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Note: Part 1 is mostly background. It'll get good though. Promise ;) Part 1 I had work tomorrow. It was a weeknight, how did I end up at this Halloween party? My friend Steven and his room mate and best friend Nancy had invited me to their part over a month ago and I had never responded. I wasn't a huge fan of the holiday and with it falling midweek this year- it didn't seem like my cup of tea. I'd ignored the upcoming holidays A little background on me. My name if Jeff and I'm an average kinda guy- working in a cubicle. brown hair and average build. A hairy chest and a 7 inch cut cock. I had dabbled with T in college but put away my partying and hookup days 4 years ago when I graduated and met Chris. Chris never knew about my past and was all I had wanted. A settled life, picture perfect life. But a year ago we started having problems, we weren't connecting any more and our picture perfect life became more and more a facade. I slipped and jerked off some random guy at the gym in the steam room. I thought he was random at least. Turns out he recognized me and was a friend of one of Chris' friends. Chris left me for cheating. I hadn't meant to "cheat". it was jerking off, c'mon. but when he left I felt sadness and uncertainty about what was next. I also felt relief. I did't miss Chris or the cookie cutter existence. Since the breakup I'd grown more an more curious about revisiting my dirty past, watching porn that featured some explicit stuff and fantasizing. All this is to say I had become pretty reclusive the past month. That changed two days ago. I'd stopped after work to grab some groceries and a bottle of wine. I had just settled in when Steve banged on my door. I let him in. "Jeff, I'm not going to let you just stay at home all the time. all of us are worried about you. We don't get it. You and Chris were so good together, why the split?" He paused to let me answer, I didn't. "Fine, don't tell me but DO come to the party this week. It'll be fun- we'll drink and there'll be friend and a bunch of guys you haven't met yet. who knows, maybe you could meet someone?" "I'm not looking to meet someone" "That's what everyone says right before they meet someone. Whatever- you're coming. I will not take no for an answer and if you don't show up, I'm setting you up on three blind dates this weekend." Not trusting his taste or wanting to ruin my weekend, I acquiesced. "Fine, I'll stop by" "And wear a costume. it's a costume party. everyone goes all out." "Fine , Ill pull something together" ----------- Earlier tonight I'd got home, poured a drink and rummaged through an old box of college crap, knowing I had a costume or two in here somewhere from misspent college Halloween parties. One drink turned to three as I searched through the boxes of old crap Chris had made me keep in the basement. I found a boy wonder costume, a firefighter, a witch from that year in drag and a sailor. And then I found it at the bottom- It had never been mine. My senior year room mate had gone as Tarzan to that frat party. He'd left it behind and i grabbed it, it had stayed with my stuff all these years. I pulled it out and examined it. It was comprised of a brown wig, a brown loincloth skirt and a top that was one shoulder and torn in various places. It matched my mood- brooding and wanting to be a little sexy and dirty. I didn't know if i could pull off the look, but dammit I'd try it on. Why not? I knew it was time to get back out there and was starting to look forward to the party. I put the costume on and was surprised by how great I looked in it. Not hugely confident in myself generally, I was pleased to see my increased time at the gym and my bleak breakup diet had results. I threw back one more drink to calm the nerves then went off to the party. _________ At the party I was in a corner awkwardly with my drink. Everyone had complimented my costume and I'd made small talk with Nancy, Steven and a few others.It was a pretty tame affair. everyone was dressed cute and I felt like a little bit of a slut for wearing something a little more risque. I was a little shy in meeting new people and the two I'd managed to start a conversation with seemed like assholes, so I headed to the corner of the living room and was sipping on my drink. I was watching a couple make out on the couch and wondering if maybe I should leave when the door opened. Two girls entered dressed as fairies. They'd nailed it. glittery costumes, makeup and wigs. They looked great. They were followed by another girl and a man. I couldn't really see them as they made their way in. Steve exclaimed from the other room and ran over and made introductions. Apparently the fairies we work friends of his and they'd brought along two friends Steve didn't know. "the more the merrier" I heard Steve exclaim as I went to the kitchen to refresh my drink. As I was entering the kitchen, the few people who had been in there emptied into the living room to greet the new company, the door swinging shut behind them. They'd replace the normal kitchen bulbs with red ones for a spooky decorating effect ,so the whole room was darker and moodier. I was refilling my cup and heard the door swing open. I turned and there he was.... I took a sharp intake of breath. The vision before me was stunning. He was dressed as the devil. Slicked back black hair, A full length black coat that was open to reveal a completely made up body. His entire body had been painted red with black and white accents. His face was a hybrid of a skeleton and a devil. and latex horns drew forth from his forehead. Under the coat he wore only black leather boots, black leather briefs and a harness. He was gorgeous and seems dangerous. He was everything that no one else here was and I was rendered speechless. "Hello there." He then chuckled and said "Tarzan, you look... sexy. Forgive me for barging in but my group just arrived and I've been sent to grab us some drinks. What are you drinking?" "Rum and coke. basic, I know. You look.... really great. The makeup must have taken forever" "Gotta go all out. Tonight's the night for a wild night, I love to make Halloween as memorable as possible" he said as he readied his drinks. "I'm Jeff, what's your name?" He smirked "What do you want it to be ?" He took a small vial from his coat pocket and added a small amount of liquid to his drink. "Trick or treat?" "Huh?" "Do you want a trick or a treat?" "Uh... I don't know. Treat I guess." "Then close your eyes" I hesitated for a moment and then with a deep inhale, I closed my eyes and heard the sound of liquid hitting liquid. "Open" He said. And I did. "Cheers" He raised his cup and we clicked solo cups and took a sip. My drink tasted slightly different and I wondered what had been in the vial. I opened my mouth to speak and he said "shhhhh.... details later. Let's head back before we're missed. grab those drinks and bring them" "Yes, sir" I said simply. I don't know why I said that. I could feel the heat rising to my cheeks. I looked down, embarrassed. I heard I'm chuckle and as he left the room he said "Good. I like that. let's go..." I took a deep breathe and followed him back to the party.

Part 6 We arrived at a house in a crowded neighborhood in the city. The bushes were overgrown and formed a screen that mostly obscured the house from the street. "Come, little one" I liked the way he called me that, I felt protected. I didn't understand it fully as we were equal in size and I was a year or two younger at most. But I liked it. I got out of the car and followed him through an opening in the hedges and up the stone stairs that were the walkway. The house was set back from the street and had seen better day. we arrived at the landing to the house and he rapped a strange rhythm on the front door and then said "it's me". The sound of sever latched unlocking followed and I was ushered into the house. Once inside there were 5 men in a living room. A mismatch of furniture and a array of states of dress greeted me. There was a man on the couch in just underwear. One man with just a shirt and everyone else fully dressed. on the table was a bong, a glass pipe and other paraphernalia. I felt like Alice entering the mad tea party. It was such a strange new world to me. "Stay here" he whispered to me. Then he and one of the men left to another room of the house. I stood awkwardly. The handsomest of the remaining men said told me to grab a seat. I sat in the newly vacated seat. He smiled at me. He had a charming smile. I'd guess he was about 40 and handsome with blonde hair with a little grey parted to the side. He was dressed in jeans and a polo shirt. He was well put together. I looked around at the others who were much less put together and tuned into a video game on the tv or porn on a laptop. "I'm Timothy" he said extending his hand. I shook it. He leaned in. "Don't be nervous. You look nervous. These guys live here, they wouldn't harm a fly. You friend will be back in a minute, I'm sure." "Do you like here too?" "Me? No, Just picking up." I nodded, understanding finally where we were. "You're so handsome" "Me? I don't know." He continued to look and I felt more and more his sincerity piercing me. "Thank you. You are.... so handsome as well" "How long have you two been together?" "Just today" "Oh, I thought you were his new beau. Maybe it's my lucky day." I didn't know what to say, luckily for me the moment was broken by my friend and the other man returning to the room. I stood up to give the chair back and the other man said no worries and I could have the seat. "Nah, It's all good- We're gonna go in the side yard for a bit if that cool." "Sure" he said, reclaiming his seat. Timothy stood up and asked my friend if he could join us. Next thing I knew the three of us were heading deeper into the house and then out a side door to the yard. There was a small patio with a table and some iron chairs. Some Christmas lights strung around a post provided a little light but night had crept in so it was difficult to see much. We chatted for a bit. Mainly the two of them with me interjecting now and then. "Isn't he adorable?" My friend suddenly asked. I flushed, embarrassed. "You should see him naked. He's amazing. And new to slamming as of today." "Hot" Timothy said. He smiled at me "I'd love to see him naked. You like slamming?" "Well, today's the first but so far... it's been amazing" "What do you think.... should we all do a round?" My friend asked. "Here? Out in the open? Isn't that risky" My friend turned to Timothy "Isn't he the sweetest? Well maybe not right here, but over there is a small shed. just big enough to do what we want." His phone rang suddenly. "Shit, I have to take this" and he went off. "We don't have to if you'd rather keep it one on one with him" "No- It's not that" I said surprising myself with my urgency. I wanted Timothy, my attraction to him kept growing with every moment. "Just not sure about in the shed right outside this house. "I get it- we'll figure something out once he's back." I smiled, and he flashed his grin back at me. "Do you mind if I kiss you?" I shook my head. I didn't mind at all. He leaned in and our lips met. Fireworks. I could have cum there and then. It was just a perfect fit. He pulled back and at the same time be both said "wow". "Where have you been" He asked. Looking off in the direction my friend had left he sighed "I wish I'd found you so I could get you all to myself". we fell into an easy silence and then into natural conversation. My friend soon returned and was seething anger "I have to go to work. I fucking lost track of time, everyone's pissed. I have to go. Can you Uber or get home somehow, little one? I felt slapped. Felt like the rug had been pulled out under me. but then I looked toward Timothy and knew it was alright. that the night was still far from over... End Part 6

I suspect he covers up his cock because he don't want to be harassed to top

I have horrible fetishes. Most everything that I should run from turns me on. Danger, rape, STDs, everything I should find scary I instead want to chase. I know those things could permanently fuck up my life, but that's what I find most appealing. I'm halfway through college now, but extremely frustrated by my sex life. While my young, skinny body attracts guys, they're just too vanilla for me. I have been good about keeping my fetishes in check though; I haven't gone on craigslist or to bars looking for a hazardous encounter. I've instead been fulfilling my needs with porn that features those things. This way, I don't risk screwing up my life or the family I hope to make one day. It's been a while though, and porn isn't doing it for me anymore. That's where I got an awful, but also fantastic idea; I was going to live vicariously through other girls. Something I should mention; I am a film major. I'm not going to be an actress, I'm planning on being behind the camera somewhere. Because of my studies, I have a decent idea how the casting process goes and I have some connections to most industries. Using one of my connections, I put an anonymous call out for porn actresses. I made sure to do it in a city several hours away, so what would happen next couldn't be traced back to me. I created a fake company with a legitimate-looking name and logo. The ad offered a lot of money and reiterated several times how every male actor was 'tested' and condoms would be used; this was in hopes of attracting the least experienced. For that purpose, casting was 'open', meaning anyone could audition, regardless of experience. That was key when casting day came. If they had been in many porno's, they were more likely to have STD's or other things that wouldn't make it exciting. If they hadn't been in any porno movies? Good. If they hadn't been in any and they weren't very promiscuous? Great. If they were a virgin? That was the golden fruit. A girl who gets an STD/knocked-up the first time they fuck? That's probably the hottest thing I've ever heard. As the day drew on, I told all the girls roughly the same thing; 'This is a tough business, if you're right for the part we'll call you.' I didn't want to make anyone think they were a shoe-in, as I didn't want to make it seem like we were desperate for girls. The actual selection was extremely simple though; Half the girls who auditioned had been in porn before; I immediately cut them. I didn't want to risk them realizing how weird this porn shoot was and telling the other girls to back out. After them, I still had 22 girls left. Most of them were drop-dead gorgeous, but a couple were also on the opposite end of the spectrum (i.e. ugly). I hired them all anyway. Honestly, watching ugly girls get fucked is kind of more attractive. Like, if an attractive girl gets an STD, they can maybe still find someone who is lonely and will risk it for them. If an ugly girl gets an STD though? They're fucked. It was hard to get laid before, it'll be impossible now. I called all the girls personally to tell them my company wanted to hire them. I reiterated the pay and said they'd get it right after the shoot. Next was the fun part. I went to the worst parts of downtown. I found a spot within a couple blocks of two different homeless shelters; this would be a perfect spot to recruit. I walked into an alleyway with couple dozen homeless guys. They seemed bewildered by my willingness to approach them. They all had torn up clothes that were so dirty, they'd probably been wearing them for at least months, maybe years. I walked up to one of them and kind of just dove straight into my purpose: "Do you all want to be in a porn I'm making? The women you'll fuck will be beautiful." The guy looked at me with a bewildered expression. He said "Listen, even if you're being serious, Ima be real with you; we're all in this alley together because we were waiting for our free prescription. We heard this clinic is trialing a new drug that can treat our AIDS. Since we ain't ever been on meds before, I doubt ya want us in your movie." This was even better than I had imagined. Thinking on my feet I replied "Uhh, actually, that's exactly why I came to you guys. I knew you all had AIDS. See this porn only has actresses that had to leave the industry because they got HIV; now they can only work in porn's where the actors also have HIV." The homeless guys collectively got real excited when they heard that. Most of them were walking over with large grins on their faces. It was clear they were in. I gave them the address of the house and told them what day and time to show up. I also mentioned, it was a semi-rape scene. The setting was a group of sorority girls who get their house overrun by hobos. A lot of the actresses liked to commit to the part, but they should remember they don't need to stop unless one of them says the safety word; 'Blueberries', even if they're pretending to fight quite a bit. Also, I told them about the other signal; most of these guys hadn't trimmed their nails in a while, and some of the girls liked to be cut a bit. If a girl said 'pumpernickle', that was her signal for you to hold her down and finger her aggressively to cut up her pussy a bit. If she complained about a condom, that was the signal to hit her. When the day finally came, I was exuberant. I had set up hidden cameras all over the house to record everything. I live-streamed the cameras to my computer back at the dorm so when it was over I could make a quick get away. The girls came over first, about an hour before the guys. I spent that time explaining how it would work; "The scene is about some 'homeless people' who will break in and pretend to sexually assault you, the girls in the sorority. Whoever watches this porn would have to use their imagination a bit, as obviously they will also put on condoms before penetrating you, and obviously real homeless people wouldn't do that. To make up for that, the guys have seriously gotten into character for this one. Just so you know, a lot of them may stink, or look nasty, but that's just prosthetics and things for realism; we are a serious company and all. I should also tell you, all these guys have had a vasectomy too. While it won't matter because they'll have condoms, I know many of you aren't on birth control, so I thought it'd help your nerves. "Also, if at any time you want to stop, that is totally fine. The guys all know the safety word is 'pumpernickle', if you say it, they will stop, no matter what. We can just cut that few seconds from the record and no harm done, okay?" The girls all nodded in agreement. They all seemed a little more at ease after hearing about all the safety precautions. As we waited for the boys, I was still debating my outfit. I wanted to wear a short skirt so I could have easy access to masturbate if I needed, but I was also afraid one of the homeless guys would mistake me for one of the sorority girls. That was an extremely hot thought though. I decided to keep the skirt, but I would carry an extra camera around so they'd know I wasn't an actress. The girls kept peaking outside to see when the men would arrive. That might damage the suspense though, so I got them away from the windows. I also locked all the side doors and threw away the key, just to get rid of any ideas they might have. I took one of the four girls who were total virgins and placed her right by the front door. Her name was Abigail, and I liked her the most. She was blonde, skinny, with large yet firm breasts. Unlike the other virgins, she was 100% chaste. She hadn't even held a guys hand before. She said she was mostly doing this as a way to get out of her chaste life, as she's always been to scared to touch a guy before. I needed to see her go first. Minutes later, the front door burst open. A gruff, hairy man stumbled through. He must've had at least a 5 inch beard. It was probably longer, but it was all matted up from having not been washed in so long. Another 50 homeless guys followed him in; I guess word must've gotten around about this little shoot. Half of them were already half naked too, they must've been preparing early. Now that I see their bodies, I'm surprised I hadn't noticed the AIDS before; they looked absolutely ravaged and skinny. The gruff guy went straight for Abigail. you could tell she was immediately having second thoughts. He grabbed her and started kissing her before pulling her onto the ground. Several other hobos rushed over too. Abigail instinctively tried to stop them from tearing off her clothes, but to them it was just part of the scene. Within seconds her shirt had been literally ripped off. The gruff guy had already lifted her skirt and tore off her panties too. She tried to keep her legs closed but he pried them open anyway. He thrust inside her and wasted no time, immediately going full speed. With several guys on either side groping every part of her and the gruff guy humping her without a condom, Abigail finally remembered what to do; she shouted 'pumpernickle!'. Big mistake. The gruff guy stopped humping and pulled out. Abigail looked relieved for maybe a half second, but then the gruff guy inserted two fingers in and started sadistically fingering her. He was clearly not trying to go smoothly either, he was jamming his nails right into the side of her pussy. She screamed and kept shouting "Pumpernickle! Pumpernickle! Pumpernickle!" but he just took it as a sign to keep going. It got so bad you could see the blood from across the room where I was filming. Eventually she gave up with the 'safety word' and let it continue. The gruff guy, now no longer being told to claw out her insides, rammed his penis back in. Abigail did not seem to like that. It wasn't great before, but now, with her hole so cut up, she jolted upward. She seemed to try to get away, but the other hobos held her down. Her struggles just pushed the gruff guy further. After a few minutes his breathing changed. his humps lost their rhythm as he could feel it coming. Abigails face grew red and her body twisted as he grew inside her. Finally, he exploded, launching jets of poisonous cum into her. Right after he finished a different homeless pushed the gruff guy off. Abigail looked lost as he inserted his prick. She barely made a noise at first. Then the guy said 'I was looking for someone to fuck, but it's hard cause they usually care about my AIDS.' This trigger Abigail. She said 'what!?!' and started struggling to get away again, but other two guys still had her arms pinned. The guy on top leaned forward and started manhandling her massive breasts. She said 'wait no, I don't want AIDS! I can't get pregnant!' but the guy didn't care. He put one hand on her neck, holding her face looking directly at him. His pace quickened further. I could see Abigail's eyes light up as her expanded inside her. She started howling in pain, and that drove the guy over the edge as he erupted, spewing volley after volley of his hazardous cum into her. Several other guys took their turns directly afterwards, each one cumming inside her dilapidated pussy. I didn't stay to watch. I was getting hornier by the second. I left to see how the other girls were faring.

How about "Varsity Members" for those who have an AARP card but don't want to admit it, hehe.

I recognise the setting! Shot at gay resort Basement Studios in Playa del Ingles, Gran Canaria. Been there many times,

I'll gloss over the guy I met cruising yesterday , who came as I was rubbing my spit lubed cock head on his ass and fled - Cunt ! Was at my local sauna at the weekend (very wet outside , perfect sauna day), normally I head straight to the dark room and find one of the many willing bottoms looking for a load. (Its difficult to be in anyway selective in the dark so I stick a couple of fingers inside and the ass that smells more of cum than lube gets the load.) As I headed towards the shower I saw a very smily guy , Egyptian (as I found out later ) and in his early 20's ,very cute with that hot ass that young African guys have. After showering I saw him in the whirlpool , i jumped in and we started chatting , after a while (and before I turned in to a prune) I told him I was heading off to the dark area , a few moments later he appeared next to me and suggested a cabin. We started kissing , really deep stuff - I pushed him against a wall and ground myself in to him and tasted him. I got a spit lubed finger in in his ass and started opening him up , he pulled me down on to the bed and pulled me on top of him - he was telling me that he loved my hairy body and weight on top of him. I carried on the deep kissing enjoying the intimacy with a hot young guy ,I spat in his mouth - he loved it. I rolled him over and rubbed my rigid cock up and down his ass crack , whilst frequently fingering lots of spit in his hole - rimming is my thing I lifted his lets and pushed them back exposing his boy hole and rimmed him deep - I don't think that he has had this done much and he went wild ! I continued to rub my big cock against this hole pushing a little further in to him each time - I was in no hurry - but was soon balls deep in him and he was completely relaxed. He has the perfect boy hole , warm and like velvet even though I was the fist guy to fuck him that session. Condoms had never been discussed so I continued to fuck him until I reached the point of no return and flooded his ass , I handn't cum for a couple of days so I had a big load which came out of his ass even though I was fully in him when I came. I lay next to him for a post fuck kill as he rolled towards me I saw a big puddle of his cum where he has spunked hands free. We exchanged numbers and will meet again. On my way back from the Sauna I had a message from the slag down the road , he had a bottom over and did I want to fuck them both ? , I apologised and explained that I was returning from the sauna having been shagging all afternoon (It's my house rule that I will only meet with bottoms if I can guarantee to fuck and load , bottoms tell me that if they have met a top who can't perform they won't meet them again) The first thing I do in the morning is go on Grindr and see what's about (Morning fucks for me are the best) , "local slag" - not sure I know his name , but that's what he is on my Watts app account when we swap fuck vids was on line. He still had the bottom with him and asked me if I wanted to fuck them both , I readily agreed. I showered and trotted down to his flat , He is a gym bunny 6'3 and the other bottom was 5'7 or so , they had already both got fucked and my regular had taken the load. They both had jocks on , and both were pre lubed , I started with the hot bottom blowing me whilst I fingered him - 3 fingers up to the knuckle. I fucked him first , and he was really appreciative - his ass was just the perfect fit. I pulled out and started on "local slag" although he was cum lubed the fuck was not so hot (A bit of a high class problem with 2 asses begging to be fucked side by side) I alternated between the 2 bottoms ,and the hot shorter guy took a video. I asked which one wanted the load , the taller one took it - shame as I would have loved to load the fresh ass , something so good about marking new territory. Im sure ill fuck them both again.

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Part 3 I woke up some time later in a place I did not recognize. Mostly because i couldn't see anything, my entire face was covered and I could barely breath, it felt like my access to oxygen was being restricted through a hose. I started to move and that's when I realized I was completely shackled to something swinging and I could not move. That's when I heard his voice. "Good you're awake, I've been waiting for you to come to. I've got a lot of fun plans for you. I know you've been catfishing and I know your secret desires to be a fuck hole faggot. Now I just need to train you. I've taken the liberty of going through your phone, I texted your boss saying you've had to leave for a family emergency and that you won't be back for some time. She isn't expecting you for at least a month but we can extend that further when the time comes. Your family thinks that you just need some alone time so they won't be looking for you either." At this point I started to panic regretting everything I had done. I tried to break free but then I felt a punch to my guy. "Stop trying to break free faggot. You won't be able to and the sooner you realize that the better for you." He then placed some headphones on my ears and I heard his deep voice saying "you live for cock, you live for cum, you live for master, you are a faggot" on repeat and then I smelt the acrid smell of poppers. He must have screwed them into the mask I was wearing because the smell was overpowering. I was left there for hours listening to the voice repeating those four phrases over and over and the poppers making my head swim. I couldn't make sense of where I was or what was happening. Just the gentle swing of my body back and forth and the drool running down my cheeks. Then I felt the headphones removed and I came to. I heard his voice say, "how are you faggot?" I just moaned incomprehensibly. He then put the headphones back on and I felt him walk away. I passed out shortly there after. I woke up some time later to myself on a bed, or I guess what I now call my bed, really it's just a sheet on the bottom of a cage that is 4x3ft. I had a collar on, my head had been shaved, my dick was in a plastic cage and I had a terrible burning sensation on my ass. I looked down to my ass to see a new tattoo. It said "no load refused" then he came down the stairs and walked over to me. Without a word he reached into my cage and attached a metal chain to my dick cage, unlocked the door to my bed caged and pulled as hard as he could on the chain. I screamed out in pain to which he quickly turned around and back handed me "You will never make a sound again unless given permission" and then walked me over to a shower and turned it on. He cleaned me out with out saying a word, and then brought me back to the sling in the middle of the room. I then saw what he had put on me the day before. It was a gas mask with a hose attached, and the bottom of the hose had rivets in it. He put the mask back on me and directed me into the sling. He then put the headphones back on and screwed in a bottle of poppers to the hose. I was lost again within minutes. However this time I felt something different, he started to probe by ass with his fingers, pulling my hole apart and stretching it. It was very pliable on account of the poppers and loosened up very quickly. He then took off the blinders on the mask and the headphones. He then showed me his cock. It had about 15 piercings on it of varying sizes and he then leaned down and whispered in my ear. "I am about to make you something very special" I screamed into the mask as he put the blinders back on and the headphones. I then felt the cold tip of metal against my hole.

First let me say I am sorry for typos. I am writing this after everything happened. I am a 28 year old guy living in downtown Minneapolis. I am fairly decent looking, 6'ft brn hair and brn eyes, and a slim build. Think collegiate swimmer a couple years after graduation and that is my body type, not super muscular but not super fit anymore either. I don't know how to exactly start this story as it's still a blur to me but I think I'll start from where I think it all went wrong. I started catfishing in college, I found this guys photos online on reddit. He was a 10 out of 10, absolutely jacked and everything about him perfect. So I started to create an online persona with him. I called him johnny and he would live out my darkest fantasies. I would use a geospoofer and put him in new York or weho and made his user name something like "taking loads" it was hot I would make up a whole new life every new place he went. From being a trust fund kid, to a traveling salesman, he had the life all while taking loads. I also had my own actual profile that didn't get as many hits but was still fairly popular. I never thought anyone would collect the dots until I was catfishing in my home town. On my fake profile I had always had a conversation with this one guy who had a shit load of tattoos and I never saw his face but was always intriguing to me. He indulged my fantasies of being gangbanged, and having loads flooding out of my hole. One day he messaged me on my actual profile too. The conversation started off pretty normal. Him: hey man what's up Me: nm just staying inside and avoiding the cold lol. What about you? Him: about the same just chatting up some guys in the area This went on for about a week, messaging him both on my real and fake account. On my fake account I divulged how I wanted to always be flooded with cum, have no choice in what I was able to do and to be a true faggot. He always encouraged this and would set me tasks to do on my "travels." Things like collect ten loads before noon, go to a bathhouse and rent a room and be ass up for 2 hours, and so on. Finally he said he wanted to meet me (fake me) next time I was in town a d I agreed. Meanwhile he did the same to the real me but with out the slutty stuff. We talked about our interests in movies, food and so on. Little did I realize he was tracking my movements on my real account too.

Dad had passed away and it was only about a year later, that mom was busy helping her high school graduation class plan their 50th high school reunion.. She was on the phone a lot and one of those phone calls had a repeat caller who shared similar experience. He too had lost his loved one recently and he was a little hesitant about coming to the reunion. But after a few conversations, they agreed to meet up for lunch to talk in person.. My siblings and I both thought this was good, though we all laughed at the thought of our mother dating again. What really caught my ear , was when I heard the man was black. Suddenly, I had these fantasies pop up in my head. Maybe they'd really hit it off...Maybe he'd even try to get in her pants... The reunion came and went and though I wasn't seeing any thing first hand, I was still getting stories from mom that they went out again.. and again.. and again.. And one day, we were having a family function and we were all going to meet him for the first time.. When we did, did I get the shock of my life.. Turns out he was John, the same black guy I had seen at the xxx vid store frequently over the last two years or so. I had tasted his cock numerous times and had seen him fuck both guys and girls at the vid store.. Though we immediately recognized each other, we said nothing until we were able to get some alone time. We laughed togther as soon as we had that moment.. I asked him if Mom knew about his past and said absolutely not. He then added that he was hoping to introduce her to the xxx vid stores soon.. He told me like mother, like son, she was a natural in bed. Other comments like her telling him how much bigger he was than my dad added to my delight of him telling me his stories. Now the thought of his bbc in my moms mouth and pussy was just too much for me to handle, so I persuaded him to follow me down to the basement for a game of pool, and a quick blow job.. I took both the game of pool and his load of cum before joining back with the family. We finally exchanged phone numbers and looked forward to him contacting me soon.

OK, based on the recent comments I've made some changes. In particular I've added another member level so it's now… New Members Junior Members (new) Members Senior Members (previously "Trusted Members") Hopefully "Senior Members" doesn't sound like old people, but it balances Junior Members conceptually. So people like @fuckyouraw777 and @AsiaCuckare now Junior Members. "Junior Members" have more abilities than the old "New Members" – it should feel more like it used to for them when everyone was in "Members". The bar to get from "New" to "Junior" is much lower than it previously was from "New" to "Members". With the standard path it's half the time period, and then there just needs to be a little public activity, and a little rating of that activity by other members. There's also an accelerated path for people who post a fair amount of content and it's particularly well-received. Since it's easier to get out of "New Members" I've restricted their abilities even more. Fewer messages, no ratings, etc. If you're in that group your job is to prove you belong here and that you'll make a positive contribution to the BZ community.

This. I kept getting asked for a picture of my hard cock, so I took one. It's an average sized cock, nothing special, but guys seem to like how it looks. Since I put it in my profiles I've found the number of versatile men trying to convince me I'm actually versatile and I need to fuck them, and bottoms wheedling me to try topping them has gone through the roof. My primary sex organs are my cunt and my brain, and no amount of guilting, shaming, and cajoling is going to change how I'm wired.

when I was in high school, men I would get fucked by were always surprised by what a cockhungry little cumdump I was and how easy I was to fuck bareback and how easy I could deep throat their cocks

I gave up guilt for Lent and never picked it back up.

I'm trying to remember if I ever felt guilty. Masturbating in my parent's home as a teen--maybe--as I realized my fantasies were changing from girls to boys. But I waited to start having real sex until college, so no I don't think so. Talking to my gay brother for my coming out made it so easy: "Have you done anything yet?" he asked. "Nope." "Do you want to fuck or get fucked?" "I don't know..." "I know just the guy..." and he picked up the phone. I lost my virginity about 35 minutes later. Not a scrap of guilt to be found

Perfectly put. I'm top but some tops really need to get over themselves. I like to be pleased but everyone is different and have different bodies. Like you said, some guys get hard while they fuck while others stay hard, most of the times the bottom doesn't have much control over it ( unless they do chastity training but again not all bottoms are into that. There's a point where no amount of external validation will solidify your ego if you aren't actually confident in your skill.

Yesterday on my way home from work I stopped off at the Forrest preserve. A guy in a white work truck stopped not far from me and just sat in his truck. I couldn’t see what he looked like but I don’t really care. A dick is a dick. I went over to the bathroom walking by his truck. I still didn’t get a good look at him but I looked his way anyway to let him know I was interested. When I got into the bathroom. It’s a single use with a lock on the door. I left the door slightly cracked. I could see his truck through the crack and it wasn’t long before he got out and started to walk toward the bathroom. I am a small guy 5’5” 130#, so I was pleasantly surprised to see a 6’ 180 very handsome man coming toward the bathroom. He opened the door and pretended like he didn’t know I was there. He said” oh im sorry” I said...” you can come in”. He came in and locked the door behind him. He pulled up his shirt to unbutton his pants and I could see he had a washboard stomach with a nice thick hair trail up his chest. He pulled his dick out and it was semi hard. Not too long about 7.5 but very very thick. Most of you bottoms know that a thick dick tells you that you are in for a good time. I asked the usual question “ what are you into?” He said he liked it all. I saw he had a wedding ring on and he was masculine so I took the safe bet and assumed he was all man and a top. I quickly went down and started sucking on his beautiful knob. I rarely have issues with cock but his was a jaw breaker. After sucking him awhile I stood back up and played with his beautiful pecks that were covered with hair. I started to suck ok one of his beautiful nipples and I felt his hand slide down my back and his finger go between my crack to my pussy. I knew he wanted to breed me so I turned around and leaned up against the wall to give him a better view. I heard him groan and could feel his wet from my mouth cock slide up and down my crack. I asked “do you want it”. He said fuck yeah... do you have a condom? I like to be honest and up front so I said that I never use them. At that point I thought he was just going to turn me back around and start fucking my face again. I could feel him spit on my hole and his hand and start to force his cock in me. I am sure he was married to a woman because most straight guys fuck boy pussy like it’s girl pussy. They don’t give you time to adjust they just go right in. He bottomed out quickly and started to pound away on me. I didn’t expect him to last long so I made the most of it and started to moan with his thrusts. He started to get more vocal and said “ do you like that baby? Do you like my cock? I moaned back fuck me. I could tell that he was getting close and he grabbed my shoulders and pulled back hard on his cock. He moaned loud as he came. As you bottoms know ... there is nothing more satisfying that getting a man off. I wanted him to make sure that he remembered me and jacked off to me a lot so when he pulled out I quickly turned around and bent down and sucked him clean. All he said was holly fuck! He thanked me and left. I went home with a thick hot load in my pussy.

was going to met a friend at the book store- it was Monday night and we paid our money and went into the theater where we stripped and in the mood for sex. We did not expect anyone to join us as it was Monday- Thursday night is gay night is busy then- rest of the week hetro nights. We hear someone coming in the door and it turned out to be a 24 year old. He took his clothes off right away and went down on my friend and the two of them exchanged sucking each other- I was on the couch with my legs spread wide open and fingering my hole- he looked at me and smiled and in a bit he was fucking me with a nice big hard 24 year old cock. He fucked hard and deep and said he had trouble cumming my turn to smile. He went back and forth between my friend and me. He must have fucked me 5 or 6 times - hard and deep and very fast. Was in heaven and then he cam inside of me and my ass could not take all of his cum- so it dripped from my hole. Hope to find him there again.

I don't like the bottom to cum when I fuck them but it's an unfortunate event. As soon as the bottom comes they come to their senses and revert back to being a boring condom Queen. The reason they cum is because they are overwhelmed by being in the presence of a real man. The thickness and position of my thrusts against their prostate and my confidence naturally brings out their need to submit and please. I NEVER allow them to wank when I breed them and chems help keep them horny and soft so that they know their role with me. The only time I allow boys to cum is after I know they are carrying my strain and they are like me a dirty fucking poz pig.

As I pick myself up off the cold tile floor and start collecting my clothing strewn about and get dressed and make my way to the elevator; the janitor is sitting on a chair at the end of the hall with a disgusted face and then smiles as the door opens and I get on. The ride home is a blur; all I can think about is how I got myself into a situation that went from fantasy to reality in hours. I look like hell, my jaw hurts, cum dried on my face, my ass hurts and leaking cum or blood or both. The biggest part was I was fucked raw by a bunch of poz black guys and was on my way home to a wife. When I get home, my wife asks if I am ok, that I look under the weather, I just agree that I was not feeling well and was going to bed. I never took a shower or washed my face, as she laid next to me, all I could do is think of how I was going to explain this or get out of next week’s meeting. The next day at work, I surfed the wed for signs and symptoms of HIV and kept reliving the prior night of smoking their drugs and going from a rape to me begging to be their bitch. The week passed rather quick and I was heading back to the support group after calling and telling my wife I would be late again. As I got off the elevator and approached the office area, my counselor was at the counter and greeted me with a rather friendly approach, asking if I got a lot out of last week’s session? I was shaking so bad heading for the room, hoping none of my rapist would show, but no such luck. As I walked in the room they were all seated toward the back and the only open seat it seems was between two of them. Everyone in the room had what seemed a death stare at me as I walked to my seat around the big table and sat down. The leader of the group leaned over and asked me how my faggot white ass was feeling? I didn’t say anything, then I felt his hand reach over and grab my crotch and squeeze to the point tears where forming and asked me again how my faggot white ass was doing? I said I was ok and please let go. The leader just smirked as he released me stating that he owned me and will do what he wants! During the meeting the leader passed me a note telling me to write my number down, I did as I was told; and a few min later my phone went off, on looking at the message, it was from the leader with pictures of me in the bathroom from last week. At the break, everyone left but the leader and me, I was told to stay where I was. After everyone left the leader told me to stand up and pull my pants down and bend over the table, and he had better not have to tell me twice. Without thinking, or just plain scared, I dropped my pants and bent over. I was then told to spread my ass cheeks, as I had them spread I heard the leader pull something from his pocket and felt the tip of something go in my ass and a liquid squeezed into my ass. Damn I started to protect that it burned and what the hell was that he just put in my ass. The leader just smacked my ass HARD and told me he owned that ass and would and could and will put anything he wants up my faggot white cunt and all I will do is say thank you sir! The group started returning to the room as I finished pulling up my pants and sat down, with those coming in looking at me oddly. The counselor came in with a stack of papers stating that they were questioners for free insurance by the state for HIV men, he finished passing them out and stated that when we had finished we could leave them at the counter because he had to leave and the janitor said he would be happy to lock up for him. I was so glad that the counselor had left when he did, because I began to feel really fucking strange, like I was the prey and was about to be eaten by all these black poz men. As I tried to fill out my form and the leader asked me how I was feeling; I told him that I felt like I was on a cloud floating and felt great. He then took my form and said he would write my answers down for me since I seemed out of sorts, not knowing he was coping my emergency contact name and number down which was my wife’s. one of the leaders guys then went over to the door and told those who didn’t want to watch or participate to leave. I don’t really remember who if any did leave. The leaders buddy then turned some of the lights out, but enough were on that everyone could see. Then leader then told me to stand up and strip, I knew at this point it was use less to argue and with the way I was feeling, didn’t really care if they all saw me naked. I was naked and standing in r, room of hiv positive black men who wanted to use my body for their sexual pleasure and at this point I wanted them too. One of the leaders buddies now had his pants down and pulling on his engorged cock asking me if I saw anything I wanted, I was on my knees licking and sucking on his cock like my life depended on it, I was in love with cock, black cock, feeling the texture, the tasted of his pre cum on my tongue and hearing him calling me a good cock sucking faggot white boy, which was turning me on even more hearing him tell me what I now know was true. I was a faggot, a cocksucking faggot who loved cock in my mouth, being used for a cum dump. The cock was pulled from my mouth and I was directed to another guy seated on the table naked and waving his cock at me, I bent over and devoured it, licking the shaft, running my tongue around the head, hearing directions of how to lick his balls and lift his balls to lick the underneath between his balls and ass. The leader then said I was doing a great job and learning my place as a faggot bitch to serve black men and other dominate men who needed a fag to use. I then felt what I had been waiting for, a cock was at my ass, or as they called it my faggot pussy. The first guy I was sucking asked if I wanted his cock in my faggot pussy, and I took my mouth off the other guys cock long enough to say YES PLEASE, FUCK ME with that black monster. He slid that cock in my ass and I was in heaven as I went back to servicing the cock on the table. The guy fucking my ass kept telling me that I was a tight faggot cunt and that before the night was over, a truck would be able to drive up my ass. The leader then leaned down and asked if I wanted their cum in my mouth and pussy, I looked at the leader who had his phone out recording what I was doing and just said yes, I want all the cum I can get! The leader then asked, you know we are all poz and by the end of the evening I would probably be poz too, and asked if I wanted that? I was so drugged up at that point and just said YES, give me you poz cum, make me poz I don’t care, just don’t stop fucking my holes with those cocks. The leader then asked if I would go home and fuck my wife with by faggot poz cock and knock her up or tell her you were a faggot for cock and leave her for men who would make him a bitch for cock and cum? I stopped sucking long enough to tell him I would do whatever it takes to keep getting black cock in my holes and feel their seed flooding my holes. The guy in my ass was now fucking me with determination and bellowed he was cumming and slammed ball deep and held himself there as he flooded my insides with his toxic load, and I was loving it. The guy I was sucking didn’t last much longer, telling me to open my mouth and stick out my tongue , I did as he asked and saw wave after wave of cum shooting in my mouth and on my tongue, the leader said for me not to swallow it yet. I was told to close my mouth and swish the cum around my mouth and then open it and show the camera, and I did, I was then told to swallow it and show the camera that it was all gone. I did with the devilish grin and licked my lips to prove I wanted it and more. The leader then told me to get on the my knees and to get ready to be one of them…….

It was a typical summer night. Three of of my buddies, Trent, Dave and Joey and I were out raising hell and causing trouble. It was a very warm night and we decided to hop a back yard fence and use the pool for some skinny dipping. We figured, given the late hour, we could get in and out without being noticed. In the dark we all stripped of our clothing and shoes and we quietly slipped into the pool for some skinny dipping. We were swimming around for a few minutes when I dove under the water to cool of my head. When I came up my buddies were jumping out of the water, grabbing their clothes and jumping back over the fence. I was slow to react since I was in the middle of the pool, with no clue as to what was going on. When I realized that the guy who lived there was on the back deck it was impossible for me to escape. “YOU THERE IN THE POOL. COME HERE!” I was busted. I got out, still naked and dripping wet. I figured I’d get a stern talking too and be on my way. Boy was I wrong. “Get your skinny ass in the house boy!” “Can I grab my clothes, Sir?” “No ya can’t. Now move it!” I walked my naked 5’8”, thin, 18 year old body through the back patio door with the large man of over 6’ who probably out-weighed me by a good 100 pounds. He followed me in and shut the patio door after he walked through the door. “What the fuck do ya think you were doing in my pool boy? Didn’t ya see the ‘NO TRESPASSING' signs posted?” I was able to honestly answer him, “No sir, I didn't see any signs. We were just very hot and thought we’d take a quick dip in the pool and leave before anyone noticed.” “Well boy you’re wrong. Now it’s time to call the cops and have them arrest you for trespassing.” "Please sir, don’t call the police. I promise I’ll never do anything like this again.” “Boy, you gotta learn not to be where you ain’t allowed.” I began to cry and pleaded once again “Please sir, don’t call the police. I’ll do anything you ask, but I can’t get in trouble with the police.” An evil grin crossed his face as he said “Ok boy, come with me.” He led me down a staircase to the basement. When we hit the bottom he turned on the lights and I looked around and was scared at all I saw. On one wall was a couple beams in an ‘X’ with straps hanging from chains at each end, there was (what looked like) a swing hanging from the ceiling in one corner, a strange looking leather padded bench in another corner and a tiled shower area in the third corner. Hanging on one of the walls was an assortment of whips, leather straps and chains along with an assortment of dildos. To say I was scared would be putting it mildly. By now this big man was behind me and had me by the neck as he maneuvered me over to the cross. He placed restraints around my wrists and ankles and stretched my arms above lifting me off the floor. He then went over and picked up a whip of some kind from the wall. “That’s a fine ass ya got there boy. This is gone be fun…..for me it will. Ain’t no body gone hear ya scream boy this room is sound proof so go ahead and scream for cute little ass off. And don’t worry boy, I ain’t gone cut you.” After he said that I felt the first strike of the whip. I let out a good scream and he hit me again. I am not sure how many lashes I took, but I knew my back was red and sore. I was sure I was bleeding but I never felt anything dripping down my back. The restraints were left on my wrists and ankles as he led me over to the sing hanging from the ceiling. He lifted me up into it and I laid back in it as he attached my wrists and ankles to the chains hanging from above. He looked down at me and said; “Now we're gonna have some fun.” He reached over to a table next to us and pulled out a little baggie I figured to be crystal meth. I began to panic and wish I had let him call the cops on me. I began to plead with him; “Please sir, I don’t want to do any drugs.” “But boy, you said you’d do anything I ask, and I am asking and you are doing.” He then pulled out a syringe and a piece of rubber. He placed the meth in the syringe and added water. As the meth dissolved in the water he worked the rubber around my arm really tight. I felt the coolness of an alcohol swab on my arm, watched as he stuck the needle in my arm and drew back a little bit of blood. Then he pushed the plunger down making all of the contents disappear into my arm. He pulled the rubber off and I felt a rush of warmth into my throat and I coughed really hard. I looked down to see him with his head between my legs as I felt him lick and finger my ass hole. Man did that feel good. For some strange reason I was very horny mad loving what he was doing. I felt strange, as if I needed something stuck inside deep into my ass. I started to moan the more he licked, sucked and fingered my ass. When he stood up I could see that he was now naked. He had removed his shorts and shirt while he was working on my hole with his mouth and fingers. He looked me dead in the eye and I knew what was coming, I wanted what was coming. No words were spoken as I felt his cock press against my hole. With little effort on his part it began to enter me. I felt it as he slid inside me and thought ‘this must be what my girlfriend feels when I slide my dick in her pussy’. I watched his face as he began to pump in and out of my ass. I can’t believe that it felt wonderful to have him inside me. Did this mean I was gay or at least bi. He pumped away at me for most of the night. Every so often he would reach down and twist my nipples, pull on my balls or stroke my soft cock. Every so often he would stop and give me some more meth to keep me high. I was really loving this shit. Being in the basement I couldn’t tell when the sun came up but when he stopped fucking me and said “That’s enough for tonight boy. You have enough cum inside you to make your ass mine.” Before he let me out of the sling he grabbed a long dildo and worked it deep into my ass. Then he let me out of the sling and took me over to the shower area in the corner. He had me get on my knees and stuck his soft cock in my mouth. He said one simple command, “Drink” as he began to slowly piss in my mouth. At first I was disgusted with the idea, but it didn’t taste that bad. I began slurping it down as quickly as he filled my mouth. When he was finished he told me; “You’re gonna bring your buddies over here one by one so that I can punish them like I punished you.” If this was punishment, I wanted more!!!

I had dated the same girl throughout high school, and I loved her dearly, tall, slender, redhead; but she was as wild as I had heard from other in their relationships, she loved sex any time, any place, and would love to finger my ass after she came to get me to cum. but I like to read about sex stories a lot. I came across breeding zone on gay story search and found things very erotic, love the interracial stories, about men and women. The stories about guys bug chasing seemed well, farfetched. So one day I am doing my online searches and Poz stories about black men breeding white boys got me off a few times that day, but I then found an ad about support groups for HIV infected men; well I had to see for myself if it was true what these stories boast about. I called the number and spoke with a guy who stated that they were starting a group in downtown of the city and the only requirement was that I had HIV; I lied and stated yes, he gave me the address and time and hope to see me there. So the date rolls around and I drive from my suburb city downtown and find the address of a rather old dilapidated building and go in and up to the fourth floor where I met the guy behind the counter and after filling out some paperwork with a fictitious name and address he led me into a conference room where the table was like 15 feet long by 4 or 5 feet wide. To my surprise were 9 black men ranging in age from 35 to maybe 50 and appeared to be from all walks of life. I think they were just as surprised to see a skinny 18 year old white kid being walked in by the counselor. After the counselor called the meeting, he had us go around the room and introduce ourselves and why we were there, everyone had a story to tell on how they were infected and the most veritable was drugs and sex with other men. When it came my turn, I used some of the other stories and put my own together with the part that I had been infected by a black man. Then counselor asking agitated on how I knew it was a black man, I told him that since I lived in the city, I was seduced by a black man and only had sex with black guys in the park or at black guys homes that liked to use white guys, boy did the smiles break out around the room. The counselor then asked what we were all looking for in the group sessions, of course I just stated that I wanted someone or other people to talk to about my problem. At the end of the meeting and some more paperwork, we all headed out. I stopped off on the second floor to pee before I headed home since it was a good drive back. As I entered the bathroom, there were four of the guys in my group standing around smoking what smelled like weed and one guy standing at one of the two urinals. I just stated “HI” and walked up to the other urinal and started to pee when one of the guys smoking asked if I wanted to hit the pipe. Not wanting to be rude, I stated “Sure”, I had also noticed the guy next to me was pulling on his cock and was getting longer by the second, he made sure he was back far enough for me to see his growing cock. As I put away my now hardening cock back in my pants and zipped up, I turned and walked up to the other three who handed me the pipe and gave me a lighter; after several hits, I asked what kind of weed was this, that it was more potent than any I had ever smoked before. They all laughed and stated it had T in it, not sure what T was, but didn’t want to act stupid and just accepted it as a more potent weed made. I was flying pretty well when they asked me if I liked being a bitch to black men? I of course not wanting to give away my real reason for being there, just said “Yes”. They turn me around and the guy at the urinal had his pants down stroking a big black cock and just told me to get to work. His cock as coal black and big as it was, scared the shit out of me, yet I was mesmerized by it also that a cock could be that big. He walked up to me and stated “what the fuck you waiting for, bitch boy; get the fuck on your knees and suck my big black cock”. I guess he didn’t like to wait and grabbed my hair and pulled me down to his cock, which caused me to go to my knees hard. “Open that fucking white mouth and take what you love, Bitch”. I opened my mouth to tell them the real reason I was there, but I never got the words out, only his cock in. This guy grabs the back of my head and starts to face fuck me all the time telling what a good group bitch I was about to come. As he hit the back of my throat with his cock and tried to get it down my throat, I started to gag and though I was going to throw up; that is when he had me hit the pipe a few more times and sent me flying higher and then came the brown bottle later found to be poppers which let this guy get his cock down my throat. I then heard a sound that was more frightening than before, zippers of the other guys going down; Fuck, I was going to suck all four of these guys cocks? I just wanted to try and run and not look back, but I could see I had nowhere to run and no one to call for help. I could see out of the corners of my eyes the other guy’s cocks as they were stroking them waiting their turn. I knew I was destine to suck all four of their cocks, the first thing I had forgot about was that I was going to be swallowing their seaman or as the first guy started saying, “yeah, white bitch, get ready to take this charged nut down that faggot white throat”; then it dawned on me, “Charged” fuck, they were going to make me swallow their poz cum. I pulled back and told the guy face fucking me that I had to tell them something first; he pushed me back on my ass and stated “what the fuck does a white punk bitch got to say to us, except that you love these nigger cocks and want us to make you our bitch for the next 9 weeks”. The tears started to flow as I told them the real reason I was there and that I had never sucked cock or been poz. They all looked around at each other and then me on the floor, the guy who had been face fucking me started to laugh and reached out his hand to me and help me up, stating “ that’s ok white boy, I get it, you wanted to check out us black poz guys”, he then stated no hard feeling and offered me the pipe; taking the pipe to not only to relax, but to show them I was sorry and no hard feelings, I took a deep hit, but this time it was strangely different, my head went into dream land, and all I could hear was that I was loving the pure T in the pipe. The next thing I know is they are all rubbing their hands all over my body and squeezing my cock, the guy that had been face fucking me handed me the pipe, and I tried to refuse, but he squeezed my balls and I inhaled deep from the pain and now barely able to stand. I was feeling so high and warm and now a funny feeling of hornyness had come over me, but I did not know that it was the drugs doing this to me, I was just in a daze. Then next thing I know is my t-shirt was lifted off me and one of the guys had undone my jeans and had them around my ankles along with my underwear. One of them hit me behind my knees causing me to go back to my knees on the floor, where I felt my pants yanked off. The black guy who was face fucking me, said the party was just starting and that they were going to make me a chemed up bitch for black cock before I left, he then walked up to my face with his cock now at my lips and demanded I open my faggot white mouth and get to my new job pleasing his cock. I opened my mouth, not knowing what else to do and began to suck his cock, he then told me how the grab his shaft and cup his balls and to use a lot of spit to get his cock ready to bred me. I was given more hits of poppers and found myself now sucking this giant black cock willingly or at least the drugs had me sucking and starting to feel like it was no big deal, not that the name calling and hair grabbing was not helping. It seemed the more they called me a faggot, bitch, and what they were going to do to me; well I just became what I thought I should be; to service these magnificent black cocks with my now cocksucking white mouth. The guy face fucking me told me to use a lot of spit, because that was what was going to be used to breed my faggot white cunt, and that I wouldn’t be able to walk right for a week when they were done with me. The strange part was that the other three were just standing there with their cocks in hand, but not being aggressive like the guy in my mouth; maybe he was the leader and they were waiting their turn, maybe they just wanted to watch and I would get out of there with just sucking or getting fucked by one cock. Then I thought the later was true, if I got this leader off in my mouth, my ass would be spared and I would never come back or talk about this to anyone. After I got the leaders cock hard and sucking as if my ass depended on it; and it did, he looked down at me and almost knew what I was doing, “think you get this cock off before I take that cherry white ass? Not going to happen bitch”. He then grabbed my hair and stood me up and walked me up to the sink and pushed my face down at the bowl and kicked my feet apart; I then felt what felt like spit on my ass, and this guy now had his cock at the entrance of my ass. The leader then leaned over me and whispered in my ear to hold tight and let him in and it wouldn’t hurt so bad, but it is going to hurt at first, then I hope you love getting fucked as much as I am going to love making you our bitch boy!! His cock started to push and of course I was attempting to hold tight, but one of the other guys came up and slapped my ass HARD and the leader slapped my face, that I forgot about the pain around my ass and thought about the other slaps and in his cock started. I SCREAMED out loud to the point they all started laughing and calling me a queer little bitch who just didn’t know how much I was going to learn to love black meat. One of the guys came up on the other side and gave me the pipe and then a hit of poppers, but my screams made someone notice, an older black guy, I think the janitor walked in and asked “what the fuck was going on”, the look on the janitors face was a look of taken back of four naked black guys and a naked with boy getting fucked in the ass. The fourth guy told the janitor to “get the fuck out and not say a thing or they would make him take my place”; the janitor turned and left as fast as he came in stating he don’t see a fucking thing. The leader never even stopped for a second, just kept pushing further and further up my ass until I felt his balls slapping against mine. A couple more hits of the pipe and poppers I was so fucked up, I hadn’t even noticed that I was now in a slow moan and not screaming to stop, but feeling like a used bitch in heat, I think I was even pushing back somewhat. The leader was now looking at his friends stating “look at white boy shaking his ass, he is liking it”; the leader then told one of the guys to use the other end. One of the guys then pulled me off the sink and they got me to my knees without the leader ever pulling out, I know had a black cock at my mouth and I just opened up and let him in. I never felt so sexy as I did right now, I was a white bitch who was satisfying black men’s cocks and I was liking it, no loving it. My ass and mouth were being used like a girl’s cunt and mouth and I wanted what they do, CUM a lot of cum. The more poppers under my nose, the more I sucked like it was my last, and at that point I was praying I would see these guys again and let them use me. The leader then began to fuck me with a passion, no a mission, FUCK he was about to cum, cum in me and he was poz, his poz cum was about to fill my ass. The leader stated “yeah bitch boy, I am going to cum in that now faggot white cunt and make you a poz chasing black cock bitch. The leader roared and pushed deep and held his cock deep in my ass and asked me if I could feel my life change, because I was now the property of black men who needed to get off. The black cock in my mouth was right behind the leader tell me if I didn’t swallow every drop he would kick my ass all over the bathroom. The pulsing of his cock now evident as I felt the first of several spurts of cum shooting into my mouth and he just kept telling me to swallow; and I did, I was not happy with the pungent taste, but I didn’t want to get beat up more! The guy that had just cum in my mouth and patted my faced stating that I did a good job, but would get better. The leader then pulled out of my ass, fuck did that feel different. The leader then walked up to my face and presented his cock, “get to work and clean me up BITCH”. I really didn’t want to suck a cock that just got out of my ass, but the third guy got down between my legs and shoved his cock ball deep into my ass. I didn’t have time to think as I opened my mouth to scream again, but found the leaders cock in my mouth telling me to be a good cocksucking white bitch and start cleaning, I could taste his cum, my ass and blood, but just did as I was told, knowing I was now defeated. I was cleaning a poz cock that had just raped my ass, had cum, shooting poz cum in my ass and swallow his friends cum and now getting fucked again by another poz cock. As the leader was satisfied that I had done my job, he pulled out and the fourth guy just looked at me with his cock in front of me, I just opened up and took him in, with a few more hits of poppers, I was back in heaven being bred at both ends knowing that I was going to get two more poz loads in me. The guy in my ass grabbed my hips and started to fuck me with a vengeance and I know that he was going to fill me with his hot seed. I heard the leader call me and as looked over I saw he had his phone pointed at me taking either photos or videos of me, I tried to look away, but was ordered to turn and look at him. The leader then looked at the other two and told them to “Do it to him”. They both pulled out and jacked their cum all over my ass and face and then shoved them both back into my holes with cum dripping on my back and down my face and seeing that the camera was still focused on me, I knew I would be at their beck and call till they tired of me. After the other two pulled out, I fell on my stomach and layed there feeling cum dripping down my waist, legs, and face as they all go dressed and told me now to be late for the next meeting if I knew what was good for me. They all walked out laughing, high fiving each other, the leaders last works I heard was, we got another white cunt to turn.

Felched POZ Cum I was out having a few drinks catching up with an old fuck buddy, Carl. He told me he had been having a blast with new guys. He told me he was off PrEP and enjoying anonymous cumdump situations. I was sort of surprised as we’d only had pretty vanilla sex, bareback, but not kinky. He told me it was such a rush taking a load not knowing if it was toxic or not. I asked if he was a bug chaser, and he shrugged saying, ‘if it happens, it happens…’ That got me a bit boned. He told me he was hosting a guy that week who was likely POZ and wanted to know if I wanted to join in. I remembered him giving excellent head, so I figured why not? So, Wednesday, I snuck away from my desk at work and drove to his house. As he told me it would be, the front door was cracked open. All of the curtains in the living room were drawn shut, so it was pretty dark. Carl was on his knees, blindfolded with his mouth open and tongue out when he heard the door creak. He was naked and stroking his stubby fat cock. I pulled my clothes off and stuck my dick in his mouth. He gobbled on my cock, reminding me, truly, just how good his blowjob skills were, and I heard the door creak. A tall, rail-thin guy walked in, spiky dark hair and beard. He nodded at me, pleased to see Carl doing a good job. I moved behind Carl who got on his hands and knees. As the stranger pulled out a long thin cock and slid into Carl’s mouth, I knelt down to his ass, not surprised to find it already cummy. Carl had taken at least one load. I fingered it, trying to convince myself not to eat it, but I couldn’t hold back. I lapped at Carl’s furry asshole and was rewarded with gobs of fresh seed. I fisted my cock and ate Carl’s hole as the stranger pummeled his mouth. Carl was gagging and moaning on that long cock and the stranger growled as he fired his cum into Carl’s throat. I didn’t hear Carl swallow. The stranger zipped off, nodded to me, and left. As soon as the door was closed, Carl ripped off the blindfold and spun me around, an evil grin on his face. His cheeks were bulging and a droplet of spooge leaked out of his lips. He pushed my face down to the carpet and spread my ass cheeks. He forced his tongue into my hole and fingered that load in his mouth into my guts. He had me groaning with pleasure and slapped his stubby dick against my ass. He rammed his thumb into me, and I was glad for the cum lube. He was so horny he barely got his dick inside me before he fired off a huge load. He bred me and added his cum to what he’d tongue-fucked into me. As he came down from his orgasm, he ordered me to be back next week, this time a half hour earlier, and to bring a blindfold…

Next stop for Eli and me was a bathouse in Atlanta.. I eagerly looked forward to stipping him naked in the sauna, showing off a little with him and then watching a group of black men have their way with him.. Sometimes, your plans turn out exactly as you planned them! Got to the bathhouse, and got two lockers. Wasnt planning on any action in a room. Wanted it out in the open. So with towels around us, we walked towards the sauna. Having a young boy like Eli with me made a lot of guys take notice and soon we were joined in the sauna by three black men..Eli and I at this point were already butt naked, and had him almost immediately show off by sucking my daddy cock. Guys were stroking around us but for now, we were all content with them just watching. We moved from bench to this larger wooden platorm. I had Eli face down on it, and my hard cock pushed into his ass. As i slowly fucked him ( I didn't want to cum yet!!) one of the black men moved behind us. his mouth and tongue seeking out the hole i was fucking.. I pulled out and smiled at him, and simply said enjoy..I sat back and watched as he spread Eli's ass, and worked his tongue in deeper. Then taking his raw black cock, he mounted Eli and fucked him til he shot his load. The 6 2 145 black mans 9 inch cock stil leaked cum as he stood up. Another slim black man stood in front of Eli and Eli took his already lubed thick cock in his mouth. Looking like he was almost too young to shave, he then mounted Eli from the rear. I slowly stroked as I watched Eli take his second load. My favorite of the 8 guys that would fuck him that day was next... He was older, almost homeless looking, and may very well have been. But what he had was the thickest and blackest of cocks and one that would fill Eli nicely. Looking like he was in his 60s or maybe 70s, he fucked my boy like a porn star.Letting out the loudest of grunts as he nutted inside him. I eagerly cleaned off both his cock and Eli's ass after that fucking. Two heavy set black guys were next.. Followed by two Mexican guys and just before we were about done, in came this white guy who reaked of being married, including the wedding ring on his finger. He watched the last Mexican unload in Eli and was so turned on by it all, that he took his raw married cock and got on top of Eli. As he fucked him, the first black man who had fucked Eli was hard again.. He came around and put that 9 inch black meat right up against the married guy.. He slowly pushed it in to the man who fucking my Eli. It was so hot to see.. and I was so close to cumming myself.. I couldnt even stroke myself for fear I'd shoot before I wanted to.. I watched the black guy unload in to the married guy at about the same time the married guy unloaded in Eli.. They both got up, and i jumped on Eli's ass.. Maybe i had it in him for all of ten seconds before I could feel the cum surging out.. filling his already cum coated asshole. I lay there a few minutes.. then got up and said let's hit the road..

Brent took a break and slide in Becky and then grabbed Mikes hips and pressed his fat dick against Mike and the pressure kept getting more intense and Mike tried to pull up and get away and then his little wet cunt broke open and Brent slide two inches in. The pain was intense and they both heard whimpering, Bent pulled out and pressed back in and now three inches in the boy. Brent was tearing up that little hole and stretching it. The most painful for Mike was 6 inches, that is when Brent's dick thickens and has a curve. Once Brent had gotten past seven inches Malcom let the boy up for air and his moans and whimpering was pretty load. Malcom slide out from under the boy and Mike said no fucking way. Malcom ignored the boy and went over to Becky and started rubbing his big dick on her pussy and soon he was pressing her apart and deep in her. 6, 7 and finally 9 inches then he would pull out. Becky was now making her own moaning and whimpers. Brent twisted Mike so he could rest his arms on the bed next to Becky and then pressed him forward and helped him lift one leg and then the other so he was no doggie one bed and Brent could get a better angle on his tight cunt. Mike was opening up nd it started to feel amazing and he was moaning and put his head in a pillow and pressed his ass back. The door opened and two more guys walked in a gym bunny blonde in his mid 30's and a tall lanky guy about 24. Brent kept fucking and so did Malcom. The lanky kid pealed his clothes off exposing a 9.5 thick uncut dick and the Blonde had 7.5 inch beer can dick. Ryan the lanky kid wat not phased by Brent fucking the boys ass and went over and got on the bed in front of Mike and fed him his cock and told him what a good whore he was. Ryan slapped Mike on the head and told him to look up at him when he was talking to him. Mike still with a dick in his mouth looked up at Ryan. Good boy, you are one little slut aren't you. Bet you want more dick in your hole, any loads up there. Ryan was pressing his dick deep in Mike and he told him to use his hand and show how many loads boy. Mike held up one finger, good little whore. You need more cum don't you. Mike did not answer that and Ryan slapped his head again. Mike mumbled with Ryan's dick in his mouth yes. Meanwhile Danny went over and got behind Malcom so he could see his huge cock going in and out of that white girl pussy and licked her pussy and that big black dick on the way in and out and tasting cum. Malcom let him like for a few minutes and then pulled out and let Danny suck and swallow his big dick. Malcom dipped his big dick in Becky five more times and let Danny suck him off. Brent was building up steam and his pace quicken and Ryan pulled out of Mike's mouth and got down and whispered loudly in Mikes ear you are gonna get another load boy. Your boy cunt is sucking on his big dick and begging for his load and that was all Brent could take and she drove deep and unloaded.

Heading to Burlington this week for work. Vers guy here. Looking to give and take loads at my hotel. Might be up for a bathhouse or adult theater anyone has any suggestions.

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yeah, especially when He contacts me later and wants to do it again.

very much like being fucked with a pierced cock. It is amazing- always happy when I see he has a PA. Thursday night is gay night at our local bookstore- there is a guy who come in about midnight and always look for him as he fucks hard and deep with his pa

Was horned up all morning today so I figured I’d check out the local video place at lunch. Paid the cashier, walked into the theater, shucked off my t-shirt and shorts (left the boots on lol) and flopped down on one of the theater sofas to chill and stroke till my eyes adjusted to the darkness. Watched a little hairy fireplug across the aisle from me sucking off an old guy while pounding on his stubby dick. As soon as fireplug guy saw my PA glinting in the light from the screen he pulled off the old dude, walked over and got on his knees in front of the sofa I was on. I told him to ditch his clothes if he wanted to service my pierced cock, so he did. Deepthroated me and played with my balls and hole while another guy who I didn’t see at first stood behind the sofa tweaking my nips and lapping the sweat from my ripe, hairy pits. Fireplug dude came - too soon - all over my feet, licked them clean, got dressed and left. I stood up and turned around to look at the guy who’d been standing behind us and playing with my nips - cute, tallish ginger dude with a nice thick dick, lots of chest hair and a little go-t. I wanted to fuck this guy and needed to take it someplace more private so I got dressed and told him to follow me to a cubicle. As soon as the door locked we were naked, he was up against the wall with his asscheeks spread and my tongue was up his sweaty, hungry hole. After getting him good and wet I started rubbing my pierced dick up against his hole. Dude told me he’d never been fucked by a PA before and wasn’t sure he could handle it but I promised to go slow and stop it if hurt. My cock actually went in pretty easily and soon I was bottomed out and pounding him like a jackhammer until suddenly I felt his hole clamp and spasm around my cock as he shot a huge load all over us and the booth. Needless to say this was all I needed to send me over the edge and I flooded his hole with my cum. Pulled out, cleaned up as best we could, made out for a bit, dressed and exchanged digits and I was in my truck on my back to work. All in all a pretty good lunch hour...

I was fucked by guys with PAs a couple of times during my CondomQueen phase. I hate that I still haven't gotten to feel that ring moving around in me bare. I can't wait.

Met a guy on grindr we spoke for 20 mins telling each other what we like whilst chatting to other guys, he sounded hot and up for it so I travel to him, when I get there his door was open so i entered and found out he had another guy with him I thought what the fuck lets go for it. 10 mins later another guy came in.... the host said there maybe 2 more coming hope you dont mind? I felt a bit worried but happy I stayed😈 I took 6 raw loads that night and 2 phone numbers.

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Thanks for the reaction to my album dickluva (my 150th) - didn't change from 'Very Good' though. Wonder how many more likes/loves I need for that to change? Thanks again. RawUK

The last Atlanta Cumunion at Manifest that I went to there was a young skinny twink in the crowded dark room area, wearing nothing but a jock strap. He was just outside of the dark room itself so it wasn't completely dark. He was bent over getting fucked and holding on to another guy. The top came in his ass, then the twink turned around and backed up on the other top. He did this several more times, with different tops filling him and cumming in his ass. Finally it was my turn, and I slid into the warmest, slickest, smoothest boy pussy I've ever fucked. I fucked him hard for a few minutes, with loads flooding out around my fat dick and flying everywhere until I busted my load deep in him. He went to the bathroom for a while and then came back and got on all fours on a fuck bench and took several more loads. He probably took 30 or more loads in less than an hour, and he was hot as fuck.

Sorry to all my readers, I had some family issues that I had to go out of town to address, but I am home and will start working on the next installment. I may split the story and put my wife story in the str8/bi fiction (btw, a lot of this is not all fiction) and keep my story what is left in this section, oh, we are still married and enjoying life!!!l

CHAPTER FIVE DRACULA Fuck, fuck, fuck! Did the skeleton just die after I milked his seed into my hole? Worried set in, not for the infection that I was collecting, but what could happen to me when it’s found out I was that man’s last fuck. I moved through the maze, back in the dim light. I started thinking. Dracula would not be in the light, but in the dark. I turned back around and headed into the darkness. I didn’t even think of looking for the opening where the skeleton was. I turned right and went down a narrow path in the stalks. I soon came to a sign with glowing letters. It read: “Blood lust ahead!” Fuck, was this my end? Four fucks and now a bashing until dead? My craving was intensifying and my cock was leaking more. This was more of a mind fuck the deadly sex. Even before my mind could understand, my feet were moving. I came to a black coffin in a small dark clearing. It was closed, but soon started to slowly open, creaking as it did. My cock throbbed as I saw a man sit up. He was nothing like any Dracula I had seen in the movies. He was bare chested, but was covered with tattoos. He lifted the bottom lid covering the bottom half of his body. He was completely naked and his tattoos covered the lower half as well. He stood and I realized he was wearing just a black cape with a red liner, held in by a black chain. His identity was not hidden. “I’ve been waiting for you Eric!” He said with a horrible Dracula accent. “I know you” I said “Does that really matter?” “You’re the mechanic at the gas station” He stepped out of the coffin and as he walked toward me. His cock was slowly growing, inching more and more as he got closer. My lust for him was growing as well. He stopped inches from my face. I could feel his breath on me and smell the alcohol on his breath. Suddenly, he spit in my face! I jerked a little bit left it there. “Bend over my death bed” he ordered I hurried over, shut the lids of the coffin and bent over. He moved quickly in the dark until he was behind me. His cold fingers gripped the sides of the rip in my jeans, pulling them and ripping it more. I felt his hot breath on my hole, then he spit on it. I soon felt his cock pushing in my hole. It was a good eight inches. He slid in balls deep. I could feel his cold body on my exposed ass flesh. He grabbed my hips and started tucking me hard and fast. “No medications will help your strain once our mutations take effect” He hissed out, as he fucked be harder. “Death will be quick and swift! How it should be faggot” I moaned and squeezed his cock with my hole. The air was getting colder and I could see my breath in the night air. My cock was pressed against the top of the coffin and with each thrust was pressed harder. I moaned more and more with each thrust. His breathing was rapid and was more like hissing as he fucked me. He slowed down on his thrusts. “No need to cum too fast, your craving must take over” “Give me your death” I pleaded An evil laugh escaped him into the night air. He pulled his cock out and rammed back in. Then started to fuck me harder and faster. As much as I wanted the fuck to last, the craving was growing and I wanted his deadly infection. His cold flesh hitting my exposed flesh made it actually feel like I was getting fucked by Dracula the undead. He suddenly pulled out. “On your back” I flipped over quickly and lifted my legs up in the air. Again his cold finger ripped at the fabric of my jeans, opening them up more. He reached into the gap and pulled my cock and balls out, exposing them to the cold air. “Want to see your eyes as I infect your hole” He gripped my ankles, pushing my legs back and then rammed his large cock into my hole. I gasped as his lust for my death took over and he began pumping my hole. His balls were swinging and bouncing off my exposed ass. “Fuck my cock is covered with bloody cum” I lowered my head and closed my eyes, trying to imagine this cock in my hole with the mixture of cum and blood. I opened my mouth and moaned. The cold night air chilled my cock and balls making the pre-cum peaking out and running down as hot as lava. Dracula pulled out and quickly moved around the coffin and slid his cock deep in my throat. I eagerly sucked it, tasting my ass, the cum and my blood. He drove his cock deep into my throat until his balls were against my forehead. Pulling out with a laugh he pushed back in deep. I was losing my balance and tried to lower my legs. Seeing that he grabbed them and held them up. I gripped at the edge of the coffin, which was cold to touch. He drove his cock in deep and held it there, laying his naked body on top of mine, hooking his arms around my legs. His fingers invaded my ass, as he held his cock in deep. His fingers would thrust in and out then pull out. I heard slurping then the fingers would go back in. I was starting to gag on his cock and fight for air. He pulled his cock out a little and I took a deep breath and the. He pushed back in again all the while his fingers were working my hole and eating the cum off his fingers. “Bleed for me!” he demanded. Angered he pulled his cock out and slap me, then spit in my face. He moved quickly to my ass and rammed into my hole. He grabbed my ankles and pulled my legs apart, pulling them wider than the jean would allow, ripping them more. His cock fucked me hard and fast. “My virus will find a way” He rammed into me harder and harder. The slaps of flesh echoed in the cold night air. The pleasure was mixed with pain. I was lost in our fuck. “Here comes my bug” He dug his fingers into my hips and rammed his cock in deep, after the first pulse of cum shot out of his piss slit, he thrusted in and out, then another shot, repeating this over and over. My cock had a long string of pre-cum hanging from the head. “Contaminating your body” he hissed. I had just taken my fifth load of man’s sickness, adding to my craving. I milked his cock with my hole as he slowly pumped in and out, mixing his cum with the four others. “You still have more monsters to find” he hiss, pulling his soft cock out of my hole. I moved off the coffin, adjusted my cock and balls back into my ripped jeans and started to move out of this area. “Your next creature is mummy” I looked over my shoulder to see him laying back in the coffin and closing the lid. I could feel the cold air on my ass, which was hidden by my shirt, but I could feel the air creep in cooling my balls. As I walked my nuts popped out and I left them. No one looked at me now, it was as if I was invisible to everyone.

That’s pretty much where I am at this moment of my life. There was a period I was going to bath houses...mostly to suck and swallow...but I took a few loads and enjoyed every moment. I found a ABS that I was a regular at mostly sucking and swallowing and taking an occasional load in the ass. I have worked to the point that I’m now more barebacker than a cocksucker. The one guy I’m crazy about and can’t get enough of him fucking me, is poz undetectable(his claim). We’ll go weeks between fucks and during that time, I’m actually searching to find other potential undetectable donors. At some point, a search for detectable loads may very well be in my future.

Faggots lack the key ingredients that make them male, therefore they can only become male by having real Men shoot their cum inside them. Cunts should hold it in as long as possible to absorb any semblance of Manhood so we can function in the world as males .

As he was riding my cock, giving everyone ( now at least five people) a good show, my eyes fixed on to one black man, around age 40 maybe 6 foot tall slim build , with what looked like a foot long cock. Stroking it, and obviously enjoying the show. I gave him a nod of my head as if to say come closer.. which he did. I whisper to my boy, dont you want a taste of that..dont you wish daddys cock was that big...dirty nasty words to make him even more horny. The black man came closer , within reach of my bf and he touches it, opens his mouth and starts sucking.. Proud of my boy... at times seems sweet and innocent, but he's never questioned me about my cock.. is it clean? is it dirty? he's just accepted it however it is, raw and breeding him often... and now he's taking a stranger, a stranger at a video store, taking his cock and sucking on it.. i know I have to stop fucking my boy for a while and enjoy the show that is beginning. so i push him off of me and tell him to get on his knees on the floor.. He backs off from sucking the bbc and drops to his knees but then just as quickly goes back to sucking the black man. I sit back on the couch, touching myself, encouraging him and complimenting him on his cock sucking skills.. As much as i would like to see that cock erupt in his mouth, I really want to see it in his ass.. So I touch his shoulder and pull him back and bend him over the couch. Our new friend follows his movement and presses his thick dark meat up against his pink boy hole.. I kiss Eli and tell him how much i love him.. I kiss him deeply as that raw black cock pushes into his hole until it disappears inside him. As I' m watching this.. I can only imagine what might be going on.. After all this is the xxx vid store. Guys in here bareback all the time. Some are strung out on drugs, Some are homeless, Some have dirty toxic cocks.. No telling what best described the black man now on a mission to breed my boy.. And I wanted to watch it happen. I wanted to hear the black man groan as he was cumming, watching him push it in as deep as he could as he unleashed what I hoped was a huge load in his ass... I kiss Eli again . I look at him in his eyes and I ask him.. you want his load? he answered , Oh God Daddy, I do..... and with that I said to the black guy, I want to see you breed my son... and with that the black man lets out this sound of triumph and I know he's filling my boys gut with his first load of the night.

Do I look like I have anything?

top here. I love when I finger a hole and its wet. Either from lube or cum. My fav. is feeling the hole wet with cum so I can bend you over and slide inside and add my cum to the mix. Nothing is better that a wet sloppy hole!

Hmm, good questions. Bottoms here in Toronto will do a few things to encourage bb play. Bottoms will wave you in to their rooms, in effect inviting you for 1-in-1 play. They stick their wet asses up in the air; that's free advertising right there. In a darkroom, bottoms will be very happy to get up on a fuck horse or fuck bench to be fucked. Also, bottoms will guide a top's cock into their ass in darkrooms. Bottoms love to walk around the bathhouse completely naked. Pigs will smell out other pigs pretty fast! OINK!

Yep. Definitely chipped a guy’s teeth with my PA while skullfucking him - it’s happened a few times. I tell guys up front that I don’t take my 0g PA out EVER, so the more someone asks me to take it out the harder I skullfuck him. If he still doesn’t listen then it’s time to turn him around and shred his hole too. It’s not like he hasn’t been warned...

Part 5 It's been a week since that first breeding, the first couple of days were hard. My ass has been on fire, it hurt to move which honestly has not been too much of a problem since I've been inside a cage with very little ability to move. I've also had my hands closed in these glove type things and the headphones have been on my ears ever since too with the four phrases just repeating and repeating. "You live for cock, you live for cum, you live for master. You are a faggot." He only comes down to give me this goop that he says has all the nutrients a good faggot needs and water. He let's me out just to go to the bathroom once a day, I've stopped shitting so I guess the goop has been completely absorbed by my body. This has been my day to day for the last week until last night. He came down stairs to let me out and he took off the headphones and told me he has something special planned for tomorrow. He said he is having a couple friends come over to see me and what a good faggot I am. My cock immediately strains against my plastic cage. Maybe this audio is starting to have an effect on me. He then proceeds to tell me that they are a part of his support group at the hospital and that my faggot ass will truly be tested. He then led me over to a bench and pushed me over it. "I am putting this in you so all their cum will really take hold" as I felt a metal something push into me. I felt it scraping my insides as it stretched me out. I let out a whimper as he pushed it all the way in. He slapped me in face again for making a noise. "Now i am gonna leave you here for the rest of the night" he said as he shackled my arms and legs to bench, "and if I come down tomorrow and see that sheathed plug out of your hole there will be hell to pay. " and he walked upstairs after he put my headphones back on. It's now the next day and I feel like I've been in this position for ages. The headphones fell off in the middle of the night and I woke up to a knocking on the upstairs door. People must have been arriving for a while because I hear lots of laughter and footsteps upstairs. And i heard my master say, "you boys ready to see a true faggot?" And the door to my cellar opened up.

Now remember- this is in the FICTION section.?

Different tops, different likes. I usually get hard. Not always, but a skilled top gets me hard pretty easily or at least semi-hard. Some tops say it is a turn-on their fucking makes me hard. It proves their skills as a top and what they can do to me with their dick. Sometimes I stay soft but when he hits the right spot I start leaking pre-cum from my flacid dick. Feels amazing. Again, some tops are turned on by this, others don't like it when I get hard or start leaking cum but I can't help it. I know others here feel different about this but when a top makes me hard or cum by just fucking me those are the best sessions for me.

Paul – As told by Ben Brandon was away for two nights for his conference. I had been fucked silly by Matt and Josh and Sam the first night, the night that he had texted me and suggested that we make plans for a get together. But the second night was even more fruitful in a way, as I was able to fuck someone that I had been lusting after for a while. Jeremy was not the only gay guy in the complex besides Brandon and me; there was also a very hot couple Paul and Jesse. Both Paul and Jesse were gym bunnies, and took pride in showing their bodies off at the pool wearing swimsuits as small as they could get away with. As hot as they were, it did not appear that they ever shared their bodies with anyone else but each other. Shortly after they moved in we had them around socially for a drink and to get to know them a little better. As usual in our place there were some porn DVDs lying around. Jesse saw one called “Threesome Boyfriends”. He picked it up and read the description without saying a word. It was about couples that would pick up a third for some no-strings-attached fun. I could see Paul visibly wince as he obviously knew what was coming next. Jesse launched into a tirade about how threesomes destroy perfectly good relationships and how he and Paul would never consent to one as they would only ever have sex with each other and never cheat. He was so worked up about the whole idea that he never commented that it was a bareback movie and had the subtitle: “When your boyfriend’s load isn’t enough.” The rest of the evening went off pleasantly after that blew over, but I realized that my dreams of fucking one or both of them wasn’t going to happen. Until that night that is. We had both gone to take out trash. He was wearing a tight tank top and sky blue bike shorts that showed his physique to perfection. I was wearing my normal tight low cut jeans and had arranged my cock to make a nice bulge in my crotch. I could see me eying it with greed. As we walked back towards our condos he surprised me by commenting on it. “Fuck Ben, how big is that thing you are hiding in there.” I’m more of a shower, not a grower so I just laughed. “Not as big as Brandon’s by a long shot. But do you want to see it?” “Fuck yeah. I’ve been watching you for a while. I like your butt too. Brandon is away for a few days, right?” I liked his tight bubble butt too, showed off to perfection by the tight spandex. “Yeah, he gets back tomorrow.” “Jesse is working late so we could go to our place but he’d kill me if he saw me looking at your naked cock. Can we go to your place? No sex. I just want to see your cock.” “Sure, I said with a grin. And I want to see yours.” As we got to the door of our condo Paul seemed to be having second thoughts. “Um, maybe this isn’t a good idea. Maybe I should go.” I looked at him straight in the eye. “Nonsense, all we’re going to do is look at each other’s dicks, right.” The way his dick was rapidly swelling in his tight spandex shorts and leaving a large sticky pre-cum patch told me otherwise. I opened the front door and led him inside. We stood facing each other in the living room and I slowly undid the fly of my jeans and slipped them down my hips, revealing the yellow mesh jock strap barely holding my hardening dick. Paul must have liked what he saw as he was now fully erect and leaking pre-cum so profusely that there was a clear bead on the outside of the slick wet patch outlining his uncut dickhead. Fuck! I LOVE pre-cum and his dick looked pretty big as well. He seemed uncertain about what to do next so I went on my knees and started sucking on the sticky bulge. He muttered “We shouldn’t be doing this” and then uttered a sigh of pleasure. He put his hands on my head and held my mouth on his bulge. His resolve obviously faded fast as it was only a minute or so before his removed his hands from my head and started to pull down his shorts, revealing his beautiful dick; a good seven inches uncut, fat with a nice foreskin. I knew I wanted that in my ass. I took him back in my mouth and started working my tongue over his cockhead and under the foreskin. I heard him groan with pleasure. “Oh fuck yeah. Maybe just a blowjob.” I placed my hands on his butt cheeks and drew his crotch into my face. He groaned again. “Ben, let’s go to your bedroom if that’s ok. I want to suck your cock while you suck mine. Great, I thought, No sex turned into blowjob and is going to end up in fucking. I like to mislead boys like that! We both stripped off our clothes on the way to the bedroom and before we got to the bed he was down on his knees swallowing my dick with raw hunger. Damn, he needed a dick in his mouth badly. I gently lifted him up and guided him onto the bed. Once we were both on I swung him around so we were laying face to crotch. We both started slurping on each other’s dicks. As I did my best to swallow all of his length. I placed my right hand between his ass cheeks and started feeling his anus with a finger. I felt no resistance as my fingertip probed his hole. To the contrary, he started sucking even more enthusiastically. This was looking good and I eased the whole finger in without resistance. It was time to pick up the pace. I pulled away from him and he rolled onto his back; the sure sign of a bottom. I had often wondered where the term came from. In my experience if you are rolling around in bed and one guy ends up generally on his back, he is going to get fucked. I was going to prove that theory with Paul. I turned around and lay on top of him, grinding my dick against him and deep kissing him passionately. For a guy who was not planning on having sex he was certainly co-operating. While we were kissing I sat back and pulled him up so that he was sitting on my lap with my raging erection pushing at his back door. He started grinding his ass against my dick as he went wild thrusting his tongue into my mouth and sucking my lips. I slowly lowered him back onto the bed and as our lips broke contact he looked pleadingly at me. “Please fuck me. Jesse doesn’t fuck me as much as I want. We haven’t had sex for a week.” I lifted his legs and positioned myself behind him. I grabbed the bottle of lube from the nightstand and squirted lube on my hand and started to work it into his hole. His breathing got heavier so I quickly spread the rest of the lube on my cock and pressed my dickhead against his anus. I started to ease myself in past the outer sphincter. “Stop. Stop.” I thought he was going to ask me to take it slower but no. “Condom, you need a condom?” “Don’t have any. We don’t use them.” As I eased my dick deeper in his chute. I sensed a note of panic in his voice. “We shouldn’t be doing this. Pull out. Please!” I slid in past the second sphincter until I had bottomed in his ass. Now that my raw dick was all the way in the pleasure obviously overcame the concern. I saw him relax and accept his first bareback fuck. “Fuck that feels good. Ok. Just for a few strokes. Then you can pull out and we can jerk off.” I had no intention of doing that. My plan was to breed him and plant my seed so deep that Jesse would not be able to find it. And that he would hopefully return the favor. I was kneeling behind him and I stretched forward and pulled his body upward to that he sat facing me impaled on my cock. I started deep kissing him sucking his tongue and lips and he reciprocated with enthusiasm. He was now grinding his ass on my hips trying to get my meat as deep in his cunt as possible and then sliding his ass up and down my chute to get the maximum sensation of my bare dick in his rectum. The forbidden penetration was almost too much for me and I started to get close. I did not say anything but he must have known I was close as I started grunting with pleasure and he must have felt my cock start to swell and twitch. I knew he wanted my load but as I started cumming and had squireted the first shot I pulled back from his lips long enough to mutter “Where do you want my load?” He did not answer but started kissing me hungrily as I fired volley after volley of scalding hot cum into his bowels. After a few moments he pulled back to say “Up my ass. Fucking incredible!” He paused for a moment to appreciate what he had received then continued. “Jesse always wears a condom and then pulls out and takes the condom off and jerks off over my chest.” I just grinned at him. “So I assume you’ve never been barebacked before?” He looked at me for a while. “No. Never. Does it feel as good for a top as for a bottom?” I laughed at him. “Fuck yeah dude, what do you think? If bare is better for a bottom it is ten times better for a top!” He lifted himself of my dick which slipped out of his freshly fucked ass with a cummy plop and he pushed me onto my back. “I haven’t cum yet and I want to feel what it’s like.” He lifted my ass off the bed to get access to my hole. He wasted no time, he slicked up his rock hard dick and slid into my willing hole with one thrust. His dick may not have been particularly big, but he certainly knew how to fuck. I could sense he was getting close. “Pull out!” I commanded. He looked at me with surprise, considering that I had shot a massive load in his bareback virgin cunt a few minutes earlier. But he did as I asked and as he did so I continued. “Ok, now roll on a condom and fuck me again and confirm for yourself what you have been missing.” He looked at me questioningly. I laughed. “We keep them in the night stand for special occasion.” Without saying anything he opened the drawer, grabbed a condo, tore open the wrapper and rolled it over his dick. Once he was ready to insert it into my anus he spoke. “It felt so good bare. You are going to let me cum inside you aren’t you?” “Of course. When you’re ready.” I replied. He slowly slid all the way in. “I can barely feel anything!” I just grinned, “Fuck me harder. Maybe you’ll feel something.” He did, when the condom burst. The sudden release of his cock from its latex prison took him to an almost immediate climax as he loaded me up with his seven day load. He had barely come off his orgasmic high when the guilt set in. He could barely look at me. “Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. We shouldn’t have done that. I cheated on Jesse and got barebacked and you cheated on Brandon. I’d better go now.” I did not tell him that Brandon and I had an “arrangement”. He rapidly dressed and made for the door. As he walked out I put some of the condoms in his hand. “Maybe you need to use some of these with Jesse.” He must have been really conflicted because as he got to the door he kissed me deep, turned around and left, with my load still in his gut.

I castrated myself via alcohol injections over time. I really do not have photos of that. I finished them off by a visit to a sadist who clamped me with a burdizzo. While I have video of that, I do not share it much. She was quite clear on wanting to avoid any publicity regarding that. Additionally, I had some issues healing....had some medical treatment.....and got locked up in a psych ward for a bit. Anyhow, becoming a eunuch, like getting pozzed has been about the experience and the feelings of having control over who I am and how I can modify my body to match my thoughts. Would be glad to share more if you want to PM me, or Skype some time. It is really interesting seeing the reactions I get from sex partners. Some guys simply want no part of fucking a eunuch. However, there have been many guys who really get turned on by the idea. As for me, I love how I feel as a eunuch. I have been able to transfer the center of my sexual drive from my balls and the testosterone they used to create....to being a fully mental activity......really powerful for me....and I have enjoyed better sex since killing my nuts. The combination of being poz and being a eunuch has been even a more amazing step to mind-blowing sex. Certainly, I am sure this is not for everyone, but for me, it is EXACTLY what I want.