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This is my first story. Please be kind. Work had been crazy, so with things finally slowing down I decided to take a couple of weeks off during the holidays. Since I hadn’t been home in years I finally caved into my mom and booked a ticket to see her. A little about me. I just turned 30, but look younger. I’m 5’6”, brown hair, green eyes. I’m nothing special just average. I’m more bottom, oh who am I kidding I’m a total bottom. I hate topping my cock is just way to small. But if I’m honest I really haven’t been with anyone in way too long. The last couple of times I bottomed it just wasn’t that enjoyable. I always got fucked safe, had a few tops want to breed me but I was too scared and demanded they suit up. So here I was at my moms hoping to enjoy a few weeks of peace and quiet when she informs me that she’s volunteered my services to help her neighbors son clean out his dad’s house. The next morning I knocked on the door and waited impatiently for someone I’d never met to let me in so I could get this over with. Imagine my surprise when this fucking god of a man opened the door. He was easily over 6’ dark blue eyes, closely trimmed beard, hair sticking out from the collar of his white T-shirt that looked like it had been painted on. I guessed he was somewhere in his 50s and damn I was in love. I have a thing for hot hairy daddies. I was staring at him, my mouth on the floor. “Hi there son, can I help you?” “Um sorry, I’m Chad. My mom volunteered me to help you clean out your house.” “Of course, come on in. I’m Max” he said as he stuck his hand out to me. Oh fuck I was in so much trouble. He closed the door behind me and proceeded to explain that his dad had recently passed away but he’d been putting off cleaning out the house. “I really appreciate this Chad. I’m sure you’d much rather be spending time with your wife or girlfriend.” “Nope, totally single and it sure as hell wouldn’t be with a woman if I was with someone.” OMG I can’t believe I just said that. He got this big grin on his handsome face. “Good to know”. We worked side by side for a couple of hours and made small talk. Him mostly asking about my life in the city. We’d both worked up quite a sweat so during a break he took his T-shirt off and started to use it to dry off his chest. He had few tats on his upper arm and a scorpion on his hip. I could feel my little cock starting to chub up. He caught me staring and asked if liked what I saw. “You’re gorgeous Sir.” Sir where the fuck did that come. He dropped his shirt and started to play with his nipples. “Why don’t you come over here son and help daddy out.” Next thing I knew I was standing in front of him. I placed one of my hands on his chest while he took my other hand and placed it on his hard cock through his pants. I leaned into him to smell his musky odor and sighed. I heard him chuckle “you like daddy’s smell son?” “Yes sir!” He grabbed my face and pushed me towards his sweaty pit. He raised his arm and I buried my face licking his pit clean. “Damn my boy’s a pig. Clean the other one too.” After a few minutes he pulled me out of his pits and pressed on my shoulders to get me on my knees. I was now face to face with his very tight bulge, he didn’t appear to be wearing underwear so there was a rather large wet spot on his jeans. He grinned down at me at said “what you waiting for son, take it out and start sucking.” I quickly unzipped his pants and the most beautiful 8” cock jumped out to meet me. It was dripping with precum. I couldn’t wait to taste him. I started sucking on his dick taking him in as far as I could. I started chocking a bit so he pulled out so I could breathe. “Get him nice and wet boy, the only lube you’re getting is my precum and your spit.” Oh fuck I was in so much trouble.

Chapter 2 I was going crazy sucking his cock. His precum tasted so good I couldn’t wait to taste his cum. He was moaning so I figured I was doing a good job and if I got him off down my throat he wouldn’t actually fuck me. After a few minutes he tapped my head and pulled his cock from my mouth. I whimpered. “Damn boy you’re a good cock sucker. Any longer and I’d be blasting my load down your throat. Can’t have that happening now can we.” He pulled me up so we were standing face to face. He leaned down and started kissing me. “Mmm son there is no doubt you have a very talented mouth. How about we see if your ass is just as good. You’ve got way too many clothes on boy strip.” Without even thinking I started taking my clothes off. I wanted to please him so bad. I took my pants off and was left standing in a just a jock. “Damn son I didn’t expect that from you.” “Sorry daddy, I was planning on checking out the park over in the next town today. I heard rumors that it was a great place to meet guys and I was hoping to suck some cock so I cleaned out just in case. Then mom waylaid my plans and had me come help you.” Oh fuck I was rambling and couldn’t shut up. I did that when I was nervous. He started chuckling. “Nothing to apologize for son. You look hot in that jock. Leave it on, you won’t be using your dick today anyway. Now turn around and bend over and let daddy take a look at your ass.” I did as instructed and could hear him growling behind him. “Damn boy I’m going to enjoy destroying that ass! Come with me let’s move this to the bedroom. Get on the bed on all fours.” I did as he instructed. I couldn’t remember ever being this horny before. Suddenly I felt his hands on my ass and his finger lightly circling my hole. I let out a moan. Next thing I knew his tongue was licking me. “Holy shit” I screamed out. “You like that boy?” “Yes, yes, yes. Don’t stop please that feels so good.” He dove back in and was really eating my ass out. I was moaning and panting so hard. Soon he removed his tongue and replaced it with a finger opening me up more. “Damn you’re tight son. When was the last time you were fucked?” “Couple of years Sir.” “Damn! Why so long? Your boy pussy is begging to be used.” “I know I’m a bottom sir but it just never really felt good and hurt so much and they weren’t even as big as you daddy.” “Did they use condoms boy?” “Yes sir, always fucked safe sir.” “Hmm I think that’s the problem son. True bottoms NEVER make their tops use condoms.” “What about catching something?” “You’re negative right son? Are you on prep?” “Yes I’m neg. I was on prep a few years ago but stopped last year since I wasn’t really getting fucked.” “Mmm son you just made daddy’s dick get even harder. Do you trust me son?” “Of course daddy.” I moaned again as he now had three fingers inside me. “Have you ever had a poz cock inside your boy?” “No of course not daddy.” “See son I have a theory about you. I knew the second I saw you this morning that you were a nasty pig. You just hadn’t found the right man to show you your true nature. Bottom pigs like you son should take any load offered them and NEVER question the top. Now answer me honestly son, why’d you stop taking prep?” I was going crazy. I couldn’t think straight his fingers felt so amazing in my ass. He was totally breaking down my last barriers. “Because I secretly wanted a poz daddy to make me his boy but was too afraid to admit it sir,” I screamed out. Holy shit had I really just said that out loud. I’d never admitted that to anyone before. “Good boy I’m so proud of you! Now you have a choice son. I can remove my fingers from your ass and you can get dressed, leave and never come back or you can beg your daddy to stick his toxic cock deep inside your boy pussy and set you free. What’s it going to be boy?”

As a closeted guy trying to convince myself that I was straight and only fooled around with men when I got so horny I could not handle it any more I should never have spent all those hours on the local gay chat phone line. I would go for months with only jacking off (3 or 4 times a day) as relief but eventually I needed more. Going to the local Asian run mini-mart with the huge porn shelf I would but several girlie magazines with a gay article mag tucked in between them. I eventually found I could only buy the ones with men and women in them so I could jack to the vision of the hot male members. Then wait to cum while reading nasty stories of man to man play especially group play. It was the middle of the AIDS crisis so far too many of the stories included condom use which always made my cock go instantly go limp. In real life I was too scared to give into my real desires for raw cock and on the rare occasions I made a connection I always insisted on condom use. I was thrilled when one of the gay mags included an add for a local gay phone chat line. I called with my heart racing and when the recorded voice said "Welcome to the hottest gay chat line in the country my cock was instantly raging hard". When it asked for my name I was too shy and used my middle name David to try and hide myself. The honesty and perversion of many of the guys was driving me wild and I never actually talked with anyone the first few times just listening and jerking like a madman until I would spray a load of cum on the wall over my shoulder. Then the shame would hit and would have to hang up and clean myself off and feel guilty. The next night I would be back on line with my cock harder than before. The best nights were when a guy who called himself "Barebacker" was on line I always had to send him messages and talk with the dirty guy. He would usually send a few messages back and forth with me, but after a while I knew he was loosing interest in me. In fear of loosing contact with him I finally invited him over to my place. He showed up with a goddie bag including dildoes, popers, a bong and bag of weed. At this point I had been clean and sober for 5 years and though I let him smoke a bowl (in my garage) and let him blow me, but I wound up too shy to go any farther. The next weekend he was back on line. I apologized for my fear and asked him back scared I had blown it. Talking with him I asked him not to tell me his status because I was afraid his answer would scare me off. I felt so fortunate when he agreed to come over. I'm so thankful that though he was a top he really liked my thick 8" cock so he thought I was worth another chance. When he arrived I was still really nervous but I was too scared to blow it again so we started making out and went up to my bedroom to get naked. I was so nervous that I was practically shaking. He told me he had something that would help and pulled out a small glass pipe and bag with some white crystals. I reminded him that I was "clean and sober" he laughed and said "trust me you are going to like this". Something in me broke and I agreed to smoke the "Coke" with him. He laughed again and said no for sex this is Tina and its even better. A couple hits later he was greasing my hole and I knew there was no turning back. Still something made me have to know and I said I had to know his status. He smiled and said I'm exactly what you need for your first bareback fuck. "I'm Positive"! Clearly the inner pervert had taken over because all the blood left my rational brain and filled my cock with my biggest erection ever! The pain of his 7" rod was intense but I knew I was going to have to take it. Within several strokes my ass felt better than ever before and I started moaning and talking like the pervert that I had become. As he got closer to blowing he asked me where I wanted his load. Of course I gay the only answer I could and begged him to fill me with his charged load. He said "I will, but you have to promise that you will never have safe sex again in your life. I was so turned on and shot an incredible load of my own as I said yes! That was the day my inner pig truly awakened. I broke up with the girl I had been trying to fake being straight with and have only had gay bareback sex ever since. My thanks to the stud who freed my inner pig!

Part 6 We finally got done eating with a magnificent dessert. Just had to try about 3 different pies and a piece of cake and was so full it was ridiculous. All of us were almost moaning and joking about needing a crane to get back up. We sat around talking some more, when I said I had to get to the restroom or burst my bladder. My cousin Mike told me he had to go also. We headed out almost on the run. One of the hazards of eating a huge amount and drinking, coffee, tea, lemonade on top of the food. LOL We almost looked like we were in a race in the restroom to see who could get their cock our first. My cousin all of a sudden, noticed there was a shower area in there and ran in there, I was a little curious and followed, both of us holding our cocks tight. We found out the shower area bent around and had several showers actually and headed to the farthest one around the corner. As we got to it my cousin was peeling his clothes off in a hurry and told me to join him, so I did, kind of wondering whet the heck. As we got naked, we stepped into the shower and as we did my cousin immediately started to piss on me while shoving down on my shoulders. I dropped to my knees and he held his cock a moment telling me to open wide. I opened my mouth and he let fly with his piss into my mouth as he closed the gap and drove his cock into my mouth deep. I closed my lips over him and was trying my hardest to swallow as much as I could, but some leaked out as he was peeing so much. As he finally stopped, he pulled his now hardening cock our of my mouth, pulling me to my feet and planting his lips around my cock as I could not hold back any longer and was soon filling his mouth and stomach with my piss also. Some of mine dribbled down his chin also as I had to have pissed as much as he had. As I finished, he was soon sucking the heck out of me and I was hard in no time hardly. He only sucked until my first moan of pleasure and then let go and stood up, planting his mouth on mine. We kissed for a bit, then parted as he told me he had wanted to do that to me for a long time now. We kissed again for a bit as we dried off in the air, then parted and got dressed in a hurry as we knew we had been gone longer than most would have been. We headed back out, talking and laughing all the way. When we got back to the table we found that Frank and Sam were not there. We wondered around a bit and then I finally asked my dad if he had seen them. He told me they had found out there was a game room downstairs and a bar and had headed down to check it out. Mike and I headed down there quickly to see what kind of games there were. When we got to the basement we were both somewhat amazed at the game room and bar. They were really nice and the game room was separated into several rooms, each with a different type of game apparently available. We went to the bar first and I was surprised as they didn't card me but just sold us both what we ordered. We then went lookingfor Frank and Sam. They were finally found at the most distant room and we caught them definitely in a hot embrace. They were kissing very passionately and both had hands down the front of each other's pants feeling their cocks. Mike and I just stood and watched for a bit, before clearing our throats and laughing at the surprised expressions on Frank and Sam's faces at being caught like they were. Then everyone just laughed about it as we entered the room, closing the door behind us. Mike and I crossed the floor quickly and Mike went for Frank as Sam grabbed me and we were all kissing and making out hotly. We were all groping and soon reaching into each other's pants and since we were all close together we basically kept switching around who we were touching. I had never done anything like this before but was finding it to be very hot. All of us had hard cocks in no time and soon had our pants undone so we could get them out to play with better. Then, Frank, in a moment of clarity broke away and went to the door and locked it. As he turned and came back we were all, in a hurry now, getting our clothes off. Soon all were naked and groping and making out more and hotter.

Did he really just say what I thought he said….”Oh fuck that’s good”….he…er…he said he knew my son…”Fuck me harder”…..he knew the kid in the photo next to my bed….”AHHH FUCCKK YEAH HARDER..”…he’d fucked him a few weeks ago…”Oh god, go deeper”…he’d fucked my son…HE’D FUCKED MY SON!! “Wait, wait” I said pushing him up..he was fucking hot and was doing a great job of stretching my cunt…”You fucked him” I said pointing to the picture. He stopped, ripped, sweaty and panting, pushing up and looked at the photograph, “Yeah, hot kid, fucked him and some other lad.” He suddenly looked at me as puzzled as I was, “He a friend?” He asked as I leaned up to grab the photo. “He’s my son” I replied. The hot stud who’d been ploughing me missionary, suddenly grinned at me. “Sweet, I’ve fucked the Father and Son” I have to admit it sounded hot too, “Did he know you were poz?” I asked with a sudden sinking feeling. “Yeah, first thing they asked. Wanted to know if I was toxic, they wanted breeding” He grinned back, “Concerned for your son?” he said gently thrusting back into me. I breathed in as he entered me, “A little, but I think he’s on Prep.” I said suddenly full of mixed emotions for the well being of my only son and the thought of this hot stud breeding him. “Well they said they weren’t and wanted pozzing. They begged me for my poison load” He smirked and began to fuck me hard again. The thought of fucking the father and the son had clearly excited him. If truth be told, it did me too. We fucked hard for another hour before he finally shot his poz load down my throat. He ate mine and we kissed for a while longer. “I’m undetectable anyway, so no chanced of infecting your boy” He smirked as I led him to the door of my apartment. It was 3am and this Grindr fuck stud had been just what I needed. Hung, muscular and total top who just happened to be HIV+. “I never asked what status you were?” He said as I stood naked with my front door wide open. “I’m HIV+ too and high viral load at the moment” I grinned. The stud smiled back, “Sweet” as I closed the door on him. I had a lot to absorb besides the Grindr studs cum in my stomach. My teenage son was chasing. I wasn’t sure how I felt about that. It would be hard to criticize him since I’d been incredibly promiscuous all my life and finally succumbed to the bug when I was 32 after riding any toxic cock I could find. Now at the ripe old age of 38, I was toned, with a shaved head and short, trimmed beard. I still had a six pack, defined arms and muscular pecs with pert little nipples. I also kept my upper body smooth showing off my hairless balls and 8.5” uncut cock. I was an above average DILF and Grindr was my haunt. Unsuspecting and naïve slutty bottoms my prey. Speaking of which, my phone let out a Grindr growl. I walked back into my living room and grabbed the phone. It was a notification from the stud who’d just left. 'Forgot. I met your son and his bf on Twitter. They have a JustForFans account. You may want to check it out', he wrote. I clicked the link and sure enough my naked son Ben and his other half, Jeremy popped up. Both were grinning with cum covered faces. For the rest of the night I sat naked on the couch watching my beautiful boy being used by so many different men. I’d been so proud of him as he grew to manhood. I’d fathered him when I was 20, during my bisexual phase. I’d been so happy when he came out as gay at the age of 14, although he was overtly effeminate so it wasn’t exactly a shock. Nor was finding him sucking the dick of an older brother of one of his school friends in his bedroom one Christmas I’d come to visit. Now he was grown, with short dark hair and a beautifully proportioned tight body. Defined six pack, pert little nipples, smooth, unblemished skin. A fabulous ass and his fathers big dick, which like mine, remained hard and leaked copious amounts of precum all the time he was being fucked. I hadn’t actually seen him top once, so he was obviously a bottom who loved being stretched wide, either by one or two cocks, or a fist. There were plenty of clips of him taking massive dildos and some monster manhood's too. His boyfriend Jeremy was also a stunning boy. 19 years of age and was at the same dance school as Ben. He was a few inches taller and skinnier, but his fat dick was inside Ben as often as he could be, it would seem. I’d met him a few times and liked him because he made my boy happy. Now I could see why and their depraved love life was equal to my own. The two of them were utter sluts. Watching my boy felch cum out of his bf’s freshly seeded cunt and then share it with him. He was equally adept with being pissed on and drank much of what he was given. Perhaps his best videos were of older men using him in every position. Clearly like me, Ben loved older guys and would whimper and moan as he was abused. He loved being tied up and slapped around. Verbal and physical humiliation made him very happy with his erect cock bouncing up and down in every scene. It was strange, but I realised I’d been wanking my fat dick for ages as I watched my boy being fucked by countless men. Knowing that he was chasing was also making me horny as fuck.

Brett left and I did not see him for a couple days. When he showed up he had Chad in tow. Brett was acting all macho like he did when I first met him. I had saw who was coming to the house on the gate cam so I was in my room ready for them when they came in. Chad smiled and said it has been so fucking long since I shoot my nut in an ass, while he was removing his shirt and pants I looked over and Brett was stripping as well. Chad mounted me and his first thrust was was quick and deep and one of the hardest I had had in a long time. It felt amazing, his big dick sliding in and out as hard as he could and him calling me his fucking bitch, and a fucking whore. I loved it so much and then Brett claimed up on the bed and shoved his cock in my face, I took it in my mouth as deep as I could and heard him moan out in pure pleasure. After Chad shoot his first load in my ass he looked at Brett and said your turn bitch. Brett just looked at me and I smiled and said I'm all yours fucking breed me, please. I saw him smile a huge smile and for a second I thought I saw a tear of joy. Before I could decide if it was a tear or not his cock was buried deep in my ass and he was pounding away almost as hard as Chad. Over Brett's shoulder I saw Chad climbing aboard Bret's ass and I could see the smile on Brett's face as he felt the cock enter him. Bret bent down close to my ear and said are you sure? I said fuck yes I sure, breed me slut. He then whispered he had let Aiden fuck him two more times. I asked if he had told Chad and he shook his head no. Chad stopped his grunting and asked what we were talking about. I looked at Bret and smiled and said its now or never you ready. he slowly shook his head yes and I said we are talking about the night your brother bread Brett's ass and Brett is saying your brother fucks harder and and his dick is bigger. Chad didn't seem to mind Brett had been fucked by his brother but was pissed that we said his brother was better. He slammed in to Brett hard and Brett let out a load moan and Chad said is that true bitch by brother is a better fuck. Brett had a shirt eating grin on his face as he said god damn right he is. He railed my ass better than you ever have. Brett started moaning loader and loader and Chad started slamming his ass harder and harder. Chad was no god damn way I'm going to let my brother fuck my bitch better than me. Take my dick you fucking whore, Ill show you how a man fucks. For me this was amazing because Brett;'s dick was still pounding away at my ass and I could feel the affect of Chad's fuck. About fifteen minuets after it all started I hear Chad say take this faggot and he grunted out his load "fuck, fuck, fuck,fuck" about the same time Brett moaned I'm coming of fuck that feels good, god damn that's good. Chad pulled out and climbed of Brett and shoved his cock in my mouth to clean up. Brett was sucking on it some as well. Then Brett pulled out of me and shoved his cock in my face for me to clean. Then Chad looked at Bret and said, wait you let my brother bread you? Brett climbed off of me and drooped his head and while looking at the floor he said yes, I let him fuck four loads in my over the last coupe days. Chad was speechless, Brett said you said it best, I'm a god damn faggot slut and I fucking love cock in my ass. He looked at me and then looked back to Chad and said from this day on I'm yours. I wont fuck anyone or take a dick from anyone unless you say so. I'll do what ever you want. Brett then dropped to his knees with his head still looking down and tears running down his face. Chad stood still for a few moments and then he approached Brett and lifted his head up and said suck my dick faggot, get me hard so I can fuck the old slut again. Brett looked up and said yes sir and went to town on Chads cock. Chad looked over and said don't worry Ill let him fuck you ever once in a while. Then he looked down at Brett and spit on his face a couple times and said god damn it took you long enough to realize what you wanted bitch. I wish you had started sucking my cock years ago.

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It was my first weekend as a vers/bottom, in my late 30s. For much of my life when I was with a guy I was always the top. I didn't like bottoming because it hurt and was uncomfortable. Then the SO went out of town for the weekend and I found myself intrigued at the thought of getting fucked. I played with my ass, used a toy to open it up, and posted on CL. Before long, I had a married daddy stopping by on his way home from the airport. He had a condom with him. I sucked him hard, he wrapped it up and got behind me. It was bumpy and not very pleasant. He came and then left. I was almost ready then and there to give it up and find a nice ass to fuck, when the most gorgeous black dick I ever saw appeared in my inbox. In less than an hour he was in my apartment. He didn't have a condom, but I liked to top bare, so I never hesitated at the idea of taking him raw. I was on my knees on the couch, bracing myself against the wall, as he slid inside me. It was the most amazing feeling I've ever had. He took his time and I loved every second of it! Long, sensual strokes, hitting my prostate just right. Then, he informed me he was about to cum, and without a thought I told him I wanted him to cum in my ass. A few more thrusts and I could feel his cock pulsing against my sphincter as he loaded me. After he came, my first raw top withdrew, cleaned himself up, and left. Early the next morning, he emailed me again asking if he could stop by again. Thrilled, I said yes, and within a half hour his beautiful dick was back in my hole. This time nothing needed to be said. He knew I wanted his load, and he filled me again. I've never looked back. Now it's up to the top to say he needs a condom; otherwise I assume we're fucking skin-on-skin.

Can everyone please stop saying that "THEY ARE CLEAN" its offensive

He texted me: "Bend over for me again." He's a slender, muscular young black guy driving a company truck. One of those big trucks with gear in the back. I had met him 3 times before and we had gotten each other off with blow jobs and making out but I wanted his beautiful cock in my ass. He cums big, lots of juice and it tastes so good. He had fucked me a few days ago, standing by the open door of his big truck on a stretch of road that was closed due to the bridge being out (i.e., no traffic down that section). Last night was a repeat except he wanted my ass. It was pretty cold here in OKC area, though, with strong winds but I was up to it if he was. It was night, around 9:30 pm. He kissed me, I sucked him, he sucked me, then spun me around and pushed his nice big, rock hard black cock into my hole. Damn. it hurt so good. I had to make him stop so I could get used to him being there. Then he started pumping slowly. Picking up speed, he began to really ride me, I was bent far over the seat of his macho truck. I reached back and pulled his tight ass into me fully impaling my ass. Panting, his breathing got heaver, i encouraged him saying "breed my ass, breed daddy's ass, man! What a fucking stud you are!" and all other kinds of nasty stuff I could think of. His pounding picked up speed and it was like a fucking jackhammer in my ass. Felt great and hurt at the same time. He clenches his entire body as he unloads in me. I feel his cock pulsing, jerking in my ass. He slowly pulls out and I kiss him. Tell him that I'll bottom for him anytime. Love that young man's cock.

Went over to a friend's for Friendsgiving. Cute guy who has a girlfriend. Open relationship, so I'm hopeful. There was a total of 7 of us, 4 guys, 3 girls. Before we start to eat, his girlfriend went and told us they were trying a new thing. He was locked in chastity. All of us guys were into guys in some way, so we took her telling us this that he was free game. Im a strict bottom, but this was a major turn on. All of us eventually had our way with him. I ended up going last, when I walked in, one of the guys was balls deep in his cum filled ass. So I went up and started making out with this caged cockold. I noticed he was very horny and precum was pouring out of his cage. I eventually laid under him, catching this little stream in my mouth. When the other guy finally came in his ass, I got up and found one of there dildos. I pushed it in his gaping hole and pulled it out, covered in cum. I started playing with his balls as I ate the 2 loads in him out. He was moaning and almost in tears. After I was satisfied with the cum in my mouth and on my face, I laid with him and made out, letting him lick all that cum off me. Finally he jumped up and went to town, sucking my dick as I kept eating his worn out hole. Eventual I came, and looked up as his girlfriend was standing over us watching with delight. The girls started going in, I'm guessing to get eaten out. We all washed, and had an amazing dinner. He was so horny the whole time it was fun to watch. Best Thanksgiving ever!

I’ve been locked in this micro cage for a week and my BF traveling for work the whole time and told me I’m not allowed to have any kind of sex (not even toys or using our fuck machine) needless to say, I’m so fucking horny my hole has been actually twitching this whole time in anticipation! he’s getting back in a bit and planning on destroying my hole with his friends that he invited over (have no idea how many) I feel like a bitch in heat!

Another exceptional chapter! Love how this is evolving!

The general opinion I believe is to make the switch ASAP. Insurance and co pay assistance should remain the same. There is no logical reason to stay on Truvada now that Descovy is available. As far as my own treatment, as soon as the newer HIV meds were available with the reformulation (2-3 years ago?) I made a change from Complera to Odefsy. I've recently switched to Biktarvy. I haven't waited for any noticeable side effects or resistance issues. I (& my health care professionals) feel it's better to be proactive and remain compliant.

The regular cruise club that I go to has been closed during the day due to construction works outside the place ... but has recently reopened so I decided to roll the dice and see what the action was like. It was pretty quiet when I got there, maybe about a dozen guys - a fairly small crowd for lunchtime, but inhibitions had clearly been cast aside. One guy was being fucked through a gloryhole and had the door open so that any other takers could see what was on offer. He wasn't my type, but he certainly got the place humming ... I found an Asian kid in his 20's who'd clearly been excited by all that was happening ... I stuck my hand down his pants and his hole was already cummy/sloppy ... bingo! We headed to a cubicle and he blew me for a short period before turning around and saying very loudly "fuck me and cum in smooth ass". Clearly he didn't want condoms near his hole ... so I slid in raw. I was right about him already being fucked and loaded ... he had a super smooth hole that really sucked hard on my cock. I plugged him for about 5 mins before he climbed off and then opened the door ... he wanted to offer his ass to others 😉 He really was a complete pig - it wasn't at all what I expected. A few guys came and watched as I fucked him in a few different positions - a hot fuck with a greedy hole had the pressure building. I whispered that I was going to load his hole and the predictable response was "Yeah, cum in my ass. Fuck your load into me" - said loud enough for the guys watching (and playing with themselves) to hear. After I blew inside him, I pulled out, still hard at the experience ... he sucked all the cum/ass juices off my cock and then stuck in back inside his ass - so I gave him a second load. After I was done, I decided to watch for a bit while the other guys - one an older white daddy, and another mid-30's Hispanic guy fucked that sloppy ass of his - the white daddy also came inside his hole. In my experience, its rare to find Asian sluts like that, particularly the exhibitionist type - was a hot return to form for the place 🙂

Truvada is a higher risk for kidneys, when your older than 40. My GFR started at 86, got higher and fell to 53 after a year. So I had to stop for 6 weeks, now it‘s up to 83 again. Descovy is not accepted in Germany right now, but I would definitely switch my PreP to it as soon as possible.

When I entertain a new guy...... I don't bother leaving a condom out. If they want to use one - they will ask. At which time I typically say - I prefer to not use them. Are you OK with that? 50/50 chance. Buddy says no - he gets a blow job and bye bye. Buddy says nothing (typical)..... we fuck raw. Keeps it simple. You know what you want... raw. You don't necessarily know what he wants until ... it is time. It works for me. Almost 100% opt for raw.

Just hook-up, don't leave a condom out "as an option" or raise the topic yourself. Your mind is made-up, now he needs to step-up.

So one day I am hanging outside and Jesse comes over from across the street. We talked... not about sex at first.. but of course soon made its way there. Told me to stop over tonite around 430. And I did. I knocked and I heard Jesse say come in.. When I saw him he was already totally naked and semi hard. His thick cock made my mouth water. Walked up to him and he planted his mouth on mine. Tongue going deep and I kissed him back. Then he looked at me and told me to get naked. I didn't hesitate. took my hand and let me to his bedroom and when we walked into his room, there was my dad butt naked, and laying face down on the bed. "I want to watch you fuck your dad again" Jesse said I didn't hesitate. I got on top of the bed, felt up dads ass, spread his cheeks some to see that beautiful pink hole and pushed my already hard boy cock up to it. Then pushing in and down I carefully put it in.. slowly at first and then collapsing my entire body on dads as it entered him completely. Jesse stood at the top of the bed looking down at my dad. Recalling some of the verbal commands he gave, still excites me to this day.. You like your sons dick fucking you?You want your son to cum in that ass don't you? Always making sure he used the word son.. or dad when he addressed me.. Fuck your dad harder!! You like dad's ass don't you.. Then he put his big black cock in my dads face, and told him to suck it. Was too much for me to handle seeing that and i busted a nut inside dads ass. When i Pulled out, Jesse took my place and fucked dad. He told me to let my dad clean my cock, so i stood where Jesse had and fed Dad my cock. Jesse fucked dad hard, harder than I had and let out a crazy groan when he was pumping that load inside dad. AFter pulling out, Jesse showed me Dads ass, stretched it open and showed me the cum dripping out.. He told me to clean dads ass out. Tasting both my own cum and Jesses cum mixed together was incredible. Jesse came over to me and kissed me.. Dad was standing right there now. Jesse leaned in and kissed Dad. then dad leaned over to me and kissed me, tongues exploring. My cock was rock hard again, and dad dropped to his knees and started sucking me.. He deep throated his sons cock until I shot off load number two . And immediately after he kissed Jesse swapping out my cum from his mouth for Jesses's spit. Dad then leaned in for another deep kiss. I remember walking out of jesses house together that day, and walking into the kitchen together, where mom had already almost finished making dinner. Where have you guys been and what have you been up to she asked? Dad calmly replied, "just shooting the breeze with Jesse.. "And he handed her some eggs, which he smartly picked up from Jesse's chicken coop before we left.. Then we washed up for dinner, and sat down to eat, with dad's ass still dripping from the two loads he took that day.

Part 5 Thanksgiving day finally arrived. I got up early to help out getting things ready to take to the hall. It was a busy morning and we had a lot to fix plus relatives would stop by at times to say hi and help out. By about 11 am we finally got everything done and loaded into the cars to head out. It was only a few blocks to the hall. We pulled into the parking lot and pulled as close to the side door as possible to make it easier to unload the food as the kitchen there was only a short distance inside that door. We packed it all into the kitchen and then headed out to make sure all the tables were set up and about 3 tables lined up to place the food on like a buffet line. We made sure people could line up and go down both sides of the table so it would take less time for everyone to get their food. We were the first ones there, but not by much, as everyone else seemed to get there very shortly after. We usually planned on eating about 1 pm. I was soon wandering around the hall greeting and talking to my relatives. Then I was hailed and turning saw my cousin coming towards me. He hadn't changed much since last time I saw him except to be, maybe, a little thinner with darker eyes now. He had another guy in tow as they approached. My cousin's name was Mike and he soon introduced his buddy, as his boyfriend and told me his name was Sam. My mouth dropped open as this revelation as I had no idea that Mike was gay at all, but now it clicked as to why he had become somewhat of an outcast with the family. We chatted and talked and basically had shut out everyone else. What a great meeting this was. Then, all at once, I became aware that someone else had come up behind me as Mike's and Sam's eyes both looked up and around me. I turned to find Frank standing behind me. My eyes got as big as saucers. Frank held out his hand and told me, well this is a surprise. It turns out that his business here was with my father's company and had accepted his invitation to come and join his family for this holiday. I almost could not form a coherent thought. I then introduced Frank to my cousin Mike and his partner Sam. I told them it was a surprise to see Frank here as we had come into town on the same bus. My father then walked up and was going to introduce Frank to us when I stopped him and told him I already had. Dad was somewhat surprised until I told him about the bus trip and that Frank and I had already met on it without knowing where each of us was going nor the connection. Dad laughed and said, "Well, hell. you just never know who knows who anymore or where they might meet. Frank is one of our best people and is here to share with the company his style of work which is really helping us grow. So glad you boys are getting along with him so well." With that, dad went off to talk to some more of his work buddies and our relatives. The four of us continued to talk about nothing really important. Mainly old times with my cousin. Frank was really interested in him and his partner it seemed also. We had a great time talking and then got around to talking about some of the other people there too. Mostly just some gossip about who was doing who and when. LOL. Seemed like every time I would look up, I would catch Frank giving me a wink or my cousin or his guy would pucker their lips like they were giving me a kiss. I couldn't help it as my own cock was hard as a rock from my imagination thinking about one or all of them. They were all very hot to me. It seemed like no time, hardly, when my mother started yelling, trying to get quiet and the announcing that it was time to eat. I glanced at the time and realized it was almost 1pm already, my the time had flown by. We all got up then and headed over to get our plates and start to chow down. There had to be something there to appeal to almost every taste there could be. What a feast, like usual. We got our plates and the 4 of us got a place to sit together, with Frank and I on one side of a table and Mike and Sam on the other. We continued to talk as we ate. The hall was kind of crowded so we were sitting rather close together. Frank had one knee against mine almost from the time we sat down and it was driving me crazy as I kept thinking about his marvelous cock and wanting to taste him again. I was hard all through the meal, which made it somewhat difficult when I went for seconds but I don't think anyone notice the bulge in my pants. My cock refused to go down the whole time we were eating. At one point, Frank had even let his arm closest to me drop below the table edge and he reached into my lap and squeezed my cock which almost made me choke on the bite I was just swallowing. Then to make matters worse, my cousin was across from me and I suddenly felt a foot rub up my leg. He had taken a shoe off and ran his foot up my leg and had scrunched down just a little which meant he could reach my crotch and I felt his toes rub my hardon. OMG, I was so hard I thought I would split my pants open. Sam seemed to know what was going on and was almost giggling about it, as I had to squirm a little at the fantastic feeling. I was afraid I was going to blow my load right there at the table.

3. Sleeping plugged it turns out is pretty difficult. My cock seemed to leak all night and every way I turned the plug pressed into me in a new and exciting way. Occasionally when I couldn’t take it any more I would pull the plug out and fuck myself with it for a few minutes before stuffing it back in my hole. By morning I was stuck between horny and tired, but horny kept winning. At around 8am my phone buzzed. If you’ve made it through the night boy and still want to continue send me a video of you pulling that plug out of your cunt. I lay flat on my back on my bed immediately and holding my phone down past my ass pulled the plug from my hole, showed my gaping cunt and then stuffed the plug back in. The reply to my video was almost immediate. Good boy. Have you cleared your schedule? I have, I did I last night. Well done. Over the course of the day you will be given tasks that are meant to test how well you follow instructions. The second function of these tasks will be to test the limits you’re willing to go to. Yes Sir! Your first task is to fill a glass with your piss and drink it. You will film the whole thing and send it to me. It will be one continuous video, and you will show your full face. You have one hour to complete this task. I jumped up, the plug shifting in my hole, and ran to the kitchen. I grabbed a glass, filled it with water, and chugged. Then another glass and another. I had never done anything with piss before but I was turned on. It felt degrading in a way I had never considered hot before. I had started to guess the night before, but now, chugging my fourth glass of water I was fairly certain I knew where bottoms fell in the hierarchy of the club. Bottoms were whores in the club. Slutty pigs who would do anything for cock, and they were testing me to see if I was enough of a pig. Or maybe not testing as much as training. I was being pushed to do more and more slutty things, but each one felt like a small step. I wasn’t allowed to cum so I would stay horny and be more willing to try thing. Even with this revelation that I was being manipulated I didn’t care. I was loving this feeling of giving up control, I loved feeling so sexy and horny all the time. I sipped another glass of water waiting for it to work through my system. It didn’t take long before I felt my bladder fill up. Slightly nervous I made my way to the bathroom. I had no idea what piss would taste like but I was excited to find out. I got out my camera, stood over the toilet, aimed my dick at the glass and started recording. It took me a minute to get started but then a river of piss filled the glass in no time. I had a hard time stopping before I over flowed it. Switching the camera to front facing I raised the glass to my lips and swallowed. It was hot, and bitter, and a little salty but I liked it. I was almost surprised by myself. I really liked it and I gulped it down quick as I could. When the glass was empty I ended the recording and sent it off. The response came quickly Looks like you enjoyed that boy. I did! Good. Have you ever tried piss before? No, I was really nervous but I actually liked it. For the rest of the day that’s how you’re going to piss. You will recycle every piss load you have. Understood? YES! I was genuinely excited. I felt this rush from breaking a taboo. I couldn’t wait to feel that again. Now, you said yesterday that the most loads you’d taken in a day was 4. Is that correct? Yes. Today, along with your tasks you will be breaking that record. Your first top is on his way. Like last night you will buzz him in, and do want he wants when he gets there. Understood? YES!

2. I had been laying around my apartment naked, my cock half hard and leaking, my hole stretched tight around the plug still lodged inside it, for hours when my phone finally buzzed. Prove to me that you are still plugged boy – you have 1 one minute to reply. I snatched my phone and bent over, taking a photo of my plugged hole and sent it to the random text I had received. Good boy. Your first test was to prove you could take a thick cock. Your second task will be to prove your willingness to give up control. Your address has been given to a member of our club, at some point in the next few hours he will buzz your door. You will let him in, unlock your front door and be waiting ass up when he comes in. If you choose to not buzz him in your candidacy will be invalidated. Reply to this message that you understand. I understand and am waiting! I responded. My heart was in my chest reading those messages. I wasn’t sure how the man had gotten my address, I had no idea who he had given it to, and I had no idea when they were coming. I tried to distract myself. I turned on the tv. I put on some clothes and cleaned up. I read emails. I tried to read a book. No matter what I did I was still horribly conscious that I had a plug stuffed in my butt and a man I knew nothing about coming over to dump his load in me. I wasn’t sure if I was excited, horny, interested or scared. But my hole kept twitching and my cock kept leaking through the underwear I put on so I resolved to answer my door when the call came. But that took time, lots more time. An hour passed, and then two, I began to think that it was a prank, no one was coming. Then, right around three hours late, my buzzer went off. My heart thudded and my stomach dropped, my resolve faltered. Was I really going to do this? Was I going to let a complete stranger into my apartment knowing nothing about them and let them breed my ass. I shifted my weight a little in my seat and the plug jammed deeper into me. My hole ached, and I was hungry. Without another thought I got up, I pressed the buzzer and I unlocked my front door. Quickly stripped off my clothes, and knelt on my couch wearing nothing but my jock. With the plug firmly lodged in my ass I aimed my hole at the door and waited. I heard the door open and made to look over my shoulder to see who had just come in when a slightly raspy voice said “Eyes forward boy.” My head snapped back front. It didn’t sound like he got undressed but I distinctly heard him unzip his pants. The strangers hand suddenly touched my ass and pulled on the plug lodged in me. “Push that plug out cunt,” he said. He had a slight Southern lilt to his voice, and I began to imagine a man with weather beaten features, an untrimmed beard, a narrow but toned body, and treasure trail to die for. I pushed against the plug, trying to expel it from my ass. The widest part though was too thick to just force out and the stranger started to tug at it. He pulled bringing it just to the brink of popping out of my hole and then letting it snap back. My hole was screaming. It felt stretched more than it ever had been. I knew that it was becoming a slack cunt quickly with this treatment and I loved it. Without warning the stranger tugged the plug completely from my hole and slammed his cock in to replace it. The load I had taken earlier was the only lube I got and it made me moan and grunt. The stranger proceeded to fuck me hard and fast. This was about me proving I could give up control of my hole and nothing more. He pounded me hard, his cock long but thin stabbing deep inside me. I groaned and begged him for his load. I thanked him for fucking me. I whimpered in joy. After what could only have been five or so minutes he groaned loudly, bottomed out in my cunt and pumped his load into me. When he was done he pulled his cock out, rammed the plug back in, and left. I was sweaty, panting, and my cock was completely soft but covered in precum. I wanted more. The plug was laying on the couch next to me. I looked at it, thought about it for a moment, and then crammed it back in my leaking hole. It slid in easily this time and I sat down hard on the couch to cram it even deeper. I sat there for a few moments relishing the fullness when I heard my phone buzz on the table. Good job boy. You have passed the second stage. How do you feel. Slutty as fuck. Is that a feeling you are enjoying? Yes! That was so fucking hot. I never even saw who he was. Good. You’re doing great boy. You’ve shown your willingness to give up your hole to someone you clearly want, and to give up your hole in an anonymous situation. I bet you even shoved that plug back in your hole didn’t you? Yes! Well done. The next stage of your interview is about how well you take instruction. You are not to jerk off or cum until you are given permission. You will remained plugged at all times. And tomorrow you will clear your whole day to be available for the club.

I’d been a late bloomer for most of my life. Accepting myself as gay was hard and so I only lost my virginity at 27 after I had moved to Berlin for a new job. After that I was still pretty shy but grindr and other apps helped me make up for lost time at least a little. Maybe a year later I was sitting at my desk bored off my ass and decided to have a look on grindr. As it was still pretty early there was not much going on nearby, but I soon got a message from a guy who was really close by asking if I was also working at his company. Turns out I was. He was only 22 and his profile pic was a headless but nicely toned torso with a pretty nice bulge. We messaged a bit back and forth and then he sent me a pic of his cock and asked if I would suck him. Being shy I hesitated at first, but I was intrigued by the idea of having sex at work, so I agreed. I had no idea what I was in for. He told me to go to a bathroom that was pretty secluded where we probably wouldn’t be disturbed, switch off the lights and get naked; then text him to come. So that’s what I did. He got in shortly after and opened his pants. I couldn’t see a thing. We got closer and he pushed my head down on his cock telling me I was now his bitch and I should suck him good. This light dom/sub play was new to me and I hesitated for a moment, but he used that moment to push his cock deep in my mouth and made me gag on it with his hands holding my head tight. That’s when I clicked. I loved being his bitch and gagging on his big cock, so I just started sucking as if my life depended on it. “That’s right, bitch.” He said. “Swallow my cock. You like it, don’t you?” We kept going for a while and I really enjoyed it. When I started jerking my dick, though, he heard me fapping and twisted my nipple. “No, slut! You are to please me and not yourself.” I was his bitch and I was in heaven. It took him just a little longer until his breathing got harder and he said: “I’m about to cum and you’re gonna swallow it. If you really don’t want to, clap your hand twice on my butt and I’m gonna stop. But I would be very disappointed.” I thought about it. Did I really want this young guy, whose face I had never seen, cum into my mouth and then swallow it? I was too far gone though. I was his bitch. So I kept going and increased my sucking. “Yeah that’s right, bitch. You’re mine. Here it comes.” And he came with a big load down my throat, that I somehow managed to swallow completely. “Now lick it clean. I don’t wanna go back to work with a sticky cock.”, he said. When I was done, he put his cock back in his pants, zipped up and before he left the bathroom he told me: “You can finish yourself off now, slut, and wait at least 5 minutes before you leave! I don’t want you to see my face.” I only managed to say thank you and then he was gone. TO BE CONTINUED

This was salvaged from bugshare.net, "Strictly Stories" ************************************************** I waited in the parking lot for almost a half hour trying to build up the courage to go into the bathhouse. I live in a flyover state, and wanting to escape my small town and 'take a walk on the wild side', when vacation time rolled around I booked a flight to L.A., rented a car and hotel room and made the trip out west. I had been chatting on-line with people so I knew where to find the baths. Did I have the courage to do this? Sweating and finding it hard to breath, I opened my bottle of poppers. I took two or three hits and felt that relaxing rush grab me. I opened the door to the car, got out, and walked towards the club. I felt the fool as I had never been to a club and so I wasn't sure what to do. I paid for a room, got my key and walked down to find the room. I undressed and wrapped a towel around my waist. I wandered around a bit. There were some good looking guys and some real trolls. My eyes were everywhere, crotches, porn movies flickering on screens. There were several open doors, but I didn't know the protocol. There were also several dark rooms, where I couldn't make out any shapes, but could hear the groans and moans of men having sex in there. I freaked. I went back to my room and sat on the bench trembling and breathing hard. Maybe, I should just jack off and go back to my hotel. Maybe this is too much, too fast. Then I heard a knock on the door. I realized that I had forgotten to lock it. I slowly opened the door and looked out. He was nice looking, not a Greek God, but not hideous either. I licked my lips and tried to find my voice. "Yes" He smiled and that made him more handsome. "Is this your first time in a club?" "Fuck, is it that obvious?" I said as I sat back down. "Only to everyone," he lightly laughed, and then asked "mind if I sit down?" Making sure my towel was wrapped tightly around me, I gestured 'Be my guest'. "Hi, I'm Steve," he said as he held out his hand to shake. "I'm Jerry." I took his hand. It was warm and slightly moist. The scene was more like we were friends sitting in a sauna and I relaxed a bit. Especially since Steve was making no overt moves on me. "Jerry, you need to relax, no one is going to hurt you here and you'll have a great time if you want it to. You just need a guide. Mind if I volunteer?" Steve scooted closer until his leg touched mine. “I’m going to my locker to get some things that will help you out for your first visit. Go ahead, watch the video, and lock the door. I’ll knock three times, so you’ll know it’s me.” Steve stood up and scooted away. I got up and locked the door like he suggested. I was watching a video of three guys having sex and was starting to get into it. Steve was taking a long time. I was lightly stroking my cock, when I heard the three knocks on the door. I unlocked it and opened it to see Steve standing there with a small gym bag. “Sorry, I took so long, I ran into some guys that I needed to talk to. I see that you’ve started without me.” He said with a shit-eating grin on his face. Steve closed the door, but made no move to lock it. Steve pulled out a pretty large dildo and proceeded to slather some KY on it. “I know that you’ve been fucked before, but you’ve got to loosen up. So, get out your poppers, sit on the dildo, and just relax. I’ll sit here and won’t touch you until you feel you’re ready. If you’ll trust me, I guarantee that you’ll never forget this night.” I looked at the dildo; it was long, real thick at the bottom with a suction cup base, and covered with ridges. It was larger than anything that had ever been up me before. Steve handed me the KY and told me to lube myself up. I was suddenly shy, when Steve leaned over and kissed me. He then went back to the gym bag and started to rummage around, while I put the lube on fingers and proceeded to rub some around my hole. He removed a zip lock baggy that had a fine white powder in it and dipped the tip of the dildo in it until the dildo was covered with white dust. “What’s that?” I asked. “It’s a powdered lube, it helps to loosen your ass and makes the dildo go in easier.” Steve replied. I had never heard of such a thing, but figured that Steve had more experience than I did. Steve licked the bottom suction cup of the dildo to get it wet and stuck it to the top of the vinyl bench. “Have a seat,” he suggested, patting the bench with his hand. “What the fuck am I doing?” I thought. Here I am in a club, watching a porn video, about to climb onto a dildo and fuck myself, while a person that I just met watches me? I had to really raise my ass to get it high enough to get onto the dildo. Steve held my bottle of poppers under my nose as I felt the tip of the dildo hit my ass. I felt myself relax and allowed the dildo to start to enter my ass, slowly opening me up. I started to pull off of it, but I found myself wanting more of it inside of me. I was moaning and groaning like a whore as I thought 'What was going on? Why the fuck do I feel so damn horny? Why does this dildo feel so good inside of me?'. I started to really fuck myself down on dildo, trying to shove it deeper inside of me. I wanted my hole opened up wide. Riding up and down deeper and harder, I couldn’t believe what I was feeling. I felt Steve’s hands on my shoulders and felt him push me down even harder on the dildo. I groaned, feeling myself open and get slick, but wanting even more. “Ready for the real thing?” Steve asked. “Yes.” I moaned, while still fucking myself on the dildo. My body was moving in automatic not under conscious control. Steve pushed me back and the suction from the dildo’s base let loose with an obscene sucking sound. Steve dipped the tip of his cock in the “powdered lube” and with a quick motion pulled the dildo out in one quick move. I could feel my ass slide out with the dildo and the cool air hit my opened hole. It wasn’t empty long as Steve grabbed my hips, pulled me back, and sunk his cock balls deep into me with one long push. Steve groaned at the heat of my ass gripping his cock and I grew hotter and more desperate to have him inside of me completely. I was meeting his hard thrusts with back thrusts of my own. This wasn’t lovemaking, this was fucking! Sweat was pouring off of Steve and dripping onto my chest, when I felt the change in his fucking pace. Longer, deeper, and harder strokes gave way to short violent pushes and trembles. “Take my load, you cunt,” Steve yelled out and I felt his cock try to shove out the top of my head as he started to cum inside of me. Steve continued to thrust into me as he was cumming. I was moaning and begging for his cum inside of me. Steve pulled out of me, quickly grabbed the dildo and shoved it back into me hard. Steve sat down by my head, his hand still working the dildo in and out of me. “Did you like that Jerry?” I was twitching all over the bench, sweating, breathing hard. I couldn’t get enough. I wanted more. “FUCK ME AGAIN!” Steve chuckled and said he had something better in mind. He rolled me over so I was face down on the bench with the dildo still hanging in my ass and walked over and opened the door. This was obviously what the “guys he had to talk to” were waiting for. Soon the room had lots of people in it and the dildo had been yanked out of my ass and been replaced by a hard cock. I didn’t care. I needed this! I wanted this! “FUCKING USE MY ASS! TAKE IT ALL!” I remember Steve getting something out of his bag and pressing it against my ass cheek, while this young college kid was tearing my ass up. I don’t know how many loads, I took that night, and I don’t care. I was at the club for hours. When I struggled into my clothes, my ass was dripping cum, I bundled up my underwear and tried to keep all the cum from pouring out of my fucked up ass. When I got back to the room, I was in a daze from being used so hard. I thought maybe a shower would clear my head. I was undressing and waiting for the water to heat up, when I noticed something in the mirror, a red mark about an inch and half high on my ass. I rubbed the fog off the mirror and fell to the floor in a heap when I saw it clearly. The mark was a biohazard sign. I guess that Steve was right. It was a night I’d never forget. One the upside, I’ve got a who new set of bugs to share with the other boys in my small town.

I've participated in a PrEP clinic for a number years now. Clinic is every 3 months. Started out with Truvada (TDF), then switched to the 'generic'. No real issues. Last appointment, my Doctor suggested that I switch over to Descovy (TAF), as it is now approved in Canada. He said he isn't concerned a lot about my kidney 'numbers'... I am fine. But he said he feels with my age + years on PrEp ... the toxicity of the Descovy is gentler on kidneys and also gentler on bone density effects. Of course - everyone reacts differently to any kind of meds... we're all different after all. But, I am a little curious though....... Anyone else do the switch? Notice any difference? New or different side effects? See any changes in your Creatinine or eGFR measurement results? Cheers guys.

Every bug chaser remembers the first time they made that fateful decision to knowingly take a poz load, and I'm no exception. It was quite a few years ago now, back when gay.com was still a good way to meet guys for hookups. I had been chatting with this one guy for quite some time, on and off. I still remember his profile name: Big N8R. His name was (you guessed it) Nate. And Nate had an 8 incher with a PA, so you can pretty much figure out why I kept talking to him. The only wrench? Big N8R was HIV positive. We flirted back and forth whenever we saw each other on, but I could never pull the trigger. I mean, he was definitely cute (rough looking, scruffy goatee, full sleeve tats) and had a big ol' cock, but he was poz and I didn't know if I was ready for that. Plus Nate made it very clear that he was all about fucking bareback and he didn't like to pull out. Well, one night I was online and had basically been cruising to get my ass fucked all day-- no takers. This left me exceedingly horny and exceedingly frustrated. A dangerous combo, as all you bug chasers know. Add to that I'd had a couple beers so... It was about 1 am and I was itching to get fucked. Some morbid fuckers might say I was "dying" for it. Anyway, Nate's online, so you can figure out what happened next: Me: Dude, I'm so horny! I really need dick tonight! Nate: I'd love to help you out, but you know my deal Me: Yeah, I know. And I think I'm ready for it Nate: Um, really? Do you know what you are asking for? Me: I've fantasized about your cock in me for a long time-- I think it's time we fucked. Nate: Ok. Just so we're clear-- I'm Poz. And I fuck bare. And I don't like to pull out. Me: Yeah. Um, if I asked you to pull out-- would you? Nate: well.... for you? Yeah. But I don't make a habit out of it. and I don't think you'll want me to Me: I really want to try this Nate: You sure? point of no return you know.... Me: Yes. And I texted him my address. He was at my door in 15 minutes, and naked beside my bed in one. First off, let me just say I picked a doozy for my first poz experience. Nate was 6'2", decently in shape (like you could almost see a six pack), tattoos everywhere including full sleeves, and that COCK! His pics didn't do it justice. It was every bit 8 inches, slightly arced downward, and one of those that is big to begin with but the middle is even fatter. And at the tip gleamed a huge PA. Turns out he had a 2 gauge in. Holy fuck. Secondly, let me just say I was nervous as fuck. You bug chasers can relate to this. I was standing on the edge of a precipice and just like Nate said-- point of no return. I knew I was about to "knowingly" take an HIV positive load in my ass. From a cock with a PA. The chances of infection would be high. The danger of the situation was intoxicating, but the implications were daunting. My stomach was in chaotic knots while I looked at his stiffening cock. My body was in a war with itself. My ass wanted that cock. My stomach was conflicted. My mind was screaming not to do this as it was too risky. And my cock was thickening at the sight of him. You can guess which side won in the end. Nate said, "You ready?" And I told him I was really nervous about the whole thing. He told me to just relax and that he really would pull out or stop any time if I asked him to. And with that, I dropped to my knees and started trying to suck his cock. I don't like trying to suck cocks with PAs as the metal clinks against my teeth and it's really jarring. So we only did this for awhile as I was very clumsy at it. Plus he didn't need any motivation for the main event as he was already drooling precum. Nate hoisted me up by my armpits and pushed me back onto the bed. "You don't need to suck me anymore cuz I'm just here for this sweet ass." He pushed my legs high and dove his tongue into my crack. And damn he knew what he was doing! Within 5 minutes he had be begging for that cock. I was on my back at the edge of my bed (it was a taller bed-- perfect height for a top standing and fucking me while I reclined) and he grabbed the gun oil. He lubed that big cock of his while staring into my eyes. "Last chance," he said. At this point I just grabbed behind my knees and opened my ass for him as a reply. The entry was excruciating. I had only been fucked by a guy with a PA once before, and it was a much smaller gauge. Feeling all that cool metal at my hole made my pucker seize up, and Nate basically had to force his cock inside me. "Fuck you're tight! Just relax, baby. You're gonna need to relax to take the fucking I'm about to throw. Oh, and by the way? It takes me forever to cum." I will say that Nate wasn't really out to hurt me-- at least at the beginning. He worked his cock in slowly (once that head and PA got past my ring) and bottomed out inside and left it there for a minute or two so I could get used to his size. He rocked gently side to side, helping me open up. And little by little, I did. He started slowly withdrawing and then pushing back inside. I could feel the PA shifting and moving inside me with every slow thrust. In my mind, I knew it was dragging across my intestines, possibly doing damage and putting microtears in the lining where the infection could enter my bloodstream. This made my stomach knot even more, but again, the sexy danger of it all gave me a raging boner which acted as a handle for Nate. "Looks like someone's enjoying this cock," he said with a smirk. "Oh my god! My ass is so FULL! I've never had this much cock in me-- And that PA! I can feel it moving inside me-- it's incredible. Don't stop fucking me, Please?" I begged. That's when Nate knew he had his victim. The more Nate fucked, the more into it I got. The idea of his cock being positive was fading into the background as the intensity of the fuck filled all of my present thoughts. I became a bottom machine on a mission-- to take his cock and load. Before long I was grabbing the edge of the bed and bucking my ass into his cock to force him as deeply into me as he could go. His PA was breaching my second ring at this point and the pleasure/pain was indescribable. You know, that painful punch deep in your guts but once the cock goes inside it's like the gates of heaven open up and choirs of angels are singing. True to his word, it took Nate a long time to cum. He probably fucked me for an hour solid-- and I was almost swallowing my tongue with the pleasure. By the end, he had my ankles in his hands and was completely withdrawing his cock and ramming it all the way back in to the hilt. Again and again and again. The PA just ripping past my sphincter like it was tissue paper. My poor neighbors! I know I was getting loud, but I didn't care. I was speaking in tongues and begging for him to cum. And begging for him to never stop fucking me. And begging for more and harder and deeper and whatever else I could beg for. I remember Nate finally looking down at me and into my eyes, and he got this almost quizzical look on his face... and then he rammed all the way inside me, as deep as he could go and he held it there. He froze in place, body tensed, not breathing. And then I felt the throb. His cock head was throbbing out that poz load deep into my guts-- well up into my abused second ring. Nate just kept looking into my eyes as his cock shot jet after jet of dick poison into me. I found I wasn't breathing or moving either. I was just as frozen as he was-- letting him plant this toxic seed inside my guts. When his orgasm subsided, we finally came back to ourselves. He was still buried in me, and he grabbed my precum leaking cock and he started to jack me off-- slowly. He timed the strokes on my dick with slow, short strokes of his cock in my ass. I was already near the edge, so it only took an agonizing minute before I felt my load boil out of my nuts and shoot all over my belly. He scooped up my neg load and ate it greedily. And then he ever-so-slowly pulled his softening cock out of my clenched hole. The PA was the last to pop out, and it was like my hole didn't want to let it go. We still hadn't spoken a word at this point, and we both crawled up onto my bed and lay side by side. Finally he broke the silence. "You ok?" He asked. "Yeah, I think so. Um, you didn't warn me when you were going to cum so I could have had you pull out...." "Would you have asked me to?" he inquired. "No. But if I had, would you have pulled out?" I asked back. "Honestly? No. It would have been like stopping an avalanche." We lay in silence a while longer. Then he got up and began to get dressed. "So that was your first poz load, huh? How are you feeling?" "Ok. A bit conflicted now that its over. But also turned on. And ashamed. And I feel stupid. And exhilarated. Lots of things." "Yeah," he said as he was at the door and ready to go, "Everyone remembers their first charged load."

Last summer, my boy and I took a vacation to Europe together. It was one of those packages, seeing a different city every day for a week and a half before flying home. We thought it would be exhilarating, but it turned out to be exhausting. When passing through Berlin, we decided to separate from the group and see the gay neighborhood. I had sort of hoped we’d get up to some naughty fun so I brought a small tube of lube and condoms in my shirt pocket, just in case. I bet there was a place where I could fuck him, safely, with maybe a few strangers watching. The very idea got my cock stirring. We fuck bare in private, but I didn’t want any strangers to think my boy was a slut who took all loads… We wound up in a two-level club with a sign proclaiming CRUISING BASEMENT. The street level bar looked like a normal bar, except with flat screen televisions playing bareback porn. There was a set of stairs at the back of the bar down to what must have been the cruising area. We were both kind of nervous being there, with nothing like that in our hometown, or even in most big cities in America for that matter. We quickly downed two large beers each in quick succession. We joked about exploring downstairs and seeing what trouble we could get into. Maybe some beers would help ease our angst and loosen us up a bit. My boy asked the bartender where the restroom was, and he gestured with a wink to the dark staircase. I knew he had to take a piss and he got up to head downstairs as I ordered another beer. A few minutes went by. Then a few minutes more passed. I was halfway through my beer and needed to take a piss myself. I gulped down the rest of my drink, paid our tab, grabbed my boy’s untouched beer and headed to find him. I found the bathroom, surprisingly clean and well-lit. No sign of my boy. I took a piss into a stainless steel trough urinal, holding my boy’s beer with one hand and my streaming cock in the other. I felt someone come up behind me, and press his crotch into my ass. I melted into him as he reached around and shook the last droplets from my dick. He pulled way, knelt down and took me into his mouth, moaning as he deep-throated me, occasionally holding up a bottle of poppers to huff. I like good head as much as anyone, but I was worried about my boy. I pulled the guy off my now-wet dick and backed out of the bathroom. The guy stayed on his knees grinning at me as I headed into the darkness to rescue my boy if he needed rescuing or to join in some raunchy, hopefully safe fun. In the darkness, I followed the sound of whispers and groans down a short hallway where I found my boy in an open doorway, leaning out and moaning, with his eyes closed. I reached out to feel his chest. His shirt was pulled up behind his neck. He clenched his eyes and I ran my hand down to his crotch. It was so dark that I could barely see that his pants were at his ankles, and someone was eating his ass. I grabbed my boy’s hard cock and he swatted my hand away. I cleared my throat and he opened his eyes. He reached out to me and wrapped his arms around my neck, supporting his weight as the stranger worked his ass. My boy whispered, or rather hissed into my ear "Is it okay if he fucks me?" I murmured approval, extracted the condom from my pocket, and handed it to the top who stood up and started slapping his sizeable dick against my boy’s wet ass crack. Of course I expected him to pull on the condom, but instead he scoffed and threw it to the dirty ground, pushed my boy’s back down so it was parallel to the floor, and his ass arched up. My boy grabbed onto my waist with both arms as the stranger lurched forward. My boy yelped and I knew the top had entered him raw. Just then the guy who had briefly blown me in the bathroom stepped out of the darkness and held his bottle of poppers under my boy’s nostrils. My boy huffed deep and held his breath. Had I been thinking clearly, I might have tried to stop it, but I was honestly too turned on. The top pounding my boy’s raw ass went at it for about thirty seconds, only to mutter "Too tight. Gonna make me breed him too soon." Then giving a disapproving grimace he pulled out and disappeared into the shadows. My boy was dizzy from the experience. I grasped both of his hands and led him towards a deep bench against a wall. I sat down and he collapsed, face first into my lap, thinking he would take a quick nap, but I was wrong. He shimmied my pants down and swallowed my hard dripping cock to the root. I was still wet with the poppers guy’s spit. I knew there were other guys around. I could hear them whispering, and kissing, and sucking, and fucking. Knowing that at least some of them were watching really got me hot. The guy with the poppers had followed us and knelt down behind my boy, diving into his freshly-fucked ass with his tongue. My boy moaned on my dick. The guy lapped away for a few moments and then crouched down behind him. From my place on the bench, I watched as his aimed his raw cock into my boy’s willing ass. My boy squealed as he took another raw anal assault. The poppers guy took a huff and then leaned over my boy, making him do the same, and then offering them to me. I took the bottle and inhaled very deeply as the poppers guy's pace picked up only to halt. I knew he was firing his cum into my boy’s bare hole. He slapped my boy’s sweaty, and now cummy ass and pulled out. I thought he’d go away, but he leaned towards my boy and whispered with his thick German accent, theatrically so everyone around could hear "Good thing that other guy didn’t blow his load inside you. He’s POZZED up more than a few tourists here." He chuckled as my boy fisted his cock, his moans announcing he himself was close to cumming. The poppers guy laid down on his back, under my boy, on that filthy sticky floor, gobbling down my boy’s cock just in time to swallow his load. Just then, the first guy, the hulking POZ one, crept out of the darkness again. His huge cock was still wet and shiny, either from my boy’s hole or from some other bottom in the basement darkness. He slapped it against my boy’s cummy crack a few times, leered at me, and slammed all the way in. My boy tried to swallow my dick, but the top was so aggressive that he mostly just moaned with an open mouth around the head. He fucked my boy hard and quick for no more than two minutes. He cursed in Dutch, or German maybe, a few times before quickening his pace and then pounding six times with decreasing speed, filling my boy with toxic seed. It got me super close to going over the edge. My boy felt my nuts tightening up and pulled off my cock. The POZ top disappeared and the poppers guy just laughed as I pulled away and got behind my boy, marveling at the cum streaking down his thighs and the low light glistening on his sweaty back. I slid easily into is loose sloppy hole and came after five seconds. My boy threw his head back and lost another load into the poppers guy’s eager mouth. My boy stood up on his trembling legs and threw his arms around me, kissing me deeply. He growled into my ear "We gotta get out of here, and fast, or I’m going to wind up taking every load in this basement." "And what would be so bad about that?" I asked. He kissed me hard, grinned and waved at me, and backed away into the darkness….

I had a buddy that I met in a local cruise park, latino a little husky about 30-35 (I was about 40 at the time), kinda homely but a little aggressive and a bit nervous being outside. He'd stare at me, then turn and lead me to where he wanted me to suck him off. We'd go into a secluded spot, he'd open his belt buckle and pull his zipper halfway down and just stand there. I'd open his jeans and get to work. He was soft when I'd start then grow hard and plump up to about 8" uncut with a thick shaft and thick hair literally grew almost to its head. A lot of thick soft foreskin. He'd look down at me sucking, as he grew I'd taste precut and little spurts of piss that he'd squeeze out. He grew thick and got rough pushing his dick as far down my throat as he could, the hairy shaft would rub my lips and throat and they'd be a little sore. He'd only grab my head to force his dick when I didn't facefuck myself which I liked doing. Feeling his fleshy dick sliding around was a turnoff, and leaks of precut fed my desire for more. He'd cum huge amounts holding my head still so I got it all. A couple times I'd gag and sperm would shoot out my nose but I couldn't move, gasping a little air from the corners of my mouth. I'd lick suck any cum on his shaft, balls, crotch hair, under his skin, sucking him gently as he deflated. He'd make less eye contact after cumin but he looked pissed or disgusted with himself or me for getting a bj from a guy--I don't know. But whenever I saw him he'd always give me his dick and loads. After awhile doing this I offered him my phone number but he just walked away from me. After months of this he'd break into a small smile when we'd see each other, but after cumming he still looked pissed. He began facefucking me a little harder, I would worship the fleshy hairy skin on his shaft, and he began grabbing my face after deflating holding me in place, pissed whatever he could (always just a little) in my mouth, then walk away and pull himself together. Sometimes I'd stay on my knees hoping he'd cum back and feed me more but only once did he. He returned with another guy who looked straight and I thought I made a mistake waiting like that but the guy unzipped pulled out his dick and my friend watched me suck him off, then he fed me his dick again (friend walked away, and blew another load. I don't know where he is but boy I miss that.

This probably makes me a selfish bottom in some people's eyes, but when I'm getting fucked I'm only thinking about my pleasure. I'm thinking about my boy pussy and making sure that it's being serviced. I love taking loads, but to me the fuck is far more urgent than the load. If I get my pussy creamed with a hot load, great! If the top doesn't cum at all but my pussy is satisfied when he pulls out, that's great too.

Wish I lived closer - that is one amazing arse you have there - would love to breed it

Lucky cuntboy and Puppy....fuck loving the way this story develops and especially his balls sack getting even bigger and heavier and increasing the focus on his ever more greedy cunt... looking forward to the next;)

Daddy’s Cuntboy Part 10 The three of us relaxed for a bit... puppy and I connected to our Daddy as he gently massaged our cunts. I glanced up at puppy’s image in the mirror... I studied his body... his massive defined pecs and ripped abs... a fucking alpha male... but, at the same time, his purpose was to serve the man who now controlled our cunts. I smiled... As I watched puppy, I felt a jolt of pleasure in my entire body. The movements in my cunt intensified, and my cunt walls throbbed in pleasure from the stimulation of Daddy’s outstretched fingers. With each throb, the vibrations rippled across my entire body. I began bucking... moaning every time my ball sack hit Daddy’s wrist... I was overwhelmed, lost in the moment and time seemed to stop... My eyes locked onto puppy’s. “Shit yeah, cuntboy,” puppy growled, “ride that wrist... take it! Fucking cuntboy!” I continued fucking myself on Daddy’s wrist until I felt Daddy’s fingers begin collapsing inside my cunt and the outward pressure on my cunt lips began. “AWWW FUCK!” puppy moaned as Daddy released his hold on us. With an unspoken command, puppy displayed his cunt to me... positioning it at my lips. “Cuntboy, LICK!” Daddy commanded and I began to feed... my tongue digging deep into puppy’s swollen juicy cunt, exploring the saturated walls of his chemmed up cunt... and fed on my alpha. Feeling Daddy rise from the bed, puppy and I separated. "You fucking love being a cuntboy, don’t you?” Daddy smiled. "Fuck yeah!" I answered contentedly as the lube and cunt juices dripped from my chin. "It’s what I live for now... complete submission. I love it when you and puppy use and control me!" He nodded and motioned me off the bed. I dropped to the floor onto all fours and he fastened a yellow leash to my collar. I moaned as he held it if front of me and I began to drool. “This is now yours cuntboy and puppy...this one is yours.,” Daddy chuckled as he produced a red version and puppy dropped next to me. Fastening red leash, Daddy led us both to the large “X” shaped cross near the opposite wall and released puppy, leaving him to observe. Releasing my leash, Daddy stood me up against the cross, nudging my feet apart until they were positioned with the lower half of the X. Kneeling in front of me, he attached my ankles to the bottoms of the cross making sure I could not move my feet. My legs were spread widely but not too uncomfortable that I wouldn’t be able to remain there for an extended period. As Daddy rose, he slid his hands up my torso... examining my body... sending shivers throughout my body. He lifted my arms and pushed them back against the upper half of the cross and restrained my wrists... securing me to the cross. I groaned as the musk of his pits hit my nostrils. I couldn’t move. I stood there, my back against the cross section of the cross’ timbers... cunt exposed from behind. My pecs and saline infused pouch pushing out. Daddy returned to puppy’s side. Studying me, Daddy’s head tilted. “Take a look at our cuntboy, puppy,” Daddy commanded as he leant down into puppy’s ear and whispered. Puppy rose. “On second thought cuntboy, I want that ball sack of yours bigger.” Daddy announced and I began moaning... My desperation showing, I struggled... He stood there... his booted legs spread, his ringed tits sparkling on his tautly harnessed pecs. My mouth opened as my eyes settled in on his thick dripping cock... I saw puppy walk into my line of sight... cutting off my jockstrap, puppy held my ball sack... feeling its weight. He smiled and began to swab the antiseptic. Daddy walked up behind him, ready to continue my infusion. “Please! Fucking pump it up!” I begged, feeling the needle enter my sack again. Daddy released the saline allowing for a slow release and the slight burning returned. I trembled... I was strapped to the cross... a totally different feeling than being in the sling. Daddy held my face, “Relax cuntboy. Feel your sack expanding... This is what you have become... a reflection of my desires.” He turned and walked to puppy. Daddy moved to puppy’s waiting mouth and rested his cockhead on the outstretched tongue. As soon as he felt the veined cock, puppy engulfed it deep into his mouth. “Good boy,” Daddy growled as puppy began breathing through his nose... feeling his throat contract around the thick cock shaft. Daddy withdrew his cock from its warm host. “Drink boy!” Daddy ordered. A strong yellow stream of chem piss came rushing from Daddy’s piss slit and puppy began guzzling. “Take it fucker!” Daddy encouraged as he took a step back and the stream of piss arched into puppy’s open mouth... the gulping increased as Daddy continued to empty his bladder into puppy’s gullet. I kept watching... my throat muscles contracting, reliving my role as their urinal. The torrent subsiding, Daddy took a step towards puppy... shaking the last drops off his cock... “That’s it boy... clean Daddy’s cock.” Daddy smiled down at puppy and attached his leash. “Stay...” he ordered as walked past me to the wall. Suddenly, a bright light shone on me... bright enough to keep me from seeing the rest of the dungeon. “OK cuntboy, relax and concentrate on that sack.” Daddy chuckled as he moved in front of me. With the light, all I could see was the black outline of his body. Suddenly, all went black... and I panicked. “Relax cuntboy...” Daddy tried to calm me as he tightened the blindfold leaving me completely blind. “Deep breaths, cuntboy...” Taking deep breaths, I tried to calm down... feeling Daddy’s hands on my pecs. “That’s my cuntboy,” Daddy praised me... preparing me for the next step. Then I felt it...Daddy inserting a pair of industrial ear plugs into my ears. My sight and hearing were cut off and I felt Daddy embrace me with his strong arms. I kept taking deep breaths concentrating on Daddy’s embrace until I began to relax. Feeling that I was safe, Daddy slowly released me and inserted the pipe into my mouth. Feeling the heat emanating from the torch on the pipe, I inhaled... the warmth of the cloud filling my lungs. Again, the pipe met my lips... After a few, not knowing what was happening, I went into my own headspace... remembering my first session with Daddy and puppy... everything that had come after that first night. “FUCCCK!” I hissed, as the chems renewed the rush and I realized that I was now just a fucking object in the dungeon... put on display as my body was being transformed for my Daddy’s pleasure... I didn’t know how long I was like that. It could have been a few minutes... but it felt like a lifetime. I couldn’t see what was happening but I could feel the pressure and weight increasing between my legs. My sack began to ache from the stretched-out skin... I began worrying that my sack would burst. “Daddy... please!” I whimpered. All of a sudden, Daddy removed my blindfold and instinctively squinted, trying to avoid the spotlights. I slowly opened my eyes, noticing that the room was only enveloped a red hue and my eyes began to adjust. I gazed on my smiling Daddy. “Welcome back cuntboy,” Daddy greeted me as he took out the earplugs. Removing the needle, Daddy chuckled and released me from the cross, “So how does it feel?” Stepping away from the cross, my legs moved together. “AWWW FUCK!” I exclaimed as I felt my huge sack slide forward as my body leaned back to balance myself. I let out a soft groan. “SHIT YEAH! CUNTBOY! TAKE A FUCKING LOOK AT YOURSELF!” I heard puppy yell... calling me over to the mirror. I made my way to puppy... no, I waddled... the mound between my legs forcing me legs apart...bow legged. My mouth dropped and stared in disbelief. There I was... a fucking freak! I stood there amazed... seeing a melon sized ball sack hanging down low... the skin stretched taut. “FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!” I kept repeating... knowing that deep inside, I had always wanted this. I had jacked off so many times in high school... fantasizing about walking into the showers... dropping to my knees as my full balls hung down... offering myself to every cock. I turned to Daddy. “Please Daddy,” I begged. “Fuck me!” Daddy just smiled and walked towards me... his engorged cock leading him to his cuntboy. I dropped on all fours... my knees extended allowing my sack to hang freely and I offered him my cunt... Daddy moved behind me positioning himself between my outstretched legs, rubbing his hands up and down my back. “Fucking beautiful cuntboy. Tell me what you want.”… I moaned... “Please!” I continued. “Feed my cunt!”... as my cunt lips ached to take Daddy’s fat cock inside me. Daddy took a hit long hit from the pipe as he spread my cunt lips wide. Drawing a second hit, Daddy blew the chem cloud into my cunt. My body spasmed... feeling my Daddy’s tongue against my hungry cunt. Daddy darted his tongue in and out... chewing my cunt lips and shoving his tongue in as deep as he could. I was in my own world... my cock leaking onto my engorged balls. My cunt lips quivered as I felt Daddy’s cock press up against them. Without warning, he plunged his entire shaft deep inside my cunt hitting my prostate. “FUCK!” I yelled as Daddy grabbed the back of harness, pulling me up to his chest, and began to pound my cunt. My head began to swim. “Take Daddy’s cock cuntboy! Fucking whore!” he yelled... driving deeper into me with every thrust. I let go a chem induced rant, “Fuck yeah Daddy... fuck your meth whore... fucking need cock... fucking cunt!“ He kept up the hard fucking and pounding of my prostate until I started to cum... causing my cunt lips to grasp and tightened around his shaft. With a final deep, hard thrust, Daddy plunged his cock all the way in and let out a torrent of hot cum... coating the inside of my cunt. “Fuck yeah!” I moaned contentedly. Pulling out, Daddy slapped my ass and stood in front of me, presenting his dripping cock. “Clean, cuntboy.” he ordered... without hesitation, I took his cock into my mouth... tasting the mixture of cunt slime as I obeyed my Daddy’s command. Satisfied, Daddy patted my head and walked away. “Now put on that jockstrap,” he ordered... pointing to the yellow jock on tossed against the mirrored wall. “When it’s on... back on the floor.” I grabbed the jockstrap and quickly rose to put it on. The feeling was incredible... the massive weight of the sack pulling on my groin caused me to slightly hunch over as I pulled it on. “Fuck” I mumbled, trying to adjust myself. I stood there staring... the waistband barely covering my cockhead... my exposed cock shaft extending from my groin. I smiled... knowing that it would last for a while. I wasn’t going anywhere. Noticing puppy crawling to me, I turned and dropped to my knees to greet my alpha. I sat back, my ass cheeks resting on the heels of my feet and adjusted my legs to allow my sack to hang free... Holding it in both of my hands, I proudly presented it to him. Drawing closer, puppy’s hands began examining the obscene mass and grunted an approval as he began licking along the length of my exposed shaft. My hips bucked and my cock sprung from its confines. “Take it puppy...Piss...I gotta piss,” I pleaded... the pressure on bladder hitting me... Puppy held my cock in his mouth and nodded... giving me permission to release a torrent of chem piss into my alpha’s waiting mouth. “MMMMMM...” I growled... knowing puppy hardly took my piss... I was his urinal... After having his fill of my piss, puppy sat back, mimicking my position, our knees touching. I took in the sight of my alpha... his hard pecs rising and falling. My gaze moved downward seeing his sculpted torso until my eyes landed on his full pouch. It wasn’t pumped like mine... no modifications... his was the product of exceptional genes. “My cuntboy,” puppy sighed and leaned forward... Taking my right tit in his mouth, he began chewing. “Harder!” I begged... grabbing his head and pushing it deeper into my chest. “HARDER!” My body began to shake... feeling the pleasure of my tit connect to my cunt... Releasing my tit, puppy began devouring me... tongues clashing, our hands exploring every bit of each other’s body. I couldn’t get enough of my alpha... I needed him to fuck me and I flipped... presenting my cunt. Letting out a loud growl, “HUNGRY CUNT!” puppy shoved his cock into me and pulled me up... my back against his pecs feeling his uncut cock fill my cunt. We stayed like that for a bit... until I saw our reflection in the mirror... My head exploded, “HOLY FUCK!” I yelled... pulling myself away from puppy and looked down at my right tit... the ring was gone. I freaked out... trying to look for it. Immediately realizing what he had done, puppy grabbed hold of me. “It’s ok cuntboy... it’s ok.” I stared down at my bloody tit... shaking my head... I couldn’t believe what had just happened. “Relax cuntboy...” puppy, examining my tit, tried to calm me down. I looked at Daddy, trying to understand what had happened... he came, stood behind me and held my shoulders. I stared, opened mouthed, into puppy’s dilated eyes. Suddenly... puppy groaned and went for my tit... his tongue lapping up my blood... “FUUCK!” I growled... I was so fuckin spun that I didn’t care anymore... I just sat there... feeling my alpha feeding on my bloody tit. “Shit yeah...” Daddy groaned. Falling to his knees behind me, he lifted my hips, pushing his shaft in to the hilt. “Fucking cunt...” and I rode Daddy’s cock as puppy sat back. “Cunt,” puppy smiled and rose with an evil grin. Leaning over me, he let out a red tinged trail of spit. I moaned, immediately swallowing the offering that my alpha offered. “Now me,” Daddy ordered and puppy moved to him... repeating the ritual with our Daddy. We were complete... My body was the vessel of their essences, their cum and piss. My life force... my blood... had been accepted into their bodies,

I'm sure I must have been hypnotized at an early age. It's the only explanation for the raunchy things I've done -- I certainly wouldn't do them of my own free will ... would I? 😉

If you are both joking about it then -once you two are in bed- just 'joke' you want to feel his dick in your ass raw, just for fun of course to know what it feels like (as opposed to with a condom). I bet once he is in you raw he'll stay there. Just grab his ass and push him in deeper.

Plus this dirty whore @gangbangsuperstar has no choice but to show up to each man's apartment it visits it's leaking some strangers cum out of it's ass pussy

I am sitting on my bed replying to this thread. I have so much cum in my ass its leaking out. I went to the baths today and had at least 18 guys fuck me raw and I took at least 14 loads from different guys, a couple didn't cum and a couple came twice (at least). The first fuck of the day was amazing .. rock hard fat cock. He shot a big load deep in my hole and I just had to tell him that I really love poz loads and that they are my fave! You know what he did after I said that ? .. his cock didn't leave my hole .. he used his poz load as lube and gave me a second load. I think I sucked every wasting poz guy's cock in the building today.

I am assuming most people know about The Bear Party. I make sure to visit their Manhattan venue on 38th street every time I am in New York. Somehow manage to get a lot of loads and horny tops to use my holes there.

A couple weeks ago, a young married guy that was really shy the 1st time he stopped by and said it was his 1st, and wanted to try since he'd been desperate and his wife hadn't been doing anything for him, HIT ME UP again... https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/emoticons/default_wink.png He touted that this time, it woudnt be so quick and he'd be able to cum a couple times... That being said I was determined to make him cum juuuust as quick... lol.... Welllllll, like the 1st time as soon as I put my mouth around the head of his cock, I could feel the little spasms and pulse and tasted precum... so I vigorously deep throated his cock and started squeezing the head of his cock with the back of my throat.... BAM!!!! Instantly he started cumming and already... he's words... "dammmm, dam... I thought it'd last longer this time!!!" He left asking if he could stop by again... https://assets.s3xstatic.com/bz/uploads/emoticons/default_wink.png

Invited a new married guy over. Older chubby guy. He sucked me a bit. Then I bent him over a chair. He handed me a condom. I rolled it on split the head of it and fucked him. He had no clue. Unfortunately didnt cum but he wants a second go around. When I have the sling up in the basement he'll be restrained in it and unable to not comply

A little vein starts to pulse at the side of my head every time I get “Are you clean?” Does he mean: 1. Have I showered? 2. Have I cleaned out my colon? 3. Am I free of STDs? 4. Am I free of HIV? The whole question sort of chaps my ass, because the implication is that this guy is asking whether I’m too “dirty” for him to shove his penis into my anus and leave his bodily fluid inside me. I’m not sure the right person is asking the question...

It was time, the bottom confirmed that it was a go and that everyone was neg and Mark confirmed yes that is correct. The conversation went like the. Jack: I am nervous Mark: Bud nothing to be nervous about, you have a great ass and we have big dicks that need a tight boy pussy. Jack: Never done anything like this Mark: It is gonna be hot. Go get ready, clean out and make sure you have that blindfold and your poppers ready. Jack: Okay getting in the shower now. Mark had seventy responses, 32 poz guys responded and but only 12 of them were online. Mark started confirming who could come now and who would need to come later. The post went up on craigs list below: Young bottom looking for hot bare dick and cum. Find me ass up and hole ready face in a pillow and blindfolded. Fuck me nut in me and bolt. It was a matter of minutes before responses from craigslist came in. The first two both said they were neg, Jack sent them over in case Jack asked the first couple if they were neg. It would be better if they were or were at least pretending they were. Both sent a picture their stats are outlined below: The first guy was 27 6'1 180 married and muscled with a 7.5" dick he wanted to confirm Jack was neg and Mark confirmed for Jack. The guy wanted to confirm that it was anon and blindfolded. Correct. Mark Typed back and said I need your big dick and cum. In the meantime Jack had text he was ready. Mark sent the address and apartment number to this tall dude and he said he would be there in 20 minutes. Mark went to the other one, he was 38, 5'11 tatts and Mark enlarged the pic and he could see a scorpion right near the guys belly button. Mark shot off the address and apartment and this guy could be there in 10. Mark quickly send Jack a message that he needed to be ass up and ready with the blindfold on and the arrow he had sent earlier pointing to his room. Lube out, guys would knock and then enter and find him ass up and ready. Mark told Jack to hit him up after each load, jack agreed as Mark went to his poz tops and started lining them up and answering other CL ads. Quickly Mark shot off email with the address and apartment number one after the other. These were the tops invited off BBRT and Adam. 1) 37 white 6' 190 8.5 poz top who loves anonymous sex. Looking for no questions asked bottoms who love loads. Not on Meds 2) 28 Latin 5'10 170 Poz top 9" just need some ass, neg okay 3) 44 White 6' 150 thick beer can dick 8 x 7 not on meds and need neg ass 4) 24 white 5'9 150 7' recently tested poz vers 5) 39 Black Poz top 10" 6) 29 Black Top Poz 9.5 7) 50 White top Poz 8" The list went on from there. Most were not on meds some only fucked Jack because Mark had told them he was poz friendly. In all the first our 20 guys got invited. Mark kept inviting other tops to breed the slut and sending them over. It had been more than an hour and half and Jack did not hear from Mark and that rolled into four hours of fucking. Jack sent over two tops he know to report back and they both said he was being a class a cum dump and had taken more then 20 loads in the end he took loads from 26 guys most of them poz and in load count 20-35 loads

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I've sucked cocks from 4" to 11" - - I really had fun with the smallest and largest ones, but my very favorite is a buddy with about 7 3/4". His dick is above average in length and thickness, but not enough to make sucking a chore or make my mouth ache after 5 minutes. In fact, his dick had the slightest curve that allowed him to go bottom out in my throat perfectly. He is the only man that I would say I fully ENJOYED being skull fucked by. He could cum while buried in my throat or pull out and let me taste every drop. I especially enjoyed deep throating him while he was getting fucked...after he'd get bred and I'd drink his load, he always bent over and let me add mine to the mix! Fuck, I need to look him up, it's been a while.

I had a very intense sexual relationship with my dad for 19 years. He raised me and made me the pig I am today. Best time of my life

Oral is not necessary before anal sex but it is necessary After anal sex. Clean my Stick

1. Bill 2. 66 3. Conversion party with multiple toxic tops. No blood slams or hard drugs 4. Spin the wheel

I thought I'd share a true experience from my past. Tried to post this as a blog first but somehow that failed. Recently I reminisced about the two year period between 1998 and 2000 when I worked in US. My employer sent me to the Boston area to work on a project. I would spend six to seven weeks in the States, and then fly home for two weeks, and then return to the States for another six or seven weeks, and so on. Such was that two year period. Initially while in the States I would stay at the Embassy Suites in Marlborough, Mass., but at some point I switched to a suite hotel in Chelmsford. (I can't remember the name but by the photos looks like what is now County Chelmsford, although I think it had a different name when I stayed there.) So there I was: in my 30s, single, and horny as fuck all the time. Apart from work there was not much to do. Sometimes I visited the mall a bit further up the highway (I-95, exit 37?) ogling the hot guys in their "American look" of cargo shorts, t-shirts or polo and baseball caps, a style which I found really hot (and which, I might add, a style which is now common in NL, but not so much back then). Soon I adopted the same look, at least while in Massachusetts, and while not at work. If I may say so, I definitely looked hot. This was in the early days of internet and I only knew gay.com and cruisingforsex.com as possibilities in the US to hook up. I had to be careful because I didn't know what the IT guys could see what I was doing on my company laptop but I took the risk sometimes. I couldn't really host at the Embassy. Even though it was a reasonably big hotel the staff knew me by my first name from all the time I was spending there. And colleagues would stay there too. I could not run the risk of word getting back to the company that I was exhibiting 'indecent behavior'. Anyhow, I think I was on cruisingforsex.com when I received a message from Robert. My profile contained some pics of my smooth bubble butt, and stated I was looking for tops in the area. Robert responded saying he was a Daddy, hosting for sex at his place on Friday nights, and that he liked to watch guys fuck. Did I want to get laid and was I interested? I can't remember exactly but I think he was located in Hudson (Newton first came to mind but I now think that is too far away). At first I hesitated, but took him up on his offer, not knowing what to expect. He gave me the address and told me to be there around 8:00 PM on Friday. Not really knowing the area I had some difficulties finding the place so I was late and showed up at this bungalow around 8.30. He was a Daddy alright. In his 60s, white bearded cigar smoking Daddy. I was nervous as hell. So we made small talk at first and he kept pouring whiskeys to make me more comfortable, commenting I was a hottie, and that he would find some guys to come over to fuck. The next hour he spend on the phone on a gay sex chat line. He always started with "This is Robert. I am a Daddy. There is this hot Dutch bottom looking for loads. Are you interested?" Within an hour he had three guys, gave them his address and told me they were on their way. All the time he was on the phone I was on the couch watching a porn video, downing whiskeys to get rid of my nerves and getting hornier with each glass. Add poppers to that and I went into slut mode. First guy showed up 30 minutes later. Average Joe but nice cock. Sucked him a bit first then he lubed me up and fucked me on the couch. Robert was watching us fuck all the while on the phone trying to find other guys. Guy shot his load within minutes, dressed and left. Didn't even know his name. From then on until 2:00 AM guys came and went. In total I took care of eight to ten guys. Naturally there were a number of flakes. I was pretty drunk by that time even if it didn't show, felt like a total slut and loved it. Some were a bit put off by the "old guy" watching but none walked away (it was more or less anon for them anyway) and all dumped their load in my ass. No talk of condoms. A few were in and out the door quickly, most took much longer. Sometimes the next guy arrived when I still had a dick up my ass. All the while Robert was on the phone and in between chats encouraging the guys, urging "Fuck his ass!", and "Load him up!" At 2:00 AM Robert's much younger boyfriend (who was around my age) came home. He looked at me but didn't say anything and they retired to their bedroom. He had probably seen this before. Robert had told me I could sleep on the couch being too intoxicated to drive. Also told me Steve, the guy who rented the room upstairs, would be coming home from his work shift around 4:00 AM, but recommended I stay away from "that nasty piece of work." I woke up when I felt someone trying to stuff his dick in my mouth. BIG dick! It wasn't the BF. Still boozed up and still horny I just opened my mouth and sucked. Then I heard him whisper "come upstairs." Notwithstanding Robert's warning, I followed him up the staircase to his room. And I can honestly say I absolutely loved this "nasty piece of work." He was a rough, hard fucker, who planted two consecutive loads in my cummy hole. Afterwards I discretely went back downstairs. In the morning, Robert's BF still asleep, Robert and I had a coffee. Steve came up in the conversation, and I denied having played with him. Later I drove back to my hotel, all the while feeling increasingly horny as I replayed the evening's activities. This was a first of many Friday evenings/nights spent at Robert's place over those two years. I couldn't go if colleagues were staying at the hotel (as we were expected to socialize) but when I had the weekend for myself I would drive over to his place. He always managed to get guys to come over and fuck me, one time more than the other. While Robert watched each fuck session, he never participated. Some guys showing up I thought to be quite hot, and I received phone numbers from a few of the guys. I once even spent a weekend with a hot top I met at Robert's Boston apartment. The hot and his friend spent all Saturday evening and night taking turns on my ass. Several came back to fuck "the Dutch guy." Even the BF fucked me a few times when he came home at 2:00 AM, particularly after it was clear I had become a regular visitor. He never said terribly much, he just fucked and afterwards retired to the bedroom he shared with Robert. And, of course, Steve was always there for a "nightcap fuck" when Robert and BF were already sleeping. I don't think Robert ever found out about Steve fucking my cum filled sloppy hole when he was asleep. I don't recall how many cocks and loads I took on those Friday nights for two years but certainly the tally was several dozen. Not until years later, when the internet became more developed, did I learn about guys who like to whore-out other guys. Only then I realised there was a name for it and I had been whored out by Robert in Massachusetts in those two years..... And had loved it! Later I thought that maybe there had been a hidden camera recording those fuck sessions but I never saw anything on internet and he never mentioned it. After the project was completed I did not get to return to Boston until two years later. I tried to get in touch with Robert again but his phone was disconnected and email didn't seem to work. That time I stayed at a hotel in Chelmsford. It was easier to hook up then at the hotel as I was alone and my room was located on the ground floor next to the back entrance so guys could come in unnoticed by staff, but there I never reached the level of sluttiness as I had at Robert's place.

Chapter II. I backed away from my boy as he disappeared into the darkest corner of the basement dark room. He was well-lubed and stretched out from taking three fresh loads, one of which was POZ. Knowing that I had helped fuck those loads deeper into his hole kept my cock hard. I felt parched and needed a rest, so I headed back upstairs to the bar, knowing my man was in the basement getting fucked. Raw. Taking cum. I headed up the stairs and sat on a barstool. The bartender gave me a smile, and poured a beer for me. I gulped it down. He smiled at me and asked "Are you and your boyfriend having fun?" I nodded, grinning wildly. "Mind if I fuck your boy?" I assented without any hesitation. The bartender made a quick round making sure the other patron each had a full glass, and then he stepped out from behind the bar, brushed behind me, grazing my ass, and slipping his hand into my pants. I shivered. He gave a gesture towards the stairs and without hesitation I followed him back down into the darkness. He grabbed my hand and led me through a maze of bodies and hallways. My boy was laying on his back on a bench in the middle of the room. There was just enough light to recognize him, even if he was surrounded by four or five guys who were jerking off, and he had a huge cock down his mouth, a cock in each of his hands, and a final cock was planted deep in his ass. The top fucking him was holding my boy's legs high so he could really pound hole. I watched as the top’s ass flexed and jiggled. He was a hot guy, and his ass was a little saggy, slamming with each thrust. He threw his head back and grunted as he shot his load. I knew there was little chance that he was wearing a condom. When he pulled out, the bartender knelt down and sucked his big slimy uncut cock clean. The top stood to the side so the bartender to could take his place. I recognized him as our tour guide, a tall beefy Nordic-looking blond. He smiled at me as he shook his cock. My eyes were drawn from his face down to that glistening cock. Even in the dimness of the room I could see the tattoo of a biohazard symbol which surrounded his navel. But his enormous cock really caught my eye as it was still hard. He put his arm around me and reached for my cock, first rubbing it over my jeans, and then slipping his hand inside. I unbuttoned them for him and he whipped my dick out. He whispered "If you guys are into this scene, I could organize some extra fun after the rest of our group goes back to the hotel each night." I nodded instantly. The bartender had started slapping his cock against my boy’s sloppy hole. He turned to me and reached out for my hand, leading it to his mouth. He spat into my hand and then placed my hand on his cock, so naturally I jerked him a bit, lubing him up. Then, when he felt himself to be sufficiently slick, he leaned forward and I shimmied his dick around a bit, helping him ease himself into my boy’s ass. Raw, of course. He started pounding my boy’s ass and my boy moaned in pleasure, even with the cock in his throat. My boy was in heaving in pleasure, having released his inner pig and taking loads from strangers. The crowd cheered on the bartender in a cacophony of languages. His pace picked up as he got close to cumming. His eyes locked on me as he shot his load, breeding my boy. He pumped a few times, caught his breath, and pulled out, his cock glistening, slimy with foam, his pubes matted with cum. With his sloppy dick hanging out, he grabbed my hand, leading me, and the POZ tour guide out of the room. I turned my head to see a thin scrawny guy mounting my boy. The guys led me to a cabinet with a hole in the wall. I knew what a gloryhole was, and seeing my boy taking that cum without regard to status or even knowing their names made me so horny I knew I was up for more anonymous play. The bartender didn’t ask, rather he told me, ‘You’re gonna clean off my cock.’ He disappeared and a few seconds later, his sloppy cock came through the hole. I bent forward and started licking. Gobs of cum slid down my tongue and into my throat. I nearly gagged as I felt my pants being pulled down to my ankles. I pulled off of the bartender’s cock to see the POZ tour guide leering at me. His mammoth cock was still out, and hard, oozing precum. I shook my head no, since I only rarely bottom, and had never taking a cock as big as his, certainly not raw, and certainly not POZ. He nodded ‘yes,’ and knelt down behind me, spreading my cheeks. I knew he was going to loosen me up with his tongue, and I’d eventually take his cock, and his seed. I relaxed into his scruffy face, feeling tingles as his stubbly grazed my tender ass. I went back to nursing the bartender’s cock, still hard, and still slimy. I guzzled down the cum on his cock, savoring the flavor of my boy’s ass juices and the cum of uncounted guys. After a couple of minutes the bartender’s cock swelled-up, and I felt his balls jerk against my chin, so I knew he was about to cum. I made the move to pull away so he could shoot on my face, but the tour guide held my head in place, the bartender skull-fucked me as the tour guide stood up and slapped his cock against my ass, sliding in surprisingly easily, balls-deep. Just as the tour guide hit home, the bartender started shooting into my throat. I gagged as my mouth filled with his cum, unable to swallow fast enough. His cum actually bubbled out of my mouth and onto my chin. A thought flashed across my mind: for the first time I was filled with dick from both ends, but I didn't dwell on the thought as the tour guide released my head, swiped some of the bartender’s fresh cum onto his fingers, withdrew his cock from my hole only to slide his cummy fingers into me. I groaned in frustration as the bartender stepped away from the glory hole. But my disappointment was short lived as a new cock appeared in the glory hole. It was not particularly big, but it was beautiful. The guy pulled his foreskin back and I dove onto it. The tour guide replaced his slimy fingers with his bare cock and slid back into me, balls deep. He didn't fuck, but seemed to just stand there, his dick flexing as I swallowed down the new cock, which I slurped until the guy in my mouth came. This time I didn’t try to pull off. I did, however, notice that my ass felt full, warm, and wet, and unbidden the tour guide patted my shoulder saying "Good boy." I turned my head back to the tour guide, my guts still full of his hard dick. I shuddered and said to him "You can fuck me." "Why? What do you want," he asked. "I want you to cum in me," I replied, quivering in excitement and frustration. "I already have," he explained, withdrawing his cock from my ass, only to kneel behind me, slurping out what I now realized was cum. When he had gathered a fair amount of cum into his mouth, he stood me up and kissed me, forcing his seed into my mouth. Three loads in my mouth, and one in my ass. I heard a chuckle, and saw my boy, naked, covered in sweat, cum matted in his hair, clapping. He embraced me as the tour guide licked the stray dribbles of cum off of my face. I pulled my shirt down and my pants up as my boy went to look for his clothes. We met up upstairs and the bartender gave the three of us a final beer, this one on the house. We took a cab back to the hotel with the tour guide, fondling each another the whole way. I was hoping that the tour guide would follow us back to our room for some more fun, but he told us to rest. We had to get some sleep, and be up early. The following morning we would hop on a bus to Prague. He told us he could arrange for some extra special fun there. We nodded and went back to our room. We collapsed into a sticky tangle in bed. He told me he didn’t know how many loads he had taken, and I told him about sucking cock at the glory hole. I topped him as he told me about feeling released, and of course I bred him. It felt so different breeding him with all of that cum inside him. I lay on my back and let him top me for the first time. He fucked me, telling me how hot it was watching the POZ guy tell me he had cum inside me. We fell asleep in a sticky pile, excited about what was to come the following day.

Some very considerate bottoms on here who are focused on pleasing their lover. It's commendable. Lol. I'm too greedy for daddy's cock to think about pleasing him. All that is going through my mind is .."I love your big cock daddy. Fuck me harder." (something I also say a lot) Obviously I want him to be happy but purely so he can plough his throbbing cock deep into me and fuck me senseless.

I love getting fucked and I do it for me not for the top. It feels so good when a hot cock is pumping in my hole, it really gets me off. I don't do it for the top's pleasure. I do it for my pleasure. The only reason I care about making a top excited is so his cock will get hard and make my hole feel good when its fucking and seeding me. A tops only purpose is to get hard and make me feel good.