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🔥 hot story but can i ask if im correct in assuming everything turned out ok? did u ever find out what happened to the vid: was it an OF content or just for priv use? i'm assuming he didn't go on to try an blackmail you etc and if it did all turn out ok, did it feel that way at the time? was there panic and fear until inactivity doused it? was the initial lack of consent a turn on or a wtf am i doing w my life moment or possibly both? even "brutally fuck me for hours" could have been either heaven or hell depending on your mindset at the time. sorry for all the questions but i'm curious

i'd hooked up w him twice before so i knew the D was good and for whatever reason, dude was just my idea of a 10: mid 30s neither short nor tall, slim but fit, very handsome black guy with a sweet 10" cock, long but not too fat. he'd already bred me twice that day - after the second time i was able to cross item #1 off my bucket list when he stayed inside me for a min and slowly i could feel the warm flow of liquid up my ass, followed by a quick head rush as the chem piss took affect. laying there just enjoying all the feels - i was pleased to hear him say "my buddy wants to come over. i think you'll like this guy. he's got the fattest dick i've ever seen. what you think?" i quickly agreed as being shared by a dom top with his pal was another item on the list. then he advised i go push the piss out as it had been stewing inside me for a while. we showered and then he asked for a syringe which i actually had so he started preparing. told to get on the bed on all fours, he lubed my hole then inserted the syringe and i felt a squirt of warm liquid followed by another head rush. my first booty bump. cross another item off the bucket list. then i gave him his and he started opening up my hole with dildos of increasing size. his buddy arrived - a tall, formerly muscled out middle asked white guy w a big beer barrel gut and the thickest cock i've ever seen. we took turns trying to swallow this guy then my friend, usually a strict top but i guess the T was gettin to him, assumed the position. it was wild to see the guy i'd only known as topping me try to take big dick and i helped by working his nips and sucking his dick but i could tell he was struggling to take something this big. then he announced it was my turn and i felt a completely different kind of rutting. my friend usually fucks me so deep it's amazing but this guys fat cock starching my hole to the max gave a different focus as i enjoyed the sensations around my hole as he pumped in and out. then he abruptly said he had to bounce and i noticed for the first time just how frickin drunk this guy was. i can't belive he drove. heck i can't believe he could get it up that wasted. then my friend proceeded to fuck my stretched hole long and deep and deposited load number 3 deep into my guts. he then flipped me onto my back and proceeded to give me the best frickin head as i thought about how lucky i was to get 3 items crossed off the list all in one night.

i try to be very glass-half-full about it. apparently my city is better than most about still having a live scene. but it really is a shadow of its former self, slowly being killed in part by the apps. so i kinda have no choice than to also use the apps even tho i prefer the old ways. luckily ive been able to supplement things with member based group sex parties. but it really is generational. live i hook up more w guys my age. the apps attract younger users. at least in my area.

well, this is life in the modern world. it's great that i can have sex at my fingertips and this does expose me to all sorts of people i wouldn't normally meet. the flip side is: people need to stop treating other human beings like fucking products you're ordering online. stop talking like you're calling the complaint dept about your item arriving damaged or not the color you wanted etc sorry to be shady to millennials, but most of you seem to have the social skills of a bunch of homeschooled weirdos. and here's a rant: stop fucking asking for "stats". Math doesn't tell you shit.

lol you don't have to even name a city and the answer is yes. i was recently drooling over a hook up who was a very handsome poc and thus my idea of a 10, and said something stupid about him being able to pick and choose at which point he explained that it works both ways. i know this from my own experience where guys either think i'm gorgeous or fugly based on being a type.

oh honey, you really do know how to pick them 😜 honestly, if 28 isn't time to wisen up, when is?

just to recap what we know so far: - he's cute - he's black - he's a top -he's a cheater -he's a liar who has no problem stealthing a guy - he's controlling so.... 🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩😜

i can't think of anytime a guy in a sex club didn't say something. if they dump their load they usually remark on how good the ass felt. if they don't, they usually explain why, which is usually "too early in eve to cum, ill prob be back". even the 22yo who dumped two loads one right after the other had to go off about how that never happened before and how good it felt. or the one guy who bitched i was too tight and he doesn't do tight. just walking away w/out a word? are they psycho?

i moved here 12 years ago. for the past 10 i've had this friend i now call "straight Steve" not to get him confused with "gay Steve" who've i've known for a year. straight steve and i have gotten much closer over the years and he's really someone i can confide in and turn to for help and vice versa. we literally talk about sex but not in much detail esp. since his GF is also a close friend. gay steve and i tell each other many more "and this one time at band camp" sexcapade stories but the friendship also seems a bit forced at times as once my exhusband left i was shocked to find i had 0 gay friends locally so have been working hard to make some. i don't know if others my age find this, but i meet very few guys like me who came out during the scary reagan era. most of guys my age i meet didn't come out till after their kids went away to college. it sometimes makes for awkward interactions.

i like the thanks, see ya, or smack on the ass as it means they enjoyed themselves and may likely be back for more. the ones who just quickly rush out, no words, make me suspect they're overcome w guilt and regret. closet case self-hatred or young gays who think they can do better but horniness made them sink low and fuck a dad

yes but with regard to the pozzlng videos i can see why they choose the visual of cuming outside and then pushing it all in. i prefer the really verbal ones where they yell about how they're dumping their toxic load deep into the bottom's cunt. the worst are when they just grunt quietly for a second. you just fucking changed a guy's entire life and if i blink a second i miss the whole thing?

to be fair, Elvis being alive and an alien spaceship crashing in the desert, while highly unlikely, are actually possible. HIV not being deadly? it's literally been disproven by not only science but real life people dying. lots of them! we saw it with our own eyes. this is more like you're at a diner w a friend and a 90 yo elvis hobbles in w a walker and orders coffee and your friend is like "Elvis never existed. Graceland is a myth. the gov paid actors to play Elvis in the movies in order to control horny teenagers" 😜

i was 21 years with my ex husband, some of the very happiest years of my life. 3 years post divorce and im still heartbroken. but we didn't get match-made by doris fucking day in a pristine rose garden. i met him when he was a nameless dude trying to suck my cock in the steam room at the gym. stop ghosting guys you have sex with and trying to blame fucking grindr for your being single. it's an app. nothing more. you want a relationship, put the fucking work in.

there's all sorts of things i've done and enjoyed in real life that are a instant turn off in porn : mostly anything female, femme, trans, cd etc it's always whiny and fake in porn, even the fake boob jobs are an instant boner killer somehow whenever i go to jack off the porn has gotta be ott butch - pigs grunting in a leather dungeon or im out.

this is blowing my mind! i don't even stay in one spot very long. the longest i e ever lived in one city is 13 years and that's not including the various neighborhoods i move between. quite often my FBs are neighbors, someone i run into often by chance or someone who's a quick booty call away for those late nite "you up" texts. a few lasted 3-4 years but that's about it. plus there's always the "stuff" that gets in the way. one guy made a deal w his husband that they'd only do 3ways and he'd stop cheating. i dropped out at that point. i was friendly w the husband but not attracted to him. it was actually a bit creepy how much alike we were physically. another guy, i loved how passionate and intense the sex was, but he was a holyrolller always trying to pray the gay away and each hookup was literally him falling off the wagon like i was his crack pipe.

you're not alone when i first came here after my divorce with similar stories and desires, i spent a long time scrolling around and reading and taking everyone's stories in. that helped. for my own situation, all i can say is: post-trauma addiction left untreated only leads to worsening behavior. had i not been talking more openly w people about these desires, id most probably be poz and regretful as we speak. but that's just me. usually, as w me, it all really stems from unresolved issues from childhood abuse.

not just that, but gay porn became a huge public service network with not just a red warning at the start but often a big show was made of "look, i'm putting a condom on! i'm gonna fuck you so good!" etc

stop trying to make "gay culture" happen Gretchen" 😜 it's especially laughable in the context of gay porn, which is basically free based str8 male desire. putting aside the fact that most of them are "gay for pay" heteros, most gay porn is a an alpha male showcasing his dominance by using, abusing and tossing aside a beta. he rough fucks the bottoms, pisses on him, slaps him, calls him bitch and slut, breeds his cunt then loses all interest in him. it's all so fucking ott str8boi culture its laughable. let's not even get into "knock me up daddy!, make me pregnant w your toxic babies" lol one time i casually told my husband i'd read the same book at 20 and at 30 and had completely different views of it. years later he gave me a copy of the same book for my 40th bday because he listened and remembered and wanted to make me happy. now that's fucking GAY 😜

like most of society, they have greatly come around and been more and more accepting w each year that passes. when they all happily showed up to my wedding, that was a feel good moment. however.... even w my parents now gone, im really starting to face a sort of delayed reaction about just how f-ed up i am in the head from a childhood filled with unapologetic homophobia. it's like a delayed reaction, and post-trauma thriving only lasts x amount of years or something.

so how do you deal w it? i find its very, very common for white guys to ask as a conversation starter "so where are you from?" and its kinda become a trigger for me, partly because i feel like im being gaslit. they act like its just a normal friendly question but all i hear is "i don't even know how to talk to you until i know which race you are"

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hopefully nobody is a total anything! how boring ive tasted pussy, piss, ass and cum. i might have my favs but im glad i tried them all. i think the OP was just expressing online buyers remorse. you order something off the internet and when it arrives its nothing like you imagined. but ya gotta roll w the punches. i may statistically bottom more often but fucking masc str8 dudes w a wife at home is a particular delicacy imho. just some kid's dad beggin to be bred... 💦💦💦sublime! 😜

lol if you want to believe the USA is one big melting-pot love-fest where the average person's dinner party looks like a Beneton ad, knock yourself out. but statistics don't lie.

depends on the situation really. 1. i'd do whatever my dom told me to do 2. since it's a survey, im assuming i have a choice. also considering the pic i imagine this is at some sort of group party situation at which point i would def take the bowl and chug it down in one go to show the others im gangsta so dont bother holding back having your way w me 😜

all i can say is that no one gets to have it all. i too sometimes wondered if being slutty prevented me from finding love earlier but i think not. the two most significant relationships that have shaped my life both started out as random guys crushing me at the gym. when i married i was more than happy to get off the merry go round and settle down. but once divorced, although im glad i did what i did, the one regret i have is that i wasn't still whoring around during the marriage. if lightning does strike twice for me, i have a hard time believing i'd go back to monogamy