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I knew doing the scene over with unsimulated bareback sex had been my idea. However, at the end of a tiring day; brainstorming, arguing and shooting entirely new edgy dialogue; I was having more than second thoughts. As I thought about what the next days shoot could entail I was freaking out. I needed rest. I needed to clear my head. I needed to talk this craziness through with someone I could trust to just listen without judgment. Someone who could help me unpack all the pros and cons of having taken on this off the wall short film. Why was I so committed to making the sex part of the story as real as possible when it had the potential of putting me so at risk on so many levels. I knew I couldn't talk it through with my actual girlfriend just as surely as my character couldn't talk the bareback proposition through with his. I realized I had not even mentioned this film project to my girl. She hated giving me blowjobs. How could I tell her I was not only giving them but loving bringing guys off and relishing the taste of their cum. I wanted to be able to talk to her but knew I couldn't. My best buddy was a committed barebacker. He wouldn't judge me. Problem was he might be to enthusiastic about encouraging me. No. I needed someone totally neutral if that was possible toward the stigmatized topic of bareback sex. I had been to a talk therapist in the past, but knew I couldn't get a session before the next day. I decided to stop into my favorite bar on my walk home. A double scotch on the rocks would help me take the edge off my harsh, self critical disturbing thoughts. Sam is a great bartender. Not only does he know his booze, he knows how to make his customers feel welcome and relaxed. He also reads people very well and without being intrusive knows the right timing and questions to open them up to talk through their struggles. Sam knows me very well. I'd frequented his bar stools many, many times. He'd seen me when I was celebrating great film reviews. He'd nursed me through painfully torturous break-ups. He was brilliant at discerning just the right amount of intoxication to act as a truth serum in any dilemma or life struggle. Even knowing all this about him it had not occurred to me he was the listener I needed. I only awoke to this realization when I was half way through my second double scotch on the rocks. Like a benevolent scorpion; "You seem really preoccupied today. Is there anything you need to talk through?" Precise timing on his part. A crucial question asked not a moment to soon or a split second to late. He listened to me and perfectly mirrored back my thoughts and indecision for the next three hours. All the while taking care of his other customers and a finely tuned liquor control management of our levels of lubrication. I was amazed to hear myself process the quandary I had gotten myself into. I was astounded at how much it revealed about deeply shadowed parts of my being. Threads of thoughts led back into my earliest childhood. Even though I was working through something that only hours ago had me deeply disturbed and on edge I now felt wrapped in a safe warm quilt that had been stitched together by wise and loving hands. Sam asked for my phone and ordered an Uber to get me home safely. I had not resolved my choice to bareback or not, but I did feel ready to sleep. Sam must have given the driver specific instructions because instead of waiting in his car out front he came in and spoke with Sam. Sam politely asked for my wallet, took out two fresh twenties and gave them to the Uber driver. "Please don't just drop him at his address. Make sure he gets perpendicular safely." The Uber driver smiled his understanding and assurance. I must have fallen asleep on the drive because the next thing I remember was being assisted up the front stairs of my walkup. I was helped with my keys and guided to my bed. He assisted me in removing my shoes and I collapsed fully clothed on top of the covers. The Uber driver retrieved a blanket from the foot of my bed and tenderly spread it over me. Before he turned to leave he gently kissed me on the forehead. I took hold of his hand, pulled him into me and planted a passionate kiss on his lips. He returned the passion for a few moments, pulled away and crouched so he could look me directly in the eyes with tender care. "You're pretty drunk bud. I don't think you know what you are doing here. " "I'm quite sure I don't and that's just the edge I choose to live on. Get out of those clothes and fuck me."

Last night I organised a fuck meet for my boy, Drew at my place. Five buddies, some who I haven’t seen in almost a year came over. It was an amazing night, me, and five sex-starved men. We used the Drew's mouth first to get our cocks real hard and wet. Man, that boy sucks cock like a champ. We put him in my new sling, hauled his legs up high and wide apart and we tag fucked him for two hours. It was a beautiful sight watching 5 cocks stretch and pump his hole. Finally we lined up and each took turns breeding him. I went last - I’ve never enjoyed his hole so much, he was full of hot freshly pumped sperm and I added my load. I swear that boy could have taken on twice as many men.

Somehow the fight started early in the morning. By 7 Trent was out of the house and driving vaguely downtown while calling hotels. The nice places seemed booked up and he turned into a crappy motel right off the highway. Whatever. He got a room for a couple of nights and went in. Yeah, it sucked in every way but the bed was fairly comfy. Whatever. He and Heidi had been fighting nonstop recently. But that morning had been another level. Whatever. He decided to relax. He got out his iPad and screwed around, finally going to a porn tube site. As he got more turned on he moved from teens to transwomen and finally to gay porn. He already knew he loved the 80s stuff. Without fully thinking, Trent took cock pics and then used the bathroom mirror to get his hole. He googled and then signed up for some hookup sites. "Tight bottom looking for sex this morning. Bring lube." He got a decent response and invited the first 3 guys who responded. A couple of generic 40s white guys and a late 20s hispanic dude. He figured at best one of them would show up. Instead 2 made it to the door at the same time and the third was there within another 5 minutes. Lol. They all brought lube. **** Trent was shy. He'd had gay sex one other time. An embarrassing incident during his honeymoon with Heidi in Las Vegas. She'd gone to bed long ago, he got picked up and went back to a guy's room to have a drink. Matt. Matt got aggressive as soon as they were back to his room. Trent was mostly blacked out but could remember begging for it. And getting it. Trent staggered back to the honeymoon suite around 3. He secretly took an hiv test a few months later and pumped his fist at the negative result. **** The guys in his room at the Red Roof Inn egged each other on. Trent was constantly sucking cock. They were tough on him and slid fingers in him. "You do have a tight ass," said one of his new friends as he positioned himself behind Trent. He squirted a bunch of lube on his cock and slid into his asshole. All the way. Trent got fucked hard and relentlessly for about 2 minutes. "Oh fuck yeah bitch. Take my load." He stayed inside as he finished ejaculating. After he pulled out the men in his mouth came around behind him and slid all the way inside. It was embarrassing to admit but he loved being fucked by a stranger. The second guy started talking dirty as the got close. "You're a faggot now you know that right?" He pumped hard and then slid all the way inside Trent. "Where do you want me to cum?" He asked. I only groaned. "Tell me where to cum." I still didn't respond. He fucked me faster and demanded, "tell me to cum in you." I did as I was told. I said I was a cumslut who would take any load in my tight ass. That satisfied him and he emptied his balls while thrusting in me. Fuck. I was overwhelmed. I asked the others for a minute and took a hot shower.

I was bored at home and really wanted to breed an unsuspecting hole, so I loged in to an app that is famous among people with particular fetishes. I'm into roleplay, so that's what I was looking for. I started chatting with some guys but none of them were interesting. I was about to give up when this twink messaged me. We started talking and he told me that he had some deep dark desires. I gave him my personal number because I knew that was a guy that I could really take to my lair. But I soon found out that he was a virgin, so he was probably using the app just to jerk of. But I wouldn't give up and I planed something special to him. I started to share some of my light fetishes with him. I told him that I liked armpits and feet, and then he opened up, saying that he spent hours watching videos about it. This guy was only 18 but I could feel that he would become a perfect boy whore, I just had to help him. But I could not pressure it, so I took my time. Day after day, I started showing him new things. I introduced the guy to new stuff and sent him links of videos. He was loving it and so was I. We were talking for almost a month when I invited him to my place. I said that we would just chat and watch some videos. We discovered that we lived just a few blocks from each other and within minutes he was knocking on my door. The little guy was really nervous. "Hey, welcome, come in," I said. I had a playroom at the basement and we went there. He was gobsmacked when he saw my toys, but I was also feeling lust coming from him. "I invited you here because I want to show you some new videos I found," I said. "Couldn't you send me a link?," He asked. "Not for those particular videos, it's a really dark fetish that I did not know existed. The guys in those videos pretend that they have HIV and they play with that." "That's insane," he said. "Well, if you think about it, the other they we were talking about me peeing inside your guts. They just replaced the pee with the virus, it's kinda hot, trust me" I started slowly with a video of a guy getting fucked raw. It turned him on, I could see his hard dick through his trousers. Then I put another video, it was a pozzing one. The bottom was begging for the gift and the top was fucking him rough. Michael, my guest, was really turned one by that too. Be thought the guys in the video were just pretending, so he wasn't freaked out. By the end of the video, he was asking me for more and we watched a lot of porn. "Have you ever kissed a guy?," I asked him after we watched at least ten videos. "Not really," he said. "Do you wanna try?" He just nodded and then I grabbed him and started kissing this guy half my age. I think I was not only the first guy he kissed, I was the first person, because he had no experience at all. Being gay and young in a small town is not easy. I deepened the kiss and soon I was on top of him. This young tiny guy was really turning me on. "You are so hot," he said. "It's like a dream come true, this kiss is so good." "My cock is so hard right now, you are making me hard for you, babe," I said. "I-I want..." "You wanna suck on my fat dick?" "Y-yes," he said and blushed. I took my shirt and my trousers off, I wasn't using any pants. When Michael saw my dick, his eyes shined. He opened his mouth to say something but I didn't let him. The head of my cock entered his mouth before de could deny it. The little faggot was a natural cock sucker. He worked my shaft like a professional. I did not have to teach him anything because he took it good. "That's really good, boy. Do you like sucking dick?" He just nodded and kept on going. But I knew a blow job would not make me cum, so after some minutes I took my dick out of his mouth. "I think you were born to suck cock," I said. "But I also think you want some more, I know your fetishes. You wanna try something new?" "Yes," he said immediately. "Well, I only play safe, but since you are a virgin I know you are clean. We could play like in those videos we watched." "I don't know," he said. "It turned you on, you can't deny it. And I was turned on too. It's just roleplay, it will be fun. You know me already, you can trust me." "Maybe we can try, but please go slow" "Take your clothes off," I told him. While he was undressing, I took some lube and started spreading it on my cock. Michael was so innocent that I was almost telling him that I was really poz, that it was not pretending. Michael had a sweet little hole and I couldn't wait to knock him up. But first I rimmed him and put some more lube in his ass, working my fingers in and out. The little bitch was moaning the entire time. "You ready for this poz cock?", I asked him. "Yes," he said. "We are in a free space and you can say what you want, don't hold yourself. I'm going to fuck you, breed you and put my poz babies inside of you, is this ok?" "Yes, I want that, poz me up" "You are a little AIDS whore, aren't you?" I started making pressure and soon there was a pop, showing that my cockhead was inside him. He didn't even complain about the pain. "You see that little brown bottle by your side?," I asked. "Take it, open it and hit it two times in each nostril. It's just something that we use during sex to relax, it's not a drug. It will make things easier and better" He did as he was told and I went deep inside him. The guy did not complain, he just moaned as his guts embraced my cock. "I'm all in, balls deep," I said. "How is it? Do you like getting fucked?" "That's the best thing ever, I can feel every inch of your big poz cock inside me" "What do you want now?", I asked. "I want you to fuck me and cum inside me. Breed me and poz me" "Good boy." My cock was already leaking a lot of toxic precum inside this innocent guy and I was in heaven. That ass felt so good on my cock that I knew I would not take long to cum. He screamed loudly every time I penetrated him. My cock entered his ass hard and fast, my movement was fast and precise. I felt his ass tighten up the minute my dick came back, and I continued to put it on him, strong and violently. I felt his ass pulling me, it seemed that he did not want to let my dick out when he entered that way. After fucking him a lot, I took my dick out to relax a little bit and I saw his ass all red and swollen, but it kept pulsing. I put my dick in the entrance of his ass, and I saw that his ass kind of closed, so I started to press in the groin of his ass so that he could feel what he was holding. I asked: "Is everything okay there?" And he: "You're going really hard at ir, I don't know if I can take it anymore." I put him on his side, on the edge of the bed, positioned my cock and went back to fucking him. This time he screamed a lot more, loudly, but honestly I didn't care. I fucked him rough, without mercy. I slaped him on the butt and said: "You wanted my dick, didn't you? You asked for this big poz cock. Then take it! Little bitch. You wanted to be made a little girl, didn't you? Now handle it, AIDS whore". I was really into it, his ass squeezed the head of my dick, it killed me. He moaned a lot and made some very loud moans. I decided to finish, so I told him to lean against the wall and spread his legs. I just pointed to his ass and before penetrating him, I asked him to twerk with my dick inside his ass. He wiggled very tasty, my cock inside there was so hot. Feeling that ass of him squeezing and swallowing my cock was amazing. I gave him a few more slaps and said I was going to finish right there and breed him. I put my hands on the wall above him, made him lean against the wall and started pumping again. The fag went crazy there, feeling my hot body glued to his and dominating him. It didn't take long and he came on my wall, I didn't care much as I kept getting into it. His ass was so tight, hot and wet. I decided to come right there. "Breeding you now," I announced and told him to be quiet. "My poz seed is coming" I poured everything into him. How good it is to cum inside an ass... I like it a lot. I took it out and a lot fell on the floor, the sofa was right there and I decided to lie down for a while. He stayed there, half paralyzed, half not knowing what to do. "Come here," I said. "Was it good?" "Yes, it was amazing," he said. "But isn't it crazy? We said some dirty stuff here, but it turned me on". "That's the good part about having sex with someone you trust," I told him. "You can be yourself without holding back. I think you liked it a lot" "I did, mostly the part of the poz cum, it's kinda dangerous and hot". "I know you are into gang bang, you told me that. I have some friends that also like roleplay and they would come over now if I asked. Do you want it? I think you would really like it" "Right now?", he asked. "And they like to say those things about poz cum too?" "We can ask them to do this, it will be fun, it's just five or six guys and they are all like me, mid thirties and hung. It's one in a lifetime chance, take it or go home." "Well, you trust them and I trust you, so let's do this." "Good boy, you will be an awesome cumdump." I smiled at my little dumb bottom and started calling all my poz friends. I made sure that Michael heard me telling then that it was all pretend. Little did he know that he was about to meet some of the most poisonous guys in town.

Hi, is there anyone going to the Pighaus breedfest in Miami this month? I'm registered but would like to go with a "handler", I got a collar and leash for the event. If you're a Dom and need a sub, hmu.

Nothing hotter than when your top is in charge of your hole!

Any other pigs attending (Parliament Resort in August GA)? It's over 2 different weekends in July. I will be at weekend number 2 (thur through Sun) and may make a day trip for one day in weekend number one.

I was 20 and at uni when I made friends with a couple of post grad students a few years older. We'd met at the monthly LGBT night and had been out for a few drinks a couple of times since. They weren't a couple but they'd made it pretty clear they fucked from time to time. On one evening out they were talking about plans for the weekend. It was forecast to be hot and they had decided to go to the beach. We were at uni near the coast and they told me they knew a secluded beach where there would be no one around. They asked if I fancied joining them and as I had no plans, I agreed to go along. They picked me up from my halls the next morning and we drove about 30 minutes and parked in a layby on a quiet road near the coast. When we got out of the car it was nice and warm with a cool sea breeze. I grabbed my bag and they gave me some of the picnic to carry. It was about a 20 minute walk through fields and then down and narrow path and steep steps down a cliff before we got the beach. They weren't wrong about it being quiet, there was no one else to be seen. We found a spot by some rocks and lay down the towels and the boys started to strip off. I followed their cue and started to pull off my clothes until I was down to the Speedos I'd put on under my shorts. But when I looked up I realised the guys were completely naked! They laughed and asked why I was wearing Speedos when there was no one around. I struggled to answer cause I was so distracted by their beautiful naked bodies! Dan was about 6' and gym toned. He had dark hair which covered his chest, legs, arms and arse. Hanging between his legs was a big uncut cock, probably about 7 inches long and meaty, with enormous balls! His pubes were neatly trimmed. Ben also obviously worked out and although he was a bit shorter than Dan at about 5'9, he was bigger built. He was also pretty furry but was covered in blonde hair in contrast to Dan and had a bushy beard. Soft, he wasn't as hung as Dan, probably about 5 inches but uncut, thick and his balls hung pretty low. His pubes were a bit wilder than Dan's but matched his beard! After a bit of encouragement I coyly pulled my speedos down to my ankles and stepped out of them. At 20 I was skinny and pretty smooth apart form my pubes which I kept trimmed. I felt really tiny next to these two big guys and a bit embarrassed. Despite being really turned on by them, my embarrassment kept my dick soft. I'm about 5in soft, uncut and have pretty small balls. Thy guys told me I looked great and that they'd both been pretty skinny when they were my age. Dan gave me a light smack on the arse and announced a race to the water! When I hit the cold water it felt amazing on my naked body. We fooled around for a while, splashing each other and the guys made a game of picking me up and throwing me! I pretended to hate it but really loved being manhandled by these two men. After a while we headed back to the towels and sunbathed for a while. Ben offered to rub sun screen on me and I rolled onto my front. It felt amazing as he rubbed the cool cream into my skin. He started at my back and worked his way down. When he reached my bum I felt his fingers as they brushed past my hole and I shivered. I felt myself start to get hard as Ben continued down my legs. He told me to turn over and I froze! I told him I was fine, I'd just stay like this for a while, I was too embarrassed to turn over and have him see I was rock hard. Dan smiled and asked if I was "a bit excited"? I nodded shyly and he chuckled. He told me there was no need to be embarrassed and gently rolled me over. Hard I'm about 6 inches with a big mushroom head. Ben started covering me with cream and when he got to my cock, started stroking me slowly. I closed my eyes and just enjoyed it for a while. After a few minutes I felt a tickling sensation on the head of my cock. I opened my eyes to see Dan was crouching over me, with his hairy hole hovering over the tip of my cock which Ben was holding in place. "Is this OK?" he asked. All I could do was nod and he slowly lowered himself onto my cock. He groaned as I felt his hairy arse touch my hips and realised I was completely inside him. He started fucking himself on my cock, grinning at me the whole time and moaning really loudly. It felt amazing to have my dick buried in this hot guy! Then I heard Ben whisper to Dan "Are you ready?". "I think so" Dan replied. And Ben got on his knees behind Dan and started to push his now rock hard cock into Dan's hole next to mine. I thought I was going to blow my load then and there! I managed to regain control and enjoyed the sensation of Ben's dick rubbing against mine as Dan's hole opened up to take us both. Dan was going wild now, grunting and groaning as he impaled himself on our cocks. It wasn't long before Ben grunted "Fuck! I'm gonna cum!" and started blasting thick loads inside Dan. I felt my dick get really wet and all of a sudden Dan's hole was sloppy with cum, first Ben's and very soon after, mine! I shouted "Fuck!" so loud as I emptied my balls inside him. Dan milked us for a few mines and then stood up. As he turned round I saw cum dripping down his leg and Ben quickly stuck out his tongue and licked it up. "My turn now" said Dan as he squatted down and pushed out some of the cum onto his hand. He lubed up his cock with a mix of mine and Ben's cum and his own arse juices and Ben knelt down and pulled my legs back, exposing my tight, pink boy hole. Dan got another load of cum on his fingers and worked it into my hole. I loved feeling it lubricating me. After a few minutes Dan lined up the tip of his big cock against my hole and began to push gently. He kept up the gentle pressure and his meaty head started to disappear inside me. Eventually I felt it push past my first ring and I let out a loud groan. Dan started pulling out and then pushing back in, going a little deeper with each stroke. He took his time opening me up until eventually I felt those huge balls slapping against my smooth arse. He picked up his pace and started to fuck me like a jack rabbit! I was groaning almost continuously in a mixture of pleasure and pain, occasionally gasping for breath. After what felt like an hour Dan grabbed my ankles and let our a deep groan as he emptied his balls inside me. He spasmed over and over again, pumping jet after jet of cum into my guts. When he'd finished he pulled his still hard cock and Ben was on it in seconds, cleaning it off of cum. I just lay there, and felt my battered hole leaking cum into the towel. Dan pushed my legs back again and dove tongue first as my hole, licking and sucking out his own cum before pulling me and Ben into a sloppy three way kiss.

ah, for The Golden Age of Promiscuity in the late 70s.....

My father was a Truck driver and wasn't around much when I was in late high school / early college. I used to frequent an adult xxx arcade in the neighborhood and ran into my best friends dad there once (who was a sorta father figure to me). It was so embarrassing and we retreated to other booths and left without making contact. I guess we both realized why we were both there and I wandered around the next few nights hoping to see his Truck in the lot. Sure enough we ran into each other again and he watched me suck some guys off in my booth through the gloryhole. This became a regular meetup on sunday nights where he would stroke and watch me suck or get fucked then slide his cock in so I can swallow his load.

Same way I become a member of the sex industry and a hyper-promiscuous slut with thousands of sex partners to his name: you stop fantasizing about and get out and DO it, LIVE the Lust Beast life as I have and you will become that which you admire and desire.

PART 3 I left Adam and Greg in good hands, getting nailed by some other guys who had come up to watch our little show on the sofa and wandered over to the bar area to grab something to drink. The same really tall man was behind the bar, wearing just an apron, jockstrap and boots along with a ball cap. He was easily a foot taller than me, which I love. His body was covered in thick fur and he had a nice big ass, framed by a yellow jockstrap, visible whenever he bent over to grab something from under the bar. I asked him if he had any gatorade since I knew I would need to stay hydrated from the T. He reached down and handed me a bottle full of orange liquid, clearly loving showing off his sexy ass which had clearly already been used tonight. I could see a tiny drop of cum at the opening to his hole. It tasted even nastier than usual and I knew there was already some G in it. It was going to be one of THOSE nights. “This shit loaded, dude?” He laughed and said “it sure is. You look like you know how to have a good time. My shift is over at midnight, so then I get a chance to play. You game?” I leaned over the counter and grabbed the back of his head, pulling his lips to mine. I could taste cum on his mustache, the filthy whore had already started playing. “That sounds hot. Come and find me when your shift is done. You can take a ride on daddy’s cock.” He smiled and said “Or vice versa.” I laughed and took a big swig off the bottle and wandered back over to the whore couch that I had left a few minutes before. The otter guy fucking Adam was still balls deep in him, and Greg was getting fucked by another hot rando, a tall buffed Asian muscle guy with a hugely fat cock. The guy clearly knew how to fuck with his massive tool and Greg wasn’t really able to speak, except to say “more, more, more” and “harder.” Every time the guy pulled back his cock to take another stroke, the jizz in Greg’s hole frothed up like whipped cream on top of a boy cunt pie. Every now and then Joey would lean down and lick the frothy bits from Greg’s ass cheeks. Joey was between Adam and Greg on the sofa, holding a fat baggie of crystal, idly playing with his thick cock and feeding shotguns to the cumdumps. I leaned in and took one of them from him and passed it to Adam. I was really getting off on watching the hot, lean furry guy nailing Adam’s cunt, when Adam looked up at me and smiled a huge sexy smile, while grunting as the guy’s long, thick cock bottomed out in his cunt again. “Thank you Daddy. Do you like watching other men breed my pussy?” I laughed some more and said “I sure do, baby boy. It’s giving Daddy’s cock a huge boner. I wanna watch every man in here dump load in that pussy. Do you want that, son?” Adam got a huge grin on his face and said “more than anything, Daddy!” We both laughed some more and I sat down next to Joey on the sofa, and we passed the bubbler pack and forth, each passing shotguns to the other pigs rutting around us. I was leaning over to give another shotgun to Adam with my ass in the air when I felt a hand there, playing with the straps of my jock and sliding up my crack to find my hole. I turned to see the boy from the bar, standing behind me grinning, with a medium long, extremely thick cock sticking out of the fly of his tight button fly boxer briefs. Where did they find these boys with the really fat cocks? The bottoms sure weren’t complaining. Adam saw him and also grinned, passed the shotgun back to me saying “give it to him, Daddy. I’m sure he wants to play too.” I stood up, still holding the smoke in my lungs and the tall guy from the bar leaned down to take it from me. He got down on his knees and his head was even with my chest. Damn, this fucker was tall. We passed the smoke back and forth until there was no more and kept my head down so we could make out. He continued to play with my ass while we made out. I’m mostly a top but once in a while if I was feeling really sleazy with a lot of T, my ass would get hungry and need some good pounding. I thought this might be one of those nights. “What the fuck is your name, son?” “Tim, sir.” Just as I was wondering if Tim was going to get inside my ass, the two guys fucking Greg and Adam, who had been making out with each other over the moaning cumdumps, both started to speed up. First one, then the other fired off volleys of cum inside Greg and Adam’s whore cunts. I was really proud of Adam because he spent the last 3-4 minutes egging his fucker on with a long stream of filth talk. “Fucker. Breed my cunt. My little boy whore cunt needs to be knocked up. You wanna make me pregnant, bro? I need your babies inside me, bro, I gotta have your load! You gonna load me up? You gonna give me that sperm? I fucking need it. I’m begging you, dude. Give me your load! I need my big brother’s fucking cum!” Hearing Adam say “Big brother” made otter boy pound his cunt harder and harder, burying Adam’s head in the cushions of the sofa. He was grunting and moaning as well. “Little. Bro. Dirty. Fucker. Gonna. Breed. BREED THAT PUSSY.” Then he yelled as he unloaded a huge load inside Adam’s pussy. He held his cock all the way inside Adam’s gaping cumdump. I could see his nuts almost vibrating. He leaned over Adam’s back while he caught his breath, and slowly came back to normal. On the other side, Greg’s Asian muscle boy was pounding Greg toward a similar climax, but a lot less verbal. He groaned really loudly and pulled his cock out one more time for the first volley of cum that squirted all over Greg’s cunt. He quickly rubbed his cock head in the sperm and shoved it all inside the boys’s ass. After a few seconds, he slapped Greg’s ass cheek hard, and pulled out. His cock was so fat that none of the load came out of Greg’s hole. He walked away, arm in arm with the otter boy and they went back to the bar, where another hot man was standing, in just a cap, jock and boots waiting to serve them a drink. Greg managed to keep all of the Asian guy’s load inside his cunt, and reached around to play with his ass, then climbed up on the sofa to take a breather and smoke some more T. Adam was still bent over the arm of the sofa and Tim looked at me and said: “He your boy?” “No, I said, we just met when I bred his cunt. He’s pretty loaded up. You should have a taste.” Tim was a foot taller than me, I later found out he was 6’8”, and he pulled Adam’s face to him, murmuring hello and introducing himself. Adam started to stand up, and was a little wobbly. I grabbed onto him so he didn’t fall, then Tim maneuvered himself so that his long legs were over the arm of the sofa and his head was in the middle of it. Joey leaned down to give Tim another shotgun and Adam took it from him. Waste not, want not. Then Tim reached over with two fingers and wiped the cum that was dripping down Adam’s leg and fed it to him. He moaned some more. “Come here, little brother. Let me eat your hole.” Adam grinned again and spread his hairy cheeks apart, settling down so that his pussy was open and a single drop of sperm fell onto Tim’s lips. He licked them hungrily and greedily pulled Adam’s ass onto his face. Pretty soon, hairy chin and hairy ass were connected and Adam started to grind his ass onto Tim’s sexy beard. I looked over at Joey and Greg who were observing these pigs rutting as only dirty whores can. “Fuck yeah,” Joey said. “I’m gonna have to eat your hole, Greggy boy. Gotta suck some of that sperm outta there. I’m hungry.” Greg laughed spread his cheeks and said “Get in there. I love having my cunt eaten.” Greg took up a similar position to Tim so they were both lying on their backs with their heads almost touching each other, each with a cumdump sitting on their face. Both boys looked like they were in heaven having their cunts eaten, so I crawled down on the floor so I could lick both holes and eat some of the jizz that was dripping down their legs and out of Joey and Tim’s beards. I occasionally was able to lick the two holes while the two tops took a break to catch their breath and pretty soon my own beard was dripping with various strangers’ cum, including my own, courtesy of Greg and Adam’s holes. The T was starting to make my hole hungry. It was one of those nights where I needed some ass and some cock. Preferably buried in my daddy cunt. I moved over to where Tim’s cock was long, fat, uncut and hard as a rock. The boy must’ve taken a nice Cialis before the party, like me. I leaned over and took his beautiful dick in my mouth, reveling in the scent of his foreskin and crotch. Sweat, piss and cum. Three of my favorite smells, especially all together in one place. I took Tim’s cock all the way down my throat, so all 10” of it were buried in my face. He took a break from eating Adam’s hole and just said “Fuck Daddy! Yeah! Suck my cock, you dirty faggot!” Luckily I had anticipated this moment and cleaned my ass out before I left home. Never know when your ass gets itchy. I sucked on Tim’s cock greedily until it was covered in spit and throat lube. When I came up for air, Adam was holding a small bottle of lube that had SPECIAL written on it with a sharpie. Good. Nothing like a booty bump with your lube. I poured a bit into my hand and rubbed it over Tim’s cock and then over my cunt lips. Then I maneuvered myself up onto the sofa, facing Adam and slid Tim’s massive cock inside my asshole. FUUUUUUUUUCCCCK. It felt amazing and pretty soon my hole was on fire. I started making out with Adam as Tim fucked him and keep eating Adam’s cunt. Adam whispered in my ear “FUCK DADDY! That’s so fucking hot watching him use your pussy. Does it feel amazing! Can I ride him next?” He grinned again and his beautiful brown puppy dog eyes made me melt. I grabbed him behind his head and shoved my tongue as far in his mouth as it would go. “FUCK, baby boy! His cock feels of fucking good using my cunt. It’s been so long since I got fucked, I didn’t realize how badly I needed it.” Adam just laughed again, and soon he broke away from me and got up from Tim’s face. He jumped up and pulled something out of his sock. Tim maneuvered me so that he was sitting up, but never took his cock out of my hole. I was riding his beautiful dick like there was no tomorrow. My brain was full of pleasure and I hadn’t felt this good in ages. After a couple minutes, I felt a finger rubbing the outside of my hole. Tim grabbed me around the waist and pulled me up so that I was hovering over his cock, but it wasn’t inside me. What I couldn’t see was Adam planting a huge rock inside Tim’s foreskin. The next thing I knew, his cock was plunging back inside me where he held me down so his dick was as far inside my hole as it would go. After a few seconds, I could feel the crystal melt and my brain exploded with more pleasure. Tim grabbed onto my chest and pulled my face to his, while leaving his cock fully planted inside me. He shoved his tongue in my mouth and I just groaned, unable to speak because of the sensory overload. He laughed and just said “fuck yeah, go for it, bro!” Next thing I knew, I felt another cock, nudging at my hugely stretched cunt. It was Adam! I had taken him for just a cumdump, but apparently he got off on fucking Daddy too. I tried to focus my brain on relaxing my hole to let Adam inside when he pushed harder. My cunt opened up and there were two cocks inside my hole. My brain exploded in another wave of intense pleasure and Tim and Adam started to pound my hole, getting up a good rhythm, until I couldn’t speak other than to beg for more cock.

I'm very committed to my acting craft and prefer to do thural research. Before filming was scheduled to start I got a gay buddy to take me to a bathhouse. I knew I was going to have to give a bj on set. Even though I'd given two impromptu in auditions I wanted some practice. They called that part of the bathhouse 'the slurp ramp' and I got lots of practice on a half dozen cocks of various sizes and shapes. I found I quite enjoyed sucking down another four loads. My buddy was very enthusiastic about showing me around. I was amazed at how many guys we saw getting fucked bareback out in the open. In fact I didn't see a condom all night. I watched as my buddy took three raw cocks up his ass, two in his room, one in a playroom swing. As we were leaving he told me he was heading home with five loads absorbing into his gut! As I was sucking one guy on the slurp ramp I felt hands start to spread my ass cheeks. Next I felt breath being blown on my ass hole. Soon a tongue was rimming my hole before it started to probe inside. It felt utterly fantastic. When the guy stood and pushed his raw cockhead against my hole I was very tempted to let him continue but thanked him for pleasuring my ass and politely declined the fuck. The first day of filming was pretty mundane as we shot the scenes to set up the story line. My character was a financially strapped student talking his girlfriend into agreeing he would strip at a gay club to supplement their income. She was adamantly against it at first but reluctantly relents. The second day of shooting was the most fun. A crowd of guys were brought on set to cheer on my first strip performance. Unlike my audition I was asked to start the dance comically. I acted very unselfconscious and shy, even reluctant to take off my shirt. By the time my pants were coming off I tripped on the pant leg. The audience didn't care. They went wild with each article of clothing that hit the floor. When down to my jock strap I moved into the crowd as they slipped small bills into my waist band. Many sneaking a peek inside. As I was about to head back stage the crowd chanted; "All the way! Take it all off!" Back on stage I played with my now hard cock in my jock as I danced. Every now and then my cock head teasingly peeked out over the waist band. Finally with the drunken demanding cries of the crowd I stepped out of the jock completely. I proudly danced with my hardon bobbing happily for everyone to enjoy. As we watched the dailies a couple of the crowd suggested they should suck my dick as I move about the crowd. The director likes this idea and commits to taking those shots to start the next day. Day three begins with the suggestion from the end of day two. The next scene shot I'm naked and hard prancing on stage. I jump back into the crowd to retrieve a hundred dollar bill from my handsome older co-star. As I pull him onto the stage the crowd is chanting; "Suck him off." Reluctantly I fished out his cock and tentatively took it in my mouth. With the crowds encouraging demands his full eight inches was soon nudging my tonsils. He grabbed hold of my hair and was soon giving me a forceful face fuck. He unloaded his first volley deep in my throat. Showing surprise I pulled off and the rest of his load shot all over my face. Everyone stayed for the dailies which were replayed frequently. Especially the climax. The scene for day four is in the chang room with the freshly blown costar offering my character increasing amounts of money to go home with him for more fun. My character demurs only reluctantly agreeing at $400. The next shots are taken in his bedroom. Making out, disrobing each other and for the rest of the days shoot both totally naked. Many short shots are taken to simulate our fucking. I really struggled to get into this and figured I was getting the same vibe from my costar. My feelings are confirmed as we watched the dailies. Some ideas are offered to improve the shots but nothing is settled before we head home for a good night's rest. I had dinner and a good time with my actual girlfriend. Then I went home, booted up my computer and researched gay porn. The next morning I share my observations with the director and crew. As in the bathhouse I saw a lot of bareback porn, probably 98%. Personally I was turned off by condom porn. "Shouldn't this film at least include some talk about raw sex?" I wondered. My costar agreed; "In fact I should keep offering more money "til he relents and agrees to bareback." The director agreed and the spoken script was adapted. There was lots of argument about how to portray the fucking was bareback. Would they hire porn actors just for the penetration shots. Would the scene be improved if my costar and I actually fucked, hiding the condom use. On and on went the brainstorming. Mostly I watched and listened. We ran out of time for more filming. My girlfriend was 'out with the girls' so I spent my evening watching bareback gay porn. The more I watched the hornier I got. The hornier I got the more I remembered the pleasure of the tongue fuck at the bathhouse. I began to realize I regretted turning down his offer to 'do me'. I surprised myself by jerking off a huge load. I slept soundly and dreamt my best buddy was fucking and breeding me. When I arrived on set the director was clearly agitated by the lack of progress the day before. I pulled him and my costar aside for a private conversation. "What do you say if we just go ahead and do it. Fuck the simulated sex. It's going to look a lot better if you just do me. " My costar was surprised and blurted; "Have you even been fucked by a guy before?" "No, but neither has any character. You'll be getting my authentic first time reaction." "Are you crazy? Shot back my costar. "No wait a minute, I think he has a point." said the director. "But bareback?" complained the costar. "Well let's not decide about that just yet. Let's shoot the dialogue with him thinking he might actually be agreeing to go raw. Let's see where we go from there." suggested the director. So that's how we shot the dialogue. Doing so thinking this guy might actually breed my ass kept my acting real and on edge. Everyone was pleased with the results and we now had to decide how to proceed.

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(One more setup chapter) Imagine my surprise when I received a 'call back '. This audition had myself the director and one other 'call back ' actor. The tall dark and handsome guy I had seen arriving as I left my first audition. Loud technobeat music was started and we were simply instructed to give our best stripping performance. We danced around each other like two proud roosters trying to win over the prize hen. The other guy slowly pulled his tight wife beater over his head tossing it at the director. In one quick pull I ripped every button off my shirt. After some playful dancing with my open shirt I slid it off my arms and deeply inhaled it's armpits. I then tossed it to my opponent who also sniffed and then licked the armpits. We both slipped out of our shoes. He had to awkwardly get out of his socks. I grabbed the first of these and began to stuff it in my mouth. The director was loving this strip off competition and egged us on with cheers, whistles and cat calls. You would have thought we had rehearsed earlier as our belts were ripped off in one simultaneous motion. Together we undid the button of our jeans and slowly lowered the fly. I turned my back and teased dropping trou ever so slightly and then pulling them back up. My opponent was seductively out of his jeans quickly and dancing around in a pair of yellow bikini briefs which set off his dark skin perfectly. I had chosen to wear my sexiest 'Skull and Bones' jock so when I did finally drop my jeans the director had a bird's eye view of my hairy bubble butt. The director held up money so we both danced over so he could slip some bills into our briefs. He snuck a peek at each of our junk. My inner exhibitionist was in top form so my cock was already starting to harden. I dropped down pulling my opponent's briefs with me and began sucking his cock. As he was hardening in my mouth the director fished out his own hardened dick. I stood, removed my jock, stuffed it in my opponent's mouth all before dropping down to suck the director's engorged member. My opponent offered his now hard cock to the director as the director used his to face fuck me. Soon his breathing became erratic. I had every intention of finishing him off in this audition and before long I had my first taste of another guys cum flooding my mouth. I took him in deeper and instinctively swallowed every drop of my first man load. As he began to soften I allowed him to drop from my mouth and licked my lips in satisfaction. It took a moment but he regained his breath and spoke; "Well, I had not anticipated that! Thanks guys, but the audition is not complete. I need to see how well you do in front of the camera. You've inspired me. Let's bring in the camera man to film you guys 69ing. This short film is not a sex tape, but I do like to include some in my work. " The camera man doffed his shirt the moment he arrived and saw us naked. We warmed up by deep kissing and then moved to the floor and assumed the 69 position. Fully engorged my opponent's cock was far thicker and longer than the director's. It was quite intimidating for a novice like me but I wasn't about to give up this far into the audition. Tall, dark and handsome had no trouble deep throating me and had me balls deep while I was still figuring out a line of attack. After licking his cock head and shaft while trying not to be distracted by his excellent oral ministrations I decided to go for broke. I opened my mouth as far as I could while relaxing my jaw. I descended on his shaft with only a third going in. His moans of pleasure spurred me on and my next dive plunged 2/3's down my throat. Again he moaned and rather than pull off I just pushed on down praying I wouldn't choke. I chocked but I was quickly back on him with no less enthusiasm. We pounded and drilled each other's throats. Just as I was about to despair that I couldn't hold off my orgasm I felt his seed spurt past my tonsils. We both blasted about six spasms deep into each other's gullet. As we were dressing the director excused the other guy and asked me to stay behind. He told me the part was mine if I wanted it. He explained he worked from the script but also liked to collaborate creative ideas with the cast, as I'd just observed in this audition. The script included at least one unsimulated blow job, but the fucking was to be simulated. Film shoots would finish early enough each day for everyone to review the 'dailies' and give their input for the next days shoot. Then he asked if I would like to see the footage just shot. I couldn't believe I had just sucked down two guys cocks and loads. Harder still to fathom was my first guy on guy 69 had been recorded. Of course I wanted to see this clip. I definitely wanted this risque part with such a collaborative director. I left the audition amazed with myself and wondering where all this would lead.

Author's note - it is my intention to serialise this story. But this post is the first two chapters. Determined to forget I was head down, bum up in the dark room of Wet on Wellington in Melbourne. I could barely make out that about seven men were leaning against the wall - watching the show. The stranger jack hammering into hole as precum leaked out of my cock on to the vinyl fuck-bench. I couldn’t tell you if he was wearing a condom - to be honest I was past caring. His moderate cut cock was as hard as granite and he seemed determined to fuck me as hard as humanly possible. I could tell he was Asian - he had straight pubic hair and he was clearly into me. I wasn’t there for pleasure - I was there to take loads and move on from the past. He was hitting my prostate with every stroke in the most unpleasant way I could imagine. Frankly, it just hurt - not even liberally huffing amyl helped. But the pressure meant my cock was leaking - precum continued to dribble out of my foreskin onto the vinyl. I kept moaning with every abusive slam - not for my top - but to entertain the barely visible silhouette around the edge of the room. This was a hate fuck from a man who I would never recognise - but I was determined to take it to show the crowd that even self-loathing chubby guys have their charms. To distract myself from the punishment I was taking, I started to think about how I got here. In June it became obvious that Covid was back. My suburb was one of ten going into an extreme lockdown for two weeks to save the city from a second wave. The political system seemed determined to cover-up how, why and even who was responsible for our predicament. I was angry and scared, and frustrated that the white-wash would mean other places wouldn’t be able to learn from our mistakes. And on day two of the two week lockdown, I was washing up. The man I loved and had lived with so long told me “You’re just not the guy for me - we’re a bad match”. Those two weeks lasted 147 days - and my city is still living with restrictions. The rules were so strict it was illegal for me to move out of our home. I couldn’t stay with friends and I couldn’t even check into a hotel because they were all closed. Our only break from each other was an hour of ‘outside exercise’ every day - in the dead of winter. It was even illegal to get a haircut. We both tried our best to be kind and civil during those 21 weeks - but the fact remains for nearly six months he and I were caught in a cage-match - I was trapped somewhere I wasn’t wanted, feeling hurt and abandoned, and he was trapped with someone who he once loved, came to resent and now desperately needed to escape. It was crushing for both of us. I had been with him for so long I had forgotten who I was without him. The most sensible thing to do was to live in a manner directly inverse to the life that we had built together. I rented a fancy apartment in the middle of the city centre, got myself on PrEP and downloaded the apps. In short, a few weeks from my 42nd birthday, something had snapped in me and I decided to take every cock I could find until I forgot who I had become with my ex. Moving day My grandmother’s voice swirled in my mind - ‘When you move house, always pack a bag with a towel, soap, sheets, toilet paper and a pillow - your first job is to make the bed - the rest is a bonus”. I included my prep, a toothbrush, an old towel, a bottle of lube, and a fresh bottle of amyl in the bag. After making the bed I had a shower and started working on my plans. I installed Grindr, Scruff, BiggerCity, and Growlr. And, then I did what the old me would consider unthinkable - I set my username in each app to “I can host”, and promised myself no matter what, I would say “yes” to any man who wanted to come over. As I pottered about the boxes - “ding” from a guy called “thick” on Growlr - “Hey”, he was 100 meters away and reported his age as 54... “Hi - how are things?”, I replied… “Good - just shopping - got any pics?” I sent him a series of photos - one my cock, one of my butt, a few of my unremarkable face, and a body shot that showed I was a chub. While I would say yes to every man who wanted to come over, I wasn’t going to deceive them. Yes, my heart was broken, but my integrity remained intact. He replied with three photos - one of a thick looking cut cock, another of a middle-aged body that looked like it was taken 15 years ago, and a clothed photo in front of Sydney Town Hall where all the cars in the background were from the mid-nineties. I reminded myself of my obligation - I would say yes to every man who asked. My thumbs flicked back to the chat, and tapped out “nice cock. What are you looking for?” He rambled and I decided to cut to the chase. “I’ve just moved into this place and I’m looking to get fucked NSA” He took the hint and about ten minutes later, the doorbell rang. He was not 54, but he was chatty. To break the ice (and to shepherd him into the bedroom), I gave him a tour of my new home. He wanted to do foreplay and he was bad at it. Mercifully, after about 15 minutes of quite dull, uncoordinated fumbling our clothes came off and I’m pleased to report the cock was as advertised. I presented myself - taking a doggy-position at the edge of the bed. He started to rub his hands all over my body. I slathered lube on his cock and my backside. I reached for the amyl bottle and then he started to speak again… “Do you have a condom?” I thought about it for a moment - I had some somewhere in the apartment, but everything was in boxes, the boxes were in a random order and so I answered truthfully. “No. I’m on Prep, so does it matter?” Saying it out loud changed everything for me - in that moment I knew I was serious. I simply huffed the amyl and waited patiently. My suitor seemed confused - but he was leaking precum and obviously ready to go. He dropped to his knees, and started to eat me out like a man who hasn’t had a meal in weeks. While his tongue was opening up my hole I realised he had finally shut-up, and so I enjoyed the peace and quiet. He stood back up and started to rub his cock all over my crack - leaving a trail of precum. I kept huffing the little brown bottle. He slid into me a little too quickly, it had been months since I had been fucked - and I was living for it. He thrust into me somewhat artlessly. I started to moan because despite his lack of technique, I could feel a certain tension leaving my body. My moans must have turned him on because he got harder. “You like my thick cock, chubby slut?” “Yeah, please keep fucking me, man” “All you chubby boys are the same - look at you, you’re a dirty slut, taking a random cock bareback” Well he wasn’t wrong. I clenched my hole around his rod that somehow was getting harder still and suddenly my moans became real: I was loving being dicked down by a stranger. He kept pounding my hole, and we were both getting a light-sweat. “I’m getting close - where do you want me to cum?” My hole was singing - yes, it was slightly sore from the stretching, but after months of bad porn and being caught with my ex, it was finally being used for its intended purpose. I was ready to say something acerbic like “Really dude? Take a hint” but, then I became aware of my voice in the room “In me” And then, without so much as a thought, I heard myself begging “Please cum in me - I need you to breed my hole. I want you to dump your load deep inside me. I need your cum.” Somehow, the truth had escaped while I was thinking about how I’d be sarcastic. He slammed as deep into me as he could - and then I felt his cock pulsing. Pulse. Pulse. Pulse. Pulse. Pulse. Finally, two or three weaker pulses. He collapsed on top of me. I gently squeezed around his cock - I was determined that every drop of his seed would stay in me. He withdrew. I turned onto my back and relaxed. As he caught his breath, he started to yammer again. Eventually he asked me if I wanted to go on a dinner date with him sometime. “No thank you, I’m just not in that place at the moment. But thank you so much for coming by today and giving me a load. Do you need me to walk you out of the building?” “I was hoping to get to know you better” I lazily motioned at the boxes in the corner of the room and said “mate, I’ve got a lot of work to do - some other time, perhaps?” “Umm, ok” He put on his shoes, and started to move towards the front door - but not before hugging me. A hug that I didn’t want. I managed to overtake him in the hallway, and open the door for him and escorted him into the lift-lobby. I pressed the down button. “You’ll be right to get out of the building?” I asked, in the form of a statement. “Yes” As I turned to return back to my apartment, I found myself speaking “Good. Well thank you for dropping by” Before he could reply I had closed and locked the door to my apartment. Something else had shifted in me. I didn’t want aftercare. I wasn’t attracted to him. In fact, something about him was just ‘off’ - maybe it was his misleading use of photos from the 1990s? I wasn’t annoyed or ashamed or having been fucked by him - although I found his need to speak very annoying. It was just that he was no longer relevant to my day and I was done with him. Then there was that unmistakable tone from my phone - Scruff. My hole had cum still in it - I was coated in lube and I opened it - a 21 year old was 12 meters away and had messaged me “Hi. I love bigger guys”...

You hit the nail on the head! Convincing a reluctant bottom to take my cock bare is a big part of the fun. I don't always win, but if I short-circuited the process by meeting avowed barebackers only, my dick would miss out on those delicious, tentative, warm, wet negotiations. The pleasure of winning justifies the occasional loss. (Consent is sexy, and if the bottom is a holdout but a nice person, I'll happily pivot to fucking his throat, making out, or even just chatting. The next one will take my bare cock up his ass.) A counselor for a PrEP study in which I participated years ago was eager to talk frankly about my bareback encounters. He shared this insight: most bottoms want to get fucked bare even if they say they don't. So that they will feel less fearful and less guilty — less responsible in general, for the outcome — they want to believe that going bare was the top's decision, not their own. "Just the tip" works surprisingly well. Or maybe, "don't worry, I'm just teasing your hole with the head of my dick", if the bottom is likely to recognize "just the tip" for the cliché that it is. Having a condom out, visible, and within reach, and saying, "I can stop and put this on whenever you like" really puts a bottom's mind at ease. The readily accessible rubber becomes a paradoxical prop. Before he knows it, the bottom is getting fucked bare, and it just feels too good for him to stop. Sometimes a bottom will let things go quite far, but still insist that I pull put before cumming. I'm fine with that because (a) I produce lots of precum, which is already coating his insides and (b) if his ass is good it's hard for me to time the pull-out perfectly, so the first spurt of cum might accidentally end up inside him. 😏 I'd love to hear more ideas for helping bottoms overcum a fear of bare cock...

Bottoms are constantly complaining they're not getting enough cock .... well, maybe if you dropped the size queen fetish you might. I have a nice thick cock that fucks really good and never disappoints and big balls that shoot a real good load but a lot of bottoms say "sorry, I never connect with anyone less than 14 inches". or their ads say "HUGE cocks only'. Listen boys, step outta the porn film and into real life and you might be laid more often. End of rant.

I had gone to Arizona to help my sister move our dad into his new home. This was a stressful time as we were placing him in assisted living and my sister likes to control everything. Between my dad’s reluctance and my sister’s control, when move day was complete I was spent. I was staying for a couple of days to make sure dad was settled-in, and to be sure that he had everything he needed. But, around eight o’clock, after we all had eaten, I made a quick retreat to my hotel. Spending an entire day with family really made me miss my gay family. So, soon as I showered and got comfortable, I got out my bottle of poppers, fired-up my laptop, opened the mineral oil, and cruised onto XTube, PornHub, LifeOUT, and BBRT. I have a ton of favorite videos in my accounts and felt like I need to relax and get a bit high and ramp-up my horniness. So I starting clicking on some of my favorite Popper Training videos. Before too long my cock was hard and slick with oil; and, I was flying pretty high. After zipping through a few popper vids I slid right over to my favorite bareback fuck vids. SHIT! I had no idea just how horny I was…I fucking love edging to these vids, but all too soon found myself nearly cumming - too often. So, I thought I’d cool myself down a bit and see what was happening on LifeOUT. This site can be hit or miss for me. It’s mostly a hit because it has such a variety of things to check-out. There are personal profiles, links to professional porn videos, personal videos, stories…the list goes on. But, I like to comment on members personal photos and do some sexy email/chats with guys online. I’ve never “hooked-up” with a fellow member, but done a lot of chats. Some chats get very hot and detailed, and can go on for days. This particular night I had a few sexy emails that I answered, checked some of the hot comments made on my pictures, and hit some of the video links. As fate would have it, I happened to click on a link to one of these “Anon Hotel Fuck” vids. I have to say, it is something of a fantasy for me. It turned out to be pretty hot. The Top was sexy, had a great cock, and was very verbal. He gave that bottom boy instructions, forceful put him into several positions, fucking him hard…and best of all, came deeply in his ass without pulling out! FUCKIN’ A!!! Without realizing it I had been hitting my poppers, beating my meat, and just about shot my load. I quickly closed that window and went back to perusing other member’s pictures. But…my mind kept going back to that fucking hot hotel fuck. I started wondering if there were any hot Tops on LifeOUT in Arizona. So, I went to the “Search Personals” and did an “Advanced Search”. There were about 20 Top; Versatile/Tops. Not as many as I would have liked…but what the hell? I’m just looking. In addition to cruising the few profiles that fit the search, I also updated my, “What are you doing” status. I just typed a simple thing saying, “Alone in my hotel room, sniffing poppers, about to blow a load wishing a hot cock was breeding my ass!” What can I say…when I’m horny I’ll say pretty much anything. Well, even though the selection of AZ men was pretty slim, I did find a couple of profiles interesting enough to make a few comments. I really wasn’t doing anything that I don’t normally do while on the site. Just having fun and being a little nasty. Well…I guess one of the guys saw my What are you doing post, and noticed I had viewed his profile and commented on his pix; because, I got a message that said, “Hey nasty boy. You looking for trouble tonight?” I love getting messages like this and imminently starting stroking my cock. Without thinking I typed back, “Yeah…always looking for trouble.” Within a minute I got, “Well that’s good, ‘cause I’m looking to give a nasty boy what he deserves. You in my area?” “Holy fuck!” I thought. “This guy is serious.” When I usually chat-up guys like this, we’re usually miles apart and I have no intention of hooking-up. And, up to this point, I wasn’t really thinking about it now either. Suddenly, my dick surged with excitement. I’m a leaker and up to now, had a bit of pre-cum flowing, but with that ‘ask’, when my dick surged, a huge amount of pre-cum oozed out. I was so turned-on by the prospect of taking anon dick in my hotel room. I thought, “No way! That’s just plain crazy.” And it was just that that had me really turned-on. So, stalling for time I wrote back. “Why? What if I was?” “Well.” He typed. “You’re the one that said you were wishing a hot cock would breed your ass. You checked-out my profile, and, you said you think I have a hot cock?” Quickly I zoomed over to his profile to check him out. ‘Cause in my mind, I didn’t remember anyone being particularly hot. When I got to his page I thought, “Yeah, he’s got a pretty nice cock.” I did make the comment that I’d like to try it on for size. “Fuck!” I thought to myself, “There’s no way I’d consider inviting him to my room.” Then my dick said, “Why not! You know your ass is hungry for some cock.” I’m thinking… “What the fuck?! Would I even consider this for real?” And the more I thought of it, the hornier I got. I even reached over, without thinking, and hit my poppers. Then, while I was high on the poppers, a new message came over. “Well, bitch! You in heat or not?! I haven’t cum in days and will blow this load with our without you!” FUCK! Every time he wrote he got me hotter. “I should do this. I should just fucking do this. Live the fantasy and quit dreaming about it.” But could I? Could I really let a stranger into my room? Fuck that! How ‘bout into my ass?! Fuck yeah…I really wanted it. I wanted to do something wild and crazy. I was rock hard and flowing pre-cum down my hand. This could be fun. Let’s see how bad he wants it. “So dude. You got a big wad of cum you need to unload? Does that mean you’ll shoot and go in five minutes? My ass is hungry for more than five minutes.” Where the hell did that come from? Sounds like I am looking for some serious trouble. A few minutes later comes, “Don’t you worry about me. I’ll fuck several loads into you. The first will just be lube for all the rest. So, you local or just teasing me and my dick?” “I’m local. In a downtown high-rise hotel. Just trying to get the nerve to give you my room number. The idea is hot, in theory, a bit un-nerving in reality.” “Oh…never done anything like this before?” “No. Just jacked-off a lot to the idea.” “Well, I won’t bite, unless you want me to. I’d just leave you satisfied and your cunt full of my jizz. You interested or not?” FUCK! At this point I was shaking as I typed. I just told myself, “Keep your nerve up. Once you give him your room number there’ll be no turning back. Just do it! Give him the info.” My dick and ass were now doing my thinking. “Sheraton Grand – Room 1513.” It was almost as if my boner typed that. FUCK! I did it. “Good boy. I’ll be there in about 45 minutes. I see from your site you like underwear. Did you bring some sexy ones with you? If so, put them on and I’ll be wearing some for you.” “Holy shit! What have I done?” Just to keep my nerve up, I hit my poppers again, before hitting the shower to really clean myself up and get ready for…I don’t know what. I wanted to be sexy for him, but subservient when he arrived. So, I put-on my dark gray Obviously shorts and a tight T-shirt. While waiting for him I checked-out his profile again. Was checking him out…his dick and thinking I’d soon have that seeding my ass. “What the hell am I doing?” But, too late to think about that now. And just then…a knock on my door. “Holy Shit! No changing my mind now.” I’m shaking as I head to the door. Looking through the peep-hole – there he was. Here goes… I open the door and he marches in without waiting for me to invite him. “Nice. I like what you’re wearing…for now. You ready to get fucked like the whore you are?” “I think so. I’m pretty nervous right now. And pretty excited too.” “Well, why don’t we get busy and see if we can calm those nerves.” With that he pulls me into him and grabs my ass cheeks with both hands. He looks me in the eyes and asks, “Who’s ass is this now?” “It’s your, Sir. And I can’t wait to have you in it.” “In good time, boy. Right now I think you should rub my chest and feel my nipples. That will make my dick real hard and want to fuck you.” I put both my hands on his chest. I rub down slowly to feel the points of his nipples. I LOVE working a man’s nipples. Especially when they’re wired to his cock. As I find his points and start pinching them he pulls my face to his and starts kissing me. His tongue enters my mouth and I start feeding on it. Moments later he pulls us apart and says, “I want you to suck my dick like you just did my tongue. You get me hot enough and I’ll tongue your ass like I just did your mouth. With that, he pulls off his shirt to expose his hairy chest and erect nipples. I dive down and start sucking his nipples and cupping his bulging crotch and rubbing his hardening cock. “Oh yeah. Work those nipples. You’re making me hot. I’m so going to fuck that pussy of yours till you’re overflowing with my seed. You like that idea, bitch?” “Oh fuck yeah. I so want your manly cock in me. I want to feel it surge inside me as it shoots your seed deep within me.” “Fuck yeah, you sexy ass. Take off that shirt and get on your knees.” I do as instructed and am on my knees in a flash. This stranger takes the back of my head and pushes my face into his denim clad bulge. He’s rubbing his bulge all over my face then tells me to open my mouth. I willingly do as I am told. I open so wide I can get his whole bulge into my mouth. “Yeah, you’re a hungry one aren’t you? Bet your ass is even more hungry.” He pulls my face away and tells me to rub his crotch. “Yeah man. Feel my crotch. Show me how bad you want what’s inside.” He undoes his belt buckle, then his button. He then pulls his zipper down about halfway and says, “You want what’s inside? I know you do. Show me.” He pulls his zipper down all the way and pulls his pants apart. Inside he’s wearing some super sexy Unico white shorts. He pulls out the white clad bulge and tells me to open my mouth and get his crotch wet. As I go to work on his sexy bulge, he pulls down his pants and steps out of them. Now we’re both in just our sexy short. Mine has a major wet spot in front and his are wet from his leaking cock and my mouth. “Fuck! You’re a hungry whore. But I’ll feed you my junk in a minute. Right now, I need to check-out that hole I’m gonna breed. Stand-up.” He pulls me to my feet and spins me around. He wraps his arms around me and pulls my back tightly into his chest. I feel his hard bulge pushing at my ass crack. He’s rubbing my crotch and whispering into my ear. “You ready for some hard cock? I know how bad you want it. I can feel it in your hard dick and your hot crack.” With that he pulls down the back of my shorts and starts rubbing his fingers down my crack. He walks us toward the bed and tells me to get on my knees, on the bed. My mind is going wild. I can’t believe I’m doing this. This stranger, whose name I don’t even know, is about to violate me. He is going to impale me with his hard dick and inject me with his sperm. And I’m so turned on that my dick is raging hard and soaking my shorts with pre-cum. This hot man, this stranger is standing behind me, pulling the back of my shorts down so he can access my ass hole. His hands are rubbing my bare ass cheeks – then he slaps the right side. “Fuck yeah! Who’s my fuck hole? Who’s going to do what I say and take all the cum loads I want to deliver?” “I am, Sir.” I say without even thinking about it. “That’s right, boy.” He says as he reaches through the back of my shorts to feel my hard, wet cock. He gathers some pre-cum and starts to rub it on my ass hole. “Yeah, let’s make that hole wet and tasty. He then pulls my boner backward and over the band of my shorts. He sucks the head of my dick and I about pass-out. FUCK! That feels so good. But he doesn’t care. He’s just gathering more pre-cum…this time in his mouth. He then uses his tongue to deposit my pre-cum on my ass hole. OH FUCK! I’m in heaven as he starts to rim and tongue fuck my hole with his spit and my pre-cum. “Fucking tasty ass. My dick is going to love this hole. It’s going to breed and own it.” With that he goes back to fucking my ass with his tongue. And I hit my poppers. “Fuck this is awesome.” I think. All too soon, he stops. “Get down here on the floor. You’re gonna suck my cock now. You’re gonna make it wet and see what it feels like before your tight ass does.” I slide off the bed and onto the floor. I grab the sexy, white bulge in his shorts as he pulls them down. Out springs that cock. The cock I’ve only seen online…until now. “Yeah man. That’s for you. Lick that clear fluid off the head with your tongue. Taste me like I did you. Savor it. Now suck on my head. Just put the head of my hard dick in your mouth. Suck it! Suck my head…now swallow my cock. Suck it, bitch. Suck my cock. You know you want it. Feel with your mouth what your ass is going to feel all night. Oh Fuck! My dick is loving your maw. Your tight man cunt is next. You ready for it?” “Yes Sir! My ass is hungry for your hard cock. My cunt needs you to fill it with your big, thick, white load. Please give it to me, Sir. Fuck my ass and make it yours.” “Get up on the bed, on your back. I want to see your face as I enter you for the first time. I want you to see mine, as I orgasm and fill your cum hole with my four-day load.” With that, he oils his cock with the mineral oil I had out. With his oily fingers he starts fingering my hole. First one finger, then his thumb. I LOVE being thumb fucked. Before I know it, he’s got four fingers of one hand up my ass. We both hit some poppers as the head of his dick touches my fuck hole. As I exhale and the high of the poppers hits me, he pushes his dick head into my ass. As I’m reach the top of my high his hard, manly dick pushes past my ring. It’s tight, but the poppers help ease the way. As the popper high hits him he says, “I want to feel that tight ring over my head again.” With that he pulls out, past the ring and back in again. This feels AWESOME! I’m flying high from the poppers, his hard dick finally in my ass, and the thought of someone I don’t even know sticking his dick into me makes me as high as the poppers do. We are now looking into each other’s face. Both in ecstasy of a stranger’s fuck. He says, “Let’s hit the poppers again and when we’re high, I’ll bury my bone balls deep and shoot my seed into you. Ready?” We both take a huge hit, hold it, let it out and, boom! He dives in deep. “FUCK YEAH!” We both yell. He holds his cock deep in me as I squeeze his shaft with my ass. Then he draws out to the edge of my ring, and back in. We’re both high on the poppers and the fuck. He pushes me back further on the bed so he can really push into me. “Fuck me man! Fuck my hole till you shoot your seed. Give it to me man. I want your cum coating my guts.” He starts to really fuck me. He’s driving all the way in and nearly pulling out. He’s like a freight train. We both hit our bottles again and he asks, “You ready for this big load. You want this stranger’s sperm seeding your hole?” “OH FUCK! More than you know. I gotta have it man. I want your seed in me. Breed me, breed me Sir. I want your load in my hole.” “Yeah, you’re my fucking bitch aren’t you? Fuckin’ take it. Let me seed your hole. Oh fuck yeah…here it cums. Open it up, you want my sperm boy…spray your guts? Oh fuck yeah…take it, take it! Four day’s worth of cum.” He slams his full length into me and holds it there as his dick pumps his hot seed into me. I feel the head of his dick surge and pump; and, I can actually feel his warm, wet sperm enter into me. I now have his DNA in me…deep in me and I’m very happy. I’m in love watching his face as he has an amazing orgasm, shooting four-day’s worth of seed into me. Me, a man he’s never met and whose name he doesn’t even know. His dick is in me as deep as it can go. He’s arching his back and his head is so far back I almost can’t see his face. After his balls are empty he falls forward onto me. He’s breathing hard and his dick is still inside me. He lifts himself off my chest and looks me in the eyes. “Now’s when we get to the “nasty” part.” I give him a puzzled look as he pulls his still hard cock from my ass. “Now you’re going to clean my cock for me. And I mean with your mouth.” “What the fuck?!” I thinking. No way is that going to happen. I tell him, “No, I don’t think I can do that.” “I wasn’t asking. You’re going to do it and that’s that.” He comes-up to my face and grabs the back of my head. He pushes me toward his slick cock and says, “Suck it bitch! Suck it clean.” I resist but he puts a knee on my chest and forces his wet boner to my mouth. I hesitate but he grabs my chin and says, “Open up!” I smell is dick…it smells of cum and my ass. As I open my mouth the senses fill my nose and mouth. His dick is half-way in my mouth and he says, “Close your lips and suck. Suck all those juices off me.” As I do as I’m told I’m starting to like it. I’ve tasted my ass before when I guy rimmed me then kissed me. I suddenly remembered I liked it. Now, add to it this strangers cum…before I knew it I was making a meal of his cock and cleaning it like a pro. “Fuck yeah! I knew you’d like it. Now turn around and sit on my face while you clean my cock, and I’ll eat your cummy hole.” Again I’m shocked but do what I’m told, this time without hesitation. FUCK! This is almost as hot as the fuck. After several minutes of 69 cleaning he rolls me off his face and comes over and starts giving me a full-on wet, open mouth kiss. We soon fall side-by-side to take a rest. Unbeknownst to me, getting ready for round two.

So, this last Sunday I went to Flex Cleveland after receiving a tip from Asspig.com & a guy there that noon Sundays were busy. I went, rented a room but never really stayed in it as I was fucking horny as hell and needed by boipussy fucked stupid. So, I wandered. Sucked a guy in his room, who said he was not into topping & left. Off to the room with the one sling in off on the side, sucked another guy same thing. This gorgeous 30 something, very built guy walks in I go to my knees suck like a whore, as does he top. He says yes, I go crazy sucking his cock than ask he ready for some boipussy, mind you I'm 54 but still a boi <lol>. I end up in the sling and he fucks me stupid, moaning my head off loudly saying, "fuck my pussy" and I draw a crowd. Cock in my ass, one in each hand & one in my mouth at one point. The guy topping withdraws and tells me to suck. A guy I never even saw takes over fucking me. Both guys raw. Second guy not as big as the first said he, "loves my sloppy pussy" then breeds me. Second guy has moved on to a guy on the bench and I move on. Find this guy in the back area where the second sling is, my age, gorgeous and I go to my knees. He asks, "do you want that pussy fucked!" BAM, exactly. We go back to his room & the guy treats me like the faggot cunt I am. Slaps my face, my ass, my gaping cunt, calls me a bitch. I"m living for it. Moaning my head off, calling him Daddy, saying "fuck my cunt'. We move from his room to the showers & he fucks me there stupid. Same thing. Then we go to dry off on the sundeck and I go down on him again till i'm gagging happily. He fucks me stupid some more. More cunt slapping, calling me bitch & pussy, whore too and when he has gaped & cunted me bowlegged finally breeds me calling me his faggot!!! I of course ask for his number & he gave it. God, I hope for a repeat.

Earlier today I took 3 huge loads from a 8in bear. He told me to push them out into a cup and save them for the next time he comes to breed me.

I have a weakness for letting grown men pump me full of their seed..... these 4 are from a school friends dads fiancé😈

Fully vaxxed now and will be wading back into the sea of horny men that I pray is still out there.... That said, I've done almost nothing in over a year. I've got some retraining to do to get back into cumdump shape (and I could use to lose a few COVID lbs too). I'd prefer they be vaxxed, but now that i (and the majority of my circle) are vaxxed, I'm less concerned about it. I still won't be diving face first into unmasked non-distanced events for a while, but a small gangbang I'd be good with... I would love there to be a Yelp like site for tops and bottoms to review their conquests, but it would take just one asshole and all of the sudden there would be bullshit reviews because you didn't sleep with him or he came too fast or whatever. I, honestly, like to hear what a guy thinks of my hole. When we're face to face it's all "OMG, that was amazing! Blah, blah, blah" but I want to hear if he'd actually tell a buddy about the ass he just seeded. THAT's when I know I'm doing something right!

Fuck yes!! Dark rooms, any cock, any hole, any load, any chempiss, any other fluid, balls deep in my hole, my cock balls deep in any hole.

hot. I can't wait to hear who else fucks the married slut.

I’ll certainly be taking it and any others when we can sync up 😉

north london here if into tv/cd

I dont think I've encountered a real penis over 10", and even then only a small portion of any ive seen are truly over 8". So wherever these guys are finding these horsehung motherfuckers to even try to aim for 14" like that I'd like to know because theres probably a nuclear waste site nearby causing it. As others have said and have said many times before in other places, it's not about the size but how you use it, even if it is amazing when it's a big one on a top who knows how to swing it. I've had 4-5" guys that have enough stamina and treat me like a proper slut and give me the loads I need to be more than satisfied, and then a few guys who were easily in the 7.5-9" range and thick that just had no idea how to use it. If a 5" guy can instantly put himself in my hole and not have it pop out even once as he goes to town on me until he pumps his load in me, but you cant even get your 8" lined up right when I'm doing everything possible to make it as easily accessible as I can, I'm sorry but you probably suck at sex and as a top. I'd gladly take 10 average or smaller guys who can fuck and are willing in one night than try to waste the time and effort trying to find that one huge cock, that might just be a huge disappointment.

They're called gTLDs (generic top level domains). I highly doubt that's the problem. For those that are technical, if you experience the problem you can right click (on a computer, not a mobile device) and choose "Inspect…" from the contextual menu. That will bring up another window. Go to the "Network" tab in that window and then reload the page. There will then be a line for each element of the page that's loaded with bars that show how long it took to load. When you click on a bar there will be a way to tell what caused the delay with that particular element (different browsers display it differently). It's useful to know which line (page element) is causing the delay and what the browser says the cause of the delay was. Here's an example (using Firefox). This is what you'd see when you click on a line, then click on "Timings"… What that's saying is that something (not quite sure what) blocked the loading of the page for ~1/10th of a second (95ms). DNS resolution was instantaneous (because it was already cached). It took 1/20th of a second to connect to the server, another 1/20th of a second to negotiate encryption. Sending the request took no time, and then it had to wait 1/7th of a second to get a response. But again, for most of you none of that will make much of any sense. But if it does make sense to any of you, and you can do that when you encounter a problem it would be hugely helpful to know what you see in that debug window.

As a top I don’t particularly enjoy sloppy holes. For a number of reasons. 1. I don’t think they are sanitary when u breed 2. I’m an Alpha so I’m not comfortable where another man has deposited his sperm and I get it on my dick. If I wanted another guy’s sperm on my I would be a bottom. 3. Bottoms tend to losen up their holes after intense repeated continuous use. I like the hole I’m using to be tight. just my two cents.

I tried to do this last year. Clearly I picked the wrong year LOL. Haven't started one this year (despite actually having had a few encounters). I keep thinking it would be a good thing, if only for those occasions when an STI crops up... but maybe I'm loath to get serious about it because then I'd have to notice just how little sex I'm actually getting 🤨

I started keeping a spreadsheet on my computer last year. Now that I have it set up, it only takes a moment to update. I try to remember to do it before I go to sleep that night.

There is also the difference that barebacking is a personal choice and the risks are only there to yourselves and sexual partners, whereas Covid can be spread catastrohpically amongst the general public. Just look at India right now.

I use to favor the classic bedpost notching technique, until one mornin' I woke up naked, stinkin' of mansex with wood chips stuck to my ass and my bed was gone. I realized, you're a right proper slut ain't cha and maybe this rather prosaic method of enumeration doesn't offer the kind of robust mathematical modeling required to track all my sexual commins and goin ons. So then I thought these are some real big fuckin numbers, cause I'm a sex addict. I should call Nathan he's got a huge fuckin dick, lean little fucker, only about 5foot8 always down to pound one out, huge dong, teaches Theoretical Astrophysics. I don't even know what a math model looks like. Prolly got a big dick tho. My math teacher in 8th grade had a huge cock...

I get my second jab in two weeks so i'm not particularly worried if my future sexual partners are vaccinated or not. Prefer them to be but not a deal breaker if not. Worst of the crisis is over in UK so we can afford to relax a little and have some fun.

Dad has seen me get fucked so many times over the years, mostly because he’s the one finding tops to share me with!

Damn! If you ever like working over a kinda inexperienced hole Im on the UES so I can make a journey to your side pretty easy lol

God damn, love you're infected too. Been in the club 20 years myself.

Deep inside me, always!!! Though ultimately it’s up to my tops as to where they want to deposit it.

I work in construction a new job which I just started. As my Forman was showing me around this enormous shopping center that we are working on he asked me to give him a hand in the basement. He took me down a few corridors and into this dark room. He put out some party favors and told me that it’s ok not to be nervous. After I did a few lines of coke with him he took off his tool belt and began undoing his pants pulling out his fat cock with a smile. He then says I had a feeling that I recognized you from grinder and read on your profile what a cock cum hungry whore you are. I wound up naked down to my panties going down on him and getting fucked. The next day it wasn’t just him but 6 other guys from the crew that joined in. They welcomed me to the crew and showed me my position. At the end of each day I wait for them on this dirty mattress dressed up like a dirty street whore and let them take turns seeding me sending me home a leaking hot mess.

Take weed and poppers and lube your cock and just let go, some guys enjoy seeing it as sin, others as just pure raw sex, others its the deviancy and 'rape his ass' - I'm a mix of all of them. I still fuck women from time to time but I feel better with men. I'm completely insane and I'm fine with that.

OMG I miss glory holes!!! They were where I was first barebacked, first time getting stealthed...so many anonymous loads in my ass!!! Cannot wait to go back and put my ass up against the hole and feel an anonymous cock slide in. I love the GH booths at LA Slammer...holes on both sides. I have my ass getting pounded on one side, while I’m stroking the cock that’s going in my ass next on the opposite side. I feel and hear the guy fucking me speed up and finally unload in me. I pull off his cock, turn around and guide the cock at the opposite side into my ass! God those were the days!!!

I can honestly say I've never practised any safety around sex. RE condoms... in my early years they were (but seldomly) inside my hole to start off with.... but in all cases obly: until I was opened up or until I convinced the top to breed me or slipped ot off. Only once (in college) did a guy insist (I was not yet as open about how I knew "raw is law")..... but on that occassion, I was lubed with vasoline and it burst and I got his DNA deep like I needed.

Always swallow! I don't waste

I was told by the poz daddy I was with last night that my hole is loose and opened. He said he love it like that and said he loved the noise that came from it after he put the lube on

Part 4 My mind was trying to focus on what the hell was going on, but that 151 Rum had me too befuddled and the fantastic feeling at my ass and the tingle of my cock wouldn't let me focus. I was just really enjoying whatever was going on. It was nothing I had ever felt before. My hole seemed to be on fire with wanting more and more of that licking it was getting. Then that finger seemed to probe a little deeper than it had before and hit something inside me that caused me to raise my ass up higher with a jolt of pleasure. It felt like his whole finger was deep in my ass and tongue was still probing and licking all around it. I was almost ready to bounce. Wow, what a feeling it was causing. Then the finger seemed to rotate, around and around my hole and every time it came around it would hit that one spot and I would moan and jump with pleasure. Then it felt like his finger got bigger, but I kind of thought wait, no, it seemed like he now had two fingers in me and wiggling them around almost like a drum beat on that spot in there, I was definitely bouncing now and actually thrusting my ass onto them even. Whoever this was sure knew how to make a guy feel pleasure. His fingers and tongue were driving me wild and then I was thinking maybe there were more than two fingers in me. I tried to focus more but the booze still had me dizzy, so I just tried to relax and enjoy as I was sure I was getting close to cumming again. It was fantastic and I wanted it, needed it. Then, all at once, as if the person knew it, another hand reached up and took ahold of my cock and squeezed the base of it hard, stopping the sensation of cumming. I groaned, but then his hand let go and the sensations started over again, driving me almost crazy with pleasure. I still had no idea who was down there in the dark, but at this point the need was too great to care. My ass and my cock were both feeling so good, all I wanted was to get off and cum hard. My hole seemed to be stretched more than I thought possible and it felt like there must be more than just two fingers in there, but who cared, it was fantastic and that tongue all around the edges of them and even probing between them at times was formidable. I could not even hold still and was moaning like crazy from it. Then the fingers started going in and out also which was another whole different sensation, getting faster and faster and harder. Sometimes on those in and out thrusts, there was a little pain, very small though, as a fingernail or two would scrape some, but the heavenly feeling overroad that completely. Then I felt the tongue move away from my hole and started to lick its way up across to my balls. The fingers were still digging into my ass but the sensations were growing more intense as I felt the tongue stop and then a mouth took each of my balls in, one at a time, an sucked them slowly and gently, then moved up to the base of my cock and then the tongue came back to tickle lick its way up my shaft and the around the head and then my whole cock was swallowed to the base in one gulp. I felt myself getting ready to cum again, and again, it was anticipated and my cock was released from the mouth and a hand grabbed the base squeezing me hard to stop it. I almost screamed in the need for the release being denied. It was almost agonizing. Then that mouth engulfed me again with a slow up and down bj of pure ecstasy. I was almost continually groaning now from the intensity of the marvelous feelings. I was writhing on the bed and alternating driving my cock into that wonderful mouth and grinding my ass on those fingers in my hole. The fingers were really moving in and out of my hole faster and harder and hitting that special spot inside me and every time they hit it I moaned more. Even the feeing of the fingernails dragging on the outstroke seemed to increase the need to feel more and more and the slight discomfort only made the instroke that much more fantastic. Then I became aware that the person had stopped sucking my cock and lips were gently kissing their way up my stomach and a hand was pushing my t-shirt up as the kisses rose up my body. I quickly let loose of my shorts I was still holding and reaching down grabbed my shirt and raising my body slightly pulled it off over my head and tossed it with my shorts. I became aware slightly that whoever was moving up me seemed to be bare skin against mine too. Then those marvelous lips moved to one of my nipples and the mouth closed on it and sucked it and even nipped it a little with teeth. I groaned even louder. It was as if my nipple was directly wired to my ass and cock and I involuntarily arched my back trying to feed more of my breast. Then the mouth let go and went across my chest to my other nipple and again the same relentless feelings erupted in me. My nipples were tingling, my ass was on fire and my cock felt like an iron bar and I was trembling from head to toe. I never wanted this to end it was so great. The before I knew it the lips were climbing higher up me to my neck, nuzzling and nipping and sucking from one side of it to the other., Then, all at once the fingers dragged out of my hole, causing me to groan again at the empty feeling now there. I couldn't help myself as I moaned, NO, and tried to push my ass lower to feel them again. As I did this I felt something odd touch my hole now. It felt much bigger than the fingers had. This went through my mind as I was telling them to please put them back in, when the new object touched my hole just as I was wrapping my arms around the person and both of the arms grabbed my legs raising them higher as the object poked into my hole a bit. My eyes went wide open then as I finally realize that this person, who had given me more pleasure than I could remember, was another guy. I froze in place, which was my complete undoing then, as HIS cock, I now realized, penetrated my hole and drove deep into me. Being much larger than his fingers it hurt some but when he hit that spot inside me, again involuntarily, I thrust my ass up higher which drove his cock as deep as it could get into my very depths. As his cock bottomed out in me and before I could say anything, his mouth all at once closed on my wide open mouth and his tongue drove almost into my throat. I was so shocked I couldn't move or with his mouth on mine say anything. Then before I could recover his cock started its back stroke rubbing against my hot spot and then back in again. I found myself raising my ass up without knowing how, meeting his inthrust and slapping our bare skin together hard. He then started to fuck me in a rush. The fantastic feelings hit me like a ton of bricks and I found myself moaning with the pleasure and driving my ass back at him on every in stroke of his cock. I could not seem to stop. I wanted this release that was building in me. My cock was throbbing like never before. We drove at each other in a frenzy of lust. Time seemed to almost stand still. Over and over he drove his cock into me as if to push it clear through me and into the bed. Harder and faster and more and more. For a good 15 or 20 minutes we ravished each other. Then he leaned back and broke off the kiss and looking me directly in the eyes for the first time, said, "OMG, I am going to cum. I am going to fill your ass with my seed and you will be changed forever as my toxic cum swims inside you. Take my HIV cum and love it." I was cumming myself so what he said didn't register and being still quite drunk it took a while anyway. I just thrust my own ass hard onto his cock and could feel his throbbing and my own cock was throbbing between us. Then, without warning, the whole room lit up, as someone had come in the door and switched the light on.

The answer to "how someone became poz" is pretty much obvious.

I finally got to play out one of my fantasies yesterday afternoon. I've always wanted to pick up one of the illegal Latinos who hang out in front of the local nursery, Home Depot and Loews, looking to get hired to undertake work in one's yard or home. As I drove into my local nursery yesterday, the usual group of nearly a dozen Latinos hanging near the entrance to the parking lot. A cute, buff, dark-skinned Mexican guy in his early 20's caught my eye. Not only was he naturally dark skinned, it was obvious the hours he had spent out in the hot Las Vegas sun had given him a very dark tan. Apparently he realized I was checking him out, as he motioned to me and smiled as I drove past him en route to the parking lot. Still I drove past him, parked and went into the nursery where I selected a Mediterranean Fan Palm that I wanted to plant in my yard. It was in a large 10 gallon container. Two nursery workers lifted it into my SUV, but I realized once I arrived home I wouldn't be able to lift it out, let alone maneuver it to the location where I wanted to plant it. In addition, it occurred to me the record breaking heat here in the desert was so severe that I really wasn't looking forward to digging a hole and planting the bugger, so, just as I drove out of the parking lot, I stopped at the curb in front the guy who had flashed me a smile, and, rolling down my passenger side window I hollered "Hey! You looking for work?" He walked over to my car and stuck his head in my window asking "Si. What you need me to do?" "I need help planting this palm. Can you do that?" "Si." "Would you do it for $40?" "For $50 I will have my cousin, Eduardo help me. We will get it done quick for you. I'm Jessie. My cousin and I work good for you." He motioned for his cousin to come over to my car. Eduardo looked to be close to the same age, a little taller, perhaps 5'9", 150 pounds. He, like his cousin, was wearing a long sleeved shirt over a black wife beater tee-shirt, jeans and heavy boots. With a floppy flannel cowboy hat on to protect from the brutal Vegas sun. Eduardo didn't say anything, but flashed me a handsome smile as he peered into my car window. "Deal. Hop in," I said. Both guys jumped into my back seat and we took off for my home a few miles away. I was a bit nervous, having two strangers climb into my car. But, it was also exciting. I was entering the 'unknown'. We reached my home in about 15 minutes. I let them both out on my driveway, then I pulled all the way into my shaded garage and unlocked the back of my SUV. I jumped out and pulled open the back of the car and they both pulled the palm out of the car. "Where you want it?" Jessie asked. I walked over to the area I wanted the palm planted and pushed some of the landscape rock away to mark the spot. Jessie and Eduardo lifted the palm and brought it to where I wanted it planted. "I'll show you where my shovels and other garden tools are in my garage. Follow me." Leading the two guys into my garage, I pulled out two shovels, showed them where my potting soil and palm food was, explaining I wanted mixed with the dirt that they dug up when planting. I pulled the hose out for them and then told them I'd be in the house if they needed me. DAMN! The temp was 113 degrees. I felt bad for them out there in that heat. But I made a big jug of ice water. Took that and some cups out to them. By now, both had taken off their long sleeve shirts and were in their wife beater tee shirts. These cousins looked more like brothers. Similar in size, build and muscles. Eduardo was definitely the taller of the two, perhaps by two inches, but other than that, they could almost be twins. They even dressed alike. It took about 35 minutes for them to dig the hole and plant the tree. I'd looked out my front window a few times to check on their progress and to check out their hot bodies. Once they were done I could hear them putting the shovels and other planting tools back where I got them in my garage. Then Jessie knocked on my door from the garage. "We're done, Senor. You want to look?" he asked. I followed them back to the palm. They had done a great job and had put all the ground cover rock back around the tree. "Nice job, guys. Thanks. Would you like a beer?" I asked as I opened my door from the garage and invited them in. "Gracias, but we're really dirty, Senor. We shouldn't come in," Jessie replied. "Nonsense. Take off your boots. You'll be fine. Come in." I held the door open and both guys hesitantly came into my cool home. "Gracias, Senor. It feel nice and cool in here." I motioned for them to take a seat at my table as I pulled a couple of beers from the fridge. I handed them the cold beers and they downed them instantly. The heat had gotten to them. Who knows how many hours they had been standing out in front of the store before they came to work for me. Reaching back into the fridge I grabbed two more beers which I gave to Eduardo and Jessie. They gladly accepted the offer. Then I pulled out a bottle of Patron from my pantry and poured each of us a shot of Patron. "Oh, no, Senor. I have to work," Eduardo laughed. Up until now, Jessie had been the only one to talk. "Nonsense. Drink up," I replied as I downed the Patron. Both guys did the same and we downed the second beers a bit more slowly. "Thank you so much, guys. I appreciate your help. Good job. Would you both like to rinse off in my shower before I take you back? You'll feel so much better to get that dirt off you and cool down in a cool shower," I suggested. "Oh, no, Senor. We're good," Jessie protested. "No. Really. Take a quick rinse in the shower. You'll feel more like going back to work in that hot sun." I urged. Both guys looked at each other, puzzled at least at first, but then Eduardo looked up at me, smiled, saying "Gracias, Senor. I like that." I got up and told them to follow me to the master bedroom. I have a large master with a big king sized bed. And an overstuffed leather love seat and ottoman in front of the large screen TV at the opposite side of the room. I walked into the master bathroom and pulled out a couple of bath towels and washcloths from the cabinet. And put them on the edge of the tub, next to the shower. Then I came back into the bedroom and told them to go ahead and shower. Eduardo wasn't shy. He quickly stripped his clothes off. He was sporting a nice uncut dick of about six inches, sporting an ample foreskin which was draped over his cock head. Stepping into my shower he turned on the water as I took a seat on the loveseat, which gave me a direct view of the bathroom mirror in which I could see Eduardo soaping up his beautiful, brown, naked body. "Have a seat, Jessie," I said as I patted the cushion next to me on the loveseat. "I'm too dirty to sit on your couch," Jessie protested. "Well, take your clothes off, then. You're going to need to to shower, anyway," I suggested, flashing him a friendly smile. Jessie began to undress. He seemed very nervous and awkward, but he stripped to his boxers and came over to sit next to me on the sofa. His body was also nicely toned from all his hard labor. I flipped on the TV in front of us, immediately punching in the channel number for one of the straight softcore porn channel which I could get on cable tv. A beautiful, blonde, busty woman was on the screen sucking off a black guy. "Oh, shit!", I laughed. "Got the fuck channel on here. Want me to change the channel? Or do you want to watch?'' I asked him with a smile on my face. "It okay," Jessie replied, his eyes glued to the TV. Eduardo, meanwhile, finished showering and stepped out of the shower to towel off. Standing in the doorway to the bathroom he could clearly see the TV screen, and his eyes were also glued to the TV, even as he toweled himself dry. Out of the corner of my eye I saw him wrap the towel around his waist as he stepped back into the bedroom to retrieve his clothing. A very visible rise under his towel was very evident: he was getting a hard on. I turned and patted Jessie's thigh suggesting "Your turn for the shower," as I viewed the bulge which, like his cousin's, was quite evident. He stood and pulled his boxers down as a nearly full on erection bounced up in front of him. He quickly went into the bathroom and climbed into the shower. Eduardo took his towel off and continued to dry off with the towel. His cock now standing straight out in front of him. He blushed a bit as he saw me staring at his cock. I stood and walked over to Eduardo. He stopped toweling off and stood there naked and hard in front of me. I reached over and took his hard cock into my hand. He didn't move. Nor move to push me away. So, I dropped to my knees and began to suck on his foreskin. His cock tasted sweet and clean from the shower. I pushed him back so that he then sat on the edge of the bed and again began to suck on his cock. He was fully hard and my lips pushed his foreskin back from his cockhead. I sucked on his cock, taking it to the back of my throat. Then I lifted his legs and sucked his balls. He moaned. Then I licked down to his asshole and licked it. He moaned louder. Just then, I heard the shower turn off. Jessie stepped out of the shower and began to dry off. He could see back into the bedroom and saw his cousin, still naked, laying on his back, his legs to his chest, with my face buried in his cousin's ass. Jessie said something to his cousin in Spanish. His cousin answered back in Spanish. They conversed for a moment, then Jessie walked over to us. His cock also growing to full hardness. I motioned for Jessie to sit next to his cousin on the bed. I then took turns sucking on each man's cock and balls. Finally I stood up. "Eduardo. Get on my bed and kneel on it. I wanna eat your ass." Eduardo got onto the bed and knelt on it. His ass to my face. I knelt on the edge of the bed and put my face to Eduardo's ass and began to eat his hole. I then spit on my fingers and smeared my asshole with the spit. I did that several times. Then went back to eating Eduardo's brown, puckered hole. I felt Jessie feeling my ass and fingering my hole. Then I heard and felt him spit on my hole. Before putting his cock up to it and push in. He quickly plopped into my hole and began to fuck. I ate Eduardo for several minutes. Then he turned and laid back on the bed as I sucked his cock. Jessie fucked me hard and deep for about 10 minutes, before he groaned and slammed deep into me, filling my ass with his load. Like a well rehearsed team, as soon as Jessie pulled his cock from me, Eduardo climbed off the bed and rammed his cock into my hole, requiring only about five of pounding before he deposited a his load, my second of the day, into my hole. As soon as Eduardo came in me, he pulled out and quickly began to dress. Jessie was already dressed. When we were all presentable, we silently walked to the door leading to my garage where they pulled on their work boots as I locked-up the house. Then we all climbed into the car and I drove them back to the nursery where I had picked them up. As we got there, I pulled the cash from my pocket. We had agreed on $50 for both. But I handed each of them $50 saying "Gracias." "Gracias, Senor," Jessie said. "We be here if you need more work," Eduardo said, a smile on his face. "We work for you again." "Gladly", I replied, as I pulled away and they walked back to their group of buddies. I wonder if they would tell the other guys what had happened. I got my tree planted and my ass filled with two Latino loads. Quite a productive afternoon.

My 1st man gave me these words of wisdom, "Sexy comes in all sizes, shapes and colors!" To this day, it's served me well.

Well, I was cruising for sex when I was 14 years old on the internet, and it was hard to get anyone to bite, considering my age. Some did, thank goodness. 13 or 14 sounds reasonable from my own experiences, but thinking about kids that age makes me feel lecherous and isn't really my thing.