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Was invited to my first sex party in over two years! Vaccinated guys only, proof required. About 20 men and good mix of tops/bottoms and younger/older. Started at 8pm and at first just a lot of socializing and drinking. But soon the first guys started fucking in the living room. At first a lot of fucking but no cumming. Saved their loads for later I guess. Got fucked plenty and got six loads in total during the evening. Three were from a not unattractive beefy hairy guy with a good size fat cock and big swinging balls. Late 30s/early 40s maybe who seemed to like my ass a lot (rimming/fucking). Especially after I had my first load in. Virile stud. Loved feeling and hearing his balls slapping my ass when he fucked. He seemed to prefer fucking doggy which happens to be my fav position too. When the party was winding down after a only few hours he said it was a pity because he wasn't really done yet. I asked if he wanted to come to my place. He asked if I still had the loads in my ass. Yes. Ended up getting two more from him at home. Fuck! Just what I needed! We exchanged phone numbers 😉

I'm 36 years old. I've been in the closet bi since I was a teenager really. I've always had girlfriends and most were long term. Im Fairly good looking. Average build. I've always been pretty shy on the outside, but deep down inside I've always been a complete freak. Women always raved about my performance but they've always bored me. I've always had fantasies about being a bottom and getting fucked by all kinds of cocks and dominated by men. I started wearing panties when I was about 13. I loved the way it made my little ass look rounder and more defined. When masthbating I always imagined being the girl. I never had the balls to tell anyone or live out my sexual desire to be a bottom slut...to be continued I turned the hot water on and let the bathroom steam up a little bit while I undressed. I applied the nair to my entire body. I felt so hot and sexy as i rubbed it on my skin. The smell was putrid and it burned a bit but the though of being a completely smooth spun little sissy was all that mattered. After a few mins I wiped it off with a washcloth then jumped in the shower to get the rest off. I could see my hair going down the drain in clumps. I kept rubbing my smooth body. I'd never felt anything like this. Every part of my body was so sensitive. I rinsed off , applied some lotion. As in was putting the lotion on my ass I ran a finger down my crack and my asshole quivered at the feeling. Again my fingers couldn't stay out. Man I need some dick bad I thought to myself. I picked up my phone and took a few sexy pics for my adam4adam profile. My headline read "spun sissy for you". Before I knew it I was chatting with a guy named Mark who was a few miles away. He was also into pnp, a top, and liked boys in panties. I kept my little booty shorts on, and wore a small tank top. I made sure to pinch my nipples so they poked thru my shirt. While looking for sexy underwear in my friends drawer I came across some fishnets. Normally I wouldnt wear someone else's stockings but I couldn't resist the urge. All that mattered was looking and feeling as sexy as I felt. They felt amazing on my legs. I looked at myself in the mirror on my way back downstairs . I looked hot and I was certainly ready do devour Mark's cock. A few mins later Mark knocked on the door. I nervously opened it and smile. Hi Mark I'm Sunny. He looked me up and down and smirked devilishly. "Oh you are perfect" he said. This just made me melt. Bit my bottom lip and stuck my round little ass out a bit. He wasted no time and grabbed me in embrace. His hand went right to my ass and his tounge went down my throat. I melted in his arms. I had a few big lines thrown out on a plate to get things going. I offered him one and he obliged. He asked me if I ever did a line off someone's cock before. I told him I haven't but that it sounds fun. He pulled his semi hard 8 inch cock out and sat down on the couch. He had a little glass straw he loaded a big pile into. He laid down and carefully lined it up on his dick. I wasted no time and sniffed it all up. He asked me if I wanted a booty bump. I told him about the night before and how it led to this meetup and how it was my new favorite way to get high. He smiled and grabbed my hand and put it on his cock. "Put it in your mouth honey, make me feel good and I'll make make you feel so good. ". I did as he told me and slid his semi hard cock into my mouth. I licked all up and down his shaft, cleaning up the meth residue injustice snorted off him. I was so full of lust. I worked his shaft and balls like it was my job. I could feel his cock grow in my mouth. "That's a good boi, take it all in baby" He bottomed out in the back of my throat. "Damn honey you are really good at this" he told me. I looked him in the eyes and took him to the back of my throat and held it in until I felt like I was gonna pass out. I came up gasping for air with drool hanging from my lips to his cock. God this was amazing. When he was good and hard I had just gotten started. He told me to stop, turn around and stick my ass up. I did as I was told, thinking I was about to take my first cock up my birgun little pussy. I forgot all about his offer from a few mins ago. He stood there admiring my position. "This is gonna make you want to take cocks all night long. You are a great cocksuck and I'm gonna reward you. This may feel like alot but i promise you are gonna thank me later" I felt something cold and metal on my hole. It puckered and I shivered a bit when he stuck it in. It slid in and out easily a few times before he stuck it in all the way. It seemed small for a dildo but still felt good. After a few mins of what felt like teasing with this little toy I felt something liquid slowly filling my hole. It was a little cold at first but quickly turned to warm burning again . My hips started swaying involuntarily and I started moaning."This is gonna open you right up you sexy little slut" he whispered in my ear before smacking my ass. My head was spinning. My hole was aching to be filled. I was grinding my hips and ass into the air like a cat in heat. I never wanted a cock inside my begging little hole so bad before. My little soft cock was dripping precum down my leg. Mark said he had to use the bathroom and would be back in a second. I couldn't even respond. I was to busy rubbing my little cock and fingering my hole in complete spun out ecstacy. When Mark came back a minute later he was rock hard and looked really amped up. He took out his vial and stuck another big shard in his pisshole. "Bend over and get ready for the ride of your life honey" he told me as he positioned me on the arm of the couch so my ass was easily accessible. My hole was already dripping with his spun lube when I felt something abrasive on my hole followed by something big and warm slowly entering my eager pussy which was already nice and open from all the speed so Mark was able to slide right in."Damn Sunny, your little pussy feel so good. Most bois have to work it in slow" I let out a huge moan when I felt his shard covered head bottom out in me. I could feel his cock twitch a bit and felt a little warm liquid fill me. I thought he had cum already and for a moment was worried it was over already, but he just stuck his tounge in my mouth and grabbed my clitty and said, "my chem piss will help break down all that crystal inside your hole" As he said that I felt another huge rush come over me. My vision blurred, a whooshing sound washed through my ears. I clenched my pussy on his huge crystal covered cock. I felt so amazing on all fours having my virgin hole taken by a guy I didn't know. I felt a primal feeling taken over. All that mattered was milking Mark's huge dick with my asshole. "Oh God baby your cock feels so good inside me. Your piss feels so warm inside me. I can feel it dripping out my pussy. Oh god baby you feel so good, please cum inside me. I want to feel you dripping down my legs. Oh god please fuck me baby, don't stop ohhh". By now I was slamming my spun hole into his dick like a pro. I had never even been with a guy before this and here I was in panties, full of piss, meth, cock and lube begging for it like a little slut. It was that moment I knew I was right where I belong. We fucked for hours. He came inside me at least 4 times. That night He awoke my inner party princess and I let him have his way with me like a good sissy. When we were done I cleaned his cock off with my mouth. Tasting all the cum and meth turned me one even harder. He told me he had some things to go take care of but that he wanted to come back later for more fun. I kissed him lightly trying to be sweet. He liked it and jammed his tounge down my throat again. He squeezed my little cock and balls and told me I was his now and that be would see me again in a few hours. I laid there on the couch thinking about the last 24hours and how amazing it was. I was still high as a kite and still horny as sat there with cum still dripping out of my freshly fucked hole. I thought about jumping in the shower to clean up a bit but I felt so sexy and dirty knowing I was full of Mark's seed and speed. I felt so dirty and sexy having another man tell me I was his. What was I gonna do for the next couple hours? I decided I was gonna need something in my hole until Mark returned. I threw some shorts and flip flops on and took a ride to the porn shop. To be continued...

Hey guys. I decided to write another series. Currently, this series is meant to have 11 parts. One safe sex twink's journey to being a bareback bottom. He's 22 when we begin. It's 1999. He's grown up his whole life hearing nothing but safe sex lectures and only having sex with condoms, even with boyfriends. He has just finished college and started a job. He's 6' tall, 170 lbs, flat stomach (but he thinks he's too fat), runs and works out, blonde, curly floppy hair and blue eyes. He's hot and sexy (but he thinks he's average). Part 1 Matt is at his third bar of the night. This one is a club. Small, only gets started after 2am. Techno and EDM are blasting. Matt is in tight jeans and a shirt that hugs his pecs and shoulders. He's dancing. Drink in hand. Matt is drunk and having fun. Matt loves coming to this bar. He always hooks up here. Guys are drunk and horny. The music is sexy. Matt is usually on his back or doggy getting some guy's condom covered cock stuffed inside him by 5am. He loves coming here. Matt scans the room. His friends are dancing with him. Everyone is looking to hook up. He can feel that sexual energy. It makes Matt dance harder. A space opens on a box just in front of him. It's about 3 feet off the ground. Matt hops on and keeps dancing. Dancing above his friends now. The box is kinda crowded but not terribly. He can definitely move his hips. Looking around the room; Matt sees familiar faces. Guys who have fucked him. Guys he has made out with. Guys he has danced with previously. Guys he just knows from seeing their faces in the bars and clubs. There are a few guys Matt would love to go home with tonight. The red head with the rockin body; or the Latin guy with that sexy accent Matt spoke with in the line waiting to get in the club; or the dark haired, geek chic guy who is sexy as fuck. He's scanning the crowd. Enjoying what he sees. Matt let's loose to dance some more. A few minutes into dancing Matt feels a body next to his on the box. He looks at the guy. It's geek chic. Matt smiles. Geek chic smiles back. They dance together front to front. Geek chic turns Matt around. They grind together for a bit on the box. Matt feels the guy is hot for him. A cock is pressing on his ass. Matt grinds back on the cock. The guy gets harder. Geek's hands are all over Matt. Matt is feeling the guy behind him on his hips and legs. He feels more solid than he looks. Matt turns around and introduces himself. He doesn't catch the guy's name (too loud in the club). Matt says, "Let's get drinks." The two of them hop off the box and make it to one of the bars. The line is ridiculous, as always in the club, so it takes awhile to get drinks. The guys talk. Matt finds out the geek is a grad student, lives close by, and is versatile. The guy convinces Matt to undo his tight jeans so the guy can feel his ass. Matt does it. By the time Matt has ordered drinks, the geek has two fingers in Matt's ass. They kiss at the bar. The geek says, "finish your drink and lets fuck." Matt finishes his drink like a shot. So does the geek. They both say goodnight to their friends and it's off to the geek's place. Less than a 10 minute walk later, Matt is in the geek's apartment. Books everywhere, a decent view, and a mattress and box spring on the floor. The guys are so sweaty. It's August. The geek turns on the air conditioning, but it's a window unit. The geek takes off his shirt. Matt takes off his shirt. They kiss. Geek pushes Matt on the bed and clothes come off - shoes, socks, jeans, underwear. Matt thinks the geek is super sexy. The feeling is mutual. Matt is sucking the geek's cock. The geek is telling Matt he gives great head. The geek pulls Matt off his cock and rolls him onto his back. The geek gets Matt's legs up and is making out with Matt. Their cocks are sword fighting. The geek moves his cock between Matt's ass cheeks. Matt moans as the cock rubs his hole. Matt is going to get fucked soon. Matt looks over, condoms on the bookcase next to them, lube right there, he's comfortable. No worries here. The geek is a safe sex guy just like him. Matt kisses the geek hard. The geek and Matt reposition so the geek can make out with Matt and rub his cock all along Matt's ass crack and hole. Matt moans again. The geek'c cock is about 6.5" and thick. It's going to take a minute to adjust, or so Matt thinks. Matt knows he's tight. Guys tell him that all the time. Matt kisses the geek and the cock is rubbing his hole. They are so sweaty that the geek's sweat is dripping onto Matt. While they are kissing, it happens. The geek's cock slides right into Matt's ass half way. Matt and the geek are both surprised. Matt says, "Fuck that's never happened before." The geek slides in more. Matt grabs the geeks ass. The geek looks at Matt questioningly. Matt says, "keep fucking me." Geek fucks Matt good. Matt is moaning and grunting as his legs are on the geek's shoulders. Geek says, "My cock feels so good in you bareback." Matt says, "Keep fucking my ass." Geek fucks Matt so hard that Matt slides off the mattress onto the floor. Matt's ass is still up on the mattress, but his shoulders and neck are on the floor. He's looking up at the geek. The geek keeps fucking Matt. Matt is jerking his cock. The geek is sliding his cock all the way in and out of Matt's ass. Matt sees that cock has no condom on it every time the geek pulls it out. The geek keeps watching Matt as he is getting fucked. Matt is loving it. Matt is moaning like a slut now. Matt says, "No cock has ever felt this good in my ass." Geek says, "That's because I'm fucking your slut ass bareback." Matt says, "Feels so good." Geek fucks Matt a few minutes longer and cums deep in Matt's ass. Matt's eyes go wide. FUCK! A guy just came inside him bareback. The cums feels so warm. Matt's cock jerks in his hand and sprays cum all over his twink body and face. Matt and the geek get in bed together. They sleep together. Matt and the geek make out and Matt tries to fuck the geek bareback the next morning. The geek won't let him. Says he doesn't usually bareback. Matt says he doesn't either. Matt says the geek was his first bareback fuck. The geek doesn't believe Matt and Matt can see it on his face. The geek and Matt swap head. Matt swallows. The geek does not swallow. Matt goes home in the morning with the geek's cum still in his ass. Matt knows what he did with the geek was slutty and not safe. But Matt knows that he wants to get fucked bareback again. Matt tells himself he will just have to save bareback fucking for his next boyfriend. He swears he'll never fuck bareback again with a hookup.

So my local sauna is virtually back to normal ~ Yay. There’s still a bit of mask wearing required but all the facilities are open and we’re all fucking like rabbits making up for lost time. I’ve been twice over the last 4 days and this is a summary of my antics. I had a free day on Monday and some new poppers from France in my fridge. I was feeling randy so off I went to the sauna around lunchtime. My local sauna can be hit or miss, sometimes it appears to be full of cocksuckers, other times all bottoms. Thankfully on Monday it was mostly daddy’s, and they were in the mood to fuck. After prepping, I headed upstairs to the dark room/sling, my favourite part of the facility. I found a very tall daddy in a corner, cock rock hard and sticking straight out. I sucked him off for a few minutes before turning around and offering my freshly lubed arse. In he went in, he was so hard. He didn’t take long to blow his load and slapped my arse, nice. This was the first load of at least a dozen I received that day. I headed to the steam room and found another daddy, stroking his average sized meat which was perfect for sucking. Again I offered my arse and he rammed it in, making me really sloppy and horny. I headed downstairs to the suck-a-thon room and another daddy had his cock in a glory hole. I went to work and got him nice and hard. His cock was bent upwards in a tight “C” shape. Once he was hard, I went up beside him to continue sucking him off, and to position my cummy hole for another load. I felt his fingers enter my sloppy cunt and offered my arse for the 3rd time. Again, in he went, not taking long to blow his cum in my very sloppy hole. The most memorable part of the day was by the sling. I hopped in and a succession of cocks bred my receptive hole. One after the other, it was awesome. I love a tag team fuck and that’s just what happened. Once the tag team ended I jumped off and found a lot of action in the dark room. A very well endowed daddy was stroking his cock, obviously turned on by the fucking I’d received in the sling. He was huge, 9 or 10 inches and very thick, but I was well stretched and lubed with cum by now, so I reversed onto him with no bother. He blew the biggest load of the day and I was desperate to cum myself now. I went back on the sling and the last daddy of the day bred my hole. His cock was the perfect shape to hit my prostate. I blew the biggest load over my chest and stomach, being rather verbal too. I was spent, and went home a happy slut. Being the slut I am, I was back today and had an equally enjoyable time. Lots of daddy’s again, a few bears and twinks and I was the main cum slut in the venue. I’d arrived early, I must have been the second one in. That didn’t bother me, I knew it would get busy. I prepped and headed to the steam room, where the only other patron was, stroking his cock. He was a beautiful, muscled silver fox, so, so handsome. He was giving me the eye so I went over to suck his impressive cock. I spent a good 10 minutes sucking his sock, his nipples and stroking his chest. He didn’t fuck me then, but it was very enjoyable none the less. It started to get busy, and after a wander I was back in the steam room. I found a big, big hairy bear on his own. He was fortunate to be endowed with a massive, thick cock. If he wasn’t so well endowed he’d have had trouble to fuck. I asked if he wanted to fuck me, and he did. He bred my cunt right there in the steam room, blowing the biggest load into my guts. I was so horny for more. I went downstairs to the suck-a-thon room and found another big, big bear with a long thick cock. Now this lad has fucked me before and was sensational. He was no different this time. He formed a tag team with an otter who’s fucked me many times. I was high on poppers getting fucked senseless. Whilst this was going on, silver fox was back and stroking his impressive cock. He joined the tag team and blew his load into my sloppy cunt. My bear didn’t cum that time, but he did later. After another couple of loads in various parts of the sauna, I went back downstairs and found my well endowed daddy stroking, watching porn. I knew I’d get his load this time. I sucked him for a bit and got into position.. Wow, what a breeding, I felt his cock contract multiple times, my arse dripping cum everywhere. I’d taken a lot of poppers by now and was desperate to breed myself. Fortunately, I soon found a lad with a peachy, plump arse, in position wearing a jock. He had a hairless hole, nice and clean. I went down on him, rimmed his arse and hole. This gets me nice and hard. He was tight but managed to get past the second sphincter. After which I blew a massive load into his cunt. I was spent… Im home now, a happy slut. 2 very productive days at the sauna.

I’ve always used Grindr or jackd to find tops and I’ve had 1v1 breeding and 1v13 breeding! I normally know what to expect when I meet top because they show pics! Today I was in Walmart looking for lube and a hot black guy walked up for the same! He asked what works the best and why! I laughed and told him I like Astro glide and that it was amazing. He made a joke saying “ i bet it helps the bottom take it like a champ” I wasn’t thinking and told him it well I love it for that reason! He smiled and said he was always curious to be with a guy, I told him I was getting lube for my Dildo but wish I had a real Dick ! He told me come to his hotel and he would help! I cleaned out and drove to his hotel and told to just walk in! As I walked in i seen him stroking the King Kong of BBC! I got down and couldn’t grab around his Dick! He was 10” easy! I began slowly sucking the tip because that’s all that fit! After sucking a while he bent me over then lubed me up and would take his Dick and slap my hole! After he finally got in he began to pound my ass! Skip 15-20 mins later and I felt him start to grow bigger and then he just slammed balls deep and told me he was bout to knock me up! I could feel his Dick throb and feel the warmth of his nut sloshing in my second hole deep! He kept pumping it deeper and deeper! I could feel his big sagging balls suck up with each rope of cum shot inside! He grabbed my hips and slammed balls deep using his Dick to plug my hole! After a few minutes he finally pulled out and i looked back to see his massive Dick glazed In Cum! I sucked his dick clean and let his load soak in! He made a statement saying that he was looking to host a sex party and that he had friends who want to join! So if they come here I’m told I may have to take 15 to 20 tops?

Turn the clock back 10-12 years and I was 40-50kg heavier than now. Some of the cruelty I experienced in the gay community was frankly unbelievable. I lost a bunch of weight and with it gained a little confidence. When I was out and about, what was interesting was the same people who had been cruel before now had an expectation that I would play with them. I too have a long memory and sent them packing, even if it meant missing out. Unless you've been through receiving it, it is hard to know, the amount of damage a cruel comment can make. Although I'm not looking for revenge, there has to be some restitution for past bad behaviour.

When I Top what I want is a bottom who likes pain. The more the bottom feels my cock hitting home and cries out the harder I fuck.

Update: got dp'd last night and it was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC. Definitely gonna be making it a regular thing. Aftermath in pic below.

Prone is by far the way i have taken the most cock. Especially when CL was alive and well, my most frequent hook up was lying naked and prone on my bed, door open. Top comes in and finds a naked, waiting ass to fuck. Most of the time i never see the guy who is breeding me. i think there is something to be said for that visual anonymity, it seems to free up a lot of Tops who might be otherwise shy or afraid to breed for a variety of reasons because of being seen. i too like the feeling of vulnerability and submission that goes with it. To me, it's the most submission position there is. i do like being on my back too, but that is a lot more selective for me. i am not visually attracted by every guy. But if there is visual attraction/connection, being bred that way can be very powerful with eye contact and kissing.

It was a typical summer night. Three of of my buddies, Trent, Dave and Joey and I were out raising hell and causing trouble. It was a very warm night and we decided to hop a back yard fence and use the pool for some skinny dipping. We figured, given the late hour, we could get in and out without being noticed. In the dark we all stripped of our clothing and shoes and we quietly slipped into the pool for some skinny dipping. We were swimming around for a few minutes when I dove under the water to cool of my head. When I came up my buddies were jumping out of the water, grabbing their clothes and jumping back over the fence. I was slow to react since I was in the middle of the pool, with no clue as to what was going on. When I realized that the guy who lived there was on the back deck it was impossible for me to escape. “YOU THERE IN THE POOL. COME HERE!” I was busted. I got out, still naked and dripping wet. I figured I’d get a stern talking too and be on my way. Boy was I wrong. “Get your skinny ass in the house boy!” “Can I grab my clothes, Sir?” “No ya can’t. Now move it!” I walked my naked 5’8”, thin, 18 year old body through the back patio door with the large man of over 6’ who probably out-weighed me by a good 100 pounds. He followed me in and shut the patio door after he walked through the door. “What the fuck do ya think you were doing in my pool boy? Didn’t ya see the ‘NO TRESPASSING' signs posted?” I was able to honestly answer him, “No sir, I didn't see any signs. We were just very hot and thought we’d take a quick dip in the pool and leave before anyone noticed.” “Well boy you’re wrong. Now it’s time to call the cops and have them arrest you for trespassing.” "Please sir, don’t call the police. I promise I’ll never do anything like this again.” “Boy, you gotta learn not to be where you ain’t allowed.” I began to cry and pleaded once again “Please sir, don’t call the police. I’ll do anything you ask, but I can’t get in trouble with the police.” An evil grin crossed his face as he said “Ok boy, come with me.” He led me down a staircase to the basement. When we hit the bottom he turned on the lights and I looked around and was scared at all I saw. On one wall was a couple beams in an ‘X’ with straps hanging from chains at each end, there was (what looked like) a swing hanging from the ceiling in one corner, a strange looking leather padded bench in another corner and a tiled shower area in the third corner. Hanging on one of the walls was an assortment of whips, leather straps and chains along with an assortment of dildos. To say I was scared would be putting it mildly. By now this big man was behind me and had me by the neck as he maneuvered me over to the cross. He placed restraints around my wrists and ankles and stretched my arms above lifting me off the floor. He then went over and picked up a whip of some kind from the wall. “That’s a fine ass ya got there boy. This is gone be fun…..for me it will. Ain’t no body gone hear ya scream boy this room is sound proof so go ahead and scream for cute little ass off. And don’t worry boy, I ain’t gone cut you.” After he said that I felt the first strike of the whip. I let out a good scream and he hit me again. I am not sure how many lashes I took, but I knew my back was red and sore. I was sure I was bleeding but I never felt anything dripping down my back. The restraints were left on my wrists and ankles as he led me over to the sing hanging from the ceiling. He lifted me up into it and I laid back in it as he attached my wrists and ankles to the chains hanging from above. He looked down at me and said; “Now we're gonna have some fun.” He reached over to a table next to us and pulled out a little baggie I figured to be crystal meth. I began to panic and wish I had let him call the cops on me. I began to plead with him; “Please sir, I don’t want to do any drugs.” “But boy, you said you’d do anything I ask, and I am asking and you are doing.” He then pulled out a syringe and a piece of rubber. He placed the meth in the syringe and added water. As the meth dissolved in the water he worked the rubber around my arm really tight. I felt the coolness of an alcohol swab on my arm, watched as he stuck the needle in my arm and drew back a little bit of blood. Then he pushed the plunger down making all of the contents disappear into my arm. He pulled the rubber off and I felt a rush of warmth into my throat and I coughed really hard. I looked down to see him with his head between my legs as I felt him lick and finger my ass hole. Man did that feel good. For some strange reason I was very horny mad loving what he was doing. I felt strange, as if I needed something stuck inside deep into my ass. I started to moan the more he licked, sucked and fingered my ass. When he stood up I could see that he was now naked. He had removed his shorts and shirt while he was working on my hole with his mouth and fingers. He looked me dead in the eye and I knew what was coming, I wanted what was coming. No words were spoken as I felt his cock press against my hole. With little effort on his part it began to enter me. I felt it as he slid inside me and thought ‘this must be what my girlfriend feels when I slide my dick in her pussy’. I watched his face as he began to pump in and out of my ass. I can’t believe that it felt wonderful to have him inside me. Did this mean I was gay or at least bi. He pumped away at me for most of the night. Every so often he would reach down and twist my nipples, pull on my balls or stroke my soft cock. Every so often he would stop and give me some more meth to keep me high. I was really loving this shit. Being in the basement I couldn’t tell when the sun came up but when he stopped fucking me and said “That’s enough for tonight boy. You have enough cum inside you to make your ass mine.” Before he let me out of the sling he grabbed a long dildo and worked it deep into my ass. Then he let me out of the sling and took me over to the shower area in the corner. He had me get on my knees and stuck his soft cock in my mouth. He said one simple command, “Drink” as he began to slowly piss in my mouth. At first I was disgusted with the idea, but it didn’t taste that bad. I began slurping it down as quickly as he filled my mouth. When he was finished he told me; “You’re gonna bring your buddies over here one by one so that I can punish them like I punished you.” If this was punishment, I wanted more!!!

i could get fucked like this all day, lol. so many amazing thins about it. you can feel his weight on you holding you down, he's in control, he wraps his arms around you tight as fuck when he's about to cum which is beyond amazing. and you can hear and feel the nice clapping sounds of his pelvis hitting your butt cheeks. prone bone/lazy doggy is the best hands down. please feel free to message me.

Moving in with Dad Todd never knew his Father when he was growing up. His Dad, Jeff, had knocked-up Todd's Mom back when the two of them were in high school and since they lived in a small, ultra church-going town, she was not going to have an abortion. Todd's mother raised him on her own until she suddenly died midway through his senior year of high school. His maternal grand parents wanted to take him in, but state law gave Jeff primary responsibility for Todd's care, so once Jeff was apprised of the situation, he gladly took Todd in to live with him in a town in the adjoining county. The first few days for Todd in his Father's were, quite naturally, somewhat awkward, but the two found a comfortable routine. Todd was particularly pleased when he realized his Father was far less controlling than his Mother had been, so Todd found himself enjoying a sense of freedom which he never experienced with his Mother, especially when Jeff guided Todd through the process of getting a driver's license and in providing a car which Todd could use to drive to and from school, as well use as around town. Todd even felt the freedom to explore more of himself. From an early age Todd had sensed he was gay, but given the ultra-conservative character of his Mother's family and the town in which he and she had lived, he suppressed any exploration of his sexuality. Living with his Father, on the other hand, was a different story, and Todd quickly found a himself a friend at school, David, with whom he could let his guard down and be himself. Quickly David and Todd were spending a fair amount of time together, and, given Jeff was often out on weekend evenings, Todd was able to host. The first night they hung out Todd received and gave his first blow job, in the process swallowing David's load, which was Todd's first experience in tasting cum. The following week David got Todd to fuck him, and as David never used condoms, the fuck session was bareback. Naturally David bred Todd's hole, maintaining condoms ruined a good sexual experience for both the top and bottom. On Todd's 18th birthday came around, Jeff took him out for a nice dinner, and the following Friday night, when Jeff was on the road, David introduced Todd to a strange glass pipe, showing Todd how to take a hit off of it. Now, Todd had never explored any recreational substances, but having enjoyed everything David had suggested they explore up to date, it wasn't a stretch to get him to try smoking a bowl or two. That night, however, somewhat unexpected, Jeff came home early, entering the house quietly to avoid awakening his son. Moving soundlessly down the hallway, Jeff passed Todd's door, which was slightly ajar, the glow of a television providing the only light in the vicinity. However, before Jeff had completely passed the doorway, he registered a slight hint of movement which arrested Jeff, compelling him to pause to understand what he was seeing. Then, through the gap between the door and the door frame, Jeff registered Todd was 'entertaining' David, and that David on Todd's bed, on all fours, and that Todd was behind him and that both boys were naked. Standing discretely in the shadows, Jeff smiled and thought to himself, "Like father, like son," and, this same reaction extended to seeing Todd light up and heat the bowl. At this exact moment, David chanced to glance back at Todd, and in so doing, caught a glimpse of Jeff. The two briefly locked eyes, and then Jeff discretely and quietly moved down the hall, heading for his own bedroom. David, however, was not as sang froid as Jeff, and slid off of Todd's cock saying "Todd, your Dad just walked down the hallway and saw us!" "You sure?" Todd asked, even as David dressed. "Yeah, absolutely. Sorry, guy, but I'm out of here. We'll talk later." After David left Todd thew on some mesh basketball shorts and, taking a deep breath, walked down the hallway to see his father, whose bedroom door was slightly ajar, and a light was burning. Before Todd could knock his father called out in an even voice, "Come on in, Todd." Not knowing what to expect, Todd complied, finding his Father in the bathroom doing something with the water running. "Todd, make yourself comfortable, I'll be right out," Jeff called. A few seconds later Jeff walked into the bedroom, shocking Todd in the process: Jeff was butt ass naked. Todd was not so shocked, however, not to think 'Man, Dad has a great body, and I guess I have Dad's cock'. In fact, Todd couldn't help but stare at his Father. Although 35 Jeff's body was quite muscular, and his cock was a full eight inches, even soft. Moving his line of sight up to his Father's face, Todd relaxed somewhat. Clearly his Father wasn't outraged or distraught, in fact he looked quite cool. 'He's probably going to give me a safe sex talk', Todd thought. What he didn't expect was Jeff's opening question "So, how do you like fucking David?" Although a bit startled at the opening question, Todd had presence of mind to answer honestly "It's great, Dad, I love fucking David." "And what about the pipe?" Todd wasn't on uncertain ground how to best answer, but Jeff made it easy when he set the stage saying "I sure like smoking sand glass pipe. Don't you?" The Jeff really blew Todd away when he asked "Todd, would you like to get high with me? The stuff I have will blow you away." Todd didn't have to actually answer his Father. Rather Jeff approached with a rubber strap, a syringe loaded with some liquid, and an alcohol wipe. Jeff put the rubber strap on Todd's left bicep, and then used the alcohol wipe to wipe-down Todd's inner elbow, and then, still not having said a word, Jeff took the syringe in hand, pulling the cap off with his teeth, then sinking the needle in a fat vein in Todd's inner elbow, withdrew the plunger, drawing forth a drop of blood before emptying the content of the syringe into Todd. Just before Jeff removed the rubber strap was "Todd you'll probably feel a surge of warmth, followed by a chemical taste in the back of your throat and then you'll probably cough a couple times, then you'll feel your heart race and your breath will also increase. Just ride the rush, relax and enjoy the experience."

Got taken to see health worker who reassured me all was OK ( in retrospect I think I was pretty calm anyway). They did 2nd test which came back poz. To be honest I'm cool with being poz and I think it has the benefit that as I'm undetectable I can fuck raw knowing I won't catch anything aside from usual STIs and equally I present no danger to whoever is stuck up my hole! Want to try me out?? Lol 😆

Hey Everyone! Sorry I have been away - dealing with some major health issues. I am currently writing some new stories. They are titled "The Old Cemetery" "Jockstrap Gym" The Quarantine Zone" and "The Poz Ranch" I will be posting soon. I am trying to write a few chapters ahead so I can post regularly. Be on the look out......

There are so many positions to be fucked in, it’s impossible to say that any particular one is ‘best’. Different positions give a Top access to different places inside a bottom; some have the advantage of greater depth, some of more advantageous angles, some a better application of leverage and pressure, some favoring friction, some simply better for the visual aesthetic. My current go-to regular Top usually spends a little over an hour fucking me each session and usually fucks me in 6-8 different positions for different effects. One of them is prone, face-down, which, if I have some support like a pillow elevating my hips, is one of my favorites for depth. He sometimes chooses that position for actually seeding me, but not always.

Undetectable is untransmittable. On PrEP is unreceptive. The statistics are down to the billionth. If you take your meds regularly or if he takes his regularly you can fuck with near reckless abandon. If both of you are on meds (even if he is mildly detectable) then it's actually safer than fucking someone with a condom who is not on meds. There is a lot of confusion and fear in the growing acceptance of what modern science and medication have come to understand about HIV. It is actually becoming more and more difficult to transmit, even when we want it to. Some men actively chase toxic loads for years. Both of my boys did. And they both remained neg until I came along. One took repeated regular fucking without lube for months. The other took a month of extreme fucking and blood-swapping. You've been following the site a long time so you've seen how many of the chasers are constantly at it trying to get pozzed for months or years before their chase is over. One toxic load is not going to convert you. Get him to fuck you repeatedly and keep your lose and worn out hole filled with cum all weekend and you might. But a once and done most likely won't do it.

This is actually what the Prep was designed for. So if one finds themselves in such a situation, they can still be a ho and do so with no headaches about it. If you're doing Prep and taking it correctly, your chances of exposure are almost zero.

You won’t be the hottest bottom for ever.. One day, a younger, tighter, more desirable bottom will come along and you will fall down the rankings. You’ll be looking from the sidelines as he gets all the loads and you none. So he nice to your fellow bottoms, it might be you asking to switch places before too long.

You are being somewhat rude in competing for the tops - other bottoms like to get fucked, too... You are being seriously rude in competing for the sling, unless they have a bunch of them. You're not the only guy who paid to get in.

A lot of it depends on the bottom. I have a few fuckbuds who really enjoying fucking in different positions... which extends the play nicely. I also find when I top a bottom in my sling, they tend to be guys who enjoy an extended, creative and hard fuck. They enjoy the sling. The first time I fucked in the sling I was so turned on I blew my load in the hole within two pumps. Bottom said he could tell I was turned on by him and he liked that. I dropped down and ate my load as it dripped out and after a few minutes, I was back inside him and took my time for round 2. If I want a quickie cum... I prefer to get a hard, fast fuck from some horny guy who wants to rail hard on a hole and dump a quick load. I love 'taking' a quick load, but not fond of 'giving' a quick load.. if that makes sense?

When we are rejected, for whatever reason, we can be hurt. Sometimes very deeply. Its clear these past rejections have hurt and affected you very deeply, as this is a variation of the same "rant" I've seen you post several times here on BZ. I'm sorry that you've felt the sting of these rejections so keenly and so often in your life. I've been at a loss on how to respond to you each time I see you post on this. You see, I get my own share of this kind of rejection all the time, and have no small amount of empathy for your experience. It brought to mind a Zen Koan that I read many years ago that has helped me. This is it: I found that I was carrying around these past hurts, and holding onto resentment for the people who had hurt me. All that did was magnify how hurt I felt, until that became a kind of grievance. Eventually, I realized that I was letting each person who rejected me live rent-free in my head to prolong the pain of their rejection. By holding onto my resentment about how I was treated I was only hurting myself even more. So now I try not to hold onto the hurt and resentment I feel for how I'm treated. I "leave it by the river" as soon as I can. That's what has worked for me.

Personal preference, but when I top, I like to be in control. I don't want a bottom who is too aggressive, or is begging for my cum after just a few pumps. Let me inside you and enjoy you at my own pace. A good boy will always get his reward from me 😄

As Todd rode the rush of his first slam his father stepped closer as his 35 year old cock was rock hard. Todd's father asked him if he'd like to suck a real man's cock as he prepared to administer his own slam. Todd didn't need much coaxing as he quickly opened his mouth allowing his father's 8" cock to slip into his mouth. Todd eagerly began to work his father's pole as he could see out of the corner of his eye his father slip the point into his vein, register a flash of blood before he administer his own slam. As his father coughed out a little bit of cum shot from his dick into Todd's mouth. Although Todd had sucked cock before this was his first taste of cum and he liked it the taste. As he continued to suck his father's dick his dad reached over and pushed his basketball shorts down revealing his son's nice, semi-hard cock. Todd was then asked how much me had done with another man, his father wanted to know he'd ever been fucked or had only done the fucking. Todd let his father's cock fall from his mouth as he let his father know that he had only fucked David a couple times and had never been fucked. Todd's father let him know he was about to be fucked for the fist time. Todd was positioned on his back as his dad began to eat his ass. Todd began to moan very loud as his father used his tongue to apply spit as lube for his eventual penetration. Once Todd's hole was nice and slick it was time to take his cherry. As his father's cock was positioned at his hole Todd was not aware of everything his father was about to give him. He asked Todd as his cock began to penetrate him if he always fucked David bareback. Todd had a puzzled look in his face as his father figured that he didn't know what 'bareback' meant and clarified asking if he never used a condom when be fucked David. Todd nodded yes as he felt himself being filled for the fist time. Although his father never met David in person, he had heard about him and knew him to be poz. After that night, so would his son. Todd got his first kiss from his father as he bottomed out bald deep. Todd then was on the receiving of his first fucking and he was loving it. What Todd didn't know was that when his father partied he was a cum machine. Once he started fucking be would begin a steady stream of cum. He knew that Todd's hole would be flooded with enough cum that he should convert him. As the night progressed the two shared another slam and his father made sure to reuse the same point he had used for his first slam to give Todd his second slam. Once his son was as poz as he was he knew that they'd be a formidable pair at the baths.

Part 5-The Event When I woke I wasn’t sure what time it was or how long I had been sleeping, but I could tell the sun was up high in the sky. I made it to the bathroom off the bedroom we were in and took a wicked piss. I noticed the other guys starting to stir and thought we’d all have morning wood. But for some reason all of our cocks were soft although we were all very horny. We tried to get hard with no luck. We couldn’t figure out what was going on. The door was opened and we were let out into the house. Breakfast was waiting for us on the table. We chowed down and headed out to the pool for a bit of sun and fun. Each one of us was approached by the four men while we were out by the pool. I was the first they came over to and offered me a white pill followed by a slam. They then went to Dave, Joey and finally Trent giving each one a pill and a slam. We loved the drugs and went back to swimming. We were extremely horny, but none of us could get hard. We tried sucking each other’s dicks out by the pool with no luck. And none of the men would touch us. Trent was the first to beg one of the men to fuck him. The guy bent Trent over a lounge chair and fucked him right there by the pool. I was surprised to see Joey with one of the other men. Joey was on all fours on a lounge chair getting pounded. Dave and I had the same idea and we attempted to ask the same man. We were told to bend over and he would take turns fucking us till their guests arrived. We all loved the attention our bodies were finally getting. I am not sure how long we were in that position when we were told to get on our backs. I noticed that Joey and Trent were also on their backs getting fucked. We kept alternating from stomach to back throughout the afternoon. As the sun went down we were starting to crash when we were given an ‘injection’ in each of our asses and told; “That will keep you boys for a little while. Go get cleaned up and down to the basement.” We went inside and showered and cleaned up really well as we were told. As we showered I noticed that each of us had developed a nice tan over the past few days of swimming naked. None of us had any tan lines and I thought we all looked hot. When we got down to the basement I noticed a few new items. There were now 4 slings in the basement. Each of us climbed on in and was quickly restrained. A thin man walked in and out host introduced him; “This is Matt and he’ll be your chemist for the party.” I looked across the room at my buddies and wondered what I had gotten them into when Matt came over to me. “Now don’t you worry none bro, I am very good at what I do and you’ll be flying through the entire weekend.” He gave me a white pill and some funny tasting water. “Drink up, it’s gona be a long night.” He then gave me the strongest slam I had ever had. I coughed so hard you would’ve thought I was choking. In a drug haze I watched as he went to each of my buds and did the same to them as he had done to me. After the last one of us was chemed up the music began to play and the lights were dimmed. I saw a steady stream of men coming into the basement. One by one each of us began to be fucked by whom ever wanted our hole. And if our ass was occupied then they would shove their cock in an open mouth. I don’t know if the guy fucking me shot his load or not but after he pulled out another replaced him. Matt kept an eye on all of us to make sure we were hydrated and chemed up. I vaguely remember the entire weekend. I can’t recall all the men who fucked me. The best memory of the weekend I have was the time leading up to Matt chemming me up and as I was crashing from my high and I was being released from my restraints. Matt helped me over to the shower to clean up then up to the bedroom me and my buds occupied. It wasn’t long before all of us were in the bed again. Matt and the owner of the house were standing over us discussing his ‘fee’ for his services. I remember Matt saying; “I’ll take this one” as he pointed down at me. Matt took me to another bedroom and he gave me a little ‘something’ to get me out of my crash. Matt was a little more passionate then I had experience since I began all this some time ago. He kissed me and I kissed him back as we explored each other’s body. It was when I felt his crotch I got a little scared. It felt like he was packing a steel pipe between his legs. When he dropped his shorts I saw the biggest cock I had ever seen. It had to be 12” long and as thick as my wrist. Matt hiked my calves on his shoulders and pressed on inside me. I thought he was going to rip me apart when he slid right on in. It felt amazing to have him inside me. “You got one fine ass there. Maybe I will ask if I can keep you for my own.” I couldn’t comprehend what he was saying with me impaled on his monstrous cock like I was. I thought he’d blow his load and we’d be done. But when he started to pick up the pace and I felt his cock begin to thicken I figured we were almost done. Then he blew his load deep inside me, so deep I thought I would taste it in the back of my throat. He finished cumming and kept on fucking me. He gave me 5 loads before he tired out and took me back to the bedroom where I was finally able to crash.

Part 2-Trent It was strange, I was up all night, but I felt very awake and alert. I was allowed to refresh myself with a dip in the pool before getting dressed and allowed to leave. As I was in the pool, I thought about what had happened the night before and how good he made me feel. I got out of the pool with a raging hard cock that was quickly sucked on by my host. It didn’t take long for me to blow my load that he swallowed down. It was the best blow job I had ever had in my life. As I left he told me “Come back to swim any time boy and remember to bring one of your buddies over with you.” As I walked home I noticed several test messages from Trent. He kept asking if I was ok and did I need any help. I sent a text back to him that I was feeling good and was going home to sleep. He asked what happened to me last night. I wasn’t ready to tell him. When I got home I grabbed a shower and crashed for the rest of the day. I woke up late afternoon to Trent coming into my bedroom. “What happened to you last night bro?” “I got busted after you guys took off.” “What did he do to you?” I wasn’t gonna admit to being fucked, and since I wanted to get Trent over to the guy's house, I lied. “He took me in his house and we talked. He’s a nice man and let me swim all night. He told me I could come back to his place with a friend and swim any time.” “No way. Its gonna be in the 90’s today. Can we go over there and swim this afternoon?” “Sure. Let me get in the shower and we can head on over.” “What about Dave and Joey?” “He wants to meet you one at a time. Next time we can invite one of them to join us.” “Right on!” I got out of bed naked and headed for the shower. Trent blatantly stared at my ‘morning wood’, little aware he would receive some 'wood' of his own when we got to the guy’s house. I showered up, grabbed some shorts and a shirt and we were out the door. We made the short walk over to his house and I rang the bell. He came to the door in the same shorts he wore last night. “Well, hello there. And who is this?” “This is Trent, one of my friends from last night.” “It’s nice to meet you Trent. I think you’ll like swimming in my pool without having to jump the fence.” “Yeah, I bet I will. Thanks for letting us use your pool.” "My pleasure - that's what pools are for." We went through the house back to the pool. Once there I stripped down and jumped in the water. Trent looked down at me a little puzzled. “You’re just gonna skinny dip in the guy’s pool?” “Sure I am. He’s ok with that.” “Yes it’s ok with me if you want to skinny dip in my pool. That’s the only way I swim.” “Come on Trent, you were skinny dipping last night.” I watched as Trent stripped down and jumped in the water. After swimming for a while our host asked “You boys want something to drink?” I answered “Sure, what ya got?” “What do you want?” Trent said “A coke is fine with me.” I responded "Same for me, please." Our host went into the house and returned a few minutes later with our drinks. We hopped out of the pool and sat on the edge as we began to drink them down. When we were almost finished our host asked “How would you like a tour of my house, Trent?” Trent answered with a slightly slurred voice, “Sure - why not?” We went into the house and followed our host as he showed every bedroom and explained his décor. When it came time to show the basement I could see Trent begin to sway and weave as he walked. He barely made it down the stairs when our host grabbed him and put him in the sling in the corner. I helped our host restrain Trent before he tied me to the cross along the wall and began to whip me as he waited for Trent to regain consciousness. It seemed that I was getting a harder lashing then I did the night before when Trent started to come around. I looked over at Trent as he pulled on his restraints. Seeing the panic begin to settle in his eyes our host stopped whipping me and walked over to my friend. “I see our little bitch is awake.” “What the fuck! Let me go or I’ll scream.” “Go ahead and scream. No one will hear you. This basement is sound proof.” He came back over to me and released me from the cross. Led me over to the bench and restrained me there. I still had a good view of Trent and watched as our host walked over and prepared 2 syringes. He came over and gave me mine first. I felt the rush and let out a strong cough as the drugs hit me. I could tell he gave me more then I had last night and I was so happy to have that high again. Trent yelled out “You’re not gonna stick me with that needle bro, I don’t do anything but smoke a little weed” as our host prepped Trent's arm for the slam. I watched the look in Trent’s eyes as he was given his slam. I kept looking into his eyes as the rubber was removed from his arm. I hear him cough and knew the drugs were hitting him hard. He looked over at me as he saw our host come up behind me and start to fuck me. I could tell he was out of it cause of the drugs in him. I got fucked for a while before I was released and taken over to the sling where I was told “Lick that boy’s ass and get it ready for me to fuck. I better see your tongue as far up that cunt hole as you can stick it.” I worked my tongue on Trent’s ass, licking and sucking best I could as I heard my friend begin to moan. After a while I was told “That’s good enough boy.” I was pulled out and told to sit there, fuck myself with a dildo and watch. I looked up at Trent to see a glazed look in his eyes as he uncontrollably moaned. I now knew what I looked like getting fucked for the first time and why I liked it so much. My ass was greedily taking as much of the large dildo I was given inside me as I good give. What I really needed was to be fucked. I not really sure how long we were there when I was told “Get that dildo out of your ass, boy, and have Trent here suck your dick till your hard.” I did as I was told and soon was standing next to Trent’s head so he could suck my dick. I could tell that Trent was about to get his first load of cum deposited inside his ass. It made me think back to the night before when I took half a dozen loads from our host. He began to grunt and groan and fuck harder into Trent’s abused ass when he shouted out “Here you go Trent my boy!” After our host was done seeding Trent’s well used ass he had me get between Trent’s legs. “Now it’s time for you to fuck your buddy.” I lined my hard cock up with Trent's wet hole and slid right inside. Once I was inside Trent I could feel our host behind me sliding his cock inside me. Boy did that feel good. He then started to fuck me as I fucked into Trent. It took some coordination, but eventually we got a good rhythm going where I did most of the work, sliding into Trent, and sliding back on our host's cock. Maybe I made it a point to really hammer Trent's ass, but to be sure, I lasted a long time. Each time I felt like I was gonna blow, I backed-off, allowing the sensation to pass so I could keep up with our host, who unloaded in me a few times before I finally lost my nut inside Trent. He pulled out of me as I pulled out of Trent and he slammed back into Trent. I am sure he gave Trent a few more loads before he let him out of the sling and over to the shower area to feed him some of his piss. Trent and I showered off as we were watched by our host. Not a word was spoken and I’m not sure what came over us but all of a sudden Trent and I were kissing as we showered off. We then went out and jumped in the pool before we got dressed to split, both Trent and I were exhausted and wanted to crash. Our host discretely reminded me once again that I was to bring my other buddies around, saying “You have two more to bring me. Have fun with Trent tonight.” We got back to my place and headed to my room where Trent started to kiss me and before I knew it we ere naked with him fucking me. I remember him cumming just before we both passed out from exhaustion.

For five years (between 2013 and 2018), I was a bareback top who fucked literally so many random, anonymous strangers (I have no idea how many, but I'd say between 100 and 250) in a variety of places including cruising areas, gay bathhouses ("saunas" as we call them in the UK), sex clubs, darkrooms, hotel rooms and in people's own homes such as private apartments and houses. I literally did not go to a sexual health clinic for a test once during those five years of plentiful random, anon, bareback fucking. I had an immense and overwhelming fear of going for a test, because I didn't think I would be able to cope with a HIV positive result. I was so convinced that I most likely had HIV and I didn't want to know. I was scared. I was terrified. So I decided to just not know my status and I continued to fuck raw with lots of random strangers I met through Grindr, at the cruising grounds, the saunas, sex clubs, etc. When I did one day in 2018 finally decide to go and get tested, the result for HIV came back negative. I was blown away. I just simply couldn't believe it. Just how was it possible that I had fucked so many people raw, and managed to avoid HIV ? Just how was that possible? I thought it must have been a mistake. Maybe the result was a false negative or maybe someone in the lab got my results mixed up with someone else's .... I had to be HIV positive, surely? There was no way I could be negative - I'd fucked so many people, and I am uncut which would increase my risk significantly. It took me a while to accept that the result was correct. So even though I had barebacked for five years with hundreds of random anon guys, and despite being uncut, I had managed to swerve out the way of HIV somehow. Not only that, but I didn't have any other STI. Everything came back clear. After this test, I decided to get tested regularly and in 2019 I went onto daily PrEP through the PrEP Impact Trial that had been rolled out in the UK. I would test every 3 months. I did end up getting positive test results for gonorrhea (on several occasions!), chlamydia (also on more than one occasion) and also Syphilis. To this day I have managed to avoid HIV thanks to PrEP, but I will never understand how I managed to avoid it during those five years of barebacking so many people between 2013 and 2018. Does anyone here know enough about HIV and HIV transmission to be able to explain to me how I managed to avoid infection during that time, despite engaging (on hundreds of occasions) in very high-risk behaviour? I am genuinely so curious as to how I avoided HIV during that time. I should add that during those five years when I barebacked and didn't get tested, PrEP was not yet available (at least not widely) in the UK as it is now. So hardly anybody would have been on PrEP then, which makes it even more surprising that when I got tested at the end of the five years my result for HIV and all STIs was negative.

Another thing--most people are decent. Most people will tell a partner if they are HIV positive, so you'd know. Most people won't have sex if they're contagious with another STD until treatment is done. Sure, occasionally, someone won't know of an STD (including HIV) because there were no symptoms and they're not being regularly tested, but those odds are probably pretty low.

Let's look at this mathematically. First, it doesn't matter, in one sense, HOW many bottoms you fuck; if none of them happened to be HIV+, then you aren't going to get HIV, no matter what. It's not a penalty that's levied for crossing some threshold of sluttiness. If you fucked, say, 800 guys, but only 50 of them were poz, that means 750 of those encounters were zero risk and don't count. Second, since the advent of modern HIV treatment (where a single pill containing 3 or 4 medications combined is sufficient to keep a viral load undetectable), it's probable that the majority of HIV-infected individuals are undetectable and, as we now know, essentially incapable of infecting others *as long as they remain undetectable by taking their medications on a steady basis*. That means you could fuck truly UD guys bare till the cows come home and still be at almost zero risk for HIV. The only ones you'd need to be concerned with would be the ones who are poz and NOT undetectable. Third, you were topping, exclusively (?), and the risk to a top fucking an HIV+ bottom is at least an order of magnitude less than the reverse. Estimates are that a negative bottom having sex with a positive top has about a 1 in 70 or so chance of infection, while a negative top fucking a positive (and infectious, not undetectable) bottom has about a 1 in 900 chance of becoming infected. Being uncut increases those odds, yes, but still not anywhere near what a negative bottom faces from a non-UD positive top. So while there's probably some element of luck involved in your case, it's not really all that surprising. That said, PrEP is still strongly recommended. The element of luck may have only stopped you from getting infected on, say, a handful of cases, but if that luck ran out, there's no going back. Count your blessings, stay on PrEP, and enjoy yourself.

There was a similar thread recently elsewhere on this site. The one thing I'd suggest is tempering your expectations. Unless it's a really small ship such that 100% of the passengers are adult gay men AND the crew is expecting it, it probably will NOT be a "bathhouse vibe" where sex is going on all over the place. For starters, remember that sanitary regulations will prohibit that in most public areas - including all the dining areas, any entertainment areas like onboard casinos, shops, etc., In fact, I would suspect - I could be wrong - that on such cruises, actual insertive sex is actively discouraged in any public area, especially if the ship is not, as I noted, 100% full of gay men. (Most "themed" cruises on larger ships tend to only be for a portion of the passengers, though the organizers may reserve some sort of public space for a private event for "members only" for one or more nights of the cruise.) Now, inside individual cabins? I'm sure plenty will go on, even on balconies that have some side-to-side blocking of views. But I suspect there's a list of rules about what you can do where, and while the crew may not enforce them with an iron fist, I doubt you'll be allowed to fuck poolside or fist someone in one of the nightclubs.

Another thing I consider, is when I have agreed to hookup with one of them is that they are lousy fucks. They put so much stock in the appearance of their partners and never developed any technique to maximize the pleasure from the act. I generally have the same problem with guys that say they take quality over quantity.

i forgot to mention i loveeee when he holds his dick all the way up my ass. omg i love feeling him throbbing it's just the best feeling ever. i swear to god i love when he keeps his hard dick inside me for as long as he can. sometimes i'll reach back and hold his ass and pull him into me because i just love the feeling.

Wow, so glad you continued with this story @Navi38. You certainly know when to throw in a "bombshell" to bring everything back to earth.

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yea was super drunk, he was a friend of my sister, and i did it when we by ourselves. He let me in the basement, he acted like he didn't want me to swallow but kept hold and swallowed em babies. He ain't come around for a while, and acted nervous for a min. eventually though he let me suck him again, and every now and then he asks to get sucked, I'm more than happy to hook him up

When I fuck I do think of pregnation. It just feels natural - I know it's a guy, but basically I am tricking my dick into thinking you have a pussy so he deposits into you. You hold it in you like a good boy anyway so it's similar. I always cum harder if he whispers 'knock me up' - but many guys even find hearing it called a 'cunt' is a turn off. Especially if I am hungover and lying on him, grinding it up into him as painfully as I can, I do usually whisper in his ear that I am going to knock him up and that he is a faggot cum dump. Feeling the heat and sweat and him being vulnerable, whimpering to the anal abuse drives me wild

Absolutely. I love bottoms who can't wait to taste their ass on my cock!

Yeah I figured if I turn poz by the measly 5 loads I took this week at steam works then I’ll just have to commit to a life of being a cum dump. I’m a good looking smooth Latin muscle bottom and I love competing with other bottoms for loads and the only thing that has ever stopped me is the fear of HIV, but if I do get it I’ll turn into the courtesy bottom at every party any of you ever go to. Hope I’m not poz though but trying to look at the bright side

I've always been a chub and that will never change. I go on most hookup sites and like to look/chat when i can. When i see someone's profile that sounds like they are interested in a guy like me, i'll message. Most of the times I either get no reply or blocked. Same with guys I KNOW 1000% are out of my league. I like to send compliments to people that I know don't want me, but I like to just say something. This also almost every time ends up in the messages being deleted with no reply. I've basically accepted it, but what pisses me off to NO END is another person initiates a convo... you reply... and either nothing back or deleted/blocked...

Great old story wish that would happen in todays time i would attend

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As a physician you know what they show on Grey's Anatomy? It isnt far from the truth. Depending on where you work, everyone is fucking everyone. And thats not just us gays. Even straights. Anyway, I've been fucked way too many times in call rooms and closets and empty spaces in the hospital to count. By other physicians, nurses (especially visiting nurses), respiratory and physiotherapy technicians, EMTs, Security personnel, and also a lot of random guys who came in to the hospital just to breed me and left. The call rooms where I worked were all either on a different floor or far far away from the main areas so I could squeal as loud as I wanted.

Brad and I hit the bathhouse at our usual time and chilled at the bar. Unusually only Dom emerged; he explained "Zack's got the flu so can't make it". My BF Brad laughed saying "lucky you Jake - gonna have to take both the real mens cocks today!". During the week I take my man's cock and at the bathhouse I normally just take Dom's while Brad fucks Zack. This week i was so happy sucking Brad while Dom used me raw. As always he fired a massive load inside me. Brad then slid in using Dom's cum as lube and remarked "wow Dom love the feeling of your cum on my cock". Dom laughed and said "yeh, you like feeling my babies? - maybe you should bottom for me". Brad was like "no way man I'm the top" and fucked me savagely to prove what a man he was. He shot his load in me. I was on heat for the alphas. As always we left the cabin door open and as usual we had the usual crowd of nerds hanging round lusting after our Brad and Dom. But there with his arms around two nerdy twinks was the bear. I caught his eye and he winked and said "pity your done after those two cocks". Brad, cocky as ever said, "nah, my sluts never done - wanna fill him?". The bear climbed into the cabin and looked Brad in the eye saying "my cock is bigger and more powerful than yours - if I fuck your lad I'll fill him and make him mine". Brad leaned over and kissed the bear passionately and then guided the bears cock into my hole. I'd never seen him do that with any other man but the bear had such a cocky demeanour and the size of cock that puts other men in a locker room to shame. Brad said loudly "seed the lad!". The bear started to piston fuck and shouted "i love making lads mine - they all take me inside them". I loved the feeling of this true alpha ravaging my hole and filling me so completely. I felt his cock expanding inside me and he pinned me down and grunted as he shoot load after load of cum in my ass. "Thank you sir, I think I will feel you inside me forever" I said as I stroked his furry chest and the bear replied "too right you will!"

Great series of updates! Thanks for sharing.

One good way to get a straight guy to let you suck his dick is by planting the idea earlier. Let it simmer. The seed of the idea/desire a simple statement on your part, "God I love to suck dick"...it's pretty easy to direct the conversation toward sex with any guy. A comment out of the blue....Watch for reactions and react accordingly, if he has to reposition his dick because it's getting uncomfortable is a pretty good sign to keep pushing lol... Actually no, not pushing, pulling... If he gives you an opening, wedge in slowly, "I just love to give pleasure"...

well yes but technically I don't "let" guys spit in my mouth or do whatever other dirty, nasty stuff they wanna do to me. as a worthless faggot tranny whore, a cumdumpster, community fuckhole and pure trash, I have no say in how men use me, what they have me do, what they do to me, or have done to me. if a male wants to mount me, fuck me and breed me it is his right. any male, anytime, anywhere. Same if a male wants me to suck his cock, take his load, drink his piss, be a toilet, strangle me, choke me out with his hands, a belt or a rope, piss in me, spit in my face, spit in my mouth, punch me in the face, pass me around, make me suck his cock in public etc. literally anything guys wanna do to me they can do as it is their choice, not mine.

At the last sex party I attended I fucked and seeded 4 holes. Recently a buddy had a few guys over and I fucked and seeded 3

This is actually how I decided I was bi. I had a gf who played with my ass and took me with a strapon. She convinced me that a real guy would feel even better. That is so true. Guys fuck so much better than a chick with a dildo. Now I'm not attracted to guys the way I am to girls but I still love sucking and getting fucked by top guys. I think a lot of guys would enjoy it if they got over their hangups with sexuality. Just do what feels good.

I was a take-all-loads bottom before PrEP because I had accepted that I wanted to be bred. As soon as I could get on PrEP, I did. I don't see it stopping from being a cumdump in any important way.

It wasn't long before I received multiple snapchats of my boy stripping in the parking structure of the gym. Good boy I thought to myself as I started to get ready for work. Before leaving for the office I grabbed an empty bottle, and a few water bottles. He will get every load today. I got in the car and realized that my ass was pretty sore, I can't believe I took a POZ load. The thought of it brought a uneasy feeling to my stomach, but at the same time, got me horny for converting Trevor. A few hours into work I had to piss, so I text Trevor, "I've got to piss, are you able to come?" his reply came quick, "I can't get there until 11am Sir." "Ok I'll bring the bottle to you, stay at work and I want you to drink it while sitting in my lap in my car." "Yes Sir" he answered. I pissed into the bottle by my car, and drove it to his work. He was waiting by his car in the structure for me, and when I parked he jumped in the passenger seat, kissed me deep, started to take his clothes off and smiling the whole time. I could see his chastity device through his jock strap and his cock was definitely trying to get hard. He finished stripping and tried to hop over the center console, "nuh, uh uh" I said. Out and around. His smile dropped a little, but he was quick to obey, he hopped out of the car and on his way to my side, I locked the doors. Trevor heard the locks, and his smile really faded. He started to look nervous, I started the car and put the car in reverse, moved it an inch and I saw him almost jump in embarrassment and nerves. I stopped the car, unlocked and he jumped in, grabbed my face and kissed me while straddling me. "You scared me so bad, thank you for not leaving Sir," he said looking into my eyes. "You're welcome slut, now drink up we both have to get back to work" He nodded and grabbed the bottle. He drank it down like he just ran a marathon, "wow boy, thirsty? should I have more next time?" He took the last gulp and laughed out of breath from drinking so fast. "I won't complain about that Sir" He kissed me and hopped out of the car, I locked it again, and he was not amused. He opened the other side, got in and started putting on the clothes. "Come up with any more rules yet?" I asked. "Yes Sir, a few" "Tell me one" "Well, you called me your boyfriend earlier, but we haven't been on a date before.." "and?" "Well, do you want a date night? Once a week? he asked. "You mean out in the public eye?" "yes, but if I may request we start away from this area, and then we can move closer and closer." "Yes we can do that, I'd like that." He reached across the console and kissed me again, "see you later". "I've never said bye to my toilet before" I replied with a wink. I watched him as he ran back to work, if I'm not crazy it looked a little more flamboyant than I remember. I drove back to work, and of course once I arrived I had to pee again. "I have to pee again", I texted him. "haha thats funny, I'll drink it when ever I can next, do you have a bottle?" he said. "yes I'll save it for later," I replied. The day dragged on, but by the end I had 4 bottles filled with piss. He will drink them tonight. When I got off work, I went straight to the house Trevor is watching, and like a good boy, he greeted me at my car, in a jock strap, kissed me and brought my bag in. When we got inside he handed me a list, at the top was date night. 1. Date night minimum 1 night per week unless I've had physical connection with my girlfriend, then up to you. 2. I'll unfollow, any instagram and twitter models that are female, so I don't get any stimulus from them. 3. I'll sign onto your iPad so you can monitor my conversations, especially with my gf, and punish me accordingly. 4. I'll go get my sperm checked, and freeze my sperm if it works just incase. 5. I get a tattoo of your choosing. "Wow boy, I like the list, that will definitely give me more control, I like the iPad idea. How's your ass feeling?" "I'm glad, and good, why do you ask Sir?" "Just wondering, I'm dying to put a load inside it, and here." I said handing him a bottle of piss, "grab me a beer, and take that plug out." I had him ride me as I sat in a chair, telling him to work his ass like a pro, and to drink my piss at the same time. He did great, beer never tasted so good. I almost came a couple times, I stopped him each time and grabbed another beer or two. I slapped his ass and told him to go grab whats in the large compartment in my bag. "Sir... This this is huge." he said holding the hollow plug. "I know, and its going in your ass right now, I'm going to use your ass like a urinal, turn around and on your hands and knees slut." He did as he was told, I put a dildo in the hollow plug to keep it more rigid, and slowly pressed it in. "you had nothing to fear, your slutty ass loved it and practically swallowed it whole, now get up and head to the bathroom." I followed his delicious ass to the bathroom and bent him over the tub. The sound of my piss filling his hole was one of the best sounds I'd ever heard, and his ass seemed to be endless. it took it all and even at the end I couldn't see any inside. I took the plug out and told him to let me know when he needed to let it go. It wasn't long before he was sitting on the toilet, letting it out as he sucked my cock. When he was done he got up and reached for the lever, "Wait!" I yelled. "Yes sir?" he seemed shocked at my yelling. "you were really cleaned out there babe" I said looking down into the toilet, a faint yellow tint to the water, otherwise nothing else showed. I grabbed his arm and turned him around twisting his arm behind his back, my other hand on the back of his head, put him on his knees. I looked around and saw a bottle of poppers on the counter. I grabbed them, placed it under his nose and after a big long inhale, I shoved his head into the toilet and fucked his gaping hole, he didn't fight too much, I felt his struggle and pulled him up for air. "More slut?" "Yes Sir" he managed to say between breaths. I shoved his head back in, his hair, my arm drenched in toilet water and piss, I didn't last long this time and came deep into his loose hole. I pulled his head out of the toilet, spit on his face, told him to clean up and meet me back out in the living room. I sat down, sipped a beer, thinking about how amazing my boy is, he is a champ, and I am not sure how he thinks he's straight anymore. I pulled out my iPad, and logged into a sex store website, looking at chastity devices. Trevor walked in and curled up next to me. "Did I upset you sir?" he asked a little sheepishly. "No, but I'm not going to pass up an opportunity to fuck a sluts hole while his heads in a toilet full of my piss. Did you like it?" "I did actually, I drank some of it" he laughed. "wha-!" I exclaimed giving him a playful slap, "you little slut. Pick out a smaller chastity device. If we're going to make you a total bottom with a worthless cock, it really needs to be worthless" I said grabbing his locked up cock squeezing his balls tightly. "Yes sir. I mailed the key by the way it should be there by this weekend when I see her." "good well I hope she doesn't use it" I said winking at him. "Lets go grab a drink somewhere" His eyes opened wide, "what should I wear sir?"

whenever a guy sticks his dick in me and unloads - that's the hottest compliment.