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I only have g’ed out once. It was at the powerhouse in San Francisco. A buddy, a good friend who I trust, measured out the doses. And it just hit me hard. Luckily he was there to look out for me. I woke up about an hour later on the pool table with my pants off!

I fucked several times in a workplace, mine or others. Never pnp. but one time a buddy of mine (realtor) took me to one of the homes he listed, and we slammed and played about 10 hours.

@RawNYTop I started at Fordham University when I was 17, so that was when I first hit The Adonis and West World and the other Times Square ABS stores, as well as the ones on Christopher Street in the West Village. LOVED all those places - there was also the David in the W50s, the Unicorn ABS with booths on W80th and so many others... much slutty fun! "Torso" actually WAS a gay skin mag - a bit less vanilla than Playguy or Blueboy, but no way near as fun as Honcho or Drummer... my hubby was a big fan of Torso and Advocate Men - both kind of annoyed me, because there they were, supposedly porn for gay guys but they only showed soft cocks and only the gluteus maximus, never the hole or even a hint of it... didn't they think there were any Tops out there?

I with I had a long beard for that reason! my beard only saves it for a day or two. Right now it smells like hot musky man ass woof

There are some ways- primarily jack of spades iconograpghy and most importantly being at places where black men tend to gather. When you’re the only white boy there, theyll notice lol

i agree wiTh wh0rehole and Sorehole22 - most thickhung guys appreciate a tough stud that they can slide into in one thrust - they don't have to be careful when fucking a bullTwaT!!!! and getting fisted opened up whole new aspects of getting fucked and taking large cocks. Fisting helped me train my hole to open fast and wide for those XXL pussy rippers! Never had a horsehung top turn me down 'cause i was too loose...

Do it! I've been a mare, a stallion and a volunteer at various locations. If you love bottoming and love anon, Horsemarket SF is definitely the party for you! If you're lucky, you may even get @FelchingPisser in your hole!

The best thing you can do is put yourself out there. Go to places where a lot of sex can happen. Protect your health. Try everything that appeals to you at least once.

It's why I always keep extra on hand when that exceptional guy needs to REALLY get used. Got hard reading your posts. Thx

Agreed that it's almost always implied. I've come back from a swirl break getting fucked by a stranger who my bf found on Grindr immediately after I passed out, once with the top who purposely g-ed me out shoving my face inside his smelly sneaker (I started to inhale like a freak it was so hot and he blew his load unexpectedly (though he came 2 more times and I was groggy for much of the following 60-90 minutes. I've had my ass shaved, a guy shoot a load on my face, another stick me on cam while he asked for suggestions, and one guy who took a magic marker and wrote all kinds of twisted stuff on me. Ok, now I want to take a g-nap!

at 12 my first orgasm went in boys ass, because of all these magazines. i was a devious lil fuck. my brother was 9 yrs older than me n off to college during the week. i would sleep in his room and found a lil bit of all of these mags , straight n gay, there. my older sister got me stoned as well around that time. and you have to remember that that is when penthouse occasionally started talking occasionally about being high, either with pot or maybe extacsy. As i got older n got into fun fucking gay sex, i thought pot was it for me. then came the experiments with acid and hallucinogens and mushrooms. I start going to dancing out with my doing x. in 2004 ms T got me. i still had priorities. N limited my use. basically because of those mags, i have done fun drugs fro 12 til 68. i have seen so many people lose it all because they started slamming. I wont do it. Dont slam til the rest of your life is settled,. or know how to get help. i know too many people that destroyed their lives w slamming.

I couldn't help but think of this in terms of myself, my sexual prowess and my friendships with a few people half my age. My doctor just told me, as he's done before, that it's nothing to be alarmed about, it's the aging process. This time he was talking about my vertebrae. My recent CT scan showed further spinal degeneration from the scan I had this summer. So I'm shrinking, the basis for a hideous metaphor. I was 6ft tall with a stunning body and handsome face. And God knows I made use of it. I was part of the tits and ass tyranny. This helped get the attention, the men I wanted. It helped my career. It wasn't exactly a crutch as I was always well educated, smart, witty and ambitious. Those things got me further. And I depend on these things now as I am pudgy snd shrinking. Shrinking. I prepared for this time when I wasn't the it boy and I try to prepare my younger friends. I am passing the baton. I am getting to know and like myself all over again. I immerse myself in a life of thought, of creativity, of lntellect. And I can still get laid. Thank God for small mercies. I'm glad to be something, someone other than shallow. But as my therapist said, "the loss of that power has to be duly mourned."

Exactly Phillip. Guys like the current US president might have one think that firing people is a sign of an effective leader. But it isn't, never has been. What you're doing is the sign of an effective leader, teacher, mentor. Igniting skills in someone else to the point they can become the teacher is THE point. Congrats brother!

That pic (ur hot arse 🔥) certainly caught my eye. am a sleazy pervy poz breeder daddy/top quite happy to take control Looking forward to your next blog. Maybe in the future I’ll be in it! 👹 (think my cock would look good in your hot arse 😉)

People have often called me a pessimist. I prefer to call myself realistic or a fatalist. Optimists often get disappointed. We pessimists expect the worst, and do receive a nice surprise if something works out in our favor. Otherwise, the hurt is expected when things go south. It might be a horrible way to exist for some, but a coping mechanism for those of us who follow this prescription.

I once attended a course where I gave a presentation. At the end, the course lead told me that judging by my performance she was surprised that people were still awake! Not very nice but on listening back I was inclined to agree, I was talking at speed and very, very monotone. A lesson was learned, slow down and add tone. Bingo! No one sleeps in my presentations now!

"on a bridge built by Sean and Phong" Interesting metaphor - bridges - but didn't you help build that bridge too? Aren't you a participant - as well as a voyeur?

@PozBearWI Your storytelling is so captivating—I truly enjoyed reading about your adventures and the journey to reconnect with your Air Force friend. It’s a reminder of how unpredictable and exciting road trips can be, even when things go a bit off track. I rely so heavily on technology these days that if my maps or GPS stopped working, I know I’d freak out too! It’s smart that you’ve prepared with those extra tools; having a backup like a road atlas seems like a really practical way to avoid that “what now?” panic moment. I have to admit, reading about your thoughts on aloneness and the reality of losing a partner hit me deeply. It’s hard to think about life without someone you’ve built so much with, and I think, for a lot of us, there’s an instinct to tuck that thought away, as if ignoring it might somehow stop it from happening. But your perspective—that preparation doesn’t mean emotional disengagement—is such a powerful way to look at it. It’s a reminder to cherish the time we have while also being realistic about the challenges life might bring. Thank you for sharing your insights. They’ve given me a lot to think about, not just about being prepared but also about how we approach those inevitable moments of transition in life. @hntnhole Thank you for sharing your perspective—it’s a profound reflection on relationships and the connection we seek throughout life. I find it comforting, in a way, to think that no matter the length or type of relationship we experience, there’s always a sense of balance or fulfillment to strive for afterward. It’s true, figuring out how to access that sense of well-being feels like the real challenge, but I believe it’s part of the journey we all have to navigate in our own time. Your 30 years with your other half is such a beautiful testament to love and connection. I hope I can carry forward the lessons from my relationships with the same sense of gratitude and growth.

Thanks for starting this interesting facet of BZ; I hadn't known it was available.

I believe that writing - committing thoughts to paper (or, in this case, the ether), helps us focus what might be called scattered thought-strains into a more structured format. It's a great way to focus. Plus, it helps if one's career was in the publishing business 😁.

Well, that's true, unfortunately. There are a number of reasons, one of which is there's a r/e development right next door (where guys used to go to fuck). It's still a fun bar, so by all means go, and steep in the history of the joint. But for bar-room sex, you'll need to go N on 4th Ave (which turns into Wilton Drive) to 6th Ave. You can't turn right, but you can turn left, immediately left again, and then enter a smallish parking lot for the Eagle. You must pay, or your car will be gone when you come up for air. It'd probably be most productive though, to uber it. If you have any Leather gear, bring something so you can get into the Leather area ... it's reminiscent of the old days when the Leatherbars all had fantastic back(fuck)rooms. Don't forget to hit Slammer, (sometimes called "321", which is the address on Sunrise Blvd). It's open from Thurs through Sun nights, from 7pm, and stays open until the last load is pumped up someone's gut.

I could try to find him @TaKinGDeePanal, but realize this happened over 10 years ago, and although I pnplayed with him a couple of times afterward, we lost touch about 9 years ago (before he ever gave up his ass fully to me, sadly...)

Super hot! Thanks for sharing your sex-filled weekend...😘 It sounds so exciting to embrace one's sex desires and share it with other sex-crazed men! Looking forward to reading more of your sex adventures including Darklands...😃

I’ve said it before but you have a way of writing that is so vivid it almost makes the reader feel they’re there (I should be so lucky!). It’s a real talent.

What happened with the niece and her boyfriend is one of the reasons I paused so long before this installment. There was some hotness, but problems too. I am both a bit ashamed and yet also proud of myself for my response. The next part of the night shows that even for ne, not all my adventures turn out well all the time @ejaculaTe

Same. Eating a cummy hole makes my dick rock hard! Got to eat a couple at CumUnion a few days ago. Bred a few too!

Or International Male Catalog. Those Onion Skins short did me in

Ah yes, Penthouse Letters. "Dear Penthouse Letters, I never thought that this would happen to me...."

@SpectreAgent- there's sTill Time for you to have such an experience you know, and @partying.hard, yes, vacant listed houses and condos were always perfect for playing around in (though I always got the owners permission - fortunately, I had a good number of guys "in the scene" who listed their places with me when they left NY and retired south...

Exactly @hungrypighole now I confidently go on BBRT and hit up the dudes who list themselves as "huge." Since I don't top AND I'm hung small I have no idea what it must be like for them, but I do know that when I was concerned about keeping a tight hole, I would have to tap out even with average guys who were just eager. Once I got fisted, I knew there was no turning back. Now I get guys who pound away, have a great time, and end with, "Wow! you can really take some dick!" I'm proud of that. Also, I'm stealing bulltwat. That's fucking hawt, bruh.

As someone relatively new to fisting (only twice w/ small-medium hand) I love how it changed me. I am permanently looser than ever. And of course want to get stretched even wider.

A great weekend. One more fuck scene to go. I will post tonight.

I love Atlanta. It’s my favorite place to get a hotel room and Grind after club fun. The BBC there is almost endless, and the men are almost always Hung. I stayed at The Cheshire Inn a couple times. Really sketchy spot, but it’s heaven for a JoS bottom.

A vial is 5ml and sometimes it can be 7ml. However. a usual dose is 3 to 4ml. everyone is different and every batch is different. Depending on which lab makes it and how concentrate it is. There is actually a way to calculate how potent a particular batch is, by using a clear large corning glass dish and your oven .. First Weight the content of the vial. by weight not by volmune . Then you dying out the moisture by pouring the liquid onto the dish.. stick into the oven and watch closely when the liquid is gone, there is a powder left. .Cool it down .. and then you have to scale or weight the powder. and then put the powder back into the vial and weight it again and then you look at previous number and hyrrate the poweder. Then there is a math formula which I am not going to disclose on here because most of you who will be trying above method may fuck it up and if you fuck it up and did the mis calculation using MY formula that I publish on here, and then someone dies because you are an idiot or not that bright to calculate. . WELL Guess who the fuck goes to jail and end up being the prison bitch? EXACTLY . I DONT THINK SO. Anyway. dosage are difficult to measure. because although the standard base doage is 3ml and you slowly increase up. Again depending how potent your G is... The ones that theoretically speaking if I have access to them, the dosage I will give is 3 to 4ml if the person has a empty stomach then it will be 3.5ml also depending how talll skinny fat the person his and how many fucking days they have been up on doing T which affects how much you give. Never give a whole vial all 5 ml. That is just asking for trouble. I stand 6ft3 ( 191cm) weightss 220lb., I work as a butcher and once upon a time ago was licensed as an armed body guard. .. if I took the 5ml with or without food. it will knock me the fuck out within 30 min. .. the transit time ( as in from entering your mouth to G tkes effect.. is usually 25 to 30min. If someone were to give that same vial 5ml to a guy who have eat for say 2 days and been high on T for 2 days.. assuming he probably didn't hydrate himself with electrolyte drinks like gatorate and or coconut water.. he is already very dehydrate... .. sya the boy is 5 ft 11... 35yo.. . I wll calculate he will have a 100% chance of Over Dosage . definitely passing out. AND he will has a well 78 to 85% of getting a lethal dosage especially if the idiot had been taking the following depressants such as opiates, benzodiazepines, barbiturates, gabapentinoids, thienodiazepines or alcohol. SO the lesson is DO NOT FUCK AROUND with GHB. if you don't know where it came from ASK.. and NEVER drink the entire fucking vial all at once. start at 3ml and go o.50ml up .. remember the chemical is in you body for at least 2 hrs..... sop within the first 30 to 45 min yuou can adjust and give more the dosage. Because OD gives you the nasty fucking projectile vomit and then you get this fucking headche or a hungover headache.

Love getting taken advantage of during a g nap!

Hot scenario, ive had it done to me, bumped back when finished

I love old trolls too. I am completely healthy and std free. Recently I was in an adult theatre and I sucked off an old, unattractive, fat man. About 70 years old.I really loved it. I'm in good shape, cute , mid 40s. I have a big cock. He had a small one. I felt so slutty serving him. Other guys were watching me and looked kind of disgusted by me. As I slid back his foreskin, my tongue felt bumps all over the head of his small dick. I was a little concerned, but too horny to stop. I kept sucking his hard cock, and really liked his bumpy cock head a lot. I don't know if he had herpes or warts but I was cock drunk and couldn't stop. After about 10 minutes he moaned and shot his load in my mouth and I swallowed and suckef him clean . He zipped up guick and left. A few days later I got some painful blisters on my tongue. At first I was upset. But now it turns me on that this fat old troll probably gave me something. I can't stop thinking about it and I want to do it again.

Letting go eventually will become a lifelong thing, repeated often.

I'm sorry to know that there are some rocky shoals present in your relationship. That happens periodically in most relationships, but generally not those of a couple of years together. I'm trying to remember the first two years of the relationship with my life-partner. I don't think we'd moved in together yet. That happened when we realized that we were both maintaining apartments, with the same stuff in each one, and it wasn't all that easy for me to merge my life with his completely, and vice versa. I do remember we had a good laugh about living together, and then stopped laughing and fucked like whores. One thing that helped was, we'd have an occasional "time-out", when one or both of us could describe any issues, and the agreement was that no ill will would be permitted. That helped, in that it was a planned "thing", whenever one of us needed to express whatever it was. I think he was less interested in living together, concerned that I might not like what a sexual pig he was - the dummy - I was deeper in the pigpen then he was. But when we first met, we were both having sex with some other guy. The point is, being flexible enough to accommodate at least some of the other guy's needs is essential, but you already know that. So our relationship regarding sex was relatively open from the get-go. If your relationship with K. isn't/wasn't (I'm not putting it in the past tense quite yet), quite as laid out, defined, whatever, then maybe there's a chance to rebuild. Obviously, I don't know either of you, but I hope that at least some chance remains for a reconciliation.

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Very, very true!!

It would be great to have you as a Mare!

Every three months I get tested for my prep. About a year ago, a new guy is always at the lab to draw my blood. Just as kind of a joke when he popped the tourniquet off I raised my hand and pretended to cough. He gave me a rather quizzical look, but he said nothing. I did the same thing on my next check-up.then, the third time I did it, he grinned, reached into a drawer and produced a handful of rubber tourniquets, offering them to me. “Do you need a few extra?” He asked.

Hi Jake, not everybody gets the fuck flu - some simply becomes poz without knowing it. I got the fuck flu back in 2008 about 2 weeks after the guy who pozzed me dumped his load. The fuck flu lasted for about 4-5 days and the initial symptoms (fever, headache, red dots on my chest etc.) only lasted 24-48 hours and then all was fine except some swelling in the lymph nodes in my groin so I wouldn't worry too much about.

Looking for my first black cock to breed me.

Congratulations! And seriously, did you acTually think you had to ask? Hell yes, ask my fisting bottoms, I'm very good at opening them up for that

I hope I get this to happen! Before Tina I only did x n k. One hotlanta weekend, closing party, I saw two hot guys dancing and they saw me. We danced got more fucked up and surprise they lived together, I asked,lovers,they said no brothers! And promptly asked if i wanted to be B in the middle.? YES n off we went at their place they offered g n we were naked all of a sudden it was 2 o’clock Monday afternoon and my flight was at 3:30 got to hotel,grabbed some of my crap n told my FL buds to take home what I didnt i smelled of sweat chems n sex n i was last on the plane, took a row n laid down after takeoff. I was last one off as they didn’t even wake me forlanding what A fucking weekend t

Very hot man. I am going to Atlanta in a few weeks and plan to get a room at The Cheshire Motor Inn. It’s a notorious motel for sex. Lots of Black Men so I will be in heaven.

Just make sure the dog doesn't try to pull out before the knot goes down. Have the owner/trainer ready to prevent that. I took the German Shepard's knot. I'd do it again but the owner moved away. I have never felt so full.