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I was super horny and online when this twink message me saying “hey daddy, I’m so horny and love the pics of your fat cock and hairy chest? We’re only 5km away – wanna cum round? Although I only play safe – hope that’s ok”. My profile says “Safe sex – Sometimes” and I was on the fence when he unlocked a stunning picture of his ass. I told him I’d be there in an hour then hopped in the shower. I got to his block of flats and he buzzed me in – top floor as always. When I got to the door it was ajar and so I let myself in closing it behind me and headed for the lamp light from his bedroom. My was in his bed ass up. I suddenly thought – maybe he’s sluttier than he’s made out. I told him to come undress and suck me. Like a good little pup he did – and he gave great head – clearly the lad had been practicing! He asked if I had poppers so I gladly gave him some to sniff. I took some deep huffs and then said – condoms are in the drawer daddy – I need fucked so badly. I went over to his bedside cabinet – looked inside only to find an empty box of condoms. I knew his game so played along “damn – looks like no sex for us tonight – better suck me dry”. He said “please daddy, I need your cock so much – I’d do anything – I’d even do it raw!”. I replied I wasn’t sure as it was risky. He hopped up on the bed saying “I need your cum, breed me daddy”. I walked over to him and slowly but steadily pushed my thick cock into his body and said “how does it feel having a real man raw inside you?”. He moaned and said “so good daddy, I need you raw in me, making me yours, marking me out with your cum”. I said to him “bet you’re glad that condom box was empty!” and passed him the poppers again and as he sniffed I said “what would you do for daddy you twink?” and he replied “anything sir – I’d take any load for you”. And I told him he was a good boy and started to pump harder! He started to beg for my load and I growled “ready to get pregnant?” and he screamed “cum in me sir!”. He squeezed my cock with his ass and I nutted rope after rope of cum in him. He shot hand free and said “wow that was the best cum ever – I LOVE it raw”. I got dressed, said good boy and walked out leaving the twink full of cum.

Chapter 6 The guy at the door threw his towel over his shoulder and was stroking his hard very thick looking cock. His friend did the same only his cock was longer but not as thick. They were both watching me and my dad in bed. This was what dad was talking about when he said sometimes other guys watched him mess around I guess. I was surprised that I didnt get freaked out enough to stop. The two guys at the door were actually making this hotter and they seemed to like that we were actual father and son. Dad focused his attention on my hole no longer teasing it, just pushing his tongue inside it and making me moan uncontrollably. I realize he probably did that not just for me but for the two guys watching too. And for confirmation, he said above a whisper this time, "You like the feeling of your dad pushing his tongue deep into your virgin hole son?" "Virgin? Oh fuck. Your sons a virgin?" Hot guy at the door was looking behind me at dad. Dad didnt say anything but the guy smiled at him like he did get an answer. "Nasty dad taking his son to the bathouse to take his cherry. Beautful." I guess we could have explained that his assumption was wrong and the real story was much more complicated, but I was too busy moaning as dad went back to my hole. My hole was so wet now with dads spit that I could hear him slurping as he continued to lick and probe it. Hot guy got bold and took a step inside the room. Dad must have noticed. "Whats your name bud?" He asked. "Grant." "Good to meet you Grant. I'm Paul and this is my son Cooper." "You guys are fucking hot." I looked up at him and saw that he was looking behind me again at dad. "You think I could..." I didnt know what he was talking about but Dad must have responded nonverbally in a way that made him smile again. Grant stepped towards me and pointed his thick cock to my face. I understood. "You think you could taste my cock while your dad eats you out?" Like dad I didnt answer with words. I wanted to feel that thickness filling my mouth. I licked the tip of his cock glistening with precum and as he moved a little closer I pulled the head of his cock and about an inch more into my mouth immediately making him groan. The cock was massive. I could feel my mouth stretching around his girth. I struggled to take more of his cock as I realized from the further stretching that his cock only got thicker the further down I went. Grant didnt force matters though. He was gentle with me not pushing just accepting what I could give him. "So fucking hot. Your son is sucking my cock Paul. You like seeing your son suck another mans cock?" "Hell yeah. As long as I still get to enjoy this ass that I made." This just kept getting more twisted. Dad kept pushing with his words and it made all of us hornier. But I also felt a finger beginning to push at my hole. It felt different from the tongue, not as soft and definitely thicker. With a little more teasing I felt the tip of his finger suddenly break through and enter me as his tongue had. It caused me to choke a little on Grants cock because I gasped at the feeling that was so new that I didnt know what to do. I felt the bed shift and dad was up by my ear, his finger slowly pushing its way deeper into me. "Just relax son. It will make this easier. Ill go really slow but I lubed your hole up with my tongue and spit that it wont be long before the discomfort goes away. Ok? Keep breathing son." He wasnt whispering like he had when the door was closed. This was for us but it was also for the two other guys. I felt dads weight shifting the bed again as he moved back to focus on my hole. "Oh shit you guys been partying?" I didnt know what Grant meant but I looked up and saw that he was focusing on the pipe that was still on the table in the bowl of condoms and lube. I started to get worried given what dad had said about it being illegal and not welcome at this place. But dads response said something completely different. "Yeah. Introducing my son to a lot tonight." "And you and your son dont get T-dick by the looks of it." It was like they were speaking a totally different language. I may not have known what they were talking about but I figured from their conversation that we were safe. "We're just lucky I suppose." As he said that I felt his hand around my cock again giving it a squeeze before letting it go. I moaned onto Grants cock. "Do you want a hit?" I looked back up to see his reaction to dads question, his thick cock still throbbing in my mouth. "No I dont want to get you in trouble. Might be too much noise with that torch." Grant was right. Whenever dad had lit the lighter it did echo in the room. Now that the door was open anyone might hear it. "Got some stuff in my room anyway. You know what you could do..." He didnt finish his thought out loud but dad did seem to respond. I felt him slowly pull his finger out of my hole and then I could hear him move off the bed and pull his bag out from under it. He dug around and I could hear him take something out and put his bag back under the bed. I was curious and trying to hear and make out what dad was doing but the cock in my mouth was stealing my attention away from it. I did want to make this man feel good. It was a first realization that one of the things I would enjoy about sex is seeing how much pleasure my body gives other men. Grant showed his approval of whatever dad had just done with a "Fuck yeah. Now lets get your son spun." That didnt mean anything to me. It was that other language or something that only dad and Grant understood again. Then the weight shifted in the bed and I guessed he was back by my ass angled at him. My guess was confirmed when I felt a finger slowly teasing my crack and then once again pushing into my hole. Dad pushed his finger further and deeper and the sensation was new, not yet really pleasurable but not really hurting either. I did notice that as I concentrated on the feeling of dads finger I was sucking Grants cock harder somehow.. I was aware that I was tasting this mans cock but also his pre cum as I felt it gathering on my tongue, mixing with my own spit, and swallowing it down. But the feeling that was not pleasurable and not hurting was suddenly burning and the surprise of it and the intensity of it had me pull off of Grants thick cock. "Ah dad it burns or something." "Just keep breathing son. Maybe take a minute to just breathe through it. Here, get back down on your back here." I turned my body around facing dad now and he shifted himself to being on his side against the wall laying in the bed. He was giving me a lot of space to join him and I did. I put my head back on the pillow and dad and I lay next to each other. He being on his side was at an angle of looking down to me while I looked up at him as I lay in the bed on my back. Grant took a step away from the bed and when I turned to look, he was stroking his cock watching us. I noticed that the head and a little more shined in the weird lighting with my spit and seeing and thinking that made my cock throb. His friend was still in the doorway naked and stroking. "Fuck this is so hot. Dad and his virgin son huh? My lucky day." The burning meanwhile was still very much bothering me. Dad could probably tell I was in some degree of discomfort because he used his left hand to caress my chest and then work his way down "Try to relax and breathe deep. This feeling will pass soon." Dads hand continued to explore my body. I was trying to understand how it could still be burning even though dads finger wasnt inside me. That had been what triggered the feeling so shouldnt pulling the finger out kill it? "You ok son?" I looked up into dads eyes. "Yeah, it still burns but I think it might not be getting worse anymore. That cant be normal." "Give it a little time. You'll be ok. I actually think youll be really ok once the burning goes away." I nodded even though I didnt know what he meant and then he bent down and kissed me, first just on the lips and then after a second pressed his mouth to mine and pushed his tongue into mine as we made out again. This time with an audience. "Aw fuck yeah thats so hot. Cant believe how much they look alike." This was a new voice and I realized it must have been Grants friend who had been silently stroking his long cock and watching us the whole time. But hearing that dad and I didnt stop. Instead we kept going and got into it even more. He got back on top of me and like before I wrapped my arms and legs around him. "Fuuuuck" I heard the man say. As we lost ourselves in our passion for each other I did get to a point where I realized that like dad said the burning did go away. But it didnt go back to feeling the way it did before. Its like the burning that was uncomfortable and even a little painful became a burning need. My body was responding in a way that was new somehow but it felt a little like squirming as dad was on top of me like I needed even more than this intense scene with dad. He noticed and pulled out of my mouth. As he did I noticed my focus was a little shifty and thats when I realized that there were now three guys watching. Grant, his friend who was still in the doorway, and now a third guy I recognized. The guy we saw fucking someone in a room when we were first making our way to dads room. He was in the doorway with Grants friend still wrapped in a towel and rubbing his cock through it which I could tell looked only half hard but big. "Youre feeling it arent you son?" Dad said again loud enough for everyone to hear. I looked over at the new guy to see if he heard. He was still just quiet and watching. "I dont know. What is it? It feels good and a little weird I guess." I knew I was feeling hornier but figured maybe it was because of what was happening in the room not what was happening in my body. Dad lifted himself off me and sat up between my legs. Without breaking eye contact his finger found my hole again and without meeting any resistance, he pushed into me again and I gasped. There was no pain this time. What I felt was like what you feel when you scratch an itch. Satisfaction. And my moan made that pretty clear to everyone in the room. "The mans son is a virgin" Grant said. He was looking at the third guy. "I think we are going to witness something very hot." I heard the third guy almost softly and hesitantly say, "Son? Like real son?" Dad turned to look at the men as his finger continued to slowly push into me. I saw that same look of recognition when Grant first saw dads face come across the new guys face. The sensation inside me was amazing. "Yes he is" dad said. "My son came here tonight to lose his virginity and Im going to help him with that." It may sound stupid and naive, but it only hit me at that moment that I was about to get fucked but not just fucked but fucked by my own dad. The man that made me. And in my state of being high and hornier than I had ever been it actually turned me on more. And then I felt dad hook his finger slightly as it pushed just a little deeper. "Daaaaad" I practically screamed and moaned. That drew groans from the men. My body bucked up my back arched and I was seeing stars. Dads finger had hit a spot that made my whole body get lost in a pleasure I didnt know existed. He was massaging the spot and I dont know what I must have looked like as I lost all control with my entire being given over to dad. "Yeah dad oh god yeah that feels so....fuck dad!" My eyes shot back open as I felt a second finger begin to stretch open my hole. I looked up at him and the lust on his face was almost transforming the way he looked entirely. It even seemed almost...predatory. I wasnt afraid by it though. Its hard to explain but because it was dad I still felt safe. I also noticed that my cock was still hard and leaking a non stop flow of precum. My abs were all wet from mine and dads. "You want a little more from the pipe son?" I thought about what Grant had said about the noise and looked over at the door. What if the new guy was going to get us in trouble? "Is it ok dad?" He turned around to look at the other men and must have given them a look that I didnt see because Grant responded by moving closer to the bed and the other two men stepped into the room. The new guy a little awkwardly because of the size of the space closed the door. After doing so he pulled off his towel and revealed a cock that was thick like Grants and long like Grants friend and dads. He started stroking it in earnest. Suddenly I became aware that I was laying in the bed on my back with four older big dicked men inside this very small room looking down at me and I had never been hornier in my life. "Lets get you a little bit higher now son."

Chapter 7 Dad had Grant pass him the pipe and torch. As he turned to me, I lifted myself up into a seated position. He lit the pipe before putting it to my mouth and said, "You guys wanna watch me get my son high again?" "How high you wanna get your boy?" It was the new guy with the massive cock. "Doesnt take much. This being his first night of partying and all." Dad pulled the pipe from my mouth and I held the hit before letting it go. "Damn that is a fucked up thing for a dad to do to his son." "Yeah? Is that why your cock is that hard?" Dad gave me another hit. "Fuck yeah. I want to see you tear apart your sons innocence." "Yeah? You want me to corrupt him more and more with every hit?" What was I hearing? Was dad just playing along or did he mean this? Was he playing a monster or was he actually one? As I let go of the second hit, I only cared that these men in the room were all hot and they were looking at and talking about me. I didnt care how fucked up this was. I cared that I was getting the attention from hot guys I only thought I would ever be able to fantasize about. Dad gave me one last hit from the pipe. "Fuck yeah and I wanna watch and maybe even join." At that last word, dad turned to him. "Whats your name? Im Paul and my son is Cooper." As if on cue, I let out a huge cloud and waved at him. "Luke. What about you guys?" "Grant." "Dominic." "Good to meet all of you.It turns out we all had a purpose tonight in coming here. We are all going to be part of my sons experience of losing his virginity. Isnt that right son?" "Dad?" Something in my head was forcing itself to be spoken. "Yeah son?" He looked genuinely concerned. "Isnt this incest? Are we committing incest?" I was on the bed on my back and stroking my hard and throbbing cock as I asked. Even as I said it I wasnt sure what I was seeking in an answer. The word came to mind as something I had heard before as criminal and so wrong that it was done by people who were messed up in some way. But in this room with these guys, saying the word aloud made that [banned word] very real. And extremely hot. "Yes son. This is incest because we are related by blood. I made you son. So yes. If that means you want to stop, I understand. Maybe its too much too soon for you." I didnt really understand what dad was saying. Was he giving me an out because he wanted an out? The sensation in my cock was so strong it was incredibly distracting. "Dad no. I want that." There was a shift in the three men watching this interaction and witnessing what was the most intimate conversation I had ever had with dad. Almost like their breathing sped up slightly. "What do you want son?" My mind raced a little. My cock was throbbing in my hand and I wanted to give dad the answer he wanted to hear. I know what I would have said in any other situation on any other day. But the last three hits from the pipe changed that. "I want you dad. Incest. I know its twisted and I never thought about this before tonight but I want you dad. Do you want me dad?" I paused and took a quick glance at the other three men. "Do you want your son? Do you want to molest your son?" I noticed now looking at dad and seeing the other men in my peripheral vision in this small room that all of us were stroking our cocks. I looked up to dads face and his expression was a mix of so many others that I had seen tonight. There was that lust and something conflicted and yet also something maybe even sinister. But there was also what I realized later was deep love. I also couldnt help noticing that his cock was leaking. "Oh yes son. It is twisted". He bent down to kiss me again and I could feel his weight shift on top of me again. "That might be why I want it" he said as he pulled out of the kiss. That was for our audience. I knew that because he put his mouth to my ear and whispered everything right after very softly: "I love you so much son and I want to make love to you. I want to show you how much I love you Coop." I tightened my arms and legs around him and moaned into another kiss, our mouths opening as much as was possible. I could hear the guys saying something to each other or groaning at the sight of us. Finally dad pulled up and whispered into my ear, "You can bet your dad is about to molest you son." My eyes shot open again hearing that and I almost came. Somehow we were both getting off on how fucked up this all was. Instead of turning away from it, we were wanting it more. Dad lifted himself back up to a sitting position. "How are you feeling son? You want another hit from the pipe?" "Ok." Grant handed dad the pipe and torch again and the guys watched as dad and I both took two more hits. I didnt know what flying was before that night but I knew dad was getting me there now. I was tingling everywhere and any touch that was pleasurable before was a hundred times more so now. And it made my brain focused on seeking that pleasure as its only goal. Dad passed the pipe and torch back to Grant and said, "Now you guys just go ahead and pass this around. We shouldnt be the only ones partying." There was no argument there as they began to take hits and then pass it around. Dad turned back to me and lifted my legs placing them on his shoulders. He crouched down first and I felt his tongue at my hole again, the sensation as electric as the first time. My back arched as I moaned out "Daaaaaaad yes." The men reacted and when I turned to look at them I could see how horny they were watching us and anticipating while getting themselves high too. Dad didnt spend as much time eating my hole as he did before. He propped himself back up and held my legs up against him. "You ready son?" He didnt have to say for what. I nodded. "You guys ready? We are all about to cross a line. Are you all ok watching me take the virginity of my teenage son?" I looked at the guys and I could see how getting high was hitting them. I noticed Dominic's eyes widen when dad said I was a teenager as he was hitting the pipe. His long cock flexed up and I noticed a thread of precum beginning to go from his head down towards the floor. What turned my attention back to dad was the feeling of thick flesh at my hole. I knew he was big but I could feel how massive dads cock was and how small and tight my hole was. "Deep breaths ok?" I nodded. I wanted this but I was still nervous. I began to feel some pressure that became more insistent. I just looked in dads eyes and tried to focus on my breathing. He began pushing even harder but my hole was a fortress. Dad pulled back and then tried again. What if this couldnt happen? What if we couldnt make it work? Out of the corner of my eye I noticed Luke crouch down. It caught dads attention too and he stopped pushing again as his concentration broke. We both looked over. At first it looked like he was retying his shoes but when he stood back up he had a small bottle in his hand that had been clipped to his shoelace. He showed it to my dad and me but I had no idea what it was. Dad seemed to know though. "Aw fuck yeah nice." Luke didnt hand the bottle to dad though. He came over right to the bedside and kneeled on the floor so he was more level with me. He shook the bottle and looked up at dad. "You want me to?" Dad just nodded. Luke turned to me. "Prop yourself up a little bit." I did as he told and put myself on my elbows. "Good. Now Im going to put this up to your nose and I want you to inhale as long as I leave it there ok? Then I want you to hold your breath until I say you can let it go." I nodded. I didnt know what this was or why we were doing this now but dad had approved so I went with it. Luke put the bottle up to my nostril and held my other closed. I breathed in the fumes and took a hit that I later found out was much longer than most people would take for their first time. When he took the bottle away he lowered me back down fully and replaced the cap. "Hold it. Keep holding it." And then he came closer to whisper in my ear. "I am getting you even higher and you are going to be craving all our cocks in no time." I looked into his eyes and I saw up close how hot this man was. There was a stinging in my nose. It was an unnatural chemical kind of smell that I suddenly began to feel expand into my lungs. "Now let it go." I breathed out and the effect hit me immediately. Warmth flowed all through my body and I couldnt control my response to it as I writhed around with my hands feeling all over my chest my abs and my cock. Luke wouldnt let me stop there. He pulled me back up even though I was totally unfocused and then placed the bottle at the other nostril. I breathed in again for a big hit. This time near the end of the hit I felt dad reposition himself and the head of his cock was back at my hole. Luke pushed me back down on my back and said again, "Hold it. Don't let it go." He looked up at dad. "I have more stuff in my room that i can get for us too." Dad smiled at Luke but didnt respond. I could feel the hit working through me and I closed my eyes to try to control myself. Luke made me hold this one in longer and opened my eyes and looked to see why he was waiting so long. He finally nodded and the hit had me arching my back as my eyes rolled into the back of my head. And then suddenly without warning the head of dads cock popped inside me. The sensation took me out of my trance as my eyes went wide and I looked up. There was pain and electricity in the feeling of being penetrated for the first time. My hands instinctively pushed at dads knees which straddled my ass. But dad held and didnt move. He didnt pull out or push any further in. "I'm inside you son."

It was a relatively uneventful Christmas this past year (2021). After the bf and I exchanged our gifts on Christmas morning, we spent the better part of the day mulling around the house. Sometime around early afternoon he instructs me to 'get ready', go into the bedroom, shut the door and be naked. Intrigued, I do as I am told, clean up, and get ready. Nervous and excited, I find myself in bed under the covers and jacking my hard cock. FINALLY, I hear the door opening and see my muscular bf walk into the room with his hard cock bobbing and then another man follows behind him with an equally muscular build and hard cock swinging. My bf is a former athlete of the gymnastic type who maintains the muscular, tight build they tend to have. The other guy was Mexican (bf is Caucasian), similar build but with an equally long, hard and slightly thicker than my bf's cock in girth but similar in length. Both of these fine men lay down in our bed with their rock hard cocks sticking straight up and I immediately get to work. I am alternating between sucking them both. However, I noticed a bit more flex in the skin of this new man's cock in which I am immediately drawn to. It had a silkier smoothness to it that other cocks, I had previously experienced, simply don't have. I didn't know it at the time but later realized that I was sucking on my first ever uncut cock. Meanwhile, this new man was talking to my bf about how good it felt having 'him' (me) sucking his cock. He was moaning and loving every moment of it and both men were bantering back and forth about me. Eventually, my bf told me to ride our new man. I immediately grab the lube and apply it to our new man's member and some to my hole and begin to sink my hole down onto him. He growls at me that it feels so much better than his wife's pussy. He proceeds to tell a brief story about how his wife just gave birth to their 3rd child and he had a big load to give me. At this point, my mind is BLOWN and I am so hot for his cock....here lies a 'straight', married man with an amazing cock who hasn't blown a load in a LONG time because his wife JUST gave birth and he hasn't been serviced in over 4 days. As I am riding him and moaning in pleasure, he is grunting and talking dirty to me about giving me his 4 day load. All of the sudden, he pushes me off and tells me to get on all 4's. I comply and he shoves his big, hard, uncut cock right back where it belongs! I am loving these new sensations of an uncut cock as it slides in and out of my hole. After a few more moments, he GROWLS and moans that he is shooting!!!! I egg him on and verbalize 'yeah....shoot your load in me...breed me!" and I can FEEL it... I feel every pulse of his HARD cock and my insides are filled with a familiar warmth but this one is more warmth and more pulsing and more sensations than usual. HE has a HUGE load. And by huge, I mean I felt EVERY pulse and fluid he shot inside me....it was HOT! My BF was IMMEDIATELY telling him to get out of the way so he could get inside me next. He shoved his huge, albeit thinner yet longer...also curved, cock into me. He thrust a few times then immediately began grunting I could feel his cock start it's familiar pulsing (which I LOVE!). As soon as he pulled out, I felt their loads trickle out of me. Slightly embarassed and looking down, I saw ONLY their milky white loads on the sheets and that set me off so I added my load to their mix. This was my BEST Christmas gift.

This is Fiction and should only be taken as that Part 1 At 60 years old the options to play with a twink doesn’t present it’s self very often but when this 23 yr old wanted to play and get twisted, pozzed and abused anally really got my attention. I figured it was only talk and after he got his rocks off he would ghost me. For the time being we could have some fun talking. He sent a couple pics and if those were him he looked a bit older but had a nice cock and ass. The kid was persistent and wanted to meet so I figured maybe a local coffee shop to see if he was as he said. When he walked in he looked younger than he said but was hot looking. I actually wanted to see his driver license to verify his age. I didn’t want to get in trouble talking to a minor. While we talked he was looking around and told me he wanted to go somewhere else since he saw a college friend leaving and he was nervous about this. I agreed and suggested my car around the side. Once there he really let go, he said he read stories and wanted to get drugs up his ass, his ass used and abused for a long time, if the guys were toxic or had anything that would be fine. He said he only had a couple experiences with getting fucked and the last one had a bid cock and split him open and he loved it. I asked him about the Toxic side and he said with all the meds out he looked into it and most can be cured or at least controlled. I told the kid I could get really sadistic and that is ass would not be the same. I only had an average cock but I could find a couple guys to split his hole open after I prepared it. I told him he would be in some pain, probably a little blood and I would get I twisted. He agreed and I said to think it over and let me know. He also mentioned some other really dark fantasies he wanted to try. We will have to see I told him. The following week I was really busy with work and was unable to look at my emails much but when I did he had 2 emails there begging me to get him messed up. I picked up a disposable home and had him call me, we talked for a few minutes and I told him what to do. I told him on Saturday morning get up , eat breakfast and hit the shower and get cleaned out inside as well as outside and call me at 11:00. I really expected him to ack out and not call. He also mentioned some other really dark fantasies he wanted to try. We will have to see I told him.

Staying with my brother at the minute. Yesterday evening we had a few beers and a joint but then he went to bed early cause he had work today. I stayed up drinking and smoking. Eventually got horny as fuck and hit up grindr. Got chatting to a lad that was close. He was fit. Told him I was horny for a load, and explained I couldn't host but there was a small private laneway beside the house that he could fuck me in. He said he was on his way. I lubed up and went outside. He found me leaned up against the way with trackies and boxers pull down. He slid in and few quick pumps loaded me and head off. I went back inside, still horny but it was late and not as many lads around. Eventually older bear messaged me. Normally wouldn't be my type but great cock pic and I was fucking horny. Told him the story he said sound. He asked did I take it raw and I gladly told him it's the only way and I already have a load in me. This definitely works him up. I go back outside to wait, with boxers down. Hear him walking up and then just his tongue burying into my hole. He gives me a proper fucking tongue fucking before sliding his cock in. Nice and thick, he starts pounding me and telling me what a fucking slut I am which really gets me going. He is soon loading me up. He tells me to suck his cock clean which I do. He asks do I want his piss. I am drunk and high at this stage so I agree. Then I jack off and cum while getting some stranger's piss all over my face. Best night in a long time.

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Chapter 5 - From Tyler’s POV Oh my God! I had just been fucked like a whore, and I loved it. I went from being a virgin to having three different guys fuck me all in the same night. Each dick getting progressively bigger than the previous one that fucked me. And the last one was a huge 10” thick dick hanging off one of the sexiest black guys I had ever seen. Just about then, Tre started to lift himself up off my body. He slowly pulled each of his ten inches out of my ass. It felt a little sore and tender but also felt so full and like I was meant to have dick in me. Before I could even register he was out of my hole, his boyfriend Javi had taken his position up and was eating my ass. All I could do was sit back and moan. Having my ass eaten was almost as good as having it fucked. Javi was moaning and slurping from my hole feasting on Xavier’s, his, and Tre’s loads that were in my ass. I stopped and thought for a minute that in Sex Ed class we were always taught to use a condom and I worried a little, but they all said they were clean when I asked. So I felt like I was ok. These guys seemed to genuinely like me. I was definitely into them. Javi then pulled away from my ass, his lips glistening and came up to me and kissed me. As he pushed his tongue into my mouth I could feel a large wad of cum being pushed into my mouth at the same time. I could totally get why these guys liked it so much. It tasted salty, sweet, and bitter all at the same time. But it was more the knowledge that this was cum from three different guys and my ass juices being kissed into my mouth by the hot Latino guy laying on top of me. “How’s that taste, baby boy?” asked Javi. “Yummy, I want more.” Javi smiled and told me that could be arranged as he went back down to my hole and started eating me again. I just moaned. About that time, Tre got back onto the bed. I hadn’t really paid attention to where he had gone, but he smiled at me and said, “OK, sexy. It’s time to try G. Open your mouth and lift up your tongue. Hold this there until I tell you to swallow.” I nodded and did as he said. Tre opened up a little blue medicine bottle that had a liquid stopper in it to collect the liquid inside. He pushed on the black bulb at the end and it filled the tube with liquid. He then squirted it under my tongue. He repeated this another time and looked at me to tell me, “OK, you can swallow. It’s going to taste nasty, but in 5 to 10 minutes you should feel it kick in.” I swallowed, and he instantly laughed at the look of disgust on my face. He quickly then passed me a bottle of opened Gatorade and told me to take a few swigs and even swish it around in my mouth to get the taste out. I did as I was told as I watched Tre do the same dosage for himself. Right as he grabbed the Gatorade from me, Javi grabbed my chin and moved my face back to looking at him as he kissed me and pushed more cum into my mouth. We French kissed that cum back and forth for a good two minutes before Javi pulled away and asked Tre for his dose of G. Tre gave Javi his dose and then he left the room. Meanwhile, Javi grabbed the Gatorade and cleaned out his mouth before grabbing the pipe again. He took a big hit and shotgunned me with it. He did 4 more shotguns before laying on his back and handing me the pipe. “Go ahead and take 3 more hits for yourself. The G will kick in shortly. You will start to feel light headed and horny. Then we can start round 3.” I did as Javi asked. I was enjoying the pipe and the white smoke that came from it a lot. When I was done, I handed the pipe back to Javi and he looked at me and said, “Suck my dick while I do a few hits.” He didn’t have to tell me twice. I got between his legs and started sucking the still semi hard uncut thick Latino cock that was resting on his thigh. I also grabbed his balls and caressed them in one hand while the other held the base of his cock. I started to go as far down on his dick as I could. Javi seemed to enjoy what I was doing because he was rock hard in no time. He took one big hit and pulled me up to him and kissed me and blew the smoke into my mouth. He held my nose closed so that I couldn’t exhale the smoke and continued to kiss me for what seemed like forever, but was probably only a minute. When he let go of my nose, he didn’t stop kissing me, but let me slowly exhale the smoke out my nose. He also reached down and started fingering my hole. I hadn’t realized how empty it felt and how good his fingers felt in me. They only wetted my appetite for more. My ass knew the fingers weren’t going to be enough, so I reached behind me and grabbed Javi’s big thick dick and pointed it towards my hole. “You ready for it again? You want to ride that big Latin papi cock, baby boy?” asked Javi. “Yes, Javi. I want your cock in me” I confirmed and shifted my hips up higher off the bed so that the tip of his dick and my asshole were on the same level. I had expected there to be more resistance, but my hole opened up quickly and gravity let me sink down onto that big thick papi cock until my ass was resting on his pubic bone and his dick was buried deep in my hole. “Fuck, baby boy! I went right in your inner hole and your hole is still super wet and filled with cum. I don’t know how long I’m going to last, but your ass feels so good.” It was then that Javi grabbed the underside of my thighs and butt cheeks and started lifting me up and down on his dick. I got the message and started to ride his dick. It felt so good to be in control and I was trying different angles until I felt him hit my g spot. I was then a man on a mission. I was riding him hard and hitting my g spot over and over. My dick was hard again and dripping precum. I didn’t realize it but my hole was starting to relax. I thought I was getting hot and sweaty from the exertion of riding him, but the G was also kicking in. I got light headed, sweating, and felt like I couldn’t get Javi’s dick in my hole fast enough. Javi noticed a difference in me and pulled me down for a kiss. I was rocking gently back and forth on his dick and kissing him. He pulled away and asked me how I was feeling. “Amazing, Javi. I never knew it could be like this. If I did, I wouldn’t have waited. I’m sorry I’m getting sweaty all over you though.” “Don’t worry about it, sexy boy. That G is kicking in for you, I can tell. I feel it starting to hit for me as well. But it makes sex feel so much better doesn’t it?” “I think I can tell the difference, but yes it does feel great. It feels like my hole is sucking your dick as deep inside me as it can get. But honestly it also doesn’t feel quite as tight as it did when we started. Maybe I’m getting used to getting fucked.” Javi laughed and kissed my nose. “Suck a cute little boy. I’m glad you decided to join us because I’m so glad we are getting to teach you all these wonderful things about sex. Yes, it’s a little looser now not only because we’ve been fucking your ass non-stop for almost an hour now, but also the G does make you relax more back there and it also makes you sweat and feel horny.” Next thing I know, Tre is lying down next to us and leans in to kiss us both. He’s starting to sweat and so is Javi. They both say they can feel the G too. All I know is I want them to fuck me and cum in me again. I start to ride Javi harder and he breaks the kiss with his bf and looks up. “Looks like someone wants it a little harder. Is that what you want Ty? Do you want to be fucked harder?” “Fuck yes!” I screamed out. “I need my hole pounded like a slut. I need you to cum inside me and make me your bitch so Tre can have his second turn.” Tre just laughed and pulled me back down to their level again to do another threeway kiss. I was enjoying the kiss, but my ass was on fire and wanted dick. I wanted to get on my back so that Javi could fuck me hard like Tre had just done. Tre suddenly got up, and I heard the door creek. I wondered where Tre was going this time, but then I felt the bed shift as Tre got on the bed behind me in between Javi’s legs. I went to look back over my shoulder, but Javi held my chest close to his and kissed me deep. Next thing I knew, I felt pressure at my hole and then felt Tre’s hand on my back. Again, I tried to look back, but Javi grabbed my jaw and held me looking straight into him so we could continue our kiss. Even more pressure was being applied to my hole, and it was then I realized that Tre was trying to push his dick into my hole at the same time Javi was already in it. I broke away from the kiss with some effort and said, “Tre it’s too big. I can barely take Javi or you by yourself. You’ll never be able to get in my hole at the same time.” “You’re probably right,” Tre said. He then leaned over me and grabbed the bag full of crystals. I thought he was going to put more in the glass pipe, but he didn’t. He pulled out a big crystal and took it back behind me and got off from leaning on my back. The next thing I know is I feel Javi’s dick being pulled from my ass and Tre’s tongue entering in my hole. I just moaned as Tre was eating my ass. He pulled away and said it was tasty. I then heard Javi gasp and tell Tre to lick his dick clean of all the used cum and ass juices right as Tre’s finger pushed into my hole. He was pushing in deep and rubbing the walls of my ass and it started to burn again. “What are you doing? My ass feels like it’s on fire.” I said. “I’m giving you a booty bump. I just put that rock in your ass and it will dissolve and make you even hornier. I wasn’t sure how big the crystal was, but my ass felt like it was on fire. Next thing I know Tre is pulling out his finger and pushing Javi’s cock back into my hole. I just moaned and sat all the way down on Javi’s dick. It felt so good. I noticed I was sweating even more now and my heart was racing even faster. “That’s it papi! Fuck that twink white boy pussy. Own it! Look at how much you got him wanting your dick. He’s bouncing up and down like a two dollar whore. Now kiss him and let him know how much you love his pussy.” Javi pulled my chest flat to his and grabbed my neck and kissed me deeply. As I was wrestling my tongue against Javi’s, I could feel Tre press his dickhead against my hole again. He leaned over and whispered in my ear, “Shhh, it’ll be ok baby boy. Your hole is loosening up with the G and the booty bump. I’ll be able to get in just let Javi kiss you. You’ll feel even better soon.” Pressure kept building at my hole. On two separate occasions I tried to break the kiss with Javi to protest, but he held me there. My hole was being pushed really hard, and I finally felt a pop and shrieked into Javi’s mouth as Tre’s dickhead finally breached my hole. “Fuck yes, baby boy. I knew you could take it. See doesn’t that feel good?” Tre asked. I was still forced to kiss Javi, but he noticed the tears rolling down my cheeks from my eyes and gently reached up to wipe them away. He then reached over to the bowl and told me to take 5 big hits and shotgun him with them. I pulled away and started to turn and tell Tre to pull out, but Javi grabbed my chin and told me to do as I was told. It would help. So, I pulled the pipe to my lips and lit it. I took a hit and leaned over to shotgun it with Javi. As I did, Tre pushed his dick in a little bit. I tensed up and started to say something, when Javi told me to take another hit. This proceeded to go as each hit was done. When I’d bend over to give Javi his shotgun, Tre would push in more. By the end of my last hit, Tre leaned over my back and told me that I was doing great and that he was over halfway in. “Only half? I feel like my hole is being split wide open!” “It is, baby boy, it is. You have two massive cocks in there, but tell me you don’t like it. Tell me you want me to pull out, and I will. But if I pull out, we both do. And you get to go back to Xavier’s room. We are going to fuck you like we want to and you will do as your told or you don’t get fucked at all.” As I was pondering my choices, Tre pushed in a little further and rubbed right up against my g spot. He heard me moan and ground his dick in and wiggled it around in a circle trying to stimulate me even more. “Ok, ok, fuck me. You know I can’t say no to you sexy studs.” Tre leaned over again and said, “Good choice baby boy. Trust me it may hurt a little at first, but you’re going to love it. Have we done anything you didn’t like yet?” “No, I guess not, and it does feel good. It just still feels like my hole is being torn apart. Even with your dick hitting that spot inside me, my hole still feels in a lot of pain.” “It’s ok. It’ll get better soon once I”m all the way in. Look I’ll even spit to add some lube since all you are getting is the cum already in your ass.” I heard Tre spit and felt some wetness in my hole as he moved his dick in circles again. He then pushed my back down to where I was lying flat against Javi’s chest again. “OK, Javi. It’s time.” Javi just nodded and started to kiss me again. I felt Tre start to pull his dick out. I thought to myself maybe he realizes it’s just too tight to fit. Tre got to where only his head was left in my hole. Javi released me from the kiss and put his hands on my back and was holding me tight to his chest. He looked at me and said, “You’re such a good and sexy boy. You’re going to love it when we are both fully in you.” I heard Tre spit and felt wetness at my hole again. The next thing I knew Tre shifted into a squatting position behind me and then grabbed my hips and held onto them hard. He then proceeded to shove the entire length of his cock in my hole in one very powerful thrust. I screamed out loud as my hole was violently forced open and not even a second later my inner hole was forced open as well to accommodate both Javi’s and Tre’s dicks deep in my ass. Tears flowed from my eyes, and I started panting, almost hyperventilating. Javi chuckled and looked at Tre who had this look of pure satisfaction and sadistic grin on his face. Javi then pulled me down and kissed my tears away. “I’m not moving for a minute until your holes adjust, Ty. Trust me it’s like ripping off a band-aid. It’s better to do it in one quick movement and let your body get over the sting than taking it off slowly and feeling the pain for longer. Javi’s kisses and Tre rubbing my back started to make the pain go away. Javi then grabbed the bowl and took a big hit and shotgunned it to me. He did that four more times. Slowly, I could feel the pain subside. “That’s it, sexy. Feel those big dicks in your pussy. I’ll bet you never thought you’d have two in there at the same time, but doesn’t it feel great? Your hole is twitching around our dicks trying to milk them.” Tre reached down and felt around my hole. Unbeknownst to me, he pulled his hand back up and showed Javi just how bloody his hand was from where my hole was bleeding. Javi moaned and ground his dick into me at the same time Tre licked his fingers clean. “It does feel good. Maybe if you start fucking me some it’ll feel better.” “That’s the spirit, pussy boy. Beg for us to fuck your sweet little hole.” “Please fuck me Tre! I need it to feel better and I want you and Javi to fuck me.” “You don’t have to ask me twice.” With that Tre pulled about halfway out and slid his dick slowly back in. It was enough of a pull out to pull out of my inner hole entirely and then slowly open my hole back up. Then Javi did the same thing. It felt amazing and I moaned like whore. “I can see you like that. Let’s do that again.” So they repeated it, and I moaned more. “OK now longer strokes.” They both soon got into a rhythm where when one was pulling out the other was pushing back into me. My inner hole was in a constant barrage of being opened and closed and filled with one dick and then two and then one again. It didn’t know what was happening and the next thing I knew my dick started shooting cum all over Javi’s chest. I looked down because in the pain of Tre’s first thrust to get all the way in me, I knew my dick had gone soft. Now, it was hard as a rock rubbing against Javi’s abs as the guys opened my inner hole open and worked it back and forth with both of their cocks. “Fuck, I’m cumming without touching myself.” “That’s the sign of a good slut. It means that your body is meant to get off on making dicks feel good as they make your pussy feel good so you can shoot your cum. OK, Javi. Time to take the training wheels off. Let’s breed this bitch pussy like it’s meant to be,” said Tre. The next thing I know it felt like I was constantly being lifted off the bed and slammed down on two hard dicks. Javi and Tre both had grips on my hips and butt and were constantly lifting my body up and off their dicks until the heads were about to pop out and then they would quickly reverse course and pull me back down hard on their dicks. Instead of a constant motion of one dick going in while the other was going out, they were now both going in and going out at the same time. And my inner hole wasn’t being opened by one dick anymore, it was now being opened by two dicks at the same time. I just moaned and groaned as my insides were rearranged to accommodate these two big dicks and my hole no longer had any fight to keep them at bay. “I’m getting close, Tre.” “Me too, Papi! Let’s bust together.” The guys continued to pull me up and almost off their dicks but now as they were pulling me down they would both thrust up and force my inner hole to open quickly to let their big dicks in me. This continued for about another minute until my body could take no more. I screamed out again as my dick started spurting cum all over Javi’s chest. I was seeing stars and thought I was going to pass out. “Damn, Tre, he’s cumming again.” “Fuck, Papi, don’t I know it. His holes are milking my dick like there’s no tomorrow. I can’t hold back any longer.” With that Tre let out a huge roar as he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me as far down on his dick as he could. Javi quickly felt all the hot cum surrounding his dick while sheathed deep inside my inner hole and let loose too. “It feels so hot and wet. It’s like two fire hoses are going off in my ass at the same time.” I managed to say as my dick was still spurting cum. “This feels amazing! You guys literally fucked the cum out of me twice without me ever touching myself.” Javi and Tre were both still panting and making small thrusts as their hips tried to get their dicks as deep as possible inside me. I just laid there like a limp wet noodle covered in my cum and sweat, with Tre’s sweat on my back and Javi’s sweat on my chest mixed with my two loads of cum. Javi pulled me into a kiss, and Tre collapsed on my back. All three of us groaned at Tre’s dead weight, but I had never felt better in my life. After we had all come back down to earth, Tre leaned in and started a threeway kiss with us. As he was doing that he moved his hips in a circle and ground his still rock hard dick deep into my hole making both the inner and outer hole stretch even more as he made the circle with his hips. I just moaned into the kiss. Tre slowly pulled out and what felt like a river of cum started pouring from my hole. Javi rolled me over and pulled out too as even more cum flowed out of my hole. I just threw my arm over my eyes and sighed. The next thing I knew I saw a flash of light. Javi had his phone out and was taking a pic of my hole. Tre grabbed his and turned on the flashlight on his phone and told Javi to video the cum still pouring from my ass. “How do you feel, baby boy?” Tre asked. “How does that beautifully tight, virgin, white boy pussy feel after being stuffed by a 9” Latino dick and a 10” black dick at the same time? You should see how gaped open your hole is and how much of our special seed is flowing out of your hole. It looks like a river of reddish-pink cum is flowing out of your hole to show everyone what a cum slut you are. All that hot dirty seed from two big strong alpha males flowing out of your wrecked boy pussy because you had to have both of our dicks at the same time. Your hole was so tight when we started, but look at it now. It can’t even close because of how much we fucked it open. That boy pussy is losing all the special seed we planted deep inside your inner hole. You’re supposed to keep it deep inside you baby boy so our special seed can mix with you and become part of you.” “I’m sorry guys. I’m trying to close my hole but it’s not cooperating.” Trying to clench my hole tight, I could feel my muscles trying to work but it didn’t feel like anything was happening. “Look, it's almost like it’s trying to wink at us but can barely move. There is too much cum still flowing out of you to close properly. I guess we’ll just have to stick both of our dicks back in your hole again and give you more cum. Would you like that baby boy?” “Yes, Tre. I want you and Javi to fuck me again and make my hole gap open. Stick more of your special seed deep inside me. This time when you cum and pull out, stick a pillow under my ass so that it’s raised up and your special seed can’t flow out of me.” “Now that sounds like a plan, Tre. Papi is ready to breed our cum slut again, but I think we both need to re-up on our G and T.” “Good idea, Javi. Stop the video and let's get this bitch some more dick and special seed.” I just grinned and knew even though my hole hurt, the G and T would make it better. I wanted them to fuck me again. I couldn’t even remember how many times I had cum tonight, but I knew I didn’t want to stop, and I knew I didn’t want to go long without one or both of their cocks deep in my hole, owning me like the cum slut I was. I truly needed to be fucked non-stop and couldn’t imagine ever wanting to go back to a moment where there wasn’t a cock up my ass. ******************* I hope you guys enjoy this one too. I didn't think I'd do a DP scene so soon on a virgin twink, but I think the scene called for it. Let me know what you guys think. Again always open to feedback and suggestions on where the story should go.

Chapter 4 - Told from Tre's POV: OMG, Ty’s ass was amazing. Filled with Xavier’s and Javi’s loads and that bitter iron taste from the blood seeping out of the cuts Javi made when he fucked him roughly, I was in pig heaven rimming that hot almost virgin boy hole. My dick twitched thinking just how it would still be virgin for a dick my size and how I would be able to get deeper in him than the others. Ty just kept moaning like a whore. I loved eating ass almost as much as I loved fucking it. My tongue can do wicked curves and reach places deep inside. Most bottoms begged for me to rim them both before and after I fucked them, and I am only too happy to oblige. Rimming makes my dick hard, so I can usually go again after rimming my nut out of a nice hole. But this hole was practically virgin! It only had taken two dicks before, both smaller than mine. And while I was pretty sure the kid didn’t know anything about being on prep meds, he had mentioned condoms to Javi. I needed to make sure that my rimming got him so in need for more dick that he wouldn’t even mention condoms. You see, Javi and I never used condoms. Even when we just started dating each other, Javi told me he wanted to feel me naturally and shoot my load deep inside. Considering that even Magnum condoms felt tight on me, I had no problems raw dogging Javi. From then on, we never used condoms. We also had a very open relationship and neither one of us liked condoms. One night about 3 months into our dating, Javi asked about playing with others and using condoms. He knew my stance… that I hated the fuckers. Javi was like what happens if one of us gets an STD? I was like there are meds, and we’ll deal with it. “Tre, what about HIV though? There isn’t a cure for that, nor herpes. Just meds you can take to try and make it better.” “Javi, I honestly don’t care. Neither is a death sentence anymore. Plus if I’m being honest, the thought of getting HIV turns me on.” “What? How so?” asked Javi. “Well, I just think about how I like tight young ass and how big my dick is. And even though you know I don’t try to go rough on guys, with the young tight ones I usually make them bleed without even trying. Now imagine me with HIV and my cum is highly toxic. And I get a hot young piece of ass in front of me that’s negative. Even just with my normal fuck style, he’s most likely going to bleed, and you know I’m going to deposit a hugh load deep in his ass.” I could see Javi’s boxerbriefs start to fill out as his dick was getting hard. I was happy to see what I was saying was turning him on. So, I continued, “Now imagine I fuck that tight ass hard and rough on purpose with the intention of making him bleed a lot. You know I can do it. And if my cum is highly toxic, then he’ll most likely get HIV. He’ll be my bitch forever, carrying my DNA and my strain of HIV deep in his body. Maybe if he’s vers, he’ll even pass it on. Most young guys don’t get tested, so it could be years of them fucking others without knowing they have HIV. All of my DNA being spread across this city by me and the guys I knocked up. It just makes my dick hard as a rock thinking about how my seed can be spread so easily and without others knowledge. My DNA infecting the entire city.” Javi just looked at me and evil grinned while grabbing his hard dick through his undies. “Damn Tre, you’ve given this some thought. That’s hot as fuck. So are you saying you want to try and get HIV?” “Well, I’m not trying, and I’m sure it’ll be hard to get since I mostly top. But, if it happens, it happens. And I’m not going to fight fate. But, if I do get it, watch out, because I want to spread my toxic seed as far and as wide as I can.” Javi had taken his undies off by this point and had started playing with his hole. He then pulled his legs back and showed me his cute little hole and made it wink at me. “If you do get it Tre, will you give it to me?” “Absolutely babe! We can tag team and spread our DNA together. Make this entire city and then the state our fucking cum slut bitches.” “Tre I need you to fuck me now.” I was brought back to the current situation with Javi whispering in my ear, “I know he’s good and ripped open. You saw how pink that cum was that oozed out of his hole. Now it’s time for you to make the pink cum a dark red. Poz that virgin hole and let him feel your master alpha dick as it rips and tears his hole open to bleed all over that big black dick.” Javi knew just how to get my gears turning even faster. I quickly pulled my tongue out of Ty’s ass and looked down at him. “Do you want my dick, Ty buddy?” Ty had looked up to see why I had stopped rimming him and just nodded. “God yes, I want it, Tre. I want you to fuck me good. Please give me that big black dick.” “I will buddy, but first take at least 3 more big hits for me.” As Ty was taking his first hit, I motioned for Javi at the bag of crystals, He knew exactly what I wanted and grabbed another good sized shard out of the bag. He handed me the shard and just gave me a nod. I took the shard and made sure the sharpest edge was right against the outside of Ty’s hole as I pushed it in quickly. I knew that the shard would make a tear right on his pucker so that it would start to bleed a little. Ty looked down and grunted a little when my finger went in with the shard. I then made sure to take the pointed end and rub it up against his ass walls. I wanted more tears and the shard dissolving quickly in his bloodstream. Ty was exhaling his second hit, when I pushed the shard onto his g spot. He just arched his back and said it’s burning a little again. I just told him to relax and feel how good his g spot felt from me putting pressure against it. I made sure that the shard ripped new tears into the lining on his g spot but also knew the pain would be masked by the pleasure I was giving him. Ty was just moaning and moving his head back and forth. Javi had to remind him to take another shot. By the time he had finished his third hit, the shard had dissolved. I started putting my dickhead against his hole and rubbing it up and down and all around. My toxic precum was oozing out quickly and wetting his hole. I made sure to pay attention to the cut on his pucker and make sure it was covered in my toxic precum. Ty was too high and just kept begging for me to fuck him. “Please Tre, put it in me. I need to feel your dick inside me. My hole feels so empty and it needs a dick in it now.” Javi laid next to Ty and kissed him then started egging him on. “Is that what you need, buddy? Tre’s big dick opening up your tight almost virgin hole. Do you want his big black cock to take that white boy pussy and make it submit to his alpha cock? Do you want him to fuck you hard and deep so that your pussy can milk his dick of his special seed? I bet you wish you could get pregnant by him. Have his seed deep in your pussy and make you carry his baby around.” Ty just moaned and said yes or nodded his head with each statement or question from Javi. Ty then looked at me and said, “Tre can you knock me up and make me your bitch? I need to be used like a whore and my hole is just grabbing at your dick. It wants your dick inside it so bad.” “Are you sure, buddy? You saw how I fucked Javi. Once I start, I am not going to stop. I will rip your hole open and make it gape from my big dick, but you will enjoy every minute of it. That I can promise you.” “He’s the best, Ty. You saw how hard he fucked me, and I was moaning like a whore. He will make you cum just from being fucked, but you won’t care becasue all you’ll be thinking about is how good his dick feels in your pussy and how much you want him to knock you up.” Ty just moaned and looked directly into Tre’s eyes and tried to focus as much as he could. “Fucking make me your bitch, Tre! I need your big black cock in my white boy pussy. I need your cum deep in me filling me up and making me pregnant. With that, I didn’t want to take a chance of him changing his mind. Not like he would as high as he was, but I grabbed the base of my dick and pushed into his hole. Even after the slam fucking Javi had given him, his hole had tightened back up. It gripped my big dick like a vice, and it took all my concentration just to keep pushing into him. “Oh Tre, it’s so big. I can’t believe I’m taking your dick.” Just then I hit his back wall with my dick and Ty just grunted. I adjusted my angle and found his inner hole and started to push in and out in short strokes opening up his inner hole again. Ty just moaned and I watched his eyes roll back into his head. I finally opened the hole all the way up and immediately felt my dickhead get all warm and wet swimming in the toxic cum Javi had deposited deep in the kid. “Oh Ty, this hole is amazing. It’s so wet and warm. I’m going to go all the way inside now.” Ty quickly lifted his head and looked like he didn’t understand. “What’s wrong, buddy?” “You’re not all the way in already. I can feel you so deep inside me.” “No little buddy. I’ve got about 2.5 more inches to feed you. You’re so small that my dick easily hits your inner hole with plenty of dick to spare. So, here it goes.” I pushed in deep and let my balls rest on Ty’s spread open ass. He grunted and Javi kissed him as he stroked Ty’s dick. “Fuck this ass is amazing Javi. I don’t know if I can just take one turn.” I pulled all the way out, and Ty looked up concerned again. I just laughed and said, “Don’t worry little buddy. I’m going to fuck you some more. I just have to taste some of Javi’s load coming out of your ass with those hot white boy pussy juices mixed in.” Before he could respond my tongue was pushing in and lapping up the load of cum that I had let fall from his inner hole into his ass and had already coated my entire cock. Javi shoots almost as much cum as I do, so his ass was easily flooded with nut. Nothing tasted better than my boyfriend's toxic seed straight out of a neg boy hole that was torn up and bleeding ready to accept our DNA. After feasting for a good five minutes, I got back on my haunches and told Javi to hold Ty’s legs open. Javi smirked and said “Fuck yes!” as he grabbed Ty’s ankles and spread them as far and as wide as he could while pulling them back over Ty’s head to expose his hole. It had already started to close some, and I just looked at it and then looked at Ty and said, “OK buddy. Here it comes. I’m going to fuck you now and knock you up. Are you ready?” “Yes, Tre. Please, I need it.” Ty begged and Javi just nodded at me and mouthed the words “Rip the bitch open!” Despite how tight he was, my dick was on a mission. I thrust my entire length into Ty and made my balls slap his ass. Ty just shrieked and his mouth opened like he was speechless. I pulled all the way out and did it again. Both of his holes were tight and trying to keep me out, but my dick was rock hard and excited that it was getting to poz a hot little white boy. Ty gasped again. I pulled out again and slammed in another time. Ty gasped and this time I stayed with my balls pressed against his ass and rotated my hips making my dick point in a circle all in his ass and open his holes even more. Ty moaned at that and his dick started to ooze a little precum. I pulled out a little and then focused on his g spot. I pegged it non stop for about 5 minutes. Ty was just a mixture of moans and grunts and kissing Javi while he played with his dick. Javi looked at me and said, “I think Ty is getting close to cumming.” “Oh really? Do you like my dick in your ass Ty? Is it making your dick feel good?” Ty just looked at me and tried to say yes but what came out wasn’t really understandable, so he just nodded. I pulled all the way out and slammed back in, again four more times before rotating my hips and grinding his holes open. I pulled all the way out and slammed back in again and ground my hips around opening his holes. Pulled all the way out one more time and adjusted my angle and hit his g spot. Ty exploded when my dickhed pegged his g spot. Rather than continue to stimulate his g spot, I wanted to feel his holes spasm on my dick, so I pulled all the way out and slammed my dick in all the way again. Both of his holes were spasming and gripping my dick as he shot his second load all over his chest and face. Ty’s holes were milking my dick something fierce, and I felt my balls draw up quickly. I pulled out of the inner hole and just started to fuck it open with my dick, pulling out long enought to let it close and then quickly forcing it all the way back in. Ty was still coming and with one last squirt of cum onto his navel, he stopped writhing. I pulled all the way out and slammed my dick back in all the way three more times before I had reached my limit and started to nut deep in Ty’s white boy pussy. I got my dick as deep as I could, my hips uncontrollably shaking and trying to get my dick even deeper into that hot white virgin boy hole. Javi had left Ty’s side and was now whispering in my ear, “That’s right babe! Give him all your toxic seed. Drop that nut deep inside his pussy so you can make him poz and make him carry your DNA forever. Breed his hole and make him a poz cum slut for life.” I just kept nutting and nutting. I lost count of how many spurts of toxic death seed I shot deep into Ty. When my balls were finally drained, I collapsed on top of Ty. He just wrapped his cute little short legs around my back and pushed the heels of his feet into my ass cheeks trying to pull me in even deeper. I just chuckled and looked at him and said, “Don’t worry buddy, I’m not going to ever let a drop of my cum go wasted when your hot pussy is around to take my special seed and let me try and get you pregnant.” Ty exhaustedly looked at me and said, “Thank you, Tre, for your special seed. It feels so wet and hot inside my hole right now. It feels like my hole is flooded.” Javi laughed and said, “Trust me Ty, with my load and Tre’s load, it is definitely flooded. When Tre pulls out you won’t be able to keep it in because I know he worked both of your holes open to where they will gape at least for a minute and let our seed flow out.” “I don’t want it to come out. I want it to stay right where it is,” Ty whimpered. “Don’t worry buddy. I’m going to eat it from your hole and kiss it directly into your mouth so you can taste our loads and your sweet boy pussy juices all at the same time. And then, I’ll fuck you again and give you another load deep,” Javi said. “Do you want that? I know you do. I can see the smile on your face just thinking about it.” “Oh God, yes I want that. I want both of you to fuck me again and give me more of your cum. Can we smoke some more too?” I looked at Javi and smirked and then back to Ty, “Of course we can buddy. You can smoke as much as you want. In fact, we have something else you might like too. It’s called “G” and you drink it, but it will make you super horny and want us to fuck you even more than you do now.” Ty looked at me and said, “Let’s do it. I want you guys to fuck me all night long. Just…” Javi looked concerned and looked at me not sure what was happening. So, I quickly kissed Ty and then looked at him deep in his eyes and asked, “Just what?” Ty sheepishly bit his lower lip and looked at us and asked, “Can you not tell Xavier that we did this? I don’t want him to think I’m a whore.” I just laughed and kissed Ty again. As I leaned up, Javi was there and we did a threeway kiss with all of us. Javi then said, “Ty little buddy, don’t worry about a thing. We won’t tell Xavier anything that you don’t want us to. We are just glad that you decided to join us. Your ass truly is amazing.” “Well honestly, even if you guys weren’t bigger, you definitely fucked me better than Xavier did. Don’t get me wrong. I enjoyed it, but it was more soft and sensual. You guys fucked me like I was a whore and just a hole for you to get off in. I don’t know why, but that just turns me on like crazy.” “Oh it’s ok buddy! And you can tell us anything or ask us to try anything. We are definitely open and cool with exploring and letting you explore your deepest desires. As long as we get to breed that hot white boy pussy, we will do whatever you want to do and try. We love sharing a hot guy and making him feel so good. So, are you ready to try some “G” and get fucked even harder?” I asked. Ty pushed up on his arms and propped up his chest from the bed while looking into my eyes, and said, “You bet your ass I do. I never knew I could feel this good. And if G is anything like what we were just smoking, I have a feeling I’m going to be nothing but the biggest slut in the city. And I can’t wait!” Javi looked at me, laughed, and said, “I think we may have created a monster, Tre.” ************* Sorry for the delay guys, but work has been crazy. I hope you like this chapter. I'm always open for ideas on how you want the story to go. I am already working on the next chapter and hopefully will have it posted in the next few days. But, feel free to share your comments and ideas. Thanks to those who have already given feedback. I appreciate all the ideas and kind words.

Last night I got a pleasant surprise when a fuck buddy I had fallen out of touch with for a while got a hold of me wondering if I was available. I had gotten out of the shower a bit before after having been outside freezing while cleaning up some downed branches. Feeling good from the hot shower and facing the prospect of some even hotter sex, of course I said yes. When we were fucking regularly we never really talked much pre-sex, after a long week you just needed to get that pent up energy and aggression out, you know? This time was no different. When I walked through the door he was in a bathrobe and that was my signal to start stripping. I was nude before I was past ten feet in the door. I love being nude! He sat in his living room recliner with his robe open and already hard cock ready for my mouth. I dropped to my knees and pushed his legs apart and settled down with his cock head to my lips, enjoying the precum leaking from the tip. I licked and teased his cock head, looking up at him as I made a show of painting my lips with his precum, then went down on his length, taking his hot black cock down to the balls. He had always loved grabbing my hair and holding me in place when I did this, and that hadn't changed since the last time we were together. I didn't get long to suck him, he wanted to get to the main event. He had me get down on the carpet, laying on my stomach as he mounted me and worked his cock in. It was a bit rough going because there was only saliva on his cock to lube his way in, my saliva and I think he may have used some of his own, but I do enjoy the sensation of a cock slowly getting pushed into me and I am a bit of a pain junkie anyway. Once he bottomed out he started to thrust, and damn I had missed his enthusiasm! He didn't last long, I like to think it was because he was just really happy to see me, but hey, I'll take his cum any way I can get it! After he pulled out he laid on the floor and I cleaned his cock. I took my time, making a show out of it because I knew it turned him on and he was always good for a round two fuck. He got hard again and we headed to the bedroom, where he had me get on the bed on my knees with my ass up and head down. After the livingroom fuck and his first load still in me I was a lot easier to slide into. This fuck lasted a lot longer, and we ended up again with me laying on my stomach with him on top. After he came and we settled into bed we made small talk, catching up on the past several weeks. We slept all night, no 2AM fucks like old times, but in the morning he had his normal morning wood and I rode him for old times sake. He had to work so we both got in the shower and cleaned up with some playing, and after toweling off I got to walk through his place naked to get to my clothes by the front door with him following me in his robe. I love that walk because I know it gets him going watching my ass as I move. He surprised me by having me bend over the couch and pushed his already lubed dick into me. I'm guessing he had planned it and had lubed up in the bathroom. Gotta love the fun surprises in life, I wasn't expecting it! We didn't get to fuck long, and he didn't cum, but I am hoping that just means he'll be thinking about my ass during work and want another round tonight!

Where do I start? I could tell you about the first time I took a BBC on a park table at night with 2 strangers watching, or about the first time I had bareback sex - I was stealthed, or about today when I took 5 loads from 4 guys each bigger than the last but I think I will start my almost all-true story with Lucky number 8. It was the Tuesday before Thanksgiving my very sweet but no longer very sexually interested partner was away on a business trip. I had been a pretty good boy ..... until I wasn't. Let me tell you about me- I’m Daniel. I work in an office, it’s not exciting but it is usually rewarding when I get to emerge from under the mounds of paperwork and be creative, which doesn’t hapPen that often anymore. I am 44, 5’11, 215 lbs and my partner, Erich, is 67 years old. Although we had once enjoyed a healthy (and ALWAYS SAFE sex life) that really all but disappeared after his car wreck and rehab four years ago. For the most part he recovered well but during his months long rehab, he just lost his interest in topping. He had always been a great partner even taking on the role of Top most of the time. We were both natural bottoms and while I could “play” the part it just was never that great. Well after his wreck, Erich just gave up topping altogether and sex became infrequent blow jobs, hand jobs and occasionally I would top. Now sex was just boring and unsatisfying. Almost a year ago Erich had been away for business and I decided to download the sex app my Best friend, Henry was always on. I meet a young guy who wanted to fuck me. I was really enjoying it until he took off the condom and then stuck his cock back in as he came. I was scared, angry, and more turned on than I ever had been in my life. I determined to delete the app and return to my boring life. But I couldn’t stop thinking about this sexy guy and his 8” hard dick. I kept reliving him shooting his warm seed in my hole. I remembered what it was like to let it out. I was obsessed with the texture. This was crazy, Erich always kidded me about how much I hated cum. I didn’t like to take ITV in my mouth, I didn’t really like to touch it. Things began to change though. I would taste my cum after master-bating. I even fingered my hole with my cum. I kept fantasizing about taking more raw loads. I started watching bareback porn and looking up bareback sex stories. Eventually I re-downloaded the app and met a 20 year old college student who eventually became my bareback sex bud. I LOVED when he fucked me. He was a little chubby like me. He was meek and sweet tempered until the clothes came off. Garrett, was only 5’8 but had a nice 8” cock. It was a perfect cock and the best thing was he fucked me like I was his paid whore. He was rough, in charge, dominant and he could last 20-30 minutes or even sometimes shoot twice. But the absolute best thing was when he came, he would pulse and pulse and I could feel shot after shot of cum inside me. It was exhilarating.But I can tell you more about him another time. Back to this story. It was the Tuesday before Thanksgiving, Erich was returning tomorrow but tonight I was alone. I was having dinner with my slutty BFF, Henry. He told me about his latest escapades - sucking strangers off he met online in a public bathroom. Henry and I had been buddies since we lived in the same building 20 years ago. He was the first slut I ever knew. He was only into oral and I had gotten a few blowjobs over the years, before Erich. Now I mostly lived out my fantasies through his encounters. I went home and was SO horny. In the last year, I had downloaded and deleted the app maybe 10 times. With the exceptions of the park encounter, Garrett and the stealther. I really hadn’t had much sex. I mostly chatted. I was so horny tonight but I couldn’t find anyone to chat with or even play with. Unfortunately, Garrett had moved away a couple of months ago. I watched more BB porn, my latest favorites were BBC raw gang bangs which just fueled my desire for more raw sex. I was about to go to bed lamenting the missed opportunity when I got a ding on the app. It was after midnight. I hadn’t been able to get anyone to even chat in about an hour. His profile was married, DL and Horny . I never even got his first name. All I found out was that he was married to a woman. He was 26, tall, black and always horny A F. He wanted to come over and fuck me with a condom but I didn’t have any. He decided he would come anyway. When he got to my apartment, he was very cute, a little shy but very horny. His wife was home asleep he said. She couldn’t handle his sexual drive and he had recently downloaded the app. He told me he had fooled around in high school but only recently started up again. He told me the last guy he had fucked made him cum 5 times and had even broken the condom. Sure, I thought not believing him- well it’s a great story, anyway. I forgot all about being tired and pulled his already hard cock from his pants. I swirled the tip and engulfed all 7” . He was not as long as either the stealth guy or Garrett but he was considerably thicker. He got even harder in my mouth and then he told me it was his turn. He was a natural pleaser. He sucked my cock, played with my nipples and left hickeys on my neck from his kisses. It was so hot and then he went for my hole. I had never been eaten out like this before. His tongue was invading my hole. He used a finger, then two to massage my ass and prepare me for his thick cock. I lubed him and my ass real good and took several hits of poppers. He pushed in raw and it was so big my ass felt like it was being pushed apart from within. He waited for me to adjust before he continued. His cock eventually pried my ass open enough so that he could bottom out. I had never felt so full. He started to rock in and out and in and out from behind. He fucked me harder and faster and kept up this pace for several minutes. It hurt at first but it was feeling better by the time he pushed in hard and shuddered. Oh well, I thought that was quick but fun. Little did I know he was going to break Garrett’s record of 2 loads, his own record of 5 loads and basically any record of any porn I had ever seen. I never would have guessed he could cum in me 8 times within an hour. He never got tired and his last load was just as impressive as his first. This is 100% true and I never would have believed it either. If you want to hear more about the 8 loads, let me know. I realized as he was leaving, that I had never felt more alive or more turned on in my life. I had found out what I truly was down deep, just a dirty cumslut waiting for the next load.

The longer you leave the toys in you hole the the more accustomed you’re hole will become to it’s new gap. I walk around all day with my hole plugged and at night a large one to sleep with.

Evening the Score At eighteen and five foot eleven inches of lean muscle, I cut a pretty picture. The victory cup held high above my head, I strutted around the pool in my racing speedo. I enjoyed the limelight, and I knew that everybody in that arena managed to sneak a peak at my package as I made my traditional lap in front of the opposing team’s bleachers. I was a big guy in my high school. I was a straight A student and captain of the cross country and swim teams. School was a golden time; I ran twelve miles every morning on the cross-country team and did laps till exhaustion in the late afternoon. The result of this effort was a tall lean and muscular body, composed of broad shoulders a narrow waist and perfect hairless bubble butt. The swim meet was the final of the season; a grudge match between the two schools, and a delicious win against the rich kids from across the tracks. I guess I took the win a little too far as I waved the cup in front of the losers, and high-fived my team mates as they headed to the showers. I chatted on the pay phone in the locker rooms, and lingered till there wasn’t a soul left in the showers before stripping off and getting myself cleaned up. Night had fallen when I emerged from the school, and the parking lot was empty. A heavy rain fell on the tarmac and I cursed my tardiness, flipped up the hood on my jersey and trudged to the nearest intersection to wait for the bus. I hadn’t waited long before a late model panel van pulled over to the curb and a young guy driving it leaned over to lower the window. “Need a lift?” he smiled. “Yeah, that would be great,” I shouted over the rain and pulled open the door to the van. I threw my bag onto the floor of the cab and settled into a jump seat next to the driver’s centre console. The seat was like that in a limousine, folding back and out of the way to make room for more storage in this utility vehicle. The driver was nicely dressed, and didn’t appear to be a delivery guy at all. He introduced himself as Greg as he pulled the car away from the curb and onto the deserted side street. I fumbled looking for the seat belt, and reaching over my right shoulder, I asked, “Where’s the safety belt?” My heart nearly jumped out of my chest, as two hands landed on my shoulders and a voice growled in my ear: “you won’t be needing it!” The hands tightened on my shoulders and literally dragged me out of the jump seat, over the seat back and into the dark void of the back of the van. Three bodies emerged from the shadows and flanked me on all sides. A worn mattress was on the floor of the panel van and all I could see was the flickering light from the driver’s window. “It’s gotta be him,” whispered one of the guys in the back of the van. I started to protest, but a hand was slammed firmly over my mouth. “You did your shouting back at the pool. Now keep quiet and you won’t get hurt,” seethed the guy who muffled my scream. He slowly waved a long stiletto knife in front of my eyes and a fear like I had never felt before welled up in me. He took the knife and slid the shaft under the collar of my hoody, lifting the blade up and away from my body the fabric split open in a silent slow motion reveal. Pulling the knife away as the fabric was freed from it’s elastic waist band, the other guys grabbed the shirt from either side and tore the remainder of it’s cloth from my naked torso. My hands were grabbed and nylon cord was wrapped around them, binding them tightly. A vicious tug pulled my arms above my head and swung my body around. The others flipped me over and I could feel my Addidas pulled off of my feet, as my bound hands were secured to a U bolt on the floor of the cab. I felt a hand on my back, and the stiletto reappeared in my line of vision. The owner of the knife shifted his weight and moved the blade down past my line of sight. I felt his hand curl under the waistband of my jeans and then the knife slide down under the fabric. The denim gave more resistance than the cotton of my jersey, and the owner of the knife had to press down on the small of my back while he jerked the knife up and away from my body. The jeans split open and I could feel the stiletto travel the length of my ass, its tearing motion assisted by the other guys’ hands as they grabbed the fabric and stripped the torn jeans in two. Peeling them off my legs, they each grabbed a side of my briefs and pulled for all their might. It hurt like hell as the cotton and elastic gave way, and I was left naked and splayed in the back of the van. Appreciative hands moved on my body, kneading and massaging my legs and ass. One hand cupped my balls and cock pinching and pulling until I became erect. Fingers probed my anus assisted by a steady stream of saliva dripping down the crack of my ass as the guys laughed and repeatedly spit on me. The van came to a sudden stop and I craned my neck to see out of the driver’s window. A lake was clearly visible a few meters from the vehicle. We had stopped in a glade beside a local resort not yet open for the season; the rain was still falling, dappling on the water and drumming on the ceiling of the van. The side door to the van opened, and moonlight poured in on my naked body. Greg stood triumphant at the side of the van. I could see him clearly now, and instantly remembered his down-turned face from the poolside. He swam relay for the losing team and his buddies were his cheering section. He stood in the moonlight and unzipped his jacked. Standing beside me, he stripped naked along with his buddies in the van. He was shorter than me, had a wrestlers body, and tremendous upper body strength. His cock was cut and fat and grew to a good eight inches when fully erect. Climbing into the van, he parted my legs and I felt his tongue push into my asshole. He licked and chewed on my ass and balls while I squirmed under the pressure and obvious pleasure of his attention. One of the guys came forward in the van grabbing my hair and pushed his stiff cock into my mouth. He fucked my face while his buddy loosened me up. I felt hands on my ankles and my ass was lifted in the air. A bag, possibly my gym bag, was thrown under my hips leaving me completely exposed, and I felt the head of Greg’s cock press against my virgin hole. The pain was terrible as he entered me. Slowly and without hesitation he took me, his cock plunging deep inside me. I cried out but the sudden eruption of cum from his buddy splashed the back of my throat and put an end to any protest. Greg’s friend growled with delight as he continued to pump thick salty fluid into my mouth. I had to swallow or choke. Greg’s rhythm as he fucked me was quickening, and to my amazement I was matching his moves. My cock, which immediately went limp when the rape began was now raging hard and I was busting to let loose with my own orgasm. Faster and faster, the pounding on my ass continued, until with a few long strokes I felt Greg’s hot sperm fill my hole. He leaned forward and chewed on my neck while his cock exploded in my hole. “You like that, don’t you,” he hissed, adding: “You might have won the swim meet, but I’m claiming the prize.” I came in a thunderous orgasm, as he pounded his cock into my ass, splashing my chizz all over the van beneath me and collapsed in exhaustion. The guys nodded their approval as my remaining cum drooled from my prick. I felt the stiff rod slowly slide out of my ass, the guy in front of me, now spent, drew his softening cock from my mouth. I panted with exhaustion and amazement at how my body could be stimulated like this. I rolled onto my back, and could see the moonlight still dancing on the water. The calm didn’t last long, however, as my legs were lifted into the air and the next cock shoved abruptly into my hole. The night wore on as each guy, recovering from their earlier orgasm, fucked me again and again. For hours, the guys fucked my ass and face, two and three at a time. I came to know every expression of gay sex, interrupted only with intermittent flashes of blinding lightning as my body was used and abused. Spread-eagled in the van; tied to a tree near the water; and at one point, binding my hands and feet together, they laid me on a picnic table, spun me around, and took turns shoving their cocks in my ass and mouth. A spirited game of spin the bottom, they all jacked off on my naked and ravaged body as the rain stopped and the sky brightened. Exhausted and covered with their cum and mine, they dropped me off in nothing but my bathing suit in front of my house. They kept my torn clothes as a trophy and thanked me for taking one for the team. As they pulled away from the curb my cum-soaked gym bag was pitched out the van window and my torn calvins flapped from their aerial. A few days later, the doorbell rang and a package addressed to me was on the welcome mat. Inside it, I found a series of nearly a hundred color and black and white photographs of me being fucked in every possible position. That wasn’t lightning that lit up our reveries after all, but a small auto focus camera. The look of ecstasy, hunger and excitement was clear on my face in virtually every shot. A note scrawled on the last photo directed my attention to my bedroom window. There, parked at the curb, was the van. The side door was open and not four but six young guys were waiting at the curb laughing and glancing up at my window. A moment later the front door of my house opened and I hung my head as I headed to the van. I knew that I was in for an even bigger pounding than the last, but as I strode across the lawn of my suburban home, my cock began to stiffen at the thought of all six dicks waiting to take my freshly trained hole.

I love doing ATM as some Tops get hard again and fuck me again. If doing it, public other Tops see this and want it after they fuck me first.

This has beautifully summed up everything what I feel I would have said to my younger self in one simple sentence! Well done!

If you’re horny, don’t waste your time with: ⁃ lying to yourself: were you seriously looking for a monogamous relationship while you were at the same time secretly dreaming to be one of those horndogs who fuck from one man to the next, who enjoy every new experience with every new man, or who love to be in the middle of a group orgy and have their dicks in every whole possible? (You have no idea what beautiful memories to cherish you’re going to create). ⁃ Watching porn in order to dream of being someone else. Stop dreaming and suppressing the desire of being one of those horndogs and start becoming one in real life. ⁃ listening to other people’s morals - they can only refer to their standards (which aren’t perfect either). Make your own standards! No one gets to tell you what to do with your body, your heart, your mind, or your time. ⁃ Letting others shame you for how you’re wired. They’ll never get to comprehend why you’re not content with few limited reasons to have sex, and to suppress most of your desires as they do. You are able to enjoy the countless reasons to connect sexually on various levels and to fulfill yourself and your fellow people. Appreciate it as a gift. ⁃ Being choosy about a potential Sex partner. (Experience has taught me that you sometimes don’t see the beauty of others with your eyes, but only then when you’re already inside of them…). The looks of a man doesn’t tell anything about all the sexual gifts that he could still bring along with him. Don’t forget that others can also choosy about you as well. ⁃ messing around with men who would just rumble around, acting hard to get, or come up with a list of terms and conditions before opening up for a fuck. Don’t let anyone waste your time. Don’t let anyone be a strain for your sex drive. You don’t need to beg anyone for a fuck. There are other countless uncomplicated potential sex partners out there. Go look out for those who are just the same kind of horndog as you. There are more than enough out there coming along your way who’ll be ready for you without reservation and will drop pants for you just as fast as you would love to drop yours. ⁃ Feeling ashamed of being a horndog and dick driven - own it, be proud of it, and live it! You don’t need to justify your sex drive to anyone - only to yourself as long as you don’t satisfy it.

When I was younger I had stupid stereotypes about alpha men who were top only and blah blah. Truth is, some people are easier to get fucked than others because they enjoy it more, or because they are afraid or anything. So the magic in this is to make someone feel safe with you.

Am an alpha top and for me the kick is still start fucking in missionary. I am lucky to be quite hung and I love the girth of my dick. Experienced bottoms love it but starting (twink) bottoms already start making excuses when I get my dick out of my pants and they have to suck it. For me the kick is really when I get the bottom’s legs on my shoulders to see their facial expression when I get inside. To see their eyes roll, see their mouth open to take some extra air and their expression of pain when I enter their hole does the trick. After that no problem changing to any position they want but I like to get off on their expression when we start missionary.

This is the best father-son story ever. The relationship between father and son is the perfect blend of naivety hunger/experience predation without losing the care.

Interesting. It has a couple of demerits, though - there’s no option to record Double Penetration (always a significant event in my view) or the number of loads deposited in the encounter, and the kink section is somewhat limited (though to be fair, how could one ever hope to capture everything?). At least there’s the option to record anything not directly specified as notes. It’s somewhat amusing that you’re asked to “add friend” to designate the person with whom you fornicated - I can see that, as a matter of efficiency, I will probably need to add my friends Anon-Bathouse, Anon-Hotel, Anon-ABS, Anon-HomeHost, Anon-Camp, and Anon-Whereverthefuck.

For a few days I'd been chatting with this cute late 20's black guy on the south side of chicago. Stats were nice, said 8" and he immediately sent me some pix that showed he had a thick one. Had reservations of going to his place, as he was looking to host, and we mostly chatted a couple days. Tuesday night my horniness got the better of me. I agreed to go to his place, and it's not in the best of neighborhoods. Fortunately found parking real quick, didn't see anyone concerning out on the street, but it was really not a good neighborhood. He came to the door to get me, and was cuter than his pics, about 5'8" average build, cropped hair. In his place we make out a bit and I grab his dick through his pants. Oh my god! His cock feels huge! When I drop to my knees I can barely get it in my mouth, he's not too long, no it's his girth! I have never seen a cock so thick. I know right away this is going to be a challenge. Some sense of self-doubt creeps into the back of my mind, nagging like that person you know who secretly is rooting you to fail. Shortly after I start sucking him, he moans and says comments that I knew what I was doing. My confidence boosted I made sure I was going to give him a great BJ in case I couldn't perform the rest of the evenings activities. He told me he loves to munch on ass, and it wasn't long before he told me he wanted to eat my ass. I had gotten fucked earlier, rather unsuccessfully, and he commented on my hole having been played with (sadly no cum inside). That didn't deter him from giving me an excellent rim job. He tongue fucked me as well as some tops have actually fucked me. It was clear he knew what he was doing, both in terms of eating ass, and opening ass up for his club. When it came time for the fuck, he pulled the lube, I grabbed my poppers, and we both prepared for the upcoming pillaging of my hole. It was clear, from his head gently probing my hole, that he wasn't just going to shove in without preparation, something I was kind of prepared to scream into the pillow. No, he was very gentle pushing in a little, I'd clench and release (something that I feel opens me up faster) and he seemed to push a little more. It hurt like hell no matter how gentle he was, but I never had to stop him. I remember having to scream (moan?) into the pillow on the sofa, after all I didn't need his neighbors to come see what was up. The entire time, he stayed rock hard. This guy was good with his monster dick. Eventually it felt like he got all the way in, and I asked if he was getting deep enough. He said 'yeah' and I felt a flush of accomplishment. He really wasn't moving much though, I'd squeeze, and he'd moan, he'd move very slowly in and very slowly out. We moved to another area of his living room and I was afraid it was going to be a re-start of trying to accommodate his giant cock, but the change of venue went without a hitch. After we changed locations, he really started fucking me. His speed started to increase, he'd push me down, or pull me back up so we could kiss over my shoulder, all the while managing to stay rock hard and inside of me. I don't know how long we fucked in this position, but he had me flip over onto my back soon enough, and with my legs over his shoulders we had to find a new rhythm (popper and lube refreshed of course.) It was hot seeing this stud stuffing me with his huge monster cock, clearly enjoying it. I think he was afraid I was going to push him off me, but I never did. This position didn't last too long, soon he wanted to move back to me doggy over his sofa. I didn't know how much more I was going to be able to take from him. It was really starting to hurt, I don't know how he stayed so hard, and had the stamina he had! I had nothing to worry about though, not long after we were back with me doggy he slowed up, and sounded like he was breathing heavy. He asked if I was ready for his load, and when I said yes, he started pumping again. Pounding my ass for a couple more minutes I feel him tense and start to grunt and moan, shooting his load in my ass. Everything just stops, he stays put a couple minutes and very slowly pulls out. We sit and chat a bit, I expressed how good he was at fucking with a dick like he had, and we both agreed we'd like a repeat. Out the door I went to head back home, very satisfied, but very barely able to walk. In the end, I think his dick is now the biggest I've ever taken.

Denial is a powerful thing. Denial can blind you to facts and make it easier to lie to yourself. Denial can protect you from harm. Denial can make you stronger… and weaker. And denial can hone desire. The first time I saw Kurt it was Tuesday, April 25th and he was fucking a guy at the bar. I remember the date because of “Miss Congeniality”. I also remember it because I had agreed to meet there for a first date with a guy I met on Grindr. Naturally he never showed up. Go figure. Technically Kurt wasn’t fucking the guy “at the bar” but in the bathroom. At the trough urinal to be precise. After drinking three beers while waiting for Mr. No-Show, I needed to relieve myself… and there he was. Nailing some twink while they were standing at one side of the trough. The twink was braced up against the wall and Kurt had his hands on his hips and was drilling away. The remaining open area of the trough was occupied by another guy who was ostensibly pissing, but mainly watching the show. And then there was me. Standing there. Utterly frozen. Now, I wouldn’t say I’m a prude, sexually. I’d definitely had my fair share of sexual experiences. But my sex to date had been fairly straightforward and shall we say, tame. Definitely not of the “fucking in a bar bathroom” variety. Sure, I’d jacked off to porn like this- but I’d never encountered it in real life. So I think I was kind of stunned to have stumbled into such a scene at my local gay bar. Stunned—yet titillated at the same time. Instantly I had that nervous excitement about it in my guts. Like “this is wrong, but why does it excite me”? Looking back, I’m not sure what it was about Kurt that attracted me so completely and so quickly. I mean, I didn’t usually make a habit of lusting after guys who go around fucking in public toilets. But I was instantly mesmerized by him. Perhaps it was me attaching the sight of him the heady aroma of stale piss, ripe pits, naphtha, and pheromones. Or maybe it was my body tuning into the pulsing waves of sexual confidence radiating from him. Or maybe it was because I was horny and he was just a fucking ridiculously handsome man. Kurt was one of those empirically hot men- the kind you see in Colt magazines or 80’s porn. He was tall. Like a good head taller than me. Swarthy. Muscular. Broad chest and back. Short black hair and a thick beard so dense you could just make out a slash of a mouth in there. A jaw and nose like they’d been sculpted by an LA cosmetic surgeon. A dark pelt of fur covered his substantial chest and taut stomach. Thighs like a Greco Roman wrestler. Was he Italian? Greek? Lebanese? Whatever it was, he was fiercely handsome and built like a fuck tank. That night he was in biker boots, jeans and a leather harness with metal arm bands accentuating his ample biceps. He also had leather wrist cuffs on- like a modern day sex gladiator. As he pummeled the twink, I just stood and stared at him. It was like seeing a unicorn—the kind of guy that never really seemed to exist in real life. The guy pissing eventually left and freed up the trough, but I couldn’t move even though I really had to go. Kurt seemed to sense my presence. Without missing a thrust he called back over his shoulder in a deep voice, “You wanna use him next? I’m just about through.” This sort of snapped me out of it. I kind of stammered a bit and said no, thank you and that I just needed to pee. I moved to the free area next to them, as far to the side as I could manage in order to give them space. I was just freeing my dick from my pants when Kurt looked over. And I made the mistake of looking back. Time seemed to stop as we locked eyes. He stopped thrusting and just stared at me. And I stared back. He was just so beautiful that I felt I should look away. That I wasn’t worth being scrutinized by him. But I couldn’t look away. I was completely immobilized. After what felt like an eternity he spoke. “Don’t piss yet,” he commanded as he continued to stare into my soul. I merely swallowed and nodded my acceptance. Kurt started thrusting again and picked up his tempo, never taking his eyes off mine. Have you ever had a guy look you in the eye while he’s fucking someone else? All that naked lust projected at you. It’s animal. Almost feral. And even though you aren’t being physically penetrated, all of that Alpha energy has a choke-hold on your most primal core. His unblinking stare is daring you to look away from the stolen intimacy. But you won’t look away. You can’t. You are utterly frozen- powerless- waiting until the release of his seed releases his hold over you. Let me tell you. It’s intoxicating. Like nothing I’d ever felt before. It felt like we were in our own time bubble until suddenly he grunts loudly and I know he’s emptying himself into the blissed out twink. He slowly pulls out, gaze unwavering. I finally broke eye contact to look down at the meat that was slowly exiting the twink’s ass. Damn… it was long pullout. A thick, long, glistening cock with a fat, ruddy head eventually popped free of the hole. An enormous PA glinted in the half-light as his cock swung free of its anal confines. I swear Kurt wagged it a bit knowing that I was watching it. I could feel myself blushing. “Now you can piss,” Kurt commanded in a low voice. “Inside him.” My eyes snapped back to him. “Whu- whu- what?” I managed to squeak out. Kurt’s eyes glittered darkly. “Piss. Up his ass. He’s a worthless fuckin’ urinal and I wanna watch you use him as such.” I hesitated. I’d never done anything remotely like this before, and to be honest the whole scene felt like a fever dream. It was all so surreal. Things like this just didn’t happen to me and my brain was shutting down. My skin was hot and felt like it was vibrating. I found myself highly aroused, which disturbed me. It’s like he tapped into some dark sexual side of me that I didn’t know existed but longed to be released. And much like a dream, I felt like I was just being swept along in the story. “Do it. I wanna watch you piss my cum deep into his guts.” I still hadn’t really moved from my side of the trough, my fly undone and my dick out and really needing to piss at this point. Normally I’m pretty pee shy (and also shy about guys seeing my erect dick), but Kurt exerting control was overcoming my shyness and making my cock stiffen regardless. I saw Kurt’s eyes flick down to my groin and then a tug of a grin at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah, you Clark Kent preppy-types. You look like good boys, but there’s always a Superpig hiding just below the surface. All you need is that phone booth.” In a daze I slowly took position behind the twink, and slid my steel-hard dick inside his slick, well-opened chute. I could feel the wet heat of his ass engulf me, but my cock and body was dissociated from my brain. It was like I was watching myself do all of this from beyond myself- aware of it all, but also a bystander. “Fuck him,” Kurt growled. I’m embarrassed to say that I lasted all of perhaps 30 seconds. Kurt, the scene, the fact that this was so beyond the pale for me fairly short circuited my brain. My orgasm caught me by surprise and sort of startled me back to reality. “Oh my god. I just came in him. Without a condom,” I said in a confused whisper. Kurt looked at me with hooded eyes. “Good boy. Now relax that bladder. Fill this urinal up.” Was I really going to do this? I’d just cum inside a random guy at the bar and now I was being asked to piss his ass? All this in the bathroom at the bar on a dead Tuesday night? I could feel myself relaxing into the idea, but also warring against it. The urge to piss was strong and my erection waning, but I was still clenched. Kurt leaned in to whisper. “You’re gonna piss in him… for me. Because I’m giving you permission to give in to your desires. And because you know it will please me.” His hot breath on my neck made me shiver. Or was it merely a pee shiver? Or was it a shiver of my naked desire to please this fucking Alpha sex god? Whatever it was, the last of my inhibitions with the scene fell away and my bladder started emptying into the twink. Something I feel I should mention- I have a big bladder. I’m one of those guys at the movie theater who after the movie lets out, I’m at the urinal for a solid 3 minutes of pissing. Like, the urinals on either side of me will change over at least twice while I’m standing there. I get really self-conscious about it because I always think I might look like a [banned word] or something hanging out in a bathroom. So I always aim for the water so guys can audibly hear that I’m actually going still and not wanking it. (Yeah, I’ve had lots of time to analyze this). After a minute or so, Kurt asks the twink, “He pissing in you?” “Oh god damn yes sir! So much piss sir! I’m getting so full sir!” Kurt looks at me again with a smirk- his glittering, dark eyes raking my very soul. “Good boys.” I eventually finish, and slowly pull out of the urinal kid. “Now clean off his dick,” Kurt tells him. The twink rapidly drops and takes my dick in his mouth and starts sucking me. While this is happening, Kurt is tucking his flaccid equipment back into his jeans and buttoning up. Kurt has washed up and is walking out of the bathroom before I snap out of this weird sex trance. I quickly pull my dick from the twink’s mouth and zipped up. The twink silently resumed his standing post at the trough, awaiting others while I headed for the sink. As I was washing up, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I didn’t even recognize the guy on the other side. What the fuck just happened? I don’t fuck random guys. And I certainly didn’t engage in water sports. Who WAS this person? Had I been drugged? I kind of felt a bit sick to my stomach. But I felt something else too… satisfaction? I splashed water on my face and toweled off before leaving the bathroom. When I made it back to the bar, Kurt was nowhere to be seen. I felt like I needed some answers so I quickly flag the bartender over. “Excuse me, but have you seen a big, burly, dark haired guy who was in a harness and…”. The bartender cuts me off with a harsh, appraising look. “Kurt just left,” he interrupts. “Don’t tell me he’s dickmatized another one?” Another one meaning me. “Oh… no. I just, um, wanted to… talk…to him. Maybe?” The bartender snorted. “Good luck, kid,” he said as he shook his head. “You’re gonna need it.” * * So his name was Kurt, that much I’d learned from the bartender. But where had he come from? Why hadn’t I ever seen him out before? Granted I almost never went to the bars, but still. Someone like him I figure I would have noticed at some point. Or heard about. Or seen online. Or something. Needless to say, I became obsessed with him. Like all-consuming, can’t-focus-at-work obsessed. Every waking moment I was replaying the bathroom scene in my head. My dick was getting raw from jacking off to it. I looked for him on the apps. I looked for him when I was shopping at the grocery store. I started rotating to other gyms in my network to see if I could catch a glimpse of him because he obviously worked out. All to no avail. I also started going to the bar more frequently in the hopes of running into him again. I started to go every Tuesday at the same time as before. But since that wasn’t yielding any results, I started peppering in other nights of the week. And Friday happy hours. I even started asking Charlie (the bartender) about him. As I was becoming a regular, I’d gotten on a first name basis with him. This particular night I plaintively asked, “You seen him recently?” I didn’t even have to give a name anymore as Charlie knew exactly who I was talking about. Normally he’d just roll his eyes at me and shake his head. “Actually, he was in two nights ago,” Charlie told me. Rats! I’d missed him! “And…?” I asked like the needy bitch I was becoming. Charlie looked uncomfortable. “Um, well. He picked up some out of towner, and they left together.” I was crestfallen and Charlie noticed. “Look kiddo. You need to set your sights on a different guy. Kurt is… well, I don’t think he’s a good match for you. I mean, he’s off-the-charts sexy, and you know the fuck would be epic. He’d probably split a little guy like you in half! But he has… issues. And I don’t think he’s exactly your scene. You’d just find yourself used and discarded like a teenage boy’s tube sock. That’s it. “Look. You are cute as hell with a bangin’ little bod on you. And you seem like you got it together, with a good head on your shoulders- at least when it hasn’t been turned by Kurt. You need to put yourself out there and find a nice guy, like yourself. Or even a not so nice guy if you just want sex. You honestly can get yourself any man you want at the drop of a hat!” “I’m not *that* nice,” I replied sullenly. “And evidently I can’t get *any* man.” Charlie just sadly shook his head. It wasn’t until a couple months later that I was at the bar (also on a Tuesday, as it was becoming my regular night) when I saw Kurt again. I almost didn’t recognize him at first. His hair was a bit longer and he was completely clean-shaven. He was also wearing rimless glasses that went with his business-casual drag for the evening. But it was him. It was definitely him. He was leaning up against the bar, beer in hand, in a tight, navy blue polo that looked like it was straining to contain him. He was also chatting with another guy who had his back to me. Kurt was smiling and laughing a little at what the other guy was saying and I felt jealously uncoil in my guts. I positioned myself in Kurt’s line of sight, and tried my best not to stare. It wasn’t working. Kurt wasn’t looking- he only apparently had eyes for this other guy. I drank down my whole beer this way… waiting for Kurt to notice me. Or at least to acknowledge my presence. It didn’t happen. When the other guy finally excused himself to the restroom, I decided it was time to make my move. I walked up to where Kurt was standing and leaned on the bar next to him. “Hey Kurt,” was my opening line. Smooth. He slowly turned to me and then casually tipped his chin down to regard me. His eyes were amber. I wasn’t expecting that. Seconds passed as he stared blankly at me. “Do I know you?” he finally said in a somewhat bored voice. “Um… no. Not exactly… But, um… there was this one time that we….” My voice died on my lips as Kurt’s friend returned. Kurt flicked a dismissive look in my direction and immediately turned away from me and started talking with his friend again. They spoke as if I were invisible. “So—friend of yours?” the guy asked. “Nope. Some rando… He just came up and started talking to me. It was really awkward. So, you wanna get out of here?” “Fuck yeah, daddy, I want my gift! Let’s go!” And then without another look in my direction, Kurt and his “plus one” left for the evening. My eyes stung as I stood at the bar. It was taking a massive effort not to cry right then and there; not like it would have mattered in the mostly dead bar. But still, public bawling over a guy was not high on my to do list. Maybe it was my jealousy, but all I kept thinking was ‘why did he leave with that guy’? I mean, I didn’t think he was all that cute. He was some average, mid-30’s, banker type with a receding hairline and a paunch. Was *that* Kurt’s type? What did he see in him? It was like a gut-punch to the old self-esteem. Eventually Charlie sauntered over, a concerned look on his face. “You ok, kid?” “Charlie, he looked at me like I was something he scraped off his shoe. I haven’t been made to feel like that since high school,” I said. “I mean, what’s that other guy got that I don’t got?” “A death wish,” Charlie mumbled. “What was that?” I asked, curious about his choice of words. “Nothin’ kid. I’m sorry you’re still hung up on him and I know it hurts a bit, but it’s for the best. Hell, they’re called ‘crushes’ for a reason.” He poured me a bourbon and set it in front of me. “Maker’s Mark… for affairs of the heart.” And then he took his leave, so I could nurse the drink, and my wounds, in private. * * After that, I became a bit less of a bar fly and a bit less stalkerish. Kurt still crossed my mind, but now instead of horny, it made me angry. Although I will admit that I found his facebook profile during one of my weaker moments. It was fairly private, so I couldn’t learn much. And it didn’t look like he had posted much in a few years. All I could see were a few pics of him with a guy named Bo who looked like he could be my older brother. However, I had so far managed to resist the urge to request friendship, which I saw as a definite win. I was slowly weaning myself off of Kurt, and getting back to somewhat of a focused life. And it felt good. So a month later when I saw Kurt again, it sort of caught me off guard. Although it really shouldn’t have- as it was at a sex party. Now, let me be clear. Sex parties are not my forte. I’ve only been to like 3 of them, like, ever. And while they are kind of exciting, I think perhaps I give off the wrong sort of vibe or something? Maybe I look too goody two-shoes? Or like I won’t participate? Or I look like I’m nervous (because I am). Whatever it is, I never seem to get laid at them. Maybe a little sucky sucky, but that’s kind of it. Which can be a bit depressing when you see others having loads of fun, so to speak. Anyway, my waning crush on Kurt had left me in a bit of a randy mood- considering I had been so focused on him that I hadn’t had sex in months. So I hit up a friend of a friend of mine whom I knew to have semi-regular sex parties at their fairly large (and sluttily equipped) home. As luck would have it, they were hosting one that coming Saturday evening as a July 4th “Bang Bash” and yes, I was welcome to “cum”. I received an email with directions and timing and rules (along with their strict no drugs policy). And by the time Saturday rolled around, I was fairly well vibrating I was so damn horny. Not wanting to seem too eager, I waited until 45 minutes after the party start time in order to arrive. I didn’t think I could take arriving early and being scrutinized by other party guests. It would make me even more self-conscious than I already am. When I arrived, I was shown where to put my clothes. As I disrobed, I was informed there were about 50 or so guys already there, the basement was in full swing, and that I should head on down. So I quickly got down to my jock, sneakers, and backward Cubs cap. One final check in the mirror convinced me I looked cute enough for this and I made my way downstairs. My glasses fogged briefly as I entered the humidity from the sweaty bodies. You could smell sex and poppers in the air. The basement area was illuminated by red bulbs, some rainbow LEDs and occasional bursts of laser lighting. House music throbbed to provide an ambient noise level to mask some of the fuck noises and lower inhibitions. It was a very heady combo, I’ll admit. I wandered around as I seem to do at such events, never quite sure of where to look or what to do with my hands. I saw several guys standing and/or kneeling as blow jobs were underway all over the place. A couple of guys were fucking in a darkened corner—the slap of flesh keeping time with the music. I watched them fuck for a little while. They were oblivious to my presence. As I wandered more I saw guys making out in groups of 3, 4 and more. There were guys on a couch and bent over chairs. It was a smorgasbord of sex. And then I saw him. His profile was unmistakable as he stood in a small knot of guys surrounding a sling. My stomach clenched and I nearly turned around to go back upstairs. But something made me hold my ground. I could tell that there was a guy in the sling, and that he was being fucked. I was hesitant to go watch- even though I wanted to- because of him. Suddenly a small voice inside me said, “Fuck him! You were invited here. It isn’t his party. You have every right to watch too.” So I made my way over to the sling. And thereby to Kurt. I stepped up to the side of the sling across from Kurt, keeping my eyes glued to the guy fucking the hot, furry, muscle cub who was currently getting his ass well and truly used. I had to will myself not to look over at him, but damnit if I wasn’t going to do my best to ignore that fucker the way he’d ignored me. It wasn’t going to be easy though, because in my peripheral vision I could tell Kurt was staring at me. Hard. Muscle cub by this time had found my cock and fished it out of my jock. He was jacking me and I was quickly wickedly hard. I shifted myself up toward his head so he could suck me while he was getting fucked. I shifted my gaze to the muscle cub’s face as he worked my cock. Anything to hold my attention and to keep me from looking at Kurt. Muscle cub was cute. Blonde. Stocky. Shoulders and arms for days. Nice pecs on him. And seeing him in such a vulnerable position on his back with his legs in the stirrups made my loins stir. I didn’t know if I wanted to do him… or be him. Probably a bit of column A and a bit of column B. Again, it was like I entered a sex trance and I was disconnected from my cock and this activity—I was aware of it but it was like I was dissociated from it all. Plus, I mean, again who *was* this guy who was actually participating at an orgy? Normally I couldn’t even get hard if there was more than one other guy in the room as I was too embarrassed and self-conscious. But tonight it was different. Because he was here. Dimly acknowledged in the back of my brain burned this solitary idea. I wanted to strike back at Kurt. I wanted him to see what I was doing. I wanted him to watch me fucking this guy’s mouth. I wanted to show him I could take pleasure without his permission and without even acknowledging him. In a misguided way, I was trying to wound him like he had wounded me at the bar. Although I honestly had no idea why I believed this would even phase him or where this idea had germinated. All I knew was that fucker was going to notice me and remember me this time. The guy fucking the muscle cub came suddenly—and very demonstrably. The cub pulled off my cock to moan in delight and say “Oh fuck yeah! Breed me!” As my eyes swept to the man emptying himself inside the cub, I stumbled. In a weak moment, I glanced over at him- I swear it was involuntary! And just as if he were medusa, my breath caught in my chest and I was immediately petrified under his gaze. He’d buzzed his hair down to fuzz, and his beard was at that heavier than 5 o’clock shadow stage. He was naked except for his harness. And tonight he wore a steel cock ring which matched the PA. This was the first time I’d seen the full expanse of his body, and my god he was beautiful. Like, everything was just perfectly proportioned. Everything except his fairly enormous cock. As we stared at each other? Waves. My god, the pulsing waves of pure, unadulterated sex that bombarded me from this man were unlike anything I’d ever felt! I could feel the thrum in my skin. Again, I blame the stench of man-sex and poppers and the July heat of the room and the music and pheromones. I didn’t even feel the cub’s mouth on my dick anymore (he’d evidently gone back to sucking me at some point- I honestly hadn’t noticed). I was lost in Kurt’s stare which was a grappling hook in my heart. With a small head gesture from him, I pulled my dick from the cub’s mouth and walked down to the now vacant end of the sling. Still locked into his eyes, Kurt reached out and placed a hand on my shoulder and added a slight pressure downward. I knew what he wanted, and even though I’d never rimmed a guy before, I obeyed. I slowly sank down, and started tonguing the cub’s furry pucker. The heat of his butthole and the tang of semen hit my tongue like a one-two punch, and it shocked me. A fuse blew, and I just started to eat his ass with abandon. The cub was moaning and begging for more, and I could feel him pushing out some of the cum for me. Tasting what he’d collected from these other men in this way drove me into a frenzy. In a hazy way, could tell my brain wanted to analyze what the fuck was going on with me, but I was too busy being swept along in the sexual current of the moment. I felt Kurt’s hand under my chin, gently lifting me upward. Again, he didn’t have to tell me what he wanted. I just knew. I absentmindedly reached for a condom, opened it and rolled it on. I spit on my hand and lubed up, although I didn’t need much. The cub was already well lubricated from several others. While continuing to be held by Kurt’s stare, I slid into the cub and started fucking him. Slowly, I let the sling rock back and forth, feeling the cub’s hot, hairy little hole slide up and down my shaft. Through my stare I was trying to telepathically communicate to Kurt that this is what *I* wanted. I wanted to be in the sling, him to be sheathed inside me— my hole working his shaft. Me giving him my body and giving him pleasure, and taking pleasure in return. During the fuck, Kurt moved closer. I felt his thumb and forefinger encircle my cock at the base as I fucked the cub. I was keenly aware that this was the first time he’d touched me, and I shuddered. On the outstroke, I could feel Kurt using his hand to work the condom up my shaft. Then he lined me up and I thrust back in. Then on the outstroke again, Kurt’s hand working the condom up. By the 4th stroke or so, it was just now at my head. He deftly pulled it off. Without missing a beat, he lined me up again and I slid back inside the cub. Kurt was again directing me as he wanted and I was his slave. He then leaned in close to me again and gruffly whispered, “Now breed him. He’s a cumdump and I wanna watch you give him what he wants.” I obeyed. I grabbed the chains of the sling and looked down at the muscle cub I was using as directed. He really was a cute guy, the kind of “aw shucks” guy it looks like you’d want to date and take home to your parents. At least until you found out he was a dirty, fucking slut. Which right now made my dick that much harder. His hole felt like wet silk on my raw dick. As I was building tempo, Kurt moved up to the head of the sling and tucked his prodigious unit in the cub’s mouth. Only about 1/3 of it fit and the cub was gagging on it. Kurt made eye contact with me again and held it as he grabbed the boy’s head and fucked his mouth. I smirked because I could tell that was doing this for me. He *knew* I would like seeing the cub struggle with his meat. He spoke to the cub next, in a deep voice that seemed to cut through the noise in the room. “Beg for his load, slut. I wanna hear you beg for his cum like the filthy cunt you are.” The cub stopped sucking long enough to start up a litany of entreaties for my seed. “Please breed me! Please cum in me! I wanna feel you load me! I need it! Please! No loads refused! I’m a fucking cum whore and I live to be filled! I want your DNA to be part of me! Knock me up, man!” Hearing the hot stud begging for me to cum was the final push to get the load to boil out of my balls. I buried myself in him and let go. Volley after volley of my pent up seed and frustration throbbed into his guts. “Oh fuck! I feel him cumming! I actually FEEL it!! Fuck that’s a lot! Oh FUUUUUCK!” the cub whimpered. And through all of this, my eyes never left Kurt’s. Even though I had just cum so much that it felt like my balls turned inside out, I was still in a sex trance. I was empty, but now I needed to get filled. I pulled out of the cub and made my way over to Kurt. I figured it was going to be now. This was going to happen. Kurt was still rock hard from our scene and I aimed to be on the recipient end of it. As I approached there was a brief look of confusion which flickered across his face. When I was in front of him, I reached out and grabbed his massive tool. He flinched at the contact, and pushed my hand away. Not to be deterred, I dropped to my knees in front of him and moved to take him in my mouth. He instantly jumped back away from me and barked out, “No.” It was like a hypnotist snapped his fingers and I suddenly found myself naked on a stage in front of strangers. One of the party rules was “consent”. If someone said No or wanted to stop- you stopped. That was the rule. And if you didn’t stop, you were asked to leave or escorted out. So there I was, as it were. Just a boy. Kneeling in front of a boy. Asking him to fuck me. And being patently rejected. It was so “mixed message” after everything that had just transpired that I actually started to laugh. I had so many emotions roiling about that I didn’t know what to do or how to react. Seeing how Kurt looked at me, I was instantly filled with hot shame. Which was then rapidly replaced by seething anger. I stood up slowly and gave Kurt my best “what the everloving fuck” look. He just looked back at me with pinched brows and shook his head. So I walked over to the nearest fuck bench, bent over with dramatic flair, and proceeded to make a show of lubing up my ass. And I aimed to get filled one way or another. And if Kurt wouldn’t do it, anyone else would do. Any and all of them. And that fucker was going to watch them do it. One guy immediately walked up and stuffed his dick in my mouth. I asked for some poppers, took a hit, and went to town servicing him. I was on a mission. During this, I felt a couple different guys walk by and caress my ass. One even fingered my hole a little… but then they would walk away. Nobody seemed to want to fuck me. I kept wriggling my ass and trying to tempt guys, all to no avail. Why was nobody fucking me? Even the guy feeding me his cock didn’t cum and he wandered off. I was prepped. I was ready. I had a muscular, round ass from hours of squats and miles of biking. And I was a pretty darn good bottom from what I’d been told. But tonight I was on a fuck bench island—alone. I was starting to feel pretty despondent, when suddenly I feel a guy’s cock start to nudge around my ass. Finally! I hear the lube bottle open and feel him slick up his dick behind me. A lubed digit briefly slipped in my ass to open me up. And just as the head starts to slip inside me, it stops and pulls out. “What’s your deal, man? I was gonna breed that fine little ass!” “It’s off limits for you. Go fuck the cumdump in the sling.” It was Kurt’s voice. Why the fuck was Kurt was cock blocking? This made absolutely no sense. “Fuck you, man. You don’t own this hole. And this little fucker is begging for a load!” said my would be fucker. “Seriously man, just walk away. He doesn’t want your toxic seed.” Toxic seed? Was the guy poz and was he going to fuck me without a condom? I stood up from the bench. “Dude, are you poz and were you going to fuck me without a condom?” I asked the guy. He looked at me with disdain. “Whatever, dude. It’s a bareback sex party.” And he stalked off. Kurt was standing there with his arms folded over his chest. “Are YOU the reason nobody’s been wanting to fuck me? Have you been cock blocking me this entire time??” I asked him incredulously. “I just saved your ass. Literally and figuratively. You’re in a sex haze and not thinking clearly. Did you really want his dirty dick to load you up with poz cum?” Kurt asked flatly. “Well… maybe I DID!” I retorted like a child. Kurt stared me down until I looked away. “I didn’t think so,” he answered smugly. And this pissed me off. “You know what? I’m out. Thanks for ruining what was turning into a good night. Let’s not keep meeting like this, shall we?” I spat as I walked away from him. I stormed upstairs, got dressed, and left the party. I drove home angry. Hurt. Sad. And … relieved? Relieved that I’d dodged a poz load in my ass all because of Kurt and his apparent conscience. I was more confused than ever about who the fuck this man was. * * I didn’t see Kurt again until the end of summer. And other than occasional angry thoughts about him, I didn’t much think of him during the time after the sex party. The only time he seriously entered my thoughts was during the one hookup I had in the month of August. Looking back, it was painfully obvious I was trying to find a clone of Kurt. The guy was big and dark and muscular—but the connection just wasn’t there. The sex was perfunctory and unfulfilling and left me fantasizing about Kurt while I jacked myself off on the guy. I ate my weight in ice cream afterwards, because feelings. Anyway, I really felt I had turned a corner when Labor Day rolled around. It was time for Tom and Hal’s end of summer pool party. I was in a mood and pretty down on myself, so I almost didn’t go. If Tom wasn’t such a good friend, I’d probably have begged off, coming up with some lame excuse. As it was, I sucked it up, put on the pink speedo that showed off my assets, and headed over. When I arrived, Tom met me at the door- a big shit eating grin on his face. “About time! And man have I got a surprise for you!” and he started singing “Matchmaker” from Fiddler on the Roof. “Oh no. Don’t you remember the last time you tried to set me up? I thought we’d learned our lesson, because *that* went so fucking well,” I admonished. “Look honey. How was I supposed to know he was still married?” he shrugged. “And a sub bottom with a diaper fetish,” I reminded him. “Everyone has little kinks, darling,” he laughed. “Exactly what part of ‘change me! Baby make boom-boom’ did you think I would find endearing?” I asked with a raised eyebrow. Tom waved me off. “This one is different. You are 100% his type, and he is SO yours. I mean, this guy is so EVERYONE’S type. Trust me. This time, this yenta is onto something big. And from what I hear, I do mean BIG!” I sighed and resigned myself to the fact that I had to just go with it. It was just who Tom was. I’d humor him, meet the guy, it wouldn’t work (like all the others because it was seriously like Tom didn’t know me at all or what I liked), and I’d go on my merry way until next time. Tom left me in the kitchen and scurried off to go find Mr. Match, so I made myself a drink. I heard him coming back with someone in tow (Tom was loud) just as I was completing my margarita. I turned around and… yeah. Him. Tom smiles huge and says, “I’d like to introduce you to…” “Kurt,” I finished, my disdain apparent. Tom’s smile falters. “Oh, have you two met?” he enquires. “Oh yeah. On a few separate occasions, isn’t that right Kurt?” Kurt just stood there, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else at the moment. For once he wouldn’t meet my eyes. I took the opportunity to add an extra shot of patron to my marg. “By the way, Tom? You’re wrong about me being his type,” I said in the shittiest voice I could muster. “He actually finds me quite repulsive—that is when he can even be bothered to remember who the fuck I am. So if you’ll excuse me, imma go find your husband and drink. Heavily.” And with that I left them standing in the kitchen. Several drinks and an hour of avoidance later, I was on an air mattress in the pool, trying to relax and soak up the last of the summer sun. I felt the waves gently rock me as someone slid into the pool. A few moments later, a shadow covered me as someone stood next to my float. “Hey,” he said. Because of course it was Kurt. I tilted my head over and opened my eyes. God he was even more beautiful wet. And today he was sporting hair that was a bit longer and just starting to wave a bit, and a full mustache with heavy beard stubble. He was a wet, sexier Tom Selleck. Or Pete Kuzak. It was his best look and it physically hurt me to look at him, so I closed my eyes. “What is it, Kurt?” I sighed. “You’ve successfully managed to suck almost all the joy in my life for the past few months. What are you going to do for an encore? Anally rape my mother while pouring sugar in my gas tank?” He chuckled. “That line is from the movie Clerks. And No. No encore. More like a truce.” I looked at him again. “I was a jerk and I’m sorry,” he said with a shrug. “And I think that for today, on this last day of summer, we should just hang out and… be. Maybe get to know each other in a different space. What do you say?” I thought about it for a good minute. I mean, really thought about it. Do I continue to be butthurt? Or do I just say fuck it and let him off the hook? Even though his eyes held mine again, there wasn’t the heat. Instead they were saying “please”. Which broke me. I relented. “Fetch me another drink, Farm Boy, and we’ll see,” I said. “Fetch it yourself,” he says and then proceeded to dump me off my air mattress into the pool. I sputtered as I came up and he was laughing like a kid and smiling. Smiling AT me. I’d never seen him smile before, not like this. Not directed at me. Being on the receiving end of it was absolutely blinding. Like a million photographer flash bulbs going off. And he had dimples, because of course he did. Fuck me sideways. The next couple of hours in the pool drifted by lazily. We talked about everything and nothing. The Clerks quote had opened things up and we chatted about favorite movies and art and just hung out. Other guys at the party desperately wanted Kurt’s attention, but whenever they would swim up to chat, he would shift over to me. Feeling his bulk casually brush up against my side, or his furry leg touch mine set flame to my skin. One time he even draped his arm across my shoulders possessively and my insides melted. Seriously turned to goo. I slowly reciprocated and put my arm around his expansive back to his waist. This time he didn’t smack it away. It was the first time I was actually touching him after all these months—the heat of his tan flesh under my hand made my heart stutter. I’d had more than a few cocktails at this point, so I was feeling giddy and buzzy, but in a really warm and delightful way. I was also punch drunk from the attention Kurt was paying me. Feeling cocky, I popped back onto a pool float and lay back with my hands beneath my head. “Push me around the pool,” I jokingly command him. “As you wish,” he replied. Fuck me. He did know the Princess Bride after all. I felt his hand move from the float to my side and I felt sure that I was in for another dunking. If that happened, I’d make him pay. But no. We were in the shallows of the pool and he was gently pushing me around- his large hand on my upper rib cage. Then his hand shifted a bit, and I felt his finger on my nipple. At first it just rested there, but instantly the entire focus of my being was concentrated on that little nub of flesh. Then his finger lightly circled it and brushed it. I shivered, and my cock sprang to life in my speedo. “Looks like someone is having a good time,” said Tom cheekily, and I quickly dumped myself off the mattress and into the cool water. I was immediately self-conscious again of being sexual in public and separated myself to the far side of the pool to get my drink. I hear Kurt haul himself out of the water and excuse himself to the restroom. Meanwhile my mind is racing with a million thoughts. What was happening? Was Kurt flirting? Did he actually want me? Did I WANT him to want me? What would we do? Would we finally have sex? My boner would NOT go down as my mind raced down alley after alley of all the things I wanted to do to Kurt’s body. Eventually I was able to quell my visible desire and decided that I too could use a bathroom break. I figured it was also a good time for a drink refresher too. When I looked for Kurt to see if he wanted something from the bar, he wasn’t around. Meh, I figured I’d just surprise him with something and I headed up to the house. When I opened the bathroom door, I’m the one who got the surprise. Kurt was there, leaning against the sink with his dick halfway down Tom’s throat. I think I said something like, “Oops! Sorry” before stumbling blindly away, tears burning my eyes. It was like my heart had been ripped from my chest and crumpled like a ball of foil. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t form coherent thoughts. I had to get out of there and away. Just… away. The next thing I remember was sitting in my car and bawling my eyes out. I’d been duped again and let my guard down. I was smarter than this. And How DARE he have this much power over me! But the truth was he did have that power and it sucked. He’d hurt me again. And the really fucked up thing was, I would probably continue to let him because I was just that pathetic. I felt the passenger side open up and someone crawl in. I figured it was Tom, come to apologize. “You know, Tom? Bathroom doors come with locks for a reason. Mainly so your EX-best friend doesn’t stumble in on you sucking off the love of his life,” I said with as much venom as I could muster. “It’s not Tom… it’s me.” Because of course it was him. And suddenly a switch flipped and I was furious. “Get. The fuck. Out of my car,” I said dangerously. “Seriously. Get out. Get OUT! Fuck you, fucking dick! Did you come to gloat? To Rub it in? Fuck you and your mixed messages. Fuck you for messing with me. Is this a fucking game to you? Is this FUN? Tormenting me? Teasing me and then gutting me to the core? Is THAT what gets you off you sadistic FUCK!” “No, this isn’t a game. And this isn’t what gets me off,” he said quietly. “Then what is it? What the FUCK is going on between us? Why would you come at me with your ‘lets just be’ B.S.? Then proceed to tease me all day? You aren’t blind or stupid—you KNOW what you do to me! You KNOW how I feel about you. You toyed with me deliberately only to go off and fuck Tom’s mouth!” “I didn’t do it deliberately, I honestly just wanted to try to befriend you today,” he mumbled. “And I didn’t go off to fuck Tom’s mouth. He busted in on me jacking off in the bathroom and he just dropped and started sucking. I… I wasn’t thinking clearly at that point…I should’ve stopped him, but….” “But?? BUT WHAT?? Any hole will do, is that it? Anyone’s but MINE?” I shot back. “I… I just really needed… I needed to get off, ok?” “You needed to get off. AT the pool party. Because it couldn’t wait until you got home?” I said incredulously. “Seriously. It couldn’t wait?” “No, it couldn’t wait!” Kurt was becoming visibly agitated and upset now. “Why the fuck not? Seriously, who just jacks off randomly at a party?” “I was doing it to protect you!” he said, his voice escalating in volume. “Protecting me? From whom? Tom?? You thought you’d protect me from Tom’s mouth by FUCKING IT?!?” I shouted back. “I WAS PROTECTING YOU FROM ME, GODDAMNIT!” All the air seemed to go out of the car, and Kurt was shaking. My anger dissipated quickly and my intuition was telling me something important was happening. I turned to Kurt and just looked at him— patiently waiting for some sort of explanation. Kurt wouldn’t look back. He just looked at his hands as he gripped the dashboard. He took a deep, shuddering breath and began. “I was protecting you from me. Being near you today? I thought I could handle it. I saw the way you looked at me at the sex party. How hurt you were and it gutted me. I told myself never again. So when you showed up today, I thought to myself, Kurt? Here’s your opportunity. Here’s your chance to make amends and maybe not be such an asshole. I really thought the best protection for you might be if I were a buddy, you know? Just a buddy who could look out for you and protect you. I thought I could handle it. But christ. Being near you today? Seeing your body? Joking around and hearing you laugh? Touching you? It made me fucking crazy- like I wanted to jump right out of my skin. I tried to tamp it down, God I tried. To just be a normal guy and not… not think with my prick. But you look so goddamn much like him and I couldn’t control myself and my dark thoughts started spinning out of control and I had to stop them. Stop myself. So I went to the bathroom to jack off. To relieve the sexual pressure so that I could maybe go back to just being a nice guy and maybe a friend. If I could just cum it might be enough to get through being near you the rest of the afternoon. But I didn’t lock the fucking door and Tom came in and he just… started sucking… and I just really needed the release or else I was going to do something I would regret so I just let him keep sucking even though I should have stopped him. I know I should have stopped him! It wasn’t his mouth I wanted. But when my demons are released it’s like trying to stop a freight train and then you walked in and everything went to fucking hell ….” Kurt still hadn’t looked at me. And he still hadn’t answered the big question. “Kurt,” I said gently. “Why do you feel you need to protect me from yourself? I’m a big boy- maybe not in stature- but I can make my own decisions. I’ve wanted you to fuck me for a long time.” “Oh you can’t say that! PLEASE don’t say that!” he cried. And tears started to flow from his eyes. “Why not? It’s the truth. I want you like I’ve never wanted any other man before. You electrify me in a way that nobody ever has,” I said as I reached out to touch his leg. He flinched and looked up at me, stricken. “Electrify? As in Charge?? HA!” He laughed mirthlessly as his body was wracked with sobs. “I’m HIV positive,” he finally whispered. “But it’s more than that. Much more. I’m sick. Not HIV sick, but sick in my very soul. I have a darkness in me. A twisted desire to infect other guys with HIV. You asked what gets me off? THAT gets me off. The thought of infecting guys makes my dick hard! Christ! I’m getting hard right now just talking about it and I’m fucking bawling while I bare by soul to you! How fucked up is that?” There was a pregnant pause as he took a deep breath. “And how sick is it that I want to infect you so you’ll be mine forever?” It was barely audible, but I heard it. “Kurt…” I started. “His name was Bo. Love of my life. I was fairly newly poz when we met, and he wasn’t. But we were determined to make it work. I loved him and He knew me, REALLY knew me. Knew my darkness. Knew my fetishes and kinks. My demons. And he loved me anyway. He loved me so much that he begged for me to knock him up. To infect him so we would always be together. I railed against the idea for a long time, and we were always so careful. SO careful! I needed him healthy and whole. But he wore me down. He said he was ready. He PROMISED me he was. That he could handle it and he wanted it and he wanted it from ME. He even told me that he would go get pozzed up from someone else, just to be done with it all. So finally I relented. I let the demons out and I did it. I fucking did it. It took on the first try too, because I’m fertile. And I gotta tell you, man was it hot. It was so goddamn hot doing it. I loved every fucking second and being the one to make him poz. Fuck, it blew my mind. When I bred him that night it was like all my love emptied into him too. Only he lied to me. He wasn’t ready for it. His family found out and they disowned him. Some of his friends turned on him and called him a fool for not being safe and stupid for being with me. They abandoned him. His conservative job found out and canned him. He lost health insurance. It was all so messed up. But I thought we were working through it all ok. We had each other and I loved him and that was enough right? But he got depressed. Really depressed. I came home one day… I came home…and… I’m the one who found him.” Kurt had tears just streaming down his face now- cathartically releasing all the pent up emotions that must have been eating away at him. “Bo is dead because of me. The love of my life died because I can’t control my sick desires. I was weak and he is dead. And I vowed never again. Not with someone that I care about. And then you walk into a bar bathroom, the spitting image…” “But Kurt, we can still do stuff. Be intimate. All this doesn’t make me want you less, if anything I want you more now. We can be safe….” I offered. “Safe? With me there IS no ‘safe’. You’ve seen me in action, when I’m amped up. I’m a fucking pig with a big cock and a bigger sex drive. Once the demons are loose, there’s no stopping them. You say “safe” but you don’t understand. You don’t KNOW. I’m telling you even now sitting here, after all this, I still want to infect you. I see you and I am overcome with desire. I want you so badly that I can’t focus. You are so beautiful and sexy and I want nothing more than to tear up that meaty little ass of yours. I want to fuck you so hard you bleed. I want to fuck you until your spine cracks and your spleen is bruised. I want you whimpering as I cum so deep inside that it will never come out. And then I want to do it again and again and again until you convert. Then we’ll be a matched pair and I’ll own you for life. You say ‘safe’. How do you think you’ll be safe with me? I’m way bigger than you. You don’t stand a chance. Don’t ask me to pull out, because I won’t. You think you’ll be safe if I use a condom? Don’t you think that at some point my dark side will win and I’ll sabotage the rubber so my seed leaks into you? Or I sneak it off and stealth you? Or drug you and then rape my poz load into your ass? God, my cock is hard right now just talking about it! With me there IS no such thing as safe, don’t you see? That’s why I’m telling you all this. That’s why I let Tom suck me. That’s why I pushed you away at the sex party. That’s why I pretended not to know you at the bar even though I wanted nothing more than to ditch that other guy and take you back to my place to destroy you. That’s why I sprinted home that first time at the bar. It’s me… protecting you… from me. Before I can’t control myself and it’s too late.” We sat quietly in my car, the only sound an occasional sniffle from him as we sat amid the enormity of everything he just unloaded. My mind was reeling from his revelations and his stark honesty. There was so much conflict going on inside me. My feelings for him. My attraction. His status. His dark fetish. His struggle. But above it all, just being in the car with him had me vibrating. My guts were a knot and… And suddenly, I was calm. In a moment of clarity, I knew what I was going to do. Kurt spoke again, dejectedly. “I know this was… a lot. And I’m sorry. I truly am sorry. Please understand that I think you are so… so beautiful. But you deserved to know. And now maybe you’ll understand I can’t see you again.” His hand moved to the door handle. Before he could make another move, I launched myself at him, grabbed his face, and kissed him. I wish I could say it was one of those beautiful, perfect moviestar kisses—it wasn’t. He’d been crying. I’d been crying. There were residual tears and snot. I came in too hot and our teeth sort of clacked together. It wasn’t pretty. But it was also fucking hot as hell. It started off with me ramming against him and him sort of yelping as I startled him. His body was tensed like a clock spring. I kept our lips pressed together unmoving- waiting to see what he was going to do. Suddenly the fight seemed to go out of him and he relaxed. Then our kiss morphed into a gentle “I see you, Jake Sully” kiss. And then it deepened, and turned more urgent until we were two horny teenagers making out in a car. And I gotta say—the stache and stubble combo? Holy fuck. Feeling his stubble rake across my jaw lit me on fire. Kissing Kurt in this moment was the most intimate, most sexual thing I think I’d ever done with another man in my life. It also felt I was kissing a brewing storm… and I never wanted to stop. As my hands wandered down to his straining groin, he suddenly stopped and pushed me away. “Fuck, this is what I was afraid of! I am barely hanging on, here. We have to stop.” “Have you heard of PReP,” I asked him breathlessly. “Sure,” he nods. “Well, I’m on it. And I triple dog dare you to try to get me pregnant, Kurt.” He closed his eyes then. “Drive,” he commanded as he fastened his seat belt. * * We drove to his condo in a blur. I drove fast, but not so fast as to get a speeding ticket (or DUI). He wanted to fuck me at his place because it was set up with everything that we would need. I honestly don’t remember getting from the parking garage to his unit. Once parked we were on each other again with reckless abandon. We managed to get out of the car, but he pushed me up against it- his hands all over my body. He ended up going down on me as I leaned against the car- my synapses shorting out as I felt his mouth take me inside. Then I tried to return the favor, but the 0 gauge PA kept clattering against my teeth which really bothered me. We stopped so he could unscrew a ball and take it out for me. I sucked his dick briefly in the elevator- I didn’t care if there were security cameras. Let them fucking watch me service this god’s dick! I just needed to feel him in my mouth. His dick is fucking enormous. Two and a half hands worth and my fingers didn’t touch around it. Big fucking head like a pit viper. He probably was going to fuck me in half with it, and I was beyond ready to surrender to it. Eventually we got to his condo and he had me go prep using his shower shot while he got the place ready for me. I did as I was told and made sure to spend a little extra time, as I knew he would be going extra deep. I stepped out of the bathroom into a dimly lit scene. “Come here,” I heard him say in his deep, sex voice. My feet were instantly compelled forward to the bedroom. He had a blood red light bulb in the bedside lamp, to set the mood. He had a sling set up, suspended in one corner from eye bolts in the ceiling. One of the walls had a large mirror there so you would be able to watch yourself during, were you so inclined. And the wall opposite the foot of the king sized bed had a 60” TV mounted on an articulating arm, so porn could be watched at any time. And he had filthy porn playing—lots of biohazard symbols everywhere. As I stepped into his den of iniquity, our eyes met and he said, “Last chance, bud. Or abandon all hope.” I walked up to him, staring deeply into his eyes. I feel that familiar sex trance coming on and this time I welcomed it fully. With that all my inhibitions fell away and I felt free. I knew Kurt wouldn’t judge me and anything was on the table. I chose my next words deliberately. “So, that guy that you were talking with that night at the bar when you pretended not to know me? Did you poz him?” I saw Kurt’s nostrils flare as his eyes glittered in the red light. “Yes. Yes I did.” “Tell me,” I say. “What’s to tell? He was a dumb fucking bug chaser. I found him on BBRT and told him I could help him out. He met me at the bar after work. I brought him here and gave him what he wanted.” “And what he wanted was your toxic seed. Did it take?” I asked. I knew my questions were goading Kurt on and getting his demons going. “Oh yeah. I told you—I’m fertile. He called me two weeks later to tell me he got the fuck flu. He was so happy.” “And was it a good fuck? Did you enjoy breeding him? Did it satisfy you?” I asked. “It was ok. He’d been chasing for awhile but everyone’s pretty well controlled these days so infections are rare. And he really wanted it so it didn’t feel like much of a challenge. It’s sort of hotter when the guy doesn’t want it, or doesn’t know he wants it.” Kurt’s cock was so hard at this. That’s when I noticed he’d changed his PA. The one in now was a curved barbell of sorts, but there were conical spikes screwed onto the ends. Kind of like what you’d see on a dog’s collar. I reached down and fingered it lightly. His cock jumped at my touch. “Is this your weapon of choice for my guts tonight?” I asked. “You triple dog dared me to get you pregnant. I aim to keep my record intact,” he growled. “So, about a month before I ran into you at the bar, Charlie told me he’d seen you with some random guy from out of town and that you’d left with him. You get him pregnant, too?” Kurt chuckled. “You keeping tabs on me?” he asked. “Just some light stalking. You know I’m obsessed with you.” Kurt reaches up and starts lightly stroking my nipples. My nipples are hard wired and with his touch, bolts of electricity coursed through me and made my dick jump. “I honestly don’t know if I got him pregnant or not- it’s definitely possible since I gave him a double dose. I may get a two-fer if his wife pops poz too.” “Fuck, really?” I asked. Even though I had started out as just playing a role to turn Kurt on, hearing him talk this way was getting me very turned on. Was I a secret chaser? Or was I just some sex pig that had finally found someone to help me realize my true self?” “Yeah. The guy was in town on a business trip. Married. To a woman. He was at the bar because he was bi-curious, the stupid fucker. Had cheated on his wife a few times with guys but only bottomed twice before. Such an easy pickup! He took me back to his hotel room so I could be his third time. Man, he was definitely not prepared for my cock. He cried while I fucked him.” “And you got him to risk it and go bareback?” I asked, definitely curious at this point. “Not at first. He insisted on a condom because he was ‘married’. But I deliberately didn’t use enough lube. I wanted to rough him up a bit and also possibly have the condom pop. That happens sometimes due to my size and my… vigor. Whoops.” He grinned and I had to laugh at the way he said it. “Unfortunately, the condom held, but he was really crying and it was tearing up his ass something fierce because fuck he was tight, so I told him it would feel better skin to skin. I had him take a hit of poppers, stripped off the condom, lubed up, and slid right back in. “I stealthed him quick before he came to his senses. And then kept going to make sure I massaged that load into him. As I was working up load 2 he did ask me not to cum in him. I said ‘Why change things now?’ and shot a second load deep. That’s when he kind of freaked out a bit and kicked me out of his hotel room.” “Was this a good fuck?” I asked, as I moved behind him and knelt to tongue his butthole. As soon as I made contact in his furry crack, I went into overdrive. He moaned. “Fuck yeah! There’s nothing better than breeding a married “straight” guy. I love it when the guy struggles to take my cock. I like it when they cry too- feels more like rape, even though they never ask me to stop. And I love sending them on their way with my little gift. Their cheating asses are getting what they deserve. Plus it’s hot thinking that they might pass it on to their wives or to some other guys along their path of sexual discovery.” “I have a question for you,” I say, pausing in my rimming. “At the sex party, why didn’t you just let that guy fuck me and breed me? Maybe I would have popped poz and all this conflict would have gone away.” Then I dove back into his perfect ass. “I thought I already answered that. I needed to be the one to do it so that you’re mine forever. I couldn’t let some other guy have that honor. Not with you. Especially when I could stop it. Do you know how many poz guys I chased away from your hole that night? At least 5. The last guy was definitely toxic, although you would have liked his dick.” I stopped rimming him and stood up. I stood on tip toes and whispered into his ear. “I think it’s time for you to impregnate me. Give me my first dirty dick.” Kurt kissed me fiercely then. It wasn’t like the first one in the car, or even the parking garage—this WAS a Hollywood kiss. Longing and long-denied desire pouring out in a flood between us. I’ve never been kissed like that by anyone before—or since. All I knew was that my mind was fried and I was complete his now and forever and all I could think was “dick dick dick… in in in…. now now now… “. He picked me up deftly, and placed me into the sling. My feet were placed in the stirrups and cinched in snugly. He looked down on me with unbridled lust, and I’m sure I looked back with equal amounts. He bared his teeth and chuckled menacingly. “You stupid fucker. Your ass is mine now. I’m gonna give you my AIDS.” “Stop talking and fucking do it already,” I goaded. He let out a fierce growl and lubed up his dick. Then he lubed up my hole, making sure to roughly finger the lube into me. Then I felt his cock head and the sharp PA resting against my pucker. I sucked in a sharp breath in anticipation. He tossed me some spray poppers and a cloth. “Here, you might want to try these. I’ll do you a solid and wait until you’re flying.” “I want you to know something,” I said as I uncapped the spray can. “I’m not going to be like that businessman. I’m not going to cry. I’m not going to beg for you not to cum in me. I’m not as innocent as I seem and I don’t need your mercy. I’m tough. And I’m a greedy fucking bottom who lusts for big cock. I need this. I need YOU. I think I’ve needed you my whole life. And my body is yours to destroy as you see fit.” I hit the spray poppers and soon my head fuzzed and everything got warm and tingly. I felt a sharp pinch as he entered me, and then discomfort as his girth slowly slid inside. I figured Kurt was just going to fucking pound me until I passed out, but no. He slow fucked me. He worked his enormous tool back and forth inside me, stopping when it started nudging my second ring and then sliding languorously back out. A couple times he pulled all the way out with a sharp plop (which I admit stung a bit) before pushing slowly back inside. I’m not gonna lie, what he was doing was feeling fucking incredible. So much cock was in me and I felt so stretched! But there was also the added sensation of the metal dragging in my guts. And then there was his gaze. I could almost taste his lust. “I thought you were going to fuck me,” I growled. “Patience, young padawan,” he said. “I’m just tilling the soil for my seed. There’s a method to my madness, you’ll see. I can’t just ram you with this particular PA in. It’s kind of uncomfortable for me and the cones tend to come loose. One time I lost the whole thing inside a dude’s shitter- now that was interesting breeding session. Also, I’ve been cautioned by the piercer that with my size, this type could get caught deep in your colon and hook us together in a rather compromising position. And that wouldn’t be very much fun now, would it?” I shook my head. “Plus we can’t risk damaging that beautiful baby-maker you got,” I agreed. “You like it?” he says cockily as he flexed it inside me causing me to gasp. “It’s the biggest dick I’ve ever taken and its going to ruin me forever for all other cock,” I told him quite sincerely. “Oh, its’ going to ruin you all right.” He grinned wickedly. He popped out again, and started removing the PA. “You should be good and scraped up now. Plenty of places for my seed to latch,” he said matter of factly. “And now the real fucking begins.” He relubed and I hit the spray poppers again, just in time to get fuzzy before his onslaught. I know everyone is now expecting a merciless rape of the sabine women scene, but it wasn’t like that. He was definitely all about taking his pleasure, but not at the expense of mine. He re-entered me fairly slowly and when his dick came to my second ring, he patiently worked me open until he could get all the way inside. Then he short stroked himself deep in there in order to make sure I was good and open for his dick before he started giving it all to me with force. And for me? Nobody had ever fucked me this deep before. And definitely nobody that I was so in tune with. I literally don’t remember some of the fuck once he got going, because I was riding wave after blissful wave. I was having anal/full body orgasms left and right from the way his cock was hitting inside me. I’m pretty sure I was making loud, guttural noises and probably scaring his neighbors. I honestly don’t know how long he had been fucking me before I regained my voice. 20 minutes? 2 hours? It was all a blur. But he was buried in me and grinding when I decided to ask for more. “Kurt? Will you put in the big PA for me? The 0 gauge that you had in the night we met? I’ve never been fucked by one and I need to feel it.” “You sure? Because it will probably bruise your sigmoid colon a bit,” he said with a touch of concern. “Yeah, I’m sure. I wanna be able to feel you inside me for days after this fuck.” He pulled out slowly and went to his dresser. This was a captive bead PA and he had bought the special tool for popping the ball in and out. With an audible snap, I knew it was in and that I’d soon be feeling it. “This is more than I could have hoped for,” he said during the lull in our fucking. “You’re taking me like a champ, and I’ve already been leaking tons of precum into your cunt. This is the hottest sex I’ve ever had and you’re helping me edge up one massive load. You’re so getting infected. I don’t care if you are on Prep—it’s not going to be able to save you after this.” “Promises, Promises,” I joked. “Now, play with my nipples as you enter me and get ready to see stars.” It took a bit to get the 0 gauge in me, but in me it went. All the way in me. And yeah, I felt it. The heavy weight of it moving inside me as he thrust into me. The pleasure pain as he drove that ring and ball repeatedly into my second ring. He did work my nipples as he fucked me now, and my hole went crazy on his dick. This set up a steady litany of accolades from him, where extolling my virtues as a professional bottom cock pig. I could tell we were nearing the finale at this point, and truthfully I wasn’t exactly sure how much more my guts could take. Poppers were failing to dull the pain he was punching into me now. “Look at me Kurt,” I commanded. And our eyes locked one last time. “I… I’m pretty sure I love you,” I stammered while staring intently at him. “It was love at first sight. From that first moment our eyes met in the bathroom, I knew. I just… knew.” Kurt was fucking me hard now. “It was inevitable. We were always going to end up here, right here. With you trying to knock me up. Because this connection of ours would not be denied.” His hands were fiercely gripping my hips and he was literally throwing my ass onto his dick. His groin slamming into me with abandon with smacks echoing off the concrete walls in his condo. “You know how much I love you, Kurt?” I grunted out between thrusts. “No. Tell me,” he ground out. “You know how I told you I was on PrEP?” I said, through gritted teeth. “I lied.” He came in me then. With a guttural moan that was somewhere between triumph and anguish, he came. Deeply. And hard. He was planted all the way up inside me when he launched volley after volley after volley of his charged semen into me. And I felt it. Not just the throbbing of his cock up inside me where no man had ever been, but I felt his cum. I felt the shots hit inside. The wet heat. All of it. And somewhere during his orgasm I had my own. My own prodigious load shot everywhere. I felt it hit my face, but it painted me from chin to navel. When he finally stopped cumming (like 2 minutes later, his cock still up in my second ring), he looked down at me with something that looked like sadness in his face. “Is it true?” He asked. “Is it true that I love you?” I said, playing dumb. “Absolutely. I’ve been head over heels for you for months. Since I first saw you.” “No, I mean… the PrEP thing. Is it… true?” I looked at him and shrugged. “Yeah, it’s true. I’m not on it. Never was.” Kurt started breathing rapidly and he started to shake a bit. “Oh god. You LIED to me! No no no! Fuck! This is going to be Bo all over again! I can’t handle that. Fuck, what have I done? Oh god, I never should have…” “Hey!” I snapped, and Kurt stopped. “You didn’t do this. I did. I chose. I decided that I wanted you to own me forever, so I let this happen. No. I MADE this happen. And if I had changed my mind, I would have stopped it. It *is* possible to stop Mr. Ferris Buehler, you know.” This elicited a small smile from him. “I’m sorry I lied to you. I won’t do it again. Ever. I promise.” I looked deeply at him so he could see my earnestness. “Ever. And although I look like him, I’m not him. You gotta trust me on this.” He nodded. I was still on my back in the sling and he was still in me at this point, and my load was starting to run everywhere. So, I scooped up what I could from by chest and belly and held it out to him. “If your fertileness is to be believed, this is my last neg load. Take it,” I said. “It’s always the Clark Kent types,” he said with a snort. And without breaking eye contact, he lowered his head to my hand and lapped up my cum. Then he held my hand while he slowly sucked each of my fingers clean. “How’s it taste, big guy?” The corners of his mouth twitched a bit before answering. “Positively delicious.” “OH MY GOD YOU DID NOT!” I guffawed. “What?” he shrugged. “If you can quote cheesy movie lines to me, then I’m gonna make puns so bad they’ll give you AIDS.” And then he smiled at me. And it was blinding. * * After our breeding session, he carefully removed my feet from the stirrups and I wrapped my legs around him tightly. Determined to keep him planted inside me forever. He lifted me out of the sling (with my help) and we maneuvered to his bed. With much shuffling and grunting, we managed to scooch all the way up, until I had a pillow under my head, and he was laying with most of his weight on top of me. We kissed slowly and deeply like this for a long time. As we were resting (he was STILL in me, although my hips were starting to cramp at this point), I started thinking about a positional change. “Hey, when do I get to fuck you?” I asked. “I don’t get fucked, I fuck.” He stated. “Although if I were to get fucked, it would be you. You seem to know what you’re doing.” “And you seemed to enjoy watching me fuck those guys,” I said. “I enjoyed MAKING you fuck those guys. There’s a difference. Although I’m sure they liked it. A hot fucker like you dicking them down? Plus you got a pretty good dick on ya for a little guy. Not as good as mine but….” I smacked him and he playfully said “ow”. He chuckled while I made my hole dance on his dick a few times. I grabbed his face and looked at him. “You know, I think I’ve always been a pig. Or more accurately a pig-in-waiting. I was just so focused on being the good boy that everyone wanted me to be. Always so tentative. Afraid to cut loose. I guess I was in some pretty deep denial. Until you. Then it was all ‘Suuuuper Piiiiig’. I guess that makes you my phone booth.” “What’s a ‘phone booth’?” he asked in mock seriousness. It was right after this that I was brought up short by a sudden and paralyzing thought. Once again, my insecurities were rearing their ugly head, and my mind started running unchecked down dark alleys. “Kurt… if you do manage to seroconvert me, is that it then? Party’s over? You move on to another hole and we just become buddies that wave to each other at the clinic or…” my voice trailed off, suddenly fearful. He looked at me like I was an idiot and shook his head. “God I love pozzing up stupid guys! Mwa-ha-ha-ha!” a said with a fakey, evil laugh. Then his face got serious. “Weren’t you listening, silly? I said I wanted to poz you so that I would own you forever. Forever doesn’t mean for the two weeks of daily breeding until you get the fuck flu.” This time it was my turn to nod that I understood. “Daily breeding, you say?” I said, slowly cocking an eyebrow. “With an ass like yours? At least,” he growled as he snuggled into my neck. “Oh! I just had another thought,” I said cheerfully. “Oh god. Is *this* how it’s going to be with you? You ‘thinking’ all the time, asking dumb questions and interrupting snuggies?” he smirked. “Oh, I think you’ll like this one. So, once I pop poz and before I go on meds, how would you like to watch me knock up some guys? I’m thinking maybe like a nice, dumb 18 year old high school jock. Get him good and pregnant before his college career?” “Am I answering your question?” he asked, as his cock rapidly started swelling in my soon to be destroyed (again) ass. And then we kissed. And five very positive years later, we’re still kissing.

Found this app a few months ago before I had to go on a sex hiatus for a bit. It’s called “bigger blacker book” you can add partners, even “anon” guys. Just thought you guys might be interested as I know we like to count out loads given and received. [think before following links] https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bigger-blacker-book/id1342451565

i've made threads about loving being fucked on my stomach but the best part is when he stays inside of me. idk why but i just love the way it feels to hold his dick all the way up my ass even after he's exploded. does anyone else really love/appreicate this moment? i get such a rush and feel like i could stay cuddled up like this all day long. if you really like the guy it can be an amazingggg bonding experience too 😉

Same here. I’m always cleaned out when I take cock, so I know I can be my slutty pig self in the heat of the moment. All I feel at the time is that I want him in my mouth, in my throat, filling me up at both ends.

Ginger = bitter load in my experience

[think before following links] https://newtumbl.com/x_lAizYMtshfes I like looking into the eyes of a top as he breeds my ass!

Don’t feel obliged to explain your personal tastes and attractions just because I said to “dig deep”. Your personal tastes and drives are your own affair, and I don’t mean to pry. It’s just a quirk of my nature that my mind is never content to know that I feel something - I need to know why I feel it. And then why I came to think or feel the thing that made me feel it. And so on until I boil it down to what it’s really all about. I find it fascinating, but most people are perfectly content to just feel the thing and be done with it. They don’t need to know why.

I wish asking guys their VL were more normalised

[think before following links] https://xhamster.com/videos/another-fuckhole-bred-10914449

I too prefer all-bare, all the time, but in defense of Eros, they were honoring the rules established by San Francisco's Department of Public Health. At the height of the AIDS crisis, allowing sex clubs to continue operating in the City was controversial, and safeguards were imposed. A decision had to be made long before research had proven that U=U, and indeed, before cocktails made it possible for HIV+ people to have an undetectable viral load. One of the restrictions was no enclosed private rooms in sex clubs, hence the installation of tents inside Eros. Interestingly, the San Francisco Board of Supervisors finally voted to vacate the crisis-era bathhouse regulations in 2020. Now that, I would say, was way too long, but then again, Eros was for years the one remaining bathhouse in the City, and people could go to Berkley or San José (RIP Steamworks!), or even just patronize bar backrooms or adult arcades in the City, it they desired full freedom to breed.

I love hate fucking guys. One relationship I was in which I started to get annoyed with the guy I could only stay interested by imagining I was punching him in the back of the head and strangling as I fucked him. That did the trick. Nothing wrong with you. Hate is passionate, so is fucking.

I see this topic went unanswered when it was posted - I also recently posted a question about speculums in the General section that got very little attention. I’m amazed that a group of men so fixated on stretching their anuses open has so little familiarity with speculums. Used with care, speculums are an excellent means of augmenting a hole-training program. That’s quite aside from their myriad potential in BDSM scening. I have a particular thing for the feel of unyielding steel applied against my body, so you might be unsurprised that I have more than one speculum. I have three, in fact, and a fourth device that isn’t technically a speculum but falls into the same category of ‘hole spreader’. Here they are: This is a true anal speculum, as in designed specifically for the anus. Some other types are actually intended for vaginal examination (all speculums are intended as medical instruments) and the vaginal ones don’t always comport as well with the anal anatomy. On this one, the action is by squeezing the grip or by turning the widening screw, then locking it in position with the set-screw (knob). The widening screw is useful for pushing your limit in fine increments once you reach a stopping point with the handle. This is a Collins speculum, one of the vaginal types, but I use it quite a lot. The action is by turn of the widening screw, and it widens remarkably. You have to use some care with it so that the tall blades don’t scrape the walls of the rectum, but it provides a significant stretch. This baaaaad boy is a Mathieus speculum. It’s the only three-prong design I’ve encountered. The action is similar to the anal speculum above, but much more reactive - you have to take it gently, because it opens quickly in response to the grip. Holes aren’t really designed to open in triangles, and you sort if have to get used to this one gradually to avoid injury. I’ve maxed out on all of these speculums - they’ve stretched me as far as they can reach, and now I mainly use them as warm-up for bigger challenges. Like this: I got this as a Christmas present for myself. Not a speculum per se, but designed specifically for stretching an anus to the o.O level. The action is by tightening the wingnuts equally on each of the six posts around the ring; the more you turn them, the closer the bar is pulled toward the ring, until it finally rests against the ring at full extension. When the bars are fully retracted, the ring is large enough to pass an average man’s hand and forearm through it. I have tried it twice now, solo, and have managed to reach the stage you see in the photo. I could go farther, but this device is, as you might imagine, somewhat awkward to use on yourself, and once you reach the point of physical distress it becomes a bit impractical. My local regular Top has expressed a keen interest in using it on me in the near future, so we’ll see how it goes with some assistance.

[think before following links] https://newtumbl.com/x_li3zKYtKmTEU Loading Holes Compilation, Fucking Hot!

That is what frustrates me most about going on the sites/apps. I am pretty serious about getting fucked and taking a load. That being said, I don’t preemptively clean out every day on the off chance that I’ll find a man looking to breed me. Tops really should stop to consider why we ask for a little time before meeting. Unless they don’t expect a clean hole…

I had been traveling from AZ back to NorCal and had a stop-over in a small beach community. That night I had another Stranger in my Room encounter (story for another time), that left me incredibly horny. So, the next day, as I traveled north toward home I saw and ABS and decided to stop. Now, I’ve been to ABS’s since I was 18. Sometimes I’ve spent time looking around, other times I was in and out for what I needed. Usually, poppers. But I’ve never ventured into the video arcades. This one particular day I was incredibly horny and was spending some time looking around at the dildos and DVD’s. I was looking at some DVD titles when the guy came up beside me and placed a DVD box right in front of me. I looked at it and the title was, Bareback Load Takers. I was a bit shocked by this, and when I looked at the guy, he directed me (with his eyes) to look down at his crotch…which he was squeezing. It was obvious he was hard. He then walked around behind me, brushed my ass, and over to the counter. He purchased access the to the video booths; took his tokens, looked over at me, and went inside. The guy was average looking, nearly six-feet, great ass, and from what I could see, a nice tool. Feeling horny, I decided to see how things happened in the arcade. I purchased some poppers and tokens for the video booths. When I went inside there was just a narrow hallway with doors to booths going down one side. About half-way down the hall, this guy was leaning against the wall. When he saw me come in, he smiled, grabbed his crotch, and open the doors to two booths. He pointed to the one nearest me and walked into the other. I was thinking; man, this dude is direct. And I kind of liked it. I went inside and looked around. There were glory holes (GH) on each of the side walls and above them, other holes with a black fabric or mesh over them. These were about face height. The guy from the other side said, “Turn your video player to channel 3. So, I went over and did so. The video playing was two guys fucking…and soon enough I could see they were fucking raw. Instinctively I grabbed my dick through my pants and decided to open my poppers and take a hit. Yeah…just what the Dr. ordered. I was soon feeling good and even more horny. So, I took a seat on the little bench and could easily see through the GH to the guy on the other side. He was seated on his bench with his shirt open, as well as his pants. He was stroking his boner and rubbing his right nipple. He could plainly see me looking at him through the hole and began spanking his boner on his palm. I took more hits…one up each nostril and held my breath. When I slowly exhaled, then I moved closer to the hole and opened my mouth wide and stuck out my tongue, just a little. Didn’t take Mr. DVD long to stand-up and walk over to the GH and stick his dick through. I grabbed his hanging balls and pulled them forward through the hole, which brought his dick through with them. I put my hand around his shaft and saw the pre-cum oozing from his cock. I took my tongue and licked from the bottom of his dick head and closed my lips over the tip of his dick…sucking in his clear fluid. It tasted sweet and salty. “You like the taste of that juice?” He asked. “Yea.” I replied. I then put my thumb at the base of his cock, on the underside and pulled it forward toward his dick head. This pushed-out a greater amount of pre-cum. This time I engulfed his entire dick head in my mouth and began to suck. At first, just giving him head, then sucked the full length of his hot cock. I was really liking this, and so was he. The length and thickness of his dick was perfect. I could easily take him fully in my mouth and down my throat. I’m not much of a cocksucker, but I was enjoying this. I think it was the excitement of the video booth, the stranger who came-on to me…and the poppers. I was wondering why I hadn’t come into the arcade before now. Oh yeah…I’m married. And Mr. DVD was really liking it. He said, through the mesh opening, “Take a look at the video screen. Wanna do something like that?” I turned my head (leaving his dick head in my mouth) and saw two guys really going at it. Doing some serious fucking, and raw of course. I quit sucking him and said, “That looks pretty good to me.” “Why don’t you pull your pants down and back-up onto me?” The voice on the other side said. “I don’t have any lube.” I replied. “There should be a basket in your room with some lube and rubbers in it. Grab some lube, but leave the rubbers.” I was instructed. Everything is now making sense. This dude wants to breed me. Fuck! I like that idea. “Okay,” I said. And I go over to the basket and grab a couple of tubes of lube. Mr. DVD’s dick is super hard and still sticking through the GH. So, I go over to him, rip open a packet and squeeze some lube on his dick. I take my fist and start to spread it around. I open a second packet and start to finger some around and into my hole. I then squeeze the base of his dick again to draw-up some more pre-cum to add to the lube mix. I then take his dick head and rub it all over my ass hole. After things are sufficiently lubed, and he’s teased beyond belief, I press my ass back and take his dick head into my hole. Pushing firmly past my ring and deep into my insides. I stop there so we can feel the heat of each other and enjoy the process of beginning our fuck. From the other side, I hear the sounds of sniffing a bottle and that reminds me to hit my poppers again. When the rush comes, I push back and take his raw cock, balls deep into my ass. “Oh Fuck Yeah!” I hear. Knowing my timing was perfect to sink down on his raw shaft when his popper hit. “Fuck your hole is tight. And hot. You feel so damn good. Better than I thought you would.” “Glad you like it.” I respond. “Your raw cock feels amazing.” I say as we both begin to meet each other’s thrust. We fuck like that for a short time and from the other side I hear, “Can I join you in your room?” “Is that allowed?” I ask. “They don’t give a damn what we do,” he said. “Then come on over.” His cock slides out of my ass, and I go over and unlock my door. From the other side I hear pants being pulled up, then a door open and close, and in seconds, my door opens. When he enters my room, I’m already bent-over my stool, ass toward the door and looking over my shoulder. “What took you so long.” I said jokingly. Mr. DVD grabbed some more lube and covered his raw, raging cock. He aimed his head at my hole and pushed in with a steady thrust. He went balls deep again in one push. I threw my head back and sighed in deep pleasure. “Fuck man. I could so easily shoot my load.” “Well, this fuck is feeling good, but shoot when you’re ready.” I tell him. “Well, we don’t have to call it done when I cum.” He replies. “Check-out the dudes on the screen. I want you to do that for me.” He says in a commanding voice. While his raw cock is working my hole I look up at the video and see the bottom’s cum covered hole. He then turns around and takes the Top’s semi-hard cock into his mouth to clean him off. “Not too sure I’m into doing that.” I say. “I wasn’t asking.” I heard back. “This is turning me on, I’m about to seed your hole. You want my load don’t you? You want my sperm deep in your guts. Tell me. Tell me you want my swimmers in your body!” “Fuck! You know I do. Breed me man. Fucking plant your seed inside me.” I begin to beg, over and over. “Fuck me, seed me, breed me.” Mr. DVD starts to speed-up and fuck hard and fast. “Oh yeah…going to give you what you want. Hit the bottle man. I want you flying high when I orgasm inside you.” I take several hard hits and in a moment, he says, “Fuck! Here it cums, fuck I’m cumming. Fuck yeah! Take it. Take my seed. AUHHHH!” He holds, balls deep inside of me. I feel his dick surging as it spits its warm sperm inside of me. He does a couple short strokes while I squeeze and milk his cock. He dumps a big load of seed into me and folds over my back. He whispers in my ear. “Fuck that was good. You have a great ass…now full of my DNA. Now you’re going to clean your ass juice and my cum off my cock.” With that he withdrawals his hard cock and grabs my head and orders me to work. I’ve never done this and am very apprehensive. But he forces me. Once his dick is fully in my mouth and I start to suck, lick, and clean him, I discover I like the taste. It’s hot man sex and I begin to stoke my dick. Mr. DVD hits his popper then feeds me some. That takes me over the top and I shoot my load while his dirty dick is in my mouth. As I sit back and catch my breath, he pulls up his pants, buttons up his shirt, and leans forward and gives me a big, wet, open mouth kiss. Tasting what’s in my mouth. “Thanks for the good time, man.” And he’s out the door.

Me too! Ideally one willing to get enormous for me!

What a sweet invitation.... thank you! 😈 I would rather invite you for a week or so, to make sure you get rid of this bad habit, taking those PrEP pills - they are just running against your natural purpose, being a fucking poz slut, a cum dump for every dirty load in town, a sleazy young whore for any stiff cock. I would lock you up in one of those portable dog kennels, just to make sure that you stop running around, in a hectic search for another dose of PrEP. Fear no more - SLUT! What good is it for, to slide into a fuck-body, knowing I wouldn't even have the chance to knock you up?! I could rather fuck with condoms then - and I never use condoms! Never! But to show, that I'm fair - I would also stop taking my pills for a while. Allowing my gift to expand, to become bigger than life itself. I am such a nice guy, you see? Let my potent and dirty semen rage in your hot little young body. Let me fuck you bare and use no lube, to inflict the biggest possible damage.... erm, I meant to really feel your cunt! Let me use you like the fuck whore you are. Don't worry - After the week is over, you will be free and happy - I will make sure, you stay long enough - so you won't get overwhelmed with fear or doubt. This could be part of a made up story, but it could also be a possible reality for you. It's for you to decide.... S.

totally fukkin hot. when I learned that my best mate was regularly having sex (being fucked) with his dad I begged to join in. They agreed and my first time with his dad was just him and me - he was naked and undressed me. He got me to stroke his cock and when he was hard he made me suck it and swallow his load. man I was in heaven. Soon all 3 of us were regularly sucking and fucking. I loved sucking Dad's cock with my buddy. One of us would take his shaft in his mouth while the other sucked on his balls. Best though was when me and my buddy would lie on our bellies side by side and Daddy would mount and fuck one of us. I loved watching him fuck his son first while I waited my turn - then I knew he was gunna fuck his seed up my ass.

Thanks for reading and commenting! Hope you enjoy Chapter 5 Dad and I made out for what felt like a while before we took a pause long enough to catch our breath. Dad lifted his head slightly and we looked deep into each others eyes silent except for our soft panting. The look on dads face was something i hadnt really seen before. Like he was concentrating hard to memorize my face. "Are you ok dad?" I realized he had asked me if I was ok but i wasnt sure how he was feeling about what was happening. "Yeah Coop. This is so much better than what I was even hoping for when I came here tonight." "Yeah me too dad." "Good." He paused and looked hesitant about saying what he was thinking. "Youre ok that I'm...." "What? My dad?" He looked relieved that I said it instead of him. "Yeah. It's not really how these things go usually and..." This time I wasnt sure what he was getting at. "And what?" "I guess we havent been the closest since your mom and i split and these past couple weeks have been great Coop. I dont want anything to mess that up. Just as we are getting close again." What I saw earlier, the lust on his face, was replaced by what i realized was love. He meant it. He wanted us to be close as father and son and didnt want to ruin what we had been developing before we both entered this bathhouse and this room tonight. But it was this realization that made me realize something else. "Dad i dont want anything to mess that up either. and i actually dont want anyone else to be my first because i want it to be with someone i really love and trust." "Is that why you came to a bathhouse tonight? To have your first time with someone you love and trust?" We both chuckled. "I didnt know what was going to happen. im just glad you were here." "Me too Coop." "So....can we....keep doing stuff?" Like a light switch the look of lust came back and he dove back into a long passionate kiss. I wrapped my arms and legs even more tightly around him as we moaned into each others mouths. Like my dad, this was so much more than I ever thought would happen when I came here. The feeling of my dads weight on top of me holding me so tightly with his strong arms, his chest pressed against mine and his hard cock grinding against mine our precum mixing and pooling on my abs. We were only getting hotter by the second. Without warning dad pulled himself out of our kiss and the lock that our bodies had on each other. He kneeled on the bed and i noticed his cock rock hard with a string of precum lengthening its way down to the mattress. He took a breath and then got out of the bed to reach for the pipe and lighter again. "You good to do a little more Coop?" I had propped myself up on my elbows to get my breath back again. I noticed that my hard cock was glistening with our combined precum. I dont know how i hadnt blown a huge load already but whatever control my body had was working out. I wanted this to last. "Sure dad." "You still feeling those last hits or did you come down from them already?" Dad was heating the pipe for his hit. "I dont think im fully down from them but im definitely not where i was when i first did it." Dad took his hit blowing out a big cloud up towards the ceiling. Seeing that made my cock flex. "Well lets see if we can get you back there." A look of mischief was in his smirk as he handed me the pipe and heated it when i put it to my mouth. "Just keep taking in the smoke until i pull the torch away. That's it. Keep going." This was going to be a big hit I could tell. He was holding the lighter under the pipe longer than either of us had so far. But I did as he said and just kept taking in the smoke, feeling my lungs fill. "Now when I stop dont let the smoke out yet. Hold your breath until I tell you ok?" I nodded and he pulled the lighter away. I handed him the pipe and held my breath as he sucked in the remaining smoke from the pipe. Even before he told me to let it out I could feel the hit running from my lungs through my body. It was like the power was being turned on in my body and I could feel it being activated. "Ok Coop. Go ahead and let it out." I blew out the hit and that power went straight through my cock making it leak even more. Dad was taking another hit and I could see it going through him too. "You do this stuff a lot?" Dad handed me the pipe again and lit it. "Nah. Special occasions I guess. I bring it with me here because it makes everything a little more fun." There was that smirk again. There was something about it that was turning me on even more. "I'm happy to get to be the one to introduce you to it. Make things fun for the both of us." He pulled the lighter away. "Ok, hold it." I did. He nodded after some time and i let it go feeling that wave hit me again. "Nice cloud Coop. One more now ok?" I put the pipe to my mouth again and began taking in my third hit when he lit the lighter. " Lets make this a good one. Sit up straight. I want your lungs to be completely filled." Dad wasnt kidding. This was by far the longest he had me taking in the smoke from the pipe. When it felt like my lungs had filled and couldnt take anymore, I looked up at him and nodded. He took the lighter back and I held the hit in. He took the pipe and as he lit it said, "Hold it in until I finish taking my hit ok?" I nodded and watched as he took his hit. It was long and it almost felt like he was prolonging it to keep my hit in. Just as before I could feel the hit already working through me but with a little more intensity this time. And then I could feel it starting to reach lower. Dad pulled the pipe away from his mouth and I let a massive cloud out into the space. The hit went straight to the spot I was beginning to feel stir as I held the smoke in my lungs. My hole. Dad held his hit in too and put the pipe and lighter back into the bowl of condoms and lube. He turned to me and his eyes widened as he saw that I was stroking my cock which felt like it had gotten bigger and thicker and with my other hand I began to reach under my balls to touch the spot that was beginning to call for attention. I could tell dads focus wasnt on my cock anymore but on what he couldnt see from that angle: my finger reaching for my hole. It was likely an awkward sight because i was still sitting fully upright and reaching under myself clearly with no idea what i was doing. When I looked up I saw on my dads face a look that was the combination of his lust and his mischief. When I reached and touched the outside of my hole I moaned just slightly and surprised myself at how good it felt. I hadnt explored my hole before. Jerking off had always been enough. Dads eyes somehow got even bigger at the sound and sight of me. "Why dont you get up on the bed on all fours?" I froze for a moment. What was he asking? What was he thinking about doing? "It's ok. I want to get a look at that hole. I think I can help you feel really good." His voice was never so seductive as now. "I promise. If you dont like anything that we do we will stop. You just say the word. Ok, Coop?" He was right. If I was going to do anything it would be safest with him. I nodded and got up to my knees on the bed. I heard dad fumbling against the door as I positioned myself with my head by the pillows. "Lets do the other way. Turn around and face the foot of the bed." I turned my body and saw that dad had opened the door fully. "Where you going?" I sat back down on my knees. "Nowhere. I just needed some air. Its getting a little stuffy in here dont you think?" I guess it did. I went with it and he moved toward the bed behind me. As I got back up on all fours I noticed that I could see out and anyone passing by could look in and see my face. Did dad want people to see us? I felt dads hands pulling my ass cheeks apart. I looked over my shoulder and he looked from my hole to my eyes. He smiled and then moved to pull me up to him so my back was against his chest. I could feel his hard wet cock rubbing against my back and ass crack. He wrapped his arms around my chest and put his mouth to my ear. "You feel so good Coop" he whispered. "I have to taste your hole son. I need to taste my sons hole." Fuck I thought as I moaned at his words. This was twisted the way he was referring to me as his son. He never called me son. He really only ever called me Coop, not even Cooper, so calling me that now must be turning him on, I thought. That made my cock flex. I guess I liked it too. He slowly brought me back down to the all fours position never allowing his chest to lose contact with my back. Then he lifted himself off me and I felt his hands spreading my cheeks apart again. I heard him say under his breath, "Smooth hole." And then I could feel the bed shift as he moved. Before I could turn to see what he was doing, I felt the tip of his tongue tap and then lick the very center of my tight hole. "Oh fuck dad!" There was nothing I had ever felt that I could compare this to. Dads tongue slowly explored the outside of my hole with just the tip of his tongue and every so often brushed over my hole with it. That tingling I was feeling when I took my last hit was multiplied by a hundred whenever dads tongue made contact with skin. A thousand when it slipped across my hole. My moans were uncontrollable. "You like the feeling of your dad eating out your hole?" I looked back over my shoulder and saw dad bent down looking up at me from my ass. "Yeah dad. That's amazing." "I was hoping you would like it." He gave my hole another lick and I moaned again. He smiled. "Can I keep going?" "Oh please dad yes. Keep going!" In response I felt dads tongue touch my hole again but my soft moan turned much louder when I felt it for the first time push into me. "Ooooooohhhhh fuck dad! That feels....oh.....fuck....yeah" I could feel dads tongue press into my hole. If just touching the outside made me tingle, this was making me writhe around from the pleasure. Dad had to hold my hips and still at times he had trouble controlling my movement as he ate my hole out for what must have been at least 10 minutes. He was helping me discover what true pleasure was and it was too much to contain. "Oh dad yes that feels good." "Fuck yeah I love role play." I looked up and saw that two guys were standing in the doorway. The moment dad started eating my ass, I had forgotten the door was even open. I was freaked out at first seeing these two guys watching us, but they were obviously enjoying it as both their towels were very obviously tenting. I recognized one of the men as the one I made eye contact with in one of the halls when dad and I came back to the room. He somehow looked even hotter than I remembered. He said to the other guy, "Yeah love a good dad son scene." Thats when dad lifted his face out of my ass. "You hear that son? Sounds like they like what they see. You guys enjoying the show?" I didnt look back at dad only up at the door to see their reaction. I noticed that both looked at dad for the first time getting a clear view of his face and then looked quickly at me. I knew what they were thinking as the recognition hit them almost simultaneously. The guy I recognized reached for his cock. "Oh shit. Fuck, you guys. Fuck the role play when you have the real thing!" He pulled his towel off and began stroking his hard cock. His friend continued as dad when back to eating my hole.

Oh, there is more 😉 Thank you to everyone who has commented. It means a lot. I do not consider myself a writer, and I have never thought of myself as someone who can do such a skill. I have read many stories on here and there are many that by far exceed my own. So the feedback on my 'talent' does not go unnoticed. Yes, there will be another chapter. but I will apologise in advance. Life gets in the way. time to write is a rarity. but I do promise, there will be another chapter and more after. Keep giving constructive feedback; to any writer on here. I think I can speak for all of us when I say it is rewarding to know that our stories brings a grin to our readers lip. It is fuel to keep our creative flare a lite. 🙂 Thank you.

Chapter 2 There was a silence for a moment that was probably a lot shorter than it felt. The large guy in the office was the one to break it. "This virgin is your son?" Could everyone tell I was a virgin? He looked back and forth from me to dad and I could see the realization in his face. When we were together it was hard not to see the resemblance. In just the couple weeks of the summer that had passed, strangers at the grocery store or in the elevator in his building would casually refer to dad as my dad, just assuming without asking. One woman said that dad looked like he had traveled from the future so he could spend time with his younger self. So for the office guy, things clicked pretty quickly and he turned to dad and said, "This is pretty twisted. Can I watch?" He broke out in laughter. I looked over at dad and he looked like he was frozen in shock not knowing how to respond to any of this. "Give me a break Freddy," Dad finally said. They knew each other by name? "Do you mind if I talk to my son for a minute? Can I bring him inside to my room?" Freddy shook his head. "You trying to get him in for free too? Gotta pay up." "I'm in just my towel Freddy. You know I'm good for it. Let me just talk to him." He looked back at me and motioned me over. I had no idea what to say. Things had taken such a crazy turn. I had thought through some scenarios as extreme as guys trying to kill me. Seeing my dad at a bath house where I was hoping to hook up for the first time was nowhere near being a possibility. That's when it hit me and I just blurted it out loud as it came to me. "Youre bi dad?" Before dad could respond, Freddy cut in. "Oh shit. Yeah go ahead. You two have a lot to talk about. Go through the door kid." There was a little humanity in his voice. "Like you tried to before you little shit." And then he had to make that last remark. He said it in a sneer but I followed his direction and this time walked through the door. It was much darker on this side of the door and even though I expected it, it still felt like a surprise. I held onto the door as I let my eyes adjust a little bit but then I heard dad again. "Coop. Come on. It's ok." I turned and saw dad bare chested and in a towel. I knew he was in shape. We both ran and we had a couple times in the past done 5-7 mile runs together to catch up. It killed the awkwardness of sitting one on one in a restaurant or something and trying to come up with things to say. But we weren't going on a run now and we werent even going to a restaurant. We were going to a room he rented in a bath house. I followed dad down the hall but in every way I had no idea where I was. We turned into a hallway and the first room we passed had a TV playing porn against one of the walls. There was no door and two guys were sitting across each other watching the porn and stroking. I only peeked my head in and then kept walking to keep up with dad. The next thing I noticed was a door that led to a sauna or steam room, I wasnt sure. We didnt stop so I didnt get a look at the sign. Dad turned a corner and this hall had a series of doors that I figured must have been the rooms. Some doors looked open but most doors were closed. This was the first sign of other people being around besides the TV room. I thought there would be more guys out in the hallways but there werent yet. When we passed the first open door, I looked in. The light was off in the room but from the hall light I could see someone laying in the bed stroking looking out I guess waiting for someone to come in or watch. As we approached the next open door, we could hear the sounds of sex. As we passed by, I saw two guys in the bed fucking doggie style. They were both facing the door and I made eye contact with the top. From what I could tell from the glimpse of him that I got, he was probably in his 30s and had a muscular torso with a sleeve tattoo. I almost wanted to stay and watch but I couldn't shake that I was here now with my dad. Awkward wasnt the word anymore. It was more than that and it was stopping me from exploring this place the way that I had thought I might be able to if I were alone. Dad just kept walking so I followed. He turned another corner down another hall of rooms. I started to feel like I was totally lost like if he left me there I wouldnt know how to get out. Finally, he stopped and went into his shoe to grab a key. When he got it, he stood back up and unlocked a room door. "This is my room." He opened the door and stepped inside. I followed him to the door but once he turned the light on, I saw how small it was. It fit a twin bed and a small table with a lamp on it. He sat down on the bed and noticed that I was still standing outside the door. "Come in. I think we should talk." I walked in and shut the door. Dad was seated on the bed. I just stood against the door not sure where to move. I became very aware of two things: how small the room was and how naked dad was. The towel around his waist was your typical gym towel which is to say that when he sat down his entire right thigh was exposed and more of him was at risk of becoming uncovered. "I guess there are things we have to talk about Coop. Do you wanna sit down?" I hesitated. "Do you mind if I just stand for now?" I was processing my feelings of embarrassment not just for me but for dad. "So is this your Thursday night poker game?" "Yeah about that Coop. I didnt want to get you mixed up in anything. Inviting guys over and all. I wasnt trying to keep anything from you. Really." "Its ok dad. You dont have to explain. Im just shocked I guess and to find out this way is just--" "Yeah" dad chuckled. "Does mom know?" "What? That I'm bi? Yeah. She knew from the start. She didnt think it was her place to tell you. She said when I was ready I could tell you. I guess I'm ready now." He chuckled again and thats when I realized it was his response to his nervousness. He didnt actually think anything was funny. "Does mom know that you're bi?" "Dad...I'm gay. I went out with those girls because I felt like I had to. Mom doesnt know yet. Just trying to find the right time." There was silence now. It was hard to know where to go from this point. "How did you find this place?" "Google." Dad laughed. "So you were looking for...what in particular?" I could feel my body getting clammy having to explain this to my dad. He could tell. "It's ok Coop. You found me here so there's no reason to be embarrassed." So I explained it to him. I was standing in a rented bath house room with my half naked dad telling him about high school and freshmen year in college and finally wanting...needing to be with a guy. Dad just listened quietly nodding. "I get all of that Coop. I'm sorry we havent spent a lot of time together the past few years so that we could know each other better and you would feel safe sharing those things with me." "Thanks dad." "For tonight, let me give you a couple of options so that we feel ok with how this turns out. If you are too weirded out by seeing your dad here, you can walk out now no questions asked. If you want to stay but you still feel weird about me being here, I can leave and I promise I wont be upset by that. Or we can both stay and just try not to get in each others way. Up to you kiddo." Dad laid the choices out really matter of fact but I felt for one of the first times that he was really caring for me in that moment. Looking out for me. And I wanted to give him a hug which I would have done if he was wearing more. "Actually dad. Since you seem to know this place and the people who work here, would you be ok with staying and showing me around and stuff?" I couldnt bring myself to look dad in the face. I was too afraid of the rejection. I had never come close to being this vulnerable with him before and just wasnt sure how he would take it. "I'd love that Coop." I looked up and the look in his eyes and face almost made me cry. "One thing you should know before I take you around though. You gotta put this on." He held up my towel. "You cant go around fully clothed. Youre gonna need to get naked and put this around you like me and then we can go." We looked at each other for a long beat. Dad and I had never seen each other naked before. This was the most I had seen of him and now I had to go fully naked in this small room. There was no escape now. I had to just suck it up. "Uh...ok" I pulled off my t-shirt and then my shorts and realized that dad did not look away. He was watching me get naked. This wasnt for him but for some reason, when only my boxer briefs were left, I made eye contact with him again and did not turn away as I pulled my last stitch of clothing off. I could feel my cock stir and for the first time since I got to the bath house I became aware of how horny I was. Seemingly at the same time we both sensed what was happening and I quickly grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me. "You ready Coop? You ok?" I nodded and didnt say anything and I think he could sense my nervousness. "Its ok. You dont have to stop anywhere or do anything. we can just take a circle around the place and come back to this room ok? No pressure. You gonna be ok? Im not gonna let anything happen to you...unless you see something you like." He smiled. I nodded again and as he stood up to move to the door, he pulled me into a hug. Our bare chests pressed against each other and as our towels met I could tell that dad was getting hard. Feeling that was getting me harder and I pulled out of the hug and turned to the door. I needed to walk this off.

I love our people. Don’t get me wrong. There always seems to be one guy, standing there in the middle of things, talking WAY too loudly: “I am getting my ducts cleaned on Monday. I have allergies so I get it done once a year. They raised their prices this year, but since my sinuses hurt so badly . . . “ Or maybe worse, go up to people he knows wanting to chat like it was out in public. “Hey how is work? Did Karen in finance ever get that promotion after I left? I sure don’t miss working there, let me tell you.” Everyone running around naked, cruising for dick. It’s like a religious space, and in my opinion it deserves some respect not to kill the mood, spoil the scene, or ruin the atmosphere. Anyway, I’d say don’t be that guy. Not a rule. Just a request.

Yes I have worn my chasity into bathhouses over the years, you will be amazed at how many guys want to fuck you and that talk really dirty to get you hard, as getting hard in chasity hurts, but also very horny as well.

Aside from a cleanout and lubed hole, be friendly, be yourself and keep a good attitude.

Fuck yes! Totally this. i sit in the end stall and I can see men pissing. It’s so hot. im addicted to licking the toilets and floor around them. I lick the seats, under the seat, around the rim, the floor. Love at the end of the day when it’s late and quiet, I will be brave enough to lick the floor in front of the metal trough where all the piss is collected. Cleaners must wonder why it’s so clean! I love licking the metal urinal too and the collection of piss - but have to be quick in case someone comes in. when there is fresh piss the metal is warm! a while back I was in a remote office, and everyone had gone home... it was an old building and I had the key. I don’t know what came over me... it wa the start of my pure filth degrading stage. I was having a piss and the just got horny looking at this old metal urinal.... I looked the doors... went to the men’s room. Took off all my cloths and crawled on the cold tiles to the urinal. I liked clean all the tiles and spilled piss around it. The the urinal itself. The cold bitter metal taste, but warm and wet where I’d just pissed. Then despite it seeming gross I started licking the piss up in the bottom. All of it. The I laid in it as best I could and used what piss I had left to cover myself. fuck it was so horny. I’ve trained myself to ruin my own orgasm so I can cum and am still horny. licking up cum and piss from a cold metal urinal was amazing. im addicted. It’s better than any sex.

4. The door buzzed with in minutes, and not two minutes after that I was flat on my back just inside my front door with a total stranger’s cock balls deep inside of me. He was nothing too look at with an average sized dick, and he quickly fucked his load into me. He never even got fully undressed. When he was finished he smiled, said “you’re doing great,” and shoved the plug back into my wet hole before leaving. I let my legs down slowly and lay on the floor for a minute. I hadn’t even really processed what the guy looked like, or that I wasn’t that attracted to him before his cock was inside me. Then the lust had kicked in and I had taken his load without question. I was a slut, and I liked it. The door buzzed again startling me. I got up and pushed the call button asking who it is. “Open up boy.” It was a new voice but I knew the tone. I buzzed the man in and was soon standing naked in front of a tall black man with a broad chest and neatly trimmed beard. He wasted no time, he pressed me against the door, pulled his cock out and crammed it inside of me. Like they guy before him he was fast, and rough. His thick cock hammered at my battered hole while he growled in my ear. Then he rammed balls deep inside me and started to flood my guts. It wasn’t even 10am and I had two thick loads of cum in my hole already and my own piss in my stomach. I was hornier than I had ever been. All that I could think about was more sex. The club was doing a great job or driving me crazy and making me a horny slut. I loved it. “Good job boy, a lot of bottoms tap out around the second guy of the morning. Still interested in continuing?” The man said as he got dressed. “Fuck yes Sir!” “Good. Here’s the next part of your task,” he reached in his pocket and pulled out a small leather pouch. “To ensure that you don’t get distracted during your tests your cock is going to be locked up in this.” From the pouch he pulled out a small clear cock cage. I had seen them a few times while cruising porn but never in real life. “Stand up boy.” I got up and the man knelt down in front of me. He took my balls in his hands and quickly slipped the ring around them and then around my slightly hardened cock. He spit into the shaft of the cage and stuffed it over my cock before it got too hard. Holding it in place with one hand he pulled the key out of the pouch and locked the two halves together. I watched as my cock quickly swelled to fill the tiny cage. It strained for release and a drop of precum leaked from the slit in the end of the cage. The man laughed and stood up. “Looks like you’re enjoying yourself. That’s good, we’ve needed a new bottom in the stable for a while. Now I’ll be taking the key. Sir, who you met yesterday will hold on to it until your interview process is over, or you give up, whichever comes first. Enjoy yourself today, Sir will be in touch soon.” With that he patted me on the head and left. I was left naked, caged, and straining.

I'm almost always hard when I'm getting fucked, and if I'm really in the zone, I'll stay at least semi-hard after blowing my load, and usually work back to a full erection as long as I have a raw cock pounding my hole. And much like @bbpoznow noted, I leak precum like a sieve when I'm bottoming.

I am always hard when being fucked and occasionally cum without being touched