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Most of my friends are straight and through them I met their straight friends, that's how I met Marcus. He was 19, just graduated high school and was now living in the city going to college. Marcus was very good looking. He was only 5'6", but half black and half hispanic, with an incredibly picture worthy face. I'd see him at my friend's house when I'd go over there to party. We all drank, and half of them smoked. He was the only one that didn't really drink I'd tease him a bit because of that, until one night after I kept trying to get everyone, including him, to take shots of tequila together. My buddy, who's apartment we partied in, caught me alone in the kitchen and quickly said,"don't say anything, but the reason Marcus doesn't drink much is because he's afraid it will mess with his HIV meds." Obviously, I had a very confused look at my face because I'd met Marcus' girlfriend and the one before his current one, so my bud went further to explain,"He's not gay or anything, but he was born with it, his father apparently got it when he was in prison at a young age from using drugs and didn't know it, so all of his kids were born with HIV." I was shocked, and sad for Marcus. We got the tequila shots and took them into the living room and we handed everyone their shot glasses, except Marcus. I guess that's where I made my mistake because, I always tried to get him to drink, and when he wouldn't drink what I offered him, then I'd down his shot for him. This time I didn't even offer him a glass. I didn't think anything of it, but he's a smart kid and he apparently figured it out. Later that night, everyone was pretty messed up one way or the other, and there were only four of us still awake. My buddy and his girlfriend, Marcus and myself. My friend's girlfriend started to doze off and suddenly threw up a little bit on her shirt, so while he dealt with cleaning her up Marcus jumped up and took his shirt off, and said to me, "let's go down to the hot tub!" It was about 50 degrees outside but I was drunk enough, that it sounded like an adventure. Besides, this was the first time I'd seen Marcus shirtless and quite frankly I wanted to see a lot more. He was so lean that you could see all of his muscles, and boy did he have a lot of muscles, they were well hidden under his hoodies and sweatshirts he always wore. He was smooth and just had an incredible body in general. We grabbed some towels and I realized we didn't have any swim trunks, to which he responded, "no one's gonna be down there, we'll take our clothes off under the towels and just slip in the hot tub naked." I was all in! "Let's go then!" I exclaimed. I couldn't help looking at Marcus' back as I followed him down to the pool and hot tub area. This little guy wasn't so little and he was ripped. My mouth watered watching his tight bubble butt bouncing going down the stairs. Fucking hell, I was getting hard just watching his back and ass! We got to the hot tub, the courtyard lights were off, since it was the colder season and no one used the pool or hot tub. It was dark so Marcus didn't bother getting undressed under the towel and neither did I. Obviously I couldn't help myself from looking, and saw his cock, rather I stared at his cock and it was so hot, beautiful, uncut and looked about 4-5 inches soft, it was thick and he had some big low hanging balls too. Again, my mouth was watering, and I had to very quickly get into the hot tub because I was half hard in about two seconds after seeing him naked. We were chilling and chatting in the hot tub, I asked about his current girlfriend, and he caught me off guard by giving a serious answer saying,"she's hot as fuck, but she won't let me fuck her raw dawg, cause she scared of getting HIV." Although the news didn't surprise me, his admission of it did, and he saw the look on my face. "Look, I know our buddy told you, when you brought the tequila shots in, it was the first time ever, that you didn't offer me one. And I saw the way you tried not to look at me. I go through this every time someone finds out." I kinda stammered a bit and just sheepishly said,"you're not as dumb as you look. Yeah, he told me, and I'm sorry man. You know, I have friends that are HIV positive too, I hope you know I don't think less of you, I was just caught off guard because you're straight, and I don't know any straight positive people." Marcus went on to tell me about his frustrations with just about anyone he dated. He said, he hadn't been able to cum with a condom in years and his girlfriend's would rarely, if ever, let him raw dawg their pussies and they definitely never let him finish inside of them. He even had a couple girlfriends get on PrEP and they still didn't let him cum in them. I was kinda shocked and blurted out,"They were on PrEP and wouldn't let you cum in them?!?! That's stupid, hell, if you're paranoid about alcohol messing with your meds, I know you're undetectable, and I'd let you cum in me even if I weren't on PrEP." I can't believe I just said that. I quickly, followed up with,"I mean, if I were your girlfriend." Wait, that didn't sound right either, so I chimed in again,"I mean, if I was a girl and on PrEP." He was laughing at me, and responded,"It's cool, I know what you mean. So...you said you were on PrEP?" Did I? Oh yeah, I said,"even if I weren't on PrEP..." I didn't quite know what to say, so I just said, "uhmmm..." Marcus was so chill though, he laughed again and moved over next to me, putting his arm around my neck and comforted me, "You think I didn't know you were gay? Remember...I'm not as dumb as I look." We laughed together. I felt relaxed again, and affirmed what he already knew. "Yeah, I'm gay and yes I'm on PrEP." He asked if I was a top or bottom, his bluntness surprised me. I said I'm a top. And I don't know why, but I volunteered that I had bottomed in the past, it just wasn't my preference. He stood up in the hot tub, and since he had his arm around my neck, his cock was literally inches from my face now. And it had grown. His thick cock was somewhat hanging at about 6 inches now right in front of me. He said,"come on, we better go dry off in the sauna before we put our clothes back on." He walked toward the sauna while I hopped out and grabbed my towel to cover my fully erect cock. My 7.5 inch beer can cock stood straight up and was like concrete. We got into the sauna and he was totally naked, he didn't bring his towel. I just held my towel over my cock basically and sat down. I couldn't help but look at his growing cock. And he noticed. "You ever suck a black guy's cock?" I was still buzzing on alcohol and the whole situation that I just responded,"yes, I love suck big cocks." He laughed as he started stoking himself. He was a very solid 8 inches and quite thick. He nonchalantly said,"come suck this big black cock then." I immediately got up, letting my towel drop and went straight to his dick and enveloped it in my mouth. I was high from this whole scene, I wasn't thinking rationally, I just wanted this gorgeous straight guy's big cock in my mouth. He was moaning and groaning telling me to "suck that big cock" and "yeah, get it all down your throat." I had grabbed my towel and put it on the wooden bench so I could put my knees up on it and lean over his cock better. Trying to get more of him into my throat. The sauna was hot and we were both sweating like crazy, he continued to moan and as I got my mouth all the way down to his pubes he grabbed my head with both hands and started to throat fuck me. I was loving having this straight guy use my mouth and throat as a fuck hole. He seemed to be enjoying it so much and I didn't want it to end, but I did want his cum. As he kept fucking my mouth he moved one hand down the back of my head and neck and was carressing me from my neck to my ass. He'd grab my ass and squeezed it, and rubbed my cheeks. Our bodies were so slick from sweat, his hands on my body felt electric. He even began to slide his fingers in and out of my crack, stopping on my hole and gently pushing into me. We were sweating so much that I realized he was collecting the sweat from my back and using it as lube to get his finger into my tight hole. Once he broke past my hole's resistance, he sunk his finger into my hole. It felt amazingly tight and slick and I moaned around his dick. He started saying,"shit man, shit yo' mouth feels good on my cock. Keep doin that and I'm gonna bust," as he started finger fucking me faster and harder, I felt so vulnerable and slutty being used by him. I wanted to swallow his load so I began moaning and sucking him harder and faster. "I'm gonna cum man," he barely got out in between hard breaths. I moaned around his cock that I was bobbing up and down on,"mmhmm, mmhmmm," encouraging him to blow his load down my throat. I felt his body tensing up and he had two fingers buried in my hole but was just wiggling them around inside me. His hand on my head started pushing my face all the way down on his cock hard as he thrust his cock down my throat and I felt it stiffen and swell, he whisper yelled,"ohhhhh fuck! ohhhhhhhh, I'm gonna cum man. I'm gonna cum. Swallow that load bitch. Take it!" his body spasmed and he began blasting his jizz down my throat. I felt it shooting hard into me, there was so much, it was like a water canon and I was swallowing it as fast as it came out. He pushed his fingers in as deep as they would go up my ass, as he shot his cum into my stomach, that he finger punched my prostate, it was like he hit an electric buzzer. I was swallowing his never ending load and suddenly my body spasmed for a few seconds and I shot one blast of clear liquidy cum out my cock so hard that it coated his thigh. We were both coming down and I still had his cock in my mouth. Neither of us had gone soft, he slowly slid his fingers out of my hole and rested his hand on my ass. Through his labored breathing he said,"damn. I hadn't cum from a blowjob in at least a year, and I've never cum that hard from one. I wasn't sure you would let me cum in your mouth, but you made it pretty clear, you wanted it. You acted like a fucking fat chick cumdump, "he laughed at his own words. I pulled off his still hard cock, and responded, "one out of three isn't bad, as long as it's the cumdump one." Marcus chuckled,"well you're not fat and you're definitely not a chick, but we should see if you're truly a cumdump." I sat up and looked at him with a look of confusion and maybe surprise. "You said you were on PrEP," Marcus told me, "and that you'd let me cum in you, right?" I shook my head "yes" for sure in the affirmative. Oh my gosh, is he really talking about fucking me right now? This hot straight guy. I thought I was going to consider myself incredibly lucky that he let me blow and swallow him, but now he wants to fuck me. "It's been so long, I don't think I can take such a big dick though," I told Marcus. He stood up, his cock was pointed at the ceiling, and he grabbed me, pulled me up then pushed me back down to where my face was right in front of his cock. I grabbed it, still hard as a pipe, and took it back into my mouth. He was thrusting in and out of my mouth slowly and said,"I'm not gay, but I haven't had anyone ever take my cum, and I just need to know what it feels like to shoot inside someone, without pulling out, and raw, no worries from either party, I just need to breed someone. Will you let me? I'll go slow and if you can't handle it, you can suck me off again." I didn't respond, I just kept sucking his cock. He instructed me to "get it real wet. Leave a lot of spit on my cock and come off of it" I did as he told me, and he got down on his knees, now my aching hard cock was in his face, but not for long. He grabbed my ankles and lifted my feet off the wood floor, making me lean back on my towel on the bench. I looked down toward my cock and saw him holding my ankles up and spread out, and his beautiful face, his eyes staring at my hole. I watched him spit on my hole, his eyes were glazed over with lust. He dove into my ass and I felt his tongue immediately working into my hole. It was me this time, that grabbed HIS head, as he tongue fucked my pink hole, getting it wetter and more relaxed. It felt fucking amazing, his tongue was powerful and felt like a slick muscle massaging into my asshole. I began to moan like a bitch. I wasn't used to this feeling, I was the one that usually ate ass like a champ causing bottoms to turn into sluts. The tables had been turned, and I wasn't mad that it was a hot straight guy turning the tables, and turning me into a cumslut. He retracted his tongue from my ass and came up, still holding my ankles spread out like a whore and scooted in close, I felt his big wet cockhead hit my hole. He was looking down as it pushed into me and occasionally looked up at my face to see how I was taking the pressure. It felt so good. He was thick, and hard, but I was opening up for him. He was going so slowly and he had been so perfect, that I was relaxed the entire time and suddenly his cock entered me deeper. I sighed,"ahhhhhh, fuck..." drifting off to a place of pure pleasure, "oh my god, your cock feels so good, keep going" Marcus pulled my legs up and rested them on his muscular shoulders, my ankles were by his head now. He began sinking more of that beautiful straight thick black poz cock into me. I was in heaven, as he filled me up, stretched my hole and finally rested on my prostate causing me to precum onto my stomach. He was looking down when the precum poured out,"did you cum?" Marcus asked. "No, your cock is hitting my prostate and making me precum," I explained. Marcus smiled,"damn, I didn't know a guy could get wet from being fucked. You sure you're okay with me cumming in you? I don't want you to regret this or freak out when I get close to blowing my load like some of my girlfriends. It's caused me to kinda panic now during sex." I looked at him directly in his eyes, "Marcus, I'm on PrEP, and even if I wasn't, you're undetectable. I've never had anything in my ass feel this fuckin good, if you don't cum in me, I'll be mad! I want you to use my hole, and don't look back, fuck me hard and cum in me as much as you want." He smiled and I could see the worry leave his face completely. He slide his hands down to my hips and started to pull out slowly til his thick cock came out, he was looking down watching his fat cock go all the way in, then all the way out of my tight wet hole. I felt like, from the waist down, my body was being jerked off. I felt pleasure all over my sweaty skin and deep inside my bowels as his huge cock fucked in and out of me. I began to stroke my cock, using the copious amounts of precum Marcus was milking out of me as lube. He even reached down and jerked me for a minute as he purposefully pushed his dick deep into my prostate and forced more precum out. He collected it in his hand and brought it up to his face and sniffed it,"smells like sex," he said right before licking it all out of his hand. He started to really fuck me now, his cock was pounding my ass so hard, we could hear the "thwap thwap thwap thwap" of his hips hitting my ass as he drove his monster into me. He was breathing hard and sweat was pouring off of his body. His muscles were tight and straining as he fucked his rod into my guts. I could tell he was getting close to cumming and I didn't want him to start feeling self conscience about breeding me, so while I stroked myself, coming closer to my own orgasm, I commanded him,"awww yes, fuck me Marcus. I want you to blow that big load of cum deep inside me. Shoot that poz load hard into me. I want to feel it blasting my insides." I think that did the trick, he was mumbling,"oh oh oh I'm gonna cum, oh fuck I'm gonna cum man, I'm gonna cum." I retorted back to emphasize how much I wanted it,"do it, breed me, breed my pussy, cum in me Marcus, I want you inside me." "AHHHHHH FUCK! I'm cumming! AHHHH I'M FUCKING BREEDING YOU! TAKE IT! Take it!" I felt his cock swell and pump and blow his load deep inside me, watching and feeling him explode inside me turned me on so much that I started cumming too. I shot cum past my head onto the wall, and began shooting cum onto my face and chest, he continued to fuck me as I was cumming. He looked down at me with my mouth open in ecstasy as I climaxed all over myself and started pounding my hole harder and faster than he was before. My body was a rag doll being fucked by a mechanical being, it felt like his body became a robot with no loss of energy and all the strength of a machine endlessly pounding my ass. I didn't know what was happening at this point, I just let him do what he wanted, it still felt good, as I was coming down from my orgasm, I didn't care what he did to me. In about two minutes of this renewed power fucking he slammed deep into me and screamed,"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!" as he unloaded yet another load into my ass mere minutes after his first load. The machine was gone, and he melted down onto me. He rested his elbows on the wooden bench I was laying on. My legs still on his shoulders and were now against my chest, his forehead rested on mine and his cock was still buried inside me. Marcus was trying to catch his breath, but forced himself to say,"thank you, thank you, thank you." Then he kissed me on the lips. "Truly, that was the best fuck I've ever had. I guess it was my first REAL fuck to be honest. I can't tell you how much that meant." He kissed me again, this time he forced his tongue into my mouth and we made out. He slowly let my legs go and slide down and his cock gently slipped from me. I felt his cum leaking out. It felt good actually. It all felt good. We quietly got ourselves together, and gathered our things by the hot tub. We walked up the steps toward the apartment. On the way up, I broke the silence,"Marcus, that was amazing, it was something I've never quite experienced either, and I loved it, but that's all it has to be. This one time, we did this thing, and it's just between the two of us. I'll never tell anyone and I don't want to lose you as a friend." We were at the apartment door now, he said,"I know. I trust you." He paused a minute and put his hand behind my head around the back of my neck,"you really gave me a gift no one ever has before and I won't ever forget that." He gave me a quick kiss again, opened the apartment door and said,"maybe it won't just be a one time thing."

I had moved to a new city about 6 months ago and moved into an apartment with a guy who advertised his spare room on roommates.com. Like me, he was gay, single and had a busy work schedule, so we didn’t see too much of each other around the apartment. His name was Eddie, he was 28 years old, and he was about 5”11, Latino and muscled from a combination of his job as a tradesman and working out at the gym. Both his arms were covered in some of the most beautiful, intricate tattoo sleeves I had ever seen. Also, I was pretty sure he was poz, as I saw some of his medications lying around in the shared bathroom a few times. However, I didn’t give this much thought, as shortly after arriving in my new city I got a boyfriend, and we entered into an intense relationship. I had really loved my boyfriend, Rob, but after about 6 months of dating and practically living together at my place, Rob suddenly broke up with me. With no other explanation other than that “things weren’t fun any more” he packed up his belongings that were at my place, and left. I was devastated, as even though we had only been together a short time, I had genuinely thought that Rob and I would be together for ever. Late the next morning after Rob had left, I finally left my room. Wearing just the jockstrap (which is all I usually sleep in), I walked to the kitchen, where Eddie was standing at the sink, washing some dishes, and I headed straight to the freezer, took out a tub of ice cream, grabbed a clean spoon and started eating. ”Hey man! What the fuck do you think you’re doing? That’s my ice cream!” Eddie cried ”Look, I’m sorry man, I’ve had a bad day...” I started to reply ”You always do this, dude! You take my food without asking, you don’t help with the washing up, and you’re practically naked!” I found this a bit rich, as Eddie wasn’t wearing much more than me - he had on very tight briefs and a singlet. “And I’ll work on that...” I started, but Eddie was on a roll. ”And to top it all off, Rob is over here ALL the time, I should charge him rent too” ”Well, about that, Rob broke up with me last night, so that’s one problem sorted” ”Oh shit, I’m so sorry Joe! I didn’t realise,” Eddie’s tone of voice changed to sympathy, and he grabbed me in a hug. ”I honestly thought we were going to be together forever,” I said dejectedly, as his arms gave me a squeeze, my head on his shoulders and my arms reciprocating his hug. “And he hasn’t given any reason, other than that ‘things weren’t fun anymore’!” ”The guy was a cunt anyway,” Eddie said. “He hit on me a few times when he was over here and you were out, but I didn’t want to say anything” ”Oh man!” I cried out. Eddie’s hug intensified, and as it did, I felt his hands slowly work their way down my back, until they were over my ass cheeks, where he gave a little grab. ”Dude! I JUST broke up with my boyfriend!” I said, though I didn’t break the hug. ”The best way to get over a guy, is to get under another...” he said, looking at me intensely. I returned his look. Eddie was so handsome, I couldn’t help myself, and if I was honest, I had always had a bit of a crush on him. I leaned in to kiss him at the same time as he leaned in. Our lips found each other’s, and we started to explore each other’s mouths. With increasing intensity, we probed each other’s mouths with our tongues, barely coming up for air between each long, deep kiss. We became more and more animated, until I was pushed back into the fridge, which we used to steady ourselves as we made out more. After a few minutes, we broke apart, and I ripped his singlet off him, pulling it over his head, fully revealing his barely covered torso, and only just now noticed that his left nipple had a barbell sticking through it. My mouth immediately went for it, and I latched on to his nipple, sucking it and licking it, while he moaned in pleasure. My left hand moved to his other nipple and started playing with it, my attention to them making them become erect. I broke away from his nipple to kiss him again, and he moved down to my neck, kissing it and biting it a little - I knew I would have hickies to explain when I went back to work on Monday. Fuck! This was hot! I wondered why we had never done this before, and then my new hatred of Rob intensified as I realised that the time I’d spent with him had potentially stopped me from having fun with Eddie. After a few more minutes of exploring each other’s bodies I knew I had to have Eddie’s cock in my mouth. I reached down to his briefs and pulled them down, revealing a beautiful, hard cock that was 8” long and nicely thick, so that I could just get may hand fully around it. At the same time, I pulled down my jockstrap, releasing my own straining cock. Both our cocks were liberally leaking precum. I couldn’t waste any more time, and got on my knees and started to suck his dick. Starting by licking around the big head, and sucking up all of the delicious precum, I started taking his cock into my mouth. Taking my time, I worked his cock into my mouth, gagging a little, but determined to take it all the way so that his pubes and my goatee met. ”Fuuuuuuuuck...!” He moaned. “That’s fucking hot, man! I can’t believe you managed to get all the way down in one go - not many guys can do that” i just moaned in response, my mouth being full of his juicy, thick cock. I started to move his cock in and out of my mouth, taking in air through my nose every time just his cockhead was in my mouth, before going back to deepthroat him. I was (justifiably) proud of my blowjob skills, and I wanted to give Eddie the full benefit of them. It wasn’t long before he started matching the rhythm of my moving in and out, until he was just straight up face fucking me as he held his hands behind my head to keep me in place. I loved every second of it, and reached down to my own cock, to feel the enormous erection I was sporting, and feeling the constant stream of precum that was leaking from my slit. I started to slowly jerk myself as he face fucked me, until he abruptly pulled out. ”Fuck man, I’m going to cum if we keep this up, but I really want to fuck you properly” ”Let’s go to your room then, and do this properly,” I said, standing up, and playing with his nipples as I did so. I playfully grabbed the nipple with the piercing in it and started to lead him to his room. He had no choice but to follow me! When we reached his room, I turned around to face him, started kissing him and fell backwards onto his bed, bringing him with me, so that he fell on top of me. I drew my legs up to encircle him. ”I want you inside of me” I whispered into his ear. “I want you to fuck me, and I want you to cum inside of me. I’ve never been fucked raw, and I want to feel it. I want you to be the first” ”Joe, you know I’m poz though, don’t you?” ”Yeah, but you’re on meds, though, right? You can’t pass it on if you’re undetectable” ”You don’t understand, I’m on a medication break at the moment. The meds were interfering with my liver function a bit, so the doctor took me off them about two months ago, so I’m going to be toxic right now” This gave me pause for thought, but only for a second. ”I don’t care. If I poz, I poz, and I can’t think of a better person to gift it to me than you. All I know is that right now I need you to fuck me, and I need you to cum inside of me” ”You sure?” ”I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life” ”Then let’s do this properly” With that, Eddie went down on me, licking and probing my ass hole with his tongue. He got it wet, and gave me sensations I had never felt from someone eating my ass before. I could feel it puckering up in pleasure with each lick and slight nibble, and then he started pushing his tongue into my hole which sent me wild! ”Oh fuck! Don’t stop! That feels so good!” I screamed. He kept going, getting deeper and deeper with each probe of his tongue. I was in heaven! But suddenly he pulled out, leaving me feel empty. However, I wasn’t empty for long as he started to replace his tongue with his middle finger, gently getting further and further in. One finger became two, as he added his index finger, and two became three as his ring finger went into my hole. He worked his fingers in and out, before finally adding in his pinkie, to make sure that my hole was loose enough to take his thick cock. ”All you’re getting for lube is my spit and precum,” he said as he pulled his fingers out, spat on his cock, and slowly started to push his raw cock into my hole. ”Oh fuck, that feels so good! Give me your poz cock!” ”Yeah? You want my toxic seed filling you up?” He asked, as he slowly pushed further into me. ””Fuck yeah, fucking poz me up! Make me your poz whore!” ”Oh hell yeah!” He said as with one final push, he entered me all the way, and I could feel his cockhead pushing on my second ring. “I’m going to fill you with so much fucking poz seed it’s going to be leaking down your legs for a week!” Now he was all the way in, he started to draw back and pound me, fucking me with all abandon, so that my head was hitting up against the wall. It was like he turned into an animal, lost in the lust of the moment, and the pleasure of pozzing up a neg hole. Holding onto my legs, so they were up in the air, he fucked and pounded me, slapping me every now and then and other times reaching down to kiss me. The sheer animal fury of it took over me as well, as I kept begging for his toxic cum, telling him to poz me up and share his gift with me. This went on for half an hour, and i don’t know where we got the stamina for it, but it was the most passionate fuck of my life. But after half an hour, I could feel his strokes change, and he slowed down, as he growled “I hope you’re ready to become poz because you’re fucking getting my load man!” Then I felt his cock spasm inside of me as he unleashed torrent after torrent of poz cum into my gut. I could feel it warming up my inside, for spurt after spurt. This had to be the biggest load of cum ever! ”Fuck man, give it to me! Give me your poz load!” At the same time, I started my own orgasm, without touching myself. My ass clamped down on Eddie’s cock, milking him for all it was worth, while my dick spewed what was possibly the last neg load I would ever produce all over my chest and face. When he was done, Eddie collapsed on top of me, panting and lazily kissing me on the lips. He slowly pulled out of me, his cock still, incredibly, hard. I could feel some of his cum leak out of my abused hole and onto the bed spread, despite my trying to keep it in. Eddie offered his cock to me, and I noticed a slight pink tinge to the cum before I took it into my mouth to clean off. ”Fuck, that was incredible!” I said once I had licked off the last of the cum from his dick. ”I’m glad you enjoyed it, but we aren’t done yet” Eddie said with a smirk. “I need to make sure my gift takes hold...” And for the rest of the weekend we fucked like rabbits. I must have taken at least 10 loads from him that weekend, and we must have fucked on every surface in the apartment. After that, I never bothered sleeping in my room again, as Eddie and I started dating properly. And six weeks after that initial fuck, I came down with a pretty bad ‘flu. Looks like I got what I wanted...

So yesterday I went to spend the afternoon at Club Dallas in search of a few cocks for my ass and to hopefully get bred with at least one load. My search ended up being my best experience ever at Club Dallas. I walked in and got a room, got undressed and threw my towel over my shoulder and headed to the maze with my lube and poppers in hand. Upon entering the maze, I was quickly approached by a guy that walked up and felt my ass, then reached under to feel my hole, wet with the lube I had applied. He asked if I wanted to go to his room and I followed him. The door closed and he dropped his towel and pressed his impressive 8” cock against my ass and I bent over as he lined his raw cock up to my hole and pushed into me. He had the perfect amount of girth to make me feel full and quickly starting fucking me. Then he had me lay on the bed on my stomach and he climbed on top, pushed into me again, and started frantically fucking me. After about 5 minutes he pushed deep into me and shot his load of hot cum into my ass. I’d only been there 15 minutes and already had a sloppy cum hole!! I walked back into the maze and down a hall when guy #2 walks up behind me and puts his arms around me, his hard cock rubbing in my crack. He reaches down and feels the cum from the first guy and bends me over and slams his bare cock into my ass. Two minutes of fucking in the hallway and he speeds up, grunts, and breeds me with his cum. He pulls out and walks off leaving me in a daze, and I haven’t even opening my poppers yet. I walk over to the cage area and bend over the padded table leaving my cum filled ass exposed for whoever walks up. I lay there for about 10 minutes and have a couple guys walk up, touch my ass, feel my sloppy cumhole, then walk walk off. I take a couple hits of poppers and guy #3 walks up and rubs his cock up and down my slick crack. He pushes his cock down and lines it up and pushes his 7” bare cock into my ass. He fucks me fast and slow and a small crowd starts to build as I am sniffing my poppers and begging him to fuck me harder. He speeds up, pushes deep and shoots his cum into my ass. As soon as he pulls out another cock is immediately pushed into my ass and #4 fucks me quickly, cums inside me, pulls out and is replaced by #5. This guy was a little smaller but fucked me hard before he bred me. I decided to give my ass a break and went to the hot tub for a few minutes and cleaned my ass up, making sure to hold as much cum inside my ass as possible. I headed back to the maze and into the tv room where I layed down on the padded fuck horse and relaxed. I don’t know how long I layed there, but I soon felt a cock pushing at my hole. I took a hit of poppers and he sank his huge cock into my cum filled ass. He fucked me for a good 15 minutes while a crowd grew around us, with cocks being presented to my mouth. Now I was being spit roasted, taking three loads in mouth, which I eagerly swallowed. At last, #6 pics up the pace and drives deep into me and deposits his load in with the other 5 already in my ass. From there, I was fucked by 6 more guys, all while being spit roasted and taking cum in both ends. When the crowd dissipated, I was worn out and had cum dripping from my very well fucked ass. I’ve never taken that many cocks or been bred by that many loads before, but I felt great!! I did my best to hold all those loads inside me, probably 8-10 loads, but it was difficult to remember with all the guys that fucked me. There are always slow days and good days at the bathhouse, but this was by far my best day ever!!!

You can find more details about what happened before this story begins here. Part 1 Here I am at the downtown Hilton about to knock on the door of room 617 to meet my first ‘client’. Up until just over a week ago I was chasing pussy and the only partying I knew about involved getting drunk. As the starting quarterback for my high school's football team I am a very popular and can pretty much hey any girl to swing on my rod. So, how did I go from a straight jock to a Tina whore? I’m guessing that it started a couple years ago when I was invited over to a teammate house. I arrived to find my older brother, Jason, getting fucked. Every player there took a turn at my brother including me. After that night I regularly used my brother when I couldn’t find a girl. Jason and his friends used me as I had used him. I’m not completely sure why, but I didn't resist what they were doing to me, actually my body seemed to betray me add I recalled I enjoyed every moment as they fucked me and had me sucking dick. They were giving something they called Tina, forcing me to for from a glass pipe, but when they injected it directly into my vein is when I got hooked on cock and cum. It’s when I met Steven on a gay hookup site that my life spun out of control. Unknowingly to me he recorded video of my getting slammed and fucked by multiple men. He sent me a clip of the video forcing me to meet with him where he gave me a slam and fucked me while forcing me to watch the complete video of me doing drugs b and getting fucked by a number of men. If I didn’t want the video getting out to my family and friends I was to go to work for him as a prostitute. He would have me service selected men. I was to do as the men asked and let them fuck me and thank them for the honor of being their cum dump after they either deposited their cum in my ass or had me swallow their load. The guy in room 617 was to be my first ever client. Steven texted me the information along with instructions to was wear gym clothes and pick up a kit before I met the client. The kit contained an adequate amount of Tina for myself as the client, a glass pipe and the necessary items to self administer a slam. I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. I heard footsteps, the door opened a little and the man inside said, “Who's there?” As instructed I replied, “I’m the workout partner you requested Sir.” The door opened and I quickly entered the room. I recognize the man as a very well known professional athlete. I don’t let on I know his real name as he introduced himself, “I’m John and you must by Tyson.” I shook my head and answered, “Yes sir.” John then said, “Perfect. Why don’t you get out of those clothes and get tweeked for me. I like my boys flying while we fuck. I want you see you blow clouds, better yet if you can I’d love to watch you slam yourself if you can.” I took off my sweats to reveal my well formed jock body as I opened my kit. I pulled out my pipe and a rig and began to make you a slam as I blew clouds for John. As I began to load the rig with Tina, John said, “I want you to make that slam as strong as you can take.” I acknowledge his instructions with a “Yes sir.” I continued to blow clouds as I finished prepping my slam. John took his clothes off and watched as I applied the tourniquet to my upper arm, found a big vein, swabbed it with alcohol and slid the needle in my arm. I pulled back just a little as Jason had taught me to show I was in the vein and emptied the contents. I was glad John asked me to slam, I really needed this bad. I pulled the tourniquet off and began to cough hard as John moved in to kiss me hard. I was really flying when John and I got in the bed where he got on his back and pulled me in top of him so I could suck his cock while he ate my ass. His tongue licked and probed my ass causing me to moan as I took his cock into my throat. He had a great cock that semi hard was a decent 7” It continued to get hard as I held it deep in my throat. I felt my ass getting slick with his spit as he informed me, “Make sure you get as much spit on my cock as you can cause that’s all the lube you're gong to get until I breed your jock ass.” I worked up as much spit as I could and slicked up John’s 8½” cock. When he finally stopped rimming me I felt the wetness he created in my ass. He flipped me around as he pushed my legs back and without fanfare sobbed the full length of his cock balls deep in my ass. The penetration was painful at first but quickly subsided as he made good use of my ass. John pistoned in and out of my ass bringing me to moan. After a good 20 to 30 minutes he began to really pound away at my ass, his breathing began to get faster as I felt his cock thicken and grow harder before he grunted and I felt him throb as he filed me his sperm. With his hard cock still working in and out of my seeded hole John kissed me and said, “That just load number one. I haven’t fucked a jock line you before. It’s nice to have a high school quarterback tweaked out on meth to fucking breed."

here’s mine after some aggressive ass play.

Chatted up a guy at the gym and got invited to a sex party in the burbs. Low key no drama. A couple with a play space in their basement hosted, less than a dozen guys plus the hosts. Open bar, 420 (its legal here), set the vibe. The play space was a medium size room with a sling, well used couch and full size mattress on a platform off to the side; bottles of lube and poppers were scattered throughout the space. Big screen was playing nasty porn and the hosts lit the space in red lights with nasty fuck music playing the back ground. The age range skewed older I’d say 40 to 50’s no attitude. We where all hanging out talking finally the quite took over the room and then the tipping point. Is was fixing another drink standing next to the host. He ran a well lubed hand along ass and inserted his middle finger followed by his index finger. He laughed and I indicated I came ready to play. After several weeks of work and travel I was beyond horny. My host walked me over to the platform, I climbed on head down ass up and received one of the best rim jobs in memory. At this point I was opened up and ready. Host slide into me and within two strokes was balls deep. Someone slide some poppers under my nose, at this point I was oblivious to my surrounding and inhaled long and deep. The fucking was only second to the rim job. After a bit my host pulled out and was replaced by another. After the second fucking I took a break, grabbed a water and stood in a corner for a bit. The sexual energy in the room was amazing. The room was warm, smelled of sex, sweet and poppers. Scenes of two and three guys fucking and getting fucked played out in every space of the room. I spent the rest of the night alternating between top and bottom. I dumped my first load in the host who fucked me earlier and then watched his partner eat load out of his ass while host cleaned me off. At the end I was two for two.

Chapter IV. Tom, Ray, and Will had split up to tell everyone there that some new guys were here taking loads. Tom led us to a florescent-lit garage with two benches in the middle of the room. There were maybe six guys there, mostly naked and mostly hard. Tom led us to the benches and positioned me and my boy facing each other on our bellies, with our asses up and ready for the men's use. He tossed us both a bottle of poppers and we took a few deep hits. Tom led a stranger up to my boy's ass and the guy slipped right in. I watched my boy seethe with lust. Someone came up to me from behind and entered me. I somehow resisted the urge to see what he looked like. He fucked me for a few minutes and came in me. The guy fucking my boy finished too. One after another, every person in the room fucked one or both of us. We were both out of breath and dripping with sweat and seed. Tom scooped up my boy and Will and Ray helped me to a steam room. There were a few guys playing in the steam, but it was too thick to see the action. The sound of fucking reverberated off of the walls. The fat old man from the locker room was there and he pulled me to him. He placed me on his lap but I was too worn out to ride him. I slumped over his fat chest and held on while he pumped me. Tom got my boy to his knees and worked his fingers into his ass. I watched as the old man pumped at my ass as Tom got four fingers and his thumb in my boy's ruined cunt. My boy moaned as he went farther. I watched him take Tom's whole hand to the wrist. His eyes were glazed over and he moaned as he was fisted for the first time. The fat man under me jiggled his hips signaling that he was cumming in me. I thanked him for his load and eased off of him. Tom took my hand and pulled his fist out of my boy. He smeared the cum and ass juice all over mine and formed my fingers into the right shape. I was shocked at how easily my whole hand slipped inside my boy's cummy hole. It felt so silky and so hot. Tom got behind me and stood me, leaning back into his sexy furry chest. He eased my hand in and out of my boy who laid there nearly passed out. Tom told me to grab my cock. I did and he shook his head saying, 'No with your other hand…' I pulled my hand out of my boy's slackened hole and grabbed my dick. 'Fuck him…' I didn't so much as slide into my boy's ass as I scooped it in. There was no friction. 'No. Fuck him with your hand on your dick.' I pulled out and grasped my cock and inserted my whole hand and my cock into him. My boy groaned into the tile bench. I would never have though my boy's hole could be so open. Tom slid into my own loose hole and pounded my body into my boy. He was fucking both of us. Will and Ray appeared out of the mist and jerked each other off watching the three of us rutting. Tom told me he was going to cum in me, and I begged him to fill me up with his POZ seed. When he started firing inside me, I could only feel wetness sloshing around. That filthy sensation made me cum, I jerked myself off with my hand and dick planted inside my boy. Tom backed out of me and I backed out of my boy. It felt like his ass was turning inside out as I withdrew. Ray and Will approached his gaping rosebud and shot their loads into my boy. We went to a heated pool area and I saw a creamy puddle rise to the top of the water oozing out of our asses. My boy and I were so exhausted. The guys helped us pull ourselves together and poured us into the car. We both fell asleep as Tom drove us home. The guys got us tucked into bed and cleaned up the living room. The next morning, my boy and I took turns fucking each other before we got out of bed. On the coffee table in the living room was a note from Tom: Hey guys. Welcome to the brotherhood. Between the two of you, you took over twenty loads last night. Take some time to process the world you've joined. Take care of each other. See you again soon. -Tom Clipped to the note were two annual membership cards to the fuck club. We knew we'd be back soon.

Men are divided into two groups. Neg boys to be bred and AIDS riddled pigs. WHICH ONE ARE YOU?

Success! In an Uber on my way to my incredible fuck bud, he replied with just “I’m horny, get over here, now” my hole is quivering in anticipation for his loads, he usually fucks for hours and dumps 2-3 loads minimum ?

Two weeks ago I hosted a gang bang on BBRT. I had 12 guys on the list to come, and 3 showed up. (A 75% no-show rate seems to be about the norm with BBRT groups...) The first guy was a bearish build guy in his early 50s. He was heavily tattooed, and had the large ear lobe piercings (not sure what that's called). He typically wouldn't be my "type", but in a scenario like this, my type is any man with a hard cock who wants to stick it inside me! He had about 6" cut and fairly thick. He was really verbal when fucking me which I love (I'm a verbal bottom too). He pounded me hard for about 10 minutes, then let out a really loud growl and unloaded in my cunt. He said that it was a six day load. After he left, I started feeling his load in my hole which lead to me started to finger fuck myself using his cum as lube. I was doing the two finger self fuck with my knuckles hitting my taint, and after a few minutes I felt myself getting really close to having an anal orgasm (I frequently masturbate by finger or dildo fucking myself to orgasm). I was just going to try to "edge", but of course I couldn't stop and made myself cum. Luckily, when I have an anal orgasm not only is it a LOT better than a cock orgasm, but I can keep going. The effects of the orgasm were just fading when I heard my front door open, and knew my next guest had arrived. The next guy was a younger (early 30s maybe?) black chub who had fucked me before. He has a really nice thick 7.5". He was already hard when he pulled down his pants. He reached out and felt my hole and realized I had already been loaded, and went in balls deep without any lube on his cock. He's not very verbal, but a really good top--he always has a great steady rhythm, and hits my P-spot with almost every stroke. He had fucked me for maybe five or ten minutes, when I felt myself getting close to another anal orgasm. (The other thing about "assgasms", once I have one, I almost always have multiples...) I told him I was going to cum, but to keep on fucking me. I had a mind-blowing second orgasm, and he kept pounding me hard thru the whole thing--it was great! He continued to fuck me for about five more minutes, then came himself and breeded my hole. He was putting on his clothes to leave, when the next guy arrived. He was another younger guy (early to mid 30s I think) and a hairy cub. He had a little over 6" but not as thick as either of the first two guys, but he had hairy low hangers which I LOVE. The black chub told him "he's already fully loaded--you don't need lube." That seemed to really excite the cub, and his pants were off and he was in my hole in less than a minute. He started fucking me hard and his hairy balls were slapping against my ass. He seemed to be really getting off by seeing the two other guy's cum coating his cock, and was really fucking me hard. I could tell he was getting close, and I was also close to my 3rd anal orgasm. We both came at almost the same time (he told me later that was the first time he ever made a guy cum just by fucking him...) He got dressed almost as quick as he got undressed and was out of there quickly. At that point, I was past the time I said the party was ending and no other messages from anyone on BBRT. I was disappointed only to get three loads, but having three anal orgasms was a banner day! I've got another gang bang scheduled for this coming Saturday...I'm hoping a few more guys show up!

i moan .. if the top is verbal i get verbal .. when he cums in my mouth or ass i wanna hear it .. i've sucked some guys and they're SO quiet i stop and look up to make sure he's still breathing .. make noise!

Part 12 I think it might have been finally hitting him what he's been exposed to through this new found freedom and desire for cock as cum. He wasn’t going to ask or say a word to Steven. The second he sit the door to the car I saw the strange look on his face. Played dumb asking, “What was this all about?” Tyson told me, “Steven says he owns my ass and of I don’t want the video getting out and everyone finding out that I’m a Tina whore who takes it up the ass I’m to do as he tell me without question.” Ty went on to explain, “He told me that last night was only the start to my writing for him and that he had some work lined up for me. Steven told me he knew I’d never be able to deny the need in me for cock and cum along with my addiction to Tina.” Ty sat there in silence as we drove back home when he suddenly asked me, “Why didn’t he try to blackmail you?” I took a could deep breaths while I formulated a answer before responding, “He probably knows that j doing care who knows I’m gay or that I like to party-n-play. He really does have any leverage on me. He must have done sound research on you to know that being an athlete puts you I a compromising position.” The idea of how I you a straight laced, innocent, jock boy and turned him into a cock craving, cum hungry, Tina addicted, whore had me eager to get Tyson’s high ass home so I could breed his (soon to be poz) ass. He sat there without saying a word for most of the ride home before asking me, “Did you give me HIV? I vaguely remember Steven talking about knocking my neg ass opp with his poz babies yesterday, and last night I kept hearing it mentioned about pozzing the neg ass.” I knew eventually my brother was going to ask me this question. I already had an answer with a couple questions for him. I simply says to him, “Fist of all, I am in meds (I lied, I stopped taking my here to elevate my viral load) so according yup the CDC, the risk of my giving you HIV or very, very low. Second, you never asked about condoms or asked anyone who you had sex with what their status was. Third, you practically begged for someone to put their cock inside your hungry ass and then begged the guy fucking you to breed your ass. Finally you never asked anyone for a condom or to fuck safely. All things considered, you seemed to be aware of your actions.” We had pulled into the driveway when I looked over at Tyson who looked like he was deep in thought on what I had just said to him as he got out of the car as went inside. I followed him in and once we were in the house Tyson turned and looked at me, which was the first time he had looked me I the eye summed he met with Steven, and said “Fuck and breed me! I cannot imagine ever getting fucked any other way than bareback. I guess it doesn’t really matter anymore about using a condom so fuck me and to my ass with your sperm. I kissed him deep as our tongues darted until each other’s mouths. We headed directly to his bedroom where we made out some more before I said to him, “I’m going top fix up a slam for myself so I can join you I your high.” Tyson asked, “Her bro, will you show me how to make up and administer a slam?” Tyson had come a long way in a short time as I sped him how to prepare and administer a slam. He copied what I was preparing for myself and prepared his own slam. This was no where near as big as the one Steven had given him, but it was a significant size. He tied off his own arm and hit his vein as instructed, register the flash of red and slowly injected the contents. When be released the tourniquet he coughed out hard before stripping away his clothes while I administered my own slam and joined him naked. He quickly took my cock in his mouth and sucked me hard. Steven was correct that Ty’s oral skills were very good as he easily took my 8” down to the root as I sucked his limp Tina dick which still caused him to moan in pleasure. I then moved in to eat his hungry hole which still had sure remnants of Steven’s cum inside. This caused my little brother to moan louder as he tried to keep sucking my hard as steel cock was ready to fuck & breed his cum soaked, hungry ass. We moved around so that Tyson was in his back and I got between his legs and quickly plunged all 8” deep into his ass in one thrust. He moaned and pushed his ass to meet my penetration taking my entire length. I quickly set any fucking him hard which elicited moans and grunts from deep within him with each thrust. When he finally spoke he had no reservations about his actions, “Fuck me hard. Breed me. Give me your load.” I fucked him for a nearly an hour before I finally unloaded inside his ass. After I had cum inside Tyson, we laid there in his bed for 5 minutes (or so) when my little brother dove down on my spent dick and sucked me hard again. I pumped another 2 loads into him when his cell phone went off. He received a text from Steven giving him instructions to be at the Hilton hotel downtown, room 617 at 9 pm. He had his first client. Dear Readers, This will be the last part of this story. I plan to continue Tyson's experiences as one of Steven’s whores on his own story. Look for ‘Straight Jock to Tina Whore’ coming soon.

Saturday night party at a buddy's house turned into a darkened sex orgy once the booze got flowing. About 9 bear guys going at each other in the basement space with no lights on. I took two loads in my ass right away, and then found a warm mouth to fuck for a while. I didn't cum though, as a friend of a friend whispered in my ear he wanted my dirty load. He then left the fucking space and went into the laundry room. I waited a few minutes then slipped away, joining him. He was naked, drunk off his ass, and sexy as fuck with a bushy beard and hair covered body. I started rubbing him from behind and told him I didn't know he was poz. He said he wasn't poz, but wanted to be knocked up. He just didn't want anyone to know he was a bug chaser. I bent him over a small table and rubbed my cock in his hairy crack. He was dry so I spit as much as I could, then pushed in hard. He grunted, and I held my cock deep as he adjusted himself. I began hammer fucking him and shot in about 2 minutes. I stood him up and jerked him off, and told him to let me know if my load takes. I left the laundry, joined back in the group fun, and took another load in my ass before the night was over. I didn't see my bug chasing bottom again, but I'm hoping I hear good news from him soon.

Spent 48 hours in Ft Lauderdale this weekend. Friday after some business meetings, I managed to get 3 sexy men to my hotel for 1/1 fun and 4 delicious loads in my butt (2 black men, 9.5" and 8" and one latin man 7.5"). They were all fun and great fucks -- the second one (black, 8") couldn't get enough of my wet hole and worked it for close to an hour before depositing his second load of nut. Since I had a work brunch the next day I called it a night before midnight. Lucky for me, Saturday evening after work and a good walk on the beach, was when the real fun began! First at 3:30 pm, I went to Cum Union at Club FtL (It was scheduled from 3 pm - 7 pm) -- Sadly it was a 100% total BUST... There were about 20 very nice, reasonably handsome older men laying naked by the pool while another 20 wondered around inside looking judgy and aloof. Besides a couple of blow jobs in the steam room and sauna, it didn't seem like anyone actually fucked. (It was after all early in the day and we tend to keep our eye on the door for something hotter, not wanting to give up a load too early lol). Anywho, after that I decided to attend the Fornication Party at Inn Leather -- I arrived at 8:30 and stayed until midnight. Porn Star Ray Dalton was tons of fun and the men were horned up and ready for action. Twenty minutes in, I bent over a chair near the pool for a hung black man to fuck me bare, then after that enjoyed working a cum-sloppy hole in the sling and making out/sucking/fingering a number of other men. I took dick in the sling, the fuck bench and while sprawled out on several other pool chairs before the night ended. Early on everyone was conserving their loads, wanting to fuck as much (and as many) men as possible. Closer to the stroke of midnight breeding was top of mind for everyone. It was tons of fun -- or LOADS perhaps would be the better word ---9 of them in fact ended up in my happy manhole! I went back to my hotel to clean up and checked out BBRT. Nothing was happening online, so I took an Uber down to Slammer's Club. This turned out to be another great decision!! Probably 50+ men, mostly shirtless walking around dark hallways, checking each other out with some good eye contact, some groping, touching and occasional nipple play to test interest. My first load was about 30 minutes after arrival from a sexy as fuck, hot, hung young black man --we were both watching some sling action when he walked by and touched my nipple... I leaned in toward him as he continued to walk by, then about 10 few minutes later he come up behind me, took my hand and led me to a dark room...fuck, this was really going to happen -- I was playing it cool, but so fucking excited inside -- and what a great fuck he was!!! That was followed 20 minutes later by a hot fuck from a built sexy, big chested 30-something Latin man. Throughout the morning, I kept catching the eye of a white muscle guy, but eye contact was the only move, so I assumed he had a type or just wasn't interested. Then around 3 am, I rounded a corner and almost ran into him --he kissed me and we made out for a minute or two before he pulled me into a room, locked the door and continued to snog for another 3-4 minutes before I dropped to my knees and sucked his delicious dick. Once he was good and wet I bent over and enjoyed the ride for a solid 10 minutes of pounding before he pulled out saying he only had one load left and didn't want to blow it yet. This guy was so much fun that I left my shirt in our dark room and never was able to retrieve it -- so I later took a Lyft back to the hotel wearing my newly purchased 321 t-shirt. (BTW, top muscle guy did find me an hour later and finished the job, adding a huge load to ones left by my black and latin studs earlier in the morning). Thinking I was done, I decided to make one more attempt to find my t-shirt, but was distracted by a sexy leather otter guy who came up beside me and reached his hand into my shorts and immediately began working my hole and licking my left nipple. We ducked into a dark space and he bent me over for a fun 6-7 minute fuck -- I loved the feeling his harness against my back as he stretched my used cunt hole and added my final nut of the night. Damn, what a night -- best sex weekend of my life. Honestly, I'm not a big sex club guy. In fact, this was my first ever visit to Club FTL, Inn Leather and 321 Slammers -- but I'll definitely be back to the the latter 2 as they were filled with sexy, horny, sexually charged up men that were actively looking to fuck raw and breed. Thanks Men! Look me up when you visit Atlanta -- Your AtlFukBud!

Ever felt like all you need right now is a god hard pounding and a load up you pussy? That’s me right now and I texted my hung fuck bud begging him to use me. Can’t wait for his reply!

Found out my fag ex coworker thought I was a fucked up sex addict guess I have to show him what he's missing out on lol

Last night I got fucked and bred by a young guy. It was our second meet. Nice big cock and hot body. He got me on my back and fucked me slow and deep and bred me in 10 minutes. We spent the next hour plus cuddling and kissing and then he started fingering my cummy hole and working my cock. No more loads even though I wanted another. Hopefully I'll get two next time. He has huge balls. Amazing. Total of three guys today. Yum

my moaning really depends on my state of mind. with my bf it's always different when we fuck cause it is way more intimate, when i'm being gang fucked I usually moan in encouragement for the tops to know how good it feels, sound like a bitch in heat in the dark rooms and parties like that I get verbal, telling the tops to keep on going faster, harder, usually gets the rest of the tops in the area interested in fucking me too

I absolutely love sluts moaning when I fuck them, but it has to be genuine, not a show, so what I usually do is to make them shut up from the very beginning and then slowly make them feel comfortable enough to express what they are feeling. Also, many botttoms moan simply because they are attention whores, which I hate, so if you teach them to shut up from the beginning and then to open up as they get to know you, it helps them submit and then be honest with you when they're really having a good time. However, just recently I started fucking this hot muscular 26 year old guy who almost did not make a sound the first time I fucked him... for more than two hours. He was definitely into it because his asshole dilated almost immediately and beautifully, but I could tell right away that he was shy and needed to get out of his shell. Thing is, the first time we met I told him I needed to hear him if he was enjoying the fuck, and the next time we fucked he was giving me the sweetest, most heartfelt deep moans EVER! And coming from this beefy young guy, it was just amazing to hear. So yeah, fucking MOAN, BITCH!

A lot of those bottoms have cocks in their mouths, which makes it harder to be verbal. A lot of them, tbh, are really high, which might make them less talkative (or a lot more). And I’ve heard from reliable sources that bb porn like TIM actually has a lot of pozcum/“I need you to blast your fucking toxic load into my guts now” (*hard*) talk edited out. So you might not always see/hear those men at their hottest, bitchiest best. For me, loud is good. What I’m able to do for a bottom by fucking him is a big and underrated part of topping. It’s even more of a thing at baths or somewhere where other gay men might hear, and the risk of straight men hearing someone routinely having better sex than they ever will is tantalizingly hot too. So — don’t think a top doesn’t want you to validate him by letting him know how good he makes you feel. And if he needs to put his hand over your mouth, so be it.

I mentioned on Thursday that I was going to visit an 8½-inch cock that afternoon... He likes an open, sloppy hole, so I had prepared myself in advance by riding a decently fat 8" dildo for two hours before heading to his place; I wasn't quite gaping, but I was certainly open and ready for his cock. He always opens the door wearing a bathrobe, leaving it open so I instantly get a look at his beautiful cock. It mesmerises me, and in some ways the mere sight of such a wonderful cock gives me the same rush as a deep hit of poppers... I just want to reach out and touch it, get down on my knees and suck it, and then getting into doggy position to take it deep and hard... Even when it's flaccid it looks impressive. it's always fat and heavy in my hand, even when soft, and when it hardens it becomes something between a monster and a deity! On Thursday I did not get to hold it or suck it, though. He ordered me to get naked and proceed to the sitting room, where I was told to kneel before an armchair and put on the blindfold that was laid out on the seat of it. He told me to take 4 deep hits of poppers and then lean forward and display my hole to him, which I gladly did while reaching back to pull my buttocks aside and give him the best possible vie of my hole. "You're not gaping", he said sternly, and I did my best to pull my hole open for him, but he slapped my hands and told me it was not good enough. A large dildo was placed in my right hand, and a generous amount of lube was squirted in and on my hole, and then he told me to fuck myself until I could gape for him. I know there are some bottoms who find it easy to open up to a gape, but for me it only really happens when somebody else uses my hole severely, and getting my hole in that state myself is hard work... Still, I was there to obey and to please, so as I could hear him sitting down in another chair I took another few hits of poppers and then shoved that dildo as deep inside me as I could to show him I was willing to make an effort for him. I had been fucking myself with the dildo for ages (or so it seemed) when the door bell rang. At that moment I knew he had planned something - because he often does... I was told to continue fucking myself as he went to open the door, and I could hear footsteps and rustling of clothes being discarded. My hand was pushed away from the dildo, and somebody else gave it a series of deep, hard thrusts before roughly pulling it out of me - but I knew the empty feeling in my arse would be very brief, and soon a hard cock was sliding into me to the hilt in one thrust. I might not have been gaping, but I was certainly open enough that the guy met little resistance! The man I was visiting kept asking the guy fucking me for feedback about my hole; was it wet enough, did it seem willing enough, did it feel like a sloppy whore's used hole? The guy's answers were generally positive, which made me even hornier. I was moaning and begging for him to fuck me harder and deeper - though I suppose he was actually fucking me as deep and hard as he could! I love being whored out like that and have somebody watch me get fucked... It underlines what a slut I am when it comes to cock, I guess... "He keeps begging for more", said the man I was visiting... "Do you want to give him more?" The guy at first didn't seem to understand the question, but I did... I know the man well enough to see what was coming, so I began taking deep hits of poppers. The guy was told to pull out me, and a dildo - slightly slimmer than the fat one from the beginning - was placed in my hand, and I knew well enough what to do with that. With my right hand I inserted it all the way in my empty hole, and then I reached my left hand between my legs to hold it in place while my right hand found the poppers bottle again. "Don't worry; he can take it", the man told the guy, and apparently that was all the encouragement he needed, because his cock started pushing into my hole alongside the dildo. And yes, I was easily warmed up enough to take a double fucking, but it is ALWAYS a tight fit and rather uncomfortable at first... I moaned and whimpered, but the man kept egging the guy on, telling him my arse had taken worse in the past and that it was what my hole NEEDED. He was correct on both counts, of course. Between the cock and dildo fucking my arse, the poppers keeping me on a constant horny high and the man encouraging the guy to use me harder and deeper, well... It sent me over the edge, and I came with one hand holding the dildo in my arse and one hand holding the poppers to my nose - and no hand on my cock! Oh, fuck, I love how getting used like that can make me cum hands-free! It never happens during a "normal" fuck; I have to feel stretched and slightly humiliated, and that was certainly the case with the man guiding the guy and teaching him how to double-fuck me to the greatest effect. I'm not sure the guy fucking me would have noticed I came if the man hadn't told me off for cumming too soon - and told me that this definitely did NOT mean my hole was done getting fucked! However, it did seem to turn him on when the man told him his fucking had gotten me so much in heat I came without touching myself, so pretty soon after that he was blasting his load deep inside me. I could feel it when the guy pulled out and I was instructed to also remove the dildo... There's a slightly cold feeling when the air rushes in and you just KNOW you're open. No effort needed, other than relaxing and letting the hole keep the shape it has been fucked into. The guy seemed impressed with what he had done to my hole. Apparently he had never seen a gaping arse in real life, so I felt rather proud as I showed off my hole while his load was slowly sliding out of me. The man, meanwhile, was less impressed that the load was being wasted, so after letting the guy admire the results for a while and fingering me to feel the void in me, he shoved a butt plug in me and told the guy he was no longer needed and could leave. I know the man's toy collection well. It goes from medium sizes to scary sizes, and my guess at the time was that he had used the short, at plug with the 2" wide "narrow point", because my rim was definitely taut around it. When the man returned from letting out the guy, he removed the plug and asked me if I thought I had done well enough to deserve a REAL fuck, or whether he should just send me home. And yes, I begged him to fuck me. And when he pulled out the plug and replaced it with his cock to the hilt I sighed with satisfaction, completely surrendering my hole to him while my spent cock dangled small and limp between my thighs with every deep, hard thrust.

I might be getting POZZED on Friday! If it happens I'll let everyone know! Kevin 603-410-7622

Last night tag team with a regular fuckbud and a 20-something muscle boy hottie he knows (who is actually in a relationship with a chub daddy). First time I met this guy. My fuckbud has the thickest dick I ever had so it's a stretch. Started sucking him and muscle boy surprised my by eating my hole. That hardly ever happens. I am not a fan of rimming myself but love it when someone does it to me. Got me so horned up I shot my load instantly when he went balls deep into my wet sloppy hole. The guy has stamina. Fucked like forever and dumped his load. Then it was my buddies turn. When he enters my hole it feels like it is stretched to its limit. While he pounded away (and made me cum again) I sucked muscle boy (very nice 7"or so and big balls). Buddy shot his load and turned me around. Muscle boy fingered my hole a bit ("such a hot ass" .... thank you MB!) and then fucked another load in me. Buddy watched and got pretty verbal encouraging MB (never heard him like that before). Muscle boy then called it a night and went home to Daddy (said we should do it again some time...). Buddy stayed. He usually goes for a round 2 as well but we tired and fell asleep. Woke up in the morning with his hard dick poking my butt. Fucked another load in me. Wouldn't mind a repeat. Maybe next time I will rim MB's smooth muscle bubble butt ?

Becoming so fucking cocky and vain I concentrate on myself when I knock up pigs. I love watching myself fuck and smirking at my reflection.

Just fucked an old mate who knew me when I was still a good boy. Shame the condom broke and everything ?☣️?

Part 26 - The Chase Mark had moved to Larchmont a few blocks away from Angelo and Ethan and this weekend would be the first time Ben would get to see Mark in his new home, Ben also promised to help him get things straight in preparation for his house warming party on Saturday night. They both kept their business private not telling anyone they were officially dating as a couple just yet but for Mark the change in him was pretty evident as Angelo watched him closely that week and asking Ethan to probe Ben for more information. Angelo stopped typing and looked at Mark "So are you going to spill the beans?". "About what" Mark replied looking up and over at him. Angelo smiled and shook his head "Ben". Mark shrugged his shoulders "Have you finished the two job adverts yet?". "Avoiding the subject now are we, yes I have you can post them on line now. Well?" Angelo was not giving up. Mark smiled "I like him a lot, I thought that was evident" he replied. "Does he feel the same?" Angelo said but he knew the answer to that one already. Mark clicked on his mouse "Jobs are up on line. Yeah he seems to". Angelo looked at his phone "Come on it's 5pm lets call it a day". "Thank god it's Friday tomorrow finally get the house straight" Mark said collecting his things. Ben was coming up to his qualifications and cramming in extra study work at college, the week just seemed to be plodding alone with no purpose and all he could think about was Friday and seeing Mark again. He had got part of his qualification down as a software designer and was preparing for his exam next week in software development, he kept a close eye on the job market on line but most of them seemed to be quite far away or right in the city. He knew that his classmates were also now actively looking for jobs as he had received a couple of thank you but no responses, closing his laptop he packed it away and headed home. Friday afternoon Ben arrived home early and went up to his room to finish an assignment before he was due to meet Mark. He didn't want to bore Mark about geek talk and have to do college work in front of him as he might get bored very easily and didn't want to get labelled as a nerd. Quickly he finished off the assignment and had a look round for jobs, there was one that caught his interest and it was based on the outskirts of Larchmont towards Westchester with a company he had not heard of before but it did appear to have some big companies in it's client base. They salary was pretty good and the job seemed to fit what he was looking for he did however notice that the job opening was only a week, it would be a long shot as they were asking for experience but then they all did, quickly he uploaded his c.v. and a short cover note to the website and signing off his note as 'Benjamin Midler-Warren'. One thing he hated about his name was that all through school he was nicknamed 'BMW', he laughed a little wondering if the people at the company would see it as well. Hs he was meeting Mark in an hour so stripped and showered then put on Mark's briefs and retrieved his journal from the wardrobe wearing "So Friday turned out just like any other day with college but have applied for a job close to Westchester, fingers crossed on this one as it is close to where I want to be. Josh is funny and has a great friendly attitude and is definitely coming out of his shell a lot more with us. He will be coming to the party on Saturday evening along with the rest of the gang, not sure who else will be there but Franco said he will come. To be honest he still scares me a little but I know he is okay, it is just so strange having him as a friend as he is quite a brute on the outside and not someone you want to mess with but he is a real softy underneath when you get to know him. Hopefully it is going to be a great weekend spending it with my boyfriend, it is strange writing that word down but I get a fuzzy nice feeling when I do. I never thought I would be seeing myself in this situation, my biggest concern is how I will tell my family and I need to do it sooner rather than later. I can only hope they will see past any prejudice they may have, but right now it weighs heavily on me and I need to rid myself of this one burden but figuring out how to tell them is a whole other thing. It is the one thing that really is holding me back from freedom, I love my mother so much and I don't want to break her heart but I hope she understands and accepts me as who I really am and not the pretend me that has been hidden for the last few years. I am sure she will like my boyfriend, he has the kindest soul and completely engaging. But I drone on to much about him but I have to express it somehow.". Ben suddenly looked and realised he only had 10 minutes to meet Mark, quickly he changed and grabbed his toothbrush and ran out of his bedroom and said goodbye to the family as he headed out almost running up the road, as he turned the corner he saw Mark's car pulling up. He jumped in the passenger seat almost out of breath. "You okay Ben?" Mark said as Ben sat down. Ben leaned over and kissed him "Yes, nearly late I lost track of time". Mark laughed "What was you up then to be nearly late?" his hand slipped down to Ben's crotch. Ben laughed "Not that if that is what you are thinking". Mark turned the car around and drove off "I'm so looking forward to spending the weekend with you". Ben smiled "Me to, I miss being with you". It was pitch black by the time they arrived in Larchmont having quickly caught up with their respective weeks. Ben loved the house from the outside and even more so inside as it was spacious and very modern. Most of the heavy removals was done and just boxes to unpack for the kitchen remained strewn across the lounge. Ben followed Mark in to the kitchen "I read the book you brought me, twice actually as I loved it" he said. "Good I am glad you enjoyed it, you should have brought it with you to read to me" Mark suggested. Ben smiled "I would have if I had known but it's by my bed" his voice trailed off as he suddenly froze. In his rush to leave he had placed his journal on top of the book by his bed, he felt sick as the fear coursed through his body. If his mother went in to his bedroom no doubt she would see it and wonder what it was, her uncanny inquisitive nature would propel her to open it and have a look. "Ben, Ben, what is the matter?" Mark asked putting his arm on his shoulder. Ben looked at Mark with utter fear on his face "I've been so stupid Mark". "What Ben, tell me?" Mark put his arms around him "Is it me?". Ben shook his head "I have a journal and I left it by my bed in my rush to meet you". Mark had a gut feeling what was inside "Did you write things in there about us?" he asked. Ben nodded "Quite a bit and... and a fair bit of detail. I know my mother will read it if she sees it". Mark hugged him tighter "Ben don't worry or beat yourself up about it. I'm flattered you wrote about me". Ben looked up at him "I have no idea what is going to happen if she does find it". "We will deal with it together, you and I Ben" Mark said comforting him "One thing I know is I don't want to loose you". Ben smiled "That's the nicest thing anyone has said to me" he looked Mark in the eye. Mark kissed him on the mouth "You and me Ben that's all that matters". They got busy with Mark trying to take Ben's mind off things as he helped unpack the last few boxes and decided with Mark where best to store things. With the final box unpacked and sorted it started to resemble a home that was lived in, Ben sat down on the sofa his mind wandering off thinking of the journal on his bedside table. Mark was finishing off and came wandering in to the lounge with a bottle of wine and 2 glasses. "Like a glass wine now we have finished?" he asked Ben so glanced up as he walked in. "Sorry?" Ben looked confused "Oh, yes sure, why not after all we are celebrating you moving in". Mark sat down next to him and poured him half a glass "Don't want you drunk and disorderly" he laughed. Ben smiled "I am not a virgin at drinking wine". Mark laughed and topped his glass up "Okay you can have a glass, you still a virgin at other things?". Ben sat down on the sofa and just looked at Mark "Is it obvious?" he laughed. Mark sat down next to him "Not obvious and you certainly didn't need much teaching last weekend on how to top". Ben laughed again and raised his glass to Mark, the thought of food completely forgotten about as they sat talking drinking until just after 10pm. Mark stretched and slumped back into the sofa, wine on an empty stomach had got him pretty merry and Ben faired no better in the same state, Mark stood and stumbled a little laughing as he held out his hand for Ben telling him they should get some sleep. As Ben stood he fell back down not realising how tipsy he was, Mark hauled him off the sofa and dragged him up the stairs whilst he was still giggling and protesting that he wanted more wine. Ben collapsed on the bed "I do you know, I love you, I do love you" all the time smiling trying to undress. Mark helped him get undress then collapsed besides him "Me to, love me that is" he laughed "and you". Ben threw his arms around Mark and kissed him "Make love to me and show me you do". "You want me to take you baby" Mark replied as he finished taking his clothes off. "Yes Mark" Ben replied looking seriously at him. Mark leaned over Ben and kissed him urgently holding Ben's flaying arms down above his head as he kissed him harder and erratically 'Do you want me Ben, all of me?' he asked in between kisses, Ben moaned in to Mark's mouth his legs clasped around Mark's hips wriggling his ass in heightened anticipation. Mark pushed Ben's legs over his head and dived down to his ass causing Ben to wriggle on the bed 'oh fuck, oh yes, oh, oh Mark' he didn't know what to make of the sensation as Mark ate and lubed his hole with spit, the little cries of joy and moaning echoing through the house. The noises eventually replaced by small sounds of pleasure escaping Ben's mouth. he felt Mark's tongue sucking at his balls moving slowly upwards over his cock and along his body until they came mouth to mouth again. Ben subdued by his drunken haze relished in their passionate kiss he could feel the cock rubbing against his wet hole teasing until he gasped and released a sharp agonising cry. Mark stabbed his cock in to Ben's hole in a quick jab, his body caught off guard and his instinct told him to fight against the invasion, the tears running from the corner of his eyes as he looked up at Mark but he was smiling as the pain subsided into a burning dull ache 'You sure you want me to be a part of you forever?' he said looking at Ben who nodded 'God yes' he replied followed by more sharp pain as Mark pushed his cock deeper in to Ben all the time his eyes looking deep in to Ben's. Ben thrashed his head side to side and from no where he began begging Mark to fuck him until his mouth was covered by Mark's as he kissed him with intense passion stifling his words, he only managed the occasional moan in to Mark's mouth as he felt the cock delving deeper in to his body until he held all of it in his ass. The drink masking the real pain he was feeling and unable to make sense if it was pain or just pleasure he knew and understood from them this was real sexual enjoyment, Mark raised his head and looked at Ben who smiled lovingly back at him. Mark kissed him on the neck whispering 'payback from Saturday' he chuckled just as Ben grabbed Mark around the neck and shoulders holding him as close as he physically could 'I want you Mark' he told him. Mark saw love and desire in the eyes below him through his own mildly blurred drunken view. His back arched as Mark began grinding his hips in to Ben and performing slow deep strokes accentuating each one in a show of love for him. His cries were a cross of eternal agonising pleasure the warmth in his body providing a cuddling sensation as it flowed through his veins taking the final steps with Mark. It was a surreal out of body experience probably caused much in turn by the wine and his personal desire, the kisses, the hands touching him and the feeling of the Mark's cock inside seem to be a chorus of divine angels singing harmoniously. Ben cried and moaned louder as Mark began to fuck faster he stared again deep in to Ben's eyes before he lurched forward to snog him again. He felt a weird sensation as if the cock inside him had changed, it was now harder and pulsing as Mark pushed his hips up close whilst his hands grabbed Ben's shoulders to stop him moving away. He cried out 'Oh Ben' diving his head back to kiss Ben as he began to ejaculate, he could feel the toxic seed flowing rapidly up through his cock as it began to pulse and pump the payload in to Ben's virgin body. Ben's arms gripped hard around Mark's shoulder his back arched higher feeling Mark's hips slamming up hard against his ass, the cock pulsing against his anal wall as he felt the spasms and contractions as Mark jettisoned his poisoned load deep in to Ben's virgin ass. Ben moaned and wriggled underneath Mark as his cock began coating his stomach with his own seed. Ben closed his eyes and held on to Mark as the orgasm seemed to go on with no sign of abating, in reality neither of them wanted it to end until Mark collapsed on top of Ben kissing him spent and exhausted. They did not speak as they laid in each others arms, hot and sweaty covered in Ben's cum but happy to be with each other. The room had finally stopped spinning and Ben could feel Mark's hot breath against his neck, the hypnotic feeling of warm air flowing around his neck soon had Ben's eyes closing as he fell asleep, Mark slowly extracted his cock and fell asleep partly laying on top of Ben. Ben shifted in bed and woke from the pain in his head, quickly he sat up and rushed to the bathroom making it in time to stick his head over the toilet vomiting bile, doing so his ass muscle spasmed forcing a painful cry as he felt a burning pain. Mark turned over in bed wondering what the sound was a realised Ben was in the bathroom, he rushed out of bed rubbing his head from the wine hangover entering the bathroom. Ben eventually stopped retching and sat down on the floor leaning his head again the coolness of the tiles on the wall for comfort, his eyes caught the pale cream drops on the floor. "You okay Ben?" he asked sitting down besides him. "I think so, I feel bad" Ben nestled his head against Mark's chest. Mark stroked his head "To much wine last night and no food" and got some tissue to clean the mess on the floor. Ben watched "What is it?". "We need to get you to the clinic get some prep before it's to late" he said heading out to get his phone. Ben looked at him as he came back in the bathroom "I begged you to fuck me didn't I?". Mark nodded "I'm sorry it was careless of me to do that but I was so desperate to finally have you". "Does the pain stop?" Ben asked him as Mark was seeking the clinic's number. "What?" Mark looked up "Oh, yes it will go, so it really was the first time you ever got fucked then?". Ben nodded "Yeah, and I am happy it was with you, sit down by me" he said tapping the floor. Mark sat and put his arm around him "I'm so so sorry Ben, I can't think straight to find the number". Ben ran his hand down Mark's chest "Why are you sorry?". "I fucked you without a condom" Mark said finding the number. Ben grabbed the phone "Oh" he said and smiled up at Mark "is that why you are so worried?". Mark looked at him "Ben you must realise what this means" he looked anxious again. "You have to marry me now?" Ben chuckled. Mark lifted Ben's chin "Slow down cowboy and yes that hopefully is on the cards. But I put you at risk". Ben looked in to Mark's eyes "So it wasn't how I thought it would happen, but I don't regret it". Mark put his phone down "Are you sure Ben, after all it may well lead to a life of taking treatment?". "Yes" Ben said stroking Mark's chest. Mark smiled "I thought it would be a few months before you asked me again to gift you". Ben sat up "Just do it carefully next time until I am use to it". Mark laughed and Ben kissed but Mark pushed him away "Yuck sick taste, go wash your mouth out". "Sorry" he said standing up "Can we go back to bed" he asked cleaning his teeth. Mark leaned his head back "Of course, it's what I like most being in bed with you". Ben smiled at Mark with toothpaste dribbling down his chin, Mark laughed and stood up slapping him on ass waiting for him to finish before going back to bed and sleeping for a couple of more hours. He definitely felt a lot better waking up just after 9am with the now familiar feeling of Mark's cock resting against his hole and his arms wrapped around his body spooning together. There was no doubt at all in Ben's mind that he had fallen for Mark and craved for the time when they were in bed together, their bodies just seemed matched to perfection as they laid there and indeed he could lay there all day. He felt Mark kissing his neck his hand went to Mark's squeezing it hard. "Morning again". Ben said pushing his ass back feeling the morning wood nearly prising his hole open. Mark murmured "Morning sexy, feeling better?". "Yes, ouch, still hurts down there" Ben whispered kissing Mark's hand. Mark giggled "I loved fucking you last night you were so full of yourself until I got you good". Ben turned over to face him "I remember you holding my arms down and looking at me" he replied smiling. Mark cuddled Ben closer "Yeah your mine" he said kissing him. Ben laughed "Happy to be yours" he replied with his arms caressing Mark's body. They laid there for a few more minutes as Mark gently stroked Ben's back, there was nothing he didn't like about Ben and already he felt so close and secure with him. They spent the rest of the day getting ready for the house warming party and were all set with just an hour to spare. Mark went up stairs to shower, Ben wandered up and heard the water running, he stripped off and walked up behind Mark in the shower, he jumped and turned around 'This is a nice surprise' Mark said leaning forward to kiss Ben who was running his hands down Marks body, slowly his kisses moved to the neck and chest going lower and lower. Mark put his hand against the wall of the shower as he felt the warmth of Ben's tongue caressing his cock as it grew in anticipation. The lips running across his cock head sent tingles up his spine, his hand as if by auto pilot grabbed hold of Ben's head and pushed him further on his cock. Ben began making stifled moans with a mouth full of cock began sucking and teasing Mark's now fully erect cock. His own desire for Ben pent up through the day released quickly, moaning he grabbed Ben's head with both hands holding him steady and deep on his cock. Ben continued to suck and swallow and could have stayed there pleasuring his lover for ages. Mark leaned back against the wall letting the water flow over his head and cascading down his body over Ben, his eyes closed a big smile on his face whilst Ben continued sucking on his erection. Suddenly aware of time getting away he pulled Ben up to his feet and kissed him deeply 'Naughty boy, get showered'. Ben smiled and soaped his and Mark's bodies as he continued kissing him. Mark was still getting dressed when they hear Angelo calling from downstairs, Ben who was dressed and ready went downstairs and found Angelo, Ethan and Franco coming through the back door, Angelo smiled and gave Ben a big hug. "Where is he?" Angelo said letting Ben go. "Still drying off we lost track of time" Ben replied without thinking about what he said. Ethan slapped Ben's ass "You dirty little fuckers, what were you up to?" he smiled at Ben. Ben blushed "Oh, fuck it, we took a shower together and I pleasured him". Ethan was taken back "Blimey Ben, did you swallow?". "Ethan" Angelo called him out "Don't be so nosey" he said. "Well?" Franco interjected "did you or not?". Ben moved close to Franco being brave "Wanna taste and see for yourself?" he moved in as if he was going to kiss him. Franco grabbed hold of Ben and spun him around and held him tightly "You wish Benny boy" he laughed. Mark came down stairs hair still wet "Mark help me" Ben cried out holding his arms up to Mark. "Silly boy, never mess with the Camacho family" Mark said sauntering off to the kitchen. Franco finally let go of Ben and the guys got ready for the party. Not long after 4pm Josh, Adam and Tony arrived along with some of Mark's family including his mother and father. Introductions were done all around with Ben introduced as a friend who went to college with Ethan, Adam, Franco and Josh. Mark and Ben went through to the kitchen to pour some wine for the guests. "Your ma and pa seem really nice, do they know about this side of you?" Ben stood next to Mark. Mark smiled glancing at him "Yes I don't keep anything from them, my father is European and very open minded". Ben turned and leaned back against the counter "That must be nice to have". Mark kissed Ben "Glasses bitch now" he said then kissed him again "Please". "I don't think I will be having any tonight" Ben said putting the glasses down next to Mark. Mark laughed "Yes best not to I don't want to end up with a drunk boyfriend on my hands". "HaHa" Ben said sarcastically "So do they know about us?". Mark shook his head "No, but I will give them half an hour or less to work it out". "What do you mean?" Ben's replied as his curiosity piqued. Mark laughed "My parents can read me like a book Ben" they stood in silence as Mark poured the wine. "Are you doing all white or red as well?" Ben asked picking up the red wine. "Red for me Ben please" Ben turned to see Mark's mother walking in to the kitchen. "Mother only drinks red Ben" Mark said giving his mother a kiss on the cheek "Happy you both made it". "Well it was touch and go but our travel plans changed last minute" Maddy said taking the glass from Ben. "Are you heading off somewhere nice?" Ben asked out of interest. Maddy sized him up a second "Yes, we go Spain every year, Mark's father has family there". "Really, wow that sounds great, I would love to see Europe and heard so much about Spain and England" Ben sighed. Mark smiled "Yeah nice trip to Spain and England" he stopped mid sentence and looked up and Ben. "So darling no train wrecks this evening?" Maddy said quickly glancing at Ben then back to Mark. Mark looked at Ben's weird face he was pulling "No mother but I've actually met someone". Maddy noticed the glance at Ben he did before answering "I thought as much you are quite different this evening". Mark looked at his mother "Love at first sight" he said watching his mother nodding and seeing a smile on Ben's face. "About time" she said then looking at Ben "You must both come to dinner and you can tell us about it" and walked out. Mark looked at Ben's expression of being gobsmacked "So that was 10 minutes" he said laughing. Ben look at him "Is she okay about it?" he asked. Mark laughed "Yes, she always said I would be better off with a man and she has invited you to dinner". "And did you mean what you said to her?" Ben asked walking over to Mark. Mark just looked him in the eye nodding, Ben threw his arms around him and kissed him so passionately they lost their balance and fell to the floor unable to let go of each other. Something just clicked with Ben and Mark and instantly they both knew their love for each other was far beyond words. It took for Angelo and Mark's father David to come in to the kitchen to find out where the drinks had got to before they stopped kissing. "Mark you was not brought up like that" David said laughing with Angelo. Mark stood up and left Ben on the floor "Sorry dad, he just does that to me" he held out his hand to Ben helping him up. "Looks very serious whatever you two have going on" David stood smiling his arm around Angelo's shoulder. Ben stood up looking at Angelo's smirk "So what is the story here then?" Angelo said looking at both of them. Mark put his arm around Ben "Okay might as well make it official, we are seeing each other". David nodded and looked at Ben's embarrassed face "Good finally someone made sense of you". Angelo gave Ben a hug "Thank you, you have no idea what this means" he whispered to him. Ben also got a hug from Mark's father something he hadn't ever expected to have been so warmly received by Mark's parents. David and Angelo picked up several glass and walked back in to the lounge. Ben was still a bit dazed but something was bothering him that he had to know "How close is you family to Angelo?". Mark stopped pouring wine "Hmm, so tell me why you are asking that?" he replied. "Don't know something about the way your father had his arm around Angelo" Ben said then he looked at him. Mark shook his head smiling "You will need to keep up when I tell you this as it sort of gets complicated". Ben had a worried looked on his face "Oh I see". Mark smiled "My uncles wife's sister is married to Angelo's uncle, Franco's father". Ben stood confused but it was gradually sinking in "So is that how you are so close with Angelo?". "No, I knew Angelo well before we found that out" Mark said handing glasses of wine to Ben. They returned to the lounge joining the rest of the party where Ben was immediately swept away by Ethan to join the college group. Franco was talking with Adam and Josh all of whom had wine, Ben and Ethan were the only ones not drinking out of their own choice. Ben kept glancing over his shoulder to look at Mark. "You have got it badly haven't you?" Ethan said nudging Ben. "Got what?" Ben said not listening to Ethan until he nodded towards Mark "Oh, yeah, very badly" he voice trailing off. Ethan looked at him "And?" he asked as the others sat and waited. Ben looked at all their face looking at him "Yeah we are dating officially, well he did take my virginity last night". Ethan smiled "Hurts doesn't it the first time" he remembered fondly. Ben nodded "Yeah, we did it bareback as well" he told him in a quiet voice not to be overheard. Ethan looked him in the eye "You got gifted last night?". "Yeah, well sort of, we were both a little drunk. But I am okay with it" Ben said before Ethan could open his mouth. Ethan gave him a hug and they both circulated around the party, as the evening wore on people were heading off until only the Larchmont residents remained. Josh was slightly drunk as Franco had been plying him with wine and they were slumped on the sofa laughing together. Angelo came over and shook his head telling Franco he would have to stay at his otherwise his mother would kill him for letting him drink. Franco waved his cousin off laughing and Josh telling him he had to get moving but on the other hand he was having so much fun with Franco. Josh stood up 'Come on you Angelo is waiting' he held his hand out to help Franco up. It happened very quickly that only Mark saw what happened as he watched Josh struggling to pull Franco up to his feet, Franco grabbed Josh by his other hand and pulled him back down where he fell on top of Franco. Josh panicked slightly but Franco grabbed Josh around the neck with his arm pulling Josh's head forward, he had no time to react as he felt Franco's tongue pushing in to his mouth kissing him. There was no doubt that Franco was strong and he kept hold of Josh giving him a deep kiss, Josh managed to pull free of him climbing to his feet he ran out of the house quick as a flash and sat on the front doorstep tears rolling down his face. Mark put his hand up to the others to stay put whilst he went outside and sat next to Josh. "Josh what happened?" Mark said putting his arm around him. Josh sniffed "Sorry I am being dramatic and he is drunk". Mark nodded "I shouldn't worry about it Josh, sometimes people do crazy things when they drink". Josh put his head down "Yeah but they fuck with your head when they do". "Josh don't waste your time thinking about something that won't happen" Mark said. Josh nodded "We were having such a great night as friends then he did that to me". They could hear raised voices coming from the house and Mark detected Angelo tearing at his cousin in a big way. Franco came storming out of the house stumbling as he did so followed by Angelo who apologised to Mark and Josh and carried on after Franco. Ethan came out shortly after carrying Angelo's coat. "Sorry Josh, Angelo is mad as hell with Franco and taking him home" he said looking at Mark and Josh. Josh looked up "It's okay Ethan, really it is". "Well see you tomorrow for lunch" Ethan said as he rushed down the driveway to catch them up. Mark patted Josh on the shoulder "Want to go inside, stay here tonight Josh". Josh hugged Mark "Thank you". Adam and Tony left leaving just the three of them in the house as they cleaned up. Ben chatted away to Josh as they put the glasses away, he still didn't fully know what had happened and sensed that Josh wasn't up to talking about it. Mark came back in to the kitchen and called time on the clean up operation and showed Josh up to the bedroom. Ben showered and came out seeing Mark sitting on the bed obviously thinking about something. "Josh on your mind?" Ben said drying himself off. Mark nodded "Franco forced himself on Josh, I know he was drunk but still family don't act like that". "Crap yeah, I keep forgetting that your all related" Ben looked mildly amused. Mark looked at him "You think it's funny do you?" reaching out and pulling Ben on the bed laughing. Ben looked in to Mark's eyes "Fuck I love you so much". Mark pinned Ben on the bed and licked Ben's lips 'Show me how much' he whispered as they kissed slowly, Ben pushed Mark on to his back and began kissing down along his body, his tongue licked along the shaft of Mark's cock up to the tip and letting his lips take over surrounding it from all sides slowly and seductively working their magic.

Definitely I keep count of cum loads! Usually with a marker on my back when I’m hosting a cum-n-go event. Usually in a hotel room. My second best is in Mexico City where I paid the hotel front door security guy to let men up to my room; 23 loads in 6 hours . My record is from LA hotel breeding event last year; 32 loads in 7 hours!

Chapter III. Tom drove, with me in the front seat. My boy got in the middle between Ray and Will. As soon as we got on the road, my boy fished Ray's cock out of his pants and Will's out of his shorts. He swallowed Ray's dick as Will slid into his freshly-fucked ass. My boy switched directions back and forth as they both took their turns. I kept my hand on Tom's cock, slowly stroking it as his eyes darted from the road to the rearview mirror. Tom drove us to a bad part of town, an industrial area with a bunch of abandoned warehouses. My boy was oblivious to our surroundings as he was stuffed with raw POZ cock from both ends. We pulled into a dark parking lot, lit with one flickering streetlamp. There were a few others cars there. Ray opened his car door and pulled my boy halfway out so he was standing on the asphalt with his ass over the carseat. Will grabbed me and placed me in a similar position. Ray plowed into my boy as Tom turned around in his seat to watch. Will jabbed his dick into me and fucked me for a moment. He pulled out and started lapping at my ass. Tom told him to stop. 'Leave him full of seed. You know the guys love a pre-lubed hole here.' Will nodded and pulled my shorts back up. Ray pulled out. I could hear splashing as he slapped my boy's ass with his wet cock. Tom tossed my boy's jock and shorts at him and he pulled himself together. Tom knocked on a dented rusty door. A few moments later, it buzzed opened and we followed Tom into a long dark musty hallway. Tom showed a card from his wallet to an attendant behind a cracked glass panel. The attendant was a heavyset black guy with a shaved head. He smiled at Tom and buzzed him in. Will and Ray flashed their cards too. In our haste to leave the house, I realized that we hadn't brought our wallets. Will and Ray were buzzed through and closed the door behind them. The attendant looked me and my boy up and down and grinned. 'It's fifty bucks each for non-members.' I told him that we forgot our wallets. My boy, growing sluttier by the minute said, 'I can think of another way to pay.' The attendant smiled and buzzed us in. My boy leaned over a counter and shook his ass at the guy. I gasped when I saw the dark puddle of cum seeping out of his once-tight hole and through his shorts. The attendant stood up and pulled down his sweatpants. Out flopped a huge uncut dick. He pointed to it and looked at me saying, 'Get to work…' I dropped to my knees and sucked his cock into my throat. My boy pulled his shorts down and played with his leaking hole. When the guy was satisfied, he pushed me aside and slid right into my boy. I was painfully hard realizing that it was his fifth raw cock of the day. We didn't even know his name. I knew at least that he was POZ when I saw the biohazard tattoo peeking out from his shirttail. 'Damn! This hole is wet! How many loads in you, so far?' My boy answered as the man kept pounding him. 'Lost count. At least four, I think…' 'Well, here's one more!' And the guy bred my boy. He pulled out and smeared his cummy cock on my boy's ass. He gave us each a towel and a key and pointed us to the locker room, all while his cummy cock was hanging out. He tucked it back into his sweatpants and went back to his stool. The locker room was damp and grungy. My boy slid out of his shorts and yanked his shirt off. I followed suit, but we both kept our jocks on. They were pretty rank from the dirty laundry and fresh accumulations of sweat and cum. My boy threw his arms around me and kissed me hard, whispering, 'Thank you, thank you, thank you…' I hadn't realized how piggy he wanted to be, or how much I loved being piggy with him. I fingered his loose cunt runny with seed. I was so wrapped up in the moment, I didn't notice a guy come into the locker room and walk up behind my boy. He was older, mid-60s, with a bald head and scraggly white chest hair on his man boobs and protruding belly. He put his fingers next to mine in my boys ass. 'This slut is ready to go. May I?,' he asked me? I nodded approval. My boy hadn't even see what this guy looked like. And neither of us had seen his cock. He hefted his belly up and I saw a glistening seven-inch-long dick. I knew he'd had that long cock in at least one other hole. My boy leaned forward, arching his back, and kept his arms around me. I supported him as the hung fat man entered my boy. He grunted as the guy bottomed out. He had low hanging balls slapping back and forth as he fucked my boy. The guy bred him quickly, pulled out muttering a quick thanks and headed to the showers. Tom had walked in while my boy was getting pounded and whispered, 'That troll is always here. I bet he's already fucked ten guys today and probably taken just as many loads. He's a walking infection…' He grinned as he said it, with respect. Tom fingered my boy's ass a bit and told us to follow him. To be continued…

Moving in with Dad Todd never knew his Father when he was growing up. His Dad, Jeff, had knocked-up Todd's Mom back when the two of them were in high school and since they lived in a small, ultra church-going town, she was not going to have an abortion. Todd's mother raised him on her own until she suddenly died midway through his senior year of high school. His maternal grand parents wanted to take him in, but state law gave Jeff primary responsibility for Todd's care, so once Jeff was apprised of the situation, he gladly took Todd in to live with him in a town in the adjoining county. The first few days for Todd in his Father's were, quite naturally, somewhat awkward, but the two found a comfortable routine. Todd was particularly pleased when he realized his Father was far less controlling than his Mother had been, so Todd found himself enjoying a sense of freedom which he never experienced with his Mother, especially when Jeff guided Todd through the process of getting a driver's license and in providing a car which Todd could use to drive to and from school, as well use as around town. Todd even felt the freedom to explore more of himself. From an early age Todd had sensed he was gay, but given the ultra-conservative character of his Mother's family and the town in which he and she had lived, he suppressed any exploration of his sexuality. Living with his Father, on the other hand, was a different story, and Todd quickly found a himself a friend at school, David, with whom he could let his guard down and be himself. Quickly David and Todd were spending a fair amount of time together, and, given Jeff was often out on weekend evenings, Todd was able to host. The first night they hung out Todd received and gave his first blow job, in the process swallowing David's load, which was Todd's first experience in tasting cum. The following week David got Todd to fuck him, and as David never used condoms, the fuck session was bareback. Naturally David bred Todd's hole, maintaining condoms ruined a good sexual experience for both the top and bottom. On Todd's 18th birthday came around, Jeff took him out for a nice dinner, and the following Friday night, when Jeff was on the road, David introduced Todd to a strange glass pipe, showing Todd how to take a hit off of it. Now, Todd had never explored any recreational substances, but having enjoyed everything David had suggested they explore up to date, it wasn't a stretch to get him to try smoking a bowl or two. That night, however, somewhat unexpected, Jeff came home early, entering the house quietly to avoid awakening his son. Moving soundlessly down the hallway, Jeff passed Todd's door, which was slightly ajar, the glow of a television providing the only light in the vicinity. However, before Jeff had completely passed the doorway, he registered a slight hint of movement which arrested Jeff, compelling him to pause to understand what he was seeing. Then, through the gap between the door and the door frame, Jeff registered Todd was 'entertaining' David, and that David on Todd's bed, on all fours, and that Todd was behind him and that both boys were naked. Standing discretely in the shadows, Jeff smiled and thought to himself, "Like father, like son," and, this same reaction extended to seeing Todd light up and heat the bowl. At this exact moment, David chanced to glance back at Todd, and in so doing, caught a glimpse of Jeff. The two briefly locked eyes, and then Jeff discretely and quietly moved down the hall, heading for his own bedroom. David, however, was not as sang froid as Jeff, and slid off of Todd's cock saying "Todd, your Dad just walked down the hallway and saw us!" "You sure?" Todd asked, even as David dressed. "Yeah, absolutely. Sorry, guy, but I'm out of here. We'll talk later." After David left Todd thew on some mesh basketball shorts and, taking a deep breath, walked down the hallway to see his father, whose bedroom door was slightly ajar, and a light was burning. Before Todd could knock his father called out in an even voice, "Come on in, Todd." Not knowing what to expect, Todd complied, finding his Father in the bathroom doing something with the water running. "Todd, make yourself comfortable, I'll be right out," Jeff called. A few seconds later Jeff walked into the bedroom, shocking Todd in the process: Jeff was butt ass naked. Todd was not so shocked, however, not to think 'Man, Dad has a great body, and I guess I have Dad's cock'. In fact, Todd couldn't help but stare at his Father. Although 35 Jeff's body was quite muscular, and his cock was a full eight inches, even soft. Moving his line of sight up to his Father's face, Todd relaxed somewhat. Clearly his Father wasn't outraged or distraught, in fact he looked quite cool. 'He's probably going to give me a safe sex talk', Todd thought. What he didn't expect was Jeff's opening question "So, how do you like fucking David?" Although a bit startled at the opening question, Todd had presence of mind to answer honestly "It's great, Dad, I love fucking David." "And what about the pipe?" Todd wasn't on uncertain ground how to best answer, but Jeff made it easy when he set the stage saying "I sure like smoking sand glass pipe. Don't you?" The Jeff really blew Todd away when he asked "Todd, would you like to get high with me? The stuff I have will blow you away." Todd didn't have to actually answer his Father. Rather Jeff approached with a rubber strap, a syringe loaded with some liquid, and an alcohol wipe. Jeff put the rubber strap on Todd's left bicep, and then used the alcohol wipe to wipe-down Todd's inner elbow, and then, still not having said a word, Jeff took the syringe in hand, pulling the cap off with his teeth, then sinking the needle in a fat vein in Todd's inner elbow, withdrew the plunger, drawing forth a drop of blood before emptying the content of the syringe into Todd. Just before Jeff removed the rubber strap was "Todd you'll probably feel a surge of warmth, followed by a chemical taste in the back of your throat and then you'll probably cough a couple times, then you'll feel your heart race and your breath will also increase. Just ride the rush, relax and enjoy the experience."

This just happened and I wanted to share Had a hot military/muscle top who was passing through my city hit me up on Grindr. Had been driving cross country and wanted to drop a load before getting back on the road. He asks me if I’m down to take a load and I give him my address. He gives me clear instructions on what he wants—ass up, hitting poppers, and my hole nice and sloppy with boy butter. I leave the door unlocked and follow his instructions. Fifteen minutes later I hear him come in and he walks into my room. Strips real quick and comes up to my head and has me gagging on his cock to get him lubed up. He then slides into my greased up hole and begins fucking my brains out. Pushing my face down into the pillow. About 10 minutes after he starts fucking me, I think I hear the door to my place open but don’t think anything off it. He starts calling me a slut and faggot. And asking me if I want his load. As I’m begging for his load, this ripped mid-20s stud walks into my room naked—cock dripping precum. At this point, I’m so confused but turned on. The guy fucking me tells me that he was driving cross country with a straight buddy and his friend was waiting in the car while he fucked me. Before he came into my place he told his friend if he got bored or horny he could come and join. He hadn’t told me any of this beforehand. His straight friend starts face fucking me as the top in my ass pounds away. As his friend gets close the straight guy starts egging him on and telling him to “breed that faggot.” At this point I’m so turned on. The guy fucking me picks up the pace and shoves me down on his friend’s cock as he blows a huge load in my ass. He quickly pulls out and his friend slides into my ass without asking. The first top grabs my phone and starts filming his buddy fucking his load into my ass. The straight guy fucks me for about two minutes and then blows his load in my ass. “Thanks for that faggot.” Currently sitting here with their loads running out of my ass and hitting poppers. Wasn’t planning on being a cumdump today but now I’m thinking about inviting some more guys over.

It was heartbreaking when they were replaced by other boys. It was haunting to see the look on James face during the interview with Oprah. He looked like he was in shock the entire time. i found it interesting that they were completely in love with Michael. They were very much in an adult like relationship with him (they were lovers). The first boy (James) went as far as having a wedding ceremony with MJ. They didn’t think of the sex as abuse only that losing MJ’s complete attention was what broke their hearts. These were heterosexual boys who were completely engulfed in a full blown sexual relationship with a man. It just goes to show that sexuality is fluid and we as humans put labels and restrictions on our behaviors. When in reality it is not that black and white. Moderators: I am not condoning the sexual abuse here. I am not suggesting that the sex was anything other than illegal and wrong. My comments are based on the documentary. Observations I make are directly linked to what was said by the victims (how they said they felt and reacted). In the end these boys (now men) had their lives in ruins because of the relationship they had with MJ. Even though at the time they did not understand the sex as something wrong or bad it turned out that an adult relationship is too much for children to be engaged in with an adult and is ultimately harmful.

If that cock is attached to a man, size doesn't matter:) It's all about the guy himself and the load he's gonna deposit on my tongue.

I much prefer that the man reach down to grip my throat of his own accord. With one hand on the back of my head to force me down and the other wrapped tightly around my throat, he shows me his strength and his capacity for violence. I surrender to the threat and power of his male instincts as he forces his seed into me.

I’m definitely a crazy sex pig with a fiendish libido for raw cock. Never done a single drug in my life. Never even smoked a cigarette ever. Totally clean when it comes to drugs.

That’s super good to know. As a bottom I definitely want my top to know how good he makes me feel, which is also why I get so verbal. But also, when a top is really going at it I like zone out and just totally submit to him. Your guys’ dicks can do amazing things to bottoms ?

Always say, “Yes, Sir” or Yes, Daddy” Tell daddy that you want to be a good boy and ask him how you can be one. Beg daddy for more (of whatever he’s dishing out) whether it be sucking, fucking, or following commands. Act as if you are ashamed of the sexual pleasure you are getting. Say that you don’t want to do what he demands of you sexually, but always comply. Act like it makes you feel degraded (but still do it eagerly). Act whiny or sullen when you are doing it, but only a little whiny no one wants an irritatingly whiny boy. Tell him how much it hurts when he penetrates you. Beg him to stop when he’s pounding you because it’s too much for you to take. I realize this is contradictory to the earlier advice to beg him for more, being a good boy is often contradictory. You have to mix it up. Sometimes asking for it and other times pleading for him to stop. A boy wants to be masculine and strong (like other boys), but daddy wants you to submit and be a bitch. A really good daddy will point out that you are not like other boys, that you are more like a girl who needs a man to be in control of you. after daddy has pounded you hard thank him and tell him he hurt you good with his manly cock deep inside your pussy. When he wants to fuck You again tell him you don’t want to (but of course you are going to let him use you again) because it is too sore from the pounding he gave you earlier. Always let him know that your pussy is his and his alone. That you would never let anyone else do these things to you (unless he wants to share you with another man or boy and then only on his direct orders). Alwsys ask daddy if you are doing a good job. Because you really want to be a good boy more than anything.

I mistook my fuck flu for a chem comedown. Was one hell of a binge, naive fucker I was! Last few fuckers I gifted ended up in hospital which does how strong my strain is getting! Happy days!!!!

Earlier today in a cottage,restroom. Sucking a bloke with thick dick, he was constantly feeling my hole. I asked if he wanted to fuck me, he did and boy he did fuck me in a cubicle, shot a good load deep in me.... beatiful dick, i am fingering my arse and licking my cummy fingers.

I was 18. My first time getting fucked was by one of bigger dicks I've experienced - and holy fuck I've had a lot of dick! Big uncut cock by a 40 something latino guy. Fucked me in just about every position possible. I remember being so into it I had to keep my hand off my cock or I would have cum instantly and I wanted him to keep pounding me.

Scotty, his dad, and his brother will make an amazing trio. Please keep the updates coming!

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Well, I’m a doctor myself so it’s kinda ironic. Still in residency here. But I get fucked pretty regularly by one of the married senior attending professors here who is a big deal in one of the campuses. I actually got fucked by him today. Nice load I got. On top of that, my own GP is a predatory kind of man and basically stalked me on apps till he was able to get me to take him on as my GP. He has fucked me in his private office, countless times in his home and every single time (six times) in the patient’s room when I go see him for a doctor’s visit. Never ever uses a condom. Loves to eat my ass. Then, I got fucked for a good four months in the on call room at this hospital I was training at by one of the security guards. He had a huge thick dick. He was married and his wife and kids lived in a small town five hours away so I was his pussy boy for five days a week. He literally fucked me daily for four months Monday through Friday at lunchtime. One of my friends is a medical director and a super pervert who likes to fuck me on the regular as well. Oh and one of the nurses at one of the hospitals I worked at fucked me a few times when I was on call there. Funny how I was giving the orders on the unit and as soon as he entered my on-call room, I was his bitch. Fucking hot power top. And funny part is, none of the other nurses ever figured it out. Oh back when I was in medical school one of my preceptors in my first year invited me to his place and got me drunk (mind you I skipped college so I was not even 19 at the time) and fucked the daylights out of me. Back then I was scared of STD’s and since I was drunk I had no clue he was breeding me. Afterwards when I came to, I freaked out and he told me he was clean and told me now it had been done. He then bred me two more times before driving me back to my dorms. He became my mentor in medical school and honestly helped me a lot through it. Even got me all my externships and all. It was a pretty sweet deal because he had a nice big 9” Dick. So I was happy getting plowed for the opportunities. Mutually beneficial. After I graduated lost touch with him. There’s many other examples of one time things where I was fucked by food delivery guys or the janitor a few times when I was on call. Can’t think of any other times.

Used to live in the East End of Toronto and got cumfilled condoms from several guys in the area. Wonder if maybe some were yours? Now in Hamilton, (ever here? Always available for loaded cock) haven’t had any luck finding any guys to supply my ass with jizzfilled condoms. Love sharing with other cumpigs.

My last load was in a toilet cubicle in Gran Canaria. My husband and I were in a shopping precinct having a coffee. I was desperate for a pee so left him in the coffee shop. Found the toilets, went in, a Spanish guy was standing in a cubicle but not peeing. I went to the urinals and had a pee looked round and the guy in the cubicle was clearly wanking. He turned towards me showing me his cock which was a decent size. I’d finished so I went in to him thinking I’d get a mouthful of spunk at least. He had other ideas he turned me round and felt my arse so I lowered my shorts. He wet my arse and pushed his cock in, fucked me for a couple of mins and shot in me. I then quickly left to get back to my other half. He said I’d been a while so I made out I needed more than a pee. I was so horny all afternoon knowing I had anon spunk in me.

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This chapter is about my next boyfriend G. He is another amazing guy and once again my love of cock ended the relationship. Okay, to be fair, it was our mutual love of cock that ended the relationship. There's other stuff that happened, other guys that fucked be bareback, a lot of random sex during this time period; but I think this was my next step in my transformation into a cumdump. The timeline here gets muddy because I've already told stories that cross the timeline, so I hope you'll stay with me. As you know, I am an attorney. I work for a decently large firm with an international client base. This was about 3.5 years into working for the firm, so I was either on partner track or not by this point. I think I was because I was the 3rd attorney assigned to a case for a major client - partner, senior associate and me. It involved a decent amount of travel for depositions, client statements, etc. It was a total time suck. I was easily working 100 hours a week in order to bill out at 75-80 hours a week which means both weekend days as well as long weekdays. Granted, it's a U.S. law firm, not some jewel mine in West Africa - massages, free meals, gym, etc. It's at this time that I met G (manhunt, while working from home). Oh my fucking lord, he is gorgeous. People still refer to him as "that model you dated," even though he was a teacher. I was totally amazed at how into me he was. We met for drinks one night and drinks turned into dinner which turned into more drinks and dessert at another place and a hot makeout session in the car. He wanted to fuck me that night, but I refused. I was still thinking that guys don't want to date other guys who are too easy. But, I wanted to fuck so badly. That date turned into a second date and mind-blowing sex. I would tell you all about how I seduced him into fucking me bareback or how he seduced me into it; but it's what we wanted from the first time our clothes came off. We fucked 3-4 times every time we saw each other (no exaggeration). He almost always fucked me and came inside me. I was in total lust for G. He did ask me to fuck him a few times and I did. The first time he had the nerve to ask for a condom and I was like, "really?" He relented of course because it was a stupid request since he'd cum in me at least 30 times by that point. Then disaster struck. He called me one day and said he thought he had gonorrhea and said we should both get tested. I pretended to be surprised because I didn't want this to fuck things up with G. My doctor had told me the day before and I was literally, at that moment, freaking out about how to tell him that he should get tested when he called me. Later that week, we saw each other again and I thought he was going to break up with me. Instead, he was all over me the moment I got to his apartment. We fucked 3 times, as usual, in that 14-15 hour period. The next morning after round 3 I said we needed to talk about sex and the diagnosis. We hadn't talked about monogamy and I said it was time. I said we didn't need to stop fucking other people, we just needed to stop fucking them bareback. He agreed. I was really happy. And then disaster stuck again. The senior associate on the case was diagnosed with a rare blood/bone marrow disease, which I still never understood because my work load immediately doubled if not tripled. It was about time for summer interns to start, and I was worried about partner track, so I didn't immediate ask them to assign another senior associate to the case. Instead, we got another me (associate) and then a summer intern. But, my workload increased like crazy. I was sleeping in a hotel down the street from the office a few days a week. Travel also increased. This meant I couldn't see G as much and fuck did I want to see him. G and I started to see each other only on Fridays or Saturdays if we could. He understood and supported the partner track goal and we also still fucked like rabbits. One week we missed seeing each other and I had to travel the next week. I made up my mind to have sex on the road that week because I was now getting it all the time and totally needed to get fucked or I'd go crazy. I got online and found a dude to come fuck me. He was attractive and I was ready for it. I asked him to bring a condom and lube because I had made up my mind to do this while in the cab from the airport. Instead of going to the drugstore I got on Grindr while I was in the cab and had made arrangements by the time I'd gotten to the hotel. He got there and I had just finished showering. His picture must've been a bit old because he had a bit of a belly, but I was horny and didn't care. I wanted his cock inside me. We got naked and he sucked my cock and ate my ass and I was eventually begging him to fuck me. He lined his cock up to my hole and I was like, wait.....condom. He said he forgot to bring one and I said, then no fucking. I had promised. It was my fucking idea. I was not going to do this to G. I said, "Let's just do other stuff." He said sure and we sucked and he ate my ass some more and I ate his ass. His cock was nice, like 7" and perfectly shaped. He asked if I had any lube (forgot that too I guess). Genius idea - hotel lotion. I grabbed the lotion and hopped back into bed and we made out with me on my back legs spread and bent at the knee and him in between my legs and he put the lotion on both our cocks and we stroked and made out. Eventually my legs were on his shoulders and he was rubbing his cock on my ass again. I knew I was going to give up my ass this time if he pushed. He did. He slipped inside me this time and I didn't say stop. In fact, I moaned like a whore because it felt so good. He said he wouldn't last long and I said just fuck me. He told me when he was getting close and I said nothing. He came inside me and I blew all over myself. I had just cheated again - this time after it was my idea and had done it bareback, also violating my idea. The guy left and I felt kinda bad, but not too bad. Each other night that week, another guy came over and fucked me. Only one used a condom. That's 4 guys and 3 loads in my ass. I always told the guys safe sex only and then always gave in if they wanted it raw. I got back to G that weekend and we fucked like bunnies again. I said nothing to him, especially after I entered his bedroom and saw the lube/condoms/coke box out and open. I knew he'd fucked around too that week, but he said "Don't worry babe. I was safe." and he put the box away keeping the lube out. That night/morning I had to ride his cock 5 times. I was a cumslut for him and I loved it. When I was out of town the next week, I took the "safe sex only" out of all my profiles. I asked to get fucked bareback by every guy that hit me up and I got bred twice that week. The next week was the same. I even convinced a safe sex top to bareback me even though he was young and freaked out by the idea. He still shot his load in my ass though. This went on for a few months, but I didn't always have time to hookup so I wasn't always getting fucked on the road. Every weekend I couldn't get home from the airport soon enough to see G. I was falling for him and I knew it. He never took no for an answer and neither did I when it came to sex. If one of us wanted it, the other gave in no matter what was going on - the sushi delivery guy showing up while I was "load begging" was awesome. LOL One weekend, I was home but G was busy with his family. I was really horny, so I hopped online just to chat and jerk off. Instead I ended up talking to this average looking Latino guy who was into hot roleplaying. He asked if I could do anything what would it be. I said, "I want to pretend to be a safe sex only bottom. I want the top to convince me to let him in bareback. I want the top to make me admit I love bareback sex, that I only get fucked bareback, and then beg for his load in my ass." He said that was really hot. Then I said it - "Come over now and let's play." He came over and I was in my shorts and a tank. He immediately felt me up, but I said "roleplay" and we did. He talked to me about sex and slipped his fingers up my shorts. I pulled out his cock and sucked it. It was a nice fat cock. I loved feeling his cock stretch my mouth. I let him face fuck me for a while. He got me up and told me to strip. I did and he turned me around and rubbed his cock on my ass. I bent over and spread my ass for him. I asked if he brought condoms and he put them on the couch. I loved feeling his cock on me. He took me to the bedroom leaving the condoms on the couch. He bent me over the bed and ate my ass. He tongue fucked and fingered me. He said I had a sweet ass and was going to love fucking me. I asked if I had lube and I pointed to the dresser. He lubed his fingers and pressed them inside my ass. He lubed his cock and rubbed it on my ass. He said how tight my ass felt. He pushed at my hole with his cock and slipped his head in my ass. I moaned but said, "condom?" He said, "Let me just feel your ass like this for a bit. You moaned so it must feel good right?" I said, "Yes, but we should play safe." He just pushed in a bit more. I moaned again and bit my lip. I said, "We really should get the condoms." He said, "But I'd have to leave your ass. Let me just fuck you bareback for a while." I said, "Ok. As long as you promise to get a condom in a few minutes." He slid his whole cock inside my ass and said how good I felt. He started fucking me slowly and I was really loving his fat cock in my ass. I started moaning a lot. He said, "You like my dick in you huh?" I agreed. He fucked me some more and said, "Tell me how much you like it." I told him it felt amazing. He kept fucking me and said, "Feels good bareback doesn't it." I said yes. He said, "You don't want me to get a condom do you?" I said, "Just keep fucking me." He said, "You love getting fucked bareback don't you slut?" I said "Yes, I loved your bare cock in me." He then said, "You always bareback don't you? You were just trying to play safe because you just met me right?" He buried his cock in me as he said that. I said, "Yes. Guys always bareback me. No one knows, but I love getting fucked bareback." He asked me why I liked getting barebacked. I said it feels a lot better. He started fucking me harder. He said, "What else?" I was moaning and grabbing his fleshy ass. He said it again, "What else?" I said, "I like it when guys shoot their cum inside me." I actually felt his cock get harder inside me as I said it. He said, "Yeah you want my load slut?" I begged him for it. He slammed his cock in me and shot his load in my ass. I was so turned on that I came less than a minute later jerking off. It was so hot. He got dressed and left. I never saw him again. But, I did see those condoms still unopened on the couch. Fuck that was hot. It was a few weeks later that G and I broke up. He wasn't ready for the relationship with me. We'd been together for 6 months and the chemistry was awesome, but he could tell something was off. I had cheated on him bareback at least 2 dozen times and didn't feel guilty at all. Wow, I felt totally free from all that guilt I had from cheating on Michael. It was really freeing. I was sad that G and I broke up, but I was riding a cock in my hotel room down the street from work that night at 1am and begging for that guy's load, so I guess I didn't feel too bad. P.S. - I made partner

I'm kind of like you. I started with exes and a few random hookups on accident, but after a while I realized I hated being fucked with a condom because it didn't feel good, there was too much friction, and not of the good kind. Then one night I went home with a guy and it was the best sex I'd ever had and I begged him to cum up my ass. From there on out it was just a matter of starting to deliberate not use condoms when I was getting fucked. I still haven't turned into a full cumdump, but I'm hoping to go on PrEP soon and then I definitely plan to.

Here's another version of this story. It's been just a little over two years now since I got the letter that changed my life. Like any other day I came home from work and checked the mail. There was a handsomely handwritten envelope on a rich heavy paper. I opened all the other mail first wanting to save what I hoped was the best for last. I was correct. Inside was an invitation to a weekend party in a very upscale suburban neighborhood. It was from Tom, a man I had spoken with several times at the bars and the baths. Tom had an easy-going way about him that somehow encouraged me to open up to him. Although we’d never gotten around to fucking, I found myself discussing things with him that I'd hardly even let myself think about let alone voice to another person. Tom got me to admit I wanted to be infected with HIV. Tom told me at our first meeting he had AIDS. I would never have guessed it from looking at him. He was a well-built guy, about 190 pounds, moderately hairy with a nice salt and pepper beard and bush. Sort of looked like Richard Locke from some of those old Joe Gage films. Seeing him out at the baths fucking and getting fucked made me want him and in a strange way, want to be like him. I frequently found myself wondering what it would be like to be fucked by him; or to be poz and giving my load to another guy with or without his knowledge. I dismissed these thoughts usually but sometimes they were my hottest j/o fantasies. So now I had an invitation for a weekend party at his place. The invitation said there was a carefully selected group of "…positively-minded hot men." A nice play on words, I thought. The letter also emphasized, "…uninhibited RAW sex." I certainly could not misunderstand that! This was going to be an unsafe fuck-party hosted by a man with AIDS. Pretty fuckin' ballsy of him - and hot! To my pleasure I registered my dick was tumescent. There was no doubt in my mind about accepting as there was no way in hell I'd turn the invitation down. A weekend in a luxurious house, all the booze and party favors we would want and a whole group of horny uninhibited studs into bareback sex - FUCK YEAH, I was going! The invitation requested a response, so, heart-in-mouth, and doubtless skipping an occasional beat, I called and thanked Tom, thanking him for the invitation, and telling I would attend. The party was scheduled for a month from the date of the invitation. By chance the weekend coincided with my boyfriend’s 10th high school reunion in Erie, Pennsylvania, so I would be free the entire weekend. I mentioned to him I would likely crash with friends that weekend. He didn’t ask for any details of my plans, nor did I offer any. He was used to my slutty ways, and I of his. Hell - we’d met in an orgy at the bath house in Washington, and post-coital, learning we were both Philadelphians, we gradually grew closer and closer to each other, about a year after that orgy moving in together, sharing our lives and occasional sex partners. We have a really open relationship, frequently teasing each other about who was the bigger slut and who'd get a nasty disease first. Over the course of the intervening month it seemed like time had slowed to a crawl. I found myself constantly thinking of the upcoming party, and I fantasized about it, scarcely daring to hope that my twisted fantasies would be satisfied. Of course part of the time I told myself that I was just letting my over-active imagination run wild, but at other times I was convinced this was going to be exactly the perverted event I'd been dreaming about. The party was to commence at 8:30 on a Friday night, running through noon on Sunday. The invitation had indicated that clothes would be checked upon arrival so I didn't have to bother about what I was going to wear. I'm decent looking, in good shape, working out 3 -4 times a week at the gym and I eat well. Judging from what I saw at the baths and bars, Tom seemed to like guys of my type, so I figured the others would be a pleasant eyeful. I parked on the street and noticed numerous other cars also parked on the block - the sure sign of a party in the suburbs. Walking up to the door, I admired the handsome house. It was one of those beautifully balanced Edwardian houses that were built around 1910ish. The grounds were no less handsome. I steeled myself and rang the bell. It promptly opened and a handsome, olive-skinned man with a beautiful chest, narrow waist, muscled legs and perky nipples greeted me. A walking wet dream. I should think he was about my age, 26 at the time. He was dressed solely in white workout shorts that did little to cover his thick cock and heavy balls. "Come on in," he said. "I'm Mike, and you are ..?" looking at a column of names that filled the page. "Joey," I said. "Got it." He as crossed off my name from the list. He pointed to a door and said, "You can undress in here and I'll put your clothes away when you're done. Tom's got me assigned to door duty." "You've gotta earn you keep I guess," I said. Mike laughed. I entered the bathroom off the entry hall and quickly slid out of my jeans, sneakers and polo shirt. The place was simple but obviously well appointed and expensive. I returned to the hall wearing my briefs and found Mike greeting a little doll of a boy who looked about 20-21 if that old. Mike introduced him to me as ‘Sam’. Taking my clothes he said, "Everyone else is naked. I'm just wearing these since I'm answering the door - just in case some stray shows up." He held out his hand waiting for me to get out of my underwear. Sam stood by openly waiting to see me as I stripped. My dick was semi-hard with all the attention and to my relief both Mike and Sam seemed to admire my tool. Sam gave an appreciative whistle and said, "I gotta get a piece of that in me before this is over. Sure hope you're one of the ones." He went into the bathroom and began to undress, not closing the door as I had done. Mike winked and began to fold my clothes. I was musing about Sam’s phrase "one of the ones" when Mike suggested I join everyone else in the party room to the rear of the house. There was no trouble finding the action. The sound of the music and the voices and the sweet aroma of weed led me directly to them. Entering the room, I found fifteen or so men, all naked, sitting, standing, lying about, drinks in hand, talking and laughing. In a quick assessment of these guests, I saw that I had guessed correctly about Tom's taste and choice of guests. They were all rather good-looking men, but I had been wrong in that they were not all like me. There was a wide range of ages and types covered. One man might have been around 50, a true daddy type for sure. At the other end of the spectrum was a boy who looked like he might just be graduating high school. They were all, however, good-looking, sexy males. That was a common denominator. Someone handed me a drink, and another gave me a joint from the bowl on the coffee table. I mingled and began to meet my fellow revelers. I had noticed Sam, now naked, had also come in the room and was circulating - a regular social butterfly. As I mingled I saw a few more arrive, but I did not see Tom, our host. Even so, everyone was becoming reasonably well acquainted as we all composed our mental list of those with whom we wanted to have sex. I had had nothing to eat and the cocktail and the weed were rapidly taking effect on me, and I suspected the same thing was happening to the other men, although no one seemed to be actively engaging in sex yet, but I knew some catalyst would shortly break the ice. About that time Tom appeared. Apparently, he had been waiting for the last guest, because I noticed that about the time Tom entered, Mike - now also entered, now fully naked. His full, uncut cock and low-hanging balls were calling to me. I suspect Mike was of Mediterranean ancestry. Italian? Maybe Spanish? Could it be Portuguese? Who knows. Whatever the case, he was a beauty. As Mike turned down the music, Tom called for quiet and made his welcomes. Mike moved through the crowd to stand fairly close to me, smiling a greeting. Tom addressed us a welcome, telling us how glad he was that we'd accepted his invitation. He stressed that we were a hand-picked group and that he felt like a good mix was essential to the success of any party, especially one of this scope. Then he changed tone subtly. It was as if he was reading a list of rules for the party, and they were essentially, what I expected. "Try to engage in anal sex primarily, or at least make sure that when you cum it’s through anal sex. Switch positions - and I don't mean doggie style and missionary." Laughter floated across the room. "I mean don't always be the top or always the bottom. Change roles. Fuck as much as you get fucked. Try to change partners frequently, make sure to get your cum inside as many men as possible. Related to that, get as many different guy to cum in your ass as you’re able. In addition, follow the example of the military: don’t ask, don’t tell. Treat each load of cum it’s ‘the one’, so to speak. And the number one most important stipulation is absolutely no condoms!" "Fuck yeah!" the deep voiced daddy called-out. Tom continued, "Including myself, there are twenty men here. You all know I’m positive, but I’m not the only one: there are seven others who also are positive. The other twelve are presumably negative. If you take at least twelve loads this weekend from different guys, you’re guaranteed at least one of those loads was charged." I could feel my skin tingling. My knees were weak. This was exactly what I'd hardly let myself hope for - a party planned around RAW fucking with men who have HIV. As different levels of thoughts kicked in it occurred to me that all these men were like me in that they were here to fuck or get fucked and intentionally get or give HIV. Moreover, based on the number of hard dicks I saw now, they were as turned on by the idea as I was. It was like a bell signaling the beginning of a race had sounded: men were pairing up left and right. They piled onto the pillows, couches and mats that filled the area. Over the enthusiastic sounds of 20 horny men starting to mate, Tom's voice rang out. "There's lube, poppers, Viagra, XTC and joints at the bar. Use anything you need guys." Just then I felt a hand grope my ass and turned to see Mike, the hotie from the front door. "Ready to play?" he asked. His ample hard dick revealed his own readiness. Heart racing, I replied "Sure am" with what I hoped was a salacious tone - not that I needed to add the salacious element, or so events suggested. Grabbing some lube, we made our way to a vacant corner and sank onto a mat, I on my back, and he kneeling. His cockhead was probing me. Without any discussion, we had settled on our roles, at least for round one. Taking the lube from me, Mike smeared some on his cock and my hole, massaging my asslips. I in turn was happy to work his now lubed cock, play with his balls, and tug on his tits. Wrapping my legs as best I could around his waist, Mike took aim and in two powerful thrusts his dick was buried in my ass all the up to his pubes. With so little time to relax the muscles, my ass was on fire, so I gestured him to give me a minute to adjust to the fullness. He complied. I looked up into his face only about a foot away from mine. He looked content, with a faint smile across his mouth; he apparently liked the feel of my ass. Smiling more broadly, and without a word his head moved toward mine. Our lips met, mouths open as our tongues tasted each other. Meanwhile, Mike was slowly but forcefully sliding his long cock in and out of my hole. He fucked me with deliberate stokes, withdrawing almost entirely before driving in to the max. I matched him stroke for stroke meeting his invading rod with my eager cum-hungry ass. I wanted to milk the cum from this man. As he fucked me, I kept wondering if he could be one of the eight infected men. God, I hoped he was infected so his jizz would be infecting me too. I heard myself moan in the lust for his cum and for his disease. "Fuck me, man. I want it," I said between thrusts. "What do you want, Joey?" He was pushing me. "Tell me, man, what you really want." Unbidden, the words came out of my mouth: "I want your poz cum, man. I want you to pump me full of HIV!" Hearing that sentence seemed to send him over the edge. He started pounding my butt harder. I knew he would shoot soon at that rate. "You are so fuckin' twisted, man. You want poz cum in your ass!" He pounded my hole. "Take it!" "Shit yeah, Mike. Shoot it!" I felt him lunge in even deeper as his already thick cock spasmed in my guts - hot blasts of cum shot in my hole. I imagined the virus in each fiery load he pumped in me. I ground my ass back towards him so not a drop of the potentially deadly cum would be lost. He remained still, hips jutting forward with his cock as deep inside me as it would go. We lay there in the aftermath of our passionate fucking, me so damned hot I could almost shoot from thinking that I might have just gotten HIV pumped in my hole. When Mike with drew he looked in my eyes and gave me a leering wink. I didn’t know how to interpret it. I knew we were all supposed to keep our sero-status secret and he was doing a great job at it. I couldn't see through him at all. I asked him if he wanted me to fuck him and he declined. Speaking really quietly he said, "You're pretty obvious in being neg. Try not to give it away. Everyone here wants poz cum." I started to speak, to ask what gave me away, but he stopped me saying “…don’t worry buddy - I won't tell. Thanks man." With that, he left, I assume to seek out and infect someone else. I didn't waste time thinking about it. I wanted to see about getting another load, but first I needed something to drink, so I went to the bar. A good looking guy of about my age approached, and, over beers, we briefly chatted on what a hot party it was and he cut right to the chase. "You wanna fuck me first or want me to fuck you?" "I wanna fuck you, stud, " I answered. "I gotta get this load up someone's ass before I waste it." We rather unceremoniously made our way to a mat, he flopped on his back, his legs sprang in the air, ready to take my load. While I fucked him, I imagined that I was poz and was infecting him. For all he knew I was and was eager to breed him. It didn't take me long to shoot my jizz in his guts. We quickly traded places and his dick easily slid into my already cum-filled hole. As he fucked me slow but steady I looked at him. As I said, he good looking and about my age, but what really got my attention was that I saw a few bruises on him and some spots on his arms and torso. I stared hard trying to see if they were lesions, thinking, “Cool…this guy's got AIDS." I got my ass I gear grinding it back to meet each invasion of his hopefully lethal cock. My asshole practically milked the cum out of him. I was so ready for it and in short order, I could feel him tensing up. When I felt his dick swell, to blast the deadly cum deep inside me, I pushed back toward him to catch every bit of the poisoned load. When he came back to reality, his eyes opened again. He winked at me as he pulled his cock from my ass. "That's at least one for you, man." From there, the party began to blur. I'm not sure if it was the heady excitement of being in a place with so many guys who had HIV who were trying to infect others and so many healthy guys trying to get the deadly virus in them, or was it my own first poz load clouding my head or was it the party favors and beer. Probably all these things. Anyway, I spent the next 36 hours or so fucking and getting fucked men as eager as was I to give and get HIV. As the party went on and men were getting a little bit tired, there were fewer guys fucking at any given time, but rest assured there was always an audience for those fucking, calling out encouragement and offering assistance. When my own turn came to be pumped while the crowd watched, it was amazing to hear them urging my fucker to fill me with his diseased load and to pump me full with poz cum. All good things must come to an end, and the party was no exception. Around 11030 on Sunday morning Tom called us together and made a concluding speech asking each poz guy stand up one by one. I imagine I was not the only guy there who was mentally ticking off the number of poz loads I’d taken, or, for that matter, the number of poz guys who had taken my load. Sounds of ‘alright’ and ‘yeah!’ punctuated the speech as guys reveled in the memory of an encounter. It turned out that I'd been lucky, having taken fifteen loads, seven of which were from poz men, including Mike, the doorman, my first sex partner, as well as the second guy who fucked me, who, as it turned out, did indeed have AIDS. I had seven poz loads inside my guts right then. Although exhausted and drained, I was also exhilarated as my cock stiffened as I thought about it. Sam, the young guy who arrived after me, hadn't been so lucky. Despite getting several fucks, he had managed to avoid every poz man there. Tom told him it must be a sign, but Sam just said it was a sign he had to try harder. He lay on the mat, legs pulled back exposing his already cum filled ass and invited every poz guy there to pump a load inside him. Tom intervened before any of them could react. "After seeing so much raw fucking for the last day and a half I'm ready to spill my load. I'd be proud to be the first guy with AIDS to fuck you." We all cheered Tom and Sam on as our host infected the last remaining healthy guest present. After Tom blew his load, a couple more of the poz men also fucked Sam, just to make extra sure he got what he wanted. As the guys began to dress and leave, Tom urged us to keep in touch with him. He reminded us that frequently about ten to twenty days after infection it was common to get sick - the infamous but all-telling fuck flu. He told us to report in and reminded us that these parties are annual and that we might now qualify as the poz guys for future parties. On a Tuesday about three weeks later, while my boyfriend was traveling on business to Boston, and while speaking with him I mentioned I felt moderately ill. I did not tell him I was going to be tested. My doctor drew the blood that afternoon and scheduled a follow-up appointment on Thursday, two days later. I was on pins-and-needles until I met with my doctor for the results. I was positive. I surmise I was infected at Tom’s party, although, of course, I didn’t tell my doctor I had sought-out poz cum. Doubtless, my doctor said more than that, but frankly that was the only information I retained. The rest would come in due course. I left his office utterly satiated albeit excited at a guttural level to share my poz cum. I thought about where I wanted blow my first poz load as I drove to 30th Street train station to pick-up my boyfriend who was returning home from his business trip. Fortunately, his train was on time, and we went straight to our favorite restaurant in the Gayborhood. He remarked I was apparently over the illness I had mentioned, and I smiled in acquiescence. I didn’t tell him of the test results, nor did he ask if I had been to see a physician. He did, however, reach under the table and start massaging my cock. I knew what he wanted. We skipped dessert and after dinner drinks, and returned home. You know where this was going. He wanted to get laid, and I was more than ready to give him what he wanted. Soon enough we were in bed, spoon position, with my dick up his hot ass. It was a slow, sweet, leisurely fuck, the kind that you have with someone you've known a while. We fucked some - talked some - and fucked some more. We were both comfortable and enjoying the intimacy; neither was in a hurry to cum. As I was slowly sliding in and out of his hole, I murmured, "Guess what I did?" “What’s that?” "I got tested the other day." I didn't say why I was tested, but all gay men know what ‘tested’ means. I didn’t skip a stroke but I felt him tense slightly and then he pushed back on my cock. He said, "Last test I took, I was still negative." "Yeah, I remember." We kept fucking slowly and steadily. "So, are you infecting me?" he quietly asked. "Yeah, I am." And we kept on fucking, him pushing back to take my dick, now knowing I was going to shoot HIV- infected cum inside his hole. After that, I wasn't able to hold out long. I shot what felt like a quart of thick jizz into him. After we separated he said, "You know it was just a matter of time before one of us infected the other - especially since we’re both sluts. I'm glad you told me like you did. That was perfect." We kissed and played around - he wanted to get fucked again.