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This is a true story and my post first on here, I'm 23, horny and I had never barebacked before. To get me through lockdown I discovered popperbating, i've probably gone through 10 bottles in the last 2 months. The videos coached me to be a pig, a cumdump and to never refuse a load. Before this I was ignorant, if someone asked for bareback I'd refuse them like they had the plague. How wrong I was. The problem is, i'm the horniest I've ever been, and no amount of porn or wanking can 'scratch the itch' I was now feeling. With Coronavirus, Grindr has been very hit and miss. A lot of anonymous profiles have popped up to hide the shame they may encounter from showing their faces. This didn't bother me, I hadn't been fucked in 4 months and with each day my craving was getting harder and harder but so was finding someone willing to meet. I wanted to meet anyone as long as they had a cock. My usual preferences went out the window, I was ready to be used and abused. My hopes were dashing, with each miss I was losing faith in Grindr and other sites, my town in Devon was just full of time wasters so I was ready to uninstall. Until I had a message from an anon profile called "BB Fucker". With a name like "BB Fucker" it's easier to cut the BS and get straight to it. "Location?" I asked. Instantly he shared it and I said i'd be there in 5 minutes. I don't think i've ever left the house so fast. It actually caught me off guard, I was so unprepared. I quickly grabbed my best bottle of poppers and was in the car in under 30 seconds. I don't think the smile left my face the entire journey there. When I arrived, I message asking for their house number. "BB Fucker" was now offline. I messaged again asking them where they are and sent my location. I was promptly blocked. I was furious. I've met time wasters before, but this encounter thoroughly pissed me off. I was so close to just driving to a city in hopes of finding a new cluster of promiscuous gays, the type that might actually agree to meet me. Then a new profile appeared, "Hung egg-plant emoji, safe fun". They were within 500 feet so I thought, why not, a wrapped dick is better than no dick at all. So I sent them a message "I'm close, wanna fuck me now?". The longest 5 minutes of my life, I was about to drive off until I heard that famous ding. "I'm in flat 23 .... doors open". I don't quite remember but I think I ran. I walked in and saw a middle eastern man standing there with his dick out. He said something but I didn't catch it, I was straight on my knees sucking his cock. He pulled away. "Do you have a condom?" he said. "Urm let me check", knowing full well I didn't. "I don't sorry, do you?", praying he would say no but off he went to check. I think my face went white when he came back with a brand new box from his flat mates bedroom. I was gutted but dick is dick. Much to my annoyance, it was one of those bright red ones and he made me suck him wearing it. I may as well have sucked off a balloon animal. I took a deep hit of poppers, may be the high will stop me caring so much. Fuck, I needed a dick in my ass and I needed it now. I started demanding he fuck me hard now. But he wanted me to suck him more. I felt like telling the balloon animal to fuck off but his dick was thick and he was my only hope of getting a fuck that day. I sucked him, trying to make a hole in the condom. He started to film me. My first thought was great, i'm going to end up on only fans or something with the most boring fuck ever. I pulled away and bent over, I wanted him to lick my hole. "I don't do that sorry", fuck sake anything else I thought to myself. He started to fuck me, slowly and gently. I shouted "harder" until he finally got into the rhythm. I asked him to cum in me when he's ready and he promptly switched the camera off. "No, safe only". Then the camera went back on. Until he started pulling out for long periods of time. I couldn't work out what he was doing, it was thrust, wait 10 seconds, thrust... I thought he can't be close already... I tried to turn around but he pushed my head into the bed and started fucking me hard and fast. I could feel him cumming in me. Spurt after spurt, I'd never felt anything quite like that before. I went from barely excited to cumming instantly, that had never happened before. I turned around to see the condom on the floor. "It broke I'm sorry I don't know what happened" he claimed. Yeah... sure you didn't, all I was thinking was, I was just used for a stealthing video and his act was a cover up. He apologised and asked if I was clean. My answer was obviously yes, I was recently tested and hadn't fucked in months. "Good" as he walked into his bathroom. I picked up the condom off the floor, completely intact. Lying fucker. I'm satisfied I got my first load in my ass, just a little pissed to be used in that way and not get to enjoy a full BB fuck. I said to him after, "you know, I would've fucked BB anyway if you'd just asked?" to which the camera went back on, oddly, "I'm so sorry the condom broke, I only ever play safe I didn't mean it", camera off. I guess he got to live out his condom to bareback fantasy, even if I did have to put up with the god awful acting. When I left, I messaged asking for a copy of the Condom to Bareback video or a link to it when it's uploaded. To no surprise - blocked. I still left with a smile on my face and swiftly changed my grindr name to "Egg plant, water emoji - dump", stupid Grindr blocking my new favourite words. I felt like I had been baptised, seeing sex in a whole new light. Cum is now my drug, and I need my next fix now. Attached a pic of the aftermath 🙂

People say furries are weird, and they aren't wrong. I started hanging around with the furries in high school, and kept in touch through college. I thought it was all silly costume nonsense until I was invited to my first furry convention. Part 1: Thursday, 12:30p Here I am, 19, in the lobby of a hotel half way across the country looking for people who I only know from the internet. People all around me, in full costumes, pushing luggage carts stocked full of booze and snacks. Whatever, it was going to be a good weekend regardless of what I got into. How could it not? Finally I saw the person I was rooming with, pulling two large suitcases and trying to push a car packed with storage totes. Id never met this guy in person before, I only knew them from a group chat that him and some of my friends were in. I only had my backpack with me, since I'm more furry adjacent, I don't have a costume, or anything bulky to bring with me. I ran up to help him with his bags, introduced myself, exchanged pleasantries, before heading to the elevator. The line was long, but we eventually got to our floor. As he started to unpack, it was clear that he wasn't just here to wear a costume around, and maybe get drunk. One of the totes he brought was dedicated to exotic adult toys, in all shapes and sizes, another had what looked like hospital restraints in it. One of his suit cases had his costume, a fursuit, and two body suits for it. My eyes were wide as I watched him unpack, trying to make small talk while I took it all in. He was in his mid 20s, tall, wide shoulders, dark hair. I knew him as "Spot", but had no idea what his real name was. He was some sort of green and white dog, I think. He kept smiling over at me while I rambled about it being my first convention, and how excited I was to go do everything. I trailed off as he began unpacking a sling, and a bench. He didn't live far from the hotel, so it made sense that he could bring so much. I had to fly here, like many other people. He opened his other suitcase, and it was filled with all sorts of intimidating looking straps and bags. Harnesses, restraints, a few rubber suits in plastic bags. I'll give him one thing, he was organized. Why would someone need to bring this much stuff with them to a furry convention? It hadn't really registered with me, but this dude intended to do more than just hangout in an animal costume. Spot came over and sat next to me, wrapping his arm around me trying to be affectionate. We had been flirty online, shared photos of ourselves, shared our interests and fetishes. Im not very experienced when it comes to sex, but my new friend here seemed to be. He pressed his nose to my ear and gave me a sniff, causing me to tense and laugh nervously. "We are going to have so much fun this weekend, I promise" he said to me, before returning to the pile of stuff he was pulling from his suitcases. I managed a smile, not sure if I had gotten myself into something dangerous, I stood up and moved to the door. "Im going to go register" I said from the restroom, taking my toiletries from my backpack and setting them on the sink. Neatly folded into a ziplock baggie, my toothbrush, floss, and a bottle of lubricant I purchased before the trip. "Oh, don't bother. Nothing happens on Thursday anyway. If you stick around, I can introduce you to some friends of mine. Then we can go check out the room parties" he said from the main area, the metal tubes for the sling knocking against each other as he set them up. "Would you like something to drink?" I wasn't much of a drinker, and I wasn't old enough, but it was a vacation weekend, so why not? "Sure" I replied. Spot stopped what he was doing, and moved to the luggage cart, where he unloaded at least 6 bottles of liquor and several choices for mixer. I took my backpack from my shoulders and started to unpack. I didn't bring anything special, another pair of pants, a few shirts, socks and underwear, etc. While I was placing my clothes into the drawers under the TV, he prepared my drink. "Here you go puppy." He said to me with a grin, handing me a red solo cup filled with what looked to be Coca Cola. 'Cool, a rum and coke, I can handle that' I thought to myself, taking a drink. However I didn't taste any alcohol. "I don't want you getting wasted before party time" he cracked me a smile, rubbing his hand against my cheek before returning to his task. Whatever, I'll just hangout here. I continued to watch him unpack, more and more intrigued by every item he pulled from his suitcase. The sling was fully setup, a bench as well. The closet was full of costume body suits, and rubber. The restroom started to look more like an adult shop showroom. I was more than entertained just by watching, I forgot there were almost 5000 other people at the convention. My body started to feel warm, and my vision blurred, however it must have just been jet lag, since I hadn't had anything alcoholic to drink. I watched as my new friend tucked the last of his luggage away, before moving to the counter with the sink, pulling forward a small brown leather bag and digging in it. He looked over at me with a smile, then back to the counter as he pulled out several small plastic bags, pouring some of the contents of one onto a hand mirror he had brought, chopping it up with his room key. We never really talked about this, and it made me nervous, but I was committed to not being a buzzkill this weekend. Also, I didn't really know anyone else who was here. I finished my drink while my friend finished cutting up a line of something on the counter. I was starting to feel dizzy, when he came over and sat down next to me. "We are going to have a great weekend, aren't we puppy?" He asked as I leaned into him. I looked up to catch his gaze, and nodded 'yes'

It all started in support group, I had recently tested poz and in order to get free drugs I had to go to support group. It a seemed like a legit idea but the more I was at group the hornier I got. My first night there were three twinks and two muscle boys I wanted to breed. I tried to get one of them to come home with me, but he declined. He said he was not going to have sex till he got on meds and got everything under control, but we could jack off. I declined and told him to have fun and if he changed his mind I would eat and fuck his ass and plant a big load in him. I really wanted to nail some young tail but decided to go home but when I was passing a park I saw a young guy could not have been more then 18 skinny 5’8 130 blonde hanging by the picnic bench near a public bathroom at a park. I stopped and watched as he followed a guy into the bathroom and then the guy came out and the young dude walked out and sat on the bench. I had done plenty of park shit when I was in my hay day and knew this kid was horny as fuck and just missed out on that straight guy dick who took a leak and left. I started getting a chub as I walked toward the bathroom, here I was 6’1 180 sexy ginger who just needed some hot young ass on my 9” dick. I knew I should just go home and wait till I was on meds for this kind of fun, but I could not help myself. The kid watched me, and I could see him lick his lips as I readjusted my prick and I just walked by him and entered and went right over to the stall and puled out my hard prick. Rock hard by now. The kid did not wait long, and he was right next me to and he pulled out his dick and looked at my big hard dick and licked his lips again. I cleared my throat and said, kid what are you waiting for. Ready to suck my dick? The kid got on his knees and I turned my dick to him, and he swallowed the head of my big dick and sucked and licked on it. He was not very experienced, I could tell. I held his head with one hand and helped him take more of my dick as he gagged a little and grabbed the mantel above me with one hand and felt some poppers. Some straight guy must have left them as his secret hiding place. I took them down and took a couple hits and then let go of the kids head and pulled my dick out. He looked disappointed and I quickly held the bottle on his left nostril and then his right telling him to breath deep and did it two more times and he was swimming and then I capped it and held his head and he began to swallow my cock like a hungry little cock sucker. I was finally starting to really enjoy his mouth and I looked over and saw this young dude 25 or so 5’11 175 muscled with a couple tats white guy with dirty blonde hair. He was watching and rubbing his dick through his pants. I motioned for him to come over after I saw his wedding band and he walked over as I head the kids head on my dick and he unzipped and pulled out a nice thick 7.5-inch dick uncut. This young kid is going to become a real cock sucker tonight and a great little bottom. The straight guy jacked his dick and I lifted the boys head off my dick and guided him over to the dick to his right. He swallowed it as I rubbed the straight guys ass. He seemed uncomfortable and pushed my hand away. I grabbed the poppers and put them up to his nose and he seemed to know what to do with them and he inhaled, and I moved it and he hit the other side. He was moaning as his dick was getting sucked. I pulled of the little slut and gave him more poppers and he went to town sucking and gagging on that thick dick in front of him as I want back to rubbing the guys ass and managed to get my hand on him skin to skin. I held his left check in my hand rubbing it and slide my finger in his crack and slowly moved till I found his tight little hole. Fuck he was tight, I rubbed it as he moaned, and the kid sucked his dick and he turned to me and I kissed him. I pressed my finger against his hole as I tongued his mouth and we made out. I pulled off and leaned to his ear and whispered that the two of them should come to my place it was only a couple blocks. He did not say anything while the kid kept sucking his dick and then said Okay let’s go. I told him to hand me his phone and I called my number and then handed it back to him and text him the address with my phone as I zipped up and asked the kid to get dressed and follow me. The boy hopped up and followed me and we walked to my apartment and the sexy straight boy text me he was there and just was we walked up the stairs I text him the apartment number and told him to come on up. I put some porn on my little blonde boy was even cuter in the light. I told him to sit and I made him and frat boy a drink while a young guy sucked off two big dicked muscle guys. I poured three drinks both the blue glasses had g in them, and I took the yellow one. I handed Mr. Frat, tatted hottie his drink when he entered, and he said thanks and gave blonde one. I told Dan I now knew since his name came up in my phone with his number to kiss blonde and he leaned in and started making out with the kid. They were making out hard and I went into the bedroom and go my tin of T out and some lube so I could be ready. I paused for a moment and thought maybe I should not do this, blow my charged load in both. My dick was rock hard and dripping and I knew I just could not let his opportunity go. I headed back out to the living room and they both had their shirts off and there was blonde sucking on Dan’s thick dick. Dan was saying fuck, suck that dick and then he told him to lick his balls, as the blonde did, and Dan lifted his legs and pressed blonde and his tongue into his ass. Dan was moaning, I stripped and sat next to him and held on leg and leaned in and kissed him while Blonde tongue fucked his hole. Dan was moaning in my mouth and I grabbed the fresh poppers and broke the kiss and fed him poppers and two rounds each nostril and he laid his head back as the kid ate away. This kid must have eaten pussy before because seemed to be a natural. I got up and headed back for the bedroom and grabbed some lube and a rock and brought it out to the living room and nothing had changed except the moaning was loader. I lifted the kids head while holding Dan’s leg and he went back to Dan’s cock and I quickly lubed up my finger and started rubbing that wet hole. The moaning got louder and I slipped a finger in and he said no and I pulled out quick and rubbed circles around the ring and then grabbed the rock and put it up to his hold and leaned in and kissed him hard while I slide it inside him and he broke off the kiss and said come on dude. I quickly grabbed blonde and put him back down to lick and tongue that hole and he relaxed, and I could see him getting horny as fuck and that big rock doing its magic. He was saying oh god as the kid tongue fucked his and spread his hole and I whispered in Dan’s ear, we should go to the bed room and he nodded and I tapped blonde on the head and said follow me. I got on the bed and told blonde to wait and watched as Dan climbed on the bed and got on all fours and grabbed my cock and started to suck it. I had my back to the headboard watching this straight guy suck my big dick full of pre-cum and his hole was exposed to blonde. I motioned for Blonde to undress and he pulled his pants down and exposed a rock hard 8” thinner dick curved upward dripping precum. He got between Dan’s legs and began to eat way at his hole again as I tossed him some lube to his right side and after another five minutes of eating that hole he lubed up his fingers and rubbed them on Dan’s hole as Dan sucked my dick like he was to total cock sucker. I lifted his head and fed him poppers again as blonde slide a finger in him without protest from Dan. Blonde started fingering his hole as I brought Dan back to nurse my dick and I held up two fingers and Blonde realized it was time to slide two in Dan. I held Dan’s head as he moaned on my dick, his pussy was hungry and a minute later I did not need to tell blonde it was time to slide his prick in him he just lined up and slowly slid his raw dick in Dan’s tight hole. Blonde slowly fucked that tight hole as he looked at me and his face said it all as he moaned and after five minutes shot his fist load inside Dan of the night. Dan did not move but kept sucking my dick as Blonde cleaned his manhole and at some of his cum out of Dan. When Blonde took a break I motioned for him to come sit by me and once in place I grabbed Dan’s head and guided him to Blonde’s cock and as Dan sucked and cleaned up that cock I asked the boy what his name was and he quickly said Zak. I said Zak after you have your bottom clean your cock you two should kiss. I watched Zak pick up Dan’s head and lean in and kiss him. I handed the bottle of poppers to Zak and said make sure he takes three each side this time. Zak gave him the poppers and encouraged him to inhale deep and I lubed up and pressed my dick up against that wet cummy hole and I winked at Zak and told him to make his bottom take him to the base and as he pushed Dan’s head down onto his dick I pressed in and stretched that tight little cunt. I was only halfway, and Dan was saying no, no and I just more poppers and Zak put them up and made Dan inhale and soon his hole relaxed and I made it all way inside. I slowly fucked him with my huge dick and his hole started to milk my cock, I had not cum in almost ten days and really needed this more than I knew. I grabbed another rock and easily worked it up his hole while Zak made out with him. I slipped out and made them both a drink only spiking Dan’s this time. I gave them both their drinks and waiting for Dan to pass out. Zak looked at the clock and said he better go; he was late and would need to slip into the house without his parents knowing he was out. I looked funny and he said I am 19 so do not worry. While he was getting dressed, I asked him for his code to his phone and I called him and then told him to save my number. I wanted to hand out with him tomorrow night and see if there was any trouble at the park they could get into. Zak smiled and rushed off.

Also I find most of the time the lay is bad. They have all these criteria, they usually have a very specific scene that they need to recreate to get off. I like natural encounters, scripted scenes and method acting roles make me bored and soft.

After stopping safe sex a couple of years ago I was ready to bareback again. Things were slow and then the virus hit and things got even slower. But after months of needing cock I posted to a few local contacts I had on BBRT that they would be welcome to come to my place and make a deposit in my hole. I was pleasantly surprised yesterday when a couple took me up on that. The first guy came by and I was naked and ready for him. He was a bit chubby and hairy but a cock is a cock. I wanted no conversation just a cock and cum in my ass. Anyway we went to my bed and he bred me. It felt so good to finally feel someone cum in me. The second guy called and came over about an hour and half later. He was interesting in that he is married but likes to fuck men. Nice looking slender and not much hair. Good size cock. Again to bed. He wanted me on my back as he likes to watch the face of men he is fucking. Some lube and in me he went. God it felt great. I don't know how long he pumped me as I was enjoying it so much time wasn't important. My cock was so hard it was almost hurting. I guess because it had been so long since I had been used. As he picked up the pace and was getting ready to cum, he said he was sorry but his profile had changed and he was no longer negative but was now pozzed. He volunteered to pull out before he came but I wrapped my legs around his to signal no stay in me. He came shortly after. It was an awesome feeling his pozzitive cum flowing in me. He apologized for not telling me sooner but i did not care it was not something I worried about since I started bare-backing again. I told him anytime he needed to fuck a guy call me, I would be ready to accept his toxic loads. So it has only been about 20 hours since this happen I guess it will be weeks before I know if I am toxic. I am curious if his wife is or knows her husband is positive and if she is too. I hope he calls again soon.

I like a certain type of man. I like him taller than my 5’9”, more masculine and muscular than me, I like a man who is clean, someone who doesn’t take drugs, sane, smart and who I could see on a regular basis. BUT most of all I like a total top who is hung bigger than me and likes to be in charge. I have come to learn I get a rush when a top uses me, manhandles me and taps into that combination of humiliation and lust of being a total bottom. I was tired of one offs and was hoping to find an alpha type to do this on a regular basis. I thought I fond him on A4A.com, we messaged back and forth a lot but were never able to make a meeting happen. If you are on hook up sites you know there are a lot of flakes. There are people who just want to message, collect pictures, or people who will say anything to make a meeting happen. I have had my share of them all. I was starting to get a sense that he was what I was into and this connection had potential. It took forever to get info from him, he was guarded. He wanted me to show up with in minutes of messaging and I wasn’t able to do that. We had a lot of missed connections., I couldn’t get him to plan more than an hour ahead. After some back and forth accusing each other of flakes he deleted his profile. I kept looking. I thought that was the end of that. In the meantime I had learned that I really got into wearing a lace jock. A potential hook up sent me a black lace number from Candyman and when I put it on I felt amazingly turned on. I know that with a man I am a total bottom but this was taking it to a different level. Over the year I had some one offs where I wore it when getting fucked and it was hot. I posted a picture of my plump ass with lace panty-like jock on a hook up site. One day I see a message from a black total top who said he loved “plump white ass” and wanted to see more, he included a pick of his semi hard cock which made me weak in the knees. It was the guy from before with a different account. Total tops with a BBC are hard to find in this PNW city so I obliged him. We spent several weeks messaging back and forth and his tone was different, he seemed to really be into me and me wearing the lace jock. He said he liked making total bottoms into a sissy. He said his cum would bring out my natural femme side, make me more submissive and yielding to him. I was taken aback since I was uncomfortable with being feminized, but I was turned on. It was more the humiliation and submission than making me female. Being a man so turned on by another man that he forgets he has a cock and all his pleasure comes from taking his. That had me excited. We finally made arrangements to meet. We made arrangements to meet. I showed up to his place on a Saturday afternoon. He let’s me in through his garage. He is built like an linebacker. My instructions were to change and go up to his bed room. Once there I was his to use. I stripped off my clothes and slipped on the lace jock, I was clearly excited,I had a silk robe that was left at my house by an ex girlfriend that I put on to cover myself a little more. It felt special and sexy in a way that was different. As I walked up the stairs to his bedroom I found myself shedding any sense of my masculine self and by the time I reached his room I was something different. I walked into his bedroom and there he was. He was wearing boxers and tank top and standing 6’4”. I could see his bulge and I felt excited and weak in the knees. My cock was straining against the lace jock but the rest of my body was coming alive. I said that I was glad I could finally put my words into action and dropped to my knees. He said nothing but pulled his big black cock out and I took him in my mouth, feeling him grow and pulse inside me. He let out a sigh and said, suck it bitch and I found myself even more turned on and willing to take him. He let me go at him before he put his hands on my head and pushed me onto him. He wouldn't let me back off him as he pushed past my gag reflex and started to slowly but firmly fuck my face. I was gagging and scared and tried to push off but he wasn’t having any of that. I had to take him for all I was worth, I am not a very good cock sucker but something about his alphaness made me want to yield to him. This went on for a while. I struggled but kept at it. I wanted to please, I loved feeling overwhelmed by him and I loved him taking control of me. My pleasure turned from outward to inward. The more rough he was with me the more I wanted to give into him. He would pull his cock out of me and I would hear feel an emptiness and try to take him back in my mouth. I was begging for his cock. There I was sucking a big cock in what felt like panties. I tossed off my robe and pressed against his leg as I sucked him. I ran my hands up his legs and ass, feeling his muscles and his strength. I was intoxicated by the pure strength of him. I was soaking up his manliness and was lost in the moment. That is when he pulls me up to my feet spins me around and and pushes me onto his bed, before I can react his hands are pulling my waist up and I can feel his cock between my cheeks. STAY he commands, while he lubes up his cock. Before I could think of anything, before I could say, should we get a condom his hot raw cock parted my lips and he slide his entire cock into me. Hew was balls deep in my hole. It feels amazing, it hurt but only in a way that felt really good, then the pain quickly moved to intense pleasure, it was like his cock fit my hole perfectly. He had my by the waste and started to work my hole with his cock. I heard him moan with pleasure and he said YOU NEED TO BE BREED. He was rough and just like when he was fucking my troat I found myself yielding to his attack, loving how taken I felt. I had no place to go, I was being taken, I was his to use and I loved it. I didn’t care that he was in me raw. I loved that he decided we were going BB and he was going to breed me, it made me feel wanted. His fucking was merciless. I’d try to fall off my knees and he would pull me back up onto him. I was being opened up deep, I cloud feel a change. My cock went from hard to semi hard.. He was grunting and moaning and I loved hearing him getting pleasure from me. I asked him if he liked my pussy. He said “Yes, I am going to breed that plump white ass and you are going to take all my cum. You job is to take all my cum you understand that sissy?” I did, further more I wanted it and Then it started to happen my prostate had been getting hit regularly by his cock I had that semi erect feeling like I had to pee but now it was getting more and more intense. Pleasure radiated from where his cock was in me spreading throughout my whole body. My nipples were extra sensitive, my skin was electric my lips were on fire. The feeling and pleasure built and I was shuddering. Suddenly I felt myself cuming in my pantiy-jock. I shouted “You’re fucking the cum out of me!” in surprise and delight. and that seemed to get him going. He bucked and held his cock deep in me and through my sensations felt his cock unload his seed in me. He moaned loudly, I cried out a yes as his cum replaced mine. I was about to roll off him but he held me onto him. He didn’t stop. He kept sliding in and out of me. I thought I was spent but I got hard immediately and the waves of pleasure kept rolling from my ass through my entire body. I was having multiple prostate orgasms. I have had one or two in a session but now they were rolling through me with no end in sight. I lost myself to the sensation. Between his grunts he said “You are cumming like a woman now, you are cumming like the sissy you are!” I couldn’t deny it, the feeling that was coming from my ass was better than any other orgasm I had had before. I was freaked out but I didn’t want it to stop. His cock was filling me in a way didn’t know I craved. Eventually he pulled out and I tried to hold his seed in me. He spread my cheeks and got excited watching his cum gush from my hole, He rubbed it around my ass and under my panties onto my balls and my cock, saying “Yeah, you are covered in my cum now you are my bitch.” I slid off the bed onto my knees in a heap at his feet. He didn’t let up. He wasn’t fully hard but he was still turned on. He started to slap my face with his semi erect cock. He kept angling to put it in my mouth but I refused. I said NO wash it off I am not doing ATM it’s gross. He said he likes it because it’s a submission thing and I said, it’s a limit. He walked away, rinsed off his cock and started feeding it to me again. I hadn’t regained my sense of self, I was still in unknown territory due to the exhaustion of the pounding, the taking of his cum and from the prostate orgasms I had (leared thise are also known as sissygasms) I know I wanted to keep him in me. I had told him I would swallow his load and it looked like that was my next mission. He lay on the bed and I got between his legs, this isn’t sex among equals, this is an alpha man and his bottom, total bottom, his submissive sissy and I was loving it. I worked his cock lovingly, I took him deeper than I had any other man. I was bound and determined to get another load out of him and to do what I had promised. Sucking his cock was not just foreplay to getting fucked, it was an act of lust and satisfaction for me. I lost track of time, I was getting a sore jaw and my neck was starting to ache. I had resorted to using my hand to help with the blowjob. I know it was cheating but I wanted to make him cum. He pulled my hand away and pushed my head down onto him. I nkew this was it, he started to buck into me and I could tell he was working up to shooting his load. He got up to his knees and I did my best to stay on his cock but I dropped him. He grabbed his cock and started jacking it. “Come Get it” he said and I immediately got my mouth on the head of his cock. After a few strokes his cum flooded into my mouth. I could taste him, it was earthy and salty and I didn’t like it but I took it. I said I would, I swallowed each pulse as he gave it. He squeegeed out every last drop and I swallowed it. He lay back on the bed. I laid with him but my head on his lap staring at his spent cock. My hands felt his muscles and I felt his strong arms and chest. I was soaking in the sensation of him masculinity and I was loving it. It was a huge shift and turn on for me to enjoy the feeling of all of a man. I found myself not wanting to leave. I wanted more of him on me and in me. I think we fell asleep because the next thing I remember was his fingers playing with my hole.My Cum is still in you, hot. He said. He figured me and I got excited, I offered him my ass to do with as he pleased. I spread my cheeks for him. I loved the feeling of his strong hands on my butt and on my body. He crawled on top of my and put his full weight on me as his hard cock slid effortless ly into my hole, It was like it never left. I moaned and cried out but it was for pleasure. His body was crushing me as he was fucking me. I couldn’t move. I told him that and I tried to move but I couldn’t. He whispered into my ear. “You are my sissy now, this is what it means to be fucked by a real man.” His words affirmed it. Again I was being taken. I struggled to get breath and a little relief from his weight but I didn't want to not feel him on me. I gave in, I opened up and surrendered to him and when I did the pleasure I got expanded. I forgot I had a cock, all I felt was where his manhood was in me or on me. Pleasure engulfed me from what was happening.At some point I was hard told him. He let up a bit so I could get my hand down into my panties. I started rubbing my cock, not griping it, but rubbing it. I told Him I was rubbing my cock like a clit. And he said because I am a sissy and that is what sissys do when fucked by a real man. He called me sissy, slut, bitch, cunt, faggot, fucktoy, and I loved itl He then shifted his strokes in me and I asked him if he was about to cum. He grunted YES and I begged him to breed me again. I rubbed my clictcok at the same time and He said he wanted me to cum while on his cock. I worked my clitcock for all I was forth as he fucked me. I felt my orgasm grow from deep as I came. I feel proud to have cum on command for him and I felt proud to cum on his cock. He kept at my ass for a while, reaching into my cum soaked panties and rubbing it on my balls and my hole. He flipped mo over onto my back and had my legs over his shoulders. It was clear I was limp but I was in heaven with the feeling. He lorded over me for a while before he arched up and came in my hole again. I loved the feeling of pleasing him. I didn’t care for any other sensation but what it felt like with his cock in me. Hear reared and arched as he came in me again. I took him for all I was worth. We laid there spent for awhile. I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face. I looked up and he was behind me in the mirror. He looked me in the eyes and said I had done well, he was fully drained. He then said if he wasn’t he would have taken my ass right there as I was bent of the sink. I said I would love that. “NEXT TIME” he said. My heart raced… yes please next time.

Part two: Once Zak closed the door, I opened BBRT, my profile still said I was neg and I had a ton of emails from bottoms who wanted to take my load. I was after something else tonight. I was rock hard knowing that I had just blown a lot in this straight boy and charged up his tight little hole. I searched for guys who were poz, no answer or do not care. Bingo, there was 28-year-old who had no status and no preference on the bottom. I found eight possibilities and shot them the same message. Hot straight guy taking dick and cum for the first night, he is neg. Want to blow your load in him? Feeling dirty here and would love to watch him take your dirty load. The 28-year-old shot back a message that read. Yea, my load is dirty. I am newly diagnosed and have not started meds. He okay with it? I text back yea; you walk in and find him on a fuck bench with me cum in his ass and either eat it or lube him up and fuck him till you nut and leave. No talking just some hot fucking relief. No questions asked. He shot back an email that just said where? I sent him my address and told him to knock and wait five sec and head in. I had Dan in the living on the fuck bench all strapped in with a ball gag in his mouth and had just given him another bump. Set up the cams so I could see what was happening and record it and went back to the computer. I went back to answering emails on bbrt, the next was from an older white guy 45 lean and a large fucking cock. He simply text, toxic ready to unload. Where is that fine straight boy ass? I emailed him my address and he responded 30 minutes, and can I bring a friend? He is toxic too. I emailed sure let me know when you are on the way. I answered one more email before I heard a knock at the door. ThickLatin4barehole asked for the address to dump his dirty load and I shot him the address and what do to when he got here. Just after that I hard a knock at the door and then it opened. Fuck it was on of the guy from Support Group. He walked in and looked hot, joggers on and no under ware and his dick was hard and thick from the looks of it. He pulled off his shirt and he had hot little chest and abs with hair on his stomach and on his chest. He felt the bubble ass on the fuck bench and then walked around as he traced his hand on the guys back examining his prey. He seemed to love what he found as he felt his firm body and those tats on his arms and shoulders made him smile. He made his way around to Dan’s ass and slipped his joggers down and then got down and started to eat his cummy hole. I could hear the slurping of the cum from his ass and Dan began to moan and lift his head, after five minutes or so the guy got up and lined up his thick cock and pressed it into Dan. The top slow fucked him for three minutes and then started to slam fuck his and pound his ass and then he growled as he shot rope after rope in Dan. He pulled out and looked relieved and went over and unfastened the ball gag and lifted Dan’s head and made him suck his cock clean as he started to loose his erection, he left the ball gag on Dan’s back and then pulled up his joggers and grabbed his shirt and headed out. I grabbed a marker and put three marks on his ass for the three loads. I left the ball gag as I was not sure who would get there first the two guy or the Latin. I went back to the computer and there were more messages. The Latin guy was almost there, slipped out and refastened the ball gag and went back to the emails and opened a new one. The guy was 24 6’1 blonde hot body very lean and a huge dick. His profile said he was neg, but his email read. My buddy just told me to email you and tell you I want to load up the straight boy with my dirty load. I have him my address and sent him where he would find the straight boy. He said he wanted to shower and would hit me up when he was on the way. The Latin guy knocked and walked right in and he was not attractive, but he walked right up to Dan and unzipped his pant and let a huge dick flop out. He rubbed it on Dan’s ass, and it got hard and thicker. The Latin guy spit on his dick a few times and then lined it up at Dan’s hole and pressed in and it must have hurt as Dan began to scream into the ball gag. Glad I put it back in him, the Latin guy just smiled as Dan was in pain and slowly fucked his cum filled hole and after ten minutes just shoved in deep and his body shook and he said nothing but pulled out and got dressed and left. I went out to put another slash on Dan’s ass and there was a knock and rushed back and it was the older guy and his bud. They must have passed the Latin guy in the hall, not a minute after he left there was a knock and this tall thin man walked in followed by a gym rat type guy mid 30’s. The tall thin older guy went over to Dan and lifted his head while the gym rat starting to feel his ass and finger his cum filled hole. The older guy said told you this would be worth the drive. Soon the gym rat was eating Dan’s hole and the older guy unfastened the gall gag and got down and lifted his head. The cam focused on Dan’s face caught him opening his eyes as the older guy said good boy. He then leaned in and started kissing Dan. They made out while Dan was getting his ass eaten hard. The slurping and sucking noises were intense. The older guy stood up and unfastened his pants and dropped them while Dan Watched and he could see this huge dick hanging in front of him growing as the guy lifted it to his mouth and Dan opened it and began to suck that big dick hard. He was soon gagging on that big dick as the guy eating his ass got up sporting a 7” beer can thick dick and pressed it against Dan’s wet hole and pressed in without any lube. Dan’s eyes got huge and his face started to contort a bit but with a huge dick pressed in his throat and a thick ass log in his ass had no were to go. You could see his feet and ankles press against the restraints to try to move but he was tuck. Soon there was a pop, the guy smacked Dan’s ass and he must have jarred Dan enough as the look of satisfaction came across the gym rat as his thick dick sank into Dan. Dan still looking in pain and the guy gently pulled out some and then back in. The guy finally said, fuck that is some tight pussy, you are fucking slut. I love fucking whores. He started to pick up the pace some and soon the older guy pulled out of Dan’s mouth and you could hear Dan moan and whimper and say no. He grabbed poppers out of his pocket and put them under Dan’s noise and made him in hale four time, two each side and then bent down and looked into Dan’s eyes and told him what a good little whore he was. Dan’s face now showing more enjoyment of that big dick inside him as the man started to really fuck him and the older guy leaned in and made out with Dan taking a break every few minutes and encouraging him to give his pussy up and take that big man’s load. The gym rat was really breathing heavy now and the older guy coxed Dan into asking for his load. He asked Dan, you love that big dick in your ass don’t you boy? Dan softly said yes! Good little slut, bet you even want him to breed your pussy, don’t you? Dan was silent, he could not say it. The guy gave him more poppers and said again, you want my friend to breed your pussy don’t you, I know you want it boy. You are so hot, tell me what you want boy. Dan finally said, please breed me. Cum in me! The gym rat heard and just as the older guy told Dan what a good little whore he was and leaned in and kissed him the gym rat slammed into Dan and said fucking whore, take my dirty nut! The older guy kept kissing him as the gym rat pulled out and got dressed. He headed toward the door and said, I would fuck that shit out of that again just let me know when. I need to get back to my wife. Dan broke the kiss and told Dan what a hot little whore he was and that it was not his turn. The guy grabbed a towel and rubbed Dan’s ass and he could see blood. He knew his buddy had ripped up that hole it only made him harder. He easily slid in the first six inches but the next four were much tighter especially getting past the second ring. Dan was making all kinds of noise this time as the older guy called him a slut, whore, cum dump and hot piece of trash as he fucked him long and deep and after ten minutes he shot his load deep in the boy and then whipped off his dick and got dressed. You and I are going to spend some quality time together very soon, would you like that? Dan said yes, then Dan gave him another kiss and got up and walked to the door. He shot me an email in the car and said, having a party on Saturday night, I want your boy as my guest of honor. He will be the only negative guy by the way. I saw this message once I returned from giving him two more marks and putting his ball gag back in. I shot him back this response: Absolutely, what time do you want him there? How many men and can more poz tops attend? He sent his email and said fuck yea, only charged though. It is a charging party for your boy. I am sure we achieved it but since he has a fine piece of ass I want to make sure.

and actually got it? explain how horny you got up to the moment you felt his amazing hard dick sliding up your ass. what was it like? how satisfying was it? mine was my first since he was the only one lol. i wanted the experience and he was my gay friend so i was comfortable. i never saw him in a sexual way until i watched gay porn. one night we got drunk and he said i had a nice ass. i said "yea and i want your dick inside of it :)" by the time we got back to my place i was anticipating it so much. i bent over my bed and felt his legs touching mine. he rubbed his dick around my hole which got me so excited. then i felt the head slip in. he asked me if i was sure i wanted this and i said fuck yea i do. so i back my ass up and took all of his dick. i can't even begin to describe how good it felt. i told him how happy i was to be doing this with him. he was my gay friend and i trusted him. amazingly it didn't hurt one bit. he was really nice. i still couldn't believe i was doing it but i was ecstatic. i looked back at him and said "damn i love the way this feels" and soon he started pounding me. i could hear the sound of his pelvic clapping against my ass which was sooo hottt. i said "you have no idea how glad i am to get fucked in the ass by you" and the look on his face said it all. i gave him the green light to cum in me and he held me soooo tight ughhh. i felt his dick throbbing so hard inside me. i've had sex with dozens of girls in my life but this was on a whole new level. i couldn't believe two guys could make this happen. we totally bonded over it. im seeing him again this week and im so ready for him. anyone else care to chime in on when they want it the most and if/how it happened?

Hey guys sorry its been over a week super busy here but here is part 6, this part has no sex but is setting up for 7 which i'm hoping to have up later today for you all, anyways hope you all enjoy 🙂 Part 6 Gray woke slowly the room swimming into vision his head felt like it was being squeezed in a vise, nausea griped him and his lungs burned like he had en-hailed liquid fire, the light from the overhead lamp seemed to cut into his eyes like he was staring into the midday sun, he lay there looking at the tiled ceiling trying to figure out what had happened. Nicks handsome but concerned face with its deep brown eyes looked down at him “fuck man you had us all worried Nate thought you were dead dude” Gray blinked and refocused on his friend “wh..what happened? Why am I” Gray went to raise his right arm and hissed in pain he looked down to see his arm outside his jacket, a gauze and tape covering his bicep and a spreading blossom of blood on the otherwise snow-white materiel made him worry. Nick shook his head “Gray you were in the server room when that alarm sounded the door started to close and Nate went mad trying to get you out he literally dragged your unconscious ass though the door as it closed” he looked at his friends arm and winced “yeah that bar Nate put in the door to keep it open it brought you time but it gave out and a piece got you like a bullet … Nate dragged you in this Lab gave you CPR and stitched you up” Gray nodded trying to take in what felt like a flood of information even though his head was fuzzy from oxygen deprivation and sat up the room spun for a moment but settled “you said an alarm which one?” Nick hoped up and sat next to the blond tech guy on the metal examination bench, he looked over at him and shrugged “umm same one that was going off when we came in … containment breech full lock-down protocols are now in effe...” He was cut off by Gray shout “SHIT!” Nick jumped but gray continued in a rush “sorry I was hoping I tripped something when I was in the server room but if it’s a full lock down were screwed man; I can't get us out of here you can't override that kind of lock down inside … unless” Gray fell silent as if lost in thought. Nick remained quiet he felt for Grey but the world had changed in the last hour and not for the better his eyes fell on the frosted glass window he could see two figures one seemed to be sitting the other pacing like a trapped tiger “Gray something got Jackson dude … you were out almost an hour and Alverez said that something got Jackson and dragged him off” he carefully omitted what Alverez said the thing had done to Jackson “he said it was a creature but that he thinks it set off the containment alarm” Gray’s already pale face seemed to lose the rest of its colour as he stared in shock at Nick “your joking right … there is nothing down here but people they don’t do animal testing on this site” he felt his voice raise an octave as panic took over “Nick Alverez must be mistaken …..or he breathed in some contaminated air and…" Nick cut him off and put a hand on his shoulder he shook his head “ Gray you said the area was clear of any toxic gasses and we have not seen any signs of that right” gray just nodded panic still visible on his face, Nick continued “and you didn’t see Alverez when he got back he looked like he had seen hell …. and this would explain the cloths we found in the hall Alverez said he found five other sets like that on his route back” Nick patted the techie's shoulder and nodded to the door “we should go figure out what we are going to do with the others” Gray just followed as if in a fugue state unable to process that one of his best friends could be gone … this was supposed to be a simple mission and it had turned into a horror show and none of it made any sense. Gray and Nick walked into the room to find Nate pacing back and forth his eyes fixed on Alverez “you are in no fit state to mount a rescue mission Alverez nether is Gray the guy almost died I'm fucking amazed he even got out of that room” Nate looked over at the Nick and Gray both standing awkwardly in the doorway and sighed “Gray you okay” Gray just nodded Nate grimaced “I'm Glad you're alive you had me worried back there” he paused for a moment the silence thick as tar with unspoken emotions “Grey I hate to ask but how do we get the hell out of this place Alverez says its locked down tight” Grey nodded again but wished he hadn't it sent a spike of pain though his head “short answer we don’t get out of here ...containment lock-down is just that it’s a full internal lockdown of everything nothing can get out till a team get here to clear the area and confirm anyone leaving is not taking a possibly deadly pathogen from the building” Nate narrowed his eyes “you said short answer so there is a way out of this place” He folded his massive arms across his chest a flicker of hope in his eyes. Grey pulled out his tablet from the front of the vest and passed it to nick to hold the younger man nodded and held the pad up to Gray who squinted at the bright screen his fingers pulling up a map of the building he took a few moments to find what he was looking for a smiled he circled it and passed the pad to Nate “ there is an old ventilation system that they built down here, but a better option was created that did the job for less money and more effectively. rather than pay to have the old system and its access tunnel removed and filled in …. that would have been expensive, they just blocked it off and its behind the main research lab” Nate nodded and smiled “this could work so we have a way out we just need to find Jackson I'm not leaving him here alone” Alverez went to speak but Nate raised his hand “Alverez you have been through enough and Gray can barely walk, I want you and grey to find a way to the exit, me and Nick will find Jackson then head to the extraction point” Gray and nick agreed Alverez scowled but nodded “yes sir” the group split into their two teams, with Gray and Alverez heading out first, Grey taking a last look at his two friends and trying to dismiss the cold feeling in the pit of his stomach that he would not see them again.

Lots of questions to unpack there. So let's deal with them separately. First, dispense with the "something really fucked up with me" or "evil" ideas. Those are value judgments and, unless you're violating someone's consent or otherwise putting that person at risk, they're useless terms. The question you don't ask here is "Can I keep my desires in check and not act on them?" Only you can answer that. That isn't to say you MUST keep them in check; but your partner is operating under the assumption, presumably, that you have no such desires. So, IF you can't keep them in check - or even if you're not sure you can do so - then you owe it to your partner to tell him. (If you were sure you could keep them in check, though, I don't think you'd be asking for advice, so I'm going to assume you figure you'll eventually give in to the dark side.) That doesn't mean you tell him you're going to do X or Y. You tell him you have these feelings, you've had them a while, and you do not want to put him at risk, nor do you want to hurt him, but you recognize it's not fair to him to not know what's up, and ask him what he wants. Tell him you're not acting on anything in the interim, but y'all need to talk about the status of your relationship. He may insist on your foregoing those desires as the price of staying with him. He may reject the idea of staying together outright anyway. But he may come to decide that he'd rather remain in the relationship (even on a non-sexual basis) with you able to indulge certain things on the outside. He may want to know about them; he may prefer not to know. He may insist that if you're going to do it, you go on PrEP, so that you don't end up with a lifetime of treatment costs ahead of you (that may impinge on your ability to financially plan the future). I'm not saying that's likely - but then I don't know you or your partner or what your relationship's like. But it seems to me like part of you wants to keep him, if possible, as your partner. And if that's the case, breaking it off pre-emptively is a bad idea. Give him the chance to weigh in on how you might be able to make it work. If he breaks it off because he can't handle that, you're no worse off than if you ended it on your own.

What was your first time being group fucked. First time I was group fucked when I was 18. The group was (only) 4 men in their 40s. I knew one of them as he'd beed fucking me for a year. They had a sling set up. They undressed me and put me in the sling. Chained my ankles and raised my legs up high and pulled them wide apart. I never felt so vulnerable - my asshole was on show. One thing I noticed was that they never spoke to me - they only spoke to each other - they talked about what they were going to do to me and who was gunna fuck me first. The first guy stood between my legs and forced his cock into me. I winced but the other men encouraged him to "fuck him deep, wreck his hole, shoot your load man" 'he shot inside me and pulled out. The next dude was big - not a long cock but easily the thickest I'd experienced. I moaned but again the other men encouraged him to ignore me and "rip him open, force your cock in deep, don't worry about him he loves it" I loved being a fuck toy for these men. They didn't see me as a boy - only as a tight young asshole to be fucked and seeded. I was so turned on by servicing and pleasing 4 horny dudes.

2. Opening Up "In here," Tiago said, opening a door to a white, brightly lit room. In the middle was an examination table, complete with a set of metal stirrups at the base. James walked in, blinking in the bright light, and Fabien brought up the rear. "Can you get the kit from the closet?" Tiago asked Fabien. Fabien nodded, and walked back out. Tiago turned his attention back to James. "We'll need to do a full physical examination," he said. "Can you strip down for me?" James was still a bit dazed, and took off his shoes and sock, then his shirt and pants. He stood there in his underwear. Tiago looked him over. It was hard to miss the bruised on his face, body, and arms. Nor how his eyes were hollow and empty. Tiago felt his dick twitch, but it was too early to think about that. The boy had been through a lot, but his journey had barely begun. "All the way," Tiago said. "Everything?" James asked. He needed the little bit of protection his underwear offered. He didn't want to be completely naked, especially when Fabien came back. "Everything," Tiago said. "What do you think of Fabien?" "Uh..." James started. He pushed the underwear down and stepped out of them. His dick was soft and limp; the last thing on his mind was sex. He wasn't sure if he ever wanted to be touched again. "I saw you checking him out," Tiago said. From his pocket, he pulled out a phone and another device. He fumbled with the two for a moment, then placed the tripod on the desk, arranging it so the phone pointed directly at James. He tapped the screen. "I have to record this. Now. What happened last night?" "This guy. Conrad. He lives in my building. He invited me over, and I went." "Were you high?" "Yeah. And he gave me more." Tiago's dick was starting to grow. "Did you have sex?" "Yeah. He fucked me." "Did it hurt?" James opened his mouth, but as he started to speak, Fabien walked back in with a black canvas gym bag. "This?" he asked Tiago. "Yeah," Tiago responded. "Close the door," he said, and turned back to James. "Did it hurt?" he asked. "Him fucking you?" "Yeah," James said. He looked up from the floor just enough to see that both Fabien and Tiago were watching him. He felt like a mouse, and the two cats were just playing with him. "Did you ask him to stop?" Tiago asked. "Yeah," James said. He could hear Conrad's laugh. It was harsh and joyous, disturbing and amusing. Conrad had gotten off on James's suffering. "Did he?" "No." James was trembling, remembering how the man's cock had felt inside him. It had been white-hot, burning him. "He didn't." He started to cry, hating his weakness in front of the alpha males. "None of them did." "Them? How many were there?" Tiago saw Fabien rub his groin. "Three," James said. "I think." "Think?" Fabien said. "Could have been more?" "I don't know. I can't remember." He was shaking, cold, tired and sore. "It's going to be all right," Tiago said. "We just need to do a physical examination. Can you get up here?" He pointed at the examination table. "Now, lie back," he continued. "I'm going to put your feet in the stirrups." He didn't wait for James to say anything, but put first his right foot, then left in the leather loops. He tightened them slightly. "Please. No," James said, desperate. "I can't...," he started, but he choked and never finished the sentence. "It's ok," Tiago said calmly and gently. "It just holds your legs in place." Tiago didn't mention how the position left James's ass exposed and defenseless. "Relax," he told James. "We're just going check you out." James closed his eyes. He heard Tiago unzip the bag, and heard the clink of metal against metal. He shivered. It reminded him of the sound the metal carabiners had made as he struggled to escape Conrad's bedroom. He hated that when he thought about it, he couldn't remember any of the details, no matter how hard he tried. But yet, the slightest noise would remind him of one more unbearable moment from the night. "Just relax," Tiago said. His voice was now coming from right by James. "I'm going to adjust the head." He grabbed the pad James's head was resting on, and slid it into a pocket on the exam table. He used his free hand to cradle James's head, and Tiago gently lowered it, so it was hanging off the side of the exam table. James carefully breathed in and out, forcing himself to relax. He was aware of just how naked he was, and how exposed his hole was. Now his mouth felt equally vulnerable. He opened his eyes, and saw Tiago kneeling down, a flashlight in his hand. Standing next to him was Fabien. James could just barely make out the outline of Fabien's cockhead; the denim was lightly frayed, like he was often erect. James had a vision of a thick cock from the night before. He had been in the same position as he was now, his head hanging off the side of the bed. A man had forced his cock into James's mouth and down his throat. He remembered gagging, and the man only pushing deeper. He gasped, and shut his mouth. "Wait," Tiago started to say. "Please," James grunted, then closed his mouth and eyes. James was trembling a bit; he felt his cock try to climb inside him. "Please," Tiago said. "I need to examine you mouth." James tried to open his mouth; he would get it half way, before he remembered choking on a cock, and close it. "Can you open it?" James finally shook his head no. He knew it was too scary. "Let me try something," Tiago said. "Is that ok?" James nodded. "Open your mouth. Just a little." James opened, and Tiago slid a thin wire assembly. It was cold, and James shivered. "Give it a second," Tiago said. He ran his hand over James's exposed body. James focused on the touch, trying not to remember how Conrad had done the same thing as he had played with James's hole. "Better?" he asked. James nodded, and Tiago continued. "Here we go," he said, and pinched the levers to the side together slightly. In James's mouth, the wire assembly sprang open, forcing his mouth open. James lost it. "Fuck, please. Please, please," he said, struggling against the metal restraints. "I can't." As James begged, Tiago noticed that Fabien had stopped trying to hide his dick. The black man was now plainly stroking it, staring at James's futile struggle against the mouth spreader "Sorry," Tiago quickly said, and snapped the spreader back closed. "It's ok. We don't need to use this right now." Fabien stopped stroking as Tiago smoothly pulled the spreader out, and popped out the head support. "Relax," he said. "It's going to be ok. Breathe." He held James's hand, as the boy's breathing slowly returned to normal. "That's ok. I'm going to get something, ok?" James nodded. Tiago let go of the boy's hand, but kept touching the boy. He looked up long enough to see Fabien still watching the two. He was still young, and hadn't yet learned a good poker face. He was horny, and he couldn't hide it. He winked at Fabien, then turned back to James. "I'm gonna get you something," he said, "Something to help you calm down. It'll be just a second, ok?" James nodded. He was crying slightly, and his eyes were red. He hated being naked, his ass still exposed. But it wouldn't be that much longer. So much had happened, and he needed some time to process it. But, before he could say anything, Tiago returned. "Open your mouth," he said. "It's going to calm you down." He took James's hand, and repeated himself. "Calm you down." James opened his mouth slightly, and quickly, the doctor inserted a pipette into his mouth. He squeezed the plastic bulb, and a thick liquid hit the back of James's mouth. Before he realized what he was doing, he swallowed. "That wasn't so bad, was it?" Tiago said, as he handed the used pipette to Fabien. "It's ok?" James said, still trying to hold himself together. "It's hard," he said. "Hard to remember." "It's good to remember," Tiago said. "It helps." Fabien smelled his fingers from where he had held the pipette. "What was that?" he asked. "It's ok," Tiago said James, not yet acknowledging Fabien's question. "Right? It's ok?" "Yeah," James finally managed. "I think." "Good," Tiago said. He turned his attention to Fabien. "It's called GHB. It's good for anxiety and panic. It's sometimes used as a club drug too. But this is how it is supposed to used." "GHB?" James said, finally realizing what he had just swallowed. "No, man. I just can't. I remember taking it. With him." He left the antecedent blank. Even thinking about Conrad's name was hard. "Just breath," Tiago said. "This is ok. This is what it's supposed to be used for. Relax. This is ok." "I know. I need to do this." "Yeah. You can do this. I'm here. Fabien is here." Tiago held one of James's hands, and Fabien took the other. "Just breathe. Relax. It's going to be ok." Slowly, James's breathing slowed down, and he stopped shaking. "You doing better?" "Yeah," James finally said. He hated that they had seen that. He had wanted to be strong for Tiago and for Fabien. "I'm sorry." "It's ok. It's hard," Tiago said. "Let's just talk for now. Is there a part of it that you want to talk about?" "I don't know. It's all. I don't know. Hard." "I know. It can be very intense." He focused his eyes on James. "Did you suck dick like that? With your head back?" "Yeah," James said. He tried not to think about gagging on the unknown man's cock. "I did. I gagged." He remembered choking, needing to breathe and not being able to. He started to tremble again. "Relax," Tiago immediately said. "It's ok. It's in the past." James started to calm down again. "You got fucked as well, right?" "Yeah," James said a second time. It was getting easier for him to remember what had happened, like so many dots were starting to resolve into an image. "I did." There had been a few men. They had all used his holes. "You're strong," Tiago said to him. It made James feel good. "It's good, isn't it? To remember. To share?" "Yeah," James said. He was feeling warm and calm. It was the G kicking in. He didn't mind it. "It's easier now. Talking about it." "Isn't it. Did they all fuck you raw?" Tiago asked. "I know how much you like it bareback." "Yeah. They all did," James said. It was the third thing he had admitted to Tiago. He wasn't as scared any longer, and it was easy to talk to Tiago. James wanted to tell him all the hard things. "That's ok," Tiago said. "It was ok to take their loads." Tiago's dick was dripping in his trousers. He wanted to fuck the boy, but he needed to eased into it. "It felt good," James said. "Inside me." "It does feel good," Tiago said. He turned to Fabien. "We're going to have to do an anal swab on him." Fabien was holding one of James's hands. But his other hand was discreetly rubbing against his dickhead. "Turned on by this?" Tiago asked. "Yeah," Fabien said. "He's really hot. And the story. Wow." "That's good. You said you liked Fabien, didn't you?" Tiago said. He was staring right at James, and nodding his head. James's head was spinning. He had said how hot Fabien was. This was just fun in the office, though. It wouldn't go anywhere. "Yeah, he is hot." Tiago smiled. "Yeah. And his story is intense. Just remember it can be hard for the person talking about it." He turns back to James. "I know this is hard. But we need to continue, OK? The sooner we get this done, the sooner we can move on to bigger things." Tiago nodded his head again. James imitated his movements, already spaced out on G. "Yeah," James said. "Get it over with. But I'm...." He started, but then trailed off. "Scared?" Tiago asked. "Yeah." "That's all right. We can get this done quickly, OK?" Tiago smiled and nodded. James mirrored him. "We can help you, is that good?" "Yeah. Just be here. With me." "Of course," Tiago smiled, and turned to Fabien. "Under the table by his waist and chest," he said. The black boy produced two restraining straps, matched by the ones the doctor was holding. "On three." Fabien smiled, and held the straps at the ready. "One. Two. Three." Before James knew what was happening, Tiago was tightening the strap around his chest, holding him in place. "It's all right," Tiago whispered into James's ear, as the boy struggled not to have a full-fledged panic attack. "Just relax. I hope this is going to go by quickly."

Part 3.1 I was not sure how I would make that happen but somehow, he needed to be ready or some other guy to take poz nut on Saturday Night at 8-whenever. I had not put the ball gag in when I was out putting two more slashes on Dan’s ass, but I had given him another bump. Soon I hard a knock, he said he would tell me when he was on the way but here, he was. He opened the door and fuck this guy looked like a model. Great body and hot face, hot as fuck. He must be friends with the muscle guy from group, he walked over and smiled as he saw the slashes on Dan’s ass, and he seems to love the tats and he even founds the wedding ring. He unbuckled his pants and dropped them and lifted Dan’s head and fed him the most beautiful 9-inch-thick uncut dick. He slowly let Dan suck his dick and he pulled out and said, bet you are a good little ass muncher, aren’t you? He turned around and spread his large hairless bubble butt and held Dan’s head up and pressed it back on his face. The blonde model spread his checks and moaned and told Dan what a hot little mouth he had. I came out and Jacked my dick while I watched them and then went over and unfastened Dan from the fuck bench and I said lets go to the bedroom and I locked the door and he helped me get Dan up and we guided him to the bedroom and Laid him on the bed and Chis I later fond out at on his face and let Dan Rim him and I lifted his legs and Dan held them while I fucked his loosened pussy and added my load after ten minutes and then traded places with Chris and he fucked the shit out of Dan while I had him clean my cock and sat on his face again. I leaned forward and so did Chris and we made out while my ass was being eaten and he was fucking the tatted up straight boy. We made out and soon Chris came in his ass, he pulled out and fed his cock to Dan and then asked if he could have him. I said you want him, sure Chris said. I need a little toy to play with. I told him it was late, and I had no idea what I was going do with him so yea, I could help him get Dan to his car. Turned out he drove a delivery van so getting Dan into it was easy and Chris thanked me and drove off. I recalled I had not gotten any info from Chris before he drove off so I hit him up on BBRT and said to keep in touch and let me know what all happens with the straight boy. I crashed after rubbing out one more load thinking about his hot neg ass taking all that charged cum and the idea it all started with that little boy who I still need to fuck! Soon enough, bet I could get him to the party in Dan’s place! I crashed with a smile on my face for the first time in a long time.

1. Questionnaires James woke up to hear his phone chiming. It took him a few seconds to remember where he was. He was in his apartment, but he didn't remember coming back. He tried to move, and discovered every muscle in his body was sore. Painfully, he reached down. His stomach was sticky with sweat and lube, and his dick was soft and limp. Bit of the night started to return to him. Conrad fucking him, as he begged Conrad to stop. Strangers fucking him as he cried in agony. Conrad laughing as he whimpered in pain. He had been nothing to these men, and they treated him like the faggot he was. He reached around, and gingerly explored his asshole with a finger. It was tender. He gasped, and learned that his throat was as sore as his asshole. Another memory returned. This time, his head was off the side of a bed, and a thick black cock was buried in his throat. It was deep enough that it choked off his oxygen. He had tried to push it away; that only got his arms tied down. He was shivering now, not so much cold as he was terrified. Conrad lived only a few doors down. He couldn't stop remembering the sound of Conrad's laugh. When he had gagged, Conrad had just laughed that much harder. Finally, he forced himself to look at the phone. The message was from Mitchell. "Audition for you tomorrow. I'll e-mail details." James tried to speak. He could barely get out a word, his throat was so sore. There was no way he could audition tomorrow in his current state. "Really bad sore throat," he wrote back. "Can barely talk." "Let me see what I can do," Mitchell texted back. James tried to stretch out his muscles; he found new areas of tenderness. There were bruises on his wrist, where he had struggled against the restraints. He had been blindfolded; the man fucking his hole had paused. The unknown man whispered in his ear. "Turns me on. Watching you struggle like that." He tried to forget what had happened next. "I want you to see my doctor," Mitchell texted. "14:00," he said, and gave an address. James looked at his phone. It was already 12:30. He forced himself out of bed, forcing himself to ignore the pain. He took a shower, and washed away the accumulated sweat, lube, spit, and cum. He felt a bit better, until he looked in the mirror. There were some light bruises on his face; he couldn't remember when he had gotten them. A further exploration of his body revealed some welts on his ass, and bruises around his ankles as well. He was numb. He hated himself, hated what he felt, hated that he had let it happen to him. He put on his clothes, and called an Uber. The office was a nondescript building in a nondescript commercial district. He went to the second floor office and walked in. There were four seats in the waiting area, only one was occupied by a muscular older man. He went to the receptionist. He was a slim Latino, and James found himself imagining the possibilities with the older man and Latino. "Hi. I'm Jim, James," he said, catching himself. The receptionist looked up; he had a thick, trimmed beard. James stuttered for a moment. "I've, I've, I've got an appointment." "Oh yes. Mitchell had booked it." He pulled out a clipboard and handed it to him. "Can you just fill this out before the doctor sees you?" He motioned for James to take a seat. As James sat across from the bearded older man, he looked him over. He was good looking, and there was an unmistakable bulge in his jeans. Unfortunately, the man caught him staring, and smiled. James quickly glanced away and sat down. James tried to focus on the questionnaire, despite feeling the man's eyes on him. He read the first question. "In the past 48 hours, how many sexual partners have you had?" There were two columns of answers, one labeled "Receptive" and "Insertive." For each, there were just four options, "None," "One," "Two," and "Three or more." James circled his answers. "Three or more" for getting fucked, and none at all for fucking. He moved on to the next questions. "What forms of safer sex did you use, if any." Again, there were options, but only one applied to James. "None." James started on the next question, "What of the following have you done in the past six months?" He started to check off some of the options. He had used "party drugs," as the survey put it. He had sex with strangers. He had been restrained. The last one made him cause. "Sex without your consent (Raped)." He remembered how he had begged Conrad to stop. He remembered how Conrad had laughed. "I need to cum," he said. "That's all you need to worry about." His ass throbbed at the memory; he wasn't sure if he was horrified or aroused by it. He checked the box. But before he could go to the next page, the door opened, and two men walked out. He immediately recognized Tiago; this time in a shirt and tie, wearing a white lab coat and a stethoscope. He was followed by a young black man. He was wearing black pants and under the blue polo shirt, James could see the muscles ripple with each move. "I wondered if it was you," Tiago said. Tiago smiled, and James knew that even if his memory of the time with Tiago was fuzzy, Tiago's memory was crisp and clear. "This is my intern, Fabien," he said, introducing the young man next to him. He was at most a year or two older than James. James went to stand up; he realized he was about six inches taller than Fabien. "Don't worry," Tiago said. He turned to Fabien. "You want to finish up the questionnaire with him?" "Sure," Fabien said. He took the clipboard, and read the answers. He turned to James. "All bottom, huh?" "Yeah," James stammered. He tried not to meet Fabien's eyes. He had all the answers right in front of him. "And all bareback, too?" Fabien asked. Tiago was standing, watching, nodding his head. James caught the stranger staring at him, and smiling. He adjusted his dick in his jeans; James could see the stranger's cock was massive. "Yeah," James stammered. He didn't want this interview to happen where anyone could see it. "You said drugs," Fabien continued. "Which ones?" Fabien wasn't even trying to keep his voice down. Even the Latino receptionist had stopped shuffling papers, and was listening. "Uh..." The entire room was focused on him. "Weed?" Fabien asked. James nodded. "GHB?" James nodded again. "Tina?" James nodded a third time. He couldn't stand to look at the stranger again, much less Fabien or Tiago. "Anything else?" He remembered Conrad telling him to snort something. "He called it vitamin K?" "That's a bunch," Fabien said. He looked at the clipboard. His eye fell on the last one. "Let's go back," he said, turning to Tiago. "Yeah," he said. "Let's go," Tiago said, helping James to his feet. "We can talk more." As the two men led James back to an examination room, James heard the stranger ask the receptionist. "You've got his number, right?" "Hell yeah," the receptionist said, as the Fabien shut the door.

Here's another hot story from the old bugshare site for my bareback blog. http://fuckworker.blogspot.com/2012/05/stealth-pozzing-19yo-newbie.html ........................... When I got home I got a big surprise—a phone call from a 19 year old I’d POZZED 3 months ago. I‘d been only the second one to TOP him, and never thought I’d hear from him again. We met last June. I couldn’t wait to caress his youthful, tender Ass. He, in turn, went down on me, and sucked me close to Cumming. I stopped him cause I had better use for my POZ Cum than that. He’d find that out. I led him to the bedroom. He tried to escape my engorged Cock, but I trapped him to the mattress. He began to whimper, so I kissed him and whispered sweet nothings in his ear. I fucked him slowly, with powerful deep thrusts. I hit his Prostate, and he felt it. I couldn't hold back—filled his Virgin Hole with hot POZ Jizm, paused to allow my Toxic Seed to settle, then began to fuck him hard and fast. He bellowed in shear pleasure. After 15 minutes he reached down and felt my Dick. His eyes went wide. "No Rubber? Don’t Cum in me, OK? Shoot on my Chest and Stomach.” I acquiesced. He hadn’t counted on my Special Gift—that I can Cum a half dozen times, depending on the NEG-AND-SEX-APPEAL of the Dude I’m GIFTING. And Joey boy was VERY NEG and VERY SEXY. I fucked him harder. God, the Kid appealed to me—so young and vibrant and voluptuous! I felt It tingle in my Balls, rising toward my Piss Slit! I shot again, inundating his Guts with my POZ Jism. And kept on screwin’ for half an hour longer. “I’M CUMMIN!” That was him; not me. He hadn’t even touched himself. I was fucking the NEG Shit out of him. How I wanted to swallow his last NEG Load. I slowed my pace and licked up what I could, without stopping. "Man are you going to Cum or what?" he asked, almost exasperated. I had a duty to perform, and didn’t want to shirk my obligation. I responded I’d shoot soon. I wanted my first Loads to fester for as long as possible, so I intentionally held off and fucked him for another quarter-hour. "Please Cum! I can't take this any longer!" I spooged all over him. He got so excited at the sight of my raw Seed. He said he was afraid that I would Cum in him. He wanted to play Safe. I only smiled—I may have POZZED another one. ***************************************************************************************************************************** “Hello.” "It’s me, Joey, remember? Three months ago. I’ve tested POZ. You didn’t….?" “Wasn’t me, Joey. I never came in you. Have you played with someone else?” “A couple—but they all wore Condoms.” “Then it must have been a friggin’ accident. A broken Rubber or something. Tell you what. Cum over and we’ll talk about it.” “Are you POZ?” I hesitated. To continue the charade or tell the truth. “Yes, I am.” “I’ll be over in 30 minutes.” Talk we never did—at least not that evening. Talk is cheap, and not what I was in the mood for. He arrived visibly upset, wearing Tank Top and Cutoffs, and, for the record, no underwear. I asked if he wanted anything to drink. “Ginger Ale would be fine.” He’d drunk Ginger Ale the first night, too. Silently we sat on the couch. I massaged his inner thigh, worked up his pant leg, brushed his past his Balls, and stroked his soft Cock with nimble, practiced fingers. Magnificent! My POZ Child’s Shaft was hardening. I unbuttoned his cutoffs. The well-worn zipper glided easily, exposing his infected tumid Shaft. I couldn’t wait to taste his POZ Precum, knowing one so recently knocked up must be rife with the Virus. Yeah, I was responsible; and proud of it! I shoved my unlubed index finger up his Pussy. He jerked reflexively, then relaxed. I led him to the bedroom leaving his Cutoffs on the couch, pulled off his Tank Top, lubed up with Vaseline, and fucked him for an hour. I came 4 times, and with each climax acknowledged how good it felt to have my POZ Jizm flowing up his Pussy. By my 4th ejaculation, I think he knew exactly how he’d been POZZED. I began to masturbate him mercilessly. I worked his fat Cock faster, my hand but a blur upon his Tool. “Shoot your Toxic Jism, Joey. Shoot It down my throat. And promise me, you’ll remember— ’Tis better to give than to receive.’”

As a top I like it when the fag gags on my cock and his eye tears. I find it challenging for me as I keep pushing and he doesn't gag. I like to feel the back of the throat. As good as you are in sucking I still need to see you gag on my cock till I fell your fag mouth with my seeds. Also I like the coaching aspect of it as it gives me more control. No top likes to feel he is not big enough to fucking gag a fag. I had some who excused themselves so they can go to the bathroom to puke. You should see the smile on my face

I'd have to say it was when I met my current bf and his roommates. They hit me up on grindr right around New Years and they were looking for a white boy to fuck. They live just a couple blocks away from me so I went over there and it was pretty sketchy to me at first. There was a mattress in the living room and the man who's now my bf was sitting in a chair watching tv and eating blue chews. His dick scared the poop out of me because it's so massive. I'd never seen anything like that in real life. His roommates fucked me first. They're both hung too, but not like him. When he took his turn I was sure I'd have to tap out. But he was so tender and took his time getting in and then he rested inside me. I was sweating like crazy and it was uncomfortable at first but I started to love having my ass filled like that. Then he started to move his hips and it was paradise. Since he'd eaten like 6 blue chews he lasted way longer than I thought he would but I was in heaven the whole time. When he came he was still hard and I wanted him to keep going but he was tired so I got dressed and went home. I texted him when I was laying in bed to ask when I could see him again and he said to get some sleep and see how I feel when I woke up. I only slept a few hours because I was so hungry for his dick that I couldn't stand it so I texted and he was awake and I drove to see him at 6 in the morning for more of his dick. My ass was pretty sore after that but I still craved him and soldiered through the next couple of times.

Best lube is cum from multiple loads. I prefer to fuck my bottoms naturally, cum and spit with a loose bottom guy. Heaven!

I think one of the most sudden, unexpected and fast experiences happened to me coming out of an adult sex shop a few years ago. I had spent an entire afternoon at this sex shop sucking dick and getting fucked. I started out in the porn theater. After sucking off several guys in the theater, I went into the video arcade and sucked off several more cocks in the video booths. One guy even bent me over and planted a load in my ass. I had decided to leave and head home after about 3 hours of fun. As I exited the store, out into the bright afternoon Las Vegas sunlight, I stopped at the door to let my eyes adjust to the bright light. Just then a white cargo van entered the parking lot. I noticed the van slow and the guy looked at me as he slowly passed. As soon as he passed I continued out into the lot towards my car. I could see the van slowly go to the back of the lot and he flashed his brake lights a few times. Then he slowly turned to the left and disappeared behind the sex shop building. I knew there was another parking lot back there that was usually empty, once the warehouse behind it had closed for the day. I had the feeling that this guy had flashed his brake lights as a signal. So, I got into my car and rather than turn left to leave the lot, I turned right and slowly drove behind the building to find the white van backed up to the brick wall on the far side of the lot. I slowly drove in front of him and looked his direction. He flashed his headlights at me. So, I swung my car around and pulled up alongside him. I rolled my window down and he did the same. After a few seconds of "small talk", he invited me to come sit in his van to talk. I got out of my car, walked over to his van and hopped into the passenger seat. He had his hard cock sticking out of his jeans and was stroking a rather large, uncut dick. He was a scruffy looking, long haired guy. This was obviously his work van. The back was filled with tools, pieces of pipe and building materials. I reached over to his hard cock and stroked it a bit. He pulled my head down onto his cock. I sucked him for a few minutes, even though it was an awkward situation. Then he said, "Let's get in the back. He slid between the seats into the back of the van. He pulled a fluffy quilt that he had rolled up in a corner and spread it across the metal floor of the van. I climbed back there, then he pulled some draperies across to block people from seeing into the van from the front. The back had no windows. It was quite dark, but I could see him removing his pants and underwear. I took my pants off and pulled my t-shirt off. I went back to sucking his cock. He leaned over me and massaged my asshole. He could feel the lube and cum that made my hole slick. "Have you already got a load in you?" he asked. "Yeah. One load in my ass. And several down my throat." I replied. "On your knees." he demanded. I got on my hands and knees. My ass facing him. He leaned forward and began to eat my cum filled ass. Soon he knelt behind me, spit on my hole a few times and spit on his cock a few times. I reached for my pants and pulled my poppers out of my pocket. I took a few drags on the poppers as he slid up inside me in one, quick thrust. He grabbed me around the waist and slammed in and out of me. He was rough, hard and fast. I was grunting as his thrusts were slamming the air from my lungs. I don't think he pounded me for longer than 2 minutes before I heard him softly groan and I could tell he was filling my ass with his load. Just as he was cumming, his phone rang. He pulled his still dripping cock from my cummy hole as he reached for his phone. "Hi honey. What's up? Uhh ha........ Uhh ha..... Yeah, I'll stop and pick it up. I just leaving now. I won't be long. Are the kids home? Uhh ha.......... Well, I'll be home shortly. Love you." I'm dressing as he's talking. "My wife. Sorry." "No problem." I say. I'm now dressed. I climb back into the front of the van and reach for the door. "Thanks", I said. "Anytime", he said, as I left and got back in my car. Probably less than 10 minutes had passed from the time I walked out of the porn shop and the time I climbed out of his van and back into my car with his load in my ass. It was a nice, quick finale to my afternoon of porn shop sex.

When I see a profile that has a list of "don't do/don't be" and other negative or restrictive terms it blunts any interest I might have had. That's equally true when the terms don't apply directly to me. Profiles that focus on the complimentary positive side without judgement don't get this blunting reaction from me. I'm always looking for men to find and grow joy for us both while they use my cunt.

me too. i get it though (i think). i think the "negativity' often comes from guys who are tired of not having their profiles read. Kind of a bitch slap to a perfect stranger, an attempt to dissuade the 'wrong' guy. The effect if has on me is to question myself and wonder if it's possible to make the grade under the microscope?

Went to the local ABS all caged up and ready to get used. Which usually doesn't pan out, because our local bookstore is kinda lame... but on occasion, it can be a good day. Today was. Guy 1 was a thick dicked "straight" dude visiting. Sucked him hard, he asked if wanted his cum in my pussy. I stood up bent over and slid his 9+ thick meat up inside me like a good whore. He fucked me some, then wanted my mouth again, before he stood me back up, shoved in and rammed me til he shot his load. Guy 2 was a short hot brown skinned dude I sucked thru the gh, before wrapping my swollen cunt lips around his thick meat. I could feel and hear him fucking me thru the hole, til he pulsed another load up in me. I then went to the middle gh booth in the 3 run, stripped and waited. Not much action, til finally some guy went into the right booth, the one that's totally dark, so all I could see about him was his cock thru the hole. Dutifully sucked him hard, then wrapped my wet pussy around him. He really got into it, fucked me a few minutes then I could fee lk him shooting in me. Huge load, because when he pulled out, a ton of jizz ran down my legs... Here's the result of result of today's breedings...

This is part 1 of a fictional story. It's fairly raunchy and filthy so read the tags before proceeding. Subsequent parts will be based on reader's desires so feel free to leave comments, feedbacks and your most twisted kinks that you want to read going forward in this story. Today marks three years since my life changed for the better. When you read my story going forward, you might argue if I'm truly better off. It would be a valid argument except what you wouldn't understand is that, secretly, this is exactly what I had wanted all my life and more. But I'm getting ahead of myself. August 2017 (3 years ago) My life was awesome. Back then, I was Ian Connelly, the successful CMO of one of the largest consulting firms in the world. At 35, I was rich, successful and the poster boy for American capitalism. I had played by the rules, worked my ass off and had achieved everything I had set out to do. People loved me, they wanted to be with me, they wanted to be me, they looked up to me and craved my company in their life. The other advantage of success was the constant availability of sex. Women, men, trans, queer- whatever I was in the mood for, a few phone calls and I could have someone delivered to my door. I could do what I want with little accountability and by god, did I love it. And yet, I wasn't truly happy. There was something I wanted but I was too afraid to seek it. Afraid of opening that door and stepping into a life I so desperately craved, and yet terrified of. I wanted to be pozzed. I wanted to be a slave. I wanted to be a poz slave. It had been a fantasy since my undergrad days. A desire that had translated to hours on the internet seeking porn and discussions that scratched that itch. And over the years, that fantasy got darker and more fucked up. I wanted to be pozzed by an ugly beast. A man far removed from society's notion of acceptable behavior who would take me in his arms and give me a place to kneel next to his feet. A man so disgusting, that the idea of him would make people shudder in disgust. His audacity for filth would be a natural barrier to any person and yet, he would do nothing to change the way he was. Just picturing someone like him would make my dick throb. That fantasy got worse over the years and it delved deeper into some very fucked up desires. I wanted to be blackmailed into getting pozzed. Blackmailed by such a man to be pozzed by him and be his slave or be outed as a closeted, repressed bug chaser sub. It was just a fantasy. Until it wasn't anymore. -- I had been browsing the internet for some pozzing videos in one of the popular HIV forums. My desires were clearly stated in my profile but despite countless messages from many guys over the years, I had never acted on them. I had fun chatting with guys, telling them what I wanted while I jerked off and blew my load. When I saw a message from a new user called 'Pig-Farmer', I figured it would be a fun way to get off. We exchanged pleasantries and a few body pics. His user name was apt because the man looked like a pig. I didn't see his face but he was clearly big, burly and hairy. Piercings and tattoos adorned his hairy body but what really piqued my interest was the scorpion tattoo on his neck and the biohazard symbol above his groin. I sent him photos of my naked muscled fuzzy front and back, with a clear shot of my parted ass cheeks and visible hole. He responded with a photo of his dick. Actually, it wasn't a dick. It was a weapon of mass destruction. Not very long (about 7-7.5 inches but wider than a beer can. Dark veins covered the length of his manhood and it all ended at a dark pink head with a frenum, ampallang, lorum and a PA (I know all about cock piercings). The sight of his cock made my mouth water and my ass throb. Then he sent me a pic of his ass and it made me lose my mind. It wasn't just that he had a furry, big ass (which he most certainly did), but it looked dirty. The sight of it, while revolting to most, made me swoon. Picturing myself between them, my tongue lapping at that disgusting beautiful hole was all I wanted and I wanted it bad. We exchanged a bunch of messages after that and I got the sense he didn't have this happen to him often when someone would seek his company despite seeing him in all his glory. He wasn't very chatty but he was unapologetically filthy. This was the start of a beautiful online friendship that lasted for two months. He would send me pics of his dirty cock, all slimy and cheesy, that would make my cock harden and ooze. In exchange, I would send him pics of my bubble butt. Sometimes, I'd be at work when he'd tell me to send him pics so I'd take off my trousers and send him ass pics, wearing business formals on top and showing off my hole. Eventually, I sent him pics of my face. He never asked for them but during the time I had been talking to him, a connection had been established. I trusted him but most importantly, I wanted him to know who I was. He never showed me his face and I didn't ask for it. Somehow, it made it hotter knowing that he could put up my pics online and I'd have no way of stopping him. After two months of regular conversations, he finally proposed a meeting. He sent me an address about an hour's drive away, far outside city limits and asked me to meet him there three days later. At first, I was scared. As long as it was online, there was an element of control but was I ready to meet someone knowing where it would end? I knew this was my only chance, to have what I had always wanted but I was nevertheless scared shitless. The thought kept bothering me until the day of our proposed meet. Yet, as scared as I was, I decided to go. The address was in a very isolated area. An abandoned factory was the only place around for miles and it seemed I was supposed to go inside. I walked up to the front door and tried to open it but it was locked. Confused, I was about to step out when the door opened and out stepped a big burly bouncer. "The fuck do you want?", he grumbled with a snarl. I was at a loss of words. What was this place and why was I told to come here? Where was my online friend? Did he prank me? Thoughts like these raced through my mind as I scrambled for words. Defeated, I turned around to leave when suddenly "Yo, come in. I know why you're here", the bouncer said. I was confused by his attitude but I decided to go inside. Once in, the door closed behind me and I found myself in a corridor. The bouncer asked me to follow him and we walked through the corridor until we came upon a large door. "Step in", he said pulling the huge door open. Inside, I found myself in a pub of some kind. Men of all kinds and ages were in there, drinking, conversing and enjoying themselves. I saw two guys drinking and chatting while rubbing each other's cock through the fabric of their pants. A rather large man was being aggressively kissed by a muscular dude who was squeezing the big man's hefty chub. A skinny dude was getting his nipples twisted by a silver fox, while getting his dick rubbed by another gentleman. I made my way towards the bar and ordered a beer. My friend was nowhere to be seen and I had zero clue as to why I was here. I downed my beer pretty quickly and ordered another, waiting for him to show up. Eventually, I realized I had been stood up and decided to call it a night. Suddenly, I felt my nipples being grabbed and twisted hard, making me moan. I felt a man's weight against my back with the smell of booze and man musk violating my nasal senses, while his hands worked my nipples. "I am glad you came boy." It was him! I tried turning around but he put more weight against me, preventing me from turning. I'm a strong guy, with years of weight training under my belt but this man was stronger, much stronger. "Just relax baby. Let me work those pig tits and you finish that beer." His words were like an aphrodisiac that calmed me down. I had a slight buzz going too, which might have helped in making me more suggestible and docile but I adhered to his words and kept sipping my drink while he played with my nipples. "You're hot, boy. Daddy's gonna like turning a hot guy into a real pig." His words went straight to my cock which started chubbing up quickly. He noticed it as one of his hands slipped down my body and rubbed my cock through my jeans. "Yeah, that's a nice cock. Looks like you're liking daddy's attention." "Fuck yeah daddy, feels so good." "Finish your drink and pay up. We are leaving boy," he said while withdrawing his hands from my nipples and cock. I downed my beer in one go and pulled up some cash when daddy stopped me. "No cash boy. Pay him with a card, Apple Pay or any other traceable shit like that." As weird as that instruction was, I did what he told me to. I pulled up my credit card and paid my tab. "Good boy. We are leaving now," he barked. He didn't wait for my answer as he walked towards the entrance door. I was frozen in place. The situation, as hot it was, was making me apprehensive. If I went with him, I was opening myself to something there was no coming back from. It was hot and part of me wanted it really bad but my conscious mind reigned supreme. I decided to slip out quietly without him noticing, saving myself from the situation I had put myself in. I waited for a few mins before slipping out. He was nowhere to be seen and I made a dash for my car. I had parked a little way off the road, away from anyone's sight, which gave me an advantage. Or, so I thought. "Going somewhere?" his voice boomed in the silent night, just as I was about to open the door to my car. "Mmm yeah, look, I gotta run. Something's come up at work," I stammered and opened the door of my car. "You sure boy?" his voice dropped a few octaves, turning into a slight whisper, as he started walking towards me. I was still facing my car when I felt him behind me. I was about to turn when I felt the sharp prick of something against my spine. It was a knife. The man had a knife to my back! My legs were shaking, I was sweating and breathing deep slow breaths, trying to stay calm. He stayed frozen too, his knife resting against my back, as the strong musky smell wafting off of him turned me on ever so slightly. Here I was, in a perpetual life and death situation, sporting a partial. At that moment, I felt truly fucked up as waves of both horniness and fear raced through my body. "Here's what's gonna happen boy. You are gonna leave your car here and you are going to come with me. Understood?" "Yes." I felt the knife pressing against my back harder as he leaned in closer to my ear. "Yes what boy?" "Yes...Yes sir." "Try again boy" "Yes..Daddy" "That's right boy. You're gonna love what Daddy has planned for you. All the fucked up shit you're too pussy to do by yourself, Daddy's gonna make you do it boy." He pulled the knife off my back and my body relaxed. I let out a deep breath to release my anxiety when I felt him push me against my car and push his weight against my back. "You don't have a choice anymore boy. If you think about leaving, you should know that this place is a known private club for poz men to meet. You used your card here, think what would happen if people found out." He pushed his crotch against my ass, letting it rest against my cheeks before continuing. "Besides, you wouldn't want Daddy to send all the naughty pics and texts to your contact now would you? What would they think of Ian, the closeted neg bug chasing pig trolling for poz dad dick on the internet." Hearing him blackmail me and use my fear against me made my cock throb and my body experienced a wave of pleasure that made me buckle. He put his arms around my front and held me steady, kissing my neck as he let me steady myself. "Relax boy, Daddy knows what you need piglet. You don't have to be scared of Daddy anymore because Daddy knows who you really are. What you really are." That's when I felt the sudden spurt of wetness expanding in the crotch area of my jeans. I had cum hands free, hard. Most importantly, I needed to do this. I was going to do this. I had no choice. --

The profile photo of Domin8tor wasn’t something I’d normally click on - no head. But the body was beefy - the barrel chested kind, thick with muscles but also looked like he enjoyed a lot of burger and beers. His likes were sparse and to the point: rough sex, fucking, breeding. Leather. Beer. I checked my messages and — not unexpectedly — his was direct and to the point: “Wanna fuck” He didn’t even include the “?” At the end I tapped in my reply: “Possibly. What are you looking for? Now?” It was 3 in the afternoon, on a Friday afternoon, and I still had a few more hours of work left. “Yeah. Now. Need a hole to drop my seed into.” “Sorry. Can’t now but could do later.” He replied with a pic. It looked like something someone took from Folsom: shirtless and in leather chaps, massive cock swinging free between his legs. He looked like in his 40s or 50s, but fit. His face was broad, head shaved, sunglasses on. His thin lips curled into a snarl-smile, mischievous and menace. Dark swirling tattoos covered his forearms and I could see a bit peeking over on his shoulders from his back. Muscles rippled through in almost comic-book proportions: biceps almost as thick as his head; pecs covered in sweaty dark fur, beads of water on the nipples. “Probably steroids” I thought. I glanced down at his balls, the tell-tale sign but they seemed larger than normal, hanging low. I replied in the chat: “How about 5pm?” No reply. I figured he found some other hole. I turned off my phone and went back to work. A little while later, my phone buzzed again. Checked it and there was a message from him. “Yeah. Address” I typed in my address and took a break from work to do a thorough prep and then tried to focus on work for the remainder of the day. Which was tricky - I put on a leather jockstrap and shorts to get myself in the mood. 5pm came… and went. I hopped online and he wasn’t online anymore - again, I figured he found someone else and didn’t bother to cancel. I opened a can of beer and started browsing other guys - after prepping, I didn’t want to let my ass go to waste. I was chatting with some twunk when my buzzer rang. It was almost 6pm. I pushed on the talk button and asked who it was. A gruff one word reply. “Dom”. Slightly annoyed, I replied “Third floor on the right” and buzzed him up. A heavy knock on door. I opened and was pleasantly surprised - he looked more or less like that picture. Shorter than I was expecting but the muscles were pretty much popping. He wore a t-shirt, jeans and a dark hoodie. The sunglasses were still on. I asked him if he wanted a beer and he nodded. I went and got him one and he had barely moved from the front door. I handed it to him and he took it with his left hand while reaching out to my shoulder with his right, pushing me down. With a low growl, he said “Suck.” He spoke with a thick accent - Eastern European? I knelt down, and unbuckled his jeans. Unzipping, I could tell he wasn’t wearing any underwear and his cock tumbled forward. It was as advertised: thick and long, fatter just behind the uncut head. I bent forward and started to suck. I had to really open wide in order to get the semi-hard dick in my mouth. I could hear him guzzle his beer above my head as I worked his cock. I started to use my hands, as his cock was long enough that I couldn’t get it all in my mouth. He reached down with his free hand and gently caressed the top of my head and moaned “That’s nice. Make it wet.” I could taste sex on his dick. As I blew him, I could see the matted cum from a previous fuck in his pubes. I swirled my tongue under the foreskin and could taste the ass juice and load from the last guy. He repositioned his hands to the back of my head and I knew where this was going. I tried to pull off before the face fucking could start — there was no way that was going to work well. But I was too slow. With an incredibly firm hold, his hand palmed the back of my head and he pulled my head in. I tried to open my mouth further, but his cock hit the back of my throat. He pulled back and then back in. I did my best to get gulps of air in through my nose but as he sped up and pushed harder, the opportunities became shorter and shorter. I put my hands on his waist and pushed him away, but there was no budging. Cocksucker’s tears were flowing down my face. He chuckled and slowed a little. He pulled back a bit and the air rushed into my lungs through my nose. He looked down at me (still with those fucking glasses and snarky smile) and said “Relax. Just open your throat.” I thought “what the fuck was he thinking I was doing?!” I tried to push again, but it literally felt like I was pushing against a wall - no movement at all. His hand — still on the back of my head — started to pull my head in. “Your choice. You can relax or not, but it’s going in.” I closed my eyes and did my best to relax, expecting it to ram against my tonsils yet again. But somehow his cock had softened a bit, and as he pulled my head in, it turned and went down my throat. There was a second moment of panic, but I tried to relax more and it became easier. He pulled back and then in again. And like the last time, his dick slid down my throat. I tongued the bottom of his shaft and his cock was iron-hard. I didn’t understand but before I could process it, my nose was buried in his pubes. The cum from his previous session smeared across my face. And his cock was down my throat. He held me there and I could feel his cock pulse and throb in my throat. It was a surreal sensation - it was like a hot, pulsing steel rod was down my throat. I felt his head - or I think it was his head - swell /in my throat/ . His hand kept my head there, and to my surprise, I didn’t try to resist. I think I was curious - how was this happening ?! - but also it was hot: I was deepthroating something that should not be able to go down my throat. His dick kept pulsing and I wondered if he had cum but he didn’t seem to make any of the other indications. Slowly, he pulled back and his cock snaked back - and I do mean /snaked/. It felt like somehow it could fully move, like a python in my mouth. He pulled the last bit from my drooling lips and then I could taste it. It was bitter and salty - kind of like cum, but something that also tasted like brackish saltwater. So maybe he did cum? The taste clung to my mouth - in that terrible way if you get a mouthful of antiperspirant. He tilted my face — tears down my cheeks, used cum on my face, and drool down my chin — towards his, and he growled, “Good boy.” He spun me around and shoved the back of my head hard, so I fell forward catching myself. He knelt down beside me and pulled back from my hips, so that he in a position to fuck me doggy style. He reached down my shorts, and roughly fingered my hole. With a surprising strength, he grabbed the sides of my shorts and with surprising strength ripped them apart exposing my bare ass, framed by the jockstrap lines. “Ah yeah, you were fucking ready for this” he snarled and then I felt his face back in my crack. His stubble rubbed the side of my cheeks, and I could feel his tongue inside my hole. It was pushed my hole open, and even if I didn’t want it (which I did!), I wouldn’t have a choice. He continued to grind his beard into my ass, as if he were trying to literally push me along with his jaw. And his tongue kept going deeper. And deeper. And he kept swirling it around, as if he were licking the inside of a bowl, but somehow in the inverse. He came up for air and then I felt it. His hard cock against my hole, first running up along it, picking up some of his spit and then with one move, shoved it in my hole. Time stopped. It hurt so much. My vision went white with pain. It came back. I came back to my body. And he was inside me. Fully. With one shove - or I blacked out - he was balls deep in me. Instinctively I tried to pull forward. But he held onto my hips and there was no give. None. “Uh uh uh - you are staying there until I’m done with you.” And with that, he fucked me. Hard. Each thrust all the way, each thrust seemingly a little deeper. It hurt so bad - I couldn’t help think of my insides being wrecked. I don’t think I have ever been fucked this deep - well, well past that second ring. And it kept doing. harder. And harder. I kept trying to squirm away, but there was literally nothing I could do other than make bigger bruises on my hips where he held on. Any more struggling and I would just be digging into his hands. At one point, he leaned forward on top of me. He was so heavy. Like 400 lbs heavy. He was shorter than I was, and when he pressed down, his body completely pinned mine to the ground. He slowly pulled out, about half way and then slid all the way back in. He paused inside me. “Milk it” he snarled. I was stunned. I just lay there. “Milk it” he repeated. And then he smacked the back of my head, and instinctively my ass clenched. “There we go.” And I started to squeeze and milk it. And it felt good. Really good. I could tell - my cock throbbed in my jockstrap. I know that sounds dumb, but honestly, my cock told me that it felt good. And once I ‘noticed’ then I really got into milking his cock. And he started to fuck me again, again with the snake. I felt it knew how to turn and go deeper. And deeper He got up a bit and pressed down on my shoulders with his hands, pinning me to the ground, with my ass up in the air. He went back to fucking me hard and fast. I just relaxed and let my hole loosen up. “Ah that’s good, my boy. Open up and let me in.” And I did. I just relaxed and he fucked me deep. Oh so deep. My ass was slick with the same slime that was down my throat. His cock made thwash sound as it churned up the slime. It felt so fucking good. I moaned and squeezed my hole in appreciation. He lifted off my shoulders for a brief moment to separate out my cheeks so he could get /that much deeper/ then put his hands on my shoulders. I turned around to look at him. He had taken off his shirt at some point and was dripping sweat. His skin was red, like the blood was just under the skin. His muscles and veins popped and throbbed. His face was a mask of angry hunger - as if ever thrust was another bite he was taking. His sunglasses were off and his eyes were black, except where the pupil’s were, which I saw occasional glints of reddish light. Kind of like when you flash a light into an animal’s eyes in darkness. His hands dug into my shoulders and the pain was sharp. His nails were clawing back towards him, so he could get as deep as he possibly could. And then he paused and let out a low groan-howl. I felt his cock start to twitch. And swell. My hole expanded even further - it was easily bigger than a can of coke at this point. I could feel him coming but it felt different - instead of the jerk-twitch-squirt that most cocks do, this was a pulse-wave-shove of cum. As he pushed himself in as far as he could, he grunted through gritted teeth “yeah…. yeah..…” I could feel it filling up my guts, as if there was a tap running. He kept cumming, depositing his seed deep inside me, for seeming minutes. Slowly he pulled out but kept coming, the same pulse-wave feeling. Finally he pulled out, and spun me around to face his cock. And I understood why now it felt that way. His cock continued to shudder and push out cum and cum was really thick, almost solid, a golf-ball size blob-ball of cum. I watched his cock push another one out, and the cock slit, widened to let this cum ball out. He shoved my face down to clean it off. I did as I was instructed and opened up. Even in my stupor, I knew it wouldn’t fit, but somehow, improbably, it did. It filled my entire mouth, and filled my throat. And it twitched and I felt the cumball push its way down his cock and directly down my throat. While that happened, I instinctively fingered my gaping hole and felt his cum inside. And my ass was full of these balls. I clenched my ass, keeping them inside and started to jerk off. I started to actively swallow now, welcoming them into me. I heard him above me say “Yes. Open up and let me in.” I could smell my ass, his cum and all the other guys now that my nose was shoved up into his pubes. I knew I was just another receptacle for him. One of many. And I liked it. I just relaxed. Both ends letting his cock travel down my throat and my ass. I could feel some of the cumballs plop onto the floor. But I didn’t care. I was open for him. Open. Open. And then I came. My ass clenched. And I just saw emptiness. I blinked to make sure they were open. But I just saw emptiness. It was different than blackness - I could tell that there was space in front of me, but it was just /empty/. I came back to my body. There was a wave of pleasure so strong that it hurt. My body wracked with spasms, the orgasm convulsing every cell of my body. I don’t remember how but when I regained my senses, his cock was out of my mouth. I looked around and he was buttoning the last button on his jeans. He bent over and picked up his shirt. Wordless, he just smirked at me. I was dumbstruck, kneeling on the ground a puddle of my cum in front of me. Pulling his shirt down, he motioned with his jaw towards the ground and said “They don’t last long outside a body.” I glanced down to see the cumballs - yes they were real - melt and spread out into murky jelly. He and put back on his sunglasses, covering his black, flashing eyes. “Take care of them,” he said. He turned and walked out the door. I hadn’t moved or said anything. I slowly stood up, my body starting to ache. I staggered to the bathroom, cum dripping down the inside of my left thigh. In the bathroom, I saw that my face was raw from being ground on the floor. There were two bruises on my hips. In the shower my hole was tender, but I was expecting far worse. I cleaned up the hallway, and his cum was remarkably sticky, but the smell wasn’t as bad as I was expecting. His cum, more than most, was breaking apart and turning into a thinner liquid. Over the next day, I was expecting an interesting shit ahead. But the cumballs didn’t “come out” - I guess they were absorbed? I checked his profile online but it was deleted. Now it seems surreal so I wonder if I was drugged - I’m writing this down so I remember, as it feels like it might fade away like a dream. So here is the recounting of the time I was bred by… uh, not sure what.

Had a young Latino guy and his young Asian friend over at work. Both beefy and tanned, Latino carried a 7.5 inch while Asian with a thick 6. All they wanted was to breed my hole. Put me in doggy position and warned me not to move. When the Asian guy was about to come, the Latino guy instructed ," shoot your load in his slutty hole!" Then Latino guy pounded me as hard as he could and unloaded. He loves a wet hole. Before I clocked out, a homeless guy I fucked a while ago said he's super horny, so I offered him my Cummunity service. We fucked at the stairs as soon as he came into the entrance. We eventually moved up to a room, as I wanted to do missionary with him for a while. Then I got on all four on the floor, he fucked hard till we both came at once. Went to a small group at 10 pm. There were 7 guys there throughout the night, with 2 designed bottoms(including me) and one guy who was only into oral. Both bottoms were Asians. I first made out with a Latino guy, then I sat on his 7 inch before he turned me over and fucked me in doggy on the floor. Then, a beefy black guy arrived. I helped him to undress and suck his cock. He didn't want to fuck at first , as he went over to another bottom. I got into my knees to get ready for him once he was done. He came over shortly and shove his thick 7inch in me. Everyone came around and watched, commented on how I am taking it like a good boy. The host, an 8 inch black guy took over as the top wanted to take a break. He fucked me mercilessly till he came, as I earned the first load of the entire orgy. I immediately moved to one of the audience, a skinny brown guy with his shirt on and suck his dick. Then I rode him reversely for a while. I went back and forth with the guys, eventually earning the last load of the 7inch black top and another load from the host. After the group, I got a Grindr message from a hot ,young, light skin Columbian guy. I traveled to him, unbeknown of him living in a trailer and having another bottom over- that'd be my first trailer sex. While surprised by being not the only bottom, I stayed for his good look and fat cock. We made out before he had me an the other bottom on our knees, while he took turn to fuck us. At one point, he took us out the trailer and fuck us on the floor. The other bottom left eventually because he couldn't take a pounding anymore. I was happy to have the guy to myself. I asked him to rape me. He recorded me saying that, then slapped and choked me while aggressively fucking me. We fucked for an hour but he couldn't cum , due to being too stoned. I went home with a gaping hole, the trailer sex was not only the best sex of the night, but one of my best in a while. 8 dicks, 6 loads in a day.

1. The unseen man pulled his cock back through the glory hole and I licked my lips, swallowing the rest of his load. I sat back on my heels and looked at the now vacant hole in front of me and for a brief moment wondered how I had come to this moment. Completely naked, my head shaved, cum leaking from my hole and covering my face, my cock dripping precum but completely forgotten, and locked in this booth in the back of this bathhouse. I heard a rustle behind me and saw a fat dark cock slide through the second hole in this booth. My instructions had become second nature at this point and I got up, bent over and slide the cock into my well fucked hole. Once my as was pressed firmly against the wall, the man on the other side began to pound me. I groaned and smiled. At thirty years old I had thought that I knew myself pretty well. Through some experimentation in my twenties I had decided I was vers, not overly kinky, and overall was pretty good about condom usage. So, I how did I end up locked in a glory hole booth in a bathhouse? Good question. Sir, well at the time Mike, had been the one to change all that. As soon as I met him in the bar I knew there was something different going on. He had a power over me that I couldn’t explain, and I just sort of gave in. I hadn’t gone to the bar that night with any sort of expectations. It had been a long day I thought I would pop in, have a drink or two, toss some coin at a drag performer friend of mine, and head home. As I was buying my second drink Sir, as he is now known to me, brushed against me at the bar. I was in awe. At just above six feet tall he loomed over me a little, his broad chest blocking out the rest of the room. His face was strong and square. He had short cropped dark hair, and eyes that somehow just drew me in. He smiled a broad toothy smile, and introduced himself. I practically melted. He offered to buy me a drink and made small talk as he got closer and closer to me. I smiled and felt my cock stir as he brushed against me. Soon, he leaned down and kissed me hard on the mouth. I melted into him, his big hands grabbed at my back and pulled me close. Within twenty minutes of meeting him we were leaving the bar and walking to his place a couple of blocks away. As soon as the door closed something in his demeanor changed. He became more assertive, and I became more aroused. “Strip,” he said. There in his living room with the blinds still open I pulled my shirt off over my head and kicked off my shoes. I stepped out of my jeans and hesitated for a moment before pushing down my briefs. My cock was hard as a rock and stood straight out from my dark brown bush, its full six and a half inches exposed. Sir smiled at me. “Good boy,” he said. I’d never been called boy before. It made something in me flutter and my cock twitch. He unbuttoned his own shirt revealing his strong chest, and a thick pelt of hair. His stomach was hard and flat, not an over tone gym body, the strong body of a man. Then he took of his shoes and undid his belt. Before he took his pants off though he said “On your knees boy.” I practically fell to my knees. With another broad toothy smile he undid his pants and slipped them off. He now stood in front of me in nothing but a straining jockstrap. My mouth watered. “Come over here boy,” he said, and I crawled over so that I was kneeling right in front of him. I could smell his sent, my cock throbbed. “Now you’re gonna get my cock wet and then I’m going to fuck your cute little ass. Understood?” I nodded vigorously. “When I ask you a question like that boy you will answer ‘Yes, Sir’ is that clear?” “Yes, Sir,” I stammered. This wasn’t something I was into I thought, but then why was my stomach doing back flips and my cock leaking like mad. “Good. Now lets try that again. You’re going to get my cock wet and then I’m going to fuck your ass, is that understood?” “Yes, Sir.” “Very good.” With that he pulled out his cock and I gasped. I had guessed it would be big from the bulge in front of me but I had still not been prepared. His cock was the thickest I had ever seen. Only about an inch longer than mine it had to be as thick as a soda can the whole way down. His pubes were dense and connected into the thick mat of hair that ran up his stomach. I swallowed hard. “Open your mouth boy.” I did as I was told and he pressed the broad flat mushroom head into my mouth slowly. I’ve always loved sucking cock and instinct took over. I swallowed as much as I could, slathering all over his cock. He groaned appreciably and his hands came to rest on the back of my head, pulling me closer. Somehow I knew that I had to get his cock as wet as I could, his sudden shift in demeanor told me that he wasn’t going to be providing any lube when he fucked me. I choked myself, getting spit all down the shaft of his cock and all over the head. My face was slick with spit, and it dripped down my chin. Occasionally he would force the whole length of his dick into my mouth so that his head hit the back of my throat. He was forceful, but always careful with me at the same time. I felt safe with him. I felt like even if he used me rough I would be ok. After what felt like a blissful eternity he pulled out of my mouth and head me by the shoulders. I looked up into his face, and saw that same toothy grin. “You ready to get fucked now boy?” “Yes, Sir.” “Good, now get your ass on the bed.” He shoved me towards an open door to the right, and I darted onto the bed. Without being told I got up on all fours presenting my ass towards the door. I heard Sir chuckle as he walked in behind me, “Good boy.” I felt his hands on my ass and braised myself for his cock to start pressing on my hole dry but instead I felt his tongue lap at my hole. It darted about, flicking over my ass, slowly working inside me. I groaned, as I felt my hole opening steadily. I was no stranger to getting fucked and it didn’t take too much to get me ready, but Sir was taking his time. He savored my ass, getting it slick with his spit. Once Sir was satisfied that I was properly wet, he straightened up and started to rub his cock on my hole. I leant forward, and put my face into the mattress. After dropping a big glob of spit onto my hole he started to push in. His head was so wide and blunt that my hole resisted for a long moment before finally giving way. I gasped as the first inch of his cock slid into me. He held his cock there for a minute, dropped another glob of spit onto his shaft and pushed in again. Little by little he opened me to his massive girth, and I just became a whimpering puddle. He fucked me slowly at first, adding more spit and building up speed till there was a steady wet slap filling the room. I groaned with every stroke. It felt so good. I could feel my hole loosening around him. I began to slam my hips back against him drawing his cock into me deeper. After ten minutes or so he pulled out of my hole, and in one motion knocked me over so that I was now on my back with my legs in the air. He repositioned himself and sank back into my hole. I groaned and tossed my head back. He was hammering me relentlessly and I felt my entire body giving way. My muscles all went slack and I was just putty in his hands. “I’m gonna breed this cunt, boy,” he said, sweat shinning on his body. “Please, Sir! Breed my hole!” “Good boy. Take Sir’s load.” He slammed deep inside me, stretching my hole as wide as it would go, as he spasmed deep inside me. He shook a little as he came, and the big toothy grin came back. He stayed inside me, his cock not getting any softer, but finally he was still. “Here’s the deal boy, you have a choice now.” He flexed his cock in me, “You can tell me you’re done for the night, and leave now; but know that if you do that you will never see me again,” another flex of his cock, “or, you can stay here. Just know that saying means your committing to taking my cock all night whenever I want your hole,” another flex, “So which will it be.” I didn’t even have to think, “Please, Sir, fuck me again!” “Good boy, you may just turn out to be a fun new pig.”

Some people (I'm guessing) think it's "proof" that the guy got off, so somehow that must be "better". It might be better if the top produces really, really huge loads so that the size of the load is the turn-on, but I've seen "pull out and paint the hole" with less cum than you could put in a demitasse spoon. Pointless.

Way hot! Lucky Dan being turned into a whore!

Can’t wait for Vault to reopen! Love that place always bb

There is a PDF floating around, "The Complete Urine Drinkers Cocktail Guide". the-complete-urine-drinkers-cocktail-guide.pdf

One more thing: You say you're 39 and your partner is "older" but not how much older. Food for thought: Let's say he's 50, so when you got together, he would have been a little younger than you. At that age, he might well have rejected the idea of an open relationship, but his perspective might be different now. If he's older than that - if the age gap between you is 15 or 20 years, say - that might be even more likely. Most men with significantly younger partners put some thought into what's going to happen as they age, and even if he's not eager to face it, the choice of being alone (at an age when finding a new partner could be more challenging) and letting you explore your sexuality more deeply might result in a surprise. I'm not suggesting he's going to be excited about what you may want to do, but he could surprise you.

It's clear to me from reading stories on the forum that some people think that "Anon" includes the kind of Grindr (or other app) hookup where you don't trade real names or have a conversation about anything other than sex. That seems a little more than anonymous to me.

Hi! 21 y/o sub faggot bottom looking for a Missouri City/ Sugarland/ South Houston Master/ Dom to use and abuse me and whore me out to their friends! HMU for further detail or if you’re interested!

Cumdump = wanting/taking multiple loads Anon/Anonymous = Faces won't be seen, no talking NSA = Fuck/make out/talk/engage, but nothing beyond right now FWB = An ongoing friendly sexual relationship. No loads refused = As long as you can get hard, you can fuck me Power bottom/top = Able to get fucked/fuck hard for a long period of time. I really had to think about power bottom/top for a bit. I've never labeled myself as a power bottom, and I don't recall hooking up with anyone calling themselves a power top. Curious to see what everyone else might say to these.

Saturday, @MattDillan came by my place on the way to his Pittsburgh hotel ... ... turned out we were wearing matching jockstraps. He took my 8 incher out of mine and sucked it hard (which didn't take long). Then I took it off - his stayed on - and he bent over the bed while I railed him righteously. My thick meat looked so hot sliding in his raw hole. Told him all about how I was going to breed him with my dirty daddy load. That drove him wild, and it couldn't last... I blew a huge load up his chute. It looked sooooo hot oozing out of his pretty pink pucker. Got him on the road without delay (it's another few hours from here to Pittsburgh). That was hot. 🙂

I love a cock in my mouth. I love all sizes, sucking the cock with balls of the smallest or deepthroating up to 10". I love feeling him thrust in and out. I love him letting me take over. I love tightening my suction to make it rough or tease with barely a faint drag of the tip of my tongue while he only feels the damp heat of my mouth wave over him. I love blowing cold air on his wet cock to make him twitch and quickly follow it with hotbreath to make him leak beyond his control. I play with his tits or massage his legs while I'm serving him. He gets my full attention. And I always swallow. When you're in my mouth I own you. I guess that's why I love sucking dick.

Took my first dick at 17 work as a Rent Boy for 5 years took my first fist at 19 Poz at 20 so my hole has lots of mileage on it. Today it looks more like a woman cunt than a ass hole. Your hole is a mussel and like any mussel they change in size from use and stress. People call them names from a boy hole to a man cunt well I have man cunt and proudly of it just spit and fuck it.

oliver groaned and sighed as he reluctantly parted with a stream of piss and cum from his freshly fucked hole. Standing in the running shower Trey gently fingered the boys swollen cunt, coaxing a steady stream of sticky goo. "It feels nice doesnt it?" Trey held the boy and continued massaging the last of the hot seed from inside him. "oh yeah" Oliver sighed. "the first few are good but then it just gets so much better. I made all of them cum inside. even max." Trey turned the boy around gently and began tonguing his hole clean. "oh man thats nice" Oliver sighed, bracing himself against the wall as his hole reluctantly surrendered more cum. "tell me more about max" Trey mumbled. "Oh hes got a nice big cock. really pretty." Oliver sighed. "first he didnt want to play, but I got him to cum inside twice. you should have seen him. the look on his face when he started shooting. I knew he liked being inside me." Trey stood to his feet and turned the water off, tossing Oliver a fresh towel. "I know he didnt want to, but i even made him piss inside." "Oh i love that" Trey chimed. "feels so warm and full. having a tummy full of piss and cum is the best" As the sun rose doug bid farewell to the last of the evenings guests with his trademark smile. "did you two boys have fun?" he gently rested his hand on Olivers shoulder. "oh it was great, better than great, it was amazing. Thanks!" the boy swooned drearily with a yawn, "Oh dont mention it. Im sure we'll have another one of these get togethers soon and that pretty little pussy will be the star of the show." Oliver blushed at the thought of how many loads had been buried in him by the end of the festivities. Big bloated balls bouncing off his cheeks, throbbing and pumping into his tender frame, over and over. Draining the hot sticky juice from cocks was just second nature to him now. "Trey usually likes to sleep over since these things tend to run long, and I sure dont mind the company either." Doug dipped his middle finger into treys dripping hole, pulling him closer as he casually worked his digit in and out. "there he is, the laziest man in the house" doug remarked as Max plodded into the house. "did we have a little bit of fun tonight at least?" Doug knowingly asked. "n-nah. just kinda hung out as usual." max muttered, unaware that doug had watched the boy drain his nuts into Olivers talented litte pussy all night. "ive got tennis with my boyfriend tomor-er-today? so i need to get some sleep. nite pops." Doug patted Oliver on the shoulder and cleared his throat. "we've got a house guest tonight boy, little ollie heres had quite a few treats tonight and im sure he would like some well deserved rest. Have you met oliver?" Max nearly choked on the glass of water as he sheepishly waved to the boy. How could he miss him? The kid had locked eyes on him the minute he entered the home, like a hungry dog. "well i mean, i guess its better that i get going now then" max stammered. "nonsense. I wont have my own son deprived of a good nights sleep. We've only got the one guest bedroom, so you two will have to share a little." doug smiled, relishing the opportunity to unleash his pet oncemore on his own son. "oh i dont mind doug. I dont take up much space on the bed at all i promise." Oliver beamed at the nervous looking boy. "fine, whatever. its this way" max grumbled as he shuffled off down the hall. "legs up now trey, let me inside." Doug lifted the boys heels atop his shoulders and nudged his greasy tool against the boys welcoming pussy. As many lovely boys as he had dabbled in, he never seemed to get enough time inside trey. Trey watched as his accommodating young fuck hole swallowed dougs prick eagerly and let out a hungry, gutteral groan as the mans balls came to rest against him. "Did someone miss the nice big cock?" Trey nodded profusely as he fingered his nipples and bounced along in time to dougs powerful thrusts. He couldnt deny the mans thick shaft as it drove him closer and closer to cumming. "oh no, oh!" trey gasped as a rope of his own sticky seed sprayed across his stomach. "yes baby boy, thats it, cum for the nice big dick" Doug pounded relentlessly as he watched Treys little dick give up its sweet seed over and over. "hold it open for me baby" doug calmly pulled his engorged head from the boy with a satisfying pop as Trey obeyed and pulled his leaking gaped hole open. Doug enjoyed watching a boy accept his seed, but he delighted as well in resting the tip of his cock at the edge of their battered puffy holes and blasting his juice into them like a squirt gun. Doug jacked his foreskin a few more times before pulling back and spraying into the gaped boy. He swore he could hear the seed splash into him as he blasted his cream into the tender hole. "there we go, nice and full?" Trey nodded as doug flipped him over and spooned the boy, returning his fat cock to the boys warm guts. Trey knew doug would fuck him whenever he wanted, and the big prick buried in his cunt would act like a warm little plug, keeping the mans potent seed inside. contented for the moment, he drifted to sleep in the mans embrace. "I sleep in boxers" Max muttered as he drew the shades and slid into bed. "well i dont wear anything when i sleep."oliver beamed, curling up into bed against Max. "oh nonono, thats your side you little nympho." Max pushed the boy back. "i dont know what i was thinking fucking you.." "twice!" oliver chirped "yeah. I shouldnt have done that. Look, nobody can know about it okay? my boyfriend is a total sweetheart and he sure doesnt deserve some guy who blows loads in poz twinks at his dads fuck parties so...no more sex okay??" Oliver nodded with a smile. "I mean it, are you good? all done?" Oliver smiled and turned over. If a few dozen loads wouldnt keep him sated who knew what it would take. "night max" he mumbled as he flipped the switch on the nightstand lamp. A few hours had passed and Oliver huffed. Max was apparently quite a sound sleeper, but the drugs and sex meant he was still up. reaching back to massage his silky hole, he was rewarded with a gob of sperm. "god big cocks cum so much" he thought to himself, teasing the lips of his ass as he bit his lip. Then again given the chance Trey would probably have drank every load him him, his swirling tongue coaxing more and more man goo from the boy. the slippery sound of olivers fingers filled the room as he sighed in frustration. Turning over, he watched max snoring. "just a little peek" he grinned, sliding the sheets down until Max's bulging underwear came into view. "oh fuck yes" oliver whispered, before reminding himself that max was pretty adamant about no more sex. He fingered himself faster as he reached toward the opening in max's shorts. "just taking a peek max, dont mind me" Oliver slid the boys cock out. "hello there" Oliver whispered, pulling back the foreskin to reveal the head of the slumbering boys soft cock. "you look like you want to have a little fun" olliver thought to himself as he wet his fingertip and traced the boys sensitive head and glans. "atta boy, keep it coming nice and big" Oliver whispered, gently stroking the thickening prick until his fat cock throbbed before the boys eyes. Oliver admired the juicy pink head, giving it a lick before felating the boys stiff tool until it glistened. as max rolled to his side Oliver pulled the boys heavy balls out as well. Oliver couldnt just wake the boy up demanding a fuck, he had to be creative this time. If its one thing big cocks always love its a warm tight boy to slide up into. He'd seen it before, the natural desire to push inside. Guys might lie about it, but big cocks never do. grinning, he gently pumped Max's prick with his cum drenched hand and rolled to his side, positioning Max at the entrance of his hole. "be a good boy, come on, fuck the hole" Oliver whispered in anticipation as he gently massaged the head with his ring. "mmgh, danny" max mumbled as he stuffed himself into Olivers warm pink pussy. "danny" oliver snickered, lmowing the load Max was about to spew was certainly not going into his boyfriends butt tonight. Oliver milked Max's cock as the boy groaned. "getting nice and close maxie?" oliver hissed, no man with a cock as nice as max's would deny him their seed as max tensed and the familiar pumping began. "there we go max. pump it all out. good boy" ollie whispered. once max had softened, he gently slid the boy from his warm pussy and paused to admire the sight of the sticky, spent cock as it dripped a gossamer thread of sticky seed. Finally sated, Oliver rolled back to his side and sighed contentedly.

Would love to have a go at that pussy. If you’re ever in San Antonio HMU

Day 1 So I got into the cab that was waiting to take me to JFK and was super excited when I saw that the cab driver was super hot and not one of those really old retired guys. I was in the back seat trying not to fantasize about him pulling over in a rest stop or a secluded area and fucking my brains out but that was a little harder to do (pun intended). I was rock hard and I needed to try and make it go down and thought if I could during the drive rub one out in my pants I would just change when I could so I wouldn't have to walk around in cum filled pants. I caught a few glances of the cab driver watching my in the mirror before he saw me and focused more on the road. I thought him watching me was hot so I decided to put on a little show for him when he looked again so I undid my pants and started to rub myself through my underwear. I lifted my shirt as well and started to play with my nice pink nipples and I swear I saw him lick his lips at the sight. The playing in the cab made it start to warm up so I took my shirt off exposing my body to him in fullness. I heard him moan and saw he had a hand in his pants as he watched me tease him. We drove like this for a while and when I saw we were coming up to a rest stop I asked him if he needed a break for a moment. He moaned a yes and pulled to the back of the rest stop. I got out of the cab just as I was and he did as well and within a quick moment we were kissing each other. He quickly shoved his tounge down my throat while pinching my nipples causing me to moan in his mouth and no sooner did we break the kiss he latched on my left nipple with his mouth like he was suckling from a teat. His hand went under the waistband of my underwear and wrapped around my precum soaked cock causing a whimper to come from me. After a few more minutes of foreplay he pushed me to my knees and undid his pants reveling a lushes bush and a thich 12 inch cock that made my mouth water. In preparation for this I practiced allot on large and long items to make sure I wouldn't be bothered with any cock size and was able to take his down to the root in one shot making him shake and moan. I slobbered all over his cock to get it nice and ready for what I truly wanted. I came up for air and was shocked to see that I had missed the biohazard tattoo that was on the tip of his dick. He saw me looking and told me that he has some condoms in the cab if I wanted me to use one. I told him that there was no way that I would want one and told him about my Poz pilgrimage trip and I wanted to end the summer with as many strains of the bug as I could find. This made my hunky cab driver smile and said well I am glad that I could start the beginning of what will be the best summer of your life as he spun me around and didn't waste any time shoving his cock into my aching ass. Thankfully I used enough saliva to help with some lube but with the fierceness of him plunging in like that I knew it was going to still be a bit painful and he would tear me a bit. Sure enough he pulled out and spun me around to show me the hit of red on his cock. This is to make sure you start to take my babies and to help you complete your goal. I kissed him and spun back around and let him continue his onslaught to my ass. He was pounding me for about fifteen minutes and he told me he was about to cum and he slammed into my hole one last time and unloaded with gusto a river of poz cum inside my ass. He shuddered and fell on top of my back and started to kiss my neck and nibble my ear. He whispered "here you go sexy the first of hopefully many Poz loads to infect you". He slid out of me with a plop and I asked him to go into the trunk and get my rubber butt plug from my bag and put it in. He did and we got dressed again and continued our drive to the air port. As I got out of the cab I hugged him and kissed him one last time and he gave me his card with his personal number on it asking for me to text him to see how the trip was going and that when I get back if I want him to pick me up again to call. I winked at him and told him I sure would and then I started to go check in for my flight.

The best lube is cum, but just saliva is wonderful. "proper" lube doesn't feel as good.

Once had a bf that told me the first day we met he wanted a bf that always had his cum in him. I thought it was a hot fantasy. We dated and as things got serious he made it clear he expected to fuck me daily a few times and always have cum in my hole. It took some getting used to not always being "prepped" and getting fucked literally when he wanted. There were often moments that could have been embarrassing but luckily nothing outrageous. He wasn't hung but he could cum 3-8 times a day. Riding with him and him pulling over somewhere to "get into position" if I didn't react quickly enough so he could unload was hot and sometimes inconvenient. We kissed, he was romantic and nice, but rarely touched my dick and just with his hand. I was his receptacle and he said so. If I leaked he'd just smirk and tell me he has more. Fuck, wish he was still here.

What is the definition on indefinitely: When you feel his balls slapping your taint, he’s in....definitely.

Michael didn’t need any prompting. Leaning down onto Milos’ shoulders he pulled out one final time then with the pent up energy of the T coursing through his body, slammed his cock all the way into the Greek boi’s cunt, balls deep. Milos screamed into the gag and pulled his head away, his eyes rolling into the back of his head from the pleasure and pain. His cunt was still refusing totally give in as Michael grunted with the effort of opening him up. I held my breath knowing what was coming. Toby was standing in front of me and so slipped my cock into his sloppy wet hole, feeling him push against my cock, cum and arse juices smashing against it. And then it happened. We’ve all felt it. The moment your arse finally gives in to a massive cock. The sphincter and cunt giving way under the intense hard and deep assault all the way deep into your gut. And you know it’s happened because it’s the sound you make as a bottom - totally submission and the growl as you finally realise your goal of giving up your hole to cock. And Milos has just reached that moment. And Michael felt it too as his cock finally forced its way deeper than ever before, his massive Latino bollocks finally slapping against arse muscle. Toby and I moaned and I gripped his hips and pushed my cock deeper into his hole. Michael was now ripping into Milos and, pulling off the ball gag, thrust his tongue into Milos mouth. Milos, far from screaming from the massive cock raping his hole, was begging Michael fuck him, wreck his cunt and load up his guts. It didn’t take long before, with a monumental howl, Michael unleashed a massive toxic load into the newest bottom boi in our club. But he kept fucking the hole, spunk flying out, mixed with sweat and arse juices and forming a slippery white foam over Milos’ hole, inner thighs and stomach. Finally, Michael pulled his still hard and dripping tool out of Milos’ hole, leaving Toby to rush in and feast on the open cunt and hole, exhorting him to push out the seed. Michael stepped away and kissed me deep. “What next?” I smiled and grabbed his hard cock and wanked it. It was still so hard, the glans full and so inviting that I knelt down and took as much of his cock in my mouth as I could. Michael moaned, praising my cock sucking skills as he leaned over my and fingered my cunt. I spread my cheeks for him with one hand and redoubled my efforts on his cock. Behind me I could hear Toby still exhorting Milos to push out but I knew it was futile. Michael’s seed was buried deep, deeper than any spunk had ever been deposited in that hairy arse. I stood up and walked to the bed. Milos was glazed over. Not from the T. No. From the intensity of the fuck. And the new feeling of seed so deeply embedded in his body that it felt like his organs had been pushed aside. I knew the feeling. And so did Toby. Kneeling down I stroked Milos’ face and gently undid the restraints. He wouldn’t need those anymore. He turned his face to me and grabbing his chin, I kissed him deeply. Our tongues met and danced between our mouths. “I love you,” I whispered as my hand reached for his still hard cock. He moaned as his lips found mine again, whispering how much he loved me. Wanted me. Wanted us all. In him. Deep. Milos moaned loudly and looking down I saw Michael and Toby focusing their tongues and mouths on the hard Greek cock and sweaty hairy balls. As I kissed him I tweaked and teased his nipples and his hands dropped to the boys heads, urging them on. He raised his hips slightly as I guided my hand to his cunt. As I fingered it, I was amazed that it still felt tight. His cunt muscles tightened against my probing fingers and it was clear that the guys’ attention on his cock and balls were having the desired effect. I locked my lips to his mouth as he started to pant. Our tongue clashed as Milos cunt tightened around my fingers and his balls pulsed as he started to cum. Michael forced Toby’s mouth around the cock forcing him to swallow the Greek’s own toxic load. Toby greedily swallowed every drop and then turned to kiss Michael. I pulled my fingers from Milos’ cunt and licked them - precum, spunk, arse juices mixed with blood. Tasted so good and make my cock jerk to attention. I stood up and pushed my bollocks into Milos mouth. As they all watched I started to wank my cock. I needed to unload. Michael stretched over and bent me over Milos’ mouth so he could push his tongue into my arse. I moaned at the unexpected pleasure and immediately shot my own salty load into the open mouth, hearing the grateful moan beneath me as he feasted on the head of my cock. Pulling out, I smiled and dropped to the bed with my arse in the air. Turning to Toby I whispered “Open me up baby.” Milo s moaned and smiled as Toby stood up and walked over.

Here's my honking PA... even the smooth edges results in a bloody fuck most of the time... OINK!

21. Someone banged on the door. It was Saturday morning. Tony opened the door and saw Aaron's brother Chase. "Hi! Is... Aaron home?" "Yeah sure" answered Tony and called for Aaron. When the two brothers saw each other, they laughed and hugged. "What are you doing here?" "I came to give this to you." said Chase and gave Tony a rather big stash of money and added: "that's the money grandpa and grandma saved for you over the years before they died. Mum told me, that they wished all of their money went to us after they die. I convinced Mum and Dad to take it out of the bank, so that I could give it to you. You need it more than me anyway!" "That's a lot of money Chase! Thank you!" Aaron hugged his brother. "Uhmm.... one more thing! I was wondering if... if we could see each other sometimes? I mean it's not like you're gonna come home for Christmas or something" said Chase on his way out and laughed nervously. Aaron hugged him again and said: "Of course! Call me anytime you want! Anytime!" "Hello! Is this Mr. Bensen?" "Yeah... I am, who are you and why are you calling?" "I'm Aaron Zhan. I work with Ray in the tattoo salon next to your building. Ray told me you wanted to sell it?" Could we meet up sometime?" Aaron and Tony both met up with Mr. Bensen the next day. Aaron got to know about him from Ray when he was getting his biohazard tat, which now proudly rested across his upper back.. He was a short man in his fifties. "Ya know, I wanted to make a bar out of this place, but both of my partners for the thing backed out and the whole plan just crashed." He showed them around. It was a single floor building, right next to RAY'S. The above ground space consisted out of 5 rooms - two smaller ones, two big ones, and the final one was a bathroom with multiple urinals and toilets. The real deal was underground! The underground consisted out of one big ass room with an amazing, huge dancefloor. Some things were already in place - for example a big black bar with stools and shelves and everything! Behind the bar was a storage room. There were four doors leading from the big room - one back to the stairs up, one on the further end with a long corridor with six doors on each side - similar to the one in the bar Tony liked to go to, one to the bathroom, again with multiple stalls and urinals, and the final one led to two more medium sized rooms. "Is the original price still up?" asked Aaron towards Mr. Bensen. "It is." "We'll take it then." "Great! You won't be disapointed!" "We know we won't." Tony and Aaron grinned at each other. The preparations started on Tuesday. They bought lights, a red retro jukebox, a lot of alcohol (thank god the licence came with the building). They closed a deal with Ray and his shop and became partners. They brought one of their common walls down so that the two buildings were connected, made a website. Then they bought two more tattoo chairs, an a lot of gear for tattoos and piercings and the first of the two big rooms, now connected to Ray's tattoo room was made into an even bigger and better tattoo room! The second big room was divided in two by a wall. The first one with the entrance to the building was the "reception room" and the waiting room. The second one was filled with other stuff - poppers, dildos, porn, some clothing and all kinds of other stuff. The two smaller rooms were made into simple "offices". One for Aaron and Tony, one for future employees. The corridor with six doors was painted red and black, illuminated with dim lightning and each room got either a bed or a sex sling. The second corridor with two rooms got other kind of special treatment. The first bigger room was made into showers - like the ones at Tony's gym and they even built in a sauna in the back of the big room. The other room stayed for now empty. All of this was payed by the money Aaron's grandparents saved for him, plus most of Tony's savings. It wasn't cheap at all! Uncle Rick also donated some money to the cause. They got a few calls from multiple porn companies which saw their website and were interested in renting out some of their rooms for a few hours during the week for shooting their scenes, and Aaron and Tony figured out, they paid rather generously! Then they hired two young guys to help out in the as a part-time job (they switched every other day and only for a few hours in the afternoon) The shop, tattoo parlor, bar and sex club all in one was now no longer called RAY'S. The new neon sign above the entrance now read: DEIMOS in red neon lights and beneath it: the best and hottest gay club in town! Then it was only time to plan the first event! They naturally came up with a steamy fuck-fest!

Isn't that a beautiful sight? But why the fuck are you neg?

Gloryhole after work on Tuesday. Walked into the bookstore (Fat Cobra here in Portland), made eye contact with a guy in the arcade, went right into a booth and he followed in the adjoining one. Sucked his dick just to get it hard, fingered some elbow grease into my hole, took a big hit of poppers, and turned around and sat right down. He didn’t miss a beat and fucked me pretty hard until he loudly bred me. Turned out to be damn near perfect. I didn’t care about the guy, but he was fairly attractive. I didn’t care about the cock, but it was fairly big. I definitely cared about the load, which was quite big. Was in and out in 10 min.

Tuesday evening a guy wrote me in Romeo. As I mentioned previously, I’m in country, and there are only few (it means 2 or 3) guys close to me (in 20 kms). That guy was five streets far from me. He wanted to suck and to be sucked. He was 36 years old, good looking bearded guy with massive cock. I jumped up to my bicycle and was there in 5 minutes. As I arrived I wrote him . He let the door open. He asked me to go upstairs, undress outside of his room and not to talk. He was laying on the bed naked and was playing with his dick. I climbed onto the bed and began to play with his dick. I licked it, and let it deep into my throat. I sucked him long snd deep. Sometimes he hit the poppers and let me hit too. Later he also sucked me, but rather I sucked him. On Romeo he wrote, that he love to be rimmed. So I gave him a nasty and throughly rimjob. I tried to finger fuck him. He moaned, so I continued it. We were playing with eachother for almost an hour, when he started faster breathing and louder moaning. Then he cummed some massive huge loads into my mouth. His sperm was sweet. At the end I jerked off and shot onto my chest. Then I dressed up and left him. Next morning his profile was deleted.

I don't do the hookup sites and apps much at all these days because of my frustration with them. 1) There's the "Facebook FOMO" effect they encourage. They put out this idea that all of this sex is happening out there except for you. The reality is that no-one is probably hooking up online as much as you think they are. But because you think it's happening, the whole thing seems to end up making you frustrated. This site kinda does it too (everyone posts about their hot hookup, no-one posts about the other nights sitting at home watching TV). In fact, I don't think there's a way of solving this problem except to shut down the sex sites and the internet altogether, which I've been doing more and more lately. 2) Hookup sites and apps, especially those geared towards barebacking, seem infested with drug use. Which isn't a problem if that's your thing. And maybe that's where the money is to be made, in which case, cater to the partiers like Nasty Kink Pigs does. But that's a really annoying thing for people who don't do drugs, and that's a really dangerous thing for people like me, who have had drug problems that we're battling. Plus, no judgment, but many people who party will lie about their drug use if it will get them laid. So self reporting is not sufficient. So I stay away. I'm not sure how you fix that either. 3) People use hookup sites for more than hooking up. Starting with fantasies and masturbation fodder. Or they might be thinking about hooking up, but maybe just going to bed also sounds good. In other words, how do you ensure that everyone online is actually ready and willing to have sex? Again, BBRT and other sites try to do this by flagging a status, but, again, people are really crappy at self-reporting. 4) All of the sites have a habit of leaving people logged in for a long time after they're actually gone IRL. The sites benefit by being able to inflate their "active" figures, and the users like it because, even if someone messaged them hours ago while they were gone, they still get that little dopamine hit of attention being paid. But for messengers, it leads to questions of "Is this guy blowing me off? Or is he just away?" Plus, people online will just leave conversations abruptly in a way that would be completely rude in real life. The conversation will be going great and you're getting ready to head out, then *poof* he vanishes. What happened? Who can say? 5) Liars generally. Not naming names, but I happen to know people who have not updated their pics on BBRT in over 15 years. Or there's the cousin of liars: marketing. Morbidly obese men giving themselves "linebacker builds." "Boys" who are old enough to be grandfathers. Pictures taken through so much vaseline on the lens and artistic mood lighting and photoshopping that it's sometimes hard to tell if you're supposed to be fucking an actual human. Not to mention guys who have be 35 for at least the last two decades. How do you fix all this? I've got no fucking clue. For a while I thought some kind of review system might help, but the reality is that that would rapidly turn into a raging morass of bitchy queens all throwing shade like rampaging divas. Although maybe a way of sending someone a private anonymous message might give someone the opportunity to give a gentle nudge to correct some shady behavior. So my current solution is this: I go out. I meet people. I go to sex parties (carefully selected, where I know that drugs aren't welcome...again, that's my weakness so no judgment if that's your thing). I do things like game nights and having people over to dinner and hiking and so forth and that often turns into FWB. Which is a lot healthier. The internet promises us that you can do human relationships more efficiently, like ordering a book from Amazon. Up 'til now, that has proven to be a lie, albeit a seductive one. I doubt it'll ever be as good as the real thing, although, sadly, enough people may find it to be "good enough." I've known people on FB (which I have also quit outright) who are like that. But if you think you can get it right, then more power to you. Good luck!