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tallslenderguy

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  1. Have any of you tried hypnosis? I've played around on http://www.warpmymind.com and listened to some of their free stuff. I'm pretty skeptical about it, but am turned on by the idea. I have to laugh at some of the titles there, trances turn a person into a cock slut (already there lol). But the excitement to me goes along the lines of someone using it on me to make me into something they find more fuckable. What do you guys think? anyone used hypnosis? What are your thoughts and feelings about it?
  2. Getting fucked while asleep or passed out has been a huge fantasy of mine for years, but like many others have mentioned, for me it's self defeating because I want to be conscious to experience it. Really my fantasy, and the big turn on, is that whoever is using me thinks that I'm asleep or passed out. It's the whole idea of experiencing what that person would do thinking the guy they're using isn't gonna know or be able to do anything about it. But my desire doesn't go towards rough or sadistic stuff. When it comes to this desire, my absolute favorite version is a 'creeper' fantasy. The big turn on for me is experiencing a guys conflict. The idea that he would be very careful and tentative (because he is afraid of me waking up, and he also feels a little guilty), yet still driven by his lust to breed my hole and mark me, is incredibly hot. So I see the whole process as him being very delicate, carefully removing my underwear, moving my body to gain access, then prepping my hole for penetration and breeding, then slowly sliding in and him exploding because of all the tense desire and anticipation. I guess I'm kind of rare, I have never been drunk or stoned... Ive never even had a beer (most I've ever had is wine with a meal). I have a dom who has been courting me who has expressed wanting to get me "a little drunk to make me a little less under control." That idea is a real turn on... but again, it's the desire of the top to have more control and me less that is the turn on, not being unconscious to the point of not being there to experience it.
  3. I'm a dark room slut and I've never been in one. I can't count the number of cocks I've had (several thousands I guess), but 95% of them have been anonymous. For me, anonymous involves not seeing the top. Typically I am lying on my bed naked, face down, often blindfolded, ready to fuck. I have found that this kind of sex is a way to overcome one obstacle in order to feed another greater want/need? The "obstacle" is the intrinsic rule of attraction. We all seem to have our 'rule' when it comes to what we think looks good and what we don't think looks good, i.e., types we like and types we don't. When it comes to romance, I can really like a guys looks and then he talks and ruins it...maybe something he says, or the sound of his voice. Or kissing? I don't want to kiss a guy who doesn't look attractive to me, and what constitutes "attractive" is a very narrow ranger for me when it comes to kissing. But when it comes to getting fucked? I don't care how a guy looks, how much he weighs, how old, or even how big his cock is (as long as he can get it in and it's loaded). And even with that last part, sometimes a guy can't get it in, but he still spends his lust on me and I can be partly filled. Some guys can fill part of me using their hand or a toy... depends on how they do it, but if I am getting their lust to leave their mark, their pleasure on me, I'm pretty damned happy as a bottom. What I am getting when I get fucked is cock, cum and a piece of the tops lust left in me. A part of them that 'marks' my body saying they were there and got a desire fulfilled using me. All three are important to me, and none of them has to be conveyed visually. As a matter of fact, visual concerns can start to detract from these three things. I.e., if I'm concerned about how he looks I may miss out on getting his load or lust. Taking away the visual enhances the senses of touch and sound, making them more intense. It also broadens the playing field... everyone can get laid in the dark.
  4. i talked to a guy on asspig once who had me both scared and totally turned on (I've never had a fist, but a few have worked that direction). He told me he want to slowly open my hole and get me relaxed and loving it, then destroy my asshole... he wanted my hole opened and prolapsed and he told me he wanted to "wreck" it. but i don't think he was looking to do permanent damage. his idea of wrecking my hole was making it sloppy and prolapsed.
  5. oh yeah, that lol. it's always a thrill to feel and discern a guys balls while he is fucking me, particularly love the feel of them dragging between my inner thighs when he is sliding in. oh fuck yeah
  6. H Hey sharp, how often do you cum? Takes a little while for the testes to refill, and if you cum often that may be why you cum in small amounts... just a thought ;-)
  7. I'm not much for clubbing, maybe should try it more. When it comes to finding the "perfect fuck online"... for me when I'm in heat that means he has a cock that can be inserted and contains a load
  8. I don't know if I have an ultimate... but one of my favorite fantasies is being bred while the top/s think I'm asleep or passed out. Like in some creeper porn I have seen where the tops are being tentative and delicate, but really want to breed, so they're careful about positioning and getting in, but can't resist the urge to load that sleeping hole and leave their mark on it.
  9. I sometimes wonder that I'm not really into sucking. I am so into getting fucked, sucking almost feels like a waste. I'm apparently ok at it, and it really bums me out if a guy cums in my mouth instead of my ass...so for me a bj should last long enough to get a top hard and wet, and hungrier to fuck... It's foreplay.
  10. I think sometimes we convince ourselves of stuff that may not necessarily be true. Enter urban legend lol. Honestly when I read some of the stories about a bottom on T, they're pretty hot to me. I.e., a top uses T to turn a bottom into an insatiable cum dump. But to me what's really hot about those stories is the top wanting to make the bottom into an insatiable cum dump. The reality seems really different than the stories. I confess to having no experience, I've never been stoned, or even drunk, in my entire life. I have a dom FB who wants to "get me a little drunk because it will make me a little drunk," but again it's the idea of him wanting to control me that's such a turn on. The truth is that a top who understands how to play a bottom is really effective... i have top fb's in my life who can get me so horned up I can hardly stand it wanting them. But they do that from pushing buttons that are already there.
  11. Great topic atlfukbud! For me the mental part of fucking is half the excitement... and maybe even more than half depending on how mentally into it the top is. As a bottom, what really gets me hot and in heat for a top is the attitude and desire the top has to 'leave his mark' on me, so to speak. It may be cum or piss or he may be into shaping my hole, gaping it. Maybe leaving my ass a little red from spanking and stroking it. But half the hotness for me is those are all expressions/marks of who he is that he leaves with/on me when he is done. For example, some tops love to reshape my hole. Some tops will ask if I have toys they can use, but the ones who turn me into a total slut are the ones who bring their own toys. For me, that is just more expression of their dominance and control. The toys are expressions of their tastes and desires, not mine. Another example for me is a top who knows how to articulate what he wants (even if its to just say he wants to fuck me). For me it's like foreplay when a top contacts me and goes into great detail about what he wants to do to/with me. The times I have cum from getting fucked usually have started with mind fuck.
  12. for me it depends on how the top is using my hole as to how it responds, some guys make it gape, other guys make it swell. I kinda like the cunt look on me. this is a pic after a fb worked me for a few hours alternating between fucking, fingering and sucking on my hole.
  13. im a total bottom... but i still love a guys ass. for me a hot ass is every bit as much of a turn on as his cock is. especially love to see a guys as while he's breeding
  14. definitely when a guy cums in me. especially guys who let you know in some way that they are breeding you. some guys are almost stoic about cuming and you don't know they've cum till they leave and it's dripping out of your hole. i love the mind part of a guy who wants you to know he has just loaded you with his seed.
  15. Interesting topic... for me edging and getting loaded with cum is the only drug I can imagine needing, turns me into a complete cum slut. What gets me wild is a tops desire to load me. I've had a few tops who liked to popper me, and that felt pretty hot, but really it was the attitude of the top wanting to control me using poppers that made me more hot than the actual popper. I think imagination and creativity are far stronger aphrodisiacs than taking a substance.
  16. this is one of my biggest turn ons. I have a dom who has been talking to me and he wants me to be asleep or kind of drunk when he breeds me and wants me to fall asleep with his cock in me. he wants to piss in me while i sleep, so fucking hot.
  17. i'd much rather have a big load than a big cock. Really. Before i moved i had a regular FB who liked to breed me about 2x a week. At first he was really shy... he weighed a lot and had a pretty small cock (though it was pretty big around, just really short). Honestly, I didn't know how he managed to get it in, but he always did and he shot enormous loads. One of the advantages of being an anonymous bottom cum slut is I don't care how the guy looks (i never see him, I'm face down in sub position) and I don't really care how big his cock is, I care what cums out of it (cum or piss... love both). The only time I'm ever frustrated or disappointed is if a guy doesn't cum or leave something of himself inside me.
  18. made another discovery. am wearing the cage today while i do some work on my house. it drew the attention of a neighbor because when i walk the lock makes a clicking sound as it bumps up and down against the cock cage, peoples eyes seem to naturally go to looking at my crotch lol
  19. I hooked with a guy from CL last night and met him at an ABS, he wanted to breed me through a glory hole. hot. When i got there there was already a guy in the booth next to mine. He put his uncut cock through and as i sucked it, it quickly swelled to and enormously fat size. I offered my ass, and he wanted it, but he had a difficult time keeping it up so he could slide in. He was huge, but I was pretty wet and open, ready for fucking... the issue was he couldn't get hard enough to fuck. He came over into my booth, and still couldn't do it. He apologized and left. The guy who I'd arranged to hook with, same thing happened, he couldn't get it up, or keep it there. I had a similar thing happen about a week ago. Guy responded to a late night (well 1 am really) ad for kink. He wanted to breed me and then piss in me. It was a hot scenario, I was on my deck in my back yard naked and ass up on a lawn chair... he came in my gate and found me and went for it... but same thing, he just couldn't get it up and kept trying to fuck with a flaccid cock. I'm wondering about this, are there really that many guys with e.d.? My thinking is it's more performance anxiety, that some guys psych themselves out? I am pretty cool about it, I feel badly for them, so my attitude is "no problem, it happens," sometimes it can help relax the guys anxiety enough if I suck him (I'm not really into oral, but I give a slow purposeful blow job, so a lot of guys end up wanting me to do that instead of fuck lol... self defeating). Bottoms, do you find many guys who have an issue getting it up, or keeping it up? How do you respond. Tops, do you sometimes find yourself not being able to get hard or stay hard? How do you do and how do you feel when it happens? Can a bottom do something to help?
  20. thanks tallbtm. I wore it for most of the day yesterday, pretty interesting experience because i couldn't edge the way I usually do when in heat. I can see how a dom could use it for control. I was also a little afraid I might get aroused while wearing it and it might hurt, but it seems to restrict getting hard. I have a dom guy who has been romancing me who wants to put me in chastity when I'm "out," He wants me to wake up and find myself locked in. He really pushes my buttons because he has fantasies of using me when asleep or making me a little drunk to make me more controllable. One of his fantasies is for me to fall asleep with his cock in me after him breeding me and then when Im asleep, he fills me with piss.
  21. once i got a little less aroused, i got a smaller cage on
  22. It's a stereotype of course... but having said that, I have had some really great sex with black guys. Ive been with black guys who were really artful in their approach to fucking, like it's a dance and they're the leading partner, but the bottom is still the other half of the dance. I've been with white guys who were also artful, it just has seemed more common with black guys.
  23. My switch is cumming myself. My most intense heat comes from edging. The longer I edge, the more in heat I get. I'm like a bitch in heat that has to get bred when I edge. I can pretty much measure how long I've been in heat by the amount of cum I shoot and the distance it goes when I do decide to cum. Once I cum, it lowers the heat. I wouldn't say I've had enough cum at that point, but it puts the drive for cum on pause and allows me to go to work or shop for groceries.
  24. for me, i have to push down on my cock to open up to be able to piss, but i can do it when hard, just have to re angle my cock to open up the urethra. Im pretty much a bottom cunt, not very oral either. I had a guy who wanted to drink my piss once and I was to excited, even though I had drunk copious amounts of water in preparation lol. Witnessed a similar experience of performance anxiety last night. I wanted piss in my pussy, so put a CL ad up. A guy contacted me and I was waiting ass up on my deck in my back yard at about 1 in the morning. His deal was he couldn't get hard, which makes it pretty impossible to give a piss enema. He wanted it so bad, I could feel his frustration (mine too lol). he had to piss bad when he came over, so that may have affected his ability to get hard. he kept rubbing his cock on my hole, trying to get his soft cock in my hole and managed to get the tip barely in. He relaxed a little, and started to piss...mostly ended up on my ass and balls, some rolled up my back and into my hair... not what we were going for, but pretty hot all the same.
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