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PART ONE My name is David and I’m an athletic 20 y/o straight guy. Correction: I thought I was!!! I used to spend my weekends hanging out with my girlfriend, but now I spend them lying in a sling getting gangbanged and getting my as filled up with loads of cum. I knew my GF since I was 9 y/o and I thought that I was in love with her, so I didn’t explore my sexuality. In one night I was converted all thanks to some white crystals. It all started a few months ago when my GF and I broke up because she was fucking another guy. To be honest… I felt relieved. Finally I could also spend time with my friends in the weekends. Not that I hardly see them; 7 years ago we started a Parkour (free-running) team after we saw some YouTube vids about it, so you could find us after classes or work at the park or by the abandoned parking garage practicing our moves and jumps. My best friend is Brian, he’s 18 y/o (nearly 19) and coincidently also the younger brother of my ex GF. Brian was a bit different than the rest. When he became 16 he started in the weekends by staying out all night, no one knew where he was. His parents grounded him but without any effect; he just sneaked out when he had the change. He always came home after a few days, so after a while his parents gave up. Around the same I also saw that he had a few tattoos on his body. My first weekend as a free man was coming up so I asked Brian if he wanted to hang out. He told me that his parents weren’t home that weekend so we could do whatever we liked. So later that evening I went over to Brian’s house. Brian opened the door shirtless. I could see that he had a lot more tattoos on his toned body than when I saw them for the first time. ‘Is your sis also home?’, I asked. ‘She’s out and probably won’t come home tonight. So don’t worry!’ he replied. We watched a movie, but I was keeping an eye on the door; I didn’t want to see her cheating face. ‘Dude, relax! Be glad that you’re a free man. Time to start living!’, said Brian. ‘You’re right! But I’m not as laid back as you!’, I replied. He asked ‘Wanna smoke some weed?’. ‘No! I tried that once and became ill’, I answered. ‘In that case… I have something else that doesn’t make you ill… and it will also help you relax’, Brian said. I wanted to say ‘No’ but Brian interrupted me: ‘What did I just said… live a bit!’. ‘Trust me!’, he added. I smiled and nodded. He came back with a burner and a glass pipe with a bowl on the end. He got a bag with a small amount of white crystals and he loaded the contents of the bag in the bowl. The he heated the bowl with the burner and took a deep hit. After 10 seconds he exhaled and said ‘Up for it?’. I nodded. Brian heated the bowl and placed the pipe at my mouth. I followed his instructions and inhaled deep and kept it in for about 10 seconds. ‘You have to take 4 more hits’ Brian said. After the fourth I could feel my body relax. I gave the pipe back to Brian and he also took 5 deep hits. A warm glow went thru my body. ‘When the heat gets to much it’s best to take of your shirt!’ Brian said. ‘Isn’t necessary I think!’, I replied. But a few minutes later I took my shirt off. ‘Shall I switch the movie to some porn?’, Brian asked. ‘Sounds good’, I replied. I felt horny as hell and started rubbing my cock thru my shorts. I saw that Brian got the pipe and took some hits, he than he handed over the pipe and I also took some hits. Brian pulled down his shorts and started to stroke his cock. ‘You don’t mind, do you?!’ he asked. I replied by doing the same. It wasn’t hard to miss that Brian’s cock was larger than my 8 inches. ‘Damn! I knew that my cock was large but yours is even bigger!’, I said. ’Just under 10 inches’, he replied. After stroking our own cocks for 20 minutes I asked for another hit. Brian replied: ‘Sorry dude, we used up the small amount I had!’. ‘Too bad! I made me feel so hot and submissive!’, I replied. ‘We can get some more!’, he said. I looked at Brian. He continued: ‘Friends of mine always have enough, so we can pick up some there. It’s only a 10 minute drive when we take your car’. ‘Don’t they mind?’, I asked. ‘No they won’t… so let’s go… the quicker we go, the quicker we’re back!’, Brian said. So I grabbed my car keys and we drove to Brian’s friends. We arrived at an apartment building. We walked inside, the doorman and Brian greeted each other. When we stepped in to the elevator Brian typed a code on the keypad and pressed the button for the penthouse floor. When we stepped out of the elevator we enter a hallway. At the end we came in a huge living room. Brian cut across towards an other hall, I followed him. We came at a door and I could here loud music and muffled voices coming from behind it. ‘Wait here!’, Brian said. He entered the room, but forgot to fully close the door. I heard moaning and other strange noises. I started to get curious and pushed the door a bit more open so I could see what was happening. I saw naked men fucking and sucking other men. I saw a young guy (18-19 y/o) laying in a sling with his wristed tied behind his back. A black guy with a huge cock walked towards the guy. He rubbed some spit on his cock and started to enter that small white ass. When young guy started to moan louder the black guy took the boys nipples between his fingers and started to pinch and pull them. The moans got louder and louder as the black cock sank deeper and deeper until his cock was fully inside the moaning guy. At that same moment the door opened and Brian and another guy stood in front of me. ‘Are you enjoying the view?’, he said. I stuttered while trying to say ‘No’. ‘Dude your dick is telling us a different story’, said the guy besides Brian. I looked down and saw that my cock was pitching a tent in my shorts and there was also a wet stain where my dick oozed pre-cum. ‘Don’t feel ashamed for liking what you see. I’m not ashamed for it either.”, said Brian. ‘Know you know what I was doing in the weekends’, he said laughing. ‘Come in… no one will bite you!’, said the other guy. I walked in and saw that the other guy was Brians older brother Chris. Chris is 25 y/o and his ripped body is covered in tattoos. His nipples are pierced and he has a huge cock with a PA piercing. Brian hands me a pipe. To calm my nerves I take several deep hits. When I give the pipe back to him I see that Brian already took of his clothes. ‘There’s only one of us overdressed’, Brian said while pulling down my shorts. Chris pulls up my shirt over my head. Brian stands in front of me and looks me deep in my eyes. His hand starts to stroke my hard cock. I become mesmerized. Our faces come closer, our lips touch and we start to kiss. I never felt like this before and I don’t want it to end. He did a step back and said: ‘You said that the Tina makes you horny and submissive. Are you willing to open yourself for new feelings and ideas? Are you willing to give yourself to me and to do whatever I say no questions asked? Do you thrust me?’. ‘YES, YES, YES’ I answered unknowing what to come. ‘Drink this’, Brian said. ‘What is it’. I asked. ‘It’s something called G… it’s to relax you… After this no questions anymore, remember?!’, Brian said. I nodded. I went to sit down and saw how the black guy was pounding the young guy in the sling harder and harder. With a loud roar he rammed his cock as deep as he could and started to shake. ‘That’s Devon and his loads are huge… Go and take a closer look!”, says Chris. I walk towards the sling and see how Devon pulls out his cock. The asshole of the young guy stays open and pulsates while slowly a stream of cum start to ooze out. ‘Your cock likes it… why don’t you put yours in so you can feel how a sloppy cum hole feels?’, says Devon. I move towards the ass and slide my cock inside. The feeling is incredible and not to explain. Brain takes place behind me, his hand goes around my waist and slides besides my cock in the ass. When it’s inside it wraps around my cock and begins to stroke my cock. The feeling of being jerked off inside some ones ass is mind-blowing. The bottom and I start moan in sync. Brian start to jerk harder and faster. I feel my cock swell up inside and with a loud roar I shoot my first load in a boys ass. Brian and I pull out and kiss. Then Brian takes my hand and leads me to the bathroom. ‘I’m going to show you how you clean your ass… because I only fuck clean asses… you want to feel this cock inside you? Yes you do! Because you said you would give yourself to me!!’, Brian said with a grin. I smiled and nodded. When I was clean I could feel that I was getting woozy from the drink. Brian orders me to lay in the sling. ‘When you’re in the sling a pipe isn’t very handy… so we a better way… stick out your arm and trust me!’, said Brian. I do as asked and stick out my arm. Chris takes a shoelace and ties off my arm. Before I realize it I feel a needle in my arm and see how the contents of the syringe disappears in my vein. ‘Enjoy the trip!’, says Chris while he looses the shoelace. I feel the T shooting thru my veins which makes me cough. And while I feel myself glide into a state of pure trance I hear Chris say ‘I gave him an extra dose to make him totally brainwash him and turn him in to a toxic cum whore’. The only thing I remember is begging to get my ass filled with cock and me pleading to be turned in to a toxic cum whore. I woke up from my trance a few hours later with a sloppy cum as like the other young guy. The young guy was laying beside me. He was wearing glasses this time. I recognized him as a guy from my class. ‘The next time the dose will be normal… that way you can feel it all when you get fucked by Devon”, said the guy. ‘Did I got fucked by Devon?’, I said. ‘Yes! Brian even fisted his cum deeper inside you!’ he replied. I was in shock. ‘They filmed everything so you can watch it… so you can see what they are going to do to you next week!’, he added. ‘Don’t think that there will be a next time!’, I said. ‘Yes you will, that empty feeling in your ass will get more and more until you beg to be filled! I was converted last year and I haven’t missed a party since! Their toxic DNA is flowing in your blood now. Your one of us!” he says. ‘One of you?’, I asked. ‘Hey guys, he didn’t discover the band-aid just above his cock!’, he shouts. ‘We all got a biohazard tattoo with the text “POZ BROTHER” above it. We all have one!’, he continued. Slowly the result of my actions set in and the harder I thought about it the hornier I got. My ass started to tingle, I know now that the empty feeling only will get worser, so I asked out loud ‘Can some one please fill my ass again?’. ‘Later… we first going to show you on bigscreen what you missed! So you know what where going to do to you next time!’, said Chris laughing. TO BE CONTINUED!

He and I met once before and fucked our brains out. I loaded him up with 3 loads and we exchanged numbers. We promised to connect again and that happened today. I was doing some errands and was passing his way. I went online and was happy to see he was looking for fun. I sent a message on the hook up site. Did he want to connect? I was doing errands and was going to pass by his area on the way home in about an hour. He answered quickly. YES! He sent me his address and I finished my errands. He has an insatiable ass and was horny and so was I. He met me at the door when I arrived and said he couldn't wait for me to breed his hole. We went upstairs and started kissing..both of us taking our clothes off in the process. He bent down and sucked my cock hard. His mouth was a suction. It felt so good. I led him to the bed because I wanted his hole. I positioned myself at a 69 and he was sucking my dick and I was licking and rimming his hole.. I stuffed my tongue into his fuck hole and tongue fucked it for awhile. He was moaning and groaning and sucking me like a hungry pup. I told him to lay down on his stomach and I mounted him. My cock sliding back and forth against his warm moist cum hole. He was writhing back and forth horny with anticipation. I aimed my cock head to his hole and slid home. He felt so warm and good. I started pumping my dick in and out of his slit. He was moaning like a bitch in heat. He started using his muscles to squeeze my cock..IT WAS AMAZING. I would thrust inside and he would hold on tight.. I loved this hole. Grunting and groaning as my orgasm neared I pushed in deep as I could and loaded him up..He fucked back and took every drop using his ass muscles to message my cock squeezing every drop. I kept fucking and my dick stayed hard inside him as he squeezed me. I could feel his wet hole and it was great. I kept fucking and fucking until I dropped another load. I rolled off and took a breather. He sucked me hard again and begged me to fuck him more. And more I did..All total we fucked for a couple hours and I loaded him up 4x. It felt so good rutting like pigs in heat and just loading his hole up. We plan to fuck again soon. Next time we'll do a three way!

I'd been working hard and had been seriously stressed out so I decided to take some much needed time off and decided to head to Las Vegas to relax at my condo and hopefully get fucked. Man, did I get way more than I expected. I got home, aired out the place and took a shower. I cleaned out really well in anticipation and once I was settled in, I smoked some weed and went online to look for that evening's entertainment. Being the usual workaholic that I am, I hadn't checked my email on any of my websites or apps in almost a month so I knew I'd have some catching up to do. I signed into BBRT and was greeted by almost two dozen messages. Right towards the top, one message in particular caught my eye "CumUnion - Las Vegas: Saturday May 16th." "Holy fuck," I realized, "that's tonight!" Right then and there I made up my mind to finally attend a CumUnion party. Over a week later I'm still in a post fuck glow. Ha ha ha. I decided to kill some time and had a few Jack and Cokes and smoked another bowl so I was pleasantly high and buzzing. At around 8:00 I ordered an Uber and headed over to Hawk's Gym. Luckily, there were a couple of rooms left so I got one towards the back facing the main corridor. After undressing, I went in search of some fun. I went into the dark room first and saw a couple of tall muscular bodies standing like wallflowers, each of whom was fondling a huge bulge under his towel. I made my way to a platform in the rear of the roomlooked like huge bulges under their towels. There's a platform made from sectionals which were positioned in the rear of the room. I walked over, dropped my towel and knelt on the platform, face-down, ass-up and pre-lubed for whoever wanted to fuck my tight hole. In less than 15 seconds I felt a huge, rough calloused hand stroking my ass cheeks and a thick finger shoved into my hole. I relaxed and enjoyed the ass play for about a minute when suddenly his hand retreated. The next thing I felt was a softball sized cockhead stretching my hole to its limit. I hit my poppers and felt my hole relax that final inch it needed for the huge cock to slide balls-deep inside me, filling me more completely than I had ever before felt. The cock must have been at least ten amazingly thick inches. The guy fucked me with a rough but steady rhythm. I still had no idea what he looked like and neither one of us had said a word. He fucked me roughly, grabbing my hips and squeezing my ass cheeks with each hand. The whole time I was hard as a rock and on the verge of cumming but I fought the urge to cum with every ounce of will power and gave into the shiver inducing pleasure, milking his cock, or at least trying to, given my hole was wrapped tight around his dick. He fucked me relentlessly for a few minutes and all too soon, he shoved in as deep as he could go and I could feel his huge cock pulsing and throbbing as he groaned and I felt a warmth spreading inside me letting me know that I was getting bred. He squeezed my ass tight, forcing me to clench my ass as he pulled out and I did not lose a single drop of his seed. I was flying from the poppers and as I lay there catching my breath, he walked away and all I saw was a manly silhouette as he exited the dark room. I lay there panting and was about to get up and stretch my legs when I felt the other guy who had just watched me get barebacked put his hand on my upper back, bent me over again and started slapping my hole with his equally impressive cockhead. With no further foreplay, he started sliding in with no more lube than what was already around my hole and I felt him go about another inch deeper than my first fucker. This new guy was out to get his nut and started almost hate fucking me. I loved every fucking second of his thick cock banging against my prostate and I started building up towards my own orgasm. This guy's brutal pounding was almost too much for me and I started groaning and moaning. He also fucked me for a few delirious minutes and as he hilted himself in me and started shooting his cum inside me. Icouldn't hold back and my own dick started spurting my own load. I collapsed onto my stomach as he held his dick in me until our respective spasms subsided. As he pulled out and walked out of the dark room, I turned and caught a glimpse of a tall bearded 20 something white stud with an impressive thick cunt wrecker leading his way. Draping my towel over my left shoulder, I walked back out into the main corridor where I caught a glimpse of a cock. I had been at CumUnion for only 20 minutes, and already had two loads inside my ass. I went in search of more loads, knowing the night would be amazing.

Pride SF BBC in my bedroom my legs are now wet after his cum bubbled out

You know that feeling like they're hitting a wall when a guy fucks you in a certain way? They're fucking you and it feels great and then they go deeper and BAM, pain and you feel yourself desperately trying to crawl away from that cock. That's your "second hole'. If you have your wits about you, you can arch your back a little more or shift your ass a bit and find the opening so the next thrust goes into instead of against. I guarantee, he'll groan and moan and will nut in you HARD.

I'll aways remember the first time I watched a scene from Treasure Island Media. It was two brothers who describe how fooling around in HIgh School turned into an intensely primal expression of their love and their bond. Then we get to watch brother breed brother. Watching that unearthed the most intense and primal sexual feelings, as if sex was colors, and I had rediscovered them, not just for being a hot scene, but for activating a more intense, more primal sexuality. But it was also a double edged sword. The idea of being in porn was both something I wanted deeply, but felt impossible because I believed that I was fundamentally unattractive. So you can imagine that I was more than a little bit surprised when their casting department reached out to me, and asked me to fill out an applicant to be a model. I thought it must be a prank. It wasn't until after the interview that I realized it actually fucking happened. I had just interviewed with Treasure Island Media to be a porn star. It was one of the best things I've ever done in my life.

My brother and I so much fun at the Pride Parade today and so proud of him the excitement he showed when he was flagging.

Part 21 - Jacob's Return "Morning sexy." Jake huddled closer to Marco before realising it was already 9am. Jake panicked as his brother would be there 10am. Marco was feeling horny and wanted his morning booty with Jake but he was already heading to shower and dress. Marco threw on some shorts and t-shirt, and told Jake to make sure he had something to drink and eat , he headed downstairs to the kitchen. On the other side of the suburb Jacob was sat drinking coffee as his dad appeared. "Morning, where did you go last night?" "Momring, I had dinner with Jake and I err... got offered a job." "What?" "I know." He regaled the events and how he was offered the job, the training and wages, his dad smiling and warning him not to fuck this opportunity up. He went on telling him he was meeting Jake at 10am and going shopping for some work clothes. His dad gave him some money as his mum appeared in the kitchen. She was overexcited at the news and happy that he and Jake were spending time together. He left to get the 9.45 bus figuring he would be there at just after 10am. Fabian and Marco were talking in the kitchen as Jake appeared, Marco handed him a bowl of fruit and yoghurt. Spencer and JP walked in announcing they smelt the coffee from next door. JP was dressed in his chauffeur uniform, Jake looked him over. "Are you working today JP?" "Of course, taking you and your bro shopping." "No, that's not necessary JP we can bus it." "Not on my watch Jake." "Fabian tell him he doesn't need to do this." "Sorry Jake it's all taken care of any anyway Alfredo is expecting you both." He knew it was no good pressing the point so he went over and gave him a kiss and hug. Spencer and JP were not happy, as they stood waiting. Realising they wanted a kiss and hug to he happily obliged. "Marco, when are you going to free Jake up for some fun?" "When ever Jake is happy to." All eyes were on Jake as he sat down and sipped his coffee eyeing each of them and smirking. Andre appeared saying Jacob was standing outside like last night. Fabian said he would go and get him. "Jacob, why are you standing outside, come on in." "I thought you might be annoyed at me for messing you around last night. "I told you, you are always welcome Jacob." As they entered the kitchen he was introduced properly to JP and also to Spencer. He clicked that this was the doctor of the hospital where granny had been moved to. Jake offered Jacob food and drink but he declined so they headed out with JP in front. "Is he coming with us?" "He is driving us to the store." Jacob was loving the ride in the limo but all too quickly they pulled up outside Harvey Nichols. "Jake I can't afford to shop here." "Don't worry it is taken care of Jacob, just trust me." Alfredo was standing at the entrance as JP had called ahead to say there were arriving. "Jake how lovely to see you again." "Hello Alfredo, this is my brother Jacob." "Jacob, I am Alfredo, I will make sure you get everything you need. Do you want to look around first or trust our judgement?" "I trust your judgement Alfredo." They entered the cool air of the department store as Alfredo escorted them to the discreet private lounge. Jacob was just taking everything in unsure of what was suppose to happen. They sat down in the oversized chairs, Jake told Alfredo that Jacob needed some modest casual work clothes. He nodded and sent off his two assistants to gather some clothes. Jacob took the glass of champagne and sipped it then put the glass down, he didn't care for it. The assistants reappeared with two racks of clothing, Jacob disappeared in the dressing room trying on the first shirt and trousers. He came out and stood in front of Jake and Alfredo. He told him what ever he liked to make sure the dressing assistant knew clearly. Every time he came out to show Jake and Alfredo who just nodded and smiled approvingly at his choices. By the end there was only one pair of trousers and two shirts he didn't like, the other rail contained 6 pairs of trousers and 25 shirts along with shoes, socks and underwear, he came out looking exhausted. "Do I choose my favourite ones now?" "No, everything on the rail you liked is yours." "What? that's way to much, I can't take them all." "No arguing Jacob." Jake reached in to his pocket and pulled his credit card out to give to Alfredo. He smiled then said it is all taken care of, he knew that meant Fabian was paying for this. Alfredo told Jake the clothes would be delivered later that day, he gave Alfredo a kiss on the cheek and Jacob shook his hand, he escorted them back through to the front of the store where JP was waiting. Several on lookers waiting to see who the limo was for as they both climbed in and settled down for the ride back. "Jake I really cannot take all those clothes." "Fabian will be upset if you don't. All you need to do is thank him Jacob, he is a very generous person." "Why did Fabian pay for them?" "He obviously likes you, you were great company last night." "God knows what mum and dad will say when see all my new clothes." They pulled up to the house and JP opened the passenger door as he told them he would see them shortly for lunch. Jacob still a bit cautious reluctantly agreed to stay for lunch. Walking towards the Orangery Andre came through and told Jake that Marco and Ben were in the gym and expecting him there. Andre eyed Jacob before asking. "Are you joining them for their workout?" "Nah, I ain't got anything to wear." "Come on, I have spare shorts and top, you are roughly my size." Andre grabbed Jacob's hand and started pulling him towards the stairs. He just gave up and followed on behind to his bedroom, Andre tossed him a pair of shorts and a top. Jacob nervously looked around before asking if he could change in the bathroom. Andre just waved a hand as a sat and watched him disappear. A few moments later he came out carrying his clothes, Andre realised Jacob's trainers were no good for the gym, he grabbed a pair from the closet and handed them to him. "You have great tattoos Jacob." "Thanks." "Ready?" "I think so." "Just leave your other clothes here. Come on lets go." As they got to the basement gym Marco and Ben had finished their workout. Marco was helping Jake on the weights, Andre got on the running machine, Ben just sat there drinking water and trying to avoid a repeat of last night. Jacob thought he would try weights as well, he walked over to where Ben was sitting. "Are you still annoyed at me for last night?" "I don't know Jacob, I tried to be nice to you as I want to be your friend but I think we would be to much for each other to handle." Jacob looked at the shirtless Ben in awe at his pretty heft muscle definition, he sat down next him. "Just give me time, I am not use to people being so nice with me. I do want to be your friend though." "Next time you get snappy with me you are going in the pool to cool down." "Deal. So can you help me?" "Help you with what?" "Weights, I am not sure what to do." "Have you done gym weights before?" "No, gym membership is a luxury I can't afford." "Okay, I think we start you off with 20 minutes today, then on the treadmill for 20." Ben smiled and stood up and walked over the weights, Jacob followed and watched him adjust the weights with ease. His brother was across the room on the other weight bench, he glanced over to him and Marco. Despite of the huffing and puffing he was doing his eyes never strayed from Marco's, he had never seen his brother look so happy and he supposed that is what love is really about. Jacob began slowly whilst Ben stood over him helping, his gaze was inadvertently on Ben's body. Several times Ben held his shoulders down telling him not to raise his body just use his arms, Ben loved looking at his tribal tattooed arms . The time passed quickly, Jacob was not unfit but the run on the treadmill did him in, he sat down catching his breath. Ben brought over some water for Jacob, he then turned away and bent over to pick up his trainers, doing so caused the band on his shorts to slip down. Jacob spotted the tattoo on his lower back. He caught Ben completely off guard. "I didn't know you had a tattoo, what does it mean?" "Oh, it is just symbolic. It is a family thing." "Family?" "Yes. I will let you rest for a bit then off to the pool for the your first swimming lesson." "I haven't got any swimming gear." "Andre won't mind you wearing the shorts in the pool." The first swimming lesson went pretty good, once he found the rhythm of the stroke he managed to do a couple of lengths. Jacob rested in the shallow end next to Ben, for once he didn't feel frustrated at his lack of swimming effort. He felt Ben's hand on his arm and turned to look at him. Ben was looking over his tattoos more closely as his hand went up and down his arm, Jacob was clearly relaxed and didn't mind, his eyes were fixed on Ben's face. Lunch came and went and Jacob gladly went back down to the pool with Ben and Andre, this time both of them swam with him urging him to take slow strong strokes in the water. All to quickly it was time for him to leave, he needed to get ready for his date with a girl who had been chasing him for a couple of weeks. Fabian and Jake walked him to the door, he spoke to Fabian. "Thank you for everything you have done, you didn't need to buy me clothes though, but I am grateful." "It is the least I can do Jacob. Plus you do seem to have a calming effect on Andre and Ben, that makes my life easier." With that he smiled and shook Fabian's hand and gave Jake a hug, he made sure Jacob knew where he had to go on Monday, he turned to walk down the driveway when Fabian called over to him. "Jacob, remember you are always welcome to come over and use the gym and pool any time you want to." Jacob smiled back and waved.

Found this out about this app at pride yesterday. I take my PrEP via a weekly pill dispenser and have a reminder alarm on my phone. Found this to be pretty neat, There is an app for android and iOS by PrEPSquad that has a dose reminder, refill reminder etc etc. The reminder is better that the alarm on my phone because its options are " remind me in 1 hour or yes I took it" where as my alarm on my phone basically says "ok or snooze 5min" Just figured I share it with my fellow Truvada whores on here. http://www.prepsquaddc.org/prep-time-pill-reminder/

3/3 PRIDE MONTH BB SEX PARTIES @CLUB120 IN TORONTO -> Pride Parade Sunday Edition Well, yesterday's monumental bb sex party capped off Pride month very fittingly. I got to rim a number of bubble butts (my favourite ass shape!) in different spots of Club120. Club120 is a private gay club on 2 floors. Four slings - 2 on each side. One sling downstairs off the main bar. Some private rooms for more 1-1 sex. FUCKWATER jugs for easy access, wetwipes galore, 2 washrooms for quick clean-ups. I was satisfied with the local younger guys who was kissing me, licking my nipples, fingering my ass, fucking my ass. He promised me one of his loads and he did. I took him into one of the small private room, turned down the lights. We started to kiss. He turned me around and drove his cock in. After about 5 mins., I could hear his breathing and grunting increase, and voila -- a good-sized load in my daddy ass. I'd love to meet his dick again for a re-fuck, for sure! My own 2-day load (I was @Steamworks Toronto for Pride Friday) got deposited into a younger bb visitor to Pride in Toronto. His ass muscles kinda coaxed out my load. I could feel the cum rising up my dick and into his ass. He cleaned my dick and thanked me for the load. He said that this big bb sex party would make up for the drought (or lack) of bb sex he's been getting lately. Oh yeah, before I forget, v. 2.0 of the fuckwall was finally installed and ready for use. It was on the small stage. Only 2 spots side-by-side were built in to the right side of the stage. Very sturdy construction with 2 stirrups for each. It was being used a lot by guys for anon bb sex. Let's hope this fuckwall is a permanent feature of upcoming parties. As I going to the washroom I met up with the DJ I got to seed a long while ago. He was spinning real good tunes yesterday. He looked at me and remembered the moment too. He apologized that he was very busy and wouldn't be in a position to be fucked. I said that there's always a next time. He smiled. Remember back, he was on my bucket list of fulfilled bb fantasies. Bare sex was happening in every corner of the club. Partners and small group were changing constantly. One guy I was talking to, "sensory overload" was his apt description. This big bb sex party was a fitting close to Pride month in Toronto.

It is funny, this question. Did I chase, ya I guess I did. When I was first diagnosed I was in the hospital with double pneumonia. Sick as a dog and did not know what was happening. But the thrill of the chase was always hot to me. Taking anon loads not knowing what was in that load. Was always so damn hot to me. Do I get off still thinking about those loads, looking at those wasted bods, biohazard tats. Fuck yes I do. Do I want to be that sick again, not really but the idea of taking some sick fucks load, yep I love it. Am I a bit perverted craving toxic loads? Big questions I have no answers for. But it does make me hard and it does not bother me being poz.

~~~~~~whoa, hey, i wake with a start and look at the clock on my night table 315AM,,,ugh cock is raging which means only on thing for daddy, and I sleepwalk into the bathroom, stuff my cock into the bowl so I don’t piss all over... lick my fingers ,, and gently rub my cockhead, to get the piss flowing i imagine into the pig who’s hole is gaped before me....ahhh piss in there,,, as i empty my bladder, thinking of the last of my non-toxic urine,,,pull up my underpants wetting my cock with dribbles of piss,,,,and stagger back to bed,,,~~~~ ,,,,back in my cell master thomas is adding his piss to the other pig’s hole and then grabs two greasy butt plugs and puts one in both our pigs unrnialholes, “there now, gonna let our piss ferment in there. Check out our other pig, though, he’s ready for uncorking. I poured some of that toxic stew into him, earlier which is ready for you to enjoy.” ...ugh no more i thought, but reaching down to my burining ass, i felt a massive rubber plug keeping all the loads in me. Looking back, i see the pig is back in chains, only this time he sqats on a rim seat the plug and his asslips red and distended. Without any urging i craw to his leaking uncut cock, swallow it deeply down my throat, enjoying all the essence. But without any warning, pig unloads a huge stream of hot piss down my hatch. Big hit of poppers and I finish drinking his nasty urine, complete to the last drop.... keep going i urge myself, and turn on my back to slide under the pig. Im already sick with anticipation to let his gobs of assfluid pour into my nose, and down my throat, to be choked on his toxic stew. Master thomas gets behind the chair, his flacid cock laying on my forehead as I position my desperate mouth below the plug. Slowly master works the plug out and streams of noxious fluid run down the sides and at long last he pulls it out of pigs hole. Pig, being an expert clenches himslf so as not to loose much, and as a reward, master puts it into pigs mouth as a pacifer. Now master thomas said, one more big hit of poppers,,,,put you in the mood,,,,,my mind floating in the dark place called sleep,,,,,my mouth gently tugging on greasy nasty asslips,,,,my tongue,,,,,gently finding its way to the toxic honey pot,,,,,stroking myself to sleep,,,

Got to nut in a nice fat ass earlier at the bookstore. He was a nice fat redneck looking fella with a goatee and long hair. He took my cock like a champ, and I blew a big multiday load deep in his guts. And like a good pig, he licked my dirty cock clean when I was done. ?

@chi4loads please come back and tell your story. yours is some of the best writing on here. as another writer, I know it can be hard when you get a comment from someone who didn't like a chapter you wrote, but there are many more of us who have loved this story. Hope to see more.

Chapter 3 Carl passed me a shot, I quickly swallowed it and shivered as the straight scotch burned its way down my throat. "I think before you suck me you need to get your ass up on the bed and let carl taste your hole while is see if my mates are free at the moment. Unlock your computer then jump up and get your ass in the air, sound ok?" said patrick. I guess it was a question but he said it in a way that there wasn't really much option to disagree. In the back ground Carl had shucked his shirt and jeans. He was commando. He giant ebony cock was already hard and it glinted with a ladder of 5 sets of piercings running up across the top of his cock. I'd seen them under the knob but these were priced across the loose skin on the top. Clearly his ample foreskin had given them room to implant them where others would have struggled. " You heard him baby, get up there and let me taste that white neg ass", Carl was a yank. And his thick southern accent only made me weaker. I unlocked my computer, dropped my boxers and climbed up onto the bed on all fours. Spreading my legs and feeling the cool hair brush past my hole. Carl wasted little time coming up behind me to gently tease my ring with his fingers. Gliding them gently over the hairless puckered surface. Spreading my sheeck he leaned forward and painted his mouth bang on my puckers and started to noisily lick and slurp my hole. In my already drunken state it started to send me crazy. My hard cock hanging down between my legs was dripping, i stroked it a few times but my god his tongue was doing amazing things that just got me too close to blowing. In the background i could hear Patrick clicking away typing, i looked over my shoulder to see him messaging someone on BBRT. "How long since you been fucked baby?" asked carl as he gently teased just my ass lips with the tips of his fingers. " About 8 weeks, he was a semi regular, pretty small only about 5 inches" "And how long since you've had a cock like mine or Patti's?" "I don't think I've ever had once your size", I tried to remember as Carl resumed his masterful work on my hole. "My ex was the biggest i've had he was about 7 inches but no where near as thick as you, He tore me though just not preparing me" I had started to slur and probably should have stopped talking. "It turned me on him summing in me, he liked to say he busted my cherry, he always used condoms though. I want on prep, but i stopped. I guess i should have kept going, i mean maybe we shouldn't.." "Shhh.." Patrick had appeared at my side and slid his jockstrap down . It was bigger than the pictures. The uncut knob was pierced and drooling precum, his heavy hairy balls hung down low, spread down by a cock ring. He grabbed my head and pressed my face to them, I could smell his slight musk and manliness. I had always though bulls balls and beer can cocks were for the movies. But here I had a 9 inch beer can on a poz muscle god and a 10 inch pierced black rod on this rough black man with an amazing tongue. "How long since your last prep tablet?" Pat asked. "2 weeks", I mumbled as i tongued his balls. "I can take one now, that way you can fuck me bare, i know its not perfect but.." "Shh, enough talking" he pushed my face back to his balls. "Keep licking. Lets just see where things go. Lets have another shot, maybe you can just suck us off that would be safe, wouldn't it?" I looked up past the massive pierced leaking cock over his hairy bulging pecs. God he was sexy. My hole twitched thinking about that cock as Carl continued to eat me out. I couldn't believe how strong his tongue was. All standing up we moved over for shots. One for each of the, and an extra for me. I had started to feel queasy with this one and explained i needed to lay down. As i collapsed backwards on to the bed carl lifted my legs and got back to work. "Keep him occupied, I'm going to duck down and grab Gary and Mark." Carl gave a thumbs up as he continued his work on my hole, occaisiaonlly biting my ring now interspersed with his tongue. My head lolled side to side and the room was starting to spin. I think I'd had too much but i was determined to keep it down. That was good scotch.

Part 34 The next morning Rob was released from his cage. He started towards the gym as was the normal routine. As he turned down the hallway, Tanner grabbed Rob by the shoulder and said,” Hold on, other way, we need something from you this morning.” Rob was directed in the other direction and into another room. Inside Nick was waiting along with some sort of contraption Rob didn’t recognize. “Have a seat,” Tanner said pointing at a large high backed chair. Just as he started to sit Nick said, “Hold on a second pig.” Nick walked over and pushed a plug into Rob’s ass. The plug was curved so that it pushed right against Rob’s prostrate. Rob then sat and Tanner completely restrained him in the chair so that he couldn’t move. Nick rolled over the machine and started to explain to Rob what it used for. “This is a milking machine; we attach this sleeve over your cock and it massages your cock to make you cum.” “Your cum is then collected in this chamber.” Rob gave Nick a puzzled look as to why they would be milking him of cum. To date most activities seemed to revolve around using his ass and mouth, so something didn’t make sense. “We have a former party guest next door that we’d like to give a little gift to before he departs to take a new job,” explained Nick. “You probably wouldn’t recognize him since you were face down when you last met, but he was at the most recent college night party and he fucked your ass several times.” “We thought it was only fitting that you contribute to his going away gift.” "He is leaving soon so we didn’t have time to throw him a proper going away celebration; he just suddenly decided he was going to quit law school and go work on a hog farm in Iowa.” Tanner got a big smirk on his face and added, ”Frat president to farm hand, go figure.” Rob didn’t say anything but he knew the reason why they wanted his cum was because it was now toxic. He also knew that there was more to the story than Nick and Tanner were telling him. Rob was right on both counts. The frat president had been at the college night party and had fucked Rob, he also was leaving college. The decision to leave college wasn’t exactly his idea, but he had made a big mistake and now was paying the price. At the last party the frat boy recognized two of the bottoms that were serving the guests. After the party he began to harass the bottoms on campus and coerced them into regular forced sex sessions. If he had stopped there it would have been fine. There were plenty of bottoms that loved to volunteer to be of service at the warehouse sex parties so if those two became unavailable they could be replaced. They were popular bottoms so Nick wouldn’t be happy that they might be unavailable but he would adjust. However, the frat president got the bright idea to start holding his own sex parties and charging admission. He was undercutting Nick’s parties on cost and since the frat boy’s parties were closer to campus it could impact Nick’s business financially as well as impair one of his prime methods of recruiting new talent. That was unacceptable, Nick didn’t like competition and now the frat boy was paying the price. The frat boy was approached by one of Nick’s staff with a business proposition to build up the parties and split the profits. The greedy frat boy couldn’t resist the offer and signed the contracts. He wasn’t as smart as he thought he was though, because he didn’t read the contracts very closely. One would think a guy planning on being a lawyer would be more careful and read contracts better. He was now owned. In the room next to Rob was the frat boy. Nick was right, Rob wouldn’t recognize him and that was not just because Rob was focused on cock and may have never seen the guy’s face. The frat boy had been shaved completely from head to toe. In addition, a large ring pierced his nose. It would make a good handle to lead the boy around with or to restrain him. He was now in a sling with his legs held high while being brutally fucked by three very toxic tops. Like Nick had mentioned they didn’t have the time to arrange a large pozzing party but they were able to get three local Tops to participate including Jesse the bartender. The frat boy was drugged which prevented him from fighting too much but he was coherent enough to feel every thrust from Jesse’s pierced cock. The spiked PA pierced the boy’s ass wall to further the damage from the preparation with the bottle brush he had received prior to the being fucked. Rob was oblivious to what was going on in the next room. He could hear some music but the frat boy’s screams were muffled by a gag and what noise he did emit seemed to blend with the music. Rob was given a slam of meth and that made him even less conscious of what was going on around him. The plug in his ass began to vibrate against his prostrate and the machine started milking his cock. Rob’s eyes rolled back in his head in response to the intense feelings. It didn’t take long before he shot his first load of cum. The machine and prostate massage didn’t stop and he stiffened up again as his balls began to churn to produce another load. After several hours Rob had 6 orgasms and was milked dry. The collection receptacle was full to the brim with his poz cum. Nick and Tanner returned to the room. Nick carefully disconnected the collection chamber with the cum and headed for the door. He stopped just short of the door, turned and looked at Tanner, “Grab the rig from this pig’s slam and draw out a little blood; we might want to use that to make sure we are successful next door.” Tanner collected the sample from Rob and handed it to Nick. Nick rushed next door with the fresh cum. The three Tops had finished fucking the frat boy. He was a sloppy mess and was crying and babbling incoherently. Two of the Tops helped raise the frat boys legs higher and Nick poured Rob’s cum into the battered hole through a funnel and then sealed the hole with a large a butt plug. “How many loads did you guys pump into him,” Nick asked. “Three each,” replied Jesse. “OK, with these 6 that makes 15; that should do the trick.” “Just in case though, think we’ll give him a little blood slam.” After the slam the frat boy moaned from the effects of the meth. He was removed from the sling and blindfolded. “Let’s get him down to the loading dock and prepared for shipping; his ride north should be here soon,“ Nick directed. Tanner released Rob from his bonds and removed the ass plug and then helped him to his feet. “Let’s get you back to your cage slut." “There is a private party tonight that you need to rest up for; you have been specifically requested to serve with one other bottom,” Tanner commented. An evil grin spread across Tanner’s face as he continued. “The Dirty Hawgs biker club from Alabama will be here tonight and you get to be a party favor.” “They can get a little rough with their toys, but you have been exposed to that and will be fine,” he laughed.

When a guy you've fucked before asks you for a re-fuck or two. Complementing you for your fucking and load from a while back. Introducing you to another bottom (friend) who'd love your load too.

I was molested growing up. Started sucking around 6, fucked when I was 11. Honestly I never thought bad about it because I felt good.

You asked this, so I’m going to answer. The first indication I had that I was infected with HIV was a line of six doctors standing by my hospital bed. They had just come in and woke me up where I was recovering from having nearly died from fungal meningitis and related stroke two days earlier. ”You have AIDS,” they said. Boom. Just like that. No easing into it, no hand-holding, no sugar-coating. ”Are you telling me I have HIV?” I asked. ”No, AIDS,” one of them said. I don’t remember any of the conversation after that. I had tested and tested - all negative. False negatives, as it turned out. What I had to learn and learn fast is that the doomsday scenario of wasting away and dying a hideous death is now something I can prevent, but it means changing the way I think and live. It means ART meds for the rest if my life (or until there’s a cure), without fail, because if I slack off, the virus will evolve so the meds will do no good. Let’s get one thing crystal clear - the HIV virus is The Enemy. It will kill you if it can. It is constantly upping its game, its hides where we cannot find it, it turns our own defenses against us, and so far, we cannot stop it. We can only slow it down. There are guys here - way too many guys - who have the mistaken idea that getting HIV means you can now fuck bare without worry. Wrong-o. Getting HIV doesn’t mean you’re free - you can still get infected with a different/worse/treatment-resistant strain you didn’t have to start with and be ten times worse off. Plus, getting pozzed (let alone living with AIDS) puts you at far greater risk of getting other diseases that wouldn’t kill a neg guy, but they might kill you. And I guaran-damn-tee you that when you’re lying in a hospital bed with pneumonia or meningitis, you won’t be on the fence about whether you want to have AIDS. I’ve made this point elsewhere in this part of the forum, but I’ll do it again here: This is the HIV Health area, not the chaser/gifter area, so this may be the only place on this entire bareback fucking site where it’s appropriate to say that romanticization or sexualization of disease is inappropriate. Get it straight: No man who is compos mentis chooses a debilitating lifelong illness. No man with any goddamn sense looks at wasting, weakness, incontinence and death and says, “Yeah, I’m down for that!” And no man who has ever watched a loved one, a partner, or a brother-in-spirit decay and die before his helpless eyes as the Enemy Virus did its work would ever suggest that it was sexy. I don’t judge men for having chaser or gifter fantasies, because I frankly don’t get where they’re coming from. I’m living their fucking fantasy, and it sucks ass in the worst possible way. Whatever. But anyone who actually intentionally infects another person? Anyone who chooses not to accept treatment but instead allows The Enemy to use his body as an incubator and then goes out a-fucking bare? Those men are making conscious choices to give aid and comfort to the enemy, and they are wrong. I have AIDS. I publicly announce my status before I put my ass in service, every time. I don’t play unless undetectable (yes, last check yesterday in fact) and I do not miss my meds. I am grateful to every single Top who does me the honor of breeding me, and it is my duty to ensure that I never put any of them at risk. Remember that there was once a time when there was no such thing as HIV, or AIDS, when bareback sex wasn’t potentially deadly, when men took for granted what we now debate and fantasize about. The fact that we can do it at all now is only because science has given us a measure of control over the Enemy. Our ability to continue fucking in the way that we choose in the future means we can’t begin to glorify the disease to the point that we give it a stronger foothold - or any more of our lives. It’s had enough already.

I can't decide if this is a legitimate request for perspective and knowledge or if it's bait to start what would very easily descend into a very heated argument over stigma and semantics. "Was it worth it?" Was what worth it? Are you asking about the initial transmission of HIV or are you asking if not seeking treatment and allowing HIV to progress unhindered to the point where an AIDS diagnosis is given? Either way, I know I personally wasn't gambling the pleasure of a particular situation against the risk of contracting HIV, and my decision to stop taking antiretroviral therapy was a conscious one made after much deliberation and with full understanding that AIDS was an inevitability if I continued to abstain from meds. It was three-and-a-half months after my 18th birthday that I started dating the man who, as I came to discover much later, intentionally gave me the virus without my knowledge. In the spring of 1993, having enlisted in the US Navy and tested into the nuclear program, I received a call back to MEPC to speak with the Chief Medical Officer, who relayed to me that my tests had come back positive for the HIV virus, and as such, my oath and enlistment were revoked. He told me I wasn't eligible to serve because active military personnel must be able to donate blood to other soldiers or to civilians in times of war. By the time I tracked down my (by then) ex-boyfriend, he had infected 11 other young men and had committed suicide rather than endure the pain of a slow death from AIDS complications. I was surreptitiously infected with HIV so long ago that I have lived more years with the virus than I'd lived without it. All of the important little psychological finishing touches that happen as adolescent males become mature into fully grown adults were shaped by the stigma and shame surrounding my diagnosis. Fast forward 25 years, past two failed suicide attempts and the deaths of most of the friends and acquaintances I'd known from back then. Perhaps you can understand the state of mind I was in when I decided one day to stop taking HIV meds and just let the virus do what it would until the end finally came. An end, I might mention, that I'd been anticipating for most of those 25 years, coming to terms time and time again with the eventual reality of a death much like the agonizing, humiliating one you describe in your post. When you've had that long to ponder such an end, even trying twice to beat Death to the punch, the concept of dying becomes much less frightening. Last January (2017), I had been off of all HIV medications for 4 years. An unfortunate run in with the flu motivated me to visit an Urgent Care, where they discovered my CD4 count was down to only 30. Soon thereafter I developed a case of thrush, which led to another visit with a doctor for the necessary prescription. Thiat time I walked out with an AIDS diagnosis on my medical record and a lengthy scolding from a particularly insightful Infectious Diseases specialist. I wasn't in any pain. I led a normal, active life and had no issues with mobility or cognition. I fed myself maybe too well and never had trouble drinking. Looking at me, no one would have considered it even possible that I had AIDS. But I did. It was in May of last year that I decided I wasn't ready anymore to let the virus have me. I wasn't done with life. There were things I still wanted to do. So I got back on meds and started to rebuild my immune system. It took me being vigilant in taking my medicine every single day for over 7 months to finally get my CD4 count back above the 200 cell threshold, even though the viral load immediately went undetectable. Was what worth it? Considering the fact that I'm no better or worse off today than that naive 19-year-old boy was back in 1993 when he was first diagnosed, I'm having trouble framing the context of your question. Has the stigma beat the shit out of my confidence and self-esteem over the past two-and-a-half decades? You bet your ass it has, at every turn and from every direction. Has the virus won? Not yet, that motherfucker hasn't. I control the virus now, not the other way around. And I'm past the point where ignorance and fear in other folks' reactions can bruise or batter my sense of self-worth. Those ugly flaws are now reflections of their value, not mine. I'm happy to educate and always forthcoming about my status with every potential sex partner I meet. I can't even pass up an oddly worded post in an online discussion forum without taking the time to address the topic of HIV/AIDS. ;-P

Chapter 3. He told me to bend over the bed and spread my ass. I did and herpes began to tung fuck me. Soon I was begging for his dick to fuck me. He got up and put his pierced cock against my hole and pushed all the way in one move. The pain was unbearable but I didn't care. Fuck me rip me up give me your toxic cum poz me. He began to fuck me slow at first then began to get faster. I pushed back on his cock as he drove in. Through the pain I begged fuck me deeper harder give your toxic cum. Poz me yah! Fuck me like an animal. Give me your bull cock empty those bull balls full of toxic cum in my pussy. I suddenly felt something hot running down my balls and inner legs. Reached between my legs and felt something liquid, I pulled my hand back to see what it was. My fingers were bloody. I licked it off my fingers and also tasted his toxic precum mixed with the blood. I knew then that I was being pozzed just from the precum. The thought made me beg even more. Oh yeah fuck harder give your toxic cum. He was fucking so hard he was sweating and dripping his sweat on meds. He was getting close to cumming and getting verbal . Get ready bitch going to get my death. You want to get pozzed and slowly waste to death? Fuck yes fuck me full of your toxic death cum. Poz me fuck me I want it . Oh fuck your big cock feels so good fucking me. Oh I got to cum fuck can't hold it gonna give it to you oooohhhh fuck, here it comes. Fuck me please give it to me poz me. I felt his dick begin to get bigger as the first giant spurt filled my ripped bleeding gut. I felt 10 huge spurts before it tapered off. And fell on top of me exhausted. He finally was able to talk. You got it bitch, my big load of med resistant toxic cum.

I sat at the small desk, looking through profiles on barebackrt while I drank my scotch. I had already cleaned out and was so horny to get fucked. It had been eight weeks. I had been so busy with work back home the best I had managed was a blow job. I was hard, horny and drunk, jacking off looking at all the hot guys in the local area and I knowing I needed a good hard fucking. I should never make choices when this drunk. The scotch had gone down far too easily tonight, and the warm water of my douche only served to turn me on more. Additionally to being horny beyond belief, four weeks earlier I had stopped taking PrEP. I honestly couldn't say I had a good reason beyond the reality that I hadn't been getting any action, so PrEP seemed kinda pointless. But at this point, sitting at that desk at the hotel, part of my brain asked had I made a mistake? I knew I wouldn't be satisfied if I got fucked by a top wearing a condom. Now, I needed the sensation of a load being blown in my ass. I needed to know I was being used as a cumdump. In my drunken state I decided I just needed find a neg top and leave it at that. That should be reasonably safe, and when I got home tomorrow I would jump straight back on the PrEP. I had already drunkenly given my mobile and address to a number of profiles on BBRT and Recon, mostly the kinda guys to whom I regularly jacked off: massively hung, rough, no holds barred. The sort of guy who wouldn't pause in his assault on my throat or ass even if I gagged or screamed. I guess the truth was I wanted to feel that searing pain as the guy tore my ring - just like my ex used to. There was nothing hotter then being held down under his older muscly body, to feel him cover my mouth and force his cock into me with just spit. He liked having a boyfriend some 20 years younger, a younger man he could control, a man he could use and rape. I think he got off on seeing my blood on the sheets in the morning. He paid for everything and in exchange he used me hard. However when I reached my 20th birthday he made it clear: I was too old for him, and he had found a new, younger model. Now at 21 I needed another daddy - but I had to be sensible. But did I? My logical brain was at war with my drunken horny brain. My phone went off. He hadn't responded to my message. He had just come over. Shit. I quickly looked-up his profile. Fuck. Everything I wanted but which I shouldn't have. He had a good nine inch thick, beer can thick cock - assuming his photographs did his cock justice. He was 6'3" to my 5'7", and he had 30kg on me. He was a monster of a man. And the big metal PA on the end of his poz cock was unlikely to do my ass lining any favours. My sober self said to ignore him and hope he went away, but I couldn't. He was much, much more than I had ever dreamed I'd get to play with. Chapter 2 coming soon. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- P.S I'm in sydney for real in July if there are any poz tops wanting to help give me some more inspiration.

For years I have had a deep seated interest in modifying my cock and balls, as being mainly sub I felt that I didn't need them. In the last month I was fortunate enough to meet someone who was able to help me on this path and clamped the chords to my balls making ma a castrated eunuch. Next month I plan on a further modification by having a partial penectomy leaving only a 2cm stump. I know that many guys feel that this is stupid or that I am insane but I have never felt happier. This is what I want and I will follow through on it and be happy with my life. Are there any other members on the site that have extreme body modifications? Any guys interested in guys with modifications? Any guys that are against it? I'd like to here others guys views on this. I'm not looking to be preached at and told that this is wrong, this is my decision and I'm happy with it. I'm happy to hear both side of the argument but any abusive messages or posts will be reported.

I have been seeing my man for almost 12 months now and the sex is still as hot as that first night downstairs in his kitchen... I get on well with his 3 kids and they tolerate me around the house from time to time and all is going good with us. Let me give you some background I'm 39 yrs old, I'm a chub man and pref to bareback btm during sex. I do however have a very soft spot (not so soft sometimes) for twinks and love to sink my cock into their tight pink pussies if the opportunity ever arises. My boyfriend is 40, he's a total top, nice hairy body and of average build, his cock is well above average and comes in a little under 8" when fully hard. He is a rough lover and makes me moan in pleasure anytime we get naked. He was married to a woman for nearly 10 yrs before she caught him cheating with another man, they are divorced for almost 10 yrs now and their relationship is much better, she has moved on and she's happy he's able to be himself now. They had 3 children during those 10 yrs, a son and two daughters. The girls are 15 (twins) and their son, Dean, just turned 18... My boyfriend and I have an understanding; in the last 12 months both of us have been with other guys but just for a quick fuck or a one night stand, we are not living together but I spend almost every weekend at his house when his kids aren't around as we are naked most of that time and he spends 2 or 3 nights at mine during the working week. We are both in the medical profession and work shifts so our time is precious. Just getting started.... more to come!

I moved into a very mixed neighbor hood. It was mostly Black There was very few whites in the area, Mostly Black. Right across the street was a Black Family, Mom and two Boy's, The one Black Boy immediately caught my eye He was skinny and lean and cute. He looked to be about 17,18 year old. One day He was out mowing the grass He was shirt less and wore a pair of white shorts. I could see the out line of His Black Dick through the shorts. I introduce himself to the kid He said His name was Logan. I asked Him what He would charge to me to cut my grass He said 30 dollars. He would come around every week and do His thing. It wasn't long before I started to find things moved or missing. I though I was going crazy about twice a week I would notice these things happening. Than I notice my porn would be out of place My Flesh Jack would be greasy Like it Had been used. Logan always seemed to know what I was doing or Had done. One night I went out and picked up a Black Guy in Leather when I brought Him home. He tied me to the bed and Fucked me with a Huge Black Dildo after that. He fucked me calling me a Bitch and a Slut. The next day Logan would say, Did you have fun last night and smile at me ? This went on for a few weeks 2 or 3 times a week. Some Black Guy would Fuck me. Logan all ways seemed to know Just what than looked like and just Had happen. One day Logan was hanging out. He Had a pair of Hand Cuffs dangling from His sagging Pants. He said, Bitch's like them.. That night I was beating off thinking about Logan, There was a noise outside. I looked out my window across the street. There was Logan He had His pants down and was Swinging His Black Meat in front of the window. He began to masturbate as if putting on a show , Than He stopped. The next night I was hoping for another show, But the window stayed dark. I went to sleep, A short time later I was awoken by someone in a Black Hood, He had a knife. He put a rag over my nose. He said to breathe dog, Breath deep and inhale, I immediately started to thrash with in a few seconds, I could not fight Him it any more, I tried to fight but I couldn't, He rolled me over and Tied my Wrists to the bed posts, I was scared.. He put a Ball Gag on me, And then put a Black Hood over my head. I could tell He had turned on a light. He got on top of me, He put a Rubber on and I could feel His hand guiding His Dick to my Ass Hole. This is what you wanted? He said He pushed the head of His Dick in my Hole. I tried to scream But the Ball Gag stopped me. His Dick kept sliding into my Ass. Than He started to Fuck me Roughly. He was calling me a Fucking Slut, Bitch. I'm going to Fuck you like a Bitch, His Hard Dick was going Deep in my Hole. I felt His Dick getting Harder and He said "I'm cumming" "I'm cumming" He pulled out of me Ass Hole. And Remove the full Rubber from His Dick, He took the Full Rubber and slid it on my Dick, And Stroked my Dick a few times. Here something to remember me by. He turned the light off and said Don't Move. He put the knife up against my face and said "I needed that !!! You don't tell anyone other wise I well cut your Dick Off. To show me He was serious He took the knife and put a single cut on my chest. And removed the ropes, His voice sounded familiar like I knew the voice. I felt Used and Ashamed, I reached down to my Hard Dick and masturbated my Dick with the Rubber Full of His Cum. After i came. I thought Guys don't get Raped, That only happens to women. I checked all the doors and windows they were all locked. I through about calling the cops, What would I say to them ? "I was Raped" How would I explain that I was Just Raped, The cops would say I asked for it, How would I explain the Rubber full of Our Cum. What would I say, So I didn't call the cops. After about a week, I went out to a Bar and got Drunk, When I got home I was so Horny. I put the Black Dildo on the Fuck Bar and started to Hop Up and Down on the Black Dildo. I Tied to Jerk Off, But I couldn't get a Hard-on. I eventually gave up. And went to sleep. The next night I fell a sleep early. I was woke up to a knife again my throat, There was the Black Hooded face again, I don't know why But the Hooded Face turned me on. He said don't move. With His free hand He put the Rope on my hands and tied them to the bed post. He removed the knife from my neck. He Had me Restrained and said You don't need the Ball Gag or the Hood this time ? "Do I " ? I shook my head "No," He set the knife on the table. He turned the light on, I like to see the pain and pleasure in your eyes and face, And ran His hands over my chest and stopped at my Tit's He pinched my Tit's. I've been watching you, You didn't call the cops, And tell them you were Raped, That's good, We don't need the cops finding all the drugs You have here. Open your eyes Bitch, I want you to see what a real Black Man looks like ! He flexed His Black Muscles and slowly removed His shirt and pants, and Boxers off, He was nude now, He flexed His Muscles again, Just compare my Black Dick to yours, My Black Dick is Big and Hard and full of Cum, Yours is soft and small, You like this Hard body don't you white boy? I shook my head "Yes" That's Good Your going to be getting a lot more of this Black Dick. I've seen the Black Guys that you bring home with you, I specially liked the Black Guy you brought home with you The one in Leather. He tied you to the bed and Fucked you with a Black Dildo and than Fucked you with His BBC. He was calling you a Bitch and Whore, You like being Domination by a Black Guy's ?. Yes I got a few Hidden Camera's, I've been recording your Fuck Session's , He got on the bed, He jammed His Black Dick in my mouth, Suck my Black Dick for the Camera, He forced it down my throat, He Fucked my mouth for a while. This is what a real Black Mans Dick taste's like. He removed His Black Dick from my mouth, His Black Dick was glistening with my spit, He pushed the Raw Black Dick against my Hole and His BBC slid on in, I started to scream and He slipped my face and said shut up. He started to push His Black Dick in even further, Tell me you want this Black Dick ? "Yes I want it" He slid His Black Dick into my Hole, I felt His Nuts against my Ass, He was all the way in, He Fucked me again, This ass feels good, He fucked me deep, I'm going to bred you. Put this Black Load in your Ass, He let out a growl and said I'm cumming, He was pumping His Black Seed into my white Ass. You got the making of a good slave for Black Dick, He started to Jerk me off, Rubbing His hand on my Dick, With little to no response, Nothing was happening He reached down and gabbed His Black Dick. He was instantly Hard again. He put His Black Dick next to mine, Side by side, Look at these Dicks, Your is white Small and Unresponsive, Your Nuts are small and can not produce any Cum, How could you ever Satisfy any body with that Dick. Mine Is Black Big Hard, Response's instantly, My Nuts are Big they hang low and I can Cum Multiple times. He slid His Black Dick into my Hole. "I Moaned", Till it was buried Deep. He grabbed my Dick and started to jerk me off as He was Fucking me, I couldn't get hard. My Dick was unresponsive. He pulled out of my Ass, And re positioned Him self with His legs were near my face and His Head was down near my legs, He slid His Black Dick into my Hole, He was opening my Hole up. He was Hitting my prostate, He switched positions again, and started to Fuck me all the way in And than all the way out. He put a Penis Pump on His Black Dick and it started to grow Bigger , Fatter He took another cylinder and placed it on my Ass Hole and it started to Suck, He increased the Suction on my Hole, It felt like He was pulling my Guts out. Just Relax and Push That's it, He turned the Suction up again. Yeah that's it, He removed the pump from my Ass, Than He placed His Black Dick in my Hole, As He removed His Black Dick He replaced it with His Hand, He kept replace His Dick with His Hand, Than His Hand pushed all the way in, To His wrist. He moved His Fist around in my Ass, I let out a Load Moan, He was remove His hand and than replaced it deep in my Hole. I was being Fist Fucked for the First time. I begged Him to stop. Not until I see your Rose Bud, I didn't know what He meant. He instructed me to push my Ass Lip's out, He said to push His Cum out of my Ass. His Black Dick was waiting in anticipation. His Fist and Wrist were going in my Ass Hole. I felt like I was being Fucked by a Massive Base Ball Bat. All of a sudden I was Cumming all over my self. He pulled His hand out of my Hole, He said to push the Cum out of my ass, As I was pushing the Rose Bud was Appearing, He gabbed His Phone and started to take Pics of my Rose Bud. He slid His Black Dick into my Rose Bud. He snapped some more pics. My Load on stomach, He took His fingers and scooped the Cum up. He pushed His fingers in my mouth and said Suck the Cum off my fingers. I have something for you, He put a very small Cock Ring on me. He Had to fight to get my Ball's through the Ring, He put some lube on my Dick and than squeezed it into the small Cage, The Cage had a tube that was inserted in my urethral to release urine and semen. He snapped the Cage onto the Ring And Locked it in place. He put the key on a chain and put it around His Neck. He untied my hands from the bed posts , Go ahead and check it out, I took my hand and placed it on the Cage I touched the Cock Cage, It was small and tight, How do I take it off I said ? You Don't, Only I do! You'll get used to it, He said. That Dick well never get Hard again, Not unless a BBC is in that Ass Pussy. Your Ass Hole well never be the same, You'll be Craving BBC in that Ass Hole from now on. Come over here, I must've of taken to long, The Cock Cage Had A Electrode Attachment, He turned the knob to one and there was a shock on my Dick, "I own you now" He turned the knob to three and the shock was more extreme, Who owns you ? He reached for the knob again, "You Do" "Who your Black Master" He reached for the knob again, "Your my Black Master" I said. Good Logan said, He reached for my Tit's and squeezed the one Nipple "You'll my Sexual Toy, "Your a Slave for Black Dick ! Only BBC well Satisfy you now, Your Ass Hole have been Blacken. That night I Squirted some lube in the Piss Slit and tied to Jerk Off. My Dick was totally in cased in lube, But I could not get Hard. The next morning early I was woke up by the Cock Ring, The Ring was too small. Later that day My Black Master came over and Fucked me. I begged Him to take the Cock Cage Ring off me. He refused .. I kneed down, I took His Black Dick in my Mouth. I well take your Piss, Please remove the Cock Cage, It hurts. He started to Pee in my mouth, I took all of His Piss down my throat, He turned around and said Suck my Ass. I started to eat His Ass out , I stuck my tongue in His Ass, I licked His Ass, and sucked it good , I kissed His ass several times, He turned around and said stand up. He took the key off His neck and unlocked the Cock Cage, He remove the Cock Cage. I took my hand and rubbed my Dick and Balls, That's all you get. He put the Cock Cage back on my Dick, You'll get used to it soon, From now on your going to take my Piss, When I want, I Don't care where it's at, You well drop to your knees and open your mouth and I well Urinate in your mouth, Under stand ! I said yes Master. Later that day Brandon came over He was with a Black Buddy of Login. He came over to smoke some weed, When Login came over He sat down and took a drag. He said Dam I got to Pee. He snapped His finger and pointed to the ground. I knelled down in front of Him. He unzip His pants and pulled His Black Dick out and placed in my mouth and started to Pee. After He was done done He zipped up. Brandon was looking in amazement , He said what a Fag. Login said I got to go, When He left He slapped my Ass, Brandon said that was gross. Your a Fagot. You take Dick up the Ass? I said "Yes" He started to get up, When He realized He had a Hard on, Look what you did to me, He pushed me down to my knees, and unzipped His pants, And pulled His Black Dick out of His pants, He pushed it into my mouth and said Suck It. . I was giving Him a Blow job, He was Fucking me Deep in my mouth, When He was close to Cumming He grabbed me by the hair and said I'm going to Cum, I felt His Black Dick start to Throb and than Squirt after Squirt of Cum when down my throat. When He was done He pulled His Black Dick out of my mouth. He stood over me looking down at me. He ripped my shirt off. Then He jammed His Black Dick into my mouth and let lose a Stream of Yellow Piss. He was Pissing so Hard that I couldn't drink it fast enough, He pulled His Dick out and started to Piss all over me, When He was done He shook His Black Dick and put it back in His pants and He walked out. Later that day Login came over with a shopping bag. In it was a 2 Quart Enema Bag. He said I was to use it was a everyday. To make sure that I was clean on the inside. He said to use it right away. I filled the bag up with warm water. I hung the bag up high and inserted the tube in my Butt and let the water flow. As the Bag was emptying into my Gut, My stomach started to grow Bigger. After the Bag was empty, I looked at my stomach it was sticking out, Login said Your having a Black baby, He said to keep the water in for 10 min. Than Shit it out. And then do it again. He said He want my Hole Clean from now on. I'm your Black Master now..

My ass needs a good deep rimming and creaming

It will soon be a year since I got pozzed. I'd been on grindr and other sights looking for someone to convert me. I was about to give up. Just before deleting grindr I gave it one more try. I saw a picture of a black guy in Atlanta. His bio said that he was poz looking for chasers. I sent him a message telling him that I wanted to get pozzed. His response was that I was to far away. I sent him a message back that I would come to Atlanta to meet him. A few days later I was there. I called the number he gave me. I told him that I was at the motel he told me to stay at. We met an hour later. He was really hot, I started to undress him his muscular pecs and abs got me hard and dripping pre. We began to kiss and felt his crotch. I could feel the bulge of his huge dick and followed it down his leg. I began to kiss and lick his neck moving down to his pecs and sucking his nipples. I felt his dick begin to get hard. I got to my knees and kissed his dick through his shorts. Slowly pulling them down. I licked the thickening black dick as I lowered his shorts he wasn't wearing anything under them . I finally got to the head of his uncut dick, it had a big bead of precum on it and I licked it off. I savored the sweet taste. I began to stroke his dick and lick the precum as he dripped more. His pleasent musk filled my nose making me want to begin to suck his monster dick.

beautiful. i have met a few guys from Kentucky who were great. clean, country pigs. Now learn how to make your ass get wet on its own when you get fucked. I have met a few dudes whose hole juiced up like a cunt

Right on man thanks. I really don't want to break any rules.

I put up a photo of myself on my profile page.

Guess a bunk bed and doing the walk of shame past his mother the next morning doesn't really count? I've never been more glad that I speak almost no Cantonese.

Both, I have no preferences as long as the cock is ready to blast.

When you hook up with a clueless top who has no idea that the lube in your ass is "all natural" and he innocently asks if it's okay too cum inside you.

So its my birthday today and I have to say I'm quite pleased with my journey today. It all started late last night, a fuckbud of mine hit me up and came over. This guy always likes me to be blindfolded and in a jock ass up waiting for him. A nice 7" cut cock, he loves taking his time with me. He gets here around 11:30 last night, and we do the usual thing. This time he's savoring me blowing him. I must have sucked his cock for over half an hour before he finally slipped his cock into my raw ass. He again takes his time, and by the time he's shot his load he's been at my place over an hour. I realize its after midnight and tell him it was the first load of my birthday. We have a good laugh, sit and chat. Turns out he was trying to arrange a threeway but that didn't work out. After a few minutes of us chatting and cuddling he's rock hard again. I suck him a couple minutes, and this time I take charge and sit on his cock and ride him. A few minutes of this and he gets me doggy style. He starts pounding my ass hard and fast, I know this time he's not taking his time. A few more minutes and he pumps load 2 in my ass! Dang! Hope that happens again next time. After he left I went to bed, and sadly no one woke me up with their cocks. I got up, ran some errands, had lunch and came back home. Its raining and nasty so not really worth going outside at moment. Only a couple hours free until meeting up with friends & family for dinner and drinks. I'm on all the usual apps, and I notice on grindr a screenname pop up near me that comes and goes. It's one of my BBC neighbors who pops on and off grindr all the time. He never says its him, he doesn't have a profile pic, but I know its him. I say hi. He responds saying he's been trying to get his cock sucked all day and he's dying for a BJ, me blindfolded. What the fuck is with the blindfolds? Anyway, we agree, I hope maybe he'll be moved to breed me after I warm him up. He shows up, I hear him drop his pants and instead of shoving his cock in my mouth while I'm kneeling, he sits on the sofa. I feel my way up to his cock, soft and thick at first, and start sucking. Oh yeah, don't need to see him to know I was 100% right as to who it was. It's funny blowing guys sometimes. I do all sorts of acrobatics with my mouth, tongue in combination with my hands, worshipping his cock and balls. In the end, all it takes is me just sucking hard and at a nice pace, no fancy licking (though it drove him crazy) just smooth and steady until he shot a huge, sweet & tangy load (3) in my mouth. I thank him, he leaves and I go back to check the apps. Next up, a guy on BBRT that has bred me a few times hits me up. He's a young bull a block or so away. Nice long cock, not fat like the last BBC, but damn fined cock! He says he'll be here in 5-7 minutes. I'm in a jock, ass up waiting for him and actually don't need a blindfold! Yay! He comes in, and I suck him hard, and he pushes into me. He's here for one thing and one thing only, to get off in my ass. It doesn't take long for his load (4) to be dripping out of my ass. As he's leaving he thanks me saying he was about to give up when he saw me pop on. Not sure why these hot tops with big cocks are having problems getting laid, even with the rain, but its the other bottoms loss. So far 4 loads today, 1 oral and 3 anal, and counting....

That's a seriously fuckable ass!

@Read1 "When a guy you've fucked before asks you for a re-fuck or two." LOVE when that happens! When a guy hits you up online or bumps into you in person and can't stop taking about how good it felt to shoot inside me! I ALWAYS offer him another ride....

I don’t fuck man cunt very often but this wet dripping beauty has my cock hard and ready to fuck

For me the feeling of a cock onside me and those final gravy thrusts when a top deposits his baby batter in me and I love cleaning tops' cocks after I have been fucked three or four times the taste of the frothy concoction of cum on their cocks drives me insane

Lucky bastard! A ten day load that big is worth $200. I hope you get it from his often as you like.

I prefer to fuck a looser hole than a tight one - too tight and I just assume the bottom is fighting me. I have pretty good muscle control and I will adjust my hole to the top's likes. If he moans more when I'm tight, I keep it tight. If he gets louder when I'm loose, I spread it wide for him. I find most guys like both depending on where they are timing-wise and how fast they want to cum. No complaints yet, so I think I'm doing i right. Any tops want to critique my skills? @DesertChaos, I'm looking at you.... <oink>

Chapter 2 - ( a bottle of red and I'm ready to write, please excuse the grammar) I messaged him back and asked him to come up. It seemed like ages as I waited skilling the rest of my scotch, it burned as it travelled down my throat, a shover ran through my body from the strong alcohol and the anticipation. A knock sounded at the door. Opening it, I found myself looking on heaven or maybe hell on earth. Tall, handsome, rough. He smelt good. I could never understand why guys liked stench. I like men who smelt like clean men. I could smell him but also the faint waft of Hugo Boss. His jeans hugged his waist and his black shirt opened slightly at the neck too show off his curly dark chest hair. His pictures didn't do him justice. This man was hot. He was the man of whom I had been dreaming. But then I noticed something that gave me pause. Behind my dream man stood a muscled black guy. Don't get me wrong - the black guy was also fucking hot, but I hadn't arranged for two guys. I was expecting only my breeder. The black stud was an unknown. "Hey mate, I'm Patrick or Seeder69. This is Carl. I was hanging out with him at the pub and thought your hole would enjoy his cock too. Mind if we come in?" he asked, taking my assent as an obvious forgone conclusion - which, in truth, it really was. I couldn't control myself. Stepping aside I ushered them in. "I'm sorry, guys, I know this flat isn't much. I got use of it from a mate. I do have some scotch, however. Do you want a drink?" "Why do you have some shots with us," suggested Carl, his voice deep and husky. It made me leak. "I think you are going to need to be loose if you plan to take both of us on." Following his suggestion I set up three shot glasses. We slammed them down and enjoy the warm glow of a good single malt. Patrick removed his shirt, showing off his muscles chest. His jeans were next. The corded muscles of his arms and legs clearly advertised someone who not only worked hard at the gym but had a physical job. His body was massive. There he stood, perfection, in his jockstrap. A massive bulge obscenely tenting the material and a wet patch marking the zenith of his organ. It pulse and did a little jerk as he looked at me, a smile on his face as he noted I was still wearing my boxers. We couldn't have been more different. My pale slim and hairless chest, and although I wasn't a slouch in the cock department and filled out my undies nicely, the truth was my cock simply didn't compare to the monster clearly contained within his briefs. I dropped to my knee and shuffled forward in front of him. "Can I suck you?" " Only after another shot. I like my boys messy." I leaned forward and smelled his crotch. Clean, manly but with that hint of sweat and musk. He grabbed my head and ruffled my hair as he pressed my face into his groin. "Oh baby, I'm going to break you tonight, you are going to walking well tomorrow." Did I want this, I could feel my cock leaking in my undies. He was everything I dreamed of, perhaps honestly more than I could actually handle. And then there was the fact that he was poz. And that was without even considering his mate Carl.

nobody had to molest me.i was born a cumdump and couldnt wait to start sucking cocks, drinking cum and getting fucked. first time i got to suck a cock i naturally swallowed and i knew that i was born to suck cock.pretty sure i was the only grade 8 in my school who could fully deepthroat. when guys started fucking me i knew i was born to be a cumdumpster fucktoy.i started dreaming about blowing groups of guys and getting gangbanged in elementary school so i know im a natural born pussyboy

One word..."next"

looking to host in Irving Texas now for someone to come slam with me and fuck and breed me.

Stopped in bookstore at lunch. Wasn't looking for anything in particular but needed something. It was pretty dead cept for a few seniors and a skinny twink guy. I ended up jerking my cock near the twink and saw he was interested so I walked into booth after nodding to him. He follows and is soon sucking my cock like a pro, loving my dirty daddy talk. I tell him I want to fuck him and he pulls his shorts down and stands, leaning over on the bench seat. He's got a small ass, but the crack is hairy?. He's dry as can be so I squirt some lube and start fingering his tight hole. He moans a bit as I put a second finger in and ask him if he's ready for Daddy's cock. Yes Sir! He says, and I begin pushing inside him. He opened up nicely, but still tight around my cock. I grab his hips and fuck nice n steady, telling him daddy's got a big load for his ass. I can feel him clamping tightly, so I call him my slutty whore and cumdump. He starts bucking back onto my cock harder, milking me. "Earn that load, pig" I tell him, and he starts fucking himself on my cock as I stand there. As I'm about to cum, I hold him firm so I can do the fucking, and I nut deep as I can as he starts jerking his cock and shoots on the floor under him. I mix my load a bit inside him, pull out, and tell him to clean me up. He sits and laps at my cock and nutsack, cleaning me up good so I can tuck my cock away. I rub his head and tell him thanks.

How it Happened Ch. 3 I caught the bus back to campus without any trouble. The whole time with Michael seemed like a terrifying sexy dream. My well-fucked ass and the slowly leaking jizz seeping from my “boy pussy” told me I had not imagined my time with Michael. Fortunately, my roommate was still gone when I returned to my dorm room. I stripped and took another shower, so when I woke in the morning I wouldn’t wake to a puddle of cum in my bed. I told myself, even though I promised to let Michael fuck me raw anytime he wanted, this was only a one-time occurrence. When we met again, I would explain I preferred to engage in only safe-sex. I was sure he would understand, and we could move forward without any repeat of our wild and reckless night. Now having told myself this, I had to admit the sex had been amazing. The warm, throbbing cock pumping in and out of me had treated me to what had to be without a doubt some of the best sex in my life. I found myself getting hard as I remembered the hot, pulsing shots of his thick semen filling me up, as he continued pounding me like a porn star whore. I understood now why guys loved fucking raw, and I almost regretted depriving that lacrosse of the opportunity to breed me as Michael had done. Still it was better to be safe, than sorry. Michael and I could get tested together, and once our tests came back negative, we could skip rubbers and fuck like the night before. I took a couple of Aleve PM, so I could get some rest, and hopefully ease the pain of my well-fucked ass. As I drifted off to sleep, I heard my roomie return, but I was too far gone to care. When I woke up, I first thought it was dawn, but, I had slept through the entire day. Fortunately, I had only two classes, but I had never missed a class in my life. I contacted friends from those classes to catch up on my missed work, as well as checked over my work for the next day’s class-work. My friends from the night I met Michael had texted me to make sure I was doing okay. They apologized for abandoning me at after-hours club. I texted back it was all cool and had met a great guy, who was interested in seeing me again. Bed-time, Michael texted me. I found myself boning up at once as soon as I saw a message from him. I didn’t remember giving him my number, but at this point I couldn’t care less how he got my number. He told me how much he enjoyed our time together and was definitely looking forward to seeing me again Friday night. I responded telling him how much fun I had as well, and I was looking forward to seeing him again. I soon found my cock leaking like crazy as he told me how much he enjoyed being inside me, and the way my “boy pussy” just seemed to keep milking his cock for more jizz. Even though his graphic texts turned me on something awful, I told him I really needed to talk about being safe in the future. I felt relieved when he responded that was something we could talk about Friday. I had been afraid he would want to not see me again, but that seemed not to be the case. He told me his friends were excited to meet me this coming weekend. His last text of the night included a picture of his cock buried in my ass, with some of his loads leaking out, with the comment, “Something to dream about until we see one another again. I barely made it to our bathroom, before I blew my load all over myself. I wanted him to fuck me again in the worse way. The rest of the week seemed to drag along at a snail’s pace, until Friday afternoon and my classes were over for the week. I made sure to try and get ahead of my school work, so I wouldn’t have anything to do Sunday night. It didn’t help Michael sexted me every night. I was a quivering messy of teen hormones by the time I caught the bus to Michael’s apartment Friday evening. The second night we had texted, he made me promise not to fap for the rest of the week. He wanted me loaded with jizz, so he could empty me out completely by the end of the weekend. The thought of someone making me climax until I couldn’t shoot anymore strangely turned me on more than I wanted to admit. I honestly don’t think I’ve ever been as hard as I was when I climbed on the bus from Hopkins to downtown. I packed my toiletries, as well a couple changes of clothes, since I had no idea what he had planned for us to do over the weekend. I made sure I packed a box of condoms, just in case Michael didn’t have any on hand. I wanted to be prepared like the Eagle Scout I was. My heart was pounding, and there was a nice sized wet spot on my jeans, by the time I arrived at Michael’s apartment. I was seriously regretting following his instructions I free-ball. My tight jeans rubbed me in ways I wasn’t used to while wearing underwear. Every step made me harder and ooze even more precum. The outer door-grate was unlocked and opened easily when I pulled on it. I took a deep breathe before I hesitantly knocked on the door. I could hear voices and music playing, so I knocked a little bit harder a couple more times before I heard the door unlock and open. “Babe,” Michael smiled at me stepping aside to let me enter. I thought I’d blow my wad right there in the door way when I saw him. The only thing he had on was pair of black skin-tight jeans with the top button unbuttoned. His thick, hard cock bulged and strained against the zipper which seemed barely able to restrain his desire for me. “We’ve all been waiting for you to get here, so the fun can begin,” he told me, pulling me into a passionate kiss. His kiss threw me completely off kilter, everything I had planned to say to him went out of my mind. As we kissed, he began getting me out of my clothes, I almost felt as if I were in a porn flick, everything seemed to be happening so quickly. Once I was naked, Michael handed me the glass pipe we had smoked last time I was there. I started to say I didn’t want to get started that quick this time, but as soon as I opened my mouth the pipe was inserted. “Inhale babe, just keep inhaling like a good lil’ chem piggy,” he chuckled, as he continued moving his lighter back and forth as he started stroking my cock. God, what a surreal and amazing feelings he was created in me. Occasionally, he would take a hit himself, but soon I found it back in my mouth. I lost track of time as I stood in the doorway getting wasted and jerked off by him. My lust for Michael was equal to the previous time I had been at his place on Saturday night. I wanted his dick bad and he knew it. He pushed me down to my knees, before feeding me his beautiful, thick, uncut cock. I worshiped it, as he had taught me to the first time I sucked him. I swear I got even harder, when he grabbed a fistful of my hair and began to seriously face-fuck me like the slut he called me. I gagged somewhat, but soon was able to take his cock to his shaved groin. If being his slut got me his dick, I was more than willing to become one for him. I was in love with him and wanted to please him. I began to love it when he forced himself deep down my throat cutting off my air and holding it there until I was almost ready to pass out, Slobber and precum coated his cock when he finally withdrew it long enough to let me breath, before shoving it in deep. He could do anything he wanted, I was his to use, so long as he fucked me. I began to believe and accept his dirty talk about being his slut, bitch-boy. I was his whore/cumslut. I wanted, no correct that, NEEDED, to please him anyway I could so he would slide his magnificent fuck-stick inside my boy-cunt. Safe-sex was the furthest thing from my mind. I NEEDED to feel him deep inside me and flooding my insides with his cum. He pulled me off his throbbing, dripping cock, smiling down at me. “Oh yeah slut, we’re going to have a fun time this weekend,” he told me yanking me to my feet by my hair, before French kissing the hell out of me. “Come on bitch, time for some more fuck smoke and some fuck vitamins, then you can get back to work showing me how much you want my fuck stick and dirty loads up your cunt.” I didn’t even think to argue, I just followed him down to the living-room. All thoughts of safe-sex had vanished into thin air like the clouds of white smoke he began to feed me once I swallowed another smiley-face pill and a blue diamond-shaped pill. Once again, he encouraged me to drink more Gatorade. Once I had finished the Gatorade, he fed me even more of the amazing fuck-smoke, which made me even horny than I thought possible. I didn’t even wait to be asked, I finished the pipe off and dropped to my knees and returned to worshiping my new owner. If I had been sober, I would have taken serious offense to being referred to as his property, now rather than his boyfriend. If it meant I would soon be fucked by him, I was more than willing to be his bitch, slut. I had no intention of debated his claim of knocking me up, as being proof I was now his to do or to use however he wanted. My sole focus was bringing pleasure to him, so he would bring me pleasure. I moaned in pleasure, as he continued to forcefully use my mouth and throat. I enjoyed the feel of his hands on my ass, spreading my cheeks wide and slipping something small and hard in my hole. A moment later I felt a warm, burning feeling suddenly shot into my hole, before the hard, small cylinder slide from my hole. As time began to stand still, my hole began to hunger to be filled with his hard cock. I was about to try and pull off his cock to beg him to fuck me, when suddenly my hole stretched wider than it had ever been stretched before as an enormous cock-head punched through it’s opening, thrusting several massively, thick inches deep inside me. “Sorry Mikey, we just couldn’t wait any longer to join the party,” a deep, masculine voice said from behind me. “Is he as good as cock-sucker as he looks?” Another voice off to the side asked. “It looks like he knows how to deep through you, but can he do me? A third voice asked. “Well there is only one way to find out, you’ll just have to take him for a test spin. He’s yours for the weekend, but don’t break him please I still want to keep him for a while longer to expand his horizons,” I heard Michael chuckle as he pulled me off his cock and slide out from under me and off the couch. I gasped for breath as I felt the rest of my mysterious fucker’s raw dick sink all the way inside me as his bushy pubes settled against my ass cheeks. My head dropped all the way down on the sofa cushion as I moaned in pleasure at the mysterious cock now buried balls deep inside me. I was torn between feeling betrayed by my new boyfriend, and the incredible pleasure of the thick piece of fuck-meat now buried inside me. I didn’t even know what the guy even looked like, but I was beginning to not even care, because as he began rocking in and out of me slowly at first building momentum, I found myself moaning in pleasure. I didn’t want this amazing thick cock to stop. I my moans of pleasure soon matched both the speed and depth of his fucking. “Hey Mikey, I think he likes it,” chuckled the voice behind me, which prompted laughs from the others. I never had any doubt he would,” laughed Michael. “Have fun with him. I’ll be back later, I have a “date” with a hot lil’ Calvert Hall senior. I may bring him back to join the fun,” chuckled my “boyfriend”. “The kid loves raw cock and cum, I met him at Bush River,” he laughed. Michael grabbed a fistful of my hair, pulling my head up to face him. “You are going to take good care of my friends while I’m gone aren’t you cumdump?” He asked me with a look that told me I had better behave or else. “Yes…Sir,” I answered submissively, fearing what might happen if I dared to refuse. Besides, I was really beginning to enjoy the fuck I was getting for this mysterious man. “That’s a good lil’ bitch slut,” he smirked at me. “I’m just helping you become the lil’ faggot slut you’ve always dreamed of being,” he laughed, before leaning down to kiss the hell of me. “I’ll be back in a couple hours gents, enjoy,” he said before letting go of my hair and leaving the room. “Here blow some clouds boy,” commanded a deep voice holding the glass pipe to my mouth. I heard the click of the lighter and saw the flame begin to move along the bottom of the glass bubble. Each time I inhaled deeply, the cock fucking me paused, only to resume its relentless pounding of my ass. Once I finished off the white rock, I found myself presented with two cocks to service. One black and one caramel-colored, both were larger and thicker than I had seen before in my limited sexual explorations. Normally, I would have resisted, but instead I began to worship those beautiful cocks being presented to me. I was in heaven licking and sucking on them, while another cock continued to fuck me relentlessly. “Damn, this cunt is amazing,” grunted the voice behind me. “He’s a horny lil’ fucker,” he groaned, before slapping my ass hard, which in turned made me moan around one of the cocks stuffing my throat. “I think Mikey found a good one here, he’s a nasty lil’ pussy boy,” chuckled one of the voices busy feeding me cock. “Get…ready…to…swap,” panted my fucker. “SHIT! YES! FUCK!” Howled the man long dicking me like there was no tomorrow. “TAKE…MY…DIRTY…LOAD!” I pushed back against the unknown man fucking me as I felt his dick begin to swell and fill me with his jizz. I wanted his load in the worse way. “Damn! That was a good fuck, can’t wait until he’s really broken in properly,” chuckled the man as I felt his cock begin to withdraw from me. I tried to close my ass to keep his load inside, but I couldn’t. The next thing I knew another cock was sliding inside me, while I was presented with a cum-covered cock to clean. I didn’t hesitate in opening my mouth to clean and worship the cock that had just fucked me so wonderfully.

When I was younger (late preteens, early teens), I had sex with more than a couple men that would moan out their son's name as they'd cum. So many men crave their gay sons. I think sex with one's dad like yours could have really been a great bonding experience, if he's still around and open, ask from your heart.

Hi Gents, I’m back from an intense weekend in the beautiful city of Amsterdam where, amongst other things, I’ve had a chance to finally attend the meat market in club Church so I thought I will share some of the information and impressions with you. The meat market is quite the same things of the FSM party organized regularly in Berlin and across a few other cities in Europe, including Amsterdam. The MM though has no connection to the FSM from an organization stand point and, although the idea is basically the same, they remain two separate franchise. The mares (bottoms) arrives at the club one hour before the stallions (tops), they get undressed, get a hood (red for condom optional sex) and take position spread across the main room in front of the bar. The Club itself is quite small, compared to the Dragon Room in KitKat club in Berlin, and when you have around 30 bottoms in the room, spaces get a bit tight. I should say the general organization of the FSM in Berlin was better; there you have more space around you, more slings, lube conveniently distributed and accessible to mares, toilets on the same floor and a big changing room to get undressed and prepared. Here in Amsterdam everything is tighter. Changing room could barely fit three persons at the same time, there was only 1 sling in the room and a couple of padded benches. Toilets and chill out room for bottoms are located downstairs and you access them via a stair so freaking steep they could just replace it with a trapdoor on the floor. But having said that, the general experience was great and the staff at the club is friendly and helps you out in every possible way. I’ve noticed some other differences with the FSM. For example, here at the MM you don’t get a number stamped on your back but, as the action is taking place, attendants strikes you with a permanent marker for every top that fucks you. I think that’s a cool idea so by the end of the afternoon you know (more or less) how many tops have fucked you. Of course that’s not an exact number, cause attendants are not always close by to keep track of the traffic in and out of your rear hole, but it’s better than nothing cause it’s hard to keep score by yourself while being blindfolded and passed around so many cocks ?. Ideally the mare with the highest score “wins” the party and gets free entrance at the next event; in reality I don’t think this is going to happen because I haven’t seen anybody checking on it and people were anyway leaving sparsely. Don’t worry, ink is not really permanent and you can ask the stuff to wipe it off your back with a solvent at the end of the evening before getting dressed again. I ended up being fucked by 20 tops in a couple of hours so that was a great start of the evening. Another difference to the FSM is that the party starts immediately after all mares have arrived and haven taken their positions. Stallions are anyway allowed to enter for one hour more but the action can start right away; as a matter of fact, this extend party duration to three hours. The other side of the coin is that the party may be a bit slow to start up cause all mares are in place but stallions keep on arriving. I remember having waited for a good 15 minutes before receiving some attention but then the party really fires up till it starts to flare out around 7:30 pm. Another difference compared to the FSM I’ve attended in Berlin, is that here most of the mares preferred BB sex; probably just a third or so of mares wore a white hood (condom only sex) while all the others, me included, had a red hood (condom optional). Probably three or four tops fucked me covered while all the others went for BB, so this will not disappoint you! I’ve had great fun and I will go back when given a chance. Stallions comes in all forms and shapes, I don’t think they filter the entrance based on any criteria. Some of them are naked, some wearing leather gear, some with just their underwear on. Most of them in the age range 35 to 55. Can’t tell how many loads I’ve taken; must have been a few cause while getting dressed again I could feel shots of cum drying out on my back, on my legs and in my hair (at what point and how that happened, I’m not sure ?) and leaking from my ass; great feeling. I remember a guy that while I was flipped over my back with a big cock deep inside me has started sticking two fingers in my hole, stretching it out and collecting cum that he then made me lick off his fingers; what a pig. I also remember one guy in full leather gear that put me on my knees and made me suck his dick for a good 30 minutes while calling me names (in English, I guess it was immediately clear I was not a local) and slap me and spit me in the face. I obliged cause, you know, I’m basically a sub slut that loves some manhandling but this also gave others away the message I enjoy being submitted. For the rest of the evening tops kept on spitting on my open mouth, sit on my face to made me lick their ass and fuck me with a dominant attitude. One of the guys took me from my station and brought me to other side of the room where, in a very rough way, bent me over to expose me for another guy to fuck my ass while he kept on using my mouth. He came, I swallowed while still tossed by the deep thrusts of the guy that was fucking me. I wish I could have that every day. ? Not all highlights though. A negative mention for this big fat guy with the smallest dick of Amsterdam that kept on shuffling his dick in my mouth with no purpose. Just wasting my time. At around 7:45 the party started to break down and by 8:00 pm I was out. Headed to hotel room to have a drink and a chat with one of the guys I’ve met there and decided to spend the rest of the night at the Web. Also one of the coolest cruising clubs in Amsterdam. Don’t be fooled by the relaxed atmosphere at the bar and very friendly staff, the darkroom upstairs is nasty and, that night, was quite busy. As soon as I entered the darkroom I kneeled and took my t-shirt off so to make everybody aware what I was looking for. Cocks didn’t wait to arrive and I’ve found my myself pushed around by three guys that nicely but steadily took turn fucking my face and filling my mouth with cum. I got fucked BB by two more guys on my well lubed ass and ended the night sucking this guy with a beer-can-thick cock that made me gag and gasp for air for a good hour. Right now, after two days, ma throat and jaws still feel sore. Thank you, guys in Amsterdam. See you soon for more. Till then. WildBreed.

If he is naked before he passed out...fuck him and call some friends....

John got out of the hottub and I started to follow but was held back by Paulo kneeling on the edge around the hottub. John told me to stay there and open my mouth wide and forced my head down on his cock as beer and X piss poured out of his cock on my suprised face, hair, ears and eventually I realized what was going on and opened my mouth opened to get most of his piss down my throat until til piss was erupting out of my mouth and down my hairy chest. Perched on the edge of the tub gave Paulo and idea and the opportunity to put his cock deep in my ass to fuck I thought. Little did I know as I soon felt the warmth of his piss mixing with John's cum as he rubbed my ass and legs. I thought a couple of times that he was done but he must have been saving up hiss piss all day for me. The scene was so hot all I could do was moan and groan letting the tops know their pig was happy. Oink, oink. With all of that piss in my ass and down my throat, I started feeling like I was going to piss too but didn't until I next stepped out of the tub and started pissing all over myself as piss came out of my cock and ass and pooled on the ground. Both John and Paulo smiled and laughed as they rubbed it all into my skin like it was tanning lotion or something. I then followed John who had grabbed my by my cock and balls to his open air outdoor shower and all three of us got in and started soaping up feeling blasts of cool water all over our bodies. It was a pretty big outdoor shower with lots of room to move around as still horny I dropped the soap a couple of times to suck each of the guys cocks. After toweling off, all three of us got into a big hammock. I kept squirming around trying to get settled even as the X was wearing down. Noticing this both John and Paulo got an evil grin on their face as they proceeded to turn me on my side with Paulo's sticking his hard cock in my ass and John's cock firmly down my throat. I knew if there was more piss in either of them I would not waste a drop of it. As the sun started to fade, we all grabbed our towels and started to head inside for some more fun... (more later)