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Part 10 I kept staring at Drew's face, looking into his eyes, my thoughts racing wildly as I silently processed what he had just said. He wants to fuck me! He wants to fuck me??!! I felt his hard cock pressed against my body just below the waistline. I felt it's heat and felt the wetness of his precum continually oozing onto my skin. I wanted his cock and his cum. I wanted to make him feel good. I remembered how great it had felt being in his ass last week. And just a bit earlier being in Ryan's ass. And I couldn't forget how good Kevin's cockhead against my hole had felt. But..... All of this ran through my mind in only seconds. While Drew waited for me to answer I felt him move one hand from my asscheek and almost immediately felt his fingers working into my asscrack then making contact with my virgin hole. He pushed against the entrance to my guts with a finger causing me to moan and press my body tighter against his. I couldn't pull my eyes from his and I saw a strength and need in his eyes, a need I wanted to satisfy and a strength I was feeling myself yielding to quickly. He brought his lips to mine and began kissing me, slipping his tongue inside my mouth as I readily opened my lips to him. As we started kissing more intensely I felt his finger rubbing the edges of my hole then his finger pressing against it a little more forcefully this time. As I moaned into our kiss I was dimly aware that, as if on it's own, my body ever so slightly pushed back to meet his fingertip. I heard Kevin's voice from somewhere say, “Hell yeah buddy! That's it. Let go and give in.” Hearing the now-familiar “click” of a lighter being lit and knowing its meaning in this situation, Drew and I both pulled back from our kiss and saw Ryan standing next to us with the flame heating up the pipe. With a look of total lust on his young handsome face he moved the stem to my mouth and I began drawing in the thick white smoke, knowing it would help me make the decision I needed to make. “Yeah, man,” Ryan whispered. “Suck that fuck smoke in dude. Let it horn you up. Let it help you admit what you want and need. You need to get fucked. You know how it feels to fuck an ass. Now you need to know what it feels like to get your ass fucked. Your cherry cheating married ass.” Taking a second hit and hearing the nastiness of Ryan's words I reached down and wrapped my fist around Drew's thick hardon and slowly stroked it. I blew out the cloud and looking into Drew's hypnotic eyes I said, “Yes.” “Oh damn yeah!” I heard Kevin say, followed by Ryan's, “Fucking hot!” I saw a look of eagerness and lust on Drew's face, mixed with what might have been relief. But his words were spoken softly and very seductively. “Thank you, Daddy Justin. Thank you for saying I can be the first one to fuck you and breed you. I promise, I'll make sure you enjoy it and I know you'll want more.” He kissed me softly then said, “Let's move to the picnic table and get things started.” He grabbed my left hand and led me to the table, Kevin and Ryan following close behind. I was remotely aware of Drew's fingers pressing against my wedding ring on the hand he was holding and felt my cock twitch. Suddenly a thought came to me as we reached the picnic table. I needed to ask Drew something and I had to ask now before I forgot. “Was that guy...the guy you were fucking here before? Was he really your dad?” Drew smiled and took hold of one of my nips making me moan. “Would it bother you if he was?” he asked. “I...I don't know,” I answered in a guttural voice, enjoying the pleasure/pain I felt as he twisted my nip harder. “It...for some reason...it was really hot thinking you were fucking your dad and cumming in him. I don't know why but it made it even hotter and nastier.” Drew was working both nips now and my whole body was shaking. “So incest turns you on? You like the idea of a dad and son fucking, or 2 brothers?” I was jacking his hard dick now and groaned. “Oh fuck!”, I said. “So hot. So nasty but it sounds so hot!” Drew pushed me against the picnic table and eased me down on my back. My ass was resting on the edge with my feet hanging down toward the ground and Drew standing between my legs slowly stroking his meat. His other hand was fondling my balls. “You have kids don't you daddy?” I nodded, spreading my legs more to give him better access to my balls. “Yes”, I whispered hoarsely. “A boy and a girl.” “How old is your son, daddy?” Drew asked taking hold of my cock and starting to jack it. “Nineteen. He just turned 19 last month.” Drew pushed our hard dicks together and started stroking them with both hands. His eyes stared into mine and he said, “I'm 20. I could be your son. Would you like me being your son, daddy?” “Yes!”, I groaned with no hesitation. “And do you want your son to fuck you daddy? To fuck your virgin ass? Do you want your son to show you how hot and how good dirty pervy incest is?” His sexy voice, his hard young cock, his filthy words filled me with a need I couldn't resist. “Oh yes please!! Please son fuck me! Fuck your own dad's ass and cum in me! Oh please son!!!” (to be continued)

Chapter 12: Hell Weeks The next several weeks were pure hell for me as my partner and I had no anal sex. It was all about sucking his cock and dildos for me. We also started exploring new sex toys! We went to a sex shop, and had a shopping spree! My favorite new toy was called a humbler. It would lock down around my balls with arms extending under my legs. You get into doggy position before its locked around your nuts. Trust me, if you try and move your legs, it pulls on your balls pretty intensly! My partner knew that I enjoyed electro sex, so we also bought 2 electro shock collars, one for each of us! When not in public, we would wear the collars, giving each other a jolt from time to time. We could do it just for fun, or in a group situation. Now we rarely objected to either playing with others, but if we did, it was a subtle reminder to walk away! And of course, we both got some sexy leatherwear! My partner explained that he wanted a quick conversion and that it was worth the wait until his viral load was off the charts. We still continued to visit the waiter, and he would breed my partner, in hopes of adding a new strain to him. Come to find out the waiter was not strictly a top and had been continuing his chase by chasing new strains. Although he was already poz, he was one of those that the doctor told me about, poz yet still chasing. After one of their breeding sessions, we sat around the pool getting drunk. The waiter knew a little about how I became a pig, but wanted to know more. I explained how my friend led me on slowly and that once he felt I was comfortable with gay sex, he dropped the bombshell about having a special relationship with his father. He asked how I felt about that, and said I was a bit confused. The relationship part was hard to understand, but I was really curious to have sex with an older man. The first time the three of us had sex, it was really awkward seeing a dad breed his son. As I was a bit buzzed, I asked him to tell me more about his experience with his dad. He said he was young, but still legal the first time his father had sex with him. He said unlike like with my dad, his took things quite quickly with him. He said that he didn't see anything wrong with a father son relationship as he couldn't become pregnant, well at least in the traditional way. He continued by saying that he was content playing with guys his age, but the thought of his dad breeding him intrigued him. It wasnt the incest part, but he was curious how a cock bigger than his would feel in his ass. He said he knew his dad was gay, but had no idea he was poz. Knowing that I would be going through the fuk flu soon, I asked them what to expect. They said it varies from person to person and guessed that it depended on the immunity of the bottom and the viral load of the top. My partner said the best time to poz someone was when first poz, or coming off meds like him. The waiter said that his flu was particularly bad. Feeling like total shit for over two weeks. Night sweats fever, muscle fatigue and swollen glands. He continued by saying that his dad insisted in continuing to breed him throughout his flu though and that's when he had his first meeting with Tina. He continued by saying that although he enjoyed the sex with his dad, he resented him for the way it happened. He said he had no idea how bad the fuck flu would be, and the last thing he wanted was cock up his ass. Either his dad's or anyone else's. He also resented the way that his dad introduced him to Tina, by bringing him to the doctor saying he would give him a shot to make him feel better. Little did he know that the doctor was slamming him. He said he loved the way he felt after a slam, and that his father continued to slam him even after the flu. He said it wasn't long before he became an addict. He continued by saying that once he realized that, he knew he needed help. He stated he did go through a recovery program, but not through the doctor who led to his addiction. I then asked why do you still do Tina? He said unless you've been there, an addiction is hard to break. As we were all buzzed, I asked the obvious question. Why did you introduce us to Tina then? He said that although he still used it, he didn't feel he had an addiction, and knowing my partner, he knew that he truly wanted to gift me, but wasn't sure I was ready to be gifted, and that Tina might help my decision. I really don't know that's what i wanted to hear though. As such, I had one more question. I started by stating that I had made up my mind on becoming poz, and that my partner had discussed becoming addicted, and agreed to try and not become. He said that my partner had told him that, and although he supplied party favors to us, he applauded us using them sparingly. I told him that I knew he wanted to breed me during my flu, and asked if Tina would be involved? He looked me in the eyes and said absolutely not, unless I wanted it to be, and if so, ONLY after sex. A recreational use, kind of like pot. He said he realized my commitment to becoming poz was definitely there. I had some doubts there, as he said enough talk, let's smoke. I agreed, but said as long as no sex involved after. He fired up the pipe and we all enjoyed. My partner and I then retreated to the bedroom, and the Tina apparently made me to tell him I want you to breed me. To my delight, my partner said not while you are in the clouds. Deep down, I appreciated that, knowing my partner would breed me once we were out of the clouds. The next afternoon, my partner did just that. Although we've had so many sex sessions, this was undoubtedly the best! It was the first time in weeks I'd had a cock and load in me. After we finished, he said he couldn't wait for the doctor appointment ri determine our progress! Next Chapter: impregnating me

As a seasoned bare backer, I get wary as soon as someone asks me anything about my sexual health. I do everything I can to mitigate the risks to my own well-being, and in general I only want to play with others who do the same. It took me a long time to come to terms with the risks of being a cumdump, and I’m not really comfortable having sex with guys who haven’t reached that place yet. Not because I view them as inferior in any way, but because at any given point in time, I absolutely cannot guarantee they won’t catch something from me. If they’re asking me the question “Clean?” or “Are you STD free?”, it simply shows that they don’t really have a proper understanding of how STD’s work, and that basically no-one who has bareback sex more than once every 6 months or so can possibly answer that question with 100 percent accuracy. The only truthful answer is “I don’t know”, which is not what they want to hear… and to them, it just sounds like you don’t bother to take proper care of yourself. I don’t want them to think that of me, but neither do I feel like I have a responsibility to educate them further in the matter- so generally I just cease to engage. Also, I just don’t want it on my back if they do catch something from me, because I was in that place once and for most people their first STD is traumatic. Whereas if I give something to another player, it’s just a question of “Hey-ho, occupational hazard, etc” and we both just get on with our lives.

I needed money. After finishing high school, I tried to hold down a couple normal jobs, at fast food places and the like. It just wasn't for me though. I can't stand routine. So I looked into alternative ways to make money. Online searches pointed me in one clear direction; I should make an Onlyfans. I always had guys staring at me. I literally could not go to the mall alone without guys clearly staring at my chest, ass, and god forbid I sit down in a skirt. I knew there were tons of creeps who liked me, so why not make a quick buck off of them? I started innocent enough, only showing clothed pictures. They were mostly skin tight things, and soon I put up a few shots of bikinis. Guys were clambering to buy my pics, and soon they were messaging me too. I'd get things like 'FUCK you're sexy' or 'Jesus I want to pound you', and the most common 'How much can I pay to see that pussy?' I had told myself I wasn't going to post any nudes, as I didn't want my face to get out there, but some of these guys were offering $100 for each pic, and I was lucky to get five bucks off the bikini pics. I tried to tell them no, and instead go further into kinky texting with them, but that just made them want it further. I now had a couple dozen guys promising me cash for nudes. Eventually I decided 'fuck it, my family isn't going to see me anyway.' and I took put up some nudes. Within days, I had made thousands. More money than I'd had in my whole life. This was the beginning of an addiction. Over the next several months, I got good. I knew exactly what to say to make a guy cum. I had practice with all my guys fetishes, and I was starting to develop some of my own. Even when I was away from home I kept my phone on me. I'd be riding on the bus while 8 guys were texting me what they wanted to do to my body. I had gotten so used to it, I don't think I could have lived without it. I needed these guys constant affirmation, and also their denigration. Past that, I also needed their money. I had gotten used to being able to buy whatever I wanted, and I sure as shit wasn't going back to the life of a poor young woman. My life started to change after a single event in a lingerie store. I had started to frequent this place to find more outfits for my fans. As I was browsing, I noticed this guy had entered, and was staring straight at me. I kept browsing, pretending not to notice. It was extremely creepy, but I also like the attention. Have I mentioned how I need guys constantly fawning over me? A few seconds later I look back, and he's still staring. Good, let him stare. I decide to bend over to view something on a lower shelf, which not-so-subtly lifted up the back of my skirt. I turn my head slightly to see if he's watching, and he is... coming over. He is literally walking over to me. I stand up straight. I was used to guys staring at me, and they'd often cat call me, but an actual conversation? I had spent so long texting, I didn't even know if I could hold a conversation in real life. Even in the occasional videos I made, they were always one way, where I'd talk to the camera. I tried to go back to browsing, hoping he'd walk past; but no luck. He walked straight up to me. "It's me, Dan, we chat all the time online.' I recognized him now. Not from his face, I have no idea what his face looks like as he only ever sent dick pics, but I only texted a few guys named Dan, and only one was a ginger. I hadn't ever seen an actual fan in real life. I have dozens of hardcore big spenders; even with that, the country is big, what are the chances any of them would live near me? "Oh, Dan, nice to see you." "Hey, you know this place has a back, right? How about you and I go over and do all those things we always talk about?" Dan asked. This was a definite no for me. My big secret was that I hadn't actually done anything with a guy, ever. I had gotten kind of good at pretending to give blow jobs, as I often had to suck a dildo in videos for guys, but I hadn't actually ever done that before. Also, Dan was a little crusty, and old. I tried to let him down easy. "No Thanks, I tend to get the most enjoyment from sexting." Dan was indefatigable. He said "Oh I know what you mean. I never cum from in person encounters." "Never?" I asked, skeptically. "A guy like you must get a ton of girls," (this was a lie) "and I'm sure you cum for some of them." "Nope" Dan replied. "I bet even you couldn't make me cum in real life." I tried to get him to back down by stepping forward so my lips were only an inch away from his face, then grabbing his crotch area. I could feel his raging boner. "Nope, not even you." Dan said. This fucking liar. "fine, lets go." I yanked him by his collar in the direction of the backrooms. I had never been, and I was surprised at how incredibly disgusting it was. Everything looked oily, like it was covered in an almost imperceptibly thin layer of bodily fluid. Unfortunately for me, I fucking loved being near other peoples bodily fluids. I pulled Dan into a room, shut the door, and immediately pulled down his pants. I was normally the sub in these fantasies, but this guy had pissed me off AND made me horny. I needed this cum. I pulled a bottle of lube out of my purse, worked it through my hands, and started going to town. I was trying to do get him to cum with the least amount of effort, as I didn't want to lose my BJ virginity, or worse, on something like this. Dan said "oh yeah, that feels good. But I'm going to need more than that." he started to reach for my skirt, but no, he didn't deserve that yet. I grabbed his hand and put it on my tit instead, then started passionately kissing his face. He smelt as bad as he looked, but I needed this man to cum. His breathing started getting louder and louder for a bit, but then it started coming down again. Fuck, I was losing him. I decided I had no choice now. I knelt down on the ground, grasped his prick with both hands (guys like it when it seems like you're struggling with the size of their member) and I started sucking. It was slow at first, only managing to get the head into my mouth, but as I got used to the taste I started pushing it further down my throat. After a few minutes, I had worked the whole thing in and I was starting to make the motions; up and down, while sucking and using my tongue liberally. Dan put one hand on the back of my head, holding me down. I could barely breathe, but I was so turned on by his dominance finally coming out. With my head so low though, I was at an odd angle to keep kneeling, so I had to stand my feet up and lean over to get a better angle. When I did so, Dan's other hand came in, grabbed me by a leg, and pulled my ass to him. He then reached his hand under my skirt and started feeling around my panties. "Fuck your wet." Dan said. 'Fuck me' I thought he's found my secret. "If you don't make me cum with your lips, you know what we'll have to use next?" He said, as he slid on finger under my panties. Fuck. I did not want to lose my virginity here. I started sucking faster, giving all my tongue and my hands into this blowjob. Dan stuck his second finger under my panties and started fingering my pussy. I let out a loud moan as he did. Without meaning, his prick somehow slipped even further into my throat so I was full-on deepthroating him. I couldn't even breath as he is rapidly sliding his fingers in and out of my pussy while his other hand is still slamming me down on his cock. Finally, I feel him expand. I know what that means. I let out a moan of ecstasy as he explodes in my mouth. I relish ever drop of that delicious, salty victory. "God damn. That was so fucking hot." Dan said, sliding back in his seat. He looked dead from the experience. I stand up, satisfied in myself, though also extremely horny. I can satisfy myself though, as normal. I move to leave, and I notice Dan's bag by the door. It was positioned on the only other chair, and oddly, his phone seemed to be popping out of the top. I look behind me; Dan literally looks like he passed out. I decide to take a peak and I pull out his phone. As I turn it around, I realize the camera is on. This mother fucker was recording the whole thing. What the fuck?!? Well fuck him if he thinks he can record me for his own profit. I quickly send the video to me, then delete it from his phone and leave. On the ride home, I find a spot in the back of the bus and watch the video. It is so fucking hot. I could barely keep from masturbating right there on the bus. Somehow, I make it home and do my business. Afterwards, I get to thinking though, this is high quality content. People routinely paid for videos where I was only masturbating, but where I actually gave a BJ? This could be worth a shit ton. I told some of my regulars the whole story and asked what the video was worth. From their replies, I gathered that it was worth a freaking lot. I set the price at $1,000, and within an hour I had a cool extra $30k in my bank. Just to be clear, that is $30,000. Like, I've earned more than that overall, but it normally took at least a few weeks to get that much. In one night? It was insanity. And more than that, one topic kept coming back from my regulars. They loved the blow job, but they really loved the whole idea of it. This guy, fighting not to cum, and if he can actually manage, he gets further with me? Even if I don't want them to get further/ It was hot. Guys loved it. Guys were willing to pay more for it. That started my next big plan. I gave my city (which I won't give here) and I told guys to send a pic and sign up if they wanted to take a chance. It wasn't prostitution, because I wasn't charging them; I was going to make money off the video sales. Obviously, many, many guys signed up. A lot of them sent pics, and most of these guys actually looked like of hot. Like they were fit, toned, and they probably thought that was what I was looking for. Unfortunately for them, I figured that good looking guys are probably also more experienced and therefore, can last much longer. I was afraid if they lasted too long, I might have to do something I didn't want to do. Something risky. So I was looking for the least attractive. The ones that were crusty and maybe old too. It helped that I had a huge fetish for nasty men. After looking through the pics of the uglier ones, I decided on this one guy. He was black, a little older, and he looked extremely thin. Like you could see way too many of his bones. He also seemed to have a few of these weird little black marks on his body. He would do nicely. I sent him a message, and we settled on a date and decided to do it in this dank motel nearby. I realized this could be putting myself in a bad situation though, as it is even less public than the lingerie store; if he tried to force me to do things, I didn't think I could stop him. I figured out how to get around this though; instead of making the video, then selling it later, I would make it a live stream. That way, if he tried to assault me against my will, my fans could call someone to help. The day of the event was only a few days later. I got there early, to set up. I opened my live stream to look at ticket sales. I had a good 30 people watching, each for $1,000 each! God I love money. I felt kind of bad though, as I was probably going to make this guy cum in 30 seconds. It wouldn't be nearly as good as the last one. I didn't have long to ponder this, as the guy finally showed up. I asked his name, but he said I should just call him 'Tim', and he made it seem like that wasn't his real name. He had this thick accent, so I assumed he was from somewhere in Africa. I asked "Okay, Tim, would you like get down to business?" Tim said "First, you sure you can make me cum?" "You like girls?" I reply "Yes." "Then Yes, I can make you cum." I said. "And that will be quickly, yes? Before we get to the sex? I do not want to put my babies in you." This was an odd line of questioning, but I answered "Don't worry, while I'm not on birth control, I assure you it won't get that far." I had brought condoms anyway, just in case it did of course. "Oh good, but birth control wouldn't protect me from all my babies anyway." I tilted my head at him, confused. He leaned forward to clarify: "You see, I have AIDS." I stood up abruptly. I was trying to think of a reply, of a way to get out of this, but I couldn't think quickly enough. He just looked at me and said "You said you would make me cum. You promised, even. Since you can't get my disease from a hand-job, why not try that? Surely there is no harm in it?" I looked at the laptop, behind which were dozens of guys who had paid to watch this, and to whom I would have to refund if I didn't go through with it. I decided fine, I would give him a hand job, as that was safe, then I'd be done with it. I motioned him to the bed. I was wearing a loose pink skirt with a tight pink top that accentuated by breasts. Tim took off his pants and underwear, then laid on the bed next to me. I got out a bit of lube and started stroking his dick. It was surprisingly large for such a thin man, and I started using two hands to get it all. After a few minutes of stroking, Tim reached over and started fondling my breasts. He was still outside the shirt, but when he tried to go in I swatted his hand away. He said "Come on, you want me to come faster or not?" which was sound logic, so I moved my hand back to his prick and he reached inside my shirt. Within seconds he was groping my tits. He had this way of moving his finger around my nipple that actually seemed, stimulating? I moaned a little. It was at that moment that I had a realization: I was incredibly horny. I thought it was fear before, and it was, but that fear had collected itself and somehow moved directly into my pussy which was SOPPING wet. I started getting more into the hand job, actually enjoying it now. "Come on, suck it." Tim said. But I didn't want to risk it. I didn't want to risk any of his toxic cum in my body, even my mouth. "No." I said "You can make due with this." "Well at least get closer, so you can use more strength." he said, as he pushed my body closer to his dick. As I was looking at it, I knew, I really, really, wanted to suck on it.. But I wasn't stupid, so I didn't. I did get close to it though, to better worship it's glory. As I did so, I inadvertently moved my pussy closer to his face. He saw the opportunity for what it was, and with one hand he grabbed my skirt and he used the other to reach in and move my panties to the side. Within about a second he had several fingers ramming into my pussy as I hunched over his dick. He was not being gentle about it either. It felt like he was cutting my insides, but that made me even hornierrrrrrr. Fuck it, it turns out I am stupid. I thought as I leaned forward and shoved his whole cock in my mouth. I will make this man cum if it is the last thing I do. He kept up the frantic pace with his fingers in my pussy as I kept my tongue and lips working up and down his massive shaft. He was moaning a little, but not as much as he should be. "Come on, why don't we take this further?" he asked. Was this guy crazy? No way was I taking it further. Technically this wasn't even fully safe. Vaginal would be suicide. I didn't reply, I just kept sucking, hoping he'd get there. Instead, he tightened one hand around my leg and used his other to start pulling my panties down my leg. I tried to close my legs, but it was far too late, I was too thin, and they came down easily. God damn it I thought. He better not try to stick it in. I was still on top of him though, so he couldn't easily do that from this position. I decided to keep my mouth on his prick for as long as it took, to make sure he didn't try putting it in other holes. As I was thinking that, he leaned forward and started pulling up my shirt, easing my arms through. When he tried to pull it over my head, it got stuck, as I was still trying to suck him off. I realized the problem though, and decided to stop for the second it took for him to get my shirt around my head. As I stopped sucking though, he pulled my shirt over my head, then grabbed my head and shoved his tongue into my mouth. I tried to fight, but he was strong and I was weak willed. I thought about yelling out the name of the motel we were at, so the viewers could send help, but fuck he was a good kisser. He moved one hand to massage my breasts, then he moved the other to start massaging my ass, before making it's way to my pussy again. By this point, we were sitting on the bed in a puddle of my making. He stops kissing me and moves his lips onto my neck, where he starts sucking. I go to do the same, but notice those black marks from before. He stopped sucking to say 'I hope you are not off put by my affliction. It is from my AIDS." He reminded me of it so casually, but I had already started viewing it differently. It was dangerous, but it was hot. I still tried to push him away, but he said "hey, hey now. You want me to cum? You know what really makes me cum?" I stop fighting and look at him. "Eating your flower." The way he said flower was 50% sweet, 50% creepy, and 200% hot. I figured that was safe, and apparently it would make him cum, so I accepted. I laid back and spread my legs. He moved his head between my legs and while making eye contact, started his tongue around my pussy lips. He was too good. Not good at hitting the right spots; he was an expert at not hitting the right spots. He spent several minutes circling around, refusing to enter or to touch my clit. I tried moving my body in a way so his tongue hit my G Spots, but he moved his tongue away, intentionally keeping me in suspense. "Please..." I begged "Oh, you see, now you know what it is to have Blue Balls." I finally realized he had done this on purpose. Brought me to the edge, so I couldn't think straight, but he refused to go over. He kept moving his head near my pussy, and I was following his mouth with my hips, trying to give him the right angle so he could dive his tongue back in, but he didn't. Instead, he slowly crawled up to meet my lips with his own. He kissed me and started stroking my hair. At this point i noticed two things: First, his mouth seemed to have blood in it. Was that from me? Second. his dick was now only inches away from my pussy. He said "You know, there is a way we can cure both our blue balls..." "I don't want AIDS. Or any babies. Please?" "Don't condoms protect against all babies?" I figured that was true. They aren't perfect protection, but also, FUCK. I NEED THAT DICK. I reached behind the bed and pulled out a condom. He unwrapped it and put it on, then slid inside of me. My GOD did it feel good. I had never felt anything besides a dildo and that had nothing on the real deal. I started moaning loudly. I was so ready to cum. After he was in, and I was moaning like a cat in heat, I expected him to pick up the pace and start railing me, but he didn't. He started extremely slow. At first, I thought this was a sweet thing, to make sure I was ready, but after a significant period of time, he still hadn't picked up pace. I started trying to pull him up and fuck me faster. I tried to move my body down to increase the friction, but he wouldn't budge; and he kept me still. He said "You want me to fuck you?" "Yes" I begged. "Well there is one other thing that would help." "Anything, as long as you keep the condom on." I replied. "Okay, well I have a fetish. I like to be in control. Complete control." He got off me, and I felt a void as his dick left my pussy. He reached down into his bag, and he brought out a couple pairs of handcuffs and a blindfold. "No." I said, flatly. "I'm not stupid." "Oh okay, well that is good for you. I'll just leave them here in case you change your mind." Tim said, as he placed them next to me on the bed. He then got on top of me again, and slowly started teasing his dick into my hole. I started moaning ravenously, edging him onwards. I needed him to enter me now. All of him. I started begging "please. please. fuck me." "Oh, you want me to fuck you, well first, lets try these." He picked up the blindfolds had placed beside me and he moved to place them over my head. I didn't stop him. I could always take them off if I needed. As soon as they were on, the world went dark, and he finally fully entered me. Oh god he entered me. I felt his dick hitting spots I didn't know I had. He started slow at first, but started getting a little faster. As he did, I started moaning harder and harder; I could feel myself building towards an orgasm. I couldn't see or hear anything outside of this orgasmic lust as he started hammering me. Then I hear a click and I feel something close around my wrists. I move to remove the blindfold, but whatever is holding my wrists is too strong and my hands are pulled to the side of the headboard. I realize too late they're his handcuffs, and my hands are firmly trapped on either side of me. I yell out the motel name, and ask someone to come get me. Tim says "I don't know if that was a good idea..." he then pokes his penis back inside me. "besides which, I don't think it will matter at this point." His penis feels AMAZING. Like, it had felt good before, but now I can feel it's heat, I can feel my skin vibrate with the friction as he comes in and out. I start moaning, but then I realize why; he wasn't wearing a condom. "Wait," I gasp, breathless from the pleasure. "Please... condom..." "No." Tim replied. "It's far too late for that. You're a slut forever now." Tim finally picked up his pace as he started hammering my pussy. I tried to close my legs, but it was of no use, I was too weak and far too wet. I started screaming in pleasure. I could feel an orgasm coming. He started choking me. He said "No bitch, you don't cum until I do." but that just drove me crazy. He went into overdrive, thrusting his bare cock into me. I begged one last time "Please don't give me AIDS!" but his breath was ragged now. Between grunts he said "Oh no bitch, I've got a crazy high viral load, and your insides are all torn up. You're a goner for sure." At that, my body went into a wild orgasm. I started screaming in pleasure. Tim went into overdrive, thrusting his bare cock into me. I felt it expand, then Time left out a huge moan as he exploded inside me. I felt squirt after squirt of his poisonous cum coating my insides. I couldn't say anything for at least another 30 seconds though, as I was waiting for my own orgasm to subside. Finally, Tim pulled out of me and crawled off. When he did, all I felt was the emptiness. Fuck, did I want him back already? As if on command, I felt him return. "Hey baby." He said, except, there was no accent now. I couldn't tell before because of the blindfold, but this wasn't Tim. I panicked and tried to get out again, but this time I heard Tim's voice to the side. He said "I told you, you shouldn't have told them the name of the motel. Now they will show up and expect a turn. You did not really think they cared about your safety, did you/" The new guy already had his prick out and slid it into me, bare. "Nah bitch, I told you over text, you're a cock sleeve. Now you finally learn your place." The new guy started fucking me like Tim, hard and fast. After only a few minutes, he came inside me. Within seconds, someone else had taken his place. I couldn't believe this was happening to me. I was supposed to be safe? And now I had some 30 guys cumming in me in one night? I was almost certainly pregnant, with HIV, and some number of other STD's. Dear God, what have I done? At some point in the night I passed out. The next morning, I woke up and realized my hands were free. I pulled off the blindfold, but everyone had left. My laptop was still recording the live stream. I could see myself on the screen approaching it. I was covered in semen and blood. I closed the stream and considered what to do next. I wasn't sure how to feel. It was orgasmic, painful, terrifying, and somehow, I wanted it to happen again? I didn't know how to feel. I didn't get a chance either. Two days later, my mother called. One of my 'regulars' had sent my whole family the video. I hung up. I don't know what to think of that. A couple weeks later, I got the worst flu of my life. I then tested positive for HIV, and several other things. The night had probably ruined my life, but god was it fun, maybe even, freeing?

Yesterday, a guy texted me on Romeo and wanted to breed me. He was in the other sauna. I don’t like this, because it’s visited mostly by young and trendy guys who are pretty picky. But I wanted to make a try. I arrived at the sauna around 9pm. I was crowded. Full with hot young guys. The guy wrote that he would be in the pool or the steam. He definitely wasn’t in the pool, so I headed to the steam. It was full with hot guys with nice boners. We jerked each other and I was soon on my knees and let my throat fuck. I didn’t find the guy, so I went to cruise. The other part of the sauna was under lighted but I could feel other’s ass and cocks. I sucked a lot and I was sucked too even in the glory hole. I repeated this tour from the steam to the cruising are back and forth at least twice when I met this tall Asian guy. He had so beautiful toned body. We started kissing, playing with each other’s cock. I sucked him soon. I really hoped that he would fucked me. I turned back offering my hungry hole. He shoved his cock immediately. He fucked me intensely. It was amazing, especially when I heard his breath became more rapid. Then his cock started to pulsate and exploded in me. After a hot farewell kiss he went out but I was more horny. Next to me a guy stood who visibly wanted to be fucked. I stepped behind him and fucked him mercilessly until he came. I continued my tour again and again with some sucks until I found a guy in the steam. We stared each other and started to play. Kissing, mutual jerking and nipple play. We stayed at the door of the steam bath and the lamp disturbed my eyes. Since the dark part of the steam was stuffed, I grabbed his hand and pulled until we found an empty cubicle. He immediately started to suck me. When he took a short break, I started to eat his ass. He begged for my cock, so I shoved it in him. I fucked him long. I couldn’t come, so I pulled it out and started to beat it. He asked me to come onto his chest. And I did. I didn’t want to let him without orgasm, so his cock was in my mouth. I was fingering him while I was sucking his cock. He came in my mouth soon. After a while I left the sauna and headed to the cruising bar, COXX. I was eager for cocks and breeding. As I stepped into the dark room, immediately found a guy with hard cock. I was on my knees and sucked him until it was covered enough saliva for barebacking me. I turned back and put his cock in me. He fucked me long. When he finished, another guy stepped in his place. He came in me, and the third was coming. After fucked by three guys I continued my tour. After some sucking, found a guy. We started to play with each other and we started kissing. I’ve hardly met such a passionate kisser. We ate each other’s mouth, touching and stroking each other. I went onto my knees to suck him. We replaced , and he sucked me. We continued this passionate play until I tossed him onto the wall and started to eat his ass. He was moaning loudly. I pushed my cock into his hole. I fucked him long. Once my cock slipped out. He grabbed my hand and pulled me behind the metal display panel. We continued kissing and stroking each other when turned back and I fucked him more. I fucked him until he came. I kneeled in front of him and cleaned his cock with my tongue. We couldn’t get away from each other. I invited him for a drink. At the light I realised how good looking he was. And his skin! I felt how smooth it was but its colour. Like the caramel. We chatted with each other at the bar counter touching each other and kissing. I couldn’t wait until he drank his beer and continuously asked him to fuck again. We went to a cubicle and everything was repeated. In the cubicle was a bit more light and I could see his bubble butt. And his ass smoothness and his beautiful hole. I fucked him long again. Finally he jerked my cock out. He was exhausted and wanted to leave, when I saw one of my fuckbuddies at the counter. We said good bye to each other with this latino. My fuckbuddy suffered from love pain because his boyfriend moved to Vienna, and they could meet only once a month. I offered to give him some relief. We found ourselves in the middle of some guys soon. I was on my knees and he fucked my throat. After a while I stood up and pulled myself on his cock. He whispered in my ear how slutty bitch I was. He was absolutely right. I let him fuck me because I knew more guys would want to play him. I know, for relieving love pain the best cure is sex and guys. The more the merrier. I let him play ahead. I played with some guys, sucked them and had nipple play, but I felt so tired that I came home with some doses of jizm in my hole and my stomach. 😈😈😈

On our drive into the city for the baths my sheep farmer friend'⁹s eyes were more twinklie than ever. He seemed in an extremely good mood and so excited. It wasn't until well into our sex adventure that night that he let me in on the secret that had him so hyped. I had wondered if maybe he was on drugs, but learned it was the natural drug adrenaline. I had just spent three quarters of an hour strapped in a sling in the room of two huge bears. I'd been having an excellent night on the slurp ramp and was just sucking down my third tasty load when I noticed a warm wet mouth at my bare ass. I reached behind with both hands and pulled the long haired head deeper into my butt. He got the message and I was rewarded with his long tongue penetrating my hole. I just kept pushing back. A new cock arrived through the glory hole and as I went to work on it my rear fuck switched from tongue to his 5 inch thin pencil of a raw cock. Within two minutes both my holes were being freshly seeded. I felt every wet blast in my mouth and ass. That's when the bear couple decended on me and towed me off to their room. I didn't even have time to retrieve my towel. I may have already been lubed with nature's best but the first bear to enter me was 9 thick inches. He was not gentle and although this was not the biggest cock I'd been fucked by it did feel like it would tear me in two. I just kept focused on deep breathing and soon the pain transformed into that beautiful pleasure only a huge raw fuck can provide. I felt so empty when he pulled out, but not for long. Bear two was 11 inches, thicker still and upward curved in a way that stabbed my prostate every time he forcefully plunged in. I couldn't help but scream in pain and pleasure which attracted a small crowd to their open door. Between their forceful fuck onslaughts they invited onlookers to fuck and breed me making it clear no rubbers were allowed in their room and guests were not allowed to pull out and leave their room until they had made a cum deposit in me. I took five more loads in the ass before the two giant bears each flooded my dripping ass with their deluges of cum. I could barely walk back to our room as my sheep farmer friend approached me from behind. He grabbed my arm and pulled me into the area with a bank of porn screens. He pointed out a handsome tall slim guy sitting in the corner who opened up his towel just as we were looking. "Fuck! Is that a biohazard tattoo on his groin? He just gave me the most satisfying breeding in the dark room. I had to see who it was. Fuck, I have toxic cum in me. Fuck!" I led him back to our room reassuring; "That’s fuckin hot man, you're on PreP so you can take all the hot toxic loads you can get. Fuckin A!." With some panic in his eyes he responded; "I'm not chasing dude." "I didn't say you were. You're on PreP, you're safe. ... (the panic didn't leave his eyes) ... You are on PreP aren't you?You told me you were." "Awe ... um ... no that was my hubby. " "What the fuck are you talking about?" "We both went to the clinic and got the prescription. I just haven't got around to filling mine yet." "And you're letting any stranger breed you tonight?! That's called chasing my friend." "No, I don't want to get it. The thought terrifies me. In fact it's so frightening I didn't even PEP when you bred me. I knew they would also test me and I couldn't face that. Hubby just thought I went on my own and I didn't tell him otherwise. I lost a week's sleep when they tested me for the PreP prescription. I was so relieved when it came back negative." "But you let me breed you again at the artist's orgy? I don't get it. You know I'm still toxic right?" "Yeah. I just can't help myself. Fuck man, let me show you. Get your toxic cock in me, right here right now." "Are you crazy?" "Probably, just do it. Fuck me raw with your toxic dick man." He was now laid back on the bed, legs in the air, wet hole winking invitingly at me. I began to harden, stroked to full mast and plunged on in. The look of terror in his eyes transformed to extacy as his eyes rolled into the back of his head. "Fuck man. Thanks. Nothing gets me this boned and excited. Once a raw cock is in me I'm both terrified and insatiable for more. Especially the cum, I just feel so satisfied when guys dump in me." "But you know that other guys cum and my precum could be infecting you right now. Fuck, I bred you last week. " "I know. I'm terrified of getting it but I just can't bring myself to give up the adrenaline rush of fear." "Fuck man, that's sick! ... and so fuckin hot!" 'I know, eh?" "Let’s get you out in the public swing and keep you terrified. I'll do my best to give you my toxic load before we leave. " It was now after midnight and there was a great crowd. There was no trouble keeping the sheep farmer's slung ass plugged and plunged with raw cock after raw cock. I warmed a few up and took a few to completion as I encouraged the guys around the sling. I took on another three loads as our 'non-chaser' tapped out at 14 loads flooding his ass. When we got back to our room he pushed me down on my back, sucked me to full erection and quickly sat on my hard raw cock. He rode me like a bucking bronco and kept begging for my poz cum. He practically dared me to knock him up all the while fearfully proclaiming his timid assurance that he was immune to HIV. I found his talk and nervous energy so intoxicating that I soon blasted deep inside him. He spontaneously had a hands free orgasm which landed on my face and in my left eye. He collapsed on top of me and wept, huge body wrenching convulsions. My cock soon softened and slipped out of him. Copious amounts of sticky cum drained onto my groin. He didn't say a word on our long drive home. When I left him in his driveway I asked if he was okay. "I'm way better than okay. I'm terrified and I can't wait to have the next stranger flooding my ass. And taking your toxic poz cum leaves me feeling invisible! I know it makes no sense. I have 0% desire to get HIV and I have no intention of using any protection. 100 % bareback sex for this cum dump."

I can’t believe but I jus unloaded a tight smooth ass ten minutes before. I don’t know why but despite having lots of sex last night I was still horny. Originally I planned to have some rest but this hot Indonesian guy texted me that he was horny as fuck and needed immediate help. Since I am caring I couldn’t refuse his ask. So he came and I ate his hole and after a short rimjob fucked him hard until he came onto my bedsheet. We finished, he apologised for this. After it we started to chat, some kissing and stroking each other. I still had a nice boner, so I had to say that he had to leave quickly or I would fuck him. Instead of answering me he turned onto his knees and pushed up his ass. The choreography was the same. I ate his ass (I had to do this because I loved his ass) and started to fuck him from behind. After a while I turned him onto his back and continued his fucking kissing and licking his soles. I was getting closer. I turned back him again and started to fuck him like no tomorrow. Finally all my loads shot inside him. It was so intense orgasm that I hardly could breathe and all my body was trembling for long minutes.

I do this, too. I love how it melts over my dick.

I learned to be a much better top when I learned to bottom. That applies to everything sexually not just fisting. But having said that, I only have taken the first four or 5 inches past the wrist, maybe mid arm. On the other hand, I have been up to my bicep and another man’s ass.

Part 2: Between Meetings, First Time as a Cum Dump The daddy I had met went dark after our meeting. I hoped he was just busy and hadn't lost interest because of my performance. I continued looking for men online to satisfy my need for cock. My meeting with daddy had been after school on monday. On Tuesday I met two guys, one at 3:30 and one at 4:30. They were just there for head. I sucked them off in their cars and they left as soon as I swallowed their loads. Met a different older daddy on Wednesday. He was a bit out of shape and had a 6 inch cock. I could feel his belly resting on my ass while he fucked me from behind. He came in my ass and remember enjoying the squishy feeling in my underwear on the ride back. Thursday was another car blowjob. I would of been disappointed, but his load was huge. Something special happened that night. My mom told me she would be busy until 10pm the next day and asked me if I could get a ride from one of my friends. I said it wouldn't be problem and that I'd manage. I rushed to my computer and messaged a guy I'd been talking to for a while. "Pick me up tomorrow at 3:30." There wasn't anything special about him, he couldn't even host. But he had said he'd be willing to get a room at a cheap motel and I had my own plans for that room. I made a few posts and messaged a few guys. Each post read the same: Motel Cumdump Skinny smooth twink, face down ass up, taking dick tomorrow from 4 to 9pm. Looking for quick anon pump and dumps. Bareback preferred, otherwise bring your own condoms. I brought my laptop to school the next day and rushed to the meeting spot as soon as I was out. The guy picked me up and brought me to the room. We got there around 3:30. He had me naked on all fours almost immediately. We skipped the foreplay and quickly lubed up his bare cock and pushed inside. I was surprised by how hard he was fucking me. Everything else about him was average. He didn't last long tho, after 10 minutes of pretty good fucking he pulled back on hips and pushed deep. He let out a few grunts and moans. He paused for a moment then pulled his dick out. Some cum leaked out when he withdrew and felt it running down my crack. I scooped it out with two fingers and licked a big glob of cum off them. Then I turned around and licked his cum covered dick clean. He left around 4 and I booted up my laptop to find the next guy. I had about 30 messages from the prior day. So I sent each an identical reply "ready now, room 231, door is open." I hit send and used a roll of tape from my backpack to keep the door from latching while still allowing it to fully shut. I staged some lube bottles on the nightstand and climbed onto bed. I wad completely naked and on my knees with my ass in the air facing the door. My face was buried in a pillow that I had my hands tucked under. The wait felt like forever but eventually I heard the door handle jiggle. I kept my face buried when the man entered. He walked over and I heard him undo his belt. He put his cock between my butt cheeks and ground back and fourth a few times before grabbing his cock smacking it against my hole. I heard him open a bottle and take sniff. He pulled back on my hips while pushing his cock forward. He was quite large and I let out a whimper as he pushed inside. He paused for minute while I opened up for his girth. He stated slowly fucking me and tossed the bottle down next to me and said to take a hit. I hadn't tried before but I held the bottle to my nose and took a deep breath. The sudden rush made me light headed and my heart started beating faster. He stated fucking harder and said "thought that might help loosen you up." He spent the next few minutes picking up pace. I took a hit from the black bottle every few minutes. He suddenly started grunting and knew I was getting my second load. After he left I was alone for a bit. I stayed in the same position to keep as much cum in me as possible. I slid my laptop over and saw 5 new messages. I replied again, "ready now, room 231, door is open." As I hit send i heard the door open again. I heard him take his cloths off by the door and walk over. I heard the lube bottle click and the squish of him rubbing it on his cock. He slid his finger into my ass while he herded off to get himself hard. I was disappointed when I heard him open a condom wrapper but his cock still felt pretty good. After he came he asked where the trash was. I said I'd take care of it and reached back to take the used condom. After he left I poured the contents of the condom in a small glass. I had to wait a while for the next guy to show. But when he arrived he went straight to work pumping my ass with his big raw cock. I quickly picked up the cum glass and took the contents into my mouth and held it there. Every few minutes I took a hit from the bottle, holding the cum in my mouth the whole time. While he was fucking me the door opened and another guy stepped in. The first guy kept plowing my hole for a minute or two before I felt him spasm. He slowed a bit and moaned "oh yeah, take that cum deep boy." My third raw load of the night. When he pulled out the other guy was already ready and immediately took his place. I was disappointed he was wearing a condom. After he came I spit the cum from my mouth back into the glass and reached back to take the second used condom from him. When he left I poured the contents into the glass to mix the two loads. Another guy showed up and fucked with a condom. Like before I filled my mouth with the contents of the glass and held there while he fucked me only to spit it back and add a third load to the glass. There was now more than one mouthful of spit and cum in the glass. It was getting late and I was worried I'd only get one or two more guys. Suddenly, the door opened and four guys walked in together. The first got behind me and said "my friends and I have been waiting all night, we love a sloppy hole." He pushed his cock into my creamy hole and I filled my mouth with my cum cocktail. He fucked me fast, aware that my time was almost up and that I still had three more cocks to take after his. Soon enough he had filled me with my fourth load, another cock took his place. The first guy moved around to my face.. I instctivly gulped down the massive load Id been holding in my mouth and began to lick the cum from my ass off his cock. When I finished he moved away to watch the second guy finish. I took my glass and emptied the remaining cum to my mouth. After a few more minutes the the second guy moaned and pushed deep, giving my ass its fifth load. I swallowed again and started to lick the cum off the second guys cock. . The first guy reached over and took the empty glass. He held it under my hole and told me to push. I did and felt all the cum I had taken that fill the cup. I continued to focuss on cleaning the second guys cock when guy theee pushed his cock into my hole. When the second guys cock was clean he stepped back with the others. The first guy handed me the cup witch now had two mouthfuls of cum from the five guys who had creampied me. I filled my mouth again. After and the third guy creamed he moved around to get his cock cleaned. The fourth and final guy began to fuck me. I swallowed another mouthful and started to lick the cum of the next cock. When the cock was clean I emptied the rest of glass into my mouth. Before he came the forth guy pulled out and came around to my front. I swallowed and felt the first guy push back into my ass. The guy in mouth said "now you're gonna take two loads at the same time" I sucked as well as I could while the other guy pounded my ass. After a few minutes the guy fucking my moaned that he was gonna cum. Both guys pushed deep and I could feel the cum pumping in both ends. I dressed and packed my suff. The guy who paid for the room was waiting outside to drive me home. I gave him a blowjob on the ride home. I kept going when we stopped in front of my house. And after a few minutes I slurped up my last load of the night. I was disappointed that it was the weekend. My mom didn't work weekends so I couldn't easily slip out to binge on cocks and cum. But I was still excited to go online and set up next weeks meetings. I got extra excited when I opened my computer and saw a message from the daddy I had met on Monday. He said he wanted to meet again the comming Monday. To be continued...

An Audition for the Bare Fuck Club My boyfriend and I had fooled around behind each other's backs for some time. I knew he was getting fucked by other guys, and he knew I was fucking other guys too, but we kept it discreet and never really talked about it. I always played safe with other guys, but fucked my boy bare. I assumed that he made the guys fucking him wear condoms, especially after finding a half-empty box of rubbers in our closet. I was headed out of town for two weeks for a project and we agreed to video chat as often as possible. The first few days we chatted and caught up, and he always seemed focused and happy to see me. On the third day, he seemed distracted, like someone else was in the room. I made a joke that I didn't want to keep him from his date, and he blushed before making excuses and logging off. The next day, I jokingly asked how his date went. I was surprised when he said, “Pretty well. He fucked me good!” I still wasn't sure if he was serious, and I asked if he was well-hung. “Fuck yeah. He's got at least ten thick inches, and he knows how to use it!” My jaw dropped. My boy went on, “When he came in me, I swear I could feel it in my throat!” I was shocked that he had let some other guy breed him. I guess over the next few days, the guy came back, fucked him raw again, and gave him his load. A few days later the guy brought a friend along too. Both guys took turns at my boy's ass before they creamed his hole. My boy made sure to tell me in detail how they used him and how much he liked feeling their cum leaking out of his slack hole. I couldn't help but be turned on. The following day was my last full day out of town and he messaged me a pic of his ass full of hard dick, with cum oozing out of his ass and puddling on his top's huge hairy balls. I came hard jerking off to his photo. My boyfriend met me at the airport and told me he had a fresh load simmering in his gut as he drove us home. As soon as we were inside, we tore off each other's clothes. Right there in the hallway, I had him bent over the staircase railing with his jeans at his ankles and spread his cheeks. I knelt down and slipped my tongue into his loosened hole. I was rewarded with a dollop of cum. I spit it onto my dick and forced my way into his cummy hole. There was a froth of cum forming around my cock as I pounded his ass. He moaned with pleasure as I added my cum to the mix already deep in his belly. We fucked again before going to bed that night. As he cuddled with me before drifting off to sleep, he told me how glad he was that I was ok with other guys fucking him raw. I honestly told him how much it turned me on, and that I would love to watch him get fucked and take some stranger's load. A few days later, my boy arranged for his ten-inched friend to come by to breed him after work. My boy met Joe at the door and kissed him hard before welcoming him into our living room. Joe extended his man-paw and shook my hand. He was HOT. Six foot tall, in tight jeans and a t-shirt that stretched over his powerful frame. He had a trim beard and a tuft of silver chest hair peek out of the collar of his shirt. He wrapped his muscled arms around my boy's frame and lifted my boy's shirt off. My boy started chewing Joe's nipples through the shirt as he unbuckled Joe's jeans and shucked them to the floor. Out plopped a beautiful hardening cock. My boy expertly deep-throated Joe's tool as he fished out his own dick. When Joe was fully hard and his cock shining with spit, he flipped my boy over the arm of the sofa. He jammed his bare cock without warning into my boy's raw ass. I was mesmerized as I watched Joe's powerful ass ram into my boy's body. I fisted my own cock as I watched Joe pump away. My cock was oozing pre-cum as I watched Joe's pace quicken. I crept closer to watch Joe's dick plow my boy bare. All the while, my boy was whimpering, “You gonna breed me, you sick fuck? Gonna give me your load? Gonna fill that hole?” Each time, Joe grunted back, “Fuck yeah, man. Gonna fill you up!” As Joe's pace sped up, his shirt crept higher on his muscled ass revealing a small black tattoo. My heart stopped as I recognized the symbol to mean BIOHAZARD. This hunk fucking my boy's bare ass was POZ! I wanted to cry out to let my boy know the danger he was in, but before I could say anything, Joe threw his head back and growled as he pumped his toxic seed into my boy's bare hole. I was silent until I realized that I had blown my load all over the floor. Joe withdrew his cock with a squishy plop and grabbed the back of my head. He forced my face into the diseased seed leaking from my boy's hole. I couldn't help but lap it up. I was about to swallow when he pulled me to my feet and drove his tongue into my mouth, sucking out and swallowing his own POZ cum. My boy collected himself and asked me if watching him get fucked bare was everything I thought it would be. I gestured to the puddle of my cum on the floor to answer and he dove down to lick it up. Joe excused himself to the bathroom to clean up a bit, and I took the chance to ask my boy if he had seen Joe's tattoo. He told me frankly that he had, and he knew what it meant, and that he was willing to take the risk of POZ seed if that meant he got more loads. I was still trying to process that my boyfriend had been knowingly taking POZ cum in his ass, and was planning on continuing, when I realized that Joe had come back into the room. Joe smirked at my naivety and asked if I was okay with what had just happened. I told him that I knew he was taking loads, but didn't know he was fine taking POZ loads. He told me that it was a natural progression, and taking POZ cock was bound to happen sooner or later if a bottom didn't demand his top use a condom every time. Even though I knew I should be outraged, my cock was telling a different story. I was rock-hard and drooling pre-cum. Joe reached out and stroked my dick, asking if we wanted to hear about a club he was in. My boy and I were all ears. Joe told us that he belonged to the Bare Fuck Club, an exclusive audition-only group of guys who liked to give and take raw loads. Some were POZ, but most were NEG. For these guys, it was about cum, not status. Every member agreed to a no-questions-asked / no-loads-refused policy. My boy was panting at the thought of being in such a club. He asked Joe what the audition entailed. Joe said he would put us in touch with the audition committee and they would be in touch. A few days later, we were sitting together in our living room, waiting for two strangers to come over and meet with us. I knew from their message that at least one of us would have POZ seed in our holes before the night was through. To be continued...

Thank you. The feedback is appreciated

So do I. We can't control the actions of others, but we can control our own. Take every precaution available, and then decide if you're comfortable with doing what you want to do. In other words, take the responsibility away from the trick, and shoulder it yourself.

No, it is not a brother and the OP's intent is based on a flawed tenet. If one goes to a brothel and pays the one running the brothel money (in the form of a cut from the paid sex worker e.g.) it is money that is exchanged for sex. If I go to the baths and pay money for my admission, I am offered no guarantee of anything other than my locker or room and a towel. I am not guaranteed sex nor even a flirtation as too many people who have frequented these places on an off night can attest. There is not even a guarantee that anyone else will be in the bathhouse.

@ellentonboy You are totally misconstruing the intent of the OP. The argument is that even though the people providing the sex aren't getting paid, because the owners/operators of the bathhouse are getting paid, it is tantamount to a brothel. @ErosWired is not promoting or advocating anything that is not currently taking place. He is describing a possible interpretation of the existing nature of bathhouses and their operations.

Ah- so glad I’ve joined the club… I’ve been downvoted by @dmvnewbietoo! @dmvnewbie, would you mind explaining your reasoning behind all these downvotes? Many contributors in this thread have gone to the effort of setting out their opinions thoughtfully and at length, including myself. Your own contribution amounts to 6 words. It’s obviously a subject you feel very strongly about, but you need to justify all those downvotes with more than just that. We wait with bated breath, so that we too may be given the right to reply to your own arguments on the matter.

Whether or not I’m into FTM (and yes, I’ve had a couple of very intense and satisfying experiences), you identify as male and you prefer to get fucked raw. So yes, you are welcome here. My bigger issue,however, are the first 4 letters of your sign-in. Please be sure you have read the T&Cs of this site.

I rarely get hard when bottoming. I've tried taking viagra a few times so I could get hard while bottoming but no success. It actually bothers me that majority of the time I can't get hard, even when the sex is really good. Now I noticed I can get hard when getting fucked if my nipples are played with.

I started sucking and fucking when I was 12-13. I loved to fuck. But one weekend while I was 15 years old, I was sucking off one of my teammates. And I’m not sure what prompted it, but I turned him around and stuck my face up his ass crack. It was perfect aim because my tongue reached out and immediately connected with his butt hole. From that moment, I have been addicted to Ass. I like playing with an ass and I like playing in an ass. This thread just reminds me all over again what a beautiful and sleazy part of a man’s body his ass is!

I am totally 50-50 versatile. And even when I’m bottoming, my dick usually stays hard. However there are times where my top is giving me such an incredible fuck or fisting, that my body is on full sensory overload in my ass. And I may lose my erection. But that in no way should reflect on me is not being turned on and it should not reflect on him for being anything less than a talented top. I learned a long time ago that it makes me no less of a man to be on the bottom. And along those lines, it makes me no less of a man to be having pig sex without an erection.

Just do what feels right for you. No need to ask the hive mind. Do what makes you happy … Isn’t that the whole goal of the uninhibited and nasty sex all of us like? I’m not sure what it is about you, since I know very little about you and only have seen the one picture in your profile, but you absolutely send shivers through my balls and up my spine when I read your posts. And this reply is one of the most erotic I’ve seen from you.

If you are truly concerned about HIV, you need to take care of yourself, instead of relying on others to take care of you. What type of evidence would you want? These days, anything can be faked. Even if he showed you his prescription of PREP, do you know if he is taking it? Put on a condom, or get on PREP yourself.

You yourself should go on Prep if you are not already... As a reminder - it won't stop other STD's. Then stop asking because most are tops on Prep or Poz but medicated and thus undetectable so near to entirely safe... Poz guys not on meds will still be safe if you take your Prep diligently and the risk is almost nil.. People don't want too much drama... If you want to stay safe, rubber up or stay out of the sex groups.

Yesterday, I got to eat cum out of a cute 21 yo, bearded, big-dicked cub’s treasure trail. It started out kissing. Then a little head swap. Then I got him on his back, legs up, ass out and ate his hairy hole getting it ready to fuck, pushing in my spit. He was more anxious to get on with it than I was. He’s a newbie. Last two times we fucked, I got in and out and left my seed in him asap. He didn’t cum. But the seed was planted, and he wants more raw dick. This time my goal was to get him to enjoy the fuck. Sure enough, I press into him using only spit and precum for lube. I start stroking in and out. I get my rhythm and grab his dick. Give a stroke. He say’s “Stop!” Too late. His load’s pumping out in my hand and his ass is flexxibg around my bare cock in it. I am all good if he wants to stop there. Mission accomplished. ”No” he says “keep going.”. So I do. I scoop up part of his load, pull out mostly, lube my shaft with it, and push back in. He’s talking about me breeding him. I’m talking about fucking him with his own cum. I say I’m going to cum. I start pushing deeper and doing tiny strokes deep as I can. “That’s where I want to cum,” I say. Dirty boy pulls me in wanting it. And POW my dick blows its load inside him. He says he can feel it pulse. After . . . after I pulled out and collapsed. We laid there kissing and talked a bit. That view down his torso . . .I have a thing for treasure trails anyway . . . but his matted in his cum was too hot! I licked it, rubbed some in my beard, and kissed him hard.

Part 9 Breathing heavily from the intense fuck I'd just given Ryan I pressed against his strong sweat-covered back, riding the high of the most enjoyable physical pleasures I'd ever known, reveling in the feel of my cock (still hard!!) inside his muscled chute coated with the warmth of my own cum spewed into him. But besides the physical sensations, I was aware of a different kind of reveling and enjoyment. A feeling, an attitude, bordering on getting turned on more and more by all the raw uninhibited mansex. Cheating on my wife but not just cheating like I know husbands do all the time, but cheating on her with other MEN and quickly feeling the need to have more of it. And more of the smoke - Tina, Drew had called it. It made all the dirty sex and unfaithfulness to my wedding vows somehow more exciting and seductive. And I had to admit I liked those thoughts and feelings! Starting to come down from my cum high I also became aware of another feeling that I was beginning to enjoy. The feel of Kevin's wet cockhead rubbing teasingly across my sweaty pucker, along with the feel of his tongue, lips and teeth nipping at the sensitive skin on the side of my neck. I moaned, louder than I realized until after the fact, recognizing at the same instant that all 3 of us had lost ourselves in our own sex play and forgetting all about Drew temporarily. That thought had just crossed my mind when I heard, “Whoa! What do we have here?!”, Then, “Hey Daddy Justin. Looks like you've been having a fun time!” I lifted my head from Ryan's shoulder and opened my eyes. Standing right next to me was Drew. Still naked, still hard and still making me want him again. And holding a nicely loaded glass pipe and lighter in one hand. Before I could even gather my thoughts to say anything, Drew said, “Here Daddy have some more fuck smoke. I know you've already had some today if you're playing with these two pigs! Haha! And I know you want more. I remember how much you liked it last week at my place,” he said in a low sexy voice. He placed the stem between my lips and started heating the contents and I immediately started drawing in the thick white smoke without hesitation. The smoke and clouds that Drew had introduced me to a week ago I naturally connected in my mind to all the forbidden and “wrong” and exciting things I did with him then and that I had been doing with Ryan and Kevin today. I wanted as much of the smoke as I could get if it meant more of all the hot sex these studs had shown me so far. Keeping his eyes locked on mine as I continued inhaling, Drew spoke to Ryan, whose ass was still filled with my hard cock. “So, cuz, how'd you like getting fucked by my sexy Daddy Justin? Knows how to use an ass pretty good for a beginner doesn't he?” Drew smiled at me as he said the last words and I felt my cock twitch inside Ryan's wet hole. Ryan clamped his ass muscles tight around my cock as Drew put the pipe stem to his lips and lit it for him. After blowing out a huge white cloud Ryan said, “Aw hell yeah cuz! His cock is made for fucking ass! And he dumped a big load of his married cum in my guts! I could feel every shot!” Ryan looked at me and said seductively, “You can fuck me anytime you want to, daddy. And breed me every time.” Drew put the pipe back at my lips and smiled at me as he answered Ryan. “Tell me about it bro! He filled me up with THREE fucking loads last week and I felt all of them. Three hot thick loads of his daddy cheating married party cum!! It was fucking perfect!” Looking at Drew's face I exhaled a thick cloud of the sweet smoke directly at his hard dick and as if I'd done it all my life my mouth followed the path of the cloud and for the first time in a week I had Drew's wet steel-hard dick in my mouth again! I moaned in satisfaction as I tasted his flesh and juices once more. I felt Drew's fingers stroking my hair and the side of my face as he pushed himself deeper towards my throat. “Aw fuck yeah daddy! I fucking love your mouth! Suck my big hard dick daddy. You like sucking your son's cock? The cock that you make so hard for you by letting me know how much you want it?” Caught up in the moment and my mind and cock being led by the Tina, I didn't even give any thought to the subliminal manipulation Drew was working on my mind and life-long ideals of right and wrong and morality. My focus was totally on pleasing the young stud who now had his cock in my throat and who wanted to be my son. I would do whatever I could to please my sexy son. Sliding my mouth off of his spit-covered cock I looked into Drew's eyes. “Fuck yeah son! Daddy loves sucking and tasting my boy's meat and dick juices. I want to make you feel so so good son!” Kevin, who at some point during all this time had finally released his hold on me pulled my face toward his and wordlessly pressed his lips against mine, followed by his tongue and the lungful of the smoke he had obviously just inhaled. I sucked the smoke in hungrily, sucking on his tongue as we ground our hard cocks against each other. Breaking the sloppy kiss, my body and mind and dick at a height of excitement and lust I'd never reached before, I looked at the 3 spun naked masculine men around me and spoke in a voice thick with smoke and raw animal hunger. “Damn guys! You are the hottest sexiest and wildest I couldn't have even imagined! You make me want to do everything we can with each other. I want to make all of you feel as fucking good as you make me feel.” I stopped my gaze on Drew and reaching out to stroke his hard young cock I said, “And I want to please you son any way I can. Daddy wants to make his son feel better than he ever has.” Drew pulled me tight against his toned hard smooth flesh. I felt both of his strong hands grab my muscled butt and knead my asscheeks as he licked my lips. He pulled back from my face just enough to let us look into each other's eyes. His were dark and enticing and seemed to be filled with a burning need. “I know what would really make me feel better than anything else Daddy.” Playing with his hard nips I answered, “What son? Daddy wants you to have it.” I felt Drew's hands tighten their grip on my butt. “I want to fuck you Daddy. I want to be the one to take your virginity. I want you to feel the hard cock that you and mom made pushing inside your cherry married ass and hear you beg for your own son's cum. Will you do that for me Daddy? Please?!!” My cock throbbed almost to the point of hurting when he said this. Oh fuck! I said to myself. (to be continued)

Part IV Brent kissed me gently and stood me up, my knees wobbly from nervousness and excitement. He guided me towards the stairs and stopped at the bottom step as his cummy dick pressed against my sloppy hole and he wrapped his arms around me, whispering “You know, you and your boy are both very lucky to have each other.” With that he turned me around to face him and kissed me again, adding “with some couples, one is clearly more interested in joining our Club than the other one, and that can ruin a relationship.” I nodded as he continued saying “this should bring you and your boy closer than ever as you go through this experience together, and it will be my pleasure to be part of that process.” His cock was getting hard again as he turned me around and gestured upstairs. As rough as Brent had been with me, I figured he would be practically raping my boy by now, but I was surprised to hear no sounds at all as we approached the bedroom door. Brent stepped to my side and placed his hand on mine as I turned the handle and opened the door. There, in front of me, on our bed, my boy was face down with a jockstrap shoved in his mouth as a gag. Sam had his ass up in the air as he held his face down and jackhammered into his hole. Only the sound of heavy breathing, balls slapping sweaty ass, and my boy's whimpering filled the room. Sam looked up and grinned at me and Brent. “Good thing Brent leaks a lot! He lubed him up good for me!” I knew then that Brent had fucked him, and bred him with his POZ cum. My boy tried to raise his head to look up, but Sam held it firmly down as he slammed into my boy's hole. Sam continued saying “Yeah, his style is different than mine, but Brent sure can fill 'em up! But so can I!” With that, he fucked hard and then held his hips still as he shot his load deep into my boy's guts, gasping the invitation to me “Get over here and have a look.” Sam pulled his cock out of my boy's ass. His pubes were matted with sticky froth that must have been Brent's toxic load working it's way out of my boy's hole. My boy's ass was red and puffy, and his hole was much more open than I had ever seen it before. Sam grabbed my head and shoved his sticky dick down my throat. “You gonna gag on that cock? Gonna choke on my stick?” I was too busy sucking cum from his dick and swallowing it down to even think about gagging. Sam pulled out and forced my head into my boy's ass. I lapped away as my boy groaned and squirmed around. Sam got behind me and lined up his still-hard cock with my own cummy hole. Sam entered me, and I was glad to have Brent's load in my as lube, or I would have really been in pain. As Sam commenced fucking me hard, Brent got down and swallowed my cock, holding my dick deep in his throat. Meanwhile Sam's pistoning made me more or less fuck Brent's mouth. My boy had rolled over and was working his fingers in and out of his sloppy ass with one hand as he jerked his straining cock with the other. Brent pulled off of my gasping for air and motioned for my boy to take his place. My boy blew me for a minute but Sam's erratic action made it hard for him to wrap his lips around my dick. Instead, he spun around and sunk his ass down onto me. Sam was practically screwing my boy again as it was his thrusts that were fucking us both. It was too much for me to handle, and I fired off, adding my load to the two already deep inside my boy's savaged hole. When I came, my ass spasmed and sent Sam over the edge for the second time in five minutes. I now had two loads oozing out of my ass, at least one of which was POZ. The four of us were covered in sweat. Brent and Sam gave each other a wide grin, and Sam commented “Well, looks like they passed to me.” Brent raised his eyebrows and trailed his fingers from his hairy chest down to his ass as he spread his legs and fingered his own hole. “Almost, but there's still something left. We need to know that they're good tops as well.” Sam eagerly got on his knees and repositioned Brent. They were facing each other across the mattress with their sweaty asses up in the air. Brent took my hand and guided me behind him. Sam wiggled his ass as my boy got the clue that it was his turn to top now. In that moment, I realized that I had never seen my boy top, nor had I even ever heard him talk about it. I worried that he might not be able to get it up. My fears were quickly allayed as he spit on his cock and forcefully slid into Sam's ass. I had my boy's ass juices and my last load to lube me up, and I entered Brent as gracefully as he had entered me less than twenty minutes earlier. Sam squealed louder than expected as my boy returned the hard fuck he had just received. Brent craned his neck to smile up at me, saying “You're doing a great job, but I want to see how good your boy fucks too.” Without any further invitation my boy pulled-out of Sam and we switched places. Sam's ass was chunky for such a fit guy, and I loved rolling his cheeks around in my hands as I plowed into him. Sam and Brent kissed hard as my boy and I locked eyes. He nodded his head as he was ready to cum and fired off inside Brent's ass, and seconds later I blasted my load into Sam. The four of us collapsed onto the bed in a cummy, sweaty heap. About an hour later we had all showered together and cleaned up. We went back downstairs where we each had another cocktail. Brent and Sam gave us paperwork to sign including legal waivers, and also provided the address and time for the next Bare Fuck Club meeting. We knew we wouldn't miss it for the world. We kissed goodbye on the steps and Sam and Brent left. My boy and I fucked again that night. He told me what had happened that evening from his perspective and I did the same. My boy told me that Brent had revealed to him that both Sam and Brent were in fact POZ, as was nearly every member of the Club. Brent had been just as gentle with him as he had been with me. Brent also revealed that he was likely the one to have POZZED Joe. Sam had told him that his specialty was roughing up NEG asses so POZ seed could do it's work. I knew our NEG days were numbered, but it hardly mattered. We were going into this Club together. We were both looking forward into our Bare Fuck Club initiation.

Glad you guys are enjoying this storyline... Part III My boy followed Brent up the stairs to our bedroom as Sam got up and sat down beside me. “I imagine they'll need about fifteen minutes for the next part of the audition, so we've got some time to get to know each other,” he said, as his leg brushed against mine and he slapped my inner thigh with his hand. “Mind if I ask some questions about your sexual skills and experience?” “Sure,” I answered. “Ever been in an orgy?” “No, not yet.” He made a mark on his pad. “Ever felched a hole before sharing your boy's ass with Joe?” “Not on purpose. But I'm sure I ate my boy's hole once or twice when there was already cum in there.” He made another note. “Ever suck a cock that might be POZ?” “Not yet,” I answered, waiting for him to take note of my response. “Want to try?” Sam leered at me as he put down the clipboard, spread his legs, and forcefully guided my hand to his crotch. He thrust my hand to his belt, and helped me unbutton his jeans, releasing a thick uncut cock. “Get to it, slut.” I crouched between Sam's muscular thighs and he forced my head down into his crotch. “Make my dick nice and wet. It's gonna fuck at least one hole tonight!” I slobbered all over Sam's cock, and fished out my own hard-on. My mind reeled with sex as I breathed in the scent of Sam's crotch and swallowed his dick. I knew at the very same moment, there was a good chance that my boy was blowing Brent. I sucked Sam off for a few minutes. I have always loved giving head, and I wanted to make a good impression. Sam was running his fingers through my hair and even pulling it as he led my head up and down, completely controlling the pace. After a bit, he held my head with one hand on my throat and kept my head still. He POUNDED my throat until I was gagging. “You're doing well man. Just let me use your throat. You want to be used, don't you?” Sam yanked my shirt over my head and leaned forward so he could stick a spit-moistened finger in my ass. I tensed as his first knuckle jammed into me. I started moaning so much that I must have been giving a really shitty blowjob. Sam spun me around so my face was on the floor and my ass was up. He dove between my cheeks and roughly licked my ass with his fingers and his tongue. I tried turning my head to see if he was getting ready to fuck me, but he used his free hand to hold my head to the floor as he stuck three fingers of his other hand painfully inside me. Sam released my head as he got to his knees behind me and teased my ass with his raw cock. He slid up and down my crack. I squirmed around until his head was right at my hole. “You trying to get me to fuck you?” “Uh huh” I grunted. “Take your time. I'll take your ass when I'm good and ready.” “Fuck yeah,” I moaned, adding “it's your's to take!” I couldn't believe I was giving into being a bottom pig for a total stranger who was very likely POZ. My knees were weak and I could feel myself shivering a bit knowing very soon I would be full of raw dick. Sam slapped his tool against my hole a few times and I could feel his precum dripping into me. He jabbed the head in just until my ass closed around his mushroom. I started to push back on his cock, and he pulled out. “Dude, I know you think this is about you, but it's not. Be patient.” Just then, I heard a chuckle from the staircase. I looked up to see Brent coming down the stairs alone. He was dressed but had removed his tie, and unbuttoned and untucked his shirt. Brent stood me up and chastised Sam, “Go easy on him. He's new to all this.” Sam immediately grabbed his clipboard and made a note. “Now go upstairs,” he told Sam, explaining “the boy is ready for you.” At that point, I didn't know how far Bent had gone with my boy's part of the interview, but I figured they hadn't fucked since he was still dressed. Sam shucked off his jeans in a pile at the base of the stairs, and eagerly bounded up towards the bedroom. I knew he would be rough-fucking my boy raw within minutes. Brent wrapped his arms around me and gave me a bear hug. “Your boy did very well. I'm sure you'd be proud of how well his portion of the audition went. You're a lucky man.” I beamed with pride knowing that he approved of my boyfriend. “Did you fuck him?” I asked. “Maybe, maybe not yet. But I'm down here with you now. Let's talk about you.” Brent's tone was completely different than Sam's: he was more experienced and more even-tempered, just as sexy but in total contrast. Brent leaned forward and kissed me. He was making love to my mouth as his hands explored my chest, tweaking my nipples and working lower until they found my rock-hard cock. He sat me down on the sofa and went down on me, gingerly lapping at my balls and going lower as he slowly raised my legs until my hole was exposed to him. He gently licked my ass and made wider and wider circles as I relaxed. He worked in a finger or two without me feeling any pain at all. I felt myself melting into his hand. Brent stood up and began taking off his clothes. “You know what Sam is doing to your boy right now, don't you?” “I bet he's pounding him hard.” “Probably. Are you sure you're ok with that?” “Yes. I'll be more ok with it if you fuck me right now.” Brent smiled down at me as he opened his trousers and revealed a beautifully long thin shiny wet dick. When I saw it, I wondered if he had already fucked my boy. He spit on his hand and lubed his cock. He gently leaned into me and without feeling any pain, I took his entire length, balls deep. He eased in and out of me until my ass was spasming with pleasure. Brent kissed me, filling my mouth with his tongue as I melted completely into him. His pace increased, but he was tender as he fucked me. It was more like making love than I had ever experienced with my boyfriend, completely different than the brute animal energy I had received from Sam. “Do you want me to cum in you” he asked. “Yes. I want to feel your cum in my ass. I want to join your Club and let all of the guys fuck me!” His pace quickened. “Even the POZ ones?” “YES! Especially the POZ ones!” “And your boy? Do you want him to take our loads too?” “YES! Give us both your seed!” His pace slowed until he stopped, holding his pulsing dick deep in me. “You want us to give you both our POZ seed?” “YES! Give us your POZ seed!” He pumped slowly as he kissed me and then withdrew his cock. “I already have.” I knew in that moment that he was POZ. And I knew that he had cum inside me. My head swam as I realized what I had allowed to and even encouraged happen. “Want to go upstairs with me and see how Sam is getting along with your boy?” To be continued...

Here's Part II of at least III... My boy and I sat sipping our cocktails as if nothing was out of the ordinary. In truth, we were about to be 'auditioned' for participation in the Bare Fuck Club. Two strangers were coming over to see if we had what it takes to become members. In the days leading up to this, my boy sprung wood every time I brought it up. I had fucked him hard as he begged for my load, telling me how much I was going to love watch other guys breed him. So, there we sat, eager and waiting. I suspected one or both of these guys might try to fuck my boy, or me, or both of us. Right on time, the doorbell rang, and my boy jumped up to answer. He threw open the door and his jaw dropped as he stared at the strangers on our porch. The older of the two men extended his hand and introduced himself. “I'm Brent, and this is Sam. We're here to speak to you about membership in our club.” My boy nodded silently and invited them in. Brent was about 6'-2”, probably early 50s, with salt-and-pepper greying temples, dark brown hair and eyes, and a powerful frame barely contained in a well-tailored three-piece suit. Sam was mid-20s, and very butch, with buzzed dirty blond hair and a closely-trimmed beard. He was wearing tight jeans tucked into shiny black boots with a nice collared shirt and a blazer. We sat them down on the sofa and offered them a drink. While my boy excused himself to mix two Manhattans, Brent started telling me about the Club. “A bunch of guys have been getting together regularly for over ten years now. We've been inducting new members as guys move on or get too sick to play. There might be ten guys at a meeting, or there might be twenty, depending on the season and their schedules.” My boy reappeared with the drinks. Brent went on. “The rules are simple. There are no tops or bottoms. Of course some guys mostly top, and some guys mostly bottom, but there's no getting away from taking a load every so often.” Sam took over the narrative, “Like me, for instance. I love fucking a cummy hole as much as the next guy, but how could I ever turn down Brent's load?” He chuckled. Their banter sort of reminded me of smooth-talking car salesmen, only really sexy and really dirty car salesmen. Brent opened his briefcase and took out two clipboards, handing one to Sam. Brent smiled at my boy and said, “I hear you've been taking Joe's loads?” My boy nervously cleared his throat. “Yes. That's right.” “You'll remember his tattoo. Some guys in our Club have their status plainly visible, but most do not.” “Um hmmm.” “And how long have you been taking raw loads?” My boy blushed and hesitated. Sam smiled and leaned forward, putting his hand on my boy's knee. “Look. If you guys want to join, you've got to be totally honest and upfront with each other... and with us...” My boy coughed a little and looked over at me. “Well, we've been together seven years. About three or four years ago, I hooked up with a friend while my boyfriend was out of town. I didn't tell him, and the secrecy made it hotter. I've probably fooled around with another guy every three months or so since then.” Brent made a notation on his clipboad, asking, “And did they all fuck you raw?” “Well, no, not at first. Okay, maybe every so often, I'd get caught up in the moment and let someone breed me.” Brent interrupted, “And how did that happen?” “Well, once, I let a guy take the condom off because he couldn't stay hard with it on.” Sam smiled, “Once?” “Well, more than once.” “And how did taking their loads behind your boyfriend's back make you feel?” “SO dirty... and so sexy.” “So you've taken, how many loads would you say in the past five years?” Brent asked. “Dozens. And I always felt guilty about it, but I was so hungry for cum I just couldn't stop.” Brent turned to me, asking, “And how did you find out that your boyfriend was cheating on you?” Now it was my turn to clear my throat. “I came home once early from a business trip, and saw my boy kissing a hot stranger on our porch as I drove up. I circled the block wondering what to make of what I had just seen. When I parked in the driveway, the guy's car was gone, and my boy was in the shower. I found opened condom wrappers in the bedroom trashcan. It sort of turned me on, so I got in the shower and fucked him.” “Bare?” Brent asked. “Yeah. We've always fucked bare.” “And you assumed you were the only guy fucking him bare?” “Well, yes...,” I started. Sam smiled saying, “Listen, anyone who will take one guy's raw load will take anyone's raw load.” He went on, “And you've cheated on your boyfriend too, am I right?” “Yeah, but only with condoms.” “Always?” “Well, almost always.” “Aha! Now we're getting somewhere!” Sam started making notes on his clipboard. “And how did that happen?” “Well, I travel a lot for work, and I was out of town for a month on a big project. One night in the hotel bar, this really cute frat boy somehow convinced me to buy him a drink. One drink turned into several as he told me about his girlfriend, and their problems. After the fourth or so beer, he somehow invited himself back to my room, and somehow, he wound up bouncing up and down on my dick. It all happened so fast.” “And did you breed him?” “I did breed him.” Sam made a note of that. Brent cross-examined me, “And how did you feel watching your boyfriend take Joe's cum?” “Fucking hot!” I smiled, adding "It was so sexy seeing him give over to his inner cumlust!” “Did it bother you that he hadn't told you about taking stranger's cum sooner?” “Well, maybe, but now it's out in the open.” “And are you prepared to see him take more cum?” I hesitated... “I think so...” “You've got to be sure,” Brent said, “for instance, would you be okay watching him take my load?” “And/or mine,” Sam interjected. “I would be okay with that,” I answered. Sam smiled at me and my boy, “Tonight?” “Any night,” I honestly responded. Brent wrote something down. “And would it bother you to know that one of us might be POZ?” “No,” I answered, remembering what Joe had said. “If my boy takes raw cock, he's going to get some POZ cum in his hole sooner or later.” Brent nodded and wrote that down. Sam asked my boy, “And would you be okay knowing your boyfriend might also take POZ cock?” My boyfriend nodded saying, “Yes. I've always fantasized about watching him bottom!” I had fantasized about that too, but I thought it so strange that we were having this conversation for the first time in front of two strangers, at least one of whom was likely to be POZ, and was also likely to fuck my boy bare that very night. It was Brent's turn to question me. “And would you also be okay taking POZ loads?” “Well, it's bound to happen sooner or later if we join the Club, so yeah. I think I could take a POZ load.” My boy seemed to let out a gasp of relief. Brent turned back to my boy saying, “And am I correct in assuming that you would also be alright with that?” “Oh fuck yes!” he said without hesitation. Sam noted my boy's response and adjusted the growing bulge in his jeans as he asked me, “So I know you've come to grips with your boy taking raw loads with you out of the picture, and Joe tells me you loved watching him take his load. How do you think you would feel getting fucked with your boy watching?” I thought for a moment before replying, “It would make me so hot.” Sam continued, “And what if you were both getting fucked at the same time?” “That would be great.” “What if he was getting fucked alone while you were unaware. Would that upset you?” “Not if I knew about it afterwards.” Brent asked my boy the same question. My boy grabbed my hand and responded right away, “I would love to know he was getting fucked and filled with cum, even if I wasn't there to see it.” He took my hand and thrust it into his crotch. Brent made note of that and spread his knees so that my boy and I could both see an impressive hard-on snaking down his left leg. Brent looked directly at my boy as he reached for his cock, stroking it through his trousers. “I think that wraps it up for the joint portion of tonight's audition.” He then looked at me, “I'd like to have a few minutes alone with your boy for the next line of questioning.” I agreed and my boy led Brent up the stairs to our bedroom... To be continued...

I'd be really interested to get everyone's opinion. A number of years ago I was a total bottom, then I became versatile for a while, then pretty much 100% top for a long time. Earlier this year I decided I was becoming bored with topping all the time and set myself a goal of getting back to bottoming and becoming a total cumdump. It's fair to say I'm making reasonable progress (although the load count is still a bit low), but it's really only on a weekend I can get my arse out there to be used and filled with cum. Prepping obviously takes a while and after a day at work it's not always practical. My question is this - do you think I should just discipline myself to really just be a pig on the weekend and abstain during the week, or occasionally still load a bottom if I'm horny after work, just to unload my balls and gain some relief?

I’m 6’. That’s another theory shattered…

I keep saying this. . They always say shit I'm clean wbu? Yeah I wash fool. . u run the risk of getting herpes HPV and others with or without a condom. Every time u lay down to fuck it's a risk. Ppl will give you what they got regardless. Rubbing an infected cot on your mouth, your holes and still put on a condom. It's nothing u can do. Then the female condoms are not pleasant at all with a 23% fail rate. Plus u literally don't have any lube making sex unbearable cuz I mean u ever fucked a sandpaper before. It's not fair. But hey the best protection is no sex. And let's be serious. Yeah right.

There is nothing wrong with asking for proof. I saw some guys say he would think you are calling him a liar. Well guess what, most of us are liars. I have lied to many people about my status. The one advise I always give guys is don’t ask for status, just assume they have something. Rather than asking his status, protect yourself. Do not take anyone at their word.

Interesting ideas. I hadn't really intended a sequel to this, especially being as how it was derived... but I will think about what the possibilities might be...

Your post, and poll, suggest that you are approaching the whole question with absolutist thinking, i.e., that you have to occupy one absolute state at a time, exclusive of the others - either you must be s complete Top and work toward getting there, or total bottom and strive to reach that, or occupy a vers position that forces you to always flip. The telltale sign of this is the reference in third poll option to a “genuine cumdump”. (As if there were such a thing.) There are total bottoms and Total Tops. They don’t have to work toward being those things or struggle to remain them, because they are them. It doesn’t occur to them to do the other thing. I am a total bottom. It never, ever, enters my mind to Top someone. It’s an alien thought process. I imagine Total Tops simply never entertain the thought of taking a cock up. the ass; it would be absurd to them. A vers person, however, has latitude to imagine different ways of being. A vers person may decide to knock off bottoming for a year, becoming a functional Total. Top, or vice-versa, while retaining the option tho change his mind tomorrow. There’s no need to work toward it; you just decide to do it. If you decide to do something else tomorrow, that’s a discussion to have with your willpower, and where the question of whether to avoid Topping becomes relevant, But in terms of working toward becoming an absolute state, you simply need to decide to do that, and then do it.

If a top takes sooooo long to cum, so be it. I never complain, bitch, or moan, Everyone takes their time so why rush them? BE RESPECTFUL. This man just put his dick in your ass so for God's sake, don't be a douche. Everyone takes their own time, so don't rush someone.

As a rule, no. I don't get hard when I bottom. I get really aroused and my dick leaks gobs and gobs of precum, so much that my daddy always remarks on how wet I make his bed when he fucks me. He collects it off my dick and feeds it to me as he fucks me. Other partners have also reacted very favorably to how much precum they can fuck out of me. That seems a pretty clear indication of how much I'm into getting fucked. Great kissers and passionate making out gets me hard, having my nipples played with can get me really hard too. When it's time to get fucked I go soft, but the feeling of arousal doesn't go away at all. If anything it increases. Anyone who thinks "not hard" means "not aroused" should listen to how the bottom they're with actually feels over their own preconceptions. Not everyone is wired the same and no one should expect us to be. There are lots of things that might account for variations in erections and how it correlates with arousal. Our basic physiology and neurology, our emotional state, our intent when we bottom (whether it's to service breeders as much as they want, or to ejaculate ourselves), our past experiences of sex and sexual arousal (both good and bad), they can all play a part in how men respond when aroused and being fucked.

I just had a very curious experience. It’s been s few years now since my training stopped, and since the last time I was truly dropped into subspace by a Dominant. In any kind of behavioral or suggestibility conditioning, you expect the effect to gradually fade if not periodically refreshed, and I would have expected the same in this case. But a couple of hours ago in the steam room, a Dominant simply touched me, drew my arms to my sides and told me to leave them there, and proceeded, over a series of four encounters, to reduce me to full submission in subspace, get me to placidly let him gnaw my (excruciatingly sensitive) nipples at every encounter, thump my balls, fully face-fuck me three times, and finally token-fuck my cunt before leaving. The whole timr he was prompting me to say, Yes Sir, Thank You Sir (for the pain), Yes I want your cock in my mouth Sir, Yes please fuck my cunt Sir, Yes Sir I’m a faggot slut Sir - I popped it all out just like years ago. So it occurs to me that all the things I learned to believe about myself sexually through degradation haven’t begun to fade…because they’re true. The degradation just took lines already there and etched them deeper. So mote degradation can only make those definitions of me sharper.

Yes. I’ve cum without even touching myself.

Part 3: Second Meeting With Jelous Daddy After a few messages to set things up, we agreed to meet at the same time and place on Monday. The weekend drug on for what seemed like forever and each night I thought about the cock he had relentlessly shoved down my throat. Eventually, Monday arrived and I went to the same spot we had met the previous week. I also brought the little black bottle I had been at the hotel on Friday. He arrived and I immediately assumed the position on his trucks bench seat to suck his big cock during the ride. Like the last time, I was turned on knowing that we could easily be seen by other drivers. I had been practicing controlling my gag reflexes in anticipation of another possible face fuck. As a result, I was taking him much deeper in my mouth this time, even managing not gag when we hit bumps with the cock in my throat. This time he parked his truck in the garage. When we got back to his place I expected to get right to business. But, much like our first meeting, we went to kitchen first where he offered me a drink. "I don't supose you'd like something stronger this time?" he asked. "I think I can handle that" I replied, "in fact it might might make things a little easier." He turned around and quickly mixed up a drink for me. As he handed me the highball glass he said "Straight whiskey or bourbon is a bit of an acquired taste and I'm guessing from your age you're not an experienced drinker." I agreed and he said "I made you a whiskey sour. Its a bit sweeter but there are still about 2 shots worth of whiskey in it." I took a sip and decided I really liked it. We stood there making small talk for a bit. I hadn't come to talk but I liked it when guys made the first move. I drank quickly to try to hurry things along and had finished in about 10 minutes. At the time I was 6ft tall, 130lbs, had no alcohol tolerance, and was drinking on an empty stomach. As a result, I was already feeling a bit light headed and dizzy. I think he sensed I was already buzzed and didn't want me to over do it before we could have our fun. He gave me a can of coke and brought me to the living room to sit down. Our conversation quickly turned to sex. He started to ask me questions like how old I was the first time I had sex and how many people I had fucked. I think I surprised him with how low the first number was and how high the second number was (fucking total strangers from the internet builds up your body count pretty fast). He asked me to stand up and when I did I almost fell back down from the head rush. He guided me to center of the room and began to undress me. Soon I was standing naked in the center of room. The living room was quite large and stepped back to take a look at me. He was still fully clothed and I felt very exposed as he started walking around me checking out my naked body. He told me to get on my knees as he continued to walk circles around me. Obediently, I dropped to the floor. He was behind me checking me out for a while but soon gave his next command, "Bend over and let me see your ass." Again, I quickly complied. He walked around me one final time before coming to a stop behind me. He was still fully dressed as he knelt down behind me. He put his hands on my butt cheeks and gave them a squeeze then started running his hands up the center of my back, exploring the rest of my naked body. After reaching my shoulder blades his hands started to work their way back down the sides. He pause briefly when he got to my hips, and again when he got to to my butt, and again when he got to my thighs. He took his hands off me for a moment and gave my ass a smack before grabbing both cheeks and pulling them apart to expose to little pink hole. Over the weekend my ass got a much needed break. I knew from checking the prior night, while I wad getting to ready to meet, that my body was smooth and my hole was the size and shape of a button. He admired it for a moment before withdrawing a bottle of lube from his pocket. He put some on his index finger and began to gently rub my hole. He ran his finger up and down several times. Applying just enough pressure to barely penetrate each time his fingertip slipped over the opening. He positioned himself behind behind me and undid his pants. I could feel his cock was already fully erect as started to rub the head up and down my ass. Like with his finger, he applied a steady pressure and pushed in slightly on each up and stroke. The excitement was killing me as he teased my ass with cock. He was thicker than I was used to and after taking the weekend off my ass was extra tight. It stung a bit when he put his hand on my lower back and started to push his cock in. The feeling of his girth slowly moving into me and my ass expanding to take it was pure bliss. I reached into the pile of my discarded cloths in pulled out the black bottle. The room was already spinning from the alcohol. The sting of taking the thick cock melted away as soon as took a deep hit from the bottle. Immediately after exhaling, the dizziness and pleasure overtook me. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the gentle thrusting of his cock. He continued fuck me, building up his pace and gradually working deeper as my ass adjusted to accept his girth. I could feel he was building towards cumming. But at the same time, I was feeling something building in me. Something I hadn't felt before. I suddenly felt like I had to go the bathroom but I was sure that wasn't really the case. A moment later I pulled away away, legs shaking and spasming. He pulled me back on to his dick and said "Dont pull away from it boy, just let it happen." He started to fuck me harder and I took another hit from the bottle. My vision was blurry and everything seemed to fade away, until just the pleasure of being fucked remained. The feeling I had before quickly returned and continued to build. I realized I was moaning loudly, I wasn't naturally very vocal durring sex. My legs were shaking and I reached out and grabbed my my shirt from the cloths pile, I just needed something to hold onto. The feeling built more and more until I felt like I couldn't take it and tried to pull away. But he kept his hands on my hips and held me in place maintaining the same steady rhythm. I convulsed, twitched, and spasmed, it was like nothing I'd ever felt before. Then it happened. I started to scream as my cock twitched. The most intense waves of ecstasy shot through my body. As soon as the first wave had passed the second began. My cock twitched again as I tried to to collapse onto the floor. But daddy held me by the hips to keep me from falling. He continued to maintain his rhythm as my cock twitched again and a third wave overtook me. As the final fourth wave hit, my cock twitched again and I felt as if I might pass out. Daddy continued to fuck me as the intense orgasmic waves subsided. As I started to come to come back to my senses I realized that I had shot a large load of cum onto the floor between my legs. This was the first time I had ever cum hands free. Still fucking me, daddy pulled me back about two feet so that the puddle was directly under my face. I took another hit from my bottleas he started to pick up pace. "Clean up your mess boy he said." I put my lips to the floor and started to slurp up the cum. As I continued to suck and lick at the pile, daddy cried out that he was cumming. A few deep thrusts later, just as I had finished licking the floor clean, I felt the first spurt of cum. He cried out slightly and a gave a few more pumps adding more cum to my ass with each trust. He held position for a moment to catch his breath before pulling his cock out. He admired my hole again for a moment. Im sure my hole no longer looked like a little pink button. In fact I knew exacly what it looked like. There were other times Id taken at it a look after being freshly fucked. I knew the opening was now slightly gapped, that the pink ring was now purplish and was puffy and slightly swollen. I also knew it was glistening from the mixture of cum and lube that was slowly starting to leak out. The daddy put his hand on my my lower back and pushed my ass lower. "Push it out for me boy." I pushed and felt a squirter of cum drip out. I relaxed for a moment then pushed again expelling more cum. I repeated until nothing else came out. Daddy then put two fingers in and scooped a little more cum onto the floor. He put his fingers in front of my face and I instctivly silucked the cum off it. Daddy got to his feet and and moved in front of me so I could lick his cock clean as well. I sucked and licked until all the cum was gone. Daddy buttoned his pants and said "now clean up your mess boy." I slid back and started to suck and lick at the cum puddle I had just pushed out of my ass. After I finished cleaning it up he told me stay naked. I waited a moment while he walked to the kitchen area and mixed me another drink. "I only made half this time since you have to go soon, you should be able to finish in 2 or 3 gulps." I downed the drink, still feeling light headed. Daddy picked up my cloths pile from the floor and instructed me to follow. He led me to the garage where he tossed my cloths on the passenge side floor board before climbing into the driver seat. I climbed in and assumed my position as he pulled out and began driving me back. Being naked and exposed while feasting on cock turned me on so much I thought I might cum again. If anyone had seen us in traffic, they would have seen everything. Me gorging myself on cock. My freshly fucked ass in the air. Daddy's cum still dripping from my hole. About 2 minutes from the meeting place I started to getting dressed. As he left I was hopeful he'd want to see me again. He was the only guy who had ever made me cum from just anal. After my mom picked me up and drove me home I checked my computer. Daddy had sent me a message. It simply said to be at the same spot next Monday. I was disappointed I'd have to wait a while before getting a chance to take his cock again. But I had to make do. I started messaging other guys and making arrangements for the rest of the week. To be continued...

Part 15 - Re-Imprinting “There was a lot of politics with Zeke, pup…the club has rules. You’ll learn them all one day, but John and Kem had exhausted pretty much every avenue to keep Zeke. They began prospecting for a new neg boy to induct and found your hot, innocent ass. Everything would’ve been fine, but the pandemic happened and we lost sight of you didn’t we! And John and Kem developed a bit of a recurring habit for Zeke’s neg ass. I think they saw it as a challenge before it became something else.” “Love?” I asked romantically “You’re so fresh and innocent - whoring you out will be a joy” Jeff says as I blush “I’m a lucky Dom - boys like you and Zeke are rare pup. You don’t even know. Finding one boy like Zeke - a dream, finding a second like you - unheard of in the club’s history” he pushes his tongue into my mouth before continuing. “Given the extenuating circumstances” he continued “we allowed an exception - multiple impregnations - but nothing took. When the pandemic ended and our hunts started again, Zeke was not supposed to be in the picture and when John and Kem found you again, we saw a natural route for them to replace him.” “That’s awful” I exclaim Jeff smiled “club has rules, pup. It needs rules. It’s not personal, it’s necessary and John and Kem knew what they were doing when they corrupted you. We love Zeke too and did our best to poz his tight-end for John and Kem but nothing took. You on the other hand…” he smacked my ass “took it like a champ” Echoes of Dr Harris’ assessment of my conversion blossomed in my mind and the emphasis Jeff put on ‘took’ left me in no doubt that’s what he meant. My consternation remained visible. “God you’re gorgeous when you’re upset” he laughed “Listen, it’s not all bad - John told us what they asked you to do for Zeke.” I started at the implication I might have done something wrong. “Don’t worry” Jeff smiled, pinching my cheek. “You’re not in trouble, but the club made a final decision. For what they asked you to do for Zeke, John and Kem gave up all rights to you.” I blink at the finality of it. “You’re special pup - the whole club thinks so…fuck, even Dr Harris thinks so and he’s a stickler. John and Kem found you and so losing you is killing them. Pozzing an ass like yours is a once in a lifetime event - trust me - and what happens next reverses their claim completely” “And what if Zeke stays neg?” “Then they lose you both” Jeff finished matter-of-factly. Watching for my reaction. “Makes you feel bad huh?” Jeff nods “That’s what we’re helping you with today - little slammed-up pup imprinted hard and that could make things…complicated for you going forward” I let out a nervous exclamation of confusion. “Little neg ‘you’ fell in love pup” he chortles I hadn’t even realised, but when he said it I recognised the truth of it immediately - how connected to John I felt. In my mind he pozzed me that night, even though that was impossible to tell. He made me feel safe and secure, loved and dominated. Receiving his cum load that night cut a part of me out of myself and gave it to him in return - the drug-fuelled thrill of being impregnated by him overruled any sense of myself - I yearned to please him, do what he told me and give myself, body and soul, to him. “Oh…yeah…but!” I struggle to form words over the memory. “Yeah…exactly” he smiled watching me “sure I’d get you there, and you’re already developing feelings for me, but your imprint will make it difficult for you when we go…harder….” He smiled wickedly. “So…tonight we’re giving you a helping hand courtesy of Dr Harris” he said removing a little locked box from the side of the couch and tapping the lid “think of it as your formal handover and I couldn’t be more excited” I recognised the box vaguely, but the memory is hazy and elusive and I can’t quite grab it. “Thank you sir” I say as the thought evaporates and Jeff pulls me tight to him. “Good fucking pup” he says and pats my ass. We kiss momentarily before he pushes me to his side and sits me on the couch. “Alright, on your knees, pants down pup” he orders “re-imprinting begins now” I get on my knees and tug my jogged over my naked ass. “Good pup” Jeff says and I hear him opening the box and approaching. His huge hand rests on my cheek and aggressively splits them open to reveal my softly pulsating hole. It quivers as the evening air kisses it. “God fucking damn pup - the quality!” He admires before hawking a massive glob of spit directly on my little hole and massaging it in with practiced rhythm. I moan in delight as I feel him start to insert a small object into me. It pops in easily and I can feel it’s a smooth, oblong object, bigger than a normal pill but pill shaped. I feel it explore my chute as Jeff smacks both of my cheeks, causing my hole to convulse violently around the foreign object. “Hehe” he chuckles “Stage 1 complete” Jeff confirms and hauls me up, pants still around my legs, to sit awkwardly on his lap and make out with him. As we gyrate into one another I can feel the ‘pill’ melting in the heat of my ass, and layer by layer, producing a wave of increasing pleasure - no, not pleasure, energy - soft waves of molten energy that flux in and out with the beating of my heart and pulsing of my ass. Jeff breaks our embrace and grabs my face in his massive paws. “There we go pup” he smiles, “few more minutes and you’ll be flying” “Ugh” I moan as the latest wave increases in force carried along my central nervous system from my ass in radiant pulses. “Oh god” I help as wave after wave magnifies the sensations. “Keep going pup - get up to that stratosphere” I start to gyrate on the beast of the man under - to the sultry, sexual beat of my increasing horniness - my hands reach up to touch my newly pierced nipples, playing with the metal and relishing the exquisite sensation. Two more powerful waves radiate out from my guts and white, sexual heat erupts forces it’s way into my every thought. A mushy haze of fucking and sucking and cumming as I begin to fantasise unbound. Another powerful shockwave and another until I can hear the thumps of my descent into sexual oblivion pounding from the depths of my hole. “Oh God daddy” I yelp as loud music plays around us and the evening lights change colour - a powerful orange-red- that stimulates my erotically charged pleasure receptors. “Fuck me daddy - oh God” I cry and begin to try to stimulate Jeff rather than myself. “Good fucking pup” he says, lifting me fully off me and plonking me into the soft couch. He forcibly removes my clothes leaving me in nothing but my jock. The loss of the fabric as it caressed my pale skin electrified me. “Stand up pup” Jeff commands and I comply as the radiant waves reform into ball of perfect, thrilling happiness lodged perfectly in my guts. As I stand Jeff pulls on my running singlet (or what my training partners and I call our half-pipe training socks) from my amateur club, and the tight spandex on my skin felt like silken bliss. “There we fucking go” Jeff said “god fucking damn…fucking breedable little poz runner” he said licking his lips and thrusting me in front of the mirror wall along the wall of facing the garden. The sock was pulled over my taught muscles, the shape accentuating my string thighs and pecs, the translucent fabric revealing my pierced nipples, short cage and thin Prince Albert with perfect clarity. Behind me Jeff’s began to stroke my shoulders and back. His huge musculature looks even more enormous next to my tight physique and as I push my hips into his and feel his thick erection rise to meet me I feel utterly and completely safe, protected, and in desperate need of his total dominance. “Yeah kid…let go…let it all go” he whispers in my ear, nibbling and pecking my neck as the energy in my gut makes me feel invincible. I turn and embrace him passionately, standing on my toes to reach his mouth as his hands move down and grab my spandex covered ass cheeks, massaging them aggressively and conducting the flow of energy back into my rectum. I moan into his mouth. He breaks my kiss, looks over my shoulder and growls in lust at the mirrored reflection of my ass. Moments later he’s grabbed his satchel and bundled me out the door into a waiting car. The edges of my senses are soft and pulpy - a kaleidoscopic mirage of colours and bursts of electricity. I could experience it forever as Jeff straps me in, barks an address and continues to grope me and in my heightened sensory state I moan loudly. Our driver keeps adjusting his rear-view mirror and surreptitiously grabbing his own crotch in between navigating he busy streets of London. Minutes are hours in this hedonistic journey, but it still ends too quickly outside a tall, sandwiched property that looks familiar even in my drug addled brain - the seat of my corruption, my pozzing. I gasp as Jeff smiles, taps the driver on the shoulder and walks us both to the front door. Ken answers with a broad grin on his face. He takes a moment to stare into my eyes as Jeff thrusts me forward, before taking in the view of me in my half-pipe and drawing in a breath. “Fuck boy” he grabs me and pulls me into the house, kissing me passionately as Jeff closes the door behind us. The house is as I remember it - in fact, it’s almost exactly how I remember it - dim lights, and loud, gorgeous music. I instinctively match the rhythm and gyrate, breaking the embrace with Kem to put on a little show. “Hehehe” Jeff smiles proudly “Fuck” Kem says entranced and visibly erect in tiny jersey shorts that pitch a glorious tent - a damp spot forming at the top of his barely concealed penis. “Everything ready” Jeff asks, as Kem looks back at him “Fuck yeah” and meets Jeff in a passionate kiss. As I watch them, a hand grabs me and starts to pull me up the stairs. I hear Kem and Jeff break their kiss and watch me go. “He took the pill?” I hear Kem ask admiring my ass. “Up his little poz hole - just like the good doctor wanted” Kem laughs and I hear them follow us up as I turn my my head, slowly as my body struggles to keep up with anything other than the powerful pulsations emanating from the depths of my body. I come face to face with Zeke’s beaming face as he gently guides to the third floor. “Hi baby” he smiles and, confident we’re safely on the landing at the top of the house, meets me in a soft kiss. “Tonight’s all about you baby!” He smiles drinking in my lycra clad body and cooing. “Imma get you whatever you need, ok?” “Good boys” Kem and Jeff appear next to us. “Let’s get started” Kem said and opened the door to the bedroom. I’m gently pushed in and the disorientation is perfect - a replica of the night I was pozzed. Naked men horde around a dimly lit bed jacking their cocks and watching me with predatory eyes, distant EDM throbs through concealed speakers, and two thick lines of white powder greet me on the tall cupboard just inside the door. In my blissed out state, the connection is more than just memory, it’s real - happening again, or maybe the first time and I groan in pleasure. I hear the door shut and a strong hand grip me on my neck “2 lines, now!” The voice commands with a solid pinch of my neck, a rolled up twenty forced into my hand. I momentarily worry about dosing as I survey the plump lines - or do I? - a sense of deja vu passes over me as I snort the first, almost failing. The burn hits me hard and the sensation roots me to the moment. To the now. “Another” the voice commands with a firm pinch of my neck. I draw my nose along the length of the next before my head is violently pulled up - any powder left in my nostrils forced to the back of my skull. “Oh god” I yelp as the burn intensifies. I hear my captor lick his finger, and roll it in the remaining particles before rubbing it into my gums to discharge as much of the powder into my bloodstream. The burn in my skull dissipates slightly as I’m turned around in a deep kiss, John holds me tightly, gropes my ass and rips my half-pipe from my body with hungry ease. My mind thought it was Kem holding me, and my brain wonders why I thought that as Joh shoves my now naked body onto the bed to a series of filthy encouragements. “Now let’s get you some T” I hear John say watching me intently. I hear the echo of another man asking me the same question but the rush of drugs blows the thought away as I’m hauled backwards into a mound of soft cushions at the head of the bed as the fizz of a TV illuminates the far wall and a familiar motel scene begins to play. “Slammed” I chuckle as my left arm is pulled outwards, a tourniquet attached. I’m mesmerised by the porn as it moves through it’s familiar motions as I feel a tight prick on the vein line of my arm. The tourniquet is released and my arm pushed up as an explosive rush of raw energy creases my body into a series of intense convulsive coughs. “Breathe baby” John whispers next to me “You can do this - find my voice” I struggle to breathe as a gorgeous sense of euphoria condenses in my body, electrifying my whole nervous system with one message “cum”. I lean back as the sensation matches illuminates my physical need, grabbing my own thighs and pinning my legs to my abs to expose my hole. “Fuck me, please” I groan as the men around me whoop and praise. I lose count of the loads injected into me - I am bliss personified. My hole is red raw and gaped, saturated with churning cum, my breathing deep and ragged. The star of the film is ass up on a British flag taking a load from a huge cock as I wish it was me. “Alright kid…you’ve earned my very special load” I hear someone say. Out of the darkness Jeff’s enormous frame advances before me - his giant, beer can of a rock hard dick looks like it’s tugging him forward - desperate to breach me. “Special?” I say As he climbs on to the bed and pulls me towards him his cock head kisses the gape of my hole and I shiver inexorably. “That’s right pup. I’m going to change your life tonight. You’ve earned it!” He says, leering over me, dwarfing my body under his. “You’ll always remember the load that made you pup - the cum that bred you and impregnated you…” his dick began to breach my sphincter, it’s flared head pushing my soft ass lips apart, it’s raw heat registering at the edges of my battered senses “…That pozzed you” he said, aggressively sinking his weight into me so completely I gasped ‘Poz’ - my mind fights to remember what it is, what it means, a flash of danger and then nothing as John - no Jeff - starts to pound my cum-soaked pussy. “Fuck yeah, poz him up” someone says “Taking every load tonight” the voice growls encouragingly. I groan in ecstasy as I feel prior deposits of sperm being forcibly absorbed into my anal walls by the presence of the massive intruder. “Oh God” I yell and swear I hear someone say ‘he won’t help me’ to a throng of laughter as Jeff - it definitely was Jeff - grab the back of the bed to help leverage a salvo of unrelenting thrusts into my widening pussy. “I’m going to change your life pup - going to dick you down a path tonight you’ll never regret - gonna poz you up, make you a good fucking boy for life” he cries as a knot of cum pumps up the length of his shaft, expanding my sphincter as it passes through, and erupting deeply into the heart of my soul. In that perfect moment of sexual chemistry, the illusion of my memory is irrevocably shattered. Deep inside me, pumping me full of poz cum I grab Jeff with all my limbs and pull him into me. “Please…breed me” I nearly shout, as another flare of his cock indicates another pump of sperm in my hole. “Please…poz me” I whisper, and shiver with the perfection of being impregnated, as our audience offers ever more filthy encouragements. Jeff opens his eyes above me - through the intensity of his dizzying orgasm and my chemical haze, his body dripping in sweat and breathing hard - and meets my gaze. “Mine” he growls dominantly. Like a signature on an sexual deed I feel a part of myself pass from me to him - a promise I’d do anything he ever wanted in exchange for a constancy of his gift - of his poz cum infecting my tender body. “Thank you Sir” I say as he smiles triumphantly at me, as his thrusts dissipate with a final deposit of cum in my battered hole. Pure chemical pleasure switches off my physical body as the energy source within me sates itself on the stimulation of being bred so completely. I drift off to sleep, still impaled on the cock that pozzed me, as I collapse deeper into the softness of the bed. “It’s done” I hear a voice say as my world darkens from the edges of my vision inwards. A violent sexual fantasy dances before my eyes as I slip into a deep, and necessary sleep.

My first relationship after my step dad was when I was a freshman in college. I was not really interested in guys I was in school because as I know know I like older men. During my freshman year I became isolated and didn’t have many friends in college. I wanted to get a job to keep me busy and give me some extra money. I found a job working at Home Depot. It was an ok job. I met people and it filled my time. I worked in the garden section and there was a tall 6’3 handsome black man in his 40’s that would come in regularly that always caught my eye. Sometimes he would come in with a much younger boy that was white and thin and short like me. He came in with several boys over the months after I noticed him. I would always make sure I was the one that helped him and totally ignored any boy that he brought with him. He started to come in alone and I could tell he looked for me to help him. I did my best to flirt and he seemed receptive. One day he asked me to go on a date with him. I had never been on a date and didn’t really know what to do on one. I assumed sex so I jumped at the opportunity. He picked me up and took me to a nice restaurant where we talked and talked for hours. When we left I asked him if we were going back to his house and he said no he was taking me home. I must have been visually upset because when we got to my place he told me that he was HIV positive and didn’t have sex with boys that were not. He said we could still be friends and go to dinners and enjoy each other. He and I clicked so well that I agreed. We went on several more dates and I started to fall for him. I think he was feeling the same but still kept sex off the table. I was hooking up with random anonymous guys and I would tell him about it. I could tell it upset him but he tried to act like it didn’t. He was still breeding his little stable of boys and sometimes would throw that at me. It made me jealous. I told him I wished I was poz so that he would want more from me. He said sorry but that wasn’t going to happen. Over the coming months I worked on him. Because we were open with each other about our sexual experiences I would use the things that turned him on against him. For example he said he liked sexy underwear on boys so I would make sure I did something where he could see my lace thong or wear jeans or shorts that clearly showed him my ass. I wore him down over months and finally almost a year later he agreed to breed me. He was sooo good. His body is incredible and his cock is massive. He bred me for a few months regular until I came down with the fuck flu. I honestly was not really thinking of getting converted I was just so happy that this man I loved was breeding me I didn’t think about HIV. I don’t think he did either because when I got sick either of us thought about what it could be. My mom is a hospice nurse and suggested I get tested. I did and was diagnosed 4 months after my 18th birthday. We stayed together for another 7 years and I have zero regrets. He have reconnected and still stay in touch. When he is in town I show him a good time. Lol. He made me love sex with black men. They seem to know how to use bottoms like me.

I’ll take you up on the amateur videos.

Chapter 5: The Sting of the Scorpion The night was pretty much a blur for me, but my partner filmed it, and I'm happy that he did. i didn't even recall him filming it until a few days later when he asked me what I thought about my sling time. After he told me he filmed it, I said let's invite my old roomie and watch it together. He said he was saving it for our 1 month anniversary! He reminded me that we had agreed to play with undetectable guys, but in the video he said i was visibly excited when the waitedr said things like, are you ready for my toxic load, and your body is mine now. I asked, did that really happen? He said I'd find out on our anniversary. On the night of our 1 month anniversary we went back to the restaurant where the waiter worked, and requested his section. He promptly greeted us with a bottle of champaign and asked how i was feeling. I said horny as fuck, as my partner hadn't let me watch the video yet. I also worried that he had lied to me, and that he was actually toxic and he was asking if I had any signs of the fuk flu. I then asked if he wanted to watch with us later, and he said he had other plans, but had a gift to give us before we left. As we were about to leave, he gave us a small box and said not to open it until we got home. He then paused and said oh wait, you two aren't going back to the dorm tonight. I got a room for you too. He added it was a seedy hotel, but we could simply have the room to ourselves, or invite others over for fun. We both thanked him and headed to the hotel. Seedy wasn't the word for it! Somehow that excited me though. It was like me blowing my partner in the restroom at the lake. We got to the room, and immediately pulled the comforter from the bed, hoping that at least the sheets were cleaner. Thankfully they were. We stripped and got on the bed to open our gift. A beautiful glass pipe, and a generous supply of Tina! My partner quickly loaded the pipe and suggested we smoke some before the video, which we did. Normally I would be afraid of getting charged for smoking even cigarettes in a room, but was sure smoking was allowed here without a " smokers cleaning fee!" We were smart enough to stop by the liquor store for some booze, mixers, ice and fortunately cups, as the no tell motel didn't have ice or cups! We poured a strong drink and fired up the pipe before the video. I wanted a second hit, but my partner said let's watch the video first. Reluctantly I agreed. He loaded the video on his lap top, we embraced and kissed, and then he turned on the video. What I saw shocked me, yet turned me on. After watching the video, my partner said he had yet another Confession. I immediately got up and headed for the liquor, pouring two cups for each of us. He just sipped his, but I chugged mine as though it was a shot, and said confess away. He told me that it was the waiter that was the one that pozzed him. He continued by saying, don't worry, the waiter was truly undetectable unlike he seemed in the video. He continued by saying it was the waiter who not only planted his poz seed up his ass, but also the idea of him pozzing someone. He said the planets must have aligned when he met me. I then asked him the obvious question. If you are certain that he was the one that pozzed you, why aren't you partners. He explained that the waiter was a fuck and go type of guy, not a relationship guy. He said that his pozzing session was quite similar to mine. Very verbal. He said the only difference was he didn't ask the waiters status at the time. He said that he figures the waiter had infected others also. He laughed saying who could resist that 11 inch cock of his! I agreed, and laughed just saying good thing I found him first! My partner continued by saying don't feel angry about the waiter pozzing him. He continued by saying that what he was about to tell me, should be only between the two of us. He said that it was the waiters father that pozzed his son. He said that his father was an old school leather daddy, equipped like his son, and he figured that his dad was full blown, despite his body being in amazing shape. He continued by saying that once the waiter became poz, his father simply told him he deserved it being the cum dump he was. In essence, his father stealthed him, but DNA tracing found out that they had the same strain. We took another hit from the pipe, and fucked like rabbits. Tinac didnt serm to affect my partner much except for making him much more sexual and care free. We were both horny as fuck, and started checking the gay aps to invite others over for fun. There was an endless supply to choose from. The effects from Tina started to effect my partner, so he only bottomed the rest of the night. We tried to coordinate tricks so it would only be a 3 way, and not an orgy. Somehow we fucked up and two guys, both total tops showed up at the same time. It was getting late, and our last tricks for the night, and it was fantastic. My partner and I were about to get fuckt by the first guy when the second arrived. He knocked at the door as my partner was sucking him. I looked through the peep hole, and out of all the tricks we invited, he was the one I desired the most, so I invited him in. My partner and I got on the bed, asses up saying breed us studs! They wasted no time! We were side by side getting fucked, and the tops took turns on each of our asses. Rotating every 5-10 minutes. After several rotations, the one u wanted the most filled my ass, and the second guy filled my partner just minutes after. They both ate our flooded asses and swapped their cum with the one they didn't seed. Was hot knowing we both took their seed, either by ass or mouth.

my b my older brothers big meaty cock helped me become the talented cocksucker I am who could deepthroat before I could cum. my fathers cock ended up being the beneficiary of all that practice. best thing about a brother is his cock is always there and available. he felt the same way about my warm wet mouth and supple throat. so daily cocksucking practice with him and a couple of his buddies, often several times a day turned my throat into a fleshlight.

yeah, it is possible to train someone to control his gag reflex but you won't do it just by forcing every inch of your cock balls deep down his throat - he'll gag or even puke. My first experience of cock was with an older dude. He trained me to enjoy licking his balls and just sucking on his helmet. He only had his helmet in my mouth the first he came. He'd always just have his helmet in my mouth when he shot cuz he said I had to get used to swallowing his cum. When it was obvious to him that I enjoyed swallowing his load only then did he start training my mouth and throat to take more of his cock. He taught me to relax my throat and only breathe through my nose. After a few sessions I was able to take all of his cock (thick 7 inches) down my throat without gagging although I still gagged a bit when he shot his load deep in my throat - but he enjoyed that!

I have had a bunch of guys do this to me. sometimes its cause they are straight and afraid to actually let a faggot suck their cock or even touch it. it happened a lot in jr high and high school. (once I talk a straight guy into letting me suck his cock he realizes how good it is and they get hooked) but usually its just cause guys know or at least have an idea what a dirty whore I am and how I’m very likely to be loaded with sex diseases or might have even been told I’m a bugchaser by someone, or watched me take or beg for dirty loads. the last time it happened I was getting railed by some hung skinny wasted guy in a public restroom and had a huge load all over my face and the guy fucking me told him to “use this sluts mouth, she’s a great cocksucker” the other guy said “no way. I’m trying to stay clean. he’s cute but that mouth is a cesspool of stds” the skinny guy said “fuck yeah this hole is a polluted swamp thats why its so good” and he just jerked off watching the guy fuck me and when the other guy blew his load in my pussy he said “open your mouth wide and I will let you eat my cum” so I did and he got his cock right at the entrance of my mouth and squirted a nice big load in. when the guy finished humming in my ass he pulled out and a blob of cum plopped out (I had his load plus 2 more in my pussy) the skinny guy said “watch this" (to the other guy). then said “lick my cum up off the dirty floor slut”I said nothing, just turned around and licked it all up. the other guy said “thats fucking disgusting.its hot but so nasty.i’m glad I didnt stick my cock in that dirty mouth. it was tempting.” so I obviously asked him if he had to piss and pointed at my mouth. he had a hard time getting a stream going but eventually gave me that too while the skinny guy pissed all over my body from behind, then got me to lick some of his piss off the floor before they both left.

Chapter 5 "You're still safe from this morning's PEP." Those fabulous words sounded like a 'get out of jail free card' in my ears. Not only could I 'pass go', I could collect loads 'til my hungry ass was content. At least for the rest of the day. On the front steps of the clinic I pulled off my t-shirt and began to jog away from my home. For the moment forgetting I could be converting from the potentially poz silver fox I felt exhilarated and free to embrace this day like no day before. I'd start by striking out in an entirely new direction. I'd read about guys hooking up in adult book stores and had a vague recollection of seeing one on the east side of our city. I jogged in the mid-day sun and smiled to recall my speedy journey from virginity to a young man who'd collected at least a dozen loads of cum in my ass over the last couple days. All from total strangers, a far cry from the romantic notions I had been socialized to expect. No, this wild ride felt entirely appropriate to my gay senses. Sex with anonymous men felt like the only way it could have gone. The only way I wanted at least for now. Instead of spreading my wings I was more than ready to spread my ass cheeks. At least for the rest of the day as the PEP worked in my system. This was the freedom Prep would give me every day I thought triumphantly. Hot and sweaty I arrived at the strip mall with the adult book store. Right next door was a Pub with a large outdoor patio. As I moved to pull on my shirt the tall handsome waiter invited me to take a seat in the sun and encouraged me to leave the shirt off. "You'll be good for business"; he teased good heartedly. I decided to order their daily special. A plate of nachos and a pitcher of beer. Perfect for my celebrative mood. I noshed and sipped away watching mostly older men coming and going from the book store. I clearly was the eye candy distracting their eyes from their destination. I began to worry just a little about my tenting shorts. By the third glass of beer I caught the waiter's eye. Mouthing 'I gotta piss' I lifted my shirt in his direction. He pointed inside and shook his head granting permission to not bother putting it on. I was enjoying the long steady flow through my semi hardon when I felt the presence of a guy at each of my bare shoulders. My waiter whispered in my ear as the bar tender took a firm grasp of my pissing cock. "We locked the door, don't worry. But we gotta make this quick." My shorts were already around my ankles and soon the bar tender's raw six inches was pounding my ass. I was sucking on the waiter's substantial seven inches. True to their word both had loaded my ass within a few brief minutes. I was soon back swilling my beer while reveling in the three stranger's loads resting deep inside me. After two more glasses of beer I realized I was just tipsy enough. I could do without finishing the pitcher, however, I did need more cum. I paid my bill leaving an extra large tip and carefully managed my way across and into the bookstore. The clerk checked my I.D., sold me tokens and encouraged me to go right back to the booths if I wasn't going to bother with pulling on a shirt. I apologized and he assured me, "Oh, no need at this point. Those guys are going to love you. All I ask is that you get fully dressed before you come back out." He said this with a big smile. When my eyes adjusted to the relative darkness I realized I was right in front of a pot bellied middle aged man. He was holding out the top of his sweat pants to display his 9.5 inch curved erection. I waisted no time stepping forward and reaching in to touch it. He said; "Get out of those shorts. This is going up your ass here and now. " I didn't need to be told twice and soon had his naked cock head breaching my outer hole. He fucked me loud and hard to a growing audience of horny men. Once again it was not long 'til this guy roared and blasted the fourth load of the day deep inside my anal sphincter. He quickly pulled out and in lightening speed succession three more guys fucked and bred me right there in the hallway. As the last was finishing up an incredibly handsome 70 year old began to passionately kiss me. With the crowd disappearing he gently took my hand and led me into a booth. Closing the door he proceeded to drop coins in the machine and changed the channel to gay bdsm porn. All my clothes had been left in the hallway. He pushed me down to give him a blowjob. His hard thick ten inches were soon choking me. As he guided me back to my feet and spun me around he asked for a condom. "Mine are out there. But you've seen already I don't really need one." "It's not for you slut. I'm not sticking my unprotected cock in your sess pool without something covering it. " With that he produced a condom from his pocket and soon had it firmly over his beauty. This disappeared deep into my fuck shoot. At first I was quite disappointed. It didn't feel right. It actually burned a bit. But, he was very good at wheedling his tool back there and I soon found I was enjoying the experience. In fact I was feeling quite proud of myself. Finally I was riding a sheathed cock the way I'd been taught in sex ed classes. At least twenty minutes of powerful fucking had passed and my hole really was burning now. I told him I was desperately needing a break. I had missed the erratic change in his breathing and he assured me; "Breeding your ass now! Fuuuuuuccck! Take my load. " As he was catching his breath I reached around and felt the base of his cock. What had he been talking about? His cock was still sheathed. He pulled out of me and made sure I saw an almost intact condom covering his deflating member. The angry head was completely bare. Clearly he had tampered with the reservoir. "I had every intention of breeding your slutty cum hungry hole. Just needed to reduce my risk from all the potential disease sloshing around in your gut, you filthy ass hole! Now get lost. " All I could find were my runners and shorts. Some of the guys must have decided to keep my shirt and underwear for souvenirs. The counter clerk was not pleased as I tried to sneak through the front of the store. His words as I exited; "Straight home now, before all those loads turn into a river running down your leg. " He wouldn't know but the last one made eight. I was certainly making good use of the P.E.P. Now as long as the silver fox hadn't pozed me I'd be in good shape for Prep. Hopefully the memory of these hot loads would satisfy me as I pledged to keep to only safe sex for the next three weeks. I checked my shorts pocket to be sure I still had the packets from the clinic.

Chapter 4 I knew time was of the essence with poz loads deep inside me. I thought I'd go crazy waiting for our afternoon flight. I knew that PEP was only effective if administered within a given time after the breeding and the silver fox was already two days ago. Hopefully I could stay negative and get on Prep A.S.A.P. For fuck sake, I'd only just lost my virginity. How could I already be at such risk of already being Poz? How could I have been so naive and stupid. I thought I would faint when the call came from the airline before we even left our hotel. Our plane had mechanical problems and our flight would be delayed 'til the next morning. They had tried all the other airlines but were not able to get us on another flight. They would cover our extra expenses and give us a free 'return flight' to any city in the country to be used anytime in the next year. I frantically got busy and Googled 'sexual health clinic'. There were three in this city. Two were closed on Sundays. The third was on the far side of town with a transit system I was not familiar with. I set out. I either got on the wrong bus or took it in the wrong direction at a couple of the many transfers. The clinic had closed an hour before I finally got to it. I collapsed on the ground and wept. I had passed a couple of hospitals on my frantic journey but the thought of entering their emergency department and confessing my reckless sexual exploits just seemed too daunting. I guess I wasn't that scared yet. When I tried to imagine going in and telling someone, I could only imagine being met with hard, cold, piercing, judgmental .. worse, condemning eyes. I finally picked myself up and told myself I would be okay. I just needed to get to the clinic back home as fast as I could on our arrival. I was met with three disasters to my plan the next day. The family car wouldn't start, my bike had been stolen and the transit workers had gone on strike. Once again by the time I walked across the city the clinic had closed. On the walk back home every park and woods literally tortured my ragging libido with there potential for cruising. I so wanted to feed the newly triggered itch in my ass. But, I was terrified to add what felt like another ticking time bomb into my vulnerable system. I was totally exhausted and collapsed into a fitful sleep as soon as I got home. I kept waking with xxx rated nightmares. At 3AM I awoke with a deeply shaming start. 'Why had I not called a taxi or Uber? How could I have been so incredibly stupid?' I was waiting at the clinic doors three quarters of an hour before they opened the next morning. The staff were pleasant enough. They gave me PEP for the known poz loads from Ben. But it was too late for the uncertain load from my first encounter. I would need to wait three weeks to be tested before they could see if I was still negative and eligible for Prep. They didn't need to tell me how important it was for me to refrain from unsafe sex for the three week interval. I didn't really have anything else to do, so decided to walk home and try to clear my head. Passing the first park I stoically set my eyes straight ahead and forced myself to walk past. At the first woods I found myself walking a path and justified, 'I was just enjoying nature. ' I was both disappointed and relieved when I didn't come upon anyone. Not even a dog walker. I decided I felt like a jog and soon pulled my t-shirt off. I was enjoying my easy pace and the fresh air caressing my bare chest. I was lost in thought when I ran out in front of a red mustang convertible. Luckily the driver had already slowed to turn into a city park. I quickly changed my course and jogged to his parking space to apologize. Stepping out of his car I heard his rich baritone voice; "Yeah, you owe me a good apology." I was instantly hooked, line and sinker, by his large dimpled smile. His eyes darted to a path into some shrubs and I needed no further explanation of his meaning. As I dutifully followed I realized he was a little over 6 feet tall, had broad shoulders, a strong looking v-shaped back, and a sexy bubble butt nicely contained in his tight khaki shorts. My guess that he was commando was soon quickly revealed. At this point I thought I could give him a nice safe blow job; but, he had spun and bent me against a tree trunk without a word of request on his part or consent on mine. His hot mouth was on my exposed ass immediately and his tongue began to fuck me. My resolve had melted into praying he had a condom. My mind raced; 'Why hadn't I accepted the ones they offered at the clinic? How had I been so certain I would be to frightened to engage in any sex?' Here I was already, bent over, ass exposed with a total hunky stranger tongue fucking me in some sparse bushes in a public park. Two hours hadn't even passed since my clinic visit. When he stood and whispered in my ear; "Nice tight hole there." The warmth of his body against my back ripped any thoughts of condoms from my mind and lips. "Oh yeah!"; were the only words I said as his good sized raw cock started it's first journey into my delighted fuck shoot. "Keep it down. This is a public park after all." "Awe, Mmmmm"; I tried to muffle my groans of pain and pleasure. I hadn't gotten a look at his manhood; but, it must have been a good size 'cause it was soon nudging my prostate. As his pace sped and the unmistakable slap of our fuck grew so did my moans and groans. One of his hands moved to cover my mouth and the other wrapped around my throat in a strong choke hold. Within three more pumps he unloaded deep in my ass as he released a roar that must have been heard throughout the park. He quickly withdrew, slapped my bare ass and thanked me for the apology. While pulling up my shorts I had to run to catch him at his car. The engine was already running. "Hey man, are you cl...? Uh?" "If you're going to so blatantly display that sexy otter body with that inviting cute face you either need to get yourself on Prep or resign you yourself to the inevitable." And, he drove off. The woman pushing the stroller nearby looked daggers through me. I hastily returned to the clinic to shame facedly confess my slip up. They made the mistake of reassuring me the PEP treatment would still be protecting me from the park breeding. I filled my pockets with their free condoms this time around.

In west county - looking for hung tops.. anybody out there?

I love going into the bathroom at my work and smell the stale piss left there. Alot of the guys seem to splash alot so everytime I go in there I love sniffing the urinals and licking the piss off the floor and sides. Few days ago someone missed most of it so I got to do a few slurps and it jUst got me craving the taste and smell even more.