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I was super horny and online when this twink message me saying “hey daddy, I’m so horny and love the pics of your fat cock and hairy chest? We’re only 5km away – wanna cum round? Although I only play safe – hope that’s ok”. My profile says “Safe sex – Sometimes” and I was on the fence when he unlocked a stunning picture of his ass. I told him I’d be there in an hour then hopped in the shower. I got to his block of flats and he buzzed me in – top floor as always. When I got to the door it was ajar and so I let myself in closing it behind me and headed for the lamp light from his bedroom. My was in his bed ass up. I suddenly thought – maybe he’s sluttier than he’s made out. I told him to come undress and suck me. Like a good little pup he did – and he gave great head – clearly the lad had been practicing! He asked if I had poppers so I gladly gave him some to sniff. I took some deep huffs and then said – condoms are in the drawer daddy – I need fucked so badly. I went over to his bedside cabinet – looked inside only to find an empty box of condoms. I knew his game so played along “damn – looks like no sex for us tonight – better suck me dry”. He said “please daddy, I need your cock so much – I’d do anything – I’d even do it raw!”. I replied I wasn’t sure as it was risky. He hopped up on the bed saying “I need your cum, breed me daddy”. I walked over to him and slowly but steadily pushed my thick cock into his body and said “how does it feel having a real man raw inside you?”. He moaned and said “so good daddy, I need you raw in me, making me yours, marking me out with your cum”. I said to him “bet you’re glad that condom box was empty!” and passed him the poppers again and as he sniffed I said “what would you do for daddy you twink?” and he replied “anything sir – I’d take any load for you”. And I told him he was a good boy and started to pump harder! He started to beg for my load and I growled “ready to get pregnant?” and he screamed “cum in me sir!”. He squeezed my cock with his ass and I nutted rope after rope of cum in him. He shot hand free and said “wow that was the best cum ever – I LOVE it raw”. I got dressed, said good boy and walked out leaving the twink full of cum.

Chapter 6 The guy at the door threw his towel over his shoulder and was stroking his hard very thick looking cock. His friend did the same only his cock was longer but not as thick. They were both watching me and my dad in bed. This was what dad was talking about when he said sometimes other guys watched him mess around I guess. I was surprised that I didnt get freaked out enough to stop. The two guys at the door were actually making this hotter and they seemed to like that we were actual father and son. Dad focused his attention on my hole no longer teasing it, just pushing his tongue inside it and making me moan uncontrollably. I realize he probably did that not just for me but for the two guys watching too. And for confirmation, he said above a whisper this time, "You like the feeling of your dad pushing his tongue deep into your virgin hole son?" "Virgin? Oh fuck. Your sons a virgin?" Hot guy at the door was looking behind me at dad. Dad didnt say anything but the guy smiled at him like he did get an answer. "Nasty dad taking his son to the bathouse to take his cherry. Beautful." I guess we could have explained that his assumption was wrong and the real story was much more complicated, but I was too busy moaning as dad went back to my hole. My hole was so wet now with dads spit that I could hear him slurping as he continued to lick and probe it. Hot guy got bold and took a step inside the room. Dad must have noticed. "Whats your name bud?" He asked. "Grant." "Good to meet you Grant. I'm Paul and this is my son Cooper." "You guys are fucking hot." I looked up at him and saw that he was looking behind me again at dad. "You think I could..." I didnt know what he was talking about but Dad must have responded nonverbally in a way that made him smile again. Grant stepped towards me and pointed his thick cock to my face. I understood. "You think you could taste my cock while your dad eats you out?" Like dad I didnt answer with words. I wanted to feel that thickness filling my mouth. I licked the tip of his cock glistening with precum and as he moved a little closer I pulled the head of his cock and about an inch more into my mouth immediately making him groan. The cock was massive. I could feel my mouth stretching around his girth. I struggled to take more of his cock as I realized from the further stretching that his cock only got thicker the further down I went. Grant didnt force matters though. He was gentle with me not pushing just accepting what I could give him. "So fucking hot. Your son is sucking my cock Paul. You like seeing your son suck another mans cock?" "Hell yeah. As long as I still get to enjoy this ass that I made." This just kept getting more twisted. Dad kept pushing with his words and it made all of us hornier. But I also felt a finger beginning to push at my hole. It felt different from the tongue, not as soft and definitely thicker. With a little more teasing I felt the tip of his finger suddenly break through and enter me as his tongue had. It caused me to choke a little on Grants cock because I gasped at the feeling that was so new that I didnt know what to do. I felt the bed shift and dad was up by my ear, his finger slowly pushing its way deeper into me. "Just relax son. It will make this easier. Ill go really slow but I lubed your hole up with my tongue and spit that it wont be long before the discomfort goes away. Ok? Keep breathing son." He wasnt whispering like he had when the door was closed. This was for us but it was also for the two other guys. I felt dads weight shifting the bed again as he moved back to focus on my hole. "Oh shit you guys been partying?" I didnt know what Grant meant but I looked up and saw that he was focusing on the pipe that was still on the table in the bowl of condoms and lube. I started to get worried given what dad had said about it being illegal and not welcome at this place. But dads response said something completely different. "Yeah. Introducing my son to a lot tonight." "And you and your son dont get T-dick by the looks of it." It was like they were speaking a totally different language. I may not have known what they were talking about but I figured from their conversation that we were safe. "We're just lucky I suppose." As he said that I felt his hand around my cock again giving it a squeeze before letting it go. I moaned onto Grants cock. "Do you want a hit?" I looked back up to see his reaction to dads question, his thick cock still throbbing in my mouth. "No I dont want to get you in trouble. Might be too much noise with that torch." Grant was right. Whenever dad had lit the lighter it did echo in the room. Now that the door was open anyone might hear it. "Got some stuff in my room anyway. You know what you could do..." He didnt finish his thought out loud but dad did seem to respond. I felt him slowly pull his finger out of my hole and then I could hear him move off the bed and pull his bag out from under it. He dug around and I could hear him take something out and put his bag back under the bed. I was curious and trying to hear and make out what dad was doing but the cock in my mouth was stealing my attention away from it. I did want to make this man feel good. It was a first realization that one of the things I would enjoy about sex is seeing how much pleasure my body gives other men. Grant showed his approval of whatever dad had just done with a "Fuck yeah. Now lets get your son spun." That didnt mean anything to me. It was that other language or something that only dad and Grant understood again. Then the weight shifted in the bed and I guessed he was back by my ass angled at him. My guess was confirmed when I felt a finger slowly teasing my crack and then once again pushing into my hole. Dad pushed his finger further and deeper and the sensation was new, not yet really pleasurable but not really hurting either. I did notice that as I concentrated on the feeling of dads finger I was sucking Grants cock harder somehow.. I was aware that I was tasting this mans cock but also his pre cum as I felt it gathering on my tongue, mixing with my own spit, and swallowing it down. But the feeling that was not pleasurable and not hurting was suddenly burning and the surprise of it and the intensity of it had me pull off of Grants thick cock. "Ah dad it burns or something." "Just keep breathing son. Maybe take a minute to just breathe through it. Here, get back down on your back here." I turned my body around facing dad now and he shifted himself to being on his side against the wall laying in the bed. He was giving me a lot of space to join him and I did. I put my head back on the pillow and dad and I lay next to each other. He being on his side was at an angle of looking down to me while I looked up at him as I lay in the bed on my back. Grant took a step away from the bed and when I turned to look, he was stroking his cock watching us. I noticed that the head and a little more shined in the weird lighting with my spit and seeing and thinking that made my cock throb. His friend was still in the doorway naked and stroking. "Fuck this is so hot. Dad and his virgin son huh? My lucky day." The burning meanwhile was still very much bothering me. Dad could probably tell I was in some degree of discomfort because he used his left hand to caress my chest and then work his way down "Try to relax and breathe deep. This feeling will pass soon." Dads hand continued to explore my body. I was trying to understand how it could still be burning even though dads finger wasnt inside me. That had been what triggered the feeling so shouldnt pulling the finger out kill it? "You ok son?" I looked up into dads eyes. "Yeah, it still burns but I think it might not be getting worse anymore. That cant be normal." "Give it a little time. You'll be ok. I actually think youll be really ok once the burning goes away." I nodded even though I didnt know what he meant and then he bent down and kissed me, first just on the lips and then after a second pressed his mouth to mine and pushed his tongue into mine as we made out again. This time with an audience. "Aw fuck yeah thats so hot. Cant believe how much they look alike." This was a new voice and I realized it must have been Grants friend who had been silently stroking his long cock and watching us the whole time. But hearing that dad and I didnt stop. Instead we kept going and got into it even more. He got back on top of me and like before I wrapped my arms and legs around him. "Fuuuuck" I heard the man say. As we lost ourselves in our passion for each other I did get to a point where I realized that like dad said the burning did go away. But it didnt go back to feeling the way it did before. Its like the burning that was uncomfortable and even a little painful became a burning need. My body was responding in a way that was new somehow but it felt a little like squirming as dad was on top of me like I needed even more than this intense scene with dad. He noticed and pulled out of my mouth. As he did I noticed my focus was a little shifty and thats when I realized that there were now three guys watching. Grant, his friend who was still in the doorway, and now a third guy I recognized. The guy we saw fucking someone in a room when we were first making our way to dads room. He was in the doorway with Grants friend still wrapped in a towel and rubbing his cock through it which I could tell looked only half hard but big. "Youre feeling it arent you son?" Dad said again loud enough for everyone to hear. I looked over at the new guy to see if he heard. He was still just quiet and watching. "I dont know. What is it? It feels good and a little weird I guess." I knew I was feeling hornier but figured maybe it was because of what was happening in the room not what was happening in my body. Dad lifted himself off me and sat up between my legs. Without breaking eye contact his finger found my hole again and without meeting any resistance, he pushed into me again and I gasped. There was no pain this time. What I felt was like what you feel when you scratch an itch. Satisfaction. And my moan made that pretty clear to everyone in the room. "The mans son is a virgin" Grant said. He was looking at the third guy. "I think we are going to witness something very hot." I heard the third guy almost softly and hesitantly say, "Son? Like real son?" Dad turned to look at the men as his finger continued to slowly push into me. I saw that same look of recognition when Grant first saw dads face come across the new guys face. The sensation inside me was amazing. "Yes he is" dad said. "My son came here tonight to lose his virginity and Im going to help him with that." It may sound stupid and naive, but it only hit me at that moment that I was about to get fucked but not just fucked but fucked by my own dad. The man that made me. And in my state of being high and hornier than I had ever been it actually turned me on more. And then I felt dad hook his finger slightly as it pushed just a little deeper. "Daaaaad" I practically screamed and moaned. That drew groans from the men. My body bucked up my back arched and I was seeing stars. Dads finger had hit a spot that made my whole body get lost in a pleasure I didnt know existed. He was massaging the spot and I dont know what I must have looked like as I lost all control with my entire being given over to dad. "Yeah dad oh god yeah that feels so....fuck dad!" My eyes shot back open as I felt a second finger begin to stretch open my hole. I looked up at him and the lust on his face was almost transforming the way he looked entirely. It even seemed almost...predatory. I wasnt afraid by it though. Its hard to explain but because it was dad I still felt safe. I also noticed that my cock was still hard and leaking a non stop flow of precum. My abs were all wet from mine and dads. "You want a little more from the pipe son?" I thought about what Grant had said about the noise and looked over at the door. What if the new guy was going to get us in trouble? "Is it ok dad?" He turned around to look at the other men and must have given them a look that I didnt see because Grant responded by moving closer to the bed and the other two men stepped into the room. The new guy a little awkwardly because of the size of the space closed the door. After doing so he pulled off his towel and revealed a cock that was thick like Grants and long like Grants friend and dads. He started stroking it in earnest. Suddenly I became aware that I was laying in the bed on my back with four older big dicked men inside this very small room looking down at me and I had never been hornier in my life. "Lets get you a little bit higher now son."

Chapter 7 Dad had Grant pass him the pipe and torch. As he turned to me, I lifted myself up into a seated position. He lit the pipe before putting it to my mouth and said, "You guys wanna watch me get my son high again?" "How high you wanna get your boy?" It was the new guy with the massive cock. "Doesnt take much. This being his first night of partying and all." Dad pulled the pipe from my mouth and I held the hit before letting it go. "Damn that is a fucked up thing for a dad to do to his son." "Yeah? Is that why your cock is that hard?" Dad gave me another hit. "Fuck yeah. I want to see you tear apart your sons innocence." "Yeah? You want me to corrupt him more and more with every hit?" What was I hearing? Was dad just playing along or did he mean this? Was he playing a monster or was he actually one? As I let go of the second hit, I only cared that these men in the room were all hot and they were looking at and talking about me. I didnt care how fucked up this was. I cared that I was getting the attention from hot guys I only thought I would ever be able to fantasize about. Dad gave me one last hit from the pipe. "Fuck yeah and I wanna watch and maybe even join." At that last word, dad turned to him. "Whats your name? Im Paul and my son is Cooper." As if on cue, I let out a huge cloud and waved at him. "Luke. What about you guys?" "Grant." "Dominic." "Good to meet all of you.It turns out we all had a purpose tonight in coming here. We are all going to be part of my sons experience of losing his virginity. Isnt that right son?" "Dad?" Something in my head was forcing itself to be spoken. "Yeah son?" He looked genuinely concerned. "Isnt this incest? Are we committing incest?" I was on the bed on my back and stroking my hard and throbbing cock as I asked. Even as I said it I wasnt sure what I was seeking in an answer. The word came to mind as something I had heard before as criminal and so wrong that it was done by people who were messed up in some way. But in this room with these guys, saying the word aloud made that [banned word] very real. And extremely hot. "Yes son. This is incest because we are related by blood. I made you son. So yes. If that means you want to stop, I understand. Maybe its too much too soon for you." I didnt really understand what dad was saying. Was he giving me an out because he wanted an out? The sensation in my cock was so strong it was incredibly distracting. "Dad no. I want that." There was a shift in the three men watching this interaction and witnessing what was the most intimate conversation I had ever had with dad. Almost like their breathing sped up slightly. "What do you want son?" My mind raced a little. My cock was throbbing in my hand and I wanted to give dad the answer he wanted to hear. I know what I would have said in any other situation on any other day. But the last three hits from the pipe changed that. "I want you dad. Incest. I know its twisted and I never thought about this before tonight but I want you dad. Do you want me dad?" I paused and took a quick glance at the other three men. "Do you want your son? Do you want to molest your son?" I noticed now looking at dad and seeing the other men in my peripheral vision in this small room that all of us were stroking our cocks. I looked up to dads face and his expression was a mix of so many others that I had seen tonight. There was that lust and something conflicted and yet also something maybe even sinister. But there was also what I realized later was deep love. I also couldnt help noticing that his cock was leaking. "Oh yes son. It is twisted". He bent down to kiss me again and I could feel his weight shift on top of me again. "That might be why I want it" he said as he pulled out of the kiss. That was for our audience. I knew that because he put his mouth to my ear and whispered everything right after very softly: "I love you so much son and I want to make love to you. I want to show you how much I love you Coop." I tightened my arms and legs around him and moaned into another kiss, our mouths opening as much as was possible. I could hear the guys saying something to each other or groaning at the sight of us. Finally dad pulled up and whispered into my ear, "You can bet your dad is about to molest you son." My eyes shot open again hearing that and I almost came. Somehow we were both getting off on how fucked up this all was. Instead of turning away from it, we were wanting it more. Dad lifted himself back up to a sitting position. "How are you feeling son? You want another hit from the pipe?" "Ok." Grant handed dad the pipe and torch again and the guys watched as dad and I both took two more hits. I didnt know what flying was before that night but I knew dad was getting me there now. I was tingling everywhere and any touch that was pleasurable before was a hundred times more so now. And it made my brain focused on seeking that pleasure as its only goal. Dad passed the pipe and torch back to Grant and said, "Now you guys just go ahead and pass this around. We shouldnt be the only ones partying." There was no argument there as they began to take hits and then pass it around. Dad turned back to me and lifted my legs placing them on his shoulders. He crouched down first and I felt his tongue at my hole again, the sensation as electric as the first time. My back arched as I moaned out "Daaaaaaad yes." The men reacted and when I turned to look at them I could see how horny they were watching us and anticipating while getting themselves high too. Dad didnt spend as much time eating my hole as he did before. He propped himself back up and held my legs up against him. "You ready son?" He didnt have to say for what. I nodded. "You guys ready? We are all about to cross a line. Are you all ok watching me take the virginity of my teenage son?" I looked at the guys and I could see how getting high was hitting them. I noticed Dominic's eyes widen when dad said I was a teenager as he was hitting the pipe. His long cock flexed up and I noticed a thread of precum beginning to go from his head down towards the floor. What turned my attention back to dad was the feeling of thick flesh at my hole. I knew he was big but I could feel how massive dads cock was and how small and tight my hole was. "Deep breaths ok?" I nodded. I wanted this but I was still nervous. I began to feel some pressure that became more insistent. I just looked in dads eyes and tried to focus on my breathing. He began pushing even harder but my hole was a fortress. Dad pulled back and then tried again. What if this couldnt happen? What if we couldnt make it work? Out of the corner of my eye I noticed Luke crouch down. It caught dads attention too and he stopped pushing again as his concentration broke. We both looked over. At first it looked like he was retying his shoes but when he stood back up he had a small bottle in his hand that had been clipped to his shoelace. He showed it to my dad and me but I had no idea what it was. Dad seemed to know though. "Aw fuck yeah nice." Luke didnt hand the bottle to dad though. He came over right to the bedside and kneeled on the floor so he was more level with me. He shook the bottle and looked up at dad. "You want me to?" Dad just nodded. Luke turned to me. "Prop yourself up a little bit." I did as he told and put myself on my elbows. "Good. Now Im going to put this up to your nose and I want you to inhale as long as I leave it there ok? Then I want you to hold your breath until I say you can let it go." I nodded. I didnt know what this was or why we were doing this now but dad had approved so I went with it. Luke put the bottle up to my nostril and held my other closed. I breathed in the fumes and took a hit that I later found out was much longer than most people would take for their first time. When he took the bottle away he lowered me back down fully and replaced the cap. "Hold it. Keep holding it." And then he came closer to whisper in my ear. "I am getting you even higher and you are going to be craving all our cocks in no time." I looked into his eyes and I saw up close how hot this man was. There was a stinging in my nose. It was an unnatural chemical kind of smell that I suddenly began to feel expand into my lungs. "Now let it go." I breathed out and the effect hit me immediately. Warmth flowed all through my body and I couldnt control my response to it as I writhed around with my hands feeling all over my chest my abs and my cock. Luke wouldnt let me stop there. He pulled me back up even though I was totally unfocused and then placed the bottle at the other nostril. I breathed in again for a big hit. This time near the end of the hit I felt dad reposition himself and the head of his cock was back at my hole. Luke pushed me back down on my back and said again, "Hold it. Don't let it go." He looked up at dad. "I have more stuff in my room that i can get for us too." Dad smiled at Luke but didnt respond. I could feel the hit working through me and I closed my eyes to try to control myself. Luke made me hold this one in longer and opened my eyes and looked to see why he was waiting so long. He finally nodded and the hit had me arching my back as my eyes rolled into the back of my head. And then suddenly without warning the head of dads cock popped inside me. The sensation took me out of my trance as my eyes went wide and I looked up. There was pain and electricity in the feeling of being penetrated for the first time. My hands instinctively pushed at dads knees which straddled my ass. But dad held and didnt move. He didnt pull out or push any further in. "I'm inside you son."

It was a relatively uneventful Christmas this past year (2021). After the bf and I exchanged our gifts on Christmas morning, we spent the better part of the day mulling around the house. Sometime around early afternoon he instructs me to 'get ready', go into the bedroom, shut the door and be naked. Intrigued, I do as I am told, clean up, and get ready. Nervous and excited, I find myself in bed under the covers and jacking my hard cock. FINALLY, I hear the door opening and see my muscular bf walk into the room with his hard cock bobbing and then another man follows behind him with an equally muscular build and hard cock swinging. My bf is a former athlete of the gymnastic type who maintains the muscular, tight build they tend to have. The other guy was Mexican (bf is Caucasian), similar build but with an equally long, hard and slightly thicker than my bf's cock in girth but similar in length. Both of these fine men lay down in our bed with their rock hard cocks sticking straight up and I immediately get to work. I am alternating between sucking them both. However, I noticed a bit more flex in the skin of this new man's cock in which I am immediately drawn to. It had a silkier smoothness to it that other cocks, I had previously experienced, simply don't have. I didn't know it at the time but later realized that I was sucking on my first ever uncut cock. Meanwhile, this new man was talking to my bf about how good it felt having 'him' (me) sucking his cock. He was moaning and loving every moment of it and both men were bantering back and forth about me. Eventually, my bf told me to ride our new man. I immediately grab the lube and apply it to our new man's member and some to my hole and begin to sink my hole down onto him. He growls at me that it feels so much better than his wife's pussy. He proceeds to tell a brief story about how his wife just gave birth to their 3rd child and he had a big load to give me. At this point, my mind is BLOWN and I am so hot for his cock....here lies a 'straight', married man with an amazing cock who hasn't blown a load in a LONG time because his wife JUST gave birth and he hasn't been serviced in over 4 days. As I am riding him and moaning in pleasure, he is grunting and talking dirty to me about giving me his 4 day load. All of the sudden, he pushes me off and tells me to get on all 4's. I comply and he shoves his big, hard, uncut cock right back where it belongs! I am loving these new sensations of an uncut cock as it slides in and out of my hole. After a few more moments, he GROWLS and moans that he is shooting!!!! I egg him on and verbalize 'yeah....shoot your load in me...breed me!" and I can FEEL it... I feel every pulse of his HARD cock and my insides are filled with a familiar warmth but this one is more warmth and more pulsing and more sensations than usual. HE has a HUGE load. And by huge, I mean I felt EVERY pulse and fluid he shot inside me....it was HOT! My BF was IMMEDIATELY telling him to get out of the way so he could get inside me next. He shoved his huge, albeit thinner yet longer...also curved, cock into me. He thrust a few times then immediately began grunting I could feel his cock start it's familiar pulsing (which I LOVE!). As soon as he pulled out, I felt their loads trickle out of me. Slightly embarassed and looking down, I saw ONLY their milky white loads on the sheets and that set me off so I added my load to their mix. This was my BEST Christmas gift.

This is Fiction and should only be taken as that Part 1 At 60 years old the options to play with a twink doesn’t present it’s self very often but when this 23 yr old wanted to play and get twisted, pozzed and abused anally really got my attention. I figured it was only talk and after he got his rocks off he would ghost me. For the time being we could have some fun talking. He sent a couple pics and if those were him he looked a bit older but had a nice cock and ass. The kid was persistent and wanted to meet so I figured maybe a local coffee shop to see if he was as he said. When he walked in he looked younger than he said but was hot looking. I actually wanted to see his driver license to verify his age. I didn’t want to get in trouble talking to a minor. While we talked he was looking around and told me he wanted to go somewhere else since he saw a college friend leaving and he was nervous about this. I agreed and suggested my car around the side. Once there he really let go, he said he read stories and wanted to get drugs up his ass, his ass used and abused for a long time, if the guys were toxic or had anything that would be fine. He said he only had a couple experiences with getting fucked and the last one had a bid cock and split him open and he loved it. I asked him about the Toxic side and he said with all the meds out he looked into it and most can be cured or at least controlled. I told the kid I could get really sadistic and that is ass would not be the same. I only had an average cock but I could find a couple guys to split his hole open after I prepared it. I told him he would be in some pain, probably a little blood and I would get I twisted. He agreed and I said to think it over and let me know. He also mentioned some other really dark fantasies he wanted to try. We will have to see I told him. The following week I was really busy with work and was unable to look at my emails much but when I did he had 2 emails there begging me to get him messed up. I picked up a disposable home and had him call me, we talked for a few minutes and I told him what to do. I told him on Saturday morning get up , eat breakfast and hit the shower and get cleaned out inside as well as outside and call me at 11:00. I really expected him to ack out and not call. He also mentioned some other really dark fantasies he wanted to try. We will have to see I told him.

Staying with my brother at the minute. Yesterday evening we had a few beers and a joint but then he went to bed early cause he had work today. I stayed up drinking and smoking. Eventually got horny as fuck and hit up grindr. Got chatting to a lad that was close. He was fit. Told him I was horny for a load, and explained I couldn't host but there was a small private laneway beside the house that he could fuck me in. He said he was on his way. I lubed up and went outside. He found me leaned up against the way with trackies and boxers pull down. He slid in and few quick pumps loaded me and head off. I went back inside, still horny but it was late and not as many lads around. Eventually older bear messaged me. Normally wouldn't be my type but great cock pic and I was fucking horny. Told him the story he said sound. He asked did I take it raw and I gladly told him it's the only way and I already have a load in me. This definitely works him up. I go back outside to wait, with boxers down. Hear him walking up and then just his tongue burying into my hole. He gives me a proper fucking tongue fucking before sliding his cock in. Nice and thick, he starts pounding me and telling me what a fucking slut I am which really gets me going. He is soon loading me up. He tells me to suck his cock clean which I do. He asks do I want his piss. I am drunk and high at this stage so I agree. Then I jack off and cum while getting some stranger's piss all over my face. Best night in a long time.

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Chapter 5 - From Tyler’s POV Oh my God! I had just been fucked like a whore, and I loved it. I went from being a virgin to having three different guys fuck me all in the same night. Each dick getting progressively bigger than the previous one that fucked me. And the last one was a huge 10” thick dick hanging off one of the sexiest black guys I had ever seen. Just about then, Tre started to lift himself up off my body. He slowly pulled each of his ten inches out of my ass. It felt a little sore and tender but also felt so full and like I was meant to have dick in me. Before I could even register he was out of my hole, his boyfriend Javi had taken his position up and was eating my ass. All I could do was sit back and moan. Having my ass eaten was almost as good as having it fucked. Javi was moaning and slurping from my hole feasting on Xavier’s, his, and Tre’s loads that were in my ass. I stopped and thought for a minute that in Sex Ed class we were always taught to use a condom and I worried a little, but they all said they were clean when I asked. So I felt like I was ok. These guys seemed to genuinely like me. I was definitely into them. Javi then pulled away from my ass, his lips glistening and came up to me and kissed me. As he pushed his tongue into my mouth I could feel a large wad of cum being pushed into my mouth at the same time. I could totally get why these guys liked it so much. It tasted salty, sweet, and bitter all at the same time. But it was more the knowledge that this was cum from three different guys and my ass juices being kissed into my mouth by the hot Latino guy laying on top of me. “How’s that taste, baby boy?” asked Javi. “Yummy, I want more.” Javi smiled and told me that could be arranged as he went back down to my hole and started eating me again. I just moaned. About that time, Tre got back onto the bed. I hadn’t really paid attention to where he had gone, but he smiled at me and said, “OK, sexy. It’s time to try G. Open your mouth and lift up your tongue. Hold this there until I tell you to swallow.” I nodded and did as he said. Tre opened up a little blue medicine bottle that had a liquid stopper in it to collect the liquid inside. He pushed on the black bulb at the end and it filled the tube with liquid. He then squirted it under my tongue. He repeated this another time and looked at me to tell me, “OK, you can swallow. It’s going to taste nasty, but in 5 to 10 minutes you should feel it kick in.” I swallowed, and he instantly laughed at the look of disgust on my face. He quickly then passed me a bottle of opened Gatorade and told me to take a few swigs and even swish it around in my mouth to get the taste out. I did as I was told as I watched Tre do the same dosage for himself. Right as he grabbed the Gatorade from me, Javi grabbed my chin and moved my face back to looking at him as he kissed me and pushed more cum into my mouth. We French kissed that cum back and forth for a good two minutes before Javi pulled away and asked Tre for his dose of G. Tre gave Javi his dose and then he left the room. Meanwhile, Javi grabbed the Gatorade and cleaned out his mouth before grabbing the pipe again. He took a big hit and shotgunned me with it. He did 4 more shotguns before laying on his back and handing me the pipe. “Go ahead and take 3 more hits for yourself. The G will kick in shortly. You will start to feel light headed and horny. Then we can start round 3.” I did as Javi asked. I was enjoying the pipe and the white smoke that came from it a lot. When I was done, I handed the pipe back to Javi and he looked at me and said, “Suck my dick while I do a few hits.” He didn’t have to tell me twice. I got between his legs and started sucking the still semi hard uncut thick Latino cock that was resting on his thigh. I also grabbed his balls and caressed them in one hand while the other held the base of his cock. I started to go as far down on his dick as I could. Javi seemed to enjoy what I was doing because he was rock hard in no time. He took one big hit and pulled me up to him and kissed me and blew the smoke into my mouth. He held my nose closed so that I couldn’t exhale the smoke and continued to kiss me for what seemed like forever, but was probably only a minute. When he let go of my nose, he didn’t stop kissing me, but let me slowly exhale the smoke out my nose. He also reached down and started fingering my hole. I hadn’t realized how empty it felt and how good his fingers felt in me. They only wetted my appetite for more. My ass knew the fingers weren’t going to be enough, so I reached behind me and grabbed Javi’s big thick dick and pointed it towards my hole. “You ready for it again? You want to ride that big Latin papi cock, baby boy?” asked Javi. “Yes, Javi. I want your cock in me” I confirmed and shifted my hips up higher off the bed so that the tip of his dick and my asshole were on the same level. I had expected there to be more resistance, but my hole opened up quickly and gravity let me sink down onto that big thick papi cock until my ass was resting on his pubic bone and his dick was buried deep in my hole. “Fuck, baby boy! I went right in your inner hole and your hole is still super wet and filled with cum. I don’t know how long I’m going to last, but your ass feels so good.” It was then that Javi grabbed the underside of my thighs and butt cheeks and started lifting me up and down on his dick. I got the message and started to ride his dick. It felt so good to be in control and I was trying different angles until I felt him hit my g spot. I was then a man on a mission. I was riding him hard and hitting my g spot over and over. My dick was hard again and dripping precum. I didn’t realize it but my hole was starting to relax. I thought I was getting hot and sweaty from the exertion of riding him, but the G was also kicking in. I got light headed, sweating, and felt like I couldn’t get Javi’s dick in my hole fast enough. Javi noticed a difference in me and pulled me down for a kiss. I was rocking gently back and forth on his dick and kissing him. He pulled away and asked me how I was feeling. “Amazing, Javi. I never knew it could be like this. If I did, I wouldn’t have waited. I’m sorry I’m getting sweaty all over you though.” “Don’t worry about it, sexy boy. That G is kicking in for you, I can tell. I feel it starting to hit for me as well. But it makes sex feel so much better doesn’t it?” “I think I can tell the difference, but yes it does feel great. It feels like my hole is sucking your dick as deep inside me as it can get. But honestly it also doesn’t feel quite as tight as it did when we started. Maybe I’m getting used to getting fucked.” Javi laughed and kissed my nose. “Suck a cute little boy. I’m glad you decided to join us because I’m so glad we are getting to teach you all these wonderful things about sex. Yes, it’s a little looser now not only because we’ve been fucking your ass non-stop for almost an hour now, but also the G does make you relax more back there and it also makes you sweat and feel horny.” Next thing I know, Tre is lying down next to us and leans in to kiss us both. He’s starting to sweat and so is Javi. They both say they can feel the G too. All I know is I want them to fuck me and cum in me again. I start to ride Javi harder and he breaks the kiss with his bf and looks up. “Looks like someone wants it a little harder. Is that what you want Ty? Do you want to be fucked harder?” “Fuck yes!” I screamed out. “I need my hole pounded like a slut. I need you to cum inside me and make me your bitch so Tre can have his second turn.” Tre just laughed and pulled me back down to their level again to do another threeway kiss. I was enjoying the kiss, but my ass was on fire and wanted dick. I wanted to get on my back so that Javi could fuck me hard like Tre had just done. Tre suddenly got up, and I heard the door creek. I wondered where Tre was going this time, but then I felt the bed shift as Tre got on the bed behind me in between Javi’s legs. I went to look back over my shoulder, but Javi held my chest close to his and kissed me deep. Next thing I knew, I felt pressure at my hole and then felt Tre’s hand on my back. Again, I tried to look back, but Javi grabbed my jaw and held me looking straight into him so we could continue our kiss. Even more pressure was being applied to my hole, and it was then I realized that Tre was trying to push his dick into my hole at the same time Javi was already in it. I broke away from the kiss with some effort and said, “Tre it’s too big. I can barely take Javi or you by yourself. You’ll never be able to get in my hole at the same time.” “You’re probably right,” Tre said. He then leaned over me and grabbed the bag full of crystals. I thought he was going to put more in the glass pipe, but he didn’t. He pulled out a big crystal and took it back behind me and got off from leaning on my back. The next thing I know is I feel Javi’s dick being pulled from my ass and Tre’s tongue entering in my hole. I just moaned as Tre was eating my ass. He pulled away and said it was tasty. I then heard Javi gasp and tell Tre to lick his dick clean of all the used cum and ass juices right as Tre’s finger pushed into my hole. He was pushing in deep and rubbing the walls of my ass and it started to burn again. “What are you doing? My ass feels like it’s on fire.” I said. “I’m giving you a booty bump. I just put that rock in your ass and it will dissolve and make you even hornier. I wasn’t sure how big the crystal was, but my ass felt like it was on fire. Next thing I know Tre is pulling out his finger and pushing Javi’s cock back into my hole. I just moaned and sat all the way down on Javi’s dick. It felt so good. I noticed I was sweating even more now and my heart was racing even faster. “That’s it papi! Fuck that twink white boy pussy. Own it! Look at how much you got him wanting your dick. He’s bouncing up and down like a two dollar whore. Now kiss him and let him know how much you love his pussy.” Javi pulled my chest flat to his and grabbed my neck and kissed me deeply. As I was wrestling my tongue against Javi’s, I could feel Tre press his dickhead against my hole again. He leaned over and whispered in my ear, “Shhh, it’ll be ok baby boy. Your hole is loosening up with the G and the booty bump. I’ll be able to get in just let Javi kiss you. You’ll feel even better soon.” Pressure kept building at my hole. On two separate occasions I tried to break the kiss with Javi to protest, but he held me there. My hole was being pushed really hard, and I finally felt a pop and shrieked into Javi’s mouth as Tre’s dickhead finally breached my hole. “Fuck yes, baby boy. I knew you could take it. See doesn’t that feel good?” Tre asked. I was still forced to kiss Javi, but he noticed the tears rolling down my cheeks from my eyes and gently reached up to wipe them away. He then reached over to the bowl and told me to take 5 big hits and shotgun him with them. I pulled away and started to turn and tell Tre to pull out, but Javi grabbed my chin and told me to do as I was told. It would help. So, I pulled the pipe to my lips and lit it. I took a hit and leaned over to shotgun it with Javi. As I did, Tre pushed his dick in a little bit. I tensed up and started to say something, when Javi told me to take another hit. This proceeded to go as each hit was done. When I’d bend over to give Javi his shotgun, Tre would push in more. By the end of my last hit, Tre leaned over my back and told me that I was doing great and that he was over halfway in. “Only half? I feel like my hole is being split wide open!” “It is, baby boy, it is. You have two massive cocks in there, but tell me you don’t like it. Tell me you want me to pull out, and I will. But if I pull out, we both do. And you get to go back to Xavier’s room. We are going to fuck you like we want to and you will do as your told or you don’t get fucked at all.” As I was pondering my choices, Tre pushed in a little further and rubbed right up against my g spot. He heard me moan and ground his dick in and wiggled it around in a circle trying to stimulate me even more. “Ok, ok, fuck me. You know I can’t say no to you sexy studs.” Tre leaned over again and said, “Good choice baby boy. Trust me it may hurt a little at first, but you’re going to love it. Have we done anything you didn’t like yet?” “No, I guess not, and it does feel good. It just still feels like my hole is being torn apart. Even with your dick hitting that spot inside me, my hole still feels in a lot of pain.” “It’s ok. It’ll get better soon once I”m all the way in. Look I’ll even spit to add some lube since all you are getting is the cum already in your ass.” I heard Tre spit and felt some wetness in my hole as he moved his dick in circles again. He then pushed my back down to where I was lying flat against Javi’s chest again. “OK, Javi. It’s time.” Javi just nodded and started to kiss me again. I felt Tre start to pull his dick out. I thought to myself maybe he realizes it’s just too tight to fit. Tre got to where only his head was left in my hole. Javi released me from the kiss and put his hands on my back and was holding me tight to his chest. He looked at me and said, “You’re such a good and sexy boy. You’re going to love it when we are both fully in you.” I heard Tre spit and felt wetness at my hole again. The next thing I knew Tre shifted into a squatting position behind me and then grabbed my hips and held onto them hard. He then proceeded to shove the entire length of his cock in my hole in one very powerful thrust. I screamed out loud as my hole was violently forced open and not even a second later my inner hole was forced open as well to accommodate both Javi’s and Tre’s dicks deep in my ass. Tears flowed from my eyes, and I started panting, almost hyperventilating. Javi chuckled and looked at Tre who had this look of pure satisfaction and sadistic grin on his face. Javi then pulled me down and kissed my tears away. “I’m not moving for a minute until your holes adjust, Ty. Trust me it’s like ripping off a band-aid. It’s better to do it in one quick movement and let your body get over the sting than taking it off slowly and feeling the pain for longer. Javi’s kisses and Tre rubbing my back started to make the pain go away. Javi then grabbed the bowl and took a big hit and shotgunned it to me. He did that four more times. Slowly, I could feel the pain subside. “That’s it, sexy. Feel those big dicks in your pussy. I’ll bet you never thought you’d have two in there at the same time, but doesn’t it feel great? Your hole is twitching around our dicks trying to milk them.” Tre reached down and felt around my hole. Unbeknownst to me, he pulled his hand back up and showed Javi just how bloody his hand was from where my hole was bleeding. Javi moaned and ground his dick into me at the same time Tre licked his fingers clean. “It does feel good. Maybe if you start fucking me some it’ll feel better.” “That’s the spirit, pussy boy. Beg for us to fuck your sweet little hole.” “Please fuck me Tre! I need it to feel better and I want you and Javi to fuck me.” “You don’t have to ask me twice.” With that Tre pulled about halfway out and slid his dick slowly back in. It was enough of a pull out to pull out of my inner hole entirely and then slowly open my hole back up. Then Javi did the same thing. It felt amazing and I moaned like whore. “I can see you like that. Let’s do that again.” So they repeated it, and I moaned more. “OK now longer strokes.” They both soon got into a rhythm where when one was pulling out the other was pushing back into me. My inner hole was in a constant barrage of being opened and closed and filled with one dick and then two and then one again. It didn’t know what was happening and the next thing I knew my dick started shooting cum all over Javi’s chest. I looked down because in the pain of Tre’s first thrust to get all the way in me, I knew my dick had gone soft. Now, it was hard as a rock rubbing against Javi’s abs as the guys opened my inner hole open and worked it back and forth with both of their cocks. “Fuck, I’m cumming without touching myself.” “That’s the sign of a good slut. It means that your body is meant to get off on making dicks feel good as they make your pussy feel good so you can shoot your cum. OK, Javi. Time to take the training wheels off. Let’s breed this bitch pussy like it’s meant to be,” said Tre. The next thing I know it felt like I was constantly being lifted off the bed and slammed down on two hard dicks. Javi and Tre both had grips on my hips and butt and were constantly lifting my body up and off their dicks until the heads were about to pop out and then they would quickly reverse course and pull me back down hard on their dicks. Instead of a constant motion of one dick going in while the other was going out, they were now both going in and going out at the same time. And my inner hole wasn’t being opened by one dick anymore, it was now being opened by two dicks at the same time. I just moaned and groaned as my insides were rearranged to accommodate these two big dicks and my hole no longer had any fight to keep them at bay. “I’m getting close, Tre.” “Me too, Papi! Let’s bust together.” The guys continued to pull me up and almost off their dicks but now as they were pulling me down they would both thrust up and force my inner hole to open quickly to let their big dicks in me. This continued for about another minute until my body could take no more. I screamed out again as my dick started spurting cum all over Javi’s chest. I was seeing stars and thought I was going to pass out. “Damn, Tre, he’s cumming again.” “Fuck, Papi, don’t I know it. His holes are milking my dick like there’s no tomorrow. I can’t hold back any longer.” With that Tre let out a huge roar as he grabbed my shoulders and pulled me as far down on his dick as he could. Javi quickly felt all the hot cum surrounding his dick while sheathed deep inside my inner hole and let loose too. “It feels so hot and wet. It’s like two fire hoses are going off in my ass at the same time.” I managed to say as my dick was still spurting cum. “This feels amazing! You guys literally fucked the cum out of me twice without me ever touching myself.” Javi and Tre were both still panting and making small thrusts as their hips tried to get their dicks as deep as possible inside me. I just laid there like a limp wet noodle covered in my cum and sweat, with Tre’s sweat on my back and Javi’s sweat on my chest mixed with my two loads of cum. Javi pulled me into a kiss, and Tre collapsed on my back. All three of us groaned at Tre’s dead weight, but I had never felt better in my life. After we had all come back down to earth, Tre leaned in and started a threeway kiss with us. As he was doing that he moved his hips in a circle and ground his still rock hard dick deep into my hole making both the inner and outer hole stretch even more as he made the circle with his hips. I just moaned into the kiss. Tre slowly pulled out and what felt like a river of cum started pouring from my hole. Javi rolled me over and pulled out too as even more cum flowed out of my hole. I just threw my arm over my eyes and sighed. The next thing I knew I saw a flash of light. Javi had his phone out and was taking a pic of my hole. Tre grabbed his and turned on the flashlight on his phone and told Javi to video the cum still pouring from my ass. “How do you feel, baby boy?” Tre asked. “How does that beautifully tight, virgin, white boy pussy feel after being stuffed by a 9” Latino dick and a 10” black dick at the same time? You should see how gaped open your hole is and how much of our special seed is flowing out of your hole. It looks like a river of reddish-pink cum is flowing out of your hole to show everyone what a cum slut you are. All that hot dirty seed from two big strong alpha males flowing out of your wrecked boy pussy because you had to have both of our dicks at the same time. Your hole was so tight when we started, but look at it now. It can’t even close because of how much we fucked it open. That boy pussy is losing all the special seed we planted deep inside your inner hole. You’re supposed to keep it deep inside you baby boy so our special seed can mix with you and become part of you.” “I’m sorry guys. I’m trying to close my hole but it’s not cooperating.” Trying to clench my hole tight, I could feel my muscles trying to work but it didn’t feel like anything was happening. “Look, it's almost like it’s trying to wink at us but can barely move. There is too much cum still flowing out of you to close properly. I guess we’ll just have to stick both of our dicks back in your hole again and give you more cum. Would you like that baby boy?” “Yes, Tre. I want you and Javi to fuck me again and make my hole gap open. Stick more of your special seed deep inside me. This time when you cum and pull out, stick a pillow under my ass so that it’s raised up and your special seed can’t flow out of me.” “Now that sounds like a plan, Tre. Papi is ready to breed our cum slut again, but I think we both need to re-up on our G and T.” “Good idea, Javi. Stop the video and let's get this bitch some more dick and special seed.” I just grinned and knew even though my hole hurt, the G and T would make it better. I wanted them to fuck me again. I couldn’t even remember how many times I had cum tonight, but I knew I didn’t want to stop, and I knew I didn’t want to go long without one or both of their cocks deep in my hole, owning me like the cum slut I was. I truly needed to be fucked non-stop and couldn’t imagine ever wanting to go back to a moment where there wasn’t a cock up my ass. ******************* I hope you guys enjoy this one too. I didn't think I'd do a DP scene so soon on a virgin twink, but I think the scene called for it. Let me know what you guys think. Again always open to feedback and suggestions on where the story should go.

Chapter 4 - Told from Tre's POV: OMG, Ty’s ass was amazing. Filled with Xavier’s and Javi’s loads and that bitter iron taste from the blood seeping out of the cuts Javi made when he fucked him roughly, I was in pig heaven rimming that hot almost virgin boy hole. My dick twitched thinking just how it would still be virgin for a dick my size and how I would be able to get deeper in him than the others. Ty just kept moaning like a whore. I loved eating ass almost as much as I loved fucking it. My tongue can do wicked curves and reach places deep inside. Most bottoms begged for me to rim them both before and after I fucked them, and I am only too happy to oblige. Rimming makes my dick hard, so I can usually go again after rimming my nut out of a nice hole. But this hole was practically virgin! It only had taken two dicks before, both smaller than mine. And while I was pretty sure the kid didn’t know anything about being on prep meds, he had mentioned condoms to Javi. I needed to make sure that my rimming got him so in need for more dick that he wouldn’t even mention condoms. You see, Javi and I never used condoms. Even when we just started dating each other, Javi told me he wanted to feel me naturally and shoot my load deep inside. Considering that even Magnum condoms felt tight on me, I had no problems raw dogging Javi. From then on, we never used condoms. We also had a very open relationship and neither one of us liked condoms. One night about 3 months into our dating, Javi asked about playing with others and using condoms. He knew my stance… that I hated the fuckers. Javi was like what happens if one of us gets an STD? I was like there are meds, and we’ll deal with it. “Tre, what about HIV though? There isn’t a cure for that, nor herpes. Just meds you can take to try and make it better.” “Javi, I honestly don’t care. Neither is a death sentence anymore. Plus if I’m being honest, the thought of getting HIV turns me on.” “What? How so?” asked Javi. “Well, I just think about how I like tight young ass and how big my dick is. And even though you know I don’t try to go rough on guys, with the young tight ones I usually make them bleed without even trying. Now imagine me with HIV and my cum is highly toxic. And I get a hot young piece of ass in front of me that’s negative. Even just with my normal fuck style, he’s most likely going to bleed, and you know I’m going to deposit a hugh load deep in his ass.” I could see Javi’s boxerbriefs start to fill out as his dick was getting hard. I was happy to see what I was saying was turning him on. So, I continued, “Now imagine I fuck that tight ass hard and rough on purpose with the intention of making him bleed a lot. You know I can do it. And if my cum is highly toxic, then he’ll most likely get HIV. He’ll be my bitch forever, carrying my DNA and my strain of HIV deep in his body. Maybe if he’s vers, he’ll even pass it on. Most young guys don’t get tested, so it could be years of them fucking others without knowing they have HIV. All of my DNA being spread across this city by me and the guys I knocked up. It just makes my dick hard as a rock thinking about how my seed can be spread so easily and without others knowledge. My DNA infecting the entire city.” Javi just looked at me and evil grinned while grabbing his hard dick through his undies. “Damn Tre, you’ve given this some thought. That’s hot as fuck. So are you saying you want to try and get HIV?” “Well, I’m not trying, and I’m sure it’ll be hard to get since I mostly top. But, if it happens, it happens. And I’m not going to fight fate. But, if I do get it, watch out, because I want to spread my toxic seed as far and as wide as I can.” Javi had taken his undies off by this point and had started playing with his hole. He then pulled his legs back and showed me his cute little hole and made it wink at me. “If you do get it Tre, will you give it to me?” “Absolutely babe! We can tag team and spread our DNA together. Make this entire city and then the state our fucking cum slut bitches.” “Tre I need you to fuck me now.” I was brought back to the current situation with Javi whispering in my ear, “I know he’s good and ripped open. You saw how pink that cum was that oozed out of his hole. Now it’s time for you to make the pink cum a dark red. Poz that virgin hole and let him feel your master alpha dick as it rips and tears his hole open to bleed all over that big black dick.” Javi knew just how to get my gears turning even faster. I quickly pulled my tongue out of Ty’s ass and looked down at him. “Do you want my dick, Ty buddy?” Ty had looked up to see why I had stopped rimming him and just nodded. “God yes, I want it, Tre. I want you to fuck me good. Please give me that big black dick.” “I will buddy, but first take at least 3 more big hits for me.” As Ty was taking his first hit, I motioned for Javi at the bag of crystals, He knew exactly what I wanted and grabbed another good sized shard out of the bag. He handed me the shard and just gave me a nod. I took the shard and made sure the sharpest edge was right against the outside of Ty’s hole as I pushed it in quickly. I knew that the shard would make a tear right on his pucker so that it would start to bleed a little. Ty looked down and grunted a little when my finger went in with the shard. I then made sure to take the pointed end and rub it up against his ass walls. I wanted more tears and the shard dissolving quickly in his bloodstream. Ty was exhaling his second hit, when I pushed the shard onto his g spot. He just arched his back and said it’s burning a little again. I just told him to relax and feel how good his g spot felt from me putting pressure against it. I made sure that the shard ripped new tears into the lining on his g spot but also knew the pain would be masked by the pleasure I was giving him. Ty was just moaning and moving his head back and forth. Javi had to remind him to take another shot. By the time he had finished his third hit, the shard had dissolved. I started putting my dickhead against his hole and rubbing it up and down and all around. My toxic precum was oozing out quickly and wetting his hole. I made sure to pay attention to the cut on his pucker and make sure it was covered in my toxic precum. Ty was too high and just kept begging for me to fuck him. “Please Tre, put it in me. I need to feel your dick inside me. My hole feels so empty and it needs a dick in it now.” Javi laid next to Ty and kissed him then started egging him on. “Is that what you need, buddy? Tre’s big dick opening up your tight almost virgin hole. Do you want his big black cock to take that white boy pussy and make it submit to his alpha cock? Do you want him to fuck you hard and deep so that your pussy can milk his dick of his special seed? I bet you wish you could get pregnant by him. Have his seed deep in your pussy and make you carry his baby around.” Ty just moaned and said yes or nodded his head with each statement or question from Javi. Ty then looked at me and said, “Tre can you knock me up and make me your bitch? I need to be used like a whore and my hole is just grabbing at your dick. It wants your dick inside it so bad.” “Are you sure, buddy? You saw how I fucked Javi. Once I start, I am not going to stop. I will rip your hole open and make it gape from my big dick, but you will enjoy every minute of it. That I can promise you.” “He’s the best, Ty. You saw how hard he fucked me, and I was moaning like a whore. He will make you cum just from being fucked, but you won’t care becasue all you’ll be thinking about is how good his dick feels in your pussy and how much you want him to knock you up.” Ty just moaned and looked directly into Tre’s eyes and tried to focus as much as he could. “Fucking make me your bitch, Tre! I need your big black cock in my white boy pussy. I need your cum deep in me filling me up and making me pregnant. With that, I didn’t want to take a chance of him changing his mind. Not like he would as high as he was, but I grabbed the base of my dick and pushed into his hole. Even after the slam fucking Javi had given him, his hole had tightened back up. It gripped my big dick like a vice, and it took all my concentration just to keep pushing into him. “Oh Tre, it’s so big. I can’t believe I’m taking your dick.” Just then I hit his back wall with my dick and Ty just grunted. I adjusted my angle and found his inner hole and started to push in and out in short strokes opening up his inner hole again. Ty just moaned and I watched his eyes roll back into his head. I finally opened the hole all the way up and immediately felt my dickhead get all warm and wet swimming in the toxic cum Javi had deposited deep in the kid. “Oh Ty, this hole is amazing. It’s so wet and warm. I’m going to go all the way inside now.” Ty quickly lifted his head and looked like he didn’t understand. “What’s wrong, buddy?” “You’re not all the way in already. I can feel you so deep inside me.” “No little buddy. I’ve got about 2.5 more inches to feed you. You’re so small that my dick easily hits your inner hole with plenty of dick to spare. So, here it goes.” I pushed in deep and let my balls rest on Ty’s spread open ass. He grunted and Javi kissed him as he stroked Ty’s dick. “Fuck this ass is amazing Javi. I don’t know if I can just take one turn.” I pulled all the way out, and Ty looked up concerned again. I just laughed and said, “Don’t worry little buddy. I’m going to fuck you some more. I just have to taste some of Javi’s load coming out of your ass with those hot white boy pussy juices mixed in.” Before he could respond my tongue was pushing in and lapping up the load of cum that I had let fall from his inner hole into his ass and had already coated my entire cock. Javi shoots almost as much cum as I do, so his ass was easily flooded with nut. Nothing tasted better than my boyfriend's toxic seed straight out of a neg boy hole that was torn up and bleeding ready to accept our DNA. After feasting for a good five minutes, I got back on my haunches and told Javi to hold Ty’s legs open. Javi smirked and said “Fuck yes!” as he grabbed Ty’s ankles and spread them as far and as wide as he could while pulling them back over Ty’s head to expose his hole. It had already started to close some, and I just looked at it and then looked at Ty and said, “OK buddy. Here it comes. I’m going to fuck you now and knock you up. Are you ready?” “Yes, Tre. Please, I need it.” Ty begged and Javi just nodded at me and mouthed the words “Rip the bitch open!” Despite how tight he was, my dick was on a mission. I thrust my entire length into Ty and made my balls slap his ass. Ty just shrieked and his mouth opened like he was speechless. I pulled all the way out and did it again. Both of his holes were tight and trying to keep me out, but my dick was rock hard and excited that it was getting to poz a hot little white boy. Ty gasped again. I pulled out again and slammed in another time. Ty gasped and this time I stayed with my balls pressed against his ass and rotated my hips making my dick point in a circle all in his ass and open his holes even more. Ty moaned at that and his dick started to ooze a little precum. I pulled out a little and then focused on his g spot. I pegged it non stop for about 5 minutes. Ty was just a mixture of moans and grunts and kissing Javi while he played with his dick. Javi looked at me and said, “I think Ty is getting close to cumming.” “Oh really? Do you like my dick in your ass Ty? Is it making your dick feel good?” Ty just looked at me and tried to say yes but what came out wasn’t really understandable, so he just nodded. I pulled all the way out and slammed back in, again four more times before rotating my hips and grinding his holes open. I pulled all the way out and slammed back in again and ground my hips around opening his holes. Pulled all the way out one more time and adjusted my angle and hit his g spot. Ty exploded when my dickhed pegged his g spot. Rather than continue to stimulate his g spot, I wanted to feel his holes spasm on my dick, so I pulled all the way out and slammed my dick in all the way again. Both of his holes were spasming and gripping my dick as he shot his second load all over his chest and face. Ty’s holes were milking my dick something fierce, and I felt my balls draw up quickly. I pulled out of the inner hole and just started to fuck it open with my dick, pulling out long enought to let it close and then quickly forcing it all the way back in. Ty was still coming and with one last squirt of cum onto his navel, he stopped writhing. I pulled all the way out and slammed my dick back in all the way three more times before I had reached my limit and started to nut deep in Ty’s white boy pussy. I got my dick as deep as I could, my hips uncontrollably shaking and trying to get my dick even deeper into that hot white virgin boy hole. Javi had left Ty’s side and was now whispering in my ear, “That’s right babe! Give him all your toxic seed. Drop that nut deep inside his pussy so you can make him poz and make him carry your DNA forever. Breed his hole and make him a poz cum slut for life.” I just kept nutting and nutting. I lost count of how many spurts of toxic death seed I shot deep into Ty. When my balls were finally drained, I collapsed on top of Ty. He just wrapped his cute little short legs around my back and pushed the heels of his feet into my ass cheeks trying to pull me in even deeper. I just chuckled and looked at him and said, “Don’t worry buddy, I’m not going to ever let a drop of my cum go wasted when your hot pussy is around to take my special seed and let me try and get you pregnant.” Ty exhaustedly looked at me and said, “Thank you, Tre, for your special seed. It feels so wet and hot inside my hole right now. It feels like my hole is flooded.” Javi laughed and said, “Trust me Ty, with my load and Tre’s load, it is definitely flooded. When Tre pulls out you won’t be able to keep it in because I know he worked both of your holes open to where they will gape at least for a minute and let our seed flow out.” “I don’t want it to come out. I want it to stay right where it is,” Ty whimpered. “Don’t worry buddy. I’m going to eat it from your hole and kiss it directly into your mouth so you can taste our loads and your sweet boy pussy juices all at the same time. And then, I’ll fuck you again and give you another load deep,” Javi said. “Do you want that? I know you do. I can see the smile on your face just thinking about it.” “Oh God, yes I want that. I want both of you to fuck me again and give me more of your cum. Can we smoke some more too?” I looked at Javi and smirked and then back to Ty, “Of course we can buddy. You can smoke as much as you want. In fact, we have something else you might like too. It’s called “G” and you drink it, but it will make you super horny and want us to fuck you even more than you do now.” Ty looked at me and said, “Let’s do it. I want you guys to fuck me all night long. Just…” Javi looked concerned and looked at me not sure what was happening. So, I quickly kissed Ty and then looked at him deep in his eyes and asked, “Just what?” Ty sheepishly bit his lower lip and looked at us and asked, “Can you not tell Xavier that we did this? I don’t want him to think I’m a whore.” I just laughed and kissed Ty again. As I leaned up, Javi was there and we did a threeway kiss with all of us. Javi then said, “Ty little buddy, don’t worry about a thing. We won’t tell Xavier anything that you don’t want us to. We are just glad that you decided to join us. Your ass truly is amazing.” “Well honestly, even if you guys weren’t bigger, you definitely fucked me better than Xavier did. Don’t get me wrong. I enjoyed it, but it was more soft and sensual. You guys fucked me like I was a whore and just a hole for you to get off in. I don’t know why, but that just turns me on like crazy.” “Oh it’s ok buddy! And you can tell us anything or ask us to try anything. We are definitely open and cool with exploring and letting you explore your deepest desires. As long as we get to breed that hot white boy pussy, we will do whatever you want to do and try. We love sharing a hot guy and making him feel so good. So, are you ready to try some “G” and get fucked even harder?” I asked. Ty pushed up on his arms and propped up his chest from the bed while looking into my eyes, and said, “You bet your ass I do. I never knew I could feel this good. And if G is anything like what we were just smoking, I have a feeling I’m going to be nothing but the biggest slut in the city. And I can’t wait!” Javi looked at me, laughed, and said, “I think we may have created a monster, Tre.” ************* Sorry for the delay guys, but work has been crazy. I hope you like this chapter. I'm always open for ideas on how you want the story to go. I am already working on the next chapter and hopefully will have it posted in the next few days. But, feel free to share your comments and ideas. Thanks to those who have already given feedback. I appreciate all the ideas and kind words.

Last night I got a pleasant surprise when a fuck buddy I had fallen out of touch with for a while got a hold of me wondering if I was available. I had gotten out of the shower a bit before after having been outside freezing while cleaning up some downed branches. Feeling good from the hot shower and facing the prospect of some even hotter sex, of course I said yes. When we were fucking regularly we never really talked much pre-sex, after a long week you just needed to get that pent up energy and aggression out, you know? This time was no different. When I walked through the door he was in a bathrobe and that was my signal to start stripping. I was nude before I was past ten feet in the door. I love being nude! He sat in his living room recliner with his robe open and already hard cock ready for my mouth. I dropped to my knees and pushed his legs apart and settled down with his cock head to my lips, enjoying the precum leaking from the tip. I licked and teased his cock head, looking up at him as I made a show of painting my lips with his precum, then went down on his length, taking his hot black cock down to the balls. He had always loved grabbing my hair and holding me in place when I did this, and that hadn't changed since the last time we were together. I didn't get long to suck him, he wanted to get to the main event. He had me get down on the carpet, laying on my stomach as he mounted me and worked his cock in. It was a bit rough going because there was only saliva on his cock to lube his way in, my saliva and I think he may have used some of his own, but I do enjoy the sensation of a cock slowly getting pushed into me and I am a bit of a pain junkie anyway. Once he bottomed out he started to thrust, and damn I had missed his enthusiasm! He didn't last long, I like to think it was because he was just really happy to see me, but hey, I'll take his cum any way I can get it! After he pulled out he laid on the floor and I cleaned his cock. I took my time, making a show out of it because I knew it turned him on and he was always good for a round two fuck. He got hard again and we headed to the bedroom, where he had me get on the bed on my knees with my ass up and head down. After the livingroom fuck and his first load still in me I was a lot easier to slide into. This fuck lasted a lot longer, and we ended up again with me laying on my stomach with him on top. After he came and we settled into bed we made small talk, catching up on the past several weeks. We slept all night, no 2AM fucks like old times, but in the morning he had his normal morning wood and I rode him for old times sake. He had to work so we both got in the shower and cleaned up with some playing, and after toweling off I got to walk through his place naked to get to my clothes by the front door with him following me in his robe. I love that walk because I know it gets him going watching my ass as I move. He surprised me by having me bend over the couch and pushed his already lubed dick into me. I'm guessing he had planned it and had lubed up in the bathroom. Gotta love the fun surprises in life, I wasn't expecting it! We didn't get to fuck long, and he didn't cum, but I am hoping that just means he'll be thinking about my ass during work and want another round tonight!

Where do I start? I could tell you about the first time I took a BBC on a park table at night with 2 strangers watching, or about the first time I had bareback sex - I was stealthed, or about today when I took 5 loads from 4 guys each bigger than the last but I think I will start my almost all-true story with Lucky number 8. It was the Tuesday before Thanksgiving my very sweet but no longer very sexually interested partner was away on a business trip. I had been a pretty good boy ..... until I wasn't. Let me tell you about me- I’m Daniel. I work in an office, it’s not exciting but it is usually rewarding when I get to emerge from under the mounds of paperwork and be creative, which doesn’t hapPen that often anymore. I am 44, 5’11, 215 lbs and my partner, Erich, is 67 years old. Although we had once enjoyed a healthy (and ALWAYS SAFE sex life) that really all but disappeared after his car wreck and rehab four years ago. For the most part he recovered well but during his months long rehab, he just lost his interest in topping. He had always been a great partner even taking on the role of Top most of the time. We were both natural bottoms and while I could “play” the part it just was never that great. Well after his wreck, Erich just gave up topping altogether and sex became infrequent blow jobs, hand jobs and occasionally I would top. Now sex was just boring and unsatisfying. Almost a year ago Erich had been away for business and I decided to download the sex app my Best friend, Henry was always on. I meet a young guy who wanted to fuck me. I was really enjoying it until he took off the condom and then stuck his cock back in as he came. I was scared, angry, and more turned on than I ever had been in my life. I determined to delete the app and return to my boring life. But I couldn’t stop thinking about this sexy guy and his 8” hard dick. I kept reliving him shooting his warm seed in my hole. I remembered what it was like to let it out. I was obsessed with the texture. This was crazy, Erich always kidded me about how much I hated cum. I didn’t like to take ITV in my mouth, I didn’t really like to touch it. Things began to change though. I would taste my cum after master-bating. I even fingered my hole with my cum. I kept fantasizing about taking more raw loads. I started watching bareback porn and looking up bareback sex stories. Eventually I re-downloaded the app and met a 20 year old college student who eventually became my bareback sex bud. I LOVED when he fucked me. He was a little chubby like me. He was meek and sweet tempered until the clothes came off. Garrett, was only 5’8 but had a nice 8” cock. It was a perfect cock and the best thing was he fucked me like I was his paid whore. He was rough, in charge, dominant and he could last 20-30 minutes or even sometimes shoot twice. But the absolute best thing was when he came, he would pulse and pulse and I could feel shot after shot of cum inside me. It was exhilarating.But I can tell you more about him another time. Back to this story. It was the Tuesday before Thanksgiving, Erich was returning tomorrow but tonight I was alone. I was having dinner with my slutty BFF, Henry. He told me about his latest escapades - sucking strangers off he met online in a public bathroom. Henry and I had been buddies since we lived in the same building 20 years ago. He was the first slut I ever knew. He was only into oral and I had gotten a few blowjobs over the years, before Erich. Now I mostly lived out my fantasies through his encounters. I went home and was SO horny. In the last year, I had downloaded and deleted the app maybe 10 times. With the exceptions of the park encounter, Garrett and the stealther. I really hadn’t had much sex. I mostly chatted. I was so horny tonight but I couldn’t find anyone to chat with or even play with. Unfortunately, Garrett had moved away a couple of months ago. I watched more BB porn, my latest favorites were BBC raw gang bangs which just fueled my desire for more raw sex. I was about to go to bed lamenting the missed opportunity when I got a ding on the app. It was after midnight. I hadn’t been able to get anyone to even chat in about an hour. His profile was married, DL and Horny . I never even got his first name. All I found out was that he was married to a woman. He was 26, tall, black and always horny A F. He wanted to come over and fuck me with a condom but I didn’t have any. He decided he would come anyway. When he got to my apartment, he was very cute, a little shy but very horny. His wife was home asleep he said. She couldn’t handle his sexual drive and he had recently downloaded the app. He told me he had fooled around in high school but only recently started up again. He told me the last guy he had fucked made him cum 5 times and had even broken the condom. Sure, I thought not believing him- well it’s a great story, anyway. I forgot all about being tired and pulled his already hard cock from his pants. I swirled the tip and engulfed all 7” . He was not as long as either the stealth guy or Garrett but he was considerably thicker. He got even harder in my mouth and then he told me it was his turn. He was a natural pleaser. He sucked my cock, played with my nipples and left hickeys on my neck from his kisses. It was so hot and then he went for my hole. I had never been eaten out like this before. His tongue was invading my hole. He used a finger, then two to massage my ass and prepare me for his thick cock. I lubed him and my ass real good and took several hits of poppers. He pushed in raw and it was so big my ass felt like it was being pushed apart from within. He waited for me to adjust before he continued. His cock eventually pried my ass open enough so that he could bottom out. I had never felt so full. He started to rock in and out and in and out from behind. He fucked me harder and faster and kept up this pace for several minutes. It hurt at first but it was feeling better by the time he pushed in hard and shuddered. Oh well, I thought that was quick but fun. Little did I know he was going to break Garrett’s record of 2 loads, his own record of 5 loads and basically any record of any porn I had ever seen. I never would have guessed he could cum in me 8 times within an hour. He never got tired and his last load was just as impressive as his first. This is 100% true and I never would have believed it either. If you want to hear more about the 8 loads, let me know. I realized as he was leaving, that I had never felt more alive or more turned on in my life. I had found out what I truly was down deep, just a dirty cumslut waiting for the next load.

The longer you leave the toys in you hole the the more accustomed you’re hole will become to it’s new gap. I walk around all day with my hole plugged and at night a large one to sleep with.

Evening the Score At eighteen and five foot eleven inches of lean muscle, I cut a pretty picture. The victory cup held high above my head, I strutted around the pool in my racing speedo. I enjoyed the limelight, and I knew that everybody in that arena managed to sneak a peak at my package as I made my traditional lap in front of the opposing team’s bleachers. I was a big guy in my high school. I was a straight A student and captain of the cross country and swim teams. School was a golden time; I ran twelve miles every morning on the cross-country team and did laps till exhaustion in the late afternoon. The result of this effort was a tall lean and muscular body, composed of broad shoulders a narrow waist and perfect hairless bubble butt. The swim meet was the final of the season; a grudge match between the two schools, and a delicious win against the rich kids from across the tracks. I guess I took the win a little too far as I waved the cup in front of the losers, and high-fived my team mates as they headed to the showers. I chatted on the pay phone in the locker rooms, and lingered till there wasn’t a soul left in the showers before stripping off and getting myself cleaned up. Night had fallen when I emerged from the school, and the parking lot was empty. A heavy rain fell on the tarmac and I cursed my tardiness, flipped up the hood on my jersey and trudged to the nearest intersection to wait for the bus. I hadn’t waited long before a late model panel van pulled over to the curb and a young guy driving it leaned over to lower the window. “Need a lift?” he smiled. “Yeah, that would be great,” I shouted over the rain and pulled open the door to the van. I threw my bag onto the floor of the cab and settled into a jump seat next to the driver’s centre console. The seat was like that in a limousine, folding back and out of the way to make room for more storage in this utility vehicle. The driver was nicely dressed, and didn’t appear to be a delivery guy at all. He introduced himself as Greg as he pulled the car away from the curb and onto the deserted side street. I fumbled looking for the seat belt, and reaching over my right shoulder, I asked, “Where’s the safety belt?” My heart nearly jumped out of my chest, as two hands landed on my shoulders and a voice growled in my ear: “you won’t be needing it!” The hands tightened on my shoulders and literally dragged me out of the jump seat, over the seat back and into the dark void of the back of the van. Three bodies emerged from the shadows and flanked me on all sides. A worn mattress was on the floor of the panel van and all I could see was the flickering light from the driver’s window. “It’s gotta be him,” whispered one of the guys in the back of the van. I started to protest, but a hand was slammed firmly over my mouth. “You did your shouting back at the pool. Now keep quiet and you won’t get hurt,” seethed the guy who muffled my scream. He slowly waved a long stiletto knife in front of my eyes and a fear like I had never felt before welled up in me. He took the knife and slid the shaft under the collar of my hoody, lifting the blade up and away from my body the fabric split open in a silent slow motion reveal. Pulling the knife away as the fabric was freed from it’s elastic waist band, the other guys grabbed the shirt from either side and tore the remainder of it’s cloth from my naked torso. My hands were grabbed and nylon cord was wrapped around them, binding them tightly. A vicious tug pulled my arms above my head and swung my body around. The others flipped me over and I could feel my Addidas pulled off of my feet, as my bound hands were secured to a U bolt on the floor of the cab. I felt a hand on my back, and the stiletto reappeared in my line of vision. The owner of the knife shifted his weight and moved the blade down past my line of sight. I felt his hand curl under the waistband of my jeans and then the knife slide down under the fabric. The denim gave more resistance than the cotton of my jersey, and the owner of the knife had to press down on the small of my back while he jerked the knife up and away from my body. The jeans split open and I could feel the stiletto travel the length of my ass, its tearing motion assisted by the other guys’ hands as they grabbed the fabric and stripped the torn jeans in two. Peeling them off my legs, they each grabbed a side of my briefs and pulled for all their might. It hurt like hell as the cotton and elastic gave way, and I was left naked and splayed in the back of the van. Appreciative hands moved on my body, kneading and massaging my legs and ass. One hand cupped my balls and cock pinching and pulling until I became erect. Fingers probed my anus assisted by a steady stream of saliva dripping down the crack of my ass as the guys laughed and repeatedly spit on me. The van came to a sudden stop and I craned my neck to see out of the driver’s window. A lake was clearly visible a few meters from the vehicle. We had stopped in a glade beside a local resort not yet open for the season; the rain was still falling, dappling on the water and drumming on the ceiling of the van. The side door to the van opened, and moonlight poured in on my naked body. Greg stood triumphant at the side of the van. I could see him clearly now, and instantly remembered his down-turned face from the poolside. He swam relay for the losing team and his buddies were his cheering section. He stood in the moonlight and unzipped his jacked. Standing beside me, he stripped naked along with his buddies in the van. He was shorter than me, had a wrestlers body, and tremendous upper body strength. His cock was cut and fat and grew to a good eight inches when fully erect. Climbing into the van, he parted my legs and I felt his tongue push into my asshole. He licked and chewed on my ass and balls while I squirmed under the pressure and obvious pleasure of his attention. One of the guys came forward in the van grabbing my hair and pushed his stiff cock into my mouth. He fucked my face while his buddy loosened me up. I felt hands on my ankles and my ass was lifted in the air. A bag, possibly my gym bag, was thrown under my hips leaving me completely exposed, and I felt the head of Greg’s cock press against my virgin hole. The pain was terrible as he entered me. Slowly and without hesitation he took me, his cock plunging deep inside me. I cried out but the sudden eruption of cum from his buddy splashed the back of my throat and put an end to any protest. Greg’s friend growled with delight as he continued to pump thick salty fluid into my mouth. I had to swallow or choke. Greg’s rhythm as he fucked me was quickening, and to my amazement I was matching his moves. My cock, which immediately went limp when the rape began was now raging hard and I was busting to let loose with my own orgasm. Faster and faster, the pounding on my ass continued, until with a few long strokes I felt Greg’s hot sperm fill my hole. He leaned forward and chewed on my neck while his cock exploded in my hole. “You like that, don’t you,” he hissed, adding: “You might have won the swim meet, but I’m claiming the prize.” I came in a thunderous orgasm, as he pounded his cock into my ass, splashing my chizz all over the van beneath me and collapsed in exhaustion. The guys nodded their approval as my remaining cum drooled from my prick. I felt the stiff rod slowly slide out of my ass, the guy in front of me, now spent, drew his softening cock from my mouth. I panted with exhaustion and amazement at how my body could be stimulated like this. I rolled onto my back, and could see the moonlight still dancing on the water. The calm didn’t last long, however, as my legs were lifted into the air and the next cock shoved abruptly into my hole. The night wore on as each guy, recovering from their earlier orgasm, fucked me again and again. For hours, the guys fucked my ass and face, two and three at a time. I came to know every expression of gay sex, interrupted only with intermittent flashes of blinding lightning as my body was used and abused. Spread-eagled in the van; tied to a tree near the water; and at one point, binding my hands and feet together, they laid me on a picnic table, spun me around, and took turns shoving their cocks in my ass and mouth. A spirited game of spin the bottom, they all jacked off on my naked and ravaged body as the rain stopped and the sky brightened. Exhausted and covered with their cum and mine, they dropped me off in nothing but my bathing suit in front of my house. They kept my torn clothes as a trophy and thanked me for taking one for the team. As they pulled away from the curb my cum-soaked gym bag was pitched out the van window and my torn calvins flapped from their aerial. A few days later, the doorbell rang and a package addressed to me was on the welcome mat. Inside it, I found a series of nearly a hundred color and black and white photographs of me being fucked in every possible position. That wasn’t lightning that lit up our reveries after all, but a small auto focus camera. The look of ecstasy, hunger and excitement was clear on my face in virtually every shot. A note scrawled on the last photo directed my attention to my bedroom window. There, parked at the curb, was the van. The side door was open and not four but six young guys were waiting at the curb laughing and glancing up at my window. A moment later the front door of my house opened and I hung my head as I headed to the van. I knew that I was in for an even bigger pounding than the last, but as I strode across the lawn of my suburban home, my cock began to stiffen at the thought of all six dicks waiting to take my freshly trained hole.

I love doing ATM as some Tops get hard again and fuck me again. If doing it, public other Tops see this and want it after they fuck me first.

This has beautifully summed up everything what I feel I would have said to my younger self in one simple sentence! Well done!

If you’re horny, don’t waste your time with: ⁃ lying to yourself: were you seriously looking for a monogamous relationship while you were at the same time secretly dreaming to be one of those horndogs who fuck from one man to the next, who enjoy every new experience with every new man, or who love to be in the middle of a group orgy and have their dicks in every whole possible? (You have no idea what beautiful memories to cherish you’re going to create). ⁃ Watching porn in order to dream of being someone else. Stop dreaming and suppressing the desire of being one of those horndogs and start becoming one in real life. ⁃ listening to other people’s morals - they can only refer to their standards (which aren’t perfect either). Make your own standards! No one gets to tell you what to do with your body, your heart, your mind, or your time. ⁃ Letting others shame you for how you’re wired. They’ll never get to comprehend why you’re not content with few limited reasons to have sex, and to suppress most of your desires as they do. You are able to enjoy the countless reasons to connect sexually on various levels and to fulfill yourself and your fellow people. Appreciate it as a gift. ⁃ Being choosy about a potential Sex partner. (Experience has taught me that you sometimes don’t see the beauty of others with your eyes, but only then when you’re already inside of them…). The looks of a man doesn’t tell anything about all the sexual gifts that he could still bring along with him. Don’t forget that others can also choosy about you as well. ⁃ messing around with men who would just rumble around, acting hard to get, or come up with a list of terms and conditions before opening up for a fuck. Don’t let anyone waste your time. Don’t let anyone be a strain for your sex drive. You don’t need to beg anyone for a fuck. There are other countless uncomplicated potential sex partners out there. Go look out for those who are just the same kind of horndog as you. There are more than enough out there coming along your way who’ll be ready for you without reservation and will drop pants for you just as fast as you would love to drop yours. ⁃ Feeling ashamed of being a horndog and dick driven - own it, be proud of it, and live it! You don’t need to justify your sex drive to anyone - only to yourself as long as you don’t satisfy it.

When I was younger I had stupid stereotypes about alpha men who were top only and blah blah. Truth is, some people are easier to get fucked than others because they enjoy it more, or because they are afraid or anything. So the magic in this is to make someone feel safe with you.

Am an alpha top and for me the kick is still start fucking in missionary. I am lucky to be quite hung and I love the girth of my dick. Experienced bottoms love it but starting (twink) bottoms already start making excuses when I get my dick out of my pants and they have to suck it. For me the kick is really when I get the bottom’s legs on my shoulders to see their facial expression when I get inside. To see their eyes roll, see their mouth open to take some extra air and their expression of pain when I enter their hole does the trick. After that no problem changing to any position they want but I like to get off on their expression when we start missionary.

This is the best father-son story ever. The relationship between father and son is the perfect blend of naivety hunger/experience predation without losing the care.

Interesting. It has a couple of demerits, though - there’s no option to record Double Penetration (always a significant event in my view) or the number of loads deposited in the encounter, and the kink section is somewhat limited (though to be fair, how could one ever hope to capture everything?). At least there’s the option to record anything not directly specified as notes. It’s somewhat amusing that you’re asked to “add friend” to designate the person with whom you fornicated - I can see that, as a matter of efficiency, I will probably need to add my friends Anon-Bathouse, Anon-Hotel, Anon-ABS, Anon-HomeHost, Anon-Camp, and Anon-Whereverthefuck.

For a few days I'd been chatting with this cute late 20's black guy on the south side of chicago. Stats were nice, said 8" and he immediately sent me some pix that showed he had a thick one. Had reservations of going to his place, as he was looking to host, and we mostly chatted a couple days. Tuesday night my horniness got the better of me. I agreed to go to his place, and it's not in the best of neighborhoods. Fortunately found parking real quick, didn't see anyone concerning out on the street, but it was really not a good neighborhood. He came to the door to get me, and was cuter than his pics, about 5'8" average build, cropped hair. In his place we make out a bit and I grab his dick through his pants. Oh my god! His cock feels huge! When I drop to my knees I can barely get it in my mouth, he's not too long, no it's his girth! I have never seen a cock so thick. I know right away this is going to be a challenge. Some sense of self-doubt creeps into the back of my mind, nagging like that person you know who secretly is rooting you to fail. Shortly after I start sucking him, he moans and says comments that I knew what I was doing. My confidence boosted I made sure I was going to give him a great BJ in case I couldn't perform the rest of the evenings activities. He told me he loves to munch on ass, and it wasn't long before he told me he wanted to eat my ass. I had gotten fucked earlier, rather unsuccessfully, and he commented on my hole having been played with (sadly no cum inside). That didn't deter him from giving me an excellent rim job. He tongue fucked me as well as some tops have actually fucked me. It was clear he knew what he was doing, both in terms of eating ass, and opening ass up for his club. When it came time for the fuck, he pulled the lube, I grabbed my poppers, and we both prepared for the upcoming pillaging of my hole. It was clear, from his head gently probing my hole, that he wasn't just going to shove in without preparation, something I was kind of prepared to scream into the pillow. No, he was very gentle pushing in a little, I'd clench and release (something that I feel opens me up faster) and he seemed to push a little more. It hurt like hell no matter how gentle he was, but I never had to stop him. I remember having to scream (moan?) into the pillow on the sofa, after all I didn't need his neighbors to come see what was up. The entire time, he stayed rock hard. This guy was good with his monster dick. Eventually it felt like he got all the way in, and I asked if he was getting deep enough. He said 'yeah' and I felt a flush of accomplishment. He really wasn't moving much though, I'd squeeze, and he'd moan, he'd move very slowly in and very slowly out. We moved to another area of his living room and I was afraid it was going to be a re-start of trying to accommodate his giant cock, but the change of venue went without a hitch. After we changed locations, he really started fucking me. His speed started to increase, he'd push me down, or pull me back up so we could kiss over my shoulder, all the while managing to stay rock hard and inside of me. I don't know how long we fucked in this position, but he had me flip over onto my back soon enough, and with my legs over his shoulders we had to find a new rhythm (popper and lube refreshed of course.) It was hot seeing this stud stuffing me with his huge monster cock, clearly enjoying it. I think he was afraid I was going to push him off me, but I never did. This position didn't last too long, soon he wanted to move back to me doggy over his sofa. I didn't know how much more I was going to be able to take from him. It was really starting to hurt, I don't know how he stayed so hard, and had the stamina he had! I had nothing to worry about though, not long after we were back with me doggy he slowed up, and sounded like he was breathing heavy. He asked if I was ready for his load, and when I said yes, he started pumping again. Pounding my ass for a couple more minutes I feel him tense and start to grunt and moan, shooting his load in my ass. Everything just stops, he stays put a couple minutes and very slowly pulls out. We sit and chat a bit, I expressed how good he was at fucking with a dick like he had, and we both agreed we'd like a repeat. Out the door I went to head back home, very satisfied, but very barely able to walk. In the end, I think his dick is now the biggest I've ever taken.

“So,” the man said, looking directly into my eyes, “you want to join our little club.” It wasn’t really a question so much as it was a statment. I nodded slowly, my mouth dry. I tried to return the rugged looking man’s gaze with the same intensity that he gave but just couldn’t muster it. I felt my eyes drifting down to his full lips, his well kept full beard, the mound of chest hair that erupted from the collar of his v neck shit, and to his broad pecs with pert nipples that showed clearly through his shirt. “And do you know what this club is boy?” This was a question, and I answered as honestly as I could, “Mostly sir. My…um… friend, said he thought that I would fit in and arranged this…uh…interview…” I trailed off at the end. The man smiled slightly, “You can say fuck buddy, Sam. I know who Devin is to you.” I blushed. Devin and I had been friends for ages and had started fucking a few months previously when I found out just how thick his cock is. “Why did he say he thought you would fit in?” My cheeks went from pink to scarlet, “I… well…” “Just say it, you’ll feel better.” “I love getting bred.” I spat out the words before I chickened out. “I love taking loads.” “Good boy. You like it when Devin breeds you.” Another statement, “you like feeling his cum inside you boy hole.” “Yes Sir.” “And you want more, isn’t that right?” “Yes.” I was growing a little bolder now. “How many loads have you taken in a day Sam?” “Four.” “Four, all from the same person?” “Yes, Devin.” “Have you ever taken more than one mans load in a day?” Color rose up my neck, “Once, a guy fucked me once in the afternoon and then I met another man in a bar that night and he bred me too.” “Good, very good. Now did Devin explain the what the interview process was like for our club?” “Not really, Sir. Just that there would be an interview, and that it was a good way of meeting people. Though,” I said quickly, “from the way he said it I feel like there’s much more to it than that.” The man laughed, “Just a bit.” He smiled a broad smile that lit up his whole face. “You see Sam, our club is a special one and we have to be sure that you’re the right fit. Its not just a club to meet guys who might fuck you. It is a club to meet guys who will fuck you. If you make it through the entire interview process Sam you will get more cock in your life than you will know what to do with. Does that sound like something that interests you?” “Yes,” my voice cracking just slightly. “Good, now Devin is a full member, he’s one of our switches, but he tells me you’re not much of a top.” “No, uh no, not really.” “So you’ll be interviewing as a bottom.” “Yeah, I guess so.” “Being a bottom is nothing to be ashamed of, bottoms are an important and integral part of our group. Now if you were interviewing as a top or a switch this is the moment where I would bring in one of our bottoms for you to demonstrate your skills with; however, as a bottom you will be demonstrating,” he got up from behind his desk and walked around to stand in front of me, “your talents by taking my fat cock.” He grabbed his growing bulge through his pants and I felt my cock twitch. “Now before we continue there is one thing I must tell you. In this club, until you are a full member every load goes in your hole, and if you become a member it is still strongly encouraged. Do you understand?” “Yes, Sir.” My mouth felt dry. “Good, now strip.” I stood up, my hands shaking a little. The man was very close to me now. I could smell his light but powerful man smell and it made me weak. I pulled my shirt off over my head exposing my lightly haired torso and reasonable body, my friends joked that I had the body of someone who loves the gym but also loves pizza and they weren’t wrong. I kicked off my shoes, and socks, then went to undo my pants. I took a deep breath and pushed them down exposing the white jock I was wearing. “A jock strap, interesting. Not what I was expecting from you boy.” I moved to take it off too and the man stopped me saying, “That you can leave on boy, you won’t be playing with your cock for a while.” With me now standing in just my jock, the man started to take off his clothes. He quickly pulled off his shoes and socks, then with more care he took his shirt off tossing it to the side. I stared at his broad chest, the thick mass of dark hair flecked with grey. His big round pink nipples stood out erect from the fur. He had the solid build of someone who worked out for strength not to look good. My cock was throbbing. He undid his jeans, and then slowly slid them down. I knew at once he wasn’t wearing any underwear and his pubes began to erupt from the fly of his pants right off. Suddenly his cock sprang up as his pants hit the floor and he stepped out of them. I almost didn’t believe my eyes. His cock was as thick as a beer can and probably seven inches long. My mouth watered and my hole twitched, my own six inch cock was throbbing. I had never wanted a man as much as I wanted the man in front of me. “You like what you see boy?” “Yes.” “Good, get on your knees boy and get it nice and wet. The only lube you’re getting is spit.” I fell to my knees and scrambled towards his cock. I licked around the broad flat head of his dick for a moment and then swallowed it deep. His hands grabbed the back of my head and forced his dick down my throat. “That’s it boy, swallow my cock. Get it covered with your throat juice so I can slide deep in you hole.” I couldn’t breathe, but I didn’t care. All I wanted was to have his cock inside of me. My nose was pressed deep in his pubes and his balls were bouncing off of my chin. The man growled as he fucked my throat, my cheeks starting to hurt as they stretched around his girth. I kept almost gagging as he forced his cock deep inside me. He didn’t care about that though, all he was focused on was getting his cock as far down my throat as he could. The lack of air getting to my brain made me weak. I felt myself just letting go, giving myself over. I was his. This man owned my body, I had no idea how true that would become. I have no idea how long he fucked my throat but spit and drool dripped from my chin coating his cock and balls completely when he finally pulled his dick from my mouth. I gasped for air, blinking up at him. He grabbed me under my arms and tossed me onto the desk chest first. My ass was now exposed and at the perfect height for fucking. If I had had any illusions of this being a tender fuck they went out the window when he kicked my feet apart and slapped his cock against my exposed hole. With one hand on my shoulder and the other on his cock, he lobbed a big glop of spit on my ass and then rubbed his cock head into it. I took a deep breath knowing what was about to happen and tried to relax into it. “You did great with the cock sucking, full marks. Now let’s see how you do taking my cock. Are you ready boy?” “Yes.” “Then tell me what you want” “I want your cock. I want you inside me! I want your load!” “Good boy.” He pressed his thick, flat cock head against my hole. The bluntness of his tip meant that my hole had to stretch almost to his full girth before he was even inside me an inch. It took a moment, and I was panting, pushing back as best I could, before he suddenly sunk what must have been almost halfway in. I shuddered and gasped, my breath coming in ragged burst. He let me get used to his cock for a moment, then dropped another big blob of spit onto his shaft and pushed further inside. This time he didn’t stop till his pubes were pressed tight against my ass. I was whimpering now. My hole had never had to stretch that fast before. It was exhilarating. “Fuck that’s a nice cunt. Warm and inviting, but it’s a little too tight for my liking, let’s see if we can’t do something about that.” After spitting one more time onto my stuffed hole he pulled his cock back, one hand on my ass the other between my shoulder blades holding me down. He pulled out slowly till it felt like just the tip was inside me and then with more force than the last time pushed his cock back in. He built up the speed pushing harder and harder into me each time. I grunted and whimpered as he worked his way to really pounding me. I pushed my ass back onto him, willing my hole to open up for him. “Good boy,” he said, slamming into me hard, “That hole is opening up into a nice loose pussy. Keep pushing it out just like that. Your cunt is never going to be the same boy.” “Please breed me Sir,” I practically shouted. “Oh I’m going to leave you dripping when I’m done turning this boy hole into a proper pussy. Don’t you worry.” He was hammering me now and I was shouting. The sound of his balls slapping against my taint filled the room. Sweat was pouring off of both of us. I felt like I stunk of sex and I loved it. I had done slutty things but felt like a new chapter. This man was judging me on how good of a bottom I was and I was determined to prove to him what a champion I was. I slammed my ass back against his thrusts making my ass clap even harder. His cock was bottoming out in me with every thrust. I alternated between pushing my hole open and trying to such him deeper and deeper. His breathing was starting to change and his pace become even more frenetic. He was getting close. My own cock, still stuffed in the pouch of my jockstrap was practically dripping with precum, but only half hard, all of my focus had shifted to this man and his cock. He was the only thing that mattered. “Spread your cheeks for me boy, I wanna see that pussy open up for me when I breed it.” I grabbed my cheeks with both hands and spread them as wide as I could. He pulled his cock completely out of my hole with a pop, and then slammed it back in again. His cock broke past my ring like that over and over again wrecking my hole. I was no longer pushing back against him. Apart from holding my cheeks apart my body had gone slack. “Im going to fill you boy.” “Please give me your load.” “Fucking take my load,” he groaned as he slammed his cock as deep as he could into me and kept it there as his balls pulled up and unloaded. His dick spasmed for what felt like ages pumping his load into me. He must have shot a gallon of cum for how long he twitched. Once his dick had stopped, he said “Stay just like that.” He pulled out slowly. I heard him grab something, heard the click of a phone camera, and then felt cold plastic on my hole. A butt plug, I knew that feeling Devin had done this to me before. My well fucked hole quickly accepted the plug inside and then held it firm. “Take a seat boy.” I straightened up and staggered to the chair I had been sitting in at the start of the interview. “You did well. Your hole bloomed into a nice pussy for me in good time. I can’t wait to see what you can do with more training.” He was back to being very businesslike, despite now being fully naked in his chair across the desk he had just bred me on. “You have made it to the next step of the interview. With each step you will learn a little more about what is expected of the bottoms in our group. You will then be tested to see if you can meet those expectations. If at any point you want to drop out you are more than welcome to do so, but know there are no second chances. Once you have said you can’t take it…” he trailed off, “but I cant see that happening with you. You can go home now. Keep the plug in your hole, and my load in your guts. You will receive a call in a few hours about the next part of your interview.” He turned to his computer ignoring me, and I realized it was time to leave. Feeling dirty and incredibly turned on I grabbed my clothes and left the room.

This story is a continuation of the one found here. “Kurt, I think I’m sick.” I called him that afternoon, as I was starting to feel gross at work. Achy. And my skin kind of hurt, which was a sure sign I was running a temperature. “Oh baby, I’m sorry!” he said, barely masking the giddiness in his voice. “And do you mean ‘sick’ sick? Like, do you think it’s the, um, you know… Flu?” I smirked a bit at this as I pictured how excited he probably looked at that very moment. “Yeah, stud. I think this is it.” “Awwww. You head home, and I’ll leave work early and take care of you. Gotta take care of my honeyhole!” “Yeah yeah. You say the sweetest things. See you later. I’ll probably be napping.” I hung up. I really did feel like hammered shit, which is exactly what I told my boss before heading home for the day. And by ‘home’ I mean Kurt’s place- which I guess technically was my place too, as I’d basically moved in almost immediately after our first weekend together. It was basically a done deal the instant we kissed in my car. And the fuck he threw me on Labor Day weekend sealed the deal. That first fuckfest saw him breeding me 4 times over a span of 6 hours and basically ruining my insides from all angles. The next morning, I shat so much cum (and a fair bit of blood) that I actually called him to the bathroom to witness his handiwork. Naturally, that turned him on and led to another round of me being used randily before breakfast. I had to beg him for prep time! With a fresh load of his DNA in me, we sat down to a breakfast of eggs and coffee, which he had thoughtfully prepared for us while I showered. And that’s where we said the “L” word to each other for the first time. We were sitting at his small breakfast table, eating in silence, bathed in bright morning sunlight. He looked so fucking hot in just his loose pajama bottoms with his hair all mussed up. He caught me staring and with his mouth still full said “Whut?” And I just shrugged and said, “Nothing. Just… I love you, is all.” That was the first time I’d officially said it to anybody. I was always worried that I would have to fake it, or just always do the “I love you too” thing. But no. This was easy. And I meant it completely. He beamed at me and then his face crumpled a little as he got a little emotional. “Wow. That is… just, so good to hear because… because I love YOU. I knew when you kissed me in your car after I bawled like a little bitch.” “I knew I loved you when you said ‘As you wish’ to me.” “Well, I knew I was into you when you yelled at me at the sex party. I was angry, ashamed, and sad all at the same time, which nobody has made me feel since Bo. So there were definite… feelings… there.” “Well, I knew I was hopelessly infatuated when you ‘mean girled’ me at the bar. Anyone able to eviscerate me with a mere look like that? Big feelings.” He chuckled and pointed his fork at me. “Oh, so is this a competition on who was into whom first now?” “Everything is a competition, bucko—and from where I’m sitting?” I gave him a long, slow, up and down appraisal. “I definitely won the big *cough* prize.” “It’s kind of amazing you’re able to sit at all, actually,” he said flippantly. And we laughed. The rest of Labor Day was spent talking and fucking, and ordering pizza as new couples do. Eventually I had to tap out, as my ass was raw and ruined and I was starting to fear that everything on the inside of me may just accidentally end up on the outside if I stood up quickly. But let me tell you. It was so fucking hot to take a nap with his cock lodged inside and his arms wrapped around me. I felt so taken care of that I completely zonked for like 2 hours. Until I awoke to his stiffening dick poking my spleen. Again. Eventually I drove him back to pick up his car which we had left at Tom’s house. We went our separate ways (briefly) so I could pick up some clothes and toiletries and meet him back at his. From there, Kurt and I rapidly settled into coupledom. Most of our meals were spent together. TV and movies on the couch. Sleeping together. Fucking. Kurt even got a family membership at his gym so we could work out together. It was all so disgustingly domestic and I loved it. Since Kurt’s condo was infinitely nicer than my shithole apartment, it naturally became our home base. I already had part of a closet and some drawers. All my valuables had been transferred over, and other than some occasional trips to show my neighbors what good gay sex sounded like or to pick up random items, I’d been at “our place” ever since. Which is where I found myself now, shivering, and under blankets on the couch. I took some ibuprofen, drank some juice, and curled up to watch some shitty daytime TV. The next thing I remember is feeling his lips (and stubble) on my forehead. “Hey babe, how you feeling?” he asked quietly. “Pretty meh,” I mustered. “Yeah, I remember what it was like. You’re most likely seroconverting now, and your body is gonna feel it.” “Maybe it’s just a cold. There’s been a lot of crap going around,” I offered, mainly to rile him up a little. “Are you suggesting that I’m not as fertile as I claimed to be?” he said in mock frustration. “Well, I dunno. It’s been almost two months with near daily breedings. Maybe your swimmers just can’t get me pregnant?” I shrugged nonchalantly. “You fucker,” he growled. “You’re gonna regret that.” * * I was feeling a touch better later that evening, after some soup and a long nap. I woke up on the couch, and Kurt was sitting in the chair across from me, naked, and watching me sleep. He was also slowly jacking that enormous meat of his. “Wakey, Wakey… time for snakey,” he sing-songed. I rolled my eyes. “Are you serious, coming at me with that? I’m tired and feeling gross. I probably have just enough energy to get in bed.” “Oh, we’re getting in bed alright,” he stated. “That’s where I’m going to fuck you. It’s been two days and I need to empty these nuts.” “Stud, I don’t know if I….” I started. He cut me off. “This isn’t a request. I AM going to fuck you. You’re converting. You know it. I know it. And I want to put one more fat, poz load in your guts to seal the deal.” His amber eyes had that dark glitter about them, so I knew he was in full sex mode at this point and would not be dissuaded. So I hauled my ass off the couch, popped 3 more ibuprofen, and headed to the bathroom to prepare myself. When I walked into the bedroom, I was expecting that porn would be going, and the sling to be up and ready. But no. Soft music was playing and the room was lit by several electric candles scattered about to give the space ambiance. He was standing next to the bed, all shy looking. In the center of the bed was a towel with a single red rose on it. Naturally the lube and poppers were handy too. “What’s all this?” I asked, confused. “This will be our anniversary, so I wanted it to be special,” he said kind of sheepishly. “I thought our anniversary was the day before labor day... When we first got together?” “Well, that’s one anniversary, yeah,” he said. “But tonight will be the anniversary of when we become joined by a bond that can’t be broken and you become mine forever.” Even in my not-feeling-so-great state, hearing him talk like this was doing it for me. I felt myself boning up and feeling that need for seed. I walked over to where he stood and looked up at him expectantly. He kissed me then, and just like it had done since the very beginning, it electrified my senses. “Tonight is all about you, babe,” he said. And he proceeded to kiss down my body, slowly. And then he engulfed my swollen dick with his mouth. This was a bit of a different side of Kurt, and I wasn’t sure where it was all going. I mean, I was most comfortable in the roll of “bottom cumdump”. I get off on guys just using me selfishly for their pleasure. Being used as a hole is what turns ME on most- the more degrading the better. A guy just using me as a human fleshlight will make my toes curl every time, and if he verbally degrades me during I’ll most likely cum no handed. So having Kurt be the attentive one was definitely throwing me off a little, but I decided to go with it. After sucking me a good long while, he slowly spun me around, bent me over the bed, and started eating my ass. This was also something he rarely did- as it was typically my job to eat his. But I fucking love being rimmed, and his stubble and stache grating against my hole were lighting me up like a Christmas tree. Pretty soon I was begging for his dick to be inside me. I got pretty insistent about it, which earned a huff of a laugh into my twitching butthole. “Ok, buckaroo, I can see what you need,” he smiled as I crawled to the middle of the bed. I smelled the rose before flinging it to a nightstand. “Woses… how owdinawy,” I said, doing my best Madeline Kahn. He genuinely laughed at this and favored me with one of his megawatt smiles. “You are so fucking corny- I love you.” “I know,” I said with a smirk. “It WAS a red rose after all.” “Yes. Red. For Love… and blood,” he growled, his eyes hooded and gleaming. “I need your dick in my mouth. Now,” I commanded. I figured if this was all about me tonight, I was gonna be a bossy bottom. “As you wish,” he quipped, as he maneuvered himself to present his massive tool for my enjoyment. Kurt’s cock really was just about the biggest I’d ever seen. I may have sucked a couple bigger ones in my day (some longer, some thicker) but his was definitely at the farthest end of the bell curve. It was like a true 9, and also very girthy. Straight and hard, with a darker, ruddy flared head on it. The shaft was almost the same thickness for the entire length- like a thicker can of red bull. But there was a magic spot about an inch and a half down from the head, where the shaft bulged ever so slightly thicker. This is what made his cock special. The way that thicker portion tugged out on my hole when fucking me, or feeling it just push past my second ring… fuck. It was absolute heaven in flesh form. I worshipped his meat with my mouth as best I could. I’ll fully admit, I’m a terrible cock sucker. I do it, but mainly just to get the cock wet for my ass. I have a terrible gag reflex and my jaw and neck always get tired doing it. But feeling his cockhead lodging in my throat definitely got my engine revving. Taking additional advantage of the “it’s all about me” night, I decided that I was going to ride his cock for something new. I know, right? Sex for two months, and I hadn’t ridden his cock yet? Outlandish! But yeah, we never had. I’m a big fan of doggy and/or sling fucks (again—I like being used) and Kurt was only too happy to oblige me in this regard as he was definitely an alpha top ass-user. I mean, I’d been on my back on the bed a bit, and on my side and stomach. But it was all where Kurt was in control of it all. I pulled my mouth off his cock, grabbed the lube, and started slathering his cock (and my hole) while he lay there, his hands still behind his head. He made a move to get up and I shook my head and pushed him back down gently. He looked at me quizzically, but quickly cottoned on when I started moving up to straddle him. “Well, this is… different,” he said, a bit unsure. “All about me, remember big guy?” I said as I positioned his head at my hole. I took a big hit of poppers and got ready. “As you… OH!” he said, as I slammed myself all the way down on his dick. It hurt. My god it hurt like hell to do it like that! And his head was wedged up against my second ring which was DEFINITELY not open yet. But I wanted it to hurt. I also wanted to show him I could take him and take my pleasure from him. I paused with him in me, my eyes squeezed shut in a grimace, sweat beading on my forehead. “Jesus, bud, you ok?” He said with some genuine concern. “This is our anniversary, so we better make this count.” I gritted out. I hit the spray poppers next, and slowly started to fuck myself on his prong. By about the third stroke, I was able to pop him into my second ring, and I left it there for a minute as I milked him with my hole. He growled in appreciation as I knew he would, and I bent down to kiss him. I loved kissing him as I was fully impaled on him! We fucked like this for awhile. I was getting quite the leg and hip workout riding up and down for that full length. He was assisting me by having his meaty hands at my hips, helping to lift me up and pulling me down. Occasionally he would reach up to flick my nipples, knowing this would send my hole into a milking frenzy on his dick. He could sense I was getting tired though, so eventually he pulled me down to a kiss, and then slowly worked me onto my back. It was time for me to be used, and I started to tell him so. “Sir, I need….” He loved it when I called him Sir. “Shhhhh,” he interrupted me. “I know. Don’t you think I know what you need by now?” He moved the pillow from behind my head and spread my legs a bit. He cupped his hands at my knee pits so he could push my legs down and out. And then he started to drill my hole. Hard. I was in full fuckpig mode at this point, so there was nothing but pleasure for me in his wrecking my cunt. His cock was making the heavens open up when he went deep, and the tug on my hole was tingling all my nerve endings. And all that meat in between was like a Mack truck driving across my prostate. He was going to force my load out no-handed again… it was just a matter of time. I just hope I could hold out as long as him. Eventually he got my knees up on his shoulders so he could really piston into me with his full weight. I cupped my hands around the back of his neck so I could stare at him as he wrung his pleasure from me. “Cum in me, sir. Please. Please, sir,” I begged. “I’m getting so close, bud. Gonna knock up that sweet ass of yours once and for all,” he grunted. “Gonna make you mine. You’re gonna be mine forever after this.” He was really fucking me with everything he had now. I could feel his cock getting that little extra bit harder that he did right before he came. I knew all of his tells now. I waited until I could see the orgasm in his eyes. “Until death do us part,” I whispered. With a loud “FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!” he unleashed his toxic seed deep inside me. He made sure to plant his cock all the way to the hilt so I could feel his head pulsing up past my second ring because he knew I liked that the best. When his orgasm subsided, he noticed I hadn’t cum yet. So without me having to ask, he got his hands in my knee pits again, and started fucking me slowly with his still hard cock. He stared at me intently as he did this. Then he started his verbal assault. “You liked that, didn’t you, you fuckin pig? You liked me leaving a fucking cumload deep in that cunt of yours? That filthy fucking pig cunt? You’re just a fuckin hole to me, you know that? I just say all the love crap to keep you hot for my dick. You’re nothing but a fucking cum receptacle. A hole. A cock socket. You exist to get my dick off. And guess what, you stupid fucker? I’m POZ! You just got filled with a dirty fuckin load. I’m grinding that toxic seed into your ass walls. Hope you like getting pozzed up you stupid fucking….” “UGGGGGGGHHHHHH!” I cried, as my first volley of cum spattered my chest and chin. Several more spurts came afterward, as I unloaded my balls everywhere. He kept fucking me slowly to push out every drop. I shook with ecstasy every time his cock pushed deep. He buried himself in me, and then started playing with my nipples. It was almost more than I could bear and my asshole danced like mad on his dick. “Fuck, you’re gonna milk out another one!” he warned. Without pulling out, he worked me onto my hands and knees, and started throwing the dick to me again. Hard and fast. As I had already cum, I was kind of in “exit only” mode, but I also knew I wanted to get him off again. So I hit the poppers hard and let him have me. I do my best bottoming work doggy, and have been known to pull the load out of a guy with my ass skills. So I set to working and milking and gripping my hole on him, all while throwing my ass back to meet his thrusts. It was not long before I was treated to a long, guttural grunt and the quick throb of his cock inside me, signaling that I had just done my job successfully yet again. This time, when he was finished, he pulled out slowly and then smacked his wet dick on my ass. We collapsed in a heap on the bed. As we cuddled later, and as I was starting to drift off, he said, “You know I didn’t really mean that bit about…” “Shhhh,” I interrupted. “Being in love means never having to say you’re sorry for things said to get your cock socket to cum no handed.” “Dork,” he chuckled. * * About a week later when I was basically back to feeling like myself, Kurt suggested that it might be time for me to get to the doctor. “Just to confirm our suspicions, you know. For the sake of science,” he said. “You just want to know if your track record is still intact, you sick fuck,” I said jokingly. “I’ll call and set up something for next week or so.” “Keep me posted,” he hummed happily. I was masking my feelings pretty well around Kurt and I kept up my typical jovial banter, but inwardly I was concerned. Concerned and worried and nervous and scared and a whole lot of other emotions. Ok, so maybe I had technically been ‘bug chasing’ in a matter of speaking, but it wasn’t really about that. It was more about getting Kurt, not about getting sick. He just happened get off on pozzing guys, so that was the tradeoff I decided to make. And it was indeed my decision, one which I fully embraced. I chose to let him breed me that first time, to give him what he wanted. I could have done the day after treatment, but I chose not to. And I also chose—repeatedly—to let him try to convert me through almost daily breeding sessions. But now, after having a week of fever and chills, it suddenly became real. Like REAL real. Like “what have I done” real. Was it worth it? Was Kurt worth it? What would happen next? I found myself worrying about healthcare for the first time in my life. And job security. And HIV stigma. And medication cost. And side effects. And sickness. I knew I needed to find out early in order to get started on a pill regimen if I was positive, but I didn’t want to take that first step yet. But the ‘what happens next’ question also applied to other aspects of my life moving forward. And would I be moving forward with Kurt. Was there even an ‘us’? I know Kurt said he wanted to convert me so that we could be together forever, but I couldn’t help but wonder if he was really serious about that. And all this is what paralyzed me and kept me from setting up a doctor’s appointment. These thoughts were consuming my brain every minute of the day and causing me to spiral down the rabbit hole of unknowns. I was unfocused at work and I wasn’t sleeping well. And I was really starting to get depressed. At home, I was becoming quiet and lethargic. I was even starting to beg off going to the gym with Kurt (which I normally enjoyed). I mean, who wouldn’t want to go watch their boyfriend in tight gym clothes, lifting weights, getting all sweaty and making other boys drool? Anyway, I managed to keep Kurt at bay for an additional two weeks or so, with flimsy excuses as to why I hadn’t gone to the doctor yet. I was tired. I had to work. The holidays had me down. There weren’t any appointments before Thanksgiving. Let’s wait till December between the holidays. Finally, Kurt started losing his patience with me. “Dude, you need to get tested,” he grumbled. “Don’t make me withhold sex from you.” “HA! As if you could say no to all this,” I laughed, while gesturing to myself. I was desperately trying to deflect where this conversation was headed. “C’mon. We need to know. YOU need to know. You aren’t scared about it or anything, are you?” he goaded. “No, I’m not scared,” I lied. “Then why haven’t gone in? It’s seriously like 10 minutes and done. Easy peasy.” “There just hasn’t been a good time for me,” I said weakly. Kurt gave me ‘the look’ over the tops of his gold frame 70’s aviator frame glasses that made him look like a porn star. “Do it. Before this weekend.” “Oh Yes SIR,” I saluted. As much as he liked me calling him Sir, he did NOT like it when I used it sarcastically. This earned me an exasperated sigh and a ‘time out’ until dinner. And as you can probably guess, the end of the week rolled around and I still hadn’t gotten tested. Kurt had actually been good and not brought up the subject since our little spat earlier in the week. He also let me mope about without peppering me with more questions. I figured he was finally giving me space, which was nice of him. And he definitely had NOT withheld on the sex, thank God, although the volume was way down, which added to my fears, as Kurt basically needed sex daily. Still, I’d been pretty quiet and introspective all week and it didn’t go unnoticed. When I got home on Friday, I found him waiting for me expectantly. “Get changed, Eyore. I’m taking you out on a date,” he said. Perhaps this is what I needed to help get my mind off things. So, I did as I was instructed and got ready. As I was choosing what to wear I called out, “Where are we going?” “Nowhere fancy, just the usual. But wear the 501’s. I wanna show off my boyfriend’s hot ass.” Oh yes sir, I thought and smiled for the first time all week. We hopped in his car, and he reached over and held my hand as we drove. We listened to music and I just let him drive and was happy. But then I noticed we were not exactly going to our typical restaurant areas. “Babe, where exactly are we going?” I said, as I started to get alarmed. “Um… ok. Don’t be mad,” he started. “Hearing the words ‘don’t be mad’ is basically a surefire way to make me mad. What did you do?” I clapped back. “I made us an appointment at my doctor,” he came clean. Suddenly I felt like a dog that had been promised a car ride only to discover it was a trip to the Vet. “Jesus, you’re unbelievable!” I spat. “I just KNEW you wouldn’t do it yourself, so I’m making it happen. We’re doing this and getting it over with. My doctor is very cool and supportive and it’ll be painless. And I’m going with you to be there for you, no matter what,” he stated loudly and with finality. I sulked in the seat next to him with my arms crossed and refused to look at him. I know I was being a petulant child about it all, but I don’t think I can accurately describe just how much my stomach was in knots at that moment. My guts basically turned to liquid and I nearly started hyperventilating as it felt like we were speeding along to my execution. We rolled up to his doctor’s office, where we were obviously the last appointment of the day as the lot was basically empty. The doctor greeted us the moment we were in the door. “Hey, I was almost beginning to give up on you guys,” he said congenially as he hugged Kurt. “Hi, I’m Doctor Stone, but you can call me Doc. Most everyone does.” He shook my hand. Kurt had a very good relationship with his doctor all things considered, which is how he wangled this appointment even without me being a patient. At least not yet. Doctor Stone was gay and about 60, and admittedly a stone-cold fox. He had silver hair and a full beard, and was definitely rocking a great body beneath a very snug smock. Kurt told me that he frequently participated in triathelons and he had even been a Mr. Leather a couple years prior. The good doctor even took 3rd overall at IML—which I could totally see after meeting him in person. And while I don’t think the doc knew ALL of Kurt’s… proclivities… he definitely appeared to have his finger on the pulse of the gay community, specifically the leather/kink community. Having a hot, built, gay, leatherdaddy doctor though was not necessarily going to make this any easier for me. If anything, I was now also feeling shame and embarrassment on top of my fears. “Where’s your staff?” I asked. “Oh, they’ve left for the day. For what you’re here for, I can do all the work—if that’s ok,” he said earnestly. I nodded. “Kurt, why don’t you wait here for us, and I’ll just take him on back. We’ll get you when we’re done,” the Doc said. So Kurt sat down in the waiting room, and started playing on his phone. I followed the Doc back, butterflies jackhammering in my guts. We got back to the exam room and he sat me down. He sat down too, smiled warmly, and he took my hand. “I want you to know that no matter what the results, it’s going to be ok. YOU are going to be ok. You know that, right?” he patted my hand comfortingly. “This is just knowledge, and knowledge is power.” I nodded and swallowed thickly. “So, do you know if you’ve been exposed to HIV?” he asked, even though I was pretty sure he knew the answer. “Yes,” I answered quietly. “I mean, yes I know I’ve been exposed.” He nodded. “And, do you think you might be HIV positive?” he enquired. “Yes,” I answered again. “Why do you think that?” “Well, Doc. I got pretty sick with kind of a flu-like illness about a month ago. And I’d been, um, having lots of unprotected sex before that.” And while I was deliberately obtuse about exactly with whom I’d been having the sex, I was pretty sure the good Doctor knew. The Doc nodded. “Ok then. I’m going to do two tests—one is the quick oral swab test. The other will be the blood antibody test. I’ll go ahead and draw the blood, as I can get that test going as the confirmatory sample.” And then the Doc set about to work. He swabbed my mouth and found a good vein and drew some blood. When he was done, he stood up. “Now I’m going to process these—it won’t take long. Just wait here. And remember what I said. Everything is going to be ok, kiddo.” And with a wink and a warm smile, he left me to wait. * * After what felt like an eternity, the Doctor came back in. I tried to read his face, but couldn’t. My guess is that he’d learned to school his expression after doing hundreds of these tests. He sat down across from me again. I almost couldn’t breathe. “Your oral test came back positive for HIV,” he stated. “Oof, way to pull that bandaid right off, Doc,” I said, a warm dizziness rushing over me. “The second test will confirm it shortly, but I wanted to start preparing you for the outcome. How are you feeling at this moment?” He asked with care in his eyes. “I… don’t know? A little shocked and sad maybe? Although if I’m being honest, I’m not surprised given my recent behavior. I think deep down I knew that was always going to be the outcome. But I don’t think I’m fully grasping the reality of it all yet. But I mean, I’m not gonna burst into tears or off myself anything, if that’s what you were getting at.” The Doctor smiled good-naturedly. “That was a good answer. I know it’s a lot to take in, even if you had a sneaky feeling you might be HIV positive. And even if you may have… deliberately… been acting in a manner contrary to being safe. It’s always a bit of a shock to hear the words spoken aloud. I mean, I still remember when I got my diagnosis 20 years ago.” “Wait. You’re poz?” I asked, somewhat startled. “I am. It’s very well managed, as it has been for two decades. I’m undetectable and very healthy. Just as you can be once on meds. Like I said, kiddo, you will be just fine regardless.” “It seems weird that a gay Doctor of your… generation… who treats gay men is HIV positive, given all your expertise and training and the AIDS crisis and stuff,” I said. He looked at me deeply. “I may be a Doctor, but I’m human too. I think people tend to forget that last part. And I’m a gay human, with very strong sexual urges and questionable decision-making skills in certain scenarios. Much like you, I’d wager. Honestly though, I choose to view myself as lucky. I’m healthy, and I feel that being positive gives me a better understanding of what it all means, so that I can treat my patients with empathy a greater level of care. I can also draw on my own sexual history in order to be non-judgmental. My goal is to be there for my patients. To listen and be a good medical provider. So, a guy can tell me he’s a barebacking cumslut who gets off on taking dirty loads, and it doesn’t phase me one bit.” He was looking at me intently as he said this last bit. I blushed strongly at his words. “Well, as you may have guessed I’m not exactly an angel…” I said. “Been there, done that, got charged and have the receipts,” he chuckled. And instantly I was more at ease and the knot in my guts started to relax a bit. “I’m going to go check your other test and I’ll be right back.” And he was off again. The Doc came back a few minutes later and it was confirmed. I was now officially HIV+. It still didn’t quite feel real to me, and my head was swimming a bit, but I also felt lighter than I had in months. Like a weight had been lifted. The doc and I chatted a bit more and he offered me his services as a primary physician. I told him I’d like that very much. He told me to call soon to set up an appointment when I was ready where we could discuss treatment options. The good Doctor walked me back out front. As soon as we stepped into the waiting room, Kent was on his feet, looking at me expectantly. I decided to be a bit mean. “Down boy, it was a false alarm,” I said with a smile. The look on Kurt’s face was priceless. He tried to smile and not show his bitter disappointment, and he failed miserably at both. I knew I was going to let him off the hook eventually, but not just yet. And not here in front of his doctor. “Thanks, Doc for taking this extra time out of a Friday for me,” I said genuinely. “Any time,” he said. “Now you two have a fun evening. Oh, need any condoms? They’re free.” He grabbed a basket off the reception desk and waived them at us. I took one to be nice, and the Doc winked at me conspiratorially. “And Kurt- it’s about time you visited for a checkup, don’t you think?” Kurt promised to visit in the next few weeks. They hugged goodbye, and the doc whispered something to him. Kurt nodded sheepishly. Then he grabbed my hand as we headed out. * * After the Doctor’s visit, he took me to my favorite place- Tres Gattos. A little dive Mexican cantina off the beaten path that had killer margs, damn good queso and burritos the size of your head. We sat in the booth and ordered our usual, and I found Kurt to be a bit quieter than normal. “What’s up, Buttercup?” I asked, wanting to watch him squirm a bit longer. “Oh, nothing,” he said sullenly. “Dude, cut the crap. You’re upset about something. What is it? You upset I’m still neg?” “Um, Yeah, actually. And I feel bad for feeling upset about it, ok? I should be glad you’re still ok. But damnit, I was SO sure you were gonna be! I was positive we had an anniversary to celebrate, pun intended. I… I even had a gift ready for you,” he said, eyes downcast. “You’ve been ‘gifting’ me for awhile now, stud,” I quipped. I thought for sure he’d chuckle at my “gift” joke. Instead he just sighed and looked at me like a sad puppy. “Can I ask what the gift is?” I said hopefully. Quietly he reached into his pocket and pulled out a small box. A fucking RING box. And if THAT didn’t just make me feel like the prize asshole of the century. “Duuuuuude,” I exhaled. “Whutdafuk is that?” “Go ahead… open it,” he said glumly. I opened it slowly, and my heart kind of stuttered a bit. Inside was a Claddagh ring. Gold. I just sat there with the open box in my hand, starting at it. “There’s an inscription, too,” he said. I picked it up, and inside the band it said: Forever mine, 11/5/18. Our anniversary date. The supposed date of my conversion. I put the ring back in the box, closed it, and set it on the table. Jesus he was going to be mad. “Ok, so don’t be mad…” I started. His eyes snapped up to mine. “When you say “don’t be mad” that’s a surefire way to make me mad,” he said dangerously. “Um… so, back at the Doc’s office? I may have, um… fibbed… a little? About my diagnosis? Kind of?” He stared at me blankly, his jaw slack. “Because I am. Um. Positive.” “You’re positive,” he said flatly. “Yes. I’m quite positive that I’m… positive. So… surprise?” I said through a toothy, tight smile. He looked at me for probably a good 10 seconds before “Why the fuck would you DO that?” Yeah, he was kinda pissed. “Oh, I don’t know,” I whispered hotly. “Maybe because my boyfriend hijacked me to a doctor’s appointment after promising a date night?” “Dude! I cannot even. Just… dude.” He said shaking his head. “I thought you’d be happier to hear that we’re pregnant,” I said with a sigh. Kurt just gave me his ‘over-the-glasses’ look again, appraising me quietly. (He was wearing his glasses more now, because he knew how the gold frames highlighted his honey-amber eyes, and how much the 70’s porn stud look turned me on). Even pissed at me, he was so goddamn sexy. He was not going to make this easy. “Here. Let’s do this again,” I said as I slid the ring back across the table. “It’s really very nice and very sweet. I promise to act surprised when you give it to me. Here, take it.” He snatched up the ring box and stashed it in his pocket again. “Nope. I don’t think I want to give it to you now,” he said with a sniff. “I better get that ring. Don’t make me withhold sex from you.” “HA! As if you could say no to all this,” he said pointing to his crotch. A small smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. “You know I hate it when you quote me back to me,” I grumbled, crossing my arms. “Oh I know,” he said smugly as he popped a chip in his mouth. We locked eyes over the table, and I could tell that he wasn’t pissed at me anymore. He was now just toying with me, because he could. And because he knew that I secretly liked verbal sparring very much. His eyes were dark and glittery again, and I could read his mind like it was a large print book. “Guess I’m just gonna have to make it up to you somehow,” I said with as much wicked innuendo as I could muster. I downed my margarita in about 3 gulps and then very slowly licked the salt off the rim. His eyes were glued to my tongue the entire time. Then I stood up and announced that I needed to go to the bathroom. As I got out of the booth, I made a show of dropping my wallet accidentally, and bent over slowly to retrieve it. I could almost feel the heat of his gaze boring a hole through my 501’s. Because I know Kurt and what date night can mean, I prepped my ass as part of getting dressed for our date. I also brought a small bottle of lube, because you just never know when or where we may go at it hammer and tongs. Which made our sex life all the more exciting. The men’s room at Tres Gattos was just about what you’d expect. Terra cotta tile floor, cheap Mexican tile on the walls. It was a two-holer, a urinal and a toilet, both just open, and a small counter with a sink. It was definitely not the cleanest bathroom, and there was always a stale beer piss smell in the air. And naturally there was also a lock on the door. We had made use of this lock before. I had my pants dropped to my ankles while I stood at the urinal, my ass lubed for him. I actually did have to piss, so I was just finishing that as he came in. I didn’t flush. I just stood and waited as he locked the door. “I told Jorge we’d be back to the table in a few and to keep our food warm for us,” Kurt whispered as he came up behind. Jorge was our favorite cute, gay waiter with whom we loved to flirt. I think Jorge had a little thing for me, which made Kurt a wee bit jealous. Which I loved. Jorge also knew what was up, so he took good care of us. And we tipped generously. “Now about that ring,” I said as I lubed up Kurt’s dick. Kurt really gets off on public sex, of course. Hell, the first time I met him he was knocking up a guy in a bathroom at our local gay bar! When we’re at home, he takes his sweet time in cumming. He can almost go indefinitely, but he’s good about sensing when I am almost about out of patience for the load. Now, the nice thing for me with the public sex is that Kurt cums fairly easily. He knows we have to be expeditious with it, so it’s all about the hot, dirty, pump n dump scene. I figured I could get a quick load from him this time, especially with the ace up my sleeve. I arched my back and leaned my chest forward to the urinal. I could smell the rank piss which admittedly was turning me on as his huge cockhead pushed into me. I worked my ass on him as we worked him in past the thick part. He grabbed my hips and started in with quick, shallow thrusts. It was all I could do to relax without my usual poppers, but the scene was turning me on too. I definitely liked knowing I could flash my ass and get him to breed me anytime, anywhere. I started to work my hole on his cock, and he snarled appreciatively. Mindful of Jorge and our food, I decided to play my ace. “I guess you did it after all,” I said. “Did what?” he grunted. “You finally knocked me up. Those poz swimmers of yours finally took. Yeah, fuck my newly poz cunt, sir. YOU did that. It’s yours. You put your stamp in it, and now I’m toxic too! That dirty fucking DNA is in me forever now. Yeah, sir! Add to my viral load! Do it! Give this cumdump another fithy fuckload!” “Ugggghhhh!” he grunted quietly as his dick started throbbing inside me. “Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” he whispered, his forehead resting against me as he parked his dick and emptied himself. Now, one of the best things about the pump n dump stand up sex with Kurt is that he’s NOT all the way up in my colon when he cums. Don’t get me wrong, I LIVE for that. But I also like this. Here he’s only about halfway in with his dick, so I really feel the spurts of his load. I also tend to feel really greasy-wet and full afterward. It’s hot as hell. It’s also a crapshoot (pun intended) to see if I can keep it all in me, or if it starts to leak out. Once he was spent, he pulled out and a bit of his load leaked out and started to run down the back of my thigh. I scooped it up, and fingered it back into my hole. He grabbed a wet paper towel and tossed it to me, and then he grabbed another and cleaned himself off. We then made ourselves presentable, washed up, and headed back to the table where Jorge had left us two fresh margaritas. I sat in the booth with a satiated smile on my face. I kept staring at Kurt, and he kept staring right back at me, half smiling. “I don’t know if that quite makes up for things,” he said, “but here. For you.” He pulled out the ring box again and slid it across the table. “For ME? Well I DECLARE!” I drawled while blinking rapidly and fanning myself. He laughed and groaned simultaneously. “Oh Jesus, just try the stupid thing on already.” I took it out of the box, smiled, and handed it to him. “If you liked it then you shoulda put a ring on it,” I sang quietly, as I flourished my hand. He slid it on my right ring finger- the heart facing me, not outward, to show that my heart was taken. And it fit perfectly, and I stared at it appreciatively. “Where’s yours?” I asked. “One cannot buy a claddagh ring for oneself, it’s bad luck,” he said dismissively as if everyone knew this. “So I guess you’ll be expecting a blowjob later,” I grimaced. “Blowies for jewelry is an age old understanding between men and their bitches,” he smiled. “Careful there,” I cautioned. And he flashed me his big, dimpled smile, knowing I would swoon. It completely worked, the bastard. Jorge came back then with our food then. He smiled knowingly and asked if we had washed up and if he needed to perhaps tidy up the men’s room? We assured him that we left it just fine. He joked that perhaps he should put a camera in there, just to make sure the customers were being safe. “Oh, we’re never safe,” we told him in unison. I then mentioned that I was ‘embarazada’ now, and how he blushed at that! But I also saw a distinct, hefty tenting in his black trousers, as he left us to our meals. “If you keep being mean to me, I can always give Jorge my ass,” I suggested. Kurt growled. “Not if he knows what’s good for him. There’s a ring on that shit. It’s MINE now.” I laughed and we finished our meals and hand another margarita apiece. Jorge was lovely and I enjoyed making him blush a couple more times. We made sure to leave an even larger tip than usual before heading home. * * Later that night in bed, I played with the ring on my finger and my mind was whirring a million miles an hour. I was too keyed up to sleep. Kurt was spooning me (I was almost always little spoon) and I guess he picked up on my restlessness. He shifted and rested his head right up at my neck. “What’s going on, bud?” he asked quietly. “Nothing. Just can’t sleep. Probably the burrito baby kicking,” I lied. I just didn’t think I was ready to unload all my crazy thoughts onto him. “Mmm-hmmm,” he said and he squeezed me a bit tighter. He let me stew and simmer a bit longer before he spoke again. “We haven’t talked about it yet. You testing positive, I mean. I guess we cleverly distracted ourselves with sex when we got home. But I know it has to be weighing heavily on you. It’s weighing on me too. So… talk to me, Goose. What’s going on in that delightfully chaotic brain of yours.” I lay quietly as I tried to decide what I wanted to say that wouldn’t freak him out. I eventually decided to downplay it a bit. “I’m just… processing it all. You know? Wondering what happens next. Where my life goes from here. What it all means. Just tiny, insignificant shit like that.” “Baby, your life isn’t going to change that much- trust me. You are going to be fine. And I’m going to be right here with you through thick and thin,” He said confidently. “Will you, though?” I pondered aloud. Which as soon as it left my mouth I knew to be a mistake. “What do you mean by that?” Kurt asked, a slight edge in his voice. I scooched away from him and took a deep breath before speaking into the darkness. “Are you happy? Happy that I’m positive and that you are the one infected me?” I asked in a soft voice. He was quiet for a minute before answering. “Maybe… yes? Kind of? But I’m sad, too. Or melancholy about it. And scared, too a bit. It’s a whole mixture of things. I’m sure the Germans have some sort of compound word for it.” “What happens now that you knocked me up?” I said. “What do you mean “what happens now”? “I mean, what happens to me? To us?” “We live happily ever after?” he suggested. “I’m serious, Kurt,” I said, moving myself to the edge of the bed in self-imposed isolation. “I dunno. I’m not sure I understand what you’re asking me.” Oh god. There was a leak in the dyke and everything was starting to pour out of me, unchecked. “Like, because the chase is done, what happens to me now? What’s to become of me? I mean, what’s the point of fucking me anymore because I already caught the bug, right? Am I some sort of “pig”malion that you dump back in the gutter so you can find another negative conquest to dickmatize and infect?” “Whoa whoa whoa! DickmaWHAT? Where’s this coming from?” he said alarmed. I was still turned away from him in the dark and my agitation level had risen dramatically now. I spoke the fears in my heart into the darkness. “Kurt, I don’t know what you can possibly see in me now. The one thing I had to offer you, my negative virginity, is gone. Kaput. So what’s my value to you? Certainly it’s not my hole, as you can find one of those anywhere. And I’m just a stupid boy with a stupid crush who was stupid enough to let you infect me and now I’m going to be dumped and nobody will date me because I’m tainted goods so I’ll be doomed to spend the rest of my life alone and I’ll die one of those big city deaths where nobody knows I’m gone until the stench drifts into the hallway.” I was almost hyperventilating now. “You regret becoming HIV positive?” he asked point blank. I didn’t answer. I didn’t know exactly how to answer him yet. “Oh my god. Do you resent me?” he asked in a panic. “What? I don’t…” I sort of fumbled. “You just told me you were stupid for letting me infect you. Do. You. Resent. Me?” he stated, very pointedly. Again I didn’t answer immediately. “Oh jesus. You do. So it’s just a matter of time, then. The resentment will fester and then you’ll leave me. Maybe not like Bo did, but you will. Jesus. I’ve ruined another life and another chance. How fucked up is this?” he laughed bitterly as he rolled away from me. And now it was my turn to panic more. Kurt was starting to shut down, which was not good. “Kurt… it isn’t… Ugh. This is why I didn’t want to get tested. Or talk about all this because my brain isn’t ready for this yet.” “Whatever,” he sighed. “Message received. Loud and clear.” “Whoa. Now you hold the fuck up for one minute. I just went through a life-altering diagnosis today, so I think I’ve earned a little leeway here,” I said, getting snippy. “I’m sorry if I haven’t processed everything into coherent, easily digestible soundbites for your consumption.” Kurt didn’t say anything. “Ok, since my brain is on the fritz at the moment, I’m just gonna go full open kimono on you,” I said. “Open kimono? Really?” I could hear a tinge of amusement in his voice. “It means…” I started. “I know what it means, slugger. It was just… odd… to hear boardroom speak in the middle of our heart to heart.” “It still applies. Kind of. So. I’m just going to go ahead and do something I never do. Which is lay bear my heart. Regardless of the outcome. And you’re going to let me, because I deserve it.” Kurt was still rolled away from me and he didn’t say anything. But I could tell he was waiting intently. “Kurt? I’m kind of a mess at the moment. I’m a jumble of emotions, but fear is the dominating one right now. And it isn’t fear about HIV so much… it’s more fear of losing you.” “Baby! I told…” he started as he rolled over to face me. “Shhhhhh,” I admonished. “I’m nowhere near done yet.” He scooched closer until our knees touched under the covers. “Do I regret getting HIV? Yeah, kinda, if I’m being honest. But only because it complicates shit. Life would be probably a whole lot easier if we were both neg and on prep and free to be our slutty fucking piggy selves. But that isn’t our story. So the poz thing was the price I had to pay in order to keep you. So I paid it. And no, I don’t resent you for it.” “I really like you, Kurt. And I… I love you. Like Head over heels love. Hopelessly and helplessly. And I really like what we’re… doing. I totally like being your… hole. And I’m pretty sure you like me being that for you. But part of my fear is that this is all I really am to you.” “Baby, that’s not…” he started to protest. I cut him off by putting my hand on his mouth briefly. “Kurt… To me, you’re… everything. You are all and you are more. You’ve become so important in my life so quickly that it scares the everloving fuck out of me. I’ve never felt this way about anyone. Ever. I look at you and you’re so beautiful that it hurts. Literally physically hurts. My chest gets tight and I can’t breathe sometimes. You’re like this hotter, builter, sexier mustachioed version of Henry Cavil and I can’t even. Seeing your body- in or out of clothes- gives me butterflies. When I see your dimples, my knees get weak. Your touch is like an electric shock on my skin. Your gaze makes me shiver. And when you blast me with your full smile? I can’t hold a single coherent thought in my head.” “So, you like me for my body and my mustache,” he sighed. “Not done talking,” I chastised. “And yes. Physically you crank me to 11. But it goes way beyond your physical charms. You make me laugh. You make me want to make YOU laugh. I want to talk with you and explore with you. I love just sitting with you quietly. You make me feel taken care of. I’m comfortable around you and I finally feel like my true self. My darker self. And when you hold me, I feel safe. As I think about all this and it feels like a crazy dream.” He reached out and grabbed my hands under the covers and held them. “And I’m terrified,” I whispered, “that one day you’ll wake up and just decide I’m not worth it and ditch me to find a better hole. Or worse, grow tired of me and start treating me with utter indifference. Seeing you look at me again like I’m worthless… like you did in the bar that one night… would absolutely destroy me, Kurt. And I’m so fucking scared that it’s coming.” “I can handle the poz thing. I can handle the being alone thing. And I can even handle you throwing me away- I think. As long as I don’t get even more invested than I am right now. Because the longer this goes… the longer we go… the easier it will be for you to crush me. So, if you think that this is the way it’s going, can you please tell me now, so I can maybe salvage something of myself?” Kurt was quiet. Quiet for a long time. And the longer the silence went, the more scared I got. Eventually, I couldn’t take it anymore. “Kurt? Can you say something? Please?” “Oh, are you through open-kimonoing now? Is it my turn?” he said, softly sarcastic. “Yes. I’m done. For now. I think. Maybe not.” I babbled. “First of all let me just say… “ he drew a big breath, “I’m sorry. I’m sorry I pushed you to get tested. I’m sorry I didn’t think about the impact to you and what you might be feeling. I’m sorry I wasn’t more understanding. I should have been much more empathetic and listened to you had I taken the time to remember what it was like for me.” “Oh, It’s…” I started to say before he cut me off. “Hush now. It’s my turn,” He said with a smile in his voice. “You said that you worried that you were just a hole to me. Nothing could be further from the truth. I am endlessly captivated by you and am hopelessly in love with you. I love that you’re this sexy dork, with a quick wit and deep intelligence that keeps me on my toes. I love your brain! And I love that you are kind and thoughtful. I love the way you look at me, it turns my insides molten.” “So I’m a dork that stares at you like a goober,” I sighed, trying not to smile. “Not done talking yet,” he mimicked sarcastically. “Yes. You are a dork. MY dork. But you know what the best part about you is? It’s that you have absolutely NO clue how hot you are. None! You are completely oblivious, and it’s endearing and frustrating and it makes me want to shake you sometimes. But damned if it doesn’t also make you even that much hotter.” “I am SO not…” I started again and Kurt actually growled at me. “Got it. Shutting up now.” I swallowed. “You ARE hot. AND oblivious. God, I love going to the gym with you because so many guys check you out, it’s ridiculous. And you have no idea it’s happening. You’re like this tight body, otter version of Julian Edelman, with an ass that just sits up and begs. You know, I’ve actually had guys walk up to me and ask me about you and what our deal is. A couple guys have even given me their number for me to give to you, as they weren’t sure how to approach you. Hell, I don’t get half the attention that you do and it’s starting to bruise my ego a bit. And the 501’s? Your ass can stop traffic in the 501’s.” I was blushing now, the heat filling my cheeks. “I like spending time with you too. I like watching movies with you and our date nights. And yes, I like the sex. and that you are my insatiable honey hole. I trust that much is obvious! But like you, I’m worried about the sex part, too. I’m worried that all I am to you is a big cock and a high sex drive. What happens when my body starts to go or my libido wanes and I can’t give you what you so obviously crave? What then?” It was my turn to grab his hands and hold them. “What terrifies ME is you growing to resent me or getting disappointed by me and deciding to leave. And I firmly believe there is a higher probability of this than me leaving you. I think that was why I was so desperate to convert you. So that we would be linked and have this bond we share. And also so that it might bind you closer to me… so that you won’t leave me.” “Once upon a time I thought this would be the case with Bo, but looking back, I realize that Bo never would have left me, even if we were serodiscordant. He was always far too dependent on me, which I believe left him vulnerable and weaker in the end. But you? You’re stronger than Bo—stronger than me for that matter. You don’t need me. I know you could leave any time and be just fine on your own, and then where’ll I be, huh?” We were both quiet for a long time, laying curled up facing each other in the dark. Eventually, I scooched closer until my forehead was against his and my nose touched his nose. I rubbed our noses together casually. “Kurt, I know we both just unloaded a lot of crap. But this is good. And you were right. We did need to talk about all this. And I think we will be having some more conversations in the coming days. But for right now… can I… can I kiss you?” I asked hopefully. “Being in love means never having to ask if you can kiss me,” he said huskily. “You know I hate it when you quote me back to me, asshole,” I said lovingly. “Oh I know,” he said, and I could hear the smile in his voice. And then I kissed him. Oh how I kissed him! Naturally a kiss with us is rarely just a kiss. This one escalated quickly, and soon we were very hot and heavy again. He had me on my back and was full on making out with me, grinding his hardness into me. Being under his mass and feeling the heat of him had me cranked up in no time flat. After a few more minutes, we finally broke apart. “Alexa, turn lights to 20%,” he barked. And the lights in the bedroom came on low. “Why you turning on the lights?” I asked. “Because I want you to see my face and how serious I am,” he replied. He threw the covers off us, then he used his knees to force my legs apart. He kept peppering me with kisses and licks while he did this. Pretty soon my legs were spread, and I was open and vulnerable in front of him. “You think you’re just a hole for me? Do you?” he growled as he sucked my neck a little. “You think that’s all you are?” His hard cock nudged against my asshole. I may have whimpered a little. He looked at me. “Buddy, you are so much more than that. SO much more.” Then he grabbed the lube and slathered his cock and my hole with it. His head ever-so-slowly sliding into me until he was in me to the hilt. “Jesus Kurt,” I hissed. “Fuck me! Now!” “No,” he said flatly. “I’m not going to fuck you.” “Um… whaaaa?” I stammered. “Oh please, sir! Pretty please? You’re inside me, that’s basically the beginning part of fucking! And after everything we just said….” “Shhhh. I just need to be as close to you as I can get for this. Burying myself inside you and having you wrapped around me is important right now,” he said as he brought his face an inch from mine. “I’m going to make a vow. Right now. And you know I’m serious because intercourse is basically my religion and I’m inside my Bible right now, ok,?” I nodded that I understood. He stared into my soul, his amber eyes glowing in the soft light. “I’m not going anywhere. Ever. Period. You are stuck with me, bud, for better and for worse. I promise to keep my body fit for you, and my dick hard for you. I promise to always check with you before changing my facial hair, because I want you to be happy when you look at me. I promise to take care of you, and to listen more, and to make you laugh at least once a day, and to give you epic makeup sex when we do have a fight. And I promise not to ever go to bed mad. And I promise to do better about talking about shit so that we know where we’re coming from. And I promise not to blast you into space until such time as I grow weary of you…” “Jesus fucking Christ!” I laughed. “You just quoted Flash Gordon to me in your love declaration? And you call ME a dork?” He smiled one of his blinding smiles and every shadow of doubt was blazed away. “I should have said all of that when I gave you the ring tonight. Better late than never, I suppose,” he shrugged and I kissed him tenderly. “I don’t have a ring to give you, unless you count the one that’s around your dick right now,” I lamented with a squeeze of my hole. That made his eyes flutter and earned a sharp inhalation from him. “But what I can give you, Kurt, is my vow: I promise you that I don’t resent you. Not for a minute. I promise you that I love you. Truly, deeply, madly. I promise that you’re stuck with me, too, through thick and thin. At least until my inane babbling annoys you to the point that you can’t stand me anymore. I promise to continue being a dork, and to bike and squat so much that the 501’s can’t contain the magnitude of my ass. I promise to pull you up short and put you through hell and give you support. I promise to only sing Sondheim to on special occasions. I promise to swoon every time you smile at me like you are right now. And I promise that I’ll only ever have eyes for you.” “You through?” he asked with a smile. “Oh, and I promise to be your beck and call boy.” He groaned and laughed. “Ok, Pretty Woman.” “I heard somewhere that you liked the dorky, nerdy type,” I shrugged. “And I heard you like the muscular, Colt model type,” he countered. “Well, actually I’m more a sexy, silver, leatherdaddy rich doctor type—think you can set me up?” I asked innocently. “You’d be disappointed. He’s mostly a bottom,” he said with a wink. We kissed some more this exchange, his hard cock still buried deep inside me. Feeling the fullness that was him inside me was naturally getting me riled up, so I sneakily started to shift my ass around under the guise of getting of comfortable. I also started to slowly clench and release my hole on him. I was nothing if not subtle. I looked up at Kurt beseeching him with my eyes, as I quivered my pucker on him. “That’ll do, pig,” he chuckled. “I told you I’m not fucking you. But… I will share a little secret with you if you promise to stay still for a moment,” he said cryptically. So I waited. Quietly. Kurt adjusted so that he was all the way in me again. He held me closely, hovering over me, face still an inch from mine. I could feel his breath. His amber eyes searching my face, boring into me. I was just about to say something when suddenly his eyes squeezed shut and he exhaled with a tiny grunt, and I felt it. His cock throbbing inside of me. He was emptying himself into me without ever having moved a muscle. He shuddered briefly as his orgasm subsided and his cock started softening inside me. “Dude. Whoa. You just… came… like… spontaneously? I asked quizzically. “Yeah. That’s my secret. I can control my ejaculations with my mind. I learned a long time ago that for me it was more about the mental side than the physical stimulation side. I actually learned at boyscout camp of all places! I would hear my scout master jacking off, and because I didn’t want to get caught I pretended to be asleep and just thought myself to orgasm. I’ve been able to do it ever since. Now don’t get me wrong, I LOVE the physical side of things. Fucking feels fucking great! But tipping myself to orgasm? That has always been more of a mental exercise for me. Hence the scenes, and places, and dirty talk, and other visual stimuli. And sometimes—given the right circumstances—I can cum like I just did.” “Gives a whole new meaning to ‘be prepared’,” I chuckled. “And you. YOU were a Boy Scout?” “EAGLE Scout. Yes.” He said smugly. “And did you ever, um… do stuff with Scout Master-bater?” “What do hoping to hear?” he laughed. “Something like how my Eagle Scout project was building raised garden boxes and starting an urban vegetable garden for an inner city neighborhood. And how I was fucking my Scout Master, who just so happened to also be my boyfriend’s father, bent over a sawhorse in the wood shop one night when and his wife and my boyfriend walked in on us right as I was cumming in him or something?” “Oh fuck. Is this true?” I said as my dick jumped at the thought. A slow, dirty smile spread across his face. “Scout’s honor. The scandal and fallout that ensued is still being talked about in sewing circles in my hometown to this very day!” “I am SO going to want details on that story later,” I said with an appreciative whistle. And then something else dawned on me. “You know what this little Scout trick means though? It means I can basically tap out whenever I want and STILL get loaded! Fuck the ring… THIS is the best gift EVAR!” “I guess we’ll see,” he chuckled, as he slid languidly from my ass. “Now, correct me if I’m wrong, but did I hear my dork of a boyfriend drop a Pygmalion pun during our little heart to heart?” And he smiled at me and then kissed me before I could spout my indignation. Later as we spooned (me the big spoon for a change), I felt the rhythmic expansion and contraction of Kurt’s massive back against me. I could tell he was drifting off to sleep, and I knew I wasn’t far behind. But I wasn’t quite ready to follow yet. My mind was deliciously quiet for a change and I was overcome with a warm sense of peace. I realized I was supremely content and happy in the moment. And while I still had things to sort out, I knew the Doc was right. I was going to be okay. And as I began to slowly drift off, I knew that I had taken a big step today. A step toward Acceptance.

The government of Thailand has blocked 190 porn sites. Presumably more will be blocked in the future. Other countries are talking about age verification systems, etc. While it may seem trivial to fight to see porn, the same blocking mechanisms they use block porn they can use to block political discussions, access to objective news, etc. Here's a rundown of how governments and corporations block you and what you can do to circumvent the block. Even if you don't need these technologies, it's good to support them because other people do need them… DNS Blocks ➜ DoH (DNS over HTTPS) The most common way to block a website is to block it when you first try to connect. When you type in "breeding.zone" into the address bar, your computer needs to convert that domain name into an IP address. So it asks what's called a DNS server to tell it the IP address. If your government tells your ISP to block Breeding Zone they'll simply return a "I don't know the IP for that site" and you can't connect. So you might think, "I'll just ask a different DNS server". The problem is that some ISPs won't let you talk to any DNS server except theirs – they block the port for DNS on their connection to the Internet so you can only talk to DNS servers in their network (which they control). The solution is DNS over HTTPS (DoH). It makes DNS requests look like regular web requests so your ISP can't tell you're talking to a DNS server outside their network. Ideally DoH should be configured in your OS. When it's configured in your OS everything on that device will use it. Supposedly it's possible with iOS 14, but I can't figure it out. And configuring it on MacOS won't be possible until v11 (which is about to be released). I'm not a Windows or Android person, so not sure about those. So, for now, the one way you can use DoH is to use Firefox. In Firefox go to Preferences, search for DNS and simply turn on DNS over HTTPS. It's actually really simple. For this reason I strongly suggest everyone use Firefox. AFAIK, it's the only browser that has really embraced DoH. UPDATE: You can also turn on DoH in Chrome. At least I think it's DoH, it might be DoT (which can be blocked). They call it "Secure DNS" and don't say which type of encrypted DNS they use. To turn it on in Chrome, go to Settings ➜ Privacy and Security ➜ Security, then under "Advanced" you'll see "Use secure DNS". Toggle the option if it's not already toggled, then choose one of the providers listed under "With", and you're done. Packet Inspection ➜ ESNI (Encrypted Server Name Indication) Once you have an IP address each time your computer requests something from the site it will encrypt the request if you're using HTTPS, but the one piece of information it can't encrypt is the server name (e.g. "breeding.zone" – essentially the domain name) – it's sent in clear text because there are usually multiple sites on each IP and the encryption certificates are for each site, not for the IP. Sending the server name in clear text allows the server to know which encryption certificate to use to decrypt the request. What this means is that your network provider can look at the packet, see the server name and block your request at that point. It's a lot more work for them than blocking you at the DNS level, but they can do it. Encrypting the server name requires "ESNI" (Encrypted Server Name Identification). Not all sites are configured to use ESNI, but you can tell Firefox to use it when supported if you do the following… In the address bar type "about:config". It will ask you if you're sure you want to go further, say yes. Then type in ESNI and you'll see a few lines of information. The top one will have the word "false". Double click on that word and it will turn to "true". Once you do that ESNI is enabled. Blocking IP Addresses The last way network providers can block you from seeing sites is to block the entire IP address. To do that they need to resolve the IP address themselves and then block the IP for the site. There's nothing YOU can do to stop this. But hosting companies can fight it a few different ways. They can mix desirable content and undesirable content on the same IP, so if the IP is blocked they're blocking stuff they didn't want to block. Or they can constantly change the IP address, so it's a huge game of whack-a-mole and the government / corporation can never keep up with all the changes. That's difficult with IPv4 (IP addresses that consist of 4 numbers separated by periods) because IPv4 addresses are pretty limited, but it's completely doable with IPv6 (IP addresses that consist of 8 alphanumeric strings separated by colons). There are literally billions of available IPv6 addresses. I'll update this post as more information becomes available, but for now, use Firefox and tweak the settings to protect yourself.

Found this app a few months ago before I had to go on a sex hiatus for a bit. It’s called “bigger blacker book” you can add partners, even “anon” guys. Just thought you guys might be interested as I know we like to count out loads given and received. [think before following links] https://apps.apple.com/us/app/bigger-blacker-book/id1342451565

How do you know when you’ve crossed the border into being over-occupied with thoughts about sex? Is it when you realize that you’ve posted almost 40 entries to a blog about bareback anal sex? That could be a hint, but in this case that’s not what’s got me wondering. Yesterday it snowed here. We got around 4-5 inches, which to some of y’all in winter-hardened places may count as a “skiff” of snow, but here it was enough to cause a 20-car pileup on the freeway, stall traffic for five solid hours, and cause my dentist’s office to call me first thing this morning to reschedule today’s appointment. It was just as well - I couldn’t have got out of the driveway anyhow. But it left my morning at loose ends, and the mind does tend to wander. So. I decided to take advantage of the time to do a little anal stretching training (I really would like to be able to take a fist si as not to disappoint Tops who want to use me that way.) I cleaned our, geared up, poppered up and fired up a couple of vids I like for that kind of exercise… but my cunt is being a a little bitch this morning and is being temperamental and not particularly stretchy. It doesn’t help that it’s 11 degrees F outside and the bedroom is cold. Frustrated, I got up and went into the other room, where I happened to look out the window. It won’t get above freezing today, but the sun is out trying to melt the snow, a perfect arrangement for the creation of icicles. Big, long icicles with rippled surfaces, thick around the base. Just hanging there, like they’d been put there for a purpose. Have you ever taken a big, thick, rippled icicle up your ass? I have. Not for long. I can’t recommend it. Very peculiar sensations, on entry, while embedded, and for some while after removal. I don’t think the rectum is meant to be chilled. On the whole, the experience has got me wondering whether my acceptance of my life role as a cunt needs to be tempered a bit; what I just did was, by most any standard, nuts. Worse, it makes me think twice about my plan to go out walking in the snow later. God knows what I could end up doing, and be found later frozen naked in the drifts. Yet I can’t help imagining wondering what it would be like to find myself one day at a gay ski resort. I don’t ski, you see…

Now I am going to follow you, to keep track of that ass for next time I'm in nyc. What a great body and ass to mount and breed.

Well, I certainly am a cocksucker, and was since before I sucked my first cock. Then, I was a wannabe cocksucker, but the urge was always there. I did manage to get my first guy to cum in my mouth, which I swallowed and loved that very first time. I don't even care to guess as to how many cocks I've sucked since, or how many loads I've swallowed since, but it's a vast amount, and I've loved every drop. Give it a good try, and soon you'll love it so much you graduate to getting bareback fucked, bred, and fisted. Soon, you'll love rimming or felching another guy, and certainly you'll love drinking pee from another guy's cock.

Don’t think the location is unusual it self but more the situation. I was fucked I a hotel suite when I was to a job interview as a bell boy and the front desk manager and elder creep black mailed me to let him breed my ass for the job, as pay back because I on numerous occasions had turned him down when he tried to hook up un a dating site. I ended up with no job because it went to the hotel manager’s nephew, but learned a lesson that one shall not judge a book by its cover, the creep and his partner was the ones that really ade me find my inner pig.

Coming out as a young person certainly is different, but access to information isn't sufficient to make it easier. The risk of being bullied by one's peers and abandoned by one's parents persists, no matter how much information an individual young person has access to and how much support there is for gay rights in society at large. It's even possible for parents to support gay rights in the abstract, but not as far as their own child is concerned! One factor that can make coming out more difficult today for young people who live in rural and/or conservative areas is economics. Through the early 1980s, it was feasible for a gay high school student thrown out by parents to take money saved from allowances, washing cars, mowing lawns, and gifts from Grandma; buy a Greyhound or Amtrak ticket to San Francisco or New York City; get a basic job; rent a room; and slowly become established in a more accepting place. Today, that Greyhound or Amtrak ticket halfway across the country would cost a few hundred dollars; that basic job would require a high school diploma, if not a college degree; that rental would require references, a credit check and a pay history; and despite the advent of local minimum wage laws, the net wage and the available hours wouldn't cover the cheapest habitable lodging. I say the following partly in jest, but in cases where coming out safely requires migrating, you'd better have a big dick or a tight ass so that you can earn a lot as a sex worker or attract a generous sugar daddy in the new place. Last but not least, there may be information, and even popular support, in the US and in Western Europe for white, cisgender, middle-class gay people, but society is barely beginning to consider what it means to be gay and a person of color, to be gay and working-class, let alone downright poor, to be trans, or otherwise to be different from the "acceptable" gay people represented in Lifetime holiday movies and featured in Wells Fargo Bank mortgage ads that run in the New York Times Sunday magazine (or — and this is the most incongruous and revolting kind of portrayal — in promotional clips shown before films at the Frameline San Francisco LGBT film festival). Of course, there have always been people in these categories, but society at large has never paid attention to them, and to their needs. Please don't assume that everyone's coming out journey has magically become easier.

Yeah it’s not perfect but I think it’s a good start and sufficient for 95% of homos. I’ve added “anon” in mine lol. You could always use one of the kink labels as your personal DP category? “Feet” just means DP maybe? Lol

You can definitely tell a difference in the taste at least of some of the ones I have had. Smokers and guys who drink a lot of coffee I find have a different taste most definitely.

porn4jesus ??? I nominate YOU for the BEST handle on BZ !!! Thanks for the first laugh of the morning ...

fuck, you are hot

First, the noun is not descriptive of a dedicated bottom: a better word would be PRIDE - in my humble opinion. Tops aren't monolithic in their innate needs. All we really have in common is the urge, the inclination, the need to fuck willing bottoms. The shades of grey are many, from loverboy-Tops to Alpha Tops. Most of us aren't like wild animals, prowling around for prey to consume. That would be - in my estimation - inhuman. Sure, there are some men like that, but their panther-like behavior must be rooted in something other then their sexuality. Men like that exist across the entire range of human sexuality. If there's any prowling involved, it would most likely be waiting for their turn on a particularly hot BreedHole. Drawing a parallel between beasts of prey and men that hunt Hole is a bit of a stretch. Sometimes we may fuck like beasts, but we're not animals, driven by mere instinct and nothing else. We're human beings too. Obviously, I have no idea who your local Top is, so I have no input into why he said what he did. All I can do is offer my own perspective on your post. Of course, to the extent that our orientation is to rut in / pump our Sperm in raw Holes. With many shades of variation (in inclination) into the mix. Tops - from Alpha (to Omega?) love Hole. Verse guys love Hole. We need cumdumps. We cannot do without cumdumps. We're only one half of the whole, and fucking our fists wears off really fast. We need men that serve our Cocks with their bodies - their Holes. Some Alphas might like to give the impression that they're constantly on the prowl for fresh prey, but that's almost never the reality. We have jobs, we have interests other then sex, we have responsibilities just like everybody else. I notice that I seem to be the only one responding to this most interesting thread, and I'm not really the Alpha you want to hear from. Maybe I'm not equipped to keep at this ... but I do enjoy the discourse. Hopefully some of these lions, tigers and bears will stop their hunt for more prey (momentarily, of course) and give you the reply you're looking for. In any case, thanks for posting such an interesting subject. Reportedly, you do indeed. I would never - ever ever ever turn my back on your Cock in a darkroom, in the unlikely event it pointed in my direction. I have no fetish for an ambulance ride to a hospital to have my guts sewn back up !!

Cum comes in a variety of flavors and consistencies: thick, sweet, watery, salty, copious, bitter, etc.. Keep sucking. You never know what you're gonna get!

I love hate fucking guys. One relationship I was in which I started to get annoyed with the guy I could only stay interested by imagining I was punching him in the back of the head and strangling as I fucked him. That did the trick. Nothing wrong with you. Hate is passionate, so is fucking.

I think the problem here is that you're conflating cultural Judaism with religious Judaism, along with the assumption that anyone who is "culturally" Jewish counts as Jewish even if they do not practice that faith at all. I would argue that someone who doesn't practice Judaism - particularly someone who considers himself an atheist - is not "Jewish". He may be "of Jewish descent." but even that is so ambiguous as to be virtually meaningless. Meanwhile, there have been any number of famous people (and lots of non-famous people) who have no Jewish ancestry but who converted to Judaism and were undeniably Jewish, including Sammy Davis Jr., Elizabeth Taylor. and Marilyn Monroe. I would posit that very few males who were born into practicing Jewish families (not necessarily "super religious") were left uncircumcised. Counting atheists as "Jewish" merely because their grandparents were proves nothing. I was born into a Catholic family and even raised as one, but I would never describe myself as a "Catholic," especially not for the purpose of proving that Catholics don't share some characteristic because I don't.

I had been traveling from AZ back to NorCal and had a stop-over in a small beach community. That night I had another Stranger in my Room encounter (story for another time), that left me incredibly horny. So, the next day, as I traveled north toward home I saw and ABS and decided to stop. Now, I’ve been to ABS’s since I was 18. Sometimes I’ve spent time looking around, other times I was in and out for what I needed. Usually, poppers. But I’ve never ventured into the video arcades. This one particular day I was incredibly horny and was spending some time looking around at the dildos and DVD’s. I was looking at some DVD titles when the guy came up beside me and placed a DVD box right in front of me. I looked at it and the title was, Bareback Load Takers. I was a bit shocked by this, and when I looked at the guy, he directed me (with his eyes) to look down at his crotch…which he was squeezing. It was obvious he was hard. He then walked around behind me, brushed my ass, and over to the counter. He purchased access the to the video booths; took his tokens, looked over at me, and went inside. The guy was average looking, nearly six-feet, great ass, and from what I could see, a nice tool. Feeling horny, I decided to see how things happened in the arcade. I purchased some poppers and tokens for the video booths. When I went inside there was just a narrow hallway with doors to booths going down one side. About half-way down the hall, this guy was leaning against the wall. When he saw me come in, he smiled, grabbed his crotch, and open the doors to two booths. He pointed to the one nearest me and walked into the other. I was thinking; man, this dude is direct. And I kind of liked it. I went inside and looked around. There were glory holes (GH) on each of the side walls and above them, other holes with a black fabric or mesh over them. These were about face height. The guy from the other side said, “Turn your video player to channel 3. So, I went over and did so. The video playing was two guys fucking…and soon enough I could see they were fucking raw. Instinctively I grabbed my dick through my pants and decided to open my poppers and take a hit. Yeah…just what the Dr. ordered. I was soon feeling good and even more horny. So, I took a seat on the little bench and could easily see through the GH to the guy on the other side. He was seated on his bench with his shirt open, as well as his pants. He was stroking his boner and rubbing his right nipple. He could plainly see me looking at him through the hole and began spanking his boner on his palm. I took more hits…one up each nostril and held my breath. When I slowly exhaled, then I moved closer to the hole and opened my mouth wide and stuck out my tongue, just a little. Didn’t take Mr. DVD long to stand-up and walk over to the GH and stick his dick through. I grabbed his hanging balls and pulled them forward through the hole, which brought his dick through with them. I put my hand around his shaft and saw the pre-cum oozing from his cock. I took my tongue and licked from the bottom of his dick head and closed my lips over the tip of his dick…sucking in his clear fluid. It tasted sweet and salty. “You like the taste of that juice?” He asked. “Yea.” I replied. I then put my thumb at the base of his cock, on the underside and pulled it forward toward his dick head. This pushed-out a greater amount of pre-cum. This time I engulfed his entire dick head in my mouth and began to suck. At first, just giving him head, then sucked the full length of his hot cock. I was really liking this, and so was he. The length and thickness of his dick was perfect. I could easily take him fully in my mouth and down my throat. I’m not much of a cocksucker, but I was enjoying this. I think it was the excitement of the video booth, the stranger who came-on to me…and the poppers. I was wondering why I hadn’t come into the arcade before now. Oh yeah…I’m married. And Mr. DVD was really liking it. He said, through the mesh opening, “Take a look at the video screen. Wanna do something like that?” I turned my head (leaving his dick head in my mouth) and saw two guys really going at it. Doing some serious fucking, and raw of course. I quit sucking him and said, “That looks pretty good to me.” “Why don’t you pull your pants down and back-up onto me?” The voice on the other side said. “I don’t have any lube.” I replied. “There should be a basket in your room with some lube and rubbers in it. Grab some lube, but leave the rubbers.” I was instructed. Everything is now making sense. This dude wants to breed me. Fuck! I like that idea. “Okay,” I said. And I go over to the basket and grab a couple of tubes of lube. Mr. DVD’s dick is super hard and still sticking through the GH. So, I go over to him, rip open a packet and squeeze some lube on his dick. I take my fist and start to spread it around. I open a second packet and start to finger some around and into my hole. I then squeeze the base of his dick again to draw-up some more pre-cum to add to the lube mix. I then take his dick head and rub it all over my ass hole. After things are sufficiently lubed, and he’s teased beyond belief, I press my ass back and take his dick head into my hole. Pushing firmly past my ring and deep into my insides. I stop there so we can feel the heat of each other and enjoy the process of beginning our fuck. From the other side, I hear the sounds of sniffing a bottle and that reminds me to hit my poppers again. When the rush comes, I push back and take his raw cock, balls deep into my ass. “Oh Fuck Yeah!” I hear. Knowing my timing was perfect to sink down on his raw shaft when his popper hit. “Fuck your hole is tight. And hot. You feel so damn good. Better than I thought you would.” “Glad you like it.” I respond. “Your raw cock feels amazing.” I say as we both begin to meet each other’s thrust. We fuck like that for a short time and from the other side I hear, “Can I join you in your room?” “Is that allowed?” I ask. “They don’t give a damn what we do,” he said. “Then come on over.” His cock slides out of my ass, and I go over and unlock my door. From the other side I hear pants being pulled up, then a door open and close, and in seconds, my door opens. When he enters my room, I’m already bent-over my stool, ass toward the door and looking over my shoulder. “What took you so long.” I said jokingly. Mr. DVD grabbed some more lube and covered his raw, raging cock. He aimed his head at my hole and pushed in with a steady thrust. He went balls deep again in one push. I threw my head back and sighed in deep pleasure. “Fuck man. I could so easily shoot my load.” “Well, this fuck is feeling good, but shoot when you’re ready.” I tell him. “Well, we don’t have to call it done when I cum.” He replies. “Check-out the dudes on the screen. I want you to do that for me.” He says in a commanding voice. While his raw cock is working my hole I look up at the video and see the bottom’s cum covered hole. He then turns around and takes the Top’s semi-hard cock into his mouth to clean him off. “Not too sure I’m into doing that.” I say. “I wasn’t asking.” I heard back. “This is turning me on, I’m about to seed your hole. You want my load don’t you? You want my sperm deep in your guts. Tell me. Tell me you want my swimmers in your body!” “Fuck! You know I do. Breed me man. Fucking plant your seed inside me.” I begin to beg, over and over. “Fuck me, seed me, breed me.” Mr. DVD starts to speed-up and fuck hard and fast. “Oh yeah…going to give you what you want. Hit the bottle man. I want you flying high when I orgasm inside you.” I take several hard hits and in a moment, he says, “Fuck! Here it cums, fuck I’m cumming. Fuck yeah! Take it. Take my seed. AUHHHH!” He holds, balls deep inside of me. I feel his dick surging as it spits its warm sperm inside of me. He does a couple short strokes while I squeeze and milk his cock. He dumps a big load of seed into me and folds over my back. He whispers in my ear. “Fuck that was good. You have a great ass…now full of my DNA. Now you’re going to clean your ass juice and my cum off my cock.” With that he withdrawals his hard cock and grabs my head and orders me to work. I’ve never done this and am very apprehensive. But he forces me. Once his dick is fully in my mouth and I start to suck, lick, and clean him, I discover I like the taste. It’s hot man sex and I begin to stoke my dick. Mr. DVD hits his popper then feeds me some. That takes me over the top and I shoot my load while his dirty dick is in my mouth. As I sit back and catch my breath, he pulls up his pants, buttons up his shirt, and leans forward and gives me a big, wet, open mouth kiss. Tasting what’s in my mouth. “Thanks for the good time, man.” And he’s out the door.

Chapter 3 Friday was particularly busy and I wasn’t sure that I had it in me to do a full night of looking for cock. During my lunch hour I took a drive, looking a messages and sending a few testing the waters for tonight. After a couple messages to this one guy on bbrt, a hot early 40’s, beautiful body, hairy with a very nice thick cock caught my attention. There was something that intrigued me about him. Open minded, experienced, hitting all the right things like cum, anon, raw, ws, groups, pnp and lots more. His status is “ask me”. Up until now, I have only take raw Poz undetectable loads and actually loved knowing I was taking Poz load. The fantasy of getting over powered, force fucked by a Poz cock but not on meds ran through my mind many times prior. Not wanting to disclose his status as there was no guarantee we were meeting up being so early in the day and I wasn’t free until after 5:30. I asked, do you like to breed neg eager holes? Fuck yes! He replied. Perfect I said, I have to head back to work now, maybe we will see you online later. Back to the hotel after work, Just so happens that the guy from last night messaged me saying be ready in 45 mins I’ll be there pig. I asked should I expect a repeat of the previous night. He never responded, other than to say 45 mins fag! I finish showering and get ready for his arrival. While waiting I messsge a couple guys on squirt & bbrt, not having much luck on either site like in the past I wasn’t hopeful in the event the guy bailed. I messaged, eager sub bttm looking for pump & dump, anon loads, walk in find me face down ass up ready. Mild to wild - wild preferred no questions asked. Here & parked he says.. Upon arriving I was face down ass up, not lubed as requested as he started to eat my ass pressing his tongue deep. I moaned as he probed deeper n deeper. After a few mins leaving a fair amount of spit on my hole he asks me are you ready to take a good long hard pounding? Knowing that I needed to feel used to ease my slut cravings I replied Yes Sir. He held my hands behind my back as I was doggy styled over the corner of the bed. With one thrust he went balls deep and I let out a cry of pain as he just held his Vick in place for a bit. I could feel him throbbing leaking precum inside me. He whispers in my ear, you’re my fucking bitch and you will accept what I give you. When I’m done your hole will be gaping, sore and dripping my seed. Yes sir I replied, please breed me. As he started sliding in and out of my ass, pulling completely out, ramming back in balls deep it was rearranging my insides. Still holding my hands he kept pounding so intense i figured he would cum soon. After about 25 mins if him fucking my hole was wrecked from the lack of lube and sore. He began to breath deeper and let out this roar as he filled my hole with a massive load. I could feel each squirt they were so strong and intense. I lay there as he let his cock go soft and slip out of my hole. I said thank you sir, he zipped up not saying a word and walked out. As I got up and checked my phone, an old buddy texted me saying I saw you on Grindr, you ready to take my load now? Yes, I replied quickly as I recall him being a pig pump n dump. Young university student studying to be a dr. His cock was average, but his piggy mindset made up the difference. Address he replied? After giving the hotel address, he stated be ready on my knees at the door mouth open. By the way, you have any loads inside your fuck hole? Smiling, happy & proud, I replied, a guy just left moments ago leaving his massive load deep after wrecking my hole. Perfect pig!! Don’t wash or clean up at all. I want your hole rip with cum so I can eat your ass. I was so excited as he was so hot, built, gym rat and strong to man handle me. He arrived to find me in my knees waiting and filled my mouth with his cock before the door even closed. We had his cock out walking from the elevator to the room and it was rock hard throbbing in anticipation of my mouth. He said as I was sucking, fuck this room smells of cum and sex. How much cum is inside pig & how long do you did he fuck you for? Wait until you feel how wrecked my hole is I said. He laughed, you might just take my fist tonight. Sucking his cock and licking his balls I could tell he wasn’t going to last long. I could feel his balls tightening up several times as I was working his meat. Get on the bed so I can eat that hole, you got me so close cumslut. As he started eating my hole, he was moaning as the taste of my cum laced hole was driving him crazy not being able to lick fast enough. Fuck, your hole is amazing and so hot, I going to dump a 5 day load deep, but first I need to piss, get in the shower. As I was barely in the shower a hard flow of piss started to flow over my chest, cock n balls as I sported a raging hard on. Fuck pig, you like my piss hey? With a good hard slap, Open your mouth pig… never taking piss in my mouth before, I obeyed him so not to disappoint. It was so hot as he filled my mouth and it ran down my face. He reached to bring me up and he locked lips, kissing me with some residual piss still in my mouth. He continued to make out and kiss as his cock touched me dripping his big globs of precum. Pulling his lips away, said get on the bed face down. I get face down and position my hole for his use. After eating my hole again for a few minutes, push out some of the cum slut, he said. As I push, I could hear his slurping the guys load moaning. Sliding 3 fingers deep inside me, he moves up to kiss me with his mouth full of cum. Kissing and making out with me then swapping the cum back and forth we both swallow. He started opening me up more adding the forth finger as his cock is now dripping precum and I mean it’s flowing. Adding a generous amount of lube I knew he wasn’t done stretching my hole. Here take 4 long puffs, after the 4th, hold for 15 secs. As I get to 15 second or close I’m high, hungry and horny I immediately beg him to wreck me, breed me, make me say mercy please. With that, he started by adding his thumb working it into my hole stretching me. After about 20 mins and 2-3 more rounds of poppers I was open and ready. In popped his fist and I let out a big ugh. Omg, you’re fisting me, give it to me. Fist my hole, fuck my hole with your fist man. As he picked up the pace he was now starting to fist me closed fist and I keep puffing on the bottle as he instructed each time. Yeah pig, your hole is so wrecked, so much frothy cum in your pighole. Then he pulls his closed fist from hole quickly and slams his 7” uncut cock balls deep. It feels so good, I moan loud as I couldn’t get enough. He continued to pound me first what seemed like a long time and yelled at me “take that load you pig”. Fuck yeah, take my cum deep. As he pumped my hole draining his load, every last drop, he starts to pull out. As we both Lay on the bed, him on top off me, kissing me he says “ you never disappoint”, love your fuck hole making you my pig. Kissing a little longer, he says ok, gotta go and meet up with my hubby for dinner. Maybe I’ll see you on the weekend before you leave town as he winks at me. The door shuts and I think to myself, fuck my hole is so loose n wet. I fingered my hole for a while feeling how wrecked it was which just made me even more horny. I wasn’t ready to cum yet and kept edging my cock. Not wanting to waste any cum, I plugged my hole to hold all the precious seed inside. Feeling tired, I think I’ll shower again and just chat for a while to see what’s happen. While showering, I hear a couple messages come through. I get out, leaving the plug still inside my wrecked hole thats still throbbing and checked messages. To my surprise, the bbrt guy was online as we connected. Are you looking for tonight i asked. Yes I am actually, where abouts are you staying. I describe the area and he tells me he could be there in an hour. Nervous now, as I don’t know his status and being attached & open I wanted to know. I gently asked not knowing if he’d reply. Poz undetectable in which I replied ok. See you in an hour? Yes, I’ll let you know when I’m on route as I still have some stops to make on route. I want you face down, ass up lubed when I walk in which I happily agreed. As he walked in I was nervous, not because I had no experience as I had done this many times prior. He walks up to my ass, my hole was presented lubed and a plug inside me ass still. With the lights low, it’s hard to see him as he says turn around and suck me. I can hardly see due to the darkness, but I can feel his hard body, running my hands through his hairy chest I started to suck him. As I sucked, he’s moaning telling me how good it felt and encouraged me to continue sucking then licking his balls. There was something different, and it wasn’t until I tasted his precum that I figured he had taken something. His precum has a strong taste and as it hit the back of my throat I wanted more. After a while he said for me to lay face down on the bed. He climbed on top of me resting his throbbing cock at my hole. Teasing me, pushing and nudging my hole I beg him to slide inside me. Whispering in my ear, you sure if want this raw cock inside your hole? Yes, please fuck me, I want you to breed me. I could feel his cock so hard, throbbing at the outer ring of my hole. As he slid his thick mushroom head cock inside I could feel how sore I was from my prior encounters. Thinking to myself, I hope he doesn’t take a long time to cum as I wasn’t sure I could handle fucking the night away. Slowly he fucked me, not hard or aggressive at all which was different but I was liking it. My hole was filled again so I was happy and he filled me full with his girth. Fucking me for a while he told he that he doesn’t want to cum right away so he wants to take a piss to last longer. Being totally fine with it I agreed, of course. Ok, relax your hole, don’t clench or tighten at all. You want some chempiss in your ass? It’s going to be huge. Not knowing what to say with him on top of me and not wanting him to pull out I said sure. Ok here it comes, with a loud moan I feel his piss starting to flow into my hole filling me up pretty quickly. I feel my ass getting full, significant pressure building and then I feel it working past my second ring in my guts. Damn, that’s fucking hot and a lot of piss. As he neared the end, I could feel him make 3 last squirts which really push even more into my guts. As he pulled out I tighten as to not waste a drop. Suddenly, my hole was really hot inside and started to burn, my face was warm and flush. He said, that’s it boy, it’s working. My ass starts to move on its own almost, hungrier than ever before, a desire to be fucked so hard that couldn’t imagine. I stand up and walk around and I realize actually how much piss is inside me. 20-30 mins later He coaches me to release it and get my hole ready for his cock again. I couldn’t believe I was taking his t-piss, but I felt amazing like nothing else before. I get back on the bed, my ass lube and I see him raging hard waiting for my ass. Asking his do I feel, calming me I replied wonderful thank you. As he slid inside me, he fucks me for a while and I feel he was close. Oh god, I’m going to cum n breed you. Hmm fuck yeah. Hmm, take that load. Fuck, yes, your hole feels amazing. The pulsing and throbbing as he kept squirting rope after rope inside felt so hot. Without removing his cock, he lay there on top of me flexing his cock every so often and it could keep my horny hungry hole on edge. As he lay inside me still, not moving, I couldn’t keep still as my hole just wanted more and to move grinding his fat thick cock deep inside me. Hold your hole tight again you’re getting more piss. He unleashing another huge load of piss and fills my hole. Again I was flying pretty good considering it was my first time and I was begging more and more now… He eventually allowed his cock to slide out and lay next to me saying tighten your hole as I replaced his cock with the plug. He then says let’s look online to see who’s around that to join while your hole soaks up my juices and you continue to get fucked up. Online we went browsing seeing if anyone was looking… More to follow on this night and how it ended…

totally fukkin hot. when I learned that my best mate was regularly having sex (being fucked) with his dad I begged to join in. They agreed and my first time with his dad was just him and me - he was naked and undressed me. He got me to stroke his cock and when he was hard he made me suck it and swallow his load. man I was in heaven. Soon all 3 of us were regularly sucking and fucking. I loved sucking Dad's cock with my buddy. One of us would take his shaft in his mouth while the other sucked on his balls. Best though was when me and my buddy would lie on our bellies side by side and Daddy would mount and fuck one of us. I loved watching him fuck his son first while I waited my turn - then I knew he was gunna fuck his seed up my ass.

Chapter 3 Dad reached around me and opened the door. I let him walk out first and I followed suddenly feeling very exposed in the small towel and nothing else. I had to adjust to the dark a little again and I rationalized as we walked that people wouldnt get a good enough look at us to know that we were father and son. But my brain was on overdrive trying to process this night and how I got there that I didnt realize I wasnt paying attention to where we were going until I felt dad grab my shoulder and ask me, "You with me Coop?" I focused and just nodded. "Yeah dad. Sorry." Dad looked at me and took a deep breath. "Did I rush you? Would you rather settle yourself in the room and then go out when youre ready?" I didnt know how to respond and I realized I never would have made it five minutes in here if I had been alone. "I dont really know dad...I..." I couldnt explain what I was feeling. A mix of excitement and fear and the after effects of the shock of being here with him. "Oh I'm sorry Coop." Dad put his arm around me. "Let's go back to the room and you can take your time. I don't know what I was rushing us out for. Come on." I could feel the heat of his body as he held me to his side. What dad couldn't have known at the time is how much it turned me on whenever a guy put his arm around me like he was doing. I think it was always the feeling that another guy wanted to be close to me even if it wasnt sexual for him. It felt intimate and that was what I was looking for with another guy. And even though this time it was my dad I could still feel that same stir in my cock that I always felt. Before it got embarrassing he pulled his arm back so that we werent taking up too much space in the narrow hallway. Overall, it seemed to be a pretty quiet night, but as we walked back we went down a couple of halls that had more guys walking around on their own. There were a couple I noticed and one who I made eye contact with. A guy who looked like he was in his 30s with a hot body. Nothing was said but I felt the electricity of his look and the fear that gripped me almost immediately. It made me glad to be with dad so I could just say I was following someone else. If he stopped me I wouldnt know what I would have said. Dad was right. I was probably too nervous to make tonight what I fantasized it would be so being here for the first time with someone I knew was probably the best thing that could happen. But nothing did happen with the stranger in the hall even though he locked eyes with me the entire time. We all just kept walking opposite ways. I think dad was focused on getting us to his room. He didnt even seem to notice any of the other guys we passed on the way. Finally we were back to the room and we went inside. I sat on the bed and he shut the door. This time he was the one leaning against the door. He looked at me and I couldnt read the expression on his face. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Yeah sorry dad." "What are you sorry for? There's nothing to be sorry for. You seem nervous. Is it me? Is it something else?" I shook my head. "I dont know. I mean actually I think its everything really." Dad nodded. "Would you rather I left?" "No dad stay. I'm actually glad Im not here alone." The look that came across dads face was relief. "Ok Coop but you can always change your mind ok? Just say the word and I'll go home." "No its fine dad. Really." Dad came and sat on the bed with me. Pretty quickly the silence in the room became awkward. Out of that awkwardness came my courage. "Hey dad? So if youre here every Thursday what do you do?" Dad was silent long enough that I thought he was just going to pretend that he didnt hear me and Id either have to ask again or just forget about it. But once we entered awkward silent phase two, dad spoke. "I guess it really depends on who ends up here when Im here. Sometimes theres no one here and I just....entertain myself. Sometimes I watch some guys fool around and then sometimes I hook up with one or two guys myself and someone else watches." "Someones always watching?" "No not always but a lot of guys will at least stop to check it out." "So then should I go so you can have your fun instead of managing my anxiety?" "No no its fine Coop. Im glad I was here. Like you said its a lot easier to be here with someone you know." "Thanks dad." He tossled my hair like he would when we saw each other when I was a kid. "I know I havent been there for you much Coop. Im not gonna ditch you now. I promise." But that silence fell on the room again. I had no idea what to do next and it didnt seem like dad did either. Suddenly he sat up at the edge of the bed. "Coop. I am going to propose something but I dont want you to feel forced or anything so you tell me exactly how you feel ok?" I had no idea where this was going but anything to get us out of this silence would be great. "I get nervous at places like this too. Just like you. And sometimes I need something to give me a boost to get out there and do what I came here for. Do you think youd want to try it?" "Uh sure I guess if you want." "Theres one thing." Dad had already been talking low but he went down to a whisper now. "Its not exactly legal and Im not supposed to really have it here. We could get kicked out so we have to be quiet about it ok?" Now I was really curious. What illegal stuff was my dad doing? "Uh sure. What is it?" Dad reached under the bed and got his work bag. He reached in and pulled out a glass pipe and a small bag of what looked like chunks of crystal like shapes. I watched in silence as he filled the pipe with what was in the bag. He put the small bag back and pulled out a torch lighter. "Im going to take a couple hits Coop and if you want you can too. No pressure but for me it acts like a little push when Im anxious ok?" I nodded and just watched in fascination as he lit the pipe with the torch and waited for smoke to begin to form in the pipe and then find its way through the hole in the top. Thats when dad took his first hit and then his second, both times exhaling a massive cloud. "Wow dad" I said after the second hit. The clouds he blew out definitely peaked my interest. "Yeah you wanna try?" I figured this couldnt be too bad to try if dad was doing it. He must have been able to tell that I wanted to try because without having to say a word, dad put the pipe up to my mouth and lit it with the lighter again. "Hold on and wait until you see the smoke ok? Yeah now is good. Yup, just like that. Good, a little more. Ok now hold it in." I tried to do what I saw him do and held it before releasing it through my mouth and nose but I got in my head that I would hold it longer than he did. It wasnt a competition but I wanted to impress him. When it felt like it was time, I exhaled. "Nice Coop. One more." I repeated the hit and even tried to take in a little more from the pipe this time. The second cloud was bigger. "Nice" dad said again. "Lets give you one more and we'll take a break ok?" I just nodded. We went through the same steps again and I tried to beat the first two hits again. I released the hit but couldnt tell if it was the biggest. At that moment it didnt matter because the hits were taking hold of my body and my mind. There was a tingling running through me and I could even feel a stirring in my brain like the hits were opening something in my mind that was being released. Dad put the pipe and torch down on the table in the room in a bowl that held condoms and packets of lube. As he leaned back onto the bed I noticed that his towel was tenting. I dont know what I looked like when he turned back to me but something had changed. "Yeah Coop. Feels good doesnt it?" "Yeah dad. It does. You too?" I was staring straight at his crotch covered poorly by his towel. "Sure does Coop. Pretty good stuff I got. We'll do more in a minute." I nodded and then closed my eyes and rested my head against the wall as I let the hits continue to buzz through me. "Damn Coop guess that really worked huh?" I opened my eyes to see dad with a big grin on his face and thats when I realized that somehow without knowing I had opened my towel and began stroking my cock. "Oh shit. Sorry dad." At the same time I was apologizing I didnt want to let go of my cock. It had never felt so good to stroke my cock before. But dad didnt seem to mind what he was seeing. "No Coop. Youre good. Mind if I join in?" Dad pulled open his towel and I saw his hard cock for the first time. Thicker and longer than mine. It stood straight up as he grabbed it and began stroking it. I had never seen a mans hard cock this close and it happened to be my dads. He spread his legs a little bit further apart and his knee rested on mine. When our knees touched we both looked over to the other and our eyes met. "This ok Coop? We can stop if you want." I could tell he meant it. This was a weird time to understand it, but this was probably the first time I really believed that dad loved me. He was really looking out for me, he wanted my first experience to be a good one. "Yeah dad. Its ok. Its good." Dads smile got bigger but there was also something in his eye that almost looked sinister. Thats when he sat up again and grabbed the pipe and torch. "Up for a couple more?" I pulled myself to the edge of the bed next to him to indicate that I was. This time we both each did three hits but alternated. The tingling and buzzing or whatever it was only got more intense and the last hit I took felt like it went straight to my cock. I leaned back down on the bed stroking with my legs spread and my feet on the ground. Dad put the pipe and torch back into the little bowl but before he laid back next to me he stayed at the edge and looked me up and down. He put one hand on my thigh and I shivered. "Damn Coop. Looks like its working doesnt it?" His hand began rubbing my thigh slowly. "Yeah dad I think so. Feels pretty good." "Good Coop. Good. Looking good..." I tilted my head back again and closed my eyes enjoying this first high of my life. Suddenly my eyes flew open as I felt the sensation of my dads hand wrapped around my rigid cock.

Yes I have worn my chasity into bathhouses over the years, you will be amazed at how many guys want to fuck you and that talk really dirty to get you hard, as getting hard in chasity hurts, but also very horny as well.

Don’t “settle”. And trust it when people tell you you’re good looking.

I love when I walk into public toilets and bright yellow piss is all over the seat if there is a lot sometimes instead of licking I will rub my cock on it and beat off right then and there

Yeah I did. Recently I met a top who I wasn't all that attracted to and that's fine. I'm used to that. But to top it off, he smelt of curry (he was Indian) and I was totally turned off by it. Then while he fucked me he was being rough in all the wrong ways. You can tell he was just some barbarian who didn't really know how to fuck and was just being unnecessarily rough because he wasn't competent enough. It got boring really quick. Also he want to fuck in so many positions rather than doing any one position right. Anyway I told him I'm gonna position myself doggy and you cum in my ass and go. So he did. He didn't last long either and he kept saying I'm too tight when he was missing my hole all the time lol. So yeah it was a total fuck up but he shot deep inside. Afterwards he tried being a dick to me like I wasn't all that good even though I literally made him cum in seconds lol. Such a strange encounter. However, this experience no matter how shitty it was, was my turning point to do BB only because after he went, the smell of cum mixed with my asshole WAS so sexy. I just loved putting my fingers up there and smelling it. It smelt like pure man hormones. Euphoric. Such a turn on

2. I had been laying around my apartment naked, my cock half hard and leaking, my hole stretched tight around the plug still lodged inside it, for hours when my phone finally buzzed. Prove to me that you are still plugged boy – you have 1 one minute to reply. I snatched my phone and bent over, taking a photo of my plugged hole and sent it to the random text I had received. Good boy. Your first test was to prove you could take a thick cock. Your second task will be to prove your willingness to give up control. Your address has been given to a member of our club, at some point in the next few hours he will buzz your door. You will let him in, unlock your front door and be waiting ass up when he comes in. If you choose to not buzz him in your candidacy will be invalidated. Reply to this message that you understand. I understand and am waiting! I responded. My heart was in my chest reading those messages. I wasn’t sure how the man had gotten my address, I had no idea who he had given it to, and I had no idea when they were coming. I tried to distract myself. I turned on the tv. I put on some clothes and cleaned up. I read emails. I tried to read a book. No matter what I did I was still horribly conscious that I had a plug stuffed in my butt and a man I knew nothing about coming over to dump his load in me. I wasn’t sure if I was excited, horny, interested or scared. But my hole kept twitching and my cock kept leaking through the underwear I put on so I resolved to answer my door when the call came. But that took time, lots more time. An hour passed, and then two, I began to think that it was a prank, no one was coming. Then, right around three hours late, my buzzer went off. My heart thudded and my stomach dropped, my resolve faltered. Was I really going to do this? Was I going to let a complete stranger into my apartment knowing nothing about them and let them breed my ass. I shifted my weight a little in my seat and the plug jammed deeper into me. My hole ached, and I was hungry. Without another thought I got up, I pressed the buzzer and I unlocked my front door. Quickly stripped off my clothes, and knelt on my couch wearing nothing but my jock. With the plug firmly lodged in my ass I aimed my hole at the door and waited. I heard the door open and made to look over my shoulder to see who had just come in when a slightly raspy voice said “Eyes forward boy.” My head snapped back front. It didn’t sound like he got undressed but I distinctly heard him unzip his pants. The strangers hand suddenly touched my ass and pulled on the plug lodged in me. “Push that plug out cunt,” he said. He had a slight Southern lilt to his voice, and I began to imagine a man with weather beaten features, an untrimmed beard, a narrow but toned body, and treasure trail to die for. I pushed against the plug, trying to expel it from my ass. The widest part though was too thick to just force out and the stranger started to tug at it. He pulled bringing it just to the brink of popping out of my hole and then letting it snap back. My hole was screaming. It felt stretched more than it ever had been. I knew that it was becoming a slack cunt quickly with this treatment and I loved it. Without warning the stranger tugged the plug completely from my hole and slammed his cock in to replace it. The load I had taken earlier was the only lube I got and it made me moan and grunt. The stranger proceeded to fuck me hard and fast. This was about me proving I could give up control of my hole and nothing more. He pounded me hard, his cock long but thin stabbing deep inside me. I groaned and begged him for his load. I thanked him for fucking me. I whimpered in joy. After what could only have been five or so minutes he groaned loudly, bottomed out in my cunt and pumped his load into me. When he was done he pulled his cock out, rammed the plug back in, and left. I was sweaty, panting, and my cock was completely soft but covered in precum. I wanted more. The plug was laying on the couch next to me. I looked at it, thought about it for a moment, and then crammed it back in my leaking hole. It slid in easily this time and I sat down hard on the couch to cram it even deeper. I sat there for a few moments relishing the fullness when I heard my phone buzz on the table. Good job boy. You have passed the second stage. How do you feel. Slutty as fuck. Is that a feeling you are enjoying? Yes! That was so fucking hot. I never even saw who he was. Good. You’re doing great boy. You’ve shown your willingness to give up your hole to someone you clearly want, and to give up your hole in an anonymous situation. I bet you even shoved that plug back in your hole didn’t you? Yes! Well done. The next stage of your interview is about how well you take instruction. You are not to jerk off or cum until you are given permission. You will remained plugged at all times. And tomorrow you will clear your whole day to be available for the club.

I am always hard when being fucked and occasionally cum without being touched

Take from a 100% Pure Cocksucker, once you suck even one cock, you are a cocksucker for life, even if you never suck another cock. That is just the way it is!!

Hmm...it's too hard to just pick one, but I think the thing I enjoy the most is getting my ass filled up with cum. From how it feels when the top's dick starts to throb as it pumps my hole full of hot, sticky jizz, to that warm, squishy feeling inside my ass after I've been bred, I'm definitely a proud cumslut! Right after that, I'd say just the act of getting fucked bareback itself is one of the best parts. You can't beat the awesome feeling of a hard, bare cock sliding in and out of your hole; skin on skin with no fucking condom to get in the way. Love it!