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Was cruising online for someone interesting to chat with and hopefully, more. Within a couple of minutes of logging in I get a message from XX. His profile shows that he is 27 and a top. Hmm. Obligatory picture of a very nice looking semi-hard uncut cock with a drop of precum. Well THAT made my cock twitch. Lots of things going on in that picture. Cock was only half hard and already showed a very hefty girth. The drop of precum was a work of art in itself. He had snapped the picture as the big drop was getting ready to separate from his pisshole. So it was all bunched up in a big drop at the bottom and a thin wire of precum connected it to his hole. Fucking perfect timing. But of course, the part that made me drool the most was the thick fold of foreskin. His skin was slightly pulled back on the thick head. It was clear that there would be enough to easily pull it gently forward with my tongue and/or teeth. Oh man, that skin looked absolutely delicious. "Hey dude... you've got some nice pics on your profile there. Would love to see the privates. I'm guessing they must really be hot base on the regular profile pics.". Wow. I'm impressed already. Complete sentences also turn me on. Compliments always turn me on. Grin. I replied "Thanks for the compliments. You've made my day!!" I heard a ping and there was a message from his profile unlocking his private pics. He was a handsome blond dude with a killer body and of course, this big uncut cock. His ass were just two globes of muscle. First thought? Scammer and/or rent boy looking for business. Almost as if he read my mind somehow through the universe, he sent a message and said "And yes, those are me. I have a thing for older men. I find they are more experienced and sometimes like to take a lot longer when playing. And I'm not a rent boy". Wow. That was weird. LOL. So I sent a message opening my privates and went back to re-reading his profile about likes and hobbies and stuff. Grin. He had listed that he enjoyed ass play, rimming, oral, jerking and fucking. He was 'curious' about watersports, fisting, leather wear and toy play. Oh, and he loved verbal and role play. This mirrored a lot of my same interests, The only drawback? He only played safe. I've mentioned in other posts, I only fuck raw and unless I could convince him otherwise, it seemed like a waste of time to me to pursue this any further. I thought about my options quickly - it was getting late - I would end up likely riding one of my toys and stroking off a load to some porn... so why not see if he at least wanted to come over for some suck action.... it would be nice to suck on a big uncut cock while riding one of my toys. So I sent him a chat and said "I'm almost ready to give up here tonight and was gonna call it - until I saw your message. If you are in fact real and interested in some older/younger play - I'm open to hosting. I have a rim chair and a massage table. Lots of toys. Lots of hot porn of every type. Let me know if you're interested. I am!". He replied back immediately and asked if I lived alone? was I an ax murderer? and where did I live? All the important questions. Grin. I gave him my address and he replied he could be there in 30 minutes or less and I gave him a thumbs up. I headed to the shower and got myself all cleaned up and slipped on a black leather jock that ties up the front, and one of my leather harnesses. I finished off by putting my leather wrist cuffs on and snapping them into place. I lubed up my cock ring/ball lifter and slipped a silicon prostate probe into my hole and headed downstairs. I figured I'd throw on some raw porn to gauge his reaction to the screenplay. Hopefully, I could talk him into sinking that fat uncut dick into my tight hole instead of into a rubber. I had a good feeling about this weird vibe I had picked up while we chatted. The bell rang and I opened it up to see that his pictured only lied a little - he looked WAY better in person. "Chad" he said as he reached out to shake my hand, then smiled and pulled me into a quick hug. "Nice leather man.. you've got me chubbin' up already" he murmured. I had already poured a large ice water for him, which he gratefully accepted. He took a long pull on the water, then put it on the table. His blue eyes were twinkling and he had a little half smile on his face as he pulled his shirt over his head and reached down to undo his pants. He looked straight at me as he undid the button and started to slowly slide the zipper down. I could see the base of that fat dick peeking out from his pants. He was running commando. Nice. I reached over and took his hand and stopped it from sliding down any further. He looked confused for just a second, but got the picture immediately when I slid to my knees and pushed his hand away totally. "I need to tell you that I am poz and undetectable buddy. I only play safe. Are you ok with that?" I looked up at him again and said "Ya dude, I only fuck raw - not a big fan of condoms, so I'm happy to suck your cock and vice versa. I have some toys we can play with as well. But, I should tell you I lived with a poz undetectable partner for 12 years. We fucked raw all the time. I've been on PrEP for year and I get regular testing done. So, I'm just puttin' it out there. I'm OK with taking your poz load. It's up to you. Let's just play a little and see how it goes". I put my finger across my lips in the classic 'shh' sign and leaned forward. He didn't say anything as I looked up at him and reached around and slowly slid the pants over his hips and down just below his balls. They were smooth and hung low over the jean fabric, so I leaned forward and took both of them gently into my mouth. First the left. And a moan from above. Then the right. And another moan. I licked his balls gently, and his watched his cock throbbing and growing just inches from my face. I looked up his body from my position at his balls and could see a firm belly, a nice set of pecs with hard nipples and a hunky young guy with his head thrown back and eyes closed. I pulled back off his balls and stared at the throbbing head right in front of me. He was already oozing precum. His profile picture came to mind right away and made my cock twitch in my jock. I held the base of his cock and looked up, waiting long enough for him to wonder what was going on. Sure enough, about 5 seconds later, he gazed down at me with those bright blue eyes and I made sure he saw me lean forward and lick the precum off the end of his hardening cock. He sucked in air, as I gently licked and suckled all around his dripping pisshole. Once again, I made sure I had a solid grip on the thick base and I tilted the head down just a little to the horizontal. He groaned again and I felt his body tense up. Then I took the foreskin of his cock and slid it back across the head of his dick... with my tongue and lips. He actually twitched two or three times, so I waited with just a couple of inches in my mouth. Licking. Licking the head. Licking the skin. Not taking anything deeper. Licking. Like a lot of uncut guys, his head was sensitive to my ministrations. But, I also gauge quickly how much an uncut guy likes pressure on his head or not. Like me, XX loved to have his cock head sucked slow and alternating between a long 10 second suction, followed by a quick release. I could hear his cock head pop every time I let it go. And it just kept getting bigger and harder and redder. So I pulled the skin right back and down the top part of his cock and really gave his cock head a good tongue lashing. He reached down gently and help my head with both hands, offering me encouragement. Just holding my head in his hands while I bobbed up and down on that big cock. It's all about perspective in pictures. His cock looked great in the profile pic. But until I saw it up close and personal - I had no idea how big it really was. I held his cock up and licked from the base of his balls to the top of his head. Up and down. Engulfing his head ever few trips. He just kept my shaved head in his hands and stroked my smooth skin. All the while, he was prattling away in a husky voice "Oh ya man, suck my cock and make it hard. Fuck, you know what you are doing. Ya, lick and bite my foreskin man. Stick your tongue under it and stretch it." It was nice to get direction and confirmation from him. His verbal patter was very hot. "Oh man, I love an older dude with a shaved head and some silver on his chest. The smooth dome really turned my crank when I saw your pictures dude. I love what you are doing with your mouth and tongue." I took some time to start working that big cock down my throat. A little bit at a time. It had to be a good 9 inches. It had to be. But it was shaped absolutely perfect for my throat. And I could tell he was enjoying my oral skills. I would go down and work my throat onto his dick slow. Stop while he was deep and squeeze my throat a few times. Listen to hear him groan and feel the slight pressure on the back of my head to keep going. And I would pull off slowly while being sure to leave lots of spit and throat juice on his dick. Then I would slowly stroke all those juices up and down his cock while I jerked him very slowly, making sure to stretch the skin over his cock head on the stroke up and slowly pull it back onto his cock on the way down. Every time the foreskin slid up or down his cockhead, he twitched. "Fucker. You really know how to work an uncut cock man. That is driving me crazy. I am rock hard dude. That is amazing". He didn't need to tell me he was rock hard. That dick was a monster. Wet, juicy and rock fucking hard. Wow. I told him to hand on a minute, and reached over and grabbed a big dildo from a box I had left by the couch. His eyes flashed briefly and he said "Wow. That is a gorgeous looking cock there man. What's the plan?" I lubed the dildo up slowly in front of him, and then reached back and lubed my hole up generously and slowly sat down on the 'fake' cock. It was a lot like the 'real' one in front me, In fact, I knew it was a 9" toy when I bought it. I grasped his cock at the base again and pulled it down towards my mouth and looked up at him as I slowly rode up and down on the big rubber dick. "It's a 9" toy that I like to ride while sucking a big cock like yours XX." He smiled and said "Nice. It will open you up for my 10" cock then" and chuckled. Bam. I was right. His cock was even bigger than I thought and my hole twitched at the thought of taking that big cock. His profile said wrapped only and seeing it up close now, I really wanted to feel it open up my hole. But fuck, not wrapped. And I gave him the green light about 20 minutes earlier about some raw fucking. Sounds like maybe it was going to happen. As I bottomed deeper onto the big dildo I was riding, I sat with it at the entrance to my second hole and slowly slid my mouth around his cock right to the base. My ass was stretch around the big base and I squeezed it with my muscles to feel that stretch. It was an awesome feeling having a big cock up my hole and a big cock down my throat and I took my time riding and sucking for a good 10 minutes. I had pushed him down onto a big leather Lazy Boy chair facing the TV where there were hard cocks pummeling stretched holes. Cum was flying everywhere. You could hear the man grunts and groans and the sound of slapping flesh against flesh. It was a real sensory overload of sound and sight. I continued to bring him to the edge. Using my fingers and tongue and throat to milk his dick over and over. He suddenly grabbed my head a little tighter and said "Stop... I'm getting much too close and I don't want to shoot yet. I need you to turn around and sit on my cock. Please Daddy... sit on my cock'. Wow... that sounded very hot and I didn't waste a lot of time worrying about him being wrapped. I pulled my fake friend from my hole and turned around. I took this big uncut dripping cock and held it straight up. I waited to see if he was going to say anything, but he didn't. So I pulled the head of his cock right up against my asslips and sank down in one smooth move, taking almost his entire dick in one swoop. He groaned and reached around to take me by the hips from behind and just held me there. "Oh fuck. You. Are. Tight" he muttered. I squeezed his entire cock with every muscle I had in my ass, then let go, then repeated my grip. Many times. Squeeze. Let go. Repeat. I could tell he loved it. He groaned again and pushed up just a little more until he hit some resistance. I relaxed and leaned forward just a bit and I could feel his cock head pressing my second ring. I squeezed again and said "Flex your cock head for me XX. Let me feel where that cock head is right now in my guts". And I sat still and felt his cock head flare up and down about 10 times nice and slow. Oh fuck ya, he was right at that tight magic spot. I said to him "I am going to open my hole completely for you boy. I want you to slowly work that fat uncut head into Papa's second hole. Really feel it grip your cock head. You are a big dicked dude. I can tell you know how to work that big cock. Slide it up into that tightness boy.". We moved at the same time. He pushed upwards with that telephone pole at the same time I willed my ass to totally relax and take that hard piece of flesh deeper yet. We both groaned as his cock pushed through the second hole. He held for a few seconds and flexed his head some more. I could feel exactly where he was and pushed my ass ring out further and relaxed my muscles even more to help open up for that big dick. By this time he was chanting things like "Ya Papa, take that boy dick up your hole. Squeeze my dick. Open that hole up. Fuck, this is hot". And me? I was feeling that cock hit some interesting places... one of which was every second or third downwards stroke, I angled my hole so his cock would stroke across my prostate. I would get that jolt of electricity through my body and feel the tingle. Suddenly, he pushed me off of him and got up out of the chair. He turned me around and pushed me forward onto my knees facing the back of the chair. I felt him push my legs apart and walk up behind me, between my legs. I waited. And then felt that hard cock being slapped against my wet hole. The sound of his cock "slapping" was loud and it turned me on to hear him complimenting me on how stretched out my hole looked, and how juicy it was and how red the lips looked. Slap. Slap. Slap. Then, a real slap on my right ass cheek. As the sting registered, he shoved his cock back into my hole. He was sliding it in nice and slow and I felt a firm slap on my left ass cheek. I could feel the two hot spots on my ass, as I felt that big cock re-opening my hole. This time, the second hole opened right up for him. It knew he was going in there one way or another. He pushed slowly and pushed and got right to his pubes and stopped for a moment. I took that moment to push BACK hard on him a little bit further. I wanted every inch of that big cock in there. I think it surprised him a little bit and he said "Nice... very nice". I looked over my shoulder and said "I want you to fuck me XX. I want you to breed my hole and shoot that hot cum deep into my guts. I want you to churn your load up with that big cock head and coat my guts. Do it boy". He started with long stroked. Right from the edge of my hole, all the way into my guts in one long push. And back and forth. And in and out. And deep. And an extra-hard push every now and then that made my prostate tingle. "You want my hot seed in your Papa hole tonight? You want that hot load Papa? You tell me where you want this load of hot cum". "Breed me" was my answer. "Stretch that hole and dump your hot load deep in my guts XX. You came here to play. Dump it". He gripped my hips hard and spanked my ass cheeks. Once. Twice. Both at the same time. I pushed back on his cock. I could feel it sliding easier into my hole due to his copious amounts of precum and my ass juices. He was really driving his cock in and out. "C'mon boy. You want that ass, pound the fucker. Papa can take a good hard fuck. Give it to me!!". That put him over the edge and he just piston rammed his cock back and forth deep in my guts. I FELT the first shot before he even made a noise. I can always feel the difference in my hole when a top starts to unload in me. His breathing was erratic and he started saying "oh, oh, oh Papa. Take my hot seed in your hole.". He was now pounding directly on my prostate as he unloaded shot after shot in my ass and that put me over the top. I felt my cock lurch and cum started to 'ooze' from the head. It was a series of about 5-6 small rolling cumshots oozing from my cock as I was pounded. I feel forward on the chair with XX still connected to my hole. He leaned onto my back and licked my ear lobe and neck and said "Holy Fuck dude.... this was a HUGE fantasy of mine to fuck a bald hot daddy... and it was better than I could have imagined". Talk about instant feedback on how things were going. LOL. As he started to pull his cock out of my ass, I went to get off the chair. He silently pushed my forward. I went back on the chair, ass up, head down and I felt his finger tracing my swollen ass lips. "Nice hole dude. And it is leaking my cum. Hang on a second'. Then his finger was replaced by his wet long tongue. Oh fuck. He took his time. Using his tongue to lick around my hole. Using his tongue to open my hole. Using his lips to slurp the cum from my dripping ass. Spreading my hole apart with both hands and diving in to completely lick me clean. I said to him "Save a little for me please? I want to taste ... us". He came around the chair, and I raised up to see him open his mouth and show me a mouthfull of cum. He leaned in for a sloppy, long and very wet kiss session. We snowballed that cum back and forth for a while before eventually swallowing it all. We shot the shit for a little while and he told me he had seen me a few times but was too shy to say hi.... but tonight he wanted to see if I might be interested in helping him with a younger/older fantasy. He didn't expect that he would end up dumping his hot load deep in my guts and it was a huge turn on for him to be able to fuck raw as part of the fantasy. My answer was... now that he knew where I lived, we should do this a little more often.

I got a message on bbrt from a 40 something black guy who was in town on business. He kept telling me what a hot ass I had and that he wanted to meet and see where things went from there. We met at a bar near his hotel last night and had a few drinks before he asked if I wanted to go back to his room with him. I said yes and we left. I started to rub his crotch in the elevator from the lobby and we barely made it in the door before we started pulling clothes off and we’re making out. His cock was fully hard and huge, a solid 9 inches at least. I had a hard time sucking him because of how big his dick was but he really seemed to enjoy me gagging on it since he kept forcing me on it as I choked. He started to eat me out before he started grinding his cock on my ass and slowly pushing the head into my hole. He finally grabbed some lube and started working his cock into my hole, slowly so he could get all of his cock inside. He would pull out almost all the way before sliding back in and slowly started building a consistent pace. He had me on my back, legs on his shoulders so he could looking into my eyes as he fucked me. It was so hot watching his face as he started to shoot his load up into me, never breaking eye contact. Once he came we laid in the bed making small talk before he started getting hard again and rolled me over onto my stomach, climbed on top and slide into my cummy hole. He said my hole was nice and loose for him now and he went to town pounding me before planting another load inside of me. He’s in town until Saturday so we’re going to get together again Friday night.

Part 21 - Simplcity Of Life Adam said goodbye to Ethan and Angelo at the college car park curious as to why they would be going shopping now instead of at the weekend, but his mind was also elsewhere as Tony and he would be having dinner with their parents to tell them the news. Adam had made it clear to Ethan that he was not to tell anyone until he got a text from him once their parents knew. Angelo and Ethan made quick work of getting their rings since both of them just liked plain bands, so within an hour of arriving they were driving back to Larchmont. Ethan was somewhat desperate to get the ring on his finger but Angelo held back and told him he wanted to do it officially at the Hampton's that weekend, Ethan was mildly curious at this suggestion but decided not to push and ask. It didn't feel strange to Ethan as he remembered those dreams he had walking along the beach with Angelo and in some way he knew that was when he knew he loved him. Ethan sent a text to his mother asking to use the house at the weekend and if they would drive down Saturday to join them, he wasn't really sure if they would agree but was surprised when she replied with yes and they would arrive Saturday afternoon. It would be a big gamble since the relationship with his father was on the mend but he didn't want them to find out any other way. Both Angelo and Ethan got simultaneous texts from Adam and Tony announcing they were to be married. Angelo shook his head laughing as Ethan revealed that Tony had proposed the same night Angelo did, the boys said they would pop around after dinner had finished. Angelo looked at Ethan and asked if they should also tell them their news to which Ethan agreed but not to take the spotlight away from them. Adam and Tony arrived around 8pm with Angelo and Ethan congratulating them both. Adam had a feeling underneath that they were not the only ones getting married. Adam walked in to the kitchen with Angelo "Well did you do the right thing?" he asked. Angelo turned and chuckled "Did you know Tony was going to ask you?" he threw back to Adam. "No, it came out of the blue. Stop changing the subject Angelo" Adam wagged his finger at him. Angelo winked and turned to get the drinks "What did you mean the right thing?" he replied. Adam walked over to him "You did didn't you?" he poked Angelo in the side. Angelo nodded over to the counter with the two ring boxes "Yes". "Tony" Adam shouted and waited for him and Ethan to arrive. "What's the matter?" Tony asked immediately spotting the ring boxes "Oh you two as well?" he exclaimed excitedly. Ethan walked over to Angelo and held his hand "Yes, he asked me last night but it's not official until the weekend". Tony looked confused "What is so special about the weekend?". "We are going to the Hamptons for the weekend, I want to propose properly on the beach" Angelo replied. Tony nodded "Oh" he replied then it clicked "Ah yes of course that makes sense it is where the magic happened". Ethan smiled since he never really knew that was when Angelo had really and totally fallen in love with him. Thankfully tomorrow was Friday and half day for lectures but Angelo had to work until 5pm so they would drive down once he arrived back home. Adam and Tony left after a couple of hours and Ethan sat on the bed watching Angelo as he changed the dressing on his wound. "It looks almost healed over" Angelo said as he finished taping the covering down. Ethan smiled "Do you think I will have a scar?". Angelo looked him in the eye "Not sure, it may leave a mark or it may not" he looked down at the floor. Ethan could see he was a little upset over it still "Don't beat yourself up over this Angelo". Ethan slipped on to the floor kneeling in front of Angelo, he ran his hands along those beautifully tattooed arms and around his biceps. Angelo raised his head and looked as Ethan's hands ran across his shoulders and neck, Ethan cupped Angelo face and kissed him lightly on the lips 'Make love to me Angelo' he whispered. Angelo's mouth closed in on Ethan's and he felt the strong arms of Angelo wrap around his body and lift him effortlessly in to the air and slowly lowered on to the bed still firmly held by Angelo. Friday was just another morning of lectures and assignments, Adam and Ethan left the class and walked over towards the parking lot when Ben called out to Ethan. Adam turned to see Ben had stopped walking and loitered to see if Ethan would come over, he never expected Adam to walk over as well and contemplated weather to turn and go in the opposite direction. The smile on Adam's face told him to wait and see what happened. "How are you Ben?" Adam asked as he got closer. Ben looked at him trying to gauge if Ethan said anything "I'm okay" he replied nervously. "You ran off yesterday before we had chance to talk properly" Ethan said standing beside Adam. Ben looked down "Yeah sorry about that" he looked up at both of them. "Do you want to go somewhere quiet and talk?" Adam asked him. "Let's go and find a quiet table in the cafeteria" Ethan suggested and Ben nodded. The cafeteria was pretty deserted and they took a table in the far corner away from anyone else, Ben still looked nervous as they approached the table so Adam put his arm on his shoulder and spoke quietly to him 'No one will judge you Ben whatever you have to say'. Ben gave a nervous smile as he looked at Adam and sat down. At 19 Ben was slightly taller than Ethan with mousy brown hair and a slim trimmed body, no where near as muscular as Ethan since Ben didn't work out like he did. But Ben did have a very attractive face and the on the whole was actually a very decent kind person. Ben watched Ethan sit down "You are working out Ethan?" motioning to his now defined biceps. "Yes with Adam and Angelo" Ethan replied. Ben looked quiestioningly at Ethan "Angelo?" he asked. Ethan smiled "Yes my partner". Ben nodded "Explains why you are so happy I guess" he said looking down. Ethan looked at Adam "It was pure luck we met, he is a bit older than me but we love each other". "Oh I see" Ben continued looking down. Ethan could see Ben was nervous "Ben is there something on your mind?" Ben quickly looked up at them both "I..." he broke down and began to cry in front of them. Adam quickly went round and put his arm around him "It's okay Ben, you can tell us". Ethan had to know "Ben" he spoke quietly "Are you gay?" he asked him outright. Ben nodded "It has" he stopped and cleared his throat "been so hard watching you Ethan". Ethan glanced at Adam "Is that why you reacted like you did?" he asked. Ben nodded again "Can you forgive me?" he looked up at Ethan with his tear streaked face. "Not in this state Ben, don't be afraid of you, Adam and I will be here to help" he said looking to Adam. Adam hugged Ben tighter "We will help all we can Ben". It took a few minutes for Ben to calm down and be able to hold a proper conversation with Ethan and Adam, it was almost as if they continued where they finished all those months back before any bad words were spoken. But now Ben had crossed that threshold and he showed relief across his face and opened up more about how he only really knew after Ethan came out. Adam had to nudge Ethan at 3pm to remind him where he had to be, they said their goodbyes to Ben and headed off to Larchmont. Their conversation completely taken up about Ben which continued as they sat in the kitchen waiting for Angelo to come home. Adam kissed them both goodbye as he set out for home whilst Ethan and Angelo set off for the Hamptons, it was a long tedious drive but they eventually arrived by 8pm. Ethan told Angelo about his conversation with Ben during the drive, Angelo listened intently questioning if he felt he could forgive him for how he behaved. Angelo also made the suggestion that they have a small celebration party the following weekend with a few friends and to invite Ben over as a peace offering. Ethan smiled and said it would be a nice gesture, he gaze turned to the house as the car pulled up in to the driveway. He helped Angelo in the kitchen as they whipped up a supper, for this late September evening it was warm enough to eat outside on the veranda. After they cleaned up they left the house and climbed down the steps on to the beach and walked hand in hand for several minutes, finally Angelo stopped and turned Ethan to face him, he slipped on to one knee and looked up at Ethan. "Ethan, this is where I knew I had fallen completely in love with you, will you marry me?" Ethan nodded "Yes" he replied as Angelo slipped the ring on his finger and stood up to kiss him. Ethan then went on one knee "Angelo I love you and want to spend my life with you, will you marry me?". Angelo looked up at Ethan "Yes" and so Ethan slipped the ring on his finger and knelt down to kiss Angelo. Ethan suddenly laughed "This is weird, is it really happening?" he looked to Angelo. Angelo put his arm around Ethan's shoulder "Strange isn't it, but yes it is, are you worried?". Ethan shook his head "No, but then I never thought I would fall so crazily in love with someone". "You do realise your going to have to meet my whole family now?" Angelo chuckled. Ethan looked up at him "Oh of course, I forgot all about our families. Will they like me?". Angelo smiled "My sister does and that is a good indication. It's your parents and mostly Jack I am worried about". "Yes, they won't be happy about it that is for sure" Ethan replied kicking sand with his feet. Angelo stared out to sea "We will find out soon enough. What if they don't approve?". Ethan stopped walking "They will have to Angelo, I won't change my mind about you no matter what". Angelo looked at Ethan "I really want and need you by my side, but I thought I had ruined everything between us". Ethan patted Angelo's ass "No, if anything it made me realise how much loosing you would hurt me inside". They stood up and walked slowly along the beach back to the house and had an early night. The day light streamed in through the bedroom window as Ethan stirred in Angelo's arms, he let out a loving sigh and snuggled up closer smiling, this was his favourite place to be. He couldn't explain or understand why he loved being with Angelo it was as though his whole life was meant to be here with him. Angelo caressed Ethan's back and kissed him lightly 'We should get up' he whispered. Ethan pulled Angelo on top of him and kissed him with such energetic passion it caught Angelo off guard but he loved it. Angelo pulled away and licked the tip of Ethan's nose "What was that for?". "To show how much I love and want you" Ethan replied escaping from underneath him. Angelo sprung out of bed and looked out across the beach "We might be in for a nice day". "We can do lunch outside then. Speaking of which my parents will be here in a couple of hours" Ethan exclaimed. Angelo came out of the shower and looked at Ethan sitting on the bed in contemplation, he knew there was certain concern about his parents reaction, he stood up smiled and finished drying himself off. Angelo walked over towards him and ran his hands up and down Ethan's arms kissing his neck as he did so. "You get sexier every time I look at you" Angelo whispered in his ear. Ethan pushed back and rubbed his ass against Angelo's cock "Whatever happens today, I choose you". Angelo turned Ethan and kissed him and cupped his face "Ready?" he asked looking him in the eye. Ethan nodded and kissed Angelo back "Here goes everything". The sun was still shining with very little wind making the day just comfortable to sit outside, Ethan sat looking out at the beach drinking a soda when he heard his parents car pull up. As he stood he heard the unmistakable voice of his sister accompanying them. Ethan went to the front of the house and ran up to hug his sister who was just as excited to see him, he kissed his mother and father. "You didn't tell me you were bringing Sofie" he said putting his arm around his sister. Ellie Walked up the steps to the house "Well she knows enough and she wanted to come". Jack pulled their bags out of the car "How are you Ethan?" he asked. "Good, college is going well" Ethan replied hoping this is what his father meant. Jack walked toward the stairs "No, how are you really?". Ethan watched Sofie get her bag from the car "Very happy if that is what you mean" he replied. "Don't mind him Ethan, he is coming around to it, he talks a lot more about you and Angelo" Sofie responded. Ethan hugged Sofie again "I hear you are quite popular at school nowadays" he said as they turned to go up the steps. "Yeah, well having a gay brother helps and mother being at the top of the social standing" Sofie laughed. Ellie walked in to the kitchen "Hello Angelo nice to see you" she walked over and kissed him on the cheek. Jack followed her in "Angelo, good to see you" holding out his hand. Angelo shook it "Jack how are you keeping?" he asked watching Jack carefully and keeping his ring out of view. "Oh you know, busy. But I hear you are getting new companies signing up?" Jack said knowingly. Angelo laughed "Nothing gets by you Jack, yes Raffa showed a few people the software they had implemented". Jack smiled "Good for you Angelo, if you need any legal help.. well you know". "Thanks Jack I may take you up on that as I have 3 companies wanting the software and I need help" Angelo replied. Ethan walked in with Sofie "Angelo this is my sister Sofie" he said. Sofie looked at Angelo "Wow, eh, hello" she became all flustered seeing him in the flesh for the first time. "Hello Sofie, can I get you all a drink?" Angelo asked. Sofie pulled Ethan in the lounge "Hell Ethan I heard he was sexy but my god, the girls are going to be jealous". Ethan laughed "I suppose you are going to want a picture of him as proof" he said patting her head. Sofie smiled "You and him together, you are changing and getting fit as well, gay life suits you". Ethan laughed so hard he had to bend over, he loved having his sister around him and she was growing up to be quite a forthright person who spoke her mind, in some ways he often thought she was more worldly than all of them. They all sat there on the veranda dinking coffee and red wine as the sun moved through the sky, Ethan and Sofie were allowed a small glass of wine with dinner as well, talk was light hearted and switched to all types of subjects. Angelo couldn't help but notice how much at ease Jack had become and how very relaxed he was about Angelo and Ethan being together, it was only after Sofie went inside to watch her favourite tv soap programme that Ethan decided now was the time, he looked at Angelo as if he was giving him an invisible signal. "So there is a reason why we both wanted you to come down here with us" Ethan said during a pause in the conversation. Ellie looked at Ethan and Angelo "I hope your not going to drop a bombshell" she said leaning forward in her chair. Ethan looked at Angelo "Well it depends... Angelo has asked me to marry him and I have said yes" quietness prevailed. Jack sat stunned for a moment "Hold on Ethan your only 18, have your whole life ahead of you and it is rather quick". "I know father and my life will go on but with Angelo by my side" Ethan said remaining calm. Ellie smiled "Well I think it is great news, I can see how much love you have for each other" she said. Jack shook his head "I'm sorry, I have seen how much Angelo loves you, I shouldn't be surprised by this". Angelo considered Jack for a moment "It is a bit strange, but we do want your blessing". Jack looked at Ellie who was smiling then at Angelo "You do realise she is now making plans" pointing to Ellie. Ethan laughed "Of course mother is, but there is Angelo's family as well to consider" he waved to his mother. Ellie chuckled "Gay wedding I may need Sandra's help on this, oh society party of the year, nailed it". Although Ellie rambled on about how lovely and gay the wedding could be, she was throwing suggestion after suggestion at Ethan and Angelo. Ethan just sat there nodding and smiling then shaking his head saying no to everything she was dreaming of. Angelo amused but also shocked that this was going to end up as New York State's wedding of the year. Jack sat in silence for a few minutes turning over in his head the news Ethan had just sprung on them, he knew deep down that all the will the fight this would not go well. On the flip side he had been having a much better relationship with Ethan and he did love Angelo in his own little way. "This is all very well Ellie, Ellie enough talk about planning this for now" Jack stopped her ramblings. Ellie turned to Jack "What oh, yes" she stopped thinking and came back to the table. Jack looked at Angelo "When are you looking to do this?" he asked. Angelo smiled at Jack "I don't know Jack, probably summer next year or Christmas next year, we are in no rush". Jack nodded and looked at Ethan and Angelo "You have our blessing and support". Ethan sat stunned at his fathers acceptance "Thank you father, it means a lot". Jack looked at Ethan "I just want you to be happy with your choices Ethan". Jack and Angelo hugged and spoke for some time outside whilst Ellie and Ethan broke the news to Sofie, she sat there and laughed replying I knew all along and saw you both wearing rings when we arrived. The rest of the day went by in a pretty normal way from Ethan's point of view and as the family unit was back to normal but with two differences, Angelo being the first and Jack actually being more open and affectionate with Ethan. By Sunday afternoon they left the Hamptons and headed back home as Monday would be a normal work and college day. Somewhat nervously Ethan was dreading Wednesday evening as he would be having dinner with Angelo's family. Ethan collapsed on the sofa when they finally got home, grateful it was just the two of them. Angelo joined him and they cuddled up to each other mindlessly chatting and going over the weekend events. Ethan's phone sounded a text message and he shuffled around to look and smiled. "What is it?" Angelo asked stroking Ethan's back. "Ben, has confirmed he will come to the party on Saturday" Ethan responded putting his phone down. Angelo looked at him "I'm glad you patched things up with him, strange the way things work out". "Yes, just have to get through Wednesday evening" Ethan rolled on to his back. Angelo laughed "Are you worried?". "No, probably more nervous then anything" Ethan replied looking up at the ceiling. Angelo stroked his head "Don't be. Mark will pick you up and bring you to the office". Ethan propped his head up "Really, it will be good to see him again". Angelo laughed and rubbed his head "You know if you weren't with me he would be dating you by now". "I thought he was sort of straight". Ethan chuckled. "The right guy or girl has never come along for him so he keeps his options open" Angelo replied. Ethan sat up "Can I ask, did you and he ever you know?". Angelo looked at him "No, we have kissed but it's similar to your friendship with Adam". "Did it never happen owing to you being poz?" Ethan asked unsure why he even asked "Sorry forget that". Angelo smiled "No that was not it, anyway Mark is poz, that is how we first met". Ethan shuffled around to face Angelo "Now I am confused". "Mark was at the clinic having a breakdown when he found out, I just happened to be the shoulder" Angelo explained. Ethan nodded "Oh right". Angelo continued "He fooled around in a threesome with his ex girlfriend, the other guy was poz, well you can guess the rest". "How awful for him" Ethan had a sad look on his face "And that is how you became so close and help each other?". Angelo nodded "Yes, circumstances how we met and a strange affection for each other". Ethan and Adam arrive at college on Monday morning and Adam got out of the car and looked at Ethan asking if he was keeping the ring on, Ethan smiled and nodded. He was facing a new life and didn't want to start it out by hiding any more. Franco came over as soon as he spotted them in the cafeteria and gave Ethan a hug and telling him not to worry about the family dinner, he did warn him there would be a lot of people and it would be noisy but to just be the person Angelo fell in love with and the family will love him. Ben appeared and casually walked over to where Ethan was sitting but still very cautious about Franco sitting there. "Ben" Adam called out beckoning him over. "Hi" Ben said as he took a seat next to Franco. Ethan smiled at Ben "Morning, great that you can come on Saturday" he enthused. "Oh yes, my mother will drop me off and pick me up" Ben replied a little hesitantly. Ethan knew something was amiss "Ben, have you told your mother yet?". Ben shook his head "Please don't say anything, I know you don't owe me that but I haven't figured things out yet". Adam tutted "Do we need to find you someone Ben?" "What er no" Ben had a horrified look on his face. Franco laughed "Shame my cousin is getting married otherwise he would have broken you in" he nodded in Ethan's direction. Ben nearly choked on his coffee "Is that what he did to you" looking at Ethan with his eyes open wide. Ethan chuckled "Yes, I went to the bathhouse on my 18th to experiment and fell in to Angelo's arms". Ben blushed a little "Wow, I don't think I am kind of ready for any of that to happen". Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday just went by like a dream with several students picking up on Ethan wearing an engagement band on his finger and asking questions. He heaved a huge sigh of relief that Wednesday afternoon as Adam was driving them both home, he would have to be quick and change as Mark would be picking him up at 5pm.

This has got to be the best stealth video I have ever seen, Dang this guy is a pro. Anyone on here ever try this ? https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph5c4fd4d5eab8f

The weirdest thing that's happened while cruising has actually happened twice. The first time when I was about 19 years old. I was cruising a park bathroom that was well known for cruising. A young father came into the bathroom wheeling his less than 1 year old child in a stroller. He parked the pram behind him and stood at the urinal next to me. We did the "Cock glance" at each other and we were both hard and stroking. I reached across and stroked him a bit, then I knelt down and sucked a load out of him with his child in a stroller just a foot away. As soon as he came, he zipped up and left. About 10 years ago, I was in a public bathroom at a beach in Daytona Beach, Florida. Similar situation, I'm at a urinal, a young father comes in with his small child in a stroller. He asks me to keep an eye on his kid as he washes the sand off him in the public shower in the bathroom. He strips out of his swimsuit and showers. Stroking his cock to hardness in the shower. When he comes over to the pram to grab a towel from a bag he has hanging from the stroller's handles. I lean over and take his cock in my mouth. I suck him off with his child right there and his wife screaming at him from outside the bathroom to hurry up, because he has the car keys. As soon as he came, he slipped on some shorts and wheeled his child out of the bathroom to his wife. Weird, but very hot as well. Shrewish wives basically hand their horny husbands over to us fags to take care of. LOL

It was late at night and I was horny. I did what I sometimes did when I just needed to be fucked. I posted on Craigslist (as you could back then). The post was simple - too simple said the CL computer. The stupid automated message said it needed more words and description or the post wouldn’t get replies. How often does it get raw fucks in the early hours? Smooth white hole. Blindfold and anon. Fuck, cum & go. Condom or cum inside. Up to you. This last bit got me past the minimum word nonsense but it was a bit disingenuous. I had done this three or four times before and and it wasn’t really a choice. Or at least time of day, it was always the same. There were one or two replies from the usual fantasy brigade but then one popped up that I didn’t recognise. It asked for a face pic. I said I couldn’t not. He didn’t need it to fuck my hole and it was dark anyhow. “No face, no fuck” was his immediate reply. So obviously i sent it. I needed his cum and he knew that too. It might be stupid to send the pic but couldn’t say no. I needed it too much. About twenty minutes passed with nothing. I didn’t really give it much thought - not his type, another fantasist, blind drunk and now asleep, who knows. 4 out of 5 responses to this sort of post don’t happen so nothing new. But hopefully there will be someone else. But no - something like 20 minutes later came a reply. This was unusual. For this sort of thing you get a reply immediately or not at all. Why the 20 minute wait. His email just said. “Hi Alan, but I know you.” My first reaction was fear. I knew this could go badly wrong and now it had. This wasn’t such a good idea. Not the slutty post but the face pic. That was really stupid. And then - who is it? My mind runs through the worst - the complete mingers, the ones who would use it to bully me, close friends who I could have shocked.... or just not knowing. Am I going to spend months trying to work out who knows and seems a bit off? If I am going to do this sort of thing why do I have to do it so badly. I know I am desperate for cum but it’s really stupid to show it - with the face pic. But then my need for cum took over again and I started to feel quite good again. It’s 3am on Friday night. He’s awake, looking. I know I still want it. Who cares who it is - the whole point of blindfold and anonymous is you take it from anyone. Lets be honest too I’m not fussy when I can see. If someone makes clear they want to fuck me it’s about when and how. Not whether. Also it took a little while but this guy - whoever he is - has replied. That can only mean one thing. He knows who I am and he wants to fuck me. It was now starting to turn me on. I really needed it. “U wanna fuck me even so? btw who are you? No need to say if you’d rather just fuck.” This time it was an almost immediate reply. It was X. I won’t give his name. X was the boyfriend a really lively fun guy in our group of friends but while my friend was always fun and good company, X was not. It’s very hard to describe but it was as though he enjoyed being awkward just to make people uncomfortable. At first I’d thought he was shy but it wasn’t that. He was super self assured and really intelligent too. It was as if he was being forced to mix with people he didn’t really like or weren’t quite up to his standard. He certainly didn’t mind if we knew it. Say something stupid and he’d correct you. Otherwise he’d just say silent. I will admit he was physically quite hot too in a peculiar sort of way but there was no way I would have demeaned myself by letting him know that. If he was at one end of the table tried to make sure I was at the other. He was too obviously playing some sort of game. I no idea what it was and didn’t want to waste an evening trying to be polite to a tosser. I could not begin to see what my friend saw in this very odd cold fish. So - back to 3am. I got it now. Bet my lively friend took it raw too. He rose in my estimation . I was enjoying this now. So I think was he. He knew I was a slut and I knew he wanted to fuck me. It was probably some weird power thing - but I didn’t care. Also, I suppose he did have power, so no point pretending otherwise. “I want your cum inside me.” Again slightly pointless. He knew that already but I thought he’d like me to say it even so. I also gave him room number and the address of the hotel room where I was (until I became a slut I had no idea you could book after midnight any time even up to 5am). I made a makeshift door wedge with folded paper so he didn’t need the key and I’d chosen a hotel where you didn’t need one for the lift. Hope nobody else pushes the door instead - but at 3:15am it’s pretty likely. “20 minutes - blindfold and ass up” was his reply. I knew he was not messing around. It was more like 15. I heard the door open. I heard him take off trousers and briefs. Clothes on the top half small stayed on. Then I felt a damp and very hard cock inside me press against my hole - he was in. Not that big a cock for anyone interested- if it works and can reach, that’s all I care about. The presumption and the hardness left no doubt about it working. I love anonymous but being used by this guy who doesn’t like me was so much hotter. I made a slight noise when it went in. I was never in any doubt about his choice. Even if he was normally good, I knew I was going to get it raw. Funny really. I was whoring myself to someone who would enjoy the power it gave him. And I knew he would view me as dirt and a whore afterwards too.I didn’t care - one for another day. Right now I just wanted his cum. That was very obviously what he wanted too - this was going to be a quick one. No more than 3 minutes and he’s making the noises. I knew he was close. Breed me. I need your cum. Oh! And you can fuck me raw any time you want. I’ll take it. I knew he wouldn’t - this was almost certainly our one and only fuck but it was true so no point pretending . It seemed to do the trick. Almost immediate groan and felt his cum shooting deep inside me - not actually that much for one who was so horny. Not that I mind. I’m happy now. He didn’t pull out immediately but just lay still on top of me for a while, motionless at first and then pressed his weight down super hard for on me a couple of last time and clenching his cock muscle as he did it. As if to make sure I took every drop and that it was as deep in me as it could be. I had what I needed and was super happy. One of my regular fuckbuddies says I only smile when I have cum inside me. It earns him a “fuck off” but I caught myself doing it now. Face down in a pillow of course so it didn’t matter. I also knew the the routine for anonymous fucks at this point too. The braver ones might have a very quick shower but X would do up his trousers, maybe slap my butt cheeks, say a “thanks” or a “see you” and be out of there as quick as he could. Less than a minute I reckoned and I’d be alone just with his cum inside me. But no. With me still fully naked lying on my front, him fully dressed, standing up and looking down at his cum in my hole he starts to speak. You know, you really make shouldn’t make a habit of this sort of thing. It’s not good for you. What does your boyfriend think of this? You’ve probably had too much to drink too. Most of your lot do. It’s not attractive - you do realise that? You really should give some thought to your health. Short silence while he ties a shoelace or something. It’s a small town. Everyone knows each other. It’s not London you know? Another pause. While I thought “ah so that’s the chip on your shoulder - or at least one of the extra large order” he wasn’t finished guess I’m now going to have to get myself checked out too. You should too. I won’t do this again by the way so don’t email me. And make sure you get yourself to the doctor too. I’m a fairly confident sort normally. I don’t get “lost for words”. I can always find something to say if I have to. Not now - though I could still think. Half of me was angry thinking “you sanctimonious little tool - have u got the memory of a goldfish? You didn’t seem to mind 5 minutes ago.. Tell you what when I’m down at the STI why don’t you you have a word with the shrink? Oh and by the way if you don’t like sluts my advice would be don’t go and fuck them bareback at 3am” was what half my mind thought - the other was still super happy. It just thought “ Haha - look at where your cum is” What came out was an inarticulate grunt - which annoyingly made it sound like I agreed with his little homily. I then feel him prod his finger - quite roughly up my hole (who knows what that was about? I wasn’t joking about the shrink). Then the door shuts and he’s gone. Thankfully friends changed and so I only saw him a couple of times after that. If he was odd and silent before, he was the same but worse now. But for the fact that they don’t go out fucking in the early hours he could have been a Trappist monk. He hardly said a word to anyone and nothing at all to me. Just the odd look of disgust in case I had forgotten or had misinterpreted his silence. I hadn’t but I could see that one of the problems of his “let’s make everyone feel ill at ease because it’s fun” routine must be that that there’s not much left in your repertoire if you actually are being quiet for a reason. I’m sure everyone else thought I wasn’t on top form but he was just being himself. When I did catch him looking at me in that disgusted way I just would flash him a super quick “fuck me” look - a bit of eye contact to make clear he knew he knew I meant it, that what I had said was true. It was. He could fuck me any time wanted but he could still go to hell if he thought he was going to shame me. A super superior disgusted look told me he he understood perfectly but was quite definitely not in that mood right now. I doubt the others noticed anything. As I said, sitting in the corner and and looking sour was just what he did. And if I was down that end of the table for once maybe I was being nice and making the effort like I was always being told to. I don’t know anything about power games or whatever his emotional issues were but my game is simple- being fucked so by my rules at least I’d won. I then realised that for the first time ever i was really enjoying his company too. I didn’t feel at all awkward now. He could sit there silently looking at me any way he liked, I lowered my eyes a fraction, catch his for the millisecond it took for him to get what I meant, smile inwardly and think of his cum. I like this. And let’s be honest. For all his condescending advice and contemptuous looks,he might need a late night whore again. He hasn’t yet but I bet he still has my number.

Guy number 1 from my last posting, teased my ass and then put a condom on, came back and finished the deed the proper way. Pushed in this time, not even spit for lube to start, but my hole was open. He fucked for a good 30 minutes on and off. In the end I swallowed his cum. No condom at all this time ?

I’m going to tell you the true story how i met one of my hottest sex-buddies. A few friends of mine told me about a hot young guy they met at a party. They said that he started very young with bare sex, got pozzed at 18, and did some bare porn when he was just 19. They send me the link to one of his porn vids, and i saw a blond young guy with a slim tattooed and pierced body fucking an older guy with a huge 10 inch cock. He was so fucking hot that i shot a huge load without touching myself. A year later i was looking for hot baresex on chems on Grindr when i got a message: “Hi! Also into Kinky? Assplay? FF?” I replied by telling him that i was into kinky and that i was experienced with assplay & FF. I was 18 when i started and that i had a huge collection with huge dildo’s and buttplugs. He answered me with: “FUCKING HOT! You also slam? T?” I told him that i have done it a few times and that i would love to do it with him. “ParTy now?! I’m at the trainstation. Can you pick me up?” He also send me some pictures. I regonized him immediately as that hot blond from the porn video. My cock nearly exploded. I told him i could be there in 10 minutes. I jumped in my car and raced to the station. I saw him sitting on a bench. I pulled up. He saw me, walked over and got into my car. He didn’t say much. When we arrived at my house he put his stuff in the corner and started to strip, i followed his lead. He put a bag on my counter and asked “Do you have a playroom?”. “Yes! It’s ready and waiting” i replied. He didn’t want to waist any time and said “I always start with a T slam… I love being raunchy!”. He began to prepare two syringes. Took two straps and handed me one. We tied off our arm. We both to a syringe and found a vein in our arm. “Let’s do it together” he said. I nodded and we pushed the content inside our bloodstream. With one hand he released my stap en with the other his. We couched together. The T spread thru our bodies. I saw his eyes change. I grab his arm and headed to the playroom. Raunchy bare porn was playing on the TV. He told me to lay on the bed on my back with my head hanging over the edge. He hung his semi hard cock in front of my mouth. I took his cock in my mouth and started to suck. His cock started to grow and he started to push his cock deep inside. He slowly started to face fuck me jamming his cock deeper with every thrust. I started to gag and gasp and try to move aways. He wrapped his hands around my throat and started to fuck my throat harder. I started to gag as he fuck my throat deeper. My gagging made him horny because i could feel his cock grow and getting harder inside my throat. He pulled out enough so i could gasp some air before sliding it back in ball deep. His cock gets covered with a thick layer of spit. He pulled out and asked me for lube. I handed him a big syringe with lube. He shot some up his ass and asked me to do the same. He walked over to my toys and grab two similar big dildo’s and placed them on the floor and begins rubbing lube on them. “The one that slides over it first decides what to do next!” he said and gets on his knees and positions his ass against the head. I quickly do the same. We both begin to push down. I take deep breaths as my ass begins to slowly open up. I grab a bottle of poppers. I open it and hold it under his nose. He closes up on side of his nose and take 5 deep breaths. Then i take some deep hits my self. I can see how he starts to slide over the head of the dildo. My ass is giving way and with a plop the head enters. A few seconds he follows. We slowly begin sliding the dildo deeper inside. He says “You not going to win”. I one move the last 5 inches slide inside of him as he grunts. I lost but i show him that my ass also can take the whole length. He grabs my nipples and start twisting. I do the same and we both begin to grunt deep. “You won so what do you want to do next?” I ask him. “Breed my ass and then fist your cum deep in me!” he replies. He stands up and with one hand he keeps the dildo inside while he moves over to the sling. I do the same and I put on the rubber short. The rubber short prevents the dildo from sliding out of my ass. i open the zipper in the front to free my rock hard dick. I grab the dildo in his ass and i slowly pull it out. His ass stays open and i start to slide my 7.8inch cock in. It feels moist and warm. He starts to beg“Yeah fuck me. Breed me. I want to feel it inside”. I tell him that the harder he plays with my nipples, the harder i will fuck. He grabs my nipples and start twisting and pinching them. I begin grunting as he starts to twist harder. I begin to pound his ass and after 10 minutes i feel that the pressure begins to build. I put my hands around his throat and begin to choke him slowly. The lack of oxygen makes his body quiver. The look in his eyes changes to total submission and begs me to cum. I release my grip and he start to gasp for air. The deep breath tightens up his ass which triggers a explosion of cum. Thick streams of cum begin filling his ass. This raunchy boy made me cum so hard. I pulled out grabbed my cock and pushed it back in. He moaned while i slide inside. I start to jerk out the last drops of cum inside before pulling out. Then i started to fist the cum deep inside his ass. With every stroke i slide deeper until i was elbow deep. I pulled out and made a fist and rammed it back in. I started to punch fuck his ass. Every time i pulled out his ass became more open. After 10 minutes he asked for a break. “Let’s prepare another slam before it’s your turn” he said. I smiles and answered “You can do with my ass what you want!”. “Can you handle double?” he asked. I nodded as we walk to the kitchen.

It was the winter after I turned 18 when, right before Christmas, I came down with the flu. I dreaded going to the doctor, but my Mom insisted, getting me an appointment on a late Friday afternoon. She was supposed to drive me there, but she telephoned, saying she couldn't get off of work. So somehow I drove myself. A little bit about me. I'm 5' 6" and weigh maybe 145 pounds. Blonde hair that's just about shoulder length. And hazel eyes. Being small older men loved me but none had fucked me yet because they didn't believe I was 18. So off I go to the doctor. I had scarcely walked through the door of the doctor's office when a wave of something hit me - leaving me feeling like shit. Even so there was paperwork to complete, so by the time the nurse came to lead me back to the examination room to get my vitals, the waiting room was empty. After the nurse had taken my blood pressure, temperature, and other routine tests, she remarked "The doctor will be with you shortly." Perhaps five minutes later HE walked in. Dr. William Bell. Six feet, seven inches and perfectly lean, salt and pepper hair. In his mid 50's. My type of man. I was hard instantly. Dr. Bell told the nurse she could go ahead, that he would lock-up, Dr. Bell and I chatted for several minutes until the nurse left and Dr. Bell asked me to undress to check for any abnormalities. I was slightly embarrassed because my cock was hard and I was leaking precum. Dr. Bell didn't pay any attention as his hands poked and prodded at my body. Dr. Bell then had me lay back on the bed and put my feet in the stirrups so he could check my prostrate. I thought that was kind of strange considering anybody could tell I had the flu. But he was a doctor so - well, whatever. I felt somewhat vulnerable given my ass was exposed, but at the same time I was still turned-on. Dr. Bell then startled me, asking if I had ever had anything in my ass. "No," I replied. He responded with a big smile as he murmurred "Just relax," inserting his index finger into my ass. I was so excited and nervous that I didn't notice Dr. Bell hadn't pulled-on a glove on to check my prostrate. As his finger entered my ass my load exploded. I was beyond embarrased, but to my surprise Dr. Bell didn't remove his finger, but rather inserted a second finger. He then scooped up my cum and fed it to me. Before long I was hard again and moaning like a bitch in heat. I noticed a couple of times what felt like him scratching inside my ass. It hurt slightly but the pleasure was far greater than the pain. After a few minutes Dr. Bell inserted a third finger in my ass really opening me up. After Dr. Bell had my ass where he wanted he lowered his pants. I nearly fainted at the size of his cock. It was a full nine inches long and as thick as a coke bottle. I also noticed a scorpion tattoo but I didn't know what it meant. He told me he was going to really destroy my immune system. Positioning himself at the foot of the bed, his cock aligned with my ass, and for better or worse before I could object to the prospects of that monster entering my ass, Dr. Bell shoved his cock all the way into my hole. I all but fainted from the pain. When I came to Dr. Bell was fucking my ass with a steady, powerful rhythm. It started feeling really good and I didn't think about asking about a condom, reasoning to myself "After all he is a doctor so what could happen?" My own cock was now hard again and I was on the edge of having another orgasm. After a few more minutes Dr. Bell really picked up the pace and was fucking me like a man possessed, so it wasn't surprising when Dr Bell let out a growl and unloaded what felt like a gallon of cum in my ass. This sent me over the edge and I exploded all over my chest. Kissing me hard, Dr Bell said "In two weeks I want to see you again." He also inserted a butt plug in my ass saying he said he would call me when it was time to remove it. Oh, by the way, Dr. Bell did indeed write me out a prescription to combat the flu. He also said "Welcome to the club," but didn't elaborate. Nearly two weeks have passed since I saw Dr. Bell, and I am still down with the flu. I can't wait to see Dr. Bell again and find out why.

I was in London last weekend and I decided to go to Vault 139, a cruise bar where I always have a good time. I went two nights in a row, I’d put ads up on BBRT, Squirt and here to let people know I’d be there and I hoped to see a lot of action. I ended up getting fucked by around 40 or 50 guys across the two days, which is a pretty big achievement even for me. I also planned something fun – I brought a marker with me to keep a load tally on my chest. I thought chest would be better than ass, then everyone can see I’m broadcasting what a proud slut I am. Thursday. I turned up at about 5.30pm, which is always a good time to catch the evening crowd starting up but also the afternoon crowd as well as the guys who are just popping in on their way home from work. Thursday nights are stripped nights, but I was a couple of hours early for that. I decided to get naked anyway, as I love CMNM situations, being surrounded by clothed guys while I am stark bollock naked. My first port of call was one of the dark corners at the back that is always good for immediate, anonymous bareback. I get nervy when I turn up at a place like this, so I always look for a raw cock in my ass within the first 10 minutes or so, because that totally chills me out, and flips me into a happy, horny state of mind. I tucked my marker into my trainer, and went hunting. The dark corner turned out to be fucking productive! It was filled with clothed guys and me walking in naked, openly lubing my ass up in front of everyone, let them know I was available. I had a guy inside me within a minute, surrounded by others who felt me up, held me or supported me while the first guy fucked me. It wasn’t long before I felt him shoot his load in my ass – I thought this was the time to shout ‘oh yeah cum in me, fucking cum in my ass’ to broadcast, as if guys didn’t already know, exactly what I was after. Really hit the point home! Guy #1 slipped out, in cums guy #2, more fucking and… well after 20 minutes in that dark corner I had 5 loads in my ass and a sixth guy enjoying the sloppy hole they had all created. I was kinda stunned. Usually you can get two or three loads at Vault like this from the afternoon crowd, but five?! Awesome. If I’d been a bit doubting about using the marker, I totally wasn’t now. Guy #6 pulled out, said he hadn’t cum cos he was staying for the night, but I got him to mark up the 5 loads on my chest for me. I was in for a hot night, and definitely wanted to get into double figures. It slowed down a bit as the afternoon and work crowds thinned out and more people got naked, so I got a drink. I only stayed for three hours, as I had to meet a friend at 10pm, but as the naked crowd filled up – Thursday nights are jammed at Vault – I was getting fucked left, right and centre… Someone on squirt got in contact and said he was Guy #1, said he stayed afterwards and saw me getting fucked by countless guys… to be honest it was all a blur… But I only marked my chest – or got the guy to do it, if there was time between being passed around – with loads that I was sure I got, that I felt shooting in me or the guy made it obvious that he was loading me up. Marker total by 9pm – 10 loads… there may have been more, but I was being strict with the numbers! Friday. I thought, wow after Thursday, Friday would be truly wild, as I’ve never had a tame Friday night at Vault. One time in November I got talking to an Alpha Dom, who ended up belt-whipping me in the bar area for half an hour before turning me over to the watching crowd who gang fucked me while he continued to hit me. I walked out covered in scars that night. I arrived wearing a jock under my jeans, and got shirtless… Friday nights aren’t naked, but it’s definitely better to be more undressed than anyone else. As it happened, the weather was terrible, so the Friday crowd wasn’t that big, but still up for it. Again I had the marker, and walked to the dark corner to get my first load and chill out my nerviness. You shouldn’t have high expectations, but it’s hard not to after a night of being loaded 5 times in 20 minutes, but I still got a couple of loads in me there. The first guy was this smily blondish top (I saw him properly in the bar area afterwards as he was leaving) who was obviously just in on his way home from work and just needed to load someone and leave. A nice good hard fuck to start the night, and when I turned around and told him to mark me, he didn’t understand and instead put a big cross across my chest! Fine, I added his mark properly anyway, and told him the first load of the night is always the best. Another guy in the dark corner loaded me right after and while I offered my ass around to a few other guys, there were no takers, so I went and got a drink. I stayed late this time but the smaller crowd meant less loads – I can be a total cum junkie sometimes, and I realise not all tops want this from a bottom, so I was just giving my ass away to anyone in the hope that the cum would eventually flow…. into me One very hot clothed guy fucked me about three times. The last time I got naked for him in a public area as it turns me on to be naked and on my back while the only thing he’s exposing is his bare cock. Shame in a way, as I’d have loved to see him naked, but he’s the top, it’s his choice completely. My role is to give as much of myself away as I can. A nice gang fuck with a few guys in by the barrels in a public area went well, the last guy was a hot bearded guy, short and mid-50s maybe but fucked like a dream. We started on my back but pretty quickly he spun me round cos he wanted to get in me deep, and wow, he tripped every orgasm thrill in me, blew the top of my head off with his fast fucking that somehow managed not to feel like a pounding. His cock seemed to fit inside me perfectly, like every contour matched. And when he shot his load inside me, I felt the pumping of his cock as the load went deep into me. I howled like some bitch in heat. He was Guy #5. After a few hours and still with only five loads in my ass, I decided to resort to the glory holes to speed this night up. Now there had been this hot chavvy guy dressed in a white tracksuit. I was really into him but he didn’t really pay anyone any attention. I walked into the glory hole and looked through, and it was him. I put my fingers through the hole, opened my mouth and he slipped his cock deep into my mouth and throat. Now sometimes I can take a good skull fucking, but it’s definitely easier if his hands are pressed behind my head and my face isn’t pressed into some sharp-edged glory hole. But I did my best like a trooper. Now a good trick here is to take the skull fuck until you taste precum, then look up at a guy and ask, almost begging, do you want to fuck me? Almost always works. And despite the anonymity, and not seeing his eyes obviously, it worked here too. But not quite the way I wanted. I spun round, pressed my cum-filled and re-lubed ass against the hole and I felt his fingers go inside me. Awesome, a good prelude. He stopped for a moment, then I thought he slipped more fingers inside me and I thought wow, not often I let someone put more than two in… I think he’s got four in there, maybe he’s gonna fist me? I’ve been curious about FF recently so I thought okay, go ahead, but again he stopped. Then he seemed to put his four fingers back in, but when I reached round it was his cock… hang on, why didn’t I feel that? I reached round again to confirm my suspicions and yes, felt the condom. What the fuck?! I tried to pull the condom off a little bit but he just pulled away. Take the condom off, I called through the hole, but when I turned around, he just slipped his rubbered cock in me again. No. I am not doing this. Pulled myself away, and without another word left the glory hole and him unsatisfied. Not my ass, boy. No rubbers in there. I went back to the clothed guy who’d fucked me three times already and he commented very appropriately ‘Oh, how boring!’ He turned me round to fuck me properly as neither of us wanted to think that the last cock inside me had not been bareback. Such a shame about the chavvy guy, but indeed… how boring! Well I managed to get two more loads in my ass that night… for a total of seven that I definitely knew of. As well as several loads down my throat that I was tempted to mark on my chest, but thought better to keep it strict. One Dom Alpha guy bears mentioning, towards the end of the night, but it’s a beautiful story of its own so I’ll put it in a new thread in the Cocksucking section. Also the last load in my ass that night was really special, but you’ll have to go to the Backroom to read about that

I'm fairly inexperienced with being a reciever of piss. It really depends on the guy and the piss. If the guy is really HOT and I'm really into him, I don't seem to have a problem drinking his piss. If I'm not all that much into the guy and all I want is to get fucked, I may not swallow. I'll just gargle with it then let it run out of my mouth. Since I'm not real experienced nor a piss connoisseur, if the piss is too strong, arsid tasting, I may have a hard time swallowing it, unless he's just hotter than fuck! Being a relative newcomer to piss, I prefer a more watered down piss to swallow. The one time that I have to say I really, really, really enjoyed swallowing piss was at Smokeout in Las Vegas a few years ago. I got in the giant oval tub in my room, there were 5 guys there. All had been drinking lots of beer. They pissed on me and into my mouth. I found it a huge turn-on and drank most of it before they all fucked me.

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Hello guys ! I’m Back with another story to tell you. This past weekend I packed and booked another room are days Inn Fort Lauderdale. This time I stayed at the one by the airport. I was hunting fresh meat. Got it there on Saturday around 3pm. On my way there I sent a shout oh GROWLr and posted on BBRT. It didn’t take much to stay receiving a couple of messages. A couple from GROWLr but most definitely several from BBRT. Fort Lauderdale is definitely the place in Florida for BB sex alrighty I got into my room - I douched my hole at home to save some time - went to the balcony and smoke a blunt before the party started. First guy- tall white ugly. 9x6 cock. He wanted to be the first because he doesn’t like loosen hole so I let him. Pounded me for about 5 minutes and boosted. He said my ass felt really good and he couldn’t hold it anymore he left. Ok next. I had a guy from Miami that was around so I invited him over. He got into my room and we looked for more guys for a small gangbang. We found a top on bbrt and one on Grindr. The bbrt was daddy undetectable looking nice guy. 7 thick cock. My friend from MIA has a typical North Carolina cock. White 7 inches and super thick. The third guy arrived with a massive 8x6 I’d say. They all took turns oh me. The Mia guy came twice, the daddy twice and the 8x6 once... HOWEVER.... he DP me with the daddy. Not gonna lie it wasn’t my first full DP and OMG what a feeling never been happier, it’s a mix of intense pain, wetness and pleasure. They came so quickly that I couldn’t believe what I was feeling it. Ok. This all happened between 3pm and 6pm. I took a nap and kept all that cum inside. Woke up around 9 and had checked the BBRT. A few new messages. A grandpa on his 70s with one of the biggest dicks I’ve taken and a black guy with out the thickest. There will be their pictures here at the end of this message. The daddy came and I got really shocked by how big and thick that anaconda was. My ass was sore and full so when he went in I did suffer a bit. However as soon as it was inside WOW WOW WOW what a feeling. He had no shame. Fucked me hard, deep and intensively. I’m a power bottom and trust me that cock was so big that I had to stop after 10 min. Didn’t let him cum inside unfortunately but trust me he destroyed my cock. So much that I want to bed and couldn’t take more. Alright alright bed time. Set my alarm to 7 so I could look for more cocks before my check out. Not many messages but remember the thick black cock who texted me on BBRT? He stopped by! I don’t know if you guys ever saw this but he got at my hotel with a long black elastic to manage his cock. He wrapped that around his neck as well as his cock from the bottom. So he controlled the elastic with his hands managing his cock inside me. It was another monster cock. I struggled taking it. The power bottom is not a power bottom anymore. Those two guys were the biggest and thickest my ass ever felt.... that was it’s then after a while I had a few small cocks. Two or three. Around 8-10 cocks. Not bad but definitely not my record. I think never will ever beat my Dallas vacay. Looking forward to comeback. Here are the pics I promised. My ass after being used and the monster cocks. Hopeyou ou guys enjoy this. And again, in me you can trust. All my stories are real otherwise I would not waste my time making them up to post here. No time for this shit. Enjoy Guys!

Honestly I could care less about a boys cock. Cages are great to make him focus on his cunt. Which is the reason I'm fucking u

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If you really don’t want your cock touched at all just lock it up. There’s no way for someone to misinterpret a caged and locked cock and pretty damn near no way for them to touch it, suck it or play with it. Being caged and locked will definitely eliminate your cock as a distraction and help you focus on what you’re doing. Go for it and enjoy.

as a top, I love to feel a caged cock, it lets me know that the bottom is only interested in getting used as holes for me and other tops. you don't have to be in long term chastity, lock up before you head out, leave the key at home, and be used then unlock when you get home.

When I'm being fucked, particularly in a sauna or cruise bar, I don't like it when either the top or some other guy reaches round to grab my cock. That's not where the action is. So I very often wear a jock to signal that my ass should be your focus, as well as your cock's pleasure and to hell with my cock. But it doesn't always work, and guys still reach into my jock sometimes to cop a feel. My cock goes flaccid when I being fucked anyway - I'm proud of that, feels like the sign of a true bottom bitch fag! - so they soon get the message, but when I'm concentrating on taking the cock in my ass and maximising his pleasure from it, it's distracting. I've experimented with both a cock cage and a proper chastity device. Both feel very satisfying to wear, like it's totally the right thing for me, but the problem is I have quite a large perineum muscle, so it's hard to get a big enough cock ring that will sit fairly comfortably so I can wear this thing for days and weeks at a time. The most I've managed is a few hours, or overnight once, but it gets so painful round my perineum when the ring starts to bite - and I've bought the biggest ring you can get for these too - that I have to stop. If anyone has any good experience in this area, I'd love to get advice here, because I'd love to go to saunas and cruise bars with my cock locked up. I just need to solve this problem. Or is it just that I have to get used to this discomfort and pain, that it will go away eventually, and simply need to accept it as part of my ongoing bitch fag existence...?

My friend is “straight” with six kids. Still married to his wife, but they’ve been separated for years. He’s always horny and loves to fuck. He has a nice six inch uncut cock. He works construction and stopped by today after work. Arrived funky and sweaty which I love. Sucked him until he got hard and he fucked me hard until he filled me with his babies. I can still taste his load in my ass five hours later. Finger-licking good. I’m a pig but I’m a happy pig

In the business lounge at Schiphol airport on a layover, was in the restroom freshening up at the sink and a hot German man was talking on a business call next to me. I kinda glared at him in the mirror because I thought it was rude for him to be on the phone in the restroom. But he stared right back and just seemed to know I must be a cockslut. He started rubbing his bulge, still on the phone. I licked my lips and he moved to a stall and motioned for me to follow, so I did. Sucked his huge uncut cock to completion while he kept talking on the phone the whole time. Never said a word to me.

Chicago boytown tonight, 11-Feb. Buddy and I looking for unprotected bottoms to breed.

So I'm new to both men and breeding but a few days ago I got my first load and I couldn't be happier. I have been chatting with a older man for a few days now and he seemed right down my alley. He has a fairly normal dick in size but I'm not sure I could take any more then that anyway. So when we finally met up he just flat out bent me over and went to town on my hole with his tongue. I told him I wanted him inside of me and with some lube and work it eventually went in. I never thought about asking for a condom untill he bursted out that he was going to fill me up and breed me. Now I can't stop thinking about getting more loads from men.

Had that done to my nipples before but never my cock. Bud tied me down face up spread eagle, slammed me, slammed himself, and then while I was still rushing he stuck the needles through my nips. I came so hard right then and there without anything touching my dick - the feeling was so fucking intense that I almost blacked out for a sec or two...

no one is ugly... just HIV, AIDS and/or STD make them beautiful...

Dude, I consider myself a hot slutty bottom boy. And I LOVE taking troll cock. Especially in public or on cam. Nothing fucking turns me on more than being a fuck slut for nasty dude cock. Hot me up man. Use this cunt bottom, troll dick is my specialty

Neither. I like my cock and balls to swing around freely with every thrust. I get hard with a cock fucking my ass, and I enjoy my cum shot, hopefully times for their load. A jock or cage just gets in the way.

SEX ALLEGATIONS, well, in our circles that gets him an honorary badge. Not to trivialize 'male-on-female' predatory behavior which is not 'sporting', especially in the conventional STRAIGHT man-on-woman, boy-on-girl, gentleman-on-proper-lady context... but in the gay-male-on-gay-porn-star world?? PLEASE, sounds more like Topher got caught up with a desperate, vindictive moment-in-the-lime-light-searching. yilted purse-clutcher... I mean seriously. I wonder what 'the other side of the story' is! Did Topher get bored with the guy? In our ( top vs. cumdumpster bareback) world aggressive, quasi-rape fantasies (and worse... or more depraved ones) are often EXPECTED, celebrated, although not embraced by all... but if one of us tangled with a porn-star, we'd be fools to expect 'gentlemen-behavior'... LOL We'd most likely EXPECT bareback, promiscuous aggressive behavior on the FIRST DATE, possibly never expect another fuck after that. BAD BOYS is what we like and celebrate in the 'breeding zone'. But of course the 'pretty-boy-studios' with their predictable condom-porn (YAWN) cater to the generic vanilla-gay-boy market, those entry-level gays who are still on-the-fence or aghast on the subject of wanton, UNSAFE bareback sex... Well we were all (well, many of us were) there once, dreaming about 'Mister Right' (who NEVER cheats) and maybe naive enough to expect monogamous happily-ever-after... (until we caught ex No.1, No.2, and No.3 cheat or we did and BAREBACK no less) WHAT A RUSH! Then we became 'converts' on so many levels and realized 'if you can't beat them (the wild, promiscous, UNSAFE SEX crowd) , join them'. Which is why Topher DiMaggio is suddenly hotter to me and part of the bareback brotherhood! TMI all the way!

First I also hope you continue this story. Damn it is so Hot!!! Secondly I would like to read about what happens to the soon to be pozd ex. You have a wonderful talent keep it going.....

I stopped by a cruise spot on my way home and got hit on right away by a older guy I sucked off before, he had a van and we jumped in back I sucked him hard and he lubed my hole and pushed me over a set and began to fuck me , he was good and soon shot his load deep in side me , I’m going to his house friday

So I was in a long term monogamous relationship where my boyfriend topped all the time bb since we were exclusive. Sex became so boring and I wanted to explore more. We broke up shortly after I started on PrEp. Not very active either as top or bottom maybe 10 hook up in the first year. However in the most recent months I am just craving cock. I still want to be attracted to whoever it’s attached to , but yeah sometimes I want to just bend over without knowing who it is ! I think I’m become a total whore and I love it! As for chasing anything (bug,std, viral anything) not into it but wanting pure raw dick and enjoy sex yes I’m down for that. Want to stay Negative and free of stds to keep enjoying my sex journey. I’m glad I found this site!

Lot of misconceptions here. Yes, an untreated HIV infection can take years to lead to AIDS, but that doesn’t mean it won’t cause health problems. Seroconversion illness (aka “fuck flu”) itself, especially in older folks who might have other health conditions, can be pretty serious. And in folks with weaker immune systems to begin with, the progression to AIDS might be much faster. Also - yes, there’s a risk of kidney function issues with Truvada, but the risk does not increase substantially with age unless you already have another kidney issue (something any doctor would screen for before starting someone on Truvada). I am also not following your logic in saying that “it would not even be a health issue” if he took ART after getting HIV, but taking PrEP is somehow more likely to cause kidney issues? There’s a risk of kidney issues with most antiretrovirals. And don’t get me wrong, as a public health worker I’m not a fan of a lot of things that “big pharma” does in the US, but if you really think PrEP is a ploy to “get people to take drugs they don’t need” in order to sell more drugs, don’t you think they would rather people became HIV+ and needed multiple/more expensive drugs? I work with multiple MSM in their 70s who take PrEP, and it’s a perfectly valid option to reduce their risk of HIV infection. I like that it empowers them to have the kind of sex they enjoy at a time in their life when they can finally let loose, after living through some of the worst periods of rampant homophobia and the terrifying early days of the AIDS epidemic.

Aren't bottoms allowed to have some fun too while servicing a top? A top blowing a load within 3 minutes and walking out is not my idea of fun. For me sex is a 2-way street.

I once woke up at my boyfriend’s place cause I was being fucked. It took me a while to realize it wasn’t my bf but his older “straight” brother. True story.

everyinch123 https://www.xtube.com/video-watch/hung-cop-shoots-twice-at-gh-39053641 When I first saw this officer's cock I thought to myself, "He needs a permit to carry that thing." So when he came by the glory hole it became a case for the detectives investigating cum crimes. Enjoy!

I found a new place to be bred. My LA Fitness in down town Tampa is soooo cruisey. And guys are hot and horny. Been getting fucked literally two or three times every work out and been going at least 6 days a week, often twice a day. Two benefits, get awesome work outs in that make my gym bunny ass tight for these boys, and also loving the attention in the showers. Thanks to my new honey hole for cock, I have been fucked 68 times this year already, and taken 52 loads. Some boys want to fuck my with a condom, so I bring condoms and lube into the showers and never turn down a guy who wants to fuck me because thats my purpose in life, but luckily many guys cant help themselves in the showers when I grab their rock hard cocks and pull a lubed butt plug out of my hole and shove their raw cock inside me... After that, most of them fuck me until I have their DNA deep inside me. Its been a stellar year this far, maybe I'll break 600 loads at this rate and maybe be fucked 750 times... Soooo hot!

The video's not out yet, I just saw a scene of it with him fucking Chase Parker....can't wait until he turns into a total pig

Yesterday: dude I've been chatting with on BBRT for a bit, but never managed to meet up. We started texting a few days ago. He mentions he'll be off work early and whether I want some company. To be honest, I couldn't even really remember his profile, but I don't really care either. He arrives and he's much taller than expected, like 6'3-6'5 range. We make out for a while, thankfully he's a great kisser. We undress each other and he's rock hard. Thick cock, probably 5" around. Uncut. Maybe 8" long and sticking straight out. I get to work on his knob, and I'm having a hard time deepthroating because it's so straight, which never happens. We move to the bed. He likes sucking cock too, and he's quite good at it. I'm not really into receiving oral, but he was better than most so I let him. He munched on my ass for a long time, putting his tongue very deep in my ass. He asks me to sit on his face and I happily oblige. It finally gives me a better angle to deepthroat, and get it all the way in. Holy fuck his cock head is thick though, I can literally feel it "pop" in. I love me a challenge though! Finally I ask if he wants to fuck me and you can tell he's been waiting for it. I'm usually good with just spit, but given my issues getting it down my throat, I figure lube is not a bad idea. I ask him how he wants it, he says he wants me to ride him. No complaints here! I take a few hits of poppers and start sliding it in. Fuck it feels good. Take me a bit of time to get it all the way in, but I eventually do. And then I'm off to town. His eyes are rolling back, I think he hasn't gotten laid in a bit. It doesn't take long for him to start shooting up my hole. He finishes shooting but doesn't stop fucking me, and his cock surprisingly stays hard. So I continue riding him until I bust my nut on his chest. We keep fucking for a bit and make out, I can feel the cum between our chests. We jump in the shower together, and then chill on my couch for a bit. He keeps sucking my little limp dick, clearly loving it. It's actually really hot seeing my cock in this tall burly man's mouth. Soon enough his dick is right back at attention, and he wants to fuck me again. Yes, sir! This time he wants to fuck me on my back, which I love. Only takes him about 5 minutes and he's dumping a second load into me. Again, he keeps fucking me even after cumming, but I tell him I probably won't cum again. We're cleaning up in the washroom and he has to pee. I start playing with his cock while he's peeing, knowing he's into watersports. I surprise him by sitting on the bare bowl and splashing my body and face with his piss. I suck him off a bit as he finishes his stream. Rince off in the shower and send him on his way. Probably fucked around 50-60 guys these past few weeks and this was easily my best lay. Will definitely be seeing this one again.

A week ago I got fucked at the local cruise park by a really hot guy. This was the second or third time we have seen each other there. Each time he fucks me in the woods, pumps his load and leaves. Until last week, we have barely spoken a half dozen words. The guy is super hot, very straight looking/acting, with a beautiful 8” cut cock. After we were done last week, he gave his number and said he wanted to host me so we could really take our time fucking and avoid a potential arrest fucking in a public park. We exchanged numbers, I never thought I would hear from him but I have several times. His texts are one word “available”. So this morning I texted him “available until 4”. He replied and gave me an address to meet him at. I jumped up got dressed when he said he had to cancel. DAMN! I texted back “how about the park instead”. In 15 minutes I pulled into the park, it was slow but I saw his pickup truck. We walked back to our usual spot, I dropped and sucked to him fully hard. He said he couldn’t wait any longer and spit on his dick and slid in me fully. I leaned up against a tree as he began to fuck me fast and slow. I could feel his dick getting really hard, like he was about to blow and he would immediately slow down. He was enjoying the blistering he was giving my hole. He kept saying how much he loved my tight hole. He pulled out completely and spit on his dick once again and told me to bend over and stick out my ass as far as I could. When I did, he rammed his cock all the way in, grabbed my hips and pounded me as furiously as he could. I could feel his dick swelling but this time he didnt slow down. Couple of minutes he’s panting and says I am gonna breed your hole right now! One final thrust and he held on has his load splattered my insides. He pulled out and as we cleaned up we (finally) made some small talk. He told me that he has a “chick” that lives with him. But that he will keep in touch and wants to keep fucking my ass whenever we can meet. He left as a few cars were arriving. A young Hispanic guy and regular showed up and smiled as we passed. He fucked me months ago - maybe a year now - but nothing since. As we passed I could tell he was looking back so I turned around and smiled. By now, lots of guys are cruising since it’s lunch time. I walked away and passed a young hot black that fucked me a few weeks ago but again it was pretty busy so not easy to connect. Finally the other cruisers were in different parts of the park and the Hispanic guy motioned for me to follow him into a very wooded area off the path. Just so happens that the black guy also follows. The 3 of us are standing behind a pretty large tree that is surrounded by brush and mangroves. The Hispanic guy grabs my ass and spits on his dick and slides in. His cock is average 6” or so and uncut but he’s obviously pretty horned up the way he starts to pound me. After a couple of minutes he pulls out and a gob of cum from the other guy leaks out. I turn around and he says I am not done yet. He slides back in and takes little time in shooting his load inside. The whole time the black guy is watching and slowly jacking off. Once the Hispanic pulls out the black slides right into my cum filled two load hole. This guy’s cock is probably 7” or so and thicker than the last one. He doesn’t waste any time in pounding me. I see another very old man cruising and he is walking towards us but neither of consider stopping. The old man can’t see or doesn’t notice us but he is only a couple of hundred feet away! With a couple of more thrusts my black stud makes a loud groan and releases his load into me. The cum is now pouring out of my ass, my jock is completely soaked in cum. I tried to clean up but realized there was too much cum for a napkin so I left. I took 3 huge loads in a little over an hour. Pretty efficient use of time.

My pussy may still be recovering from last night but I love the feeling of being sore and worn out ? i was blindfolded in our play room, laid on the sling with poppers in hand and my bf told me to wait. He later told me I had taken 16 guys (10 were invited by my bf and the rest came with them) i was royally fucked for almost 6 hours straight, used hard from the very beginning at first I was waiting till I heard movement in the room and then felt a hard cock pressing on my hole, seconds later he was balls deep in me (I had my bf’s load in me for lube) and we both grunted from the pleasure, then he just started pumping me in various speeds, from hard long thrusts to slow and deep till he announced he was cummin deep in my pussy when he withdrew someone else took his place and he moved to my mouth for me to clean him this went on till they all dumped a load in me and then I was release from the sling and carried to our large fuck mattress (it’s on the floor and covered in rubber for all sort of fun including piss?) i was then fucked doggy and I felt one of the guys laying next to me and I was moved on top of him and was instructed to ride him, which I gladly did of course then my favorite thing happened and I felt a second cock pressing next to the cock I was riding, looking for a way in, which he found and shoved himself deep and I was double penetrated, I just love how the tops find their rhythm and they fuck me hard and deep all men took their turn double penetrating me till each rewarded me with another load ? while I was being dp’d some of the guys felt the need to piss and I first had a golden shower to drench me and my blindfold in piss and then I started drinking them from the tap Apparently some of the guys had to leave after their second round but 7 remained and had a competition between themselves to show each other who can fuck me harder and deeper I sure wasn’t complaining and I kept encouraging them to keep on going and go harder on me, which they sure did! each rewarded me with another cum load and I cleaned them all before they took a quick shower and left while I was laying on the mattress drenched in cum and piss only when they all left my bf came and told me what a good boy I am and how proud he is of me which got me instantly hard he surprised me and sat on me taking my cock up his hole balls deep, I was exhausted so he rode me for a couple of minutes before I exploaded in him and he got up, lifted my legs and shoved his cock in me, pumped for a couple of minutes and dumped the last load in me only then he took the blindfold off and we made out a bit and he ate my ass and we shared a couple of cum filled kisses before calling it a night and taking a nice long bath before bed woke up with my bf pumping my sore hole and got his morning load ? overall, last night I received nearly 40 loads ?

So I had a HOT time this morning. First breeding (top) of the year. This guy on Sniffies I’d talked to before but couldn’t ever coordinate. Pics actually didn’t do him justice - tight worked out muscle bottom. Very hot. Dark room, anon, ball cap, with four previous loads in his tight n squishy hole. He had a huge thick cock but was strictly a bottom. I walked in, he’s on all 4s, I ate his hole which he loved and hit his poppers. He turned around to suck my dick and pulled my hands down to his nipples and went nuts as I squeezed them hard. Back to all fours, rubbing against my cock. A little lube and I was in! Fucked him hard and being a tight little muscle boy, I could grab onto his shoulders and slam myself in. He laid down flat and I did push up slams into his ass. He started begging for a load in his cumdump ass. I said I’m gonna breed your fucking faggot hole, and went in as deep as I could and shot. We were both breathing heavy and all sweaty. Pulled out, wiped my dick off, got dressed while he was still laying down and left. Hope he took more loads that day.

Part 5: The Fall I was being spit roasted by two men almost double my age. Each of them intent on breeding and pozing me. And I was giving no resistance. I could feel myself embracing my new life. I could feel my daddy working open my boyhole. As he started going in deeper and hitting my inner ring. I started to flex and pull on his huge man cock. I let myself embrace the animal I was. I was a boyhole, not a man, just a boyhole. And I knew this was how my life was supposed to be. “Fuck, do you feel that boyhole opening up for me. Do you feel that boyhole accepting me. Soon my poz loaf will be deep inside you. The perfect lube to help you realize what you truly are.” Raising his leg on the mattress daddy started to pound at a different angle. I could feel the head piercing my boyclit and I knew this is what I wanted. I knew this is who I was. That life I lived outside this moment was a lie. The car. The house. The job. It was all a lie I wore so that I could thrive in this dank filthy world where I was a boyhole who wanted to please men. In that moment I realized daddy could show up to work and demand my boyhole and I would give it. My boss could walk by my desk and I would be totally willing to throw everything away if it meant getting daddy’s cock in me. Greg was stroking my hair as I slurped on his long thin Daddy cock. I knew he was next in my hole. I could see his heavy balls filled with poz cum ready to charge me up. He kept telling me what a good boyhole I was. How lucky I was that I found a daddy who cared enough to poz me and make sure I was who I was supposed to be. The poppers were placed under my nose and I was told to take three big hits each nostril. The rush hit me like a ton of bricks. My hole began to spasm as I started to spew my load. I could feel my boyhole spasm around Daddy’s cock as he started to swell and increase his pounding. “Oh Fuck Yes boyhole. Spew your last neg load. Feel me poz your boyhole.” Daddy wastes no time in pulling out of me. My went and ruined hole leaking out poz seed tinted pink from the rough breeding I had just taken. Greg ripped his cock from my mouth. “Wait no,” I begged. “Don’t worry boyhole I’m going right into you. You won’t have to wait long.” Greg said moving behind me. Daddy came around the front and offered his slimy cock to me to clean up. “Such a good boyhole.” He said while I started to clean his cock. Tasting my ass and that familiar copper taste of blood. “Taste that poz load boyhole. It’s in you now. There’s nothing to save you now. You’re a boyhole only good for one thing.” Daddy’s cock fell from my mouth. I was sweaty and dizzy from poppers and the whole atmosphere. “Poz loads daddy,” I said. Eyes going wide as Greg’s long dad cock pushed into me. Just then I looked to my right at the door that been left ajar. Several men were standing there. A gathering of disgusting men “Take a good look boyhole” He said tossing my hair, Greg grunting begins me as he fucked me. “They’re all getting a turn. They’re all here to help you embrace the new you. My wonderful poz boyhole.” The poppers were placed under my nose and I submitted willing to take everything.

Part 4: Acceptance I started to struggle, I could my heart race as the adrenaline kicked in. I kept telling myself that I can’t let them poz me. I can’t let this happen. “Fucking boyhole is trying to stop this. Greg hold him down will ya. Give your piece to suck on for a bit that should calm him down.” My daddy said as he pounded me even harder. Greg can in and helped hold me down. His long slender cock smelled as if he had already been inside a hole and I looked up at him. “Go on, open up, suck me bitch” He said while rubbing the cock all over my face. I felt daddy begin to shift as he moved himself so he could speak softly into my ear. “You wanted to be a boyhole right?” He asked me while still fucking my hole. “Yes” I said. Greg put the poppers under my nose and started to tease his cock into my mouth. “Boyholes live for cum and cock. They don’t need to be beg they need to be poz. Think how free you’ll be knowing you can take anything into you. You’ll be able to get fucked anywhere by anyone all because you’re gonna be a poz cumdump.” He picked up the speed. “Or I could just stop and let you go.” Then it happened. He pulled out and I felt my world shatter. I wasn’t thinking about getting away. I wasn’t thinking about getting tested. I was thinking of how empty I was now that daddy wasn’t in my hole. “No please” I begged. Eyes wide open as I looked back his cock rock hard and wet with lube and my ass juices. “No what?” Daddy asked me. “Please don’t stop fucking me. Please.” I started to scoot back to get daddy back into me. Greg watched me from his spot in front of me and stroked his long cock. “What a boyhole.” Greg said laughing as he took a hit of poppers. “You know what that means then right. You know what you have to become?” He asked me. “I want you back in me. No matter what. I’m sorry I tried to stop this Sir.” I said. Head hung low. ”What are you?” Daddy asked lining back up to my hole. “A boyhole” I said. “A what?” He asked pressing his head into me. “A boyhole.” I said a little louder. “You’re missing something. Say it. What are you?” He started to fuck me again. “A poz boyhole who only wants cum in him.” I shouted looking right at Greg’s face as the cock in my boyhole bottomed out. “Now go ahead boyhole. Take Greg into your mouth and get him ready. He’s next in you after I blow this load.” Daddy said picking up the pace. “Go on boyhole. Suck me. Get me ready to poz your useless boyhole and make you a poz cum dump.” Looking up at him with glazed eyes I opened wide and willing took his poz cock into my mouth. I was a poz boyhole only good for dumping in.

Part 3: boyhole i could feel the hard Daddy cock at my hole. He made small circles with the head to entice me further. I could feel my ass start to quiver and relax as more pressure was applied. That oh so familiar sense of pain and excitement right before the top pushes in was sending my heart rate sky high. I was poppered up naked about to let this old man mount me. I was about to embrace the bestial primal energy I had denied for so long take control and let me become what I really wanted to be. Boyhole. A hole for men to dump into nothing more. “What does boyhole want.” He said. Teasing my hole. Putting pressure then pulling away before he slipped in. I moaned and groaned in frustration. “Nope you have to tell me or no cock for you. Now what does boyhole need??” I could feel the malice and heat from his voice. His breath on my neck he gently rubbed my lower back while rubbing the head against my hole some more. “I want you to fuck me.” I whispered quietly. “What was that?” He said, his cock was lined up now I could feel the heat from his hard man dick poised to enter me. “Louder.” ”I want you to fuck me daddy. I want to feel that hard raw duck turn me into a cum seeking popper pig boyhole. I wanna take your load and have it feel me up. Please.” I begged, hands gripping the sheets realizing I had said it. I said exactly what I had been feeling all this time but was too scared to ever say. But it was out there now. I said to daddy and I gave myself up to him to become his boyhole. “Alright. Take a big hit boyhole. It’s about to happen.” He said. I frantically popped the top off and began sniffing like crazy. The rush hit me fast and in that moment when my body surrendered and my mind was at peace he slid into me in one powerful thrust. He was only using my spit and what little lube I had originally applied to enter me. I could feel the friction and burn from his sudden invasion. I was almost certain he was ripping me to shreds. I knew that I would be sloppy and bloody by the end of this fuck. But it didn’t matter. He wanted me to be his boyhole, not his lover. I laid there taking my pounding fully understand my place. I was just a dump. “Damn this hole is tight,” He said with gritted teeth as he slowly pounded into me. The fleshy slap of his skin against mine made me feel so inferior as my hole averted this new life. “Tore you up real good boyhole. I think everyone needs to see this excellent work.” He said as I felt a shift on the bed. I could hear the door being left open and I realized he was not fucking me for everyone to see. Everyone would now know the real me. I wanted to hide myself but the feelings in my ass just made me beg louder. Moan more and want this feeling to continue. “Hey Jon, who’s the kid?” Asked a middle aged man with a mustache now standing at the doorway watching me degrade myself to being a cum dump. “New boyhole. Just opening him up and changing his life for the better.” Job said slapping my ass hard. I flinched but asked for another which he delivered on the other cheek. “Damn, let me at that hole next. He’ll need more than just your load if he’s gonna be a poz dump for us.” It was at that moment I realized what was happening. I wasn’t just becoming a cum dump. I was being converted. I was becoming a poz cum dump.

Chapter 5: Jake's descent Over the summer, Alex and I continued to text sporadically. He was helping me come out of my shell. On his pushing, I'd twice ended up in the darkroom at XXL letting guys fuck me raw. At some point, I don't quite remember when, he got me to admit that I enjoyed bugchaser porn and reading posts on Breeding Zone. He thought it was super hot, and encouraged me. He also told me that he was poz, had been for about five years, but was on meds and undetectable. In mid-September he messaged me out of the blue, "Do you remember that Irish cub I made friends with at the start of the summer?"... Of course I do, "Yeah, I think so" I said, feigning ignorance. "I had a great time with him last weekend!". I really should shut this down. I shouldn't let it continue. I shouldn't break Jake's privacy. I shouldn't reply. But my dick thought better, "Oh yeah?" I typed. "Yeah, I think you'll like it <devil face>". What followed was probably the hottest conversation I've ever read, I won't transcribe it, instead this is what transpired the weekend before. Alex met Jake at the bear bar, after a few drinks they went back to Alex's place. By this point, they'd started fucking raw. I didn't check about whether he'd disclosed his status to Jake, but from reading between the lines I don't think he had. So they fucked that night. On Saturday morning, Alex asked Jake if he had any plans for the weekend, he didn't and so Alex suggested that maybe they try out Jake's fantasy to have an anon fuck session. Jake took some persuading but agreed. Jake went home to do some chores, but was back at Alex's by the mid-afternoon. Alex told him to strip as soon as he walked in the door, and handed him a jockstrap to put on. They play around a bit and then there's a knock at the door. Alex gets Jake on all fours and puts a blindfold on him. Five guys that Alex knows are at the door and Alex greets them all, although one of them stays silent so Jake can only ever make out four voices. Not that he knows what they're saying as they're all talking in German. Over the next couple of hours these guys use Jake's ass and mouth. And each fuck at least one load up his ass. Eventually the other guys leave, Alex pulls off Jake's blindfold and tells him he's done well for his first anon group. He starts fingering Jake's hole, playing with all the cum that's in there. Then he asks if Jake's up for more there's a friend of his that couldn't make it over earlier. Jake's a bit timid but with persuasion agrees. About 15 minutes later there's another knock at the door, Alex puts the blindfold on him and lets this other friend in. They get Jake back into position on his knees so one can fuck Jake's ass while he suck the other's cock. Alex and his new friend swap back and forth for a bit. And then at some point while Alex is fucking Jake he stops and asks him "Do you want me to take the blindfold off". His mouth being full of the other guy's cock he can't really say anything but he shrugs, which Alex interprets as a 'yes'. Alex gets behind Jake and holds his head, "stay still" he tells Jake, the guy fucking his throat moves in a bit deeper. Alex says "keep your eyes closed" while he starts to remove the blindfold, the guy fucking Jake's throat moves him deeper so that Jake's nose is buried in his pubes. Alex keeps holding Jake's head tightly in place, and tells him "open them". Jake slowly opens his eyes, while the guy fucking his throat starts to withdraw, allowing Jake to slowly see the giant biohazard tattoo between the guy's cock and belly button. The guy starts fucking back and forth in Jake's mouth, while Alex holds his head tightly. At first Jake is really tense, but eventually the throat fucking wins out and Jake starts moving with the rhythm of it. Alex moves round to the side and starts wanking in front of Jake's face. Jake notices that Alex is getting ready to cum and goes to switch dicks, but Alex says "no" and keeps Jake sucking the other guy's cock. Alex then blows his load, a big, thick load, all over the guy's tattoo. He looks at Jake and says "lick it up", Jake looks a bit puzzled, but Alex just barks back "lick up and eat my cum". And so Jake slowly pulls off the guy's dick, moves his tongue towards the guy's belly and starts to lick up Alex's cum. When Jake thinks he's done he starts to pull away, but Alex says "do a thorough job, repeat it, make sure you haven't missed anything". So he does, and Alex keeps him licking the tattoo for about five minutes. Then when Alex decides that Jake's done, he tells him to start sucking the guy again, while Alex starts to play with Jake's ass. He works a few fingers in, playing with Jake's cummy hole. Then he fucks him a bit. After a while, he pulls out and flips Jake onto his back, and starts fucking him again while his mate watches. Alex beckons his friend to come behind him. As Jake clocks what's about to happen his eyes get bigger, an element of fear finally runs across his face. "Let him fuck you" Alex commands, "he already has, not only when you were blindfolded just now, but also earlier today. He was here too, he just didn't say anything back then. He came in you twice already today. So let him fuck you again". While Alex was saying this, the other guy slid into Jake's cummy ass. After about 10 minutes or so, when Jake's finally into it, Alex takes Jake's hand that's been playing with the guy's nipples and chest fuzz and guides it down to Jake's ass. On the way down, Alex stops at the tattoo and makes Jake rub it for a bit. Then down to Jake's ass, making him feel the guy's cock slide in and out of him, in and out, in... and... out. Then Alex says very calmly, "Yes cub, feel that raw poz dick sliding in and out of your sleazy ass", and with that Jake's dick, which until now hadn't really been that hard, springs up instantly. Alex grabs Jake's dick and starts wanking it, "Yes cub, it feels good doesn't it"... Jake quietly murmurs in approval as Alex's works Jake's hardening dick... "feels good to have raw poz dick inside you, doesn't it"... Jake murmurs again... "what was that cub, you like raw poz dick inside you?"... Jake murmurs yet again... "I didn't hear you"... "yes" Jake says fairly quietly... "What do you like inside you?" Alex asks... "raw dick" Jake says... "what sort of raw cock?"... I take a while... "what sort of raw cock is inside you?"... "poz cock" Jake whispers softly, Alex looks at him, silently telling Jake with his look that he wants Jake to say it louder, and eventually after more coaxing he does... "Cub, your dick just pulsed when you said that in your proper voice, not whispering. You must really like it". With that Alex continues to wank Jake's cock but starts to move it so that the tip touches the guy's tattoo. "Yes cub, you really do like this raw poz dick inside you... now wank yourself" he says, and he moves one of Jake's hands to his own cock, and the other to the tattoo making Jake alternate between tracing out the biohazard patterns and rubbing it. After another 20 or so minutes of this, the guy fucking Jake goes through the tell tale signs that he's about to cum. Alex says to Jake "he's about to cum, do you want that raw poz dick to cum inside you?"... Jake murmurs yes... "I didn't hear you"... "Yes, I want him to cum in me"... "You want his cum? What type of cum is it cub?"... "Poz cum"... "You wat poz cum inside you"... "Yes" ... "Tell me what you want" .. "Cum" Jake says, Alex starts to look at him, but Jake quickly follows up with "poz cum... I want poz cum inside me"... "Yes cub. Now tell him" Alex says, pointing to his mate, "do you know what to say to him?"... Jake nods, and then looks straight at the other guy's face and says "poz me" and with that the guy fucking him starts his final assault... "Yes cub", Alex says, "you want to join us, you want him to make you poz, don't you?"... "Yes" Jake says almost immediately and at the same time starts cumming, just moments before the guy fucking him starts to cum. After the climax of the story, Alex also sent me a photo. The face was cropped but I could see Jake's distinctive cheeky grin and gingery beard. The very distinctive bird tattoo he has on his right pec. And then his cum covered belly, his still hard dick. And, Alex hadn't been lying the guy fucking Jake had a seriously large biohazard tattoo between his cock (which was still in Jake) and belly button. I was already on the verge of cumming myself, but that photo took me over the edge.

JC here...in Ohio. Looking for a poz top buddy. Neg here

Part 6 - The Birthday Gift A week later and classes finally finished for the academic year, Ethan and Adam sat on the grass relaxing and watching all the other students heading home, Ethan was feeling lethargic and hot so he was glad when they eventually went their separate ways. The June weather being particularly kind with blue skies and humid conditions, but Ethan had already decided to skip the Hamptons in favour of getting his college work done so that he could at least enjoy a few weeks relaxing, his family would be gone for at least a month. He heard his father talking about some business he had to conclude next week in the city for one of his corporate clients and he would drive there from the Hamptons, he knew no one would be home for the month. When he eventually reached home he collapsed on the sofa hot and exhausted, he figured he was coming down with a cold and more annoyed that it was starting right at this point. He didn't feel like eating and wondered upstairs and laid on the bed falling asleep quickly. The morning sunlight streamed in to his bedroom, he had a raging headache and felt very queasy, quickly he jumped off the bed and ran to the bathroom where he started heaving in to the toilet, sweat ran down his face as he sat on the floor his head resting against the coolness of the tiled wall for some comfort. He had no idea how long he had been sitting there and slowly rose to his feet heading back to bedroom he undressed and climbed in to bed, as the day wore on he felt worse and suffered alone. He was woken by his phone alerting him to a message, reaching over he picked it up and saw a message from Angelo he was not in the mood and placed the phone back on the bedside cabinet. Besides he was going to heed Adam's advice and cut off ties with him thinking it would be the best course of action. Ethan laid looking up at the ceiling and debating if he should call his mother and tell her he was sick and laid up in bed, he knew that she would probably drive home to be with him, he didn't even get chance to think it through before he dozed off again. His phone pinged again and he reached over to retrieve it seeing another message from Angelo so reluctantly he opened the first message 'Your quiet', he scrolled to the next one 'Don't ignore me'. Ethan not really thinking straight typed a reply 'Sorry, I am not well, in bed' he looked at this response for a moment then tapped the send button. His reply came immediately 'What's wrong, do you have flu?, give me your address and I will bring you back to mine'. Ethan laid back looking at the screen until it switched off, he really didn't know what to do. He had no idea why he did it but Ethan unlocked the phone and typed his address and sent it. Angelo laughed to himself knowing that Ethan lived in Harrison which was only a twenty minute drive from Larchmont, he replied telling Ethan to be ready in thirty minutes. Ethan sat bolt upright shouting 'fuck, fuck, fuck', he realised he had just given Angelo his address, if he could go any whiter than he currently looked he made a very good attempt at it. He had just made the fatal mistake of giving his address to him, and knew that Angelo could now get to him whenever he wanted. Reluctantly Ethan hauled himself out of bed and threw on some joggers and a top and sat on the front door step as the sun started to sink lower in the sky, his head in his hands as the car pulled up, he looked up seeing Angelo's face who called out for him to get in. Ethan sat in the passenger seat and Angelo looked at Ethan's sweat covered face. The car pulled away for the short trip to Larchmont, Ethan paid little attention where they were going until the car stopped and Angelo got out and came round to the passenger side, he picked Ethan up and carried him inside up to his bedroom. Angelo undressed him and laid in in bed, he put the TV on and slipped in to bed beside Ethan cuddling up next to him, within minutes Ethan was fast asleep. Angelo watched Ethan sleeping in his arms he felt a sensation wakening in his body at being happy to able to care for someone, after all it had been a long time, Angelo fell asleep with a smile on his face. Ethan woke at the sound of movement, it was dark outside as Angelo entered the bedroom with some food and water. He helped Ethan sit up and began to feed him. "How are you feeling?" Angelo asked dipping the spoon in the soup. Ethan sighed "Not as bad as this morning, I've never been this ill". "It looks like the fever has broken so it will pass soon enough" Angelo replied. Ethan looked at Angelo "What will?". "I expect it is your body reacting to the hiv virus" Angelo put the bowel on the bedside table. Ethan sobbed and put his head in his hands "You did this to me". "If I hadn't someone else would have, you saw what that place is like" Angelo said with no expression. Ethan wiped the tear from his eye "You have ruined my life". Angelo shook his head "You put yourself in the bathhouse no one else did that". Ethan sobbed "Why did you do it?". "To take your virginity and give you a gift for your birthday" Angelo replied looking at him. Ethan stopped and looked at him "Wait, how did you know it was my birthday?". Angelo laughed "Brad told me, you don't think someone like you doesn't get noticed do you?". Ethan placed his head in his hands again "Is it just a game to you ruining lives". Angelo smirked at Ethan "It's sex whatever way you look at it". "For you maybe it is, but you have just taken my future away" Ethan sobbed in his hands. Angelo looked at him "You need to go to a clinic and get tested that...." Ethan cut him off "I should go this is all wrong". "Go where?" Angelo moved closer to Ethan. "Home, this is all wrong I need to be alone" Ethan moved and sat on the edge of the bed. "I own you, your not going anywhere" Angelo's tone changed as he reached up to stroke Ethan's head. Ethan flinched and pushed him away, his actions provoked a reaction he never expected. Angelo twisted Ethan's body around with force and pushed him flat on bed, his hands held Ethan's shoulders down so he could not move. It happened so quickly Ethan screamed and thrashed about under the weight of Angelo, his ass burning in pain. Angelo gave no warning or indication he just forced his cock deep in to Ethan's ass and began hammering his body in to the mattress. Every time Ethan tried to escape and move Angelo fucked him harder. Ethan pleaded and cried for him stop but the fucking continued and rained down into his ass. His voice grew hoarse and his body to weak to fight he sobbed in to the bed sheet waiting for it to be over. Angelo was focused on the job at hand but couldn't hold back, he just found the young lad sexy and it brought him to orgasm quickly. Angelo pushed his cock in deep and locked his hips up tight against Ethan as he let out a loud grunt releasing a fresh quantity of potent seed in to his boy. Ethan cried as he felt each breeding contraction in his ass from the invading cock releasing more seed in to his body. Angelo panted heavily next to Ethan's face and kissing his neck he whispered 'Never push me away, you belong to me, never forget that I own you!'. He followed with several had thrusts to reinforce his statement to Ethan. In some far off bizarre way and through the pain of what he endured he felt a very strange desire for Angelo, but he knew he had just seen part of Angelo's aggressive side. Slowly Angelo withdrew his cock from Ethan's ass and rolled on to his back and looked at the ceiling, he didn't know what had come over him to behave like this. Yes he had been brutal with other men but never on this scale to someone so young, was he really that afraid that he had pushed the young guy to far and may have scared him off. He turned his head to look at him, Ethan laid on his stomach to exhausted to move. He daren't move, his body ached and his ass was in pain, he now only comprehended Adam's warning and should have trusted him. There was an eerie silence in the room and Ethan closed his eyes as he felt Angelo moving on the bed, he waited but nothing happened. Angelo sat on the edge of the bed looking at himself in the mirror, had he really become that much of a monster, never allowing anyone to get close and always keeping them at a distance to use and abuse when he wanted and on his terms. He saw the young guys reflection in the mirror still laying in the same position, it was the first time he had ever brought anyone back to his home since his previous partner from 5 years ago. He had caught him cheating and sat waiting for him to come home, when he did Angelo tried to fuck his partner who pushed him away saying he was not in the mood. Angelo slapped him and held his partner down before fucking him aggressively telling him that if he wanted to fuck with other men then he would treat him like the cheating whore he is. After he finished he dragged his partner by his legs naked in to the hallway outside their apartment and threw his clothes at him and locked the door. He vowed then never to let anyone get close to him for fear of rejection or deceit. But seeing the reflection of the young guy brought a sadness to him. "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that to you" Angelo said watching the reflection in the mirror. Ethan turned on to his back "You hurt me, what did I ever do to you?" his voice shaking. Angelo looked at Ethan through the mirror "I'm so sorry" he said again and lowered his head. "Why would you do that to me?" a tear rolled down Ethan's face. Angelo stood up "I can't do this now, I will drive you home when you are ready" he left and closed the door. Ethan watched Angelo as he left the bedroom he saw deep sadness clearly on his face, Ethan rolled over on to his side going over what had just happened, his body still weak gave out and he fell asleep. The dreams came and went, the same dream of Angelo and him on a beach playing and walking in the surf. Ethan woke and saw the time was 3am and the house was silent the bed apart from him was empty, he needed a drink of water so he quietly got walked down the stairs towards the kitchen. He stopped at the bottom surprised to see Angelo sat in the lounge in darkness looking out in to the garden. He looked lost as he just stared out of the French windows at nothing, Ethan felt sorry for him, yes, what he did to him a few hours ago was unpleasant but his head was telling him it was not aggression against him personally. Ethan walked round the sofa and stood to the side of Angelo who quickly rubbed his eyes seeing the young guy standing there. Ethan had no idea what to do or had any experience of dealing with these things, he mustered up the courage. "Talk to me Angelo?" Ethan spoke softly. Angelo looked up at him "No, you better leave". Ethan stood there "Why did you, you owe me that much of an explanation?". "A complex of fear and emotion, you wouldn't understand" Angelo's gaze returned to the garden. Ethan kneeled down in front of him "Why won't you be open with me?". "Your just a fuck that was in the wrong place at the wrong time" Angelo spoke with sadness in his voice. Ethan touched Angelo's leg "Is that what you do, fuck and shut people out?" Angelo looked at him as he hit the nail on the head "Your very perceptive". "Do you think that people don't care for you despite what you did, I mean do?" Ethan stood up. Angelo's gaze returned to the garden "It makes things less complicated". "For you maybe, you don't even know my name do you?" Ethan looked Angelo in the eye. Angelo looked at him and shook his head "No, as I said it makes things less complicated". Ethan touched Angelo's hand "You are the only person I have had sex with or been so intimate with". "What I did upstairs was not intimate" he replied looking at Ethan's hand. Ethan looked at Angelo "I'm glad you know the difference. I can get a cab if you want me to leave now?". Angelo shrugged his shoulders "Do what you think is best for you, I won't stop you". There was an awkward silence between them for a moment, Ethan knew that he didn't want to leave as he had come to the realisation he found Angelo intriguing and somewhat crazy but liked him, but there was that nagging worry that he could turn and do it again. Ethan pulled his hand away and stood up. Angelo fixed his gaze on the young guy, seeing him standing there lit by moonlight he was undeniably attractive in many ways in his eyes. Angelo was hoping that it wasn't going to end like this, the young guy had in a short few weeks got closer to him than anyone had these past few years. Ethan stepped forward and sat on Angelo's lap looking him in the eye he kissed Angelo on the lips delicately. "At least come and lay in bed with me" Ethan spoke softly to him. Angelo nodded "Are you sure?". Ethan smiled "You told me upstairs that you owned me". Angelo stood picking Ethan up "Is that what you want, me to own you?". "I don't know, I'm so confused at the moment I can't think properly" Ethan replied. Angelo kissed him "I will lay with you until daylight then take you home". "Ethan, my name is Ethan and Ethan needs water" he told Angelo. Angelo broke a smile and carried him to the kitchen nodding towards the refrigerator, Ethan opened the door and retrieved a bottle of water. He clasped his hands around Angelo's neck as he carried him upstairs to the bedroom. Ethan was still feeling weak and exhausted and soon his heavy eyelids closed as he fell asleep. Angelo held Ethan in his arms and gently stroked his back until sleep overtook him as well. The sunlight woke Ethan who found his body enveloped by Angelo's muscled arms wrapped around him, feeling a lot better he laid there not stirring but looking out of the window and began thinking about his decision to explore sex. It had led him down a path he never suspected or wanted, yet he laid in the arms of the person who has destroyed his life and verged on raping him last night. Ethan didn't know what to make of Angelo's motives and if he was just another notch on the bed post, Angelo moved his arms pulling Ethan closer to him. Ethan laid there in bliss with the warmth of Angelo's body next to his, he had never felt so close to another man like he did right now and drifted off in to a comforting sleep. Angelo opened his eyes and glanced at the clock, it was early afternoon, Ethan was still sleeping and huddled up close against him, he gently removed his arms and slipped out of bed heading to the bathroom. Ethan stirred and realised he was alone in bed, he sat on the edge of the bed and took a sip of water. Standing up he walked over to the window looking out at how beautiful the day was and the how pretty the grounds and surrounding area looked. Ethan sensed Angelo had come back in to the bedroom. Angelo stood at the doorway from the bathroom and watched Ethan for a moment, he liked what he saw and loved the sexual naivety about him. Angelo crossed the room and stood behind him, Ethan felt the warm breath on his neck, he moved back a touch until their bodies touched. Angelo wrapped his arms around Ethan gently he did not hesitate and pushed back more to be closer as his ass rubbed against Angelo's semi hard cock. He was beginning to learn how to respond and respect the strange intoxicating power Angelo had over him now. He stroked Angelo's arm as Angelo kissed his neck, gently Angelo turned Ethan around picking him up and carried him to the bed, gently laying him down. There was no sex but what Ethan saw was a loving and tender moment, just the intimacy of them being together in each others arms kissing. At some point things turned in his head and Ethan hit the point where he did not want Angelo to let him go. Was he really falling for Angelo he thought to himself, his erratic dreams always involved Angelo at some point and they always ended with them on a beach walking in the surf. The sun was sinking lower in the sky and Ethan knew he had to get home and try to catch up on his course work, he was somewhat hesitant to bring up the subject not knowing how Angelo would react. Ethan turned to face Angelo "I have to go home Angelo". Angelo looked at him intently "I understand Ethan" he replied a little hesitantly. "Thank you for looking after me" Ethan moved and sat on the edge of the bed. Angelo moved up behind Ethan and kissed his neck "I am sorry about last night Ethan". "Why did you?" Ethan asked turning his head. Angelo stroked his head "You pushed me away, I don't like that and to many bad memories flooded back". "Oh" Ethan struggled to find his words "I should go". Angelo's hands dropped from Ethan's head "Okay" he sounded disheartened. The drive home was a pretty quiet as Ethan's emotions were in turmoil over if should see him again, but on the flip side he didn't know if Angelo would want to see him again. As the car pulled up to the driveway Ethan noticed that Angelo just stared dead ahead. "Thank you Angelo" Ethan said touching Angelo's arm. Angelo glanced at him "I am in the city on Wednesday and will be at the bathhouse at 4pm". Ethan opened the car door "Do you want me to be there?" he asked looking back. "No Ethan, you need to decide if you really want me to own you" Angelo replied. Ethan closed the car door slightly stunned and shocked at his reaction, it was as if Angelo had put his guard up again but it was in no way a demand. Ethan watched him pulling away disappearing down the tree lined road, he had already decided he would be at the bathhouse and knew that this action would mean surrendering himself to Angelo.

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I would agree 110%. It is true the is the risk of co-infection which is VERY rare and minimal. I have been poz for almost 9 years. My bf has been poz almost 8. We play with others and each other. Our doctor has NEVER told us use protection with each other. He has discouraged us at times for playing with others for risk of other STI's as spoogeboy mentioned as well. These can briefly cause havoc with your blood counts and can be an unpleasant PAIN to get rid of, but rawTOP's advice - "Take a deep breath, relax and enjoy life" is the best yet. Whether you intended or not to become poz at 19, it definitely not worth stopping what you enjoy which is BB sex!!