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I've often been surprised over the years how many guys cheat on their boyfriends or partners - and even more so by how many of them are willing to do it bareback. A few months ago I posted a story about an experience I had when I watched a friend in a committed relationship let two guys fuck him bareback and cum in his arse in a darkroom in Munich. A lot of people liked that story so I thought I would post a few more of the experiences I've had where the guy has been cheating on his boyfriend and some of the experiences when I cheated on my long term partner. For obvious reasons, I've changed all the names.... A couple of years ago I was invited to a friend's 40th birthday party in Scotland. I didn't think I would be able to go as I had to work but at the last minute I was able to get the time off. The friends I usually stay with has other people staying with them and they suggested that, rather than try to book a hotel at the last minute I could stay with friends of theirs, a couple named David and Ryan. I had met David and Ryan quite a few times although I didn't know either of them well. They belonged to a group of friends I knew had very strong views on things like monogamy and safe sex. I had heard this group of friends being very disapproving of cheating and even more so of barebacking. David especially had very strong views on all these things and was not slow to voice them. Ryan was quieter but generally seemed to agree with his partner. I travelled up early on the Saturday morning and arrived around lunch time. David and Ryan occupied a one bedroom flat and I was to sleep on a sofa bed in the living room. David was a bit of a bear, in his late 30s and his partner Ryan was a few years younger. We met some other friends for drinks in the afternoon and then got ready for the party in the evening which was being held at a hotel in the centre of town. It was a good party I enjoyed it. We got home quite late and I was in no rush to get up the next morning. Ryan and David were going out in the morning and then David was going to work in the afternoon and Ryan had offered to run me to the airport. I got up, had some breakfast and then had a shower. I was feeling really horny and began to play with myself in the shower. I knew Ryan and David wouldn't be back for a couple of hours so when I had finished showering I went on line to see if I could find someone for a quick local hook up. The first guy I chatted to was a twink who was up for being fucked and was happy to do it bb but was looking for someone nearer his own age. The next guy was Joel, a really fit mixed race guy in his early 30s who wanted a quick fuck on his way home from the gym and seemed genuinely interested in meeting up with me. He sent me pictures of his big thick cock and told me he wanted to fuck me and cum in my arse. I was really horny now - I hadn't been fucked for a while and I needed to be fucked and fucked hard. The problem was he had a partner and couldn't accommodate. I knew I shouldn't but I was just too horny - so I gave him the postcode of Ryan and David's flat and told him to text me when he was outside. About 20 minutes later he arrived and he was every bit as good looking as his pictures. I wasted no time in getting his pants down and soon his big thick cock was in my mouth. I sucked him for a while and then turned him around so that I could lick his arse. His hole was quite hairy and I pushed my tongue right up him. It was time to fuck and soon I was lubed and bent over the settee as Joel pushed his big thick cock right up my arse. It felt incredible - I had not had a cock that big up my arse for a while. He pushed his cock right up me and gave me a moment to get used to it before he began to fuck me slowly. It was the best fuck I'd had for a long time - he started slowly and then built up until he was banging my arse really hard with his big thick cock and I knew he was getting close. I knew I shouldn't really be doing this in Ryan and David's flat but I thought they wouldn't be back for another hour or so and figured they would never know. Joel was breathing heavily now and before long he pushed his cock right up my arse and held it there, groaning loudly as he pumped my arse full of cum. He seemed to cum for ages and then he slumped forward over me. It was then I realised we had an audience - Ryan and David were standing in the doorway. I could see from David's face that he wasn't happy and he turned away just as Joel started pulling out my arse. Ryan had also turned to leave but he looked back into the room just Joel pulled his cock out and then followed his partner into the kitchen. I had been caught with my pants down! When Joel had left I pulled my pants up and went into the kitchen and apologised. I said I hadn't meant to abuse their hospitality and I was sorry. David said "It's fine, forget it." I could see that he was far from happy though and the atmosphere was distinctly frosty as we had lunch together. After lunch David went off to work and, as I was starting to get my stuff together, Ryan came into the room. "You ok?" he said. I said I was fine and said "I'm sorry about earlier on." Ryan grinned and said "It's fine, really. David has very strong views on all that sort of thing - I'm a bit more liberal." He was silent for a moment and then said "Actually, I thought it was quite horny." I was looking out of the window as Ryan said "That guy wasn't wearing a condom, was he?" I said no he wasn't and Ryan grinned. He moved closer to me and soon his arms were round me and he was kissing my neck. "Do you like to fuck bareback?" he whispered and I nodded. His hands were on the waistband of my trousers now and, still kissing the back of my neck, he slowly pulled my trousers and pants down and bent me over the settee. I bent forward as I heard Ryan slip his pants down and soon his cock was pushing against my arse. I spread my legs and soon he was pushing up my cum filled arse. "Oh fuck..." he moaned as his cock went right up me and he began to fuck. I was beyond horny now - I had always thought Ryan was quite fit and I had never thought in a million years that I would end up bent over the settee with him fucking me bareback while his partner was at work. Ryan fucked me hard and fast and after a short time he told me he was going to cum. I told him to go for it and seconds later Ryan was shooting his cum deep into my arse. We were both out of breath when Ryan pulled out and he mopped his brow with his T shirt. He kissed me and then I went down on his cock and sucked him for a while. He pulled me up and kissed me again. I thought that would be us finished but soon his hand was on my cock again. "Do you like to fuck?" he asked. I nodded and he took me by the hand and led me into the bedroom. Soon he was kneeling up on the bed and my tongue was up his fit arse. I licked him for a while and then he passed me some lube. When he was lubed I pushed my cock against his hole and he moaned. My cock slid up him easily and I began fuck him bareback - right there on the bed he shared with his partner. He was moaning softly as I began to fuck him harder. I knew I wasn't going to last much longer and I told him I was going to cum in his arse. "Fuck yeah...." he moaned as I began to shoot what felt like a massive load of cum deep into his cheating arse. A little later, Ryan drove me to the airport and we swapped numbers. I have met up with Ryan a few times since and each time we've enjoyed some horny unprotected sex, with his boyfriend none the wiser. The next experience I had with a cheating guy was also in Scotland. I was staying in a hotel in the centre of Glasgow one Friday evening and I hooked up on line with a fit guy in his mid 30s. He was out drinking with colleagues after work and was horny to be fucked. When we were chatting he said I had to use a condom as he had a partner. When he turned up he was even better looking than his pictures suggested. He had come from work and was smartly dressed in a shirt and dark trousers - very horny! We sucked each other for a while and then I bent him over the bed and licked his arse. When it came time to fuck him he never mentioned condoms so I fucked him bb and shot a nice big load into him. Afterwards we chatted and he told me he had been with his partner for seven years. He said he had never cheated until a couple of years ago when his car had been off the road and he had to take the bus into the city to work. He had looked up the times, got up early and gone for the bus. A dark haired Polish guy with a tool bag was standing at the bus stop. He said he realised the guy was cruising him almost immediately and soon they were in a wooded area behind the bus stop and he was sucking the guy's cock. He ended up leaning against a tree with his pants down as the Polish guy fucked him bareback and shot a load of cum into his arse. He told me he had felt guilty but also really turned on - and about six months later he was staying in a hotel on business and got chatting to two guys at the bar and ended up going back to their room where they both fucked him and loaded up his arse. He said he tries to play safe when he cheats but every now and then he enjoys taking a load up his arse. I sucked him off and then he pulled up his pants and went off home to his partner - a big load of cum deep in his arse. Later that year I was at a friend's Christmas drinks party and I was introduced to a guy called Marek. We had a lot in common as we both worked in the same field and we got on well. I liked Marek a lot and I got the feeling he was interested in me. He told me his partner was away for the weekend visiting family and so he was flying solo. A little later we started chatting again and I was sure he was coming on to me. He lived not far from me and so I offered him a lift home. As we drove home one thing led to another and we ended up back at my house. Marek was not really my usual type, he was tall and thin, and very hairy. For some reason this turned me on and soon we were in my bedroom and I was sucking his cock. I sucked him for a while and then licked his hairy balls. I sucked his cock again and then turned him round so I could lick his arse. He had a really hairy hole and he loved me licking it. He was moaning and pushing his arse back into my face as I pushed my tongue as far up his hole as I could and he told me he didn't get that at home. He told me he really wanted me to fuck him but I would have to use a condom as he wanted to protect himself and his partner. I said I had run out of condoms but he said it was ok - he had one and he produced it. I didn't really want to use the condom but I did really want to fuck him so I put it on and pushed my cock up his arse. He was really tight and it took me a few minutes to get my cock right up him. I began to fuck him and, although I didn't really enjoy wearing the condom and wasn't sure I would be able to cum with it on, he was doing amazing things to my cock with his tight arse and soon I got into my stride and began to fuck him harder. I was really into it now - his arse was one of the tightest I had ever fucked and soon I was enjoying every minute of the fuck - it didn't feel like I was wearing a condom at all. We were both really into it now and soon I was shooting my cum into his arse. When I pulled out we both saw that the condom had split - it was completely wrecked. I hadn't cum for about seven days and I knew I had shot a really big load into him. We now both knew that big load had gone right up his arse. He looked shocked and really worried. After a few moments he shrugged and said "Oh well, I suppose these things happen." A little to my surprise, he told me his partner was a way for another few days and asked me if I fancied meeting up for lunch the following day. We met up, had a good lunch and ended up back at my house again. We kissed, sucked and rimmed each other until we were both horny to fuck and he knelt up on the bed. I waited for him to produce the condom and, realising what I was waiting for, he shrugged and said "Look, you've already cum up me once, you don't need to bother with a condom." I pushed my bare cock right up him and began to fuck. This fuck was even better than the first one and Marek also seemed to be even more into it. He was also more verbal - telling me to fuck him harder and moaning for me to cum in his arse. I shot another big load into him. I suspected from the fact that he had condoms with him that he had gone to the party with the intention of hooking up with someone. But I found it very horny that he had started off making sure he was protecting himself and his partner and had ended up fucking bareback and moaning for me to cum in his arse. Part 2 to follow

PART ONE I was on my way home at around 11pm from a music festival which was thankfully in walking distance from my place. I was pretty drunk and horny as well (often happens when I've had a few!) I knew there was a sex shop near my place and I thought I'd stop by & have a look at some dvd covers for my wank bank before heading home to my sleeping wife & baby child. I made my way past all of the dildos and other "aids" as I headed towards where the dvd's were kept. I looked through and while what was there was alright, it wasn't really appealing to me (everyone's streaming stuff I guess!) I was a bit shocked at the number of gay dvd's they had there but I guess they wanted to appeal to everyone. I started to make my way out of the store when I heard a guy in conversation with the woman behind the counter: "Do you have any amyl?" "No, there is another bookstore about 10 minutes walk away that might have it though" "Cool, thanks" Given I had some time up my sleeve I thought it couldn't hurt to see what the other store had, I didn't know there was one! I hurried after the guy. "Hey, I heard you talking to the cashier. Mind if I come with you?" "Not at all!" He replied, with a smile. He looked like he'd be in his mid-40s, was just under 6ft and seemed to be in pretty good shape. I'm 41, 6ft7 with an average body. "What brings you out tonight?" "Oh, been at a festival and a bit drunk & horny." I replied. "Hahaha, you don't necessarily need to be drunk to be horny! I was just looking for something extra." "Why? What does amyl do to you?" "Oh, it really loosens you up." Wow, that sounds good - I'd have to try it on the wife. She'd barely touched me since the boy had been born! "I might pick some up too then" I replied. "Oh, you're gay too then?" "Oh god, no. I'm married" "Ah, that's a shame. You're a cute guy" I smiled at the compliment, he was pretty handsome too. I'd never wanted to do anything with a guy but he was a good-looking guy. We soon got to the store and wandered past the now-common dildos & aids towards the counter at the back of the store. I soon saw though looking at the dvd's that it was a gay bookstore rather than one for both gay & straight customers. "Two bottles please" my new friend asked the cashier. "You still want one don't you Lee?" "Oh...um....yeah" I replied. I started to fish some money out of my pocket. "My shout," Rob replied. He handed me my bottle as we left the store and we walked down the lane next to the store. "Did you wanna try it now?" "Sure, why not?" I replied. "What if I try yours & then you can have the second bottle if I don't want it." "Oh, you'll want it", he replied. He opened the bottle & took two deep hits & handed it over, looking at me expectantly. "Just do what I did" I did as he said and the rush was immediate. I dunno if it was the poppers, the alcohol, or both but it hit me like a truck. Before I knew it, Rob had me pressed against the brick wall, his tongue pressing against my mouth. I was too horny to resist and my mouth opened for him as his hands moved down my body, one hand stroking my cock through my jeans & the other rubbing my ass. I started rubbing his cock through his pants in return END OF PART ONE

Friday evening after work I got fucked by a young Polish guy who was on his way to work night shift at the airport. I sucked his nice big cock, licked his hairy arse and then dropped my pants. He fucked me bent over the kitchen table - hard and fast - just what I needed. I ended up on my back on the table - he held my legs apart as he fucked me even harder and then shot a nice big load of Polish cum right into my arse. I'm in a real bottom mood at the moment - that's the third time I've been fucked and loaded up this week.

Part 21 - Simplcity Of Life Adam said goodbye to Ethan and Angelo at the college car park curious as to why they would be going shopping now instead of at the weekend, but his mind was also elsewhere as Tony and he would be having dinner with their parents to tell them the news. Adam had made it clear to Ethan that he was not to tell anyone until he got a text from him once their parents knew. Angelo and Ethan made quick work of getting their rings since both of them just liked plain bands, so within an hour of arriving they were driving back to Larchmont. Ethan was somewhat desperate to get the ring on his finger but Angelo held back and told him he wanted to do it officially at the Hampton's that weekend, Ethan was mildly curious at this suggestion but decided not to push and ask. It didn't feel strange to Ethan as he remembered those dreams he had walking along the beach with Angelo and in some way he knew that was when he knew he loved him. Ethan sent a text to his mother asking to use the house at the weekend and if they would drive down Saturday to join them, he wasn't really sure if they would agree but was surprised when she replied with yes and they would arrive Saturday afternoon. It would be a big gamble since the relationship with his father was on the mend but he didn't want them to find out any other way. Both Angelo and Ethan got simultaneous texts from Adam and Tony announcing they were to be married. Angelo shook his head laughing as Ethan revealed that Tony had proposed the same night Angelo did, the boys said they would pop around after dinner had finished. Angelo looked at Ethan and asked if they should also tell them their news to which Ethan agreed but not to take the spotlight away from them. Adam and Tony arrived around 8pm with Angelo and Ethan congratulating them both. Adam had a feeling underneath that they were not the only ones getting married. Adam walked in to the kitchen with Angelo "Well did you do the right thing?" he asked. Angelo turned and chuckled "Did you know Tony was going to ask you?" he threw back to Adam. "No, it came out of the blue. Stop changing the subject Angelo" Adam wagged his finger at him. Angelo winked and turned to get the drinks "What did you mean the right thing?" he replied. Adam walked over to him "You did didn't you?" he poked Angelo in the side. Angelo nodded over to the counter with the two ring boxes "Yes". "Tony" Adam shouted and waited for him and Ethan to arrive. "What's the matter?" Tony asked immediately spotting the ring boxes "Oh you two as well?" he exclaimed excitedly. Ethan walked over to Angelo and held his hand "Yes, he asked me last night but it's not official until the weekend". Tony looked confused "What is so special about the weekend?". "We are going to the Hamptons for the weekend, I want to propose properly on the beach" Angelo replied. Tony nodded "Oh" he replied then it clicked "Ah yes of course that makes sense it is where the magic happened". Ethan smiled since he never really knew that was when Angelo had really and totally fallen in love with him. Thankfully tomorrow was Friday and half day for lectures but Angelo had to work until 5pm so they would drive down once he arrived back home. Adam and Tony left after a couple of hours and Ethan sat on the bed watching Angelo as he changed the dressing on his wound. "It looks almost healed over" Angelo said as he finished taping the covering down. Ethan smiled "Do you think I will have a scar?". Angelo looked him in the eye "Not sure, it may leave a mark or it may not" he looked down at the floor. Ethan could see he was a little upset over it still "Don't beat yourself up over this Angelo". Ethan slipped on to the floor kneeling in front of Angelo, he ran his hands along those beautifully tattooed arms and around his biceps. Angelo raised his head and looked as Ethan's hands ran across his shoulders and neck, Ethan cupped Angelo face and kissed him lightly on the lips 'Make love to me Angelo' he whispered. Angelo's mouth closed in on Ethan's and he felt the strong arms of Angelo wrap around his body and lift him effortlessly in to the air and slowly lowered on to the bed still firmly held by Angelo. Friday was just another morning of lectures and assignments, Adam and Ethan left the class and walked over towards the parking lot when Ben called out to Ethan. Adam turned to see Ben had stopped walking and loitered to see if Ethan would come over, he never expected Adam to walk over as well and contemplated weather to turn and go in the opposite direction. The smile on Adam's face told him to wait and see what happened. "How are you Ben?" Adam asked as he got closer. Ben looked at him trying to gauge if Ethan said anything "I'm okay" he replied nervously. "You ran off yesterday before we had chance to talk properly" Ethan said standing beside Adam. Ben looked down "Yeah sorry about that" he looked up at both of them. "Do you want to go somewhere quiet and talk?" Adam asked him. "Let's go and find a quiet table in the cafeteria" Ethan suggested and Ben nodded. The cafeteria was pretty deserted and they took a table in the far corner away from anyone else, Ben still looked nervous as they approached the table so Adam put his arm on his shoulder and spoke quietly to him 'No one will judge you Ben whatever you have to say'. Ben gave a nervous smile as he looked at Adam and sat down. At 19 Ben was slightly taller than Ethan with mousy brown hair and a slim trimmed body, no where near as muscular as Ethan since Ben didn't work out like he did. But Ben did have a very attractive face and the on the whole was actually a very decent kind person. Ben watched Ethan sit down "You are working out Ethan?" motioning to his now defined biceps. "Yes with Adam and Angelo" Ethan replied. Ben looked quiestioningly at Ethan "Angelo?" he asked. Ethan smiled "Yes my partner". Ben nodded "Explains why you are so happy I guess" he said looking down. Ethan looked at Adam "It was pure luck we met, he is a bit older than me but we love each other". "Oh I see" Ben continued looking down. Ethan could see Ben was nervous "Ben is there something on your mind?" Ben quickly looked up at them both "I..." he broke down and began to cry in front of them. Adam quickly went round and put his arm around him "It's okay Ben, you can tell us". Ethan had to know "Ben" he spoke quietly "Are you gay?" he asked him outright. Ben nodded "It has" he stopped and cleared his throat "been so hard watching you Ethan". Ethan glanced at Adam "Is that why you reacted like you did?" he asked. Ben nodded again "Can you forgive me?" he looked up at Ethan with his tear streaked face. "Not in this state Ben, don't be afraid of you, Adam and I will be here to help" he said looking to Adam. Adam hugged Ben tighter "We will help all we can Ben". It took a few minutes for Ben to calm down and be able to hold a proper conversation with Ethan and Adam, it was almost as if they continued where they finished all those months back before any bad words were spoken. But now Ben had crossed that threshold and he showed relief across his face and opened up more about how he only really knew after Ethan came out. Adam had to nudge Ethan at 3pm to remind him where he had to be, they said their goodbyes to Ben and headed off to Larchmont. Their conversation completely taken up about Ben which continued as they sat in the kitchen waiting for Angelo to come home. Adam kissed them both goodbye as he set out for home whilst Ethan and Angelo set off for the Hamptons, it was a long tedious drive but they eventually arrived by 8pm. Ethan told Angelo about his conversation with Ben during the drive, Angelo listened intently questioning if he felt he could forgive him for how he behaved. Angelo also made the suggestion that they have a small celebration party the following weekend with a few friends and to invite Ben over as a peace offering. Ethan smiled and said it would be a nice gesture, he gaze turned to the house as the car pulled up in to the driveway. He helped Angelo in the kitchen as they whipped up a supper, for this late September evening it was warm enough to eat outside on the veranda. After they cleaned up they left the house and climbed down the steps on to the beach and walked hand in hand for several minutes, finally Angelo stopped and turned Ethan to face him, he slipped on to one knee and looked up at Ethan. "Ethan, this is where I knew I had fallen completely in love with you, will you marry me?" Ethan nodded "Yes" he replied as Angelo slipped the ring on his finger and stood up to kiss him. Ethan then went on one knee "Angelo I love you and want to spend my life with you, will you marry me?". Angelo looked up at Ethan "Yes" and so Ethan slipped the ring on his finger and knelt down to kiss Angelo. Ethan suddenly laughed "This is weird, is it really happening?" he looked to Angelo. Angelo put his arm around Ethan's shoulder "Strange isn't it, but yes it is, are you worried?". Ethan shook his head "No, but then I never thought I would fall so crazily in love with someone". "You do realise your going to have to meet my whole family now?" Angelo chuckled. Ethan looked up at him "Oh of course, I forgot all about our families. Will they like me?". Angelo smiled "My sister does and that is a good indication. It's your parents and mostly Jack I am worried about". "Yes, they won't be happy about it that is for sure" Ethan replied kicking sand with his feet. Angelo stared out to sea "We will find out soon enough. What if they don't approve?". Ethan stopped walking "They will have to Angelo, I won't change my mind about you no matter what". Angelo looked at Ethan "I really want and need you by my side, but I thought I had ruined everything between us". Ethan patted Angelo's ass "No, if anything it made me realise how much loosing you would hurt me inside". They stood up and walked slowly along the beach back to the house and had an early night. The day light streamed in through the bedroom window as Ethan stirred in Angelo's arms, he let out a loving sigh and snuggled up closer smiling, this was his favourite place to be. He couldn't explain or understand why he loved being with Angelo it was as though his whole life was meant to be here with him. Angelo caressed Ethan's back and kissed him lightly 'We should get up' he whispered. Ethan pulled Angelo on top of him and kissed him with such energetic passion it caught Angelo off guard but he loved it. Angelo pulled away and licked the tip of Ethan's nose "What was that for?". "To show how much I love and want you" Ethan replied escaping from underneath him. Angelo sprung out of bed and looked out across the beach "We might be in for a nice day". "We can do lunch outside then. Speaking of which my parents will be here in a couple of hours" Ethan exclaimed. Angelo came out of the shower and looked at Ethan sitting on the bed in contemplation, he knew there was certain concern about his parents reaction, he stood up smiled and finished drying himself off. Angelo walked over towards him and ran his hands up and down Ethan's arms kissing his neck as he did so. "You get sexier every time I look at you" Angelo whispered in his ear. Ethan pushed back and rubbed his ass against Angelo's cock "Whatever happens today, I choose you". Angelo turned Ethan and kissed him and cupped his face "Ready?" he asked looking him in the eye. Ethan nodded and kissed Angelo back "Here goes everything". The sun was still shining with very little wind making the day just comfortable to sit outside, Ethan sat looking out at the beach drinking a soda when he heard his parents car pull up. As he stood he heard the unmistakable voice of his sister accompanying them. Ethan went to the front of the house and ran up to hug his sister who was just as excited to see him, he kissed his mother and father. "You didn't tell me you were bringing Sofie" he said putting his arm around his sister. Ellie Walked up the steps to the house "Well she knows enough and she wanted to come". Jack pulled their bags out of the car "How are you Ethan?" he asked. "Good, college is going well" Ethan replied hoping this is what his father meant. Jack walked toward the stairs "No, how are you really?". Ethan watched Sofie get her bag from the car "Very happy if that is what you mean" he replied. "Don't mind him Ethan, he is coming around to it, he talks a lot more about you and Angelo" Sofie responded. Ethan hugged Sofie again "I hear you are quite popular at school nowadays" he said as they turned to go up the steps. "Yeah, well having a gay brother helps and mother being at the top of the social standing" Sofie laughed. Ellie walked in to the kitchen "Hello Angelo nice to see you" she walked over and kissed him on the cheek. Jack followed her in "Angelo, good to see you" holding out his hand. Angelo shook it "Jack how are you keeping?" he asked watching Jack carefully and keeping his ring out of view. "Oh you know, busy. But I hear you are getting new companies signing up?" Jack said knowingly. Angelo laughed "Nothing gets by you Jack, yes Raffa showed a few people the software they had implemented". Jack smiled "Good for you Angelo, if you need any legal help.. well you know". "Thanks Jack I may take you up on that as I have 3 companies wanting the software and I need help" Angelo replied. Ethan walked in with Sofie "Angelo this is my sister Sofie" he said. Sofie looked at Angelo "Wow, eh, hello" she became all flustered seeing him in the flesh for the first time. "Hello Sofie, can I get you all a drink?" Angelo asked. Sofie pulled Ethan in the lounge "Hell Ethan I heard he was sexy but my god, the girls are going to be jealous". Ethan laughed "I suppose you are going to want a picture of him as proof" he said patting her head. Sofie smiled "You and him together, you are changing and getting fit as well, gay life suits you". Ethan laughed so hard he had to bend over, he loved having his sister around him and she was growing up to be quite a forthright person who spoke her mind, in some ways he often thought she was more worldly than all of them. They all sat there on the veranda dinking coffee and red wine as the sun moved through the sky, Ethan and Sofie were allowed a small glass of wine with dinner as well, talk was light hearted and switched to all types of subjects. Angelo couldn't help but notice how much at ease Jack had become and how very relaxed he was about Angelo and Ethan being together, it was only after Sofie went inside to watch her favourite tv soap programme that Ethan decided now was the time, he looked at Angelo as if he was giving him an invisible signal. "So there is a reason why we both wanted you to come down here with us" Ethan said during a pause in the conversation. Ellie looked at Ethan and Angelo "I hope your not going to drop a bombshell" she said leaning forward in her chair. Ethan looked at Angelo "Well it depends... Angelo has asked me to marry him and I have said yes" quietness prevailed. Jack sat stunned for a moment "Hold on Ethan your only 18, have your whole life ahead of you and it is rather quick". "I know father and my life will go on but with Angelo by my side" Ethan said remaining calm. Ellie smiled "Well I think it is great news, I can see how much love you have for each other" she said. Jack shook his head "I'm sorry, I have seen how much Angelo loves you, I shouldn't be surprised by this". Angelo considered Jack for a moment "It is a bit strange, but we do want your blessing". Jack looked at Ellie who was smiling then at Angelo "You do realise she is now making plans" pointing to Ellie. Ethan laughed "Of course mother is, but there is Angelo's family as well to consider" he waved to his mother. Ellie chuckled "Gay wedding I may need Sandra's help on this, oh society party of the year, nailed it". Although Ellie rambled on about how lovely and gay the wedding could be, she was throwing suggestion after suggestion at Ethan and Angelo. Ethan just sat there nodding and smiling then shaking his head saying no to everything she was dreaming of. Angelo amused but also shocked that this was going to end up as New York State's wedding of the year. Jack sat in silence for a few minutes turning over in his head the news Ethan had just sprung on them, he knew deep down that all the will the fight this would not go well. On the flip side he had been having a much better relationship with Ethan and he did love Angelo in his own little way. "This is all very well Ellie, Ellie enough talk about planning this for now" Jack stopped her ramblings. Ellie turned to Jack "What oh, yes" she stopped thinking and came back to the table. Jack looked at Angelo "When are you looking to do this?" he asked. Angelo smiled at Jack "I don't know Jack, probably summer next year or Christmas next year, we are in no rush". Jack nodded and looked at Ethan and Angelo "You have our blessing and support". Ethan sat stunned at his fathers acceptance "Thank you father, it means a lot". Jack looked at Ethan "I just want you to be happy with your choices Ethan". Jack and Angelo hugged and spoke for some time outside whilst Ellie and Ethan broke the news to Sofie, she sat there and laughed replying I knew all along and saw you both wearing rings when we arrived. The rest of the day went by in a pretty normal way from Ethan's point of view and as the family unit was back to normal but with two differences, Angelo being the first and Jack actually being more open and affectionate with Ethan. By Sunday afternoon they left the Hamptons and headed back home as Monday would be a normal work and college day. Somewhat nervously Ethan was dreading Wednesday evening as he would be having dinner with Angelo's family. Ethan collapsed on the sofa when they finally got home, grateful it was just the two of them. Angelo joined him and they cuddled up to each other mindlessly chatting and going over the weekend events. Ethan's phone sounded a text message and he shuffled around to look and smiled. "What is it?" Angelo asked stroking Ethan's back. "Ben, has confirmed he will come to the party on Saturday" Ethan responded putting his phone down. Angelo looked at him "I'm glad you patched things up with him, strange the way things work out". "Yes, just have to get through Wednesday evening" Ethan rolled on to his back. Angelo laughed "Are you worried?". "No, probably more nervous then anything" Ethan replied looking up at the ceiling. Angelo stroked his head "Don't be. Mark will pick you up and bring you to the office". Ethan propped his head up "Really, it will be good to see him again". Angelo laughed and rubbed his head "You know if you weren't with me he would be dating you by now". "I thought he was sort of straight". Ethan chuckled. "The right guy or girl has never come along for him so he keeps his options open" Angelo replied. Ethan sat up "Can I ask, did you and he ever you know?". Angelo looked at him "No, we have kissed but it's similar to your friendship with Adam". "Did it never happen owing to you being poz?" Ethan asked unsure why he even asked "Sorry forget that". Angelo smiled "No that was not it, anyway Mark is poz, that is how we first met". Ethan shuffled around to face Angelo "Now I am confused". "Mark was at the clinic having a breakdown when he found out, I just happened to be the shoulder" Angelo explained. Ethan nodded "Oh right". Angelo continued "He fooled around in a threesome with his ex girlfriend, the other guy was poz, well you can guess the rest". "How awful for him" Ethan had a sad look on his face "And that is how you became so close and help each other?". Angelo nodded "Yes, circumstances how we met and a strange affection for each other". Ethan and Adam arrive at college on Monday morning and Adam got out of the car and looked at Ethan asking if he was keeping the ring on, Ethan smiled and nodded. He was facing a new life and didn't want to start it out by hiding any more. Franco came over as soon as he spotted them in the cafeteria and gave Ethan a hug and telling him not to worry about the family dinner, he did warn him there would be a lot of people and it would be noisy but to just be the person Angelo fell in love with and the family will love him. Ben appeared and casually walked over to where Ethan was sitting but still very cautious about Franco sitting there. "Ben" Adam called out beckoning him over. "Hi" Ben said as he took a seat next to Franco. Ethan smiled at Ben "Morning, great that you can come on Saturday" he enthused. "Oh yes, my mother will drop me off and pick me up" Ben replied a little hesitantly. Ethan knew something was amiss "Ben, have you told your mother yet?". Ben shook his head "Please don't say anything, I know you don't owe me that but I haven't figured things out yet". Adam tutted "Do we need to find you someone Ben?" "What er no" Ben had a horrified look on his face. Franco laughed "Shame my cousin is getting married otherwise he would have broken you in" he nodded in Ethan's direction. Ben nearly choked on his coffee "Is that what he did to you" looking at Ethan with his eyes open wide. Ethan chuckled "Yes, I went to the bathhouse on my 18th to experiment and fell in to Angelo's arms". Ben blushed a little "Wow, I don't think I am kind of ready for any of that to happen". Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday just went by like a dream with several students picking up on Ethan wearing an engagement band on his finger and asking questions. He heaved a huge sigh of relief that Wednesday afternoon as Adam was driving them both home, he would have to be quick and change as Mark would be picking him up at 5pm.

Had such a great weekend taking countless of loads, maybe I’ll try and write it down but for now the bf and I are heading for the spa to relax, me being with a very satisfied pussy ?

I've been out of town for a few days and staying in the frozen wasteland of the upper-midwest to help family. This town overall is nice, but has absolutely no nightlife worth speaking of. Maybe a hotel bar or two, but no gay bars. The primary industry here does attract a LOT of travelers, but not too many that are actively looking for sex sadly. Looking at GRINDR & Scruff half the profiles are faceless, with only an age at most, and seem to be from bi/str8 guys. A lot of scruff profiles have the new-leaf symbol so I think a lot of the locals delete the app after it fills their needs. Also, almost EVERYONE is looking for safe sex according to their profiles. That being said I have had a few fun encounters over the past few days: 1 - First night in town I invited a younger bear with a faceless grindr profile over. He sent me a pic of a nice fat cock. Never asked for condoms. did ask about lube, and I thought I wouldn't push it. He shows up, I suck him, he lies on the bed, and i drop my ass raw on his cock. No objection and he dumps his load fast enough. 2 - This younger latino guy sends me a ton of cock shots, nice looking cock, and of course he's looking for safer. I'm at lunch with a member of my group when he messages the cock shots. In the evening when I'm free, forget about sex here after 10 PM, he shows up. His messages include asking me about condoms, so I leave a couple out in view. He's a cute guy, his cock is of average size and he likes to force-face-fuck. When he has me bend over, he shoves is raw cock in my ass and pounds like it's the end of the world. A few minutes in he stops, and pulls a condom out of his pants! He puts it on quickly and starts fucking me jack-rabbit style again. I play with it hoping it'll slide down, or he'll stop to take it off, but he shoots a load before any of that comes up. He pulls out and makes a comment about that being why he wore a condom (pointing at the load which isn't too much) and asks where to discard it. I take it from him and after he leaves made sure what little cum is inside is in me. 3 - Next I had a bi guy hitting on me off of adam, and against my better judgement I agreed for this condom wearing top to drop by. We make out, he is really not my type, and we start going to town on oral. I'm on my back and he makes a comment about wanting to bareback me for the first time. He teases my hole, thinks about it, teases hole and finally shoves inside of me. He fucks me hard and fast, and pulls out to cum in his hand, cock pointed at my hole so I get a few drops in. I try my best to get some more of his cum in my ass. 4 & 5 - I had been chatting with two guys online, both had nice cocks. One wanted to fuck, one just wanted me to suck etc. I told the second one I wanted to get fucked and he seemed open about it. The first guy had a 8/.5" cock according to his profile, and I invited him over first. The second guy I told I was already taken, and he asked about a group. The other guy agreed (so much easier here for that at least) and eventually they make their way here. It's at this point I discover the hotel locks the door at 10 PM and have to go down to let them in. Overall a great fuck from the big dick top, the less big top who wanted oral does slide in raw, and for over an hour I'm working on these two guys. Both say condom on their profile, both fucked raw. Will see how these last couple days go. Tonight is a dud, but I am optimistic about tomorrow!

If it turns you on and it is what you want, go for it. I think he sounds like an abusive, controlling asshole.

Chris looked me in the eye and whatever he saw made him smile. Not a kind smile but at evil grin that sent shivers down my smile. He said before I give you this slam I want to remind you of our conversation. You said that you wanted to be slammed with an unspecified amount of t. Well as you can see I have a loaded point but I am the only one who knows how much is in it. You then said you wanted to have a massive cock then rammed into your hole balls deep in one movement whilst you were still rushing. We'll here we have a slight problem where you were not very specific. Massive. Does that mean length, girth or both. So we have had to make this decision for you. You see we are all over 9 inches long. One or two very much over. The others are thick so we have covered all areas. After you have been rammed full of cock you want then to have another cock rammed up your hole. Again you have not been very specific so we are going to make this decision for you. That's you emails in a nut shell. So let's not waste any more time. Chris then addressed the others. I am going to lay on the mat and the three of you are going to hold Tony over my cock. I will then slam him and as he rushing you will then drop him right on to my solid 13 inches and just in case it meets some resistance you will push down on his shoulders. After that one of you will climb up behind him and join me in his hole. Chris went over to the mat and gave himself an injection into the base of his cock. Although he was already rock hard thinking about splitting the boy in half he wanted to remain that way. The others untied Tony and carried him over to where I was laying. They got hin in position so he was squatting with the tip of my cock at his hole. I tied of his arm and found a vein and proceeded to gime him a point 5 slam. Before I pulled of the tournaquet I layed back. The look of fear, excitement in Tony's eyes was magical but he still had not said a word. I pulled of the band and the rush was instantaneous. His chest heaved his eyes became unfocused and he started to cough. If that was not enough for his brain to compute the other guys pulled his legs out straight and he fell like a sack of spuds onto my throbbing cock. There was no need for them to push him down. I had gone balls deep under his own weight ripping through both splincters. Tony's eyes shot open and he let at a gut curdling scream which only made my cock pulse more deep inside him. Before he had time to get use to the intrusion I grabbed hold of him and held him against my chest. Gavin climbed up behind him and aimed his rock solid cock which was just as long as mine but thicker at the target. He then started to push. Tony started to protest. He tried to wiggle free but he was no match for the four of us in his drug fuelled state. Gavin applied a lot of pressure and just when it was looking impossible des placed some poppers under Tony's nose. The surprise of it was all it took as they took hold gavins cock breached the target and like me he pushed till he was balls deep. I could feel his cock riding along mine. It was all a snug fit but we would soon sort that out. Tony was just sobbing and was Trying to say something which was not understandable. It did not matter what he said this was our time. This was giving him back some of the time he had wasted over the last few months stringing us all along. I slowly pulled my cock out till could feel it pass the second splincter and the started to push it back in. As I was pushing in Gavin was pulling out. We went slowly at first. Not for Tony's sake but so we could get into some sort of rhythm. We continued to build up speed until me were both pulling out and ramming our cocks back into him as far as they would go. All Tony could do was babble on about something or other but none of us were listening. We fucked him senseless for about 30 minutes and then I felt my balls begin to tighten. I looked at Gavin. He gave me that look which meant he was close too and if it had been choreographed we both ploughed in one more time and fired our loads deep inside Tony's guts. Tony sensed we had cum and seemed to relax a bit as we both began to pull out of his stretched hole. Both our cocks were covered in pink tinged goo. I layed Tony on his back with his legs up in the air. Des replaced me and I could see his beer can dick aimed at Tony's destroyed hole. Des had sprinkled his cock liberally with some Tina and there was a large shard hanging out of his cock eye. He smiled at me and without any ceremony he plunged deep into the waiting hole. Although it had been stretched it still caused Tony to scream out load. Des held his cock balls deep inside rhe hole and he could feel the change as the chrytal meth was dissolving as Tony's high intensified isaw Stephen step up dehind des and aim his cock. Again this was a beer van cock. We had decided at the start to have the two long cocks together and then the two thick cocks together in order that we could give Tony the maximum feelings all the time. How considerate of us? Stephen lined up and I placed some poppers under Tony's nose. He inhaled deeply but he was flying real high by now as the Tina was well into his system. Stephen pushed in and with some considerable force and another massive scream from Paul he was in. They fucked differently to me and Gavin. Instead of pulling out one at a time they pulled out together and plunged in together maintaining maximum stretch all the time. They fucked him like this hor just shy of 40 minutes and it was des that started to shoot his load first which triggered Stephen to let loose with his contribution. They both looked at each other and I one quick movement they yanked both of there cocks out together causing their hot cum to fire all over the place. Tony let out a scream and tried to crawl away but he was going no where. His hole was leaking our 4 loads and they were very red. I dipped my fingers into his hole and then put them in Tony's mouth. He suckled them like a baby. We all fucked Tony 2more times each so he received every permeation of cock we could give. Then we put him in a cage to rest whilst we went to get something to eat. One of his fantasies was filled. 3 more to go. It was Stephens turn next to start the ball rolling as Tony wanted to try being fisted. This was Stephens speciality and one we all wanted to watch

Was cruising online for someone interesting to chat with and hopefully, more. Within a couple of minutes of logging in I get a message from XX. His profile shows that he is 27 and a top. Hmm. Obligatory picture of a very nice looking semi-hard uncut cock with a drop of precum. Well THAT made my cock twitch. Lots of things going on in that picture. Cock was only half hard and already showed a very hefty girth. The drop of precum was a work of art in itself. He had snapped the picture as the big drop was getting ready to separate from his pisshole. So it was all bunched up in a big drop at the bottom and a thin wire of precum connected it to his hole. Fucking perfect timing. But of course, the part that made me drool the most was the thick fold of foreskin. His skin was slightly pulled back on the thick head. It was clear that there would be enough to easily pull it gently forward with my tongue and/or teeth. Oh man, that skin looked absolutely delicious. "Hey dude... you've got some nice pics on your profile there. Would love to see the privates. I'm guessing they must really be hot base on the regular profile pics.". Wow. I'm impressed already. Complete sentences also turn me on. Compliments always turn me on. Grin. I replied "Thanks for the compliments. You've made my day!!" I heard a ping and there was a message from his profile unlocking his private pics. He was a handsome blond dude with a killer body and of course, this big uncut cock. His ass were just two globes of muscle. First thought? Scammer and/or rent boy looking for business. Almost as if he read my mind somehow through the universe, he sent a message and said "And yes, those are me. I have a thing for older men. I find they are more experienced and sometimes like to take a lot longer when playing. And I'm not a rent boy". Wow. That was weird. LOL. So I sent a message opening my privates and went back to re-reading his profile about likes and hobbies and stuff. Grin. He had listed that he enjoyed ass play, rimming, oral, jerking and fucking. He was 'curious' about watersports, fisting, leather wear and toy play. Oh, and he loved verbal and role play. This mirrored a lot of my same interests, The only drawback? He only played safe. I've mentioned in other posts, I only fuck raw and unless I could convince him otherwise, it seemed like a waste of time to me to pursue this any further. I thought about my options quickly - it was getting late - I would end up likely riding one of my toys and stroking off a load to some porn... so why not see if he at least wanted to come over for some suck action.... it would be nice to suck on a big uncut cock while riding one of my toys. So I sent him a chat and said "I'm almost ready to give up here tonight and was gonna call it - until I saw your message. If you are in fact real and interested in some older/younger play - I'm open to hosting. I have a rim chair and a massage table. Lots of toys. Lots of hot porn of every type. Let me know if you're interested. I am!". He replied back immediately and asked if I lived alone? was I an ax murderer? and where did I live? All the important questions. Grin. I gave him my address and he replied he could be there in 30 minutes or less and I gave him a thumbs up. I headed to the shower and got myself all cleaned up and slipped on a black leather jock that ties up the front, and one of my leather harnesses. I finished off by putting my leather wrist cuffs on and snapping them into place. I lubed up my cock ring/ball lifter and slipped a silicon prostate probe into my hole and headed downstairs. I figured I'd throw on some raw porn to gauge his reaction to the screenplay. Hopefully, I could talk him into sinking that fat uncut dick into my tight hole instead of into a rubber. I had a good feeling about this weird vibe I had picked up while we chatted. The bell rang and I opened it up to see that his pictured only lied a little - he looked WAY better in person. "Chad" he said as he reached out to shake my hand, then smiled and pulled me into a quick hug. "Nice leather man.. you've got me chubbin' up already" he murmured. I had already poured a large ice water for him, which he gratefully accepted. He took a long pull on the water, then put it on the table. His blue eyes were twinkling and he had a little half smile on his face as he pulled his shirt over his head and reached down to undo his pants. He looked straight at me as he undid the button and started to slowly slide the zipper down. I could see the base of that fat dick peeking out from his pants. He was running commando. Nice. I reached over and took his hand and stopped it from sliding down any further. He looked confused for just a second, but got the picture immediately when I slid to my knees and pushed his hand away totally. "I need to tell you that I am poz and undetectable buddy. I only play safe. Are you ok with that?" I looked up at him again and said "Ya dude, I only fuck raw - not a big fan of condoms, so I'm happy to suck your cock and vice versa. I have some toys we can play with as well. But, I should tell you I lived with a poz undetectable partner for 12 years. We fucked raw all the time. I've been on PrEP for year and I get regular testing done. So, I'm just puttin' it out there. I'm OK with taking your poz load. It's up to you. Let's just play a little and see how it goes". I put my finger across my lips in the classic 'shh' sign and leaned forward. He didn't say anything as I looked up at him and reached around and slowly slid the pants over his hips and down just below his balls. They were smooth and hung low over the jean fabric, so I leaned forward and took both of them gently into my mouth. First the left. And a moan from above. Then the right. And another moan. I licked his balls gently, and his watched his cock throbbing and growing just inches from my face. I looked up his body from my position at his balls and could see a firm belly, a nice set of pecs with hard nipples and a hunky young guy with his head thrown back and eyes closed. I pulled back off his balls and stared at the throbbing head right in front of me. He was already oozing precum. His profile picture came to mind right away and made my cock twitch in my jock. I held the base of his cock and looked up, waiting long enough for him to wonder what was going on. Sure enough, about 5 seconds later, he gazed down at me with those bright blue eyes and I made sure he saw me lean forward and lick the precum off the end of his hardening cock. He sucked in air, as I gently licked and suckled all around his dripping pisshole. Once again, I made sure I had a solid grip on the thick base and I tilted the head down just a little to the horizontal. He groaned again and I felt his body tense up. Then I took the foreskin of his cock and slid it back across the head of his dick... with my tongue and lips. He actually twitched two or three times, so I waited with just a couple of inches in my mouth. Licking. Licking the head. Licking the skin. Not taking anything deeper. Licking. Like a lot of uncut guys, his head was sensitive to my ministrations. But, I also gauge quickly how much an uncut guy likes pressure on his head or not. Like me, XX loved to have his cock head sucked slow and alternating between a long 10 second suction, followed by a quick release. I could hear his cock head pop every time I let it go. And it just kept getting bigger and harder and redder. So I pulled the skin right back and down the top part of his cock and really gave his cock head a good tongue lashing. He reached down gently and help my head with both hands, offering me encouragement. Just holding my head in his hands while I bobbed up and down on that big cock. It's all about perspective in pictures. His cock looked great in the profile pic. But until I saw it up close and personal - I had no idea how big it really was. I held his cock up and licked from the base of his balls to the top of his head. Up and down. Engulfing his head ever few trips. He just kept my shaved head in his hands and stroked my smooth skin. All the while, he was prattling away in a husky voice "Oh ya man, suck my cock and make it hard. Fuck, you know what you are doing. Ya, lick and bite my foreskin man. Stick your tongue under it and stretch it." It was nice to get direction and confirmation from him. His verbal patter was very hot. "Oh man, I love an older dude with a shaved head and some silver on his chest. The smooth dome really turned my crank when I saw your pictures dude. I love what you are doing with your mouth and tongue." I took some time to start working that big cock down my throat. A little bit at a time. It had to be a good 9 inches. It had to be. But it was shaped absolutely perfect for my throat. And I could tell he was enjoying my oral skills. I would go down and work my throat onto his dick slow. Stop while he was deep and squeeze my throat a few times. Listen to hear him groan and feel the slight pressure on the back of my head to keep going. And I would pull off slowly while being sure to leave lots of spit and throat juice on his dick. Then I would slowly stroke all those juices up and down his cock while I jerked him very slowly, making sure to stretch the skin over his cock head on the stroke up and slowly pull it back onto his cock on the way down. Every time the foreskin slid up or down his cockhead, he twitched. "Fucker. You really know how to work an uncut cock man. That is driving me crazy. I am rock hard dude. That is amazing". He didn't need to tell me he was rock hard. That dick was a monster. Wet, juicy and rock fucking hard. Wow. I told him to hand on a minute, and reached over and grabbed a big dildo from a box I had left by the couch. His eyes flashed briefly and he said "Wow. That is a gorgeous looking cock there man. What's the plan?" I lubed the dildo up slowly in front of him, and then reached back and lubed my hole up generously and slowly sat down on the 'fake' cock. It was a lot like the 'real' one in front me, In fact, I knew it was a 9" toy when I bought it. I grasped his cock at the base again and pulled it down towards my mouth and looked up at him as I slowly rode up and down on the big rubber dick. "It's a 9" toy that I like to ride while sucking a big cock like yours XX." He smiled and said "Nice. It will open you up for my 10" cock then" and chuckled. Bam. I was right. His cock was even bigger than I thought and my hole twitched at the thought of taking that big cock. His profile said wrapped only and seeing it up close now, I really wanted to feel it open up my hole. But fuck, not wrapped. And I gave him the green light about 20 minutes earlier about some raw fucking. Sounds like maybe it was going to happen. As I bottomed deeper onto the big dildo I was riding, I sat with it at the entrance to my second hole and slowly slid my mouth around his cock right to the base. My ass was stretch around the big base and I squeezed it with my muscles to feel that stretch. It was an awesome feeling having a big cock up my hole and a big cock down my throat and I took my time riding and sucking for a good 10 minutes. I had pushed him down onto a big leather Lazy Boy chair facing the TV where there were hard cocks pummeling stretched holes. Cum was flying everywhere. You could hear the man grunts and groans and the sound of slapping flesh against flesh. It was a real sensory overload of sound and sight. I continued to bring him to the edge. Using my fingers and tongue and throat to milk his dick over and over. He suddenly grabbed my head a little tighter and said "Stop... I'm getting much too close and I don't want to shoot yet. I need you to turn around and sit on my cock. Please Daddy... sit on my cock'. Wow... that sounded very hot and I didn't waste a lot of time worrying about him being wrapped. I pulled my fake friend from my hole and turned around. I took this big uncut dripping cock and held it straight up. I waited to see if he was going to say anything, but he didn't. So I pulled the head of his cock right up against my asslips and sank down in one smooth move, taking almost his entire dick in one swoop. He groaned and reached around to take me by the hips from behind and just held me there. "Oh fuck. You. Are. Tight" he muttered. I squeezed his entire cock with every muscle I had in my ass, then let go, then repeated my grip. Many times. Squeeze. Let go. Repeat. I could tell he loved it. He groaned again and pushed up just a little more until he hit some resistance. I relaxed and leaned forward just a bit and I could feel his cock head pressing my second ring. I squeezed again and said "Flex your cock head for me XX. Let me feel where that cock head is right now in my guts". And I sat still and felt his cock head flare up and down about 10 times nice and slow. Oh fuck ya, he was right at that tight magic spot. I said to him "I am going to open my hole completely for you boy. I want you to slowly work that fat uncut head into Papa's second hole. Really feel it grip your cock head. You are a big dicked dude. I can tell you know how to work that big cock. Slide it up into that tightness boy.". We moved at the same time. He pushed upwards with that telephone pole at the same time I willed my ass to totally relax and take that hard piece of flesh deeper yet. We both groaned as his cock pushed through the second hole. He held for a few seconds and flexed his head some more. I could feel exactly where he was and pushed my ass ring out further and relaxed my muscles even more to help open up for that big dick. By this time he was chanting things like "Ya Papa, take that boy dick up your hole. Squeeze my dick. Open that hole up. Fuck, this is hot". And me? I was feeling that cock hit some interesting places... one of which was every second or third downwards stroke, I angled my hole so his cock would stroke across my prostate. I would get that jolt of electricity through my body and feel the tingle. Suddenly, he pushed me off of him and got up out of the chair. He turned me around and pushed me forward onto my knees facing the back of the chair. I felt him push my legs apart and walk up behind me, between my legs. I waited. And then felt that hard cock being slapped against my wet hole. The sound of his cock "slapping" was loud and it turned me on to hear him complimenting me on how stretched out my hole looked, and how juicy it was and how red the lips looked. Slap. Slap. Slap. Then, a real slap on my right ass cheek. As the sting registered, he shoved his cock back into my hole. He was sliding it in nice and slow and I felt a firm slap on my left ass cheek. I could feel the two hot spots on my ass, as I felt that big cock re-opening my hole. This time, the second hole opened right up for him. It knew he was going in there one way or another. He pushed slowly and pushed and got right to his pubes and stopped for a moment. I took that moment to push BACK hard on him a little bit further. I wanted every inch of that big cock in there. I think it surprised him a little bit and he said "Nice... very nice". I looked over my shoulder and said "I want you to fuck me XX. I want you to breed my hole and shoot that hot cum deep into my guts. I want you to churn your load up with that big cock head and coat my guts. Do it boy". He started with long stroked. Right from the edge of my hole, all the way into my guts in one long push. And back and forth. And in and out. And deep. And an extra-hard push every now and then that made my prostate tingle. "You want my hot seed in your Papa hole tonight? You want that hot load Papa? You tell me where you want this load of hot cum". "Breed me" was my answer. "Stretch that hole and dump your hot load deep in my guts XX. You came here to play. Dump it". He gripped my hips hard and spanked my ass cheeks. Once. Twice. Both at the same time. I pushed back on his cock. I could feel it sliding easier into my hole due to his copious amounts of precum and my ass juices. He was really driving his cock in and out. "C'mon boy. You want that ass, pound the fucker. Papa can take a good hard fuck. Give it to me!!". That put him over the edge and he just piston rammed his cock back and forth deep in my guts. I FELT the first shot before he even made a noise. I can always feel the difference in my hole when a top starts to unload in me. His breathing was erratic and he started saying "oh, oh, oh Papa. Take my hot seed in your hole.". He was now pounding directly on my prostate as he unloaded shot after shot in my ass and that put me over the top. I felt my cock lurch and cum started to 'ooze' from the head. It was a series of about 5-6 small rolling cumshots oozing from my cock as I was pounded. I feel forward on the chair with XX still connected to my hole. He leaned onto my back and licked my ear lobe and neck and said "Holy Fuck dude.... this was a HUGE fantasy of mine to fuck a bald hot daddy... and it was better than I could have imagined". Talk about instant feedback on how things were going. LOL. As he started to pull his cock out of my ass, I went to get off the chair. He silently pushed my forward. I went back on the chair, ass up, head down and I felt his finger tracing my swollen ass lips. "Nice hole dude. And it is leaking my cum. Hang on a second'. Then his finger was replaced by his wet long tongue. Oh fuck. He took his time. Using his tongue to lick around my hole. Using his tongue to open my hole. Using his lips to slurp the cum from my dripping ass. Spreading my hole apart with both hands and diving in to completely lick me clean. I said to him "Save a little for me please? I want to taste ... us". He came around the chair, and I raised up to see him open his mouth and show me a mouthfull of cum. He leaned in for a sloppy, long and very wet kiss session. We snowballed that cum back and forth for a while before eventually swallowing it all. We shot the shit for a little while and he told me he had seen me a few times but was too shy to say hi.... but tonight he wanted to see if I might be interested in helping him with a younger/older fantasy. He didn't expect that he would end up dumping his hot load deep in my guts and it was a huge turn on for him to be able to fuck raw as part of the fantasy. My answer was... now that he knew where I lived, we should do this a little more often.

For my 18th birthday my parents gave me a trip to San Francisco to visit my older brother. It would be a low-cost trip with frequent flyer miles and my brother’s car providing transportation and his couch providing lodging. Perhaps being a good student and respectful son was its own reward. I was psyched! I was also gay and still in the closet…and still negative. My experiences were limited to a few oral explorations with a buzzed buddy and I was dying to do more! The other issue was I was still in high school and that rather limited my options. My spring break birthday trip was going to get me laid I decided. Being from the suburbs of a Midwestern town, going to San Francisco seemed like going to gay Mecca! As it turned out, my pozzing took place the first day of my 4 day trip. My brother Matt picked me up at SFO at 10:30 am on Thursday. He drove me back to his apartment near the Tenderloin and we had a birthday lunch before he went back to work. I was on my own to explore the city so naturally I hopped on the historic “F” line to the Castro. My youth and 5’-10” frame, slim build and short brown hair seemed to catch a few eyes. I am certain that I looked like a tourist with my gawking at the stores and the men, as well. I literally ran into a man who was exiting the Walgreen’s! I immediately apologized and was very flustered before I caught a glimpse of him. Holy Fuck! A muscle daddy!!! “In a hurry to pick someone up?” he laughed. This put me at ease and I introduced myself. “Pleased to meet you, Timmy! My name is John and I am just about to meet my partner Max for coffee—care to join us?” “Heck yes” was my reply. We sat outside sipping our lattes and discussed my birthday trip and which things a tourist should see and do before the conversation turned to sex by way of me asking about their relationship. These bearded, hairy men were in their 40’s, had been together 8 years and were actively involved with the leather scene. I felt so at ease with them that I talked all about my sexual interests and my desire to lose my virginity in San Francisco. Since my brother’s place was out, they suggested bathhouse options although that seemed a bit too anonymous and intimidating to me. Max suggested that I find some leather daddies who could host and John said that was a wonderful idea! I blushed and stammered a bit. John put his hand over mine and said that it would be their honor to take my virginity as I looked him in the eyes. Max touched my arm and said they could teach me many things and I would be free to explore in a safe environment. How could I say no? Their rather nondescript but clean home was only a 10 minute drive from the Castro. Max took me by the hand after they both had kissed me long and deep and lead me to their bathroom. He took out an odd torpedo shaped tube from under the sink and explained that being cleaned out was important so I could be relaxed and confident about getting fucked. He wiped it down with a bleachy cloth and then rinsed it well explaining the importance of keeping sex toy and sex objects disinfected. I appreciated his knowledge on the subject. When I was squeaky clean, I joined them in their bedroom. They made a point of having me undress each one carefully. I was taught to carefully fold their clothes and show the proper respect by kneeling when removing their boots and socks—followed by kissing their feet, of course! I loved it. They were both daddy-like to my young eyes. John was the bigger and beefier of the two—about 220, 6’-2”, hairy and a large uncut dick. Max was closer to my height at 5’-11”, 195, hairy and a smaller cut dick—but still quite nice. I said they both had nice trouser snakes and they both laughed. John said that I was very observant but perhaps I should look at their biceps. John had what looked like a hooded cobra snake tattoo while Max had another type—a viper I was told. The tattoos were fucking hot! Max said the snakes were their dick nicknames and both snakes liked to inject venom just like their dicks. HOT!! Max said before we start, we should talk about safer sex. He asked what I knew about it and what my comfort levels were. I told him that I knew one should wrap it before fucking. Max gave a little speech about risk. “Life is all about risk just as much as sex. Whether one wears a motorcycle helmet or not is much like whether one wore a rubber—it was a matter of personal responsibility. The only 100% safe sex was masturbation by one’s self and from there it was a sliding scale. For example, you can get crabs from hugging a guy naked. You could wrap it up for oral, although most don’t and it isn’t high risk for HIV assuming good oral health and a man doesn’t cum in your mouth. Two negative men can fuck without rubbers all day long and not transmit HIV, but one needs to be certain of one’s status and the other man’s as well—keeping in mind that there is a window between exposure and testing positive.” Max went on a bit more and then asked if I had any questions. I asked who was going to fuck me first. The guys laughed again and John said with a wink that they had played rock-paper-scissors to decide. Max laughed again and said his viper was smaller that John’s cobra so he would do the honors. I was ready! John lay on his back and told me to climb on top chest to chest. His powerful arms surrounded me, holding me, stroking my skin, tussling my hair while he kissed me deep. Max got behind me and started to probe my ass with his very talented tongue. I groaned into John’s mouth. “He has a magic tongue, doesn’t he? John asked. “You are going to love his viper!” All three of us had foreplay over the next 30 minutes. Both of my daddies seemed to want to learn what made me tick and what I responded to. I managed to deep throat Max, but John was a bit more than I could handle. Worshipping his foreskin was new to me and I loved sticking my tongue under his hood and lick up his free flowing precum. When Max had me opened up with his slick fingers it was time to give my cherry to him—I was so ready! Max suggested a spooning position or doggy so I would be able to control it a bit easier. He wrapped up and I got on all 4’s. This allowed me to suck on John who was kneeling at the front of the bed facing my deflowering. It also gave easy access to my nipples and I found that I loved having them worked on. By pushing out while Max pushed in, I was able to get his head in—barely! Despite his best efforts Max was losing his boner. “I need a break” Max sighed. I thought I had done something wrong but when I looked up at John he shook his head and said “we fuck each other bareback and we are so used to it that condoms can be a major headache for us.” Max was jacking his dick next to my hole and it was making this hot smacking sound. John was milking my nipples while Max was nudging against me. John asked “How about Max just slide in a bit so you know how it feels? He won’t shoot in you without your permission.” I wasn’t saying anything but I was super turned on. “Suck me while Max slides his viper in” John urged. “Mmmm-k” I said and the first dick of my life slowly inched its way inside me. I just worked on John’s foreskin while Max filled me up. I was too focused on my ass to do more with John right then. Max had done a good job of stretching me with his fingers so it didn’t hurt too badly. Mostly I felt full. I could feel that Max was in as far as he could go—his nuts felt heavy against my skin. “Fuck you guys look good!” John exclaimed. “Pull out a little so I can see your viper.” Max pulled back but soon pushed back in. The process repeated itself—Max wasn’t just sliding in to let me know what it felt like—he was fucking me! John was still facing me, dick in my mouth and kneeling so he could see my breeding and kiss his partner. “Fuck our boy, Max” John commanded. “That’s it! Give him what he came for. Make your viper angry so it spits!” Max built up the tempo and I just rode the feeling and let him have his way with me. John’s hot talk made it even better. “Fuck is he tight and griping me …shit, his hole is milking me” Max groaned. “I’m not going to be able to hold off much longer.” John pulled out of my mouth and scootched down to deep kiss me. “Timmy, I want to see you take Max—take it all from him. You are so sexy! It would make me so happy to have Max share his seed with you.” John started twisting my nipples in time with the fucking. “That viper wants to spit—deep in you. Tell Max what you want. Do this for us!” I was moaning really loud and wasn’t thinking about the safe sex lecture—I was thinking about the sensations and pleasing Max. “Fuck me, Max!” I begged. “You want my seed? You want my viper to inject its venom inside you?” Max asked. I just moaned and then said “do it.” “Do what?? Max asked again. “Fuck me! Give me your viper’s venom!” I cried. Max grip tightened like a vise and he started rutting for all he was worth. John was back to kneeling and watching my first poz breeding. I could hear them kissing and moaning then Max hissed that he was cumming. “Take my cum! Take my fucking venom! I am breeding you Timmy! Your ass is mine!” I felt Max ram in as far as he could go and then felt this frantic throbbing and heat within me. I could feel his sweat as he hugged my chest and I held us both up while Max made sure I got all of his DNA injected. "Happy birthday, baby" Max whispered. We remained coupled for a few minutes until Max finally shrunk enough that he slid out of me. “Keep my spunk in you, Timmy. John is going to need it.” Matt explained. Maxed kissed me over and over as he thanked me and praised me for my natural talents and beauty. I lapped it up like a puppy. I then lapped up his dick because he explained that is what a good boy did—it was delicious! Max excused himself for a few minutes and John made his move. “Ready for my cobra, Timmy?” “Fuck, yes!” I agreed most enthusiastically. John wanted to bind ourselves in the missionary position. He got between my legs and hoisted them back lifting my ass off the bed and in position. No discussion about condoms were made, John lined up and pushed. I felt my eyes flutter closed as his thickness spread my hole wider than Max could. I concentrated on the sensation until I felt John bottom out. The look on John’s face was so intense! It was like he was concentrating on a complex riddle and seeing right through me at the same time. His tongue found mine while my legs and arms locked around him. It felt so right! “I am so hot for you, baby. Your ass is so tight and slick with Max’s cum—I am going to add my own to his so that you can be bonded to me.” John murmured. I just groaned and whimpered and gave myself wholeheartedly. Max came in to see his partner join in my infection. John was a masterful top. I didn’t have a gauge to compare his talents except Max’s fuck, but looking back, he was a man’s man. John possessed me. It felt like my whole life had been waiting for this moment—the time that may ass would receive a game changing fuck. I felt enveloped by John’s presence and connected to him in the most instinctive way through his fucking. The feeling was so intense that tears leaked out. I called John’s name and sniffled a bit as I was so lost to him. “Shhhhhhhh. You are ok, baby. You are mine.” John comforted. Max rubbed his hands over us and urged John to breed me. The pace then picked up like a jackhammer. There was no way John could last long, and I didn’t know how much longer I could take it. I begged him to give me his seed. I told him I wanted his cobra’s venom and John obliged. “Here it is, boy! Here is your special birthday gift! I am fucking injecting my venom in you! His eyes glazed over and then shut as he screamed out his pleasure. I held him as tight as I could as he jerked and cried out. John again recapped what he had done, what we had done, and spoke sweet nothings that made me so proud! I held John for the longest time and Max snuggled against the both of us. When John finally popped out of me Max told me to lie on top of him face to face. He kissed me—deep soul sucking kisses that left me dizzy and dripping wet. Max asked if I was ready to lose my virginity. I looked at Max with a quizzical expression and Max just laughed and said “your other virginity!” as he started to position me between his legs. “I took the liberty of getting ready to get fucked while you started with John. Since I am the first man to take your ass, I’d love to be the first man YOU fuck!” Max beamed. John lubed my uncovered dick and smeared some against Max. I fumbled trying to get in but Max was patient and he guided me. It was an incredible sensation—a tightness gripping my head followed by an elastic warmth that sent shivers down my spine, I did my best to follow my mentors’ example and I fucked Max as good as I could. My first fuck didn’t last long, but it was mighty fine! Max seemed to genuinely enjoy my fucking and John was husky as he told me to breed his partner. It was so hot to look down on Max’s hairy body and encouraging face. When Max told me how much he wanted my fresh spunk and kissed me again, I just lost it! Spurt after spurt shot out of me and waves of pleasure made me giddy. I collapsed into Max’s arms. After a rest break, each of us got off one more time. I thanked them both for giving me the birthday present I had really wanted. They both said the pleasure was all theirs. John asked me to hold their seed in me as long as I could so I would be reminded that they were in me now. He also said he hoped losing my virginity had been a positive experience for me and I told them again that I couldn’t thank them enough for what they had done for me. “Our snakes thank you, too” chimed Max. We all laughed at that. They both drove me back to the neighborhood I was staying in and kissed me goodbye. Despite their offer to meet up for coffee again any morning around 10:30, I never did. I got so busy with sightseeing and hanging out with my brother that it just wasn’t doable. I left San Francisco feeling a great deal more sex savvy and ready to spread my oats back in my neck of the woods. I came down with a bad case of the flu a few weeks before graduation but was recovered in time to receive my diploma. At a quick test clinic held by my university the following fall, I learned that my cobra and viper lovers had indeed injected me with venom and I now had a venomous snake of my own!

Just joined, 23 and from New Zealand. Recently started turning into a bit of a pig and want raw loads inside me. On PrEP at the moment. If anyone else here is from NZ, let me know!

Two months ago I lost my virginity to a man in his late 40's he was a realtor so he took me to one of the houses and told me to kneel down and suck his dick once he was hard he bent me over the stairs and came inside me even though I told him not to I was kinda mad at first but I loved it

Thanks guys, for me the point is I said No at that time and later would be definate. Because there was two of them, they must have had a plan/conversation etc to do that. Yes they got what they came for a poster wrote above and No i won't do the same because i was not ready.. I have decided to publically call them out in the sauna if i see them again and make sure that people do know what they did. Thanks for your thoughts guys.

Last weekend Switched on mobile and had an message on Grindr from a bottom at a hotel a few miles with a message "Bttm for older top. into bb, toys and more", he was 28 He sent a photo of a hot ass , I messaged that I had commitments , but pump and dump OK. My first question is always "how many loads ?" , he answered 5 , he had certainly got my attention. Sent him pics of my cock , me fucking and a gaping ass I had fucked and left oozing my thick cum. The hotel is near a regional airport I arrived within 30 mins of first message , he had left the door on the latch - I let my self in and put the door on the chain. The room was dark and warm and peaked of poppers and sex, and even with poor lighting I could see that he was the guy in the photos , a real hottie (probably a Trolly Dolly -Coffee , Tea or Me !) I dropped my jeans , already fully hard stuffed my thick cock in his mouth and forced him down till he gagged, he was on all 4s wiggling his little ass. I pushed a couple of fingers in him , lovely and loose , no need for lube with all that spunk in him. I put my fingers in his mouth , so he could taste the loads and his ass. As I had limited time I hauled his ass to the edge of the bed and went straight in him , I love prefucked , spunk lubed asses. His was just right , enough grip , but loose enough not to fight my aggressive fucking. As I was fucking him I looked at his cute boyish figure , hot. As I had to be away I just hammered away till I could feel my self building , in pushed him down and put my full body weight on him (I'm a stocky bear) , pinning him to the bed. I had not come for 2-3 days so I flooded him with a big load. I pulled out and worked 4 fingers up his ass and worked my load in to him. 2 mins later I was on my way

I don't really write that often (or ever before, to be specific), so let me know what you guys think. +++ I probably should've been more careful. I've lived with my uncle for a while now, having moved there when my dad was sent off to prison. My mom had died not long after I was born, which left me being sent to the closest relatives I had. Turned out that was my uncle Eric. He was a good guy, but these days, he was pretty busy. The auto shop he worked at had acquired a contract with a major local rental company and handled most of their repairs. Today, like most days, he was off working at the shop, probably late into the evening. I was used to that. What I wasn't used to was having dad back home. When I was a kid a ten year sentence sounded like an eternity. In reality, time passes quickly, and he's been nothing but an absolute dick since he'd gotten out. Eric had tried to get him a job at the shop, but that quickly went south, since dad didn't take kindly to being ordered around. Prison hadn't done him any favors in that department, and my uncle said he was a surly bastard before that. I don't remember too much of him from before, really, but he sure as hell hadn't gotten nicer. Seeing as Eric was gone all day as usual, I guess I'd assumed dad would be out, too. He was supposed to be headed to follow up on a few job opportunities today, and Eric had dropped him off in town in the morning. I had stayed home, as usual, and when the gardener had come around during mid-day, we did our usual thing. Mitch was the first (and only) guy I'd fucked. He'd been my uncle's gardener for years, and given all the work he did around the house, he had a muscular, rugged frame. He was a local guy, about fifteen or so years older than me. There were more days than I could count where I'd spent the afternoon sitting at the window, watching him haul his sweaty shirt off his body to reveal that bearish physique, hairy body dripping with sweat. I was a teenager the first time he caught me trying to get a peek at his dick, and after pleading with him not to tell my uncle Eric, I managed to convince him to let me have a good look. A good look turned into a blow job (which apparently, I was a natural at), and before long, we had a steady routine with him going out, doing the yard work, then coming inside and stripping down, lowing his hairy, beefy body on top of me to fuck my face and throat. Admittedly, that was easier said than done; he had a meaty seven inch cock, and it had taken some getting used to when he'd thrust it down my throat in the throes of a good skullfuck. Of course, it didn't take too long for him to go further south and have a go at my hole. That truly had been an undertaking, but once he was balls deep in me, I couldn't get enough of it. We only got worse then, even getting me to convince my uncle that the yard needed more upkeep. Every time he came over now, he spent more time pounding me than out in the yard. That's what we were up to today, with him up on top of me, groaning with delight. "Jesus, Mason, I can feel your pussy pulling me in," he panted, sweat dripping down from his brow onto my chest. I could feel the entire bed rocking with his thrusts, my body bouncing back and forth with it as well. I kept an ear out for the sound of my uncle's bike pulling up, as that was usually our cue to pack up and get decent, though at this point in the day, I figured there was little chance that would happen. Imagine my surprise, then, when the sensation of Mitch's shaft pumping in and out of me was interrupted by the sound of the door slamming open. Mitch fell off of me in a surprised heap, and behind him was my dad, his face looking bewildered. I wasn't really sure how to react; after all, I was naked, with my hole exposed right then and there. "The FUCK is this, boy?" his voice snarled out, and I could hear Mitch scrambling to his feet, stuttering as he gathered up his clothes. He didn't even take the condom off before pulling his underwear on. For his part, my dad glanced over at him, scoffed a bit, then turned back to me, ignoring the other man in the room while he stared me down. "You got me out looking for jobs when apparently we've a perfectly good whore on our hands right here," he said, and I found myself stammering, not even sure how to respond. Mitch was bright red, his clothes barely hanging on as he bolted out of the door. I could hear the door slam downstairs, my heart racing as dad stood there, leering. "Well? Anything to say?" "D-Dad, I swear, it's not like that," I stammer, and he leers at me, grinning now. "Well, I'm gonna tell you how it's gonna be now," he says, latching the door shut. I made a move to get off the bed, but he quickly shouted, "Stay right as you are, boy. I didn't tell you to get dressed." I froze, my heart hammering away. I could smell the booze on him from here; clearly, he'd gone out and gotten drunk instead of going to get a job as he'd said. He made his way over to the bed, shrugging off his coat as he did. "I'm gonna see about getting in touch with a couple of my buddies to find some men looking for some tight pussy to fuck. You're gonna do what they ask, they're gonna pay me, and that's that. You understand?" "Dad, I --" I started, but the look he gave me was enough to convince me otherwise. I could see his jaw twitch, and I paled, for once wishing my uncle would get home early. Dad seemed satisfied by my silence, then continued. "On that note, it's been too damn long since I got a chance to breed some hole. Given that you're all ready to go, I'm gonna be your first John," he said, then reached down to pull off his shirt. I had avoided him since he'd gotten back, and so I had yet to see what he looked like shirtless. His torso was covered in varous tattoos, some of them there from when I was a kid, but others entirely new. The one that stood out the most was the one right above his groin: a biohazard symbol, much cleaner and newer than the ones around it. I was no fool; I knew exactly what that meant. Apparently, the look on my face said it too, as a predatory grin spread across dad's face once he looked up from taking his jeans off. "Looks like I don't need to explain the next part." Now fully naked, I found myself trying to crawl away from him, his massive form dwarfing mine. I'd inherited his beefy build, sure, but given how much younger I was and the fact that he'd been lifting weights longer than I'd been alive, he was an absolute beast of a bear, barrel-chested with a beefy gut and thick limbs. I felt one hand reach and grab at my leg while the other pinned me down, the weight seeming impossibly huge as I felt him force my leg up to my chest. "It's gonna hurt, boy, but you might as well start getting used to it," he said, roughly folding me up with his weight as his hand slammed down over my lips, muffling my protests. I could feel my heart racing in my chest, the terrible reality of the situation setting in. I struggled, but all I could really do was wriggle around under him, flexing and whimpering helplessly. Meanwhile, I could feel his hairy body rubbing against me, his cock slapping up against my beefy ass. I could feel it pulsing, growing thicker with every second. He rubbed it back and forth down my crack, sighing some as he threw his head back. "Can't wait to hear what the guys say when I tell them I've found a pussy for us to use," he said, and even as I struggled, he moved his hardening shaft back, letting it slide downward until the head was right at the still-open entrance to my hole. There was no warning, no preparation. He didn't even lube it up before pushing forward and sliding into me. Luckily for me, Mitch had lubed up before fucking me, but even then, given how much bigger my dad was, it was impossible not to cry out into his hand, my hole burning. "Holy shit, that's tight," he chuckled, whistling a bit to himself. I could see him grinning even with the tears blurring my vision, and as my hole tightened in protest, he increased the pressure, forcing it deeper and deeper, splitting me in two. I gasped out in agony, his hand only tightening. When that hairy groin finally pressed up against my ass, I felt like he was punching me in the gut with it, my belly aching from the feeling of it pressing in. He held it there for a brief moment, savoring the first hole he'd fucked in months. "See, there you go, relax," he said, chuckling to himself. It still hurt like hell, but indeed, now that he had no more cock to force in me, my body was forced to adjust, slowly relaxing around his thick girth. He pulled back, the burning coming back some, though not nearly as horribly as the pain of him forcing in. Still, it was by no means pleasant as he rammed back and forth into me. my hole losing the bit of relaxation it had attained before. The bed rocked loudly, his hips slapping against mine as he bore down on me from above, his face looming over mine, sneering as he ruthlessly thrusted away. "That's right, slut, you know what's coming to you, you know what this means..." He chuckled to himself, closing his eyes and enjoying my hole. "I've knocked up every bitch I've ever fucked, Mason, and now I'm gonna knock you up, too," he grunted, then panted out in erratic, short bursts, his thrusts growing frenzied and brutal. I could feel my hole get wet, stinging now, and with a snarl, he rammed his cock in deep. I knew he was cumming, and I could do little more than whimper in response. After what felt like a few minutes, he pulled his cock out of me, still panting. My hole ached, though I was glad it was seemingly over with, as his hand left my mouth. I remained limp underneath him, resigned to it now that his load was oozing out of my ass. What was the point? I knew what that tattoo meant, and what was no doubt in store for me next. Even as he rolled over onto the bed beside me, reaching down beside it to fish his phone out of his pants, I remained there, a bit scared to even try getting up without permission. Dad looked through his phone for a bit, then grinned, putting it aside. "Alright, cunt, my friend will be here in a bit... Now, turn around and get on all fours. You're ready for your second dose of daddy's venom..."

Here's another hot story from the old bugshare site for my bareback blog. http://fuckworker.blogspot.com/2012/05/stealth-pozzing-19yo-newbie.html ........................... When I got home I got a big surprise—a phone call from a 19 year old I’d POZZED 3 months ago. I‘d been only the second one to TOP him, and never thought I’d hear from him again. We met last June. I couldn’t wait to caress his youthful, tender Ass. He, in turn, went down on me, and sucked me close to Cumming. I stopped him cause I had better use for my POZ Cum than that. He’d find that out. I led him to the bedroom. He tried to escape my engorged Cock, but I trapped him to the mattress. He began to whimper, so I kissed him and whispered sweet nothings in his ear. I fucked him slowly, with powerful deep thrusts. I hit his Prostate, and he felt it. I couldn't hold back—filled his Virgin Hole with hot POZ Jizm, paused to allow my Toxic Seed to settle, then began to fuck him hard and fast. He bellowed in shear pleasure. After 15 minutes he reached down and felt my Dick. His eyes went wide. "No Rubber? Don’t Cum in me, OK? Shoot on my Chest and Stomach.” I acquiesced. He hadn’t counted on my Special Gift—that I can Cum a half dozen times, depending on the NEG-AND-SEX-APPEAL of the Dude I’m GIFTING. And Joey boy was VERY NEG and VERY SEXY. I fucked him harder. God, the Kid appealed to me—so young and vibrant and voluptuous! I felt It tingle in my Balls, rising toward my Piss Slit! I shot again, inundating his Guts with my POZ Jism. And kept on screwin’ for half an hour longer. “I’M CUMMIN!” That was him; not me. He hadn’t even touched himself. I was fucking the NEG Shit out of him. How I wanted to swallow his last NEG Load. I slowed my pace and licked up what I could, without stopping. "Man are you going to Cum or what?" he asked, almost exasperated. I had a duty to perform, and didn’t want to shirk my obligation. I responded I’d shoot soon. I wanted my first Loads to fester for as long as possible, so I intentionally held off and fucked him for another quarter-hour. "Please Cum! I can't take this any longer!" I spooged all over him. He got so excited at the sight of my raw Seed. He said he was afraid that I would Cum in him. He wanted to play Safe. I only smiled—I may have POZZED another one. ***************************************************************************************************************************** “Hello.” "It’s me, Joey, remember? Three months ago. I’ve tested POZ. You didn’t….?" “Wasn’t me, Joey. I never came in you. Have you played with someone else?” “A couple—but they all wore Condoms.” “Then it must have been a friggin’ accident. A broken Rubber or something. Tell you what. Cum over and we’ll talk about it.” “Are you POZ?” I hesitated. To continue the charade or tell the truth. “Yes, I am.” “I’ll be over in 30 minutes.” Talk we never did—at least not that evening. Talk is cheap, and not what I was in the mood for. He arrived visibly upset, wearing Tank Top and Cutoffs, and, for the record, no underwear. I asked if he wanted anything to drink. “Ginger Ale would be fine.” He’d drunk Ginger Ale the first night, too. Silently we sat on the couch. I massaged his inner thigh, worked up his pant leg, brushed his past his Balls, and stroked his soft Cock with nimble, practiced fingers. Magnificent! My POZ Child’s Shaft was hardening. I unbuttoned his cutoffs. The well-worn zipper glided easily, exposing his infected tumid Shaft. I couldn’t wait to taste his POZ Precum, knowing one so recently knocked up must be rife with the Virus. Yeah, I was responsible; and proud of it! I shoved my unlubed index finger up his Pussy. He jerked reflexively, then relaxed. I led him to the bedroom leaving his Cutoffs on the couch, pulled off his Tank Top, lubed up with Vaseline, and fucked him for an hour. I came 4 times, and with each climax acknowledged how good it felt to have my POZ Jizm flowing up his Pussy. By my 4th ejaculation, I think he knew exactly how he’d been POZZED. I began to masturbate him mercilessly. I worked his fat Cock faster, my hand but a blur upon his Tool. “Shoot your Toxic Jism, Joey. Shoot It down my throat. And promise me, you’ll remember— ’Tis better to give than to receive.’”

I’ve been talking with him online for awhile: a muscled, kinky, dominant guy in his 40’s. Discussing all the things that he would do to me made me excited but scared at the same time. We finally set a date for me to come over to his place and make my fantasies come true. I rang the bell at the gate. It was a tall wooden gate so you can’t see much of the inside. He opened the gate, said hi, and asked me to follow him. He led me straight into the basement through a side door. Once we got there, he told me to strip and store my clothes on a shelf by the door. I did as I was told and then followed him deeper into the basement. It was a little dark, but I could still see clearly. In front of me was a well equipped dungeon: a big cage, st. andrew’s cross, leather sling, stockade, fuck bench, and all kinds of restraints. He told me to kneel as he cuffed my ankles together and then my wrists. Then he put on a chain collar around my neck. He looked at me for a minute, looking satisfied with his work. He then grabbed his glass pipe filled with t and light it in front of me. He told me to smoke it, over and over again until I was flying like a kite and super horny. He put the pipe away, took off his pants, and ram his erect cock into my mouth. He grabbed my head and continued to fuck my throat hard. This went on for several minutes, and then he stopped and positioned me to lay on my stomach. Now completely naked, he rammed his cock inside my ass. At first I thought he was gonna fuck me as hard as he had done my throat. But he just laid there for a minute. Suddenly I felt a warm piss inside me. Since he’s been smoking all day too, his chem piss sent me even higher. He told me to hold it for a couple minutes before releasing my ankle restraints and giving me permission to push it out in the bathroom. When I came back he attached a leash to my collar. He told me that he had invited a couple of his top friends over to come and use me too. I was to go outside and wait for them behind the gate, and when they got in they were going to take my leash and I was to lead them into the dungeon. When I walked outside, it was raining pretty hard. Even though I was naked except for a collar, leash, and wrist restraints, the t inside of me kept me warm. I waited for the first guy, feeling the drops of rain on my naked body. I was really turned on by this scene. The first guy actually took a long time to get there, so I was outside for quite a bit. When he finally got in, he grinned when he saw me and we walked back into the dungeon. Inside, my Master told him to get comfortable and smoke with him. I, on the other hand, had to go back outside to wait for the second guy. The rain had died down a bit by this time. I saw the second guy parking right in front of the house. He got out of his car and lighted a cigarette. I was so fucked up and horny at that time that I decided to be a little risky and opened the gate, managing to turn the handle with my hands tied up behind me. It was a little over midnight at this time so the street was deserted. I started walking toward him and knelt right in front of him. He nodded approvingly and opened his pants zippers, pulled out his big cock and told me to start sucking it. At the same time he was holding my leash and smoking his cigarette. And there I was: naked, hand tied, wet from the rain, and kneeling on a sidewalk sucking a guy's cock. When he finished his cigarette, he pulled my leash and we walked back into the dungeon to join my Master and the first guy. The party was about to start.

I’m going to tell you the true story how i met one of my hottest sex-buddies. A few friends of mine told me about a hot young guy they met at a party. They said that he started very young with bare sex, got pozzed at 18, and did some bare porn when he was just 19. They send me the link to one of his porn vids, and i saw a blond young guy with a slim tattooed and pierced body fucking an older guy with a huge 10 inch cock. He was so fucking hot that i shot a huge load without touching myself. A year later i was looking for hot baresex on chems on Grindr when i got a message: “Hi! Also into Kinky? Assplay? FF?” I replied by telling him that i was into kinky and that i was experienced with assplay & FF. I was 18 when i started and that i had a huge collection with huge dildo’s and buttplugs. He answered me with: “FUCKING HOT! You also slam? T?” I told him that i have done it a few times and that i would love to do it with him. “ParTy now?! I’m at the trainstation. Can you pick me up?” He also send me some pictures. I regonized him immediately as that hot blond from the porn video. My cock nearly exploded. I told him i could be there in 10 minutes. I jumped in my car and raced to the station. I saw him sitting on a bench. I pulled up. He saw me, walked over and got into my car. He didn’t say much. When we arrived at my house he put his stuff in the corner and started to strip, i followed his lead. He put a bag on my counter and asked “Do you have a playroom?”. “Yes! It’s ready and waiting” i replied. He didn’t want to waist any time and said “I always start with a T slam… I love being raunchy!”. He began to prepare two syringes. Took two straps and handed me one. We tied off our arm. We both to a syringe and found a vein in our arm. “Let’s do it together” he said. I nodded and we pushed the content inside our bloodstream. With one hand he released my stap en with the other his. We couched together. The T spread thru our bodies. I saw his eyes change. I grab his arm and headed to the playroom. Raunchy bare porn was playing on the TV. He told me to lay on the bed on my back with my head hanging over the edge. He hung his semi hard cock in front of my mouth. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck. His cock started to grow and he started to push his cock deep inside. He slowly started to face fuck me jamming his cock deeper with every thrust. I started to gag and gasp and try to move aways. He wrapped his hands around my throat and started to fuck my throat harder. I started to gag as he fuck my throat deeper. My gagging made him horny because i could feel his cock grow and getting harder inside my throat. He pulled out enough so i could gasp some air before sliding it back in ball deep. His cock gets covered with a thick layer of spit. He pulled out and asked me for lube. I handed him a big syringe with lube. He shot some up his ass and asked me to do the same. He walked over to my toys and grab two similar big dildo’s and placed them on the floor and begins rubbing lube on them. “The one that slides over it first decides what to do next!” he said and gets on his knees and positions his ass against the head. I quickly do the same. We both begin to push down. I take deep breaths as my ass begins to slowly open up. I grab a bottle of poppers. I open it and hold it under his nose. He closes up on side of his nose and take 5 deep breaths. Then i take some deep hits my self. I can see how he starts to slide over the head of the dildo. My ass is giving way and with a plop the head enters. A few seconds he follows. We slowly begin sliding the dildo deeper inside. He says “You not going to win”. I one move the last 5 inches slide inside of him as he grunts. I lost but i show him that my ass also can take the whole length. He grabs my nipples and start twisting. I do the same and we both begin to grunt deep. “You won so what do you want to do next?” I ask him. “Breed my ass and then fist your cum deep in me!” he replies. He stands up and with one hand he keeps the dildo inside while he moves over to the sling. I do the same and I put on the rubber short. The rubber short prevents the dildo from sliding out of my ass. i open the zipper in the front to free my rock hard dick. I grab the dildo in his ass and i slowly pull it out. His ass stays open and i start to slide my 7.8inch cock in. It feels moist and warm. He starts to beg“Yeah fuck me. Breed me. I want to feel it inside”. I tell him that the harder he plays with my nipples, the harder i will fuck. He grabs my nipples and start twisting and pinching them. I begin grunting as he starts to twist harder. I begin to pound his ass and after 10 minutes i feel that the pressure begins to build. I put my hands around his throat and begin to choke him slowly. The lack of oxygen makes his body quiver. The look in his eyes changes to total submission and begs me to cum. I release my grip and he start to gasp for air. The deep breath tightens up his ass which triggers a explosion of cum. Thick streams of cum begin filling his ass. This raunchy boy made me cum so hard. I pulled out grabbed my cock and pushed it back in. He moaned while i slide inside. I start to jerk out the last drops of cum inside before pulling out. Then i started to fist the cum deep inside his ass. With every stroke i slide deeper until i was elbow deep. I pulled out and made a fist and rammed it back in. I started to punch fuck his ass. Every time i pulled out his ass became more open. After 10 minutes he asked for a break. “Let’s prepare another slam before it’s your turn” he said. I smiles and answered “You can do with my ass what you want!”. “Can you handle double?” he asked. I nodded as we walk to the kitchen.

Last week I had to head to Houston for work, so I made plans to be a pig at Club Houston, and was not disappointed. When I got there parking lot was full -- a good sign for a fun night. Once I got to my room, stripped down, and lubing my hole with Elbow Grease, I was out the door and explored the place to get my bearings. Certainly the maze was a virtual field of sweaty, piggy men and did not disappoint with lots of gropes and being pushed against the wall while getting my cock sucked and nipples chewed on. During my walk around, I kept on seeing this guy checking me out, so when we finally met up it was immediate chemistry. We headed back to my room and immediately became engrossed in each other's bodies -- his nice and smooth, as well as muscular. We continued to kiss, lick and rim each other; his pits and hole tasted so sweet. As I opened his hole, he noticed the Elbow Grease on the ledge and commented he really liked pig play, especially as a fisting top. So I plowed his hole all the harder, enjoying every second and stroke. As we swapped fucks, he wanted to fist me before fucking my hole. Grabbing the Elbow Grease he started lubing up my hole and then started opening it up with his hands, eventually punching it and wrecking it. Once my hole was opened from the fisting, he dove in and started fucking me. Between his fists and cock my hole was in heaven -- sloppy and used. I continued to be on the prowl, and found the guy who had been blowing me in the maze. As he invited me into his room, I discovered he had a biohazard tat on his back. My cock immediately got hard. We immediately started making out and wanting to swap fucks and seed. His hole was already sloppy from use -- feeling nice and cummy; it felt so great and tasted equally good. As we swapped positions, he slipped his cock in me and pounded my hole. He spread my legs as I lay on my stomach and pounded my hole even harder. He then whispered in my ear -- take my cum in your hole. I definitely plan on making a return trip to Club Houston. The next night I checked out AssPig and on the spur of the moment, went over to a pig's house where I was again not disappointed. This man was incredibly sensual and certainly knew how to kiss and his way around my hole. I have never had a man who was so tantric and intuitively able to open my hole. Between his kissing, toys and fists I was totally spent and felt incredible assgasms. I feel another trip to Houston is up cumming

My man an I have a hybrid solution. After catching him 'cheat' with text messages a few years ago we settled on a new policy: All sex is considered a SPORT! No jealousies, no 'fear' no blame-games, no hypocrisy and all sex MUST BE CONSUMMATED BAREBACK! Has worked like a charm! I wished he 'cheated' more often! I certainly fulfill my end of the bargain! And we brag/share the stories afterwards! So hot!

Met an italian guy on Grindr. Invited him to watch films and told him he could stay for the night if he wanted to. We talked a moment while drinking, then we finally moved in my bed to watch some films. I started it, then went into his arms. He quickly started to kiss me and rub his crotch against my back. Soon we both were naked, and his cock was rubbing against my ass. He rimmed me pretty good, and go back to the rubbing stuff while kissing, even thought his cock already pop in me. At some point he asked if I had condom, I answered I still have one, then he said "let's save it for later", then he rimmed me again. Don't know what this "let's save it for later" meant, 'cause his cock break in it not long after, and he started fucking me raw. Overall, he fucked me 3 times this night, 3 times bare. Loved how his rimming job succeed to open my ass so his cock could pop in without any pain. It was a good night overall.

"Expectant" is an interesting word and I think it cuts both ways. So I was at the sauna last night and it was pretty quiet. Too many bottoms fighting over basically no tops, nobody willing to be versatile. So I decided to switch sides, popped a viagra and put a cock ring on to let the fun begin. what I found was most of the bottoms were really lazy and unengaging - they bend over and stick their ass out in your direction expectantly, and that's it. When I top I like bottoms I play with at least to engage somehow - show they want it, or appreciate the attention. Maybe that's a little sucking or nipple play. Maybe it's an encouraging hand exploring. Even something verbal. Just something beyond waggling a bent over arse in my direction expectantly. That's the way to guarantee I'm rock hard and ready. SO I guess you could say it's about attitude, and I'd put attitude over looks every time. When I bottom, that is how I behave - I work for it - I set myself apart from lazy bottoms - ensure my top is hard and satisfied, rather just than expecting him to perform a service. For me, that is a factor in keeping tops hard and interested. These days now that PrEP is so accessible, clubs and saunas seem to be overrun with bottoms and it gets very competitive. You need a USP to stand out - for some that's their looks/physique. For those of us not as blessed in that regard, attitude is what counts. Switching roles like I did last night gives an interesting perspective - it did make me think about the behaviour of the bottoms - what worked, what didn't, what was attractive behaviour and what wasn't. I learned a few things I intend to try next time I'm out and about...

PART SIX I couldn't help but feel a little jealous as I saw Kevin push into my grandson's hole. Fuck, being protective of him, I was past that - I was a horny fag again and didn't care who the guy was! "Oh god, he feels amazing!" Kevin moaned as he started fucking Brett. "Your grampa was the first one to fuck you?" "Uh huh!" Brett replied, "Am I too tight for you?" "No way baby, you're just fine" One thing I knew about Kevin, was that he loved fucking fresh ass and "planting his flag" as he called it. He was really starting to pound Brett now. No poppers, but plenty of lube thank fuck! "Are you forgetting something Shawn?" I heard Rob. "You were going to help us out as well..." How could I forget! I knelt down in front of Rob and started sucking his cock as he got harder and harder in my mouth. I've gotta admit, I'd forgotten how much I loved the taste of cock, especially Rob's cock. I felt Hunter's cock slapping against my face, so I took his in my mouth too. They both jammed their cocks as hard as they can into my mouth, my eyes starting to water as I gagged. "Oh gramps, you're crying!!! I'm so.....ohhhh......so sorry" I heard Brett in the distance. I was a long way from being upset of course, the opposite, I was in heaven! I could hear Kevin pounding Shawn's ass harder & harder and I could tell the way he was grunting he wasn't far away. I could feel both of the cocks in my mouth getting very hard but I wanted to make sure it was my grandson that took their loads not me! "You're a good boy Shawn!" Kevin said. I snapped out of my cock-filled trance to look up & see Kevin with two fingers in Shawn's ass, pushing his cum (and mine) deep into his ass. Knowing Kevin, I knew he'd be scraping the inside of Shawn's ass too. "Oh well, the stupid kid asked for it" I thought to myself. It was then I noticed an open baggie on the bench next to the sling. Kevin smiled over at me - I mean we all used to party a bit but I thought they'd put all of that behind them. But now, some of the party was in my grandson's behind! It being in his (now ripped) ass, I knew that it wouldn't be long before it took hold. Not long after, Shawn started to squirm on the sling - I knew that move, it was the move of a hungry ass. "So...do you two wanna fuck me one at a time or both at once?" Shawn huskily asked Hunter & Rob. It sounded like the metamorphosis was complete! END OF PART SIX

Boring hookup - more talking than fucking solution - guy with little/no English Really boring hookup - more Google Translate than fucking

Thursday afternoon on my day off I was contacted by a young jock. He is a semi-regular. Wanted a blowjob. Shot his load within minutes. Thought he was done but he told me he wasn't and to get back to work. 10 minutes later he pounded a another load in my ass. In and out the door within half an hour ? Two hours later a (recent) regular fuckbuddy with one of the thickest dicks I ever had stretched my hole and pumped two loads in me. Four loads from two guys is not bad for a Thursday. Felt the cum slipping out and running down my legs when preparing dinner ?

I've been fucked last week. Mid-twenty guy hit me up on Grindr, was not really up for it, but He convinced me anyway. I was just supposed to suck him, but he ended up wanting to eat my ass, then he just rubbed his cock against my hole. His cock finally went in, and he started fucking me bare. At some point I informed him that I needed to go soon, he just said "Okay, let's finish then", he started fucking me harder, then buried his load deep inside.

i'm bringing the top back to the bottom in an attempt to make it the top again. This topic was started by a black man telling us the way the term "BBC" makes him feel. As a white guy, i cannot relate. i can use my experiences as a gay guy growing up in a conservative religious culture to help me understand what it means to be a part of an often despised minority, but i will never relate to what it means to be black. The best i can do is listen and try and learn from those who are in that position. To me, it is not a question of exercising a "right" or "freedom of speech" for me to try and argue against the way i think a black person should feel about the term BBC, it's delusional. Really? i think gay people should really have a leg up on understanding this ethnocentric phenomena. As a gay person, haven't you ever had straight people assume you are just being 'pc' or 'oversensitive' by something blind and inexperienced that they have said? How about calling your being gay a "lifestyle" and implying your orientation is something you have chosen? i don't think most are purposely racist, but i do see that a lot of racism is culturally and subconsciously engrained (vs a conscious decision to be overtly racist). i believe that hiddenness and denial sustains it. DrrAid has articulately and graciously exposed one such 'ism' and simply made a plea for stopping its use.

For years I have had a deep seated interest in modifying my cock and balls, as being mainly sub I felt that I didn't need them. In the last month I was fortunate enough to meet someone who was able to help me on this path and clamped the chords to my balls making ma a castrated eunuch. Next month I plan on a further modification by having a partial penectomy leaving only a 2cm stump. I know that many guys feel that this is stupid or that I am insane but I have never felt happier. This is what I want and I will follow through on it and be happy with my life. Are there any other members on the site that have extreme body modifications? Any guys interested in guys with modifications? Any guys that are against it? I'd like to here others guys views on this. I'm not looking to be preached at and told that this is wrong, this is my decision and I'm happy with it. I'm happy to hear both side of the argument but any abusive messages or posts will be reported.

It's always a treat when you decide to share your stories with us. Thanks for writing another one! My husband and I were monogamous for the first 5-6 years of our relationship. When we both decided it was time to open up we had a dilemma. We both had been total bareback-only when we met, and we weren't sure how to proceed. We decided neither of us would have any success if we tried to play safe, so we just went back to barebacking with everyone. It's been lots of fun although neither of us fools around as much as we did in the first year or two we opened up the relationship.

Yes, you were Raped. Nothing says you gotta feel bad about it.

You have "author succeed" a hundred times in this story already.

Demographics could include 'contact info' in case you both enjoyed it and want a repeat (grin) Maybe location could allow for tracking in any country. So a list of countries to select, then optional cities. Cock size could include cut/uncut Status (optional). Just some more thoughts.! Cheers

i love submitting to younger smaller guys... worshiping them starting with feet working my way up.. mmmm and i think they like dominating older Muscle

Just got paid by a pig to poz his ass. Never felt better at doing what something I would normally do for free!

Last night I hooked up with a hot muscle black guy with a thick cock. Had been horny all day chatted up with him earlier in the day but didn’t go further than typical Grindr back and forth. Anyway it’s late and I thought I was just going to have to JO when I got back on Grindr and saw he was on again. Said “hey wyd” told him I was so horned up and he said come over. He lives about 6 blocks away. Got to his place and we go into his room quietly because of his roommate. I undressed he was in a bathrobe naked underneath. We make out and and he was a great kisser too. Amazing big muscle handsome guy with a thick slightly curved upwards cock. He asked me if he can use one of his toys on me and pulls out two dildos from the nightstand drawer. One smaller the other bigger about 8 in. He started with the small one and lubed it up kissing me and looking into my eyes with passion but also with like ownership of my ass he fucked my hole with the dildo for a while then grabes the larger 8 inch and lubed it up again as I took a hit of poppers I was fucking amazed how great it felt to have someone fuckin me with a toy. He was so turned on by me taking the dildo that he pulled it out and slid his thick cock inside me so deep. He kept fucking me short deep thrusts then after about 10-15 min he used the 8 inch dildo again i was begging hot his cock inside me again which he turned me on my stomach and drilled me again with his cock. He felt amazing inside me and his wet sweaty body on top of me felt incredible as well. He was close to shooting his load as I felt him go so deep in me as my hole really just opened up to him and take his seed.

i have had men put a noose around my neck a bunch of times its hot.a couple guys just used it to pull on while fucking me from behind. a couple guys actually had it hanging from the ceiling from a pulley so they could literally hang me while they fucked me. my owner had me on a fuckbench so the guys could have a great angle to fuck me and could pull me right up off it and fuck me while they were hanging me. he even did it once at a dirty outdoor fuckparty where they actually hung me from a tree and fucked me with a baseball bat

enjoy, but not for me. i get horribly disappointed by any cum that doesn't make it inside. Whether it's my bottom or another, i hate porn where the top cums on instead of in the bottom.

I am an experienced Daddy in Oakland, kinky, pervy, etc. A couple of issues, though. 1) "Unconditional love" is something mothers give their children. Father love is conditional, you're expected to be obedient and follow Daddy's orders, requests, suggestions, and whims. 2) If you're going to hide this from your husband then you have a problem. You need to sort that out before you enter into any kind of power-based relationship with another man.

Beware, this chapter contains some piss play. - - - - - Chapter 4: Jake's new friend There's not really very much worth reporting from my birthday trip. It was over pretty quickly, Drew and a few other of mine and Jake's mutual friends had joined us. We didn't really spend any time in the city, so as expected I didn't get to see Alex. As with the last visit it was only Sunday morning and with a bad hangover that I thought to open up the apps. "So you did return then!" Alex messaged... "Yeah, sorry am out in the forest with some friends for the weekend. Not sure I'll get a chance to meet up this time" I wrote back ... "Definitely next time. Take an extra day and spend it with me first/after" he replied. Now there was an idea I'd not thought of. I returned to London with the guys. About a month later, one Friday evening I decided to randomly message Alex and see how he was doing. He didn't reply back to me until the Sunday, "Sorry. I've been busy with a new friend"... "That's cool, hope you had fun"... "OH YES. Lots of fun" followed by a devil emoji... "Oh! That sort of friend" ... "Yeah that sort ... Maybe you know him, he's Irish but lived in London for a little bit". I read it, then read it again. My heart started pounding, what if it was Jake, or rather it was highly likely to be Jake. Besides his natural attractiveness, it was his soft and rhythmic Irish accent that really melted me the second we first me. I don't know what came over me but I lied, "I doubt it, there are a lot of guys that live in London"... "But I thought you had a friend move over here"... "Yeah, but he's American" the lie continued, hoping that Alex didn't really remember who I was with when he first spotted me that night in the bar. "Ahh, yeah, I guess you're right, there are a lot of guys in London. He wasn't there long either, just after university for a few years before moving here". Fuck. It was definitely Jake. I had to put my phone down. I needed to think rationally. I needed to stop this conversation. I should block Alex. But I didn't. My cock had started hardening. "So, tell me more about your new friend?" I asked. The description fit Jake to a tee. "What did you get up to?" I probed further. I didn't get a response particularly quickly, and when I was expecting him to text, he sent me a pic of his cock in what I presume was Jake's ass. Here I was, not only seeing Jake's ass, but seeing a guy fucking him. "You didn't fuck him raw then?" I replied, having noticed a condom. "No. He was worried about his boyfriend" ... "How do you mean worried?" ... "We started out raw, but as I started talking about my load, he said I needed to put a condom on". FUCK. I knew Jake and Drew fucked raw, but he'd always been fairly clear about their safe sex for random hook ups rule. "Ahh, yes, I guess that's sensible" I replied... "Yes, but I know really that he wanted it raw" ... "How?" ... "I pissfucked him". WOW. I was not expecting that. I'd always been intrigued by watersports but had never found that any of my hookups had been into it. And now I discover that my best mate is into it. Fuck. "Nice. I've always wanted to try that" I told him... "Yeah, he loved my piss" ... "How did you get to pissfuck him?" ... "We had a shower before we had sex, he said he needed to pee, so I told him to go in the shower. And then I started to piss on him. And this look in his eyes just told me he wanted it. I stopped the shower. I told him to get on his knees, pissed in his hair, on his furry chest, on his face, and he opened his mouth and swallowed some. Such a cute cub, drinking my piss, was very hot. Then before my stream was finished I told him to stand up and turn around. I rubbed my dick on his ass, let out a bit of piss to lube him up and then pushed in. He has a nice ass, very easily took my dick. Then I released the last of my piss inside him. And I started fucking him"... "HOT" was all I could reply, my dick now harder than anything. "When I would pull out he would reach down and feel my raw cock, wet with piss. He'd coat his hand in my pee and then take it up to his mouth and suck them. Eventually being in the shower was too cramped so we went to his bed and continued. The fuck was so hot that I was very close. I told him I was near cumming, which is when he said we needed to get a condom". "Fuck man. Bet you wanted to cum in him" I replied... "Yeah. But no problem. I'm sure I will one day. Anyways, I have to go now. Speak again soon, hope you're planning another visit too". About five minutes later I came, staring at Jake's last instagram selfie. Wondering if Alex was going to breed him. I know I shouldn't have done this, I shouldn't have let Alex continue, and I really shouldn't have wanked to what he had been telling me. I was lost in a whirlwind of thoughts for a while, and jolted out of it by the sound of my phone receiving a text, it was from Jake "Hey bud, what's up?". "Big raw German bear cock up your ass" I wanted to reply... "Not much. Just a lazy Sunday afternoon" I text back.

Thanks for the feedback. - - - - - Chapter 3: Messages with the German bear I'd sort of forgotten about the German guy that had messaged me. Well, I never forgot that cock (and nor did my photos app, having obviously saved it). But after that initial interaction we did keep up messaging. And then in March on the Easter weekend he sent me another message out of the blue, "Hi, it's Alex, so when are you coming back to Germany?". Just after Christmas I'd deleted all the apps, thinking that if I got rid of them, then the temptation to bareback might go. About a week before Easter I succumbed to my urges and re-installed Scruff, his profile pic was just a thumbnail. A thumbnail of that rather magnificently hairy, beefy chest of his. So until I realised we still had our private galleries unlocked for each other I was racking my brain thinking who on earth this Alex guy could be. "Hi, I'm might be back in June. How have you been?" I replied. He replied almost immediately, "Great. The summer is wonderful here. You must go to the lake, it is very beautiful"... "Thanks for the tip, I'll try. I'm only over for a weekend though. Visiting a friend." ... "A sex friend?" ... "Haha, no, we don't have sex" ... "Oh, that is a shame, German guys can be very good sex friends". Our conversation then descended into an exchange of more explicit pics that weren't in our private galleries, and some general chat about how hot we found each other. But it was late, and my eyelids were heavy, so I made my apologies and wished him goodbye. A few weeks later, he messaged again. This time I was on my way home from some late drinks with colleagues. "Hi cub. How are you?" he asked... "A bit drunk. Just on my way home" I replied... "Going home alone?" ... "Yes" ... "That's a shame. Sexy cub like you shouldn't be alone"... "I wouldn't be if you were here"... "No. That is true. I wouldn't let you go home alone. Especially if you are drunk. You need looking after"... "I think I need something else" I replied... "Oh really? And what would that be?"... "Your cock"... "Yes?" ... "Yeah, I love it. I love how thick and veiny it is. I want to feel it" ... "You can do that when you visit"... "I want to feel it now" ... "But we are so far apart cub" ... "I know :("... "But if I was there, you could definitely feel it". I got distracted by some other notification and exited Scruff. After a few minutes he messaged again, "Where do you want to feel it cub? Where do you want to feel my cock?"... "You know" I replied"... "Tell me"... "My ass" ... "Yeah cub. I knew you wanted it"... "So badly"... "You want my cock in you cub?"... "Yes"... "Tell me cub"... "I want your cock inside me"... "Like this?" he said, following it up with a picture of his thick, veiny, raw cock entering a guy's furry ass. "YES" I replied... "You want it exactly like this?" he asked. "Yes" I replied. "You like it raw then cub?". Despite my predilection for barebacking, I'd never actively solicited it through the apps before. It was always something that happened when I was drunk, or once I was at a guy's place. It happening in the spur of the moment was a way of excusing it, I was just a guy that barebacked rather than being a barebacker. That yes I had bareback sex, but I wasn't someone that actively chose to bareback. "So cub, do you like getting fucked raw?" he asked again. He wanted to know. He wanted me to admit it. I would have to commit it to writing. "Yes" I eventually replied. "Yes, what?" he asked. "Yes, I like getting fucked raw" I typed, my dick getting harder than it ever had before. "Good" he replied. "Will you let me fuck you raw when you visit in June?"... "Yes"... "Dirty cub". So there it was technically, I'd committed in writing for the first time to let someone I'd never met before fuck me raw. I never replied to his message, having just got through the door as it arrived. I got into bed, and wanked off to his private gallery, thinking about how wonderful his cock was. How amazing it would feel to have it inside me. A few more weeks passed until he messaged again. "Not long now cub". It was mid-May, and he was right, it was only 4 and a bit weeks till I'd be back. We flirted back and forth, him telling me how much he wanted my ass, me saying how much I wanted his cock. But ultimately, I knew it was unlikely. Jake had said that one of his German friend's parents had a cabin in a forest about an hour's train journey. Knowing I loved hiking and the countryside he said he'd thought it would be great to do, we could head out Friday after I arrived, do a hike on the Saturday, and then head back on Sunday via the lake. I flirted with the hot German bear, it was some harmless fun and we'd not specifically committed to anything. Part of me felt a bit bad for leading him on, but at the same time I thought that maybe the next time I visit Jake, perhaps I'd bump into him at the bear bar.

Chapter 2: Tom's first visit We did have a great summer, that's true. What guys in their 20s don't. But, throughout it all there was this sense of foreboding, that this man I'd come to think so much of, rely so heavily on, that was in effect my best friend, brother, and role model wrapped into one, was going. He would no longer be part of my life in the same way. I wouldn't see him almost every weekend, and usually in between either. I knew I was going to miss him, and I started to miss him before he'd even gone. I remember the last time I saw him before he left for Germany. The day after his leaving party, me, Drew and few others went for a Sunday roast in the pub nearest to Jake's flat. One by one the other peeled off. Then Drew, probably sensing that Jake and I needed to be alone, went back to the flat they'd only moved into together two weeks before Jake was asked to move. "You alright?" Jake asked... "Yeah, I'm good" ... "No, you're not, you've been quieter than usual" ... "I'm just a bit hungover" ... "Yeah, you drank a lot last night. But seriously man, are you ok about all this, about me going away. I can always stay". I was floored, here was Jake saying he'd stay, in an instant I could banish the foreboding that had been growing stronger and stronger over the summer. "No, you can't. You have to. You can't pass up this opportunity. You know that the London team aren't ever going to give you the chances the Germans will. And you've already sorted everything". Our conversation moved on to other things, and eventually it was time to go. Our hug goodbye was longer than usual, I'm shorter so I always ended up with my head in his neck, I breathed in more deeply, hoping that it would mean that I remembered his smell better. And then he did something he'd never done, he moved and kissed my forehead. "Don't worry. You'll be fine. I'm only ever a call/text away. You'll come visit, and if not before, then I'll be back in a few months at Christmas. Plus I'm counting on you to keep Drew in line". I looked at him, my eyes about to water, and he just said "You don't need to say anything. I'll see you soon". I turned and walked. Usually after a day in the pub I'd have ben lazy and taken the bus the three stops to my place, but I walked, wanting to prolong things as much as possible. As I turned the corner into my street, the tears started, and they didn't stop for a good few hours. Jake flew away a few days later. That wasn't the end of things, we continued to text as normal as if that goodbye hadn't happened. In the end I didn't feel as bad after he'd left as while I was preparing for him to go. Then again, I threw myself into work and tried to be more social. Meanwhile, with no boyfriend for a couple of years, and only a handful of hook-ups my fantasies and porn habits became darker as I sought out more and more of a kick to get me off. About three or four months before Jake told me he was going, I rediscovered bugchasing. When I was at university at one point I'd found a website called "Bareback Exchange", initially it freaked me out, but eventually it was the only thing that got me hard. Somehow I managed to quit the habit, but if I'm honest it was always there. While everyone thinks I'm innocent, and it's true I don't hook up much, but when I do play, I play hard. Or rather, raw. I definitely can't top with a condom, and I'm never going to be hard or that into it if the guy topping me is wearing one. Mid-fuck I'll get them to pull out, and I'll pull the rubber off and suck them, hoping that he won't reach for another one when I start rubbing my ass against his dick again. It had reappeared as something that got me off every so often. But around the April before Jake left, before I even knew he was going, my bugchasing fantasies started again, and they never left. Then getting myself lost in my fantasies became the only way to take my mind off the fact Jake was leaving. And by the time he left, I'd normalised them to the extent where I could only cum thinking about getting my cubby ass pozzed. Despite that, I'd not actually become a chaser. I told myself, if I kept it in my head that would be ok. That I didn't need to take that step. Inadvertently, I think that's probably why I didn't actually have as much sex as other guys, I knew that if I was going to have sex I didn't want what most guys were offering (condoms and vanilla experiences). But also that I was too scared to have the sex I really wanted. I digress. Jake and I continued to text. I saw Drew a fair bit, but not as much as I ever did with Jake around. But enough that I could "keep him in line" as Jake had asked. I was never quite sure what he meant, it was well know that they had an open relationship. I think he meant, Drew not going to sex parties or saunas. Which for the most part was fine. We did go to XXL occasionally, including the dark room, as far as I know Drew only ever did oral in there. And there was a night when we got very drunk and I sucked him off, we almost fucked, but we came to our senses and realised that was a violation of Jake's trust. But after about six weeks, Jake text me, "easyJet are having a flash sale, book a ticket, come and see me in a few weeks". Drew had already visited, so it wasn't like I was breaking some sort of code. So I booked a ticket for early November. I landed on Friday afternoon, Jake had tried but couldn't get the day off work. So once getting to the train station I dropped my bag in a locker (god love continental train stations) and had a wander around a new city. I grabbed some food, saw some sights. And at 4pm Jake text to say he'd managed to leave early. We met at the main station, hugged and then picked up my bag. And no, before you ask, we didn't do that romantic run together sort of hugging. Jake had initially stayed in a hotel for a few weeks while he looked at some apartments his company had found. He'd only been in his new place about a month when I got there. It was small, but sufficient for one person on their own. It was in a nice neighbourhood with a good commute to work and the city centre. After having some dinner, we headed out to some bars. We drank a lot as we caught up, it was just like old times. Saturday night, was a bit of a repeat, there were only a few gay bars, but rather than finish up in the mainstream bar, Jake decided we'd go to the HardBar - essentially the bear/leather bar. There were some guys Jake knew there and we got chatting to them. It seemed like he was settling in well. Sunday morning, as I woke up hungover I realised I hadn't opened any of the apps yet, so I fired up the triple set of Grindr, Scruff and Growlr. I also remember Jake mentioning one called Romeo that's better on the continent, so I thought I'd check it out. I scrolled through the screens, checking some guy's profiles out but given I was getting a plane in a couple of hours didn't bother to message anyone. When I got back to London and turned my phone back on, I got a notification of a message and an album unlock. It was from a very hot beary guy in his late 30s, not muscled but the right sort of chunky to know that he could easily throw me about if I ever got in his bed. And in his private gallery was one of the thickest, most wonderful cocks I have ever seen, to this day it's almost certainly in the top 3. "Saw you at Hard last night. Very cute. Are you here long?" he'd written. "Sorry man, wasn't a long visit, just got back to London", I replied. "Oh, too bad. Let me know if you visit again" he messaged back within a few minutes, "sure thing" I replied. "Just landed, was great to visit, thanks for inviting me" I text to Jake, "Great to have you, see you at Christmas." he replied. Christmas came and went in a blur, Jake went to see his family, but was back in London for New Year at the now customary house party that our wider social group had established. At some point when we were catching up he told me to "It's the winter flight sales, come visit again in the summer, so I don't miss celebrating your 30th, I know you don't really do anything to celebrate birthdays, so why not come visit then". The following week we made plans for me to spend my 30th birthday weekend visiting Jake.

Yes I had a CD4 of 56 and VL of 90K in 2001 and my papers said “AIDS”. They also said “normal activity as tolerated” and everything since has said “HIV-Symptomatic”.

i like to strangle a cute little neg twink with my bare hands in the bathhouse so that he never sees my face then tell him it that im giving him aids right before he passes out,then make sure its hole is getting fucked by a new guy when he wakes up

If this continues... I will simply announce next chapters.... and everyone who 'likes' this announcement will get it in a private message.... This is really annoying me.

Part 3: The Revelation Dr. Bell joined David and me sitting on the bed, revealing both David and he were HIV positive. I was shocked. Upset. Pissed off. But more than anything I was dumbfounded. How could Dr. Bell do this to me? I had so many questions running through my mind. I will admit the fucking was fantastic. But still. I asked Dr. Bell why he hadn't used a condom? He said that he honestly thought I knew after seeing his tattoo. I told him I didn't know that it meant he was poz. Dr. Bell explained to me that I was likely poz now myself. That would explain why I still wasn't over the flu. As I paced around the room taking everything in I noticed the more I thought about it and how it happened the hornier I was getting. This didn't go unnoticed by Dr. Bell and David. Dr. Bell then said something else that blew me away. David was Dr. Bell's son, and Dr. Bell had knocked-up David. This revelation only added to my horniness. Well hell chances are I'm now poz myself so I did what any horny bottom would do and presented my ass and mouth back to Dr. Bell and David to use. Neither of them wasted any time. David shoved his cock down my throat and Dr. Bell attacked my ass. I was being spit roasted by these handsome studs. My own cock was creating a puddle of precum underneath me. I couldn't say anything with my mouth full of cock but I was definitely showing them I wanted more of their precious cum. Dr. Bell was the first to cum and I swallowed every drop of cum he shot down my throat. He had me continue sucking his cock after he cum and to my amazement he didn't go soft. A minute or so later David said he was cumming and he shot his toxic cum inside my ass. His cock, like that of his father, remained hard. David and Dr. Bell changed places and continued spit-roasting me. I was so cock drunk that I paid no attention to my own cock. I was now addicted to taking poz cum. Dr. Bell announced he was going to cum and this sent David over the edge at the same time. As each gentleman fed me his cum, I exploded without ever touching my cock. As I was coming down from my post orgasmic bliss I heard a blood curdling scream followed by the shout "What the fuck are you doing?" My mom was standing in the doorway.

It is funny, this question. Did I chase, ya I guess I did. When I was first diagnosed I was in the hospital with double pneumonia. Sick as a dog and did not know what was happening. But the thrill of the chase was always hot to me. Taking anon loads not knowing what was in that load. Was always so damn hot to me. Do I get off still thinking about those loads, looking at those wasted bods, biohazard tats. Fuck yes I do. Do I want to be that sick again, not really but the idea of taking some sick fucks load, yep I love it. Am I a bit perverted craving toxic loads? Big questions I have no answers for. But it does make me hard and it does not bother me being poz.

Wow, that was more popular than I expected. Sorry I've been slow to get back, been busy as fuck with work. That being said, I got more for you guys. Enjoy. +++ I was still in a bit of a daze, trying to process everything that had just happened in the short span of a few minutes. Even now, with my dad's HIV-positive cum dripping out of my hole, I couldn't believe it, almost as if I was in the middle of a dream. My dad's hand slapping across my thigh jerked me out of it promptly enough, though, and I shakily turned over onto all fours, my limbs feeling weak under me. His hand came and hooked under my hips, tugging me backward toward him until I was a bit higher, my sore hole presented to him. He licked his lips, reaching for his phone and grabbing it. Under me, I could see my shadow suddenly pronounced, the light of his camera brightly illuminating behind me. I could feel his cock at my hole again, the head teasingly prodding at my abused pucker, then the sound of the camera snapping. Chuckling, he sent the photo off, then tossed the phone aside. Both hands went back to my hips, and with a sigh, he tugged me backward against him, his shaft sinking into my hole with a burning ache. "That's it, slide down on it, Mason," he growled, his hands gripping my midsection tightly as his hips thrust forward. The base of his cock was thick and throbbed hard as he pressed it into me, those hairy, heavy balls pressed hard against my hole. Still pressing in deep, he began to turn his hips around ever so slightly, grinding his cock around in me and pushing at the walls of my ass in every direction. Sliding back out, I could feel my hole being pulled out with him, every veiny inch tugging at my ring and making me shudder. He was no easy fuck by any measure, but at least now with a load in, it seemed to have an easier time than it did before. That wasn't to say it didn't hurt, though; I could still feel the sting with every thrust as his cum worked into my beat up hole. "Now that your cunt is nice and wet, I can take my time, enjoy it..." he groaned, slowly working his cock in and out. I could feel it, every inch of it, sliding in to me, a sick wet noise coming out every time his hips mashed up against my ass again. One hand went up from my waist to my neck, pushing it down and angling me so that my ass was up in the air, the perfect angle for him to drill in deep. One leg came up beside me, his foot planted not far from my head as he began to really, really rut me. The weight of him seemed to be pushing right into my ass, slapping roughly. His breath was heavy, clearly working to ram as hard as he could into me. The entire bed shook along with it, roughly battering against the wall. I couldn't help the small grunts that left me with his thrusts, his size making it impossible to stay quiet. Mitch had never been this rough with me, not to mention as big. It was no doubt too much for me, but my dad didn't care much. As my head was sideways on the bed, I could see him on top of me, a smiled spread wide across his face. Sweat was coating his body in a sheen, dripping through the hair and filling the room with his pungent, musky smell. My eyes were inevitably drawn to the tattoo again, watching it shift as his abs flexed with his movements. He looked down and saw me eying it, then chuckled to himself. "Like it, boy?" he said, grinning wider when he saw me look away. "Maybe we'll get you one, too... Put it right on your cunt, that way everyone knows what it's for," he said, closing his eyes and relishing the idea. As he did it, I could feel the head of his cock grinding over my prostate, my entire body twitching in response to it. He leered at me as he did it, then began to grind it over and over, watching me squirm under him. Even with the burning, I could feel my cock drooling down onto the bed. "Something tells me you're gonna love it, slut," he jeered at me as he jabbed forward over and over, pummeling my prostate until I couldn't help but cry and whimper out in time with it. "There you go, let it out. Daddy's got more to give you..." He stopped talking then, instead focusing on my fucking me literally senseless. It was too big, filling me up beyond what I could handle, but he didn't care, instead mashing my prostate repeatedly with frenzied strokes. His breaths came out in grunts and snarls, and before I knew what was going on, his foot was down on my face, pushing it into the bed as he snarled, ramming in as deep as he could. I thought he was going to cum soon, but he seemed to have other plans, sustaining the brutal rutting for a few minutes, his sweat dripping down onto my back and shoulders, his scent covering me outside like his load covered me within. Some of his cum dripped down my balls, a good bit of it squelching about and coating my ass and the hair around his groin. In the midst of the lewd, wet noises, I could hear his phone buzzing, and finally, he slowed down for a brief moment to reach down over and pick his phone up. His foot left my face then, and I got a chance to breathe for a bit while he paid attention to his phone. He put it up to his ear, only slowing down his thrusts as he said, "You're here? Yeah. No, go on ahead. The door's unlocked. We're upstairs." He hung up, and soon after, heavy footfalls began to make their way up the stairs. When they reached my room, the door opened to reveal what I could only guess was a trucker, from the look of it. He was a big bear of a man, his belly big and round unlike my dad's more muscular, dense tone. He was dressed in a leather jacket, an oil-stained pair of jeans, and a confederate flag cap. He stood a good foot taller than my dad, and as he came in, I could feel my heart race at the knowledge of what he was here for. Even now, I could see the sizable swell of his bulge in the front of his jeans. "This your new cunt?" "Sure is. This is Mason... I think I told you about him," he said with a devious grin. For his part, the newcomer seemed surprised. "Mason, say hello to my buddy Jack. Y'all are gonna get to know each other real well," he said, not missing a beat as he continued to thrust away. Jack seemed the opposite; clearly, my dad hadn't told him who it was that he'd found to stick his cock into. "Jesus, Connor, you're pozzing your own son?" for a moment, I took his incredulity to be disapproval, but he then whistled, shaking his head and reaching down to rub at his bulge. "Sure am. Caught him with his legs up like a whore, so..." he trailed off, chuckling. Jack grinned back, shaking his head. He was loving it, standing there and watching as my dad fucked away. The intensity picked back up and soon I was grunting again, my hands grasping at the sheets while I slammed forward over and over again. Jack came forward to the bed, his denim-covered groin right in front of me. He smelled of tobacco and sweat, the outline of his cock visible through the jeans. It was monstrous, even bigger than my dad's. "You know, we call Jack here Jack the Ripper, on account of his cock having a knack for tearing up a cunt when he uses it," my dad said, and I had no trouble believing him. If my dad was a tough fit, it was impossible to imagine that massive thing entering me. He began to undo his belt, the buckle loosening around his midsection and the jeans sliding down. His belly hung down over some, but even then, I could see the fat, uncut cock hanging down from it, a piercing peeking out from the foreskin. It wasn't fully hard yet, but it looked to be at least 7 inches already. "Get your mouth on it, boy." Jack was all too happy to help, reaching down with a hand to run his fingers through my hair, gripping it some and bringing my face to the base of his cock. His scent was strong there, like salt and maleness, and I could feel his cock throb against my face, grinding against it as my mouth got a taste of his balls. He held me there, forcibly burying my face in his dense pubic hair against him. After a few moments, he pulled me up, giving me only a moment to pause before the tip was at my lips, the piercing pressing in between them and making its way in as his shaft stretched my jaws open. It was a cramped fit, and the sensation of that piercing rubbing into the back of my throat wasn't helping. Jack wasn't one to care, though; every time I tried to pull back off of his cock, his hand would hold me steady, forcing me further back down instead of letting me up for air. I could feel tears in my eyes as I fought not to retch, barely keeping my stomach down before that glistening length was popped out, dripping with spittle and precum and positively huge. At full length, he was about eleven inches, the base of it looking about as thick as my wrist. Behind me, I heard my dad laugh. "I felt that... You're tightening up your cunt just thinking about it, aren't you?" It was impossible not to, and I suddenly found myself glad that my dad was still fucking me, ironically enough. The longer he fucked me, the longer I had before Jack had his turn. Almost as if reading my mind, my dad began to pick up the pace, snarling as he pounded away. "Stuff his throat again, Jack. I want him to squeeze it out..." Jack nodded, grabbing my head in his massive paw of a hand and pushing me down on his cock again, my face soon buried under his belly as his cock fucked deep into my throat, the front of my neck bulging out obscenely with it. I tugged away, desperate for air, and I could feel my hole clench around my dad's cock, a hiss coming from between his teeth as he hunched over me, his sweaty belly on my back, chest on my shoulders, breath hot on my ear. With a low grunt, he slammed in deep, his cock flexing and spewing another load into me. His weight went slack, relaxing as pulse after pulse of cum was deposited inside me. Jack finally let me off of his cock, thick strands of spittle connecting from my lips to it. "Turn 'im around,'" he grunted, and after a moment, my dad picked himself up off of me, my back wet with his sweat, then pulled his cock out of me with a tug. His cock popped out of me and I gasped, feeling the warm cum leaking out of me and the emptiness left without his cock inside me. I didn't have much time to ponder or savor it, though, as they both maneuvered me around roughly, making me turn around onto my back so that my hole was at the edge of the bed. At that point, I could see Jack above me, a cigar between his lips. He brought a lighter to the tip, holding it there till it was well-lit and glowing orange. Putting the lighter away, he stepped forward, one hand pulling his cock up then letting it slap down against mine on the bed. It was almost comical how his cock dwarfed mine, and I could tell already that it was going to be a painful fit given how heavily it lay against me. That was all the reprieve I got, though. Jack soon pulled his hips back some, that cock sliding down my balls until the piercing was pressed up into my crack. I could feel the metal pressing against my open pucker, and as I began to fidget, my dad's hands came down on my arms, pinning them down and holding me in place. "Now, now, boy, don't be rude." "Dad, please, he's too big, there's no way he's gonna fit," I begged, too terrified of that cock to worry about the fact that I was being disobedient. "Aw, hell, boy, that's what they all say," Jack said, chuckling to himself as he pushed his cock into me, no warning or preparation. I simply felt the metal pushing past my pucker, then the fat head soon following. Given how my dad had been fucking me, it wasn't too terrible of an entry, but his cock soon filled out, and I could feel my hole being stretched once more. The burn returned, soon replaced by the sharp pain of my hole being opened beyond what it was supposed to. It relentlessly pushed forward even as my hole desperately tried to push it out. "There you go... I can feel your pussy milking me, baby... Gonna knock you up with my strain too...." he said, sighing and letting smoke stream out. He wasn't even fully into me, but I already felt like I was being split in two. Before long, he seemed to hit a wall, my hole stubbornly refusing to give despite his rough jabs. He seemed annoyed by this, then reached into one of his pockets. "Sniff." He held a bottle of poppers to my nose. I knew what they were of course and I gladly obeyed, bringing my head forward a bit to put my nose at the edge and inhaled deeply. They were new and strong, and I immediately felt the rush going through me and the pain in my hole lessen. "Again." Another few hits, each time getting me more giddy than before. By the time he was done, I felt weak, the burn in my hole almost feeling distant. Jack seemed satisfied, and with a rough thrust, I felt him break in deep, his shaft sliding in the remaining few inches with relatively little difficulty. I couldn't believe the fact that he was in me... Entirely in me. I looked down, almost expecting to see a bulge in my stomach where I could feel his cock pulsing in me, as if deep in my core. I let head fall back then, almost delirious. This couldn't be happening, could it? My dad seemed to take advantage of the opportunity to straddle my face then, covering up my view of Jack. "How about you clean off daddy's cock, hm?" He said, pushing his shaft in between my lips and sliding the cum-slick length down into it. It didn't taste too bad, though I could still taste a hint of metal in it from the way he'd torn me up. No doubt Jack was only making it worse, especially as he began to pull his shaft out of me. I could feel his piercing dragging out inside of me, the sensation making me groan around my dad's cock as it hauled back and forth in me. I felt like I was being punched in the gut over and over, being stuffed so utterly again and again. "Fuck, I ain't gonna last long at this rate," Jack said to himself with a chuckle, and I could see my dad grinning above me. If I wasn't mistaken, I'd almost say he looked proud. "Yeah, I really scored with this one, didn't I?"

You asked this, so I’m going to answer. The first indication I had that I was infected with HIV was a line of six doctors standing by my hospital bed. They had just come in and woke me up where I was recovering from having nearly died from fungal meningitis and related stroke two days earlier. ”You have AIDS,” they said. Boom. Just like that. No easing into it, no hand-holding, no sugar-coating. ”Are you telling me I have HIV?” I asked. ”No, AIDS,” one of them said. I don’t remember any of the conversation after that. I had tested and tested - all negative. False negatives, as it turned out. What I had to learn and learn fast is that the doomsday scenario of wasting away and dying a hideous death is now something I can prevent, but it means changing the way I think and live. It means ART meds for the rest if my life (or until there’s a cure), without fail, because if I slack off, the virus will evolve so the meds will do no good. Let’s get one thing crystal clear - the HIV virus is The Enemy. It will kill you if it can. It is constantly upping its game, its hides where we cannot find it, it turns our own defenses against us, and so far, we cannot stop it. We can only slow it down. There are guys here - way too many guys - who have the mistaken idea that getting HIV means you can now fuck bare without worry. Wrong-o. Getting HIV doesn’t mean you’re free - you can still get infected with a different/worse/treatment-resistant strain you didn’t have to start with and be ten times worse off. Plus, getting pozzed (let alone living with AIDS) puts you at far greater risk of getting other diseases that wouldn’t kill a neg guy, but they might kill you. And I guaran-damn-tee you that when you’re lying in a hospital bed with pneumonia or meningitis, you won’t be on the fence about whether you want to have AIDS. I’ve made this point elsewhere in this part of the forum, but I’ll do it again here: This is the HIV Health area, not the chaser/gifter area, so this may be the only place on this entire bareback fucking site where it’s appropriate to say that romanticization or sexualization of disease is inappropriate. Get it straight: No man who is compos mentis chooses a debilitating lifelong illness. No man with any goddamn sense looks at wasting, weakness, incontinence and death and says, “Yeah, I’m down for that!” And no man who has ever watched a loved one, a partner, or a brother-in-spirit decay and die before his helpless eyes as the Enemy Virus did its work would ever suggest that it was sexy. I don’t judge men for having chaser or gifter fantasies, because I frankly don’t get where they’re coming from. I’m living their fucking fantasy, and it sucks ass in the worst possible way. Whatever. But anyone who actually intentionally infects another person? Anyone who chooses not to accept treatment but instead allows The Enemy to use his body as an incubator and then goes out a-fucking bare? Those men are making conscious choices to give aid and comfort to the enemy, and they are wrong. I have AIDS. I publicly announce my status before I put my ass in service, every time. I don’t play unless undetectable (yes, last check yesterday in fact) and I do not miss my meds. I am grateful to every single Top who does me the honor of breeding me, and it is my duty to ensure that I never put any of them at risk. Remember that there was once a time when there was no such thing as HIV, or AIDS, when bareback sex wasn’t potentially deadly, when men took for granted what we now debate and fantasize about. The fact that we can do it at all now is only because science has given us a measure of control over the Enemy. Our ability to continue fucking in the way that we choose in the future means we can’t begin to glorify the disease to the point that we give it a stronger foothold - or any more of our lives. It’s had enough already.

I enjoy being the one to order or make any mods on a sub. I did help a sub, years ago, find a dr to remove his balls. It was a process, and the first time I fucked him after he was castrated was really hot. For me, that's the last step of genital modifications. I'd never want to see a penis removed on a man, or have it done to a sub. Just my opinion, as I perceive the balls as the main catalyst to submission.

Pt2 Your ad is posted and you feel the rush of anticipation, and some doubt of who will reply or if anyone will at all. You have your email open in one tab and open another and decide to check out xtube. You do a search for anon bareback and start watching some videos of me fucking raw and primal. Your own cock is throbbing with a need of its own, you start to play with your hole thinking how you want to be the bottom in the scenes you are watching. It all looks so hot to you, but you know how afraid you are to think about another man entering you bare. You check your email tab and see that there are three emails, your heart starts pumping as you look at them. Opening the first one you read "Still looking?" And nothing else. The second is a younger guys with stats that sound impressive, but no pic to back it up. You open the third and start to read, guy your age looking for his first experience with another guy, wants to take it slow. Also wants to make out and maybe some oral. As you are reading you see another email in your inbox. You quickly open this one and find its a guy a little older than you. About the same build, but bigger cock with a picture to prove it. Your heart is racing over this one and you have clicked reply before you even realize what you are doing. Fingers flying over the keyboard asking if he's looking for what you described in the ad. And if looking for tonite. You click send before the big head starts telling you what to do. You immediately start clicking refresh on your email expecting instant gratification. Other emails pop in, but you ignore them, looking for his reply to you. A minute or two goes by and you see a reply from him. Yes he is looking for anon dark room. The thought really turns him on, he also really needs to cum badly tonite. He asks where you are staying. Also wants to know if you want safe or bareback. You hit reply and tell him the hotel name and general location, pausing on the last question. You think for a few minutes, then just start typing. Love the thought of Bareback and would love to try it, but concerned about catching something. You admit you are married and really want feel what a real cock feels like, but are afraid. Your body is shaking a little as you hit send. You again start the refresh of your email. Knowing it will take some time for a reply, or you might not even get one at all if what you said turns him off. But his reply takes even less than the first. He tells you that he normally only plays safe, but would love to feel his cock in a nice hole without the condom. He understands your concerns and will leave it up to you. He knows where the hotel is and lives about ten minutes away. You click reply again and your fingers hover over the keyboard fighting an inner battle of which way to go. You know what you want! You know you won't be satisfied! You start typing that you really want Bareback and want to know what it's like to have a cock in you without the condom on. You click send before you can stop yourself. Less than a minute goes by this time and his reply is in your inbox. He says okay lets do it bareback and he's ready to come now, just tell him okay. You heart is pounding now, the thought of him fucking you has you so excited and nervous all at the same time, you click reply and type okay clicking send without even thinking about it. You push the laptop away and think to yourself, this is it, you just set up the fantasy you have always wanted. You look at your hands and they are shaking with the nerves going through your body. You look back at the laptop and see he has replied. You open the email and it says. "On my way"