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there is this amazing hot guy who works about a mile from me, who every now and then sucks my cock and swallows my cum. Last time he came to my house, I flipped him over and rimmed him, and got the impression he was kinda terrified I was going to fuck him. After that he didnt even seem to be on line anymore and I figured I had totally scared him off. He has one of those amazing bodies, smooth olive skin, perfect pert ass, huge cock, and such a handsome face, with a lovely short trimmed beard. Hes adorable. Anyway he seemed to be an oral bottom only, who then disappeared............. until last week He was back online and horny, and asked if he could suck my cock. Of course I said yes, and he came to my house, and stripped off before getting me rock hard while jacking his cock, sitting on the end of my bed. I told him to jump up on the bed fully and turn over so I could rim him and he complied and this time, I just went for it, and pushed my hard cock against his hole, he started really getting into it, and say, well mumbling....... oh oh oh and just the tip.........of course by this time I had at least half my cock inside him so I just went forward until i was balls deep in his hole. This seemed to really turn him on and he furiously jacked his cock. and gripped mine with his ass.. Only problem was I hadnt cum for a week, and I wasnt going to last long and soon enough it was just too horny and I felt my load building up and told him, I was going to cum. to which he simply said "fuck yeah, cum" and that was all it took and I shot a weeks worth of spunk into his beautiful ass. after that he seemed really flustered and kinda dashed to the bathroom, got dressed and then left in a real hurry. I did message him after telling him how amazing hot it was, but so far no reply. Anyway I am really grateful to him for letting me cum in him, he is a real beauty and it was a pleasure to finally breed him.

Chapter 5 Andrew lead me down the hallway to the guest room with Greg close behind us. I stepped in the room and my jaw hit the floor. “Welcome to our playroom,” Greg said wrapping his arms around me. In the center of the room instead of a bed was a sling. Along one of the walls was a table filled with all sorts of toys and in the corner was a fuck bench. “Wow, I love what you’ve done with the place,” I said. They helped me into the sling and made sure to secure my legs and arms. “Damn, look at that ass,” Andrew said stepping in between my legs. He started rubbing his fingers over my hole. “Kevin, I have to tell you I’ve wanted to breed this cunt from the second you walked into my office. Have to say I’m impressed with your progress. I really thought it’d take longer to get your neg ass in this sling.” I was moaning like crazy as he kept fingering my ass. He was up to three fingers and I was starting to pant like a dog in heat. He pulled his fingers out and I felt so empty. Greg took his place and started rubbing his cock around my hole. “So honey should I tell him or do you want too?” Andrew got an evil grin on his face and said, “you do it honey it’s your fantastic news.” I was going crazy, “will someone please fuck me!! I need a dick inside me, now!” “You heard him Greg. Fuck the slut, he’s begging for it.” “Kevin, you want this toxic cock in your pussy?” “Yes god damn it, fuck me now!” I screamed. “You asked for it, here it cums. You should know slut, I found out today that this cock inside your pussy is full blown.” With that he shoved in balls deep and started fucking me hard. When he said those words my cock exploded all over my chest with the biggest load I’d ever had. I was moaning so loud Andrew shoved his cock in my mouth to keep me quiet. “Fuck! Look at that load. You sick horny faggot, you love having that full blown cock up your cunt don’t you?” I couldn’t answer with his huge dick in my mouth so I just sucked him harder. “When Greg got home today and told me the news we knew you’d be the perfect neg slut to take his first full blown aids load. I have to admit, for awhile there I wasn’t sure if you’d really show up tonight. I clamped down on Greg’s dick and started milking him while he was fucking me. He shoved in all the way and I could feel him start to coat my ass with his deadly cum. At the same time Andrew grunted and started shooting his load down my throat. Holy fucking shit! What had I just done? I’d taken my first toxic load and it was a fucking aids load at that. Andrew pulled out of my mouth as Greg slowly removed his dick from my ass. “Clamp down don’t lose a drop of my special cum.” Greg leaned down and gave me a deep kiss. “How you doing Kevin?” Andrew asked. I was trying to get a handle on my emotions. Greg was still between my legs and started to rub my cunt with the head of his cock. “It’ll take me a few minutes for me to recharge, so just breathe deep and enjoy this moment. You’ll never be the same after tonight, we’ve made sure if that.” Andrew asked again how I was doing. “I think we may have broken him honey.” I had all these thoughts going through my mind but one kept repeating over and over. “I’m so fucking empty, I need more. Please I need more cum,” I softly said. “Wait, what’d you say Kev?” Andrew asked. “I need more. Please, please give me more cum, my pussy is so empty.” Andrew walked over to the table and grabbed a brand new toothbrush. He looked in me in the eye and asked, “you know what this is for slut?” I shook my head no. “This here is going to ensure we knock you up.” I started to get a little nervous and he could see the concerned look on my face. “Its all right slut, if you want more cum inside you, we need to brush your pussy really hard to make sure you’re properly prepared to get pregnant. So what’ll it be?” I moaned, “do it! Please knock me up!” With that Andrew started brushing the inside of my cunt. He twisted it around to make sure Greg’s load was being massaged into the lining of my ass. He pulled the toothbrush out after a few minutes and it had streaks of dark pink cum covering the bristles. “Prefect!” They both said. “Damn, I think you’re ready Kevin, and look at that my cock is too.” With that Andrew shoved his dick inside me and began pumping in and out. “It takes me a little longer to shoot my second load so this will give me plenty of time to work Greg’s load deep inside you.” He continued fucking me for about thirty minutes. I was in heaven. I had no idea sex could be so amazing. Pretty soon I could tell he was getting ready to cum. He looked me in the eye, grinned then shot another huge load inside my cunt. He pulled out and Greg took his place. They continued using me all night, taking turns breeding my ass. By the time they were done with me they’d given me three loads each. Andrew shoved a butt plug up my ass and told me to leave it in all night to give their swimmers enough time to do the job. They helped me out of the sling and my legs were like rubber. “So how you feeling now?” they asked as we got dressed. “Like a fucking slut.” I grinned from ear to ear. “That was amazing. Thank you! And Greg, I’m honored to be the guy who got your first full blown loads.” He gave me a deep kiss. “You’re welcome slut. Give my babies a good home.” “Kevin,” Andrew stopped me at the door, “you thought you were horny after Charlie fucked you, you have no idea what you’ve become now. We’re around all weekend, so if you need more you know where to find us. Also don’t be afraid to find some on your own.” He got a wicked grin on his face, “maybe it’s time you came clean with your friend and your son.” He winked, gave me a kiss, then shut the door behind me. I stood out in the hallway for a second then headed for the elevator. Damn, maybe he was right. Maybe it was time to have a serious conversation with Josh and Scotty. This could be interesting.

About an hour ago. I was horny as hell. Went to the local ABS and got some tokens. Went to the booth with the biggest hole and started watching M2M porn. I couldn't find any bareback (it was all covered) but dropped my pants and started to stroke. Young guy came into the booth on the other side pressed against the hole and opened his mouth. I slid my cock inside and he got it nice and hard. I bent down and asked if he like getting fucked? His answer was to pull his pants down around his ankles and turn around, his ass against the hole. I slid inside a warm juicy hole and pounded it until I shot a load deep inside. Pulled up my pants and left. Big smile on my face. I love GH ABS sex!

Moderator's Note: This story is mostly new, but it has characters that previously appeared in this story. Hi guys. Kevin here, you may remember me, I’m Josh’s dad and Scott, or I guess he’s Scotty now, anyway his best friend. So let me catch you up with what’s been going on with me. After I walked in on Josh having unprotected sex my life took an interesting turn. I think that was the catalyst for my new path in life. A little bit about me, I’m 51 now, I know old by gay standards but I gotta say I still look good. I’m 5’8” 170lbs, I’m a runner so I’m pretty toned but not overly muscular. Got some good fur on my chest and the rest of my body. I wear my brown hair cut pretty short and yes it turning into more silver than brown, but I think it looks sexy! I’m married to a woman, or I should say I was married to a woman. The divorce was final a few months ago. But I’m getting ahead of myself. After my visit with Josh I flew home but something was changing. Seeing my son’s raw dick buried in that guys ass woke something up inside of me. The only gay experience I’d had was with Scotty back in college. He’d suck me off when I was horny and couldn’t find a girl to play with, oh and I was usually drunk. I remember I liked it and he certainly gave better blow jobs than any of the girls I ever dated, but I never reciprocated. I have a great relationship with my wife. We’d been married for close to 30 years. Next to Scotty she’s my best friend. The problem was we hadn’t had sex for over fifteen years now and neither of us seemed to really care. Don’t get me wrong I was horny all the time. I’d jack off at least twice a day but I had absolutely no desire to have sex with my wife. Yes I know you’re probably saying to yourself ‘what a fucking dumb ass, why’d it take him so long to figure it out.’ Good fucking question! After I got back I started noticing my wife and I were really more roommates than spouses. Of course I still didn’t do anything about it. After about six months I was offered a promotion. The only catch was the job was on the East Coast. I talked it over wife my wife and she got really excited. “I think it’s perfect you should take it.” “You do. I didn’t think you’d want to move.” “I don’t. But I think this is exactly what we need.” “Wait what?” “Oh come on Kevin. We both know this marriage was over years ago just neither one of us was brave enough to pull the trigger. And to be honest with you I’ve already been seeing someone else.” “Wait really? Who is it?” Okay something was wrong I wasn’t pissed at all but genuinely curious and happy for her. “Her name’s Mandy.” Huh didn’t see that coming. “Look this is perfect now I can be with Mandy and you can move to the east coast and find some nice guy.” “Umm yea, except I’m not gay.” “Right keep telling yourself that, but you might want to clear your internet history,” she winked at me. Okay so I might have been watching some bi porn but that didn’t make me gay. “Go hang out with our son and your best friend. They can introduce you to the gay world.” She was really enjoying this. Our divorce had to be the easiest, quickest and friendliest in the history of divorces. So here I was back in the city where my gay son and best friend lived, ready for the next chapter in my life to begin. I wasn’t able to move into my new apartment when I arrived, so Scotty was kind enough to put me up for a few weeks until it was ready. Damn he’d changed since the last time I’d seen him. He had some new ink and I found myself strangely drawn to it. It was hot as fuck, is all I’m saying. “Kevin, you’re staring again.” “Sorry I can’t help it your new tats are really cool. Although I’m not really sure why’d you get one biohaz tattoo let alone two? You’re not a toxic guy. You’re really nice.” Scotty just about choked on his drink. “Umm, they’re nothing really. I’m in a special club and that’s our logo.” “Huh okay, that’s weird but whatever.” I could tell he was really uncomfortable and didn’t want to discuss it further so I dropped it. Now I hadn’t discussed with Scotty the real reason for my divorce. I’d just told him we’d grown apart. Which technically was true. I don’t know why I was so worried. He wouldn’t care at all but I was still nervous. He was out late one night so I was bored and borrowed his computer to look up a few things. I noticed there was one browser he’d just minimized so I opened it up. Yes I know I shouldn’t snoop on my best friend’s computer but come on like you wouldn’t do it too. What I found both shocked me and gave me the biggest woody I’d ever had. On the screen was Scotty with his legs in the air getting fucked like crazy with no condom in sight. The guy fucking him seemed to have cum so he pulled out and another guy quickly took his place. Scotty was moaning and telling the new guy to fuck him harder, to recharge his ass. Recharge his ass what the fuck did that mean?” I was so entranced watching the top shove his huge dick in and out of Scotty that I hadn’t noticed the guy looked really familiar. Holy fucking shit that was my son Josh’s big dick fucking my best friend. Seriously what kind of sick shit was this and when did I take my dick out and start jacking off. And why was I leaking more than I normally did. I kept watching the video and started to notice there was several guys in the room with Scotty and they all seemed to have at least one biohaz tat somewhere on their body. Fuck me even Josh had one. Next thing I knew I was shooting my load all over my hand. I didn’t have any tissues handy so I just did what came natural and brought my hand up to my mouth and cleaned it off. Damn why had I never tasted my cum before, it was delicious. I sat there in a state of shock for a few minutes trying to understand what I had just watched. My son was fucking my best friend. My son, was fucking my best friend. My best friend was letting my son fuck him without a condom and he was loving it. Fuck I was hard again and stroking my dick, again. What! The! Fuck!! I should be pissed off but I was only pissed that there wasn’t any more of the video to watch. I calmed down, okay I did watch it one more time and might have shot another load, then I calmed down and cleaned up. I minimized the screen so Scotty wouldn’t know that I knew his dirty little secret. I put his computer away and jumped on my phone to research gay men and the biohaz tat. Hmmm club my ass. I was in shock. Result after result came up biohazard tattoo equals HIV. What the fuck. Then I found sites about guys actively chasing for the disease, apparently they called themselves bug chasers. I was feeling really conflicted. On one hand it appeared my best friend and my son were HIV positive, on the other hand I was fucking hard again. Seriously what the ever loving fuck was happening to me. I shot my third load of the night, looked at the clock and realized how late it was getting. I was in no place to deal with Scotty tonight so I quickly went to bed to avoid him before he got home. That night I had the most erotic dream. Instead of Scotty in the middle of all those guys getting fucked it was me. I made sure I was out of the apartment before he woke up. I knew I couldn’t avoid him forever but I just needed some time to digest all this shit. Damn I really needed someone to talk to about this but the one person in my life I would normally turn to was exactly the one person I couldn’t talk to. And damn it, I was hard again just thinking about that video. Fuck!

When I am invited to a sex party (it has been a while) I am always one of the designated bottoms so the prepping pays off. But it has happened in 1-on-1 meets that I spent a long time prepping to make sure I am cleaned properly and then the guy nuts in 2 minutes and is done. Although I appreciate the load it is sometomes frustrating having spent all that time prepping for that.

I love fucking and breeding/seeding a cumdump. I think they provide a much needed service and this top really appreciates the effort.

Chapter 4 I made it home before Scotty so I figured I might as well cook dinner. I needed to do something to keep myself preoccupied. He showed up about an hour later. “Hey stranger. Hmm something smells good,” Scotty said. “Hey, I got home early so I just figured I’d whip us up some food.” “This is perfect. So what’ve you been up the last couple days?” Hmm that was a loaded question. “Just busy with work. What about you. You’ve had some late nights.” “Uh yea, was helping some friends out. Sorry I haven’t been around.” “Scotty don’t worry about it. The last thing I wanted was to cramp your style. I really do appreciate you letting me crash with you. I should be able to move in next weekend.” “It’s cool. I’ve enjoyed having you here.” “So I have a question for you. I, umm, I’m not sure how to ask this. It’s about your tattoo.” “I have lots of tattoos you’re gonna have to be more specific,” he grinned at me. He was not going to make this easy. “Okay fine,” I grinned back. “Specifically, your biohazard tattoo.” “Umm Okay What do you want to know?” “Why that design? Are you HIV positive?” “Uhh, what makes you say that?” I gave him a look, “really, that’s your response? It’s no big deal I’m just curious.” “Okay, yep, I’m poz.” “And your okay with that?” He looked at me sheepishly, “yea I’m very okay with it.” “Hot,” I whispered. “What did you say?” “Umm, cool glad you’re okay with it.” “One last question. Did you actively try to become poz?” Okay he wasn’t expecting that question. “Seriously, no judgement. I’m just curious.” “Yes, I did.” “Can I ask why?” “It’s hard to explain and honestly I’m not sure I really know why. It was just a need I had deep down inside. Like a part of me was missing. Sorry, I know it sounds fucked up. Hell I know most people think it’s crazy but it was just something I needed to do.” “No I get it. I mean I don’t totally, but I’m trying to understand.” Because honestly ever since Andrew and Charlie planted the seed I can’t stop thinking about it. I went on to tell him that my divorce was really because my ex was a lesbian. I conveniently left out the part about me being gay and that I still had two loads inside me from this afternoon. Hey there is such a thing as over sharing. Don’t judge me. We spent the rest of evening just bullshitting. It was nice, oh yea I was also hard all night. The rest of the weekend was pretty uneventful. Except I found myself on Twitter looking at the accounts of guys who only fuck raw. Which inevitably lead me to the accounts of a lot of poz guys. Every time I’d see a guy with a biohaz tat I’d start getting hard. I followed, unfollowed and re-followed so many accounts I’m surprised my account wasn’t flagged. By Monday I needed to get fucked. The problem was I just wasn’t sure how to go about that. Hey it’s been awhile since I was single. I tried texting Charlie but he was out of town for the week. He suggested I speak with Andrew. Right talk to my boss about getting fucked. I’m pretty sure HR would already frown on the fact that he introduced me to Charlie in the first place. I made it to Wednesday until I couldn’t take it anymore. I was honestly a little surprised that Andrew hadn’t chatted with me earlier but I guess he was in meetings both days. Wednesday I’d seen him in the halls and said hi a couple times but didn’t really have an opportunity to talk. In the afternoon I wandered down to his office and saw he was alone so I knocked on his door and stuck my head in. “Hi Andrew, was just wondering if you had a few minutes?” “Of course, come on in and shut the door behind you.” I of course had brought with me a real work issue to at least make this seem like a legit visit. We took care of the work issue quickly then he said, “so how’d your meeting Friday go?” “Um it was very informative.” “I spoke with Charlie and he feels you have excellent potential to become a total bottom cum slut. He also mentioned you tried to contact him again but he wasn’t available.” “Yep, I was kind of hoping for a repeat meeting.” “You’re a hot guy. There’s lots of ways for you to find guys to fuck you. In fact there are several at this company who would gladly bend you over their desk and breed your cunt. Including yours truly. He stood up and I could see the outline of his very hard, very big cock through his tight pants. “I’m not so sure about my boss fucking me. I mean my boss is hot as fuck but he’s still my boss.” “Totally understand. So if he wasn’t your boss would you let him fuck you?” I didn’t even think, just responded, “yes!!” “Even if he’s poz?” “Ahh umm, I don’t know.” “You hesitated, interesting. I’d say you’re warming up to the notion of taking toxic cum. Would that be accurate?” “Oh fuck! No, yes, maybe. I’m not sure.” He grinned at me. “You should probably get back to work.” I immediately went to the bathroom and shot my load. Friday I finally moved into my new apartment. Most of my stuff was being shipped or I’d purchased new since my ex kept the old house, so there wasn’t too much, so between Scotty, Josh, his friend Zack and me we had it done pretty quick. I offered to buy the guys pizza and beer but all three of them had somewhere to be. Some of the new furniture had arrived that morning so I was just relaxing when Andrew called. “Hi Andrew.” “Did you get all moved?” “Yep now just need to unpack.” “How horny are you?” “Climbing the fucking walls!” “Good! Clean out and be to the address I’m going to text you in two hours. Don’t over think it Scotty. It’s time!” Then he hung up and I received the text a minute later. He was right. Enough pussyfooting around. It was time to take the plunge. I cleaned out and the next thing I new I was at the address he’d given me. I knocked on the the apartment door and was soon face to face with an older gentleman, probably in his early 60s, in great shape. Tall and skinny, wearing just a pair of very tight shorts. It looked like his long cock was just about to peak out of the bottom of his shorts. He had a big red biohaz tat that surrounded his left nipple which was also pierced. “You must be Kevin. I’ve heard a lot about you. Come on in. I’m Greg, Andrew’s partner.” I stepped inside and he gave me a tight hug and squeezed my ass. “Damn I can’t wait to breed your neg cunt. Charlie tells me you’re a natural.” Gulp! He wrapped his arm around my shoulder and lead me into the living room where Andrew was talking on the phone. He waved and motioned for me to sit. I couldn’t take my eyes off Greg’s crotch. “He may be awhile, why don’t you take my dick out and have a taste. I can tell you want too.” Yep I did. He stood in front of me and I pulled down his shorts. The longest cock I’d ever seen popped out. Thank god it was skinny like him or I’d never get it down my throat. He was already leaking so I just went to town. “Damn Charlie’s right, this boy can suck.” He soon pulled his dick out of my mouth. “Fuck I was getting close. Your mouth is great but all the loads need to go in your other hole today. You’re wearing too many clothes. Why don’t you get comfortable.” By the time I was naked Andrew was off the phone and taking his clothes off too. “You ready for this Kevin?” I nodded yes. “You need to say it Kevin. Tell us what you want, what you need.” Oh fuck. They were both stroking their hard cocks, precum dripping from the ends. “I need you to fuck me.” “Kevin!” “I need you to stick your poz cocks deep in my neg cunt and blow your toxic loads deep inside me. I need you to knock me up!” “Good boy. Now we can begin.”

Traveling for work allows me to see a lot of the country and it also allows me to hook up with a lot of guys. I love to set up anon scenes when I’m on the road. Being ass up in a dark room and letting strangers use my hole for their pleasure. I knew at some point I would get pozzed. But I also knew that in my head and heart I wanted to know when it happened and with who. I started looking on bbrts for profiles that were poz in areas I would be traveling to and I found exactly what I was looking for in my favorite place. Colorado! I sent a message to him letting him know I was going to be in the area for a week and was looking for some fun. I received a reply back a few minutes later. “Hey man! Sounds like fun! What all you into and looking for?” I replied back “ I’m a total bottom. Love to suck and swallow, and really love to get bred”. “Hot! Would love to breed that hole! I see you’re neg. you know I’m poz right? I’m not on meds either. You chasing?” ”Yeah I know you’re poz! I’m not really chasing, I like to do anon scenes and know it’s just a matter of time until it happens. I would really like to know when and who it happens with. Make sense?” “Hell yeah man! I get it. I would love to poz that hole for you if you really want it! When will you be in town?” ”I fly in this Saturday and will be there until the following Sunday. So will have a whole week to get together if you have time. I’ll be staying at the holiday inn downtown” ”Thats perfect. I’m available all week and live downtown about 5 blocks from the hotel. Let me know when you get to town and we can get together. I’m available all weekend and all week long in the evenings.” “Sounds good! I’ll let you know when I check in Saturday afternoon and we can set something up. Here’s my cell # xxx-xxx-xxxx. Text me anytime.”

Set up another anon motel room scene last week. Took the afternoon off work and spent about 5 hours just taking anonymous loads. Over that period of time I entertained 7 hard cocks, and by the time the last guy arrived my ass was gaping and sopping wet with cum. Even when my hole is open and slick, I can still tell when a guy is wearing a rubber. It's like my hole rebels, and I can't really enjoy myself. And so it was with guy #7. I never heard him put it on, but I felt the extra friction of the rubber against my walls. I tolerated it briefly before telling him that I wanted him bare. I was doggy-style on the bed while he stood behind me. I raised myself up onto my knees and reached behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck as my hand found his shaft. I gripped it tight, and it hardened even more in my hand. His breathing quickened. I worked my hand down to his balls and began to roll the condom off. "But I want to be protected," he protested. I stopped. "I want it raw," was my response. He hesitated, my hand still gripping his shaft. "OK," came the reply, and in one quick motion I slid the rubber off the rest of the way. I grabbed his shaft again and guided it to my hungry hole, slipping the head inside before settling back into the doggy position. Sure enough, he seemed to love being raw inside me. He rammed home and pounded my hole hard and deep. He was hitting my prostate just right when he asked, "Where should I cum?" "Inside me," I hissed. "Fill me with your cum." That was all the encouragement he needed. He grabbed my hips, gave a final thrust, and buried his load deep inside me. I squeezed my sphincter and felt the pulsing of his shaft as he delivered what I wanted. As he withdrew, I spun around and took him in my mouth, cleaning him off thoroughly. He left without another word, and I figured he was probably too freaked out by what had happened to contact me again. But I was wrong! Got an email from him this morning - he wants to breed me after work.

Sometimes I also get this sad feeling of wasted time for endless cleanup before visiting sauna, darkroom or else for a fuck session and really little happens, mostly ending up with topping only (what's not bad btw). So I can understand that everybody who cares about this feels concerned or even a bit upset. Nevertheless I'll continue cleaning to feel comfortable myself. I'm also astonished that often enough when lurking less unprepared through the local parks, I bet and will win somebody or even more guys are wanings to fuck and unload regardless of a little 'desaster' - have given up to think about it. Tip: I carry wet wipes for this cases and have all the fun you can get! [corrected typo]

It's not about being "PC". There's A LOT on this site that isn't PC. It's about staying within the limits of the law. I've said it before and I'll say it again (over and over)… Who you vote for makes a difference in your sexual freedoms. Who your friends and family vote for makes a difference in your sexual freedoms. Don't think you can ignore politics and then come on a board like this and complain that your freedoms are being limited. You, your friends, and your family members limited those freedoms when you voted the wrong lawmakers into office. Oh, and it's just going to get worse. About a week ago 4 Senators asked Attorney General Barr to do more obscenity prosecutions (conservative source, liberal source). Obscenity isn't just about images – text can be "obscene" as well. Barr was a big proponent of obscenity prosecutions when he worked in the Justice Department in the Bush (Sr) administration. If Trump gets a second term we're likely to go back to those rather dark days. And it's not just a problem in the US. Britain is trying to regulate porn (though it's temporarily failed), Australia wants to regulate porn, etc. The rules on this site are there to keep things legal and to keep the site off the radar of aggressive conservative groups. This is why the moderation of this site is "somewhat aggressive" and why that will continue to be the case with the sites I'm building. I don't need problems. If you become a problem, then you're no longer welcome here. This is a private site, there is no right to free speech. Free speech means you can start your own site and possibly face lawsuits and jail if you don't police it properly.

Part 3 - June 2008 Byron's working out resulted in his body changing gradually, he obtained better muscle definition and grew several inches making him a little more formidable against Darren. At 12 years old he was still pursued by Darren on weekly basis, tormenting and taunting him but he did it with more caution and steered clear of him when Stefan was around. Darren was constantly threatening Stefan behind his back but soon quietened down whenever he was in earshot or starring at him. Stefan and Byron were like brothers and inseparable, they walked on to the playing field one lunchtime sitting down to eat lunch, clearly Stefan had something on mind but it was almost as if he was holding back saying anything. "Are you going to tell me what is bothering you is it me?" Byron asked looking at him. Stefan put his sandwich down "No, this is my last term here Byron" he sheepishly said looking at him. "Oh" he replied and stopped eating "are you moving away?" Byron asked. Stefan shook his head "No, but I am moving to a grammar school in September" he replied biting his sandwich. Byron smiled "Well done, I know it's not easy getting in there" he said "I am going to miss you though". Stefan appeared more upset "Me to, you have been a great friend to me here Byron". "You have helped get through the last few years here Stefan" Byron said looking towards Darren. Stefan smirked "He won't touch you I will make sure of that" he said looking at Byron. "I still want to be your friend even when you leave" Byron said seeing Stefan smile. "And you, you will keep up your dancing?" Stefan asked handing me his soda. Byron nodded "I have to dance for this panel on Saturday, something about a scholarship" he said. Stefan rubbed Byron's head "You will do alright mate you are one hell of a dancer now" he said smiling at Byron. Byron was a little nervous as he sat there behind the panel of 3 people who had come to see several dancers from various studios in the region. Mary sat next to Byron with his mother and explained that he was not to get upset as it was not easy getting a scholarship and it was his first judging so expect some disappointment and constructive criticism. Byron had known that winning a scholarship could change his life as it would mean moving schools to Mountview in London where he would board and be trained and lectured to complete his education. He never heard the door open at the back or saw Stefan creeping in and sitting at the back. "Byron Hillier" the female panellist called his name. Mary stood "Remember Byron, breath, relax, smile and dance on the beat of the music" she said to him. Byron nodded and looked at the stage "I got this" he said smiling to Mary and his mother. Byron took the stage and did a one minute contemporary piece and then one minute of ballet. When the music finished he stood there watching the panel as they looked at him then lowered their head discussing him. She turned to her colleagues telling them she had it on good authority that we wouldn't be disappointed coming here and they nodded to her agreeing it was worth the detour. The female panellist looked up and said thank you, that was his queue to exit the stage and return to his seat, walking towards his seat he caught sight of Stefan who was smiling and holding his thumps up. Byron rushed up to the back of the theatre. He hugged Stefan who had stood up and then embarrassingly let go and sat down next to him. He couldn't figure out why he had just hugged Stefan like that, Stefan didn't seem to mind. It was the first time Byron actually wondered why his body reacted like that, he quickly brushed it off and sat chatting to Stefan as if nothing had happened. Mary was speaking to the female panellist and she called Byron over explaining that they wanted him to dance a musical number and make it up as he went. He was allowed to listen to the music a couple of times and then took the stage. Stefan had moved down next to his mother who was pleased to see he had come to support Byron. The one minute piece seemed to be over before he started, flashing by in an instant he stopped dancing and the panel applauded him, Mary looked at the panel and knew he had done good by the smiles on their faces. Byron walked out in to the sunshine feeling sick with nerves and worry, he had landed the scholarship to start in September. It would mean being away from home and his best friend Stefan, it also meant no more Darren and his days spent dodging him at all cost and making his life so miserable at school. Byron heard the car pulling up on the drive, quickly he said good bye to his mother and went outside, climbing in to the back seat of the car he said good morning to Stefan's mother Louise and Stefan, she backed the car out and moved forward heading towards school. "I hear your audition went very well Byron" Louise said glancing at him in the rear view mirror. Byron smiled "Yes, but it was horrible doing it, I had to fight not to be sick" he laughed. Louise laughed "Poor thing, the nerves will ease the more you perform" she said "Is it Mountview you got in to?". "Yes" Byron replied "Mountview Academy of Performing Arts" he said smiling from ear to ear. Louise nodded "It is one of the best Byron" she said "hard work and even harder education" she chuckled. "Really?" Byron asked looking at her "how do you know that?" he said seeing her smile. "I went there years back for a career in musical theatre" she said remembering her days fondly. Byron leaned forward "So are you in musical theatre now?" he asked. Louise shook her head "No, I met Stefan's father doing my ninth production and well this one came along". Byron looked at Stefan then back to Louise "Oh, I'm sorry" he said. Louise laughed "Don't be, I love my family more than stage" she said "I was quite a name in the Westend". Byron sat back "Will you show me, over the summer holidays?" he asked timidly. Louise looked at him pulling up to the school gates "I would love to Byron" she smiled. Stefan walked with Byron and giggled "Your a charmer" he said "My mother really likes you". Byron smiled "Do you think she would help me, you know teach me stuff" he asked. Stefan laughed "Oh my god she would be over the moon to do that, she misses it I know she does". It was through Stefan telling his mother how good he thought Byron was that Louise attended one of the school productions, the following day she put in a call to her long term mentor at Mountview. To Byron's dance teacher Mary it was a call out of the blue when they informed her they would holding auditions and to bring her best students along. July came around and the end of the academic year, Byron and Stefan walked towards the gates and turned to look at the school one last time. Relief strewn across Byron's face was evident to Stefan, he patted his shoulder 'come on bro' he said. Stefan had taken to calling Byron his little brother even though they were the same age, Byron caught sight of Darren waiting at the gates for his cronies. They had both kept quiet about moving schools, the aim was to bow out gracefully from this horrible place and never look back. "Shall not miss him that is for sure" Byron said as they walked nearer to Darren. Stefan smirked "He never scared me, I saw him for what he was. Stupid" he said and Byron giggled. "He will have a shock in September when neither of us show up" Byron said looking at Stefan. Stefan laughed "Probably be thankful that I am not coming back" he said and Byron nodded as they passed him. Byron saw Darren smirk and mouth the word gayboy and lovers, strangely Byron looked at him and showed him his middle finger, Stefan laughed looking directly at Darren making sure he remembered who broke his arm. Darren watched them both climb in to the large 4x4 and drive off. Throughout the summer holidays Byron took Stefan out running every day, their course took them up the Malvern hills overlooking the town. Often they would stop for a break along the hiking path in the shade of the trees and look down at the town and the unmistakable sight of the Flowers estate. The last few miles of their run would take them down hill passing in to the wealthier part of Malvern to Stefan's house. Byron spent most of his summer here hidden away in the confines of the large 5 bedroom house and sprawling gardens. He would stay over from Friday to Monday and sit with Louise watching some of her musical theatre productions that had been filmed. Both singing and dancing loudly recreating the scenes displayed in front of them. Stefan's father Matthew clapped and cheered loudly as Louise fell back on the sofa laughing hysterically catching her breath. "My god Byron, you are so good I see what Stefan and Louise mean" Matthew said to him as Byron bowed. Louise sat up "I told you" she said "he is going to go far" nodding to Byron. Byron held out his hand "Come on show my that dance routine you did again I loved it" he asked Louise. She smiled and jumped to her feet teaching Byron a complete dance number from the musical she became renowned for starring in. Byron had the summer of his life and learnt so much from Louise, even Stefan could hold a tune and would join them in singing some of the songs. September loomed and sadness fell as Byron was taken to London and started his education at Mountview. He sat alone in the small room for several minutes until a dark haired boy called Sam entered, he was the same age as Byron, marginally shorter but already he showed a dancers solid build. "You must be Byron" Sam said walking over towards him. Byron nodded "Yes" he said unsure what to say. "I'm Sam, we are sharing a room and classes" he said sitting next to Byron. Byron smiled "Okay, nice to meet you Sam" he said noticing Sam looking at him. "I hear your quite good already" Sam said offering Byron some gum. He took the gum trying to size Sam up "Thanks, well I'm not sure about good but I have a right and left foot". Sam laughed "I heard you do a really good routine from 42nd Street, will you show me" he asked. Byron chuckled "What now?" he asked looking shocked. "Yeah come on I want to see it" Sam pleaded and started humming the song. Byron stood up a little embarrassed "I don't have tap shoes on" he suddenly said to Sam. Sam stood up next to Byron and they both danced oblivious to other students who were in the dance studio next door, they had stopped and were now looking through the window into the small room as Byron and Sam danced smiling at each other. Sam mostly watching Byron's feet unable to keep up in time with him, Sam laughed loudly when they finished and turned hearing the cheers from the studio. Byron went bright red and sat down watching as Sam caught his breath an sat next to him. "Crap you are amazing, who taught you that routine it is bloody hard" Same said leaning back in his chair. Byron looked at him "My friends mother, she was in musicals" he replied. Sam leaned forward "Really, what is her name?" he asked. "Oh" Byron looked at Sam "Louise Anderson but I think her name back then was Louise Hythe" he replied. "Shut up!" Sam suddenly said "You know Louise Hythe?" he said sounding astonished. Byron nodded "Yeah she taught me that routine during the summer" he replied casually. Sam chuckled "You know she is one of the biggest Westend legends" he said. Those first 15 minutes sat there together Byron and Sam bonded, over the years they both helped each other out training together and dancing together. Byron knew he was changing and at 14 he found his body seemed to yearn more for the company of males, he was beginning to awaken finding he actually had the biggest crush on Sam. They had both grown in height and stature developing superb muscle tone from their exercising and running. Byron often wondered about Sam catching him starring at him several times and always paying attention when Byron danced. They hung out a lot during term and in the holidays Sam would go back to his family home in Surrey and Byron to Malvern. Stefan ached for when he would come home and often be waiting at Byron's house to welcome him back. Stefan found it hard making friends at his new school, although he was friends with a few guys he never let anyone inside his personal space. Only Byron had ever managed that and it was what kept their friendship so special and real, they wrote to each other several times a week and spent all their holidays together. At 14 Byron had passed Darren in town, they exchanged looks, it was only after the initial glance that Darren realised it was Byron, by the time he turned around he had vanished. Darren walked back retracing his steps, he had to know if it was indeed Byron he saw as he couldn't be sure. He wandered in and out of shops and sat on a bench looking down the row of shops. He wanted, no needed to know what was going on with him, after all he missed teasing him at school. He waited several minutes then stood up and walked to the end of the street nearly bumping in to Byron who came out of a shop. "Oh fuck" Byron said looking Darren in the eye. Darren smirked "Alright gay boy" he said looking around and confident Stefan was no where to be seen. "Fuck off Darren" Byron replied pushing past Darren then feeling him grabbing his arm. "Not so quick poofter" Darren said pulling him back sharply "I am not done with you". Byron looked at his arm "Careful or it might break again" he said feeling Darren release his hold on his arm. "Where is your boyfriend then and where did you both go?" Darren asked. Byron just starred at Darren "Your no friend of mine so do yourself a favour and shuv off" he said. Darren was in the mood to fight Byron "I'm gonna knock your head off queer boy" he sneered at Byron. "Has your arm mended or does it need readjusting" a voice came from behind him as Stefan stood there. Darren turned sharply "I'm going to get you back don't worry" he said to Stefan stepping aside out of the way. Stefan laughed "Bring it on Darren if you dare" he replied stepping towards Darren. Darren quickly turned and ran off "Once a tosser always a tosser" Stefan said laughing. Byron smiled "I can't believe he still wants to bully me" he said. Stefan patted his shoulder "I am proud of how you stood up to him, you are changing Byron" he said smiling. Darren was always there in the back of his mind whenever he was back in Malvern. Fortunately their paths very rarely crossed when he was home, the day when he stood up to Darren marked a significant turning point where he no longer felt threatened or intimidated by him. Byron and Sam both had a busy few weeks finishing rehearsals, they had both been cast to dance in a musical as cast members for a matinee show on a Saturday afternoon. Byron's parents, Louise and Stefan arrived at the theatre shortly before curtain up and took their seats in the dress circle. A few avid musical fans recognised Louise arriving in the foyer of the theatre asking for autographs. Byron and Sam did exceptional in the 3 numbers they were in despite both being nervous and this, the biggest audience either of them had performed in front of. Derek their dance tutor waited until the boys had changed at the end of the show and escorted out to the foyer of the theatre where his parents, Louise and Stefan stood applauding them. Byron's whole face lit up when he realised they had come to see him in his first casting. Sam's parents on the other hand were away and Byron introduced him to Stefan and the others. Derek told Byron's parents they must be back by 9pm. They spent a wonderful evening having dinner and catching up. Sam was in heaven talking to Louise the whole evening about her career. Both boys would be called back to perform at the Saturday matinee show every week gaining more experience.

Chapter 2 I arrived at work extra early just so I could be out of the apartment before Scotty woke up. I’d been at my new job for two weeks now and so far was really enjoying things. The east coast office was a little more laid back which actually surprised me plus I already knew some of my coworkers from joint projects and lots of video conference calls in the past. My boss, Andrew, had only been with the company for about two years but was really popular with both senior management and his direct reports. I didn’t really know much about him but the gossip I’d heard was that he was 42, single, never married, no kids and no one had any clue about his sexual orientation, but everyone had an opinion. What I did know was that he was about 6’2”, blond hair, green eyes, goatee, had really hairy arms so one could hope his chest was hairy too. He wore his shirts extremely well fitted so you could easily tell he had a great body. And his pants were tight in all the right places. I jumped into a big project I was responsible for and before I knew it the day was over. This was good. I hadn’t thought about my son fucking my best friend all day. I glanced at the clock and noticed it was almost 6:30. When I get focused on a project I tend to block everything else out, not mention I was trying to avoid Scotty. There was a knock on my office door and when I looked up my hunky boss was standing there with a big beautiful smile on his face. “Hey Kevin, what are you still doing here, go home.” “Hi Andrew, sorry I just lost track of time.” “You know you don’t have to prove yourself to me, right? We’ve worked on projects together before. Granted we were in different offices but I know your work ethic and you have a good rep.” “No, I know, I just wanted to get as much done as possible,” and I was avoiding my roommate. He came around to my side of the desk and leaned over to look at my computer. Fuck he smelled good! “Damn, Kevin, from what I see here I’d say we’re about two weeks a head of schedule. I think you’re safe to go home for the night.” He grinned at me. “Umm, uhh, yea I’m just wrapping this up and then I’ll head out.” He patted my shoulder and moved back around and took a seat in one of the chairs in front of my desk. “So, how are you liking the east coast office so far?” “It’s good. I knew some of the people here already so that’s made the transition easier.” “You all settled into your apartment?” “No not yet. I should be all set to move in next week hopefully.” “Oh sorry man, I just assumed you were already in your place. Where've you been staying?” “My best friend’s apartment.” He suddenly got a very knowing look on his face. “So is that why you were here before everyone this morning and still here now?” I let out a chuckle, “yea you could say I might be trying to avoid my ‘roomie’ at the moment.” He burst out laughing, “what happened? You walk in on him having sex?” “Not exactly, I kind of saw a video of him having sex.” “Damn! Was it hot?” He looked at me wiggling his eyebrows at me. “Uhh seriously?” That broke the tension and I started to laugh too. “Close up here and let’s go hit the gym then go get some dinner.” I stammered, “I’m, I’m good Andrew. I’m sure you have plans tonight. I don’t want to hijack your evening.” “Nope only thing I had planned was to hit the gym and I’d love a workout partner so come on. I won’t take no for an answer. Besides I get the feeling you could use someone to talk too.” “Uhh thanks but I don’t have a gym membership or clothes with me,” I said trying to beg off. “I can get you in on a guest pass and I always have an extra pair of workout clothes with me.” I could tell I wasn’t going to win this argument so I said, “okay you let’s go.” His smile got even bigger, “perfect! I’ll grab my stuff and meet you at the elevator in five.” What the fuck was I doing? This was so not a good idea. Turns out his gym was a small but well kept facility located pretty close to the office. He got me checked in with the hot receptionist that looked like he could easily benchpress me without even breaking a sweat. We made it to the locker room and as we turned the corner there was a large sign that read ‘This is a gym not a bathhouse. No sex allowed.’ “Damn Andrew, what kind of place have you brought me too?” He turned to me with a panicked look on his face but as soon as he saw my grin he relaxed. “Guess I should’ve warned you about that,” he chuckled, “but honestly that sign’s been up so long I kinda forgot it was even there. “It’s all good,” I joked. We found some lockers and he handed me his spare workout clothes. I turned away from him and quickly changed. It’s not that I’m shy but I didn’t think I’d be able to keep my dick soft if I saw him naked, and come on guys, he’s my boss. When I turned to face him he was tying his shoes. Fuck me! If I thought he looked good in his office attire he was a fucking wet dream now. He had on a muscle T-shirt that hugged his body perfectly and his gym shorts showed off his hairy muscular legs. He had a tattoo of a compass on his upper right arm. Damn, it was sexy. I was beginning to think I might need to get some ink of my own. He cleared his throat and I realized I’d been staring. “You all right there, Kevin?” “Umm, yea, right sorry let’s do this.” He had a small smirk on his face as he looked me up and down. Now if he looked like a fucking wet dream I looked like a wet noodle. Let’s just say his clothes on me didn’t have quite the same effect as they did on him. We worked out hard for an hour and then headed back to the locker room. I suddenly realized I hadn’t thought this through. We were both covered in sweat which meant we’d need to take a shower before we could go get dinner which meant we were both going to be naked together and very soon. Fuck my dick liked that idea and started growing. I was trying really hard not to stare at his naked ass as he lead me to the showers. There were already a couple of other guys in the room when we arrived so we ended up having to take showers on opposite sides of the room. Thank god! I was almost fully hard by this time so at least I wouldn’t be right by him. The guy I was next to was busy soaping up his cock which appeared to be rock hard. He was watching me and winked when he noticed me staring. “It’s cool man. We may not be allowed to have sex here with others but they said nothing about ourselves.” He was jacking pretty hard now and wasn’t long before he closed his eyes tight and started shooting his load across the room. “Damn, that would have been so much more satisfying if I’d been able to shot that load deep inside your tight ass.” He winked at me and went back to finishing his shower. Oh fuck I had to get out of there. I grabbed my towel and beelined it for my locker. I was pretty much dressed by the time Andrew walked in. “Did you even shower,” he joked, “I turned around and you were gone.” “Oh just trying to conserve water,” I lamely said. “That’s cool,” he smirked at me. Yep he wasn’t buying that at all. It was at that moment he dropped his towel and my mouth hit the floor. Okay yea his cock was nice. Looked to be at least 6” soft and I could only imagine how big he’d grow too. No, what had my mouth on the floor was his small biohaz tat on his right hip and a scorpion tat on his left. Holy shit was my boss HIV positive? I quickly averted my eyes and hoped he hadn’t caught me staring. I busied myself making sure I hadn’t left anything in my locker. When I thought it was safe, I shut the door and turned to find him dressed and staring at me. He winked, “you ready to go eat?” Yes, dear god please get me out of here. “Yep, I’m ready.” We went to a small diner close by and as we were waiting for our food he asked, “so, this friend you’re staying with, is he just a friend?” “Umm yea, just a friend. We’ve known each other since freshman year in college,” “Wow that’s cool. I’m not in touch with anyone from my college days. So was it weird seeing his sex tape?” Oh dear god maybe it would’ve been less awkward to have just gone home. “Well it wasn’t something I ever expected to see, I can tell you that.” “But you liked it didn’t you?” “I, umm, I...” He grinned, “it’s okay. There’s a couple of guys I went to college with that I wouldn’t mind seeing sex tapes of.” Seriously?? “It was interesting. I’ll leave it at that.” “Fair enough. So listen, I don’t know if you’ve noticed but the number one activity in our office is gossip. For instance, I’ve already been told you’re recently divorced and your wife left you for a woman.” “Fuck me! Even my best friend doesn’t know that bit yet.” “Apparently someone in payroll is good friends with someone in the west coast office who knows the woman your ex hooked up with, or something like that.” “Damn gossiping should be an Olympic sport our company would win hands down. So how come no one seems to know anything about you then?” “Ahh now that’s a very good question, which leads me to our next discussion. I know you saw the tattoos on my hips and I’m guessing with how fast you buried your head in your locker that you know what they mean, so I’d really appreciate your discretion. I don’t usually get close to my coworkers but you looked like you could use a friend today.” “Yes, I definitely noticed your tats; your secret’s safe with me. The thing is I find them sexy as fuck but don’t understand why. Scotty, my best friend, has two. One on his hip and a big one on his back and I can’t stop staring at them. Oh and the sex tape, my son was the one fucking my best friend and he also had the tattoo.” “Well fuck me! I did not expect that.” I bust out laughing, “yea it’s been a weird couple of days.” “What was your honest reaction when you saw the tape?” “I came three times.” His hand went down to his lap and he seemed to be adjusting himself. “Have you ever been with a guy before?” “Scotty gave me blowjobs in college but other than that nope. Fuck I haven’t had sex in over fifteen years. Just my right hand.” “Wait what? You can’t be serious, fifteen years?” “I know pathetic right? I was married and took it seriously. We just stopped having sex years ago.” “Do you want to be with a woman or man now?” “Men, definitely men. Damn it I want a man to bend me over and fuck me until there’s no tomorrow. Oh god, did I say that out loud?” “Yep you sure did.” He was grinning like a fucking fool. “We need to get you laid!” “Umm you’re my boss.” “Kevin, believe me you’re not ready for my dick...yet,” he winked at me “but I think I have a friend who can help you out.” “Yea, I’m not so sure this is a good idea. And I’m guessing all your friends are like you,” he gave me a funny look. “I mean poz. I’m definitely not ready for that. Fuck I didn’t mean to offend you. I’m just so far out of my element right now.” “Relax Kevin.” He placed his hand over mine and squeezed, “believe me I understand where you’re coming from, but trust me when I say you need to this. You need to realize who you really are and embrace your true nature. The friend I have in mind is currently not toxic so he’s perfectly safe.” Okay, I guess that would work. Will he use condoms too?” “Now Kevin I’m pretty open minded with most things but there is one thing I cannot budge on, condoms have absolutely NO place in gay sex.” I started to interrupt him but he put his hand up to stop me. “Trust me on this, I have only your best interest in mind. There’s nothing like a hard raw cock sliding into a tight warm hole, skin to skin. It’s the only way. You’ll understand the first time when you feel your top exploding his load deep inside you.” Fuck, now I was rock hard. I squirmed a bit in my seat a fact he didn’t miss one bit. “I’ll let you know tomorrow when I’ve got it set up. And relax, you’ll love it and I have a feeling it won’t take long for you to be ready for your own tat!” Yea right, that was never going to happen. I was staying negative!

Some members may have heard me speak about my late husband, Mark. We had barely two years together before he was killed by his friend. Mark went to a party on March 16 2018 that this friend "Carl" was hosting. I was not invited. I knew he was going to a sex party with this guy, and they had a history of banging all night with no sleep. Several other unknown friends were going to be there. Mark was due home on the evening of the 18th, but did not return or send any messages. I figured he was having too great a time to deal with me. At nearly one in the afternoon on the 19th, I got a text message from his phone, but it wasn't from him. It was from Carl - Mark had a seizure the previous night and was rushed to a nearby hospital. Mark messaged me later in the day to say he was really sick and in the hospital. He had overdosed on amphetamines, but doesn't remember ingesting anything. When he was returned to me the next day, he couldn't really function: couldn't walk, was in constant pain, covered in bruises, shit himself like crazy, sweated through the bedsheets on the rare occasions he slept, and couldn't keep anything in his stomach. After a week of this, he seemed to get better. His workplace fired him without a reason, so he lost his health insurance. His sickness was still popping back up, and I could see something was wrong with him, but he wouldn't go to the doctor. He collapsed quite suddenly on the morning of April 2nd, and never got back up. Months later, I found out the coroner declared the cause was "blood clot to the lungs". But I know better. Carl killed him. The drugs started that downward spiral. I also learned, in the meantime, that Carl is a meth dealer. He doesn't play unless he's methed out, and he once loaded up his now ex-fiance with drugs so much that his heart stopped, and when he was revived, the fiance was dumped in the alley behind the apartment. This is what kind of person Mark was associating with. He probably had no idea until it was too late. Mark wasn't a user - he hated that stuff. The police will not do anything about it. Most law enforcement still would rather not spend resources dealing with our subculture and investigating crimes within it. They are inclined to believe the coroner but won't pursue the drugging, of which there is documented proof from the hospital Mark was at on the 19th. Here's my point to all of this: Carl has a porn movie that is to be released to the public this Friday. The sonofabitch should not get to resume his normal life after destroying mine. I am seeing this on the anniversary of Mark proposing to me. You can imagine how it makes me feel to learn of it on this day. What are my options? 1) Do nothing, say nothing. This is the easiest course, but nothing will change or happen. 2) Go to Carl and ask him to tell me what the fuck happened at that party. He'll probably lie to me or ignore me. It's also possible that he won't speak to me without an attorney present, lest he incriminate himself. 3) Approach the studio, and ask them not to cast Carl anymore because of this. It's not a strong case, and it would look like I'm bitter about him making films when I don't get to. And it could hurt my chances of working for said studio. What do I do??? I want Carl to be held accountable for what he did to my husband and me, and I don't know what course to take to achieve this end. Do I need a lawyer? Please tell me what I should do.

Do other bottoms or very guys feel that when you take the time to clean out for a sexy party you will spend hours at and not get the amount of cock you wanted that taking sometimes hours to clean out wasn't worth it? The same can go for spending money like Cum Union or something. I just recently had that experience at a party on Saturday and now it kind of turns me off from doing all that prepping, but I don't always want to top. Has anyone else had this experience?

Went to the sauna yesterday. Was quite busy. In the corridor, I walked past an older, skinny guy with bald head, thick cock and a nice smile. He grabbed my arse as I walked past. I stopped and let him finger my hole, feeling the lube. Then he led me to a nearby bench, made me kneel and slid his cock easily up me. He fucked me wordlessly for a few minutes, then grunted and shuddered. He pulled out and we knelt together kissing. I stroked his slippery cock and he gave a little sigh of satisfaction. "Did you cum?" I whispered. He shook his head. "I meant when you fucked me." "Oh yes, "He replied in an offhand way, "I came inside you." Then we kissed again, and he headed off into the darkness. Job done!

My recommendation to you is that you should have a consultation with a GLAAD lawyer. They are tough litigators if it comes to that. They are pro bono for the community.

I feel the same. I love that feeling your cunt gets when you walk with a load in it. I don’t really know why but I feel most like a man after I have been bred. I have always had that feeling.

Moved 1.5 months ago and haven't taken too much dick but got some serious action tonight. Thick bear with mushroom dick from bbrt came over. Poz too. Talk about checking all the boxes. I'm a pro at taking a fat tool but can't remember the last time I had some mushroom head. I'm naked with door unlocked, just sitting on couch. Have a small light on. He comes in, gets naked, and sits back on the couch. He's really hairy down there. I get on my knees between his legs and go to work slobbering over his mushroom head and blowing him. He's moaning and telling me how much he likes it. After a bit we get up, we walk to my bed with him holding my hand, and I bend my stomach over the bed and he gets to work taking care of my ass. His fat dick feels completely full in me and he's thrusting at a good pace and talking dirty to go with his moaning. Tells me I'm taking it really good and that I'm going to deserve this breeding. Soon enough he's grunting and unloading in me. I can feel his warm cum shooting in me and it feels amazing. He catches his breath, we get up and go back to the couch where his clothes are. He asks if that was enough dick for me and it's clear it wasn't. He sits back down, I turn the light off out here so we are in total darkness, and work on getting his cock hard again. I continue to suck him and then just hold his dick still in my mouth once he starts cumming. After that he gets up and gets dressed and leaves. That was some really good dick.

Chapter 3 It was Friday and I’d successfully managed to avoid Scotty again. Around 10am Andrew stuck his head in my office and said, “I’ve cleared your schedule for this afternoon. You have a meeting offsite at 2pm. I won’t expect you back until Monday so enjoy your weekend.” “Okay, what’s this meeting? I don’t have anything on my calendar.” “This is regarding that special project we discussed last night. I’ll text you the address. Oh and you’re welcome.” With that he turned and left my office. Shit. I honestly didn’t except him to follow through with getting me laid. I felt like a fucking teenager about to have sex for the first time. Needless say it was good I was two weeks ahead with my work because I didn’t get anything done for the rest of the morning. About 1:30 I received a text from Andrew. ‘Have fun! Here’s the address, don’t be late.’ At 2pm I found myself in the lobby of a nice apartment building waiting for the doorman to announce me. He directed me to the elevators and I was now standing outside apartment 1208. What the hell was I doing?? I stood there for a few minutes trying to work up my courage when the door opened. There standing on the other side of the door was a 6’ 200lbs big burly, hairy daddy. “Hey boy, damn Andrew was right you’re a fucking cutie, come on in.” Wait Andrew thought I was cute. Fuck! I just stood there so he reached out and grabbed my hand to pull me inside. “Damn he wasn’t kidding about you being nervous was he? No reason to worry, my specialty is breaking in new boys. Can’t say I’ve had one your age before but don’t worry it’ll be fun. You can call my Charlie or daddy, I’ll answer to either.” “Hi Charlie, I’m Kevin,” I said taking his offered hand. He pulled into his chest and hugged me. He whispered in my ear, “let’s get started boy I can wait to pop you cherry. Now strip.” I hesitated for only a second till I saw the look on his face. Which seemed to say ‘don’t make me ask twice.’ I quickly stripped and was soon standing naked in front of Charlie. He was just wearing shorts so I could see his big hairy chest and pierced nipples. I could also see the top of a biohaz tat peaking out over the top of his shorts. He saw where I was looking and said, “boy don’t worry, unfortunately for you daddy’s currently on meds so I’m only shooting blanks.” I breathed a sigh of relief. He chuckled, “you may think you don’t want toxic cum now but give it a few days, weeks or months and you’ll be fucking begging to get knocked up.” “Yea I don’t think so,” I stammered. He just smirked at me. “We’ll see. Okay let me take a look at you. Nice body son, average cock but something tells me you won’t be needing that much. Bend over let me take a look at your boy hole.” I turned around and showed him my asshole. He whistled. “Damn, that looks mighty tasty can’t wait to get my dick inside of there. Okay follow me, let’s get you cleaned out and ready for your first fuck.” He showed me how to clean out and make sure I was ready to take any load offered. The whole time he kept telling what a good boy I was and how happy I was going to make all the real men that would get to use my holes. I was soon running clear so he took me to his bedroom and told me to drop to my knees. He slowly removed his shorts and out popped this beautiful 7.5” cock. “Don’t just stare at it, start sucking. He was already dripping precum so I tentatively stuck my tongue out to taste him. Damn, that was good. Next thing I knew I was sucking him like my life depended on it. “Easy boy, watch those teeth. That’s it relax your throat let me in. I gagged a little, but before I knew it I was deep throating my first cock. I have no idea how long I sucked him off for it could have been ten minutes or thirty but all I knew was that I liked sucking cock. Pretty soon I could feel his dick start to convulse and hot salty cum started to fill my mouth. “Good boy take every drop, don’t spill any. Make sure you swallow it all. I made sure he was totally cleaned off before he pulled out of my mouth. I had a stupid grin on my face. “I take it you enjoyed that son?” “Fuck that was amazing. Your cum’s delicious.” “Damn if you liked sucking dick so much just wait until you have one up your tight pussy! Okay hop up on the bed there on you back and lift your legs up in the air.” He pulled me down so my ass was just hanging off the bed. He then dove into my ass and started eating me out. I just about hit the roof. Nothing had ever come close to that feeling. I was moaning like crazy. He came up for air and replaced his tongue with his fingers. “You like my tongue in your pussy boy?” “Oh my god yes!” I screamed “more please.” “Fuck you’re so tight. But don’t worry I’m going to loosen you up enough to take my dick and everyone else’s for that matter. Your doing great boy. I’ve got three fingers in you now. Fuck your pussy is just opening right up for daddy. I’m not going to be able to hold off much longer son.” He grabbed a 6” dildo he had lying on the bed and inserted it in my ass. He slowly moved it in and out driving me crazy. “You like that dildo, you about ready to take your first real cock son?” I just continued to moan. “Answer me boy tell me what you need.” “Cock! I need your cock inside me! Please.” “You gonna make daddy wear a condom?” “NO! No condoms. No condoms ever sir!” “Good boy and why’s that?” “Cum should never be wasted.” I shouted. “Please Charlie, please stick your raw dick inside my tight pussy.” With that he ripped the dildo out of my ass and before I could even scream he shoved his big dick inside me in one go. He was balls deep and laid down on top of kissing me while I got used to his cock. After a short while he started to move in and out of my cunt and the pain turned to incredible pleasure. Charlie could sense the change in me and started fucking me harder. “Oh dear god yes! Harder Charlie, knock me up daddy.” “Fuck yeah boy. You like this poz dick breeding your neg cunt don’t you son?” “Feels so good, please cum in me!” “”Like you ever had a choice boy. Fuck I’m getting close. You want me to pull out son?” “NO!” I screamed. “Inside me, please don’t pull out.” With that he shoved his dick all the way in and blasted his load. I laid on the bed trying to catch my breath. “How you doing there son?” “Wow, wow, wow. Had no idea what I was missing.” Charlie slowly pulled his dick out of my ass and without even thinking I immediately flipped around to clean him off. I had an incredible need to taste his cock covered in cum and ass juices. “You like the taste of your ass don’t you?” I looked up at him with his dick still in my mouth and just grinned. After a few minutes we collapsed side by side on the bed. “Was that really your first time with a guy?” “Yep, a buddy sucked me off years ago but that’s all. This is the first time for any of what we just did.” “Damn boy. Andrew was right, you are a natural bottom. I’m proud of you boy. We’ll have you begging for toxic cum in no time.” “Yea I don’t think so. Barebacking, hell yeah but I’m going to stick with negative guys.” He smirked, “sure you will. Mark my word son, you’re going to start thinking about cum all the time. Neg cum will work in the beginning but soon it won’t be enough and you’ll start to cave the special cum only certain guys can give you.” “We’ll see,” I said, not really believing him. He just grinned at me like he already knew what my future would hold. “You ready for your next lesson.” “Yes please!” He rolled over onto his stomach and told me start working on his ass. I kind of gave him a weird look and he said, “don’t worry you won’t be fucking me just eating out my ass. It’s an important skill you need and something tells me your going to love it especially when there’s another bottom full of cum lying next to you. Now dig in.” I started out tentatively licking his hole but was soon burying my tongue inside him as far as it could go. Damn, and I thought sucking cock was fun! I ate him out like I was a starving man. Soon I could tell his cock was growing and he tapped me on my head. “As much as I’m enjoying your face buried in my ass it’s time to fuck you again.” I climbed up on the bed, got on all fours and wagged my ass at him. “Damn, you’re such a slut. Tell me what you need?” “Cum! I need you to flood my pussy with more cum.” “What kind of cum boy?” I hesitated to say anything. “You know I’m shooting blanks so you can still say it. Come on boy otherwise you’re not getting my load.” Fuck! “Please fuck me with your poz dick and give me your cum.” “Getting closer boy.” He teased the outside of my hole with the head of his cock. “Poz cum! I need your poz cum!! Please.” He shoved all the way in and started fucking me hard. “Good boy. Now was that so difficult?” “Thank you sir!” He continued pounding my ass for a good half hour then unloaded a second round of cum deep inside my cunt. It was about 5pm by the time we finished up and he let me rinse off in his shower. I was leaving with three loads of cum plastered deep inside my body and a huge smile on my face. “You did good son. Hope you enjoyed yourself.” “I did Charlie. Thanks for everything!” “My pleasure. You have my number; next time you need more cum just text me. I’ll be sure to let Andrew know how successful today’s meeting was.” As I was riding down the elevator I realized I’d ended up taking three loads, one down my throat and two up my ass and yet I hadn’t cum once. Huh interesting. When I got out on the street I checked my phone and noticed I had two text messages. One from Andrew, ‘hope it went well. Let me know.’ And one from Scotty, ‘hey stranger. How about dinner tonight?’ Andrew’s reply was easy. “It was great, thanks for introducing me to Charlie.” Now for Scotty I wasn’t really sure what to do but I knew I couldn’t keep avoiding him so I bite the bullet and texted back, ‘dinner sounds great. I should be home shortly.’

A few little things I enjoy about being a cumdump: -Rushing to a dinner on a biz trip after being bred and having no time to clean up...and the awesome slippery feeling of my freshly fucked hole and the cum running out of me as I sit with my Associates -Being fucked and bred in the play room of a gay resort, only to have the Top say, “Wait right there...I’m going to send my boyfriend in to fuck you”...and to have the BF fuck and breed me just minutes later -Having a hot, scruffy guy at Burning Man reach down into my pants after he learns I love to bottom and having him get super hard and exclaim, “Oh, fuck! You let guys cum inside of you?” when he fingers my cummed up hole

al parker ... one of my fave actor all raw then

We both grabbed towels and dried off, heading back into the room. I noticed Dave had grabbed an extra one. He spread it on the end of the bed then told me to sit on it with my legs hanging off. He stepped around the bed and grabbed a pillow, telling me to lie back and lift my butt up. He stuffed the pillow under me pushing my legs up as he knelt. He immediately dove back in and started to eat my hole. Reaching down I grabbed my legs behind the knees to give him better access. My head rolling back as a deep moan of pleasure escaped me. I could feel his tongue inside of me opening me up and I could feel my whole body relaxing as he pleasured my hole. This continued for about 5 minutes and suddenly he pulled away, I gave a little whimper as I felt the air hit my open hole. Dave stood up and opened his bag. He pulled a couple of things out and set one of them on the desk. As he turned around I could see he had a bottle of lube. He popped the top and squirted some on his fingers. Looking at me he said “I’m going to open this pussy up a little more”. With that, he moved his hand towards my hole. I jumped a little at the coldness of the lube. Then immediately let out a moan as he inserted two fingers inside of me. “Your hole feels really good Mike! I can’t wait to feel it surrounding my cock. Mmmmm you were built for fucking, I can tell”. “God that feels so good!” I replied. Looking down I could see my hard cock leaking pre cum all over my stomach. Dave added a third finger to my hole and started working me over with them. Stretching me out. “I think we’re about ready Mike”. “Okay I said” suddenly nervous again, realizing what was about to happen. Dave looked me in the eyes. “I want to fuck you on your back so I can see your face. I want to see the emotions you have while you realize what’s happening. The fear, the excitement, the acceptance. I also want you to see me. We are sharing a bond together. We will be joined together Mike. Now you have two choices. We can stop right here and everything will be cool! No hurt feelings, we’ve had some fun. Or we can continue, but I will tell you. Once I mount this pussy and I’m in you. I will not pull out until I cum in you. So I need you to tell me what you want. Honestly tell me Mike.” As he was talking to me, he was rubbing my chest and stomach. Just his touch made me feel so close to him. I knew in that moment what I wanted. I was scared, but I knew I wanted him and I wanted his poz cum in me. Looking Dave in the eyes. ”I want you to fuck me Dave, I want you to cum inside me and share your gift with me. Please fuck me and give me your poz seed” ”I was really hoping you would say that Mike. It would be my pleasure to give you my gift.”

“Yes I’m Dave” He stood up from the bar stool to shake my hand. “it’s an absolute pleasure to meet you Mike. Do you want to grab a seat and chat for a few?” “Sure” I replied. We decided to grab a booth so we could talk more privately. The waiter came over and we ordered our drinks. The whole time Dave and I just stared at each other. In my mind I was thinking how handsome he was. With his graying hair, deep blue eyes and masculine jaw line. My guess was that he was doing the same with me. Myself I have blonde brown hair with blue eyes also and keep a trimmed goatee. The waiter returned with our drinks and left us alone again. “Now” Dave said smiling “We should be able to talk privately and see how we get along” ”Yes, definitely” I replied. “So tell me” Dave asked “Why do you want to become poz?” “Well like I said in our messaging. I know it will happen eventually, I really like doing anon hookups when I’m traveling, I always ask their status, but I know they can lie and say they are neg. I honestly want to know who knocks me up. To me I think it should be a special bond between two guys and not some random guy that you never even saw. Does that make sense?” ”Yeah I definitely get that Mike! My ex is the one who knocked me up so I appreciated that. But at the time he didn’t tell me he was poz, so it was a shock when I found out. I’m glad I knew my gifter, I just wish he had been honest with me about it. I think it would have been even more special. This is what really intrigues me about you Mike. So what do you think?” “I think we both feel the same way which is cool! How long have you been off meds if you don’t mind me asking?” ”I’ve been off for almost a year now, my Dr is really on me about getting back on them. My numbers are way off so she’s pretty worried. I’ll get back on them, but I like sharing my gift. I don’t get to do it very often, but I do whenever I can. So Mike, do you want to take this upstairs to your room and see where it goes?” ”Yeah I would like that. I’ll be honest, I am really nervous” ”I understand, don’t worry, I don’t plan to just slam it in and just leave when I’m done. We will take our time and make sure we’re both comfortable. I’ll be honest, I’m nervous too” ”Okay, that sounds good. Let’s head up to my room.”

That night I hardly slept at all. Between worrying about missing my flight, work, and especially about Dave. My mind was racing with thoughts about what I was planning to do. Should I even go through with it? Did I want this (yes) but damn I was nervous. I was finally able to get a couple hours of sleep and made my flight no problem. After touching down, I grabbed my luggage and my rents car and started driving towards downtown. I arrived at the hotel right about noon and checked in to my room. My nerves were going crazy at this point! Should I text Dave? Am I ready for this to happen? Again, my head and heart said yes! I do want this! Not to mention I was rock hard thinking about it! I sent a text. “Hey Dave! Mike here, just checked into the hotel. How’re you doing?” I put my phone down, turned on the TV, and started to unpack some of my stuff. While doing this I heard my phone ding. Picking it up I see a text from Dave “Hey Mike! So glad you made it! You still want to get together? I completely understand if you have cold feet. It’s a big step” “Honestly I’m a bundle of nerves, but yeah I definitely want to get together. I need to shower and get ready first though. An hour work for you?” ”Yeah Mike. Take your time, we got all night , tomorrow and the rest of the week to have fun and get you knocked up 😉. Let me know when you’re ready and I will head to the hotel. We can meet in the bar and talk first. Cool?” ”LOL yeah sounds great! I’ll text you when I’m ready! Looking forward to meeting you Dave”. With my nerves still jumbled I jumped in the shower and started cleaning up and out. Taking special care to make sure I was nice and clean everywhere. While getting dressed I texted Dave back to let him know I was ready to meet. After a minute or two he replied back that he was on his way and would meet me in the hotel bar in about 5 min. Grabbing my key card and phone I headed out the door and walked to the elevator. My head swimming with thoughts about what I was doing. Scared but still so turned on that my cock was straining in my jeans. Im glad I was alone in the elevator because I really needed to adjust myself so it wouldn’t show while walking across the lobby. As I entered the bar I noticed a handsome gentleman sitting alone at the bar. He was a little older than me. Probably around mid 50’s. Nice build with graying hair. He turned and saw me walking in and said “you must be Mike?” “Dave I assume?”

The next few days were a blur with getting ready for the trip. My days would be filled with updating and replacing equipment at a customers site and I was busy prepping for the upgrades. So it was a surprise when I got a text from a random number on Friday before my trip. “Hey Man! What’s up?” Recognizing the area code but not the number. I replied back. “Not much.... who is this?” “Oh sorry my bad! Let me introduce myself. Hey this is Dave, we messaged on bbrt.” ”Oh dang! Yeah hey man! Mike here, I’ve been crazy busy getting ready for my trip there! How’s it going? Still interested?” ”Hell yeah! I was just checking to ask the same thing.” “Yeah I’m definitely looking forward to it! Can’t wait to get there and see the mountains and hopefully have a “positive” trip!!! My flight gets in at 10 AM tomorrow and should be at the hotel around noon” “Awesome man! My whole weekend is free and I haven’t jerked off at all this week! Been saving up for you! Hit me up when you check in and we can make plans! “ “Sounds good! I can’t wait Dave! Looking forward to getting together!”

Chapter 9 I’d been stuck in the apartment for a week now. By Friday morning I was climbing the walls. Thank god I had the appointment tonight. I’d finally know for sure if I was poz and hopefully get fucked like crazy. At 5pm I walked into Dr. Manning’s office. The minute Matty saw me he jumped up, ran around the counter and threw his arms around me. “Scotty! I’ve missed you, hot stuff.” “Matty you were at my place Wednesday.” “I know but your were all sickly then and now you’re positively glowing.” “Do you know something I don’t?” He stuck out his lip and pouted only like Matty could get away with. “No! Dr. Meany wouldn’t divulge the results. Something about health care privacy. He insisted you know first.” I burst out laughing. “I missed you Matty.” “Doc wants to see you in his office before we all get naked. You can go ahead he’s waiting for you.” His office door was open so I just stuck my head inside. Fuck he was so handsome. He already had his scrubs top off and was just looking at his computer while playing with his nipples.“Hey doc. Looking good. You wanted to see me!” “You’re looking much better yourself. How you feeling?” “Not back to a 100% yet, but definitely getting there.” “It may take a few more days to be back to normal. Just remember to take it easy. Well except for tonight.” He grinned that sexy wicked smile. “Sit, let me check you out real quick.” He took my temperature and blood pressure. “Everything looks good. Your coloring is back to normal too.” I reached up and pinched one of his nipples. He slapped my hand. “Behave! There’ll plenty of time for that when I’m done examining you. God why are poz bottoms so fucking impatient?” “Wait what?” “You heard me you sexy slut. Did you really have any doubts?” “Well I didn’t want to get my hopes up just in case I was still neg.” I jumped into his arms and gave him a deep kiss. “I’d wager to bet that with that first massive breeding we gave you, your neg cunt never stood a chance, but there’s nothing like getting absolutely confirmation.” He grabbed my hand and said, “come on strip. You have several horny fuckers who have been hounding me all day to tell them the news.” We both got naked and he lead me to the playroom. Gotta say guys there’s something fucking liberating walking around your doctor’s office naked with your doctor’s hand on your hard dick leading you to the fuck playground. We entered the room and Chris, Chad and Matty were all standing there stroking their hard cocks in front of the sling. “So,” they all called out as one, then started laughing. “You want to tell them Scotty?” “I don’t know I think you should be the one.” “Oh fuck the both of you. Just tell us damnit!” Matty yelled. I got a huge smile on my face. “Congratulations guys, you knocked me up.” “Congrats you slut!” They were all still standing in front of the sling. I was kind of expecting a little more of a reaction. Doc put his arm around me. “Now Scotty, we know you lean more towards bottom but we hope with your newly gained status in the poz club that you’ll not be selfish and that you’ll share the precious gift you’ve been given.” They were all looking at me with very proud looks in their eyes. “Chad and I talked about this a lot during the week. I understand my responsibility and fully intend to spread the gift!” They all cheered and surrounded me patting me all over my body. With them closer to me I noticed the sling for the first time. Already secured with a hungry look in his eyes was the cutest ginger I’d ever seen. The doc smiled and said, “meet Adam. When he heard we had a newly pozzed up member of our family he wanted to meet you and present his neg pussy for you to dump your first motherfucking toxic load deep inside.” “Fuck yeah! Thanks guys. I’m so horny, now I understand why y’all wouldn’t let me cum all week.” My hard dick was leaking like crazy. “We’ve got him all prepped for you, “Chad grinned holding up a toothbrush with bright red bristles” “What he doesn’t get Matty’s torture device?” “We decided to go old school tonight, plus I forgot to bring that PA. I only have my smooth one in tonight and we wanted to make sure we knocked the slut up good.” Matty smiled and shrugged his shoulders. “Um excuse me,” Adam said. “I know you’re all excited about Scotty’s new status but there’s a very horny, very neg ass in this room that needs a very poz dick to fuck the shit out of him, now please!” “Fucking bossy bottoms,” doc said. “Scotty you heard the man. Get busy.” I didn’t need to be told twice. I shoved my cock into Adam without warning and started to breed his neg ass for all I was worth. The guys cheered me on all the while stroking their very hard cocks. “Knock the fucker up.” “Breed that neg ass.” “Give him you first very toxic load!” “Poz that motherfucker.” “Yeah you want my poz load?” I screamed. “Yes!!! I need to be pozzed. Please give it to me.” That put me over the edge and I started shooting one of the biggest loads of my life. “Here it comes you fucker. Welcome to the family!” After that it became a no holds bar fuckfest. Adam got at least one load from each of the other guys and I gave him one more. They strapped me down to the fuck bench after I dumped my first load. They said I had to top more now but my first priority was still to be their poz bottom cum dump. Several hours later as we were all trying to catch our breath, Chad crawled over to my space on the floor where I had crashed and rested his head on very tired crotch. “So slut, got any plans tomorrow?” “Besides sleeping till noon, nope. Why,” I asked cautiously. “We have an appointment with Max tomorrow afternoon to get you some new ink. Imagine Max’s surprise when I made the appointment and told him what you wanted.” Oh shit, I tensed up. Max didn’t know I was gay and he was the straightest guy I knew. “Fuck what did he say?” “Let’s see, his exact words were, ‘wait Scott’s gay? No fucking way. And he’s a fucking chaser. I’m so going to kill him’.” “Wait what??” “He said if knew you were gay he’d have knocked-up your ass years ago when you went in for your first tat. He has a huge crush on you.” “Okay now you’re fucking with me. Max is not gay. That man is as straight as they come.” “Funny he said the same thing about you.” Matty started laughing. “When will we learn that looks can be deceiving. You thought I was a screaming bottom, I thought you were a total butch top, Max thought you were straight and you thought he was. Fucking hilarious!” Chad chuckled, “He did say you’d better be prepared to get fucked tomorrow. He may not be able to convert you but he sure as hell is going to add his strain to your toxic ass.” We all thought Adam had fallen asleep until he spoke up, “you guys mind if I come along? I’ve always wanted to get some ink.” “Fuck yeah! Max will love you,” Chad said. Just then doc got up and started pulling on his pants. “Okay boys. I think it’s time to call it night. It looks like Chad, Scotty and Adam have a date with a hot tattoo artist tomorrow.

Part 9 - Old Rivals Daniel had slept until 8am before he started to wake up and stretching his body in bed, laid there for a moment looking up at the ceiling fan silently spinning away without a care in the world, for the first time in ages he felt the same way. He walked in to the bathroom over to the cabinet above the sink, opening it he took out and opened the small white plastic pill container. Tipping out one pill he popped it into his mouth and filled a glass with water before gulping the pill easily down, replacing the cap he put the container back in the cabinet. Ever since he found out that Greg played the field he decided to start taking prep behind his back, he wasn't overly concerned about hiv but he was not going to risk it with the amount of one nighters Greg was having, especially if one of them had an untreatable strain. He jumped in to the shower to freshen up. Dressed he strode in to the lounge to find his mother on the veranda taking coffee. He walked out to join her asking what she was working on as papers lie strewn across the table. She sat back showing Daniel the plans for the LA hotel, his mother worked with the designers on the concepts for all the hotels décor and ambience. She told Daniel of her trip back to LA later today to meet with the designers tomorrow morning as they were flying in. They were deep in discussion when Sofie appeared looking rather anxious. Lucy looked up "What is it Sofie?" she put her pen down on the table. "Old Mack knows your here and wants to see you" she said "I told him I would let him know if you are free". Daniel laughed "What did you do this time to upset him mother?". "Nothing, we haven't spoken since last year" as she held up her hands "Tell him to come over and I will see him". Sofie disappeared to let old Mack know he could come and see her. Old Mack ran the 60 bedroom Saffron Cove hotel next door, like the Salinger Resort it had it's own private stretch of beach and many hotel and investment companies had been trying to prise the land off old Mack for years. The offers kept pushing the price of the land up but he was not selling for any amount of money. He was a local Bajan called Dermot Mack, known throughout as Old Mack since he had been running the hotel for 40 years and was now heading in to his early sixties. There had been years of rivalry between Mack and the Salinger's, mostly through how the Salinger had gone completely high end whilst the Saffron Cove kept itself stable as a 3 star hotel with little investment. The Salinger's had never entered in to discussion to buy the hotel, but Lucy knew how much the land and private beach setting is worth being next door to the Salinger Resort. Half an hour later old Mack appeared with Sofie and joined Lucy and Daniel on the veranda before Sofie left them to it. "Lucy, Daniel" Mack addressed them. Lucy smiled "Mack, please join us for coffee". "Thank you Lucy" he said as Anderson appeared and poured him a cup of coffee. She waited until he was settled "So Mack, have we done something to upset you?". He twiddled his thumbs "No this is a business visit, I came to tell you that I am retiring and moving to Florida". Lucy looked surprised "Really, oh!, well I will miss you but I am happy for you. Is your son taking over the hotel?". "Well no, he is not interested and wants to come with us" a smile appeared on his face feeling a little more at ease. "So who did you sell up to in the end?" she asked. Mack looked at Lucy "No one, that is what I want to see you about. We had our differences but you have always been here when I needed you". Lucy Laughed "It was no easy ride Mack, but I do have to say how much I have admired you over the years". "You know the last offer I had was $60 million for the land and beach front" he looked at Lucy and Daniel. She smiled "Yes I know, I have been kept informed by the town council, so are you taking it?". "Oh no, they will put up some horrible hotel and ruin this spot forever" he remarked. Lucy looked on "So what will you do run it from Florida or bring in a manager?". "No nothing like that" he pulled a hefty set of documents out from his bag "I filed these papers and got approval yesterday from council". "For what?" she looked on a little worried. Glancing at Daniel and Lucy "Buy me out at $10 million, I know you will do right by the land and hotel" he said. Daniel knew to keep his mouth closed and looked over at his mother who pulled the documents towards her and read the contract, Mack sat nervously waiting for her response. After 10 minutes she looked up at Mack. "Mack are you sure this is what you want to do?" she asked. He smiled "I've always known that if I sell it would be to you. It has already been approved with no conditions". Daniel looked at his mother "Mack wants to sell to only you mother, I think you should" he said. She picked up the pen and signed the contract of sale and land deeds "Mack I don't know what else to say" she stood up and held her hand out. Mack stood up and shook her hand "Thank you Lucy, my attorney will be in touch" he said good bye and left. Daniel and his mother just looked at each other in astonishment, Daniel spoke first asking what they should do with Saffron Cove. Sofie appeared and called out to them both that she had found a lost puppy wandering around the pool terrace as Jordan followed in behind her. Daniel strode over to Jordan and kissed him, he was a little unsure weather it would have been appropriate to kiss Daniel in front of his mother, well Daniel had answered that quick enough. Lucy watched on then invited Jordan to join them, thinking back on their conversation last night a plan was forming in her head. "Jordan are you staying in the main hotel?" she asked him as he sat down. "Yes in 121 overlooking the beach" he replied. Lucy shook her head "Nonsense, Sofie see to it that Jordan moves in to the suite this afternoon". Sofie nodded but Jordan intervened "Please that is not necessary." he implied. "Don't be silly Jordan, there are two bedrooms here and it will allow you two some time together" she replied. "Thank you Lucy that is very kind of you" he replied looking at Daniel's big grin. "Oh and Sofie I will be back to two days time overnight again" she said pouring a coffee for Jordan. Sofie looked in her notepad "The couple in the other owners suite leave in the morning so that works perfectly". Lucy smiled "That's sorted then, Jordan you just need to empty your personal things the rest will be moved for you". Jordan thanked her as Daniel and he left Sofie and Lucy whilst Anderson instructed the suite attendant to clean bedroom 2. They walked up to Jordan's room and he emptied the safe and left the contents in the office behind reception as they headed down to the beach. Jordan's head was in a turmoil trying to keep up with what had gone on. Still he had Daniel with him and could sit on the beach to relax and talk about last night. Lucy called Anderson over to join her and Sofie "You both know what to do, I will be back in two days". They both nodded to Lucy understanding exactly what she meant before they both left to get on with their jobs. The first hour Daniel and Jordan spent laying and looking at each other as they grabbed some sun, Cael approached with some chilled fruit slices and placed them on the table next to them before whispering 'fruit for the love birds' giggling he went on to deliver fruit to the other guests. The frozen grapes were by far the best and most unusual way of serving them, Jordan got up and asked Daniel to walk with him, Daniel stood up and waited for Jordan then they walked down to the shore line. Jordan took Daniel's hand "Now what about you and all this hotel business?" he asked. "I work for my parents in their hotel chain simple as that" he tried to be as convincing as possible. Jordan was not buying it "Somehow I don't think it is as simple as that Danny". "Are you regretting anything, you know last night, my mother?" Daniel asked inquisitively "If you are tell me now". Jordan put his arm around his shoulder "No regrets Danny, it's just something she said to me last night". Daniel stopped walking "What did she say Jordy?". He hesitated "She said most of your partners knew who you was and were in it for other reasons". Daniel laughed "That's true, but you didn't know me unless you are a really good actor". "Not that a good an actor I'm afraid, so what are the other reasons?" Jordan held Daniel's hand. "Well having all this at their disposal I guess" Daniel paused "and I suppose the lifestyle afforded me". Jordan chuckled "Lifestyle?" he smiled at Daniel "You are on the outside very normal Danny no pretence or show". He looked at Jordan "You think I am normal?" he giggled "still it doesn't remove the wealthy aspect of attraction". "I see, I'm not attracted to your money Danny" was all that Jordan could say. Daniel had a serious look on his face "Doesn't change me as a the person". "I never said it did. But would you give all this up to be with me Danny" Jordan looked in his eyes. "If it was the only way I could be with you then yes I would" Daniel did not hesitate with his reply. "That is all I wanted to hear Danny" he stroked the side of Daniel's face "Your endearing and kind and that's what has made me fall in love with you". A tear rolled down the side of Daniels face "No one has ever caught my breath like you do or really said that to me". He didn't care that they were standing on the beach as he reached around Jordan's neck, their lips met in a light kiss several times as each one lingered longer. Jordan wiped the tear streak from Daniel's face, his mouth sought Daniel's as their lips parted and kissed deeply standing in the sunshine with the sea lapping around their ankles. Daniel looked at Jordan "You have stolen my heart Jordy". Jordan smiled and hugged Daniel "I just hope your mother will accept me, she did some serious business on me last night". Daniel laughed "That's nothing she was on form this form this morning and brought the Saffron Cove before you arrived". Jordan's feet splashed in the lapping water "Isn't that next door to here?". "It is, and will probably need remodelling, don't know if she plans on merging the two hotels" he said shrugging his shoulders. They walked up to the beach bar where Cael had already prepared them two fruit crushes, they sat at the bar captivatingly looking each other in the eyes smiling. Cael looked at the both of them he saw the sparkle in their eyes of two people in love. Steve and Callum swam to shore and wandered up to the beach bar, Callum nudged Steve nodding in the direction of Daniel and Jordan commenting that they appear to be lost in each other. As they walked past Steve said good morning to them both. Daniel turned "Oh Steve hey, hi Callum where you guys off to?". "Just to get a drink then back to the beds" Callum replied as he went all gushy with Jordan looking at him. Jordan chuckled at Callum "Come over and join us, come on Callum" Jordan patted the seat next to his. Steve thanked them and looked at Daniel "So, err, what's the story?" he said quietly nodding in Jordan's direction. Daniel watched Jordan chatting to Callum "Do you mean are we dating?" Daniel sipped his drink "Well I suppose we are". "Brilliant he is such a catch, you can probably tell that by how Callum gets all shy around him" nodding in Callum's direction. "Whose a catch?" Jordan asked as he overheard part of their conversation. Daniel looked up to the sky with a seriously mocking looking on his face "Apparently you are Jordy". "As if you didn't know that!" Steve added "So when are we having that dinner you promised Daniel?". He quickly looked at Jordan "How about tonight if you two are free, the 4 of us?". Callum all excited nearly jumped up and down on his chair "Oh yes that would be great". "Be in reception at 7pm and wear casual, shorts and shirt" Daniel told them "Oh and call me Danny". The four of them sat enjoying their fruit crushes and Callum became more at ease being around Jordan. They spent nearly 2 hours chatting as slowly and surely they were becoming good friends with plenty of similarities to Daniel working in hospitality. The more Jordan sat and listened the more he was feeling how very uncomplicated his life would be. Most of the people he knew through Sage were malicious and quite unpleasant in many ways, but that now seemed a lifetime away. Here he sat with a new man and two guys who didn't bitch or degrade people. Cael refreshed their drinks with the biggest smile he could stretch across his face, Steve and Callum watched in shock as he rubbed Daniel's head telling them to let him know if they needed anything else as he walked away. Daniel laughed at their shocked faces before he told them that he had literally grown up with Cael. Jordan spotted Sofie crossing the beach shoes in her hand and stopping to chat quickly to guests as she made her way over towards them. As she got to the table she told Daniel that his mother was leaving at 2pm then gave Jordan a new key card, she explained all his things had been moved and the keycard will get him all the access to the wing. She reminded Daniel 2pm as she turned and left them. Daniel stood "I'm sorry guys Jordy and I have to go, see you at 7pm in reception". Steve and Callum stood "Come on Callum swim time, will see you at 7pm" they both ran down to sea. Jordan laughed "They are a nice couple and Callum is so funny" he said turning to Daniel. Daniel chuckled "I think Callum is finally getting use to being around you" as they walked back up to the hotel. "Would be nice to have them as friends, they are so pleasant to be around" he waited for Daniel to put his reefs on. Daniel shook his head "Jordy you amaze and surprise me every day, I couldn't agree with you more about them".

Thinking of heading to the greenhouse sauna in darlaston on Sat 21st for an afternoon/early evening session. Anyone else in the area or planning to go? Always horny to meet other guys from here...

Part 1 - November 2018 Darren sat in the chair wiping his eyes, his head lowered trying to comprehend what the counsellor was telling him. All he saw was her mouth moving, the words just didn't make sense in his mind and he completely broke down. The doctor sat there in silence watching and probably judging him based on where he was from. What he did see was a 22 year old lad from the estate and most likely a habitual drug user and thief. His dark buzzed haircut and sporadic tattoos on his arm that probably extended across his body as well were classic for persons from the estate. He was a fairly well built young man standing five feet nine inches tall with a nice muscle definition, not big by any standards but also not small and one who could easily look after himself. Having been his doctor all his young life Darren had matured in to an attractive 22 year old and it was hard seeing him like this now. His blue eyes lost their sparkle against the redness from his crying which had gone on for nearly 20 minutes, the doctor was fast loosing interest as in reality he saw just another person from a family that lived on state benefits from the Flowers estate. You could say his life was mapped out unless he did something to lift himself out of the estate that was rife with drugs and gang culture. Dr Edwards excused himself and walked out the room and grabbed some water leaning back against the wall, questioning his own ethical practice and judgment. He couldn't fathom out why these people ever acted so surprised when they caught something from whatever it was they were doing. Looking up at the ceiling he never expected someone so young to be diagnosed with HIV in his area, he wondered if his judgement was premature as there were no tell tell signs of needle marks. The lad would just sit there and deny any knowledge of how he could have possibly contracted it, in fact he almost raged when the doctor began asking personal questions. His mother, Rose, sat there more concerned about getting back to watching TV than being with her son, at one point she looked at him 'are you still crying' she said displaying no emotion to him. Dr Edwards crunched the paper cup in his hand and threw it in the bin, composing himself he opened the door and entered the counselling room. Rose looked up at the doctor "Are we done here?" she said picking her bag up. "I'm sorry Mrs Stevens do you have somewhere you need to be?" Dr Edwards asked sitting back down. Rose looked at the doctor and counsellor "What else do you need me here for?" she replied. Rose stood up and walked out of the room nearly knocking the pharmacist over who was bringing the medication for Darren to the counselling room. He checked over the prescription making sure it was the correct drugs. "Darren, there is 3 months here which you must take do you understand?" Dr Edwards asked seeing him nod. Darren looked at him "Just for 3 months?" he asked wiping his eyes. "Darren you will have take this for the rest of your life to keep the virus under control" he replied. Darren broke down again at the full reality of how his life changed "You can't treat it?" he sobbed. "If you take the medication you can go on living a normal life" Dr Edwards explained. "Really?" Darren asked looking up and the doctor nodded. "Come back in 2 weeks and we can check the virus levels are going down" Dr Edwards said standing up. Darren had calmed down enough and took the bag of medication and instruction sheet from the doctor, he stood and walked out of the clinic. He still felt sick, but then he was carrying a very high viral load of 750k which resulted in him falling ill for the second time that month. He sat in his bedroom afraid to go and hang out with his friends, he knew how he got it and who gave it to him and he was hell bent on getting his revenge somehow. The problem was he would have to do it alone as he couldn't risk any of his friends finding out as they would probably turn on him. After a week of sitting in his room and slipping out to walk up along the Malvern hills he was beginning to feel better, by the second week he had been to see Dr Edwards again for another blood test. Hoping to get the results there and then he was told to come back in two weeks for another test, Dr Edwards said that if anything was not right they would call him. He sat in the waiting room four weeks after the initial diagnosis feeling much better, the nurse came out and called him in to the doctors room. "Darren hello, take a seat and I will be with you" Dr Edwards said reading through Darren's file. Darren closed the door "Hi" he said and sat down looking at him. Dr Edwards looked up "Good your viral load is down to 300k but still some way to go" he said smiling. Darren nodded "I feel a lot better as well" he told the doctor. "Keep taking the medication Darren, be as regular as you can and you will be back to normal" Dr Edwards told him. Darren looked at him "Normal, with this hanging over me?" he replied taken back. "There is no need not have a normal life Darren" Dr Edwards said looking at him. Darren half smiled "Okay" he said as the doctor gave him another appointment in one months time. "You should find yourself a job Darren, your bright enough to make something of your life don't end up on this estate forever" Dr Edwards said cautiously. Darren looked up at him "Giving career advice now as well" he said trying to be light hearted about it. Dr Edwards chuckled "Really Darren, you could make something of your life you have what it takes". He walked home contemplating what the doctor had said, he knew Dr Edwards was right and seemed to show some concern for him. But for the moment he had no idea how or what, he did know that hanging around with his friends would not allow him to move on. If he was honest with himself he really wanted off the estate and find a sensible life. It caused him to question if getting the revenge was really what he wanted to do or even if it would be worthwhile, no matter what he did he was still going to have HIV at the end of it. Apart from the gang of friends who he hung out with around the estate his existence was a lonely one. He had no patience to be with a girl despite many of them swooning over him because of his looks and tattoos, he just never felt it was what he wanted. A mother who neither cared or wanted him in the house, a father who was lazy as fuck and only showered and shaved once a week when he went to the pub. He sat down in the park looking across the road at the estate and suddenly seeing it for what it really was, run down and a grotty place with grotty residents, the people in the town avoided cutting across and took the long way round despite the inconvenience. The families were abusive, rough and picked on anyone who had the balls to cut through their territory. It never use to be like this he thought, the last 7 years it had gained a bad reputation all over town and in the indeed the county. Sitting on the swing he thought about that late afternoon two years ago that lead him to this point in his life. To him it was just normal to pick on the guy as he had in school, the years that had gone by didn't seem to have made any difference. He still enjoyed taunting him and calling him a poofter when he saw Byron. But this time he had pushed him over the edge, finally having had enough of the years of abuse he turned and made Darren atone for his sins over the years. He never expected or saw it coming but Byron had changed and he never fathomed how much muscle Byron now packed as he felt himself overpowered with ease. He hadn't seen Byron since that afternoon, he did wonder if he was keeping a low profile and avoiding crossing the estate now. Byron is the same age and was in his classes at school until he left having won a scholarship at some private school. The scrawny upper class prick Darren thought remembering back, his blond hair, blue eyes and slight frame. The timid shy person was easy pickings at school. Not today he isn't he thought, he still has blond hair and blue eyes and that is where it ends. He now stands at five feet ten inches tall, a dancers build that is fit and heavily muscled, you would never know that as he wears loose clothing. That is what fooled Darren to think he could still take Byron down. Byron picked up his suitcase from the luggage carousel at Heathrow and said good bye to several of the cast members who had flown back on the same flight from New York. Promising they would go out on his return to London before they started rehearsals for their next show on one of the popular TV reality shows. Today though he was going back home to Malvern and his foster parents to spend the next two weeks over Christmas with them. Thankful that at least he could have a nice rest and recharge his batteries. The driver spotted him coming through the arrivals exit, you couldn't miss Byron with his little bun on the top of his head and a kind of designer stubble adorning the now chiselled features on his face. He cut an imposing silhouette amongst the crowd exiting the doors, the driver walked towards him and waved, Byron smiled in acknowledgement. Tom had driven Byron around quite a bit over the last year and they had become fairly acquainted with each other, they shook hands and walked out of the terminal over to the short stay car park. "How was your trip to New York Byron?" Tom asked heaving the case in to the trunk of the car. "Really good but exhausting" he replied "two months of two shows a day, kind of glad to be home for the rest". Tom chuckled "I read that you were quite a hit on Broadway, the singing and dancing" he said looking at him. Byron laughed and sat in the back seat "Only one song in the musical, I didn't want to but they coerced me". "Don't Byron" Tom said as they pulled out of the car park "I have heard you sing, you are amazing". They rattled on for the entire drive to Malvern, Byron actually was quite fond of Tom and had no problem engaging in conversation. Mountview had spotted a star in the making with Byron, almost the triple threat of singing, dancing and acting which was perfect for musical theatre. Byron however found his first love in dancing weather contemporary, ballet or ballroom he was pretty good at all styles. He was the first dancer that Mountview put with one of the top talent agencies and the only dancer who got private transport instead of public. He knew time was ticking and he would have to start on medication soon since his last test showed he was running a virus level of 600k, but due to his fitness he remained very healthy, albeit dangerous to have sex with. The car passed the outskirts of Malvern and headed through the town stopping at a set of traffic lights across from the Flowers estate. "God that place looks worse every time I see it" Byron said seeing Tom look over to his right. He nodded "Not a place you want to go through I hear" Tom said. Byron looked at Tom "Use to be such a nice place, but I guess a generation has moved on" he said wondering if Darren was still being a bully. They drove for several more minutes turning on to a leafy road with sprawling houses set back off the road either side. Continuing half way down they made a left turn on to the drive of his family home, the front door opened as his foster mother stood on the steps beaming at his arrival. Although he was old enough to leave and do his own thing he was still part of their family and he looked on them as his real parents. After all he owed a lot to them as they encouraged him and helped him down the performing arts route. Every review and production they would attend supporting Byron, Jane was impressed by how Byron had changed physically and become the handsome, kind and affectionate person he is today. Byron was retrieving his case from Tom when a red Porsche turned on to the drive and Stefan stepped running across the driveway hugging Byron. "How did you know I was coming home?" Byron asked letting go of Stefan. Stefan laughed and put his arm around his shoulder "Your mother texted me this morning" he said. Byron was so overjoyed to see Stefan that he welled up as they hugged. Through the years that passed and at every corner Stefan proved to be a friend, they really did count on each other. Maturing from just school friends to an incredibly close bond they formed over the years. A few snow flurries danced around in the air as the biting cold wind swirled across their faces. His mother called them both in to the warmth of his home.

I think you’re going to find yourself frustrated if you seek out justice. The system is geared towards moneyed interests, and any actions that you may be tempted to take would probably be construed as vigilante justice or harassment. Check out GLAAD or Lambda legal, or see if there are other legal resources in your community.

I’ve always loved filming myself having sex. There are dozens of vids of me being fucked and bred mostly. The only ones I regret a little now are those of an ex, Alex, and I. He was an 18yo escort (so I thought at the time anyway; it turned out that he wasn’t yet 18 at all) who readily agreed to me filming him bare fucking me, session after session. He eventually lived with me for about 18 months and we used to film all of our fucking, including when I’d flip him over and fuck him raw. (I also used to record him fucking his clients and also a “straight” mate of mine who introduced Alex to meth and slamming.) The reason I regret those a little is because Alex is older now and has a boyfriend and wants to live down his escorting days (except when I’m in Adelaide where he now lives and we catch up; I still look after him financially and we still occasionally fuck even though I try to resist him.)

What you described is what I referred to as the "Menu Bar". If you scroll the main window pane all the way to the top, then just below that you should see something like this. I circled the messages button in blue. [think before following links] https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/monthly_2019_12/Toolbar.thumb.PNG.906d8b8bf2a32b1c7f366c7297282922.PNG When you click that, you get a pop-up list of the message threads, and you can click on one to open it. I think you made it that far. When you open it, your window ought to look something like this. [think before following links] https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/monthly_2019_12/MessageUI.PNG.47f04d9eee92ed13425e1a9b20578ea3.PNG That bit at the left (with the "Messages" header) is a list of all the message threads. You can select them using the checkboxes; filter and sort tools are at the top. If all you see below the line that starts "Inbox" is the right-hand bit (where it says "WOOF"), then your window is too small. I think however that you are not having this problem. When you select a message thread on the left with a checkbox, at the bottom of the page, the tools to delete or refile it should appear; they look like this (circled in blue; this is just the bottom center of my window). [think before following links] https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/monthly_2019_12/MessageTool.thumb.PNG.cb315887c9c97df04f51065658c81e10.PNG As you can see, they aren't really noticeable. In fact, the first time I was playing with the message window, I didn't in fact notice them, and was just as puzzled as you are about how to delete messages. Hope that helps! The actual images I'm referring to in the links above appear below in the same order - something about the new anti-spam machinery is preventing them from appearing in their proper places in the message, I think. https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/monthly_2019_12/Toolbar.thumb.PNG.906d8b8bf2a32b1c7f366c7297282922.PNG https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/monthly_2019_12/MessageUI.PNG.47f04d9eee92ed13425e1a9b20578ea3.PNG https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/monthly_2019_12/MessageTool.thumb.PNG.cb315887c9c97df04f51065658c81e10.PNG

Thank you to follow me. I appreciate all your highly arousing pics. Thank you for posting them

I think there’s a compromise solution. I’m often out and about prior to visiting a sex club/cruise bar, so can’t go through the full deep cleaning out process. But I can and do use a bulb douche, and will find a public toilet where I can spend 20-30 minutes getting myself pretty clean. Here’s the thing: 9 times out of 10 it works like a dream, and I can get fucked for hours and take multiple loads with no problem at all. But there is that 10th time, where things might get a little messy at some point during the session. Nothing major, but enough to send me back to the bathroom to ‘freshen up’. So it really depends whether you can bear the awkwardness of that 10th time. In an anon setting like a club or bar, most tops either don’t care that much or don’t even notice. In a one-to-one session it might be a bit more embarrassing, but as so many others have pointed out, accidents do happen from time to time, and it’s just best to deal with it as and when. Personally, I think life is too short to spend three hours cleaning out for a five minute fuck. Much as I love fucking and much as I want to be as clean as possible, there are just better things to do with that time.

If the top wants me to wear a jock, of course I will. I mean....he's the top....enough said.

Wonderful story

Nice to have a story with an English point of view

Was out running errands and a fuck bud was too. We each told our respective yet unsuspecting partners we had to pick up some stuff at Target. He pulled into the garage and parked. When I arrived, the back door was open and his naked ass was hanging out (pic). I walked up to the car and got in and told him what a piece of trash he is. He just growled and went down on my cock. A few min of sucking and huffing poppers and I told him it was time to breed him. He got up and turned around so his face was looking out the back window and slid my raw cock into his hole. I asked him how many loads he’d taken and he said I’d be number 4. I fucked him deep and gently so we didn’t rock the car too much. Then I got down in his ear and said “I’m breeding your cheating cunt with a 2 week cheating load”. I shot and shot and shot and filled that slut‘s hole up as he shot all over his back seat. Such a hot fuck.

Dave grabbed the bottle of lube from the bed. Squirted some on his hand and started stroking his cock, then started rubbing my hole with his finger. Looking me In the eyes. “You ready?” ”Yes I am” I replied “Just relax Mike, we will take it nice and easy. I want this to happen as naturally as possible. I don’t like trying to tear up a hole with brushes or my nails. Here we go!” Dave stepped forward, “Grab your legs and show me that hole!” I grabbed my legs behind the knees and pulled them back. Grabbing his cock, I felt the head nudge up against my hole. Dave looked me in the eyes and started to push into me ”That’s it Mike! Open your pussy for me. I could feel his cock stretching me open as he entered me. Slowly going in the whole time he was staring into my eyes. “Keep breathing Mike. Almost all the way in. Ughhhh there we go! Damn your hole feels amazing like I knew it would. You truly were built to take cock.” Still looking me in the eye. “This is the point of no return. I’m inside of you now, no pulling out!” staring back at Dave. “Damn your cock feels amazing! I’ve wanted this for so long, and I’m so glad you’re sharing it with me.” With that Dave started to move in and out of me. My head rolled back with the sensation of him fucking me. I was In heaven. Feeling him pull almost all the way out and then his balls on my ass as he bottomed out in me. A nice and slow rhythm. “God this feels so amazing Mike! I’m not sure how long I’ll last this time!” I could feel his pace picking up. My hard cock jumping every time he bottomed out in me. Dave started to really move in me now, his pace and breathing quickening. His eyes were becoming unfocused. He shook his head and looked me in the eyes. “I’m getting close Mike. Are you ready for my gift? Are you ready to take my poz cum deep in you? ” ”Yes Dave, please cum in me. I want your gift! Don’t stop please!” “Oh god! I’m gonna cum baby!” I felt Dave bury himself in me, I could feel right where the head of his cock was inside of me. “UGHHHHH!!” I felt the wetness of his cum as he let go. Right in front of the head of his cock ”UGHHHH!! UGHHHH!!” Dave’s whole body was shaking with his orgasm as he filled me with his poz seed. I grabbed my own cock and gave it one stroke and I started shooting all over my chest and stomach. “UGHHHH! SHIT!” I yelled as squirt after squirt shot from my cock. Dave fell on top of me still shaking from his orgasm my cock still spasming between us. I wrapped my legs around him and started to milk his cock with my hole. His breathing was starting to slow down and his shaking eased up. I started to rub his back still milking him as much as I could. Dave picked himself up and leaned on his elbows. Looking me in the eyes, he smiled and said. “You’re mine now. Your pussy belongs to me.”

Woooooof - no matter how many times I’ve seen them, I still get boned instantly and blast load after load every time I watch all the hot, hairy, uninhibited pigs in those old Joe Gage movies El Paso Wrecking Corp., Kansas City Trucking and LA Tool and Die.

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Dave and I got up from the booth, I noticed for the first time that Dave had a back pack with him, I looked at him quizzically, he chuckled and said that he packed a couple things in case things went well and he stayed the night. I laughed back at him saying we shall see huh? As we entered the elevator, my nerves started to take over again. This was going to happen. I was going to let a guy who is poz fuck me bare and shoot his toxic cum inside of me. I could feel my cock growing even as my whole body was shaking. Dave looked over at me and saw my trepidation. “Hey I know you’re nervous. We will take this slowly. Are you sure you want this?” ”Yes” I replied. “I do want this, just feeling nervous.” The elevator doors opened, and I led Dave to down to my room, opening the door we both entered, Dave dropped his bag on the desk, we both turned and looked at each other having an awkward moment. Dave spoke first “I’ve got an idea, why don’t we both undress right now, we can get the awkward moment over with and then get on the bed and just get to know each other”. He ended the sentence with a quick wink “Sure” I said. “Sounds really good to me” Laughing Dave said “Come on let’s do this, I’ll start”. With that Dave kicked off his shoes, so I followed along. We both reached for our shirts at the same time. Pulling them over our heads, throwing them on the couch in the room. We stood and looked at each other. Both smiling, we reached for our pants and started taking them off. Sliding them down taking our socks off. They joined our shirts on the couch. We both looked at each other. We were both wearing boxer briefs and my eyes went directly to the massive bulge in his. Man he looked huge. “Like what you see?” Dave asked. “Mmmhmmm” I replied. We both grabbed our waist bands at the same time and slowly started to peel them down. My eyes on Dave’s crotch the whole time, his on mine too. As my briefs came down my 7” hard cock sprang free already leaking pre cum. Dave stopped and stared at my cock “Wow! Very nice Mike! Can’t wait to taste that pre cum!” He then continued sliding his briefs down My eyes were locked on him as his hard cock popped out. My mouth actually dropped open. He finished taking his briefs off and stood up. I just stood there taking him in. He stood about 6 foot very lean with thin muscles, a thick 8” uncut cock and nice sized balls hanging between his legs. He was also leaking a lot of pre cum. “Well” Dave said. “What do you think?” ”Damn!” I replied “You’re hot!” Blushing. “Thanks, so are you Mike, I really like what I see, let’s hop on the bed and check each other out better”

Technically it would be: when he pulls out, cums on the bottoms ass and then pushes it in the cum goes into the bottom's hole so it is breeding. But I pefer he doesn't pull out to cum and when I see "breeding" in the title of a video that is what I would expect.

Chapter 4 One of the perks of my job was that I can work from home a couple times a week with no issues from my boss. I don’t do it very often but Friday, this worked out perfect. It would allow me to get work done, make it to the gym at lunch and allow plenty of time for me to clean out before I headed to my appointment. I was strangely nervous excited all day. At around one I headed over to my gym, which conveniently was right around the corner, to burn off some of my pent up energy. It was pretty quiet for the middle of the day but I did notice a few hot older guys and few others who looked to be on their lunch breaks as well. Now when I’m at the gym I usually don’t pay attention to anyone else. I’m there to work out so I try not to get distracted by watching others. But fuck it, today, I couldn’t stop watching the guys wondering if they were gay and if so, did they fuck raw. After about 20 minutes I figured this was a lost cause so I packed it up and headed home. I didn’t get much work done in the afternoon; I just couldn’t concentrate. My mind kept going back to all those deliciously nasty stories about guys actively seeking toxic loads. As I was cleaning out I kept playing with hole thinking how good that raw cock felt. Since I was working from home I’d planned on just wearing shorts and a T-shirt. My big dilemma was do I wear boxer-briefs, a jock, or go commando. Fuck it I was wearing my jock. I loved the way it framed my tight ass. It was finally 5:30 as I walked into Dr. Manning’s office. Matty looked up from his computer and at first had a confused look on his face which quickly turned into a huge grin. “Holy shit Scott I almost didn’t recognize you. Damn you look good enough to eat.” I smiled back feeling a little self-conscious. “Come here sexy give Matty a kiss.” He leaned over his desk and laid a nice wet one on my lips. “Now go have a seat in the waiting room and quit distracting me.” I gave him a quick smile and went to take a seat. There was one other guy already there and he’d been watching the exchange between Matty and me. He winked at me and said “damn Matty why didn’t I get a kiss?” “Oh stop it Chad. You know I only kiss my favorites.” “Oh that hurts.” “Truth usually does.” He grinned and stuck his tongue out at the hunk apparently known as Chad. Chad turned his attention to me with a huge smile. “Love your tats. Where’d you have them done?” “Tat City on 3rd.” “Nice. Max?” “Yep.” “He’s done all of mine too.” “Excellent. I love his work. I’ve been going to him for years.” Okay so I know you want to know what Chad looks like...about my height, extremely toned, tanned, muscular, brown eyes, goatee. I’d say he was probably in his 40s. He was wearing a tank top and shorts. His tank showed off his amazing ink on his shoulders and upper arms. There is nothing hotter than a guy with tats. At least in my opinion. So basically my walking wet dream. I sat down next him and we started discussing tats. He’d just gotten a new one a couple weeks before. “I’ve been thinking about getting another one, I just can’t make up my mind. What’d you get?” He grinned, grabbed the strap of his tank top and pulled it down past his pierced nipple to reveal a big bio haz sign on his pec. “Holy fuck that’s hot!” Before I even knew what I was doing I reached out to trace his tat with my fingers. “Mmm he did great work, right?” “Oh fuck. Sorry man.” I said as I pulled my hand back. “No problem. I love it when a guy admires my ink.” He winked and licked his lips. “You need to get one. You’d be floored how much ass I’ve gotten since I got it.” “Really? I’d have thought it would scare guys away.” “No way, it’s a fucking magnet for those chasers. Let’s the neg boys know what’s on the table.” “I never would have thought it would be but fuck it’s sexy as hell.” “Do it man you won’t be disappointed.” “Uhh yeah I’m not poz.” “Damn, sorry. I just assumed.” “No problem.” He grabbed my hand and placed it back on his tat. “Who knows, play your cards right and you may just earn your own bio haz.” Fuck me! I was starting to get hard. He glanced down and noticed my shorts getting a little tighter and started smirking. “See fucking magnet.” At that exact moment I heard Chris clear his throat behind me. “Umm hope I’m not interrupting boys. Scotty you’re up. Chad honey, sit tight. We’ll be ready for your help shortly.” He has smiling from ear to fucking ear and I was just getting harder. “Take your time. I’m in no hurry. My whole evening is wide open.” He winked at me. “I’m sure I’ll be seeing you soon, Scotty.” Oh dear god please someone shoot me now. I got up and followed Chris; my dick leading the way. I started to cover it up but Chad brushed my hand away. “A hard dick is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of. Let everyone know you’re horny and need to fuck. Isn’t that right Chris?” “Damn you boys keep this up I’m going to rip Scotty’s shorts off and start breeding him right here in the waiting room.” “Now Chris, remember what the doc said, no fucking in the waiting room.” Matty called out. “You’d have to do that in the break room.” Yep full on rock hard now. Chad just bust out laughing and Matty had a very smug look on his face. This appointment was not going how I imagined. Then again maybe it was going exactly as it should. Chris lead me to the exam room and had me hop up on the table. “You should just take off your shirt, it will make taking your blood pressure easier.” He managed to say with a completely straight face. “Umm okay. That’s a new one.” “Can’t blame a boy for trying.” He was trying really hard not to laugh. “Well let’s see how that blood pressure is especially with all that blood down there in your crotch.” He finished up and took the cuff off. “Looks really good. Why don’t you take your clothes off and the doc will be into see you in a few.” “Um I’m sorry all my clothes? I’m just doing a blood pressure check. Are you joking again?” “I never joke about getting naked. It says in your chart he wants to do a prostate exam. So he’ll want you naked for that.” He could see I wasn’t convinced. “Trust me it will be a positive experience Scotty. If you’d like I can go get you a gown to put on, but we’ve found most of our patients prefer to be naked.” He placed his hand on my shoulder and squeezed. “Trust me Scotty all of us here have nothing but your best interests at heart. Besides you’ve got a hot body; you need to show that fucker off. Oh yeah and I love your new shaven look.” He winked and left the room closing the door behind him. Okay, here goes nothing. I took my shirt off and stood up and was unbuttoning my shorts when the door opened and the doc walked in. “Scott, great to see you again. Thanks for coming in so late on a Friday.” He walked right up to me and gave me a big hug. “Have a seat and let’s see what’s going on with your blood pressure.” I kept my shorts on but they were still unbuttoned so you could easily see my jock. He looked at my chart and said “damn your BP looks great. Cutting back your dosage seems to be working. We’ll keep it as is for now then check it again in a few months. Now how are you doing with everything else? How was your month?” “Well doc, umm it was kind of weird.” I proceeded to tell him a bit of what had happened. When I was done he asked, “So the guy came in you, did you enjoy it or did it make you feel guilty?” “I loved it. I didn’t feel guilty until the next day.” “Interesting, so you were okay that night?” “Well,” I blushed and looked away from him. “I kinda went home and fingered myself. I ended up eating most of the load.” “Well Damn! That’s excellent. Did you discuss status?” “No, that’s why I think I’m a bit stressed. He told me after he shot his load that he hoped I enjoyed his gift. I know that may not mean anything but some of those stories I’ve been reading inferred that gift could mean a poz load so I’ve been a little worried.” “That’s perfectly understandable. Other than the stress how have you been feeling? Any flu or cold like symptoms?” “Nope I’ve felt fine.” “Did he cum in you just the once?” “Yes, just once.” “Have you had sex with anyone else since him?” “No.” “How does the thought that you might have taken a poz load make you feel?” “A little nervous.” “Interesting. You say that but your penis is hard and you appear to be leaking quite a bit in your jock there.” “Well damn!” “Okay Scott, here’s what I purpose. We do a rapid HIV test to check your status. If it comes back positive we’ll talk and make a game plan. If it comes back negative we’ll see what we can do to fix that. That sound good to you?” “Umm yeah okay.” Wait what did he just say? “Great. Take those shorts off, but you can leave the jock on. We won’t be needing your cock today so you can keep him covered.” He winked at me. “I’m just going to step out and grab a few things then we can get started.” Fuck! Me!

I do this quite often. I always feel sexier and sluttier in a jockstrap or a thong while getting fucked. It frames my ass and says “fuck my ass”. Love wearing them for bathhouses or sex parties.

The Health Department here is always complaining that the HIV rate is rising. Guess our poz team is growing in Florida and its part of all of us Poz BB fucking here.

It was late and I was drunk and horny as I past an adult video store. I decided that since I struck out at the bar I could at least get my cock drained by some fag in a video booth, hey a mouth is a mouth, right?!? I find an empty booth and lock the door or at least I tried locking the door. No time to waste, I really wanted to bust my nut before going home so I put money in the video machine and pulled out my cock and went to work hoping someone would peek through the hole and ask to suck it. It took a few minutes until I hear some guy telling me I had a really nice cock and how hot it was to watch me stroke. He said he was ready to leave but offered me a little bottle of poppers.......I had never tried poppers but he said it would make my orgasm more intense....... so I took them and tried a few sniffs and started feeling more horny and felt my cock start throbbing. I figured if a little felt good then move would feel better and inhaled very deeply in both nostrils and had to reach above the video monitor to hold the wall so I wouldn't fall over. I couldn't take my eyes off the video of some chick getting fucked from behind by a guy with a big black cock and I moaned as I stroked even faster. I was so wrapped up in this scene that I never heard the door open and some guy coming in until I suddenly feel a hand reaching over my hand and squeezing my cock as his other hand guided the poppers bottle under my nose as he wispers in my ear to breathe in and enjoy the feeling. I was still drunk and really caught in the rush of the poppers so much that I just let it happen. He then removed my hand from my cock and replaced it with his as he guided my hand to his bulging cock and got my started on rubbing it through his pants. He guided the poppers under my nose again and unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock and I held it tighter and started enjoying the feel of stroking him. I finally turned around to see he was a black guy with a very hard and big cock. He tells me he can tell I'm super excited and I should follow him to a larger booth and I was about to say no when he really pumped my cock and pushed the poppers back under my nose and I just gave in and inhaled deeply and next thing I know is he is leading me to another booth and everyone is looking at me and smiling when I realize he is still holding my cock as we are walking through the hallway. We get into a larger booth and he asked me if I like the way the poppers make me feel and I just smile and he says he wants to make me feel even better before I blow my load and go home and pulled out a pipe and said I didn't have to but it would feel way better than the poppers and held it up for me and I took it as he flicked the lighter saying to inhale deeply and hold it until he says to exhale. It seemed like an eternity but when I blew out the smoke I got the most intense head rush could barely see or hear anything except how fucking great I felt an then realized why as I was coming down. I looked an saw 2 more guys in the booth with us and they were holding my hands and pumping their cocks through them as the first guy was sucking and stroking my cock. I thought I would lose it right then. One of the other guys asks if I liked how his friend was sucking my cock and if it looks as hot as it feels and I could only moan. Then he said I've gone this far and maybe I should try sucking a cock just to see what it's like and as much as I tried not to let him know how hot that sounded, I let out another moan and he said..... don't think about it as he placed the pipe back in my mouth and this time I needed no encouragement, I quickly inhale deeply and pump the cocks in my hands faster until I lost track of time and what I was doing and when I started gaining control again, they are pushing me to my knees and telling me how much I will love sucking my first cock and pushed my head onto the first guys cock and I couldn't believe how much I wanted to suck it. They kept pushing the poppers under my nose again and again and again and again until it felt like they were touching every part of my body and I was losing control of everything and not even caring. They pulled me away from my cock sucking long enough to kiss me and blow smoke into my mouth and then give me the pipe again and sent my mind into the stratosphere. I feel my face being fucked by this big beautiful black cock and suddenly feel an intense heat inside me and I moan very loudly as this intense heat triggered my cock to explode and I heard one of the guys behind me groaning and grabbing my hips and pumping his load of cum into my now more than willing ass and before I could process what was really happening, the black guy started filling my mouth with his cum and then splashed the last few spurts on my face. I couldn't believe it!!!!!! I hated to admit it but i was in heaven. Just when I thought it was all over, the third guy asked if I wanted more and all I could say was: yes, but get me fucked up again and when you're finished, leave the door open when go...............

With my screen name, it's not too much of a surprise to "learn" I love piss play--and am vers for drinking it. It's already been said--hydrate the feeder. That's why I often wait until mid session to feed, so I have a chance to be constantly drinking water or tea during the first few rounds of fucking. I often test the strength of my piss by getting the guy on the fuck bench, then pissing his ass crack and and licking it off him. If it's clear--the next round goes down his throat. If it's stronger than I think he might like, I'll keep drinking and cover him again until I get it to clear...

Nothing makes me feel more alive then that moment when I feel the tops hot load hitting the walls of my ass!