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PART TWO Kate & James never ended up getting back to David's place after the Mardi Gras. That was probably for the best though as David & myself were up until the early hours fucking, or to be more precise, he was fucking me until the early hours. His stamina was incredible as within minutes of cumming inside my arse, he was ready to go again and we were in a different position each time. I did feel a bit of shame in that my favourite position was face down into the pillow, arse high up in the air so he could really pound me. Waking up, I did feel a bit embarrassed and guilty that I'd been so slutty and taken such advantage of David. The bedroom and sheets reeked of sex and cum and I also noticed some specks of blood too on my arse as I started to get dressed & head out to face the music with him. He was in the kitchen eating as I came out of the bedroom. "Hey, there he is!" he said with a smile. "How've you pulled up after last night?" I blushed, "Pretty sore head to be honest with you." "And the rest of you?" "Yeah the rest of me's pretty sore too. I'm really sorry about last night, I got you to do some things that you probably didn't want to do. If you could keep it between us though, it'd be greatly appreciated." "Don't be mate, I had a great time, and you seemed to too. I just hope you gained some appreciation on how the other half live!" "I did yeah, did you need a hand with the sheets or anything before I leave?" "Well that's the thing...I woke up today feeling a little off and took a Rapid Antigen Test and it looks like I've tested positive for COVID. You'll be staying here for the next week I'm afraid." My heart sank, what I did with David was embarrassing enough but having to stay with him for an extra week? After last night there was a good chance I'd end up with it too. Then there was all of the clothes stuff, we were only going to stay the night so I had nothing with me & he was much taller than I was. "Did you want a shower? I can put your clothes in the washing & they can get dry today so you'll be OK there. It's such a beautiful day I was just gonna take it easy and do some sunbaking today, you can join me if you want. As you know I don't have much in the way in underwear but I can sort something out for you. I'll grab you something to drink that'll help clear the cobwebs too." "I'd really appreciate that David, I guess just leave it in the spare room where I'll leave my clothes?" "Done!" he said smiling, and grabbed me a towel. As I showered, I gingerly felt my arsehole and inspecting my fingers, could see there was some more blood there which I guess was a result of David taking my virginity. After I did so, I let out a fart and could feel something running down the back of my leg, scooping some up it was quite obviously cum. I finished showering and dried myself off and went back to the spare bedroom to put some clothes on. All I could see was a yellow thong and a glass next to a jug full of something that smelled terrible. I thought it best to call Kate & let her know that I'd be in quarantine with David for the week but all I got was her Messagebank. I left a message and coming out of the bathroom I heard a voice say "All done? I'm out here!" and followed the voice to the balcony. Walking out there, I saw two banana lounges and on one of them, David completely naked aside from a pair of sunglasses and a massive piercing on the end of his dick, his body glistening with oil. "Nothing like a bit of sunshine to improve your mood!" he said smiling. I think he could tell how shocked I was he was naked, "It's OK mate no-one can see. That thong looks great on you too!" "Oh...um...thanks." I blushed as I stepped over his banana lounge to lie down on the one laid out for me. "Now that stuff might taste terrible but trust me, a couple of glasses of that & you'll be flying in no time!" as he half-filled the glass "But what you need to do is drink it in one big gulp, alright?" It smelled horrible as I raised it to my lips and I knew it wouldn't taste much better. I downed it as quickly as I could, and he laughed when he saw my reaction. "Don't worry mate, you'll get the hang of it. There's a glass of water there to use a chaser too, but another full glass worth should do the trick." He said as he filled the glass. "Did you need some?" I asked him as I quickly downed the glass of water to get the taste out of my mouth. "No need mate, give it a few minutes to settle and then drink that next glass as quick as you can." We were making idle chat about how beautiful the weather was when he nodded over to the glass. "Medicine time boy!" I wasn't looking forward to it but could see the smile on his face as I drank it all. "Good boy!" he said as I quickly downed more of the water to take out the taste. There was no question I was feeling much better, but all that drinking meant I had to use the toilet, and fast. I must've got up too quick as my head was spinning as I went to & from the bathroom, it was such a weird feeling, I couldn't help but giggle as I went to return to my lounge. My balance failed me though as I went to step over David and tripped and landed right on his lap. "Well, this is unfortunate." he said smiling up at me, I could feel his cock hardening under me, I could feel the metal against his bare skin. "I never knew you had a piercing there!" I replied, I was feeling so good, my whole body was warm and not from the sunshine. "You never asked and by the way, you've got a girlfriend remember?" I started rubbing my arse up and down on his dick, only the thong's thin layer of fabric between his dick and my hole. "And you've got a boyfriend remember?" "And you're straight remember?" he replied, and with that, pulled my face down to meet his and we started kissing hot & hard like we had last night. It was just as good as I could (sorta) remember. Kissing this guy just felt right to me and he knew how to push all of my buttons and we laid side by side, rubbing each other and kissing for what must've been a couple of hours. END OF PART TWO

PART ONE: Saturday When my girlfriend said her brother had got us 4 tickets to see the Sydney Gay & Lesbian Mardi Gras, I wasn't particularly thrilled by the prospect. I'd always been keen to see the Mardi Gras at some stage but the size of the crowd with COVID still around, I was a bit unsure. James' boyfriend David had got us tickets, David was a good 15-20 years older than James and always seemed to be able to get stuff, I didn't really care to know how but Kate was pretty suspicious of him and his motives. All I knew was that we'd all be staying at his luxury apartment afterwards on Sydney Harbour and then we'd make our way home to our little flat the next day. I could tell the atmosphere was tense between them as we met, David kept saying about how he wanted them to go a special party afterwards and that it'd bring them closer together but James said it was too big a step and would rather spend time with his sister. I just did my best to keep out of it. Once the parade finished, we went to a bar nearby & had a few drinks. I ended up spending most of my time talking to David because Kate & James kept looking daggers at him. He seemed a good enough guy and I didn't really see what their problem was. After a few drinks though, I'd decided I'd had enough and wanted to head back to the apartment. David asked if I wanted to join him instead but I said that it wouldn't be my place & I didn't want to offend anyone. "You're a good boy, I'll catch you later on" he said as he rustled my hair and gave me the passcode so I could get in. I looked around for Kate & James to say goodbye but they were nowhere to be found. I'd been crashed out in the spare bedroom for a few hours when my briefs were slowly pulled down & removed. Kate always got horny when she was drunk & it was one of her favourite ways to wake me up, and of course, it was one of mine too! I just lay back with my hands behind my head, loving the sensation when a finger was slipped inside my arse. I opened my eyes with a shock and could see in the darkness an unmistakeably male figure at the end of the bed. I think the movement shocked us both as he roughly & quickly pulled his finger out. "David....is that you?!" "Yeah mate...I'm sorry.....I just came home so horny and seeing you laid out on the bed like that, it was too good an opportunity to pass up." "Yeah...but I'm straight...I've never wanted to do anything with a guy before." "You don't have to....just let me suck your dick...no obligations.....and I won't tell anyone if you won't" With an offer like that, I was hardly gonna refuse was I? "OK sure." and I let him go back to sucking me. He slipped his finger inside my arse again & once again, it hurt so much that I was squirming on his finger, trying to get it out. "I can get some of my lube if you want? It'll make it a lot easier and it's such a great sensation." I quickly agreed and he came back a couple of minutes later, with a small plastic syringe that he put just inside my arsehole and then I felt a cool sensation from the lube. "There's a good boy..." I could hear him mumble under his breath and soon after, my dick was back in his mouth and his finger pushed into my arse a lot easier. He was jerking my cock with one hand as he sucked and he slowly started to work a second finger inside my hole. He'd been fingerfucking me for a couple of minutes and it felt amazing but it wasn't intense enough for me and I could feel my arse crying out for more. "David....can I ask you for something, but you mustn't tell anyone." He took his mouth off my dick, "Sure my boy, what is it?" "I want you to fuck me...I need it so bad. It's like my arse is on fire." "Well, I'd better give it what it needs then. Only thing is though, because I've been seeing James I don't have any condoms...is that OK?" "Yeah...I don't care, I just want you inside me." Through the dim light, I could see him smile down at me as he removed his shirt, exposing his manly hairy chest. I could also make out some tattoos on his arms which made him look even sexier. On removing his jeans, I could see that he'd gone commando for the night and a hard cock of what must've been about 8 or 9 inches stood out from his hard body. He pulled something out of his jeans pocket and put it next to my legs as he moved between them, opening them even more. I did the best I could to try to shuffle down to his dick and he pushed his two fingers deep inside me, fucking me again as he gave me instructions. "You're a very impatient one! You've definitely never been with a guy before?" I shook my head. "So what I want you to do, is take 2 deep sniffs in each nostril from this bottle I'm gonna give you after I have a go OK. It's your first time so it's going to hurt, but between this & the lube it'll make it a lot easier." It was an empty feeling as he pulled his fingers out of my arse and it hurt again but I could hear him take 4 sniffs from the bottle and he pressed it to my hand. I could feel his cockhead against my arsehole as I took my hits from the bottle, trying to do it roughly the same length of time as David. It was a mixture of nervousness & excitement as I took the hits, I couldn't wait to have his cock in me, but how much was it going to hurt? I'd only just screwed the lid back on the bottle when I found out as he pushed his cock deep in my arse. I felt like screaming, whether it was for joy or pain I couldn't tell you, but it was such an incredible feeling to have that need in my arse being sated. Even if I wanted to scream I couldn't though, as David & myself were making out like we'd been lovers all our lives. Apart from silly pecks on the lips with friends, I'd never kissed a guy before and the feeling of his beard against my mouth was incredible. That. combined with his cock driving hard up my arse had me feeling better than I ever had before. It was like something had been unlocked, I had no inhibitions and I was made to have cocks up me. I had my legs wrapped round David and was pulling him as close to me as I could. I think any closer he'd be the other side of me but I just wanted his dick as deep in me as possible. "I knew you'd be perfect for me the moment I laid my eyes on you. Did you want me to make you my boy forever?" he grunted in my ear. I groaned that I did. "I don't want you to do that, I want you to tell me, tell me that you want your daddy's load and that you wanna be converted." Was he crazy? There was nothing that I wanted more than to have a cock inside my arse at all times. I knew now what my arse was made for. "Please convert me Daddy, I want your load so much!!!" I screamed out. He grabbed both my cheeks with one hand and said "Welcome to the club" and he kissed me hard & deep as I could feel his cock flood my arse with cum. "God there's nothing like converting a straight guy," he said smiling at me as we kissed. I'd never felt so good before, I wasn't sure whether I was in love with David, but I was definitely in love with having dick up my arse so I guess I was truly converted! It was such an empty feeling when his cock softened and fell out of me. He moved to the side and gently pinning me as we kissed deeply, slowly worked three fingers inside me. It made me feel right again. "I just wanna make sure it takes," he whispered to me. I wanted it to take too so I could have this sexy man's cum inside me forever. I was squirming hard on his fingers, too hard as it turned out as I felt a sharp pain inside and I let out a short gasp. "Shhh...that's OK" he whispered. "It always hurts after the first time, but don't worry....there'll be plenty more times tonight for practice. There's my good boy..." I pulled him down into a kiss, letting him know that I was so glad there'd be more. My arse needed it & I needed it. END OF PART ONE

Had been at the hospital all week with my Dad as he was in pretty bad shape. On the first night the male room nurse brushed up behind me as I bent over the hospital bed to hug my Dad before leaving for the night. I didn't think anything of it. The second night it happened again, same thing, although this time he leaned into my ass a little more. The third night he rubbed my thigh and told me my jeans were hot and gave me his phone number and told me to call him on his break at 3am. I did and he told me what time he got off and to meet him at his apartment. I was so horny I got there a little ahead of time. His two roommates were there getting ready for work and both were hot in various stages of dress. They kept passing thru staring at me on the couch as I rubbed my cock thru my jeans. As soon as he got home, all three stopped to come sit with me. I wound up getting loaded in both ends by all 3 guys before heading home with cum dripping out of my hole...

I have been working a lot the first part of the year and needed a break and to unwind. I hadn’t partied in awhile and my husband and I are due for a weekend of wild sleazy sex! It was a couple of weeks ago during the week and I asked him to get me some T. He works second shift so I have the place to myself during the day. I apologize for the grammar. I am still a title high while writing this. . I filled my pipe and hubby and I share a couple of shotguns before he went off to work. He said I expect to find you naked and ready to play when I get home. I am in my early 60’s and still look like late 40’s. He’s 50 and HOT! We are both versatile but as I get older I don’t want to work that hard! Lol and when I party my ass is on fire! In my later years I have learned to explore my nasty pig side and my husband is all happy to ablige. He left for work around 2pm and I hit the shower and douching. Smoking a bowl helps me relax and clean out. I love walking around the apartment naked and often I’l put on my leather hardness and collar to bring on the pig play. I was going to relax and watch porn and play with my ass with my big dildos. YES! I actually find the cleaning out process to be erotic. Sometimes I will put a big shard in a cup of warm water and disolve it and add it to my enema bag and then plug my hole and hold it in until I am spinning. I had just finished with the last enema and feeling fine and had to take the trash out to the trash Shute. We have this hot guy on site in our apartment building for the last 8 months as they replace 3 elevators. I will call him Paul. He’s about early to mid 30’s and a bear with a bit of a belly but husky! He’s got a beautiful full dark beard and Latin/Asian smooth facial feartures. We have had many conversations about all the complex compotants of a modern elevator. All the while I am drooling over him. He had a few coworker and one I have gotten to know whom I will call Jake. Jake is strange, He’s tall and thin and looks a little like Charles Manson. He’s a cross between a biker and a homeless guy with long light blond fine hair and a very wisphey goatee. He’s not the most friendly but over the weeks I have gotten him to open up. I saw him working on the elevator when I went to dump the trash and I asked him how he was and he was not happy working alone that day without an assistant. I offered to commiserate with him and I notice him looking at my shorts because I wasn’t wearing underwear! I went back into the apartment and threw off my clothes and went into the bedroom and picked up my rig that I had made up. I tied off and found a great vein interested the needle and pushed the holy juice into my arm. .3! I coughed as usual and then felt the T move through my body and hit my asshole with a warm circling. I laid back on the bed and spread my legs and lubed up my hole and shoved in a nice size butt plug! THe butt plug is also a vibrator and has a remote so I can give my man cunt a intense vibration. I was in heaven when I hear the door bell ring. I try to get myself up and go check and see who it is and it’s Jake, I have an intercom so I ask him what’s up and he asked if he could use my bathroom. FUCK! I was sweating and shaking but I didn’t want to send him away so I ran and put my shorts on and let him in! I didn’t put a shirt on thinking he would be gone. My bathroom is right next to the front door and he looked at me a little strangely and went into the bathroom and unzipped and out flopped a fat 8.5 inch soft cock cut with a big mushroom head. He took a piss right there without closing the door. I was spellbound and of course high as a kite and not moving quickly. He also looked over and saw the enema bag hanging from the shower and I had left a big 9 inch dildo on the edge of the shower that I use to open my hole after I douche. He looked at me and smiled and said, “you like what you see”? I was now caught totally off guard never thinking he would bat for any team except straight. He turned towards me and didn’t put it back in his pants so I just bent over and put my mouth over the dripping went beautiful head of his cock and he took a deep breathe and said YES! He very gently put his hands on the back of my head and started to push into my mouth. He looked down and me and said, you’re High arent’ you. With a mouth full of cock I could only nod affirmatively. With one hand he push my shorts off exposing my ass! He moved down my ass and felt the plug and said oh fuck you’re nasty! When I stepped out of my shorts I stepped on the remote and turned on the vibration and I sort of jumped. He laughed and said that is brilliant and with one had was guiding my head on his cock and the other pushing on the plug. I was flying and he said I love to fuck ass! He did a very sharp twist turn and picked up the dildo off the counter. He spit on it until he saw the lube and he set it on the counter reached around and pulled out the plug and reached over my back and with both of his hands shove the dildo into my hole. He also had his cock deep down my throat and he pushed me onto my knees! Fuck that hole he said as he pushed his cock faster in and out of my mouth! His cock was now fully erect and well over 9 inches and very fat. I welcomed the dildo stretching my hole for his fat cock. He pull me up and turned me around and took hold of the dildo and pushed me towards the bedroom. I had all my toys and leather laid out on the bed and he just took a deep breathe and said holy fuck , Iwould never imagined you this kinky, I guess my day is improving! He said so what are you on that’s making you high and then his eyes focused in on the pipe on my nightstand! He laughed and picked it up along with my torch and began to take a hit. He took a big hit and grabbed my head and shotgunned me kissing me. He did that about 4 times until I could tell he was flying. He looked down and say my leather collor and picked it up and put it on me. I grabbed the leashe and gave it to him and I saw his cock twitch. I also had a hardness with wrist and ankle restraints. He pushed me onto my back on the bed and grabbed my ankles and said lube up your ass! He noticed the rig and said fuck you are a pig! We are going to have fun today! He slid his fat cock into my hole and it felt amazing and hot. He complimented my hot, warm, smooth hole. He took his time but kept pushing until he was all the way in! I was sweating and grabbing my Tina dick and pulling on my nipples. He started to slowly pump back and forth and he grabbed the pipe and did another 3 deep hits which he shotgunned me while deep kissing me with his hot mouth and tongue. He was hot and sensual which didn’t fit his biker serial killer look. He said he can fuck a lot and long and never lose his erection. He seemed to get harder with the hits. He told me he cums a lot too. And in between he was going to work my hole with my dildos. He was picking up his thrust and he said he thought my husband was hot and would love to fuck him too. I smiled and said not a problem. He pushed me back on the bed and got his knees on the bed and bent over and started to kiss me and pound my hole. He said I can be pretty freaky in bed and I am going to use you today and I just let out a loud moan and said FUCK my cunt and he smiled and said, yes boy your ass/pussy is mine. He pounded me for about 15 minutes pretty hard and then his breathing increased and he looked at me and said you ready for my first load. I said breed me and he let out a loud moan and I could feel his cock pulse and gush hot cum deep in my hole. He stayed hard in me for a couple of minutes while he regained his breathing. He said I am going to take my cock out and put a dildo in your hole and you are going to fuck my cum into your ass! FUCK I love putting on a show. When he pulled his cock out he grabbed my 10 in black manhandler dildo and pushed it in. I opened my mouth to gesture and he said oh you are a pig and put his hand behind head and shoved his cock into my mouth and said clean off my cock. He was becoming more firm and dominate but not harsh which was very hot. He pulled his cock out of my mouth and took a few steps back and said spread your legs and fuck my cum into your hole. And I didn’t have to be told twice. He watched insensely as I plowed that pig dildo into my just fucked hole. He picked up my ankle restraints and began to put them on both ankles. He put my wrist restraints on both wrists and turned me facing forward on my bed. And sat at the end of the bed and watched. He asked me what I had planned to do today and I told him get high put on my leather watch porn and work my hole. He said well now you have someone to help you! He reached over and picked up the pipe and took another few hits and shotgunned me a couple. I meantioned that I found his coworker Paul very hot! He said really and reach for his phone and texted him. He took a picture of me and sent it to him. I heard a ping and he said he’s on his way! I have an electric adjustable bed and had the head up and I had already attached rope with hooks to hold my legs back. I love having my legs spread and up in the air when I am high, I become a real whore. SO Jake attached the hooks which brought my legs up and out. I could hear the door open with the alarm sensor and in walks Paul. Holy fuck he said and had this big grin on his face! Jake said, he’s got one hot ass and he’s fucking my first load into him right now. Paul said fuck and took his pants off and revealed a big fat 9 inch cut cock which was growing. Jake said, oh btw he’s high as a kite and he reached over and picked up the pipe. Paul smiled and said, oh that’s a no no here but I am sure for his ass we can keep it between us. He took the pipe and started taking big hits and blowing it at me and said, I have checked you out several times but thought since you were married you were off limits. Jake said, we can fuck his husband too. Paul took off his shirt and exposed a smooth barrel chest with just a straight line of black hair from his navel to his cock. He crawled onto the bed and came next to me and took my head and pushed his cock into my mouth and said suck it and get it ready to plow your hole. I stopped fucking myself and Jake pinched my nipple and said, I didn’t tell you to stop fucking yourself. At that moment Paul push my hand away and grabbed the handle of the didlo and started to fuck me with long and deep thrusts and I was telling him to fuck my pussy hard as he wanted too. He said that’s good to know because I plan on tearing up your hole. His cock was so thick I couldn’t keep it in my mouth it was extremely fat. He pulled his cock out and then pulled the dildo out of my ass and it was covered in cum and lube. Jake looked around my nightstand and opened the drawer and found my bag of T. He said, Paul wait and he broke off and shard and pulled out the didlo and shoved the shard deep into my hole and I gasped from the initial burning. It wasnt’ a small piece and I began to feel my heart race and my hole on fire. Paul pulled out the dildo and held it up and raised his eyes brown and I took it and sucked it into my mouth cleaning Jakes cum off. Paul looked at Jake and said we got ourselves one hot nasty pussyboy. And he got between my legs and started to shove his big fat cock into my hole. It was tight at first but he kept pushing. He said you can take it baby. He shoved it all the way in and it hit the sweet spot. Fuck you have a hot ass. He began to fuck me harder and harder as I was begging him to breed me. He said he is good for at least 3 loads and he’s already called his twin brother to come over and use me. He was becoming much more verbally aggressive than Jake, but Jake was now rock hard and stroking his big cock. He was softly saying fuck his ass harder. Paul was slapping my ass which made my cock start to get hard and it didn’t go unnoticed. Paul looked at Jake and said this boy likes to get his ass slapped and Jake picked up my leather paddle and said well we must ablige. Paul fucked me for a good 15 minutes hard and deep and then let out a loud groan and dumped his first big load into my hot ass. He pulled out and didn’t ever ask he just pulled my head and said suck me clean. There was a knock on the door and Paul said it must be Ben his twin brother. He got up and before he left he grabbed another fat dildo and shoved it into my hole and said fuck my load into your cunt! I heard the door open and Paul was greeting Ben and I couldn’t make out what they were saying other than thanks for bringing something. Ben didn’t waste any time. He took his clothes off in the entrance was and walked in stroking his fat cock. He looked just like Paul except leaner. He looked at me and said fucking hot buddy. Jake held up the pipe and Ben said oh well yes. Jake said, he’s pretty high. ANd he held up my used point and said I gave him a big shard up his hole and your brother fucked it into him. As we spent more time together I learned that they were all good friends and often partied together. They had a circle of friends they played with but they were mostly tops. Ben would sometimes bottom but it wasn’t his preference as I was soon to find out after he got a big buzz on. He made it clear that they were all going to use my ass all day. Jake wanted to know what time my husband got home and I said 9:30. Jake told Ben wait until you see the ass on his guy and he’s Asian which seemed to thrill Jake. Ben got on the bed and said well my turn to tear up your hole. You ready he asked and I said please and he took the dildo out and pushed his fat cock into my hoe and he said fuck your hole is HOT. He shoved it into me deep and hard and said, I don’t mess around, I am going to fuck your hard and deep until I cum and then shove it into your mouth to clean it off. You understand me. And I said Yes SIr. He smiled and said, you got that right and began to pound my ass with much more intensity and thrust than the other two had and I was oozing precum. He was also very verbal and asked me if I like piss. I just smiled and said of course. He offered that he actually had been hitting the pipe himself this morning and was quite high already. As he was pounding my hole mercilessly Paul walked back into the room and now he was in full leather. I also came. He had on a harness arm bands chaps and boots. His ass was big and full and all I could think oboist was being able to eat his ass. Ben started to breath heavy and yelled hear it comeswhore and he blasted his load into my hole. After he got his breath back he pulled out of my ass and shoved it into my mouth and said suck it clean. I sucked him to the root a few times and he pulled out and shoved it back into my hole and just looked into my eyes. And then I felt it his hot piss started to fill my hole and he said, yes pig take my chem piss. I started to feel flush and then felt this incredible rush. I turned red and started to rush and he laughed and said, I guess I did a little more partying than I said. I was flying and sweating and moaning. I felt this incredible rush of being piggy. He grabbed a large butt plug and pulled out his cock and forced in the plug which held all the chem piss in my hole. I opened my mouth again and they all laughed as he shoved it into my mouth to clean off the piss. I was sucking with such intensity and I was moaning and starting to babble about being a whore. Paul came over and said take down his legs. I was pushing down on the butt plug and it felt amazing. Paul said, we need you to understand that you are our new slut boy and we plan on using you the rest of the day until your husband comes home and we can all take turns fucking him. Meanwhile, we have to establish who’s in charge and with that he pulled me over his lap and Jake and Ben stood up to watch as Paul took the paddle and began to paddle my ass. I love having my ass paddled with a big plug in my cunt. And as someone who is 6’1 and 200 lbs and always been in charge it’s hot to give myself over this being a slutty bottom boy at my age. He gave me 30 whacks and I got hard and they all laughed and made me show off my red ass and hard cock. He made me beg to release the piss and that’s when Jake said come with me. He grabbed my 10 in manhandled dildo and said to the showers with you. This was his kink. He loves cleaning out ass. He sat me on the toilet and told me to take out the dildo and stood in front of me and shoved his cock in my mouthed and began to fuck my face. He got verbal and got into the whole humiliation of me being on the toilet. When I was done he took me into the shower and had me bend over and took my shower nozzle and shoved it into my ass and said take it! Fill up your guts and when I was full he shoved the didlo into me and fucked me hard and fast. He did that several times when I exploded cum and chem piss. The last time he fill me up and bent me over and shoved his cock into me and fucked me. He got very aggressive and was slapping my ass and said I am going to fuck up full until I cum. I was diliarous. I kept saying fuck me harder. When he came he let go and I blew all the water out. He filled me up again and fucked me with the dildo until I was clean. I was taken back to the bedroom and tied back up and the three of them took turns on my ass for the rest of the day. They all took turns playing with my ass and dildos. About 8;30 they moved us into the living room and I have play sheets to cover the furniture. When my husband walked into the apartment the lights were low and he noticed porn on the TV and he thought he’s ready and then he walked in and saw 3 naked men that he knew and never excepted to see in his apartment. I was laying on the floor on my belly sorta of hog tied with my wrist and ankles connected. I had a large dildo in my hole and Paul had his boot on the dildo pushing it into me. My husband just smiled and said HOLY FUCK this is HOT. There was a point on the table and Paul said, I made that up for you. Please do it! So he rolled up his sleeve and tied off and found the vein inserted the needle, register and then did the hit. He yelled out FUCK and started coughing and coughing. He was yelling fuck fuck fuck. Jake got up and Tom I will call my husband started tearing off his clothes. Jake made him stand up and turn around and show off his beautiful ass. The other two started stroking their cocks and said, damn we want that. Jake said let’s get you cleaned up and he picked up a collar off the table and leashe and grabbed a dildo and took Tom into the bathroom to clean him out. That is not something that anyone has every done. I was left tied to a chair with a big dildo in my ass as they brought my husband out and tied his legs back and the 3 of them took turns with him. We have found a new set of hot playmates.

Part 40 - The Weirdest Of Nights The old Georgian houses on Fitzroy drive were large solid structures, thick walls and heavy doors in each room. The advantage was that noises seldom carried around the house. The four of them sat there finishing their drink, Nick still had his arm around Max's shoulder keeping him very close. Alex was now sat between Liam's legs resting back against his chest. Even after all that had happened in the last few weeks and now having a boyfriend where they doted on each other, Liam still provided that safe and secure place that Alex had built with him. The mumblings of the them talking as Nick was asking tons of questions about the different places on his hit list to visit with Max, Liam and Alex spoke of how much his love for Max had nearly wrecked him inside and still unable to fathom out how or why he felt this way. All he did know was that it was completely right, everything he wanted or needed was there, every time he saw Max his body exploded in euphoria. Even now as Max was sat on the other side of Nick their hands still managed to touch and hold. Nick once referred to them as two young idiots in love and blind to anyone else, Max had responded and told Nick that he was not immune and one day when he least expected it that person would stand in front of him. Whilst Nick had laughed it off he never expected that in January Max's word would ring true. Nick leaned over to Alex "Can I take your man to bed?" he asked. Alex glanced over at Max who seemed a world away "If he will allow you" he replied. Nick kissed Alex on the head and looked to Liam nodding down to Alex, he smiled holding Alex tighter in his arms. Nick let go of Max and stood up holding his hand out to him, Max grinned and offered his hand letting Nick help him to his feet, chuckling at the way Alex had sold him out to the protection officer. The arms moved swiftly around his body finding himself up close and personal with Nick, the kiss came from nowhere and Max found his body lifting off the ground in his arms being walked over to the bed. Max was lowered and his hand went round rubbing Nick's groin feeling the size of the erect cock hidden beneath his clothing. Looking up he almost drooled as Nick removed his shirt exposing his body, muscles and tattoos, Max felt his hole body aching in excitement, his cock getting instantly hard from staring up at the body alone. His own body was jelly in the hands of this man who easily removed Max's clothes leaving him naked and exposed on the bed. Max leant up and kissed his chest biting and licking all over whilst his hands undid the belt, the button and finally lowering the zip and pushing Nick's trousers down. Nick let out a soft moan and shuffled forward pushing Max's head down letting him taste his man hood and to know what was coming. His legs were solid like tree trunks, Max's hands roamed over them feeling the muscles whilst his mouth tried to cope with the size of this man. He was fixated on the chest though, the six pack was so defined that when he ran his hands over it his cock jumped sporadically. Nick looked down clearly noticing that Max was a chest man and allowed him to take over by releasing him from sucking his cock. Max kissed upwards and rubbed his face and hands all over Nick's chest and arms, kissing all the tattoos and looking at them in closer detail. Nick moved his hand down Max's chest then round the back touching his firm arse cheeks that he played with for several minutes, slowly moving his hands inwards until his two index fingers found his opening and teased it, rubbing it, prodding it, pulling it apart gently. All this had Max moaning and burying his face hard in to Nick's sternum whilst his hands held on to the biceps massaging them. Alex and Liam sat on the floor watching the scene unfold, for Alex it brought back some very exciting memories and knew exactly how that felt and what Max must be feeling right now. Nick was a master at the craft of sex and knew exactly how to excite his sexual partner, he had enjoyed both the aggressive and soft nature of Nick. His own hand was inside Liam's zipper softly rubbing his cock, Liam had his hands inside Alex's shirt stroking his chest softly and kissing his neck. Their bodies seemed to dance as one on the bed and seamlessly Nick positioned himself behind Max as they knelt on the bed, his cock rubbing up and down between the soft firmness of those arse cheeks. The arms holding Max hard up against his chest, his head flopping back resting against Nick's shoulder and neck. Nick drew his cock down further then pushed up slowly as the precum hit against Max's hole moistening it. The more movement Nick made the more precum he produced and max could feel his hole was getting slippery and wet, his cock teasing at the hole pushing the precum in that had Max moaning with soft erotic noises. Max moaned at the dull yet noticeable pain he felt 'Go easy, you are a sizeable man' he said softly turning his head to look at Nick who kissed him delicately in return. Gently Nick moved his hips and in a circular motion stretching Max's hole little by little in every direction whilst tenderly pushing a little more inside, holding Max and around his chest and kissing his neck he repeated the process feeling the body in his arms responding each time more of him went inside until he felt his balls pressed up against the soft young arse. Max moaned louder as his hands stroked Nick's thighs, a spine tingling sensation running up and down his back. All he could think of was how Alex tried to explain what sex with this man was like. He kissed Nick then glanced over to Alex who was watching so intently, a look of envy and enjoyment in his lovers eyes as his view moved with his body being pushed down on to the bed. Max let out quiet cry of excitement feeling the immense power of the body now lying on top of him. It was like he could feel the muscles in Nick's arse flexing and driving his cock in deep penetrating movements. He was allowed a few minutes to savour the thrilling enjoyment of this mans body on top that had him completely immobilised underneath. His arse pushing up and grinding against Nick's cock in a desperate need to feel it again and again. Nick kissed the back of his neck and moved his entire body forward and back, Max let out another cry of pleasure feeling his cock pull a little way out then back in with vengeance. Powerless to do anything and never having felt anything quite so sexually adventurous he could only let his cries of pleasure do the work as Nick repeated his movements. The warmth of his breath floated across his neck and ear lobe, unable to resist Max turned his head and kissed Nick in a hungry moment for sex 'You ready for me?' Nick asked softly running his tongue over Max's ear, he nodded letting out another erotic moan and pushing his arse up again. His body pulled up until he was on his knees, the hands gripped hard at his waist holding him poised for action. The unknown was causing palpitations in his breath, was he going to go hard or gentle? Max had no inclination of what was about to happen in front or behind, all he could feel was sublime tenderness in Nick, gentle movements in his hips that allowed enough momentum to let Max feel how deep he was inside. On the floor Alex watched the muscular body of Nick, an image that looked so perfect. His own protection officer's cock was rock hard 'Are you horny?' Alex asked him and without waiting for a response 'Let Max suck you' he suggested wondering if it was a step too far for Liam with Nick and Max in the room. His hand wandered down in to Alex's underwear feeling his prince turned on, Liam kissed him then stood up and dropped his trousers. He felt a little embarrassed and nervous since he had never done this with anyone apart from Alex or with people able to watch. There was an undeniable feeling of being turned on watching Nick and Max at it, and well it was only a blow job he was going to get so it didn't seem that weird he thought walking over to the bed. Nick looked at Liam and smiled hinting for him to take to the front. Without a word Liam knelt on the bed and Max looked up at him, he saw in Max's eyes what he had seen in Alex's when they had sex. It was uncanny how they had the same mischievous sexual sparkle in their eyes during sex, to Liam it was quite a turn on seeing this and he knew it was what drove him to enjoying sex with Alex. He looked at Nick and his glistening body that was almost statue like, only his arse was making any kind of movement and from how Max was reacting it obvious he was getting incredible pleasure, he smiled at Nick then gasped. Max had taken Liam's cock in his mouth and sank three quarter of the way down before spluttering and having to pull back a little. Finally tasting Liam and knowing whose cock he was sucking was almost too much for him and he struggled to contain his excitement and desire to orgasm. Nick released one hand from Max's waist and grabbed Liam behind the neck pulling him forward and kissing him briefly. Alex sat up wondering if Nick was pushing Liam too far but he pulled back without batting an eyelid and holding Max's head on his cock. Nick replaced his hand and gripped hold of Max even tighter as he began to draw back more and thrust in with more power, the result had Max's head going forward on Liam's cock. An instinct in Liam had him hold Max's head letting Nick provide the motion of Max going down on his cock with the fast thrusts he began delivering, still he retained an element of tenderness. He was loving the look on Liam's face the closer he got to orgasm, he was switching how he fucked Max frequently and each time the result was expressed on Liam's face. Alex undressed and knelt on the bed watching closer for a minute then kissing Liam in a long lingering tongue exploration, the sight of which almost caused Nick to ejaculate. Alex smiled and kissed Liam gently again then moving down the bed a little he did the same to Nick. With Max sucking his cock and seeing Alex kiss Nick it was too much for Liam and he groaned thrusting his hips forward. At the same time Max tightened his lips around the shaft of Liam's cock feeling the quick pulse and his mouth suddenly flooding with Liam's cum. Alex and Nick both watched Liam roll his head back moaning, his hands held Max on his cock as the throbbing persisted until the very last drop of cum was expelled. Liam let out another groan and looked down 'Swallow' he said still holding Max's head. He felt the movement in Max's mouth and Liam smiled letting go and pulling his cock out 'Good boy' he added stroking his head. Quick shuffling on the bed and Max found Alex looking at him briefly before kissing him deep then giggling, his mouth forced open again with Alex's cock that he began to work on gently and gagging each time his body thrusted forward by Nick's fucking. Liam sat at the top of the bed leaning against the headboard, his cock still poking up and rock hard. Alex pulled his cock out and kissed Max then moved over to Liam kissing him gently, turning around to face Max and Nick he straddled across Liam's lap slowly lowering his arse down on Liam's cock. Only managing to get half way down before Liam wrapped his arms around Alex pulling him back and down sharply on his cock. Alex stifled his cry as Liam raised his knees locking the prince in position, Max looked on lovingly at Alex as his view allowed him to see Liam's cock embedded in his boyfriend. His balls already slapping away at Alex's arse as he wasted no time in his desperation to fuck Alex. Max suddenly became focused on his own endeavour when suddenly feeling that Nick had picked up the pace and his hands held him even harder pulling him back on his cock with each thrust. The speed was increasing and Max felt like he was going to burst open as his entire body was engulfed from the power of the fucking he was now taking. The minutes went by then seamlessly it slowed to a gentleness that had Max confused and bewildered as he regained some sense. The moans coming ahead of him, the tapping of balls rapidly hitting against his boyfriend arse. Alex was holding on to the sheet for support as his body was thrusted up and down so fast it had Max looking on in amazement at Liam who looked so natural at it, Max chuckled straight my arse he thought to himself. He was glad of the reprieve from his own intense fucking Nick was giving him. They were both watching Alex and Liam noticing Alex's fists clenching harder on the sheet his cock bouncing around in the air and started firing cum, the first ribbon of seed firing high over Max's head and landing partly on his back and Nick's chest. The second flew off somewhere to their left and making Max and Nick chuckle and forgetting what they were doing. Suddenly his body was suspended up on Liam's cock, his orgasm evident with his balls tightening up and tiny visible signs of the contracting within them. Liam moaned several times before he dropped his hips bringing them both back down on to the bed, panting furiously and still pushing his cock in deep, Alex let out a delicate moan and kissed Liam. Nick used a finger moving the cum on his chest and Max's back towards Max's arse and used his cock to push it inside Max, he knew what Nick was doing and it made his legs tremble arousing him even more at the devious side of Nick. He pushed his cock all the way back inside Max then out and back in again working Alex's cum deeper inside Max before he pulled out. Max found his body being rolled over on to his back as Nick moved between his legs hoisting them over his shoulder. For the first time Max was able to look up and the incredible body and handsome face of this protection officer, ignoring the mild discomfort of Nick's cock penetrating him from a different angle until he was deep inside. Max raised his hands and stroked Nick's chest and arms, he was allowed to do this several times before Nick pinned his arms down above his head. He smirked and leaned down giving Max a kiss, strangely Max felt like it was a warning kiss that he was ready to breed. Sure enough he slowly began to push hard and deep in to Max each time he gradually built the speed almost teasing Max who knew what was coming now. Faster and harder, his balls slapping like jungle drums the beat getting quicker and quicker. Max stretched his head back 'Oh god!' he gasped as his prostrate was ravaged rendering him unable to stop the inevitable result, his cock exploded with anger the shots came so quickly Max closed his eyes, desperately wanting to shout as his body convulsed from the intense orgasm he reached. He had no control over it himself, it was being driven by Nick who relentlessly continued fucking. Max took a sharp gasping breath in and his arse muscle tightened around Nick's cock for a few seconds before they lost control. The action making the cocks path easier and Nick felt the change and the rippled effect ran up his cock and through his body bringing his orgasm on. Releasing Max's hands he dropped forward taking him in to deep kiss grunting in to Max's mouth with deep growls pushing his hips up hard and holding still as he let the cum flow effortlessly in to Max. His back arched the harder Nick pushed his hips against Max who wrapped his now free arms around the muscular body clasping them together helping to ride out the orgasm. Max felt the body in his arms lose tension and begin to relax, Nick stopped kissing and looked down at the cheeky grin on Max's face then looked up towards Alex who smiled and nodded whilst Liam was still had hold of him on his cock. Max gave a rather loud slap on Nick's arse and he looked back down him jabbing his cock several times and laughing watching Max's expression changing. Leaning down and kissing Max one more time Nick slowly pulled himself out of Max and rolled on to his back smiling. Alex turned his head and kissed Liam then lifted himself off his cock. He was half expecting Liam to put on underwear or something but he laid back against the pillows with a look of satisfaction on his face. Alex smirked at him and crawled over the bed and kissed Max furiously, his response was to pull Alex on to his back and pin his arms over his head. Max smiled and lovingly kissed Alex working his cock in to his boyfriends arse where he slowly made love to him in front of Liam and Nick. His body still wired from sex with Nick that he didn't take long to finish expressing his love for Alex. The connection in their eyes almost bringing Nick to tears seeing such love and devotion between these two struck of chord desire in his heart. Max kneeled up on his knees stroking Alex's legs then carefully pulling free. The four of them were exhausted after the busy day and it was already 2am. Alex crawled up lying next to Liam and facing Max who had Nick cuddled up against him. Alex and Max laid there staring in to each others eyes "I love you" Alex said. Max kissed him "I love you Alex" he replied as they stroked each others cheeks. Liam chuckled and lifted his head "I love you Nick" he jokingly said. Nick lifted his head "Fuck off!" he said smiling, "I love you as well" he added hugging Max harder. "Pack it in!" Max complained feeling his cock rubbing between his cheeks. Nick kissed him on the neck "You got a busy day in the morning showing me around!" he reminded Max. Max giggled as Nick parked his cock between his arse cheeks, it was the last thing he remembered before falling asleep. Max was wide awake by 8am and Alex stirred from his movement, kissing Alex softly he slipped out of bed and put some boxers and t-shirt on and went off to make coffee. After several trips up and down the stairs he returned with one for Franco and knocked on the door to his room and peeked in to find it empty and the bed not even slept in. Alex came out of the bedroom rubbing his eyes yawning. "How are you after last night?" Alex asked kissing Max. Max shook his head "My arse is sore as hell" he replied quietly. Alex smiled "Sorry I should have warned you about Nick" he said chuckling, "What are you doing?". "Looking for Franco. Come on" Max said heading towards Sam's room at the end of the landing. Max quietly opened the door the door and chuckled as Alex peered over his shoulder. Lying on the bean bags partly still dressed was Sam and Franco fast asleep with the game sill on the TV paused where they had got up to. "I think Sam has a new friend" Max suggested looking at them both. Sam woke startled "What time is it?" he asked waking Franco up with his movement. Sam looked around then laughed "Dam fell asleep playing" he said grabbing the coffee from Max. "Hey that is for Franco" Max said trying to get it back but Sam stuck his fingers up at his brother. Sam took a gulp of coffee before Franco got it off him "Mine!" Franco said chuckling. Sam stretched looking at Alex and Max "Which one of you was getting banged last night?" he asked. "What do you mean?" Max replied trying dismiss it as nothing. Sam looked at Franco who was smirking "One of you was getting it good and hard, we heard" Sam replied. "Oh that was your brother" Alex replied casually getting a stern look from Max. "I didn't think you had it in you to go at it like that" Sam said looking quite surprised at Alex. Alex grinned "I wasn't, Nick was.. I want to say having sex, but more like destroying Max". "Will you shut the fuck up!" Max said going red and trying not to smile, "This is my brother!". "That is disgusting!" Sam replied looking shocked, "Well did he? Destroy you?" he asked. Max turned to leave "I am not having this conversation with you Sam!" he said trying to be aloof. "Definitely walking funny this morning" Franco added with his arm around Sam's shoulder. "Yeah!" Sam agreed, "Not mincing this morning, more like beef chunks" he said laughing. Franco handed the coffee to Sam who took another gulp "Steaks more like" he said. Max turned opened mouth "You can shut up as well!" he said to Franco, "Alex protect me!" he pleaded. Alex walked over to Sam and kissed him on the cheek "God I love you Sam" he said. Max pretended to storm off but they could hear him laughing down the landing then the words 'Dam I am going to piss myself' before the bathroom door closed. Alex was leaning against the wall trying to calm down. "I knew it was a mistake having you all stay here" Stephanie called out walking down the stairs. Alex poked his head round the door "I am so sorry we didn't mean to wake you so early" he apologised. "Sam behave" she immediately said and looking in on them, "Did you two sleep on the bags?". "Err... Kind of" Sam replied, "Franco got me gaming until late" he said blaming Franco. "That is not true!" Franco said taking the mug from Sam, "He got me gaming!". Stephanie shook her head "Sam you need to remember who Alex is" she said seriously. "Please treat me normally" Alex almost pleaded, "It is the only time I get to be me". Stephanie looked at Alex "Well in that case you can come down help with breakfast". Max reappeared "Morning mum" he said looking cheerful, "Liam and Nick are just getting up". Sam was about to open his mouth but Franco stopped him "Here drink this and keep quiet". Alex chuckled leaving with Stephanie then turned to Franco "Neatly done Franco" he said. The kitchen and breakfast table was incredibly noisy with them all talking over each other, after Max and Nick had left to go sightseeing the rest helped to clean up, Franco and Sam slipped out and went back to finishing off their game allowing for some much needed quietness to resume. It allowed Alex some time to get to know Max's parents whilst Liam kept the coffee coming and joining in, it was also important for them to know Liam and Franco who had reappeared whilst Sam was sorting out something to wear for the evening. By midday they got a text from Max with a picture of Nick and him at Buckingham Palace and the comment 'The irony of it!'. The lunchtime edition of the Evening Standard was just hitting the newsstands in London as Max and Nick walked past one the street sellers where the poster on the side read 'Royal Prince arrives in London for New Year and dines at Claridges with mystery man!'. "Do you reckon that is us?" Max asked looking at Nick. "Go over and buy one" Nick suggested but Max looked a little cautious. "Nah I can't, you do it" Max said pushing Nick forward who walked over and purchased a copy. They continued walking whilst Nick read the front page and looked at Max "Is it?" Max asked. He stopped and read allowed to Max "Prince Alexander of Monrovia was spotted last night at Claridges having a romantic private dinner with as yet the unknown man in the picture. Was this the young man previously photographed with the Queen of Monrovia visiting a fashion store in the Monrovian capital just after Christmas? One person commented that they clearly looked in love when they took the picture of them leaving Claridges late last evening. The palace has refused to comment on any speculation at this time" Nick looked at Max who was looking at the photo over his shoulder. "Well you can't tell it is me so I guess that is fortunate" Max replied feeling relieved. Nick nodded "It won't take long for them to find out who you are" he added. "Well they don't know who I am yet" Max said grinning. Nick chuckled "I expect the queen knows already and will be texting Alex" he replied. "Will we get in trouble?" Max asked looking concerned. Nick laughed "Don't be silly. She will probably want to make sure you are okay Max". "Romantic private dinner" Max scoffed, "Just goes to show how much they really know!". "Exactly Max" Nick replied, "That's why you should never trust anything you read". Max yawned "I am knackered, can we get a coffee?" he suggested as they passed a coffee shop. "Of course" Nick replied opening the door for Max. They ordered coffees in the packed coffee shop and Nick told Max to grab the table that had just become free. Max walked over and sat down putting the paper on the table face down and noticing quite a few people reading it, what he didn't know what was on page two was the blown up photo of him with Queen Helena on his outing with her. Max sat there watching Nick but also aware of a woman sat on the table looking at him then her paper then at him again. Max picked up the paper pretending to read it and opening it to find himself clear as day on page two with the queen. He stared completely stunned, his hands nervously shook and his mouth going dry. Nick picked the two coffees up and turned and could see the paper tremble slightly in Max's hands as he moved quickly over to him placing them down on the table. "What's wrong Max" Nick asked quietly. Max showed Nick the picture keeping the paper raised "It's okay Max I am here" he said assuring him. Max looked nervously at him "People are recognising me Nick" he said sounding scared. Nick smiled "They will Max, don't worry you have the best protection officer by you". Max finally smiled a little "Thank you Nick" he said looking at him, "Quite full of yourself" he cheekily remarked. Nick chuckled "You didn't complain last night when you was full of me" he replied quickly. "Very funny!" Max said looking around the coffee shop, "What do we do now?" he asked. Nick put the paper down "Act normally Max and drink your coffee" he insisted. It was easy for Nick to say that and Max sat there feeling a little awkward knowing that his every move was being watched by at least two people in the coffee shop. Nick moved around the table partly shielding Max and making him feel a little better as they drunk their coffees until one woman walked towards their table. "Excuse me, but is this you?" she asked pointing to the picture looking excited. Max feigned a chuckle "I wish I socialised in those circles" he replied in a non committed tone. The woman laughed and walked off "How do they cope with this?" Max asked in a hushed voice. Nick looked at him "They just do Max, some from birth and others marry in to it". "I... I feel silly being looked at. It is going to ruin our day" Max said taking a sip of coffee. "Don't worry Max I have dealt with this before, I know what to do" Nick replied smiling. Max nodded "Still have to go by the gallery on the way back" he reminded Nick. Nick waited for Max to finish his coffee and keeping alert watching the people around them, he walked behind Max as they exited sticking close to him, a few heads turned and watched as they left the coffee shop. It was clear to those on lookers that the muscular built guy was protecting the other one, opening doors and glancing all around continuously. Max had never felt so self conscious and kept his head down to avoid anyone else recognising him until Nick dragged him in to a souvenir shop where he brought a baseball cap and sunglasses, he complained that he would look even more silly as the sun was not shining. They both had a laugh as Max donned the disguise and realised how effective it actually was since even he didn't know it was him at first glance. Nick's plan had worked and they managed to get a few more sights crossed off Nick's list before jumping on a bus to Chelsea. Franco returned with Sam after going out for a walk around the neighbourhood after lunch and joined the others in the family room where Alex was helping Stephanie clean up the lunch things whilst Liam sat there chatting away with Lawrence about football. "What do you know about football?" Alex asked Liam cheekily. Lawrence laughed "More than you!" Liam replied as his phone started ringing, "The queen" he said. Alex huffed "She rings him more than me and I am her son!" he remarked waiting as Liam answered it. Liam walked outside standing on the patio talking to the queen and nodding several times as he listened. They watched as his expression changed a little and looked towards Alex nodding again and ending the call. It seemed to take forever for Liam to walk back inside as they watched and waited for him. "What has happened?" Alex asked immediately as Liam closed the door. "I need to call Nick, apparently a photo was taken last night and is in the papers" Liam advised. "Is that bad?" Stephanie asked looking confused and concerned at the same time. Liam dialled Nick's number "Depends how you look on it" Alex replied watching Liam. "Nick!" Liam said then waiting, "Right you have seen it then?" he was asking. "How are things?" Liam said speaking down the phone, "Okay and does Max know?". There was a long paused before he spoke again "Do you need us?" Liam now asked. Alex looked at Max's parents "Sounds like they know about Max and I" he suspected. "Okay, but you call if you need us, the embassy has a car on standby" Liam now said to Nick. Liam hung up "Well?" Alex asked looking anxious. "It's fine Alex, they have seen the photo and he was asked if it was him with the queen" Liam said. Lawrence looked at his tablet "Page 2 of the Evening Standard" he said showing them. "But that's when the queen took him to Josh's boutique a few days ago" Alex said. "The front page has a picture of you and Max last night" Lawrence said showing them. "You can hardly recognise Max fortunately" Liam added. Stephanie looked at her husband then Alex and Liam "So is it public knowledge now?" she asked. "Not yet, the palace want a call with Alex and Max this afternoon" Liam advised. Alex shuffled on his feet "It is too early" he replied. "The queen has left the decision to you both" Liam said, "But...". "I know, with photos out there already..." Alex replied sitting down looking worried. "It might mean you will get some attention here" Liam said to Max's parents. Lawrence nodded "We figured this would be the case" he replied, "But Max is not named yet". "Trust me they will be on the case" Alex said looking over at them, "I need to call Max". Liam looked at Max's parents "The prince's private life has become big news since coming out as gay". Alex made a brief call to Max making sure he was okay and laughing when he found out Nick had brought him a disguise and they were walking around Knightsbridge on their way to the gallery where Max had to quit his job in person, it was the least he could do having owed so much to David the gallery owner. Alex laughed again down the phone checking one last time that Max was okay before hanging up. "They are heading to the gallery but Nick has spotted Harrods and wants to look in there" Alex said. Liam looked at Alex "Do we move to the embassy?" he asked and Alex shrugged looking at Max's parents. "You may as well stay here, we are going to have to get use to it!" Lawrence said. "Yes stay" Stephanie said agreeing, "The house is secure enough and here is not overlooked". With Alex and Liam in agreement they put on some coats and went for a short walk to one of the community gardens and to show them around the area. Max looked up at the familiar modern sleek design of the Whiteguards gallery sign. Through the window Max could see the brown wavy partly curly hair and stupid dungarees covered in paint splats that Asa wore, just the way he looked with one strap of the dungaree hanging down. As usual he had nothing on underneath exposing his body and nipple which David sometimes found uncomfortable at Asa's laid back attitude. Max's body warmed through at the sight of Asa, his fond love for the artist was as strong as ever, but his love of their friendship was more important than entertaining sex with him. The one thing he learnt from Gareth after he bedded Asa was that you didn't take the artist to bed for a bit of romantic passion, even for Gareth he couldn't keep up with Asa's love of rough sex. His skinny build had fooled Gareth in to finding out that Asa was pretty strong and aggressive and like to get his way in bed, it was far from any nasty aggression, it was how Asa felt when he was aroused. The handsome artist with his stubbly attempt at facial hair made him ever so more attractive. That and the brightest sparkle of blue eyes made Asa so unique in many ways. As an artist he was incredibly bright and stood five feet ten inches tall, despite the slim build he had very tight beautiful muscles in his arms, they were far from big muscles but held a lot of strength. He was Asa the artist who was about to get a big wake up call in life.

This would be a "former" peeve, and since I no longer use apps to find BreedHoles, the peeve is no longer an issue. Most of the above-mentioned, but my pettest-of-peeves is when I distinctly mentioned (via profiles, texts, emails, phone calls, whatever) that I don't like fucking men that aren't "present" - i.e. flying high on some damn cloud, and they show up high as kites anyway. I want to be aware of the other guy's bodily reactions, be able to "read" his body for any signs of distress, and his eyes (or more precisely, the pupils) are the principal access point, as well as pulse, some other tell-tales. When they would show up "high", they didn't get past the front door. The past number of years I simply hit the fuckjoints, where I am not responsible for other's drug addictions. I know nothing of them, other than their Holes need Cocks, which need I am happy to provide. Only guys I know are invited to come over to fuck.

Over the twenty years of my infection I went through different stages of acceptance with being HIV POZ as well as different stages in my relationship with my pozer. At first I was horrified and ashamed; convinced that I would go down in history as the last person stupid enough to get knocked up with HIV/AIDS. That I had willingly participated and especially that I had loved my pozer so fully possessing and dominating me was a huge part of the shame. Even so after a year of celibacy on my next trip I couldn't get to his house, lift my legs, watch his huge raw poz cock push in, feel the crush of his drill press fuck style and ultimately receive his toxic seed fast enough. After three years of this pattern, celibacy and the holiday taking every load he would give me, I began to long for more and more of the dominated experiences. Perhaps rather than keeping me ashamed they were slowly liberating me. When back home I began to go back to some of my old cruising haunts and the nearby bathhouse from time to time. I experienced most of the sex as mediocre. Giving a blow job was nice, especially when I could drink down a stranger's load, but my ass always was begging for the attention. At first I resented the tops I needed to tease away from or out of their condoms. Eventually I settled into it as a deeply enjoyable game and got very good at it. Since I was now medicated and already infected I lived by 'don't ask don't tell '. The best of these fucks were the guys that fully and powerfully dominated me and took full possession of my body until they collapsed having dump their all into my eager ass. These were few and far between, yet none were as perfect as the domination of my pozer. Then in my sixth year I received a message for him. He wanted me to know he had met a nice guy, they had now been living together for six months and he was very happy. I read this to mean his new relationship was monogamous. I hoped I was wrong but when I arrived for my annual holiday he was as friendly as ever, introduced me to his boyfriend, but it was clear he would not be scratching my deep itch . My first morning I awoke well before sunrise. I was accustomed to having been well fucked by this point in my trip, without that from my first night I was ravenously horny. I knew I couldn't get back to sleep so wrapped a sirong around myself and went out on the beach to enjoy the stars. As I was removing the sirong a group of three drunken young men that had been partying all night wander towards me. We high fived and one leaned in to kiss me. His buddies teased him; "We knew you were gay. " "You know I'm not, you know I have a girlfriend, but this is a place to explore. Don't tell me you've never wondered what it would be like to kiss a guy." Then to me; " You don't mind do you?" I leaned in and kissed him again. He gave me tounge. One of his buddies moved in and I moved to his mouth. The third guy stepped out of his shorts, pointing at his 5" erection said; "If we're going to experiment I want him to suck this. See if gay guys really are as good at giving head as they say." I needed no further encouragement, dropped to my knees and took him deep into my throat. He grabbed my hair and groaned "fuck yeah!" After I had sucked all three I asked if there was anything else they wanted to try. I decided to be direct, stood, turned, hoarked on my fingers and lubed my ass. The first guy to kiss me, the biggest cock at eight inches, stepped up behind me and said "Fuck yeah man! Hey anyone got a condom." "Fuck I don't man ", and the other "Shit, I didn't think to bring any." "Just give it to me raw man, does your girlfriend let you do that?" "Fuck no, no she's never let me,not even just the head." "This is your chance, take me balls deep man. " Teasing my hole with his raw mushroom head; "You sure man?" "He could give you AIDS man."; this from the smallest dicked guy. Me; "You know what they say about trusting strangers, but how many chances like this you think you're going to get?" He began to push on in. "Fuckin right man, I'm taking my chances." The smallest dicked guy stepped away, the other moved in to feel his buddies raw cock sliding into my hole. In a very short time my fucker's breath got ragged and he warned, "Fuck man this feels good. Stop squeezing your ass or I'm gonna blow." I reached back grabbed his ass, pulled him in hard and used my sphincter like a milking machine. Rope after rope of his hot cum painted my guts. He collapsed on my back. When he'd got his breath back he pulled out and stepped aside. "Guys you gotta try this. " I could tell the closest guy was interested but shy. The smallest dicked guy stepped further away. I bent taking the interested guys cock in my mouth. I directed his hand to finger my hole. I pulled off to free my mouth. " It's okay, stick them in. " A finger slid into my cum slick hole. When he pulled it out I moved his hand to my face and stopped sucking to say. "Any of your girlfriends willingly eat your cum from their ass. " and immediately sucked his finger clean. "Fuck man, that's sick. I've never even fucked an ass before and now I'm watching you eat my load. That's so sick. Go on bud, fuck his ass he's crazy, and as he said, when will you get this chance again?" He spun me around and directed his buddies bare cock into my ass. As this fuck began I cleaned my first breeders cock. Eventually the small dick guy moved in and let me suck him again. By now I was receiving a good spit roasting. Soon the guy in my ass rasped, " Where do you want my load?" My mouth was full and I was sure this cock too was close so again I just reached back and pulled my fucker in tight. He was already blasting away and his groans "awe fuck " brought his friend over the top and my mouth filled with sweet semen. As I stood I pulled my first breeder in for a kiss. Before he could realize I snowballed some cum into his mouth. He instinctively swallowed and then said; "Oooo, fuck man, that's too sick. " My second breeder then pulled me in for a kiss. " Come on man I need a taste. " He planted a deep tounge kiss on me as I fished some come from my ass. He was swallowing when I presented my finger. He curled his nose and pulled back. My first breeder rushed in and gobbled from my finger. "Fuck guys I'm riding this sick homo experience to the limit." "Then felch some cum from my ass and snowball it to me. " I challenged "Fuck man, you homos are sick!" Yet he was still at my ass in a flash. For his first experience he wasn't shy and dove right in. He didn't hesitate to suck out a good amount of their cum and my ass juices. I was surprised by the volume he dropped in my mouth and decided I couldn't let it go to waist. I turned and bent him over as he protested; "No fuckin way man, you're not touching my ass. " My lips were already on his hole and my tounge fucking the mix from my mouth into his hole. His protest soon turned to moans of pure pleasure. The reluctant buddy whined; "Stop, stop moaning." And the other buddy; "Yeah, he'll think you want him to fuck you. " "Oh fuck, it just feels so good. Fuck yeah, don't stop with your tongue. ... I may never get another chance. I don't want this to end. " "Are you gonna let him fuck you?!" "Maybe? ... No. ... Definitely not. ... But what if this is my only chance?" "At least wait for a guy with a condom. " "But if I'm gonna take it up the ass I think I want the risk. I know that's crazy but I want it all. And he's got such a big one". ... I removed my mouth , stood and placed my raw cock head at his now well lubed hole. "No, no, you guys are right.", but he remained bent over. I nudged the naked head inside. He gasped in pain and as I swear he pushed back on me cried to his buddies "This is fuckin sick, make him stop. " As they reluctantly stepped forward he said, "Wait, wait, just a little deeper, can't hurt now can it?" When I was balls deep. "Fuck guys , I can't believe this, it feels so fuckin awesome. Fuck me like a bitch man. " The other two watched on in horror as I started to move in and out of their buddy. As his moans expressed more and more pleasure I picked up the rythm and power. Now every time I pounded in he grunted with increasing gratitude. "Yeah fuck my virgin straight ass, keep fuckin me good. " His buddies could see I was getting close and struggling not to cum. "He's gonna breed your ass buddy, make him pull out!" "Fuck you chickens! No I've come this far I'm goin all the way. Breed my virgin ass. " "I've already silently loaded you twice. " I scooped a finger in beside my cock, pulled out and fed him the mixture of my cum and ass juice. Seeing him eagerly lick and suck this up pushed me over the edge and I bellowed as I blasted; "Now you know why we homos love it up the ass." And I kissed the back of his neck. With my cock still in his ass he twisted and planted a sloppy kiss on my lips. I realized it might not be such a bad trip with my pozer in a relationship. I began attending the nightly gay beach orgies after sunset. I was taking 5 or six loads up the ass each night. On the third night I saw the 'straight' trio. The one I had fucked had a lineup behind him and appeared to be receiving load after load. The other guy was fucking a few men. I never saw him remove a condom when he pulled out. The third watched me getting getting fucked and bred by two guys. When the third slipped in my cum lubed rear entry the reluctant guy came close, reached between us and felt the raw cock pounding me. He scooped some of the loads leaking on my balls and down my leg, then reached behind lubing his ass with it. Then he backed his ass onto my raw cock. He screamed when my fucker drove me in to the hilt of my shaft, but he made no effort to pull away. I moved into fucking him good and continued as three more loads were pumped into me. "Where do you want my cum boy?" I whispered in his ear. I was already unloading. "Fuck no, pull out, pull out now before it's too late. " "It's already too late idiot. Did I just claim another virgin straight ass?" As he was checking his ass with his fingers. "Damn, you really did breed me. Why did you do that? I'm straight!"

Okay guys, what are your top peeves or aggravations when hooking up somewhere? Too loud? Unwashed? Catfish? I'll go first, getting fucked by nervous guys. I'm a cumslut, I don't mind what you look like or how big your dick is, I don't need to be pleasured, I get off on being used and knowing that a guy was able to get off because of me. I get so many guys who stop fucking half way and ask if I'm sure it's okay or if they're doing a good enough job, and I'm like "that's why I was moaning and telling you to not stop". It puts me in the awkward position of having to stop myself saying "your dick is too small and I can barely feel it so please just breed me and go". One guy last week was fucking me in a sling at the sauna and he kept stopping whenever he felt any movement around him and looking around. He fucked me on and off for 20 minutes and queues of guys built up behind him and got sick of waiting. I asked him why afterwards and he said he was scared his husband would walk in on us. Why the fuck would you go to a gay sauna with your husband if you didn't expect him to fuck other people? I should have just pushed him away and yelled next 🙄

The past weekend by an 68 year old top.. Friggin kinky has hell! Handcuffed me to a beam in his basement and took my paints and shoes off. Took my tshirt and pulled it over my head so it was around my face. Gave me few enemas and and washed my ass up with soap and water. Then hosed off the floor to a drain.. He played and sucked me for sometime then unhooked the cuffs and bent me over a padded bench where he hooked the cuffs and strapped my leggs and rimmed me for a while used some toys then I felt a lot of lube slip in my hole with a lot of fingers he almost fisted me then his dick slid in. I still had my shirt over my head so i cant see much but he was big. He fucked me for a while then heard him moan when he blew his load deep. Left me there for a while then came back to fuck me again. He blew at least 3 loads in me... Great time.. Love older men. They can be kinky as fuck.

8. My cock strained against the cage as I sat on the subway. It was all I could think about, well that and the warm, wonderful, slick, wet feeling of my freshly bred hole. I was on Scruff the whole way home, looking for more guys and seeing if the ones who had already hit me up were free. I opened the door to my apartment once more to the sounds of Mike being fucked, the very thing that had started this journey of discovery. This time however Mike was not in his room; I stepped into the living room and there he was, bent over the back of the couch, a sloppy grin on his face while a big fur covered bear drove his cock into him. The bear stopped, looking a little embarrassed when he saw me, “Fuck, sorry. I uh, well… we should…” “Don’t stop, he doesn’t give a shit,” Mike said. “I sure don’t,” I said, and started to move to my room. “Wait,” Mike gasped, the bear had clearly just pushed his dick in deep again, “you know the new house rules.” I looked at him a little confused, what did Mike expect me to do in this situation. “Nothing more concealing than a jock.” I laughed, “Of course, how stupid of me.” I took off my jacket and shirt, still standing right by the front door. I undid my pants, and then deciding to give the bear a full show, pushed my pants and underwear down in one go revealing my straining cage. “Fuck, you’re both caged! Two sub boys in one apartment. That’s hot as fuck,” said the bear. “Well,” I replied heading again to my room, “I’ll leave you two to your business.” “Fuck that, I’m about to breed your roommate, and then you’re going to clean off my cock and take his place.” I looked at Mike to make sure he was ok with that. “You heard him, come get on your knees fag.” I smiled, and ran over behind the couch. The bear started to pound Mike again, his hips slamming against Mikes round cheeks. “Fuck I love a wet pussy. I’m going to fill you up and then breed your roommate. Leave you both full of my cum.” “Breed my fucking cunt!” “You want this load boy?” “I need it.” “Good.” As he started to pull out further to long dick Mike I saw that the bear wasn’t just thick up top. His cock was broad and flat on top, it was stretching Mike’s well used ass wide, and his lips were clinging to the shaft as the bear pulled out. My hole twitched in anticipation. “You ready for my load?” “Give it to me.” “Fuck yes!” He punched in hard and help Mike by the hips as his balls contracted firing volleys of cum into my roommate’s hole. They both panted for a moment, and Mike let out a small “thank you Sir,” as the bear shifted to pull out. His cock fell from Mike’s used hole with a soft plop. He was still completely hard, the big blunted mushroom head of his cock glistening with cum and ass juices. I caught a glimpse of Mike’s hole, a small dribble of cum leaked from the pink gaping hope as it tried in vain to wink shut. I opened my mouth and swallowed the man’s cock as far as I could. I savored the mixed taste of sweet salty cum, and deliciously musky ass. “Good boy,” growled the bear, “clean the cum off my cock and then it’s your turn.” I slurped up and down his cock for probably five minutes, cleaning every inch of it. Mike had gotten up and left the room for a minute. When he came back he had a wide butt plug in his hand already smeared with lube. He handed it to the bear and bent back over. With his cock still in my mouth, the bear stuffed the plug slowly into Mike’s willing hole. Mike let out a sigh as the plug popped into place, locked into his hole. “Fucking pigs. Alright, boy, time to bend over and take my cock. I hope your hole is as accommodating as your roommates was.” I let his cock fall from my mouth and bent over the couch next to where Mike who was still panting a little from the plug going in. “Your holes already leaking cum too,” the bear said stepping behind me. “I was too horny,” I said, more to Mike than the bear, who was now rubbing his cock head on my hole, “I stopped by some guys place right after work.” Mike smiled, and then kissed me, I was a little shocked but I liked it and kissed him back. “Oh yeah, make out with your roommate while I breed him too.” Mike kissed me harder, and the bear pushed into my hole. I moaned into Mike’s mouth as my hole was opened up again. The bear was thick but at this point I’d had some many cocks in me the stretch was nothing but please. He seemed to enjoy it too as he let out a groan followed by a string of complimentary obscenities. Mike groaned then too and I could just see that one of the bears hands was tugging at the plug in Mike’s hole as he fucked me. My eyes rolled back. This was so fucking hot, and dirty. I had never thought that Mike and I would be doing something like this. Yet, here we were, bent over the couch in the living room while a man whos name I had never heard was balls deep inside me raw, while playing with a massive plug lodged deep inside Mike’s ass. My cock leaked in its cage as the bear pummeled my hole. The last guy had fucked me hard but the bear was fucking using me. I had to hold onto the couch for support and he bucked deep inside me. My second ring was as loose as my first and he bashed past its defenses over and over without pause. I felt like putty again, sloppily kissing Mike as my hole was destroyed. I was giving in. I was just a hole. In that moment I was in my idea place, and I never wanted it to end. I felt pressure building in my groin, kind of like I had to pee, but that wasn’t it. It wasn’t a feeling I had ever felt before, yet it was familiar. Then very suddenly, as the bear shifted to fuck me harder into the couch, I felt the pressure release and understood. Thick drops of cum were falling from my caged cock onto the floor. The man had fucked the cum out of me. I panicked a little, worrying that with the release of my load the stunning bliss of being so horny would go away; but it didn’t, it intensified. It had felt good but getting the cum fucked out of me didn’t feel the same as jerking off or topping. It increased my feeling of being a bottom, that my pleasure had been derived from a man using my hole. “Fucking pig bottom, leaking cum all over the floor and still pushing your cunt onto my cock. God I fucking love breeding boys like you.” “Fucking use my cunt!” I practically shouted, breaking the kiss with Mike at last. Mike grinned, “Breed him. Fill him up.” “Fuck, here comes my load pig. Take my fucking load!” With a yell he slammed into me like he had done with Mike, knocking me forward so I was trapped bent across the back of the couch with my elbows now on the cushions. He unloaded what felt like a massive load into me and then stayed there for a long time. He panted for a minute, and then when he finally pulled out he said to Mike, “Now you clean off your roommate’s hole from my cock boy.” I saw Mike drop out of view and heard him slobbering on the fat cock that had just bred me. I stayed where I was, panting and momentarily broken. I was just about ready to stand again when Mike had finished cleaning the bear and he was getting dressed. We both said goodbye to him at the door, fully naked, and covered in sweat. As soon as the door closed, Mike kissed me again and said, “Let’s get you a plug for your cunt too.”

Last night at my buddies place. He'd got a young pup, early 20s who wanted to be group fucked. Apart from me, he invited 4 other men so there was 6 of us, mostly in our 40s n 50s (I'm 54). We put the pup on his knees and took turns tag-fucking his throat. He had a real nice mouth and was a skilled cocksucker - so much that one of the men shot in his mouth. Not one to waste a load I deep kissed the boy and got a good mouthful of the other dude's seed - the boy hadn't swallowed all of it. Then we bent him over a chair and fucked him. We tag fucked him for an hour, enjoying his ass then we all lined up to breed him. I held back cuz I enjoy breeding a cum-filled hole. He had a couple of beautiful loads up his chute when it was my turn to seed him. I emptied my balls in him. He got 2 more loads after me. he was grateful for our seed and said he'd take more loads from us any time.

Definitely prefer loose. Tight holes are cool and all but I’m not much into foreplay. So if I’m fumbling around with your super tight hole that won’t loosen up my dick will go soft. Call me impatient I guess but I want to be able to slide in and fuck with little to no resistance from your hole.

Tops. Using. Poppers. It seems like half the Tops who fuck me want to use my poppers. I tell them, “Poppers kill erections.” ”Oh, no, man, that never happens to me.” *~snifff~* Then he spends the next fifteen minutes trying to stuff his limp noodle up my cunt, and taking more hits of poppers as though that will harden him up again. Mister Top - Yes, I’m talking to you - you are not magically immune to the effects of poppers. Please, please stop.

Thank you for the question, NatureBoy. Germany is an ancient, (if only relatively recently officially) nation, somewhere around the same age (of nationhood) as the US. However, there is a marked difference between our countries. As the various principalities became united into one nation in the 19th Century, there were basically similar people, similar beliefs, values, cultural associations that became united under Prussian (Bismarck) leadership. Thus, your nation was born of a collection of similar, like-minded people. Here in the US, that is hardly the case. The North American Continent was invaded by Caucasians, mostly from Europe. From before our revolution against the British, the "colonies" were founded on a grave error, namely the foul institution of enslaving other human beings for the purpose of pecuniary gain. The result has been - from the very beginning - a belief in many Americans that Caucasians are better in every way than any other racial group of human beings. This belief in the depravity of "White Privilege" was displayed only yesterday on television coverage of a nominee to our Supreme Court. The performances of a few Senators in the hearing, just yesterday, is a shame to anyone holding one shred of decency in their hearts and minds. Yet, this depravity has soaked into the very dirt beneath our feet. It led to the wholesale slaughter of the indigenous people who had lived on the Continent for millennia. It led to the importation of human beings for the purpose of enslaving a race of people who didn't appear Caucasian, so as to easily keep them separate from pale people. Since our system of government is a two-party system, unlike many other nations with numerous political parties, there has always been a struggle for power in the US between the Liberals and Conservatives, as in elsewhere in the world. Unlike other nations, however, this translates to a smaller group of citizens rabidly attempting to hold on to their perceived, God-Given power, defined as "conservatives", but consumed by the filth of White Privilege, and another, larger, more fractious, more diverse group of citizens demanding their rights and privileges, and - to this day - not receiving Justice. Thus, the battle to make the United States of America more just, more inclusive, allowing anyone and everyone to reach their potential, regardless of race, national origin, not merely a dream, but an actual fact. Our "Great Seal" of the nation in inscribed "E Pluribus Unum" - meaning "out of many, one" What was left off the words are "for Caucasian People". Our Pledge of Allegiance ends with the phrase "with Liberty and Justice for All" - but the words left out of the pledge are "for Caucasian People". I could go on, but hopefully you understand the fatal flaw of the U.S. Founded upon the depravity of White Privilege, which may well be the rock upon which our Nation founders. While your Nation was founded upon the rock of mutually agreed values, ours was not. Racism, Caucasian/White Privilege has been the sand upon which our foundation was built, and may well be the cause of our decline into mediocrity. While we do have technology, industrial power, military power, all of that, we do not have Justice in our nation. The battle you refer to is still ongoing, the struggle for Justice for all Americans is still ongoing, and frankly, I don't know how it will end. The former president, hardly intelligent, but surely clever, pried up the rocks under which the racists had been living and let loose the tiger of simmering, ancient hatreds; he merely exploited for his own flawed ends that which has been the case for centuries in these Dis-United States. Thank you for the question; I hope I managed to offer you some small measure of understanding the problem.

I don’t think outwardly I look gay. Just like I don’t look poz. I do know I sound gay and have mannerisms that are gay. I was in West Hollywood a few weeks ago and while waiting for a drink at a bar I started talking to a couple of ladies waiting as well. They were sort of rude at first then they became really friendly and talkative with me. After a few drinks one of them admitted she thought I was trying to hit on them at first and they were married and didn’t want any of that. They then said after I started talking they knew I wasn’t looking for a hook up. I laughed because I know what I sound like. Lol

Guys who moan and comment like a bad porno. It'd be totally fine if a moan or groan came out naturally or if they said something that came from an authentic place. But, it annoys the hell out of me if a guy suddenly goes "mmm harder harder" in a really camp voice or pops in one of those meaningless porn sound effects. It just feels fake to me all of a sudden and it's become less about the sex and more about playing out a scene. I've become meaner in my old age though - now I just tell guys to shut the fuck up 😅

It’s a slippery slope. I never thought it would happen. And after it did, I needed it again.

Here’s another hot installment written by @Vancrawman. I’m so glad he’s picked up the story and is running with it. Love his writing. Turns out dirty minds think alike. MAC MEN 16: THE DOCTOR WILL SEED YOU NOW part 2 Dr Tom gives way to the new member of the group, and my buddy Angel lubes up his thick pole and before I know it, he’s thrusting it up into me. As many times in the past few months as Angel has fucked and bred me – probably around 30 times by now, it still feels like the first time way back on the cum-stained mattress at Shudder… Angel takes a minute to let me adapt to it, or so I thought, but in reality, Dr. Tom had made his way around Angel and planted his raw cock up my buddy’s hole as well and Angel has merely paused his anal invasion into me to adapt to the furry ginger cock now impaling him. Dr Tom begins his pulsing and throbbing into Angel, who lets it just occur without him thrusting into my fucktunnel any further. Dr Tom’s movements with his raw dick in Angel are pushing Angel into me and withdrawing on the outbound motion. Angel is moaning softly at this until Stavros, now standing on the desk over me, moves to get his Greek sausage into Angel’s waiting mouth. Jason, the Office Manager scurries over onto the expansive desk and gets his very thick and rigid ebony member right into my mouth and he’s tall enough to reach his tongue into Stavros’ crack and rims him as well. It’s a regular game of Sex Twister here as all the combinations and configurations get switched and reassembled – Dr Tom pulls out of Angel’s sweet hole and they rearrange with Dr Tom now bareback thrusting into my gape and Angel fucking the good Doctor from behind. A few minutes later, it’s Stavros, dismounting from the desk and mounting me with his throbbing Greek cock making its way inside me and Dr Tom and Angel taking turns fucking the Greek from behind. Jason completes the fucktrain by getting his pole inside Dr Tom as he’s pounding into Angel who’s pounding into Stavros, who’s still pounding into me. No sooner than I’m really getting into this revolving door of fucking and sucking , then I feel Stavros’ breathing heighten and he’s now pounding into me in a testosterone-fueled ferocity and I know I’m getting Load #1 (It’s actually my 3rd load collected today – Angus bred two cumloads into me this morning before work). He grabs my neck from behind and is thrashing into me pulling me closer to get his fat cock deeper and deeper into me, to complete the imminent insemination. At last, I feel waves of warm seed flooding my hole and Stavros pulses his tool about 10 times into my fucktunnel, pushing into my ass even harder on the last pulses, before finally pulling out. Dr Tom has been fucking Stavros this whole time, trying to keep up with the Greek’s wild thrashing but now that he’s deposited his hot load up my hole, Doctor moves Stavros aside and re-plants his rigid member up inside me to push around the Greek seed. Jason moves behind his employer Doctor Tom and begins barefucking him - matching his thrusts up the ginger hole of the doctor with doctor’s thrusting into me. Stavros, his cock still stiff and rigid, brings it up on the desk for me to clean off. I see Angel and the little twink Travis have moved over on the big leather couch – they are flip-fucking back and forth, impaling each other’s buttholes with their hard rods. Stavros finishes with my mouth and moves over there to plant his pole up Angel’s ass. Meanwhile, Dr Tom is nearing his own eruption of manjuice up into my hole as I feel him bucking like a bronco riding a bull. Another sensation of warm manseed fills my hole as Dr Tom unleashes a torrent of the stuff inside me – I think I feel about 12 spurts from his cock. As Dr Tom withdraws, Jason steps up and takes his place in the fuckchain – this gorgeous God doesn’t take long to get to the cum explosion – Dr Tom’s expert hole warmed him up for me and now I’m receiving the black stud’s load, all 10 or so cumsplosions. My hole feels so wet and warm…I know a lot of the seed from the three massive loads I just took is starting to run down my legs. It’s then I notice Greg on the phone, his hard wet cock standing out to attention, but he’s talking to someone. He tries to rush them off the phone but it’s not working. I disengage myself and make my way over to where Greg, as I now hear, is talking to someone about lab results. His cock is just what you’d expect from a 6’5” blond God – long and fat and precumming already even though he hasn’t fucked anyone yet. This is all the invitation I need as I bend over and back my wet cummy hole onto his rigid member and begin riding it. That is the great thing about these orgies among Shudder buds – everybody does everybody and nobody gets left out. Dr Tom and Jason have switched places and now Jason buries his pole deep into Doctor’s guts. His fucking is long and deep and gaining in strength and intensity as he goes on. Jason changes up his fuckpattern and starts ramrodding it into the ginger’s cunt, shaking and shuddering as a load of his manseed gets planted deep up the Doctor’s behind. Dr Tom of course then gets Jason’s cock cleaned off with his mouth, then walks over to me, still impaled on Greg’s member, to me to share some cum. As usual with Shudder Studs, Jason’s stiff cock doesn’t go down one bit and he switches over to the group on the couch, planting his still-raging boner right into Travis’ butt and resuming his power thrusting. Angel wastes no time and mounts up on Jason and another fucktrain gets going on the couch. Dr. Tom and I kiss and share some of Jason’s seed for a long time – and as Greg is still on the phone, trying to get rid of whoever he’s talking to, I feel his cock expanding and then it erupts his juice inside me. This is my Load #4 of the orgy and we’ve only been fucking around for about 40 minutes. I dismount off of Greg, swallow down his still-engorged cock and then make my way over to the big leather couch where the action has shifted and the sex configurations have scrambled once again. Angel now has Travis on all fours and his power fucking into him now, Travis sucking on Jason’s rigid dick. Stavros and Doctor Tom are flip-fucking every few minutes. Dr Tom then peels off to give his ginger firestick to Travis’s available mouth while I reach up behind Stavros, and with my lubed cock ready at the entrance to his hole, plunge it up there, my first fuck of the group session commencing into his tight warm passage. There’s some load already in Stavros hairy hole but I’m not sure it’s from this group right now or if this Mr Olympus was taking cum before my appointment…at any rate, it feels warm and wet and I’ve got a good stroking motion in and out working and as I think it’s getting close to my first eruption of seed of this impromptu orgy, I feel someone at my back door pushing their cock into me…I’m not looking at the moment who is now fucking me, as I’m focused on getting my seed into this Greek’s magic mancunt right now. I came twice with Angus this morning, but like all Shudder studs, the cum is nearly limitless once you accept your fate and now I feel my load gathering and the pressure building and then it all floods into this hot nurse Stavros’ fuckchute. Only after I finish my tenth spurt of load up into Stavros do I look behind to see who’s making my cummy wet hole their home right now…it’s Travis, the little twink who is packing a not-little instrument between his legs, going to town on my hole now, grabbing my neck from behind and pounding down into me. I know there’s gonna be a breeding soon – Shudder Studs just know when they’re gonna get a load, and this is no exception. The twink violently shakes behind me and digs into me deeper as his fat cock deposits 8 huge injections of twinkseed into me. My hole can barely contain it all now, this Load #5 inside me and a lot of the spunk starts leaking out of me which Travis greedily laps up. He brings the gift over to Dr Tom who has made his way over to the couch and is currently being impaled on Jason’s thick tool. Dr Tom is sucking down – or rather Stavros has his dick buried down the Doctor’s throat and he emerges from Stavros to breathe a bit and snowball the gift of seed from my hole that Travis has brought him. Stavros takes his opportunity and descends on the twink and before Travis knows what’s what, Stavros is up inside him pounding out another load of Greek dressing into the bubble-butted twink. At that same moment, Jason pops off up Dr Tom’s butt and two Gods share a look and a high-five across their respective conquests’ sweaty backs. Doctor Tom stands up and announces “Ok guys, time to take Randy for a spin one by one! Line up over the desk!” Simultaneously , but as if it was totally planned, Stavros, Travis, Jason, Greg, Angel and the Doctor arrange themselves side by side bent over the desk, exposing all their holes for me. “Randy, you choose the order you want, but you’re not stopping the fucking until every one of us has a load from you!” A challenge like this I am up for, and I think in my head how to arrange these 6 studs… “Stavros,’ I command, “I just gave you a load 15 minutes ago, you line up on the right,” pointing him over to the 6th and final position. “Angel, you go on his left,” I order him into position. Angel’s received many of my cumloads the past months, I want to let the others get theirs first. “Jason, you take Position #1. I wanna breed you first.” The others left, Greg, Travis and Doctor Tom, all make mock jealous noises as I order the next man into position. “Travis, you’re after Jason, then Greg for #3 and Doctor, you get Position #4.” I line up my stiff cock at Jason’s hole, dark but with a pink ring around it. It’s too good-looking not to get a taste of. He senses me dropping down into rimming position and his hole opens up for my tongue as it probes inside his opening – there’s someone’s cum up there but I didn’t keep perfect track of who bred who yet, so I’ve got no idea whose load I’m eating out of the ebony god’s hole. I stand back up and make a no-hands entry of my hardon into Jason, not stopping until it’s all the way in there. He takes my fuck expertly, first I work it slowly and rock it back and forth a bit, side-to-side…it’s too good a hole to just pump it and dump it. I’m working on Jason while the other guys are touching and grabbing each other, waiting their turn for my Shudder Stallion cock and seed. Doctor Tom is bent over to his right sucking on Angel’s fat tool – the one that initiated me into this cumstud life and who I’ll always be grateful to. Stavros leans over and down to his left and tongues Angel’s cummy manhole, while Greg rims his neighbor on his right, Doctor Tom and Travis helps himself on his left to Jason’s pole, bouncing in his mouth while I pummel the man’s hole. Jason is reaching his climax soon, I can tell from the contractions his ass is making on my thrusting cock and this makes me super close too, to inseminating this stud. We pop off together, Jason delivering several shots of seed into Travis little twink mouth and me with 11 or 12 pulsations up into Jason’s sweet passage. I savor the hole and my manseed up there for only a couple of moments, though, for there’s twink hole on the menu next. I stride to my right and without a word, just plant it straight into Travis who is still sucking down Jason’s huge cumload. And this repeats itself down the line of Shudder Studs – I seed Travis profusely with my DNA, my third load going into this boyhole is just as big as the first two. Greg gets my cum next as I bend him down further on the desk to better violate the 6’5” of man that he is. He never stops sucking off Dr Tom on his right as I pound my Load #4 into the tall man’s ass. Doctor Tom explodes his spermjuice into Greg just as Greg takes my fourth load. Doctor Tom being next, and I know he’s got a few loads in his hole already so I make sure to felch out a bit and as I do, I feed it back to Angel on the right. Dr Tom is working on Angel’s fat manmeat as I enter the doctor’s fucktunnel and in a few minutes of rough fucking, I’m pounding my Load #5 into his ginger ass. That must make 5 or 6 loads up the Doctor’s hole by now and I scoop up some of the leaking cum and offer it to my BFF Angel, who I sidle over to fuck and breed next. “Wasn’t I right about my buddy Randy, men? The guy’s a fucking machine.” Angel turns back to me, “Angus told me he took two loads from you this morning, and you just dropped 5 huge cumloads on us, Randy,” he says smiling devilishly. “You sure you got more in these balls,” he asks, cupping my manhood. “Let’s find out, Angel,” I tell him. Get on the desk and take my fuck!” With that I bend over my buddy Angel, the man who has irrevocably changed my life for the better, all because I had a broken laptop a few months back. I have grown to love this man, he awakened in me my destiny, and I could seriously see myself living with Angel, as long as we get to fuck and breed as many men as we want to. I kiss deeply at Angel’s spermy hole, he’s got a few loads of manseed up there already, it opens for me in a beautiful round gape – my tongue snakes it way a couple of inches inside his hot cumtunnel. Just then, a thought occurs to me that Angel and I should start a joint fans account. As I stand and push my raging boner up into him, I think how it would work: Angel and I on the prowl for hot manmeat, we find our prey and bring him home to tag him, tag-team style. Or he tags us, the possibilities are endless, all the men, all the combinations, different groups, different scenes. As I am digging out Angel’s hole with my cock, I’m whispering in his ear all of what I’m thinking. He’s nodding in agreement “Fuck yeah, man, we get to fuck and breed at will AND make money at it?” Dr Tom stops Angel’s sentence by placing his gingerdick up his mouth and I go back to concentrating on Angel’s warm fuckhole and pretty soon I’m blasting my 6th load of this orgy, -- the 8th of the day for me - into my best bud’s loose wet fuckchute. “We gotta finish this conversation, later,” I say to him, still breathing heavily after dicking him down. My dick is still hard – it just won’t go down and I step two feet to my right to it’s next waiting target – furry Greek hole named Stavros. My mind is racing with all the hot sex and fandom Angel and I could garner, and as I ponder this, I begin working on a slow and steady in and out action on Stavros, my cock angry red from all the man-fucking it’s been doing today but still hard and ready for more… Stavros’ hole is so warm and inviting, I don’t last long at all up in him, and pretty soon my ninth load of the day, and second in this Greek passage, is blasting from me. I feel nine or ten shots of hot sperm from my balls right into his hole. I withdraw and pause to catch my breath a bit. I’m pretty wiped out physically at the moment but excited at the business proposition I’ve come up with. Both myself and Angel had considered creating fan pages – I’m pretty tired of my job as it interferes with my fucking every day, and I know Angel can’t stand the computer store anymore. I’m still thinking about this when Jason and Travis apprehend me and push me down to the floor on top of Jason’s nine-inch prize. It goes right in and instantly I’m riding it up and down. Travis leans me forward and gets me into classic double-fuck position and before I know it, both fat cocks are throttling in and out of my hole. “Yeah, I think to myself, we need to have a lot of double-fucking on our fan page.” Greg walks over fresh from planting seed in Dr Tom again and my mouth devours his cock in one gulp, down to the base. The next two hours begin to be a blur as all 7 of us Shudder Stallions just keep going at it, mouths on cocks and holes, cocks down guys throats and up their holes, lots more seed gets spilled. I break my personal record with two more loads during this orgy, making 11 for the day. Finally, around midnight and after fucking for hours, we break up into small pairings just talking and holding each other. Angel and I are kissing deeply and talking about our joint fan page. “’Randy/Angel’ we can call it, we both say almost in unison. EPILOGUE: It’s two months later, and Angel and I have a sick apartment and filming setup in West Hollywood and we film content almost every day now. Angus has been a regular contributor to our scenes, he’s started doing studio porn and a fan page himself, his kilt being prominently featured. Ron at the Leather Shop has expanded his business and we make sure to feature his products on all our leather-themed scenes. Ron renovated a big room at the back of his shop with slings and a fuckwall – a kind of mini-Shudder Club. He started his own site, and all the Shudder guys – Oscar, Rafi, Brian and Eric, Frankie and Damien all contribute scenes.

I will just add this, porn follows you the rest of your life and people have a very long memory. If you are in your 40s, porn has gone from VHS, to DVD and now to downloads and purchasing of gigs. However, those tapes and CDs remain in people's closets, under their beds, everywhere in their homes for years. You find something from say 2003, and you are like, wow, won't this be great to play at my next group party. The problem for many of those performers is that they have moved on. I read what would best be called an "op-ed" where one well known performer was discussing the sudden suicide of a current day model and stating his life was a continual battle to distance himself from how he made a living for about twenty years. He's a huge top, he worked for a number of major studios and now he has a 9 to 5 job. What he pointed out, and it makes perfect sense, is that initially porn stars are put on what might be called a "pedestal". But you can't make a living doing four studio videos a year, and now with the advent of fans only accounts, and the constant illegal downloading, flicks from the late 80s, 90s, early 2000s and present day are available. This particular model stated while he was mourning the loss of his co-star to suicide, he mentioned how when he rejected the sexual advances of a fan, he went from being called a "star" to being called a "whore". Well, people who live in glass houses shouldn't throw stones, because though not all of us have had live sex on cam as I may have, they have had sex in either a group setting or three way setting, and they can be remembered and identified. So I guess my point is, respect an individual's privacy. If you come across an individual and you are in a club, at a party, at a sex party and you recognize them, I don't think there is anything wrong with asking them privately if they are indeed the performer you thought they were. But to call them out by their "screen name" or "porn name" in front of a group of men it is not a good thing to do. For all you know, that individual may have put that part of his life behind him and may have moved on, either being single or in a relationship (and yes men who are in relationships do go to group sex parties, present company included). Granted, no one forced these men to participate, but for them to have to carry the burden or title to porn star for the rest of their lives is a bit much. I would test the waters gently before calling someone out about their past. I wouldn't like it done to me, they don't like it done to them, and I am sure many posters here would not enjoy it happening to them as well. Think about it guys!

So I agreed with this guy on Grindr and I asked him if he had condoms before leaving and he said yes. When I arrived at his place, he said: “do you want to smoke 🪴” and I accepted. After, we started kissing and two minutes after his dick was in my mouth. Then he said let me fuck you, and started playing with my ass. Suddenly I saw he was trying to get inside without a condom. ”Don’t forget the condom” I said and he continued “don’t worry I’ll wear it in a bit, I’m just playing”. 30 seconds after, the tip of his dick was inside of me. I asked him again for the condom. he stopped went to his closet and took a condom, lube and the poppers. “Have you ever tried these?” He said pointing to the poppers. “I haven’t” I replied. then he gave me the poppers and said “try it” while pushing his cock against my hole. When I hit the poppers I forgot about the condoms and 30 after his raw dick was all inside of me. ”Try it again” he said and I said “I will after you put the condom” he replied saying “don’t worry, I’m just playing it is just the tip”. I hit the poppers again and next he was fucking me hard with is raw dick. I was high on weed and poppers he was a muscular daddy and I was so fucking turned on watching the condom next to me and that beast raping me raw. I hit the poppers one last time and two mins after he was dropping his load inside of me. ”Oh shit I came in you, sorry, couldn’t resist, next time I’ll wear a condom I promise” He just raped me and I loved it. there was no next time, and since then I’ve been fucking raw. Now I’m addicted to guys cumming I my ass.

I am a paramedic and have had a few positive loads from Aids patients during a medical transport. I wanted to increase my chances of getting the gift so I took a volunteer position at a nursing home. I chose this particular nursing home because they had a whole wing at this facility, dedicated for AIDS patients usually on hospice. Since my medical background, it was easy to fit in. I would do duties as empty bedpans, make up beds and then give baths to patients. The later was my favorite task, and I got to get my hands on a constant flow of patients. And since a lot of times my bedside manner would include, hand jobs, blow jobs, kissing, and letting them fuck me, I would get requests for a lot of patients. Since our unit was understaffed, it was easy for me to get a lot of one on one time with patient. Also, due to confidentiality, I will not disclose the facility or names of actual patients, but will give them a false name. Last week, I was told I would not have to do collecting of blood and empty bedpans, since I was happy to give baths to all the patients. Out of the bunch, were a total of 51 patients, and out of the 51, all tested HIV poz, 32 of them had full blown AIDS. I was thrilled, and told the head nurse that when giving baths to patients, I noticed most would take a bowel movement and would need my assistance to use the restroom. They were fine with that. Okay, that brings us to Last Thursday, St Patrick's Day. into Gregs room, and was giving him his bath, he had just brushed his teeth and didn't smell bad at all. I wished him a happy St Patrick's Day, and in kidding with him I said, I hope your wearing green, or you have to give up a kiss. His light blue robe was untired and loose, and his response was asking me to "come here". I leaned down to see what he wanted to show me, and our eyes met and we kissed...like a long open mouth sloppy tongue kiss for about a 2-3 minute period. He had taken my hand as we were making out, and guided it to his growing cock under his gown. When we finally broke our kiss, I told him I want more of that. I went over and pulled the door to as I also drew the privacy sheet between us and the door. When I went back in, Josh had pulled the sheet back to reveal his hard cock. Precum had a huge droplet on the tip, so I reached down and scooped it up with my finger, with the other had, I had loosened the string of my scrub pants and let it slide down to my knees, He saw I had a hard cock too, showing my 7" boner. My wet finger tip coated with AIDS precum, I inserted my wet finger tip into my own ass. This turned him on a lot, since he hasn't played with anyone for a long while. He reached down to finger my ass some as I leaned over to kiss him some more and then started sucking on his cock. Now his precum was flowing steadily and the taste was still salty but good. I looked up at him and asked if he could stand leaning against the bed? He said yes, so I used the remote to lower his bed, and swung his legs around. I whispered to him to fuck me, and he cautioned me that he was full blown AIDS, and I said I know, I am your nurse. I then said to him, do you want to lecture me or do you want to fuck me. He said he wanted to fuck me really bad. I said, come on, show me what you have. So he entered me pretty easy since all of his precum fluid, and he was about 8 inches in length, and yes he remembered how to fuck. He said he was close to cumming and I looked back to him and told him to breed me good and deep. This put him over the top and he shot about 8-10 volleys of thick AIDs cum up into me. When he finished, I let him stay in me until he went soft. When he slipped out, I put him back in bed and sucked him clean. He said wow...that was fantastic...and we kissed again as I thanked him. I told him I had another date and would need to leave, but if he needed anything, just ask for me on the intercom. I had to put a feminine napkin in my underwear so the other nurses would see and wet cum leaking from my ass onto my scrub pants. I straightened up and onto the next room....

This happened about 4 years ago,I had just gotten divorced and just started to fool around with other men. I had probably had played with 2 or 3 guys before this night happened and I never PnP, and I didn't really know anything about PnP. As I said that I had recently got divorced I was 50 yrs old( a late bloomer) and had never been with another guy. I had thought about it many,many times but I never acted out on those thoughts. I am 5'6 buzzed cut 145lbs and average size cock. I had signed up on a couple hook up sites(bbrts,manhunt and adam4adam) I had some ppp00interest but the guys seemed to be to far away from me. I had received a message from this guy( I call him Steve)/on bbrts saying that he liked my profile and the couple pics I had in my profile. My profile wasn't one that stood out, it pretty much stated that I was new to the scene and that I didn't have much experience and that I was versatile and looking for guys around my age and who was patient with new guys. His profile stated that he was 6'1 about 225 muscular and that he had a above average size cock and that he was a versatile bottom and from the pictures on his profile he was definitely more than above average size cock I sent him a reply thanking him for the compliment and asked him what he was into or looking for, he replied back that he was a versatile bottom and that he likes to give oral,rim and get fucked and that he didn't get to play that much due to work. He said that he was more on the vanilla type and wasn't looking for a relationship or some passionate sex just another guy for sex. He asked me the same question, I told him that I was still new to all this so I was taking things slow and that I wasn't looking for a relationship or some kind of passionate sex as well and I wasn't into kissing. I had mentioned that I had only been with 2 or 3 other guys and mostly it was giving and or receiving oral,also because I was still new to all this I haven't been able to take a cock down my throat or even close to touching the back of my throat because I had gag reflex. Steve said that he could relate as he had the same issue when he first started playing with guys,he said that it took lots of practice but once he learned he said that it felt good especially when a guy would hold his head and fucked his mouth and throat. He also said that he still has trouble taking a big cock down his throat and then he asked me if I wanted to feel a cock down my throat? I told him that if or when the time came and that I was ready to take a cock down my throat I wouldn't mind trying it,he said how would you like the guy to fuck it(slow and somewhat deep,or fast and rough) I said that I never really thought about it,he stated that he likes it fast,hard and deep. So I asked him why did he want to hookup and asked if he could host as at that moment I was staying with a friend and that I couldn't host and I said that if we were to meet up that I probably wouldn't be able to handle his cock(he had told me that he was close to 8×5" and pretty thick) he said that he was cool with that most guys have the same issue. He said that he was looking to meet up the upcoming weekend (so like in 4 days) and that he rather host as he has a playroom that had a sling and some other things in there that usually makes the night more fun(such as not many but some toys,a rim seat, some leather items a fucking bench and a most recently new fucking machine) that still hasn't been used. He said that he set it all up and when he turned it on to see how it worked he was shocked at how fast it could go. I told him that I would have to get back to him as I wasn't sure what my work schedule was like for that weekend, for the next day or two we exchanged a few messages(I should have seen the few red flags that had popped up but I didn't) in those few messages he had asked or mentioned things about wanting to be with a guy who likes to get used by multiple men he thought it would be hot to watch a guy get fucked in both holes and see the guy take all the loads no matter what. He asked if I ever thought about anything like that and I said I had a few fleeing thoughts yes but I couldn't see myself being in a situation like that or not able to have control, that I needed to have control,then he asked me if I PnP? I asked him what did he mean, with that replied he knew that I didn't PnP and really didn't know what PnP meant. He said that some guy like to use some type of drug while playing with other guys(most of the guys use Tina,G and other stuff) because it tends to get guys more hornier and that the sex can get more wild depending on how they are doing the drugs. He told me Tina was meth and some guys either will smoke it,booty bump it or will shot it up and G was like the date rape drug. But it definitely intensifies the sex drive and that it only takes a very small amount of it. From what I was gathering he must have PnP so I asked him and he said that he did it once and really didn't like it(which was a complete lie and from what he had told me about the other things as well were lies which you will soon find out.) I had told him that it was something that I wasn't looking to do or even try and he said that he understood and the night before we were going to meet up he said that his roommate might be there but I didn't have anything to worry about as he usually stays in his room. I was kinda hesitant about having someone else around even if he was going to be in a different room but I didn't say anything about it. So the day of meeting up I took my shower and prepared myself for the night. I grabbed a light lunch and left the house about 6. I had a good hour and a half drive. It was in the middle of January and that the weather might call for snow but only a light coating and as I started driving a half hour into the drive the snow started to come down and when it did it was coming down fast and hard I couldn't see 5 ft in front of me so I slowed down thinking it was just a snow squall. The longer I drove it seemed like the snow was intensifying, I pulled into the rest stop and texted Steve and told him about the snow and that I was thinking about heading back home. But I was closer to his place then mine and asked if the snow gets any worst could I stay there. He said that there wasn't any snow there but if I needed to spend the night there I could do I told him I would come. I got to Steve's house shortly before 8pm and there was no snow. I rang the bell and Steve opened the door he looked as he had described himself we walked into the living room and there were 4 other guys in there, Steve introduced me to the 1st who was his roommate and his name was Craig the other 3 guys were his roommates friends and their names were Shawn,Pete and Derek they all had beers in their hands. While I was being introduced Steve asked if I wanted anything to drink I said sure. I was offered a beer,water or a bottle of Gatorade I said that Gatorade was fine. I walked into the kitchen with Steve and he handed me the bottle of Gatorade and Steve said that he got home late and that I could wait in his room or in the living room while he went to take a quick shower, I really didn't want to just sit in his room while he was showering and I didn't want to sitting in the living room with the other guys who I had just met but I really didn't have a choice so I said I would wait in the living room. As I was waiting and was having small talk with the other guys and drinking the Gatorade, it seemed like Steve was taking a long time in the shower I must have been sitting there for a good half hour and I had just finished off the 32 oz of the Gatorade and I started to feel different the guys seemed to be mumbling and that was the last thing I remembered. When I finally got around to opening my eyes I was in this semi dark room and heard some movement and voices and I heard someone say he's coming around once my eyes had got adjusted I saw 5 figures around the room and a voice in my left ear saying it's about time you woke up we have been waiting for you when I turned to see who was talking in my ear it was Steve standing there and he was completely naked and his cock was inches from my faces. I tried to get up and I couldn't move my legs or my arms, that's when I realized that my wrist and ankles were tied to this sling as it moved when I tried to get up. I said ok guys serious jokes over untie my wrist and ankles and then it had hit me this cold breeze as I realized that not only had I been tied up in the sling but I was completely naked, as I told Steve to untie me I saw the other 4 guys start making their way towards me and was in shock and realized that I had made a big mistake the 4 other guys were not only completely naked but they were loud and drunk and what I saw next had me struggling to get out of the sling at least 3 of them guys had the biggest and thickest cocks I have ever seen. Shawn and Pete had to be at least 12" long and almost as thick as the beer can he had in his hand and Derek was even bigger and thicker then them two and that was when they were only semi hard. As I was staring in shock I remember Steve saying don't worry bye the end of the night you will not only be taking all our cocks but you will be taking them all the way down your throat. Then Keith came over and said to Steve I think we should start off with a small amount and Steve said no I think he'll be fine with what we do and Keith said you sure and Steve said just hand it to me. As I saw Keith hand him a tourniquet and a needle and said no please don't do this as Steve told Derek to untie my left wrist and hold onto my arm so he can get me ready to have some fun as Derek untied my wrist I went to pull away but Derek held onto my arm tight and positioned it so Steve was able to put the tourniquet on my arm and pulled it tight and started to feel around for a vein it didn't take long before he found one and said oh perfect I begged him not to do it but it was like I wasn't even there the next thing I felt was this sharp stab and then I felt the tourniquet being undone and started to cough and this warm rushing feeling running through my entire body as my ears rang and I remember hearing ok guys let's join him and as I was feeling all this the other guys seemed to be doing themselves as well when the 1st guy was done he had made his way over to me and it was Shawn and when he made his way over to me his cock was hard as a rock and even bigger and thicker than before as he was jerking it off saying it looks like you don't get hard like us when you slam as he reached down and started to touch my limp cock and said it's ok you won't be using your cock as much as they would be as he started to rub his cock on my mouth and lips leaving a thin trail of pre cum on my lips saying that he is going to be the 1st guy to fuck my mouth and throat as he moved behind me and untied something on the sling and I felt my head start to go down and before I knew it my head was hanging off the sling and in between Shawn's legs and his big and thick cock in his hand as he pointed the head of his cock down towards my mouth as he said to Steve can I start and he said he's all yours as I felt something wet being going in my ass hole and Steve saying he here for their own sexual pleasure and that they can do whatever they want to and that they had at least another 2 hours before everyone else shows up I felt something being pushed into my hole and started to burn as Shawn started to push his cock into my mouth. Then Steve looking at me as he stood between my legs that were spread wide open and I felt him rubbing the head of his cock on my hole and saying that not only were the 5 of them are going to use any hole as they want to but so are the other guys who show up as he lifted his arm up and held a video camera and saying that we were live and that there was a message saying that anyone in or around the area we were at was more than welcome to come by and join the party and from the replies he saw that there were a few guys already making a comment on coming over and he had just started the live view so he knew it was going to be a good night

The guys on the sex app not looking for sex. It’s a sex app . I am on the app because I want to be fucked. I wouldn’t be on the app if I was visiting family or at work.

Generally this happens when cruising, since I've pretty much given up on the apps (since they are a huge majority on all of them). I know it is a lesser problem most places, but here even the bathhouses are full of guys looking for a relationship, someone to hang out with, or just jack off. A lot of them won't even touch your cock or let you touch theirs. It seems like if you give them even 5 minutes of your time they want to "hookup" again. I desperately need to go somewhere guys do like to fuck, and I haven't been traveling for work or taken a sexcation in a little over 2 years.

[think before following links] https://newtumbl.com/x_iO80UHwCg7P5 Love this eager btm and top! Btm gets what he needs! I def relate!

That brings up a good point. I'm not he most terribly astute person when it comes to 'gaydar'. Whether it be that someone's hitting on me, or just that someone's gay, many times you'll have to hit me over he head for me to figure it out. When it comes to voice though, there are some people who just scream it. But why? When you hear people from different areas of the world, say from the deep south of the U.S., from England, or from Australia, usually within a few sentences you can figure out where they're from. Their bodies aren't any different. They picked up that accent from growing up there and hearing other people in their home and around them talk like that, so it's geographic and learned, but not physiological. When you hear people from different cultures talk, you can often pick up on that by listening too. Many times when I hear someone from afar, I can tell right away if they're black. In that case it's neither geographic nor physiological, because the characteristics often span regions. It must be cultural, because, once again, they grew up in those households surrounded by people who talked a certain way. Then we have gay guys. Being gay happens in all parts of the world and spans cultures. I haven't heard any evidence that being gay is in any way physiological, certainly with regards to vocal chords. Most gay guys grow up in an environment where they are the only gay one in their household, and in my era at least, the only one that they knew or saw before they reached adulthood or late puberty. Yet with many of them, even as boys, you can listen from the next room over and say "Yep, he's one of us." If it's not due to being around other and learning their inflections and it's not physiological, then why? And why do other gay guys (like myself) not have that characteristic in their voice? Very curious...

I went to sauna in Luton on their naked day. There was a sexy guy in the jacuzzi kissing and cuddling with another guy but he didn't seem too interested in me. About half an hour later I met him in Port room having his dick rubbed by another guy. This time he was interested. After a while I went down in him and got his dick rock hard. I then bent over a bench and offered him my hole. He fingered me but seemed interested in other guy and not me. However, I let him play with my hole -still on offer. Then rather to my surprise, he moved my legs further apart and entered my hole with his now rigid cock. He fucked me and I got my hole into the rhythm of his thrusting pretty quick. We had a small crowd by then and I started to suck another guy's cock whilst being fucked. The guy fucking me started to pick up speed and was starting to get ready to unload. He made what turned out to be a final thrust deep in my hole and then stopped. No groaning or talking. I initially thought he was taking a breather but then his cock grew limp and finally slipped out of my hole. I could feel his cumload start to drip out down my ballsack. He said "thank you" and that was it. For information- I took 2 other loads in the same session but this guy was the series and best.

That is not an accurate nor flattering comparison. The animated Peter Griffin isn’t characterized as being an Autist, he’s characterized as being an obnoxious moron. (And I can’t stand to watch the show.) Unfortunately, the fate of your real-life “Peter Griffin” is all too common among people with Autism. Neurotypicals - non-Autistics - react negatively because we do not always conform to Neurotypical standards of what is socially “normal”, and pass summary judgment in us. More often than not, I find myself being labeled an asshole for absolutely no reason I can figure out; it’s just that some NT got his feathers rubbed wrong because I didn’t act the way he was expecting - or because I was too honest. One often hears talk about looking for a “cure” for Autism, as though it were a disease. I do not need to be cured, thank you. My brain is simply wired differently. Not wrongly - differently. The fact that my brain does not output the social cues that comfort Neurotypicals is not my problem, but theirs. It only becomes my problem when they begin to act ugly about it, call me names, defame my character, and physically assault me at my workplace (all of which actually happened). The most simplified way I can explain what being Autistic is like to someone else is this: The world around us constantly bombards us with stimuli - signals of all types coming from all directions nonstop, sights, sounds, smells, tastes, textures. For the average person, his brain automatically has a kind of filter that blocks out most of the incoming information and only selects what’s most relevant in a given context. Thus, you might notice another guy coming on to you because you were receptive to such signals (and for most men here, any context will do). An Autist, however, doesn’t have an automatic filter. All the signals come driving in from all sides all the time, and it’s confusing, frustrating, and even painful because we’re so sensitive to it all. We have no choice but to set up mental - and sometimes physical - barriers to wall off as much of the input as we can just so the world becomes a manageable place. This is why Aspies hyper-focus on things; they’re hyper-not-focusing on everything else. If I’m in a bar with music and lights, There’s very little chance of my noticing a guy wagging his eyebrows at me because I’m too busy trying to keep from being overwhelmed by the light and the noise. This oversensitivity to stimuli is both a curse and a gift; although it causes many problems, our adaptation to it also allows us to concentrate on things more intensely than most people, and sometimes allows us to observe and sense things more keenly than those with a filter. The animated Peter Griffin is just a crass, imbecilic buffoon. The one there whose mental wiring is a mystery is Lois - why in God’s name would anybody marry him?

I'm hoping I can give you a little optimism. 4 years ago I was in the ICU with stage 4 cancer, almost paralyzed and a poor prognosis, I'm 3.5 years cancer free, physically active and very thankful that the people like you did not give up on me. Sometimes it does work out.

"Sorry dude I'm into fucking and getting fucked." At least he claims to do oral, in some places BBRT is full of guys who just want to cuddle.

The last guy I bred was bent over a stool taking any takers in the orgy room at the bathhouse. I used some of the cum from the load I had just taken in the sling to lube him up.

Smelly people, house is a total shit hole, smokers breath, wanting to use a condom. All no no's

Part five – One Hot Minute  When I came back to the world of the living, I was lying on the rubber bed in my black room. As soon as I opened my eyes, I realized something was wrong. I felt AWFUL. My body was aching all over, I was very cold and very hot at the same time. My head was spinning, I felt sick. I tried standing up, but my whole body felt too heavy, and I had trouble getting on my feet. I was also extremely thirsty. I felt like I was high, but I knew it wasn’t the case. I clearly had a fever.  The door opened and Daddy came in. He was dressed in a dramatic looking black rubber uniform that covered him from head to toe. The top looked like an old uniform with a front panel and buttons on the side, it was gorgeous. His rubber pants were clinging tightly to his legs and showcased his massive bulge. I wanted to get my face in it and worship it, but the thought of actually doing so was making me nauseous. I was still lying down and once again tried to get up to greet my master, but all I could manage to do was extend my arms and whimper softly.  “Hey boy, I’m back. Did you enjoy your little trip in Wonderland?”   As soon as he saw me squirming pathetically his demeanor changed and he looked concerned.  “Are you alright boy? Feeling under the weather?”  “Yes Daddy, I think I’m sick”.  He put his hand on my forehead and smiled.  “Good news, boy. You’re finally converting. What you are experiencing right now is what we call the fuck flu. You are officially becoming a true poz. You are having a fever, quite high actually, and that’s the best part about it. Your body is on fire, almost literally, burning hot with HIV. That means your hole is now warmer than it will ever be. Which also means I will take full advantage of it. There is nothing like fucking a burning feverish hole raw, it’s a rare delicacy I was looking forward to. I’ll just have to make sure you don’t get too hot and end up with brain damage, now let me see...”  He must have been prepared for this situation because he somehow already had a thermometer in a pocket, he then pulled my legs up like a baby and shoved it in my ass. After a few seconds he took it out and looked satisfied.  “A nice 102 degrees. You have some fire in you right now, boy. I’ll have to take your temperature regularly to make sure it doesn’t go above 103, so I’ll give you a little something to stabilize you. Wait a second.”  Daddy left the room and came back after a minute. During his absence, my mind started reeling. I was obviously not under the influence of any drug at the moment, so I could think semi-clearly (despite the fever and terrible ache all over my body). As much as everything felt like a dream up to this point, I was now living a nightmare. I had been experiencing so much pleasure in the last days (or was it weeks? I wasn’t so sure anymore) and it was all crashing down. Strangely, I did not feel any regret about my choice of becoming Daddy’s sex slave. I trusted him to get me through this, and if he could get something more out of this, then it was for the best. But dear God did I feel awful right now. I was very anxious for him to come back and make me feel better because I thought I was about to pass out. And I was so, so thirsty. On top of this, I wasn’t horny in the slightest. I knew Daddy would fuck me very soon, but I wasn’t finding the idea so appealing. All I wanted was to go back to sleep and wake up better. And poz.  And that was the thread I was hanging on at the moment which would make me go through this ordeal. Becoming poz. It was underway and there was no stopping it whatsoever. I would never be anything else than a poz chem slut for my Daddy. Why did I find it so fucking hot? I was asking myself this question since the first time I caught Rick with the other boy having chem sex and making poz talk. It was still a complete mystery as to why it makes my dick so hard. The thought of this being a permanent situation. A complete submission to my dark desires I didn’t even know I had. I went with the idea so fast it almost scared me. I never really took the time to think it through and truly consider the consequences of my choice. But no matter how hard I thought about it, if I was under the influence of a drug or not, I couldn’t help but be turned on by the thought of being infected with HIV, becoming poz and taking toxic loads up my ass for the rest of my life while getting high as fuck. It surely sounded better than having to work to make a living. And the pleasure... The most intense pleasure I couldn’t even imagine was possible. Relentless, endless, permanent pleasure. I wasn’t feeling any pleasure now, but I knew this wouldn’t last long; I could hear footsteps, my Daddy was coming back to take care of me.  Daddy came back pushing a rolling cart with several items on it. Pill bottles, syringes, bottles with some clear liquid in it and a few items I couldn’t see. He handed me a pill and a glass with a single mouthful of water in it and told me to take it. I didn’t waste time but was thoroughly disappointed by the small quantity of water. I really needed to drink.  “There, your fever shouldn’t rise any more for a while. I’ll check your temp again later. I’m also willing to bet you’re not feeling very horny right now, aren’t you, boy? We’ll fix that too. I don’t want to be the only one having fun, you know? I just need to make sure it doesn’t rise your body temperature too much. You should be good for one more degree.”  My head was spinning and I was feeling very cold. I was a bit wary of taking drugs and I started shivering.   “I’m going to give you something milder than usual, you’re already quite fucked up as it is, just not quite horny enough. Let’s try out what you’ve got out of your recent trip in Wonderland.”  While saying that, Daddy unzipped his rubber pants and took out his massive poz dick.  “Put that in your mouth and swallow everything that comes out of it. It’ll make you feel much, much better, you’ll see.”  I did as I was told and instantly started to suck on his cock.  “Don’t suck it, faggot, just put the tip in your mouth and don’t move. Make sure you don’t spill a single drop.”  I stopped sucking and let the head of his cock rest between my lips, making a tight seal around his semi-hard dick. After a few seconds piss started to flow into my mouth. To my surprise it tasted bitter and sweet, not a bad taste at all.   “This is chem piss, boy. I spent the last few hours doing T with some friends upstairs and now my body is flushing it out into your mouth. Drink all of it and you’ll get a nice high, just enough for someone in your situation. For the moment you’re not getting anything else, it could be dangerous. Well, maybe some poppers later. If you’re a good enough boy I might even also piss into your ass, my bladder is quite full so there is plenty more where that’s coming from.”  As I was gulping relentlessly on his chem piss to keep up with the flow and not choke, I could feel his cock getting progressively harder in my mouth. The pressure of the piss stream was getting stronger, and it was starting to hit the back of my throat. The feeling was far more pleasurable than I anticipated, and I could see that I would enjoy piss play a lot in the future. Drinking my Daddy’s fluids was insanely erotic, and I wished I could see myself in the position I was in. It was funny that even a few days ago the thought of doing what I was doing right now would have disgusted me to no end, but now I just wanted more piss down my throat. As a bonus, I no longer felt thirsty and my horniness was quickly coming back, but I wasn’t sure if it was the chem piss or just the act itself that was turning me on. I could feel my cock getting hard and leaking big drops of precum on my rubber bed.  “I’m amazed how quickly you learn to be such a pig slut, dear boy. I’m very proud of you. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, but you really were born to be a chemmed up poz slut for your Daddy.”  Piss was still freely flowing into my mouth, and I was starting to wonder if it would ever end, and then it did. Daddy left his cock there as the last few drops leaked out for me to swallow. When he was satisfied that I drank everything, Daddy stepped back and smiled at me.  “Feeling better, now?”  “Yes, much better, thank you Daddy.”  “You enjoyed being my personal urinal, boy?”  “Yes Daddy, I love drinking your chem piss. It’s way better than I expected and it’s making me horny.”  “Good, because you’ll be drinking a lot of my piss in the future. It’ll help keep you high, hydrated, and subservient to me.”  “Yes, Daddy.”  I was feeling a bit less cold, but I was still shivering a bit.  “Now boy lay on your stomach while we wait for the chem piss to take hold in your system.”  I did as I was told and as soon as I was comfortable, Daddy poured something cold and oily on me and started giving me a massage, running his big strong hands all over my shoulders, back, butt and legs. It felt incredible and the shivers slowly went away. Massages pretty much always feel nice, but this was something else, the fever made my skin overly sensitive and I was in ecstasy. “I told you I was going to take very good care of you. I’m totally using you for my own pleasure, but I want to make sure you too are having a good time. You’re my slave, but you are also my poz son and your wellbeing is very important to me. Just relax and let me make you feel better while you’re sick. In a couple days the fever and aches will be gone and will have finally completed your seroconversion. I’ll personally test you for HIV, it will be positive, of course, and I’ll monitor your viral load over the coming weeks and months. I won’t put you on meds right away. I want you to get a very high load in your system before we bring it down. I’ll keep breeding you to charge you up, but there is so much I can give you now, since you already have my strain. So, to spice things up I’ll start sharing you with my friends. Some have different, more virulent strains. Some even have full-blown AIDS. I have a couple acquaintances who stopped all medication a while ago and don’t have much time left. They will all fill your ass with their extremely toxic cum. Hopefully you’ll develop your own mutant strain that you can gift back to the rest of the community. You’ll be like an HIV incubator, a mother to the Virus. The thing is, though, I’ve decided you would be an exclusive total bottom. I don’t want my slut to top anyone. So, we’ll have to come up with other ways for you to share your gift. I hope you enjoyed your trip on the brainwashing machine, because you’ll spend a lot of time hooked to it. I’ll have to milk you like a cow to collect your seed and give it to my virus worshipping friends.”  Daddy’s insanely perverted poz talk, coupled with the chem piss I just drank and the massage were pushing several buttons in my brain, and I was getting very horny. My ass was starting to itch, and the fever only made it more intense. I was getting anxious for Daddy to start fucking me as soon as possible and started wiggling my butt to try and send a signal. Daddy caught it quite quickly and shoved an oily finger into my hole. I instantly arched my back and raised by butt in the air to try and get more of his finger in.  “Woah, I take it you’re ready for my cock in your burning ass, boy?  “Yes, please, fuck me Daddy, I need it.”  He poured some more oil between my ass cheeks and lifted me up so I was on all fours. I could feel the tip of his cock brushing against my hole, mixing his precum with the oil.  “You want it, boy? You want that big poz dick in your tight burning seroconverting ass?”  “Yes, please Daddy !!” I was almost crying.  “You sure you’re not too sick to fuck? Maybe I should let you rest...” Now he was teasing me, and it was pure torture. I kept begging him while pushing my ass against his cock.  “As you wish then.”  With that said he entered me in one swift move. He wasn’t even all the way in yet when he let out a very loud, ecstatic moan and pushed the rest in me without stopping until he was balls deep in my ass.  “Holy fucking Christ that ass is FLAMING HOT. So fucking warm. My dick is in heaven right now. Holy shit this feels good. I wish you had a fever all the time.”  He stood still, without moving, savouring the extreme warmth of my feverish asshole.   “I’ll have to find a way to induce a fever to get that hot ass from time to time, this is way too good. It’s been a while since I got the chance to fuck a seroconverting slut. Holy fuck! This is what I’ve been waiting for since you accepted my virus. There’s truly nothing better than a fuck flu ass.”  On my end of things, the fever made everything feel better. Daddy’s cock sliding inside my rectum was hitting a whole lot of fired up nerves and everything felt way more sensitive than usual. I was so hot and warm that his cock felt a bit colder than usual. Daddy started picking up the pace and I was starting to really feel the chem piss’ effect. As turned on as I was, my cock went a bit limp, but I could feel cum oozing out if it and onto the rubber bed. I buried my face on the cold black mattress to focus on Daddy’s pounding while enjoying a relentless string of micro-orgasms.  “This is like fucking a furnace. Jesus, it’s amazing. I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of that hot ass, boy. I hope your enjoying yourself because we’re in for quite a ride.”  I managed to reply, mumbling with my face still stuck on the rubber mattress.   “Oh God yes Daddy, keep fucking me. This is so fucking good.”  “Can you feel your DNA being rewritten, boy? Can you feel yourself becoming a true poz?”  “Yes Daddy, I can feel it. I’m pregnant with your virus. You truly fertilized me and now I’m carrying your poz babies. Please give me more seed to feed my children and make them stronger and more toxic. Fill me up please Daddy.”  I was getting desperate for more poz cum in my ass. I wanted Daddy to drain his balls inside me. It didn’t take long. It must have been only a minute before I felt Daddy become stiff while he buried his cock as deep as possible, shooting his toxic load inside my ass. I could swear I felt it hitting my walls and burning my guts. Daddy didn’t say anything while coming, just a deep, long growl. “Son, I’m not pulling out anytime soon, your ass is way too hot for that. But I still have to pee. Brace yourself more chem piss followed by a nice piss fuck.”  After a few seconds Daddy was giving me my first ever chem piss enema. I couldn’t feel much at first, but after a while I could tell something was filling me up. It lasted a while; Daddy still had a lot of piss in his bladder even after what he gave me to drink earlier. Since he was still rock hard from the drugs he had in him and the fucking he gave me, there was a lot of pressure and the piss was blasting against my ass walls. He pulled back a little bit and the piss stream somehow started hitting my prostate. The sensation was incredible, like scratching an itch with tremendous force. It only took a few seconds and I had a full-blown orgasm, shooting cum all over the rubber mattress under me. I wondered if my cum was toxic yet.   At that point I could feel I had a lot of chem piss inside my bowels, my belly felt a bit stretched and the pressure was getting strong. It felt good, but strange. I realized with was a very long time since I had an enema, if ever. I wasn’t used to that feeling. Once Daddy was done, I felt like I was going to burst, but he didn’t pull out and resumed fucking me through the piss.   I could feel the warm toxic liquid trickle down my thighs as Daddy was pounding me once again. He picked up speed, then slowed down, then sped up again. The slushing sounds, mixed with the growling and the squeaks of the rubber were heavenly to my ears. After a few cycles, he grabbed a bottle of poppers and took several hits. He gave me the bottle and resumed fucking me while I was doing my own hits, carefully pacing himself so I wouldn’t spill the amyl all over the bed. After four deep hits I closed the bottle and let Daddy do his magic.   It took a good half hour of pounding before Daddy came again inside my ass, mixing his poz cum with his chem piss still inside. There was pee everywhere and the smell of urine was very strong, but it turned me on even more. After his orgasm subsided, Daddy finally pulled out and the bulk of the piss still inside me came rushing out almost instantly. I couldn’t stop it even if I tried to, my ass muscles were too loose to control. Daddy grabbed my hips and turned me on my back, lifted my legs and got back in for another round. I was exhausted with the fever and the rough fuck I just had, so I closed my eyes and let Daddy do his business, and I eventually passed out.

Another successful trip to the glory hole! Heard about 'parties' happening on Tuesdays where it's a free for all. Too many bottoms on Tuesday, so I decided to go on Wednesday ☺️ and I wasn't disappointed! Went into the back and stripped naked, lubed my ass and waited. I was there for about an hour and a half, and I sucked 6 guys off and swallowed their sweet cream, and was fucked hard and cum in by 4 guys. An additional 2 guys came on my back as I was being fucked! Ok I will definitely be back!

Bottoms that pretend to be tops to get you in the bedroom. Then they want you to fuck them. I walk out.

Had a quick nut after work today. Nothing too unusual, just swing by a bottom buddy's house who had a visiting friend who is also a bottom. He was definitely my type- short, hairy, bearded. I asked my bud if there'd be any problem with me going in raw, and he assured me it wouldn't. Well, this young bear was all over my daddy cock, took direction well, and was begging me to dump my load in his ass. Seems he is a chaser, and couldn't get my raw bone inside his ass fast enough. I did my best, and gave him 2 loads deep before I left.

------- Chapter 6.2 - Flipping the Bottom ------- Midterms were brutal. There were a lot of tests to take in only a week and Ric was exhausted when they were over. He slept in on Saturday morning and when he woke Eddy was gone. A note told him he had gone to Mexico for the break. It was typical of Eddy, he only gave out information at the last second, if at all. "I get the place to myself for a whole week!" he thought to himself. Later in the afternoon, Ric decided he should hit the sauna and relax a bit but couldn't decide whether to hit the one in the recreation building or go to the one at the bath house. A voice inside him told him which would be better. "It's a little dead, but I know you'll have fun. No one chasing that I know of" the bathhouse attendant said as he pushed the card and ID back. Ric undressed and locked his clothes away before heading towards the steam room. He wanted to relax a bit before looking for a few guys to fuck. As he walked down the hall, he recognized the distinctive dragon wings tattoo covering the back of the guy in front of him. He'd fucked the guy a month earlier and had a great time. The dragon tat guy turned into the steam room and Ric followed him in. The other guy stopped just inside the door of the sauna and looked around through the haze. Ric passed him by and sat down on his towel on a bench in back. Ric tried to remember their fuck and then it came back to him. He saw the guy on an app with a profile that read something like "No cock refused. anon & BB only. Room 16" His stats gave a surprisingly accurate height and weight and listed himself as 26 years old and neg. Ric found him that day a month before, head down, ass up with a blindfold on. Ric didn't expect much since a lot of guys that said stuff like that were just trying to sound like experienced sluts but in reality turned out to be anything but. It turned out to be much better than Ric's pessimism had led him to expect. He fucked the guy for a while before dropping the first load in his ass. With the help of a little blue pill he'd taken earlier, he stayed hard and kept fucking the load in deeper before pumping a second load in. That time, Ric had rinsed and gone to the locker room to dress when the guy walked in after their fuck. "Damn, wish I'd seen you earlier. You're hot" the guy said as Ric finished pulling on his shoes. Ric's first thought was "You're never going to see anyone with that blindfold on." It was obvious the guy was in pain and Ric said "Thanks. Looks like someone worked you over. Maybe catch you another time" as he stood up. "Yeah, I'm gonna feel this for a few days but damn it was good to be used like that. It was a nice long fuck instead of the usual pump n dump" the guy replied as Ric walked out, grinning. Now, they sat in the sauna and he knew the guy didn't know that they'd fucked before. The tattoo guy sat down nearby and a minute later Ric asked "How's it going?" The steam hanging in the room only letting them see each other's outlines. "OK, I guess" was the somber reply and nothing more. Ric tried once more and asked "Whatcha lookin for?" "Just chillin today. Not like anyone's gonna want to fool around with a poz guy, anyway" the guy replied, the sound of defeat in his voice. "I doubt you're the only one. I take it you just found out. Top or bottom?" Ric asked. "Yeah, this week. I'm a bottom, for what that's worth" the guy responded. Ric's cock had stiffened and he wanted to make the guy realize that finding out you're poz isn't the end of the world. Besides, their previous fuck was really good. "Cool. I mostly top. I could use a cute guy to fuck" Ric said. "You're fuckin kidding me. I just told you, I'm POZ" the guy responded, sounding exasperated. "Won't be the first poz guy I've fucked. Won't be the last. And I'm horny. You interested?" Ric asked. The guy thought about it a minute and then softly said "Yeah." Ric started to move over and the guy said "Not here. I don't like to fuck in public. I got a room." The guy stood up and headed toward the door, not even looking back to get a better look at Ric as the steam cleared. Ric followed him back to room 16 again and watched the guy just walk into the room and get on his knees on the bed, still not looking back. Ric knew there were a lot of guys that were just looking to get fucked, no foreplay, no sucking. Just dick in ass. He knelt down, though, and started to rim the guy's ass. It tasted good, just some sweat from the steam room to give it flavor. The guy did start to moan and even rocked his ass back and forth. Ric's tongue poked in and the guy's well used hole relaxed and let him inside. A few minutes later the guy's hole was slick with spit and Ric stood up and slapped his dripping cock on each butt cheek. His hands opened up he crevice and he slid his cock to the winking hole. Ric rocked his hips plowing in, getting only a little resistance to his thick cock. Deeper and deeper he went with each stroke until he was over half way in. "Fuck! You're the guy that pozzed me!" the guy yelled out. Ric froze. "Why do you think that?" he asked, trying to sound innocent. "Cuz I remember getting stretched like that and then the piercings on the bottom of your dick tearing me up. I hurt for days after that fuck and then I got sick. It was you, wasn't it?" the guy asked. There was an urgency to his voice, but he didn't seem to be pissed. It was more like he just wanted to know who was the guy that had infected him. "Maybe. I fucked a guy in this room who said he wanted an anon bareback fuck and said no cock's refused about a month ago" Ric replied, as he started to rock his hips again. The guy's hole relaxed and he moaned a little. "Yeah... but its hard to get fucked unless you sound a little slutty" the guy said, starting to work his ass around Ric's shaft. "Anon, bareback and no cocks refused sounds to me like someone begging to get knocked up. Unless you're on prep... and you can't have been if you got pozzed." Ric replied, driving in harder. He fucked like this for several minutes and then leaned over the guy's back, his sweaty chest covering the large tattoo. He was rolling his hips harder, but now with longer strokes. He whispered in the guy's ear "Now you don't have to worry about it. Take advantage of that freedom. Even better, share what you got." Tattoo guy moaned as his ass milked Ric's cock. A few more thrusts and Ric was flooding the guy's guts again. "Oh god... that feels so fucking good" the guy cried out as the last shot pumped into his hole. They stayed like that for a minute before Ric pulled out and laid down next to the guy on the bed. "Fuck, I'm usually blindfolded and never see who fucks me. You're a lot younger than I imagined" the guy said, rolling on to his side and stroking his hand over Ric's chest. A minute passed and the guy asked "What did you mean by 'share what I got?" "Share. Like... breed another guy" Ric said, reaching over and squeezing the guy's partially hard cock. "Oh fuck... I couldn't. I'm just a bottom and now I'm poz" the guy replied. "Just give it a try. You'd be surprised at how good it feels to cum inside a guy now that your load has some kick to it" Ric said. A few seconds later, he said "My phone's in my locker. Do you have yours?" The guy nodded, crawled off the bed and got it out of the storage box in the room. "Open up that same app and do a search, there's got to be another bottom here looking for loads" Ric said. He watched the guy set up the search and selected "poz" for status. Only Ric showed up. "Look for bottoms and don't search on status" Ric said. Three guys showed up within a mile. "Now look at each profile and see if they only want neg or undetectable guys. If it's any or poz, then you got someone to check out further." All three guys in the result listed 'any' status for their partner. Only one guy wanted to fuck raw, one was safe only and the third had no preference. "Chat with the bareback guy first" Ric said. The tattoo guy looked at Ric like he was crazy. "Just chat. Say hi and ask if he's at the bath house. We know he is." A quick back and forth told them that the guy had been there a few hours, only had one short, covered fuck and was about to give up. "Top buddy with me. Up for bare fuck b4 u leave?" was the message the guy sent off with Ric's encouragement. "Ur btm?" was the immediate reply. "Usually, but bud is thick n he wants me to open u b4 he fucks. room 16" the guy typed in as Ric whispered in his ear what to say. Ric smiled. "See, its not hard, unlike your cock right now" he said, giving the guy's very stiff shaft a squeeze. Ric laid back on the corner of the bed, his lower tattoo plainly visible. The tattoo guy was now leaning against the wall at the other end of the bed, stroking his cock. Less than a minute later, a short, hairy guy walked into the room. The hair on his head was buzzed close and he had a wide chin patch goatee. A thick pelt of fur covered his chest, stomach and legs, but neither could see anything else with the guy's towel around his waist. Ric guessed he was ten or fifteen years older than him but looked pretty cute. The furry guy looked back and forth between Ric and the tattoo guy and then pulled his towel off. Ric saw a steel cage constraining the hairy guy's cock. "Mmm, nice. Owned?" Ric asked. "Uh... Yes, sir. My master will be pissed if I don't come home with at least one load in me" the hairy guy said. "Good, I think we can help with that. You take all loads?" Ric asked, knowing the tattoo guy wanted the hairy guy to know what he was getting into. "Uh, yeah" the hairy guy said tentatively, as he looked closer at Ric and the tattoo guy. "You poz?" he asked, looking at Ric's biohazard tat. "Yeah. That a problem?" Ric asked. "Umm... uh... uh... no, that's fine. Shit... that's big" the hairy guy said. "Cool. Yeah, that's why I want him to open you up, first. Now come over here and suck his dick while I eat that hot ass" Ric said. The hairy guy moved quickly, obviously used to following orders without question. He was sucking like a pro on tattoo guy's cock while Ric devoured his ass. Ric could taste sweat, lube and a little bit of latex on his tongue and the guy was working his ass around Ric's tongue when it slid in and around the ring. After a few minutes, Ric gave a final lick up the crack and said "Turn around." The hairy guy spun around and began to suck on Ric's shaft. Ric looked over and the tattoo guy's cock was still hard as steel and now covered in spit. His eyes showed how nervous he was, but with a nod from Ric, he assumed his position behind the hairy guy. Ric softly said "Go slow and easy, you can do it" as he rested his hand on the back of the hairy guy's head. Dragon tattoo guy closed his eyes and pressed his cock to the spit soaked hole, sliding slowly inside the warm sleeve. A few minutes later, the tattoo guy had a even rhythm going and Ric looked back at him with a grin. The hairy guy, too, was doing a good job sucking his cock and taking most of it into his throat. The tattoo guy lasted a little more than fifteen minutes before Ric noticed the change in his breathing. He chuckled since it looked like the tattoo guy was trying to hold off and not cum so quickly. It was in vain, though, since a minute later he gave a few hard thrusts and began to pump his newly charged load into the hairy guy's hole. Ric felt the bottom moan around his cock as he got felt getting bred. The scene had surprised Ric. He expected the tattoo guy to pull out and shoot his load all over the hairy guy's back, not deep inside him. Ric let the tattoo guy recover and pull out before he made his move to swap spots. The hairy guy was still a tight fit, but the fuck had done it's job to open and lube his cunt. Ric heard the hairy guy groan as he slowly drove his cock in to the base. The thrusts built up speed until the sounds of the creaking bed and the thud of two bodies slamming together filled the room. The hairy guy was getting into it too, rocking his hips back and using his ass to massage Ric's cock. The stimulation was finally more than Ric could stand and he began to pound harder until his cock sprayed out several shots of his hot cum. As Ric settled back down, he started to pull his cock out of the battered hole. "I wanna go again" the tattoo guy said, pulling the bottom's head off his cock and crawling down the bed. Ric laughed and moved out of the way and back to his place at the other end. After a couple licks of his cock, the bottom muttered a long drawn out "ooh fuck", but went back to licking the shaft and his groin clean of cum. The tattoo guy shoved his cock into the stretched hole and fucked quickly for only a few minutes before pumping another load into the hairy guy. He laid back against the wall, breathing heavy until the hairy guy leaned back. He glanced between Ric and the tattoo guy a few times, his face showing how content he was with an ass full of cum for his Master to use. "Uh... I should be going" he said as he climbed off the bed. Grabbing his towel he started out the door. "Be here Monday at noon if you'd like another load" Ric said, grinning, as the hairy guy looked back and nodded. "Fuck... that was hot. You were right, I can't believe how good that felt. The second time was totally different though. His hole was so loose and sloppy" the tattoo guy said excitedly. Ric looked down and there was large wet spot on the bed where the hairy guy's cock had drooled while he got fucked. "Yeah. I think he enjoyed it as much as we did. And see, you're gonna be fine. Are you seeing your doc or the clinic on West Street?" Ric asked. "The clinic. I gotta go there Wednesday to find out about treatment. I think they're going to be pissed I already fucked someone bareback" the tattoo guy said. "Call and change your appointment to Tuesday or Thursday. They'll be a lot more understanding then" Ric said as he stood up, adding "Hope you can make it Monday at noon. If not, we can hookup another time. You have a great ass."

Part four - Wonderland When I woke up, there was darkness all around me. Opening my eyes made no difference from keeping them close. Pitch black. I could move my head a little bit, but as I tried to get up or touch my face, I realized I was restrained pretty much all over. Something was hugging me tight, all over my body. I felt cold and hot all at the same time. I could also feel something strapped on my face, and I could hear some strange, muffled noises. I could also feel my cock being rock hard, but encased in some kind of trap, like something was pulling, or applying suction on it. I also obviously had something in my ass, but it was small. A butt plug, probably. I could hear a slow and regular beep, a light hissing, sounds that made me believe I was at the hospital. I was laying on some kind of medical chair, but I felt like I was floating in the void. My situation was very confusing. I wasn’t even sure if I was awake or dreaming. The last few days (at least the parts where I was awake) were starting to be very, very disorienting and once again I was beginning to question if all of this was really happening. And it all happened so fast. Only a few days before, I was a straight young man trying to find a job. How did I become a gay sex slave, willingly getting drugged and having completely unprotected and wild sex with a HIV+ pervert? An amazing and godlike HIV+ pervert? Thinking about my situation was turning me on and I was still taking in the truth that was shown to me by Daddy. He was right, it was my true nature and I had finally found my place. Although right now, I wasn’t sure what kind of place I was in. After a minute the disorientation went into overdrive. I still couldn’t see or move but I felt like I was lifted up very fast and rising in the sky, like I was suddenly freed from my restrains and even gravity itself, but I still couldn’t move. Daddy was probably giving me something to make me high, I thought, so I decided to just let it run its course and see what happens. It’s not like I had a choice anyway. Out of the darkness, Daddy started speaking. I couldn’t see anything, but I was visualizing him talking to me. “Hi boy. I’ll be gone for a few days while I take care of business. I hooked you up on my brainwashing machine. You’ll be exposed to a lot of stimuli that will vastly expand your sexual horizons. I created this nice little program called “Wonderland” that will show you the ropes, condition you further to enjoy what I enjoy and crave it even more than me. This session is only the beginning, we’ll start with basic stuff. Don’t worry, everything is fully safe and secure. When I come back, we’re gonna have so much fun. In the meantime, well... bon voyage!” And the darkness came back, along with complete silence. The disorientation from the drugs and lack of stimuli was beginning to make me nauseous. After a while though, a giant biohazard symbol materialized before me. It seemed enormous, the size of a mountain, all red, with a black outline, glowing and shining bright before me, completely filling my field of vision. It seemed to be the only thing in existence. I was in awe before the sheer size of the thing and felt like it was about to engulf me, or like I was about to fall into it. “BOW IN AWE BEFORE YOUR NEW RELIGION. THIS IS IT’S SYMBOL. WORSHIP.” A booming voice exploded in my ears. The loudness was unbearable and inescapable. My whole body jerked in fear and surprise from the unexpected speech. My ears were ringing. As suddenly as it appeared, the biohazard symbol vanished and was immediately replaced by an enormous dick. It was a gargantuan version of my Daddy’s wonderful poz cock. It seemed to be floating in the void, detached from a body. I could see the veiny shaft, the glistening red head, the gigantic balls below, but nothing else. A pool of precum the size of an ocean was forming at the tip. “THIS IS YOUR NEW GOD. YOU ARE ITS SLAVE.” I felt like I was nothing compared to it. And it was true, my Daddy’s cock was everything to me, now. Even my own penis was insignificant, now. There was only Daddy’s poz cock in my world. I was looking at this ridiculously large version of his penis while experiencing a great amount of pleasure all through my body. I felt a tingling all over, heightened by the tightness I felt hugging my skin. The vision before me started moving, or maybe it was me, and I got closer and closer to the tip where the large pool of precum was overflowing. I got nearer and eventually dived into it. Everything was very overwhelmingly large, and I could even see Daddy’s sperm swimming around, like a shoal of fish moving gracefully in unison. As I got closer to them, I could spot tiny little biohazard symbols on their heads. I was literally swimming in poz cum. There was a great commotion and suddenly I was thrown around wildly as a powerful blast of cum erupted from the tip of the gargantuan dick. Everything turned to white, and the apparition was replaced by an overwhelmingly large virtual screen. “WATCH AND LEARN. THESE ARE YOUR NEW FETISHES. YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT THEM. THERE IS NO PLEASURE OUTSIDE OF THEM. YOU ARE THEIR SLAVE.” A quick succession of different porn scenes started playing on the screen. Several young guys being fucked by muscle daddies. Some were on all fours, others laying on their backs. They all had a glazed look in their eyes, seemingly high as fuck. I could see every scene for a few seconds, then it would switch to another one. Every scene was extremely hot, the best porn quality I had ever seen. It looked so real and raw. Then I was shown several close-up shots of big cocks. Most of them were uncut. Every 3 seconds there was a new one. At first, they were all limp, then semi-hard, then fully hard. Seeing so many cocks in such a short amount of time was very arousing in itself, but I could feel my horniness being pushed further by whatever was flowing in my veins. I was feeling intense pleasure just looking at the images. I desperately wanted to suck on a big juicy poz cock. The ones I was shown were now leaking heavily, all wet and glistening precum. It was at that point that I was reminded of the thing entrapping my own cock as it went into action. I could feel the suction on my dick get more intense, then release, then suck again, with a slow, rhythmic pulse. The sensation was amazing, and I started squirming in my bonds. Shortly after, whatever was in my ass starting inflating and buzzing, filling my hole with a nice sensation. I could also feel some faint cold sensation in my guts. The images on the screen went back to guys getting fucked, but now it was close ups of cocks entering assholes. Repeatedly, I was seeing the tip of a cock getting near a hole, smearing precum all over it and then plunging into the ass. White cocks, black cocks, brown cocks, white hole, black holes, and so on. The sounds of moaning as the guys entered were divine. Every time an ass was being penetrated, the buzzing in mine got a little stronger. Meanwhile, a radiating heat was growing in my ass, and I wanted more than just a vibration, I needed to get fucked. Afterwards there was another succession, this time with blow jobs. Different guys licking the head of a cock, then putting it in their mouths, then swallowing them whole, and finally getting face fucked. All the dudes ended up with several loads down their throats, in their face or elsewhere on the chest. With every cum shot, I was fed a dose of poppers through the mask in my face. After several minutes, or maybe an hour of these montages, my cock slowly milked and my ass being slowly fed T-laced lubed and frustratingly vibrated, I felt a cold sensation in my arm. My lungs started to burn, and I had to cough violently in my mask. I was getting slammed! The screen shown to me started to flicker as I was being extremely disoriented. I was trying to look at what was going on, but I couldn’t focus anywhere and my whole body was on fire. It was way more intense than what I had experienced so far. When I finally could get a grip on what was shown to me, I was confused to see a black figure in what looked like an hospital room, strapped to a doctor’s chair with the legs and arms wide apart. The figure was seemingly wrapped in black rubber or latex, completely from head to toe. There were tubes running everywhere around the black figure. When I looked at the crotch, I realized I was looking at myself. I could see a clear tube with a steel top attached to my penis and milking it. It looked like a milking machine commonly used to milk a cow but modified to fit a human penis. I had never seen such a thing, but it looked very intimidating... and hot! I could also see something running to my ass and penetrating me but couldn’t make what it was. I had a strange apparatus strapped to my face, some kind of oversized gasmask that must house the virtual reality device and the breathing gear, with three rubber tubes springing out of it in the front and the sides of my face. I could also see a tube connected to my arm which appeared to be an IV, feeding me all kinds of drugs and nutrients. There were several machines all around me and I had no idea what any of these were supposed to do. Because of the slam I was extremely horny, and I had been edged for quite a while already with these machines, so I was desperate at that point to cum. Seeing myself in this state, for some reason, pushed me to such highs in horniness that I started screaming in ecstasy in my mask. The sound was muffled even for me, but the rubber hood covering my head vibrated delightfully. The virtual screen switched to images of men in rubber suits fucking each other. Most of them were wearing black suits, others were orange, yellow, even transparent. All of them were fucking bareback though. At some point the thing in my ass inflated even more, stretching me good, but also started to move. The milking machine also started picking up the pace, sucking and pulling on my cock mechanically, relentlessly. I was starting to go crazy and really wanted to cum, but every time I got near an orgasm everything stopped, then resumed. I was incredibly frustrated but turned on. I wanted release, but I didn’t want my ecstasy to stop. After a while I was shown yet another video of a rubber guy getting fucked raw, but this one was wearing a black suit with a bright red biohazard symbol on it. My cock twitched inside the milking tube, and I could feel a sharp buzz in my ass as soon as I saw the symbol. I’m pretty sure I had a micro-orgasm at this instant, but everything kept going as the guy was getting fucked. I could hear grunts and moans, coupled with the smacking and ruffling of the rubber suits slapping together. Suddenly the top stopped fucking and gripped the bottom’s hips. “Here take my poz load you little cumdump slut.” “Thank you, Sir. Thank you for recharging me and gibing me your strain. Thank you for making me a better poz bitch, more toxic and more fucked up.” The top made several grunts while emptying his balls into the guy’s ass. “Now I’m gonna fill up your ass even more, ready boy? Ready for my toxic chem piss? Oh my god, this man was going to piss in the boy’s ass. That was HOT. “Yes Sir, fill me up with your poz piss and your poz seed. Make me high from your fluids in my cunt. Flood my guts and make it overflow please Sir.” This was fucking wild, I thought, and I instantly wanted Daddy to piss in my ass. I wondered what it felt like to have chem piss up my ass and I hoped I’d find out. As I was watching this dude getting pissed in his ass, I noticed the air smelled different and realized I was being fed poppers. I was getting higher and hornier, but then I felt the thing in my ass start to expand further and fucking me faster and deeper while the milking machine was sucking slower but stronger. I was in complete ecstasy when the scene changed. I was now seeing a guy completely encased in a yellow rubber suit with the word “PISS” written in black on his chest. He had what seemed like a rubber urinal mask on his face. I could see a dick in front of me and it started pissing in the urinal, forcing the yellow rubber gimp to drink it all. Once again, I was fed poppers and the pleasure I felt was increased even further. The thing fucking me picked up the pace as the images shown to me changed faster and faster, all scenes showing boys being peed on, some naked, some wearing latex, some chained to a urinal in a public toilet, some having several men peeing on them. With every new scene I had a huff of poppers delivered through my mask. The milking and fucking machines kept getting faster and harder. Until then it never crossed my mind that piss could be such a hot thing but here I was, craving to be peed on while experiencing the greatest high I ever thought possible. I couldn’t wait for Daddy to come back and fill my ass with piss and make me drink his chem piss. As I was formulating my wish there it was, my Daddy’s dick right there looking down on me, unloading a large golden torrent on me. To my surprise, I could actually feel it, flowing all over me. The latex suit I was wearing made it feel amazing, it was warm dripped everywhere. I didn’t know if someone was actually peeing on me or if it was one of the machine’s features, but I didn’t care. As the warm flow kept dropping on me, I was still getting milked and fucked relentlessly and this time, as I was getting close to cumming, it didn’t stop. I exploded in a violent orgasm inside the milking tube. The machine mechanically sucked every drop out of me and made it all disappear. And I kept cumming and shooting, again and again, thanks to the drugs, the bondage, the latex suit and the piss. My orgasm subsided, but the machine kept milking and fucking me without ever slowing down. I felt another cold wave in my arm and had to cough violently as I was slammed once again, completely overriding my refraction period. I was instantly as horny as I was a few moments earlier. “HOPE YOU ENJOY BEING MY RUBBER PISS SLAVE.” The booming voice was there again. It would seldomly talk to me throughout the session, reinforcing what I was experiencing, making me yearn for the real thing as soon as possible. Now I truly understood what Daddy meant when he called this a brainwashing machine. This thing was remodeling my brain, rewriting it to fit my Daddy’s kinks and fetishes by associating those with intense pleasure. I was turned on by the concept and was looking forward to what was next. For the next several hours (maybe days?) I went through an insanely long cycle of being slammed, fed poppers, milked and fucked while I was shown several scenes, every single one more hot than the last. Guys getting gang banged on a sling, guys getting beaten up, I was shown several fisting scenes while the thing fucking my ass inflated to painful proportions, I was shown hundreds of neg guys asking for poz cum, poz guyz asking to be recharged, guys getting slammed, gassed, smoked, shotgunned, booty bumped, and I forget the rest. Rubber guys, leather guys, jocks, twinks, daddies, bears, etc. At some point I completely lost track of what was going on and my conscience shut itself off, I was in a world of pure pleasure, and perversion. There was only my body and the machine, my identity had been erased. I didn’t care about anything but extreme gay sex. I forgot who I was, my name, where I came from. My entire reality was sex. I was a sex object, owned by Daddy, being molded to fit his mind. I was being force fed his fetishes to please him and it was glorious. After the final slam I was given during my first trip in Wonderland, I was shown what ended up being my favorite scene. A single scene, where a guy who looked eerily like me was laying on his back, his legs spread wide and raised far up to his shoulders, with Daddy looking over him. “Now boy I’m gonna make your dream come true, are you ready?” “What are you going to do, Daddy?” “I’m gonna make you pregnant with my toxic seed. I’m gonna bury this big fat poz cock deep in your guts and flood them with my devil baby juice and make you pregnant. Really pregnant.” “Oh god yes, Daddy, that’s what I’ve always wanted. Make me a poz mother please. Make me pregnant so I can carry your poz baby. Make my belly round and full of your poz cum.” Daddy smiled. “As you wish son,” and he shoved his dick inside the boy’s ass. The ensuing fucking session was a sight to behold. It lasted for ages and the two remained in the same position, the boys offering his ass with grace and humility to Daddy, and him taking the boy like the incarnation of masculinity that he is. Always the same position, never boring. My field of view was shifting from a POV of the boy, to a side view, to the back, and so on. I could see the glory of their bodies together, glistening with sweat, the muscles, the great biohazard tattoo on Daddy’s chest, his magnificent dick getting in and out of the boy’s ass. The machine fucking my own ass was in sync with the action displayed before my eyes, following every beat. As the intensity kept rising, Daddy eventually stood still and bred the boy, both grunting and moaning like animals. Daddy pulled out of the boy ass and everything else apart from the boy’s body faded into darkness. My point of view shifted to a close-up of his dripping ass hole, with thick white poz cum oozing out of it. I kept going closer until I came inside his ass and followed the poz sperms into the boy’s guts and into his blood stream. We swam together through a labyrinth of veins and body parts, faster and faster, until a bright flashing light brought everything to an end and darkness engulfed me once again.

I tend to disagree that porn stars from the 80s or 90s are all necessarily dead. I know for a fact that many from Raging Stallion are still alive, many living in different parts of California. I know based on conversations with those living in San Francisco, who worked as custodian of records for some of the major porn studios, that these guys survived the AIDS epidemic, as well as a multitude of other causes that might have ended in an early death. Many still work in ordinary 40 hour a week jobs, some are on disability, but they are alive. I won't mention names but one in particular recently sold his entire only fans catalog to a streaming service. So yes, they are out there.

Decades ago when I was a bottom, one guy disabused me from being fingered. I swear it felt like he was doing a goosestep in my hole with his two fingers. Hated it! But the sex was pretty good. As a top I don't finger cause my nails aren't always trimmed. (Plus I'd rather use my tongue to get the bottom ready.) When I was a bottom, if the top tried to ram it all the way in at once, my hole would clench shut and he'd have a helluva time trying to get in after that. As a top I prefer to work my way in slowly, at a pace the bottom is good with. I'm all about mutual pleasure, and I get as much pleasure from giving pleasure as I do from being pleasured.

The following story is a work of fiction – any resemblance to people or places is entirely coincidental. This is my first story on breeding.zone and I appreciate feedback, encouragement, and whatever else you would like to say/send my way. All characters in this story are over 18 yeaers of age. Apart from being a pozzing story, I wanted to let the characters explore and learn about themselves as well. As the story progresses some topics like fisting, body mods, etc. will come into play. Hopefully this will be a story for everyone to enjoy! This introduction just sets out the basis for the story. . . The action heats up in Chapter 1. INTRODUCTION My name is Paul, and I wanted to write down my experiences of the most life-changing event a boy can go through and set the record straight — I know the history of my exploits have been exaggerated, but I wanted to come clean while everything was still fresh in my mind. Whatever happens to me, I want to leave my mark and say that I was a part of doing something big, whether others like it or not. This story starts when I first went away for college. I went to study organ at a prestigious Midwestern university, and having won a special scholarship for performance, I was given my own suite in a res hall. The first few couple of months I really threw myself into school, practicing, and trying to figure out a system that would work for me as a student. Every day was a repeat of the last, waking up with a quick orange and brewing a coffee before heading to the hall to practice on the organ for two hours before my first class. I had just enough time between classes to run back to my room to make a sandwich before I was back in class until I had ensemble rehearsals and lessons, then a couple of hours in the library before heading back to the room to shower and crash. All of this led to some shockingly rapid progress in my playing, which made me excited to continue school. The only downside was that I had no life. And I mean NO LIFE. As a boy I dreamed about leaving home so I could come out and come into my own. It was already after Thanksgiving and I hadn’t met anyone outside the music department or the few chance encounters with people on my floor. I decided that I needed to change that. Not having any other plans, I sent a text to Chris. *Chris, I need to do something tonight.* He responded quickly, *What’s up? Wanna come hang out?* Chris was never one to beat around the bush. Your average frat boy who loved to run as much as he loved beer, he was jovial and always good for a laugh. *Yes, I will be there in five.* I hurried to pull myself together. I’m average height and slight build. . . About 5’8” and have the body of a soccer player but with slimmer legs. I ran a brush through my light brown hair and adjusted my glasses. My eyes were my best feature, and I wanted their oceans of blue to shine tonight. I pulled a sweater on over my shirt and grabbed a cute pair of shoes to complete the preppy look. I don’t know why I want to look like I stepped out of a Burberry ad, but there are worse things, right? Walking down the hallway, I could already hear the music and loud conversation coming from Chris’s room. I opened the door to let myself in and was hit with a wave of smell. . . It was strangely compelling. Both body odor and too much cheap spray cologne. I sighed, this already feels like more of a college experience than I got the previous three months. Chris saw me and waved me inside, “guys, this is Paul McDonnell. He’s on the floor but he is a bit shy. Just make sure you all welcome him!” Immediately I saw six other heads swivel in my direction. The group was a cadre of people from all over campus, but I immediately noticed Blake. Blake Jeffries was known all over campus. Not only was he the star of the diving team, he had a commanding presence. Not particularly tall at just about 6’, his erect posture and penetrating gaze left a mark on anyone who passed him. I had seen him at the library late a few times, diligently typing on his computer or paging through a book. Any boy who can type and still keep his back textbook straight deserves some kind of a medal. Blake’s eyes locked into mine and it was over. I didn’t know what had come over me, but I stumbled forward and sat down on the floor next to him. The rest of the people in the room were murmuring welcomes, but I felt compelled to occupy space next to Blake. For his part, he smiled gently at me and said hello in a quiet voice. I felt myself shiver. Why was I behaving like this? I needed to snap out of it. “So, you came in just as we were going to start playing some blackjack.” Chris said. “You in?” I looked around the group of people all staring at me and I mumbled, “sure. . . What are the stakes?” The guy sitting between me and Chris thumped me on the back in a bro-way, “stakes are favors — like the loser has to write the winner’s essay or do his laundry or whatever. Nothing too exciting, but should be fun!” I settled in, was given my chips and we all started to play. For anyone who hasn’t had the chance to try something that already they’re not great at while sitting next to the most gorgeous person they had ever seen, let me tell you. It SUCKS! Every move I made was wrong. I only lasted about twenty hands before I was the first one out. The guys all went wild saying things like, “At least we have someone smart if we win. . . I need him to do some homework for me. . . He looks so clean, I could use him to wash my uniform after the soccer match on Saturday. . .” I took the ribbing in stride, I was just happy to be there. I stood up to stretch and looked around the room. Everyone seemed to be having a good time but Brad. He looked like he was concentrating and still sitting ramrod straight. I popped back down and looked right at him. In a low voice I asked, “Is everything okay?” He turned his head and blinked just a foot away from my face. He gave me a tiny smirk and leaned next to my head to whisper, “I’m fine, I am just counting cards so I can be sure to win.” As he pulled head back into his own personal space, there was definitely a devilish twinkle in his eye. For the second time that night, I felt an involuntary shiver travel from my toes to my head. This boy was serious. But why? It took another hour before Blake was the only one standing with chips. We all stood up and started to gather ourselves to say goodnight, the time was almost 1:00 am. Chris piped up, “ Blake, what are you going to have Paul do for you for being the big winner?” Blake looked up from straightening the sorting the cards back into their boxes, “I’m going to get his number and text him. It is none of your business!” That got a few funny looks and playful ribs from the other people there. I was ecstatic. I walked over to him and demanded his phone. I punched in my number then thrust my face next to his, “say cheese!” I snapped a selfie with the two of us and added it to my contact in his phone. Setting the phone down on the table, I was turning away when Blake grabbed my wrist. “Walk me outside a minute.” He finished putting the cards away and stood up, loudly thanking Chris for hosting the get-together and turning toward the door. He still lightly held my wrist and I quickly followed him into the hall. Ah! Fresh air! Only when we were in the elevator heading down the seven stories to the street level did I notice how nice Blake smelled. He was holding me close enough that I could feel the warmth radiating off of him, carrying a pleasant musk that comes from someone who eats well and holds themselves in shape. We rode in silence, but I was feeling more and more comfortable being next to him. At least I hadn’t shivered in the last few minutes. We walked through the lobby and outside. We were walking along a dark pathway toward one of the parking lots when Blake stopped and turned toward me. “You know, Paul, I don’t think I have really seen you around campus much before.” “Well, yeah, I have been keeping busy with school work and practicing for a few concerts coming up – besides, Christmas is always crazy time for anyone who can play the organ.” He lit up a bit, “you’re a musician? When is your next concert?” Odd that a jock like him would ask, but I guess he was just being nice. “I have a concert next week Tuesday. We’re playing the Mahler Symphony No. 2 and I am playing some short Reger organ pieces when people are walking in before.” His grey eyes lit up in the darkness, “I love listening to Reger, and my mom sang in the symphony chorus back home before she died and loved the Mahler, too. Can I come?” This would be a first. Meeting a boy who earnestly wanted to come to one of my concerts. Not to mention the jock to end all jocks. And he knows Reger and Mahler? Who was this? “Sure,” I managed to stammer out. “I get some comp tickets, so I can have one with your name on it at the box office.” “Great,” he replied, “I’m looking forward to seeing the performance. Do you have plans for after?” “Well, I don’t like to eat very much before I perform, so I will probably go and grab a bite to eat before heading home and collapsing. The music department is giving us Wednesday off to recover before we have to go back into classes.” “Don’t plan anything and find me in the lobby after the show.” He gave my hand a squeeze and was off in a flash. Before I could react he had disappeared around a corner and was gone. I stood in the early December chill in disbelief. I think I am falling in love. Chapter 1 will be out shortly! Thanks for reading so far!

This was always one of my rationalizations of why I could never be gay: I don't like showtimes and I cannot coordinate colors. 🤣😂 (I'm joking, I know that's totally stereotypical). I think people can make the inference if a male's voice has effeminate characteristics or the mannerisms are such that it's almost imitational to traditionally female affectations, yes, people don't have much doubt that they're projecting their gayness. But first, this brief interruption: "Men on..." : [think before following links] https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=95QRYSNnS3o In case the inference ever needed an example to illustrate. 🤣😂 Back to the post. In reality, I've known both guys that don't outwardly project gayness in that way and ones who do. A former workmate of mine tried insanely hard to never project he was gay by referring to his significant other as "she" or "her" and keeping a good bit of his personal life away from the office. The group photo of him and the 'guys' getting together -- every one a gym rat, all very physically chummy with each other in a way most heteros aren't -- and when he would get impassioned about a topic just how he would express it were pretty much giveaways. I saw him having Thai after work with his boyfriend and said hi, and he was really embarrassed (why I'll never know). When he finally was going to "come out" to his other work colleagues, he asked me "how do you think they'll react?" I couldn't stop laughing for a full minute and finally said, "Like 'finally you're admitting it, it's about damn time'." He looked at me with a shocked expression and I said to him, "I put it together when I met you dude, it's not going to shock them and they'll treat you the same way." @ErosWired, out of curiosity, I'll throw out the term Asperger Syndrome (even though it's now rolled into the spectrum). The characteristics you mention sound associated. Am I far off on that one? Had a former classmate with whom I remain really good friends, but she exhibited a lot of that during the time I knew her then where she could be oblivious to the world and become very obsessively focused on certain actions or behaviors.

Since I joined Grindr two weeks ago, taken 15 loads from new tops with 4 from a top who lives in the same apartment complex as me. Just took a fresh one this morning, he texted asking if I was working from home as he was driving home from working 3rd shift. Has me call him Daddy & can't resist his thick 8" cock and know how to use it. I'm his little piggy.

More please! This is a fucking hot story..

I love working a guys nips (fingers and with my mouth) I love it when it starts out giving him pleasure- but then continuing until it slowly starts to hurt- and then is only pain and then the next day- making hm wear a shirt- maybe with a bit of starch - or a rough fabric- and then love being out in public with him - seeing the look on his face when the fabric rubs against his nips knowing that that night I will be able to torture them again

Chapter 13 Horse looked over to the Pig and asked him if he had the Pig ready, The guy said “ All ready for you”. With that Horse yanked his cock out of the Kids swollen gapping ass. The Kids ass looked like a nice pussy with the lips of his ass pulled out and red and swollen. You could see the red and pink cum dripping off his cock as he moved over to the Pig’s sling. The guy pulled his hand out of the guys ass and showed Horse how far he go in him. It wasn’t all that far. Horse looked into the Pigs eyes and said “ Are you ready to man up? Be a true Pig and Cunt “. The guy mumbled something and Horse said “ Good “. With that he started pushing the Monster cock up the guys ass. The Cum, Blood and DNA from the Kids ass was now going up the Pig’s ass. The guys eyes sprang open when he realized what was going up his ass. A guy stared rocking the sling so that Horse’s cock would be forced deeper into the latest Victims of the Horse cock. It was really hot to see the guy struggling to take that cock. One moment enjoying it, the next in pure agony as the monster was trying to get in at any cost At the same time the Bio-Hazzard guy walked up to the Kid and Brutally shoved his toxic cock up the kids ass and receded to assault the kids ass and guts. He moved in different angles just to torment the Kid and make it hurt more. A dirty jock that was laying on the floor was pushed in the Kid’s mouth to muffle the screams. The guy stopped and pulled out, the look on the Kids eyes were of relief, he though it was over. The guy grabbed a rather large shard and worked it up into the Kid. With the kids ass ripped open it could have been pushed in with no problem but instead he worked it around in his rectum. He wanted to make it hurt and burn as much as possible. After he was sure that the Kid’s ass was on fire he aimed his toxic cock as the Kids hole and rammed it Home. The kid struggled at the burning invasion but being hog tied as he wasn’t much he could do to stop the Violation or damage that this guy was doing to him. I had warned him that the basement wasn’t for the weak at heart and the guys down here where the type to really work him over and except that he went down there with the intention to get the Max it would almost be a rape case. But as I told him, “ You can’t rape the willing “. I figured the Bumps and what ever else he was given was upstairs helped to persuade him to venture into the basement Dungeon. Horse said “ I am not going to get into this Pig’s ass all the way. Anyone else want to give this Pig a gift to take home”? Another guy I had not seen before said I will give him something. I noticed a scorpion tat on his back above his butt cheeks. Horse pulled out of the Pigs ass, it was gaping open and drooling pink Cum and piss. The guy with the scorpion tat stepped up and said “ This guy is really loose”. He pushed into the guy’s ass n one swift motion. The guy hardly noticed the latest violation. He said “ I don’t think he felt me, maybe is new cunt is numb.” Another guy came up and said “ I can fix that, Pull out for a second”. The guy pulled out and the other one took 2 fingers that were covered with Meth dust and began working them into the Pig’s cunt. He twisted them all around making sure to viciously coat the hole and rub it in to make sure this pig’s cunt was alive, alive with a burning pain. The pig started jerking around with the searing heat and pain that was now in his hole. The guy with the scorpion tat asked him if he wanted him to help cool off his cunt. The guy was shaking his head yes. He couldn’t say anything because of the jock gage in his mouth. The scorpion guy said to take the gage out. After it was removed he asked the Pig “ You want some help? “ the Pig responded yes. Please ! Anything to get rid of the burning “ . The scorpion guy asked “ Where is it burn at Pig?’ the pig replied in my ass. The scorpion guy responded “ Wrong ! That is our new Pussy. You are hear to serve anyone. Now say it. Plead to this guys to use our new cunt Pig”. At the same the was twisting two of his thick callused fingers in the Pigs cunt to make it burn more. Except for the slurping sounds of guys getting sucked there was no noise, everyone wanted to hear the transformation of the Pig. The Pig said “ Please ! Everyone use my cunt but please make the burning stop “ . There was an instant sound of jubilation as everyone knew that the Pig was definitely going to serve tonight and more toxic cum and piss pumped into his mouth and cunt. The Scorpion Guy put his cock into the entrance of the Pigs hole. He pushed the head in and the Pig tried to move to get more in him. He asked the Pig “ Do you want this Toxic , infected snake in your cunt ? “ The Pig responded “ Yes “ The scorpion guy rocked back and forth a little and then stopped. The pig was whimpering, he wanted more action in his cunt.

Ordinarily one gives advice to one's younger self to do things better than they actually happened. I've never seen anyone suggest he'd tell himself to be an even worse person than he apparently is (or at least start being worse earlier rather than later). But you do you.

I can't believe what just happened. I mean, yeah, I barebacked as a general rule, but I always asked guys their status and only took neg seed. Who would lie about that anyway?? Besides he was so young and innocent and we were only going to meet for coffee. I guess you want some more details. I'm your average guy, kinda husky, but pull it off well. At 37 I'm that perfect age where young college guys look at me as a daddy but older guys look at me as someone who can be a successful son. He was 22. We met on an app for bears and their admirers. 5'7", 140, cute as a button and charming as fuck. We hit it off right away, chatted about everything including the fact that he was in an open relationship with a man more than twice his age. It just sucked he wasn't in my local area. So of course as fate would have it, I needed to travel for work one Saturday. Just a one off thing, home that night, but a trip that would bring me within 30 miles of my crush. I quickly told him and he squeaked in delight as we made plans to meet at a local coffee house. His bf would drop him off, but he asked if I would bring him home as the bf worked the night shift. The conversation was flowing as easily in person as it was online. He was as charming and my gosh that smile! I didn't realize that three hours had passed as quickly as it did. We piled into my car and drive the 10 minutes back to his place. Being a gentleman, I walked him to the door. As he opened it, I turned to say goodnight when he grabbed my shirt and yanked me inside. He pushed me against the wall and dropped to his knees. I didn't think it possible to get someone's pants off as quickly as he did, but less than 30 seconds after the door closed I was fully hard and 7" deep in his throat. After two minutes he finally came up for air and kissed me. "I just had to taste it," he said, flashing that smile. "What happened to just friends," I asked. He looked directly in my eyes as he unbuckled his pants. "We can be friends tomorrow. Tonight I'm cumming deep inside you." There was no more to say. He took my hand and led me upstairs. When we got to the bedroom, we undressed the rest of the way and he gently, but firmly guided me onto the bed on my stomach. After a stinging slap on my right cheek, he voraciously dove tongue first into my hole. The sheer sensation of this eager twink rimming me was unbelievable as he loosened my entryway while giving that perfect little extra sensation of being eaten out by someone with a well groomed goatee. After 10 minutes of that treatment, I audibly whimpered disappointment when he unlatched from my back side. He chuckled mildly, "Don't worry, it won't be empty long." He reached for the lube that was already out on the nightstand and prepared the 8" log swinging between his legs. The pain was intense as he pushed forward. Normally it's easier for me if a guy pokes at it and eventually the head pops in, but this was his show and as much as he had made me feel good in foreplay, I knew I was there strictly to be a cum receptacle. He stopped to let me adjust only when I felt his hips on me. "You ready," he asked. All I could do was nod into the pillow. With my tacit acceptance, he started his assault on my insides. The kid was good, hitting all the right places. My moans only encouraged him as he went nonstop for eight minutes before I heard him change his breathing. "I'm not pulling out," he said. 10 seconds later I could feel the first shot of his DNA lining my ass, followed by six more volleys. He collapsed on top of me as I felt his orgasm subside. It was my turn to show him what I could do as I flexed my ass. He jerked as I milked the final drops of his orgasm out of him. He laid there for a few minutes, getting soft. I was about to ask if I could get up, when he started to stir a bit. The movement allowed him to reharden as he began to fuck me again, slower and in more of a lovemaking way. We continued this for a solid 15 minutes before the telltale change in his breathing happened. I looked back at him and he just nodded as he deposited another load in his new sperm bank. After a minute he pulled out and kissed me tenderly. The lad was too too to be true. As we gathered our things, I noted a picture on the dresser. It was my stud, posed, crouched on his knees with eight men, four on each side, naked, surrounding him. I asked him what that scene was. "Oh, that was my conversion party," he casually remarked. "Jeffrey, my daddy, set it up for me. This was actually my first post diagnosis fuck. Just got past the flu earlier this week. Doc gave me some meds, but I haven't started them yet." I quickly became enraged, "You told me you were neg, asshole!" "I was when we first talked and we discussed it," he fired back. "That was a week after we chatted the first time. Best birthday present of my life." So there it was. I had two highly toxic loads beginning to penetrate my system. As I came to grips with that fact, another thought came into my head. What was I going to tell my husband?

Im of an age (53) I lived though most of my friends and lovers dying of AIDS in the late 80's and 90's. I went to so many funerals , it was so fucking unfair that these guys who had done nothing wrong were cut down in there prime. I have sat on many beds and held so many hands , and it was a privilege to do so. I promised a lover in his last few moments that I would take care of my self and not take risks , and I did till PREP. PREP is a compete game changer. I am now making up for lost time.

Part II-Acceptance: I want POZ Loads! I had almost turned around and gone back home five times by the time I got to Daddy’s apartment. Putting my fist up to knock I froze. This was it. If I knocked I’d be hooking up with a guy for the first time. Not just that, he’d be POZ as well. What was I thinking? There were too many things I wanted to do to risk being pozzed. I mean don’t get me wrong, I knew it wasn’t a life sentence anymore, but did I really want to deal with the health issues, extra costs, all to get some dick? Okay, it was hot dick, but again it was attached to a POZ guy. A POZ guy who was everything I wanted in a Daddy. I imagined him knocking me up, blasting me with his toxic load, and without thinking knocked quickly and hard. When Daddy opened the door I nearly gasped. He was even more gorgeous than his picture. Although his hair was brown he had hints of grey which kinda looked like highlights. His beard and mustache were closely trimmed, making him even sexier than his picture had. He was also shirtless, showing off his rock hard abs. But all I could look at was his biohazard tattoo, half covered by his boxers. For a moment I was transfixed, imagining licking his cum off it. “See something you like boy?” Startled, I looked up at his face. He was smirking. Gulping, I nodded my head and walked in. Daddy closed the door, grabbed my arm and pulled me away from it. “I asked you a question boy. Do you see something you like?” Shaking, I nodded again. “Yes, Daddy.” “Good,” he said smiling. “Take a seat and watch the video. Be naked when I get back.” I was a little startled by Daddy’s forwardness. I mean I knew I was there to have sex, but I figured there’d be at least a little foreplay first before we got naked. I had been so enamored with Daddy that I hadn’t noticed the porn playing on the big screen. Taking my clothes off I watched a twink who had to be close to my age getting gangbanged. Sitting down I couldn’t help but start to jack off. I imagined being that twink, sucking cock after cock before each one shot a load up my dripping butt. Even though I had watch hundreds of videos like this on my laptop, I realized just how different watching it here was. I was watching a video of a guy my age getting gangbanged while naked in an older man’s apartment who I had literally just met. This was so dangerous. But it was also hot. “I hope you like Corona,” Daddy said taking a seat next to me and handing me a bottle. He was completely naked now, dick hard and already leaking fluid. “I…I really shouldn’t,” I said taking the bottle, trying not to stare at his dick. “I drove here.” “One beer won’t kill ya,” he said keeping an eye on me while taking a sip. “It’ll help you relax.” For the first time since I got there I realized how tense I was. Taking a sip really did make me feel better. As much as I wanted to do this I didn’t just as much. This just wasn’t me. I wasn’t the kind of guy who hooked up. I had always wanted to wait for a guy I was in love with, making my first time extra special. But the problem with waiting is that it makes you pent up, needing some kind of release. Maybe that’s why I was naked, watching the hottest bareback porn I had ever seen, drinking a beer with a poz guy at least fifteen years older than me about to blow him. Before I knew it my bottle was empty except for a wedge of lime. Without drinking to distract me I watched the porn more intently, not sure what to do. At least until Daddy started caressing my leg. I looked over and Daddy grabbed me into a kiss. Damn - he was a good kisser. I opened his mouth, our tongues intertwining, moaning in how good his stubble felt against me. Daddy pulled away, keeping his hold on my hair. “Are you…are you sure you’re alright with just a blow job.” “Of course boy. I’m not gonna make you do anything you don’t want to do.” The way he said want spooked me. If I did what I wanted I’d be doing a lot more than sucking dick. I had made it clear what I was willing to do. Could Daddy somehow know I was fantasizing about being loaded over and over again with his dirty cum? Of course not. Then why was he fingering my asshole? “Daddy!” I gasped. “Relax boy. I’m just gonna make you feel good.” I stared into his eyes as he dug into my asshole, squirming around and opening me up. He pulled me onto his lap and kissed me again. He withdrew his fingers from my ass, and rubbed them on my lips. Without hesitation I sucked on them without being asked, even though I knew where they had just been. Honestly, that just turned me on even more. Now that his fingers were slick he pushed in deeper in me, this time with two fingers. We continued making out, rubbing against each other, the friction driving me crazy. I imagined his fingers were his dick, pumping in and out, building up to a climax that would coat my insides. I didn’t just want it. I needed it. But I had to be strong. I was here to blow him, not to get fucked, so blow him I would. “I want to taste you Daddy,” I said breaking our make out session. “I need your dick in my mouth." He kissed me one more time, pushing me off him and onto the floor. On my haunches I got a close up view of his dick, and I was mesmerized. “Get to work boy,” he said, his face scowl making it clear he wanted me to do more than just stare. I licked his dick from the base to the dip, surprised at how much it tasted like skin. Never having sucked dick before, I always had this idea that it had to have its own taste. His musk and sweat definitely added to the flavor, but through it there was still skin. That didn’t keep me from falling in love with the act. I engulfed as much of him as I could, getting about have of his cock in my mouth. I couldn’t believe it, my mouth was full of cock! Slowly I bobbed up and down, reveling in flicking my tongue along every inch I could. Not letting him escape from my mouth I looked up at him, basking in watching him moan. We made eye contact, and for the first time in my life I felt like a slut. I was changed. I knew I would try to suck as much dick as I could now. How could I not? This was one of the most fulfilling things I had ever done. I was pleasing a man. I had finally found my place. So imagine my disappointment when he grabbed my hair and pulled me off. “That’s enough for now boy. We’re just getting started. Get on your hands and knees facing the TV.” I froze. Was he really asking me to get in position for doggie style? I had made it clear we weren’t going to fuck. For a moment I started to panic. I had to get out of there before I ended up doing something I’d regret. “Relax boy. I’m just gonna rim ya. You ever been rimmed before?” “No Daddy,” I said shaking my head. “Good. Now do like I said and get on your hands and knees.” I was still wasn’t sure about this, but slowly I complied and got in position. Nervously I waited, focusing on the porn playing to calm myself down. This was a different scene. Now another guy, he had to be more in his thirties, was in a sling. He was sucking on a dick as cum dripped out of his open hole. Man did I want to be him. As the Daddy on screen lined up his dick up with the other guy’s hole, I felt something wet on mine. I nearly jumped up, but Daddy held me down. Without meaning to I moaned. Fuck that felt good! I realized that wet feeling had to be Daddy’s tongue going up and down my ass crack, paying careful attention to digging into my hole. Like a bitch in heat I kept moaning, silently cursing obscenities of pleasure. When he stuck a finger, then a second, and then a third, I found myself pushing back, thrusting harder with each additional finger he put in. The combination of my hole being played with and the scream of the guy loading into the slut in the sling drove me insane. For the first time I found myself thinking, so what if Daddy’s poz, he has a dick and I need to be fucked! But I could never tell him that. At least, I thought I could never tell him that. Suddenly the pressure on my hole seemed greater. Was Daddy adding a fourth finger? Like before I found myself pushing back, although this time I went much slower. Damn that hurt! Still, something about the pain was erotic. I felt like even more of a slut than I had before! Suddenly I realized, that wasn’t a finger going into my asshole. I looked back and found Daddy sinking his cock into me, his eyes shut in ecstasy. “Damn boy, you’re so fucking tight!” I couldn’t believe it. The bastard was trying to fuck me! He had told me, straight to my face, that he wouldn’t make me to do anything I didn’t want to do. I couldn’t let him get away with this. “Daddy!” I moaned. “Noooo!” Why the hell did it sound like I was enjoying this? “Tell me what you want boy.” Biting my lip I tried to hold back another moan. I failed. “Stop Daddy,” I said before another moan escaped. “Please.” Hitting my back, Daddy surprised me. “Don’t lie to me boy. Tell me what you want.” Shit. Did Daddy know? Could he tell how I was craving his poz cock, wanting it to blast inside my hole? I wanted to lie again. I wanted to say he had to stop and I had to go. But I couldn’t lie to Daddy. Not again. The words blurted out unbidden: “I want your load Daddy!” He started thrusting in and out, going further and further with each set. “What kind of load?” My concentration was split at this point. Daddy was driving me crazy, pumping faster and faster. But I was also mesmerized by the porn. For the first time in my life I felt like I wasn’t just watching. I was part of it too. I noticed the current guy fucking the sling guy had something in common with Daddy. A biohazard tattoo. I grabbed my dick, now turned on more than I had ever been in my life, and without being ordered, the words again blurted forth: "Your POZ load Daddy!” Wow. I couldn’t believe I said it. I actually admitted to Daddy that I wanted his load. His POZ load. And to my surprise. I was glad. “Yea boy. I knew you were a chaser. You want to be a poz cumdump don’t you boy?” It was done. No more secrets. Daddy knew what I wanted, and I wasn’t going to hide it any longer. “Yes Daddy. Make me a POZ cumdump. Make me your POZ bitch!” Daddy pounded into my butt, sending out a scream that let me know he was creaming me. I jacked off harder, blasting out the biggest load I had ever done. I felt Daddy pull out, leaving an empty feeling in my ass. I knew this was the defining moment in my life. No more hesitations. No more fears. I was going to be a cumdump. A POZ cumdump. I definitely had some work to do. I hoped Daddy would help me. To Be Continued