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there is this amazing hot guy who works about a mile from me, who every now and then sucks my cock and swallows my cum. Last time he came to my house, I flipped him over and rimmed him, and got the impression he was kinda terrified I was going to fuck him. After that he didnt even seem to be on line anymore and I figured I had totally scared him off. He has one of those amazing bodies, smooth olive skin, perfect pert ass, huge cock, and such a handsome face, with a lovely short trimmed beard. Hes adorable. Anyway he seemed to be an oral bottom only, who then disappeared............. until last week He was back online and horny, and asked if he could suck my cock. Of course I said yes, and he came to my house, and stripped off before getting me rock hard while jacking his cock, sitting on the end of my bed. I told him to jump up on the bed fully and turn over so I could rim him and he complied and this time, I just went for it, and pushed my hard cock against his hole, he started really getting into it, and say, well mumbling....... oh oh oh and just the tip.........of course by this time I had at least half my cock inside him so I just went forward until i was balls deep in his hole. This seemed to really turn him on and he furiously jacked his cock. and gripped mine with his ass.. Only problem was I hadnt cum for a week, and I wasnt going to last long and soon enough it was just too horny and I felt my load building up and told him, I was going to cum. to which he simply said "fuck yeah, cum" and that was all it took and I shot a weeks worth of spunk into his beautiful ass. after that he seemed really flustered and kinda dashed to the bathroom, got dressed and then left in a real hurry. I did message him after telling him how amazing hot it was, but so far no reply. Anyway I am really grateful to him for letting me cum in him, he is a real beauty and it was a pleasure to finally breed him.

Chapter 5 Andrew lead me down the hallway to the guest room with Greg close behind us. I stepped in the room and my jaw hit the floor. “Welcome to our playroom,” Greg said wrapping his arms around me. In the center of the room instead of a bed was a sling. Along one of the walls was a table filled with all sorts of toys and in the corner was a fuck bench. “Wow, I love what you’ve done with the place,” I said. They helped me into the sling and made sure to secure my legs and arms. “Damn, look at that ass,” Andrew said stepping in between my legs. He started rubbing his fingers over my hole. “Kevin, I have to tell you I’ve wanted to breed this cunt from the second you walked into my office. Have to say I’m impressed with your progress. I really thought it’d take longer to get your neg ass in this sling.” I was moaning like crazy as he kept fingering my ass. He was up to three fingers and I was starting to pant like a dog in heat. He pulled his fingers out and I felt so empty. Greg took his place and started rubbing his cock around my hole. “So honey should I tell him or do you want too?” Andrew got an evil grin on his face and said, “you do it honey it’s your fantastic news.” I was going crazy, “will someone please fuck me!! I need a dick inside me, now!” “You heard him Greg. Fuck the slut, he’s begging for it.” “Kevin, you want this toxic cock in your pussy?” “Yes god damn it, fuck me now!” I screamed. “You asked for it, here it cums. You should know slut, I found out today that this cock inside your pussy is full blown.” With that he shoved in balls deep and started fucking me hard. When he said those words my cock exploded all over my chest with the biggest load I’d ever had. I was moaning so loud Andrew shoved his cock in my mouth to keep me quiet. “Fuck! Look at that load. You sick horny faggot, you love having that full blown cock up your cunt don’t you?” I couldn’t answer with his huge dick in my mouth so I just sucked him harder. “When Greg got home today and told me the news we knew you’d be the perfect neg slut to take his first full blown aids load. I have to admit, for awhile there I wasn’t sure if you’d really show up tonight. I clamped down on Greg’s dick and started milking him while he was fucking me. He shoved in all the way and I could feel him start to coat my ass with his deadly cum. At the same time Andrew grunted and started shooting his load down my throat. Holy fucking shit! What had I just done? I’d taken my first toxic load and it was a fucking aids load at that. Andrew pulled out of my mouth as Greg slowly removed his dick from my ass. “Clamp down don’t lose a drop of my special cum.” Greg leaned down and gave me a deep kiss. “How you doing Kevin?” Andrew asked. I was trying to get a handle on my emotions. Greg was still between my legs and started to rub my cunt with the head of his cock. “It’ll take me a few minutes for me to recharge, so just breathe deep and enjoy this moment. You’ll never be the same after tonight, we’ve made sure if that.” Andrew asked again how I was doing. “I think we may have broken him honey.” I had all these thoughts going through my mind but one kept repeating over and over. “I’m so fucking empty, I need more. Please I need more cum,” I softly said. “Wait, what’d you say Kev?” Andrew asked. “I need more. Please, please give me more cum, my pussy is so empty.” Andrew walked over to the table and grabbed a brand new toothbrush. He looked in me in the eye and asked, “you know what this is for slut?” I shook my head no. “This here is going to ensure we knock you up.” I started to get a little nervous and he could see the concerned look on my face. “Its all right slut, if you want more cum inside you, we need to brush your pussy really hard to make sure you’re properly prepared to get pregnant. So what’ll it be?” I moaned, “do it! Please knock me up!” With that Andrew started brushing the inside of my cunt. He twisted it around to make sure Greg’s load was being massaged into the lining of my ass. He pulled the toothbrush out after a few minutes and it had streaks of dark pink cum covering the bristles. “Prefect!” They both said. “Damn, I think you’re ready Kevin, and look at that my cock is too.” With that Andrew shoved his dick inside me and began pumping in and out. “It takes me a little longer to shoot my second load so this will give me plenty of time to work Greg’s load deep inside you.” He continued fucking me for about thirty minutes. I was in heaven. I had no idea sex could be so amazing. Pretty soon I could tell he was getting ready to cum. He looked me in the eye, grinned then shot another huge load inside my cunt. He pulled out and Greg took his place. They continued using me all night, taking turns breeding my ass. By the time they were done with me they’d given me three loads each. Andrew shoved a butt plug up my ass and told me to leave it in all night to give their swimmers enough time to do the job. They helped me out of the sling and my legs were like rubber. “So how you feeling now?” they asked as we got dressed. “Like a fucking slut.” I grinned from ear to ear. “That was amazing. Thank you! And Greg, I’m honored to be the guy who got your first full blown loads.” He gave me a deep kiss. “You’re welcome slut. Give my babies a good home.” “Kevin,” Andrew stopped me at the door, “you thought you were horny after Charlie fucked you, you have no idea what you’ve become now. We’re around all weekend, so if you need more you know where to find us. Also don’t be afraid to find some on your own.” He got a wicked grin on his face, “maybe it’s time you came clean with your friend and your son.” He winked, gave me a kiss, then shut the door behind me. I stood out in the hallway for a second then headed for the elevator. Damn, maybe he was right. Maybe it was time to have a serious conversation with Josh and Scotty. This could be interesting.

About an hour ago. I was horny as hell. Went to the local ABS and got some tokens. Went to the booth with the biggest hole and started watching M2M porn. I couldn't find any bareback (it was all covered) but dropped my pants and started to stroke. Young guy came into the booth on the other side pressed against the hole and opened his mouth. I slid my cock inside and he got it nice and hard. I bent down and asked if he like getting fucked? His answer was to pull his pants down around his ankles and turn around, his ass against the hole. I slid inside a warm juicy hole and pounded it until I shot a load deep inside. Pulled up my pants and left. Big smile on my face. I love GH ABS sex!

Moderator's Note: This story is mostly new, but it has characters that previously appeared in this story. Hi guys. Kevin here, you may remember me, I’m Josh’s dad and Scott, or I guess he’s Scotty now, anyway his best friend. So let me catch you up with what’s been going on with me. After I walked in on Josh having unprotected sex my life took an interesting turn. I think that was the catalyst for my new path in life. A little bit about me, I’m 51 now, I know old by gay standards but I gotta say I still look good. I’m 5’8” 170lbs, I’m a runner so I’m pretty toned but not overly muscular. Got some good fur on my chest and the rest of my body. I wear my brown hair cut pretty short and yes it turning into more silver than brown, but I think it looks sexy! I’m married to a woman, or I should say I was married to a woman. The divorce was final a few months ago. But I’m getting ahead of myself. After my visit with Josh I flew home but something was changing. Seeing my son’s raw dick buried in that guys ass woke something up inside of me. The only gay experience I’d had was with Scotty back in college. He’d suck me off when I was horny and couldn’t find a girl to play with, oh and I was usually drunk. I remember I liked it and he certainly gave better blow jobs than any of the girls I ever dated, but I never reciprocated. I have a great relationship with my wife. We’d been married for close to 30 years. Next to Scotty she’s my best friend. The problem was we hadn’t had sex for over fifteen years now and neither of us seemed to really care. Don’t get me wrong I was horny all the time. I’d jack off at least twice a day but I had absolutely no desire to have sex with my wife. Yes I know you’re probably saying to yourself ‘what a fucking dumb ass, why’d it take him so long to figure it out.’ Good fucking question! After I got back I started noticing my wife and I were really more roommates than spouses. Of course I still didn’t do anything about it. After about six months I was offered a promotion. The only catch was the job was on the East Coast. I talked it over wife my wife and she got really excited. “I think it’s perfect you should take it.” “You do. I didn’t think you’d want to move.” “I don’t. But I think this is exactly what we need.” “Wait what?” “Oh come on Kevin. We both know this marriage was over years ago just neither one of us was brave enough to pull the trigger. And to be honest with you I’ve already been seeing someone else.” “Wait really? Who is it?” Okay something was wrong I wasn’t pissed at all but genuinely curious and happy for her. “Her name’s Mandy.” Huh didn’t see that coming. “Look this is perfect now I can be with Mandy and you can move to the east coast and find some nice guy.” “Umm yea, except I’m not gay.” “Right keep telling yourself that, but you might want to clear your internet history,” she winked at me. Okay so I might have been watching some bi porn but that didn’t make me gay. “Go hang out with our son and your best friend. They can introduce you to the gay world.” She was really enjoying this. Our divorce had to be the easiest, quickest and friendliest in the history of divorces. So here I was back in the city where my gay son and best friend lived, ready for the next chapter in my life to begin. I wasn’t able to move into my new apartment when I arrived, so Scotty was kind enough to put me up for a few weeks until it was ready. Damn he’d changed since the last time I’d seen him. He had some new ink and I found myself strangely drawn to it. It was hot as fuck, is all I’m saying. “Kevin, you’re staring again.” “Sorry I can’t help it your new tats are really cool. Although I’m not really sure why’d you get one biohaz tattoo let alone two? You’re not a toxic guy. You’re really nice.” Scotty just about choked on his drink. “Umm, they’re nothing really. I’m in a special club and that’s our logo.” “Huh okay, that’s weird but whatever.” I could tell he was really uncomfortable and didn’t want to discuss it further so I dropped it. Now I hadn’t discussed with Scotty the real reason for my divorce. I’d just told him we’d grown apart. Which technically was true. I don’t know why I was so worried. He wouldn’t care at all but I was still nervous. He was out late one night so I was bored and borrowed his computer to look up a few things. I noticed there was one browser he’d just minimized so I opened it up. Yes I know I shouldn’t snoop on my best friend’s computer but come on like you wouldn’t do it too. What I found both shocked me and gave me the biggest woody I’d ever had. On the screen was Scotty with his legs in the air getting fucked like crazy with no condom in sight. The guy fucking him seemed to have cum so he pulled out and another guy quickly took his place. Scotty was moaning and telling the new guy to fuck him harder, to recharge his ass. Recharge his ass what the fuck did that mean?” I was so entranced watching the top shove his huge dick in and out of Scotty that I hadn’t noticed the guy looked really familiar. Holy fucking shit that was my son Josh’s big dick fucking my best friend. Seriously what kind of sick shit was this and when did I take my dick out and start jacking off. And why was I leaking more than I normally did. I kept watching the video and started to notice there was several guys in the room with Scotty and they all seemed to have at least one biohaz tat somewhere on their body. Fuck me even Josh had one. Next thing I knew I was shooting my load all over my hand. I didn’t have any tissues handy so I just did what came natural and brought my hand up to my mouth and cleaned it off. Damn why had I never tasted my cum before, it was delicious. I sat there in a state of shock for a few minutes trying to understand what I had just watched. My son was fucking my best friend. My son, was fucking my best friend. My best friend was letting my son fuck him without a condom and he was loving it. Fuck I was hard again and stroking my dick, again. What! The! Fuck!! I should be pissed off but I was only pissed that there wasn’t any more of the video to watch. I calmed down, okay I did watch it one more time and might have shot another load, then I calmed down and cleaned up. I minimized the screen so Scotty wouldn’t know that I knew his dirty little secret. I put his computer away and jumped on my phone to research gay men and the biohaz tat. Hmmm club my ass. I was in shock. Result after result came up biohazard tattoo equals HIV. What the fuck. Then I found sites about guys actively chasing for the disease, apparently they called themselves bug chasers. I was feeling really conflicted. On one hand it appeared my best friend and my son were HIV positive, on the other hand I was fucking hard again. Seriously what the ever loving fuck was happening to me. I shot my third load of the night, looked at the clock and realized how late it was getting. I was in no place to deal with Scotty tonight so I quickly went to bed to avoid him before he got home. That night I had the most erotic dream. Instead of Scotty in the middle of all those guys getting fucked it was me. I made sure I was out of the apartment before he woke up. I knew I couldn’t avoid him forever but I just needed some time to digest all this shit. Damn I really needed someone to talk to about this but the one person in my life I would normally turn to was exactly the one person I couldn’t talk to. And damn it, I was hard again just thinking about that video. Fuck!

When I am invited to a sex party (it has been a while) I am always one of the designated bottoms so the prepping pays off. But it has happened in 1-on-1 meets that I spent a long time prepping to make sure I am cleaned properly and then the guy nuts in 2 minutes and is done. Although I appreciate the load it is sometomes frustrating having spent all that time prepping for that.

I love fucking and breeding/seeding a cumdump. I think they provide a much needed service and this top really appreciates the effort.

It's not about being "PC". There's A LOT on this site that isn't PC. It's about staying within the limits of the law. I've said it before and I'll say it again (over and over)… Who you vote for makes a difference in your sexual freedoms. Who your friends and family vote for makes a difference in your sexual freedoms. Don't think you can ignore politics and then come on a board like this and complain that your freedoms are being limited. You, your friends, and your family members limited those freedoms when you voted the wrong lawmakers into office. Oh, and it's just going to get worse. About a week ago 4 Senators asked Attorney General Barr to do more obscenity prosecutions (conservative source, liberal source). Obscenity isn't just about images – text can be "obscene" as well. Barr was a big proponent of obscenity prosecutions when he worked in the Justice Department in the Bush (Sr) administration. If Trump gets a second term we're likely to go back to those rather dark days. And it's not just a problem in the US. Britain is trying to regulate porn (though it's temporarily failed), Australia wants to regulate porn, etc. The rules on this site are there to keep things legal and to keep the site off the radar of aggressive conservative groups. This is why the moderation of this site is "somewhat aggressive" and why that will continue to be the case with the sites I'm building. I don't need problems. If you become a problem, then you're no longer welcome here. This is a private site, there is no right to free speech. Free speech means you can start your own site and possibly face lawsuits and jail if you don't police it properly.

Chapter 4 I made it home before Scotty so I figured I might as well cook dinner. I needed to do something to keep myself preoccupied. He showed up about an hour later. “Hey stranger. Hmm something smells good,” Scotty said. “Hey, I got home early so I just figured I’d whip us up some food.” “This is perfect. So what’ve you been up the last couple days?” Hmm that was a loaded question. “Just busy with work. What about you. You’ve had some late nights.” “Uh yea, was helping some friends out. Sorry I haven’t been around.” “Scotty don’t worry about it. The last thing I wanted was to cramp your style. I really do appreciate you letting me crash with you. I should be able to move in next weekend.” “It’s cool. I’ve enjoyed having you here.” “So I have a question for you. I, umm, I’m not sure how to ask this. It’s about your tattoo.” “I have lots of tattoos you’re gonna have to be more specific,” he grinned at me. He was not going to make this easy. “Okay fine,” I grinned back. “Specifically, your biohazard tattoo.” “Umm Okay What do you want to know?” “Why that design? Are you HIV positive?” “Uhh, what makes you say that?” I gave him a look, “really, that’s your response? It’s no big deal I’m just curious.” “Okay, yep, I’m poz.” “And your okay with that?” He looked at me sheepishly, “yea I’m very okay with it.” “Hot,” I whispered. “What did you say?” “Umm, cool glad you’re okay with it.” “One last question. Did you actively try to become poz?” Okay he wasn’t expecting that question. “Seriously, no judgement. I’m just curious.” “Yes, I did.” “Can I ask why?” “It’s hard to explain and honestly I’m not sure I really know why. It was just a need I had deep down inside. Like a part of me was missing. Sorry, I know it sounds fucked up. Hell I know most people think it’s crazy but it was just something I needed to do.” “No I get it. I mean I don’t totally, but I’m trying to understand.” Because honestly ever since Andrew and Charlie planted the seed I can’t stop thinking about it. I went on to tell him that my divorce was really because my ex was a lesbian. I conveniently left out the part about me being gay and that I still had two loads inside me from this afternoon. Hey there is such a thing as over sharing. Don’t judge me. We spent the rest of evening just bullshitting. It was nice, oh yea I was also hard all night. The rest of the weekend was pretty uneventful. Except I found myself on Twitter looking at the accounts of guys who only fuck raw. Which inevitably lead me to the accounts of a lot of poz guys. Every time I’d see a guy with a biohaz tat I’d start getting hard. I followed, unfollowed and re-followed so many accounts I’m surprised my account wasn’t flagged. By Monday I needed to get fucked. The problem was I just wasn’t sure how to go about that. Hey it’s been awhile since I was single. I tried texting Charlie but he was out of town for the week. He suggested I speak with Andrew. Right talk to my boss about getting fucked. I’m pretty sure HR would already frown on the fact that he introduced me to Charlie in the first place. I made it to Wednesday until I couldn’t take it anymore. I was honestly a little surprised that Andrew hadn’t chatted with me earlier but I guess he was in meetings both days. Wednesday I’d seen him in the halls and said hi a couple times but didn’t really have an opportunity to talk. In the afternoon I wandered down to his office and saw he was alone so I knocked on his door and stuck my head in. “Hi Andrew, was just wondering if you had a few minutes?” “Of course, come on in and shut the door behind you.” I of course had brought with me a real work issue to at least make this seem like a legit visit. We took care of the work issue quickly then he said, “so how’d your meeting Friday go?” “Um it was very informative.” “I spoke with Charlie and he feels you have excellent potential to become a total bottom cum slut. He also mentioned you tried to contact him again but he wasn’t available.” “Yep, I was kind of hoping for a repeat meeting.” “You’re a hot guy. There’s lots of ways for you to find guys to fuck you. In fact there are several at this company who would gladly bend you over their desk and breed your cunt. Including yours truly. He stood up and I could see the outline of his very hard, very big cock through his tight pants. “I’m not so sure about my boss fucking me. I mean my boss is hot as fuck but he’s still my boss.” “Totally understand. So if he wasn’t your boss would you let him fuck you?” I didn’t even think, just responded, “yes!!” “Even if he’s poz?” “Ahh umm, I don’t know.” “You hesitated, interesting. I’d say you’re warming up to the notion of taking toxic cum. Would that be accurate?” “Oh fuck! No, yes, maybe. I’m not sure.” He grinned at me. “You should probably get back to work.” I immediately went to the bathroom and shot my load. Friday I finally moved into my new apartment. Most of my stuff was being shipped or I’d purchased new since my ex kept the old house, so there wasn’t too much, so between Scotty, Josh, his friend Zack and me we had it done pretty quick. I offered to buy the guys pizza and beer but all three of them had somewhere to be. Some of the new furniture had arrived that morning so I was just relaxing when Andrew called. “Hi Andrew.” “Did you get all moved?” “Yep now just need to unpack.” “How horny are you?” “Climbing the fucking walls!” “Good! Clean out and be to the address I’m going to text you in two hours. Don’t over think it Scotty. It’s time!” Then he hung up and I received the text a minute later. He was right. Enough pussyfooting around. It was time to take the plunge. I cleaned out and the next thing I new I was at the address he’d given me. I knocked on the the apartment door and was soon face to face with an older gentleman, probably in his early 60s, in great shape. Tall and skinny, wearing just a pair of very tight shorts. It looked like his long cock was just about to peak out of the bottom of his shorts. He had a big red biohaz tat that surrounded his left nipple which was also pierced. “You must be Kevin. I’ve heard a lot about you. Come on in. I’m Greg, Andrew’s partner.” I stepped inside and he gave me a tight hug and squeezed my ass. “Damn I can’t wait to breed your neg cunt. Charlie tells me you’re a natural.” Gulp! He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and lead me into the living room where Andrew was talking on the phone. He waved and motioned for me to sit. I couldn’t take my eyes off Greg’s crotch. “He may be awhile, why don’t you take my dick out and have a taste. I can tell you want too.” Yep I did. He stood in front of me and I pulled down his shorts. The longest cock I’d ever seen popped out. Thank god it was skinny like him or I’d never get it down my throat. He was already leaking so I just went to town. “Damn Charlie’s right, this boy can suck.” He soon pulled his dick out of my mouth. “Fuck I was getting close. Your mouth is great but all the loads need to go in your other hole today. You’re wearing too many clothes. Why don’t you get comfortable.” By the time I was naked Andrew was off the phone and taking his clothes off too. “You ready for this Kevin?” I nodded yes. “You need to say it Kevin. Tell us what you want, what you need.” Oh fuck. They were both stroking their hard cocks, precum dripping from the ends. “I need you to fuck me.” “Kevin!” “I need you to stick your poz cocks deep in my neg cunt and blow your toxic loads deep inside me. I need you to knock me up!” “Good boy. Now we can begin.”

Traveling for work allows me to see a lot of the country and it also allows me to hook up with a lot of guys. I love to set up anon scenes when I’m on the road. Being ass up in a dark room and letting strangers use my hole for their pleasure. I knew at some point I would get pozzed. But I also knew that in my head and heart I wanted to know when it happened and with who. I started looking on bbrts for profiles that were poz in areas I would be traveling to and I found exactly what I was looking for in my favorite place. Colorado! I sent a message to him letting him know I was going to be in the area for a week and was looking for some fun. I received a reply back a few minutes later. “Hey man! Sounds like fun! What all you into and looking for?” I replied back “ I’m a total bottom. Love to suck and swallow, and really love to get bred”. “Hot! Would love to breed that hole! I see you’re neg. you know I’m poz right? I’m not on meds either. You chasing?” ”Yeah I know you’re poz! I’m not really chasing, I like to do anon scenes and know it’s just a matter of time until it happens. I would really like to know when and who it happens with. Make sense?” “Hell yeah man! I get it. I would love to poz that hole for you if you really want it! When will you be in town?” ”I fly in this Saturday and will be there until the following Sunday. So will have a whole week to get together if you have time. I’ll be staying at the holiday inn downtown” ”Thats perfect. I’m available all week and live downtown about 5 blocks from the hotel. Let me know when you get to town and we can get together. I’m available all weekend and all week long in the evenings.” “Sounds good! I’ll let you know when I check in Saturday afternoon and we can set something up. Here’s my cell # xxx-xxx-xxxx. Text me anytime.”

Set up another anon motel room scene last week. Took the afternoon off work and spent about 5 hours just taking anonymous loads. Over that period of time I entertained 7 hard cocks, and by the time the last guy arrived my ass was gaping and sopping wet with cum. Even when my hole is open and slick, I can still tell when a guy is wearing a rubber. It's like my hole rebels, and I can't really enjoy myself. And so it was with guy #7. I never heard him put it on, but I felt the extra friction of the rubber against my walls. I tolerated it briefly before telling him that I wanted him bare. I was doggy-style on the bed while he stood behind me. I raised myself up onto my knees and reached behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck as my hand found his shaft. I gripped it tight, and it hardened even more in my hand. His breathing quickened. I worked my hand down to his balls and began to roll the condom off. "But I want to be protected," he protested. I stopped. "I want it raw," was my response. He hesitated, my hand still gripping his shaft. "OK," came the reply, and in one quick motion I slid the rubber off the rest of the way. I grabbed his shaft again and guided it to my hungry hole, slipping the head inside before settling back into the doggy position. Sure enough, he seemed to love being raw inside me. He rammed home and pounded my hole hard and deep. He was hitting my prostate just right when he asked, "Where should I cum?" "Inside me," I hissed. "Fill me with your cum." That was all the encouragement he needed. He grabbed my hips, gave a final thrust, and buried his load deep inside me. I squeezed my sphincter and felt the pulsing of his shaft as he delivered what I wanted. As he withdrew, I spun around and took him in my mouth, cleaning him off thoroughly. He left without another word, and I figured he was probably too freaked out by what had happened to contact me again. But I was wrong! Got an email from him this morning - he wants to breed me after work.

Sometimes I also get this sad feeling of wasted time for endless cleanup before visiting sauna, darkroom or else for a fuck session and really little happens, mostly ending up with topping only (what's not bad btw). So I can understand that everybody who cares about this feels concerned or even a bit upset. Nevertheless I'll continue cleaning to feel comfortable myself. I'm also astonished that often enough when lurking less unprepared through the local parks, I bet and will win somebody or even more guys are wanings to fuck and unload regardless of a little 'desaster' - have given up to think about it. Tip: I carry wet wipes for this cases and have all the fun you can get! [corrected typo]

Part 3 - June 2008 Byron's working out resulted in his body changing gradually, he obtained better muscle definition and grew several inches making him a little more formidable against Darren. At 12 years old he was still pursued by Darren on weekly basis, tormenting and taunting him but he did it with more caution and steered clear of him when Stefan was around. Darren was constantly threatening Stefan behind his back but soon quietened down whenever he was in earshot or starring at him. Stefan and Byron were like brothers and inseparable, they walked on to the playing field one lunchtime sitting down to eat lunch, clearly Stefan had something on mind but it was almost as if he was holding back saying anything. "Are you going to tell me what is bothering you is it me?" Byron asked looking at him. Stefan put his sandwich down "No, this is my last term here Byron" he sheepishly said looking at him. "Oh" he replied and stopped eating "are you moving away?" Byron asked. Stefan shook his head "No, but I am moving to a grammar school in September" he replied biting his sandwich. Byron smiled "Well done, I know it's not easy getting in there" he said "I am going to miss you though". Stefan appeared more upset "Me to, you have been a great friend to me here Byron". "You have helped get through the last few years here Stefan" Byron said looking towards Darren. Stefan smirked "He won't touch you I will make sure of that" he said looking at Byron. "I still want to be your friend even when you leave" Byron said seeing Stefan smile. "And you, you will keep up your dancing?" Stefan asked handing me his soda. Byron nodded "I have to dance for this panel on Saturday, something about a scholarship" he said. Stefan rubbed Byron's head "You will do alright mate you are one hell of a dancer now" he said smiling at Byron. Byron was a little nervous as he sat there behind the panel of 3 people who had come to see several dancers from various studios in the region. Mary sat next to Byron with his mother and explained that he was not to get upset as it was not easy getting a scholarship and it was his first judging so expect some disappointment and constructive criticism. Byron had known that winning a scholarship could change his life as it would mean moving schools to Mountview in London where he would board and be trained and lectured to complete his education. He never heard the door open at the back or saw Stefan creeping in and sitting at the back. "Byron Hillier" the female panellist called his name. Mary stood "Remember Byron, breath, relax, smile and dance on the beat of the music" she said to him. Byron nodded and looked at the stage "I got this" he said smiling to Mary and his mother. Byron took the stage and did a one minute contemporary piece and then one minute of ballet. When the music finished he stood there watching the panel as they looked at him then lowered their head discussing him. She turned to her colleagues telling them she had it on good authority that we wouldn't be disappointed coming here and they nodded to her agreeing it was worth the detour. The female panellist looked up and said thank you, that was his queue to exit the stage and return to his seat, walking towards his seat he caught sight of Stefan who was smiling and holding his thumps up. Byron rushed up to the back of the theatre. He hugged Stefan who had stood up and then embarrassingly let go and sat down next to him. He couldn't figure out why he had just hugged Stefan like that, Stefan didn't seem to mind. It was the first time Byron actually wondered why his body reacted like that, he quickly brushed it off and sat chatting to Stefan as if nothing had happened. Mary was speaking to the female panellist and she called Byron over explaining that they wanted him to dance a musical number and make it up as he went. He was allowed to listen to the music a couple of times and then took the stage. Stefan had moved down next to his mother who was pleased to see he had come to support Byron. The one minute piece seemed to be over before he started, flashing by in an instant he stopped dancing and the panel applauded him, Mary looked at the panel and knew he had done good by the smiles on their faces. Byron walked out in to the sunshine feeling sick with nerves and worry, he had landed the scholarship to start in September. It would mean being away from home and his best friend Stefan, it also meant no more Darren and his days spent dodging him at all cost and making his life so miserable at school. Byron heard the car pulling up on the drive, quickly he said good bye to his mother and went outside, climbing in to the back seat of the car he said good morning to Stefan's mother Louise and Stefan, she backed the car out and moved forward heading towards school. "I hear your audition went very well Byron" Louise said glancing at him in the rear view mirror. Byron smiled "Yes, but it was horrible doing it, I had to fight not to be sick" he laughed. Louise laughed "Poor thing, the nerves will ease the more you perform" she said "Is it Mountview you got in to?". "Yes" Byron replied "Mountview Academy of Performing Arts" he said smiling from ear to ear. Louise nodded "It is one of the best Byron" she said "hard work and even harder education" she chuckled. "Really?" Byron asked looking at her "how do you know that?" he said seeing her smile. "I went there years back for a career in musical theatre" she said remembering her days fondly. Byron leaned forward "So are you in musical theatre now?" he asked. Louise shook her head "No, I met Stefan's father doing my ninth production and well this one came along". Byron looked at Stefan then back to Louise "Oh, I'm sorry" he said. Louise laughed "Don't be, I love my family more than stage" she said "I was quite a name in the Westend". Byron sat back "Will you show me, over the summer holidays?" he asked timidly. Louise looked at him pulling up to the school gates "I would love to Byron" she smiled. Stefan walked with Byron and giggled "Your a charmer" he said "My mother really likes you". Byron smiled "Do you think she would help me, you know teach me stuff" he asked. Stefan laughed "Oh my god she would be over the moon to do that, she misses it I know she does". It was through Stefan telling his mother how good he thought Byron was that Louise attended one of the school productions, the following day she put in a call to her long term mentor at Mountview. To Byron's dance teacher Mary it was a call out of the blue when they informed her they would holding auditions and to bring her best students along. July came around and the end of the academic year, Byron and Stefan walked towards the gates and turned to look at the school one last time. Relief strewn across Byron's face was evident to Stefan, he patted his shoulder 'come on bro' he said. Stefan had taken to calling Byron his little brother even though they were the same age, Byron caught sight of Darren waiting at the gates for his cronies. They had both kept quiet about moving schools, the aim was to bow out gracefully from this horrible place and never look back. "Shall not miss him that is for sure" Byron said as they walked nearer to Darren. Stefan smirked "He never scared me, I saw him for what he was. Stupid" he said and Byron giggled. "He will have a shock in September when neither of us show up" Byron said looking at Stefan. Stefan laughed "Probably be thankful that I am not coming back" he said and Byron nodded as they passed him. Byron saw Darren smirk and mouth the word gayboy and lovers, strangely Byron looked at him and showed him his middle finger, Stefan laughed looking directly at Darren making sure he remembered who broke his arm. Darren watched them both climb in to the large 4x4 and drive off. Throughout the summer holidays Byron took Stefan out running every day, their course took them up the Malvern hills overlooking the town. Often they would stop for a break along the hiking path in the shade of the trees and look down at the town and the unmistakable sight of the Flowers estate. The last few miles of their run would take them down hill passing in to the wealthier part of Malvern to Stefan's house. Byron spent most of his summer here hidden away in the confines of the large 5 bedroom house and sprawling gardens. He would stay over from Friday to Monday and sit with Louise watching some of her musical theatre productions that had been filmed. Both singing and dancing loudly recreating the scenes displayed in front of them. Stefan's father Matthew clapped and cheered loudly as Louise fell back on the sofa laughing hysterically catching her breath. "My god Byron, you are so good I see what Stefan and Louise mean" Matthew said to him as Byron bowed. Louise sat up "I told you" she said "he is going to go far" nodding to Byron. Byron held out his hand "Come on show my that dance routine you did again I loved it" he asked Louise. She smiled and jumped to her feet teaching Byron a complete dance number from the musical she became renowned for starring in. Byron had the summer of his life and learnt so much from Louise, even Stefan could hold a tune and would join them in singing some of the songs. September loomed and sadness fell as Byron was taken to London and started his education at Mountview. He sat alone in the small room for several minutes until a dark haired boy called Sam entered, he was the same age as Byron, marginally shorter but already he showed a dancers solid build. "You must be Byron" Sam said walking over towards him. Byron nodded "Yes" he said unsure what to say. "I'm Sam, we are sharing a room and classes" he said sitting next to Byron. Byron smiled "Okay, nice to meet you Sam" he said noticing Sam looking at him. "I hear your quite good already" Sam said offering Byron some gum. He took the gum trying to size Sam up "Thanks, well I'm not sure about good but I have a right and left foot". Sam laughed "I heard you do a really good routine from 42nd Street, will you show me" he asked. Byron chuckled "What now?" he asked looking shocked. "Yeah come on I want to see it" Sam pleaded and started humming the song. Byron stood up a little embarrassed "I don't have tap shoes on" he suddenly said to Sam. Sam stood up next to Byron and they both danced oblivious to other students who were in the dance studio next door, they had stopped and were now looking through the window into the small room as Byron and Sam danced smiling at each other. Sam mostly watching Byron's feet unable to keep up in time with him, Sam laughed loudly when they finished and turned hearing the cheers from the studio. Byron went bright red and sat down watching as Sam caught his breath an sat next to him. "Crap you are amazing, who taught you that routine it is bloody hard" Same said leaning back in his chair. Byron looked at him "My friends mother, she was in musicals" he replied. Sam leaned forward "Really, what is her name?" he asked. "Oh" Byron looked at Sam "Louise Anderson but I think her name back then was Louise Hythe" he replied. "Shut up!" Sam suddenly said "You know Louise Hythe?" he said sounding astonished. Byron nodded "Yeah she taught me that routine during the summer" he replied casually. Sam chuckled "You know she is one of the biggest Westend legends" he said. Those first 15 minutes sat there together Byron and Sam bonded, over the years they both helped each other out training together and dancing together. Byron knew he was changing and at 14 he found his body seemed to yearn more for the company of males, he was beginning to awaken finding he actually had the biggest crush on Sam. They had both grown in height and stature developing superb muscle tone from their exercising and running. Byron often wondered about Sam catching him starring at him several times and always paying attention when Byron danced. They hung out a lot during term and in the holidays Sam would go back to his family home in Surrey and Byron to Malvern. Stefan ached for when he would come home and often be waiting at Byron's house to welcome him back. Stefan found it hard making friends at his new school, although he was friends with a few guys he never let anyone inside his personal space. Only Byron had ever managed that and it was what kept their friendship so special and real, they wrote to each other several times a week and spent all their holidays together. At 14 Byron had passed Darren in town, they exchanged looks, it was only after the initial glance that Darren realised it was Byron, by the time he turned around he had vanished. Darren walked back retracing his steps, he had to know if it was indeed Byron he saw as he couldn't be sure. He wandered in and out of shops and sat on a bench looking down the row of shops. He wanted, no needed to know what was going on with him, after all he missed teasing him at school. He waited several minutes then stood up and walked to the end of the street nearly bumping in to Byron who came out of a shop. "Oh fuck" Byron said looking Darren in the eye. Darren smirked "Alright gay boy" he said looking around and confident Stefan was no where to be seen. "Fuck off Darren" Byron replied pushing past Darren then feeling him grabbing his arm. "Not so quick poofter" Darren said pulling him back sharply "I am not done with you". Byron looked at his arm "Careful or it might break again" he said feeling Darren release his hold on his arm. "Where is your boyfriend then and where did you both go?" Darren asked. Byron just starred at Darren "Your no friend of mine so do yourself a favour and shuv off" he said. Darren was in the mood to fight Byron "I'm gonna knock your head off queer boy" he sneered at Byron. "Has your arm mended or does it need readjusting" a voice came from behind him as Stefan stood there. Darren turned sharply "I'm going to get you back don't worry" he said to Stefan stepping aside out of the way. Stefan laughed "Bring it on Darren if you dare" he replied stepping towards Darren. Darren quickly turned and ran off "Once a tosser always a tosser" Stefan said laughing. Byron smiled "I can't believe he still wants to bully me" he said. Stefan patted his shoulder "I am proud of how you stood up to him, you are changing Byron" he said smiling. Darren was always there in the back of his mind whenever he was back in Malvern. Fortunately their paths very rarely crossed when he was home, the day when he stood up to Darren marked a significant turning point where he no longer felt threatened or intimidated by him. Byron and Sam both had a busy few weeks finishing rehearsals, they had both been cast to dance in a musical as cast members for a matinee show on a Saturday afternoon. Byron's parents, Louise and Stefan arrived at the theatre shortly before curtain up and took their seats in the dress circle. A few avid musical fans recognised Louise arriving in the foyer of the theatre asking for autographs. Byron and Sam did exceptional in the 3 numbers they were in despite both being nervous and this, the biggest audience either of them had performed in front of. Derek their dance tutor waited until the boys had changed at the end of the show and escorted out to the foyer of the theatre where his parents, Louise and Stefan stood applauding them. Byron's whole face lit up when he realised they had come to see him in his first casting. Sam's parents on the other hand were away and Byron introduced him to Stefan and the others. Derek told Byron's parents they must be back by 9pm. They spent a wonderful evening having dinner and catching up. Sam was in heaven talking to Louise the whole evening about her career. Both boys would be called back to perform at the Saturday matinee show every week gaining more experience.

Chapter 2 I arrived at work extra early just so I could be out of the apartment before Scotty woke up. I’d been at my new job for two weeks now and so far was really enjoying things. The east coast office was a little more laid back which actually surprised me plus I already knew some of my coworkers from joint projects and lots of video conference calls in the past. My boss, Andrew, had only been with the company for about two years but was really popular with both senior management and his direct reports. I didn’t really know much about him but the gossip I’d heard was that he was 42, single, never married, no kids and no one had any clue about his sexual orientation, but everyone had an opinion. What I did know was that he was about 6’2”, blond hair, green eyes, goatee, had really hairy arms so one could hope his chest was hairy too. He wore his shirts extremely well fitted so you could easily tell he had a great body. And his pants were tight in all the right places. I jumped into a big project I was responsible for and before I knew it the day was over. This was good. I hadn’t thought about my son fucking my best friend all day. I glanced at the clock and noticed it was almost 6:30. When I get focused on a project I tend to block everything else out, not mention I was trying to avoid Scotty. There was a knock on my office door and when I looked up my hunky boss was standing there with a big beautiful smile on his face. “Hey Kevin, what are you still doing here, go home.” “Hi Andrew, sorry I just lost track of time.” “You know you don’t have to prove yourself to me, right? We’ve worked on projects together before. Granted we were in different offices but I know your work ethic and you have a good rep.” “No, I know, I just wanted to get as much done as possible,” and I was avoiding my roommate. He came around to my side of the desk and leaned over to look at my computer. Fuck he smelled good! “Damn, Kevin, from what I see here I’d say we’re about two weeks a head of schedule. I think you’re safe to go home for the night.” He grinned at me. “Umm, uhh, yea I’m just wrapping this up and then I’ll head out.” He patted my shoulder and moved back around and took a seat in one of the chairs in front of my desk. “So, how are you liking the east coast office so far?” “It’s good. I knew some of the people here already so that’s made the transition easier.” “You all settled into your apartment?” “No not yet. I should be all set to move in next week hopefully.” “Oh sorry man, I just assumed you were already in your place. Where've you been staying?” “My best friend’s apartment.” He suddenly got a very knowing look on his face. “So is that why you were here before everyone this morning and still here now?” I let out a chuckle, “yea you could say I might be trying to avoid my ‘roomie’ at the moment.” He burst out laughing, “what happened? You walk in on him having sex?” “Not exactly, I kind of saw a video of him having sex.” “Damn! Was it hot?” He looked at me wiggling his eyebrows at me. “Uhh seriously?” That broke the tension and I started to laugh too. “Close up here and let’s go hit the gym then go get some dinner.” I stammered, “I’m, I’m good Andrew. I’m sure you have plans tonight. I don’t want to hijack your evening.” “Nope only thing I had planned was to hit the gym and I’d love a workout partner so come on. I won’t take no for an answer. Besides I get the feeling you could use someone to talk too.” “Uhh thanks but I don’t have a gym membership or clothes with me,” I said trying to beg off. “I can get you in on a guest pass and I always have an extra pair of workout clothes with me.” I could tell I wasn’t going to win this argument so I said, “okay you let’s go.” His smile got even bigger, “perfect! I’ll grab my stuff and meet you at the elevator in five.” What the fuck was I doing? This was so not a good idea. Turns out his gym was a small but well kept facility located pretty close to the office. He got me checked in with the hot receptionist that looked like he could easily benchpress me without even breaking a sweat. We made it to the locker room and as we turned the corner there was a large sign that read ‘This is a gym not a bathhouse. No sex allowed.’ “Damn Andrew, what kind of place have you brought me too?” He turned to me with a panicked look on his face but as soon as he saw my grin he relaxed. “Guess I should’ve warned you about that,” he chuckled, “but honestly that sign’s been up so long I kinda forgot it was even there. “It’s all good,” I joked. We found some lockers and he handed me his spare workout clothes. I turned away from him and quickly changed. It’s not that I’m shy but I didn’t think I’d be able to keep my dick soft if I saw him naked, and come on guys, he’s my boss. When I turned to face him he was tying his shoes. Fuck me! If I thought he looked good in his office attire he was a fucking wet dream now. He had on a muscle T-shirt that hugged his body perfectly and his gym shorts showed off his hairy muscular legs. He had a tattoo of a compass on his upper right arm. Damn, it was sexy. I was beginning to think I might need to get some ink of my own. He cleared his throat and I realized I’d been staring. “You all right there, Kevin?” “Umm, yea, right sorry let’s do this.” He had a small smirk on his face as he looked me up and down. Now if he looked like a fucking wet dream I looked like a wet noodle. Let’s just say his clothes on me didn’t have quite the same effect as they did on him. We worked out hard for an hour and then headed back to the locker room. I suddenly realized I hadn’t thought this through. We were both covered in sweat which meant we’d need to take a shower before we could go get dinner which meant we were both going to be naked together and very soon. Fuck my dick liked that idea and started growing. I was trying really hard not to stare at his naked ass as he lead me to the showers. There were already a couple of other guys in the room when we arrived so we ended up having to take showers on opposite sides of the room. Thank god! I was almost fully hard by this time so at least I wouldn’t be right by him. The guy I was next to was busy soaping up his cock which appeared to be rock hard. He was watching me and winked when he noticed me staring. “It’s cool man. We may not be allowed to have sex here with others but they said nothing about ourselves.” He was jacking pretty hard now and wasn’t long before he closed his eyes tight and started shooting his load across the room. “Damn, that would have been so much more satisfying if I’d been able to shot that load deep inside your tight ass.” He winked at me and went back to finishing his shower. Oh fuck I had to get out of there. I grabbed my towel and beelined it for my locker. I was pretty much dressed by the time Andrew walked in. “Did you even shower,” he joked, “I turned around and you were gone.” “Oh just trying to conserve water,” I lamely said. “That’s cool,” he smirked at me. Yep he wasn’t buying that at all. It was at that moment he dropped his towel and my mouth hit the floor. Okay yea his cock was nice. Looked to be at least 6” soft and I could only imagine how big he’d grow too. No, what had my mouth on the floor was his small biohaz tat on his right hip and a scorpion tat on his left. Holy shit was my boss HIV positive? I quickly averted my eyes and hoped he hadn’t caught me staring. I busied myself making sure I hadn’t left anything in my locker. When I thought it was safe, I shut the door and turned to find him dressed and staring at me. He winked, “you ready to go eat?” Yes, dear god please get me out of here. “Yep, I’m ready.” We went to a small diner close by and as we were waiting for our food he asked, “so, this friend you’re staying with, is he just a friend?” “Umm yea, just a friend. We’ve known each other since freshman year in college,” “Wow that’s cool. I’m not in touch with anyone from my college days. So was it weird seeing his sex tape?” Oh dear god maybe it would’ve been less awkward to have just gone home. “Well it wasn’t something I ever expected to see, I can tell you that.” “But you liked it didn’t you?” “I, umm, I...” He grinned, “it’s okay. There’s a couple of guys I went to college with that I wouldn’t mind seeing sex tapes of.” Seriously?? “It was interesting. I’ll leave it at that.” “Fair enough. So listen, I don’t know if you’ve noticed but the number one activity in our office is gossip. For instance, I’ve already been told you’re recently divorced and your wife left you for a woman.” “Fuck me! Even my best friend doesn’t know that bit yet.” “Apparently someone in payroll is good friends with someone in the west coast office who knows the woman your ex hooked up with, or something like that.” “Damn gossiping should be an Olympic sport our company would win hands down. So how come no one seems to know anything about you then?” “Ahh now that’s a very good question, which leads me to our next discussion. I know you saw the tattoos on my hips and I’m guessing with how fast you buried your head in your locker that you know what they mean, so I’d really appreciate your discretion. I don’t usually get close to my coworkers but you looked like you could use a friend today.” “Yes, I definitely noticed your tats; your secret’s safe with me. The thing is I find them sexy as fuck but don’t understand why. Scotty, my best friend, has two. One on his hip and a big one on his back and I can’t stop staring at them. Oh and the sex tape, my son was the one fucking my best friend and he also had the tattoo.” “Well fuck me! I did not expect that.” I bust out laughing, “yea it’s been a weird couple of days.” “What was your honest reaction when you saw the tape?” “I came three times.” His hand went down to his lap and he seemed to be adjusting himself. “Have you ever been with a guy before?” “Scotty gave me blowjobs in college but other than that nope. Fuck I haven’t had sex in over fifteen years. Just my right hand.” “Wait what? You can’t be serious, fifteen years?” “I know pathetic right? I was married and took it seriously. We just stopped having sex years ago.” “Do you want to be with a woman or man now?” “Men, definitely men. Damn it I want a man to bend me over and fuck me until there’s no tomorrow. Oh god, did I say that out loud?” “Yep you sure did.” He was grinning like a fucking fool. “We need to get you laid!” “Umm you’re my boss.” “Kevin, believe me you’re not ready for my dick...yet,” he winked at me “but I think I have a friend who can help you out.” “Yea, I’m not so sure this is a good idea. And I’m guessing all your friends are like you,” he gave me a funny look. “I mean poz. I’m definitely not ready for that. Fuck I didn’t mean to offend you. I’m just so far out of my element right now.” “Relax Kevin.” He placed his hand over mine and squeezed, “believe me I understand where you’re coming from, but trust me when I say you need to this. You need to realize who you really are and embrace your true nature. The friend I have in mind is currently not toxic so he’s perfectly safe.” Okay, I guess that would work. Will he use condoms too?” “Now Kevin I’m pretty open minded with most things but there is one thing I cannot budge on, condoms have absolutely NO place in gay sex.” I started to interrupt him but he put his hand up to stop me. “Trust me on this, I have only your best interest in mind. There’s nothing like a hard raw cock sliding into a tight warm hole, skin to skin. It’s the only way. You’ll understand the first time when you feel your top exploding his load deep inside you.” Fuck, now I was rock hard. I squirmed a bit in my seat a fact he didn’t miss one bit. “I’ll let you know tomorrow when I’ve got it set up. And relax, you’ll love it and I have a feeling it won’t take long for you to be ready for your own tat!” Yea right, that was never going to happen. I was staying negative!

Some members may have heard me speak about my late husband, Mark. We had barely two years together before he was killed by his friend. Mark went to a party on March 16 2018 that this friend "Carl" was hosting. I was not invited. I knew he was going to a sex party with this guy, and they had a history of banging all night with no sleep. Several other unknown friends were going to be there. Mark was due home on the evening of the 18th, but did not return or send any messages. I figured he was having too great a time to deal with me. At nearly one in the afternoon on the 19th, I got a text message from his phone, but it wasn't from him. It was from Carl - Mark had a seizure the previous night and was rushed to a nearby hospital. Mark messaged me later in the day to say he was really sick and in the hospital. He had overdosed on amphetamines, but doesn't remember ingesting anything. When he was returned to me the next day, he couldn't really function: couldn't walk, was in constant pain, covered in bruises, shit himself like crazy, sweated through the bedsheets on the rare occasions he slept, and couldn't keep anything in his stomach. After a week of this, he seemed to get better. His workplace fired him without a reason, so he lost his health insurance. His sickness was still popping back up, and I could see something was wrong with him, but he wouldn't go to the doctor. He collapsed quite suddenly on the morning of April 2nd, and never got back up. Months later, I found out the coroner declared the cause was "blood clot to the lungs". But I know better. Carl killed him. The drugs started that downward spiral. I also learned, in the meantime, that Carl is a meth dealer. He doesn't play unless he's methed out, and he once loaded up his now ex-fiance with drugs so much that his heart stopped, and when he was revived, the fiance was dumped in the alley behind the apartment. This is what kind of person Mark was associating with. He probably had no idea until it was too late. Mark wasn't a user - he hated that stuff. The police will not do anything about it. Most law enforcement still would rather not spend resources dealing with our subculture and investigating crimes within it. They are inclined to believe the coroner but won't pursue the drugging, of which there is documented proof from the hospital Mark was at on the 19th. Here's my point to all of this: Carl has a porn movie that is to be released to the public this Friday. The sonofabitch should not get to resume his normal life after destroying mine. I am seeing this on the anniversary of Mark proposing to me. You can imagine how it makes me feel to learn of it on this day. What are my options? 1) Do nothing, say nothing. This is the easiest course, but nothing will change or happen. 2) Go to Carl and ask him to tell me what the fuck happened at that party. He'll probably lie to me or ignore me. It's also possible that he won't speak to me without an attorney present, lest he incriminate himself. 3) Approach the studio, and ask them not to cast Carl anymore because of this. It's not a strong case, and it would look like I'm bitter about him making films when I don't get to. And it could hurt my chances of working for said studio. What do I do??? I want Carl to be held accountable for what he did to my husband and me, and I don't know what course to take to achieve this end. Do I need a lawyer? Please tell me what I should do.

Do other bottoms or very guys feel that when you take the time to clean out for a sexy party you will spend hours at and not get the amount of cock you wanted that taking sometimes hours to clean out wasn't worth it? The same can go for spending money like Cum Union or something. I just recently had that experience at a party on Saturday and now it kind of turns me off from doing all that prepping, but I don't always want to top. Has anyone else had this experience?

Went to the sauna yesterday. Was quite busy. In the corridor, I walked past an older, skinny guy with bald head, thick cock and a nice smile. He grabbed my arse as I walked past. I stopped and let him finger my hole, feeling the lube. Then he led me to a nearby bench, made me kneel and slid his cock easily up me. He fucked me wordlessly for a few minutes, then grunted and shuddered. He pulled out and we knelt together kissing. I stroked his slippery cock and he gave a little sigh of satisfaction. "Did you cum?" I whispered. He shook his head. "I meant when you fucked me." "Oh yes, "He replied in an offhand way, "I came inside you." Then we kissed again, and he headed off into the darkness. Job done!

My recommendation to you is that you should have a consultation with a GLAAD lawyer. They are tough litigators if it comes to that. They are pro bono for the community.

I feel the same. I love that feeling your cunt gets when you walk with a load in it. I don’t really know why but I feel most like a man after I have been bred. I have always had that feeling.

Moved 1.5 months ago and haven't taken too much dick but got some serious action tonight. Thick bear with mushroom dick from bbrt came over. Poz too. Talk about checking all the boxes. I'm a pro at taking a fat tool but can't remember the last time I had some mushroom head. I'm naked with door unlocked, just sitting on couch. Have a small light on. He comes in, gets naked, and sits back on the couch. He's really hairy down there. I get on my knees between his legs and go to work slobbering over his mushroom head and blowing him. He's moaning and telling me how much he likes it. After a bit we get up, we walk to my bed with him holding my hand, and I bend my stomach over the bed and he gets to work taking care of my ass. His fat dick feels completely full in me and he's thrusting at a good pace and talking dirty to go with his moaning. Tells me I'm taking it really good and that I'm going to deserve this breeding. Soon enough he's grunting and unloading in me. I can feel his warm cum shooting in me and it feels amazing. He catches his breath, we get up and go back to the couch where his clothes are. He asks if that was enough dick for me and it's clear it wasn't. He sits back down, I turn the light off out here so we are in total darkness, and work on getting his cock hard again. I continue to suck him and then just hold his dick still in my mouth once he starts cumming. After that he gets up and gets dressed and leaves. That was some really good dick.

Yep. And I'm a bottom.

Chapter 3 It was Friday and I’d successfully managed to avoid Scotty again. Around 10am Andrew stuck his head in my office and said, “I’ve cleared your schedule for this afternoon. You have a meeting offsite at 2pm. I won’t expect you back until Monday so enjoy your weekend.” “Okay, what’s this meeting? I don’t have anything on my calendar.” “This is regarding that special project we discussed last night. I’ll text you the address. Oh and you’re welcome.” With that he turned and left my office. Shit. I honestly didn’t except him to follow through with getting me laid. I felt like a fucking teenager about to have sex for the first time. Needless say it was good I was two weeks ahead with my work because I didn’t get anything done for the rest of the morning. About 1:30 I received a text from Andrew. ‘Have fun! Here’s the address, don’t be late.’ At 2pm I found myself in the lobby of a nice apartment building waiting for the doorman to announce me. He directed me to the elevators and I was now standing outside apartment 1208. What the hell was I doing?? I stood there for a few minutes trying to work up my courage when the door opened. There standing on the other side of the door was a 6’ 200lbs big burly, hairy daddy. “Hey boy, damn Andrew was right you’re a fucking cutie, come on in.” Wait Andrew thought I was cute. Fuck! I just stood there so he reached out and grabbed my hand to pull me inside. “Damn he wasn’t kidding about you being nervous was he? No reason to worry, my specialty is breaking in new boys. Can’t say I’ve had one your age before but don’t worry it’ll be fun. You can call my Charlie or daddy, I’ll answer to either.” “Hi Charlie, I’m Kevin,” I said taking his offered hand. He pulled into his chest and hugged me. He whispered in my ear, “let’s get started boy I can wait to pop you cherry. Now strip.” I hesitated for only a second till I saw the look on his face. Which seemed to say ‘don’t make me ask twice.’ I quickly stripped and was soon standing naked in front of Charlie. He was just wearing shorts so I could see his big hairy chest and pierced nipples. I could also see the top of a biohaz tat peaking out over the top of his shorts. He saw where I was looking and said, “boy don’t worry, unfortunately for you daddy’s currently on meds so I’m only shooting blanks.” I breathed a sigh of relief. He chuckled, “you may think you don’t want toxic cum now but give it a few days, weeks or months and you’ll be fucking begging to get knocked up.” “Yea I don’t think so,” I stammered. He just smirked at me. “We’ll see. Okay let me take a look at you. Nice body son, average cock but something tells me you won’t be needing that much. Bend over let me take a look at your boy hole.” I turned around and showed him my asshole. He whistled. “Damn, that looks mighty tasty can’t wait to get my dick inside of there. Okay follow me, let’s get you cleaned out and ready for your first fuck.” He showed me how to clean out and make sure I was ready to take any load offered. The whole time he kept telling what a good boy I was and how happy I was going to make all the real men that would get to use my holes. I was soon running clear so he took me to his bedroom and told me to drop to my knees. He slowly removed his shorts and out popped this beautiful 7.5” cock. “Don’t just stare at it, start sucking. He was already dripping precum so I tentatively stuck my tongue out to taste him. Damn, that was good. Next thing I knew I was sucking him like my life depended on it. “Easy boy, watch those teeth. That’s it relax your throat let me in. I gagged a little, but before I knew it I was deep throating my first cock. I have no idea how long I sucked him off for it could have been ten minutes or thirty but all I knew was that I liked sucking cock. Pretty soon I could feel his dick start to convulse and hot salty cum started to fill my mouth. “Good boy take every drop, don’t spill any. Make sure you swallow it all. I made sure he was totally cleaned off before he pulled out of my mouth. I had a stupid grin on my face. “I take it you enjoyed that son?” “Fuck that was amazing. Your cum’s delicious.” “Damn if you liked sucking dick so much just wait until you have one up your tight pussy! Okay hop up on the bed there on you back and lift your legs up in the air.” He pulled me down so my ass was just hanging off the bed. He then dove into my ass and started eating me out. I just about hit the roof. Nothing had ever come close to that feeling. I was moaning like crazy. He came up for air and replaced his tongue with his fingers. “You like my tongue in your pussy boy?” “Oh my god yes!” I screamed “more please.” “Fuck you’re so tight. But don’t worry I’m going to loosen you up enough to take my dick and everyone else’s for that matter. Your doing great boy. I’ve got three fingers in you now. Fuck your pussy is just opening right up for daddy. I’m not going to be able to hold off much longer son.” He grabbed a 6” dildo he had lying on the bed and inserted it in my ass. He slowly moved it in and out driving me crazy. “You like that dildo, you about ready to take your first real cock son?” I just continued to moan. “Answer me boy tell me what you need.” “Cock! I need your cock inside me! Please.” “You gonna make daddy wear a condom?” “NO! No condoms. No condoms ever sir!” “Good boy and why’s that?” “Cum should never be wasted.” I shouted. “Please Charlie, please stick your raw dick inside my tight pussy.” With that he ripped the dildo out of my ass and before I could even scream he shoved his big dick inside me in one go. He was balls deep and laid down on top of kissing me while I got used to his cock. After a short while he started to move in and out of my cunt and the pain turned to incredible pleasure. Charlie could sense the change in me and started fucking me harder. “Oh dear god yes! Harder Charlie, knock me up daddy.” “Fuck yeah boy. You like this poz dick breeding your neg cunt don’t you son?” “Feels so good, please cum in me!” “”Like you ever had a choice boy. Fuck I’m getting close. You want me to pull out son?” “NO!” I screamed. “Inside me, please don’t pull out.” With that he shoved his dick all the way in and blasted his load. I laid on the bed trying to catch my breath. “How you doing there son?” “Wow, wow, wow. Had no idea what I was missing.” Charlie slowly pulled his dick out of my ass and without even thinking I immediately flipped around to clean him off. I had an incredible need to taste his cock covered in cum and ass juices. “You like the taste of your ass don’t you?” I looked up at him with his dick still in my mouth and just grinned. After a few minutes we collapsed side by side on the bed. “Was that really your first time with a guy?” “Yep, a buddy sucked me off years ago but that’s all. This is the first time for any of what we just did.” “Damn boy. Andrew was right, you are a natural bottom. I’m proud of you boy. We’ll have you begging for toxic cum in no time.” “Yea I don’t think so. Barebacking, hell yeah but I’m going to stick with negative guys.” He smirked, “sure you will. Mark my word son, you’re going to start thinking about cum all the time. Neg cum will work in the beginning but soon it won’t be enough and you’ll start to cave the special cum only certain guys can give you.” “We’ll see,” I said, not really believing him. He just grinned at me like he already knew what my future would hold. “You ready for your next lesson.” “Yes please!” He rolled over onto his stomach and told me start working on his ass. I kind of gave him a weird look and he said, “don’t worry you won’t be fucking me just eating out my ass. It’s an important skill you need and something tells me your going to love it especially when there’s another bottom full of cum lying next to you. Now dig in.” I started out tentatively licking his hole but was soon burying my tongue inside him as far as it could go. Damn, and I thought sucking cock was fun! I ate him out like I was a starving man. Soon I could tell his cock was growing and he tapped me on my head. “As much as I’m enjoying your face buried in my ass it’s time to fuck you again.” I climbed up on the bed, got on all fours and wagged my ass at him. “Damn, you’re such a slut. Tell me what you need?” “Cum! I need you to flood my pussy with more cum.” “What kind of cum boy?” I hesitated to say anything. “You know I’m shooting blanks so you can still say it. Come on boy otherwise you’re not getting my load.” Fuck! “Please fuck me with your poz dick and give me your cum.” “Getting closer boy.” He teased the outside of my hole with the head of his cock. “Poz cum! I need your poz cum!! Please.” He shoved all the way in and started fucking me hard. “Good boy. Now was that so difficult?” “Thank you sir!” He continued pounding my ass for a good half hour then unloaded a second round of cum deep inside my cunt. It was about 5pm by the time we finished up and he let me rinse off in his shower. I was leaving with three loads of cum plastered deep inside my body and a huge smile on my face. “You did good son. Hope you enjoyed yourself.” “I did Charlie. Thanks for everything!” “My pleasure. You have my number; next time you need more cum just text me. I’ll be sure to let Andrew know how successful today’s meeting was.” As I was riding down the elevator I realized I’d ended up taking three loads, one down my throat and two up my ass and yet I hadn’t cum once. Huh interesting. When I got out on the street I checked my phone and noticed I had two text messages. One from Andrew, ‘hope it went well. Let me know.’ And one from Scotty, ‘hey stranger. How about dinner tonight?’ Andrew’s reply was easy. “It was great, thanks for introducing me to Charlie.” Now for Scotty I wasn’t really sure what to do but I knew I couldn’t keep avoiding him so I bite the bullet and texted back, ‘dinner sounds great. I should be home shortly.’

A few little things I enjoy about being a cumdump: -Rushing to a dinner on a biz trip after being bred and having no time to clean up...and the awesome slippery feeling of my freshly fucked hole and the cum running out of me as I sit with my Associates -Being fucked and bred in the play room of a gay resort, only to have the Top say, “Wait right there...I’m going to send my boyfriend in to fuck you”...and to have the BF fuck and breed me just minutes later -Having a hot, scruffy guy at Burning Man reach down into my pants after he learns I love to bottom and having him get super hard and exclaim, “Oh, fuck! You let guys cum inside of you?” when he fingers my cummed up hole

al parker ... one of my fave actor all raw then

We both grabbed towels and dried off, heading back into the room. I noticed Dave had grabbed an extra one. He spread it on the end of the bed then told me to sit on it with my legs hanging off. He stepped around the bed and grabbed a pillow, telling me to lie back and lift my butt up. He stuffed the pillow under me pushing my legs up as he knelt. He immediately dove back in and started to eat my hole. Reaching down I grabbed my legs behind the knees to give him better access. My head rolling back as a deep moan of pleasure escaped me. I could feel his tongue inside of me opening me up and I could feel my whole body relaxing as he pleasured my hole. This continued for about 5 minutes and suddenly he pulled away, I gave a little whimper as I felt the air hit my open hole. Dave stood up and opened his bag. He pulled a couple of things out and set one of them on the desk. As he turned around I could see he had a bottle of lube. He popped the top and squirted some on his fingers. Looking at me he said “I’m going to open this pussy up a little more”. With that, he moved his hand towards my hole. I jumped a little at the coldness of the lube. Then immediately let out a moan as he inserted two fingers inside of me. “Your hole feels really good Mike! I can’t wait to feel it surrounding my cock. Mmmmm you were built for fucking, I can tell”. “God that feels so good!” I replied. Looking down I could see my hard cock leaking pre cum all over my stomach. Dave added a third finger to my hole and started working me over with them. Stretching me out. “I think we’re about ready Mike”. “Okay I said” suddenly nervous again, realizing what was about to happen. Dave looked me in the eyes. “I want to fuck you on your back so I can see your face. I want to see the emotions you have while you realize what’s happening. The fear, the excitement, the acceptance. I also want you to see me. We are sharing a bond together. We will be joined together Mike. Now you have two choices. We can stop right here and everything will be cool! No hurt feelings, we’ve had some fun. Or we can continue, but I will tell you. Once I mount this pussy and I’m in you. I will not pull out until I cum in you. So I need you to tell me what you want. Honestly tell me Mike.” As he was talking to me, he was rubbing my chest and stomach. Just his touch made me feel so close to him. I knew in that moment what I wanted. I was scared, but I knew I wanted him and I wanted his poz cum in me. Looking Dave in the eyes. ”I want you to fuck me Dave, I want you to cum inside me and share your gift with me. Please fuck me and give me your poz seed” ”I was really hoping you would say that Mike. It would be my pleasure to give you my gift.”

“Yes I’m Dave” He stood up from the bar stool to shake my hand. “it’s an absolute pleasure to meet you Mike. Do you want to grab a seat and chat for a few?” “Sure” I replied. We decided to grab a booth so we could talk more privately. The waiter came over and we ordered our drinks. The whole time Dave and I just stared at each other. In my mind I was thinking how handsome he was. With his graying hair, deep blue eyes and masculine jaw line. My guess was that he was doing the same with me. Myself I have blonde brown hair with blue eyes also and keep a trimmed goatee. The waiter returned with our drinks and left us alone again. “Now” Dave said smiling “We should be able to talk privately and see how we get along” ”Yes, definitely” I replied. “So tell me” Dave asked “Why do you want to become poz?” “Well like I said in our messaging. I know it will happen eventually, I really like doing anon hookups when I’m traveling, I always ask their status, but I know they can lie and say they are neg. I honestly want to know who knocks me up. To me I think it should be a special bond between two guys and not some random guy that you never even saw. Does that make sense?” ”Yeah I definitely get that Mike! My ex is the one who knocked me up so I appreciated that. But at the time he didn’t tell me he was poz, so it was a shock when I found out. I’m glad I knew my gifter, I just wish he had been honest with me about it. I think it would have been even more special. This is what really intrigues me about you Mike. So what do you think?” “I think we both feel the same way which is cool! How long have you been off meds if you don’t mind me asking?” ”I’ve been off for almost a year now, my Dr is really on me about getting back on them. My numbers are way off so she’s pretty worried. I’ll get back on them, but I like sharing my gift. I don’t get to do it very often, but I do whenever I can. So Mike, do you want to take this upstairs to your room and see where it goes?” ”Yeah I would like that. I’ll be honest, I am really nervous” ”I understand, don’t worry, I don’t plan to just slam it in and just leave when I’m done. We will take our time and make sure we’re both comfortable. I’ll be honest, I’m nervous too” ”Okay, that sounds good. Let’s head up to my room.”

That night I hardly slept at all. Between worrying about missing my flight, work, and especially about Dave. My mind was racing with thoughts about what I was planning to do. Should I even go through with it? Did I want this (yes) but damn I was nervous. I was finally able to get a couple hours of sleep and made my flight no problem. After touching down, I grabbed my luggage and my rents car and started driving towards downtown. I arrived at the hotel right about noon and checked in to my room. My nerves were going crazy at this point! Should I text Dave? Am I ready for this to happen? Again, my head and heart said yes! I do want this! Not to mention I was rock hard thinking about it! I sent a text. “Hey Dave! Mike here, just checked into the hotel. How’re you doing?” I put my phone down, turned on the TV, and started to unpack some of my stuff. While doing this I heard my phone ding. Picking it up I see a text from Dave “Hey Mike! So glad you made it! You still want to get together? I completely understand if you have cold feet. It’s a big step” “Honestly I’m a bundle of nerves, but yeah I definitely want to get together. I need to shower and get ready first though. An hour work for you?” ”Yeah Mike. Take your time, we got all night , tomorrow and the rest of the week to have fun and get you knocked up 😉. Let me know when you’re ready and I will head to the hotel. We can meet in the bar and talk first. Cool?” ”LOL yeah sounds great! I’ll text you when I’m ready! Looking forward to meeting you Dave”. With my nerves still jumbled I jumped in the shower and started cleaning up and out. Taking special care to make sure I was nice and clean everywhere. While getting dressed I texted Dave back to let him know I was ready to meet. After a minute or two he replied back that he was on his way and would meet me in the hotel bar in about 5 min. Grabbing my key card and phone I headed out the door and walked to the elevator. My head swimming with thoughts about what I was doing. Scared but still so turned on that my cock was straining in my jeans. Im glad I was alone in the elevator because I really needed to adjust myself so it wouldn’t show while walking across the lobby. As I entered the bar I noticed a handsome gentleman sitting alone at the bar. He was a little older than me. Probably around mid 50’s. Nice build with graying hair. He turned and saw me walking in and said “you must be Mike?” “Dave I assume?”

The next few days were a blur with getting ready for the trip. My days would be filled with updating and replacing equipment at a customers site and I was busy prepping for the upgrades. So it was a surprise when I got a text from a random number on Friday before my trip. “Hey Man! What’s up?” Recognizing the area code but not the number. I replied back. “Not much.... who is this?” “Oh sorry my bad! Let me introduce myself. Hey this is Dave, we messaged on bbrt.” ”Oh dang! Yeah hey man! Mike here, I’ve been crazy busy getting ready for my trip there! How’s it going? Still interested?” ”Hell yeah! I was just checking to ask the same thing.” “Yeah I’m definitely looking forward to it! Can’t wait to get there and see the mountains and hopefully have a “positive” trip!!! My flight gets in at 10 AM tomorrow and should be at the hotel around noon” “Awesome man! My whole weekend is free and I haven’t jerked off at all this week! Been saving up for you! Hit me up when you check in and we can make plans! “ “Sounds good! I can’t wait Dave! Looking forward to getting together!”

Chapter 9 I’d been stuck in the apartment for a week now. By Friday morning I was climbing the walls. Thank god I had the appointment tonight. I’d finally know for sure if I was poz and hopefully get fucked like crazy. At 5pm I walked into Dr. Manning’s office. The minute Matty saw me he jumped up, ran around the counter and threw his arms around me. “Scotty! I’ve missed you, hot stuff.” “Matty you were at my place Wednesday.” “I know but your were all sickly then and now you’re positively glowing.” “Do you know something I don’t?” He stuck out his lip and pouted only like Matty could get away with. “No! Dr. Meany wouldn’t divulge the results. Something about health care privacy. He insisted you know first.” I burst out laughing. “I missed you Matty.” “Doc wants to see you in his office before we all get naked. You can go ahead he’s waiting for you.” His office door was open so I just stuck my head inside. Fuck he was so handsome. He already had his scrubs top off and was just looking at his computer while playing with his nipples.“Hey doc. Looking good. You wanted to see me!” “You’re looking much better yourself. How you feeling?” “Not back to a 100% yet, but definitely getting there.” “It may take a few more days to be back to normal. Just remember to take it easy. Well except for tonight.” He grinned that sexy wicked smile. “Sit, let me check you out real quick.” He took my temperature and blood pressure. “Everything looks good. Your coloring is back to normal too.” I reached up and pinched one of his nipples. He slapped my hand. “Behave! There’ll plenty of time for that when I’m done examining you. God why are poz bottoms so fucking impatient?” “Wait what?” “You heard me you sexy slut. Did you really have any doubts?” “Well I didn’t want to get my hopes up just in case I was still neg.” I jumped into his arms and gave him a deep kiss. “I’d wager to bet that with that first massive breeding we gave you, your neg cunt never stood a chance, but there’s nothing like getting absolutely confirmation.” He grabbed my hand and said, “come on strip. You have several horny fuckers who have been hounding me all day to tell them the news.” We both got naked and he lead me to the playroom. Gotta say guys there’s something fucking liberating walking around your doctor’s office naked with your doctor’s hand on your hard dick leading you to the fuck playground. We entered the room and Chris, Chad and Matty were all standing there stroking their hard cocks in front of the sling. “So,” they all called out as one, then started laughing. “You want to tell them Scotty?” “I don’t know I think you should be the one.” “Oh fuck the both of you. Just tell us damnit!” Matty yelled. I got a huge smile on my face. “Congratulations guys, you knocked me up.” “Congrats you slut!” They were all still standing in front of the sling. I was kind of expecting a little more of a reaction. Doc put his arm around me. “Now Scotty, we know you lean more towards bottom but we hope with your newly gained status in the poz club that you’ll not be selfish and that you’ll share the precious gift you’ve been given.” They were all looking at me with very proud looks in their eyes. “Chad and I talked about this a lot during the week. I understand my responsibility and fully intend to spread the gift!” They all cheered and surrounded me patting me all over my body. With them closer to me I noticed the sling for the first time. Already secured with a hungry look in his eyes was the cutest ginger I’d ever seen. The doc smiled and said, “meet Adam. When he heard we had a newly pozzed up member of our family he wanted to meet you and present his neg pussy for you to dump your first motherfucking toxic load deep inside.” “Fuck yeah! Thanks guys. I’m so horny, now I understand why y’all wouldn’t let me cum all week.” My hard dick was leaking like crazy. “We’ve got him all prepped for you, “Chad grinned holding up a toothbrush with bright red bristles” “What he doesn’t get Matty’s torture device?” “We decided to go old school tonight, plus I forgot to bring that PA. I only have my smooth one in tonight and we wanted to make sure we knocked the slut up good.” Matty smiled and shrugged his shoulders. “Um excuse me,” Adam said. “I know you’re all excited about Scotty’s new status but there’s a very horny, very neg ass in this room that needs a very poz dick to fuck the shit out of him, now please!” “Fucking bossy bottoms,” doc said. “Scotty you heard the man. Get busy.” I didn’t need to be told twice. I shoved my cock into Adam without warning and started to breed his neg ass for all I was worth. The guys cheered me on all the while stroking their very hard cocks. “Knock the fucker up.” “Breed that neg ass.” “Give him you first very toxic load!” “Poz that motherfucker.” “Yeah you want my poz load?” I screamed. “Yes!!! I need to be pozzed. Please give it to me.” That put me over the edge and I started shooting one of the biggest loads of my life. “Here it comes you fucker. Welcome to the family!” After that it became a no holds bar fuckfest. Adam got at least one load from each of the other guys and I gave him one more. They strapped me down to the fuck bench after I dumped my first load. They said I had to top more now but my first priority was still to be their poz bottom cum dump. Several hours later as we were all trying to catch our breath, Chad crawled over to my space on the floor where I had crashed and rested his head on very tired crotch. “So slut, got any plans tomorrow?” “Besides sleeping till noon, nope. Why,” I asked cautiously. “We have an appointment with Max tomorrow afternoon to get you some new ink. Imagine Max’s surprise when I made the appointment and told him what you wanted.” Oh shit, I tensed up. Max didn’t know I was gay and he was the straightest guy I knew. “Fuck what did he say?” “Let’s see, his exact words were, ‘wait Scott’s gay? No fucking way. And he’s a fucking chaser. I’m so going to kill him’.” “Wait what??” “He said if knew you were gay he’d have knocked-up your ass years ago when you went in for your first tat. He has a huge crush on you.” “Okay now you’re fucking with me. Max is not gay. That man is as straight as they come.” “Funny he said the same thing about you.” Matty started laughing. “When will we learn that looks can be deceiving. You thought I was a screaming bottom, I thought you were a total butch top, Max thought you were straight and you thought he was. Fucking hilarious!” Chad chuckled, “He did say you’d better be prepared to get fucked tomorrow. He may not be able to convert you but he sure as hell is going to add his strain to your toxic ass.” We all thought Adam had fallen asleep until he spoke up, “you guys mind if I come along? I’ve always wanted to get some ink.” “Fuck yeah! Max will love you,” Chad said. Just then doc got up and started pulling on his pants. “Okay boys. I think it’s time to call it night. It looks like Chad, Scotty and Adam have a date with a hot tattoo artist tomorrow.

Part 9 - Old Rivals Daniel had slept until 8am before he started to wake up and stretching his body in bed, laid there for a moment looking up at the ceiling fan silently spinning away without a care in the world, for the first time in ages he felt the same way. He walked in to the bathroom over to the cabinet above the sink, opening it he took out and opened the small white plastic pill container. Tipping out one pill he popped it into his mouth and filled a glass with water before gulping the pill easily down, replacing the cap he put the container back in the cabinet. Ever since he found out that Greg played the field he decided to start taking prep behind his back, he wasn't overly concerned about hiv but he was not going to risk it with the amount of one nighters Greg was having, especially if one of them had an untreatable strain. He jumped in to the shower to freshen up. Dressed he strode in to the lounge to find his mother on the veranda taking coffee. He walked out to join her asking what she was working on as papers lie strewn across the table. She sat back showing Daniel the plans for the LA hotel, his mother worked with the designers on the concepts for all the hotels décor and ambience. She told Daniel of her trip back to LA later today to meet with the designers tomorrow morning as they were flying in. They were deep in discussion when Sofie appeared looking rather anxious. Lucy looked up "What is it Sofie?" she put her pen down on the table. "Old Mack knows your here and wants to see you" she said "I told him I would let him know if you are free". Daniel laughed "What did you do this time to upset him mother?". "Nothing, we haven't spoken since last year" as she held up her hands "Tell him to come over and I will see him". Sofie disappeared to let old Mack know he could come and see her. Old Mack ran the 60 bedroom Saffron Cove hotel next door, like the Salinger Resort it had it's own private stretch of beach and many hotel and investment companies had been trying to prise the land off old Mack for years. The offers kept pushing the price of the land up but he was not selling for any amount of money. He was a local Bajan called Dermot Mack, known throughout as Old Mack since he had been running the hotel for 40 years and was now heading in to his early sixties. There had been years of rivalry between Mack and the Salinger's, mostly through how the Salinger had gone completely high end whilst the Saffron Cove kept itself stable as a 3 star hotel with little investment. The Salinger's had never entered in to discussion to buy the hotel, but Lucy knew how much the land and private beach setting is worth being next door to the Salinger Resort. Half an hour later old Mack appeared with Sofie and joined Lucy and Daniel on the veranda before Sofie left them to it. "Lucy, Daniel" Mack addressed them. Lucy smiled "Mack, please join us for coffee". "Thank you Lucy" he said as Anderson appeared and poured him a cup of coffee. She waited until he was settled "So Mack, have we done something to upset you?". He twiddled his thumbs "No this is a business visit, I came to tell you that I am retiring and moving to Florida". Lucy looked surprised "Really, oh!, well I will miss you but I am happy for you. Is your son taking over the hotel?". "Well no, he is not interested and wants to come with us" a smile appeared on his face feeling a little more at ease. "So who did you sell up to in the end?" she asked. Mack looked at Lucy "No one, that is what I want to see you about. We had our differences but you have always been here when I needed you". Lucy Laughed "It was no easy ride Mack, but I do have to say how much I have admired you over the years". "You know the last offer I had was $60 million for the land and beach front" he looked at Lucy and Daniel. She smiled "Yes I know, I have been kept informed by the town council, so are you taking it?". "Oh no, they will put up some horrible hotel and ruin this spot forever" he remarked. Lucy looked on "So what will you do run it from Florida or bring in a manager?". "No nothing like that" he pulled a hefty set of documents out from his bag "I filed these papers and got approval yesterday from council". "For what?" she looked on a little worried. Glancing at Daniel and Lucy "Buy me out at $10 million, I know you will do right by the land and hotel" he said. Daniel knew to keep his mouth closed and looked over at his mother who pulled the documents towards her and read the contract, Mack sat nervously waiting for her response. After 10 minutes she looked up at Mack. "Mack are you sure this is what you want to do?" she asked. He smiled "I've always known that if I sell it would be to you. It has already been approved with no conditions". Daniel looked at his mother "Mack wants to sell to only you mother, I think you should" he said. She picked up the pen and signed the contract of sale and land deeds "Mack I don't know what else to say" she stood up and held her hand out. Mack stood up and shook her hand "Thank you Lucy, my attorney will be in touch" he said good bye and left. Daniel and his mother just looked at each other in astonishment, Daniel spoke first asking what they should do with Saffron Cove. Sofie appeared and called out to them both that she had found a lost puppy wandering around the pool terrace as Jordan followed in behind her. Daniel strode over to Jordan and kissed him, he was a little unsure weather it would have been appropriate to kiss Daniel in front of his mother, well Daniel had answered that quick enough. Lucy watched on then invited Jordan to join them, thinking back on their conversation last night a plan was forming in her head. "Jordan are you staying in the main hotel?" she asked him as he sat down. "Yes in 121 overlooking the beach" he replied. Lucy shook her head "Nonsense, Sofie see to it that Jordan moves in to the suite this afternoon". Sofie nodded but Jordan intervened "Please that is not necessary." he implied. "Don't be silly Jordan, there are two bedrooms here and it will allow you two some time together" she replied. "Thank you Lucy that is very kind of you" he replied looking at Daniel's big grin. "Oh and Sofie I will be back to two days time overnight again" she said pouring a coffee for Jordan. Sofie looked in her notepad "The couple in the other owners suite leave in the morning so that works perfectly". Lucy smiled "That's sorted then, Jordan you just need to empty your personal things the rest will be moved for you". Jordan thanked her as Daniel and he left Sofie and Lucy whilst Anderson instructed the suite attendant to clean bedroom 2. They walked up to Jordan's room and he emptied the safe and left the contents in the office behind reception as they headed down to the beach. Jordan's head was in a turmoil trying to keep up with what had gone on. Still he had Daniel with him and could sit on the beach to relax and talk about last night. Lucy called Anderson over to join her and Sofie "You both know what to do, I will be back in two days". They both nodded to Lucy understanding exactly what she meant before they both left to get on with their jobs. The first hour Daniel and Jordan spent laying and looking at each other as they grabbed some sun, Cael approached with some chilled fruit slices and placed them on the table next to them before whispering 'fruit for the love birds' giggling he went on to deliver fruit to the other guests. The frozen grapes were by far the best and most unusual way of serving them, Jordan got up and asked Daniel to walk with him, Daniel stood up and waited for Jordan then they walked down to the shore line. Jordan took Daniel's hand "Now what about you and all this hotel business?" he asked. "I work for my parents in their hotel chain simple as that" he tried to be as convincing as possible. Jordan was not buying it "Somehow I don't think it is as simple as that Danny". "Are you regretting anything, you know last night, my mother?" Daniel asked inquisitively "If you are tell me now". Jordan put his arm around his shoulder "No regrets Danny, it's just something she said to me last night". Daniel stopped walking "What did she say Jordy?". He hesitated "She said most of your partners knew who you was and were in it for other reasons". Daniel laughed "That's true, but you didn't know me unless you are a really good actor". "Not that a good an actor I'm afraid, so what are the other reasons?" Jordan held Daniel's hand. "Well having all this at their disposal I guess" Daniel paused "and I suppose the lifestyle afforded me". Jordan chuckled "Lifestyle?" he smiled at Daniel "You are on the outside very normal Danny no pretence or show". He looked at Jordan "You think I am normal?" he giggled "still it doesn't remove the wealthy aspect of attraction". "I see, I'm not attracted to your money Danny" was all that Jordan could say. Daniel had a serious look on his face "Doesn't change me as a the person". "I never said it did. But would you give all this up to be with me Danny" Jordan looked in his eyes. "If it was the only way I could be with you then yes I would" Daniel did not hesitate with his reply. "That is all I wanted to hear Danny" he stroked the side of Daniel's face "Your endearing and kind and that's what has made me fall in love with you". A tear rolled down the side of Daniels face "No one has ever caught my breath like you do or really said that to me". He didn't care that they were standing on the beach as he reached around Jordan's neck, their lips met in a light kiss several times as each one lingered longer. Jordan wiped the tear streak from Daniel's face, his mouth sought Daniel's as their lips parted and kissed deeply standing in the sunshine with the sea lapping around their ankles. Daniel looked at Jordan "You have stolen my heart Jordy". Jordan smiled and hugged Daniel "I just hope your mother will accept me, she did some serious business on me last night". Daniel laughed "That's nothing she was on form this form this morning and brought the Saffron Cove before you arrived". Jordan's feet splashed in the lapping water "Isn't that next door to here?". "It is, and will probably need remodelling, don't know if she plans on merging the two hotels" he said shrugging his shoulders. They walked up to the beach bar where Cael had already prepared them two fruit crushes, they sat at the bar captivatingly looking each other in the eyes smiling. Cael looked at the both of them he saw the sparkle in their eyes of two people in love. Steve and Callum swam to shore and wandered up to the beach bar, Callum nudged Steve nodding in the direction of Daniel and Jordan commenting that they appear to be lost in each other. As they walked past Steve said good morning to them both. Daniel turned "Oh Steve hey, hi Callum where you guys off to?". "Just to get a drink then back to the beds" Callum replied as he went all gushy with Jordan looking at him. Jordan chuckled at Callum "Come over and join us, come on Callum" Jordan patted the seat next to his. Steve thanked them and looked at Daniel "So, err, what's the story?" he said quietly nodding in Jordan's direction. Daniel watched Jordan chatting to Callum "Do you mean are we dating?" Daniel sipped his drink "Well I suppose we are". "Brilliant he is such a catch, you can probably tell that by how Callum gets all shy around him" nodding in Callum's direction. "Whose a catch?" Jordan asked as he overheard part of their conversation. Daniel looked up to the sky with a seriously mocking looking on his face "Apparently you are Jordy". "As if you didn't know that!" Steve added "So when are we having that dinner you promised Daniel?". He quickly looked at Jordan "How about tonight if you two are free, the 4 of us?". Callum all excited nearly jumped up and down on his chair "Oh yes that would be great". "Be in reception at 7pm and wear casual, shorts and shirt" Daniel told them "Oh and call me Danny". The four of them sat enjoying their fruit crushes and Callum became more at ease being around Jordan. They spent nearly 2 hours chatting as slowly and surely they were becoming good friends with plenty of similarities to Daniel working in hospitality. The more Jordan sat and listened the more he was feeling how very uncomplicated his life would be. Most of the people he knew through Sage were malicious and quite unpleasant in many ways, but that now seemed a lifetime away. Here he sat with a new man and two guys who didn't bitch or degrade people. Cael refreshed their drinks with the biggest smile he could stretch across his face, Steve and Callum watched in shock as he rubbed Daniel's head telling them to let him know if they needed anything else as he walked away. Daniel laughed at their shocked faces before he told them that he had literally grown up with Cael. Jordan spotted Sofie crossing the beach shoes in her hand and stopping to chat quickly to guests as she made her way over towards them. As she got to the table she told Daniel that his mother was leaving at 2pm then gave Jordan a new key card, she explained all his things had been moved and the keycard will get him all the access to the wing. She reminded Daniel 2pm as she turned and left them. Daniel stood "I'm sorry guys Jordy and I have to go, see you at 7pm in reception". Steve and Callum stood "Come on Callum swim time, will see you at 7pm" they both ran down to sea. Jordan laughed "They are a nice couple and Callum is so funny" he said turning to Daniel. Daniel chuckled "I think Callum is finally getting use to being around you" as they walked back up to the hotel. "Would be nice to have them as friends, they are so pleasant to be around" he waited for Daniel to put his reefs on. Daniel shook his head "Jordy you amaze and surprise me every day, I couldn't agree with you more about them".

Earlier in the week, I visited my ‘reserve’ dealer because she was (eventually) picking up her phone. It’s the second time in about a month I’ve seen her (which would also be the second time in over six months). Last time, her sister’s boyfriend was there, a young bloke who calls himself ‘Tardy’ or ‘Tard’ for some reason and he and I seemed to hit it off pretty well. As I hadn’t been partying for several months, I had a few pipes before I left (I now live at least 90 minutes from Melbourne and stay in the city 2-3 days per week) and I offered Tardy some (as you do) and talked. We seemed to get along well. Tardy is a bit “rough around the edges”, very much a bogan - replete with the shaggy, unkempt dark blonde/light brown hair and the jail tatts, etc - and he was obviously a little slow (he was stoned) but good humoured. (He even joked that “Tard” wasn’t a reference to him not being that smart; that had never even occurred to me. He seemed like a decent bloke. But, as I had a few pipes for the first time in a while, I found myself looking him over and finding him attractive. He’s skinny but still looks more athletic than scrawny and does look a little older than he is (he’s just turned 22 a few weeks ago) with that rugged, hairy but young look. I hoped that it wasn’t obvious to anyone although I think he might’ve twigged that I had a quick look at porn when I went out to my car for a few minutes. He was standing behind me when I turned around but he gave no indication that he’d noticed and his demeanour didn’t change at all. Fast forward to a few days ago; the sister announces to me that she’d told Tard to leave. He’d only been staying with them because he was having trouble with the men his housemates; they’d jumped him in the street the night before I first met him and beaten him up. I really didn’t think much of it until I reached the end of their street and there’s Tardy on the corner, looking lost. He waved so I pulled over and asked him how he was. Even though he obviously couldn’t remember my name, he recognised me and was friendly but obviously down. He told me that he’d been thrown out and then asked if I’d ‘collected’? Me being me, I said “yes but I’m about to head home...” And then thought, “shit, offer him a coffee (and a quick pipe)”. He was reluctant to accept at first but relented when I told him I was stopping to grab one anyway (and would sneak a pipe) to ensure that I was alert enough to drive. Long story short, I only just arrived home a few hours ago. When we started smoking, the conversation really flowed. And I kept sharing more and more, by which time it started to get dark. I asked Tard where he was staying and offered a lift but it was obvious he’d realised it was too late to arrange any emergency accommodation. There was no way I was going to leave the kid sleeping rough (Melbourne’s had a shocking cold patch in recent weeks). I felt responsible for that. I told him I’d book a hotel room in the city rather than drive home and that he was welcome to stay there and smoke pipes with me if he wanted. Seeing his eyes light up with gratitude was quite a special feeling but he still was reluctant to accept. I was uncertain if he mistrusted my motives or if he really just thought it was too much but I really couldn’t think of a way to broach the subject of what his concern might be without making it look and feel worse. So I just went ahead and presented him with a fait accompli; I booked a room and gave him my mobile number so he didn’t have to decide until later what he wanted to do. The kid rang me before I even got to my car. I was really pleased. I actually enjoyed talking to him; he’s a good kid who’s clearly had a rough upbringing and I knew that I would never act upon the attraction I had for him anyway. When we got to the hotel, he was like a little kid at Christmas. The view of the city skyline etc was incredible for him. After a few more pipes, Tard announced that he’d find a way to pay me back and, I thought, alluded to sexual favours. When I told him in no uncertain terms that I expected nothing in return but he could pay me half of the hotel bill when he could afford it if he wanted to. He seemed happy with that and we were having a great time just chilling. Until a few hours later, Tardy suddenly said, with a huge mischievous grin on his face, “I’m horny as fuck. I’ll suck your dick if you suck mine”. My immediate reaction was more annoyance than anything else but, I admit, Tard voicing the idea had caused some movement of blood in my nether regions. And then he started flirting full on. It was either that or he was taking the piss. He touched my arm; put his hand on my leg and left it there too long. It even felt as if he’d reached toward my cock before taking his hand away. I kept saying “please don’t mate”. I was speechless otherwise. He settled a bit but the look in his eyes remained...and, by now, I’m now getting pretty uncomfortable and embarrassed. And then Tard’s lowered his pants and his cock is out. It’s a fucking nice one too. Pretty big and oddly thick and veiny for such a skinny bloke. He’s rock hard and playing with himself. I couldn’t look away. Honestly, I wanted to deepthroat him right then and I doubt I was hiding the look of lust on my face. Until he took his shirt off. His body is gorgeous and I couldn’t hide my attraction any longer. My erection was pushing hard to escape and Tard made it clear he had noticed. But I still said, “no.” This wasn’t my intention in helping him and I hated the idea that he might think that’s how he could, or should, repay me. Tard just said, “shut the fuck up. We’re doing this because we want to” and he leaned forward to kiss me; just a small, almost apologetic peck initially but then he moved close and started touching my body and staring into my eyes. His touch seemed confident and assertive at the same time as seeming gentle and calming. Then he started kissing me passionately and his hand’s on my cock. I remember just looking at his chest and his nipples and all I could think about was how weirdly smooth and hairless his chest was compared to his face and his arms and legs. How beautiful those huge brown nipples were. How, when you really looked at them, there were a few strands of blonde chest hair around each nipple and some tufts of slightly darker hair on his chest. And how enticing they’d be to wake up to if you’d fallen asleep with your face resting on that beautiful chest the night before (preferably from exhaustion while feeling a firm young cock slowly losing its erection but never quite becoming flaccid.) As much as I kept protesting that he didn’t need to do this, Tard just kept kissing me and touching me, coaxing me to respond. Not that I didn’t lose that battle the instant his lips and his caress set my senses on fire. We were both as horny as hell and when I kissed, then licked and then sucked his left nipple, he groaned. It was the hottest sound I think I’ve ever heard. This young man was as turned on as I was. He wasn’t doing this because he thought he had to. And he was already naked and moving to lie down on the bed, easing me with him. All I wanted to do was ask him how his skin was so soft..it’s really annoying how my over analytical nature doesn’t even lay off when my senses are on fire....so I grabbed the pipe, and went shotgun with a massive amount of smoke in his mouth. At some point, Tard paused and said, “you need to understand that this is not something I haven’t done before. I have. Sure there’s been times when I’ve hated myself for it. But there have been others where I enjoyed it. And I’m loving this and I want this. With you. You make me feel special. You don’t talk to me like I’m dumb, like I’m a loser. You’ve shown me more care after meeting me a couple of times than some people I’ve known my whole life. Don’t worry: I’ve sucked cock to get drugs. I fucked blokes to get drugs. I’ve taken plenty of cocks just to score. Fuck me dead, I’ve taken cocks when there was nothing in it for me except not getting bashed. I’ve been fucked full of so much cum by so many blokes that I used to wonder why they didn’t talk to my “dirty boy cunt”. But I like having sex on drugs too and I’ve begged for cock after cock and load after load because that’s all I was to them. Been there, only a few months ago. Got gangbanged by probably a dozen old men because they gave me all the gear I could take and them some. And, afterwards, I had sex with another old guy because he was the only one who asked me if I was ok. So I said thank you the best way I know how. I pulled him towards me, kissed him and said, “please come here and make love to me. And I turned myself on my back and lifted my legs up and said, “give me your load daddy”. And he did. He fucked another load of cum into me. And I loved him for it. He fucked me like I was the only cunt left in the world. He blew in me like all the others but then he kissed me and held me and even told me that he was fucking his cum into me. His cum was to seed my cunt alone, not to be passed around to the next cock. And I loved him for that. But I still enjoy getting fucked. I love it. I love fucking women too but, shit, I think there’s hardly been a month when I haven’t gone out alone so I could get my cunt pounded. I’m good at giving it and at taking it. Both to live and because I enjoy the sensation of it all. And now there’s you. A hot guy who’s so caring that he can’t accept that he’s even sexier because he’s a bit shy and a bit worried about getting some care back. You’ve made a difference to me, you know. The way you look at me with all that lust but then you worry that you’re like the other thousand dicks that have blown their load into my cunt. But you’re nothing like them. You cared about me when your dick wanted you to fuck me like a worthless cunt but you actually talked to me like I was worth talking to. I want this, and I want you to want me just because you want this too.” I know I just collapsed into him when he said that. And, somewhere in exploring his body, my cock and his arse crack rubbed against each other and the boy just sighed. A massive sigh. That alone made my cock go even harder and Tard must’ve sensed it too because he started working his hole back toward the head of my cock. I can’t honestly even remember what he said but it was along the lines of “I’m so happy you top. It’s going to be yours tonight. I know you’re dying to get my cock in you and you will. And now you know that I can’t wait for you to fuck me”...which, of course, was my cue to thrust into his arse. I’d intended only to insert the tip but, somehow, I slammed into him, tearing through his second sphincter as well. I’m blaming the bottom though: Tard’s entire body just seemed to heave and push back on me so I gently pushed in further. Before I knew it, my cock was exploring the walls of his innards. I love watching a man’s eyes react when you penetrate his hole and the groan he made was just magical. And then Tard blurted out, “have you ever slammed?” It sounds awful in hindsight but it was so hot, so unbelievably hot, at the time. “Yes. Have you?” And his eyes lit up. “We’re going to slam fuck each other one day soon, aren’t we?” You should have felt how his body wrapped around my cock even more when I said, “I have some fits. We can do it tonight.” And, at that moment, one of us moved in such a way that our bodies were fucking each other. I don’t know if I thrust into Tard or if he thrust his cunt back onto my cock but suddenly I had ripped through his sphincter and was balls deep inside him. I’m a bottom who’s learned to be versatile, especially if a man has already taken control of my cunt and fucked me silly. Flipping is easy then. But it usually takes the attempted destruction of my cunt to make my dick reliable. Even though I flip pretty skilfully nowadays, I rarely top first. But we were fucking like animals. It was as animalistic and violent a fuck as I think I’ve ever done. Everything I saw from Tard, every sound he made, every thrust demanding I go deeper and harder...everything just made my desire for him and his pleasure more urgent. My cock and his cunt were one. I doubt I’ve ever loved another human being as completely as I did as I was making mad violent love to him. And then we flipped. And flipped. And flipped. After a few hours of fucking, we held each other a while. I’ve kissed and licked and sucked every inch of that boy’s body. And we ended up staying for three nights. We invited a few other guys over after the first day and a bit and it’s fair to say that Tard’s almost as insatiable for cock and cum as I am now. I’ve booked him into a hostel for a few weeks so he can sort out what he wants. And he’s got a standing invitation to stay with me on the farm as often and for as long as he needs. I’m already missing him. I want his cock inside me. I’m encouraging him to get tested for HIV but that’s up to him. It’s my birthday next week; I’m hoping he’ll get tested so he can tell me, if he tests positive, that he’s giving me an extra special present. But that’s selfish of me, I know...but it’d add even more fire to our love making. And, of course, I want my cock inside him. Not because I enjoy fucking the young man and not even because he derives so much pleasure from it...but because I get to hold him and feel the softness of his skin and smell him. He’s already reminded me of something I started to lose sight of: that it’s important sometimes just to be there for people you care about and have them care about you...

The BEST thing about being a CUMDUMP is that you keep the focus on the Top Man. His needs are most important and he can use you any way he wants. I have done many head down and Ass up for Anonymous Men. I would have No Idea who he was or what he looks like so ANYONE could have Pumped his DNA in my ass. Watching guys in public and no idea if he either has already Fucked me or if he is interested in pumping his load DEEP Inside my ass. I also love playing with another CUMDUMP and swap loads, letting him have first choice and I take seconds. Even if he takes every load then I will eat out his ass.

That's horrible. Hugs to you. I agree with @Bicycledude's post. It's not clear what kind of proof you have that Carl was directly responsible, but if you have sufficient proof, you ought definitely to have a case for a wrongful death suit: [think before following links] https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wrongful_death_claim (note I'm not a lawyer and you should talk to one).

Indianapolis—November, 2019 The first 10 days of my temporary relocation to the Indy area for an eight week contract, was all about getting settled at work and getting my life sorted out in my temporary digs. I had one chance to get away, but I had to use it to go home—which is how I ended up at the bookstore in the previous post. But now things were settling into a routine—and I was horny and ready to meet some new faces. Perhaps the most surprising thing about my first meet was that Marshall had written me in advance of my coming when I posted a travel ad on BBRT. We had chatted. We seemed very compatible. He understood about my settling in time. We talked a few times more, once even when he knew I couldn’t meet yet. But we actually did meet—he didn’t disappear into the ether like so many men when I finally had the time. Marshall had a sling, so mine could stay in the trunk. He would cover the bed in one of those neoprene spreads. He told me he was very sub, wanting to work on fist, but mostly wanted to be worked over by a Dominant man with a big dick. Perfect. I drove in and arrived at his ranch style house. Marshall was within 5 years of my age, one way or the other. And hot. His head was shaved. He was short. He was naked but for a pair of running shorts which showed off the hours he had worked on his body. He showed me into where everything was set up in the bedroom. He left me to leather up while he did one last rinse. He had great porn playing on his computer. I was totally swollen inside my Fukd jock pouch when he came back in—now in just a blue jock and boots. Being a good boy, he knelt and bowed his head… I get up off the bed, where I have been sprawled, watching an older Raw Fuck Club movie. I stand in front of him, my boots on either side of his knees. “Get my jock wet. Yeah, lick the pouch.” Marshall needs no more encouragement, he is hungry. He mouths the fabric before sucking it—even chewing it at one point. He pulls the pouch away from my engorged dick with his teeth. It springs out and smacks him in the face. He moves for my cock head. “Lick my balls. Get those just as wet as the jock.” He does. And he listens—he licks my balls and does not try to suck them into his mouth. Only when they are covered with his really white saliva do I let him suck my cock. He’s a natural. I love what he doing to me—the suction, the amount of spit, the tongue action. I let him set his own pace at first, but eventually I grab the back of his head and fuck his face. When I let go, he thanks me. And waits for me to tell him what to do next…”Good boy. Go back to my balls.” He licks them again. I tell him he can suck them into his mouth if he’s careful—and just one at a time. I sit on the edge of the bed and, once he’s alternated on my balls, I tell him to try to get into my favorite spot—his tongue between my cock ring and my balls. He manages it. Over and over. But his tongue keeps dipping down the length of my perineum. “You want to taste my ass?” He groans out a yes. I pull my legs up and his tongue hits my pucker. Fuck, he’s good at this, too. But it makes me want to taste his. I roll back into a sitting position and tell him to get on all fours next to me. I spend a long time getting acquainted with his muscle ass. I lick and prod with my tongue deep into his currently tight hole. It begins to loosen with so much attention. I stand up and poke my wet cockhead into him. Then I go back to eating him out. I keep repeating the eat/poke regimen again and again, each time letting a little more cock slide into him. I can tell he is uncomfortable. Knowing he won’t say anything, I ask if he wants to ride me. He does—and I can hear the relief in his voice. I lie down and he wets my cock once more, slurping on my now ass flavored prick. He sits on me and descends at his speed. Slowly. He bottoms out—holds—and begins to ride. He loves being in control of how his hole is opened. Soon he is slamming himself down on me. He rides my shaft until his legs can’t take it anymore. “Sit on my face.” He crawls over me and lowers his muscle butt down until there is a firm seal and I can get no air. I tongue his freshly fucked hole until I almost pass out. Reluctantly I tap him on the hip to get him off my face. He goes right back to my dick. He rides me, and unprompted, brings his freshly fucked hole for another inspection by my tongue. We break for some water. “I didn’t give you much of a chance to eat my ass.” I get in the sling. He instantly kneels. This is so much better. He hands me his poppers as he begins to tongue every inch of my hole, cheeks and hairy perineum. I actually lose track of time as I let him use his tongue and lips on me—leaving me delightfully wet and sticky. We change. I am now so ready to plow his ass. I help him into the stirrups. And suddenly let a blast of piss cover his ass crack. I kneel to clean him up with my tongue as he moans. I stand up and finally push into his wet hole.... For the conclusion (spoiler alert--I cum) follow the link to the blog: [think before following links] https://felchingpisser.blogspot.com/2019/12/the-sub-with-muscle-butt.html

@rawTOP is a web designer. He's working on an entire new site that will replace this one (which is based on off-the-shelf forum software). He doesn't get paid for this, yo.

I think there’s a compromise solution. I’m often out and about prior to visiting a sex club/cruise bar, so can’t go through the full deep cleaning out process. But I can and do use a bulb douche, and will find a public toilet where I can spend 20-30 minutes getting myself pretty clean. Here’s the thing: 9 times out of 10 it works like a dream, and I can get fucked for hours and take multiple loads with no problem at all. But there is that 10th time, where things might get a little messy at some point during the session. Nothing major, but enough to send me back to the bathroom to ‘freshen up’. So it really depends whether you can bear the awkwardness of that 10th time. In an anon setting like a club or bar, most tops either don’t care that much or don’t even notice. In a one-to-one session it might be a bit more embarrassing, but as so many others have pointed out, accidents do happen from time to time, and it’s just best to deal with it as and when. Personally, I think life is too short to spend three hours cleaning out for a five minute fuck. Much as I love fucking and much as I want to be as clean as possible, there are just better things to do with that time.

I totally understand where you’re coming from. That’s why I started using Pure for Men fiber supplements. There’s 4-5 brands out there specifically targeted to gay/bi men, but I’ve been happy with the Pure for Men product (and their wipes, soap, and cream 😋), so I’m just sticking with a good thing.

This story is so awesome!!

I rather fist a guy so my dick size doesn't matter 🙂

It was a long and hectic week at work and I was looking forward to a quiet night at home relaxing and turning in early. On the train home last night I got a text from a new buddy asking if I was looking for some fun later that evening. Was considering declining because I was tired but the longer I thought about it the hornier I got and I definitely want him as a regular. I have only seen him a few times but each time it ended up in a long session and good for three loads. So I said yes. This guy has a pattern: pumps in a quick load and then continues to fuck for a longer time, alternating between slow and hard pounding to deliver a second load. Then relaxes and we chat a bit. Until I suck his big hairy nipples which makes him rock hard again. Decent thick 7" or so, maybe a bit bigger. Doesn't take long after that before he is back in my ass and pounds away. Makes me cream my load before delivering a last and 3rd load. The guy is a fucking machine. I wish I had a mirror in my room so I can watch his sexy ass while he pumps away. Slept like a baby last night.

Chapter 11 Max went to work on my hip and pretty soon I could make out the outline of what I was sure was going to be my new favorite tattoo. “What do you think?” He smiled as my face lite up. “Fuck I love it!” “Give me a few minutes and we’ll get this bad boy filled in, then we can start on Chad’s gift to you, if you’re still up for it.” “Go for it! I can’t wait to see what you fuckers came up with.” “I think you’ll be pleased. Your buddy Adam on the other hand,” he chuckled. “Let’s just say the world’s going to know exactly what he is. So you two together?” “Adam and me,” I laughed. “Nope. We just met last night. He was my surprise from my poz breeders and a reminder of my duty to pass on the gift they gave me. They told me he was shy but all I’ve seen is a cum hungry slut. His little cock stayed soft the entire night and just leaked precum like crazy.” “Yea I get the vibe from him he’s a total sub bottom who needs a good alpha to make him his boy.” “After his little display with you I’d agree, and I think he has the hots for you.” “Okay, all done. What do you think?” I stood up and looked at my new ink in the mirror. “Thanks Max, this is truly amazing. Now every time I see this work of art I’ll see what I’ve become. It beautiful.” I gave him a big hug and kiss. “And just what have you become?” He asked looking at me with a smirk on his handsome face. “Free!” I kissed him again and made sure to stick my tongue deep in his mouth. I had one hand on his ass and with the other one I grabbed his dick through his basketball shorts. He was hard. “I think we should take a break.” I slide down to my knees taking his shorts with me. He was going commando so his huge 9” dick jumped out and smacked in the face. “Damn that thing can poke an eye out.” “Guess you better get it in your mouth then huh. Damn you’re a good cock sucker but if you don’t ease up I’m going to shoot my load and I have other plans for that.” He pulled me off his cock got me on all fours and jammed his hard dick all the way in till his ball smacked up against my ass. “Fuck yeah!” I screamed out. “Damn you have an amazing ass. Can’t believe I finally get to breed you.” He continued plowing in and out of me for awhile until he slammed in all the way and I could feel his load explode deep inside me. “Fuck that was prefect!” He pulled out and I immediately flipped around to clean him off. “Too bad you’re not more passive or I’d make you my sub,” he chuckled. “Good thing you brought Adam.” He grinned. “Hop up on the table and relax for a few minutes. I’m going to go check in on my new ginger.” I laid down on my stomach and promptly drifted off to sleep. I guess the last 24 hours we’re catching up to me. I’m not sure how long I was out for but I soon felt someone touching my back. “Sorry to wake you. But if i don’t get started we won’t get much done today.” “No problem, Max. I was just having this amazing dream I was poz and had a hot load of cum in my pussy.” “Oh that was no dream you slut.” He slapped my ass and went to work. “Now I’ve made a slight adjustment to Chad’s gift. We were going to give you a tramp stamp, but after looking at your gorgeous back I think it needs to go right between your shoulder blades.” Gulp, just how big was this ‘masterpiece’ going to be? After a couple of hours I was at my limit and Max could tell. “It’s almost done. One more session should do it. I’d say you have to wait until it’s completed to see it but I know you’ll run to a mirror the second you’re out of here.” “Yep that’s an accurate statement,” I laughed. “Okay, lay still let me take some pics. Alright you can get up now.” He handed me my phone and I immediately looked at the pictures. Wow holy fucking wow. Perfectly nestled between my shoulder blades was a large bio haz sign and surrounding it was this amazing design that appeared to be made up of letters. “Those are the initials of your breeders who knocked you up.” “Holy fuck Max! That is truly the most beautiful design I’ve ever seen.” “Well I can’t take all of the credit. It was really Chad’s idea and I just took the concept and ran with it,” he grinned. At that moment Chad, Tommy and Adam walked into the room. “Honestly guys this is fucking amazing. Thank you so much.” I grabbed Chad and Max in a tight hug. “So I guess that means you like it,” Chad said. “Love it!” I suddenly noticed Adam standing off to the side. He had a sly grin on his face when he caught me looking at him. “Well damn Adam!” Both his nipples and ears were now pierced, his small cock was locked up and he had a chain with a padlock around his neck. “Turn around boy,” said Max, “show him the best part. Adam turned around, and there on his right ass check were the words ‘daddy’s little slut’ and on his lower back was the perfect tramp stamp. It said ‘neg cum dump’. “So what happens when he converts?” I asked. Adam’s face lite up and said, “Max is going to put a line through neg and tattoo poz above it.” I couldn’t help but start chuckling. “I take it from your reaction that you like it,” I asked. “I fucking love it! And he wants to add a bunch more ink over time. I can’t thank you guys enough. In less than a week my life has been totally transformed.” Max gave him a look and he beelined right to him, dropped to his knees and started sucking him off. “Well fuck me Max,” I said, “I do believe you’ve got yourself your very own ginger boy.” He grinned, “and you guys did a great job of opening up his pussy for me. He’ll be able to take my fist soon.” Chad had his arm around me and gave me a squeeze. “You really like your tat?” “I love it thank you so much.” I gave him a deep kiss. Damn I really loved kissing him. His hand dropped to my ass and he started fingering my already sloppy hole. “Hmm is that my load up there or did Max finally breed you?” “That’s Max’s, he gave it to me after he finished the first tat.” I started moaning when he added a third finger. “God I love how slutty you are. Isn’t your pussy sore by now?” “Yes it’s sore but I can’t help it, it’s hungry for more cum.” “What kind of cum?” Tommy asked. He’d been watching the action from the doorway trying not to get in the way. “Well I’m not picky but I do prefer the poz variety.” “It seems like all the real men here in the shop have had a go at your pussy today.” Referring to Chad and Max, “any chance I can take a turn?” “Chad and Max both said at the same time, “of course you can.” “He’s all loosened up for you, Chad said removing his fingers from my hole. “And already lubed too.” He stuck his fingers in my mouth for me to clean off. “Fuck Max, if you’d told me all your clients were like this I would have moved to your shop years ago. Get over here slut.” So apparently being surrounded by naked men was my new normal. I could get used to that. I walked over to Tommy and grabbed his hard dick. “So are you giving me a poz or neg load, Tommy?” “Poz but I’m undetectable, sorry,” he said sheepishly. “That’s Okay. At least your not neg. You can always go off meds,” I said winking at him as I turned around and backed onto his hard cock. “Fuck your cunt is so sloppy, how many times did Max breed you?” “Only once but I got a load from Chad in the shower before we came over and god knows how many loads I took last night. I just try to keep them in as long as possible.” He was fucking me rough and I was trying to clamp down on his dick but my pussy was really stretched out after all the abuse its taken. After a few minutes he pulled out and called to Max, “hey come here I need your assistance, he’s too loose.” “Of course what do you need?” The room we were in had a couch in one corner. “Lay down on the couch, Scotty climb on top and ride his dick.” We both did as instructed then Tommy came up behind me and pushed me to Max’s chest and shoved his dick in beside Max’s cock. “Holy fucking shit,” I screamed. “Just breathe boy,” Max said and held me tight. “You’ll get used to us in a minute.” They gave me time to adjust then slowly Tommy started moving in and out. I started moaning. “I think he likes it Tommy.” “Don’t stop, don’t stop! Fucking breed my faggot ass!” I have no idea how long they continued the assault on my ass but I was in heaven. Soon I heard Max start to grunt followed closely by Tommy. “Yeah fuckers, flood my cunt with your cum.” They slowly pulled out of my ass and Tommy collapsed on top of me. We all looked over and saw Chad fucking Adam doggy style on the floor. It took us awhile to pull ourselves back together, find our clothes and get dressed. We settled up with Max and were ready to head out. Adam was sitting on Max’s lap behind the counter up front. “Hey Adam you coming with us?” Chad asked. Adam looked at his new Sir and shook his head. “No I’m going to stay here with daddy Max. He promised to keep giving me toxic loads until I’m officially his poz boy.” I started laughing, “you two are perfect for each other. Max, Tommy, thank you both for a very memorable afternoon!” ”Call me when you’re ready to finish up your back and we’ll schedule you in,” Max said as we were waking out. Chad and I left and headed for the subway. “Hey I’m supposed to meet up with a friend for dinner. Do you want to join us?” He asked. I shook my head, “Thanks but I’m going to head home and crash.” “You do look like you’re going to drop from exhaustion. You okay getting home by yourself.” “I’ll be fine. Nothing a hot shower and ten hours of sleep won’t fix. Thanks again for today. It was awesome!” As I was waiting for my train I checked my phone. Fuck! My best friend had left about ten text messages and two voicemails. I hadn’t seen him in a couple years since he lived on the west coast but we usually talked a couple times a month. Except I’d kind of been avoiding him since he had a way of getting things out of me that he had no business knowing. I read a few of his texts then just called him. “Oh thank god I thought you were dead in some ditch!” “No Kevin, I’m very much alive just been crazy busy,” getting pozzed, but he didn’t need to know that. “So I’m in town for a few days on business but I’m staying with Josh.” Fuck! Double fuck!! “Dinner, tonight! I won’t take no for an answer.” “I would love to but I’m just getting over the flu and I’m really wiped out tonight.” Again not really a lie. “Scott I’m worried about you.” “I know and I appreciate it, but I promise you I’m fine. How about we do brunch tomorrow and we can catch up.” “Fine I guess that works. I really want to talk to you about Josh.” “What, is there something wrong?” “No, no he’s fine, I just want to run some things by you is all.” Okay, good you had me worried. Look Kev, I love ya but I’m about to drop dead from exhaustion so I’ll see you tomorrow.” “You’d better be there or there will be hell to pay! And I want every detail about what you’ve been up to. It’s been too long.” Oh this was going to be interesting.

Chapter 6 Matty moved in between my legs all the while stroking his cock. “The moment you walked into the office a month ago I knew I was going to end up breeding your cunt. I just didn’t realize I was going to get to help poz your neg ass too. Doc here hasn’t let me cum in two weeks so you can imagine I’m feeling a little crazy right about now.” I couldn’t take my eyes off his huge cock with that dangerous looking PA. I started to panic a bit and tried to get out of the sling but I was restrained tightly and couldn’t move. Chad and Chris were on either side of with doc at my head. They all reached out and put their hands on me to help calm me down. “Shhh,” doc whispered in my ear. “Just relax this has to happen, but I promise you after a few minutes you’ll be begging for Matty’s load.” Matty started speaking again, if possible the look on his face was even more wicked looking than before. “And it would be very rude not to give little old Matty a turn after the others have already had their shot. Right Scotty?” Fuck he was right. “I’m sorry Matty. I just wasn’t expecting you to be hung like a fucking horse.” I gulped then continued, “please fuck me. I need your cum too.” “Much better.” He started rubbing the head of his cock on my not so tight hole, adding his precum to the mix. “You know I think it’s funny, when I first saw you I thought ‘fuck I bet he’s a power top’ but turns out the small queeny guy is the power top and you’re just another bottom cum whore waiting to learn his true place in the world.” With that he shoved his pierced cock deep inside my ass. Holy shit I’d never seen this side of Matty. Gone was the sweet kid and in his place was a fucking animal. Damn it was scary but hot as fuck. I let out a scream but Chris shoved his dick in my mouth to distract me from the pain. Doc was rubbing my head while Chad was playing with my nipples. Doc said, “open up Scotty, it’ll start to feel amazing in a minute. We just needed to make sure your insides were probably prepared to accept all of our toxic seed and give our babies a fertile place to latch onto. I thought Matty deserved the honor since he missed being with you in the exam room.” “Thank you Matty,” I screamed as his cock started to feel amazing. “Bred my cunt, fucking knock me up!” “Fuck I’m not going to last long you’ve got me so horned up.” With that I could feel his dick start to spasm and fill my ass even fuller than it already was. After a few minutes he pulled out and quickly took his piercing out and placed it on my chest then returned his cock to my well used hole. “Okay I think you’re sufficiently prepped. I don’t want to do too much damage. Oh and I’m good for at least one more load before I’m done with you.” He winked at me. It looked like sweet Matty was back. I noticed the piercing on my chest and it was covered in dark pink cum. Yep no question about it there was no way I was leaving here neg. I had never felt so alive before in all my life. I lost track of how long Matty fucked me but soon he was delivering his second load of the night. As soon as he pulled out doc moved right in. “Sorry boy, I know you need a break after Matty but watching him use you like that made me so horny I just needed inside you again. Trust me it won’t take long for me to shoot my load.” While doc fucked I tried to clean Matty’s cock off the best I could. It had shrunk a bit so I was able to get most of it down my throat. With my bodily fluids mixed with everyone’s cum, it was fucking delicious. “I’m proud of you Scotty. You’ve currently got six toxic loads of cum deep inside you. Chris, hand me one of those plugs from the table. I’m about to shoot then will give our new boy a much deserved break.” After a few minutes they all helped me out of the sling. I looked at the clock and realized we’d been at it for well over two hours. No wonder my legs felt like jelly as I tried to get up. I noticed for the first time that behind the sling was futon that had been pulled out and covered in black sheets. They laid me down in the middle and Matty instantly climbed in and snuggled next to me. He whispered in my ear, “hope I didn’t hurt you too much. I get a little carried away sometimes when I haven’t had sex in so long, especially when I know I’m fucking a neg hole.” “It was amazing Matty! Thanks for sharing your gift.” Chris laid down on the other side of me and doc and Chad both sat at the end of the futon. I’d never felt so safe. “Hey doc can I ask you a question?” “Of course Scotty.” “I understand the three of you, but Chad, was that just a happy accident his being here today?” Dr. Manning started chuckling. “Well that’s an interesting story. You see Chad here was the first patient that I had the honor of telling they were HIV positive. This was years ago and Chad didn’t react very well to the news.” Now Chad was chuckling. “That’s an understatement. I was a fucking wreck. Thought my life was over. Doc hugged me and let me bawl all over him but pretty soon I could feel him getting aroused and I was like what the fuck!” “Hey who knew I’d have that reaction but it was hot. I calmed Chad down and started to explain to him that he had been given an amazing gift and it was his duty to share it with others.” Chad took over the story. “As you can imagine I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. A medical doctor was telling me it was not only ‘cool’ that I was poz but it was my responsibility to share it. I mean fucked up right?” We all started laughing at that. “But then doc took my hand and placed it on my own dick and I realized I was rock hard. Well fuck! So he leaned in my ear and asked me if I wanted to give him a recharge.” “That was also the day I realized I hadn’t been doing my duty to the community,” doc said. “Since I was undetectable at the time, I realized I had dropped the ball, so Chads getting knocked up helped me make the decision to stop meds. I mean what kind of doctor would I be if I didn’t do what I preached.” This whole time Chad had been playing with the plug in my ass. Matty and Chris were rubbing my chest and tweaking my nipples. I was starting to moan like a bitch in heat. “Hmmm looks like he’s ready for round two boys.” Chad yanked the plug out and dove into my ass eating me out. Oh fuck I went crazy. After a few minutes he climbed on top of me and fed me a mouth load of cum, then we proceeded to make out. The rest of the night was kind of a blur. I ended up with 15 loads buried deep in my guts with a slightly bigger butt plug sealing every drop inside. It was early morning by the time we wrapped things up. As we were leaving doc explained the next steps. “Okay you’re going to become hornier than ever. We’ve unlocked your true nature tonight but you are not to let anyone else fuck you until you’re officially a member of the family.” I got kind of got a nervous look on my face. Weeks without sex yea that would never work now. He noticed my panicked look and said, “sorry I should’ve been more clear. Only the four of us are allowed to fuck you. “Here’s what you’re going to do. All of our numbers are in your phone so anytime you get the itch all you have to do is call one of us or better yet just walk into the office during business hours. One of the three of us will always make sure we’re available to give you what you need. And Chad has a flexible schedule so he can help out too. Then every Friday night we’ll expect you back here for another session. At this rate you’ll be in the family in no time.” I looked at Chad and the others and they were all shaking their heads in agreement. “I promise you we’ll keep you drowning in cum and once that test comes back poz we’ll have a big surprise for you. Now go home and get some rest. Keep that plug in as long as can to give our swimmers ample time to be absorbed into your DNA.” With that doc gave me a passionate kiss and we all headed out.

Chapter 3 The next day was pretty quiet except for some reason I couldn’t stop thinking about Dr. Manning and that damn blow job I received from Chris. On Friday, two days after my exam a couple of friends were taking me out for my birthday. With all my tats I know I give off an edgy vibe but I’m really much more of a quiet guy who prefers a nice dinner with friends instead of going to the clubs. Of course my friends on the other hand prefer the loud clubs so yep you guessed it that’s where they took me. My best friend had a thing for twinks so before I knew it we were knee deep in a bunch of horny young guys. After the third kid called me daddy and told me he was a very bad boy who needed his daddy to fuck him, I knew it was time to call it quits. If anyone was getting plowed it was going to be the birthday boy! I made my excuses to me friends, who didn’t seem all that sad to see me go as they both had a couple of guys all over them. I got home but was way to keyed up to go to bed. I sat on the couch and noticed the card Chris had given to me with the website written down. Fuck it! I grabbed my computer and pulled up the site. Fuck me! There are some twisted nasty fuckers out there and good god my dick was hard and leaking. I stuck to the general barebacking stories as advised. After a couple hours of reading I was so fucking hard my dick could cut glass and that was after shooting a load already. I needed to get fucked! I had downloaded Scruff on my phone a few months ago but hadn’t really used it much. I started looking around but the only ones biting were other bottoms wanting a daddy to fuck them. Okay enough of this. I went to the bathroom stared at my reflection in the mirror. Before I could talk myself out of it I grabbed my razor and started shaving off my beard. Once completed I took a look and damn I almost didn’t recognize myself. I looked a good ten years younger. I couldn’t remember the last time I was clean shaven but it had to be close to 20 years ago. Now try calling me daddy. Honestly I have nothing against daddies. I personal thought they were hot as fuck and I’d never say no to one myself; I just didn’t see myself as one. I took some new pics for Scruff, several of course being shirtless because that’s the rules right. Okay with that done I made sure I was cleaned out and ready to go then started looking at the profiles. I normally am very passive when it comes to these damn apps and wait for someone else to initiate first contact but if I didn’t get a cock in me fast I was going to explode. I sent a couple messages to a few guys and thank god got a response from one rather quickly. “Hey I’d love to fuck you. Got a 3 day load for you.” He unlocked his pics and I did the same. One look at his dick pic and I messaged back “Fuck yeah! Address? He sent it and I was out the door before I could come to my senses. He was close, so It only took me a few minutes to get to his apartment. I rang his number and he buzzed me up. I usually got really nervous when doing a random hookup but not this time. I had never needed to get fucked so bad in my life. The guy was waiting for me with his door open when I made it to his floor. He looked me up and down and told me to get inside and strip. Yep I was naked the second I stepped through the door. His face pic was definitely not current but I didn’t care at this point I just needed his dick inside me. “Get me wet boy. That’s all the lube you’re getting.” Thank god I lubed up a bit before I left home. I sucked him off for a few minutes before he pulled up and told me to lean over the couch. I assumed the position and he slammed his hard cock deep inside in one go. “Holy fucking shit” I cried out. “Sorry man. I’m so horny I couldn’t wait for you to open up.” He started fucking me and pretty soon I was moaning like a bitch in heat. “Damn you love my raw cock buried in your tight cunt don’t you.” Holy shit he was inside me raw. I mean holy shit I actually did it. I had a raw dick buried inside me and OMG did it feel amazing. So this is what all the fuss was about. Pretty soon I could feel him speed up. Then he slammed into me balls deep and I could feel his cock start to shoot and shoot. “Yeah man take my gift boy. Give my babies a good home.” He slowly pulled out and I immediately dropped to me knees and cleaned off his dick. “Fuck yeah clean that dick off good. Don’t miss a drop of my cum.” Seriously who was I. First raw dick and now ass to mouth. Damn talk about a night of firsts. He pulled out of my mouth, patted my head and put his shorts back on. Thanks man I needed that.” Okay I guess we were done. I grabbed my clothes and he showed me to the door. As I was walking to the elevator I could feel a little cum start to run down my leg. When I got home I went to cleanup but instead used my fingers to wipe the cum off my legs then I licked them clean. Oh shit that tasted good. I stuck my fingers in my ass and started fingering myself. Every once in awhile I’d pull them out and stick them in my mouth. Didn’t take too long before I was shooting a huge load all over my chest which of course I promptly ate. I woke up the next morning and couldn’t believe what I’d done. This was not me at all. The next two weeks went by like normal or at least my old normal. I stayed away from breeding.zone; tried to stay busy so I’d stop thinking about the fact that I been fucked raw and liked it. With one week to go before my followup appointment I was acting like a caged animal. Even my friends wanted nothing to do with me. I had been avoiding those nasty stories because I was afraid they’d set me off again. A couple of days before Friday I couldn’t take it any longer. My normal safe porn just wasn’t doing anything for me anymore. I saw the condom and my dick would deflate. I opened up the site again and went right for the stories. I noticed the back room section and saw the bug chasing category. I know Chris said I wasn’t ready for those but honestly the general barebacking ones, as amazing as they were, just seemed like they were missing something. A little danger maybe. Before I knew it several hours had passed and I’d cum twice and was still hard. One thing I started to notice was a lot of the stories talked about receiving the gift or taking dirty loads. I started getting a little nervous wondering if the guy who breed me was actually poz since he kept saying here’s my gift. Fuck maybe Dr. Manning was right. At least it seemed like there were lots of guys out that felt the same way. I was really looking forward to Friday so I could talk to him about what I was going through. Thursday I received the reminder call from Matty and as soon as I saw the number come up on caller ID I started to get hard. “Hey cutie, just calling to make sure you’re good for tomorrow?” “Hi Matty. Oh yeah definitely looking forward to tomorrow. I have somethings I’d like to discuss with the doc.” “Don’t worry he’s made sure to leave plenty of time to take care of all your needs. Oh and it looks like he wants to do a check on your prostate so he’s asked that you make sure your totally cleaned out.” “Umm Okay. That’s an odd request but yes of course.” “Excellent! Trust me it will be a very positive visit I promise.” “Well you haven’t lead my astray yet.” “You’ll be in very good hands. We’ll see you tomorrow stud.”

Devon began lining up guys, as promised he invited three white guys with fair skin and light hair, a Greek Guy and five black guys. He started to get confirmations and two of the fair skinned white guys said they would come and the Greek guy. The five black guys said yes and two said they had a buddy or relative in town and wanted to bring them so I agreed. The guys who confirmed are below: Ross 29 6'2 190 blonde hair, blue eyes 8" Glen 33 6'1 170 auburn hair, brown eyes 9" Mike 26 6' 200 blonde hair, brown eyes 8.5' thick uncut Dreck 27 6'4 205 black hair, brown eyes and 10" Hairy chest Deleon 24 5'11 165 black hair, brown eyes light skinned black guy with 8.5" Trivon 27 6'1 205 muscled dark skinned black hair and green eyes 10.5" Malcom 31 6'3 220 muscled dark skinned black hair and brown eyes 11" thick inches Bryant 35 6'2 180 dark skinned black hair and brown eyes 9" Uncut Cyan 31 6'3 198 dark skinned, black hair, green eyes and 9" Guest one 19 5'10 160 black hair and brown eyes and 8" very thick inches Guest two 23 6'1 180 dark skinned, brown eyes and 9" There were three other women invited and the donors were told each woman would have a bracelet her left ankle and left wrist and a light behind them during inspection to show which women were available for which men. Dreck, Ross, Glen and Mike were given green as to the available women and all the black guys were given pink. Rose was the only one who would be wearing pink. The way it worked is guys would come in and inspect the merchandise while the women were blindfolded and place a card in their bag with a note of their stats and one thing about them. The women would pull out the cards after and pick from them. They were free to have one donor or as many cards as they have. Devon reached out to Rose and told her how excited the guys were and how it all worked and she told him how she had been fantasizing about this for days. She further asked if there were pictures of the guys and Devon said we do not do that. All guys are good looking and fertile. She apologized for asking and said she would be ready. Devon gave her a cell to text the morning off to get directions. He went on to say how does it feel to know you will be pregnant soon? Rose answered, amazing! Rose continued that she really wanted to get married and it was almost all she could think about. She asked if she could see pictures of the guys and Devon declined, all guys want to be anonymous and you will be pleased. Two model and one is rugged and VGL. She again said should could not wait and told Devon she would email him later. Devon hit up Bryant with special instructions and told him all about the pretty little white girl who needed a baby but wants a white blonde guy but was going to get ganged by several BBC's while she was ovulating. Bryant was totally up for it. Devon told him that he would be the one to turn her. He went on to tell Devon that the white guys were all paired up and only black guys would pick Rose. Bryant would be the guy who put on his card that he could get off by giving oral to a white girl. I told Bryant that I would have her partied up a little with some G and would have some T for him to work in her while he was orally pleasing her and she would be begging for cock in no time.

June 20 --- Happy Fathers Day, Dad! Let's all toast the men whose seed gave us life! My Dad wasn't homely or ugly, but he certainly wasn't handsome, either. He had a nice strong jaw-line & he was one of the very few men who, at the time, grew a nice moustache. He was a hardcore smoker & I always enjoyed watching him smoke. When I was in 5th or 6th grade, I caught a hellacious case of chickenpox --- I was COVERED with chickenpox all over my body & they itched like crazy. I got into the bathtub with loads of baking soda mixed into the water; I guess my Mom thought that would help alleviate the itching. I might have been near delirious with fever, & when Dad came home from work he came into the bathroom to check out the pox which were all over my body. I just laid there in the bathwater & my Dad came into the room. He saw that I had a rockhard boner, but he didn't comment on it, & I was feeling so sick I didn't try to hide it. I was so proud of my puberty & proud how big my dick was getting & proud how much pubic hair I was growing... I really wished my Dad had made some sort of comment, but he didn't...…..

It presses my buttons hard. Consensual adult dad/son fucking and breeding is beautiful.

Part 13 - Goodbye and Hello Steve arrived to lunch dressed in his uniform, today may have been the last day of their holiday but he had offered to roster himself for the flight back to London. If you got to fly may as well make some money he told them over lunch, they were sat inside in the cool of the air-conditioning so he wouldn't get sweaty in the humid heat. The kids were playing in the pool with Jordan and Kit whilst Daniel, Nicky, Steve and Callum chatted inside whilst the clock quickly ticked away the minutes. Before they knew it Anderson arrived informing them the limo was waiting outside the Orchid Wing entrance. Daniel looked over at Jordan and asked if he minded him going to the airport to see them off, Jordan kissed him on the head replying that it would be a lovely gesture to do that. It was quite a big gathering at the entrance, Nicky and Kit told the boys to keep in touch at least once a week through the messaging group hugging and kissing them good bye, even their children gave them both a hug. Jordan stood by the limo holding hands with Daniel as the driver loaded the cases, Callum came over first and flung his arms around Jordan proclaiming how much he would miss him and Daniel. Steve handed over his flight bag to the driver and walked around to Jordan who gave him a hug and kiss telling him not to be a stranger. Nicky halted proceedings 'wait group photo', the driver obliged and took a picture of the group of eight, Nicky looked at the photo and said she would send them all a copy. Steve climbed in to the limo, Callum got in and took the middle seat, Daniel gave Jordan another kiss and got in besides Callum. It was fair to say that as the limo pulled out it was like a scene from a movie as everyone waved to the limo as it circled the courtyard and down the main driveway. The five of them headed back to the suite, the children grabbed Jordan and Kit by the hand dragging them back to the pool, Nicky telling the children that they could have half an hour then it was down the beach and looked over at Jordan. "Do you mind Jordan?" she asked him. Jordan laughed "Not at all Nicky anyway should help pass the time until my father arrives, he should be here at 4pm". It was a usual busy afternoon at Grantley Adams airport, well busy for Barbados, there were four flights heading back to the UK. Passengers already checking-in for the flights so the curb side was all hustle and bustle. The Salinger limo turned in to the VIP and Crew lane, in front was a group of cabin crew exiting from the Hilton bus all gathering at the curb side in the same coloured uniforms that Steve was wearing. It was 3.30pm the allotted time for the crew to meet before pre-flight briefing. The captain looked at the Salinger limo pulling up and stopping behind the bus, his distraction caused other crew members to look and see who was in the limo. The driver exited and opened the passenger door, Daniel exited followed by Callum two of the crew recognised him and immediately called out his name, he looked over and waved. Steve finally got out and the captain wondered over. "Steve great to see you, I didn't realise senior cabin crew earned that much" pointing to the Salinger logo. Steve hadn't bargained on this happening "Afternoon captain, trust me it doesn't". Daniel moved in "Hello, Steve are you not going to introduce me properly" he winked at Steve. "Oh yes, err captain, umm Mark this is our friend Daniel Salinger of Salinger hotels" he said rather nervously. Mark looked lost for words "Oh right, hello Daniel" shaking his hand. If ever there was a stumping there it was, some of the other crew had come over and were saying hello and Steve and Callum when a familiar voice interrupted them. "Well this is cosy, didn't expect you to be here to greet me" Lucy walked over and kissed her son. Daniel hugged her "Captain or Mark, this is my mother Lucy Salinger, owner of Salinger Hotel Group". Stumping the captain again was beginning to be a new hobby and Daniel could see the sniggering Steve was doing behind them. Some of the crew were heading off to the briefing room which was starting at 4pm, Daniel called Steve and Callum over and out of earshot of everyone else he introduced them to his mother. Lucy took an immediate shine to them both mostly driven through how happy her son was genuinely looking. Daniel gave them both a big hug and a kiss and watched as they went through security. "How are you Danny?" Lucy looked at her son. Daniel smiled "Fantastic mother feel like a new chapter in life, new friends and lover". "Never seen you look so happy Danny" Lucy put her arm around his shoulder "How did you meet these two?". Daniel looked over at security "They both really looked after me when I flew out here". "Good and I hope you looked after them, come one lets go" they turned and looked at the 3 limos. Just then two gentlemen walked towards them with one of the limo driver's, it suddenly dawned on Daniel they must be Jordan's father and partner. Lucy turned and smiled. "Mr Levin, how lovely to see you after all these years" she walked towards the two men. Patrick smiled "Lucy Salinger what a surprise to see you here, please call me Patrick" as they shook hands. "This is my son Daniel" she said introducing him to the gentleman. He shook Daniel's hand "Wow haven't seen you for some 15 years Daniel". Daniel looked at him "I kind of remember you" this was really weird he thought to himself looking at the other man. Patrick laughed "Probably had my wife with me then. This is my husband Lee, Lucy owns the hotel and her son Daniel" They shook hands "So Patrick is this a quick or long visit?" Lucy asked. "Weekend break to see how my son is doing, I sent him here to get over some personal things" he slightly hesitated. Lucy smiled at them both "I hope Salinger has done it's work". Patrick chuckled "The last message I got yesterday seemed to indicate he didn't want to leave". Daniel spoke for the first time "Really?". "Yes, in fact I think you met once you must have been about 6 and he was 10" Patrick gave his bag to the limo driver. Daniel looked a little mortified "I guess he is a little different now then". Patrick and Lee laughed "Oh yes, Jordan is now a strapping 30 year old with tattoos". Lucy looked at Daniel who was already looking at her. They both looked at Patrick whose looked changed to one of seriousness and concern. "What is it?" he asked urgently. Lucy held Daniel's arm "Nothing serious, I think Daniel should tell you". He looked at his mother "Right now?". Patrick glanced in turned at both of them "What is going on, one of you tell us please?". "Lets get to the hotel and meet for drinks in my suite and bring Jordan along" she smiled and shook his hand. Daniel and Lucy got in to their limo. Patrick just looked at Lee with a look of what the hell was that about on his face. Lee saw straight through Daniel right away and realised what was going on but decided not to say anything to Patrick, this would be for Jordan to say. They got in the limo and headed to the hotel, Patrick spent most of the journey slightly on edge as he wasn't one for surprises. Lucy was on the phone to Sofie who had located Patrick Levin's booking and upgraded it to the Orchid Wing, Lucy asked if it was pay on arrival and then told Sofie to comp the booking completely. She patted Daniel's knee. "It's a very strange world Danny" she said looking somewhat amused. Daniel looked at her "Strange is not the word, do you believe in fate mother?". Lucy laughed "Time to come out of the clouds Danny and back to earth" the limo pulled in to the Orchid wing courtyard. Sofie came out to greet them and told Daniel that Jordan was in the suite getting changed, Lucy instructed Daniel to keep him there as she will bring Patrick and Lee and also ask Anderson to set afternoon tea for 5 of them. Daniel headed off to the suite and Lucy explained the strange events at the airport with Patrick and Lee. Sofie stood shaking her head muttering the words unbelievable but so good, she ran through the dinners that Daniel and Jordan had with the Nicky, Kit and the two lads, her summary was to the point 'I think they are perfect for each other' she finished off. Lucy was pretty happy at what she heard, they continued chatting whilst they walked towards Orchid Salinger 2 next door to Daniel and Jordan's suite. The text message arrived moments before it was due to sweep in to the driveway of the hotel, the driver acknowledge it. This was Lee's thirds visit to the retreat and was as excited as Patrick to be back, the limo slowed down as it approached the opening gates. Halfway up the approach the driver veered off to the right, Patrick reminded the driver they were in the Salinger Wing, he looked in the rear view mirror and said he had received a message that the booking was upgraded to the Orchid Wing as the limo came to a stop at the entrance. Normal courtesy prevailed with the bell boys extracting the luggage and the receptionist on the front steps to greet the guests and escort them to the suite. Patrick and Lee had never been this side of the hotel, Lee had a grin on his face looking around the luxury hideaway, through the lounge area they passed and in to the accommodation wing coming to a stop outside Orchid 7. The receptionist opened the suite and the butler came out of the pantry with two glasses of champagne. Patrick looked at the receptionist "Are you sure this is right, we only booked standard room?". She smiled "Yes sir Mr Levin, we have upgraded and your stay here and you bill has already been settled". She handed the key card to Patrick and Lee and wished them a happy stay. The butler instructed the bell boys to unpack the cases before returning to the lounge and informing his guests to join Lucy Salinger for afternoon tea in 10 minutes at Salinger Orchid 1 suite. Anderson was setting up afternoon tea on the veranda, Jordan and Daniel sat on the sofa outside with Daniel filling him in on what happened at the airport. Lucy arrived and joined them outside, without hesitation she gave Jordan a kiss on the cheek just as the doorbell rang, she told Anderson to finish setting tea and she would get the door. "Patrick, Lee welcome do come in" she ushered them in and closed the door. Lee looked around as he entered "Wow, such a lovely suite Lucy, oh and thank". Lucy walked through the lounge "Your welcome. Jordan is out on the veranda". Patrick still wondered what was going on "Yes thank you Lucy but why is Jordan here though?". "Well I think they should tell you" she pointed to Jordan with his arm around Daniel. Patrick looked at Lucy "Do you mean our boys are errm... dating?" he looked a little shocked. Lucy stopped and turned "Strange turn of events Patrick but yes they are". Jordan saw his father and Lee walking out on to the veranda and got up to greet them, Daniel walked up behind Jordan and said hello. Lucy looked on diligently and sensed that Patrick was a little more cautious than Lee, strange she thought, he is reacting exactly how she had done when first confronted by this revelation. She called out for them to sit and join her at the table, the chorus of chairs being moved hit the air as everyone took their seats. There was a good amount of looking going on between all of them, Lucy poured tea for everyone. Patrick saw how much his son had changed in a week, Lee was already engaging Jordan and Daniel in casual conversation as Patrick and Lucy chatted away. Patrick and Lee announced their departure as they wanted to have a swim before the sun set, he also asked Jordan to walk them back to their suite as the three of them left. Jordan seized the moment when the door closed behind them "Is something wrong?". "No, well nothing bad. I just hadn't figured you would jump straight in again" Patrick looked at Jordan. Lee unlocked the suite door "You make a nice couple" glancing back as he went through the door. "Thank you Lee but that is not helping" Patrick walked in to the lounge area. Jordan raised his head "I can't explain how or why it just happened". Lee put his arm around Patrick "Your father is being cautious, I can understand why but you do look happier". "Do I know what I am doing?, hell no. You think you have a type in mind then bam" Jordan sat on the sofa. Patrick laughed "Have to admit Daniel has turned in to something of a stunner". Jordan got up and hugged his father "I know this one feels different". "Okay okay, you have convinced me" Patrick knew his son well enough not to argue the point. Happy with that to be going on with, he explained that Lucy wanted them all to have dinner this evening in her suite. Lee made a joke that they may be able to get discount when they wanted a break in Barbados. Jordan spent an hour catching up and left them at 6pm reminding them dinner was at 7.30pm. Daniel waited for Jordan's return in anticipation, he had to know what Patrick had to say about them. Jordan kissed him as he returned telling him his father was pretty laid back about it. Daniel sat on the edge of the pool dangling his feet in lost in his own thoughts, Jordan sat down next to him and put his arm around Daniel. The touch still sent a wild loving feeling through his body, in face every time Jordan was near him he felt comfort and love. "You look worlds away Danny" he said kissing his neck. Daniel pushed up closer "I miss Steve and Callum strangely, sort of got use to them being around". Jordan chuckled "Yeah I know how you feel, it is definitely quieter". Daniel gave Jordan a loving kiss "Come on sexy we better get ready for dinner".

Part 5 - Perfect Company The steel drum band was playing heavenly calypso music by the pool bar, the terrace was busy as guests were laying fully clothed on the sunbeds soaking up the atmosphere. As he arrived at the pool bar he saw the group of ladies who were eyeing him up the previous day, it was only 7.45pm so he looked for an empty table away from the group but his luck had run out, he had to take a seat on a table next to them and ordered a soft drink. It didn't take long for the flirting to start as each one of the ladies tried to get Jordan's attention, just to play along he would occasionally look over and smile to satisfy them. Smiling to himself as he heard them giggling and whispering between themselves. Jordan's attention went elsewhere as he spotted Daniel walking from the hotel towards the pool bar, he ignored the ladies and watched as butterflies churned in his stomach. He vaguely heard one of the ladies talking to her friends and hearing the words 'I think that answers the question girls'. Daniel arrived at the pool bar and instantly spotted Jordan, he was definitely not hard to miss in all fairness. As he walked over he had a strange feeling that he was being watched, after all he was about to dine with probably the sexiest man in the resort, or ever met. He had seen Jordan engaging with the group of ladies from the hotel, this did unnerve him slightly thinking at best he might be bisexual. Jordan stood up as Daniel arrived by his side and gave him a big smile, he ordered a soft drink as he sat down. They chatted about the rest of their day and Daniel pointed out that Jordan had a hareem of ladies to choose from, this caused Jordan to laugh and shake his head. It was a very comfortable and easy flow between them as they shut the rest of the world out. The ladies clattered about noisily as they stood to head off dinner, as one past by she looked at them both said 'lovely' and quickly tottered off. They both looked and pointed to each other laughing, every time Jordan laughed and sat back his shirt tightened over his torso, Daniel still could not believe he was about to dine with Jordan. Everything about him Daniel seemed to love and was driving him wild, from the tattoos showing on the lower part of arms, the Bermuda shorts fitted perfectly and his short neatly trimmed beard defined his sexiness. Jordan completely charmed and almost swooning in his company, there was no badness inside him just a beautifully natured soul. They continued their bantering for a good half an hour mostly about which one of the ladies was interested in who. Daniel had tears running down his face from the laughter whilst Jordan was doubled over in pain from so much laughing, a few other guests would look over occasionally and the continuous laughter, eventually Jordan managed to compose himself. "Daniel, it has been way to long since someone made me laugh in this way" he said catching his breath. Daniel finished his sparkling water "I had almost forgotten how to. Ready to eat Jordan?" he asked. "Yes, main dining room afraid as I couldn't get booked in one of the speciality restaurants" he explained. "That's okay, I had a table booked already at the Windward Palm, let's go" Daniel and Jordan stood up and they smiled at each other. Jordan followed on and they walked together through the resort grounds and the short distance to the restaurant. There was a lot of hustle and bustle as Daniel arrived with Jordan, some staff checking their dress was in order which Jordan thought very strange but brushed it away. They were escorted to a quiet table on the balcony overlooking the ocean, a candle flickered as the silvery moonlight flooded across the table as they took their seats. Jordan grinned thinking this was such a perfect setting. "What's the big grin all about?" Daniel looked over at him. Jordan shrugged his shoulders "I don't know, it is just so perfect the ocean and moonlight, sort of thing you see in movies". Daniel laughed "You old romantic" he chided. "Hey not so old but romantic totally" an awkward silence fell between them as a waiter approached with the wine list. "Hope you don't mind Jordan but I asked them to go Bajan on us." Daniel said and paused waiting for Jordan's response. Jordan thanked the waiter before replying "Nothing ventured nothing gained" his eyes fixed on Daniel "I will be guided by you". "Great, how about red wine?" Daniel asked putting the wine list down on the table. "Yes that works for me. Do you always take control like this?" He asked smiling at Daniel. "No not usually, but I am celebrating taking control of my life again and to our friendship" he replied. As the waiter poured the wine Jordan raised his glass "To controlling our own destiny and friends" Daniel clinked Jordan's glass. "And what is your destiny Jordan?" Daniel tried to look nonchalant as he asked the question. Jordan smiled "I don't know yet, but my heart is telling me it may be closer than I think" he deliberately tried to not make eye contact. "Destiny can be very random" Daniel remarked looking out to sea "sometimes completely unsuspecting, but never to be brushed off". Jordan tried everything the waiters brought over, it was the first time he truly ate Bajan food and enjoying every minute of Daniel's company. Daniel finished off that last of his wine as the waiters cleared desert and poured coffee. He felt a little light headed from the wine and humidity but for once he was in a very happy place and completely content. Jordan looked intently at Daniel he loved the relaxed and happy look on his face. They were interrupted by a female voice behind them saying hello to Daniel as the Hollywood actress and her husband were leaving the restaurant. Daniel turned and said hello and asked if they were having a quiet romantic dinner noticing the lack of children. She laughed before replying that it was nice to have a romantic meal her eyes darting between him and Jordan. Daniel almost forgot his manners and stood up to introduce Jordan who also stood up a little lost for words, he held out his hand which the husband shook, but she kissed him on the cheek, now he was really all tongue tied. They chatted and Jordan couldn't resist telling her how much he loved her in Stepford Wives and Moulin Rouge. She pushed him gently laughing as she regaled some of the unusual things that happened on set, that was until the husband intervened after 5 minutes telling Jordan that she will keep you up until dawn if you let her. As they left the husband turned to Daniel and Jordan inviting them for dinner in a couple of nights. Jordan was gushing "Wow, wow, wow, she kissed me on the cheek" he garbled unable to really get his words out. Daniel was laughing "Don't be so star struck Jordan" mocking Jordan in the process. As the actress left she spoke to her husband and look back "I think Danny has finally got rid of loose eye?". He looked at her "Hmm he doesn't seem to be here" whispering to her "But one thing for sure, Jordan is all goo goo for Danny". She laughed "I remember you going goo goo on me" she leant in and kissed him "He is almost as sexy as you" patting his arm. They both sat and Jordan was eventually calming down, Daniel suggested a walk along the beach the long way back to the main hotel as it was such a nice evening. Jordan asked for the bill as the restaurant was not included in the inclusive plan, the waiter looked and smiled and said it was all taken care of. He looked over to Daniel and began to protest and said he should at least split the bill in half but Daniel would have none of it. They left by the stairs down to the beach, Daniel took his reefs off and stood in the water. Jordan followed his lead and they walked along the shoreline towards to the beach bar. They were the only two on the beach and apart from the water gently lapping on to the beach it was very tranquil with just a hint of calypso music wafting down from the pool terrace. As they neared the beach bar Daniel sat down on the sand with his feet in the water, Jordan sat beside him. "Have you finally got rid of your demons Daniel?" He tentatively asked. Daniel looked down at his feet in the water "You know I think I have and it was the right decision." Jordan smiled "Today has helped me a lot as well, I am way better off with them out of my life." Daniel turned to look at Jordan "You as well, thought it was just me" they both laughed looking at each other and no longer hiding sadness behind their eyes. "Daniel" Jordan began "do you mind if I ask you a question, but please don't be offended?". He looked at Jordan "Go on, and I promise not to be offended" he replied. He was about to ask but Jordan lost his bottle at the last minute and steered the question around if he minded him joining him for dinner with the actress and her husband. Not quite the question he thought Jordan was going to ask but said the invite was for both of them so he was expected. They both laid back looking up at the stars in a strange awkward silence for a few minutes, Daniel sat up and said it was time for him to go bed as the jetlag was still nagging at him a little. They both stood up and Jordan made a move to give Daniel a hug who was aiming more for a handshake, eventually he said 'oh okay', he breathed in as Jordan's arms closed around him in a friendly hug. Was it possible the hug lingered longer than necessary, Daniel felt Jordan's strong arms holding him close, he was melting as he smelled the cologne and felt the muscles up against his body. Quickly Daniel moved away as he was starting to tent in his shorts and thought it would be a pretty embarrassing situation if Jordan noticed that he was getting turned on. The both walked up to the pool terrace and the main hotel wing, Daniel said good night and that he would see him tomorrow on the beach. Jordan sat on the edge of his bed half naked and completely annoyed at himself, how the hell did he chicken out of asking the question. He had to know where he really stood and if he was gay, the pieces appeared to fit and he was really sure that Daniel sneaked glances at him on the beach during the day. Daniel was sat on the veranda when a piece of music sprung in to his head and he started singing the lyrics 'Love, love changes everything, says are longer, words mean more, love, love changes everything, pain is deeper than before, love will turn your world around, and that world will last forever' he stopped reciting the lyrics. He couldn't even fathom out how he remembered the words to the song, he was oblivious to how the words would interpret in the coming times ahead. He shook his head striped off naked and dived in the pool for a quick swim before bed.

For me the feeling of a cock onside me and those final gravy thrusts when a top deposits his baby batter in me and I love cleaning tops' cocks after I have been fucked three or four times the taste of the frothy concoction of cum on their cocks drives me insane

I like being pissed on and in. Unfortunately it's really hard to find other guys into it.

The first time a guy ever pissed in me I wasn't expecting it. We'd set up an anonymous breed and go where he came in and found me naked and ass up ready for his cock and load. This particular guy liked for me to pretend to be drugged/asleep. I knew he had cum from his sigh and spasming cock buried deep in my hole. I expected he'd get up and leave, but he just stayed there. After a bit I could feel his cock kind of twitching and then I started to feel kinda warm and full and realized what he was doing. At first I was startled, but just as instantly got totally turned on by it. He pissed for sometime, and not just little spurts, this guy had some pressure and I could feel it going in. After he was done, he pulled out without spilling a drop (he was deep when pissing), dressed and left. I held it for quite awhile, but when I let it out there was easily more than a liter. Something else that is really hot is my piss took on his scent when I pissed later. The piss goes into the colon where fluids are absorbed. it is so fucking hot, wish I could find more guys who can do this.