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I knew the moment he asked me to strip naked for the entire audition that I wanted the part. My exhibitionist self desperately needed the part. On the walk back to my hotel my shacky self-esteem kicked in and my thoughts were full a dreadful foreboding. I drank alone from the bar fridge and got fall down black out drunk. I was awakened about 11 a.m. by a call from the director’s assistant. “We think you would be great for the part. Will you take it?” “Um … yeah. Yes, sure, I would be delighted to take it.” When I got through my disbelief I assured myself I could do this as I would be performing so far away from home. I flew back to Toronto and met my co-lead at the read through. We were given joke straps to wear. He was a handsome 6’4” bear of a man with a deep resonant voice that reverberated all down my spinal column as he performed his lines. Flesh coloured Jock straps became our apparel for every rehearsal. They took great care to find tones that matched both our different skin tones. My inner exhibitionist was already having a great time! At the end of the day we blocked out our first simulated sexual encounter the director drew me aside as everyone else was sent home. He began by gently asking me how I felt about taking part in the sex scene. I confessed I felt awkward, especially when it came to kissing my co-lead bear. The director didn’t say anything he just leaned into me and planted a kiss on my lips. I was a bit taken aback, but he just kept looking into my eyes and did it again. This time his tongue slipped into my mouth and the kiss lasted longer. I was surprised that I was beginning to relax and maybe even enjoy this kiss from a man. After all, he was a good kisser and the unique feel of his whiskers scratching my face was strangely erotic. Sensing my shift he asked if he could make me an offer. “I want to hire you a gay escort so you can get more comfortable with man on man intimacy. I won’t tell you what to do with him, just stay open to the experience and only do what you are comfortable doing. Well stretch your comfort level a little. Would that be OK?” “Um … I don’t know. Maybe? As long as you don’t have expectations.” “I don’t.” “OK, sure, anything for the show.” That night a stunning tall slim black man knocked at my hotel room door. Thankfully I had already downed a few double scotch on the rocks. I invited him in and he immediately kicked off his expensive loafers and pulled off his socks before sitting on the couch. When I turned from preparing him a drink he had opened his shirt to reveal a beautiful hairless muscled chest and eight pack abbs. As we sipped our drinks he opened his trousers and out popped a huge flaccid cock. He was clearly commando for this gig. He asked me to stand, stood himself, and stepped naked toward me. He proceeded to strip off my clothes in the most sensual provocative experience I had ever had. When I was totally nude he asked me to touch his cock. When I demurred, he dropped to his knees shallowed my penis to the hilt and was lapping at my hairy balls with his tongue. My cock was growing hard fast. He worked my hips so that I was face fucking him. I was loving this, no woman had ever taken me so completely with her mouth. I told him when I felt close to cumming and he pulled off, stood and pushed me down to my knees. I tentatively touched his semi-erection and thought; ‘yeah I really do want to pull off this play, I need this experience.’ I took as much of him into my mouth as I could manage. His manhood just kept growing! Soon I realized we were on the bed 69ing. I was loving the feel of his mouth on my cock, and his cock stretching my jaw. Soon I was about ready to shoot and warned him. He pulled off my hard cock, rolled me on my back and had his ass impaled on my raw member before I had time to think. He looked at me with his warm eyes and asked if I was ok with this. My cock twitched in his hole which he took as permission and started riding me like a horse at full gallop. I was soon pressing up into him as much as he was pushing down onto me. I didn’t have time to warn him and blasted my load deep in his guts. He just held me in his warm gaze and smile. I had never orgasmed so powerfully and it took me a while to regain my senses. When he saw I had he proclaimed; “Your turn.” I was initially struck dumb, let myself get fucked by this man? No way!” Then I remembered my part, I would bottom in the play, I needed to know what this was like to play the part convincingly. I heard the director's voice in my head 'stretch yourself a bit beyond your comfort zone. ' or something like that. “Fuck man, yeah, you’re right. … But at least wear a condom.” “Do you have any?” “Fuck! No! You?” “Never use them.” “Even with clients.” He held his hard cock pointing to it with his eyes and smiling. “They always want this raw man. Beside you just fucked and bred me; ‘what’s good for the goose’ and all” “FUCK MAN?” “Yeah that’s exactly what you need, a good raw fuck and breeding.” And as if he was reading my mind; “You know this is part of your research for this play, you’re the receptive bottom, right?” “Yeah, but that will be simulated.” “You know you need it raw with me to get it right in the play?” “Right, but you’ll go slow, you are massive and my ass is a virgin.” “Sure man.” “And you’ll pull out before you cum?” “But you get bred in the play, and you just bred me.” My turn to be bold; “But you want to put that raw cock in my ass? Right?” “Fuck yeah!” “Then I’ll agree, for my training, but, only if you promise to pull out before you cum.” “Let’s see what you say when I’m close.” I should have noticed this was not a question. I laid back on the bed, ass near the edge, and he lifted my legs toward my chest. I couldn't believe I was letting this stranger do this to me. His head moved in and he began to rim my ass. I couldn’t hold back my moans of pleasure. Soon his tongue was fucking me, quickly followed by one, two and then three fingers. A bottle of poppers was held to my nose and I instinctively took a deep wiff. Bottle moved to my other nostril and I breathed in deeply. My head was spinning and my ass fully relaxed. Well almost fully, he plunged his raw dick into me. I screamed and he covered my mouth with his to muffle me. He held for a moment until my pain transformed to pleasure. “Fuck me with that big tool man.” “With pleasure” He needed no more encouragement. He soon pounded in and out of me like a jack hammer. I was mesmerized as I watched his big black cock disappearing into my hairy hole. I didn’t want his assault to end. “Give it to me big boy. Raw fuck my no longer virgin ass.” “It’s still a virgin to cum.” He rasped as he breathing became more laboured. “Don’t cum yet. I need you to fuck me longer before you pull out.” “Fuck man, I’m so close.” “Hold off for a little longer ….” “Man … please…. I … can’t” “Oh fuck, just breed me then, cum in my ass” He was already unloading. Volley after volley painted my guts. To be continued

Work of fiction, none of this is true. As a 33 year old, slim, fem and albeit hairy white man with a cute and bouncy ass, I have been the desire of many an older man. While I am bi, I have been mostly attracted to older men. In fact, I have always been attracted to older bears and chubs. I love getting on all fours, feeling their bare cock slide into my tight hole, and then feeling them drop their belly on my ass as they thrust all the way to the hilt. There is something hot and exciting about getting fucked roughly by someone who has a weight differential of almost two hundred pounds. That makes me moan like a slut in heat taking her first BBC creampie. Tonight, I had an itch that needed to be scratched. After years of taking bare cock in my ass and breeding old pussy, I wanted more. What I wanted was a big black cock to impregnate me. To give me his babies. To poz me. For the last two years I have been chasing have that impregnation with no luck. That is until I found the one. I had been browsing the various silver daddy personal sites and BBRT and received a message from a potential suitor. "Hey there, I love seeing those pictures of your tight ass. It would love good gripping my 12" raw BBC. Here's my contact info, call me. - Rex." Attached to his PM was a picture of a massive black cock. My mouth was watering. I had to finger my hole I was that excited. I quickly called him with the number he left me. "Hello, is this Rex? This is Andy." "Hey there, Andy, it is. How is my sexy white son doing today?" "Horny, Rex." "I can tell baby. Want to come over and get that horniness under control? You can come over now, I'll send you, my address." "On my way, Rex. See you soon." I ended the call and seconds later I received a text from Rex with his address. Tuns out he was only a few blocks away from me. I grabbed my keys and wallet and headed out of my apartment. I walked the short distance to his apartment and pressed the buzzer for his place. I heard the door click unlock after I announced I was here. I took the elevator to his floor and walked to his door and knocked. "It's open!" I heard from within the apartment. I walked in, closed the door behind me, and was immediately greeted by a massive human being. A six foot eight-inch tall, massive bear of a black man with a massive cock just dangling between his legs. No sooner did I see Rex did I walk up and start stroking his cock and sucking on his tits. That was about all I could do to greet him at my height (5'8"). "mmmmm hello, Andy. You are even more sexy in person. Why don't you strip down and have a seat on the couch next to me so we can talk." Without saying a word, I stripped out of my clothes with exception of my fem high knee/low thigh socks. The older men I fucked loved me wearing them as they plowed my slutty hole. I sat down next to him, and we started making out and stroking each other's cocks. Compared to his massive BBC, my 7" and thick cock looked tiny. We broke off the kiss but continued to slowly stroke each other. We talked about how old we were, weight, etc. The usual stuff. Now picture the size differential. I am 5'8", 135 pounds fem, hairy, and slim. Rex was 6'8", 315 lbs, with a slight belly. He was built more like a linebacker who had retired and gained more weight. "So Andy, are you a bottom?" "Versatile" "Maybe if you are lucky you will be tonight, but for the most part, you're bottoming tonight." I nodded in agreement. I mean that is why I was there. "Do you take cock bare or covered?" "Bareback. Bare. Raw. No condoms are allowed near my cock or my holes." "Mmmm excellent, baby. Daddy Rex loves that. It's got me at full mast, baby." I moaned as he gave a couple quick strokes to my cock. "How do you take loads?" "In my ass. If you are cumming in my mouth, you are wasting your load and my time." "Fuck yes, baby, I love that. Now then, what is your status?" "Negative, not on PREP." "Ooooooh baby, yes. One final question: are you okay with being fucked by a POZ guy who has a high viral count?" "I wouldn't be here if I wasn't okay with it." He moaned loudly as he lifted me up effortlessly and carried me to his bedroom. We made out along the way. We arrived at his bed in his room, he was still carrying me, my hole being poked and prodded by his massive rock-hard cock. I could feel the head of his cock enter my unlubricated hole. He pinned me up against wall with the cock head inside my hole. I was moaning loudly. Suddenly, I felt something warm in my hole. He was pissing in my hole. My rectum and colon was now filled with his piss. I wantonly wrapped my legs around his midsection as his stream inside me stopped and he started to move my ass up and down on his cock. "Glad you liked the lube. That's all you're getting that isn't my cum, baby." I could do nothing but moan like a slut. (To be continued)

Pozed on stage How does a 35-year-old straight male get pozed by a gay fuck? Furthermore, how does he do so in a theatrical production on stage? Good questions which require some back story. I’m a 6’ 1”, 180 lb. chiseled, hairy chested, fit actor of Italian heritage which blessed me with a rich olive skin tone. I had just finished the run of a production in which I played a gigolo. My good looks helped get me this part. In the first act I shagged a dozen different women, in a few of the simulated sex scenes the audience got a very good view of my naked ass. Being not only an actor; but, an exhibitionist, I was delighted to wiggle my naked butt on stage. The curtains opened to the second act with me and a gorgeous woman shagging in a hotel room. Initially we are under covers as I simulate vigorously pounding her. The door to the room opens and in storms her cop boyfriend, he’s still in uniform. He quickly rips the covers off the bed and our naked bodies are exposed for the entire audience. Full frontal, at this point I had rolled off her. Without a word being exchanged he grabs a steak knife from the ‘room service cart’ and slits my throat. The theater audiences’ gasps, even screams, proved just how realistic the props department managed this illusion. For the next few minutes my body laid full exposed on my back on the bed as the cop and his girlfriend wiped the room clean of any evidence of their having been near the crime scene. The rest of the play is a murder mystery trying to determine which jilted lover or woman I had been with was responsible for my death. I was not the lead for this play, but you wouldn’t know that from the promotional material which featured my bare ass and full-frontal nude scenes. They knew what they were doing, almost every seat was sold out. I loved those performance pics that showed up on Instagram and Twitter posted by many of my fans. Truth be told a posted a few myself. These elicited many positive comments. Some highly suggestive. Both women and men making sexual propositions. I even followed through with a couple of the women. I guess playing the part of a gigolo had rubbed off on me and altered my moral outlook about casual sex. One direct message on twitter caught and held my attention. It read; “I’m a gay director in Toronto. I want to congratulate you on your recent performance. The photo shoots of your naked body convinced me you are the perfect co-star for my next production. Give me a call.” His phone number was attached. I call him up and he explained that I would play the part of a gay man who gets pozed in Act one set in a New York bathhouse. He wanted me to understand before I agreed to an audition that the part required lots of simulated gay sex and some nudity. I listened carefully but ultimately decided it did not sound like a part for me. He understood and told me to feel free to call him back if I changed my mind. His last statement; “I’ll buy you a plane ticket to get you to the audition, no conditions attached, just come to the audition.” I thanked him and assured him I didn’t think I would be changing my mind. Two days later the Matthew Shepherd assault and murder was on the news. I found myself rethinking why I had turned down the audition. Was I just being homophobic? I called the gay director and was soon flying across the country. What could I loose. Besides why turn down the opportunity for a flight paid vacation to a great city. To be continued… -

I turned 18 a few weeks ago. Graduated high school and now I was trying to occupy my summer with what to do until college started in the spring. My dad figured I needed community service work to help my résumé. So he suggested that I give some assistance to Mr. Wilson, the man who lives on our block. Apparently he was living with late stage AIDS and was having a hard time taking care of things around the house. I was planning on studying to become a nurse so it sounded like good practice. Mr. Wilson didn’t require anything too crazy. Just some general clean up around the house. When I arrived he greeted me at the door “Welcome Nick. Thanks for coming by. Come in.” He was in his late 60s early 70s. Pale, bald, thin and gaunt in the face, thin arms and legs, with a potbelly. He guided me in to his living room. His house was a bit of a mess. A lot of laundry magazines and dishes everywhere. It looked like it would take a little bit more effort to clean up than I thought. But it didn’t seem very bad. “So what would you like me to start with first Mr. Wilson?“ “Oh just anywhere you like. I’ve let the place go quite a bit. I haven’t had much energy these days understandably.“ I understood. I figured he was having a hard time what was his condition. So I started picking up dishes left about. And washed them. I cleaned up the kitchen and went to pick up the clothes laying about. Some of his underwear and socks had a distinctive smell coming from them like a mix of body odor and something slightly fishy? I was in the laundry room sorting his clothes. Separating the colors and the whites. When I held his underwear in my hand I felt around the crotch area and it felt strangely hard. I reached on the inside of them and felt something dry on the inside of the crotch area. It took me a second but then I realized what it was and quickly put them in the washer. “So what do you plan on doing after the summer?“ Mr. Wilson was watching me sort the clothes. “Oh I plan on going to school and studying to be a nurse.“ “Fantastic, I could possibly hire you to take care of me full-time. That is if I last that long.“ “You seem healthy enough sir I’m sure you’ll be fine.“ “Oh that’s kind of you to say. But the disease has took its toll on me quite a bit. It’s running rampant in me, more so than it seems on the surface.“ “Well I would be happy to help you with whatever you need. It would be good training for me.“ Mr. Wilson smiled. “Becoming the nurse is serious stuff. You have to do all sorts of things. Manage medication‘s, IVs, sponge baths for those who can’t manage.” “Oh it will be no trouble for me at all sir. I like to help people, and taking care of the sick and elderly seems like a good calling.“ “Yes it is very noble. i’m glad I can give you experience. Say young lad, since you’ll need the training anyway, would you mind helping me with a sponge bath? It gets difficult for me moving around.“ I was taken aback by that request a little bit. It’s not what I was expected to do to help him with. But he was right, I will need to do these sorts of things if I am going to become a nurse. “Oh um sure. I’ll just finish up with the clothes and I’ll see you, where?” “In my bedroom. It’ll be easier if I am laying down in bed.“ Yeah I guess that made sense. Where else would you do it? I finished with the laundry and gathered what I needed for cleaning up Mr. Wilson. Bucket of hot soapy water, a couple of rags. I met him in his room, and he was naked on the bed. I had to admit it was a little shocking being alone in a room with a naked man. As I got to work on Mr. Wilson. I was running the rag up and down his legs trying to be a diligent caregiver. I ran my rag up his thigh and got close to his crotch area. I wasn’t sure what to do once I got there. “You should clean that area as well Nick. It’s all part of normal nurse work.“ I put the rag on his penis and started wiping it clean. Going around his balls and underneath his shaft. As I was cleaning him he was getting an erection. It was large, very large “Oh it looks like you’ve awoken some thing. Never mind that. It happens when it receives any stimulation. I am human after all. So I do have urges.“ “Right. I understand.” I wiped his erect penis up-and-down a couple of times. Mr. Wilson was looking at me. “I’ve never seen one that big before.” “11.5 inches my boy. Trust me I have satisfied many men in my days, and unfortunately perforated a few.“ That made me blush. That type of talk seemed a little bit too lewd for this situation. “You should clean underneath the foreskin as well.“ “How do I do that?“ “Well young man.“ Mr. Wilson sat upright. “You should hold the shaft and peel the foreskin back. You can clean me more efficiently that way. It’s important to clean under there you know. Here, I’ll make it easier for you.“ Mr. Wilson stood up and put his hands on my shoulders pushing me down to my knees. His erect cock was now staring directly at me, The head of his dick peering through the forskin. “Now young lad. Take your hand and grab my penis.“ So I brought my hand up and gripped his dick. “Now take your other hand and wrap it around my cock head and pull back on it.“ I reached my other hand and did as instructed. I pulled back his foreskin and his mushroom head cock was staring at me fully exposed. Even with both my hands gripping his shaft there was still plenty my hands couldn’t cover. The thought occurred to me that I was now on my knees gripping onto Mr. Wilson’s penis with both hands. I was getting nervous and for a moment I forgot what to do. “Well? Are you forgetting something?“ “Oh right! The rag.” The rag was on the floor by Mr. Wilson’s feet. I let go of his penis and bent down to pick it up. Mr. Wilson squatting down at the same time. “Let me help you with that.” Both our hands met as we reached for the rag. In the awkwardness of it I grabbed the rag and we both got up. But in both of our maneuvers Mr. Wilson’s penis slapped my forehead and slid down my face as I motioned my head up. “Oh no I’m so sorry!“ I pulled my head away completely embarrassed. “Don’t be sorry it was just a little bump. It’s just a penis, it won’t hurt you.“ I brushed off the incident and I wrapped the rag around his penis and started stroking it to get it clean. “Oh yeah, that’s a good technique. You’ll get it nice and clean that way.“ I only stroked it a few times. I wasn’t trying to stimulate him, but this seemed like the only way to properly wash him. Once I was done I instructed him to lay back down on the bed and I continued to give him a bath. Cleaning the rest of him. It went without further incident. I continued to clean his bedroom. Mr. Wilson watching me and helping me organize some of his things. He didn’t put his clothes back on, he remained naked and his large penis still rockhard. “You don’t mind me walking around all naturale do you? I find it more comfortable this way.” I didn’t want to be rude. After all I am training to be a caregiver so I had to put his needs first. “Of course. It’s your house you can do whatever you like.“ I assured him with a smile. Deep down I was uncomfortable with it. I was picking up things here and there. I came across a box of magazines, they were porno magazines. “Oh don’t mind those. Just something to get me off when I need to. Here let me show you my favorite one.“ He took out a particular magazine and flipped to a page. He revealed photos of an older man who looked similar to him bareback fucking a young 18 or 19 year old who looked similar to me. I didn’t want to be rude, but I also didn’t want to look at his porn. “Oh that looks pretty wild.“ “Indeed. This sort of thing really gets me boned up.“ He was now stroking his cock next to me. He was looking at me a little sad. “Hey Nick, do you think you could do me a big favor?“ “What is it?“ “Do you think you could help me get off? It’s been so long since I’ve been in the presence of such a handsome young man like you. I would really appreciate it.“ “I don’t think I can do that. It wouldn’t be appropriate.“ “Relax my boy. You’re just helping out an old man like you were meant to you when you came here, isn’t that right? Please I assure you you will be totally fine I just want to see your ass while I rub one out.“ I wasn’t sure what to do in the situation. I wanted to be helpful, I wanted to help him with his needs. But I didn’t think that I could do something like that. But he was such a lonely man. I figured it might be OK as long as he’s just jacking off and nothing more comes of it. “Do you promise not to tell anyone?” “Absolutely. I will take it to the grave with me.” “Uh, okay, as long as we are safe. What do you need me to do?“ “Splendid! Well first takeoff all your clothes and lay face down on my bed. I want to see that beautiful body of yours.“ I slowly strip down and climbed onto his bed laying down like he asked. Mr. Wilson climbed on the bed and got on top of me straddling my thighs, his dick slapping my ass crack. “Hey! What are-“ “Relax Nick. I’m just getting a good look at your ass. Now just lay there and let this old man enjoy the sight of you.” This felt like a very compromising position, but I assumed that it would all be over fairly soon. Mr. Wilson was stroking his cock with one hand while rubbing my butt cheeks with the other. “Yeah, that is such a beautiful ass of yours, I would so love to dig my cock in there.“ “Please don’t joke like that sir. You have aids remember?“ “Of course, how can I forget? I have a very high viral load. And I haven’t gotten off in quite a few days. And theoretically if I did fuck that beautiful tight ass of yours, you would definitely get what I have he he.” That type of verbal treatment was very unsettling. But he was a lonely old man, I figured I would let him say what he wanted and blow a load out. He slapped his cock against my ass few times. My God it was so big. But while he rubbed his cock against my ass cheeks, he wasn’t stroking it. It seemed like he was dragging it out. “Hey there Nick I’m having a hard time getting off. Do you think you could let me grind my tip against your hole a little bit? I won’t penetrate, I just want to hump a little. It would definitely help me shoot.“ “Isn’t that pushing things little too far? What if it goes inside?“ “Nonsense. We don’t have any lube and you’re so young and tight there’s no way it will go in. You’ll be perfectly safe. Please?“ I was very hesitant. Things were escalating a little. But theoretically what he said seemed completely safe. As long as it didn’t actually go inside me then there wasn’t any risk. “O-okay. But just humping on the outside OK?“ “Of course! Now get on your hands and knees doggy style for me.“ We repositioned and I got on my knees. Mr. Wilson spread my cheeks and start slapping his cock against my ass hole. He swirled his tip around it and then positioned it right at the center of my ring. He put his hands on my hips and started rocking his hips back-and-forth. “Ah yes this feels much better, you’re smooth little pucker is doing the trick.“ his humping wasn’t too hard. He was staying outside of me like he assured me. I was able to relax and let him have his fun. He was rubbing my ass cheeks and feeling up my back as his hips rocks into me. I could feel my asshole being pushed with each thrust. It felt kind of good. Especially with such a monstrously huge cock. Then I felt something. My asshole was getting wet. Mr. Wilson was leaking pre out of his dick. His thrusting was still relatively tame so it didn’t seem like it was all that bad but I was getting a little worried about my hole getting lubed up. “Oh yeah thats better. I can feel myself leaking.” His humping started getting harder. I felt my ass hole getting hit roughly by his dick. I kept myself clenched but Mr. Wilson was getting more enthusiastic. As his movements became stronger and his cock leaked more I could feel his tip starting to part my ass. It felt like it was slowly digging into me. “Mr. Wilson you should be careful. I think you’re starting to go in.“ “Nonsense boy. I’m still completely outside of you. My wet cock head is just kissing you. Don’t be afraid to have your hole kiss it back.“ “Are you getting close yet?” “I’m building up to it. Why? Do you want it to end now? Doesn’t my cock feel good?” “It feels great sir. You have a wonderful cock. You just need to careful is all.” The more he humped my hole the more the tip started digging in. At this point his tip was halfway into my ring. His hands were exploring my body as his hips kept grinding forward. “Ow, that’s starting to go a little too far. You should ease up“ “it’s fine. Just enjoy my cock. Young men like you should be lucky to have experienced old men like me show you how good you can feel with your ass. Besides, I can tell your ass is very inexperienced. It’s gonna take a lot more than what I’m doing to penetrate you. For example if I were to jam forward like this!” As Mr. Wilson’s tip was halfway in my ring, he jammed his hips forward and his head popped inside of me. He then quickly pulled out and continued his humping, not easing up on the force though. “OUCH! That went in!” It hurt when he popped inside of me. It was true that I’ve had very little experience with sex. So the pain of his initial entry shot through me. “Well so it did. Oops, it’s all right I will try to stay out of you.” My ass felt vulnerable after that initial plunge. I was having a really hard time keeping him out of me. His thrusting unrelenting. Then I felt his cock head pop into me again and then right back out. “Oof. That feels good.“ “Sir you shouldn’t do that!“ his thrusting continued. With the way my hole was getting wet from his cock. It felt like every fifth or sixth thrust his cock head entered me again. Then every second or third thrust it entered. Then Mr. Lewis picked up a piece of ramming his cock head in and out of my hole constantly. “Don’t worry about all this Nick. It’s just popping in to say hello. Your ass is really inviting.“ The feeling of his cock head going in and out of my ring was horrifying yet felt good at the same time. But still I wanted him to stop and continue with grinding my hole just from the outside. “Sir please it’s going inside me!” “That’s not going inside of you, this is going inside of you.“ Mr. Wilson then thrust into his cock in my ass, sliding in what felt like 5 or 6 inches and then pulled out and continued with the tip of his cock going in and out. “Ow! That was too deep!” “See that was going inside of you. This is just the entrance. Now just focus on how good my cock is.. I’m getting close.” “Oh God, you’ll cum outside right?“ “Sure, sure. let me Focus on your beautiful ass.” Mr. Wilson was now wrapping his arms around my torso. I felt his cock starting to dig in deeper. He wasn’t just fucking me with the tip anymore. He was sliding at least half his cock in me, like previously. “Oh fuck this is so much better, the inside of your colon is definitely working my cock up to an eruption!” “Sir please pull out! That’s too far!“ The cock going up my ass is starting to drive me crazy. I couldn’t deny that it was probably the best fucking I have ever felt in my life. But I knew exactly what kind of cock was inside of me. A poz cock, and not just a poz cock, a full-blown AIDS cock. “Just a moment kid. I’m so close! Please just focus on squeezing that ass on this dirty cock. Work this load out of me!” Suddenly he started slamming his cock all the way in and out. I felt the full length of his 11 1/2 inch dick pulverizing my insides. Every time he went balls deep it felt like I was getting stabbed on the inside causing pleasure as he passed over my prostate and pain as he slid far past that. “Sir! What are you doing!? This is too much! Ouch! It hurts!” The ball slapping fucks were relentless. His pace started to quicken rapidly. His body trembling. “Just hold out a little longer Nick! You’re such a good boy! I’m going to reward my good boy by shooting AIDS poison in you! Fuck! I’m about to create a partner in hospice in just few more-“ he now let his body collapse onto me. His cock furiously slamming down into me. “AAAAAGH FUCK!” His cock started violently spasming deep inside. I could feel blast after blast of his toxic cum shooting into me. And it had a bit of a sting to it to due to have roughly he fucked me on the inside, almost like acid. “Ahhhhh. That was good Nick. Such a wonderful ass.” I was in shock. I couldn’t speak. Mr. Wilson slowly got up. His long cock pulling out. “Oops, little bit of blood on my cock. Guess I tore you up in there. It happens to almost all they guys I fuck.” My ass hurt. I could barely get up. I slowly got my close on while Mr. Wilson stayed nude. “Well then. Now that I was able to get off, you can continue your work.” I looked at him as if he was crazy. How could I work after what he did? But there’s no way I could leave, if I did I’d be terrified of him telling anyone what happened. So I swallowed my pride and got back to cleaning his house.

I’d seen the boy’s ad on line, in various places, BBRT, A4A. He was a horny little pig. It was a photo of his ass. Big, wide and furry. The text of the ad said: “My ass is in the air, I need loads. Come over and breed me. I’m desperate for cum. I’m short, furry and piggy.” Exactly my type. I’d never responded before because I was usually feeling like more of a whore bottom myself. I knew the feeling he was experiencing, desperate for cock and cum in your hole. But I’m a switch and sometimes you just gotta fuck a hole. I’m partial to beefy boys with big butts so I responded. “Hey pig. That’s a great cumdump you have. I love big butts. Love to come over and breed it, especially if you’re already partied up and dripping loads.” And I included some pics of my beefy, hairy body and fat cock. I’m 32, 5’5”, 175 lbs, covered in thick dark hair and have a big juicy uncut 8.5” dick. My dick has been known to make a few “top” daddies lift their legs and beg me to fuck them. But today I knew this wouldn’t be a hard sell. The boy was on line, so he was taking loads. I quickly got an email back from him. “Thank you for responding, sir. I’ve been partying for a few hours. This faggot has three loads in his hole already. Should be enough to lube up your cock so you can breed me full of the cum that I need desperately.” Then he gave me his address. It was just a mile or two away from my house, so I sent him a message back and told him I’d be there in 15 minutes and to be ready. I drove over and parked on a side street in front of an unassuming little white house. He told me to use a particular door code and when I reached for the door, it opened and a tall, slim guy with a sexy beard and hairy chest answered the door, wearing only a jockstrap. “You here to breed the fag? His cunt is nice and partied up. I’m Jesse. Just here helping my buddy get his pussy bred hard.” Jesse reached out and shook my hand. “Greg. Glad to meet ya. Where’s the whore?” Jesse pointed into another room, which had the blinds drawn and a large screen TV playing a Treasure Island video of a whore getting gang banged. I walked into the room and shucked my clothes, so I was only wearing a leather jock and cockring. The large hairy ass I had seen in the ad was on the bed, in the air, face in the pillow. “Hey whore,” I said. “Is your cunt hungry for loads today?” “Yes, sir. Today and every day.”His head stayed buried in the pillow, so I hadn’t yet gotten a good look at his face, but he had large, muscular legs to go with his big, hungry ass, and I could see that the rest of his body was covered in thick blonde hair. He looked like he played rugby or soccer regularly. “Good,” I said. “You’re going to get at least a few from me.” Jesse had followed me into the cumdump’s bedroom, he sat in the corner in a large overstuffed chair, and picked up a bubbler from a table. There was a large plastic bag of Tina on the table and a couple of loaded points. “Damn, man. You guys plan to get fucked UP,” I said, marveling at the amount. “Yeah, we plan to keep this up for a day or two, and don’t wanna run out. Nothing worse than trying to find product when you’re horny as fuck.” Jesse motioned me over and gave me a huge shotgun off the pipe. I held it for a long time in my lungs and then gave it back to him while we kissed each other deeply passing the smoke back and forth. He offered me a point and I took it, gratefully. “What’s the cumdump’s name? Besides faggot,” I said, laughing. Jesse laughed as well and said “Adam. Right faggot?” “Yes, sir,” came from the bed. I walked over, grabbed a large buttplug that was sitting next to him on the bed and slid it up his ass. I could hear him breathe in, sharply. Then he began to moan. “Sit up, I said,” and Adam sat up and scooted over to the edge of the bed so that he could share the pipe with Jesse. He was a sexy little fucker. No more than 5’3” tall, maybe 160 lbs., blonde and super hairy with a blonde buzzcut and trim beard. “Want a slam, faggot?” “Fuck yes. Slam me up and rape my cunt, you dirty fucker.” He had an evil grin on his face and his pupils were huge and black. “Of course I will. Let me do myself first, pig.” Jesse and Adam were sharing more clouds, and both of them leaned over to share with me as well. I was getting deliciously spun, and horny as fuck. Jesse reached over to the table and handed me a tourniquet which I put on my arm. A quick wipe with an alcohol pad and BOOM. Into the stratosphere. It was good shit and I began to cough. When I caught my breath I turned to Jesse and said “Motherfucker! How strong was that!?” He got an evil grin on his face, and said “I”ll never tell.” Then he leaned over and kissed me hard on the mouth while Adam got on his knees and pulled Jesse’s cock out of the pouch of his jockstrap. It was nice and fat and uncut. He started to slurp on the hard cock that would shortly be pounding his pussy. But first I had to slam the little pig. I pulled him off Jesse’s cock which caused him to whimper a little and told him to lay back on the bed. He complied quickly and I was able to quickly put the tourniquet on and find a nice fat vein and register. I looked Adam in the eye and said “you ready boy? We’re gonna set your cunt on FIRE.” “FUCK YEAH! I was born ready for this!.” Then I pulled back the plunger and pushed it hard into the fag. He was already tweaking pretty hard, although Jesse told me later they’d only been smoking up to that point, and his eyes rolled up into his head. He muttered “Oh, FUCK,” under his breath and then started to cough. I reached over, pulled the plug out of his ass, lifted his legs over his head and shoved my fat uncut dick into his gaping hole. Adam moaned hard and began to whimper. “Please fuck me, Sir. I’m a worthless faggot who needs to be raped and bred.” I looked down at his handsome face, spit right between his eyes, and said “You have no idea, faggot.” And I started to pound his cunt. Jesse laughed and moved over to the bed where he stuck his own fat uncut dick into Adam’s mouth. The boy was being spit roasted by two pig cocks and was clearly in heaven. I started to plow him in earnest and knew this was going to be a fun time. I didn’t have anything to do for several days so I figured we’d all have a good time. Just as I was getting a rhythm built up, I heard the front door open. Jesse laughed and pulled his cock out of Adam’s mouth. “Better go greet our next guest.” He disappeared out of the room and I couldn’t help but notice that he had a nice hairy ass, too. But. Turned my attention back to Adam and spit in his face again. “You’re a filthy fucking cumdump, aren’t you son?” He just glared back at me and spit back in my face and smiled. “Dirty fucker. Rape me hard.” END PART 1.

Mental well-being is crucial, particularly for gay men navigating this rather complex sea that we call "life." Today, I found myself wrestling with thoughts that I suspect many of us have faced at one point or another. I'm sharing this intimate narrative in the hope that it resonates with those of you on a similar emotional journey, as a reminder that you're not alone in this struggle. --- Something is weighing heavily on my mind tonight, so I decide to go for a walk to grab some fresh air, or at least breathe it in. It has been raining all day today, and the clouds still linger in the sky. I think it will rain later, but for now, I am safe. I did the wrong thing by comparing myself to someone else today. His name is Edwin Hung. I saw a photo of him on Facebook a long time ago, but I forgot to note down his name; today, his photo appeared on my Facebook feed, and I took this opportunity to stalk his profile. He is probably in my top five for most handsome men of all time. He is an architect, part-time model, and lives in Singapore. He is turning 36 this November. He was born in Malaysia. As a side note, I am quite impressed with my researching skills, although I sometimes feel that I could put my research skills to better use besides stalking men on the internet. And this is when the comparison began. I think about his life and how glamorous it looks on his Facebook and Instagram. He is traveling the world constantly, eating good food, and probably lives in a really nice house. The good life, as one might call it. His Facebook is filled with adventures with friends. And then I look at my life in comparison, and I’m working a job that pays below the average Australian. I don’t think I am as handsome as he is, as much as I like to be on a high horse, which in turn is standing on a pedestal. I don’t live in a fancy apartment in the heart of Singapore, and my meals consist of roast chicken and Up and Go to keep the cost down low. In short, my life pales in comparison to his, and it makes me feel a bit sad. There aren’t too many cars on the road tonight, which isn’t surprising because it is getting late. I see a lightning strike somewhere in the distance and, sure enough, the sound of thunder rolling in, a harbinger for the heavy rains that are forecast tonight. I decide to make my way back home, the thought of this man still on my mind. I know the life of an Instagrammer might not be as it appears. It is carefully curated to give people the impression that one is living a perfect life when, in fact, their life is anything but that. Edwin could be very stressed and work long hours at his architecture job, and having free time might be a luxury to him. His holidays, extravagant, probably, might come far in between, and although he shares many pictures with friends, he could be feeling very lonely inside. I don’t know what his relationship status is (well, it says single on his Facebook page, but who knows), but a loving partner is very hard to come by. I have dated for a quarter of my life so far, and I know that it is not easy in the gay world to find that perfect partner, someone who tries to understand your insanity and put up with your delinquency, which we all have to some degree, although we might not readily admit it. I look back on my life, and I am happy. I am not an architect, and I don’t live in a busy and rich country like Singapore. I don’t have too many friends, and I don’t eat fancy food every day unless you consider dried dates among the list. I am not Edwin Hung. I am uniquely my own person with my own strengths and weaknesses, trying to live the good life no matter how different it may be from others. I believe a large part of living the good life is the ability to touch other people’s lives through your existence, just being who you are. I hope that my existence has changed the lives of others, from being a significant part of their lives with my partner and friends, to people whom I will never meet through my stories that I share. And you know, that’s enough for me.

I think pretty much every man sitting alone at the hotel bar is looking for a BJ, the question is are they down with a man doing the deed

Usually hotels near airports are fair game. Hop on Sniffies. I love to open my Grindr app and drive past the airport. I get so many hits and have met guys on overnight layovers heading to Europe or flight attendants.

If you like that then you’ll love me haha younger slim twink-ish guy here with a thick dark bush that surrounds a thick uncut cock. Little to no hair anywhere else other than my legs

Context: POV of my experience breeding a cumdump in London. I had been eyeing his profile for a few weeks now, but had been too nervous to message him. After getting off to cumdump porn on twitter for a while, I worked up my courage to get the real experience. The beating of my heart drowned out the noise of the busy road outside his apartment building, as I waited to be let in. It was my first time doing something like this and I didn’t even know the guy’s name; all I had to go on was a single image taken of him on all fours: showing off a muscular back, leading down to his small waist, and finally a bubble jockstrapped ass. In his profile description, there was just one word - ‘Cumdump’. The buzzer sounded and I was let in. Irrationally, it felt as if the man in reception knew what I was there for and my face was heated. I walked quickly through the corridor to the elevator, whilst masking my anxiety with nonchalance. After reaching his floor, I again read over his instructions to find his flat - my cock was rock hard at this point. My breath paused briefly when I saw his door ajar… this was really about to happen. It was dark inside, with faint music playing. It smelled of sex. I found him on all fours in red lighting, in nothing but a jockstrap exactly like in his pictures. The sight of a muscular man, face down ass up, waiting to be fucked will forever be engraved in my mind. I got on my knees and gave his round globes a feel, taking my time to appreciate every inch and occasionally spreading his hole. With the tip of my right thumb I circled his wet hole teasingly before doing the same with my tongue. I then laid it flat on his hole - it tasted a mix of berry-flavored lube and cum - lapping at that soft, silky goodness. The next few minutes were spent alternating between tonguing his hole deep in and out and drawing letters, shapes, and symbols, I honestly couldn’t get enough. But I came for something else. The thing that had kept my cock straining against my jeans for the entirety of London to see on the journey to his place. My balls were churning like crazy - I needed to breed him. Pushing my cock into his pre-loaded hole was so easy since there was little resistance. The feeling of warmth and wetness was unmatched to any other guy I had fucked before and I knew I would become addicted to it. I slid my cock in and out with long-strokes, slow and deep, really just stretching him out as much as I could. That was my standard tempo, speeding up to a faster fucking every now and then; he would get especially verbal at the peak of fucking, begging for my load. I kept at this for about 45 minutes, with some small breaks in between. Fucking him in missionary was amazing - he wound his thick muscular legs around me as if to get my cock as deep as possible into his slutty hole. All the while his baseball cap stayed on, obscuring his anonymity. He was just a cumdump, a hole to be used and bred by the men of the city. I heard his door open as someone else came in. Initially I panicked, but he reassured me it was another cruiser coming to dump his load - my time was up. He laid flat on the ground, with me on top of him. The feel of his sweaty muscular back against my chest as I fucked him deep was glorious. In this position, his hole felt tighter than before, he was stimulating my cock so well. I sped up faster and faster until he was begging for my load in front of the new guest, who had already dropped his pants and began stroking his cock. Finally I came, shoving my cock as deep as possible inside him. With full control over his slutty hole, he did this thing where he clenched his cheeks to squeeze my dick, milking the cum from my dick. After a minute of my cock being jerked off by his ass, I slid out and saw his hole gape with my cum. It was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen. I gave him a soft slap on his ass and said thank you, putting my jeans back on. He mumbled something unintelligible in response, probably because the other breeder had already started fucking him. I left with a smile on my face.

My older brother dealt drugs when we were teenagers and he made me smoke pot with him a couple times but I didn’t like it. After I came out when I was 16 in 1979, I dated guys monogamously and never did drugs. One time when I went with a friend to Austin for a lake party, someone slipped a molly into my sandwich. It freaked me out, not knowing what had happened and I didn’t like it. Anything that was speedy, even caffeine trigger my anxiety, and that sure did it. After that I specifically avoided doing anything and rarely drank. Many years later when my husband of 20 years and I visited Palm Springs for the second time, we rented a house and made plans to hang out with guys we found on apps. We had been open for about ten years and it worked for us. We didn’t hook up much with other people where we lived for discretion. We were both executives in visible positions and needed to be discreet. But when we were out of town it was easier. My husband is an ex-model, very hung and had no problem finding willing younger guys (his type) to fuck. I liked all kinds of guys and had become pretty adventurous with sex, exploring a lot of kinks over the years. I found a really sexy, tall all-American looking guy in his 40s on an app. He had a humongous dick, which was my kryptonite, seemed kinky, and kind of nasty. He was interested in hanging out and was free that night. He said he had a friend who was on his way from San Francisco and would be in town within the hours. He sent me pics of the guy. His friend was in his 30’s, shorter than his friend and also really handsome, in that swarthy Italian way. Oh, and he also had a huge cock, almost as big as his tall friend. I got the impression they liked tag teaming bottoms and I’d trained my hole to be flexible and strong, so I could take big cocks and even a fist a couple times, and still be able to get tight pretty quickly afterwards. But, it had been awhile since I’d been fucked because work was crazy busy during COVID, so I would have to really get warmed up to take either of these guys. We met at CCBC where I had rented a room. The tall guy was there in the lobby when I arrived and introduced himself as “Rob” (not his real name). We got settled into the room when the shorter Italian guy arrived, and introduced himself as “Gino” (also not his real name). Gino and I sort of hit it off right away. He made a couple trips to the four to bring in four suitcases. Rob explained that Gino was a dealer and was moving to Palm Springs and was setting up shop as soon as he moved into his rental house. Gino opened up the suitcases. While I couldn’t see everything from my chair across the room, I could see they were full of pill bottles, plastic baggies, many different colors of pills and powders, along with pipes, bongs and other stuff I couldn’t see very clearly. Gino asked me if I partied and I said I didn’t but told them I had brought a joint and didn’t mind if they did. I’d heard how addictive, dangerous and intense meth was and that never appealed to me, especially because it was speedy. In fact it scared the hell out of me. I had a really great life and I didn’t want to do anything to mess that up. However, something surprised me in that moment he asked me. I got scared about the idea and weirdly it also turned me on. I kind of laughed to myself because it seemed I’d found another kink I didn’t want to actually engage in, but fantasize about, like pozzing. They started smoking from a bong and blowing big clouds. The clouds seemed really seductive to me. Gino asked me if I wanted to try a hit. I paused for just a couple seconds, feeling my cock get raging hard. I told him no. He raised an eyebrow like he didn’t believe me. I think he’d noticed my hesitation and curiosity. So he said, “How about this?” He took a big hit and then came over to about a foot from me and started blowing it towards my face. I wasn’t expecting it but for some reason my reflexive reaction was to breathe some in. I quickly exhaled, worried what might happen. Gino smiled a little and the two guys took some more hits. I was feeling my favorite sex pot and laid down on the bed. Gino came over next to me on the bed, took a huge hit and leaned over me, holding it and raising his eyebrows. My cock instantly got even harder, I think because of the risk and danger. I’d learned that risk and a little danger was a turn-on for me when being blindfolded at my first dungeon party a couple months ago. I just looked into his eyes and he must have taken that as a green light because he leaned down and blew the big hit into my mouth. I only breathed in a little but just the idea of someone getting me high on something dangerous without my explicit consent made almost cum. We talked for quite a while and I found that I really liked both of them, especially Gino. He was surprisingly down to earth and friendly, easy to talk to. He seemed surprisingly trustworthy for a dealer. Rob definitely did not seem trustworthy, but something about his shadiness was sexy. I’d taken another hit off the indica joint and was feeling good. We all made out for awhile, and it was hot. They paused, got up and shot up their dicks with what they called trimix. The guy with the monster dick said he had to have an extra strong formula to get his big beautiful cock hard after partying. Watching them inject their dicks was unexpectedly crazy hot. I laughed at myself, at how much I’d changed since my sort of puritan 20’s and 30’s. As they shot their dicks up, I began to feel the meth I’d inhaled. It was speedy, but nice, very euphoric and it made me even hornier. I began to want to be fucked pretty bad. After the trimix, they said they were going to slam. I didn’t know what that meant but when they started filling two syringes I figured it out. I noticed I started precumming watching them, and I think they noticed it too. As I watched and wondered what it would be like, I realized how dark my kinks had gotten. It was kind of scary, and alluring too. I could see it hit them and how much they enjoyed it, but it still scared the hell out of me. After they slammed we really started making out hardcore. Rob started playing with my hole and said, “Gino, you’ve got to check out his hole. It is magnificent.” Gino moved around to between my legs and said, “fuuuuuuck” and started eating me out. Rob gave me his dick to suck. While I was doing that, Rob leaned over to Gino and whispered something. Gino shook his head while his tongue was deep in me. I asked what they were talking about because this was a pretty risky situation. Gino took his mouth off of my hole and said, “Rob thought we should stealth booty bump you, you know, but some Tina up your hole and get you higher. I told him no, that wasn’t cool.” My reaction to hearing this was gratitude for Gino protecting me, and getting really turned on my Rob's sleazy underhandedness and desire to corrupt me. I just said, “fuuuuuck” and closed my eyes. Gino began to fuck me as I was sucking Rob’s enormous head. I couldn't’ get it in any further. My hole was amazingly loose and took Gino’s big rod pretty easily. He kept saying how much he loved my hole, and then came in me hard. I could feel it - it was a lot. He kept fucking me, like fucking the cum into my hole with a little half smile. Then Rob moved around and turned me over on my knees and fucked the living hell out of me. I couldn’t believe I could take his whole cock. Gino was kissing me and sliding fingers in beside Rob’s cock, stretching me beyond even when I had been fisted. Rob also came hard and shoved in me deeper than I’d had any cock, hand or toy, and he just held it there while he came. He started at me, watching my eyes. After a couple minutes, I could feel it. There was meth in their cum. I could feel the euphoric speed hitting me. “Oh jeezus!” I said. “You guys did stealth me after all, with your cum!” Gino said that it wasn’t much and assured me I’d be fine. With hardly a poz, Gino slid underneath me and then began to slide in, with Rob still inside. “Oh shit. Oh shit. I don’t think I can take it.” I said. Gino told me to just breathe and I’d be fine. Suprisingly, it hurt and stretched hard for a few minutes but after that I just felt amazingly full and tight and fantastic. Then both they started fucking me, moving in and out with different cadences and depth. I started to scream in complete ecstacy, and then came. They kept fucking me until they both came again. After that I was spent, and just turned over on my back. I was really spinning now, part pot, part meth, part dopamine from the sensation of being double fucked, but I felt great. We chatted for a bit and then they slammed again and took another couple hits. Gino blew another hit in my face. I definitely didn’t need it. The cum was doing the trick. But I wasn’t too high. Several concerns registered in my mind: the first was, I liked it and I was thinking about when I would do it again. The second was, how high I was still going to get, and lastly, how long would I be high? Would I need to stay overnight? Would my husband be able to tell when I got home? I texted my husband that I was having a great time, we were hanging out with some guys at CCBC and not to wait up. After I put my phone down, Gino pulled my knees up and pulled my ass to his cock, which was still hard. He slid in me and said, “What do you want?” “Are you poz?” I asked, registering this was my other dangerous fantasy. “No, but Rob is and he’s not on meds. Are you on PreP?” He asked. I realized I had forgotten my prep at home and had not taken it in two days, which wasn’t a big deal. Gino said I’d be fine. Gino shoved his beautiful, big uncut cock inside me and began fucking me slowly, all the way in and all the way out. Then he shoved it deep inside, leaned over me and said, “Clench your hole on my cock.” I couldn’’t figure out why but I did it. He held still, his big hard cock all the way inside me. I suddenly began to feel fuller, like his cock was expanding. He smiled and said, “You’ve never been piss fucked before, have you.?” “Oh fucking hell!” I replied It was the hottest thing I’d never heard about. After he finished filling me far beyond any capacity I’d previously reached, he started fucking me. He told me to stay clenched as he fucked me slowly, and I did. My daily Kegel exercises were paying off. He fucked me for a few minutes then pulled out slowly and told me to hold it in. He raised my knees and then ass up so that my hole was like a piss chalice and it would stay in. “How does that feel?” He asked with a grin. “It is blowing my mind.” I replied, ”Hold it in for five minutes.” He said, giving me a knowing look. And then it hit me, their piss had probably more meth in it than their cum. A lot more. They had slammed twice and smoked a lot. Then I started feeling the big wave of high hit me hard. It was amazing, not at all like I expected. Both of the guys were getting off on doing this to me and we all kissed together as I held it inside me. The high kept getting bigger and bigger. Gino told me to go to the bathroom and let it out. When I got back to the bed, Rob said, “My turn.” Rob’s piss fucking me was even wilder; his bigger cock, and much more piss did a lot more damage to my hole and really ratchet up my high. After I let it out, I was really spinning but feeling great. We messed around some more, made out and the double fucked me again for a bit. Then Rob jumped up and said with a big surprised grin. “Come with me. Grab a towel and follow me.”

Ahmed clearly had a thing for newly legal teen boys. Our schools cleaner has caught me jerking off in the locker room sniffing a teammates swimmers. He had threatened to tell my parents unless I did exactly what he asked. To be honest I was more than happy to do whatever the early 40’s Middle Eastern cleaner wanted. I could tell he had a muscular hairy body under his uniform, and it turned out he had a massive 11” Arabic cock that could hit all the right places. That’s how I had ended up Poz at age 18. Ahmed has taken me into an empty toilet cubicle, stuffed dirty underwear into my mouth, bent me over the toilet and forced the thick blunt headed anaconda up my virginity hole. He took my virginity whilst I could hear my teammates going about their business in the locker room. Thank god for his sweaty underwear in my mouth or I’m sure the whole team would have seen me giving my virgin ass to the schools cleaner. He had enjoyed pounding my hole in such a risky setting, and after 10 minutes of ripping up my ring I felt him go stiff and collapse on my back as he filled me with his hot Arab jizz. He silently pulled out of me, wiped his dick on my track shirt and got dressed. As he went to open the door to leave the cubicle he whispered ‘Thanks for the hole slut, you’re now pregnant with my Poz babies.’ I waited until he had left, scooped some of his hot jizz that was running down my leg and jerked the last neg load of my life all over the floor. Sure enough, 4 weeks later I came down with the worst flu. I took myself to the clinic and they confirmed I had been knocked up by the thick Arab anaconda. Since then Ahmed had continued to use my holes whenever it suited him, but it soon became apparent he was getting bored with me. I received a short text from him ‘come to my house, tonight at 9pm’ followed by an address…

Ive changed the names of some of the people involved, but this is my story of the first time using T I’m going back quite a few years to tell the story of my first-time using T. My name is Ed and at the time of these events I was 35 years old, 6 years out of the military, and about 5 years out of the closet. I had a tough time coming out to myself. I was brought up thinking ‘fags are weak’ and not something to be admired. I got by telling myself its OK if I’m gay if I’m a top. So, for many years I was 100% top, hunting for bottoms with my bud John, often at the gay campground I belonged to. We’d make a game of how many bottom boys we could get in our sling in a night, making fun of how fast they’d put up their legs after a few drinks. On the leather and motorcycle weekends we had the added fun of fucking the boys in the public play space the camp set up. I was a muscled motorcycle riding tattooed furry leather bear with a thick 8” cock and 2GA PA so getting attention was never a problem. Taking a break I would watch the bottom pigs, ass up in the sling blissfully taking load after load. On the screens all around there was hardcore BB porn playing showing pigs indulging in every fetish imaginable; piss play, fisting, flogging, bondage, blindfolded cumdumps being used from both ends. My friends would say how hot it was, but then smirk and say but of course no self-respecting guy would really do all that. I’d nod in agreement, but in the back of my mind I was thinking “why the hell not?” I’d fucking love to be in that kind of no limits fuck it all kind of pig pile; not worried about who might see or what they might think. I’d experimented with bottoming when I was out of town for work. I’d have some luck, but a lot of times a guy said he wanted to top but then he'd show up and want me to fuck him. I’m not exactly submissive, but I am always eager to please so sure I’d lube up and give a good pounding. In truth I was getting tired of being the on-call top. In the meantime, I practiced with toys in private at home. About this time, I found the Breeding Zone site and started reading all the hot chem sex stories. I was always very strait laced and had only rarely tried pot. At first the stories of guys getting stealth chemmed and used as a cumdump really turned me on. I don’t know how many loads I jacked off reading those stories. Later though I realized I was really turned on by the stories of guys who embraced what they were, and open eyed begged to get turned into a chemmed up fuck hole, knowing exactly what they were getting themselves into and wanting every last greased up cock they could get. Meanwhile a good friend of mine Rick was an expert fister and while he was showing me how to fist properly, he’d insist I needed to experience at least some of what I was doing to the bottom. I agreed and soon it was obvious to him that his 100% top friend liked his hole worked on. I admitted to him that not only did I like being fucked but increasingly I’d been having fantasies about being the kind of totally used fuck hole I’d read about on Breeding Zone. He said that he knew a Master in a town about an hour away who was looking for a once-a-month pig he could turn into his slave and willing fuck-toy. He was rough but sane and if I wanted, he’d pass on my contact information. I was shaken and excited and told Rick yes, if he thought I could live up to Master Tom’s demands I’d very much want to try it. About a week later I get a text saying: You Slave! I hear you need a Master to train you to serve. I replied “Yes Please Sir! I really need to know what it is to be a hole used without limits.” Good Answer! You must always call me Sir, or Master Tom, and when were together you will always be naked. The only time I ever want to hear the word no from you slave is if I ask ”do you want me to stop?” Understood? Yes Sir! This pig is eager to become a naked slave for your use Master Tom Good! I’m free for a long weekend in two weeks. Can you come by my place one evening before then? There will be no sex, I need to inspect you and make sure I’m not wasting my time. In the meantime, send me some full body pics of yourself plus dick and ass shots. Yes, Master Tom, just tell this pig when and where to be and I will comply. A date that suited Master Tom was set and on a Tuesday evening I found myself nervously knocking at his door exactly when he ordered. A tall man in dress slacks and a white shirt answered the door. He was very clean cut and looked more like a Mormon missionary than a slave master. “So, you’re the fuck hole applicant Rick sent me. He says you don’t have any experience as a slave, but you know how to follow orders and don’t whine”. Yes Sir! I want to be a good slave but… Sir Tom stopped me with a quick slap across the mouth. “Pig you will NEVER address me unless you are fucking bare assed” “Do you understand?” I was confused for a moment then quickly stripped off my Camo shorts, tank top, jock, and jump boots. Naked in his open door I dropped to my knees for good measure and said Yes Sir! Thank you for the training, Sir. He seemed pleased and pointed to the living room, get up and walk was all he said. I walked naked into his living room and falling back on my military training stood at attention. I was rock hard! He walked around me looking me over. He kicked my legs open into a wider stance so he could thoroughly check me out. Master Tom said “let’s make this clear. I want an obedient fuck hole that knows this is all about making my cock happy.” If I accept you as a slave, you will always arrive, strip completely and present yourself for inspection. Understand you leave your clothes and rights at the door. I’m a POZ Top and I only BB. I like to parTy and I want my slave to be fucked up too. You can speak normally, what do you think of being my slave. I answered Sir, I’m NEG but understand it’s a slave’s place to take any load without question, please use and breed this pig as you want. I’ve never partied Sir and I’d do anything you ordered totally sober, but yes please put whatever the fuck you want into your pig. Turn me into your shameless tweaked up slave. Good pig. For now, you will call yourself pig. We’ll see if you earn the right to be called a slave. Your first order is for Friday evening. You have way too much hair for a slave. I’ve made arrangements with a shaving Master to make some changes for me. I’ll text you his number and you will arrange for him to shave you. I’ve already told him what I want. Then you can report to me first thing Saturday morning. Is that understood Pig? Oh fuck I thought, I’ve always been a bear. Shaving seemed a big first step, but I took a deep breath and said Yes Master, the Pig will get shaved as ordered Sir. Master Tom seemed pleased; said I was to be naked but could wear my weighted ball stretcher next time we met. I was also to remember that if we chatted online, even if only text I was to be naked when we spoke. With that he told me to get dressed and go, he’d see his new property Saturday AM. After I had dressed and was about to leave Master Tom handed me a black gift-wrapped box. He said it was for his shaving buddy and I could give it to him on Friday. The next day I got a text from Master Tom with a phone number. It said “set up your shaving session and then call me pig”. OH FUCK I recognized that number. It was my buddy John who I hunted bottoms with at camp. I knew he was into shaving his boys but never thought he or anyone I knew would be involved with this exploration of mine. This was a serious shock, I tried to think of some plausible way to get shaved without going to him, but there really wasn’t anyway around it. If I wanted to be the chemmed up fuck hole I’d been fantasizing about I’d have to man up and push through it. I called John and after some beating around the bush said “I think Master Tom set up an appointment for me to get shaved this Friday.” I asked John if he’d be OK doing that with me. John was hesitant, do you really want to be this guy’s slave? Yes John, I fucking need to feel what its like to let go and be someone’s shameless hole. I’m kind of embarrassed that you’ve been pulled into this and since we’re such good friends if you don’t want to get involved, I’ll ask Sir Tom for another barber. John thought a moment and said no he always wanted to get some clippers into my fur. He asked how he could be sure I wasn’t going to back out. I thought a moment and said John, if you do this for me, I will be glad to drive to your house fucking naked and walk in your door bare assed to prove my commitment to this. John said fucking hell yea! Good for you pig, get your bare ass up here by 7pm on Friday. Do you know what your Master asked me to shave? No John, I assumed my ass and maybe cock, but I’m ready to do what I’m told so please don’t tell me. I don’t want to chicken out. I stripped and texted Master Tom telling him I’d made the appointment. He immediately called in video mode. Sir Tom looked me up and down, said good your naked pig. I’m glad you can follow orders. Yes Sir! I explained that I knew Barber master John from camp and it was difficult to open up about what I was doing, but I really want to do this. I explained that to prove to Master John that I meant business I’d begged to drive to his house naked and ready to be shaved. Master Tom said Very Good Pig, you might just earn that slave collar sooner than I thought. Since you’ll be naked anyway, I want you to pull over about 15 minutes away from John’s place on Friday and give me a call. Understood Pig? Yes Sir! Thank you, Sir! Oh and Pig make sure you’re completely cleaned out. My pigs always suck my cock clean after I fuck them, and you will be doing that clean or not. I consider it an incentive for my Pigs to be extra clean. It’s how a hole shows its respect. As a Master I may not be so careful, you’re just a hole so what do I care? Fuuuck Yes Sir! On Friday I gassed up my truck, stripped and threw all my gear into a bag. I try not to fondle myself for the 45-minute drive to John’s place in the mountains. I’m very nervous. I’m not sure how I’m going to be able to expose the sub-pig side of me to my bud. I’ve worked really hard over the years on my hardcore top persona. About 15 minutes from John’s place, I pulled over and called Master Tom. Master Tom says let me see pig, and I show him I’m naked in the truck at an unused gas station. Good Pig, naked, the way you’re going to be the rest of this weekend. Tom says “you look a little nervous pig are you ready to go through with this? “ Sir, yes, pig is nervous, but it wants to obey so badly. That’s a good pig, now I need you to follow a few more orders. First get that gift I sent for John and open it. I’m puzzled but I comply. Inside I find a small box with four crystals of what I assume is T although I’ve never actually seen it for real. You know what that is pig? Sir I think it’s shards of T Sir. I didn’t know John used drugs. Sir, I have no idea if he does or not, but a compliant pig is my gift to him. Now pig lube up and shove one of those shards up your fuck hole as far as you can. I’m surprised this is how my first use of T is happening, but I push the fingernail sized shard up as deep as I can. I can feel a slight burn. The pig has been dosed Sir, thank you Master. That’s a good pig. Hmmm does pig think that’s enough? Master please, order your pig to do more please Sir! Fucking right pig, shove the rest of those shards in your hole. You need to get so fucking hungry for what’s coming. I push the other three slightly larger shards in and report, your pig has been dosed Sir! Thank you. My heart is racing but I don’t know if that’s the T or just the excitement. Sir orders me to lick my fingers clean. I comply. Master Tom says now get a move on pig you only have about 15 minutes before that starts to kick in. Yes Sir and thank you Master. As I drive to John’s my thoughts, which had been nervous and revolving around how embarrassing this was going to be started to change. I started to think about John pounding some willing boy while torturing his nipples. I thought how hot that would be if he put me in his sling. I began to wonder if John would get turned on by shaving me the way he did the boys at camp. He’d often try to BB them while they were distracted. I was getting so horned up by the thought of asking him to BB me, the way a slave is supposed to be used. I got to John’s house starting to really turn into a fucking pig. I walked in, saw John sitting on his barber chair like a throne, geared in leather chaps, vest, and cap. Without a second thought I stood before him, dropped to my knees, and said Please Master John, do whatever the fuck Master Tom wants done to me. Really? John said. Are you really ready for this? Fuck John, I’ve wanted this for so long. Make me into the fuck hole Master Tom wants, please I will do ANYTHING you want to show my gratitude. John laughs and said I’m really going to enjoy this, now start sucking my cock. I crawl forward and start chewing on his jock pouch. I can feel his huge dick start to get hard. I know from watching him using other boys that he loves his nipples worked on, so as I worship his cock through the jock I look up into his eyes and raise my hands to his nipples. He sees the question in my eyes and says yes pig, play with my nips. I begin to twist and work them as I fish his growing cock out of the side of his jock with just my mouth. I know it can grow to over 9 inches and I need that to happen. For 10 minutes or more I just deep throat his dick and play with his nips. I thought the shards had made me high, but they were just beginning to dissolve. A huge wave of lust hits me as I sigh and relax into my position, legs spreading a bit wider, feeling my hole start to take over. John slides his hand down my sweaty back toward my hole. I can’t help but moan as he explores my newly available hole. John stands, holds my face and says, you’re going to get what you want pig, shaved, marked, fucked, and sent away wet. He then grabbed a bottle of poppers held them to one nostril. Breathe deep pig, show me you want this. I filled my lungs deep. After a slow count of ten he pinched the other nostril and said Again! I filled my lungs deep with the fumes knowing the rush that was coming. After a count of ten he let me exhale, then almost as an afterthought put the bottle back up to the first nostril. That’s it pig, let’s get you intoxed real good. I huffed deep wanting to please this man that wasn’t a friend anymore. He was a fat cocked master that I needed to please and had to have him use me. After a few more hits John turned around and rested his arms on the barber chair. I needed no instructions; I buried my face in his ass and started rimming his hole like a starving dog. All I could think about as my head spun from the poppers and the T was how much I needed to please this man. I WANTED my bud to see I was a totally willing cock worshiping cum hungry hole. John’s hole was clean and tasted mildly of soap, but it suddenly hit me that I wouldn’t have stopped even if it wasn’t. I was really becoming the kind of pig I envied from the videos. I continued to eat John’s hole and suckle his balls while pulling on my own sensitive nipples. My cock had gone soft despite how horny I felt; the T dick I read about. That didn’t seem to matter because all that I could think about was getting my hungry hole used. John’s phone chimed and I heard him chuckling to someone. Yes, he’s here and just about totally in the zone. How much do you want me to take off? Really? Here you can tell the pig. John held his phone up, Master Tom was on the line. I looked at him with lust and tina crazed eyes and said simply Master! Master Tom said, “You’re flying high by now pig”. Tell John what you’ve done. I looked up at John and said “before I arrived, I begged Master Tom to let me shove four fat shards of T up my hole. I’ve never done tina before so now I’m high AF. I was nervous, but now I’m proud for you to see me spinning up into totally submissive pig begging to become a slave.” Nice Pig, so you’ve made sure you can’t resist anything I feel like doing to you. No Sir John, I gladly turned myself into a tweaked up obedient cock whore for you to see and use. Help me please Master Tom and show him I’m ready to be his completely obedient slave. Master Tom said perfect! Shave the pig head to toe. He can keep the goatee but trim it down. John said “Hear that pig? You’re getting it all shaved, chest, pits, ass, cock, legs…all of it!” OH FUCK! ….. Yes, please shave me down to a total slave state. Pig needs to be stripped down for Sir. Turn the pig into a hairless object, please. Master Tom says, “I wish I could watch but I’ve got things to do. Pig you won’t mind if John takes pictures for me while he works? “ No, Master Tom, John can take as many pictures as he wants while the pig gets modified for your use. Over the next hour or more John clippers and then razor shaves me from head to toe. I’ve had thick dark body hair since I was 17. I always loved being a bear, but now with the tina running through me I was totally desperate to get shaved down. While John shaved my head I sucked his cock. When he started on my pits I thought I was going to cum. He asked “how you feeling pig?” and I couldn’t stop thanking him for doing this. I so wanted to show him how grateful I was and at first timidly asked him if he’d like to fuck me when he was done. He heard the hesitation in my voice and said not backing out now are you. Fuck no John, I just didn’t want to demand anything from you, but I’d love to be strapped into your sling and have my hole opened wide by your cock. I know you try to stealth the boys at camp. You don’t need to try to trick me, I’d be proud to take your cock bare John. John reminded me he was POZ to which I said I’d be so honored to get bred by you John. I’m going to be a fucking bb slave for Master Tom. He said from now on I only get fucked bare and I don’t get a choice who fucks me. I want to look up at you while you dump a load in me. He asked me are you sure it’s not the tina talking, you might regret this in the morning? John, I reply, I’ve been taking cock in secret on work trips for years. I’ve been ashamed of it but it gets me rock hard asking to be bred. The only thing the tina is doing is helping me tell you without shame that I’m here to get dumped in by anyone and I honestly want you to bone and breed me too. “Hell then let’s get this shaving done pig!” John did a meticulous job removing all my hair then rinsed the lather off by pissing on me. I sucked his cock as he pissed, swallowing some and spitting the rest over my denuded body. Then still dripping with his piss John said get your ass in that sling, Hole. NOW! I ran across the playroom and hopped into the sling; my hungry ass just hanging over the edge of the leather right in place for easy access. I hooked my feet in the stirrups and tightened them, then cuffed my one hand. John’s like “fuck you are eager for this”. He cuffed my other hand then attached them to a bar that would hold them right at his nipples. I knew my job was to get him hard and keep him hard. He took an old dirty jock and soaked it in poppers holding it over my nose and mouth. I sucked the fumes in deep, wanting to be as fucked up for John as I could get. I heard John say something about taking pictures with my camera, and knew I’d be filmed taking his cock raw. I reveled in the complete depravity of it all. John removed the jock and stood in front of me jacking lube on his 9 incher. Talk to me pig. Tell me and the camera what you need. I looked directly into John’s eyes and said “please Sir, help turn me into a bareback cumdump, ride me raw and let me beg for your load in me.” My load? he asked. What kind of load? “Sir John, please fuck your POZ load into this pig. Convert me from a worthless neg hole into a POZed up cumdumpster proud of every load it gets!” As I begged to be violated John grew harder and harder. “Oh Fuck John, please next leather weekend at camp I need you to raw bone me in the public sling. Let the pigs see what kind of filthy hole you’ve turned me into.” That pushed John over the edge and he rammed his cock into me balls deep in one thrust. Even high on tina it fucking hurt but I didn’t stop urging him on. I lay there, ass completely owned by my bud while I worked on his nipples to get him even harder. I worked my hole squeezing and relaxing to make his fuck even better; all the while mumbling a stream of pig filth about turning into a complete and total cock slave. At that point he slowed a bit, grabbed his phone attached to the sling and turned on the camera. You’re going to want a record of this pig. Yea John, film me taking your raw cock in my hungry hole. Help break me down till I don’t care if I’m being broadcast live to complete strangers. Please, please breed this willing pig hole. Fuck feel free to offer me up online if you like. With that John grunted and began unloading deep in me. It felt awesome, being used, making a man feel good using my holes. John slowed but didn’t stop, he continued to churn to load he’d just deposited. He said, I’d love to use you all night, but I have somewhere to be. It is going on 10pm. I suddenly realized just how fucking high I still was from the tina four hours earlier. There was no way I could drive, but I didn’t want to ruin my bud’s night. John saw the worried look in my eyes and said don’t worry, Master Tom has you covered. John helped me from the sling and gave my legs a second to firm up. A moment later though I remembered my instructions and dropped to my knees to suck his cock clean. It tasted of cum, my ass juices, and a bitter taste I would learn was tina. As I cleaned him his phone chimed, and he said, “right on time; just stay there pig.” John walked out of the room and I knelt there looking at myself in the mirrors all around. I saw myself shaved down for the first time. I couldn’t help but run my hands over my smooth body, eventually reaching my wet dripping hole. My fingers went in and I moaned loudly, fuck I felt great, I was a hungry pig with a load in its hole and happy to be one. I thought about grabbing my phone but stayed put playing with my hole and licking the cum off my fingers. Suddenly I heard a new voice, deep and loud. Hell, that’s a site, a newly minted chem pig working its hole. I looked up to see a huge bear of a man in dirty jeans, work boots and a wife beater, being led into the room by John. I staired at this new arrival, mouth gaping, and whined a little in the back of my throat. John said this is Trucker Mark, he’s a friend of Master Tom. Your Master realized you’d be in no shape to drive; so, since his buddy here had to deliver a cab to the local Truckstop, he asked him to drive your car and you down to Allentown and deliver you both to Sir Tom when his shift ends. I finally swallowed and found my voice, “Thank you very much Trucker Mark! … “May I please suck your cock, Sir”

Hey guys. This my first story here. I hope you love it. Please tell me. Be as honest as you are. I had just finished working out in the gym in the office area of my condo building. I decided to enjoy a soak in the hot tub. The only one else here was the office manager who lived in the only condo on this floor. I knew it was close to closing time so I jumped in wearing just my boxers. The water felt good on my body. It was relaxing and I think I dozed off for a bit because all of a sudden Ron, the building manager was in the tub as well. "Oh, wow. Sorry," I said because I was startled. "No worries, I was going to tell you it's closing time when I saw you were napping. I decided to lock up and enjoy myself since it looked like this tub was doing you a lot of good." I knew very little about Ron. We hardly ever spoke. I knew he was gay and friendly. He is a handsome man of 5'11 dirty blonde hair and bright blue eyes. He also works out a lot, and it shows in his six pack abs. I am no slouch there either. My own hair is black with dark brown eyes. Ron though has something I never noticed until now. He has a strong and unique scent to him. He, clearly, does not wear anti-perspirant and his natural scent was strong but pleasant. The more we talked his scent made me feel weird. Soon though it was time to get out. I noticed that Ron had a weird tattoo right above his crotch. It was a biohazard symbol in the colors of the Pride Flag. I almost asked him about it but decided not to in case it was too personal. Ron and I became friends after that. I worked from home and could set my own hours so I change things so we could work out and hit the tub every night. His scent always made me feel weird. I grew to really enjoy it. He convinced me to stop wearing anything that masks my natural smell and to just make sure I really cleaned myself. It was great to know him. After a couple of weeks I asked if I could ask a weird question? He said I could and he would answer if I would answer a question of his. "Okay." He went first. "Are you seeing anyone?" I laughed, "The day before we met I had just ended a very serious relationship. I thought we were going to get married. I ended it because her sister was never going to stop interfering in our lives and my ex always sided with her." "I am sorry." "It is alright. Meeting you and our friendship has help me forget." Then I asked my question, "Why do you have a biohazard symbol tattoo?" He sighed, "Well, I hope you are not scared by this, I am HIV positive. I also do something called pozzing. It is where I fuck guys bareback who want to catch the bug or who like the thrill of taking the risk." I was not weirded out by this. Ron invited me up for a beer. We did not even get dressed we just went back to his home and started drinking. After a few, Ron got closer to me. His musk was stronger and was really starting to make me feel strange. I think the beers helped play a role in this. He started to rub on my dick through my shorts. I admit it felt good but was more shocked then anything. Ron then pulled my dick out and started giving me a blow job. His mouth really felt good on my dick. I was about to try and say something when he stopped and asked, no told, me we were going to the bedroom. I complied. I was thinking that I would just let him finish sucking me, but I would not let it go further. I was not into guys but he was giving me the best BJ I have ever had so I might as well enjoy it. When on the bed I was completely naked. Laying on my back, I let Ron suck me again. God, it was good. He pulled something out from a drawer just within reach. I could then feel one of his fingers press inside my ass. It was lubed so it went in without any problem, but his nail was sharp. I could really feel it in there. "Ouch," I said. Ron stopped sucking and then started licking my ass. I was about to say no more when he suddenly stopped. My friend stood up and he said, "When I don't fuck for a while I get horny and need to let out my pumped up aggression. I need a hole to fuck and yours is perfect. I love to take a tight virgin hole anyways. So get ready." He removed his shorts and I saw his dick for the first time. It was huge. The biggest I have ever seen - at least 10 inches. "Yes, you are going to take all of this." I was frozen. I did not know what to do. I was staring at his massive hard on when I saw his tattoo. He is positive and about to fuck my ass. I was panicking in my mind as he started to push his tip into me. I wanted to say stop it. I wanted to say no. My mouth would not work. My mind was fighting this but the rest of me seemed to want it. Ron pushed his way into me. I could finally could speak. I groaned in both pleasure and pain. His dick was tearing me open. Shit. I was enjoying this. I loved this. Ron was grinding me over and over again. His dick was perfect in me. He was hitting my prostate, and I soon shot a load of cum. I did not even touch my dick for it to happen. This was the best. Ron then said he was about cum. I could feel him have an orgasm inside me. His toxic cum was filling me. He was pushing even harder. He said that he always has three or four climaxes when he fucks a guy so we are just getting started. I was happy. "Please, keep fucking me." Ron smiled. He did as I begged. Ron was doing more than fucking my body. He was fucking my mind. With each push inside me and with his second and third shot of cum in my ass he was destroying any desire for women. He had done it. He converted me to only wanting men. "I know that look in your eyes," Ron said. "You are a faggot now. You want nothing but dick now." "Yes," I barley squeaked. "Say it. Say that you are a faggot." "I AM A FAGGOT," I screamed. Ron then said, "I know you are. I give you my last gift of the night." He had a final orgasm inside me. I am covered with sweat and both relief and disappointment now that he was done. He turned me on my side and stuck two fingers inside me. He scooped up some of his cum which also contained some blood and a tiny amount of my shit. He fed it to me. I thought it was the best thing I ever tasted. He then fed me more. I was so exhausted I dozed off when he got up to hit the head. I would have slept all night but Ron woke me up a couple of times to fuck me more. Ron took me to get checked. Yep, I was now a Poz. To celebrate we went to his Tattoo artist who did his ink. I got the same one only mine was a tramp stamp. We now live together and are a couple but are in no way exclusive. Yes, we now live together, but I get to let other guys fuck me and he fucks other guys. Whenever someone wants to engage in pozzing we are there. A top fucks me and bottoms get Ron. I have never been happier.

I've noted several times recently tops that required coaching on this very issue. This could very well be a consequence of losing so many gay group play venues. Guys that are used to one on one hookups through apps or from places that lack group play even at the fuck venues seem to be baffled by the mechanics required to make group play work.

Thanks guys. I'll post the next chapter tonight. In the meantime breed, get bred, or whatever 'turns your crank. '

Hi, Philip Introspection is always a good thing; it allows us to progress to another level of awareness. I have no idea who that guy is, and I don't envy him his choices. To me, the relationships one forms are the real deal, not some pie-in-the-sky contrivance that may be somewhat true, but who knows whether it's all even true? More, who really cares? What's important are our own experiences, how we learn and grow from them, and thus enrich our own lives through our own beliefs and resulting actions. If these folks who put their lives (real or not) online don't make much sense to me. There's not enough value in it to grow and expand one's life. The important thing is, we do our best to be the best man we can possibly be, and you're a fine example of that journey. Thanks for the post.

I am sure I got HIV at the Swim Club. ☣️

The Private Party So I was on that barebacking site, you know which one. I just happened to look at the Private Parties section. Usually these are organized by a bottom guy who is looking for tops and doesn't really want any other bottoms there. This time I was pleasantly surprised to find a party where not only was the organizer a versatile top, most of the other people signed up to attend were or were tops or versatile. And it wasn't just a couple of attendees, there were already 8 people signed up. I started to look at the profiles of the organizer and the other attendees. Very hot. I could already feel my little cock start to tingle in anticipation. I've always had a fantasy about showing up at a party like this and when I get there being locked into a chastity device and then into the kind of bondage spreader bar which leaves a guy ass up and helpless to prevent anyone from using him as they see fit. I messaged the host for an invitation and asked him if it was OK if I was locked in a chastity cage and a spreader bar, He messaged me back saying I was invited and that would be great. I went to the toy/lingere store near where I live that carries a fairly large assortment of bondage toys. I picked out a spreader bar that looked sturdy. The lady at the counter gave me a wink and a smirk as I paid. So now I'm getting ready for the party. Taking a shower, shaving myself in all the right places. Applying good smelling lotion. Thoroughly cleaning myself out with many enema bottles. Lubing up my hole and sliding a large plug in. Putting on my cage and locking it securely in place. Putting on a jock so my ass will be exposed and ready. When I get there the host greets me at the door and recognizes me since I am carrying a spreader bar. When I am inside I strip down and remove the plus. He takes my clothes and the plug, putting them in a bag for safe keeping. tells me I can go set up in a corner and he'll have someone help me get locked up. He motions over a guy dressed in leather gear and asks him if he'd give me a hand. He says he would love to. We go over in the corner and I get down on all fours and he fastens my arms and legs to the spreader bar. I am now ass up and totally helpless to stop anyone from having free access to my hole. Other guys are milling around, a few are making out and I hear the moans and groans of others as they are sucking each other off or fucking. The guy admires his handiwork and gives my ass a smack. Other people seem to notice and soon a group forms. The leather guy starts to slide his hard, thick dick up and down my crack until the tip catches my hole, then he slides it in making me groan out in pleasure. He starts a slow in-out motion and his dick is long enough it is hitting my prostate and soon it is making my little cock confined in its cage drool pre cum. Someone notices and says "Look at that sissy clit drip!" while he reaches down and wipes some up with his finger and then puts it to my mouth making me taste my own seed. After a while the leather guy fucking me starts to pick up his pace, his low hanging balls which had been slapping my taint pulling up tight to his body and I know I'm about to take his load. As I feel his cock throb and his cum blasting deep inside me he bends down to my ear and says "did the host tell you that this isn't just a bareback party, it is a conversion party?" I cry out "No!", but I should have known because so many of the attendees had status "Ask me". He rests for a second and says "Well, now you know, and there was your first poz load". He barely has a chance to pull out before another guy starts sliding his big dick into my now well used hole. One by one guys pound my ass and fill it with their hot loads, many of them telling me things like that they had stopped their meds weeks ago in anticipation of this party. I can feel lube and cum dribbling out of my ass and down my leg every time one of them pulls out. I lose track of how many loads I take, but it has to be close to a dozen. Eventually I hear the host tell me the party will be ending soon and it is his turn. I feel his dick slide into my now stretched out hole, but he has to be one of the biggest I've ever taken because it still stretches me out more. He pounds me long and hard and then groans out as he cums, telling me he had been waiting to seed me all night and that his VL was very high so it was the guarantee that I'd be knocked up for sure. He and the leather guy then release me from the spreader bar and I am handed the bag with my clothes in it. I dress, my little cock still trapped in its cage and then drive home. When I get there I unlock my cage and as I'm pulling my little cock I get an email from the host inviting me to next month's party. I can't wait.

I snuck out of my bedroom and out of the house arriving at Ahmed’s nondescript house just before 9pm. I knocked on the door and heard him call out ‘doors open slut, come on in’. As I pushed the door open and walked down the hallway I could hear two voices coming from the living room. As I rounded the corner an incredible sight greeted me. Ahmed massive muscular body was sprawled naked on the couch, a barely legal looking teen was between his legs wearing only a pair of bikini briefs. His tongue cautiously licking at Ahmed’s massive balls with a grimace on his face. ‘Come in Ben, this homeless fuck is just earning his dinner’ Ahmed called out. I looked at the 18 year old teen closer. He appeared to be a typical tatted skater boy who was down on his luck. The teen looked at me and tried to avoid my eyes. “If you’re busy, I can come back later” I stammered. “Don’t be stupid fag, we can talk whilst he services me” he replied. Ahmed turned to face the skater boy. “Make sure you get it covered in spit, you aren’t getting any lube when this goes up your arse”. “Please don’t make me do this in front of him” the skater pleaded. “Shut the fuck up and get on my cock”. I watched transfixed as the skater lowered his briefs, shyly trying to hide his growing cock. He went to straddle the muscular Arab on the couch. “FACE HIM!” Ahmed bellowed. The skater whimpered but did as he was told and turned to face me. “Lift your balls and give him a show” Ahmed ordered. I watched as the skater lifted his cock and balls to show me the thick brown Arab cobra line up with his tight teen hole. “Fuck yourself on it” Ahmed ordered. The teen took a deep breath and started to slide down the thick baseball bat sized cock. Tears started to stream down his face, from the pain or the humiliation I will never know. It took him about 3 mins to work his tight hole down to Ahmed’s balls. The teens stomach was distended showing the mammoth 11”cock deep inside him. After another minute of so he started to lift and lower himself on the baton, fucking himself on the thick Arab pole. Ahmed for all this display sat calmly on the couch, whilst the red faced teen did all the work trying to get Ahmed to climax so he could be done and get out of there. Ahmed turned back to me “I want to speak to you about your brother, I have seen him around school and want to get to know him better”. “My brother?” “Yes, I want to fuck him and you’re going to help me” he replied. I couldn’t believe Ahmed was interested in Jake. Jake was my younger brother, having only just turned 18. But Jake had been born deaf and mute. Despite these handicaps he had excelled at school and was on the swim team. This had given him an incredible body and a perky ass. “Please leave him out of this” I pleaded. “If you don’t help me, I’ll out you as the Poz slut you are too the whole school” I slumped, knowing that I didn’t have a way out of this. At this moment, Ahmed grabbed the hips of the teen riding his cock and slammed him all the way down to his balls. I watched as Ahmed’s balls tensed up and began to pump load of hot Arab cum into the obscenely stretched skater boys ass. “Noooo!!” The teen shouted when he realised that thick loads of cum were being pumped into his fertile body “You promised you wouldn’t cum in me!”. “I lied” Ahmed replied as he shoved the still shocked teen off his cock and on the floor. The shell shocked teen was still shaking on the floor when Ahmed got up, threw $20 at him and a bunch of tissues. “Get yourself something to eat slut, and wipe up your bleeding hole before you stain my carpet. Now get the fuck out of my house”. The sniffling teen tried to plug his ruined hole with the tissues and mop up the torrent of thick cum dripping down his leg. As he shuffled to the door Ahmed went to show him out. “I hope you are on PrEP bitch, otherwise my Poz babies are going to be with you for life” Ahmed gloated. I saw the teens eyes go wide, as the door slammed in his face. Ahmed turned to me. “This time next week, I’m going to be balls deep in your brother”.

If you're not on PrEP, you should be. If you are, then relax and hopefully enjoy the experience. As for what you'll experience: nobody else's experiences in that regard are really relevant - you and your body will react the way you and your body will react. For some, bareback sex is a life-changing experience. For others, it's another day of the week. My own suggestion, though, is to not put too many expectations on it - increased expectations = greater opportunity for disappointment.

Just the tip, remember, just the tip, lol. I've heard that one before! Great story.

Part 3 Darren was serious, the look in his eyes was intense and fierce. I could tell that he wanted me to poz this fresh neg hole right here, right now. I took my cock and pressed it against his puckering hole, the hairs of his ass tickling my dick as I slid in, balls deep. Immediately, my hormones took over, and I pounded his hungry hole. Each thrust I could feel his clean hole quiver and pulse, grabbing at my cock, embracing it. Fuck he felt good. I was already on the verge of blasting his ass with my toxic load. I pulled out to give myself a break. “Absolutely not, get your cock back in there, bitch!” Darren snarled, “Finish the fucking job you faggot.” I pushed back in, and moved my body, rubbing my cock against his inner walls, and I tensed up as I exploded in pure ecstasy. The thoughts of breeding him and taking away his negative status were overwhelming, and my orgasm seemed to last forever. It was done. This man would never be the same anymore. 6 Months Later I’ve grown a lot in nearly a years time since my pozzing. Today I was throwing my first ever, all bareback party. In order to do this, Darren and his father were hosting the party at his father’s house. Tonight’s menu consisted of a single negative hole to use, interestingly, my former gym teacher named Charles. Charles wasn’t skinny or fat, he wasn’t muscular or undertoned. He was just plain average. Average in all ways that is, except his excessively small cock. It was embarrassing. Maybe half an inch when he was hard. He was a true faggot, a breed of unprecedented disaster regarding genetics. Charles was blindfolded, ass up, face down, tied up on Richard’s bed. Darren stood in the corner, stroking his cock while 15 men stood in the bedroom, preying on the ass beholden in front of them. “Men. Today we are here to bear witness to the pozzing of Charles. Daddy Darren will be here to seal the deal, as my own creator and father. Although you men serve me, you also serve Darren as our forefather. Let’s get to work.” I was proud. I made my own poz cult. I was beginning to lose any of my former innocence. I wasn’t the catholic saint I once was, if anything, I was nearly the devil now. A true sinner. It felt so good to ruin a man’s hole with my toxic seed. It was absolutely thrilling to know I was ruining him, and making him mine. Each man took his turn on Charles. Within just a few loads he started squirming from the excessive use of his nearly virgin ass. The cum dripping onto the bed, the sweat running down his back and ass crack. His ass hair was curled, and stuck to his body wet. A funky aroma of ball sweat, ass, cum, lube, and poppers filled the room. Heavy, thick, and intoxicating. I was drunk on the pheromones. Richard was next, then me, and finally Darren. Richard whipped his massive horse cock against Charles’ hole. Used, abused, disgusting, Charles was destroyed. Richard popped his cock in at full speed, and floored him out, going as deep as Charles’ body would let him and then further. Charles screamed in agony as Richard stole his pleasure from him. Charles begged for Richard to stop, but everyone in the room was addicted to watching the show - Richard refused. Richard fucked Charles like a god damn ape, relentless, rough and hard. We all stroked our cocks in amazement, Richard really knew how to destroy a boy pussy. Richard’s ass cheeks clenched up, and from behind you could see his balls squelch up closer to his body. He was about to cum. Right then, Richard blew his evil seed into poor Charles, while the rest of us came a second time. We collected our jizz and stuck it in Charles’ gaping hole, filling it even more. It was my turn, I slid into Charles and got up by his ear. “You’re mine now, bitch. I own you forever. We are family forever. My bug lives in you, and you service my bug for the rest of your life. You’ll be in hell servicing me forever now. You. Are. Mine.” Darren looked at me approvingly. Happy master, happy life. Part 4 Preview The dark side of me is taking over, I cannot control myself anymore. My cult has taken over, Darren now holds no power over me anymore, as I’ve officially surpassed him. I am now the Poz King, my seed, my babies, have taken the holes and souls of more men than I could ever know.

Usual Disclaimers, this is a work of fiction, all characters are of legal age. Part 1 pretty much sets up the initial premise of the story as well as a few of the main characters. Feedback and suggestions welcome. Although if the story isn't your cup of tea, just please move along. Thank you. FRESHMAN PROJECT: Jason (Part 1) Jason took a deep breath, gathering up his courage, then pulled the door open and stepped inside. The lobby of the college LGBTQIA+ center was decorated in rainbow colors and the walls were covered with a mix of affirmations about being queer and safer sex messages. There were several hallways leading deeper into the building on either side of a reception desk. A butch lesbian in her mid-twenties was seated behind the desk. She looked up and gave Jason a welcoming smile, “How can I help you?” she said. “Um, well, uh,” stuttered Jason. “You here for the Gay & Bi Male Identified Discussion Group and Mingle?” she asked. “Uh, yeah,” said Jason blushing. “Welcome, it’s down the hallway to your right, second door on the right,” she said pointing to the hallway on her left,. “It’s just about to start so you better hurry, I’m Kat by the way, if you are interested in learning about volunteer opportunities come stop by after the meeting,” she said. “Uh, okay, maybe, I’m Jason,” said Jason as he forced himself to smile then proceeded to head down the indicated hallway. He found the correct door, it had a sign, “Gay/Bi Male Identified Discussion Group and Mingle, 7-9pm Every Tuesday”. He saw there was a mirror next to the door so he justified stalling a bit to make sure he looked okay. He brushed his light brown bangs off his forehead. He had always kept his hair very short at home, but let it grow about a bit before heading off to college. He guessed he was sort of attractive as there had always been girls interested in him, but he put them off saying his family did not want him dating in high school. He had blue eyes and still was not able to grow much in the way of facial hair, so he only had to shave his pale face once a week or so. The thing he hated most about himself was that he was fairly skinny and had never been able to put much muscle on his 5’7” frame. “Okay coward, it’s now or never,” he said to his reflection before turning towards the door. He still stood in front of the door for a few seconds, fighting the urge to flee. Eventually he pushed through it and opened the door. Inside there were approximately a dozen guys ranging in age from 18 to mid-20’s. Some were seated in chairs that were in a ring dominating the center of the room and a few were standing outside the ring chatting with each other. There was a table with sodas, water, and a few snacks against the far wall. Jason’s eyes were immediately drawn to a gorgeous masculine guy that was standing off to his left talking to another guy. The hunk looked like a mix between and surfer bro and a clean cut college athlete. He had wavy blond hair that framed his handsome face perfectly. His body was muscular without being thick. He appeared to be just over six feet tall and didn’t appear to have an ounce of fat on him. He was wearing a light gray t-shirt that showed off his broad shoulders and firm muscles. He wore a pair of skin tight black jeans that had a noticeable bulge in the crotch. When he laughed, his smile and bright white teeth seemed to light up the room. Jason guess he was likely in his early twenties, which would make him an upperclassman or maybe a first year grad student. He was everything Jason dreamed about when he was masturbating in the shower back home at his family’s house. The student he was talking was the complete opposite. He was either Jason’s age or maybe a year older at most. He was about the same height as Jason, 5’6” and even skinnier than Jason who only weighted about 130 pounds. He was wearing a tight pink tank and a pair of skimpy red running shorts that were stretched tight around a firm bubble butt. The outfit left a gap between the tank top and the shorts, revealing a tramp stamp tattoo on the boy’s lower back. Jason couldn’t quite make out what he said from across the room. The boy also had several piercings in his ears as well as multiple tribal design tattoos on his arms and legs. His hair was died purple on the top with the sides shaved. ‘What a fag,’ thought Jason, his internalized homophobia making him look down on the boy for being so obviously gay, which was a stark contrast to Jason’s dream guy he was talking with. Jason realized he was staring at the pair, so he quickly turned and headed to the table with the snacks and drinks, avoiding the two by heading around the other side of the circle of chairs from where they were standing. Jason said hello to several of the other students that were hanging around the snack table. He grabbed a bottle of water so he had something to keep his hands occupied and hopefully hide his nervousness. After just a couple minutes, Jason’s dream guy, broke off his conversation with the fag boy and walked into the center of the circle of chairs. “Okay everyone, it’s time to start, everyone please take a seat so we can begin. For the fresh meat, er, I mean new comers, my name is Blake and I’m the group facilitator,” he said. Jason quickly found a seat and stared at the floor. ‘Maybe I made a mistake,’ he thought. He had grown up in a conservative household, his parents were devout evangelical Christians, in a conservative southern town. He knew he was gay from a young age but had always been too scared to act on it, let alone admit it to anyone. Now he was halfway across the country at a very liberal university on the coast of California just a short drive away from San Francisco. His father had tried to convince Jason to go to Liberty University, but Jason and gotten himself accepted with a full scholarship at an elite private university. While his parents weren’t happy about it, they said that since he was an adult, he could make his own choices now. Still, Jason was struggling with the thought of actually admitting to another person, let alone a room full of people, that he was gay. “So let’s start with introductions,” instructed Blake as he took his seat. Jason noticed that he did not sit next the flamboyant twink he had been talking with, which gave Jason hope that they weren’t a couple, “I’ll go first, as I just said my name is Blake. For those that don’t know me yet, I’m a senior this year. I’m doing a double major in Psychology and Education. I’m also on the swim team and if anyone is interested in trying out let me know and I can give you the details. I identify as gay. As an ice breaker, my idea of a great evening is listening to some music and snuggling with a cute guy.” There were a couple quiet chuckles from a few of the guys and the twink Blake had been talking with rolled his eyes and said, “Oh honey.” Jason had trouble focusing on the others as they introduced themselves. He kept trying to sneak glances at Blake but it seemed every time he looked towards him, Blake turned from whoever was speaking and smiled at Jason, which made Jason blush and stare back down at his feet. “As most of you already know, my name is Aiden,” said the boy that Jason had seen talking with Blake earlier. He had a stereotypical ‘gay voice’ and very over the top mannerisms, talking a lot with his hands. “I’m a sophomore and still haven’t figured out what major is going to be…” he was saying until he was interrupted by one of the guys on the other side of the circle shouting out. “You’re majoring in dick,” said the interrupter. Several of the guys laughed. “No cross talk Roger,” scolded Blake. Turning towards Aiden, he said “Please continue Aiden.” Aiden gave a smug smile then continued, “Well anyway, I identify as a cum dump and I’d say what my idea of a perfect evening was but I got told not to be so graphic at the end of last years meetings.” Again there were a few knowing chuckles. Jason was feeling nauseous, it was a combination of knowing there were just a couple more students until it was his turn to speak and warring emotions inside of him, he was both repulsed by Aiden and jealous of him. “Hey, it’s your turn if you would like to share,” said Blake to Jason. Jason had zoned out and now he was dying of embarrassment. “Um, uh, sorry,” he stammered. “My name’s Jason, I’m a freshman. I’m from a small town in Alabama,” he said trying to not look at Blake. “Isn’t his accent precious,” injected Aiden. “Let him finish,” scolded Blake. “Yes Sir,” snapped Aiden as he dramatically straightened up in his chair and smirked at Blake. There was an awkward silence before Jason continued, “Uh, I’m still debating between Political Science as a prelude to law school or maybe History and Education. I’m not sure how I identify yet, I think I’m gay as girls never really made me feel the way inside that I do when I think about guys. I really don’t know what a perfect night would be, I’ve never been on a date before,” Jason realized he was starting to ramble and overshare out of nervousness. He fought the urge to jump up and run out of the room. He expected the other guys in the room to start laughing at him but instead he some most of them of them were just quietly nodding and giving him welcoming smiles. “Thank you Jason. Don’t worry about picking a major or an identity. There will be plenty of time for you to figure everything out. That is what college is for, it helps you find out who you really are and lets you become what you were meant to be,” said Blake. The guy next to Jason started his introduction and Jason again had trouble focusing. After all the introductions were done, Blake led a discussion about safer-sex. He explained that it was a requirement from the university that the first night’s topic for all the student groups was to go over all the safer sex resources available at the campus health clinic including STD screening and PrEP for any students that felt they were a high risk for HIV. Blake also demonstrated on a banana how to apply a condom and that university recommended them for oral and anal sex as well as using a dental dam for rimming, all of which was available to students for free and both the health clinic and the LGBTQIA+ Student Center, which everyone just called the Rainbow Center since most of them kept stumbling over all the letters. After the presentation was over Blake announced that they still had the room for another half hour if people wanted to stay and mingle some more. Jason jumped up and was about to bolt for the door when Blake quickly crossed across the circle and stopped him, “Hey Jason you got a sec?” “Uh, sure I guess,” said Jason trying to not appear as the huge mess he felt he was at the moment. “I want to say it took a lot of courage for you to come here tonight. Coming out is tough and its hard if you are doing it all by yourself. If you would like to talk sometime we can grab a coffee at the Student Union and have a bit more relaxed chat, not in front of the big crazy group like these guys. Would you be interested in that?” asked Blake. Jason gulped. This smart, amazingly handsome jock senior was offering to have a coffee with him. Jason fought his instincts which were driving him right into fight or flight mode. “Um yeah, okay,” he said. “Great, does 3pm tomorrow work with your class schedule?” asked Blake. Jason couldn’t remember if it did or not but quickly replied, “Sure.” “Perfect, it’s a date,” laughed Blake. He saw a look of panic pass over Jason’s face, so he quickly added, “Just a phrase, no pressure Jason, I’m sorry.” “Uh okay, um, well,” sputter Jason, his words failing him. Fortunately Blake bailed him out, “Okay see you tomorrow at three,” he said as he reached out and gave the shorter boy a gentle squeeze on his shoulder. They said their goodbyes and Jason finally got his wish to flee the meeting. After the new boy had left, Aiden walked over to Blake. “So, he seems interesting,” said Aiden with a smirk. “Yeah, I think I found this year’s Freshman Project already,” said Blake with a big smile. “Do you think he will be as easy to convert as I was?” asked Aiden. “Depends on which definition of convert you are talking about,” replied Blake with a laugh. “Both,” said Aiden laughing as well. “Speaking of that, I missed you this summer, you started meds yet?” asked Blake. “I missed that pussy wrecker of yours. My t-cells are holding up so far so I haven’t started any yet, want to get as many strains as I can before I have to start. I’d love a recharge of yours if you are offering,” said Aiden as he leaned into the muscular swimmer who had been his gifter last fall. “Sure come by my apartment tomorrow after 9pm, I’m sure I’ll have good load worked up after spending a few hours with that naive southern boy. You going to want to pick up any party favors for the weekend as well?” asked Blake as he reached down and gave Aiden’s ass cheek a hard squeeze. “Yes please, I’ve already got quite a few guys lined up who also missed me over the summer,” teased Aiden. “Well keep some time available for me, I’m going to need to breed that ass of yours a lot until I got Jason broken in,” said Blake. “Well then for my sake I hope our little southern belle hangs on to her virginity for as long as she can,” said Aiden. “Oh come now Aide, you know he’s going to be pregnant with my babies before the Thanksgiving break, particularly if he meets Miss Tina,” said Blake, an evil gleam in his eye.

How did I end up here? An hour ago I had been looking for a bit of light fun on Squirt when I came across his profile, now here I was blindfolded, in a blue jockstrap and on all fours with a bottle of amyl in my hand waiting for him to come and use me. I took one look at his cock on Squirt and knew I had to have him fuck me, I wasn’t sure at first if he would even be interested. Here I was a 23 years old and he was 48, more than twice my age, I doubted if I was his type. I decided it was worth a try and messaged him. “Hey, how’s it going?” A minute later I got a reply. “Good, what you looking for boy?” “I dunno exactly, but you have the most amazing cock, I’d do anything to get a closer look…” “Anything, Boy?” “Yes Sir, anything.” “Ok, send your address, I want you naked, blindfolded and on all fours on your bed” I quickly got hard at the thought of this and sent him my address. “I’ll be there in 30 minutes” he messaged back. So here I was blindfolded and waiting on my bed, I was starting to wonder if he had bailed when I heard my door which was on the latch click. I heard his footsteps as he came down the hall and walked into my room. “Nice…” he murmured as he came upon the site on me, ass up, blindfolded and waiting for his cock. I heard the noise of his iPhone taking pictures of me and my exposed hole as he ran his hands over my body and toyed with my cock and hole. I quickly tried to say “Hey buddy, I don’t want any pictures of me about…” when he leaned into my ear and said “A bit to late for that slut, you’re all mine for right now and you’re going to do whatever I want”. I shuddered and accepted that I would do anything to get that beautiful big cock inside me. I had laid out the condoms and lube next to me on the bed, I heard him uncap the lube and then felt his cold fingers playing with my hole. After a few minutes of his fingers I was moaning and begging for more. “Please, I need that cock inside me.” “Of course you do baby, you’re perfect little hole is ready for it too.” I heard a squirt of more lube and then felt his big warm cock head push against my twitching hole and start to open me up. “Hey, we should be using a condom” I protested. “You said you would do anything for my cock” he replied as he sunk two inches into me. I gasped as he pushed more of his fat raw cock inside me, I hit the amyl hard to help me take it, as I started to feel the effects I acknowledged to myself that I had told him I would do anything to have his cock inside me. A few minutes later I felt his big swollen balls brushing my ass, I had his entire cock inside of me. I was dripping precum all over the sheets as I focused on what it felt like with his massive swollen pole lodged deep in my cunt. Here I was taking the massive shaft of a man more than twice my age, waiting for him to use my hole as his cumdump. I took another hit of amyl to help with the pain of being so stretched. “FUCK ME SIR” He just laughed, “oh you’re going to be fucked alright” as he picked up the pace. I felt that big cock reaming out my hole, his huge nuts slapping against my thighs while he plowed me deep. I heard him reach for the iPhone again and start recording me, I pictured what it must look like with me on my knees with a fat cock demolishing my hole. He continued his pace, every now and then changing the angle at which I was taking his cock, eliciting more moans of pain and pleasure from me. He knew I was well past my safe sex concerns and only fixated on one thing, his fat cock in my hole. “You want my load you little slut?” he spat at me. “Yes sir, please make me your boy.” “Oh I’m gonna make you my boy, you’re gonna remember this fuck the rest of your life”. I just moaned in response. “The reason you’re gonna remember this fuck is because I’m about to knock you up you stupid bitch” he said into my ear. “The one thing you didn’t even think to ask was my status and so I have a present for you my dirty little bareback slut.” I felt him hilt his enormous cock deep inside my cunt, he leaned down and whispered in my ear “Right now, you’re taking my thick Poz load deep inside you.” I clutched at my stomach right as I felt his fat cock balloon deep in my guts as he impregnated me with his toxic seed. I couldn’t help it as I blew my own load all over the bed. I collapsed on the bed trying to catch my breath and work out what had just happened. As I lay there with my hole dripping with his toxic seed I heard him pull up his jeans and head down the hall. The door went just a second later. What had I done? A month later I received an email from a friend, the subject line was simply a “?” and the body had a link to Xtube. I clicked on the link, and there in full HD under the title of “Stupid slut gets Pozzed up” was me, blindfolded, on all fours, taking that beautiful cock that had converted me.

My first attempt of writing story so i d be glad to get some tips and suggestions. Part 1: Anonymous straight boy It s 2 am and Vincent is horny. He could not sleep, so he did what he have always done, logging in the local hook up website for some late night bootycall. Vincent is a gay guy in his 20s, asian background with a fit body that he honed regularly at the gym. He has been fucking since he was 16. He was attractive, 1.75m and have an average dick. He usually meet guys on grindr, but occasionally he would go on to local hookup site to find those "straight" boys. It s a habit he got from college, helping many classmates "discover" themselves. He has always been a top and he likes the feeling of convincing the so call "straight" boys to let him slide his dick into their virgin hole. He is not big so it was easy to tell them it won't hurt much. And man those boys were easy to turn. When he got out of college, it was harder to find other curious boys so he turned to the anonymous hookup sites, and he was lucky a few times. These sites mostly have those daddies looking for boys or cumdump sluts begging to be fucked, but on the rare occasion a curious guy would pop in looking to experience some man on man sex. Tonight Vincent is lucky again. He gets a message from blondjock95. blondjock95: "Hey man, wanna try a dick. You are down?" vinceprince: "You wanna get banged? Travel?" blondjock95:"Yeah. Just wanna get fucked. CONDOM ONLY. No kissing and i wont touch your dick otherwise." vinceprince: Bingo. "Fine by me. Send ur pic and I ll send the address." Vince opened the attached pic to see a lean swimmer body, he hope the dude looks good too and not a catfish because he really needs to blow his load tonight. 20 minutes later, he got a text from blondjock95, whose name was Derek, saying he arrived. Vincent open the door and is pleased. The guy was handsome, blond hair with gray eyes and killer smile. They got into the room quickly and Vince got down to business. He stripped them both naked and went down on his knee to give Derek a blowjob. He heard a soft moan as his lips wrapped around the rock hard 20 cm cock. He could taste the salty precum leaking out and the musky smell of Derek's balls. Derek is very well shaven, in contrast to Vincent's thick bush. After a few minutes of sucking, Derek is leaking like a fountain. Vincent looks up, smiles and licks his lips. Derek responds with a weak and shy smile. Vincent turns him around and goes for his as, munching on the virgin hole like a ripe peach. Derek is moaning loudly as Vincent drove his tongue in deep. "Lovely virgin hole. Gonna make you cry tonight and addicted to cock tonight baby"-Vincent thinks to himself. He got up and faces Derek. He places his hands on his shoulders and gestures for Derek to move to the bed. When he gets to the bed, Derek suddenly stops and says: "Hey, is it ok if we try something?" "What is it, stud?" Vincent gave a friendly smile, and was caught by surprised when Derek leans in for a kiss. Derek pulls back after a few seconds, unsure what to do. Vincent still has the surprised look on his face, but then goes in for another kiss. Derek is by far the best kisser Vincent has. but something about the clumsy peck and innocent kiss turn him on. The boys keeps making out as they fall onto the bed. After a while, Vincent breaks the kiss: "Let s get you nice and wet back there." Vincent made Derek sat on his face and drove his tongue deep into Derek hole one more time before he seals the deal. He savours the musky cherry ass when suddenly he felt hot breath near his cock. After a moment, he felt Derek's mouth wrapped around his cock. "Lol, easier than I thought. Not so straight afterall."-Vincent thought. The blowjob is just as mediorce as Derek kissing skill. He does not know how to deepthroat and could not handle half the shaft despite Vincent 12 cm. But again Vincent was hit by another surprise. He felt his cum bubbling up his shaft. "What the hell...?"-he thought. So many guys that were way better cocksuckers than Derek had served him and they needed at least half an hour to even get Vincent close. What is wrong with him tonight? "Hey, that s enough. Let s give you what you came here for." Vincent said as he rolls Derek over and climbs between his legs. He got the condom on and lubed up Derek. He sank into the virgin hole as the blond jock gasp for breath, feeling his cherry getting popped. Vincent size let him easily pass through the sphincter and reached Derek's prostate. "Let's get the party started."-he thought. Then Derek pulled him down for another clumsy kiss, and suddenly his cum is about to spill again. Derek panickingly pulled out and rolled over. "What's wrong?" Derek sounds concerning. "It's... I don't know. I m sorry but I m close. Maybe cuz i havent cummed for the whole day." Derek tried to hold in his cum. "Damn. I wanna try tonight..." Derek sounds dissappointing and Vincent's heart sinks. He is not sure from what but he does not like the feeling. The shame of not be able to perform? The guilt of getting this boy all the way here to let him down? "Well. I came all the way here. Can I fuck you then?" Derek asks "Like hell you would, virgin."-Vincent thinks and is about to say when he catches the puppy eyes. The words did not escape his mouth. Mix of guilt and shame flushes back in and he blurted out: "Ok." And so Derek lubed up Vincent the way he did him before. Vincent was still dumbfounded of what he agreed to and just lie there. Derek gets into missionary and line his dick in front of Vincent's hole. He looks him in the eyes with the innocent look again. Derek has a cold feet. He has not been fucked for years and might as well be a virgin. He only fucks, he does not want to get fucked. He opened his mouth to protest when the tip of Derek's cock pushes in. A deep grunt followed by a high pitch moan escapes Derek. He feels like his breath is knocked out as the cock invaded him. "Fuck, this is why I don't bottom."-Vincent thinks. He feels taken, by a virgin he s suppose to be fucking no less. Like the virgin he is, Derek does not let Vincent adjust and begins to pound away and Vincent could not voice his protest. His breath keeps getting knocked out by each thrust and he could not do anything but lie there and takes the pounding, sobbing while his hole getting stretched. Then Derek leaned in for the kiss and the pain slightly subsided. And so Vincent clings to it. He is like a thirsty man in the desert who s finally given some water and does not want to let go. His hole is on fire and Derek's clumsy kiss is the only thing making it better. It goes on for ten minutes, and Derek just goes harder. Vincent's hole finally get used to it and his prostate was being pounded hard. He is in so much pain and ecstasy that he is in tear and sobbing. And it finally arrives. His cumshot is massive. It sprays all over him and even hit Derek in his chest and face. Vincent just cries in orgasm at this point, involuntarily squeezing his hole, making Derek pump a big load inside. Derek caught his breath after a minute and pulled out. In his exhausted state, Vincent could see it. That look that he had seen so many times from all the "straight's boys" that he popped their cherry. Derek was flooded with shame of what he just did. He pulled out the condom and quickly dressed up. He immediately left Vincent lying there covered in cum with a mere "Thanks, goodbye man." Vincent tried to process. His touched his hole and it was slightly gape and sore. His body is drenched in sweat and cum. He got some on his face too. It mixes with his tears that he shed when he was fucked. Tear of joy? "Fuck, I cried cuz I was fucked." He spoke out loud. He rubbed his eyes carefully to not get the cum in. He needs a shower. A hot shower. To be continued

Part 1 It was the end my senior year in high school, I turned 18 just two weeks ago, and I was preparing to graduate. The most exciting chapter of my life was about to begin - freedom, new horizons, adventures, a life of my own. There was however, one slight issue. I am gay, I am catholic, and I have to hide my identity from everyone until I can move away. Living in a community of under 100,000 people, everyone kind of knew each other. It was still a big enough place that strangers were found every day, but today, a stranger found me. I was at the local coffee shop enjoying a frozen coffee. I was quietly sitting in the corner browsing the web on how to meet gay people. Good ol’ fashion G popped up on the App Store. I paused, thinking about what would happen if I started down this path. My parents would abandon me if they ever found out. I would be cast out, and left to my own demise. I shrugged, this is my life, and I want to meet other gays. I downloaded the app, signed up, attached a profile photo, and waited for it to be approved. I started browsing and behold, a man just 87 feet away. He had no profile photo, but he described himself as an ex-military Air Force man, bb, well hung, cut, NSA, and positive. I had no idea what any of these terms really meant. But I started to peer around the coffee shop and a man with dark hair, short cut, blue eyes and muscular build locked eyes with me. I looked away, returning to my coffee. A very loud sound came from my phone, and several men in the shop turned their heads to look at me. My face turned red hot, I could feel it. This time, the gentlemen winked at me. Holy shit. That’s him? This man was so hot, and I couldn’t help the boner forming. He also noticed this, as I saw him staring under the table at my bulge that was erupting from my jeans. I wasn’t sure what to do, everyone in the shop resumed what they were doing, except for him. He just sat there, watching me, as if I were some sort of prey or prize getting admired. I decided I needed to leave. I wasn’t ready for any of this. I moved to leave, and the man stood up abruptly, as I moved to the door he began to step closer to my path, and he introduced himself to me before I could reach the door. “Hey, I’m Darren. I was wondering if you’d be interested in hanging out.” I moved on, ignoring him and continued through the door. I rushed to my car at a quick pace, and he followed. I looked back, his hungry eyes staring me down as he strolled towards me. His huge muscular body continued pursuing me. I got to my Camry, and he arrived behind me as I fumbled for the keys to unlock my vehicle. “Hey, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you off. Let me make it up to you.” I hesitated. This was my chance. This man was hot. His v-neck revealed a chest of thick dark hair, and his shirt was so tight it looked as if his arms would rip the seems. I looked at him, unsure of what to say. I stuttered, trying to ask him how he would make it up. “Can I hop in the car with you?” I nodded. What was I thinking. This is stupid. He got in the vehicle and I sat in the driver seat. Darren Instructed me to pull around behind the building, and I did. I parked the vehicle and he leaned over and got up in my face. He smelled like a Versace cologne, and it was intoxicating. He stroked my hair and leaned in closer, pressing his lips to mine. He began moving his tongue through his lips and through mine. Damn. He tasted like a hazelnut cappuccino. Delicious. Darren leaned back into his seat, unzipping his pants. He pulled down his pants to his knees and pulled his under down far enough for his thick 8.5 inch cock to flop out. Astonished, I sat there with my mouth open. My 6 inch dick was nothing compared to him. He had a gorgeous bush, and I could smell the sweat of his balls in the car. It was irresistible. He gestured for me to suck it, and I tried to explain I’d never done that, but he took my head and forced it down into his lap. Reluctantly, I opened my mouth and he aimed his cock, and slammed it to the back of my throat. The salty flavor, funky aroma, and taste of precum got me so hard, it felt like my dick was breaking under my jeans. Darren pulled my head off his cock after a few minutes of me sucking and polishing it. “Get in the back seat, bitch.” I did as I was ordered. “Pants and underwear off. Lay on your back. Spread your legs.” I tried to tell him again that I’ve never done this before, and he reassured me that he wouldn’t make me do anything I wasn’t comfortable with. I felt better, so I stripped down my bottom half. He peeled off his pants and underwear and took his shirt off too, then removed my shirt. He ran his tongue over my nipples, up and down my neck. He nibbled at my ears, smelled my pits, and leaned back. “Look at this virgin hole. It’s so pretty… but it won’t be when I’m done with you.” I began to worry, and he must have sensed this. He grabbed me by the hips, lifted my ass up, and licked my hole vigorously, he cleaned my entire crack out, and probed my glistening hole with his tongue. “I love the way you taste, bitch. You’re my bitch now, right?” This felt so good I couldn’t stop him. “Yes! Yes! I’m your bitch!” He burrowed in further with his tongue, and my whole world lit up like a Christmas tree. I was in heaven. But then he stopped. He moved in closer, and dropped my hips. That’s when he started rubbing his huge dick across my hole. He would put pressure on it, and watch my face as he tortured me with pleasure. “Do you have a condom?” Darren asked nicely, “I am poz, so if you don’t want to fuck it’s cool.” I wasn’t sure what that meant. He explained to me that it’s a virus, and that it can be spread through sex. He told me this as he pushed his cock against my hole, harder, enough to start opening me up slightly. I could not control myself. I lost my shit as he did one more push, this time I felt my hole open up more, and it hurt a bit, but FUCK I was leaking precum everywhere. Darren reassured me that the virus is just a virus. There are plenty of people who have it and it’s no big deal. He must have completely understood that I wasn’t aware of what it mean to be poz. But he did what he had to. “Ok.” I whispered. And he took a glob of spit and ran it up and down his cock. “You want this cock inside you? You little fag? You want me to fuck this hole?” He kept rubbing my hole and I let out a whimper, and gave in. “Give it to me.” Darren pushed In, opening up my hole even more, he pulled back, but this time, he slammed it all the way in. Hard. I felt the walls of my ass rip open, and the hole be stretched to the max. Darren pumped my ass with his huge cock - I was having troubles handling his huge member, it hurt so bad, but it felt so good too. I never knew sex could feel so… amazingly awful. After a while, It felt way smoother, and way nicer. I relaxed and let him pound my ass, taking his pleasure. Darren’s sweat dripped all over my body and face as he fucked me to the point I had blood running from my hole, onto the cloth of the seat. He grabbed my rock hard cock and began jerking me off. Almost immediately I blew my load, right over my head. It hit the window; I had never done anything like that before. Darren’s thrusting picked up pace. He was fucking me so hard and so fast I felt like I was gonna puke. For another 15 minutes he fucked me in the back of that car like an animal. It smelled like sex, sweat, and blood. An aroma, I will never forget. Darren let out a loud and powerful orgasm, as he burrowed and bottomed out my ass. It hurt so fucking bad, like he couldn’t possibly be deeper. “You’re mine now, bitch. I own you forever. We are family forever. My bug lives in you, and you service my bug for the rest of your life. You’ll be in hell servicing me forever now. You. Are. Mine.” A little bit about Part 2. Now that Darren owns me, will I ever have a normal life again? Men all over G are messaging me, and this older man seems really into me. He invited me over for dinner, so I could meet him and his son.

So I have recently found sniffies to be my best bet for finding dicks to suck. And it seems like Orlando is in an uptic on people using it sooo.. win win. Today was an interesting encounter. Anon user, zero stats, the whole nine yards. But.. he was like 200 feet away. He sent a dick pic and asked if I liked. I did. Got his address, and it turns out he was in the same condo set up I live in. When I got over there I swear I have never been catfished so fucking hard. Pic showed a cut, average and nicely manscaped dick. This dude was uncut, on the smaller side and had a bush that wouldnt quit. He gave some reason about not getting any with his real pics and appologized but asked me to still blow him. I shouldnt have.. but I did. Not a bad dick (once he finally got hard...) but damn had he been honest it would have been better. He finished quick and I left. He asked if It could be weekly and sent his number later.. dont think its gonna happen... but hes saved in my phone as Desperation D heh.

I'm very vers, both can be great experiences in their own way :) To be honest, if I'm really in to a guy who hasn't had a chance to prepare I'll still do it. The guys I'm getting are often cruisy 'straight' types, either at the cruising places near the industrial area or found on grindr where I look for uniform and work gear profile pics. Workmen with a 45 minute break, that type of guy. Recently had a landscape gardener who'd just finished a job and was sneaking in a meet on the way home to his girlfriend. These aren't generally freshly prepped guys, and even if I did catch them on a day off work most of them would be pretty clueless about prepping anyway. Mostly they're wanking or blowing each other and not highly experienced guys. A lot need to be told you've gotta use lube for a fuck. But they're often up for trying it, so that's cool. So yeah, I top their unprepared butts. Not got any fetish for it, but if you want that kind of guy that's how they mostly come. It's almost always ok, no accidents. What does get me hard is unplanned sex and workmen, so when their pants come off and I'm looking at their warm, sexy hole, that's all I care about. I had a hot cub with a great beard one time who was some kind of cable internet installer come to my house in his work gear. His butt looked great in the work pants, proper stocky and nice, and it looked even better with them pulled down a bit and him on the bed with his legs up. A great hairy, stocky arse and thighs with a nice furry crack. I could feel the heat of his entrance on my foreskin and his soft crack hair around my dick as I teased him. Then he tells me he hasn't been able to prepare so we can't fuck! I don't care, I've got totally focused on the goal at that point. My dick is touching the entrance to the most amazing feeling thing and I'm one push of my thighs away from feeling it. It was like mate, I've got to have this arse. Some guys can be convinced it's ok, others you can't. Thankfully he was cool with it and we had a great time.

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@topblkmale … a friend of mine in New York, just mentioned that it had become dismal there as well. He lives close to the UES club. And the movie theater still is open. So he said he and some buddies have gone up to Providence several times and it’s not as bad as you would expect! @willslc well it sounds like you hit a grand slam there. I only doubled and came home gono.

It would be hot if there was a signal that you could put up so that anyone walking by your room would know there is a cocksucker inside looking to feed.

If you removed all the vulgarity from BZ, there wouldn’t be anything to read.

JUST A SLUT PART FOUR I must admit that I have been too naive when starting this thread. Somehow I thought it would be possible to provide detailed account about all of my experiences after turning a bb slut, but after just three weeks of enjoying myself, I discovered that I don’t remember If it happened on Sunday or Thursday. It turned out that I have too much sex to be able to remember such details. I’m afraid that from now on, I’ll be only able to provide some summary of my fucks...maybe with some exceptions of really memorable dick in my pussy. In just a month, I took around 70 loads in my pussy and around 30 more in my mouth. Around 20 other guys had their cocks either in my pussy or in my mouth, but did not give me load. The numbers are just indicative, maybe it was slightly more. I soon started going cruising on daily basis, but I’ve cut that down to just 6 nights a week as Sundays turned out to be way too quiet...I don’t see a point of spending half a night outside just to blow one cock. I established my crusing minimum to be 3 dicks in my pussy and at least one big load. For last 16 days or so, I took no less than 2 loads a day in my pussy, and at least one in my mouth. Overall since my last update, these interesting experiences are on my list...except lots more good, but not that exceptional sex 🙂 1) I met just 16yr old slut on cruising place who turned me to the top mood after very long time. I had to fuck him. Used some of the cum from my ass as lube. This cute young slut bragged about having hundreds of dicks in his pussy already, less than year since his first sex. It was so hot to hear that while fucking him, but what made me cum immediately was when he suddenly said: „You’re one of the few guys who fuck better than my father!“ I shot my load in just a second after hearing this. I wish I could fuck with them both! 2) I met the beer-can thick black guy who I mentioned in one of my former stories again. In no time, I had his ultra-thick dick in my pussy. He was so pleased that I had some loads in me already! I think it excited him a lot...he felt much harder than when we fucked first time (had no loads inside back then). Again I just wondered how is it possible that my pussy can take such monster dick with no lube other than saliva (and cum this time :)) and how come that I can’t feel the slightest pain. I mentioned this in former story as well – his balls are freaking huge. You can’t even see it ‚divided‘ to left-ball and right-ball halves, you can only feel both balls upon squeezing his huge scrotum. By huge I mean like orange-sized huge sack. Not even one half of that can fit in the mouth. I was curious about his load size on our first meeting already, but he didn’t give me load back then. Now he did and I ended up speechless. It literally felt like entire beer can of cum being unloaded in my pussy. It was so hot. My pussy was leaking cum for entire night and half of next day, not a single leakage could be considered a drop. 3) Yet another „after the long time“ experience happened. My married straight friend who I would never consider to be interested in gay sex literally seduced me while we were chilling one night. We ended up fucking entire night. When daylight came, I had four his loads in my pussy. We slept for like two hours and then he fucked me for the fifth time. 4) Just two days later, I met his 65yr old, also married, father in a gay sauna!!! Just upon seeing me, he came to me immediately, saying „I wanted to fuck you for a very long time...I’m happy the time has come.“ He was balls deep in my pussy in a around a minute. Immediately, he started rough-fucking me. It took like 15 minutes of this before he gave me huge and nicely warm load. 4 other guys lined up behind us while we were fucking. I had no issue offering my pussy to all of them. I then sucked one more random guy on my way back home. My friend and his father are not aware of each other having sex with men I'd say. 5) One odd chubby man with beautiful decent-sized cock fucked me bare two times on crusing place one night. Two other strangers gave me loads between the two fucks. The odd guy kept saying during the fucks that „We’re both sinners…“ and „The Devil manipulates our minds to keep doing this“ repeatedly. I just thought that it’s just some kind of dirty talk what gets him off. Next day, it was beautiful afternoon so I decided to go have some beer in nice Monastery brewery near my home. While I was there, enjoying my beer, I noticed the odd chubby guy walking nearby. It turned out that he’s the priest here! The thought of that made me rock hard right there in a crowd of people. I had to discreetly disappear to take care of that. I wanked my dick behind the nearest quiet set of bushes. In broad daylight. 6) During what was probably the last really warm Friday night of this year, around 13 guys shot their loads in my pussy. I kind of lost count after 7th load as few more guys were fucking me, but gave me no load or wanted to cum in my mouth. My record so far, but honestly I am not sure how did that even happen 🙂 I just kept getting new and new anon dicks in my hole. I expected my pussy to be sore the next day, but no...at 1PM I had a dick inside again and it felt amazing. 7) I was on lunch one day and the place had open kitchen. I realized that I know one of the cooks...it was one of the guys who fucked me on my first or second cruising after I’ve decided to be cumdump. He noticed me and apparently recognized me, too. I am not hundred percent sure, but it seemed that there was some cum on top of my meal when I got it. So hot. All of my fucks during last month were great, but the rest is not so memorable...just „standard“ great sex :) My lucky streak continues as most of the dicks which I had were of L size or bigger. I am still not dismissive to condom-tops, especially If they are sexy, but I only had two over last month and I have to admit that It was little boring. I managed to get a condom with load of one of the guys, pretending that I’m just about to throw it in a bin on my way, but I took it home where I emptied the condom in my pussy, to mix it with two other loads which were in already. Overall, my first bb slut month hugely exceeded my expectations. I love having anon guys cum in my pussy so much! Thanks for reading and stay tuned for next updates ;)

Congrats on your first time. They're not always what people expect though. My first time on top was cool because, well, fucking is great. Our dicks feeling good is familiar. Having a guy inside me was different, I didn't get it first time, second or even third time. Those guys all hurt and felt like they were too big and hitting my insides at bad angles. It was the fourth guy I tried it with when it worked. It's a mind thing really. One of the major differences between pussy and a guy's butt is muscles. We can really tighten up hard if we're not in the right headspace and then nothing is going in comfortably. Your butt won't really be fuckable for the top like that and it will hurt you if he tries to. That's what happened to me with the first three guys. The fourth one I relaxed though. The thing that worked for me was being so horny about this specific guy I had to have him inside me. If you can find guy that makes you feel that way, try it with him! Once you've had your first good fuck though you'll find it's easier to do it with all kinds of other guys. You'll know how to relax better.

The HPV vaccine only protects agains a subset of HPV viruses strains. There are also a number of other viruses that will manifest as viral warts. One hypothesis is that warts or viral outbreaks are thought to be triggered by trauma or stress and will trigger a breakout after nearby tissue damage or prolonged psychological stress when cortisol levels are elevated. As with most viral infections symptoms are usually the worst after a first lifetime contact and then subside with subsequent outbreaks being less severe. Unfortunately, many viruses are never cleared and remain dormant. As we age and our immune systems wane breakouts may become more pervasive both in frequency and severity. An uncomfortable reality but I’d rather spend my life fucking freely with them than avoiding sex and hoping to maintain a pure body.

I was really surprised by the closure of Denver Swim Club (my 1st bathhouse and the standard I wish all bathhouses could meet for ease of finding willing partners) and Denver Midtowne Spa, those 2 were always busy, and had a lot of actual fucking when I lived there, and on return visits in the years since. DSC did not make it through the pandemic, but Midtowne reopened and from what I heard was drawing crowds after the pandemic. I believe it was the 2nd to last Midtowne location to close. I was also a big fan of several other Midtowne locations namely Melrose and 1350 in LA, and Milwaukee, all of which I believe were lost to gentrification. @tallslenderguy Hawks in Vegas could be hit or miss, but even on my worst visits was never as slow as really good night at any of the bathhouses in Portland, Seattle or Vancouver, BC. I haven't been to either of the 2 that are still open in Vegas, but would guess they are all more depended on who is in town than the true local scene. As to the park scene, I've found that at least LA and Palm Springs have a lot of park cruising this summer, as did Denver immediately before the pandemic on top of the active bathhouse scene, but I haven't been back since.

HPV vaccine should stop them from coming back but won't cure existing one. It also prevents anal cancer...

I woke up the next day with a raging hard on. The dildo slipped out of my pussy during the night, and there was a puddle of dry cum under me. It was a work day and I should get up as soon as possible and go to the office. But I all I could think of was how to get another dick because I AM JUST A SLUT! PART THREE I started wanking to give my hard cock some release. I believed that it would solve the issue for the duration of the office hours. I had to stick the dildo back in my pussy to enjoy the wank. After just couple minutes, I shot a big load all over my body. I got up from bed to go pee and then I went to my terrace to have a cig. Just as I lit it up, mere minutes after I shot my load, my dick was again getting hard and at that point, the pussy-itch came back with all of it’s power. I could not imagine going to the office immediately, so I took advantage of the fact that my working hours are not clearly set and nobody will worry If I come hour later. I jumped in a shower to douche and after that, I opened all the dating apps which I use to search for bare cock. I was lucky in an instant...I got a tap from a faceless profile, it just said that it’s married guy wanting to unload on a way to work, on the same route which I take! I messaged him to let him know that I am willing to offer my bare ass. Immediately, I received a reply that he will pick can pick me up in ten minutes. Lucky, lucky me! He was there even little sooner than 10 minutes after all, arriving just as I walked out of the door. He was good looking guy, nice suprise! I hopped in is car and noticed that his cock is out...and big! Just upon saying hello, I decided to take advantage of the fact that he’s drinving a van which has the cabin way above the cabins of regular cars and started blowing his cock as we drove. His dick was so comfy to suck that I forgot about the surroundings completely. After short time, I suddenly heard the engine being turned off. I opened my eyes to notice that we’re in some dirty dead-end road in some old, probably unused industrial area. In to time we moved to the back of the car which provided nice and comfy fucking place. Just as I wanted to take his dick back in my mouth, he stopped me to say „No, I would unload in your mouth immediately!“ I felt honored, but got the hint...I turned around to show him my horny pussy. „Oh my, it’s so beautiful!“ was all I heard him say before I felt his tongue on it. He started eating me like crazy. I was moaning like a tiger, loved every second. How come that married guys are often so good ass-eaters and fuckers, I don’t know...but I certainly don’t mind it. This guy deep-tongued me wildly and with apparent appetite. At one point I ended up almost thinking that I will not get his dick after all, but just couple seconds after I had this thought, I felt his dickhead on my pussy. He took no mercy with me and in one move, he thrusted his beautiful cock in my pussy balls deep. I was in heaven. My pussy was slightly loose from yesterdays fun but his big dick still stuffed me full. I felt his huge balls hitting my prostate and all I could think of was how big his load could be...I hoped that there must be a lot to unload in those big balls, and I was soon to find out. After some genuine tough fucking, he started fucking me even harder, while his rapid breathing indicated that he could not keep it for much longer. I started begging for his load loudly to get him to the edge, and it paid off. In couple seconds, he started screaming with passion while I felt the warm sperm inside my pussy. I was not mistaken, this felt like really big load. „17 days with no release,“ he suddenly said just as If he was reading my mind, „thank you for your incredible man-cunt!“ he added. I feld proud again, having just served a horny married man who did not hesitate to unload in some random slut. He stayed inside me for couple more minutes while we were hugging and kissing. Then we helped each other get back to the look suitable for going to work 🙂 I kept touching his bulge while he drove me back to nearest public transport station. We shared one final kiss and went our separate ways. I arrived to the office right in time for bi-weekly call with colleagues. I felt really naughty sitting there, listening to the presentation someone was just having on the call, while feeling the cum in my pussy. For entire day, it was incredibly difficult to focus on work. All I could think of were dicks of anon strangers. I had to go wank to the bathroom two times to just be able to read e-mails. I am pretty sure that all my work that day was lame and full of mistakes. On top of that, the time did not fly. One hour it was 12, and what felt like hour later was still just 12:05. The slower the time felt, the more I was looking forward to go back to cruising place in the evening. I was imagining various strangers of all looks and dick sizes to fuck me hard and unload in me, and no other thoughts were actually able to catch my attention, even though I had some non-sex thoughts during the day, too...but each time just for couple seconds. By the time 11PM came, my heart was pounding like crazy as I was walking towards crusing place again. I was so horny. I could clearly feel that my pussy is wide open and in need of some anon bare dicks. I had no expectations as to who I might meet there, just focused on wanting dicks. It soon turned out that this might have worked it’s magic. Just as I entered the park, somebody just flashed his cell phone flash light at me from the nearby bush. I felt no fear walking in. To my awe, there was a very sexy, very athletic looking grey wolf around 55...wearing tight shorts and some sporty knee socks. His shorts were so tight that even upon squeezing his crotch hard, it felt that he has a smaller dick, but I was soon in awe again when I unzipped his shorts and suddenly, quite big soft dick fell out from them into my hand and started getting hard...and big...very rapidly. I wasted no time and started sucking. In just seconds, his cock grew really big in my mouth. Not the longest that I’ve had, not the thickest that I’ve had, but definitely he was in at least XL category. I tried to deepthroat it as much as I could, but unfortunately my throat does not come along with huge dicks as easily as my pussy does, so I could only take around 2/3 of his dick. I knew that my pussy could provide much better experience to this big cock than mouth, so I stood back up after some more sucking and turned around to offer my hole. He accepted the invitation and started pushing his nice tool inside me. I was lucky to have second XL bare dick of the day inside me and it felt amazing. As I stated before, I rarely ever feel the slightest discomfort with huge dicks, and this one was no exception. I don’t know how to desrcibe it properly, but in some way having such cock in my pussy feels like the cock just found it’s home. As this sexy guy pumped my pussy hard, the bush right next to me started moving. In couple seconds, yet another nice guy appeared right in front of me, with his dick already out and hard, nearing my face. I had no other choice than to open my mouth and welcome the stranger, surprised of yet another XL dick! He started face fucking me while cheering the guy who was fucking me. It had it’s effect, and the guy behind me started using my hole even harder. I had to focus on pleasuring the two really thoroughly as at some points I felt like I’m gonna end up having anal orgasm and shoot my load without even touching my dick. My hard work paid off as soon the guy who was face fucking me shot a decent load in my throat. I enjoyed swallowing his load so much, but had to keep holding good for the guy who was fucking me. While he gave me an excellent fuck, he was the quiet kind of fucker, so I didn’t feel him nearing his load as the guy from morning...suddenly I just felt his warm load spreading inside me while he slowed down the pace of his fucking. Anyway, I was pleased to have his load and again felt proud as proper slut should feel. We said goodbye to each other and I decided to sit on nearby bench for couple minutes to have a joint. While I was enjoying the smoke, the park started seeming dead-silent. From where I was sitting, I had pretty good overview of large part of the park and within the 10 or so minutes of my chill time, I noticed no people anywhere, no movement, not even some small animals rustling around. While I enjoyed the suck/fuck hookup with the two sexy guys, the thought of the fun being over for the night made me little sad. I decided to keep hanging around the park for some more time. It could have been like a full hour of „ok, 10 more minutes and I go home“, but the park seemed as empty as it could possibly be. I started slowly walking back to the main park entrance, while peeking to the bushes around, but no sight of anybody. Just as I was about to check the very last set of bushes before exit, I heard a very slight movement somewhere around. I peeked into one of the bushes and there was a young guy around 20, again very good looking. It must have been some kind of lucky day. He motioned to me to come closer and take care of his cock. I did not object. I started sucking his half hard cock and again, it grew to very respectable dimensions. He had a nice thin soft foresking which was a pleasure to play with. I was hoping for more, though, so I asked him If he’d like to fuck me. Unfortunately he only wanted good blowjob. I felt little sorry, but on the other hand as I was enjoying blowing his dick a lot, I had no real issue with going on sucking. I was again doing my best to pleasure him, changing from deepthroating to mild and sensitive foreskin play. I found oral play with this guy very hot after all, and again totally forgot about the surroundings. I had no chance to ever notice that while I was sucking the guys dick, another guys had sneaked behind my partially stripped butt. Suddenly in the midst of deepthoating the first guy, I felt some hands pulling my pants lower and exposing my butt in jockstraps in full. For a tenth of a second it startled me as I heard nobody coming in, but I quickly got used to the situation and didn’t even stop sucking the first guy for a second to turn and see who was there. I just continued providing my best possible service to the first guy, while the anon stranger behing my started pushing a finger in my pussy. It felt like quite a thick finger which I always loved. He knew how to finger the slut indeed. He was circling his finger around the hole both outside and inside, massaging my prostate, pushing the finger in an out in random and unexpected rhytms, all which you can imagine when speaking of good finger playing. This guy’s timing for adding more fingers was top-notch. And not even knowing who is he made it so hot. I kept sucking the first guy for like 10 more minutes and for entire time, I was enjoying the best finger fucking I ever had in my life. I am sure that it will take many years to have a better fingering experience...If it will ever come. The first guy was enjoying the show, too...he kept cheering for the guy behind me and his cock was rock hard in my mouth, clearly about to shoot the load down my throat in upcoming seconds. When he started cumming, the guy behind me stuck three of his thick fingers in my pussy as deep as possible and praised the first guy for using my mouth. I swallowed every drop and made sure that I cleaned his dick well. Only after kissing the guy goodbye, I finally turned to see who’s behind me, still fingering my ass good. For a moment, I ended up speechless. This definitely was the lucky day! I never before thought of having some preferable type of guy, but now he was standing in front of me, or more precisely behind me, and he was perfect. The total alpha male. Ancient god. Tall, muscular, so handsome that it could literally make the ice melt. He looked like mix of young Bruce Willis and Xander Berkeley, with a hint of John Hamm. I think I fell in love with him in some way, upon first sight. „You are so beautiful!“ was all I managed to say while moaning upon feeling his thick fingers in my pussy. He gave me the killer smile and that took the rest of words from me for quite some time. I imagine that this is what Seventh heaven feels like. He was there, a perfect man, smiling at me with lust in his eyes, fingering me beautifully and...holding by far the biggest cock of the night in his other hand. It must have been like 25 cm and so nicely thick. Immediately I wanted to bend down to take it in my mouth, but he stopped me half-way through: „I can’t let you suck my dick, I would cum to soon.“ His manly deep voice was so calming that I gave up on my need of sucking with no problem, turning back around to allow him for better access to my pussy. He must have been enjoying fingering me as much as I did as he spent around 15 more minutes doing that and it did not get boring for single second. Ocasionally, he removed his fingers to spit on them to moisture my pussy more, even though he quickly recognized that there is already one load inside me. Each time he removed his fingers, I felt so empty and could not wait to get them back. He knew this and started teasing me very naughtily, taking his time before sticking his fingers back to my pussy and getting me hornier and hornier with every second. At one point, he was giving me the most beautiful prostate massage when he suddenly removed his fingers and kept me waiting. He was squeezing my buttocks and spitting on my hole for quite some time, making me begging for sticking the fingers back. Just as I said „Please, my pussy needs it bad,“ I suddenly felt the head of his dick on my hole and immediately, he started pushing in. As huge as his cock was, again I had it balls deep in my pussy in no time, and having it in me proved that this is really a man just for my needs. It literally felt like I was born for his specific cock, thousand times better than feeling dick of any guy I ever loved. My alpha man proved to be even more excellent fucker than finger fucker. He started sliding back and forth slowly, but full length, which was amazing feeling. I find it hard describing properly how did it feel when he switched to more rapid pace, especially as I got hooked on his dirty talking. As he was giving me the fuck of my life, he started calling me slut...and cunt...bitch who wants nothing else than to walk around the park with pussy full of cum, offering it to more strangers…calling me the whore who needs him load...All I could reply was „Yes.“ or „You’re right“, which sent him over the edge soon. He just managed to add: „You fucking horny slut!“ before pushing his dick as deep as possible and shooting ropes and ropes of cum. I felt every stream hitting my insides and there were lots of them. At that point, I was again speechless. I was just moaning heavily, thinking that while all the today’s fucks were top-notch, the previous guys seem like average experience compared to this perfect total alpha man. If sluts can feel something like a true love for the random fucker, I think I feel it. Till now. The guy spent around 10 more minutes with me, just thanking each other for amazing experience and having small casual talk. Entire time we have been smiling at each other like crazy and while we admitted to each other that we’re partnered, I believe that we both felt that we’re on the same wavelength. He hugged me before saying goodbye and for a moment, I ended up standing there just replaying the experience and wondering how is it even possible to meet such perfect man on crusing place. Writing this post week later, I still feel little bit of some kind of love to this man, even though I had 16 other guys in between, starting with the one who came to me while I was wondering about the perfect man, still on the same place just minutes after the perfect man came. I was still in some sort of trance when I felt the newcomer pushing his cock to my cummy pussy. I did not resist and let him slide in balls deep, again to feel that it is nice XL dick. I bent deeper to let him have full access and he spent no time switching to rough fuck with no mercy. I did my best not to let much cum leak outside my hole as I wanted to feel it there as long as possible, but I could feel a stream of it leaking out and slowly flowing down along my leg. It felt hot and made my balls want to release, too, but I wanted to cum only after getting back home. I focused all my mind to my pussy just in time to feel the man’s dick shooting his load inside me. He pulled out soon afterwards, said Bye and disappeared in the bushes. I felt good and used, although I have to say that this last fuck couldn’t compare to the alpha man even in the wildest dream. Anyway, I called it quits for the night and went back home. On my way, the cum in my hole felt so good. All the guys today seemed to be heavy cummers and my pussy felt full. I even had to stop the walk at times and tighten my pussy as much as possible in order to not let all of the cum leak out. I managed to somehow make it to home while loosing just a tiny bit of cum. I was glad that it was night, because my slutwalk must have been pretty obvious even for the nuns. Only after getting home and creating a comfy place to lay on with legs wide apart, I allowed myself to let the cum flow out, but not before I set up a phone camera to take a video of that. While I felt all the cum leaking out, I could not believe how much of a cum it feels to be, yet I ended up shocked about the volume when I looked under me. I had to lick it before shoving dildo in my ass again. Only then I could shoot my load. The video did not turn out well unfortunately, but I keep trying. TO BE CONTINUED.

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The day after I fucked a married guy I sent home to his husband filled with my load he texted me that my cum leaked out into the sheets. He told his husband he must have had a wet dream.

my uncle found out that I was a slutty little cumdumpster after he found out that at least 3 of his buddies had picked me up online and met up with me to use my sexy little high school body in their cars and in the handicap washroom at the mall. so when he decided to try me out himself he found me online and I met up with him and his buddy on a couple occasions to suck their cocks and let them fuck me in a mall restroom understall. the second time they even pulled my entire naked lower body into their stall to fuck me with me on my stomach and even on my back with my legs spread wide. after breeding me, one of them came to my stall door and told me to “open the door and suck my cock clean faggot” and when I did my uncle was standing there grinning, with his beefy still semi-hard cock soaked in cum, standing beside his buddy. I sucked them both clean. that night he started training me to be the best, most submissive, devoted pussyboy, and begin my transformation from a faggot to a femboy/t-girl whore. I was already a total cockhungry slut, but I truly became a cumdumpster and a fucktoy for men the day my uncle started fucking me.

Im not fully happy with this Chapter but I needed to get over the hump to move the story forward and this was necessary. I hope you can understand and its still enjoyable for you. Luckily I am posting the next chapter right after this one. CHAPTER 4: HEDON At 4AM HEDON was still packed full of the most beautiful twinks anyone had ever seen. Its was an expansive commune, thirty to fourty times larger than Tyler had seen. There were dozens of expansive open sex rooms, private fuck closets, gloryholes, lounges, alcoves, bar locations and there was even the man den, a place for old men to come (if they were members or investors of the club that is) and enjoy the sensual delights of any boy there. Exactly, as the clock hit 4AM, all the lights in the club turned a deep red. A small buzzing sound came over the speakers for around 30 seconds, but the red lights remained. The scene was never affected by the change. Lust continued to flow from the multiple floors and every corner of the compound. Open and wild sex was rampant everywhere anyone would look. In a small brick hallway, 6 doors opened, almost simultaneously and 6 extremely skinny, black-robed figures exited from individual rooms. They wore only tiny black briefs, a hooded cloak that ran to the floor, and a tight fighting mask over their faces resembling a blank stare. Their pace down the hallways was brisk, but not overly hurried. They wound their way through the halls, up a set of stair, down two others. They had purpose in their movement, and they arrived at what happened to be a glass conference room, surrounded on 3 sides by the largest of the open sex rooms. It was more of a sex floor. Over 100 psychotic, wild, addicted twinks where going at it in various manners. Pleasure abounded from every look on their face, their ecstasy was real and pure. The six figures paid no attention. They entered the conference room one by one, each taking a set around a gorgeous ebony-wood lacquered conference table. At the head of the table, was another hooded figure. This one wore a mask, and also was in underwear, albeit boxer briefs. He had a beefy hairy dad bod. The mask he wore was the same blank staring mask as the 6 sitting in front of him. “Harbingers!” he said exuberantly. “Yes Hedon”, they all responded in unison. A man in an exceptional suit appeared next to Hedon, or Lord Hedon as he was officially known. The man looked as if he had just stepped out of trading on Wall Street. “This here is Michael Cormacker. He owns several multinational corporations with profits in the billions. He is married, bored, and desperate for the life that HEDON can provide him”, Hedon claimed. The figures said nothing. They didn’t appear to be in a trance. Their heads pointed downwards, their robes were slightly opened, showing glittering hints of their skinny bodies. There was no nodding, no acknowledgement to Hedon, just complacency, as it appeared. “Before we attend to Mr. Cormacker’s needs,” Hedon stated, “a slight bit of business and reminders”. The biweekly tradition of mounting will take place in next week for you six. You all have done it many times, you know what is expected of you. The normal 12 hour duration will be in place. Be prepared to give yourself to your deepest and darkest filth as you let the masses use you. Currently, with the club’s population, we are looking at least at 500. That may increase as we approach the date.” The figures all nodded, not saying a word. “Now, Mr. Cormacker. You are sincerely interested in our establishment, as our considerable amount of resources have determined. Let me help you understand what it is we do here.” Mr. Cormacker nodded. You could see his eyes darting in between the figures at the table, trying to catch a glance as to whatever was under their robes, how beautiful their faces must be under those masks. “These are the harbingers. The facilitate the corruption and the finality of giving in to utter pleasure, at whatever expense is necessary.” Hedon signaled to the figures at the table as he explained. “What do you mean harbingers? Cormacker seemed annoyed with the cult like nature of what he had originally thought was just a sex club. “Let me explain how Hedon operates,” Hedon described. “We practice the purest form of hedonism. We give into lust, pleasure, at any and all expense. Our greatest pleasure is seeing boys devolve into sexual maniacs, watching their relationships, lives, everything, fall apart right in front of their eyes, and watching them derive the greatest pleasure from it.” Hedon’s voice was deep, but smooth. The figures at the table made no response at all. “Listen man, I have unlimited funds to invest, but I have no interest in supporting a club with such an odd code. I just want unlimited fucking to satisfy me in the ways my wife never will!” Cormacker was annoyed at this point. “Permit me the time to explain the process.” Hedon signaled for Cormacker’s eyes towards the glass walls over the conference room. Smoke hid the clearer picture, but Cormacker, now focused on room surrounding the conference area, could make out thinly veiled figures, what looked to be perfectly shaped twinks, making out, touching each other , connecting with each other. On the panel to his left, Hedon pressed a button. Parts of the ceiling in the outer room surrounded the conference opened up, revealing giant fans which began to spin up. Within a moment, the fans sucked all the smoke out and the ecstasy was revealed. Cormacker gazed in disbelief at the number of beautiful twinks, sweat covering their bodies, their lips and tongues intertwined, their bodies gyrating to the dark evil techno that was playing. There was nothing but lust. He watched in amazement for minute after minute as the boys just cycled from one to another, with seemingly unlimited horniness, and craving more and more. “They only sleep as little as they can. This is how they live,” Hedon explained. “And it is done through the dark deeds of the harbingers. But in the end, all these boys chose this. They weren’t forced, they aren’t paid. This is the life they have chosen to live.” Cormacker’s mouth was practically on the floor at this point. What he was seeing was heavenly, and hellish, and every dream he ever had. “May I continue with your education then? “Hedon’s words pointed at Cormacker. “Continue”, Cormacker said. There was no more annoyance in his voice, he was hooked already. “The harbingers each represent a different part in the cycle of becoming an addicted hedonist. They are experts at their craft, their desires as impure as can be imagined, and their results are impeccable. “ Hedon motioned for the first harbinger at the table to stand. The harbinger stood, his robe pulling open, showing a very tight, lanky, skinny, glistening smooth perfect body. “This is the Harbinger of Infidelity”, Hedon said. “He lives to take pleasure in the initial deception and lack of control a boy exhibits when he cheats on his lover. The Harbinger is an expert at planting all the seeds of infidelity in a boy. The boy becomes obsessed with this Harbinger, his thoughts turn from his boyfriend, and the cheating commences. As with every harbinger, nothing is forced. The boy comes to realize the pleasure of his deception, of the hell he is creating, and finds extreme pleasure in the guilt and the lying. This is the first step on the path, and this harbinger, the facilitator. The Harbinger of Infidelity sat down, keeping his robe more open for Cormacker to gaze at his perfect body. The next Harbinger stood up. “The Harbinger of Mania,” Hedon laughed. “After a boy has fully fallen into the corruption of cheating, this Harbinger takes over to exacerbate the corruption. Mania, insanity, pulse through the boy, augmenting his feels of lust, augmenting his frequency of cheating, taking the sex to a different level, showing the boy that losing his mind can create ultimate pleasure. This mania is important for the next step.” Cormacker’s mouth was wide open at Mania’s perfect body, as his robe was exposing it wide open. However, as expected of Mania, he was caressing and touching his own body like crazy, almost egging Cormacker to make his way around the table to touch him. However he sat down as the third Harbinger stood up. “The Harbinger of Doubt,” Hedon’s tone became more serious, “has the job of corrupting both sides of the relationship. He places strain through interactions with both boyfriends, the one that is cheating, and the one that is unknowingly being cheated upon. He wraps his tendrils around the brain of each, causing sincere doubt and questioning. Relationships heave under his expert meddling, fracturing in multiple ways, their demise on the horizon. Of course, because we do not force anyone, couples may recover from these fractures, yet few do. Doubt has an incredible hold on the situation as it matures into something darker. “ Doubt displayed his body, more simply like Infidelity did, and Cormacker just began to drool. Each one was more perfect than the next. The next three stood up together. “Instead of boring you with the details, I will keep the remaining brief and simple. In front of you stands the Harbingers of Broken Will, Whoring, and finally, Hedonism. Each again representing a pivotal step in a boy’s fall to true hedonism.” Hedon stared at Cormacker, “Do you understand the fall, the pleasure, and the dark phoenix that rises from the ashes at this point?” Cormacker gulped, a massive impression from his hard cock was jutting out from his suit pants. “So how many boys have they corrupted?” “Our current resident count is around 500 at this time,” Hedon smiled, “All of them cheated into oblivion, and some of the boys they cheated on fell into this darkness as well.” “What do you mean by resident count?” “As stated, our boys have given up everything, willingly.” Hedon’s smirked darkly. “They have given up their lives, families, lovers, all to be naked almost 24/7 here in their home, where they become eternally entrenched in ecstasy. They live here. They cruise the streets sometime, but in the end, they go where they can be sluts, always raw, unprotected, sluts. Your investment is not paying to have sex with them, it is to keep this massive operation open and become a member, giving you access at any time of the day. These boys would have sex with you regardless of investment as I have stated, they do no discriminate. They want pleasure from ANYONE!” Hedon hissed. Cormacker then realized hands were all over his body. His eyes diverted from Hedon to see he was surrounded by the Harbingers, their robes crumpled on the floor around their chairs, their extremely skinny, glossy bodies rubbing up against them. Their faces remained covered, just exceptionally hot bodies in the tiniest briefs with faceless masks, allowing Cormacker to touch them. He felt the pleasure, the ecstasy, the lust. He wanted them, he wanted the boys outside the conference room in the smoke, he wanted them all. “But there are only twinks here,” Cormacker said, “Would I not be out of place? Would they even have sex with me?” Hedon’s gaze snapped to him, “We have tens of thousands of square feet in a dedicated sub club for daddies and extreme older men.” Hedon pressed another button and a screen behind him lit, with multiple cameras situated over the area he was speaking of. Cormacker’s jaw dropped even more as gorgeous twink after gorgeous twink were seen excessively loving on some of the oldest men he’d ever seen. One twink, from the video feed, had to be hardcore riding an 80 year old, and the twink looked like he was having an orgasm every 30 seconds. He had never seen anything so fucked up yet so beautiful, and never seen a twink ever into a man of that age in his life. “Is that….normal?” Cormacker stuttered. Hedon smiled, “All of our boys do that, every single day.” The Harbingers nodded, their hands still groping Cormacker, his hands running up and down their bodies. In lust, Cormacker exclaimed “The money is yours, I want to be here every moment I can” The Harbingers, then began to leave, one by one, with Mania grabbing Cormacker’s hand leading him out of the conference room. Hedon swiveled to get a better look at the multi camera monitor. From above, he saw Cormacker enter the sweet, and was swarmed by at least 10 twinks. His clothes were off, his head thrown back, his body pulsed with lust as he submitted to the group surrounding him. Hedon had secured funding for the next 10 years, on top of multiple other prospective investors who would go through the same courtship in the upcoming days.

CHAPTER 3: WITHOUT MERCY White hair had blasted into fucking Tyler’s ass like a psycho at this point. Where Jax was trying to create some measure of dark lovemaking, White hair was just blitzing Tyler’s ass like a fiend. There was no mercy, and these huge cocks on all these twinks were just going to open him up to the extreme. “Cmon you fucking faggy faggy faggot take this big fucking dick”, White hair pounded mercilessly, running his hands up and down Tyler, pulling his head up to kiss him, then slamming him back down on the table. “Oh shit you sure are a fucking dirty bitch!” Jax leaned over to Tyler and kissed him deeply. Tyler’s body was flailing wildly and completely, and Jax was surprised at how well Tyler was taking it as a champ. “This is only the tip of the iceberg my love”, Jax cooed. Moans were all that were heard from Tyler. His chest heaved heavily, his body covered in his own cum stains. “Fucking Jax cmon I’m tearing this bitch up like the goddamn trash he is”, White hair groaned. Jax shot White hair a look of a pure hatred, “Watch yourself Bastion!”, he yelled. So Bastion was White hair’s name. The thought entered Tyler’s head and then was gone in a fleeting moment as further brutality was brought upon him by Bastion. “Oh Bastion!” Tyler moaned, which only turned Bastion into a higher level of maniac that was just losing his mind on Tyler’s perfect twink ass. Another boy came up behind Bastion, turning his head back, deeply making out with him, and then sliding into Bastion with no lube and no effort. The new boy fucking Bastion had a more guttural voice. “Fuck this is such a nasty slut hole you have Bastion!” he groaned. “Shut the fuck up whore boy you love my fucking nasty hole You know its been seeded by a horrific amount of nasty fucks! Tell me you love it! Tell me you love it! Each thrust new boy pumped into Bastion ricocheted into Tyler. Tyler was in the clouds at this point. Bliss was an understatement, it felt like he understood the world, his purpose, his life, all in an instant. Of course he was then transported back to the present with another boy egging him on about cheating on Brandon. “Oh shit look at this hot boy of yours that loves you so much!” the boy held Tyler’s phone in front of him, “You nasty fucking cheating whore. How easily you fucking broke for our perfect bodies and massive dicks. You have to be the weakest piece of shit I’ve ever met!!” The boys were laughing maniacally, and Tyler gazed at Jax to see his own reaction. Sadly, Jax was laughing as well, but Tyler felt comfort in Jax appearing to oversee the operation. Was this gorgeous skinny twink the leader of the rest of these gorgeous skinny twinks? Tyler yelled in pain as Bastion went has hard and crazy yet. He had pulled the other boy out of his loose hole so he could get maximum leverage on pulling completely out and ramming back into to Tyler. Unlike Jax, this wasn’t a slow thrust that shook his every being, waiting for the reverberations to quiet before pulling out and going again. No, these we wild full insane thrusts quickly in and out of Tyler. Cum was still dripping from Jax’s unfathomably large load and Tyler could feel it running down the back of his ass and could hear the commotion under him has boys fought for the recycled loads. Bastion pulled his face up to Tyler screaming at the top of his lungs, “get on the ground with me now and ride my fucking massive cock like garbage you are whore!!!” Grabbing Tylers neck he snapped him up off the table, slamming him to the ground. Bastion rolled on to his back still scream, “Get on it! Get on it! Get on it fucking now! You don’t waste my fucking time you psycho!” Tyler obliged, sliding right down on to Bastion’s dick, the sound of his soaked ass squealing as he plunged himself up and down as the boys encircled him again, touching him, kissing him, and whispering utter filth in his ears. Tyler looked like he had gotten out of the shower, he glistened in the smokey light of the room. He watched Jax pacing around the group, like a shepherd watching his sheep, a sadistic yet gratifying grin on his mouth. For the first time, Tyler saw Jax’s back. Between his shoulder blades, in bold lettering he saw it. Tattooed for all to see “HOMEWRECKER”. Extreme guilt shook Tyler to his very being, but Bastion was not going to let him slow down. “FUCK. YOUR. CHEATING. ASS. ON. MY. RAW. DICK. NOW!” Again, the screaming was like something from a horror film. Tyler came again without even thinking, someone gently licking his lips as he stared at the mark on the boy he was falling in love with. So perfect, yet he was fucked up. Tyler ran the gamut in his head of every emotion and every memory of his beautiful Brandon to the massive amount of guilt that he was having in this moment. “Every fucking thrust into you I want to hear the name of the boyfriend you are mercilessly cheating on you fucking trash!” the psycho Bastion screamed. Tyler had no other thought but to oblige, at first whispering Brandon’s name but as Bastion egged him on more and more, it went from a whisper to him screaming on every thrust. “What a goddamn animal you are you filthy twink!!” Bastion roared with pleasure. Tyler continued screaming Brandon’s name and it felt like Bastions dick grew another inch. He wasn’t just touching Tyler’s prostrate, he was pounding it into oblivion. Tyler’s head was spinning, the music still pulsing through him. His dick was covered in his own cheating boy juices and yet another massive load shot up in the air without him touching himself at all. Bastion roared louder that a tornado, and pulled out of Tyler slamming into him with the fury of hellfire, their eyes met, the stars aligned, their mouths gaped open and Bastion threw Tyler on his back when what felt like a garden hose unleashed inside him. Cum was spraying so deeply in him, sloshing and slamming his prostate. He kept crying out Brandon’s name. Bastion was laughing maniacally, out of control, and his whole body was convulsing from the orgasm he was having. The rest of the boys were holding him up and inside Tyler, who’s hole was so loose now it was like a fountain dripping cum everywhere. “Oh baby,” Bastion exclaimed, his voice much more soft and loving, “you are one amazing devil boy!”. He kissed Tyler with all his might, sending shivers all down Tyler’s spine. The rest of the boys began to fight for Tyler’s hole, and the night progressed. Bastion was certainly the wildest, he would watch for sometime and then jump back in just to blow another big load into Tyler. He’d push the boys fucking him off just to get back inside. He was certainly the wild one of the bunch, yet none of the boys were tame. Filth just poured from their mouths at every turn, the fucking was extremely high energy and Tyler was experiencing the pinnacle of pleasure, at least that’s how he felt inside. A river of cum poured out of Tyler every time another boy pulled out. Bastion was loving up on Jax as the last few boys were dumping their loads into Tyler’s unfaithful hole. They were making out as Bastion asked Jax, “Do you think there’s anything left of his soul?” Jax laughed, kissing Bastion like it was their wedding night, such a gross display of lust and affection. “Baby”, Jax said to Bastion, “There’s plenty left, you know that. And this is truly nothing compared to the next weeks and months upcoming!” The continued kissing like animals, lust visually apparent between them. “You know there are many more harbingers my deep love!” Harbingers? Tyler heard that word. He also heard that this wasn’t the end. The last boy had finally finished with him and the crowd wish disbursing to other couches, rooms, alcoves to continue making love to each other. Tyler was laying on the floor, a gigantic river of cum pouring out his hole pooling on to the ground. Bastion pulled away from Jax and ran over to Tyler, the mania clear in his eyes, “Bastion!” Jax cried, but he knew it was in vain. Bastion grabbed Tyler’s sticky hair, pulling him off as his back. He mashed his tongue into Tyler hard, Tyler reacting accordingly, his hands attempting to grab on to Bastion’s perfect body, not only to grope, but for support. Getting Tyler sitting upright the psycho came out of Bastion. “You see that fucking lake of cum from the most gorgeous twink sluts on the planet just pooling there on the floor?” Bastion, again was yelling. Tyler’s eyes were only half opened, he was exhausted. He was in a perpetual state of enormous pleasure. Getting on his hands and knees, he began to glide his tongue on the floor, eating all the cum in sight. Jax walked up around Bastion, putting his arm around his tiny waist. The just continued to admire Tyler’s debauchery as he cleaned the dirty floor with his tongue. Bastion eventually retreated back into the shadows, leaving Jax and Tyler alone on the couch. Tyler got dressed, not saying anything, tears streaming down his face. Jax kissed Tyler deeply, and Tyler reacted as if he was kissing Brandon, which was how deeply they connected. Jax took Tyler’s hand and walked him towards the exit door. Tyler had said nothing. It was 2:00AM and Jax opened the outer door that somehow magically opened into the parking lot. Not many cars remained, but Tyler, through his teary eyes, saw his rusty old Toyota Corolla sitting in the lot. Without saying anything to Jax, Tyler began to stumble towards his vehicle. The cool night air hit is skin like a knife, but a welcome one, cooling him greatly. Tyler didn’t look back at Jax. He got into his car, sunk into the seat, and began to sob profusely. Several minutes of sobbing, and then confusion as to why his dick was still uncontrollably rock hard, and how he felt like he didn’t even have a hole anymore, a face appeared at his driver’s side window. Jax. Tyler unlocked the car door, and Jax slipped in through the passenger side, and gently placed his hand on Tyler’s skinny thigh. They sent in silence for a bit as Tyler sniffled. Tyler scrolled through his phone and was astonished at the amount of texts that went back and forth between Brandon and the boys pretending to be Tyler. If Brandon had any doubts, those boys had fortified literally everything for him, not to say that Tyler thought Brandon would have any doubts, at least not at this point. “So, are you mine now?” Jax asked Tyler. Tyler was just shaking his head back and forth, disgusted with himself. He said nothing. “How truly guilty do you feel at this point?” Jax asked Tyler. “Unbelievably guilty” “Good”, Jax said matter of factly. Tyler shot him a look of hatred which Jax shot right back at him, causing Tyler to cower a bit. “This had to happen in this manner for you to learn the power of guilt on your sex drive and your deviancy. So how are you are right now? It feels right doesn’t it. You have to get past the part that feels wrong, but then you realize that hiding underneath it, its pure bliss.” Jax caressed Tyler’s extremely hard dick. “See, deep down, you know I am right for you. You loved cheating on him unprotected.” Tyler sighed, he turned to say something but he met Jax’s lips with the same intensity that Jax had kissed Bastion. Lust again poured through Tyler’s veins, his dick beginning to precum again. Jax moaned as his hand slid into Tyler’s tight undies and felt his love juice pouring out of his dick. Slowing Jax began to edge Tyler. Tyler moaned. He moaned harder, he wanted to tell Jax to stop but he couldn’t. “Oh Jax”, he softly cooed. Jax immediately changed his persona and backhanded Tyler across the face. “Call me by HIS name!” Jax demanded. “Oh Brandon!” Tyler just responded. There was no fighting this. Jax continued to kiss Tyler’s neck while he edged Tyler’s dick. Tyler just moaned Brandon’s name over and over, his dick fully lubed by his own cum in Jax’s had. “Will you continue this journey with me?” Jac inquired as he started to speed up stroking Tyler’s dick. “I love you you know.” Tyler just moaned in ecstasy at this point, useless and broken, he signed, “I will continue with you baby.” Jax now moaned heavily. “Understand, you can always say no, but once you say no, that’s it forever. We will never force you to do anything, but once a no is given, it all ends forever.” Jax twirled his tongue on Tyler’s neck, who’s dick began to pulse heavily. In as sultry a voice as possible, Jax whispered in his ear, “Cum for me baby. Brandon is nothing. I am everything. You will learn to love what you have created.” Tyler screamed and his dick exploded in his jeans, covering Jax’s hand. Slowly, Jax retracted his hand from Tyler’s pants, and Tyler appropriately ate his own load. Before swallowing, Jax pressed against Tyler’s lips and began swapping the cum between their mouths. “You’re in deep Tyler,” Jax said, “very deep.” It only gets more maniacal from here. Tyler’s dick was still hard. Pulsing. He longed for Jax to be inside him again, or to be Bastion’s fuck doll, and yet he longed to be back in Brandon’s arms, with everything normal, not being the hellion that he had become in a matter of hours. Jax smiled at the confusion on Tyler’s face. He know what Tyler was experiencing. He opened the door to leave the car. “Better get home to your boyfriend now my love.” Jax was back to speaking plainly and mundanely. “Do not look for me, we will be connected very soon.” “Tyler looked annoyed, still with a hard cock pressing against his jeans. “What do you mean not look for you? I just fucking told you I loved you.” “Just live your life.” Jax closed the door and strut way. The silhouette of Bastion stood in the doorway that they exited from, waiting for Jax. Tyler watched the light reduce to a sliver, then disappear, as Jax reentered the club. Back in the club the boys all stared at Jax as he reemerged from the outdoors. The most wicked smile filled his face. He took a turn down another hallway and down some stairs. The boys he brushed against as walking by them, touched him, with admiration, lust, jealously, and love. Down more hallways, these made of brick, deep in the ground, around many more corners, he approached a door. The door had the moniker stamped on it of “Harbinger of Change and Infidelity.” He turned the key in the door, and then he disappeared from the hall. Brandon came home to finding Tyler in bed, fast asleep. It must have been a very dance-filled night at the club.

why take bare dick if you wont take the load? I make it clear that if we fuck bare I'm going to cum inside. Deep inside. Thats the whole pleasure of it. Just one tops opinion.

Very hot, I love these kinds of conversion stories!!

Part 46 - Brother Knows Best Monday was spent doing something that Javier could do pretty well now looking at pool supplied with Ben. Javier had decided that he would start up his own little venture, the savings he would use to buy the equipment he needed to get going and he would also need to rent out a van to allow him to increase his reach. Ben was quite happy tagging along and writing a list down pricing everything up as they went from shop to shop and some of the pool supply warehouses. They made time and stopped by the office to have lunch with Mark and Josh who were keen to find out how their window shopping morning had been going. Mark had sent a few texts to Angelo and Ethan in Barbados and told Javier that Angelo was jealous as hell as he would love to have been doing outdoor work like this in LA rather than being in an office. They stayed for a couple of hours then headed off to do a couple more shops before heading home and dinner at Liongate, then Javier and David would watch the soccer match. Mark waved them off as Ben and Javier drove off in his BMW, Josh stood at the door and tapped Mark on his shoulder. "You didn't tell him did you?" Josh said looking like he was telling him off. Mark shook his head "I will tell him later, anyway Juan doesn't arrive until Thursday evening". Josh slapped Mark on the ass "I got to go, meeting Bobby at Santa Monica then home". Mark ruffled Josh's hair to annoy him "See you tonight" he kissed him on the lips and patted his ass. Pedro was laying the table for dinner when the guys arrived in mass but he was looking forward to seeing only one person, he sensed someone had entered the room, turning he smiled as Javier stood there leaning against the door frame dressed in shorts and t-shirt. Pedro grinned and continued putting cutlery down at the place setting. "¿Ningún beso para tu novio?" Javier asked walking towards him. Pedro smiled "Eres muy valiente esta noche" he replied "pero si claro y muchos mas". Javier put his arms around Pedro's neck and kissed him "My boyfriend" he said and repeated "mi novio". Pedro chuckled and kissed him back "mi chico lindo" he said "go join the others" he told him kissing again. Javier giggled and turned "Mi novio" he repeated as Maddy walked in to the dining room. "Javier, David's wondering if you turned up he has the cinema room ready" she said with a glint in her eye. "Hi Mrs Davenport" Javier responded in embarrassment wondering how much she had seen. Maddy put her hand up in a friendly gesture "Javier it's Maddy to friends" she scolded him laughing. "Oh yeah right, sorry" he managed to glimpse Pedro as he walked out who was smiling shaking his head. She walked towards Pedro "I said the maid could do this Pedro" Maddy said standing next to him. "Yes mam but it only takes me a few minutes to do" Pedro replied hoping he would evade any questions. "He is a very nice guy" Maddy said watching Pedro "polite and very attractive don't you think?" she asked. Pedro put the cutlery and faced her with his eyes lowered "How much did you see just then?" he asked nervously. Maddy chuckled "How much did you want me to see and we will go with that?" she said folding a napkin. Pedro stood there for a moment but knew he could share with her anything "Hurts so bad mam". "Stop calling me mam Pedro, you know I hate that" she said putting her hand on his shoulder "sit down". Pedro sat in one of the chairs "Sorry Maddy" he said looking down at the floor, she could tell he was very emotional. Maddy took Pedro's hand "What's hurting Pedro?" she asked "and be honest". "What if he hates living in LA or hates me even more for not telling him..." Maddy stopped him. She smiled "You haven't told him anything have you?" Maddy knew this was something Pedro didn't talk about. Pedro looked up at her "Can you take it back?" he asked her wondering if David and her would agree. Maddy shook her head "No, we gave you that for being a good friend to Mark growing up. And you know what we are waiting for". "But it is still to much you know I find it embarrassing" he tried appealing to her good side. Maddy smiled "Sign the papers Pedro you know we want you to be part of the family". Pedro looked at Maddy "Not yet, can you take back at least half?" Pedro asked hoping to bargain with her. Maddy chuckled "Even if we did within a few years the interest would almost top it up again" she said patting his hand. Maddy looked at him "Pedro I think Javier will go anywhere with you. Is he going to say in LA?". Pedro nodded "Yes he said he would" he replied. "Well then he is staying for you and nothing else. But tell him soon, don't let it become an issue" she said. "Thanks Maddy" Pedro stood up and smiled "for everything" he said. Maddy stood "Just do the right thing Pedro". Pedro finished placing the cutlery "So, you don't mind if Javier comes to the house?" he asked looking at her. "Not at all, anyway I would be worried if he didn't. Right go and join the others Pedro" Maddy guided him out. Maddy double checked there was enough place settings and realised that Pedro had missed one out for himself so she took care of it. When the maid and butler appeared she informed them that Pedro would be dining with them and also that there would be less of him working at weekends and evenings. She walked through to the family room happy to see that Pedro and Javier were sat next to each other, she nodded at David to indicate everything was sorted as far as Pedro was concerned. When the butler appeared to announce dinner Pedro immediately stood up but Maddy put her hand on his arm stopping him and telling him to bring Javier in to dinner as they would be sitting next to each other. After dinner David, Javier and Pedro went to watch the soccer game whilst the others sat outside chatting, Ben filling everyone in on his day with Javier looking at pool supplies with much enthusiasm and saying how he wished he could be part of it and being outside all day. Mark kept jibing Ben on that he and Javier needed to work out more and be sexy pool guys in speedos, Ben laughed it off saying it was Javier's business until Mark suggested that maybe he should consider going in to business with Javier. It certainly shut Ben up giving him something to think over, it sounded like a good idea and he would speak to Javier later about it. Even Josh sounded keen on the idea except for the working outside as he liked air conditioned comfort to work in, even so he was ticking over about website designs in his head. It was Maddy who suggested that Josh form his own website design company since he already did the PR company website and was designing a new one for Ben's step-mother Heike's interior design company. Josh nervously laughed at the idea and Bobby advised him to talk to David for advice before brushing the idea off. So engrossed in their world domination they didn't see the others coming out of the house cheering that Real Madrid had won their soccer game as this was David's favourite team. David kissed Maddy sitting down besides her "I guess they won then" Maddy remarked seeing how animated they were. "Yes good game, playing at home in two weeks so another match evening" David said fist bumping Javier and Pedro. "So" Maddy said looking at the three of them "why not go and watch the game?" she asked them. Javier laughed "We will do if you don't mind us piling round here" he said completely missing her point. David smiled "What a great idea, you fancy coming?" he asked turning to Maddy. "Dear god no, I will come with you but maybe go for dinner and shopping" Maddy replied. David laughed "I guess that means anyone that wants to come" he said "Javier do you have a passport?" he asked. Javier looked confused "Yeah at home in NY, do I need it?" he asked as David laughed. "Well do you want to see the next game?" he asked looking at Javier and Pedro. Javier nodded "Yes I had a great time this evening" he replied as Pedro ruffled his spikes "what?" he asked. "In Madrid Javier, we fly to Madrid for a few days and watch the game" David explained to Javier. Javier laughed and then looked as David was being serious "Oh your serious" he said. "Bobby can you book the flights and hotel" Maddy asked him. Bobby nodded "Of course first thing in the morning, how many are going?" he asked looking around. Mark stood up "Javy I need you for a moment" he said holding his hand out to him and pulling him out of his seat. They walked up towards the house "Your brother Juan is coming over Thursday evening to see you" Mark told him. Javier stopped and looked at Mark "Oh. I think he is coming to suss out Pedro" he replied. "Your mad at me for talking with him?" Mark asked. Javier shook his head "No, I kind of knew he would be in touch with someone". "Well text him to bring your passport, he is bringing your clothes over" Mark said sitting down in the family room. Javier sat next to him "Okay, but this whole Madrid thing..." he started to say but Mark stopped him. "Javy, just enjoy yourself and don't worry about anything" Mark said looking at him. The look told Javier not to question or argue remembering what Ben said "Okay" he reluctantly agreed and smiled. Mark stood up "Anyway it gives Pedro and you some time together in Madrid" he said. Javier stood "Are you and Ben coming?" he asked. "No we can go anytime" Mark said heading outside. Javier held Mark's hand "Is he annoyed with me deciding to stay here?" he asked wanting know what Juan thought. Mark smiled "I think he is happy with your decision he just wants to be sure you have made the right choice". Ben kissed Mark again and laid on his back the sheet half covering his young naked body, he was thinking about the evening and Javier who was sleeping down the hallway, the idea of working with him was growing, he definitely needed to speak to Javier and figure out if he would be up for the idea. Mark kissed him for the forehead sensing he was unable to sleep and pulling him closer and stroking his back until they both drifted off. The next few days passed by as Ben thought things over, Mark arrived home earlier than usual since they were eating and hanging out at Liongate for the evening. Javier had already left to meet Pedro for a walk, they found a little coffee shop outside the East gate that was pretty busy with Bel Air socialites passing the time of day. Javier took a seat at an empty table on the patio area aware that some of the people watched him as he sat there waiting for Pedro. He wondered if he was out of place and they knew he was an outsider from the Bel Air set but he didn't care they could look as much as they liked. Pedro sat down handing him a coffee and smiling from the other side of the table. "Who was you looking at?" Pedro asked leaning forward. Javier looked at him "I don't know that's just it. People watched me sit down as if scrutinising me". Pedro giggled "Trying to figure out how much money you have" he said leaning back "that's all this lot do". Javier stirred his coffee "Oh right, I guess I must look like a pauper to them". "I don't think they do, their interest in you is way past that" Pedro said nodding to his clothes. Javier looked at his polo shirt "It's just a shirt doesn't give anything away, apart from it being Josh's" he said. Pedro smiled "Everyone knows what Canali polo shirts look like and your wearing one" he said. "It's just fabric" Javier said and burst out laughing with Pedro and looking in to each others eyes. "You have a lot to learn about Bel Air and what makes people tick inside those gates" Pedro nodded towards the gates. Javier smiled "It is a different world I will give you that, you can almost smell the money". Pedro steadied himself and looked at Javier "Javy I have some things I need to tell you" he started. Javier looked at him "Don't tell me your married" he joked and smiled. "No, but I want to tell you everything before things get to serious" Pedro grabbed Javier's hand. Javier half smiled at him "As long as it doesn't involve leaving me" he said slightly joking. Pedro looked seriously at him "Just let me tell you the whole thing before you make any judgement" he said. Javier nodded "Tell me everything Pedro" he said leaning forward looking in to his eyes. Pedro laughed and went all serious "I spent most of my childhood in an orphanage, my parents had problems and couldn't look after me and well I never saw them again, I don't know who they are and I don't want to know them, they abandoned me and I have no respect for them. I used to sneak in to Bel Air via the East gate and wander up there looking for work just knocking on doors desperate to find someone who needed any kind of help. One day I was sat on the corner of one of the roads about to be moved on by security when I met Mark who was walking by and he stopped them. He was so kind and took me up to Liongate for some food and persuaded his parents to give me a job. Well you know I grew up with Mark and spent a lot of time with him becoming friends, his parents wanted to keep him safe so for 3 years we would do things together and I got to see much of the world and took care of him like a friend and assistant. He envied me for having nothing and refused to spend money that his parents kept giving him and before long he amassed a fortune of his own. He always maintained that he could not find love if someone knew who he was and so he moved to NY and work with Angelo and escape his life here. He did just that and luckily he met Ben, well chased him anyway. His parents were very kind to me and after a few months began treating me like one of the family but still employed so I work for them but on a different level to anyone else, I grew up to love them all very much although there was always that line as far as I was concerned that I shouldn't cross. But they could see how much Mark and I became devoted to each other over those years, not in any kind of sexual way just a very close brotherly love. This is where things took a turn and they have wanted to adopt me for two years, Mark goes on all the time about it when we are in private but I am too proud to accept this final step. I have the papers in my room just waiting my signature but I held back as I saw how Mark struggled to find someone who genuinely loved him, you see it's all about the name and what it brings and there are people living round here just to do that. What I am trying to tell you Javy is where I am now, the family have provided for me so I don't have any worries about my future whatever I decide to do. But also they are the closest thing to a family and I have stopped signing the documents out of my own insecurity. Now you have come along and thrown my life in to chaos in a very happy way". Javier sat there and stared into Pedro's eyes mouth slightly open "Is that the first time you have opened up?". Pedro nodded "I don't talk about this to anyone" he replied still holding Javier's hand. Javier looked down at Pedro's hand holding his and looked up at him "Do you love me?" he asked nervously. "Yes since I first saw you" Pedro replied "I know it's only been a few days and this is all crazy". Javier smiled at him "It's true what they say about finding love at first sight and when you know you know". "Did you feel it as well?" Pedro asked and Javier nodded. Javier squeezed Pedro's hand "Did you not notice how much of a mess I was at dinner on Friday?" he asked laughing. Pedro laughed but also saw a happiness in Javier's eyes "You definitely moving here then?". "Yes, apparently I have to go to Madrid as well" Javier replied then leaned across the table and kissed Pedro. They finished their coffees and stood up "Ready to go?" Pedro asked and started weaving around the tables. Javier followed when a Latin lady sitting winked and smiled at him "Hi" Javier said acknowledging her. Pedro chuckled "Making friends already" he joked shaking his head. "What was I suppose to do she winked and smiled at me, probably saw us kissing" Javier replied snickering. Pedro burst out laughing "You just said hello to J-lo" he put his arm around Javier's shoulder. Javier turned to see "No flipping way, really?" he asked stunned that he didn't register it was her. "Are we all good then?" Pedro asked stopping at the entrance to East gate and looking up. Javier grabbed his hand "I think we are more than good" he looked up "so is this going to be home then?". Pedro looked at Javier "Doesn't have to be if you want to live somewhere else" he offered. Javier shook his head "My friends are here and so is my boyfriend" he smiled as the walked past the gate house. Javier was amazed every time he walked up the drive and on to the forecourt of Liongate, it took his breath away just the thought that it was a house that people lived in failed to compute until he was inside. They crept through to the kitchen to grab a soda bumping in to Maddy who was coming out of the kitchen, they had a quick conversation before she went off about her business. They grabbed a couple of sodas and headed upstairs, Pedro pointed out where Bobby and Josh lived and entered the door to the suite of rooms that he occupied. They had a couple of hours to kill before the other guests were due to arrive for dinner, Javier found himself in Pedro's arms immediately feeling those pink lips press up against his. When Pedro's mouth left his to kiss and suck and nip at his neck, Javier said it out loud 'Please, Pedro?'. Pedro kissed his way back to Javier's lips then looked him in the eye, separated only by the length of their noses, 'Right here or in the bedroom?' he chuckled. Javier, ever practical, realized it was a very good question and took a look around 'bedroom I think' he replied and Pedro continued kissing him guiding him to the bedroom then pushing him down on the bed pinning his arms above his head. Javier giggled and struggled, Pedro slew all of Javier's resistance such as it was by simply dragging the flat of his own tongue across Javier's open lips. The lowering sun filtered into the bedroom bathing them in a shiny yellow glow as they shed clothes across the bed and floor, Javier rolling full on to his back and Pedro kneeling beside him, pulling at Javier's clothes then staring openly at Javier's bare, hard cock and the sweet orbs of his testes resting blow sparse dark curls framing it all. His mouth watered so copiously that he thought he might literally drool, but he couldn’t stop looking, couldn’t close his eyes to what seemed at the moment the most scintillating wonder. But then he glanced and saw Javier watching him, and the thought evaporated. Javier pulled Pedro's head down to his erection unsure where all this direction was coming from. Pedro slipped his lips around the head of Javier's cock tasting the young freshness unaware that he was still a virgin. Then Javier, still on his back lifted Pedro's head away, looked at him with a soft smile in his eyes, and swiped a thumb across Pedro's wet lips. Pedro turned Javier and pulled him down so that they lay almost on their backs, nearly but not quite spooned. He wrapped his arms around Javier who whispered to him to go easy, Pedro adjusted their positions slightly and reached both hands around to tease and stroke over the front of Javier's body. Pedro slid his warm hands over Javier's belly bringing them upwards and lightly pinching his nipples teasing to check how sensitive they were as he continued exploring Javier's body for the first time. He ran his hand down past Javier's erection, combed through the light thatch of dark hair to curve his hand under Javier's balls and gently squeeze. And then he stroked up, dragging his fingers along the shaft of Javier's penis, so slow and long it seemed to Javier to last almost forever. Javier rolled over and buried his head in Pedro's shoulder 'I've never done this before' he quietly told him, Pedro could feel that Javier was nervous and excited, gently he stroked Javier's back pulling him on top 'It's okay, just let me lead I won't hurt you' Pedro responded kissing Javier who was now looking down in to Pedro's eyes, he was learning the art of kissing and making out. Simple enough Javier thought to himself, then Pedro rolled over and began kissing and licking Javier's all the time going lower down until he took Javier's cock in to his mouth and began to lick and suck gently. Javier lifted his head to look at the beautiful sight of Pedro sensually working his cock, head falling back on the bed a low deep groan escaping his mouth. Javier floated and wondered how could you possibly be any closer to another guy and have such intimacy with them. He felt his legs lifting, Pedro engulfed one his balls in his mouth for a moment then released it watching it flop back in to position, he licked further down closing in on Javier's asshole. Finding the prize his tongue licked up and down grabbing hold of Javier's legs who let out a squeal of surprise, Pedro looked at him 'Sensitive, I love that' he said sliding his hands under Javier's ass he lifted it higher and blew cooling air over his hole then dove deep with this tongue. He didn't think he could take it any longer, Pedro's tongue plunged inside him, his teeth lightly scraping the outer lips of his hole. Javier clutched the bed covers believing he was going to combust from all these new sensations. As quick as it started it was over and his body relaxed as Pedro knelt up and shuffled forward aiming his cock at Javier's mouth. Tentatively parting his lips feeling the head rub along he flickered his tongue hitting Pedro's cock several time then allowing the head to slip into his mouth, his lips closed around the shaft his eyes opened wide in enjoyment and taking the lead from how Pedro had teased his cock he began to slowly roll his tongue around the head at the same time applying a gentle suction. Pedro held Javier's head moaning and encouraging Javier who responded by passing his lips over the head of Pedro's cock increasing the momentum and pressure. Pedro leaned his head back and caught his breath sharply several times moaning, quickly he pulled his cock out of Javier's mouth rubbing it against his chin, it bounced twice before coating Javier's chin and bottom lip with cum, oozing and dribbling down on to his chest. Pedro looked down and smiled stroking Javier's face, he twisted around leaning forward his tongue ran up Javier's cock until the head slipped in to his mouth. Javier was close to orgasm even before Pedro's warm mouth engulfed his cock, slowly and so lovingly he watched Pedro sexing him. He moaned and grabbed hold of Pedro's arm, for what reason he didn't know, he just knew he had to touch him as if it would control the feeling in his body. Pedro shift round and faced Javier, his hand cupping his balls gently squeezing them, Javier thought he had control of the situation as he watched Pedro. It took a single look as Pedro sucked he opened his eyes and looked directly in to Javier's, the look of passion was all Javier could see in eyes looking at him. His head dropped against the bed and his back arched thrusting with wild abandonment he felt the cum in his balls racing up along his shaft, the coolness of the air hitting the head of his cock 'Pedro' he cried shooting his cum high in the air hitting Pedro's chest and his own. Panting legs wriggling from excitement he closed his eyes wishing he could shake his body hard to calm it down. Gradually his body began to relax bathing in the after glow feeling Pedro laying down beside him and kissing his neck. His thought straightening themselves out he was beginning to appreciate how wonderful a sexual experience was really like. He couldn't forget how he had dodged that fateful evening at Ethan's birthday party, he knew Brad was going to fuck him that night and probably would not be on a par to what he had just experienced with Pedro. Pedro kissed him and ran his hand lovingly along Javier's thigh "eres tan increíble" he whispered. Javier giggled and looked at him "I'm so glad my first time was like this" he replied "thank you". Pedro laughed "Your welcome" he said kissing Javier on the mouth "mmm cummy" he smiled and kissed him again. "Can I shower here?" Javier asked sitting up. Pedro hopped off the bed and held his hand out "Only if I can shower with you" he replied. Javier smiled and jumped off in to his arms "I would love that" he said and followed Pedro to the bathroom. Pedro hugged the towel around Javier and began drying him, kissing his neck and touching his body all over. Javier turned his body to face Pedro, pressing his parted lips up against Pedro's that willingly parted feeling Javier's tongue touching his they shared their first very real kiss locked together for five or so minutes. Javier walked in to the bedroom locating his clothes that were strewn in various locations and dressing. Pedro picked up his trainers and walked in to the lounge sitting on the sofa he put them on and tied the laces and waited to Javier. He walked in to the room and noticed the legal document laying on the coffee table in front of the sofa. "We better hurry" Pedro said watching Javier entering the room just loving how sexy he looked. Javier straddled Pedro and sat on his legs "So this has become very real to me now Pedro" he said. Pedro nodded "I feel things that I could never have imagined being with you" he replied stroking his face. "What happens if you sign that?" he asked nodding to the document. Pedro looked at it "Not a lot, I will be out of work" he laughed. Javier laughed and kissed him "Is it what you want though?" he asked looking him in the eye. Pedro shrugged his shoulders "It means I have a family again" he paused "Will it change us if I do?" he asked. Javier shook his head "I don't know Pedro, as long it doesn't change how sexy you are" he giggled. "Come on" Pedro said pushing Javier up to his feet, Pedro stood up and looked at the document. Javier picked a pen up and handed it to Pedro "Just do it Pedro, stop thinking about it or you will never sign it". Pedro looked at Javier and the pen he held out, he knew it was something he wanted to do but had always held back. He kissed Javier and took the pen, knowing that today it felt right to do it, he bent over signed and dated the document and picked it up, from this point his life would change, he knew that but at least he had someone he could share it with. They walked down the back stairs in to the entrance hall and found Maddy and David sitting at the table outside on the terrace, the others were chatting on the sofas by the pool with just Stefan and Franco missing who were running a little late. "Hello, have a good walk?" Maddy asked them both as they approached. Pedro nodded "Yes and we talked about everything" he said. Maddy looked at him then Javier and smiled "Well you both look happy, are you okay with this Javier?" she asked. He nodded "Yes, do I need to ask David and you for permission to see Pedro?" he asked shifting on his feet. David chuckled "Don't be silly Javier, why on earth would you need our permission?" he asked curiously. Javier looked and Pedro "Go on get it over with" he said to him as Maddy and David looked at each other wondering. "Okay" he kissed Javier on the cheek "Do I call you mother and father now?" he said handing the document over. Maddy looked at the document then at Pedro "You signed it" she said a little dumbstruck. David stood up and hugged Pedro "Excellent I thought you was never going to sign it". Maddy jumped up and hugged him "Finally" she said. David looked at Javier "This is your doing" he said smiling at Javier and hugging him. "Just don't spoil or change him, I like Pedro as he is" Javier joked. David laughed "Pedro is grounded enough not to change, can't say the same about you though" he winked. Mark called over "What's going on?" he said standing up and walking over to the table. Maddy waved the document at him "2 years he made us wait". Mark stood in front of Pedro "So, finally a brother. I guess you need baptising" he said inching closer. "Oh crap" Pedro said but Mark had hold of him and lifted him over his shoulder. Marching over to the pool laughing he announced that he baptised him as Pedro Davenport and jumped in the pool with Pedro fully clothed. All around the terrace trainers were flying off feet as the guys jumped in the pool laughing and screaming splashing water. Franco and Stefan appeared on the terrace saying hello to Maddy and David taking their footwear off about to head to the pool as well realising Javier stood their laughing, they both grabbed Javier by the arms and dragged him in to the pool. Maddy turned to David and said she thought he was never going to agree to them adopting him and she was sure that Javier played a big part of his decision. David smiled and put his arm around her as the maid appeared with a pile of towels as if by magic and David asked her to get the butler to bring champagne down. David kissed Maddy and told her they would need to rethink the living quarters and get Pedro to move in to the main house, she nodded and said that she didn't think it would be to long before Javier was living here as well. Javier and Mark sat in the limo on the way to LAX to meet Juan who was flying in to spend a long weekend with his brother. Javier was jittery but calm about Juan meeting Pedro, it was almost as if his life depended on his brother giving the nod of approval. He and Pedro had spent a lot of time together now he was unemployed, they walked, went to the beach, sat drinking coffee and bumping into J-Lo again only this time to actually say more than 'Hi'. The limo pulled up and they walked in to the terminal waiting for the airline escort to bring Juan through. It was a sight for sore eyes seeing his brother with two escorts one pushing the trolley with Javier's luggage, it suddenly struck home that he was actually doing this. Juan hugged his brother then Mark but he couldn't stop talking about his flight and personal escort home to here and kept thanking Mark. They settled in to the limo "So who is this guy?" Juan asked getting straight to the point. Javier went all shy as he still found it strange talking about this with his brother "Pedro" he said. Juan gestured with his face "Pedro who and what?" he asked again. Mark snickered sitting opposite them "Don't harass him just yet Juan, you can talk about it at dinner". Juan sat back looking at his brother "You seem so different Javy, parece que LA fue un buen cambio" he said. Mark surprised Juan by answering him in Spanish "Ha encajado bien". Juan laughed "I didn't know your Spanish was so good" he replied, they chatted all the way to Bel Air. Mark exited the limo "I hope you will make yourself at home Juan" he said watching Juan scratch his head. "How big is this place?" Juan said laughing and looking at his brother "You landed on your feet here". Mark put his arm around Juan and escorted him through the doors "Javy got lost a few times" he laughed. Ben came out of the family room and crossed the hall to hug Juan "Good to see you Juan" he said. "Like wise Ben, you looking after him?" Juan asked but didn't really need to seeing how happy his brother looked. Ben chuckled "Of course, I hope your not to tired as we are dining at our parents" he said walking with him. "Not to bad do they live far from here?" Juan asked sitting down on the sofa. "10 minute walk" Ben replied "We have an hour to kill before, fancy a swim?" he asked Juan who nodded. He stood in awe as they approached Liongate thinking that a house could get any bigger than St Pierre, Mark chuckled and warned him that his father wold most likely give him a tour as his way of getting to know someone. Juan was welcomed warmly and soon settled in on the terrace whilst Javier went off to find Pedro who was in the process of moving into the main house. Javier helped him move a few last bits and walked with him through the main house, his new rooms at the back of the house had views over the tennis court and pool area, the bedroom and bathroom were much larger but missing a lounge area. Instead it had two sofas by the balcony doors. Pedro was fairly quiet as he finished hanging some clothes in the dressing room. "Your very quiet Pedro?" Javier said sitting on the bed. Pedro walked out of the dressing room "Sad to be leaving my old room" he smiled. Javier reached up and took his hand "No regrets, I mean I didn't force you in to this did I?" he asked Pedro sat next to him "None what so ever and no you didn't. Just also nervous meeting your brother" he confessed. He looked out of the window "What is he doesn't approve or like me?" Pedro asked. "Doesn't matter, I like you and that's all that really counts" Javier replied pulling Pedro closer and kissing him. Pedro pulled his lips away and looked at him "Will you stay here tonight?" he asked "If you brother approves?". Javier giggled nervously "Sleep with you?" he replied seeking confirmation. He nodded "Yes" Pedro said running his finger along Javier's lips. Javier stood up holding his hand out Pedro "I would love to" he replied drunk on love looking in to those eyes. Pedro stood and walked hand in hand with Javier heading down the stairs and through the family room on to the pool terrace. Javier could feel Pedro's nerves, slightly amused as he had never seen him like this and figuring this really must be a big deal for him. He understood how much Pedro valued family since he had been without one all those years until only a few days ago. He squeezed Pedro's hand telling him not to worry, Pedro looked at him and smiled trying to relax a little more. Juan made eye contact with them both as they approached the seating area, he caught Pedro glancing at Javier seeing a small smile on his face. That little gesture told Juan a lot about how easy Javier looked being with him and understood why his brother had become so infatuated with this guy. Pedro was surprised when he came face to face with Juan, he looked the spitting image of Javier except his hair was cropped short, slightly taller and more muscular but their similar looks were so uncanny. Pedro held out his hand "So nice to meet you Juan" he said watching him closely. Juan took Pedro's hand and shook it "And you Pedro, Javy has told me very little about you". Maddy sensed a little tension in the air "Pedro why don't you show Juan around" she suggested as Javier sat down. Pedro nodded "Juan" he said gesturing for him to follow. Maddy watched as they walked off "Your brother is very cautious" she said looking at Javier. Javier nodded and decided it was time to be open with her and David about what had happened the day before he arrived in LA. He spared no detail and said it how it was, his innocent way was duped by Brad's good looks and his constant flattery and advances leading up to the manipulation and persuasion to take drugs. Maddy was quite shocked but loved him for being so honest about things, David sat there shaking his head in disbelief and sadness for Javier being treated that way. He finished by saying he was sure Juan would be fine with Pedro he just takes a little time to warm to people he doesn't know. Juan stopped in the family room "You really like my brother?" he asked catching Pedro by surprise. Pedro sat down "Yes, I have never felt this way about someone and wanted to be with them so much" he replied. "How do I know your not playing him for a fool?" Juan asked standing there "It has happened before". Pedro looked at him "You mean this Brad guy?" he asked then continued "I am not him or anything like him". Juan sat down next to him "My brother means everything to me and our parents. That is why I am here". "I never had that growing up, I was very much alone until I came here to work" Pedro said feeling vulnerable. Juan looked at him "Oh, sorry Javy didn't tell me much about your past" he replied trying to fathom how that felt. "They left me when I was five, I spent the years in an orphanage until I came here to work" Pedro looked at Juan. They continued talking for nearly half an hour allowing Juan to get a better understanding of Pedro and his life. Eventually he went on to explain about how they had been wanting to adopt him for a couple of years and only after meeting Javier that he finally signed the document and became part of the Davenport family. Juan saw a much clearer view of Pedro and actually began to like him, there was no malice just a carefree person who had been looked after well by the Davenports. He could see why his brother liked him, Juan had not paid hardly any attention to his tour of the house and found they had returned to the family room. Pedro turned to Juan "That's the house pretty much" he said "I hope you can see how much I like Javy". Juan smiled "I didn't mean to judge you so quickly in my head, but I need to make sure of his choices" he said. "I understand Juan, and I hope you get to like me and know I am being honest" Pedro said walking on to the terrace. Juan looked at him "If I am honest with you, I think you are what Javy needs" he said smiling to him. Pedro nodded "He is what I need as well, but as his brother you probably know best" he stated to Juan convincingly. "I just don't want to go around picking him up again" Juan said looking at Pedro again "keep it real with him". Pedro half smiled "So you are okay with us being together?" he asked needing affirmation from Juan. Juan nodded "Yes, just don't go buying him expensive things he will hate it" he chuckled. Pedro laughed "I won't, but it is David, I mean my father who will. Wow that seemed strange" he said smiling. Juan laughed and put his arm around Pedro "I think we will get along fine" he said. Javier watched from a distance and breathed a sigh of relief as Juan put his arm around Pedro and they were laughing. Juan enjoyed the evening getting to know everyone and dining outside, David and him hit it off more so when they found a love of soccer and both supported the same team in Spain. It took David a long time to persuade Juan to come to Spain in two weeks and watch their next match as his guest, Juan threw his hands up in surrender knowing he was defeated on the subject but made it clear it was a one time only he would accept this. By the time everyone was leaving Javier explained he was staying the night with Pedro to Juan and he would see him in the morning. Pedro was like a child dragging Juan away from the front entrance and eventually they run up the stairs closing the door they kissed frantically biting each others lower lip as they began to shed their clothes in desperation. Javier found himself laying naked on the bed, the flat of Pedro's tongue washed over his ass hole, Javier's hands clutched at his hair his fingers digging in to Pedro's scalp. He didn't stop, only increased the intensity and pressure. Javier writhing on the bed wanting him to stop and wanting more when he exploded calling his name trying to control his trembling body. He was vaguely aware of Pedro moving upwards until he was on top of Javier, his hard cock nudging at his entrance. The passion and excitement between them took them both by surprise. Javier closed his eyes as he legs locked together high around Pedro's waist, the sensual kissing around his neck and chin only heightened by the pressing of Pedro's cock against his hole. He loomed over Javier and told him to open his eyes, he obeyed and stared up in the two brown pools of love as the head Pedro's cock speared into his hole. Javier gasped and arched against the burn of being stretched but he didn't close his eyes as his body absorbed him inch by inch. The burning and pain intensified feeling it moving deeper and deeper in to him. Pedro moaned he was fully inside and murmured 'You are so precious, feel so good' and began to move. His strokes were hard and powerful as their bodies pounded together. Javier was on fire, he felt branded and they melted into one. The muscles in Pedro's body worked effortlessly as Javier held on for dear life. His stifled cries only barely audible, his mouth full of Pedro's tongue as he worked both of Javier's holes. Javier was at his mercy and he was wanting more as the true nature of sex began to unravel and reveal itself, he was bound by him, to him. He felt Pedro snapped his hips back withdrawing just enough that Javier felt the loss of him before filling him again in a soul shattering thrust. Javier tired to arch his back but he was pinned on the bed biting lovingly at Pedro's neck, his hands and arms all over the place around Pedro's body. There was a hard edge to Pedro's hunger right now. A deep, insatiable need that Javier felt down inside his soul. He could feel the orgasm building in Pedro's body though his excitement and pleasure and was just as intense. Unable to contain himself his orgasm shuddered around his pinned down body, gasping and moaning as his semen throbbed out of his cock between them. Pedro's hips pounding against his body increased in speed, their lips locked together erratically kissing, his ass aching and burning but he didn't want this to end. Pedro grunted and his body went rigid thrusting down harder and locking deep inside Javier's body releasing his seed, fertilizing his lover and asserting his ownership over him in a mating ritual. Javier's arms grabbed Pedro around the shoulder and neck holding him as close and tight as he could muster, moaning as wave after wave of electrifying pulses emitted from Pedro's cock inside him. He held on to him until he felt the body in his arms relaxing, the warm air from his heavy breathing caressing his neck. The moistness of his tongue worked along Javier's neck and across his cheek seeking his mouth and their lips pressed up hard against one another kissing in a tender teasing post frenzied state. "Wow" Javier giggled stroking Pedro's back as he laid on top of him. Pedro kissed his neck "I'm so sorry, I thought this would have been more romantic" he stroked Javier's head. Javier looked at him "You took me to church and back" he smiled "I'm soiled goods now" he laughed. Pedro raised his head "You really were a virgin at fucking?" he asked and Javier nodded. Pedro kissed him "I should have done it with more care" he said. Javier pulled him back in to his arms "And miss out on what just happened?" he asked "No" answering his own question. Pedro rolled on to his back "Come on shower" he said getting up and pulling Javier with him. They stood under the cascading water from the shower Pedro's arms wrapped around the waist of Javier. Pedro's head leaning against Javier's neck in a close bond letting the water run over their bodies.

Part - 41 The Weekend Ben drove his BMW convertible out of garage on to the forecourt he stopped to let the roof retract and Mark came and jumped in the passenger seat, they were still undecided where to eat that evening when Ben mentioned the hotel that looked like a castle he had read about along Sunset Boulevard. Mark nodded and said it sounded like a plan but warned Ben that getting a table there may be difficult as it is a celebrity hangout and it was Friday evening. Since Josh and Bobby were out on a publicity job with Nicky and Kit there would only be the 8 of them for dinner, Ben had to persuade Stefan using the odd number trick but it was Angelo's insistence that he agreed to dine out with them. The traffic was heavy going but they made it to the car park at LAX and went inside to wait for Daniel and Jordan's flight to arrive from Miami, thankfully Mark checked the details that morning and saw it was schedule to land 40 minutes early. Mark got Ben a coffee and then called the Chateau Marmont hotel to try and book a table, the person on the other end of the phone immediately told Mark that they were full for the evening so he hung up and told Ben. He knew if he mentioned who he was they would probably be in but decided to play and test if Ben could try and use his name. Mark handed him the phone and said that the restaurant was fully booked and said for him to try. Ben handed Mark his coffee and dialled the hotel and asked for restaurant reservations 'Oh Hi, do you have a table for 8 and 7.30pm tonight please' he spoke down the phone and waited then 'ah, my friends and I are really disappointed they are only in town for the weekend' he looked at Mark and chuckled, 'so you really can't squeeze us in' he said smiling at Mark 'Yes of course you can call me back if you get anything' he waited for a moment 'on this cell phone yes and your speaking to Ben Midler-Davenport or my husband may answer who is Mark Davenport' Mark watched as Ben raised an eyebrow 'yes I will hold' Ben took a swig of his coffee whilst he waited for what seemed ages but was only 20 seconds 'fantastic yes garden terrace would be perfect thank you'. He hung up and looked at Mark and said as soon he mentioned who they were they found a table for us, Mark smiled and handed Ben his coffee. Mark pointed out that the flight had landed and went over to the arrivals exit which as usual for domestic flights was busy, a gay couple in their 40's spotted Mark and Ben and came over apologetically and asked if they could have a picture with them, Ben laughed and looked at Mark who nodded and of course the problem there was other people noticed and realised who was in the arrivals hall. They politely had photos taken with 4 other people, Mark waved seeing Jordan and Daniel coming through the doors and they walked over laughing seeing the commotion that Ben and Mark were causing. Jordan nudged in 'Sorry I am next' he announced putting his arm around Ben giving him a squeeze. Ben saw the tattoos and recognised them immediately he swung around and kissed Jordan on the lips hugging him tight 'Where is he?' Ben said looking for Daniel and stepping towards him kissing and hugging him. Daniel and Jordan managed to get Ben and Mark through the crowd with help from airport security and to their car and the drive back to 321, Daniel sat up front with Ben whilst Ben and Jordan sat in the back. Ben handed the keys to Mark "Can you drive I am still a bit shaken up" he said. "Are you okay Ben" Daniel asked as they sat in the back seat. Ben smiled "Yeah it's just a bit nerve racking being recognised like this". Daniel put his arm around Ben "Does it happen like this all the time now?" he asked. "No that was the first time there has been a crowd like that gather" Ben replied settling back in his arm. Mark chuckled "I told him to take the limo but he wanted to drive" he chipped in. Ben flicked Mark's ear "Next time I will listen to you". They arrived home by 6pm and Ben gave Daniel a tour of the house after they were shown their bedroom. Showered and ready Mark had called for the limo from Liongate, it would be a squeeze at it normally sat 6 comfortably. Angelo, Ethan, Franco and Stefan arrived at 6.45pm and Stefan was introduced to Daniel and Jordan and hit it off, albeit Stefan still felt a little out of place and uneasy at being thrown in to social gatherings like this which was really unheard of for staff, introductions over they set off to Chateau Marmont, Daniel was excited as he had wanted to see the place but never had the time on his brief visits to LA. The limo pulled up outside to a flurry of activity as several staff came over to open the doors, the general manager was aware of the Davenport booking, and quickly did some jiggling before evening service by moving a pop star from the owners terrace on to the lower terrace. The owners terrace was a bit more private and used at the gm's discretion, not being use to be getting trumped like this Taylor Swift was not impressed as she always got the private terrace and wondered who was getting the terrace tonight, she kept a close eye from her group to see who was arriving and where they went desperate to find out. Mark and Ben lead the group through the doors in to the reception where the general manager came over straight away seeing Mark and Ben entering. "Mr & Mr Davenport how honoured we are to have you dine here" Carly exclaimed. Mark shook her hand "Thank you for fitting us in last minute" he replied. She smiled and shook hands with Ben "Welcome you two are adorable" she said to Ben smiling. Carly stopped in her tracks "Mr Salinger how wonderful to see you here" she said excitedly noticing him lurking. "Thank you, maybe you could show me around one day" Daniel replied in his business way. Carly smiled "Absolutely" she handed him her card "Call me and I will be happy to show you around". "Jordan" she said "I remember you at the opening party of the Salinger LA, how are you?". Jordan smiled "Very well thanks I enjoyed our chat, hope you are well?" she nodded and smiled. "Oh" she blushed a little "Angelo isn't it, yes the talk of the party" Carly said shaking his hand. Angelo looked a little embarrassed "Hi was I indeed?" he asked. Carly smiled "You was by far the man of the party and people want to know you" she said. He was still none the wiser what she meant "okay strange" he chuckled. "Ah and if I remember correctly Angelo this is your husband to be Ethan isn't it?" she said holding her hand out. Ethan smiled "Yes" he replied somewhat taken back that she knew who he was. And so it went on for 5 minutes as she met Franco double taking and then nodding when it was explained he was related to Angelo, Stefan was introduced as Angelo and Ethan's trusted friend and not housekeeper which he found amusing. Carly personally escorted them through the hotel to the terrace and up the few step on a beautifully adorned private terrace with thousands of small LED's lights providing the lighting and overlooking the main terrace. Taylor recognised Mark Davenport and knew instantly why she was relegated to the lower terrace, the Davenport name was way more important than fame or money itself to those in the know. She pulled Carly aside and asked if she would introduce her to the Mark and Ben, but Carly patted her arm and apologised saying it was a private party but she would ask none the less. Carly went off to fetch the sommelier and appointed two of her best waiters to the owners terrace who she thought the group of guys might appreciate. She returned with the sommelier and said to Mark that the champagne was on the house and Mark pointed to Ben, Franco and Ethan saying two glasses only as they were underage, she nodded and spoke to the sommelier. Carly spoke to Mark "I am sorry to ask this Mr Davenport but Taylor Swift would like to meet you". Ben chuckled "Eww really" he said and Ethan laughed with him. "Ben, Ethan do you want to meet her?" Mark asked making sure they knew it was their decision. Ethan shook his head "Not really" and Ben nodded in agreement. "I'm sorry Carly can you let her down gently" Mark laughed. Carly smiled "I get all the good jobs" she laughed "I will let her down gently. Stefan relaxed more and began to come out of his shell as the evening progressed Ethan told him how much he and Angelo and grown to love him being around and to relax more at home. Stefan never one to wear his emotions on his sleeve confided to Ethan how happy they had made him and their friendship had brought him out of a dark place since his split up and was now ready to move on and forget about his disastrous relationship. Franco was getting ever more attached to Stefan he couldn't understand why he was drawn to him but deep down he had feelings for him and his very candid openness just draw him in every time they were near. Franco a little bothered by his feelings went and stood at the terrace edge looking over and past the lower terrace, Angelo had noticed a change in him the last few days and wondered if he was missing Miami, whilst everyone was engaged in their noisy conversation he walked over to join him. "Are you going to tell me what's going on Franco" Angelo asked leaning next to him. Franco looked at him "Nothing going on Elo" he replied patting his cousins arm. Angelo put his arm around him "Your not fooling me, somethings wrong Franco". Franco sighed "I quite like him" he began to say. "I know you do" Angelo interrupted him. Franco looked at him again "Not Josh" he said. Angelo nodded "I know, but I am guessing your worried how Josh will react". Franco shook his head "How the hell do you know all of this?" he asked quietly. "You have never been able to hide anything from me, Ethan noticed as well" Angelo said hugging him tighter. Franco sighed again "I can't fight it Elo but he also works for you and it could make life hell". Angelo nodded "I know, I am not saying no but just be aware and don't go crashing in, take your time". Franco smiled "He is so out of my league though not sure if the flirting when we met was real" he replied. "He watches you when your in the pool or sunbathing" Angelo said "and we see you watching him". "Dam" Franco said half angrily "what am I to do?" he asked looking at Angelo. Angelo chuckled "Well tomorrows party find out if he feels the same you will know straight away". "Easy for you to say you know what your doing" Franco replied laughing as he cheered up. Angelo kissed him on the head "When you get the opportunity grab it, lets get back to this evening". Franco looked back at the table "Yeah it's been a great night and I could fuck Jordan". Angelo slapped his ass "That is out of bounds he is Daniel's, and don't worry about Josh he is loved up". Franco smiled "I know, although I wish I had met Bobby first" he laughed "He is quite stunning". They turned to walk back to the table "Your quite a catch as well Franco, I would do you" Angelo chuckled. "That's disgusting Elo, but kind of hot but I know Ethy wouldn't be amused by that" Franco punched Angelo's arm. "Oh here they are" Ethan said as they returned to the table "What have you two been up to?" he asked laughing. Angelo sat down "Talking about how much I would love to bed my cousin" he replied. "Your perverted" Franco said laughing "Ethy do you know what you have on your hands here". Ethan laughed "Oh yes he shows me every night". Stefan laughed and caught Franco's eye "I should know I can hear them at it". "No you can't" Ethan screamed with laughter "Anyway I am usually biting the pillow". Ben made a vomiting sound "To much information" he said then looked at Stefan "Does it turn you on?" he laughed. Stefan heaved with laughter and glanced at Franco "Oh yes but many things do". Franco knew that was directed straight at him "I would bang Ethy in a second" he said eyes fixed on Stefan. "Me to" Ben piped up "and you as well, and you and you and you and most definitely you and you". "Alright Ben I think we know your a bigger slut that you make out" Mark laughed kissing his husband. "So who would you like to bang Stefan" Mark asked out of the blue giggling. Stefan shook his head "Truth or dare?" he replied "I will go for all of you to be fair and equal". "Boring" Daniel and Ethan both said at the same time and laughed. Ben went and stood behind Stefan grabbing his arm making it point around the table "Let's see where it stops". Stefan tried fought off Ben but was laughing to much "Ben that's not fair your putting me in a predicament". Ben moved Stefan's arm back and forward and then stopped it "Oh look" it's me he laughed. Everyone started chanting Ben Ben Ben "Not a chance you horny boy" Stefan said giggling. Ben leaned over and kissed Stefan several times and looked around "Who's next?" Stefan grabbed Ben and sat him on his lap "Stop pimping me out" he laughed wrestling with Ben's hands. "We did warn you Stefan" Mark said sitting back with tears rolling down his face from laughing so much. "Come on Ben stop molesting poor Stefan" Angelo said. It was gone midnight when Mark noticed the time and called for the bill "Guys we should go" he said. Ben reached in his pocket "I need to get this otherwise father in law will tell me off" he chuckled. Mark leaned over and kissed him "Keeping him happy now are we" he chuckled. "He told me off as I hadn't used it and I felt guilty" Ben professed up. Everyone was getting cards out saying they would split the bill but Ben put his foot down quite firmly. The limo dropped everyone off at their homes. Ben collapsed on the sofa next to Daniel and had a quick kiss then cuddled up thanking Ben for a great evening out, they both had fallen asleep in each others arms by the time Jordan and Mark came in from a late night swim in the pool. "What do we do?" Mark asked looking at Jordan. Jordan smiled "Grab a blanket and let them sleep" he suggested. Mark smiled "Are you okay with this I mean I can carry him to bed". Jordan put his arm around Mark "I think we know you both well enough Mark" he said. Mark looked down at them "Our boys" he chuckled "want to bunk down with me?" Jordan nodded. Ben woke wondering where he was at 4am and was surprised to find he was on the sofa but even more so that he was laying in Daniel's arms who woke up. "God what happened?" Ben said startled sitting up right. Daniel rubbed his eyes "Guess we fell asleep" he said noticing they were still fully clothed. Gathering their senses they stood up and wandered upstairs to their bedrooms. Ben quietly called Daniel back nodding, Daniel chuckled seeing Mark and Jordan sleeping together, they crept in and undressed totally naked and were about to slip in besides them when Daniel snickered and looked at Ben indicating for him to get in next to Jordan and he next Mark. Ben had to put his hand over his mouth to stop him laughing as they switched around having a quick kiss at the foot of the bed trying not to laugh. Daniel made a small noise supressing his giggling 'Get in to bed you two' Jordan said without moving, Ben slipped under the sheet naked noticing that Jordan still had his underwear on, Daniel climbed in next to Mark. Ben settled down and Jordan put his arm over him 'Hello Ben' he said quietly as his body began to shake holding the giggling in as much as possible, he was half expecting Jordan to kick him out of bed but his arm moved further around hugging him. Daniel laid on his stomach holding his breath as Mark turned over laying against Daniel 'Your both very funny' he muttered before falling back to sleep. It was Just after 9am when Daniel turned over and came face to face with Mark, he only knew when absently minded his hand caressed the beardless face causing him to open his eyes in bewilderment before he recalled what Ben and he did when they sneaked up to bed. Daniel was about to slip out of bed but Mark who was awake pretended to be sleeping and threw his arm around Daniel holding him tight up against him. He found it hard to keep a straight face and snickered. "Who is being funny now?" Daniel whispered his face mere inches from Mark. Mark smiled "Payback for you two trying to trick us this morning" he replied opening one eye. Daniel laughed quietly and kissed Mark "Silly joke gone wrong" he said putting his arm around Mark cuddling him. "Nice joke though" Mark smiled rolling on to his back and forcing Daniel to lay up against him. Daniel's head rest up against Mark's neck "Well I never imagined the weekend would be like this" Daniel said. Mark casually grinned "Yeah you like it though, your just as bad as Ben" he said kissing his head. Daniel tweaked Mark's nipple "Alright I admit it is nice but I am not where near as bad a him". "Yes you are and you can stop doing that or I will kiss you properly "Mark said grabbing Daniel's hand. Jordan rolled on to his back bringing Ben with him so he laid on top of Jordan "Morning" he said. Daniel laughed and Ben looked at him and Mark "We seem to have the wrong men" he said trapped in Jordan's arms. Mark laughed "Want yours back Jordan?" he asked looking them both smiling. Jordan shook his head "Not yet I like holding this little one" he replied rubbing Ben's head. "Good as I like cuddling your man" Mark laughed "half an hour then change" he said. Jordan laughed "Agreed" he said as Ben ran his hand through Jordan's beard then kissed him tenderly. Daniel laid there watching Jordan and Ben and looked at Mark "Can I kiss you?" he asked Mark. Mark smiled pulling Daniel closer "You have to" he said pressing his lips up against Daniel's. After a few minutes Mark rolled Daniel to his other side then slipped out of bed, his erection plain to see in his underwear, Jordan rolled Ben Over and slipped out the other side of the bed with a similar look in his underwear. They stood and watched Daniel and Ben cuddle each other and kiss. Mark and Jordan smiled at each other and Mark slipped his underwear off calling to Ben that he needed a shower to cool off. Ben apologised to Daniel and said he had to go and sex his husband in the shower causing Daniel to laugh, Jordan looked at Daniel 'Well' he said, Daniel kicked the sheets off him and jumped out of bed knowing full well that Jordan needed him, they walked briskly down the hallway in to their bedroom where Jordan whipped his underwear off and pulled Daniel in to the shower. Daniel rubbed his face against Jordan's beard then sought his mouth with urgency almost drooling from his aroused state, there was no tenderness as they entered the shower and turned the water on. Faced up against the shower wall Jordan slapped his ass twice and pushed his cock up against Daniel's ass rubbing it hard against his hole until he couldn't hold back any more, slowly he pushed up and angled it allowing the head of his cock to slip in, Daniel threw his head back and moaned his hands grabbing Jordan's ass pulling him forward until the shaft began it's journey deeper inside his body. Jordan wrapped his arms around Daniel's waist kissing his neck and biting moving up until he could slip his tongue in the eagerly waiting mouth, his thrusting erratic trying to hold off but it was no use 'fuck' he shouted and pushed up hard feeling his cock pulsing and tightening his arms around Daniel almost lifting him off the floor. Daniel pulled Jordan's ass closer to him, his legs trembled feeling his own orgasm building and erupting his head dropped back on Jordan's neck and he moaned and wriggled his ass feeling Jordan's erection. Panting and catching their breath Jordan chuckled as he felt Daniel pushing back on to his cock. He picked up some shower gel and began to wash Daniel as he slowly extracted his cock. Daniel sat on the edge of the bath drying himself off giggling. Jordan smiling at him drying his hair "What's so funny?" he asked. Daniel dried in between his toes "That was some crazy sex we just did" he said standing up. "You don't think we overstepped the mark with them?" he asked looking at Daniel seriously. Daniel shook his head "I don't think so, they seemed to be just as turned on as us" he laughed. Jordan smiled at him "Your not upset I got turned on by Ben?" he questioned Daniel. Daniel laughed "No, I mean I was just as randy after being in Mark's arms most of the night" he replied. "You don't need to tell me I just experienced how horny you was" Jordan said kissing Daniel on the head. Daniel patted Jordan's ass "It's nice to have that closeness with someone else without any expectation". Jordan laughed "Let's face it you and Ben started it off thinking it was funny to swap places". Daniel kissed Jordan "Didn't fool Mark or you though". Daniel and Jordan wandered downstairs to the kitchen where Mark had made coffee "Better now?" Mark asked. They burst out laughing "You could say that" Daniel responded "Where is Ben?" he asked looking around. Mark laughed "Recovering I was so horny I had to do him twice" he laughed "here he is". Ben walked in dressed only in shorts "Danny remind me never to let you sleep with my husband again" he laughed. "I thought you were walking funny" Daniel said bursting out in laughter. Ben walked over to Daniel "Very funny" he grabbed Daniel and kissed him several times "minty". "What was that for?" Daniel asked holding Ben in his arms. "You and Jordan for being our friends" Ben replied. Mark and Jordan took their coffees outside "Thank you for letting us stay Mark" Jordan said sitting down. "Jordan it is a pleasure you can stay here anytime you want and I hope you will" Mark replied. Jordan smiled "We will, having all of your group as friends has brought back the Danny I fell in love with". "What are you two up to?" Daniel asked carrying some envelopes. Jordan looked up and smiled "Drinking coffee, oh good you brought them down". Daniel handed them to Mark "These are invites for everyone to our wedding in the UK" he said smiling. Mark kissed him "Thank you I will make sure everyone attends" he replied winking. "My father has held off 10 rooms at the London Salinger for you all" Daniel said hugging Mark and Ben. Ben hugged Jordan "Wow London amazing" he enthused obviously excited. Daniel laughed "I would have thought with your money you would have been already". Ben shook his head "Nah only been to Barbados so far". Mark chuckled "Oh I did promise to make love to you all around the world" he grinned at Ben. "So you did, we better get going, to the party that is don't want to miss the fun" Ben said taking the cups to the sink. They left the house and walked along the road to Angelo and Ethan's place swimwear in hand, Ben pointed out some of the mansions they passed and who lived in them until they turned on to St Cloud and on to the driveway, Daniel joked about how close they lived to everyone seeing the roofs of Liongate over the tress behind Angelo and Ethan's place. They were both impressed by the ranch style house that sprawled across the plot, Ben nodded and whilst he loved living with Mark at St Pierre he actually missed Liongate even though it was only around the corner. They wandered through on to the terrace where Ethan, Franco and Josh were already in the pool fooling around. Bobby ran over seeing Jordan and Daniel and hugged them both, Jordan kissed Bobby after telling how good it was to see him again and despite their history there was no awkwardness between them just a type of friendship very rare with a one off fuck. Bobby put his arm around Daniel and pulled him out to the terrace where the boys beckoned him in the pool. Ben tore past Daniel fully naked and jumped in to join his boys, Daniel laughed but found it incredibly hot seeing them all there and noticing each one was naked. Angelo walked up and gave Daniel a kiss holding the boys swimwear and telling them to put them on before the other guests arrived. "Come on Danny" Ethan called to him "Get your kit off and join us". Daniel laughed "I don't think so I will keep mine on" he replied in his perfect British accent. Ben splashed water at him "Stop being so British and get them off, he slept naked with me last night". "Ben!, no I didn't" Daniel responded in shock but giggling "Well with Mark I did" he gave a cheesy grin. Daniel shrugged his shoulders then dropped his swimwear and jumped in where he was immediately set on by Josh and Ben laughing as he tried to fend them off. Ethan joined Franco swimming around as he distinctly knew something was wrong, they swam and Ethan indicated they go in to the grotto. "What's wrong?" Ethan asked swimming up next to him. Franco smiled "Nothing and it's not Josh before you ask" he replied. Ethan kissed him "Come on Franco talk to me". Franco turned and leaned against the edge of the pool "I want what you all have" he said. "What is stopping you then?" Ethan asked putting his arm around him. Franco looked at him "I guess the fear of another person like Joaquim, I felt so hurt by him". Ethan nodded it was the first time he actually opened up about it "You need someone to put trust in". Franco nodded "Yeah I don't want to go through that again, I mean I nearly destroyed Josh". "No" Ethan said abruptly "Josh was to blame he was told not to fall for you". "He was?" Franco asked looking at Ethan surprised at this news. "Yes, but mostly down to you being straight" Ethan said using air quotes then laughing. Franco smiled "I thought I was but I found enjoyment with both sexes" he admitted to Ethan. "Have you got your eye on anyone that lives close" Ethan asked grinning at him. Franco rested his head back "Fuck off Ethy, you know" he chuckled and kissed him. Ethan moved in and gave Franco a proper kiss and looked at him "Take your time it will happen". Franco put his arms around Ethan "Thanks Ethy I can see why Angelo loves you". "Just remember to play it down, but don't be afraid he seems to be quite taken by you" Ethan said moving away. Josh appeared and dragged Ethan's legs pulling him out of the grotto, Franco followed making a beeline for Josh who immediately called for back up from Ben, but he was sat on the edge of the pool with his arm around Daniel laughing. Stefan walked out and put plates and glasses on the table. "Stefan come here" Ben called out "Come and meet Daniel, Danny, Dano, Dan" Daniel pushed Ben back in the pool. "I never realised how much of handful they actually are, I was warned" Stefan said approaching Daniel. Daniel laughed "Never a dull moment, I'm Daniel, Danny to friends" he said standing. Stefan smiled "Stefan, Stefan to friends" he chuckled and gave Daniel a hug. Daniel put on his swimwear and walked with Stefan back to the house "Are you a friend of Angelo?" he asked. Stefan laughed "No you wouldn't think so I look after them, I am their housekeeper" he replied. "Really?" Daniel said sounding surprised. Stefan nodded "I know it is bizarre as I have never been treated this way" he said smiling to Angelo. Angelo chuckled "He is one of the most sought after housekeepers in Bel Air but he is ours period". Stefan laughed "For now" he said wagging a finger at Angelo as Daniel laughed at the antics. "No you belong here with us, your part of our family" Angelo laughed looking at Stefan. Stefan shook his head "Okay" he said "For you I will stay as long as you want me here". At that moment Stefan felt an extraordinary sense of belonging from the look Angelo gave him. It would not stop the bombardment of job offers with some offering exceptional salaries but he would remain faithful to Angelo and Ethan for welcoming him in their home with such openness and friendship. Pedro arrived at the house a little shy at first until he saw Josh who had bonded with as they spent a lot of time together at Liongate, he soon relaxed and helped Stefan preparing the food. Dimitri pulled in to the drive and could hear the laughter and noise coming from the pool terrace, it was Angelo's insistence that he came to the party as it would give him a chance to see the finished pool and interiors that Heike had designed. Dimitri rang the door bell and waited surprised to see Mark opened the door who welcomed him in, Ethan appeared and gave him a warm hug and kiss on the cheek seeing the sexy Ukranian standing there in shorts and t-shirt nearly drove him wild, his accent and looks combined with seeing more of his body could melt any heart. Ethan took him by the hand pushing Mark out of the way jokingly dragged him through the house with Mark following on behind laughing at how mushy Ethan went. Dimitri stopped in the family room "Wow this place is so different who did the interior?" he asked. "Ben's mother-in-law, she did their house round the corner as well" Ethan said stopping with him. "It's amazing you must give me her details" Dimitri said looking over every inch of the room. Ethan chuckled "Later you can have a proper look around, come and meet everyone". Ethan had Dimitri down to his swimming shorts before he finished the introductions and was a hit with all the young guys and kept asking him to say things in his sexy accent. Stefan came out with a pitcher of lemonade and placed it on the table not noticing Dimitri sitting at the edge of the pool with Ethan. "Lemonade boys" Stefan called out, Dimitri stood up and turned around looking directly at him. "Stefan" he said unable to form any other words. Stefan gazed back at him "Oh no" he turned and ran back inside crashing in to Angelo. "You look like you see a ghost Stefan" Angelo said holding on his arm. Stefan had a tear running down his face "Let me go Angelo, why did you invite him here?". Angelo looked confused "Who?" he asked "Dimitri?" he said and Stefan nodded. "Yes, he is the last person I want to see" Stefan said looking anxious and upset. Angelo twigged "Oh my god, I'm so sorry Stefan I didn't know, I mean you never said who it was" he cuddled Stefan. Dimitri walked in to the kitchen "Stefan don't do this" he said seeing him in Angelo's arms. "You have the nerve to say that" Stefan looked over his shoulder at him "what you did to me and you say that". Dimitri looked at Angelo "I should go, there is to much tension between us" he said turning to go. Stefan Moved from Angelo's arms "No you should stay you have been invited" he said. Angelo looked at them both "I don't know what went on, but neither of you can move on until you talk". Dimitri nodded knowing that Angelo was right "Stefan" he said. "If it is over at least part as friends put it behind you and move forward with your lives" Angelo suggested. Stefan half smiled "One of these days I will get one up on you" he joked kissing him on the cheek. Angelo smiled "You can try" he said "Sit here and talk, take as long as you need" Angelo left them. He walked out on to the terrace and just said to give them some time alone to talk, Ethan figured out what was going on and discreetly told Franco and Ben whilst Angelo told the others. They carried on enjoying themselves but often glancing towards the bi-fold doors in to the family room watching the two figures sat opposite each other hands gesturing, leaning back, some 45 minutes had passed when Dimitri walked out followed by Stefan. Franco had tensed up at the beginning when he found out and Angelo took him for a walk around the garden calming him down, telling him to keep his cool and not get upset or involved, Franco nodded albeit somewhat unhappy on the inside at what the outcome may be, it just seemed every time he got interested a spanner was thrown in the works. Stefan walked over to Angelo "Are you okay Stefan?" Angelo asked putting his arm around him. "Yes, it was the shock of seeing him as we didn't part of the best of terms" Stefan replied. Angelo nodded "Did you clear the air with him?" he asked. Stefan nodded and smiled "I don't feel anything for him, I thought I did but talking to him made me realise". Angelo kissed him "I'm glad and as you know you can never leave here" he said smiling. Stefan laughed and stroked Angelo's face "Thank you for everything Angelo" he said kissing him on the cheek. "Ethan and I like you being around to much to loose you" Angelo said letting him go. Franco had never met Dimitri and he was suspicious when he found out that he was Stefan's partner, all he knew now was they had talked and cleared the air and that was all everyone was told apart from Angelo and Ethan. Still he gave him a wide berth and cautiously watched him as he went to help Stefan and Angelo bringing food out, his heart sinking further as Dimitri and Stefan chatted and laughed. He decided to go for a swim and dived in to the pool swimming towards Ben and Pedro who sat on the steps in the shallow end, they looked like they were deep in conversation but smiling and chuckling. Ever since Ben found out about Pedro being an orphan and homeless he always made an effort to see him at least twice a week at Liongate, weather just to swim or hang out. Despite him being the same age as Mark his looks were fairly ordinary and he stood at five feet nine inches making him a little taller than Ben by a one inch. Ben was not physically attracted to Latino guys but Pedro was a fair skin Latino with jet black hair and deep drown eyes, ever since he was taken in by the Davenports he hit it off with Mark and became very close companions growing up, in fact he spent more time playing with Mark than working but Lucy and David encouraged this and treated him with much kindness. He had grown in to a fine person with much of Mark's traits rubbing off on him. Ben knew that Pedro was gay and would often go out late in the evening to meet a hook up he found on line, there was a shy pleasantness about him that prevented him from becoming to emotionally involved with guys. Sex was just a means for an hours excitement he never stayed with his tricks longer than necessary and never divulged where or whom he worked for. He sat there with his arm around Ben as they chatted watching Franco swimming over them. "You look sad Franco" Pedro said as he came to a stop in front of them. Franco sat besides Pedro "Sad?" he replied "Nah I'm okay, just thoughts running through my head". Pedro put his other arm around Franco "It is good to see you back here". Franco smiled "You still scared of my cousin?" he chuckled. "Me, yes and of you" Pedro replied smiling. "Your scared of Angelo?" Ben asked then clicked "Oh it's because of Ethan isn't it?" he said. Pedro looked at him "I like him and would like to get to know him better". "What's stopping you then?" Franco asked genuinely surprised by this. "Your cousin and you are built to destroy" Pedro laughed. Franco splashed water at him "Don't be daft Angelo is a softy under all that". "And you?" Pedro asked splashing him back. Franco sighed "Don't know, kind of lost at the moment" he replied sounding disheartened. Ben stood up and waded in the water "We need to find you both lovers" he said splashing them both. Pedro and Franco looked at each other then at Ben who was now beating a hastily retreat in the pool seeing them both heading towards him. He swam as fast as he could but Pedro was a very good swimmer and caught Ben before he could get away. Ethan dragged Stefan down to the pool leaving the rest of them sat on the outdoor sofas talking loudly, they jumped in hand in hand laughing. Ethan clamped his legs around Stefan who wrapped his arms around Ethan's body in a gentle bearhug, Ethan rested his head against Stefan's shoulder who initially was a little cautious about how close and intimate he was being. "I think I should let go of you, I don't want to upset Angelo" Stefan chuckled. Ethan looked at him "Oh he knows how I feel about you" he replied. Stefan waded deeper in to the water until only their heads showed above water "And how is that?" he asked. Ethan smiled "Oh you turn me on big time, your so sexy" he teased. Stefan shook his head "As sexy as you are Ethan I don't..." Ethan stopped him. "You think I am sexy" he cooed "Don't worry Stefan I only and will only have sex with Angelo, he is mine". Stefan smiled "And this is okay?". Ethan nodded "You must have noticed how close and comfortable we all are with each other?" he asked. "Yes" Stefan nodded "It feels a little strange sometimes" he replied. Ethan laughed "You should get use to it, it is just how we are and it keeps our friendships real". Stefan chuckled "Am I a friend, I thought I worked for you both?". Ethan looked at him "Sort of, you have become part of our family which is more than just a friend". "Ahh how very sweet of you" he said hugging Ethan tighter. "Sweet" Ethan laughed "Don't be fooled" he replied then kissed him on the lips "nice sensual lips you got". Stefan hugged him tighter again "I needed this today Ethan, thank you". "I suppose we should rescue Ben looks like he is in trouble" Ethan said nodding at calls for help Ben was making. They both swam over seeing Pedro holding Ben with his arms pinned by his side as Franco tortured his body by tickling and tweaking his nipples. Ethan told Stefan to take on Franco and he looked with a why the hell do I have take the muscled one on look. Stefan caught Franco by surprise and pulled him away. "Oh so your getting involved now are you" Franco said twisting trying to get out of Stefan's hold on him. Stefan laughed strangely turned on "Struggle all you like, you need to pick on someone your own size". Franco chuckled trying to prise the arms from around his body "You mean like you?" he teased him. "When your man enough" Stefan said laughing as Franco stopped struggling. Franco turned his head "You don't think I am man enough eh?" he began struggling again. Stefan held firm "Your going to be my bitch make no mistake about that" he said not sure where those words came from. Franco laughed "Oh no your going to be my bitch or you will suffer" he said beginning to prise the arms off him. Stefan knew he was beginning to loose control "Bring it on bitch" he replied abruptly letting go and swimming off. Franco gave chase he was not about to let Stefan have the last word, Angelo watched with a big grin on his face until Mark slapped him on the leg. Stefan run up the steps and around the pool behind the grotto but Franco was high tailing him, he dodged him and ran back out along the grass but realised he was running out of places to go. Franco caught him around the waist and wrestled him to the ground coming to a stop on top of Stefan they were both laughing and panting heavily as they began rolling around on the grass trying to get the upper hand on each other. Mark watched Angelo's face "I think Franco has met his match in more ways than one" he said to him. Angelo smiled "Hopefully" he replied. "I'm glad to see him like his" Dimitri joined in the conversation. Angelo looked apologetically at him "I'm sorry if that is upsetting you Dimitri". Dimitri smiled "No, it is nice to see him laughing again". "What about you?" Mark asked "I see you looking at Pedro". Dimitri looked ashamed "I'm sorry" he said with his Ukranian accent. Mark laughed "Pedro is a lovely guy but upset him and I will break your legs". "Mark!" Angelo said looking seriously at him "where the hell did that come from". Mark looked stunned "Sorry I didn't mean it to sound like that, just that I will if anyone upsets him". Angelo looked at Dimitri "They grew up together Dimitri, he is very protective of him". "Sorry Dimitri please don't be offended" Mark said biting his tongue. Dimitri smiled "I get it Mark, but at the moment I am not ready for anything". Mark smiled at him "I'm not saying no but tread carefully with him if you do fancy him". "Don't worry, our family is the same at protecting only we break legs and arms" Dimitri replied laughing. Stefan finally got back in control of Franco was laying there in fits of laughter, Stefan stood and walked off leaving him on he grass, he looked back at Franco and smiled who had the biggest grin on his face.