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I’m sure he could tell I was nervous. Because I was. It took me fifteen minutes to work up the courage to walk inside, let alone the weeks of promising him I’d show up, now here I was. Walking up to the local bathhouse, the unassuming location on an unassuming side street. At the top of some steps was a set of doors and a small tellers window, the thin wiry man behind it was tall and friendly. He could see I was nervous. “First time?” He asked giving me a grin. Some of his teeth missing in his smile. “is it that obvious?” I asked trying to hide my shame. ”No worries, just have fun okay?” He said handing me a key and towel. “Mostly older regulars tonight, so hope that’s your thing. I nodded and smiled as he buzzed me in, grabbing my key and towel I walked inside. I was surprised at the relative cleanliness and fashionable sitting area. There were weights a steam room and spa. Something that said video room around the corner. “Something wrong?” He asked me from another little window. “No sorry just a bit surprised, it’s not really what I expected.....” “Yeah most say that. First floor is all pretty tame to be honest. You’re not supposed to really have any touching going on, but it’s a big space and only one of me, so I don’t really enforce that. Just know your limits and be sure to be okay with what you want. Here you go.” He handed me a small brown bottle. “On the house, if you’re nervous, take a sniff, I’m sure a lot of the guys will show you how. Rooms are upstairs, have fun.” ”Thanks.” I said looking at the small bottle, it said jungle juice on the side. Looking up the stairs I saw that the lights seemed to dim. As I walked up I started to smell something. It was strong and musky, there were sounds I was familiar with but had never heard myself. The familiar slap of skin against skin. Grunting, mewling and moaning. This is what I expected. and as I stood at the edge of the stairs I could finally see what I truly though it should be. Long hallways stretched out with doors lining them. Numbers were on the doors for people to see, but otherwise it was a long stretch of hallway and doors. I went and looked for mine, number 17 on the keychain. I found the room and quickly walked in. There was a bed and a small table. That was it. Wasting no time I changed out of my clothes and tied the towel around my waist. There was club music playing softly. A stable beat punctuated by the sounds of flesh slapping in the background. My breathing started to get heavy. I found a room off the back corner. The lights were dim. A couple of gloryholes to the aide and two tiers of benches. There was an older man sitting in the corner. Striking a huge heavy tool. His legs splayed open and wide. In my nervousness I sat as far away as I could. Slowly closing into myself. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye. He was so much older. Clearly old enough to be my father or maybe even grandfather. A white well trimmed goatee around his mouth. His body was old but not withered. He was good looking for an old guy. However, his heavy tool was really what I couldn’t stop looking at. Heavy, and hard, a full engorged sack supporting it below. I licked my lips thinking to myself I want that. He shifted on the top bench and slowly closed the gap between us. His foot gently tapped my arm. It was then I realized it’s now or never. I responded by moving my arm to touch his leg. He responded in kind, opening his legs wider, giving me full acccess to what we both know I wanted. I got into position, knees on the floor, hands on the bench and I went in. Running my tongue up along his being shaft I looked up at him. He wasn’t even looking at me. He pulled out a brown bottle like the attendant had given me and proceeded to sniff in both nostrils. reaching for my own I copied his movements after two sniffs I was about to cap it when I heard him say. “More.” I looked up and gave myself two more sniffs. “More boy.....” he said again, his deep gravely voice sent chills down my spine. I capped the bottle and then I felt it. Heat, a fire inside me, also emptiness. I was so empty I looked right at his heavy old man dick and I immediately took it into my mouth. I moaned my happiness as I nursed on his thick cock. Feeling the heat of it, feeling the fullness in my mouth. This is what I had wanted. And now I was getting it. I could hear his groaning as I worked his meat. His musk invaded my senses and I went into heat. I slurped. I sucker I did everything I could to make him feel goood. “You like to fuck?” He whispered quietly. I nodded with his cock still in my mouth unsure if I wanted to stop. with and audible pop I pulled myself off his thick 7 inch tool. Admiring its veiny shaft and glistening head. I knew right then I wanted it inside me. “I’ve got a room, room 17” I said looking up at him desperately as my hand slowly stroked his powerful member. I wanted this old man to fuck me and I wanted him to do it now. “it’s slow today, we don’t need a room,” he said as he got me into position. I couldn’t believe it. Here I was first time at a bathhouse and I was about to let some man who was probably double my age, if not triple, fuck me for all to see. “Give me four big hits on both nostrils,” he said while opening up a pack of lube. I felt a bony finger began to prod me as I took my first couple of hits. I felt myself relax and allowed the intrusion. As I continued to hit I felt myself get more relaxed. I realized how comfortable I felt in that moment. In a dark room about to let some stranger fuck me. In my delirium I never heard a condom wrapper, I just assumed he did. I was nearing my last few hits when he said. “Two final big hits.......really draw them out.” I did as he ordered. As the euphoria began to hit me I felt that emptiness again. This time in my hole worst of all. “Ready boy?” He asked, but by the tone in his voice I didn’t have a choice. I put my head down and braces myself. I focused on my emptiness and heat. I felt the head against my hole, and then came the pressure. It started to burn and ache as my hole started to submit. I realized that he wasn’t wearing a condom. I wanted to tell him to stop. This wasn’t safe this wasn’t supposed to happen. Yet it was. I was getting rutted like an animal by this old man. Where was the emptiness. Now all I felt was pain and burning. Gritting my teeth I waited for the good feeling. However, he had other ideas as he finally pushed forward and forced me to take it all. I let out a loud yell as I felt my hole finally submit. “Take four more hits boy.” Hands shaking I unscrewed they cap and follows his orders. After the first few hits the pain started to slow. “That’s it, let that boyhole open up for daddy.” He grunted as he started to saw slowly inside me. After the third hit I started to feel that need again. I realized that I wasn’t empty anymore. I was complete. I had what I needed and it felt amazing. “So good......feels so good.....” I moaned in between his thrusts. As he pushed in I started to tense my hole, trying to pull him in deeper. “Oh that’s it, use your boyhole, embrace what you are. Daddy’s cumdump. Such a good boy” he said while picking up the pace. He took his right leg and raised it up on the bench. Giving himself more leverage. I felt him reaching new places inside my hole. And all I could do was moan my delight. Suddenly I felt a disturbance in the bench and to my left there was a new individual. Tall and lanky completely nude. He had a soft face that looked like someone’s father. Yet now he sat next to me watching with an evil glint as this old man pounded my boyhole. “I’m getting close boy, you want me to breed you?” He asked although I knew he was going to. I knew I was going to let him. And I was hoping this guy next to me with his thick nine once cock that he stroked was going to be next. “course he does,” the guy next to me said. “Give him what he needs and I’ll go right after.” I was so excited to hear this. Talking the bottle in hand I took two long sniffs and felt myself soaring. “that’s it boy, beg daddy for this load.” His thrusts started to get quicker. He was jabbing into me, hitting this spot inside my boyhole. “Please daddy, please give this load, please give me it. I want it inside me so bad.” “Ask him to breed you slut.” The guy next to me said. “Please daddy, breed me!!!!!!” I begged. That’s when I felt it, his cock grew thicker, and started to pulse inside me, I was being bred, like some cheap whore or barnyard animal. And I loved it. “Fuck yeah boy, take that load, take daddy’s load.” He fell on top of me and I could feel him, his sweaty body sticking to me. “Hope you liked that poz load boy, come find me if you want more.” I froze, did he just say poz???? I wanted to run away. I wanted to hide. As he pulled out of me with an audible pop. He slapped my ass and looked to the guy next to me. “Next?” He asked as he shuffled off. And the guy wasted no time moving behind me. I should have gotten up at that moment....but I didn’t. I unscrewed the cap and took four deep hits. “I’m ready daddy.” And I was, but I didn’t realize for how much.

We are indeed at an interesting crossroads in this crisis, and it seems to me that gay men (in line with much of the rest of society) are starting to fall into two camps. One camp seems to think that the strictest lockdown possible should remain in place until either the virus is completely suppressed or a vaccine comes along. The other camp seems to think it’s time to start getting back to our old lives regardless. Followers of this thread are most likely to be more cautious and fall into the first camp. Less cautious members of BZ are probably not following this thread, and are more active elsewhere on the site. Personally, I think it’s too late to suppress the virus, at least in Western Europe and the USA. Even countries that have done well on that front so far are in all likelihood going to have to deal with future waves and further control measures, unless they want to isolate themselves completely from the rest of the world. And I’m not confident that a meaningful vaccine is going to become available any time soon. Which means we are all going to have to live with this disease and accept its presence in our communities, and just try to keep it to manageable levels. Does this mean I won’t risk having sex ever again? Of course not. It’s all about individuals finding a level of risk that is acceptable to them. And before anyone jumps down my throat about this being different because the risk can be passed on to others, the same can be said every time you get behind the wheel of a car and drive it along the highway. Just because this is a new risk does not mean that we don’t already make similar judgments in our everyday lives. I’m not necessarily saying that now is the right time, but at some point we are all going to have to come out from under the duvet and face life again, with all its inherent risks. I shall probably be ready to do this sooner rather than later: one thing my partner’s recent death from cancer taught me is that it’s later than you think and life is for living.

Part 17 - Villa Amalfi Oliver finished his messaging with Liam explaining he was staying on in Tuscany for a few more weeks exploring opportunities. Johan took Oliver off for a walk through the countryside to bide his time whilst Luca and Mark relaxed by the pool cuddled up together. Savio sat in the car just as his mother opened the front door seeing Nico's car arriving. Emilia smiled waving to Nico and what she thought was probably Johan sat in the passenger seat realising it was in fact her son Savio. She called out to her husband Alessandro that Savio was here, he came running to the door just as Savio stepped out of the car looking ashamed and embarrassed as he always did when coming home unannounced. Emilia ran over hugging and fussing over Savio, Alessandro stood there shaking his head and immediately asked how much he was after this time. He loved his son dearly but over the last few years his appearance usually cost them a bit of money bailing him out. Savio looked at his father and shook his head telling him he wasn't after anything. His parents were pleased to learn that at least he was staying with Nico here in Tuscany and close to the family for a few weeks to see how things worked out. Alessandro was keen to remind Savio there was a job here for him at one of the family vineyards, it was his effort to persuade Savio to give up this crazy life he had invented for himself and to settle down near family. Departing after an hour Savio told them he would be around but needed a few weeks before deciding on work, they were even more surprised to hear that his reasoning surrounded this American guy he had met. Alessandro tried to talk sense to Nico out of earshot but eventually he was persuaded by his assurances and to keep them updated on Savio. It didn't take long for word to get around the family that Savio was in the area. Luca's parents text Nico to say there were coming back early and to have a family dinner. "That didn't take long" Luca said sitting up reading his text message. Mark turned over "What didn't?" he said waving to Oliver and Johan who were arriving from their walk. "Family dinner tonight my parents found out Savio is here" Luca explained putting his phone down. He laid back stroking Mark's chest "Fancy a walk in to the village to help Marzi out?". Mark smiled "Yes" he replied hearing the splash from Oliver and Johan jumping in the pool. When Luca returned from chatting with Marzi and getting the shopping list he knew this evening was going to be a family affair, Savio's parents and his grandparents were coming. He ended up dragging Johan and Oliver along to help and within a couple of hours they returned home to Nico and Savio arriving back. Savio was annoyed finding out what was happening, one thing he couldn't do was say no to his grandparents. They had always supported Savio and sort of got his little rebellious streak that they found amusing at times, they always said it showed great character and not be reliant on others. But Savio knew it was the families way of assessing Oliver, underneath he was freaking out worried they would not like or approve of him which would make life hard if he moved back to Tuscany. Johan sat with Oliver for a while talking about how he had to go through a similar assessment as had Mark more recently. Oliver laughed feeling better and Johan's final piece of advice was be himself and show respect and he will win them over. By late afternoon Gio and Sarah arrived home excited to see Savio and even more happy hearing that Oliver was staying on a few more weeks. Oliver opened his door and find Savio standing there "You checking up on me?" he joked smiling. Savio leaned against the door frame "Making sure you don't run and leave me to face this alone". "Come here" Oliver said grabbing Savio and pulling him inside his room closing the door. Savio chuckled "I should help downstairs" he said watching Oliver move closer and kiss him. "Are you sure you want this?" Oliver asked needing to find out if Savio really did feel the same way. Savio rubbed his lips against Oliver's face "Very" he replied kissing him slowly and gently. Oliver smiled "That's all I wanted to know" he said quietly hugging him. "I don't know what happened between us Oliver but it feels right" Savio said letting go of him. Savio turned to leave "Hurry up and get dressed" he said "so I can undress you later". He left the room to Oliver's laughter smiling that at least they were on the same page and appeared to have strong feelings towards each other. The wine flowed freely during their long drawn out dinner, Oliver had survived the interrogation relatively unscathed. His friendship with Luca and his parents immediately made him welcome by the rest of the family. Savio's mother was not so quick and laid it on hard wanting to know everything about Oliver. Emilia broke all the rules in her relentless questioning that soon stopped when Oliver told her about his penthouse off Central Park and views across the city extending her and Alessandro an invite to stay. It was out of the blue and Savio did like it when his mother was stuck for something to say. He never got his chance to undress Oliver that evening, leaving with Johan and Nico meant he would have to wait until tomorrow when Oliver came to stay. Sarah returned leaving Gio to finish his goodbyes and sat down. Oliver looked drained from the exhaustive questions and poured him a glass of wine watching Luca and Mark sitting at the edge of the pool. "I think you passed Oliver" Sarah claimed handing him the glass of wine. Oliver thanked her "Is Emilia always like that?" he asked curiously. Sarah laughed "Only when it comes to Savio" she replied she wants him to settle down and stop his antics". "I'm torn Sarah" Oliver confessed "I love NY but I know Savio's family means a lot". She put her glass down "You have to do what fits you both" Sarah said "always follow your heart". Oliver chuckled and sat quietly turning his glass around smiling "That is what worries me." he mused "I am in love with Savio". "I know" Sarah replied casually "Savio is in love with you. It won't be easy, sometimes it will be strange". Oliver looked at her "Strange?" he asked looked perplexed. "Italian families" Sarah said to him "and Savio is by far the most unpredictable but very loving member of the family". Oliver laughed "You are the third person to tell me that" he replied "I like unpredictable". The following morning Luca had to drop by his grandparents and suggested Mark and Oliver come with him and they could stop in San Donato on the way back to pick up groceries. They drove around the village then turned on to the small road of Str Cerbaia until they reached Podere La Cappella. Oliver was stunned to seeing it first hand, it was a working vineyard with sprawling vineyards surrounding the place. Luca's grandfather offered to take Oliver and Mark or a drive around the estate whilst Luca sat talking with his grandmother. They drove around the vineyards and west of the estate skirting a clump of trees and another large house. Luca's grandfather explained that this house was home to Savio's parents and the house on the north side was home to his other daughter Lorena, Luca's auntie with her husband and 4 children house. Mark asked what was beyond the wooded are at the western far side of the vineyards. Luca's grandfather laughed Fattoria Cerbaia he explained, another vineyard run rather badly but they have excellent grapes and olive trees. They drove down for a look and Oliver sat quietly falling in love with the building that had been carefully restored from the outside and expansive olive grove and vineyards. Thankfully Luca's grandfather spoke English very well making conversation fairly easy. "How is it run badly?" Oliver asked noticing the for sale sign on the wall surrounding the main house. "They can't make wine properly always turns out bad, they are selling up" Lorenzo replied. Oliver nodded "Are you buying it?" he asked curiously. Lorenzo smiled "No, I only want the vineyards but they won't sell them, the entire estate is up for sale". "Is that normal then?" Oliver asked "they only sell the whole estate?". Lorenzo nodded "Makes it more valuable with the vineyards around this area" he replied glancing at Oliver. Oliver looked at Lorenzo and smiled "Is it expensive, this one?" he asked having no clue about prices here. "They are after 10 million Euros" Lorenzo replied "been on the market for a year now". Oliver looked out over the estate as Lorenzo turned the car around "How much is the land really worth?". Lorenzo waved his hand "No more that 4 million Euros" he replied. They drove back to the La Capella and headed off to San Donato, Oliver spent most of his time on his phone researching the Fattoria Cerbaia. Walking around the village buying groceries Oliver noticed the estate agent and saw the estate in the window. Luca joked asking if Oliver was buying a house already standing next to him, Oliver laughed and simply replied that he loved the look of the buildings. Luca pointed at the Fattoria Cerbaia telling Oliver that his grandfather would love the land but he won't pay what they are asking, Oliver nodded explaining that is exactly what his grandfather told him. Returning from their trip Nico and Johan were already at Luca's waiting for the 3 guys to return. Oliver had his belongings packed and placed in the boot of the car, promising to see Sarah and Gio over the next two weeks the 5 of them left for Villa Amalfi the home of Nico and Johan. Savio was excited to see them all and Johan put Oliver in a bedroom next to Savio's at the far end of the villa allowing them a little privacy. All afternoon and evening Oliver and Savio interacted under the watch from the others. Savio spent the most of the evening plying Oliver with wine and grappa, they were both unsteady and tipsy when going to bed. Oliver found himself being dragged in to Savio's room then pushed up against the closed door, Savio grinding his hips up against Oliver's kissing frantically with arms all over the place. Clothes dropping to the floor the two bodies tightly holding each other mouths locked together. The tension and excitement running rife through their bodies from the alcohol collapsing on to the bed naked with erections. Savio straddled across Oliver giggling and leaning forward to kiss him, Oliver freed his cock from under Savio and slapped it several times against Savio's ass. Savio the unpredictable pushed his ass back feeling the head of Oliver's cock at his hole. 'Ouch' he stifled a cry slipping down the unlubed cock taking it slowly he looked in to the eyes of Oliver and kissed him tenderly easing himself lower on to his cock. Oliver moaned and grabbed hold of Savio's hips holding him down and pushing his hips up to meet Savio's ass, he sat up right balls deep on Oliver's cock releasing a long slow groan. Savio moved his ass back and forth watching Oliver moaning who encouraged him on 'Oh Savio ride me' he moaned 'harder' he called out in a hushed voice running his hand up Savio's chest tweaking his nipples one by one. Their hands entwinned, slowly Savio ground his ass and worked Oliver's cock. The sweat trickling down his body from the humidity of the summer night, the warm breeze passing through the open window caressing Savio's body. He leaned back feeling every inch of Oliver inside him. Oliver overtaken by the headiness of the wine and grappa was smiling with his eyes closed moaning softly in a sexual state, his hips rising up to get deeper in to Savio leaking toxic precum deep in to Savio. There was no rush and Savio slowed down enjoying their first sexual encounter. Oliver almost fell asleep several times from the unhurried pace of their sex, it was so comforting and arousing to really enjoy sex that his body and mind relaxed so much. Oliver shifted on the bed moaning and gasping knowing this was the start of his orgasm, he let go of Savio's hands and placed them back on his hips holding him on his cock. Savio leaned forward and kissed Oliver unaware he was about to get more than just sex with the man he was falling in love with. Oliver used the leverage his hips now doing the fucking, the sweet moans from Savio dancing in his ear with excitement. Suddenly Oliver moaned and thrusted his hips up hard pushing his cock deep in to Savio, the torrent of love released from his body and flowing in to Savio. He could feel Oliver deep in his ass moaning and gasping whispering how much he loved him in to Oliver's ear, kissing his neck and sensing every pulse from the cock buried inside his body. Locked together Oliver moved his arms and placed them around Savio's body holding him close, in his semiconscious state Oliver whispered to Savio that he loved him and promptly fell asleep with a smile on his face. Savio tried to move off but Oliver was still hard making it difficult, he eased his body flat and laid on top of Oliver still in his arms and quickly fell sound asleep. At some point during the night they had managed to disentangle themselves, Savio woke from the sunlight dancing across his face. He had an almighty hangover from the grappa, shifting his body and rolling on to his back he sat up in shock locking down he saw Oliver sprawled naked next to him. He slipped out of bed and found a bottle of water and gulped from it heavily all the time watching Oliver sleeping peacefully. He remembered dragging Oliver in to his room but after they collapsed on the bed the rest was blank, the tenderness of his ass indicated they had sex but he couldn't recount everything. The one thing that was clear in his head that he knew did happen was telling Oliver he was in love with him and Oliver saying the same. He meant it, but was it the alcohol that caused Oliver to say it? Carefully he placed the bottle of water down next to the bed and climbed back in lying on his back staring out of the window, before he could think any more he was fast asleep tired from their late night. Luca walked out on the terrace a little fuzzy in the head and joined Johan for coffee "Morning" he said. Johan looked up and smiled "Moring Luca, you feeling alright?". "Yeah a little hungover" Luca replied sitting down "how come your not hungover?" ha asked looking annoyed. Johan laughed "I drank plenty of water before going to bed" he said pouring coffee. "Any sign of Oliver and Savio?" Luca asked "they were so out of it last night". "I don't think Oliver has ever drunk grappa before" Johan replied "they were at it last night". Luca looked up panicking a little "Is Savio you know?" he asked seeing a confused look on Johan's face "poz?". "No" Johan replied "well I don't think so, he has never spoken about that sort of thing". Johan suddenly clicked "Oliver is not on meds is he?" he asked watching Luca shake his head. "We need to get Savio to a clinic" Luca said panicking. "Luca" Johan said holding his hand "calm down let him decide what he wants to do". Mark joined them out of the terrace looking bright eyes and bushy tailed ready for the day, he had refused to touch the grappa last night and sat there delightfully annoying Luca until they kissed. Oliver opened his eyes rubbing his head, his mouth dry as desert he looked around the room to see if there was any water around then realised he was in bed with Savio. He moving woke Savio up who looked up at him 'water?' he asked handing Oliver the bottle who took a long swig and looked at Savio. "Did we have sex last night?" Oliver asked looking a little worried. Savio nodded "I guess we did, my ass is a little sore this morning". "I..." Oliver racked his brains "Savio I didn't mean it to happen". "You don't like me?" Savio asked looking worryingly at Oliver. "No it's not that" Oliver quickly said "I have hiv and might have infected you" he explained. Savio sat up "Are you on medication?" he asked already guessing he knew the answer was going to be by the panic in Oliver's eyes. "No" Oliver admitted looking distraught "I didn't want this to happen". Savio sat there looking at him "We were both drunk Oliver and I wanted you". "We can get you some PREP" Oliver said "it will stop you getting infected". Savio looked out of the window "Oliver" he said then turning to look at him "do you love me?". Oliver nodded, the full extent of what he had done caused a tear to trickle down his cheek "Yes". Savio kneeled in front looking him in the eye "I fell in love with you in the orchard that day" he said. "I know" Oliver replied watching Savio take his hand and place it on his body. Savio continued looking at him "I love you touching me" he said in hushed voice kissing him tenderly. "But you have to do one thing for me Oliver" Savio looked intently at him "you must go on medication". Oliver looked at him perplexed "Is that all?" he asked. Savio nodded "I don't want you to break my heart, I want you healthy and in my life for a long time". Oliver wiped his eyes "Stop it Savio" he said almost crying "I will do anything for you". Savio smiled and kissed Oliver grabbing his hand and placing it on his ass "Touch me Oliver". The kiss was long and sensual, their hands exploring and caressing each other. Oliver lowered Savio on to his back and laid on top of him. Oliver had never felt the emotions he was releasing in this moment, one person getting so close to him in such an extraordinary way was beyond his comprehension. It was frightening him how much he loved this stranger that had burst in to his life unsuspectingly. He laid there stroking Savio's back and kissing his neck and mouth happy and completely content. "We should get up" Savio announced kissing him again then kneeling up. Oliver smiled "Come to New York with me?" he asked "just for a month then we can come back here". Savio screwed his face up and then laughed "Okay, I'm sure my father will buy my ticket". Oliver chuckled and sat up holding Savio in his arms "Let me pay after all I am dragging you away from this". "Why New York?" Savio asked looking at him "I want to go to California" he joked. "We can do both" Oliver replied "I have business to sort out in NY then we can come back". Savio looked at him curiously "Back here?" he asked getting off the bed. Oliver stood up and put his shorts on "Yes, apart from loving you I really love it here". Savio's smile lit up the room "We can always stay here, Nico and Johan won't mind". Oliver nodded "I know, but we need time to ourselves" he replied "and you need some PREP". Savio shook his head and walked over to Oliver "I want you to be part of me, something that really bonds us together". There was no question that Oliver knew what Savio meant it was also a clear indication of his devotion to him. Oliver looked him in the eye and nodded, moving closer they kissed slowly and tenderly. It was a difficult conversation that Nico had with Savio in quiet as they made coffee. The unconventional nature and reason Savio gave Nico understood, he could see the value of having natural intimate bond and sex, it was the same nature that brought Johan and himself so close together. The following two weeks saw Mark, Luca and his family return to the UK. For Mark it was the start of his final academic year and knowing he was going to live in Tuscany he was going to switch one of his courses to horticulture, at least this way he would be more useful around the vineyards. Nico and Johan kept a sexual distance from Oliver and Savio allowing them privacy. They took a trip to Milan for a weekend to pick up Savio's belongings, Oliver had sorted out their flights and they were due to depart in a few days time. Savio and Oliver enjoyed long hikes talking getting to know each other, their talks never involved money since Oliver told him he was comfortable and didn't need to work for the time being. Oliver was never one to talk about his real net worth and since he retained a stock holding in the company the dividends were paying off quite nicely. Their last night in Tuscany was a big family dinner send off. Savio's parents and grandparents were happy to see him finally settle down and loose a bit of his unpredictable nature, Oliver seen as the reason for this change naturally became part of the family. He spent much time with Savio's grandfather talking about their winery business and the subject around Fattoria Cerbaia raised itself several times and what he would do with the vineyards. Savio happy to sit back and watch knowing that Oliver getting along with the grandparents was all he needed to see. Luca had spent an hour video talking with Savio telling him all the places he needed to see, he also confessed of loneliness without Mark who had returned to university. Luca would be back in Tuscany in a couple of weeks and getting his head down working, he couldn't wait since he needed to occupy himself.

Just got seeded by a dom bear daddy... tall nice beard and fur, ample cock probably between 5-6 but thick. He came in while I was on the phone taking a work call. I was naked, he lubed up my hole and pounded away nice and rough. The person on the other line was none the wiser and he dropped a nice load in me and after he left, I plugged myself up to keep it in me. Hope to find someone to add to it. I needed that.

Laying on the bench, Mike could hear Jason putting things back in the drawers and cabinets. There was a quick double tap knock on the door and he heard it open. Turning his head he could see a man in scrubs walk in and then speak. ”Jason, we all set?” ”Yes Dr, Mike is all prepped and ready” ”Great!” Mike felt a warm hand on his back. ”Hi Mike, I’m Dr X. It’s very nice to meet you.” As he was talking he had moved to the front of the bench pushing a rolling stool with him. He sat down in it and mike found himself looking at the Dr for the first time. He was around his own age with brown hair streaked with grey. Blue eyes and full lips. Very handsome. ”So Mike, I see you have signed the contract, and I’m sure Jason has explained my situation to you. Are you nervous?” ”A little bit” Mike replied. ”Do you still wish to proceed?” ”Yes I do Dr” ”Okay good! I will ask that same question two more times during the procedure. Once before I penetrate you and then again before I ejaculate. If you say yes, we will proceed and if you say no, the procedure will stop at that point. However, I must warn you. Once I begin the procedure, I will be leaking viral pre ejaculate inside of you, so at that point it will still be possible to sero convert. Do you understand that?” ”Yes I do Dr. I understand the risk” “Good! So here’s how this procedure will happen.” As he was saying this he stood up and hooked his thumbs in his scrub bottoms and pulled them down a little. As he did his engorged cock sprang free. It was atleast eight inches and thick, with a mushroom head. I could see the veins running through it. Nice heavy balls hanging below that looked full. He turned slightly so the head was pointing directly at me. I could see pre cum leaking. Mike felt the urge to lick it up. But he refrained. As this was happening the Dr was telling him about the procedure. ”I will ask if you wish to proceed, if you say yes. I will then penetrate you with my penis. It will be done with purpose, but not to inflict any sort of pain.” As he was explaining this, he pulled his scrubs back up and sat down again. ”Once I’m full penetrated, I will allow a little time for you to get adjusted to the girth and length. I will start to trust in and out of you. The thrusts will be full and deliberate to maximize the experience. It usually takes between fifteen to twenty thrusts for me to reach orgasm. Before I do I will ask you one last time if you wish to proceed. If you say yes, I will give my final thrusts. Bury myself completely inside of you and evacuate. I will remain quiet so that you get the full experience of the insemination. You should feel it happening. Once I am finished ejaculating, I will stay inside of you for a few minutes to allow all my semen to leak from me. I will the slowly remove myself from you carful to not remove any semen as I do. After that, I will clean up, Jason will clean you up and then you can get dressed. We will then go through the after care with you. Jason will then take you home. Sound good?” ”Sounds great Dr” “Great! Are you ready to proceed then?” ”Yes please”

First time positing on here, been reading a while and decided to actually join up. My last load was a few month back before lockdown kicked in (trying to be good but i am def getting too horny), was late and couldn't sleep so went out for a drive to a cruising spot i know in the woods near by. it was 1ish so didnt really expect to get any action and when i got to the carpark it was empty. Rather than just go home i decided to go for a little walk down a path and jerk off. After walking for a bit i found a bench overlooking a valley and decided to strip down and sit on the bench and slowly jerk off in the open air, i was really horny so was jerking with my eyes closed remembering a guy i saw naked in the gym but couldnt get an interest from. Not sure when but after a while i realised i was being watched by an older guy, he was rubbing his crotch watching me jerk off so i got up and started giving him a show, he was obviously interested. he was probably late 40ies, muscular build, greying hair. as he came over and asked if he could help out i was more than up for it so let him rub my body and cock. i slipped my hand into his shorts and before long i had him naked with me on my knees sucking his uncut 6inch cock, my hands running through his hairy chest hair. when i got up i pushed his arm up licking his arm pits, he loved it and was moaning away. i then bent over the bench spreading my cheeks for him, he got on his knees and ate my ass out, he was good and i was moaning and losening up fast then he got up and asked if i had lube and condoms, i was a bit disapointed but said i had lube but no condoms, he said he was sorry he didnt bring any either but smiled when i said that he would just have to fuck me bare. He quickly lubed up and was in me hard enough that i yelped in pain a bit but he pushed on fucking me hard, before he was halfway done he picked me up and lay me on the bench fucking my hole hard as he spat into my mouth and held my throat. when he finally came he exploded making my hole leak with his cum. when he was done he walked off and i got up and jerked myself crazy fingering my cum filled hole.

I’m a complete cumdump slut. I live for having men cum in my holes, or on my body. I’m a very outdoorsy and active guy, and wear little clothing when it’s warm outside (which is all the time in the region I reside). What I do wear is usually skimpy, so men know I’m easy and available. When I’m at work, I get away with tight pants and button up shirts, with a jockstrap (or commando). I used to live in a small town, which made finding cock difficult (except at the local bookstore), so I’d often travel to larger cities to live out my fantasies. Hardly a day went by when I didn’t have at least two cocks shoot their cum deep in me at the adult bookstore. Weekends I was busy, taking anonymous cocks at bookstores, bathhouses, parks, or just hooking up via grindr in bigger cities. What as missing from my life were friends who knew all of me and accepted me. My co-workers did at times stimulate my intellectual curiosities, but I found them to still be rather conservative and at times just dull. In general, friends were hard to come by in my area. Most just didn’t want to delve into politics, science, and society as much as me. Almost all did not want to be friends with a slut, so I kept secret my cumdump antics, and brushed off judgment of my non-work attire by saying I felt restricted by clothing. They bought it, so I kept running with it. When it came to dating….well, it didn’t happen. I hadn’t had a date at all since living in a small town! Why would you date a slut if you weren’t willing to befriend one? Things changed when I was finally able to move to a bigger city and very quickly found those who accepted me as a cumdump. This is the story of how I met my best mates, and even fell in love. PART 1 – A cumdump finds friends surprisingly easily and plans the seduction of his crush… From left to right they are Chad, Stanley, Ryan, Toby, and Steven. I met them at my first ever venture into the gayborhood after moving to the area less than 3 days ago. The bar had a superhero theme night, and I like wearing costumes. I was waiting in line for the bathroom, and the group of them was in line behind me. They were mulling over one of their phones, laughing occasionally. The line progressed, and I stepped forward. One of them - I soon came to know as Chad - saw the opening space and pushed the one dressed as Robin (Toby), who stumbled into me from behind. We didn't fall, but his hands did end up on my shoulder and on my ass. The only barrier between us was my skintight Spiderman costume, as I only wore a jockstrap underneath. Usually, I’d wear less, but I also didn’t have many options since most of my boxes were still unpacked at my new place. "I'm sorry! Are you ok?" he asked. Did he just squeeze my butt? I stepped away from him straightening myself out. "I'm fine. No worries." I replied. "Watch where you're going, Toby!" We turned to see his friends laughing at their friend’s mishap. After some quips between Toby and his friends, he asked formally introduced himself to me. I put my hand out to shake his, "I'm Slade!" Toby introduced himself, then introduced me to the rest of his friends. As we chatted, and discovered common interests, I found myself drawn to Ryan (wolverine). He was so sexy! We all chatted and had a good time until it was my turn in the cue to use the bathroom. I stepped into the available stall, pissed, and walked out to wash my hands. I saw Ryan and Stanley still waiting, and waived at them after I dried my hands. Stanley called me over and invited me to join them the rest of the night. I agreed, thankful I made new friends so quickly. I spent a few more hours chatting with the group afterwards. The loud music made it hard to talk, so we ended up on a patio bar above the venue. Ryan and I connected instantly. He was more than wicked hot, as at one point he seemed to get semi-hard in his yellow tights…holy shit was he huge! Not yet fully hard, he was at least 11 inches! He noticed my gaze on his crotch, but we laughed the awkward situation and kept things g-rated. We discovered we were both actually nerds in our own way, and we spent several hours laughing, exploring new topics, and all together forgetting we were in a group. I really liked Ryan, but assumed he wouldn’t like the real me…the insatiable cumdump slut. Ryan was intelligent, wise, and overall a nice guy. He’d never want me. I resigned myself to having a good friendship with Ryan. Around 2 AM I started to feel tired and excused myself. We all said our goodbyes, and exchanged numbers saying we would meet up again tomorrow night. I started walking away to close my tab at the bar, which was situated just behind where we were sitting. While I was waiting for my turn, I heard Stanley say, “Ryan, he’s cute…and you two couldn’t stop talking with one another…you should ask him out!” Oh shit! They didn’t realize I was still within earshot. This is awkward… “He is cute, but I doubt he’s my type sexually. Ya’ll know what I like. Well, what WE like,” replied Ryan. Toby laughed and loudly announced, “Yea, a cum-filled slut!” They all shushed their loud friend, as I processed the information that they all like cumdump sluts. My face turned red, and my cock started to harden. “He checks all the boxes, but I doubt he checks that one. He’d be a nice new friend though…better than some” replied Ryan. I’m assuming he smirked and glared at Toby. I got lost in thought, momentarily present to hear the group had moved on to meaningless conversation while I finished paying my tab. I got an Uber home and stripped down to my jockstrap, and collapsed on my bed. I lay there digesting what I just heard. Ryan. Loves. Cumdumps. My heart fluttered. I concocted a plan for the following day to make Ryan recognize me as a cumdump, hopefully opening up an opportunity to explore more than just friendship. I drifted off to sleep with a smirk on my face. Waking up the next morning I was hard as a rock, but I decided to do nothing about it. I wanted to cum as Ryan deep-dicked my hole, sloppy from prior use. Instead I researched my new friends…some call it ‘lightly stalking’, but I call it prudent research in this day/age. I discovered them all on grindr, and learned they were all tops. Funny, I thought Steven and Toby were a couple, as were Stanley and Chad. Their profiles were mostly nondescript, but I did notice that all of them left the safe sex section blank. There wasn’t enough to confirm Toby’s announcement that they love cumdumps…so moving forward meant risking a new friendship. I contemplated this as I busied myself with other tasks. I spent the rest of the day unpacking and cleaning. By 5 PM I was mostly done and had made up my mind to take the risk and assume my new friends do love cumdumps. I had read about a nearby forested park men cruised at, so I decided I wanted to go for a run to explore the city more, and to spend some time at that park. I cleaned out my hole and got dressed in ankle socks, sneakers, a black jockstrap, and short, white running shorts split all the way up the side. My athletic bubble butt was spilling out the bottom of the shorts with my straps clearly visible. I decided to not wear a shirt that would cover my toned athletic body. It would just get damp with sweat and be uncomfortable. Stepping outside I hit the pavement, listening to the sounds of the city as I flew by. After 30 minutes, I ended up at the hidden parking lot entrance of a forested park. If I didn’t know to look for it, I would have missed it. There were a few cars around, and feeling curious, I walked towards a large wooden post with a map of the park and was staring at that when from beside me I heard. "You're a fag slut, aren't ya? I can tell from how you're dressed." I whipped my head towards the voice and saw a handsome, athletic man in his early 30s dressed in hiking boots, shorts, and a t-shirt. The man wasn't wrong. I am a fag slut, yet I stuttered from surprise, trying to find something to say as he walked towards me and pointed out a location out on the map. "I'll be there in 2 hours and I want you to be bred by at least a few guys who cruise that area first." He then turned me to a trail next to the sign and pushed me in that direction. I couldn't resist. I complied and walked through the woods, taking turns I remembered from the map. This was perfect, I had planned on meeting the guys – specifically Ryan - tonight with several loads in my hole, so all was going as planned. I knew I was in the right place when I came upon a hot older gentleman playing with his dick through his cargo shorts. My approach caught his attention - first panic, then lust. I licked my lips and he motioned me over. I immediately dropped to my knees and undid his shorts. He was going commando, because out sprung a 9" thick dick. I'm in Heaven. I launched onto his dick and swallow it halfway down my throat. I gagged. Damnit, I’m better than that! I close my eyes and focus for a second, relaxing my throat, and feel his dick slide deeper into me until my lips are at the base of his cock and my nose is in his pubes. "Holy Shit! You are a fucking dream! Fucking hot faggot slut!" he yells. He then grabs my head and starts plowing me as hard as he can. After a few minutes of that, he pulls out of me and I gasp for air as spit drips from my mouth and onto my chest. He tells me to take off my shorts and bend over a tree. I comply, holding my shorts in my hand. He spits a few times on my hole, and then slips his tongue in me as I moan. After a while, I groan, "Fuck me." The stranger stands up and I feel his cockhead at my hole. He applies pressure and enters me. He stops after 2 of his glorious 9 inches are in me, I presume to let me adjust. I smirk as I open my hole and shove back, swallowing his cock to the base with ease. It’s been a few days, but a whore is always ready. We both let out a deep moan. He now senses my hunger and proceeds to fuck me hard. Our sweaty skin slapping with each thrust must have been heard throughout most of the cruising area. I didn't care. I was in heaven. All too soon I felt his cock pulse and his thick hot cum coat my insides. He slowly pulled out of me, and I clenched my hole around his cock so as not to let any cum escape. He slapped my ass and said thank you. I was about to stand up, when I felt another cockhead at the entrance to my hole. I didn’t resist and in one thrust a thick 8 inch dick was buried in my cum-sloppy hole. I moaned as he started to fuck me. I was feeling bliss that sent shivers across my entire body. The second guy also did not last long, no more than a few moments passed before he dropped his man scuzz deep in my hole. When he stepped away, I quickly glanced and saw another handful of men behind me. Smirking, I turned around and pushed my ass out inviting the next man. After the third and fourth guy, I blissed out and lost count of how many men took turns on my ass. Not all had large dicks, but I didn’t care. I was a cum receptacle. I was brought out of my high when the man I met at the park entrance grabbed my head and brought me in to a kiss. He tasted of alcohol and weed, and had clearly returned from a workout. He smelled of sweat. He broke the kiss to ask “how many loads?” “I… don’t… know…“ I mumbled between moans as my hole was being ravaged by another man. He repeated his question to the crowd of men, and the first guy who fucked me was still there and said, “slut took 15 loads so far.” Oh shit! I am definitely primed for Ryan, but I still wanted more. Park entrance guy said, “Excellent! I love cum sloppy holes. Let me in him.” The guy currently fucking my sloppy hole stepped away as park entrance guy pulled out a massive 11 inch dick and plowed into me. I yelled from the sudden pain/pleasure I felt. My yell quickly turned into loud moans as he started to fuck me by pulling his dick out slowly then slamming it back in. After a few minutes of this, he started to pound me hard, and cum was pouring out my hole and down my legs, soaking the pouch of my jockstrap. Men were encouraging him to fuck me harder. Some even came on my legs and back as he thrust deep in me and planted his seed deep in my hole. He stepped away, and someone else was about to take his place, when I stopped them. I needed to get home and prepare for tonight. With my hole barely closing, leaking copious amounts of cum, I slipped on my shorts and raced home, realizing that if I stopped everyone would still smell and see the cum they plastered my back and legs with, and the cum trailing down my legs from my hole. Luckily I made it home quickly and without much incident. I bumped into a handsome older gentleman who was probably left wondering what he was covered in. I tore off my clothing, throwing it in my hamper, and plugged my hole with a large plug and showered. It was a bit after 9:30 PM when I got a group text from the guys. They were planning where to meet to go out. I was ready for this and suggested we go out to a specific bar I had learned about through some research. It was known for having men cruise in one of the bathrooms, which apparently had gloryholes in the stalls. The rest of the guys were indifferent and said OK. I texted Steven and Toby separately asking them for their help in getting ready since they lived together nearby. They said OK and told me they’d be over by 10 PM. When they arrived, I was in nothing more than a jockstrap, still plugged. I saw both their eyes bug out and when I turned after inviting them in, I saw them grinning at one another in the mirror facing my door. I really hope this works! “Thanks guys, I’m just bad at knowing exactly what to wear. Do you want a drink?” They shook their heads no. “Well then, why don’t you follow me to my bedroom?” As they followed me Steven commented on how my apartment looked nice. When we arrived to my bedroom, I stopped right where I had uncharacteristically left a towel on the floor. “I’m so sorry for the mess!” I bent down to pick it up, exposing the plug in my hole. “Holy shit! Are you plugged?” asked Toby. I laughed gently, throwing the towel into the hamper. “Yes, I am. It helps keep the loads in after I’ve been fucked.” This was a risk. I knew they liked cum sluts, but I could lose friends so quickly if they found this too much to handle. I swallowed slowly waiting for a response. They stared at me, then glanced at one another. I couldn’t read their expressions. “How… many loads?” asked Steven. I hesitated for a second. My heart jumped. This was it. “Sixteen” Another moment of silence ensued. Oh shit, my gamble failed! “Guys, I’m sorry-” I was cutoff as Steven rushed at me and kissed me deeply. Toby got behind me and joined our kiss. I reached down to both their cocks, feeling them through their shorts. Wow they were both already hard, and big! Their hands explored my nipples, ass, and cock. I broke the kiss to say, “I’m so happy I learned you all like cum sluts!” “Wait! Explain, what do you mean ‘learned’?” asked Toby. We stopped fooling around for a second and sat on the bed. I told them I was a cumdump, and about overhearing their conversation the prior night. Toby seemed emberassed, but I said I didn’t mind at all since I clearly am a cumdump slut. I told them how connected I felt with Ryan, and assumed he wouldn’t want me until I heard what Toby said about cumsluts. Toby started to get excited and gushed about how this is perfect, and Ryan deserved someone like me. Ryan apparently had been chatting all day with Toby about how much he liked me, and was debating to still ask me out. Toby also explained that he and Steven are a couple, and both tops, but they have a solution they both love, fucking cumdumps regularly. That’s how they met at a bathhouse, constantly competing to get into the same holes. They also met Ryan at the bathhouse, who introduced them to Chad and Stanley – also a top-top couple. Ryan was interested in a more conventional bottom-top arrangement. While the rest of them found love in each other, he always held out for someone who checked his damn boxes. Steven started to mimic Toby’s excitement when I asked them if they thought Stanley and Chad would want to fuck me. They said they know they would, as they also love cumdumps. “I have a plan...but first, I want you to fuck me hard.” Steven wasted no time throwing me back onto the bed, removing his clothing and slipping his cock into my open mouth. Toby, now naked as well, lifted my legs, and yanked the plug out of my hole. Cum rushed out of my hole before I could slam it shut, which he gathered with his hands, and lubed his long 10 inch pole with it. He slammed his cock in me, eliciting a yell that evolved into a groan. They fucked me at both ends for at least 10 minutes until both blew their loads. I slammed my hole shut to hold one in, while swallowing the entirety of the other. I knew I would gape soon, releasing all the cum in me, so I slammed the plug in my hole again. Toby spoke first, “What’s the plan, slutty Slade?” I grinned when he gave me a nickname. “OK, so I picked the bar for tonight because I heard the one bathroom in the basement is heavily used for cruising.” Steven nodded in confirmation. “My plan is to flirt heavily with Ryan and make him want me more, but after a drink I’m going to go to the bathroom, and I am going to take any cock willing to fuck my hole through the gloryholes. I want you all to keep Ryan busy, and don’t let him in the gloryhole bathroom. After an hour of me being gone, send the first of you to come ‘check’ on me, by which I mean fuck me and breed me. Each one returns and tells Michael how you couldn’t find me, but thought you saw someone that looked like me flirting with some guy on the patio, or somewhere else. I want to make him jealous, even angry. But make sure you keep him away from the bathroom.” “Why would you want that?” asked Steven. I smiled and replied, “He will fuck me harder if he’s all revved up from jealousy and anger.” The guys grinned at one another. I continued, “After all of you have fucked me, hang out until Ryan reaches a boiling point, then tell him there is a cumdump in the gloryhole bathroom he should go fuck to let off some steam.” “OK, that’s hot, but how will he know it’s you through a gloryhole?” asked Toby. “He won’t know it’s me. While he’s fucking me, I want one of you to come in to the bathroom and tell Ryan that everyone’s ready to leave for another bar soon, but no one could find me, so you sent me a text in the group chat. Encourage him to breed the cumdump slut on the other side of the gloryhole until he shoots his load. As soon as he’s done, I’m going to plug my hole. I’ll text that I’ll meet you out front, then clean up and join you.” I told Steven and Toby. Steven spoke first, “I don’t get it.” I continue, “Well, when we are walking to the next bar, I want you all to talk about the slut at the gloryhole you all fucked. Be explicit. Then ask me if I got a chance to fuck the cumdump. I’m going to reply… ‘I was the cumdump.’” Toby put his hand on my lower back and just mouthed the word ‘wow’. “Too much?” I asked. Toby replied, “No, it’s hot. I’m curious to see what happens then.” “Me too” I replied. “For now, I should get dressed.” Turning to Steven I asked him to call Stanley and Chad to see if they’re down to join in my endeavor. He left the room with a smile on his face, dialing Stanley. I opened my closet and asked Toby, “What do you think Ryan would want to see me wearing?”

The Dr stood up and moved to the side of the bench. Mike felt the bench start to lower as the Dr stepped on the pedal. ”Okay Jason, let’s get ready” the doc said. ”Yes sir” Jason replied. Mike heard the rustling of clothing. He looked back and saw the doc with his scrubs pulled down part way. His cock rock hard and still leaking precum. ”Lube me up please” the doc said to Jason. Mike saw Jason walk over to the Dr with a tube of lubricant, he squeezed some into his gloved hand and started to apply it to the docs cock. Stroking him from head to the base of his shaft. ”That should do it” Jason said. He moved over towards Mike and looked at him. ”I’m going to apply some more lube to in your rectum Mike. Just relax okay?” ”Okay” Mike replied. His head was swimming with thoughts of what was about to happen. The Dr was going to fuck him with that awesome cock and give him his viral load. He was pulled out of his thoughts as he felt Jason’s fingers on his hole. Swirling around and then pressure as he inserted them inside of him. He felt Jason’s gloved fingers sliding in and out and swirling around inside. And then suddenly his hole was empty as he pulled them out. ”He’s ready Dr” Jason said. Mike looked back again and saw Jason step back and the doc take his place behind him. ”will you raise the bench a little please Jason?” ”Sure thing doc” Mike felt the bench raising up again. ”Right there! That’s perfect” the doc said. Mike felt the head of the docs cock brush his hole. He clenched out of instinct. But then relaxed as he truly wanted this and knew that the docs cock would feel amazing. ”Okay Mike. Are you sure you want to go through with this procedure?” ”Yes Dr. I really do” ”Okay then, let’s begin. You’re going to feel the pressure of me entering you. Just relax and take deep breaths. Okay?” ”Okay” Mike felt the docs hand on his ass and then felt the pressure of the head of his cock as he started to push into him. Under normal circumstances, Mike would have opened like a flower and pushed back on his cock. But he was a bundle of nerves knowing what was happening and what the outcome would most likely be. The Dr sensed his nerves and started rubbing his lower back telling to relax and to breathe. The whole time he still kept the pressure on his cock penetrating Mikes hole. Mike finally got his breathing under control and felt his body relaxing with his deep breaths. As he did, he felt the docs cock start to enter him more. At this point the sensation took over and Mike felt moan escape his lips. The Dr’s cock kept slowly entering him and before Mike knew it, he felt the docs waist resting on his ass. ”There we go Mike! You’ve got it all in you now. I’ll give you a few seconds to adjust. Then I’ll start thrusting.” ”Okay” Mike said. Mike was loving the feeling of his cock inside of him. He felt the doc grab his hips and telling him that he was going to start. Mike felt his cock start to withdraw from his hole, it felt like he was going to pull completely out, but he stopped just before and then held it for a second. He then pushed back into him until his waist smacked against Mikes ass. The doc held himself there for a couple of seconds and then withdrew again, holding for a second and then pushing back in. Mikes body was singing with pleasure as the Dr worked his hole. He knew that this was a “Procedure” but the Doc definitely knew how to work a hole with his cock. Mike was counting the thrusts in his head in anticipation of the viral load he was going to have in him. 5, out and then back in. 6 out and back in. 7, mike felt his anticipation growing as he felt the docs cock massaging his prostate with each thrust. 10, out and then back in. 11, Mike felt the Dr’s hands gripping him tighter, he also heard the subtle change in his breathing. 12, out then in. Mikes own cock was throbbing in the condom he still had on. 13,14. Mike heard the docs breathing become more labored. His hands gripping him tighter. 15, mike felt him start to slowly pull out. ”Its time Mike. Are you sure you wish to follow through with this procedure?” ”Yes please!” The doc thrust back in, held himself for a couple seconds then pulled out one last time and buried himself completely inside of Mike gripping his hips and pulling him as close as possible. Mike could hear the docs breathing through his nose and then he felt the base of his cock throb on his outer ring and then a wetness inside of him right in front of the head of the docs cock. He felt another throb and then more wetness. The Dr let out an involuntary groan and Mike felt a bigger throb and he felt a large gush of wetness. He felt at least 7 throbs on his outer ring and more wetness inside of him. The Dr’s breathing started to become more controlled and his grip loosened on Mikes hips. ”Whew! Okay Mike. You have been inseminated. I’ll stay inside of you for a minute here to make sure you get all my semen.” ”Okay Doc!” ”How do you feel Mike?” ”Ummm” Mike felt waves of emotions flowing through him. He was truly happy and he felt extremely emotional. He felt tears in his eyes as he tried to answer. ”I..... I’m happy.” ”Are you really okay?” ”Yes. I really am, I’m sorry I just got overwhelmed with emotions. I really am happy though” ”Thats great Mike. This is a clinical setting, but it is also a very emotional experience. I feel it too, knowing my DNA will continue on. Okay, I’m going to slowly withdraw from your rectum, then Jason will clean you up” Mike felt the Dr’s cock slowly pulling out and then he felt the cold office air on his open hole. It was replaced by a warm wash cloth as Jason cleaned the lube from his ass. ”Don’t forget to put in the plug” Mike heard the Dr say. ”Got it right here” Jason replied. ”Okay Mike, I’m going to insert a butt plug inside you. We want to keep all the semen inside of you so you’ll need to keep this in for at least 12 hours. If you can sleep with it i tonight even better okay”. ”Okay” Mike replied. He felt the coolness of the tapered plug being pushed into him and then his ring snapping around the base. He then felt Jason grab his still throbbing cock and pull it down a little. ”Well no semen sample yet” Jason said with a little giggle. ”Help him out” Mike heard the Dr reply. Mike felt Jason wrap his hand around his cock and start to stroke it. He let out a loud groan as his shaft was milked by Jason’s expert hand. ”I don’t think this will take long” Jason remarked as he kept a slow steady stroke going. Mike let out another groan and then yelled “Oh God!” As he felt his own orgasm overtake him. He filled to condom with his own cum as Jason milked it from him. Massaging his balls to help the process along. ”There we go Mike! That’s a very nice sample. Could also be your very last HIV negative ejaculation.” Jason started to roll the condom down his shaft and slip it from his now spent cock. He then washed it with the warm wash cloth to clean him up. ”Okay Mike, you can get up and get dressed now. We’ll give you some privacy and then come back in a bit to go over your after care instructions.

I used to be a condom nazi , I would only do oral with a condom , I am married won’t say straight at this point .. but I find my self now at glory holes .. no longer bringing rubbers , it’s only a matter of time before I become the cum slut I think I want to be

Out for a Jog I had actually made it four days without hooking up with anyone and I patted myself on my back to congratulate myself for my new found willpower. After several days of cloudy skies and rain, it was finally a nice warm, sunny day. It was a busy morning with several small tasks that had to get done "right away." Every time I would catch a view of outside I wanted to just drop everything and just go for a walk. It had been so long since I had been outside for anything other than a run to the store that I needed to just get outside and enjoy the city. The more I thought about it the more I was determined to get out today. In the end, I decided to use my lunch break to go for a nice run. Just before noon, I got up and changed into a jock and running shorts. It took a little while to find my shoes and then I started digging through my dresser trying to find a shirt. I finally settled on a sleeveless tee shirt with a tribal scorpion on the front. It was my go to shirt when I went to the bath house or for certain sex parties I'd hit, but I thought it was perfect for today's run. It was a little advertising for the few that might be venturing out and a warning not to get close unless you want to get stung. I put my wireless headphones in, grabbed my phone and key and headed down the stairs to the first floor. I dropped my key off with the doorman and told James that I'd be back in about an hour. As I went out the front door, college boy was just walking up. He was dressed in the same running shorts from a few nights back and a mesh tank along with some really nice Nike running shoes. "Tryin' to stay healthy?" I asked with a smirk. "Yeah, I guess. I just like the freedom it gives me" he replied. "I know, right? It's good to get into the zone and just clear your thoughts as you mindlessly follow the trail" I answered back. "Uh huh. What route do you use? I go south through Washington Park and back. East side first some days and the west side on others" college boy said. "Oh, I head over to the lake and then north to sleazy bush and back" I said. As soon as the words left my mouth I realized I didn't give the proper name of Sloan Beach, but it's nickname in the gay community for the amount of sex that goes on in the bushes between the parking lot and the road. "Never been there. Is it far?" he replied just like if I had said "Sloan Beach" instead. I kind of hoped he had missed my reference, but I figured it was best to just not mention it any more. "No, its almost exactly 5k from door to door. If you're up for another run I can show it to you" I said with a mischievous smile. "Sure, not like I have anything else to do" he replied sarcastically. I walked out to the sidewalk with college boy close behind. 99% of the time, I run alone and prefer it that way. I can pick my pace and not worry if I'm going to fast or slow for the other people. This was a little different since college boy and I already had a dynamic. He would pretty much do whatever I said and I liked it that way. I began my run as soon as we got clear of the building and I took a few side streets over to the lakeshore. The running path over there was nicely paved and I followed it north toward Sloan Beach. There were only a few other joggers out and we could run side by side. I hadn't even turned on any music or podcasts, I was just listening to nature and the quiet city sounds that were now the norm. College boy was keeping up with my pace, which was good since I didn't want to change it. The lake to my right looked peaceful and the roadway to my left looked eerily quiet. We were getting close to the beginning of the park and the running path turned from pavement to crushed stone. I took the right fork and headed toward the beach. No one was out on the beach and the park district hadn't even put the nets on the sand volleyball courts. Curving back around, we hit the north end of the park and there was a large condo building blocking any further route north. Following the path back towards the road, we got close to the wind break that they had planted next to the road. A long row of tall evergreens blocked the view from the road and several clumps of other plantings gave all of us public sex lovers a lot great places to hide in. I spotted one of the better places and peeled off on to the grass, stopping in a little alcove of bushes. "Welcome to 'Sleazy Bush'" I said. "Ever get fucked outdoors?" I asked after a little pause. "What? Uh... no. I don't want to get busted" college boy replied. Chuckling, I pulled him in and then pressed down on his shoulders. He dropped to his knees, knowing what was expected. I'm sure that the prospect of getting another charged load played in part of his decision, too. I knew I was breaking my 3's the limit rule, but there was something about him that made me want to see it through. We were close to the window where he might start showing symptoms, but I also knew enough guys that never experienced the conversion flu. I wondered how I would find out or even if I would find out that my bug had infected him. That was all in the future, now we just had to consummate another raw fuck and get home before anyone found us. He pulled my cock out of my shorts and jock, pulled his mask down and sucked at a fevered pace. It seemed he wanted to get this over with as fast as possible. I wasn't one to waste time with one of these fucks either. The exhilaration of being out in a public park with possibly hundreds of people being able to watch two guys fuck really got me hard. Seeing college boy on his knees with my cock in his mouth helped a lot too. I only let him suck a couple of minutes and then said "I need that neg ass now", emphasizing the last word. My cock slipped from his mouth and he crawled forward as I turned around. Kneeling down on one knee, I tugged on his shorts and pulled them down just far enough to reveal his pale ass, framed by the straps of his own jockstrap. Sliding my mask down, I spit on his hole a few times and rubbed them in with the partially covered head of my cock. I pulled my foreskin back, pressed the my cockhead to his entrance and spit on it another time. A few seconds later, I started plowing inside. If I had known where my first run in two months was going to lead, I would have brought a bottle of poppers and maybe some lube. I guess I was out of practice. College boy seemed to be struggling with the lack of lube and I thought about adding more spit, but if he wanted to get infected a dry fuck would definitely help. My charged precum would make it easier soon enough anyway. His chute had a nice grip on my cock as I thrust in and out, building up to a good tempo. I held his hips firm and gave a hard shove, burying all of my shaft into him. I was planning a few more minutes of drilling before I bred his hungry ass full of toxic spooge. Who knows, he might not even need another load to poz him up but another few shots of my venom couldn't hurt. I resumed drilling him, going a little faster and then slowing down. We were staring at a mostly brown shrub that was just starting to re-emerge from its winter slumber. I usually liked to do these fucks facing the open area instead of having my back to them, but I was just in too much of a hurry to fuck him to turn us around before we started. His ass was feeling good as my precum leaked and I could fuck faster without college boy groaning too loudly. "Well, what do we have here?" I heard over my shoulder. Turning my head I was both relieved and worried. "Oh... Hi, Carlos. How's it going?" I said while almost fully planted inside college boy's hole. My hips had stopped moving the second I heard his voice. "That's Officer Ramirez to you" the cop said in that no-nonsense way that they must teach on day one of police training. "Yes, sir" I replied not wanting to say anything to antagonize him. "At least we're wearing our masks like good, concerned citizens of our lovely city. Buuuut... based on past experience, I'm probably guessing that is where the safe sex ends" the officer said. I was sure I could see a smirk on his face, but I was straining to look at him behind me. I had known Carlos for several years. When his uniform came off he could be one wild fuck and played by his own rules and no one else's. We'd fucked a few times and he was one of the few that ever had fucked me. He was also one of the guys that ghosted on me only to turn up with new or updated profiles months later. Carlos walked closer to us and then crouched down in front of us, right in front of the bush. "Son, are you over the age of consent?" he asked. "Yyyyyes, sir" college boy squeaked out. "Are you out here with this slut, violating a few different laws, willingly?" he then asked. It sounded like entrapment to me, but I wasn't sure we had a choice but to answer. College boy nodded his head, mumbling out "yes." The cop then looked directly at me. "So, have you kept spreading your seed since we used to fuck, slut?" I really didn't like where this was headed, but answered just like college boy had - a nod and a quiet "yes." "You going to knock him up like you did me?" Carlos said with an evil gleem in his eye. "It's just a fuck. A warm hole that needs a hard dick, nothing more" I replied. Carlos let out a short, hard laugh before leaning in to college boy. "You know he's poz, right?" he said in a quiet, inquisitive voice. My cock was still hard and twitched inside college boy's ass. "Yes, sir" college boy said. Officer Ramirez stood there a moment and then said "He's old enough and knows what he's getting into. You both have your masks on, so my job here is about done. One more thing..." We both looked up at him, worried that he was about to call for backup and haul our asses to jail. I could feel college boy shaking below me and I was quivering a little too. "I want a crack at his ass after you've claimed him" Carlos said, standing up. He reached into his pocket, pulled out a card and slipped it between my skin and the strap holding my phone to my arm before he started to walk away. He got ten feet behind me and told us "You got five minutes to finish and get the fuck out of here" and then disappeared. I heard college boy say "Oh fuck!" "Five" I said to myself, continuing with "And hopefully college boy would now be the sixth that I knew I had successfully converted." My cock was even harder now than before we got interrupted. My hips started to rock faster and faster. "You heard him, we gotta get out of here" college boy said while trying to pull away. "He said finish and get out of here" so you better stop trying to crawl away and let me dump another poz load in that ass so we can head back home" I said. He stopped trying to move off and then quickly began to fuck himself back on my cock. The rest was a quick, hard fuck and only a couple minutes later I slammed in and held him tight. My engorged cock was throbbing with an intensity I had rarely experienced. College boy's gut was getting painted with my poisonous semen. My entire body shook with each spurt until it finally stopped. Pulling my cock from his ass, I stuffed my still partially hard cock back into my jock's pouch and then pulled his shorts back up. I gave a quick slap on his butt and then stood up. Looking around, I didn't see any flashing lights or cops running on foot toward us. Still, I didn't want to push it any further and reached down and pulled college boy to his feet. "Come on" I said. We went back to the path and headed south toward our building. We only got about a hundred yards when I saw Officer Ramirez sitting in his squad car watching the running path. I waved as we passed him and even college boy waved. We got about another hundred yards when college boy asked "Did you really do him?" "I guess. I didn't know until just now. There's probably more just like him I don't know about" I replied. "That's so fucking hot" college boy said. We made it another five hundred yards up the path and he then asked "Is he a good fuck?"

Mike was jolted out of his reflection of the past week as the vehicle came to a stop and the engine shut off. He heard Jason speaking from the front of the car. ”Okay Mike, we’re here. I’m Going to come around and help you out and into the office.” ”Okay” Mike replied. He heard the drivers door open and Jason getting out. The door shut, a few seconds later he heard his door open. ”Okay Mike, give me your hand. I’ll help you out and into the office.” Mike reached out and felt Jason take his hand. He stepped out of the vehicle and felt Jason leading him along. ”There’s a curb here Mike, so step up. There you go. Okay I’m going to open the door and then we’ll head in.” Mike heard a key in a lock and then a door opening. He felt Jason grab his hand again and start to lead him forward. He knew he was definitely in a Dr’s office, it had that smell to it. Jason led him through a couple of turns and then they stopped. Mike heard a door close and then Jason spoke. ”Okay Mike, we’re in the procedure room, you can remove the blindfold now.” Mike took the blindfold off and looked around. He was definitely in a Dr’s office, the room looked like a typical exam room, but it was bigger. Looking around he saw a counter with a sink, cabinets above. A couple of chairs. Blood pressure cuffs and other exam tools. As he turned, he expected to see an exam table, but instead he saw a weird looking bench. It had multiple flat surfaces on it covered in vinyl padding. There was a larger pad on the top and on either side there were narrower pads. As Mike puzzled over it. Jason saw his confusion and told him what it was. ”This is the procedure table, We’ll have you kneel on these lower pads on the bench, then lay forward with your chest on the top pad and your arms on either side. We can also raise and lower the bench for optimum penetration.” ”Gotcha!” Mike replied ”Well let’s start with the usual, height, weight, blood pressure.” ”Okay” Jason had Mike step over to the scale and step on it. Marked his weight then used the built in ruler to check his height. ”Okay Mike, have a seat in a chair and I’ll get your temp and blood pressure.” Mike sat down and Jason went through both checks and marked them down. He then opened a drawer and pulled out a binder with some paperwork in it. ”Alright, so this is a contract we’ll need you to read through and sign. I’ll give you some time to go through it and after we will start getting you ready. Okay?” ”Sounds good, thanks Jason” ”Anytime! I’ll be back in a bit” With that, Jason left the room. Mike opened the binder and started reading. The contract basically stated that the recipient “Mike” was here under his own free will and was aware that he was going to be inseminated with a high viral load of HIV positive semen. And that although the procedure would most likely lead to contracting HIV, it was not guaranteed. It also went on to state that the recipient would not discuss the specifics or the procedure in general with anyone outside of this office. Mike read through the rest of the contract, there was nothing he wouldn’t expect to see. On the last page there was a box for his signature and date. He filled in both and closed the binder. Well this is it! He thought, he was about to take his first unmediated load of cum. His cock was rock hard and leaking precum in his briefs. Jason came back in the room a few minutes later. ”All finished?” He asked ”Yep, all finished and signed” “Great! So let’s go ahead and get started with prepping. I’m going to have you disrobe and get on the bench.” Mike started to remove his clothing, pulling his shirt over his head, then kicking his shoes off. Next came his shorts, then socks. He left his boxer briefs for last. He could see his hard cock straining to spring free. Jason noticed his bulge. ”I’m glad to see you’re so excited about this Mike!” He said laughing. “Nothing to be embarrassed about, even though this is a clinical setting, it’s still erotic” “Yeah, I’m definitely turned on right now” Mike replied. He hooked his thumbs in his briefs and pulled them off. Standing there naked. Jason looked him over and winked at him. ”Very nice Mike! Okay I’m going to have you lay on the bench, go ahead and kneel on the lower pads and lay forward putting your chest on the top pad and your arms on the pads just below on the side pads. I will then adjust the pads so you’re comfortable. Okay?” ”Okay” Mike replied. He stepped over to the bench and mounted the bench as Jason explained. Jason followed him over and stepped on a pedal on the floor, Mike felt the bench start to rise up until he was about level with Jason’s chest. He moved to the front of the bench and reached under the arm pads, he slid two L shaped bars out from under them and turned them 90 degrees. ”You can hold on to these during the procedure so you don’t feel like you going to go flying off. Okay I’m going to have you lift yourself up so you’re just kneeling on the lower pads.” Mike pushed himself up so he was kneeling on the bench, he heard Jason open a drawer behind him and then shut it. He walked back over and Mike saw he was holding a condom in his hand. ”I’m going to put this on you in case you ejaculate during the procedure, we like to get a specimen before you leave.” ”What do you use it for?” Mike asked. ”Well the Dr’s one regret is that he will not be able to father children, so he collects a specimen from all of his clients in case they decide later down the road they might want a child, we will then have a clean specimen to work with. I know you’ve had a vasectomy, but we like to keep a sample from all patients.” ”Okay” Mike replied. Jason put some surgical gloves on and then opened the condom wrapper. He placed the end over the head of Mikes cock and started to roll it down. Mike let out an involuntary groan as he felt it cover his length. ”Little excited aren’t we?” Jason said laughing and winked at mike again. “Okay go ahead and lean forward again.” Mike lay back down on the bench. He felt Jason reach under him and grab his cock to reposition it under the bench. ”Okay Mike, now I’m going to shave around your anus so we have a completely clean area for the procedure, just relax okay?” ”Ummm Okay?” Mike replied a little apprehensive. He heard the sink turn on and cabinets opening. Then things being placed on something metal. He looked back and saw Jason rolling a metal cart over with shaving cream, a razor, and a container of water. ”The shaving cream will probably feel a little cold when I apply it, so just be ready for that. I’ll let you know before I do it though okay?” ”Okay” Mike turned his head back around and heard Jason squeezing water out of something then a warm cloth was gently rubbing his ass cheeks and then he felt it running over his hole. The warm cloth was removed and he could feel the cool air hitting his ass. He shivered a little, then he heard the sound of the shaving cream shooting out of the can. ”Okay, this will feel a little cold” Mike felt the cold cream on his ass cheeks being spread around, then he felt it being spread in his crack and over his hole. Jason stepped away and Mike heard the sink turn on as Jason rinsed his hands, then walked back over. He heard the sound of the razor swishing in the water container and then Jason started to expertly shave his ass. He made quick work of it with sure strokes and delicacy around his hole. Before mike knew it Jason was rinsing him off with the warm wash cloth again. As quick as the process was, Mike felt the experience was one of the most erotic things he’d had done in a long time. ”Okay, all finished with that Mike, now I’m going to apply some lube and insert a small camera to look in your rectum, we want to make sure your completely clean inside.” He heard Jason removing just gloves and throwing them in the trash receptacle, then the sound of new ones going on. More drawers and cabinets opened, more sounds of things being placed on the cart. He heard Jason roll the cart back over and then his gloved hand on his shaved butt. ”The lube will feel cold and so will the camera. You shouldn’t feel any discomfort though during this okay?” ”Okay” Mike said shaking his head also. He heard the top of the lube opening and then a few seconds later the coldness of the lube on his hole. He felt Jason spread it around a little bit and then felt pressure as Jason Inserted his finger inside of him. He swirled it around a coupe times and then removed it. ”I’m going to insert the camera now. It will only take about thirty seconds to look, just relax and breath evenly okay?” ”Yep! I’m ready” Mike felt the coolness of a metal object on his anus, then pressure as Jason started to insert it. He felt it go past his inner sphincter and stop. He could feel it moving around inside of him as Jason looked. He then felt it retracting from him. ”Perfect!” Jason said. “All clean and it looks like the cleansing did its job, your rectum is definitely red and irritated a little. Is it uncomfortable?” ”Honestly, no. I don’t feel anything.” ”Perfect” Mike felt the warm cloth on his hole again as Jason wiped the lube away. ”Alright Mike, just lay there and relax, I’m going to clean this stuff up here and when the Dr comes in I will apply some more lubricant for the procedure and then the Doc will go over how things will happen. Okay?” ”Yeah! Sounds good to me”

1. Jason I didn’t know what to expect when Nathan opened the door, or, for that matter, whom to expect. I didn't know his name. I didn't know what he would be into. Even so, even although I hadn't been mentally expecting any type of guy in particular, his actual, physical presence shocked me a bit. It was finally happening, for real. He was a bit on the short side compared to what I had imagined. He was also very cute. Even through his t-shirt, I could tell he was rail-thin, as there wasn't an ounce of fat on his body. He had short hair, blue eyes with just the merest hint of stubble, like he hadn't shaved that morning. "I'm Sean," he said, standing just inside the door, introducing himself. Nathan closed the door as Sean began to speak, and we were alone. "I'm Jason," I replied, feeling a little self-conscious at this point. I was in just a jock strap, but Sean was still fully dressed. "Nice to meet you," he said, smiling at me. I felt a little more at ease with him, thinking he seemed easy-going enough. "I guess I'm a little over-dressed for this," and with that he removed his shirt, revealing, as I had guessed, that his body was quite wiry and thin. He was not very muscular but there was a spray of hair over his pecs and the hint of a treasure trail disappearing into his shorts. "I guess this is always a little awkward at first, huh?" "Yeah," I replied, not having moved from the bed. "Want to break the ice a bit?" He put an emphasis on ice that was a bit unusual. "Sure," I replied. With that he pulled down his shorts, revealing a swimmer's jock, just like the one I was wearing. There was a spray of pubic hair poking out of the top and the pouch looked to be very well-filled. "Cool," he said, reaching into his bag, and pulling out a case for sunglasses. Opening it, he extracted a glass pipe and lighter. "You cool?" he asked, gesturing at his pipe. Remaining in the sunglasses case was a fat bag of crystal. "Yeah, I am" not knowing what else to say. It had been a while since I had partied, but I hadn't given it up. "Awesome. I love this stuff." He sat down on the bed next to me, and carefully wiped off the bowl of the pipe. He took the torch and slowly melted the drug already in the pipe. He did a long hit from the pipe and then motioned for me to shotgun it from him. I leaned in, letting our lips lock, and inhaled a thick cloud. Even after I had taken as much as I could, he continued to exhale the smoke into the dim bedroom. It engulfed our heads as we continued to kiss. "You party a lot?" he asked me, breaking off the kiss. "Not really. Once every few months, I guess. You?" "Every weekend, usually." He did another long hit from the pipe, and held it. This time he just exhaled it. "It's how I got into barebacking. No one ever uses a rubber when they are partying, you know." I smiled, agreeing, and enjoying that initial tingle of the drug with the promise of so much more pleasure. "You ever do a booty bump?" Sean asked. "Never," I answered. It had been only a year or so ago I had even smoked it for the first time. Hearing my answer, he dug into his bag again and pulled out a needle-less syringe as well as the baggie of crystal from the case. "Water?" he asked, looking around. I pointed to a glass of water on the bed table. "Perfect," he said. He pulled out a large chunk of the tina, and forced it into the body of the syringe. He put the plunger in and then filled it with water. He flicked the syringe a few times before sitting back down next to me. "Ready?" he asked me. He was gently shaking it and its powerful contents. I guessed it was to force the crystal dissolve. "I'm not sure about this," I said. I had been with him for less than five minutes, and already, I wasn't sure about how fast this was going. "Maybe just smoke it?" "Don't worry. You'll love this," he said. "Get on all fours, with that beautiful fuckable ass up in the air." I didn't protest any more and got on my knees. Sean knelt down between my legs and spread my cheeks. "Hand me that bottle of lube," he said. I grabbed it and handed it to him. I felt a drop or two of the cold lube on my ass and a slight poke as the syringe plunged into my hole. "This may sting a bit," he said, and suddenly, there was a cold feeling in my ass. "That's it?" I asked. "Yeah. Just hold it there, and let it soak in." I heard him light the torch again, and he took another long hit from the pipe. "You're poz?" I asked him. I wanted to know more about him. "Yeah, of course. Years now." He did another hit before continuing. "Nate tells me you're still neg?" "Yeah." There was now a tinge of warmth in my hole, like a big load had just been planted up there. It seemed to gradually radiate out from my butt, and it was beginning to envelope my entire body. "How did you get HIV?" "Same way you're going to get it," he said. "Letting poz guys fuck me." He rubbed a finger against my ass. "You're good. Roll over." I rolled onto my back; Sean was still kneeling between my legs. He did one more hit from the pipe, then leaned towards me. "Take it," he said, letting only the smallest cloud escape. I locked lips with Sean, and he forced the drug into my lungs, once more completely filling me up with the cloud. I was a light-weight, he was a heavy-weight. I was already in over my head. But still, I held the crystal for as long as I could. "Good job," he said, finally giving me permission to breathe it out. He put the pipe and lighter on the bed table. "You want my poz load?" he asked me. "Yeah, I do," I answered. I was feeling no pain and no shame. The idea of a hard poz cock sliding into my hole was filling my mind, crowding out all other thoughts, including any thought of self-preservation. "I need some fresh poz cum in me." "It's hot to hear you beg for it," Sean said. He reached down and pulled his jockstrap to the side, letting his cock hang out. He was already semi-hard, and I could tell it was a nice sized dick. It wasn't as long as some I had played with, but just the girth and weight of it was impressive, especially in contrast to his short, skinny body, which made it seem even bigger. I must have been staring, since Sean noticed me and said, "Yeah, it's a big one for a skinny runt like me." Sean poured some lube on his cock, stroking it and slicking it up. It didn't grow much bigger, which I was glad for, but just got harder. As he rubbed the lube over his shaft, he started to press the head against my ass, teasing it. I pushed back against him, wanting it inside of me. "Please man," I begged. I didn't want it; I needed it deep in me. "Patience," he answered, adding "you'll get it soon enough." He poured some lube down my crack and slid a finger in, pushing the slippery fluid into me. "You're opening up really nicely," he remarked, asking "You ready?" I nodded. I grabbed the bottle of poppers and did a hit. Sean poured a little more lube on his tool. I offered him the poppers, but he shook his head. "Give me that hard cock," I said. He grinned at me and lined his cockhead up with my hole. Right as the poppers hit, Sean pushed into me. Feeling my hole stretch open to fit his thick cockhead, I knew this was going to be another intense fuck. Sean took his time entering me. He didn't go very fast, but it was also clear he wasn't going to take no for an answer. "Damn, that's tight," he said. "How long have you been getting fucked?" I thought back to when I had first met Nathan. I realized that it had been less than a week ago. Now here I was, tweaked out, with my legs up in the air, and a relative stranger forcing his poz raw cock into my hole. "Only about a week," I said. In my horny, tweaked-out state, I couldn't keep up with any story more complex than the simple truth. "Damn, man. No wonder you're so tight. And you're already chasing?" "Chasing?" I asked. I had never heard that phrase before, especially for sex. "You know, bug chasing. Looking for poz guys to infect you." "Yeah. I guess I am chasing." Sean had now gotten his cock all the way in my hole, and was starting to slowly stroke in and out. Between my insatiable desire for raw cock and tina's effectiveness, I knew my hole was opening up nicely for him. "Hot," Sean said. "What about you? Did you chase? Or was it an accident?" "Naw. Once I started seriously partying, and of course, barebacking, I knew it was only a matter of time." He shoved his cock back into me. "I was playing with all kinds of guys, poz, neg and unknown. All raw. I knew it was pointless to try to avoid it." "So, what did you do?" I reached down and grabbed his bony ass. He was small enough that I could grab both cheeks, and pull him deeper in my hole. His body felt so small on top of me, yet his cock was so large and hard inside of me. "I went for it. Whenever I saw a poz guy online, I'd ask him to fuck me raw." He took another of his deep strokes and his eyes closed in pleasure. "Did anyone refuse?" I was wondering how common it was for poz guys to knowingly fuck neg guys. Nathan had fucked me, but then, he had also asked me repeatedly if I knew exactly what I was getting myself into. "Hell no. Every guy wants to fuck raw, no matter what he might say." I had to agree with his assessment, as either a top or a bottom. "Only one guy wasn't sure about it, that is fucking me raw." "And, what happened there?" "I said I'd get him high. And he fucked six poz loads into me over the weekend." "Sweet," I said. "Yeah." Sean leaned in and kissed me. I was having a good time. There was an easy connection developing between us. He was also just fun to talk to, not to mention how good his cock felt buried in my bare ass. We lay there, kissing and fucking, working his cock deeper into my body, and then fucking and kissing some more. He was dripping pre-cum into me the entire time, further lubricating my hole. "How long did it take?" I asked, breaking off our long kiss. "Getting pozzed?" he asked. I nodded. "I don't know. I never got sick. And I waited six months before I got tested." He thrust in deep. "Of course, I tested out poz." We went silent again. He was fucking me harder now and I could tell he was getting close, but I didn't want the fuck to end quite so soon. "Any regrets?" I asked him. "About being poz?" he asked. He shook his head no. "You know that feeling, right as the crystal is hitting, when you have that feeling of complete freedom and total desire for sex?" It was my turn to shake my head, this time agreeing. "It's like that. All the time. I don't worry about who fucks me. Or who I fuck." I smiled. "It sounds nice." "And sometimes, just sometimes," he said, "You get a fucking hot neg guy, with an amazing ass. Who. Wants. My. Poz. Cum." With each word, he thrust his cock into me, emphasizing just whom he was talking about. "And it makes all the petty discomforts completely worthwhile." We took another long pause from talking in order to make out some more. Then he asked, "And you? Why are you doing this?" I paused. It was a question for which I didn't have a good answer. Nor would Sean be the last one to ask me either. I delayed answering by pulling him down and kissing him again. He probed my mouth but after a few moments, he broke it off. "You can't get out of answering that so easily." "I don't know for sure. A week ago, I would have said I was totally top. Bareback, but still a top. Then I met Nathan. And I had to get his cock inside of me." Sean was watching me, smiling. I could feel his cock stiffening slightly in my hole. I continued. "And that he was poz wasn't a worry. It was almost a bonus. Now I just want to not be afraid anymore, to get the inevitable over with. And enjoy the process as much as I can." "I understand. Nathan's damn amazing," he said. It was an interesting comment, said in a tone that implied much more was being left unsaid. I expected for him to be jealous, but there was no trace of it. "Any regrets so far? Any uncertainty?" "Some. It's big step, but so far, this just feels right. The first time Nathan came in me was the most intimate experience I've ever had. And your cock in me raw is almost as amazing." I pulled him into me deep again, and kissed him. "Fuck me. Cum in me, Sean. Breed me good, Sean." "Fuck Jason, I don't want to cum yet. I want this to last." Almost simultaneously, we both turned and looked at the clock on the bed table. Forty-five after. Time had flown by for us, twisted by the crystal into an encounter that was far too short. "Damn. Time's almost up." "I know. Seems too short. Is this going to be the only time?" "Not at all. Nathan knows how to find me. But let's focus on the here and now. Which means getting you bred." "Sounds good to me," I said. Sean grabbed the bottle of poppers and held it under my nose. "Do a good hit, Jason," he said. I took a long hit, before Sean took the bottle. He did a hit and then offered it back to me. I shook my head no, but he insisted. "Let yourself go," he said. Reluctantly, I inhaled more of the sweet scent. "Right on, Jason," he said, doing one last quick one himself. "Now, what do you want?" "I want your poz sperm inside of me, Sean." It was a true statement. I was having a great time with Sean, and it seemed perfectly alright and perfectly natural to have him shoot in me. That it was deadly sperm was only an added bonus. It was such a small, intimate thing to give him as a top: to let him cum in me. I couldn't make him pull out. I couldn't think about how it could change me forever. "Please, breed me." "Oh yeah, Jason," he grunted. "I'm gonna shoot. I'm gonna cum in your sweet raw ass." He bent down, stuck his tongue in my mouth, and shoved his cock in deep. "I can't hold it any longer," he said. Deep inside of me, his cock stiffened, spurted and injected his toxic cum into me. "Take it, Jason," he said, between frantic kisses. "Please, Sean, give it to me," I said. I was clenching my ass around his cock, trying to milk out every drop of his poz jizz. I was totally in the moment, unable to worry about the danger of this simple fuck. The danger was a part of the turn-on; this innocent-looking young man had a cock that could kill, coupled with a serious drug problem. "Fuck yeah, I'm breeding that hot hole of yours now," he said, pistoning in and out of my ass. I could feel his cockhead rubbing his sperm all over my hole, making sure it smeared across my hole, ready to be absorbed by my body. There were a few more shivers racking Sean's body, as he pumped the last of his load into me. We stayed linked with his cock connecting us. We made out a bit while the last drops of his precious spooge slowly dripped into me. "Thanks," I said. "That was hot." "Fuck yeah," he said. "I hope you get what you need. And I'm glad I could be part of the process." "Me too. I really enjoyed this." We were quiet a bit, kissing while his cock softened. "What's your plans for the rest of the day," I asked. "Not sure," he answered. He shifted slowly, finally letting his cock slide out of my hole. Soon I would need something back in me, but for now, it was enough just to feel his warm semen in my hole. "Still early. Probably head to a bath house and see how many loads I can get." He grabbed a towel from the bed table and wiped off his cock. "You?" "Nathan's got my afternoon planned. You're the first of several. But no idea of who." "Fucking hot. You're gonna have fun." "I hope so. You've set a very high bar." He laughed. "Let's do a hit for the road," he said as he picked up the pipe again. He lit the torch, and held it under the bowl. As the crystal smoked, he did an expert hit, draining the bowl several times. When he finished, he motioned for me to shotgun it from him. I took the hit. It was huge and it filled my lungs. "Hold it for me, Jason," he said. As I held it, he put his cock back in the jockstrap, and pulled on his shorts. "Now," he said, and I got to exhale. The cloud filled the room. "Your turn," he said, handing me the pipe and torch. I lit it up, and started sucking on the stem. I wasn't sure how big of a hit I wanted, but Sean told me what I needed. "Do a big one, Jason." I kept on inhaling, filling my lungs the best I could. "Nice," he said, as I finally pulled the pipe away. "Hold it." I held it as long as I could and motioned for him to shotgun it. We locked lips as I pushed the hit into his mouth. He only took a bit of it, making me exhale the rest. "Fuck Sean," I said. "I'm going to be feeling fearless this afternoon." "That's what I want. You need to enjoy this afternoon." He put away the pipe and lighter, and gathered up his things. He gave me one last kiss. "I want to see you again soon. Hopefully you'll be poz by then." He headed out the door, and I lay back down on the bed, waiting for Nathan to bring the next guy.

here's a still of my used bred hole dripping male DNA...

48 taken so far... well behind last year.

The fuck flu almost kill me as I spent 5 days in the hospital. I lost weight could not control my body temperature body aches with rashes on my body could not eat. It was the worst 2 weeks in my life health wise. After I had erections like never before as I’m mostly a bottom but now I Wanted to fuck.

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I was visiting Hawks in Portland, OR . I was in my room, door open, and ass up. In walks this otter with a pierced dick and proceeds to mount my ass. He takes two pumps and pulls out...his piercing tore off! He screams "fuck" and then sticks his fingers into my ass and pulls out the ring then just leaves...I just laid there baffled...

Lol, get your story ready for when you get chlamydia or gonorrhea . Luckily, the first time I had an std ( it was chlamydia in my dick, throat and ass) she just presumed i got it from her and confessed to having a " couple of affairs " . She didn't know it was in my ass! Our sex life got a little less vanilla after that. She was shocked i liked getting fucked by men, but enjoyed seeing it.

I walked around the campground more and got fucked a few more times before I walked over by the pool area and saw a group of guys getting ready for a game of naked volleyball. I intended on just watching but one of the guys said they needed another bottom player to make even teams and asked me if I was a bottom and wanted to play.i agreed and he said great and said it's tops vs bottoms and we were all planning on an orgy after the game was over. I got excited by that and we got ready to play. The guy who asked me to play went and turned on a foam machine and a black light and it was then before the foam got to big that I saw all the tops had the same uv biohazard tattoos that I saw on the two guys from my school. I got really turned on and during the whole game I played with a raging hardon as well as the rest of the players. There was allot of grinding and touching as the foam got thicker and I couldn't focus on the game as much as the fingers playing with my balls and ass. After about an hour of the game the bottoms won 10 to 4 and we all had to catch our breaths. We all stayed within the foam and the orgy started there. I got grabbed by one of the hottest tops there and he wasted no time in living his cock and my ass and went to town fucking me. He had a really thick cock and long one too that went in real deeply touching all the right buttons inside me. Another top walked over with a similar sized cock and a nice set of swinging balls. I saw another uv tattoo on his hip and dove down to the root of his cock in one shot. I just stood there taking these two Poz cocks at each end and I couldn't be any happier or so I thought. The guy fucking me pulled out for a moment and laid down on the ground and was pulling me down to ride his cock facing me. The guy I was sucking knew what was happening and joind us on the ground as he lubbed up his cock and started to slide it next to the one already buried into my whole. The feeling was intense and a bit painful but I was loving every moment of it and shortly the pain of being split by these two subsided and I really started to enjoy being stuffed. The two guys stuffing my hole started to pick up the pace and from the grunting and the feeling of their cocks getting harder I knew they were both about to blast my hole with some more Poz seed and I was ready to be filled with more Poz cum. With one final slam I could feel my hole being flooded with both of their Poz cum being shot into my guts and I was in heaven. The top behind me fell on my back panting after such an intense orgasam and the guy I was riding was as well so I stayed still relishing in the glow of such a hot fuck. Once they regained their composure and their cocks started to soften they started to slide out of my hole and each kissed me deeply thanking me for such a great fuck. I thanked them both for their deposits in my ass and we started to move more around the action around us. After an hour of this intense orgy I had been fucked at least by six other guys and decided to take a break and head to the bar for a nice drink. I sat on the barstool and while enjoying my drink I started to finger my hole and see how much cum I had collected so far that night. My fingers were coated in the sweet sweet Poz nector I even swirled some around the rim of my glass and mixed some into my drink. The bartender wearing nothing but a bowtie smiled at me when he saw what I was doing and gulped my drink. He and asked me if I wanted a fresh drink with some more cream and make it golden. I figured he was asking if I wanted to drink his piss and I was excited at that so I accepted but said I preferred it from the tap and winked at him. He called over one of the other bartenders and asked him to cover for a bit while he took a break. He led me into one of the bathrooms and took me into the ajoining showers from the locker room and we started to make out. He rubbed me all over and fingered my puffy hole pulling out some of the cum inside and shared it with me. I licked his fingers clean and made my way down his body till I was greeted with a very large thick cock that reached full hardness. He was easily 12 inches and as thick as a beer can and I wasn't sure I could deep throat but I love a challenge. I gagged a bit but was able to get his cock down my throat after the 4th I was able to get his whole cock down my throat. I earned a big moan from the bartender so I know he was enjoying it and he slowly started to fuck my throat. He fucked my throat in long slow pumps and quickly picked up the pace. Soon after I could feel his balls starting to get tighter and he slammed into my throat gushing an enormous amount of cum down my throat and I didn't miss a bit of it. He was breathing hard but didn't leave my throat at all. I started to feel his cock go soft and he said just to wait for the next part. He pulled out so just the tip was left in my mouth and started to let loose the stream of piss that I gulped and gulped so I didn't miss a drop. Once he was finished I stood up and he pulled me in for a strong kiss pushing his tounge in my mouth to taste his piss in me. Once finished we walked back to the bar and in a flash from one of the rotating black light another uv biohazard tattoo showed up. He poured me another drink saying it was on the house and I accepted it and sat to watch the drag show going on. After one of her songs the drag queen said " alright boys it's Time to pull the drawing for tonight's star bottom of the evening before we do the fire works tonight, so if you're a bottom and would like to be the star bottom of the evening just put your first name and last inatial on the paper passing around and come up and put it in the hat and we will pull the winner before the show." I put my name on a sheet and walked on stage getting allot of whistles and cat calls put it in the hat and walked back to my chair. Once all the bottoms there put in their entry the drag queen shook the hat and pulled one out. "Ok boys here it is and the lucky winner is Daniel F." Everyone looked around trying to see the winner and I was a little in shock that I won. I stood up and walked on stage and everyone started to applaud me. "Ok boys here is our star bottom so once the fireworks are over everyone here at the campground will get a chance to fuck and bed our star bottom boy." Allot of cheers went out and even I jumped for joy

I'm surprised nobody's chimed in yet! I've had a few guys get up in me that deep, but it was always after some real extended fucking. Undoubtedly you've researched a certain amount of human gut anatomy by now, so you know after a few inches, your colon takes a pretty serious curve before continuing. The nice thing is your colon is pretty flexible, so you can work out the kink, so to speak. Most important thing is lube. Way too much lube, and deep. You might want to invest in a lube shooter. It's like a dedicated syringe for getting lube nice and deep. You may also be able to use a regular oral syringe. The kind without a cannula for injections. Be really sure you're not using a lube with glycerin or propylene glycol, because it will pull down every ounce of brown hiding up in your guts. And it'll be real gross. Also, those muscles will be tense and a little less pliable. Silicone is great. Or anything "natural/organic" that doesn't include those ingredients. Once you've got the grease covered, You've got to put some work in manually. If you have a dedicated and very patient top, that's great. Otherwise, invest in an average thick but really long dildo. Go for like fifteen inches worth if you can get one. That way there's plenty to work with. Honestly, even if you've got the top, go ahead and get one. From there it's mostly patience and persistence. With dildos, the best method I found is to get in a solid squatting position. Like feet flat on the ground, knees to chest full-on squat. Get your rubber buddy in, and push until you just feel that deep resistance. Don't force, but hold it there a good while. At least thirty seconds. Then back it out, and back in to the same spot. Little by little. Usually at a certain point, something will give, and you'll be pretty much home free to fuck as deep as you want. Iron the curve out for a good few minutes. Relube a little bit, and then, think about inviting your real live guy over to help try to get up in your newfound space. With him it's about the same. You can try in a bit of a riding squat first, to work him up there. Or if you're pretty confident, doggy is great. Your shoulders on the bed. Back arched and completely slack. Your guts will be fairly relaxed that way, and if you've done that deep dildo-ing earlier, he should be able to gently but persistently get in all the way, and really ream your guts straight. Hope it works out! Keep us posted, yeah? 😉 Cheers!

My name is Jacob, I am 27 6'3 195 white, Blonde VGL (model type) 10" thick uncut rod that women love and men love even more. My favorite thing to do is to turn a straight guy into a cock loving whore. Does not always work but that does not stop me from trying. I am 70% successful at a full conversion from all straight to mostly gay. I seek out couples mostly white or Latin couples to focus on turning the over sexed straight guy into a cum loving whore. I found this kid online who was looking for a guy to share his gf, his ad read like this: Soccer Jock Latin 24 5'11 170 hung and GF 23 5'3 125 white, blonde looking for a third - a guy to share her. 100% straight both of us and you should be too. Looking for a regular on call buddy to share her with. She can take DP, DVP and loves to suck dick. We would prefer natural sex but okay with you wearing a condom but you must be completely clean condom or not. She also tea bags, eats ass and is a dirty little slut behind closed doors. She does not play well with other women so no couples. Hit me up with your age, stats and a pic. We will get back to you! I responded with my stats, age, and a picture of me in shorts with my dick half hard. Mentioned I was hung, clean and had a GF who traveled a lot and needed some pussy to fuck and breed. Totally clean here. Would like a regular pussy on the side. Lucas responded right away, dude when are you free? I totally want to see you fuck and breed my gf. That dick looks huge, even bigger then me. Let me know, we can host and looking for tonight or this weekend if you can get here. He gave me his number and his kik to get in touch with him. I got him, I knew he was totally into it and me even if he did not realize it. I answered him back and told him my GF was out of town this weekend so I was free all weekend. I would be for one time or a couple this weekend if his girl was up for it. I asked, can she take bwc? You said you were hung so she probably can and how often has she been DVP? I love that, my girl will not do it. I did not give him my digits, this made him email back. Text or kik me, we want you to come over tonight at 8PM and if all works stay as long as you want. I sent him a text: Hey, this is your blonde buddy, hope she knows hot to take big dick. Give me your address and I will be there at 8 PM and will bring a bag with me with some toys and a change of clothes if all goes well and we fuck into the night. He text me right back with the address and Great! Shot me two more pics, one with him fucking her and damn that ass of his was amazing I could not wait to get that tight little hole on my big dick.

This is a work of fiction between two (semi)consenting adults. I hope you guys enjoy. Part 1: The sun had just set and Evan, sitting in his rental jeep in a beach parking lot, was horny as ever. He had been on vacation with friends and this was his first chance to get away for a bit. Everyone else had passed out drunk but Evan had stayed sober hoping his wish would come true. It did. Sitting there he pulled out his cock and started stroking while browsing through the Grindr profiles. Just then a message came through. “Hey, you are hot!” “Thanks! You looking to fuck?” “Yeah” He looked at the profile. The profile showed a picture of a slim light brown torso, hairless with small erect purple nipples, no ab definition but a slight line running down the middle leading to a tight belly button cutting off just below the waist where the guy’s pants would sit. There was no name but the profile read that he was 18, slim and Asian. Just Evan’s type. “I’m at the beach. You host?” Evan typed “Can’t, live with family. I can come to you” the boy replied “public?” Evan responded He was almost certain the kid would bail out. He had never had a guy actually meet him for sex in public before. It was a huge fantasy for him. He loved the idea of fucking a guy outside somewhere like a beach or a park. He wanted to get caught. He wanted to have someone watch him as he plowed deep into a tight hole. He started jacking harder waiting for the message hoping this would be the one. “sure, which beach” ‘Yes!!!!!’ Evan thought. He was finally going to get his wish. He shared his location and within seconds the kid said he was on his way. A little bit about Evan, at 26 he had been sexually active off and on over the years. He had a few girlfriends early in high school that he had played with but it didn’t feel right. It wasn’t until his sophomore year of college that he finally had sex again and this time it was with a man. He loved every minute of it. Everything clicked for him the minute he drunkenly kissed his first guy. Now out of college, 6 months out of a relationship, and 6 months of celibacy he was ready to get back into it again. He sat stroking his 7 inch cock, his hairy shirtless torso illuminated by the parking lot lights. His boardshorts pushed down around his ankles and a bottle of poppers sitting in the cup holder with a small jar of Vaseline. A car slowly pulled into the parking lot and pulled into a space a few spots away. Evan pulled up his shorts and got out of the Jeep. Grabbing the poppers and Vaseline he proceeded to walk down the narrow overgrown path towards the beach. Soon footsteps came up behind him. He turned around and there stood a small Filipino boy. It was dark but Evan could make out the shape of his body against the foliage behind. He was about 5’2” compared to Evan’s 5’9” frame. Maybe 115lbs wet with shaggy razor cut hair wearing only a pair of boardshorts hung loose and low on his thin waist and some flip flops. Evan was stunned. This kid was tiny. Evan was fairly slim too at 150lbs but was an active outdoorsman so he always had good muscle definition. He thought to himself ‘I could crush this kid.’ “How old are you?” he asked the kid “I swear I am 18. I can show you my ID if you want. I just had my birthday last week” “That’s okay. I believe you.” Evan said. “So… are you ready?” “Yes please. I need to get fucked.” Said the kid Evan reached out and grabbed him and quickly ripped the boardshorts off the boy. His tan lines showed in the moonlight and you could tell he spent a lot of time outside. He had a small but growing cut cock surrounded by a small patch of pubes that you could tell had never been trimmed. Evan grabbed him and pushed him down to his knees. “Pull them off” he commanded the kid talking about his shorts. Timidly the kid grabbed them and started slowly pulling them down. As he did Evan’s now fully erect cock sprang free and slapped against his stomach. A stream of precum flung from the tip and landed on the boy’s cheek. Evan grabbed the back of his head and slowly pushed the boy toward his cock. The boy opened his lips, licking them slightly, and then slid them over Evan’s cockhead. The boy began steadily sucking Evan’s cock taking about half the shaft into his mouth. He would flick his tongue against the glans of Evan’s cock every time he pulled back his head and Evan was loving it. He found himself throwing his head back, eyes closed, hand resting on the boy’s head as he would slowly thrust his cock in response to the boy’s motions. Soon his whole dick was inside the boy’s mouth. All of a sudden the boy stopped, evan’s cock all the way in the boy’s mouth. Even looked down and saw the moonlight shining up from the boy’s eyes. Just then the boy slid his tongue out and started licking Evan’s balls while Evan’s cock slid even deeper into the kid’s throat. ‘This kid is a pro’ thought Evan as he let out a moan. Evan heard a crack and some rustling behind them. Nervously he pulls the kid up and starts ushering him into the bushes. “shh” he whispered. Quietly they his in the bushes waiting to see if someone was coming down the path. Soon they heard the footsteps approach. A man came into view. Probably 30s, near 6ft, nice build but you could tell he enjoyed his beer. ‘Shit’ Evan thought. He grabbed his shorts as they fled the path but the kid did not. ‘Hopefully he doesn’t notice.’ Just then the guy steps on the shorts. He stopped and picked them up. Holding them in his hand you could see the confusion in his face. He looked around but didn’t see the two hiding in the bushes just mere feet away from him. He shrugged and continued on toward the beach taking the shorts with him. Evan turned to look at the boy but the boy didn’t seem to concerned and was already down on his knees pulling Evan’s cock back into his mouth. ‘Fuck this is hot’ Evan thought. He loved the thrill that they almost got caught. Within a few moments Evan was already feeling like was about to explode. He reached down and pulled the boy off him. He spun the kid around and thought to himself ‘I need to get in that ass.’ Pushing the kid over a bit he knelt down and pulled apart his ass. His small round cheeks split to find a tight hairless winking hole. Evan dove right in and started licking his hole. He lapped at it furiously getting it nice and wet and then started to shove his tongue inside. ‘This kid is fucking tight’ he thought. He couldn’t get his tongue in it was so tight. He decided to try a different tactic. He licked his middle finger and slowly slid it inside. The boy let out a gasp as he did. Slowly he twisted and pulled it out pulling the kid’s hole out a bit with it. He quickly dove in and started sucking the kid’s hole. He sucked as hard as he could and felt the kid’s hole start to pull its way onto his tongue. He shoved his tongue as far in as he could and then let the pressure go. The kid moaned as he did. He started tongue fucking the kid as deep as he could repeating the process a few times until the kid’s hole had relaxed enough to open up some. He had gotten the hole open and wet. Now it was time to fuck. He stood up and pressed his cockhead against the kid’s wet hole and was starting to apply pressure when the kid reached back. “Stop” the kid said. “We need a condom.” Another thing about Evan, he had never used a condom. He had been told the stories about the diseases and pregnancy, but he had always ignored it. He liked sex natural. He hated the smell. And now that he was gay, he figured there was no chance of getting someone pregnant so there was no need for one. He had also found out that he was HIV+. That was why he and his ex had broken up 6 months ago. His ex had been cheating and got them both infected. Evan had always known there was a possibility that he could catch it but he didn’t know that his ex was chasing or even that he was having sex with other guys. Now that he had it he had come to terms with it. He had decided he wasn’t going to let it change his life. He was going to continue to bareback and figured if the other guy doesn’t bring it up then he wouldn’t either. He had to think fast. “Have you ever played raw?” he asked. “No. I don’t play without protection. I had some condoms in my pocket but that guy has my shorts” ‘Shit!’ Evan thought. He was so close to getting his cock into this tight kid. He wasn’t going to give up now. What was he going to do? Just then he glanced a used condom filled with cum hanging off a branch. He instantly got hard again. “I think I have one in my wallet in the car. Hold on.” He said and he grabbed the condom off the branch, pulled up his shorts and ran out towards the parking lot. He got back up the path a bit and stopped. Holding up the condom he had a dirty idea. He emptied the cum out onto his rock hard cock and then bit the tip of the condom until he heard it snap between his teeth. He then proceeded to slide the broken used condom onto his cum covered cock. He loved the feeling of some random guy’s cum on his dick and loved the idea that he was about to breed a kid through a broken used condom. He had become such a perv in these last few months without sex. He waited a second and then ran back. He got back to the kid and told him he had it on and was ready to go. The kid grabbed his cock to make sure. He spit on his dick and slowly started pressing it into the kid’s tight hole. He got half way in before he started to feel the condom pulling back around his head. He kept sliding in deeper until he was all the way. The kid was trying to stifle his moans. Evan was so horned up with his cum covered poz cock in this kid’s tight hole with the dirty condom now nothing more than a cock ring. He only paused a second before he began furiously pounding the boy’s ass. The boy could barely suppress a scream as he did. Evan grabbed his shorts and wrapped them around the boy’s mouth holding onto both ends and using them ass leverage to fuck deeper and harder into his tight hole. It helped a bit to muffle the boy’s moaning, but Evan was sure if anyone walked by again they would hear. He didn’t care. He kept pounding his boy hard. After a few minutes he was starting to get close again. He didn’t want to cum that fast so he pulled out and pushed the boy down onto the ground. He rolled him over onto his back and started fucking him missionary and slow. He wanted to savor it. He would pull almost all the way out and then go all the way back in as deep as he could. The boy was staring into his eyes with so much desire and lust. He reached up and grabbed Evan’s head and started to kiss him passionately as Evan started to pick up speed again. Both of them kissed, sliding their tongues against each other, moaning into each other’s mouths. Evan started fucking harder. He was pulling his dick out until just the head was left inside and then jabbing it as hard, deep and fast as he could into his boy’s tight pussy. He was getting really close. “I’m gonna cum” he whispered into the kid’s ear. He was about to pull out when the kid reached down and grabbed his but cheeks pulling him as deep as he could. ‘Fuck’ Evan thought. ‘This kid wants to get bred.’ Just then Evan’s cock started to pulse as rope after rope of cum shot into his boy’s tight hole. He couldn’t help himself and he let out a loud groan as he shot his load. It felt like an eternity as every drop of his 3 day load spewed out of his rock hard cock. He didn’t even have a moment to come down from his high before a light shone onto them. “Hey, what the hell are you guys doing!” He heard a man shout. Evan freaked. He had always dreamed of getting caught and watched fucking but now that he had shot his load he started to think clearly. ‘Oh shit, I’m gonna be in trouble’ he thought. He quickly grabbed his shorts and ran back up the path. He jumped in the jeep and was out of there before he even realized what he was doing. He had totally just left that boy there, naked, in the bushes, caught, filled with his poz load. “Fuck!!!”

So I recently tested positive for HIV just last week. I had a test back in early January that returned negative results, and then another one in late February that returned positive. In January, I had a really terrible flu (but I tested negative for the flu and the doctor chalked it up to just a norovirus). I had to use a lot of my paid sick days at work and PTO because I couldnt get out of bed for two weeks. I have always been a really open, honest guy with all of my partners and even with my boyfriends that I always urged to open up our relationships. I have always understood the stigma around being POZ and wondered what it would be like to have to disclose this information to any future potential partners and face rejection over my status. I accept negative guys not wanting to be with a positive person. I was never like that because I understood the science behind guys being undetectable and there being options available to reduce the risk of transmission like PrEP. Well, now I am at that point in life where I have no choice. My question to you all is this: Is it easier for you all to just disclose in your HIV status on things like GRINDR, Jackd, A4A, BarebackRT that you're POZ instead of "Ask Me", or do you face a lot of discrimination for it you think in the gay community, and better you think to just have that discussion with any potential sexual partners one on one in private? And also, to just anyone in general, like friends, family, etc.? I begin taking my ARV's on March 23rd for anyone wondering, and for anyone wondering, I am indifferent to finding out that im positive. Not angry, not sad, not feeling sorry for myself. Also, im not happy about it either, of course, as I find it a pain to have to take medication every day and having to fill my body with poisons, drowning in passivity (which is why I quit taking PrEP a few months ago because it was making me really ill every night). I think the only reflection that really bothers me about finding out that im positive is having a sort of live, malignant, alien sort of thing inside me whose only purpose is to kill me and then die. But having said that, I dont fear death and understand that from the minute were born we are dying, and now that I have it, I have an even more diminished sense of fear about being completely free to be an even bigger slut than I ever was before. Hope this wasnt too long a read, and appreciate being able to share my story with a like-minded and open community.

This isn't fiction. I have decided to write down my journey up until now. How I became the way I am. How I risk taking poz cock as a closeted married man. If I'm posting this in the wrong section please accept my apologies. I'm not sure a story all about me is worthy of bothering other sections of the forum. This is something I'm trying to get some pressure and maybe guilt off my chest. Being closeted I have nobody to talk to about this. Nobody knows any of what I'm about to type but me. And now you: I'll start right at the beginning. I lost my virginity when I was just old enough to be legal. This being my anal virginity. I slept with and lost my virginity to a girl at age 13. She was also 13. My parents were away for the weekend and I invited a random guy over from a website called Gaydar.co.uk. It used to be a great website but I'm not even sure if it exists any more. I wanted to suck my first dick. Had no plans on being fucked the first time. Anyway, the guy turned up around 1pm in the afternoon. I let him in. He was around 25 y/o. We went straight upstairs and I asked him what I should do. He told me to undress and get on my knees. I did. He was not fat but was a big guy. Tall and stocky. He got his cock out and dropped it right in my face. I recoiled. I was scared. The guy was not sympathetic as he sighed and looked impatient. I was nervous and knew there was no turning back. I leaned forward and opened my mouth. I remember the taste. I liked it and I could feel the oily pre cum lubricating my tongue. I had already tasted my own cum by this point but his was saltier, more bitter. I still loved the taste. I felt dirty and happy with what I was doing. I was also shaking with nerves. There's no way he couldn't tell. I was sucking his dick for a long time. I can't even say how long but my knees were red. I daren't complain. He got rough and was forcing his dick down my throat and making me gag. Everytime I gagged he released a muted "ha". He was laughing at me. I started to feel defiant. I had never been treat this way. My defiance soon passed as he sat on the bed, put his hand under my armpit and FLUNG me with one arm on to the bed behind him. He lays on his back and told me to get at it. I sucked for what seemed like another half an hour. Once in a while his cock would throb strongly but he never came. I could feel pre-cum seeping out all the time. Pre-cum still makes my eyes roll back to this day because of this first time. He asked me if I wanted to fuck. It looked easy in the pornos. I knew it would hurt a little but thought I could handle it. He had brought lube. He told me to bend over on the bed. I did. He fingered my ass. I was ok with this as I had experimented with my own fingers previously. After some prodding and loosening he lined up his dick and put it in slowly. I felt the pain immediately. I lurched forward and let out a painful squeal. He pulled me back by my hips. I should note that he was silent this whole time. He never said a word from the moment he put his cock in me til the moment he left. Anyway, he pushed in to me as I screamed in pain. He didn't thrust in fast, it was all very slow, but the pain was excruciating. Finally he was all the way in. I'd say about 6 inches and quite thick. When he was in he stayed there for about a minute. Still silent. I was still hurting, I thought the pain would be over quickly. He started slowly withdrawing and then pushing back in. I started crying. Not small sobs. Lots of tears, very loud crying. I begged him to stop. He didn't. Just silence as he fucked me and held my hips. I tried to fling myself forward but crashed down on to my stomach as he put his whole weight on top of me. Balls deep. He sped up and started fucking me like I'd seen in the porn. I was still crying but it didn't hurt as much. He fucked me for around 15 minutes. Stopping once in a while. I knew it was to stop himself cumming. I asked for cum in my mouth and almost as soon as I finished my sentence he thrust hard and came in my ass. I said nothing. I had stopped crying halfway through his rigorous smashing of my virgin hole but the degradation of him cumming in me when I said no. The loss of agency. I burst out crying again. He was just silent. He didn't have to say anything. We both knew what just happened. He then pulled out, wiped his dick on my pillow, grinned at me and left. He had got in his car and drove away before I even got off the bed. I realise now I was raped. Somehow it didn't feel like it at the time. I knew I was in trouble when the thought of my rape made my cock hard. I was done for when I had my first wank...Thinking about my rape. This was only around a week later. That was my introduction to being a sub bottom for men. I am still a very dominant top with Women and was always successful in the hunt for pussy. I would only seek cock when I couldn't get pussy but this all changed when I was a couple of years older, and cock became the main goal. My next dick wasn't for two years. I wanted it so much but the trauma of my first encounter stayed with me. I would play with myself with gay porn all the time but stayed away from the real thing. I had a girlfriend, and my next encounter with cock actually came because of her. Let me know if this is appropriate and if you want more. I'm aware I'm not a great writer. This really is just a journal up to now. I feel my story gets very interesting so hopefully you want to hear more of it. Part 2 is linked here as it has straight sex. Further parts will be all gay and here in this thread.

What a great story. It is a deliberate and purposeful insemination with the object of getting toxic semen into a willing host. Wow. I wonder how may others out there like the way this story is proceeding? I know I do--keep it going.

We are in a very strange situation in Hungary. The lockdown in country is over and in Budapest (where I live) it will be the same soon. There are less than 500 people are died and the number of proved infections is less than 2000. So, it seems that the strict regulations were successful but nobody knows how the virus will increase after the restart. However, as I recognised the gay community didn’t stop in the last weeks, I was getting continuously messages from others wanting sex. I suppose that after the restart I won’t be able to avoid sex. I am curious about your plans. Will you wait until the vaccine or can you imagine to return to gay life before it?

AS they walked away I stood in the isle moth agape and dick hard as a rock. I had a hard on the rest of the day even after jacking off. His son was built like his dad had been at that age. For that matter his dad was still built the same, perfect swimmers body. But JJ had shaggy dirty blond hair and green eyes. Two days passed and my phone buzzed while I was at work. The message read. Got your number from my dad, you free in about an hour? I replied back YES and asked if he needed my address. I got nothing back. I rushed home took a shower and got ready in a pair of ball shorts and a t-shirt. At exactly 1 hour the door bell rang and when I opened the door he was standing there in black short running shorts, the kind with the split that goes up to the waistband and nothing else. He was hot and sweaty. He smiled as he walked in and asked if he could have some water. He followed me to the kitchen and I fixed it form him. After he drank the water, that was a very long silence to me. He looked at me and said so dad says you like to get pissed on and suck dick and that you swallow like a good fag, is that all you do? I hesitated for a second and said I will do what ever you want. He shook his head and said someone trained you well. He looked off out the window for a second or two then without looking at me he said, I'm not like my dad. I'm a little more open minded. He said back in the day he was gay for pay and that he has no need to mess around with anyone now that he is making good money and is married. I said really? He said that's what he says but his assistant at work is hot as fuck and is a couple years older than me so I don't buy it. Before I could respond he just looked at me and said, I'm Bi but I like to fuck around with guys more. You don't have to be gentle and lovey dovey with a guy. You can fuck his brains out and walk away no strings attached and no fucking kids to worry about. He stood up and kicked off his shoes and socks while looking me in the eyes. He said I figure since you like piss you like a little sweat as well so why don't you show me the bath room so I can drop this load of piss all over your ass. On my way taking him to the tub I was pulling off my clothes as fast as I could. No sooner had I stepped in his was pissing on me. Just like his dad it was a long steady stream of piss and now that I was on eye level with it his dick looked bigger. I heard him say fuck yeah, your a nasty little slut, you like this hot piss don't you? I shook my head yes as my mouth was full of his piss. When he finished he stepped in the tub and shoved his dick in my mouth and said suck it bitch and I swallowed as much as I could. He was most defiantly bigger than his dad. It was like he could read my mind and he said its about a inch longer than what dad says his is, think you can handle it? I just dove down deeper and felt his hands on my head as I started to gag. He began face fucking me hard and fast. It was all I could do to catch a breath every once in a while. After a few minutes he shoot his load down into my gut. I felt his dick spasm 8 times. The last one as he was pulling out and I got to taste his cum. Before I could enjoy the cum he started pissing and he held me in place and said drink faggot, drink that piss. I know you want it. When he finished he turned on the shower and washed us off. When we got out he said I don't have time for more tonight but Ill be back tomorrow, I want to fuck that fat ass. He was dressed and out the door be fore I could dry off. Tomorrow is Saturday, I think I will start preparing now! I can't wait....

Grindr hook up - met him in the parklands because he wanted to get fucked outdoors. Young twink, skinny but had a perfect bubble butt. Went behind a tree and i started rimming him, he only sucked my cock for less than a minute before he wanted it up his ass. I gladly obliged the young twink and slid in him raw. Within a minute of fucking him we noticed another guy walk past, the twink said he did invite a few others which i didn't know about. He was a short muscle latino guy with a roughly 7" thick rod. He was already erect and started to rim me while i was plowing the twink. He soon put the head of his cock on my hole and started to push in me, i felt burning sensation and realised he must have put a rubber on. I stopped thrusting the twink, felt behind me for this latinos cock and grabbed it, i said "you fuck me naturally or not at all" as i pulled his condom off. He didn't say anything and pushed back in me and started to pound me and i slid my hard cock back in the twink. Within about 5 min of a chain fuck going i blew my load balls deep into the twink and rested on top of his back while he hunched over standing up and soon after the latino said "im about to cum" and i replied "give it to me" and i felt a warm feeling deep in my ass. The latino then pullled out and zipped up then left. The twink ate my ass and feltched the latinos cum out. I sucked on the twink and he shot immediately down my throat. Was a great night. 😎🐷😈 Only went to get some ass and in the end got a load up my ass and down my throat 😂😂🙊

Love seeing the bottoms ass lips dragging on the shaft of the top or when you can the sloppy ring of the bottoms ass go loose because the cock is big or it is being dp'ed

Under the Covid-19 the high point of the day is putting nipple suckers on inserting a butt plug in my ass then reading stories on BZ and jerking off. Can’t wait for a real live dick in me.

Intrigued. Mike contemplated the ad, he loved the idea, but figured the guy was no where near him. Checking the profile he found the location to be empty. Still he thought, he really liked the idea of what this guy was offering. Deep in his soul he knew this was the next step for him. The offer would give him the chance of know who and when it happened and he really liked the no nonsense clinical aspect of it. Mike figured what the hell, I’ll message the guy and see what happens, most likely will never hear back anyway. Mike clicked on the message button. “Hello, my name is Mike, I saw your ad for insemination services and was very intrigued. I have been Bareback bottoming for guys for a long time now and have so far not contracted anything. I know it’s a matter of time before I’m stung with a viral load. Deep down I truly want to have it happen, but I would like to know when and how it happens. Hope that makes sense. I am not am not looking for this because I feel I deserve it, or because I want to start stealthing other guys. I just know in my heart that this is something I truly desire. I honestly appreciate your clinical approach to helping others. It really strikes a cord with me and I feel like it’s the perfect way for me to be inseminated. I hope to hear back from you in the near future. I can be reached at xxx-xxx-xxxx Thank you for your time and consideration. Mike”

******This is fictional, and in no way is an actual offer. This is for story purposes ONLY!****** "Insemination Service Available" "Looking to be converted? I offer a service that can help you achieve this goal, my service is designed and guaranteed to give you the status you are looking for. My service is not for everyone, I do not do hook-ups, give bug chasers a thrill, or work with individuals that are looking for my special essence for personal vendettas. Everyone has their own road to travel and are looking for their own purpose. I offer the chance to help you achieve this. My Service is 100% natural with full penetration and ejactulation done in a complete clinical setting (Actual Clinic). If this peaks your interest, or speaks to you on a very personal level, please contact me via message. Describe yourself, what you are looking for and why you think my service is right for you (Heavy screening will be done to make sure you are a good fit for this service). Please leave a way to contact you (phone number preferably), if selected, you will be contacted with further instructions for an initial screening."

Some digital cameras allow them to be controlled vi WiFi on your smartphone using an app, so u can see what the camera is seeing (even if you’re bent over, for example 😈) and also adjust focus, exposure and sometimes zoom.

A cameraman helps. What also can help is a remote control, which allows you to position the phone in a stationary place, pose so that what you want to appear is showing on the screen, then trip the button on the remote. (Most smart phone cameras can be controlled by a generic wireless bluetooth remote, available for less than $10 online). Finally: digital pictures don't cost, like film used to. Take a hundred. Even if you discard 98 of them, that's two possibles left over. Then another hundred. All it takes is time and patience.

I find taking lots of pictures helps since once you get a chance to check you may find many are out of focus due to movement, shaking hands or trying to hold the phone at weird angles.

Part 6 - Day 3 At Sea He woke and rolled over on to his stomach looking at the time then rolling on to his back again. Staying like that for a few minutes Luca then jumped out of bed, he was showered and dressed in twenty minutes and went down to breakfast in the Duchess Grill this morning. His parents were already enjoying their breakfast, only James and Liam were sat at the other table in conversation with his mother and father. He was having quite a bit of luck this morning avoiding Ramon and Brad. As much as Luca tried to engage with Liam he still found that Liam showed little interest. He had no way of knowing that this was Liam's way of getting Luca pulled in and he knew it was working. Luca ordered his breakfast "What are you planning to do today?" his father asked when he finished ordering. "Probably go for a run around 11am if your interested?" Luca replied looking at his father. "Yes sounds good, we have the wine tasting at 1pm" Gio replied asking for more coffee. Luca shook his head "No, I got tipsy last time" he said laughing "does that mean party tonight?". Gio laughed and nodded, Luca hated this part of the cruise. His parents always hosted a cocktail party in the evening after the wine tasting in their suite. James listening to their conversation decided he would go to the gym at the same time hoping that Luca would stay on a bit after his father left. Liam stood up and spoke to Luca's parents "Thank you for the invite tonight we will see you at 7pm". Sarah smiled "Yes, although I expect Luca will do his usual and come down 10 minutes before it finishes" she said chuckling. Luca rolled his eyes laughing "Unless I am commanded to attend" he said smiling at Liam waiting for a response. "You are never commanded to appear Luca" Gio replied chuckling "just make an appearance before it finishes". Luca spent an hour walking around the decks and shops then back to his suite to change for the gym meeting his father there they started on a five mile run together. James slipped one of his condoms into his shorts and headed to the gym having given the others the slip. Brad and Oliver had already been to the gym earlier so he knew he wouldn't have to worry about them hovering around. Walking in it was pretty deserted since the weather was so nice, just a few ladies working out and on two running machines were Luca and his father. He quietly worked out for an hour until he saw Gio and Luca running down the speed and stopping. Gio waved to James spotting him on the weights. "You done here Luca I am heading back?" Gio asked towelling his face. Luca took a sip of water "A few more minutes then I will hit the steam room". "Okay" Gio said picking up his water bottle "Will see you this evening" he gave his son a sweaty hug and left. James left the weights and went to the changing room grabbing a fresh towel he undressed and slipped the condom in the fold of the towel and went to the steam room. It was deserted coming up to lunchtime, most of the guests would be heading for food so now was ideal, he only hoped that Luca was indeed going to come. He laid back and enjoyed the aromas of the sandalwood in the male steam room. He looked up hearing the door open and the unmistakable figure of Luca entering taking a seat on the far side away from him. "Finished your work out?" James asked through the mist. Luca couldn't quite see who it was "Who is that?". James shifted around coming in to view "Oh it's you" Luca said feeling a little relieved. James smiled and moved closer "Alone at last" he quietly said with his hand running along Luca's leg. Luca gasped sharply opening his eyes wide and looking at James, he felt powerless listening to and staring at James. Drawn to him he happily allowed James to run his hand up inside his towel cupping his balls and working further down towards his ass. Luca moaned softly, totally aroused he leaned forward and kissed James catching him by surprise. James reciprocated and kissed Luca back hard spearing him with his tongue and kissing him for all his worth. Luca's towel fell away and James grabbed Luca's hand putting it on his cock 'you want that Luca' he asked not waiting for him to respond instead he kissed him hard again. Luca nodded unable to speak with a mouth full James tongue and saliva sloshing around in his mouth. Luca undid the towel exposing James's cock, he gently stroked and rubbed it feeling the precum surfacing quickly. James stood up and retrieved the condom and tore it open. Luca needed no persuading, the heat and scent in the steam room added to the sexual moment. Guided by James he kneeled on the bench and felt the warm saliva dropping on to his hole followed by James's fingers working it in. Luca was thankful that at least he was playing safe, he felt so horny after his exercising. James slipped the condom over his shaft, the pin pricks at the end were indistinguishable to the naked eye. Lining up his cock James gently pushed against Luca's tight hole 'fuck Luca I will come quick your so tight' he said causing Luca to wince and cry in to his towel, he continued jabbing his cock in hard. He stopped and allowed Luca to adjust before pushing again until he was deep inside. Luca whimpered but begged to be fucked. Pulling his cock half out James began to fuck Luca steadily with only half his cock inside. The only thing running through James's head right now was the $10k and breeding this sexy guy. Luca raised his head and James grabbed him around the neck leaning forward they kissed and tongued eagerly for a moment before James let go and went back to the work in hand. Taking a quick look behind him at the door, there was no sign of anyone 'yeah you want fucking Luca?' he asked seeing him nod and hearing the moans. James pushed the full length in and began fucking Luca harder and deeper, one hand holding his waist the other on the shoulder to stop him moving to far forward. Luca was stifling his moans each one getting louder and longer from the intense deep thrusting his ass was receiving. It was by the far the most incredible fuck he ever experienced, none of his previous came anywhere near close to how he was feeling. His mouth full of towel starring at the wall in front of him eyes open wide, James was well versed in fucking giving Luca an ass shattering fuck. Behind him he heard James grunting louder building up his orgasm. Luca was getting to the point where he couldn't take any more, his hand trying to push James off for a moment. James held on to Luca tighter 'if you make me stop we are going to have to start again' he rasped at Luca. Replacing his hand Luca bit down on the towel closing his eyes tight trying to stop himself from moaning loudly, his ass beginning to feel sore for the relentlessness of James. Suddenly he felt James collapse on top, his arms circled around Luca's waist holding him deep on his cock. Luca placed his arm on the slimly wall to stop his head banging against it. The hold on his waist was tight and he felt the pulsing contractions in James's cock. He breathed heavily against Luca's neck moaning and jolting forward deeper, the arms circled around him almost lifting Luca off the bench. James released his hold and stood up right, slowly he pulling his cock out. Looking down there was only a small amount of cum still in the tip of the condom, the rest has been successfully and deviously planted in to Luca. James picked up his towel and slapped Luca's ass hard leaving a red mark 'fuck that was good' James said and left the steam room with Luca still kneeling on all fours. Luca looked around 'selfish bastard' he muttered rather louder than he intended to. He hadn't climaxed and was already coming down his aroused state, wrapping his towel around him he stayed a little longer in the steam angry at James. Luca calmed realising that James probably didn't want to get caught having sex in a public place, come to think of it neither did he. Still it gave the sex an exciting edge and trill thinking they could have been caught. Luca stood up and left the steam room and took a quick shower in the deserted changing room. Walking past the gym again he bumped in to Andre who smiled tapping his watch and winked at him. Despite no longer feeling the urge for sex right now he just didn't know where his desire for Andre came from, he was a sex bomb in his eyes as he was looking forward to his massage again today. Luca spent the time laying out on his balcony rather than the terrace, he looked down several times and saw James laughing and chatting at the pool with Oliver, Brad and Liam. Ramon came out on to the balcony and brought Luca a cold drink then stood chatting to him. Brad seeing this smirked and was sure Luca was doing something with his butler, he couldn't blame him as the certainly looked fit and sexy. The Mediterranean in Luca was beginning to come out the more he sat in the sun, it was like a metamorphosis developing a very natural looking tan. At 5pm Andre appeared at the door of the spa lounge and escorted Luca to the treatment room, he nodded for Luca to get on the table whilst he prepared the oils. Andre stroked Luca's head 'Same as yesterday?' he asked running his hands down Luca's neck and back 'yes' Luca replied. Andre chuckled massaging Luca hearing him moaning freely and muttering 'oh yes' the deeper he worked Luca's muscles. Today the massage was just as incredible but it definitely had a more sensual edge to it. He felt the warm oil being tickled on his lower back, Andre rubbed the oil over his buttocks and fingered his hole gently. His toes wriggled from excitement, Andre climbed on to the bed and laid on top of Luca, slowly and teasingly rubbing his cock over Luca's hole. Gently he pushed allowing the head to penetrate, Luca gasped and moaned his head held down by Andre preventing him from moving too much. His ass still sore from earlier, he wanted to cry out in pain but held himself together until Andre was deep inside and begun his gentle fucking. Soothed by the sexual feeling of Andre's body on top of him, he let himself go and managed to lift his head kissing Andre passionately. They laid joined together for 15 minutes, Andre grinding and pleasuring Luca, his body tingling he quickly pulled out of Luca and ejaculated over Luca's back. Leaning over to grab some tissues he cleared up the mess from Luca's back and left side where his cum was dribbled down. Andre then stopped, he was looking down at Luca's ass. "Did you have sex with someone else today?" Andre asked climbing off Luca. Luca feeling embarrassed looked at Andre "Yes a guest" he replied sheepishly "How..." he paused "how do you know?". Andre smiled "You have cum in your ass a little has seeped out". Luca looked strangely at Andre "They wore a condom I saw them put it on". "It either broke or you were stealthed" Andre said cleaning up the mess around his hole. Luca sat up on the bench "Tampered condom?" he asked "but I saw the condom after there was cum in it". Andre laid Luca down on his back rubbing oil across his chest "Oldest trick in the book". Luca looked concerned but soon forgot as soon as Andre began touching him, his body now enjoying the hands of Andre massaging him again. He loved looking at his perfect body whilst his hand gently caressed Andre's cock through the trousers he put back on. Andre smiled down at him, they kissed several times until his hour was up. Luca declined a massage for the following day, Andre escorted Luca to the spa exit smiling at him saying goodbye. Luca peered in to his parent's suite and saw Ramon and a waiter setting up the cocktail party, still dressed in shorts and t-shirt he went up the stairs and spent some time chatting to his parents as they dressed. Luca went back to his suite and closed the interconnecting door. In his head the thought of James and did he really stealth him deliberately in the steam room on purpose. He couldn't even imagine how to bring the subject up with him for fear of the other guys finding out, and yes, then there was Brad threatening to tell his parents about Ramon. Silly he told himself, Brad had no proof if anything was taking place. He could hear guests arriving next door hearing the chatter getting louder from more people arriving. Luca went upstairs and ran a bath, stripping off he climbed in and relaxed, slowly washing the oils off his body playing with his cock thinking of Andre. It was a very surreal strange feeling, he actually felt more connected with Andre during sex. He knew it was down to Andre not wearing a condom and how different it felt and how much more of a turn on it was. Suddenly he sat up in the bath, his neck, chin and lips received the full force of his ejaculation. Giggling he cleaned himself up, even for Luca this was a new low, sitting in a bath with his own cum in the water. Drying himself off and walking in to the bedroom it was already 7.30pm, he grabbed some underwear and socks then found a shirt to wear. "Good evening" Ramon called entering the suite and climbing the stairs. "Evening Ramon" Luca replied sitting on the bed buttoning up his shirt and looked over when he appeared. Ramon grinned reaching the top of the stairs "Can I turn down your bed Luca?". Luca nodded and stood up "Of course" he replied but Ramon grabbed his arm "No Ramon, I am not in the mood". Ramon looked at Luca "Well I am" he said dragging Luca to the dressing room. Luca tried to protest but Ramon kissed him silencing his words, unlike the other kisses this one was more of a real kiss that lasted several minutes. He felt the hands pushing his shoulders down, resistance crumbling he fell to his knees and took Ramon's cock out and got to work. Brad casually walked over to Sarah "Is Luca attending the party?". "Not sure Brad, he might appear just before the end" she replied "See if you can drag him here for a drink". Brad laughed "Through there?" he asked pointing to the door watching Sarah nod. Brad put his glass down and opened the door closing it behind him, he stood there for a moment but could hear nothing. Luca he called out in a hushed tone climbing the stairs listening, faintly he could hear moaning coming from the partly closed sliding doors in to the dressing room. Walking over and peering through the little gap he could see Luca on his knees and two hands holding his head. Brad slid the doors open "Busted" he announced seeing the look of fright on Luca and shock on Ramon's face. Luca stopped sucking "I didn't tell you to stop" Ramon said forcing Luca to continue seeing the smile on Brad's face. Brad leaned against the door frame watching "Slap his head if he isn't doing it right" he suggested to Ramon. "Ahh yes" Ramon said holding Luca's head still ejaculating in to his mouth looking down at him. Brad smiled "Nice job Luca" he said watching Ramon put his cock away and return to turning down the bed. Luca stood up "What the fuck are you doing in here?" he asked sounding angry and worried. Brad moved towards Luca "Taking you to the party, shame we don't have time for you to blow me". "You have a very talented mouth Luca" Brad said standing in front of Luca "I can't wait until you put it around my cock" he laughed. Luca stood there unable to say anything, he tuned and grabbed trousers and put them on. He couldn't face Brad knowing that he was now stuck with having to do what Brad wanted otherwise he would tell his parents. Luca felt like a slut trying to dress, he just couldn't keep his eyes off Brad though, questioning if he did fancy him and if so maybe it wasn't a bad thing. Ramon appeared advising he was heading back to party, Brad put his arm across preventing Luca from leaving. Luca looked at Brad and his wicked grin, he moved closer to Brad who quickly put his arm around Luca. Their lips touched then parted, madly kissing each other aggressively like they both wanted it. Luca tried to play it cool wanting Brad so badly now, could it be that he reminded him so much of Mark and the time lost at university? Luca put his shoes on and looked up at Brad "You won't tell my parents anything?". "I don't think I will need tell them" Brad replied smiling and stroking Luca's face "Ready?". Luca stood up "If I must" he said "you have no idea how much I hate these parties". Luca knew what Brad meant, they had one more quick kiss then went downstairs. Brad and Luca walked in to the party to the delight of his parents. He joined them for a glass of champagne and kept looking at Brad who carried on as if nothing had happened. The other three guys smiled at Luca when he arrived at the party, Luca had no idea that James had told the rest of the guys of their steamy sex earlier that day claiming his reward. Luca gave James a few glances during dinner, another surprise Luca hadn't expected was they all dined together on one table. Brad used the entire meal to play footsie with Luca, he was in very good spirit and on form with his humour, driven on knowing that Luca was responding to him.

Hadn't left home for 5 days to flatten that curve! But I was feeling stir crazy so I "had to run by the office". Johanna opened the door after a couple of knocks. She was in a t-shirt and nothing there. We walked back to her bedroom in hey generic apartment and made rona smalltalk as I got undressed. We warmed up under the covers for a minute. I sucked on and squeezed her fake tits. She stuck a finger in my asshole and I pulled towards her. It's been a while white boy. You're still my bitch. I didn't answer as she pressed the head of her uncut cock against my asshole as she spooned me from behind. She reached over to her nightstand for lube and pushed it into me with 2 fingers. She withdrew them and slid her slicked cock inside me bareback. I gasped but she started pumping. I missed this ass white boy. I rolled into my belly. She was all the way inside fucking me shallow then with long strokes. After a few minutes she flipped me over, throwing my legs over her shoulders. "Mmm yes I'm your bitch." She sucked on my tongue and increased her pace. "Breed my white ass." She obliged. Cumming deep in me and staying inside while she softened and emptied all of her cum inside me. "You want a shower"she asked as her hard, creamy cock slipped out of my anus.

Part 5 - Day 2 At Sea Nothing but sea, that was all Luca could see now looking out of the window putting his socks and trainers on. He descended the stairs and unlocked the door to his parents suite joining them for breakfast. Ramon was busy laying up the dining table with an assistant. Luca felt a little embarrassed after last night antics with him. Ramon looked up and held a chair for Luca to join his parents, they kissed wishing each other good morning. Luca made eye contact with Ramon and sat at the chair Ramon had pulled out for him. "Good morning sir" Ramon said acting all normal "Did you have a good sleep?" Luca smiled "Morning Ramon, yes a great nights sleep" he said watching Ramon place the napkin on his lap. Ramon handed him a menu "Well if there is anything I can do to make you more comfortable please ask sir". "Thank you" Luca said opening the menu and trying to figure out if there was another meaning to his words. "What are you planning to do today Luca?" his mother asked picking up her cup of coffee. Luca shrugged his shoulders "I might sit in the sun and read my book for a while". Gio finished ordering breakfast "There is a talk at 11am about Forensic Science if your interested". Luca ordered his breakfast with fixed eyes on Ramon "No, I am all lectured out for the moment". Gio laughed "Make sure you put sun screen on Luca, we have some in our bathroom". "Thanks I will do" Luca replied quietly inhaling Ramon's scent as he poured coffee for him. "I might even go check out the gym later" Luca said out of the blue stunning his parents. "Gym" his mother repeated "what work out?" she asked looking surprised. Luca burst out laughing "Not work out just run a few miles". Gio chuckled "Just don't turn in to a gym rat Luca, your physique is fine". The family enjoyed a leisurely breakfast and chatting. Ramon checking on them every 15 minutes whilst he and the cabin steward cleaned Luca's suite. To Luca's relief there was no awkwardness this morning and Ramon went around doing his business. Luca returned to his suite to find Ramon replacing the fruit bowl. Ramon looked up and smiled "I will be finished in a moment" he said then glanced behind him "Luca". Luca sat on the sofa watching him "Where is the gym I couldn't find it yesterday?". "Deck 7 forward near the spa" Ramon replied "Your father is right though don't ruin your physique". Luca chuckled "Do you hear everything?" he asked standing up and heading towards the stairs. Ramon cut off his path and planted a kiss on Luca's mouth "It is my business to know you inside and out". Luca stood there frozen to the spot feeling movement down below, not now he thought glancing down at his semi hard cock under his shorts. Climbing the stairs he licked his lips and watched Ramon taking the old fruit, he turned looking at Luca then winked and left the suite. Luca dressed in his bathing shorts and t-shirt, grabbed his book and sunglasses the went back to his parents suite to fetch the sunscreen. Deciding on a couple of hours in the sun reading then he would then go find the gym and maybe book a massage whilst there. He only managed to read one chapter then found himself unable to concentrate from the wave of tiredness that came over him. Putting the book down he lowered the back of the sunbed, laying down he closed his eyes resting them, enjoying the tranquillity. He must have dozed off and woke hearing laughter coming from the pool. Raising his head it was strange seeing some of the people who stood there the evening before dressed for sail away, now they were half clad soaking up the sun. Luca stood and looked over the railings to the lower aft deck which was packed. Thank god they had the Duchess terrace for suite guests giving them more space and privacy. Turning back around he caught a glimpse of Oliver and Brad sitting at the bar on the other side of the deck. Fortunately his sunglasses affording him the ability to look but without them knowing, Oliver was staring back at him and Brad had turned to the bartender to order a drink. Stupidly Oliver had let on what Luca was drinking the night before boasting how he had got him alone for 5 minutes. Luca walked back to his sunbed and laid down, Brad slipped off the bar stool with two drinks. "Back in a moment" he said to Oliver showing him the drink and giving a cheeky grin. Oliver tried to grab Brad but he was too far out of his reach "Hey that's not playing fair". "You should be more careful what you tell us Olly" Brad replied casually walking off in Luca's direction. "Morning" Brad said sitting on the sunbed next to Luca "Brought you a cold drink you look a little hot" he said giving Luca his best smile. Luca lowered his sunglasses "Morning, Brad isn't it?" he asked accepting the drink "Thank you". "Isn't this just perfect" Brad announced clearly looking at Luca who took a gulp of his drink "sun, sea and not a care in the world". "Hell" Luca exclaimed looking at Brad "What the fuck mate it's got alcohol in". Brad chuckled "I heard you like vodka and coke with plenty of ice" he replied "and it is nearly lunchtime". Luca smiled admiring Brad's body and thinking of Mark "That maybe but I don't drink during the day". Oliver looked on annoyed that he revealed too much last night. He begun to look a little worried seeing Brad and Luca laughing and chatting, they then stood up and jumped in the pool swimming around together. Luca climbed out of the pool after twenty minutes and returned to his sunbed alone. Brad had a very charismatic charm about him, what shocked Luca the most was how direct his innuendos were clearly indicating he wanted Luca in bed. Luca skipped lunch and went up to find the gym. Passing the spa he looked at the display board showing the crew who manned the spa, his eye taken by the one of the massage therapists called Andre from Vilnius in Lithuania. The head shot showed his blue eyes, blond hair and hard jaw line that accentuated and lifted his looks in to a soft state, almost like 'I am a good boy really' kind of way. Luca walked up to the reception and asked if they had any appointments for a massage later. He booked the 5pm slot and shown the therapy lounge where he should be five minutes before his appointment. Straight away Luca found the gym, plugging in his headphone he set off for a 5 mile run. His thoughts though turned back to Brad and that beautiful solid build he had. After showering he joined his parents for afternoon tea in the Duchess Grill lounge. Luca's real downfall in life was scones and Assam tea, his most favourite part of travelling on Dranuc Lines. His mother told him that he needed to be dressed in formal dinner wear by 8pm for cocktails in the Duchess Grill lounge with the captain. Luca kissed his mother and father and set off to get ready for his massage. Placing his clothes in the locker and securing the robe around him Luca took a seat in the therapy lounge. He was still a few minutes early and grabbed a cup of iced water sitting back down when he heard the a deep voice calling his name at the door. Luca looked up at the six foot two inches of blond muscle standing at the door, he looked just like his picture but never did he expect the Lithuanian to be so tall or muscled. Andre smiled as Luca stood up and shook his hand rather too tightly and firm. He could have sworn he saw a mischievous smirk on Andre's face as he turned and lead Luca to the treatment room. Walking in there was little light coming through the closed blind over the window that looked out to sea, Andre changed the sign on the door to engaged, closing the door he turned and smiled at Luca. "Hang your robe there and put the towel around you" Andre instructed Luca Luca wrapped the skimpy towel around him an Andre asked "Any where in particular I need to work on?". Luca laid on the table "No not really, just a good going over". He could see the smile broaden on Andre's face "All over?" he asked again turning to watch Luca settle. Luca rested his head through the hole settling down, discreetly he undid the towel so that is just rested across his ass and repositioned his cock which was already showing signs of stirring. Facing the floor with the biggest smile on his face Andre asked what scented oil he preferred. Luca lifted his head and saw Andre had taken his top off and was bare chested. His cock immediately went full throttle seeing the adonis body standing there, clearly underneath his flimsy trousers he could see that Andre had no underwear on. Luca suggested a bergamot and lavender. Andre turned and mixed the oils allowing Luca time to look over his incredible back that looked so soft and smooth. Placing his head back in the hole facing the floor he closed his eyes 'hell not now' he thought feeling the precum leaking on the towel under him. He felt the warm hands touching his shoulders dispersing the oil, gradually the hands showed their full worth. Andre worked over his upper body and arms. Luca was leaking precum like it was going out of fashion. It had happened a couple of other times when getting a massage but never to this extent. The hands were strong and had the ability to make Luca moan several times the lower they went. Every time Andre leant forward to massage his lower back he made deliberate brushing movements with his cock, almost to the point of grinding it against Luca's head. Luca felt it every time and knew Andre was getting harder the more it brushed him. Suddenly Andre stopped and Luca was about to raise his head put Andre held his head down 'don't move' he said soothingly. He felt Andre folding the towel in half exposing more of his lower half. He gasped quietly feeling the warm oil trickling along his legs. Luca wanted to bang his legs hard on the table, the touch and sensation of Andre holding his legs giving them a deep tissue massage. He was getting to the point where he couldn't take any more, he really wanted to turn over and masturbate hoping it would then allow him to enjoy the massage more. Luc couldn't help it, he moaned in pleasure feeling the hands ran along the inside of his upper legs. Waiting for the hand to stop their journey upwards his eyes were half closed and moaning constantly. Andre looked down and desperately wanted to kiss the young body, he continued up and rubbed Luca's ass squeezing each cheek at first then massaging them almost like he was teasing Luca. Luca raised and head and looked at Andre "Sorry you did say all over" he said removing the towel completely. "Uhh" Luca laid his head down to the side holding on to the table "I didn't think you meant that". Andre continued massaging his ass cheeks "Tell me if you want me to stop". Luca stared at the wall and cabinet to his side trying to take his mind off things by reading the row of oil bottles. In his state he could really feel the sexual way his ass was being massaged. Suddenly Luca gasped feeling Andre's hands pulling his cheeks apart then spreading them. His rational thought was saying you must tell him to stop. Rational lost out the more Andre massaged. Slowly Andre repositioned himself so he was standing in front of Luca's face. In one very deliberate movement Andre pushed his crotch in to Luca's face allowing him to feel how hard his cock was. Luca's instinct took over and he pulled Andre's trousers down, straight away he had a mouth full of his cock. At the same time Andre slipped an oiled finger between Luca's ass cheeks and gently pushed it in. Luca wriggled his legs shocked at what was happening. "Gražus berniukas" Andre said "pretty boy, noriu su tavimi mylėtis, I want to make love to you". Luca pulled away from Andre's cock "When?" he asked thinking how much a slut he must look right. Andre smiled "Čia ir dabar, here now" he replied slipping out of his trousers. Luca found his head pushed back in to the hole facing the floor. Andre climbed on the table and laid on top of Luca. His eyes were open wide trying to figure out if this really was happening, the weight of the muscled body on top of him soon gave him the answer. He wanted Andre so badly. Like a hand fitting a glove, Andre raised his hips and glided his cock sweetly in to Luca's ass. Luca gasped feeling the cock penetrating his ass, the mild discomfort he felt soon diminished remembering who actually was on top of him. Panic rose and he raised his head 'condom' Luca said. Andre kissed his cheek 'I won't cum in you' he replied then using his hand he pushed Luca's head back in to the hole and held him there. His moans were quiet and directed downwards, Andre was so gentle with him and he felt no pain only pleasure that seemed to exude from Andre into him. This was the first time a man had entered him without a condom, freaking at first he found the subtle difference amazing. He could feel the warm breath of Andre on his neck, his ass was connected to Andre's cock just as nature had intended. The full seven inches of Andre's cock was buried deep in side Luca grinding away at his ass, he could feel the tenseness and release with each deep penetrating move. Andre had never felt such an urge to make love, but somehow this sweet sexy guy was broke all his professionalism. Andre lifted Luca's head and kissed him 'Tu tokia seksuali' he said looking Luca in the eye 'so sexy'. Luca had no time to react and moaned a little louder as Andre hit home hard several times then pulled his cock out ejaculating his seed all over Luca's ass and hole. Andre jumped off the table and grabbed some tissues cleaning up the mess he had made on Luca's ass. The temptation for Andre was there, using his finger he pushed some of his cum towards Luca's hole and worked it in. Luca realising grabbed his hand and laughed 'stop it' he said holding his hand out for tissue. Luca sat up and cleaned the mess up he had made. He never felt his own orgasm, so lost in the moment enjoying Andre fucking him so tenderly. Andre looked at the clock "You still have 15 minutes lay back down" he said rubbing oil on his hands. Luca laid back down "Can you do my shoulders please" he asked putting his head back in the hole. Andre put his trousers on and stood in front of Luca, he lifted his head up and Andre lowered his trousers wanting Luca to suck his cock as he massaged him. He could taste the remnants of Andre's orgasm his mouth working delicately along the semi hard cock. Playfully Luca would run his teeth over the head of Andre's cock ever so often, Andre responding each time by slipping a finger in to Luca's ass or squeezing his ass cheeks hard. Andrew pulled away 'Times up' he said kneeling down and kissing Luca delicately. He showered and changed in to his clothes and walked out through to the reception. Andre handed him an appointment card "I have booked you in tomorrow at 5pm to work on your front". Luca took the card "Thank you Andre, I feel so much better" he said smiling and walking out of the spa. Back in his suite Luca sat on the bed looking out of the windows at the Duchess Grill terrace, contemplating what just happened, the hot Lithuanian masseur had given him more than be went there for. Putting the appointment card on the dressing table Luca was feeling quite excited at the prospect of another massage tomorrow. Luca laid back on his bed and masturbated imagining Andre not pulling out when he orgasmed. Luca showered properly washing all the oil off his skin, every time he caught a waft of the scent it made him hard. It was already 7pm and Luca was trying to decide which tuxedo to wear for the evening. It was the welcome on board formal night with captain's cocktail party so he needed to dress smart. Socks and under was the easy part and he was already wearing those when the doorbell rang and Ramon entered the suite. "Luca are you in?" Ramon called from downstairs. He leaned over the staircase "Yes I am upstairs dressing for dinner" he replied "well trying to". "I will help you" Ramon said reaching the top of the stairs looking spectacular in his butler formal wear. Luca smiled "Thanks I need some help" he said going back in to the dressing room. Ramon followed him and sniffed the air then Luca "You have been to the spa" he remarked sensually. Luca felt a strange feeling of the dynamics between them changing. Despite being his butler Ramon was clearly in charge of Luca and he knew it. Ramon leaned behind Luca and closed the door, he felt the arms on his shoulders pushing him down to his knees 'You know what to do' Ramon said undoing the zipper on this trousers, looking up Ramon looked so sexy and had a twinkle in his eyes. Twenty minutes later Luca walked out with his trousers, shirt and bow tie on. Ramon followed him out carrying the tuxedo jacket. He helped Luca in to the jacket and straightened everything up then kissed him on the lips 'wait there' he said disappearing in to the dressing room again. "Luca" his mother called out to him and walked up the stairs in her evening gown "are you ready yet?". "Nearly" Luca replied almost panicking knowing Ramon was in the dressing room. Ramon appeared carrying a lint roller "Good evening madam you look very elegant". Sarah smiled and twirled "Thank you Ramon" she looked at Luca "perfect choice Luca". Ramon used the roller over the shoulder and sleeves sneaking glances at Luca "Dressed and ready madam". Luca smiled "Thank you Ramon" he said watching Ramon nod and wish them a great evening. Sarah waited until Ramon left the suite "He is the best butler we have ever had". Luca smiled and agreed taking his mothers arm and walking down the stairs and meeting his father. The cocktail party was very amiable and Luca found himself hogged by the four American guys, each one discreetly flirting with him and trying to get him to drink more champagne. Luca though had control on his intake and refused each glass they tried to get him to drink. Shortly before the party ended the captain introduced the senior officers and most importantly the group of butlers who looked after the guests in the Duchess Grill. Oliver, James and Liam clapped loudly when Glen their butler was introduced. Brad however had noticed how Luca and Ramon looked at each other when he was introduced. Luca's parents chatted with the captain now the party was winding down. Brad clinked his glass with Luca's and winked at him. "What was that for?" Luca asked slightly confused at Brad's manner. Brad grinned and noticed that Ramon was looking in their direction "Your fucking with the butler" he whispered. Luca nearly spat his drink out "Why on earth would you say that?" he asked looking at Brad mildly amused. Brad just smirked "Yeah, your definitely doing it with him" he replied chuckling staring into Luca's eyes. Luca was uncomfortable being outed so easily "What makes you think I am gay". Brad sipped his champagned "Come back to my suite after dinner I will make you gay if your not already". Luca put his glass down on the table "Suppose you are right, why would I fuck with you?". Brad leaned in "If you don't then I tell your parents your fucking the help" he whispered then left Luca. He had no time to answer Brad back, if only he knew Luca thought to himself catching a faint whiff of the bergamot and lavender reminding him of Andre. His mother called to him for dinner and Luca walked across the bar area worried if Brad really was the type of person to tell his parents. He had no proof though, still Brad certainly did appeal to him. Maybe sex with Brad wasn't a bad thing to experience, he was very cocky, arrogant and totally sure of himself, and that smile could knock you over. Annoyingly Luca's parents were getting on really well with the four guys chatting constantly over dinner and what to try off the menu. Brad kept glancing at Luca and nodding to his parents, Luca would mouth the word 'fuck off' back to Brad. He was doing it deliberately just to see Brad's very devilish sexy smirk. Luca knew that a couple of times Brad had been caught by James as he would suddenly flinch then James would look at Luca and wink. The only one of the group that hadn't flirted with him was Liam, secretly he was the one that Luca really fancied but why he just couldn't fathom that out. He was in no doubt the guys were way more experienced in sex than he was. Going with any of them would put him way out of his depth, yet he was definitely not adverse to the idea. Luca stopped looking at the other table and focused on eating his dinner. Deliberately Luca stayed with his parents all evening keeping a low profile and returning to his suite just after midnight. He locked the door and turned in for the night.

The first time I ever took a cock at the baths when it was too dark to see the guy. All I could make out was outlines. I was in the maze at Midtowne Spa in Dallas (RIP). I was near a dead end when I came across a guy. I knelt down, and he let me suck him. He wouldn't go any further until we were alone (other people kept passing by). Once we were, he reached down, pulled me up, and pushed me all the way back to the dead end. He turned me to face the wall and pulled my towel off. He slid into me hard without even checking if I was lubed up (I was - just a little but fortunately enough). He plowed me long and hard until I felt him shove all the way in. Then his cock started to throb and pulse inside of me. I swear I actually felt the cum shooting inside. He stayed in until he started to go soft. When he slipped out, I turned around, dropped to my knees, and cleaned him off.

Part 3 - Departing With Style and Sophistication Luca woke and pulled the duvet up around him snuggling in the luxurious bedding of the Four Seasons New York, his feet ached from so much walking and sightseeing. The past three days they had covered the whole of Manhattan island visiting all the hotspots on the must see list. He ran a hot bath and climbed in letting his feet soak a while, thankful that at least he now had seven days of relaxing coming up. Deciding he would get a good book from the library on board and find a quiet part of the ship. Luca finished drying himself and walked back in to the bedroom getting dressed for breakfast, he wandered over to the window and smiled at the view. His room looked out to Upper Bay and Brooklyn, immediately he saw the imposing site of the ship berthed at Brooklyn. The unmistakable red funnel, white and dark blue hull stood out against the grey coloured buildings surrounding the area. This was going to be his first time on Queen of the Seas, having travelled on Princess of the Seas many times growing up. The Queen was much larger and specifically built for transatlantic runs between New York and Southampton. Retaining the elegance of the golden era of transatlantic travel by sea. Luca picked up his key card and left the room to join his parents in the restaurant, greeting them he sat down ordering coffee, cereal and fruit. "What time are we leaving?" Luca asked his parents after having a sip of coffee. Gio looked up "Dranuc are sending a car to pick us up at 11.30 and we sail at 5pm" he replied. Luca looked surprised "A car?" he questioned "they have never sent a car before" he remarked to his father. "We have adjoining duplex suites, apparently that is what they do on this type of journey" Gio said smiling. Luca nodded "Are they different from the Penthouse suites we normally have?" he asked nibbling on his muesli. Sarah chuckled "These have two floors on the aft end overlooking the Duchess Grill terrace" she replied. Luca liked the idea since it sounded like he would have a private quiet area in his own suite to chill out in. Finishing breakfast it was already 10.30am and Luca went back to his room and finished packing. He was downstairs in the lobby at 11.15 waiting for his parents who arrived shortly after. The car arrived promptly and they departed the hotel setting off towards Brooklyn Cruise terminal across the bay. The first taxi arrived just before midday at the terminal, Liam and Oliver stepped out and paid the driver. The porters came over to collect their luggage and take it away for screening and loading on to the ship. Behind their taxi a limousine pulled up and two of the bell hops from the ship dressed in their red jackets, black trousers and red pill box hat immediately approached and opened the doors for the occupants. Hearing their names Oliver and Liam looked in the opposite direction and saw James and Brad exiting from a taxi that had pulled up in front of theirs. They watched Brad trying to get organised which was turning in to a comedy show unsure which bag to carry and which to give to the porters. Sometimes Oliver wondered how hard it was for people to get out a taxi with their hand luggage and travel documents to hand. It was Liam who nudged Oliver and said he was not going to be in the security queue behind Brad. Oliver agreed saying how Brad was one of those that had to go through three or four times as he was so disorganised. The both looked at each other and laughed, it was what made Brad so likeable though. Oliver turned his focus back to the limousine seeing an attractive looking woman in her 40's exit followed by a tall dark very masculine looking Italian gentleman also in his 40's. They both looked at each other nodding to signify they would definitely do him. Liam said they probably had brats in the car as well. Sure enough the woman turned talking to the occupant of the car as they began to exit. Luca was getting his passport out when his mother Sarah called for him to hurry up. Shuffling over the seat and grabbing his ruck sack he climbed out of the limo. "Holy shit" Liam quietly explained almost dying from love. Oliver looked quietly for a moment "Wow" he replied completely stunned "how old do you reckon?" he asked unable to take his eyes off Luca. "Old enough I bet" Liam replied looking at Oliver then chuckling "You are already planning your wedding". Oliver play punched Liam "Fuck off" he said laughing as James and Brad approached them. Oliver couldn't stop looking at the incredibly sexy looking guy. Brad made a quiet woof sound spotting Luca walking with what obviously were his parents. The family walked in to the terminal building ahead of them whilst they debated if he was gay. Inside the terminal building they were directed to priority check-in, both parties taking separate queues. Luca and his parents went straight to the front and started the check-in formalities. The terminal was noisy with hundreds of passengers waiting to check-in. Only the priority queues were being processed, Luca looked across the queues and instantly his eyes clocked the guy who was looking directly at him. Luca pretended he was just glancing and looked in several different directions, hoping to give the impression that he hadn't noticed the guy looking at him. Returning his focus to the check-in agent he afforded himself a little smirk, so gay he thought to himself. The bell hops stood to the side engaging in conversation with the family. Liam prodded Oliver in the side 'check-in' he said and the four of them moved to a desk 3 down from where the family stood. Luca looked over and this time caught Brad's eye, he now guessed that the four of them must be gay and travelling with their partners. It wasn't the first time Luca noticed gay couples travelling on Dranuc Line. Luca looked back at the desk to have his photo taken, god how he longed to be able to travel like that with a partner by his side. Taking his passport from the check-in agent the bell hops escorted Luca and his parents through the terminal. Passing the guys Luca took one last sneaky glance and again clocked eyes with Oliver who had finished his check-in and now discreetly watched Luca. His gaze returned forward as they cleared security and boarded the ship. Their butler Ramon was waiting at the gangway just after they scanned their cards marking them on board, Ramon accompanied them with the bell hops to their suites. Again they were waiting for Brad to finish check-in fumbling around with his passport, they headed to security with Liam and Oliver giggling having got in front of Brad. To their surprise Brad got through security on the first pass of the detector. Proceeding on board unaided until they reached the gangway where Glen the butler stood in the lobby, noticing the yellow priority card being carried by Liam he immediately went over and escorted them to the royal suites. Luca shuffled around the suite watching Ramon the butler unpacking his belongings. Ramon was in his mid twenties, the same height as Luca and he seemed to be packing a very tight muscular body. It was hard to tell through his butler jacket but his body really did look firm and looked after. Ramon was Filipino with black hair and brown eyes, making conversation with Luca unpacking the suitcase asking where he wanted things stored. Luca could have sworn he spotted tattoos on the arms when Ramon reached up to hang his dinner jacket. Luca enchanted by the sweet nature of him shook his head, he stood up and went through the interconnecting door to his parents suite. Ramon had already unpacked his parents cases and poured them a glass of champagne, Ramon appeared and poured a glass for Luca then returned to his duties smiling at Luca on his way out. Luca had a quick look around the duplex that was very similar to his, the lounge, dining area, guest bathroom and butler pantry were all downstairs then a sweeping staircase led to the upper level with the bedroom, main bathroom and dressing room. Just like his suite there was a treadmill for working out that overlooked the expansive windows to the terraces and aft end of the ship. Luca walked back down the staircase to join his parents. Sarah looked up "Okay darling?" she asked putting her glass down on the table. "Yes fine. Just looking forward to relaxing" Luca replied sitting next to her. "Have you heard from Mark?" his mother asked "Is he definitely coming out to Tuscany?". Luca smiled and nodded "Yes, he messaged me yesterday, his flight is booked for the 28th July" he replied. Sarah patted his leg "Good, I will let Rosita know we have a guest for a few weeks". In truth Luca was looking forward more to Tuscany, it had always been a happy place to go when growing up and it was where he learnt Italian over the years. Gio was keen Luca could should speak Italian instead of German or French. He was okay with the language but not fluent by any means. Ramon appeared and apologised for interrupting and informing them that lunch was available in the Duchess Grill. Deciding to forego a big lunch they requested a light pasta lunch in their suite. Luca left his suite exploring the ship, starting from the grand lobby he wandered through the public rooms. Working his way up he came across the library and choose a book that would keep him occupied for the next seven days. Reading the back cover he noticed a set of eyes watching him through the bookshelf briefly before moving along. He continued reading the back cover, his mind elsewhere wondering if was going to get the time to read or was there to be many distractions on board. From what he had seen so far wandering around he decided to take the book. So far he had come across mostly older men with their wives and children, giving his suite number to the librarian he walked out and took a stroll around the deck. After emergency drills were complete Luca and his parents proceeded to the outside aft deck. They joined the throng of passengers mingling and talking making new friends and holding champagne. Dead on 5pm the ships horn blasted three times and Queen of Seas slipped her moorings, the bow thrusters kicked in pushing her away from the berth at Brooklyn. Slowly at first the view of Brooklyn and Lower Manhattan began to fall behind them. Everybody seemed in high spirits and taking photographs of the Manhattan skyline and Statue of Liberty. High from life passengers were talking loudly, Luca spotted the four guys who were laughing and chatting with what looked like two more gay couples. Luca looked up to the sky as the first cooling breeze of sea air ran across his face providing a nice relief from the stifling heat of the city. He couldn't help but study and watch everything Luca did, Oliver was fast finding him an obsession. Oliver's distraction did not go unnoticed by Brad and Liam. Sadly Luca only stayed on deck for 20 minutes then headed back to his suite. Taking his shirt off he opened the balcony doors, being one deck up it actually gave him a better view of New York. Liam nudged Oliver and nodded in the direction of the aft suites. Oliver got his phone out and zoomed the camera in taking a nice shot of Luca half naked gazing away at the distant views. Showered and dressed Luca sat in his parents suite, Ramon appeared with canapes and poured them a glass of champagne. Looking out the windows the New York skyline was getting smaller, his thoughts interrupted by Ramon handing him his glass. Ramon remarked how that sight never get tiring, he looked at Luca and smiled a bid him a good evening then left. Walking to the Duchess Grill restaurant just before 8pm for dinner, Luca opened his eyes in amazement at the gold, red and grey colour scheme of the restaurant. Reserved only for suite guests it had an opulent décor with oversized chairs, the Maître D' escorted them to their table. Situated in a section of the restaurant with only two other tables, one occupied by an American couple, the other set up for four persons but yet unoccupied. Luca sat facing inwards so he could see the rest of the restaurant from his position, the round table was large enough to seat six comfortably so the three of them had plenty of room. Luca busied himself reading through the menu trying to decide what to have for dinner. Oliver greeted the Maître D' who escorted the four of them over to their table. Immediately Oliver smiled hoping their direction was the table next to the cute guy, he didn't need to hope. The Maître D' and waiters came over pulling the chairs out, Oliver took a seat facing directly towards Luca. Brad passed Oliver and muttered 'so obvious' then chuckled taking his seat. The four of them said good evening to Luca's parents. They responded and Luca looked up from the menu starring straight at Oliver, almost sure his face went bright red feeling flushed. Great he muttered under his breath returning to his menu. "Luca, manners!" his father exclaimed. Luca looked up at the four sitting opposite him "Sorry father, good evening" he politely said. Annoyingly his parents started engaging in conversation with the guys. Luca listened to them talking, his eyes though were focused on Brad who he had not noticed before now. Strange how he thought of Mark, there was a striking resemblance between them both in looks and mannerisms. The conversation paused to order dinner then quickly resumed with James taking the lead. The conversation flitted between how many voyages and where to and proper introductions were made. It mostly went around the usual topics that Luca had been through so many times on board a ship when meeting new people. It didn't take Luca to focus back to Oliver who kept taking secret glances at him, Luca found it amusing and didn't mind at all since this Oliver guy was actually pretty attractive. "So is this a business trip or a holiday?" James asked Gio. Gio smiled "Pleasure trip for Luca, he has just graduated from university" he said proudly. "Congratulations Luca" James said which was echoed by the other three men. "We must have a drink together sometime and toast your success" Oliver chipped in. Half expecting dinner to be uncomfortable he was pleasantly surprised that once food was served the fleeting glances from Oliver stopped. Instead it was his turn to study the four men carefully, convinced they were definitely gay he was actually warming to them the more they spoke. After dinner Luca's parents were heading off to the Duchess Room to listen to the live band, Luca decided to head back to his suite and retrieve the book then find somewhere out of the way to sit and read for a while. Politely he said good night to the guys and went on his way. Brad turned to Oliver "$100 whoever nails him" he said quietly smirking. Liam nearly choked on his water "Don't be silly, $1k at least. You see how hot he is" he replied chuckling. Brad put his hand out towards Liam and James knocked it out of the way "$5,000 if I stealth him" he intervened. Liam shook his head "No, how about $10k who ever gets him in bed without a rubber?" he suggested. Oliver laughed "You might as well pay me now" he said as they shook hands agreeing their wager. Brad sat back in his chair and smiled "Game on" he said picking up his glass of wine. "Considering there is little else worthy of our attention" Liam said quietly looking around "game on". James chuckled "Target acquired" he said agreeing "what if he is isn't gay?" he then asked. Liam laughed "I am sure if all else fails Brad will rape him" he said in a hushed tone. Brad smiled "Yeah, would love to feel him squirm and wriggle trying to escape me". "Enough" James said staring at the three "Fair game, no forcing and no drugging Brad" he said. "What do you mean?" Brad asked all innocently with puppy eyes. James rolled his eyes "I know you brought some on board in the eye drop bottle" he explained smiling. "Dam" Brad said smirking "I didn't think you noticed" he burst out laughing. Oliver put his napkin on the table "Just remember his parents are on board as well" he said warning them. Liam chuckled "And after the winner we all still get to breed him at least once". "Absolutely" James replied "not letting this cutie pass by without dipping in". Brad leaned forward "What is your plan of attack?" he asked the guys. Oliver stood up "That Brad I am not telling any of you" he said smiling watching the others stand up. Leaving the restaurant Oliver on one hand was already trying to formulate a plan to get the sexy young Luca in bed. On the other hand no one had ever made his head turn in this way before, doubting if what they done was a good idea Oliver left the guys who went to the theatre whilst he found the Balmoral lounge, a nice quiet bar.

I was in my late 20's he was 20, straight, with a 9 inch cock, big balls and would do everything but fuck or get fucked. I asked him one night to piss on my. He smiled took me to the bathtub and pissed on me and in my mouth. The hole time calling me a dirty fucking fag, and a piece of shit. I loved it. After that it was a regular thing till he moved on.

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4. The rest of the afternoon wasn't that interesting for Dan, although his dick was constantly getting hard from thinking about the gym showers and Tony. That boy was horse-hung, good looking, nice AND wild! Damn was he a knockout. Rick had some sort of meeting in the evening, although it was Saturday, so at around 7, he left and said he wasn't gonna be home until 10. Tony and Dan were sitting in the living room and talking a little. Talking about how it works in the city, what places should Tony check out and so on. Naturally, before long they found themselves talking about what happened earlier in the gym showers. "Uhm.... Dan, where... and why did you get those tattoos and piercings?" "Please Tony, call me Danny like everyone does." laughed Danny. "Well I know a guy, who runs a tattoo and piercing parlor, who I can hook you up with by the way, if you want. And well, I just thought most of them looked really hot, but some have a special meaning. "How about that biohazard symbol?" "Oh, well that one means...that I... have HIV," said Danny carefully. Tony looked confused. "Tony, I'm poz. "Oh, I..." "I'm sorry I didn't tell you before." "It's... okay," said Tony. "Wait! You don't mind? You aren't freaked out?" asked Danny surprised. "Actually It...it actually made the shower scene so much hotter" confessed Tony. "Really? Well that's nothing to be ashamed of. Many guys think it's hot to be poz, they even try to get HIV! Before we got it, me and your uncle were chasing as well." said Danny. "Uhmm...oh." said Tony confused, not sure how to process this information. "Anyway, I'm off to the shower. If you wanna talk about it some more, I'll be happy to help Tony." said Danny with a wink and left for the bathroom. 5. Danny was in the shower, his dick hard from all the thoughts of Tony and his big cock, that were overflowing him. Suddenly, he heard the bathroom door open and soon the shower door did as well. He turned around to find Tony was standing in front of the shower. Naked. His full nine inches hard and dripping precum. "Come on in!" said Danny with a grin. Tony stepped into the shower and started kissing Danny all over. 'Damn, this is getting interesting', thought Danny as they made out, kissing other necks and Tony started to go down down on Danny, licking and kissing every inch of his body, stopping at the nipple rings and twisting them, which made Danny go crazy. He got to Danny's cock, started sucking it furiously and even licked his balls a few times! He was good. Real good for an 18 year old. After a few minutes, he popped out the cock from his mouth and slapped it on his tongue again. "You want some piss baby?" asked Danny. "What? I've never done that before." "We can try if you want." "Uhm...ok I guess." "Well open up then!" Tony opened his mouth wide. "Here it comes!" said Danny as he released the pressure and started pissing in Tony's mouth. Tony was barely fast enough to swallow. He was gulping down the piss and then decided to let it pour all over his body. Danny finished pissing and asked: "You like it?" "Fuck yeah!" said Tony. "Let's switch." Danny got on his knees and Tony stood up and leaned against the wall. Danny sucked him off. And then after a few minutes, Tony asked: "Can I piss on you?" "Hell yeah you can!" said Danny. With that Tony let out a thick stream of piss from his huge dick. Danny drank a bit and let the rest of it rain all over him. "Fuck me Danny!" said Tony all of a sudden. "Really? Are you sure? I only fuck bare and I am poz, remember?" "I don't fucking care!" moaned Tony. "Fuck, you're turning into one wild pig!" exclaimed Danny. Tony bent over against the wall, just like Danny in the gym earlier. Danny got on his knees and started eating out Tony's tight ass, sticking his tongue in and out, while Tony's cock was throbbing and he was moaning. Then he did the same with his fingers. One at first, then two and then three. Then he stood up and was so horny he didn't think anymore really. He rammed his 7.5 inches into Tony's tight ass. Tony roared "FUCK!" With that Danny started fucking him like a rabbit, his hard cock furiously plowing the teen boy's ass, thinking to himself 'I'm gonna fill this boy's ass with my poz load soon'. As Danny was getting close, and he wanted to delay his orgasm, he and Tony changed positions: Danny picked Tony up and turned him belly up, fucking him as he was holding him in the air, ramming Tony into the wall. They were going at it for a few minutes and Danny was getting real close so he announced "I'm there!" "Oh fuck!" was Tony's response. "I'm about to fill your hot ass with my toxic load!" "Fuck yeah, dump it inside me!" "Yeah? You want me to poz you up?" "Fuck yeah, poz me!" "HERE IT CUMS, BOY!" roared Danny and started shooting gallons of his highly viral load inside Tony's hole just as Tony shot his hot neg load all over his chest and face.

I converted to POZ less than a month ago and one of the agreements I had with my Breeder was that I would fuck my newly charged nut into a neg boy of His choosing. I never topped in my life but by being made to breed that neg hole, something went off in my head, maybe it was the bug effecting my brain, that I have a duty to help other guys fulfill their gay destiny and become POZ. I even found a will barboy to swap fucks with and he's been taking my newly POZ seed for a couple weeks now and I've been taking his neg but converting loads. Another member on here helped me to realize how special and powerful my new loads are and it's my duty and obligation to gift my POZ seed to other guys to keep the bug brotherhood growing and to keep getting new strains fucked into my POZ hole to make my nut even stronger and more toxic. So yea, becoming POZ does make me more sex crazy to keep taking POZ loads and to spread mine. POZ seed really is a gift!

Part 3 Wow! I had never been fucked by more the one guy at a time and now I had just received my fourth load of cum up my fuck hole. All bareback. And even though I had been led to believe they had all been tested negative for HIV, I had been informed the last three loads were actually poz, and there were at least a dozen more poz infected cocks that were going to breed my negative ass. In addition I had just fucked a poz infected ass that was full of toxic poz cum and had shot what was probably going to be my last negative load. As my softening dick slid out of the poz pit I had just fucked I tried to get up but was roughly grabbed and place back on the fuck bench. Some one took the place of the guy I had just fucked and he in turn mounted the fresh piece of fuck meat. As he straddled him and slid his poz stick up his ass I had a great view of his cum dripping fuck hole. There was a bio hazard tattoo surrounding the poz pit which was dripping cum. "Now you can lick his ass fuck pig." I didn't need a second invitation. I love cum and the ass seasoning of a fresh cream pie is my favorite. I dove in licking up all the cum on the outside before plunging my tongue into that toxic bug infested ass. My cock was already starting to get hard again. "You like that poz fuck slop piggy"? someone asked. "Best tasting cream pie I ever," I replied. Just then another big cock was rammed deep in my hole. "Oh fuck" I gasped, "Fuck me, pump more of that bug infected poz into my cunt! Give me another load of faggot death deep in my ass." The top slammed his poz injector fuck stick in hard and almost immediately I felt his cock throbbing and I was getting another poz load deep in my ass. I could feel more of that demon seed running down my balls as his cock spewed burst after burst deep in my bowels. Thank god they all seemed to be cumming so fast. I didn't think my ass could handle every cock here pounding my ass for twenty minutes apiece. About that time bio hazard tattoo guy let out a deep moan and pumped his satanic venom deep into the ass he was pounding. Once again they told me to straddle the guy on the floor in front of me and fuck him. My cock was once again hard as a rock as I plunged it into the poz filled fuck hole and once again another cock was thrust into my ass. Since I had already came once I wasn't able to shoot another load right away and three more guys bred my fuck hole before I released my cum deep into the ass under me. Again I was yanked back onto the fuck bench with my ass exposed. The guy whose ass I had fucked was replaced with a fresh unseeded ass which he straddled and started to fuck as I licked his freshly cum filled fuck hole. My own ass was on fire from all the fucking it was getting and each new poz fucker seemed like he was trying to ram it in harder than the previous guy. As I lapped up the cum from the ass in front of me his balls tightened and he spewed his toxic brew into the bottom's ass. "Okay piggy, get that negative prick into that bug hole." I straddled the freshly pozed bug hole but my dick was not responding. I had shot two loads in a very short period and I needed some time to recover and told them as much. "We got just the thing to cure that." The men around me moved back and a figure in a black robe came forward. The robe had a hood that completely hid his face. A cold shiver cursed through my body. He looked like the grim reaper. He was holding what looked like an oxygen mask attached to a long flexible hose that you might see on a vacuum cleaner. "Inhale this," a screechy high pitched voice hissed. "What is it? I can't do drugs. If a random drug test caught me with drugs in my system I would lose my job." "Better than drugs and not detectable. I like to call it Devil's breath" he hissed in a voice that very much sounded like it could be that of the Devil. I tried to pull away from the sinister figure but his bony hand was at the back of my head before I could react. The mask was placed over my mouth and nose. "Don't fight it. Inhale," the eerie, satanic voice hissed. There was a vapor issuing from the mask that was hot and had a strong smell of sulfur that did not quite mask another foul odor. I tried to hold my breath but a fist was slammed into my gut knocking the wind from me. With each gasp for air I filled my lungs with the noxious vapor. The room was swimming but my balls felt that familiar tingle that signaled that they had a load that needed to get out. My cock had also jumped back to life, and no sooner than someone grabbed it and guided me to that poz infected fuck pit.

It was like a vision from hell - the dim, red glow from the bar, the loud pounding music, and the pale sweaty bodies and grinning faces surrounding me. They were like a pack of dogs with a bitch in heat, fighting to get at my helpless body as I lay in the sling. I felt lube being smeared over my hole and then someone pushed their way into position between my legs and I was staring at a skinny, balding man with hollow cheeks and piercing eyes. His arms were like sticks as he grabbed my thighs with his boney fingers and thrust his cock into me. It was long and thin and slid easily into me like a snake, and then he began to slide it slowly in and out, pushing the sling back and forth to meet his thrusts. His body was mostly in shadow from the crowd around us, but then someone dipped their head to suck my cock and a shaft of red light from the bar fell across his wasted body and I saw the biohazard tattoo on his belly. My heart froze. Although I had been fucked by men who said they were poz, this was definately the real thing and I knew I was being fucked by someone who was not only poz, but looked as if they had AIDS. I started to panic a little. What was I doing? Then Terry's face thrust against mine and he kissed me so long and deep it left me breathless and excited. "Shhhh now," he whispered. "Don't it feel good to have that poz cock in you?" I groaned as the man's thrusts were faster, more urgent and I could sense he was about to cum. Terry grinned evilly at me. "It'll soon be over, matey. Don't fight it. Just accept." He bent and kissed me, his tongue exploring my mouth and his hands around my face as the top in me gave a loud grunt of triumph and I felt the wetness around his pulsating cock and knew he was infecting me. I groaned and shuddered with the filthiness of it, kissing Terry back with hunger. I had never been so excited. "Good, good." He whispered. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" I could only nod as he glanced back and watched the next guy climb into position and slide a fat cock into my dripping hole. "Here comes the next one - I wonder who the daddy will be?"

I saw sweat on Bill's forehead and realised he got off on watching the filthiness in his pub. Terry grinned at me, revealing broken and blackened teeth. "Sure, "He said, bending forward over the bar and pulling his arse cheeks apart. The dark crease glistened with lube and, as I watched, a drool of cum leaked from the slit. My cock was stiff as a poker by now and I shivered with lust. "Well?" Said Bill "Climb on, kiddo." I got behind the old man and positioned my cock between his buttocks. Bill craned over the bar, licking his lips in excitement as he watched me slide into Terry. It was incredible, hot, wet and smooth but also wicked and degrading to be fucking this old troll where everyone could see. Terry grunted softly with pleasure, pushing his arse back to meet me as Bill stared intently at my cock slding in and out. "Dirty sod, ain't he? "Bill breathed. " Bet you can feel a few loads up there on yer cock?" I slid in and out feeling the cum rising in my balls until, with an explosion of pleasure, the most incredible orgasm washed over me and I spurted deep inside the old man. "Oh yeah," Terry breathed " Shoot that lovely spunk up me!" I gasped and shuddered until I'd finished, then slid my cock out of him, noting the gush of sperm which dripped over his balls. "Nice one, sunshine." winked Bill, and went off to serve a customer. Terry sighed happily and sank down onto a bar stool as I stood panting next to him, my softening cock wet with cum. "Thanks," he said. "What's your name?" "Ian," I replied. "Saw you with Luigi earlier. Dirty bastard. Did he fuck you?" I nodded. "You poz?" I shook my head, and he raised an eybrow and laughed." "Blimey! You must want it bad then, you must have taken several hot loads in the darkroom." I felt relaxed talking to him, as he perched on the stool with my cum inside him without a care in the world. "You sure you want this?" He asked. I hadn't really thought directly about it, but I was so excited and turned on by being in this pigsty I could only blush and nod my head. He turned to face me, his tits sagging onto his chest and a long, thin erection standing up below his belly. "I've been poz for a long time. Not on meds any more. What the fuck? I want to have a good time and I like my cum being potent." He leaned forward and kissed me full on the mouth. His slimey tongue slid into me and his breath smelled strongly of beer and tobacco. I gasped with disgust, then gave myself over to it, revelling in kissing this dirty, diseased old man., knowing I was descending into lust and degradation. He pulled back and smiled at me. "Come on then, loverboy" There was a sling to one side of the bar. He led me over to it and made my lie back. The leather was slimey with cum and lube. He lifted my feet into the stirrups and tied the belt around my abdomen, then stood back and grinned wickedly, wanking his cock in anticipation. "Well now," He said "Weren't planning on going anywhere soon were you? I've got a few friends who'd like a crack at knocking you up." He pushed some poppers into my hand. "Take a good sniff, mate. Did you think you were going to get away with coming here? You're about to get what you deserve." He disappeared and left me, legs wide and arse open to the world. I saw Bill grinning at me from the bar as I sniffed the poppers, and then a shadow fell across me and I looked up to see the sling surrounded with eager, sweating men and my heart lurched with excitement...

Part 2 My friend led me out of the darkroom to the bar and bought me a drink. I could see men looking at me and wondered which ones had bred me. The owner stood behind the bar leering at me as I ordered a beer. "newbie, eh?" He said. I felt sperm dripping from me onto my leg and thought "not so new anymore" but just nodded and flushed under his gaze. His name was Bill, and he had owned the place for about 20 years, apparently. He smiled at my companion. "Haven't see you for a while, Luigi." Luigi shrugged and downed his beer. "See you later, kiddo." He wandered off and I felt used and discarded. Bill leaned over and kissed my cheek. "never mind, love. He's a bit of a bastard." I felt movement next to me and turned to see an oldish man, about 60 or so, heavy set with drooping tits and a straggly beard. Bill said "Whats your name, kid?" I told him Ian. "Ian, this is Terry. Been coming here for 10 years and is the dirtyist sod here." The spunk dripping down my leg and the warmth of the body next to me has got me hard and Terry grinned at me. "Nice," He said. "Luigi just broke the lad in, and he's feeling a bit confused. Give him a ride and make him feel better, eh luv?"

Was thinking about this as while I identify as 100% gay, I've never had sex with a woman & don't intend to, I really get off on straight porn particularly at the nastier end of the market. Wonder if that makes me extra peverted? :-)

#3. Jason I had managed to drift off a bit, into a liminal state between wakefulness and sleep, where my mind was able to wander and to imagine what was would happen the rest of the afternoon. I was interrupted by a light knock on the door. It shocked me back to the present reality. "Ready?" Nathan asked, but the door was still closed. "Yeah," I said. I sat up on the side of the bed, and then shakily, I stood up, ready for my next man and my next breeding. The door opened, and a tall black man stepped inside. From the light spilling in from the hallway, I could see an impressive mane of dreadlocks hanging down his back. He was wearing a pair of grey sweatpants, and a black tank top. Even in the dim light of the bedroom, it easy to see that he was impressively muscular. "Hey," he said, as Nathan closed the door behind us. I had to look up to see his face. He had a wide smile and a bit of a goatee. He had definitely taken care of himself, but I still guessed that he was probably in his early 40s. He was starting to show his age: his goatee was dark but was flecked with bits of grey. Plus, as I looked closer, I saw that his dreads also had bits of grey. The grey only re-enforced a quiet confidence about him, he knew his place in the world and he had the strength to assert it. "Hi," I said. "I'm Jason." I felt very small next to him, almost vulnerable, especially wearing just the thin jockstrap. He smiled. "I know," he said. "I'm Eli." He took a small backpack off, and put it on the floor next to the bed. In a surprisingly smooth motion, he pulled off his tank top, flipping his dreadlocks over his shoulder and down his chest. His chest was just as muscled as his arms, and the dreads hung all the way down to just below his waistband. "Having a good afternoon?" he asked. "Yeah, I am." I said. On a dark street, I'd be trying to avoid him, but in the intimate setting of a bedroom, he seemed surprisingly calm and easy-going. "Uh, Intense, but also very fun," I said. "That's what I want to hear, white boy,” he said. He took off a watch and put it on the bed table, then kicked off his sneakers. He reached into his backpack, and pulled out a glasses case, just like Sean's earlier in the day. "You party?" he asked me. "Yeah, I do. Did some earlier today," I had a warm flush race over my body. I was already anticipating the rush of the drugs. "Good," he said. "But now it's time for us to share a bowl." He pushed down his sweatpants, exposing very tight pair of white underwear. I tried not to stare; it was literally the biggest basket I had ever seen. I wondered how I was going to be able to take it all in either my mouth or ass. Through the tight fabric, I could see a fat, long shaft seemingly wrapped around his hip. In addition, he had heavy balls that were pressed against his underwear. He pretended not to notice my stare, and sat down on the bed. He motioned for me to sit next to him. I sat down, feeling the warmth of his body so close to mine. Only then did he open the case and pull out the glass pipe with a fat bag of tina. He loaded up the bowl with the drug, carefully measuring out far more than I thought we would need. "Don't want to try to reload it with my hands covered in lube," he said, grinning. He had a brilliant white smile, greatly enhanced by the contrast with his rich, dark skin. I tried to focus on him filling the pipe, but my attention kept on shifting between the pipe, his muscular chest and arms and most of all, his massive basket. "That should be just about enough for me, I think," he said. I looked at the pipe, and there was a huge pile of crystal in it. He dug into the bag again, and added several more big shards. "And just a bit for you." He took a torch and started to heat the bowl, melting the mound of drugs. "You first," he continued. "Guys always seem to need a bit of help to handle me." He twitched his cock; even through the underwear I could see exactly how big it was. He handed me the pipe, and I put the stem in my mouth. He continued to hold the torch and it wasn't much longer before the pipe began to sputter and smoke. I took a long hit, filling my lungs with the thick smoke. "Don't skimp on it," he said, urging me ever onwards. "Nathan says you're pretty much a virgin, to both partying and getting fucked. So you need to get loaded. In both senses." Even after he took the torch away from the bowl, it still filled up with the smoke a few more times. Under Eli's watchful eyes, I made sure I got every bit of the drug. "Good job. Now, shotgun it to me," he said. I turned to him and he opened his mouth. Our lips locked while I exhaled my hit into his lungs. He surprised me, holding the kiss for longer than needed. His tongue started to explore my mouth. His free hand wrapped around me, and he pulled me closer. I didn't expect this closeness from such a man. Pressed tight up against him, I could tell his body was solid; he was all muscle and not a bit of fat. "Oh fuck, that's good," he said as he exhaled my hit. "That first one is always the best, don't you think?" I just nodded in agreement, and handed him the pipe. "The second hit doesn't suck either," I said, as he put the pipe in his mouth and started to heat it up again. Still warm, it didn't take long for the bowl to begin smoking again. He puffed on the pipe much longer than I did, rolling it back and forth on the torch and letting the bowl really fill up each time, before sucking the white clouds into his lungs. He held the hit for a while as he handed me the pipe and torch. "Your turn," he said, letting only the slightest bit of the cloud escape. Greedily, I took the stem and started to smoke it. I kept the torch on it, but I hardly needed it to get a good hit. "Here's some extra for you," Eli said. He exhaled his hit right into my face, engulfing my head with a thick white cloud. Even though he was only a few inches from me, I could barely seem him through the dense smoke. As Eli's cloud slowly dissipated, I finished up my own hit, and let the torch go out. The drug hit my system quickly, and it was clear that Eli's source was very good. This was some potent tina. His cock was going to be a real challenge, but with the powerful drug fueling me, I knew it would be an incredibly fun ride. I held my hit as long as I could and then exhaled. The familiar feeling of horniness was hitting me. I wanted to get Eli naked, explore his body and most of all feel that massive cock in my hungry, needy hole. "My turn," he said, taking the pipe from me. I could see that we were nowhere near exhausting the pipe; there was still a big pool of crystal at the bottom of the bowl. While Eli heated up the pipe again, I wondered if he was planning to smoke the entire thing during his short visit with me. I was definitely nearing the limit for my drug use; I didn't know what I would do or how I would behave if I smoked any more. Eli seemed to have no such concerns as he sucked down on the pipe, carefully letting the bowl re-fill several times. "Ready?" he asked me, as he pulled the stem out. I nodded and exhaled, ready for him to shotgun his hit. He leaned in, forced his mouth against mine, and blew his hit into my lungs. Compared to Eli's lungs, I could barely take much from him. He filled me up far before he had gotten close to finishing exhaling. We continued the kiss and I ran my hands over his smooth, muscular chest. There was just a hint of hair leading down from his navel, disappearing into his tight white underwear. I ran my finger along the waistband, wondering what was hidden behind the taut fabric. "You wanna smoke my other pipe, boy?" he asked me, as he exhaled the last of his hit. "Yeah, I do," I said. I was a bit scared of the sheer size of his bulge, but knew that his size was the least of the dangers that Eli presented to me. "Can I?" I asked. "Of course," Eli said. "Isn't that what you're here for? Sucking my cock and making me feel good." He stood up, and pushed down his briefs. I nearly gasped when I saw what he had been packing: a fat, thick, long, cut black cock. It was the largest cock I had ever seen and it wasn't even hard yet. At the base hung two large balls. Somehow, Eli had managed to slip a metal cockring on. It pushed his equipment out and further emphasized just how well endowed he was. "Yeah, I know. It's a monster,” he said, noticing how I was staring. "Isn't it?" "Yeah," I said, almost speechless at his endowment. Coupled with his easy-going masculinity, he was like an ebony god. Eli sat back down on the bed, his legs spread wide. "Gotten anyone else this big today?" "No one as big as you today. Or ever." "All white boys today?" he asked me. "Yeah," I said. Suddenly, I wanted his black cock in me. I wanted it because it was big, because it was hard, and most of all, because it was black. It was the ultimate transgression, the mixing of the races. "That's too bad," Eli said. "Come on, Jason," he said, "Kneel down and find out how good black cock can be. Show it some respect. Give my black mamba a kiss." He motioned for me to get between his legs. Mesmerized by his cock, I did what he told me to do. I got off the bed and knelt down between his legs. Like the rest of his body, his legs were solid blocks of muscle. I could imagine him closing them around me and crushing me easily. Leaning in to his groin, I let my nose fill with his scent. He smelled like a man should: a bit of sweat, a bit of musk, and a bit of dirt. It was almost as good as a hit of poppers. "Like it, huh?" he said. I looked up at him; he was flashing a brilliant white smile while waiting for me to take his cock into my warm mouth. Again, I didn't know what to say. I was drunk on his maleness and flying on his drugs. "Yeah," I finally managed. "Right on," Eli said. "One more hit for you, white boy. Then you can get to work and get me hard and wet." He held the pipe out for me to take. I rested my arms on his thick legs and he positioned the stem in my mouth. He also took care of the torch for me. He melted the crystal so that a beautiful wisp of white smoke escaped from the bowl. "Go ahead," he said, when the pipe was just right. "Hit it." I did my best. I wanted to impress him. I drained the bowl a few times and let my lungs fill up with the smoke. Finally I nodded, letting Eli know that I was more than satiated. I was right at the edge; another hit and I'd be too far-gone to control myself. But for now, I was at just the right place. All I could think about was getting him hard and getting him off. And finding out more about him: I wondered what his story was, and how he had joined this unique club of men, the band of men whose cocks could kill. "My turn with the glass cock," he said, as he took the pipe from my mouth. "And your turn on the black cock," he said as he pointed to his cock. "Go ahead, suck on it." I leaned in and took the head of his cock into my mouth. There was already a bead of pre-cum there for me to lick off. I had to be careful not to exhale any of the crystal smoke. I didn't want to waste any of it. While I started to get myself acquainted with Eli's cock, he watched me intently. I licked his head and then started on the shaft. "Nice, Jason," he said. "I like a boy that can hold his hit like that. You're gonna do just fine when you're choking on my shaft." With that, he put the pipe in his mouth and lit the torch. While he heated up the pipe, I stretched my mouth wide, and started by swallowing his cockhead. Even soft, he was more than a mouthful and I strained to get even just the head into my mouth. But it tasted so good. He was a delicious combination of sweat and pre-cum. I didn't care how hard it was going to be to take the entire thing. After a bit of effort, I was able to get his whole cockhead in my mouth. Eli was patient, doing his hit, but still moaning softly when I ran my tongue over his piss slit. While I could still breathe, I exhaled my hit and engulfed both of us in a thick white cloud. Eli finished doing his hit. He held the still-smoking pipe in one hand. "Take more of it, Jason," he said, resting his other hand on the top of my head and gently pushing me onto his cock. "It's feeling so good already." His challenge was clear, as was my goal: we both wanted me to deep throat his huge cock. Opening my mouth even more, it was easy to take an additional inch or so. But then his cockhead hit the back of my throat. I dreaded the next, necessary step. In response to the tina and my oral skills, Eli's cock grew longer, fatter, and harder. At first, he didn't get as long as I feared; his cock mostly got fatter as the blood rushed in and lengthening a bit. But, the downward curve in the middle got more pronounced, making it harder to work into my mouth. As I lavished more attention on it, his cock started to get longer. It was when I least expected it that it began to grow longer. A lot longer. Terrifyingly longer. It grew from nearly eight soft inches to a hard and enormous eleven inches. "It's big. I know." he said, exhaling his hit. "And the better you are, the bigger it gets." "Don't think you're near done," he said, before putting the pipe back in his mouth. I had got as much of his cock into my mouth as I could. The next step would be to let him invade my throat. It wouldn't be easy. But then, the entire day seemed to be about things that weren't easy, about things that scared me. This would be one more thing like that. His cock was hardly easy and more than just a bit scary. "Come on, Jason," he said, taking the pipe out of his mouth for a moment. "It's not going to deep throat itself." Eli flicked the torch and started to do another hit. I did my best to relax, finding the hiss of the flame strangely comforting. My mind was racing because the drugs, and the torch's white noise helped me to focus. I swallowed slightly, and forced myself further down onto his cock. "Oh, fuck. That's what I was looking for," Eli said, as his cockhead entered my throat. His shaft more than filled my narrow throat. As he started to press against my windpipe, Eli hit the glass pipe hard. He seemed to be mocking my inability to breath at all as he took in deep lungfuls of air mixed with the rich methamphetamine smoke. I was on the edge of gagging, but couldn't bear the thought of disappointing him by choking. Instead, I focused on the discomfort of his cock in my throat. I was the one letting him dominate me. I was the one who was eagerly swallowing his fat snake. I was the one who was choking on his black pipe. I was the one who was unable to breath. And I was the one whose cock was twitching at the entire experience. I kept on taking more of his cock down my throat and wondering if I would ever get to the base of his shaft. I had my eyes tightly closed, focusing on getting his entire dick into my throat. When I heard Eli exhale his hit, I opened my eyes just in time to see another big cloud of smoke drift down. Even though it felt like I was stuffed full of his cock, I could now see that it looked like I had barely taken any of it. I couldn't imagine how I was going to get the rest of his dick into my throat. At the base of his dick his close-trimmed pubic hair still seemed so far away. "Just relax, Jason. Other boys have taken it all. You'll take it all as well. I'm sure of it," he said. I wasn't clear if had made a prediction or given me a command. He rested an arm on the top of my head, pressing down on me. In response, another half inch of his cock slid into my throat. He leaned over and planted a kiss on the top of my head, as I suppressed the urge to gag again. "Great way to be spending the afternoon," he said. "Hot fucking white muscle boy sucking my cock while I get high. Only a few more inches for you to swallow, white boy." I closed my eyes again, and focused on the warmth of his shaft. It was gently pulsing in time with his heartbeat. I knew if I thought about how thick his cock was or how long it was, I would immediately start gagging. The warmth was something safer and easier to concentrate on. It reminded me how alive Eli was, how real this experience was, and how much we both needed it. My body was starved for air and my mind was filled with crystal, so was hard to focus on any one thing. This scattering of thoughts was a blessing in disguise, because my brain managed to turn the lack of focus into not just a desire for sex, but also a need for Eli's cock and especially his cock in my throat, my ass, and my body. I built up a world where the only way I would live was to take his entire shaft into me. Even though each small millimeter of his shaft stretched and scratched my throat, I took it. I had heard of cock worship before, and I knew with certainty that this was what I was now doing. Was this how a fundamentalist Christian thought of his relationship to Jesus? But instead of a mythical man who died for our sins, Eli was a very real man. A very real man whose semen carried the seeds of my own salvation. A very real man whose cock I was impaled on. "Right on Jason. Only a bit more to go," Eli said. I opened my eyes again, and saw that I had almost taken his entire cock. My throat was stretched wide. I wondered if his cockhead was already in my stomach. But I repressed those thoughts and instead concentrated on the good: on how he was going to give me a new life. A diseased life, yes, but a life without worry, a life without shame or fear, and most entrancing, a life with Nathan. While I worked the last half inch of his cock into my throat, Eli did another hit. As he puffed on his glass pipe, I took the last of his black pipe. My chin was right against his balls, his short pubic hairs were scratching my nose, and my mind was exploding in pride at having taken all of this dark god's manhood in my mouth. "Damn, boy. That's so fucking hot, seeing you choke down all of my cock," Eli said. He exhaled his hit, another big cloud. "Seems like you deserve a reward." He must not have exhaled all of the hit, since another cloud drifted down when he finished talking. "And I know just what you need to get ready for the next level." I wondered what he meant by the next level, but I had to focus on the living, pulsing snake inside of me. His cock was right at the edge of my abilities, and I didn't want to disappoint him. "That was amazing," he said, and started to gently lift my head off his cock. Even though pulling off his shaft was a lot faster than swallowing it, it still felt like it took forever. Whenever I thought I was almost done and waiting for his cockhead to pop back into my mouth, there was another inch with no satisfaction. Finally, the fat cockhead entered my mouth from my throat, and I could breath again. I gasped for air, staring at the glistening shaft in front of me. Still wet with my spit, it hung down from its own weight. I wanted to suck it again, to keep it hard and happy, and to get that hot and deadly reward. "Glass cock for you, now," Eli said. "I think I'm good," I said, but I still straightened up and got ready for the pipe. "You were very good at sucking my cock. But you can always do another hit of tina," he said, as he stuck the stem in my mouth. I didn't protest. Eli lit the torch, and heated up the bowl. I was surprised that there was still any crystal left in it, but the bowl quickly filled with the white smoke I didn't know I was craving. I inhaled, easily draining the bowl a few times in succession. "More," Eli said. I let the bowl fill up again, and then drained it again. "Still more," he said, and I repeated the process two more times. "Good enough," he said. Not wanting to disappoint the ebony god, I took a few more hits, until my lungs were nearly bursting. "Better," he said. "Now, hold it for me." As he had been feeding me the crystal, I had felt his cock brush against my chest, and knew that I'd do anything to feel him inside me once more. I did as I was told; holding the hit of crystal was such a small thing to do to make him happy. He leaned in. "Don't exhale before I tell you to," he said, before he locked lips and began to kiss me. With his mouth covering mine, I couldn't have exhaled even if I wanted to. Besides, he had told me not to exhale, and I needed to make him happy. Plus, I was enjoying the intimacy that he was willing to share by kissing me. That such a masculine, dominant man was willing to open himself up to another man was an unusual situation for me. He continued to probe my mouth as his hard cock rubbed up against my chest. I could barely contain myself; I wanted to jump on top of him, and feel his thick rod penetrate my hole. But I knew that would come soon enough. I did my best to restrain myself, despite the tina coursing through my veins. Breaking off the kiss just long enough to speak, he said, "Give me your hit." I exhaled into his mouth, and he sucked up my entire hit. I was glad to finally get a chance to breath again, but wondered how I would behave once the hit took effect. "Nice hit," he said, holding it in his lungs. He broke off the kiss, and stood up. His cock was level with my face, and I took the opportunity to lick off the head. "Not quite yet. But it's good you are an eager boy," he said, pulling me off his shaft. He turned around, and knelt on the bed. "First, lick my ass," he said, pushing his muscular cheeks right in my face as he exhaled the hit. Without thinking, I dove into his ass, licking his musky, sweaty hole. As I did it, he lit the torch and did another long hit. I pushed my tongue into his hole, feeling him open up for me. He moaned in pleasure as I probed his warm hole. It was a totally unexpected move from him, to let me lick, kiss and penetrate such a private part of his body. He was such a textbook example of a dominant top, but I would eventually let him enter and penetrate me and fulfill his own imperatives. As I licked his ass, he continued to suck on the pipe and filled his lungs. "Oh fuck," he said, "Don't stop." The torch went out, and I heard three more puffs on the pipe. I pressed my face deeper into his ass, my tongue pushing as far as I could into his tight hole. From how tight he was, it was clear it had been a long time, if ever, since he had taken a cock. And he had certainly never taken anyone as large as he was. I lost myself in his ass. His muscular ass cheeks pressed against my face, forcefully reminding me of my place in the world. I could taste the sweat and musk on his tight hole, reminding me what I was doing. I didn't mind; I was where I wanted and needed to be. I was kissing a god's ass. It wouldn't be long before this god rewarded my dedication to him with what he alone could provide me with that afternoon: a hard, deep, raw interracial fuck, ending with a thick load of this black stud's HIV-infected sperm. As I probed, explored and pleasured Eli's ass, he continued to hit the pipe, heating the bowl, drawing a hit, holding it, and then exhaling it slowly. Given my position, I took the opportunity to reach around his waist and grab his now-hard cock. It was still wet and slippery enough from my blowjob; it was just slippery enough for me to easily stroke it, even if it was so thick it was hard for me to wrap my hands around it. "Oh damn, boy," Eli moaned between hits. "That's what I need. Lick my ass and stroke my cock." I wanted him inside me. Although the two men were completely different, I couldn't help but think of Nathan. Each of them epitomized a particular model of masculinity and used it to command obedience and respect. Nathan was the perfect example of an understated, mature man, confident in knowing what he wanted and certain that he would get it. In the wild associations of my drugged-out mind, I pegged him as almost British. In contrast, Eli was brash, almost loud about his masculinity. His manhood was wrapped in muscle, swagger, and the unerring knowledge that he could take anyone in a fight. For either one of them, I wanted to be their bottom and was overjoyed at letting them satisfy their needs with my body. Now it was my turn to moan. "Please, Eli. Fuck me," I said, while I licked his tight, unsullied asshole. Once I had formed the mental image of his cock sliding into my hole, complete with his heavy balls dripping their sweet and deadly pre-cum into my body, it was hard for me to imagine any other pleasure. I wanted him to fuck me, fuck me hard, fuck me deep, and finally breed my hole. I knew it was going to happen, but now I couldn't wait. I needed to be penetrated, and I was hungry for more sperm--his sperm--in my hole. "Got that itch now, don't you, white boy?" he asked me. "That tina finally kicking in for you, huh?" He had put down his pipe, and was enjoying me rimming him. He got off his arms, and turned around on the bed. Because of his new position, I couldn't rim him any more, but now had a close-up view of his cock. He handed me the pipe and torch. "One more hit for you, boy," he said. I knew better than to protest, even though between Sean and Eli, I had done more than enough. I was worried about doing more. I worried that I'd loose control and end up going further than I had ever planned. I took the pipe, and saw that even after all we had smoked, there was still plenty of the drug left in the bowl. Despite my misgivings, I forced myself to light the torch. I heated up the bowl, getting ready for the hit. As a few wisps of smoke started to escape from the pipe, I inhaled and drained the bowl. "If you want to take this," Eli said, grabbing his cock and giving it a good shake. "You're going to want to do that. And a lot more than just that." I didn't doubt him; it was a big cock he had. I drained the bowl a few more times, then held the cloud in my lungs for as long as I could. Eli took the pipe from me, and set it on the bed table. In exchange, he grabbed the lube and poppers. "Don't pass out there, white boy," he said, as he finally gave me permission to exhale. I looked up at him; he was looking down at me, his dreads had fallen over his shoulder and were hanging down his chest. "Go ahead," he said, his brilliant white teeth flashing against his dark skin. I smiled and he nodded; his dreads bounced against his taut skin and then hit me in the face. Surprised by the sudden contact, I exhaled and the white smoke momentarily obscured his dark skin, and hid his black cock. I was now totally lost in the high, not caring about anything but pleasure. He reached down, grabbed me by my shoulders and roughly threw me onto the bed. "You'll need these," he said and tossed the poppers by my head. As he forced my legs apart, I remembered that he had said "need," not want" about the poppers. I did a quick hit. He grabbed my hips and pushed them up, so that my ass was level with his cock. I was now on all fours with him kneeling behind me. We were in a perfect position for the long-awaited anal pounding to begin. He was fully erect and ready; I could feel his cockhead rubbing up against my ass. And I was itching for a fucking, but still wasn't sure if I could take his massive cock. "Go slow," I asked him. "I've not been fucked much before." "I go at my pace, boy," he replied. "But don't worry. You'll love every second." He poured some lube on my ass, and stuck two fingers into me. "You've got a tight white hole. Gonna feel fucking good opening it up with my fat black cock," he said. He added a third finger, and just as I got used to the three, he inserted a fourth. I knew that asking him give me a chance to get used to it would probably be futile, so I opened the poppers and did a hit. "Maybe a bit slower?" I tried. "Right on. That will open you up good, Jason." I think it was the first time he had used my name that afternoon. But there wasn't much time for me to think about it before the poppers hit, and I found myself pressing up against his hand, trying to get his fingers deeper into me. He slid them in and out a bit, letting me get used to it. "You hungry for it, boy? Want to get opened up by my monster?" He was more accurate than he knew in his description of my need for his cock. I was not just hungry; I was starving. The poppers were still in full force, not the mention the crystal. The two drugs answered for me. "Yes, please. Give it to me." He poured more lube on his cock and worked it into the length and girth of his shaft. I did another hit from the poppers; I knew I was going to need all the help I could get. Eli pressed his cockhead against my hole. My experience had been that big cocks rarely got very hard; Eli was definitely an exception. Even just his cockhead felt like he was trying to force a boulder into my hole. He kept one hand on my ass, guiding me down on his cock, while the other hand steered his shaft into my hole. Of course, he had to force the cockhead into me, in order to just open me up. But once he got in, he paused and allowed me to get used to his size and presence. Even through the all the enhancements I had done, he hurt. He hurt like a dull glowing poker was being rammed into me. He hurt like that very first hit of crystal, the one that had permanently opened my eyes. "Just relax," he said. He tightened his grip on my waist, letting me know not only that he was near me and ready for me, but also that he was holding me down, holding me in place. I couldn't squirm away from his cock, nor did I want to. I did my best to manage this dilemma, starting by taking another hit of poppers. Right when I thought I couldn't take it any longer, he pulled out. But the relief I imagined his absence would give me didn't come. I could still feel my muscles stretched and screaming, trying to close up around where his cock had been. He took the opportunity to squeeze more lube right into my hole, and the cold fluid finally brought me some respite by numbing some of the most painful sections of my ass. Before my hole could close completely back up, he slid his cockhead back into me. This time, the pain wasn't so intense and the pleasure almost obvious. He was able to press a few centimeters of his shaft into my hole. "Relax," he said. However, the details of trying to relax when I had a fat, hard cock stretching my ass open were far from easy. I did another hit of the poppers, and focused on how warm and alive his cock felt. Even if there was a rubber that fit Eli, I didn't think he could fuck me with a condom on. It was only the ability for each of us to feel the other so intimately and completely that even made his penetration of me possible. Eli was dripping pre-cum, which really helped lubricate his passage into my body. He would push in a bit, forcing me to open up, then pull back, and let me relax. Despite his outward swagger and bravado, the reality of the fuck was surprisingly slow and measured. After a few minutes of work with Eli pressing his cock into me, and me struggling to stay relaxed and open, we had gotten about a third of his cock into my hole. He paused. "How are you doing, boy?" he asked. "Good, actually," I answered. "I thought this was going to be a lot worse than it is." With the help of the drugs and my eager hole, I was opening up nicely for Eli. "As I said, the first time is always slow and easy." "It's good." Not only did it not hurt as much as I had feared, I was also finding a lot of pleasure in taking his big black cock. There was something deeply natural about this black stud forcing his raw cock into my white ass. It was natural that his thick black tube was dripping infected pre-cum into my vulnerable hole. I pushed back against his shaft, and felt another inch slide into me. "Not that bad, huh?" Eli said. He leaned over me and I felt the heat of his muscular body against my back. "Want more?" he whispered into my ear, his breath warm, moist and close. I nodded without ever thinking. I wanted all of his cock inside me. I wanted him to start pounding me. I wanted him to tell me who was the dominant man this afternoon, who was the one with the cock, who was the one who would force me to take his pre-cum deep, and who was the one that would shoot his load deep in my in my hole. He paused for an agonizing moment, while he poured a bit more lube on his cock and let it dribble into my hole. "You're doing great there, Jason," he said. "Fucking hot, seeing my black cock slide into your tight white hole." He thrust his hips, and I felt one more inch of his cock slide into me. I was getting used to being the bottom. While this might have once been too painful, all I could feel was the pleasure of my ass getting opened. "Almost there, boy. Just another few inches, and you'll be properly impaled on my cock." I took another hit from the poppers, and nodded my head for him to proceed. I was not just ready for it, but needed it. I needed it like I had never needed cock before He took my cue, and pushed further in. The next inch was surprisingly easy, but then his head hit something deep in my body. I gasped, and realized I had never been penetrated this deep before. "It's that last bit that's always the hardest," Eli said. "Deep breath. Long hit. And we'll drive it all the way home." I took a big breath, opened the poppers, and, as instructed, did a long hit. Eli stood still while I sniffed from the brown bottle. As I put them away, he gently rocked his cock back and forth, exploring just how deep he could go before the pain overcome the pleasure. He then waited for the poppers to hit me. "Please," I moaned, once again thinking only of the pleasure for my hole. He pushed in the rest of his fat cock. It still hurt, but it was much better; if he only gave me a few more minutes of gentle probing by his cock, I would be in pure heaven. "It's all the way in, boy. Balls deep in that hungry white hole." He pulled his cock out some, then pushed it back in. "So fucking tight. Going to be fun getting you opened up properly." "Opened up?" I asked. My sex-fogged mind wondered what he meant by that; I thought he had finished doing just that. He didn't say anything in reply. Instead, he slowly pulled out the entire length of his cock until only the cockhead remained in me. Then, he pushed it all back in, until his low-hanging balls were once again slapping against my ass. "Right. Opened up properly," he said. He continued to thrust in and out of my hole, slowly increasing both the force and the speed of the thrusts. "It can take a lot for me to get off." I did another hit from the poppers and relaxed while Eli continued to pound my hole. As he got in deep, there was still a bit of pain each time his thick head found some new stretch of virgin, untouched territory. But it was a manageable pain and a small price to pay for the glory of his massive cock fucking me properly. As he continued, his pace changed: his thrusts were slower but deeper. Eli leaned into me, forcing me onto my stomach and resting all of his muscular weight on me. His body was already warm and definitely sweaty from the fuck, alternately he would stick to me and then slide smoothly against my skin. I stopped trying to analyze my emotions and feelings, and just let the black man dominate me. "Having fun bro?" he asked. "Oh yeah," I said. The crystal was hitting me hard, and it was difficult to think coherently enough to even formulate that short response. All I wanted to do was feel cock in my ass, and especially a big, black, raw cock. "Breed me," I grunted. "Yeah?" he asked. "You want my poz load in you? Seed that tight, white, neg ass?" He was whispering this in my ear, his breath hot against my skin. When he was done speaking, he nibbled a bit on my ear. He could be both aggressive and tender. He let me know that he would do whatever he wanted whenever he pleased to my body. But at the same time, his teeth scraped the skin just enough to send an electric chill down my spine, ending right at the hole where his cock entered me. He knew exactly how he was making me feel. I had to focus on the cock inside me. Having something to concentrate on was useful. My mind was no longer racing from through to thought, and I once more contemplated my situation. A black man was fucking me raw and his huge cock was dripping a toxic mix of sperm, pre-cum and the deadly virus into my unprotected hole. The raw black cock was sliding smoothly in and out of my hole with each stroke, Eli pressed Sean and Jake's toxic juice deeper into my hole, and deeper into my body. He was bigger than any man I had taken before and each stroke found fresh stretches of my hole, stretches with no defenses against his attack. Eli grabbed my torso; despite my muscular build, I was small in his hands. He wrestled me onto my side, and then proceeded to flip me onto my back. He managed to keep his cock in my hole and barely paused his fucking of me. We had ended up face to face, and I found myself staring into his dark brown eyes. I was surprised to see how closely he was watching me. His eyes were darting all over my face, as he tried to discern the slightest change in my expression. Maybe it was just his black skin or perhaps it was the thick dreadlocks that were hanging over his shoulder hanging onto my chest, but it seemed like he was from a very different world than Nathan, Sean, Jake or myself. It was a harder world and a more complex one. Finally, I decided to break the silence. I wanted to know more about him. "How long you been poz?" I asked. "About three years now. It's a long story." He didn't sound like he meant it dismissively, just that he wasn't sure if I would be interested in his tale. "I think you've already made your choice," he said. He leaned in and kissed me. Even though we had kissed while shotgunning the crystal, it was a surprising move. He was still so dominant and controlling. But now it was different. Like the saying went, it wasn't gay if you didn't kiss. And he had kissed me. "Yeah, I guess I have," I said. "But I want to know about you." My statements and Eli's sudden kiss changed the energy in the room. Eli's fucking slowed down even further. He was taking longer and deeper strokes, no longer using me just as a hole to get off in. Instead, he now actively wanted to be inside me and to use his cock to give me pleasure. Eventually, he would use it to give me his load, something we both craved. He rubbed his goatee against my cheek, and then licked my ear. "Then you'll get the story," he said, going in for a particularly deep stroke with his cock. "I didn't get to make the choice you're making. It was forced on me." "Would you do it again?" I asked. "I don't know. I hated rubbers. I still hate them. Of course, they never fit me. I like skin-to-skin fucking. And I fucking love to party and play." He had nearly pulled his cock out of my hole, and took the opportunity to slide it back in. "Plus getting to breed a guy. That can't be beat. But it's not all easy. Being poz. Especially if you can't get used to the drugs." I had been slowly stroking my cock, enjoying the fuck. It was hard for me to believe that something that felt this good and natural wasn't good. But I knew that most of my rational mind had been suppressed. Suppressed first by my desire for Nathan, then suppressed by the crystal, and finally suppressed by this big black cock. I was now being driven by my need for pleasure. Crystal, cock cum, and virus were my only goals, and although I was aware of the all the risks I was taking, it didn't make much of a difference to me. I could never ask Nathan to wear a condom to fuck me. And I never wanted to wear a condom if I got to fuck Nathan. Sean, Jake and Eli were not much easier to ask. To deny them the pleasure of fucking me raw, the pleasure of breeding me, the pleasure of letting their virus live on in my body seemed like a denial of all that was important about desire and all that was important about desire between two men. "I want you to breed me," I said. "Good thing, white stud, because you weren't going to get a choice there." Once I had the pleasure of getting bred, I had taken all the loads willingly. But I was also glad that Eli didn't want to give me a choice. Today, of all days, getting bred had to be both something I gave up of my own free will and something that was taken from me. I urgently needed Eli to mark me, and I certainly didn't want him to give any way out. Not that he would take it. His weight pressing against my legs was forcing them apart. That alone told me who was in charge here. It also let his cock get deep into my hole, which further drove home the fact just how well I was getting fucked. And how little input I had in the decision at all. "I made my choice a while ago," I said. "Lucky man," Eli said. "You had a choice. And you'll be getting some damn potent cum. I'm not on meds right now." "You're not?" Suddenly he had become much scarier. And much sexier. I knew that his cock was a loaded pistol. But it was a game of Russian roulette. I didn't know if he chamber I got would have any virus. But with Eli, every chamber was loaded. And that was exactly what I craved. "Nope," he said, very matter-of-fact. "Bad reaction to the last one. And my numbers aren't so bad to make me want to get back on." "That means..." I trailed off. "Yeah. A proper poz fucking." He smiled, slammed his cock deep into me, and then continued. "I came very late to fucking men. I had a girlfriend, did what I thought I was supposed to do." He had started telling his story, about how he became poz. "Yeah, I'd occasionally jerk off with a guy in the gym steam room. Sometimes, if I was really horny, I'd cruise the park and get a blow job" He continued, explaining how he had found the Internet and the entire DL culture. Of course, it had been easy for him. A masculine, hung top was always in demand and the bottoms would do anything to please him. And, no one was gay, so everyone was clean. Condoms were never needed. Or even discussed. But then it got harder for him to hide. His girlfriend started to ask difficult questions. "I was having a lot more sex. And we were having a lot less sex," he told me, his balls pressed tight against my ass. "She tried to spice things up for us, getting stuff like toys and restraints. It didn't do much for the amount of sex she was getting, but the boys I picked up loved them. And then, finally, what was going to be just a no-strings trick got complex. Far more complex." "How so?" I asked. When he walked in and undressed, I had put him in a category of big dick, little depth, but now he was becoming someone real. I wondered how Nathan had met him; wondered if Eli had ever fucked Nathan. Or maybe if Nathan had even gotten to fuck him. Nathan was the type of man who could do that, convince the pure top to take a cock. Eli continued; he story still hadn't even gotten to the point where he had caught the bug. "Oh, it wasn't just plain fucking anymore. Javi and I would hang out together. We'd go drinking, then one or the other was always 'too drunk to drive' and would have to spend the night. Sharing a bed. Hell, I even started to kiss Javier when I was fucking him." He leaned in and kissed me; his tongue forced itself deep into my mouth. Even though he had just wrapped his arms around me, his tongue was jammed deep in my mouth, and his massive cock was splitting me in two, I was suddenly jealous of Javi. I was jealous that the two had been able to explore their feelings more deeply. I was jealous that they had been able to discover what turned them on and made their cocks hard and their asses itch. I was jealous that they had discovered what made them happy even after Eli had drained his balls into Javi. "And?" I asked. So far, this story didn't seem that bad. "Well, I was still leading a double life. Fucking around with guys, while still supposedly straight with a girlfriend. And by then, I wasn't just fucking around with Javi, but still lots of other guys. From online. Steam rooms at the gym. Cruising the park at night. Fucking every piece of hot ass I could find." He paused in his story. It was long enough for him to throw his dreads over his other shoulder. "You know Sean?" he asked me. "One of Nathan's boys?" "Yeah, I do now. You're fucking his cum into me." I tried not to think about Sean as "Nathan's boy." I wanted to be that boy so badly. "The bastard," he said, although he was still smiling. "Always gets to the hot ass first. Almost as bad as Nathan. But I should have guessed he'd be one of the guests of honor." I knew it was pointless, but I tried to force myself to remember to ask Nathan about Sean. I was so high I could barely keep track of where I was and who was barebacking me. Remembering to ask Nathan about someone several hours from now was going to be nearly impossible. "I met him online. It was late, Javier and I were horny, and he was eager to get fucked." "And?" "He came over. He had a bag of tina, and a pipe. That was the first night I had ever done it. Crystal that is. And of course, I loved it. So did Javi. I nearly got fucked that night, I was so high." "But?" "Nope. Never been fucked. Ever." I had gotten my answer about Nathan. His cock was hard inside me, reminding me that he was the top today. As he always was. "Even high on crystal, I'm still 100% top. Except when I bottom." He paused for a moment and adjusted his position. "Javi, Sean and I started to play pretty regularly there, at least for a while. Then one night, Sean invited another guy over." "Nathan?" I asked. I already knew that it was Nathan, but I asked anyway. It made me feel close to Nathan that I was getting fucked by the same guy who had fucked him. I wanted the same sperm that had been inside of Nathan to be inside of me. "Yeah. You fucked him yet?" "Not yet." "Too bad. You're in for a treat. He's got an amazing ass. Anyway, the four of us ended up at a sex club that night. First time I had been to one. And I was like thirty-eight! Like a kid in a candy store -- we were all naked, sharing a room, doing lines of tina and I was getting to fuck everybody I saw." He continued. "We must have been there for 36 hours or something. I lost track of time and how many guys I stuck my cock in to." "Sounds fun," I said. I figured that Nathan and Sean had been poz by then. I wondered if Eli got to fuck them raw. But he always fucked raw. And high on crystal, of course they were barebacking. "Yeah. Took me a few days to recover from that. And almost as soon as I had recovered from the crystal crash, I came down with a wicked case of the flu." "That what I think it was?" "I still don't know for sure. But yeah. A few weeks later, Javi got sick as well. We'd been fucking the entire time. And fucking raw. Javi got tested first." "Poz?" I asked. "Of course. Then I got tested. Poz as well." "How did it feel? To be poz?" "Scary, of course. I was still occasionally fucking my girlfriend. And of course, we never used rubbers, since she was on the pill. And I was still hiding all of the sex I was having with guys. There were a lot of guys to hide. And a hell of a lot of sex. But it was liberating. I didn't worry about sex any more. All bareback. All the time. Javi and I would get tweaked up, go to a bathhouse or sex party, and fuck every bottom we could find." "Like me?" I asked. "Oh fuck yeah. Especially white muscle bottoms. Had you been there, I'd have fucked you into next week." He slammed his cock into me again, letting know just how forceful he could be. I realized that so far today, he had been holding back on me. As he pounded me harder and deeper, he was also getting more intimate and close. Part of this was just him telling me about his life, how he had come out, started partying and then gotten pozzed up. But, the crystal was also important in helping us get to this point. However, most critical thing was the act of having sex, the act of barebacking. The act of me letting him insert a part of his body into my, and sharing the closeness was it. If there had been any barrier at all, even just a thin rubber sheath between us, it would have been different. It would have been an impersonal and unpleasant intrusion into my body, more a medical procedure than sex. Him sharing his cock and story with me was nothing short of magical. "You really want my seed?" he asked. "My bugged up sperm?" "Yeah, I do," I said. "Absolutely. You think you got it from Nathan? Or someone else." I wasn't sure which one I wanted the answer to be. I wanted to be closer to Nathan in any way that I could. But there was an itch also driving my desires and actions. I wanted more loads, from more guys. I wanted as much as I could get. I wanted every load to be infected, every load carrying a different strain. Every load would have evolved through so many varied and diverse men, until finally it reached me and infected me. "You're way spun, aren't you?" he asked. "Yeah, I am." I had to agree -- I don't think I had ever been that high before. "Hot," he said. "Something really satisfying about shooting my poz load in a tweaked up white bro." He slammed his cock in and out, letting me feel every veiny inch of his massive tool. "Then watching them try to keep my toxic sperm in their holes. You going to hold it for me, boy?" "Yes, of course man." It just seemed appropriate for Eli to hold his cum as long as I could. It was appropriate for every man. "Good boy. Tell me what you want again." "I want your jizz. I want your infected, HIV-laden sperm." I lost any sense of personhood, and was begging him for his dirty cum. "Please, man. Give it to me, Eli." Eli's thrusts were getting harder, more intense, and as impossible as it seemed, I felt his cock firm up and lengthen in my hole. I knew he was getting close. "Please, man. Breed me. FUCKING BREED ME MAN," I begged him. "Yeah, boy, take my dick scum," he moaned, as he slammed his cock into my hole. Deep inside my body, his cock pulsed and pumped, and I got the start of another load of sperm shot right in my hole. That was only the first spurt of several; as his orgasm continued his cock continued to pump out shot after shot of thick, white cream. As his ejaculate filled my hole, it lubricated each of his thrusts. The slippery hole let him fuck me harder, which, in turn, made him cum more. It seemed like several minutes passed before this virtuous cycle of sexual escalation finally came to a halt. His balls were totally drained. "Fuck yeah, boy. I needed that. And I think you needed it as well." "Of course. Thank-you Eli," I said. He collapsed on top of me, his sweaty, muscular body pressed against me. He moved around and started to kiss me. "My pleasure, boy," he said, between deep kisses. "We should do this again soon." We lay there, together, his still-hard cock in my ass, his tongue in my mouth, and we could enjoy each other fully. I was happy and had long ago stopped worrying about the time. Eventually, his cock softened more, and it popped out of my hole. He shifted slightly in order to look at his watch. "Damn. Need to get going." "Too bad. That was nice. Really nice." I wanted Nathan to come in, and join us. I wanted Nathan to watch me get fucked by Eli, then have Nate slide his cock into my spermy ass. I wanted Sean to join us, and add another load from his cock. And I wanted all of us to share the pipe, and then start another intense round of breeding my tender, negative hole. "Well, Nathan knows how to find me," he said. He lifted himself off of me. I was about to get up, but he put a hand on my lower back. "Stay there. I want you to keep my swimmers inside you." I didn't need to be told twice, but still turned my head so I could watch him get dressed. The most difficult step seemed to be him forcing his still-firm cock into the too-small pouch of his underwear. Once that was done, he dressed quickly, throwing on his sweats and tank top. "Be good. Or have fun. And take some pictures for me," he said. "But I bet Nathan has that covered." He obviously knew about Nathan and the cameras. Eli gathered up his various supplies, party and otherwise and put them in his backpack. "See you soon, I hope," I said. He quietly slipped out the door, leaving me in the dimly lit room. I had only his massive load in my ass to remember him by.