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Part 4 A few months later I was feeling much better. I was still not on meds and I knew that I was still highly toxic but I was super horny all the time and I was regularly cumming more than once in the same day. I was wanking frequently and fucking lads pretty much every chance I got. It felt like my dick was super charged - in more ways than one. I was hooking up on line, visiting the Vault regularly and fucking guys through the gloryholes or bent over the barrels and generally taking advantage of any opportunity that presented itself. I was also working out in the gym two or three times a week and the gym I went to was quite cruisy. Not much ever happened on the premises but quite often I would take a guy home and fuck him after I had cruised him in the showers or the changing rooms. One night after I had been working late I fucked the lad who delivered my Domino's pizza, a slim blond lad of about 19 or 20. He had delivered to me before (I love pizza - one reason for the need to work out at the gym!) and I thought then I had noticed him checking me out. This time I was just out of the shower and answered the door in my T shirt and pants and there was no mistaking his interest. Seconds later he was in my flat, my pants were down and my cock was in his mouth. He sucked me for a while and then stood up. "We have to be quick," was all he said as he pulled his pants down and bent forward. I went up him bareback and fucked him right there in the hallway as he gave little grunts and soon I had hold of his hips and I was fucking his tight young arse hard and fast. Before too long I could feel myself starting to cum and I pushed my cock right up him and held it there as I pumped a big load into his arse. When I had finished cumming I pulled out and he pulled his pants up and grinned at me. "I need to get back." he said. I enjoyed the pizza almost as much as the fuck and I had a feeling the pizza lad would be back for more. I was continuing to build up my business and things were going well. I had now hired an assistant to help me run the business so that I could concentrate on expanding it and Jonny turned out to be a really good appointment. He was quiet and serious, but very efficient, well organised and reliable - just what I needed. I was also continuing to have some horny fun at work and was surprised how often the opportunity presented itself. We managed a flat which was rented to three young guys who had been students together and now all worked in the city. I really liked the three lads and enjoyed managing their tenancy. I sometimes had to give them a warning about the mess in their flat after the quarterly inspection but they always took it good naturedly and after that the flat would be kept cleaner and tidier, at least for a while. It was a typical lads' pad - dirty plates and mugs, pizza boxes, beer cans and dirty clothes everywhere and I never quite knew what I was going to find when I did their quarterly inspections. They were all good looking lads - Connor was dark and quite stocky, Alex and Daniel were both blond and quite slim. I mentioned that I was doing quite a lot of wanking at this time and I have to admit that one of my wank fantasies involved the three lads. I would imagine them with their pants down at their knees, all wanking together and then imagine myself sucking on all their cocks, moving from one to the other and letting them all cum in my mouth. I would also imagine the three of them bent over together, arses in the air as I rimmed them all, moving in my fantasy from Connor's dark hairy arse to Alex's smooth hole and Daniel's hairy blond one. Of course I also imagined myself fucking them - with the three of them bent over together as I pushed my cock up each of them in turn and fucked them all before dumping my load deep up one or other of them. I did actually have a wank in Connor's room one afternoon. I was carrying out their quarterly property inspection and on this occasion the flat was relatively tidy. Connor's room was, as usual, the least tidy and on the floor beside the bed I noticed a pair of dark blue Calvin Klein pants and saw that the front was wet and sticky with what looked like quite a big load of cum. I guessed that Connor had had a morning wank before he went to work and had used a pair of his dirty underpants to wipe up his cum. I could feel my dick beginning to harden and I thought back to a few months before when I had seen Connor coming out of the shower. He had not realised I was in the flat and had come out of the bathroom naked, his towel slung over his shoulder. I had a really good view of his cock which looked to be quite long and thick and then as he passed me, I got a good look at his chunky, hairy arse. My dick was fully hard now and, thought I knew I shouldn't, I unzipped my trousers and pulled my cock out. I had a brilliant wank, imagining myself bending Connor over his bed and pushing my cock right up his hairy arse and fucking him. I imagined how tight his straight boy arse would be and how good it would feel to fuck him as he groaned and pushed his face into the pile of dirty clothes on his bed. I imagined fucking him as hard as I could and then shooting the biggest load of cum deep into his unprotected arse. Just a few weeks later I did get to have some horny sex in the flat but, as it happened, it wasn't with one of the lads. I had arranged the quarterly inspection with Alex and, as usual, they were happy for me to carry it out without them being there. Alex mentioned that Daniel's younger brother was staying that week with his friend from university and said he would tell Daniel to let his brother know. In typical Alex fashion, however, he must have forgotten to mention it. I didn't notice anything at first when I entered the flat and assumed it was empty. Then I heard a groan and the unmistakeable sound of flesh slapping on flesh as I heard another groan. At first I thought one of the lads must be in the flat and I was just about to discreetly leave when I heard a male voice groaning "Oh yes, fuck me, fuck me!" I moved quietly down the hall and looked quietly into Daniel's room. A slim young guy with dark hair and glasses was bent over the bed being fucked from behind by a taller, blond lad. Both lads were wearing only a T shirt and were naked from the waist down as they fucked and I could tell from the likeness that the blond lad was Daniel's younger brother and the other guy must be his friend from university. It was quite a horny sight but I didn't want to interrupt them and was just about to turn round leave when the blond lad seemed to sense I was there, turned his head and saw me standing there. I don't think I've ever seen anyone look more shocked than these two did as the blond lad quickly pulled his cock out of the other lad's arse and tried to pull the duvet over them both. I apologised and explained who I was and what I was doing and it turned out that, as I had guessed, no one had told the two lads I was due to inspect the property that day. The ice had broken a bit now and the blond lad introduced himself as Cameron and told me the other lad was Andrew. I could see that both Cameron and Andrew had noticed that my cock was getting hard and Andrew in particular was staring openly at the bulge in my trousers. I apologised again for interrupting their fun and said I had better go and leave them to it. It was then that Cameron asked me if I would like to join them.......... Seconds later I had unzipped my trousers and Andrew had taken my hard cock into his mouth. He sucked me really well as Cameron pulled my trousers and pants right down and then joined Andrew and the two of them took turns sucking me. I didn't think it could get any hornier but then Cameron asked Andrew if he wanted me to fuck him. Andrew nodded and Cameron told him to kneel up on the bed. I could see that Cameron was really turned on by the thought of watching me fuck his boyfriend and I could see that Andrew really wanted it too but was a bit nervous. Rather shyly he asked if I could take it slowly and told me that he had never been fucked by anyone other than Cameron. I promised to go easy and Cameron fingered some lube into Andrew's arse as I moved in behind him. "Wait," said Andrew suddenly, "Shouldn't we use a condom?" I had wondered if anyone would mention condoms. I had noticed that they were fucking without a condom earlier but I had suspected they might want me to use one. Before I could say anything, Cameron said it would be more fun to do it without one and, after a moment's hesitation, Andrew nodded and turned around again, pushing his slim arse into the air. I went up him very slowly and he groaned and asked me to stop for a moment. After a few more pauses to let him get used to my cock, I was fully up him and I held my cock there for a moment or two and then began to fuck him slowly. Cameron was wanking now as I continued fucking Andrew "Oh yes," he whispered "fuck him... fuck him.." I could feel that Andrew was wanking now and I began to fuck him a bit harder. I could tell from his moans that he was starting to enjoy being fucked now and I started to fuck him a little bit harder. Cameron was watching closely as I fucked his boyfriend bareback and I could see how much it turned him on. I was getting close now - Andrew's hole was so tight I knew I wasn't going to last much longer and soon I could feel myself starting to cum in his slim young arse. Cameron was now urging me on and telling me to cum in Andrew's arse and Andrew was moaning for it too. I shot what felt like a massive load into Andrew and when I pulled out, Cameron went straight up him and shot his load after just three or four thrusts. It was a very horny experience and I could see that both lads had enjoyed it as much as I had. They asked me if I could come back round the following day and the next day we fucked again. It was very horny having two good looking young lads sucking my cock and licking my balls and even hornier when they both knelt up on the bed together and I rimmed them both, moving back and forward between Andrew's smooth hole and Cameron's which was slightly hairier. Cameron was keen to get fucked this time and soon I was taking turns on them both, fucking Andrew and then moving over to push my cock up Cameron's arse. He was just as tight as Andrew and it was not too long before I was ready to cum again. I was up Andrew's arse as I started to cum and I shot a little bit of cum into Andrew and then went up Cameron's arse and shot the rest of what felt like a massive load deep inside hm. I had already given one of my loads to Andrew so it seemed only fair that I give one to his boyfriend too. A few weeks later I got the chance to spend a week in Scotland when one of my friends invited me to join him and a group of his friends in the north of Scotland. I needed a break - I hadn't had a holiday for more than two years and I was now feeling confident enough to leave the business in the hands of Jonny and my sister so I happily agreed. I had been friends with Michael for a number of years, although we came from completely different backgrounds and moved in very different circles, he was a really good and supportive friend and I was looking forward to seeing him. I was also looking forward to taking some time off and, as I had never been there, to seeing something of Scotland. Michael and his partner had hired a large lodge in the north of Scotland and invited two other couples, a couple of single guys and me. I only knew one of the others and I didn't really like him - I had always found him very judgemental, but I was really looking forward to the trip and set off in good spirits. It was a long way from London to the north of Scotland so I decided to spend a night in Edinburgh on the way up. I got to Edinburgh early in the afternoon, checked in to my hotel and had a shower and a rest and then went off to explore the city. I enjoyed strolling around the city very much and then I had a nice meal in an Italian restaurant and went for a drink in a gay pub that someone had recommended to me. I enjoyed the evening a lot - there was a good atmosphere and I got chatting to a few guys. I ended up chatting to two guys in their mid 30s. I had thought they were a couple at first but it turned out they were just friends and the smaller, dark haired guy, Chris, had a partner who worked in the evening and the taller guy, Charlie, was single. I fancied both of them but didn't really think anything was going to happen but after another few drinks they said they were going to visit a cruising ground and asked if I wanted to come with them. I was well up for that - it was a warm summer evening and I had not been cruising outdoors for a while and I was well up for getting my pants down in the open air. The cruising ground was a short taxi ride away and soon the three of us were entering a park and walking deep into some woods. It was pitch dark but after a while I could see some shadows moving around in the woods and, as my eyes got a bit more accustomed to the dark, I could see some of the guys who were cruising. It was a mixed group as always, but some of the guys were really good looking and soon we had joined a group of guys who were wanking and sucking each other. It was not too long before my pants were down and I was joining in the action and I noticed that both Chris and Charlie had also now dropped their pants and were joining in the action. We all joined in the sucking and wanking and after a while the group had dispersed and the three of us had been joined by another guy and soon we were all sucking and wanking each other. It was Chris who bent over first and I watched as the new guy pushed his cock up Chris's arse and began to fuck him bareback. Charlie grinned and bent over next to his mate and soon I was up him. Neither Chris nor Charlie had mentioned condoms and both seemed happy to bend over and take it bareback. I fucked Charlie for a while and then me and the other top changed places and I went up Chris's arse and fucked him for a while. I really wanted to get up Charlie's arse again and soon we had swapped and I was cumming deep in Charlie's arse as the other guy bred Chris. I was still horny and a little while later I bent over and took one up the arse against a tree as Charlie and Chris watched. The guy who was fucking me shot his load up my arse and disappeared and then we made our way back out to the road and they got me a taxi back to my hotel. I slept well that night, having enjoyed a few drinks and feeling the pleasant sensation of a cum filled arse. I had an excellent full Scottish breakfast the next morning and then went for a walk around the city before checking out and going to get my train to the north of Scotland. I enjoyed the views as the train pulled out of Edinburgh and headed north - the scenery was amazing and I was now looking forward to my break even more. I was also feeling horny as usual, but there was no one on the train that sparked my interest. A little later I noticed the train guard - he was dark haired and quite stocky, with an arse that really filled out his dark blue trousers. I think he sensed me checking him out and as he passed a bit later and checked our tickets, I could see he was checking me out. A little later he passed again and I spread my legs a bit to let him see my semi hard cock through my trousers and I could tell he was interested. A little later he came and sat down just opposite me and opened a bottle of water. We were blatantly checking each other out now and he too had spread his legs a bit so that I could clearly see the outline of his cock in his trousers. After a while he finished his water and got up. He moved towards the next carriage and very discreetly motioned to me to follow him. I waited a moment and then casually got up and walked in the same direction. He was waiting for me in a recess area just inside the front carriage and a few minutes later we were in the train toilet. He produced some kind of key and locked the door from the inside and grinned at me. He went down on me first and soon I was enjoying a really good blowjob. I didn't want to cum too soon so after a while I stopped him and he unzipped his trousers and got his cock out. I took it into my mouth and sucked him and he sighed. I sucked him for a while and then licked his balls. I really wanted to get my tongue up his fit arse but he was a bit reluctant at first as he said he had been working all day and might not be very fresh. I told him I didn't care and, after a little hesitation, he was bent over the toilet, his dark blue trousers and white underpants at his ankles as I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hole. His hole was quite hairy and, to be honest, not as fresh as it might be, but I didn't care. I love rimming fit lads and I got my tongue right into his hole. He was really into it and began to wank as I pushed my tongue as far up his arse as I could and licked his hairy hole. After a while he stopped me and stood up. "I'm so close," he said and then added "I really wish you could fuck me right now!" I said I was up for that but he shook his head and said "I'm really sorry, but I don't have a condom." He asked me if I had one and I shook my head. He asked me if I ever fucked without one and I said yeah, now and then. "Do you want to?" he asked and when I nodded, he grinned at me. Like so many guys I had encountered who initially wanted to play safe, he did not take much persuading to go bareback and soon he was bent over the toilet again and I was pushing my cock up his now lubed arse. I was really turned on - his arse was one of the fittest I had fucked in a long time - and I was also turned on by the fact that we were fucking in a train toilet while he was supposed to be at work. The train was going faster now and we had to be careful to keep our balance as I fucked his fit, hairy arse and he wanked himself off. I shot a big load up him and then pushed my cock right up him and pulled him up as he shot his load out in front of him. It was another very horny experience with another guy who asked no questions and happily took my bare cock and my load up his fit arse. A little later I was stretched out in my seat once more enjoying the scenery and I was feeling good. I had crossed the border just 24 hours ago and I had already fucked and bred two very fit Scottish arses. I had a feeling it was going to be a good week.

(It is going to take a while before this gets to gifting and quarantine, I want to set up some information about my 2 protagonists. ) Jack and Stu had been together for 18 years. It would be more accurate to say they had been together apart. Jack lived in a four story walkup apartment in sleepy little Brighton Ontario Canada. Jack lived in an 18th story condo overlooking the city of Boston Massachusetts. They first met on a gay Cruise ship on the Mediterranean. They both agreed it wasn't love at 1st site but magnetic lust at 1st fuck. You've seen the t-shirt 'I fuck on the 1st date ' their meeting took this further. ⁰ Jack was in a lounge chair on the deck soaking up sun wearing a skimpy speedo. This handsome blue eyed blond, also in a speedo took the next lounge. After exchanging a few pleasantries the blonde stood announcing he was going to the public washroom by the forward observation deck. He subtly motioned for Jack to follow him. Jack was hesitant but couldn't resist this muscle hunk. Once they knew they had the bathroom to themselves the blonde pulled Jack into a stall pinning him to the wall, forcing his tongue down Jack's throat and reaching into the front of Jack's speedo. Jack was in awe, he had never been so aggressively drawn into a sexual encounter, and he had had many. The blonde was impressed with the growing erection in his hand guessing it would reach about 7.5 inches with an average girth. Both speedos were soon on the floor and kicked aside as the blonde pushed Jack to his knees and inserted his thick 9 inch cock into Jack's mouth. This was a challenging size but Jack had considerable experience and fairly good control over his gag reflex. A good thing 'cause the blonde progressed to an aggresive face fuck and deep throating without delay. As the 9 incher rammed on Jack's tonsils the blonde licked his index finger, bent over and started to play with Jack's hairy hole. Jack picked up the suction action and soon the blonde was removing his dick and deeply breathing to keep from cumming. Jack stood up turning to face the wall and presented his ass. The blonde quickly established he was a consummate tongue fucking ass eater. Spitting into Jack's ass and knowing his cock was well lubricated by Jack's throat juices he stood and lined up his monster cock with it's ultimate target. At this moment the bathroom door opened and three guys came spilling in with boisterous voices and laughter. The blonde put his hand over Jack's mouth, whispered 'keep quiet ' in his ear and started teasing Jack's hole with the head of his naked hard cock. Jack looked back with horror and the blonde just kept teasing and pushing in with more pressure on Jack's outer ring. Sounds of pissing from the rowdy intruders, footsteps, and faucets and the jovial banter signaled that the intruders had not noticed the stall sex. Soon the washroom door opened and the three were heading out. Before the door was fully closed the blonde pushed his big naked cock balls deep into Jack, his hand muffling Jack's painful gasp and cry. With only a moment for the impaled Jack to catch his breath the onslaught bareback fuck began. Jack was soon moaning, a signal this fuck had moved from painful to pure pleasure. The blonde took this as encouragement and was instantly pistonning into Jack causing that wonderful ass slap rythm that alerts all within ear shot that someone is getting a good pounding. And that is exactly what the next guy through the bathroom door said to his friend who was following. The new intruders giggled and quickly made their way to the stall finding the door wasn't even lached. They had no intention of leaving when they saw the pistoning cock had no condom. ⁰ The blonde didn't miss a beat keeping the pace of the fuck frantic. Overcome by the excitement of an audience the blonde 's balls churned and he howled as rope after rope of hot cum pumped into Jack's ass, triggering Jack's huge hands free orgasm to splatter on the bathroom tile. The pump and dump complete the blonde and Jack exited the stall carrying their speedos. The audience high fived the pair as they headed to wash up at the sink. The observes relieved themselves at the urinals and were not the least bit shy joining the blonde and Jack at the sinks. One slapping the blonde's ass and the second bent down to lick cum from Jack's ass. "Let's get out of here " Jack cried and he and the blonde fled barely remembering to grab their speedos. Thankful the hallway was empty they slipped into their swimsuits and casually made their way back to their chaise lounges. Jack sat down assuming his gorgeous rapest would to, but the blonde just grabbed his towel and walked away. Not even a goodbye or Thanks, just walked away. Jack didn't even see the blonde on board for the next three days and tried to convince himself he was okay with this. It had been an utterly fantastic pump and dump with a stunningly handsome stranger. Yes it would be great to entertain that beautiful thick 9 inch cock again, but he knew he just needed to let it go. He was not at all prepared when the time came for the blonde to see him next.

My thoughts are now fully obsessed with breeding and letting the virus take over my mind and body. My fuck frenzy has calmed down as I choose my victims to ensure maximum damage and pleasure...

In case you were wondering why all the videos you uploaded to [insert big tube site here] were deleted, here's what happened… The History Behind What's Going On Going back a ways, there are groups who are dedicated to getting rid of porn on the Internet (or at least as getting rid of as much of the porn as possible). Exodus Cry is one of the main groups trying to get rid of porn. A couple years ago they did a campaign to get state legislatures to declare porn a "public health crisis". A few states signed on, but overall it wasn't terribly successful. So now they've changed strategies and they took aim at PornHub saying that PornHub was being used to traffic underage girls. There was an article here and there with those claims but it didn't get traction. Then they got Pulitzer prize-winning journalist Nicholas Kristof at the NY Times to write an article on it. Apparently they spoon fed him information and he didn't really check the general validity of the claims before publishing his article. (Read more about it here.) But once that article was out things started happening. The other piece of background that you should know is that PornHub is owned by a company called MindGeek. Today MindGeek is an an enormous company, but it has a very shady past. It started as Manwin back when tube sites were just coming out as a thing. Manwin operated out of countries that had no extradition treaties and they encouraged/enabled people to upload videos they didn't have rights to. So their tube sites were filled with illegal content (illegal for copyright infringement mostly). Those tube sites decimated the porn industry. Suddenly people didn't have to pay. Lots of producers went out of business. People like me who sent traffic to sites run by producers went out of business. Anyway, their business was so illegal that the owners would get indicted and around that time the business would be sold to someone else. They they would get indicted and the business would be sold again. Some of the owners later went to prison, others are still on the run or out of reach of the law. Anyway, about the 3rd or 4th time that happened the company was sold and renamed MindGeek. The owners of MindGeek decided to clean up their image. So they hired an army of lawyers and stayed (just barely in some cases) on the right side of the law. Anyway, Manwin had bought up a lot of the big tube sites that they didn't already own. And MindGeek continued buying. Last I knew they owned 5 of the 8 top tube sites. Then as the producers who were having problems and were going out of business because of all the illegal content on MindGeek's tube sites started going out of business, MindGeek started buying them up. The producers were in a constant battle to get illegal copies of their videos off the tube sites, but once the same content was owned by MindGeek all that illegal content magically disappeared giving MindGeek a huge advantage – they didn't have to fight the big tube sites, because they were the big tube sites. These days MindGeek owns most of straight porn, and some really big names in gay porn. Men.com, Sean Cody, Reality Dudes – they all belong to MindGeek (and many many more). The other thing to know is that there's what's legal, and then there's what MasterCard and Visa (and their shareholders) want to be associated with. The Visa/MC standard is stricter than what's "legal". By having a "premium membership" for PornHub, MindGeek was agreeing to be held to the higher Visa/MC standard. The problem was that when customers bought a PornHub Premium membership it allowed them ad-free access to PornHub. PornHubPremium.com is a "clean" site – MindGeek has vetted every person and company that's uploaded to the premium site. And those people are contractually obligated to have signed model releases and age verification documentation on file. But none of that is the case for PornHub.com – MindGeek has no clue who's behind the random email address the person provided. Yes, their terms of service probably say the person has to own (or have a license for) the video and everyone has to be 18+, but given that they don't really know who the uploader is, there's no way to enforce any of that. Because the premium membership included benefits on the non-premium site, what was going on on PornHub.com became Visa and MasterCard's business. If that hadn't been the case then it might have all blown over since the premium site was clean. What's Happened In The Past Couple Weeks The shit started hitting the fan when Kristof's article appeared in the NY Times. That got MasterCard and Visa to start investigations. Within a few days MasterCard terminated their relationship with PornHub, and Visa followed suit later the same day. Because of those investigations MindGeek is in crisis mode – they need the money they get from credit cards. Visa and MasterCard are continuing their investigations and they're looking at more than PornHub – they're looking at everything MindGeek owns. If Visa/MC isn't happy MindGeek could lose credit card processing for all their sites – including their paysites (Men.com, Sean Cody, Reality Dudes, etc.) MindGeek has been working hard the last few years to change their image. They're now so large and have so much legal content that they don't need the illegal content that made them into a huge company. And that illegal content is what got them in trouble with Visa/Mastercard. Unfortunately they can't tell the difference between your personal video (that's legal), and the illegal video that someone else uploaded, so they just deleted everything that wasn't uploaded by someone who they've vetted. And because they had put all their tube sites under the umbrella of the "PornHub Network", this is also affecting PornMD, RedTube, XTube and YouPorn. Oh, and GayTube got shut down completely! All in all they deleted just under 80% of the videos on their sites(!!) It was a massive purge. Final Thoughts – Putting Things In Context 1) For starters this all started because some people said that there was Child Sexual Abuse Material (CSAM) on PornHub. And yes, mixed in among the millions of videos they had on their sites, there was a little bit of it. BUT we need to put that into context. The Internet Watch Foundation has documented the following number of cases on the various big internet platforms… Facebook – 84.1 million cases of CSAM Instagram – 4.45 million cases of CSAM Twitter – 1.47 million cases of CSAM PornHub – 118 cases of CSAM In other words, the "big tech" social media platforms have a MUCH MUCH bigger problem with child porn than PornHub. But Exodus Cry didn't go after those platforms, they went after PornHub, because none of this is actually about child porn. Child porn is just the pretext to go after porn in general. The problem was the publicity got Visa/MC to re-examine the other (non-CSAM) illegal content on PornHub's sites (e.g. pirated porn). Once they were under a microscope for one thing, everything had to be cleaned up. 2) Another takeaway is that this wasn't about you. It wasn't about PornHub not liking a particular fetish, or whatever. This is about the commercialization of formerly free tube sites by a large corporation and what happens when you start using Visa/MC to sell memberships (or products) on your site. This is about Visa and MasterCard's rules. 3) Another thing to remember is that, while this may be painful for a time, ultimately it's really good that PornHub deleted all those videos. The big tube sites decimated the porn business. Lots of producers went out of business, and most of the people like me who got commissions by promoting sales on legal porn sites just went out of business and disappeared completely. 10 years ago there were three gay webmaster forum sites that were all really active with discussion. Today there's one and it's lucky if it gets 1 or 2 people posting comments in a day. By deleting all those videos the playing field is considerably more level. So it sucks that your videos are gone, but ultimately this means a better, healthier porn industry.

I was 20 living in Bonn, close enough to Cologne. Very happy with how i pictured live as being gay would happen for me. Having a successful career, doing my thing and then meet a MAN: he would be dominant, masculine. We would stay together and then on night of my wedding he would cum inside me and make me his. All of that had been working for 3 years now. Don't think I was 100% innocent. A lot of men had already fucked me. But always SAFE and I was always watching for them to put a rubber on (and keeping it one). Porn wise I would only watch raw sex. But that was different. So when I met Enrique: a guy who clearly hot and nice, but not a future husband material I was definitely making sure that condoms would be used. That is until he once during sex turned me around spat on his hand and slid his dick inside me. It happened so quick and it did feel good so I just let it be. And I wasn't too worrried, until he started moaning and then stopped. The latter happens in three seconds. "did you just cum inside me?" "yeah, that was hot" "wtf man, you didn't even ask" "shut up, you loved it. And btw I need to get some stuff done, so do you want to get a shower before you leave"? In my mind I was raging inside. what an freaking A**h*le. Enrique had quite a reputation. My dream of my future hubby making me HIS was gone. And now I had... THAT. Ohh man. this was really NOT how things were supposed to go. Don't ask me why and how, but It activated something in me. So next thing that happened, was me heading out. (I did not that the proposed shower). And there I went went, feeling dirty and used catching a train to Cologne. Wait, Cologne, I didn't live there. As I am entering Pullermanns bar, I am asking myself: what are you doing. It was such a big blur, but here I, go walking in as the twinky slim guy with bright green eyes. Naughty, but also naive and shy. Ordered a drink, not much conversation at the bar., so I finished my 7up almost immediately. Had never been to this place. But was drawn to go to the back. A big guy looks at me, not really handsome, but still attractive. We kiss and slowly I go down on him. He turned me around eats my ass out and after some minutes goes inside. He goes slow, but deep. It's quite a big cock. But I'm taking it well. After three minutes I just say. "Give it to me" "Dump it inside" He stops: "are you sure" "yes, give it to me" He stops, pulls my hair: "you filthy slut" and starts pounding. Within two minutes he is done. There is no time for me to think, so another guy has moved me more central and has already started fucking me. I can't even see his face. 5min max and he is done. Another guy is putting his dick inside my mouth. "suck me" he is really not my type. But I realise if I suck him my ass will be up. I turn him towards the wall and bingo within 10 seconds I hear someone undoing their belt and shoving his dick in. It's half hard. He asks me "how many" I mumble "two" That gets him hard. He fuck me for four/five minutes but doesn't cum. Another guys is taking over. I turn around there's a circle around me. I can only think of getting cum, getting poz seed inside me. I yell, "give me poz seed". That doesn't work, most guys walk away. "shit what did I say" I think in my mind. The guy who earlier didn't came is still hard and standing next to him. Before I realize what I am doing I already slid my hole over his cock. "cum inside me.... [[...]] 40 minutes later I walk out. The old guy at the bar says: "your poor little pussy" whilst shaking his head. When I get home I'm shaking, how many loads do I have inside me 7, or 6. Or maybe 8, I couldn't really see if that one guy came inside me. And then there was that other guy that came in my mouth. That was gross, not something to repeat well unless for the future BF. Cum need to be in my ass. Especially hiv seed. All is this is turning me crazy: WTF is wrong me with? Why am I doing this. I decide until the tests come through I won't do anything... [[...]] Couple of weeks later the tests come in it's a Friday, all negative, pfff. What are relief, but how further. That same day, I'm off to Cologne. Met his through Romeo: what was his name again, something like PozTopXXL Profile status "needs discussion" I had to take his load. He hadn't even shared a facepic and I already said yes. When I walked in it was good to see he looked alright. He was more than double my age. But fit. I instantly felt good already about taking his load. He was being friendly, but it was hard to be social I could only think about taking his poz seed inside me. "How long have you been positive already" "I am actually negative" "really?" "yeah, I got my results awhile ago and I haven't had sex" I lied (not having sex was the truth, but my results only came in today) I judged myself. WTF was I doing. He looked at me and his eyes opened up. "even better" "Are you taking medication?" I asked, a bit nervous. He laughed a bit mean. but he didn't reply. Instead he said: "Take your clothes off" somehow I didn't feel as horny anymore, but I complied. He took his top off and kept his green track pants on. I think it was Nike, but it could have been something else. He cock was huge, I started suck it. I could definitely enjoy myself with that for awhile. Too bad through, 2min max, was enough for him. He wanted to get inside: aggressively his put his wet from precum and saliva fingers in my ass. And then he stick his dick inside. That really hurted. I asked him to stop." I might bleed" he stops takes out his dick a bit and put some poppers under my nose. "shhhh" he starts to kiss my neck and tells me to relax. The poppers help: I feel more relaxed. We kiss and I actually start to relax fully. He fucks me until he cuma. When he takes out his dick I feel how open my ass is. His cum is dripping outside of me. I start to stand up, and bring my hand to my ass. Catching some cum. Damn, it tastes so good. He laughs and says: "ur a real piggy" On which take my fingers out of my mouth. I laugh a bit awkwardly and start picking up my clothes. "What are you doing?" "I'm picking up my clothes, to get ready" "Oh no... I am not done with you yet" "Or, do you want to leave" "ehh no" "good... so stay" .... "I got some friends who will be very interested in a guy like you." "you mean other tops to fuck me" "yes other tops shooting their viral loads inside you" "that's what you like right" My dick is giving the answer, I can't remember it ever being so hard. There's more to the story, but I can say the evening was rough in the best way possible. Three daddy tops fucking me, chatting with me and shooting their toxic loads inside me at the end. Who pozzed me I dunno, but that night was fucking awesome. Thanks Enrique, for waking the true cum whore inside me that I was destined to be 😛 Pics: me in 2004 vs me now

I pulled an old t shirt on and sat down across from Josh, who was say on my low sofa, clutching a beer. My legs were wide open so my tackle was able to hang loosely, forming a nice big bulge in my briefs, my cock resting right on my balls, soft, and my PA pushed up against the fabric. My thighs framed the whole picture nicely, inviting anyone to look in and Josh certainly was taking the occasional glance, though no more than most straight guys. We talked about his ride, work Covid, Brexit - you name it - and I warmed to Josh. he was quite a different character from his twin, more confident though only a little cocky. Eventually we got to talking about Sarah and Josh let slip that she was pregnant. "We thought she was a month or so back but something went wrong and we got a bit worried. we still aren't telling people because it's early days but it looks like she definitely is now" "That's great news mate!". I got up, leaned over him and clinked my bottle on his and gave him a little punch to his lycra clad tummy "Good work stud!" He blushed and laughed. "I bet she can't get enough sex now though, they say that pregnancy makes you horny" He looked crestfallen all of a sudden. "No mate, she's always tired now. Not interested most of the time" I wonder why - I thought, remembering the last time I had reamed her. "And when we do, it's just not the same, it doesn't feel as good for either of us" That'll be my man-sized cock ruining her for your maggot, I thought. "oh fuck man, sorry to hear that. So you must be choking your old man non-stop?" "No way. She hates me masturbating and I never really get the place to myself. She's got porn blocked on the internet too" "What the actual?!!" I was genuinely shocked. "Porn's a human right, mate" "I know" he laughed, clearly glad to find someone he could talk to. "You know, you are welcome to borrow my laptop and bedroom mate..., no restrictions....I trust you aren't into anything too weird.."

I have topped raw for the first time last week. As my dick entered, it felt so tight and warm. I could feel the inside of the bottom like a real man in a natural way. It felt so great and I never wanna put a condom on again. I definitely get hornier thinking about bareback as time goes on. I need to fuck raw again and breed in my load, and use my cum as lube to fuck again.

Cheers guys for the love, I thought was going to be able to edit the post throughout, but now we even have a RAW version of the story 😛 I'll consider doing another story at one point if you guys are interested to hear more

Just keep going, after a session at a club 100 miles away, I had to sit on a towel driving home as the loads, so many loads were seeping through my jeans. Had a quick wipe when home went to bed, could smell spunk and sex in my bed, so horny.

Absolutely, got loads of vids there with loads dripping out of my hole check www.twitter.com/bbareguy

PART 7 Someone had pulled out the bed part of the sofa and Jake was on his knees, getting nailed by Ben when we came back into the living room. Tony sat back down in the chair he’d been in before and Gabe immediately climbed up on his Dad’s lap and began to kiss him. Tony had another loaded point and I soon heard Gabe coughing, and looked over to see him sliding his furry little ass onto Tony’s massive cock while shoving his tongue in his Dad’s mouth. They were lost in a haze of lust and daddy/son bonding with Gabe easily taking Tony’s cock down to the root. I knew what it felt like and was jealous of him, but just for a moment, since I knew I was in for the treat of my life. Dad and I laid down on the bed next to Jake who was on his knees getting spit roasted by Ben and Tommy. They were both leaned over Jake’s back, making out and passing the pipe back and forth, while Jack was on the floor with his cock balls deep in one of the younger guys I didn’t know. Jack was leaned over the boy’s back whispering in his ear, and alternating between slow all the way out and quick deep thrusts up the boy’s gaping pussy, making him moan and beg to be fucked harder. I turned to Dad and smiled and looked into his eyes, wide with lust and pride. “You ready for me, baby boy? I’ve been wanting this for a long time.” I laughed, pushed him down on the bed and straddled his chest, saying “am I ready? I was fucking born ready for this. Rape me like the dirty little whore I am, Dad. I want my cunt pounded into next Tuesday. I wanna be treated like the faggot cumdump I am. What about you? You ready for that?” I gave him a smirk and he spat in my face, so I returned the favor. Then he wiped the spit off my cheek where it was running down, wiped the loogie on his cock and pushed me down on it. “Oh, you think you’re hot stuff, huh faggot? Fucking dirty little whore,? You think you’re awful cute? Letting strange men breed your pussy in public toilets like a $2.00 whore.” He slapped me across the face, hard. I could feel the blood rise in my cheek I moaned loudly as I sat down on Dad’s huge, fat, uncut dick slowly, feeling it slowly sink into my tweaked out pussy. Suddenly, Dad got a dirty look on his face and loudly said “hurry up, FAGGOT!” Then he pushed down on my shoulders and impaled me on all 10” of his fat daddy cock at once. Despite the slam, having his cock open my cunt up so quickly knocked the wind out of me. I yelped loudly and all the other fuckers in the room stopped to stare at us. Tony was still sitting in the chair with Gabe loudly riding his cock, begging for cock. Gabe was so small, Tony just picked him up and plopped him down on the sofa bed next to us. I wasn’t sure it was going to hold all seven of us, but Jake took Ben out of his mouth, then deftly backed up all the way onto Tommy’s cock saying “come on boys, let’s get on the floor and give them the bed.” He pulled Ben by the cock while backing up with Tommy’s dick still inside his cunt. They rearranged themselves on the floor with Jake on his knees, Tommy behind him fucking him doggy style and Ben relaxing, sitting against a chair fucking Jake’s face with his fat boy cock. I looked down at Dad and just grinned at him. I couldn’t believe that the one person I’d always wanted inside me was actually there. I leaned down to kiss Dad and he slapped me again, hard, across the face. He smiled at me and said “I love you Sport. Now I’m gonna fuck ya.” I smiled and swooned inside. He’d always called me Sport since I was a little kid, tousling my hair and taking me fishing or to the movies. I’d been in love with him since I was old enough to get a boner. And I’d been jerking off fantasizing about his cock since then too. Dad put his hand on my chest and pushed me onto my back. He quickly rolled me over without his giant dick ever leaving my fuck chute. I looked to my left and felt Tony doing the same to Gabe. I reached over and made out with Gabe while our fathers proceeded to fuck our slutty cumdumps with their huge Daddy cocks. Dad has a big ass that’s covered in dense hair and I grabbed onto it for dear life. I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled his ass toward me to get his 10” all the way into my hole as far as humanly possible. I could feel him knocking on my second sphincter inside my pussy and I wanted him to breed me as far inside as he could. He pulled me away from Gabe, and reached down and kissed me hard on the mouth and whispered “I’m so fucking happy right now, Sport. I don’t think my cock has ever been this fucking hard.” He continued to pound my hole, periodically spitting in my face, slapping me and kissing me hard. At one point, he sat down on the bed and maneuvered his legs straight without his cock leaving my cunt. I knew he was strong, you couldn’t miss his thick pecs covered in beautiful circular swirls of chest hair, but I couldn’t believe how easily he was able to throw me around. Dad sure seemed to know his way around a man cunt. He was going to breed me every day from now on if I had anything to say about it. After we’d been fucking for about 15 minutes, my hole was getting really warmed up and open. I felt an intense lust for Dad’s cock, and my brain was starting to ache for his load. I desperately needed my Dad to breed me full of the cum that had made me. I started to egg him on. “Come on Dad. Give me that fucking load. I need you to flood my guts with cum. Give me a load of my little brothers in my cumdumpster. Fuck me harder!” He got a big grin on his face and said, “you’re so fucking sexy, Sport. I’ve been wanting to breed your pretty ass for as long as I can remember. Now I’m going to get to do it!” He started to speed up and after a minute or two of slamming his cock in and out of my hole, he started to breathe heavily and shoved his cock all the way inside me. I could feel his beautiful cock spitting inside my hole, throbbing with pent up lust and a huge load of sperm, deposited exactly where it needed to be. In his son’s pussy. I wished Dad could make me pregnant and knock me up with his babies. I grabbed onto his ass again and held his cock inside me as I felt it continue to throb, depositing its precious cargo of cum as far inside my ass as it could go. Dad was breathing heavily and rolled onto his back so I was sitting on his cock. I leaned down and kissed him as hard as I’d ever kissed anyone. Bred by my sexy Dad! Achievement unlocked!

Saturday afternoon, I planned to meet up with a fuckbuddy who has a huge cock, probably 9.5 long, and thicker than a red stripe bottle. I arranged for us to meet at this incredibly sleazy, by-the-hour motel where the rooms reek of stale cigarettes and sex. While I was waiting for my fuckbuddy, I was on the apps, NKP, BBRT, and doublelist. There was a guy less than 1000 feet from me with some SN like BBC looking for fun. Of course, I hit him up, since his profile said that he likes thick guys. He comes over, and I let him in. He was a thick guy himself, but his cock was decent. Fuck, I don't care what your cock looks like, so long as you have one. He pulled out his hardening cock, and, after I took a hit from my poppers, I felt him shove his whole cock deep in my mouth. I got him a bit wet, and then he turned me around and slammed me on the bed. I stuck my ass up, and, with only spit for lube, he slid in me. He fucked me for 15 minutes, dropping 2 loads deep in my hole. He pulled out and made me clean him up. By that point, my big-cocked fb was on his way, so the first guy, who's definitely going to become a regular, left. My fb got there, and when I told him I was pre-lubed with 2 loads from another guy, he literally slid in me balls deep and began to destroy my hole. After 15 minutes of his cock in me, having fucked me rougher than I had been fucked in a decade or more, he blew a huge load in me. As is polite, I cleaned him off. The other guy returned and spent another 45 minutes dumping 4 more loads in my ass, which was farmed by my camo jock, which turned him on so much. He also brought a friend who dumped 2 nuts in my hole, and whom I properly cleaned off. All-in-all, a very successful day taking 3 big, black cocks. At least one was poz detectable. I know that much. 9 loads. Not bad for a 2 hour span l.

Hi, Im Lee, and this is my story. I should say up front that I'm not a writer - so please don't expect everything to be themed and told in any sort of order. I started writing this because I was bored out of my fucking mind during lockdown, and I've just written encounters down as I've thought of them. Like I said, my name is Lee. I'm 32 years old and I run a lettings agency in west London. I've owned the business for about seven years now and, though I say it myself, I've made it into a really sucessful business. Outside work I play sport and I volunteer for a couple of charities. Oh, and I'm HIV positive and not on any meds. That's a bit of a long story and I might tell you about that another time. I was diagnosed about seven years ago - just after I had taken over the business. I suppose I felt a number of things when I was diagnosed - some expected and some unexpected. The most unexpected thing was how horny it made me. It seemed like my dick was permanently hard and I just wanted to fuck as many lads as I could - and actually that's more or less what I did and and pretty much what I've been doing ever since. Here's the deal. I don't stealth anyone - any guy who gets my load up his cunt knows he's going to get it. I don't lie either - if anyone asks me about my status I will tell them - but if they don't ask, I don't tell. I'm a top, I love to fuck and I don't like condoms. That's about it really. Well, let's say I'm mostly a top - if the truth be told, the more I've had to drink, the more likely you are to find me with my arse in the air, but I'm a top most of the time. I think I'm an ordinary looking guy but, though I say it myself, I do have quite a sizeable cock and I pack the front of my trousers out pretty well, even when my dick is soft. That's led to a lot of opportunities when I've seen guys checking out - I'm not shy about going for it and pretty soon one thing leads to another. That's true at work too. The business is quite a small business and so I do a lot of the property viewings, inspections and end of tenancy visits myself. We act for a number of landlords and the property portfolio consists of a lot of student flats and houses, some very high end flats and various other properties in and around west London. I know a lot of people think you should't mix business with pleasure but I have to be honest - I've had so much sex through work. You'd be surprised how often I find some lad checking out my crotch when I'm showing a flat. Sometimes its one of a group of students, sometimes it's the father of one of the students and very often it's one half a couple who are viewing a property together - and this applies to both gay and straight couples. When I've finished a viewing, I always give out my card and say if they have any questions or want a second viewing or anything they just need to call me. If I've noticed anyone checking me out, I give them a card with my personal mobile number written on it and you'd be surprised how many calls I get and how many times I get to enjoy a horny bareback fuck with no one any the wiser and more often than not, no questions asked. One time we took on the management of a flat just outside our area in south London. It was a nice flat but the parking around about it was terrible - London parking at it's worst. The first few times I went there I had to park miles away and then I noticed that there was a council estate just on the other side of the block which, unlike everywhere else around it, didn't appear to have controlled parking and I started parking in there. I got a couple of dirty looks from the residents and knew I probably shouldn't continue parking there but it was so convvenient I did - and then one day I got challenged. The guy who challenged me looked to be in his mid 30s - he was slim, dark haired and actually quite good looking. He was obviously nervous and had clearly taken his courage in both hands to challenge me. He was brick red but explained that the parking was for residents only and when people from outside parked there it made it harder for people who lived there. He told me he was a nurse who worked shifts and said it was really inconvenient if he couldn't get parked. When he finished tallkng he looked at me and I could tell he was nervous about my reaction so I smiled at him and told him he was quite right to call me out and I apologised for being selfish and told him I wouldn't park there again. He was a bit taken aback. "Oh, well.....I suppose it's not that big a deal," he said, with a smile. I held out my hand "I'm Lee," I said. He shook my hand. "I'm David". I had noticed him checking out the front of my trousers by now and I could feel my cock growing in my pants. There was no mistaking it now - he was definitely checking me out so I decided to go for it. I spread my legs a bit to give him a better view and he asked nervously if I would like a cold drink as it was such a hot afternoon. I said that would be great and soon I was following him up to the second floor of one of the blocks. I could tell he was nervous as he handed me a (very welcome) cold drink and guessed I would have to make the first move so I pulled him towards me and soon we were kissing. A few minutes later, my pants were down and he was sucking my cock. It was just what I needed and I must say he did it really well. I could easily have let him blow me until I unloaded in his mouth but I wanted to see if he was willing to go any further. I pulled him up and soon I was going down on him. I sucked his cock for a while and then turned him round. He bent over the kitchen counter and I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his arse. Along with fucking, licking arse is definitely my favourite thing. I love pulling a guys cheeks apart and pushing my tongue right up him, knowing that I'm soon going to be pushing my raw cock up there. David's arse was a little hairy and I enjoyed licking it and judging by the moans he was giving out, he was enjoying it as much as me. I stood up and began to rub my cock against his hole. He pulled back then. "Oh...." he said, "I can't....I...I've got a partner..." His voice tailed off as I pushed the head of my cock against his arse again. "I really want to fuck you," I said and he moaned. I knew he wanted it too but then he said "We have to use a condom." I told him I didn't like condoms and he moaned again. "I....I can't,,,,,not without a condom." I told him that was fine and said I totally respected his decision and said we didn't have to fuck. I've found to this to be a very effective strategy over the years in getting lads to fuck without a condom - especially when they're really horny for it as this guy was - I've found that so many safe only guys will fuck bare rather than miss out on a fuck if they're horny enough and this guy was no exception. He said hesitatingly "Well, maybe just for a little while...."and a few minutes later he was bent over the kitchen table and my bare cock was pushing up his arse. He pushed his arse out further and moaned as I began to fuck him. "Oh fuck!" he moaned, "Fuck me.....fuck me!" I could tell he was really horny and guessed that his boyfriend probably hadn't given him one for a while. He was still moaning as I began to fuck him harder and I guessed that he hadn't expected to end up bent over the kitchen table with his pants down and a bare cock up his arse when he came out to speak to me about parking on the estate. I was enjoying every minute of the fuck, expecting him to ask me to pull out soon but he didn't. I was getting close now and told him so but he didn't react and I kept fucking him. After another ten or twelve thrusts I could feel myself starting to cum and I told him so. "Do it..." he moaned, "Fucking do it!" I hadn't cum for several days and seconds later I was pumping what I knew was a massive load up his arse. It felt like I was never going to stop cumming - I really bred him. When I had pulled out he stood up and mopped his brow with his T shirt. "I really needed that!" he said with a grin. Then he reddened a bit and said he didn't normally cheat on his partner like this. I said we're all human and he grinned again. I don't think it occurred to him that I had just pumped a toxic load up him. I didn't have to visit that particular flat for a while after that but a few months later I was doing the property inspection and I parked on the council estate again. When I returned to my car, a group of four lads in trackie bottoms and T shirts who looked to be in their late teens or early twenties were drinking in an entrance way just beside it. As I approached my car they started shouting at me and calling me a posh cunt and telling me to fuck off out their estate. I'm not easily intimidated so I tried to ignore them and got into my car and started it up. They were making wanking signs now and as I moved off one of them, a dark haired lad in a football top, turned round, dropped his pants and bared his arse at me. I grinned - he had a nice arse - and then just as I had pulled away there was a crash as one of the other lads threw a full can of beer at my car with some force. I was not grinning now and kept driving. I stopped a few miles away to survey the damage - the rear light of the car was smashed and the bodywork dented quite badly. I was really pissed off - I was proud of my car and I had bought it when the business started to make some money - but much as I love cars, I understand they are inanimate objects and can be repaired so I just booked it in to a body repair shop. It wasn't cheap. I didn't park on the council estate again - I guess you could say I had finally learned my lesson - and I found somewhere to park a bit further away on the edge of some woodland. It was about three weeks later that I was walking back to my car when I heard someone calling to me. I turned round and saw it was one of the lads from the council estate - a tall blond lad. I didn't want any trouble so I started walking faster. "Wait," he called and then added "Please." I turned round and he caught up with me. "I'm sorry," he said "I just wanted to say I'm sorry." he said. "It was stupid and I'm really sorry I did it." I realised he was telling me it was him who threw the can at my car. I was really tempted to tell him to fuck off but I could see in his eyes that he genuinely seemed to be troubled about what had happened. He was a bit nervous now "Look," he said, "I don't have any money, but maybe I could buy you a drink or something?" I looked at him and he reddened "Just to say sorry, you know." I relented "How about I buy you one?" I said and a few minutes later we were in a bar on the main road near the estate. I bought him a lager and myself a soft drink (I was driving) and we talked. He told me his name was Robert and he was 20. He was employed part time but didn't earn very much money and he had recently split up with his girlfriend. On the second drink he told me that he had a two year old daughter but his ex girlfriend was being difficult and not allowing him proper access. He told me he was really sorry he had behaved like such a prick and wished he could pay for the damage to my car. I told him not to worry about it - It was repaired and I was not concerned about it. On the third drink he asked about me and did not seem particulary surprised when I told him I was gay. He asked if I had a partner and I told him I didn't. Robert picked up his lager which was half full and downed it in one. He grinned and said he needed to go for a piss. I said I did too and we made our way to the toilet. Soon we were standing at the urinal together and I could see Robert was checking out my cock as he pissed like a racehorse. A short time later we were in a cubicle and Robert was sitting on the toilet and I was standing in front of him. He unzipped my smart work trousers and pulled them down along with my pants and soon he was sucking my cock. He sucked me quite well and I couldn't help wondering just how straight he was. He certainly did not resist when I pulled him up. I wanked him for a while and then motioned to him to turn round. WIthout a word, he turned round, pulled his pants right down and bent over the toilet. I pulled his cheeks apart and pushed my tongue into his hole. It wasn't very fresh, but in fairness he probably hadn't been expecting anyone to stick their tongue up it and I didn't really care anyway. I licked his arse for a while and then reached into my pocket for the little pack of lube I always have somewhere about my person. Robert did not resist as I pushed my cock into him - he just gave a little grunt and soon my cock was right up him. I began to fuck him - turned on by the tightness of his arse and the fact that we were fucking in the toilet of a run down straight pub. The toilet was not very clean and it smelled very strongly of piss, but somehow this just turned me on even more and before long I was getting close to cumming. "I'm close," I panted and he asked if I was going to cum in him. "Do you want me to?" I asked and he nodded. I didn't hold back and soon I was pumping a nice big load of cum into his arse. When I had finished cumming, Robert stood up, took hold of his cock and began to wank. I fingered his cummy hole as he wanked and before long he was shooting a big load of cum down the tiled wall of the cubicle. He griined at me. "You've done that before!" I said and he shrugged "Now and then" he said. "Do you like it?" I asked and Robert nodded and grinned at me again. I didn't have cause to visit that area for a while after that and the only other time I visited the council estate was one afternoon when I badly needed to piss. I remembered there a little wooded area behind a brick shed on the estate and I figured that it wouldn't do any harm just to quickly take a piss there on the way past - and to be honest it was either that or wet my pants and I didn't want to do that. A few minutes later I was mid way through a much needed piss behind the shed when I sensed that I was not alone. I turned and found a dark haired young lad of about 18 or 19 watching me. He was dressed in a polo shirt and work trousers and I saw from his badge that his name was Reece and he was part of the council's Estate Services Team. I had seen members of the team on the estate now and then, cleaning and tidying the garden areas. Reece was staring openly at my cock and I pulled back a bit to give him a better view as I finished pissing. It wasn't long before my cock was in his mouth and I was enjoying a really good blow job. This lad may have been young but he certainly knew what he was doing - it was one of the best blow jobs I had had in ages. I let him suck me for a while longer and then pulled him up. He didn't take much persuading to drop his pants for me and soon he was leaning against the brick shed, his work trousers and his white underpants at his knees and my cock up his arse. He told me he wanted it hard and I gave it to him hard, before shooting my toxic load deep into his unprotected young arse. Shortly after this encounter, the landlord put his flat on the market and I had no cause to visit that area again - but I certainly had some horny fun when I was there and, as always, enjoyed every minute of it. I've also quite enjoyed writing this - if you like it, I'll write some more.

I totally agree, that would suck from the bottoms perspective. I'm just giving the logic not condoning it.

I was back at my Alma mater a few years ago for a football game. We finished up tailgating and everyone had gone home. I was still too drunk to drive. So, I decided I would stroll along campus, and revisit the bathroom where I gave my first ever blow job. I was not disappointment. I took the last stall and waiting for the "foot tap". I got one a beautiful near 7in white hot cock. I swallowed him whole and had him moaning in no time. I pulled off and whispered if he wanted some ass. He leaped to his feet and joined me in my stall. He had me bent over the toilet in no time flat. He pit on his cock and added some to my bare hole, and he very slowly sunk that this 7inch bare cock. He pumped his thick dick in my cunt and grunted out he was going to breed me. I pushed back as I could feel his cock throb in my pussy. He zipped up and told me thank you. When he opened the door there stood a specimen of a black god. He asked for seconds. He told me he was watching over the top and he had to have some hot daddy ass. I was 38 at the time. He unfurled his thick 8in black dick and slid in me with ease as I had spit and um in my well fucked hole. He fucked me hard with vengeance and I gripped the toilet for support. He had to fuck me for at least 10 minutes before he added his thick cum to my cunt. When he zipped and left. I closed the door and locked it. I sat for moment as cum dripped out of me. I cleaned up a little and left the evidence sitting in the toilet while I decided to go check a few more of cruising haunts.

Not every top can cum multiple times so those that cannot, at orgies they tend to fuck and not cum as to maximize the number of bottoms they can fuck.

I came out a shockingly long time ago (I'm 56 and was 16 when I came out, it'll be 40 years next May, 2021). When bareback wasn't a thing because it was just called "fucking a hot guy up the ass." Basic Coming Out Stuff (Be a good boy and listen to Daddy OK!?) 1. Be true to yourself. Be honest with yourself about who you are, what you want out of life (to remain single, be partnered, be poly, whatever). Realize that these things WILL change as you get older. I used to be MUCH more of a slut than I am now (before Covid) and I have to accept that I'm not as active as I used to be. This is partly because my interests have changed and partly because my body is different than it was when I was 20. I also didn't discover kinks until I was almost 30. 2. Be open and honest with people who care about you. If someone rejects you because you're queer, don't make time for them in your life. And tell them why you're cutting them out of your life. Then do it. Set limits with difficult people. This can sometimes be a family member and be very painful, but it's necessary for your own sense of self and well being. Create a chosen family around you. I have friends now that have been treasured parts of my life for 25-30 years (my oldest friend and I have known each other since 1977!) and I can't imagine them not being in my life, even if we live far from each other now. 3. If someone rejects you, they may come back and apologize to you later. Let them do this graciously unless they're toxic in other ways (sociopathic, narcissistic). If they're toxic, accept their apology but don't let them back into your life. Again, be firm, set limits. 4. Find someone a bit older (maybe a lot older) who can help mentor you. I wish now that I had had someone to do this for me when I was a young adult. I made some questionable choices (as many young adults do) and knowing someone with more experience might've tempered my rashness and poor decision making. Sex Stuff 1. No one but the people you're fucking need to know your sexual predilections, kinks and preferences. Tell them you're gay, but they don't need details. Particularly family members. They'll figure out quickly enough what your type is when you come home with similar people (looks, age, etc) four times. 2. Run people (especially your family) on a need to know basis. Your parents and other family members have a right NOT to know certain things, like your kinks. Do you really want your Mom picturing you getting pissed on? I love piss play but that was absolutely not necessary (and she's now dead). In other words, your family doesn't need to know you're a barebacker. It's simply not relevant to your relationship with them. If you have a sibling or cousin near your age consider that they don't tell their parents/family about how they like to fuck or what they're into. If they routinely tell this sort of information, they lack boundaries and good sense. 3. If someone rejects you because of your kinks and sexual predilections, they're not worth your time. People WILL do this, and you can't get too worked up about it. It's just not worth it. Say, for example, a hot guy wants to fuck you but you insist on bareback and he says "condoms only." You have a right to make that choice for yourself, as does he. Say goodbye, and let it go. 4. If a family member discovers (or pries into) your kinks and sexual preferences, read them the riot act. You have a right to privacy and as queers our sexuality is what distinguishes us from straight people. BUT straight people don't have a right (even family members) to ask questions like "are you a top or a bottom?" It's NONE of their business. If someone asked me that I would say "which are you?" It'll throw them for a loop. Hope that's helpful. You sounded dejected about people's responses which puzzles me. I thought the responses were useful if short. So I'm going to send this to you in a DM in case you didn't see it here. Much of what I've said here is my experience written down. But I would also encourage you to listen to Dan Savage's podcast "Savage Love," (it's also a column in alternative papers and online at www.thestranger.com). Dan is smart and funny and empathetic and has helped me shape what I think about sex and relationships. Finally, if you think you need help sorting this stuff out, find a queer positive/sex positive therapist! Therapy is the BEST THING I ever did for myself, hands down! (This is a useful resource for finding a therapist: [think before following links] https://www.aasect.org/referral-directory)

Can you tell he is locked in chastity????????? I told him it doesn't show at all. Off to the gym oh what do you think of his socks?

This past Saturday at a gay bar and then the sex club. One guy fucked me in the semi darkroom at the bar with others watching. Then went to the sex club and took at least 12 (lost count) different cocks and loads in my slut ass! My ass got wrecked good and was sore for a couple days but felt great! Will be going back tomorrow night to get fucked and filled some more!

"i'm deep in your guts, Luke, feel me slicing you up inside?" Luke, the son of one of my fitness clients couldn't answer of course, since my hand was clamped over his face. His slender young body writhing under me told me he knew exactly where I was though I'm sure he wouldn't feel me turning his insides to a gooey, receptive mush. "this time, I'm gonna knock you up, plant my goodness in you" Luke had quickly turned into an eager chaser since our first fuck, just after his birthday, but his body was proving surprisingly resilient to my strain. We both wanted it in him and to see it take him over. I was slamming into him hard now, always surprised at how much punishment he could take, my balls slapping the fitness mat below us each time, eager to inject liquid death into this dumb fuck. My tongue was in his ear as I whispered "so close.....my seed needs to feed off you...let me in" At that, I felt him milking my shaft as his own young cock ejected its weak load into the mat, tipping me over the edge ad causing me to wrap my bicep round his neck, flexing it round his throat, only to be released a minute later as the last of my load found a safe home in its new host. I released his flaccid head from my grip and let my body slump on his, my cock surrounded in the delicious soup that it had made within him... ----- A few hours later and Luke had shuffled off home and I was working out at home, stripped to my briefs when there was a knock at the door. Josh, my new neighbour, was stood outside looking nervous and sexy as hell. We'd barely exchanged a few sentences in the month or so that he had lived in his late twin brother's flat with his wife Sarah. The fact that I was fucking Sarah a few times a week and had a pair of Josh's sexy little boxer briefs by my bed was nether hear nor there! I opened the door wide, lounged against the frame filling the doorway with my size. At 5'5'' and skinny as a rake, I towered over Josh, at least twice his weight. He looked hot in his cycling gear, a tiny bulge in his black shorts. "oh, sorry,... i've disturbed you", he stuttered, staring at somewhere between my stomach and pecs. "Nah, just working out. You ok bud, been out for a ride?" "Yeh, but Sarah's out, dunno where and I'm locked out" "oh shit" "I couldn't come in, use your phone could I?" "hmmmm. not sure about that bud....lockdown rules an' all..." His face fell until he finally looked up and saw me grining. "I won't tell if you don't!" he laughed and I stood aside, though not fully, so that his lycra clad arse brushed my thighs as he walked past.....

Room 1107: Round 2 My phone rang and it was Tim. I gave him the room number and when I opened the door, there stood Tim, his dad and a nerdy twink. "Hey, this is the guy I told you about, Cole. He's mostly a bottom but was eager to try topping a chaser" Tim said. His dad looked at me a little suspiciously but didn't say anything other than a somber "Hi." "Hi Cole. Only two rules tonight, have fun and drop at least one load in the guy" I said. "Thanks..." Cole replied, staring at me intensely. A few seconds later he added "Uh... you look familiar." I thought I knew what he was talking about but I played coy. "Tim said you live in our building, so you've probably seen me heading in or out whenever I get out of my cave" I said chuckling, trying to break the ice. "Yeah, must be" he replied but the look in his eyes told me it was from another time. Maybe he did remember me walking down the hall after I fucked his dad. The three came in and started to strip. I spent most of my time watching Cole. He wasn't the type of guy I ever hooked up with. At 18, he was too young. His face was still covered in peach fuzz, not a beard or any real facial hair. His light brown hair was a little long on top with the sides closely cropped. A small stud earring adorned his left ear and as he got naked I found that was the only decoration on his pasty, white, thin body. The only other hair I saw was under his pits and his pubes. Thankfully he didn't shave those too and look even younger. For a moment I thought about asking for an ID, just to make sure he was legal, but decided to take Tim's word for it. His cock was soft and small and I hoped he was going to be able to get hard and fuck. I hadn't noticed Tim's dad head toward the bottom guy and only realized he was taking the first turn when the bottom grunted as the dad pulled the butt plug out of the bottom's ass. Seconds later, Tim's dad's bare cock was sliding into the slightly sloppy hole. I watched a moment and then glanced over at Tim and Cole. They were standing there watching Tim's dad fuck, stroking their cocks and soon Tim was egging him on. "Breed the fucker, dad. Knock his neg ass up" Tim called out. I wondered if Tim found it weird to watch his dad fuck, but then remembered Tim saying he had fucked his dad a few times after he converted so probably not. Most of the time I had seen Tim's dad in the bathhouse, he was bottoming. There were only one or two times I could remember seeing him top. It looked like he was having fun fucking the bottom guy, though. He drilled hard then softer, fast then slower. I watched the dad's butt flex which made the biohazard tat on his ass contort. We had a couple hours to get the four of us to drop a load or two, so there wasn't a rush but Tim's dad seemed to have a sense of urgency to his fuck. Sure enough, a few minutes later he was emptying his balls into the bottom with just a few grunts and groans. There was no drama to it, he just did his job and saved the emotion for someone he actually cared about. Tim pushed Cole gently towards the bed and I could see the nervousness in his whole body. His dick was hard, though, and the bottom had plenty of lube. He looked around and saw the three of us watching him but the bottom still had his face buried in the bed. "You got this. Poz his ass up" Tim said, trying to reassure him. Cole lined his dick up, took a deep breath and shoved his cock in. The moan that came out of Cole was surprising since it had a little bit of a sinister growl to it. All of his unsure demeanor when he walked in seemed to melt away once he felt that neg hole wrapped around his cock. He started plowing, going slow for the first few thrusts and then picked up his speed quickly after that. Moving closer to Tim, I asked in a whisper "first time topping?" and Tim shook his head no, and then showed two then three fingers while shrugging his shoulders. With the guy's loose hole, I could tell Cole was pulling all the way out and then driving back in to the root each time. Many inexperienced guys have problems lasting before they shoot and Cole was no different. From the moment he slid his dick in to the point where he yelled out "FUCK!" and pumped his newly charged seed into the guy was less than ten minutes. The twink that walked away was a very different twink that nervously dipped his cock into the bottom. He had done his first group fuck and proved to himself he wasn't too nervous to perform. Cole walked back towards us exuding confidence and had a huge grin on his face. Tim high-fived him as he went to take his turn. I saw Cole's cock hard for the first time and he was one of those in the "grower" category. Hard, he was at least six and a half inches, uncut, plump and veiny. Tim was not lacking in confidence and started by stuffing a pair of fingers into the bottom guy's ass and coating them with slime. Moving up to the bottom's head, he fed the cum covered fingers to the bottom who eagerly licked them clean before muttering "oh fuck." I guessed that the coppery taste told him just how fucked he was at this point and the day was only half over. Tim chuckled and took his place and then grabbed the bottom's legs and twisted, barking out "On your back, pig." The bottom rolled over and raised his muscular legs which Tim positioned on his shoulders. He stared down and smiled just before he pushed his cock in. Unlike the two before him, he took his time fucking the bottom. Tim and I had never talked about what he liked to do for sex. I assumed at our first meeting he was just a bottom that wanted to get pozzed up like his buddy from college. But I'd seen more of his top side once my bug had taken hold of his body. He must have been versatile all of his short sex life and all I had seen was him getting what he wanted. I wouldn't call him selfish, but he knew what he wanted and made sure he was satisfied and less concerned about his partner. Tim's movements were that of a seasoned top, with confidence and determination. In fact, he looked to be a lot more comfortable fucking the bottom than his dad did. "God, all that poz jizz feels so good on my dick" he said, slamming his cock into the bottom. "It might even be swimmin' in your blood right now" he continued. A few more hard thrusts and he added "No turnin back now. In a few weeks you're gonna have poison in those balls." Tim gave the guy's balls a firm squeeze before thrusting in hard. The bottom whimpered and if he didn't know his fate this morning, he did now. Tim began to pound the guy's ass, leaning forward and pushing his legs back. Their eyes were locked and the bottom began to whimper and whine louder. "oh... fuuuckkk... oh my god... oh shit... Please..." the bottom cried out. "Please what? Pull out?" Tim asked quietly. "No... Nooo... Please... Breed me... Breed... Me... HARD!" the bottom begged. On cue, Tim planted his cock in deep and let his toxic cum flood the guy. Both of them moaned loudly as Tim's balls emptied their viral juice into his gut. He had fucked longer than his dad and Cole combined and looked ready for more. He stayed inside a few moments and then pulled his cock out and walked back towards the rest of us with a look of satisfaction on his face. No one said anything and it was then that I saw the tattoo on Tim's pec for the first time. It looked really good on him and I liked the symbolism of the black widow spider instead of using the standard scorpion or biohazard symbol. It looked even more sinister with the fresh black ink and the marks indicating each of his victims. I looked at it a moment too long and Cole nudged me to break me out of my trance and head to add my second load into the bottom. Runninbkbb laid there on the bed, holding his legs back and offering up his well bred pussy for another fuck. I slid in easier this time than in the earlier session, no doubt aided by more cum and the other cocks that had stretched him out. Once inside deep, I hammered him for half a minute and pulled out, shoving three fingers into the gaping hole. Twisting them around, I let my fingernails dig in, giving another entrance for our bugs to invade his helpless body. He groaned loudly but didn't fight me off. A half dozen twists of my wrist later and I drove my cock back in. My body leaned over him, my hands braced on his legs while my hips began to roll. The strokes got longer and harder and the bottom started to grunt each time I slammed into him. I kept drilling him like this for fifteen or more minutes, varying the speed and going from hard to harder with my thrusts. When I felt my balls start to tighten, I slowed down the pace but rammed in even harder. I leaned in, getting my face less than a foot from his and snarled. "What you want, fucker? More of this dick or the virus inside my balls?" I growled. "Both, sir!" he yelled back. I chuckled and replied "Right answer, pig" before pounding him fast and deep. The bed was squeaking and he was slowly moving to the center of the bed. I was following him though and when I couldn't wait any longer, I drove in to the base and let the cum fly. The bottom let out a cry as my cock throbbed and added to the demon seed already inside him. Each spurt shot in deep, past his battered inner ring. The bottom's cock was oozing cum all over his stomach and his ass was milking as much of my jizz as he could get. All of my fears of him canceling or not being able to take it were for naught. He was just as committed as we were. I pulled my still hard cock out and backed away. Tim's dad moved in for his second fuck and I found myself next to Cole. He turned to me as the dad grunted while bottoming out. Cole grinned and said quietly "I'd love to watch you fuck my dad like that. He's into darker guys." "Oh, how do you know what he likes?" I asked. "He's forgotten to close all the browser windows and clear the history on the laptop. It's kinda hot to see what kind of porn he watches and sites he visits" he replied with a wicked grin. Tim's dad growled out, seeding the bottom a second time. Cole licked his lips before he walked over to the bottom and shoved his cock in, pounding him right away. Like before, he didn't last long and in less than five minutes was dumping more of his fresh poz twink seed into the bottom guy. With the last pulses finished, Cole slapped the bottom's ass and said "Enjoy the flu" before walking back to our group. Tim pulled the bottom back to the edge of the bed, stuffing his rigid shaft back inside. He drilled with renewed energy, jabbing his cock in one direction for a few strokes then changing it up. Like before, he lasted longer than Cole and his dad, but this was shorter than his earlier fuck. With another load planted inside, Tim laughed and said "That's one hungry poz cumdump." He pulled out and walked back to us, giving each a fist pump. With no one coming over to fuck him again, the bottom let his legs down and then rolled on to his stomach in the middle of the bed. Tim and Cole went into the bathroom and I heard some giggling over the sound of the shower. When they came out I had just finished brushing the bottom's hole for the second time. The bristles on the brush were now dark pink as was the cum dripping out of the hole. The three of them got dressed and I tossed on my pair of shorts before glancing at my phone to see how long we had before the next guys would be there. I plugged the bottom's phone in, having drained a lot of battery while filming the action. So far I'd gotten pics and videos of each dick that went in the bottom's hole and the cum filled hole that they had wrecked. I needed to recharge too and I laid back on the bed for a quick nap.

I've been to a lot of free conventions, but for the most part I was there to meet people, and I've never been much of a party guy, so I never bothered trying to get invited to any however, at MFF a while ago, somebody was hosting and basically begged me to show up because they know I'm a dedicated top with a big fat dick and they wanted to make sure there was a good top to bottom ratio. I figured, what the hell, might be fun. I don't know how many of you have ever been to one of these things, but there's a lot of guys who are, to say the least, a little sexually shy. Which is fine, I tend to be a soft top so it's fun for me to ease a guy in and give him some gentle attention. When I got there, I was basically the first one to arrive, although a furry known for being a slut was already there and before I even realized it the host was balls deep in the guy, dropping off a load. I got to go next, and I asked how long he wanted me to be inside of him, since I tend to have pretty good stamina, and he told me he just wanted a quick dump and go. Nice ass, so I gave him what he asked for and moved on. A few more guys came in, there were mostly tops, the bottoms for whatever reason ended up mostly being late, and it took a while before things really got going. But it wasn't too bad, a lot of guys were shy, but enough of them were interested to come up to me and ask for things. Got to do some leash and collar, which I love, got him calling me Daddy, which I love, even got to do some spanking and cropping and pup play. After a while I started to get tired so I just laid down on one of the beds, and guys basically took turns coming up to suck me off. Which was very very nice. Nothing like some of the wild and crazy parties I read about on other threats, but I'm still really missing the fact that I won't be able to do it again this year. Especially since MFF falls on my birthday, or near to it, almost every year. I just love the way I can make a boy smile by dumping a load deep inside of him, and I love how furries are, while usually pretty shy, perfectly willing to let me dive into them beare and not even ask for my name by the time I'm done unloading into them. Hell, they don't even ask me to take off my fursuit head. Anyone else go to a furry convention party? Anyone else interested and potentially setting one up once furry conventions are a thing again? Like I said, I'd love to host one.

I was sitting at home one Sunday night, horny and idling stroking my hard cock. Jerking off was the obvious answer, but I wanted to cum in some queer's mouth or ass, preferably after getting a few loads down my throat. I went online and checked if anybody interesting had cruised me on squirt. Nope, just a guy who'd offered to fuck me several times. No face pic, his body looked hot enough and he had a big dick. But, I got a bad feeling from him and had always turned him down. It looked like a night for Hollywood Boutique in Lake City. I posted a note on my profile and on the Hollywood page in the Cruising section. It was busy for a Sunday, several guys cruising, two guys making out and stroking each other's cocks and one guy sucking another. I went to the gay room, took a chair and pulled my cock out. One of the cruisers, an older guy, sat down next to me and showed his cock. I stroked him for a bit, then leaned over and took him in my mouth. A few minutes of vigorous sucking and I was rewarded with a tasty treat. I sat idly stroking my dick for a while. It had turned and not too many guys there. The front door banged shut and after a bit a man walked in, leaned against the wall across the room from me and pulled out a nice fat, uncut cock. I stared at the nicely hardening prick and licked my lips. He walked over, stood in front of me and stuck his dick in my face. Leaning forward I slid my tongue under the foreskin and licked precum off the head. Mmm, tasty: nice and salty, ripe and flavorful. Sucking harder, I pulled the head into my mouth and licked under the rim. I was rewarded with a little bit of yummy cock cheese. Soon the beautiful cock was fully erect and I was getting copious precum. After a bit he pulled out and sat down next to me. He leaned over and kissed me. We made out for a while and I getting really turned on. He pulled away, "I want to fuck you." "What's your HIV status?" "I'm neg, tested last month. I never bottom, haven't gotten much action lately. Last BB I did was several months ago." Mmm, yeah! "You want it bareback or wrapped?" "I'd love bareback." "I'd love to take your load." I kissed him and stood up, shoved my pants down and turned around. He pulled me to him with one hand and guided his oozing prick to my asshole with the other. I moaned as he wallowed the head around my rosebud and smeared juice on it. I pushed back and he slid his hard length into me. He wasn't all that long, maybe seven inches, but he was nice and fat. His arms went around me and he held me against his crotch, not moving. I moaned as he said "Man, you're really tight! I haven't been in this nice an ass in ages." "Fuck me hard! Give me that big dick!" He started stroking in and out slowly, then quickly banged me hard and fast. I was in faggot heaven, getting my ass fucked off by the nicest dick I'd had in months. "I'm not gonna last long," he panted in my ear. "Just screw me hard and fill me with cum! Breed me!" "Oh, yeah, yeah, cumming in your ass, breeding you, bitch!" He humped into me hard and held it in, shuddering and trembling. I seldom feel it when a man cums in me, but I felt it this time. His cock twitched in my ass and I felt hot liquid fill me. I was really turned on. I loved it when a man said he was breeding me. I knew most guys meant just cumming in someone bareback, but I was also aware of another meaning of the word. I'd recently stumbled across sites that celebrated bugchasing. I had no intention of getting fucked by a poz guy, condom or not, and had no interest in getting infected, but I'd started jerking off reading stories of guys getting intentionally infected. I'd also started cruising personal sites and checking out poz guys and imagining them fucking me raw. I'd almost shot my load when the guy had said he was breeding me. I fantasized that he was really poz and I'd just taken my first poz load. He pulled out and I sat down. He stuck his cock in my face, I sucked it in and lovingly cleaned cum and assjuice off it. Yum, yum, my favorite two flavors: cum and ass juice. Especially when it's my ass juice. After a bit he sat down next to me. I turned my head to him and soon were languidly making out. I felt a hand on my cock, looked down and saw a man kneeling between my knees. My top put a hand behind the guy's head and pushed. Soon I was getting a very competent blowjob while my top kissed me. All too soon I moaned and shot into my cocksucker's mouth. He milked my balls empty, stood up and kissed me. His tongue pushed my load into my mouth. I swirled it around for a bit. My top whispered in my ear, "Swallow your load faggot." I did so and my top turned my mouth to him and he kissed me again. "Thanks for a great fuck, man. It's been a while since I've barebacked. Almost forgot how good it was. You up for another round in a little while?" "As soon as your dick gets hard again. That was a first class fuck." "So get down on your knees and work some magic." I did so and soon was luxuriating in the feel and taste of a soft dick. It didn't take long, soon I was held tight in his arms getting my ass reamed out again. He lasted a long time; it was one of the longest, hardest fucks I had ever had. I had my eyes closed, soon I felt a mouth on my prick. I didn't feel it when my top shot in me. He humped in me and held me and moaned in my ear. I was about as turned on as I'd ever been. "Breeding you again, bitch!" My body jerked and I shot into my cocksucker's mouth. My top lowered me to my seat and once again I cleaned his cock with my mouth. Not as much cum this time, but more assjuice, tinged with a coppery taste I'd never experienced before. Soon he was kissing me again. He broke off and whispered in my ear. "Great fuck, even better than before. My apologies though; there was a little blood on my dick when I pulled out. I think I tore you up a little. Sorry." "Yeah, I tasted it when I cleaned you and I'm really sore. But, don't worry. That was one of the best fucks of my life. I'll heal." "When you do I'd like to fuck you again. We can do it at my place in Broadview if you like." "I would love to; give me your email address. I'll shoot you an e-mail." He did and we parted company. It was a couple of months before I dropped him a line. Not only was I busy at work, I also came down with a bad case of the flu a couple of weeks after he fucked me. Finally, however, I found myself in his bed getting my ass fucked. He'd asked me if I minded if a buddy of his watched and joined in. I said sure, as long as he was neg. I'd love to get tag-teamed. His buddy was black with a nice size dick, also uncut. It was one of the hottest sexual experiences of my life. It was the wee hours before I left. They fucked me three times each, the last time a double fuck. That was my first time taking two cocks in my ass at one time. It was incredibly hot, made more so by my being blindfolded. My top had fisted me before the double fuck. After they both shot in me he took the blindfold off and held up a mirror. I was amazed to see my ass gaping open and turned inside out, with cum smeared all over. The black guy licked and tongued me, another incredible feeling. A few days later I was looking around on bareback sites when I came across a link to a blog by a bareback top with a sample pic. The room where it was shot looked familiar and when I clicked on it I saw it was the room where the two tops had fucked me. I went to the blog and was shocked to find numerous stills and videos of me getting fucked. All the faces were blurred, but everything else was clear. Nothing had been said about any cameras. I wondered what else I hadn't been told. I clicked on the personal info link on the blog and saw that it was indeed the top who'd fucked me both nights. My cock was rock hard when I read his info and my stomach turned over and I became dizzy. He was poz and had been for years. I followed a link to postings he'd made on the main site and found one that offered to gift neg bottoms. He said he was off meds and his viral load was very high. The posting had been made three days before he fucked me at Hollywood. He had lied to me: I'd been stealthed. I remembered the flu I had experienced and realized it was the fuck flu. He had purposely infected me with HIV. When that realization hit my cock jerked and squirted a huge load on my belly and chest. I looked again at his postings and saw a couple in the fiction stories section. One was a detailed account of how he'd offered to fuck a guy on squirt and been turned down. One night the guy had posted that he was going to Hollywood. What followed was a very accurate account of the night, down to the exact words exchanged when he shot the loads in me. My top had very purposefully stalked me, lied to me, stealthed me and infected me. My cock was rock hard again and I realized I wasn't angry. I was afraid for the future but I was also massively aroused and realized I was grateful to my gifter. I no longer had to worry about getting pozzed, it was done. I was free to take any load offered and planned to do just that. I started to go to the personal sites where I had ads up so I could change my info but had a thought. Instead I emailed my gifter and told him I was really horny and needed to get fucked. He emailed me back and said to come on over. I replied that I'd be there soon and that it would be really hot if he had a video camera he could set it up to record the fuck, complete with audio. He said yes, he had three cams and could set them at different angles. Soon I was pinned on the bed on my belly and he was slamming that big dick in me. He moaned in my ear, "You want it bitch, do you want my load?" "Yes, I want it. Give it to me." "Give you what, bitch? What do you want?" "I want your poison jizz in me. I want you to knock me up, poz me, infect me with your AIDS cum." "You got it, bitch, here it comes. Pozzing your ass. Infecting your faggot ass." His cock jerked in me and once again I felt his juice fill me. But now I knew I was taking poison cum. My cock squirted into the bed. It was the hottest fuck of my life and the beginning of complete honesty to myself of my desires. My gifter pulled out of me and turned me over. He took me in his arms and kissed me. "When did you find out the truth?" "Right before I emailed you today. I found your blog and your post of the night in Hollywood. I had the flu not long after and realized I'd been infected. I wanted to take your AIDS cum knowingly." "Are you angry at me?" "No, I'm grateful. I just wish I had known you were infecting me that night. Is the black guy that other night poz too?" "Yes, he is and he knew we were stealthing you. What are you going to do now?" "Take as many loads as I came from as many men as possible. Probably fuck my poison jizz into guys. Although I'm not going to stealth, I'll be honest about my status." "Famous last words. You're going to find what a rush it it fucking your poz cum into neg guys. I give six months max before you lie about your status and fuck a neg guy." "Why did you pick me to stealth?" "You checked out my ad in BBRTS several times and spent a lot of time looking at pozzing and stealthing stories. You wrote several pozzing stories, including a couple where you got stealthed. It looked to me like you wanted the bug but were afraid to take the step. Been there, done that. I decided to take the responsibility out of your hands. Also, I get off in a massive way infecting other guys, and it pissed me off a little that you wouldn't let me fuck you and give you what you wanted. You were bound to get knocked up sooner or later and I wanted to be the one to do it." "Mmmm, that's hot. How about you take me to Club Z and turn me out?"

CHAPTER 1 From my earliest moment of sexual awakening, I knew something was happening to me. My body was maturing and my mind was taking on thoughts of sex as well as assembling, processing, and storing what I saw in my family, relatives, and even in the public be it in person or via television. I continued to process and refine. I finally knew without a doubt that I was a homosexual--gay. My seeing certain if not most men stimulated my psyche and libido. I became aroused realizing that my pulse had increased, my breathing came in shallow draws, a light sweat appeared on my body, my balls rolled around in their home, my cock pressure intensified on my underwear, and my eyes transfixed on my latest man of desire for the moment. At this same time, I had heard the catcalls and teasing given to perceived gay boys my age. I had heard the sneering remarks and ridicule given to my own kind. As tactfully as possible, I dissuaded most of the crowd with which I ran to turn to other matters at hand such as class assignments when at school, moving on to our intended destination (movie, swimming hole, ice cream, etc.), and athletic events when at competitions. I was a member of the cross country and swim team at my high school. Nothing of a super star--just an average runner and swimmer that allowed me to exercise and rid myself of some frustrating times. I was still growing but at a slower pace hitting the six-foot mark with muscles from running and swimming but also from the work that I did on my family's farm. I kept 160 pounds permanently marked on our bath room scales. I'm sure that part of that was from the black hair I sported all over my arms, legs, and chest. (It was not for nothing that several classmates called me "hairy ape" and "Neanderthal".) The full mat of black hair that covered my pubic region looked like The Black Forest with a darkened cut eight-inch slab of meat containing huge veins running along the top of it. It all went well with my blue eyes, dark skin--no one seems to know how that happened--short cropped hair, and the seemingly ever-present stubble of black hair on my face which hid my dimples mostly. I tell you all of this not out of pride necessarily, though I am proud, but to give you an idea of who I am. Of course, during the summer I wore very little as I worked around the family farm. This only enhanced my dark skin. The work also improved on my muscles and strength. One of the three ponds on our farm gave me the opportunity to swim to keep up my skill for competition but also was a problem in that they never contained clear water and didn't have the sides allowing me to push off to serve as my end of a lap. No complaints; just making an observation. So, once I hit high school, I found that there was a rumour mill that gave information to anyone who was plugged into it. Naturally, everything reported was always the truth--even when it wasn't and could be proved to be less than factually accurate. There was always some new topic that would pop up and make the rounds though. One had to decide for one's self if such was true as there just wasn't any real proof one way or another. Which led to a topic that got started about mid-year. The grapevine got all noisy late January. No one knows or admits to starting the information around the school. The topic was the local YMCA which was located downtown of course. No one could explain--nor did anyone ask--how the information was obtained but the word spread that the Y had a steam room where queers would hook up and suck cock. Now, that both excited me and made me skeptical as usual of the accuracy of the information. I just could not fathom that as a reality. The rumour kept up for about a month with it slowly fading out in importance to other more pressing high school factual rumours. However, I filed the information away for possible future reference and investigation if the opportunity arose. So, here I was a relatively new admitted gay male who had finally found out a meeting place for other males like myself. I had no clue when I could act on such information but knew that the first opportunity that availed itself for such I would investigate.

porn of course. My friends and I would sneak into his father stash and we would watch. I was aware young I was attracted to men. While my friends were into the women getting fucked, I was more into the dycks. I had watched more and more porn, and wondered what does dyck like, what was it like or did it feel to get nut on your face, what does cum taste like. My cousin whom I would talk to about me possibly being gay, I talked to him about my interest in sucking, he oh course was more than happy to let his lil cousin try on him lol. I wasn't good, he kept sayin teeth teeth, plus I didn't know what I was doing lol. Was good enough to make him cum.....eventually. He came in my mouth, I wasn't ready for the taste....it was awful I spit that shit out, I was like I'm never swallowing🙄 . My cousin came around more often for awhile, and let me suck him, he would tell me it's rude to swallow lol. His nut was always nasty but I swallowed for the first time. Cousin eventually stopped coming around, and to this day awkward around me. I don't think I got really good till high school and was passing out head left and right. I knew before high school that I liked sucking, but I luved sucking during, and even luved to swallow after I realized not every one has nasty nut. I learned how to give sloppy head, got my technique down. Wasn't really told by a lot of guys that I was good, they couldn't to others and themselves that they got head from a guy, let alone liked it. They didn't have to tell me, them coming back over and over again was proof. But I knew they somehow talked about with others be it as a joke or secret cuz dudes I ain't never talk to in school would try be friends with me just to try and get sum head from me. I guess it was easier to get it from a hoe like me, that or I was better than their girls lol.

I was horny all day. Woke up horny, cleaned myself out, drank a smoothie, and drank coffee and water all day at work. My cock was sensitive when I peed and hung loose and long all day. My ass twitched now and then while I worked. I fairly bounced out to my car, I felt good, sexy, horny. I hummed along with the radio as I drove to my favorite place, pinching my nipples as I maneuvered through the traffic. I pulled into the parking lot and it was reasonably full. A sexy black man in a gray track suit came out the front door and sauntered towards me, his cocktail swinging and bulging, visible to me as he walked and entered the car across from me. I watched as he lit a cigarette drew in deeply and exhaled through his nose and mouth. I was instantly hard as he did it again and settled his eyes on me and smiled and winked at me. I got out of my car and he followed me into the store. I bought some tokens and half listened to my sexy follower talking to the sexy clerk about "things looking up". I went into the booth with holes on both sides. I stripped and kneeled on the floor and started the movies. I pinched my nipples, played with my cock, rubbed spit and precum on my hole and fingered myself. I heard the door open in booth next to me saw a movie startup and heard the rustle of clothing. A very nice cock came through the hole, shiny and big and black....my favorite. I licked and sucked on the head, up and down the shaft. Swirling, swallowing, sucking, liking and then....it disappeared. And then he fed me his balls, one at a time. I loved them too. And then his pretty asshole. I ate it, tongued it, slobbered all over it until he gave me back his dick. My nipples were extra sensitive and swelling by now, my hole twitching, my cock leaking precum, I was so turned on. A voice behind me then whispered, "stand up boy, back dat ass up over here". I looked and saw a big wet black dick behind me. So I stood bent over and backed up onto that beautiful dick as I kept working my man's dick in my mouth. I sank down to the wall on that dick behind me and heard him moan. I myself moaned around the cock in my mouth and just lost myself in pleasing these men. They came inside of me within seconds of each other after stretching my holes for what seemed like joyous hours. I slaked my thirst for cum on both ends. Got dressed and with a full belly and ass I sauntered back to my car. I smiled at the clerk and the sexy tracksuit man as they blew smoke my way while they leaned on his hood. I rolled down my window and said," see you soon I hope" as I drove past those sexy men with their sexy dicks bulging in their pants.

I had sex with a bicycle cop once. CL hookup. about 2-3 times over the course of a few months. He was beautiful and he was one of those latinos who don't smell when they sweat, so he would peel off his sweaty uniform in my bedroom. He was also one of the few guys who, while being with him in bed, could make the entire world disappear while I was with him. sigh.

When I was young, back around the time that speech replaced sign language, after I had gay sex I just wanted to get away from the guy. Not freak or getting mean, just felt sort of grossed out by the whole thing BUT to paraphrase a previous poster, that was until the next time I got horny. To answer your question, I had two guys, different times, flip on me after sex. Both were straight, or claimed to be or were at that time etc...First guy just wanted to run away as quickly as possible as though he'd just come back to reality and realized what had just occurred and wanted to remove himself pronto. The other one was similar but started yelling at me that I "tried to make (him) me a fag, and I'm no fag !" followed by "you're lucky I don't kick your ass", I damn near held the door for him to get out and was concerned for a while that he might come around again. He didn't. Both happened years ago. Sounds like textbook cases of 'gay panic' and don't kid yourself, guys who suffer from homosexual panic can be dangerous. Used to be referred to as Kempf's Disease. Now, most homosexual related diseases/Illnesses have all been removed from the DSM which is great BUT there have plenty of legal cases where the defense will use the 'Gay Panic Defense' and get their client off. Many straight men still believe that they would be perfectly justified in physically attacking a man for making a pass at them. Murderers of gays have even gotten off or had greatly reduced sentences when their attorney used that defense.

You let a filthy pig eat your ass and feed the loads back to you. I volunteer as tribute.

Thanks very much for your info Sir, which is very informative. Likewise, all of the vids I've posted to Pornhub and xTube over the years have been deleted. I wrote them and received this reply: "Thank you for contacting us. Please be informed that we only accept content uploads from verified users." That being said I'm not sure what a "verified user" is or how to achieve it, unless it's meaning that I have to pay for the site now in order to post. Some of my vids were as lame as me hanging tit clamps and showing people how to work nips. I'd hardly find that to be porn, but then again in today's world... Thanks again.

Lot of the nastiest, rawest, most dom Tops I’ve fucked with were married or in a LTR with a female. There’s a ton of sexually frustrated bi/bi-curious dudes out there that are just aching to get their dick sucked and sinking it balls deep in a raw hole just so they can unload their bloated, aching, blue balls. It’s not hard to swing them over to the dark side once they see how much better man sex is. It is all about the “5 No’s”: No feelings, no babies, no periods, no “headaches”, no holes barred.

If this sweet piece of fuck meaT presented itself to me I would not be able to control myself, and would have to slide my P☣️Z Dick in all the way balls deep into his inviting cunt. I would rut until I nut, spewing my thick fuck juice deep inside his guts. Once spent and still hard which I can do even after I have cum I'd remain balls deep and very slowly yet firmly rock my hips grinding in my Delcious T☢️XIC seed! 😈

Thanks for the awesome feed back guy its means a lot, I'm glad your all enjoying the story so here is part 11 its a long one 11 Gray felt all of Alverez weight slam into him as he shouted for him to go, the force enough to send him falling though the small gap in the grate with a ripping noise. The jagged metal had torn off his bandage and ripped through his fatigues and causing a flash of pain as it bit into his skin in several places. Only his vest protecting his torso from being shredded. Gray knew Alverez had been right, there was no way the large man would have been able to squeeze though that gap. That thought flashed though his mind as he landed on his hands and knees in the foul river of filth pouring from the pipes with a splash the thick substance clinging to his skin like oil, he coughed and spluttered stood and wiped off what he could quickly and pulled a pen light from his vest shouting back to Alverez “I'll be back with help just hang on!” he clicked on the light and began to run though the foul liquid slipping and falling several times in his haste. It was not long before he reached a large open room with a narrow walkway around the edge, the floor a large hole where the river of waste flowed presumably into a sewer or water treatment system. Gray's mind working to keep him from panicking telling him that this would have been where the old air conditioner units would have been housed as he spotted a ladder bolted to the wall. Carefully moving to it, the grating of the platform and his boots slick with the oily substance of the tunnel forcing him to go slowly. He reached the ladder his second problem announced itself painfully as he reached up to grab a wrung. His arm flared with pain and he screamed though his clenched teeth the burning pain throbbing though his arm as he tried to catch his breath his head spinning. Gray has forgotten about his wounded arm mostly thanks to the adrenaline that had flooded him at the sounds of the screams. Once his vision settled, he looked up he could see the hatch in the gloom above not forty feet up but in his condition getting to it would seem like climbing Everest. Not that he had much choice at this point he tucked the torch into a loop on his vest and began to climb. The process was painful but simple he would use his good arm and legs to move up a wrung then slip his injured arm though to brace himself and then repeat. Even with this method he was in constant agony and almost fell more than once over the course of the climb the searing pain becoming almost too much, but after a while he reached the top his good arm reaching up and feeling for the release handle and freedom. The scream of agony that echoed down the tunnel and around the room made Gray wince as he pushed the hatch up his friends screams continued and made his blood run cold, he had to get help but he knew it was already too late for them as he pulled himself up and out of the darkness of the pit into the night air, The thing had them now. he wiggled free and lay on his back taking a moment to breath in the cool air and let his now burning arm stop throbbing. The pain seeming to travel though his whole arm now in waves of heat. He rose Shakely from the ground and made his way around the building intent on getting to the van and calling for help. only to stop and press himself against the concrete and steel of the building, bright light cutting into the night from the front of the building. Be he knew they were supposed to be alone the mission quite to prevent the media getting wind of the labs true purpose. he kept to the shadows and moved up his training taking over to see a number of men in black uniforms cordoning the place off. As he watched bewildered at the scene, a man in a black suite stepped into view talking on his phone gray pulled back further in to the shadows as the man stopped by the concrete and steel pillar, he was using to hide behind oblivious of the blond techie. The voice was southern, the drawl and twang reminding him of his husband Jason when he got drunk and his accent would bleed though “we’ve sealed off the building” a brief pause and the sound of a cigarette being lit “yeah their in there alright just as planed ain’t no way out once lockdown sets in” the man took a few puffs of the cigarette and continued “I hope this test was worth it them were some good men” the sound of the cigarette hitting the floor and a shoe scuffing it out and the sound of the man in the suite walking away his voice being drowned out “i know I know …....” Gray was shocked had they been set up, been a test run for that thing to what … see if it could take out military trained personnel. His stomach sank as it all made sense a creature who could be dropped behind enemy lines and disable … no not just disable but turn enemy combatants into more of it. Gray swallowed and realized he had to get out of there if they found him, they would likely kill him for knowing too much. Unless he changed the personal files for the mission to say he was absent for some reason then work to expose this ... this horror show. He stood and still in shadows waited until he had a clear run to the van all its doors open presumably searched to ensure no information had been taken out of the building. Gray slipped past the guards, they were facing the elevators to the labs not outwards and also on low alert. After all he and his team were trapped down there with no way out so why patrol the area again if no one could escape. Gray stayed low and spotted what he was looking for his messenger bag under the passenger seat he was glad there such had been sloppy enough to leave it, again they had no reason to believe they would be back, his civilian cloths and spare tablet were nestled inside safe and sound. He winced as he moved away from the Gentech building and its sculped landscape using the shadows as cover. His whole arm still burning and the scratches on his legs now hurting too but he had a plan. It was about an hour of walking the streets of the nearby town, getting close to early morning before Gray found what he was looking for the generic twenty-four-hour franchise gym coming into view. He sighed with relief as he moved up the sliding doors allowing him access to the bight and clean anti chamber. He pretended to rummage in his bag looking for his access card as a young man in his late twenties walked in looking the deshelled, beaten and filthy Gray up and down with a raised an eyebrow “you okay Dude?” his voice carrying obvious concern Gray looked up and smiled taking in the young man properly, close cropped ginger hair with a spray of freckles across his handsome pale face framing his sparkling almost golden eyes. he was only a little taller than Gray at 5;10 his cloths hiding what Gray knew would be a gym sculpted master piece. “yeah man sorry lost my card in my bag” Gray nodded to the card reader and tried to look awkward and apologetic. The young man chuckled and nodded at Gray “what's up with your get up dude you look like you like you have been wrestling gatters or something” Gray inwardly smiled he had been ready for this “yeah just got off set of a zombie movie there shooting in some disused factories not far from here and the portable showers had a que thought I would just head here instead” The man's eyes lit up and he almost bounced with excitement “no way dude … I freaking love zombie movies” he swiped his card and ushered Gray into the Gym “I've seen them all dude, kind of always route for the zombies you know" he flashed a dazzling smile “Your gonna have to tell me about it if you have the time” Gray nodded and thanked him as they walked into the deserted gym only the two of them being in the place at this ungodly hour. they split the ginger man heading to the weights and Gray heading for the Locker room with the aim of trying and look more human and less zombie so he could get home and think of a plan. Gray couldn't help but notice the man's eyes linger on him as he walked away, he inwardly shrugged the guy was a zombie nerd and would want to know about this fake film. Gray stripped and stood naked In front of the mirror seeing how bad he looked for the first time. Black oily filth covered him looking almost like he had swam though oil and tried to wipe it off, with streaks where his sweat had run down in rivulets. it did however cause his muscles to look more defined he thought absently. His hair matted and limp more black than blond was plastered to his head, still damp with sweat. His eyes looked to the small hole in his arm no longer seeping blood but the area looked red, sore and inflamed the blood dried there darker than Gray would have expected. The tiny cuts on his legs from the grate were the same he sighed no only had the wounds gotten infected but it looked like he was very dehydrated he could fix that downing a gator aid from his bag and noticing it tasted terrible. He limped slowly under a shower head and turned on the water hot enough to feel it stung as it hit him but he sighed as the shower slowly unknotted his muscles washed away the filth of the last few hours of hell, if only it could wash away the memories, he saw Alverez face flash in his mind for a moment and felt the guilt of leaving him to face the monsters alone but not knowing how to help him then or now. he was only a few minutes into his shower when her heard the Locker room door open and soon after feet rounding the corner the ginger man now naked and taking a shower head close to Gray despite the large shower room being empty. The man taking in Grays body and giving him nervous glances like Gray might bite him, or Gray inwardly sighed beat him up being gay. Gray’s eyes wondered over the Adonis next to him too, his creamy white skin dusted in freckles and golden ginger hairs in all the right places on his sculpted chest and abs forming a treasure trail down to a cock no bigger than five inches nestled in a small patch of pubic hair with a pair of nice large balls, then a perfect ass and sculpted legs with golden hair thick across them both. The man smiled and Gray gulped his body feeling to warm his heart racing at the sight of this man’s body, his mind screaming at him to take him right there in the shower to fuck him mercilessly until you erupted in that perfect ass. Gray fought back against the urge not knowing where it was coming from but it was hard almost like he was fighting and instinct. The man spoke this time seeming quite shy seeing Grays eyes take him in “I'm Conner” he chuckled “you know it’s a stupid thing but I've always found zombies to be super sexy” and “um you in that get up kind of ummm well” Gray almost chocked as Conner’s shaking fingers reached out to brush his "I..I'm Gray ...I...” he tried to say I'm sorry I'm married to the man who was obviously new to cruising. but something inside made his fingers intertwin with Conner's and the pale man's breath seemed to catch and he stepped forward awkwardly. Grays hand went up to his neck and pulled conner into a kiss something else taking control now something dominant. their lips met under the water spray delicate at first then more forceful more needing. as Gray twisted and pushed Conner against the tiled wall suddenly taken by the forceful need to fuck this man. Conner grunted as his back hit the tiled surface but he looked into Grays eyes as the man moved into to kiss him again. They were so dark almost black Conner thought as Grays lips touched his and the man's tongue invaded his mouth taking away all thought for a moment as both their tongues war for dominance. Gray pulled back first and slowly moved down Conner's chest and abs kissing all the way down water cascading off their bodies. Gray found the man's cock rock hard and twitching as his mouth wrapped the head as his tongue swirling around the swollen gland and it tasting better than anything he had ever tasted before. Conner moaned as his cock slid down Grays throat his hands entwined in the blond hair down to the pitch-black roots using it to force his cock further down the man throat as he let whimpered and cries or pleasure. Grays throat and tongue massaged and flicked the member getting the ginger Adonis moaning louder, bucking and writhing taking him to the brink. pre cum flowing into Grays mouth and onto his tongue like divine nectar, Conner eyes closed muttering and moaning his enjoyment hands roaming over Gray’s body caught the hole in his arm, Gray shot back the still twitching dick forgotten, he let out a hiss of pain as he stood turning off the shower. The ginger man looking horrified “I'm so sorry dude I didn’t mean to hurt you are you okay I'm …" Gray put a finger to the Conner’s lips cutting off the man's apologies and taking the young man's arm led him to the benches in the main locker room “it's fine just got hurt on set today” the lie falling from his lips quickly the need to continue and to fuck this virile young man all-consuming all thoughts of his husband gone of anything but sex gone. “now where were me” gray said as he lay the ginger man down on a bench as he knelt on the floor sliding between Conner’s creamy muscular thighs Conner gulped and looked into Gray's dark eyes “oh yeah ummmm I know it sounds strange …. but can you pretend you're still a zombie it's like a fantasy of mine ...like I know its freaky but ….” the words spilling from his lips in a rush and he winced expecting Gray to have pulled away in disgust. Gray on the floor pushing Conner's legs onto his shoulders and nodded cutting the man's frantic talking off again as he started to lick and nip on man's inner thighs, Conner closed his eyes and let out a small whimper as greys tongue began to explore his ass. Needing to fuck this man, he would do anything so Gray let out the best rasping moan be could as his tongue flicked the tight hole and slowly worked its way inside before pulling out and pushing a finger in ever so slightly, he them went back in with his whole mouth taking a moment to moan again and let his teeth graze the sensitive skin near Conner's quivering hole in a delicate bite, Conner moaned “oh no please don’t .. how could I let this happen … no don’t bite me” Grey lapped at and probed the shaking man's tight hole a little more before he bit him again, this time on the meat of his left cheek hard enough to leave a mark and caused the man thighs to close tight on his head from the spasm of pleasure “oh god what are you doing get off me … no your monster … you can't” his voice moaned out in pleasure Gray started moving up the man's body now kissing and biting as he went each time conner would whimper in pleasure his eyes still closed imagining Gray as a zombie about to devour and turn him. his breath caught coming out in small gasps of pleasure as grey stopped to play with his delicate nipples his tongue dancing over then as he nipped them and teased them with his teeth. then there were the ginger caverns of his armpit's musky from the work out the smell making Gray’s cock twitch and leak as he buried his face into each snuffling and try to lick every drop of sweat, this new sensation caused Conner's voice catch mid moan the man now bent almost in two and pushed backwards on the bench “what are you …oh fuck that feels amazing .. Oh, fuck you're eating my pits fuck!” Grays cock now hard as iron and leaking was on target for the man's perfect hole still slick with saliva as Grey got to Conner’s neck he licked it and Conner Moaned in pleasure “no please don’t I don’t want to die” Gray simply let out another raspy moan and bit down hard enough to make Conner gasp and his legs to spasm off Grays shoulders. Conner's hips slammed down causing him to impaled himself on Grays cock he let out a shout of pain at the speed and force of entry, Gray felt his head and most of his cock slide into Conner's velvety tube as it spasmed gripping and squeezing the invading shaft. He knew an experienced bottom himself that the man's ass would be torn at least from that possibly worse. Gray let out his own moan of pleasure and leaned down to hold the man not moving in any further letting him adjust to the invader. He just licked and nipped on Conner's ear letting out his best zombie moan. This seemed to settle Conner who wrapped his legs around Gray’s waist rocking slowly Gray took the message and started to fuck the ginger man who was muttering “oh god don’t cum in me … oh god I will be infected oh fuck” his arms around Grays neck his eyes still closed. Gray pulled the man back onto his lap now still impaled on his steel hard dick his thrusts hitting deeper into Conner who was now just moaning unable form thought or speech as he used his legs to help Gray thrust deeper as Gray continued to kiss and bite his neck. Gray’s speed increased he and conner moaning in joint pleasure not long before he felt his cock begin to swell “I'm gone cum in you human I'm going to turn you” he moaned still trying to stay in character for the ginger man. “oh fuck man... do it, curse me …. make me like you I need it … oh fuck you feel so good no dude has ever felt like this before” Conner managed to moan out as he felt Gray pulled him right down to his cock’s root pushing past Conner's second ring. Gray screamed in pleasure as his cock started to pulse over and over rope after rope of cum filling the ginger Adonis up. Conner could feel the pulsing deep inside himself men had cum in him before but this felt strange its like he was tingling all over but it also felt amazing, Conner moaned out in ecstasy his hand dropped to his own forgotten steel hard cock Grays cum somehow making him hornyer than he had ever been before. Conner let go of Gray and lay down on the bench his hand waking his cock with furious speed as he wiggled that muscular ass up and down on Grays hard dick still deep inside him “keep fucking me … please keep ...oh fuck I'm close … I'm so close” Gray started to fuck the Conner again as he fucked himself on Grays dick. He wanked faster biting his lip eyes still closed, until he slammed his ass down on Grays cock again pushing the man's dick past his second ring and let out his own orgasm scream “OH FUCK IM CUMMING!!!!!!” and his cock exploded over his chest and face, Gray moved fast to get his mouth around spitting organ sucking greedily Conner whimpering as his sensitive member was milked for every last drop. Gray realized the burning feeling in his body was returning as he continued to suck the man's dick dry before licking up the rest of the pure cum from the man's chest and face they kissed then long and passionately both trying to catch their breath, Grays cock still in Conner’s ass as they held each other for a time Conner was the first to speak “fuck man that was amazing your just … fuck I don’t even know” as Gray began to pull out of him and stand. Gray just chuckled going a little red and pulled on a long-sleeved shirt and joggers “Yeah that was definitely something else” then he remembered he was married and the guilt started to set in unsure of why he just cheated on Jason he looked away from the naked Adonis laying on the bench with shame on his face. Conner seemed to pick up on the emotion as he started to speak quickly "hay I hope the zombie thing didn’t freak you out or something … it's just you get weird fantasies watching movies you know?” Conner said as he sat up looking shy and everywhere but at Gray “and don’t worry you came in me I'm on prep you know … just in case something like this happened …. not that it happens a lot” the words spilling from his lips in a torrent the ginger man quickly pulled on his cloths. Gray pulled on his sneakers and turned to tell the man there was nothing to be embarrassed about but Conner had raced from the room leaving only his contact info on a slip of paper Gray picked it up with a pang of guilt and slipped it into his pocket before heading out to find a ride home.

Same here - all my xTube vids and pix have been deleted. Damn! And also, my favs are down to like nothing. Double damn. It's insane - there's obviously no child pornography or unknowing participant in any of mine. This sucks, and not in a good way.

I have not been active on Xtube for about a year+. I suppose the reason is that the content deteriorated for the reasons other guys have already detailed. I logged on after seeing all of these comments. All my content was deleted and the site said it was removed by the content owner. I didn't remove any of it, so I suppose that means Xtube removed it. Somewhere within the process of uploading, perhaps there was notification that posting content to Xtube gave them ownership of it?

I read on a few blogs that Xtube has been removing vids from regular posters without their consent. Also a few said they could only upload paid content. Which isn't entirely true as I still see some free uploads. But quite a few of my favs have announced they will stop uploading and refer to their OF or other paid platforms. As I see it Xtube is shooting itself in the foot. Pity.

A couple of months ago...black top buddy I get with occasionally. 7.5 cut cock. Hot body, awesome kisser, great at oral, pushes every button I have. Started out naked, kissing, nipple play, paying with each others cocks and feeling each other up. Moved to bed, more of the same, then he sucked my cock for a while before moving on to the main event: ate my ass out before pushing his bare cock into me. He is very unique in one area: he has a very quick come back time. After fucking me for a while, he shot his load in my ass, stayed hard in my ass, and after a few minutes resumed fucking me....and repeated it til he had shot 4 loads in my ass without pulling out. Then he sucked me off, and I actually came off the bed when he got me off. We went downstairs and ate pizza and watched a movie. He asked "think you got one more in you?" We went back to my bed where he proceeded to fuck me 2 more times, giving me a total of 2 more loads. Any time we fuck, he gives me at least 4 loads...and it is hot And he is planning a visit in two days 🙂

I've been trying to get a Tucson layover so I could meet up with the HOT HOT HOT multi load top, but wasn't having any luck. So I asked him if he'd want to meet up in Phoenix for a night of fucking. He was game, but also wanted to share my ass with others and suggested a gang bang. I was absolutely game for this so we set the date of this past Saturday, and I started contacting group friendly tops in Phoenix that I've played with before. I checked in at 1PM, and the start time was set for 6PM. Tucson top was going to arrive at 6, along with the others. In total it was myself, Tucson top, and 5 others. Everyone played really well in a gang bang scene, passing me around and sharing my ass. Four guys gave me one load each but Tucson and one other guy went above and beyond. One guy that was new to me wound up giving me 4 loads. Each of his turns with me was with a lot of making out and we had a pretty good chemistry together. After every couple of loads I took, Tucson would felch my hole and feed it to me. SO hot! Tucson top gave me 5 loads in my ass and his last load was in my mouth. The last load from Tucson, he wasn't hard enough to get back in my hole, but he jerked off so I could swallow. What really surprised me was the volume of cum on his 6th load. Usually at that point when the top cums there's not a lot there. But his 6th load had a lot of volume still. So after about 3 hours had passed, I'd taken one load in my mouth and 13 in my ass. My hole stung a little bit from the heavy use and I could have taken more, but it was my legs that were starting to give out. When it was just myself and Tucson top left, we were both hungry and ran out to get a bite to eat. He was very eager to parade my slutty ass out in public LOL. As much of a top pig as he is, he's also very sweet and very sensual. He'd planned on staying over with me, and when we got back to the room we got undressed and crawled into bed to spoon before going to sleep. It was so nice to feel him pressed against my back with his arms around me. I eventually rolled over to face him and kiss him. There wasn't any more fucking, but he laid on top of me and we kissed for a long time. He felt that I was rock hard, and realized that I hadn't cum this entire time. He asked what we could do to get me off. I said I was happy to jerk and edge myself as we kissed. He was happy to oblige, and as I was slowly jerking myself he slid a couple of fingers in my hole, slowly working them in and out. I was in heaven and trying to prolong my orgasm as much as possible. But it was so fucking hot that I blew my load quicker than I wanted to. With my cum all over my stomach and chest, he pulled me to him so that he was also coated with my load. I then rolled back over, he put his arms around me and we spooned as we fell asleep. When we woke up, we snuggled a bit more but more fucking wasn't on the table. He was still kind of "done" from the night before. And I'm NEVER up for morning sex, not until I've had a few cups of coffee and a shower to wake up. He declined taking a shower before he started his drive home, he said he wanted to smell my cum on him and probably wouldn't shower the entire day. After he left I fingered myself a little bit, wondering if there was any cum left from the night before. But whatever was left when I went to sleep I completely absorbed. No cum went to waste, as it should be. Here's hoping I can get a Tucson layover in December.

when I was in college I worked at a rest stop as a caretaker. I would leave notes in all the stalls with a glow stick. It they wanted sex put the glow stick on the dash. I had tons of guys. One thanksgiving I woke u and looked out the window to see 8 glowsticks. Best way to fuck in a truck is to grab the dash or sit on the guy on the bunk.

Definitely into it. I have a fursuit and a hot cummy hole for you dad. (I'm the bottom in the pic)

CHAPTER 3 The 45-minute trip was a life time to me. The car was on my uncle's lot and locked tight. I had registered at the Y’s front desk, and been given a key to my room. I had carried my meager items into my room and looked around. Real dull and boring . . . but, I was eighteen-years-old, away from my family, and unsupervised for the first time ever. I had things to do. I took a quick stroll down to each end of the hallway of my floor. I found a door marked "SHOWERS" and went in. I found indeed a common shower room just like the one at my high school in the boys’ locker room. There were also lavatories and toilets. I decided to try out a toilet and went in the stall. As I sat there with excitement, I heard the hall door open and close. I waited. Soon, I heard a shower head sputter to life. I slowly got up, pulled up my shorts and secured them, quietly opened the stall door, and stepped out. I walked quietly to the corner of the row of stalls and peeked around the end of the wall. I saw a young guy lathering himself up. Quickly he rinsed himself. He then began adjusting the water nozzles until just a small stream of water was dribbling out. He next reached up to the shower head and flipped something. (I learned later it was a diverter.) Water began coming out of a small hose that was attached some way to the shower head. He took the hose, leaned himself against the wall, and began slowly to insert the hose into his ass. I watched in amazement and wonderment. Hell, I was shocked. He left the hose inside him but slowly he began shifting about on his feet. Water was filling him no doubt much like an enema bag. I waited to see what he would do. With great urgency, he quickly yanked the hose from his ass, pushed off the wall, turned and headed quickly toward me. I had no time to react and was caught spying on him. He smiled broadly as he sped past me to the nearest toilet stall. He closed himself in, and I heard a great splash of water followed by several smaller gushes of water. I was dumbstruck. My fellow resident soon came out of his stall naked and smiling. He looked to be in his early 20's, about five feet ten inches or so, weighed maybe 150 or 160, had blond hair, blue eyes also, almost no body hair, fair skin, a big smile on his face, and the owner of a cock about seven flaccid inches that swayed from side to side with each step he took. "Hi. I'm Ian. I'm betting this is your first time here if I'm reading your face reaction right." "Yes . . . first time. I'm Bill." I said. "Nice meeting you, Ian. Sorry I was spying on you," I said sheepishly. Ian stood there and looked at me. "I'm now going to bet you don't know what I'm doing. I bet you're here because you heard a rumor about the Y and came to check it out." He stood there smiling up to me with no shame at all at being naked in front of me. "Well, no, I don't know what you're doing. Yes, a rumor I wanted to check out," I said after coming out of my coma. Ian smiled big again. "I'm cleaning out. I want to be ready for tonight. Obviously, I'm a bottom and can't have problems back there. Tops don't like that at all. You a top?" Ian looked at me closely. I stood there not knowing what to say. What does an 18-year-old say to a naked man at the Y standing in the men’s rest room? "I don't know what you mean by top or bottom for that matter," I finally said quietly. Ian frowned, then, quickly beamed and said, "You really are a first timer then. Come on over to the shower and let me work some more." We walked over. As Ian stuck the hose tip into his ass once more, he said, "Bill, a top is a man like a husband. A bottom is a man like a wife. One fucks and one gets fucked. I'm a bottom which means I get fucked." He smiled widely again. "I'm getting my colon all cleaned out for obvious reasons. When a man sticks his cock in my ass to fuck me, neither he nor I want his cock coming out all covered in shit. So, I clean out." That made sense to me now. But I did have a worry now about learning men actually fuck men. Ian held on for a few seconds more before once more dashing off to a toilet. I stayed where I was inspecting the hose as a slow stream of warm water flowed out splashing on the floor. The tubing had been attached to the showerhead by a diverter valve on it allowing the water to go through the showerhead or through the hose for cleaning a bowel. Ian stepped up next to me. "Listen, I don't mean to be so nosy but I always am. I'm not putting a rush on you either. But the wolves will be after you for sure. If you want to ask anything of me, feel free. You won't embarrass me and will make me feel good that I helped you out. No charge. Just free unsolicited advice if you want." I thought a moment and watched Ian once more begin his ritual. "Ian, I do appreciate your information. I feel a bit confused and at a loss of what to do. You seem to know all about being here. I have no clue. I heard a rumor that men could be picked up in the steam room to get a blow job. Is that true?" "It sure is true. But, this floor on the weekend is almost exclusively guys who want to hook up. The front desk knows about what goes on and sometimes come up during a break to join in. No doubt they put you on this floor ‘cause you would definitely liven things up when the other residents see you. This place will be hopping all weekend. So, you can have as much fun as you want or as little as you want. It's all up to you. I can give you information but what you do with it is up to you," Ian said and smiled. I thought more as I watched Ian begin a slower twitching around. I noticed that my shoes were a little wet from standing in the shower with the water splashing around. My thoughts turned to what Ian had said earlier. Was I a top or a bottom? I thought about it. Seeing Ian naked was now affecting me. I now noticed that my shorts had a slight bulge in them from where my cock was pressing against the inside. "Well, Ian, seeing you all naked has had an effect on me. You're hot looking for sure. So, maybe I'm a top. At the same time, I'm also thinking about what you told me about cleaning out so a man could fuck. That sounds at least interesting, too," I said quietly. Ian turned around and looked at me. He laughed. "Don't take my laughing to be at you. You're just so naive and new. You do need someone to help you. Nothing more than get you through to finding yourself is all though. So, for now, we'll just treat you as both top and bottom or versatile until you decide what you enjoy most. There's no hurry to decide." Once more Ian dashed off calling back to me, "Bill, go back to your room and strip. Bring your key with you when you come back naked. We'll get you started." I stood there for a few more seconds then left. I returned as Ian had directed. Ian was heading once more to a stall and motioned me to follow. "Hold on." he said as he entered the stall. I heard the discharge once more and a couple more smaller amounts. Soon, the stall door opened and Ian was standing there with his cock standing straight out at me. He winked and held out his hand. I reached for his hand, and he gently pulled me in the stall with him. Ian knelt down and took my now rising cock in his mouth. I felt his tongue gently running up and down the full length. He also would stop and move his tongue in a motion attempting to go around it. I was heating up and having a shortness of breath. Ian didn't stop but continued until I thought I was going to explode . . . but I didn't. Just as I reached the point where I was going to cum, Ian stopped totally and came to a dead halt. I was about to scream. Quickly Ian pulled his mouth off my cock, adjusted his and my stances so that his legs straddled the toilet and I had my back to the stall door. Ian reached behind himself turned his head to me and said, "Step up to my ass and shove that cock of yours in me." I hesitated only a few seconds but did what I was told. There was some resistance but in his ass my cock went eventually all the way to my balls. "OH, FUCK! DAMN! THAT IS FUCKING HOT, MAN!" I was confused and yet my cock felt great. Without any coaching or encouragement, I put my hands on Ian's hips now firmly grasping him. I made slight adjustments to my stance and knew without coaxing what to do. I pulled my cock slowly out of Ian's ass now until just the head remained. I held still. Then, slowly, I pushed my cock deeper into Ian's ass. The sensation was almost unbearable. The nerve endings on my cock were in hyper drive of excitement. As I bottomed out, I realized I had broken out in a sweat. I steadied myself and once more began my withdrawal. Once more when I was still connected by only the head of my cock, I knew that I was no longer going to move in slow motion. Ian turned his head to me and said, "Yeah, Bill. Fuck me now good." My face looked on Ian's face. He smiled as did I. I drove my cock as deep as it would go slamming into his cheeks causing him to lose balance momentarily. I hastily withdrew and began a pounding of his ass with a determination. Ian moaned heavily with each thrust of my cut eight-inch cock that was now as hard as I had ever remembered it being. I felt the warmness and smoothness of his insides sliding up and down on my cock giving me such great feeling. I slammed into him harder and harder with each succeeding stroke. I had never fucked a man before but I knew now what I needed to do. I was determined not to disappoint. I felt my lungs heating up as my tempo increased. Sweat began to show more and more on me. I grasped Ian's hips harder still as we both made mini movements adjusting our positions one to another. More and more I drove my now fully hardened and stretched tight cock into Ian's ass. I began panting louder until I could no longer stand the feelings any more. I gripped Ian's hips like two vises slamming those hips full length on my eight-inch cock as I pile-drove my cock as deeply as I could into his ass where the first salvo of my DNA goo splattered onto his intestines after racing out of my balls and through the long piss tunnel. I shook and trembled heavily gasping in great gulps of air. More and more I felt my familiar white glue-like baby-making fluids fill Ian's ass. I could feel him squeezing his sphincter around my cock milking me for all I had. Ian began straightening upright but not so that my cock slipped from his ass. I wrapped my arms around him to steady us both. We both felt my cock slipping slowly from his body. Ian resumed his upward lifting as I wrapped my arms closer around him. My cock made a final quick exit allowing us to fully be upright as I held him close to me. We stayed that way for several minutes. "Well, we now know for sure you can fuck," Ian said quietly. "I guess I need to find out about getting fucked, too," I said equally as quiet. "I'll need your help on that as well if you're willing." "We better get started on prepping you then just in case. Can't have you making a mess your first time," Ian said. "You watched me using my shower shot. Just a word of instruction and caution: Take in as much water as you can just do not overfill yourself. It will take a few times to figure out; it's all in the pressure. Then, get to a toilet and discharge completely. Repeat the process as often as is needed to do the job. Just remember that each succeeding time you shove the hose up your ass there is a larger area that will need water to fill it up. Don't be surprised that by the end of your cleaning it will take a long time to fill your intestine. You're looking for clear water--total clarity. I'll stay with you for a bit just to help. And, don't worry about the hose and diverter--I leave it up all weekend. I take my tip with me though. I don't have an extra with me but you're welcome to use mine if you're okay with that." I told him I was, and he told me where to get my own. We departed the stall and walked to the showers. I mentally thought through what I had seen Ian do. To say that I made a good insertion the first time would be very less than truthful. But I did finally accomplish pushing the tip up inside me. The sensation of the tip sliding in my ass felt very strange . . . and very good. Ian stood close by. I felt a slow warm feeling filling me until I felt completely bloated and a great urgency to expel. I checked myself and decided enough. Off I went to a stall making it just in the knick of time. Ian stayed in the showers. As I returned to the showers, I noticed that Ian had returned the hose to inside his ass. He felt my presence, turned and smiled saying, "Just topping off." He pulled the hose out of his ass and handed it to me. He walked away, and I watched him go. As he rounded the corner to the toilets, I turned to face the wall inserting the hose like a pro this time and waited. Ian and I traded places several times until he finally was satisfied with his cleaning. I continued. Many minutes and numerous trips more I continued with Ian patiently waiting. At long last, Ian went with me to the toilet. Once I had discharged my water, Ian told me not to flush. I obeyed and stepped out of the stall. "You're as clear as a mountain spring now. You've got some residual in you that you'll want out but you're as clean now as you'll get. You catch on fast." Ian said. "By the time tonight is over, you'll know if you're a top, bottom, or versatile." He grinned big. "I'm hoping you choose top or at least versatile." I grinned equally as big. "Time will tell."

my best mate and i at a camp messing around and worked it out. i was 14

Part 4 The next morning, Jake was keen to get back to his place and check in with his parents' doctors. I gave him breakfast, still just dressed in my briefs and enjoyed him snatching glances of my bulge. I could see him trying to make out the outline of my PA, the object of his attention. He changed back into his clothes and left, seemingly ok health-wise, though obviously worried. I couldn't help shoving the discarded boxer briefs to my nose as I picked them up off the floor and blood engorged my cock as I drank in his innocent smell. I knew I'd be hitting Grindr later but decided to hit the weights hard first. By midday, I was pumped and the sweat was running off me but Grindr was quiet as hell. Early days of this lockdown and my usual prey, the young twinks were obviously trying to behave. I hadn't logged into BBRTS in a while as it hadn't been necessary but I gave it a try. ignoring any messages from offline profiles I quickly zoned in on three local guys, all neg and all local. "RunnerBtm" turned out to be a fairly hot 40 something guy, working out of London (away from home) and basically isolated in a local hotel when he wasn't at work. we quickly established that he needed cock and liked it rough and raunchy. He was married with kids which made him hotter, in my book. My profile says "ask me", he didn't, but I did tell him I don't pull out. As instructed he was naked in his dark hotel room when I arrived. I had him strip me and then tongue my pits as he stood there. His head was at the perfect height and he knew better than to play with his "pathetic little cock" (actually the best part of 6'', but who's asking?). After he'd done a good job I pushed him to the floor on his back and squatted over his face, His facial hair tickled my swollen nuts as I teabagged him and he licked me clean and pretty soon I was rubbing my musky trench over his whole face. I was really getting into him tonging my manhole and he was doing a great job. Occasional smotherings kept him keen for air but what I really wanted was to plant a baby in his middle aged tummy, so after a while I chucked him face down on the bed and climbed aboard. I was rock solid and found his douched and pouty hole without the aid of my hands and I was quickly balls deep. His guts were velvety warm. caressing their invader and he only struggled as I pressed home into his inner sphincter, which gripped my PA on each outward stroke. "mmmm fag....you want my babies don't you?" "yes sir" he groaned in response "gonna plant them in you...a real fucking man. you fuck your wife with your maggot cock?" "yessir, but it's so small" "from now on, it will be my DNA that you fuck into her" "mmmm...yes sir" "so close...gonna poz you so deep" "what?" "poz you up dumb fuck" "no!!...pull...out..." Mmmm. The inevitable struggle. Sure fire way to milk my dick and sure enough I felt myself blasting inside his inner hole as he struggled weakly beneath me. I growled in his ear, staying in him to massage my essence into his being as he struggled, whimpered, gave in and then climaxed himself beneath me...but i was still thinking of Jake

I know an unmedicated POZ top with a PA who I would love to breed my hole while wearing this. Does anyone know where you can purchase this one?

I looked over at Louis, wondering what he thought. I spoke first and said “I’m cool with it, but you guys work together, so it might make things weird.” I expected Louis to agree and to bow out, but I kind of wanted him to say yes since I thought it would be a fun time. The gears in Louis’ head seemed to be running at full speed. “What happens out of the office doesn’t affect how we work together, right?” Louis said to Brandon a few moments later. “Right. It’s a fuck, not a romance” Brandon replied. Louis nodded and we gulped down the last of our warm, mostly backwash, beer. I saw a few guys in the bar grin and nod at me as we left, no doubt they knew what we were going to do. We got out on the sidewalk and Brandon took charge. Brandon said to me “My place is only a few blocks from here. Is yours closer?” I shook my head ‘no.’ He looked at Louis and said “Don’t tell anyone where my apartment is, OK?” Louis nodded, saying “You’re the only one at work that knows I’m bi, so let’s keep both a secret for now.” I guessed that Brandon didn’t want anyone at work to know he lived in the heart of boys town. With that, Brandon turned and Louis and I followed. I chuckled to myself as we walked down the familiar streets. Several guys stared at us, with one guy whistling as we walked. I’m sure it was for Louis, who still had his t-shirt off and the harness on. We turned and went into the courtyard of one building and Louis curiously looked at me. I gave him a smile and a nod and we turned and went to the door, up the stairs and into the apartment facing my buddy Tom’s place across the courtyard but one floor down. For all of Brandon’s confidence leading us to his apartment, once inside he seemed extremely nervous. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around his bare chest, whispering in his ear “anything you don’t like, just let us know.” Louis came up to us and pressed his lips to Brandon’s and kissed him. He moved his head to the side and kissed me, our heads next to Brandon’s. Brandon turned his head and it became a three way kiss. My hands roamed up and down Brandon’s chest, my fingers flicking over his very hard nipples. Louis came a little closer and the front of my paw was stroking Brandon’s chest and the back brushing over Louis’ chest. Louis reached down and unbuttoned Brandon’s jeans and then his own. I squeezed Louis’ nipples between my fingers and rubbed my thumbs over Brandon’s hard nubs. Our tongues were dancing together and then I felt Louis fumbling to open my jeans. He finally got the button open and then the zipper, pushing my jeans down. We broke the kiss and finished stripping ourselves. When I stood up I saw Louis standing there in nothing but his harness, Brandon was wearing just some tight trunks and I was in my ripe jockstrap. Louis and I must have thought the same thing as we each hooked a finger on each side of Brandon’s trunks and tugged down, leaving him naked. It’s hard enough when you have two versatile guys trying to see who tops and who bottoms but here we were with a third guy. I knew Brandon bottomed, but I didn’t know if he topped too. Brandon made the first move and hooked a finger into the ring on Louis’ harness to steady himself and started to kneel. He flicked his tongue over Louis’ left nipple a few times and then moved over and did the same with my right nipple. As he got to his knees, he found himself staring at Louis’ mostly hard shaft that had a sheen of precum on the tip. Brandon licked over the head of Louis’ cock and then wrapped his lips around the shaft and started to suck him. A few minutes later, Brandon reached up and pulled my stiff rod out of the jock and wrapped his hand around it, slowly jerking it. I smiled and realized, at least for now, Brandon was going to bottom for us. I leaned in and started to make out with Louis and just as my tongue slipped into his mouth I felt Brandon’s tongue playing with my PA. Brandon continued moving between our two cocks, never getting either of us too close or leaving the other unattended for too long. He may have never been in a 3way, but he seemed to be getting the hang of sucking the pair of us. Maybe this had been the bulk of Brandon’s experience with men - on his knees sucking guy after guy. After about fifteen minutes, Louis pulled his arm from around my shoulder and down between us. Brandon had just switched back to Louis’ cock and now had both of Louis’ hands around the back of his head. Louis started slow, but built up speed and depth until he was properly fucking Brandon’s face. Just like he had when I face fucked him, Brandon never complained or pushed away. There were a few small gags, but mostly just the sound of Louis’ moans as his cock plunged into Brandon’s throat. I kneeled down next to Brandon and coated a pair of fingers with the spit dripping off his chin and whispered in his ear “If he’s going too hard, just tap his leg.” Brandon’s hands didn’t move from their grip on Louis’ ass cheeks. I moved my hand back and traced Brandon’s crack with my slick fingers. He raised his ass up a little pushing it closer to my fingers which quickly found his puckered hole. A little more work with my fingers and a little more spit from his chin had a pair of digits fully in his chute. Brandon’s hole responded to my encouragement and opened up nicely. It was time to take it a little further so I hooked my fingers inside Brandon’s hole and gave a gentle upward tug. It took a few tries until he realized what I wanted, but there he was with his ass in the air and still slurping on Louis’ cock. My beard pressed against his ass cheeks while my tongue lapped along his crack deeper and deeper until it found his hole. I didn’t rim Brandon the other time we fucked since I was too eager to get my dick inside him. I was finding out that was a mistake. Brandon seemed to really like getting his ass eaten and kept pushing back to get my tongue in deeper. My tongue was getting tired after feasting on his hole for a while so I gave each ass cheek a firm slap and squeeze before standing up and dragging my cock along the crevice. The piercing and the tip of my cock were resting on his pucker as I added a few globs of spit and pushed in. The steady pressure got his hole to yield and my bare cock started to push inside. Brandon groaned around his mouthful of Louis’ shaft and I let him get used to my girth for a moment. Just as I was about to begin, Brandon moved his hips around and I really knew he was ready. I rocked my hips, dicking him deeper each time until I finally bottomed out. I gave him a good fuck, pounding hard and then backing off. I could tell with the harder thrusts he was getting forced onto Louis’ cock which seemed to get Louis closer than he would like. When I got close to shooting, I motioned to Louis to come over to me. He shook his head “no” but did pull out of Brandon’s mouth. Grabbing my chance, I pushed Brandon to the floor and drilled him as my cock started to throb. I laid on his back, growling in his ear as my hips thrust a few final times until my cock began to shoot. Ropes of cum painted his chute as spurts of cum pumped into him. I stayed there a few moments after the orgasm faded, my sweaty chest glued to Brandon’s back. My breathing got back to normal and immediately Louis slapped my ass hard. The sting ripped through my body and I looked back at him with my best “WTF” look. Louis wasn’t interested in waiting any longer for his turn and as he raised his hand again I rolled off. Louis flipped Brandon on to his back and raised his legs up over his shoulders. Brandon’s hole was well lubed and probably was still gaping when Louis planted every inch of his cock into Brandon’s fuck hole. Brandon let out a gasp but then was staring right into Louis’ eyes. The two seemed to come to a silent understanding before Louis began to fuck. I straddled Brandon’s head, leaving my cum covered cock to rest on his lips and pulled his legs toward me. It gave Louis a better angle to drill and drill he did. Brandon licked and nursed on my cock, sucking most of the cum off of it. Brandon must have had him really close because after about five minutes of fucking, I heard the familiar grunts from Louis and then a groan. I watched Louis’ body flex and twitch as he pumped his seed into Brandon’s hole. When the spurts ended, Louis pulled out and laid down on the floor next to Brandon. I left them for a couple minutes to recover before I said sternly “Roll over, Louis.” “What?” he replied. “Turn over. Now.” I answered even stronger and Louis rolled over on to his stomach. I looked at Brandon who was slowly stroking his still hard cock and nodded my head. He looked back at me with a worried face and I wondered if he was a total bottom with guys. Yeah, his cock was shorter than either Louis’ or mine, but it was rock hard and Brandon hadn’t blown his load as far as I knew. I glared at him and he got the hint, climbing on top of Louis and straddling his ass. “Fuck him” I said, in a softer voice than I had told Louis to turn over. He added more spit to his cock and then spread Louis’ ass apart, dripping a generous glob of saliva on to his hole. He looked back at me tentatively and I nodded. Brandon then leaned forward and guided his rigid shaft to the entrance and slowly dipped his cock in. Both of them let out moans and I just hoped that Brandon wouldn’t shoot right away and give Louis a good fuck. He did seem to be fighting off the urge to cum, but soon got into a good motion. He never really pounded Louis, but the penetration was firm and deep with a few hard thrusts occasionally. After about fifteen minutes of varied drilling, Brandon gave a few hard shoves and then let out a surprisingly deep growl. I watched his ass flex as shot after shot of cum pumped into Louis’ ass. His balls must have really been full for as long as he went on. I was glad I didn’t let him waste that much jizz on the floor. I kneeled down next to the two of them, rubbing my hand down Brandon’s back and over his firm, sticky butt. “Was that ok for your first three-way?” I asked. “Oh gawd yes” Brandon said breathlessly. “Good, the next one we’ll take up a notch or two” I replied.

I’m going to give this another try and see what happens… ———— I was beat when we got back into town so I told Louis that I was just going to go home. He nodded and headed towards his place. I got home just after sunset and kicked back on the couch, a beer in one hand and a joint in the other. I loved the smell wafting off my body - sweat and cum was the best cologne a guy could have as far as I was concerned. I finished off the joint and rubbed my fingers through my beard. Parts of it were crusty from the dried cum in it. I relived the afternoon’s events and picked up my phone. “Did u leave a big 1st load in Ben or did he have one in already?” was the text I sent to Louis. A few minutes later I got a message back “loaded or a lot of lube, not sure.” I thought about it a bit and the loads I tasted sure didn’t taste like lube. I started to wonder who bred him before we got there. Did they know he was going to get fucked after? Did he taste our loads after we left Ben? There seemed to be more to Ben than just a lonely, horny, queer farmer. In the end I was happy that Ben’s sex life wasn’t just the occasional random hookup. I didn’t hear anything from Louis the next week or over the following weekend. By the next Wednesday I was concerned and sent off a message “up 4 a beer?” A couple hours later I got a response - “love to. not today. mañana?” I replied - “Sure. Where?” “Chaps? 6pm?” Louis answered. I was surprised that he wanted to meet there but I wasn’t going to argue and sent back “ok.” I got home from work and changed into a different pair of jeans that weren’t covered in mud. I pulled on a tank top and grabbed some leather wrist bands. I walked into Chaps just before six and said ‘Hi’ to the guys I knew before getting a beer and sitting down at the bar. About five after, the door creaked open and in walked Louis. Right behind him was one of his co-workers that I’d seen at the Spoke & Spike several weeks before. It was the one that I had hooked up with. Louis came up to me and gave me a big hug and a kiss. I could feel he had something under his t-shirt. I guessed that he was now out to his co-worker, but the guy still seemed surprised at the long, deep kiss. After we swapped some spit, Louis called over the bartender and ordered a couple beers. While the bartender was drawing the pints, Louis said “So, Brandon here says that I should watch out for you… that you’re just a hookup guy. Oh, he says you get a bit rough, too.” I saw Brandon blush. It was nice to know his name, finally. “Well, Brandon. It kind of depends how I meet the guy. A guy I meet on an app looking to suck and swallow I treat differently than someone I meet in a non-sexual place” I replied. The beers arrived and I saw the bartender smirk. I wasn’t sure how much Louis had told Brandon about our relationship, so I was being careful with what I said. Brandon took a sip of his beer and looked back at me, unsure what to say. “If I get a bit too rough, I expect a guy to tell me, not bitch about it later. I’m not one of those guys that expects the bottom to take whatever I give. But, unless you say something, I don’t know. I gathered you didn’t like our hookup since you ignored me the next time I messaged you” I said. If Louis didn’t know that Brandon and I had hooked up before, he did now. “He can be a gentle puppy too” Louis said with a laugh. I turned to Louis and said “You can be an aggressive bastard when you want.” He smiled and nodded in reply. I could tell that Brandon was a little confused. He obviously knew that Louis and I had fucked and probably more than once. I turned to Brandon and asked “So which was it? Was I too rough or was there just no chemistry for you?” Brandon stared back at me. I could tell he didn’t want to have this discussion in front of Louis, but I didn’t care. If he came here with Louis and knew that we would meet, then any topic should be fair game. “Maybe we should head to the back and find a table” I suggested. We went to the back side of the bar to one of the tables against the wall. We were out of view of the door and most of the other customers. A few tables down my bud Stoney had his boy kneeling at his side in just a jockstrap while he talked to a few other friends. At the bar two other guys were aggressively kissing each other and one had his hand down the back of the other’s low cut jeans, fingering his hole. I could tell that Brandon was a little uncomfortable seeing the blatant displays of gay sexuality around us. “I’m still waiting for an answer, Brandon” I said after taking a sip of my beer. Louis was now staring at him too, waiting for his response. I leaned in and Louis quickly did the same. I said “It’s just between us… I won’t say anything or think less of you. I just want to know so I don’t scare off any more sexy guys, like you.” Brandon looked at me and then at Louis and then back at me. He swallowed hard and then said quietly “I was fuckin’ scared. I don’t hookup with many guys and you just seemed to use me as a fuck toy.” “Brandon, I’m sorry. You seemed to enjoy sucking my dick… Most guys that don’t have much experience freak out at the piercing and you didn’t. As I said, if a guy gets too rough with you, you need to tell them. Hookups are different than Stoney and his boy Chris over there. Chris has spent a while getting trained and knows he should do anything that Stoney says and take it no matter how hard things get, knowing that Stoney will respect his limits. On a first time meet, you need to tell a guy if you don’t like where things are going. Shit, I face fucked you and pounded that tight ass of yours and didn’t get a whimper or complaint. I thought you liked it” I said. Louis’ eyes got big and I could tell he was imagining what Brandon and my fuck was like. He wrapped his arm around Brandon’s shoulder and smiled, giving him one of those “been there, done that” wordless acknowledgements. “Just remember to say something from now on, ok? Friends?” I said, raising my glass. It seemed to shock Brandon that I was so nonchalant about the whole thing. We clinked our glasses together and took a drink. “Uh… I did like it, but I had never done anything like that before. I guess most of my sex has been pretty tame compared to you” Brandon said, staring into his glass. “Dude, you have to try new shit. Figure out what you like and what you don’t. Hell, before I met Ryan I thought I was straight” Louis said, laughing hard afterwards. Brandon was shocked hearing Louis’ comment, but a smile slowly came over his face. I think he had found someone he could relate to and it wasn’t me. We continued to talk, but not about Brandon’s and my fucked up hookup or my meetings with Louis. Well, not until he told Brandon about meeting me here and how turned on he was about the guys in leather. Brandon laughed and he said that he had watched a lot of porn and thought guys in leather either looked really hot or really cheesy. Louis smiled and then grabbed the sides of his t-shirt and slowly pulled it over his head. I grinned, looking at Louis standing there in just his leather harness, jeans and boots. His chest hair had fully grown back in, the left side full sleeve tattoo looked really good and I could see the fresh outline of the beginnings of his right side ink. Brandon’s eyes bugged out but then he licked his lips. I’m not sure if he ever had thought of Louis in a sexual way but I knew he was now. So did several of the other bar patrons and I heard a few catcalls. Louis had set the tone for the rest of the evening and I was proud of him being so… confident. I pulled off my t-shirt off and tucked it in the back of my jeans. “Well?” I asked looking at Brandon. It took a few moments and then Brandon caught my drift. He shrugged his shoulders and pulled his t-shirt off too. I had forgotten how good Brandon looked. He wasn’t muscled, but his thin body was nicely shaped. His hair was cut short and faded to nothing as it got to his ears. His pale skin was devoid of any decoration but he had a little fur on his pecs and a thicker line down the center that got wider as it passed his navel. His nipples were the “small but with hard eraser nubs” kind that felt good under my tongue and were easy to nibble on. I remembered that he had a nice bulge in his pants of the “show’er” variety that got thick and hard instead of growing longer. We gazed back and forth, checking each other out while we finished our beers off. I got up and went to the bar, ordering another round. When I came back with Louis and Brandon’s beers, I put my hand on Brandon’s shoulder as I reached around to set his beer down. I took the long route and rubbed the cold glass over each of Brandon’s nipples with the beer in my left hand. I could hear him moan and saw him close his eyes. I leaned in and let my beard brush over his shaved face while my right hand wrapped around his body and I pulled him tight to my chest. “See, I can be soft, too” I whispered in his ear. I set the beer down and slipped back to the bar and got my beer and the change. Louis and Brandon were talking but stopped as soon as I got back to the table. We chatted and scoped out each new bar patron, comparing how each of us liked them. As we finished the third beer, Brandon looked at me and said “Did you really want to meet up with me again after that first time?” I furrowed my brow and looked over at Louis, wondering where this was going, but got nothing but a slight smile. “Of course. You’re hot, gave good head and seemed to like a hard fuck. That’s what I look for… in a hookup” I replied, with an emphasis on the hookup part. “I… Uh…” and then Brandon gave a long pause with both Louis and I staring back at him. “Uh… I have never done a three way” Brandon said. “With guys or girls” he continued. His head swiveled back and forth between Louis and I. “Do you two want to show me how?” Brandon finally asked.

So I figure I give GRINDR another shot finding BAREBACK players which is harder than you think in the deep South. If it wasn't for the fact I found some TOTAL FUN among mostly disappointments I wouldn't try for a number of reasons. You may have noticed but it's a mine-field: poz-hostile cockblockers, NEG-only twinks, just tested braggers, ignorant shallowness of all sorts 'pics, pics, pics, into?', SAFE sex proselytizers, DDF-condom-nazis, nerdy genius, holier-than-thou hypocrites and crude, a few bold-faced sluts and plenty of limp-dicked tweeker bottoms, some who get paranoid thinking you are a cop or whatever BS. Many hide their ID's and you have to be careful not to spill the beans too quick. It's hard to find 'raw brothers'. Is there a CODE we should use? In small towns you are easily recognized the more info and clear pics you give on-line. To complicate things I have a man and quite a few guys are 'traditional' (judgmental hypocrites) in their mindset and they don't understand 'why if everything is ok in a relationship would you need to go trolling'. I say: "My man knows", they say: 'oh how weird is that?' , 'Oh I could NEVER!' Of course they can cheat but their BF can't or it's drama. But then you have to pretend you don't know their secrets or they shut down on you or throw you under the bus. Hush, hush! So I'm using the 'chat and net-working' fig-leaf to go Christian-mingle on GRINDR now! Keeping the 'whoring' on the low-down and really to hustle my genuine and very unique artistic talents. Not to get into but say a home-owner wanted to make an adult sex-room/basement with a Medieval dungeon flair, I'm the go-to-man. You can't approach a conventional Trump-voting builders with potentially red-flagging requests ('Damn perverts!') So I figure, I'll lay in wait and see what goes on the hook... When someone hits I quickly read the profile (if anything) I let THEM spill the beans. Passive-aggressive! If it looks 'too tame' I don't respond. I like them older and look for clues like TOP or versatile. A serious home-owner would be nice... hell I'd work in the nude if he spends enough! For him and his friends to watch! So YESTERDAY, hour one of being back 'grindring', an older, professional black guy hits up on me. His profile is suggestive of aggressive sex and says TOP, neg, on PrEP. OK then... so far so good. He is articulate, I explained my work hoping he could be a serious lead! Sex is trivial at this point! "I see!" is his short response, but I quickly add 'of course I like dick too'. Well he says he likes 'tight ass' . I quickly add 'bareback on PrEP sounds good to me'. Well he lays into a lecture on safe sex how prep is just a 'back-up' and how he is on prep AND uses a rubber. 'And all the other diseases' he says. Well there goes my mood! It's not that I don't know Memphis has a SERIOUS communicable disease problem especially in the local black community... The whole process is like 'fishing' in the wild though. You know there are some aggressive 'game-fish' in there and if you are patient they will bite. Until then it's scrawny shad and fat carp messing up your lines. Okay I clicked on grindr earlier... Well wait... have a dude on right now: older, rugged, face-pic, pierced ears, POZ we are talking... seen him on bbrt too... never talked to him... the thrill of anon strangers, boldly wearing their poz-badges! Still a big thrill for me... Let's see where this is going... there come the dick pics! And the ass pic, well, ok... says he is looking for a top! okay, no major points yet! Well he is telling me he is drooling precum from two holes as he isn't wearing his PA... BOING! OOPS there is another potential 'customer/suitor', black guy, 31 without a previous word sends me picture of his HUGE cock but profile says 'beneficial encounters come to the front'. What does that mean? Ok I'm not paying! Too much of that in poor cities... ( I'm ignoring that prospect!) PA guy now wants to see my ass pics and says "I cum a lot". BOING!!!! I think I need to 'test-drive' that dude with the PA (he isn't wearing). He asked me 'do you swallow?" BOING!!! Hell yeah I do! Love the flavor of man-seed. Electrifies me and makes me tingle! I told him I take it up the ass RAW to full absorption! That got his attention BIG TIME! Says he wants to eat my clean ass and then have me nut all over him! I can do that! Okay, test-ride is set. See how that goes! Then have him breed my man as a surprise one day! And all that in 24 hours! One positive lead! Not bad! Wait, there is a 'flame thing' whatever that means... dude is 29 has those huge plugs in his ears, says he is 'geek' 6' tall 150 lbs I know his BF, heavy-set younger guy, bartender nice guy, open relationship... says negative on profile though... hmmm What are your experiences on grindr? Is it worth it? I read that a lot of you say bbrt and grindr has a lot of 'teasers' who don't come through... Speaking of which: dude just sent me pic of his jizz-slobbered cock and says 'that is just precum'. I told him it 'will have to do for lube'!!! Boy this is work sorting all this out!

Don't forget Brad McGuire started out doing condom movies as well. He and I did a scene together in The Missing Link

I was walking around a park last spring. This place has been known for cruising, but nothing ever happened when I would visit. This time, I got lucky. I was about to get into my car to leave when I saw a guy looking at me as he was getting into a cargo van, so I started to walk toward the van. He watched me approach and nodded at me. I got in on the passenger side and he drove off with me. We parked in an area that wasn't busy and got in the back. He had me lay on my back and started to suck me until I got hard, taking his pants off while he was working my cock. Once I was hard he sat up, took his shirt off, showing a muscular, tanned looking chest, and gripped my cock pushing it against his hole. I began sliding in his ass as I heard a car drive by. I was feeling too good to care and soon I was deep in his hole. He bounced on my cock and I sometimes would buck my hips when I felt like I wanted to unload in him. After a bit he slid off my cock and I felt something warm run down my balls. He started to apologize, and I asked him how many loads he had in there. He said he took 5 loads. I told him I wanted back in there so I could add to it. He spat on my cock and slid down on it again, and rode me until he could tell I was close. That was when I took over and kept working until I knew I was going to unload so I slowed down to enjoy the feeling a little longer. Right as I started to cum, I grabbed his hips and pulled him down on my cock and stopped thrusting. I wanted him to feel me throbbing in his ass. When I was done I felt a bit of cum on my balls again and he wiped me up then drove me back to my car.