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Pt.2 I draw my shirt closed as a sudden wave of sobriety washes over me. "Wh..what're you doing here?" I can feel everything already collapsing around me. My credibility. My position. My whole fucking life. Sure I've fucked around but it's always been strange cock. No one knows what I'm like, what I like. "Don't be like that." His voice is level, calm and easy. "What does anyone come here for?" He extends a hand. "Get up for fuck's sake." I take the offer and clamber to my feet. I slowly dress fully attempting to come to terms with everything. Totally aware of his watching me the entire time I have so many conflicting ideas screaming for attention. Oh god he knows! What will everyone think? Will he ever let it slip? He came here to fuck! He obviously knows this place. He. Came. Here. To. Fuck! "Um, Sean?" It's the first time either of us has spoken in a few minutes. "Yeesss." There is an amused edge to his drawn out response. "Do you want." "Not here. Not now." His response is sharp and cuts me off completely. This is a side I've never seen of Sean. He's normally so mellow, almost too relaxed and this is almost as shocking as his appearance. "We'll go to mine, its closer." There is no room for contradiction and his tone is such that I simply nod and begin to follow as he walks. His pace is brisk and I attempt to keep up but it is clear he wants to be ahead of me. With just this action he is already telling me my place. There is no conversation as we walk. I am left with my mind still reeling from the turn the night has taken. I am still tender from being fucked so hard and the euphoria of that has been replaced by a knot deep inside. What the fuck is going on here? After walking for about twenty minutes he guides me into the lobby of a well appointed apartment building and leads me to an elevator which we ride in silence. It seems only a moment later that the doors slide open and we step out and he leads the way to one of only two doors in the corridor we find ourselves in. Sean deftly unlocks and swings the door open and beckons me inside. I step through the door and only have a brief glimpse of the sleek interior before I am shoved against the wall. The shock causes me to tense and freeze making it easy for Sean to mash his lips against mine. The kiss is strong and passionate and after the last hour of my life completely unexpected. My brain can't process these changes of gear and I just stand there offering no resistance and only responding in the most basic sense. Eventually Sean pulls away and affectionately taps my cheek then steps away with a smile plastered across his face. "Fuck man, if I'd known you were a proper cumdump I would have had you here ages ago." I am still spectacularly failing to process things and I stand there panting from the kiss staring like an idiot. He chuckles at my predicament and leans against the opposite wall to the short entranceway. "No really, I wish I had known about you a few years ago when I joined the team." He appraises me for a few seconds and then claps his hands together. "Oh well, can't dwell on that. Now strip!" I finally find my voice. "Now wait a minute.." I begin to protest but he raises a single finger and my voice falters. "Look," Sean continues, "You have got a choice here. We both know what we were in the park for, and I definitely know what you were upto. So we can carry on with each other here or, if you really want, you can leave." I glance at the door unconsciously and he keeps on. "If you leave nothing will ever, ever, happen between us. Even if we stumble across each other like tonight. End of story." I just look at my feet unable to maintain his gaze. Fucking hell he has me chastised like I've been sent to detention. But I can't break his sway. "If you stay I promise it'll be a night of firsts for you, and hopefully the first night of many. Before you decide you need a fucking shower. So strip." I raise my eyes and nod slightly as I finally bring myself to meet his stare. I reach up and fumble with my shirt buttons and slip my it off. Sean takes it from my hand allowing me to kick my shoes off. I then undo my jeans and push them down to the floor and step out of them. Awkwardly I ball my socks and stand before him completely naked. Even though I know what he has seen of me I cannot stop the blush that spreads across my skin, or maybe its precisely because of that. I look down again and realise that my jeans are filthy from my earlier adventures. Sean laughs as he notices where I am looking. "See. I said you needed to wash up you dirty fuck." That breaks some of the tension that has been skyrocketing within me and I laugh a little too. I am still self conscious but this seems more like the Sean I know. "Look," he grabs up my clothes, "I can chuck these on a quick wash while you take a long one. I promise they'll be here if you want to leave." He motions to a side table just along the wall from where we stand. "The bathroom is just there so use it as long as you need to." He points across the open plan living room to a door in a slight recess. "And, if you want. My bedroom is over there. When you are ready that's where I'll be waiting." He moves in front of me again and softly kisses me once more adding, "Seriously though, don't think about things too long." With this he pushes me towards the bathroom door and I drag my feet as I make my way across the apartment. The bathroom is amazing. A wet room really, a sunken tub featured in one corner with a shower point positioned next to it. Next to the door was a rail, heated I presumed, already draped with several thick luxurious towels. Not for the first time I wonder how the hell Sean has this place. Pulling the door closed behind me I hear the low murmur of a hidden extractor unit seemingly an automatic feature. I step over to the sink pedestal and look into the mirror positioned above it. I half expect a strangers face, but no it's definitely me. My hair dishevelled and my cheek still streaked with dirt I ask myself. "Well, which is it?" I tell myself I'm still not sure but I'm pretty sure this path was set some time ago, I just didn't know I was walking it. I walk over to the shower and turn the control. I am cascaded by warm soothing water from above instantly and I immediately forget about everything else. This feels so good. I guess I hadn't truly noticed just how much the tension had built up in such a short time. The water is very relaxing and as I unwind so my mind wanders over the events of the night. Especially the latter half. Not just sucking and getting fucked. Being a total fucking slut in such a public place and revelling in it. As I think about it my body responds in kind and my cock rises. I slowly begin to stroke myself without even thinking about it and within about a minute I am wanking hard and panting under the streaming shower head. It's not enough and I reach behind myself and begin to tease and finger my still puffy and slick anus which has me gasping in seconds. I sink to my knees on the tiles and can feel myself moments away from orgasm. I force myself to stop. Shaking my head and raising my face to let the water wash over me. Is this really going to happen? I shut off the water and grab a towel a few vigorous rubs over my head and around my body and I am merely damp. I drop that towel to the floor and grab another which I secure around my waist. I step out of the wet room and look around. I momentarily consider my clothes, but instead I start walking towards the door Sean had pointed out before. The one where he said he'd be waiting. I tell myself I just want to settle a few things, to talk, as I reach out for the handle and step into the low lit room beyond. Sean, true to his word, is waiting all right. As I step into the room I take in everything at once. The lighting is low and pink giving everything an otherworldly feel and the only true colour is coming from the glow of the large screen which is currently displaying a hard-core and very energetic porn compilation covered by a low dance beat. There is the very recognisable aroma of poppers in the room and as I look at the large bed that dominates the room it's obvious how Sean has occupied himself waiting. He is naked. Such a simple sentence doesn't quite seem like it does any justice to the scene; but then I don't think there is a living lyricist who could convey things any better. Sean, a man I had definitely had thoughts about yet always considered out of reach or off-limits, is laying naked on a bed in front of me. His very hard cock is pointing, no jutting, up from his body as his fingers lightly stroke up and down the slick length. He has obviously used some lotion to keep his touches light and make those fingertips glide over himself. On the table next to him is an open bottle, I can't see the type but it explains the scent in the air. And then I see his face. He is looking right at me. Right fucking through me. That stare is pure lust and that cock oh my god, I was going to do something, say something, wasn't I? My cock has sprung up, the sight before me has robbed me of any other intention. I drop the towel from my waist and step up to the bed. Dropping to my knees by the side and looking up at him I simply ask, "May I." As I look at his sexy, greasy, oh so tasty looking fuckmeat. "Go ahead." He groans a hoarse, horny whisper of a response but it's all I need. I lean in and slide my lips as far down that shaft as I can in one go and start showing him what a good cocksucker I can be when motivated. The groan of lust he gives off as I make contact with his flesh by enveloping his cockhead with my lips spurs me to prove to him I was worth waiting for. His hands find my head and he guides me, up and down, then holding me all the way down. I am no virgin and this is exactly what I've wanted and never imagined would happen. So I take him all the way, and let my tongue tease around him as my shallow breathing allows me to keep him in me. Deep where he wants to be. He tenses his hips and I feel his cock flexing at the back of my throat. He isn't cumming, at least not yet, he is just showing me how he likes it. I moan around his cock to let him know how much I love it. How much I want to soak his dick and make sure he's very hard and very wet. He lifts my head and pulls me up to kiss me. It's deep and passionate and I am pretty much melting for this man when he spins me away pushes me face down then pulls my hips up. I am left breathless by the suddenness but I rock my hips and push my arse back for him. "I knew you'd end up in here." Sean says matter-of-factly. "Once I saw the real you I knew it." "Oh really?" I try to be flirtatious but we're so far beyond that now I don't know if it achieves anything. "I am also going to tell you a few other truths you fucking slut." Both of Sean's hands slap down on my arsecheeks firmly at this and he grips me and spreads me. I can feel the heat of the tip of his cock positioning at my opening and I am oh so ready for it. "Firstly you chose to come in here and I am going to fuck your slut cunt very hard." "Promises promises" I almost purr flexing my hips causing the head of his slick cock to slide across my hole. "Second, there is no way you are leaving this room until at least one of my loads is deep up inside you." "Sounds good to me." I am writhing under his firm grip and the proximity of his prick is making me desperate for all of it. "Thirdly, I've already seen what a slut you are so I know how much you want my poz cock in you." "Wait...wha." And just like that he is balls deep in me.

The thumping music was doing nothing to settle my mood. I nodded across the table at my colleagues giving all the non verbals to show I was still engaged in the non-existent conversation. Why had I agreed to come out? A works do for someone moving departments seemed so unnecessary. They weren't leaving; for fuck's sake we'd all see each other tomorrow albeit in passing. I had initially resisted the invitation being as I was nearly 20 years older than a few of the team but they had cajoled that I was, after all, their supervisor and I relented. It didn't help that I would often joke that being 40 wasn't at all passed it. That was always going to come back at me. So here I was. Feeling the effects of the few drinks I had quickly downed believing it would make me more sociable. Instead my head was thrumming from the music being blasted through the pub. OK it wasn't all bad. I did actually like my team and I would miss working alongside Sean, but he definitely deserved the promotion. It was a shame that such a hottie was leaving my section; not that I would ever mix work and play. Still I had plenty of eyecandy to let my eyes wander over as the drinks continued flowing. A packed bar on a Friday night is always good to get the imagination going, even if there's no intention of following through on anything. The positions around the table changed as more drinks flowed. Conversations, such as they were, merged into one another. TV, sport, politics (yawn), work (inevitable), gardening (where did that come from?), bitching about work. Laughing at those returning from the bar as they tried to pick up the threads they thought were still ongoing. Maybe I was actually enjoying myself. I end up sitting next to Sean and just chatting. Because of the volume we would frequently lean in to make ourselves heard and I, more than once, was very glad the lighting was also low so no-one would notice the flush to my face each time he would lean in to say something in my ear. Or maybe they would think it was the drink? Fuck I could feel my cock rise in my jeans just from being this close. No way was I standing up until this goes down. Why did he have to be so god-damn hot? All things move on and the music lowered and the glasses emptied and finally from the bar the call of, "Time!" We all say our goodbyes, some wander off in search of late-night food, some climb into taxis. I start to walk away. "James!" I look back and see Sean waving as he jogs to catch up. "Walking?" I try not to state the obvious and smile slightly drunkenly. "Yeah, just going to walk off some of the booze. Get some air." "Good idea," Sean grins as he matches step with me, "I was heading this way anyway." Heading away from the bar through the city centre we chat a meaningless ramble that is completely fuelled by our drinking, but it's easy and pleasant and all too soon we reach the divide to our paths. "It's been good." Sean starts and I reach out to shake his hand. He clasps my hand but then, to my surprise, pulls me into a hug. As he grips me I feel my body start to respond with the blood I desperately need for thought flowing straight to my dick. I break the hug hoping that nothing has been noticed but Sean is grinning massively as he steps away, and waves as he starts heading off. Embarrassed but undeniably horny I continue my own journey along the opposite road. "Fuck, Fuck, Fuck!" I think to myself as I walk. He clearly felt my hardon and it must have been obvious as to the cause. And then? He just walks off, why hug me? Dammit I need to sober up more and deal with anything tomorrow. No. Or. Fuck it, I'm still drunk enough to be stupid and horny enough to need to be. I begin to alter my route and head through one of the city center parks that just happens to be, more or less, on my way home. I know these paths very well having walked them numerous times before and always with the same purpose in mind. Before too long I am heading along a darkened pathway with bushes all along one side that separate the city from the green expanse of the park that stretches away into the night. Following this path leads to a small rise given over to a small wooded area. Benches line the walkway to give daytime lunch-goers a brief natural respite from the many surrounding office buildings. At night however this area has an altogether different reputation. As I get closer small clusters of trees dot the approach to the woods and I can already see shadows of people among the trees. One or two sat on benches watching with interest. A few moans drift through the night and, if you were to listen intently, you can make out the soft slapping sound of flesh hitting flesh. These sounds alone would have me desperate to make noises of my own, but half-cut and half-hard as I was when entered the park I feel my horniness ramp up to 11. I absentmindedly rub my cock through my jeans as I reach the treeline and step into to natural darkroom the local council so thoughtfully provided. After a few moments to allow me to get my bearings I carefully pick my way through the darkened grove toward what I know to be the popular hollows. I pass one couple already engaged and watch for a few moments as one kneels and hungrily devours the cock of the man in front of him, smiling to myself I move on recognising that they are quite content in each other's company. Not too much further on I see a guy leaning back against a tree, cock in hand, stroking slowly but firmly. I guess him to be mid-twenties, slim and wearing a tracksuit the bottoms of which are pushed to mid thigh. Definitely a good start. I approach and as he looks at me he shakes his cock a little as an invitation I cannot refuse. Now right in front of him I reach out and take hold of his cock at which point his hands fall to his sides happy to let me take over for him. I start by slowly feeling him all over. A good, solid seven inches. Nice foreskin to slide back and forth teasing that cockhead making a dewdrop of precum bead on his piss-slit. I lick my lips and drop to my knees. At this my new acquaintance rests his hand on my shoulders as I lean in and begin to lick and kiss his shaft. Working my lips up to the tip where I lap at the precum and slide the head between my lips as I slide him deep into my mouth. I run my tongue around him as I push myself all the way down onto his dick wanting him to recognise the need in me. He grunts appreciatively and rocks his hips while his hands grip my shoulders a little more firmly. Working together, me bobbing my head whilst he begins a slow fucking motion, it isn't long before that dick is nice and slick with my spit and I am moaning in cocksucker joy. After a few minutes of lovingly sucking this sweet dick I slide my mouth off and, while sliding my hand up and down him to keep him on the boil, gasp up at him. "You want to fuck?" There really is no need for small talk in a place like this. He looks down and shakes his head. "Nah man, I don't fuck. You want me to cum in your mouth that's fine but I'm not after anything else." I can't pretend I'm not a little disappointed but I simply say, "Shame." Then I slide him back into my mouth and go to work bringing him off with every trick I know. I squeeze and release the base of his shaft as I suck and lap around his cockhead. Flicking my tongue over his pisshole then deep-throating him again. I reach around and massage his tight arse cheeks and run my hands over his, admittedly very nice, body. All of this has him moaning and I can feel the slow rocking motion he started with pick up pace. Now as I suck and wank his soaking dick he is fucking my face. His fingers clenching and unclenching as he starts to lose control. "Unh Fuck!" He groans as he throws his head back. His cock pulses and I slide my lips down to the very tip wanting to catch this load all across my tongue. I time it well and receive a hot mouthful on the first spurt, then two smaller bursts of sperm splash into me. I slide him back deep into my mouth coating his cock with his load and then sucking hard I lick that cum back from him and make a show of swallowing it all down as I look up at him. "Damn!" He is panting and pulling up his trakkie bottoms. "That was fucking awesome!" He smiles and steps away. I stay on my knees as he disappears into the darkness. I can feel my own cock throbbing in my jeans. Fuck I definitely need more. Savouring the flavour of the load still coating the inside of my mouth I stand and begin the search for another cock. I still have a decent buzz from the earlier drinks and that is definitely tamping down any inhibitions I might otherwise have. I decide to take my direction from the guy who's spunk I can still detect a lingering taste of. I find a corner and lower my jeans; I very often go commando and tonight is no exception. I pause at my knees and then think, "Fuck it!" I push them all the way down. I grip my cock and start a long slow stroke as I do I put my other hand out in front of me and grab onto a low branch of the tree I am next to. This makes me lean forward and push my backside out as an open invitation to, well, anyone that catches me in this position. For a minute I am caught up in the pleasure I'm bringing myself and I stop concentrating on my surroundings, long enough for me to not notice as someone steps up. The first thing I know for sure is the strange hand exploring my arse. I gasp at the surprise and let go of my now very hard dick reaching to place both hands on the tree leaving myself completely vulnerable. Somehow I manage not to look around telling myself this is exactly what I wanted to happen. "Nice." The whisper behind me gives nothing away other than its a man. I have no picture in my head of his age. All I know is that I offered myself up and he has stepped up to the table. I feel slightly roughened hands run over both my cheeks. They knead and rub and spread me wide. Then I feel hot breath on my hole and I moan in absolute pleasure. Also I say a silent thank you to my sober self for showering very thoroughly earlier clearly knowing what drunk me is like. The first press of his tongue on my hole is like electricity. I cannot help but groan aloud and press myself backwards onto the searching tongue. Firm hands grip my arse and spread me wide and a voice from behind tells me to, "Push down. Open that hole for me." Like an instinct I just follow the command and I push. Heat and pressure have me grunting in the darkness. This man who I still have no idea about is alternating between shoving his tongue up me and then sucking hard at my hole. I can feel myself opening wider by degrees and the pure joy at the feelings is intense. Before too much time has passed I am panting as though riding the edge of an orgasm I just cannot achieve. My cock is leaking and my body is quivering, but despite the intensity of the feeling I am never allowed to crest. Clearly the man behind me is a maestro and I am more than happy to be his instrument of choice. I cannot even verbalise how good I am feeling. I am simply holding on to the tree and letting my body become his. He tongues me, and laps at me, and sucks hard at my opening. Then I feel fingers slide into me, probing and spreading me more. A slow and constant fuck motion that is pressing my buttons even more than the rim job I had just been subjected to. "Not bad boy. Three fingers all the way in first go." I manage to find my voice and stammer between my gasps, "Unh...it..its ahhh....definitely not, ohmygod!...Not my...fuuuuck...First time." "Good boy. Breaking in newbies always takes too much time. Guess there's no need to hold back then." I shudder at the implication there but I still hold position. I hear him rise and then feel a blunt pressure against my slick and open arsehole. He takes hold of my waist, shoves forward and I grit my teeth and hiss expecting at least the burn of first penetration. Instead my breath becomes a very drawn out and laboured moan as my hole, so expertly opened, becomes his cunt to use. A brief thought crosses my mind about protection, but drunk me is in charge now and he is basically doing a little dance with his fingers in his ears going, "lalalalala I can't hear you...just enjoy it slut!" My eyes roll back and I push hard onto the strange cock that has just been given free reign to do whatever it wants to me. He starts a slow and steady pumping rhythm. Holding my waist tight, fingers digging into my sides to let me know he has control. I am open but he is thick and I feel every thrust. Because of the angle his cock is pressing harder against my front inner walls and he is grinding it with every shove as he fucks me. And this is a fuck. This is all about cock and hole. Shoving inside and taking pleasure. He is making breathy noises as he slaps his hips to mine, driving that thick fuck tool in and out of me and I, in turn, am panting as I hold on and try to take it like a true slut. Apart from a few moaned fuck yeahs and take its the sex is all soundtracked by the sound of his flesh hitting mine and my wet hole accepting his cock in a quickening pace. After the amazing rimming I had received this sudden fucking again has me closing in on a climax I so desperately need but can't quite reach. I meet his thrusts and we speed up together. Moving just enough to keep his cock in me but fast enough that we are slamming against each other. I can just imagine how far away we can be heard in the night air and that thought makes my cock lurch and my arsehole clench around his invading dick. Squeezing my hole down on him like that makes him dig his fingers into my sides very hard. He is definitely leaving his mark on me. He grunts and almost collapses over my back and I feel him shaking and moaning, his hot breath raking my ear as his orgasm consumes him. I feel his body tense and relax, his cock following suit inside me and I know his cum is flowing into me. I relax my grip on the tree, and swallow a few deep breaths. Fuck that felt so good. It takes a good few seconds to compose ourselves. He slides his wilting cock from my now dripping cunt and softly pats my arsecheek. "Damn good fuck boy." I start to stand but his hand presses more firmly. "You stay where you are. Don't you move 'till I'm gone." I don't know why but I just nod and mumble, "yessir." "I knew you'd be a good boy." A single affectionate pat on my naked skin is all I feel to let me know he is leaving. I hear his footfalls get quieter and yet I remain. Half naked and cum soaking into me, waiting for whatever the night will bring. After only a few moments I decide to relieve some of my horniness and I slide to my knees on the cool earth. With my legs wide apart I take hold of my dick and start to wank. Enjoying the night air I throw caution to the wind and undo my shirt allowing it to slip from my shoulders and onto the floor behind me. Now, to all intents and purposes, naked I start to masturbate freely. As my hand massages my swollen cock I slide my other hand between my legs and begin to finger my cum slicked hole, occasionally reaching up to suck the recently deposited sperm into my eager mouth. I feel like such a slut, knowing that it's a massive risk but not caring at all. I want to be found, naked and panting as I wank and finger fuck my soaking fuckhole. "You dirty cunt!" Although startled by the voice I am too far gone and cannot stop pumping my fingers up my arse while wanking hard. As the owner of the voice steps in front of me it's too much and my cum shoots from the tip of my cock, over my fingers and onto the ground. Looking up at the guy whose appearance just caused my balls to unload and I see a young guy. Cute face and decent build wearing jeans and a t-shirt and very clearly rubbing his growing bulge as he looks down on me. Still in a lust driven trance I raise my hand and lick up the cum that spilled across my hand never breaking eye-contact. I don't know what's happening to me. Maybe it's the location, maybe it's the earlier drinks, or maybe I'm letting out my inner slut in a way I never have. Usually once I cum I get self conscious and need to withdraw by myself. Now, I remain kneeling and sucking my fingers to relish the spermy flavour. My cock remains half hard as it becomes obvious that I need so much more than just a single release. The guy in front of me tugs at his jeans and pulls out his own hard cock and pulls the foreskin back showing off the flared tip. I lick my lips and lean in to take this delicious looking tool in my oh so hungry mouth but he pulls back and chuckles. "Uh-uh! Not so fast faggot. You have to earn this cock." I stared dumbly up at him, I must look completely fucking desperate. Kneeling before him stripped with my cock still dripping from my recent ejaculation. My mouth wordlessly opening and closing as I try to process this. "What do I do?" It's the only thing I can ask, and right now I'm prepared to do anything for this rigid dick pointing at my face. "Yeah, you really want this cock don't you faggot?" "P..please.." Fuck! I am desperate. "You'll do anything to get it right?" I just nod up at him "That's what I thought." As he says this I can see him tense. He grunts a little then his cock jumps and the hot spray hits me square in the face soaking me. He directs his cock hosing me down with his powerful stream of piss. Showering me from my head down my chest and back up. "Open wide faggot." I follow his instruction without thinking and my mouth is flooded with the hot cascade. "Drink it down you dirty cunt." I let my mouth fill and swallow closing my lips to do so. This causes the jet to splash all over my face. The taste isn't strong, kind of sweet and salty at the same time. Not like I imagined and I gulp what I can down before his tanks empty. Partly I want to show this guy how willing I am, but also because I have just discovered a new thing I like. He quickly shakes his cock and the last drops of piss splash across my cheek and he just laughs. "Fair play faggot. That was hot. Now. Turn around and push that pussy my way." I do as he tells me and, on my hands and knees, I push my arse out for his use. There is no build up, no ceremony to this coupling. He quickly kneels behind me, lines his cock up and shoves all the way in. "Fuuuuck yessss!" I moan into the night air. Balls deep and hitting all the right spots, he grinds inside then slides all the way out. I feel the cool air brush my hole for a second before he slams right back inside making my whole body lurch forward. I tense my arms and push back knowing he is intending to give me a workout. I am not wrong. He slam fucks me hard and fast. Long dicking my cunt for all he is worth. I push back hard, tensing myself to take the pounding of a lifetime. There is simply no way I can keep quiet and I am soon shouting out in pleasure as his cock forces my body to convulse. I am literally shaking all over as he relentlessly fucks me. I have completely forgotten how public we are and I am begging him for his cum while he takes total possession of me. I have no idea how long this lasted. It could have been five minutes or thirty. My mind was gone. Just gone. My face is in the dirt as I try to push my arse up for him. With a gutteral shout he shoves deep. Once. Twice. Then holds himself all the way in me as his body shudders in climax. "Fucking hell." I couldn't agree more but I am in no state to respond. I sigh a little as he withdraws and my efforts to push myself up only result in me rolling onto my back under the trees. I watch him as he makes himself decent and starts to walk away. He pauses and looks back. "Nice one faggot." And he's gone. After a few panting minutes I attempt to recover myself. At least the air has mostly dried me now, although I still unmistakably smell of piss and spunk. As I rise to my knees and begin to pull on my shirt a voice comes out of the dark. "That was quite a fucking show. I wish I'd headed this way earlier." Fuck. I know that voice. It's Sean.

From the little brother, Braden: I cough, holding a vape in my hand and let out a cloud of smoke as I look up at my brother and his friend. Seeing Ryan rock hard in his shorts like that makes my dick jump and ass tingle. I’ve wanted his cock for years and I never expected I’d walk in on him like I did today! And to know now, for sure, that he’s a total cock-slut makes me love him even more. I stand up, naked, and walk over to them. Offering the pen to my brother’s friend. Me – Damn bro, he’s hot! Ryan – No shit Braden! Get on your knees and show us how helpful you can be. Smiling at my brother, I immediately drop down to my knees. Undoing his shorts, they drop to the ground and his cock is already bulging in his boxer briefs. I press my lips to his bulge and breath in the heavy musky scent. It makes me melt. As I pull down his boxer briefs, I see his beautiful 9-inch uncut cock, already dripping with precum and slowly lifting itself upward to my mouth. I close my eyes and take it in, sliding his cock past my lips, I relax my throat and eagerly take his cock to the base. Then pulling up, I suck every inch of his rock hard cock with my tongue and lips. Ryan – Goddamn Braden, you fucking slut! How’s that feel, Marc? Marc puts his hands on my head and starts to slowly fuck my face. I moan into his cock, letting him and my brother know how much I’m enjoying this. Marc – Fuck dude, your little bro’s mouth feels fuckin’ amazing….maybe even better than yours! Ryan – Damn bro, you’re a natural born cocksucker! That, or you’ve had a fuck-ton of practice being a faggot….. or both!? I look up at my brother with this delicious cock in my mouth, moaning more. I nod just a bit and he knows the answer is both. As I run my tongue along this throbbing dick, I feel a series of bumps on the side. This guy must fuck around a lot if he’s coming over here like this. Makes me wonder how wild my brother really is! I keep sucking as he shoves his cock harder into my throat and then pulls his glistening dick out and slaps it across my face. I can taste so much precum as well as feel it smear on my cheek. Marc – Get on the bed, faggot! I don’t hesitate. I stand up as Marc takes his shirt off. I admire his sleeve of tattoos and the few that he has on his chest, abs and side, all of them seem to direct your attention right to his beautiful dick. I get on my brother’s bed, on all fours. Marc steps behind me and my brother comes to the side. I moan as I feel Marc slide a finger into me, then two. Ryan – Nice right! He’s got such a wet hole right now! Marc – Laughing – Fuck, reminds me of the first time I fucked you, slut! I smile up at my brother as I lick my lips and let out a soft moan. Marc pulls his fingers out and I watch my brother lick them, as if he knew that was exactly what Marc wanted him to do. His cock slaps my ass Marc – You want this, slut? Me – Fuck yes, please. Please fuck me! I look up at my brother as I feel Marc line his dick up to my hole and push. I moan out as I relax and let his raw dick push into me. He’s big, but the head slides in without a problem, as if that invited him to quickly shove in the rest of his thick cock, going balls deep! I groan as he pushes me forward and my brother stokes his cock in front of my face. Moaning, I put my open mouth on my brother’s dick and taste the precum he has dripping from his beautiful cut cock. Ryan – Holy fuck yeah bro, take that dick! You look fucking amazing like this! Marc isn’t much of a talker. He slides his cock in and out of my hole, making me moan as he opens me up and runs his hands down my back….I can feel his nails scratching the lower part of my back and then – SMACK – he slaps my ass hard as he slams into my hole. I let out a yelp and moan more as I squeeze his dick with my ass, milking his slick cock as it jams in and out of my fuck hole. Marc’s breathing speeds up as he slams his dick all the way in and out. Suddenly he just pulls all the way out and I feel so empty except for my brother’s dick in my mouth. Marc – Fuck I’m getting close. Get over here dude. I know what you want. Ryan slides his dick out of my mouth and I whimper for feeling so empty. I turn as he walks around behind me, rolling over onto my back. I lift up my legs, opening my ass to Marc as he stands between us. We look right into each other’s eyes as Ryan immediately starts to push his dick into my hole. We moan together as Ryan bottoms out in me and Marc pushes his throbbing cock into my brother. Me – Fuckkkk yes bro….oh my god you feel so good! I drop my head back as they both start to fuck. Marc fucking my brother and Ryan fucking me. I’ve dreamed of this for years! Ryan – Oh my god yes, fuck me! Fucking use my ass Marc. Mmmmm I want it! Me – Hell yeah….fucking take that dick Ry…you look so good getting fucked on top of me! I run my hands over Ryan’s chest and shoulders…both of us are starting to drip with sweat and I’m sure our moaning fills the whole house. I lose track of how long we’re like this, my whole body feeling the bliss of finally having sex with my big brother. Marc – oh shit…I’m so close dude. Fuck…you want me to breed your slut ass in front of your little bro? Ryan – FUCK YES! Please, do it. I… I looked right at my brother as I saw him moaning in ecstasy as his buddy pumped harder into him. I could tell he wanted to say more but cut himself off and just moaned. Suddenly Marc rammed his cock into Ryan harder than I’ve ever seen, making Ryan yelp. Marc held still inside my brother and then they both let out a long groan. I could feel Ryan’s cock start throbbing in me as he pumped his load balls deep into me. That alone sent me over the edge and my cock erupted hands free, covering my abs and chest in cum, two shots hitting me right on the face. I let my breath go. Everything felt absolutely perfect. My brother and his fuck buddy collapsed onto me as we fell into a sweaty, cummy heap on my brother’s bed.

I tried to get the picture of Sam getting fucked by that big poz cock out of my mind, but I could not. He had cum in Sam twice and I thought maybe I should say something to Sam but the way my cock was feeling was making me crazy horny. Soon Brian arrived and I usually love watching Brian fuck a hot hole, but I was distracted thinking about that big Poz Cock. Brian bred him and left, and I got online seeing if my new friend was online and he was not. I searched for a few poz guys and could not bring myself to invite them over. I had looked at one of the guys twice and soon I had a message. I looked and it was a name I recognized. BreedNegHole, fuck this guy sounds like the other guy but he just puts it out there. He was 5’11 auburn hair and brown eyes and a nice 8” dick. His email came over and our exchange is below: Breed: Boy you need your neg ass breed? Me: No, sorry I just stumbled on your file, hot body btw. Breed: There is no shame in needed a big poz dick in your hole. Me: No seriously it was not for me, I am whoring out this hot neg bottom. Breed: Bro, that is my specialty. Neg bottoms! Me: Well, I was only lining up neg tops on PreP since he is on PreP. Breed: You are fucking with me, right? You know I am rock hard and leaking now. Let me come over and you can guide my big dick inside the boy while we kiss. I could not do this really, but fuck I think I must. My dick was rock hard, I do not think I have ever been this turned on and although I thought about cancelling him three times after I gave him my address twenty minutes later, he arrives. He was good looking, and he stripped and told me to feel his abs and I did. He then guided my hand to his stiff prick; he was hard. He then ordered me to take off his underwear and as I did, he said that is one hot bottom you are whoring out. How many loads does he have in him? I looked up and said five. Nice, you are a good pimp, and you are a great pimp for lining me up for you cum dump. He will love my nut; you should taste it yourself while you are down there. I quickly stood up; I did not want to suck his poz dick. He then grabbed my hand and guided it to his dick and said, you can at least jack it for me. I jacked his dick as ne leaned in and kissed me. We made out for five minutes and then he broke the kiss and told me it was time to breed the boy. I walked with him over and he felt Sam’s ass and rubbed his finger on Sam’s cummy hole. There was some cum leaking out and he rubbed it with his finger, and he brought it to my mouth, and he fed it to me. He had me transfixed and then he leaned in and kissed me again. Then he guided my hand to his dick and told me to guide his dick in Sam. I held his dick and lined it up and once his head was on Sam’s ass lips, I lifted my hand and he said you are not done until I am inside your boy. I put my hand back on his dick and held the base while he pushed into Sam and Sam moaned. Once he was all the way inside, he leaned in and kissed me and fucked Same in slow long fucks as he felt my dick and balls. I was so hard and leaking, the young dude picked up his pace and his breathing became heavy, and he turned to me and said, I am going to breed your boy. You want that don’t you? I just nodded and he said, you must speak boy. I cleared my throat and said Yes, Breed him. Within a minute he shot his load inside Sam and when he caught his breath, he pulled out his dick and used his finger to get some cum that was leaking out and he fed it to me again and then kissed me. He moved over and fed Sam his dick so he could clean him off and then he got up and dressed and left but text me as soon as he was outside. I want any neg ass you find boy and I will even breed you if you go off PreP. I touched my cock and felt the cum boiling and before I had a chance to stop it, I came. Fuck, I can not believe I just came. I cleaned up and got back to looking for tops and I found two other neg tops on PreP to fuck Sam before the older guy, that first poz guy hit me and said, five minutes away. Does your boy need more of my special cum? I quickly hit him up and said YES. His response was on my way. There I was it had not been too long since I shot my load, and my balls were tingling. I searched for more tops and ran across this tall lean guy who was very hot. I could see his big dick outlined in the underwear and his file read. Hung top, looking for bottoms on PreP since I recently converted, and I am not on meds. My dick got even harder, I was not sure that was possible, and I sent him a message thinking he would not hit me back. My message read, whoring a neg bottom that is not on PreP, want to come over and breed him? I was certain from his message that he was being careful only to breed neg guys on PreP and his message came back. Stealthed my first neg hole last week, it was so fucking hot. Before I could send him, a response there was a knock and the older Poz man walked in and straight to Sam’s ass as he winked at me. He pulled out his big dick with the PA and slapped it on Sam’s cummy slit and then spit on his dick twice and he slowly worked his dick into Sam and fucked him for twenty minutes and shot his load. He pulled out and cleaned up and then asked me if I ever lend out bottoms. I asked him what he meant, he proceeded to share that he had three other guys who needs ass Just like Sam’s. Would you let me take him home and use him tonight? I want to party him up and give him the time of his life. I stammered and he quickly took that as a yes and he got dressed and grabbed a blanket and wrapped Sam in it and carried him to his van and placed Sam in it. I handed him his clothes and he tossed them in the Van and then he leaned down and gave me a kiss and thanked me for the toy for tonight. The man stopped and looked back me and said, you know! Then a long pause, your bottom friend will never be the same again and then he just smiled as he hopped in and drove off. I went to answer the hot newly poz guy and he was offline. I just wrote, lost you. Want to talk more about watching you breed some hot neg boy hole.

Yesterday I was the recipient of a massive load from this sexy scally, but it wasn’t the only load I received yesterday. My day started very early at 5am, to drive the 250 miles from family up north to home in the big smoke. I like to leave early so I can avoid the worst of the traffic, especially the campervaners and caravaners who are yet to hit the road. The other reason I leave so early is so I can be a cum slut for the day at the sauna, which is just what I did. I unpacked the car, got my poppers etc out of the fridge and caught the train into town. I was at the sauna, arse in the sling by 1pm. My first fuck was in this sling, an older chap with a nice, thick 8 incher. I coaxed him over to the sling so he could inspect my lube filled, hairy hole. He rammed it home in 1 thrust, made me wince a bit as this was my first cock in at least 3 weeks. Some French poppers helped with the discomfort which soon turned to pleasure. This older, white haired chap had some stamina, blowing his load after a few minutes, leaving his load to coat my cunt. I was Randy now. I passed this sexy bear in the corridor, quite young, maybe 32. We made eye contact and he led the way to a cubicle. With towels and masks off, we made out. God I love a guy with a beard.. He had a lovely thick cock, about the same size as the first one. As we were kissing I felt fingers in my silky hole, another top! I wasted no time, kneeling over so he could fuck me comfortably. I think he could sense I was already loaded, his thrusts quickened and then the familiar grunt as he unloaded in my cunt. He had a smile on his face as he left. After some wandering, the highlight of the sauna happened. I saw a familiar face ahead of me, a 40 ish muscled chap who’s fucked me many a time here, pre pandemic. This is the first time I’ve seen him since the sauna has reopened and he recognised me. I followed him into a cubicle and got to work, sucking his impressive 9 inch cock. Now this lad loves an audience, I kneeled over and he rammed it home, making sure the door was wide open. The place was busy by now so lots of lads would have seen the fucking. He’s such a sexy fucker it wasn’t long before a bear was standing over me, cock out for me to suck. Nice thick one too, my sucking getting him rock hard. The muscled lad was going hell for leather by now but stopped to let the sexy bear fuck me. Wow, I love a tag team, the bear went straight in and shot a load after only a few strokes, I was well sloppy by now. This was just what the muscled dude wanted, he added his load and slapped my arse as he left the cubicle. I didn’t cum myself, too much poppers so I headed home. Once there I was still randy. I saw a familiar name on fabguys, only a mile away. I messaged him and he was keen to fuck after work. This lad is about my age but looks and dresses a lot younger. He’s thin, lean and a wee bit rough around the edges. He also has a monster cock, and shoots gallons of cum. When he arrived I sucked him for 5 minutes as he requested. I knelt on the bed, exposing my still cummy hole. Well he loved it, he sighed when he entered my cunt. He was obviously super horny as it took only a couple of minutes for him to cum. But man, what cum indeed. It was dripping out of me as he pulled out. He left and I just needed to cum. I wanked off, thinking about all the loads in me, especially the load from the scally. I blew all over my arms, chest and belly and slept content. His cum was still dripping out of me as I showered the next morning.

Thank you for patience horny readers. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it. I am loving the speculation keep it coming. Chapter 7 As I stood there frozen with Troy’s hand on my little dick only my shorts and underwear between us I realised how big his hands were. I couldn’t help but imagine them manhandling me while he had his way with me. My little dick began to stir at the thought. A jolt of pain shot through my balls and up into my gut as Troy's hand firmly closed around my little dick and balls with a vise-like grip. “Did I say you could get hard faggot?” Troy shouted. “P-p-please let go” I managed to get out through the pain. Troy's hand tightened around my pathetic little cock and pain increased greatly. “Answer me faggot. Did I say you could get hard?” Troy repeated angrily. “N-n-no Sir” I managed as tears began to well in my eyes. “Now what do you say fag?” Troy asked while twisting his hand to one side causing and even sharper jolt of pain. “S-ss-ss-sorry Sir” I began to sob. “Good slut” Troy said as he released his grip on my nuts as I doubled over on the floor in pain. “Come on Troy, play nice, you don’t want him looking all red in the face for Leon do you?” Charlie interrupted. *smack* Troy’s hand firmly slapped Charlie’s ass. “That’s for assuming what Leon wants” Troy retorted. “Yes Daddy, sorry Daddy” Charlie replied immediately. The way Charlie said Daddy to Troy was completely different to how he called me Daddy. It’s strange how just a small change in tone can make a word sound. *smack* Troy’s hand slapped Charlie’s ass again even harder. “And that one's for not having your butt plug in. Let’s hope you can handle me without the warm up.” Troy said with an evil grin. “Yes Sir, sorry Sir” Charlie replied, knowing his place. “Now you know I don’t like to hurt you baby girl but how else will you learn?” Troy said, almost sounding cutesy with Charlie. “Yes Daddy I know, I’m so grateful you have such patience with me” Charlie said, sounding full of love for Troy. From the outside their relationship seemed unhealthy but I couldn’t help but wish it was me, it seemed so comforting. I laid there on the floor cupping my balls which still ached. Troy threw Charlie down on the couch. Charlie instinctively removed his shorts. Troy removed his singlet revealing this chiseled body, honestly it was beautiful, I don’t think I’d seen such a fit body in the flesh. Around his belly button he had a biohazard tattoo, it looked pretty cool on him. He then dropped his shorts revealing a black jockstrap that could barely contain his cock which was now clearly hard. He hooked his thumbs under the band of his jockstrap releasing his thick veiny monster of a cock. It was the thickest cock out of him, Leon and Jack, easily. He was uncut with a huge pink bell shaped head. His cock was about as long as Leon’s maybe a little bigger, but certainly more terrifying a prospect due to the girth. Charlie had laid down on the couch hooking his arms under his knees presenting his ass to the world. I could see his hole was tightening and relaxing, almost like it was begging to be fucked. Troy leaned down with his jock in hand and shoved it into my mouth. “Gotta keep you gagged fag. Don’t want your whimpers ruining my fuck. You keep these in until I say so. Understood faggot?” Troy barked at me. “Yes Sir” I said muffled through the jock as I nodded, tears falling from my eyes. “Good faggot” he said with a smirk smacking me lightly on the cheek. His jock tasted strongly of sweat and precum. Honestly I couldn’t get enough of the taste and smell as I gently chewed it in my mouth. I tried to hide my growing boner so as not to risk any more punishment. “Now had you been good baby girl and worn your plug as instructed you’d already be lubed up. All we have is spit now” Troy barked, spitting into his hand and rubbing it up and down his thick throbbing cock, ignoring the bottle of lube that was sitting on the coffee table. “Yes Daddy, please be gentle, I’m really sorry, swear” Charlie said in a soft submissive voice but in a way that made it seem like he’d planned for this all along. Troy spat on Charlie’s pink little hole and and began to rub it in. “You see faggot, inferior subs like you and Charlie need to be taught your place in the world one way or another” he said turning his head towards me and flashing a menacing grin. “Yes Sir” I said, muffled through his intoxicating jock nodding my head. I didn’t even think twice in responding. I could just feel within me that I had to, that it felt right. Without warning Troy pressed the large bell shaped head of his superior cock into Charlie’s hole. What from the outside appeared to be an impossibly tight pussy seemed to easily open up and accept Troy’s thick coke can cock. Charlie yelped a little as Troy continued to push his cock deep inside his willing hole. Charlie was moaning as Troy worked his cock in and out of faggot hole pushing deeper with each thrust. “I need it Daddy. I need to feel your Superior Alpha Cock destroy my sissy hole” Charlie whined with his closed, biting his bottom lip after. “You see Daddy fag, inferior sissies like my baby girl Charlie here need to feel a real cock deep inside them. They are addicted, hard wired since birth to require cock on a daily basis to satisfy their base needs and make them whole” Troy said making eye contact with me like he was bestowing ancient wisdom on to me. “Yes Sir” I nodded again through the jock. My hole began to twitch hearing his words. Troy shifted his focus back to Charlie as he was now balls deep in his ass. “Now baby girl, let's hope you don’t forget your plug next time” Troy grunted. “Yes Sir” Charlie whimpered. *smack* Troy’s hand had come down quickly and slapped Charlie hard across the face. “I’ll tell you when I want to hear your faggy voice sissy” Troy laughed before spitting in Charlie’s face. Charlie opened his mouth and Troy snorted through the back of his nose and spat a big phlegmy wad right to the back of his throat. Charlie devoured the spit like it was his last meal. Troy started to pick up the pace as his cock went from tip to base and back again in long full strokes fucking Charlie’s desperate pussy. His grunts overwhelming Charlie’s high pitched yelps. Without even thinking I had slipped my hand down the back of my shorts and had begun lightly circling my hole. Without spit or lube I still felt an overwhelming desire to finger myself. Troy was now jackhammering Charlie’s ass in full strokes tip and base, it was the fastest I’d seen anyone fuck a fag, even in porn. Troy was incredibly rough and Charlie seemed to be loving it. I had managed to slip the tip of my finger into my hole, it hurt a little without lube but the pain felt so good almost like I needed the pain. Troy began to slow down slowly pulling his cock completely out of Charlie’s hole, it gaped wide as the cock head popped out. “Tighten!” Troy commanded. Charlie clenched his hole as Troy plunged his straight back in almost ripping open Charlie’s little hole. This continued with Troy making Charlie clench his gaping hole so he could continue to invade it. I couldn’t help but notice Charlie’s caged cock leaking while still appearing soft. My cock pathetic prick was now rock hard a full 3 inches and leaking like crazy as I now had a full finger in my ass. I couldn’t reach my prostate but it still felt amazing as I tried to work a second finger in. Troy pulled his cock out one more time revealing Charlie’s quivering well fucked hole. “Flip sissy” Troy ordered. Without hesitation Charlie flipped over onto his stomach, one leg dangling off the couch the other bent up beside his body. Troy wasted no time to plunge deep into Charlie’s fag hole. Both hands gripping his waist above his bubble butt. Charlie looked at me smiling as tears welled in his eyes. I don’t think they were tears of pain but tears of happiness. Charlie was in his natural place and loved it. As Troy picked up the pace of his relentless fucking he placed his foot on the side of Charlie’s face and pushed it into him hard. Charlie yelped out in pain and lust. I was now three fingers deep in my hole furiously fucking and spreading my hole open desperate to have it filled. Charlie reached out with his hand and I grabbed it with my free hand. The way he held it was not for support but in a way that felt like he wanted me to share in this moment. His eyes rolled back in his head as Troy forcefully fucked him. “Are you ready baby girl? Ready for Daddy’s toxic load to recharge you?” Troy grunted. “Please Daddy!” Charlie moaned his eyes rolling back in his head. *thump* Troy picked his foot up and kicked it into Charlie’s head. “What did I say about speaking fag?” Troy said gleefully. It was like Charlie knew what would happen and wanted it. And toxic? Troy was poz? Is everyone poz in this house I thought to myself. Troy was now grunting as he fucked Charlie with long fast strokes. “Here it comes sissy. Take Daddy’s toxic gift” Troy moaned as he bucked 8 or 9 times into Charlie’s hole filling him with his hot poz cum. He immediately stood up and came right up in front of me pulling the jock out of my mouth. It was great to breathe properly again but I missed his taste. “Clean this off faggot” he commanded waving his cock in my face. I just nodded, not wanting to be slapped like Charlie was. I dove onto his thick veiny cock hungrily, pull my fingers out of my ass as I did. It had been less than 24 hours since I last had cock in my mouth but I had missed it and I felt fulfilled trying to take as much of his monster cock into my mouth. “Don’t bite off more than you can chew fag. An untrained slut like you won’t be able to take much of my Superior Cock. Just lick it off and get it clean” Troy laughed. I did as I was told and cleaned the mix of salty sweet cum and Charlie’s ass juice of Troy's intimidating cock. As I did Charlie was cleaning his own cum off the couch with his mouth. Troy must have fucked the cum out of him. Troy pushed me off his cock and grabbed an energy drink from his bag. Charlie came over to me and grabbed the back of my head pulling me into an intimate kiss. As he opened my mouth with his tongue he pushed his cum into my mouth and licked the inside of my mouth to take some of Troy’s into his. I greedily reciprocated as the cum mixed in our mouths. “Hungry fags” Troy smirked as he downed the rest of his drink. He was still rock hard and his cock seemed to be throbbing. “I am so happy you could share that with me. Sister” Charlie said gently, breaking off our kiss. He threw the empty bottle on the ground and walked over to us pulling us apart. “That’s enough faggots, now its your turn Daddy fag” Troy said with an evil look in his eyes. He pushed my body onto the couch and dropped to his knees landing in the back of mine, I let out a yell of incredible pain. “Spit sissy” Troy barked at Charlie as he spread my ass cheeks. Charlie spat what was left of the cum in his mouth onto my hungry aching hole. No way could I take someone as big as Troy even with the cocks I had taken yesterday. I could feel the head of his cock slapping against my hole and then a small amount of pressure. At that moment the front door opened. I turned my head to see Leon and Jack walkthrough. Leon’s wide grinning face turned to anger. “What the fuck's going on Troy?” Leon yelled. Immediately Troy leapt up from his position behind me and stood in front of Leon and Jack. to be continued....

You could, like, use your words and actually ask, right? Or if you both talk about what you get into and then plan on meeting in their hotel room it's *probably* going to be a sex date. I had a recent "date" where he wanted to first meet somewhere nearby for coffee but at the same time it was clear it was for sex - he just felt safer meeting in public and talking for a few minutes before jumping in. We had coffee, we jumped in right after and it was great :).

Denial is a powerful thing. Denial can blind you to facts and make it easier to lie to yourself. Denial can protect you from harm. Denial can make you stronger… and weaker. And denial can hone desire. The first time I saw Kurt it was Tuesday, April 25th and he was fucking a guy at the bar. I remember the date because of “Miss Congeniality”. I also remember it because I had agreed to meet there for a first date with a guy I met on Grindr. Naturally he never showed up. Go figure. Technically Kurt wasn’t fucking the guy “at the bar” but in the bathroom. At the trough urinal to be precise. After drinking three beers while waiting for Mr. No-Show, I needed to relieve myself… and there he was. Nailing some twink while they were standing at one side of the trough. The twink was braced up against the wall and Kurt had his hands on his hips and was drilling away. The remaining open area of the trough was occupied by another guy who was ostensibly pissing, but mainly watching the show. And then there was me. Standing there. Utterly frozen. Now, I wouldn’t say I’m a prude, sexually. I’d definitely had my fair share of sexual experiences. But my sex to date had been fairly straightforward and shall we say, tame. Definitely not of the “fucking in a bar bathroom” variety. Sure, I’d jacked off to porn like this- but I’d never encountered it in real life. So I think I was kind of stunned to have stumbled into such a scene at my local gay bar. Stunned—yet titillated at the same time. Instantly I had that nervous excitement about it in my guts. Like “this is wrong, but why does it excite me”? Looking back, I’m not sure what it was about Kurt that attracted me so completely and so quickly. I mean, I didn’t usually make a habit of lusting after guys who go around fucking in public toilets. But I was instantly mesmerized by him. Perhaps it was me attaching the sight of him the heady aroma of stale piss, ripe pits, naphtha, and pheromones. Or maybe it was my body tuning into the pulsing waves of sexual confidence radiating from him. Or maybe it was because I was horny and he was just a fucking ridiculously handsome man. Kurt was one of those empirically hot men- the kind you see in Colt magazines or 80’s porn. He was tall. Like a good head taller than me. Swarthy. Muscular. Broad chest and back. Short black hair and a thick beard so dense you could just make out a slash of a mouth in there. A jaw and nose like they’d been sculpted by an LA cosmetic surgeon. A dark pelt of fur covered his substantial chest and taut stomach. Thighs like a Greco Roman wrestler. Was he Italian? Greek? Lebanese? Whatever it was, he was fiercely handsome and built like a fuck tank. That night he was in biker boots, jeans and a leather harness with metal arm bands accentuating his ample biceps. He also had leather wrist cuffs on- like a modern day sex gladiator. As he pummeled the twink, I just stood and stared at him. It was like seeing a unicorn—the kind of guy that never really seemed to exist in real life. The guy pissing eventually left and freed up the trough, but I couldn’t move even though I really had to go. Kurt seemed to sense my presence. Without missing a thrust he called back over his shoulder in a deep voice, “You wanna use him next? I’m just about through.” This sort of snapped me out of it. I kind of stammered a bit and said no, thank you and that I just needed to pee. I moved to the free area next to them, as far to the side as I could manage in order to give them space. I was just freeing my dick from my pants when Kurt looked over. And I made the mistake of looking back. Time seemed to stop as we locked eyes. He stopped thrusting and just stared at me. And I stared back. He was just so beautiful that I felt I should look away. That I wasn’t worth being scrutinized by him. But I couldn’t look away. I was completely immobilized. After what felt like an eternity he spoke. “Don’t piss yet,” he commanded as he continued to stare into my soul. I merely swallowed and nodded my acceptance. Kurt started thrusting again and picked up his tempo, never taking his eyes off mine. Have you ever had a guy look you in the eye while he’s fucking someone else? All that naked lust projected at you. It’s animal. Almost feral. And even though you aren’t being physically penetrated, all of that Alpha energy has a choke-hold on your most primal core. His unblinking stare is daring you to look away from the stolen intimacy. But you won’t look away. You can’t. You are utterly frozen- powerless- waiting until the release of his seed releases his hold over you. Let me tell you. It’s intoxicating. Like nothing I’d ever felt before. It felt like we were in our own time bubble until suddenly he grunts loudly and I know he’s emptying himself into the blissed out twink. He slowly pulls out, gaze unwavering. I finally broke eye contact to look down at the meat that was slowly exiting the twink’s ass. Damn… it was long pullout. A thick, long, glistening cock with a fat, ruddy head eventually popped free of the hole. An enormous PA glinted in the half-light as his cock swung free of its anal confines. I swear Kurt wagged it a bit knowing that I was watching it. I could feel myself blushing. “Now you can piss,” Kurt commanded in a low voice. “Inside him.” My eyes snapped back to him. “Whu- whu- what?” I managed to squeak out. Kurt’s eyes glittered darkly. “Piss. Up his ass. He’s a worthless fuckin’ urinal and I wanna watch you use him as such.” I hesitated. I’d never done anything remotely like this before, and to be honest the whole scene felt like a fever dream. It was all so surreal. Things like this just didn’t happen to me and my brain was shutting down. My skin was hot and felt like it was vibrating. I found myself highly aroused, which disturbed me. It’s like he tapped into some dark sexual side of me that I didn’t know existed but longed to be released. And much like a dream, I felt like I was just being swept along in the story. “Do it. I wanna watch you piss my cum deep into his guts.” I still hadn’t really moved from my side of the trough, my fly undone and my dick out and really needing to piss at this point. Normally I’m pretty pee shy (and also shy about guys seeing my erect dick), but Kurt exerting control was overcoming my shyness and making my cock stiffen regardless. I saw Kurt’s eyes flick down to my groin and then a tug of a grin at the corner of his mouth. “Yeah, you Clark Kent preppy-types. You look like good boys, but there’s always a Superpig hiding just below the surface. All you need is that phone booth.” In a daze I slowly took position behind the twink, and slid my steel-hard dick inside his slick, well-opened chute. I could feel the wet heat of his ass engulf me, but my cock and body was dissociated from my brain. It was like I was watching myself do all of this from beyond myself- aware of it all, but also a bystander. “Fuck him,” Kurt growled. I’m embarrassed to say that I lasted all of perhaps 30 seconds. Kurt, the scene, the fact that this was so beyond the pale for me fairly short circuited my brain. My orgasm caught me by surprise and sort of startled me back to reality. “Oh my god. I just came in him. Without a condom,” I said in a confused whisper. Kurt looked at me with hooded eyes. “Good boy. Now relax that bladder. Fill this urinal up.” Was I really going to do this? I’d just cum inside a random guy at the bar and now I was being asked to piss his ass? All this in the bathroom at the bar on a dead Tuesday night? I could feel myself relaxing into the idea, but also warring against it. The urge to piss was strong and my erection waning, but I was still clenched. Kurt leaned in to whisper. “You’re gonna piss in him… for me. Because I’m giving you permission to give in to your desires. And because you know it will please me.” His hot breath on my neck made me shiver. Or was it merely a pee shiver? Or was it a shiver of my naked desire to please this fucking Alpha sex god? Whatever it was, the last of my inhibitions with the scene fell away and my bladder started emptying into the twink. Something I feel I should mention- I have a big bladder. I’m one of those guys at the movie theater who after the movie lets out, I’m at the urinal for a solid 3 minutes of pissing. Like, the urinals on either side of me will change over at least twice while I’m standing there. I get really self-conscious about it because I always think I might look like a [banned word] or something hanging out in a bathroom. So I always aim for the water so guys can audibly hear that I’m actually going still and not wanking it. (Yeah, I’ve had lots of time to analyze this). After a minute or so, Kurt asks the twink, “He pissing in you?” “Oh god damn yes sir! So much piss sir! I’m getting so full sir!” Kurt looks at me again with a smirk- his glittering, dark eyes raking my very soul. “Good boys.” I eventually finish, and slowly pull out of the urinal kid. “Now clean off his dick,” Kurt tells him. The twink rapidly drops and takes my dick in his mouth and starts sucking me. While this is happening, Kurt is tucking his flaccid equipment back into his jeans and buttoning up. Kurt has washed up and is walking out of the bathroom before I snap out of this weird sex trance. I quickly pull my dick from the twink’s mouth and zipped up. The twink silently resumed his standing post at the trough, awaiting others while I headed for the sink. As I was washing up, I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I didn’t even recognize the guy on the other side. What the fuck just happened? I don’t fuck random guys. And I certainly didn’t engage in water sports. Who WAS this person? Had I been drugged? I kind of felt a bit sick to my stomach. But I felt something else too… satisfaction? I splashed water on my face and toweled off before leaving the bathroom. When I made it back to the bar, Kurt was nowhere to be seen. I felt like I needed some answers so I quickly flag the bartender over. “Excuse me, but have you seen a big, burly, dark haired guy who was in a harness and…”. The bartender cuts me off with a harsh, appraising look. “Kurt just left,” he interrupts. “Don’t tell me he’s dickmatized another one?” Another one meaning me. “Oh… no. I just, um, wanted to… talk…to him. Maybe?” The bartender snorted. “Good luck, kid,” he said as he shook his head. “You’re gonna need it.” * * So his name was Kurt, that much I’d learned from the bartender. But where had he come from? Why hadn’t I ever seen him out before? Granted I almost never went to the bars, but still. Someone like him I figure I would have noticed at some point. Or heard about. Or seen online. Or something. Needless to say, I became obsessed with him. Like all-consuming, can’t-focus-at-work obsessed. Every waking moment I was replaying the bathroom scene in my head. My dick was getting raw from jacking off to it. I looked for him on the apps. I looked for him when I was shopping at the grocery store. I started rotating to other gyms in my network to see if I could catch a glimpse of him because he obviously worked out. All to no avail. I also started going to the bar more frequently in the hopes of running into him again. I started to go every Tuesday at the same time as before. But since that wasn’t yielding any results, I started peppering in other nights of the week. And Friday happy hours. I even started asking Charlie (the bartender) about him. As I was becoming a regular, I’d gotten on a first name basis with him. This particular night I plaintively asked, “You seen him recently?” I didn’t even have to give a name anymore as Charlie knew exactly who I was talking about. Normally he’d just roll his eyes at me and shake his head. “Actually, he was in two nights ago,” Charlie told me. Rats! I’d missed him! “And…?” I asked like the needy bitch I was becoming. Charlie looked uncomfortable. “Um, well. He picked up some out of towner, and they left together.” I was crestfallen and Charlie noticed. “Look kiddo. You need to set your sights on a different guy. Kurt is… well, I don’t think he’s a good match for you. I mean, he’s off-the-charts sexy, and you know the fuck would be epic. He’d probably split a little guy like you in half! But he has… issues. And I don’t think he’s exactly your scene. You’d just find yourself used and discarded like a teenage boy’s tube sock. That’s it. “Look. You are cute as hell with a bangin’ little bod on you. And you seem like you got it together, with a good head on your shoulders- at least when it hasn’t been turned by Kurt. You need to put yourself out there and find a nice guy, like yourself. Or even a not so nice guy if you just want sex. You honestly can get yourself any man you want at the drop of a hat!” “I’m not *that* nice,” I replied sullenly. “And evidently I can’t get *any* man.” Charlie just sadly shook his head. It wasn’t until a couple months later that I was at the bar (also on a Tuesday, as it was becoming my regular night) when I saw Kurt again. I almost didn’t recognize him at first. His hair was a bit longer and he was completely clean-shaven. He was also wearing rimless glasses that went with his business-casual drag for the evening. But it was him. It was definitely him. He was leaning up against the bar, beer in hand, in a tight, navy blue polo that looked like it was straining to contain him. He was also chatting with another guy who had his back to me. Kurt was smiling and laughing a little at what the other guy was saying and I felt jealously uncoil in my guts. I positioned myself in Kurt’s line of sight, and tried my best not to stare. It wasn’t working. Kurt wasn’t looking- he only apparently had eyes for this other guy. I drank down my whole beer this way… waiting for Kurt to notice me. Or at least to acknowledge my presence. It didn’t happen. When the other guy finally excused himself to the restroom, I decided it was time to make my move. I walked up to where Kurt was standing and leaned on the bar next to him. “Hey Kurt,” was my opening line. Smooth. He slowly turned to me and then casually tipped his chin down to regard me. His eyes were amber. I wasn’t expecting that. Seconds passed as he stared blankly at me. “Do I know you?” he finally said in a somewhat bored voice. “Um… no. Not exactly… But, um… there was this one time that we….” My voice died on my lips as Kurt’s friend returned. Kurt flicked a dismissive look in my direction and immediately turned away from me and started talking with his friend again. They spoke as if I were invisible. “So—friend of yours?” the guy asked. “Nope. Some rando… He just came up and started talking to me. It was really awkward. So, you wanna get out of here?” “Fuck yeah, daddy, I want my gift! Let’s go!” And then without another look in my direction, Kurt and his “plus one” left for the evening. My eyes stung as I stood at the bar. It was taking a massive effort not to cry right then and there; not like it would have mattered in the mostly dead bar. But still, public bawling over a guy was not high on my to do list. Maybe it was my jealousy, but all I kept thinking was ‘why did he leave with that guy’? I mean, I didn’t think he was all that cute. He was some average, mid-30’s, banker type with a receding hairline and a paunch. Was *that* Kurt’s type? What did he see in him? It was like a gut-punch to the old self-esteem. Eventually Charlie sauntered over, a concerned look on his face. “You ok, kid?” “Charlie, he looked at me like I was something he scraped off his shoe. I haven’t been made to feel like that since high school,” I said. “I mean, what’s that other guy got that I don’t got?” “A death wish,” Charlie mumbled. “What was that?” I asked, curious about his choice of words. “Nothin’ kid. I’m sorry you’re still hung up on him and I know it hurts a bit, but it’s for the best. Hell, they’re called ‘crushes’ for a reason.” He poured me a bourbon and set it in front of me. “Maker’s Mark… for affairs of the heart.” And then he took his leave, so I could nurse the drink, and my wounds, in private. * * After that, I became a bit less of a bar fly and a bit less stalkerish. Kurt still crossed my mind, but now instead of horny, it made me angry. Although I will admit that I found his facebook profile during one of my weaker moments. It was fairly private, so I couldn’t learn much. And it didn’t look like he had posted much in a few years. All I could see were a few pics of him with a guy named Bo who looked like he could be my older brother. However, I had so far managed to resist the urge to request friendship, which I saw as a definite win. I was slowly weaning myself off of Kurt, and getting back to somewhat of a focused life. And it felt good. So a month later when I saw Kurt again, it sort of caught me off guard. Although it really shouldn’t have- as it was at a sex party. Now, let me be clear. Sex parties are not my forte. I’ve only been to like 3 of them, like, ever. And while they are kind of exciting, I think perhaps I give off the wrong sort of vibe or something? Maybe I look too goody two-shoes? Or like I won’t participate? Or I look like I’m nervous (because I am). Whatever it is, I never seem to get laid at them. Maybe a little sucky sucky, but that’s kind of it. Which can be a bit depressing when you see others having loads of fun, so to speak. Anyway, my waning crush on Kurt had left me in a bit of a randy mood- considering I had been so focused on him that I hadn’t had sex in months. So I hit up a friend of a friend of mine whom I knew to have semi-regular sex parties at their fairly large (and sluttily equipped) home. As luck would have it, they were hosting one that coming Saturday evening as a July 4th “Bang Bash” and yes, I was welcome to “cum”. I received an email with directions and timing and rules (along with their strict no drugs policy). And by the time Saturday rolled around, I was fairly well vibrating I was so damn horny. Not wanting to seem too eager, I waited until 45 minutes after the party start time in order to arrive. I didn’t think I could take arriving early and being scrutinized by other party guests. It would make me even more self-conscious than I already am. When I arrived, I was shown where to put my clothes. As I disrobed, I was informed there were about 50 or so guys already there, the basement was in full swing, and that I should head on down. So I quickly got down to my jock, sneakers, and backward Cubs cap. One final check in the mirror convinced me I looked cute enough for this and I made my way downstairs. My glasses fogged briefly as I entered the humidity from the sweaty bodies. You could smell sex and poppers in the air. The basement area was illuminated by red bulbs, some rainbow LEDs and occasional bursts of laser lighting. House music throbbed to provide an ambient noise level to mask some of the fuck noises and lower inhibitions. It was a very heady combo, I’ll admit. I wandered around as I seem to do at such events, never quite sure of where to look or what to do with my hands. I saw several guys standing and/or kneeling as blow jobs were underway all over the place. A couple of guys were fucking in a darkened corner—the slap of flesh keeping time with the music. I watched them fuck for a little while. They were oblivious to my presence. As I wandered more I saw guys making out in groups of 3, 4 and more. There were guys on a couch and bent over chairs. It was a smorgasbord of sex. And then I saw him. His profile was unmistakable as he stood in a small knot of guys surrounding a sling. My stomach clenched and I nearly turned around to go back upstairs. But something made me hold my ground. I could tell that there was a guy in the sling, and that he was being fucked. I was hesitant to go watch- even though I wanted to- because of him. Suddenly a small voice inside me said, “Fuck him! You were invited here. It isn’t his party. You have every right to watch too.” So I made my way over to the sling. And thereby to Kurt. I stepped up to the side of the sling across from Kurt, keeping my eyes glued to the guy fucking the hot, furry, muscle cub who was currently getting his ass well and truly used. I had to will myself not to look over at him, but damnit if I wasn’t going to do my best to ignore that fucker the way he’d ignored me. It wasn’t going to be easy though, because in my peripheral vision I could tell Kurt was staring at me. Hard. Muscle cub by this time had found my cock and fished it out of my jock. He was jacking me and I was quickly wickedly hard. I shifted myself up toward his head so he could suck me while he was getting fucked. I shifted my gaze to the muscle cub’s face as he worked my cock. Anything to hold my attention and to keep me from looking at Kurt. Muscle cub was cute. Blonde. Stocky. Shoulders and arms for days. Nice pecs on him. And seeing him in such a vulnerable position on his back with his legs in the stirrups made my loins stir. I didn’t know if I wanted to do him… or be him. Probably a bit of column A and a bit of column B. Again, it was like I entered a sex trance and I was disconnected from my cock and this activity—I was aware of it but it was like I was dissociated from it all. Plus, I mean, again who *was* this guy who was actually participating at an orgy? Normally I couldn’t even get hard if there was more than one other guy in the room as I was too embarrassed and self-conscious. But tonight it was different. Because he was here. Dimly acknowledged in the back of my brain burned this solitary idea. I wanted to strike back at Kurt. I wanted him to see what I was doing. I wanted him to watch me fucking this guy’s mouth. I wanted to show him I could take pleasure without his permission and without even acknowledging him. In a misguided way, I was trying to wound him like he had wounded me at the bar. Although I honestly had no idea why I believed this would even phase him or where this idea had germinated. All I knew was that fucker was going to notice me and remember me this time. The guy fucking the muscle cub came suddenly—and very demonstrably. The cub pulled off my cock to moan in delight and say “Oh fuck yeah! Breed me!” As my eyes swept to the man emptying himself inside the cub, I stumbled. In a weak moment, I glanced over at him- I swear it was involuntary! And just as if he were medusa, my breath caught in my chest and I was immediately petrified under his gaze. He’d buzzed his hair down to fuzz, and his beard was at that heavier than 5 o’clock shadow stage. He was naked except for his harness. And tonight he wore a steel cock ring which matched the PA. This was the first time I’d seen the full expanse of his body, and my god he was beautiful. Like, everything was just perfectly proportioned. Everything except his fairly enormous cock. As we stared at each other? Waves. My god, the pulsing waves of pure, unadulterated sex that bombarded me from this man were unlike anything I’d ever felt! I could feel the thrum in my skin. Again, I blame the stench of man-sex and poppers and the July heat of the room and the music and pheromones. I didn’t even feel the cub’s mouth on my dick anymore (he’d evidently gone back to sucking me at some point- I honestly hadn’t noticed). I was lost in Kurt’s stare which was a grappling hook in my heart. With a small head gesture from him, I pulled my dick from the cub’s mouth and walked down to the now vacant end of the sling. Still locked into his eyes, Kurt reached out and placed a hand on my shoulder and added a slight pressure downward. I knew what he wanted, and even though I’d never rimmed a guy before, I obeyed. I slowly sank down, and started tonguing the cub’s furry pucker. The heat of his butthole and the tang of semen hit my tongue like a one-two punch, and it shocked me. A fuse blew, and I just started to eat his ass with abandon. The cub was moaning and begging for more, and I could feel him pushing out some of the cum for me. Tasting what he’d collected from these other men in this way drove me into a frenzy. In a hazy way, could tell my brain wanted to analyze what the fuck was going on with me, but I was too busy being swept along in the sexual current of the moment. I felt Kurt’s hand under my chin, gently lifting me upward. Again, he didn’t have to tell me what he wanted. I just knew. I absentmindedly reached for a condom, opened it and rolled it on. I spit on my hand and lubed up, although I didn’t need much. The cub was already well lubricated from several others. While continuing to be held by Kurt’s stare, I slid into the cub and started fucking him. Slowly, I let the sling rock back and forth, feeling the cub’s hot, hairy little hole slide up and down my shaft. Through my stare I was trying to telepathically communicate to Kurt that this is what *I* wanted. I wanted to be in the sling, him to be sheathed inside me— my hole working his shaft. Me giving him my body and giving him pleasure, and taking pleasure in return. During the fuck, Kurt moved closer. I felt his thumb and forefinger encircle my cock at the base as I fucked the cub. I was keenly aware that this was the first time he’d touched me, and I shuddered. On the outstroke, I could feel Kurt using his hand to work the condom up my shaft. Then he lined me up and I thrust back in. Then on the outstroke again, Kurt’s hand working the condom up. By the 4th stroke or so, it was just now at my head. He deftly pulled it off. Without missing a beat, he lined me up again and I slid back inside the cub. Kurt was again directing me as he wanted and I was his slave. He then leaned in close to me again and gruffly whispered, “Now breed him. He’s a cumdump and I wanna watch you give him what he wants.” I obeyed. I grabbed the chains of the sling and looked down at the muscle cub I was using as directed. He really was a cute guy, the kind of “aw shucks” guy it looks like you’d want to date and take home to your parents. At least until you found out he was a dirty, fucking slut. Which right now made my dick that much harder. His hole felt like wet silk on my raw dick. As I was building tempo, Kurt moved up to the head of the sling and tucked his prodigious unit in the cub’s mouth. Only about 1/3 of it fit and the cub was gagging on it. Kurt made eye contact with me again and held it as he grabbed the boy’s head and fucked his mouth. I smirked because I could tell that was doing this for me. He *knew* I would like seeing the cub struggle with his meat. He spoke to the cub next, in a deep voice that seemed to cut through the noise in the room. “Beg for his load, slut. I wanna hear you beg for his cum like the filthy cunt you are.” The cub stopped sucking long enough to start up a litany of entreaties for my seed. “Please breed me! Please cum in me! I wanna feel you load me! I need it! Please! No loads refused! I’m a fucking cum whore and I live to be filled! I want your DNA to be part of me! Knock me up, man!” Hearing the hot stud begging for me to cum was the final push to get the load to boil out of my balls. I buried myself in him and let go. Volley after volley of my pent up seed and frustration throbbed into his guts. “Oh fuck! I feel him cumming! I actually FEEL it!! Fuck that’s a lot! Oh FUUUUUCK!” the cub whimpered. And through all of this, my eyes never left Kurt’s. Even though I had just cum so much that it felt like my balls turned inside out, I was still in a sex trance. I was empty, but now I needed to get filled. I pulled out of the cub and made my way over to Kurt. I figured it was going to be now. This was going to happen. Kurt was still rock hard from our scene and I aimed to be on the recipient end of it. As I approached there was a brief look of confusion which flickered across his face. When I was in front of him, I reached out and grabbed his massive tool. He flinched at the contact, and pushed my hand away. Not to be deterred, I dropped to my knees in front of him and moved to take him in my mouth. He instantly jumped back away from me and barked out, “No.” It was like a hypnotist snapped his fingers and I suddenly found myself naked on a stage in front of strangers. One of the party rules was “consent”. If someone said No or wanted to stop- you stopped. That was the rule. And if you didn’t stop, you were asked to leave or escorted out. So there I was, as it were. Just a boy. Kneeling in front of a boy. Asking him to fuck me. And being patently rejected. It was so “mixed message” after everything that had just transpired that I actually started to laugh. I had so many emotions roiling about that I didn’t know what to do or how to react. Seeing how Kurt looked at me, I was instantly filled with hot shame. Which was then rapidly replaced by seething anger. I stood up slowly and gave Kurt my best “what the everloving fuck” look. He just looked back at me with pinched brows and shook his head. So I walked over to the nearest fuck bench, bent over with dramatic flair, and proceeded to make a show of lubing up my ass. And I aimed to get filled one way or another. And if Kurt wouldn’t do it, anyone else would do. Any and all of them. And that fucker was going to watch them do it. One guy immediately walked up and stuffed his dick in my mouth. I asked for some poppers, took a hit, and went to town servicing him. I was on a mission. During this, I felt a couple different guys walk by and caress my ass. One even fingered my hole a little… but then they would walk away. Nobody seemed to want to fuck me. I kept wriggling my ass and trying to tempt guys, all to no avail. Why was nobody fucking me? Even the guy feeding me his cock didn’t cum and he wandered off. I was prepped. I was ready. I had a muscular, round ass from hours of squats and miles of biking. And I was a pretty darn good bottom from what I’d been told. But tonight I was on a fuck bench island—alone. I was starting to feel pretty despondent, when suddenly I feel a guy’s cock start to nudge around my ass. Finally! I hear the lube bottle open and feel him slick up his dick behind me. A lubed digit briefly slipped in my ass to open me up. And just as the head starts to slip inside me, it stops and pulls out. “What’s your deal, man? I was gonna breed that fine little ass!” “It’s off limits for you. Go fuck the cumdump in the sling.” It was Kurt’s voice. Why the fuck was Kurt was cock blocking? This made absolutely no sense. “Fuck you, man. You don’t own this hole. And this little fucker is begging for a load!” said my would be fucker. “Seriously man, just walk away. He doesn’t want your toxic seed.” Toxic seed? Was the guy poz and was he going to fuck me without a condom? I stood up from the bench. “Dude, are you poz and were you going to fuck me without a condom?” I asked the guy. He looked at me with disdain. “Whatever, dude. It’s a bareback sex party.” And he stalked off. Kurt was standing there with his arms folded over his chest. “Are YOU the reason nobody’s been wanting to fuck me? Have you been cock blocking me this entire time??” I asked him incredulously. “I just saved your ass. Literally and figuratively. You’re in a sex haze and not thinking clearly. Did you really want his dirty dick to load you up with poz cum?” Kurt asked flatly. “Well… maybe I DID!” I retorted like a child. Kurt stared me down until I looked away. “I didn’t think so,” he answered smugly. And this pissed me off. “You know what? I’m out. Thanks for ruining what was turning into a good night. Let’s not keep meeting like this, shall we?” I spat as I walked away from him. I stormed upstairs, got dressed, and left the party. I drove home angry. Hurt. Sad. And … relieved? Relieved that I’d dodged a poz load in my ass all because of Kurt and his apparent conscience. I was more confused than ever about who the fuck this man was. * * I didn’t see Kurt again until the end of summer. And other than occasional angry thoughts about him, I didn’t much think of him during the time after the sex party. The only time he seriously entered my thoughts was during the one hookup I had in the month of August. Looking back, it was painfully obvious I was trying to find a clone of Kurt. The guy was big and dark and muscular—but the connection just wasn’t there. The sex was perfunctory and unfulfilling and left me fantasizing about Kurt while I jacked myself off on the guy. I ate my weight in ice cream afterwards, because feelings. Anyway, I really felt I had turned a corner when Labor Day rolled around. It was time for Tom and Hal’s end of summer pool party. I was in a mood and pretty down on myself, so I almost didn’t go. If Tom wasn’t such a good friend, I’d probably have begged off, coming up with some lame excuse. As it was, I sucked it up, put on the pink speedo that showed off my assets, and headed over. When I arrived, Tom met me at the door- a big shit eating grin on his face. “About time! And man have I got a surprise for you!” and he started singing “Matchmaker” from Fiddler on the Roof. “Oh no. Don’t you remember the last time you tried to set me up? I thought we’d learned our lesson, because *that* went so fucking well,” I admonished. “Look honey. How was I supposed to know he was still married?” he shrugged. “And a sub bottom with a diaper fetish,” I reminded him. “Everyone has little kinks, darling,” he laughed. “Exactly what part of ‘change me! Baby make boom-boom’ did you think I would find endearing?” I asked with a raised eyebrow. Tom waved me off. “This one is different. You are 100% his type, and he is SO yours. I mean, this guy is so EVERYONE’S type. Trust me. This time, this yenta is onto something big. And from what I hear, I do mean BIG!” I sighed and resigned myself to the fact that I had to just go with it. It was just who Tom was. I’d humor him, meet the guy, it wouldn’t work (like all the others because it was seriously like Tom didn’t know me at all or what I liked), and I’d go on my merry way until next time. Tom left me in the kitchen and scurried off to go find Mr. Match, so I made myself a drink. I heard him coming back with someone in tow (Tom was loud) just as I was completing my margarita. I turned around and… yeah. Him. Tom smiles huge and says, “I’d like to introduce you to…” “Kurt,” I finished, my disdain apparent. Tom’s smile falters. “Oh, have you two met?” he enquires. “Oh yeah. On a few separate occasions, isn’t that right Kurt?” Kurt just stood there, looking like he wanted to be anywhere else at the moment. For once he wouldn’t meet my eyes. I took the opportunity to add an extra shot of patron to my marg. “By the way, Tom? You’re wrong about me being his type,” I said in the shittiest voice I could muster. “He actually finds me quite repulsive—that is when he can even be bothered to remember who the fuck I am. So if you’ll excuse me, imma go find your husband and drink. Heavily.” And with that I left them standing in the kitchen. Several drinks and an hour of avoidance later, I was on an air mattress in the pool, trying to relax and soak up the last of the summer sun. I felt the waves gently rock me as someone slid into the pool. A few moments later, a shadow covered me as someone stood next to my float. “Hey,” he said. Because of course it was Kurt. I tilted my head over and opened my eyes. God he was even more beautiful wet. And today he was sporting hair that was a bit longer and just starting to wave a bit, and a full mustache with heavy beard stubble. He was a wet, sexier Tom Selleck. Or Pete Kuzak. It was his best look and it physically hurt me to look at him, so I closed my eyes. “What is it, Kurt?” I sighed. “You’ve successfully managed to suck almost all the joy in my life for the past few months. What are you going to do for an encore? Anally rape my mother while pouring sugar in my gas tank?” He chuckled. “That line is from the movie Clerks. And No. No encore. More like a truce.” I looked at him again. “I was a jerk and I’m sorry,” he said with a shrug. “And I think that for today, on this last day of summer, we should just hang out and… be. Maybe get to know each other in a different space. What do you say?” I thought about it for a good minute. I mean, really thought about it. Do I continue to be butthurt? Or do I just say fuck it and let him off the hook? Even though his eyes held mine again, there wasn’t the heat. Instead they were saying “please”. Which broke me. I relented. “Fetch me another drink, Farm Boy, and we’ll see,” I said. “Fetch it yourself,” he says and then proceeded to dump me off my air mattress into the pool. I sputtered as I came up and he was laughing like a kid and smiling. Smiling AT me. I’d never seen him smile before, not like this. Not directed at me. Being on the receiving end of it was absolutely blinding. Like a million photographer flash bulbs going off. And he had dimples, because of course he did. Fuck me sideways. The next couple of hours in the pool drifted by lazily. We talked about everything and nothing. The Clerks quote had opened things up and we chatted about favorite movies and art and just hung out. Other guys at the party desperately wanted Kurt’s attention, but whenever they would swim up to chat, he would shift over to me. Feeling his bulk casually brush up against my side, or his furry leg touch mine set flame to my skin. One time he even draped his arm across my shoulders possessively and my insides melted. Seriously turned to goo. I slowly reciprocated and put my arm around his expansive back to his waist. This time he didn’t smack it away. It was the first time I was actually touching him after all these months—the heat of his tan flesh under my hand made my heart stutter. I’d had more than a few cocktails at this point, so I was feeling giddy and buzzy, but in a really warm and delightful way. I was also punch drunk from the attention Kurt was paying me. Feeling cocky, I popped back onto a pool float and lay back with my hands beneath my head. “Push me around the pool,” I jokingly command him. “As you wish,” he replied. Fuck me. He did know the Princess Bride after all. I felt his hand move from the float to my side and I felt sure that I was in for another dunking. If that happened, I’d make him pay. But no. We were in the shallows of the pool and he was gently pushing me around- his large hand on my upper rib cage. Then his hand shifted a bit, and I felt his finger on my nipple. At first it just rested there, but instantly the entire focus of my being was concentrated on that little nub of flesh. Then his finger lightly circled it and brushed it. I shivered, and my cock sprang to life in my speedo. “Looks like someone is having a good time,” said Tom cheekily, and I quickly dumped myself off the mattress and into the cool water. I was immediately self-conscious again of being sexual in public and separated myself to the far side of the pool to get my drink. I hear Kurt haul himself out of the water and excuse himself to the restroom. Meanwhile my mind is racing with a million thoughts. What was happening? Was Kurt flirting? Did he actually want me? Did I WANT him to want me? What would we do? Would we finally have sex? My boner would NOT go down as my mind raced down alley after alley of all the things I wanted to do to Kurt’s body. Eventually I was able to quell my visible desire and decided that I too could use a bathroom break. I figured it was also a good time for a drink refresher too. When I looked for Kurt to see if he wanted something from the bar, he wasn’t around. Meh, I figured I’d just surprise him with something and I headed up to the house. When I opened the bathroom door, I’m the one who got the surprise. Kurt was there, leaning against the sink with his dick halfway down Tom’s throat. I think I said something like, “Oops! Sorry” before stumbling blindly away, tears burning my eyes. It was like my heart had been ripped from my chest and crumpled like a ball of foil. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t form coherent thoughts. I had to get out of there and away. Just… away. The next thing I remember was sitting in my car and bawling my eyes out. I’d been duped again and let my guard down. I was smarter than this. And How DARE he have this much power over me! But the truth was he did have that power and it sucked. He’d hurt me again. And the really fucked up thing was, I would probably continue to let him because I was just that pathetic. I felt the passenger side open up and someone crawl in. I figured it was Tom, come to apologize. “You know, Tom? Bathroom doors come with locks for a reason. Mainly so your EX-best friend doesn’t stumble in on you sucking off the love of his life,” I said with as much venom as I could muster. “It’s not Tom… it’s me.” Because of course it was him. And suddenly a switch flipped and I was furious. “Get. The fuck. Out of my car,” I said dangerously. “Seriously. Get out. Get OUT! Fuck you, fucking dick! Did you come to gloat? To Rub it in? Fuck you and your mixed messages. Fuck you for messing with me. Is this a fucking game to you? Is this FUN? Tormenting me? Teasing me and then gutting me to the core? Is THAT what gets you off you sadistic FUCK!” “No, this isn’t a game. And this isn’t what gets me off,” he said quietly. “Then what is it? What the FUCK is going on between us? Why would you come at me with your ‘lets just be’ B.S.? Then proceed to tease me all day? You aren’t blind or stupid—you KNOW what you do to me! You KNOW how I feel about you. You toyed with me deliberately only to go off and fuck Tom’s mouth!” “I didn’t do it deliberately, I honestly just wanted to try to befriend you today,” he mumbled. “And I didn’t go off to fuck Tom’s mouth. He busted in on me jacking off in the bathroom and he just dropped and started sucking. I… I wasn’t thinking clearly at that point…I should’ve stopped him, but….” “But?? BUT WHAT?? Any hole will do, is that it? Anyone’s but MINE?” I shot back. “I… I just really needed… I needed to get off, ok?” “You needed to get off. AT the pool party. Because it couldn’t wait until you got home?” I said incredulously. “Seriously. It couldn’t wait?” “No, it couldn’t wait!” Kurt was becoming visibly agitated and upset now. “Why the fuck not? Seriously, who just jacks off randomly at a party?” “I was doing it to protect you!” he said, his voice escalating in volume. “Protecting me? From whom? Tom?? You thought you’d protect me from Tom’s mouth by FUCKING IT?!?” I shouted back. “I WAS PROTECTING YOU FROM ME, GODDAMNIT!” All the air seemed to go out of the car, and Kurt was shaking. My anger dissipated quickly and my intuition was telling me something important was happening. I turned to Kurt and just looked at him— patiently waiting for some sort of explanation. Kurt wouldn’t look back. He just looked at his hands as he gripped the dashboard. He took a deep, shuddering breath and began. “I was protecting you from me. Being near you today? I thought I could handle it. I saw the way you looked at me at the sex party. How hurt you were and it gutted me. I told myself never again. So when you showed up today, I thought to myself, Kurt? Here’s your opportunity. Here’s your chance to make amends and maybe not be such an asshole. I really thought the best protection for you might be if I were a buddy, you know? Just a buddy who could look out for you and protect you. I thought I could handle it. But christ. Being near you today? Seeing your body? Joking around and hearing you laugh? Touching you? It made me fucking crazy- like I wanted to jump right out of my skin. I tried to tamp it down, God I tried. To just be a normal guy and not… not think with my prick. But you look so goddamn much like him and I couldn’t control myself and my dark thoughts started spinning out of control and I had to stop them. Stop myself. So I went to the bathroom to jack off. To relieve the sexual pressure so that I could maybe go back to just being a nice guy and maybe a friend. If I could just cum it might be enough to get through being near you the rest of the afternoon. But I didn’t lock the fucking door and Tom came in and he just… started sucking… and I just really needed the release or else I was going to do something I would regret so I just let him keep sucking even though I should have stopped him. I know I should have stopped him! It wasn’t his mouth I wanted. But when my demons are released it’s like trying to stop a freight train and then you walked in and everything went to fucking hell ….” Kurt still hadn’t looked at me. And he still hadn’t answered the big question. “Kurt,” I said gently. “Why do you feel you need to protect me from yourself? I’m a big boy- maybe not in stature- but I can make my own decisions. I’ve wanted you to fuck me for a long time.” “Oh you can’t say that! PLEASE don’t say that!” he cried. And tears started to flow from his eyes. “Why not? It’s the truth. I want you like I’ve never wanted any other man before. You electrify me in a way that nobody ever has,” I said as I reached out to touch his leg. He flinched and looked up at me, stricken. “Electrify? As in Charge?? HA!” He laughed mirthlessly as his body was wracked with sobs. “I’m HIV positive,” he finally whispered. “But it’s more than that. Much more. I’m sick. Not HIV sick, but sick in my very soul. I have a darkness in me. A twisted desire to infect other guys with HIV. You asked what gets me off? THAT gets me off. The thought of infecting guys makes my dick hard! Christ! I’m getting hard right now just talking about it and I’m fucking bawling while I bare by soul to you! How fucked up is that?” There was a pregnant pause as he took a deep breath. “And how sick is it that I want to infect you so you’ll be mine forever?” It was barely audible, but I heard it. “Kurt…” I started. “His name was Bo. Love of my life. I was fairly newly poz when we met, and he wasn’t. But we were determined to make it work. I loved him and He knew me, REALLY knew me. Knew my darkness. Knew my fetishes and kinks. My demons. And he loved me anyway. He loved me so much that he begged for me to knock him up. To infect him so we would always be together. I railed against the idea for a long time, and we were always so careful. SO careful! I needed him healthy and whole. But he wore me down. He said he was ready. He PROMISED me he was. That he could handle it and he wanted it and he wanted it from ME. He even told me that he would go get pozzed up from someone else, just to be done with it all. So finally I relented. I let the demons out and I did it. I fucking did it. It took on the first try too, because I’m fertile. And I gotta tell you, man was it hot. It was so goddamn hot doing it. I loved every fucking second and being the one to make him poz. Fuck, it blew my mind. When I bred him that night it was like all my love emptied into him too. Only he lied to me. He wasn’t ready for it. His family found out and they disowned him. Some of his friends turned on him and called him a fool for not being safe and stupid for being with me. They abandoned him. His conservative job found out and canned him. He lost health insurance. It was all so messed up. But I thought we were working through it all ok. We had each other and I loved him and that was enough right? But he got depressed. Really depressed. I came home one day… I came home…and… I’m the one who found him.” Kurt had tears just streaming down his face now- cathartically releasing all the pent up emotions that must have been eating away at him. “Bo is dead because of me. The love of my life died because I can’t control my sick desires. I was weak and he is dead. And I vowed never again. Not with someone that I care about. And then you walk into a bar bathroom, the spitting image…” “But Kurt, we can still do stuff. Be intimate. All this doesn’t make me want you less, if anything I want you more now. We can be safe….” I offered. “Safe? With me there IS no ‘safe’. You’ve seen me in action, when I’m amped up. I’m a fucking pig with a big cock and a bigger sex drive. Once the demons are loose, there’s no stopping them. You say “safe” but you don’t understand. You don’t KNOW. I’m telling you even now sitting here, after all this, I still want to infect you. I see you and I am overcome with desire. I want you so badly that I can’t focus. You are so beautiful and sexy and I want nothing more than to tear up that meaty little ass of yours. I want to fuck you so hard you bleed. I want to fuck you until your spine cracks and your spleen is bruised. I want you whimpering as I cum so deep inside that it will never come out. And then I want to do it again and again and again until you convert. Then we’ll be a matched pair and I’ll own you for life. You say ‘safe’. How do you think you’ll be safe with me? I’m way bigger than you. You don’t stand a chance. Don’t ask me to pull out, because I won’t. You think you’ll be safe if I use a condom? Don’t you think that at some point my dark side will win and I’ll sabotage the rubber so my seed leaks into you? Or I sneak it off and stealth you? Or drug you and then rape my poz load into your ass? God, my cock is hard right now just talking about it! With me there IS no such thing as safe, don’t you see? That’s why I’m telling you all this. That’s why I let Tom suck me. That’s why I pushed you away at the sex party. That’s why I pretended not to know you at the bar even though I wanted nothing more than to ditch that other guy and take you back to my place to destroy you. That’s why I sprinted home that first time at the bar. It’s me… protecting you… from me. Before I can’t control myself and it’s too late.” We sat quietly in my car, the only sound an occasional sniffle from him as we sat amid the enormity of everything he just unloaded. My mind was reeling from his revelations and his stark honesty. There was so much conflict going on inside me. My feelings for him. My attraction. His status. His dark fetish. His struggle. But above it all, just being in the car with him had me vibrating. My guts were a knot and… And suddenly, I was calm. In a moment of clarity, I knew what I was going to do. Kurt spoke again, dejectedly. “I know this was… a lot. And I’m sorry. I truly am sorry. Please understand that I think you are so… so beautiful. But you deserved to know. And now maybe you’ll understand I can’t see you again.” His hand moved to the door handle. Before he could make another move, I launched myself at him, grabbed his face, and kissed him. I wish I could say it was one of those beautiful, perfect moviestar kisses—it wasn’t. He’d been crying. I’d been crying. There were residual tears and snot. I came in too hot and our teeth sort of clacked together. It wasn’t pretty. But it was also fucking hot as hell. It started off with me ramming against him and him sort of yelping as I startled him. His body was tensed like a clock spring. I kept our lips pressed together unmoving- waiting to see what he was going to do. Suddenly the fight seemed to go out of him and he relaxed. Then our kiss morphed into a gentle “I see you, Jake Sully” kiss. And then it deepened, and turned more urgent until we were two horny teenagers making out in a car. And I gotta say—the stache and stubble combo? Holy fuck. Feeling his stubble rake across my jaw lit me on fire. Kissing Kurt in this moment was the most intimate, most sexual thing I think I’d ever done with another man in my life. It also felt I was kissing a brewing storm… and I never wanted to stop. As my hands wandered down to his straining groin, he suddenly stopped and pushed me away. “Fuck, this is what I was afraid of! I am barely hanging on, here. We have to stop.” “Have you heard of PReP,” I asked him breathlessly. “Sure,” he nods. “Well, I’m on it. And I triple dog dare you to try to get me pregnant, Kurt.” He closed his eyes then. “Drive,” he commanded as he fastened his seat belt. * * We drove to his condo in a blur. I drove fast, but not so fast as to get a speeding ticket (or DUI). He wanted to fuck me at his place because it was set up with everything that we would need. I honestly don’t remember getting from the parking garage to his unit. Once parked we were on each other again with reckless abandon. We managed to get out of the car, but he pushed me up against it- his hands all over my body. He ended up going down on me as I leaned against the car- my synapses shorting out as I felt his mouth take me inside. Then I tried to return the favor, but the 0 gauge PA kept clattering against my teeth which really bothered me. We stopped so he could unscrew a ball and take it out for me. I sucked his dick briefly in the elevator- I didn’t care if there were security cameras. Let them fucking watch me service this god’s dick! I just needed to feel him in my mouth. His dick is fucking enormous. Two and a half hands worth and my fingers didn’t touch around it. Big fucking head like a pit viper. He probably was going to fuck me in half with it, and I was beyond ready to surrender to it. Eventually we got to his condo and he had me go prep using his shower shot while he got the place ready for me. I did as I was told and made sure to spend a little extra time, as I knew he would be going extra deep. I stepped out of the bathroom into a dimly lit scene. “Come here,” I heard him say in his deep, sex voice. My feet were instantly compelled forward to the bedroom. He had a blood red light bulb in the bedside lamp, to set the mood. He had a sling set up, suspended in one corner from eye bolts in the ceiling. One of the walls had a large mirror there so you would be able to watch yourself during, were you so inclined. And the wall opposite the foot of the king sized bed had a 60” TV mounted on an articulating arm, so porn could be watched at any time. And he had filthy porn playing—lots of biohazard symbols everywhere. As I stepped into his den of iniquity, our eyes met and he said, “Last chance, bud. Or abandon all hope.” I walked up to him, staring deeply into his eyes. I feel that familiar sex trance coming on and this time I welcomed it fully. With that all my inhibitions fell away and I felt free. I knew Kurt wouldn’t judge me and anything was on the table. I chose my next words deliberately. “So, that guy that you were talking with that night at the bar when you pretended not to know me? Did you poz him?” I saw Kurt’s nostrils flare as his eyes glittered in the red light. “Yes. Yes I did.” “Tell me,” I say. “What’s to tell? He was a dumb fucking bug chaser. I found him on BBRT and told him I could help him out. He met me at the bar after work. I brought him here and gave him what he wanted.” “And what he wanted was your toxic seed. Did it take?” I asked. I knew my questions were goading Kurt on and getting his demons going. “Oh yeah. I told you—I’m fertile. He called me two weeks later to tell me he got the fuck flu. He was so happy.” “And was it a good fuck? Did you enjoy breeding him? Did it satisfy you?” I asked. “It was ok. He’d been chasing for awhile but everyone’s pretty well controlled these days so infections are rare. And he really wanted it so it didn’t feel like much of a challenge. It’s sort of hotter when the guy doesn’t want it, or doesn’t know he wants it.” Kurt’s cock was so hard at this. That’s when I noticed he’d changed his PA. The one in now was a curved barbell of sorts, but there were conical spikes screwed onto the ends. Kind of like what you’d see on a dog’s collar. I reached down and fingered it lightly. His cock jumped at my touch. “Is this your weapon of choice for my guts tonight?” I asked. “You triple dog dared me to get you pregnant. I aim to keep my record intact,” he growled. “So, about a month before I ran into you at the bar, Charlie told me he’d seen you with some random guy from out of town and that you’d left with him. You get him pregnant, too?” Kurt chuckled. “You keeping tabs on me?” he asked. “Just some light stalking. You know I’m obsessed with you.” Kurt reaches up and starts lightly stroking my nipples. My nipples are hard wired and with his touch, bolts of electricity coursed through me and made my dick jump. “I honestly don’t know if I got him pregnant or not- it’s definitely possible since I gave him a double dose. I may get a two-fer if his wife pops poz too.” “Fuck, really?” I asked. Even though I had started out as just playing a role to turn Kurt on, hearing him talk this way was getting me very turned on. Was I a secret chaser? Or was I just some sex pig that had finally found someone to help me realize my true self?” “Yeah. The guy was in town on a business trip. Married. To a woman. He was at the bar because he was bi-curious, the stupid fucker. Had cheated on his wife a few times with guys but only bottomed twice before. Such an easy pickup! He took me back to his hotel room so I could be his third time. Man, he was definitely not prepared for my cock. He cried while I fucked him.” “And you got him to risk it and go bareback?” I asked, definitely curious at this point. “Not at first. He insisted on a condom because he was ‘married’. But I deliberately didn’t use enough lube. I wanted to rough him up a bit and also possibly have the condom pop. That happens sometimes due to my size and my… vigor. Whoops.” He grinned and I had to laugh at the way he said it. “Unfortunately, the condom held, but he was really crying and it was tearing up his ass something fierce because fuck he was tight, so I told him it would feel better skin to skin. I had him take a hit of poppers, stripped off the condom, lubed up, and slid right back in. “I stealthed him quick before he came to his senses. And then kept going to make sure I massaged that load into him. As I was working up load 2 he did ask me not to cum in him. I said ‘Why change things now?’ and shot a second load deep. That’s when he kind of freaked out a bit and kicked me out of his hotel room.” “Was this a good fuck?” I asked, as I moved behind him and knelt to tongue his butthole. As soon as I made contact in his furry crack, I went into overdrive. He moaned. “Fuck yeah! There’s nothing better than breeding a married “straight” guy. I love it when the guy struggles to take my cock. I like it when they cry too- feels more like rape, even though they never ask me to stop. And I love sending them on their way with my little gift. Their cheating asses are getting what they deserve. Plus it’s hot thinking that they might pass it on to their wives or to some other guys along their path of sexual discovery.” “I have a question for you,” I say, pausing in my rimming. “At the sex party, why didn’t you just let that guy fuck me and breed me? Maybe I would have popped poz and all this conflict would have gone away.” Then I dove back into his perfect ass. “I thought I already answered that. I needed to be the one to do it so that you’re mine forever. I couldn’t let some other guy have that honor. Not with you. Especially when I could stop it. Do you know how many poz guys I chased away from your hole that night? At least 5. The last guy was definitely toxic, although you would have liked his dick.” I stopped rimming him and stood up. I stood on tip toes and whispered into his ear. “I think it’s time for you to impregnate me. Give me my first dirty dick.” Kurt kissed me fiercely then. It wasn’t like the first one in the car, or even the parking garage—this WAS a Hollywood kiss. Longing and long-denied desire pouring out in a flood between us. I’ve never been kissed like that by anyone before—or since. All I knew was that my mind was fried and I was complete his now and forever and all I could think was “dick dick dick… in in in…. now now now… “. He picked me up deftly, and placed me into the sling. My feet were placed in the stirrups and cinched in snugly. He looked down on me with unbridled lust, and I’m sure I looked back with equal amounts. He bared his teeth and chuckled menacingly. “You stupid fucker. Your ass is mine now. I’m gonna give you my AIDS.” “Stop talking and fucking do it already,” I goaded. He let out a fierce growl and lubed up his dick. Then he lubed up my hole, making sure to roughly finger the lube into me. Then I felt his cock head and the sharp PA resting against my pucker. I sucked in a sharp breath in anticipation. He tossed me some spray poppers and a cloth. “Here, you might want to try these. I’ll do you a solid and wait until you’re flying.” “I want you to know something,” I said as I uncapped the spray can. “I’m not going to be like that businessman. I’m not going to cry. I’m not going to beg for you not to cum in me. I’m not as innocent as I seem and I don’t need your mercy. I’m tough. And I’m a greedy fucking bottom who lusts for big cock. I need this. I need YOU. I think I’ve needed you my whole life. And my body is yours to destroy as you see fit.” I hit the spray poppers and soon my head fuzzed and everything got warm and tingly. I felt a sharp pinch as he entered me, and then discomfort as his girth slowly slid inside. I figured Kurt was just going to fucking pound me until I passed out, but no. He slow fucked me. He worked his enormous tool back and forth inside me, stopping when it started nudging my second ring and then sliding languorously back out. A couple times he pulled all the way out with a sharp plop (which I admit stung a bit) before pushing slowly back inside. I’m not gonna lie, what he was doing was feeling fucking incredible. So much cock was in me and I felt so stretched! But there was also the added sensation of the metal dragging in my guts. And then there was his gaze. I could almost taste his lust. “I thought you were going to fuck me,” I growled. “Patience, young padawan,” he said. “I’m just tilling the soil for my seed. There’s a method to my madness, you’ll see. I can’t just ram you with this particular PA in. It’s kind of uncomfortable for me and the cones tend to come loose. One time I lost the whole thing inside a dude’s shitter- now that was interesting breeding session. Also, I’ve been cautioned by the piercer that with my size, this type could get caught deep in your colon and hook us together in a rather compromising position. And that wouldn’t be very much fun now, would it?” I shook my head. “Plus we can’t risk damaging that beautiful baby-maker you got,” I agreed. “You like it?” he says cockily as he flexed it inside me causing me to gasp. “It’s the biggest dick I’ve ever taken and its going to ruin me forever for all other cock,” I told him quite sincerely. “Oh, its’ going to ruin you all right.” He grinned wickedly. He popped out again, and started removing the PA. “You should be good and scraped up now. Plenty of places for my seed to latch,” he said matter of factly. “And now the real fucking begins.” He relubed and I hit the spray poppers again, just in time to get fuzzy before his onslaught. I know everyone is now expecting a merciless rape of the sabine women scene, but it wasn’t like that. He was definitely all about taking his pleasure, but not at the expense of mine. He re-entered me fairly slowly and when his dick came to my second ring, he patiently worked me open until he could get all the way inside. Then he short stroked himself deep in there in order to make sure I was good and open for his dick before he started giving it all to me with force. And for me? Nobody had ever fucked me this deep before. And definitely nobody that I was so in tune with. I literally don’t remember some of the fuck once he got going, because I was riding wave after blissful wave. I was having anal/full body orgasms left and right from the way his cock was hitting inside me. I’m pretty sure I was making loud, guttural noises and probably scaring his neighbors. I honestly don’t know how long he had been fucking me before I regained my voice. 20 minutes? 2 hours? It was all a blur. But he was buried in me and grinding when I decided to ask for more. “Kurt? Will you put in the big PA for me? The 0 gauge that you had in the night we met? I’ve never been fucked by one and I need to feel it.” “You sure? Because it will probably bruise your sigmoid colon a bit,” he said with a touch of concern. “Yeah, I’m sure. I wanna be able to feel you inside me for days after this fuck.” He pulled out slowly and went to his dresser. This was a captive bead PA and he had bought the special tool for popping the ball in and out. With an audible snap, I knew it was in and that I’d soon be feeling it. “This is more than I could have hoped for,” he said during the lull in our fucking. “You’re taking me like a champ, and I’ve already been leaking tons of precum into your cunt. This is the hottest sex I’ve ever had and you’re helping me edge up one massive load. You’re so getting infected. I don’t care if you are on Prep—it’s not going to be able to save you after this.” “Promises, Promises,” I joked. “Now, play with my nipples as you enter me and get ready to see stars.” It took a bit to get the 0 gauge in me, but in me it went. All the way in me. And yeah, I felt it. The heavy weight of it moving inside me as he thrust into me. The pleasure pain as he drove that ring and ball repeatedly into my second ring. He did work my nipples as he fucked me now, and my hole went crazy on his dick. This set up a steady litany of accolades from him, where extolling my virtues as a professional bottom cock pig. I could tell we were nearing the finale at this point, and truthfully I wasn’t exactly sure how much more my guts could take. Poppers were failing to dull the pain he was punching into me now. “Look at me Kurt,” I commanded. And our eyes locked one last time. “I… I’m pretty sure I love you,” I stammered while staring intently at him. “It was love at first sight. From that first moment our eyes met in the bathroom, I knew. I just… knew.” Kurt was fucking me hard now. “It was inevitable. We were always going to end up here, right here. With you trying to knock me up. Because this connection of ours would not be denied.” His hands were fiercely gripping my hips and he was literally throwing my ass onto his dick. His groin slamming into me with abandon with smacks echoing off the concrete walls in his condo. “You know how much I love you, Kurt?” I grunted out between thrusts. “No. Tell me,” he ground out. “You know how I told you I was on PrEP?” I said, through gritted teeth. “I lied.” He came in me then. With a guttural moan that was somewhere between triumph and anguish, he came. Deeply. And hard. He was planted all the way up inside me when he launched volley after volley after volley of his charged semen into me. And I felt it. Not just the throbbing of his cock up inside me where no man had ever been, but I felt his cum. I felt the shots hit inside. The wet heat. All of it. And somewhere during his orgasm I had my own. My own prodigious load shot everywhere. I felt it hit my face, but it painted me from chin to navel. When he finally stopped cumming (like 2 minutes later, his cock still up in my second ring), he looked down at me with something that looked like sadness in his face. “Is it true?” He asked. “Is it true that I love you?” I said, playing dumb. “Absolutely. I’ve been head over heels for you for months. Since I first saw you.” “No, I mean… the PrEP thing. Is it… true?” I looked at him and shrugged. “Yeah, it’s true. I’m not on it. Never was.” Kurt started breathing rapidly and he started to shake a bit. “Oh god. You LIED to me! No no no! Fuck! This is going to be Bo all over again! I can’t handle that. Fuck, what have I done? Oh god, I never should have…” “Hey!” I snapped, and Kurt stopped. “You didn’t do this. I did. I chose. I decided that I wanted you to own me forever, so I let this happen. No. I MADE this happen. And if I had changed my mind, I would have stopped it. It *is* possible to stop Mr. Ferris Buehler, you know.” This elicited a small smile from him. “I’m sorry I lied to you. I won’t do it again. Ever. I promise.” I looked deeply at him so he could see my earnestness. “Ever. And although I look like him, I’m not him. You gotta trust me on this.” He nodded. I was still on my back in the sling and he was still in me at this point, and my load was starting to run everywhere. So, I scooped up what I could from by chest and belly and held it out to him. “If your fertileness is to be believed, this is my last neg load. Take it,” I said. “It’s always the Clark Kent types,” he said with a snort. And without breaking eye contact, he lowered his head to my hand and lapped up my cum. Then he held my hand while he slowly sucked each of my fingers clean. “How’s it taste, big guy?” The corners of his mouth twitched a bit before answering. “Positively delicious.” “OH MY GOD YOU DID NOT!” I guffawed. “What?” he shrugged. “If you can quote cheesy movie lines to me, then I’m gonna make puns so bad they’ll give you AIDS.” And then he smiled at me. And it was blinding. * * After our breeding session, he carefully removed my feet from the stirrups and I wrapped my legs around him tightly. Determined to keep him planted inside me forever. He lifted me out of the sling (with my help) and we maneuvered to his bed. With much shuffling and grunting, we managed to scooch all the way up, until I had a pillow under my head, and he was laying with most of his weight on top of me. We kissed slowly and deeply like this for a long time. As we were resting (he was STILL in me, although my hips were starting to cramp at this point), I started thinking about a positional change. “Hey, when do I get to fuck you?” I asked. “I don’t get fucked, I fuck.” He stated. “Although if I were to get fucked, it would be you. You seem to know what you’re doing.” “And you seemed to enjoy watching me fuck those guys,” I said. “I enjoyed MAKING you fuck those guys. There’s a difference. Although I’m sure they liked it. A hot fucker like you dicking them down? Plus you got a pretty good dick on ya for a little guy. Not as good as mine but….” I smacked him and he playfully said “ow”. He chuckled while I made my hole dance on his dick a few times. I grabbed his face and looked at him. “You know, I think I’ve always been a pig. Or more accurately a pig-in-waiting. I was just so focused on being the good boy that everyone wanted me to be. Always so tentative. Afraid to cut loose. I guess I was in some pretty deep denial. Until you. Then it was all ‘Suuuuper Piiiiig’. I guess that makes you my phone booth.” “What’s a ‘phone booth’?” he asked in mock seriousness. It was right after this that I was brought up short by a sudden and paralyzing thought. Once again, my insecurities were rearing their ugly head, and my mind started running unchecked down dark alleys. “Kurt… if you do manage to seroconvert me, is that it then? Party’s over? You move on to another hole and we just become buddies that wave to each other at the clinic or…” my voice trailed off, suddenly fearful. He looked at me like I was an idiot and shook his head. “God I love pozzing up stupid guys! Mwa-ha-ha-ha!” a said with a fakey, evil laugh. Then his face got serious. “Weren’t you listening, silly? I said I wanted to poz you so that I would own you forever. Forever doesn’t mean for the two weeks of daily breeding until you get the fuck flu.” This time it was my turn to nod that I understood. “Daily breeding, you say?” I said, slowly cocking an eyebrow. “With an ass like yours? At least,” he growled as he snuggled into my neck. “Oh! I just had another thought,” I said cheerfully. “Oh god. Is *this* how it’s going to be with you? You ‘thinking’ all the time, asking dumb questions and interrupting snuggies?” he smirked. “Oh, I think you’ll like this one. So, once I pop poz and before I go on meds, how would you like to watch me knock up some guys? I’m thinking maybe like a nice, dumb 18 year old high school jock. Get him good and pregnant before his college career?” “Am I answering your question?” he asked, as his cock rapidly started swelling in my soon to be destroyed (again) ass. And then we kissed. And five very positive years later, we’re still kissing.

Sam the short muscle bottom. I like to whore out bottoms, get guys to come over and fuck them bare and dump their load in a hot bottom and leave. I had been courting Sam this hot white muscle bottom for months and he said he rarely ever fucked bare and although it sounded hot it was not for him. The third time I asked I shared with him that I had regulars and they were all neg on PreP and that it was a safe experience. The exchange below is what came from my third request and statement. Me: So, it is totally safe. Sam: Really, they are all on PreP? Me: Yes, all my buds are on PreP as am I. Sam: I am not on PreP right now. Me: Not a problem sense we all are. Sam: Yea, so how would this work. Me: You come over and get naked except for a jock and suck my dick and every time the doorbell rings you slip your blindfold in and a bud on PreP comes in and feels your light little body and either eats your hole or lubes you up and fucks you. Breeds you and then leaves. Sam: You sure they are on PreP? Me: Yep, I have known these guys. Sam: Okay, I am up for it. When? Me: how is Thursday Night? Sam: Good, I have Friday and the entire weekend off. What time? Me: How is 7 PM? Sam: That works, do I need to bring anything? Me: No, I have everything so no need to bring anything but clean out good. Sam: I will, you have buds with big dicks? Me: Yes, buds and I have big dicks. Sam: Hot, send your address and I will be there at 7 PM. Me: Great, oh yea, wear a jock. Then I sent same my address. I had emailed and texted buds about Sam, four were available but many of them were busy or had bottoms already coming over. I resorted to looking for guy online despite telling Sam I knew them all. I located eight other guys all young and hung who were great prospects. All said they were on PreP and loved fucking bare hole. Three emailed me back by Wednesday and two more on Thursday morning and I lined up my regular buds first and got info to hit up the other guys one at a time for Sam, so he had a great experience and because I love watching a bottom get loaded more than anything. Thursday came and I got things around, lube, towels, G and T (had not discussed with Sam and his profile said no drugs) blindfold, restraints (had not discussed them either) and some toys to use on him. I hid the restraints, T and G and when Sam arrived, he was so fucking cute. Blonde hair, blue eyes and an adorable face with a hot ass body. I poured Sam a drink and he looked nervous, and I spiked it with a little G and watched as he drank it and I offered him another and spiked that one too. Told him my first bud would be there soon so he should get undressed and up on the bed in his jock. Sam jumped up and almost lost his balance and I had to hold him so he could undress that hot little smooth muscled body and then to when he slipped off his shorts the hottest ass farmed with that dark blue jock was a site to see. He crawled up on the bed and I placed a couple pillows for his chest and once he was in place, I feed him my cock. Sam was a great cock sucked and I knew he would make a great cum dump for the night. I told him to stay in place and I went around and spread his checks and ate that little hole. Sam moaned and arched his back, he tasted amazing, and I tongue fucked him till I heard the doorbell and helped Sam slip on the blindfold and fed him my cock as my Friend Dean walked in and said, "Fuck yea. You outdid yourself this time." He got on the bed and bent down and ate Sam and made him moan on my dick. Dean loved ass and after five minutes of eating Sam’s hole Dean got off the bed and undressed and let his uncut 8’ dick spring from his underwear and he lubed it up and slowly slide it into Sam. Fucking him for almost ten minutes before shooting his load deep inside Sam. Sam caught his breath and then looked at me and said, fucking great cum dump, Thanks and he pulled out and cleaned up. He then dressed and left and passed Mike who just walked in, and I whispered to Sam to leave the blindfold on. Mike is a think good looking college kid with a fat 7.5-inch dick, and he loves to breed. He does not eat ass; he just loves to fuck and nut in a hot hole. Mike hopped up and pulled out his dick and slide in Sam as Sam yelped a little and I rubbed his chest and pinched his nipple and Mike started to fuck Sam hard and Sam moaned even loader then when Dean was and Mike slapped his ass and said fucking whore, you need my load don’t you. Anonymous cum dump for my big dick, fuck that makes me cum even more. He slammed Sam ten more times and then growled as he shot his load in Sam. I got a text from David, and he was delayed, and Ryan could not come for over an hour, so I hit up a couple guys online I had talked earlier. Dylan and Diego, Diego responded first and text he was ten minutes away. I took that time to give Sam a shard of T and since that went so well, I slipped him another before Diego arrives with his big 9” dick. Diego came in and nodded to me and undressed and got up on the bed and did not say a word. He fingered Same and Same moaned and then Diego asked how may loads, I said two and then he pulled his fingers out and slide his big dick slowly into Sam and he helped a little as that big dick stretched his hole. Diego loved to fuck, and he drilled Sam for fifteen minutes and shot his load inside Sam. Dylan arrives and he seemed to know Diego and they greeted each other while Diego was getting dressed to leave and Dylan was undressing. Diego watched while Dylan unleashed a nice thick 8” dick and slapped it on Sam’s cummy hole and then pulled back and spread Sam’s hole and began eating that cummy little slit. Diego watched while Dylan tongue fucked Sam and Diego said, fuck yea eat me cum bro (in a heavy accent) and then he laughed and walked out. Dylan ate away and after he was satisfied and lined up his dick and piston fucked Sam until he shot his load deep in that cunt and then slow fucked him and five minutes later piston fucked him till, he shot in his hole. Fuck that is some good pussy he says and then he pulls out and said the boy had to suck my dick clean. I moved over and he fed Sam his dick and let him suck him clean. I text everyone and no one was free, even though they said they would be. I started looking for other guys and I could only find one that said neg on PreP. He was 50 years old tall with a big dick and I hit him up. He was not exactly what I wanted to watch but he would due until the rest of the guys were free. I gave my address and asked the guy when he could be there. The guy said 5 minutes, fuck he must have been close, and I told him to come over and the door would be open, and Sam would be blindfolded. Seven minutes later the guy walks in and he really did not look like his pic, he looked better. He was tall and more built, and he felt up same and looked at me and said the kid is neg right? I told he was, and I said your file says neg on PreP and he said yes is all and he began to slip his pants off but left his shirt one and he had the thickest 9” dick with a PA. He got on the bed and fingered Sam with one, two and then three fingers inside him making same moan and then he led his PA a lined it up at Sam’s slit and pressed t and then pushed his fat head in and Same yelped and he pressed slowly and soon he was lodged deep in Sam’s hole. The guy knew how to fuck, and he slowly pumped Sam’s hole making the boy moan and whimper and after thirty minutes of slowly but forceful fucking the man shoves hid dick in and grunted and said fuck, I needed that. He worked his dick out slowly and then guided the PA out and it had pink cum on it. He went to the bathroom and asked for soap, and I walked over, and he had slipped off his shirt and the guy was muscled and had well-defined chest and abs and a scorpion tat on his left pec. I swallowed hard and asked him if he was a Scorpio and he said an, I am an Aquarius. I swallowed even harder, and I said you know Sam the kid you fucked is neg and not on PreP. The guy’s dick had gone soft but as I said that I could see it coming to life and it was soon rock hard again and I looked down at my dick and I was rock hard too. He leaned in and said, no reason to put my shirt back on. I nodded and he smiled at me and said, think I should fuck the kid again. All I could do is nod again. He walked right back over to Sam and felt him up again and then worked his dick in him again and fucked him harder this time but still nice and steady and twenty minutes later he shot another load inside him. He cleaned up again and then got dress and I walked him to the door. He leaned in and said, your bottom and I have a lot in common. I said yea? He smiled and said neither of us are on Meds and he winked and said he would be back in a few hours if the boy needed more cum. I closed the door and thought I should rush the kid to the ER and get him some pills but a text cam in from a buddy and he said he was ready for that fine ass, and I went back to Sam and let him suck my rock-hard dick. Could I possibly think this is hot? What the fuck. My dick seems to be telling me something is all I thought while Sam sucked my cock and I waited for Brian.

my older brother was the first guy to fuck me. I had already been sucking his cock for over 2 years by then and had probably swallowed over 1000 of his loads, as well as hundreds of his one buddies and hundreds of my older cousins loads and a few dozen loads from 3 of his buddies, as well as several boys from school, sports and the neighbourhood. I mention that just to show what a cockhungry, cumthirsty schoolboy I was. I actually had a bit of a reputation as a cocksucker already and there were even rumours that I gave blowjobs for 5 bucks (I was giving them away for free until then) so I was ready to get fucked and had even been taking a plunger handle up my ass for months. My brother loved it and I instantly knew I was going to be a fuckslut when I got to high school. From then on he fucked me as often as I sucked his cock.

100% agree.

Your viral load is typical of the acute phase of infection that lasts 3-4 weeks. This is followed by seroconversion which will most likely include several weeks of flu-like illness. A lot of patients are hospitalized in this phase. But it goes away eventually and the VL tapers off to tens of thousands range. I am not a doctor but I have heard from a lot of HIV positive men. Your case is surprising to me because your VL is so high even several months after infection. Your CD4 count is rather low, given the short timeframe of your infection. It would often take 2 years for CD4 to go down below 500. This number 500 is important because scientists say - if you start treatment before your CD4 drops below 500 (some papers use 350 instead of 500), you have a better chance at functional cure. Also, higher CD4 means the size of your HIV reservoir is small. ART will stop the virus from replicating but the reservoir will stay. There are some very promising clinical trials that show the viral reservoir can be shrunk but it's still several years from now. Google "kick and kill hiv" if you want to learn more. There's a worrisome (but very unlikely) chance that you could have gotten HIV much earlier and the virus has started to beat your immune system. Regardless of what is the reason behind your VL, you have an excellent CD4 (almost 500) to begin treatment and, when/if a functional cure comes, be at a promising position to get cured. If you do not drink and smoke and eat+live healthy, your life expectancy should be the same as a non-HIV positive peer. If you wait more, your CD4 will go down and the resulting larger HIV reservoir will be a pain in the ass. I am sure you are aware of opportunistic infections like PCP that can kill people. If you visit a doctor now and start ART, your VL will go down very fast. CD4 will increase eventually but it may take a few years. Almost everyone becomes undetectable in 6 months. Once you have undetectable VL for 6 months, you cannot pass HIV through sex. Won't that be fun?

Last week my former fuckbud suddenly send a message to me asking if I would be up for a quick fuck. We used to fuck each other regularly and had some nice exciting adventures together (public, orgies, home parties, etc). He sadly has to move abroad for work last year, so we stopped seeing each other, but now he was suddenly back in town to spent his holiday. And now he was hungry for some sex. We agreed to meet each other in a park located between us where I knew a few nice quiet places where we could fuck without too much risk. We met each other at the entrance of the park and walked to see if we could find a good spot. It turned out to be difficult, as it was a hot evening and a lot of young people were hanging around in groups. Luckily the spot I had in mind was pretty secluded, enough for us to make a little noise, and enjoy. Before we even got into the bushes he started loosening mine (and his) pants. And before I knew it he was sucking on my dick. Seeing how greedy he was for my dick, and how much saliva he was using, I knew I would be fucking his hole very very soon (he is a vers-bottom). And after about a minute he got up, turned around and spread his buttcheeks so I could easily enter his ass with my dick. I pushed my dick against his hole and it went in without too many problems. I noticed his hole was somehow pre-lubed and asked if he already had some juicy cum in his ass or just lube, and moaning he told me he cleaned his ass and put some lube up his ass, knowing I would turn him down. I fucked him standing there in the bushes for 5 minutes and asked him where he wanted my cum. Usually, he wants to swallow the cum, as he had a big cun swallowing fetish, but this time he begged me to fill his ass with my cum. Not long after that I couldn’t hold it anymore and came in his ass. He straightened his back and we stood close to each other trying to keep my dick in his ass as long as possible. Kissing, I managed to keep hard and told him to suck and clean my dick, but not swallow the cum. He did what I told him to do and dropped to his knees. After a while he stood up, with fresh cum in his mouth, trying to catch some of the cum leaking from his ass and smearing that in his mouth/face as well. This sight only made me horny again and started kissing him very deep and intensely. I turned him around so his ass was facing me again, and pushed his head down, forcing him to hold a thick branch right in front of him. I shoved my dick in his ass again and started fucking him hard. From the corner of my eye, I noticed a guy jerking off just behind us. I was startled for a second and my fuckbud said “don’t worry, he’s there already for a while, just let him watch us”. After fucking him for a while the guy watching us started to moan and told him to come behind me and cum on my ass, or if he wanted in my fuckbud’s mouth. He walked up behind me and immediately started to finger my ass while I was fucking my fuckbud. I thought he would put his dick in my ass, but sadly he never did. He jerked off while fingering me and sprayed a nice amount of cum on my ass and his hand, while still fingering me. Smelling his cum, and feeling his finger up my ass, and hearing my fuckbud moaning, made me go over the edge and spray my cum in his ass. This time my fuckbud quickly turned around, while I was still coming, and put my dick in his mouth. The last bit of cum ended in his mouth. I pushed him against the tree and started to suck on his dick, which was heavily leaking pre-cum. The guy watching asked if he could also suck and I made a gesture showing him he could do so. He sucked him for about 2 minutes when my fuckbud started to moan really loud. I know him for a long time, and he always has an impressive load. Large volume but also strong spurts, and I always enjoy catching that in my mouth. A went to my knees next to the voyeur and started licking his mouth and his dick. My fuckbud pulled his dick from the voyeur's mouth and directed his dick first to me and shot straight in my throat almost choking me. The second spurt went into the voyeur's mouth who didn’t expect this much cum. Laughing my fuckbud purposely shot the rest of his load in our faces and mouths, making it as messy as he could (which I like). I gave my fuckbud a deep kiss after he finished, making his face also messy with his cum. The voyeur left rather quickly, giving us a quick thank you when he walked away quickly. We got our clothes back on properly and decided to leave our faces as it is, covered in cum. A few girls walked past us on our way out of the park, and looking at our red cheeks and shiny/gooey faces, started laughing load and asked if we had a good time. I told her that she’s welcome to join us for some more, but she laughed and said maybe another time.

PART 3 Josh rolled over next to Adam on the bed and his cock slipped out of Adam’s hole with a pop. The whore’s cunt didn’t close right away, it was nice and gaped open from the cock that had been using it all day. He and Adam started making out like crazy while I played with Adam’s hole with my fingers. I pushed two fingers in his pussy roughly and tapped Josh on the shoulder. He pulled his tongue out of Adam’s mouth and greedily sucked on my fingers, tasting a mix of his own cum and the random tricks Adam had turned all day. I continued to play with Adam’s hole, opening it up so that it was gaping widely. Josh’s extra fat dick along with the copious amounts of jizz inside made his cunt sloppy, so my fingers easily slid in and out, three, then four fingers. Each additional finger made Adam moan more loudly, like the bitch in heat that he was. I wondered if he was in heat 24x7. Finally the whore spoke, “Please, Daddy. Please!” I just laughed and said “Please what, boy? You want my cock, faggot? You want the cock that made you inside your whore cunt? Who the fuck knows who’s DNA is already inside you. Nasty little whore pig.” Adam just moaned more loudly as he and Josh made out and I continued to saw most of my fist in and out of his pussy. I didn’t quite push my hand all the way inside, but I knew that I could whenever I wanted. “Yessssssss……god……DADDY, please fuck me! Use my pussy.” My fingers were now coated in all the loads that were inside my whore, so I used that to lube up my cock and got behind him. I slapped Adam hard on the ass, which made him yelp, and said “up, faggot. Cunt in the air.” Adam immediately pulled away from Josh and backed his ass up so that it was right in front of my dick. Dribbles of cum were leaking from his gaping cunt and running down his taint. I scooped them up and shoved them back in his pussy. Can’t waste cum. It all goes in the dumpster. I motioned for Josh to hand me the bag of T that was on the table and pulled out a nice sized shard. I tucked it inside my piss slit so that just a little bit was sticking out. It burned just a little bit but not nearly as much as it was going to burn when it dissolved into the pool of sperm inside Adam’s hole. Josh got a huge grin on his face and said “FUCK, Da…uh, man. That’s so fucking hot. Give it to him. Adam is such a dirty little cumdump, but that’s the way I like my little bro. Give it to him, Daddy.” I could hear a little hesitation in his voice before he said ‘Daddy,’ but I could also tell it turned him on. His cock was rock hard again (oh to be young again and have a boner 24x7). I started to tease Adam’s pussy with my fat cock, making sure that the shard stayed in my piss slit. “You want it baby boy!? Tell Daddy and your big bro what you want.” I rubbed my cock over his ass, and around the inside of his gape which still wasn’t closing from how much it had been used. “Please, Daddy. Please give me your cock. I need your load. I only live for cock, and Daddy always has the best cock. Please cum inside me Daddy, please!” He tried to push his gaping cunt back onto my cock but Josh held him firm and slapped his ass. “Stay still whore!” Damn, Josh was really getting into this. I had figured him for a pretty vanilla kid since we’d never done any kinky stuff when we played in the past. Josh leaned down and tilted Adam’s face, which had a desperate look on it, up and spat a huge loogie that landed right between his eye and nose. He closed his eyes instinctively and opened his mouth to moan. “Thank you Josh! My big bro loves me and knows how to treat me like the whore I am!” Josh just laughed and slapped him hard across the face. He WAS getting into this. “Fucking little faggot.” He slapped Adam again across the face, hard enough to make him flinch and his cheeks turned red. “You ready whore!? Tell me what you’re gonna get, bitch boy.” “I”m gonna get your cock and your load Daddy! I’ve been such a good boy. I deserve your cock and cum! It’s the best cock and cum there is. Please give it to me hard, Daddy. Please use my cumdumpster.” Josh and I both laughed and he shoved his cock into Adam’s mouth. “Christ, Dad, let’s shut this faggot up. His mouth should always be full of cock.” As soon as he said that, Josh shoved his entire fat dick all the way down Adam’s throat and held it there, making him gag. “Gotta work on that gag reflex, faggot. Dad, I think we need to breed him more often, so his throat never closes up and he never gags, no matter how huge the cock is.” Josh and I laughed again and I took that as my cue to sink my dick all the way into the whore in one push. I held my cock all the way inside Adam’s pussy and gave a little push so that a tiny bit of piss came out the end of my cock. I wanted to make sure that the shard of T was deposited in the right place, dissolving in the pool of sperm inside my whore’s cumdump. I could feel his ass clench on my cock as the T dissolved and Adam said “oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck oh fuck” under his breath. “You feel that, whore? Daddy’s giving you a little present wrapped up in some nice warm piss.” He sucked in his breath deeply, clearly it was hitting him hard now, and just hissed “thank you, Daddy” over and over again. I left my cock shoved all the way inside him and could feel his hole getting warmer as the T dissolved and was absorbed by the walls of his cunt. Josh slapped Adam’s face again and barked “OPEN, fag” and he did. Josh grinned and started fucking his mouth again. “I can’t wait to put another load of sperm in your pussy, baby brother. It’s a good thing you’re such a whore. Can’t knock you up and fucking you hard only makes you beg louder for more cock. Dirty little faggot.” He slapped Adam again and grinned at me. I pulled my cock all the way out of Adam’s hole and he pulled his face off Josh’s dick begging me to stick it back in. “Pleeeasse Daddy! I have to have your cock. Please give it back to me. It belongs shoved all the way up my pussy.” Then Josh grabbed him behind the head and shoved his cock into Adam’s throat again. “Shut the fuck up, fag. You’re just a fucking set of holes for men to stick their dicks in.” Josh leaned over and passed me another shotgun from the pipe and we took turns passing the smoke back and forth as we pounded our whore from both ends. I passed Josh another shotgun and whispered to him “don’t cum in his mouth. All your loads have to go in his pussy.” He grinned, holding the smoke in and nodded, passing it back to me and said “Fuck yeah, Dad. I gotta get back in that hot furry little fag dump.” Josh slowed down fucking Adam’s face, while I continued to pound him hard. The only sounds Adam made were the sloppy squishing noises, from all the jizz inside his cunt and the occasional grunt from his mouth that was full of college boy cock. Suddenly I had an idea. I pulled my cock out of Adam’s hole and he started begging for me to put it back in so I slapped his ass and said “don’t worry, whore, you’re going to get it back. And then some.” I moved him over and laid down on my back, maneuvering Adam so that he quickly sat back down on my fat cock, moaning as the entire length easily slid into his sloppy cum hole. I motioned to Josh to get behind Adam and he quickly understood what I wanted him to do. He scooped up some of the jizz dripping out of Adam’s cunt and spread it over the head of his cock. Then he pushed down on Adam’s back and said “down, faggot. Arch your back like a good little jizz rag. Adam quickly complied and I pulled him in close, making out with his sexy face, holding him tight. I knew this was going to be hot but not easy, even for someone as slutty as Adam who took loads every day for a living. Josh held up a shard of T and grinned at me, then he inserted it into his piss slit and scooted up behind Adam’s big furry ass and slid his cock head in Adam’s hole, delivering another booty bump to the whore. He only sopped to let Adam’s ring expand to take in a second cock. Adam tried to sit upright and let out a yelp like a dog being kicked, but I held him tight and pulled his face in close, and stroked his sweaty forehead and hair. “It’s ok baby boy, Daddy and your big brother are gonna open your sexy hole up even more. You ready for that, son? You want our loads in your pussy? You want Daddy and your big bro to knock you up?” He nodded yes, but I could tell this was going to hurt. I reached over and grabbed the poppers and handed them to him. I could feel Josh’s cock head rubbing against the shaft of my dick as it throbbed inside Adam’s pussy. “That’s a good whore. Take a bunch of hits. Deep as you can.” I could feel Adam’s sphincter start to relax a little bit and Josh slowly pushed his cock inside Adam’s pussy until we were both all the way inside him. I let Josh start fucking the boy slowly and then he picked up speed. We were all three incredibly turned on and I knew this couldn’t last. DP is always a complicated thing and it’s best to let one of the people do the driving. I was just along for the ride, a ride deep inside my whore’s cunt, with Josh driving his college boy cock back and forth, stroking Adam’s cunt and my cock at the same time. It was like someone giving me a handjob inside a hot, furry hole. I knew I couldn’t hold out long, so I egged Josh on. “Come on, son, fuck your little brother. You know you wanna knock up that pussy. Make that little faggot pregnant with our babies. You want our babies in your pussy, Adam? It’s what Daddy made you for.” I grinned at him and could tell that his pussy was finally completely opened up and he was in heaven. “Fuck yes, Daddy. I wanna have both of your babies. Please, please fuck me. Knock me up. Make me fucking pregnant. Please both cum inside my pussy. I gotta have your loads.” Josh closed his eyes and started to speed up. “Gonna breed ya now, bro. Gotta cum in that pussy. You ready for my load, little brother? Cause I’m gonna fuck you till this load come out your nose.” “Please, Josh! Breed me. I gotta have your cum. Shoot it inside me. Knock up my pussy!” Josh kept up the pounding while I just held onto Adam, kissed him and whispered to him what a good whore he was and told him he was gonna get a nice big tip when this was over. Josh started to speed up and I could hear the squishy sound of the cum in Adam’s hole and feel Josh’s huge fat cock rubbing up against mine. I knew I wasn’t going to be far behind my hot college jock. “Fuck yeah, bro. Here it comes. GONNA. FUCKIN. BREED. THAT. PUSSY!” He pounded hard, but slowly the last few strokes and would’ve sent Adam off the edge of the bed if I hadn’t been holding onto him. I could feel Josh’s dick throbbing next to mine inside Adam’s pussy and started to move back and forth a little bit, knowing it wouldn’t take much for me to add my DNA to the soup that was already in the whore cunt. Adam looked at me with his big brown puppy dog eyes, and just said “please Daddy?” I sped up quickly, while Josh’s cock was still wedged inside Adam’s hole and in just a few strokes I started to pant and said “fuck. Here it comes, baby boy. The fucking jizz that made you. The best sperm there is. Daddy’s fucking cum!” My cock had rarely shot such a huge load, but watching this short little furry cub whore take my sexy jock boy’s cock along with mine was such a fucking turn on. Josh collapsed on top of both of us and started licking Adam’s ear, making him shiver. His cock slid out of Adam’s pussy and I could feel jizz start to drip down his ass. But Josh had learned quickly and scooped up the mix of DNA, fed it to the whore, then licked it off his own fingers. Then he reached over on the bed and grabbed the large buttplug and quickly slipped it in the hole where it belonged. Time to let those loads marinate in the whore while we figured out what to do next.

I will recommend checking if you qualify for Gardasil. I believe it works well in adults below 45yrs. I always tell people to get vaccinated available for STI. Unlike what people say about bug chasing it's not worth your life. Do the right thing and not fantasy. Sexual life is not fantasy. Earlier you accept it easier the fun is.

FICTIONAL STORY! It was a normal Friday night out in Berlin and I had met up with some friends to grab a drink in a newly opened gay bar in centre of town. The crowd was young & cute like me (FYI i’m a 19 y/o twink). People mostly stayed in their respective groups, distinctly cornered in, throwing a look now and then over the room at other boys. Yet they didn’t take the initiative to move over taking the initial contact. Like most young people the self-confidence clearly had no correspondence to the appearance so a lot of alcohol is consumed to ease the tensions and inhibitions. And like every weekend we drank quite a lot. We had a good time, drinking and laughing, but around 4:30 in the morning it was time to head on for something else. A part of the group wanted to go to a bar where they play mainstream pop music. This very small bar was always fully packed, and it was hard for anyone to really move around. The toilet queue was awfully long, and getting a drink in the bar took so long that you got sober by waiting. This was at least my opinion, but my friends didn’t agree. We, therefore, split and I left them to their miserable choice. My mind was up for some trance music at a nice bar filled with straight acting, well-tuned cute guys. The bar I went to had an open atmosphere, 3 floors: one for trance music downstairs, one for mellow dance music upstairs and a dark room on the top floor. I never visited a dark room before and couldn't understand why people want be fucked by unknown guys in the dark.. I arrived club around five-o-clock in the morning. The dance floor was packed. I drank, chatted to people and danced to a great DJ for three hours which felt shorter than that. Around eight only 15 people were left. I headed for the bar and ordered a last vodka-tonic, although I was quite drunk already. After a while two very hot Arab guys came up and sat next to me. They were wearing tight t-shirts so I could see every detail of their muscular bodies. I think that they were a few years older than me, but max 21-22. We started to chat loosely: they asked me if I was alone and if I lived in Berlin. One of them put his hand on my thigh and caressed me slowly; the other moved his hand inside my shirt and over my back. It felt they were going forward a little bit too quickly so I escaped the situation by saying that I needed to go to the toilet. I went upstairs to the toilets on the second floor, where there was no one. I could feel I was turned on by the touching and wondered what to do next. I had never been with two guys before. If it was only one than things would be a bit easier. When I got out of the toilet one of the guys stood outside waiting for me. He smiled and asked me if I was intimidated by both of them touching me. “Somewhat” I replied. “Which of us do you like the most?” he asked. “I think you’re both cute” I said and added “and very sexy”. “You’re very sexy too and I could see when you went away that you have a nice little bubble butt ass” he replied. “Thanks!” I flushed a little bit embarrassed. “So if it was just me, would you like to have some fun?” he asked. I looked at his hot muscular body and could hear myself saying: “Yes, why not”. “We can go to my place. I don’t live far from here” I suggested. “No, my friend is waiting downstairs and I’d prefer that we just go up to the dark room” he said and smiled. “Well… I don’t really like dark rooms, because you don’t know which guys are in there” I replied. “It’s ok” he assured, “the club is almost empty by now and there would be no one there except for us. So come on, I can tell for sure that both of us want a little fun” he insisted. “Just a quick one… you suck my big dick and afterwards I suck you.. Okay?” He put his hand over his package and I could see a distinct, large bulb on his jeans. “OMG! I need that big Arab cock in my mouth” I thought to myself. He approached me, pressed his body against mine and started to kiss me with deep tongue movements. Wow, this guy knew how to kiss! It felt like heaven! Impossible to resist. At this time I was quite drunk and his gentle treatment of kissing and caressing my cock with his hand inside my jeans. “You’re hard and horny! so let’s go…” he said, and took my hand and led me up the stairs to the dark room. Up there he opened my jeans, pulled them down completely to the ground and sat in front of me. My cock swelled hard as he took it in his mouth and worked it good. One of his hands went off to my ass and started to play with my hole. One finger went in, then two. Slowly he started to finger fuck my my ass. I felt a burning sensation in my ass, but his lips around my cock was so hot that it overpowered that sensation. Was he preparing me so he could fuck me? That wasn’t the deal! But the fingers in my ass felt so good that I couldn’t protest. After a while, he stood up, we kissed with deep tongues. Then he pushed my head down to his big dick. I followed his every move and the orders he gave me, and it was clear who was in charge. My ass started to feel empty so I tried to put some of my own fingers in side my open hole He slapped my face with his XL-sized dick before he pressed it down my throat. His cock went down all the way and he fucked me rather roughly until gasped for air. He noticed I was choking and gave me a fraction of a second to breathe in before he continued pressing it down as deep as he could. The taste of salty sperm mixed up with saliva filled my palate; I had to swallow some to keep up with his intense and deep mouth fucking. He ordered me to lift my ass up so I did was I was told. Suddenly I could hear him whisper something in Arabic. A second later I felt someone coming up from behind putting his hands on my buttocks. I had thought that we were alone in the dark room. Who was this third person who now wanted to join in? Was it his friend who had gone up earlier to wait for us? It’s clear that they planned this from the start. The other guy immediately took over my ass. I felt a small plastic tube enter my ass. A few seconds later i felt a liquid filling my ass. Then he pulled the tube out. Thinking it was lube i didn’t react. Two fingers began to slide in my ass. As my ass became more open he added more. There was a feeling that was spreading to my body. I began to sweat and I felt more horny that I could ever feel. I thought that this was due to considerable amount of alcohol in my body so I stopped sucking and was about to stand up to take a break. The Arab guy in front of me noticed my hesitation and quickly locked both of my hands and put his arm around my neck. He was much stronger than me, and although I tried to resist I couldn’t get away. Suddenly I felt the guy behind me trying to push his big cock in my ass. The pain of this thick cock ploughing its way into my tight ass was sobering me up. Desperately my hands fought to get released but all in vain. “Please wait!” I squeaked, “I need to…” “What is it? Don’t you want to play anymore?” one of the guys interrupted. “Well, just let me get some lube and a condom from my pocket” I begged. “No way! I only fuck without condom or lube. Open up slut! ” he grunted. I wanted to reply but he silenced me quickly by pulling my head back by a steady grip around my hair with one hand and putting the other over my mouth. An extremely intense and very rough fucking followed. I could feel every inch of his big cock as it forced its way in and out in what felt like an eternity. It was almost like my ass would turn inside out of the deep ploughing and I felt my anus swelling. Inside me every show of the top of his cock sent electric shocks through my entire body. After a while my whining changed into groaning and moaning. His friends slapped my face and rammed his cock into my mouth to shut me up. Something started to take over my mind and I began to have thoughts about wanting bigger cocks in my ass and begin a total bottom slut. My ass was now completely open to serve his raw huge cock. The Arab guy behind me started to moan louder and louder. With a deep grunt he filled my insides deep with a huge amount of cum. He withdrew and got up in front of me ordering me to suck and lick his cock clean. I did as I was told and swallowed every drop. “Good boy! Our sperm will change you for good!” he said. “Now, lie down on the floor!” his friend commanded. He forced me to lie down with my chest facing the floor. He got on top and guided his huge cock towards my hole. He pushed into me; I felt the head enter me. A moan escaped my lips. He almost pulled out fully and then he just rammed it in full force. “Now, we’re going to see if I can fuck this slut even harder.” They both put up a laugh of joy and excitement. He fucked me harder and faster. “I saw how you looked at my cock down in the bar, craving it. We are converting you into a load taking slut. You think that you can return to your normal life, but within a few weeks you will give in to your true calling; big raw dicks and cum”. He kissed me on the check and licked my ear. Then he intensified the fucking; I felt the entire weight of his muscular body as he pumped my ass with his massive cock like a machine spinning out of control. By now the penetration went more smoothly because of the generous load that his friend had previously delivered in my butthole, which functioned as a perfect natural lubricant. My ass had also got more used to the rough fucking and had opened up considerably by the penetrations of his friend’s large cock fucking me so violently. Something in my mind took over and i started to enjoy having this good-looking, young sexy Arab stallion plowing my ass hard. I was their little white toy! And when he started hitting my G-Spot I was in pure ecstasy. “Yes, do me as hard as you can” i blurted out. “We own you now that our DNA is deep inside you” he whispered in my ear. Then he came with a roaring and we were both exploded as he shot several streams of hot cum deep inside of me. Then he and his friend dressed quickly, gave me a kiss and left. I sat for a while in the dark to get myself together. What was it I had experienced? My ass was warm and swollen with cum of the two guys dripping out. A smile spread over my face. I started to jerk myself and came quickly. I left the dark room and the club. On my way home I stopped by a gay sauna that had opened its door in the morning hour. I went in, changed, sat at the bar and ordered a juice. As I sat down at one of the tables a bit away from the bar a young black guy came up to me and asked if he could sit down. “Sure” I said. We were there just with our small towels around our waists. He had a perfect body and he noticed my eyes screening over him. He let his towel open so I could see his enormous dick hanging in the open. My eyes couldn’t help staring at it. “I saw you in the dark room. I was hiding in a corner with a friend when you came in. The two guys fucked you up good” he said. His words took me by surprise and I didn’t know what to say. “They knew exactly what to do to change you into a willing bottom” he added. “They knew what to do?” I replied. “Yes! The fact that you’ve come to this sauna and didn’t go straight home or to the police or anything must mean that you want more” he said smiling. He started to stroked his hand over his big cock that had started to rise. “Let’s go to my cabin and i will tell you what they did to change you into a willing slut. I’m not like them!” he said comfortingly. He took my hand and caressed it gently. I looked at his cock and felt how mine grew to create a visible bulb under the towel. He noticed and said smilingly “That’s clearly a YES!”. We stood up and walked up two floors to his cabin were we dropped the towels and started to kiss. Then suddenly I was grabbed from behind by two other black guys. I was pinned down with my face pressed into the mattress. “Hold his arm still” one of them said. I felt how my bicep was tied of with a band. Then I felt a needle stabbing my arm. “Like I promised I will tell you what they did: When they fingered you they loaded your ass with a drug called Meth!” the black guy said. “You had no clue what was happing. This is not how we do it. I like to tell my sluts that I injected them with T.” after saying that the band snapped loose. They released me and told me to raise my arm. As I sat up I began to cough. A wave of sluttyness came over me. “This will boost your carving for big dicks and cum. So don’t fight it!” said one of the other black guys. I looked over to them and saw 3 hot black guys stroking their enormous black cocks. And like he said I couldn’t resist it and crawled over to them. “Does he know that we and the two Arabs are POZ? ” whispered one guy to the other. “We will tell the slut after we bred him several times!” answered the other one laughing. —THE END —

Written along with @swimslut. Both of us will be adding to the story. Chapter 1 - Setup My name is Ryan. I am 21 years old and just finished my second year of college. Now I’m back home for the summer, with my parents and 18 y/o brother Braden. Little bro is cute, with bright blue eyes and shaggy brown hair. We never explored sex together until.... Living in the city during college exposed me to A LOT of new things. I the freedom to hook up with anyone at any time, and had access to all kinds of porn (unrestricted by my parents’ content filter). One of favorite fuckbuds is a 27 y/o short-haul trucker named Marc. He works out of the city where my college is located, and his job brings him to my hometown about twice per month. About a week after I moved back home, Marc told me he was in my area. I invited him over. Braden’s swim practice was scheduled until late and my parents were going to a reception after work. It was a perfect opportunity for a sleazy hookup. I had downloaded LOTS of videos while I was at school, free from my parents’ restrictions. So I stripped naked, put on a sketchy gangbang video, and started stroking my 7-inch dick. I was so focused on the video that I didn’t hear the front door open. Apparently, Braden’s swim practice was interrupted by a power outage and they sent everybody home. I didn’t hear him walk upstairs or watch me jerking off through the open door. I had no idea he was there, until he threw his t-shirt on my bed. The sudden motion startles me out of the corner of my eye. I spun around to see him dropping his pants, leaving only his speedo from swim practice. His entire body is smooth, as is typical for swimmers. A bulge seems to get larger and larger each second. Me – HOLY FUCK bro. How long were you standing there? Braden – Long enough. Me – I was just.... Um….. Braden – Just um what? Me – Dude, you gotta go..... I have a friend coming over, and, uh...... You gotta go. Just Go. Braden – Why? Is this what you do before your friends come over? My gaze is so fixated on his bulge that I don’t notice him smirk back at me. I hesitate. Me – I was just trying to relax. Braden – You relaxing has got me all horned up! Who this friend you have coming over? Do I know him? Me – Don't ask so many questions! ...... Actually..... Fuck it. Bro, take your speedo off and come here. As my slick-shaven little brother walks toward me, I pump a wad of lube into my hand. I grab him by the dick, line up behind him, and begin to stroke him while we watch the porn together. Part of me is jealous because his dick is about 2 inches longer than mine. Braden is raging hard and leaking precum. He’s either really enjoying the gangbang vid, or really enjoying me stroking his cock. Hopefully both. I lube up my other hand, and start prodding at the entrance to his hole. He lets out a soft moan. I insert my index finger, and he opens up much too easily. So I go for two, then three. Me – Seems like the rumors I’ve heard about you are true. You really are the swim team slut. Braden – That’s how I got started, but that’s not the half of it. I bet you haven’t heard about everything. Since Braden is so loose and apparently so experienced, I decide to slide my cock in him. I bend him over slightly and get just past the cockhead when the doorbell rings. Me – Fuck! Marc is here. I slide my dick out, turn around, and put on some loose gym shorts. I didn't bother wasting time for a shirt. With my hardon popping out of my waistband, I order Braden to stay while I get the door. When I open the front door, my hardon is so obvious that Marc immediately laughs. He walks in, takes off his shoes, and we both head up the staircase. Marc – Looks like you're excited to see me *e slaps my dick through the shorts* Me – Yeah, uh..... Just so you know, there's someone else here. My little brother came home early from swim practice. Narc – No problem. So we just gotta be quiet? Me – Uh, no.... Actually, it’s the opposite..... Marc – Huh? Me – I always heard rumors from some guys at our school that my brother Braden is a major cockwhore. I discovered a few minutes ago that it was true. If it’s okay with you, it will be all three of us? Marc – *laughs again* Your own brother, huh? A pair of fags. Me – We can both fuck him, but make sure I am the one who get your load. You know why I want it. Marc – Yeah, no shit. We arrived at the open doorway, take one look at Braden, and step inside.

So tested poz in April, converted around December/January. I don't want to take meds (for now) so havent gone to a clinic just done an Oraquik and it was poz. A friend who works in a clinic took some bloods to do a test off the record and came back today. VL 1.6 million CD4 425. Is that high for (relatively) new conversion?

Straight Drew Drew had taken a job at a small diner down the street after work to save up some money for his vacation and to makes end meat. He had his hours cut back at his daytime job it was getting harder and harder to pay the rent and keep food on the table. Drew was 5’8 140 blonde with blue eyes and a bubble butt for days. Guys at the restaurant would make comments and when Drew first started it bothered him, but he has gotten used it because the guy guys are the best tippers. Most of the guys were good about not touching him but Doug and older muscled dad generally had to grope Drew and it got to the point that Drew was very uncomfortable and would have one of the other waitresses attend to him when Doug came into the restaurant. Drew had avoided Doug for weeks and soon Drew would be on a month-long vacation while he had paid time off at the factory and he could finally travel and see friends. He had planned on quitting once he was back and thought he would not even want a second job once he was back. Drew had asked his boss for some extra shift before his vacation and he and Drew was able to pick up a few and then his boss told him about an opportunity to show off for a rich customer. Drew said, “you know I do not do anything like that.” His boss said yea, I know you are straight, it would only be showing off your hot little body for money. No touching, groping or other activities. Drew knew he was short the money he needed, and he agreed once he knew he would make $500.00 for the night. He made his boss repeat that he would not be groped and no sex. He boss told him yes, that is the deal. Drew said he was in; his boss gave him the address via text and the time to be there. Drew was to show up at 8 PM. Drew googled the address, and he could not find any information on it, so he decided it was safe and he headed out to the address. When he got off the bus, he walked a block and there the house was. It was a very nice house with a big yard. He walked up to the house and there was a note on the door, it had Drew’s name on it. He opened it and it read, the door is unlocked, please come in and there is a brown paper back by the door. You will find your outfit for tonight and please place your clothes in the bag. Drew rolled his eyes and walked in and grabbed the bag after shutting the door and it electronically locked. Drew glanced over and there was no handle, just a pull and a code on the door. He tested it and it was locked tight. Drew tensed up but went head and took of his shirt and slipped off his shorts and then pulled out a jock that looked like it had suspenders. It was bright blue with black strips; Drew shook his head but figured he had come to far to turn back now. Drew slipped out letting his dick hang in the hall and worked himself into the jock and then sipped the strings over his head. Once he had them on his shoulders a voice spoke and said you must cross them. Drew Fiddled with them and he eventually figured out how to have them cross across his chest and to the opposite shoulder. The voice said, Perfect! Now, open the box in front of you. Drew opened it and there was a key with a note. You have been invited to this party as the entertainment. You are the only one with a key to the event so hold onto it. You are to go down to room 7 and there is a table in the middle of the room. You are to go in, there will be a drink on the table for you. You must drink it all and then lay on the table with your ass up and face down and wait for instructions. Drew thought there had to be more to this but if this was entertainment and this is all he had to do for $500.00 he could do this all night. Drew walked to room 7 and opened the door and there was a glass of red punch there and he drank it down fast as he had built up a real thirst with his nerves and then hopped up on the padded table face down. His little bubble ass framed in the jock was a site to see. The voice range out again, it startled Drew and he jumped a bit and the voice said spread your ass checks. What ever Drew drank had relaxed him because this would have grossed him out any other time, but he just shook his head and put his hands on his ass checks and pulled them apart. He heard the guy says good boy! Drew was repulsed and flattered all at the same time. The voice came back on and told him to go to room 3 and he was to drink another drink and this time to lay on the table face up. Drew thought he remembered room three, it was around the corner, and he walked back to it and went inside and again drank the drink and got up on the table face up. The voice came on much quicker, Drew’s head was spinning now or was it just the room that was spinning. The voice said pull your jock to the left with your left hand and show off your balls and dick. First lift your dick straight up and Drew had a heavy bush and hairy balls and a fat dick on the boy for beings o skinny and short. Five minutes of his showing off the goods he started to get aroused, and the voice finally said. Go to room 11 the shaving station. Drew thought, fuck what are they shaving. I shaved before I left the house. He went to a room and there was a large wooden angled table pointing at a slight angle with a large hole in it. He did not have to be told and again drank the juice that was left for him. He was told to strip and get on the angled table and put his dick and balls through the hole. That was not hard to do since the hole was huge. Drew was woozy and rested on the table and he heard the door but could not see anyone. Then he felt his dick being lifted and a buzzer. Fuck he thought, someone is clipping my pubes. The razer stopped and then he felt cool and then a razer on his skin. What the fuck he thought, and then a cold wet rag washed up his pubic area and then the guy lifted his penis and grabbed his balls and shaved the right one and then the left. Drew heard the voice speak. Drew listened and turned around and put his ass through the opening. The guy grabbed his right check and then his left and spread his hole and blew on it and then the voice spoke again, and Drew was told to spread his checks and as Drew did the same clippers and wet feeling and then the razer on his hole taking off the small amount of hair Drew had on his little hole The guy left without saying a word and drew was told put his clothes back on and go to room 11. Drew picked up the little jock and thought fuck these are not clothes and after he was dressed, he went to room 11. Drew left the drink, and a voice came on and it said Drink boy. Drew walked over and slowly drank the punch and then a voice appeared, a different voice and it told drop to climb on the padded hours. There were two spots to put his feet and two spots for his arms to rest and the padded area for his body. Drew felt weird like this, he rested there and unbeknownst to him as he dozed off the guy who saved him came in and strapped his feet and wrist and slipped a blindfold on and drew awoke as that was being fasted on him. He spoke out, hey. What are you doing, this is not what I agreed to and please let me out as he pulled on them trying to get loose! This unknown man who fastened him never said a word but instead chucked little before leaving. Drew was left for 20 minutes, and the punch was relaxing him and then he hard the door. Drew said, who is there, but there was no answer. Then he felt his ass being pulled a part and his hole being blown on and suddenly there was a wet feeling and lots of pressure. Drew said, yea, lets stop that, fuck what are you doing and after a minute or two of protesting he was moaning and ever so often would tell the guy to stop. This went on for five minutes or longer. Then the guy pulled off and slapped his ass which started Drew and then Drew heard the door. He then felt a different pair of hands on his ass spreading his checks apart and then he began licking his hole and driving Drew crazy and his moaning began again. This guy really gave it to Drew, and he was so much better than the first guy, Drew began to push his hips back giving his hole to the man. Then he felt the first man put poppers under his nose and he was told to inhale and then they were moved to the left nostril, and he was told to inhale, and his head was spinning, and his hole wanted that guys tongue more than ever. Then Drew spoke for the first time since the second guy was in the room, he said softly; eat my hole. The guy with the poppers whispered in his right ear, you have to say that louder boy. Drew cleared his throat and said louder, eat my hole please. The guy in his ear said good boy! Drew moaned even louder, and the guy tongue fucked him. This went on for ten minutes and then that guy pulled off and Drew heard the door. He felt the first guys hands on his ass and then it was wet again but not a tongue. Then Drew heard wheels rolling toward him and them something inserted inside him, then a warm feeling and he felt full. The guy left the room with the hose inserted inside him. The longer it was in there the warmer Drew felt and he started to feel tingly all over but especially in his hole, balls and dick. Drew heard the door and then he felt the hose coming out and then a finger slide in and pull out and then a slap on Drew’s ass and he let loose of the chem piss he was storing in his ass and cleaned out his love canal also. The guy cleaned drop up and gave him one more clean water enema and then he licked and tasted Drews hole as he fingered him. Most of the time drew liked it but there was also two times Drew felt a sharp pain and then later a warm sensation. Drew was flying after the chem piss, and the two booty bumps he had taken. The guy stopped play and licking and lubed up Drew’s hole and slide a long skinny dick inside Drew and began fucking him making Drew moan and although he wanted him to stop, he could not say a word. Ten minutes later the guy started breathing heavy and drew said please no and shortly after the guy shoved his dick all the way in and came inside Drew. The guy slipped out and slapped drew on the ass and left the room. Drew caught his breath and figured it had to be over. It was no where near over and the guy who was the expert ass eater came in and spit on Drews ass and pressed his lubed but much thicker dick on Drew’s pucker and after three minute was unable to slide in. He left and Drew thought, fuck that was close and then he heard the door and two sets of footsteps and soon poppers were again put under Drew’s nose and that fat dick was against his ass ring but this time he opened for that big dick and let out a little scream as the dick slowly stretched his cunt. Drew’s whimpers would get louder as the guy started to fuck him with more speed and force. Five minutes later the guys slammed into drew and let out a huge grunt and just kept his dick inside. The other guy rubbed Drews face and throat and coxed Drew into opening his mouth and the guy slide his dick in Drew’s throat and Drew started to suck on the guy as he encouraged him. That’s it boy, suck on that man cock. Open your throat you little whore. Drew hated someone calling anyone a whore but somehow in the moment he was turned on by it. The guy in his ass started to fuck him again and soon Drew was taking it from both ends and neither of the guys lasted long and within minutes the guy in Drew’s mouth shot his load and the guy in his ass followed shortly after and then they both pulled out and left the room. Drew rested but wondered what was next, he still wanted his $500.00 and he knew he deserved it now. His body was tingly still, and he hated that he had let those guys fuck him and cum in him. What the fuck he thought, I am straight, and these guys know it. He then heard the door and he thought for a moment that they would let him go but no, strong hands on his ass and then a fat finger slide in with a shard of T. The guy fingered Drew’s cummy hole and then slide another finger in while Drew was feeling the warm of the Tina, the slide another one up inside Drew and now had three of his fat fingers in Drew which made Drew moan like a bitch. The guy spoke for the first time, good little whore. Open that boy pussy! It felt good Drew had to admit but fuck this is not what he wanted ever in his entire life. Then he heard the guy say, good boy, fuck yourself with my fingers. Drew had his ass pressed back as hard as he could on the guy’s fingers as they slide inside and out. Then the guy pulled them all the way out and before Drew’s hold could close, he slides in the fattest cock. Drew felt so full and tight around that fat dick. Drew lost his breath for a moment. The big guy behind him slow fucked drew for twenty minutes and Drew’s hole loosened the more the drugs took hold, and he soon shot his own load out a his tina dick as it hung off the bench. Neither he nor had anyone else touched his penis. The guy was fucking harder, and Drew’s hole had tightened back up once he shot is load so he was hurting as the guys who his load and instantly withdrew his huge dick and slapped Drew on the ass and said you were well worth the drive. Drew had no idea what that meant but he was just glad it was over and that he had finally cum and drew dozed off for another little nap.

To me, being a Cumdump is more a state of mind than taking a certain number of loads in a particular situation. It’s about obtaining sexual satisfaction from men planting their seed inside one’s ass or mouth.

Yes I agree. It’s what true bottoms are made for.

Yesterday, due to a bit of grueling work schedule this month, I very much needed play time at Steamworks Toronto. Thursdays are LIGHTS OUT, where the sex club is dimly lit. My kind of environment for anon darkroom sex. Besides several lovely cocks sucked (no asses this time), here are the 3 loads I got in the space of 5 hours. ANAL LOAD #1 - I met a 38 yo here in Toronto on business from Ottawa, the nation's capital. He is of Ecuadorian-native Indian-Portuguese background. Tanned body with fine hair, loves older men. He commented a few times about my good cock sucking skills. His cock was around 7" long, thin, uncut. He told me he was on PREP, but after drilling down, he admitted he was POZ undetectable. No worries here. I got him hard and asked if he would fuck and seed me. After a few minutes of fucking, and me being on all fours, I felt him pulsing in me. I thanked him by cleaning off his cock and a kiss. This young man I really enjoyed! ANAL LOAD #2 - In the back narrow darkroom I met a tallish otter with a smooth thin body. We were both attracted to each other's nipples. I knelt to suck his hardening cock. He asked if I could step into the hallway because he recognized me. And I him. WOW! He's a 25 yr POZ undetectable guy - I played with him and his friend several years back. I have no issues with younger poz guys. He's an otter and loves daddies too. It's been a very long while since we played last. Last time he fucked and seeded me was a Tuesday BOYZ NIGHT OUT at Steamworks. Last evening we sucked each other's cocks. I was so excited to play with him again that I simply blasted in his mouth. He fucked me with my legs up. When he cums, he's a silent cummer. He thrust his cock as far up my hole as he could and delivered a big load. I cleaned off his cock and tasted my hole. Yep, it was his cum alright! ANAL LOAD #3 - In my room with the largest buttplug up my ass, I had a younger chunkier guy ask to come in and play. I removed the buttplug. He got down to giving me a helluva rim job, getting his tongue deep into my hole, side-to-side, up-and-down. After several minutes of rimming he shoved his hard cock into me and proceeded to give a short fuck. Somehow I knew he'd be cumming fast. He, too, thrust deep and blasted in my ass. He told me he isn't at all vocal when he cums. But his cock had some cum on it when I cleaned it off. He told he likes to fuck older men and seed them. Cha-ching! I'll be going to Steamworks for LIGHTS OUT in the future!

That's an extremely high viral load.

Me too…forced chems and rape play….

This is one of my favorite long running stories. Being forced into chems is a fantasy of mine.

One of my favorite topics. Rape play.

Took a fuckbuddy that I haven't had sex with for two years out on my sailboat this morning. I just figured he'd had me a number of times and had moved on. I wasn't expecting him to follow through this morning but prepared my ass anyway. When I came out of the Marina washroom he was waiting on a bench. Tall muscular handsome Brazilian with the most gorgeous wavy white hair! There was no wind so we motored well out into the middle of the Bay. The few clothes he had on came off a piece at a time. When I shut off the engine he was naked. We made out for a bit before I went down on his cock. He's a great kisser. Gave him a good oral work over 'til I could feel his balls were pulling up into his body. Got off his cock, stepped back and took some great full body pics with that magnificent cock pointing straight up. Sucked him fully hard again as he videoed and photographed my mouth working his cock. Then he videoed as I sat on his raw member. We moved about the boat a bit with him taking my ass from behind. Lots of pictures and videos. I could tell he was getting close. But we both got to tired, hot and sweaty to finish. Jumped in the Bay for a skinny dip. When back on the boat I sucked him back to full mast,and he proceeded to pound my ass as I bent over in the cockpit. I could tell he was a bit distracted checking to see if any boats had come close. Then he grabbed my hips and it was clear we were headed for the finish. About 10 more powerful strokes, satisfied groans and I could tell he was unloading in me deep. I had him video his cock coming out and a couple plops of cum followed from my hairy ass. It's so fuckin hot to rewatch. We were both ready for another naked swim. We are both excited to repeat this kind of sailing excursion soon.

Drew could hardly sleep, his nerve ending still tingled from the tina and cumming helped he was horny and wanted his dick sucked again or to fuck some pussy. His ass was sore, and he kept leaking cum out and farting cum. Drew thought it was gross, but he was still horny. It had been two hours and a guy came in and cleaned Drew up and removed the towel from under Drew’s ass and replaced it with a new one and proceed to suck Drew and his dick grew more with the second blow job than the first and Drew made a powerful grunt when he finally came in the guy’s mouth. The guy swallowed and told Drew to sleep for a couple hours, and he would check on him then as he rubbed Drew’s stomach. Drew drifted off asleep and the guy watched drew for a few minutes and felt his dick up and then left. Drew was awakened two hours later with a mouth on his dick, and he was able to get almost completely hard by now. The guy sucked hid cock and licked Drew’s balls and ten minutes later Drew shot his load. The guy again rubbed Drew’s stomach and told him he would be back in a couple hours to check on him. Drew dozed off but his dick twitched wanting to cum again. Drew awakes before the guy came back and his he was fully erect, and his dick was leaking on his stomach. The guy came in and said, nice! Then he began sucking Drew and after he was rock hard the guys lubed up his ass and slide down on Drew’s rock-hard cock and he fucked himself with that big dick until Drew grunted and came in the guy’s ass. The guy dislodged and sucked Drew clean and thanked Drew for the load. He then left and Drew wondered if he would be back in a few hours again or what. Drew slept for a little over an hour and woke to needing to piss bad. He started calling out for someone to let him piss and soon he heard the door, and two guys came in. One guy told the other, much younger voice that he could either suck Drew’s piss down or take it in his ass. The kid said really. The guy slapped him, and he quickly said in my ass. The told the kid to suck Drew and the kid did, Drew kinds liked it since the kid had small hands like a girl and a mouth like one too. Once hard the guy pulled the kid off and lubed up the boy’s hole and Drews Pole and he told the boy to sit on it. The kid lined up his hole and slowly lowered on Drew. That tight little hole on Drew drove him crazy and he fucked that little hole for five minutes and shot his load inside the boy. The guy told the boy to stay on his dick and the boy staying in place and after a few minutes he rubbed Drew’s chest and told him to piss in the boy’s ass. Drew really had to go and although he would never have done it any other time, he began to relieve himself and piss in the boy’s hole. Once finished Drew gave a sigh of relief and the guy told the boy to hold his hole closed and not loose any and he had him bend over and slide a butt plug in him and then he helped the boy out the door and left Drew there to get some more sleep. Drew Slept for a few more hours and he was awakened by two men who unfastened him and walked him to the showers. They fastened his hand to a pole above Drew’s head and Drew was cleaned by the man who had been sucking him off all night. Once drew was cleaned up he had a hose shoved in his hole and he received a flush out of all the cum, blood, poop Drew had collected last night and over night and then Drew received some lube and two shards of Tina in his hole and then a but plug. His hood was removed once the lights were off in the shower and Drew could not see anything, the man behind him shampooed his head as Drew began to fly. Once finished the guy brushed Drew’s teeth with a toothbrush and tooth paste and then made Drew rinse his mouth out. Drew was felling clean and horny and in the dark the guy began to kiss Drew and Drew kissed him back. They made out for ten minutes and Drew was hard again, and the guy lubed up his ass and guided Drews big dick to his hole and Drew slide in and fucked him hard till he came inside the man. Who pulled off and cleaned Drew’s dick by sucking him clean and blindfolded Drew and lead him to Room 9 where he was helped up on a fuck bend can left for one of the patrons from last night! The sixty hear old guy had offered $5,000 to fuck the boy’s hole. Drew lay there spinning and twenty minutes later a tall, skinny man walked in and slowly rang his hands all over Drew. The guy leaned down and lifted Drew’s head and began to kiss him and Drew kissed back just like in the shower. The old man slipped his tongue down Drew’s throat and kissed him hard. Five minutes of heavy kissing and then the man said, boy keep your head right there and he stood up and unbuttoned his jeans and let out a thick nine-inch dick with a PA. The guy worked out his PA out and then slide his hard dick in Drew’s mouth saying the last boy who sucked me with my PA in needed dental work after. Let’s save the PA for your hole boy. Then the guys began fucking Drew’s mouth making him choke and gag on his dick and the guy got rough and said fuck yea boy. Cock on my dick you are fucking fag. Let me fuck your throat you worthless whore. The guy used and assaulted Drew verbally for twenty minutes and then finally pulled out his dick from Drew’s mouth and throat. Then he proceeded to got to his ass and slap his left ass check hard and Drew yelped, and he did it three more times making red welts on his ass. Drew began to ask him to stop, and he yelled fucking slut if you ask me to stop again you will wish you hadn’t for a long time. Drew bit his lip as the guy did the same to his right ass check and then tenderly moved to the ass pug and pulled on it is removing it and the guy said, now this is what I have wanted. Only a fucking whore would make me work so hard to slide my dick in your pussy, get ready boy and he lined up his dick and shoved it full length in Drew. Drew yelped and the guy slapped his ass and said shut the fuck up boy. The old man proceeded to fuck Drew for what felt like hours, but it was 43 minutes of pure assault on Drews Straight ass and then the guy finally shot his load in the boy. Boy, the guy said, now that is what I cam for. That ass was so good you are going to have to suck my dick till I am hard again, and I will breed you again. Drew began to cry, and the guy smacked Drew’s has hard six time and his right check was bright red, and Drew collected himself and opened his mouth ready to suck the guy’s dick. It took ten minutes till the guy was hard again and this time the guy fucked him for 33 minutes before shooting a second load in Drew and slipping the butt plug back inside. Good little straight whore. You were worth every penny. Drew lay there in pain and humiliation but still spinning and horny to get off. The guy took his time getting dressed and then slowly traced Drew’s body making Drew shiver and tingle all over. Then the leaned in and said to Drew, Daddy will rent you again and next time it I will used you even harder.

I have been on PrEP since it came out. Thousands of cocks have spilled their seed in my ass. For me no greater high exists than a fellow male, purely for sport and pleasure has sodomized me and emptied his nuts in me, filling me with his warm male essence, knowing that some of it will absorb into me and his maleness and DNA will become a permanent part of my body. I say, go for it!

A bit of a different chapter but all part of Daddy fag’s journey. Don’t be afraid to comment your thoughts x Chapter 5 I pulled up outside my house. It had been 90 minutes since I messaged my wife that I was on my way home. Fuck. Thankfully she has her own car cause I left a wet cum stain on the driver’s seat. My night of indiscretion and liberation leaking out of my ass. I quietly opened the door half expecting my wife to be waiting in the living room, but the coast was clear. I snuck past the Master bedroom and could hear her quietly snoring and made my way to the family bathroom, no way was I risking the ensuite. I ran the shower nice and hot as I peeled away my pants, clinging to my ass from the cum. I leaned over slightly back towards the mirror and spread my ass cheeks. My hole looked red and puffy, a clear sign of tonight’s relentless fucking. I gently touched my hole and it stung, pushing my fingers in slightly. They were immediately coated in the pinky cummy slime. I couldn’t help myself. I scooped as much as I could and brought my fingers to my lips. I couldn’t get enough of the taste of my destroyed ass. I jumped in the shower and soaped myself up to wash away tonight’s evidence. As I began to wash my newly broken-in ass I couldn’t help but remember how powerful Leon’s cock felt invading me. Who knew this unassuming twink could be so dominant and so intoxicating. As my fingers rubbed against my sore hole my tiny prick jumped to attention, fuck hadn’t he cum enough tonight. I had to feel it again, my little cock was demanding it. I started by slipping my index finger in and I was surprised just how easily my hole gave way. Quickly I had three fingers in my ass rubbing and stretching my hole. It hurt and stung, but in a good way, it was almost comforting. As much as I tried I couldn’t reach my prostate. My fingers just weren’t long enough. I noticed a bottle of conditioner in the soap caddy, it was a bit shorter than Leon’s cock and less girthy. I grabbed it and squirted some conditioner into my hand. I lubed up the bottle and steadied myself against the shower wall. The tip of the bottle slid in fairly easy but getting the rest in wasn’t as easy. Whereas a hard cock has some movement to it, this bottle was completely straight and was staying that way. I remembered what Leon said about relaxing like I was going to the toilet. Fuck it, I’m the shower what’s a bit of mess. I relaxed and as I did the bottle started to slip in. After a few minutes there were a couple of inches left to go and I could feel the top of the bottle gently pressing against my prostate. My little dick twitched as I hit my prostate. God that felt good. My ass stung as the bottle sat there, but the pleasure outweighed the pain. I found if I tapped the bottom of the bottle it would gently press back and forth against my prostate, sending my little cock wild. As I tapped away fervently memories of my evening came flooding back. The way Leon called me Daddy Faggot, how is thick twink cock felt fucking my ass mercilessly, how hard I got when he said he was poz and realising I might get infected. Fuck did my little cock just get harder thinking about that, no I can’t want that. My negative thoughts vanished as I recalled the way Jack choked me out and called me Leon’s sloppy seconds. I couldn’t jerk my cock as I had to steady myself with one hand and tap the bottle with the other. But I didn’t need to. I could feel my little prick swelling and getting close just from the bottle in my ass. I remembered how good Leon’s cock felt inside me, pushing back and forth past my prostate and how good his hot toxic load felt exploding into my ass. I remembered how passionately he kissed me as we flopped down on the bed together. How good it felt to kiss another man, it felt nothing like the way I kissed my wife, I felt alive. With that last thought and realisation my little cock spasmed and I felt weak at the knees. It felt like an orgasm but nothing came out. Waves of pleasure passed through my body as I continued to tap and prolong the feeling. It was the most intense orgasm I’d ever had but clearly I was spent from tonight’s events. After I calmed down from my shower cum I slowly pulled the bottle out of my ass. I felt empty again and my ass stung as the steam from the shower filled my hole. A stream of pink cum flowed after the bottle was removed, I once again scooped some out and devoured it. I guess I was a cum hungry fag. A cum hungry Daddy faggot. I smiled. I finished cleaning out my ass and washed the bottle the best I could. After toweling off and admiring my wrecked hole again I stuffed my cummy pants and underwear into a plastic bag. I hid it in my study before creeping into bed. --- When I woke up late the next morning my wife grilled me on where I had been. I lied as best I could and made some bullshit excuse of cops pulling up next to my car as I was trying to come home. I’m not sure she bought it but I’m sure she has no idea as to what actually happened that night. I lay in bed replaying the night’s events in my head. Not one but two cocks filling my once virgin ass. I slowly jerked my prick but it felt nowhere near as good as when my prostate was being smashed by Alpha cocks. In then hit me that I had taken not one but two poz loads in my ass. What had come over me, it was only a matter of time before the truth would come out. I started googling HIV symptoms. If I was infected I should expect a short flu in a few weeks. I started preparing my story in my head to explain it all away. *ding ding* A message popped up from a number I didn’t recognise. Leon: Thanks again for last night Daddy fag. How’s your ass feeling this morning. Oh and thanks for the gift xx It was Leon. Gift? What did he mean? *ding ding* A picture message came through of Leon with my wedding ring on a chain around his neck making a kissy face and winking. Fuck it must have fell out of my pocket as I put my pants back on. I messaged him back straight away. Me: Please I need that back. My wife would kill me. Leon: Well you know where to find it Daddy faggot xx It seemed I’d be seeing Leon again much sooner than I had imagined.

Dad’s Pool Party Chapter Two Dad drove quickly down the streets, turning on ones I’ve never been on taking me to areas I’ve never seen. It looked more industrial than a business area. It was looking a bit shady the further we went. “Almost there buddy” “Where are we going Dad?” “The best men’s shop in town.” he replied with a smile. He pulled the truck into the lot of an old warehouse. No signage on the building or the door, which was an old rust metal one. No windows, nothing. “Come on” he said, “Don’s waiting” We jumped out and headed to the front door. Dad pulled on the rusty metal door and we went in. It was very warm inside the shop. Rack and racks of all kinds of men’s clothing was around the room. “You made it” a deep voice from the back of the store said. “Had to stop and pick up some adult beverages for the party” Dad replied. I watched as a dark hair, bearded, olive skinned man walked towards us. He was a big bodybuilder just like Dad and Big John. He’s shorts were blue like Dad’s and his cock and balls were swinging. “This your boy?” “The one and only,” Dad replied, “He’s joining the party this year. Need a new suit” “I got some good ones in” he said, “Let me lock the door and we can get started” “JJ see that red curtain over there to the right?” Dad asked. I nodded. “That’s the fitting room, go in and strip down” he said. My face went red with embarrassment. “Don’t be shy or embarrassed. It’s just us guys. I will be right outside of the red curtain. Now hop to it. Don and I are going to get some swim suits for you to try on and model for us” I went over and pulled the curtain aside and went in. The room was lined with mirrors from floor to ceiling. I could hear Dad and Don selecting suits as I kicked off my shoes, pulled off my socks. I pulled my tee shirt over my head exposing my smooth chest. I admired my small frame in the mirror. I tossed my shirt on my shoes. Hooking my fingers in my short’s waist band I push my shorts and underwear down to my ankles, bending over with my ass to the red curtain. I stepped out of them and kicked them to my shoes. I meaty, hairy olive skin hand reached in and grabbed my clothes. “Hey” I said. “Don’t worry. I will give them back. Don’t need you to trip over them” The red curtain was pulled aside, exposing my nakedness to the store main floor. I was about to cover my crotch, but decided not to. “An exhibitionist just like his Dad” Dad handed me a red, skimpy speedo to try on. I looked at it funny. I had never worn a swim suit like this. “Go on” Dad said, sitting on a chair that he moved in front of the dressing room. I watched as he spread his legs. I stared at his crotch’s reflection in the mirror, as I stepped into the suit. It covered me but not by much, some of my ass cheeks were out in the back and my cock and balls had just some room to cover them. Don stepped forward and ran his hand over my ass and then moved to the front, sliding his finger inside the side of the front pouch. His finger rubbed against my cock and over my balls. I watched Dad’s hand move from the arm of the chair into his lap. “Don’t like that one” Dad said. “Strip it off and I will get you another one” Don said. I hooked my finger in the waist band and push it down. I bend over and my ass came into Dad’s view. I could feel the heat of the air move in between my ass cheeks. I knew my hole was in view. I was flashing my Dad my hole. Don picked up the suit off the floor and handed me a black one. This one was a sting bikini, black. I stepped into the suit and pulled it up. I watched Dad’s hand move in his lap. My mind screamed: He’s playing with his cock!! My ass cheeks were half exposed and my cock and balls just fit inside the pouch, one wrong move and they would popped out. “Turn around so I can see” Dad said. I did as I was told. “I like that one” Don said. “Me too.” Dad replied, “Set it aside as a maybe” I didn’t hesitate, I stripped it off, this time with my ass to the mirror. I could see through my legs my ass and watched my cheeks part. Don took that suit and handed me another. It was hot pink. “Pink Dad? Really?” I asked “Men wear pink” When I stepped in it, I discovered it was a thong, a hot pink thong. I pulled it up and looked at my Dad. His fingers were inside the leg of his shorts. Don moved over and ran his finger in between the thong part and my ass. “This goes in your ass crack buddy” he said. “Turn and face the mirror” Dad said. Don stepped closer, his crotch was barely rubbing against my hand. He was looking at my Dad. I watched Dad’s crotch in the mirror. “Didn’t we have a string bikini thong, same color picked out” “I’ll get it” replied Don. I took off the thong with my ass towards Dad. I could see between my legs he had something in his hand. Fuck was he playing with his cock out in the open? Don handed me the new suit. I looked at his reflexion in the mirror. His cock was hard and sticking out the leg of his shorts. It looked long and thick. I stepped into the string bikini thong. I smiled. I liked this one. It was smaller in the pouch and made me look like I had a bigger cock than I did. The string in my crack would take some getting use to. “I see you like that one” Dad said. “I do Dad” I replied, “Do you think it would be okay to wear this at the pool party” “Fuck yeah” Dad said. I stepped out of the dressing room and closer to Dad. He ran his hand over my chest. “Why don’t you get a new suit Dad” “I think I will” he replied. “Don can you pick me out a couple to try on. You know what I like” Don moved into the store as Dad stepped into the dressing room. I sat in the chair, spreading my legs just like him. I watched as he stripped. I watched closely when he bent over and dropped his shorts. His ass and crack were hairy. I even got a view of his hole. My eyes grew big when I saw that. In the mirror I could see his thick, veiny cock. It had to be about nine inches. His nuts were huge too. Don came back with a few suits and handed Dad a blue bikini similar to mine. I watched closely as he stepped in it. The string invaded his crack and he pulled the pouch over his cock and balls, using the bikini to bounce them in. He then turned and I got a front view. His cock and balls barely fit inside the pouch. When he turned I could see inside the pouch. “You think I should wear this one son?” he asked. “Think you should Dad?” “I think the guys would get a kick out of it.” I looked over at Don who was licking his lips and running his finger tip around his cock head, causing it to leak. “I’ve seen you wear less” Don said. “Okay we will take them” “Wear the home?” Don asked, “or should I bag them up” “Bag our clothes, we will wear them home” Don collected our clothes and went to the counter. We both walked over. Behind the counter Don was openly playing with his cock, this time he had it and his balls pulled out and was stroking. “I put it on your bill” Don said. “Thanks” “JJ, if you ever want to make some money, I could use a boy like you to help about” “Maybe after the party you could start helping about here” “I would like that” He got our clothes and headed out the door. I moved quickly to the truck. Dad unlocked his side and got in. I was standing on the passenger side waiting. My ass exposed to all the world to see and who ever drove by. “Dad!” With a click my door unlocked and I climbed in. I have to say it felt good wearing almost nothing in the heat. I looked over at Dad who was smiling at me. I glanced down and saw his cock pointing outwards, stretching out his pouch. “Let’s get home” With that he drove off and headed home.

For those who came up in the 80s, 90s and 00s, if you would have told the contraction of HIV could be prevented with the use of a SINGLE daily pill, we would have thought you insane, even 10 years ago. You still have folks from that era who still won’t take prep, despite the research. That’s how much fear was/is out there. For the rest, we may not even believe in prep fully. We just have hope it MAY work as much as they say, and if all it takes is a daily pill, we are going for it.

Just fuck raw and enjoy it. You either take Prep daily now and avoid HIV or you get HIV and take a pill daily to avoid Aids. One way or another if you want to fuck raw you'll be taking a daily pill, unless you don't give a shit about your health.

@bttmpink7 - You tried it, and found that it wasn’t your thing. I don’t think you need to worry it over in your head any further than that. I tried a dish at a Thai restaurant once that I’m never going to try again. I could think of that as a wasted meal if I wanted to think that way, but I prefer to think of it as a valuable gain of experience. You didn’t lose anything by trying cumdumping - the result of it is that you know yourself better now than you did, and you have a new perspective on sex. Good for you. Now your future decisions about it will be better tailored to suit your needs. Others above have suggested that those who enjoy cumdumping have a mindset. I would agree, except I think there are two or three factors that influence that mindset, and cumdump motivations are not universal. I, for instance, have little in common with a cumdump whose joy comes from the loads taken and the feeling of them running down his legs - that person is drawn by the physical, sensual aspects. I, on the other hand, have been trained to provide my body in service to men, and I am strongly motivated by a sense of duty and gratification that I can supply pleasure to others; if a fuck doesn’t result in a load, or causes me discomfort, that doesn’t make it a negative experience for me if the Top left happy. That’s a kind of rush I can never get enough of. I could do it 24/7. Because the rewards of each encounter made this way are so great for cumdumps with these mindsets, the expense of time to obtain them doesn’t seem like time lost, but to someone for whom the value is less, it well might. The thing that exhilarates you that way is unique to you, and may not be found by cumdumping. That’s absolutely fine. Think no more of it. In most contexts, saying “I’m not a cumdump” is actually a social positive.

I don't think there is causation between sluttiness and self-esteem. Cumdump/anonymous sex is just a variety of sex. In the 1400s Florence, Italy roughly half of the male population had sex with other men, and a great deal of it was happening in public places. [think before following links] https://overcast.fm/+RGIQgSZNs (Link to Bad Gays podcast episode discussion)

Dude... I read that and felt it in my soul. 37 years old and I never realized that is exactly the same boat I am in. Too gay for the straights and too straight for the gays. It truly is frustrating.

Another amazing story @losolent

You can breed mine... Undectable loads are just hotter.

Two individuals should be capable of determining whether a "date" implies a meet and greet for coffee, drinks, food, etc.; and, or sex. Even if one party is unsure of what the "date" implies., he, she, whatever, can determine what the outcome will or will not be.

Yeah, he was very hot! Beautiful killer smile, lol. Prosectuors alleged he killed Lamar Odin Lloyd because Odin found out about his gay relationships. He's actually thought to have killed many others or at least participated in their deaths as well. There's an article that summarizes the alleged murders here: [think before following links] https://heavy.com/sports/2020/01/how-many-people-did-aaron-hernandez-kill/ . He killed himself as well, does that count?

This is a battle you will never win, so don't try. If you shave it, you'll suddenly meet a lot of men who want you hairy. If you let it grow out, you'll suddenly meet a lot of men who prefer smooth. I gave up trying. Now my attitude is if they don't like the way I am, then NEXT!!!

You so right I 100% agree with you.

I did not. I asked a question to know if what the doctors (allegedly) told you was in general or meant for your personal medical situation. And please do not assume to know what is better for my health than me and my doctor who HAS studied medicine, is aware of my dating habits AND knows my medical history! Talked bout this with a friend because I was a little upset after reading your posts. He straightened me out.

Okay, so one of the hottest stories But also this is the strongest emotional journey I've been on while wanking. The anxiety of having an unshakable crush and trying to resist the urges to stalk and obsess. Trying to resist asking everyone about him. Trying not to make the interest as Times Square billboard obvious as it totally is. It made me feel like an idiot teenager again and I didn't want that but couldn't look away. And then the genuinely heartfelt connections and backstory. A lot of the times I just read dirty stories for the sex parts because I'm horny and because endless exposition either makes me lose interest or touches on elements of scenes I don't connect with. This had me anxiously horny throughout

For people's information, intermittent or "2-1-1" PrEP has been recommended in France for years, following the successful IPERGAY trial, and it also appears in the pending update to the US CDC PrEP guidelines. Data do not bear out worries about drug resistance. The components of Truvada and Descovy (more PrEP products are coming, including injectables that last a month or two; see the draft CDC guidelines) are also recommended as part of first-line HIV treatment regimens. Were resistance common, this would not be so. Safety assessment/testing is part of the CDC guidelines. For example, for the small number of PrEP patients who encounter kidney problems when taking Truvada or Descovy, periodic testing will detect the problem. Although PrEP does not protect against STIs other than HIV, CDC guidelines require medical professionals to provide quarterly STI testing to at-risk PrEP patients, including men who have sex with men. Often, this is a condition for refilling a 90-day PrEP prescription. Given that many sexual infections are asymptomatic in men, frequent and routine (i.e., from a medical provider with whom you have an ongoing relationship, so you'll get your results and be able to return for treatment if necessary) STI testing makes PrEP users safer than non-PrEP users, who tend to test infrequently and rely on unfamiliar clinics (many clinic visitors never return for treatment). STIs in PrEP patients will be detected and treated quickly. Most of all, it's important to discuss PrEP with, and receive comprehensive PrEP care from, a medical professional. (Depending on state practice guidelines, this need not be a doctor; in California, for example, PharmD's and other non-doctors can prescribe PrEP.) Intake testing; regular safety, HIV and STI testing; and support for adherence all matter. It's more than filling a prescription!

Hope y’all don’t mind a building chapter. More an exploration of Daddy Fag’s acceptance of who is. Chapter 6 Leon said to go to his place around 6PM if I wanted my ring back. I tried to get him to meet somewhere public so he could just give me the ring and I could go home, but he said his place or nothing. I told my wife I was going to have some beers with some friends. The cum on the driver’s seat had now dried. I really should have cleaned that up earlier. But there was something about sitting on my dried cum that turned me on. I don’t know why but I really made an effort in getting dressed for going to Leon’s and tried to look as faggy as possible. I was wearing denim shorts that I rolled up so they were above my knee and a tank I wore when I used to go to the gym. I put on a pair of bonds briefs that I don’t wear too often and when I was thinner, they were a bit tighter and hugged my little cock. I parked outside Leon’s in my car and sat there for 15 minutes trying to build up the courage to go inside. I don’t think I scared of what might happen but scared that nothing might happen.I know it was wrong but I wanted his toxic cock in me again. I could have gotten lucky last night and not have been infected. I was playing with fire. I knocked on the front door. My face dropped when I saw it wasn’t Leon who answered. It was his other roommate I saw on the couch last night. He was even shorter than Jack by a good few inches and a twink like Leon, slim but not as toned as Leon. He was wearing a pair of very short pink gym shorts, a white mesh crop top and a pair of pink converse hi tops. He had floppy bleached blonde hair, a septum piercing with a little pink stone dangling off it and the thickest fullest lips I’d seen on a guy. He looked about Leon’s age. He certainly had a style and it worked. “Umm hi, is Leon here?” I asked, feeling nervous in front of this hot twink. “Hii Daddy, Leon just popped out for a second but you can come in, I’m charlie” he said with a bubbly lilt and a cute smile. He grabbed my hand and led me to the couch, as he turned I saw it again, that pink scorpion tattoo on his lower back just above his ass, a tramp stamp. Except this one was a little different, the tail bent downwards instead of upwards. He lightly pushed me down into the small two seater couch and sat down next to me legs crossed like he was sitting on the ground facing me. He seemed really enthusiastic about me being there. “So tell me Daddy. How was your first time taking Leon’s Dom dick?” He said all attention on me, placing his hands on my thigh. “Does everyone in this house know what happened?” I said nervously. “Ummm how could we not? You were moaning like a little slut last night hun” he said cheekily. I looked at him nervously. “Don’t worry Daddy, we’re not gonna tell your wife. Your secret’s safe with us” he said trying to reassure me. “Look I just came to pick something up” I said trying to change the subject. “It’s not your fault, you know. Leon is impossible to resist, whether you know about his magic seed or not” Charlie said like he was under a spell. “So come on how was it? The first time is always so magical”. I started to remember last night and Charlie was right. It was magical. Possibly the best night of my entire life. “Honestly I was in pain, I felt degraded and used but it was the best sex I’ve ever had” I admitted to Charlie and myself. “I love that for you Daddy and knowing that you will carry a part of him within you for the rest of your life! How lucky are we?” Charlie said excitedly. Charlie had definitely drunk the Kool-Aid but a part of me agreed with him entirely. “So Leon infected you too?” I asked. “Oh no Daddy! He didn’t infect me. He gave me a gift, he liberated me” Charlie said seriously. “Because of Leon I can be who I was always meant to be. Who I was born to be. And now so can you Daddy”. Charlie leaned in and kissed me on the lips, deeply and softly. I wasn’t expecting that. His lips were so soft and the kiss so gentle. Nothing like the way Leon and Jack kissed me. I kissed him back, our tongues softly exploring each others mouths. “You see Daddy, you and I, we are the same. We are both beta faggots at the service of real men like Leon. And now because of his special gift we are both connected. We are both brothers brought together in the service of Leon” Charlie said like he’d known me his entire life. “But how can it be a gift, my life will never be the same, its ruined” I said defiantly. “I went through the exact same thing when I realised what I let Leon do to me. But think of it this way after I had accepted his gift and let him pulse through me forever there was no cock I could be afraid of. I was free to explore anything and everything my beta fag desires needed. And I've never looked back” Charlie said without an ounce of regret. As Charlie’s words floated around in my head I got a wave of excitement. All my desires I’d had since highschool, all the filthy fantasies I’d had filled my brain. My little dick got hard. “Hehe looks like my words have really resonated with you” Charlie quipped grabbing my rising cock. I’d never been around someone so comfortable with their sexuality before, it was a little shocking but also exciting. “Haha yeah I guess” I said a bit embarrassed. “Leon loves little dick Daddies, no wonder he took a shine to you” Charlie said, still rubbing my cock. I got a bit embarrassed and blushed a little. “Aww don’t be shy about it Daddy! All the best beta faggots have tiny dicklets. It’s an outward sign of inferiority to real men like Leon and Jack, and my boyfriend Troy” Charlie said, noticing my embarrassment. “You’re just like me and if you’re lucky you won’t have to worry about your little dick distracting you from your true purpose. Like me”. With that Charlie jumped off the couch and dropped his shorts to the floor. I looked down at this hairless crotch and saw he was wearing a little pink plastic chastity cage with his balls high and tight. “I haven’t cum from jerking my little sissy cock in over 8 months, I’m only allowed to cum from my ass” he said proudly. “I’m so lucky my boyfriend is my keyholder to keep the temptation away”. He pulled his shorts back up, but first he pulled up a pair of white lace panties with his cock cage straining against the tight panties. Charlie jumped back on to the couch and put his hand back on my cock. “Don’t worry Daddy we’ll have you locked up soon enough” he giggled. “I can’t wait for you meet my boyfriend”. The front door clicked. I had enjoyed my conversation with Charlie but my excitement had built to see Leon again. My heart was racing. My heart dropped a little as I realised it wasn’t Leon. In walked a tall man probably in his late 20s with dark olive skin. His hair was black and cropped with a tight fade. His thighs were like tree trunks and he had some of the biggest biceps I’d seen in real life. He was wearing short black gym shorts and you could tell he was packing. Out the sides of his loose fitting singlet he had well developed pecs. “Troy!!” Charlie screamed with a high pitched squeal leaping off the couch and jumping into his arms. Charlie wrapped his legs around Troy, climbing him like a tree. Troy wrapped his arms around him and started kissing him passionately while slipping his hands down the back of Charlie’s shorts and playing with his ass. They made out for what seemed like a minute, barely coming up for air. I cleared my throat and Charlie looked up. “Oh where are my manners” Charlie apologised still in Troys arms. “Troy this is Daddy, Daddy this is my boyfriend Troy”. I stood up from the couch “Umm Brian” I corrected sticking out my hand to shake Troy’s. “You must Leon’s latest conquest” Troy said in a deep commanding voice. He stuck his hand out, but instead of shaking mine he grabbed my crotch. “Another little dick fag. Leon certainly has a type” Troy said confidently. I paused for a moment before replying “Yes Sir”. I don’t know where that came from but it felt natural and right in his presence.

Part 3 - The Unwanted Attention "Good morning your highness" Jackson spoke with a spring in his voice entering the bedroom. Alex turned over in bed "Is it time to get up already?" he asked in complaining tone. Jackson put the cup of coffee next to the bed "Your highness has a busy day ahead" he replied. "Sit on the bed and tell me what I am doing then" Alex commanded with a grin on his face. Jackson sat on the edge of the bed "Lunch with the royal guests and the Governor Premier". Alex pulled a face "Please tell me that is it" he said dreading what else was to come. Jackson chuckled "Dinner with the royal guests and you entertaining Prince Andreas" he said. Alex sat up "Actually I think you can entertain Prince Andreas" he replied with sarcasm. Jackson stood up "Not on your life, don't like him" he informed Alex. "I will make it worth your while" Alex offered then giggled. Jackson grabbed Alex and pulled him out of bed "Nothing you can do would make me do that". Alex ran his hand down over Jackson's cock "Your highness that is inappropriate" he said pushing his groin forward more. "So why is it almost hard then?" Alex asked causing Jackson to grin. Jackson kissed Alex then pushed him down to his knees "Suck me off!" he demanded. There was no hesitancy apart from Alex fumbling around trying to unzip the trousers then finally pulled Jacksons hefty cock out from his underwear, he was amazed seeing Jackson had already leaked precum. Alex knew it was enough of a sign that Jackson was feeling the same way. Close up it looked menacing the way the eight inches of his cock protruded out of his trousers and arching down in a semi hard state for a moment before it seemed to magically rise. Alex looked up at Jackson his eyes said it all, he had no idea what he was doing. Jackson smiled and started guiding the prince letting his tongue flickering at the partially rolled back foreskin hitting the head of Jackson's cock making it bounce in anticipation. His head being guided Alex opened his mouth the anticipation of sucking his first cock had him diving on to the cock at light speed and squealing in pure joy, his mouth taking in the fullness of the girth and feeling it quickly change in to a very hard state. Careful not to choke or gag himself Alex allowed Jackson to guide his head forcing his lips up and down delicately, the head of Jackson's cock ran across his tongue slowly at first. Suddenly his taste buds assimilated the tangy saltiness of precum, his head held still by Jackson's hands who was now gently using his hips to control the thrusting. Both overly excited Jackson would pull right back and slap Alex's face with his cock before pushing it back in to his mouth. Alex giggled through a mouth full of cock each time and grabbed his own cock pleasuring himself, his eyes half closed moaning sweetly. Jackson felt his balls contract quickly and sharply pulled his cock out of Alex's mouth just in time, the first three splats of his cum shot across Alex's chin, nose and left cheek. Alex groaned shooting his load and just missing Jackson's trousers, his mouth opened accidentally took a few after shots making the prince splutter spitting on the floor, Jackson pushed his cock back in to the succulent warm mouth that gently clamped down on his cock. Alex's head bobbed rapidly rewarding with the last few squirts of cum flowing down his throat. Alex pulled off unsure what to make of the taste at first, he found himself being pulled up by Jackson until they were face to face. Jackson licked the cum up Alex chin towards his mouth then kissed with him with an incredible passion taking Alex completely by surprise. Alex stood there eyes half closed in a dreamy state then felt himself fall backwards landing on his back on the bed. "Did you just push me?" Alex asked between laughs. Jackson leant over placing his hands either side of the prince "I am in charge!" he said. Alex grinned "I am a prince, you can't push me!" he said then cracked up laughing. Jackson hauled him off the bed "Not when it is just the two of us" he said, "Go shower". "Yes sir" Alex replied bowing his head mocking Jackson's bow. Jackson chuckled "You keep doing that and next time I won't be so gentle" he warned. Alex looked over his shoulder "Is that a promise?" he asked and Jackson nodded winking at him. Jackson went to the dressing room and prepared some clothes hanging them up on the rail ready for when his prince had finished showering. He stopped holding a shirt his thoughts second doubting himself and this is was a good idea being sexually involved with his master. It could put his career in jeopardy if word got out, his head was nowhere near ready to rule over his heart though and he quickly dismissed the thought deciding to play things carefully and not spend too much time in the royal apartment. It was the strangest of relationships, proper and official when dressing the prince, then erotic caressing when undressing that ultimately lead them to sexual antics. Alex knew he could trust Jackson and for the few weeks they had together he was so happy just being treated normally and relished the time they had together. With Alden so busy with Elethera it was down to Alex and play pretend at being a friend to Prince Andreas. Walking towards the family dining room he was not looking forward to this one bit and for the first half an hour he played nicely. The footman opened the door announcing 'Your Majesties and Royal Highnesses, Monrovia's Governor Premier', Steven entered the room and bowed his head and immediately went over to King and Queen, then Alden and finally Alex. His father introduced the Governor to the Hellenic Royal Family then surprisingly the Governor turned and headed towards Alex. "Your highnesses" Steven said bowing his head, "May I have a few minutes of your time?". Alex nodded "Of course, excuse us Andreas" he said grateful for the interruption. Alex walked to the garden windows and outside "What can I do for you Governor?" he asked. Steven smiled "Well your highness it is about your future plans" he said. "Been speaking to the King?" Alex asked knowing full well his father probably had talked. "I wondered if you would take on more official duties now your highness?" Steven asked. "Oh" Alex replied the stopped to look at him, "In what way?" he asked curiously. Steven tried to gauge his reaction "Well some state visits and public appearances to get you use to them" he offered. Alex nodded slowly understanding "You will of course go on the civil list" Steven explained. "Is there not enough royals on it already?" Alex asked, "After all I am only the spare". The Governor chuckled shaking his head "Your highness, you are not perceived that way". They carried on walking "People only see you as the younger prince, never under estimate how well liked you are" Steven said. Alex chuckled and looked at him "Carry on" he said, "You might be winning here". Steven smiled "You are also very smart and savvy" he continued, "And, your attractive". Alex stopped and turned to him "Oh!" he replied caught off guard by the remark. "Do you mean to say my brother is dumb?" Alex asked smirking which Steven noticed. "Not at all your highness, he is more constitutional in his thinking" Steven replied carefully. Alex laughed "How very politically correct your answer is, no wonder why you are the governor" he said beginning to like him. "Prince Alexander it would be an honour having you as a serving royal" Steven emphasised. "Instead of a layabout you mean?" Alex replied almost too quick off the mark for Steven. He stopped the Governor from replying, "One condition though!" Alex exclaimed quickly. Alex knew the governor was gay and it was like a magnetic connection appeared out of nowhere between them, he definitely got the impression that Steven liked him as a person, it was his body language and the casual but still retaining the official stance in the way he spoke. It was like a breath of fresh air and Alex felt his heart thumping in his chest from nerves and what he was about to do that was long overdue. They continued walking and Alex was quiet for a moment making sure they were perfectly alone. "Is your highness playing at keeping me in suspense?" Steven finally asked. Alex laughed "Not at all. I want to do more in helping the gay community" he said. Steven quickly glanced around "We can do that, but you should consider equal split so not to draw attention". "I am glad you understand Governor" Alex said glancing at Steven, "I am not ready on that part of my life to be open". Steven smiled "Your highness has my unquestionable discretion" he said suddenly clicking. "I think we understand each other" Alex said, "How is your husband?" he asked changing subjects. "Sexy as always and very well" Steven replied assessing if he overstepped his response. They started walking back. "Steven, do you think I will have to find a royal one?" Alex asked hoping the governor knew what he meant. "The Queen was of a noble family here in Monrovia" Steven said slightly deviating in his answer to the the question. Alex sighed "Drop the dam political answers when we are in private" he said getting annoyed. Steven grinned "Your highness needs to learn patience" he said, "The choice is yours , proceed with caution though". "Is it really though?" Alex replied staring off over the gardens, "The King and Queen may not approve of anyone I choose?". "Your highness, the monarchs will be happy if you are happy" Steven spoke sincerely, "That is the beauty of Monrovia being so liberal". "When you find someone let me have them checked out your highness" Steven offered. Alex chuckled "You mean have sex with them?" he asked grinning. Steven laughed unable to contain himself "No that is most certainly not what I meant". "Liar!" Alex replied laughing then going quiet, "I feel trapped here, unable to move freely" he said. Steven stopped walking "I don't understand, in what way?" he asked. Alex spoke quietly "I can not do anything without someone looking" he replied confusing himself. "If I can help I will your highness" Steven said reassuring him, "You only have to ask". Alex nodded "What if I want to turn my back on this life?" he asked, "You know go for a quiet life hidden away just a normal job". Steven looked him in the eye "I would not accept that decision from you" he said sharply. "Wow calm down" Alex replied feeling he had upset the governor. "Apologies your highness but I never expected that" Steven said looking shocked. Alex looked up the palace. "Are you that unhappy here your highness?" he asked. He shrugged "I do not know Governor, I am trying to work a lot of things out". "Please do not say anything" Alex pleaded approaching the French doors. "You can turn to me for anything your highness, please remember that" Steven said kindly. Alex noticed the look he was getting from Prince Andreas "Can you make that go away?" he asked. Steven didn't need to look in the direction Alex was looking "I wish" he replied. "May I invite your highness for lunch at the governors mansion?" Steven now asked. Alex smiled and nodded "You may indeed and I will gladly accept so along as we can drop the formalities" he replied smiling. Steven let Alex pass through the door ahead of him bowing with a big smile on his face. The King came over keen to know what was going on and the Governor spoke of his intention to get Prince Alexander involved more with public duties. The news put in the King in a jovial mood over lunch, he was so happy that his son was starting to take on a more active royal role. Alex on the other hand was trying to extend their lunch for as long as possible by eating slowly, his mother had picked up on this and hinted to him several times to finish his lunch, he hoped it would mean having to spend less time with Prince Andreas. With lunch finished Alex grabbed the Governor's attention with conversation whilst Prince Andreas stood there watching him what looked like a malevolent smirk on his face and tapping his foot indicating he was waiting. His plan didn't last long since the Governor had to get back to his daily business and took his leave. With the Governor gone and the families retiring to the lounge area Alden and Elethera went out leaving Prince Andreas with Alex, he was quick to remind Alex that he was promised a tour of the palace. If there was one thing he could do well since he had shown an interest growing up in all the different rooms, portraits, furnishings and artefacts that were strewn through out the palace. Going from from room to room in the palaces official state rooms Andreas was paying attention and watching Alex very carefully. After several hours they moved in to the royal residencies and Andreas coerced and unassuming Alex to show him his royal apartments. Andreas strode beyond the closed doors to the apartment, dressing room and in to the large bedroom that overlooked the private gardens, the room was quiet an almost peaceful serenity existed here. He turned waiting for Alex to follow him through "Close the doors" Andreas said. "Sorry?" Alex replied looking suspiciously at him, "We are not staying here". Andreas smirked at Alex "I saw you flirting outrageously with the Governor" he said. Alex looked on with a shocked expression "We are talking, you assume too much" he replied. Andreas brushed past Alex closing the doors and turning to him "Entertain me!" he demanded, "I think you know how I want to be entertained". Alex stepped back as Andreas moved forward "Let's go for a swim" Alex suggested. Andreas smiled shaking his head "No, I want something more exciting" he said inching closer, "Something that you can provide". "Err no, I don't think so" Alex quickly replied wondering if he should hit the panic button. Andreas moved closer smirking again "Is the Governor fucking you?" he asked. "Certainly not, how dare you" Alex said feeling very unnerved and glancing at the button. Andreas grabbed him hard around the wrist "Don't even think of it princess" he sneered. "Get the fuck off me" Alex shouted angrily trying to force Andreas to let go. His hand gripped tighter pulling Alex away from the button and pushing him down to the bottom of the bed out of reach of the button. Andreas was stronger and loomed like a dark shadow over Alex, all the time his eyes bored in to Alex with a purpose and intent. Alex couldn't shake off the fear in him knowing full well what the Sovereign Prince wanted and was intent on getting it. A bit of Alex was quite open to sexing Andreas since he was not half bad looking but not like this, it shouldn't be this way and Alex tried again to fight him off, Andreas was quick and grabbed his other arm pinning it to the bed. "Be a good little princess and satisfy me" Andreas said pushing his way between Alex's legs. Alex struggled again at his arms being held down "Stop fighting it" Andreas said laughing, "It will be over quickly". "No one will mind, you are only the spare part of the family" Andreas said taunting him. His wrists were getting painfully sore at the vice like grip Andreas had on them, his body and face began inching closer. Panic set in again only know his body was trapped under the weight of Andreas, twisting his head left then right feeling the warm breath increase with intensity against his face the close he got. Andreas was so close to stealing a kiss and Alex knew that it would not end there. The struggle was real and Alex was powerless to push the prince off him, he was about to rescind and close his eyes to get it over with. Behind them the doors to the bedroom opened and Jackson walked in and held back from rushing at Prince Andreas. "Your highness, I have placed your clean clothes in the draws as requested" Jackson said. Andreas jumped up letting go of Alex "How dare you walk in here, leave!" he demanded. Jackson bowed his head "I don't believe I shall your highness" he replied, "Prince Alexander is who I receive instruction from" he sad standing his ground. Alex hopped off the bed rubbing his wrists "Jackson escort him out and lock the doors". "With pleasure your highness" Jackson replied bowing his head. Andreas stood staring Jackson down, "Leave or I push the button" Alex said with his hand on it. Andreas turned to Alex "You will keep for now princess" he said brushing past Jackson. He turned again to face Alex "This isn't over until I make you sing" Andreas said staring at him and making sure he understood. It was enough to make Jackson push Prince Andreas towards the door "Get out" he said. Alex sat on the bed shaken up when Jackson returned "What was that all about?" he asked. He shrugged looking at Jackson "He just tried it on with me" he replied in a shaking voice. Jackson sat beside him "I never lead him on or even inclined I was that way" Alex said. "Of course you didn't, he just thinks he can take what he wants" Jackson said soothingly. Alex nervously smiled "I hate him even more now" he said looking at his wrists. Jackson stood "Do you want me to stay a while or are you okay Alex?" he asked. "Stay. Please" Alex replied quickly. Jackson stayed with Alex and returned to keep him company when he retired after dinner to escape the leering and off the cuff remarks Andreas was making. Jackson was acting as protector and the bond between them grew stronger, over the following days and Jackson was careful not to lead Alex astray until he was sure the young prince was over the incident with Prince Andreas. Thankfully he left with no further attempts with his family in tow along with Alden, he was spending a few weeks with Elethera before returning for the state visit. If anything Alex disliked Andreas even more now and if there was always going to be the need to look over his shoulder whenever the slimy prince was back in Monrovia. Alex had a few conversations with the Governor and King and stipulated that he wanted to be patron of the International HIV Foundation, the request caused the King to glance at Steven who didn't bat an eyelid. On the cusp of questioning his son's request the Governor quickly advised that it was a good idea considering the reach of the charity and publicity for both the royal family and charity. Agreement was made and Alex asked them to hold off any communication until he had Lady Trasilion over for lunch to seek her approval. Retiring to his apartment one evening the same thought was playing on his mind, he wasn't sure if Jackson had gone off him since he was acting very cool and protective around him. Jackson was already in the dressing room waiting for Alex to arrive, he walked where Jackson bowed his head in acknowledgement and Alex stood in front of the mirror. He knew immediately that the touch of Jackson's fingers against his neck would stir his emotions, without thinking he sighed feeling the touch and dropped his head back against Jackson's shoulder. "Do you not like me anymore?" Alex asked speaking in a hushed tone. Jackson glanced at Alex's reflection in the mirror "Stupid thing to ask course I like you". Alex turned and stared him directly in the eye "Then take me to bed, properly" he said. "Stand still" Jackson said tutting and undoing the shirt, "Are you asking me to fuck you?". Alex nodded slowly keeping eye contact and almost afraid of the rejection "Yes I guess so" he replied nervously. Jackson smirked "Am I allowed to take your royal virginity?" he asked chuckling. "Someone needs to before I explode" Alex replied looking at him, "I need you to teach me". Alex shrugged the shirt off letting it drop to the floor and raised his hand stroking Jackson's cheek, the look between them was one of consent and mutual adoration. Simultaneously they grabbed each other behind the neck forcing their lips together painfully hard. Jackson slipped his hand inside Alex's underwear and roughly grabbed the soft suppleness of the prince's arse. Alex moaned lifting up on tip toes and kissing Jackson harder, the movement invoked a response in Jackson where his arms circled around the prince lifting him effortlessly off the ground. Alex opened his eyes wide in surprise, his hands locking firmly around Jackson's neck and his legs systematically wrapped around Jackson's waist. Their kiss held firm, slowly moving out of the dressing room into the bedroom, Jackson using his foot closed the door and carried his prince over to the bed. Alex moaned softly each time Jackson took a step, it was excited nervousness of what was about to happen but also the unmistakable feel of cock pressed up against his arse. With tender handling Alex found himself lying on the bed, his legs and arms still wrapped around the torso of the man looming over him, hips gyrating and grating the erection hard against him, swiftly Jackson exposed the prince's arse running his fingers over the delicate hole feeling the body under him respond sensually in ripples of delight. His hand moved to extract his cock and pulling the foreskin back that was already moist with precum. Slowly he rubbed the head against the royal hole eliciting the desired response from his prince, tiny noises of pleasure drift off in the expanse of the bedroom. The urge to fuck him bareback was too strong to fight, he knew if he was going to risk his career and take the prince's virginity he may as well plant his commoner seed in him. These thoughts running in his head quickly resulted in more precum secreting out and moistening the hole. Carefully he worked at the hole with his cock until it began to loosen slightly allowing him to start the penetration. He felt the hands of his prince pushing his shoulders away and gasping at the pain of the intrusion, 'Relax' Jackson whispered softly ignoring the natural reaction of Alex to push him away. He leant forward and kissed Alex softly telling him he would go careful and to relax his body. Alex stopped pushing and ran his finger over Jackson's lips 'Kiss me' he pleaded, 'Make love to me' he pleaded with a desperation in his voice. Jackson pushed his hips down allowing the head of his cock to completely disappear inside the princes' arse, quickly his kissed Alex to stifle any loud noises. His finger dug in deep on Jackson's shoulders hoping this would ease the pain and discomfort, the slow tiny movements Jackson made with his hips reduced the pain he initially felt and replaced by a fire of passion in his body that burned scorching every nerve in his body. The enticing movements in his hips pushed more cock inside and every movement Alex made under him only exaggerated the speed of his penetration, careful not to push to much in one go but steadily little by little his cock was disappearing, devoured by the prince's hole. His body trembled as a coping mechanism, the pain was real yet somehow endurable like his body craved sex. Alex was going through new sensations and each time Jackson stopped kissing he looked down in to his eyes seeking reassurance to continue, too preoccupied to kiss his valet again he pulled Jackson back down seeking his mouth and tongue. To him it seemed the only way to reaffirm his intention to Jackson who shifted his legs towards the prince pushing his cock further inside. Alex moaned in his mouth arching his neck back desperate to let out a louder moan, but his valet's mouth followed keeping their mouths connected. His legs resting against Jackson's thighs comfortably he let out one last gasping moan and his legs quivered, snapping his eyes wide open knowing Jackson was fully inside him. Jackson raised his head peering down at Alex and raise an eyebrow, in return he nodded slowly feeling the first of many gentle and tender pelvic thrusts. Alex was transfixed on to Jackson's eyes as they continued to look deep in to each other, wondering what the other was thinking right now, prince and valet crossed the boundaries engaging in sexual intimacy. His arse aching but not wanting Jackson to stop he grabbed on to the muscular arms resting either side of him, Jackson's hot breath wafting over his face like a drug enforced tranquilizer brought the passion to life in Alex, he sough Jackson's mouth again and kissed him with more vigour. Alex could feel every movement of Jackson's body as he made love to him, there was a gratefulness inside that Jackson was the first one he would have a real sexual encounter with. It brushed off any awkwardness or trust issues and if anything Jackson knew Alex's body better than anyone else right now. A drop of sweat landed above his eye startling Alex and bringing him back to focus on Jackson who was smiling down at him, his whole body was moving much quicker echoed through the dull pain Alex became aware of inside his arse. Jackson leaned down and kissed Alex with such loving that it threw him off guard, 'I can't hold back any more' he whispered to Alex. Alex moved his left hand up to Jackson's face and wiped some of the sweat away 'Will you ejaculate in me?' he asked in different pitches of his voice from the constant thrusting he was receiving. Jackson chuckled having never hear any of his previous sexual partners using the word ejaculate, but then this was no ordinary person under him. Jackson smiled 'I am going to flood you!' he exclaimed, 'make you pregnant' he followed up with making Alex giggle and moan. The intensity increased and strangely Alex felt Jackson's body completely change as it neared orgasm, unsure what to expect in reality so he clasped his hands around Jackson's neck. He felt his balls tingle then sharply tighten as the pulsing began surging down the shaft of his cock. His whole body pushed forward and letting out several loud groans followed by powerful jolts of his pelvis smashing up against Alex's arse, he could feel Alex's grip tighten around his neck and only just aware of the painful noises coming from under him. Right now Jackson didn't care, his human instinct to breed had taken over and in the throws orgasm, each pelvic thrust forcing his cock deeper and releasing several hefty volleys of cum inside his prince. The trusts eased off and Jackson breathed out heavily collapsing on top of Alex. Only now Jackson became aware of Alex's legs moving in sporadic rapid movements around his thighs, the arms still tightly clenched around his neck holding on, Jackson looked down at Alex's wide open eyes and delirious smile on his face. It was like the prince had left the building so Jackson gave ground his pelvis against Alex's hole, the resulting moan sounded mesmerising and his eyes fluttered. "Oh god!" Alex said softly reaching up and kissing Jackson. Jackson kissed the tip of his nose "Was that okay?" he asked. Alex nodded and sighed relaxing his body "Wow!" was all he could muster in his head. "Again?" Alex asked looking up at Jackson who chuckled at his request. Jackson shook his head "Better not your arse will be sore tomorrow" he said. Slowly Jackson extracted his cock and laid beside Alex holding him in his arms. The significance of this night would never diminish in both of them over the coming years. Jackson taught and perfected Alex's sexual activities over the many nights they spent together. Despite Alex's urge to want to fuck Jackson it was strictly off the cards, Jackson was top only and after a few nights Alex learnt why Jackson liked being a top, using his many techniques that left Alex a complete mess after experiencing them. Jackson slipped off the bed and retrieved his clothes, dressing quickly he tucked the prince up in bed and kissed him one last time before leaving. Alex stared up at the ceiling chuckling away to himself and still trying to figure out how his body felt each time Jackson had finished with him.

Re-Opening 2 It was strange walking around the baths with it so empty. It had a very different vibe. I found room 207 but it was empty so off to the dark room I went. I prefer dark rooms that are completely dark. This wasn't one of them and it never has been. There's enough light to see shapes and I suppose if your eyes are really good you can see who's there. I had a few guys grab a feel. They guy that went for my ass got his hand twisted and quickly realized that it was off limits. There was a larger guy on his knees who really enjoyed the couple minutes I let him taste my dick and the earlier guy's ass. With no sign of... RJ, I continued my search as I said to myself "yay! I remembered his name". He was one of the few bathhouse fucks who's name I even knew, but we'd been fucking for so many years that it came up at some point. Eventually I found him in the sauna, right before I was about to give up and go fuck the hairless guy. "Hey, how's it going" I asked as I walked up and took a spot next to him. "Getting a lot better. I don't want to startle you, but I think there's only 3 tops here today, so you might get attacked at any time" he replied. I chuckled and said "I'm kinda used to it, its usually not this bad though. You find anyone yet, or are you still a virgin?" He let out a loud laugh and replied "It's not that bad. I had a pod with a couple fuckbuds and we've kept each other in shape. I've probably topped more in the last year than the rest of my life combined." "Cool, I had a fuckpod too. Now that I'm vaxxed and things are opening up its time for more variety. Right?" I said back. I wasn't going to tell him that my pod numbered in double digits or that I had a good track record infecting the neg guys I fucked with my now very detectable bug. He had been an early proponent of prep and was part of the clinical trials so our talks about whether it was safe vs. bareback were long over. We even joked when I started meds the last time that we were probably the safest barebackers in the place but hadn't said anything about it in years. "Exactly. You up for seeing if my ass can still take that monster of yours?" RJ asked. "That's why there's a college guy down the hall that's bitching he didn't get bred" I replied with a wicked grin. He climbed off the bench and took his place in front of me, sucking me just like two years ago and bringing my cock back to life. He still remembered all of the little things that I liked a cocksucker to do, from slurping one ball at a time into his mouth to biting, and tugging on my foreskin. RJ bobbed on my cock a minute, getting rougher with each stroke until he was ramming the head of my dick into his throat. He pulled off a moment and looked up at me. "I don't taste another guys ass. You sure you fucked a guy?" he asked and immediately went back down to working my cock. "Yeah, some guy in the dark room sucked any traces of him off my dick" I said. My shaft was back at full hardness and when RJ would wag his ass while deepthroating me, I'd get one step closer to nailing it. I gave him a five count and then pulled him off me. He crawled forward as I got off the bench. I spread his legs a little wider and pressed my thumb to his hole. Other than sweat, I couldn't find any other lube. Spitting a few gobs on his hole, I pulled my foreskin the rest of the way back and pressed forward. Just like with the college guy, no mention was made of condoms or status and soon my leaking cock was sinking deeper into his velvety hole. RJ groaned as my cock stretched his hole open. While he may have been getting fucked the past year, I doubt that it was something as thick as mine. I was just about to ask if I was going to fast when he groaned out "God damn... that thing is bigger than I remember!" I still had the same question but now I wasn't sure what the best response was. Pulling back slowly, I felt my cock break the outer ring and leave him empty. "No! No! NOOO!" he cried out, adding "Shove it back in!" a second later. Normally I hate bottoms trying to direct my fucks but I deserved that one. Complying with his request, I shoved back in, balls deep. The head of my cock was pressed to his inner ring and I felt him spasm around my shaft as he struggled to take the girth. "Oh god yeah! Wreck my cunt" he moaned out. In the past we had gotten pretty rough and with his last comment I assumed he wanted it just like old times. Pulling back half way, I shoved back in again. Pausing a few moments I did it again and then again several more times. I felt him curl his feet behind my calves and knew this was what he really did want. The pauses got shorter and shorter until I was just drilling his ass. The echos of our bodies slamming together filled the sauna. I hadn't noticed the other guys that came into the room but most were watching us fuck through the steam. Some were stroking, a couple had guys sucking them but surprisingly no one came too close to make it creepy. I drilled him for fifteen minutes or so, mixing up the pace to manage my orgasm. He has such a talented, resilient hole that can take a lot of abuse so I wanted this to last. I did get too close at one point and fired off a couple shots into his hole, but I was able to shut it down for once by slamming in and letting my cock cool down. I slowly pulled out and got him flipped on to his back, driving my still hard cock back in without losing more than a drop or two of cum on the bench. Pushing his legs back I built up speed again, but this time I was staring at his face. He seemed to be in total bliss and I felt his rock hard cock stabbing into my abs as I stabbed into his hole. In the past, his cock had been just slightly hard during our fucks but this time he was at full length and leaking all over himself and me. I usually don't care whether a bottom I'm fucking gets hard or not, I'm more concerned about his hole giving me pleasure. The committed bug chasers usually are hard when I breed them just because they are so excited about finally getting something toxic inside them instead of the unmedicated seed that most poz guys have. Most of the other guys are just limp and concentrating on getting fucked. A few of the onlookers made comments about RJ taking the pounding I was giving him and I got lost in the rhythm until I suddenly heard RJ let out a loud groan and felt his hole spasm around my cock. One of his shots hit me under the chin and another landed on my cheek. Instinct took over and I planted my cock in deep and fired off several shots inside RJ's hungry chute while his hole milked all of my charged up cum into his gut. The warm cum surrounded my cock as I stood there motionless except for my cock pumping out last few pulses. "Holy fuck, that was intense" said the older bear who was sitting on the bench six feet away. I could see the sheen on his chest fur and figured it was a mix of cum and sweat, just like RJ's chest and face. When his breathing slowed, RJ smiled back at me and said "Sorry, dude. I didn't mean to shower you with my cum but I just couldn't hold off any longer." I laughed and said "Don't worry. I was getting so close, almost anything would have triggered me" I replied. We stood there a few minutes, hearing everyone get up and leave now that the show was over. My cock was softening but still holding all of my cum inside him. Unlike a lot of the guys I had bred over the past year, I knew that I wasn't going to knock RJ up, but it had been a great fuck anyway. Finally, he said "I'm gonna have to give my ass a rest after that pounding. Shower?" "Sounds good" I replied and we wandered next door to the upstairs shower room. A couple guys pointed at us as we took our place in the open shower area and rinsed off. The water felt good and we took our time, but the music stopped and an announcement came over the PA system telling everyone "Blue bracelets, it's time to leave and let some fresh meat inside." The message sounded like we'd been there twelve hours not the two that we really had. "There's a great DJ here on Wednesday night, if you have some time" RJ said as we made it down the stairs to the locker room. I gave him a wink and said "I'm not sure what's on my schedule that day" and he replied quickly "I'll be here at ten." Obviously he wanted another fuck and figured his wrecked pussy would recover by then. I spotted the hairless college dude walking out of the main showers as I was getting dressed in the locker room. I slowed down so that I was ready when he started to walk towards the door. "These two hour limits suck. Hope to see ya next week so I can give ya the load I owe you" I said as I walked up behind him. "I hope so too... Same time?" he replied with a grin.

Dad’s Pool Party Chapter Four Dad moved out the way and Big John took his place. He grabbed my ankles. Dad kneeled beside me, kissing me. “You did good son” Dad said, “The other men want their turns” I felt Big John’s cock push into my hole, hard and fast. He pulled my legs far apart. I felt his balls hit my ass. He didn’t wait, he started thrusting in and out of my hole. “What does toxic loads mean, Dad” I asked. “You will learn that later” Dad replied, “Just enjoy the rides” Big John was thrusting hard and steady. I watch Dad moved over and bend over a chair. A man got behind him and pushed his cock deep in Dad’s hairy asshole. I watched the man grab Dad’s hips and start fucking him. It was so fucking hot. “Fuck my ass” Dad said, “I want my son to eat your fucking seed out of my ass” “Fuck yeah” the man replied. I grabbed my cock, but someone pushed my hand away. “You don’t cum unless you shoot while being fucked” Big John was kissing Don as his cock fucked my hole. I moaned over and over. I was in cock lust. I wanted more in my hole and my mouth. As Don broke his kiss with Big John he said to me looking in my eyes: “He’s fucking your hole after it was up my fuck hole, coating it with an invisible invader” I didn’t know what he meant. Big John was dripping sweat. “Get ready boy, here comes my load” He slammed his cock into me and shot his load deep inside me. As he pulled out, I felt some dribble out. Don moved to take his place. He pulled the cum up to my hole with his cock head. He pushed it back in, driving in balls deep. “Can’t loose any of that seed boy” he said, “It’s important we mix the toxins” He didn’t wait he started to fuck me hard and deep. Looking around I could see men fucking and sucking each other. Dad was still getting fucked next to me, as a man kneeled in front of him sucking his hardened cock. He was watching me take Don’s fat Italian cock deep in me. He had an evil grin on his face. It scared me a little. Don put my feet on his chest and leaned forward. he bent me almost in half. I felt my ass open wider and my hole loosen. His sweat was dripping down in my face. “Open that mouth” he said. I opened wide, allowing his sweat to fall in my mouth. It was salty. Suddenly, he spat in my mouth, a big wad of spit. “Swallow it” I did. “He learns to drink from the tap tonight guys” Dad yelled. Don locked his hands around my neck and lifted me off the lounge chair. I was bouncing on his huge cock as he carried me around. I felt men run their fingers in my crack feeling Don’s cock slide in and out. “Get him a couple shots” Don said. I was given the small plastic cup again and drank down the clear liquid, not once but twice. I felt the warmth and soon was feeling the effects. “Jack, I am ready to release the tap” someone said. Don put me down and pulled out. I saw his olive colored cock coated with red thick slime. Dad quickly came over and push me to my knees. Don got behind me and shoved his cock back in. “Take that big acorn head in your mouth. Don’t suck, don’t move just hold still and swallow” Dad said. I opened and allowed the head to slide in. I wrapped my lips around it and waited. Soon a hot liquid began to flow. It filled my mouth and I swallowed. In my mind, I was thinking I am drinking this man’s piss. I just kept swallowing and swallowing. My stomach was filling up, mixing the piss with the clear liquor I was shooting. “Good boy” Dad said, rubbing my stomach. Don started to move his cock in and out of my hole, slowly but steady as this man pissed down my throat. Once the man was done, Dad locked his lips over mine and stuck is tongue in. We kissed like that for a while. Then Dad pulled away and said: “Tasting a man’s piss in my boy’s mouth” There was cheers again for the rest of the men. “Let’s move this into the basement and really get the party going” Don pulled out and Dad picked me up. Everyone went in and we went down to the basement. I didn’t know that Dad had moved the sofa out of the room and put up a hanging leather thing as well as what looked like padded and covered saw horses. Little brown bottles were everywhere. Dad grabbed the remote and started a movie. On the screen popped a group of men, all fucking and sucking. Don grabbed me from my Dad and put me in the leather hanging thing. “Welcome to your Dad’s sling” he said, putting my feet in the straps. Once secured, he rammed his cock into my hole. I yelped. “Popper this hot fuck toy up!” he said. A brown bottle was put in my face and I grabbed it, took the cap off and huffed deep, holding each huff in as Don fucked me hard and deep. Men were fucking and sucking all around me. Dad was on the saw horse with a cock deep in his ass and his throat. Both men were thrusting in and out. “Your Dad is getting spit roasted” Don said. “Looks hot” “After I cum up your ass, infecting your with my toxic seed, I’m going to pull out and you are going to clean my spent cock as someone slides deep in your hole” I moaned. His thrusted got quicker and harder. He was panting loudly, as his tightening ball sac slapped my ass. “Fuck man, someone’s about to get bred” a voice said. Don pushed in deep and lifted my ass up. His cum shot felt violent inside my hole. He slowly pulled out and another cock quickly slid in me. Don moved around and put his cock near my mouth. It was coated with pink thick liquid. “Taste those deadly loads and your ass juice” he ordered. Closing my eyes, I opened my mouth and he pushed in. I licked all around his cock as it drove deep into my throat. The cum was bitter, salty and tasted a little like blood. The man was fucking my hole hard. I huffed more from the brown bottle and enjoyed the pounding. My cock was leaking and the clear liquid was pooling on my lower stomach. One of Dad’s buddies walk towards me. He was tall, bald and had a devilish goatee. Both is arms were covered with tattoos; black, white and grey tattoos like a sleeve of a shirt. His chest had one tattoo. A scorpion with a small red plus sign in its stinger. His cock was thick, veiny and rock hard, very similar to my Dad’s.. His nipples each had a little silver ring through them, while hiss cock had a thick ring going into his piss slit and coming out, well at this point I did not know. He scared me a lot. “Boy, I’m going to slide this deadly weapon up that used hole after he’s done” I moaned from the dick sliding in and out of my hole. “I’m going to open your hole” he said, “hard!” and walked a short distance away. “Fuck,” the man with his big man cock up my hole said, “I’m going to watch that. Don’t be too scared boy, that’s Axel, but wall all call him Lucifer. He calls himself ‘The Prince of Death.” His seed is so toxic that when it takes hold of someone, they are referred to as ‘The Defiled.’” My fear grew inside my mind, but my cock was telling a different story. I was leaking more and more. Axel come back over and lick up the puddle off Amy stomach. His tongue grazed my cock head as he did, causing more to come out. The man’s cock up my ass was thickening up and getting harder. His thrusting sped up and he grabbed his nipples and started to twisted them. He began to breathe harder and faster as his body tensed up. He suddenly yelled out: “I’m fucking coming up this neg hole,” I squeezed my hole around his cock. “Of my fucking God” he screamed, “here it comes” His load shot out of his cock and filled me, adding to the loads already in me. “Bring me your cock so I can clean” I told him. He pulled out and Axel stepped up in between my legs.

God I'd love a guy I'm rutting to be begging me to breed them and knock them up, to swell them with my young.