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I’m sure he could tell I was nervous. Because I was. It took me fifteen minutes to work up the courage to walk inside, let alone the weeks of promising him I’d show up, now here I was. Walking up to the local bathhouse, the unassuming location on an unassuming side street. At the top of some steps was a set of doors and a small tellers window, the thin wiry man behind it was tall and friendly. He could see I was nervous. “First time?” He asked giving me a grin. Some of his teeth missing in his smile. “is it that obvious?” I asked trying to hide my shame. ”No worries, just have fun okay?” He said handing me a key and towel. “Mostly older regulars tonight, so hope that’s your thing. I nodded and smiled as he buzzed me in, grabbing my key and towel I walked inside. I was surprised at the relative cleanliness and fashionable sitting area. There were weights a steam room and spa. Something that said video room around the corner. “Something wrong?” He asked me from another little window. “No sorry just a bit surprised, it’s not really what I expected.....” “Yeah most say that. First floor is all pretty tame to be honest. You’re not supposed to really have any touching going on, but it’s a big space and only one of me, so I don’t really enforce that. Just know your limits and be sure to be okay with what you want. Here you go.” He handed me a small brown bottle. “On the house, if you’re nervous, take a sniff, I’m sure a lot of the guys will show you how. Rooms are upstairs, have fun.” ”Thanks.” I said looking at the small bottle, it said jungle juice on the side. Looking up the stairs I saw that the lights seemed to dim. As I walked up I started to smell something. It was strong and musky, there were sounds I was familiar with but had never heard myself. The familiar slap of skin against skin. Grunting, mewling and moaning. This is what I expected. and as I stood at the edge of the stairs I could finally see what I truly though it should be. Long hallways stretched out with doors lining them. Numbers were on the doors for people to see, but otherwise it was a long stretch of hallway and doors. I went and looked for mine, number 17 on the keychain. I found the room and quickly walked in. There was a bed and a small table. That was it. Wasting no time I changed out of my clothes and tied the towel around my waist. There was club music playing softly. A stable beat punctuated by the sounds of flesh slapping in the background. My breathing started to get heavy. I found a room off the back corner. The lights were dim. A couple of gloryholes to the aide and two tiers of benches. There was an older man sitting in the corner. Striking a huge heavy tool. His legs splayed open and wide. In my nervousness I sat as far away as I could. Slowly closing into myself. I looked at him out of the corner of my eye. He was so much older. Clearly old enough to be my father or maybe even grandfather. A white well trimmed goatee around his mouth. His body was old but not withered. He was good looking for an old guy. However, his heavy tool was really what I couldn’t stop looking at. Heavy, and hard, a full engorged sack supporting it below. I licked my lips thinking to myself I want that. He shifted on the top bench and slowly closed the gap between us. His foot gently tapped my arm. It was then I realized it’s now or never. I responded by moving my arm to touch his leg. He responded in kind, opening his legs wider, giving me full acccess to what we both know I wanted. I got into position, knees on the floor, hands on the bench and I went in. Running my tongue up along his being shaft I looked up at him. He wasn’t even looking at me. He pulled out a brown bottle like the attendant had given me and proceeded to sniff in both nostrils. reaching for my own I copied his movements after two sniffs I was about to cap it when I heard him say. “More.” I looked up and gave myself two more sniffs. “More boy.....” he said again, his deep gravely voice sent chills down my spine. I capped the bottle and then I felt it. Heat, a fire inside me, also emptiness. I was so empty I looked right at his heavy old man dick and I immediately took it into my mouth. I moaned my happiness as I nursed on his thick cock. Feeling the heat of it, feeling the fullness in my mouth. This is what I had wanted. And now I was getting it. I could hear his groaning as I worked his meat. His musk invaded my senses and I went into heat. I slurped. I sucker I did everything I could to make him feel goood. “You like to fuck?” He whispered quietly. I nodded with his cock still in my mouth unsure if I wanted to stop. with and audible pop I pulled myself off his thick 7 inch tool. Admiring its veiny shaft and glistening head. I knew right then I wanted it inside me. “I’ve got a room, room 17” I said looking up at him desperately as my hand slowly stroked his powerful member. I wanted this old man to fuck me and I wanted him to do it now. “it’s slow today, we don’t need a room,” he said as he got me into position. I couldn’t believe it. Here I was first time at a bathhouse and I was about to let some man who was probably double my age, if not triple, fuck me for all to see. “Give me four big hits on both nostrils,” he said while opening up a pack of lube. I felt a bony finger began to prod me as I took my first couple of hits. I felt myself relax and allowed the intrusion. As I continued to hit I felt myself get more relaxed. I realized how comfortable I felt in that moment. In a dark room about to let some stranger fuck me. In my delirium I never heard a condom wrapper, I just assumed he did. I was nearing my last few hits when he said. “Two final big hits.......really draw them out.” I did as he ordered. As the euphoria began to hit me I felt that emptiness again. This time in my hole worst of all. “Ready boy?” He asked, but by the tone in his voice I didn’t have a choice. I put my head down and braces myself. I focused on my emptiness and heat. I felt the head against my hole, and then came the pressure. It started to burn and ache as my hole started to submit. I realized that he wasn’t wearing a condom. I wanted to tell him to stop. This wasn’t safe this wasn’t supposed to happen. Yet it was. I was getting rutted like an animal by this old man. Where was the emptiness. Now all I felt was pain and burning. Gritting my teeth I waited for the good feeling. However, he had other ideas as he finally pushed forward and forced me to take it all. I let out a loud yell as I felt my hole finally submit. “Take four more hits boy.” Hands shaking I unscrewed they cap and follows his orders. After the first few hits the pain started to slow. “That’s it, let that boyhole open up for daddy.” He grunted as he started to saw slowly inside me. After the third hit I started to feel that need again. I realized that I wasn’t empty anymore. I was complete. I had what I needed and it felt amazing. “So good......feels so good.....” I moaned in between his thrusts. As he pushed in I started to tense my hole, trying to pull him in deeper. “Oh that’s it, use your boyhole, embrace what you are. Daddy’s cumdump. Such a good boy” he said while picking up the pace. He took his right leg and raised it up on the bench. Giving himself more leverage. I felt him reaching new places inside my hole. And all I could do was moan my delight. Suddenly I felt a disturbance in the bench and to my left there was a new individual. Tall and lanky completely nude. He had a soft face that looked like someone’s father. Yet now he sat next to me watching with an evil glint as this old man pounded my boyhole. “I’m getting close boy, you want me to breed you?” He asked although I knew he was going to. I knew I was going to let him. And I was hoping this guy next to me with his thick nine once cock that he stroked was going to be next. “course he does,” the guy next to me said. “Give him what he needs and I’ll go right after.” I was so excited to hear this. Talking the bottle in hand I took two long sniffs and felt myself soaring. “that’s it boy, beg daddy for this load.” His thrusts started to get quicker. He was jabbing into me, hitting this spot inside my boyhole. “Please daddy, please give this load, please give me it. I want it inside me so bad.” “Ask him to breed you slut.” The guy next to me said. “Please daddy, breed me!!!!!!” I begged. That’s when I felt it, his cock grew thicker, and started to pulse inside me, I was being bred, like some cheap whore or barnyard animal. And I loved it. “Fuck yeah boy, take that load, take daddy’s load.” He fell on top of me and I could feel him, his sweaty body sticking to me. “Hope you liked that poz load boy, come find me if you want more.” I froze, did he just say poz???? I wanted to run away. I wanted to hide. As he pulled out of me with an audible pop. He slapped my ass and looked to the guy next to me. “Next?” He asked as he shuffled off. And the guy wasted no time moving behind me. I should have gotten up at that moment....but I didn’t. I unscrewed the cap and took four deep hits. “I’m ready daddy.” And I was, but I didn’t realize for how much.

We are indeed at an interesting crossroads in this crisis, and it seems to me that gay men (in line with much of the rest of society) are starting to fall into two camps. One camp seems to think that the strictest lockdown possible should remain in place until either the virus is completely suppressed or a vaccine comes along. The other camp seems to think it’s time to start getting back to our old lives regardless. Followers of this thread are most likely to be more cautious and fall into the first camp. Less cautious members of BZ are probably not following this thread, and are more active elsewhere on the site. Personally, I think it’s too late to suppress the virus, at least in Western Europe and the USA. Even countries that have done well on that front so far are in all likelihood going to have to deal with future waves and further control measures, unless they want to isolate themselves completely from the rest of the world. And I’m not confident that a meaningful vaccine is going to become available any time soon. Which means we are all going to have to live with this disease and accept its presence in our communities, and just try to keep it to manageable levels. Does this mean I won’t risk having sex ever again? Of course not. It’s all about individuals finding a level of risk that is acceptable to them. And before anyone jumps down my throat about this being different because the risk can be passed on to others, the same can be said every time you get behind the wheel of a car and drive it along the highway. Just because this is a new risk does not mean that we don’t already make similar judgments in our everyday lives. I’m not necessarily saying that now is the right time, but at some point we are all going to have to come out from under the duvet and face life again, with all its inherent risks. I shall probably be ready to do this sooner rather than later: one thing my partner’s recent death from cancer taught me is that it’s later than you think and life is for living.

Part 17 - Villa Amalfi Oliver finished his messaging with Liam explaining he was staying on in Tuscany for a few more weeks exploring opportunities. Johan took Oliver off for a walk through the countryside to bide his time whilst Luca and Mark relaxed by the pool cuddled up together. Savio sat in the car just as his mother opened the front door seeing Nico's car arriving. Emilia smiled waving to Nico and what she thought was probably Johan sat in the passenger seat realising it was in fact her son Savio. She called out to her husband Alessandro that Savio was here, he came running to the door just as Savio stepped out of the car looking ashamed and embarrassed as he always did when coming home unannounced. Emilia ran over hugging and fussing over Savio, Alessandro stood there shaking his head and immediately asked how much he was after this time. He loved his son dearly but over the last few years his appearance usually cost them a bit of money bailing him out. Savio looked at his father and shook his head telling him he wasn't after anything. His parents were pleased to learn that at least he was staying with Nico here in Tuscany and close to the family for a few weeks to see how things worked out. Alessandro was keen to remind Savio there was a job here for him at one of the family vineyards, it was his effort to persuade Savio to give up this crazy life he had invented for himself and to settle down near family. Departing after an hour Savio told them he would be around but needed a few weeks before deciding on work, they were even more surprised to hear that his reasoning surrounded this American guy he had met. Alessandro tried to talk sense to Nico out of earshot but eventually he was persuaded by his assurances and to keep them updated on Savio. It didn't take long for word to get around the family that Savio was in the area. Luca's parents text Nico to say there were coming back early and to have a family dinner. "That didn't take long" Luca said sitting up reading his text message. Mark turned over "What didn't?" he said waving to Oliver and Johan who were arriving from their walk. "Family dinner tonight my parents found out Savio is here" Luca explained putting his phone down. He laid back stroking Mark's chest "Fancy a walk in to the village to help Marzi out?". Mark smiled "Yes" he replied hearing the splash from Oliver and Johan jumping in the pool. When Luca returned from chatting with Marzi and getting the shopping list he knew this evening was going to be a family affair, Savio's parents and his grandparents were coming. He ended up dragging Johan and Oliver along to help and within a couple of hours they returned home to Nico and Savio arriving back. Savio was annoyed finding out what was happening, one thing he couldn't do was say no to his grandparents. They had always supported Savio and sort of got his little rebellious streak that they found amusing at times, they always said it showed great character and not be reliant on others. But Savio knew it was the families way of assessing Oliver, underneath he was freaking out worried they would not like or approve of him which would make life hard if he moved back to Tuscany. Johan sat with Oliver for a while talking about how he had to go through a similar assessment as had Mark more recently. Oliver laughed feeling better and Johan's final piece of advice was be himself and show respect and he will win them over. By late afternoon Gio and Sarah arrived home excited to see Savio and even more happy hearing that Oliver was staying on a few more weeks. Oliver opened his door and find Savio standing there "You checking up on me?" he joked smiling. Savio leaned against the door frame "Making sure you don't run and leave me to face this alone". "Come here" Oliver said grabbing Savio and pulling him inside his room closing the door. Savio chuckled "I should help downstairs" he said watching Oliver move closer and kiss him. "Are you sure you want this?" Oliver asked needing to find out if Savio really did feel the same way. Savio rubbed his lips against Oliver's face "Very" he replied kissing him slowly and gently. Oliver smiled "That's all I wanted to know" he said quietly hugging him. "I don't know what happened between us Oliver but it feels right" Savio said letting go of him. Savio turned to leave "Hurry up and get dressed" he said "so I can undress you later". He left the room to Oliver's laughter smiling that at least they were on the same page and appeared to have strong feelings towards each other. The wine flowed freely during their long drawn out dinner, Oliver had survived the interrogation relatively unscathed. His friendship with Luca and his parents immediately made him welcome by the rest of the family. Savio's mother was not so quick and laid it on hard wanting to know everything about Oliver. Emilia broke all the rules in her relentless questioning that soon stopped when Oliver told her about his penthouse off Central Park and views across the city extending her and Alessandro an invite to stay. It was out of the blue and Savio did like it when his mother was stuck for something to say. He never got his chance to undress Oliver that evening, leaving with Johan and Nico meant he would have to wait until tomorrow when Oliver came to stay. Sarah returned leaving Gio to finish his goodbyes and sat down. Oliver looked drained from the exhaustive questions and poured him a glass of wine watching Luca and Mark sitting at the edge of the pool. "I think you passed Oliver" Sarah claimed handing him the glass of wine. Oliver thanked her "Is Emilia always like that?" he asked curiously. Sarah laughed "Only when it comes to Savio" she replied she wants him to settle down and stop his antics". "I'm torn Sarah" Oliver confessed "I love NY but I know Savio's family means a lot". She put her glass down "You have to do what fits you both" Sarah said "always follow your heart". Oliver chuckled and sat quietly turning his glass around smiling "That is what worries me." he mused "I am in love with Savio". "I know" Sarah replied casually "Savio is in love with you. It won't be easy, sometimes it will be strange". Oliver looked at her "Strange?" he asked looked perplexed. "Italian families" Sarah said to him "and Savio is by far the most unpredictable but very loving member of the family". Oliver laughed "You are the third person to tell me that" he replied "I like unpredictable". The following morning Luca had to drop by his grandparents and suggested Mark and Oliver come with him and they could stop in San Donato on the way back to pick up groceries. They drove around the village then turned on to the small road of Str Cerbaia until they reached Podere La Cappella. Oliver was stunned to seeing it first hand, it was a working vineyard with sprawling vineyards surrounding the place. Luca's grandfather offered to take Oliver and Mark or a drive around the estate whilst Luca sat talking with his grandmother. They drove around the vineyards and west of the estate skirting a clump of trees and another large house. Luca's grandfather explained that this house was home to Savio's parents and the house on the north side was home to his other daughter Lorena, Luca's auntie with her husband and 4 children house. Mark asked what was beyond the wooded are at the western far side of the vineyards. Luca's grandfather laughed Fattoria Cerbaia he explained, another vineyard run rather badly but they have excellent grapes and olive trees. They drove down for a look and Oliver sat quietly falling in love with the building that had been carefully restored from the outside and expansive olive grove and vineyards. Thankfully Luca's grandfather spoke English very well making conversation fairly easy. "How is it run badly?" Oliver asked noticing the for sale sign on the wall surrounding the main house. "They can't make wine properly always turns out bad, they are selling up" Lorenzo replied. Oliver nodded "Are you buying it?" he asked curiously. Lorenzo smiled "No, I only want the vineyards but they won't sell them, the entire estate is up for sale". "Is that normal then?" Oliver asked "they only sell the whole estate?". Lorenzo nodded "Makes it more valuable with the vineyards around this area" he replied glancing at Oliver. Oliver looked at Lorenzo and smiled "Is it expensive, this one?" he asked having no clue about prices here. "They are after 10 million Euros" Lorenzo replied "been on the market for a year now". Oliver looked out over the estate as Lorenzo turned the car around "How much is the land really worth?". Lorenzo waved his hand "No more that 4 million Euros" he replied. They drove back to the La Capella and headed off to San Donato, Oliver spent most of his time on his phone researching the Fattoria Cerbaia. Walking around the village buying groceries Oliver noticed the estate agent and saw the estate in the window. Luca joked asking if Oliver was buying a house already standing next to him, Oliver laughed and simply replied that he loved the look of the buildings. Luca pointed at the Fattoria Cerbaia telling Oliver that his grandfather would love the land but he won't pay what they are asking, Oliver nodded explaining that is exactly what his grandfather told him. Returning from their trip Nico and Johan were already at Luca's waiting for the 3 guys to return. Oliver had his belongings packed and placed in the boot of the car, promising to see Sarah and Gio over the next two weeks the 5 of them left for Villa Amalfi the home of Nico and Johan. Savio was excited to see them all and Johan put Oliver in a bedroom next to Savio's at the far end of the villa allowing them a little privacy. All afternoon and evening Oliver and Savio interacted under the watch from the others. Savio spent the most of the evening plying Oliver with wine and grappa, they were both unsteady and tipsy when going to bed. Oliver found himself being dragged in to Savio's room then pushed up against the closed door, Savio grinding his hips up against Oliver's kissing frantically with arms all over the place. Clothes dropping to the floor the two bodies tightly holding each other mouths locked together. The tension and excitement running rife through their bodies from the alcohol collapsing on to the bed naked with erections. Savio straddled across Oliver giggling and leaning forward to kiss him, Oliver freed his cock from under Savio and slapped it several times against Savio's ass. Savio the unpredictable pushed his ass back feeling the head of Oliver's cock at his hole. 'Ouch' he stifled a cry slipping down the unlubed cock taking it slowly he looked in to the eyes of Oliver and kissed him tenderly easing himself lower on to his cock. Oliver moaned and grabbed hold of Savio's hips holding him down and pushing his hips up to meet Savio's ass, he sat up right balls deep on Oliver's cock releasing a long slow groan. Savio moved his ass back and forth watching Oliver moaning who encouraged him on 'Oh Savio ride me' he moaned 'harder' he called out in a hushed voice running his hand up Savio's chest tweaking his nipples one by one. Their hands entwinned, slowly Savio ground his ass and worked Oliver's cock. The sweat trickling down his body from the humidity of the summer night, the warm breeze passing through the open window caressing Savio's body. He leaned back feeling every inch of Oliver inside him. Oliver overtaken by the headiness of the wine and grappa was smiling with his eyes closed moaning softly in a sexual state, his hips rising up to get deeper in to Savio leaking toxic precum deep in to Savio. There was no rush and Savio slowed down enjoying their first sexual encounter. Oliver almost fell asleep several times from the unhurried pace of their sex, it was so comforting and arousing to really enjoy sex that his body and mind relaxed so much. Oliver shifted on the bed moaning and gasping knowing this was the start of his orgasm, he let go of Savio's hands and placed them back on his hips holding him on his cock. Savio leaned forward and kissed Oliver unaware he was about to get more than just sex with the man he was falling in love with. Oliver used the leverage his hips now doing the fucking, the sweet moans from Savio dancing in his ear with excitement. Suddenly Oliver moaned and thrusted his hips up hard pushing his cock deep in to Savio, the torrent of love released from his body and flowing in to Savio. He could feel Oliver deep in his ass moaning and gasping whispering how much he loved him in to Oliver's ear, kissing his neck and sensing every pulse from the cock buried inside his body. Locked together Oliver moved his arms and placed them around Savio's body holding him close, in his semiconscious state Oliver whispered to Savio that he loved him and promptly fell asleep with a smile on his face. Savio tried to move off but Oliver was still hard making it difficult, he eased his body flat and laid on top of Oliver still in his arms and quickly fell sound asleep. At some point during the night they had managed to disentangle themselves, Savio woke from the sunlight dancing across his face. He had an almighty hangover from the grappa, shifting his body and rolling on to his back he sat up in shock locking down he saw Oliver sprawled naked next to him. He slipped out of bed and found a bottle of water and gulped from it heavily all the time watching Oliver sleeping peacefully. He remembered dragging Oliver in to his room but after they collapsed on the bed the rest was blank, the tenderness of his ass indicated they had sex but he couldn't recount everything. The one thing that was clear in his head that he knew did happen was telling Oliver he was in love with him and Oliver saying the same. He meant it, but was it the alcohol that caused Oliver to say it? Carefully he placed the bottle of water down next to the bed and climbed back in lying on his back staring out of the window, before he could think any more he was fast asleep tired from their late night. Luca walked out on the terrace a little fuzzy in the head and joined Johan for coffee "Morning" he said. Johan looked up and smiled "Moring Luca, you feeling alright?". "Yeah a little hungover" Luca replied sitting down "how come your not hungover?" ha asked looking annoyed. Johan laughed "I drank plenty of water before going to bed" he said pouring coffee. "Any sign of Oliver and Savio?" Luca asked "they were so out of it last night". "I don't think Oliver has ever drunk grappa before" Johan replied "they were at it last night". Luca looked up panicking a little "Is Savio you know?" he asked seeing a confused look on Johan's face "poz?". "No" Johan replied "well I don't think so, he has never spoken about that sort of thing". Johan suddenly clicked "Oliver is not on meds is he?" he asked watching Luca shake his head. "We need to get Savio to a clinic" Luca said panicking. "Luca" Johan said holding his hand "calm down let him decide what he wants to do". Mark joined them out of the terrace looking bright eyes and bushy tailed ready for the day, he had refused to touch the grappa last night and sat there delightfully annoying Luca until they kissed. Oliver opened his eyes rubbing his head, his mouth dry as desert he looked around the room to see if there was any water around then realised he was in bed with Savio. He moving woke Savio up who looked up at him 'water?' he asked handing Oliver the bottle who took a long swig and looked at Savio. "Did we have sex last night?" Oliver asked looking a little worried. Savio nodded "I guess we did, my ass is a little sore this morning". "I..." Oliver racked his brains "Savio I didn't mean it to happen". "You don't like me?" Savio asked looking worryingly at Oliver. "No it's not that" Oliver quickly said "I have hiv and might have infected you" he explained. Savio sat up "Are you on medication?" he asked already guessing he knew the answer was going to be by the panic in Oliver's eyes. "No" Oliver admitted looking distraught "I didn't want this to happen". Savio sat there looking at him "We were both drunk Oliver and I wanted you". "We can get you some PREP" Oliver said "it will stop you getting infected". Savio looked out of the window "Oliver" he said then turning to look at him "do you love me?". Oliver nodded, the full extent of what he had done caused a tear to trickle down his cheek "Yes". Savio kneeled in front looking him in the eye "I fell in love with you in the orchard that day" he said. "I know" Oliver replied watching Savio take his hand and place it on his body. Savio continued looking at him "I love you touching me" he said in hushed voice kissing him tenderly. "But you have to do one thing for me Oliver" Savio looked intently at him "you must go on medication". Oliver looked at him perplexed "Is that all?" he asked. Savio nodded "I don't want you to break my heart, I want you healthy and in my life for a long time". Oliver wiped his eyes "Stop it Savio" he said almost crying "I will do anything for you". Savio smiled and kissed Oliver grabbing his hand and placing it on his ass "Touch me Oliver". The kiss was long and sensual, their hands exploring and caressing each other. Oliver lowered Savio on to his back and laid on top of him. Oliver had never felt the emotions he was releasing in this moment, one person getting so close to him in such an extraordinary way was beyond his comprehension. It was frightening him how much he loved this stranger that had burst in to his life unsuspectingly. He laid there stroking Savio's back and kissing his neck and mouth happy and completely content. "We should get up" Savio announced kissing him again then kneeling up. Oliver smiled "Come to New York with me?" he asked "just for a month then we can come back here". Savio screwed his face up and then laughed "Okay, I'm sure my father will buy my ticket". Oliver chuckled and sat up holding Savio in his arms "Let me pay after all I am dragging you away from this". "Why New York?" Savio asked looking at him "I want to go to California" he joked. "We can do both" Oliver replied "I have business to sort out in NY then we can come back". Savio looked at him curiously "Back here?" he asked getting off the bed. Oliver stood up and put his shorts on "Yes, apart from loving you I really love it here". Savio's smile lit up the room "We can always stay here, Nico and Johan won't mind". Oliver nodded "I know, but we need time to ourselves" he replied "and you need some PREP". Savio shook his head and walked over to Oliver "I want you to be part of me, something that really bonds us together". There was no question that Oliver knew what Savio meant it was also a clear indication of his devotion to him. Oliver looked him in the eye and nodded, moving closer they kissed slowly and tenderly. It was a difficult conversation that Nico had with Savio in quiet as they made coffee. The unconventional nature and reason Savio gave Nico understood, he could see the value of having natural intimate bond and sex, it was the same nature that brought Johan and himself so close together. The following two weeks saw Mark, Luca and his family return to the UK. For Mark it was the start of his final academic year and knowing he was going to live in Tuscany he was going to switch one of his courses to horticulture, at least this way he would be more useful around the vineyards. Nico and Johan kept a sexual distance from Oliver and Savio allowing them privacy. They took a trip to Milan for a weekend to pick up Savio's belongings, Oliver had sorted out their flights and they were due to depart in a few days time. Savio and Oliver enjoyed long hikes talking getting to know each other, their talks never involved money since Oliver told him he was comfortable and didn't need to work for the time being. Oliver was never one to talk about his real net worth and since he retained a stock holding in the company the dividends were paying off quite nicely. Their last night in Tuscany was a big family dinner send off. Savio's parents and grandparents were happy to see him finally settle down and loose a bit of his unpredictable nature, Oliver seen as the reason for this change naturally became part of the family. He spent much time with Savio's grandfather talking about their winery business and the subject around Fattoria Cerbaia raised itself several times and what he would do with the vineyards. Savio happy to sit back and watch knowing that Oliver getting along with the grandparents was all he needed to see. Luca had spent an hour video talking with Savio telling him all the places he needed to see, he also confessed of loneliness without Mark who had returned to university. Luca would be back in Tuscany in a couple of weeks and getting his head down working, he couldn't wait since he needed to occupy himself.

Just got seeded by a dom bear daddy... tall nice beard and fur, ample cock probably between 5-6 but thick. He came in while I was on the phone taking a work call. I was naked, he lubed up my hole and pounded away nice and rough. The person on the other line was none the wiser and he dropped a nice load in me and after he left, I plugged myself up to keep it in me. Hope to find someone to add to it. I needed that.

Laying on the bench, Mike could hear Jason putting things back in the drawers and cabinets. There was a quick double tap knock on the door and he heard it open. Turning his head he could see a man in scrubs walk in and then speak. ”Jason, we all set?” ”Yes Dr, Mike is all prepped and ready” ”Great!” Mike felt a warm hand on his back. ”Hi Mike, I’m Dr X. It’s very nice to meet you.” As he was talking he had moved to the front of the bench pushing a rolling stool with him. He sat down in it and mike found himself looking at the Dr for the first time. He was around his own age with brown hair streaked with grey. Blue eyes and full lips. Very handsome. ”So Mike, I see you have signed the contract, and I’m sure Jason has explained my situation to you. Are you nervous?” ”A little bit” Mike replied. ”Do you still wish to proceed?” ”Yes I do Dr” ”Okay good! I will ask that same question two more times during the procedure. Once before I penetrate you and then again before I ejaculate. If you say yes, we will proceed and if you say no, the procedure will stop at that point. However, I must warn you. Once I begin the procedure, I will be leaking viral pre ejaculate inside of you, so at that point it will still be possible to sero convert. Do you understand that?” ”Yes I do Dr. I understand the risk” “Good! So here’s how this procedure will happen.” As he was saying this he stood up and hooked his thumbs in his scrub bottoms and pulled them down a little. As he did his engorged cock sprang free. It was atleast eight inches and thick, with a mushroom head. I could see the veins running through it. Nice heavy balls hanging below that looked full. He turned slightly so the head was pointing directly at me. I could see pre cum leaking. Mike felt the urge to lick it up. But he refrained. As this was happening the Dr was telling him about the procedure. ”I will ask if you wish to proceed, if you say yes. I will then penetrate you with my penis. It will be done with purpose, but not to inflict any sort of pain.” As he was explaining this, he pulled his scrubs back up and sat down again. ”Once I’m full penetrated, I will allow a little time for you to get adjusted to the girth and length. I will start to trust in and out of you. The thrusts will be full and deliberate to maximize the experience. It usually takes between fifteen to twenty thrusts for me to reach orgasm. Before I do I will ask you one last time if you wish to proceed. If you say yes, I will give my final thrusts. Bury myself completely inside of you and evacuate. I will remain quiet so that you get the full experience of the insemination. You should feel it happening. Once I am finished ejaculating, I will stay inside of you for a few minutes to allow all my semen to leak from me. I will the slowly remove myself from you carful to not remove any semen as I do. After that, I will clean up, Jason will clean you up and then you can get dressed. We will then go through the after care with you. Jason will then take you home. Sound good?” ”Sounds great Dr” “Great! Are you ready to proceed then?” ”Yes please”

First time positing on here, been reading a while and decided to actually join up. My last load was a few month back before lockdown kicked in (trying to be good but i am def getting too horny), was late and couldn't sleep so went out for a drive to a cruising spot i know in the woods near by. it was 1ish so didnt really expect to get any action and when i got to the carpark it was empty. Rather than just go home i decided to go for a little walk down a path and jerk off. After walking for a bit i found a bench overlooking a valley and decided to strip down and sit on the bench and slowly jerk off in the open air, i was really horny so was jerking with my eyes closed remembering a guy i saw naked in the gym but couldnt get an interest from. Not sure when but after a while i realised i was being watched by an older guy, he was rubbing his crotch watching me jerk off so i got up and started giving him a show, he was obviously interested. he was probably late 40ies, muscular build, greying hair. as he came over and asked if he could help out i was more than up for it so let him rub my body and cock. i slipped my hand into his shorts and before long i had him naked with me on my knees sucking his uncut 6inch cock, my hands running through his hairy chest hair. when i got up i pushed his arm up licking his arm pits, he loved it and was moaning away. i then bent over the bench spreading my cheeks for him, he got on his knees and ate my ass out, he was good and i was moaning and losening up fast then he got up and asked if i had lube and condoms, i was a bit disapointed but said i had lube but no condoms, he said he was sorry he didnt bring any either but smiled when i said that he would just have to fuck me bare. He quickly lubed up and was in me hard enough that i yelped in pain a bit but he pushed on fucking me hard, before he was halfway done he picked me up and lay me on the bench fucking my hole hard as he spat into my mouth and held my throat. when he finally came he exploded making my hole leak with his cum. when he was done he walked off and i got up and jerked myself crazy fingering my cum filled hole.

I’m a complete cumdump slut. I live for having men cum in my holes, or on my body. I’m a very outdoorsy and active guy, and wear little clothing when it’s warm outside (which is all the time in the region I reside). What I do wear is usually skimpy, so men know I’m easy and available. When I’m at work, I get away with tight pants and button up shirts, with a jockstrap (or commando). I used to live in a small town, which made finding cock difficult (except at the local bookstore), so I’d often travel to larger cities to live out my fantasies. Hardly a day went by when I didn’t have at least two cocks shoot their cum deep in me at the adult bookstore. Weekends I was busy, taking anonymous cocks at bookstores, bathhouses, parks, or just hooking up via grindr in bigger cities. What as missing from my life were friends who knew all of me and accepted me. My co-workers did at times stimulate my intellectual curiosities, but I found them to still be rather conservative and at times just dull. In general, friends were hard to come by in my area. Most just didn’t want to delve into politics, science, and society as much as me. Almost all did not want to be friends with a slut, so I kept secret my cumdump antics, and brushed off judgment of my non-work attire by saying I felt restricted by clothing. They bought it, so I kept running with it. When it came to dating….well, it didn’t happen. I hadn’t had a date at all since living in a small town! Why would you date a slut if you weren’t willing to befriend one? Things changed when I was finally able to move to a bigger city and very quickly found those who accepted me as a cumdump. This is the story of how I met my best mates, and even fell in love. PART 1 – A cumdump finds friends surprisingly easily and plans the seduction of his crush… From left to right they are Chad, Stanley, Ryan, Toby, and Steven. I met them at my first ever venture into the gayborhood after moving to the area less than 3 days ago. The bar had a superhero theme night, and I like wearing costumes. I was waiting in line for the bathroom, and the group of them was in line behind me. They were mulling over one of their phones, laughing occasionally. The line progressed, and I stepped forward. One of them - I soon came to know as Chad - saw the opening space and pushed the one dressed as Robin (Toby), who stumbled into me from behind. We didn't fall, but his hands did end up on my shoulder and on my ass. The only barrier between us was my skintight Spiderman costume, as I only wore a jockstrap underneath. Usually, I’d wear less, but I also didn’t have many options since most of my boxes were still unpacked at my new place. "I'm sorry! Are you ok?" he asked. Did he just squeeze my butt? I stepped away from him straightening myself out. "I'm fine. No worries." I replied. "Watch where you're going, Toby!" We turned to see his friends laughing at their friend’s mishap. After some quips between Toby and his friends, he asked formally introduced himself to me. I put my hand out to shake his, "I'm Slade!" Toby introduced himself, then introduced me to the rest of his friends. As we chatted, and discovered common interests, I found myself drawn to Ryan (wolverine). He was so sexy! We all chatted and had a good time until it was my turn in the cue to use the bathroom. I stepped into the available stall, pissed, and walked out to wash my hands. I saw Ryan and Stanley still waiting, and waived at them after I dried my hands. Stanley called me over and invited me to join them the rest of the night. I agreed, thankful I made new friends so quickly. I spent a few more hours chatting with the group afterwards. The loud music made it hard to talk, so we ended up on a patio bar above the venue. Ryan and I connected instantly. He was more than wicked hot, as at one point he seemed to get semi-hard in his yellow tights…holy shit was he huge! Not yet fully hard, he was at least 11 inches! He noticed my gaze on his crotch, but we laughed the awkward situation and kept things g-rated. We discovered we were both actually nerds in our own way, and we spent several hours laughing, exploring new topics, and all together forgetting we were in a group. I really liked Ryan, but assumed he wouldn’t like the real me…the insatiable cumdump slut. Ryan was intelligent, wise, and overall a nice guy. He’d never want me. I resigned myself to having a good friendship with Ryan. Around 2 AM I started to feel tired and excused myself. We all said our goodbyes, and exchanged numbers saying we would meet up again tomorrow night. I started walking away to close my tab at the bar, which was situated just behind where we were sitting. While I was waiting for my turn, I heard Stanley say, “Ryan, he’s cute…and you two couldn’t stop talking with one another…you should ask him out!” Oh shit! They didn’t realize I was still within earshot. This is awkward… “He is cute, but I doubt he’s my type sexually. Ya’ll know what I like. Well, what WE like,” replied Ryan. Toby laughed and loudly announced, “Yea, a cum-filled slut!” They all shushed their loud friend, as I processed the information that they all like cumdump sluts. My face turned red, and my cock started to harden. “He checks all the boxes, but I doubt he checks that one. He’d be a nice new friend though…better than some” replied Ryan. I’m assuming he smirked and glared at Toby. I got lost in thought, momentarily present to hear the group had moved on to meaningless conversation while I finished paying my tab. I got an Uber home and stripped down to my jockstrap, and collapsed on my bed. I lay there digesting what I just heard. Ryan. Loves. Cumdumps. My heart fluttered. I concocted a plan for the following day to make Ryan recognize me as a cumdump, hopefully opening up an opportunity to explore more than just friendship. I drifted off to sleep with a smirk on my face. Waking up the next morning I was hard as a rock, but I decided to do nothing about it. I wanted to cum as Ryan deep-dicked my hole, sloppy from prior use. Instead I researched my new friends…some call it ‘lightly stalking’, but I call it prudent research in this day/age. I discovered them all on grindr, and learned they were all tops. Funny, I thought Steven and Toby were a couple, as were Stanley and Chad. Their profiles were mostly nondescript, but I did notice that all of them left the safe sex section blank. There wasn’t enough to confirm Toby’s announcement that they love cumdumps…so moving forward meant risking a new friendship. I contemplated this as I busied myself with other tasks. I spent the rest of the day unpacking and cleaning. By 5 PM I was mostly done and had made up my mind to take the risk and assume my new friends do love cumdumps. I had read about a nearby forested park men cruised at, so I decided I wanted to go for a run to explore the city more, and to spend some time at that park. I cleaned out my hole and got dressed in ankle socks, sneakers, a black jockstrap, and short, white running shorts split all the way up the side. My athletic bubble butt was spilling out the bottom of the shorts with my straps clearly visible. I decided to not wear a shirt that would cover my toned athletic body. It would just get damp with sweat and be uncomfortable. Stepping outside I hit the pavement, listening to the sounds of the city as I flew by. After 30 minutes, I ended up at the hidden parking lot entrance of a forested park. If I didn’t know to look for it, I would have missed it. There were a few cars around, and feeling curious, I walked towards a large wooden post with a map of the park and was staring at that when from beside me I heard. "You're a fag slut, aren't ya? I can tell from how you're dressed." I whipped my head towards the voice and saw a handsome, athletic man in his early 30s dressed in hiking boots, shorts, and a t-shirt. The man wasn't wrong. I am a fag slut, yet I stuttered from surprise, trying to find something to say as he walked towards me and pointed out a location out on the map. "I'll be there in 2 hours and I want you to be bred by at least a few guys who cruise that area first." He then turned me to a trail next to the sign and pushed me in that direction. I couldn't resist. I complied and walked through the woods, taking turns I remembered from the map. This was perfect, I had planned on meeting the guys – specifically Ryan - tonight with several loads in my hole, so all was going as planned. I knew I was in the right place when I came upon a hot older gentleman playing with his dick through his cargo shorts. My approach caught his attention - first panic, then lust. I licked my lips and he motioned me over. I immediately dropped to my knees and undid his shorts. He was going commando, because out sprung a 9" thick dick. I'm in Heaven. I launched onto his dick and swallow it halfway down my throat. I gagged. Damnit, I’m better than that! I close my eyes and focus for a second, relaxing my throat, and feel his dick slide deeper into me until my lips are at the base of his cock and my nose is in his pubes. "Holy Shit! You are a fucking dream! Fucking hot faggot slut!" he yells. He then grabs my head and starts plowing me as hard as he can. After a few minutes of that, he pulls out of me and I gasp for air as spit drips from my mouth and onto my chest. He tells me to take off my shorts and bend over a tree. I comply, holding my shorts in my hand. He spits a few times on my hole, and then slips his tongue in me as I moan. After a while, I groan, "Fuck me." The stranger stands up and I feel his cockhead at my hole. He applies pressure and enters me. He stops after 2 of his glorious 9 inches are in me, I presume to let me adjust. I smirk as I open my hole and shove back, swallowing his cock to the base with ease. It’s been a few days, but a whore is always ready. We both let out a deep moan. He now senses my hunger and proceeds to fuck me hard. Our sweaty skin slapping with each thrust must have been heard throughout most of the cruising area. I didn't care. I was in heaven. All too soon I felt his cock pulse and his thick hot cum coat my insides. He slowly pulled out of me, and I clenched my hole around his cock so as not to let any cum escape. He slapped my ass and said thank you. I was about to stand up, when I felt another cockhead at the entrance to my hole. I didn’t resist and in one thrust a thick 8 inch dick was buried in my cum-sloppy hole. I moaned as he started to fuck me. I was feeling bliss that sent shivers across my entire body. The second guy also did not last long, no more than a few moments passed before he dropped his man scuzz deep in my hole. When he stepped away, I quickly glanced and saw another handful of men behind me. Smirking, I turned around and pushed my ass out inviting the next man. After the third and fourth guy, I blissed out and lost count of how many men took turns on my ass. Not all had large dicks, but I didn’t care. I was a cum receptacle. I was brought out of my high when the man I met at the park entrance grabbed my head and brought me in to a kiss. He tasted of alcohol and weed, and had clearly returned from a workout. He smelled of sweat. He broke the kiss to ask “how many loads?” “I… don’t… know…“ I mumbled between moans as my hole was being ravaged by another man. He repeated his question to the crowd of men, and the first guy who fucked me was still there and said, “slut took 15 loads so far.” Oh shit! I am definitely primed for Ryan, but I still wanted more. Park entrance guy said, “Excellent! I love cum sloppy holes. Let me in him.” The guy currently fucking my sloppy hole stepped away as park entrance guy pulled out a massive 11 inch dick and plowed into me. I yelled from the sudden pain/pleasure I felt. My yell quickly turned into loud moans as he started to fuck me by pulling his dick out slowly then slamming it back in. After a few minutes of this, he started to pound me hard, and cum was pouring out my hole and down my legs, soaking the pouch of my jockstrap. Men were encouraging him to fuck me harder. Some even came on my legs and back as he thrust deep in me and planted his seed deep in my hole. He stepped away, and someone else was about to take his place, when I stopped them. I needed to get home and prepare for tonight. With my hole barely closing, leaking copious amounts of cum, I slipped on my shorts and raced home, realizing that if I stopped everyone would still smell and see the cum they plastered my back and legs with, and the cum trailing down my legs from my hole. Luckily I made it home quickly and without much incident. I bumped into a handsome older gentleman who was probably left wondering what he was covered in. I tore off my clothing, throwing it in my hamper, and plugged my hole with a large plug and showered. It was a bit after 9:30 PM when I got a group text from the guys. They were planning where to meet to go out. I was ready for this and suggested we go out to a specific bar I had learned about through some research. It was known for having men cruise in one of the bathrooms, which apparently had gloryholes in the stalls. The rest of the guys were indifferent and said OK. I texted Steven and Toby separately asking them for their help in getting ready since they lived together nearby. They said OK and told me they’d be over by 10 PM. When they arrived, I was in nothing more than a jockstrap, still plugged. I saw both their eyes bug out and when I turned after inviting them in, I saw them grinning at one another in the mirror facing my door. I really hope this works! “Thanks guys, I’m just bad at knowing exactly what to wear. Do you want a drink?” They shook their heads no. “Well then, why don’t you follow me to my bedroom?” As they followed me Steven commented on how my apartment looked nice. When we arrived to my bedroom, I stopped right where I had uncharacteristically left a towel on the floor. “I’m so sorry for the mess!” I bent down to pick it up, exposing the plug in my hole. “Holy shit! Are you plugged?” asked Toby. I laughed gently, throwing the towel into the hamper. “Yes, I am. It helps keep the loads in after I’ve been fucked.” This was a risk. I knew they liked cum sluts, but I could lose friends so quickly if they found this too much to handle. I swallowed slowly waiting for a response. They stared at me, then glanced at one another. I couldn’t read their expressions. “How… many loads?” asked Steven. I hesitated for a second. My heart jumped. This was it. “Sixteen” Another moment of silence ensued. Oh shit, my gamble failed! “Guys, I’m sorry-” I was cutoff as Steven rushed at me and kissed me deeply. Toby got behind me and joined our kiss. I reached down to both their cocks, feeling them through their shorts. Wow they were both already hard, and big! Their hands explored my nipples, ass, and cock. I broke the kiss to say, “I’m so happy I learned you all like cum sluts!” “Wait! Explain, what do you mean ‘learned’?” asked Toby. We stopped fooling around for a second and sat on the bed. I told them I was a cumdump, and about overhearing their conversation the prior night. Toby seemed emberassed, but I said I didn’t mind at all since I clearly am a cumdump slut. I told them how connected I felt with Ryan, and assumed he wouldn’t want me until I heard what Toby said about cumsluts. Toby started to get excited and gushed about how this is perfect, and Ryan deserved someone like me. Ryan apparently had been chatting all day with Toby about how much he liked me, and was debating to still ask me out. Toby also explained that he and Steven are a couple, and both tops, but they have a solution they both love, fucking cumdumps regularly. That’s how they met at a bathhouse, constantly competing to get into the same holes. They also met Ryan at the bathhouse, who introduced them to Chad and Stanley – also a top-top couple. Ryan was interested in a more conventional bottom-top arrangement. While the rest of them found love in each other, he always held out for someone who checked his damn boxes. Steven started to mimic Toby’s excitement when I asked them if they thought Stanley and Chad would want to fuck me. They said they know they would, as they also love cumdumps. “I have a plan...but first, I want you to fuck me hard.” Steven wasted no time throwing me back onto the bed, removing his clothing and slipping his cock into my open mouth. Toby, now naked as well, lifted my legs, and yanked the plug out of my hole. Cum rushed out of my hole before I could slam it shut, which he gathered with his hands, and lubed his long 10 inch pole with it. He slammed his cock in me, eliciting a yell that evolved into a groan. They fucked me at both ends for at least 10 minutes until both blew their loads. I slammed my hole shut to hold one in, while swallowing the entirety of the other. I knew I would gape soon, releasing all the cum in me, so I slammed the plug in my hole again. Toby spoke first, “What’s the plan, slutty Slade?” I grinned when he gave me a nickname. “OK, so I picked the bar for tonight because I heard the one bathroom in the basement is heavily used for cruising.” Steven nodded in confirmation. “My plan is to flirt heavily with Ryan and make him want me more, but after a drink I’m going to go to the bathroom, and I am going to take any cock willing to fuck my hole through the gloryholes. I want you all to keep Ryan busy, and don’t let him in the gloryhole bathroom. After an hour of me being gone, send the first of you to come ‘check’ on me, by which I mean fuck me and breed me. Each one returns and tells Michael how you couldn’t find me, but thought you saw someone that looked like me flirting with some guy on the patio, or somewhere else. I want to make him jealous, even angry. But make sure you keep him away from the bathroom.” “Why would you want that?” asked Steven. I smiled and replied, “He will fuck me harder if he’s all revved up from jealousy and anger.” The guys grinned at one another. I continued, “After all of you have fucked me, hang out until Ryan reaches a boiling point, then tell him there is a cumdump in the gloryhole bathroom he should go fuck to let off some steam.” “OK, that’s hot, but how will he know it’s you through a gloryhole?” asked Toby. “He won’t know it’s me. While he’s fucking me, I want one of you to come in to the bathroom and tell Ryan that everyone’s ready to leave for another bar soon, but no one could find me, so you sent me a text in the group chat. Encourage him to breed the cumdump slut on the other side of the gloryhole until he shoots his load. As soon as he’s done, I’m going to plug my hole. I’ll text that I’ll meet you out front, then clean up and join you.” I told Steven and Toby. Steven spoke first, “I don’t get it.” I continue, “Well, when we are walking to the next bar, I want you all to talk about the slut at the gloryhole you all fucked. Be explicit. Then ask me if I got a chance to fuck the cumdump. I’m going to reply… ‘I was the cumdump.’” Toby put his hand on my lower back and just mouthed the word ‘wow’. “Too much?” I asked. Toby replied, “No, it’s hot. I’m curious to see what happens then.” “Me too” I replied. “For now, I should get dressed.” Turning to Steven I asked him to call Stanley and Chad to see if they’re down to join in my endeavor. He left the room with a smile on his face, dialing Stanley. I opened my closet and asked Toby, “What do you think Ryan would want to see me wearing?”

The Dr stood up and moved to the side of the bench. Mike felt the bench start to lower as the Dr stepped on the pedal. ”Okay Jason, let’s get ready” the doc said. ”Yes sir” Jason replied. Mike heard the rustling of clothing. He looked back and saw the doc with his scrubs pulled down part way. His cock rock hard and still leaking precum. ”Lube me up please” the doc said to Jason. Mike saw Jason walk over to the Dr with a tube of lubricant, he squeezed some into his gloved hand and started to apply it to the docs cock. Stroking him from head to the base of his shaft. ”That should do it” Jason said. He moved over towards Mike and looked at him. ”I’m going to apply some more lube to in your rectum Mike. Just relax okay?” ”Okay” Mike replied. His head was swimming with thoughts of what was about to happen. The Dr was going to fuck him with that awesome cock and give him his viral load. He was pulled out of his thoughts as he felt Jason’s fingers on his hole. Swirling around and then pressure as he inserted them inside of him. He felt Jason’s gloved fingers sliding in and out and swirling around inside. And then suddenly his hole was empty as he pulled them out. ”He’s ready Dr” Jason said. Mike looked back again and saw Jason step back and the doc take his place behind him. ”will you raise the bench a little please Jason?” ”Sure thing doc” Mike felt the bench raising up again. ”Right there! That’s perfect” the doc said. Mike felt the head of the docs cock brush his hole. He clenched out of instinct. But then relaxed as he truly wanted this and knew that the docs cock would feel amazing. ”Okay Mike. Are you sure you want to go through with this procedure?” ”Yes Dr. I really do” ”Okay then, let’s begin. You’re going to feel the pressure of me entering you. Just relax and take deep breaths. Okay?” ”Okay” Mike felt the docs hand on his ass and then felt the pressure of the head of his cock as he started to push into him. Under normal circumstances, Mike would have opened like a flower and pushed back on his cock. But he was a bundle of nerves knowing what was happening and what the outcome would most likely be. The Dr sensed his nerves and started rubbing his lower back telling to relax and to breathe. The whole time he still kept the pressure on his cock penetrating Mikes hole. Mike finally got his breathing under control and felt his body relaxing with his deep breaths. As he did, he felt the docs cock start to enter him more. At this point the sensation took over and Mike felt moan escape his lips. The Dr’s cock kept slowly entering him and before Mike knew it, he felt the docs waist resting on his ass. ”There we go Mike! You’ve got it all in you now. I’ll give you a few seconds to adjust. Then I’ll start thrusting.” ”Okay” Mike said. Mike was loving the feeling of his cock inside of him. He felt the doc grab his hips and telling him that he was going to start. Mike felt his cock start to withdraw from his hole, it felt like he was going to pull completely out, but he stopped just before and then held it for a second. He then pushed back into him until his waist smacked against Mikes ass. The doc held himself there for a couple of seconds and then withdrew again, holding for a second and then pushing back in. Mikes body was singing with pleasure as the Dr worked his hole. He knew that this was a “Procedure” but the Doc definitely knew how to work a hole with his cock. Mike was counting the thrusts in his head in anticipation of the viral load he was going to have in him. 5, out and then back in. 6 out and back in. 7, mike felt his anticipation growing as he felt the docs cock massaging his prostate with each thrust. 10, out and then back in. 11, Mike felt the Dr’s hands gripping him tighter, he also heard the subtle change in his breathing. 12, out then in. Mikes own cock was throbbing in the condom he still had on. 13,14. Mike heard the docs breathing become more labored. His hands gripping him tighter. 15, mike felt him start to slowly pull out. ”Its time Mike. Are you sure you wish to follow through with this procedure?” ”Yes please!” The doc thrust back in, held himself for a couple seconds then pulled out one last time and buried himself completely inside of Mike gripping his hips and pulling him as close as possible. Mike could hear the docs breathing through his nose and then he felt the base of his cock throb on his outer ring and then a wetness inside of him right in front of the head of the docs cock. He felt another throb and then more wetness. The Dr let out an involuntary groan and Mike felt a bigger throb and he felt a large gush of wetness. He felt at least 7 throbs on his outer ring and more wetness inside of him. The Dr’s breathing started to become more controlled and his grip loosened on Mikes hips. ”Whew! Okay Mike. You have been inseminated. I’ll stay inside of you for a minute here to make sure you get all my semen.” ”Okay Doc!” ”How do you feel Mike?” ”Ummm” Mike felt waves of emotions flowing through him. He was truly happy and he felt extremely emotional. He felt tears in his eyes as he tried to answer. ”I..... I’m happy.” ”Are you really okay?” ”Yes. I really am, I’m sorry I just got overwhelmed with emotions. I really am happy though” ”Thats great Mike. This is a clinical setting, but it is also a very emotional experience. I feel it too, knowing my DNA will continue on. Okay, I’m going to slowly withdraw from your rectum, then Jason will clean you up” Mike felt the Dr’s cock slowly pulling out and then he felt the cold office air on his open hole. It was replaced by a warm wash cloth as Jason cleaned the lube from his ass. ”Don’t forget to put in the plug” Mike heard the Dr say. ”Got it right here” Jason replied. ”Okay Mike, I’m going to insert a butt plug inside you. We want to keep all the semen inside of you so you’ll need to keep this in for at least 12 hours. If you can sleep with it i tonight even better okay”. ”Okay” Mike replied. He felt the coolness of the tapered plug being pushed into him and then his ring snapping around the base. He then felt Jason grab his still throbbing cock and pull it down a little. ”Well no semen sample yet” Jason said with a little giggle. ”Help him out” Mike heard the Dr reply. Mike felt Jason wrap his hand around his cock and start to stroke it. He let out a loud groan as his shaft was milked by Jason’s expert hand. ”I don’t think this will take long” Jason remarked as he kept a slow steady stroke going. Mike let out another groan and then yelled “Oh God!” As he felt his own orgasm overtake him. He filled to condom with his own cum as Jason milked it from him. Massaging his balls to help the process along. ”There we go Mike! That’s a very nice sample. Could also be your very last HIV negative ejaculation.” Jason started to roll the condom down his shaft and slip it from his now spent cock. He then washed it with the warm wash cloth to clean him up. ”Okay Mike, you can get up and get dressed now. We’ll give you some privacy and then come back in a bit to go over your after care instructions.

I used to be a condom nazi , I would only do oral with a condom , I am married won’t say straight at this point .. but I find my self now at glory holes .. no longer bringing rubbers , it’s only a matter of time before I become the cum slut I think I want to be

Out for a Jog I had actually made it four days without hooking up with anyone and I patted myself on my back to congratulate myself for my new found willpower. After several days of cloudy skies and rain, it was finally a nice warm, sunny day. It was a busy morning with several small tasks that had to get done "right away." Every time I would catch a view of outside I wanted to just drop everything and just go for a walk. It had been so long since I had been outside for anything other than a run to the store that I needed to just get outside and enjoy the city. The more I thought about it the more I was determined to get out today. In the end, I decided to use my lunch break to go for a nice run. Just before noon, I got up and changed into a jock and running shorts. It took a little while to find my shoes and then I started digging through my dresser trying to find a shirt. I finally settled on a sleeveless tee shirt with a tribal scorpion on the front. It was my go to shirt when I went to the bath house or for certain sex parties I'd hit, but I thought it was perfect for today's run. It was a little advertising for the few that might be venturing out and a warning not to get close unless you want to get stung. I put my wireless headphones in, grabbed my phone and key and headed down the stairs to the first floor. I dropped my key off with the doorman and told James that I'd be back in about an hour. As I went out the front door, college boy was just walking up. He was dressed in the same running shorts from a few nights back and a mesh tank along with some really nice Nike running shoes. "Tryin' to stay healthy?" I asked with a smirk. "Yeah, I guess. I just like the freedom it gives me" he replied. "I know, right? It's good to get into the zone and just clear your thoughts as you mindlessly follow the trail" I answered back. "Uh huh. What route do you use? I go south through Washington Park and back. East side first some days and the west side on others" college boy said. "Oh, I head over to the lake and then north to sleazy bush and back" I said. As soon as the words left my mouth I realized I didn't give the proper name of Sloan Beach, but it's nickname in the gay community for the amount of sex that goes on in the bushes between the parking lot and the road. "Never been there. Is it far?" he replied just like if I had said "Sloan Beach" instead. I kind of hoped he had missed my reference, but I figured it was best to just not mention it any more. "No, its almost exactly 5k from door to door. If you're up for another run I can show it to you" I said with a mischievous smile. "Sure, not like I have anything else to do" he replied sarcastically. I walked out to the sidewalk with college boy close behind. 99% of the time, I run alone and prefer it that way. I can pick my pace and not worry if I'm going to fast or slow for the other people. This was a little different since college boy and I already had a dynamic. He would pretty much do whatever I said and I liked it that way. I began my run as soon as we got clear of the building and I took a few side streets over to the lakeshore. The running path over there was nicely paved and I followed it north toward Sloan Beach. There were only a few other joggers out and we could run side by side. I hadn't even turned on any music or podcasts, I was just listening to nature and the quiet city sounds that were now the norm. College boy was keeping up with my pace, which was good since I didn't want to change it. The lake to my right looked peaceful and the roadway to my left looked eerily quiet. We were getting close to the beginning of the park and the running path turned from pavement to crushed stone. I took the right fork and headed toward the beach. No one was out on the beach and the park district hadn't even put the nets on the sand volleyball courts. Curving back around, we hit the north end of the park and there was a large condo building blocking any further route north. Following the path back towards the road, we got close to the wind break that they had planted next to the road. A long row of tall evergreens blocked the view from the road and several clumps of other plantings gave all of us public sex lovers a lot great places to hide in. I spotted one of the better places and peeled off on to the grass, stopping in a little alcove of bushes. "Welcome to 'Sleazy Bush'" I said. "Ever get fucked outdoors?" I asked after a little pause. "What? Uh... no. I don't want to get busted" college boy replied. Chuckling, I pulled him in and then pressed down on his shoulders. He dropped to his knees, knowing what was expected. I'm sure that the prospect of getting another charged load played in part of his decision, too. I knew I was breaking my 3's the limit rule, but there was something about him that made me want to see it through. We were close to the window where he might start showing symptoms, but I also knew enough guys that never experienced the conversion flu. I wondered how I would find out or even if I would find out that my bug had infected him. That was all in the future, now we just had to consummate another raw fuck and get home before anyone found us. He pulled my cock out of my shorts and jock, pulled his mask down and sucked at a fevered pace. It seemed he wanted to get this over with as fast as possible. I wasn't one to waste time with one of these fucks either. The exhilaration of being out in a public park with possibly hundreds of people being able to watch two guys fuck really got me hard. Seeing college boy on his knees with my cock in his mouth helped a lot too. I only let him suck a couple of minutes and then said "I need that neg ass now", emphasizing the last word. My cock slipped from his mouth and he crawled forward as I turned around. Kneeling down on one knee, I tugged on his shorts and pulled them down just far enough to reveal his pale ass, framed by the straps of his own jockstrap. Sliding my mask down, I spit on his hole a few times and rubbed them in with the partially covered head of my cock. I pulled my foreskin back, pressed the my cockhead to his entrance and spit on it another time. A few seconds later, I started plowing inside. If I had known where my first run in two months was going to lead, I would have brought a bottle of poppers and maybe some lube. I guess I was out of practice. College boy seemed to be struggling with the lack of lube and I thought about adding more spit, but if he wanted to get infected a dry fuck would definitely help. My charged precum would make it easier soon enough anyway. His chute had a nice grip on my cock as I thrust in and out, building up to a good tempo. I held his hips firm and gave a hard shove, burying all of my shaft into him. I was planning a few more minutes of drilling before I bred his hungry ass full of toxic spooge. Who knows, he might not even need another load to poz him up but another few shots of my venom couldn't hurt. I resumed drilling him, going a little faster and then slowing down. We were staring at a mostly brown shrub that was just starting to re-emerge from its winter slumber. I usually liked to do these fucks facing the open area instead of having my back to them, but I was just in too much of a hurry to fuck him to turn us around before we started. His ass was feeling good as my precum leaked and I could fuck faster without college boy groaning too loudly. "Well, what do we have here?" I heard over my shoulder. Turning my head I was both relieved and worried. "Oh... Hi, Carlos. How's it going?" I said while almost fully planted inside college boy's hole. My hips had stopped moving the second I heard his voice. "That's Officer Ramirez to you" the cop said in that no-nonsense way that they must teach on day one of police training. "Yes, sir" I replied not wanting to say anything to antagonize him. "At least we're wearing our masks like good, concerned citizens of our lovely city. Buuuut... based on past experience, I'm probably guessing that is where the safe sex ends" the officer said. I was sure I could see a smirk on his face, but I was straining to look at him behind me. I had known Carlos for several years. When his uniform came off he could be one wild fuck and played by his own rules and no one else's. We'd fucked a few times and he was one of the few that ever had fucked me. He was also one of the guys that ghosted on me only to turn up with new or updated profiles months later. Carlos walked closer to us and then crouched down in front of us, right in front of the bush. "Son, are you over the age of consent?" he asked. "Yyyyyes, sir" college boy squeaked out. "Are you out here with this slut, violating a few different laws, willingly?" he then asked. It sounded like entrapment to me, but I wasn't sure we had a choice but to answer. College boy nodded his head, mumbling out "yes." The cop then looked directly at me. "So, have you kept spreading your seed since we used to fuck, slut?" I really didn't like where this was headed, but answered just like college boy had - a nod and a quiet "yes." "You going to knock him up like you did me?" Carlos said with an evil gleem in his eye. "It's just a fuck. A warm hole that needs a hard dick, nothing more" I replied. Carlos let out a short, hard laugh before leaning in to college boy. "You know he's poz, right?" he said in a quiet, inquisitive voice. My cock was still hard and twitched inside college boy's ass. "Yes, sir" college boy said. Officer Ramirez stood there a moment and then said "He's old enough and knows what he's getting into. You both have your masks on, so my job here is about done. One more thing..." We both looked up at him, worried that he was about to call for backup and haul our asses to jail. I could feel college boy shaking below me and I was quivering a little too. "I want a crack at his ass after you've claimed him" Carlos said, standing up. He reached into his pocket, pulled out a card and slipped it between my skin and the strap holding my phone to my arm before he started to walk away. He got ten feet behind me and told us "You got five minutes to finish and get the fuck out of here" and then disappeared. I heard college boy say "Oh fuck!" "Five" I said to myself, continuing with "And hopefully college boy would now be the sixth that I knew I had successfully converted." My cock was even harder now than before we got interrupted. My hips started to rock faster and faster. "You heard him, we gotta get out of here" college boy said while trying to pull away. "He said finish and get out of here" so you better stop trying to crawl away and let me dump another poz load in that ass so we can head back home" I said. He stopped trying to move off and then quickly began to fuck himself back on my cock. The rest was a quick, hard fuck and only a couple minutes later I slammed in and held him tight. My engorged cock was throbbing with an intensity I had rarely experienced. College boy's gut was getting painted with my poisonous semen. My entire body shook with each spurt until it finally stopped. Pulling my cock from his ass, I stuffed my still partially hard cock back into my jock's pouch and then pulled his shorts back up. I gave a quick slap on his butt and then stood up. Looking around, I didn't see any flashing lights or cops running on foot toward us. Still, I didn't want to push it any further and reached down and pulled college boy to his feet. "Come on" I said. We went back to the path and headed south toward our building. We only got about a hundred yards when I saw Officer Ramirez sitting in his squad car watching the running path. I waved as we passed him and even college boy waved. We got about another hundred yards when college boy asked "Did you really do him?" "I guess. I didn't know until just now. There's probably more just like him I don't know about" I replied. "That's so fucking hot" college boy said. We made it another five hundred yards up the path and he then asked "Is he a good fuck?"

Mike was jolted out of his reflection of the past week as the vehicle came to a stop and the engine shut off. He heard Jason speaking from the front of the car. ”Okay Mike, we’re here. I’m Going to come around and help you out and into the office.” ”Okay” Mike replied. He heard the drivers door open and Jason getting out. The door shut, a few seconds later he heard his door open. ”Okay Mike, give me your hand. I’ll help you out and into the office.” Mike reached out and felt Jason take his hand. He stepped out of the vehicle and felt Jason leading him along. ”There’s a curb here Mike, so step up. There you go. Okay I’m going to open the door and then we’ll head in.” Mike heard a key in a lock and then a door opening. He felt Jason grab his hand again and start to lead him forward. He knew he was definitely in a Dr’s office, it had that smell to it. Jason led him through a couple of turns and then they stopped. Mike heard a door close and then Jason spoke. ”Okay Mike, we’re in the procedure room, you can remove the blindfold now.” Mike took the blindfold off and looked around. He was definitely in a Dr’s office, the room looked like a typical exam room, but it was bigger. Looking around he saw a counter with a sink, cabinets above. A couple of chairs. Blood pressure cuffs and other exam tools. As he turned, he expected to see an exam table, but instead he saw a weird looking bench. It had multiple flat surfaces on it covered in vinyl padding. There was a larger pad on the top and on either side there were narrower pads. As Mike puzzled over it. Jason saw his confusion and told him what it was. ”This is the procedure table, We’ll have you kneel on these lower pads on the bench, then lay forward with your chest on the top pad and your arms on either side. We can also raise and lower the bench for optimum penetration.” ”Gotcha!” Mike replied ”Well let’s start with the usual, height, weight, blood pressure.” ”Okay” Jason had Mike step over to the scale and step on it. Marked his weight then used the built in ruler to check his height. ”Okay Mike, have a seat in a chair and I’ll get your temp and blood pressure.” Mike sat down and Jason went through both checks and marked them down. He then opened a drawer and pulled out a binder with some paperwork in it. ”Alright, so this is a contract we’ll need you to read through and sign. I’ll give you some time to go through it and after we will start getting you ready. Okay?” ”Sounds good, thanks Jason” ”Anytime! I’ll be back in a bit” With that, Jason left the room. Mike opened the binder and started reading. The contract basically stated that the recipient “Mike” was here under his own free will and was aware that he was going to be inseminated with a high viral load of HIV positive semen. And that although the procedure would most likely lead to contracting HIV, it was not guaranteed. It also went on to state that the recipient would not discuss the specifics or the procedure in general with anyone outside of this office. Mike read through the rest of the contract, there was nothing he wouldn’t expect to see. On the last page there was a box for his signature and date. He filled in both and closed the binder. Well this is it! He thought, he was about to take his first unmediated load of cum. His cock was rock hard and leaking precum in his briefs. Jason came back in the room a few minutes later. ”All finished?” He asked ”Yep, all finished and signed” “Great! So let’s go ahead and get started with prepping. I’m going to have you disrobe and get on the bench.” Mike started to remove his clothing, pulling his shirt over his head, then kicking his shoes off. Next came his shorts, then socks. He left his boxer briefs for last. He could see his hard cock straining to spring free. Jason noticed his bulge. ”I’m glad to see you’re so excited about this Mike!” He said laughing. “Nothing to be embarrassed about, even though this is a clinical setting, it’s still erotic” “Yeah, I’m definitely turned on right now” Mike replied. He hooked his thumbs in his briefs and pulled them off. Standing there naked. Jason looked him over and winked at him. ”Very nice Mike! Okay I’m going to have you lay on the bench, go ahead and kneel on the lower pads and lay forward putting your chest on the top pad and your arms on the pads just below on the side pads. I will then adjust the pads so you’re comfortable. Okay?” ”Okay” Mike replied. He stepped over to the bench and mounted the bench as Jason explained. Jason followed him over and stepped on a pedal on the floor, Mike felt the bench start to rise up until he was about level with Jason’s chest. He moved to the front of the bench and reached under the arm pads, he slid two L shaped bars out from under them and turned them 90 degrees. ”You can hold on to these during the procedure so you don’t feel like you going to go flying off. Okay I’m going to have you lift yourself up so you’re just kneeling on the lower pads.” Mike pushed himself up so he was kneeling on the bench, he heard Jason open a drawer behind him and then shut it. He walked back over and Mike saw he was holding a condom in his hand. ”I’m going to put this on you in case you ejaculate during the procedure, we like to get a specimen before you leave.” ”What do you use it for?” Mike asked. ”Well the Dr’s one regret is that he will not be able to father children, so he collects a specimen from all of his clients in case they decide later down the road they might want a child, we will then have a clean specimen to work with. I know you’ve had a vasectomy, but we like to keep a sample from all patients.” ”Okay” Mike replied. Jason put some surgical gloves on and then opened the condom wrapper. He placed the end over the head of Mikes cock and started to roll it down. Mike let out an involuntary groan as he felt it cover his length. ”Little excited aren’t we?” Jason said laughing and winked at mike again. “Okay go ahead and lean forward again.” Mike lay back down on the bench. He felt Jason reach under him and grab his cock to reposition it under the bench. ”Okay Mike, now I’m going to shave around your anus so we have a completely clean area for the procedure, just relax okay?” ”Ummm Okay?” Mike replied a little apprehensive. He heard the sink turn on and cabinets opening. Then things being placed on something metal. He looked back and saw Jason rolling a metal cart over with shaving cream, a razor, and a container of water. ”The shaving cream will probably feel a little cold when I apply it, so just be ready for that. I’ll let you know before I do it though okay?” ”Okay” Mike turned his head back around and heard Jason squeezing water out of something then a warm cloth was gently rubbing his ass cheeks and then he felt it running over his hole. The warm cloth was removed and he could feel the cool air hitting his ass. He shivered a little, then he heard the sound of the shaving cream shooting out of the can. ”Okay, this will feel a little cold” Mike felt the cold cream on his ass cheeks being spread around, then he felt it being spread in his crack and over his hole. Jason stepped away and Mike heard the sink turn on as Jason rinsed his hands, then walked back over. He heard the sound of the razor swishing in the water container and then Jason started to expertly shave his ass. He made quick work of it with sure strokes and delicacy around his hole. Before mike knew it Jason was rinsing him off with the warm wash cloth again. As quick as the process was, Mike felt the experience was one of the most erotic things he’d had done in a long time. ”Okay, all finished with that Mike, now I’m going to apply some lube and insert a small camera to look in your rectum, we want to make sure your completely clean inside.” He heard Jason removing just gloves and throwing them in the trash receptacle, then the sound of new ones going on. More drawers and cabinets opened, more sounds of things being placed on the cart. He heard Jason roll the cart back over and then his gloved hand on his shaved butt. ”The lube will feel cold and so will the camera. You shouldn’t feel any discomfort though during this okay?” ”Okay” Mike said shaking his head also. He heard the top of the lube opening and then a few seconds later the coldness of the lube on his hole. He felt Jason spread it around a little bit and then felt pressure as Jason Inserted his finger inside of him. He swirled it around a coupe times and then removed it. ”I’m going to insert the camera now. It will only take about thirty seconds to look, just relax and breath evenly okay?” ”Yep! I’m ready” Mike felt the coolness of a metal object on his anus, then pressure as Jason started to insert it. He felt it go past his inner sphincter and stop. He could feel it moving around inside of him as Jason looked. He then felt it retracting from him. ”Perfect!” Jason said. “All clean and it looks like the cleansing did its job, your rectum is definitely red and irritated a little. Is it uncomfortable?” ”Honestly, no. I don’t feel anything.” ”Perfect” Mike felt the warm cloth on his hole again as Jason wiped the lube away. ”Alright Mike, just lay there and relax, I’m going to clean this stuff up here and when the Dr comes in I will apply some more lubricant for the procedure and then the Doc will go over how things will happen. Okay?” ”Yeah! Sounds good to me”

1. Jason I didn’t know what to expect when Nathan opened the door, or, for that matter, whom to expect. I didn't know his name. I didn't know what he would be into. Even so, even although I hadn't been mentally expecting any type of guy in particular, his actual, physical presence shocked me a bit. It was finally happening, for real. He was a bit on the short side compared to what I had imagined. He was also very cute. Even through his t-shirt, I could tell he was rail-thin, as there wasn't an ounce of fat on his body. He had short hair, blue eyes with just the merest hint of stubble, like he hadn't shaved that morning. "I'm Sean," he said, standing just inside the door, introducing himself. Nathan closed the door as Sean began to speak, and we were alone. "I'm Jason," I replied, feeling a little self-conscious at this point. I was in just a jock strap, but Sean was still fully dressed. "Nice to meet you," he said, smiling at me. I felt a little more at ease with him, thinking he seemed easy-going enough. "I guess I'm a little over-dressed for this," and with that he removed his shirt, revealing, as I had guessed, that his body was quite wiry and thin. He was not very muscular but there was a spray of hair over his pecs and the hint of a treasure trail disappearing into his shorts. "I guess this is always a little awkward at first, huh?" "Yeah," I replied, not having moved from the bed. "Want to break the ice a bit?" He put an emphasis on ice that was a bit unusual. "Sure," I replied. With that he pulled down his shorts, revealing a swimmer's jock, just like the one I was wearing. There was a spray of pubic hair poking out of the top and the pouch looked to be very well-filled. "Cool," he said, reaching into his bag, and pulling out a case for sunglasses. Opening it, he extracted a glass pipe and lighter. "You cool?" he asked, gesturing at his pipe. Remaining in the sunglasses case was a fat bag of crystal. "Yeah, I am" not knowing what else to say. It had been a while since I had partied, but I hadn't given it up. "Awesome. I love this stuff." He sat down on the bed next to me, and carefully wiped off the bowl of the pipe. He took the torch and slowly melted the drug already in the pipe. He did a long hit from the pipe and then motioned for me to shotgun it from him. I leaned in, letting our lips lock, and inhaled a thick cloud. Even after I had taken as much as I could, he continued to exhale the smoke into the dim bedroom. It engulfed our heads as we continued to kiss. "You party a lot?" he asked me, breaking off the kiss. "Not really. Once every few months, I guess. You?" "Every weekend, usually." He did another long hit from the pipe, and held it. This time he just exhaled it. "It's how I got into barebacking. No one ever uses a rubber when they are partying, you know." I smiled, agreeing, and enjoying that initial tingle of the drug with the promise of so much more pleasure. "You ever do a booty bump?" Sean asked. "Never," I answered. It had been only a year or so ago I had even smoked it for the first time. Hearing my answer, he dug into his bag again and pulled out a needle-less syringe as well as the baggie of crystal from the case. "Water?" he asked, looking around. I pointed to a glass of water on the bed table. "Perfect," he said. He pulled out a large chunk of the tina, and forced it into the body of the syringe. He put the plunger in and then filled it with water. He flicked the syringe a few times before sitting back down next to me. "Ready?" he asked me. He was gently shaking it and its powerful contents. I guessed it was to force the crystal dissolve. "I'm not sure about this," I said. I had been with him for less than five minutes, and already, I wasn't sure about how fast this was going. "Maybe just smoke it?" "Don't worry. You'll love this," he said. "Get on all fours, with that beautiful fuckable ass up in the air." I didn't protest any more and got on my knees. Sean knelt down between my legs and spread my cheeks. "Hand me that bottle of lube," he said. I grabbed it and handed it to him. I felt a drop or two of the cold lube on my ass and a slight poke as the syringe plunged into my hole. "This may sting a bit," he said, and suddenly, there was a cold feeling in my ass. "That's it?" I asked. "Yeah. Just hold it there, and let it soak in." I heard him light the torch again, and he took another long hit from the pipe. "You're poz?" I asked him. I wanted to know more about him. "Yeah, of course. Years now." He did another hit before continuing. "Nate tells me you're still neg?" "Yeah." There was now a tinge of warmth in my hole, like a big load had just been planted up there. It seemed to gradually radiate out from my butt, and it was beginning to envelope my entire body. "How did you get HIV?" "Same way you're going to get it," he said. "Letting poz guys fuck me." He rubbed a finger against my ass. "You're good. Roll over." I rolled onto my back; Sean was still kneeling between my legs. He did one more hit from the pipe, then leaned towards me. "Take it," he said, letting only the smallest cloud escape. I locked lips with Sean, and he forced the drug into my lungs, once more completely filling me up with the cloud. I was a light-weight, he was a heavy-weight. I was already in over my head. But still, I held the crystal for as long as I could. "Good job," he said, finally giving me permission to breathe it out. He put the pipe and lighter on the bed table. "You want my poz load?" he asked me. "Yeah, I do," I answered. I was feeling no pain and no shame. The idea of a hard poz cock sliding into my hole was filling my mind, crowding out all other thoughts, including any thought of self-preservation. "I need some fresh poz cum in me." "It's hot to hear you beg for it," Sean said. He reached down and pulled his jockstrap to the side, letting his cock hang out. He was already semi-hard, and I could tell it was a nice sized dick. It wasn't as long as some I had played with, but just the girth and weight of it was impressive, especially in contrast to his short, skinny body, which made it seem even bigger. I must have been staring, since Sean noticed me and said, "Yeah, it's a big one for a skinny runt like me." Sean poured some lube on his cock, stroking it and slicking it up. It didn't grow much bigger, which I was glad for, but just got harder. As he rubbed the lube over his shaft, he started to press the head against my ass, teasing it. I pushed back against him, wanting it inside of me. "Please man," I begged. I didn't want it; I needed it deep in me. "Patience," he answered, adding "you'll get it soon enough." He poured some lube down my crack and slid a finger in, pushing the slippery fluid into me. "You're opening up really nicely," he remarked, asking "You ready?" I nodded. I grabbed the bottle of poppers and did a hit. Sean poured a little more lube on his tool. I offered him the poppers, but he shook his head. "Give me that hard cock," I said. He grinned at me and lined his cockhead up with my hole. Right as the poppers hit, Sean pushed into me. Feeling my hole stretch open to fit his thick cockhead, I knew this was going to be another intense fuck. Sean took his time entering me. He didn't go very fast, but it was also clear he wasn't going to take no for an answer. "Damn, that's tight," he said. "How long have you been getting fucked?" I thought back to when I had first met Nathan. I realized that it had been less than a week ago. Now here I was, tweaked out, with my legs up in the air, and a relative stranger forcing his poz raw cock into my hole. "Only about a week," I said. In my horny, tweaked-out state, I couldn't keep up with any story more complex than the simple truth. "Damn, man. No wonder you're so tight. And you're already chasing?" "Chasing?" I asked. I had never heard that phrase before, especially for sex. "You know, bug chasing. Looking for poz guys to infect you." "Yeah. I guess I am chasing." Sean had now gotten his cock all the way in my hole, and was starting to slowly stroke in and out. Between my insatiable desire for raw cock and tina's effectiveness, I knew my hole was opening up nicely for him. "Hot," Sean said. "What about you? Did you chase? Or was it an accident?" "Naw. Once I started seriously partying, and of course, barebacking, I knew it was only a matter of time." He shoved his cock back into me. "I was playing with all kinds of guys, poz, neg and unknown. All raw. I knew it was pointless to try to avoid it." "So, what did you do?" I reached down and grabbed his bony ass. He was small enough that I could grab both cheeks, and pull him deeper in my hole. His body felt so small on top of me, yet his cock was so large and hard inside of me. "I went for it. Whenever I saw a poz guy online, I'd ask him to fuck me raw." He took another of his deep strokes and his eyes closed in pleasure. "Did anyone refuse?" I was wondering how common it was for poz guys to knowingly fuck neg guys. Nathan had fucked me, but then, he had also asked me repeatedly if I knew exactly what I was getting myself into. "Hell no. Every guy wants to fuck raw, no matter what he might say." I had to agree with his assessment, as either a top or a bottom. "Only one guy wasn't sure about it, that is fucking me raw." "And, what happened there?" "I said I'd get him high. And he fucked six poz loads into me over the weekend." "Sweet," I said. "Yeah." Sean leaned in and kissed me. I was having a good time. There was an easy connection developing between us. He was also just fun to talk to, not to mention how good his cock felt buried in my bare ass. We lay there, kissing and fucking, working his cock deeper into my body, and then fucking and kissing some more. He was dripping pre-cum into me the entire time, further lubricating my hole. "How long did it take?" I asked, breaking off our long kiss. "Getting pozzed?" he asked. I nodded. "I don't know. I never got sick. And I waited six months before I got tested." He thrust in deep. "Of course, I tested out poz." We went silent again. He was fucking me harder now and I could tell he was getting close, but I didn't want the fuck to end quite so soon. "Any regrets?" I asked him. "About being poz?" he asked. He shook his head no. "You know that feeling, right as the crystal is hitting, when you have that feeling of complete freedom and total desire for sex?" It was my turn to shake my head, this time agreeing. "It's like that. All the time. I don't worry about who fucks me. Or who I fuck." I smiled. "It sounds nice." "And sometimes, just sometimes," he said, "You get a fucking hot neg guy, with an amazing ass. Who. Wants. My. Poz. Cum." With each word, he thrust his cock into me, emphasizing just whom he was talking about. "And it makes all the petty discomforts completely worthwhile." We took another long pause from talking in order to make out some more. Then he asked, "And you? Why are you doing this?" I paused. It was a question for which I didn't have a good answer. Nor would Sean be the last one to ask me either. I delayed answering by pulling him down and kissing him again. He probed my mouth but after a few moments, he broke it off. "You can't get out of answering that so easily." "I don't know for sure. A week ago, I would have said I was totally top. Bareback, but still a top. Then I met Nathan. And I had to get his cock inside of me." Sean was watching me, smiling. I could feel his cock stiffening slightly in my hole. I continued. "And that he was poz wasn't a worry. It was almost a bonus. Now I just want to not be afraid anymore, to get the inevitable over with. And enjoy the process as much as I can." "I understand. Nathan's damn amazing," he said. It was an interesting comment, said in a tone that implied much more was being left unsaid. I expected for him to be jealous, but there was no trace of it. "Any regrets so far? Any uncertainty?" "Some. It's big step, but so far, this just feels right. The first time Nathan came in me was the most intimate experience I've ever had. And your cock in me raw is almost as amazing." I pulled him into me deep again, and kissed him. "Fuck me. Cum in me, Sean. Breed me good, Sean." "Fuck Jason, I don't want to cum yet. I want this to last." Almost simultaneously, we both turned and looked at the clock on the bed table. Forty-five after. Time had flown by for us, twisted by the crystal into an encounter that was far too short. "Damn. Time's almost up." "I know. Seems too short. Is this going to be the only time?" "Not at all. Nathan knows how to find me. But let's focus on the here and now. Which means getting you bred." "Sounds good to me," I said. Sean grabbed the bottle of poppers and held it under my nose. "Do a good hit, Jason," he said. I took a long hit, before Sean took the bottle. He did a hit and then offered it back to me. I shook my head no, but he insisted. "Let yourself go," he said. Reluctantly, I inhaled more of the sweet scent. "Right on, Jason," he said, doing one last quick one himself. "Now, what do you want?" "I want your poz sperm inside of me, Sean." It was a true statement. I was having a great time with Sean, and it seemed perfectly alright and perfectly natural to have him shoot in me. That it was deadly sperm was only an added bonus. It was such a small, intimate thing to give him as a top: to let him cum in me. I couldn't make him pull out. I couldn't think about how it could change me forever. "Please, breed me." "Oh yeah, Jason," he grunted. "I'm gonna shoot. I'm gonna cum in your sweet raw ass." He bent down, stuck his tongue in my mouth, and shoved his cock in deep. "I can't hold it any longer," he said. Deep inside of me, his cock stiffened, spurted and injected his toxic cum into me. "Take it, Jason," he said, between frantic kisses. "Please, Sean, give it to me," I said. I was clenching my ass around his cock, trying to milk out every drop of his poz jizz. I was totally in the moment, unable to worry about the danger of this simple fuck. The danger was a part of the turn-on; this innocent-looking young man had a cock that could kill, coupled with a serious drug problem. "Fuck yeah, I'm breeding that hot hole of yours now," he said, pistoning in and out of my ass. I could feel his cockhead rubbing his sperm all over my hole, making sure it smeared across my hole, ready to be absorbed by my body. There were a few more shivers racking Sean's body, as he pumped the last of his load into me. We stayed linked with his cock connecting us. We made out a bit while the last drops of his precious spooge slowly dripped into me. "Thanks," I said. "That was hot." "Fuck yeah," he said. "I hope you get what you need. And I'm glad I could be part of the process." "Me too. I really enjoyed this." We were quiet a bit, kissing while his cock softened. "What's your plans for the rest of the day," I asked. "Not sure," he answered. He shifted slowly, finally letting his cock slide out of my hole. Soon I would need something back in me, but for now, it was enough just to feel his warm semen in my hole. "Still early. Probably head to a bath house and see how many loads I can get." He grabbed a towel from the bed table and wiped off his cock. "You?" "Nathan's got my afternoon planned. You're the first of several. But no idea of who." "Fucking hot. You're gonna have fun." "I hope so. You've set a very high bar." He laughed. "Let's do a hit for the road," he said as he picked up the pipe again. He lit the torch, and held it under the bowl. As the crystal smoked, he did an expert hit, draining the bowl several times. When he finished, he motioned for me to shotgun it from him. I took the hit. It was huge and it filled my lungs. "Hold it for me, Jason," he said. As I held it, he put his cock back in the jockstrap, and pulled on his shorts. "Now," he said, and I got to exhale. The cloud filled the room. "Your turn," he said, handing me the pipe and torch. I lit it up, and started sucking on the stem. I wasn't sure how big of a hit I wanted, but Sean told me what I needed. "Do a big one, Jason." I kept on inhaling, filling my lungs the best I could. "Nice," he said, as I finally pulled the pipe away. "Hold it." I held it as long as I could and motioned for him to shotgun it. We locked lips as I pushed the hit into his mouth. He only took a bit of it, making me exhale the rest. "Fuck Sean," I said. "I'm going to be feeling fearless this afternoon." "That's what I want. You need to enjoy this afternoon." He put away the pipe and lighter, and gathered up his things. He gave me one last kiss. "I want to see you again soon. Hopefully you'll be poz by then." He headed out the door, and I lay back down on the bed, waiting for Nathan to bring the next guy.

here's a still of my used bred hole dripping male DNA...

48 taken so far... well behind last year.

The fuck flu almost kill me as I spent 5 days in the hospital. I lost weight could not control my body temperature body aches with rashes on my body could not eat. It was the worst 2 weeks in my life health wise. After I had erections like never before as I’m mostly a bottom but now I Wanted to fuck.

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I was visiting Hawks in Portland, OR . I was in my room, door open, and ass up. In walks this otter with a pierced dick and proceeds to mount my ass. He takes two pumps and pulls out...his piercing tore off! He screams "fuck" and then sticks his fingers into my ass and pulls out the ring then just leaves...I just laid there baffled...

Lol, get your story ready for when you get chlamydia or gonorrhea . Luckily, the first time I had an std ( it was chlamydia in my dick, throat and ass) she just presumed i got it from her and confessed to having a " couple of affairs " . She didn't know it was in my ass! Our sex life got a little less vanilla after that. She was shocked i liked getting fucked by men, but enjoyed seeing it.

I walked around the campground more and got fucked a few more times before I walked over by the pool area and saw a group of guys getting ready for a game of naked volleyball. I intended on just watching but one of the guys said they needed another bottom player to make even teams and asked me if I was a bottom and wanted to play.i agreed and he said great and said it's tops vs bottoms and we were all planning on an orgy after the game was over. I got excited by that and we got ready to play. The guy who asked me to play went and turned on a foam machine and a black light and it was then before the foam got to big that I saw all the tops had the same uv biohazard tattoos that I saw on the two guys from my school. I got really turned on and during the whole game I played with a raging hardon as well as the rest of the players. There was allot of grinding and touching as the foam got thicker and I couldn't focus on the game as much as the fingers playing with my balls and ass. After about an hour of the game the bottoms won 10 to 4 and we all had to catch our breaths. We all stayed within the foam and the orgy started there. I got grabbed by one of the hottest tops there and he wasted no time in living his cock and my ass and went to town fucking me. He had a really thick cock and long one too that went in real deeply touching all the right buttons inside me. Another top walked over with a similar sized cock and a nice set of swinging balls. I saw another uv tattoo on his hip and dove down to the root of his cock in one shot. I just stood there taking these two Poz cocks at each end and I couldn't be any happier or so I thought. The guy fucking me pulled out for a moment and laid down on the ground and was pulling me down to ride his cock facing me. The guy I was sucking knew what was happening and joind us on the ground as he lubbed up his cock and started to slide it next to the one already buried into my whole. The feeling was intense and a bit painful but I was loving every moment of it and shortly the pain of being split by these two subsided and I really started to enjoy being stuffed. The two guys stuffing my hole started to pick up the pace and from the grunting and the feeling of their cocks getting harder I knew they were both about to blast my hole with some more Poz seed and I was ready to be filled with more Poz cum. With one final slam I could feel my hole being flooded with both of their Poz cum being shot into my guts and I was in heaven. The top behind me fell on my back panting after such an intense orgasam and the guy I was riding was as well so I stayed still relishing in the glow of such a hot fuck. Once they regained their composure and their cocks started to soften they started to slide out of my hole and each kissed me deeply thanking me for such a great fuck. I thanked them both for their deposits in my ass and we started to move more around the action around us. After an hour of this intense orgy I had been fucked at least by six other guys and decided to take a break and head to the bar for a nice drink. I sat on the barstool and while enjoying my drink I started to finger my hole and see how much cum I had collected so far that night. My fingers were coated in the sweet sweet Poz nector I even swirled some around the rim of my glass and mixed some into my drink. The bartender wearing nothing but a bowtie smiled at me when he saw what I was doing and gulped my drink. He and asked me if I wanted a fresh drink with some more cream and make it golden. I figured he was asking if I wanted to drink his piss and I was excited at that so I accepted but said I preferred it from the tap and winked at him. He called over one of the other bartenders and asked him to cover for a bit while he took a break. He led me into one of the bathrooms and took me into the ajoining showers from the locker room and we started to make out. He rubbed me all over and fingered my puffy hole pulling out some of the cum inside and shared it with me. I licked his fingers clean and made my way down his body till I was greeted with a very large thick cock that reached full hardness. He was easily 12 inches and as thick as a beer can and I wasn't sure I could deep throat but I love a challenge. I gagged a bit but was able to get his cock down my throat after the 4th I was able to get his whole cock down my throat. I earned a big moan from the bartender so I know he was enjoying it and he slowly started to fuck my throat. He fucked my throat in long slow pumps and quickly picked up the pace. Soon after I could feel his balls starting to get tighter and he slammed into my throat gushing an enormous amount of cum down my throat and I didn't miss a bit of it. He was breathing hard but didn't leave my throat at all. I started to feel his cock go soft and he said just to wait for the next part. He pulled out so just the tip was left in my mouth and started to let loose the stream of piss that I gulped and gulped so I didn't miss a drop. Once he was finished I stood up and he pulled me in for a strong kiss pushing his tounge in my mouth to taste his piss in me. Once finished we walked back to the bar and in a flash from one of the rotating black light another uv biohazard tattoo showed up. He poured me another drink saying it was on the house and I accepted it and sat to watch the drag show going on. After one of her songs the drag queen said " alright boys it's Time to pull the drawing for tonight's star bottom of the evening before we do the fire works tonight, so if you're a bottom and would like to be the star bottom of the evening just put your first name and last inatial on the paper passing around and come up and put it in the hat and we will pull the winner before the show." I put my name on a sheet and walked on stage getting allot of whistles and cat calls put it in the hat and walked back to my chair. Once all the bottoms there put in their entry the drag queen shook the hat and pulled one out. "Ok boys here it is and the lucky winner is Daniel F." Everyone looked around trying to see the winner and I was a little in shock that I won. I stood up and walked on stage and everyone started to applaud me. "Ok boys here is our star bottom so once the fireworks are over everyone here at the campground will get a chance to fuck and bed our star bottom boy." Allot of cheers went out and even I jumped for joy

I'm surprised nobody's chimed in yet! I've had a few guys get up in me that deep, but it was always after some real extended fucking. Undoubtedly you've researched a certain amount of human gut anatomy by now, so you know after a few inches, your colon takes a pretty serious curve before continuing. The nice thing is your colon is pretty flexible, so you can work out the kink, so to speak. Most important thing is lube. Way too much lube, and deep. You might want to invest in a lube shooter. It's like a dedicated syringe for getting lube nice and deep. You may also be able to use a regular oral syringe. The kind without a cannula for injections. Be really sure you're not using a lube with glycerin or propylene glycol, because it will pull down every ounce of brown hiding up in your guts. And it'll be real gross. Also, those muscles will be tense and a little less pliable. Silicone is great. Or anything "natural/organic" that doesn't include those ingredients. Once you've got the grease covered, You've got to put some work in manually. If you have a dedicated and very patient top, that's great. Otherwise, invest in an average thick but really long dildo. Go for like fifteen inches worth if you can get one. That way there's plenty to work with. Honestly, even if you've got the top, go ahead and get one. From there it's mostly patience and persistence. With dildos, the best method I found is to get in a solid squatting position. Like feet flat on the ground, knees to chest full-on squat. Get your rubber buddy in, and push until you just feel that deep resistance. Don't force, but hold it there a good while. At least thirty seconds. Then back it out, and back in to the same spot. Little by little. Usually at a certain point, something will give, and you'll be pretty much home free to fuck as deep as you want. Iron the curve out for a good few minutes. Relube a little bit, and then, think about inviting your real live guy over to help try to get up in your newfound space. With him it's about the same. You can try in a bit of a riding squat first, to work him up there. Or if you're pretty confident, doggy is great. Your shoulders on the bed. Back arched and completely slack. Your guts will be fairly relaxed that way, and if you've done that deep dildo-ing earlier, he should be able to gently but persistently get in all the way, and really ream your guts straight. Hope it works out! Keep us posted, yeah? 😉 Cheers!

Hi everyone. I'm a top and I've chatted and actually role-played with a coupe of guys about getting them pregnant and we really got off. Much like the bug chasing fantasies here, we really got off on the idea of them opening their bodies to me and taking my DNA, but the idea of getting a big pregnant belly and swollen breasts full of milk. We talked about my sperm and getting fertilized and me owning their body, claiming it for mine, etc. Actually having a baby, parenthood etc didn't' come into play but just the act of being impregnated and being pregnant. Is this fantasy common? Does anybody want to share their thoughts, fantasies, etc on the subject of either becoming pregnant as a man or getting another man pregnant? Thanks in advance for sharing and for posting all the dirty things i jack off to on this site. Keep it coming.

As Mike sat in the back of the car blind folded, his cock hard and leaking precum into his boxer briefs. He reflected back to where his desire for another mans cock all started. Remembering at the age of 14 with his best friend on a camping trip, showing each other their cocks. His buddy kneeling in front of him and taking him into his mouth and giving him his first blow job. Being so turned on that he wanted to know what it felt like to give one too. Returning the favor he took his best buds cock into his mouth and got his first taste of cock and the musky taste of his first precum. His first time getting fucked (total disaster). To meeting Bill, who would teach him how to take cock and only bare cock. After training his hole for cock, giving him his first load of cum. Mike was completely hooked after feeling Bills load inside of him. It was also Bill that encouraged him to start letting other men fuck him, telling mike that he was made for taking cock, and he should share his ass with other men. But to always remember. Bare only and no wasted loads. This of course led to taking anon loads over the years. All the different hotel rooms, bed rooms, parks, and book stores. Mike never contracted anything. He knew that he would eventually be pozzed with all the anon loads he took, but he always had the desire deep down that when it happened, he wanted to know when, where, and who it happened with. He knew that once he opened his hole to a cock he was giving himself over to the top and to his desires and needs. So when it came to when he was going to be converted, he wanted to have that little bit of control. The area that Mike lived in was very conservative. Plenty of guys liked to fuck and suck. But anyone that was poz was also on meds. So if he wanted a viral load he would have to travel for it. Such was life he thought laughing. One night her was on BZ reading the “Your last load” posts and stroking a little when he jumped into the Bug Chasing section. Even Knowing there wouldn’t be any grifters in his area, he looked anyway. He was looking through the posts when one in particular caught his eye. “Insemination Service Available”. Intrigued, he clicked on it.

So I recently tested positive for HIV just last week. I had a test back in early January that returned negative results, and then another one in late February that returned positive. In January, I had a really terrible flu (but I tested negative for the flu and the doctor chalked it up to just a norovirus). I had to use a lot of my paid sick days at work and PTO because I couldnt get out of bed for two weeks. I have always been a really open, honest guy with all of my partners and even with my boyfriends that I always urged to open up our relationships. I have always understood the stigma around being POZ and wondered what it would be like to have to disclose this information to any future potential partners and face rejection over my status. I accept negative guys not wanting to be with a positive person. I was never like that because I understood the science behind guys being undetectable and there being options available to reduce the risk of transmission like PrEP. Well, now I am at that point in life where I have no choice. My question to you all is this: Is it easier for you all to just disclose in your HIV status on things like GRINDR, Jackd, A4A, BarebackRT that you're POZ instead of "Ask Me", or do you face a lot of discrimination for it you think in the gay community, and better you think to just have that discussion with any potential sexual partners one on one in private? And also, to just anyone in general, like friends, family, etc.? I begin taking my ARV's on March 23rd for anyone wondering, and for anyone wondering, I am indifferent to finding out that im positive. Not angry, not sad, not feeling sorry for myself. Also, im not happy about it either, of course, as I find it a pain to have to take medication every day and having to fill my body with poisons, drowning in passivity (which is why I quit taking PrEP a few months ago because it was making me really ill every night). I think the only reflection that really bothers me about finding out that im positive is having a sort of live, malignant, alien sort of thing inside me whose only purpose is to kill me and then die. But having said that, I dont fear death and understand that from the minute were born we are dying, and now that I have it, I have an even more diminished sense of fear about being completely free to be an even bigger slut than I ever was before. Hope this wasnt too long a read, and appreciate being able to share my story with a like-minded and open community.

Since it was Mother's day yesterday I went home and spent the day with my mom just hanging out and making her breakfast, lunch and dinner. I'd spent Saturday night being passed around between him and his room mates and it was great. Before I took off for the day my bf put me in panties and made sure my plug was in so I was a contented pussy boy all day while I was home. When I went back over to my bf's house last night his 18 year old room mate was on the couch and I wanted him to fuck me so bad. Bf said it was fine so I went back out to the living room and started making out with his room mate and stroked his dick. I was so horny that I just climbed onto his dick and took it in my ass. It was so intense how powerful his dick felt inside me and I felt like I couldn't ride it hard enough. While I was riding him he said it felt like I didn't lube up and I realized I hadn't. He asked if I wanted to stop and put some boy butter in my ass and I told him no and kept riding until he blew his load. When he pulled out I sucked him clean and realized that my boy pussy was sloppy and wet even though I hadn't been fucked all day. It felt amazing to know that I was so horny that I took his dick with no lube and I wanted it back inside me again so I kept it in my mouth and rubbed my asshole until he said I could climb on again. We had another amazing fuck, then I went down the hall and told my bf what happened. My bf's dick is way bigger so he took it slow but I had two loads in my pussy so I was able to take him with no problem. He pounded me out and we went to sleep but in the middle of the night he woke me up to see if I needed any ointment on my hole or if it hurt. I was fine though, and when his alarm went off I asked him to fuck me again with no lube. He was gentle at first but the more we got into it the harder he fucked me. My pussy lips are swollen and look totally blown out but I've never been prouder of anything in my life.

“Stop fucking flinching. Take it like the worthless faggot I always knew you’d become.” I could barely see straight through the fog of my high. It wasn’t anything hardcore yet that night, but the alcohol and edibles, paired with some fresh poppers and 8 loads earned deep in my cunt had me lost in pleasure and submission. There I was: ass up in a motel, taking anonymous loads… and it was him forcing my hole open. I knew his voice. It was the man who started it all. It was David. Again. 10 years ago I was a condoms-only college kid with a fantasy to submit. And then he showed me what it meant to really get used. What it meant to give myself to a real man. What it meant to regret it. And here he was - 8.5 thick inches pulsing deep inside me while he wrapped his hands around my neck and choked. 10 years ago I wouldn’t have recognized the shell of a faggot whore on that motel bed. Hell, I barely recognized him that night. As this beast of a man tore my hole open yet again, I realized just how far I had fallen. I was leaking in my cock cage, begging, and crying. But to him? I was just an object. No different than the object he’d raped 10 years earlier. And we both knew it. “Cmon, faggot. Put your mouth around the barrel of the gun. I want to play a game.” — 10 years earlier, and I was 20. It was the summer between my sophomore and junior years of college in Los Angeles, and I’d grown more and more comfortable with my sexuality. I was a good looking guy: nearly 6’0, Italian blood, dark features, hairy and tight body. I could fuck any college kid on that campus, but it just didn’t quite scratch that itch. I needed to get used. Or at least thats what I fantasized about when I jerked off. And “getting used” seemed to be getting darker. Rough fucking had become verbal fucking. Light bondage. Slapping. Pain. I needed it to be kinkier and kinkier to get me off. I found myself falling down the rabbit hole, searching for boys crying, having forced orgasms, and — and it made me hard to even type it into search engines - getting raped. I wanted it. Or I thought I wanted it. It all sort of blurred together as I busted orgasm after orgasm to the kinkiest and roughest porn I could find. But I also knew that it wasn’t realistic. Real rape wouldn’t be ‘fun’. Real rape couldn’t be planned. Real rape was just a fantasy. But that didn’t stop me from being a tease. And thats when David first came into the picture. I’d met David online. He was clear from the outset: he didn’t want my name, he liked to fuck holes as objects, it would hurt. I did not matter to him. And I busted a load that first night we chatted - a huge, thick load. And then I quickly signed off. I did to David what I did to all these guys: I teased. I played out my fantasy to earn my own orgasm. Days and days. Countless orgasms. He took me deeper in those conversations, deeper than I knew I could go. He told me he whored boys out. I came. He told me he came from seeing fags cry. I came. He told me he beat a man nearly to death. I came. He told me he wanted to do it again. I came. This went on and on. Until the night that I let my 20 year old sex drive get the best of me. I agreed to go to his place. He told me it would be rough, but that I’d be fine — that he knew so many of my desires were just fantasy. He told me he got it. He told me I’d enjoy myself - that we’d have some fun. And I trusted him. My dick was leaking, my hole was pulsing, and I was speeding down the 405… until I was there. Heart racing, dick hard, skin moist from nerves, adrenaline and sweat. I was there, knocking on his door. That knock would play out in my head for years to come. That knock was the start of a slippery slope — a slope that would ultimately lead me 10 years later, blackout in a trashy motel, throating a 9mm pistol, effectively destroyed no matter the rules of his game. But that night 10 years ago? I just thought it was going to be some quick, rough fun.

Amazing story, real feel it. I'd so much love be seeded like this

AS they walked away I stood in the isle moth agape and dick hard as a rock. I had a hard on the rest of the day even after jacking off. His son was built like his dad had been at that age. For that matter his dad was still built the same, perfect swimmers body. But JJ had shaggy dirty blond hair and green eyes. Two days passed and my phone buzzed while I was at work. The message read. Got your number from my dad, you free in about an hour? I replied back YES and asked if he needed my address. I got nothing back. I rushed home took a shower and got ready in a pair of ball shorts and a t-shirt. At exactly 1 hour the door bell rang and when I opened the door he was standing there in black short running shorts, the kind with the split that goes up to the waistband and nothing else. He was hot and sweaty. He smiled as he walked in and asked if he could have some water. He followed me to the kitchen and I fixed it form him. After he drank the water, that was a very long silence to me. He looked at me and said so dad says you like to get pissed on and suck dick and that you swallow like a good fag, is that all you do? I hesitated for a second and said I will do what ever you want. He shook his head and said someone trained you well. He looked off out the window for a second or two then without looking at me he said, I'm not like my dad. I'm a little more open minded. He said back in the day he was gay for pay and that he has no need to mess around with anyone now that he is making good money and is married. I said really? He said that's what he says but his assistant at work is hot as fuck and is a couple years older than me so I don't buy it. Before I could respond he just looked at me and said, I'm Bi but I like to fuck around with guys more. You don't have to be gentle and lovey dovey with a guy. You can fuck his brains out and walk away no strings attached and no fucking kids to worry about. He stood up and kicked off his shoes and socks while looking me in the eyes. He said I figure since you like piss you like a little sweat as well so why don't you show me the bath room so I can drop this load of piss all over your ass. On my way taking him to the tub I was pulling off my clothes as fast as I could. No sooner had I stepped in his was pissing on me. Just like his dad it was a long steady stream of piss and now that I was on eye level with it his dick looked bigger. I heard him say fuck yeah, your a nasty little slut, you like this hot piss don't you? I shook my head yes as my mouth was full of his piss. When he finished he stepped in the tub and shoved his dick in my mouth and said suck it bitch and I swallowed as much as I could. He was most defiantly bigger than his dad. It was like he could read my mind and he said its about a inch longer than what dad says his is, think you can handle it? I just dove down deeper and felt his hands on my head as I started to gag. He began face fucking me hard and fast. It was all I could do to catch a breath every once in a while. After a few minutes he shoot his load down into my gut. I felt his dick spasm 8 times. The last one as he was pulling out and I got to taste his cum. Before I could enjoy the cum he started pissing and he held me in place and said drink faggot, drink that piss. I know you want it. When he finished he turned on the shower and washed us off. When we got out he said I don't have time for more tonight but Ill be back tomorrow, I want to fuck that fat ass. He was dressed and out the door be fore I could dry off. Tomorrow is Saturday, I think I will start preparing now! I can't wait....

One of my partners favorite memory is when we decided to visit Steamworks in Vancouver BC. They have a semi dark room. I went in laid across a face bench and let anyone fuck me or FF me. I had the acne kid skipping school, a bodybuilder, an beautiful African American, hot stoner, overweight guy, and the ugliest man in a black harness and chaps breed me....or as my partner tells me as I didn't see any of them...he did as he an older guy nice his duck in the corner nearby...moral of the story is it shouldn't matter how look when getting piggy!

I have a PA of mid-size gauge and in my experience (I've topped and bottomed for guys with PAs), it doesn't make much of a difference for either top or bottom. I do find bottoms are unnecessarily scared of it though.

What can you say about the finest love story. The twists and turns just keep getting better. The writing is awesome. The writer takes you to Italy and visually shows you what he hes saying!!

I admit it I am a faggot come dump who loves a dick in my hole and their balls slamming against my taint. I want my hole so stretch out that I can sit on a traffic Cone with ease.

The worst part of this whole saga (unlike HIV) is that anyone you come in contact with has now been exposed to your selfish activities. Very different from two consenting adults risking STD's / HIV. These people are more likely to go "visit" family members or "do whatever they want" without regard. I don't care what you do with your body - but don't put other people at risk (especially fellow high-risk gays) because you can't simmer the fire in your pussy for a little while. The inability for people to think or act beyond themselves is beyond comprehension. Still - guys on the apps are all open doors and shit. What fucking disappointments.

Fucking with just spit, precum and the natural lube your ass makes is awesome. I wish more guys would figure this out.

I work with women at work but that’s it. Socially I will be respectful of them but I’m not going to have sex with them. I respect and understand people who have made the change in their sexuality identity. I have had sex with a Trans Man as he was more manly than an A lot of men.

Love seeing the bottoms ass lips dragging on the shaft of the top or when you can the sloppy ring of the bottoms ass go loose because the cock is big or it is being dp'ed

Daddy’s Cuntboy Part 18 “Fucking cuntwhore,” Eric again snarled as he walked to the leather chair and sat down. “You two, don’t fucking move.” They stood still... not out of submission to Eric, but out of curiosity as to what was going to happen next. Holding another bag of white crystals, Eric spread his legs. Slowly, I crawled to Eric, at this point oblivious to Daddy and puppy. “Please,” my dilated eyes pleaded for the contents. Eric laughed, “Is that what you want? Fucking chemwhore.” I nodded... looking back and forth between the bag and the ringed cock between his legs. I wanted both, but the hunger for the white crystals won. I stared the package in his strong hand and made a decision. “Yes...” Eric smiled, throwing the bag in front of me. Again, I moved forward... grabbing it and putting it in my jock pouch to keep it safe until I would need it. Feeling the plastic stick against my smooth sweaty sac with the others, I continued on... wanting more. “Yeah?” Eric mocked me... throwing yet another down between his knees. I crawled forward, reaching for the bag. “With your fucking mouth...” Eric growled sternly. Grabbing my head with his knees as I moved to grasp the bag with my teeth, he sneered. “Fucking spun out whore.” He continued to hold me there, my head tightly held between his knees as I stared at the crystal filled bag right in front of me. Then I heard it... the familiar sound of a torch being lit. I moaned at the sound of Eric inhaling what I knew to be the clouds from the glass pipe. “Shit yeah...” he exhaled, blowing the thick smoke down over me. Feeling the hot cloud drifting down over my shaved head, I struggled to inhale the little that reached me. “That is one fucking greedy cunt you have there.” Eric laughed, addressing Daddy and puppy. “Ok, whore... have some.” Eric said. Releasing me, he presented the pipe to me. My lips went to the stem and I took a series of long hits. With each one, I felt his cold eyes bore deeper into me. “Open that fucking cunt mouth and service me.” Eric said, pulling the pipe away from my lips and pushed his soft cock into my warm mouth. My mouth began to worship the ringed cock, feeling its heft on my tongue. Soon, I felt his warm blood flood in and stiffen it... the pre-cum leaking onto my tongue. I began sucking at it... willing the viscous fluid to coat my mouth. “Fucking cocksucker...” he moaned, feeling the movements of my tongue against his shaft. My cheeks formed a tight wall of flesh around it. I continued on... feeling his cock engorge and pulse... my body craving the cum within his balls. I quickened my pace... working my way over the shaft as my throat expanded to take the cock head down my throat. Suddenly, Eric pulled his hard flesh from my mouth. Moaning in frustration, I looked up at him with a look of despair. “Don’t worry whore. I got better plans for this cock.” He stood up and moved behind me... swatting my ass cheeks and spreading my thighs, exposing my plugged cunt. Making sure I felt every inch of the plug over my bloated cunt lips, he slowly began pulling. “Fuck me...” I pleaded, the hunger emanating from my cunt overtaking me as my cunt lips pulsed around my empty gaping cunt. “Get the fuck over here, puppy!” Eric yelled as puppy looked to Daddy for guidance. Daddy nodded with a devilish grin. “NOW!” Eric roared, holding the dripping plug up. “Clean,” he said, motioning to the slime covered floor beneath his hand. Immediately, puppy began to lick the floor clean... making sure he fed on every drop. In one hard push, Eric shoved the plug covered in my cunt juices deep into puppy’s cunt. “Fucking cuntpup!” Daddy yelled as puppy’s bloated cunt lips slowly surrounded the base of the plug and moved over the edges to hold it in place. I moaned as my alpha crawled back to my Daddy, knowing that my cunt slime was being absorbed by the walls of his cunt. In a flash, I felt Eric’s hands on my hips, his cock pushing past my cunt lips, invading my hungry cunt. “Oh God,” I cried out, feeling his large cock expanding my cunt and forcing its way deeper within me. Eric’s fingers began digging into me as his thrusting increased... his low-hanging balls pummeled my jock pouch containing my swollen ball sac. His crotch slammed against my ass cheeks with a loud slapping rhythm that filled the room. Faster and harder he continued, his fingers now clawing at my hips, seemingly trying to force his entire body inside me as his hips jerked. “OH FUUCK!” he yelled, collapsing on my sweaty back... his cock into the hilt as his hot chem infused cum flooded my cunt. Eric’s breathing began to calm and he pushed himself up off my back, his cock still inside me. “God, what a fuck... totally worth it.” he said to no one in particular as I hung my head relishing in the fullness of my cunt. Finally, Eric pulled out of me and I moaned at the emptiness I had come to dread. All I wanted was to be filled again... Stepping in front of me, he presented his cock. There was no need to say a word. I knew what was required... Obediently, I parted my lips and took in the cock that had filled my cunt moments before and began to feed on the now familiar mixture of my cunt juices and a man’s cum... the salt-tanged musky flavor filled my mouth. He smiled, holding my head in both his hands as he watched me suckle on his cock, lost in the taste of my cunt. Suddenly, he pushed me back and I fell to the floor. “Fucking chempig,” Eric glared as he moved to the gear bag that he had brought with him. Grabbing a metal container, he threw it at me, making a clanging sound as it hit the dark floor. “This should last you for a while, fucking chemwhore.” I remained on the floor, not knowing what was happening. “What?!” he laughed... “What the fuck do you think this was all about?!” Pointing at Daddy, he continued. “Your Daddy, wanted a chemwhore.... he had this all planned from the beginning.” I looked at Daddy and puppy for some kind of signal. Daddy stood there while puppy sat on his haunches smiling. “Get up!” Eric ordered. I hesitated... “I SAID, GET THE FUCK UP!” he roared. I stood up in disbelief. “Go take a look at yourself.” he ordered. I looked at Daddy and my alpha, but no words came from them. Slowly, I walked to the mirror and saw myself as if it was for the very first time... I now saw the results of the time I had spent with these men. The red light of the dungeon reflecting off my sweat covered smooth body revealed the months of training with puppy. My clear white skin, now covered in red welts, were manifestations of the pain that had become part of my sexual pleasure. The long session we had just had had given me an even sleeker look. My muscle definition was more pronounced... what had been just a set of abs months ago, had become a defined 6-pack now verging on 8. My hands lowered to my heavy thighs, my fingers running up and down feeling the sweat covered hairless skin against my fingertips. Lower I went... feeling the strong curves of my muscled calves, I took in the light reflecting from my sweaty thighs. Rising, I began to rub my packed jock, as my other hand moved to my mouth and began coating my fingers with my spit. Releasing the stretched-out pouch, I repeated the motions with my other hand. Satisfied, my hands moved to my ass cheeks and I began exploring. Moaning from the hunger of my cunt, my slick fingers began to move over my swollen cunt lips. “Fuck yes!” I sighed loudly, realizing that they were now more pronounced than ever. I looked to my smiling alpha. “Not quite there yet cunt...” he winked, as he walked to me holding a mason jar full of hot chem piss. I nodded in agreement, fingers invading and exploring my cunt. Releasing my cunt, I took the jar and swallowed... relishing the acrid taste of chem piss. Piss was now part of my life. A thirst that could never be quenched and revealed in the gear I now wore. My yellow piped collar, the symbol of my position, hung loosely around my neck from dehydration. I grasped it, pulling it tightly against my neck to feel the tightness that I felt the first time it was placed around my neck. I turned to my left side and saw the sweaty yellow mesh of my swimmer jock stretching to hold my swollen ball sac in my reflection. I carefully studied the prominent bulge it had created. Yet, I wanted more... How did Daddy know about that boy in high school who woke to cum soaked sheets after dreaming of walking through the locker room with engorged balls? I cupped the pouch, remembering the letdown when the saline is absorbed. Sure, Daddy makes sure to keep my sac somewhat bloated at all times, but I am at my happiest when my ball sac is fucking huge and barely contained in the pouch. Releasing my sac, I rubbed my hands across my chest, tracing the yellow piped bulldog harness tightly framing my pecs. Taking a firm grasp of my pecs, I pushed them up to reveal my tits now filling the silicone tit cups providing a constant pressure. I began to gently play with my silicone covered tits, remembering the deep pleasure I experienced having them bitten and chewed. I smiled. “Fucking happy,” Eric taunted me, breaking the moment. “What you see whore,” Eric said, grabbing his gear and walking to the entrance of the dungeon, “is what you always wanted... with a little help from them.” He nodded to Daddy. “I expect a discount from now on,” he winked on his way out. “It’s what I wanted,” I murmured, contemplating what Eric has just sadi, as Daddy shut the door to the dungeon, leaving the three of us alone. I continued standing there at the mirror as Daddy moved to the leather chair and sat down to watch my reaction. “Fucking cunt,” puppy said as he stood up and moved behind me. Grasping my collar, he began to adjust it. Feeling the tightness return, I moaned as I instinctively moved my ass cheeks against his crotch. “Let’s check out those tits,” he smiled and pulled the suction cups off my tits. “MMMMM, nice,” he groaned, wrapping his arms around me to feel my now large firm, erect tits. Holding them tightly, puppy caressed them with his thumbs bringing a long series of gasps out of me. Pinching them with his thumb and forefinger, he pulled them down away from my pecs. “Fuck yeah... fucking tits on this cuntboy” he whispered in my ear. He moved to face me, “Only the beginning.” Over his shoulder, I saw Daddy’s reflection in the mirror. Our eyes met as puppy bent his head down and took my right tit in his mouth. Daddy motioned me to keep my eyes on him as puppy began to nurse on my sensitive tit... “Fuck yeah!” I growled as the sensations of puppy’s mouth on my tit reignited the hunger in my cunt. Slowly, puppy’s hands made their way down my torso until it reached my jock. As he went to his knees, he smiled up at me. Pulling down my jock, he released my cock and ball sac as the bags of crystal fell to the floor. Kneeling, puppy took the sac in his hands, “your body is absorbing the saline.” as he removed the plastic bags stuck to my skin. He chuckled and put the pile of drugs aside. “Don’t get used to this cuntboy,” he joked as he slid his warm, wet mouth over my cock and wrapped his lips around my shaft. “Fuck!” I groaned, feeling his mouth work over my cock. The sensations were incredible... his tongue wrapped itself around my shaft teasing it... Yet... my cock remained soft. “Shit!” I sighed, realizing what that meant as I felt puppy’s hands move up to my tits and begin twisting them. “Fuck yeah, puppy! Harder!” I growled as the pressure on my pumped tits increased. My alpha's mouth continued to stimulate my shaft as I thrust my limp crystal cock into my alpha’s mouth. I didn’t care... my body had been transformed to take cock and everything that it provided. Slowly, puppy released my cock... and rose to face me, holding my cock in his hand. “You are cunt... nothing but a cunt now.” he smiled and released my cock. Pulling my jock up, I nodded and fell to my knees. “Cunt,” I sighed, knowing that I only had one purpose... to service cock. Running my tongue over my lips, I took the heavy cock head into my cunt mouth and began to pleasure my alpha. I ran my tongue around the foreskin of his veined shaft, flicking and nibbling the wide piss slit that had fed me many times. “Shit yeah,” puppy groaned. I could feel puppy’s cock begin to throb and his body stiffened as the thick cum filled my mouth. Groaning from the orgasm, puppy held my head as I breathed through my nose, his shaft still in my mouth surround by a pool of hot cum. I didn’t want to release him. I needed cock... I continued to hold his cock in my mouth as he grabbed my head and forcibly shoved his now semi-hard cock completely down my throat. I stared into puppy’s eyes. “Good boy,” I heard Daddy comment. “Hold it puppy,” he commanded and counted slowly to 15... “Ok, release now.” Still looking up at puppy, I felt him continue holding me on his cock. “RELEASE!” Daddy yelled. Giving me a stern look, he hesitated for a second and released my head. I knew what I had to do... I continued on his cock for a few more seconds and then slowly pulled off his cock, grasping at the cum on his shaft with my lips. “Good cuntboy,” he smiled, releasing a sigh of content as he leaned into me and kissed my forehead. I groaned, feeling the rough stubble on his chin rub against my bruised skin, as his warm wet tongue licked at my earlobe. “So...” Daddy asked, holding the metal box in one hand and a pipe in the other. “Whadda say now?” he taunted me. I turned to Daddy and smiled. Opening his legs wide, he motioned to me. Crawling quickly, I positioned myself inches from his cock. I opened my mouth to reveal the load of milky cum that puppy had delivered. “Swallow...” he demanded. I closed my mouth and in one large gulp fed on my alpha’s chemmed up cum load. Smiling, he placed the pipe in his mouth and lit it. Taking a deep hit, he held it in. Quickly pulling me up, Daddy let out a thick plume of smoke and I greedily inhaled... savoring the cloud. “Thank you, Daddy.” I grunted, releasing the cloud from my lungs after absorbing as much as I could. Slowly, I began to move my mouth down Daddy’s torso until I met with this dripping cock. As sweat dripped down on his balls, I took a deep breath and took in the scent of his musk laden crotch. Licking the tip, I engulfed it. With my left hand, I massaged his balls, gently rolling them around. My tongue darted out, tasting the fluids it released from the slit. Carefully moving down the shaft, I swallowed his thick cock. I continued, wanting to have his entire cock within me until I reached the base of his shaft. Slowly backing off his cock, I swallowed again with a quickening pace. I began to worship his powerful cock as his hands held my harness and pulled me further down his shaft... his PA hitting the back of my throat with every thrust. My tongue massaged his cock as my throat constricted and relaxed to urge the release I longed for. “Fucking cunt mouth,” Daddy grunted softly as I looked up into his eyes reflecting the pleasure his cuntboy was providing. I felt his hands fall to my head, holding me gently as I continued worshipping his cock. A feeling overcame me... I was where I belonged and my mouth gripped him harder. As I felt the beginnings of his orgasm, I reached up and massaged his balls, willing them to release every drop of chem-fueled cum into me. He exploded as I grasped them, trying to hold on to the contracting vessels of his cum. A volley of cum shot from him, filling my mouth. Hearing no order to swallow, I willed my mouth to hold every last drop bursting into my mouth. As he relaxed, I slowly pulled off my Daddy’s cock, determined not to lose a single drop. "Shit yeah, feed your alpha,” Daddy commanded and I turned to puppy. Placing one hand on the back of my head, puppy forced my mouth open with his tongue and I let the cum flow into his mouth. Releasing my mouth, puppy moved back and opened his mouth as I watched the pool of cum disappear down his throat. “My boys,” Daddy chuckled as he took another hit from the pipe and handed it to puppy who took two hits before passing it to me. “Go ahead, finish it... fucking cuntwhore,” Daddy laughed. Happily, to took the pipe. Finishing the shard, I released the final cloud. Months later... “On the sling, cuntboy,” puppy ordered as I entered the dungeon to prepare for the night. “Fuck yeah!” I smiled and eagerly climbed on, positioning myself, arms up and legs splayed apart. “Fucking cuntboy,” puppy growled, securing me to the chains. “You're ready,” he said, emphasizing his statement was a fact, not a question. He grabbed a pair of scissors. “Keep your eyes on me.” I nodded and my hips rose to expose my swollen cunt lips. “Fucking beautiful,” he moaned, cutting away my yellow jock. “Fucking obscene!” puppy stared in awe as he covered my crotch with a sheet. “Really?” I asked, not sure of the results. I hadn’t had a chance to see the final results. Daddy had wanted it to be part of tonight’s session. After the surgery, I had spent the last two weeks catharized and not allowed to look... “Let’s get started,” my alpha said, holding the rosebud cylinder in his hand, covering the edges with the chemmed lube. My eyes widened at the sight. “Yep,” he laughed, “Daddy ordered the largest they make.” and he handed me the hand pump. Sliding the inner rod of the lubed rosebud cylinder into my cunt, puppy grunted, “Fucking bloated cunt lips.” The chems hit my cunt walls. “Shit,” I growled, feeling my ball sac slide against the cylinder and the now familiar burning sensation warming my cunt. Feeling the outer walls against my shaved taint, I began to pump, creating a seal. “Aww fuck, yes!” I groaned, as I felt my cunt lips expand and move up the inner walls. “Shit cuntboy,” puppy chuckled as he disconnected the tube from the pump and connected two smaller cylinders, “it took me three years to get to that point... Fucking cunt lips...” It was true, somehow my cunt lips took to the pumping and were already permanently bloated to some extent. “Fuck yeah puppy,” I grinned, “but you still have to train me to present my rosebud on demand.” I joked, feeling my rosebud slowly slide up the rod. Laughing, puppy lubed my tits and grabbed two smaller cylinders, placing them on my hard pinky-sized sized tits. “Pump those fucking tits.” he ordered. “Ah fuck!” I gasped as felt my tits expand after several pumps. “OK...give that,” puppy said and took the pump from me and disconnected the tube. “More,” I begged. “Of course, cuntboy.” he said, grabbing the tubes to my cunt and tits. Grabbing the electric hand pump, he connected them and pressed the button. “AWWW FUCK!” I groaned from the low steady pressure. “Yes!” I exclaimed as the pressure on my cunt caused my hips to rise. The pressure increased and I struggled to keep still. “Breathe, cuntboy.” puppy calmly rubbed my stomach. “Enjoy the feelings.” Taking deep breaths, I nodded. My body began to surrender to the pumping. Satisfied, puppy moved to the table and produced a rig and moved to the head of the sling. “Mmmmm, yes....” I slowly growled, wanting the fix. Wrapping the tourniquet around my bicep, puppy prepped my arm and removed the orange tip of the syringe. Holding it above my vein, he teasingly motioned back and forth. “Please!” I begged. “Yeah?” puppy responded. As I felt the needle enter my vein, I sighed as the contents took on a red tinged. “Thank you,” I sighed and he pushed the chems into me. Releasing the tourniquet, he moved to turn on the tv on the wall opposite me. “OK, cuntboy,” puppy chuckled as images of slaves being fisted, fucked and abused played. “I’m going to prepare some things,” I’ll check back in a bit. Enjoying the combination of the slam and the pumping of my cunt, I laid back and admired myself in the mirror above the sling. “Fuck!” I groaned, seeing the crisscross marks prominently displayed against the pale skin of my torso. I studied my now pumped-up pecs and took a deep breath and held it, studying the subtle sucking movements of the tit cylinders now pointed downward toward the deep ridges of my abdomen. Releasing my breath, my eyes moved to the massive bulge under the sheet barely covering my crotch, between my open thighs. I began to wonder how it would compare to my high school fantasy. As I continued contemplating my new body, I felt a sudden rush of pleasure through my body. The pressure of the rosebud pump had expanded my cunt lips to a new level. Staring the cuntboy in the mirror above me, I sighed. Each pulse of pressure on my cunt sent a wave of pleasure across my entire body... Losing track of time, I closed my eyes as the pressure continued. Suddenly, I felt the cylinder feeding on my cunt release its contents with a loud slurp. “Fucking cunt,” puppy smiled as he pulled it away and held it up. Studying the size of the slicked-up ring around the inner walls, he nodded. “Fuck yeah. Those cunt lips are stretched.” I moaned, feeling the air surround my swollen cunt lips. “Grrr...” puppy growled. “All I want to do right now is feed, cuntboy.” he said, his fingers working their way across the folds of my rosebud. “It’s like finally being able to feed on myself!” I quickly raised my hips to give my alpha access and he dropped to his knees. “Feed!” I growled, pushing my cunt onto puppy’s face. “OH GOD!” I yelled as he began to chew on my bloated cunt lips, pulling them further from my body. Moving to my rosebud, he began exploring the wet folds with his tongue. “Cunt!” I yelled, offering myself to him. I couldn’t take it... my body thrashed on the sling as puppy held on to me tightly... refusing to leave my cunt... And it came, a rolling wave of pleasure emanating from my cunt. “GOD DAMMIT!” I yelled as my cunt pulsed in the wake of the anal orgasm. I took in the sight of my cunt juices dripping from my alpha’s face when he pulled off. He moved next to me... Bending down, his face moved in, inches above my face. I moaned, as the took in the musky scent emanating from him. Tilting his head to the side, he studied my face, his warm breath falling on my face. “Fucking beautiful cunt,” he sighed, “taste your fucking cunt on me.” Groaning, I lifted my head, my tongue reaching out to feed. I continued on as he positioned his face above my mouth, allowing me to access to all my fluids. My tongue greedily lapped at his face, leaving nothing but the remains of my saliva on him. Satisfied, puppy reached for my tits and removed the cylinders. “AHHH,” I moaned, feeling the blood rush to my tits as he grabbed them. “Perfect...” he smiled and released them. “Now, let’s get you geared up.” puppy said in a commanding manner. Grabbing a hood, he secured it on my head, leaving me in the dark. I started to panic in the darkness that surrounded me. Placing his hands on my pecs, he slowly spoke, “It’s ok, cuntboy. I’ll be by your side the whole time.” I nodded, trying to take deep breaths. “I’m right here,” puppy continued, his hands moved down my torso and began to massage the massive bulge between my legs. My hips rose, wanting it to continue until I felt him grasp the cloth and toss it aside. I took a deep breath as the warm air surrounded my heavy ball sac. Denied sight, my other senses began to heighten. I immediately felt the skin holding my balls being stretched as they hung down and rested on the leather sling. I longed to see my transformation. Sensing my thoughts, puppy chuckled. “Almost time, cuntboy.” I nodded, not needing to say a word. My alpha knew me. Next, I felt the ankle restraints released from their corresponding chains. I remained still, waiting for their removal. “Daddy wants them on,” puppy said, positioning my legs together as my wrists remained secured. Hearing the familiar footsteps of my alpha begin to diminish, I grunted... worrying that I had been left alone. “I’m still here,” he said as his footsteps neared and stood between my legs. Spreading my feet slightly, he slowly pulled the familiar mesh and elastic fabric up my legs. I nodded, feeling the fabric slide up my muscular thighs and I raised my hips to allow the waistband to settle above my ass. Upon the pouch reaching my upper thighs, I felt the tightness of the waistband pull against my lower back as puppy began to work it over my sac. The pressure increased as the waistband slid over my bloated sac. “Fuck cuntboy,” puppy laughed as he pushed my cock down past the waistband and released it with a snap. I remained still, feeling the sensation of the tight mesh pressing against my cock and balls. With the release of my wrists, I was free but remained in the sling, waiting for my directions. “Up...” he commanded, his arm sliding underneath me and guiding me off the sling to my feet. Trying to find my balance, I hesitated... “What the fuck!?” I thought as I felt the heavy pressure between my legs forcing me to spread them wider. The skin surrounding the sac tingled from the stretching. I didn’t know if I could handle it. Seeing my reaction, puppy reach out and held my sac to relieve some of the pressure. “It’s fucking beautiful, cuntboy... you’ll get used to it.” I nodded, recalling the loads of cum I released on those long-ago nights. Gently, he released my sac and the pressure increased slightly. “It’s time.” puppy said, checking the clock. Taking my hand, he led me out of the dungeon. Heading to the garage, I took small steps. Patiently, puppy walked beside me, “It’s ok, you’ll get used to it. Move your thighs closer together with each step... your balls hung low before... you didn’t fucking walk bow-legged, did you? Just fucking think about that obscene bulge you’ll be showing off.” I smiled... thinking about what he just said and began to move my legs together, pushing my ball sac forward onto my thighs. I let out a deep growl at the sensation. “That’s it cuntboy,” puppy urged me on as I felt the weight of my sac shift forward. Reaching the garage, puppy led me in and I felt the coolness of the concrete floor as the image of the place filled my mind. In the corner stood a 6’ x 6’ x 6’ cage containing a black rubber encased twin size mattress... a drainage hole located along the corner allowed us the piss play that I craved. This was my alpha’s and my place when Daddy wished to be alone. Leading me forward, I heard the gate open and I ducked as we entered the cage. Feeling the edge of the mattress, I fell on all fours, presenting my cunt to my alpha. Sliding his hands along my cunt lips, he gently climbed on the mattress and positioned me next to himself and held me. “Fucking slut...” he chuckled as we settled in. A while later, I didn’t know... the darkness had made me lose track of time, I felt puppy gently nudge me. “Damn,” I thought, I must have fallen asleep. “Wake up, cuntboy. It’s time.” he said as I felt the stem of the pipe between my lips. “Fucking spin out, cunt.” he said, lighting the torch. Grasping the pipe tightly with my lips, I inhaled deeply and held it in. “OK, cuntboy.” puppy laughed as his lips met mine. I released the large cloud into his lungs. “Another... cuntwhore,” he ordered, placing the pipe to my mouth and heating the shard. Eagerly, I continued... taking all that my alpha gave me. As the chems flowed through my veins, my body began to warm... My swollen cunt began to throb with the hunger for cock. Feeling puppy’s fingers work my cunt lips, I raised my hips offering myself for more of the crystal. Grabbing me, he lifted me to my knees “Yeah?” puppy growled as he lit the torch one more time, “Fucking cuntwhore is back. Let’s go.” and he pushed me out of the cage. I quickly came to my feet. The rush of chems flowing through me blocked out any hesitation that I had. I stood there as puppy moved quietly around me, yet I knew he was there. After a minute, I bowed my head and felt my alpha adjusting my collar and tag. Attaching my leash, he pulled me down on all fours, “Come,” he scowled, and led me back to the dungeon. Reaching the dungeon, puppy pulled me up by my leash and I stood. “Close your eyes,” he ordered, removing my hood. I took a deep breath as I felt the cooling sweat from the hood evaporate. “Ready cuntwhore?” puppy asked and I nodded. I heard the door slowly open and I walked in. “Open your eyes, cunt.” puppy whispered in my ear. Slowly, my eyes opened. Even with the dimness of the red light, my eyes still needed to adjust. Then I saw them... “Fuck yeah,” I moaned, growling at sight of a collared boy on my Daddy’s cock. The ginger-haired boy couldn’t have been older than 20. His smooth muscled body was covered in sweat from the workout that Daddy had surely put him through. My eyes moved down his body taking in the deep crevices his muscles created in the dim light. “Shit yeah...” I moaned as I moved to see the dripping fat cock jutting up from his shaved crotch. Underneath the shaft, lay two fat orbs capable of producing streams of cum. I smiled remembering my first night, of course he would be shaved. My cunt lips began to throb, wanting to feel that shaft fill me. “So, what do you think cunt?” puppy asked, placing his hands on my shoulders and resting his chin. “Yes!” was all I could answer as I continued studying the boy. “Look at the arch, he’s fucking presenting cunt.” puppy grinned and pushed his swelling cock into my back. We continued, discussing the boy like a piece of meat. Glancing back at puppy, I asked what I knew to be true. “Is this what it was like before that night? Did you discuss me?” Pushing his cock further against my back, he grunted. Then we heard it, Daddy’s tell... he was about to feed the boy. “Fuck!” Daddy exclaimed as he held the boy’s head against his crotch and shot a heavy load down his throat. Watching for the boy’s next move, we stood still. “YES!” we both exclaimed loudly as he continued on Daddy’s cock, his throat muscles continuing to milk our Daddy’s shaft. At the sound of us, the boy quickly fell back... Yes, he was just like me... not expecting anyone else to be here. The boy sat on his haunches, not knowing what to say. “Boy...” Daddy, stated matter-of-factly, “The one in red is puppy... the spun-out whore there in yellow is, he paused, cuntboy... this is boy.” Seeing boy’s reaction, I looked at puppy. Smiling, he motioned me to look at the mirror. Slowly, I moved forward... past the muscled boy staring at me on the floor. “OH FUCK!” I moaned... It was the first time I had seen it... my ball sac was fucking obscene!... my hands moved to melon sized yellow mass between my legs as my fingers traced the edges of the stretched-out mesh barely containing my sac. There was no way I would be able to hide this. “Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!” boy repeated as I continued to take it in. “Well,” Daddy impatiently asked... I looked up, seeing Daddy reflection as he watched my reaction to the reveal. “Fuck yes!” I growled... “This is what I always wanted!” I grinned, holding my sac with both hands feeling the weight pulling down on my sac. “Thank you, Daddy!” Smiling, Daddy motioned me to continue as he moved to boy. Releasing my sac, I saw what he was talking about... “Fuck!” I moaned, seeing the hard-erect inch long cones of flesh. Raising my hands to my pecs, I traced the silver-dollar sized areolas with my fingers as the leather wrist restraints rubbed against my swollen pecs. I moved to grasp my tits... feeling the hard tissue that had formed. “Yes, fucking permanently hard tits,” Daddy growled. “You like those, boy?” he asked, reaching down and twisting boy’s tits. Letting out a grunt, boy nodded, still speechless. Laughing, puppy moved to me holding a mirror. “One last thing,” he said, placing the mirror underneath me. Giving him a wink, I spread my legs and crouched to reveal the bloated mound of flesh that my cunt lips had become. I willed my cunt to close and my gape disappeared, leaving the cratered mass of my bloated cunt lips protruding over an inch and a half. “Shit yeah... fucking cunt.” I moaned as my cunt expanded and released its musky juices onto the glass. I fell to my knees to signify the acceptance of my transformation and began to clean the mirror with my tongue. Pulling me up, puppy laughed and turned me to the mirror again and held me tight. Reaching up to my collar, he grasped the shiny tag in his hand. Looking directly into my eyes, he revealed the inscription, “Cunt.” I smiled and dropped to my knees. “I know this may be a bit much for you boy,” Daddy calmly said, as he stood behind boy, his hands squarely on the now kneeling boy’s shoulders. “But I think somewhere in you, it fucking turns you on.” Daddy smirked as he motioned to boy’s still throbbing cock. It was true... throughout the reveal, that fat cock jutted out from his smooth crotch! I moaned, the hunger and cravings for the white crystals overtaking me. Seeing this, puppy grabbed one of the glass pipes and packed it tightly. “Please!” I begged as my alpha ignored me and moved to boy. Taking the pipe, boy held it in his mouth as puppy knelt and lit the bowl. “Good boy,” Daddy squeezed his shoulders and boy inhaled deeply. “Fucking boy!” puppy growled as the thick cloud of smoke slowly escaped through his nostrils and my alpha fed him another. Seeing the effects take, puppy moved in... Their lips meeting... Their tongues clashing as they devoured each other in a drug fueled lust. With a devilish grin, puppy released boy's mouth and whispered in his ear. He placed the pipe back in boy’s mouth and handed him the torch. With a smirk, boy lit the pipe and inhaled. Blowing the smoke in my direction as I whimpered. Spreading his legs, boy held the pipe in front of his cock. His hands jerked up and down, motioning me forward. “YES!!” I growled loudly. I crawled between boy’s legs... my lips moving to the pipe. Pulling the pipe back into his mouth, boy growled and nodded to his cock. I smiled and took boy’s cock into my mouth as he let out one word, “Cunt...” The End

A cameraman helps. What also can help is a remote control, which allows you to position the phone in a stationary place, pose so that what you want to appear is showing on the screen, then trip the button on the remote. (Most smart phone cameras can be controlled by a generic wireless bluetooth remote, available for less than $10 online). Finally: digital pictures don't cost, like film used to. Take a hundred. Even if you discard 98 of them, that's two possibles left over. Then another hundred. All it takes is time and patience.

Sorry. Biden is mentally incapable of functioning as President. All politics aside, the bookmakers in Vegas (the only ones I trust on this) show he doesn't stand a chance of winning.

Physically it feels great. Psychologically, it’s a proper connection to the man fucking you. It’s him marking you as his territory. Also I know it feels way better for the top. I want him to have the best experience possible when he fucks me. Taking pride in my work 😉 Lastly I love wild group sex. Having a sloppy cum filled hole facilitates this. It gets guys excited. It works as lube. It lets them swap in and out of me easily. It’s messy and degrading (while also being wonderfully empowering) and keeps me feeling and behaving like the slut. When a top is about to load a bottom, everyone watches and enjoys it. A condom does the exact opposite. It slows things down, dries your hole out, removes spontaneity, makes things cleaner, guys can’t just dive in one after the other, and there’s no money shots for everyone to watch. I did a condom group once. It was beyond awful. And about a million other reasons. I’m sure any of us who’ve been barebacking a while could write a book on this.

Part 10 - Day 7 At Sea Andre leaned over, it was 5.30am and placing his phone back on the bedside table Luca ground his ass back on Andre's cock. He had remained inside Luca most of the night and seized the opportunity shuffling his body closer and pushing Luca over on his stomach he was back on top of him. Instantly their mouths met and kissed, both Andre's arms went under Luca's neck and head holding him there. Andre's face was buried against Luca's, the warmth of his breath and kisses, the feeling of his hips riding his ass, everything about Andre was perfect. Luca could not keep the smile off his face, despite his ass being sore he kept the smile and kisses going until Andre pushed in harder than ever delivering more love in to Luca in a succession of deep thrusts. Andre just couldn't hold back, he knew it was born out of love for the sweet cute guy under him who in turn seemed to be totally in to him. But just how deep did his feelings go for him? Only time would tell and show itself if indeed it was meant to be. Andre kissed Luca and slowly extracted his cock. Luca laid on his stomach a big smile on his face, the thought suddenly occurred to him that someone had made love to him under the duvet and it happened so naturally. He knew that this would be one night he would remember, he turned his head watching Andre getting off the bed who gently slapped his ass. Andre left just before 6.30am and Luca padded around the suite like a lost puppy, despite the lack of sleep he felt amazing like the whole world had opened up before his eyes. He wandered back up to the bedroom and put on his swimming trunks and headed to the pool for a morning dip and exercise. Tomorrow would see them back in Southampton then a few weeks at home before going to Tuscany, he was looking forward to seeing Mark and catching up with him. Admitting to himself that he liked and missed the fun and company of the person who knew him, well most of him. It took a moment to realise that his thinking of Mark had stirred his cock, giggling he put his head down and swam. Luca joined his parents at 9am for breakfast, the thought of the four Americans far from his mind until he saw the entire group sat at their table laughing and joking. Wondering if he was still the butt of their joviality but they soon looked serious when Luca sat down. His parents ever the social people straight away engaged in conversation, Luca glanced at Oliver who was looking at him. Having to glance again at Oliver he was sure there was a sadness in his eyes directed at him, in fact Oliver seemed to be the only one who refrained from conversation. Luca couldn't fathom Oliver out, was he just after bedding him or was he being totally honest about his feelings for him? Confused and feeling he couldn't trust any of them, he was plain angry over the way they played and wagered his ass. In a twist of fate and a sick game Luca made a decision to play them at their own game in front of his parents, waiting and listening to their conversation about last night and the show they went to see in the theatre. "I thought you all would have been in the casino?" Luca made a point of asking watching their faces. James chucked at the irony before replying "No, we are not big on gambling" he fell in to Luca's trap. Oliver shot James a look before he realised "The show was really good last night" James said backtracking. Luca looked at his parents "They like to play big stakes" he said then looked at Oliver "Don't you?". "Luca what is with this attitude this morning?" Gio asked looking a little cross with him. Luca looked at his father and smiled "They made a wager and they promised me 50% of the winnings". Gio laughed "Was it a big wager then?" he now asked looking over at the Americans. James smiled "Well you could say that but he is right we owe him half" he replied and looked at Luca. "Well aren't you going to tell us what it was about?" Sarah asked looking between Luca and the guys. Oliver looked at Sarah "It is a little embarrassing" he said "we wagered if Luca was gay". Sarah laughed "Is that all, so who won?" she asked "and how much was the bet?". "James won the bet" Luca replied "I think it was $500k so that makes it $250k they owe me". "Luca!" Gio remarked "I am sure the guys don't need to pay up, that is a rather large amount of money". Luca played along and laughed "They made the wager and agreed to pay me half, I had nothing to do with it". Oliver smiled looking at Luca "He is right we have to pay up, we can sort it out this morning". Luca couldn't believe how easy extorting the money for his silence "Okay" he replied. "Good" Oliver replied "Meet me in the Balmoral lounge at 11am" he said and turned his conversation to Gio. His parents found it amusing on the part that Luca had been open, something he very rarely did with his low self confidence. Luca was a little perturbed both at his parents reaction and seeing his plan almost backfiring with Oliver giving in so easy. Worst of all he now had to face Oliver this morning. Both James and Liam gave Luca several mischievous grins whilst eating their eggs benedict, Brad on the other hand kept a low profile unsure what to make of the events going on. Luca settled down and enjoyed his breakfast taking the occasional glance at Oliver who smiled when ever he saw Luca looking at him. The relief on their faces that Luca had not told his parents everything was evident to see, he was also unsure what to make of himself playing such a risky game with them. It still felt strange why Oliver behaved the way he did and he couldn't figure out if there was something else he wasn't being told. The guys stood to leave and Oliver reminded Luca to meet him at 11am. Gio waited until they left and looked at Luca "Did something else go on we don't know about?". Luca coughed and put down his coffee "I think Oliver is interested in me" he replied. "Right, he is certainly very nice" Gio nodded unconvinced by Luca's response "and you Luca?" he asked "are you interested in him?". Luca shrugged his shoulders "To early to say father, he seems nice but I am just unsure". Sarah shook her head "Luca" she said "he is very likeable and a decent man, you will find someone soon enough don't rush it". Luca chuckled "Who have you in mind?" he replied knowing his mother only to well. "Oh I don't know" Sarah replied "I am sure the right person will come along Luca". "May I be excused" Luca asked looking at his parents and they both nodded. Luca stood up to leave "Are you really going to take that money?" Gio asked looking at his son. "Maybe" Luca replied "I mean it was a bet so what is the harm. I will see you for lunch" he said leaving. Luca had half an hour to kill so we wandered around the ship, the atrium was busy with people shopping. The casino had a handful or hardy gamblers in trying to win back some of their losses. Stepping in to the lift Luca pushed the button for deck 7 where the spa and gym were located. Debating weather to have a massage he walked in to the reception area where Andre was saying goodbye to his client then sanitising his hands. He looked up and smiled seeing Luca standing there. Andre leaned over the counter then turned and walked towards Luca. "Hey, I am on a break now come and have coffee with me" Andre said looking as sexy as ever Luca thought. "Sure, I have 15 minutes to kill" Luca replied walking with Andre to the buffet area. Coffee in hand they sat at the same table where they dined the evening before "You look happier" Andre remarked. Luca chuckled "Did I look miserable yesterday then?" he asked sitting down. "A little" Andre replied "something was bothering you I think" he said slipping in to his Lithuanian accent. Luca smiled "I was upset but you certainly cheered me up" he replied sipping his coffee. Andre moved his leg and touched Luca's under the table "You made me very happy last night". Luca contemplated him for a moment before Andre spoke again "Will I see you after you leave?". Luca sighed "I live in London Andre, doesn't it make things difficult?" he said with his sensible head on. "I guess" Andre replied sadly "you have really captured me" he said looking down at his cup. Brad walked past with James on the outside deck and spotted Luca sat at the table in the window deep in conversation with the muscular blond guy. They could tell this was no ordinary conversation going on and looked very involved. Brad wanted to go inside but James held him back and said it was none of their business what Luca was doing. Luca looked at the stranger across the table intently, James turned to Brad and dragged him off 'definitely something went on there' James remarked then telling Brad the uniform indicated he worked in the spa. Luca watched Andre in a loving way for a while "You have been the only person to make love to me Andre". Andre looked up and smiled "At the moment I do not know where my life is taking me" Luca said being honest. Andre nodded "Different time different place things might have worked?" he asked looking up at Luca. "Stay in touch and come visit me" Luca said leaning forward "that way we can see if we feel the same". Andre smiled "Yes lets" he said "my contract finishes in 2 months and I usually stay in the UK for a week". "So we can meet then?" Luca asked looking at the time "sorry I have to go Andre" Luca stood up. He looked at Andre "Do you want to come to my suite tonight?" he asked trying to play it cool. Andre chuckled staring at Luca in silence for a moment "Yes" he eventually replied watching Luca smile. They exchanged mobile numbers and email addresses before Luca left. He was already five minutes late and saw Oliver sat in one of the alcoves talking to James and Brad who left when Luca appeared. Oliver watched Luca walk over and sit down, he couldn't help but smile. "You were very brave at breakfast" Oliver remarked "maybe too brave". Luca studied him for a moment "I have nothing to loose Oliver, you played me so I am playing you all now". Oliver laughed "Do you really think we are going to pay up?" he asked sitting back in sofa. Luca leaned forward "If you don't I will happily tell my parents what the bet was really about". Oliver smirked "Are you a street whore Luca?" he asked casually looking Luca in the eye and waiting. Luca sat there stunned at the insult "Pay up, you have had your fun" he replied looking angry. Oliver chuckled "I never got my fun so no I won't pay up until you sleep with me, then I will". Luca stood up "Fuck you" he said angrily to Oliver seeing a different side of Oliver that was disrespecting. Oliver sat and laughed "Who are you sleeping with tonight Luca, the butler or the blond guy from the spa?". Luca stood opened mouthed "You see, your street trash Luca" Oliver said calmly shrugging his shoulders. Luca sat down again "What does that make you four then?" he retorted stumping Oliver for a moment. "Was it your plan all along?" Luca asked "all four of you to fuck me?" he watched Oliver who remained quiet. Luca smirked "Well guess what, you won't get to fuck me" he said defiantly. Oliver looked on quietly for a moment then pushed a cheque over towards Luca "I think you are the opposite". Luca looked at the cheque for $250k then pushed it back "I am not a street whore you can buy". Oliver pushed the cheque back to Luca "I got you all wrong Luca and I don't think you will ever forgive me". "You can't buy me Oliver, I don't want your dirty money" Luca replied getting frustrated with him. "I want you Luca, not for a night or a week" Oliver said sounding serious "I think you know that though". Luca held his head in his hands "God Oliver, stop playing games. I just don't know what to make of you". Oliver nodded slowly "Get to know the real me Luca, I know this whole trip has been a cock up between us". Luca looked up and sighed "What do you want from me Oliver?" he asked needing real clarity on the situation. "You Luca" Oliver replied "I want to go on a date with you and see where it goes". Luca was torn thinking of Andre "I need time to think Oliver" he said "my life got complicated this morning". "The blond guy from the spa?" Oliver suggested looking at Luca "you two seem very close". Luca looked at him "How do you know this?" he asked looking confused. "Brad and James saw you talking over coffee and the way you looked at each other" Oliver remarked kindly. Luca nodded "There maybe something there, I don't know yet that's what we are exploring". Oliver chuckled "Is there anyone else I am competing with?" he asked smiling. Luca smirked and stood up "Give it your best shot that is all I am saying". Oliver stood "Can I take you on a date this evening?" he asked "your parents already like me". Luca shook his head "My parents don't dictate who I date, and I already have plans" he said leaving. Oliver shook his head "Luca!" he called out waiting for him to turn "I like a challenge remember that!". Luca couldn't help but laugh at the way Oliver made his point "Well take me to lunch then". Oliver smiled and walked over "Later" he replied "let's go sit outside and talk". No matter how much Luca had hated Oliver over the last few days he was still not immune to his charm or flattery and it crumbled the wall he had put up between them. Oliver on the other hand was not about to let Luca get away if there was any hope of something happening between them. The more Luca hated him the more interest he had and wanted to pursue him until he relented. They sat on the promenade deck chatting in the sunshine and by the time they headed in to lunch they both exchanged numbers and knew where each other lived, it was strange for Oliver revealing so much detail and he was conflicted about the one thing he still kept hidden. Knowing he would have to eventually come clean about his status if things progressed with Luca, and then there was the possibility Luca could be in the same boat but at least he would not have been the one who did it. Keeping their conversation light hearted they bonded building a friendship, Oliver loved the youthful charm and maturity Luca showed with his feet firmly planted on the ground. Lunch evolved in to the afternoon and they both joined Luca's parents for afternoon tea. His parents got on so well with Oliver they extended an invitation for him to join them for a week in Tuscany, Luca was unsure of this move knowing it would bring Oliver and him together for a week with no chance of escape. Returning to his suite early evening he couldn't deny that today had been very nice spending time with Oliver where the conversation flowed effortlessly. Lying on the bed naked after his shower he thought of Andre and Oliver, who were both keen on him. He had no idea what to do or how to play this having never been in such a position before. Girls had chased him but having two men after him was something he never imagined would happen. Andre though incredibly hot he didn't really know, Oliver was sexy in his own way and very attractive but much older. He cried out finding it hard to distinguish from them both and jumped off the bed getting dressed for cocktails and dinner. Always one to shy away from large gatherings like this, he would surprise his parents by turning up at the Duchess lounge at 7pm, well it was the last night so he had to make an effort. Oliver walked out of the treatment room stretching and smiling, the half an hour neck and back massage was all he needed. He turned and looked at the therapist one last time then disappeared back to his suite. Oliver was a person who liked to get his way and he was clearing obstacles. Luca finished getting dressed and was walking down the staircase when Ramon appeared to turn the bed down. He handed Luca an envelope then nodding his head down to his cock Luca chuckled moving towards the door explaining he was late. Ramon went upstairs and Luca opened the envelope addressed to him, pulling the piece of paper out he opened it and read 'Luca, sorry I cannot make this evening, A'. It was brief and to the point, Andre had brushed him off this evening. Standing there reading it again he was questioning if he had done something to upset him, or if Andre was not all he seemed. He threw the note and envelope in the bin. Putting a brave face on he walked in to Duchess lounge his eyes and heart captivated by the smile that broadened on Oliver's face as soon as he clapped eyes on Luca. Seeing Oliver he quickly forgot about the note from Andre. His mother noticed the look on Oliver's face walking past to greet her son, she approved and liked Oliver and made sure Luca knew this in their brief conversation walking with him to the bar. Oliver walked over to Luca and Sarah "Vodka and coke lots of ice?" he asked looking at Luca. Shaking his head Luca smiled "Champagne" he replied noticing Oliver was drinking the same. Oliver ordered a glass for Luca "I'm glad you came to cocktail hour" he said a little too excited. Luca smiled and picked up his glass of champagne "Salud" he said clinking glasses with Oliver. Oliver smiled "To us and getting to know you" Oliver replied flashing his best seductive smile. He was still cautious of each and everyone of the Americans, thankfully dinner with his parents was just them and very little talking with the guys on the next table. That was until desert finished, the guys stood up to leave and his mother invited Oliver to join them for coffee. They chatted away for ages with Luca mostly taking a back seat listening. Gio reminded Oliver about Tuscany giving him the dates and telling him Luca would pick him up from Pisa airport. Oliver could tell that Luca was a little uneasy from the way he looked at his father during the conversation. Luca and Oliver went for a walk on deck after leaving his parents. Luca was looking out to sea "Does it upset you that I will be coming to Tuscany?" Oliver asked. He stopped and faced Oliver "No" he replied and carried on walking "just don't get any ideas". Oliver smiled "I have never been to Italy so I hope you will show me around". "I may do" Luca said with a little grin on his face "our villa is in a quiet place there is no nightlife". Oliver chuckled "That's okay, I will have you to keep me entertained". Luca laughed "Is that so!" he remarked. They reached the aft end of the ship and Oliver grabbed Luca and held him in his arms looking at him. Luca made no attempt to escape instead he was again captivated by his eyes and looks. Their faces moved closer allowing Oliver to kiss him gently on the mouth and then letting him go. The subtleness of his charm and mannerism was gradually drawing Luca in and having the desired effect. Oliver placed his arm around Luca's shoulder and they carried on walking, after a few meters Luca slipped his arm around Oliver's waist and they smiled at each other. Luca couldn't deny there was a spark between them but he was cautious not to run head first. Arriving at the bank of lifts up to Luca's suite they kissed again briefly and Luca said good night. Oliver watched him enter the lift and the doors close, a smile on his face knowing that Luca was going to be alone this evening. His chat with Andre during his massage earlier made it clear that Luca was out of bounds and he was not to go anywhere near him. Luca locked the door to his suite and headed to bed completely oblivious that Oliver had already started clearing the path by removing Andre. It never occurred to him to question why Andre had cancelled their evening together, instead he decided to try to catch him tomorrow before disembarking the ship. Walking in to the dressing room he found that Ramon had already packed most of his evening suits. It dawned on him that it was his last night and back to normality tomorrow feeling a little sad, thoughts around Andre but also Oliver ran through his head. He needed to figure a lot of things out and whilst he tried to sleep it turned out to be one restless night.

Part 9 - Day 6 At Sea "Wake up sleepy" Ramon said standing at the side of Luca's bed "your coffee Luca". Luca rolled on to his back seeing Ramon there "Morning, thank you" he said sitting up. Ramon opened the curtains "It is going to be another sunny day" he said walking back towards the bed. Ramon looked down at Luca and chuckled undoing the zipper on his trousers and freeing his cock. He straddled over Luca in bed and pulled his head forward pushing his cock in to Luca's mouth. It was the last thing he wanted this morning, the semi hardness of Ramon's cock forced in to his mouth was all the encouragement he needed to change his mind. With both hands holding Luca's head still Ramon decided today he would face fuck him. Luca looked up at the smile on Ramon's face struggling to keep up with the speed of Ramon, the now fully erect cock kept hitting the back of his throat making him gag and choke. He tried breathing through his nose timing the intake when Ramon pulled his hips back, finding this more comfortable Luca stopped gagging and closed his lip around the shaft applying more pressure 'good boy' Ramon said encouraging him. As usual it didn't take long for Ramon to orgasm when he looked down at the pretty face sucking on his cock like his life depended on it. Pushing his cock in he held still allowing his orgasm to rise slowly, the pressure from those succulent lips holding his shaft made his cock bounce. Ramon moaned softly releasing his seed in to Luca's mouth 'swallow, don't make a mess' he commanded holding Luca's struggling head. Ramon chuckled and pulled his cock out 'clean the head properly' he now commanded, Luca grinned using his tongue and lips he spent a couple of minutes making sure Ramon's cock was clean. Ramon climbed off the bed and put his cock away. "Drink your coffee and go to breakfast I need to change your bed linen" Ramon said turning to leave. Luca sat there watching shaking his head "Yes sir" he replied giggling seeing Ramon wink walking downstairs. Luca walked in to breakfast with his parents noticing the table was empty apart from Oliver who was enjoying a few minutes peace reading the ship's newspaper. They chatted a while until Oliver finished his coffee and stood leave and asked Luca if he wanted to join them sunbathing later on. Agreeing they planned to meet on the Duchess terrace around midday. His parents were going to the spa for the day and Luca was thinking of joining them as he wanted to feel Andre's body again but decided against it for sunbathing. With a couple of hours to kill Luca grabbed his book from the suite and went to the Balmoral lounge to read. It was quiet apart from one table in the furthest alcove, immediately he recognised Liam's head and his laugh. Thinking it would be funny he took the alcove next to them unseen, opening his book he started to read the next chapter. He could hear some of the conversation going on as it kept interrupting his reading. James looked over at Liam "So what happened then?" he asked "did you do it?". "Oh yes" Liam replied "it helped pinching his cruise card and I could see it in his eyes he wanted me". Brad laughed "You played it so cool with him even I could see he was desperate for you to acknowledge him". "Did he complain much?" Oliver now asked sitting forward. Liam smiled "A little mostly when my beard got on his ass" he said chuckling "but man he tasted good". "How many times did you breed him then?" Brad asked putting his glass of juice down. "Once" Liam replied "and I got it in deep and held him on it. Idiot never heard me say I was breeding him". James laughed "Doesn't count though, I stealthed him first so I am still the winner of the wager". "Yeah yeah" Brad replied "but you only get $10k since I live with you" he laughed slapping James's leg. "Short changed again" James replied "when you two pay up I will take us to Tahiti for a week courtesy of Luca's ass". Brad looked at Oliver "Your the only one that hasn't fucked Luca yet" he said "you still holding out?". Oliver shrugged his shoulders "Damaged goods now" he said then laughed "yeah I still fancy him like crazy, just can't explain it". Liam shook his head "Don't be a fool Olly it could end badly if you get involved now". "I can't help it dude" Oliver replied "never met anyone like him and I think he likes me". Luca sat there in shock hearing the conversation, he had been played and was now beginning to figure out things from their conversation. Anger boiled through his blood, he knew some of it was down to his own sexual need but to have a bet on his ass was crude and unforgiving. He concentrated hearing Brad talking again. "Are you going to bed him then, you only have two nights?" Brad asked grinning at Oliver. "Let's see how today goes he is joining us at midday to sunbath" Oliver replied smiling. Luca found it hard to listen to anymore of their conversation, part of him was devastated at how Oliver spoke about him and now just wanted to fuck him. It was time to make his exit, he slid around the seat and stood up about to walk out. He stopped, fuck it he said to himself. Turning around he walked in the direction that would take him past their table. Calm and collected he made a loud closing sound of his book then walked in front of the table. The four of them looked up seeing Luca and the look on his face. Without a word he looked at Oliver with daggers and walked off, 'Luca' he heard his name being called but he purposefully strode out. "Oh fuck" Oliver said "I think he heard us" he was pushing past Liam heading after Luca. "Leave it" James called out to him then turned to the Brad and Liam "I hope he doesn't tell his parents". Brad smiled "He won't, after all I know about him and his butler" he replied with a satisfied look. Oliver stood looking but Luca had disappeared. He continued walking making his way to Luca's suite, he found Ramon cleaning who told him Luca had not been back to his suite. Giving up he walked outside to the Duchess terrace that was quieter than normal since the temperature had dropped a little. He saw the lonely figure sitting on a sunbed looking out to sea, arms folded under his knees and hunched over. He had never felt so sorry or bad for someone seeing Luca, his face expressionless like nothing made any sense. Oliver figured a shit storm was coming one way or another and decided to face up to Luca now. He sat down on the sunbed facing Luca, there was no acknowledgement as Luca continued looking out to sea. "I guess you heard the whole conversation" Oliver said looking at Luca who didn't move or look at him. Oliver shook his head "It wasn't meant to be like this" he paused "fuck of course it was at first when we saw you". He waited but still no response "It was a wager to see who could get you first. I am truly sorry and regret it now Luca". Oliver leaned closer "After I got to know you things changed but I couldn't stop the others". "I like you Luca" Oliver said "I have never liked anyone the way I like you" he waited but Luca didn't move. "I am so sorry" Oliver said standing up "I believed I found someone I could love but ruined it". Oliver stood there for a moment waiting, Luca didn't move or speak and just stared out to sea. Oliver turned and left he looked back seeing Luca hadn't moved. The tear trickled down his face and Luca rubbed his cheek against his t-shirt sleeve. He felt the same as Oliver and that was what hurt him more, he just couldn't bring himself to look or talk to him right now. It was after midday, Luca had been sat on the terrace in his position for over an hour. He heard the Americans taking sunbeds and ordering drinks. Casually he stood up and walked across the terrace back to his suite. Brad called over to Luca but he never turned or acknowledge them and disappeared inside. "That is one upset Brit" Brad said to Oliver stating the obvious. Oliver nodded "He wouldn't even talk to me earlier when I found him" he replied "he just blanked me". Liam patted Oliver's leg "Let it rest Olly, we are getting off in two days and never have to see him again". "I know but I can't help the way I feel and I hate seeing him like this" Oliver replied sadly. Luca changed into his workout kit and went to the gym for a run, hoping he would feel better getting his anger and upset out of his body. Even with his headphones in and 3 miles in to his run he could not get the words from Oliver out of his head. Did he really mean what he said or was it just words, could he even trust him? One thing was quickly becoming apparent to Luca, he wanted to find love. After 6 miles Luca gave up and was about to head to the sauna when he saw James. Quickly turning around he walked in the opposite direction, he couldn't believe that out of the 2,600 guests on board he kept bumping in to one of the guys. Waiting and watching James who started working out he took the long way round and slipped in to the sauna. There were three men already in there and one clearly had a good look at Luca as he sat down. After ten minutes one guy left and the one that had checked Luca out sat there looking at him. It took Luca a moment to see that the guy was playing with himself, he stood up and walked out of the sauna bumping in to James. "Luca" James said standing in front of Luca who tried to push past him "wait Luca" he grabbed Luca's arm. Luca looked at his arm "Let go of me" he said angrily. James let go "Please speak to Oliver" he said "he is really upset about how things are". Luca watched a passenger walk by then looked at James "He is upset?" he said "how do you think I feel?". Luca walked off and James shook his head. Luca kept out of the way and excused himself from dinner with this parents, he wasn't feeling hungry and certainly didn't want to spend a couple of hours having to see the four guys. Spending the rest of the day locked up in his suite Luca had read his book then looked up at the clock, it was only 8pm. Feeling a little hungry he decided to go to the buffet and grab a salad. Andre waved off the rest of the spa team who were going to the crew mess and then the crew party. He changed in to civilian clothing and put his name badge on, not one for parties he was going to spend a quiet evening having dinner on deck then watch a show. Thankfully the spa crew had deck privileges meaning they could enjoy the host of passenger facilities. Liking the simple things in life he plated up grilled chicken and salad and found a quiet table in the nearly deserted buffet. Luca wandered up to the counter and made himself a salad then carrying his plate he walked through the buffet. His heart skipping a beat seeing Andre sat at a quiet table, he wore a tight long sleeved type of t-shirt that boldly accentuated the muscles on his arms. The blond neatly trimmed hair and attractive face was such an undeniable attraction for Luca. Luca found himself walking over to the table drawn to him "Can I join you?" he asked quietly. Andre smiled and stood up "Of course you can" he replied indicating with his hand for him to sit. "Thank you" Luca replied sitting down and noticing Andre looking at him in a very bewitching way. "Is that all your eating?" Andre asked and Luca nodded "have you had a bad day you don't look happy?". Luca put his fork down "Hasn't been a great day" he replied "people are not what they seem". Andre studied him for a moment "You should have come for a massage I would have helped". Luca smiled and chuckled for the first time in hours "I can't cope with you massaging me it drives me wild". Andre smiled back "Jūs vis dar esate labai seksuali" he said "You are very sexy Luca" he translated "I love touching your body". Luca blushed a little "No you are" he replied then repeated it in Italian "No tu sei". Under the table he felt Andre's leg caressing his, they chatted and flirted for nearly an hour. Luca had never found it so easy to open up with someone like him. Andre seemed considerate and very unassuming of his looks and body. Luca listened to Andre telling him about Lithuania and how things changed over the years and why he worked at sea. Constantly playing footsie under the table and laughing he had really cheered Luca up. Luca smiled "Thank you Andre I really needed this and you are the sexy one". "No you are" Andre replied smiling then went serious for a moment "I want to make love to you" he said quietly "touch and hold you all night". Luca didn't hesitate and nodded "I would really like that Andre". Andre nodded "Give me 10 minutes I will come to your suite" he said "we can't be seen leaving together". Luca nodded standing he could feel the need rising in his body leaving Andre sat at the table, the thought of him touching his body sent ripples of burning desire through his skin. The walk back to his suite seemed to take forever, the excitement running through his head made the corridor get longer and longer. At last he slid his card in to the slot hearing the lock unhinge he opened the door and walked inside. Breathing heavily he checked the interconnecting door to his parents suite to make sure it was locked. Standing in the middle of the lounge he subconsciously bit his finger from nerves, it was the first time anyone wanted to make love to him. Did he actually mean it or was it just a way to get rid of him, or did he just want to poke him and leave? Checking the clock only five minutes had passed, thinking he was going to pass out from anticipation having to wait another five minutes he was shocked hearing a soft knock at the door. Luca hurried over and opened the door to see Andre standing there, instantly their eyes met and Luca allowed Andre inside. Grabbing the Do Not Disturb sign Luca placed it on the door handle and closed the door locking it. He almost felt embarrassed to turn around looking at the door thinking Andre might see the desperation in his eyes. He tried to control his breathing and turned to face Andre, his eyes catching the full sight of the muscles in those arms covered by the tight fitting long sleeved t-shirt. Luca took a few steps forward and Andre smiled watching him, he could sense Luca's nerves. Having a quickie on the massage table to making love is a big jump for anyone and Luca clearly demonstrated uncertainty in what to do. Andre moved towards Luca 'just relax' he said then quickly swooping down he lifted Luca in to the air with ease, his arms holding and securing around Luca's back. Wrapping his legs around Andre's waist, his head fell naturally forward until he was inches away from Andre's. Looking at each other for a moment the tension was too much to bear for both of them. Andre rubbed his lips delicately against Luca's then applied soft kisses, Luca moaned softly and moved his arms around the back of Andre's neck. Gradually each kiss got more intense forcing their lips to part wider each time, slowly their tongues flickering touching briefly. Finally Andre locked his mouth against Luca's pushing his tongue deep in to Luca's mouth wanting to taste him. His legs shaking at first from the pure sexual allure Andre gave off, his body reacted lovingly feeling the muscles in his arms close and tight around his back holding him securely. Even if Luca wanted to there was no way he could escape from Andre now, his fingers caressed the back of Andre's neck the longer the kiss went on. Releasing a sigh of contented pleasure feeling the pressure ease against his mouth and lips, Andre looked him in the eye. There was no denying in the look in their eyes. Andre held on to Luca and carried him up the sweeping staircase to the bedroom and finally let go laying Luca down on the bed. Every movement Andre made was gentle, sensual with sexual phrasing, he was like a completely different person and Luca loved it. He kneeled up on the bed facing Andre and leaned forward their lips touching again with gentle caressing and soft kissing. Andre ran his hand along Luca's arms and over his shoulders then began lifting his t-shirt up, breaking their kiss for a moment he slipped it over Luca's head discarding it on the floor and resuming their kissing with Luca's upper body now naked. His skin tingled at the soft touch Andre made across his body. Luca gripped Andre's biceps feeling the sheer muscle under the fabric, his mouth now full of Andre's tongue devouring him lovingly. Luca's hands roamed down the arms then across to Andre's body he now lifted his t-shirt up feeling the warmth emitting from Andre's body the higher he pushed it up. Quickly Andre slipped it off his hands went straight to Luca's trousers making short work undoing them whilst Luca jiggled on the bed in his kneeling pose getting rid of them. His kissed Andre's chest at first and gradually moving lower he expertly used his mouth to unbutton his trousers, taking the tag of the zipper between his teeth he slowly pulled it down deliberately running his nose against the prize hiding in the underwear. Andre stroked Luca and rolled his head back moaning softly in to the air his trousers now around his ankles, stepping out of them he gasped looking down. Luca gently bit the inside of his thighs and licked below the elastic banding of his underwear. The small damp spot of precum evident to see, Luca ran his tongue over it and rewarded with the faint salty taste. He took the band of the underwear in his mouth and pulled down freeing Andre's cock, his tongue moved around the shaft straight to his balls. The soft sucking and licking sounds, the sensations spiralling out of control in Andre's body made him giggle. Pulling Luca up he kissed him deep then pushed him on his back. His hands ran along Luca's legs and grabbing his underwear he pulled them off in one movement. Neither of them knew the real desire the other had hidden since their first meeting, it was now only showing itself piece by piece. Luca teasingly coaxed Andre on to the bed and lying him on his back Luca leaned over and began kissing his body. His cock bouncing each time Luca kissed his nipple and ran his tongue sensually around them. Andre leaned up cupping Luca's face in his hands, staring intently into his eyes his mouth quickly finding Luca's. Wrapping his arms around Luca he pulled Luca on top kissing him more intensely, he used the opportunity to explore Luca's body in more detail touching every inch from his neck, back and finally his ass. His hands came to rest on Luca's buttocks, holding him, kissing him, Andre had never experienced such sensuality that he felt with Luca. Andre raised his hand and gently pushed Luca down towards his cock. Luca licked the slimly precum off Andre's stomach that had gathered, the salty taste assaulting his taste buds. Moving his tongue along to the base of Andre's cock he slowly licked and kissed the shaft hearing Andre moan in delight. Reaching the head of Andre's cock his tongue pushed the foreskin apart tasting more precum, his lips surrounded the head closing around it gently he moved his head up and down until the foreskin rolled back revealing the head. Andre moaned and raised a leg before letting it fall back down on the bed, his hand stroking Luca's head feeling his tongue swirling around the head of his cock. Luca stopped and looked up at the smile on Andre's face, he pulled Luca up kissing him hard he forced Luca over on to his back. His body moving on top and using his legs to push Luca's apart allowing him to slip in between them. Andre kissed Luca's chin and slowly licked up until he caressed Luca's lips, seamlessly parting Luca slipped Andre his tongue sealing their lips together they kissed lost in each other. Luca moaned wrapping his arms around Andre's back, his legs caressing Andre's thighs and waist. Soft erotic moans escaping them both filled the air, Andre moved pushing his legs under Luca's forcing them up around his waist exposing Luca's hole to his cock. Luca moaned again feeling the pressure of Andre's cock just above his hole, he knew the pressure being exerted would mean a quick entry and probably painful. The more Andre pushed the skin in it was guiding his cock slowly down. A puppy yelp and moan rose from Luca and swallowed by Andre who would not release him from their kiss. His cock had slipped painfully through half embedded in Luca's ass. Luca gripped on to Andre's back leaving red finger impressions as the pain eased. He held Andre close kissing him back trying to raise his head the more Andre penetrated him. Luca let out an excitable sigh feeling the coarse pubes against his ass. Andre broke from the kiss and looked down at Luca smiling. Their eyes focused on each other through Luca's aroused soft moaning feeling Andre's cock moving inside of him. The tender strokes drove Luca wild and Andre could see it in his eyes, he leaned forward and gently kissed Luca on the mouth. Their faces so close and maintaining eye contact until Andre couldn't resist kissing Luca again. His arm slipped behind Luca's neck holding him close, Luca held on to Andre his eyes half closed in his erotic state. His moans stifled by Andre's mouth, he could taste Andre and feel the quick movements his cock made inside. A series of bursts with rapid fucking and panting lead to more kissing and slow tender moments that continued for over an hour. The copious amount of precum provided adequate lube to stop Luca's ass getting sore, Andre's cock moved with slickness and the quality of a man who knew how to take a lover way beyond any fantasy and Luca was living it. Andre moved his arms lower around Luca's back and lifted him up, he was straddled across Andre's lap deeply impaled on his cock. The desire to scream and thrash about in ecstasy and drive down harder on his cock was becoming all to real for Luca, struggling to retain a little dignity he controlled himself to kissing Andre and grinding his ass. Andre moved again and now laid down on his back pushing Luca upright giving him control. Luca licked his lips looking down at Andre and slowly grinding his ass deep on Andre's cock, he caught sight of the shadow cast on the wall from the bedside wall lamp. Andre looked over at the silhouette being cast by them then looked up at Luca and smiled. Their hands entwinning holding each other as Luca revelled seeing Andre's biceps flex, he was never one defined by a persons physique but Andre was somehow so different and carried it off with such prowess that it drove Luca to ride him harder for several minutes. The moans from both of them increased, suddenly Andre pulled Luca forward kissing him and wrapping his arms around Luca's body to stop him moving 'you will make me cum' he said kissing the lips tenderly 'slow down'. Luca chuckled and kissed Andre's mouth, chin and neck slowly giving their bodies chance to relax. He sat upright taking the full length of Andre inside him again, his head rolled back sighing and gasping with his breath. Andre pushed his hips up watching Luca's expression and loving the moans he made, his hands roaming over Luca's chest and hips holding him and guiding his movements. Andre was on the move again and holding Luca he rolled him over on to his back, his legs securing Luca's in the air around his waist in a perfect missionary position. Luca's body wriggled from his dominant lovers movements, his arm behind Luca's neck again he leaned forward kissing him full on the mouth 'oh baby' he whispered increasing the speed and intensity of his love making. Luca arched his neck moaning and holding Andre's shoulders, he felt it, he knew it, Andre was close and it was reinforced the way Andre now kissed him harder like he was telling him it was going to happen. Luca held Andre tight knowing he would pull out before his orgasm, he wanted to enjoy the build up fucking and was not disappointed. Luca was moaning rapidly with each accurate thrust that was very different from his previous fucks with Andre, he was purposefully deeper inside him. Andre moaned and lifted his head 'Luca' he cried holding Luca still his body pushed up. Luca knew then that he was not going to pull out this time 'oh yes Andre' he responded between his panting and excitement feeling the cock inside him pulsing in orgasm. Andre held Luca tighter his body tensing and pushing forward to get deeper in to him, suddenly the rush of his orgasm ran from his balls along the shaft and exploding from the head in to Luca's ass. Luca's arms now held on to Andre around his back, the forward hard thrusts still coming causing him to cry in joy calling out Andre's name over and over. Andre closed his arm around Luca's neck holding him close and finding his mouth and closing his lips on Luca's, they kissed lovingly, their bodies slowly resetting. Luca held on hoping Andre was not about to whip his cock out and leave. His legs ached a little from being held in this position and it soon transpired that Andre was in no way finished. Kissing for nearly half an hour Luca could feel Andre's cock hardening from the semi state, quickly his hips began moving again. He continued to make love to Luca over three hours, never once did they let go of each other. their bodies firmly locked together, cock to ass, mouth to mouth. Andre finally rolled on to his side sweating and glistening in the subdued lighting. Luca thought it was over but Andre pulled him closer and continued kissing him, his hand caressing Luca's back and ass, his cock just about still inside Luca's ass was sexed out and slowly exiting. Luca had lost count how many times Andre had orgasmed after the fourth time. Luca had never felt this close or intimate with anyone before, the incredible tightness of their bond worried him. Would any other lover come anywhere near this or even compare to this experience. Luca rolled on to his back a big smile adorned his face, Andre reached over for his phone. "What's the matter?" Luca asked watching Andre playing with his phone. Andre put the phone on the bedside table "Nothing, just set my alarm for 6am". Luca sat turned to face him "Are you staying with me?" he asked running his hand along Andre's arm. "Of course, if you don't mind?" Andre replied kissing Luca "I have to be back at work by 8am". Luca chuckled and turned off the lamp his body soon pulled in to those strong arms of Andre, life couldn't get any sweeter he thought to himself lying there kissing with Andre until they both fell asleep. Luca woke hearing Andre's gentle and almost quiet snoring, he smiled finding it amusing that not only did he make love tenderly his snoring was so sweet as well. Turning over carefully not to wake him he was surprised when the arms around his body squeezed, Andre shuffled closer parking his cock between Luca's ass cheeks then the soft snoring returned. Falling back to sleep for an hour before he woke again. Andre was gently stroking Luca's chest, his cock was hard and the head was pressed poised at Luca's hole. His hand immediately went to Andre's thigh and slowly stroking it he moaned sweetly feeling the head pushing in to him. Andre kissed his neck slowly moving his body over Luca's until he laid on top pushing his cock deep in to Luca with ease. Raising his head fully awake Luca gasped and turned his head to be met immediately by Andre's mouth and tongue. His arms still wrapped around Luca's chest they slowly made love, Andre kissing and biting Luca around the neck was already close. His hips thrusting, grinding and gyrating deep in to Luca, he never raised his hips off Luca's ass instead Luca learnt to push his ass up each time he felt Andre applying down pressure. They remained connected together, the love in that moment binding them as one. Andre latched on to Luca's mouth kissing him 'Luca' he quietly released in a raspy voice then kissing him again he held his hips still. The love flowing from him in to Luca's body, only the deep breaths and tensing of his body revealed to Luca he was mating with him again. In the darkness of the bedroom he senses deprived he could feel Andre's orgasm, for the first time he was sure he felt Andre's seed entering his ass. Unable to hold or control himself Luca burst underneath his body, he could feel the warm slimy mess accumulating underneath him. He had no time to think about it feeling Andre's lips seeking his again. His body being pulled on to his side coming to rest still attached to Andre inside him. The hypnotic stroking of Andre's hand on his chest and the happiness of holding Andre's arm and bicep just seemed like perfection was holding him.

I was in my late 20's he was 20, straight, with a 9 inch cock, big balls and would do everything but fuck or get fucked. I asked him one night to piss on my. He smiled took me to the bathtub and pissed on me and in my mouth. The hole time calling me a dirty fucking fag, and a piece of shit. I loved it. After that it was a regular thing till he moved on.

Hooked up with a teacher I had in eight grade. Gave me a good lesson in sex education by brutally dumping two loads in my raw ass. Teacher's pet pig

Love a gaped ruined cunt that cannot close. My cock can actually fit. And love the sloppy noises it makes once I drop a few loads inside. One thing I notice is that loose hole tend to cum on my dick more frequently.

Name: aznbTm Number: (872) 703-5590 Location: Chicago, IL, 60613 - 60657 Age: 28 Height: 6' Weight: 155 lb Ethnicity: Asian

Dawn was breaking by the time they finished with me. My face and bottom were covered in spunk, and my belly felt like it had been pumped full of it a well. I manged to retrieve my clothes and crawled out onto the beach. I dressed, but realised I still couldn’t go home like this. I remembered an old, brick toilet set back from the beach in some bushes and thought there might be a basin I could wash the worst of the filth off. There didn’t seem to be anyone around, so I crept up to the building and went inside. It smelt of piss and damp. There were some urinals and cubicles and a cracked wash basin which had running water. I took off my trousers and peeled my underpants off my sticky buttocks and ran some water in the bowl. It was difficult, but I managed to raise one leg on to the edge so I could apply water to my arsehole which was puffy and sore. Suddenly, there was the sound of footsteps and a short, fat man came through the door. He was wearing stained overalls, rubber boots and was carrying a mop and bucket. I froze with shock, and he grinned as he saw my bare arse and the puffy slit between the cheeks. “’ello.” He said. “what’s all this? Got yourself fucked did you?” I lowered my leg and stood there miserably as he laughed at my discomfort. “That’s why I like the early shift,” He said. “There’s often some dirty bastard washing his bum hole in the morning.” He put the bucket down and unzipped the front of his overalls. He had a fat, hairy belly and around the belly button was a large biohazard tattoo. When he pulled the zipper lower, a thick cock with a large mushroom cock fell into his fist and swelled into erection. “You alright in there, Mick?” Shouted a voice from outside. “Oh yeah,” He called back, turning me round and bending me over the washbasin. He dug out a battered tin of Vaseline and smeared it over my gaping hole. “This won’t take long, mate!” I felt his cock pushing into me. It forced my hole further open around the mushroom head, then slid into my gut with a delicious sliding feeling. “I’ll just clean the ladies, then, shall I?” Called the voice from outside. Mick was thrusting in and out, gasping with pleasure as he sodomised me over the basin. “Y..you…ooof…yeah you do that!” He gasped, lifting his belly onto my backside and going deeper up me. I was crushed over the cold porcelain as he worked himself to a climax. “Here it comes you dirty sod!” He grunted and I felt his cock throbbing inside me as he added his spunk to the cum already swimming inside me. “That’s better.” He sighed, pulling his cock out, wiping it with a dirty cloth and zipping up his overalls before wiping my bottom with the same rag. “Thanks,” I mumbled. He turned away and started mopping the floor. “Bye then.” I said. He ignored me, so I pulled on my underwear and trousers and went outside. Another man was emerging from the ladies with a bucket, and he raised an eyebrow when he saw me, then jerked his hips suggestively. I blushed and walked off with his laughter in my ears. By now it was nearly 9 o’clock and I knew Bill would be at the sauna, so I headed of there to get a shower. I let myself in and found him behind the desk drinking coffee. “Where you been?” He said, “Your mum’s been round looking for you.” I explained about what had happened and he gave a whistle of appreciation. “You ended up under the promenade, then? Bloody hell, they’re real tramps under there. Did you get fucked by an old guy with a warty cock and sores?” I nodded my head. “Then your arse will be swimming with bugs by now! His names John and he’s well known for having the clap and god knows what else!” As he spoke, I noticed his cock thicken and stiffen in his shorts and a dark pre-cum stain appear at the tip. “Mind you, there’s some find that gets them horny. Strip off and show me your arse.” I did as I was told, and he turned me round and stuck a finger up me, which slid in easily from the cleaner’s spunk from earlier. “We’d best phone your mum and tell her you’re ok.” He dropped his shorts and bent me over the counter and then dialled my home. As the phone rang, he slowly slid his cock up me and grunted with pleasure. “Oh yeah, nothing like an arse full of bugs around my cock.” I heard my mother answer and Bill said “That’s right, he’s here. I’m with him now.” He pushed his cock deeper and I squealed with pleasure. “Yeah, he’s happy enough….that’s so wet and dripping…no I was just saying there’s a drip in the shower…oof I’m going to cum..sorry I said I’ll make sure he comes straight home..ahhh.” With that he shot a huge load up me in spasms as my mother thanked him for looking out for me and rang off. Bill pulled out and I saw his cock was covered in slime. “”Lovely!” He said, pushing his cock back into his shorts. “I’ll leave it dirty to marinade” He ruffled my hair. “You’re a good one, a right dirty little pig. Lube yourself up and get off upstairs. They’ll be in soon and you’ve got work to do.”

I reckon by the sounds of it a lot of my f.cbuds must be just like you

Part 3 Wow! I had never been fucked by more the one guy at a time and now I had just received my fourth load of cum up my fuck hole. All bareback. And even though I had been led to believe they had all been tested negative for HIV, I had been informed the last three loads were actually poz, and there were at least a dozen more poz infected cocks that were going to breed my negative ass. In addition I had just fucked a poz infected ass that was full of toxic poz cum and had shot what was probably going to be my last negative load. As my softening dick slid out of the poz pit I had just fucked I tried to get up but was roughly grabbed and place back on the fuck bench. Some one took the place of the guy I had just fucked and he in turn mounted the fresh piece of fuck meat. As he straddled him and slid his poz stick up his ass I had a great view of his cum dripping fuck hole. There was a bio hazard tattoo surrounding the poz pit which was dripping cum. "Now you can lick his ass fuck pig." I didn't need a second invitation. I love cum and the ass seasoning of a fresh cream pie is my favorite. I dove in licking up all the cum on the outside before plunging my tongue into that toxic bug infested ass. My cock was already starting to get hard again. "You like that poz fuck slop piggy"? someone asked. "Best tasting cream pie I ever," I replied. Just then another big cock was rammed deep in my hole. "Oh fuck" I gasped, "Fuck me, pump more of that bug infected poz into my cunt! Give me another load of faggot death deep in my ass." The top slammed his poz injector fuck stick in hard and almost immediately I felt his cock throbbing and I was getting another poz load deep in my ass. I could feel more of that demon seed running down my balls as his cock spewed burst after burst deep in my bowels. Thank god they all seemed to be cumming so fast. I didn't think my ass could handle every cock here pounding my ass for twenty minutes apiece. About that time bio hazard tattoo guy let out a deep moan and pumped his satanic venom deep into the ass he was pounding. Once again they told me to straddle the guy on the floor in front of me and fuck him. My cock was once again hard as a rock as I plunged it into the poz filled fuck hole and once again another cock was thrust into my ass. Since I had already came once I wasn't able to shoot another load right away and three more guys bred my fuck hole before I released my cum deep into the ass under me. Again I was yanked back onto the fuck bench with my ass exposed. The guy whose ass I had fucked was replaced with a fresh unseeded ass which he straddled and started to fuck as I licked his freshly cum filled fuck hole. My own ass was on fire from all the fucking it was getting and each new poz fucker seemed like he was trying to ram it in harder than the previous guy. As I lapped up the cum from the ass in front of me his balls tightened and he spewed his toxic brew into the bottom's ass. "Okay piggy, get that negative prick into that bug hole." I straddled the freshly pozed bug hole but my dick was not responding. I had shot two loads in a very short period and I needed some time to recover and told them as much. "We got just the thing to cure that." The men around me moved back and a figure in a black robe came forward. The robe had a hood that completely hid his face. A cold shiver cursed through my body. He looked like the grim reaper. He was holding what looked like an oxygen mask attached to a long flexible hose that you might see on a vacuum cleaner. "Inhale this," a screechy high pitched voice hissed. "What is it? I can't do drugs. If a random drug test caught me with drugs in my system I would lose my job." "Better than drugs and not detectable. I like to call it Devil's breath" he hissed in a voice that very much sounded like it could be that of the Devil. I tried to pull away from the sinister figure but his bony hand was at the back of my head before I could react. The mask was placed over my mouth and nose. "Don't fight it. Inhale," the eerie, satanic voice hissed. There was a vapor issuing from the mask that was hot and had a strong smell of sulfur that did not quite mask another foul odor. I tried to hold my breath but a fist was slammed into my gut knocking the wind from me. With each gasp for air I filled my lungs with the noxious vapor. The room was swimming but my balls felt that familiar tingle that signaled that they had a load that needed to get out. My cock had also jumped back to life, and no sooner than someone grabbed it and guided me to that poz infected fuck pit.

It was like a vision from hell - the dim, red glow from the bar, the loud pounding music, and the pale sweaty bodies and grinning faces surrounding me. They were like a pack of dogs with a bitch in heat, fighting to get at my helpless body as I lay in the sling. I felt lube being smeared over my hole and then someone pushed their way into position between my legs and I was staring at a skinny, balding man with hollow cheeks and piercing eyes. His arms were like sticks as he grabbed my thighs with his boney fingers and thrust his cock into me. It was long and thin and slid easily into me like a snake, and then he began to slide it slowly in and out, pushing the sling back and forth to meet his thrusts. His body was mostly in shadow from the crowd around us, but then someone dipped their head to suck my cock and a shaft of red light from the bar fell across his wasted body and I saw the biohazard tattoo on his belly. My heart froze. Although I had been fucked by men who said they were poz, this was definately the real thing and I knew I was being fucked by someone who was not only poz, but looked as if they had AIDS. I started to panic a little. What was I doing? Then Terry's face thrust against mine and he kissed me so long and deep it left me breathless and excited. "Shhhh now," he whispered. "Don't it feel good to have that poz cock in you?" I groaned as the man's thrusts were faster, more urgent and I could sense he was about to cum. Terry grinned evilly at me. "It'll soon be over, matey. Don't fight it. Just accept." He bent and kissed me, his tongue exploring my mouth and his hands around my face as the top in me gave a loud grunt of triumph and I felt the wetness around his pulsating cock and knew he was infecting me. I groaned and shuddered with the filthiness of it, kissing Terry back with hunger. I had never been so excited. "Good, good." He whispered. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" I could only nod as he glanced back and watched the next guy climb into position and slide a fat cock into my dripping hole. "Here comes the next one - I wonder who the daddy will be?"

I saw sweat on Bill's forehead and realised he got off on watching the filthiness in his pub. Terry grinned at me, revealing broken and blackened teeth. "Sure, "He said, bending forward over the bar and pulling his arse cheeks apart. The dark crease glistened with lube and, as I watched, a drool of cum leaked from the slit. My cock was stiff as a poker by now and I shivered with lust. "Well?" Said Bill "Climb on, kiddo." I got behind the old man and positioned my cock between his buttocks. Bill craned over the bar, licking his lips in excitement as he watched me slide into Terry. It was incredible, hot, wet and smooth but also wicked and degrading to be fucking this old troll where everyone could see. Terry grunted softly with pleasure, pushing his arse back to meet me as Bill stared intently at my cock slding in and out. "Dirty sod, ain't he? "Bill breathed. " Bet you can feel a few loads up there on yer cock?" I slid in and out feeling the cum rising in my balls until, with an explosion of pleasure, the most incredible orgasm washed over me and I spurted deep inside the old man. "Oh yeah," Terry breathed " Shoot that lovely spunk up me!" I gasped and shuddered until I'd finished, then slid my cock out of him, noting the gush of sperm which dripped over his balls. "Nice one, sunshine." winked Bill, and went off to serve a customer. Terry sighed happily and sank down onto a bar stool as I stood panting next to him, my softening cock wet with cum. "Thanks," he said. "What's your name?" "Ian," I replied. "Saw you with Luigi earlier. Dirty bastard. Did he fuck you?" I nodded. "You poz?" I shook my head, and he raised an eybrow and laughed." "Blimey! You must want it bad then, you must have taken several hot loads in the darkroom." I felt relaxed talking to him, as he perched on the stool with my cum inside him without a care in the world. "You sure you want this?" He asked. I hadn't really thought directly about it, but I was so excited and turned on by being in this pigsty I could only blush and nod my head. He turned to face me, his tits sagging onto his chest and a long, thin erection standing up below his belly. "I've been poz for a long time. Not on meds any more. What the fuck? I want to have a good time and I like my cum being potent." He leaned forward and kissed me full on the mouth. His slimey tongue slid into me and his breath smelled strongly of beer and tobacco. I gasped with disgust, then gave myself over to it, revelling in kissing this dirty, diseased old man., knowing I was descending into lust and degradation. He pulled back and smiled at me. "Come on then, loverboy" There was a sling to one side of the bar. He led me over to it and made my lie back. The leather was slimey with cum and lube. He lifted my feet into the stirrups and tied the belt around my abdomen, then stood back and grinned wickedly, wanking his cock in anticipation. "Well now," He said "Weren't planning on going anywhere soon were you? I've got a few friends who'd like a crack at knocking you up." He pushed some poppers into my hand. "Take a good sniff, mate. Did you think you were going to get away with coming here? You're about to get what you deserve." He disappeared and left me, legs wide and arse open to the world. I saw Bill grinning at me from the bar as I sniffed the poppers, and then a shadow fell across me and I looked up to see the sling surrounded with eager, sweating men and my heart lurched with excitement...