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I was in London last weekend and I decided to go to Vault 139, a cruise bar where I always have a good time. I went two nights in a row, I’d put ads up on BBRT, Squirt and here to let people know I’d be there and I hoped to see a lot of action. I ended up getting fucked by around 40 or 50 guys across the two days, which is a pretty big achievement even for me. I also planned something fun – I brought a marker with me to keep a load tally on my chest. I thought chest would be better than ass, then everyone can see I’m broadcasting what a proud slut I am. Thursday. I turned up at about 5.30pm, which is always a good time to catch the evening crowd starting up but also the afternoon crowd as well as the guys who are just popping in on their way home from work. Thursday nights are stripped nights, but I was a couple of hours early for that. I decided to get naked anyway, as I love CMNM situations, being surrounded by clothed guys while I am stark bollock naked. My first port of call was one of the dark corners at the back that is always good for immediate, anonymous bareback. I get nervy when I turn up at a place like this, so I always look for a raw cock in my ass within the first 10 minutes or so, because that totally chills me out, and flips me into a happy, horny state of mind. I tucked my marker into my trainer, and went hunting. The dark corner turned out to be fucking productive! It was filled with clothed guys and me walking in naked, openly lubing my ass up in front of everyone, let them know I was available. I had a guy inside me within a minute, surrounded by others who felt me up, held me or supported me while the first guy fucked me. It wasn’t long before I felt him shoot his load in my ass – I thought this was the time to shout ‘oh yeah cum in me, fucking cum in my ass’ to broadcast, as if guys didn’t already know, exactly what I was after. Really hit the point home! Guy #1 slipped out, in cums guy #2, more fucking and… well after 20 minutes in that dark corner I had 5 loads in my ass and a sixth guy enjoying the sloppy hole they had all created. I was kinda stunned. Usually you can get two or three loads at Vault like this from the afternoon crowd, but five?! Awesome. If I’d been a bit doubting about using the marker, I totally wasn’t now. Guy #6 pulled out, said he hadn’t cum cos he was staying for the night, but I got him to mark up the 5 loads on my chest for me. I was in for a hot night, and definitely wanted to get into double figures. It slowed down a bit as the afternoon and work crowds thinned out and more people got naked, so I got a drink. I only stayed for three hours, as I had to meet a friend at 10pm, but as the naked crowd filled up – Thursday nights are jammed at Vault – I was getting fucked left, right and centre… Someone on squirt got in contact and said he was Guy #1, said he stayed afterwards and saw me getting fucked by countless guys… to be honest it was all a blur… But I only marked my chest – or got the guy to do it, if there was time between being passed around – with loads that I was sure I got, that I felt shooting in me or the guy made it obvious that he was loading me up. Marker total by 9pm – 10 loads… there may have been more, but I was being strict with the numbers! Friday. I thought, wow after Thursday, Friday would be truly wild, as I’ve never had a tame Friday night at Vault. One time in November I got talking to an Alpha Dom, who ended up belt-whipping me in the bar area for half an hour before turning me over to the watching crowd who gang fucked me while he continued to hit me. I walked out covered in scars that night. I arrived wearing a jock under my jeans, and got shirtless… Friday nights aren’t naked, but it’s definitely better to be more undressed than anyone else. As it happened, the weather was terrible, so the Friday crowd wasn’t that big, but still up for it. Again I had the marker, and walked to the dark corner to get my first load and chill out my nerviness. You shouldn’t have high expectations, but it’s hard not to after a night of being loaded 5 times in 20 minutes, but I still got a couple of loads in me there. The first guy was this smily blondish top (I saw him properly in the bar area afterwards as he was leaving) who was obviously just in on his way home from work and just needed to load someone and leave. A nice good hard fuck to start the night, and when I turned around and told him to mark me, he didn’t understand and instead put a big cross across my chest! Fine, I added his mark properly anyway, and told him the first load of the night is always the best. Another guy in the dark corner loaded me right after and while I offered my ass around to a few other guys, there were no takers, so I went and got a drink. I stayed late this time but the smaller crowd meant less loads – I can be a total cum junkie sometimes, and I realise not all tops want this from a bottom, so I was just giving my ass away to anyone in the hope that the cum would eventually flow…. into me One very hot clothed guy fucked me about three times. The last time I got naked for him in a public area as it turns me on to be naked and on my back while the only thing he’s exposing is his bare cock. Shame in a way, as I’d have loved to see him naked, but he’s the top, it’s his choice completely. My role is to give as much of myself away as I can. A nice gang fuck with a few guys in by the barrels in a public area went well, the last guy was a hot bearded guy, short and mid-50s maybe but fucked like a dream. We started on my back but pretty quickly he spun me round cos he wanted to get in me deep, and wow, he tripped every orgasm thrill in me, blew the top of my head off with his fast fucking that somehow managed not to feel like a pounding. His cock seemed to fit inside me perfectly, like every contour matched. And when he shot his load inside me, I felt the pumping of his cock as the load went deep into me. I howled like some bitch in heat. He was Guy #5. After a few hours and still with only five loads in my ass, I decided to resort to the glory holes to speed this night up. Now there had been this hot chavvy guy dressed in a white tracksuit. I was really into him but he didn’t really pay anyone any attention. I walked into the glory hole and looked through, and it was him. I put my fingers through the hole, opened my mouth and he slipped his cock deep into my mouth and throat. Now sometimes I can take a good skull fucking, but it’s definitely easier if his hands are pressed behind my head and my face isn’t pressed into some sharp-edged glory hole. But I did my best like a trooper. Now a good trick here is to take the skull fuck until you taste precum, then look up at a guy and ask, almost begging, do you want to fuck me? Almost always works. And despite the anonymity, and not seeing his eyes obviously, it worked here too. But not quite the way I wanted. I spun round, pressed my cum-filled and re-lubed ass against the hole and I felt his fingers go inside me. Awesome, a good prelude. He stopped for a moment, then I thought he slipped more fingers inside me and I thought wow, not often I let someone put more than two in… I think he’s got four in there, maybe he’s gonna fist me? I’ve been curious about FF recently so I thought okay, go ahead, but again he stopped. Then he seemed to put his four fingers back in, but when I reached round it was his cock… hang on, why didn’t I feel that? I reached round again to confirm my suspicions and yes, felt the condom. What the fuck?! I tried to pull the condom off a little bit but he just pulled away. Take the condom off, I called through the hole, but when I turned around, he just slipped his rubbered cock in me again. No. I am not doing this. Pulled myself away, and without another word left the glory hole and him unsatisfied. Not my ass, boy. No rubbers in there. I went back to the clothed guy who’d fucked me three times already and he commented very appropriately ‘Oh, how boring!’ He turned me round to fuck me properly as neither of us wanted to think that the last cock inside me had not been bareback. Such a shame about the chavvy guy, but indeed… how boring! Well I managed to get two more loads in my ass that night… for a total of seven that I definitely knew of. As well as several loads down my throat that I was tempted to mark on my chest, but thought better to keep it strict. One Dom Alpha guy bears mentioning, towards the end of the night, but it’s a beautiful story of its own so I’ll put it in a new thread in the Cocksucking section. Also the last load in my ass that night was really special, but you’ll have to go to the Backroom to read about that

Was cruising online for someone interesting to chat with and hopefully, more. Within a couple of minutes of logging in I get a message from XX. His profile shows that he is 27 and a top. Hmm. Obligatory picture of a very nice looking semi-hard uncut cock with a drop of precum. Well THAT made my cock twitch. Lots of things going on in that picture. Cock was only half hard and already showed a very hefty girth. The drop of precum was a work of art in itself. He had snapped the picture as the big drop was getting ready to separate from his pisshole. So it was all bunched up in a big drop at the bottom and a thin wire of precum connected it to his hole. Fucking perfect timing. But of course, the part that made me drool the most was the thick fold of foreskin. His skin was slightly pulled back on the thick head. It was clear that there would be enough to easily pull it gently forward with my tongue and/or teeth. Oh man, that skin looked absolutely delicious. "Hey dude... you've got some nice pics on your profile there. Would love to see the privates. I'm guessing they must really be hot base on the regular profile pics.". Wow. I'm impressed already. Complete sentences also turn me on. Compliments always turn me on. Grin. I replied "Thanks for the compliments. You've made my day!!" I heard a ping and there was a message from his profile unlocking his private pics. He was a handsome blond dude with a killer body and of course, this big uncut cock. His ass were just two globes of muscle. First thought? Scammer and/or rent boy looking for business. Almost as if he read my mind somehow through the universe, he sent a message and said "And yes, those are me. I have a thing for older men. I find they are more experienced and sometimes like to take a lot longer when playing. And I'm not a rent boy". Wow. That was weird. LOL. So I sent a message opening my privates and went back to re-reading his profile about likes and hobbies and stuff. Grin. He had listed that he enjoyed ass play, rimming, oral, jerking and fucking. He was 'curious' about watersports, fisting, leather wear and toy play. Oh, and he loved verbal and role play. This mirrored a lot of my same interests, The only drawback? He only played safe. I've mentioned in other posts, I only fuck raw and unless I could convince him otherwise, it seemed like a waste of time to me to pursue this any further. I thought about my options quickly - it was getting late - I would end up likely riding one of my toys and stroking off a load to some porn... so why not see if he at least wanted to come over for some suck action.... it would be nice to suck on a big uncut cock while riding one of my toys. So I sent him a chat and said "I'm almost ready to give up here tonight and was gonna call it - until I saw your message. If you are in fact real and interested in some older/younger play - I'm open to hosting. I have a rim chair and a massage table. Lots of toys. Lots of hot porn of every type. Let me know if you're interested. I am!". He replied back immediately and asked if I lived alone? was I an ax murderer? and where did I live? All the important questions. Grin. I gave him my address and he replied he could be there in 30 minutes or less and I gave him a thumbs up. I headed to the shower and got myself all cleaned up and slipped on a black leather jock that ties up the front, and one of my leather harnesses. I finished off by putting my leather wrist cuffs on and snapping them into place. I lubed up my cock ring/ball lifter and slipped a silicon prostate probe into my hole and headed downstairs. I figured I'd throw on some raw porn to gauge his reaction to the screenplay. Hopefully, I could talk him into sinking that fat uncut dick into my tight hole instead of into a rubber. I had a good feeling about this weird vibe I had picked up while we chatted. The bell rang and I opened it up to see that his pictured only lied a little - he looked WAY better in person. "Chad" he said as he reached out to shake my hand, then smiled and pulled me into a quick hug. "Nice leather man.. you've got me chubbin' up already" he murmured. I had already poured a large ice water for him, which he gratefully accepted. He took a long pull on the water, then put it on the table. His blue eyes were twinkling and he had a little half smile on his face as he pulled his shirt over his head and reached down to undo his pants. He looked straight at me as he undid the button and started to slowly slide the zipper down. I could see the base of that fat dick peeking out from his pants. He was running commando. Nice. I reached over and took his hand and stopped it from sliding down any further. He looked confused for just a second, but got the picture immediately when I slid to my knees and pushed his hand away totally. "I need to tell you that I am poz and undetectable buddy. I only play safe. Are you ok with that?" I looked up at him again and said "Ya dude, I only fuck raw - not a big fan of condoms, so I'm happy to suck your cock and vice versa. I have some toys we can play with as well. But, I should tell you I lived with a poz undetectable partner for 12 years. We fucked raw all the time. I've been on PrEP for year and I get regular testing done. So, I'm just puttin' it out there. I'm OK with taking your poz load. It's up to you. Let's just play a little and see how it goes". I put my finger across my lips in the classic 'shh' sign and leaned forward. He didn't say anything as I looked up at him and reached around and slowly slid the pants over his hips and down just below his balls. They were smooth and hung low over the jean fabric, so I leaned forward and took both of them gently into my mouth. First the left. And a moan from above. Then the right. And another moan. I licked his balls gently, and his watched his cock throbbing and growing just inches from my face. I looked up his body from my position at his balls and could see a firm belly, a nice set of pecs with hard nipples and a hunky young guy with his head thrown back and eyes closed. I pulled back off his balls and stared at the throbbing head right in front of me. He was already oozing precum. His profile picture came to mind right away and made my cock twitch in my jock. I held the base of his cock and looked up, waiting long enough for him to wonder what was going on. Sure enough, about 5 seconds later, he gazed down at me with those bright blue eyes and I made sure he saw me lean forward and lick the precum off the end of his hardening cock. He sucked in air, as I gently licked and suckled all around his dripping pisshole. Once again, I made sure I had a solid grip on the thick base and I tilted the head down just a little to the horizontal. He groaned again and I felt his body tense up. Then I took the foreskin of his cock and slid it back across the head of his dick... with my tongue and lips. He actually twitched two or three times, so I waited with just a couple of inches in my mouth. Licking. Licking the head. Licking the skin. Not taking anything deeper. Licking. Like a lot of uncut guys, his head was sensitive to my ministrations. But, I also gauge quickly how much an uncut guy likes pressure on his head or not. Like me, XX loved to have his cock head sucked slow and alternating between a long 10 second suction, followed by a quick release. I could hear his cock head pop every time I let it go. And it just kept getting bigger and harder and redder. So I pulled the skin right back and down the top part of his cock and really gave his cock head a good tongue lashing. He reached down gently and help my head with both hands, offering me encouragement. Just holding my head in his hands while I bobbed up and down on that big cock. It's all about perspective in pictures. His cock looked great in the profile pic. But until I saw it up close and personal - I had no idea how big it really was. I held his cock up and licked from the base of his balls to the top of his head. Up and down. Engulfing his head ever few trips. He just kept my shaved head in his hands and stroked my smooth skin. All the while, he was prattling away in a husky voice "Oh ya man, suck my cock and make it hard. Fuck, you know what you are doing. Ya, lick and bite my foreskin man. Stick your tongue under it and stretch it." It was nice to get direction and confirmation from him. His verbal patter was very hot. "Oh man, I love an older dude with a shaved head and some silver on his chest. The smooth dome really turned my crank when I saw your pictures dude. I love what you are doing with your mouth and tongue." I took some time to start working that big cock down my throat. A little bit at a time. It had to be a good 9 inches. It had to be. But it was shaped absolutely perfect for my throat. And I could tell he was enjoying my oral skills. I would go down and work my throat onto his dick slow. Stop while he was deep and squeeze my throat a few times. Listen to hear him groan and feel the slight pressure on the back of my head to keep going. And I would pull off slowly while being sure to leave lots of spit and throat juice on his dick. Then I would slowly stroke all those juices up and down his cock while I jerked him very slowly, making sure to stretch the skin over his cock head on the stroke up and slowly pull it back onto his cock on the way down. Every time the foreskin slid up or down his cockhead, he twitched. "Fucker. You really know how to work an uncut cock man. That is driving me crazy. I am rock hard dude. That is amazing". He didn't need to tell me he was rock hard. That dick was a monster. Wet, juicy and rock fucking hard. Wow. I told him to hand on a minute, and reached over and grabbed a big dildo from a box I had left by the couch. His eyes flashed briefly and he said "Wow. That is a gorgeous looking cock there man. What's the plan?" I lubed the dildo up slowly in front of him, and then reached back and lubed my hole up generously and slowly sat down on the 'fake' cock. It was a lot like the 'real' one in front me, In fact, I knew it was a 9" toy when I bought it. I grasped his cock at the base again and pulled it down towards my mouth and looked up at him as I slowly rode up and down on the big rubber dick. "It's a 9" toy that I like to ride while sucking a big cock like yours XX." He smiled and said "Nice. It will open you up for my 10" cock then" and chuckled. Bam. I was right. His cock was even bigger than I thought and my hole twitched at the thought of taking that big cock. His profile said wrapped only and seeing it up close now, I really wanted to feel it open up my hole. But fuck, not wrapped. And I gave him the green light about 20 minutes earlier about some raw fucking. Sounds like maybe it was going to happen. As I bottomed deeper onto the big dildo I was riding, I sat with it at the entrance to my second hole and slowly slid my mouth around his cock right to the base. My ass was stretch around the big base and I squeezed it with my muscles to feel that stretch. It was an awesome feeling having a big cock up my hole and a big cock down my throat and I took my time riding and sucking for a good 10 minutes. I had pushed him down onto a big leather Lazy Boy chair facing the TV where there were hard cocks pummeling stretched holes. Cum was flying everywhere. You could hear the man grunts and groans and the sound of slapping flesh against flesh. It was a real sensory overload of sound and sight. I continued to bring him to the edge. Using my fingers and tongue and throat to milk his dick over and over. He suddenly grabbed my head a little tighter and said "Stop... I'm getting much too close and I don't want to shoot yet. I need you to turn around and sit on my cock. Please Daddy... sit on my cock'. Wow... that sounded very hot and I didn't waste a lot of time worrying about him being wrapped. I pulled my fake friend from my hole and turned around. I took this big uncut dripping cock and held it straight up. I waited to see if he was going to say anything, but he didn't. So I pulled the head of his cock right up against my asslips and sank down in one smooth move, taking almost his entire dick in one swoop. He groaned and reached around to take me by the hips from behind and just held me there. "Oh fuck. You. Are. Tight" he muttered. I squeezed his entire cock with every muscle I had in my ass, then let go, then repeated my grip. Many times. Squeeze. Let go. Repeat. I could tell he loved it. He groaned again and pushed up just a little more until he hit some resistance. I relaxed and leaned forward just a bit and I could feel his cock head pressing my second ring. I squeezed again and said "Flex your cock head for me XX. Let me feel where that cock head is right now in my guts". And I sat still and felt his cock head flare up and down about 10 times nice and slow. Oh fuck ya, he was right at that tight magic spot. I said to him "I am going to open my hole completely for you boy. I want you to slowly work that fat uncut head into Papa's second hole. Really feel it grip your cock head. You are a big dicked dude. I can tell you know how to work that big cock. Slide it up into that tightness boy.". We moved at the same time. He pushed upwards with that telephone pole at the same time I willed my ass to totally relax and take that hard piece of flesh deeper yet. We both groaned as his cock pushed through the second hole. He held for a few seconds and flexed his head some more. I could feel exactly where he was and pushed my ass ring out further and relaxed my muscles even more to help open up for that big dick. By this time he was chanting things like "Ya Papa, take that boy dick up your hole. Squeeze my dick. Open that hole up. Fuck, this is hot". And me? I was feeling that cock hit some interesting places... one of which was every second or third downwards stroke, I angled my hole so his cock would stroke across my prostate. I would get that jolt of electricity through my body and feel the tingle. Suddenly, he pushed me off of him and got up out of the chair. He turned me around and pushed me forward onto my knees facing the back of the chair. I felt him push my legs apart and walk up behind me, between my legs. I waited. And then felt that hard cock being slapped against my wet hole. The sound of his cock "slapping" was loud and it turned me on to hear him complimenting me on how stretched out my hole looked, and how juicy it was and how red the lips looked. Slap. Slap. Slap. Then, a real slap on my right ass cheek. As the sting registered, he shoved his cock back into my hole. He was sliding it in nice and slow and I felt a firm slap on my left ass cheek. I could feel the two hot spots on my ass, as I felt that big cock re-opening my hole. This time, the second hole opened right up for him. It knew he was going in there one way or another. He pushed slowly and pushed and got right to his pubes and stopped for a moment. I took that moment to push BACK hard on him a little bit further. I wanted every inch of that big cock in there. I think it surprised him a little bit and he said "Nice... very nice". I looked over my shoulder and said "I want you to fuck me XX. I want you to breed my hole and shoot that hot cum deep into my guts. I want you to churn your load up with that big cock head and coat my guts. Do it boy". He started with long stroked. Right from the edge of my hole, all the way into my guts in one long push. And back and forth. And in and out. And deep. And an extra-hard push every now and then that made my prostate tingle. "You want my hot seed in your Papa hole tonight? You want that hot load Papa? You tell me where you want this load of hot cum". "Breed me" was my answer. "Stretch that hole and dump your hot load deep in my guts XX. You came here to play. Dump it". He gripped my hips hard and spanked my ass cheeks. Once. Twice. Both at the same time. I pushed back on his cock. I could feel it sliding easier into my hole due to his copious amounts of precum and my ass juices. He was really driving his cock in and out. "C'mon boy. You want that ass, pound the fucker. Papa can take a good hard fuck. Give it to me!!". That put him over the edge and he just piston rammed his cock back and forth deep in my guts. I FELT the first shot before he even made a noise. I can always feel the difference in my hole when a top starts to unload in me. His breathing was erratic and he started saying "oh, oh, oh Papa. Take my hot seed in your hole.". He was now pounding directly on my prostate as he unloaded shot after shot in my ass and that put me over the top. I felt my cock lurch and cum started to 'ooze' from the head. It was a series of about 5-6 small rolling cumshots oozing from my cock as I was pounded. I feel forward on the chair with XX still connected to my hole. He leaned onto my back and licked my ear lobe and neck and said "Holy Fuck dude.... this was a HUGE fantasy of mine to fuck a bald hot daddy... and it was better than I could have imagined". Talk about instant feedback on how things were going. LOL. As he started to pull his cock out of my ass, I went to get off the chair. He silently pushed my forward. I went back on the chair, ass up, head down and I felt his finger tracing my swollen ass lips. "Nice hole dude. And it is leaking my cum. Hang on a second'. Then his finger was replaced by his wet long tongue. Oh fuck. He took his time. Using his tongue to lick around my hole. Using his tongue to open my hole. Using his lips to slurp the cum from my dripping ass. Spreading my hole apart with both hands and diving in to completely lick me clean. I said to him "Save a little for me please? I want to taste ... us". He came around the chair, and I raised up to see him open his mouth and show me a mouthfull of cum. He leaned in for a sloppy, long and very wet kiss session. We snowballed that cum back and forth for a while before eventually swallowing it all. We shot the shit for a little while and he told me he had seen me a few times but was too shy to say hi.... but tonight he wanted to see if I might be interested in helping him with a younger/older fantasy. He didn't expect that he would end up dumping his hot load deep in my guts and it was a huge turn on for him to be able to fuck raw as part of the fantasy. My answer was... now that he knew where I lived, we should do this a little more often.

I've often been surprised over the years how many guys cheat on their boyfriends or partners - and even more so by how many of them are willing to do it bareback. A few months ago I posted a story about an experience I had when I watched a friend in a committed relationship let two guys fuck him bareback and cum in his arse in a darkroom in Munich. A lot of people liked that story so I thought I would post a few more of the experiences I've had where the guy has been cheating on his boyfriend and some of the experiences when I cheated on my long term partner. For obvious reasons, I've changed all the names.... A couple of years ago I was invited to a friend's 40th birthday party in Scotland. I didn't think I would be able to go as I had to work but at the last minute I was able to get the time off. The friends I usually stay with has other people staying with them and they suggested that, rather than try to book a hotel at the last minute I could stay with friends of theirs, a couple named David and Ryan. I had met David and Ryan quite a few times although I didn't know either of them well. They belonged to a group of friends I knew had very strong views on things like monogamy and safe sex. I had heard this group of friends being very disapproving of cheating and even more so of barebacking. David especially had very strong views on all these things and was not slow to voice them. Ryan was quieter but generally seemed to agree with his partner. I travelled up early on the Saturday morning and arrived around lunch time. David and Ryan occupied a one bedroom flat and I was to sleep on a sofa bed in the living room. David was a bit of a bear, in his late 30s and his partner Ryan was a few years younger. We met some other friends for drinks in the afternoon and then got ready for the party in the evening which was being held at a hotel in the centre of town. It was a good party I enjoyed it. We got home quite late and I was in no rush to get up the next morning. Ryan and David were going out in the morning and then David was going to work in the afternoon and Ryan had offered to run me to the airport. I got up, had some breakfast and then had a shower. I was feeling really horny and began to play with myself in the shower. I knew Ryan and David wouldn't be back for a couple of hours so when I had finished showering I went on line to see if I could find someone for a quick local hook up. The first guy I chatted to was a twink who was up for being fucked and was happy to do it bb but was looking for someone nearer his own age. The next guy was Joel, a really fit mixed race guy in his early 30s who wanted a quick fuck on his way home from the gym and seemed genuinely interested in meeting up with me. He sent me pictures of his big thick cock and told me he wanted to fuck me and cum in my arse. I was really horny now - I hadn't been fucked for a while and I needed to be fucked and fucked hard. The problem was he had a partner and couldn't accommodate. I knew I shouldn't but I was just too horny - so I gave him the postcode of Ryan and David's flat and told him to text me when he was outside. About 20 minutes later he arrived and he was every bit as good looking as his pictures. I wasted no time in getting his pants down and soon his big thick cock was in my mouth. I sucked him for a while and then turned him around so that I could lick his arse. His hole was quite hairy and I pushed my tongue right up him. It was time to fuck and soon I was lubed and bent over the settee as Joel pushed his big thick cock right up my arse. It felt incredible - I had not had a cock that big up my arse for a while. He pushed his cock right up me and gave me a moment to get used to it before he began to fuck me slowly. It was the best fuck I'd had for a long time - he started slowly and then built up until he was banging my arse really hard with his big thick cock and I knew he was getting close. I knew I shouldn't really be doing this in Ryan and David's flat but I thought they wouldn't be back for another hour or so and figured they would never know. Joel was breathing heavily now and before long he pushed his cock right up my arse and held it there, groaning loudly as he pumped my arse full of cum. He seemed to cum for ages and then he slumped forward over me. It was then I realised we had an audience - Ryan and David were standing in the doorway. I could see from David's face that he wasn't happy and he turned away just as Joel started pulling out my arse. Ryan had also turned to leave but he looked back into the room just Joel pulled his cock out and then followed his partner into the kitchen. I had been caught with my pants down! When Joel had left I pulled my pants up and went into the kitchen and apologised. I said I hadn't meant to abuse their hospitality and I was sorry. David said "It's fine, forget it." I could see that he was far from happy though and the atmosphere was distinctly frosty as we had lunch together. After lunch David went off to work and, as I was starting to get my stuff together, Ryan came into the room. "You ok?" he said. I said I was fine and said "I'm sorry about earlier on." Ryan grinned and said "It's fine, really. David has very strong views on all that sort of thing - I'm a bit more liberal." He was silent for a moment and then said "Actually, I thought it was quite horny." I was looking out of the window as Ryan said "That guy wasn't wearing a condom, was he?" I said no he wasn't and Ryan grinned. He moved closer to me and soon his arms were round me and he was kissing my neck. "Do you like to fuck bareback?" he whispered and I nodded. His hands were on the waistband of my trousers now and, still kissing the back of my neck, he slowly pulled my trousers and pants down and bent me over the settee. I bent forward as I heard Ryan slip his pants down and soon his cock was pushing against my arse. I spread my legs and soon he was pushing up my cum filled arse. "Oh fuck..." he moaned as his cock went right up me and he began to fuck. I was beyond horny now - I had always thought Ryan was quite fit and I had never thought in a million years that I would end up bent over the settee with him fucking me bareback while his partner was at work. Ryan fucked me hard and fast and after a short time he told me he was going to cum. I told him to go for it and seconds later Ryan was shooting his cum deep into my arse. We were both out of breath when Ryan pulled out and he mopped his brow with his T shirt. He kissed me and then I went down on his cock and sucked him for a while. He pulled me up and kissed me again. I thought that would be us finished but soon his hand was on my cock again. "Do you like to fuck?" he asked. I nodded and he took me by the hand and led me into the bedroom. Soon he was kneeling up on the bed and my tongue was up his fit arse. I licked him for a while and then he passed me some lube. When he was lubed I pushed my cock against his hole and he moaned. My cock slid up him easily and I began fuck him bareback - right there on the bed he shared with his partner. He was moaning softly as I began to fuck him harder. I knew I wasn't going to last much longer and I told him I was going to cum in his arse. "Fuck yeah...." he moaned as I began to shoot what felt like a massive load of cum deep into his cheating arse. A little later, Ryan drove me to the airport and we swapped numbers. I have met up with Ryan a few times since and each time we've enjoyed some horny unprotected sex, with his boyfriend none the wiser. The next experience I had with a cheating guy was also in Scotland. I was staying in a hotel in the centre of Glasgow one Friday evening and I hooked up on line with a fit guy in his mid 30s. He was out drinking with colleagues after work and was horny to be fucked. When we were chatting he said I had to use a condom as he had a partner. When he turned up he was even better looking than his pictures suggested. He had come from work and was smartly dressed in a shirt and dark trousers - very horny! We sucked each other for a while and then I bent him over the bed and licked his arse. When it came time to fuck him he never mentioned condoms so I fucked him bb and shot a nice big load into him. Afterwards we chatted and he told me he had been with his partner for seven years. He said he had never cheated until a couple of years ago when his car had been off the road and he had to take the bus into the city to work. He had looked up the times, got up early and gone for the bus. A dark haired Polish guy with a tool bag was standing at the bus stop. He said he realised the guy was cruising him almost immediately and soon they were in a wooded area behind the bus stop and he was sucking the guy's cock. He ended up leaning against a tree with his pants down as the Polish guy fucked him bareback and shot a load of cum into his arse. He told me he had felt guilty but also really turned on - and about six months later he was staying in a hotel on business and got chatting to two guys at the bar and ended up going back to their room where they both fucked him and loaded up his arse. He said he tries to play safe when he cheats but every now and then he enjoys taking a load up his arse. I sucked him off and then he pulled up his pants and went off home to his partner - a big load of cum deep in his arse. Later that year I was at a friend's Christmas drinks party and I was introduced to a guy called Marek. We had a lot in common as we both worked in the same field and we got on well. I liked Marek a lot and I got the feeling he was interested in me. He told me his partner was away for the weekend visiting family and so he was flying solo. A little later we started chatting again and I was sure he was coming on to me. He lived not far from me and so I offered him a lift home. As we drove home one thing led to another and we ended up back at my house. Marek was not really my usual type, he was tall and thin, and very hairy. For some reason this turned me on and soon we were in my bedroom and I was sucking his cock. I sucked him for a while and then licked his hairy balls. I sucked his cock again and then turned him round so I could lick his arse. He had a really hairy hole and he loved me licking it. He was moaning and pushing his arse back into my face as I pushed my tongue as far up his hole as I could and he told me he didn't get that at home. He told me he really wanted me to fuck him but I would have to use a condom as he wanted to protect himself and his partner. I said I had run out of condoms but he said it was ok - he had one and he produced it. I didn't really want to use the condom but I did really want to fuck him so I put it on and pushed my cock up his arse. He was really tight and it took me a few minutes to get my cock right up him. I began to fuck him and, although I didn't really enjoy wearing the condom and wasn't sure I would be able to cum with it on, he was doing amazing things to my cock with his tight arse and soon I got into my stride and began to fuck him harder. I was really into it now - his arse was one of the tightest I had ever fucked and soon I was enjoying every minute of the fuck - it didn't feel like I was wearing a condom at all. We were both really into it now and soon I was shooting my cum into his arse. When I pulled out we both saw that the condom had split - it was completely wrecked. I hadn't cum for about seven days and I knew I had shot a really big load into him. We now both knew that big load had gone right up his arse. He looked shocked and really worried. After a few moments he shrugged and said "Oh well, I suppose these things happen." A little to my surprise, he told me his partner was a way for another few days and asked me if I fancied meeting up for lunch the following day. We met up, had a good lunch and ended up back at my house again. We kissed, sucked and rimmed each other until we were both horny to fuck and he knelt up on the bed. I waited for him to produce the condom and, realising what I was waiting for, he shrugged and said "Look, you've already cum up me once, you don't need to bother with a condom." I pushed my bare cock right up him and began to fuck. This fuck was even better than the first one and Marek also seemed to be even more into it. He was also more verbal - telling me to fuck him harder and moaning for me to cum in his arse. I shot another big load into him. I suspected from the fact that he had condoms with him that he had gone to the party with the intention of hooking up with someone. But I found it very horny that he had started off making sure he was protecting himself and his partner and had ended up fucking bareback and moaning for me to cum in his arse. Part 2 to follow

We returned about an hour later. Tony was laying at the bottom of his cage mumbling incoherently. His hole was still dripping hot pink cum down his legs. The look from his eyes showed he was still tweaking like mad but I knew that he would soon be flying a lot higher again in minutes. Des and Gavin released Tony from his cage and helped him over to the bench that had been set up to the side. He was securely tied in place so that his hole was clearly visible and showing that it was in need of some use. Des then returned to Tony's side with another slam. Tony did not seem to notice anything until Des pulled the band from his arm and his eyes flew open wide and the coughing fit ensued. Stephen sat down on the chair between Tony's legs. He made sure the others as well as the Cameras had an unobstructed view. He started to lube his hands and his arms. He started by placing the lube bottle at Tony's entrance and giving it a good squeeze. Whilst he still had a lot of cum deep within his guts from the previous session Stephen wanted to ensure that he was not inconvenienced by such a mundane thing as not enough lube once he started his journey. Stephen then placed four fingers into Tony's well fucked hole and immediately started to turn the backwards and forwards. This caused Tony to yell out. Whether in pain at the sudden intrusion or desire for more Stephen did not care he just told one of the guys to shut him up as he had work to do and couldn't be listening to all the mumbling every time he moved a finger. Des quickly and expertly found a gag and by the time he had secured it around Tony's neck Stephen had his first fist inside the hot sloppy hole. Stephen kept twisting his fist backwards and forwards for a good 15 minutes before suddenly pulling his balled fist out in one sharp movement and ramming it in again. Even though he was well gagged you could see that this had Tony's attention. Stephen fist fucked the hole using alternate hands and after such a relatively short time there was no resistance as Stephens hole stayed open both hands were removed. Stephen picked up a different lube bottle. This one was heavily laced. He did not want to give the boy another slam so early but he needed his hole even hungrier that it already was. He put a generous amount on his hands and working it into his hole. It took Lees than a minute for the t to be absorbed and whilst it was obvious Tony's high was increased still further what the others could not see was that the temperature inside Tony's hole had shot right up. Stephen knew it was time to continue the journey. Stephen worked his fingers deeper into Tony's hole. It took seconds before he found Tony's second splinchter and it if finding it was quick then breaching it was quicker still. The t was doing its job. The splinchter gave a little quiver of resistance before Stephen was through and on his way again. In less than 15 minutes Tony's hole had opened up and Stephen was now sitting with his forearm buried inside his hole. He looked at the others who were all staring in awe at the sight before them. Stephen knew that this was the easy part. The next stages were more challenging. He slowly pulled his hand back to the entrance of the second splinchter and then he started to feed his other hand into Paul's hole. It was easy to get both hands in and to the second entrance but Stephen knew that even with all the t in Tony's system he would need a distraction for the next bit. He told Des to get the poppers and give Tony some good hits. Stephen waited till he could feel then take over the already muddled brain and he pushed both hands together past the second hole. It took a bit of gentle persuasion to get both hands there together but all off a sudden the resistance had gone and it felt like the hands were being sucked in. The gag was doing its job and keeping Tony muted but Stephen could see the who range of emotions Tony was going through by looking deep into his eyes. The dark glass like pools that were allowing Stephen deep into his sole. Stephen worked both hands around the second hole for some considerable time only withdrawing when he felt he needed more lube. Once Stephen was able to get both hands pass the second hole without any resistance he decided it was time to let the others have a feel. He knew that none of the others had ever fisted like this so he had made sure the groundwork had been done for them. Stephen got of the chair and nelt before Tony's hole. He got Gavin to kneel beside him. Stephen lubed Gavins right arm up and had him lay it over the back of his left arm. Stephen then guided both of there arms into Tony's hole by effectively giving Gavin a piggy back with his own arm. Stephen did not know who looked more astonished. Gavin or Tony but Stephen ensured that every one of the others felt the same experience before he decided it was time for the last bit. Stephen had been fisting Tony for well over 4 hours and it was nearly time to end this part of Tony's so called request as they still had 2 other emails to ensure we're dealt with. Stephen had one more thing to do. He relubed his arm and Tony's hole. He was not getting any more t for this bit but he made sure the poppers were to hand. He effortlessly pushed his left arm bank in Tony's hole until it was midway up his forearm before he felt any resistance. He slowly worked his arm deeper into the hole and he was elbow deep and he could feel Tony still tweaking which was causing involuntary twitches in his hole. Stephen then had Des feed Tony the poppers. 10 good snorts per side. Stephen did not need to be told Tony was ready he could feel it and whilst staring direct into Tony's eyes Stephen pushed past the last remaining barrier and Stephen could feel his arm being sucked in. In one momement Stephen was tricep deep into the now gaping, sloppy, pink lubed hole which at the beginning of the night could have repelled the smallest of butt plugs but now you would find difficulty getting a huge plug to stay in place. Stephen did not remain buried deep for long. He wanted to make sure he had ticked all Tony's criteria from his email. He pulled all the way out and at times it felt as if Tony's insides were fighting with him to keep him inside. Tony was untied and given some fluids and food. He was then taken by Des and Gavin and given a shower. He was then brought back to the cage and given another drink which knocked him out. The others went to get some rest before the next day when the next email would be explored. Punishment!

I figure after a couple of initial stories, I'd give you fine fellas the one you all came here for... I've never really considered myself a "chaser". I got fucked bareback for the first time when I was around 20, but I didn't actively seek it out. A guy I'd met at the local gay bar that evening took me back to his place and just stuck it in unwrapped. I wanted to say stop, but I just couldn't say no. From there on, I was hooked; although, I tried not to do it too often. Fast forward a few years and I turned into a total bareback slut. I found out that I really hated bottoming for a guy wearing a condom as it felt too uncomfortable. There was only one way to do it: skin-on-skin raw. From there on, it was only a matter of time. A few years (and a new city) later, I was logged on to bbrt and a guy visiting my city gave me a quick "Oink". I checked out his profile to find a good looking guy; not mucular, but not out of shape, who had a nice looking cock with a very pronounced vein on the top that started bulging under his skin right under the head. Checking the rest of his profile, I liked what I saw and then got to the bottom corner: My Status - Positive. I was super nervous, but intrigued at the same time. I replied back saying that I liked what I saw and unlocked my photos in return. We agreed that I'd meet him at his hotel room for an afternoon fuck. I arrived at his hotel with my heart practically beating out of my chest. I'd been fucked bareback countless times before that, but this was the first time I was going to get fucked by a guy I knew was poz at the outset. I wasn't sure if I'd go through with it, but a deal is a deal and I wasn't going to stand him up. He let me in, and we made out a bit - making our way over to the bed. We weren't exactly in a rush, and took our time; loads of kissing and slowly stripping of piece by piece. After a bit, I slipped off his boxer-briefs to reveal his rock hard veiny member. It wasn't that large - maybe around six and a half - but had a pronounced curvature to the right. It was quite beautiful, and I just had to get my mouth around it for a while. As usual, I took my time and let my top dictate when he was ready to move on. He let me go for a good bit, moaning in ecstasy the whole time; must have been about 15-20 minutes of it with me alternating between fast and slow. In the back of my mind, I started to wonder if he knew I was neg. It wasn't actually stated on my profile, as I simply put "ask me" as my status; needless to say, he didn't ask. He soon stopped my bobbing on his throbbing cock, and came around the back of me to give me a good rimming. Ever since the first time I had a guy do that, I found that a good rim job practically makes me beg for cock! Similar to how I prefer oral, I let my top just keep going rimming my hole until he's ready to stop - knowing that he's prepped my hole good and well for what comes next. He could tell that he was doing a good job as I kept moaning pleasurably and kept arching my back and ass into his face wanting him to bury his tongue deeper inside me. Soon enough, he rose up, spit on his hand and gently carressed my hole while he wiped his spit on his cock - no lube; this was going to be interesting. The moment of truth was here. He pushed his cock into me gently, and I slowly let him inside. A million thoughts were now going into my head. His cock felt good; his motion was accomodating (not too fast or slow); however, my nerves were getting to me. My top could sense that I wasn't fully relaxed, and offered to stop for a bit. After a short break, we started again; this time feeling a little more at ease. He kept pumping into me for a bit, lasting around 10 minutes or so, before he could tell that I was tensing up again. Fuck - why was I just not letting this happen! He slowly jerked his cock and said that he wasn't going to last much longer. That seemed to be all that needed to be said. At that point, something inside me snapped into place, and I asked him to go back inside me. He pushed slowly back in, and started working me again; beginning very slow and slowly picking up the pace. All of a sudden, I was far more relaxed than before; my top now noticing me fully release myself to his pleasure. He never said this out loud, but a small part of me got an inkling that he knew he was about to dump his poz load into a neg ass. Working his pace up a bit more, I could hear his sounds starting to change; the kind all tops make as their breaths shorten due to their bodies getting more tense in anticipation of release. I knew what I was about to get. My moans turned into "yeahs" and "fuck yeahs" and he started pumping harder. Next thing I know, he pushed all the way in, and let go. We looked deep into each others eyes as he grunted with every shot being emptied inside me. I reached forward and grabbed the small of his back to make sure he didn't slip out. I'd just (knowingly) taken my first load of poz cum. I suddenly felt free. My top could sense my relief - even though he never vocalised it. He stayed inside me until he softened up and fell out. I then reached forward and felt my wet hole; bringin my fingers forward, I saw a bit of white goo with a slight pink tint to it. That must have happened when I tensed up due to nerves. Whatever the case, I then discovered my affinity for the forbidden fruits of my sexual labour. We parted ways shortly after. He came back through town a few times afterwards, and we always made time to meet up for a repeat. To this day, I get the feeling that he knew he was likely the one that may have converted me. He made me into the bottom slut I've become, and I'll be forever grateful...

Yesterday one of my fat bear buddies, 5-7" and 300 lbs with a beer can 8", came over and bred my ass raw 3 times. He loves a sloppy hole, so he actually came faster the last two fucks than the first. I loved laying back and rubbing his hairy belly as he fucked me and talked dirty. After his last fuck, he filled my ass with piss which sent me over the edge and I finally came without touching myself.

I was diagnosed at 19 as well. I am now 39 and very healthy. I am exclusively a bottom and have never had a condom in me. I am open with my Dr. and he has never told me to be safer. I do agree with the others that the risk is there but in my experience it is rare. Looking back I can only say that my diagnosis was a gift. I was able to express my sexuality more openly and men that I may have been afraid to get close to because of status.

Holy shit, I think he looks amazing. He's always been a little too boyish and wholesome looking for me plus...condoms. He looks just a little bit older in this scene (no shade...he IS older, like we all are) and he's just slightly rougher around the edges but in a way that is SUPER hot. If I could have taken the boyish Topher that everyone knows and made some subtle changes to make him hotter, I would have designed him exactly like this. He's never been that much on my radar--because of the boyishness---but wow, he definitely is now. Topher, you have a new fan.

So I was at Vault 139 in London Last Thursday and Friday trying to get as many loads in my ass as I could. I posted much of the story in the 'Last Load' section, but there was one guy who deserves a post all of his own. One wonderful Alpha Dom guy who was so true, so natural, so brilliant at making submissive guys like me submit completely that he deserves his own post. And the load went down my throat not my ass, but it doesn’t matter, because it was pure Dom Alpha Man Seed to me. A fucking sacrament to a sub bitch like me. He was fit, lean, muscular, in a vest top and by the way he grabbed the back of my neck as I walked past, nicely dominant. I kneeled, as a good sub bitchboy should before an Alhpa Dom like this, and he pulled his cock out and slapped it against my face. Now I was going to get a great skullfucking. Instead thought, he clenched his fist in front of my face and pressed it against my cheek. I knew what to do, and began kissing his fist, licking his dominant Alpha knuckles and wondered if he was going to punch me. I’m good with that. He opened his hand like some kind of blessing, lifted it up and spat into the palm of his hand. I licked it up eagerly, before licking his hand all over like a dog. He slipped his fingers into my mouth and started exploring – under my tongue, into my cheeks, pushing his fingers down the back of my throat to test my gag reflex – I opened wide and gave him every part of me that he wanted. A beautiful moment of submission. He pulled out, clenched his fist again and I began to worship that manly Alpha fist with my mouth, my tongue and my fucking soul. I slipped my hands under his vest top and raised them up to feel his abs, and work his nipples with my fingers. In a perfect pose of pure worshipful submission, him standing with his fist in my mouth now, looking strong, manly, upright – and me, kneeling, licking, worshipping, with my arms up in an almost religious posture. Kneeling before my new god. Well he began now to skullfuck me, with one hand on the back of my head and the other with fingers in my mouth as he fucked. I began to taste precum but there was no space, no room for my usually trick of looking up and offering my ass. This alpha god will take whatever he wants and I trust him. After a few minutes of skullfucking, he pulled out and started jacking off. ‘Lick my fist’ he said at this point, the only words he said to me during the entire encounter. I licked his fist hard, the fist he was using to jack off with, licking his knuckles like my life depended on it, his other hand still on the back of my head, directing me. I was ready, and when he started to cum, he slammed my head back onto his cock to take a full throatful of his alpha cum. It tasted like fucking ambrosia from the gods, I am not kidding. I was so deep into a subspace feeling by this point – and all really just from his demeanour – he had to do so very little to make me submit completely, a mark of a true confident and brilliant Alpha – and this subspace meant his cum wasn’t just cum, but fucking nectar! I heard his moans of pleasure, and felt so happy I had given him this feeling. I worked his cock slowly, keeping it in my mouth, making sure I received every drop of his seed, trying to prolong his pleasure with my work for as long as I could. He eventually pulled out of my mouth, and slapped his wet cock around my face, marking me with his scent. I was in a kind of ecstasy by this point, and he just rested a while with his hands on my shoulders, looking down at me with a smile on his face like a man looking approvingly at a boy who’d done a good job, his cock hanging by my cheek. No words needed. He ran his hands up from my shoulder to my neck and played with my throat. At this, I brought my hands up to hold his, to press them against my throat, and he took my invitation, choking me gently for a little while, lightly squeezing and controlling my airflow. Then he bent down with his hands around my throat and kissed me, pushing his tongue deep into me. And the spell was broken. He released my neck, smiled down at me like some blessing god one more time, and then moved to walk away. ‘Thank you sir’ I said quietly, and he quickly slid his fingers into my mouth one last time as he passed, bring my head backwards as he walked around me. I watched him leave, being sure not to get up off my knees while I could still see him. He disappeared, leaving me feeling so grateful for the encounter. Normally I will feel horny and brilliant about feeling used or abused by a Dom but this was nothing like that. With hardly any words, with just his hands, his fist, his smile, his stance, his cock and his whole being, he left me feeling blessed. What a Man! What a true Alpha Dom Man to find a god-worshipping space within me like that.

Versatile daddy with a free weekend. The only limitation is I cannot host. Got a gangbang going? Happy to contribute a load. Need a hole to breed? I got a hungry one here. Want to whore me out? Blindfold? Toys? Piss fucking? Absolutely! Just tell me where to be. You're a boy or trans that needs a good daddy breeding? I'm there. I can be a bit of a perv, too. Open to anything that makes you or me cum. Let's have some fun!

Spot on.

It's baffling how under attack some people feel whenever a request is made to them to reflect on something and consider changing their behaviour, especially when it comes to racism. Even with a request as polite and succinct as the one which started the thread. Numerous great responses from different black posters have explained, in detail, why it is they dislike the term and why its usage can be accurately described as racist. Most didn't even ask that people stop using the term, just state their distaste for it. A Cuban poster also described how he too felt this way about how he is stereotyped sexually thanks to his race. Multiple POC saying similar things regarding their negative experiences regarding racial sexual stereotyping. To react to that by moaning about "PC culture", for some to even categorise themselves as the victim, it just doesn't make any sense to me. If you're standing on somebody's foot, they'll let you know, you'll step off. You were causing pain, simple action to stop causing pain, pain be gone. Why, when somebody explains that use of a particular word, or phrase, is hurtful, why is the reaction not the same? You stepped off a foot, why not stop using a hurtful term? Even if you think it's a stupid request and their reasoning bad, how does going along with it impact you negatively in any way? A big cock isn't going to feel less satisfying to you because you haven't said the magic words. By dropping the phrase other people's lives would improve, yours would be untouched. It's not just a case of why anybody refuse but why anybody would react as angrily as some have here, it just defies sense. Nobody is calling you racist for having used those terms before. Our understanding of racism and how we frame people and groups is constantly evolving and deepening, as such our behaviours change to keep pace. I've used quite a lot of racial sexual terms in the past, never in a maliciously derogatory manner and (outwardly at least) never taken badly. But now that I can see how usage of those terms can upset and belittle those it's aimed at, I won't again. We have to start listening when LGBT POC say there's a problem with racism in the LGBT Community. It's not being said for fun, for the drama of it all. This isn't being made up to try and control your life. People are being hurt. Step off their fucking foot already.

Last night I had a regular big hairy bear over. Guy looks like a viking. We have fucked a number of times. He loves to eat my ass and then fuck a load into it. Me on my tummy and him laying on top fucking me. He planted a nice big load and left. Slept with his cum in me all night.

i starting sucking my school mates at 12 ... i still think and jerk off to it

PART 3: I saw him out of the corner of my eye, he was black as coal, a mountain of a man, wife beater shirt and sweat pants, he looked like he had just gotten out of a prison with the look on his face. I don't know how he got in the room or who let him in, he surly was not part of the support group. He walked up to the leader and they did the usual hand clasp and shake and hug, the leader then turned toward me and said "Tank" this is the faggot bitch who lied his way into our HIV group and we have Chemed him up and turned him into a cocksucking, cum dump faggot white bitch for our black snakes and poz seed. Tank? that was an underestimate; who grabbed me by my hair and pulled me right into his crotch asking if it was true; you like being a bitch to black meat now? I just looked up as best as possible and nodded "yes"! , they Tank asked if i was the married faggot who was taking their toxic seed home and planting into my wife? I told them that I was. Tanked looked at the leader and stated "this is one fucked up fag to be married, lying to get into a HIV support group to be a cocksucking faggot for black men", "then go home and fuck his ol lady" ; Hell maybe we should tell her and fuck her too!! those word hit like a sledge hammer as he pushed my face back into his crotch. Tank then told me to pull down his jogging pants and meet the cock that would ruin me! I slid my hands along his pants and pulled them down to meet a harding slab of meat that had a cut head and a PA through the head that looked like a bolt and nut! My eyes went wide and looked up at Tank who was just grinning at me and stated " yup, I am going to fuck you with that and make you my bitch to breed full of my toxic seed, if these guys haven't knocked you up yet, I will make sure your pregnant tonight"!! SERVICE ME FAG; NOW! I started to lick his shaft and head, tried to get the head of that cock in my mouth with the PA on the end, but it kept hitting my teeth. THATS IT FAGGOT, Get that black meat ready to breed you full and ruin you and make you a blubbering idiot for black cock and toxic cum! Tank then looked at the Leader and stated; "Get him ready for my cock"; one of the other guys in the room came up next to me and wrapped a rubber strap around my arm, then pulled out a syringe of a liquid; as i started to panic, Tank wrenched on my hair and told me to look at the job in front of me and get back to it. As i went back to licking and sucking this monster, i felt a poke in my arm, then got all wozzy and started to cough uncontrolably. someone then put a bottle of poppers under my nose and i was inhaling deep and was now working that cock like I was looking foward to that monster driving into my ass and breeding me like I now wanted to be. Tank pulled me to my feet and backed me up to the table, he reach down and twisted both my nipples to the point I loved it and wanted to cry in pain. Tank then put his hand on my throat and push back until I was laying on my back on the table with Tank pulling me up to him by his legs and putting them over his shoulders. one of the guys walked up and started to lather cream or Vaseline or lube on and into my hole. Tank looked at me and asked me what I wanted; I just spread my legs open farther and said for him to fuck my ass, YOU MEAN YOUR CUNT, PUSSY, it will not be an ass in a few, it will be my hole to breed, ruin, knock up and make you my little street whore! All I could do is say "Yes Sir" I want you to breed , fuck my cunt and for you to use it as you like!! Better, Tank said. I was given a bottle of poppers and propped up on my clothes; I want you to see yourself become my whore, and your going to need those poppers, so I would get to them, cause here comes my cock! As I felt the head of his cock pushing at my hole; Tank turned to the leader and told him to go and find the Faggots bitch and see what she thinks of being a bitch to black meat too. I was to far gone to register what he just said, as the first part of Tank's cock pushed into my hole and I let out a scream.

My doctor(s) told this -- " Live your life, enjoy sex and do it however you please - the benefit of blood draws every ninety days allows time to catch anything that is going to creep up and we would rather see you having fun then worrying about it" So, I continue to take EVERY SINGLE LOAD RAW in my ass. No regrets and I am THRILLED about it!!

I rented a condo on Maui through Airbnb. Once I had booked, my communications were with the property manager, who also happened to be the owner of the unit. He and I shared a few emails before my husband and I arrived in Maui last week. The property manager's name was Dave, just like mine. Dave instructed me to call him when we were 15 minutes away from arrival at the condo. He said he lived in the same complex, and that he would meet us at the condo with the keys. I did as instructed. When I spoke with Dave on the phone to tell him we were close, he said would see us there in 15 minutes. When we arrived at the condo at about 8pm that evening we found the front door open and the lights on. I rang the doorbell as we walked inside. There was a pair of flip-flops on the entry rug, just inside the door. "Hello!" I yelled out as we walked in. Just then a buff and hunky looking guy in his late 40's came around the corner. He was dressed in basketball shorts, a wife beater tee-shirt and bare feet. He had a few Hawaiian/tribal type tattoos covering his muscular arms. "Hi", Dave said as he walked toward us. "Can I ask you to remove your shoes at the door, please? Hawaiian style." he added while pointing to a hand painted sign hung next to the front door. "Mahalo for removing your shoes", the sign read, over a painting of flip-flops. I immediately kicked off my shoes. My husband walked in with the first of his bags as I instructed him to kick off his shoes as well. "Dave, this is my husband, Rick". Dave looked at us with a puzzled look on his face. Then he had a smirk come to his face. "Two men? I guess I didn't realize it would be two men. This unit just has one king sized bed. I don't know what your relationship is? But there is a full size murphy bed here in the den. And the sofa is a sofa sleeper, if you don't want to share a bed", he said with a smiling smirk. "Unless Rick pisses me off, we'll be fine with the king sized bed", I said, smiling back. Dave showed us around the condo. It was an absolutely beautiful and tastefully decorated condo. I complimented Dave on the beautiful decor. "My wife does the design of all our condos. I'll tell her you like it. I'm a contractor. I do all the tile work. The two showers are my designs. I looked into the master bath and then told him I thought the tile design in the shower was fabulous. Once he had finished showing us around, he handed us the two sets of keys and told us to call if we needed anything. Then the hunk left, locking the door behind him. "Woof! What a fucking stud!" I said to my husband as we both laughed. A few days later, I was on Grindr, trying to see if there was anyone close by to suck off or fuck. I had chatted with a few guys, but no one could host. Finally, around 9pm that evening I got a message from someone that showed being only 375 feet away. His Grindr name was Str8DomTopMaui. "Hi. I see we're close". I messaged him. "Yup. What building number are you in?" he asked. "Building 11. I can't host. Can you?" "I may be able to host. Show me your pics", he said. We shared some pics back and forth. His pics were amazing. He was really well hung. His cock soft looked at least 7 inches or more. There were two full body pics. He was buff, muscular and hung. The tattoos on his arms looked familiar. Could be just a coincidence, since they were Hawaiian tribal designs. Then he sent me a 3rd pick. It was him fucking, doggy style, a beautiful brunette with big tits. Just his face from the nose down showed. But, now there was no mistake that this was Dave. Our landlord for the week. DAMN! His naked and fucking pics were even hotter than I would have imagined. We chatted back and forth for awhile. He said he was straight and married. But that he liked to get sucked, rimmed and to fuck gay guys. He said a couple of times that he only pitches. He doesn't catch. He was in a building just a few buildings away from mine. He couldn't host there. But, he said he owned a rental unit in the building next to mine. He said it was empty tonight and that he could meet me there. He told me that he would head over there now. Give him 10 minutes. He would unlock the place. Then he would go into the master bath and close the door. He wanted this to be totally anonymous. He didn't want to see me. And didn't want me to see him. He instructed me to come into the unit. Close and lock the door behind me. Come into the master bedroom. Undress, turn off the lights and to kneel next to the bed. He said he'd place a sleep mask on the bed. He wanted me to wear the mask over my eyes. Then tell him when I was ready. I told my husband I was going to take a walk around the complex. Then I headed over to building 12. I found the unit. The door was ajar. I walked in, locked the door behind me and found the master bedroom. The door to the master bath was closed and I could see light under the door. I stripped, grabbed the sleep mask that he'd left on the bed. I turned out the lights, walked back to the bed and knelt down, facing the bathroom. "Ok. I'm ready", I yelled out. As I was putting the sleep mask over my eyes, I could see the light under the bathroom door extinguish and hear the door open. I could hear and feel someone walk up to me and a soft cock was pressed to my lips. I opened my mouth and took the large mushroomed cockhead into my mouth. I sucked on his cock and flicked my tongue under the head. I reached up to caress his balls as I sucked, but he barked out, "No hands". I pulled my hands away and continued to suck on his cock as it swelled in my mouth. I used my mouth and tongue to worship his cock as it swelled to nearly 8 inches. I licked up and down his shaft and licked his balls. Then he climbed up on the edge of the bed. "Eat my ass, fag", he barked. I crawled behind him and found his ass. I leaned forward, spreading his ass as my tongue licked his sweaty smelling asshole. He let out a soft moan as I licked deeper into his hole. "Yeah! Good faggot. Eat my hole. Come on, cunt. Eat my hole". Hearing his voice, there was no doubt in my mind. This is my host, Dave. The thought that my tongue was now buried in that hunky guys ass was a huge turn-on. I spread his ass even further and slid my tongue deep up into his str8 hole. I reached up and began to stroke his now rock hard cock as I continued to eat his shit hole. He reached around and pulled the back of my head deeper into his ass. My tongue was as far deep up inside his hole as I could get it. "Ok, queer. Get up here. Put your ass up. You're going to get fucked, now". he growled. I climbed up on the edge of the bed. I got on my knees with my ass up, face down. I could feel him climbing off the bed, as I climbed on. He was now standing behind me. His rock hard cock was now slapping my hole. He spit a few times on my ass and pushed the spit up inside me with his thumb. More spit on my ass, then he spit on his own cock a few times. Soon his mushroom cockhead was pressed at my puckered hole. I was wishing I had some poppers to help me open up, but I was going to have to go it alone. He pushed the large head up into me. I took some deep breaths as he continued to push up into me. He slid up into me, balls deep in one, quick thrust. He wasted no time. He immediately began to fuck. SLAM! SLAM! SLAM!............His cock was ramming into me. It was hurting a bit, but in my mind I was picturing that gorgeous hunk that showed us around his condo, imagining him as he had his giant cock buried in my ass. Soon, it was feeling great. He was a brutal fucker. Showing me no mercy. He was definitely here just for his own pleasure. He was grabbing me hard around the waist as he rammed into me. "Nice cunt, faggot", he snarled as he continued to slam into me. About 15 minutes of his hard pounding, finally had us both in the middle of the bed. He had pressed me down. I was turned to the side as he was grinding and slamming into me. He had one hand on the side of my head, pressing it into the mattress. He was a brutal fucker, but it felt amazing. He then pulled from me and pulled me up by the waist. I was again on my hands and knees. He again slammed deep up into me and resumed ramming into me. "Uhhhhhhhh.........Uhhhhhhhhhhh..........Uhhhhhhhhhhh", he grunted as his cock pounded into me. "Fuckin' faggot! You ready for my spunk? You want my man juice in your pussy? Huh, faggot? You ready to get seeded in that fag cunt of yours?" "AAAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!" he growled as he slammed deep into me and held it there as I could feel his cock throb as he filled my gut with his hot juice. My ass milked his cock as he emptied his balls deep into my ass. When he finished cumming, he pulled from me and climbed off the bed. As he walked back to the master bath he said, "OK. get dressed and leave, fag. I'm done with you", he barked. He walked into the bathroom, closed the door and the light again came on under the doorway. As I dressed, I could hear him also dressing. I let myself out and walked across the street. There was a staircase leading to one of the condo's pools. I sat down on the stairs. It was hidden behind some lush, tropical landscaping, but would give me a good view of anyone walking past. A few minutes later, in the dim light, I could see my host, Dave, walking past on his way back to his own condo a few buildings away. At the end of the week, I received a message from Dave asking what time we could be leaving the condo on our final day? I told him at 10am on Wed. At 10am there was a knock on our door. I opened the door to find Dave standing there. "Come in", I said as I opened the door for him. He came inside, kicking off his flip-flops as he entered the unit. My husband was in the bedroom, finishing packing. I handed Dave the two sets of keys as I told him how much we enjoyed staying here in his unit for the week. He leaned into my ear and whispered, "Hope you enjoyed my load, as well". We smiled at each other as my husband came out of the bedroom with his suitcase. They shook hands and Dave went about checking to make sure we were leaving his condo in good condition. My husband has no idea that that hunky landlord of ours had filled my ass a few nights before. You can be sure that the next time we go back to Maui, we'll be renting from Dave again.

Lots of background since I plan this to be at least 4 or 5 parts. THE INITIATION High school had finally started getting better for Kelvin. It had just taken until February of his senior year for him to finally feel like things were finally going his way. His recent early acceptance to Columbia and his dreams of getting out of the small town in Upstate New York seemed to be unfolding for him exactly as he had hoped – something that never seemed to happen for Kelvin. His freshman year at Union-Endicott High School had been a rough one. Moving from a small elementary and middle school to a school with over 500 people in his grade was overwhelming for Kelvin. Kelvin had never been particularly social and quite introverted. He had always been at the head of his class academically but was never really part of the geek clique. He wasn’t a jock, in the band, an artist or any of the other dozen of groups that made up the classic high school social hierarchy. Kelvin was a guy without a country, so to speak and while he was occasionally lonely, he was actually usually quite comfortable being on his own. Any semblance of a normal freshman year died when in the spring his mother was diagnosed with cancer and by the start of summer his mother was gone. Losing his mother was difficult for Kelvin. She had been the one person he always felt he could talk to and who would listen without judgment. His father had always been somewhat disconnected from Kelvin. His father was a former high school A-lister, playing football and baseball and being good enough to make All-State through most of high school. Kelvin wasn’t exactly a disappointment, but he and his father just didn’t seem to have anything in common. Kevin’s father also tended to disappear after coming home from work using his homemade beer to drown the mundanity of his life. His father was never quite drunk, just very distant. After his mother’s death, his father seemed to almost completely disappear from his life except for dinners and occasional evenings together spent in relative quiet. Kelvin’s sophomore year, as could be predicted, was essentially a blur. With his mother’s death and his father’s self-imposed absence, Kelvin dove into his academics pushing himself even harder. Books became his escape and Kelvin’s world shrank to his home and his classes at school. In a rare incident of insight, Kelvin’s father pulled Kelvin aside toward the end of his sophomore. “Kelvin, I know things have been rough since your mom died,” he began, “but I’m concerned that all this focus on school is not good for you.” Kelvin shrugged in response. Kelvin’s father continued, “I think you need to get out and do something physical, so I signed you up for training at Scott’s Gym. Hopefully, this will help get you out a little bit more.” Kelvin nodded and sighed. And with that Kelvin began working out at least 5 times a week. After a few months, Kelvin’s dad didn’t think Kelvin was putting on enough muscle. One day, when Kelvin was ready to head to the gym his father pulled him aside into the bathroom. “Hey, I know you’ve been working hard and I want you to feel like you’re getting results. When I was in school we’d use a little something extra to help build a bit more muscle. Here,” his father pulled out a needle, “let me see your upper thigh.” Kelvin rolled up his shorts and his father stabbed the needle deep into his muscle, injecting Kelvin with the thick liquid. Smiling after the injection, Kelvin’s dad said, “There. We’ll start cycling you and see if we can’t get you some results you can really see and be proud of.” Kelvin knew the steroids could eventually cause problems but his dad had seemed so happy that he had finally found a way to connect with his son, that he didn’t have the heart to object. Through the rest of his sophomore and junior years Kelvin cycled on steroids and his body grew in both shape and definition. Kelvin knew things had changed, he could obviously see the changes himself, and also noticed how instead of being completely invisible he began turning heads of the girls at school which made him uncomfortable. The steroids had not only added bulk to his muscles but had two other effects Kelvin had not considered. The first was that by the end of Kelvin’s junior year instead of the light fuzzy treasure trail and chest that many of his classmates had, Kelvin was sporting a dense trail of fur from his crotch up to his chest which was also becoming thick with fur. Although his father smiled and said he was turning into a ‘real man’, Kelvin was self-conscious of the changes and tried to avoid showers after gym with his classmates. His arms and legs were equally hirsute and every afternoon he was sporting a 5 o’clock shadow. The second effect wasn’t as noticeable to others, but Kelvin was acutely aware of it. The extra testosterone and androgens flowing through his bloodstream had turned a normally horny teenager into a supreme horn dog. Kelvin spent much of his evenings online downloading and consuming porn. He found himself whacking off three, four sometimes five times a day to keep his urges in check. Kelvin also realized that while he initially had been downloading straight porn, he was now spending all of his time on gay porn sites. Kelvin had not given much thought to his sexuality, he had been too busy burying himself in school, especially after his mother died. Kelvin’s favorite videos were the ones where an older, furry, bearish guy got blown by a younger, but also furry otter or cub. He spent hours spilling load after load as he watched and dreamed of servicing an older, moaning, hot furry guy while gently rubbing the young guys head and murmuring out things like, “Yeah, work that dick. Show me that you want my load.” Kelvin always ended the movies after that scene because he knew that the next one would be the otter or cub getting fucked and while part of him found it exciting he just couldn’t see himself ever letting someone do that to him. Kelvin’s senior year started off unremarkably enough. By this time he had settled on going away for school, hopefully to Columbia where he’d have access to New York City and could leave small town Endicott behind. He could remake himself into whomever he wanted. No one would know him and it was a chance to start completely over if he wanted. Fall flew by and college application deadlines came and went. By the start of winter break, Kelvin was eager for the New Year and news about Columbia. He’d also told his father he was no longer interested in his regimen of enhancers but agreed to continue to hit the gym. And now, here he was, recently 18 and accepted to Columbia for the fall and the promise of a new life was just a few months away. His battle against the inevitable 5 o’clock shadow had led him to abandon all attempts at being cleaned shaven. Instead, he opted for leaving a day or two’s growth on his face – not quite a beard, but a short, neat patch of hair. Since his freshman year, Kevin had grown in height to about 5’10” and 195 pounds of muscle. His icy blue eyes stood out from his dirty blonde head of hair and the darker hair of his beard and body. The day after Kelvin had received his acceptance letter he was showering after gym class. He had waited until after his classmates had finished, as usual, since he was still conscientious of the differences between his and his classmates’ bodies. He was letting his mind wander about the freedoms he’d experience at Columbia, including maybe the chance to present himself on his knees to a hot older guy. His dick started to harden at the thought and Kelvin smiled. Suddenly, he heard a cough behind him and turned quickly – forgetting his half hardened dick was lifting into the air. “Hey, Kelvin!” It was Coach Foley, his gym teacher for the past two years. “I heard you got some good news the other day.” Kelvin gulped and felt the blood rush from his face. Coach Foley was about 35 years old and a former collegiate soccer player. He was perhaps a couple inches taller than Kelvin but not nearly as massive. Coach Foley had retained the upper body of his soccer player form but also had some of the softness that occurs as guys get older but still work out. His legs were solid unlike the softness of his upper body. Just looking at them, were convincing enough to believe that he was still actively running and kicking soccer balls daily. His gym shorts left little to the imagination, a good sized bulge forming in the front indicating either ample meat, potatoes or both. Coach’s hoodie was zipped up about 3/4 ‘s of the way and thick black hair pushed its way out all the way to just below his neck. His face sported a cheesy pornstache which looked oddly appropriate for him. Coach smiled as he noticed Kelvin assessing him. “Good,” he thought, “boy’s definitely showing some interest. I’m thinking this is going to go exactly as I planned.” Coach flexed his dick, tenting his shorts briefly, and watched Kelvin’s eyes get bigger while chuckling to himself. “I know things have been tough for you the last few years and just wanted to let you know how great it is that Columbia knows what a great catch you are.” “Uh, thanks, Coach Foley,” Kelvin stammered. Despite his embarrassment at getting caught staring, his dick refused to get the message to stand down. In fact, at the sight of coach’s dick suddenly tenting out his shorts, Kelvin felt his dick fill with even more blood and move from a downward position to nearly horizontal. Kelvin had always considered himself pretty normal in the cock department. Compared to the videos he watched Kelvin wasn’t exactly huge. Topping out at just shy of 8” long and about 6” thick he wasn’t nearly as big as the guys in the video. Coach Foley, appearing to ignore Kelvin’s obvious discomfort and pelvic reactions, continued on. “What classes do you have this afternoon? I’ve got the last two periods off for planning and would love for you to come by and we can celebrate your good news. And, of course, your recent birthday.” Coach smiled. Eighteen. The magic number. He’d been waiting all fall semester for the New Year and the opportunities it might bring. “Ummm, I’ve got AP physics and AP English, but my last two periods are study halls since I’m a year ahead in History and don’t have to take any more,” Kelvin responded. Coach nodded, but he had already known the answer. He had checked Kelvin’s schedule for the spring and had traded with another coach so that he’d have back-to-back periods that matched Kelvin’s schedule. “Good. Stop by my office on your way out and pick up your pass,” Coach said. “And oh, by the way, don’t worry, all young guys get boners whenever the wind blows the wrong way.” Laughing Coach Foley headed off into the locker room. Kelvin once again felt his face blanch and turned to make sure his now engorged cock was out of sight. Kelvin quickly washed off and headed to the locker room, making sure he got a dousing of cold water in a failed attempt to bring his dick to heel. Coach Foley watched Kelvin finish cleaning off. Coach’s dick popped up again tenting out his shorts as he watched Kelvin bend over to wash his legs. Coach couldn’t quite see it, but he could imagine Kelvin’s pink, virgin butt hole amid the furry crack just aching to be cracked opened. As Kelvin finished up Coach Foley headed back to his office. He quickly filled out Kelvin’s pass and handed it to him as he passed by. “Looking forward to helping you celebrate. See you in a couple hours.” Kelvin nodded, smiled and headed out of the locker room. As Kelvin walked away Coach smiled to himself. Looks as if he had timed things just about right. Stopping his meds right after the New Year, he figured his viral load had grown exponentially and was approaching maximum toxicity. Sure it was a risk, stopping his meds every year, but it was his duty to pass on his viral RNA to the next generation of worthy recipients. Unlike others he knew, Coach Foley was interested in quality and not quantity of conversions. Sure he could rough his boys up with a toothbrush or scratch their insides with lengthened nails to help the virus penetrate and take hold of their bodies. Coach thought of himself as a purist, he believed that those worthy of the virus would accept it and wouldn’t need the help of a toothbrush or nail. A worthy individual’s body would welcome the virus and let it in. The virus just needed the time to figure out if the host would be worthy. For the last 5 years, Coach Foley had watched and chosen a senior he thought was worthy of the honor of being infected. Infection meant never having to worry about raw sex, the way men should enjoy it. It meant a release to seek out other men’s DNA and to spread it far and wide. Out of the last five years, two of his choices had been worthy. His first and second choices had not taken. While they had been fun fucks, the virus had rejected him. His first success, David, had converted within a couple weeks of his first insemination. He was now a Junior at UCLA and had let Coach know that he was helping to spread Coach’s virus all over Southern California. Zack, his choice the year after David, had also been found worthy. Over his spring break, Zack had been sick and Coach smiled as he thought of fuck flu raging through him. Sure enough, he had converted and was now at school at Old Miss where he was spreading Coach’s viral genes to drunk and closeted born again Christians. Last year had been a disappointment. After two years of worthy conversions, Tyler, despite repeated inseminations, sometimes three or four times a day had failed the test. Tyler had been a true cum whore taking as much cum as Coach could find him. It just showed that even the perfect whore may not be found worthy. It would have been nice if Tyler had been worthy, as a natural slut Coach could have counted on him spreading his seed far and wide. Things happen for a reason, he sighed, and thought about Kelvin heading off to Columbia, with Coach’s DNA swimming in his bodily fluid and smiled. He noticed a small drop of pre-cum form on the head of his cock as it poked from beneath is gym shorts. A good sign that Kelvin might very well be worthy. As Kelvin wandered off to lunch after gym, he replayed what had just happened. Coach Foley had always been nice to Kelvin and, in fact, he had known his father. But something was odd about his interaction with Coach Foley. Had he just imagined seeing Coach’s dick jump inside his shorts as Kelvin’s cock grew and he had caught Kelvin staring? No, Kelvin must have been imagining things. After all those videos, he knew it was all just wishful thinking. Coach was just being nice and it was good knowing that someone recognized Kelvin’s achievement. Kelvin’s own dad had not managed to grunt out more than a perfunctory “congratulations” before disappearing into the cellar and back to his homebrew. Kelvin smiled, yes it was good that someone had noticed and it was someone one he respected like Coach Foley made it even better. And a quiet voice deep within his groin agreed that it was good that someone hot like Coach Foley had noticed. Lunch and afternoon classes seemed to crawl by. Kelvin found himself fingering the hall pass in his pockets as each period came to an end. By the time 8th period came around the hall pass had been worn thin. As he took his seat his hand once again went to the pass. Some doubts entered his mind. “Should I go?” he asked himself. “What if I get another boner? What would Coach think of that?” He fiddled a few more minutes with pass until finally picking himself up from his seat and heading toward the front. “Yes?” Miss Padakula asked. Kelvin fumbled with the pass and gave it to her. “Lucky you,” she said as she signed it and handed it back to Kelvin. “I’d give just about anything to get out of here myself.” Kelvin nodded a headed out to the gym. Kelvin didn’t know why, but his heart was racing and he kept having to remind himself to slow down. It wasn’t a race but somehow his body wasn’t aware of that fact. He moved through the corridors and soon found himself in front of the locker room. He hesitated for a moment but then screwed up his courage and walked in. Coach Foley’s office was the back, out of the way. It wasn’t the kind of place you’d just wander into without actively looking for it. As Kelvin approached the office he saw Coach seated at his desk with his back to the door. Coach’s office was a pretty good size. Having a winning football team had its advantages. His office was decent sized, housing a small desk and chair as well as couch along one wall. There was a single door, now wide open, with a thin slit of a window that was covered with paper like most of the teachers did to prevent people from staring in or students from looking out toward freedom. Coach Foley had his legs propped up on one side of the desk. His gym shorts slipping down just enough to leave his upper thighs visible and the narrow band of a jack strap along the edge. “Hey, Coach Foley. Made it,” Kelvin declared obviously. Coach turned around and smiled at Kelvin’s attempt at small talk. “So you did. Come on in and have a seat. Just grabbing a Coke here. Let me get you one and we’ll have a toast.” Coach Foley reached over to a small fridge and pulled out two Cokes. He handed one to Kelvin as Kelvin made his way to the couch. Kelvin accepted the open bottle and sat on the couch. Holding the Coke in his lap and leaning slightly forward. Coach began, “So, let’s have a toast to Kelvin for his early acceptance to Columbia! I also heard you might be getting a scholarship?” “Yeah,” said Kelvin, “I actually have a full ride.” Kelvin smiled. He hadn’t said that aloud to anyone and realized how proud that made him feel. Coach could see the satisfaction on Kelvin’s face and continued. “Okay, so that deserves a double celebration! So, a double celebration means we chug our first ones and grab another. You ready?” asked Coach Foley a glint in his eye. “Okay, if those are the rules,” Kelvin smiled back. Coach raised his bottle and tapped the top of Kelvin’s bottle then brought it to his lips and began to chug. Kelvin raced to keep up and began downing his Coke. The soda had a bit of an odd taste which Kelvin noticed but rapidly was lost in the effort to get it all down in one gulp. Coach Foley finished first and Kelvin saw Coach watching intently as Kelvin finished. A crooked smile crossed Coach Foley’s face. “Good job! Let’s crack open another one. Sorry it’s not beer, but I don’t really want to get busted for getting an 18-year-old drunk,” Coach Foley explained. Get him drunk? No. Have him spun out on G? Hell, yeah. Coach Foley started chatting with Kelvin making small talk, asking about his plans, his classes, and his work-outs. As they talked over the next 15 minutes Kelvin was thinking how easy it was to talk with Coach Foley. Where he was nervous before he felt himself relaxing and settling into the conversation. As Coach Foley talked, Kelvin’s attention began to wander. He kept finding his eyes wandering to either Coach Foley’s half-zipped hoodie and the hairy chest beneath or slipping down to Coach’s shorts and the bulge there. Every so often Kelvin would catch himself staring and raise his eyes to meet Coach’s eyes. Each time he thought he caught the glimpse of another smile. He was also sure that each time his eyes wander to Coach Foley’s groin the bulge there grew in size. Finally, after several minutes, he was sure he could make out the outline of a thick shaft lengthening along Coach’s thigh. Kelvin answered all of Coach Foley’s questions and, in between, took gulps from his second Coke. As he finished his second Coke, Kelvin slid back into the couch and closed his eyes for a minute. Opening them, he saw Coach Foley adjusting himself and staring down at Kelvin. “So, Kelvin. Haven’t heard about you dating anyone. Got your eye on anyone?” Kelvin felt a big lump form in his throat and gulped it down. “I, uh, have been pretty busy with school so I don’t really have time for other things,” as he let his thought trail off. “Funny,” started Coach Foley, “I’ve noticed you checking me out. You like what you see?” Coach watched Kelvin’s face and the struggle that appeared to be going on. “It’s OK, man,” Coach continued “Some guys like guys and some like girls and some like both. I’m actually pretty flattered that a guy as hot as you would even look at a guy like me.” Kelvin’s heart raced and his stomach clenched. Coach appeared to notice his loss for words but continued, “Haven’t told anyone you’re gay yet, huh? Probably not even yourself.” Coach laughed lightly, “In fact, would it help for you to know that I’m also gay? And not only am I flattered you think I’m worth staring at, but I’ve been checking you out since you started in my class junior year.” Kelvin was torn. A voice inside him screamed for him to get up and walk out, that this was wrong and shouldn’t be happening. Another voice though smoothed over the warning and urged Kelvin to tell Coach what he was feeling, to jump on board and let Coach know the secret that he had been hiding from everyone, including himself. “Coach,” he started, “you’re right. I’m gay.” With those words a heavy weight seemed to lift from Kelvin and something inside him broke open. “God, I’ve been staring at you thinking how hot you are and how much I want to touch you and press up against your naked furry body.” Kelvin suddenly shut up realizing he may have gone too far. Coach got up and walked over to the couch, bending over to pull Kelvin to standing only inches from his own body. “Kelvin, tell me what you want. I know you’ve been waiting, I’ve seen it in your eyes.” As he said this his hand slipped to Kelvin’s jeans and the growing bulge that was there. Squeezing Kelvin’s growing cock tightly, he leaned in and whispered in Kelvin’s ear, “I know you want to feel my cock. Go ahead and grab it. You’ve never held another man’s cock have you?” Kelvin shook his head, still unable to speak. Kelvin’s hands went to Coach Foley’s waist and down into his gym shorts. He could feel Coach’s jock and the solid shaft within it that he had noticed earlier. “Let me get these off. I’m pretty sure they are only going to get in the way,” Coach said as he took a step back. He pulled down his zipper on the hoodie, removed and tossed it onto his chair. Next, he released his gym shorts which dropped to the floor leaving him naked except for the black jock strap that cradled his balls and restrained his thick burgeoning boner. He slid back up to Kelvin and grabbed both sides of his face lifting Kelvin’s eyes into his own. “Close your eyes and reach down for my cock,” Coach Foley murmured just inches from Kelvin’s face. As Kelvin shut his eyes and lowered his hand to Coach Foley’s groin he felt Coach’s hot breath on his face and felt Coach’s lips press against Kelvin’s as Kelvin’s hand slid down to wrap around Coach’s hard and thickened dick. Kelvin gasped slightly as Coach’s tongue probed against his lips and pressed past into his mouth. Coach’s pornstache was soft compared to Kelvin’s scruff. He could feel it brushing against him as Coach’s tongue explored every inch of Kelvin’s mouth. Kelvin let out a second gasp as he tried to wrap his hand around Coach’s cock. It was so thick his hand could barely get around it. Kelvin’s own dick jumped in anticipation and strained against his underwear and jeans. He could feel his balls ache as if his semen was boiling in his balls seeking desperate release. His shaft was growing rapidly, becoming engorged with blood. He fumbled as he worked Coach’s shaft feeling the thick mushroom head and the large piss slit which was oozing sticky pre-cum. With each exploration of Kelvin’s hands Coach pressed deeper into Kelvin’s hungry mouth wrestling his tongue into submission. As suddenly as it began, Coach pulled his face away from Kelvin still holding the sides of his face. “Good boy,” encouraged Coach Foley, “How did that feel?” Kelvin could only moan as his hands continued to explore every vein of Coach’s shaft and weighed his cum-laden balls in the cup of his hand. Coach took a step back and Kelvin’s hand fell in front of him. Coach Foley took in Kelvin from head to crotch and smiled. “Two things will make this better. First, you have too many clothes on. So lose ‘em. All of them. I want you naked in front of me. NOW.” The last word came out strong and as a command. Kelvin was overwhelmed. Every fiber of his body needed this and needed to do what Coach asked, no what Coach ordered him to do. He quickly lost his shirt and pants, only hesitating as he reached for his underwear. Coach Foley’s eyes, however, bored into his own and the command repeated in Kelvin’s head. NOW! Kelvin was now naked in front of Coach looking into Coach’s eyes which locked onto Kelvin’s. “Good. You can follow directions,” Coach stated matter-of-factly as he stepped forward. “Just listen and do what I say, Kelvin. I know how to make you feel good, feel needed. Right now I want you to bend down and take my nipple in your mouth.” Kelvin dutifully lowered his head finding the nipple with his lips. “Now, start sucking. Keep it up until I say otherwise. I want you nursing on Coach’s teat because that makes Coach rock hard.” Kelvin concentrated on Coach’s nipple, at first tonguing it gently. As he worked the nipple Coach pressed Kelvin’s head from behind forcing him to work the nipple deeper and harder. Kelvin felt Coach’s cock pulsing against his thigh with each suckling. “See, how Coach likes that?” he heard Coach ask. Kelvin could only slightly nod his head in response. After a few minutes Coach switched Kelvin to his other nipple to be serviced. Coach moaned as Kelvin worked the nipples. Coach’s dick seemed impossibly hard and large against Kevin’s thigh. Coach slowly pulled Kelvin from his nipple and stared into Kelvin who’s eye were glassy, a sign that his G-infused blood was in total control. Coach smiled and as Kelvin looked into his face he spat into Kelvin’s open mouth catching Kelvin by surprise. “Bitch, you’re mine,” he growled. “You’re my fucking cum dump from now on. Whether it’s spit or cum,” or other fluids in the future Coach thought wickedly, “you’ll swallow them and thank Coach for choosing you.” Kelvin nodded and licked his lips swallowing the last of Coach’s spit. “Good. Now that we have that understanding,” Coach began, “it’s time to start feeding you coach’s gift of cum. His DNA. The more cum Coach loads into you the more likely you are to continue to grow into a fucking man.” At that Coach grabbed both of Kelvin’s nipples and squeezed tightly. A shock of electricity shot through his nipples and down to his dick which had continued to throb and demand release causing it to press firmly against his belly. Coach pulled down on Kelvin’s nipples and Kelvin’s knees buckled. “Good boy. Down on your knees. Time to worship Coach’s meat with that cock sucking hole of yours. Once you get Coach all the way down that pretty little virgin throat of yours, he’s gonna dump a load of his DNA down your gullet.” Kelvin went to his knees and as he did Coach’s hands when to Kevin’s shoulders and guided him to the floor. Coach’s jock was inches from Kelvin’s face and he could smell the sweat from Coach’s balls. It made him a bit dizzy but he managed to focus on the bulging pouch in front of him. Coach’s hands went to his sides and lowered his jock freeing his thick cock and balls. Kelvin sat mesmerized. Coach’s dick was shorter than Kelvin’s probably just shy of 7” but it was thicker than he imagined. Coach’s shaft was at least 8” around and looked more like a Red Bull can than a dick. A large drop of pre-cum glistened at Coach’s piss slit. He could see shining residue coating the front of Coach’s jock, evidence of massive amounts of jizz that Coach had been leaking. Coach Foley’s balls hung low and were easily a double handful. With their size they promised a large load of cum when finally released and Kelvin, unconsciously, licked his lips with that final thought. “Start with the head, Kelvin. Open your jaw wide and take the head in. See how it tastes. You’ll need to try and relax, because once we get started, we won’t be stopping until my balls are against you chin and my head is swollen in your throat and ready to feed you your first load of Coach’s cum.” Kelvin’s eyes stayed glued to the monster dick in front of him. It seemed impossible that he would be able to swallow it. He leaned forward while Coach pushed his hips toward Kelvin and the head popped into Kelvin’s mouth. Kelvin could taste the salt and sweat of Coach’s head and it made his head swim. Once inside he could taste the pre-cum which had been coating Coach’s jock. Salty and slippery his tongue slid around the tip and spread the pre-cum through his mouth. He had always thought of cum as sticky but when mixed with the spit in his mouth it became slick and he could feel Coach’s head slide more easily within his jaw. Coach smiled. He could feel Kelvin’s tongue on his cock head and knew that he was exploring the benefits of pre-cum. As Kelvin seemed to adjust to Coach’s girth, Coach shifted his hips sliding his dick down another inch or so. Kelvin’s expression became slightly panicked but Coach placed his hand on the back of Kelvin's head and rubbed it slowly. “Remember,” said Coach, “relax your jaw and breathe through your nose. You’ve got a lot more to go and you need to make it easy on yourself.” He could feel Kelvin relax as he stroked his head and told him how good he was doing. Kelvin had unconsciously started sucking on Coach’s cock. Coach always had his boys start with the nipples and this was why. After working Coach’s nipples sucking on a cock was a natural progression. It also primed his boys for the signals that he would use for Kelvin to suck harder and deeper like he had with the nipples. Kelvin had the first couple inches in now, but the remaining 4” would be the real test. Bending over slightly and holding Kelvin’s head in place he reached for a small brown vial he had made sure was placed within reach. “Ok, Kelvin. So far you’re a prime dick sucker but in order to get Coach’s load we need to get the rest of this dick down your throat. When I put this vial under your nostril I want you to breathe in deeply. It may burn slightly, but keep it up for as long as you can.” Kelvin nodded as best he could with his mouth wrapped around Coach’s dick. Coach lowered the bottle with one hand and pressed his other hand’s finger against Kelvin’s other nostril. “Inhale now, deep as you can,” Coach ordered. Kelvin breathed in deep and the smell slammed into him like a freight train. He rode it out and continued to inhale as Coach had instructed. His head began to swim and he felt Coach switch the bottle to his other hand and plug his other nostril. Without a word, Kelvin again inhaled deeply for as long as he could. The rush was less intense now that he had felt it once but his head continued to swim. Coach repeated it once more in each nostril before setting the bottle down and placing his hands on the back of Kelvin’s head. Kelvin’s head was swimming and he felt as if he might black out. “Now we’ll see how much you want Coach’s load.” Coach gently and steadily pushed his hips forward and applied pressure to the back of Kelvin’s head forcing him further down the shaft. Coach knew that they were getting to the critical point when he felt the edges of Kelvin’s throat on his dick’s head. Gently he rubbed Kelvin’s head and whispered, “Take a deep breath and relax.” Kelvin took a deep breath and again his head swam. Coach pushed his hips toward Kelvin while also using his hands massaging the joint of his jaw on both sides. Steadily as his hips advanced, Coach also pushed Kelvin's head further down the monstrous shaft. At first, Coach could feel resistance as his cockhead pushed against the narrowed opening of Kelvin's throat. Coach Foley continued to thrust forward and work Kelvin’s jaw at its hinge with his fingers. Coach could see a small tear form in the corner of Kelvin’s eye and Coach knew Kelvin was doing his best. The sight of Kelvin straining to get Coach's mushroom head past the start of his throat, caused Coach’s dick to stiffen in anticipation. As it did, Coach felt the familiar ‘pop’ as his head slid out of Kelvin’s mouth and into his throat. The last two inches of Coach’s shaft slid easily into Kelvin’s maw once Coach’s cockhead was nestled in his throat. Coach smiled. Not even a single gag, Kelvin was good, maybe good enough to be worthy, but they had time for that and Kelvin still needed to finish this lesson. Kelvin had been straining to admit Coach’s head into his throat and after last the deep breath, there was a silent but noticeable pop, as his throat relaxed and Coach’s masive head slid smoothly into Kelvin's throat. As Coach Foley’s hips moved forward the head slipped further down his throat, and before he realized it, Coach’s balls were resting against his chin. Kelvin sighed and relaxed further as his throat snuggly embraced Coach’s mushroom head and the final couple of inches of the shaft. Coach stayed still allowing Kelvin to get used to the monstrous cock lodged in his throat. Again Coach reached for the brown vial and again Kelvin dutifully inhaled as if moved from one nostril to the other. The now familiar rush rolled over him. He felt completely relaxed and felt as if he could feel every vein of the shaft buried deep in him. Coach was smiling. Now came the fun part. Coach began rocking his hips back and forth while keeping a hold on Kelvin’s head. He felt his cockhead slide smoothly in Kelvin’s throat, enveloping him and smoothly sliding along Kelvin’s throat. As he became certain Kelvin was tolerating his small thrusts he made his thrusts longer and deeper. Kelvin came close to gagging a time or two but Coach’s hands rubbed at the joint in Kelvin’s jaw and the gagging stop as Kelvin relaxed. Kelvin’s throat was smooth and Coach knew that it wouldn’t be long until his first load was deep inside Kelvin but he wasn’t in a rush either, enjoying the steady tempo and building need to blow. Kelvin was completely lost in the flood of sensations. He could feel his throat as it massaged Coach’s head with each pelvic thrust and could feel his own dick stiffen. He moved his hand to grab his dick and began stroking himself, slowly at first but then becoming more frenetic as his balls ached to spew their load. Suddenly Coach’s hips stopped and Kelvin felt Coach smack the side of his head hard enough to get Kelvin’s attention. Kelvin immediately dropped his hands from his dick and sat motionless with Coach’s cock deep in his throat. “Focus on ME, Kelvin,” coached growled. “You’re my fuck toy and you need to show me you’re willing to work to get Coach’s cum. You’ll get your chance after I finish and only then. If you EVER cum before me, you’ll be out on your ass and will never get another drop of Coach’s cum. You understand?” A passing moment of fear raced through Kelvin’s mind at the thought of never feeling Coach inside him again. He nodded as best he could and folded his arms behind his back to help remove all temptation to grab his own dick. “Good,” growled Coach. “I’m glad we understand each other.” Once Kelvin’s hands were away Coach returned to thrusting his hips, increasing his tempo even more. Now without the distraction of his own dick, Kelvin’s attention focused in on the shaft penetrating his throat. The rest of him faded away and all he could feel was his throat and all he wanted was to show Coach how much he deserved that load of cum. As he focused in he realized that by flexing his throat he could tighten on the downstroke and release on the upstroke. As he experimented with this new found ability he heard Coach moan loudly. “Shit, Kelvin,” coached breathed heavily, “You’re a quick learner.” Kelvin felt Coach’s tempo increase and he worked his muscles to keep up. Coach’s breaths were short and rapid. “Fuck Kelvin, I’m about to shoot. You better make sure that every single drop goes down. Coach doesn’t want a single drop spilled.” Kelvin tried his best to make a noise indicating he understood. “Here it comes, bitch!” and Coach Foley roared out as his dick began to convulse. Kelvin could feel every wave as Coach’s cum flooded down the thick shaft and deep into Kelvin’s throat. At first, Kelvin thought he might choke but he pulled Coach’s head as far down into his throat as he could. Kelvin lost count after five spurts of cum slid down his throat. He felt almost like he was drowning. Coach’s cum was viscous and he could feel it sliding deep down inside him. Eventually, Coach’s thrust became less frenzied and Kelvin could feel the massive cock deflate slightly but still it filled his now cum lubricated throat. “Now that was a fucking blow job!” Coach exclaimed. “Hope that was a good load. It was at least 4 days’ worth.” Coach relaxed but left the head of his dick resting in Kelvin’s throat. “Now it’s your turn Kelvin. Show me exactly how much you enjoyed swallowing Coach’s load.” Kelvin hesitated at first remembering Coach’s previous warning but the aching of his dick and the tightness in his balls won out. Kelvin barely managed three strokes before he felt his balls lurch upward and felt spurt after spurt of cum land on the floor behind Coach Foley. “Yeah, we’ve got a shooter here,” Coach applauded. As his orgasm died down he looked at the wads of cum which covered the floor. Kelvin had never cum like that before nor had he ever spewed that much cum. Coach patted Kelvin’s head and slowly tilted his hips back allowing his cockhead to once again ‘pop’ past the narrow entry of Kelvin’s throat and slip out of his mouth leaving a trail of spent cum as it slid out. Coach grabbed Kelvin by the nipples, squeezing them tightly while pulling him up from his knees. Kelvin found himself face to face with Coach Foley who was grinning widely, obviously happy. Coach bent over and once again pressed his lips firmly against Kelvin’s and invading Kelvin’s mouth once again with his thick and powerful tongue. As they locked for several minutes he felt Coach’s hands reach behind him and squeeze Kelvin’s ass. Kelvin shivered slightly and Coach backed his tongue and lips away. “Nothing better than tasting my cum in your mouth, Kelvin. You managed to swallow that huge load and I’m pretty impressed.” Kelvin smiled at the compliment. As each of them fished for their clothes Coach said, “Now we need to discuss a few things. First, as we discussed, you’re now my fuck toy to use as I want, whenever I want. In return, you’ll get a regular diet of my cum to grow strong on.” Kelvin nodded. He couldn’t imagine ever not wanting to take another of Coach’s load. “Second,” continued Coach, your ass will be down here every 8th and 9th period from now until the end of the school year. I’ve written a note to your counselor stating that you’ll be taking weight training as an independent study course. That will ensure we have plenty of opportunities for you to get fed regularly.” Coach smiled. “And of course, once we’re both comfortable and need a little variety maybe we’ll work on busting that other cherry of yours.” A worried look passed over Kelvin’s face and he spoke softly, “Uh, I don’t want to piss you off Coach but I don’t think I’m much interested in getting fucked.” Kelvin dropped his eyes knowing that Coach could very well tell Kelvin to get his ass out. “Kelvin,” Coach sighed, “Let’s make a deal. We don’t do anything you’re uncomfortable with and will stick with what we both enjoy. If there comes a time, though, that you change your mind, I’m going to make you ask for it. Maybe even beg for it. And like our previous deal, once you agree, your ass will literally be mine to use. Deal?” Coach Foley saw a look of relief pass over Kelvin’s face. “Sure Coach,” said Kelvin, “That’s a deal I can live up to.” Coach smiled as Kelvin picked up his clothes and headed out into the locker room for a quick shower and to get dressed. It was a deal Coach could live with too. Kelvin was going to make this a challenge and Coach loved a challenge. Even with a high viral load, Coach wasn’t likely to get enough cum deep enough into Kelvin during just oral sex to see if he was worthy of Coach’s virus. He’d have to make sure that by June he had enough cum swimming inside Kelvin’s guts to determine if he was worthy. Already this looked like this could be a challenge. But Coach always liked challenges and he always played to win.

I’m a bottom. 200%. Insatiable. I’m also a good slut and though my cunt is open to all men, like most, I prefer thick and long. However, you don’t see me asking for BWC or BLC, so can we please retire the BBC moniker? I understand preferences and attraction and don’t begrudge anyone theirs. However, in the sex positive community, I’ve seen too many examples of racial stereotype/fetishisation passed off as simply a desire for big dick. Furthermore, at least once a day on Grindr, BBRT et al, I’m approached by another bottom asking me to fuck them. I’m Black therefore must be hung and somehow THEIR pussy will be the one to magically make me want to be the dominate top who will fulfil their fantasy of having a “BBC” impaling them. This frankly reduces me down to an acronym and I’m going to just put it out there (because most guys don’t): it makes me and a lot of other Black men feel really shitty. Can we please retire this and get back to the regularly scheduled breeding?

It was late at night and I was horny. I did what I sometimes did when I just needed to be fucked. I posted on Craigslist (as you could back then). The post was simple - too simple said the CL computer. The stupid automated message said it needed more words and description or the post wouldn’t get replies. How often does it get raw fucks in the early hours? Smooth white hole. Blindfold and anon. Fuck, cum & go. Condom or cum inside. Up to you. This last bit got me past the minimum word nonsense but it was a bit disingenuous. I had done this three or four times before and and it wasn’t really a choice. Or at least time of day, it was always the same. There were one or two replies from the usual fantasy brigade but then one popped up that I didn’t recognise. It asked for a face pic. I said I couldn’t not. He didn’t need it to fuck my hole and it was dark anyhow. “No face, no fuck” was his immediate reply. So obviously i sent it. I needed his cum and he knew that too. It might be stupid to send the pic but couldn’t say no. I needed it too much. About twenty minutes passed with nothing. I didn’t really give it much thought - not his type, another fantasist, blind drunk and now asleep, who knows. 4 out of 5 responses to this sort of post don’t happen so nothing new. But hopefully there will be someone else. But no - something like 20 minutes later came a reply. This was unusual. For this sort of thing you get a reply immediately or not at all. Why the 20 minute wait. His email just said. “Hi Alan, but I know you.” My first reaction was fear. I knew this could go badly wrong and now it had. This wasn’t such a good idea. Not the slutty post but the face pic. That was really stupid. And then - who is it? My mind runs through the worst - the complete mingers, the ones who would use it to bully me, close friends who I could have shocked.... or just not knowing. Am I going to spend months trying to work out who knows and seems a bit off? If I am going to do this sort of thing why do I have to do it so badly. I know I am desperate for cum but it’s really stupid to show it - with the face pic. But then my need for cum took over again and I started to feel quite good again. It’s 3am on Friday night. He’s awake, looking. I know I still want it. Who cares who it is - the whole point of blindfold and anonymous is you take it from anyone. Lets be honest too I’m not fussy when I can see. If someone makes clear they want to fuck me it’s about when and how. Not whether. Also it took a little while but this guy - whoever he is - has replied. That can only mean one thing. He knows who I am and he wants to fuck me. It was now starting to turn me on. I really needed it. “U wanna fuck me even so? btw who are you? No need to say if you’d rather just fuck.” This time it was an almost immediate reply. It was X. I won’t give his name. X was the boyfriend a really lively fun guy in our group of friends but while my friend was always fun and good company, X was not. It’s very hard to describe but it was as though he enjoyed being awkward just to make people uncomfortable. At first I’d thought he was shy but it wasn’t that. He was super self assured and really intelligent too. It was as if he was being forced to mix with people he didn’t really like or weren’t quite up to his standard. He certainly didn’t mind if we knew it. Say something stupid and he’d correct you. Otherwise he’d just say silent. I will admit he was physically quite hot too in a peculiar sort of way but there was no way I would have demeaned myself by letting him know that. If he was at one end of the table tried to make sure I was at the other. He was too obviously playing some sort of game. I no idea what it was and didn’t want to waste an evening trying to be polite to a tosser. I could not begin to see what my friend saw in this very odd cold fish. So - back to 3am. I got it now. Bet my lively friend took it raw too. He rose in my estimation . I was enjoying this now. So I think was he. He knew I was a slut and I knew he wanted to fuck me. It was probably some weird power thing - but I didn’t care. Also, I suppose he did have power, so no point pretending otherwise. “I want your cum inside me.” Again slightly pointless. He knew that already but I thought he’d like me to say it even so. I also gave him room number and the address of the hotel room where I was (until I became a slut I had no idea you could book after midnight any time even up to 5am). I made a makeshift door wedge with folded paper so he didn’t need the key and I’d chosen a hotel where you didn’t need one for the lift. Hope nobody else pushes the door instead - but at 3:15am it’s pretty likely. “20 minutes - blindfold and ass up” was his reply. I knew he was not messing around. It was more like 15. I heard the door open. I heard him take off trousers and briefs. Clothes on the top half small stayed on. Then I felt a damp and very hard cock inside me press against my hole - he was in. Not that big a cock for anyone interested- if it works and can reach, that’s all I care about. The presumption and the hardness left no doubt about it working. I love anonymous but being used by this guy who doesn’t like me was so much hotter. I made a slight noise when it went in. I was never in any doubt about his choice. Even if he was normally good, I knew I was going to get it raw. Funny really. I was whoring myself to someone who would enjoy the power it gave him. And I knew he would view me as dirt and a whore afterwards too.I didn’t care - one for another day. Right now I just wanted his cum. That was very obviously what he wanted too - this was going to be a quick one. No more than 3 minutes and he’s making the noises. I knew he was close. Breed me. I need your cum. Oh! And you can fuck me raw any time you want. I’ll take it. I knew he wouldn’t - this was almost certainly our one and only fuck but it was true so no point pretending . It seemed to do the trick. Almost immediate groan and felt his cum shooting deep inside me - not actually that much for one who was so horny. Not that I mind. I’m happy now. He didn’t pull out immediately but just lay still on top of me for a while, motionless at first and then pressed his weight down super hard for on me a couple of last time and clenching his cock muscle as he did it. As if to make sure I took every drop and that it was as deep in me as it could be. I had what I needed and was super happy. One of my regular fuckbuddies says I only smile when I have cum inside me. It earns him a “fuck off” but I caught myself doing it now. Face down in a pillow of course so it didn’t matter. I also knew the the routine for anonymous fucks at this point too. The braver ones might have a very quick shower but X would do up his trousers, maybe slap my butt cheeks, say a “thanks” or a “see you” and be out of there as quick as he could. Less than a minute I reckoned and I’d be alone just with his cum inside me. But no. With me still fully naked lying on my front, him fully dressed, standing up and looking down at his cum in my hole he starts to speak. You know, you really make shouldn’t make a habit of this sort of thing. It’s not good for you. What does your boyfriend think of this? You’ve probably had too much to drink too. Most of your lot do. It’s not attractive - you do realise that? You really should give some thought to your health. Short silence while he ties a shoelace or something. It’s a small town. Everyone knows each other. It’s not London you know? Another pause. While I thought “ah so that’s the chip on your shoulder - or at least one of the extra large order” he wasn’t finished guess I’m now going to have to get myself checked out too. You should too. I won’t do this again by the way so don’t email me. And make sure you get yourself to the doctor too. I’m a fairly confident sort normally. I don’t get “lost for words”. I can always find something to say if I have to. Not now - though I could still think. Half of me was angry thinking “you sanctimonious little tool - have u got the memory of a goldfish? You didn’t seem to mind 5 minutes ago.. Tell you what when I’m down at the STI why don’t you you have a word with the shrink? Oh and by the way if you don’t like sluts my advice would be don’t go and fuck them bareback at 3am” was what half my mind thought - the other was still super happy. It just thought “ Haha - look at where your cum is” What came out was an inarticulate grunt - which annoyingly made it sound like I agreed with his little homily. I then feel him prod his finger - quite roughly up my hole (who knows what that was about? I wasn’t joking about the shrink). Then the door shuts and he’s gone. Thankfully friends changed and so I only saw him a couple of times after that. If he was odd and silent before, he was the same but worse now. But for the fact that they don’t go out fucking in the early hours he could have been a Trappist monk. He hardly said a word to anyone and nothing at all to me. Just the odd look of disgust in case I had forgotten or had misinterpreted his silence. I hadn’t but I could see that one of the problems of his “let’s make everyone feel ill at ease because it’s fun” routine must be that that there’s not much left in your repertoire if you actually are being quiet for a reason. I’m sure everyone else thought I wasn’t on top form but he was just being himself. When I did catch him looking at me in that disgusted way I just would flash him a super quick “fuck me” look - a bit of eye contact to make clear he knew he knew I meant it, that what I had said was true. It was. He could fuck me any time wanted but he could still go to hell if he thought he was going to shame me. A super superior disgusted look told me he he understood perfectly but was quite definitely not in that mood right now. I doubt the others noticed anything. As I said, sitting in the corner and and looking sour was just what he did. And if I was down that end of the table for once maybe I was being nice and making the effort like I was always being told to. I don’t know anything about power games or whatever his emotional issues were but my game is simple- being fucked so by my rules at least I’d won. I then realised that for the first time ever i was really enjoying his company too. I didn’t feel at all awkward now. He could sit there silently looking at me any way he liked, I lowered my eyes a fraction, catch his for the millisecond it took for him to get what I meant, smile inwardly and think of his cum. I like this. And let’s be honest. For all his condescending advice and contemptuous looks,he might need a late night whore again. He hasn’t yet but I bet he still has my number.

i knew you were a total whore when i saw you in there naked and taking cock from pretty much anyone who came in but the cum on your face showed me what a dirty poz cumdump you were

so true.i let guys strip me naked anywhere they wanna use me and dont care who sees me bent over naked in the alley against a trash dumpster taking some guys load

hell yes! i was trained early that as a pussyboy and a cumdump its my duty to suck any mans cock or get fucked bareback by any guy that wants to use a faggot to get off.doesnt matter what my preferences are or looks, age, race, cocksize or status.faggots like me were born to take loads.i am a human fleshlight and my fuckhole belongs to all men.no questions asked.you dont have to flatter me or speak to me at all. and i dont need to see pics know your name(i know breeders dont care what my name is) or ever see what the guys fucking me even look like.thats why i take loads on darkroom fuckbenches and blindfolded in the public sling.it shows how ANYONE can fuck me no matter what they look like.having guys tell you what worthless trash you are is half the fun!being used and degraded is the best.

Oral foreplay is very important in my way of training and using my sub. As this DOM gets older and sexual encounters are much more about quality than quantity: the eager worship of my submissive feeds my need to dominate, and as others have stated, being able skull-fuck my ‘victim’ before enjoying him anally only re-enforces the power exchange. But in addition to that, working a sub thru the specifics of “Sucking THE COCK” by instructing him to be aware when slowing down, and holding THE COCK all the way down, lapping the drips of pre-cum off my gaping cock-head: all stimulate the need and desire to please in my sub and obviously feeds MY need to dominate and control. And, since I am what my regular subs used to call ‘a heavy leaker’ once that pre-cum starts, a focused and aware cock-sucker can taste every gush of my male-hormone-laced pre-cum, which only stimulates the sub’s hungers and desire to be used completely. In fact, my current boi- who is fanatical about worshipping THE COCK with his lips, was quickly moaning and becoming more animated while lip-locked onto MY HARD-ON and gulps down EVERY drop of my pre- as if it were a powerful shot of the cum my horny sub-boi now craves. His talents and COMPLETE focus on pleasing THE COCK with his lips- (even though he wants to be claimed anally even more) stimulates me to have tantric orgasms- the energy and power of my pleasure quickly communicates to my boi thru my cock. After this intense, prolonged and powerful a build-up of our sex-play- my boi’s ass is wet, twitching and begging for THE COCK his mouth has been making love to for the past ½ hour- which makes THE FUCK even more satisfying and intense!

as a top, I love to feel a caged cock, it lets me know that the bottom is only interested in getting used as holes for me and other tops. you don't have to be in long term chastity, lock up before you head out, leave the key at home, and be used then unlock when you get home.

Over the last few years, I have come across two different 'very' hot guys that absolutely wanted to fuck me.... but would only do it 'wrapped'. In both cases, I let them wrap up and the sex was very hot.... and when finished, they both said it was better than they possible thought (muscle control LOL). But I realized it would have been hotter for ME had I felt those hard uncut cocks spreading my hole open, and dumping a hot load deep inside the second hole. When Guy #1 and I met in the spring and fucked, he said he ‘had to’ wrap up. At that point I was hot as fuck for his big uncut cock and I wanted to see if that big cock was going to feel good as it looked… so I begrudgingly said yes. Apparently blew his mind (amongst other things) and he texted a few weeks later and wanted a repeat - but wanted to wrap up again. I realized it was more fun for him than me, and it wasn't going to happen.. so I politely declined. He was cool. I was cool. We're done playing. Guy #2 and I met in early summer. He was a divorced hot uncut Brazilian who had just started to experiment with man sex. Newly experimenting. Last minute he announces that he wants to suit up. We fucked. It was mind boggling hot and sweaty and lots of dirty talk about fucking me and cumming in my hole. Big turn ON for both of us. We both blew our loads. Afterwards, he asked me why I was ok with getting fucked raw? And we had a good chat about PrEP and stuff after our 'suited' romp. He was a sexy smart dude and wanted to understand the whole risk thing. I explained that in Canada in the clinic I attend, I have to agree to be tested every 3 months. They monitor the potential side effects of the drug and I am tested regularly for 'everything'. And so, I had a good handle on my personal situation and it worked for me, as I preferred to fuck raw – topping or bottoming. He thanked me for all the information. Guy #2 texted a couple of months later. Asked if I would be around in the next couple of days for a repeat? He said he enjoyed our talk and that he had enjoyed my ass so much the first time that he was absolutely stoked about fucking me raw next visit.... if I was OK with that?? Hell ya!!! And what a memorable fuck it was... I used every cock milking ass muscle trick I knew to make sure that bare dick touched places he had never felt. I made sure he would remember his first male raw ass fucking. He took his time. He fucked me six ways to Sunday. Slow. Fast. Shallow. Deep. He blew his load. He took his time churning it around and feeling the hot cum around his cock and told me how much he enjoyed feeling his hot cum and my hot guts. He got totally into it all and was just a regular piggy mouth. He said he was going to come back and breed me again. And after he pulled out, he told me push his load out of my hole for him to see. He fingered my hole the entire time I was pushing his dripping cum out across his fingers. He has been back for more raw fucking a number of times. His cock is a meaty, uncut 9 inches and has a perfect angle. Now that he feels more comfortable about teasing and punishing my raw hole with that big cock, he really gets into telling me how much he enjoys feeling his cum and my juices. He also knows I clean out really well before we fuck. Last night he was here and we fucked for about an hour before he dumped one of his famous BIG loads way up into my guts. He always starts out face to face and pumps nice and slow while he grinds that big hard latino dick into me. And typically, flips me over onto all fours and really rails on my ass and dumps a load deep. This time though, he fucked me on the edge of the sling. A nice steady pumping of my hole. Talking dirty to me and telling me he is going to seed me. And then of course, the major cum flood. Last night he surprised me and pushed my legs back on either side of my head and licked my hole clean. He licked around my hole and told me he wanted to clean it all off. I was amazed. He had never shown any interest in my ass, except to fuck it. Last night, he was rimming me and taking broad licks all around my hole to gather cum. He looked up at me and opened his mouth and swallowed. Then he leaned forward to my hole and told me to push out the rest of his load. I could hear him slurping as I pushed the warm juices out of my hole. He was moaning and slurping and probing my hole deeper while pushing my legs wider yet. I was in heaven as his tongue worked on my stretched hole. He slid in two fingers and scooped out some cum and help it up to my mouth for me to lick off his fingers. Then he let me go and we both sat on the floor breathing heavy. He said he loved it. He told me I am the only guy he fucks raw and he loves it. Apparently, I am his fantasy fuck and he is happy to let himself go and enjoy a good raw fuck and dripping loads. He had always been curious about the taste of his cum and he knew I would be open to it all, so he had held off cumming for a full week to save this load up for my hole. With every intention of eating it all out. Just talking about his ‘fantasy’ got his cock coming back to life. This time, I rolled onto my knees on the floor with my back arched and ass in the air… waiting for his hard cock and load two. He didn’t disappoint. He started out nice and slow while telling me how hot it was to feel his cum in my hole and eat it all out. As he talked about what had just happened, he picked up speed. He was talking faster about how he wanted to plant another load deep in my ass shortly. And then he really leaned into it and pounded the fuck out of my hole. Thankfully he lasted long and gave me a solid fuck before unloading a second huge load deep inside. I could feel the warmth spreading inside of me as he groaned and pushed his cock as far inside as possible. When his cock slipped out of my hole, I turned around and took it into my mouth and cleaned it from top to bottom. I licked all around his shaved balls and down his crack. Made sure he was licked as clean as a whistle. He’s one of my fave fucks and now he always gives me a huge load deep in my hole.

Yesterday, had a guy come to my hotel room that almost fucked me bare, pushed his cock all the way in teasing my hole and realized what he'd done pulling out fast. Looking forward to getting home to chicago where the raw sex is more the norm than here. Then last night I had a guy that sent me his pics from 10 years ago, but still had a nice looking cock. I thought he still is hot, just doesn't look the same anymore. After sucking him a minute or two, he leaned over to finger my hole then pulled me up, pushed me over my bed and shoved his raw cock in for a quick cum n go.

Nice Monday surprise- had a trick swing by and suck my cock for almost an hour before I fed him. Must be a sign of a good week ahead ?

Of course it's not. Some people may find it hot (I do) or enjoy it if it happens to them (I fucking loved it), but let's not bullshit ourselves into pretending it's in any way morally acceptable on any level. Where you are, who they are, what you've done with them before, none of that matters. If someone wants safer sex and you then work it so they think it was but you've actually fucked your load up them, that's wrong, there's no way to defend that on a moral basis. I find it hot, loved it when it happened to me, watched it happen to a stranger in a group fuck and shot a massive load in the lad I was fucking almost instantly. But it's fucking morally wrong.

Hi I get most turned being with older men and best when there is a group of the all feeding me cock and eating my ass, I’ll turn down younger hotter guys to be a older mans toy.

I really found SAA helpful in introducing harm reduction strategies in how I approach sex. Kayne’s “don’t lose perespective” is spot on. At a moment when your urges seemed satisfied take some time to identify what’s important to you and what limits you’re willing to put in place to make sure your desires don’t Negatively impact your life. When I worked a nine to five, one of my strategies was partying only started Friday evening and ended in time for me to go to church Sunday mornings. Did I show up at church high AF? Yes but god didn’t care, and the readings music and homilies usually helped me chill. Afterward I’d eat a big breakfast, put in a load of laundry, and spend Sunday on couch or in bed. I clearly remember standing in a group circling a fuckbud who had a traffic cone in his ass waiting for our chempiss and my dick was not cooperating. I noted the time and was like, “sorry this isn’t happening this session, I gotta pull it together to get to church”. One of the other piss givers was like “is that an after hours party”? Our hosting piss bottom removed his ball gag and loudly said, “no he’s actually going to church to pray for us sinners”. The “stop in time for church” strategy allowed me to function for work, and also stopped me from that cycle of seeking the next high or next awesome sexual experience. (Know when to hold them, know when to fold them)

Hey guys. Heading to IML for the first time this year. While I’m definitely comfortable being a slut, it’s my first time going to an event of this kind. I have already booked my room at the host hotel. A few questions: Can I literally walk around the hotel/events in only a harness and jock? How is Steamworks during this weekend? Can I leave door ajar? Looking for tips from those who have attended recent years. I heard guards may check for open doors. Any other tips are greatly appreciated!

My man an I have a hybrid solution. After catching him 'cheat' with text messages a few years ago we settled on a new policy: All sex is considered a SPORT! No jealousies, no 'fear' no blame-games, no hypocrisy and all sex MUST BE CONSUMMATED BAREBACK! Has worked like a charm! I wished he 'cheated' more often! I certainly fulfill my end of the bargain! And we brag/share the stories afterwards! So hot!

Part 21 - Simplcity Of Life Adam said goodbye to Ethan and Angelo at the college car park curious as to why they would be going shopping now instead of at the weekend, but his mind was also elsewhere as Tony and he would be having dinner with their parents to tell them the news. Adam had made it clear to Ethan that he was not to tell anyone until he got a text from him once their parents knew. Angelo and Ethan made quick work of getting their rings since both of them just liked plain bands, so within an hour of arriving they were driving back to Larchmont. Ethan was somewhat desperate to get the ring on his finger but Angelo held back and told him he wanted to do it officially at the Hampton's that weekend, Ethan was mildly curious at this suggestion but decided not to push and ask. It didn't feel strange to Ethan as he remembered those dreams he had walking along the beach with Angelo and in some way he knew that was when he knew he loved him. Ethan sent a text to his mother asking to use the house at the weekend and if they would drive down Saturday to join them, he wasn't really sure if they would agree but was surprised when she replied with yes and they would arrive Saturday afternoon. It would be a big gamble since the relationship with his father was on the mend but he didn't want them to find out any other way. Both Angelo and Ethan got simultaneous texts from Adam and Tony announcing they were to be married. Angelo shook his head laughing as Ethan revealed that Tony had proposed the same night Angelo did, the boys said they would pop around after dinner had finished. Angelo looked at Ethan and asked if they should also tell them their news to which Ethan agreed but not to take the spotlight away from them. Adam and Tony arrived around 8pm with Angelo and Ethan congratulating them both. Adam had a feeling underneath that they were not the only ones getting married. Adam walked in to the kitchen with Angelo "Well did you do the right thing?" he asked. Angelo turned and chuckled "Did you know Tony was going to ask you?" he threw back to Adam. "No, it came out of the blue. Stop changing the subject Angelo" Adam wagged his finger at him. Angelo winked and turned to get the drinks "What did you mean the right thing?" he replied. Adam walked over to him "You did didn't you?" he poked Angelo in the side. Angelo nodded over to the counter with the two ring boxes "Yes". "Tony" Adam shouted and waited for him and Ethan to arrive. "What's the matter?" Tony asked immediately spotting the ring boxes "Oh you two as well?" he exclaimed excitedly. Ethan walked over to Angelo and held his hand "Yes, he asked me last night but it's not official until the weekend". Tony looked confused "What is so special about the weekend?". "We are going to the Hamptons for the weekend, I want to propose properly on the beach" Angelo replied. Tony nodded "Oh" he replied then it clicked "Ah yes of course that makes sense it is where the magic happened". Ethan smiled since he never really knew that was when Angelo had really and totally fallen in love with him. Thankfully tomorrow was Friday and half day for lectures but Angelo had to work until 5pm so they would drive down once he arrived back home. Adam and Tony left after a couple of hours and Ethan sat on the bed watching Angelo as he changed the dressing on his wound. "It looks almost healed over" Angelo said as he finished taping the covering down. Ethan smiled "Do you think I will have a scar?". Angelo looked him in the eye "Not sure, it may leave a mark or it may not" he looked down at the floor. Ethan could see he was a little upset over it still "Don't beat yourself up over this Angelo". Ethan slipped on to the floor kneeling in front of Angelo, he ran his hands along those beautifully tattooed arms and around his biceps. Angelo raised his head and looked as Ethan's hands ran across his shoulders and neck, Ethan cupped Angelo face and kissed him lightly on the lips 'Make love to me Angelo' he whispered. Angelo's mouth closed in on Ethan's and he felt the strong arms of Angelo wrap around his body and lift him effortlessly in to the air and slowly lowered on to the bed still firmly held by Angelo. Friday was just another morning of lectures and assignments, Adam and Ethan left the class and walked over towards the parking lot when Ben called out to Ethan. Adam turned to see Ben had stopped walking and loitered to see if Ethan would come over, he never expected Adam to walk over as well and contemplated weather to turn and go in the opposite direction. The smile on Adam's face told him to wait and see what happened. "How are you Ben?" Adam asked as he got closer. Ben looked at him trying to gauge if Ethan said anything "I'm okay" he replied nervously. "You ran off yesterday before we had chance to talk properly" Ethan said standing beside Adam. Ben looked down "Yeah sorry about that" he looked up at both of them. "Do you want to go somewhere quiet and talk?" Adam asked him. "Let's go and find a quiet table in the cafeteria" Ethan suggested and Ben nodded. The cafeteria was pretty deserted and they took a table in the far corner away from anyone else, Ben still looked nervous as they approached the table so Adam put his arm on his shoulder and spoke quietly to him 'No one will judge you Ben whatever you have to say'. Ben gave a nervous smile as he looked at Adam and sat down. At 19 Ben was slightly taller than Ethan with mousy brown hair and a slim trimmed body, no where near as muscular as Ethan since Ben didn't work out like he did. But Ben did have a very attractive face and the on the whole was actually a very decent kind person. Ben watched Ethan sit down "You are working out Ethan?" motioning to his now defined biceps. "Yes with Adam and Angelo" Ethan replied. Ben looked quiestioningly at Ethan "Angelo?" he asked. Ethan smiled "Yes my partner". Ben nodded "Explains why you are so happy I guess" he said looking down. Ethan looked at Adam "It was pure luck we met, he is a bit older than me but we love each other". "Oh I see" Ben continued looking down. Ethan could see Ben was nervous "Ben is there something on your mind?" Ben quickly looked up at them both "I..." he broke down and began to cry in front of them. Adam quickly went round and put his arm around him "It's okay Ben, you can tell us". Ethan had to know "Ben" he spoke quietly "Are you gay?" he asked him outright. Ben nodded "It has" he stopped and cleared his throat "been so hard watching you Ethan". Ethan glanced at Adam "Is that why you reacted like you did?" he asked. Ben nodded again "Can you forgive me?" he looked up at Ethan with his tear streaked face. "Not in this state Ben, don't be afraid of you, Adam and I will be here to help" he said looking to Adam. Adam hugged Ben tighter "We will help all we can Ben". It took a few minutes for Ben to calm down and be able to hold a proper conversation with Ethan and Adam, it was almost as if they continued where they finished all those months back before any bad words were spoken. But now Ben had crossed that threshold and he showed relief across his face and opened up more about how he only really knew after Ethan came out. Adam had to nudge Ethan at 3pm to remind him where he had to be, they said their goodbyes to Ben and headed off to Larchmont. Their conversation completely taken up about Ben which continued as they sat in the kitchen waiting for Angelo to come home. Adam kissed them both goodbye as he set out for home whilst Ethan and Angelo set off for the Hamptons, it was a long tedious drive but they eventually arrived by 8pm. Ethan told Angelo about his conversation with Ben during the drive, Angelo listened intently questioning if he felt he could forgive him for how he behaved. Angelo also made the suggestion that they have a small celebration party the following weekend with a few friends and to invite Ben over as a peace offering. Ethan smiled and said it would be a nice gesture, he gaze turned to the house as the car pulled up in to the driveway. He helped Angelo in the kitchen as they whipped up a supper, for this late September evening it was warm enough to eat outside on the veranda. After they cleaned up they left the house and climbed down the steps on to the beach and walked hand in hand for several minutes, finally Angelo stopped and turned Ethan to face him, he slipped on to one knee and looked up at Ethan. "Ethan, this is where I knew I had fallen completely in love with you, will you marry me?" Ethan nodded "Yes" he replied as Angelo slipped the ring on his finger and stood up to kiss him. Ethan then went on one knee "Angelo I love you and want to spend my life with you, will you marry me?". Angelo looked up at Ethan "Yes" and so Ethan slipped the ring on his finger and knelt down to kiss Angelo. Ethan suddenly laughed "This is weird, is it really happening?" he looked to Angelo. Angelo put his arm around Ethan's shoulder "Strange isn't it, but yes it is, are you worried?". Ethan shook his head "No, but then I never thought I would fall so crazily in love with someone". "You do realise your going to have to meet my whole family now?" Angelo chuckled. Ethan looked up at him "Oh of course, I forgot all about our families. Will they like me?". Angelo smiled "My sister does and that is a good indication. It's your parents and mostly Jack I am worried about". "Yes, they won't be happy about it that is for sure" Ethan replied kicking sand with his feet. Angelo stared out to sea "We will find out soon enough. What if they don't approve?". Ethan stopped walking "They will have to Angelo, I won't change my mind about you no matter what". Angelo looked at Ethan "I really want and need you by my side, but I thought I had ruined everything between us". Ethan patted Angelo's ass "No, if anything it made me realise how much loosing you would hurt me inside". They stood up and walked slowly along the beach back to the house and had an early night. The day light streamed in through the bedroom window as Ethan stirred in Angelo's arms, he let out a loving sigh and snuggled up closer smiling, this was his favourite place to be. He couldn't explain or understand why he loved being with Angelo it was as though his whole life was meant to be here with him. Angelo caressed Ethan's back and kissed him lightly 'We should get up' he whispered. Ethan pulled Angelo on top of him and kissed him with such energetic passion it caught Angelo off guard but he loved it. Angelo pulled away and licked the tip of Ethan's nose "What was that for?". "To show how much I love and want you" Ethan replied escaping from underneath him. Angelo sprung out of bed and looked out across the beach "We might be in for a nice day". "We can do lunch outside then. Speaking of which my parents will be here in a couple of hours" Ethan exclaimed. Angelo came out of the shower and looked at Ethan sitting on the bed in contemplation, he knew there was certain concern about his parents reaction, he stood up smiled and finished drying himself off. Angelo walked over towards him and ran his hands up and down Ethan's arms kissing his neck as he did so. "You get sexier every time I look at you" Angelo whispered in his ear. Ethan pushed back and rubbed his ass against Angelo's cock "Whatever happens today, I choose you". Angelo turned Ethan and kissed him and cupped his face "Ready?" he asked looking him in the eye. Ethan nodded and kissed Angelo back "Here goes everything". The sun was still shining with very little wind making the day just comfortable to sit outside, Ethan sat looking out at the beach drinking a soda when he heard his parents car pull up. As he stood he heard the unmistakable voice of his sister accompanying them. Ethan went to the front of the house and ran up to hug his sister who was just as excited to see him, he kissed his mother and father. "You didn't tell me you were bringing Sofie" he said putting his arm around his sister. Ellie Walked up the steps to the house "Well she knows enough and she wanted to come". Jack pulled their bags out of the car "How are you Ethan?" he asked. "Good, college is going well" Ethan replied hoping this is what his father meant. Jack walked toward the stairs "No, how are you really?". Ethan watched Sofie get her bag from the car "Very happy if that is what you mean" he replied. "Don't mind him Ethan, he is coming around to it, he talks a lot more about you and Angelo" Sofie responded. Ethan hugged Sofie again "I hear you are quite popular at school nowadays" he said as they turned to go up the steps. "Yeah, well having a gay brother helps and mother being at the top of the social standing" Sofie laughed. Ellie walked in to the kitchen "Hello Angelo nice to see you" she walked over and kissed him on the cheek. Jack followed her in "Angelo, good to see you" holding out his hand. Angelo shook it "Jack how are you keeping?" he asked watching Jack carefully and keeping his ring out of view. "Oh you know, busy. But I hear you are getting new companies signing up?" Jack said knowingly. Angelo laughed "Nothing gets by you Jack, yes Raffa showed a few people the software they had implemented". Jack smiled "Good for you Angelo, if you need any legal help.. well you know". "Thanks Jack I may take you up on that as I have 3 companies wanting the software and I need help" Angelo replied. Ethan walked in with Sofie "Angelo this is my sister Sofie" he said. Sofie looked at Angelo "Wow, eh, hello" she became all flustered seeing him in the flesh for the first time. "Hello Sofie, can I get you all a drink?" Angelo asked. Sofie pulled Ethan in the lounge "Hell Ethan I heard he was sexy but my god, the girls are going to be jealous". Ethan laughed "I suppose you are going to want a picture of him as proof" he said patting her head. Sofie smiled "You and him together, you are changing and getting fit as well, gay life suits you". Ethan laughed so hard he had to bend over, he loved having his sister around him and she was growing up to be quite a forthright person who spoke her mind, in some ways he often thought she was more worldly than all of them. They all sat there on the veranda dinking coffee and red wine as the sun moved through the sky, Ethan and Sofie were allowed a small glass of wine with dinner as well, talk was light hearted and switched to all types of subjects. Angelo couldn't help but notice how much at ease Jack had become and how very relaxed he was about Angelo and Ethan being together, it was only after Sofie went inside to watch her favourite tv soap programme that Ethan decided now was the time, he looked at Angelo as if he was giving him an invisible signal. "So there is a reason why we both wanted you to come down here with us" Ethan said during a pause in the conversation. Ellie looked at Ethan and Angelo "I hope your not going to drop a bombshell" she said leaning forward in her chair. Ethan looked at Angelo "Well it depends... Angelo has asked me to marry him and I have said yes" quietness prevailed. Jack sat stunned for a moment "Hold on Ethan your only 18, have your whole life ahead of you and it is rather quick". "I know father and my life will go on but with Angelo by my side" Ethan said remaining calm. Ellie smiled "Well I think it is great news, I can see how much love you have for each other" she said. Jack shook his head "I'm sorry, I have seen how much Angelo loves you, I shouldn't be surprised by this". Angelo considered Jack for a moment "It is a bit strange, but we do want your blessing". Jack looked at Ellie who was smiling then at Angelo "You do realise she is now making plans" pointing to Ellie. Ethan laughed "Of course mother is, but there is Angelo's family as well to consider" he waved to his mother. Ellie chuckled "Gay wedding I may need Sandra's help on this, oh society party of the year, nailed it". Although Ellie rambled on about how lovely and gay the wedding could be, she was throwing suggestion after suggestion at Ethan and Angelo. Ethan just sat there nodding and smiling then shaking his head saying no to everything she was dreaming of. Angelo amused but also shocked that this was going to end up as New York State's wedding of the year. Jack sat in silence for a few minutes turning over in his head the news Ethan had just sprung on them, he knew deep down that all the will the fight this would not go well. On the flip side he had been having a much better relationship with Ethan and he did love Angelo in his own little way. "This is all very well Ellie, Ellie enough talk about planning this for now" Jack stopped her ramblings. Ellie turned to Jack "What oh, yes" she stopped thinking and came back to the table. Jack looked at Angelo "When are you looking to do this?" he asked. Angelo smiled at Jack "I don't know Jack, probably summer next year or Christmas next year, we are in no rush". Jack nodded and looked at Ethan and Angelo "You have our blessing and support". Ethan sat stunned at his fathers acceptance "Thank you father, it means a lot". Jack looked at Ethan "I just want you to be happy with your choices Ethan". Jack and Angelo hugged and spoke for some time outside whilst Ellie and Ethan broke the news to Sofie, she sat there and laughed replying I knew all along and saw you both wearing rings when we arrived. The rest of the day went by in a pretty normal way from Ethan's point of view and as the family unit was back to normal but with two differences, Angelo being the first and Jack actually being more open and affectionate with Ethan. By Sunday afternoon they left the Hamptons and headed back home as Monday would be a normal work and college day. Somewhat nervously Ethan was dreading Wednesday evening as he would be having dinner with Angelo's family. Ethan collapsed on the sofa when they finally got home, grateful it was just the two of them. Angelo joined him and they cuddled up to each other mindlessly chatting and going over the weekend events. Ethan's phone sounded a text message and he shuffled around to look and smiled. "What is it?" Angelo asked stroking Ethan's back. "Ben, has confirmed he will come to the party on Saturday" Ethan responded putting his phone down. Angelo looked at him "I'm glad you patched things up with him, strange the way things work out". "Yes, just have to get through Wednesday evening" Ethan rolled on to his back. Angelo laughed "Are you worried?". "No, probably more nervous then anything" Ethan replied looking up at the ceiling. Angelo stroked his head "Don't be. Mark will pick you up and bring you to the office". Ethan propped his head up "Really, it will be good to see him again". Angelo laughed and rubbed his head "You know if you weren't with me he would be dating you by now". "I thought he was sort of straight". Ethan chuckled. "The right guy or girl has never come along for him so he keeps his options open" Angelo replied. Ethan sat up "Can I ask, did you and he ever you know?". Angelo looked at him "No, we have kissed but it's similar to your friendship with Adam". "Did it never happen owing to you being poz?" Ethan asked unsure why he even asked "Sorry forget that". Angelo smiled "No that was not it, anyway Mark is poz, that is how we first met". Ethan shuffled around to face Angelo "Now I am confused". "Mark was at the clinic having a breakdown when he found out, I just happened to be the shoulder" Angelo explained. Ethan nodded "Oh right". Angelo continued "He fooled around in a threesome with his ex girlfriend, the other guy was poz, well you can guess the rest". "How awful for him" Ethan had a sad look on his face "And that is how you became so close and help each other?". Angelo nodded "Yes, circumstances how we met and a strange affection for each other". Ethan and Adam arrive at college on Monday morning and Adam got out of the car and looked at Ethan asking if he was keeping the ring on, Ethan smiled and nodded. He was facing a new life and didn't want to start it out by hiding any more. Franco came over as soon as he spotted them in the cafeteria and gave Ethan a hug and telling him not to worry about the family dinner, he did warn him there would be a lot of people and it would be noisy but to just be the person Angelo fell in love with and the family will love him. Ben appeared and casually walked over to where Ethan was sitting but still very cautious about Franco sitting there. "Ben" Adam called out beckoning him over. "Hi" Ben said as he took a seat next to Franco. Ethan smiled at Ben "Morning, great that you can come on Saturday" he enthused. "Oh yes, my mother will drop me off and pick me up" Ben replied a little hesitantly. Ethan knew something was amiss "Ben, have you told your mother yet?". Ben shook his head "Please don't say anything, I know you don't owe me that but I haven't figured things out yet". Adam tutted "Do we need to find you someone Ben?" "What er no" Ben had a horrified look on his face. Franco laughed "Shame my cousin is getting married otherwise he would have broken you in" he nodded in Ethan's direction. Ben nearly choked on his coffee "Is that what he did to you" looking at Ethan with his eyes open wide. Ethan chuckled "Yes, I went to the bathhouse on my 18th to experiment and fell in to Angelo's arms". Ben blushed a little "Wow, I don't think I am kind of ready for any of that to happen". Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday just went by like a dream with several students picking up on Ethan wearing an engagement band on his finger and asking questions. He heaved a huge sigh of relief that Wednesday afternoon as Adam was driving them both home, he would have to be quick and change as Mark would be picking him up at 5pm.

Just joined, 23 and from New Zealand. Recently started turning into a bit of a pig and want raw loads inside me. On PrEP at the moment. If anyone else here is from NZ, let me know!

Part 82 - Bottom Fail The guys showered and rested for a while, waiting for the next party to start. Micah had left to go look around the hotel with Evan and right before the second party started, Ken showed up. Joe had been pleased with the turnout from the earlier party for Chad, but knew that there were a lot more parties going on during the second one. He was just about to message the bottom when he got “on my way” from the guy. The guys passed the pipe around and Jaime saw Chad fidgeting in the chair, the plug still in his hole obviously causing him discomfort. Finally there was a knock at the door and Joe opened it up. The guy matched the pics Joe had gotten from the bottom. He looked a few years older than Chad and had a few days of scruff on his face. “Hey, I’m Trent” the guy said as he entered the room and looked around, nodding to each of the five guys. “Bathroom’s over there with a setup to cleanout if you need to” Joe said. Kyle laid the lube and poppers out and set the blindfold and the freshly cleaned ballgag on the bed next to the sling. Trent walked out of the bathroom naked, his tall, thin frame completely hairless but with several random small tattoos. Joe noticed his small cock was limp and his low hanging balls, each of which was almost as big as his soft cock. Some of the guys started to undress as Joe confirmed what Trent wanted - “So you said you wanted to be a cumdump for a couple hours. You said no limits, but since I don’t want the room trashed there’s gonna be no shit and if you want any piss play its in the bathroom, OK?” “Yeah, that’s cool. I’m not really into shit but I always let the top do what he wants” Trent said unemotionally. “Uh, you want a blindfold or you want to see who fucks you?” Kyle asked. “I like to watch guys fuck me. Makes me feel like a real slut” Trent replied with a laugh. “You said you’d take all loads. The guys that signed up are both neg and poz. That still ok?” Joe asked. “I guess. I’ve never been tested for that. I just got over a couple other things, so its time to get my dick dripping again” said Trent with a grin. “You’re probably gonna go home with something after this weekend” Jaime said quietly, standing there in just a red jockstrap with his cock straining at the pouch. “Bed or sling?” Kyle asked. “Uhhh…. the sling would be cool. I’ve only done it in one a few times but it was fuckin’ awesome” Trent answered. “Then get in, it’s almost party time” Joe said. He looked around the room and then pointed at Ken, saying “You’re up first. Open him up.” Ken looked a little shocked but nodded back at Joe. Trent laid back in the sling and Kyle and Jaime cuffed his wrists and ankles before clipping them to the chains. Joe glanced at Trent who now seemed to have a worried look on his face. “If you get too loud, we’ll put the gag on” Joe said as Ken walked up, lubing his stiff 6 and a half inch cut cock. He dripped some lube on his fingers and pushed it into Trent’s hole. Joe watched carefully and Trent seemed to be a bit tight for someone that boasted getting fucked every day. Ken stretched the hole open for a while until he quietly stood up and stuffed his stiff cock in all the way to the base with one long slow push. “FUCK DUDE!!” Trent yelled out. Joe and Kyle looked at him with stern faces and Kyle barked out “Once more and the gag goes on.” Ken had a grin on his face as he stood there, letting Trent get used to his cock. “If you thought that was bad, just wait til you see how some of these fuckers drill that pussy” Ken said. Trent looked a little more worried as Ken started to rock his hips, but Trent was bouncing on his cock in no time. Ken added a little more lube and fucked harder. Ken’s motions were even and fluid, occasionally punctuated by a hard thrust, which caused Trent to grunt. Just as there was a knock at the door, Ken picked up the pace, driving in faster and harder each time. He hammered Trent’s hole for about 15 more seconds and then shoved in hard, holding on to Trent as his body convulsed, shooting a huge stream of cum into the empty chute. Ken grabbed the marker and put a hash mark on Trent’s stomach before he slowly pulled out. Chad took Ken’s spot and slid his cock into the quivering hole. Chad’s cock wasn’t much different than Ken’s, but his style was very different. Chad started pounding immediately and would pause a moment and then pound again. The room slowly started to fill as Chad fucked Trent until Chad growled as he pounded, adding his seed to the load already inside. Chad added another mark and guys were jostling for position to be the next one to fuck. A large tatted Latino bear won out and moved in between Trent’s splayed legs. “Fuck dude, can you even see your cock over that gut?” Trent said in disgust. The bear slapped Trent’s ass and said “its a shitload bigger than that pathetic stub of yours.” The bear took a few more strokes on his cock and pulled back the foreskin before he lined it up to the now loosened up hole and let some cum drip over the flared head. Grabbing the chains, he thrust his hips in and all seven thick inches of cock were planted inside Trent’s hole. Normally he might have waited for his bottom to get used to the invasion, but not this time. Each thrust was hard and deliberate and each pull back was slow. Trent was grunting or whimpering every time the bear shoved in and was gasping for air as he pulled out. After a few minutes of abusing Trent’s hole, the bear started fuck with more even strokes. They still had the feeling of a grudge fuck than a fuck to get off. The bear slowly let loose of Trent’s legs and he started swinging with the thrusts and getting yanked back by the bear. Everyone could hear the sounds of the thick cock forcing more of the cum mixture out of Trent’s hole with each drive in. The bear started grunting and stopped Trent swinging by grabbing his legs. Everyone stood amazed as the large body hammered Trent’s hole with surprising speed ending in a loud growl and a replenishment of the seed in Trent’s cunt. “Enjoy that load you stupid fuck” the bear said as he worked his cock back and forth a few more times One gray haired daddy walked up and tapped his cock on Trent’s lips a few times. Trent looked up at him and said “Other end, gramps.” That was enough for Kyle and he slipped the gag on before Trent could react. The line at Trent’s ass made way and the daddy quickly took his place at Trent’s dripping hole. Grabbing Trent’s hips, the daddy’s cock slammed in hard. “Show some respect, boy. I'm going to own that ass when I'm done” the daddy said before he began his hard, deep thrusts. Trent was yelling around the gag, but no one was paying attention to him. The group cheered on the daddy until finally he rammed his cock in and shuddered, emptying his balls into the insolent boy’s hole. His cock buried in Trent’s hole, the daddy looked around and spotted the tall black guy from the earlier party. The daddy grinned and pointed at him. Everyone moved out of the way and soon Trent’s hole was being stretched like it had never been stretched before. It was a long, slow push that strained Trent’s pussy. The yells around the gag were separated with whimpers and tears were streaming out of Trent’s eyes. The black guy slowly pulled his cock out until just the tip was inside and held it there. Trent looked up at him, his eyes getting wide as he knew what was about to happen. The large black shaft shoved in faster this time and the whimpering got louder. The tempo increased with each stroke and finally someone held the poppers up to Trent’s nose. Ten minutes of drilling and the black guy pushed as deep as he could, giving an extra hard nudge past the inner ring. The pulses from his cock could be seen by everyone close as the huge balls pumped their payload into Trent’s gut. Trent was back to whimpering around the gag after the last drops of seed had pumped out of the black guy’s cock. He slowly pulled his cock out and Trent was sure that parts of his internals were coming with it. A large blob of cum dripped to the floor and it wasn’t pearly white nor even blood stained. There were several comments ranging from “Ugh” to “Oh shit” from the guys close to the sling who quickly backed away. The black guy headed into the bathroom to clean up and Joe and Kyle moved in. They unlocked Trent from the sling and removed the gag. “I think your time here is over” Joe said before looking around the room with over a dozen still horny guys stroking their cocks. Trent grabbed his clothes and quickly put his jeans on, sliding a t-shirt over the five large hash marks on his chest before heading out the door without saying a word. “Anyone else want to take his place?” Joe asked as Kyle cleaned up the mess with a ratty towel. Everyone looked around, hoping not to leave blue balled. “I will” came a familiar voice and Ken walked up to the sling and climbed in. Jaime helped put his feet in the leather loops as several of the guys nodded in appreciation. He wiggled his ass to get it in position and looked around with a smile before saying “Who’s first?” A group of four early 30’s otters pushed Joe towards Ken and one said “Give him some of that demon seed, stud.” Joe was a little surprised since he really wasn’t planning on fucking during this party, but with a nod from Ken he grabbed some lube and had his pierced cock deep inside Ken’s hole in less than a minute. The strong, purposeful thrusts culminated in Ken’s bowels being soaked with creamy goodness getting him ready for the rest of the guys who were all stroking. It was a quick fuck, a classic pump n dump that opened Ken up and filled him with a potent load of poz cum. Joe pulled out and each of the otters then took their turn on Ken’s hole. The first otter had a twelve bar ladder on his cock and seemed to take care slowly forcing the piercings into Ken’s hole as he drove in and out. Ken was moaning and the froth from Joe’s cum circled the otter’s cock. After several minutes, the otter rammed in hard a half dozen times before planting his cock in all the way and pumping his seed into Ken’s hungry hole. The second otter replaced the first, his cock being longer than his buddy’s and capped with a 0 gauge PA. He had a steady, medium speed rhythm of long strokes before he ended with a ten second pounding and culminated by a groan as cum flooded Ken’s fuck chute again. The last two otters had been edging the whole time and only took a few minutes of haggard thrusting before they too added their strains to the cum mixture. Kyle watched and had expected most of the guests to leave, following Trent out the door, but they all stayed. One by one each of them took advantage of Ken’s generosity. The diversity was impressive - white, black, latino, middle eastern, Indian and asian, large to small in both height and girth, hairy to smooth, below average cocks to hung. No two seemed to fuck alike and the pool of cum underneath Ken’s hole kept growing as the use left him unable to hold it all in. Ken encouraged them all and seemed to be turned on by the variety. Two bears, both in their sixties had been alternating making out and stroking each other and watching guys plow Ken’s sloppy cunt. They seemed to be a little tentative about joining in until Raphi grabbed the larger one by the hand and led him over to the bed and bent over. The large bear didn’t need any more encouragement and had his leaking cock inside Raphi’s hole in seconds. The smaller bear moved in and impaled Ken’s hole at the same time his partner entered Raphi. The two fucked the same with each of the boys, groaning the entire time and trying to hold off shooting their seed as long as possible. When the larger one heard his partner unleash a wave of cum inside Ken he immediately followed suit and pumped his seed into Raphi. Raphi turned around as soon as the cock was out of his hole and swallowed the cock down to the base before sucking any trace of cum and ass juice off it. He moved over to the smaller bear and did the same, looking up to see the bears kissing roughly. A thin Filipino guy had replaced the smaller bear between Ken’s legs. His voice and walk said femme bottom but his seven and a half inches of uncut cock and the way he used it said Dom top. Ken egged the guy on and was rewarded with an even more energetic pounding. The guy slowed his thrusting down and let out a moan while still pumping his cock into Ken’s sloppy hole. When the Filipino guy pulled out of Ken, Joe was surprised to see Raphi walk up between Ken's spread legs. “Gotta help a coworker out” he said with a devilish grin as he plowed into Ken. The door closed and with the Filipino guy gone it was just Joe, Kyle, Chad, Jaime, Raphi and Ken left. Raphi seemed a lot more confident topping than the day before. He bent over on top of Ken and the two locked eyes as his hips drove in and out of Ken’s well used hole. Joe could tell they were in the zone, breeder and cumhole knowing they were satisfying each other’s carnal desires. Raphi sped his thrusts up and then slowed down. He gave Ken a deep kiss and then stood up and drilled Ken’s ass. In between grunts, Raphi said, looking right at Ken, “You’re so fucked” and then “There’s no way you aren’t gonna be poz like the rest of us” before he hosed down Ken’s guts with his toxic seed. He added the last hash mark to Ken’s chest, totaling 17. As soon as Raphi pulled away, Kyle pushed a plug into Ken’s battered hole saying “Gotta keep all that goodness inside.”

i started sucking cock with my brother. i was 8 he was 11

I learned to suck cock by my brother we just suck each other's cocks all the time I was 11 10 11 12 and he was like 14 15 was hot

A "true" bottom never questions and takes any and all from a top......that is the responsibility of a true bottom.....

PART 14 Something about what Ted had said and just the room and the whole scene had had an effect on me. I liked that he had all the lights on. I wanted to see him clearly. And I wanted him to see me. As I worked his cock with my mouth, I wasn’t shy in making eye contact and making it clear that I loved sucking him. His cock was so hard and every so often a fresh drop of precum would leak out, and that taste would make me even hornier. I took my time and he let me. I ran my tongue up and down the shaft. I licked his cock head. I sucked and licked his big cum filled balls. And I practiced taking a man’s cock deeper and deeper into your mouth. I wanted to be a good cocksucker for my top. My eyes watered and spit dropped off my chin but i worked more and more down my throat for longer and longer. The next day, my throat would be a little sore from ramming his cock down it, but for now all that mattered was his reaction and feeling his hardness in my mouth. Feeling it flex and throb as I sucked and licked it. “Fuck yeah Chris, work that Dick. I can’t wait to fuck you. I can’t wait much longer. You gonna give me that hole? You gonna let me have that little cunt to fuck?”, He said thru clenched teeth. I enthusiastically nodded and it wasn’t a few more seconds before he was pulling my lips off his cock and I wa hearing him say “Show me that hole. Turn around and show it to me.” I spun around and bent over the bed and spread my legs. “Climb up and get on your knees ass up and head down, with your knees near the edge.”, he commanded. It took me maybe 2 seconds to assume the position and hear him tell me “Yeah that’s it. Nice and spread. Your hole looks so hot Chris. So tight. And you live showing it to me don’t you?” “Yeah please. Please fuck me”, I begged. I felt him smearing lube onto my hole as he slowly teased it open. I gasped and bucked back into his touch. “What’s that sexy boy? What do you need?” He asked me, as his fingers worked me open. “Fuck me. Please fuck me. Fuck me til you cum. I need it.” I practically cried. And then I felt it. The blunt head of a rock hard man cock pressuring my hole, pushing it open. I focused on trying to relax my hole as he slid into me. I am sure I cried out a little as he was not being so gentle. He wasn’t ripping into me, but he was determined. It hurt but I didn’t care. I was so overloaded that I just needed his dick inside me. Even as I cried out in pain I was pushing back trying to impale myself on his cock. “Yeah boy open up. Open up that hole for me,” he grunted out. He never paused and I didn’t want him to, he just kept working my hole and sliding that huge Dick deeper and deeper. Despite the pain I was urging him on and pushing back. I wanted it all the way in. I really wanted it. He wasn’t going slow and easy and it wasn’t long before I hear hi tell me “I’m so close Chris. Your hole... I just can’t last. It’s like it’s pulling the cum up from my balls. I need to shoot in you baby. You want thAt?” Frantically i was begging him “yes! Yes! Yes!” A yes for every thrust into me that was knocking my breath out. And then he stopped. “Flip over on your back. I want to see your face when I give it to you.” He said. As he slid into me again, he pulled down close to me and began whispering to me. “Yeah. So close. So close to cumming in your hole. And you want it. That poz cum. You love this raw cock. I’m Gonna keep fucking you til you read poz just like me. As many loads as it takes.” And maybe that’s when he broke me. Who knows how many times I repeated the following words: “Fucking poz cum” and “as many loads as it takes” he just stArted pounding me then and within maybe a minute he practically shouted as he drove hArd into me “Fucking huge load. Pozzing you now. Fucking take it. Take my fucking cum.” I wrapped my legs around to pull him in, my ass milking his shaft to get every drop. He throbbed and flexed as he tried to push every bit out. Finally, I felt his cock slip out of me and he pulled back to catch his breath. He looked down at me and smiled. “Are you gonna come back later when you need more?” I nodded. “Anytime you need my cum, just call. I want my cum inside you every day sexy boy. Every day.”

I enjoy very rough sex both as top and bottom, especially when it starts out as a “fair fight” to see which of us can make the other submit. The closer it gets to rape/nonconsensual the hotter it is.

A few weeks before Tumblr died and went to conservative shareholder heaven, there was a Dom Top guy who asked on his blog if anyone had had sex which was non-consensual but also not rape. I knew immediately what he meant, and I think that headspace does exist because I've been there. there have been times, particularly if I'm face down, ass up, or in a group of tops and dom guys who just start to rut at me - and stop giving a fuck what i want because i'm just a couple of fuckholes to them - where it's gotten so rough or aggressive I want it to stop, but I can;t revoke any consent because I cant speak or they're not listening. Or I';m tied up, gagged, whatever. so i just kind of surrender to the moment and wait for it to finish, brace myself in to minimise the damage and ride it out. i am no longer consenting, but i recognise i'm here til he, or they, decide when they're done. And I am paradoxically fine with that, even though i want it to stop now. it's a strange headspace. it's kind of fucked up during, and it hurts, physically and emotionally, but afterwards, once i am free again, i get so boned about it and glad it happened, and glad i took it. this has happened to me a lot of times. I;ve also been actually raped a few times but that's a whole other story, and tbh, no regrets there either.

Absolutely. All of this. Going round in warm weather or over-heated beds, rooms. Unventilated atmospheres with piss drying into my skin. Being loaded with seed and pissed on by tops. Only after days of this play does the stink of sweat and piss really mature on my skin and it drives me more wild and frenzied for nasty cum and poz sex more than any narcotic. I will dry the clothes and fill them up with fresh piss, rank morning piss (after a night of breeding or drinking spirits) - after a few months of being repeatedly dried and rehydrated they really take on an intensely erotic aroma.. And i will get the same clothes pissed on by myself or my tops. But as it soakes down into the dermal layers of your skin over a few unwashed days. It is nasty bliss!

On work trip this week. Fired up Grindr near the place I was working at and found a horny BBC looking for a hole to breed. I sneaked out on my lunch break and drove to his place. Walked in, to find him in sweats with a big bulge. I dropped to my knees and started sucking on it. Big and hard. Slobbered as much as I could and then dropped my pants and bent over his couch. He quickly grabbed my hips and pushed his hard cock in my hole. No poppers but I was so horny that I pushed myself back onto him until he was all in. He fucked me for about 5 minutes until he pumped his load in me. I pulled up my pants and went back to work full of cum.

007 - Ruined Raff opened the door. He and Dev said nothing as Dev entered. Raff just nodded down the hallway towards us, then went back into Jesse’s room. Dev stomped towards us, his chunky boots making each step feel like it was shaking the room. That tattoo really did go everywhere. His face was covered in so much black ink, a person would be forgiven for not even realizing he was white, from a distance. His hair was a short mohawk, and he had a look of pure fury on his face. He wore a white vest, though even as he entered the front room, he pulled it off and threw it to one side. He took one look at Jesse. “Fuck off.” He barked, and those two words were the closest thing to a complete sentence I’d ever hear him say. Jesse instantly shot off and, winking at me, scampered off towards his room. I was completely alone, with this diseased madman. He gripped me by the hair and yanked me off the sofa, onto my knees. My scalp burned with pain, and I let out a yelp, but Dev clearly didn’t care. He thrust my face into his denim crotch, and instantly, the smell of his body filled me. It was disgusting and intoxicating at the same time. I tried pulling away, terrified by how rough he was, but that only made it worse, as he slapped me with the hand that wasn’t holding me in place. Once he was sure I’d stopped resisting, that hand went to his belt buckle. In one smooth movement, he got everything undone and pulled his cock out - no underwear to slow him down. It was a deadly weapon hanging before me, not quite fully hard yet, but still huge. The chunk of metal hanging out of the tip must have added a couple of extra pounds to the weight by itself. It scraped against my teeth as he forced it into my mouth. There was nothing for me to do except kneel and take it. I was powerless. Dev didn’t even let me control how to suck his cock, he just held my head still and fucked my mouth. His dick wasn’t as big as Raff’s, but the piercing made it much harder to manage, and Dev showed no mercy. I choked and gagged, snorting out of my nose, which earned me another smack. It was all I could do to keep my teeth open wide enough to not cause any problems. The feeling of the piercing bashing against the back of my throat made me want to throw up, but I knew that Dev wouldn’t stop even if I did, so I forced myself to keep it under control. It went on for what felt like ages, but I couldn’t get used to it the way that I would with any other dick. The shape of the piercing, and the force of Dev’s thrusts always felt unnatural, never becoming any easier to take. I couldn’t tell how deep he went, but my lips were definitely reaching the black tattoo. For a minute, I thought I might actually die choking on this monstrous cock, but it finally came to an end. Dev pulled out of my throat one last time, then smacked me once more, hard enough that, in my weak and confused state, I lost my balance and fell. My face was a mess, I could tell. My eyes were streaming tears down my face, while mucus and saliva dribbled out of my nose and mouth. Dev didn’t even seem to notice, much less mind. While I was trying to find my way back onto my knees, he went over to the mirror and made a line for himself. Judging by the length of the snort I heard, it must have been a pretty big one. I’d barely stabilized myself when Dev was back on me. He grabbed me by the arm and pulled me up, throwing me face down onto the sofa. Holding me down by the back of the neck with one hand, I felt the other on the buttplug that I had completely forgotten was there. The force he yanked it out at made me yelp, but my ass didn’t stay empty for long. I felt something cold and wet against my hole, as the piercing pushed into me, and then he was inside me. That infected monster was about to breed me, and I couldn’t stop him. He showed no more mercy on my ass than he did on my throat. With nothing more than my spit and the leftover lube from the plug, he rammed himself into me. I yelled out, but he didn’t relent. In just a couple of thrusts, I could feel his balls slapping against me, the full length of him tearing my ass apart. “Holy fuck!” I yelled. “Holy fucking fuck!” A couple more thrusts, and Dev was freely, easily pounding into me. My ass offered so little resistance to him, it was as if I got fucked like this every day of the week. My body was nothing more than a useless hole for Dev to fuck, but my head was swimming in the cocktail of drugs I’d dunked it into. Jesse’s voice seemed to echo around my head. He’s given me his gift. He’s made me like him. And Dev is going to do the same to you. I let out moans and whimpers. We’ll both be free. No more fucking around with condoms and stupid rules. We can fuck like real men. Unbidden, images of Raff breeding Jesse came back into my head. My stomach felt like it was churning in a storm. For a minute, I thought I was still going to be sick, but I realized it was something else. Dev pulled out of me completely, and for a foolish second, I actually thought he was finished. But instead, he flipped me over onto my back. I looked up at him, and what I saw was horrific, like some devil standing over me. He was sweaty and his face looked furious. I realized, far too late, that the symbol on his stomach was a biohazard mark. Some voice in the back of my brain found that quite funny. But it wasn’t the sight of him that horrified me. What horrified me was my own cock, rock hard, begging for attention. Dev pushed my legs up to get at my hole, and rammed himself back into me. He got something he always wanted, he just needs a few minutes to accept it, Raff’s voice said. Dev’s face twisted into a wicked grin as he stared straight into my eyes. Sweat dripped down from his face, onto mine. A drop landed near my lips and instinctively, I licked it up. There are people who would die for my cum. Dev shifted his arms, and suddenly, his hands were wrapping around my neck. Dev’s become a lot more fucked up since he came off his meds. His grip tightened. He was strangling me, and my cock felt like it was going to explode. ‘Fuck, fuck, fuck’ was all I could say, though with Dev choking me, it sounded more like weak grunts and gurgles than any kind of actual word. I was getting light headed, and my vision started going funny. Things went blurry, and Dev’s tattoos looked like they were moving. Was this a hallucination? I’d never hallucinated before. My brain made Dev’s face take on all sorts of horrific forms. One second, black horns seemed to be erupting from the tattoos on his head. The next, he looked like he was snarling like some horrible beast. For a moment, Dev was gone completely, replaced by anyone my mind felt like conjuring. Jesse, Reese, Raff, old partners and fuck buddies, even a teacher I’d had a crush on back in school. “Look at me!” Dev growled, and my eyes suddenly refocused on him. His face was turning red and he was gritting his teeth. His hands were still at my throat, though not quite so tight. He must have realized just how close to passing out I was. “Fuck! Fuck! Fucking take it, you cunt! Take it!” He yelled so loud it hurt my ears. He slammed all the way into my ass, and I could feel him erupt into me. It felt like an eternity as his balls unloaded their filth into my waiting ass, and I let out a long moan in time with the growling grunt that Dev was making. He started bucking his hips, fucking his load into me, even before he’d finished pumping it out. He stayed in me for a while longer, and we just looked at each other. His wicked grin was back, and he licked his lips, which made me smile, despite myself. My cock was still rock hard between us, but I didn’t want to do anything with it. All I cared about was the feeling in my hole. I’d been converted. That piercing must have torn my insides up, and Dev felt like he’d cum enough to fill a bathtub. There was no way his gift wasn’t already in my bloodstream. If I felt any panic about that then, the drugs completely drowned it out. Dev leaned forwards. I thought he was going to kiss me for a minute, but instead, he simply licked up the side of my face, tasting my sweat and leaving a trail of spit. He must have noticed my dick getting squashed between our stomachs, because when he moved back up, he looked down at it. With a gross snorting sound, Dev spat on my cock. The feeling made me gasp. He took hold of me, pumping my dick and covering it in his spit. It felt good. Finally, I felt him pull out of me. My body felt completely ruined, and all I could do was lay there, covered in all our fluids, as he pulled his jeans back up. Without another word, or even a look back, Dev turned and left the room, grabbing his vest as he went. A moment later, I heard the front door slam shut.

Part 2 I avoided my friend for a few days after that night until the weekend my roommate went away with his boyfriend. I was lying in bed with my morning wood when there was a knock at the door. I opened the door without even asking who was there. It was my friend from the other night all by himself with me standing there only in a pair of boxers and my morning wood pointing his way. For some strange reason I didn’t go soft but seemed to grow harder as thoughts of that night from the previous weekend seemed to flow through my mind. My friend reached down and grabbed my hard cock letting me know that he was glad to see that I was excited to see him. A slight moan escaped through my lips as he walked in telling me to shut the door. He had his ‘pipe’ with him and I needed no coaxing to smoke with him. Soon enough we were feeling really good as we kissed. He said I had a couple more lessons and he was my private tutor. I wasn’t sure what he meant until he pushed my head into his crotch telling me it was time to learn to suck dick. The drugs had me going as I opened my mouth and he slid his 8” cock inside. He coached me about breathing through my nose as I attempted to do the best I could at sucking him. Of course through all this I found my own cock hard and throbbing. He whispered to me that if I gave him a good blow job he’d let me fuck him as he fucked me the week before. The idea of experiencing what it would be like to fuck a guy and compare that t fucking a chick. I did my best to work his rod with my mouth and tongue. My bud began to run his hands through my hair as I heard his breathing begin to quicken and his cock seemed to grow harder in my mouth. I knew he was going to blow his load and wasn’t sure I was ready to swallow another guys sperm until he said fuck yeah, you know you want to swallow my cum, yeah bro suck my cock, eat my cum. He then fired into my mouth as I was shocked at first until I got a really good taste of his spunk. It was kind of sweet with a slight salty taste, tangy in a way. I then hungrily sucked for all I could get out of his cock. When he pulled his softening cock from my hungry mouth I looked up at him and knew it was time to fuck him. We hit the pipe a few more times and he taught me how to shotgun the smoke to each other before laying back, grabbing some lube and greasing up my hard cock and his hole. He guided me between his legs as I needed no help guiding my cock to his hungry hole. He urged me to sink in balls deep in a single thrust. The look in his eyes was pure lust as he urged me to fuck him and breed his ass. His ass was nice, warm and tighter than any pussy I ever fucked. He knew what I was thinking as he urged me on telling me to enjoy my first ass. I could feel him work his ass muscles, making note to do the same the next time he was to fuck me……..OH MY GOD! DID I REALLY WANT TO GET FUCKED AGAIN?? Between the warmth, the tightness and how he worked his ass it didn’t take long before I was really pounding his hole and getting close to cumming. He told me to breed his ass just before kissed me, That’s when I felt a strong orgasm start and I flooded his ass with my load.

Pt3 You're sitting on the bed, body is shaking with nerves thinking about what you just did. Looking around the room, you realize all the lights are still on. TV is still on. Jumping off the bed you start shutting off the lights. Grab the remote a turn the tv off. Walk into the bathroom and grab a hand towel leaving the light on you close the door until there is just a little crack of light. Grabbing the bottle of lube you usually use for stroking when watching xtube you place them on the bed. You walk to the door in a kind of trance almost like you are watching all this from another place, you open the door enough to unlatch it but still looks closed. You walk over to the bed and grab your laptop, shutting the lid. The room is dark except for the crack of light from the bathroom. Picking up your phone you open your email on it and hit refresh. Nothing from him yet. You lay on the bed naked, your cock hard under you. Body shaking with nerves. You refresh your email again and see he's replied. He says he's in the parking lot. What room number? You click reply and type the number in, but your finger is hesitating over the send button. It stays this way for over a minute as thoughts run screaming through your head. "This is what you want!" "I'm scared!" "You want this!". You click discard on the reply and see he has sent another one. He's in the lobby... Room #. Again you hit reply and type the room number, again the same battle plays in your head. This time though your finger moves and hits send. You realize what you have just done. There is no going back now. You lift your body up off the bed, arms are shaking so bad you can barely hold yourself up. You get your knees under you and can feel your thighs shaking. You ass is now in the air you can feel the cool are in the room on your hole and you feel the rush of how vulnerable you are in this position. Reaching forward you grab a pillow and put you face in it . Not even ten seconds go by and you hear the door to the room open, pulling your head up a little you see the light from the hallway flooding the room. Putting your head back down you hear him walking in, the door shutting. Your body is shaking like crazy with nerves, your legs feel like jello and you have to concentrate to keep them up and in position. Through all this you hear him removing his clothes. The sound of his shoes coming off mixed with his belt opening and the distinct sound of the zipper going down. You hear his pants hit the floor then what you take for his shirt coming off and joining his pants. You feel the bed move as he climbs up behind you. Then it happens, you feel his hand on your ass rubbing your cheeks up to your lower back. Your body jumps on the contact, but it also calms you to know that he's not just going to rape you right off. One hand slips down and starts to massage your balls and cock. While the other travels over your exposed hole, you hear yourself emit a little moan of please as he works your cock and balls. Then something happens that you have never even thought of. You feel the wetness of his tongue and the stubble of his beard on your ass, his tongue probes into your crack and makes contact with your hole. You jump a little with the sensation, but he grabs your cheeks and spreads them open, and you really feel his tongue on you. Licking your hole and slightly penetrating. You hear yourself groaning at the pleasure this brings you. Never expecting to feel this at all. The tension in your body starts to ebate and you feel everything in you start to relax. You feel the pressure of his tongue and you hole yields to it and you feel yourself open up to it. A little laugh almost escapes from you as you realize that some guy has his tongue up your ass, but then you feel him start to really work your hole with it and all thought just goes away, in its place the most primal feeling you have ever had in your life takes over. You want his cock in you! And you want it now! As if he can read your mind he pulls back and starts rubbing your hole again with his finger. Then you hear the top of the lube bottle pop open and your mind starts wandering again. You are thinking to yourself. "I am on a bed in a hotel room, lights off, naked with my ass in the air. There is a man behind me, ready to mount me. He is going to put his cock inside of me". You feel your whole body flush at this thought. You are giving yourself over to him for his pleasure. You feel your cock twitch at the thought of how primal this is, two men fucking. You are a man about to let another man fuck you. You are pulled back from your thoughts by a question from him, the first words spoken by either of us. You realize you didn't hear what he said so you ask him to repeat his question. He asks if you are still okay with bareback, without any hesitation you reply yes. You hear him stroking his cock with the lube, then feel his slicked up fingers on your hole getting it ready, you feel a finger enter you and you groan with pleasure at the feeling of it. Realizing what is going to replace the finger you start to tense up and the nerves start to take over again. You can hear him wiping his hand on the towel, then feel the bed move as he gets into position behind you. He starts to rub your ass again, his touch calming you a little. Then you feel it. The head of his cock brushes your hole. You tense up even though you know what's about to happen. He's still rubbing your ass with one hand while the other is holding his cock up to your hole. You feel him start to apply pressure and you think to yourself. No way it's going to fit in there. But then you feel your hole start to open for him. He keeps steady pressure and you realize the head has gone in, but it's stopped. He talks for the second time telling you to just relax and no tense up. He will take it nice and easy. You feel his word start to calm you a little. All the while he has kept the steady pressure going, you start to feel yourself opening for him. Little by little you feel your inner ring expand to let him in. You can feel his cock as it slowly starts to enter you. You feel him grab your hips as as he increases the pressure and your hole opens even more for him. Then next thing you realize, you can feel his body pressed up against you. He asks if you are okay, and you hear yourself saying yes. But in your mind you are saying, I just let a man I have never met put his cock in me raw. Part of you is so turned on at the thought, while another is freaking out. Before you can think of much more you feel himself start to move in you. Slowly pulling out and then pushing back in. You feel your hole start to relax and really open up for him. The pain you felt when he was pushing into you is being replaced with a feeling of fullness and also some pleasure. He starts to move a little faster. Pulling out then back in, with each stroke your hole opens more for him. He has one hand on your back while the other reaches around to feel your cock. You jump at the sensation, your cock twitches as he grabs it and strokes a couple of times. He leans back up and grabs your hips again and starts into a steady rhythm of fucking you. He starts to moan and tell you how good it feels to have is cock in a mans ass bare. And he does not know how long he can last as the feeling of it is getting him close. You tell him how turned on you are by the thought of making him cum and that you love the feeling of his raw cock in you. He grips your hips and tells you he can't hold out much longer, then asks you where you want him to cum. You hear yourself say "in me" before you even realize what you have said , he grabs your hips and pushes all the way in you and starts to moan. You feel the base of his cock throb and feel the wetness of his cum as he shoots it inside of you. You feel his cock moving in short little strokes as he fills your hole with his seed. He starts to massage your back as his orgasm subsides and he starts to move his cock in band out of you again, you can feel how slick you are from his cum inside of you. His cock lubed with it now. His breathing slowly returns to normal. Then you feel him pull out and chilled air in the room hits your hole. Then you feel something running down your balls and realize some of his cum has leaked out. You feel your whole body start to relax and realize just how tensed up you were. You slide forward to lay on your stomach, he lays not to you. He asks if that it okay. And that he knows that this was supposed to be anon cum n go, but really wants to make use I enjoyed it. You roll over on your side and tell him yes, you really enjoyed it. He tells you how much he liked it raw with you and it had been so long since had fucked anyone bareback. He gets up off the bed and goes into the bathroom to clean up. Then comes out, puts his clothes back on. You roll back on your stomach and he leaves. You lay there with a million thoughts going through your head. But the one that stands out the most both makes you feel satisfied and scared at the same time. You just let a guy that you have never met fuck you bareback, and you let him cum inside of you.

I was raped as a teenager by a drug dealer in Germany, it was unpleasant and painful to start but I figured it was better to enjoy it than struggle. Still remains one of my best fucks ever, the fact he was armed made it even hornier. Afterwards he gave me a wad of cash and chucked me out.

There were several articles that I read quite some time ago (2-3 years) about co-infection with multiple strains of HIV. I haven't been able to locate them again, but they were very intriguing. To sum up what I remember from each of them: There are two major strains of HIV. HIV-2 is almost exclusively found in sub-Saharan Africa and southeast Asia, while the other is nearly exclusive to the rest of the planet. The scientists who wrote the article were extremely perplexed why -even with persons traveling between one region and the other- the individual strains so rarely coexist in the same geographic parts of the planet. Not to be confused with the strains of the virus, there are varying degrees of mutation among the virus when it comes to drug resistance. I've read multiple conflicting opinions as to whether these mutations can pass from one person to another. In an individual person, it may take years for the virus to become resistant to a particular drug treatment, but it is unclear whether that resistance can be passed to another (in my personal opinion, it would make sense that if this were true, treatments that have been available for 15+ years would no longer be effective, yet they are) Multiple strain co-infection IS possible, but extremely rare. Rare as in less than 50 cases worldwide have been reported in the 30 years since HIV surfaced. Of those cases, they were generally amongst people who managed to acquire both at the same time, or those whose immune system was so compromised that they were at death's door already. The opinion of that article speculated that either the two strains compete with one another (hence the geographic disparity) or once the body begins producing antibodies for one strain, it immediately become immune to the other. In particular, this article chastised the CDC for continuing to perpetuate the co-infection threat (while never officially releasing numbers regarding its occurrence) while the WHO has all but dropped it as a serious threat. The last series of articles which sticks in my mind was regarding an ongoing European study which suggests that people infected with HIV who /continue/ to expose themselves to the virus have longer lifespans - somewhere in the 10 to 15 year range. At the time it was written, there was wide speculation whether HIV+ people who continue to bareback simply have fuller and more satisfying lives and reap the benefits of a more positive emotional outlook, or whether continued exposure to the virus acts somewhat like a 'booster shot' to the body's immune system to keep it on its toes, so to speak. Again, the CDC disavowed this study, but other agencies are attempting to confirm the results and determine the reasons. Of course, co-infection of HIV with other STDs is virtually unanimously regarded as a bad thing. More serious STDs such as Hep-C can wear down the immune system and hasten the progression of HIV. Drugs used to treat diseases like syphilis can interfere with the liver and other organs that process HIV medications, decreasing their effectiveness. Even relatively simple-to-treat infections like gonorrhea can tamper with blood counts and affect your HIV treatment. Non-sexually transmitted diseases like diabetes, cancer, and even depression have their own complications when combined with HIV. Thankfully, however, they rarely affect your decision when it comes to who you have sex with or whether to use a condom. Again, I am paraphrasing reports that have been both confirmed and denied by a variety of the doctors whom I have spoken to about them. I've seen medical professionals who advocate condoms for mutual masturbation, others who told me to keep taking my pills and live life as I did when I was negative, and even one who advised me to not even allow my OWN blood or semen into my mouth. If you are able, speak to more than one doctor and do your own reading on the subject. If your doctor seems too liberal OR too conservative in their opinions, take their advise with a wizened grain of salt. A lot of questions are still not completely answered, and many of the official answers out there have been repeatedly proven wrong.

IMHO, find another doctor. The one you have is way too conservative. What the guys have said above is true. Co-infection is possible, but rare, but unlikely to be much worse than the strain you already have. You're poz. Take a deep breath, relax and enjoy your life. The worst thing that can happen right now is for you to be a nervous nelly, withdraw and think your life is over. Get out there and have some fun. Take some loads, give some loads... Make the most of the situation.