when Dr Mike called. He said he would be at my apartment by 5:00 p.m. depending on traffic and that while he did not generally make housecalls, but I was at a critical juncture in my treatment. I napped off and on and was dozing a little when the phone rang and I saw by the clock it was 4:45. I answered, it was Dr Mike, I buzzed him in and when I opened the door I saw he had someone else with him. I was a mess and was surprised, but Dr Mike just pushed past me, walked in, and the other guy followed so I closed the door. I could not help but stare. This guy looked to be about my age, and my height, about 5”10, but that was all we had in common. He was sick, wasted looking, hollowed cheeks and like a skeleton with skin on him. He also had some purplish blotches on his neck, back of his hands, Karposi Sarcoma – AIDs tag for sure. He just stared back at me and did not say anything and I noticed he barely had any whites in his eyes, it was like they were all dark, dead already. Dr Mike interrupted my staring by grabbing my hand and leading me down the hall. He found my bedroom, “Kneel,” he said. “Now, here is what is going to happen. I am confident that some of my treatment has taken. What exactly does not matter for the moment, what does matter is that we take advantage of this opportunity. Your immune system is weak and is fighting. That’s why you feel bad, that’s why you are sick. But I am going to make you better by destroying what is left so that your body has no choice but to submit. Just as you kneel before me and submit, so will the rest of you. You will feel worse before you feel better and before you become the man I am going to make you be.” “Scotty out there is dying,” Dr Mike continued, “While Charles is an AIDs fucker, he is still ‘healthy’ for all intents and purposes. Scotty is not. You saw the KS marks? They are all over his body. AIDs has got him in a death grip, and good. Yes, I know he is young, but in some bodies the venom burns like an atomic bomb and just wipes everything out quickly. He is also resistant to AZT and all other medicines, so he stopped trying. Now, Scotty has served me well as a toxic hole and source of venom, but his time has come. He is here to do me, and you, one last service – one last parting gift. Now follow me.” As I followed Dr Mike back out to the living room I tried to get my head around that. Yeah I had said I wanted the doctor to infect me, but fuck, I did not want to look like that. Damn. Maybe I just need to say no, and make him leave. I stepped into the living room and said, “I’m sorry doctor, I just, I can’t, I ummm.. well,” as I looked at Scotty, then to Dr Mike, “I am not..” Dr Mike cut me off, “Kneel.” So I did. Forgetting what I was going say. Dr Mike opened his leather briefcase, pulled out a small black case, laid it open on the table. It had some needles and other stuff in it. “Scotty, take off your coat and roll up your sleaves,” Dr Mike said. “Sit there Scotty on the couch, you – stay where you are and listen.” I looked at him as he said this and his eyes were more intense and focused then I had ever seen. I knew not to disobey so I just nodded my head a little as he continued. “I told you that Scotty had a gift for us. Scotty knows he is dying and his time is short, but he knows he has more work to do. Today, that work involves you and frankly I could not have planned this timing better if I had wanted to. This is one treatment I will definitely remember and will note in the files and thank you Scotty. You see, in a few minutes when we are done here, you are going to thank Scotty for his gift. You will take him into your bedroom and you WILL lick his whole body, you WILL swallow his spit, his piss, and most importantly, you will let Scotty fuck you. Understand? Yes, of course you do. And if Scotty wants you to fuck him you will. You will please Scotty as this may be the last time he fucks anyone.” Dr Mike laid a large needle/syringe on the table, and a length of rubber tubing. I watched not quite sure what was happening as he stepped in front of Scotty as Scotty held out his left arm. My mouth opened as Dr Mike took the tube, tied it around Scotty’s arm, turned his arm slightly as he set it on Scotty’s leg, patted the vein part way up his forearm, then stuck the syringe into the arm. Scotty did not even blink as Dr Mike drew back on the plunger and the tube began to fill with blood. When it was full, he pulled it out of Scotty’s arm, Dr Mike stepped back, looked at me, “Lick his arm.” So I did. I licked the little trail of blood that had seeped out, then gently licked the place where the vein had been stuck. A few seconds later Dr Mike pulled my head back, held up the now filled syringe, looked at me, his eyes were now wide in awe as he said, “This is Scotty’s gift. His life, his blood, his death and venom. This is Scotty’s gift to you – and to me.” “Stand up. Give me your right arm,” Dr Mike said. So I did, and he grabbed my wrist so hard I thought he would break it. “DO NOT MOVE!” Dr Mike then turned my right arm slightly, pointed the needle at a vein, and before I realized it stuck it in. I gasped a little from the sharp prick and looked at Scotty who was smiling. I didn’t what to do, so just watched as Dr Mike emptied the syringe of Scotty’s blood in my arm. When he pulled the need out, a thick trickle of blood ran out, and Dr Mike bent forward, licked my arm clean, licked the needle, then set it on the table. “You received a very special gift. I told you I would destroy you before you become the man I want, and Scotty here just helped me. Now, go thank him. I will be back in one hour.” With that Dr Mike put the stuff back into his briefcase, put his coat on, and left. I just stood there, then looked at Scotty. I was not attracted to this man at all, but I did not want to disappoint Dr Mike, so got undressed and walked back towards the bedroom. I bent over the bed and waited. I was not sure he was going to follow, but he did a few minutes later. Scotty turned on the lights and said, “Turn around and look at me.” So I did. He was not just thin, he was skeletal. The KS lesions were up and down his body, which was pretty hairless even around his dick. His dick looked pretty big, especially against the rest of his body that looked so wasted Scotty’s voice was a surprise though, a rich baritone from such a small guy, did not make sense. As I stood up, Scotty put his arms around me, pulled me closer to him, looked in my eyes for a long time, then bent in an kissed me. His kiss was passionate, yet masculine and firm. His lips felt so good, and while he was tentative at first, as I did not pull away or resist, he seemed to relax a little. His tongue soon found its way into my mouth and we started swapping spit as we kissed more passionately and I kissed him back. I started rubbing my hands up and down his body as he did the same to me, each of us moaning in pleasure. When my hand found his dick and balls I squeezed tightly, and Scotty gasped with pleasure, guess he liked that. I pulled away, got a cock ring out of the night stand, knelt, put it around Scotty’s dick which was now hard, full, and very meaty compared to the rest of him. I stood up and said, “Please, I want you to fuck me. Please.” I handed Scotty a bottle of lube, which he tossed to the side, “Sorry, Doc said no lube, you should know better. I do want a little spit though, don’t like totally fucking dry.” So I spit on his dick, turned around, placed my hands on the edge of the bed as Scotty pushed his dick against my ass. I was still sore, but my hole opened up for him and he was soon pumping hard. I totally forgot about everything else except his nice fat dick and for someone so sick, he fucked pretty hard, but he did not last long. His breathing got real heavy, “I’m gonna shoot, damn, I’m gonna shoot,…” and then he unloaded in my ass. We laid down on my bed, which smelled of sweat and stink from me being sick, but he did not seem to mind. We were facing each other and I saw his eyes looked like he had a little more life in them now. Scotty just looked at me, “Let me see your arm,” he said. I held out my arm that had taken his blood, and Scotty touched it, licked it gently, smiled, and said, “Thank you.” “Thank you? For what?” I asked. Scotty said, “For letting me live on, in you.” He then kissed me again, long, passionate, and I felt wetness against my face. I pulled back and saw Scotty was crying. I wiped his tears, pulled him closer to me, and kissed him back. At that moment I wanted nothing better than to make him feel good, not just because Dr Mike said so, but because I wanted to. Dr Mike called a little while later to say he was on his way back. I had not drunk Scotty’s piss or licked him like Dr Mike said, but Scotty said, “Don’t worry, I will tell him you did everything he wanted.” Scotty and I got up, got dressed, and sat in the living room to wait. I put my hand on his leg and leaned against him, and we did not speak, just sat there. When Dr Mike arrived he stepped into the kitchen with Scotty, I heard their muffled voices, they came out, I stood up, Scotty came over and reached out to shake my hand. I took his hand, leaned in, and whispered, “No, thank you,” and then kissed him goodbye. Dr Mike did not say anything, he just pointed towards the bedroom, so I went in, got undressed, and Dr Mike followed. He had me lay face down on the bed, and buried his face in my ass as he moaned, sniffed, licked, and ate my hole. Soon he had his dick balls deep. Dr Mike was not that big of a guy, but his weight felt good, and his dick was as glorious as ever as he pumped my ass. I could tell he was getting closer as he picked up speed and he started to say, “You did an excellent job today. Nice AIDs filled ass, man I like fucking that AIDs hole, that knowing you just got fucked by death – yeah that death cum in you – fuck - I will kill you just like I KILLED SCOTTY, FUCK TAKE ME TAKE ME….” Dr Mike rolled off and yanked his dick out of my cum filled ass, stood up, had me lick him clean, then we got dressed. When we were back in the living room Dr Mike said, “You know the routine. Do NOT shower, do not let it out, and DO NOT get fucked by anyone else. I need to know your treatment program is only what I prescribe. You still feel sick? Good and it will get worse I promise you as I want your sick body to fester, and the venom and toxic infections to spread. I expect Charles infected your ass good with gonorrhea when he fucked you. Your hole smells foul, and was hard to taste not sure if it was Scotty or your ass is oozing, but either way, I helped ensure you got another dose. With that Dr Mike left, I crawled back into bed, and was haunted by dreams of Scotty. BACK IN THE PRESENT THE TATTOOIST CONTINUED HIS WORK. THE PAIN WAS NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT I HAD EXPERIENCED WITH DR MIKE OR WHAT WAS TO COME, AS DR MIKE PROMISED I WOULD SEE CHARLES AGAIN, THE HORSE COCKED LEATHER MASTER, SO I COULD NOT WAIT. It had been a several weeks since I had seen Scotty and when I asked Dr Mike about him, he would not give me an answer, so I stopped asking. Dr Mike was right that night when he said I would only feel worse. After another week of feeling beyond sick, missing work, and after several more ‘house calls’ from Dr Mike to feed me his piss, spit, and cum up my ass, I was over it. Trying to have sex when you’re sick is awful, but Dr Mike never seemed to mind how sweaty, dirty, messy I was, and I wanted to please him, so I let him fuck me rough and hard, and he would not have stopped anyways. He always dug his fingers around in my ass first, scraping my insides up raw to make sure I would take his venom. His new favorite position was laying on top of me and telling me how my ass was his, and he was making me his AIDs whore. I started to feel a little better, made it into the office, and was thinking I might be OK after all except for the sores in my mouth and oozing out of my ass. Dr Mike said he would test me for sure soon, but was convinced Hank’s herpes had taken in my mouth and Charles’ and Dr Mike’s gonorrhea in my ass. Dr Mike left a message on my machine, “Good morning, this is Friday, please come to the office tomorrow at 3:00 p.m.” OK, guess he wanted to fuck there, so I showed up as told and he let me in. Things had not changed since the last time, the place still looked old and dingy, the heat was way up, guess the old radiator system was hard to adjust. Dr Mike led me back to his office, “Kneel, now, today is important for two reasons. First, I will take some swabs and draw some blood so I can see exactly what you have now and have high hopes with all of the toxic juice you have taken, I KNOW you have done well. Second, Joseph is back. Do you remember him? Yes, well we treated the warts on his dick, which I would have preferred to leave of course as I do not often have that available to me on a regular basis but one step at a time. Since he was not comfortable knowing his wife would realize something was up, we have cleared him up.” “Joseph is here today. He is in the exam room waiting. He has asked about you several times and I told him if he continued to be honest with me and came to see me, I might be able to arrange another visit. This is a safe place for him to explore his ‘urges” and who better to protect him than his doctor? I believe he is now ready – ready to join us and your ass is what will make that possible. Now, stand up and get undressed. Joseph is not that big, so no JD for you today, but your ass needs to be especially bloody because you see, you are going to stealth poz him.” I looked confused. “Stealth poz, do you know what that means?” Dr Mike asked as I shook my head no, “Well, that means I have told Joseph it is OK to fuck you without a condom when he asked me if you were ‘clean.’ I did not tell him you were HIV+ or anything else, I cannot lie of course, I just told him that yes, it was perfectly OK and alright to fuck you raw. Now bend over for me, good, let me shred your hole up. I know your blood is boiling with venom now and to help ensure this takes, I had Joseph show up a little early so I could shave him. I told him it would heighten the sensation if his dick and balls were totally clean and I of course made sure to make lots of cuts and nicks in his dick shaft and on his balls, apologizing for my old razor, etc…..but what he thinks was ointment to close up the cuts was actually a little wound dressing designed to keep cuts open and inhibit platelet’s from clotting and stopping the bleeding on his dick. Nothing too obvious of course, but it will be enough to ensure that when your blood covers his dick, it WILL get in.” Dr Mike put the blindfold on me, led me into the room with the padded bench, but did not tie me down. I waited and a few minutes later heard someone come in and immediately felt a dick push into my open mouth. Joseph started fucking my mouth. As before he did not say anything or really even touch me, just used my mouth. With my tongue and mouth I tried to suck hard and stretch the skin on his dick to make sure the nicks and cuts Dr Mike had made got larger and grew. I wanted to make this happen and knew my ass would do its part. After a few minutes Joseph pulled out of my mouth, got behind me, and started to fuck me dry. Even with the regular visits from Dr Mike was ass was still sore, so I bucked a little, but then pushed my hole back for him so he could go deep and started gyrating my hips a little to make sure he hit the walls of my gutz that Dr Mike had shredded with his nails before we started. Joseph fucked faster, harder, and as he started long dicking me I could feel wetness run down the inside of my legs. It was working! This time Joseph grabbed my ass when he came, I felt him shudder, and could tell it was a big orgasm. He pulled out, I heard him say “OH FUCK!” and he left. I felt more warmness ran out of my hole and knew not to move and a few minutes later Dr Mike came in. He pried my legs further apart, poked at my hole “EXCELLENT, yes, yes, just what I wanted. Nice and bloody hole. I see a few gobs of his cum from where he pulled out, so appears you did very well again. I am pleased.” Dr Mike’s dick pounded me and I started begging “Infect me doctor, please take your ass, infect me, oh please please make me your AIDs whore – PLEASE!” I am not sure what it was, the mix of stealthing Joseph and the doctor’s dick or what, but as he said he was getting ready to shoot my own dick let off without even touching it. My ass started squeezing his dick hard and milking his cum as he shot his own nutt. Dr Mike pulled out, got down behind me and started lapping at my cheeks, and the table, cleaning up the mess made by Joseph, him, and my cum. He then walked around to the front, stuck his dick in my mouth and I could taste my all my ass had given and been given. “Stop,” Dr Mike said, so I stopped sucking as his dick rested in my mouth. It seemed like a few minutes and then I felt his dick twitch, pulse, and hot piss started pouring down my throat. I gulped and swallowed and tried not to lose a drop. When he was done Dr Mike helped me off the bench, kissed me rough and deep, then led me back to his office. He took the blindfold off, ordered me to get dressed and told me he would be in touch soon and not to fuck with anyone except Nathan until he said so. BACK IN THE PRESENT THE TATTOO GUY WAS GETTING NEAR THE END OF HIS WORK. I HAD NEVER THOUGHT OF GETTING A TATTOO, BUT DOCTOR’S ORDERS, JUST 24-HOURS BEFORE. Dr Mike had actually called and left me a couple messages the day before on my machine. He said he would be at my apartment that evening, not sure what time, but to be ready. I spent a good part of the evening waiting and he finally showed up about 8:00 p.m. It was a Friday night, and I had not seen Nathan in a few weeks and had plans to be with him, but cancelled for Dr Mike. I had not seen Dr Mike in almost two weeks as he said he was tied up with another patient. I felt sort of hurt, and my hunger for him only grew and I could not get him out of my head. I wanted to go fuck around, but he told me not to, so I was horny as hell too. So when he finally came into the apartment I had all I could do not to beg for his dick. Dr Mike sat on the couch and said, “Kneel. I have not seen you in a little while, but that does not change the fact that your AIDs ass is mine. You understand? And it always will be. I have your lab work back and while you will need to come to the office, tonight is a celebration, as your ass is now, truly, my creation and a total biohazard.” I was not sure exactly what he meant yet, so kept listening as he said, “I ran a number of labs as I wanted to confirm for the charts where we were in your treatment, so listen.” “Your viral load is off the charts! All that toxic cum from Charles, me, and everyone else has twisted your mild, original HIV into something new and wonderful. You are so infected now, your body is riddled with the toxic bug and they are replicating faster then you can imagine! But there’s more. You are positive for Herpes – thanks to good old Hank and as expected, gonorrhea too. I knew that horse dick of Charles’ would help you along. Unfortunately it appears the warts from Joseph’s dick never took, but, well, something to work on. Of course, our timing was important, which is why I could not let you rest, and thanks to Scotty’s gift, I see no need to try to start you on any drugs at the moment, but we will and not in the way you expect as I will only give you enough medicine to make you resistant and then we will switch and switch again and again.” Dr Mike then took my chin in his hands, looked at me intently and said, “You now belong to me. Your ass is mine, your whole body is mine, and your soul is mine. I will continue to treat you as I see fit.” He then slapped my face hard, bringing tears to my eyes. Grabbed my face hard and said, “You understand? Yes? Well you don’t, but you will.” And he slapped me again. “Most of your treatment will happen elsewhere and not at my office unless I come across a special prescription for you.” I must have looked crest fallen as he smiled and said, “Do not worry boy, you will see me in my office during regular hours as needed, and you will have your ass available for me when I say so. But you will continue your treatment mostly on your own as you must maintain your infection. I will give you a phone number for Charles and I expect to hear from him that you have given that ass up to him. I also want you to see Big Ben, remember him? He liked you and I think you liked him yes? Good. You will take his cum as much as you can because I plan to breed in you a new twisted strain. While you can let Nathan fuck you if you wish, he does not come first – ever – only your treatment. You will also be spending many Saturdays at the library with Carl being a slut for every dick you can take.” “Now, to celebrate, I am going to rape that ass,” Dr Mike said as he pushed me into the bedroom and spent the next few hours raping harder and rougher than he ever had, even shoving a t-shirt into my mouth so my screams were muffled as he laughed and fucked harder. As he was getting ready to shoot his third load into me, I was on my back, legs up, he was slam fucking me with his arms hooked under my shoulders and his fingers digging in as he held on. He was starting to get close when he said, “You now why I am raping you now? No? Because I am so proud, so proud of how you took my treatment, but even more proud…because…. YOUR FUCKING BIOHAZARD ASS GAVE JOSEPH AIDS!!!” Dr Mike bit into my shoulder hard as he unloaded in me. He pulled out, made me lick him clean, then left without another word. When I got off the bed and went into the living room there was a sheet of white paper with words typed on it, “2444 18th Street NW – ask for Butch – be there at noon tomorrow.” AS BUTCH THE TATTOO ARTIST WAS CLEANING ME UP, HE HAD ME STAND UP, WALK OVER TO THE MIRROR ON THE WALL IN THE BACK ROOM WE WERE IN, AND HANDED ME ANOTHER LARGE MIRROR SO I COULD EASILY SEE MY NEW IDENTITY MARK, - A BIG, BLACK AND RED, ANGRY BIOHZARD TAT ON MY LOWER BACK, THAT REACHED DOWN TO THE CRACK OF MY ASS, AND WAS ALMOST 9 INCHES WIDE AND 9 INCHES HIGH. THE TATTOO GUY LOOKED AT HIS WORK, SMILED AND SAID, “SO BOY, DOC SAYS YOU ARE NOW READY FOR SOME DEATH AND DESTRUCTION, BUT FIRST, IT’S TIME FOR MY PAYMENT.” I NODDED, SMILED, AND BENT OVER AS HE UNZIPPED HIS PANTS, SPIT, AND FUCKED SOME BEAR CUM INTO ME.

love the 3rd method. getting held down, raped and pozzed by two bikers - fuck yeah

I stuck with guys my age for the most part. The legality of it never crossed our minds.