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When the Boyfriend Won't Do It Monday morning I woke up with Gabriel looking at me. "I hope Antoine wasn't too much of a bother last week. I was surprised he wasn't trying to hookup the whole time he was here. He used to be horny every second he was awake" he said. "He did say he really missed seeing you, so maybe he put it aside so he could spend time with you. I did see him on his phone a lot, but you know how it is if you can't host..." I replied. Gabriel nodded and I added "Antoine didn't miss out completely... I found out he's a good cocksucker" and grinned back at him. Gabriel chuckled and shook his head. "Next time, try his ass. He's an even better bottom. I kinda hoped that you'd fuck him while I was at work, but if it didn't happen..." he said. I just replied by rolling on top of him, raising his legs and plowing my morning wood into his ass. It was a quick fuck since I had an early morning call, but he got the load I wanted to give Antoine the day before. As I laid on top of him after sex, letting my heart slow back down, he said "I doubt he's still neg the way he fucked around unless he's a shitload luckier than I was." I chuckled to myself but wasn't going to say any more. I hadn't heard anything from Chase the past week and figured that he was busy dealing with his roommates or out looking for the next guy to charge up. Things got a little busy at work with phone calls, conference calls and the endless emails. I was able to talk to Marc for the first time since he got sick. "That was the worst flu I have ever had. Both of us were sick, but I think Sebastian got the worst of it. The doctors tested and it wasn't covid, which surprised me since people were coughing all the time at the airports and on the planes. Whatever it was, we caught it" he said. I bit my tongue and didn't tell him what to test for, figuring he would eventually find out as his other sex partners would come down with the same flu. Since it was a work call, we quickly dropped the talk of his fight with the bug and were off trying to get synced back up with our work project. Monday night Gabriel and I stayed in, curling up on the couch and watching a movie. We ended up in bed right after and had a hard fuck before we passed out, still covered in sweat and cum. Tuesday I got a text from Chase that he'd taken both Tyler and Z to the clinic to get tested. He was scared at the outcome but he knew they needed to know. I woke up Thursday morning, dragging even worse than I had the past week. The night sweats were back, which seemed to happen every couple months since I ran out of meds, but usually were gone a few days later and this had lasted for several days already. I hoped that by the weekend I'd be back to normal. Even so, I was horny. That part was pretty normal. Except for the week I spent in the hospital after I broke my leg on my one and only dirt bike experience, every day after puberty I was horny. By the time I got home, I needed to find someone to drop a load into. The sites didn't seem to have anyone other than guys reading profiles. Over on the apps, it wasn't much better. I spotted one guy but he disappeared. He popped back in and I read his profile again, but more thoroughly. Most of his attributes looked good, he was a shorter otter, kind of skinny but with an inviting ass. While he was a few years older than me, I never considered that a problem. In some ways, he reminded me of an older version of Chase. And then he was gone. I cycled around and got a few nibbles but it seemed most guys were just looking at pics. My balls were getting restless and I was afraid I was going to end up watching porn and jacking off. My attention was now on a new site and I'd just finished writing the same profile I had on countless other places when I got a ding from an app. It was the otter and I took another look at his profile before reading the message. Versatile, neg and didn't care about status clicked all of my quickly diminishing standards. "hey like ur profile u lookin or just beatin off 2 pics?" he asked. "LOL, I think I'm the only guy wanting to hookup on any app. hbu?" I replied. "U found 1 more u only top? flip?" was his first question. "Top & bare only. Never pull out so ur goin 2 get bred if we fuck" I sent back, hoping to cut some of the banter out. "wow no bs from u lol I like that u undet? into long or quick?" he continued. "No meds 4 over a year. balls full n really just wanna quick fuck" I replied. "damn u must b really toxic never takin a hot load since bf is undet" the otter said. "BF? open or cheating? feels the same until the bug gets u" I responded. I really didn't care, but I always found a cheating guy much hotter. "kinda cheating he wouldn't go off meds to poz me so im lookin elsewhere" came his answer a few minutes later. "1 fuck prob wont do it but u sure?" I asked. "yah maybe ill get lucky" he replied. He was several blocks away but I didn't have anything better to do and I really did need to dump my seed in someone and his ass was way better than my hand. He met me outside the building and I followed him up. It was a nice apartment but not overly decorated. There were lots of pictures around and almost all were of the same two guys. His boyfriend was a cute cubby guy, almost twice his size but just a few inches taller. The boyfriend had a full, bushy beard to the otter's perennial scruff, but you could tell both were damn hairy under whatever clothes they had on. "Uh... let's fuck here. I don't want him to smell another guy on our bed" he said, looking around. I chuckled, remembering I had the same thought with Antoine. He pushed the table away from the couch and started to strip. I took that as my cue and did the same. Some guys that cheat treat their hookups like their partners and others have strict limits on how intimate they want to be. The otter fell into the latter camp and just wanted to suck and get fucked. He was on his knees on the floor, next to the couch as soon as he was naked. I stood in front of him, my cock getting harder by the second. The otter looked up at me and I loved the conflicted look in his eyes. It was part desire and part fear. I wasn't sure if the fear was from the possibility of him getting pozzed or caught cheating. "First toxic load?" I asked. He nodded yes. "Ever cheat on your boyfriend?" I then asked. "First time with this one..." he said, dropping his head. "Nothin to be ashamed about. You're just getting something your boyfriend won't give you. It can bring you together or drive you apart" I said, holding my cock to his lips. "You wanna stop?" I asked. "Uh... no. I need this" he replied, opening his mouth and taking the first few inches of my cock in. Once his tongue started to swirl around my dick, most of his uncertainty disappeared. After the second minute, he got more and more into sucking my dick and my dick responded. Soon it was fully rigid and I wrapped my hand around the back of his head, pressing just a little bit to push the tip into his throat. The first few times he gagged a little but then I heard him breathe deep and the next time I slid in. A few more times and my balls were on his chin. He lasted a couple seconds before sliding back, gasped for air and then went for another try. This time, I felt his nose press into my pubes and his throat grip my cock. A few seconds later, he let go of my cock and slowly pulled back, an audible "pop" sounding as the end of my cock pulled free of his lips. The otter looked up, wordlessly asking if I was satisfied. "Mmm, good. All the lube you need. Now turn around" I said coldly. He turned and faced the front door as I knelt down behind him. He moaned lightly as I guided my cock between the two hairy mounds and up against his hole. My right arm wrapped around his neck and I brought his back to my chest. I could feel him pant and I tightened my grip a little more. "Whatcha want?" I whispered in his ear "Fuck me" he said, nervously. "And? I whispered back. There was a few second pause and then "Breed me... Poz me up" he said a moment before I firmly pushed my cock into his hole. It felt a little slick but he was looser than I expected. Some guys I have hooked up with have used large toys to open themselves up if they knew they were going to get fucked with a thick cock and I wondered if he'd done that and the remaining lube is what made him slick. "Damn, I figured you'd be tighter" I said into his ear as I bottomed out. I easily pulled halfway out and thrust in, plowing through his inner ring. He whimpered while I started to fuck his hole. "Danny likes to fist me" he replied in between deep breaths. A half dozen thrusts later and he squeezed down on my cock, sending a shiver up my spine. I held my cock in him and he let go of his grip a moment and then clamped down again. "Greedy fucker, aren't you" I hissed in his ear before letting go of his neck and pushing him on to all fours. Quickly, I pulled my left leg up and set my foot flat on the floor. Leaning forward, I placed my hand between his shoulders and resumed my thrusts. Steadily, I built up speed until I was bouncing off his ass. Each time he grunted, followed by a short moan and then it started over again with the next thrust and grunt. About ten minutes after I had pushed him over, he began working his ass again. First, he gave a quick grip to see how I responded. It felt good, so I didn't say anything. Several seconds later, he did it again and I chuckled softly, but apparently he heard it and assumed he could work his ass around my cock now. With repeated tightening of his hole it drove me closer to orgasm. My thrusts slowed down, but stayed pretty hard. My growls joined his grunts and the slapping of skin. My hands moved to his shoulders and I used the leverage to give a couple last thrusts before my cock erupted. Ropes of my charged seed pumped into his battered chute. As the shots faded, so did my growls only to be replaced by gasps as I struggled to breathe. "Oh fuck yeah, you bred me good" he said in a raspy voice. Seconds later I heard a new voice yell out "What the fuck do you think you're doing?" Looking up I saw a cub standing there, just inside the door. He looked like the guy in the pictures around the room, but his hair and beard was redder than those. Maybe it was the underlying skin showing through. I thought it was pretty obvious what we were doing but I wasn't sure who he was talking to - me, the otter or both. This wasn't the first time I'd been walked in on by a surprised, angry boyfriend. "Pull out, grab your shit and get the fuck out of here" he continued, coldly staring at me. I gingerly moved back, pulling my cum covered cock free of the otter's hole. Reaching over, I grabbed my trunks and sweats and put them on, watching the cub to make sure he didn't make any sudden moves. Quickly I tugged my tee over my head and slipped my sandals back on. I realized these were a poor shoe choice if I needed to run. I walked around the couch and over toward the door. Passing the cub, I whispered "he's a good fuck, but I guess you knew that." Speeding my pace up, I made it the couple steps to the door and was out in a flash, taking the stairs down instead of waiting for an elevator. As I made my way back home, I kinda wished I could have watched what happened next. Was the cub going to fuck or fist my load in deeper or was there going to be a long awkward discussion. If I was lucky, the otter would tell me next time he was on. I got a slow start to work on Friday morning, my body ached and even two cups of coffee didn't have me back to normal. I'd left Gabriel in bed and hoped the damp sheets were just from me, but he felt warmer than normal and didn't look very rested. Just after two in the afternoon, I got a text from Chase. "T & Z both poz vl less than me tho no idea why Z is poz too u fuck him?" he sent. I replied "as i said, y'all will be fine. share if u want ;)" I'm sure that if he thought about it a bit, he'd realize who was responsible for tagging Z. While I enjoyed fucking him, I'm sure the deed was done before I got my dick in him. A half hour later I got a message from Dragonboy asking "got any more hot neg guys 4 us? the last one was fun he wants 2 get his 1st."

Part 1: Team Training If there’s one thing that conditioned my life-long fixation on guys in speedos, it’s the fact that I lost my virginity way back when on our water polo club team. Both Brent and Kyle had matured earlier than the rest of us. Both had man-sized muscles where the rest of us had slender sinewy builds. Both had mats of fur covering their chests and bellies – and that’s another thing that’s always turned me on. Both had firm round muscular butts, hefty balls, and cocks that were prominent even when they were soft. All of those attractions looked phenomenal when accented by tight red speedos with white side stripes on them. Those two guys gave me all kinds of hot jerk-off fantasy moments. One day, after practice, Coach wanted me to spend 10 extra minutes drilling on some of my skills. Coach Graham was another fantasy come to life, with his pumped-up physique, bulging basket, awesome muscular ass – and his chosen deck attire of too-small speedos and a skin-tight t-shirt. Just looking at him made my dick begin to swell, so I had to avert my eyes whenever I was anywhere near him. After I’d finished the extra drills, I headed for the showers while Coach locked up the pool behind me. As I opened the door that led to the shower room, I heard some loud, animalistic grunts and moans. I stopped dead, listened for a moment, and then heard Brent’s unmistakable deep, gruff voice: “You like my big rod all the way up inside your ass.” “Oh, yeah… give it to me… pound me harder.” Then came some loud slapping sounds. I peered cautiously around the corner. Kyle was bent over, leaning his hands against the wall, with his speedo down around his ankles, and Brent was pounding up against his ass. I’d never seen a sight like that before, although I’d sure dreamed about it, so I had no trouble deducing where Brent’s cock was buried. He was leaning over Kyle, biting at his neck as he slammed deep into the furry butt under him, over and over again. I could see Kyle’s big dick sticking right up in front of him, with juice dripping off the tip as Brent plowed into him. Of course, my dick was also standing right up towards my abs by this time, and I had pulled it out of my speedo and wrapped my hand around it. As the two guys in front of me fucked like animals I was pulling on my tool for all I was worth, feeling the pre-cum getting between my fingers, and knowing that before long I was going to blast off. But so were the two studs under the shower. Kyle let out a loud moan and cried, “Fuuuck!” A moment later his erect dick leaped up and down twice and then squirted a jet of cum that hit the wall above his head. That damn cock kept convulsing, over and over, firing bolts of cum against the wall. And I could tell Brent was feeling it. His strokes got ragged, he gave a loud roar, slammed all the way in and held it there as his cock pumped shot after shot of his hot juice into Kyle’s muscular, hairy ass. And that’s when I lost control and began shooting at the wall across from me, giving a cry of lust as I came. Brent and Kyle both looked around. “Shit!” That was Kyle’s comment. “Waste of a good load,” Brent added. Then Kyle again: “Pete, get over here and let me clean that mess for you.” I didn’t have to be asked twice. I crossed the room and let Kyle chow down on my throbbing tool. Brent resumed his pumping action, churning his hot load to foam inside Kyle’s hole. We only calmed down after we’d all shot a second load. And that’s how it started. It was my first experience of man-to-man sex, but I knew right away that I would never make it with a girl. I’d found my place. After our next practice, those two furry studs began teaching me how to suck cock, and how to slowly work my rock-hard dick into a guy’s ass. Kyle’s hole was tight and warm and wet, and it felt incredible the first time I sank my 8-inch dick all the way into him. I’d never felt anything as incredible as Kyle’s man-pussy gripping me, and I shot on about the fourth stroke into his firm round ass. But I didn’t even lose my hard-on after cumming, and I gave him two more hot loads that afternoon. Over the next couple of years, we all developed our skills – in the pool and out of it. Coach Graham really knew his sport backwards, and he worked us at high intensity, training us and our club-mates into a team that could hold its own with the best among the other clubs. After practice, we kept up with our other training too. Brent and I spit-roasted Kyle frequently. We enjoyed trading places and giving Kyle our seed at both ends. Or I’d get down on the floor under Kyle and suck on his uncut dick while Brent rammed him, reaching up and playing with Brent’s big bull balls as I sucked Kyle’s load and swallowed it. That was in the showers at the pool. And we kept right on doing it after we went off to college, where all three of us got spots on the college team. But then there was the Friday night when I ran into Kyle at the campus pub, when we were both on our second beers of the evening. It was a pretty dead Friday night, hardly any of our friends were there, and I was getting bored. Kyle could see that, and suggested we head for his apartment since his roommates were away for the weekend. We cracked two more beers when we got there, but those brews never got more than a taste before we were all over each other. We’d never done any kissing when we fucked at the pool, but I quickly found out that Kyle loved kissing – and after a minute or so I could understand exactly why. We sat on his couch and made out for about 20 ecstatic minutes before he stood up and led me into the bedroom. We undressed each other, and I found that Kyle was wearing a black speedo a couple of sizes too small under his clothes – and the pouch off that suit was soaking wet. He gave me a wicked grin, and said, “It keeps me under control and holds my dick in place when I’m out in public and see a hot guy.” His big hard dick was pressed up against his belly but couldn’t stick out. I undid the strings and slid that tight swimsuit off his hips. We fell onto the bed, stroking each other’s naked bodies as we kept making out. I had my hand on his dick and started sliding it up and down. Kyle went down on me, sucking my throbbing cock deep into his throat. Then he started working his way around my tool in a half-circle until his big boner was staring me right in the face. I opened my mouth and took him in, relishing the incredible sensations of feeling a hot mouth on my cock which was matching my every move on his. It was my first 69, and it was great – especially the feeling of a hot dick convulsing and spewing its load into my throat at the exact moment mine was firing off into Kyle’s hot sucking mouth. But then, that one load wasn’t enough to satisfy either of us. Before long, Kyle had my boner buried to the hilt inside his talented fuckhole and was teaching me some positions we hadn’t tried in the pool showers. That night, within the course of two more loads, Kyle had ridden my dick while I lay on my back, both forwards and reverse, and he’d taken me from behind as my little spoon. That position made me spew my load deep inside him, and that was when he told me he wanted me to lick his ass and suck my cum back out of him. At first, I thought that sounded weird, but he soon persuaded me. In a few moments I had my face buried right inside his crack, my tongue lashing over his hole, and then digging right into him and slurping my hot jizz out of his butt. “Don’t swallow it, Pete! Come here and swap it with me!” So we did that, passing my cum back and forth between us, and then I licked his jizz up off his abs and added it to the mix as we kissed. The best of all came after I’d eaten his ass. Once I got hard again (takes no time at all when you’re young and horny), that’s when he lay back, pulled his legs up to his shoulders, and taught me how we could fuck and make out at the same time. Lying down right on top of his furry body, belly to belly, chest to chest, while I pumped my painfully-hard cock in and out of his muscular ass was an unbelievable turn-on. We were kissing frantically, tongues swirling between our mouths, as I fucked him deeply and the moment when we came together – well, it may have been my third load of the night, but it was the wildest orgasm I’d ever had in my life. We fell asleep cuddled together. In the morning, I woke up to the unmistakable sensation of a tight ass riding up and down on my cock, as Kyle’s gifted muscles drew yet another load out of my rock-hard morning wood. That wild night repeated itself several times during the rest of the spring semester. Each time, I went around all day Saturday and Sunday with my dick and balls aching from working double overtime like that – and I’ll bet Kyle’s ass didn’t feel a bit better. Meanwhile, Brent kept begging off from joining us – he was up to his eyebrows in work with his pre-med courses. Or so he said.

Some of you may know some of the posts I have made about getting cock that was not planned. I have a circle of Pakistani cab drivers that I service quite regularly, which started of unexpectedly. I had the young lad from my car wash, awesome.. unexpectedly. The other week I had the cleaner from my building, that has moved on to fucking me. I will write that up at some point. Again unexpected. Today I add another unexpected service of a cock. MY BARBER... Ok, so I have yet another Pakistani hair barber, been going quite a few times for haircut beard trim, hot face towelling, you get the picture? So today, he was on own, his business partner had gone home as it was quiet. Now this guy Moz is quite a hottie, hairy, little beef, lovely ass, tall, bearded and his nipples always show through his T shirt. Cute face, moody looking. Today he had shorts on and a Adidas T. So he was chatting away, we was talking shit, he was telling me about an incident in his shop etc. Talked about wife, 4 kids blah blah. Anyway, he was leaning into me doing my beard, i had my hands on the ends of the barbers chair, ( I had gown on ) I managed to turn my hand and feel his pressing bulge. He moved around to the other side of my chair, I was prepared and turned my hand to palm side to get a feel and I did, just briefly. He asked if I wanted a facial!!! He meant a cleansing mask, I said yes, however I thought you meant something else, he just laughed. We got talking about money, how to make some. I was telling him about a friend who has joined a companion site and accompanies older people out to places as a gigalo type, he was not sure what I meant. Anyway I told him that my friend used to make extra money by having sex with them. He immediatly asked if it was Men or Women. I said both, he said cool, he said he loves having his cock sucked and balls licked his wife does nothing like that. I said you may be good on that site, you are very handsome. He said, have you ever had the gaysex? I said yes, I love sucking dick and I also love getting fucked. I told him about my Pakistani cab drivers. So, i had this black face mask on, he said come for smoke in back whilst that dries, i looked like Batman with the mask on and gown. He rolled himself a cig, told me to roll one, I did, he went back into shop and put back in 10 mins notice on door. My heart was racing, he came back in the backroom and went into the toilet and stood in there so I could see the back of him, came back out edgy, stood in front of me. I stroked his stomach and said you look good. He the pulled out this beautiful thick cut dick, big, small balls asked me if I liked it. I dropped to my knees and sucked that beauty for all it was worth, gagging on it even, he was groaning, he shot his load down my throat and said he was sorry he cums quick. I told him it was great loved it. He smiled, we went back to shop, he finished cutting my hair and getting this rock hard stuff off my face. Loved it. Btw below image not his but very similar So I am asking, you guys ever get unexpected sex, do you take an opportunity or help it along?

And, here we go again. If you take the trouble to read through the previous topics posted in this forum, you will find other threads - many other threads - asking pretty much the same thing: Should a true/real/good/proper/legit cumdump take any and all loads? The question assumes two things: 1) That there is somewhere written a set of standards that either do or do not qualify one as a cumdump, and 2) That there is anyone designated as the authority to make such a judgment. Neither is true. But at least you’re straightforward, unlike some disingenuous questioners, in that you make it clear that you really just want to know how selective the guys who claim to be no-loads-refused cumdumps actually are. That is a much more tangible and legitimate question than “What should a true cumdump do?” So I’ll answer you. I do not turn any man away who requests the use of my cunt...as a matter of general practice. His race, age (provided he is of legal age), ethnicity, disability, socioeconomic status, weight, appearance, endowment, make no difference. I must, however, protect my ability to offer such service, and so if a man presents with plain symptoms of an STD, I will not knowingly expose myself to contagion that will harm my body and put me out of action, and potentially put other men at risk through me. If a man tells me that he has untreated HIV and has a high viral load, I will decline - I will not knowingly risk superinfection with another strain of the disease that’s trying to kill me. Otherwise, flesh is flesh, and I do not judge a man by the meat he’s wrapped in. I do, however, reserve the right to deny service to men who render themselves unfit for service. I will not knowingly permit myself to be used by a white supremacist, an antisemite, a misogynist, a racist, or any other such hater. I have no doubt that such men have bred me - I take a lot of anonymous cock - but I will give them no comfort if I am aware of it. How do I justify this? I will not deny my cunt to any man - but to my mind, such people are not men in any honorable sense. It is important to note here that I make no claim that my cunt is too good for those men - that is not the case. My hole is just that - a wet breeding-slit. It is by definition a devolution of a male’s body for him to submit to it being so used. Any fucking by any man at all is its right and proper use, and I don’t dispute it. But I take upon myself the duty to ensure that it is used responsibly, ethically, and to the greatest benefit of the most men possible. This isn’t, I feel sure, the kind of answer you were hoping for. It’s not the kind of answer that makes you want to rub one out. But I’m a cumdump who takes practically every cock offered, so that’s at least one answer to your question.

=== THAT AFTERNOON === "Hey, you still lookin?" said the picless message. Sniffies chat popped in. Ignore! Hah. No time for faceless chats. Oh wait ... ... dammit -- I'd accidentally logged in as an old account. The account still had my ass pic hangin out there. I usually login with my dick pic aimed right at those willing btms, hehe. But this time I clicked too many buttons too quickly and wound up looking like an ass, literally. Cock pic arrived. From same guy. Pants on, put pulled back to show a thick and flacid with big bull balls. Then another pic. Rock hard cockpic from above like his POV. Damn, what to do with this hot mess?! LOL. I thought about it ... my ass & bowels had been cooperative this morning. No, I do not clean out every morning -- I'm not power bottom, but I know my body well enough to know that I could bottom if pressed into bottoming service. "Hey, damn man. Nice package." I chatted back. Notice I avoided answering his question about whether I was looking. "Thx. Nice ass there". He replied. "Horny and need to bust a load" Mr. Faceless thick cock replied. "Nice, I get that" is all I could cum up with. Who was this guy? Profile claimed he was white 32yo 6' 240# married bi guy. No mention of cock size. "You got some lined up already?" Well damn! This guy was sounding a bit slutty. "No" "Wouldn't mind fucking a few loads in you" my jaw dropped 😮 "U bb?" I asked, niavely. I mean he claimed to be bi & married. "Yeah feels better" He persisted: "Where are you at?" I told him the hotel I was staying at. "I'm about 15mins from there. Just leaving the gym" I looked at the clock. 4:00pm. Seemed early for a gym, but OK. Could I be ready for random thick cock in 15mins?! Jeeze! "I can be ready then" I took a gamble, fuck! "Great. I'll swing by and dump this load up your ass. " 😮 "Np. I'll put on some big tittie porn and be ass up on edge of bed then?" "Yea man. Leaving now" I scrambled. Quick douche, pop open str8 porn, get rags for cleanup, prop the hotel door, and before I knew it: Sniffie chat. "Parked. What room again?" I chatted him the reminder or confirmation. I didn't want to peak through the window ... and turned down the lights ... and damn! My Heart was racing!! He could be a crazy person! The chick from the porno flick I have going was moaning ... I waited ... Next thing I know I hear the hotel door slam shut. I jump. "Just me" says this young deep voice. "OK" I whimper. I hear russling of clothes, something popping, then ... "Oh shit, you got lube man?" says the young deep voice. "Yea" and I reach over to the nighstand to give it to him. I take a peak at him. Tall guy, short black hair, black T-shirt, great beefy pale butt on him -- just his pants were gone -- and giant calves and and hairy muscled legs. This guy was pretty fit. Duh, I remember that about his Sniffies profile now: "fit muscular bi". I couldn't see his cock because his THICK trunk thighs blocked any view from behind. He turned away from the nightstand, I got a glimpse of a toned forearm under the T-shirt, but I quickly shoved my face back down into the pillow. "When you last take a load off?" I asked to cut the ice. Why did I ask that question? it sounded like stupid small talk. "3 days man." he quipped. "Too long. You need your cock sucked?" I whimpered in the pillow. "Nah, already rock hard." I could tell he was standing behind me now. I felt something on my asshole. Damn it was his cockhead. Had I used my buttplug earlier? To loosen up my ass? Yes! I had remembered to shove the butt plug in after the quick cleanup... His thick cockhead popped into my ass. "Loosen up man." he ordered. "Too close to cumming." I tried to relax. No poppers. Damnit! Both of his hands then grabbed my waste. His hands were large but soft. I felt my hole being forced open by the girth of this anonymous dude's cock. Up above me I heard him sigh in relief. His dick was feeling the warmth and wetness of a hole wrapped around his bare cock. "Fuck I'm close" he blurtered out. "Yea? Pound that ass man" I encouraged him. I looked back between my own legs to see his hairy thighs again and this time his bull balls. His balls were already tight against up against his body. I guess he really wouldn't last long so checked my watch: 4:21. He started pounding my ass. His thrusting fast n furious. I heard the chick moaning in the flick and my buns slapping against this dudes cock. It was happening too fast. He stopped thrusting. I didn't feel anything in my ass. Was this guy cumming? "Shit man, I can't hold it" he moaned. "Shove that cock in balls deep man! Dump that big load up my ass!" I yelled back at him. 1 more thrust. Then I felt all 240# of this man lean into my ass. He moaned loudly. He shuddered all through his body against me. I saw two muscled forarms clamped down on each side of my shoulders. He was slightly bending over me from the orgasmic quaking. Then I felt a pulse in my ass. His big 3 day load was cuming! The dude stayed leaned against my ass, balls deeps, but didn't thrust anymore. He was still breathing heavily against the back of my neck. The chick was still moaning on the porno flick. "Damn man, wish I could have lasted longer." he apologized. "No prob. You needed to bust." I replied. He whipped his raw cock out of my hole so fast it felt like a reverse smack. "Yea. Told ya I'd dump a load up your ass" he walked away and I heard him russling with his clothes. "Yup no problem. I always feel better after a bust like that." I said, thought I thought he didn't say it was going to be a quickie. Anyways, I got myself up out of position, and walked away from him and towards the bathroom. I heard him shuffling around the hotel carpet, probably towards the door. "OK, I'm gonna head out of here. Chat you later buddy." he said nicely. "Sure thing, Sounds good" I said from the bathroom. 4:26pm said my watch. Damn he dumped fast! I stood there in the bathroom and shoved a finger up my hole. What a cummy mess! And his cum smelled rank!! === NEXT MORNING === Sniffies chat. Fit "bi married" dude again. 7:24am said my watch. "Hey, you up?" his chat said. "Yea, getting ready for work" I replied. "When do you leave?" he asked. Oh I know where this is going. "Need to be heading out by 8:15" I said. "I can drop by now" he said bluntly. "Oh, your balls fill up fast." I smiled in chat. "Yea. Wife hasn't put out in awhile." he blurted. Wife? BB?! wow. "Just be ass up like before and I'll load it up again." wow this guy was persistent. "OK. I can do that" I relented. "Great. See you in a bit. Thx buddy!" he quipped. This time I had to peak out the window. Who was this guy who woke up and thought about some OK ass to fuck & use? "Parked" came the chat 15mins later. I took a peak out the window. Well fuck me [jaw drop]: he looked like Dave Franco's brother from another mother. A bit thicker than Franco, thicker neck, less hair, ... and He was dressed in a white button up and black slacks. No neck tie but clearly professional office guy. I remembered his soft hands. But why anon? Did he think nobody would ever see him? Or did he really just want some no strings ass?! Anyways, footsteps are coming so I got into position. Heard the Franco look-a-like open the hotel door and close it back behind him. I'd forgot to turn on the porn so went to reach for my laptop to turn it on. I heard him unbuckle the belt holding up his slacks. This time I reached around behind me -- his cock wasn't going to get away from my hands or mouth this time. "Damn, you're hard already man." I felt his rock hard shaft between my fingers. It wasn't rock hard but was thick and more than semihard. "Yea, I'm horny in the morning. Spread your butt cheeks open." he commanded. I did as he said, and felt that thick cockhead push against my fuckhole again, and as he pushed hard his cock popped into my ass. He grabbed my waist again and slowly pushed his raw cock up my ass until his bull balls sat against my legs. A clean, manscaped scent filled the room. It must be his aftershave or cologne. The guy likes to dress well for work so might as well smell well too. Then my mind raced: this handsome, clean shaven, white collar dude's raw cock was up inside my bare ass. What would the wife think? and the coworkers? My mind raced back to reality .... The Franco-looking fucker starting pounding hard n fast. His metal belt buckle was making a lot of racket from how furious he pounded. This time the fuck felt like a real str8 guy furiously fucking a pussy. Not like before. I reached from underneath and grabbed his bull balls. They hung lower than yesterday ... maybe deflated some. Hard and faster he pounded now. The ass slapping sounds were only drowned out by the belt buckle sounds. "Oh man ... [panting] here it cums [panting]" he blurted out. "Fuck yea man, load up ..." I started to say but Franco interrupted with a LOUD moan and a full thrust into my ass. Well damn. Franco was already dumping his morning load! "Oh fuck" he said, and thrust balls deep again. I didn't feel a pulse from his cock, but a warm sensation started to fill my fuckhole: cum! "Damn man" I blurted. "Yea." he said and whipped out his raw cock from my cumhole. He bent over behind my bare, used ass to grap his black slacks and zip up. "Geeze man, you're like a bull in heat." I chuckled. Franco laughed. "Yea. Just need some ass to dump in." He slapped my butt. "Right? ... when full" I tried small chat but ... "... Already gotta get to work." he interrupted. "You leaving today?" I heard him walking towards the door. "Yea checkout at 11" I said flabergasted. "Do late checkout. I'll swing by during lunch and load up your ass again". Wow, another load?! I thought to myself. I hadn't said anything yet to Franco ... "That work?" he stopped and repeated. "Oh yea." I said dumbfounded. "OK great. Thx again buddy." The door slammed shut. Franco's look-a-like brother was a selfish breeder.

Once in uni, I had a guy pick me up at the supermarket. We passed each other in one of the aisles while shopping; he was a sexy muscle daddy and I was about 22 and very twinky. Crossed paths a bit while in the store, and I timed it to where we were checking out at the same time. Ended up exchanging numbers in the parking lot and he had me over about 30 min later. Totally unexpected and one of the hottest experiences I've had!

The Raw Adventures of Jack (Part 2) I never saw my Indian boy again. Huw and I went back to that club on many occasions but despite my searching there was no horny little Indian boy to be found. I couldn’t stop thinking about him – I day-dreamed about him clamped to me, arms wrapped round me, his sharp pencil cock pumping his sperm into me. Of course, the more I thought about it the more I wanted it and it’s obvious to me now that that was when I started converting to barebacking! I had always loved cock; I’d always been fascinated by cum in all its glorious different forms; but now I was beginning to crave it in my ass …. though the days of my barebacking other guys was way off just now. It must have been a good six months later, on a really cold winter’s evening, that I found myself back at the club. Huw was off somewhere no doubt getting fucked senseless so I was alone. I was wrapped up warm against the cold, a thick black hoodie and grey scarf over my white t-shirt and black jeans. – in the dark I would be virtually invisible. I drank a beer and headed upstairs – no Indian boy in the toilet this time but I enjoyed a good long piss there in some kind of commemoration! The side rooms were jammed full of men having sex. A plump man was trying to squeeze into the ‘fuck room’ but he was finding it difficult to get in; the ’piss room’ was equally cramped. So it was busier than usual in the large open room where the porn was playing – there was the usual leather vid on one tv and the twink film on the other. I could see that the darker corners were busy and the movement suggested at least one frenzied group fuck; a number of guys were standing around watching, cocks out masturbating. I remember thinking that the chances of my draining my balls that night were probably good. I leant against the wall. To one side there was a pool table. No game tonight though one older guy was flat out on top, almost completely naked stroking his meat. At the end of the table away from the flickering tv light, an athletic young man was getting blown – he looked really disinterested in the man on his knees in front of him, working hard on his long white cock; the youngster kept his eyes on the writhing mass of men in the corner of the room, whilst occasionally drawing deeply from his cigarette. It was obvious the poor man on his knees would not be rewarded with the longed-for mouthful of freshly squeezed sperm and indeed, in due course, the athletic guy pushed him aside and waddled over to the corner of the room, his jeans pulled up round his knees and his long curved cock bouncing out in front of him; an alpha stud like him would no doubt very quickly be the central focus of the horny group fucking in the gloomy corner. The disappointed cocksucker moved further along the back of the pool table where a small group of random guys were leaning, half-sitting on the wooden table edge. The poor guy had no takers there and disappeared to try his chances elsewhere. I noticed an attractively shaped guy in this small group of men – tall, like me, his hoodie still up over his head; he had a thick dark beard and was wearing a pair of those looped circular ‘student’ glasses that used to be all the rage – nice …… old school. He was quite scrawny so not a swimmer like me, but I detected tasty wisps of dark hair sprouting over the top of his printed t-shirt. He had one hand stuffed down the front of his blue jeans and his long thin legs were spread slightly apart. Like the others he was watching the group fuck in the gloomy corner. He whispered something in the ear of the guy next to him and it was clear they were friends. Our young athletic man was by now impaled up the ass of a well-built and fully naked Black guy. This would have made a good video for the televisions if it were not for the dim light; the frenzied masturbators circled round and occasionally one would grimace and groan as he couldn’t hold back the forces ripping through his body. I half wondered where all the sperm was going and smiled to myself. Yup, this could be a porn movie. All we’d need was someone to start a commentary: ‘Yeah man. Fuck his tight ass!’ or ‘Take that big cock!’ but there was no talk and little noise from the participants but for the heavy breathing and occasional groans and slaps as the men worked at sex together. I let slip a small laugh. I looked back at the hot hoodie and found he was staring at me. Shit! My stomach seemed to fall through the floor. I looked away quickly, but when I looked back he was still looking intently at me and now smiling. Oh fuck - I’m never good at this bit. He must have seen me laughing at the group fuck. My stomach continued to sink. Hoodie turned and whispered to his friend before walking casually across the room. As he approached me, he pushed his hood back to reveal a shock of short thick curly hair. Wow. He was lovely! ‘Can I cadge a cigarette, man?’ he asked. A foreign accent … maybe Danish or something? ‘I don’t smoke, sorry.’ Why didn’t I just carry some cigarettes for just this kind of occasion? I’m a total twat, I thought. ‘No worries. I just wanted an excuse to talk with you.’ Oh right. Of course, I realise I enjoy watching people all the time and can do it for ages, but I always forget other people do it too. Had he been checking me out? ‘You look pretty fit. You play sports?’ Hoodie asked ‘I swim for the university.’ I said way too quickly. Shit! I’ll be telling him my real name next. Slow down, boy. Take it easy. ‘That explains the shoulders.’ He reached out and squeezed my deltoids. ‘Nice and firm.’ He smiled, his beard and moustache hair curling gently round his lips. He looked into my eyes. He had lovely big eyes, deep brown ….. he held my look ….. and kept looking just that little bit too long. He wasn’t smiling now. His body was close. My heartbeat was pounding in my neck and I could hear my own breath coming deep and fast through my nostrils. His hips brushed against me. His mouth opened slightly and his tongue touched inside his upper lip. The fingers of his right hand brushed against my cheek as he oh so gently slipped it behind my neck and pulled me towards him. I instinctively opened my mouth as he leant in to kiss me. I folded into him and I felt a goose-pimpled shiver as our bodies slid together. I put my arms through the flaps of his open hoodie and felt the hard bony contours of his body. It was incredibly warm inside his clothes. I could feel the sweaty dampness under his armpits and I reached round to run my fingers into the hollow ridges of his back. He had a lovely tight body. His tongue probed my mouth and his soft facial hair brushed my skin. By now, my cock was so fucking hard, straining uncomfortably in my pants. It seemed that we kissed for a long time, but I guess it was only a minute or so before we came up for air. I quickly rearranged my groin for better comfort. Hoodie watched me and smiled again, such a lovely smile. ‘I noticed you the second you came in,’ he said quietly. Oh shit I thought. My stomach sank again. ‘Black suits you.’ I half smiled. What the fuck could I say? You look good too. Fucking lame. I didn’t say anything. ‘Well ….’ I blurted out. Yup. I am a twat. Then something happened so unexpectedly that to this day I’m not sure how I had the balls. ‘Look’, Hoodie’s tone became business-like. ‘I am about to leave. My friend has a car and we live the other side of town. I’ve got to go. I have to get home. Do you fancy coming back with us?’ I would like to say I weighed up the situation carefully. A guy I’ve known for less than 5 minutes, who I’ve snogged and looks like sex on legs wants me to get in a car with him and his equally unknown friend. There’s the strong possibility they might be serial killers …. but there’s an equally strong possibility that Hoodie and I are going to fuck our brains out, hopefully all night, so ….. ‘Sure. Yep. I’d like to!’ Hoodie smiled again, slipped his tongue into my mouth, before walking back over to his friend by the pool table. Just about then the young athletic guy started emptying his balls deep into the ass of his unknown partner.

Traveling for work and chatted with a hot fit daddy type earlier today. After some back and forth with him, I finished my work and went out for a while with colleagues. After that, I went over to daddy's place to meet him. He was pretty discreet, which normally doesn't mean much, but because of his location, I had a hunch about his profession. After we did the deed and I returned to my hotel, I did a little digging around on the internet and confirmed my suspicions about his profession. On the off chance that he's reading this, sorry for making you break your vow of celibacy, but thanks for the hot fuck and pounding your load deep in my guts, Father.

I love incubating cum in my ass all night as it smells so nice by morning.... If its not all been absorbed by then I will try hold it longer for part of my morning.... I try not to wash near my hole for 2 or 3 days after as I adore the smell

First time posting, long time lurker. Last night I finally connected with this gorgeous black man I've been pursuing for about 3 weeks. He wanted to top and fuck hard. I love how quickly strangers can become intimate. Within 10 minutes of walking in the door he had his dick buried in me. 10 minutes after that he filled me with his first load. We just laid naked on the bed for about an hour and talked. Pretty soon I could feel his dick getting hard again, and he asked if he could pound me one more time before he had to leave. 20 minutes later I received load #2. His eyes rolled back in his head when he came and his entire body shook. It was a pretty sexy scene to watch, and I felt filled and accomplished when he finished using my hole. Afterwards he just laid on top of me for about 10 minutes with his dick still buried in my ass. I think he almost fell asleep. Dude was a great kisser too. I hope to see him again soon!

I would write a response to this but I’m having trouble typing - when I read it my eyes rolled so hard they popped out of their sockets and rolled away under the table. 🙄 Are you going NoNutNovember? No, I’m doing NonstopNutNovember for charity. For charity? Yeah, at the end I’m taking it all to a sperm bank.

An absolute aphrodisiac. Once took a couple of loads in my ass and sprayed all over my stomach and chest. Put my shirt back on pulled up my pants and finished my drive to the airport to get on a flight home. Had to hit the head a couple of times to jerk off on the plane. This is from that trip.

"oh you didn't say anything and i didn't wear one." he acted like he was being completely sincere and reasonable knowing he'd just bred a married guy. "you know that was my first time being fucked?" I rolled onto my side on the bed. i could feel that my ass was slick with cum and lube. he looked at my hard cock. "well i guess you're a cumslut then" i paused about 10 beats. a bead of precum ran down my shaft. i laughed. "oh fuck i guess i am." "you want some more?" the truth is, i did. i slid my hand back and pushed 2 fingers into my cummy hole. god i felt giddy being a slut. i knew about poppers from the nasty porn i would watch in secret on redtube but i couldnt believe how amazingly it worked. a man had fucked my hole for his pleasure. he hadnt bothered mentioning that he was penetrating me without a condom, correctly surmising that i wanted him to fuck me bare. i wanted it again. "heck yeah, can you fuck again so fast?" he swung his bedroom door open. "any of ya'll want to fuck this trick?" three heads turned to me and saw me make a completely shocked face. im not sure how i managed to still find myself shocked, but there we were. one of the guys smirked and turned back to the tv. the other two got up. they were both in their mid 40s to 50s i guess. sleazy gay guys like Wil, apparently. they came in the room and the door swung closed. i sat up on the bed and stuck my hand out. "im ____." "miller." "ted." introductions having been made, miller pushed me on my back, spread my legs and slid his middle finger inside me. "jesus, wil, where'd you find him." "over at ____.... he was there with his wife." "i bet he was." miller was wearing a long-sleeve tshirt and jeans. i was 6' and figured he was maybe 5'9 at the outside. like wil he had a lot of tattoos. but he was cleanshaven with a boring haircut and didn't read as super gay like wil. i pulled my legs apart as i lay on the bed. he pushed his ring finger in, too, and finger fucked me. i was suddenly embarrassed to realize i was pushing back on his fingers. "do you want another load in your ass?" "yes" he dropped his pants--completely shaved--and took off his shirt. he climbed on the bed and slid a pillow under my ass. "jerk off" "what?" "jerk off" i jerked my cock as he rubbed his against my hole. i rubbed precum all over my cock but resisted the urge to cum. miller rubbed my cock until i shot a massive load on my stomach. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck.Fuck. Courtney was at home. I was here with my legs spread and my stomach spattered with my own semen. miller approached and pressed his penis in my asshole. i was well lubed but this was also the second penis that had ever fucked me. miller rubbed my load over my skin. his cock felt impossibly huge inside me. I could feel as the glans of his penis slipped out of my sphincter and then he slid in what seemed impossibly deep. he repeated this deep stroke and i felt frankly defeated. it wasnt fair to stop him, but my mind was mostly on courtney and how we could get past this. i realized this was a dominating fucking style and unfortunately realized i was getting turned on again. why did i want it like this? why did i want miller to ejaculate in me? he slipped out accidentally when he was pounding me and i stopped him from going back inside immediately. "go easy on me. im tight." "sure bud sorry." he offered me the poppers and then slid back inside, i lost track of the specifics but felt like the world's greatest cumslut ready to take the next load. i grabbed his ass and held him deep in me. i was buzzing. i wanted his semen. my phone buzzed. shit. "where are you?"

Came across this story I wrote about... gosh, 12 years back now? Based on a true story, some details may have been embellished. I'll let you decide which details those are. ----- Who You Are In The Dark: A Bookstore Encounter I used to make an occasional trip to the adult bookstore in the town I went to high school in, even after I had moved away from the town to a different city about two hours south. Located just off of I-80, as well as being next to a truck stop AND strip club, there was an interesting mix of clientele. The store itself was well-lit and friendly (so far as these places go), and the front clerks were always business when you bought your entry to the back arcade. The arcade itself was pretty standard. A big rectangle, with about a dozen rooms off the hallway, each large enough for a comfortable two, and more if you were so inclined. All manner of movies would be playing – straight, lesbian, gay, bi, trans, there was literally something for nearly every taste. And just off the viewing rooms was a large, open rec room (for lack of a better term.) A pool table, several arcade games, vending machines, a big-screen TV – just a nice place to take a breather between hookups. There was a definite 'no sex' policy in the rec area, and it was the only place in the back that had a camera. It was in this room that I found myself on one of my visits. It was spring, and even a weekend, but there were not many visitors to the store that night. I had made a few rounds of the rooms, without much success in finding any interesting or interested parties. I took a break from the dark rooms to get a soda and shoot a few solo games of pool. There was one other man in the rec room, a gentleman who was probably in his late 30s or early 40s. At this time, I was around 22 or 23, so this was an 'older' guy to me. He was fairly handsome, well-dressed and with hit of gray at his temples and in his goatee. He was a bit on the husky side, but I've always had a soft spot for that type. I recall that the TV was playing a James Bond marathon, and I would stop playing every few minutes to watch the screen. I was never a Bond fan but, hey, TV. At one point, the other guy saw me watching and asked who my favorite Bond was. "Honestly, I was never a Bond guy," I answered. "Never really got into the movies." "You're missing out," he said. "Brosnan is my favorite. Handsome guy." "I'll drink to that," I said, and took a sip from my Diet Coke. "Had any luck?" he asked, nodding his head toward the back rooms. "Nah. It's kind of dead tonight. Weird for a weekend." "Yeah. I gave up after awhile, settled down to watch some TV, see if anyone else showed up." "I hear ya. I'm shooting pool by myself. That should tell you how slow it is." He stood up from the couch. "Thought I might take another stroll around the booths, see what's good. You should come," he offered. Without waiting for a response, he walked back into the dark hallways. I finished off my soda, abandoned my pool 'game', and followed a few moments later. He had already vanished into the hallway, but it wouldn't be hard to find him. It was a rectangle. I took a slow stroll around, looking into the booths. A few others had wandered in while we had been in the rec room, but I was looking for someone specific at this point. I found him in one of the corner booths, watching the end of a male-male fuck scene, sitting and rubbing his crotch through his slacks. "Mind if I join you?" I asked, poking my head into the room. "I'd be offended if you didn't," he answered, and patted the empty spot next to him. I joined him in the booth and closed the door behind me. I sat next to him and it didn't take long before he grabbed my head and pulled me in for a kiss. This close, I could smell his cologne and taste the faint hint of tobacco on his breath. It wasn't the reek of a heavy smoker, just the tang of nicotine. I noticed the wedding ring on his hand for the first time, which turned me on even more. My cock was quickly hardening in my pants, and by the sudden way he gripped it through my shorts, he noticed. He pulled his mouth from mine, grabbed my hand and placed it squarely on his crotch. He resumed kissing me, our hands massaging each others hardness. We made out for quite awhile, and eventually I found myself pulling back a little to take off my shirt. He followed suit, and I appreciated the view as he revealed a fair but solid belly and a not-quite-firm chest, covered with just a light dusting of black hair. My own stomach and chest were fairly firm, the result of a post high-school dedication to losing weight and exercising, but covered with just about the same amount of hair as his. He stood me up and pressed me against the wall, his bare torso pressing against mine. "You're hot," he said, and dropped to his knees. He unbuttoned my shorts and let them fall to my ankles. I was commando, and my hard dick sprung gratefully free immediately. "Damn," he groaned, and swallowed my 6 ½ inches with gusto. He sucked with the ferocity of a man in need, occasionally moving to lick and suck my balls into his mouth, rolling them around with his tongue. I grabbed the back of his head at one point and began fucking my cock into his mouth. "You like my dick?" I asked, a little more aggressively than I usually am. "Does your wife know you like sucking cock?" He mumbled something around my rod, and continued to suck as I force-fed it to him. I didn't want to cum yet, so after a few minutes of this, I relented and pulled back. "Not yet, man. I want to enjoy this. It's your turn," I said, and pulled him to his feet. I slid down the wall until I was on my knees and at eye level with the clear bulge in his slacks. I fumbled with his belt for a moment, but managed to undo it and unfasten his pants. They slid down his solid thighs, and left me facing his white briefs. I could see the outline of his cock, and it was even more impressive than it had felt under my hand before. I pulled his briefs down, and his own cock stood at attention. It was about 8 inches, and pretty thick. I could fit my hand around it, but only just. The slit was leaking precum, and I took a slow lick to taste his juices, pulling my head back enough that he could see the line of his fluid stretching from his cock to my tongue. "Fuck," he said, and pushed his dick toward me. "Suck it. Suck it for me." I obliged, and went to work on his dick. Slowly at first, as it was a bit bigger than anything I'd taken at that point. Slowly, I managed to work my way about two-thirds of the way down the shaft. He started thrusting his cock into my mouth, gently at first, but with increasing speed. At some point, he managed to force it all the way in, and I found my nose buried in his pubic hair. "Oh my God, you suck better than my wife," he moaned, and continued fucking my mouth. My gag reflex kicked in and I started choking on his dick. This just turned him on more, and he grabbed the back of my head, shoving the full length of his rod into my throat. "Fucking choke on that dick," he ordered. "Choke on it like a bitch." I obliged, without much choice. My throat convulsed around his member, and he let out a long string of swears that made me think he was cumming already. He finally let go of my head and pulled his dick from my mouth. I looked up at him with watery eyes. "Good?" I asked, my voice rough from the throat-fucking I had just taken. "Really good," he affirmed. "Lay down on your back.. I want to lay on top of you for awhile." I slid out of my shorts completely and spread my clothes on the floor, giving me some semblance of comfort. I laid back and watched him finish disrobing, sliding his pants off. He did just as he had said, and laid his bare flesh against mine, and we resumed our passionate make-out session from before. All at once, the room went completely dark. We paused for a moment, and realized that the movie had ended and the TV had shut itself off to conserve power. Strange, since these things were usually on a loop, or the clerk would have noticed the end of the movie and started it up again. We lay there in almost complete darkness, the only light being the dim hallway bulbs shining in from under the door. I felt him now, rather than seeing him, and enjoyed the sensation of this stranger laying atop me, the smell of him becoming a little stronger as my senses compensated for the darkness. We soon began making out again, and his tongue explored my mouth. I answered in kind, and we continued kissing for quite awhile. I could feel more precum from his dick leaking onto my thigh, and spread my legs a little wider. His dick slipped between my legs and probed gently against my hole as we tasted one another. This went on for awhile, the precum from his dick making my hole slick and his cock head pressing gently at my opening. Suddenly, he stopped. "I don't have a condom," he whispered into my ear, sounding disappointed. "Oh," I answered. "Okay." That was all I said, neither giving permission nor denial to continue. I felt his tongue in my mouth again, and the hardness of his dick pressing into me. The heat we were generating in the room started taking its toll, making both our bodies slippery. After several minutes of this, I felt his dick pressing firmly against my ass, and the head of his cock penetrating into me. I gasped with pleasure, and a little discomfort, as his thickness popped into me with only sweat and precum for lube. "I don't have a condom," he repeated, and continued pushing his length into me. "I'm in you bareback." "Feels good," I gasped. He moaned softly and bit my collarbone as he bottomed out, his balls coming to full rest against my ass cheeks. "You're tighter than my wife. Wet, too," he said, and began sliding out of me, and it felt like he nearly pulled out entirely before thrusting back in. "I'm not wearing a condom," he kept repeating, as though I had somehow forgotten that I was in pitch darkness with a married man's raw dick in my ass. "I know," I said. "But I'm not stopping you." That seemed to be all the permission he needed to begin fucking me in earnest, his thrusts picking up speed as my insides stretched to accommodate his cock. A few times, he pulled completely out and I felt empty for the briefest moment before he shoved himself fully into me. He fucked expertly, even in the dark, and began nibbling on my earlobe. I gasped in pleasure and found myself digging fingernails into his back, not even realizing my hands had wrapped around him. "Make love to me," I whispered into the dark. "Oh god, yes. You're so much better than my wife. Her pussy has never been this tight and wet." We fucked like this for what felt like an hour, in complete darkness, our moans and grunts occasionally punctuated by my whispered begging for his dick and his gasping replies, telling me how good my hole felt on his cock, how I was a hotter fuck than his wife. I started to feel the sweat from his face dripping onto me, some of it landing on my lips or in my mouth, the salty taste turning me on even more. "Do you want me to pull out or stay inside?" he finally asked. I was feeling so good at this point, I missed his meaning. "Stay inside," I answered. "Keep going." It was when his tempo started to increase and a guttural string of swears came from him that I realized what he had actually meant. "Oh my God," I asked. "Are you going to cum inside me?" "Fuck yes, I'm going to cum inside you. I'm going to get you pregnant. I'm going to knock you up, and you're going to take it," he said firmly. He thrust his cock fully into me and let out a fairly loud, "OH FUCK!" and I knew he was shooting. "Fuck, fuck, fuck," he repeated, and I felt his seed filling me, the warmth and wetness spreading through my insides. "I'm cumming inside you. I'm cumming so hard," he panted. As I finally felt his orgasm start to subside, he began fucking his load into me, his rod plowing my cum-slicked hole. Eventually, he relented, and I felt his cock withdrawing from my ass. The head of his dick pulled out with an audibly wet 'pop'. We lay there in darkness and silence for a few minutes, the heat of our sex slowly dissipating. Finally, I felt him stirring. "I shouldn't have done that. I didn't have a rubber. I shouldn't have fucked you bare. I'm sorry, man. I just got caught up in the moment and.. I mean, I don't have anything, but I just.. I'm sorry and.." "Dude. Chill," I said, reaching out a hand in the darkness to caress his cheek. "It's cool. I pretty obviously wanted it, too. I didn't stop you." "You sure it's okay? I mean.. I've never done that." "It's fine," I assured him. "Though I may actually manage to get knocked up with as much as you shot." He laughed a little, his nervousness slowly waning. "Yeah, I did shoot a lot. I meant what I said. You really are a better fuck than my wife. She won't even let me say things like 'fuck' or 'pussy' when we're having sex." "Ouch," I answered. "For what it's worth, I'm okay with everything that was said and done here." "Hot," he said, and I felt him lean down to press his tongue into my mouth. "I should go, though. This really was amazing. Do you come here much?" "Every other month or so, usually make an overnight weekend trip." "Well... I won't make it awkward, but I do hope I see you here again." "Me, too," I said, and meant it. I felt his weight leave me. There was an awkward silence for a moment, until he laughed. "What's so funny?" I asked. "I just realized it's completely dark in here and I have no idea where my clothes are." We laughed together for a few minutes and fumbled around in the dark, eventually finding his clothes. He dressed in the darkness and left, giving me one more hungry kiss before he departed. I stood there for a moment, naked, with the door to the hallway open, cum running down the inside of my leg. I finally dressed and headed out. I was halfway home before I realized I hadn't even cum. "Totally worth it," I thought.

I just took the weekend and traveled from a very conserve area of the country to ST Louis with the purpose of getting fucked and used. So I got there on Thursday evening rented a hotel and took off to the bathhouse to get filled then when I got back to hotel put up an add for tops to come and bred me. Had this one top come and fill me up with his big long cock and leave my hole dripping with his cum. so hot

Many years ago I was holiday on the Greek Island of Skiathos. I'd missed the last bus back to where I was staying. I stood at the bus stop thinking of what to do next. A beaten up old car passed me a couple of times. Instead of passing me a third time it stopped and a good looking Greek guy asked if I needed a lift. I got in before He could change His mind lol. He was actually from Leeds and on holiday to. We chatted quite a bit and both of us had been at Manchester Pride 2 weeks previous. As we got to where I was staying I said I'd offer Him a coffee only I hadn't got any only vodka. When we got in the apartment the vodka was forgotten about stripping naked as both our cocks hardened. Falling on to the bed we started sucking each others cocks. I then rolled over to allow His hard cock entry to my hairy hole. He plunged His cock balls deep in one motion making me groan out loud. He came quite quickly shooting a Hot big load of cum inside me.. He managed to shoot another 2 loads of cum deep inside my hairy hole leaving just as it got light. We unfortunately didn't have a repeat performance.

First, my profound sorrow to all the guys that were cut in their infancy, when they had no input into whether to be robbed of their beautiful foreskin. Even completely soft, a Cock with it's foreskin looks so damn hot. The Cocksucker's imagination of what the CockHead looks like, how swollen the rim becomes when the Cock is hard, how much Cockdrool oozes out of the Cockeye, only magnifies the intensity of the moment the Cocksucker gets his mouth on the Cock. Foreskin prolongs and intensifies the "magical" act of sucking Cocks off. My own Cock happens to have a fairly substantial overhang when soft, but the foreskin gets pulled partially back when I'm hard. I absolutely love watching my Cock fuck Holes, since when I push in, the foreskin gets pulled back, and when I pull out for the next thrust the foreskin is in place. When my Cock is ready to Breed, I have some visual choices, in that I can shove it all the way in, pull the shaft out enough so only the covered CockHead is in the Hole and feel the Sperm welling up inside the foreskin, or, I can pull out entirely and watch my Sperm shoot through the foreskin onto the Hole before fucking the load into the Hole. Even without an overhang, watching an uncut Cock with the CockHead barely peeking out of it's foreskin, flopping around on the belly of a guy taking loads, is so visually appealing. It's like a "trailer" of cumming attractions at a movie theatre. If I want to suck an uncut Cock off, (and it's here in my home), I can have the guy lie on his back on a bed or in the sling, work the foreskin and make a little "skin-cup" out of his foreskin, watch as it fills up with Cockdrool and savor that lovely "appetizer" before sucking the Sperm out of his balls. Or, eat the covered Cock and pull the foreskin back inside my mouth. It's almost as hot as eating a Hole fucked full of Sperm by previous BreedCocks. But, when a Cock is ready to shoot it's Sperm in my throat, I almost always try to get the foreskin in place inside my mouth so the Sperm wells up inside the foreskin too. Sort of jack it off with my tongue/lips. I should probably suck off more Cocks, but I love Breeding raw Hole most. It's all about Cock/Hole/Sperm

my kind of top daddy!

I always start out on top, SLOWLY sliding down that massive cock, relaxing and loosening up as I go. Never rushed. Once I bottom out balls deep, I begin to SLOWLY ride up and down, starting with small strokes, ending with full head to balls strokes, further relaxing my ass muscles. This usually takes me about 10-15 minutes, but most cocks usually dump their first load during this process, especially when I start sliding back and forth balls deep. Once I'm cumfortable and loose, I give the go-ahead to use me as they please. Usually, this means doggy and long, balls deep dicking. My hole gapes nicely through this, with ample cum loads dripping out.

Your circumstance doesn't just apply to a certain race, but really to any big dick. The top should have taken his time and rested inside you to give you time to get used to his size, unless you didn't want that. But the key is to listen to your body. Preferably, climb on so you can control the tempo until you're ready to completely submit. There's going to be some pain at first, but that's normal and you have to let it wash over you. But it shouldn't be a lingering pain, just a temporary pain. When you feel ready, start riding it up and down and make sure you're enjoying it. Then when you're ready, give over control and let him stroke your pussy out until he nuts inside you.

I get a lot of use but I attend things where group use is highly likely (CumUnions, sex clubs/baths, sex resorts). I don't get as much hookup action of the 1-on-1 of hookup apps variety, outside of asspig. This has been mainly due to work related time constraints and the decrease in quality of people (not looks, quality of person) on things like Grindr. My partner is younger than me and while he is also promiscuous like me, he is not nearly as much of a slut whore as I am and, he encourages me to slut around and he been camera guy on some of my porn scenes.

I don't care for cologne, but I'd buy Eau de Jizz!

Not nearly as often as I would like. I've been averaging 3-4 a week over the last 6 months. I'm mostly limited by the availability of guys where I live, and the time it takes to find someone here. I haven't traveled for work much since the pandemic, but that I would sometimes hookup with as many 25 guys in a week if I was working somewhere that had a good amount of willing partners. I''m 52 my libido hasn't diminishing enough that I have noticed it yet, I can't top and cum as much as I could 15 or 20 years ago but I'm still horny all of the time and my hole is still in perfect working order.

Proceed, but proceed cautiously. Remember that he may well be 100% straight, and just enjoying your friendship. It varies by where you live, but these days in most places it's not dangerous to either hint, or flat out come out and say that you're gay. Admitting that you're both gay and attracted to him will be a little awkward to say the least (since he has a girlfriend), so if you do hint about being gay, then best to leave the attraction part out for a while and first see how he reacts to the first part. Be prepared, though, that it could cause a rift in the relationship if he recognizes that you're attracted to him, but he doesn't reciprocate. It's a dance. More so when there's a girlfriend involved. It can turn out really well and you could find someone who gives you wild nights in the sheets, or it can turn out really poorly and you could lose him as a friend. Unfortunately there's no way ahead of time to really know how it's going to turn out. Only you can decide how far you want to test he waters, and how fast you want to take it. When I was in my 20s I crushed really hard on a guy, but he turned out to be a very straight religious sort of guy. Fortunately I never took it far enough that he knew I was crushing on him. With another guy it could have turned out differently though. There are other fish in the sea, so if this one escapes, keep throwing the line in! Good luck!

The smell of a bedroom the morning after a night of hard breeding is pure aphrodisiac. Dried cum, the scent of poppers still in the air, stale manstink, maybe even the smell of piss. It's sufficient to get me boned up and ready for more action.

Perhaps not. But your posts are leaning sharply in that direction. And frankly, here's what bothers me about this. 1. You stated, early on, that "And him being weak unable to resist it made me feel as if i riaped [sic] him." 2. You've never ONCE said anything about him expressing an interest in this or making the first moves or whatever. In fact, other than talking about how he moans while getting fucked, you haven't posted ANYTHING that suggests he's seeking this out. 3. You've stressed in more than one post about how you see yourself as "helping" him - again, nudging into fetish territory. 4. You wrote in one post, about making him sit on your cock, "It made my dick so hard knowing that he was "trapped". I told him so and I kissed him. I fucked the hell outta him." Not that you two kissed - that YOU kissed HIM. I could go on and on, but it's starting to come across as a very creepy, rapey situation. I'm not saying disabled people can't fully and enthusiastically consent to sex (or even initiate/ask for it), even when the non-disabled person has to take the physical initiative and the disabled person may not be able to do much to direct or control things. But I'm not hearing one single iota of a suggestion that any of this is his idea.

I had never seen it before, but as I scrolled through grindr the other day I came across an interesting profile. "Piggy +" was all it said. There was a pic of a handsome, hairy guy and a few random details. Curious (and horny), I hit him up. As I often do, I sent him two pics to show what I was looking for: the first was of a raw cock buried in my hole, the second was of my hole dripping cum afterward. He took a few minutes to respond and at first I wondered if he was interested, but in response to my pics, I received a pic of a thick uncut hog next to a 12 oz soda can. The cock was longer than the soda can, and it didn't look like it was much thinner! Turned out that he works pretty close to me, but I hadn't seen him before because he just re-joined the app after a long time away from it. We exchanged messages for a while as he was able. He finished work at 4:00 so naturally, I invited him to come by and unload when he did. He readily agreed. We chatted a while longer and agreed that I would undress and wait ass-up just inside the door to my apartment. I spent the afternoon making sure I was clean and ready to take the pounding I hoped he would give me. A few minutes after 4:00, he messaged to say he was on his way. I unlocked the door, undressed, and squirted some lube up my hole just for good measure. I had laid out a sheet on the floor of my living room, and I got down on all 4's on it to await his arrival. Footsteps in the hallway and then the doorknob turned. I heard this stranger enter my apartment. He paused; I hoped he was admiring the view of my slightly gaped hole staring back at him. After a moment I heard the familiar rustle as he shed his clothes. A finger slid effortlessly into my slicked-up pucker, then two. He slid them in and out for a bit before withdrawing them. Then I felt his tongue instead. He licked my hole, sucking on it a bit, and darting his tongue in and out almost like a lizard. It felt amazing! I didn't want this treatment to end, but soon he spoke his first words: "I need to breed this hole." Music to my ears! I heard the click of the lube cap and then a pressure on my hole. I took a few huge huffs from my brown bottle as the head of this enormous member popped inside me. Without stopping, he slid all the way in until he was balls-deep. The tip caressed my prostate over and over as he began rhythmically sliding in and out, in and out. The precum ran in rivers from my cock, soaking the sheet beneath me. It was sheer heaven! Gradually, he picked up the pace and as he did so, he grabbed my hips. Soon he was pounding me relentlessly, his body slapping against mine each time he thrust deep inside me. I clenched my hole around his shaft and felt it get harder. He was about to cum! With a moan, he began dumping his warm cum deep in my guts, his cock jerking and spasming against my still-tightened sphincter. At last the spasms subsided and he slowly withdrew. I spun around and cleaned him off with my mouth, in customary fashion. Without another word, he dressed. Headed for the door, he paused for a second and said, "The plus sign on my profile IS what you think it is." Then he was gone. I felt a chill of excitement wash over me. I grabbed a toy, a 6" dildo that I've had for years. For the next five minutes I plunged it in and out of my hole, stopping occasionally to clean the poz cum and my ass juices off before plunging it back inside me. When I had seen the "+" sign on his profile that it meant he was poz. Now that I knew, I was more turned on than I had ever been in my life. I couldn't stop playing with myself. Eventually I jerked off, knowing that if his seed took, my load would soon be toxic too. I messaged him on grindr about an hour later. "Hot time, you're welcome anytime you need to breed an ass." His response was simply the purple, grinning devil emoji followed by a pig snout. I very much hope this becomes a regular thing.

my wife had just left the table when he leaned in and said, "no offense, but i get the feeling that you're a faggot." i stammered some kind of not very convincing of course nots and before i could finish he cut me off. "of course id love to fuck you in the ass." i blushed but i knew the bar was too dark for it to matter. "thanks but no thanks" i said regretfully. i got up to get another round. **** we'd met wil because the bar was packed and we were looking hopelessly for a table. we were about to give up and go somewhere else when wil waved us over and charmingly invited us to join him. my wife courtney and i had been married for 11 years and we hadnt been out since the pandemic. we decided to hit up a divey place a few blocks from our apartment that had been a favorite before and, as i said, found the place packed. courtney always loved the gay guys and wil was no different. i used to worry that they were just humoring her. and then i decided that even if they sometimes were there was no point to my being worried about it. **** i got back to our table with 2 vodka gimlets and a glass of rose. courtney grabbed my phone and excitedly said "im putting wil's number in your phone because he's interested in settlers of catan and i know you know everything about it." she probably didnt need this 4th glass. wil winked at me and chuckled. **** back at home, court was a mess. we got her in her nightgown and she was working on a big glass of water. my phone buzzed with a message. i didnt look at it. i undressed and got into bed with her. she was chubby these days but i enjoyed the curves. i got hard and pressed my cock against har ass. she reached back and grabbed my cock approvingly. my phone buzzed again. what's that she asked still half passed out. "i dunno. let me see." "jeez. its wil. he says he and his roommates want to play catan tonight and i should come." "oh you should go" she said turning to me "im really tired an you should make more friends. hes just a few blocks away." "yeah" she blinked. "go over. you dont have anything to do tomorrow. itd be great to have wil as a friend." i was pretty sure wil had something else in mind. i wanted it. "yeah ok. if youre cool with it." **** "im here." i texted. "come on up." i knocked on the door, it was like 1245am. a stranger opened. "oh is wil here?" he didnt reply but wil came up behind him. "he come on in. this way." i followed him through the living room where a few people were hanging out. i felt super awkward and just gave a little wave as i followed wil back to his bedroom. "dont worry about them. theyre not worried about you." he opened his jeans, pulled out his stiffening cock and sat on his double bed. a purple mattress i think. for the first time in my life i sucked on a cock. i got my rock hard cock out and started stroking too. "lets fuck." he got naked and i did too. i climbed on the bed and he opened the top drawer on his nightstand. i saw lube and condoms and little bottles and handcuffs and... "flip over" i did. he squirted lube on my asshole. he pressed it in with a finger. i pulled away. "relax. it'll be fine." he put a bottle of poppers under my nose and i took a sniff. WOW. i found myself a moment later with a penis fucking me. it was everything id ever hoped for. fuck me it was amazing. it didnt take long for him to cum. he grabbed my ass and slid all the way in and out of me. he pushed all the way in when he started squirting. jesus. i guess i was a faggot. *** i watched him walk away and then felt around for a wrapper. "did you wear a condom?"

My little sisters boyfriend Evan was fucking adorable. I don't usually go for the younger guys. I am into the muscle daddy types covered in fur and tattoos but this guy was too yummy. He was the kind of guy everybody wanted around with his wide infectious smile and a laugh that would melt any icy heart. Not too mention how absolutely fuckable his tight young body was. I wanted to pin that boy down and fuck the holy hell out of him. Every time I heard his voice my pecker would stand at attention. I did my best not to scare him away with some light flirting and suggestive sexual comments. His shy manner and boyish giggle only inflamed my desire. That boy needed a good fucking and the conscientious queer that I am I was the man for the job. I only had to bide my time and sure enough the right occasion arose. The A&P (aged parents) were off on a cruise so I stopped in to the old homestead on the off chance I could [banned word] on my boy. As luck would have it they were there enjoying some beer with friends. I was invited to join in and made sure I was sitting close to Evan. They were a fun crowd and I was enjoying myself all the time wondering how I was going to get into this guys pants when the subject turned to sex, a fun and often cringe worthy topic for conversation. I am out so that is not a problem and being the only gay in the crowd was often referred to for clarification on certain subjects. One of those subjects being rimming. Some half stoned clod brought it up in an attempt to gross out the group and his comment elicited the expected groan. I of course dissembled and proceeded to expound on my opinion. My opinion being I FUCKING LOVE eating ass. Its the best and of course any good top is honor bound to munch hole before fucking it. Its good manners after all. I could see there was some silent agreement amongst the assembled but no one was willing to admit to being on my side. Cowards. I got nothing to hide or be ashamed of. I am a proud ass eating faggot. I could not resist a quick little description of a good rim job. After some jibes and laughter the conversation moved on but the whole time I closely watched Evan's reaction. I could tell he was interested. Could Evan be wanting his hole slobbered on. Or better yet is he gay? My mind reeled with the possibilities. The crowd thinned. My sister pled exhaustion and asked Evan if he was okay to drive home. Evan said he would have a coke then motor on. Bingo. I was going to have the little hottie all to myself for a bit. It would have to be enough time to work my magic. Sister went upstairs and I went for drinks adding some rum to the sodas. Evan gave me a look after a sip but did not say anything. Things were looking good for my plans to take advantage of the poor sop. We chatted and I tried to think of a way to casually steer the conversation towards sex. I had no need. After some hesitation Evan asked me if I was serious about my love of analingus (his word) or was I only grandstanding to make everyone wince and titter. I looked him square in the eye and said, "On my honor as a boy scout and a homosexual I do hereby solemnly swear I am an avid and devoted eater of ass." He laughed nervously and I added, "I am totally willing to give you a demonstration of said habit." "What do you mean 'a demonstration'", he asked a flush of pink coloring his face. I scooted in close so that my hot breath tickled the fuzz on his cheeks. "What I mean is that I am offering to stick my tongue up your ass." Evan stammered, "You're kidding, you can't be serious." So his first reaction wasn't to say no way. I had him. I moved closer. "One lick in your crack and you'll never look back." He took a sip of his cocktail. "I will rock your world stud just take a chance." I put one hand on his knee and squeezed ever so slightly. His next sip was more of a gulp. "But your sister," he argued, "I can't...." he trailed off. I put an arm around him while the other casually drifted to his crotch. "Come on, you know that relationship is going no where. I love my sister but that girl is high maintenance. She'll wear you down to a nub. Live a little boy." My knuckles grazed the hard-on raging beneath his button fly. "A little taste, its all I ask. I will stop the second you decide its not for you." "Where," Evan barely managed to squeak. I grabbed his hand and hauled him up and out the door. We had a little summer shack by the pool with a comfy futon couch perfect for privacy and eating ass. To my surprise he did not resist when I pulled him to me for a kiss. He was hesitant at first and then abandoned any pretense he didn't want what was about to happen. He devoured me like I was going to devour his ass. The undressing was a blur of flying clothing. I wasted no time pushing him down on the couch quickly arranging him on all fours ass up and ready to be molested. His ass was as beautiful as I knew it would be. I briefly caressed the light dusting of hairs that fuzzed his cheeks. He shivered. I blew on his hole and it winked in response. He was ready for it. I spread his cheeks exposing his quivering pucker. The first tentative kiss elicited a moan and the first tongue swipe a quick intake of breath. I had him. The boy was going to be putty in my hands. I was going to fuck him into next week but first a long and thorough ass eating to make him pliable and begging to be cornholed. I took my time. I had no where to be except to rock this kids world and take him to a place he didn't realize he needed to be. His ass was made to be eaten. It responded to every massage of my tongue. His hole kissed me back. I settled in for a marathon rim job and was only brought back to reality when I felt a drip on my hand. Looking between his legs the flash of a long string of pre-cum from his piss slit to my hairy knuckles attested to the pleasure I was giving him. I watched in fascination as his cock pumped out more natural lube. I pulled his stiffy back for a taste making sure to slobber on his nut sack as well. The panting had me moving back to his ass. I couldn't have him cumming just yet. I pushed as much spit into his ass as I could. I wouldn't be bothered with lube and I am no slouch in the dick department so wanted to do my best to ease his transition from virgin to fuck toy/cumdump. His was taking my load weather he wanted it or not. I was not going to be denied being the first to breed him. At last the moment came. I knew if I waited any longer I would not have the patience to ease his passage from boy to man. To my surprise when I placed my cock head at his hole he leaned back into it. Fuck yeah! He wanted it. I let him set the pace as his eager hole slowly swallowed my meat. "Good boy," I growled when I bottomed out. Evan was gasping for air as his hole came to terms with its new occupant. We were both as happy as pigs in slop. I grabbed a fist full of hair to pull his head sideways and look at me. "Tell me you love my cock," I ordered, "tell me how badly you need to be fucked." Evan caught his breath and gabbled, "Please sir I need your cock. Fuck my hole, fuck me, make me yours. Please sir, pleeease." I released his head and like the good sub he was meant to be he braced his arms and arched his back firmly impaling that delicious ass on my rock hard dick. I'd like to be able to tell you it was a tender fuck, that I made love to him so his first time would be a sweet memory. That would be a lie. I fucked that boy like a jackhammer turning his groans into whimpers. Maybe if I had been more like a lover I could have altered his fate but that first brutal fuck was the start of an addiction that proved a happy circumstance for many a top. Evan was at the beginning of his cumdump journey and his need to be thoroughly fucked and used would follow him for the rest of his life. You are welcome world. My gift to all you [banned word] and breeders who need a needy hole to unload into. Our sweat slick skin glued our bodies together as I fucked him off his knees and onto his stomach. I was all cock and brute force pile driving the breath out of him in search of that sweet spot deep inside to dump my load. He had no complaints as my bone rearranged his guts and I fucked him into a stupor. I don't think he even noticed when I shot of with a roar coating his abused innards with a soothing dose of man milk. We did notice, however, the gasp and scream of rage coming from my horrified sister. I double down on my fucking still caught in the euphoria of my nut. Evan was in no position to either move or react because his orgasm was building and by time my hips stopped moving Evan had already spilled his seed. I collapsed rolling sideways and taking Evan with me to keep my cock in his ass. My nuts were recharging for a second go. I intended to send Evan away with a sloppy hole. Or maybe I'd take him home and sleep with my cock lodged in his buttery chute. For the moment I held him close breathing in his clean sweaty scent. He had been a good boy and now he was a better man. My sister wouldn't speak to me for a month but I finally got her to admit she was on the verge of breaking up with Evan. I did that princess a favor. My cock did the break up for her. I introduced Evan to a few of my friends, you know, the furry tattooed muscle daddies I go for. They ate him up like I did. Evan couldn't be happier.

I’ve always been submissive I’ve never felt it really to be my right whether or not the top wants to go raw! There’s a big difference anybody could fuck with a condom but to take somebody’s load in my ass makes me feel special, also makes the submissive experience so much more.

@ErosWired nails it perfectly (as usual 🙂) I'm similar in that the yes/no dichotomy is separated into two things: the superficial stuff, (age [legal], race, body type, cock size, etc.), and the real thing. I don't deny anyone based on the superficial aspects; I've had lots of fun with guys of all types, so that's never an issue for me. Where I draw the line is guys who aren't that interested in taking care of their own selves or have a blatant disregard for others. Untreated STI's or HIV is a big no-no. As it was stated, it's not only me protecting myself, but also protecting the others who come into sexual contact with me - none of whom asked for that sort of thing. Sure, STI's are part of the bareback lifestyle and can't be totally avoided; if, however, a guy has visible signs of syphillis - I don't owe him anything other than immediately ushering him out the door or blocking him altogether. I've run into instances on BBRT where I've been messaged by guys who use the options under status as "Other" or "Poz + Other". Whilst I do appreciate those guys for being honest, they should fully expect me to ask for details on what that "other" is. It's not about me discriminating against anyone; it's about me making informed consent. I once had a guy who had "other" as his status there and responded with "It means undetectable" when I asked for details...undetectable is one of the options, why isn't he using that? It was a huge red flag for me, and I politely declined further interaction with him.

For those of us into watersports, there's also ballooning.

Hey there, ghfan4life Above, you will find two replies to your question. One is of great value, from an experienced, dedicated, "whole" man. Read it carefully, since it offers true, honest and genuine guidance regarding your question. Of course, you are entitled to make your own decision, and good on you for asking questions. Best -

Everyday 😂 I been linking up 6 to 5 times a week. I probably gotta a reputation already as the city cum dump 🤷😂

Would love to get a good long wiff of you after work. Bet I’d bone up fast‼️

Oof. Yes, that would be an important detail. So on top of all the rest of it, this is someone you work with, in a professional field, who occupies at least for the time being a position of superiority over yours (as a trainee). And you’re contemplating how to get into this guy’s pants. Dude, this is such a potential minefield I don’t even like to think about it. If it goes pear-shaped (what does a heart turned upside-down roughly resemble? Now you’re getting it) you risk not just screwing up a friendship and/or someone else’s happy relationship, you also risk making things awkward in your workplace on a daily basis. And even if you did manage to connect with him, you’d still have a juggling act to perform to keep things from getting wonky at work. Not trying to be a heartstomper, but I see some red flags here.

This is a good summary. I've done groups as both a top and bottom (sometimes both in the same night) and all of this rings true. As for the partying bit, this has become more of an issue for me the last few years. In a previous city of residence, there was a guy who hosted a monthly party; these were incredibly fund and most of us were regulars or semi-regulars. We all got to know each other and occasionally met up 1-on-1 outside of the orgies. We would get the oddball here and there, but the host did an amazing job at trying to keep this in check. Nowadays, I've been messged too many times by guys saying "XX guys looking for more", which I immediately take as a bunch of guys on drugs who can't get it up to play. No thanks... As for the selfish bottoms, my friend that hosted the regular parties would tell the bottoms to put on a blindfold and hop in the slings (he had two). The point was that you weren't supposed to care who was fucking you. Would the other guys do side play while waiting? Of course, but the bottoms were the main events and the loads were always saved for them. I've only encountered the selfish ones mentioned by @chipygmalion80 at bathhouses and sex clubs...the ones that want you all to yourself, but don't have the actual sexual skills to keep me from wanting to run away at the first opportunity. Over time, I've lost interest in orgies and groups. I don't get the connection that I get in 1-on-1 scenarios, and it's desensitised me. Not saying I'm looking for the love of my life, but some level of connection is required for me to be even remotly interested in going all the way to completion. One of my biggest pet peeves in cruising for cock online are the "tops" that insist that I have loads in me already, and any number I tell them is never enough. Any guy that asks me about how many loads I have gets no further responses from me.

A Grindr hookup wanted a long session, in contrast to a guy earlier in week who wanted me to pump and dump, so I took my time. He was a sub bottom otter and I started with stroking his hairy chest and nibbling his nipples. He sucked my cock hard and I moved to his asshole which I rimmed for a very long time. I pushed my cock into his ass using just spit and thrust slowly and initially very shallowly before moving deeper. My cock is pretty thick at the base and it wasn’t long before the guy was reaching for the lube. Throughout he was taking sniffs of poppers and whenever in the right position was staring into my eyes. I fucked him in many different positions before we lay down and took a break. After we’d both got our strength back he sucked me fully hard again and we were at it again for quite a while. I had psyched myself up for a long session and could have gone for another hour but he wanted that load so asked me to jerk off into his ass. As I’m versatile rather than exclusively top I needed the extra stimulus of his finger in my ass and then I shot my load and massaged it into his hole and let him lick cum off my finger. He shot his load over his hairy chest.

I can understand your reaction to the content considering your experience. I would just like to say that having had a lifetime of traumatic romantic relationships it helps me to retreat into a fantasy where the sex is more violent than emotional. Its a place I can forget heartbreak and still be thrilled by the sex with an unknown entity since I have not experienced nor done such things. Thank you for having an open mind. I don't know whether to caution or encourage you to read the last chapter. It most certainly will not be to everyone's taste.

It sounds like probably cerebral palsy, which means he can improve some mobility with proper physiotherapy. I'm sure he enjoying the attention as many men are not interested in intimacy with a disabled person. I have dated a man with cerebral palsy and a man paralized from the waist down. It was actually very loving and passionate with both of them. Both relationships ended simply due to moving apart and not wanting long distance. I could easily have married either of them. Sex with both was amazing. I fully understand what you are feeling. However, I caution you from "romanticizing the other" and developing a "savior complex". This person is perfectly capable of being independent and doesn't actually need you to protect him. Try not to accidentally take away his agency. Figuratively speaking, walk beside him rather than carrying him. If he asks for help provide it. Offer help if you want. Be available to help. Don't always assume he needs it. This will allow him to maintain his dignity and protect you from eventually feeling overwhelmed and resenting him. Be mindful of the fact that for him being intimate is probably rare, so he will likely fall in love before you. Therefore you have a bit more responsibility in deciding earlier on if this is something you want. There is actually a great autobiographical series on Netflix called "Special" that is written by the star of the show. It's a creative nonfiction series chronicalling his search for love in the gay community. You may want to watch it with him actually. It could be a good conversation piece for both of you. Also, ask him about barebacking. My boyfriends never turned it down.

That night Helen and I slept in the same bed she would not let me touch her, I tried to just put an arm around her to comfort her but she would push me away, it seems like she hated me, maybe she blamed me for everything, even though she had been fucking other men behind my back. I lay there, listening to Tracy and Jon fucking, my sister was very loud and almost shouting obscenities, there was not a sound from the room my mother now occupied. In the morning I went to the bathroom and found the lock on the door no longer worked, I closed the door then I showered, cleaned myself out, cleaned my butt plug and reinserted it, people wandered into the bathroom throughout my ablutions, my mother naked as I was showering, my sister the same, cleaning her teeth as I vacated the warm water from my bowels, even Jon coming in naked to piss whilst I cleaned my teeth, I put on knickers, girly shorts, (very flimsy), and a crop top. When I got downstairs my mother was already there, she was wearing a miniskirt and a crop top that her breasts hung below the bottom of, it only just covered her nipples, Jon was there in tee shirt and jeans and my sister was there in a halter top and jeans, Helen was still in the bathroom when I sat down and noticed that as my mother was stood at the sink she moved her legs apart, Jon was stood next to her kissing my sister but he had one hand up my mother’s skirt clearly fingering her, what had once seemed far beyond belief was now common practice in our house. The day was quiet, we sat around, I was bored, it was the evening that something happened, the police arrived at our door, I was the one who answered and let them in, I recognised them as the two that had taken a parcel from Peter a few weeks previously. It seemed my sister knew them well, the male officer’s name was Gary something, whilst his female partner was called Molly. Molly was strange, I think she was about mid 20’s, aloof, arrogant and yet for some weird reason I liked her, even when she wasn’t nice to me, maybe she was some kind of weird inspiration. I don’t know why they were here, maybe to pick up another package, but it was obvious that some kind of close relationship existed between them. (I later found out they were giving my sisters brothels, girls and gurls protection from the law). They sat and chatted a while and Molly kept looking at me, she then called me over, I stood and walked toward her dressed in my daisy duke cut-offs, crotchless tights and loose crop top. When I stood before her she remarked that my boobs where coming along well, she then told me to lift my top so she could see them better, I did and then she told me to bend down, I did and as she fondled my sensitive little titties, pulling on my rings, she whispered in my ear, “You know it turns me on seeing a pathetic faggot transitioning, to know you will never be the same again, to know your life is forever changed, you will never get married to a real woman, you will never have children, your parents will never have grand children”, She smiled and kissed my ear, at which point my sister said, “Why don’t you take him to upstairs and have some fun?” It seemed my sister knew Mollys tastes, my sister then turned to Gary and said, “Helen is available, or mother, or both” Gary decided on both and the 5 of us traipsed upstairs, I led Molly into my bedroom and to the unmade bed, the others went to one of the other rooms. Molly immediately started taking off her uniform and told me to “Strip Faggot”, she then walked toward me took me in her arms and kissed me deeply and then took me to the bed and lay down upon it, spreading her legs, “Right bitch, eat me and make it good” I went down on her to the background sounds of my mother and my former girlfriend stripping and getting fucked by Gary, the noises of flesh on flesh, slapping, grunting, the strange noise when someone is throat fucked. And all the time Molly had her hand in my hair whilst I licked at her pussy juices and when she came, she pulled me up the bed by my hair so I lay side by side with her and she licked her own juices off my face and kissed me deeply. We lay there and heard Gary cum, not sure who he had cum on or in, but he appeared at my bedroom door doing up his uniform and said, “Come on Molly, we got a patrol to finish” She got up and dressed and left me there naked, a short while after that, Tracy came up stairs, she came into my room and called “Mom, in here please” My mother came into the room, she had put on a tee-shirt and knickers , the tee shirt didn’t even cover her hips, her knickers where black tanga briefs, I have no idea why I remember that detail, I just do, anyway, my sister said you two clean yourselves out, get dressed and get your make-up on, you’re spending the night at Georges. I remember thinking Mom hasn’t met George yet, she is in for a shock, I know what’s coming, I don’t know which is worse, at least I know I can take him both in my boi pussy but more especially in my throat, George likes to force himself into a throat and even today, long after that first night with him, my voice has always been husky, he must have to some degree damaged my vocal chords. As we, my mother and myself, got out of my sisters car outside Georges house, my sister passed me a small baggie, “you might need this” she said. The bag contained a few crystals of T and so as we stepped upto the front door I told my mother to stop, I put my left hand up her skirt, she wasn’t wearing underwear, I pulled her butt plug out with my left hand and with my right I inserted a shard that I had already removed from the bag, my fingers slipping easily into her anus which was constantly open or at least sealed around a butt plug, I felt the warmth inside her, I replaced the plug as she pushed back a little to aid me, she just stood there not saying a word but she looked at me and gave me a sad smile We knocked on George’s door and he opened it wearing just a bathrobe, he grinned and said, “Welcome Whores, in you come” We followed him into the living room and on the big screen tv was a porno, a bi sex one, two men, two women, all changing partners “Well you two sluts start kissing” That was ok with me, I loved kissing my mom and feeling her body against mine and the passion with which she kissed me back made me think she felt the same, I glimpsed George taking off his robe and wondered if mom had yet seen his member, Christ it was huge. George was getting something from a drawer as he looked over his shoulder he told us to strip, I took off my high heels, my top, my knickers, my skirt, but he told me to leave my stockings on, he told my mother the same, and now I saw she had noticed his cock, I saw the moment her eyes went wide, I don’t know if it was fright or pleasure as she had had some pretty big things inside her before, including being fisted both cunt and arse, what she didn’t know and was soon to find out was how sadistic George could be, I am sure that had he been allowed to mark the merchandise, we would be in a far worse position, possibly broken bones, brandings, anything to cause pain, but although he was not allowed to mark us, I still knew we were both in for a night of pain with only him getting the pleasure, I am sure that had he found one big enough to fit him, he would have used a cruel condom on us both, tearing our insides, not for the pleasure of passing on a viral load, but for the pleasure of giving pain. Both my mother and I had our hands handcuffed behind our backs and where led into the bedroom to be placed on the bed, side by side, both of us with our heads hanging off the edge, this was what frightened me the most, I knew what George intended and that my throat would be sore for a few days after, My mother on the other hand probably expected George to be gentle, considering the size of his cock but she was in for a shock as he grabbed her jaw forcing her mouth open then slowly put the head of his cock in her mouth, no preamble, no getting it wet first, no, just a few strokes to start to make it hard and into her mouth, I saw her tongue come out as though to lick him, and I saw him pushing into her, it was clear that his member was growing rigid inside my mom’s mouth and as it did he pushed in more, I could see her start to gag, I could see the outline as it pushed into her throat and then she began to struggle, getting agitated starting to thrash from side to side, and the he just plunged forward, there was still at least 6 inches to go but he just rammed it all the way in until his pubis was resting on her face and she flopped around like a fish out of water unable to do anything except choke and then she was still, George slid his cock from her throat/mouth slapped her until she moaned and started to gasp for air lying there, face covered in saliva makeup run, tears and snot and then he approached me, his rock hard cock standing tall and firm and just so magnificent but frightening, He put it at the opening of my mouth and fed it in slowly, then like with my mother he simply rammed it in past my oesophagus and deep into my throat, I should have expected it, I should have been ready, but still it was so fucking painful and I was shocked and scared, as he rested his balls on my face I couldn’t even breath through my nose. I felt him pull on my nipples as I gurgled around his manhood, struggling to get air as he pulled and twisted my nipples painfully, and then I panicked I struggled I guess my mother watching would say the same about me, that I was a fish out of water and all I could think was that on my headstone it would say “Death by Cock”, thinking back now, it might well say something similar, “death by poisonous cock”, but right there, right then I wondered if this was it for me as I struggled to get air into my body and then I didn’t even feel the cock leave my throat, I was just coughing and spluttering saliva pouring down my face snot bubbling from my nose and I could hear the all too familiar sounds of a throat being fucked as George took his turn on my mother again. I have no idea how long the throat fucking went on, I only know that at some point George man handled both myself and my mother into position on the end of the bed, side by side, on our knees, knees apart exposing our holes, hands still behind our backs, face down on the bed facing each other and George said, “I told you last time you were here I was going to breed both you bitches, side by side, give both mother and son the gift that keeps on giving, my strain of poison” Again he decided to use my mother first, again no preamble, he just lined his cock up with one of her holes pushed in a bit then rammed home, my mother’s throat must have been very sore as I would have expected a scream or squeal but no, just a noise like a donkey braying and George saying, “Shit this whore’s cunt may be loose for other guys but it’s still tight on me”, A few strokes then he withdrew and positioned himself again and did the same again only this time it could only be her anus he was stretching wide, as she let out another braying groan/gasp half scream, again a few strokes and then he withdrew and lined himself up with me, I felt the mushroom head against my sphincter, I felt it push in and steeled myself as I knew that……..arrrgghhhh, he thrust all the way inside me, and pounded me a few times before switching back to my mother and starting on her again and this went on all night, I have no idea where he gets his stamina from but he deposited a load in me and two in my mother then dragged us both off the bed by just grabbing an ankle and dragging till we fell off, not even able to put out a hand to break the fall as both hands still behind our backs, he didn’t say a word and just left us there on the floor naked, cum dripping from my arse and from my mother’s arse and cunt, dried saliva on our faces, my hair all sticky where he had wiped his cock on it after dumping inside me, my mother’s hair stuck up as he had done the same to her, and he climbed on the bed and moments later began to snore.

I am a bareback top who loves to fuck anon. Love to get my dick inside a sloppy hole full of cum. I seem to only be attracted to cumdumps. There's nothing hotter than seeing a cumdump bent over with a jock and a thong and ready to take my load. The nastiest and sleazier the cumdump, the better.

I totally identified with you in this story. I've had so many married men cum inside me in a bookstore arcade. Most don't compare me to their wives, but they don't have to. I know I'm better. I'm certainly more willing. And the capper was your realization that you hadn't cum yet. I was always satisfied to have a man's sperm inside me. At least until I got home and had a chance to squirt it out and lick it up. Then I'd jerk off.

Pup Name: AJ Have degrading kink so will respond to what ever you like (508)499-9445 Worecester County Massachusetts 01540 Not available during work hours which varies since im Part Time. Live with my parents as well and need to be discreet Age: 21 Height: 6ft (72in) Weight: 140lbs Ethnicity: white

This is one of the most erotic stories I have read !! love that the father pozzed his son , Definitely cumtinue!!!! oink oink

Part 3 if I haven’t told you yet my names James I’m 6’1 slim but toned I’m 28 been poz since high school. My younger brother just turned 18. I work part time as a hairdresser and light contracting work. After a few hrs at work i got a text from Derek “can we talk” “sure come by my salon” I replied he said he’ll be here in 30 minutes. As I quickly finished up applying my clients hair dye he arrived. I’ve asked him to come in from the back door and head into the basement. Gave my client a coffee and set there timer for 45min and went downstairs. He looked at me and asked “why” “because I just had to breed your ass I knew I was going to as soon as I seen it.” “Why” “because it looked amazing the way your shorts pressed against ass cheeks and then you pulled them down to show at asss when all I asked was for you to turn around” “and that was an invitation” he asked. “Yes and now you’re free to take any load you want” I noticed his hard dick pressing on his shorts I guess he didn’t have extra underwear. I quickly pulled in front of him and grabbed his cock. “ problem?” He stood quietly I pulled his shorts down and started to make my way down his cock smelled of piss and I began to suck with one hand on his hole. “Turn around” he obeyed and I began to eat his ass out got up and whispered “ you want this cock” no reply I stuck it in him and began to fuck him raw one hand on his shoulder pushing him deeper towards me the other hand around his nipples I was getting close so I began to fuck him harder with my hand around his mouth So he wouldn’t make too much noise “I’m going to cum do you want it” “yes” he yelled “ok here it cums take this poz load“ I flooded his hole deep within a sec I felt him cum as he squeezed his hole tight against mine cock felt him pulsing as he came all over the floor. “Don’t move I gotta piss” while still hard inside him I took a piss and he took every drop. As I finished my clients timer went off “Good boy now go home” part 4 for derricks revenge?

Part 2 The next morning I woke up and noticed that my brother still hasn’t gotten back home. I hoped into the shower and herd a knock on the door “sorry James I really have to take a piss” I replied “sure you can piss but only after you take mine on your face” within a second he was in the shower with me fully hard. “get on your knees” and he obeyed I let out a nice big Stream of piss all over his face and he opened his mouth and started swallowing! “You like that bud!” “I always wanted to try it” good boy I replied. Now I was fully hard “why don’t you finish the job” and he started to blow me after a few mins I forced my cock as deep as it would go and face fucked him blowing my load down his throat he had no choice but to swallow it. “Darn it that was hot” he said. I was finished in the shower slapped his ass “clean yourself up” and I left. As I got dressed I noticed a pair of dereks underwear On his gym beg I picked them up and took a sniff! They were intoxicating the smell of boy cock and Precum! He must of worn these while playing basketball with my brother. The undies were still a bit damp and I got fully hard again. Derek was done in the shower and now watching me sniff his undies “come in here” I bent him over the dresser and started rimming his hot boy ass. I started licking and biting his ass working my way up his back and biting his neck with my hand I pushed his face back to kiss mine I pushed my tongue deep down his throat! My dick now sliding on his ass cheeks slowly pushing up against his hole “arhhhhh” he let out as I slid the tip of my cock in “condom” he cried! I whisper in his ear but I fucked you bare last night “what!!No how? Are you clean?” I kept him pined down as I slid in deeper “yeah condom broke and I’m poz” I was now fully inside him he did nothing. We herd the front door open as I slid out of his ass he busted his nut all over the dresser picked up his clothes and ran to the washroom. I licked up his cum and put on his undies got ready for work as I was going I noticed my brother now passed out on the couch guess he partied hard.

It was late and Jon had yet to cum, he just rubbed his shriveled-up dick and moaned. I text a cock sucker down the street that I use often to come and suck his dick and went in and gave Jon a shot of Trimix in his penis and soon his dick would be a full mast. Zack a cute 26 year old with sandy brown hair and a thin body and the greatest mouth let himself in and found Jon, he picked up his dick still not hard but it was leaking and he licked and sucked him and sucked on his dick and soon had Jon worked to full erection. He sucked him for ten minutes and Jon fired off a huge load down Zack’s mouth and Zach pulled off and smiled after swallowing. Zach went back to sucking and within five minutes he shot off another load. Zack slide off his short and lubed up his hole and then grabbed Jon’s dick and lubed it up and soon Zack was on the bed and sliding down on Jon’s dick and he rode him for 15 minutes and Jon shot yet another load in him. Zack leaned down and kissed Jon and then rode him some more hoping to get another load out of him but Jon was spent and after another 20 minutes Zack jacked his dick and shot all over Jon’s chest while he rode Jon till he sank all the way down on Jon’s dick as he caught his breath. Zack pulled off and went to the bathroom to clean up and then got dressed and left. I hit up Andy and asked him if he wanted Jon for the weekend or longer. I did not hear back from for an hour by that time I had Jon showed and dressed and I was going to drop him off in front of his apartment. Andy emailed back and asked if he should come pick him up? I want him for as long as I can have him, Andy wrote. He had given me his number in a previous email, so I text him and asked for his address to drop off Jon and I headed to the car with Jon. Minutes later I pulled up in front of Andy’s apartment and he came out and I helped Jon into his arms, and he walked him up the stairs and turned to me and said Thank You! I text Andy when I got back to the car that I wanted to hear all about what went on and if turned Jon into his boyfriend. I on the other hand went out in search of my next convert to turn into a pig bottom slut. The special ones like Jon do not come around every night, but I was hopeful another would this weekend. I hit my favorite bare and drank and waited for a young dude worthy to walk in. I spend a few hours playing cat and mouse with some young dudes, but they all seemed to eager and I like it a little lass ready to be a bottom. Jon was just my type. The night ended in a bust, but I did get an email from Andy. I think I love this guy, I fucked him twice already and gave him two loads and invited two more buddies over and they came inside him too. He said, by the way, until he converts, he only gets poz loads. I text him back that he was in good hands and that I hoped he would make a great boyfriend for Jon. He texts back that they are dating, he got Jon to say he loved him in his drugged-up state. Andy went on to tell me he kept him tweaked up and high since I dropped him off. He had a group of ten buddies most of whom had never been on drugs of any kind and recently pozzed up. Few older guys whose drug therapy had failed and were taking a break from meds. He said he kept a steady flow of guys in breeding him and DP his ass and a handful of them, three of the younger guys and two of the older guys loved fisting his ass. I text him back and told him thanks for the update and that I was happy for him. Hard to find a good bottom these days and you generally must train one. Glad I could help you get yours. It reminded me I needed to try to find my next lucky bottom guy so I decided I would head out to a few of my favorite spots and see if any young dumb college boys were hanging around.

My sex life began in the early 80s, so I originally had bareback sex because that was all any gay man had. By the mid to late 80s, I was scared enough to start using condoms. For a long time I was very insistent about only playing safe. Then in 1992 a trick who knew exactly what he was doing ate my hole until I was just a puddle and slipped into me bare for the first time in years. It felt so good. Even though I freaked and made him pull out and rubber up, the seed was planted. The guy became a regular fuckbuddy, and I soon was taking him bare and taking the load. Then I started talking other fuckbuddies into going bare because it felt so much better. I still used condoms some for a few more years, but by the mid 90s, I just was going bare all the time.

If this is what you truly want, embrace it and LIVE it....the best thing any of us can do is to be true to ourselves!