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Part 6 The rest of the week was pretty much the same. Colt and I couldn't get enough of each other. We were fucking like animals everyday after school as well as finding more secret places at school for a daily blowjob. Sometimes Colt sucked me off, sometimes I sucked him off. And I have to admit, I liked sucking him off because I loved having the taste of his cum in my mouth as we sat in Trig. On Thursday, when we were behind the bleachers and he was on his knees sucking me and jerking himself, I told him to cum in his hand. When he did, I licked it all off. He loved that I loved the taste of his cum so much. On Friday, Colt told me he had to run an errand after school and that he'd pick me up at 6:00 for a surprise. Knowing him, it could have been anything, but as long as it involved sex with him, I was up for anything. That evening found us in his truck driving into Ft. Worth. Colt drove an 88 Ford F-250, black, and jacked up with monster tires. A perfect beast of a truck for a perfect beast of a man. He was looking his hottest that night with his black cowboy hat and sleeveless checkered shirt, his big ole belt buckle proudly sitting above his crotch in the tightest jeans he owned. I was snuggled up against him like his bitch, with his arm draped around me, lightly stroking my nip. He hadn't told me where we were going, but then, I didn't really care as long as I was with him. "So, don't you want to know where we're going?" He finally asked me. "I guess." I answered. "It's showtime. Gotta do a cam show." "Well Colt, I don't know about that." I said, sitting up a bit. "See, that's why I didn't tell you. I didn't want you to be a pussy. Look, I'm not asking you to do anything, I just want you to be there. You know I love you." He said as he stroked my cheek. "I wanna share everything with you and not feel like we have secrets. Besides, you've already seen my shows, and you sure seemed to like them." He had me there. "Yea, you're right I suppose, as always." I laughed. "So, what kind of show is it tonight?" "A gangbang. Dante said he's got 15 guys lined up for tonight." My dick stirred in my pants as I pictured Colt taking 15 cocks up that perfect ass of his. Damn, I was turning into quite the [banned word]. Eventually we pulled up to a nice house, one of those Victorian ones in the older part of town. Carlos answered the door and let us in. The parlor and dining room were full of men already. All kinds, mostly older, a few younger ones, with all different body types. I recognized Ron and Billy and they gave me a little wave as I followed Carlos and Colt up the stairs. We entered a bedroom where everything was already set up, including a bag of powder, a pipe, some syringes and brown bottles on the night stand. "Here, drink this." Said Dante as he handed Colt a bottle of Gatorade. "The show starts in 20 minutes." Colt chugged the bottle down. "This your friend you were telling me about?" He said looking me up and down. "Yea, this is Austin. He's gonna chill and watch the show." "He's tasty." Dante said as if I wasn't even there. "Let me know if you ever want to make some money kid. I can make you a star like Colt." I blushed. "I don't think so. I'm just here for moral support." "Morals?" Carlos laughed. "You're boyfriend ain't got no morals. That's why he's so popular. He's a pig and he's fuckin hot as shit." "Oh you sweet talker." Purred Colt as he grabbed my waist and pulled me into him, kissing me deeply. "Mmmmm, you two look good together." Said Dante. "Seriously kid, think about it. It's good money!" I just kinda laughed as Colt pulled me onto the bed, sitting me next to him. He lit up a pipe and took a big hit before shotgunning it into me. I could see Dante rubbing his crotch out of the corner of my eye as Colt's tongue explored my mouth. My cock was rock hard in my jeans. After a few more shotguns Colt stood up. "Go sit over there." Colt directed me, pointing towards a chair in the corner. As I walked away he slapped me on my ass. "I love ya bitch." I just smiled and sat down, ready to enjoy the show. "All right stud, it's showtime." Announced Dante. "We got about 60 people watching, so let's give em what they paid for!" Colt's eyes just lit up as he started giving the camera his best slutty face. God he was such a whore, I thought as I rubbed my hard cock. "Hey guys." He began, looking right into the camera. "You ready to watch my teenage jock pussy get gangbanged?" He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, revealing his big flat pecs and washboard abs. He held up a pipe and took a big hit, slowly exhaling a big white cloud as he removed his shirt. He took another big hit and exhaled as he rubbed his chest and stomach. "Is the what you like, fuckers? You like watching me get fucked up before I get raped? You like it when I'm a high, slutty pig?" He took another hit, exhaling as he unbuckled his belt and popped his fly buttons, the thick white cloud washing over his naked torso. "Well I've taken a nice big hit of G, and I'm feeling good and slutty, like the cumdump I am." Colt smiled as he leaned down and pulled off one of his boots. With half closed eyes he brought the boot up to his face and licked it seductively as he groaned. "Mmmmm, I love the taste of a leather boot." I just sat there, mesmerized by Colt's performance as he slathered the boot with his tongue. It took me a moment before I realized Carlos was tapping on my shoulder, holding out a pipe. I smiled as I took it and inhaled a big hit just as Colt was taking another one. He brought his second boot up to his face and licked it as he slowly exhaled the cloud out of his nose. Then he stood up and teasingly pulled down his jeans, exposing a tight, yellow jockstrap. The pouch bulged with an odd shape. Colt just smiled into the camera as he pulled the pouch aside, revealing that his cock was locked in a cage. The huge monster was visibly straining in it's confines. "You like that guy's?" Colt cooed into the camera. "Tonight it's about this faggot jocks pussy, and nothing else!" He said as he turned around and bent over, spreading his cheeks and showing the camera his hot fuckhole. He turned his head to the camera and said, "I'm Colton Sawyer Cooper, I'm an 18 year old high school jock, and I'm ready to get gang fucked!" He sat back on the bed and pulled his jeans off his legs and his socks, and sat back in all his jock strapped glory as Carlos proceeded to tie off his bicep. Then Colt stuck out his tongue and groaned as Carlos slowly dragged the rig across it. Then he looked at Carlos with pure lust and said, "Yea, give it to me. Fuckin slam my faggot jock ass!" Carlos pushed the plunger on what looked like a big slam, and Colt's eyes and mouth flew wide open after the band was released, and he started panting like a bitch in heat as the bedroom door opened and the men poured in. Most of them wore some kind of mask and they varied from basic eye masks to full hoods. 5 of them wore none at all, including Ron and Billy. All of them were hard and stroking their cocks. Colt rolled on his back and spread his legs wide, showing the men his hungry hole. The men made all kinds of comments. "Fuck yea, look at that whore." "What a slut!" "He can't wait for cock in his hole!" "Fucking jock pig!" "Stupid fuckin cumdump!" "God yes!" Colt begged. "Fuck me like the whore I am!" The men just laughed as they surrounded the bed. The first guy climbed on the bed. He was apparently middle aged with a furry beer belly and an average sized cock. He slapped Colt hard across the ass. "Get on your hands and knees cunt!" He ordered Colt. Colt scrambled into position. I have to say, I loved seeing Colt in this position. It showed off his body so well from his big strong arms and broad, bull like shoulders to his flat stomach and small waist, culminating in his big, round white muscle ass sticking proudly out, awaiting its destiny. The man spit on Colt's hole a couple of times before spitting on his cock. He grabbed Colt's curly hair and twisted his face toward the camera. "What's your name again cunt?" He demanded. Colt looked into the camera with his glassy, lust filled eyes as another man held a brown bottle under his nose. Colt took two long huffs before he replied. "Colton Sawyer Cooper, Sir." Colt huffed more on the bottle as the man asked, "What high school do you go to bitch?" I was a little shocked when Colt answered, "Cleburn High, Sir." But I guess at this point the viewers pretty much knew everything about him. Colt huffed more as his face turned bright red and his eyes crossed a bit. "And what do you want slut?" Demanded the man. "Cocks, Sir!" Replied Colt as he huffed more, his head now being held up by the man gripping his hair. "Cocks in my hole, cum in my pussy!" "Anyone's cock? Any total stranger's cock, no matter what they look like?" "Yes Sir. Please Sir!" Begged Colt. "And why is that?" Growled the man. "Because I'm a pussy jock cumdump!!" Colt shouted. "That's right bitch!" Hissed the man as he yanked Colt's head back and simultaneously slammed his cock balls deep into the waiting hole before him. Colt let out a howl as his hole was ripped open with nothing more than spit. This gave the man who was holding the poppers a chance to ram his longer than average cock right down Colt's throat. Colt was obviously not prepared for that as he coughed and gagged. The man fucking him slammed Colt's head up and down on the cock like a rag doll as he power fucked Colt's ass, not giving either hole a chance to get warmed up, they were both just brutally battered. I hit the pipe again as I watched the man I loved more than anything get brutally raped in real life right in front of me. And my dick was hard as steel. The man fucking him didn't take long before he buried himself in Colt's hole and pumped a load of cum deep into him. As soon as he pulled out, the guy that had been fucking Colt's throat moved to his ass and rammed his cock into the hilt while the first guy moved to Colt's head and stuck his slimy cock into Colt's mouth and he cleaned it off like the hungry pig he was. It went like this for the first 4 men. The 5th man was a big bear of a man, with a huge cock to match. His large barrel of a body was covered in grey hair and tattoos. He rolled Colt onto his back and spread his legs apart. Dante got a close up of Colt's already gaping hole as cum dribbled out of it. Another man held Colt's head in his lap as he fed him more poppers. The tattooed man smiled down as the whore beneath him. "You want this cock boy?" He asked, showing a blurry eyed Colt his fat 10 incher. "Oh god, yes Sir!" Colt slurred. "Fuck me, PLEASE!" He begged like a wanton slut. The man stuck his fingers in Colt's mouth, pulling his jaw down, making his mouth wide open. He then proceeded to hock a loogie right onto Colt's tongue, followed by two big spits right into his mouth. He pushed Colt's mouth closed and rammed his fat cock into the waiting hole as Colt groaned and swallowed his piss and snot. The man held onto Colt's massive thighs as he plow drived his cock in and out of Colt for a good 10 minutes before he too was adding his seed into the mixture within Colt's guts. After he pulled out and another anonymous man enter Colt, he moved to Colt's head so the slut could clean off the slimy cum and ass covered cock. When he was clean, he slapped Colt hard across the face. "Open wide pig!" He ordered my man. Colt obeyed and within moments, the tattooed man was pissing into his wide open hole. The guy fucking him started pounding him harder as Colt valiantly tried to swallow all the piss, but it nevertheless poured out of his mouth and sloshed over his face and into his hair. The various men around him laughed at him and called him more degrading names. "Look at that nasty little piss pig!" "Yea he's not only a cumdump, but a toilet too!" "What a pathetic jock bitch!" "Someone else piss in that disgusting whore's mouth!" Another man stepped up and started pissing into Colt's mouth and all over his face as the guy fucking him dumped another load into his increasingly sloppy cunt. I sat there, glued to the scene playing out before me, my pants and shorts around my ankles, stroking my throbbing cock. I had obviously watched Colt be a submissive slut in his videos, but sitting here, watching it happen live was so much nastier and hotter. I watched as 4 more men fucked Colt's slutty hole and more used his mouth as a urinal, making the bed around his head a wet sloppy mess that his face was continually shoved into as he was fucked on his stomach. Finally, I could take no more and decided I needed in on the action. But I didn't want to show my face. I motioned Carlos over and told him I wanted a mask. "Hot damn!" He said as he fetched me a leather executioners hood. Perfect, I thought, as I was feeling very dominant and that fit perfectly. I put it on and walked naked to the bed as the last fucker was cumming in Colt. I grabbed his piss soaked hair and pulled his face into mine, staring right into his glassy eyes. "Guess who bitch?" I snarled. "It's your Master." Colt's fucked up eyes looked into mine and he smiled as he whispered, "Master." "That's right bitch." I said, really getting into the dominant role. "You've been putting on a good show for the audience like the good teenage jock faggot slut you are, but it's time to up the ante and really show them what your cumhole can take!" Colt just smiled. "Yes Master, please use me for your pleasure!" "Oh I will, whore. Don't you worry about that!" I said as I motioned for Ron and Billy to come over. "Your nasty slut hole is about to get double fucked!" I knew those two big cocks were going to split Colt wide open, and my heart pounded at the thought of it. I had Ron lay down on the bed and made Colt lie on his back on top of him. Then I grabbed a baggie of T and used some of the cum leaking out of Colt's blossoming rosebud to coat their cocks till they were nice and slick, then covered them with crystal. I could see Colt visibly shake in anticipation of what he knew was about to happen. I ripped his jockstrap off of him and soaked the pouch in poppers before I placed it over his nose. Then I sat my hole right on Colt's mouth and hooked my elbows around his knees, spreading him wide open. Billy placed Ron's cockhead against Colt's puffy, red hole, and Ron rammed it in. Colt shook and whimpered as his inflamed ass tissues started to burn. The he really screamed as Billy plunged his T covered cock in next, ripping Colt's hole wide open, however, his screams were muffled by my asshole covering his mouth and the only air he could get was through his popper covered nose. Eventually his body went kind of limp, but his tongue and mouth ate my hole with gusto as the boys pounded their two cocks into him. "Yea, fuck that slut!" I egged them on. "Show that whore what his hole was made for! It's nothing but a faggot jock cum receptrical!" Ron bucked his hips beneath us as Billy pulled out his cock all the way before slamming it back in while Colt moaned like a bitch and devoured my hole. I could see that Billy's cock had some red streaks on it, and I smiled knowing how busted Colt's ass was. Eventually, both boys shot their loads into my whore and pulled, leaving an angry gaping oozing red hole in their wake. I motioned for the last 2 guys to come over, both again with big cocks, bigger than the last two. This time I had Colt lay face down on the bottom guy as the big cock slid into his cum pudding hole like it was nothing. Then the other guy lined up his cock and stabbed it into Colt. Colt let out a loud groan and I grabbed his head, turning it to face the camera. "Look at your audience!" I ordered him, as I got even further into this dominant role. "Let them see your whore face as the big, bad high school football player gets his slutty faggot pussy used for what it was made for!" I fed Colt some fresh poppers as he just kinda babbled gibberish. I forced my hard cock into his throat and held him there as I pinched and pulled his nipples.Eventually, I started pissing, pulling back so only the head of my cock was in his mouth. "That's right bitch! Drink your Master's piss, and don't spill a drop, or else!" Like a good piss pig, Colt gulped down every drop as two more loads flooded his hole. They were the last two. Colt had taken 15 loads. But there was still more. I took the camera and handed it to one of the guys as Carlos and Dante climbed on the bed. This time they both laid on their backs and scooted their asses together. Dante's massive black cock and Carlos's fat Mexican pipe combined to make one, immense ass breaking cock. I measured and both my hands barely fit around it. "I think our whore could use a little booster first." Said the tattooed man as he picked up a rig. "I agree." I said, as I moved behind Colt and slid my arms under his pits, locking my hands behind his neck. The tattooed man tied off his arm and had the needle stuck in before Colt could even realize what was happening to him. Then the plunger went down, the band came off, and Colt was off and coughing. "Come on," I told Ron and Billy," grab his legs, you," I said to the tattooed guy, "We'll grab his arms. Let's lift him up." Now Colt was a big, heavy muscle boy, but the four of us were strong and we lifted him up and positioned his leaking rosebud right on the tip of Dante's longer cock. "Ok, on the count of three, drop him!" I instructed. "One." I said as another guy covered Colt's nose and mouth with fresh poppers in his jock. We held him there for a few moments as Colt breathed fast and deep from the slam. "Two...." "Three!" We all let go as Colt's heavy body dropped straight down onto the massive cock pole waiting for him. Even as fucked up as he was, Colt let out a scream as his hole was stretched wider than it ever had been. I held onto him enough so that he wouldn't topple over. "Come on guys, let's help this bitch get REALLY fucked!" I told the men. Ron and Billy each grabbed an ankle, spreading them wide apart, giving a full view of the insanely huge double cock as it ruined Colt's pussy. The tattooed guy and I each lifted Colt under his arms, and soon we were lifting and lowering Colt on the huge double cock, making sure his flaming hole rubbed into their pubes with each stroke. Soon, we were lifting him up and off the cocks, letting the camera get a good view of his distended ass lips before we dropped him back down, full force. Colt's head just flopped around, like his metal encased cock, as he was reduced to a mere thing. He wasn't even just a faggot jock pussy, he had become nothing more than literally a gaping, oozing hole. He grunted like a pig each time he was dropped onto their pubes as what was left of his hole became hamburger. And my cock throbbed harder than it ever had. Thank goodness it didn't take Dante and Carlos too long before they were shooting their loads into the fuck toy being forcibly bounced on their cocks. Colt flopped back onto the bed as the huge double cock slipped out of him. As high as he was, he was too fucked out to even move. But I hadn't cum yet. I lifted his legs to show the audience his bright red rosebud. Then, without even giving him a chance to breath, I started pushing my fist into him. Unsurprisingly I met zero resistance as his hole practically sucked my hand in. I marveled at the wet, gooey mush I felt in his guts. In no time I was halfway up my forearm as the tattooed man fed him more poppers. Colt gasped and groaned as I pushed my fingers deeper into him, past his second sphincter. My dick leaked like crazy as more of my arm dissapeared into him. Colt's eyes just rolled back in his head as he panted and whined as I made a fist inside of him and started pushing in and out. With each push I went a little deeper as the the tattooed guy worked Colt's titties. Before I knew it, I was elbow deep in that sluts wrecked cunt. And the next thing I knew, Colt was shaking and crying out like a girl as a huge load of watery cum flowed out of his caged cock. This was too much for me, and I pulled back my arm till only my fist remained in him. Then I shoved my throbbing cock into him. I wrapped my hand around my dick as they were both buried inside Colt, and jerked myself off inside my best friend, the love of my life as he continued to jerk and whine like a bitch. I shot my load into his mushy guts as I dumped what felt like a gallon of sperm. After I pulled out of Colt, and collapsed on the bed next to him, I watched as Carlos approached with a huge buttplug. It slipped easily into Colt. Then Carlos grabbed Colt and jerked him off the bed. He held Colt's arm behind his back as he pushed the exhausted teen out the bedroom door and down the stairs. He opened the front door and pushed Colt out, making him fall onto the grass. "Now beat it Punta!" He said as he spit on Colt. "Get your whore ass out of here until the next time." He said as he slammed the door. I watched through the window as a naked Colt scrambled to his truck and crawled in the cab. "Just a little extra fun for the audience." He laughed as Dante filmed it. Back upstairs in the room, as I got dressed and gathered Colt's clothes, Dante handed me $3500. "Three grand is for him." He said. "He totally earned it tonight. We're gonna make a fortune off this tape. Although, I don't know how we're going to top that. $500 is for you." "Thanks man. Can I buy some of that shit from you?" "Here." Said dante as he handed me a fat baggie, 3 loaded points and couple of pipes. "Consider this a bonus. Your slut was more than worth it tonight." "Thanks." I said, as I exchanged numbers with Dante as well as Ron, Billy, and the tattooed man whose name was Hank. "Here, you can keep this hood too." Added Carlos as he tossed it to me. "It looks hot on you." "And here's the whores cage keys." Said Dante as he handed them to me. "I think that whores weekend is far from over." I said with an evil smile as I took possession of the keys.

Oh I raw fucked a tight hole tonight. Sexy lean blue collar man with a bushy gray beard. Spoon position on my bed, and I slid in using spit. He was warm and tight, and quietly moaned to let me know he was enjoying the fuck. I nutted sooner than I wanted, but I did manage to give him a reach around before my cock came outta his hole. Very hot encounter.

I don’t think I’m your typical gay man. I’m about 5’11, 160 lbs., shaved head, full beard and mustache, with a ton of ink and very versatile with play. I find piercings, especially prince albert and septum piercings, very erotic. I also love bearded and heavily tattooed guys. I have always been instantly turned on by the kinkier, sleazier side of sex. I enjoy going to the bathhouses, bookstores, and love gloryhole sex. Watersports parties, getting soaked with piss and drinking piss from “the tap” are all very hot to me. I also get into slings, toys, and dirty talk with sex. But I also have a turn on for taboo sex. Taboo bareback sex!! I have never been into condoms. I love bareback sex, anonymous bareback sex. I’ve taken a ton of cum down my throat. I have fucked guys bareback and cum in them. I love getting fucked bareback too, but I have never let a guy cum in my ass. I’ve resisted my desire to be a cum dump for a long time for fear of contracting HIV, even though I go online and chat with guys about my desire to take poz cum and get charged up. I have even seen guys walking down the street with biohazard tattoos on their arms, proudly displaying their HIV status. Just the sight of their biohazard tattoo gives me an instant erection. My desire to knowingly take poz cum has grown more and more difficult to resist. I no longer want to resist this turn on. I want to take load after load of poz cum and charge up. It consumes my thoughts. It’s 6pm on a Friday night in Chicago, and it has been a long week. It’s a beautiful day, sunny and warm. To kick off my weekend I decided to head to my favorite corner coffee shop and have a light dinner. I ordered my usual latte and sandwich and decided to grab a table in the outdoor dining area and unwind. I love people watching and cruising, and today is no exception. The streets of Boystown are busy as usual with sexy men. It’s been about 20 minutes, and I’ve had plenty of eye candy to enjoy. Then I spot him. He rounds the corner. My eyes travel up and down his trim body. He’s just my type of guy, nicely built with a shaved head, long beard, and full sleeves of ink. Curls of hair stick out above the neck line of his t-shirt. As he walks past me to enter the coffee shop I can see the outline of his cock down the right leg of his jeans. I can feel my cock pulsing with approval in my pants. After a few minutes he remerges from the coffee shop and sits a few tables from me. I glance over at him from time to time, trying not to stare. As I look back at him my eyes make their way up his perfect body. I’m caught. He’s staring directly into my eyes. He looks at me continuously then gives me a nod with a little grin. His eyes stay fixed on me for a brief moment, then he gets up and approaches my table. As he put out his hand he said, “Hi, I’m Paul.” I reached out and shook his hand. He had a firm handshake. “I’m Adam.” “Care if I join you, Adam?” “Of course not, have a seat.” “I couldn’t help but notice you checking me out. I know you definitely caught my eye too.” I grinned and nervously chuckled then said, “Yeah, I’m guilty. I have a thing for guys with beards and tattoos, and you’re quite handsome….hard to take my eyes off you.” He said, “Well, I like the same things in my men. I wonder what else turns you on.” After a slight pause he said, “This is going to sound like such a line, but do you come here often, because this is one of my favorite spots, and I don’t remember seeing you here before today?” “yeah, I come here pretty often. This is my favorite coffee shop. We must have been missing each other.” “Well, I’d love to run into you here again, Adam. I was admiring your beard and tattoos…. You’re very sexy.” “Thanks. I have a lot of tattoos. I have a lot more planned and want to get my neck and hands inked too.” “A man after my heart…..woof. So what are you doing tonight? Want to hang out…maybe grab a beer?” “Sure, I’d love to.” “I usually hang out at a bar down the road. Want to head there for a few?” “Yes….definitely.” Paul walked out of the coffee shop ahead of me. He had a nice round ass that filled out his jeans so nicely. This man was really turning me on. We walked side by side to the bar, occasionally brushing against each other lightly as we walked. “So, Adam, I’m curious. You like beards and tattoos just like me. What else turns you on?” “Oh, I think I would surprise you, Paul. I can be a bit kinky.” “Ooooh, you got my attention,” as Paul touched me on the arm. “Tell me more….what’s kinky to you?” “Well, I know it’s not for everyone, but I get into watersports.” We arrived at the bar, and as we were walking in he said, “So, what do you enjoy with watersports? Getting pissed on, pissing on guys? Drinking piss?” I didn’t answer right away as we sat down at the bar and ordered two beers. We got our beers and Paul immediately continued our conversation. “So, you were telling me about your turn on to watersports…..” “Well, anything goes with piss for me. What do you think about that?” Paul reached over, grabbed my hand, and rubbed it across his crotch and down his leg. I could feel his cock was semi hard. I took my hand and grasped his rod. It was tightly pressed against his jeans and felt about 7 to 8 inches long. “Does that answer your question?” I could feel my cock getting hard in my jeans as I said, “I guess you are into piss play too.” “You bet I am, and a lot more.” “Like what?” “Well, I also love toys, and slings, and I only bareback when I play. I love cum.” This man was reading my mind. I felt like every word would make me melt right into his arms. “Now you have my cock getting hard, Paul.” Paul reached over and rubbed my leg then lightly brushed his hand across my semi hard cock. “So you like to bareback too?” “Yeah, I love bareback and love cum, but I’ve never let a guy cum in my ass. I’m still neg.” “Well, I’d love to be the first to cum in your ass, if you want me to, Adam.” My heart was beating faster and my cock was nearly fully erect at the thought of Paul filling my ass with his huge cock and cum. “There’s only one thing, Adam.” “What’s that?” Paul looked a little nervous too, “Once I start there’s no pulling out, ……and…..” Then Paul slowly lifted his shirt, lowered his jeans a bit, and showed me the tattoo on his abdomen. “See that tattoo?” “Yes.” “You know what it means don’t you?” He had a bold, black, biohazard tattoo just above his pubic line on the right side of his abdomen. My cock was raging hard, pulsing in my jeans. I was so turned on and so scared at the same time. Paul looked directly into my eyes, waiting for my response. “Yeah, I know what it means.” “And, how does that make you feel?” My eyes lit up, “You’re poz!! Do you want to poz me up?” “Well, if you want it, I’d love to give you my poz load.” I reached over and took Paul’s hand and rubbed it across my hard cock. “I guess that’s a yes. I was a little nervous, because I really like you, but I’d love to give you my seed.” I said, “This has been a fantasy of mine for so long. I’ve held back from being the cum pig I want to be, because I was afraid to poz….but yes, I want this. I have jacked off so many times fantasizing about taking toxic loads.” “Are you sure?” “Yes, I’m sure. I want this!!” Why do you want it?” “I’ve been craving to play uninhibited and take all the poz cum I can get and poz up. I love cum. I want to be a poz, cum pig. I’m tired of resisting my turn on to poz.” “Well, Adam, I chased to poz, and I love being charged up. It’s also a huge turn on of mine, and I love to gift. I’ve been poz for just over two years, and I’m not on meds. You better be sure about this, because there’s a really good chance you will poz tonight if we do this. I have a fairly high viral load, so I’m pretty toxic.” It felt so good to talk to someone in person with the same turn on. I was so nervous, but wanted this so badly. Paul slowly reached up, put his hand on the back of my neck and head, and looked me directly in the eye. He leaned over and his lips slowly touched mine. Then he slid his tongue deep into my mouth and gave me the most erotic, passionate, French kiss I ever had. Then he whispered in my ear, “I’m going to fill your ass with every drop of my poz cum tonight.” He then slid his hand onto my thigh and pressed his leg against mine. I leaned into his shoulder and slid my hand on his thigh and firmly grasped his hard cock. He kissed me again and said, “I have to take a piss, then do you want to head to my place?” “Yes, I’d love to.” Paul got up and walked into the bathroom. I got up and followed him. He was standing at the urinal trying to piss when I walked in. I came up behind him and slid my hands across his ass to his waist. Then I led him into the bathroom stall, and got down on my knees. I licked the head of his cock, then engulfed the head of his hard dick in my mouth. His cock was a full 8.5 inches, and my shaft was rock hard with excitement. I pressed firmly against my hard cock in my pants. “You want my piss too?” “Yes, feed me.” Paul stood still, fully erect, “Here it comes.” I felt the first drop of piss leak out of his piss hole. The sweet, salty taste made my cock even harder. Then he fed me more of his piss giving me enough to fill my mouth as I gulped every drop down. He slowly emptied every drop of piss down my throat then pulled me to my feet. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me, then hugged me. Our hard cocks pressed firmly against each other. “Do you have to piss too?” “Oh yeah.” Paul grinned, and slid down in front of me to his knees. He unzipped my jeans and pulled out my erect cock. We could both piss with hard-ons. He took my cock into his mouth, sucked it slowly then stopped with the tip of my cock in his mouth….waiting for me to feed him. I slowly let out a small amount of piss, stopping the stream each time I filled his mouth for him to gulp it down. As I was filling his mouth with piss he pulled my cock out of his mouth letting piss run down his beard and drip onto his shirt and pants. He slipped the head of my cock back into his mouth and I gave him every drop of my piss. Then I pulled him to his feet, tucked my cock into my pants and zipped up. Paul wiped the piss into his beard, took me by the hand and led me out of the bar heading to his apartment. I was excited and trembling. The thought of Paul giving me what I wanted raced through my mind. I could be pozzing tonight. I glanced over at Paul and he gave me a smile and took my hand in his. “Trust me. I know you’re a little scared to take this step, but we’ll take this slowly. I know you want this and you will love being poz.” I gave Paul a little grin, and he squeezed my hand. My cock was dancing with excitement pressed firmly against my jeans. I felt like I could shoot my load right there in anticipation. We got to his apartment, and he led me by the hand to his bedroom. He pulled me close to him and slowly pulled my shirt off over my head. He kissed my chest then slid his hands down my abdomen to my crotch. He pressed firmly feeling my hard cock through my jeans. Then he unbuttoned my pants, slid my zipper down, and dropped my jeans to the floor. I had no underwear on and my cock stood at attention, jumping with each pulse and wave of excitement in my body. I was already leaking precum. Paul took off his shirt. His chest was covered with thick hair with a thin treasure trail disappearing into his jeans. His arms were fully inked down to his wrists, with a large sparrow tattooed on the left side of his neck. I kneeled in front of him and unbuttoned his jeans. I pulled his pants down just enough for me to see the mark of a proud poz man….a mark I longed to have on my body as well. I kissed his biohazard tattoo then put my lips around his cock through his jeans. He was rock hard and slid his jeans to the floor showing me his beautiful, toxic tool. I ran my tongue across his balls and down the shaft of his rod to the head of his cock. The sweet taste of poz, precum leaked from his piss hole onto my tongue. I slipped his cock into my mouth and felt the head hit the back of my throat as I slowly sucked and lubed his pole with my spit. Paul pulled me to my feet and buried his tongue in my mouth kissing me. His warm body and hard cock was pressed against mine. The smell of piss lingered on his beard and filled my nostrils, exciting me even more. I was melting in his arms. We kissed for quite a while then he grabbed my ass firmly with his rugged hands. “Ready for my poz cock?” “Yes!!” He told me to lie on the bed on my belly, and I obliged. He crawled onto the bed at my feet and kissed my ass cheek. I felt his long beard wisp against my back slowly toward my head, kissing my back a few times as he positioned himself on top of me. His hard rod came to rest between my ass cheeks with his body pressed against mine. He kissed the back of my neck and slid his arms around my chest. I could feel the wetness of his precum lubing my ass crack as he ground his cock against me. My body was flooded with excitement. My cock was rock hard and my nipples were like firm erasers. “I want to be your cum dump. Fill me with your poz seed.” Paul sat up, his legs on each side of my ass with his cock between my ass cheeks. He took his rod in his hand and pressed and slid his cock firmly against my hole. Then he reached up and massaged my neck and shoulders. With a somewhat rough grasp of my shoulders, he worked his cock deep between my cheeks against my asshole. My cock pulsed and my ass cheeks tightened around his shaft with approval. Paul spread my ass cheeks apart and spit on my hole, then slid his cock across my hole lubing the length of his shaft. He again spread my ass cheeks, but this time I felt the head of his cock pressing at my tight hole. I arched my back and spread my ass, pressing against his cock. He pushed his head firmly at my hole. My ass opened and engulfed the head of his cock. Then with a firm thrust he shoved his cock halfway into my tight hole. My body jerked with pain and my ass burned. He held his cock still in my ass and again spit on my hole. The burning subsided. He then pulled back a little and began to advance into my ass, lubing my hole with his spit and precum. The pain turned to pleasure, and Paul worked his cock all the way into my ass. I felt his pubic hair against my cheeks and again arched my back forcing his cock into my ass balls deep. I moaned with pleasure, “Fuck, yes!!!” “You like that? You like my poz cock in you raw?” “God, yes!!!” “Good, cause I’m going to seed you good.” Paul pulled his cock out of my hole, then slid back in, working my ass with the full length of his pole. His thrusts were deep and rough hitting my prostate each time he bottomed out inside of me. He pulled his cock all the way out of my now gaping hole and turned me onto my back. Paul bent my knees over his shoulders and worked his body above mine. “I want to look into your eyes as I give you my poz seed.” He then directed the head of his cock to my ass. I felt the tip of his wet shaft against my hole and he slid back into my ass with ease. With one long, slow thrust is slid is cock all the way into my ass. Again I felt his balls tight against my ass. “Feel that? Every inch of my cock sliding deep into you leaking poz precum?” Paul looked into my eyes and slid his tongue deep into my mouth, swirling his tongue with mine as he began to work his cock in and out of my hole. He then stopped kissing me and looked into my eyes as he buried his cock into me all the way with each thrust, pulling almost all the way out then plunging balls deep into my ass. Sweat was dripping from his chest and beard onto my body. He kept working my ass harder and deeper. “My virus is in you, more and more with each thrust of my cock. I’m going to poz your ass up. I know you want it!!!” “Yes, give me your poz seed. Charge me up.” “Are you sure, cause I’m close to flooding your ass with all my toxic cum.” My cock was so hard I felt like I was going to shoot my load with each pounding against my prostate. “Yes!! I want every drop of your cum. Please poz me.” “Here is cums.” “Give me your poz seed. I want this.” I felt Paul’s cock expand in my ass and with one more deep thrust he plunged his cock all the way into my ass. He kept his cock buried deep inside me, and I could feel his cock pulsing, filling my ass with his toxic cum. My ass tightened around his shaft with excitement. “Fuck!!! You’re getting every bit of my virus…..yes!!! Take my poz cum!!!!” The excitement was all I could take. I didn’t even touch my cock, and I began to shoot my load. My rod erupted, shooting spurt after spurt of cum onto my chest and beard. We were both covered in sweat. Paul kept his cock deep inside me, and slid my legs to his sides. He leaned down and licked cum from my chest, then kissed me. I could taste my cum on his lips. “Taste your neg cum? It’s some of the last you’ll shoot before you poz.” “Fuck yes!! I want this!!” “Good, cause there’s no turning back now. Now keep my toxic seed in you. Let it do its job.” Paul’s cock slipped out from my ass. A small trickle of poz cum leaked from my ass and ran down my crack. Paul rolled onto his back and pulled me into his arms pressing my cum-soaked body against his. “I want this as much as you do, Adam. I want to poz you, make you mine. I’ll give you all the toxic seed you want.” We laid in each other’s arms for a while, naked and panting. Then Paul said, “I have to piss again….be right back.” He jumped out of bed and made his way to the bathroom. I got out of bed and followed him. I could hear Paul pissing in the toilet and I walked in and put my hand into the stream of piss spraying from his cock head. He stopped pissing and said, “You want more piss?” I licked my piss soaked fingers and said, “That’s why I’m here.” Paul pushed me to my knees on the bathroom floor and stood in front on me with his hand on top of my head. He let out a stream of piss soaking my body, face, and beard. He directed his stream of piss to my mouth and I opened wide as he filled my mouth with his sweet, salty urine. I gulped his piss and let him soak my face and beard to the last drop of piss. I loved the feel, smell and taste of piss. I stood up and Paul ran his hand down my piss soaked chest then put his piss soaked fingers to his mouth. He pulled me to him and kissed me, tasting his piss on my tongue and lips. We crawled back into bed naked, stinking of piss and cum, curled up together and dozed off to sleep. I suddenly jumped myself awake. My cock was rock hard. I was lying on my back and precum was leaking from my shaft onto my belly. I ran my hand onto the other side of my bed and looked at my empty bed. Slowly realizing I was alone. What an erotic dream!!!! I lie in bed and stroked my cock, thinking about this rugged, poz man fucking me and charging my ass up. I pictured Paul fucking me and whispering into my ear as he shot his load in me, “Take my poz cum.” That pushed me over the edge and my body bucked with excitement. My cock pulsed, shooting my neg seed all over my abdomen, chest, beard, and lips. My body was sweaty and began to relax. I licked the cum off my lips and ran my hands across my chest and lapped up the cum from my fingers. I got out of bed, jumped into the shower. I had to piss while showering and let out a stream of piss, soaking myself. My morning piss smelled strong and made my cock begin to grow. I couldn’t get the thought of this hot poz man out of my mind and felt my cock getting hard again as I finished my shower. I was consumed with thoughts of pozzing. It was something I could no longer resist. I got myself dressed and made my way to my favorite corner coffee shop for a morning JO. I grabbed a newspaper, took my coffee, and sat in the street side dining area. I could hardly concentrate on my newspaper. Thoughts of my dream danced through my head. I wanted poz seed badly. The streets of Boystown were busy with the morning bustle of gay men starting their day. It reminded me of my dream. Then out of the corner of my eye HE rounded the corner. Could this be real? My inked man from my dream was walking toward me. He had a shaved head, full beard, and was covered in tattoos. As he approached me his eyes met mine. He smiled and said, “Good morning.” “Morning,” I replied. As he walked past me, and entered the coffee shop, a specific tattoo caught my eye. There is was….a biohazard tattoo on his left upper arm. I felt my cock getting hard. A grin came across my face, and I leaned back and sipped my coffee. He emerged from the coffee shop and sat a few tables from me, just like in my dream. I couldn’t stop looking at him. Then he looked over at me. I was staring directly at him. He smiled and continued to look into my eyes. I got up and walked over to his table and said, “Hello, I’m Adam.” “Hi, I’m David. Want to join me?” I knew this was going to be an amazing day.

I hate cheaters and I hate being cheated on. It’s not the sex - it’s the lies and deception and frankly the disrespect that too often go along with cheating. I have an open relationship now with my husband of twenty years. Complete openness and complete honesty. That’s not always easy, but it’s the only thing that’s worked for us this long. I -hate-being lied to. And I hate having my health put at risk because he decided to dick-wrestle with the wrong person. if you want the security of a relationship, whatever that means, then build and work on the relationship. If, on the other hand, you just want to stick your dick in any dog that walks up, just stay single and have a good time. Fewer people get hurt.

I didn't think much at the time when I signed the roster that my room assignment would be with Joe. After, the whole purpose of the ski trip was to ski and meet new people. Not to mention the college ski trip gets a discount rate. The weekend trip was the usual departure on Friday. After a couple hours traveling, people gathered their gear and were assigned to a room. I gathered my belongings and dropped my stuff off at the room. The rooms usually are assigned four guys to a room. Each room has bunk beds with each person having a locker cabinet. I took my stuff to the room, changed and sneaked in a late afternoon of skiing the slopes. I came back when the park closed and went straight to my room to change. I noticed that there was a pile of stuff on the bunk bed below me. The other beds and locker cabinets appeared to still be vacant. I headed to the dinning room to have dinner. We could sit with your friends, up to six at a table. Conversation was free and comfortable. After all, we all had at least one common interest: we loved to ski. I sat with a group of two other guys and boy friend/girl friend. Small talk was had as we ate dinner. Not all went skiing in the afternoon. After dinner, while some lingered at the bar near the fireplace talking and playing board games, I went back to my room to take a shower. When I came out of the bathroom, a towel wrapped around my waist, I saw my roommate. He was above average in height with slightly curly dark blond hair. A chiseled face and unshaven look to him that made him look pretty hot. He was laying in his bed on his side and reading a small paper back book. "Hey buddy, I'm Joe. I hope you don't mind that I took the bottom bunk."I couldn't help but look at his awesome chest and his arms that supported his head. "Good to meet you Joe, I'm Marc" I proceeded to the bed above him to retrieve my shirt. "So, man, did you get some skiing in this afternoon?" he asked. "Yeah. Pretty good conditions at that." I looked out the window and the snow was coming down. Joe laid his book down and was looking at me as I changed my towel from around my waist and threw some sweat pants on. The slopes looked beautiful, and I asked "Hey Joe, did you get any skiing in this afternoon?" As I climbed up to the bunk bed above him. "Yeah, I was able to get in a few runs. I'm looking forward to tomorrow. I hear the conditions will be great." I kept the conversation going. "It appears we are the only ones assigned to the room." I was looking at the reflection of the mirror from the opened locker cabinet and was stunned to see Joe was massaging his cock through his tight long johns. "Yeah buddy, I think not as many came on this trip and I think we lucked out. It's less crowed, that's for sure." It was at that moment I noticed a sore spot on my shin and when I rubbed it I must have let out a slight noise. "What's the matter buddy?" came a voice below me. "Ah, nothing, I'm just a little sore near my shin. I feel a bump on my right leg." There was a pause. "Yeah, buddy, I've got a bump too and it aches! You ought to feel this thing." Now I wasn't born yesterday. I knew exactly what he was referring to, but was happy to play the game. I clamored down the bunk bed and leaned forward to look into Joe's bunk bed. He was laying there with the head lamp on as he rubbed his crotch. He had a huge hard-on under his long johns. He reached out and pulled me in by the arm. I promptly fell on top of him. He started kissing me and massaging my back and shoulders. He worked his tongue into my mouth as we struggled to maneuver on the small bed. I felt his cock rubbing against mine as he continued to work his hands down my back, eventually grabbing my ass cheek and manfully massaging them. "Hey buddy," he lightly said to me. "How 'bout you lock that door there and come back in here with me." With one swift motion, I complied, and slid under the covers with him. The lamp was positioned to the wall. We continued our passionate groping and kissing. I was thinking this was too good to be true. I reached into his pants to feel that mancock of his. It was oozing with pre cum and expanded in size as I wrapped my hand around it and pushing his pants back with my wrist. His cock and balls were perfect: massive, uncut, turgid, and hairy. At the same time I felt my sweat pants being pushed back to expose my ass. He was man handling my ass and rubbing his finger into my nice clean ass crack. Soon enough we were stark naked and illuminated by the side lamp. We were grinding our groins together, our stiff cocks rubbing against each other in passionate love making. Joe had his full weight on top of me as we kissed. My eyes opened as he stopped kissing me and had me pinned by the shoulders. His cock was rubbing at my ass hole and begging to come inside me. He was giving me that sad puppy look. Then I noticed his left chest had a tattoo on it...of a biohazard symbol. It was about 1-1/2 diameter. I placed my finger on it and rubbed it. He didn't seem bothered by it and held his chest out further for me to touch it. "Hey, bud. You know what that means?" I smirked and said "Yeah, it means your poz." He cracked a smile and looked into my eyes. "I think your damn hot! How about it man? Let me inside you." How could I resist? I didn't say a thing and just reached for that beautiful cock of his and placed his cock head into my butt hole. He just held it there and I could feel it creep deeper and deeper into my fuck hole. He was so gentle and the natural pre cum lubed my ass hole as he slid in deeper and deeper. He reached a point where he was fully inside me and kept it there. His cock was searing hot in my ass and I was loving every inch of it. He leaned forward and we began to kiss some more. I was in dreamy heaven as we were tonguing and french kissing each other. Without warning he worked on my neck and bingo, he was naturally nibbling on my ear lobe. Oh! that just turned me on. I was moaning like a bitch in heat. He was one smooth fucker too! He started to move his hips in and out thereby sliding his cock slowly in and out of my ass. He whispered into my ear, "Hey buddy, you poz?" I replied "no." "You want me to stop?" "Hell, no." He was working his magic dick in and out of me with ease. I could feel his cock getting larger and thicker. My ass was tight and it must have been a real turn on for him. I was clamping down on his cock to make sure it wouldn't slip out. "Hey buddy...I want to seed your ass man. I want to bred you and make you mine." "Oh yeah, please don't stop." How could something that feels so wonderful be wrong? In my mind, I couldn't imagine someone stopping at this point. For both our sakes I egged him on. He was working me good too. His tempo increased. And without warning his throbbing cock became enlarged as he went into a trance. He was shooting his cum load deep inside me. I could feel something warm and flowing inside me. Right away my thoughts went to was happening. I was thinking at that moment he was infecting me. Time seemed to stop as my ass was being flooded with his toxic venom. I was seeing stars and I thought I heard a chores of song. He was injecting me with his poz seed. The first couple thrusts his cock was exploding inside me. I laid there in awe as he was threw his head back and grasped for air. He was pushing harder into me as he ejaculated inside me. It was an experience I could never forget! My hand reached down to his balls and I could feel some leaking cum around the gap of my hole and his cock. I had enough on my fingers that I was able to start jacking my cock with his tainted poz cum. It didn't take long before I shot onto my chest a large puddle of cum. The whole time he was still rock hard and inside me. He collapsed on top of me and his beautiful head of hair fell onto my face. It smelled and felt great. He instantly fell asleep nuzzle against me. I lay there as he dozed and thought about what we had just done, but soon enough I also fell asleep. There was no reason to worry - that would come later.

I met him in 2009. He had been in the country for five years, living in NYC but had recently moved to San Francisco. The second I saw his big, veiny, uncut cock on BBRT, I knew I had to get it in my cunt. I liked his status, which was listed as poz + other. The only status which turned me on more was do not care. We met at the hot tubs on Van Ness Avenue. I liked the place as I could fuck and not worry about getting blood on the sheets or piss on the rug, which would be the case if I got fucked at home. I didn't ask what the other in his status was, it really didn't matter. I fucking wanted it - I wanted every fuckin' thing he had. That cock didn't disappoint, it was a thing of beauty: thick, long and shiny. It flopped out of his suit pants, hard and dripping. He bent me over and rammed it home. I was being used like a hole, just like I wanted it. My insides were being torn up. By the time this fuck got sloppy, I would be lubed-up with a mixture of his precum and my blood. My whimpers turned into begging as we were running out of time. I begged for his poz load. The sheets and my ass were soaked with pink froth, my cunt was a hungry gaping hole. He was piston-fuckin' to get his nut. Softly he whispered in my ear "You want my strain, pig?"

Sadly this view is not common in the LGBTQX community. They are extremely shallow. Glad you were not judgmental

It happened 2 years ago, I didn’t seduce him, he fucked and bed me, it did create some drama, but all is well now! We were in Athens, Greece on vacation a group of friends, most of them coupled up. My friend (from college) is a total top, I’m a total CumDump bottom, when we vacation travel together we frequently slut around in bathhouses and sex clubs. We went to one of the bathhouses in Athens, he went his way, I went mine. We’d meet up in the room I got, talk talk about the guys we wanted to play with. At one point I was in the sling, ass open trying to get guys to fuck me. Soon, I had this older hairy guy fucking me while I was in the sling, a few others standing around watching. My friend was circling walking by making funny faces and gestures at me. I start laughing. Not real respectful to the top fucking you..haha. My friend’s next trip around he decided to hang out and watch a guy breed me. It was very distracting. So I put on a blindfold. Soon I had multiple hands touching me, then another guy sticks his very good sized cock in me. I had to see what he looked liked so I lifted up the blindfold. No not my friend, but a young handsome Greek guy. My friend had moved into the area where the sling was and had one hand on the butt of the young Greek guy and another on his beautiful chest. I knew he wanted to fuck the young Greek guy. Soon the two of them were kissing while the young Greek guy is still fucking me. Then the young Greek guy was shooting his load in me. He pulls out and offers my sloppy hole to my friend. My friend shakes his head no and tries to see if the young Greek guy will let him fuck him; nope. Again the young Greek guy gently pushes my friend’s cock to my hole (the guy didn’t speak English well and we didn’t speak Greek). My friend is hard and horny, he looks at me and I back at him and I nod yes, soon his really thick cock is inside me fucking me, while he’s kissing the young Greek guy and the Greek guy is now playing with my friend’s ass. My friend fucked me for 5 minutes or more, he tries back away, to pull out, the young Greek guy is now tightly pressed behind my friend and hanging onto the sling chains. Soon my friend to too far gone and he roughly thrusts and fucks into me until he shudders, yells and busts his sperm inside me. He relaxes, he’s still kissing the young Greek guy more. Finally he slides out of me, doesn’t look at me. The Greek guy comes up to my head to kiss me . He asks my friend to kiss me. My friend says no, and grabs his towel and heads out. I get out of the sling, go find him in the shower. We both say we are ok with what just happened. It was an uncomfortable walk back to the hotel that night. It took another day for us to really talk about it...it was odd, but in a few days we were back to normal. It’s all good now and we still slut around when we are together.

I went downstairs to get beers. Boss likes them in a cold frozen mug. Thats why there are 20 of them in the freezer, so he always has one ready. Sometimes he drinks vodka too. On my way back upstairs I wondered what was in store for me. I knocked on the door , as I always do. "Come in queer", Boss said. I set Boss beer on his desk where he likes it. I handed Ted his beer. Boss then stated matter of factly "Homo's like you have many traits in common. I watch you all the time and I see everything. Do you acknowledge that faggot?" Yes Boss Sir. I think you probably know everything about me, and I like that Sir. "You do , don't you? You crave my control over you." Oh Hell Yes Boss I do, I replied. Boss then said, "I see the way you look at shoes and my feet all the time. Are you one of those foot fetish queers?" I looked down for a moment not sure how to respond to that question. "Answer me, I know when you are lying or trying to find a way to word things. I know you homo all too well" , the Boss demanded. I knew I had to tell the truth. Yes Boss I want to worship your feet and in turn worship you. There I said it. It felt like a weight had been lifted off my chest. "I see your Twitter and your Tumblr. I already know what you like." Yes Boss you do. With that statement Boss took my head and shoved it onto his bare foot there, "Worship me Goddammit then." Boss sat down and with his foot pushed me all the way down to the floor. He placed both feet over my face and just left them there. He didn't and I didnt move. Just let them sit on my face and wondering why I handn't brought this subject up before now. Boss and Ted were talking like I wasn't even in the room. Carrying on their conversation, I strained around to look at Ted. He looked straight at me and grinned. "I think you are enjoying yourself down there faggot." Finding it hard to talk with Boss feet over my mouth. I struggled to get out , Yes Sir Ted Sir. Boss started pushing his foot into my mouth, forcing it open with his two big toes and then slipped almost his entire foot into my mouth. "Kiss my foot faggot, worship me like I deserve." I went to town kissing and massaging first one foot then the other. Boss looked at Ted and said "I have never had another man below me like this at my feet. It feels good knowing this homo has his place, on the ground below me, his Superior." Oh fuck yes Boss. This is where I was meant to be from the first time I saw you in my interview. I almost fell to my knees then , in front of you, when I walked in your office. If I hadn't needed this job so badly I would have, but, I was afraid then that you wouldn't hire me. I knew you were a Dominant Man the second I met you, I just didn't know how dominant. Thank you Boss. "Funny queer, because the first second I met you I knew you were a submissive little fag , I just didn't know how low you would go. Look at you now, you couldn't get any lower than you are, and I like you being right there." Boss then looked at Ted and said, 'Do you wanna know how this feels to have this power over a fucking foot loving faggot like this?" Ted stated, "Yes I would like to see what that feels like." Boss then used his right foot to kick me in the direction of where Ted was sitting. I untied Ted's sneakers and removed his socks. I started to give the same treatment to Ted that I was giving to Boss. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Boss nod at Ted in a downward motion. I stopped to look at Boss when Ted's foot came down on my face hard. Slapped me across the right cheek. I flinched and turned to expose my left cheek when Ted did the same on that side. I was below him and the desk was made of glass. I could see straight up to Ted's face. He was smiling this grin that I had not seen in a long time. He was realizing his power over me and he was really letting it all go. Slapping one side with one foot and the other side with the other foot. Back and forth. This seemed like something I had been in the middle of just recently and I loved it now too. I could hear Boss in the background egging Ted on. "Slap that fag , he wanted feet, now he's getting feet the way he should. Tough and Dominant. That little submissive homo is loving this no matter how red his face is getting" All I could do to respond was to shake my head Yes between slaps. "See Ted see, this queer just loves to be beat up, with hands or feet" "HAHAHA" Those laughs made my cock swell in my pants , but per my instructions that didnt matter. Ted was reeling with emotion. His face was getting red from the amount of power he was putting into roughing me up. " I think we all need to get high" Ted stopped and was breathing hard. "Yes let's do." Ted replied. I asked please Boss will you get me high? Remember I can never get high on my own. Only when Boss feeds it to me. "Sure fag, you deserve some meth after that beating you just took. HA" Thank you was my reply. I was reeling a little too. Boss fired up that meth pipe, rolling it around, waiting for the melt. I watched as the smoke gathered in the bowl, loving that site with such anticipation. He put the pipe to my mouth, but I was laying on the ground and it was hard to smoke in that position. I put my hand on the bowl, for only a moment, when Boss raged at me. "Hey you stupid piece of shit, you never ever ever touch my pipe. I bring it to you. I'm in charge of your high and you get no say in it. If you ever put your faggot hand on my pipe again I will beat you so far beyond recognition that even your fucking mother won't recognize that beaten pulp of her son." I could see that vein on the side of forehead bulging , like it always does when he is angry. I knew only to say I am sorry and not give any justification. I got up on my knees to steady myself and kept my head down. Boss smoked. Ted smoked. Boss smoked. Ted smoked. They passed it between themselves. I wanted some so badly my head and my heart were longing for a hit so badly I was sure they could hear my innermost thoughts begging them to intox me. I couldn't say a thing and I didn't. Several times Boss blew smoke at me which I attempted to inhale to no avow though. I had not seen that kind of Dominance and anger in him before. It scared and aroused me at the same time. Finally after about 30 minutes, Boss said, "Here queer hit this bowl, hit it hard, keep going empty it all. I think it got a little to hot, smoke it anyway fag I don't care how harsh it tastes." "Hold it in until I say, now" He resumed his discussion with Ted, not paying attention to me. I knew better than to exhale I sat there breathing in very small doses of air through my nose, not letting go of that which was in my lungs. He knew just how long I truly can last, because He knows everything about me. Period. "Breathe now Meth Pig." I slowly exhaled, and he said to me again. "You like being a meth pig? Do you like being my meth pig?" Fuck yes I said as I tried to breath normally, but that one hit had me fucked up. Ted was just sitting there laughing at the whole situation. I love to hear Dominant Men laugh, even if its at me. "We are going to try something different now fag. I mean you are." Boss pulled out a long glass pipe that had no bowl. I had never seen a pipe that before. He loaded one end of it and lit that torch. Another whoosh sound I love from that torch. I wanted to ask him what it was, but, thought better. He seemed like he had calmed down some from my previous error. So I asked nothing but did what I was told to do. He lit one end and told me, "This is going to be a different high. More intense but it doesn't last as long as the meth we have been smoking" "I want you to puff on this kinda like a cigar. Don't just draw in, puff." So I starting puffing on the other end of this pipe, "keep going" Boss said. So I puffed and inhaled slowly on that pipe until he pulled it away, Not sure how much I smoked but I was feeling VERY good. It was a different kind of high. I could not help myself I had to ask, Just when I was about to open my mouth, Boss said to Ted" Do you want some?" Ted said "No I gave up crack awhile back" HAHA they both laughed at the rhyme. I guess in my high I had a look of astonishment on my face. "Oh did I forget to tell you, that was some Crack you smoked and you are going to love it." I was really feeling high and sometimes if I get high I get all chatty and talkative. Boss, before 3 weeks ago, I was this do gooder always do the right thing kind of guy. Since I met you, you have me smoking meth, slamming meth and now smoking crack. "Are you complaining faggot, it sure sound like it" Just the opposite Boss. I fucking love how you have gotten me addicted. I told you that first night that I wanted you to fuck me up and get me addicted, and you have done just that. Thank you Boss for making me your meth and crack pig. Both Ted and Boss started laughing so hard, I guess it did sound odd, but it was the truth. I said to Boss, you know everything about me, and you know I wanted to be under your control in this way. This shit has made me really fucked up. I kinda wasn't sure where I was at. I knew I had to keep my eyes on my Boss or I would fall away. "You fucking talk too much faggot, here take this". Out of nowhere was Boss cock shoved into my mouth and down my throat. These drugs made me so open, so willing to be a receptacle for him, I was wide open. He grabbed he back of my hair and just pumped my face with a wild fever pitch, it was such a turn on. Everything was a little slow motion but I could see it all clearly. I loved his balls slapping against my chin. He pushed me to the ground and straddled my face, each knee at my cheek. He grabbed my head and just pumped it up and down, hitting it against the carpet when he pulled out. This was very much getting me all worked up. I knew he could go for hours like this and the high I had I knew I could last too. There was no where for me to look but at my Boss. Looking up at him watching him fuck my face was the fucking best thing I had ever seen. His pleasure gives me more pleasure than I could ever give myself. I loved watching the looks on his face. I studied it. Man I was really fucked up on this crack. This shit makes you do and think all kinds of stuff. I had not been able to see Ted standing there behind me. His cock was out and he was hard. He loved watching this rough face fucking. Boss pulled out of my mouth and he pulled me up by the hair to my knees. Boss then took my head and opened my mouth with his thumb and finger. He pushed my mouth onto Ted's cock and shoved it all the way down to Teds pubes. "Take it fag, take it. Make me happy that's what you want is to make me happy right? " I nodded yes. "Then make Ted happy and I will be happy" Boss stepped back and I took over going up and down on Ted's rather big dick. "Fuck this cocksucker is good, he loves to suck cock." I just gave a grunt as my mouth was full. Now Ted started controlling my head taking me up and down on his dick. Ted had such a good rhythm going I just relaxed my body letting him go to town. Then Boss pulled me off him. My mouth was still open when Boss spit a huge load into my mouth. He turned my head and Ted spit into my mouth. More of this volley stuff this time with spit. I was going out of my mind. 2 dominant Men spitting in me, I was about to bust a nut, but came back cause I knew they were not done with me yet. Then it was volley with the cocks. On Boss cock, on Ted's cock. They just made me bob back and forth going all the way down to their crotches. Funny crack makes my gag reflex go away. This went on for a long time. Them taking turns raping my mouthhole. I never got tired and they were getting very worked up. I did not want it to end. Then Boss stopped, pulled me up to a standing position and I could see that his fist was clenched. I had no idea what that meant , when all of a sudden.... To Be Continued........................

Well, it was actually early Monday morning. I had quite a weekend, I'll have to write about it in the backroom later as it leads into this, but includes chem and cross dressing. I'm new here but I think I've read all the rules and understand them, and I think it's ok to post this pic. If not I'll remove it, I digress... I wasn't sure why I was so horny. My girlfriend gave me a blow job while massaging my prostate just a couple hours ago and I came really hard. I should be set for a day, but not this day. Little did I know what was gonna happen. I was supposed to be doing homework but I was drinking and still horny and easily distracted. Maybe it's because my girlfriend was encouraging me to get fucked? After I had been cruising on Grindr and BBRT off and on for a few hours looking for action, and reading stories on here to keep me in the mood, I had just about given up. Nothing was panning out, until I got a message on Grindr a little after midnight thirty. This verse guy, 20 years younger than me, was looking for action. He had been out drinking with friends and was horny so who am I to so no? He wanted to suck me as well but I told him I was a total bottom so he gave in and said he'd be ok with that. I sent my address, and jumped in the shower to get cleaned up real quick and I prelubed myself with some Boy Butter. The app said he was only two miles away so after 20 minutes had passed I asked if he had changed his mind and got no response. 20 minutes after that and I had all but given up on him when he finally gets back to me. He asks if it's too late and that his ETA is 11 minutes. I was a little put off but really wanted to be fucked so told him ok. He got lost and asked for my number to call me. I'm not too keen on giving out my number to someone I haven't even met yet, but being almost uncontrollably horny I give it to him. He calls and I tell him where to go. He finally shows up a little over an hour after I gave him my address. I answer the door and invite him in. I ask if he wants the couch or the bed and he says the bed, so we head there. I lose my robe and crawl on the bed. He takes his clothes off and joins me and starts kissing me. I'm not normally into kissing guys but I was turned on and would do whatever he wanted so we made out for a bit. He laid down on his back and I hungrily took his uncut cock in my mouth. It's only the second uncut cock I've played with and while I prefer cut I really didn't care at this point. I needed to get that cock hard and get it in my hole. After I got him hard I straddled him and we started making out again while I was grinding on his cock. I was loving the feeling of it sliding across my hungry hole and occasionally pressing against it, wanting to gain entrance, just teasing me. He asked again if he could suck my dick and I relented. I didn't care, I would do anything he wanted at that point, other than fuck him, so I laid on my back. After a couple minutes I told him I can't take it anymore and needed to be fucked. He told me to turn over and he got behind me. We hadn't talked about condoms, but I had some right there so gave him one and smeared some more lube on my ass. I could feel him press against me and then slide inside me. I asked over my shoulder if he had put on the condom and he mumbled something, but I didn't hear what he said as I just lowered my head and started backing onto his cock as he was thrusting. I had entered full on slut mode. I couldn't believe how good it felt. His hands on my hips pulling me into him as he pushes into me. I'm not sure how long he fucked me. 5 minutes? 10 minutes? His cock was only 5 inches or so and not real girthy, smaller than any of my dildos, but it was just hitting the right spot and I thought I was gonna cum when he suddenly pulled out. I didn't hear him moan and he didn't thrust deep and hold it like he was cumming so I was confused, and wondered why he stopped. I turned around and there he was with his cock in his hand and a big puddle of lube on the sheets. It was unmistakably the boy butter he had fucked out of me and, from the looks of it, cum. i asked if he came and he said yes. I said "well at least it looks like you pulled out first and he grinned and said no he didn't. What? He came inside me? Why didn't he tell me he was cumming? He saw the surprised look on my face and just smiled as he got up to get dressed. As I laid there, unsure of how I felt, he said to me "Don't worry. I'm clean. You don't have anything to worry about. Thanks for the fuck. Do you mind if I save you number?" I replied the only way I can, "Yes please." I got up to walk him out but quickly asked if he could take a pic for me so I hand him my phone and get back on the bed and spread my cheeks and he takes the pic. While walking to the door he mentions he has to hurry back to his friends. I ask "So you left your friends to come fuck me and now you're going back to them? You came here with the intention of pumping me full of cum, didn't you?" He grinned and said yes and I felt so used, but I loved it! I secretly wanted to tell him to bring them next time so they could take turns. He left and I went back to my bed. I was wiping up the huge puddle of lube and cum and thinking that with all this cum there's no way there was any cum inside me. I knew how much lube I put inside me, and this was a lot more than that. I grabbed my phone and looked at the pic and there was no signs of anything dripping out. He must've just been fucking with me I thought, although the thought that he wasn't joking had my mind racing though and making me more horny and I needed to be fucked some more. I grabbed a dildo, shoved it in my mouth to get some spit on it and sat on it. It slid in without hesitation. I was riding it and cruising Grindr and BBRT to see if I could find someone else to come over when I felt something running down my balls. Surely there can't be that much more lube in me. I let the silicone cock slowly slide out of me and while holding it in one hand I held my other hand over my ass and I could feel it. I felt it running out and I scooped it up. I smelled it and tasted it. It was cum, and a lot of it. How much did this young stud cum?!?! I licked it out of my hand. My head started spinning and I started fucking myself again, pulling it out and feeling more come out. It was just like when I fuck my girlfriend after someone else cums in her. I think I get it all cleaned out with my tongue but as I fuck her my cock pulls more out. How much more cum was swimming inside me? I grabbed my phone and reached between my legs and took a pic. I wanted to see it. I was in pure ecstasy. As I continue to fuck myself I text the guy and tell him how hot it was and that he is welcome to fill me up anytime. He replied saying he enjoyed himself and was looking forward to it. So there I am, fucking myself with a dildo coated with cum and cruising online trying to find someone else. What should I do? Should I leave to door unlocked and wait on my bed, my sheets stained and showing what a pig I'd just been. Face down ass up for whoever I could find to invite over? The thought was making me lose control and I'm back to cruising the apps. Shit, I can't see the last few people to tap me so I renew my subscription to Grindr. I'm running out of emails I can send on BBRT so I quickly joined. I couldn't believe how horny I was as all this was happening. I wanted another load. What is happening to me? I'll tell you what happened. IT happened. I became the piggy slut I always fantasized about, and wanted to be, but was to scared to let it happen. Pandora's box has been opened...

One final, and I think very clear way of summing up the new policy… ALLOWED: “joining the club” / becoming part of a tribe / helping someone achieve that goal — without harming anyone else in the process. BANNED: wantonly spreading disease, illness and death (aka morbidity and mortality) with no regard for others. The caveat being that PrEP means “gift giving” of HIV is not banned because people who don’t want it can protect themselves. And one last thing I’ll add… The things that are banned are harmful to the poz and gay community. If the trend/fetishes were to grow beyond the current, small group of mentally unstable drug addicts, you would see an increase in HIV criminalization, increased stigma and discrimination, and reduced funding for HIV/AIDS and gay causes in general. We can’t afford to be our own worst enemy.

Part 5 The rest of what was left of the weekend was spent naked in Colt's bed, smoking weed, cuddling, kissing, and I never wanted it to end. But it had to end, and Monday found us back in school. 2nd period was a total waste. We had history together and I dont remember a thing that Mr. Koon said that day. I sat right behind Colt and couldn't take my eyes off of his body. I stared at his big, strong arms, remembering how they had been wrapped around me, holding me tight. He'd move them and I would catch glimpses of his pit hair, my dick getting hard as I thought how badly I wanted to bury my face in them again, licking them, breathing in his smell. His smell. I had never noticed it before, but sitting behind him, when I leaned forward I could smell him. The smell of his light, manly musk made my cock hard and leak precum into my boxers. When the bell rang and brought me back to the real world, Colt turned around and said, "Meet me by the auditorium at lunch." Then he smiled at me and I felt butterflies in my stomach. Lunch break found me waiting by the auditorium doors. Colt came striding down the hall looking like the absolute god he was in his sleeveless t-shirt and skin tight wranglers, his black cowboy hat on his head. My eyes fell to his bulging crotch and I felt my mouth water knowing what was down there. He looked around to make sure no one was paying attention and opened the door. I followed him like a bitch as we stepped into the darkness. Once we were inside, he grabbed me by the front of my shirt and roughly pushed my back into a dark corner before his huge body covered mine locking our lips together. "Oh baby." He moaned in between frantic kisses. "I can't stop thinking about you and your hot mouth. Suck my cock bitch." He said as he tried pushing me to my knees. "What? Here? We can't!" I panicked. "Someone will see us!" "Nobody's gonna come in here babe. I promise. Come on, do it for me. I need it!" As if almost in a trance, I sunk to my knees as Colt unbuckled his pants, fishing out his half-hard monster. I let out a little sigh as I got a whiff of his crotch. I took him into my mouth as he softly moaned. "Oh yea baby. That's my little bitch. Suck your brothers cock. Take out your cock bitch. Jerk off while you suck me." Without even thinking twice, I instinctively undid my jeans and took out my own rock hard cock. I fisted myself as Colt held my head and fucked my mouth. "Take my cock bitch. Take it in your whore mouth." He whispered as he pounded my face and I pounded my dick. I was so turned by the danger of what we were doing, I was already close to cumming. Apparently Colt was as turned on as me because it wasn't long before he was panting, "Here it comes baby. Here comes my fucking load. Swallow it you slut!" Then his cock exploded in my mouth, filling it with his hot, creamy jizz. As soon as he blew his load into my mouth, my own cock shot off, spraying my cum on the auditorium floor. After I had swallowed every drop of Colt's precious cum that I could, he pulled me up and kissed me deeply. "I love the taste of my cum in your mouth, you dirty little pig." He said after he pulled off of me. "See you next period. Go out those doors." He said pointing to a different exit on the other side as he quickly went out a different set of doors. Next period we both had Trigonometry and our desks were next to each other. And even though I had just cum, sitting there next to Colt with the taste of his load still fresh in my mouth, my cock stayed hard in my jeans. He looked over and saw me staring at him, and he slowly licked his lips. I just smiled as I looked into his eyes. After school we could barely get to my house fast enough, the safest as my parents worked late. We were kissing frantically while ripping each others clothes off as we entered my bedroom. Colt pushed me back onto my bed as he grabbed my jeans and pulled them and my underwear off me, exposing my hard cock. "Yea, you like that, dont ya you little slut. You like to be treated rough. You like a man to take charge of you." I just layed there, panting in lust as Colt finished taking his clothes off, his own big hard cock sticking straight out. He grabbed the lube out of my night stand and slicked up his cock as he crawled between my legs, spreading them apart. Then he put one elbow by my head and lowered his face to mine as his other hand guided his cock to my hole. He started to push into me and pain flashed through my body. After the crazy weekend, and had come down from the drugs, my ass was as sore as fuck. But Colt didn't care. I looked in his eyes and I saw a hardness I had never seen before. Not anger, and certainly not lust, just a cold, empty stare. He gave a hard thrust, and half of his monster ripped into me. I cried out in pain. "Yea baby, let me hear you." Colt said in a cruel way. "Let me hear my little bitch as he takes his brothers big cock in his beat up pussy. Come on you little whore, do it! Scream for me!" He demanded as he forced the rest of himself deep into my bowels. It's not like he really had to tell me to do that, it came naturally. "Aaaaggghhh!" I cried out as my aching ass was split open. "Oh fuck Colt." I whined as tears ran down my face. "Oh yea." Colt growled. "That's what I like. That's what I wanna hear. My little bitch as he takes my cock!" Then he started fucking me, strong and hard, using his phenomenal ab muscles to pound my poor hole. I just wrapped my arms around his neck and held on tight, letting out grunts and gasps as his dick hammered my prostate. "Oh yea." He continued as sweat dripped off him. "Your pussy's so good. Best pussy I've ever fucked. It's my pussy now. I own it. I own your nasty little faggot hole, you little whore." I have to admit, in spite of the pain, the way he was treating me was turning me on. He was just using me as a hole, and my rock hard cock proved I loved it. So much so that when he let out a primal yell and started dumping his cum into me, I shot off like a rocket. I practically saw stars as my aching ass was filled with his seed and my own cock spurted like a fountain between us, coating both of our stomachs in a hefty, teenage load. Colt collapsed on top of me, breathing heavily, his cock still buried inside me. After about 30 seconds, he moved so his face was over mine, his eyes still hard and cold. Then I felt it. A warmth began to fill me up and I realized Colt was pissing into me. As soon as I opened my mouth to say something he covered it with his hand. "Sssshhhhh." He silenced me, his eyes never leaving mine." Just let it happen bitch. I said I own you and I meant it. Your gonna be my little piss bucket as well as my cumdump. That's a good boy, just take it." I should have been grossed out, but I wasn't. Just like everything else Colt had introduced me to, it turned me on. I began to lick his hand as the warmth spread deeper and deeper into me. He removed his hand and started to kiss me, and as usual, I just melted into him, giving myself over to his magnetic power. When he finally finished pissing, he pulled out and I struggled to hold all of his fluids inside me. "You better go empty yourself." He said with a gentleness that had been missing during our fuck. He laughed as he watched me walk gingerly out of my room to the bathroom, piss running down my legs. I marveled at how much there was as I sat on the toilet, feeling a little sad I couldn't keep it all in me. He was ripping into the bong when I returned. "You ok?" He asked as I sat on the bed next to him. "Yea, I am." I answered. And I was. I mean, I already knew Colt liked it rough sometimes, so I shouldn't have been surprised when it entered our relationship, or whatever the fuck it was we had. "Good." He said as he kissed me tenderly. "You think you can give it as good as you take it?" I just looked at him as I ripped on the bong. I exhaled a big cloud of smoke in his face, and just smiled. "Just stay here and I'll right back mother fucker." I said as I jumped off the bed and left the room. I may not have been as experienced as Colt, but I wasn't ignorant about shit. I had the internet after all. In no time at all, I was back in my room with a handful of my old man's ties. "On your stomach faggot!" I ordered him as I stood over the bed. Colt's green eyes sparkled as he flipped over. "Yes SIR!" He said with a smile on his face. In no time I had him spread eagle and tied tightly to the bed frame. I couldn't believe how fuckin sexy that big hunk of a man looked like that, helpless, at my mercy with his perfect round ass sticking up. I dug through my laundry and found a jockstrap. With a bit of effort, I was able to squeeze out a little more piss from my ass, enough the make the pouch wet. I straddled Colt's broad back and grab those beautiful brown curls, pulling his head back. "Open your mouth faggot!" I ordered him. Then I stuffed it full with my jock and tied in place with another tie. I stood over him and just stared at the tied down god. Fuck he was hot! Part of me wanted to untie him and make sweet gentle love with him. But a bigger part of me wanted to give Colt what he wanted. All I wanted to do was make him happy, and if that meant dominating him, I was more than happy to do it. I pulled his leather belt out of his jeans and raised it up high. Then, I brought it down as hard as I could on that perfect round ass. Colt yelled into the gag as his body tensed up tight. I smiled to myself knowing I held all the power at the moment. I leaned down and whispered into his ear, "Whose the bitch now?" Colt just groaned as I stood back up and began a full assault on his ass. Over and over I beat him as he howled and struggled in his bounds. "That's right you fuckin bitch!" I growled. "You think you're such a tough man? You're nothing but a faggot pussy bitch! And I'm gonna make you cry. Cry like the little bitch that you are!" I kept up the assault as hard as I could, enjoying the site as his white globes turned pink, then red as welts appeared. The rush of inflicting this pain on the man I loved made my cock ache. Finally, after 25, maybe 30 strokes, I broke him. He started blubbering like a baby and I finally stopped the beating. Instead of feeling bad for him, I wanted him to hurt a little bit more, after all, that's what he wanted. I crawled between his legs and layed the belt on the bed next to him. I spread his cheeks and looked at the hole before me, waiting to be raped. I had decided to make him really feel it and skipped the lube. I spit on his hole a few times then placed my dick head against it. I grabbed his bull like shoulders and began to push into him. He screamed into the gag as I popped into him. But I didn't stop. Going in dry felt way different than going in lubed, but I didn't stop until I had bottomed out in him. Colt continued blubbering as I held his shoulders and began fucking him. It didn't take long before his ass loosened up a bit, and soon his tears ended and he was moaning like a two dollar whore. I pounded him as hard as I could, just like he had done to me, and soon, I was close to cumming. I picked up the belt and wrapped it around his throat. Then I grabbed his hair in one hand and the belt in the other. I pulled his head back as I pounded him. "Take that you fucking cunt!" I shouted. "You pussy ass jock piece of shit! You're nothing but a faggot cumdump whore!" As I shouted derogatory things at him and pulled the belt tightly, Colt's entire body started shaking as he let out a long groan into the gag. His ass started really squeezing my cock, and I knew the bitch was cumming. That was enough to push me over the edge and I flooded his hungry guts with another huge load from me. I collapsed onto his back, breathing heavily after yet another mind blowing orgasm. I untied his gag and pulled out the soggy jock. I saw Colt smile as he said, "Thank you Sir. I fuckin love you!"

It had been a long week at work – the weekend was here and finally some time for some fun. I went to the local pool to do some laps and scope out the talent. That’s where I met Clint. He was a 19 year old student working there part-time at the pool and the gym next door. He had one of the hottest asses I have ever seen – clad only in a tight well-worn speedo. He had finished work for the day and, after chatting, we hit the water and raced each other for a few laps. He won! It was in the locker room that the fun started. Clint peeled off his speedo revealing that hot tanlined ass. He then turned around slowly showing off his beautiful cock on that rock hard swimmers body. That was it for me. I grabbed him and kissed him hard running my hands all over him. Clint was scared that we would be sprung by his boss so he led me to a storeroom off the locker room. There were some old mats on the floor that had some tell-tale stains on them. I couldn’t wait any longer – I had to have some of that ass. I turned Clint around, bent him over, and started work rimming his hot hole. I got him hot and wet while he was moaning and begging me to fuck him. How could I refuse? Clint had some lube under one of the mats. I asked if he had any condoms – he said he never used them – music to my ears! With some lube and some more play I managed to breach his hot tight swimmers hole. He was so tight I was having trouble getting in, but persistence paid off – I finally got all the way in and he loosened up for the ride. I rode him hard – I almost came a couple of times but I wanted to make it last. I finally let loose with a three day load deep into Clint’s ass and worked it in. I held onto him, running my hands over his hot chest and abs before stroking him to a shattering climax. I scooped up some of his load and he licked it from my fingers. All the time my cock was holding my load in his hot ass. He had never once asked my status. He told me later that he knew I was poz but he wanted to play the numbers game – taking poz loads without getting the bug. I certainly intend to hook up with Clint again soon – we’ll see how resistant he really is!

This is complete and total fiction. I have no idea what the real sexuality or status of Zac Efron is. I just really wanted to write this story because of how hot the idea of a young hot celebrity getting pozzed is. It is my first story here and my first post, I hope you all enjoy. Zac Efron was hard. His fat cock dripped pre cum in his hand as he rubbed the shiny knob back and forth. In his head was an image of the boys of One Direction bending at the waist and presenting him their five hot, young holes. Each one was lubed up and had their legs and cheeks spread, boy holes ready and willing for Zac to lick and suck, finger and fuck. Back and forth rubbed his hand as his imagination sunk more and more in to depravity. In his mind the boys were busy fingering each other, using more and more lube until they were happily fisting themselves in an orgy of young twink celebrities. It was very naughty of Zac to be doing what he was doing. He wasn’t at home, or even in real privacy. He was in the living room of some muscular hunk he’d met, Henry. Henry was over 6feet tall, and was so muscular. He must have worked out every day to have such huge arms and pecs. Zac had six pack abs himself, but Henry was rocking eight. He knew it was risky for him as the All American straight boy celebrity, but he just couldn’t say no to a tall muscle hunk. They’d met at a party of a mutual friend, and then gone on to hit some more bars, with Zac getting far too drunk, so Henry had bought him home and dumped him on the sofa. Henry was feeling positive for the first time in weeks. So many sluts he’d brought home recently had run away once they knew he was poz. Fucking silly bitches had no idea what they were missing out not allowing him to set them free. Rising from his bed, he caught sight of himself in the mirror he had set up in his bedroom. His tanned skin was pulled tight over his hard abs and large pecs. Stubble graced his chin where he hadn’t shaved and his black boxer bulged at front and back as they struggled to hold in his thick uncircumcised cock and muscular arse. He knew he was fit, that was why he was bisexual. No point in confining himself to just one sex. Especially when he had so much to give, his own special gift that he liked to pass around to everyone he slept with. Casually scratching at his heavy, toxic balls, he left his bedroom and headed downstairs. Zac was miles away. His casual rub through the sleeping bag had become a full on sexual wank. His hand was inside his briefs and was rubbing his cock over and over. His other hand was down, still inside his briefs, but under his balls and rubbing at his arse. As far as Zac knew, he was the only one awake, if Henry came down, he could quickly hide himself. Right now though, the only person he cared about coming was himself. Henry crept slowly down the stairs. His head still hurt if he moved too fast, plus he was considerate and didn’t want to wake Zac if he was still asleep. As Henry reached the bottom of the stairs, he was shocked to find the thin, younger celebrity lying back on the sofa, running his hands around inside his briefs, and, most shocking of all, was clearly fingering his butthole. Henry felt like Christmas had come early. Here was a fucking fit young lad, on his sofa, clearly jerking off and loving the feeling of having his finger buried deep in his young bum. Henry descended the rest of the stairs and coughed as he reached the bottom. Zac had been caught. Here was Henry, standing a few feet away from him, and here he was on a sofa with his hands in his briefs, clearly aroused. Two choices ran through Zac’s head: 1) Hide himself and laugh it off or 2) Draw his hands out of his briefs and invite Henry to replace them. Fuck it, he knew he shouldn’t, but Number Two it was. Zac slowly slid his hands out of his briefs and worked them over the thin, tight body. He ran them over his pale abs and over his pecs, tweaking at his nipples. He left one hand there, while he moved the other, the hand that had been playing with his arse, to his mouth and slowly started to suck on his fingers. “You just going to stand there man,” Zac called to Henry, “Or are you going to come and give me a hand?” Henry replied “You only want a hand?” “I’ll take everything you have,” said Zac as he tweaked his nipple and let a soft moan leave his lips. Henry smirked to himself, wondering just how much Zac knew he was going to get. Henry walked forward slowly. He massaged his bulging black boxers as he did so and his cock was growing to full hardness. This was awesome. What more could he have wanted than this obvious cock slut being in front of him? As Henry reached the sofa he reached down and pulled Zac to his feet, mashing their lips together, sliding his tongue out and in to Zac’s mouth. Zac returned the kiss and the two guys swapped spit as they mashed their hard cocks together in their underwear. The black of Henry’s boxers bulged obscenely and were a marked contrast to the white of the briefs which contained Zac’s hardness. Henry grabbed at Zac’s brief clad arse and ground himself into the hard cock that he could feel through the thin cotton of the briefs and his own boxers. The bulges rubbed together and both lads groaned into the mouth of the other as they continued to kiss. Henry pulled back from the kiss and spit in to Zac’s mouth. Zac, slut boy that he is, swallowed and begged for more. Henry couldn’t help but comply. Zac moved his hands to Henry’s chest and started to rub and pull at Henry’s nipples and hard, built pecs. He pulled back from Henry’s kissing and moved his head down to the right nipple. He took the erect nub into his mouth and slowly started to suck, while using his tongue to tease the end. So engrossed in sucking the tit, Zac didn’t even notice the black biohazard tattoo that surrounded the nipple, and even if he had, the dumb young celebrity didn’t have a clue what it meant. Henry loved this. He loved having a guy appreciate his chest. He spent ages working out every day to make sure that his body looked in pristine condition. “You like my muscles Zac?” Henry asked, as Zac continued to lick and suck away. Zac released the nipple, smiled up at Henry with a cheeky grin and replied “Too fucking right.” “Here you go then, lick away,” Henry said as he flexed his muscles. Zac licked away at the tensing chest muscles, licking up into an armpit and down to a bulging bicep. He loved that this muscular guy was letting him have his way and lick, suck and explore whatever he wanted. His cock was rock hard in his briefs and he was in serious danger of spunking himself without even touching his dick. Henry was loving the silky feeling of a hot tongue moving over his body. It felt good on his nipples, good in his armpit, good on his bicep and he knew it was going to feel damn good when he got it on his cock. Pushing on Zac’s head, he forced the younger man to his knees and thrust his bulged boxers into Zac’s face. Zac immediately continued to lick and suck away, through the boxer shorts that confined the cock in front of him. Zac raised his hands and pulled the boxers down Henry’s thighs. Henry’s hard cocked slapped up onto his hard stomach. It was uncircumcised and when Zac pulled the skin back, revealed a lovely purply pink knob. The heavy knob head leaked precum, which ran down in copious amounts. Zac had never seen such a lovely cock; in fact he hadn’t even seen an uncircumcised cock before. Now here was one in front of him, and it was leaking more precum than he had ever seen a cock leak. It was literally like a leaky tap with the amount of clear liquid that was dripping from the end. Zac ran his tongue up and down the sides of the cock, tasting Henry’s skin. The precum that he could taste tasted different to the precum of the lads he’d sucked in the past. It had a slightly tangier taste, but it was a taste that was unmistakably male and unmistakably hot. What Zac didn’t know was that he was licking up toxic poz precum, taking in to his mouth the hot DNA of an infected muscle stud in heat. The length was close to 10inches, it had to be as Zac could hardly get it down his throat. He knew he could take 8inches, but this was a struggle. The knob was thick and it pushed at the sides of his throat as he tried to deepthroat it down to the balls. As he tried to do this, he slipped his hands up Henry’s legs and played with his balls, tickling them gently with his fingertips. Henry looked down and loved the sight of the struggling younger man trying to please him by sucking his hard poz cock. He believed that effort deserved reward, so he pulled Zac off his cock, pulled him up, kissed him hard so as to taste his own precum and then pushed Zac back on to the sofa. Henry dropped to his knees before the hot ripped young guy and buried his face into the briefs in front of him. He could smell that it was likely not the first time that the briefs had been worn, but this just turned him on more. He sucked at the knob that he could taste through the briefs before pulling them down and engulfing Zac’s dick to the root in one go; his nose was tickled by Zac’s pubes and his large square jaw rested on Zac’s full balls. Henry moved his head up and down the cock, using his tongue to work the sides and the knob, sucking up the sparse in comparison precum and slowly moving his hands in circles over Zac’s young arse globes. He spread his fingers and moved them closer and closer the crack and to the hole he knew he would find there. Sticking the middle finger from each of his hands into the crack, he located the hole and, without warning, simply pressed them both in to the hole. He knew he needed to be a bit rough in order to make sure that his poz load, clearly heading up this hole later, would take. Zac groaned and shot spunk down Henry’s throat. He was awestruck by how quickly he had cum; shooting his cream from just having some fingers shoved in to his arse. He couldn’t believe that, but it felt so good. Henry loved the taste of the neg cum on his tongue, but he had other plans for it. Pulling off Zac’s cock, he stood up and grabbed Zac’s ankles, lifting his legs. He then dropped back to his knees, but placed Zac’s legs over his shoulders. This allowed him to see clearly Zac’s tight pucker. Henry spat the spunk he had just received from Zac’s cock on to Zac’s arsehole. “I only do this bareback, no condoms in this house,” stated Henry as he scratched at Zac’s hole with his finger nails, “is that ok?” Zac didn’t even hear what Henry was saying, all he could see was the towering mountain of muscle, the thick arms, huge pecs, rippling abs and huge cock. He nodded his head and told Henry to fuck him as hard as he could. Henry smiled; he had a fucking cum slut here and one that clearly didn’t mind taking a charged load. His tattoo was big and obvious, Zac must have seen it and yet he was still agreeing to go bare. Henry snickered to himself. Who knew Zac Efron was a little chaser bitch? He stood up and thrust his long bare poz dick in to the hole, using the cum as lube, nothing else lube but Zac’s neg cum and dripping sweat. Henry planned to rip that hole up. Zac felt like he was being split in two, but the feeling that he had got from just Henry’s finger were multiplied as he felt the thick uncircumcised knob rub over his prostate again and again. He moaned and groaned about on the sofa, aware that he was making a lot of noise but not caring because he was embracing the fact that he was a true born cock slut. He loved the feeling of cock in his mouth or up his arse. He wanted to do this all the time. Forget girls, it was all about cock for Zac from now on. He never wanted Henry to cum as that thick cock felt so good up his tight hole. He started to flex his anal muscles and squeeze down on Henry, raising his arse to meet the thrusts into it. “Harder......please......fuck me harder,” groaned out Zac as his prostate took another hit. Henry started to really thrust in and out. He was battering the arse on his cock and was loving every minute. It felt so good to just be able to let loose and just fuck. Nothing felt better than to just pound away at some tight man arse. It was always tighter than pussy and guys who limited themselves were just missing out. He looked down at Zac squirming below him. He could see how much Zac was enjoying it from the way he was breathing and moaning; his body thrashing about and clearly loving the cock that was literally rabbit pounding his prostate. “You love my cock up you don’t you Zac?” Asked Henry as he ground in against the boy’s prostate. “Fuck, yes, uhgn, Zac grunted back, “harder, please.” “Yeah, you like my poz cock up you, you want this fucking hot toxic load deep in you,” grunted Henry, pulling almost all the way out before thrusting back in. “Wait…..what?” Zac asked, “What do you mean poz, do you have HIV?” The panic in his voice was palpable, the silly celebrity cock whore suddenly connecting the dots over the biohazard tattoo. Henry laughed, could Zac really not have known? Was he really lucky enough to be fucking such a hot little naïve cunt? Could he really not know what the tattoo meant? That just turned him on more and he started to really hammer the tight hole stretched obscenely round his huge cock. His muscles flexing, veins popping and sweat dripping he looked down at Zac Efron beneath him: “You bet I’’ve got HIV and when I’m done with you, so will you. Gonna set you free slut, gonna make it so you can take loads all the time…or would you rather I stop?” As he said this, Henry stopped thrusting and just held himself, his cock balanced at Zac’s hole, the head pressed in and the hole popping, but nothing but the knob inside. Henry could clearly see him cock was smeared with blood and some brown ass juice and it was taking all his self-control not to just plough Efron and poz him up regardless of what he wanted. Zac was scared, he didn’t want HIV….did he? If he was poz, he could get fucked at any time and not worry about anything, and this huge cock felt so good, did he really not want to finish the fuck? Possibly because of the leftover booze in his system or possibly just because he was a born slut, Zac Efron, celebrity heartthrob and wank fantasy to millions looked up at the muscle daddy fucking him and said three little words…”Poz me up.” That was all Henry needed, he started to pound harder and harder, telling little Zac just how much he was going to enjoy being poz, how being free was the best gift in the world and how, if the load took, he’d be able to share his strain with plenty of other young celebrities. Zac kept up with the dirty talk his end, begging the big stud to breed him, to make him a dirty poz whore. In his mind, his imagination flipped back to the boys of One Direction and how hot it would be to make his way through them, pozzing each one of them just like he was being pozed now. This made his cock extremely hard and had him begging Henry to fill him with a toxic load. Henry reached down and grabbed Zac’s cock. He jerked it no more than five times before Zac shot spunk high in to the air. As his arse tightened and clenched around the invader thrusting in to it, Henry came hard, spurting his dirty poz spunk deep into Zac’s bruised and torn colon. “Take my dirty AIDS load you bitch, pozzing you up good now, take it, take my cum,” screamed Henry as he shot load after load in to the battered celebrity hole. As the two men collapsed on to each other, Zac’s spunk sticking them together, they kissed and licked sweat from each other’s bodies, Henry keeping his fat cock stuffed in the boy’s hole, slowly humping from time to time, just to shake up the poz cum that was being absorbed by Zac Efron’s anal walls. As the two drifted off to sleep; each dreaming of who else they could bring over to introduce to their new activities, Zac was so happy and relaxed, he began to piss himself, spraying Henry and his own body with his yellow liquid. This just got Henry hard again and without a word he started fucking the boy again. Zac smiled, knowing a second load would increase the chances of him becoming the poz whore he now wanted to be.

I was met at the door and Jack introduced himself, He showed me to the back room where the massage was to take place and I noticed the massage table with clean sheets and towels arranged on it. Jack told me to undress and lie down on the massage table on my front and then he would be back in a minute. When he returned Jack put some soothing music on and standing beside me started to rub my back and shoulders with warm soothing sweet smelling oil. The feeling was wonderful and I started to relax as he worked the tension out of my back. As he worked lower down towards my ass I realized that I was feeling very relaxed, and even a bit aroused by the process I was undergoing and started to worry what Jack would think if I had an erection when I rolled over. As he continued the massage Jack was now kneading my ass and small of my back with his strong hands. He stopped and moved down to my feet beginning to work back up towards my ass again and now he knelt between my legs working first on one then the other with his strong hands. As his hands reached the top of my thighs the pressure of the massage was changing from one of some depth and strength to a caress of my thighs and buttocks. Then taking more oil he traced the crease of my ass with one finger, whilst with his other hand he squeezed the inner thigh and parted my legs further. I have to admit that this was giving me an erection and I was beginning to want the action to continue. Just as I thought he would keep stroking my ass cheeks I suddenly felt him use some pressure with his finger and rub it around my anus. The sensation was strange almost divine and I sighed a bit when he stopped. I felt more oil drip onto the crack of my ass and then his finger returned and slowly pushed into me, it was however after a second or two of discomfort a wonderful feeling. Jack asked me if everything was all right and lying there with his hand on my ass and a finger up my hole I mumbled "ummm yes, its fine". He asked if I wanted him to continue and again I answered with a "I think so". Taking his finger from my ass I felt something else placed against it. Jack told me to try and relax and that he was going to place a small vibrator in my hole. The head slid in and once again after a second or two my ass relaxed to accept the new sensations and the vibrator sent what can only be described as small electric tingles through me, deep inside me, a feeling like no other I had ever felt. I don't know when he did it but he somehow had removed his pants, the next thing I knew Jack removed the vibrator and I felt him lean forward over my back. As he did I felt the head of his hard cock probing at my ass. Once again he stopped before he entered me and asked if I was still feeling okay and wanted to continue. I started to protest but my words were choked off by Jack's hand over my mouth. Jack told me that I was going to be fucked whether I liked it or not and that there was no way out for me. I felt him roughly force his cock into my now tender virgin ass hole. As I groaned, at his huge cock I felt my ass stretch and then pop as he forced himself into me. Gasping with the pain I writhed and tried to get away but to no avail. As I did I felt my ass once again stretch and loosen around his cock and suddenly the pain was gone replaced by a desire to feel the rest of his cock inside me. I hunched back against him and felt the head of his cock move forward another inch into me. As he felt this Jack again pushed forward and in six or seven short pushes he fully buried his cock in my ass. Now he started to thrust into me with a greater lust and although it sometimes hurt a bit I felt my ass clutching at his cock as he screwed me deeply. I had a hard on pressed between my belly and the towel and could feel my own pre-cum leaking out of the end of my cock. Jack's thrusts became faster with no feeling for the return of the pain it brought me, Jack battered my ass with his cock and now my hard on disappeared. Just as I thought I would pass out from the pain I felt his cock suddenly begun to pulse and throb inside my ass and I felt cum spurt as he came deep inside flooding me. As soon as Jack finished he pulled his softening cock out of my ass and I felt the cool air replacing the heat of his body. I lay there on the bed, his hot sticky seed dripping from my once virgin ass. Jack then told me to get dressed and that he wanted me to come back the following week. I began to say that there was no way I would ever be back, but then he showed me that there had been a camera in the room the whole time filming everything. Jack then told me that if I didn't return the video would be edited to show just the sex with him, not the “Massage” and that it would be forwarded to my work mates and family. I was from now on he said to be a slave for him, a fuck hole for his pleasure.... And in time he said I would enjoy it and beg him for his seed.

[think before following links] https://www.xvideos.com/video60969215/little_black_guy_with_13_inches_huge_cock_destroys_bubble_bitch_ass I don't think the top has quite 13 inches, but he definitely has a big one. The bottom in chastity takes it like it's nothing. I can see this was from someone's Just For Fans by the watermark, but it doesn't show the account it comes from. Does anyone know either the top or the bottom?

Sex is about what you love and like and enjoy and fuck what others think

Good points. That said, nothing is foolproof. Members should always think about what information they're putting out there. Making most of this site open to Google drives home that point. On the security side I do what I can. I implemented HTTPS before most other sites. I encrypted personally identifiable data "when at rest" before the vast majority of other sites. I've now set up "HSTS" and CAA DNS records both of which work together to ensure that your ISP or employer can't eavesdrop on what you post here. When ESNI is usable, I'll implement it. I've urged people to use DoH (DNS over HTTPS). And so on… But even with all that, I can't say things are bulletproof.

I want to explain that I do not have any problem giving myself to sex with "ugly" old men and enjoying it in an incredible way. My problem is how people react to this. Young people my age have insulted me and called me things like a whore, and old people who think I'm going for the money and not for the incredible sex they give me.

My hands tapped anxiously on the steering wheel as I pulled off the motorway. I had met Josh through myCircle.tv a few weeks earlier. I had originally hoped to find a girl to hook up with (or at least fool around with), but alas, it was almost entirely guys on there. Luckily, Josh and I had come across each other and both talked about how we hadn't been laid in months. He lived several hours away, his roommate was gone for the weekend, so I suggested we get together and watch porn. He instantly agreed and gave me his address. I was a bit nervous, unsure of what to expect. I had only masturbated once before with another guy, I was much younger then, and even then it had only been once. We hadn't really talked about it, just kind of skirting around the subject. From the way he had talked, he seemed at least open to the idea, but I couldn't be completely sure. I had brought the few porn movies I owned; that I had bought in a porn shop a few years ago in Amsterdam, and a third that I had downloaded from the Internet. Josh had said he had a few movies, so I figured we were set. With some difficulty and nervousness, I finally arrived at the address. I knocked on the door and waited. After a few moments, Josh opened the door and invited me in. He was shorter than me, maybe 5' 9" compared to my 6' 1", but he was leaner than me, his muscles more well defined. He was wearing shorts and a white t-shirt. He showed me around his place and we finally sat down on the couch in the living room, the middle cushion empty between us. After a few awkward moments of silence, I suggested we start watching some porn. We started with one of Josh's movies. It was pretty good, got me nice and hard. We made small chit-chat about the movie, how hot the porn was, how hot and sexy it had been, etc. Josh was rubbing his dick through his shorts and I could see a pretty sizeable bulge there. He caught me eyeing him, but didn't say anything. His eyes went down to my crotch, where my own hard-on was pressing against my jeans. "Dan, I can't believe I'm so hard already," Josh said. "It usually takes me a few minutes to get warmed up." I suggested that maybe that we hadn't been laid in such a long time due to the lockdown it wouldn't take as much to get us aroused. "I just didn't want you to think I was getting turned on by you, or something," Josh murmured. "I figured you'd kick my ass because you thought I was coming on to you." I laughed. "Nah, it's cool. I'm hard as a rock too." "Really?" Josh leaned over and looked closely, pretending he hadn't glanced at it earlier. I adjusted my hips up to put maximum pressure on my jeans, making the bulge as big as possible. He kept his eyes focused on it for a good minute or two, during which I absent-mindedly rubbed my cock. Josh did the same. As the next movie played and before the first scene ended, Josh was now looking down at my crotch every few seconds, almost more than he was looking at the TV. I could tell he wanted to start stroking but was too shy to do so. In an uncharacteristically bold move on my part (I'm normally pretty reserved), I said, "Well Josh, I need to get off." The words hung in the air, unanswered for a moment. "Yeah, me too," he finally replied. He slid his hand into his shorts and began to awkwardly stroke his dick, not even unbuttoning his shorts first. "Well you can do it that way, but I'm gonna do mine out in the open." I stood up and took off my shirt. Without a moment's hesitation, Josh stood up and did the same. We stood there, looking at each other shirtless. My boldness suddenly evaporated as I waited for Josh to pull his shorts off. "Well are you going to do it?" I asked. "You first." I paused. "How about at the same time?" I offered. He considered for a moment. "Alright." "On three. One, two, three." We both dropped them at the same time and immediately stared at one another's cocks. His looked about the same length as mine, maybe a hair shorter, but definitely thicker. His balls hung low and were surprisingly big, but then again, so was his dick. We didn't say anything and just sat back down on the couch and began stroking. The TV might as well have been blank, because we were watching each other. A minute later, Josh leaned over the side of the couch and pulled out a bottle of oil. He poured some out on his dick and rubbed it in. He asked if I wanted any. I said I did. Now it was Josh's turn to be bold. He leaned over and squirted it on to my dick and then, without even asking, he gripped my cock firmly and stroked me, spreading out the oil nice and evenly. Once he was satisfied that it was on evenly, he gave my dick one final, slow, and agonizingly pleasurable jerk and let go. He went back to stroking his own dick, while I tried to catch up with what the hell just happened. Not to be outdone, I said, "You missed a spot." I began stroking his dick, not even bothering with the pretense that I was spreading lube on it. He scooted over on the couch, the sides of our asses and legs touching now. He began stroking my dick while I jerked his. It was incredible. We were both not experienced, but we both new what to do and it felt so good and so right. Josh was giving me a better handjob than most women I would normally hook up. It was feeling so epic. I started to notice that Josh's dick was getting a bit softer. I assumed it was because he was focused on me and I wasn't doing a very good job, but it was so hard to concentrate with him jerking me off. Eventually I just relaxed my arm and twisted my lower body to give him better access. He kept on, gripping my cock with just the right firmness, moving at just the right speed. After only a few minutes, I came. My cock exploded, shooting a huge spurt of cum up Josh's arm, all the way to his bicep. Most of my cum wound up on his hand and arm, but Josh didn't seem to mind. After I caught my breath, Josh stood up to get a towel. His flaccid, but still sizable dick hung down, and I saw that his stomach and groin were covered in cum. Confused, I looked at the hand I'd been stroking him with, and it, too, was covered in cum. I'd been so into Josh's jacking me off, that I didn't even noticed he'd cum! After we cleaned ourselves up, we went into the kitchen and got some lunch. There was something really erotic about going about things casually, even though we had just jerked each other off and were still completely nude. We eventually went back into the living and resumed our activities. We wound up jerking each other three or four more times, each time getting a bit more adventurous and trying different positions, holding our cocks together and rubbing them which felt amazing we both agreed, playing with each other's balls also,etc. Later in the day, after we had once again recuperated and were watching yet another porn movie but one with bi influence, Josh asked me if it would freak me out if he could give me head. I said that I wasn't really interested in giving him head (it seemed like a step too far for me), but I told him he was free to suck mine if he wanted to. I figured he would say forget it, but to my surprise, Josh immediately leaned over and began sucking me off. He was actually really pretty good at it, good enough that I wondered later if he'd ever done it before. Regardless, he licked and sucked my cock, hitting the right spots at the right times. His hands cradled my balls, massaging them gently. He couldn't take my dick in very far, but he definitely made the most of what he could do. I stroked his dick with one free hand while he blew me. It didn't take long before I had to cum again, and though I figured I had already cum so much that day that there wasn't much left, I still gave him the courtesy two-minute warning. He kept right on sucking. Not sure that he heard me, I repeated myself, this time louder, "I'm going to cum!" Josh didn't even pause. I came into his mouth, shooting more than I would have thought possible, nearly as much as I had the first time earlier that day. Josh sat up, wiping his mouth. "I'd always wondered what cum tastes like." "And? I asked" He shook his head. "Nasty, sweet, sticky and also salty." I laughed and he got up to get some water. When Josh came back, I had changed my mind. I leaned over and immediately began sucking him. I ran my lips up and down his shaft, sliding my tongue on the underside of his dick, just beneath the head. I had no idea what I was doing and before I could even get the hang of it, he was cumming. Not wanting to swallow, I pulled his cock out of my mouth, and just in time. I hadn't even stroked it once and his cock begun spurting out a ton of white hot cum all over both our stomachs, groins, and my face. "How did you cum that much? You've gotten off like five times today!" "Dan, you came just as much he laughed." Thoroughly exhausted, we both lounged around for awhile and watched TV, still nude. As night fell we both agreed that we had enjoyed our first Jerk off buddy experience, I got dressed and left to head home. We both agreed we wanted to get together again very soon but that is another story....

When I'm in a sex club or sex resort, more often than not i am riding the wave of Lust and pleasure on a fuck bench or in a sling so my only concern id being stuffed with cocks and fists to keep the pleasure rush going. If you're limiting yourself to just 'attractive' guys you are missing out. I remember this one time in Club Orlando I was in a sling and had been enjoying over an hour of use at that point. This French guy had stepped up an was fisting and fucking me. Meanwhile this really old guy--had to have been in his 70's came up and lifted up my fat cock and slurped down on it with his mouth. I about came up out of the sling it was so intense. He knew the male penis and how to hit all the sensitive pleasure circuits in my erection even as I was being fisted. one f my favorite sex experiences that was, and I enjoy hundreds of partners in a year.

Old age and rough features don’t stop this hole from opening up and accepting cum

FWIW I don't think that qualifies as cheating in any event. Cheating is the act of breaking a promise of fidelity (at whatever level it's promised). That means what is cheating, and what is NOT cheating, depends on the people involved. A couple who has agreed to be absolutely monogamous: cheating occurs when either one has an encounter with an outside party that can be characterized as sexual (whether that's mutual JO, oral, or anal sex). Anything less is a (possibly partially) open relationship, and the rules for those vary: e.g. No anal with anyone else, no oral or anal but JO is okay, nothing with any of our friends, nothing with any one guy more than one time, nothing in our own house, nothing in our own bed, only when we're in different places for work or vacation. Whatever those rules are, if one of the partners breaks one (or more) of those rules, it's cheating. And personally, I don't respect cheating. Cheating shows (as BBArchangel noted) a complete lack of respect for the other partner and for the relationship. I'm not going to call names, but if some asshole thinks it's hot to cheat on his partner even as he loves the stability of his "relationship" (a relationship he's busily shitting all over) and his partner's "big dick", I think it would be karma if his partner discovered the cheating, cleaned out all joint bank accounts, sold all the cheater's personal property, and arranged for the cheater to be caught transporting child pornography near a school. The consequences of that might - MIGHT - come close to being sufficient, karma-speaking, for being such a dick of a person.

Nice attutude, age has never slowed me down and there is nothing like fucking and breeding a young man hole or boy hole

As a NO COCK REFUSED total CumDump, I take all men. I never refuse a man that wants to stick their dick inside me! I particularly like to take overweight tops or older men. I don’t like to say guys are “ugly” as it just seems mean, but for guys that are not chosen as much by hot guys, I love letting them to mount me from behind and breed me. Particularly older guys, many of them really know how to fuck and they have great stamina; more often then not! I have also found older men to be really fun to talk to and be with and give good advice.

“Ugly” subjective though. I’ve seen plenty of older guys the “too hot” gays wouldn’t touch (for being “ugly”) or whose wives won’t touch them and they turn out to be beasts who shoot humongous loads or will take load after load.

Love late night sex on the beach...fun story a few years back, I was in Puerto Vallarta for a week with my best friend, (best buddy since elementary school) and his husband. We had rented a two bedroom condo near the beach. They know I’m an anonymous CumDump and they are a long-term monogamous couple, but we get along well and frequently vacation together. We went out to the bars and dancing every night, but they always left early and I stayed to play. One night at Paco Pacos I met a handsome local guy, kissing and drinking, we decided to leave go to the beach (my idea). It’s a no moon night so it’s very dark. Kissing and sucking, he had me get naked, in my slightly inebriated state I put my shirt, shorts, shoes on the sand, phone in my shoes. I lost track of where they were as we’re sucking and going in the water, then he wanted to fuck me, I get on my hands/knees, he squats behind me and we had hella good sex by the water. He cums inside me and boom, he’s done! We both go trying to find our clothes, he gets his, my shoes are where we left them, but the water had gotten my shorts and shirts, my shoes are almost gone as the wave were hitting them...my phone was still there. He was like “I gotta go.” I’m asking him to help me find my shorts. He leaves, there I sit. I called my best friend, woke him up and asked him to come get me quickly and bring a t shirt and shorts..and not to tell his husband. 20 minutes later he shows up with his husband, I’m saying, “why did u tell him? Ugh.” His husband says, “my husband gets a call late night to bring clothes to a beach and I gotta see this.” He laughed and still brings it up today, but was great sex on the beach!!!

Mine had to be close to 30 seconds as well. He was a hung guy that was rock hard. He may not have had much experience because he just rammed it in without easing. I am a little on the loose side (lol) so it wasn’t a big deal. He pumped a few times then pulled out. I was like what’s wrong? Thinking he didn’t like it or something. He said he was done and pulled up his shorts and left. I thought he was kidding until I Felched his load out.

At the treasure chest in Portland maine. Duced into a booth with a really cute 30 something bear. Nice furry body, about 5'8", nice soft fur on his body and a nice tight round belly. His cock was about 7 in and straight as a poker. I started out on my knees sucking his cock it was a great cock to suck. Pushed it past the back of my throat. He moaned every time his cock popped past my throat.I backed off his cock to catch my breath and told him I would love it up my ass. He told me to stand up and turn around so I did. I spit on my hand lubed up my hole I only spit fuck. He worked his cock in at a nice pace. Pushing it in about a quarter then pulling it out pushing it in about a half. I hit the poppers hard. I love anonymous raw cock up my ass in the adult bookstore. He pushed all the way in and I felt it pop past my second sphincter. I moaned "oh fuck" and started talking dirty. He set a nice Pace sliding in and out of my hole. I moaned like a whore hitting the poppers. At one point I let him slip out and turned around and sucked his cock some more. I love atm. Sucking the dick that's been up my hole really turns me on. I stood again turned around and he plunged back into my hole. He picked up a fast pace. I begged him to breed me he shoved it really deep one last time and I felt his cock pulsing. I knew he was filling me with his seed. I didn't ask him about status. I just took his load. Another hot fuck at the treasure chest.

10. Doctor's Orders "Oh HELL," Shay grunted again. His cock spurted several more times, spraying his precious, masculine load inside of me. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw the new guy stroking his dick with one hand, and playing with his nipple in another. There was something across his chest, but I was too high to figure it out. The stranger was staring at me. He was enjoying the scene, and it was turning him on. But it wasn't a lustful, desiring stare. It was something darker, more controlling. He had seen what he wanted, and he was going to get it. There was nothing I could do that would change that. He was going to fuck me. "Give him what he needs?" "He's got my vote," Shay said. From a pocket, he produced a black marker. He scribbled something on my chest, under where the other men had put their initials. I tried to read it, but between my position, the drugs, and the upside-down writing, I could only make out an S. "And my load," he said, as his dick twitched one last time in me. "He's fucking dripping sperm tonight," the stranger said. "Best way for a boy like him," Shay said. He smiled at me, before slowly pulling his dick out of me. "Gotta make sure every drop stays inside you. Get you pregnant, huh?" The two men laughed. "It's not quite pregnancy," the other man said. He had stepped all the way into the pool of light. He was in his mid-thirties, his hair thinning a bit, and there were a few flecks of grey in it as well. But it only made him look more mature and masculine. That was helped by his erect cock. It was about the same size as Shay's, or maybe a bit smaller. But a bit smaller than Shay was still a big dick. In the light, I could see his costume more clearly. Around his neck hung a lanyard with an ID badge and a stethoscope. He had pushed down a pair of faded green scrubs; they were taut around his hairy, muscular thighs. He was a horny, hung doctor. Although I craved a thick cock deep-dicking me, I knew my limits. A more reasonable cock would still scratch that persistent itch, and let me recover a bit. "Jesse," he said. "You must be Kenta," he said. He pushed his scrubs all the way down, exposing a red biohazard tattoo on his thigh. Above the biohazard, he also had the now-familiar three repeated sixes, in dark Fraktur letters. "Yeah," I replied. He knelt down on the couch, right between my legs. "Jon's been telling everyone how good your ass feels. He asked me to give a professional opinion." "You? Are you a real doctor?" "Here?" he said. "Or in real life? Not that it matters, really." "No, I guess it doesn't." "Now. You've been fucked by a few men already?" I nodded. "Good, he continued. "All raw?" I nodded again. "Good. Cum in you?" Once more, I nodded in agreement. "That's all very good to hear. Now, I want to try it out." I spread my legs slightly, opening up for him. It had hardly been a minute since Shay had pulled out, and I was already hungry. I had never been this horny, and I loved it. The freedom of prep was liberating, and the drugs only made it so much better. "Please," I moaned. I reached down and grabbed my ass cheeks. I pulled them apart, exposing my hole to him. "Fuck me." "All those loads you took. Now, are you going to take mine?" "Please, Jesse," I grunted. "Fuck me." More than just his cock, I needed his seed. "Give me your load. Breed me." He lined his cock up with my hole. "Please." "When you ask so nicely, how can I say no?" Jesse said. He had a trace of a Southern drawl. It only made me want him more. My brain suddenly fixated on the idea of a Southern daddy doctor dick in Asian twink hole. I wanted him to act it out on me. Even as I was fantasizing, he pushed his cock into me. I was already very well lubricated and opened up, so it was easy to accommodate his dick. "Goddamn," he muttered. "That's a well-fucked hole. Bet you can take the whole thing?" "Give it to me," I moaned. His cock was barely a third of the way in my hole. I felt it slide past my finger tips. His cock was like steel; Shay's dick had been big, but it was like dense, springy rubber. This cock was solid, like a stone shaft. "Oh fuck," I grunted. Even though it was smaller, the stiffness made it harder to take. "Give me a second," I managed to say. His cock slowed down, but did not stop. It was an inexorable force, and there was nothing I could do. Any hope I had of this being a recovery fuck vanished. "Your hole is so hot," Jesse said. "But I know you can do it." He smiled at me, and another inch of cock disappeared into me. "Just relax. Find the pleasure. Here is help." He held a bottle of poppers under my nose. The warmth of the poppers filled my nose and lungs. "Please," I started, but my words were interrupted by another hit from the brown bottle. "Just a little more," he said. "Doctor's orders," he continued. "I know it is a bit uncomfortable, but you're going to be thankful. "What feels good?" "Please," I grunted again. I asked him to stop. "Give me your cock," I said. I couldn't take another second. "Fuck me hard." I couldn't believe what I was saying. "That's it," he said. "You've done a lot of drugs. They are going to cloud your judgement. So it's expected." I was struggling to maintain my composure. His cock was pushing me over the edge, and I wanted to break down and cry. Yet, the poppers were still fucking me over. "Fuck me harder," I said. I didn't want that. I wanted him out of me, and I wanted to be home and safe. "Of course," he said. "As hard as you want. You know what you like." He stabbed his cock into me, pushing the entire length into me. Time slowed down, and I could fully comprehend each painful millimeter forcing its way into me. "This feels really good," he said, as my asshole burned in agony. "Hell yeah," I spoke. I couldn't understand why I just didn't say what I wanted. I tired again. "Fuck me. I need it." It wasn't what I wanted to say, and what I was saying was going to be agonizing. "I see it," he said. "That was what Jon and I were worried about. When you get high," he started. I nodded. I wanted to know why I couldn't say what I needed. I didn't dare speak; it was only going to make things worse. "Fuck me hard and breed your load into me," I said, against my mind's every effort to stay silent. "Yeah. That." Jesse smiled, and his dick pistoned in and out of me. "When you're high, your body takes over." He pushed his dick back into me. "It's fucking hot. Just let it happen. Your body knows what it needs. You're going to love it." "Please," I moaned. "It's intense." "I know it is," he said. "But this feels so fucking good. Your cum-filled hole wrapped around my hard cock." "Fuck me," I moaned. It was going to be an intense fuck. Even though I knew this was a dick too much for now, I kept on begging him. "Pound my hole." "As you wish," Jesse said. He pulled out, then pushed in again, and then kept on repeating it. My ass was burning, and each stroke only made it worse. "You're going to be tender and sore in the morning. But it will be worth it." "Please. Cum in me." "Is that what you want?" he asked. "Your hole dripping with random guy's sperm?" "Just breed me." I was going a bit crazy. He was teasing me with his dick, stretching me and opening me up, and edging himself closer. But I wanted his cum. He was hot and healthy, and it didn't matter that we were fucking raw. "Cum in me." "That's what I like to hear. Not too much for you, is it?" He slammed his dick in, almost daring me to say it was. I tried to grunt and tell him how I needed a break. I wanted a break. But I said just the opposite. "Don't stop. Fuck me until you cum." "That's the right attitude," Jesse said. He kept on fucking me. I looked up, and standing next to me was another man, watching the two of us fuck. "It's gonna help you a lot tonight." He was naked except for a leather harness across his chest, a pair of leather gloves, and black leather boots. He was hairy all over, and out of a dense mound of pubes, a thick, hard cock emerged. There was a bit of grey in his beard, but he looked amazing. He had a sleeve of tattoos on his left arm, all in black and white; it was hard to see all of them, but I saw a skeleton on his bicep, and a snake wrapped around his arm several times. However, rather than the biohazard tattoo above his dick that the other men had, he had an inverted pentagram. "Come on," the new man said. "Give the rest of us a chance on that hole." He stepped a bit closer, and I saw that the intricate pattern in the middle of the pentagram was a biohazard symbol. "Jon can't stop talking about that prepped-up ass." "I'm giving it my vote," Jesse said. He pushed his dick into me. "You want it?" he asked me. "Please," I moaned. He would cum in me, and pull out. Then I could get a short break before I got to continue the night. "Cum in me." "Give him what he wants," the stranger said. "What he needs," Jesse grunted, pushing his dick deep into me. He didn't pre-cum as much as some of the other men. Although the other men had left me well-lubed, Jesse had been working it into my hole, and his strokes were getting rougher. "Fuck this hole good." "Bareback and breed that hole," the stranger said. "Give him the gift." "Hell yeah," Jesse grunted. He was starting to pound my hole faster, and he was breathing harder. Deep in my hole, his dick was stiffening; he was getting very close to cumming. "Breed this boy's hole," he repeated. "Please," I moaned. "Cum in me." I couldn't think about anything other than Jesse's cock injecting his load deep in my hole. "Give it to me." "FUCK YEAH," Jesse said, slamming his cock into me. He held it, and I felt the familiar warmth of cum filling me up. I barely knew Jesse, yet I was more than happy to let him fuck me raw and cum in me. There was another pulse down the length of his cock, and more of his sperm landed in my guts. "TAKE IT," he grunted. "That's it. Fill him up," the stranger said. He was jerking his cock now, watching the two of us fuck. "Get him ready for me." "Hell yeah," Jesse said. He was pumping my ass now, his cock sliding in and out of my hole, coating it with his sperm. "Take every fucking drop of it," he continued. "Please. All of it," I said. My head was spinning, and it was hard to even keep track of where I was. But this was what I needed. I turned my attention to the stranger. "You're going to fuck me, right?" "Of course I am. Give you a good fucking, and then a very special load." "He's got a fat dick, doesn't he?" Jesse asked. The stranger's dick was a bit shorter than Jesse's, but it was a thick shaft, topped with a big mushroom head. "You're going to love it," he said. It was going to be an intense ride. "Please," I said. "I want it." "I'm sure you do," the stranger said. "You done there?" he asked Jesse. "Or do you have more to do?" "Almost done," Jesse said. He turned his attention. "Great ass. Now. Doctor's orders." I nodded, waiting to hear what he was going to tell me to do. "Take a lot of loads. I'll see about getting you some more G. It will make it easier." He pulled his cock out of my hole. I squeezed my ass, trying not to let any of the semen drip out. "Your turn," Jesse said to the other man, as he stood up. His dick was shiny from my ass. It felt so depraved, to know that one man had just fucked me, and there was a total stranger ready to take his place. "You're going to take his load, right?" Jesse asked me. "Promise," I said. I turned to the stranger. "You're going to give me your load?" "Promise," he said, as he knelt down between my legs. He rubbed his dickhead up against my ass hole. "Damn. Jesse said you were wet. But I didn't believe him. It's like fucking a pussy." "It's your hole to fuck," I said. "I know it is. And you're going to take all of it."

The below is a work of fiction. Any similarity to things that have happened at conventions I have attended are, of course, purely coincidental 😉 I was at a convention and getting seriously blue balled. Anyone who's been to that kind of thing understands what I mean. Boys who are flaking, boys who get distracted, and of course, lots of boys who say yes to you, but also what to say yes to someone who's more famous or handsome so they keep you on the back burner until they finally get rejected and neither one of you go away happy. So as you can imagine, I was getting kind of frustrated, and even though I'd already had sex six times that weekend, I was looking for lucky number seven. After all, this convention was being held in a state known for liking gambling and taking risks. 😉 I was going through all of the telegram chats and other messaging services to see if I could find someone, and much to my surprise, they found me. They saw that I was posting ads and dick pics in various chats and wanted to approach but they were more than a little shy and scared. That's fine, furries usually are shy creatures, but the rewards are always worth it. so we began to chat, and I found out why he was so shy: he was HIV positive. this isn't exactly an unexpected thing in the fur fandom, lots of boys are HIV positive, and it's generally well accepted, but that doesn't mean that you are guaranteed to get laid. After all, a lot of people are squeamish about banging a boy is HIV positive, even if he is medicated. And this boy revealed to me that, because his health insurance had been cut off, he had been going un medicated for a while. I'd be lying if I said that didn't cause me any concern. After all, I also wasn't able to get medication due to my insurance being absolute garbage, but the more I talked, the more confident I felt about rolling the dice. The boy was just way too cute to pass up, as well as way too horny. I'm pretty sure I could have talked to this kid into anything, and it's not like I'm going to turn down a hot young 19-year-old plaything without a very good reason. We agreed to meet on two conditions. One, both of us would be wearing our suit heads, and we would not take them off until he left my hotel room. Additionally, unless we clicked, we wouldn't get up to thing. And lastly, I was not to talk to his mate about this at all, because his mate was concerned the boy might get a reputation as being something of a spreader. Even if I was walking into this trap with my eyes open. If this was a movie or a story I'm sure we would have had an extended conversation about what was going on in his life and assessing the risks and seeing what we were both comfortable with. But that's not real life, and when this cute coyote boy wearing nothing but his suit head and paws and a jock strap showed up at my door started wagging the tail that he had attached to that job strap at me, I immediately threw him over on the bed and began pounding him. I didn't care if he was infected or not, I didn't care that he had that sort of beautiful wastrel body that some guys get when they've been dealing with the disease unmedicated for a while, all I care is that he was an extremely attractive, extremely willing, and extremely hot piece of ass. I had originally intended to spend only a short time with him, just enough to get to know him, pump and dump, and then send him out the door. But to this day I have never had a partner loved cock as much as he did. After I finished pounding his ass the first time, he shoved my dick into his first suit muzzle and gave it a good cleaning, then all but dragged me into the bathroom begging for me to piss on him. then more oral, more anal, back to the bedroom for anal and a different position, I was pounding his ass like it owed me money until after 2 hours I was so physically exhausted that neither one of us could get me up and going again. It took almost 2 hours for us to both calm down and recover enough to where he could sneak back off to do whatever else he was doing, with his mate and his friends ideally none the wiser. Although I can't help but think they would have noticed the smell. In any event, he made me promise never to tell anyone, never to tie it to his name, and also to never see him again. At least, not until I was either medicated or HIV positive myself, as he felt very guilty about potentially infecting me. I'd be lying if I said I didn't give a shit, let's just say there was some harrowing and anxious waiting for the next couple of weeks while I waited for a negative test to come back, which it did, but I almost didn't care at that point. Whatever had led him to become HIV positive had also instilled with him a sexual lust and ability that I've not experienced before or since. This kid loved having sex the way a man dying of thirst loves water or a starving dog loves a decent meal. It was all passion and animal instinct. Him always knowing what he wanted, and making sure I knew how to give it to him. And of course, him lavishing praise on my person and my body and my sexual prowess, and making sure I got plenty of feedback about what a good time he was having. We haven't talked since, in fact I'm not even sure how I would be able to get in touch with him at this point, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't rub one out thinking about him on a regular basis. I never saw his face, and he never saw mine, and we never even exchanged the names we use within the fandom. But God damn, I just hope that boy is out there somewhere, he would be 21 now, giving some other hot top the ride of their lives.

I met this hot 6ft tall black guy on Grindr today, he sent me pics of his thick 9” cock and I knew I had to have it. I cleaned up and headed over to his place. We got undressed and I started blowing him on the bed feeling his thick meat grow in my mouth till I started gagging from the length. He then put me on my back, lubed up and slid inside me. It felt amazing, he then fucked me in every position imaginable for the next 2 hours. He said he took a long time to cum but I wasn’t complaining. We finally finished with me bent over the bed and him pounding away at my hole till he shot a huge load balls deep inside me. I might just have to make this a weekly thing.

I disagree too, so many so say 'hot' guys are too judgemental. I believe that if you see some one you wanna fuck with, just do it. Don't care what prissy guys think. Life is short, enjoy

That is unwise. The virus doesn’t take vacations. Instead, what it will do is take advantage of the fact that it isn’t being suppressed to replicate and increase your viral load, and possibly increase its reservoirs in your body. I talked to my specialist about this very thing two weeks ago. Many factors could be contributing to your meds not being as effective as they should. Depending on hat you eat and when you eat it in relation to when you take your meds, your diet could be interfering with full potency. Do you use anything like psyllium husk (Metamucil) as prep for cleanout? If used around the time you take your meds, it can actually encapsulate your meds and prevent their absorption (someone on here posted about passing an entire ART pill this way). Stress can be a factor, lack of exercise, certain nutritional deficiencies - or even simply that the med you’re taking isn’t optimal for your body chemistry. There are choices, and a med change might be in order. I strongly encourage you talk to your doctor to try to deduce what may be causing therapeutic failure rather than causing complete therapeutic failure by completely failing to take the therapy.

I've been going through a "blip" since October 227 then rechecked a month later and it was 125. Next blood draw February 8th 345 and rechecked Feb 25th 125 again. I have since stopped meds for a vacation to see it things improve once I go back on meds

I have been single since my husband died two years ago, so I don't have anyone to cheat on. I don't concern myself with whether or not my sexual partners are cheating. My husband and I were open the last eight years of our marriage. We were not supposed to keep anything secret from one another, and for a long time, I always told him because it almost always resulted in him fucking me with his big dick. The last year or two of his life he lost all interest in sex; after he died of a stroke it became apparent that he had probably been having smaller strokes for a long time which is almost certainly what happened to his sex drive. Once he lost interest, he didn't enjoy hearing about my exploits anymore. In fact, he would get resentful towards me for having fun. So I started keeping things from him. I felt bad about it, but we weren't having sex any more. I did what I felt I had to to stay sane.

Finally took some loads in 2021. Yesterday, I was horny as fuck and decided to break my self-isolation. A guy on Grindr hit me up and was nearby. We wanted to dump a load up my ass. I was all for it. I don’t like having first time hookups coming to my house, and he couldnt’ host, so he suggested the bathroom at a park nearby. There’s usually a few homeless hanging out in this park so I wasn’t sure. I went over and checked it out and it looked reasonable. Each bathroom is a single. I told him to come over. I was waiting outside the men’s and after a while I get a message that he’s in the bathroom. I didn’t see anyone go into the mens. He was in the women’s, which is probably better as all the homeless guys are men and there were no women in the park. I go in and see a skinny black guy smoking a joint. I get down on my knees and suck him hard. I then bent over the toilet (there was piss in there, which was sort of hot in a depraved way), and he shoved his average sized dick up my ass. He pounded me for quite a while, longer than I thought we should be taking in a public rest room. He finally grunts and dumps a big load up my ass. I head home and see another guy has hit me up. He’s not too far away and my wife should still be at work a while longer. He’s fucked me before, so I was ok with him coming over. He’s mostly a cum dump bottom not on PreP and doesn’t really know his status, which I find hot as fuck as I”m not on PreP at the moment either. I met him in my shed. He’s a big bear with a big belly and small dick. I suck his little dick hard, drop my pants, and bend over. He finds the target easily and starts fucking me hard. Even though his dick is small, it feels good for some reason in my loose ass. He lasted about 15 seconds and dumped a big load and headed out. I went in the house and jacked off with the cum from my ass. Today I saw on Sniffies a guy I”ve been wanting to hook up with. He’s another big bear of a guy, but with a good sized thick dick. He was able to host in a machine room at his work. I’m at work, so I clean up in the bathroom as best I could and head over. We go into the machine room and he takes off all his clothes. I was surprised but he said only he has a key so no one can get in. I take off my pants and start sucking his cock. It takes a while for him to get hard and he’s aggressively fucking my throat causing me to gag (I’m out of practice!). Finally when he’s mostly hard, he wants in my ass. I bend over and spread my cheeks. He’s able to maneuver his cock in me and starts fucking me. I can feel his cock getting harder. He pounds my ass hard and it feels great. He’s a nice thickness. After about 10 minutes of hard pounding, he shoots his load deep. I’m home now playing with his cum in my ass and seeing if anyone else is nearby before my wife comes home.

You are too sweet @takingdeepanal. If there were a ''hug'' reaction emoji I would give you one right back! 🤗 <--- That'll do! I got a better sleep via Stablized Rice Bran, Liposomal Melatonin, and CBD Oil, all Organic of course. But I have to be very careful with dosing on the latter two as they are antimicrobial, and there is currently an intense pathogenic war (bacterial and fungal) being waged in my gut and elsewhere in my body right now ... xxx

My husband tells me he's arranged for another top to come over and share my ass with, but he won't tell me who or what they look like. They turn up and it's another couple, and all three of them want to load my ass. They take turns on my ass and mouth until they all cum inside me....to be honest this is probably gonna happen at some point

Hello, first I have to apologize in case the story is difficult to understand. I write the stories in German and have them translated by the Google translator, as I cannot speak or write and read English. Needless to say, this story is fictitious, as are people and places. Medical service in the zoo Chapter 1 of 2 It was another boring day at the ambulance, doing nothing but sorting files. Then came the redeeming phone call, a local zoo still needed staff to secure a 3-day conference because another company had dropped out. So now our boss sent us to the zoo. Oh, I completely forgot to introduce ourselves, may I be forgiven, I'll make up for it immediately. We are Jefrey, 19 years old, 178 cm tall and 67 kg light. I'm Tobias, 25 years old, 183 cm tall, 70 kg. We're both paramedics. So far I didn't know much about my colleague Jefrey as he had only been with us for 14 days and it was to be our first service together. Okay, I thought we'd somehow get the job done. Jefrey was silent on the 25-minute drive, he couldn't utter a single word, he just looked out the window, lost in thought. I spoke to him about the scantily clad girls we drove past, the maximum that came out of him was: "No, not my type." I decided to watch him more closely, he must be interested in something. Suddenly I spoke to him at a red light about a boy, Jefrey looked after him, and then said: "Yeah, that could be something, but don't tell anyone in the company that I like boys." OK, so Jefrey was gay, I liked that very much, I said to him: “Hey no problem, but you don't have to hide with us. With you we're already 10 gays. ”And I grinned at him. He only answered me briefly: "I don't care." It didn't leave me in peace, and so I continued to ask him: "Do you have a boyfriend?" His answer was not long in coming and was very brief: "No." "Okay." I said, and immediately added the next question: "Am I your type?" Jefrey thought for a moment and then said: "Well, maybe." I then said: "Maybe there isn't, there is only a yes or no." And grinned at him again. Then he said: "There is something about your style, and I also like what I could see, so at first glance I would say yes." My answer came very quickly and was meant very clearly ambiguously: "Maybe you will soon have the opportunity to take a second look at me." And I grinned again. So after registration we drove to the zoo area, we were shown where we could park and our premises for the next 3 days. On the one hand, there was the medical room, a small room painted all in white with a chair and an old couch. The other room wasn't much better, also completely white with two tables and a few chairs, nothing else. So I thought to myself, well that can be cheerful. In the conference there are only lectures and a few workshops, from which there is no danger. There's nothing here, not even a radio. And should I withstand that for 3 days? At lunchtime Jefrey said: "I'll go out and get something to eat." I said: "Yes, do it, and if you find something cool, bring it with you." So Jefrey went off, after 30 minutes he came back, he had 3 packages with him, with currywurst and french fries. I asked him: "Tell me why 3 times the whole thing?" Jefrey grinned and replied: "We'll see." After 5 minutes of waiting, a young zookeeper came to our room and I have to say he looked damn cool in his green dungarees with the yellow T-shirt underneath. He was around 20-22 years old, 1.90 meters tall and very slim, had brown hair and deep dark blue eyes, what a rare combination I thought. He sat between us, and I wondered beforehand why Jefrey had left a chair empty. I noticed that the T-shirt was a bit too short, because it was sliding up a bit, whereby the guy also pushed his pants down a bit when he sat down. I couldn't help myself, I had to look and almost forgot the currywurst. My reaction was of course not unnoticed by anyone except myself. I continued to look at the zookeeper, and I noticed that I was so shocked that I said what I wanted to think, which shocked me even more: "Tell me where is it your underpants? " My head turned dark red, no, how could I say that? My god that was embarrassing. The zookeeper stayed cool and just said: "You two can examine me." Jefrey, who had already eaten, couldn't be told twice, and immediately started to remove the hangers from the dungarees and take off the hot guy’s T-shirt. I was still perplexed and I was rooted to the spot on my chair, half the currywurst was still lying in front of me, and I was still staring at Jefrey and this horny zookeeper. This has never happened to me before. Frank, the name of this horny zookeeper, only said after a short time: "Don't you want to touch it, or should I go next door with your colleagues?" These words tore me out of my thoughts, and I replied: "No, stay calm here, and I want to feel clearly too." Frank's answer was then very short, which was no wonder, because Jefrey was on the hot, well-trained stomach with one hand and already disappeared a bit deeper into the pants with the other hand. He just said: "Well then do it." Inwardly I took hold of my heart and Frank's chest, I could feel Frank his inner restlessness, he grasped my neck with his arm and brought my head to his with his hand, and our tongues were already clutching each other. I can't tell whether my tongue was in his mouth or his in mine, the mood was so heated now. After a short time I had to grasp Jefrey's tongue, and Jefrey was also good at it. So it went back and forth for a while. Jefrey wanted to see more of me and I wanted to see Jefrey, so we all continued to undress each other. It was almost clear to me that we wouldn't find any underpants at Frank, but there was an amazing 22 × 6.5 cm tail, I just thought my face was a fat, long monster. I could hardly control myself, I wanted so badly to feel it in my mouth. While I was blowing, Frank was fumbling around in my pants and I was fumbling with Jefreys. What amazed me, however, was where had Jefrey's boxers gone? He was still wearing one this morning. Frank was getting more and more restless, of course, I still had the cock in my mouth, only I didn't really notice the restlessness because I couldn't believe my eyes when I had my colleague's cock in my hand, it was a bit longer but a little thinner than Franks. Jefrey had real 23.5 × 5.5 cm to offer, I must have landed in XXL paradise. Meanwhile Frank's cock started to pump 6 or 7 thrusts came straight into my mouth it was so much I had to swallow. I've never swallowed sperm before, never wanted to, after all, I was aware of the dangers. But well, today I had to, there was no way around it. Grinning, Frank and Jefrey asked me at the same time: "Well, did it taste good?" How should I behave? Lying? Or tell the truth? I decided it was the truth, and replied: "Yes, very much." Frank used the short break to take off my pants and my boxer shorts, always fiddling with my hole. With the second hand, Frank took my cock in the mangle, which was finally freed, mine is not small either, but not nearly as big as the two of them. Frank then asked: "Will it get bigger or will it stay that way?" Now I had to let go of Jefrey's cock, which I now had in my mouth, and answer. "No, it stays at 20 × 5 cm, it just gets a little harder if you keep working." Frank didn't have to be told twice, with one hand he fingered more and more in my hole, and with his mouth he began to blow my cock while I slowly brought Jefrey to climax. The mood was really very charged, almost electrifying. Jefrey grew quieter and quieter, hardly a moan could be heard from him, but I got louder. Jefrey and I came at the same time, Jefrey also injected an almost infinite amount of sperm into my mouth in 5 bursts, and again I had to swallow. But Frank also struggled with my semen flow, he swallowed 6 fat spurts without stopping, and sucked the last drops out of me. Frank was still fingering in my hole, already with two fingers, and everything without any lubricant. Now came the all-important sentence from Frank, for which I had almost been waiting, almost everyone can guess what it was like, but for those who can't ... "You have a really hot ass cunt that I would like to fuck." That was Frank's execution. Well, I was really on tour and wanted to be fucked, but also to fuck. But now I asked: "Does one of you two have condoms on his pocket?" Jefrey's answer came promptly, and I was almost startled: "No, we haven't, and honestly, we don't need it either." And Frank added: "We can pull out first and then squirt on the ass." At these words both grinned so much that I should have noticed, but didn't. I then said, "Okay, let's do it this way." My first time bareback, but the promise to pull out was there. Frank and Jefrey now licked my hole alternately and extensively, in addition they were now both fingering around inside me, I was so horny, I almost hosed, just from licking and fingers. Now Frank Jefrey asked: "You fuck him first, yours is a little thinner than mine." Jefrey immediately sat down behind me, and docked. He was inside without much resistance, and he started slowly, while Frank held his ass in front of my face, I should now lick too. It presented itself in front of me an absolutely hairless ass, with a clearly visible rosette, which looked almost freshly fucked. It should turn out that the two had already had a quickie behind them. As I licked Frank's rosette, more and more liquid came out of the ass, which at first I didn't even notice, and I always slurped away. So I swallowed Jefrey's sperm again, which I only noticed at the end, when the last bit came out with a little fart. I was startled but said nothing, and Jefrey pulled his cock out of my ass, grinning. Now Frank stepped behind me, and aimed at my fucked up hole with his horse hammer, I felt it even more clearly than Jefrey's cock, but when it was stuck in it until it stopped, it was awesome. I thought to myself, wow, that's awesome, and I can handle this monster without any lubricant. What I didn't know at the time, Jefrey hadn't just pulled out so that he could do it again later, no, he had just fucked his juice in me so that Frank would have it easier. So now Frank was at work behind me, and Jefrey held his hole in front of my face. Should there be a surprise for me too? I resolved to watch out for it, but I didn't really succeed because Frank was pounding my ass, twirling my pierced nipples in the process. Man could fuck the two horny. I was really distracted, and of course Jefrey also gave me his load from the hairless rosette in the mouth, and here too I only noticed it when the final fart. I was almost mad, sperm again. But again I didn't show anything. As long as they keep their promise not to squirt into my hole, everything is not so wild, and I thought the risk was rather low. Now Jefrey asked me very quietly: "Would you like to have two pistons in you at the same time?" What should i say now? I was in the mood for it, but two bangs? I haven't even had such a hammer in me before. And now two of them? Still, I said: "Yes, we can try it, but don't be angry if it doesn't work." A wide grin was written on both of their faces, and Frank said: "So far, every mare has managed to take in two stallions at the same time." What was that term? Mare? Well, I was already sitting on Frank, Jefrey pushed me back gently, but definitely slightly, and started carefully. I thought to myself, well, I hope it will go well, and then I hope Frank won't come inside of me. After all, he's been hammering me for 20 minutes. What I did not suspect, Frank had already discharged inside me. To my amazement, Jefrey was actually able to slide his cock up Frank's cock in my ass, there was slight pain, but it was bearable. So now two studs were fucking me at the same time, but carefully, and Frank was still playing with my stiff pierced nipples. And me? I was getting hornier. Shortly afterwards my cock started to twitch and without even doing anything I splashed off, and got my own load in the face. A few seconds later Jefrey pulled his latte out of me and put it in my mouth, and again there were 6 batches of cream that I had to swallow. Frank also pulled his hard-on out of me and gave me the juice in 5 bursts in my mouth, which I had to swallow again. I thought so, great, the two of them kept their promise. Haha, puff cake, of course not. We went to the shower next to the lounge and had a good shower, all fiddling with each other. Frank still couldn't help but keep his fingers off my ass and just said: “Wow, he's awesome open , I'm getting excited again. " I didn't even notice that I was leaking while showering, but sperm stayed inside me. When we finished showering we got dressed again and Jefrey took Franks and his boxers out of the side pocket of his uniform pants. We snuck around a bit and agreed on a second round for the next day. Frank then said that he would like to be the mare that we want to get pregnant. "Impregnated?" I asked. "Yes, pregnant." Said Frank, and added: "I don't let rubbers get into me, I want to feel the sperm inside me." Okay, I thought you already said yes. You mustn't back down now either. We said goodbye to each other until the next day, the medical service for that day was almost over, another hour. Jefrey said all of a sudden: “You asked me earlier if you were my type. Now I could check, and yes, you would, but you have to leave the stupid condoms out of me too. Apart from that, from today on you won't need them any more. " The whole trip I was wondering what he meant by that, I don't need condoms anymore. At the guard when changing clothes, I asked him again: “What did you mean earlier? I don't need condoms anymore? " Jefrey's answer was different than I expected: "Take off your boxers and give them to me." Irritated, I did so, but asked again. "Come to me, we'll fuck another round, and then I'll tell you." "Without a condom?" That was my question. "Yes, of course, without a condom." Was the answer. I found him so horny and agreed to it. After the hot fuck at Jefrey's home, he said: "If you were negative until this morning, you haven't been since this afternoon." Then I asked: "How not to be negative anymore?" "As I said, you are no longer negative, our fours are already working in you." "But you always pulled out before you came?" I asked, startled. "No, we gave you everything in." Said Jefrey "just like before, I gave you everything, and you gave me." Oh holy shit, they infected me with the virus, which I always wanted to avoid. What do I do now? Especially tomorrow was the next medical service and we have already agreed on the next fuck. "See it positively," said Jefrey. "From now on you only have hot sex."

I have experienced many anal orgasms, normally when being fisted by an experienced fisting top or alone using toys. As guys have said the anal orgasm is really something that needs to be experienced, I don't necessarily cum but the sensations and feelings associated with this are orgasmicly phenomenal. After such a session I lay there asking myself and anyone who will listen "why don't more people do this" they just don't know what they're missing. My best was when laying on my back being fisted by a top with another tops cock in my mouth and him playing with my nipples - holy fuuuuuck the waves continued for about 5 minutes and left me wanting more, bring it on, bring it on 🙂

Interesting post. I have to admit that my 40s did mark a bit of a downturn in sexual experience, but my 50s have proved the opposite. I do work hard to keep fit - in fact, I’m in better shape physically now that at any time in my life. Maybe that helps, I don’t know.

This story is based on a true experience and only changed slightly... It was just two weeks after I got tested positive. The fuck flu had hit me badly a month ago, so I got tested and the results were obvious. It didn't surprise me since I had stopped my prep half a year ago but couldn't change my sex habits. Regularly people could find my ass pushed against a glory hole at the arcades taking about any cock that wanted to unload. The feeling of selfish guys just seeing me as a hole to please their cocks and getting rewarded with a big anonymous load inside me was far stronger than the fear of getting infected. I lived the sex life I wanted and that made me happy, so I assumed that I would become poz offering my ass in these dirty places. I did have some regulars. But I have to admit that I very much enjoyed being bred by as many different guys as possible. So on Grindr I was often looking out for visitors in town to get some fresh seed inside me. Age usually doesn't matter when I am hunting, but that day a young Asian twink drew my attention. I hadn't seen him around before. He was 22 and his profile showed a cute innocent boy face, even though he could not be that innocent since his profile clearly stated he was looking for a hook up. We started chatting and I came to know he was on his first business trip ever here to Europe and he was in town for a few days before continuing on a short holiday to visit Paris, Amsterdam and London as well. But quickly we spoke about sex... He said he came from a smaller town where it is hard to hook up. He had some experience of course, but more the regular stuff 'kissing, sucking, fucking' only, and always with condom. He couldn't get prep where he lived and wanted to play safe. With my 35 we clearly had an age gap but he was very keen on fucking some white daddies. He had big expectations for this trip to Europe and had already fucked two guys in the first days at his hotel room, but he always mentioned safe just like we are all told by everyone when we grow up. He was very talkative on grindr and I noticed he was very keen on exploring new things. I took that as a sign to show him some pictures of my gaping ass. He answered within seconds "Slut!" and I asked him whether it was too much for him. He said no and gave me to understand that I should just tell him anything I am into. I told him about the arcades where I regularly go to get my ass filled. Told him that the cocks on the other side can be young sexy guys or older chubby daddies, I'd take them all. He was very excited speaking to such an experienced guy and loved to hear my slutty stories, pushing more and more for details and telling me about how he wants to dominate daddies and make them submit themselves to his rather decent Asian cock. I was super keen on meeting him, but he said he already had a sex date for the evening and it was 4pm. He didn't want to let that guy down, but I didn't want to give up so easily since I really loved what I saw on the pics we had exchanged. We finally agreed we could meet at my place and that he would come just to play with my ass, fuck me a bit with condom but that he will not cum since he needs to save the load for the buddy he'd meet at 8pm. I agreed to this, knowing that my newly pozzed hole would not be happy feeling a wrapped cock inside me and then even let the guy leave without making him cum. I showered and prepared my ass for him. He said he wanted to make my hole gape like on the first pictures we exchanged. I wanted to show him what true sex can be compared to the vanilla sex he had back home. While he was on his way, I started fingering my hole, took the dildo out of the draw and started fucking myself with it. Once something penetrates my ass it's like a switch that turns on and I became insatiable until I get seeded. I was looking in the draw what else I could surprise him with. I put on my leather collar, harness and then hooded myself so he will truly see what a submissive bottom looks like that wants to be used as a sex toy. He texted me that he was close and I told him I'd have a surprise for him. I'll wait for him ass up, door open, on the bathroom floor. He told me he got an instant boner reading this and he'll be there in 5 minutes. Besides the hood, leather collar and harness, I pushed the dildo back inside me, went into position and waited until the door opened. Hearing the sound of the door open, knowing that a total stranger walks in and sees my slutty ass exposed like that always makes me super hard instantaneously. Even more when it is a super young guy that will explore what is true sex between men. He took off his shoes and walked straight into the bathroom, without taking off any other clothes. I just heard a big "Wow" as he saw my ass filled with the dildo. "I have never seen a slut like that". He started caressing my butt, slowly touching the dildo that was locked inside my ass. He seemed a bit helpless somehow And I could truly tell he was inexperienced. But at the same time I could hear a very heavy breathing from him and gentle moaning so I knew he was fully excited about this totally new situation he was in. He grabbed the shaft of the dildo and started moving it slowly in and out. I remained in position, not making any single noise but just letting him decide what to do with me. He pulled the dildo all the way out, leaving my hole gaping, and pushed it back inside and repeated that several times. Then he started to become a bit more aggressive with the thrusts pushing the dildo inside in one go, trying to see my reaction. As I was still breathing like noting happened he gave the dildo an extra push to get every single inch inside my hole, remaining deep inside me and then exercising very quick movements with his hand giving me a really deep fuck with the dildo. I did not moan but starting breathing a bit heavier which he noticed immediately. That's when he started to truly slam the dildo inside me ass again and again, hear that plopping sound when the dildo comes out and pushing it rapidly back inside over and over again. That innocent looking boy started to become a true dominant top wanting wreck my mancunt. When he pulled it out all the way and noticed that my ass was fully gaping and standing open, I heard him unbuckle his pants, open the zipper and take out his cock. I had put condoms on the floor respecting his choice, but then suddenly this safe only boy placed his cock in front of my gaping hole and started getting it raw inside my freshly pozzed hole. It must have been just like two dogs when the male dog sees the back of the female dog and jumps straight onto her starting his quick fuck movements. My innocent boy didn't even have the time to pull down his pants, he simply opened them in that urgent need to be inside my hole. He told me before he wanted to save his load for the guy in the evening, but now that I already had him raw inside me, I didn't want to let him go without breeding me. I wanted his Asian seed deep inside me. So I started playing with my ass muscle to contract it from time to time giving him a true feeling of being milked. He moaned so much as he fucked me raw. He pushed my head onto the floor to get the best access to my hole. I started begging him to fuck me hard, use my hole and to make me his cum dump. His neg cock was simply pounding in and out of my poz hole. Being detected so recently I hadn't gotten on meds yet and my hole was truly toxic. And his neg unprotected cock was fucking inside this toxic hole, having no prep to help him. I started thinking about how he will travel through Europe potentially carrying my virus with him and fucking so many other guys. And then take it back home to Asia and even spread it there. As I was deep in these thoughts I suddenly heard him moan really loud, his cock rested deep inside me and then I felt his cock pulsating, flooding my poz hole with his neg seed. I could literally feel his cum flow inside me. He collapsed on my back, his cock still inside me, and I noticed he was still fully dressed and must truly just have taken out his cock to fuck me. As he laid on top of me, I whispered "Thank you for your seed". He then said he indeed just wanted to come to play with my hole, but when he saw me slutty like that and see my ass gaping, he just had that urge to feel my sloppy pussy with his cock. He had seen the condoms on the floor but couldn't be bothered. Instead he had this urgent animalistic need to just breed me and make me pregnant with his semen. Little does he know that it might not just having been him making me pregnant, but that he might have gotten something in return from me...

I am sure I meant to say my cock is hard and dripping 😀

Hey friend; I know you say you're not depressed, but it certainly sounds like it. You can be depressed and want the best for others. It's that you don't want to look after yourself or feel you're not worth it, the tiredness and wanting to be left alone. The current crisis can throw anyone into a spiral, but if you're already reeling from a very unpleasant situation with work, and feel that you're not making progress in life and don't have a support network of friends around you, your mental wellbeing is going to disintegrate. HIV is treatable and you're a young guy with lots to live for; the fact that you currently don't feel this is true, doesn't change the fact that there is happiness in your future - and as far as I know, Brazil has free healthcare right? So you can get treatment for free? I'm sure there will be others here who can go into more detail but to answer your questions: 1) Though I've never been homeless, a very close friend from school lives as a hermit and traveller. It stemmed from a lack of self-esteem and his mental health has only gotten worse as time went on; his detachment from the world has left him isolated and afraid of human contact and intimacy - except when he's high (which he is more and more) - when he tells me via a string of messages how important I am to him. Though I understand the urge to shut yourself off from the world, I've seen the damage isolation does to people - you should fight that urge and work to build a support network of friends and acquaintances around you. How easy that is to do in the current climate, I don't know, but if you can seek out meetings of likeminded people; people who share your interests and hobbies and start socialising, start giving yourself purpose and structure, you will feel better again. 2) Others will be able to answer this better I'm sure - but there's no defined time limit. The aquired diseases that kill you are called opportunistic because they take advantage of your compromised immune system. If you're healthy and take care of yourself, these infections don't have much of a chance and you can live a normal life - but if you stop taking care of yourself...at some point you will most likely get sick and suffer a very tragic, preventable and unpleasant death, from a wide variety of infections and cancers. We should all take care of our health, HIV or not, and that means regular checkups with the doctor, and medication if necessary - your status doesn't mean you have to live an extraordinary life. 3) Monastic retreats for periods of reflection are (in the UK at least) available to most people. You need to find monasteries that can accommodate you and usually they're short term stays. I do think you could find one in Brazil but i honesty think you'd be better off building yourself a little structure in your life - you can always go on a retreat later on. You're not alone, I know you feel like you are. There are people out there, myself included, sat on the other side of the planet, writing to you right now to tell you that this is a blip on the road of life that you can and will overcome. Your life is precious and you feel right now is a result of some terrible circumstances all piling on top of each other, but you will feel better one day. Don't make any decisions based on how you feel right now. Keep taking care of your physical health while you work to mend your mental wellbeing and then when you're feeling better, ask if you still want to live in the way you described.

This is one of my favorite stories. I love reading about young bottoms learning to love poz cum converting them. Makes me wish I started chasing earlier.

A friend of mine and I used to fuck each other every now and then a while back, but we're both really bottoms so we've stopped that. Still, we're both pretty big sluts, so occasionally we share stories or recommendations for good tops. Well, he called me the other day and asked me if I'd be interested in a threesome. He'd recently been fucked by a guy who had expressed interest in having more than one ass to fuck, and my friend new I might be interested - especially as he promised me it really WAS a big cock! 23cm / 9" and with a matching thickness... Damn... Yup, I'd be up for that! The top wanted us to be ready for him, blindfolded and lubed up next to each other on the bed when he arrived, so last night I arrived at my friend's and we got ready - and waited... When the top arrived he instantly got naked, had a bit of a feel of both asses and forced a couple of fingers roughly inside me, and presumably also in my friend, judging by his moaning. And then the top moved on to the bed and my friend REALLY started moaning, and before long I could hear the sound of the top slamming pretty aggressively into my friend's ass! Fuck, it was so hot to lie there, naked and blindfolded and horned up on poppers, listening to my friend getting a rather rough fuck right next to me! And all I could do was wait, sniff some more poppers and hope it would soon be my turn, because judging by the sound of my friend it sounded like it would be worth the wait. Oh, boy... Oh, boy, was it worth the wait! After a while he shifted over behind me, and I've got to say that cockhead was pretty impressive! Damn, I was definitely not in doubt that this was a big cock that was being rammed inside me. I was definitely grateful to my friend for sharing such an amazing cock with me. The top fucked deep and hard; it was kind of painful when he went balls-deep - which was more or less every stroke! - but also just an amazing feeling of having such a large cock just hammer away at my insides. God, I love it... He switched back and forth between our holes quite a few time, and when he was eventually ready to cum he asked which of us bitches wanted to take his load... My friend was a good host and offered it to me - and I certainly didn't say no to it! A few quick, hard thrusts, and then he held his cock in me, buried to the hilt as he unloaded every last drop of cum in me. Then he pulled out, got dressed and left, and my friend and I kind of started giggling at the slightly absurd situation as we pulled off our blindfolds. I felt a bit guilty for my friend not getting any cum, so I offered to dump a quick load in him if he wanted to. You've got to be a gentleman about these things, right? Also, I was REALLY ready to bust a nut, so why waste it? A few thrusts in my friend's gaping, sloppy hole and then I shot in him - though for obvious reasons I wasn't able to deliver my load quite as deep as the top had done in me. (7" or so is all I can muster.) But damn, I was waving a flag in space, putting my cock in a hole that had just been fucked open by a 9" cock! I commented jokingly on this when I pulled out - so he got curious and ended up fucking me for a minute or so as well before adding his load to the top's in me... - So that was an interesting evening!

Well, the Planned Parenthood test results came back and they were posted to the online patient portal system that they now have available. It's no surprise that the test results were positive. So, that settles that. I am HIV positive. I need to schedule a date to go in and discuss the results with them. I'll keep you guys posted on what's next. Thank you so much to everyone who has been commenting on this thread and helping to calm me down and offer some advice as to what to do next.

fantasy would be getting passed around by guys my boyfriend finds while he joins in the fun. Would be hot to beat my record of loads taken in one night (13) with the final one being the bf as he fucks the other loads out of me. slightly less crazy fantasy: this super hot guy at the cannabis club I go to (woohoo california haha) is always flirting with me when he rings me up at the counter, would be hot to get tag teamed by him and the bf. in regards to the side-debate going on, I think people who actively and / or frequently engage in bb sex who expect / demand their partners to be DDF are naive more than anything - nothing wrong with a neg person wanting to stay that way but if they dont know and fully accept the consequences / risks of what they're doing then they're in for a rude awakening. That said, from the looks of it, I don't think xx808 intended to offend anyone (probably wasnt aware that people found it offensive) :/