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i'm a critical care nurse and have worked with Covid positive patients since March. i volunteer to care for the positive patients, caring for sick people is my chosen profession. This pandemic has similarities to the AID's crises during the early 80's when we had just discovered the disease. People were afraid then too. Fear and the threat to life and health brings out the best and the worst in people. There are health care workers who refuse to care for Covid patients, just as there were during the AID's crises, and there are some who simply cannot for various reasons. There is already a nursing shortage in the US, and a lot of nurses are burning out because of the pandemic. The hospital where i work has remained so full, it is often on divert because we simply do not have a bed for another patient. This is the reality i have lived since we opened a Covid unit where i work in March 2020. Yet, i still get family members of patients calling me and trying to argue with me that Covid is fake while their loved one is in the Hospital with Covid. It's bizarre. i had one family member rake me over the coals because he had traveled 200 miles to see his brother and hosptial policy would not allow him to visit. His brother was on high-flow O2 which has the effect of aerosolizing the virus and making it more contagious, so people on high flow are not allowed visitors as a containment measure. The guy was verbally abusive and questioning my expertise. He asked: "is Covid worse than a staph infection?" In his mind, he was convinced that he knew something the medical profession did not, and he was trying to trap me with his brilliance. It was not an honest query on his part, in his mind, he already had the answer and he was just trying to nail me. i had to take time away from caring for my patients, trying to explain the infectious process to him, but he would have none of it. That can be really challenging, even with those who want to understand. Learning physiology is an complex degree, not a 10 minute explanation on youtube. my efforts did not matter though because he was not listening. In his mind, he already knew the 'truth' and that made everything else a lie or some sort of evil plot or deception. He was literally attacking and undermining the very people who were trying to keep his brother alive. It's sort of like having a family member with polio and calling the polio vaccine an evil plot to control and take over the world. That is the crux of the problem i believe. There are people in the world who have an absolutist mentality that closes them off from reason or science. Reality can be slapping them in the face, and they will insist that it is wrong in order to preserve their way of thinking and their conclusions. The internet becomes a gathering place where they affirm one another's notions, giving them size and momentum and seeming validity. The internet is a double edged sword. It can be used to find and disseminate valuable information. It can also be used for propaganda and deception. For those interested, The Social Dilemma is a great documentary that explores some of the very things we are talking about here.

Saturday night rolled around, last nigjt of the cruise. A score of swimsuit clad men wiggled their asses dancing around and in the pool. Jack danced free as a bird waist deep in the shallow end of the pool with a guy he'd sucked off the day before after his workout in the gym change room. A cute young redhead with an average 6 inch cock. The redhead moved in behind Jack bumping and grinding his crotch against Jack's ass. Jack reached back to encourage the body contact and turned his head to share a lite kiss. The redhead's hand slid into Jack's swim trunks and Jack undid the string so the suit slipped down exposing his ass beneath the water. Our redhead released his own now fully erect cock and teased Jack's exposed hole. Jack just smiled and pushed back as the 6 inch raw cock disappeared up his arse. Soon a fuck in rhythm with the beat of the music was established. Three minutes later the redhead threw his head back overcome by his orgasm deep in Jack's ass there in the middle of the pool ... in the middle of the dancing crowd. As Jack pulled away and headed for the pool stairs the muscular hairy tattooed bear stud who had watched Jack getting publicly bred took Jack by the arm. He led him into the crowd dancing beside the pool quickly lowering Jack's trunks in this more visible place. Making use of the cum in Jack's ass for lube he was barebacking balls deep in no time. Here was Jack far more visible out of the water, in the middle of a crowd with a total strangers naked cock up his ass. As he began to question his sanity a familiar face danced in front of him. His magnificent hunky blonde took hold of his face and planted his seductive tongue down Jack's throat as the bear continued to pound Jack from behind. The dance floor didn't miss a beat but many eyes were taking in the erotic site of these three guys and their public bareback sex show. The blonde kept kissing and stroking Jack's chest and the bear picked up the pace of his fucking. Within 10 minutes the bear threw his arms around Jack and the blonde, hugging Jack's back to his burly hairy chest and clearly unloading into Jack's bubble butt.ì Catching his breath the bear pulled away, tucked himself back into his shorts and disappeared. Before Jack noticed the blonde was behind him raw fucking with his massive 9 inch tool right where the bear left off. The blonde was taken by complete surprise as a raw cock was up his ass just as fast. The blonde only got in a couple of pumps before he felt his balls boil ,tense and erupt with Jack recieving his third public load. The blonde's constricting ass muscles milked the load out of his barebacker. The blonde kissed Jack on the back of the neck and fled. While Jack was collecting his thoughts a fourth raw cock slid easily in his sloppy wet hole. He decided "What the fuck, may as well enjoy this. " He stayed on the dance floor for the next few hours loosing count at 12 public breedings. Before leaving his guts may have been sprayed with the sperm of 15 ... 17 ...20 total strangers. When Jack finally crawled into bed with his soar dripping ass all he could think about was the kisses of the handsome blue eyed blonde God. The god that had now pumped and dumped two loads in him and both times totally vanished without a trace.

Absolutely. With my underlying condition I may end up in the ICU if I get infected so plenty of reason to take the vaccine. But I may not be eligible for a shot until maybe the April-June timeframe so for now I fear I still have months to go being in partial lockdown. I am so tired of only leaving the house just to go to work, supermarket and barber's. Plus I don't have to feel guilty anymore for hooking up with fuckbuds 😉

There’s nothing better than having your tight, white pussy owned by a big black dick.

I totally agree with this. I had a similar debate with someone who was spouting all the bill gates / 5 G / Covid Hoax nonsense. They were citing their source as “the internet” 🙄. We live in a world where pretty much everything is digital and tracked be it social media, financial transactions and unless you live on a desert island alone, you will have a digital footprint. Frankly is anyone that interested in me or what I do - my life is not that interesting to the worlds superpowers. It’s the same as those people who put the forbidding sydney university using their images. The digital tracking ship has sailed. The acid test is to ask these people would they be happy to work on a Covid ward without PPE, invariably the answer is No....so much for their confidence in their key informational source - the internet

I actually haven't worked much so far this month, but I had a long layover in San Diego earlier this week. I was in my downtown hotel room by 11:15, and I got myself showered and ready by noon when I went online. I posted an ads on Doublelist and BBRT. I got 2 guys off DL, and one from BBRT. All three were working downtown and needed to dump a load. The first guy, from DL, was a married bi guy. Oddly, he was the one who fucked the longest and wanted to kiss. When he came in, we kissed and got undressed. I sat him on the bed and got on my knees in front of him, sucking him til he was fully hard. He had a VERY thick 7.5" dick. We started with doggy, and then he put me on my back so we could fuck and kiss. He felt really good pumping inside me. He then asked if I'd ride his dick, it's his favorite position. I was happy to accommodate his request, and I climbed on top of him and lowered myself onto his dick. We did this for a while when he started thrusting up into my ass faster and faster, and he blew his load. I stayed in position for a bit while I milked his dick. He had to get back to the office, and asked if he could shower first. That way his coworkers and wife wouldn't know what he'd been up to. He was cool and said that if I'm back he'd be happy to meet up again. Guy #2 was also from DL and though he wasn't really a pump and dump, he didn't spend a lot of time getting off. He was gay, great body, handsome, early 40's. After sucking him hard, he put me doggy in the middle of the bed and pumped for a while before he pushed me down on my stomach. Now he started pounding a lot harder and faster until he gave me his load. I milked him for a bit sucked his cock clean, and he got dressed and left. The third guy was from BBRT. He'd hit me up shortly after I posted my ad, but he wouldn't be able to stop by til about 3:30. He wasn't into a tag team scene at all, but was cool if I had loads in my ass. Also, he wanted me to be "door open ass up" waiting. He messaged right on time at 3:30 saying he was on his way up. I opened the door and got into position. I heard him come in and get undressed. He immediately started rimming me, obviously enjoying the 2 loads that were already there. He kept me ass up on the edge of the bed when he slid his 6.5" in me. He fucked for no more than 15 minutes before I got his load. I got on my knees and he let me clean him off too. OMG, 3 mixed loads taste SO good. He also said that if I'm back, he'd be happy to load me again. Unfortunately we don't get many long layovers in San Diego but maybe I'll just have to drive down for an overnight sometime. I'd love to get fucked again by the bi married guy. It was about 4:15 and I was all alone in my room. I cruised a bit more online but wasn't finding much. I even offered to uber if a top could host, but it wasn't happening. Eventually I fingered my sloppy hole and edged myself. I shot my load as I pushed out a fair a mount of cum on my fingers and licked it up. Again, I reaffirmed that downtown hotels on weekdays are great for finding loads. Hoping I can trade onto longer layovers this week and get used some more.

I am sporting a 00ga PA. I tell bottoms to think of a prostate stimulator on steroids ☣️

Absolutely. As soon as the vaccine is available I am taking it. Need cuddles as well as lots of sex.

A friend of mine told me a story about the bathhouse in Austin, TX. He said it would be a regular occurrence late at night that it would become clear to him and all the other tops that they had held off to long on shooting their last loads, and all the bottoms had gone home. I started out thinking I preferred to top because I was having a lot of mediocre sex with a lot of other inexperienced young guys. Once I got fucked by an older top guy who knew what he was doing, I knew I was a bottom. I still appreciate a beautiful ass though. Throughout my 20s and 30s I would top from time to time. Eventually, I stopped trying to top. Even when I am mentally turned on by the idea, I find it challenging to stay hard enough to perform, so I just bottom now. I think a lot (but not all) of versatile (and versatile-top and versatile-bottom) guys feel like if they can make a choice of role in the moment that anyone can. I get that it is hard to understand everyone isn't just like you. At least the total bottoms and tops understand how each other work. Also, much respect to the vers guys who get it.

I agree. I tested positive for Covid on 12/1. For unknown reasons I didn't get too sick. But I gave it to almosy everyone in my family, and many of them didn't do as well. My mom and Sister got really sick. I didn't do anything fun either. if I was out taking dick from strangers in bars or clubs alright. I was going to and from work. Thats it. if I want to get back to taking loads. I will be taking the vaccine

It was a beautiful summer day in rural northwest Georgia. Jay had rushed through his chores on the family dairy farm, anxious to enjoy the rest of this glorious day without the restraints of the normal grind of agricultural life. The fences were fixed, it was too soon to start cutting hay and pending any farm auctions that his dad failed to mention, Jay would have the day to himself. He rushed back to the house to change into some fresh jeans and a t-shirt and grabbed his bike. Soon he was coasting on the down the road with the wind in his face and the promise of a nice dip in the swimming hole a mile further in the valley below their farm. As he approached the swimming hole he could hear the inviting sounds of the water spilling from the culvert into the waiting pool. He stashed his bike in the roadside underbrush and was soon sliding down the bank and peeling out of his shirt. Jay was a handsome young man. Having just turned 18, he wished his body would catch up with his adult age. He was thin but solid, five foot ten, red cropped hair and blue eyes that were as deep as the perfect sky above him. He was probably 140 pounds soaking wet and he longed to be more bulked up like the man he felt he was. Jay was a smooth and his stomach was flat as the smooth slate rocks at the bottom of the swimming hole. His arms and legs were lean and strong from the work that he performed around the farm. He was soon under the shelter of the culvert where a person could stand without hitting the top of the tall and wide metal spiral that gave way to the watercourse of the creek that ran under the road above. It was a perfect place for a swimming hole as the water would pour from the culvert and drive an ever deeper hole in the center of the damned up water way. Jay could feel the sun on his chest and he stretched gloriously in the fresh country air, his nipples responding to the playful breeze. He leaned to remove his shoes and now felt the sun on his back. He set his shirt and shoes to the dry side of the culvert and began to unbutton and unzip his pants. He took his time and let the sun find each new inch of his exposed skin until he was now fully naked at the edge of this cave like shelter. The breeze licked at his growing bush of pubic hair and tickled at his young balls. It wasn't long before he was totally erect with the combination of the breeze and the sun hitting his white and rarely exposed midsection. Without another thought, he dived into the pool of water and immediately felt the chill of his skin going pocked with goose bumps as the cold spring fed stream surrounded him. He emerged from the water and laid back in the water and floated on his back. He laughed as he looked over himself, seeing his still erect cock jutting out like a periscope. He loved seeing his naked wet body. It made his lean body look leaner as he was impressed with the state of his growing muscles. After a short swim and a good hand scrub to remove the sweat and grime from his morning work, Jay lay on the larger flat rocks near the waters edge and let the sun and breeze dry his now frigid body. As the sun hit him full on, Jay was tempted to stroke out a load from his cut seven inch cock right then and there but the sound of chattering voices could be heard in the distance and he knew he wouldn't be alone for much longer. He trapeezed his way across the rocks and gravel with his bare feet, climbed up into the culvert and threw on his clothes as fast as he could. Before anyone came in sight Jay was off down the road on his bike and pedaling for all he was worth for the adventures that awaited him. He would take the old road that led into Alabama and then make a right to the yet unexplored side roads of what was known in the area as 'four corners'. Being a bit of a loner, he wasn't at all sad to leave behind the reverie of the oncoming kids that he could have spent the day with. Jay began to long again for the refreshment of the swimming hole as he pumped and worked his body to capture the top of the hill he now drove along. The relief to his young strong thighs and calves was wonderful as he finally made the top. Just in the short thirty minutes of biking he was already sweating and he wiped his forehead with the back of his arm as he surveyed his surroundings. Unseen to him before when he had come this way was an unexplored road that he had thought before was a driveway. Now it was clear that this was indeed a road and it led down an inviting hill and into the outside edges of the pinewood forests that filled this area. This is exactly what he had hoped to find. A new road to somewhere but who knows where? He pedaled to the head of the road and then began his decline into the forest ahead. Once again the breezes of the day whisked his sweat away and the scent of evergreens and new leaves filled his lungs. As he entered the forest he could see at the base of the hill a dog watching the road and then an ascending hill beyond this threatening guardian. He started to pump as hard as he could to gain as much speed as possible. He would need it to capture the next hill and stay well enough ahead of this looming dog. True to form the dog was a chaser and Jay easily passed him and flew up the hill beyond his territory where he gave up and trotted home. At the top of the next hill Jay relaxed again and slowed down to take in the beauty of this Georgia summer. The road flattened out now and wound through the pinewood trees. Every once in a while a chained driveway gave indication of someones summer camp. Up ahead Jay could see a sign along the road that actually stated that the road was closed. It should have been obvious to him as the road was in poor repair and there were plenty of rocks and potholes to dodge in the dark earthen path that steadily grew worse. The further he went, the worse the road became. Curiosity drove him ever further and the cool shade beneath the trees was a welcomes change from the bright summer sun on the more main roads. Jay's mind began to wander a little as he mechanically plodded ahead on his bike. At times he had to actually walk through and it was in one of these walking sections that jay noticed trash that littered the side of the road. It seemed to be someones dump deep in this wooded area. Jay dropped his bike on the roadside and began to weave his way through the scattered patch of woods. He soon found a smoked out fire pit, filled with charred wood and crushed beer cans. It was someones party spot. Jay then looked around at what he thought must be paper plates and napkins until the image of naked bodies began to form in his vision. It wasn't paper plates at all but a collection of pornography literally everywhere he looked. He leaned over to pick one up and his blood went cold. This wasn't just any porn, it was gay porn. This wasn't someones party spot, it was the scene one hell of a good orgy by the look of things. Being as young as he was, he only imagined this kind of stuff. To know it actually happened made his dick go instantly hard. In a frantic rush of excitement, Jay went from spot to spot finding more and more gay pornography strewn everywhere. Less than an hour from his home on bike, somewhere in a night long passed, a gay orgy had gone on in this very spot. He could feel the precum rise to the top of his hardened cock. Hours had passed and Jay would have never guessed it. he sat amongst the gay porn mags he had collected from the woods and goggled at page after page of the hottest naked men he had ever seen. His loins stirred for release as he read about the things they did with each other. Cocks were sucked, holes were licked and fucked. Descriptions of cum faced bottoms and alpha male tops breeding and conquering the more submissive men. Jay was going nowhere until he had gotten his fill of this glorious treasure trove of gayness. The feelings that he had felt through his younger years were now being confirmed. This was what he preferred too! He wished he could have hidden in the forest and watched and learned in person what he was now educating himself with. He was going to have to stroke one out. His balls ached for release. Two hours of hardcore eyeballing naked pages and reading about the life of gay men was too much for his young sex drive. As he turned to another page with yet another glorious naked man laid out in front of him, Jay heard a crack of twigs in the woods somewhere nearby. He leaped to his feet and ran for his bike but instead smacked straight into the arms of a man that had been watching him for some time. Jay apologized for trespassing and struggled to get away but the two dark haired arms held him fast. 'No rush to be leaving' said the man. 'Looks like you were enjoying yourself. This hard pole between your legs seems to confirm that' purred the man. Jay looked up into his rugged handsome face and just stammered words of completely unformed recognition. The man released his grip on Jays arm and placed it now on Jays hard cock and squeezed it through his jeans. Jay winced and yet felt himself melting into this mans embrace, whether hostile or friendly. The roving hand then moved to his tight young ass and pressed it between his large fingered hands. 'Nice' said the stranger, 'Very nice.' With that the man took Jays arm and twisted it behind his back. His other hand moved over Jays mouth and Jay could feel himself being forced forward into the deeper forest. They walked for what seemed to be twenty minutes. A cabin stood ahead of them and Jay could see a couple figures on the porch leaned against the wall with booted feet resting on the railings. 'Look what I found boys' trumpeted the man that held him. The two men on the porch dropped their chairs to the porch floor and stood up to get a better view. The stranger then kicked the back of Jays heels and sent him reeling backwards to the ground, landing firmly on his quivering ass. The two men sauntered off the porch and headed towards them. His captive pulled up his leg and slipped his tennis shoe and sock easily off his foot and then repeated the action with the other foot like a pop tab on a beer can. The two men coming towards them were now grinning from ear to ear. 'Nice one Bobby' they said together. 'I caught him at the end of the driveway rifling through our party favors' laughed the first man. 'Looks like he really likes what he found too.' Bobby now pulled me to my feet and pushed me over to a large tree on the side of the cabin clearing. He reached in front of me and lifted my t-shirt off my shaking body and then indicated to the other guys to each take an arm. I have never been a tree hugger but I now knew that I must have looked like one as they pulled my arms around the base of the tree and began tying my hands together on the opposite side with my shirt. Once I was secure I felt the big hot hands of Bobby probing my bare skin. His touch was like electricity and what I could see of him was heaven. His hairy arms were every bit the kind of manly arms I aspired to have. Those burly arms then reached down for my zipper and soon my bare ass was to the wind and my hard cock was up against the tree that I was now tied to. He lifted each leg in turn and pulled my jeans from me and then I was completely vulnerable and as naked as I have ever felt in my life. My head was not secured so I was able to look at all of them in turn and from what I could see they were all sold stocky well built men, two of them dark haired and one of them blonde. They all grinned at me and somehow I knew I would be alright despite what this seemed to be turning into. Now each of them began stripping. Hard cocks were soon bouncing up out of jeans and briefs, protruding out of the hairiest crotches I could have ever hoped to see. Just a few short hours ago I was seeing my first gay porn, now I was seeing it in person. Three sets of hands began fondling every inch of my body. I could feel full hairy chests rub against my shoulders or hairy legs brush against my bare ass and thighs. The warmth of their rough hands made me dizzy with pleasure and fear all at the same time. Soon they all backed up from me a couple of feet and I wasn't sure what would happen next. Then I felt the hot liquid sensation of hot water being jetted all over my ass and legs and back. They were pissing on my like dogs on a fire hydrant. The smell hit my nose like a pheromone and enraged me with lust. 'You are marked territory now' said Bobby. 'The three of us have just marked you as ours and you are now our bitch.' I trembled but said nothing. 'You found him' said one of the porch sitters, 'You should have first dibs.' I could then feel Bobby's probing hands split my dripping pissed-on ass and a single finger penetrate my hole. I was wet with both sweat and piss and when Bobby's furry body spooned up against me I could feel the end of his hard cock begin to slide into my trapped body. The pain was incredible at first but slowly I began to feel the heady sensation of pleasure as Bobby thrust in and out of my asshole. I could feel his sweat through his chest hair and its strong smell and he pounded away at my ass. After ten or so minutes of his working my ass he drove it deep into me and steadily increased his speed until he yelled out with pleasure and his balls shot ropes of seed into my worked over ass. Bobby pulled out and immediately a new scent hit my nose of the blonde guy as he took position and soon added his sperm load to Bobbys. The third guy must have been the biggest as I could feel the uncomfortable pain of stretching begin again. I was soon accustomed to this new cock and took his load as well without a word of complaint. Had I not been suspect of my own gay feelings this afternoon would have been nightmarish. As it was, I couldn't imagine somewhere that I would rather be. My virgin ass was now the property of three rugged men out in a cabin in the middle of nowhere. I carried their loads in my body and was dripping in their piss. It came then as a suprise to me that all three of them all of a sudden just picked up their clothes and headed for the cabin. I was left alone, tied to the tree with the sun at about two o'clock and me beginning to worry that I would never see home again. I tried to pass what seemed like eons remembering the events of the last hour. I had never seen such beautiful hairy men before. The blonde one was my favorite. His light hair against his tan skin was like a fuzzy peach, ripe and meaty. It made me want to pass out knowing I now carried that hot blondes spunk inside me like the bitch they told me I was. Bobby was probably the hairiest of the them and the sensation of his hairy body against me put me into orbit. The third guy was shorter but he more than made up for it with his large cock breeding me and stretching me further than the other two. I began to think maybe I needed to yell for them to let me go but somehow I didn't want to go. So I stood and waited for what would happen next. It didn't take long before I could hear trucks on the distant road. Unseen to me was a road through the woods that these trucks seemed to know. I could hear them coming closer and closer. I strained to turn and watch them approach. One had three men in the cab while the other had three in its cab and two in the truck bed. All of them were beefy solid country men from 30 to maybe 50 and it was obvious now to me why the other three had left. They had been busy collecting the rest of their party group to come try out their new bitch. Out on the porch the three came, whooping and laughing as the trucks unloaded. After rounds of chatter, hugging and back slapping the attention was now on me. I could feel the heat of eleven men staring holes through my body. I could hear them approach as leaves and twigs crunched under their shoes. I could hear the sounds of belts being undone, zippers coming down and clothes being stripped and dropped. My dick raged against the tree bark as I anticipated the oncoming scene. I felt the hot heat of piss. It was unending this time. I seemed to come from every direction. I felt my ass being pulled apart again and a new sensation hit me like a warm wave of bath water as a scruffy face buried itself in my ass and rimmed me into heady pleasure with a very talented tongue. It soon gave way to fresh air as he pulled away and then new pain as my ass was reopened for my fourth cock of the night. I could tell the afternoon was getting late as I stood there taking dick after dick. Each man came to a climax to the whoops of his buddies and the eventual breeding of my captive ass. It was as if the forest had turned to men and I was the only bitch within miles to mate with. My belly was full of seed. The sensation left me feeling like I had to piss and shit all at the same time. I had long given up and pissed on the tree while I was being fucked. Each time a cock was pulled out I could feel the cum slowly release from my well used hole and run down the inside of my legs. The last dick to approach my hole was Bobby. I knew it was him as soon as his arms went up on the tree again and his scent caught my recognition. Without even guiding his cock he slid into me like we were a matched set and he then gave me my 19th and final load of the day. When he was done, I felt his hairy torso collapse against my back and he kissed my neck with lingering affection. 'I know you won't tell anyone about this because I know you want more.' He whispered. I knew he was right. He then untied my hands and gave me my shirt. 'It's getting dark, you better start home' he suggested. I turned for the first time and looked straight on into the faces of the eleven men that had just given me a day in my life I never dreamed possible. They ranged from dark hair to blonde. A couple were bald and stood naked under the fading sun in all their glory. Some were shorter and one was a strapping 6' 5' or better. Everyone of them was beautiful and memorized in my mind. The blonde guy from the porch then walked up to me and knelt before me. My dick was soon enveloped into the velvety smoothness of his hot mouth. Each of the guys surrounded us and some played with my body while others kissed me. One of the bald men spread my ass and began rimming me again. Never once did they let me cum and now I was being rewarded in grand fashion as they heaped their collective sexual thanks unto my body. I began to tense up and breathe fast. The blonde pulled his mouth from my cock as ropes of cum shot three feet into the air in front of me, some hitting those that stood too close. The sensation of my pent up desire issued out of me like rushes of waves on an ocean beach. When the last blast left my body, Bobby handed me a pile of snap shots from an instant camera. 'Here's a little something to keep under your pillow.' he said. 'We are having a party next Friday at 7 and I hope you'll come back.' A picture of every man fucking my hole and candids of the guys standing around watching filled my grateful hands. 'The road is right there. Just follow it out and you'll find your bike waiting right where you left it.' said Bobby. With that he kissed me and handed me the remainder of my clothes. I didn't even bother to dress. I just carried them numbly in my hands and headed towards the road. Just before I got to the road I dressed and painfully climbed unto my bike. It was a no brainer to hit the swimming hole one more time when I arrived. The fresh cold water brought me to my senses and I let my first sexual experience wash to the back of my mind to be hidden and stored for many a night of recollection. I felt like a fish that had been caught and shown off like a trophy and then returned to its watery home. I was a 'catch and release!' Supper never tasted so good and next Friday could not come soon enough.

My Boy in the Darkroom My boy and I have an adventurous streak, as you may know from my other stories about the risky sex we have with each other and with strangers. It really turns me on to see him take a fresh raw cock balls deep. Not only does he love it, I love fucking him after he’s been bred. His hole is so opened up and so juicy with seed. Last fall, I was headed out of town for a business trip. He was going to fly to Chicago to meet me and we were going to spend the weekend there, likely getting up to some naughty fun together. We get tested every three months for everything for PrEP and I got my results back before going to the airport. My boy’s results were held up for some reason. While I was at my conference, he messaged me that his HIV test came back inconclusive and he needed to go back to the doctor for a second test. I was surprised the neither of us seemed to freak out about it. But, we decided that if he was going to play either at home or in Chicago, he’d better make his tops bag up just to be responsible. We’re sluts, not heathens. I had one night off midweek and went to the bathhouse. I saw a very sexy tall slim guy with a buzz cut so short he was nearly bald, and a scruffy goatee, covered in tattoos. One on his arm was a full sleeve of tribal patterns. He introduced himself as Hal and bought me a beer at the bar and in our towels, we chatted. I told him about my boy and how we played together and apart, often raw. He pointed to his sleeve, and I recognized one of the flourishes as a stylized biohazard symbol. He told me he was POZ and on and off meds. I told him I was on PrEP, but my boy’s last results were problematic. He offered to make sure they came back positive on the next test. I couldn’t tell if he was kidding or not. He told me he was always there on Saturday nights, so I made a note to bring my boy there. Anyway, he told me he was mostly a top but liked having his ass eaten, so he took me to the darkroom area and I ate his ass. It was slick with a fresh cumload and I lapped it down. He then flipped me over and tried to enter me. I was way too tight to take on his thick eight inches, so I finished him off with my mouth, letting him cum all over my face. I told him my boy was a much better bottom than me. He made note of that saying he’d love to find out. We showered together and fingered each other’s holes. I’m sure he scooped some cum out of his ass and into mine. What a pig. My kind of guy. I knew my boy would like to meet him. My boy had gone back to the doctor end of the day on Friday and then packed and headed to the airport on Saturday morning. He met me at the hotel and we had a nice dinner. He wasn’t freaked out at all and told me that he’d been bad lately about missing doses. The doctor also suggested he refrain from taking PrEP pills until he got back results. So, he’d been missing doses and now hadn’t taken any for nearly a week. I told him about my piggy bathhouse friend and my boy grinned from ear to ear realizing that fucking now would be more risky than usual. After dinner, we went to the room to shower, clean out, and get ready to go to the bathhouse. After we were both really deep cleaned, he fingered some lube into me, just in case. I started fingering lube into his hole, and got hard and wet. I asked if I could seed him to get him opened up and ready for whatever would happen that night. I reminded him that he’d be wise to make guys use protection in case they wanted to fuck him. He agreed and made sure to tuck a few condoms into his little bag with hair gel, shampoo and a comb. We got to the bathhouse and it seemed much more crowded than the night I’d been there. I saw my tattooed friend and he smiled at us. I introduced him to my boy, who was instantly smitten. We all split up to have some fun. I dipped my bare cock into two or three holes but wasn’t in the mood to cum yet. I then went into the darkroom and saw my boy and Hal making small talk in a pool of downlight. My boy smiled at me and told me he’d let four guys fuck him and they’d all worn condoms and came on his ass or in his mouth. Good boy, right? Now my boy was stretched out, but dry inside. I bragged to Hal that I preferred to breed my boy after he had a load or two inside to mix up. Hal winked and offered to get him wet if we’d blow him. My boy and I knelt down and serviced Hal’s big cock. My boy suckled his egg-sized balls when I deep-throated his shaft. I suspected he was about to rawfuck my boy. Since he was already POZ, it couldn’t hurt to breed my boy, unless his results were indeed NEG… I was so hard thinking about that that it distracted me from doing a good job blowing Hal. I stood up and let my boy take over, fisting my own dick. Hal stood my boy up and leaned him over onto a bench. My boy’s upper body was out of the light, but his upturned ass was on full display. Hal lapped at his hole and jammed three long fingers into my boy. When he pulled them out they were slimy with my seed and some globby lube. Hal used that spooge to lube up his cock and stood up. He slapped his raw dick against my boy’s crack, rubbing it up and down. He sunk down on his hips and aimed his cock right at my boy’s hole. He jutted his crotch forward and must have sent the first two inches or so right into my boy’s unprotected hole, now more unprotected than ever. My boy’s back arched and stiffened. He stood up and I could see his conflicted face in the downlight. Hal whispered something in his ear and my boy nodded and bent back over, sending his upper body back into the darkness. Hal jammed two then three fingers on his left hand into my boy’s ass, then switched hands. My boy reached back and spread his cheeks wide. Hal spat on my boy’s hole and then again on his monster cock. Hal stood up and held his cock. Then he pushed forward and slid into my boy, again only one or two inches. It was so hot watching this POZ unmedicated cock entering my boy. Hal rocked his hips forwards and backwards, but never going any deeper. My boy stiffened again and he stood up, his conflicted face not sure what to do. Hal leaned forward and wrapped his tatted arm around my boy’s chest and hissed, ‘I wanna fuck you so bad…’ My boy leaned back and twisted so he could kiss Hal. Know that we rarely kiss guys were fucking around with so it really got me going. Hal grabbed my boy’s cock and stroked him. My boy melted into Hal’s toned chest. In doing so, he let Hal inside him, balls deep, raw. Hal supported himself with an outstretched arm to the wall and my boy reached back to Hal’s lower back, pumping his ass onto Hal’s cock. When my boy thrust forward, I could see his ass keeping a tight grip on Hal’s cock, like it didn’t want to let go. They fucked like that for a few minutes, long enough to attract a crowd. Hal pumped away until his face grimaced and he fired off his load into my boy’s willing guts. Hal backed away and waved me over to them. I knelt down as my boy spread his cheeks. I saw globs of POZ cum ooze out of his hair cunt. I lapped it up and kept as much in my mouth as I could. As I held his face, passing that fresh POZ cum into his mouth, I slid into him. He really was as wet and opened as he’d ever been. His hole felt amazing and shot off deep inside him. As I stepped aside, an older guy lined up behind my boy, with a big pot belly. He growled at Hal, ‘if he’ll let you fuck him raw, what have I got to lose?’ He slid his stubby cock right into my boy’s stretched out cummy hole. I held my boy’s face as the old man pummeled him for about thirty second before adding his load to the mix. A few guys applauded as a beefy furry redhead stepped up. Hal spat on his cock and lined it up with my boy’s hole. The ginger stud fucked for maybe a minute before he came too, deep inside my boy. My boy had had all the cock and cum he could take and leaned onto the bench, on his shoulders facing the room, and spreading his legs. The old man jerked my boy off as Hal squatted and shoved four fingers right up into my boy’s ass. I kissed my boy tenderly as he clenched his eyes shut and fired out his cum. The ginger stud crouched down and took all of my boy’s seed onto his face. Some got in his eyes, but he didn’t seem bothered. Hal suggested we all go for a shower and figure out if we were in need of a break or done for the night. We swung by the lockerroom. My boy checked his phone and saw a message from the doctor, ‘GOOD NEWS. TEST RESULTS BACK. YOU’RE NEGATIVE FOR HIV-1 AND HIV-2.’ He rolled his eyes and said, ‘Well. I was as of yesterday…’ He then winked at me, took Hal’s hand, and headed back to the darkroom.

Went to Kezar stadium for a walk and a guy who was playing soccer with two young boys gave me the once over. I thought I was misinterpreting, but when I circled back around he cruises me again. I nod and head straight for the restroom. Sure enough I hear him call to his boys that he has to take a leak and he’ll be right back. in the restroom he doesn’t say a word, he just grabs me and pulls me into a stall. Before I know what’s up I’m completely naked and he’s pushing me down. I’m On my hands and knees on the filthy floor, legs spread like a girl, he moves in. He pushes My face into the toilet and penetrates me roughly. As he’s fucking me, like a dog the only thing he says to is, “drink bitch!” So I start lapping at the yellowish toilet water. He grunts and slams my asshole as hard as he can. less than 10 minutes(from the time he pulls me into the stall) he’s dumped a load in me, zipped up, and is back out playing with his young sons. I think I’m in love.

I enjoy making a man piss himself while I fist him.

I have had many breed me over the years with pa’s I have found that the ring kind can be uncomfortable when they are a larger gage. I do however really enjoy the bar kind. The last man that bred me with one made my pussy sing. Lol

YES!....I need a good fisting and fuck!!...tired of being afraid and not being able to play like I did....

You GREEDY cock hungry PiG @pozpopperpig, haha. I think I will lean towards what @FFRubbrPIG has suggested, and wait until I have written somemore. WOW - High praise indeed. Thank you very much.

literally never. I have always been a bareback cumdumpster. I have always done the condom check, especially when getting fucked in the dark or while blindfolded but normal faggots are checking to make sure the man about to fuck it is wearing one. I am checking to make sure each anonymous stranger sliding their hard cock into my body ISN'T wearing a condom. lf they are, I peel it off them and invite them to breed me. they usually still fuck me but they do it raw and they unload their balls into my sloppy fuckhole.

I will get the Vaccine as soon as I can. I know there is a list who go first.

That goes without saying as well. I had all these lofty plans as I was touring the country with a show of getting breed across the US.

Ah yes. Greece! Brings back loads of memories (pun intended) from the times I was island hopping. And it wasn't just the islands I was hopping 😉

Only one more chapter left before I have run out of material (although I know exactly how the next chapters are going to pan out.) Do you want chapter 80 now, or can you wait? I am part way through writing chapter 81, and it is getting highly nasTy! 😈

I will take it as soon as I have access. I haven’t heard any argument against the vaccine that was based in anything resembling fact. A bunch of rambling anecdotes about things that happened to people you know is not the same as scientific studies and statistical analysis.

Yeah, a fuckbuddy of mine had well handsome cock, about 8 inches long and real thick. Eventually I learned to take him thrusting it up my ass. I saw he had a hole for a PA and asked him to wear it next time. He did, it was 8mm with ball closing, a serious piece of steel. I loved sucking on his cock but with the PA in it was awesome in my mouth. He got me in position and slowly shoved it up my ass - I could really feel the steel inside me. He fucked me with long deep strokes and I fukkin loved it. He made me cum hands-free and then he seeded me. Go for it, you will love having him fuck you with his PA. Let me know how you get on.

The internet is wonderful in many ways - how would we all on here ever have made contact - but it’s given a voice to many who really shouldn’t have one. And social media is the biggest cancer in the modern world. Karen would much rather ignore eminent scientists and take notice of what her Auntie Marge has posted on Facebook resulting from a chat with Dave down the market who’s read on an antivax website that Bill Gates wants to inject us all with microchips. Absolute dunderheads.

I'll be having the vaccine just so we can get back to normal... and fuck whoever whenever we want again

I will take the vaccine too!

Chapter 79; *Skimpy Blue trunks* I put a tourniquet onto his arm, and quickly administered both of my T☢️XIC broTherhood chem shoTs. He fell back onto the bed and began to in a fucked up horny state continously rub all over his sweaty with rash included chest and his sweaty belly. I leapt on the bed, threw his legs over my shoulders, slid back inside and leant in for more deep passionate kissing as I fucked him again. After a short while I stopped kissing him, leaned into his ear, and as I continued to fuck his bloodied cummy crisco cunT I spoke; - You've drenched my bed clothes in your conversion sweat. - I'm sorry Sir. - Don't worry, you've got 150 T☢️XIC loads to look forward to very shortly. Boston's newest cum dump on the block. Your battered cunT is gonna pick up plenty of nasTy filth tonight PiG! - Oh FUCK YES SIR! I brought my face from his ear to above his face so we could look at each other in the eyes; - By the way, when you are officially declared HIV+ via a blood test you will no longer reference me as Sir, you will call me MASTER! - Oh my fucking god, oh fuck, shit, I cannot wait for that, SIR! I leaned in again for more deep passionate kissing as our bodies locked into a tight hard and fast non stop half hour or so rut until I dumped my second load deep inside his sero converting / NEG cunT. Once spent I got dressed and I gave my PiG a loose tee shirt and a pair of trackie pants to wear between here and the club, but before he put them on I made him take his red rubber jockstrap off and gave him a pair of skimpy blue trunks with a red piping at the waist. I bought them especially for him for tonight's gig. And FUCK ME, with his massive BUBBLE ASS he BAREly could fit into them. He looked sexy as fuck in them. - Hmmmmm, boyfriend Ed should have been here at least thirty minutes ago, if we don't leave right now we are going to be late. Are you ready to leave for the club? - Yes Sir. - C'mon then, let's go. We went to Ed's front door but it was shut and locked. We knocked, and he took a while to answer it. - Hey, Ed. mate, where have you been, we were meant to leave ages ago, we're going to be late. - Are you really sure you want to go through with this? - Oh yes daddy, I am most definitely 1000% sure. - You want to quickly come in and wash your face? - No thanks daddy, I am fine to go as I am. C'mon, as my alpha has said, we are going to be late. Edward drove us to the club where upon arrival the three os us entered through the back entrance and went directly into Aiden's office where he was on the phone. - ''Okay. Okay. Well we'll meet on Monday at 3pm then. I've got to go, my dancers have just this moment arrived and they're already late. Right, bye.'' ... Where the fuck have you been? I have been trying to call all three of you. Stevie-boy, Ramon, you should have been on the stage 10 minutes ago and the crowd are getting restless. Where are your outfits? I quickly took my over garments off to reveal a Leather harness with a red piping, and black Leather gym shorts again with red piping. They set off my septum piercing, skinhead, and scorpion tattoo on my pec look perfectly. Ramon was just stood there feeling weak and sweating heavily, I could see he needed some help, so I undressed him to reveal him in his ridiculously skimpy blue trunks that his sweet Latino bubble ass was literally falling out of. - Fucking hell would you look at that *Aiden exclaimed as he stood up, walked over and slapped Ramon's deliciously inviting sero converting huge round ass* ... Right you two, you now should have been on the stage 15 minutes ago, out you go .... And Ed mate, I've reserved you a small table right by the stage, I'll get one of the bar boys to bring you over a beer. I bounded onto the stage with Ramon wearily following behind me, both of us receiving a rapturous applause. And to think that the last time I was on this stage a few months ago I was NEG, and now look at me, a nasTy P☣️Z PiG. I immediately found my rhythm as the music came on upon our arrival onto the stage and was enjoying dancing up here again, but I could tell Ramon was struggling through his sero converting FEVER. The best I could do was to keep an eye on my partner in crime. I quickly recognised a man at the front, the one and only Uncle Jim. I met Uncle Jim five weeks ago on the night of the day I was diagnosed P☣️Z at my S6AT6A6Nic gang-bang orgy. The night we met he had a massive viral load of 388 MILLION, and informed me of his actual AIDS diagnosis. He gave me his two genotypes of Hep C and his Med Resistant strain of HIV via the multiple blood slams I had received from him that night. Each time Ramon turned around and wiggled his huge beefy bubble Latino ass I'd see Uncle Jim stroke on his 11" tatted dick. The only thing that he was wearing was army boots and a Leather harness. Great outfit! 😛 We hadn't been dancing all that long, only about fifteen minutes or so, and I could see Ramon needed to rest already. Okay, well now was the time to get the real action started as Ramon started that well earned rest. I helped him down to a kneeling position. I made him kneel on the edge of the stage facing away from the crowd so his super sexy bubble ass stuck out for all those T☢️XIC unmedicated P☣️Z fuckers could see what they were about to be getting; All 150 of them! 😈 I got him to put his arms in front of him with his his head resting on his hands, and his hips lowered so that his converting Latino ASS actually hung off of the stage for much easier access. I knelt by his side, looked out into the crowd, and gave a huge *come and get it* smile as I took to spanking his round and super firm ASS. Uncle Jim wasted no time in shooting right over to us and took his place standing right behind Ramon. He started rubbing the strong muscular back and the sides of the torso to my sexy bug chasing PiG not quite believing what was before him. He like many others had been after Ramon for years and years, but one thing stood in that way; the very protective boyfriend Edward. He slowly worked his way down to the skimpy blue briefs where he then very very slowly pulled them down and tucked them underneath the beefy thighs so the only part of the briefs that were now being worn was the front part covering Ramon's dick, not that he would be using it tonight! 😈 Uncle Jim started to over and over again grope, rub, squeeze, and spank the beautiful Latino ASS that was presented to him. Keeping his left hand groping, rubbing, squeezing, and spanking Ramon's left ASS cheek Uncle Jim removed his right hand and grabbed hold of his deadly tatted P☣️Z dick. The tattoo was of a Serpent which wrapped around the entire length of his toxic 11" shaft with it's forked tongue slithering out at the tip. And just like five weeks ago the tip oozed out Gono pus.

I’ll take the vaccine as soon as I’m eligible. No hesitation

(without sounding like I’m ranting coz I’m not) 😇 Yes I’ll get it as soon as I can. Fake news, real news, who F’in cares! The sooner most of the world is vaccinated the sooner it gets back to normal. I can not stand wearing a mask! While im from the UK living in the US and have to listen to people talking about “micro chips to track you in the vaccine” - WHO cares even if this far fetched SiFi of nano technology existed, we all use the internet and most have social media, so why would they bother with such a thing.... they already have info on us if they wanted it. The sooner the world gets back to normal the sooner we can travel around and experience the world again. think HIV is on a different plane to covid. Covid is affecting / effecting us all day on a much broader scope. just my opinion

Yeah i have for sure!! About a two years ago i had just finished a swimming session and went into the change rooms for a shower, it wasn't a busy night infact there were only 3 others there so i showered naked. Just before i got into the shower i was on my phone messaging a guy on grinder and he sent back several ass pics and naughty messages that got my cock almost rock hard, i stepped into the shower for couple minutes and this guy walked passed the cubicle looked at me then looked down at my erection and just said "very nice" I got out the shower and started drying myself off and the guy was near me stripping from his bathers. We just started to chat about the swim center and how not many people were around on usually a busy evening. Then he mentioned he likes coming to the swimm center mid arvos because his 3 kids get out of school and are terrors to deal with so this is his chance to relax. He said his wife doesn't mind picking the kids up and taking them home until he gets back around dinner time. He asked me if i had kids or a wife and i simply replied "no not a chance... ever..." He smiled and said "oh i see, well ive always wondered what it would be like to be with another guy" i replied "it's pretty good man" with a cheeky smile on my face. The guy was pretty fit, late 30's clean shaven face, decent muscle. He had stripped down completely naked too other than a towel he was drying himself off while chatting and there i was also naked drying myself off with a towel. He said would you like to suck my cock, naturally i walked across into a cubicle with him and dropped to my knees, regular sized cock, slightly thicker than normal and clean shaven. After a few minutes i stood up and kissed him, he said he had never sucked a cock or let a guy suck his let alone kiss a guy but had always wanted to try. I pushed his head down he licked my shaft and balls before taking the head of my erect cock in his mouth. Not a bad effort for a first attempt i guess haha. I got him to stand back up, we kissed a little more and it was then very obvious with both our rock hard cocks touching against each other we were going to fuck. I suggested i wanted to rim his ass and fuck him, he turned around and i dropped down to his smooth ass. I rimmed him for a while then eventually stuck my fingers in his ass just using spit. I opened him up a little and said want my cock? He hesitantly replied yes but can you go very slow. I mentioned i only fuck raw and don't have rubbers on me, he didn't mind, i think he was in another world of his own how i ate and rimmed his ass anyway. I slowly pushed my cock in, took some time as he was soooo tight!! Eventually i got balls deep and started to fuck. I grabbed his cock and could feel the precum from him. I was going to give him the option where he wanted my load but his ass was so tight and by his slight groans and moans i had to breed his virgin ass. That i did, i blew balls deep. I withdrew slowly and he just said that felt great. He was still hard so i started to suck him again, straight away he asked if he could rim me and fuck me which was a little surprising, he said he needs to know what its like. I let him rim me for a little while, again not a bad effort and then he slid in me. He fucked me softly at first then went very hard, soon after i felt his cock throb and then heard that grunting sound! Shot a decent load inside me. I showered again, then left. Still haven't seen him back at the swim center.

Funny i prefer to absorb personally. but there is nothing hotter than seeing a video where it's pushed out. anyone with videos my messages are open!

Choices, choices!! I guess wait until the next BRILLIANT AWESOME chapter is completed is the sensible choice. To use the terms BRILLIANT and AWESOME is a total understatement of this superb story. Simply the best story on this site!

Thanks, stud. More stories to come when I can focus and get them written down.

@6Demon6Seed6oh fucking HELL! Ramon is one lucky faggot whore!

Fuck yes!

Part 4 A few months later I was feeling much better. I was still not on meds and I knew that I was still highly toxic but I was super horny all the time and I was regularly cumming more than once in the same day. I was wanking frequently and fucking lads pretty much every chance I got. It felt like my dick was super charged - in more ways than one. I was hooking up on line, visiting the Vault regularly and fucking guys through the gloryholes or bent over the barrels and generally taking advantage of any opportunity that presented itself. I was also working out in the gym two or three times a week and the gym I went to was quite cruisy. Not much ever happened on the premises but quite often I would take a guy home and fuck him after I had cruised him in the showers or the changing rooms. One night after I had been working late I fucked the lad who delivered my Domino's pizza, a slim blond lad of about 19 or 20. He had delivered to me before (I love pizza - one reason for the need to work out at the gym!) and I thought then I had noticed him checking me out. This time I was just out of the shower and answered the door in my T shirt and pants and there was no mistaking his interest. Seconds later he was in my flat, my pants were down and my cock was in his mouth. He sucked me for a while and then stood up. "We have to be quick," was all he said as he pulled his pants down and bent forward. I went up him bareback and fucked him right there in the hallway as he gave little grunts and soon I had hold of his hips and I was fucking his tight young arse hard and fast. Before too long I could feel myself starting to cum and I pushed my cock right up him and held it there as I pumped a big load into his arse. When I had finished cumming I pulled out and he pulled his pants up and grinned at me. "I need to get back." he said. I enjoyed the pizza almost as much as the fuck and I had a feeling the pizza lad would be back for more. I was continuing to build up my business and things were going well. I had now hired an assistant to help me run the business so that I could concentrate on expanding it and Jonny turned out to be a really good appointment. He was quiet and serious, but very efficient, well organised and reliable - just what I needed. I was also continuing to have some horny fun at work and was surprised how often the opportunity presented itself. We managed a flat which was rented to three young guys who had been students together and now all worked in the city. I really liked the three lads and enjoyed managing their tenancy. I sometimes had to give them a warning about the mess in their flat after the quarterly inspection but they always took it good naturedly and after that the flat would be kept cleaner and tidier, at least for a while. It was a typical lads' pad - dirty plates and mugs, pizza boxes, beer cans and dirty clothes everywhere and I never quite knew what I was going to find when I did their quarterly inspections. They were all good looking lads - Connor was dark and quite stocky, Alex and Daniel were both blond and quite slim. I mentioned that I was doing quite a lot of wanking at this time and I have to admit that one of my wank fantasies involved the three lads. I would imagine them with their pants down at their knees, all wanking together and then imagine myself sucking on all their cocks, moving from one to the other and letting them all cum in my mouth. I would also imagine the three of them bent over together, arses in the air as I rimmed them all, moving in my fantasy from Connor's dark hairy arse to Alex's smooth hole and Daniel's hairy blond one. Of course I also imagined myself fucking them - with the three of them bent over together as I pushed my cock up each of them in turn and fucked them all before dumping my load deep up one or other of them. I did actually have a wank in Connor's room one afternoon. I was carrying out their quarterly property inspection and on this occasion the flat was relatively tidy. Connor's room was, as usual, the least tidy and on the floor beside the bed I noticed a pair of dark blue Calvin Klein pants and saw that the front was wet and sticky with what looked like quite a big load of cum. I guessed that Connor had had a morning wank before he went to work and had used a pair of his dirty underpants to wipe up his cum. I could feel my dick beginning to harden and I thought back to a few months before when I had seen Connor coming out of the shower. He had not realised I was in the flat and had come out of the bathroom naked, his towel slung over his shoulder. I had a really good view of his cock which looked to be quite long and thick and then as he passed me, I got a good look at his chunky, hairy arse. My dick was fully hard now and, thought I knew I shouldn't, I unzipped my trousers and pulled my cock out. I had a brilliant wank, imagining myself bending Connor over his bed and pushing my cock right up his hairy arse and fucking him. I imagined how tight his straight boy arse would be and how good it would feel to fuck him as he groaned and pushed his face into the pile of dirty clothes on his bed. I imagined fucking him as hard as I could and then shooting the biggest load of cum deep into his unprotected arse. Just a few weeks later I did get to have some horny sex in the flat but, as it happened, it wasn't with one of the lads. I had arranged the quarterly inspection with Alex and, as usual, they were happy for me to carry it out without them being there. Alex mentioned that Daniel's younger brother was staying that week with his friend from university and said he would tell Daniel to let his brother know. In typical Alex fashion, however, he must have forgotten to mention it. I didn't notice anything at first when I entered the flat and assumed it was empty. Then I heard a groan and the unmistakeable sound of flesh slapping on flesh as I heard another groan. At first I thought one of the lads must be in the flat and I was just about to discreetly leave when I heard a male voice groaning "Oh yes, fuck me, fuck me!" I moved quietly down the hall and looked quietly into Daniel's room. A slim young guy with dark hair and glasses was bent over the bed being fucked from behind by a taller, blond lad. Both lads were wearing only a T shirt and were naked from the waist down as they fucked and I could tell from the likeness that the blond lad was Daniel's younger brother and the other guy must be his friend from university. It was quite a horny sight but I didn't want to interrupt them and was just about to turn round leave when the blond lad seemed to sense I was there, turned his head and saw me standing there. I don't think I've ever seen anyone look more shocked than these two did as the blond lad quickly pulled his cock out of the other lad's arse and tried to pull the duvet over them both. I apologised and explained who I was and what I was doing and it turned out that, as I had guessed, no one had told the two lads I was due to inspect the property that day. The ice had broken a bit now and the blond lad introduced himself as Cameron and told me the other lad was Andrew. I could see that both Cameron and Andrew had noticed that my cock was getting hard and Andrew in particular was staring openly at the bulge in my trousers. I apologised again for interrupting their fun and said I had better go and leave them to it. It was then that Cameron asked me if I would like to join them.......... Seconds later I had unzipped my trousers and Andrew had taken my hard cock into his mouth. He sucked me really well as Cameron pulled my trousers and pants right down and then joined Andrew and the two of them took turns sucking me. I didn't think it could get any hornier but then Cameron asked Andrew if he wanted me to fuck him. Andrew nodded and Cameron told him to kneel up on the bed. I could see that Cameron was really turned on by the thought of watching me fuck his boyfriend and I could see that Andrew really wanted it too but was a bit nervous. Rather shyly he asked if I could take it slowly and told me that he had never been fucked by anyone other than Cameron. I promised to go easy and Cameron fingered some lube into Andrew's arse as I moved in behind him. "Wait," said Andrew suddenly, "Shouldn't we use a condom?" I had wondered if anyone would mention condoms. I had noticed that they were fucking without a condom earlier but I had suspected they might want me to use one. Before I could say anything, Cameron said it would be more fun to do it without one and, after a moment's hesitation, Andrew nodded and turned around again, pushing his slim arse into the air. I went up him very slowly and he groaned and asked me to stop for a moment. After a few more pauses to let him get used to my cock, I was fully up him and I held my cock there for a moment or two and then began to fuck him slowly. Cameron was wanking now as I continued fucking Andrew "Oh yes," he whispered "fuck him... fuck him.." I could feel that Andrew was wanking now and I began to fuck him a bit harder. I could tell from his moans that he was starting to enjoy being fucked now and I started to fuck him a little bit harder. Cameron was watching closely as I fucked his boyfriend bareback and I could see how much it turned him on. I was getting close now - Andrew's hole was so tight I knew I wasn't going to last much longer and soon I could feel myself starting to cum in his slim young arse. Cameron was now urging me on and telling me to cum in Andrew's arse and Andrew was moaning for it too. I shot what felt like a massive load into Andrew and when I pulled out, Cameron went straight up him and shot his load after just three or four thrusts. It was a very horny experience and I could see that both lads had enjoyed it as much as I had. They asked me if I could come back round the following day and the next day we fucked again. It was very horny having two good looking young lads sucking my cock and licking my balls and even hornier when they both knelt up on the bed together and I rimmed them both, moving back and forward between Andrew's smooth hole and Cameron's which was slightly hairier. Cameron was keen to get fucked this time and soon I was taking turns on them both, fucking Andrew and then moving over to push my cock up Cameron's arse. He was just as tight as Andrew and it was not too long before I was ready to cum again. I was up Andrew's arse as I started to cum and I shot a little bit of cum into Andrew and then went up Cameron's arse and shot the rest of what felt like a massive load deep inside hm. I had already given one of my loads to Andrew so it seemed only fair that I give one to his boyfriend too. A few weeks later I got the chance to spend a week in Scotland when one of my friends invited me to join him and a group of his friends in the north of Scotland. I needed a break - I hadn't had a holiday for more than two years and I was now feeling confident enough to leave the business in the hands of Jonny and my sister so I happily agreed. I had been friends with Michael for a number of years, although we came from completely different backgrounds and moved in very different circles, he was a really good and supportive friend and I was looking forward to seeing him. I was also looking forward to taking some time off and, as I had never been there, to seeing something of Scotland. Michael and his partner had hired a large lodge in the north of Scotland and invited two other couples, a couple of single guys and me. I only knew one of the others and I didn't really like him - I had always found him very judgemental, but I was really looking forward to the trip and set off in good spirits. It was a long way from London to the north of Scotland so I decided to spend a night in Edinburgh on the way up. I got to Edinburgh early in the afternoon, checked in to my hotel and had a shower and a rest and then went off to explore the city. I enjoyed strolling around the city very much and then I had a nice meal in an Italian restaurant and went for a drink in a gay pub that someone had recommended to me. I enjoyed the evening a lot - there was a good atmosphere and I got chatting to a few guys. I ended up chatting to two guys in their mid 30s. I had thought they were a couple at first but it turned out they were just friends and the smaller, dark haired guy, Chris, had a partner who worked in the evening and the taller guy, Charlie, was single. I fancied both of them but didn't really think anything was going to happen but after another few drinks they said they were going to visit a cruising ground and asked if I wanted to come with them. I was well up for that - it was a warm summer evening and I had not been cruising outdoors for a while and I was well up for getting my pants down in the open air. The cruising ground was a short taxi ride away and soon the three of us were entering a park and walking deep into some woods. It was pitch dark but after a while I could see some shadows moving around in the woods and, as my eyes got a bit more accustomed to the dark, I could see some of the guys who were cruising. It was a mixed group as always, but some of the guys were really good looking and soon we had joined a group of guys who were wanking and sucking each other. It was not too long before my pants were down and I was joining in the action and I noticed that both Chris and Charlie had also now dropped their pants and were joining in the action. We all joined in the sucking and wanking and after a while the group had dispersed and the three of us had been joined by another guy and soon we were all sucking and wanking each other. It was Chris who bent over first and I watched as the new guy pushed his cock up Chris's arse and began to fuck him bareback. Charlie grinned and bent over next to his mate and soon I was up him. Neither Chris nor Charlie had mentioned condoms and both seemed happy to bend over and take it bareback. I fucked Charlie for a while and then me and the other top changed places and I went up Chris's arse and fucked him for a while. I really wanted to get up Charlie's arse again and soon we had swapped and I was cumming deep in Charlie's arse as the other guy bred Chris. I was still horny and a little while later I bent over and took one up the arse against a tree as Charlie and Chris watched. The guy who was fucking me shot his load up my arse and disappeared and then we made our way back out to the road and they got me a taxi back to my hotel. I slept well that night, having enjoyed a few drinks and feeling the pleasant sensation of a cum filled arse. I had an excellent full Scottish breakfast the next morning and then went for a walk around the city before checking out and going to get my train to the north of Scotland. I enjoyed the views as the train pulled out of Edinburgh and headed north - the scenery was amazing and I was now looking forward to my break even more. I was also feeling horny as usual, but there was no one on the train that sparked my interest. A little later I noticed the train guard - he was dark haired and quite stocky, with an arse that really filled out his dark blue trousers. I think he sensed me checking him out and as he passed a bit later and checked our tickets, I could see he was checking me out. A little later he passed again and I spread my legs a bit to let him see my semi hard cock through my trousers and I could tell he was interested. A little later he came and sat down just opposite me and opened a bottle of water. We were blatantly checking each other out now and he too had spread his legs a bit so that I could clearly see the outline of his cock in his trousers. After a while he finished his water and got up. He moved towards the next carriage and very discreetly motioned to me to follow him. I waited a moment and then casually got up and walked in the same direction. He was waiting for me in a recess area just inside the front carriage and a few minutes later we were in the train toilet. He produced some kind of key and locked the door from the inside and grinned at me. He went down on me first and soon I was enjoying a really good blowjob. I didn't want to cum too soon so after a while I stopped him and he unzipped his trousers and got his cock out. I took it into my mouth and sucked him and he sighed. I sucked him for a while and then licked his balls. I really wanted to get my tongue up his fit arse but he was a bit reluctant at first as he said he had been working all day and might not be very fresh. I told him I didn't care and, after a little hesitation, he was bent over the toilet, his dark blue trousers and white underpants at his ankles as I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hole. His hole was quite hairy and, to be honest, not as fresh as it might be, but I didn't care. I love rimming fit lads and I got my tongue right into his hole. He was really into it and began to wank as I pushed my tongue as far up his arse as I could and licked his hairy hole. After a while he stopped me and stood up. "I'm so close," he said and then added "I really wish you could fuck me right now!" I said I was up for that but he shook his head and said "I'm really sorry, but I don't have a condom." He asked me if I had one and I shook my head. He asked me if I ever fucked without one and I said yeah, now and then. "Do you want to?" he asked and when I nodded, he grinned at me. Like so many guys I had encountered who initially wanted to play safe, he did not take much persuading to go bareback and soon he was bent over the toilet again and I was pushing my cock up his now lubed arse. I was really turned on - his arse was one of the fittest I had fucked in a long time - and I was also turned on by the fact that we were fucking in a train toilet while he was supposed to be at work. The train was going faster now and we had to be careful to keep our balance as I fucked his fit, hairy arse and he wanked himself off. I shot a big load up him and then pushed my cock right up him and pulled him up as he shot his load out in front of him. It was another very horny experience with another guy who asked no questions and happily took my bare cock and my load up his fit arse. A little later I was stretched out in my seat once more enjoying the scenery and I was feeling good. I had crossed the border just 24 hours ago and I had already fucked and bred two very fit Scottish arses. I had a feeling it was going to be a good week.

The last time I was fucked in a car was when I was on the road after college. A married daddy hit me up online, looking for a boy to breed, and he picked me up in his family minivan. We drove somewhere semi-secluded and we went into the back, he moved the car seat, and then bred me on top of his kid’s stuff.

Earlier today I got a text from my new young sexbud -- 29 yr old Vietnamese descent top who lives closeby. He's mired in exam prep and exam time at university. He needed some playtime. I agreed and was douched for him. Beside cuddling, nipple sucking, mutual rimming, sucking and fucking (all hot, don't get me wrong!), he asked if I could suck his balls. Each guy's triggers for cumming are different. I took each of his big balls in my mouth to suck on, he loved this and kept moaning. I loved what I was doing. He did too. He loved it so much that my sucking his balls got him hard and cumming directly into my mouth. He had a 3-day big load to feed me. He re-positioned for me to share a bit of his big load in my mouth. Yum for his cum! Another time while I sucking on his balls after rimming him, I told him that I was about to burst. He was ready with his lips to catch my load and swallow my cock down. Like last week, he came over to kiss me with my load in his mouth. A cummy kiss! He's such a pigson!!! Like I said, we all have different triggers to get one another to cum! Not a drop was wasted during our sex this afternoon. He'll sleep better and be more at ease as he writes another exam tomorrow!

After a long ass time I finally got some loads in my hole again on Monday! COVID made things so complicated with meeting up that most guys end up flaking. I got a message from a hot latino daddy on squirt last week. Turned out he was one of those guys who can cum consistently huge loads each time. He wanted to keep it discreet, so we decided to meet at a motel. I have to admit I was a little nervous because it had been quite a while since my hole was used. He had a nice thick uncut cock that had to be at least 8 inches, with a lot of foreskin (my favorite kind of cock!) He didn't even get a chance to close the door before I was on my knees with his cock in my mouth. Honestly, I didn't care if someone saw us, I just wanted to taste a cock and if someone else wanted to join in, even better. It was slightly musky and basically had the same effect on me as poppers would. I was in heaven, finally getting a taste of dick after a few weeks. Pretty soon we had completely stripped off and I was in my jock. He had me lay on my back and started fucking my face while he lit up a cigarette. Completely ignoring my gagging he was burying that thick monster deep in my throat relentlessly. I could barely breathe but I made sure that he knew he could use my holes as he pleased. After a hit of poppers he started to play with my hole, he was probably just as sex starved as I was. He buried his face in my fat hole and covered it with spit. I knew what was coming next. I took a deep hit from the poppers and took that thick raw cock. All I could do was smile because this was what I was missing. I've topped in the past but there's nothing better than a raw uncut cock being buried deep in my hole. Before long his strokes started getting more aggressive and I felt a thick warm load get released in my hole. First of 4 that night. He kept it inside and almost immediately got hard again and started fucking me again. He came so much we didn't need any extra lube. I tried to jerk my dick a bit but he took my arms and held them tight behind my back as he started to go really hard on my hole. He spat on me and told me, "that fat fagboy pussy is the only thing you should be feeling right now!" At that moment I felt his cock punch through my second ring. It immediately sent jolts through my body and got my cock harder than it's been in a long time. He kept aggressively fucking my hole holding my arms folded behind my back until he shot another load deep inside me. At this point he got tired of standing and went to lie down on the bed. We took a quick water break but I wanted more...his cock was covered in his cum, spit and my ass juice. I started to suck that cock again and made sure to get in that musky foreskin, wasn't long before he started to fuck my face again. He grabbed my hair and kept his cock buried deep in my throat. This time I got a great creamy load in my mouth! It tasted so good I was like a bitch in heat. He grabbed my hair again and ordered me to show him his load in my mouth, when I opened my mouth he spat in it and told me to swallow everything he gave me, I did without hesitation. His cock was still hard, and I was ordered to sit on it and take it deep. He wanted to make sure that my fat ass would remember him breeding me. His cock was so deep in my hole and I loved every millimeter of it. He was adamant that I was not allowed to touch myself, eventually I came from my cock rubbing against the inside of my jock. He pushed me off him, took off my jock and wiped my load from his stomach. He put my jock in my mouth and ordered me to show him my hole again. He shoved his thick cock in my hole and buried it as deep as he could. I took a hit of poppers, with the jock still in my mouth, the taste of my cum and a huge cock in my ass I couldn't have asked for a better way to spend a Monday night. He left me with 4 loads. 3 in my hole and 1 in my mouth (not counting mine). Unfortunately I couldn't get him to take pictures of anything because he wanted to stay totally on the DL.

I would suggest this, then: comments about racism being a white-only phenomenon are valid *in the context of western European and American culture* (and in societies elsewhere created and dominated by those groups, such as South Africa before the end of apartheid. Perhaps a better way to express it would be that racism, being about *power*, can only be expressed *in a particular community* by those who wield power in that particular community. Which means yes, in Asia, where caucasians are a definite minority and even less so in the power structure, it's certain possible for, say, Chinese to be racist against Americans or the English or the French, in China. In other parts of Asia, another group may actually mistreat Chinese people even worse, because they're not the local ethnicity with power. But to suggest that, say, white people slumming it in a black American neighborhood not getting the same quality service as the locals is "racism" (or "reverse racism") is still just stupid.

My problem with those sites is that the same videos get promoted over and over and over again. Regardless of the search, the same videos are at the top of the lists despite having nothing to do with what I searched.

CHAPTER 12 I put my key in the lock to my room and heard my name being called. I looked up the hall and through a half dozen men in the hall saw Ian wave from the far end. I smiled and waved him to come join me in my room. Ian was wearing a towel, slippers, and a huge smile. He looked innocent enough but I knew otherwise. Looking back, I have no doubt that most of the other men in the hall and on the floor knew otherwise as well. Ian came in the door as I finished stripping off my clothes. I reeked of sex. Ian quickly shut the door and grinned broadly. I told him of my adventure to the steam room and what I had been doing for the last several hours. I didn't go into absolute details but gave him enough information so that he understood completely. He was excited for me having had such a great time with Glen. I wanted to thank him for having helped me during my last hours of being a male virgin. The best thanks that I could think of would be to once more fuck his ass as good as I could. I did so which made us both happy. It was closing in on twelve-thirty when we finally left my room. We encountered several men with towels wrapped around their waists. They varied in ages. We continued chatting as we cruised our hopefuls. We each gave one more look down the hall before entering the shower room. We went directly to the showers. We pulled the towels from our waists, tossed them on hooks, kicked off our shower shoes, and walked into the shower room proper. The water felt great on my body as I washed off all the sweat and sex from Ian and Glen. I was a bit sad in doing so regarding Glen, but it was an "evil" necessity that had to be done in order for me to prepare myself for the remainder of the night. I couldn't bear the thought of mixing Glen's aromas with the men I planned on meeting now. Ian and I parted at the shower room door. He went to his room, and I returned to mine. I took the time to look over my room straightening a few things. My heart was now pounding wildly knowing full well on what journey I was about to embark. I took several deep breaths talking to myself in an attempt to calm down. I then went to my door opening it wide. I stepped into the frame and leaned up against it adjusting my towel. My eyes wandered up and down the hall seeing half dozen or so men walking as well as all the men standing in their own doorway. I was excited at all the activity and couldn't help but notice that I was given the once or twice over as I stood my ground. As I was looking to my left, I heard a door very nearby open and close. I casually turned my head to the right and focused on the new hallway occupant. He was about my height, burly, natural dark skin tone, large working man's hands, muscles developed from working physically and not from a gym, dark piercing yet at the same time twinkling eyes, dark black hair, and thick black moustache. What struck me most of all was his black thick hairy arms, hands, legs, and chest. I watched him walk toward me. He turned his head and gave me a once over before he smiled like a Cheshire cat and moved on. Twice he looked back at me as he moved on to the showers. I remained in my doorway observing men introducing themselves and chatting before moving inside a room or just stop, stare into a room for a bit, then, go inside closing the door afterward. This was all totally new to me. I flashed a thought through my mind about being sixteen and quickly repeated my new birth date in my head to be sure. The ballet of sex hook ups continued. A short time later I once more saw the dark hairy man exit the shower room and head back toward his room. I made my best effort not to stare at him and to act nonchalant as I witnessed the goings on in the hall. My doorway stance was nothing provocative or suggestive in nature but I did feel much like a hawk choosing which man prey he was going to swoop down on and tear away his towel to feast on his body. I was titillated, excited, and horny all at the same time while trying to remain calm. My eyes once more looked down the hall noticing that the dark hairy man was but a few steps away looking straight at me. I froze with a transfixed look as he continued to near me. Without saying a word, I saw his arm reach out guiding his hand to my left forearm. He grasped me firmly but with no threat of harm intended. He pushed past me into my room pulling me inside with him closing the door gently behind me as I came out of my stupor. He moved swiftly the both of us to the edge of my bed and stopped facing me. Our eyes looked at the other without blinking. I could feel my heart pounding now and was sure he was able to hear it. Ian had not provided me with what was expected at this point, and my visitor continued to look deep into my eyes. I was sure he saw my rising level of panic just as I was sure he undoubtedly heard my now hard pounding heart. My mouth was dry as the Gobi Desert. I felt my towel yank away from my waist and heard it hit the floor joining my guest's towel. He knelt before me and in an instant swallowed my cock whole pushing his nose deep into my pubic hairs. I gasped and jumped in surprise. He began working his tongue on my cock with expert adeptness. My cock began flooding with blood. When my cock was three-quarters filled, my guest pulled his mouth off and rose facing me once more only to briefly look at me. He once more firmly grabbed my left arm with his right turning me toward the edge of my bed. Nothing was said but I climbed onto the mattress kneeling. I lowered my head to the mattress leaving my ass raised in the air at the edge. I felt the two large hands of his grasping my ass cheeks as I heard him kneeling once more on the floor. Instantly, I felt a wetness on my crack and at my hole. I gasped then gave a contented moan at how this tongue of his was working its magic on me. More and more his tongue moved around and pushed itself into my hole spreading my sphincter. I became aware that this man had the ability to produce copious amounts of saliva which he covered my ass with and slicked up the outer lining of my hole. My head was spinning. I felt my visitor rising up from the floor but not before spitting a huge gob of wetness on my hole and all around it. No sooner was he fully upright when I felt him release my cheeks grabbing my wrists and pulling them behind me where one of his mighty hands grabbed both and held tightly. He stepped backwards letting his fully erect cock drop down my crack stopping at my wet hole. He leaned over me slightly and whispered his first words to me, "Keep your mouth closed and no screaming unless you want to be hurt." His words sank into me. I panicked and knew my eyes had popped wide open. My mind dissolved into chaos. Without further warning or fanfare, I felt a huge pressure at my hole which had instantly gaped open slightly allowing entry then instinctively my sphincter reacted. The pressure mounted shaking me out of my alarm. My sexual desire now having been discovered screamed in my mind's ears to open up to this invasion while my body defences told me to defend myself. My extreme feelings battled for control of my mind and body until my visitor took the situation in hand. With no alert, my hole felt an ever so slight decrease in the pressure being applied followed by a guttural grunt from behind me accompanied by a sharp jolt forward once more as if a battering ram had hit dead center of my hole. Electrical impulses immediately raced through my body notifying my brain that I had been entered by a huge foreign object. A natural impulse to scream just as immediate ran back through my body reaching my voice box. My eyes now were as widely open as possible. I grappled with my vocal cords internalizing the intended scream at the same time that my body attempted to launch itself upward off the bed prevented only by my wrists being held tightly behind me and now a calloused working man's hand pushed hard against my back keeping me in place and impaled. My futile attempt at freeing myself was met with another inward piercing thrust causing my hole to stretch wider accepting this no doubt huge cock which I had not seen as yet. Stars danced in front of my now tearing eyes as I ever so barely kept control of my vocal cords which once again were being forcefully restrained by an unknown sheer will power. My body still tried to rebel but lost each bout of rejection. Again and again and again and again this unknown man whom I had seen and had so mentally wanted as a sex partner shoved, drove, stabbed, and invaded my ass. The burning sensation created by his no doubt gargantuan cock was going to brand me from the heat being generated by this forced entry. I continued to rebel trying to free myself but with each propulsion inside me though the pain was constant I was becoming too weak to defy this man's cock. Finally, I felt a block of what turned out to be the thickest mass of black pubic hair smash firmly against my ass cheeks resting there momentarily.

Before we start, no this is not the end, no this is not the tone the rest of the story will go, and yes, there is a lot more Chem induced sex coming up, most notably with Jack's little brother and payback for DPing Ev. So before I get any comments saying this doesn't belong here, it does and will, just give it a few chapters. And if you don't want to wait, might I suggest one of the many incredible other stories on this site. Chapter Twelve I woke up to angry yelling. “...cking kidding me! Why would you do that!” “Why do you get to play with him and we don't?” “Because he's not a fucking toy you little asshole! How about I get you stoned and me and your friends run a train on you?” “I'd be up for that.” “Shut up Rick!” “If you hurt him I am coming back and kicking your ass all over this room.” It felt like I was flying as I was picked up and carried somewhere. I heard a door open and I was set down on something comfy. It was so quiet I almost drifted off again when something wet was pressed against my forehead. “Feels good,” I mumbled. “Ev? You ok?' Jack asked. I nodded, “Thirsty.” Something touched my lips and I drank down the whole glass. “How you feeling?” I opened my eyes and he was hovering over me, a look of real concern on his face. I smiled, “You're cute.” He smiled back, “Are you hurt?” Shaking my head I handed him the glass back. He put it down on the nightstand and placed the washcloth on my forehead again, “My brother is an asshole.” I didn't understand what he was talking about for a second and then the memory of the soccer guys going at me flashed in my mind. I felt my cock twitch at the thought. Jack glanced down, “Of course you liked it,” he teased. I nodded again and reached up to touch his face, I was still stoned as fuck and was feeling nothing but good thoughts. He leaned into my hand and I pulled him down into a kiss. Normally my mind would have been screaming at me that this was gay as shit but for some reason all I felt was affection. Jack moved on top of me as we started making out. “I'm sorry that happened,” he said between kisses. “I'm sorry you weren't there,” I whispered back before gnawing on his neck. “Oh fuck Ev...I've always wanted this.” The words, “Me too,” slipped out of my mouth before I knew what they were. “I mean it,” he said grinding his crotch against mine, “I've wanted to be with you since junior high.” I was wearing a pair of nylon shorts, which Jack had to have put on me while I was out cold. The thought that he cared enough to cover me up made my chest glow with warmth. I pulled him into a savage kiss and flipped him on his back. I was looking down at him and he was looking up at my breathless. “You should have told me,” I said, my hands pressing down on his. “I was afraid you'd freak.” I rubbed my dick against his own, “Do I look like I'm freaking?” He looked like he was stricken for a moment and then he wrapped his legs around my waist and flipped me over on my back. “Is this really you?” he asked, his ass resting against my swollen cock, “Is this because you're high or whatever? Are you going to feel differently in the morning?” I could see the fear in his face and realized how serious he had been. He really had wanted this, and even now he was worried I'd change my mind. I couldn't blame him, last week I might have freaked out, hell a couple of days I might of, but right now, with him straddling my waist, looking like he was close to crying, I realized something that I could never put into words before. I had always loved Jack, I just never knew how much. “This is all me,” I said placing my hands on his hips, “And I am going to feel the same way tomorrow morning, and every morning after that.” He just stared at me, not able to say anything back. I sat up and stripped his shirt off him, “Is that what you wanted to hear?” I asked, our faces next to each other. He just nodded. “Well you heard it,” I said going back to his neck, “So get naked already.” He moaned as I but down on the side of his neck, both of knowing I was going to leave a mark. His hands fumbled with his jeans as he felt my mouth marking him as mine. He got off me and shucked his jeans off, revealing he was commando. I slid the shorts off me, “Where you want me?” I asked. “Right there,” he said opening the nightstand and pulling out a bottle of lube, “Just lay right there.” “You wanna fuck me on my back?” I asked. He shook his head as he straddled my waist again. His hand was slick with lube as he stroked my cock, “I told you, I've been dreaming about this.” His words seemed far away as he his hand danced up and down against my length, covering my whole tool in lube. I felt him shift and his face was over mine, “Don't do anything ok?” I nodded, not sure what he was talking about. “Just let me do all the work,” he said leaning in for a kiss. I kissed him back, trusting him completely. Still kissing me I felt him sit back, the head of my cock slipping between his ass cheeks. My eyes popped open as I felt him slide up and down my cock until my head found his hole. His hands were flat against my chest as he looked down at me. “Don't thrust up, don't do anything until I say so.” I nodded, not sure if I said anything it would break the spell. He pushed down and I felt my cock head press against on impossibly tight hole. He didn't stop as my head crowned past his opening, inch by inch pushing against the ring of muscle. His face was a mask of concentration as he forced himself further down, trying to push the plum sized head of my cock into his little jock ass. It slipped in and we both gasped as one. His ass was like a furnace, and I could feel it spamming around my cock head as it tried to force it out. “Wait, wait...” he panted, trying to catch his breath. I laid perfectly still, waiting for him to take the next step. “Jesus...you're so fucking big...” he moaned. “Shhh...” I said quietly, “Shhh....push back, just relax for a moment.” He shook his head as he hissed in pain, “It's tooo.....big....” I felt him start to sit up and I grabbed his hips. His eyes flew open and looked down at me. “You can do this...” I said firmly, “This cock was made for you Jack...” I slowly pushed him downwards, “I was made for you.” He hissed and his eyes clenched in pain as another inch of me entered him. “Breathe....relax....” I said stopping. “Oh god, oh god....” he sighed as his ass flexed around my girth. “You ready?” I asked and he nodded. I pushed him down another inch and he gasped as he felt me enter him. “Breathe...” I reminded him, “Breathe in....and out.” He followed my words and I felt his ass open just a little. “Breath in...”I said and when he did I thrust upwards, forcing another two inched into him. “Fuckkk!!” he screamed and tried to pull off of me. “You got this...you got this...” I said holding him still. His head fell down, “I can't Ev, it's too big....you're too big...” I leaned up and kissed him, he weakly kissed me back. I moved to his cheek and then probed his ear with my long tongue. I heard him groan and his ass relaxed instinctively. I attacked his ear relentlessly as I slowly pushed another couple of inches into him. When he flinched in pain I moved to his neck and then to his nipples. Doing anything I could to distract him from the pain. He had about six inches in him and there were another three and half left. His entire ass was spasming around my thickness, doing it's level best to fit me in such a tight space. He started to kiss me back and I felt him push back, lowering himself down quarter of an inch at a time. “Oh god...Ev...Ev!!” he panted as we hit the eight inch mark. “Almost there, you almost got it,” I assured him. He stayed there, making out with me as he let himself get used to me. After a few minutes I grabbed his hips and locked eyes with him. “Push out,” I said, “Push out like you're taking a shit.” He was sitting up and nodded as I pulled him slowly off a couple of inches and then thrust upwards. His eyes bugged out as he realized I had pushed another inch into him. I pulled him out again and thrust up harder, and felt his ass hit my pubes. “Oh...oh...” he whined as he sat there, all nine and half inches in him. “There you go...you got it...you got it Jack.” He nodded, drops of sweat falling off his forehead. “How you feel?” He looked down at me, “You're fucking HUGE!” he said and I smiled. “This is what you wanted?” I said thrusting up, making his eyes close, “Is this what you dreamed off?” I thrust again and he leaned forward, trying to ready himself from the movement. I kept him steady with my hands and started to piston into him faster. “This is it right?” I growled, “You wanted to ride this donkey cock?” He just nodded as I picked up the pace. “You feel that Jack? You feel that fucking cock in you? That what you jerked off too? That what you whined about when you got horny?” “Yes!” he squealed as he held on for dear life. “That's your cock Jack, that's your tool. All yours...” “Fuck me Everett....fuck me...” he began to chant and I realized it had happened. I was used to this to be honest. When I first fucked someone they were always so hesitant and scared, each inch an ordeal into itself. But once I was in, once I had invaded them they didn't just like it, they lost it. It was like my cock just unleashed something in them and they were no longer themselves. They were addicted to the biggest cock they had ever seen. Within a minute he was pushing back into me, taking every single inch he could and more. He whined, he whimpered as I fucked his guts like a madman. He just started panting more and I knew he was past stage one. Time for stage two. I pulled him off my cock and there was an audible plop as my cock left his ass. There was a little confusion and a little fear in his eyes as I threw him on his back and pulled his muscular legs apart. I'd always had to be careful with girls at this point, not wanting to hurt them from hitting something up in there with my tool, but I knew Jack could take it. He could take it all. Before he could say a word I thrust into him and his eyes widened in shock as his mouth opened in a silent scream. Once people got used to my size they thought that they could take it, that what they were feeling was the most they could feel. It wasn't until I could really tear their pussy up did they lose their shit. I held his legs out like a wishbone and started to slide my beercan thick, nine and a half inches into him like a machine, smashing his prostate like it was only made for me to kill it. His cock was hard as fuck and his eightpack was already covered with cock snot as I hit into him again and again and again. He could barely breathe I was fucking him so hard, his hands were over his head as he lost all grip on the situation. His entire life was my cock now. No thought, no reason, nothing. All he knew was that he existed to get fucked and there was nothing else in the world other than my dick. His ass gave up the ghost and stopped fighting me as I was able to shove myself to pubes and back in one slick movement. Once I knew he was gone, it was time for the last stage. I circled my arms around his back and pulled him up into a sitting position. As he came down on my thickness his eyes bulged again as he realized with his weight and gravity, I could get even further into him. I didn't move and he began to panic. “Fuck me, fuck me!” he commanded as he pulled his ass up and shoved it back down on me. Both of our bodies were slick with sweat as he rode me, wanting every single inch of my horse cock he could. Once he had a good rhythm going I grabbed his shoulder and thrust up as he pushed down. He let out a squeak for a moment as he eyes rolled back into his head and I began to piston fuck him harder than ever. By the fourth push he was matching me thrust for thrust, desperate for every massive inch I possessed. This was the last stage because no one lasted long this way. They had no identity, no thought, all they knew was they needed to worship the cock in them and nothing else. “You like that Jack? You like that cock?” “Oh god Everett....you're so big....fuck me....fuck me....” he chanted, not sure what he was saying any more. “This what you wanted? This what you wanted to feel?” “Please fuck me Ev...please...” he whined, begging for more. “This is your cock Jack, only yours...” I said as I moved him to the right slightly. His mouth hung open as he made gibberish sounds as I hit his joybutton again and again and again. I had been able to do this with girls, know exactly where to hit them to make them cum by instinct. It was a feeling of where I needed to hit to get them to explode instantly. From the way Jack was whimpering my skill was just as good with guys. “I'm....I'm....unf....unf....oh god...Ev....Ev!” he panted as his cock began to pulse. Without ever touching it his cock erupted warm cum over both of our washboard abs. His ass tightening from his orgasm set me off and I sprayed his guts with what must have been gallons of cum from my swollen dick. I kept pushing him down on my cock as I made sure every last drop of my cum was forced into him. “”Ev...Ev....” he said, holding on to my shoulders. Once I was done I lowered him back onto his bed. My cock was still lodged in him as he laid back and sighed. “Is that what you needed?” I asked. He looked up at me and smiled, “I love you.” Before I could answer he kissed me, and I laid down on him, my half hard cock sliding out of his wrecked ass. “I love you too....” I whispered as a stream of my cum leaked from his ass. He nuzzled his sweaty body next to mine and he drifted off to sleep, both of us covered in cum.

I finally got into a tight little hole that only wanted condoms. It was so worth it. Here's how I did it. Thanks to @Nclchub and @verslut for the tips in the other thread, How to actually use a condom. So this younger guy works a big-company corporate job, is very clean cut, and likes to go by the rules. He has never heard of a cock cage, has never done poppers, and when I playfully teased him about spanking him with my belt, he freaked out and said "it's a hard NO!" He also refuses to talk about fisting (I want him to do it to me). So pretty vanilla. Still, he's crazy hot and he's into me too. I am willing to play by his rules... to an extent. First time we fucked, I let him fuck me with a condom on. I think it was the first time I've used a condom in ten years. It was fairly nasty but still nice getting fucked. Afterward I was massaging his back, and out of nowhere he blurts out, "You can fuck me but you must use a condom! OK???" I was amused. I wasn't close to fucking him. Over the next week we were sexting and talking about how it was my turn to return the favor and top his ass. I was busy with my own stuff and could not get around to his place for a while so it was a few days. We finally got together over the weekend. You guys had given me good advice about putting lube in the condom and getting ready for it. I also decided not to JO at all so I'd have more cum brewing in my balls. It couldn't hurt. We're messing around and finally get ready to fuck. I'm lying on my back and he's straddling me. Out comes the lube... he lubes me up and lubes up his own hole. Then, he just sat right down on me and started humping himself -- without the condom. About ten or fifteen seconds later... Him: "What! Where's the condom?" Me: "You just lubed me up and sat down, bro. You knew damn well there was no condom." Him: "Well you should have warned me!" Me: "I thought you knew what you were getting into. Sorry. Let's play by the rules." Ha. So we stop. Out comes the condom. Now he's lying on his stomach. "Please just hurry and fuck me," he said. I complied, rolling it down onto my shaft. It sucks so much, guys. He has a hairy asshole and I love the scratchy feeling of that on my cock. But I did my duty and rubbered up and fucked him. And it wasn't terrible. The extra lube helped. I plowed him pretty good, and he started calling out my name. "Oh, raw773 🙃, keep fuckin' me, keep fuckin' me..." I was getting into it, slow, deep, fast, jackhammer. He started getting a little whiny though, and I know when bottoms get to squirming around something is wrong. I couldn't tell what it was. I pulled out and relubed. He said, "Can we maybe take a break?" I said "Sure, man." He reached back and ripped the condom off himself and threw it on the floor. Then we kissed and cuddled. Now we're rolling around, being silly, and making out. He maneuvers himself so we're lying side by side with him in front. Me: "Let's play a little game. It's called 'just the tip.'" Him: "Uhh, I don't think so." Me: "Come on. I'm just going to brush my cock back and forth. It won't go in." Him: "OK." So I did exactly that. Just smearing my cock around gently on his hole. He started humping a little but not in a way that would get it in. Finally I'm lined up with his hole. I am totally still. And he backs up about two inches -- right onto my swollen, angry cock! Me: "What are you doing?! This is supposed to be 'just the tip.' Don't you realize it's already in you?" Him: "What? It is???" But he made no effort to pull off. Just lay there and acted confused. Then he deliberately pushed back another inch. And when he did that, guys, I slammed it all the rest of the way home. From there on I turned this little condom queen into a bareback bttm. He kept rationalizing it: "Well, I guess if the seal has already been broken, there's no harm in going further." Or, "You know, I think the condom was really affecting both of our performances." Ultimately he was begging for my load and I gave it to him: deep, deep fuckin' inside, where it wasn't coming out easily. I spent the night and we fucked maybe eight times on and off that night and into the next afternoon. When I left, he was calling himself "a little BB bad boy!" He had three loads in him when I left. So the lesson of the story is: If a condom guy needs that to make himself feel comfortable and safe, think about giving him what he needs. It just might get your cum all the way in where it really belongs.

I once fucked a guy who made no sounds at all. I was moaning and groaning. I was thrusting. Was making all the right moves. I shot a nice big load and really screamed etc. He made no sounds. I asked if he like it? He said yea it was great, I was enjoying it. I blocked him from the sex site I met him on. I love a bottom that moans and groans etc. It tells me he is enjoying it as much as me.

Hard to describe it as a lot depends on the skill of the guy doing the fucking. Some things are universal though. I love the feeling once the cock is all the way in and you feel your muscles struggling to adjust to the new fullness inside you. As he picks up speed, the sensation of your prostate being massaged is incredible. The best fucks i had i swear my whole body became hyper sensitive. Each thrust almost feels too much as the more he thrusts the more sensitive you become. Also love it if the top has me pinned down or restrained in some way. The restricted movement really forces you to pay attention to the moment. In an anon/group setting one of the advantages is once a top finishes and pulls out you become acutely aware of how empty your hole feels. If another top enters you immediately after the first one you get to experience your ass almost pulling the new cock inside you, eager for more. With bareback, you also have the advantage of feeling the cum inside you. You don't always feel them ejaculate (depends on if their cum drizzles out or shoots out) but you do feel the cum inside you. When a guy cums inside you it is warm and almost impossible to ignore. Ideally i like to plug my hole after sex and enjoy the sensation but it can also be hot to let it dribble down your leg.

It will hurt a lot less bareback. If you have not considered going on PrEP yet, you should think about it. Knowing you don't have to worry about HIV makes taking it bare a lot less scary. If you have a fuckbuddy you feel comfortable with, you might see if he is willing to fuck you bare without loading you up unless you ask for it. I am pretty sure neither of you will be disappointed by how that goes. 😉

Berlin, Berlin, Berlin! Take a look at previous posts about the city and you will understand why it is so highly recommended.

exactly my ex trained me to have no choice I was bred by whoever he picked for me and I was only ever allowed one day a fortnight to run amok on my own when he visited his folks sand even then I would juyst go to the darkroom and let whoever wanted to fuck me breed me.